NASO74AR THE THINGS THAT WE REALLY OWN BY RABBI BRAD ARTSON A few months ago, my last grandmother passed away A wee! or so after o"r period of mo"rning ended, my mother sent me some of her f"rnit"re, fig"ring #$orre$tly% that my wife and & $o"ld "se it in setting "p o"r home As the mo'ers $arried in my grandmother(s f"rnit"re, & had an eerie sense that something wasn(t right This, after all, was hers, not mine She sho"ld ha'e it, not me & reali)ed then, in a more $on$rete way than *efore, that we really ne'er own things aro"nd "s We *orrow them for a while, and "ltimately we ret"rn them +ither we no longer need them #d"e to illness, mo'ing or death% or they $ease to f"n$tion, in whi$h $ase we ,throw them o"t, - whi$h is to say we ret"rn them *a$! to nat"re and the nat"ral order .i'en that we $an ne'er really own anything, o"r li'es and how we $hoose to apportion o"r time seem espe$ially per'erse /odern men and women spend their most prod"$ti'e years in relentless p"rs"it We p"rs"e $areers, ownership of $ars, homes, $lothing, applian$es, art, sto$! options, pension plans, life ins"ran$e and a staggering 'ariety of other possessions 0erhaps more than any generation *efore "s, we are ri$h *eyond *elief in a$$"m"lation of things 0arado1i$ally, o"r wealth notwithstanding, we don(t feel ri$h inside 2ew of "s ha'e a sense of inner f"llness, of an a*ility to deri'e emotional no"rishment from The Things That WeNaso74ar Artson 3 within 0lag"ed *y "nease, *y a fore*oding dis4"iet, we !now we la$! some essential ingredient We 5"st don(t !now what it is So we *"y another s"it, 5oin another $l"*, eat another meal o"t, see!ing franti$ally to satisfy o"r eternal $ra'ing for we !now not what /ay*e the $onf"sion of priority also a$$o"nts for why so many find this wee!(s Torah portion *oring &n 0arashat Naso, the Torah re$o"nts at great lengths the gifts the $hieftains of &srael *ro"ght to the newly $onstr"$ted /ish!an #Ta*erna$le% ,When /oses had amo"nted and $onse$rated them, the $hieftains of &srael, the heads of an$estral ho"ses*o"nd their offerings *efore the 6ord The $hieftains also *ro"ght the dedi$ation offering for the altar "pon its *eing anoited, 2or the ne1t twel'e days, ea$h tri*al $hief *ro"ght offerings to dedi$ate the new altar, and for twel'e paragraphs, the Torah simply lists e'erything they *ro"ght +'en the most diligent of readers *egins to gla)e o'er *y the third day7 Why wo"ld the Torah, normally so terse, so $on$ise and so dramati$, go on at s"$h length with the dedi$ation gifts of &srael tri*e8 0erhaps the insight of Ra**i +la)ar of 9artota might help "s "nderstand &n /ishnah 0ir!ei A'ot #Tea$hings of the Sages%, Ra**i +la)ar instr"$ts "s, ,.i'e .od what is .od(s, for yo" and yo"rs are .od(s, This is also e1pressed *y :ing ;a'id ,2or all things $ome from <o", and we gi'e <o" only what is <o"rs, #& =hroni$les% Ra**i +la)ar "nderstands that there is nothing wrong with owning things or en5oying their "se 9"t possessions are at *est, tools for *etter li'ing, ne'er goals in themsel'es No thing $an *ring happiness, se$"rity or pea$e The spirit of ea$h h"man *eing soars a*o'e the $on$rete limitations of o"r possessions, $rying o"t for The Things That WeNaso74ar Artson > something more essential, something more eternal, something more neshamah - li!e to meet it fa$e to fa$e Today(s en'ironmental philosophers ha'e translated Ra**i +la)ar(s wisdom into se$"lar lang"age when they tell "s that we h"mans only ha'e the power to ta!e something o"t of the $y$les of nat"re for a short time, *"t that sooner or later we m"st ret"rn it We $an either ret"rn the *orrowed item in a way that lets the nat"ral $y$le $ontin"e to s"pport a thri'ing *iosphere or we $an ret"rn it in a way that threatens the $ontin"ity of life ,<o" and yo"rs are .od(s, We do not ha'e "ltimate possession of anything material All that we own we owe, as Ra**i A*raham ?osh"a @es$hel reminds "s What we do a$4"ire and own fore'er is o"r own $hara$ter, o"r own deeds of lo'ing!indness and 5"sti$e, o"r own piety We own eternally the lo'e we feel for others and their lo'e for "s And we own, as ?ews, an an$ient and sa$red tradition that ma!es "s .od(s lo'ers, .od(s partners and .od(s $hildren &n those possessions, and not in mere things, a so"l $an hope to find $ontentment Sha**at Shalom