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GKwUB cªvY| GKwU cªv‡Yi-B Zviv cvuP UzK‡iv| gv
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cyÎ mš—v‡bi ci †g‡q n‡Z, myavivwb mvZ fvB P¤cv
Mv‡bi GKwU cviyj †evb †_‡K bvgwU cU K‡i Zz‡j wb‡q
Rb¥v‡bvi ci w`b †_‡KB me Avš—xq¯^Rb cvov cªwZ‡ewk
†hB †`Lv Ki‡Z Av‡m ej‡Z jvMj Zvi †g‡qi bvg
cviyj| Rb¥m~‡ÎB †h ÔcviyjÕ bv‡g cwiwPZ, mvZ fvB
P¤cvi GKwU cviyj †ev‡bi `ytLI Kx ZLb †_‡KB †jLv
n‡q wM‡qwQj Zvi Rxe‡b? wb‡Ri bvgKi‡Yi BwZnvm
Rvbvi ci cviyj g‡b g‡b †mB iKgB wek¦vm K‡i|
Ag‡ji we‡q Av‡M n‡qwQj| mevi eo `v`v e‡j
bq| cviyj †`L‡Z fvj wQj bv e‡j we‡q nwPQj bv| fvj
fvj m¤¦Ü me †f‡¯— hvwPQj| ZLb Zviv fvB‡qiv fveZ,
Bm&- VvKzi, Avgv‡`i Pvi fvB‡K GKUz Kg my›`i evwb‡q
ïay †evbUv‡K GKUz my›`i K‡i M‡o w`‡Z cvi‡Z! fvB‡`i
mK‡jiB Mv‡qi is Kg-‡ewk dm©v, bvK wUKv‡jv, wKš‘
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fve‡e, we‡q †`evi R‡b¨ Ab¨ †KvbI †g‡q‡K G es‡ki
e‡j Pvjv‡PQ|
†kl‡gl A‡bK K‡ó kni, bMi, gdm&mj G‡K
G‡K me Pvwn`v ev` w`‡q cviy‡ji we‡q n‡qwQj cwðg
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†eKvi hye‡Ki mv‡_| hvi bvg igvKvš—, wb‡Ri Aí
cyuwR‡Z †Lvjv Kvc‡oi †`vKv‡b mviv w`b e‡m e‡m gvwQ
Zvwo‡q Ges `ycyi †_‡K †kl weKvj ch©š— Pvi N›Uv mwjW
w`evwb`ªv w`‡q hvi gvwmK Avq `yB †_‡K eo ‡Rvi wZb
nvRvi| Z‡e †kvbv hv‡PQ, we‡qi Pvi eQi ci m‡`¨ †Lvjv
Kvc‡oi †`vKv‡bi jv‡Mvqv Gm wU wW ey_wU †_‡K Avq
bvwK Avkve¨ÁK n‡PQ| VvKz‡ii K…cvq †hb ZvB nq|
cviy‡ji Kó Zv n‡j wKQzUv Aš—Z jvNe n‡e|
cviy‡ji we‡qi w`b iv‡Z, LvIqv-`vIqvi KvR me
Pz‡Key‡K hvIqvi ci mevB hLb Nygv‡PQ, cviyj ZLb Kx
me LyuRwQj| mKv‡j we`v‡qi Av‡M wb‡Ri e¨vM Av‡Mfv‡M
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w`‡q‡Q †ev‡bi| †QvUfvB Zgvj cov‡kvbv †kl K‡i
ZLbI †eKvi|
we‡q †Zv nj, wKš‘ evwK RxebUv Kx fv‡e KvUv‡e?
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cª‡ekØv‡ii wM‡q DV‡Z n‡e Kvj mKv‡jB; Id&, fMevb!
