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Kuv‡a `yÕnvZ †i‡L e‡j, Zzwg GLywb Avevi Avgv‡K †d‡j D‡o P‡j hv‡e bv‡Zv?
iƒcv Zvi bvK wU‡c w`‡q gyPwK †n‡m m‡Rv‡i †bwZevPK gv_v bv‡o|
wRr-Gi g‡b nj G aiYxi ey‡K †mB GLb iƒcKzgvi| GKUz c‡iB mviv AvKvk Puv‡`i
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eUMv‡Qi Avkcvk|
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October, 2008

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