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†Zvi Nyg fvwO‡q w`jvg| ZzB Ny‡gvÕ `v`v| e‡j bvBU
ev‡j¦i myBP Ad K‡i w`‡q †m Zr¶Yvr †ewi‡q wM‡qwQj
Ni †_‡K|
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GZ Kvbœv Zv‡`i fvB‡ev‡bi kix‡i †Kv_vq Rgv wQj †K
Rv‡b! GK GK fvB avb-`~e©v w`‡q Avkxe©v` K‡i, †evb
Zv‡K cªYvg K‡i Rwo‡q a‡i nvDgvD K‡i †Ku‡` I‡V|
eo`v Agj, †mR`v wegj, †Qvo`v Zgvj û û K‡i
Kvu`wQj| Ggb Kx †gR`v Kgj, †h Kx bv eo n‡q
hvIqvi ci †evbUvi mv‡_ †Zgb fvj e¨envi-B
†KvbIw`b K‡iwb, †mI Vvq `vuwo‡q `vuwo‡q WzK‡i WzK‡i
DVwQj| Av‡kcv‡ki †jvKRb, we‡q‡Z Avmv AvÍxq¯^Rb
mevB †Pv‡Li Rj gyQ‡Z gyQ‡Z Pvi fvB‡K †Q‡o Zv‡`i
GKwU Av`‡ii †evb cviy‡ji `~‡i P‡j hvIqvi †m gg©vwš—K
`„k¨ cªZ¨¶ K‡iwQj|
Avkxe©v‡`i cvV Pz‡K †M‡j K‡b hLb U¨vK&wm‡Z
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`yÕnvZ Mwj‡q, ÔI `v`v‡i-, †Zviv †Kv_vq ‡i-Õ e‡j
wPrKvi K‡i cybivq †Ku‡` DV‡Z, `v`vivI ÔI‡i cviyj †i,
ZzB †Kv_vq Pjwj †iÕ e‡j U¨vK&wmi Ic‡i nvg‡j covq,
ei Qvov evwK mKj‡K U¨vK&wm †_‡K bvwg‡q me fvB‡`i
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U¨vK&wm K‡b wb‡q P‡j †M‡j VvKzgv-w`w`gviv mevB
ejvewj Ki‡Z jvMj, G Mªv‡g A‡bK †g‡qi we‡q Zv‡`i
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Kiv Avkxe©v`Õ Zviv evevi-R‡b¥I †KvbIw`b †`‡Lwb|
nvwinicyi Mªv‡gi BwZnv‡m GUv GKUv †iKW©!
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evwo| Agj Ges †gRfvB Kgj AvR ch©š— GK eviI
hvIqvi mgq K‡i DV‡Z cv‡iwb| Zgvj †eKvi wQj e‡j
†m-B †ewk †M‡Q| GLb †m Kv‡Vi e¨emv ïiy K‡i‡Q e‡j
Zvi-I Avi hvIqvi †Zgb mgq nq bv| Agj fv‡e,
†evbUv‡K GB KÕeQ‡iB †m †egvjyg f‚j‡Z e‡m‡Q! c~Rvi
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†ev‡bi Rb¨I GKUv wKb‡Z n‡e| Zv Qvov ‡Zv Avi
KLbI g‡b c‡o bv?
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fvB‡dvuUv wb‡ZI hv‡e G-evi| ILv‡b wM‡q cviyj‡K
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ej‡e|
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KjKvZvq eo`v‡K †dvb Kivi ci mvZfvB-P¤cvi cviyj
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fvB‡dvuUvq Zvi evwo‡Z Avmvi Rb¨ †W‡KwQj cviyj|
†KvbI `v`vB Avm‡Z cvi‡Q bv, KviY nvRvi Kv‡Ri
dvu‡K mgq K‡i IVv hv‡PQ bv| AMZ¨v †k‡l gv‡K †dvb
K‡i Rvbvj †h †m-B Avm‡Q nwinicy‡i| me `v`v‡`i
Dcnvi †`evi wRwblcÎ wK‡b fvB‡dvuUvi Av‡Mi w`b
weKv‡jB †m ev‡ci evwo †cŠu‡Q †Mj|
Zv‡`i Mªv‡gi Mwie evwoi †g‡q‡`i g‡b me mgq
GKUv †Mvcb BPQv _vKZ †h Zv‡`i kn‡ii †KvbI e‡bw`
es‡k we‡q n‡e| A¯^xKvi Ki‡e bv, cviy‡ji g‡bI ZvB
wQj| wKš‘ †Kv_vq Kx? we‡q n‡q nwinicyi Mªv‡gi †P‡qI
AviI AMvgvK©v †Mvwe›`cyi Mªv‡g U«vÝdvi n‡q †Mj|
Dwol¨vi Mv-†Numv GB Mªv‡gi gy‡Li fvlvq, LvIqv-`vIqvq,
c~Rv-AvP©vq Iwoqv-cªfve AZ¨š— cªKU| cª_g cª_g Lye
A¯^w¯— nZ Zvi| GLb Mv-mIqv n‡q †M‡Q|
nwinicyi †_‡K evm ev wiK&mv a‡i evwjPK
†÷kb| †mLvb †_‡K †U«‡b Lÿcyi| Lÿcy‡ii ci evm
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cviy‡ji kïievwo| †jvavïwji R½‡ji cvk w`‡q mܨvi
ci Avmv-hvIqv wbivc` bq| WvKvwZ, wQbZvB, Lyb-
Lvivwci NUbv cªvqkB †kvbv hvq| k¦ïievwo-ev‡cievwo
Avmv-hvIqvi c‡_ GB R½j m~h©v‡¯—i Av‡M cvi nIqvi
cwiKíbv gv_vq wb‡q Pj‡Z nq| cviyj ZvB mvaviYZ
mKv‡jB Zvi hvÎv ïiy K‡i| igvKvš— Zvi mv‡_ G-evi
Avm‡Z cv‡iwb| c~Rvi GB gvmUv †KbvKvUvi mxR&b| mviv
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n‡q hv‡e|
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Amywe‡a nq bv| gv_vq †NvgUv w`‡q, kvwoi AvuPj Mjvq
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†m me©`vB ˆZwi| Gi Rb¨ Zvi †KvbI weKvi ev weiw³
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evwo hvIqv cQ›` K‡ib bv Zvi kvïwo| kvïwoi gb
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mPivPi, wKš‘ cviyj hLbB gb Pvq P‡j Av‡m|
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Avi gi‡Z we‡qi wcuwo‡Z emZ|
gv‡Sgv‡S Zvi mwZ¨B g‡b nq, g‡i hvq|
G‡°ev‡i g‡i hvq| `v`v‡`i‡K nvZ a‡i †U‡b wb‡q G‡m
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we‡qi c‡ii †P‡q we‡qi Av‡Mi we‡klZ gva¨wgK cvk
Kivi Av‡MKvi NUbvB Zvi gbcªvY †ewk Ry‡o _v‡K|
Lye †QvU‡ejvq †K Kvi mv‡_ †Lj‡e †mB wb‡q
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n‡jI cviyj Zvi mvgvb¨ AwfÁZv †_‡K †`‡L‡Q †gR`v
me mgq mwZ¨ K_v e‡j bv| †jv‡fi e‡k IB `‡j P‡j
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cª‡jvf‡b cv †`evi Av‡M K_vi g‡a¨ mZZv KZUzKz
hvPvB‡qi Rb¨ ejZ, †cwÝj ZzB †Kv_v †_‡K w`we? mwZ¨
w`we †Zv †cwÝj †Zvi mv‡_ †Lj‡j?
†gR`v ZLb eo gvby‡li gZ M¤¢xi DPPvi‡Y ejZ,
Kg‡j Kvwgbx!
hvÎv-wm‡bgv †`‡L bv KviI gy‡L ï‡b, †Kv_v †_‡K
IB me KwVb KwVb K_v †h †gR`v AZ ‡QvU eq‡mB iß
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Kvwgbx gv‡b †g‡q‡`i wg_¨v K_v e‡j bv| IB iKg
cwiw¯’wZ‡Z †m Lye Amyweavq c‡o †hZ| Kx Ki‡e Lyu‡R
†cZ bv| KviI `‡j bvg †jLv‡j wba©vwiZ cyi¯‹vi mwZ¨B
RyU‡e wK bv g‡b me mgq †m wØav ‡Zv _vKZB, Zv
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G‡Kev‡iB kw³nxb, GKv Ges gvÎ GK R‡bi n‡q hv‡e|
GZ `~e©j cªwZc‡¶i mv‡_ U°‡i †KvbI gRv †bB| ZeyI
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`vwe Ki‡Zb|
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Kx w`we ej?
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A‡bK w`b ci iv‡Î gvs‡mi †Svj-fvZ nevi †Zvo‡Rvo
nwPQj evwo‡Z| †mR`v I †Qvo`v `v`vi `‡j bvg †jLv‡Z
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Zvi ci h_vixwZ `v`v Dc‡XŠKb `vwe Ki‡j, †m
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†_‡K GK wcm gvsm †`e|
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wb‡qwQj| †m w`b iv‡Î evev I Zv‡`i fvB‡evb mKj‡K
cici gvwU‡Z PvUvB †c‡Z †L‡Z emvj gv| cviyj `v`vi
Kv‡Q em‡Z †P‡qI †gR`vi †R‡`i Rb¨ cvij bv|
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wb‡Z cviwQj bv wKQz‡ZB| ZvB `v`vi cv‡k †L‡Z e‡m
cª_‡gB mevB‡K `v`vi †_‡K Avjv`v K‡i w`j|
gvs‡mi evwU Avmv gvÎ Kx A™¢zZ Kvq`vq †mR`v,
†Qvo`v UzK UzK K‡i wb‡Ri wb‡Ri evwU †_‡K GK wcm
K‡i gvsm `v`vi evwU‡Z Pvjvb K‡i w`j| evev-gv wKQzB
eyS‡Z cvij bv| Zviv †gR`vi c‡i c‡iB e‡m‡Q| †m
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evwUI Zv‡K w`j mevi †k‡l| `v`vi m‡½ Pzw³ nevi ci
mܨv‡ejv gvÕi Mjv Rwo‡q a‡i †m A‡bK K‡i e‡j
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w`‡j evev eyS‡Z †c‡i hv‡e|
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w`‡Z hv‡e, †gR`v nVvr †PuwP‡q DVj, I evev, GB †`L
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Lywk‡Z...|
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Av‡Mfv‡M Zvi gZvgZ Rvwb‡q w`‡q wbwð‡š— e‡m e‡m
`v`v‡`i g‡Zv gRv †`LZ|
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IB fvlvq K_v ejv Af¨vm Ki‡Z Ki‡Z †m hLb K¬vm
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Ki‡e e‡j, cªwZ‡ekx igv KvKvi Kv‡Q Pvu`v PvB‡Z
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Avgv‡K!
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A¶iIqvjv k‡ãi †¶‡Î jv‡Mvqv ¯^ieY©, e¨Äbe‡Y©i Av‡M
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n‡e h_vµ‡g AvKAvK, AveAve, Av`Av`, Avb, BK|
wZb A¶iqvjv k‡ãi †¶‡Î D‡ëvfvlv m„wói cª_‡gi w`‡K
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_vK‡e, †hgb, cÂvk bZzb I cyiv‡bv wbq‡g DjUv‡j nq
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Gi †P‡q mnR, ZvB cyiv‡bv wbqg LvU‡e| Zviv igvKvKvi
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†gR`v, Pvu`v Uv Kwg‡q †`|
`v`v, KZ Kie?
†mR`v, GK‡kv Av‡Q bv? cÂvk wVK n‡e|
cviyj e‡jwQj, igv KvKv cÂvkI †`‡e bv|
Gi g‡a¨ †eu‡a gvivi †KvbI Kvwnwb wQj bv|
ZeyI Zviv †h‡nZz †QvU, ZvB bvK-Kvb gy‡j ¶gv PvB‡Z
n‡qwQj `v`v‡`i| Avi Zv‡K mevi mvg‡b Kvb a‡i
cÂvkevi DV-‡evm Kwi‡qwQj igv KvKv| Pvu`v bv-wb‡qB
P‡j G‡mwQj| Gi ci †_‡K hviv Rv‡b †h Zviv Dj‡Uv-
K_v e‡j Zv‡`i mvg‡b mPQ‡›` ejZ, wKš‘ hviv Rv‡b bv
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KiZ|
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Avgiv †Zvi evwo hve| †KvbI PvjvwK Pj‡e bv wKš‘
cviyj! bv wb‡q †M‡j †Zv‡KI Zv n‡j Gevi †_‡K
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jeW¼v! Zv n‡j? Zvi GB me eÜz‡`i evwo‡Z wb‡q wM‡q
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cyiy‡liv †QvU evB‡i MvQcvZvi Avov‡jB †m‡i †bq| eo
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†h hvi N‡i †d‡i| evwoi †g‡q I †eŠ‡`i Rb¨I KviI
†KvbI gv_v e¨_v wQj bv, KviY IB b`xi cvo gwnjv‡`i
mvܨåg‡Yi Rb¨ G‡Kev‡i Av`k© RvqMv| m~wh©gvgv A¯—
†M‡j cªvK…wZK KvRKg© I øvb wbwð‡š— †m‡i †bIqv hvq|
b`xbvjv KviI evevi m¤cwË bq| ZvB GKB Kv‡h© wbhy³
A‡b‡Ki mv‡_ nVvr nVvr †PvLv‡PvwL n‡q hvq| †mB gyn~‡Z©
evwoi †jvK ev cvov-cªwZ‡ekx mK‡jB ÔZzwg Avwg eÜz
fvB, Avgv‡`i †KvbI j¾v bvBÕ| Z‡e Zvi †R¨Vz I
KvKviv ZLb cvKvi cvqLvbv-ev_iyg Kivq Zv‡`i wKQzUv
n‡jI j¾v †X‡KwQj| Zv‡`i evwo †_‡K †R¨Vz I
KvKv‡`i evwo cÂvk wgUv‡ii g‡a¨| Zv ‡nvK †M| b`xi
cvo †_‡K †Zv A‡bK Kv‡Q? cviyj I Zvi gv myavivwb
IB ev_iyg¸‡jv nIqvi ci †_‡K e¨envi K‡i Avm‡Q|
wKš‘ Zvi evÜex‡`i‡K †QvU evB‡ii Rb¨ AZ`~‡i †h‡Z
ej‡j †Zv †K‡j¼vwi n‡q hv‡e| Vv‡iVv‡i nvRviUv K_v
†kvbv‡e| †Kqv, †ejv, ixZv, †mvgvwj, hv wPR me GK
GKwU| Zvi ci Zvi `v`v‡`i †KD hw` Avevi Zv‡`i
Qj-PvZzix‡Z †du‡m hvq? ZLb, evev-gv wg‡j Zv‡KB †Zv
†`vlv‡ivc Ki‡e? ZvB IB me Sv‡gjvi g‡a¨ †m hvqwb
KLbI|
cviyj we‡q n‡q P‡j hvIqvi QÕeQ‡ii g‡a¨B
Zv‡`i †mB Nievwo ax‡i ax‡i †fvj cvj‡U GLb cªvmv‡`i
†Pnviv wb‡q‡Q| `v`vi KjKvZvq PvKwi e‡j ILv‡bB
ev‡ivÕk †¯‹vqvi wd‡Ui wekvj gv‡e©j cv_‡i evuav‡bv d¬¨vU
wK‡b‡Q| †gR`v I †mR`v Zv‡`i GB gvwUi evwoi
wcQ‡bi w`‡K ci ci `y‡Uv wekvj evs‡jvi gZ †`vZvjv
evwo K‡i‡Q| gv‡e©j cv_i I †gvRvB‡K †gvov Ni-`yqv‡ii
Pvwiw`‡K dz‡ji evMvb| wKš‘ †Qvo`v †m fv‡e GLbI
†Zgb wKQz K‡i DV‡Z cvij bv| Z‡e e¨emv fvjB
Pj‡Q| `v`v, †gR`v, †mR`v we‡qi ci ciB evwo
nvuwK‡q‡Q| †Qvo`vi GLbI we‡q nqwb| ZvB Avkv Kiv
n‡PQ we‡q n‡jB Awej‡¤¦ †mI IiKg PgrKvi wKQz GKUv
Ki‡e| † †egvjyg P‡j hv‡PQ!
†m hvB ‡nvK, GZ wKQz n‡jI evev-gv GLbI †mB
cyiv‡bv gvwUi Ni †Q‡o b‡owb| Zvi I `v`v‡`i we‡q,
Zv‡`i †Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i Abœcªvkb, GLbI ch©š— G evwoi me
Abyôvb GB gvwUi Ni †_‡KB n‡q‡Q| evev, gv I †Qvo`v
wZb R‡b gvwUi evwoi wZbwU N‡i GKv GKv _v‡K| Avi
GKwU Ni †hwU ivbœvN‡ii cv‡k Zv GLb fvovi-Ni|
†gR`v, †gR‡eŠw` I Zvi †g‡q; †mR`v, †mR‡eŠw` I Zvi
†Q‡j, `yB cwievi IB `yB evs‡jv‡Z ïay Nygv‡bvi Rb¨
_v‡K| ivbœvevbœv, LvIqv-`vIqv me wKQz GKm‡½ GLbI
GB cyiv‡bv gvwUi evwo‡ZB nq| cviyj GKv G‡j gv‡qi
Kv‡QB ï‡q| ïaygvÎ RvgvB igvKvš— hLb Av‡m, ZLb
†g‡q-RvgvB‡qi GK mv‡_ †kvqvi e¨e¯’v †mR`vi evwoi
wb‡Pi Zjvi N‡i Kiv nq| Z‡e KjKvZv †_‡K `v`v G‡j
ZLb †KvbI ev`-wePvi †bB| †gR`v, †mR`v, †Qvo`v,
evev, gv mevB Zv‡`i wbqwgZ †kvqvi RvqMv †Q‡o †`q|
`v`vi †hLv‡b BPQv ï‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| `v`v Aek¨ †ewki
6
fvM mgq †mR`vi evwoi Dc‡ii Zjvi eo †eWiyg hvi
mv‡_ A¨vUvP&W ev_UveIqvjv ev_iyg Av‡Q †mLv‡bB ï‡q|
cviy‡ji wVK ZLbB †Lqvj c‡o, ivwÎ cªvq `kUv
evR‡Z †Mj, `v`v GLbI Gj bv †Zv KjKvZv †_‡K?
GZ †`wi nevi †Zv K_v bq|
ivbœvevbœv †kl K‡i gvwUi N‡ii `yqviwU‡Z e‡m
myavivwb eo‡Q‡j Ag‡ji K_vB fvewQj| KLb Av‡m,
KLb Av‡m Agj? `„wówQj iv¯—vi cv‡b ZvK Kiv|
gvÕi Kv‡Q G‡m cviyj e‡j, `v`v GLbI †Kb Gj
bv gv? †KvbI †dvb-I Gj bv! evev‡K ej bv KjKvZvq
GK evi †dvb Ki‡Z|
(wZb)
wZb)
†gw`bxcyi UvD‡b Ag‡ji k¦ïievwo| Agj wVK K‡i‡Q
ivwÎUv †eŠ I †Q‡ji mv‡_ KvwU‡q Kvj mKv‡j nwinicy‡i
hv‡e| mKv‡j Awd‡m wM‡q †m ZvB fvB‡dvuUvi w`‡bi
Rb¨ †iw÷«K‡UW nwj-‡Wi A¨vwc−‡Kkb Rgv w`‡q Awdm
QzwUi Av‡MB †ewi‡q G‡mwQj| †f‡ewQj, †gw`bxcyi †_‡K
nwinicyi †h‡Z Lye †ewk n‡j `yÕN›Uvi g‡Zv jvM‡e, Zvi
†ewk †Zv bq| Zv n‡j mKvj mvZUvq hw` iIbv †`q,
†Zv bUvi g‡a¨B †cŠu‡Q hv‡e| wKš‘ ïay fve‡j Avi Kx
n‡e? iv‡Î k¦ïievwo‡Z RvgvB Av`i fvj g‡Zv LvIqvq,
ci w`b mKv‡j Zvi Nyg hLb fvOj ZLb †ejv AvUUv
Kzwo| D‡VB †m ZwoNwo K‡i me wKQz †m‡i kvïwoi
†`Iqv cªvZtivk †L‡q nwinicy‡ii D‡Ï¨‡k hLb iIbv nj
ZLb Nwo‡Z mgq †cŠ‡b `kUv|
†U«‡b K‡i Avmvq, Ges Zv h_v mg‡q cvIqvq
GM‡ivUvi g‡a¨B evwjPK †÷kb †cŠu‡Q †Mj| †÷k‡bi
evB‡i G‡m wiKkvq D‡V emj| evwjPK evRv‡ii Dci
w`‡q †h‡Z †h‡Z evm ÷¨vÛUvi Kv‡Q G‡m Kvc‡oi
†`vKvb¸‡jv †`‡L Zvi nVvrB †Lqvj coj, Av‡i!
†evbUvi Rb¨ wKQz †Kbv nj bv †Zv! †`‡LQ? Lvwj nv‡ZB
wiKkvIqvjv‡K GK wgwbU `vuov‡Z e‡j †m PU
K‡i †b‡g wM‡q mvg‡bi GKUv Kvco †`vKvb †_‡K GKUv
kvwo wK‡b wbj| evm ÷‡ci `w¶‡Y nwiRb cvov|
Agj‡K I-w`K w`‡qB evwo †h‡Z nq| wiKkv †_‡K †b‡g
cv‡q †nu‡U hvwPQj| †h‡Z †h‡Z †`‡L bvK †_‡K mw`©
Mwo‡q cov b¨vs‡Uv GKUv eQi `y‡q‡Ki evPPv gnvb‡›`
ZiKvwii Kzg‡ov WvuUv Pzl‡Z-Pzl‡Z Mªv‡g †XvKvi cªavb
iv¯—vi Dci w`‡q Uj‡Z-Uj‡Z cyKzi cv‡oi w`‡K P‡j
hv‡PQ, nvuwU nvuwU cv cv| †LvK‡bi nvuUv †`Lwe hv, ev I‡i
I‡i, I‡K aiwe hv †i, †KD Zv e‡j bv| GZ w`b kn‡i
KvwU‡q GB `„k¨ Zvi Kv‡Q Avðh© nevi gZ g‡b n‡jI
nwiRb cvovi gvbylR‡bi Kv‡Q †mUv †Zgb †KvbI AevK
e¨vcvi bq| Zvi †P‡q eis GZ w`b c‡i Zviv Avevi GB
Mªv‡giB †Q‡j Ges eZ©gv‡b Lye eo Awdmvi Agj‡K GB
iv¯—v a‡i †h‡Z †`L‡Q †mUvB Zv‡`i Kv‡Q †PvL ‡g‡j
†`Lvi g‡Zv e¨vcvi| †eŠ‡`i Mv‡q Lv‡Uv K‡i cov gwjb
kvwo| Zviv †KD wUDeI‡qj K‡ji cv‡o e‡m evmb
gvR‡Q, evwoi mvg‡bi R‡ji †Wvevq øvb Ki‡Q, gv‡V
QvMj Piv‡PQ| Zv‡`i A‡b‡KB GLb Nvo Nywi‡q Zvi
w`‡K ZvwK‡q| cyi‡y livI †KD †KD Kuz‡oN‡ii `yqv‡i e‡m
wewo Uvbv, KzVvi AvNv‡Z KvV KvUv LvwbK eÜ †i‡L Zv‡K
†`LwQj| Zvi Kv‡b †f‡m Av‡m UzK‡iv UzK‡iv K_v, GUv
Z `yjveveyi eo e¨vUv bv? n¨vu Z, Agj| w`wj−‡Z _v‡K?
GLb bvwK KjKvZvq P‡j Gm‡Q|
`ytLxeywo Avi _vK‡Z bv-†c‡i Zvi bvg a‡i †W‡K
I‡V, I evev Agj, K‡e AvB‡j M?
mK‡j AevK n‡q hvq `ytLxeywoi mvnm †`‡L|
Agj e‡j, GB †Zv AvRB Gjvg|
K‡qKUv evPPv ay‡jvgvwU †g‡L D‡`vg n‡q
†`Š‡ov‡`Šwo KiwQj iv¯—vi Ici| Zv‡`i‡K cvk KvwU‡q
P‡j †h‡Z wM‡qI †kl i¶v nj bv| GK Rb Zvi Mv‡qi
Dci wQU‡K G‡m coj| e¨vm&, Avi hvq †Kv_vq| †Vvu‡Ui
wewo †d‡j w`‡q Zwor MwZ‡Z Zvi evc D‡V G‡m e¨vUv‡K
P¨vs‡`vjv K‡i Zz‡j wb‡q †Mj N‡ii †fZi| Zvi ci
Ô`ygv`yg †MvUv `yPPvi, w`j Lye wKj I NywmÕ| Zv ‡`‡L †m
n‡e Kx †mvPPvi, Dj‡U †eRvq jvMj nvwm|
nwiRb cvov †cwi‡q Agj GwM‡q P‡j‡Q| Av‡i,
iv¯—vi av‡i GB evwoUv Avevi K‡e MwR‡q DVj? †bwoi
gv GKUv j¤¦v WvÛv nv‡Z Zvi evwoi cv‡k MwR‡q IVv
†ZuZzj MvQ †_‡K KvuPv †ZuZzj cvowQj| WvÛvi evwo †L‡q
GKUv †ZuZzj Ag‡ji cv‡qi Kv‡Q G‡m c‡o| †bwoi gv
iv¯—v †_‡K Zv Kzwo‡q wb‡Z G‡m Ag‡ji gy‡LvgywL c‡o
†Mj|
- Igv! †K‡i ZzB? G Z †gv‡`i Agj! I †jwo, †`Lwe
Avq †jv| †ZuZzj ¸ov‡Z G‡m Kv‡K †cÕ†Mjg!
WvÛv †d‡j †bwoi gv iv¯—vi Dc‡iB †_e‡o e‡m
c‡o| Zvi w`‡K GK`„wó‡Z ZvwK‡q _v‡K, iy¶ ﮋ gy‡L
Zvi GK gyL Abvwej nvwm| †hb †KvbI ivZRvMv cvwL,
GLbB Lei †cj- mycªfvZ †`v‡i Zvi Avwm- f‡i †`q
†QvU Kzu‡o, †mvbvwj †ivÏ~‡i|
Agj wRÁvmv K‡i, GUv †Zvgvi evwo?
†bwoi gv AZ¨š— cyjwKZ n‡q e‡j, n¨vu evc,
Zzgv‡`i `qvq, gv_v ¸uRvi GKUv VvuB K‡iwP|
`vuwo‡q bv-†_‡K Agj †nu‡U P‡j| Zv‡K ïaygvÎ
†`‡L GZLvwb Lywk †KD Kx K‡i n‡Z cv‡i, Agj eyS‡Z
cv‡i bv| Zv Qvov †h evwoi Aw¯—Z¡ m¤¦‡Ü †m GB gvÎ
IqvwKenj nj, Zvi wbg©v‡b Zvi Kx gnvb f‚wgKv _vK‡Z
cv‡i ZvI gv_vq †Xv‡K bv|
QÕeQi Av‡Mi evPPv †bwo GLb wK‡kvix| †m †Kv_v
†_‡K †`Š‡o G‡m gv‡K ïavq, IUv Z cviyj w`w`gwbi
`v`v? GLb Kz_vq _v‡K M gv?
- †KvjKvZvq, wm‡bgvi IB DËgKzgvi, mywPËv‡`exi
cvov‡Z _v‡K|
- ZvB? Zzwg †mvwË Rv‡bv? evm&‡K Kx fwZ© K‡i wj‡q
hv‡PQ M gv? UvKv?
Agj Awd‡m †QvU mvB‡Ri †h A¨vUvwPUv wbZ¨ wb‡q
hvq, †mUv nv‡Z aivwQj| LvwbKUv GwM‡q G‡m †`Lj
†g‡Vv c_ wØLwÛZ| `yÕcvkvwo meyR Avgbav‡bi Rwgb|
7
Rj mieiv‡ni R‡b¨ iv¯—v †K‡U PvIov bvjv evbv‡bv
n‡q‡Q| jvdv‡jI cvi nIqv gykwKj| GUv †Zv Av‡M wQj
bv| K‡e Ggb nj †m Av›`vR Ki‡Z cv‡i bv| iv¯—vUv
Ae¨env‡ii d‡j AvMvQv MwR‡q D‡V‡Q| Kx Ki‡e, †Kvb
w`‡K hv‡e ey‡S DV‡Z cv‡i bv| †`Lj evuw`‡K GKUv miy
Avj P‡j †M‡Q| Zv a‡i wKQzUv †M‡j Mªvg¨ †gvivg iv¯—vq
Avevi D‡V hv‡e| †m ‡Zv GB Mªv‡giB †Q‡j, wVK cvi‡e
P‡j †h‡Z| †PviKvuUv †_‡K evuP‡Z `yÕcv‡qi c¨v›U ¸wU‡q
mveav‡b cv †d‡j †d‡j GMv‡Z jvMj| avbRwg‡bi miy
Avj gReyZ bq, gv‡S gv‡SB big Kv`v †j‡M hv‡PQ
cv‡qi ey‡U| KxUbvkK †¯cª Kiv R‡ji MÜ bv‡K G‡m
jvM‡Q| wKš‘ †kl i¶v nj bv, Uvj mvgjv‡Z bv-†c‡i
c‡oB †Mj Rjv avbRwg‡b| GKUv jvjSzuwU †gviM Zv‡`i
iv¯—vq GKRb‡K Avm‡Z †`‡L GZ ¶Y gyL DuPz‡Z Zz‡j
a‡i †PvL eo eo K‡i †`LwQj| Scvr k‡ã R‡j c‡o
†h‡Z Wvbv Svc‡U jvwd‡q I‡V Mjv dzwj‡q WvK Qv‡o,
†KvuKi-†Kvu-†KvuÐI-I| Gw`‡K Avmvi V¨vjv Gevi †evSÐI-
I|
`~‡i `vuwo‡q †bwo GZ ¶Y a‡i Zvi K…wZ©Kjvc me
j¶ KiwQj| Agj RjKv`vq c‡o †h‡ZB †m mvM‡ii
Zx‡i AvQ‡o cov †XD‡qi gZ DPQ¡wmZ nvwm‡Z †d‡U
c‡o|
- †nB †jwo, nvmQz †Kb? †bwoi gv e‡K I‡V|
jvjSzuwU †gviMwU ZZ ¶‡Y fq `~‡i nwV‡q Zvi
mv_xi Kv‡Q wM‡q ax‡i ax‡i e‡j, KuKi-KuK-KuAq-| g‡b
nq GLv‡bi bq| Zv ï‡b jvjSzwUi cv‡k cv‡k †Nviv
ev`vwg cvjKeZx bai gyiwMwU e‡j, †KvuKi-†Kvu-KuAq-|
Zv n‡j Avi Kx‡mi fq?
Agj †mLvb †_‡K Mªvg¨ iv¯—vq D‡V Avmvi Av‡MB
†bwo GK ‡`Š‡o †mLv‡b †cŠu†Q wM‡q e‡j, I evey, Dw`‡K
jq, Bw`K w` AvmA, Bw`‡K Bw`‡K|
†bwo Zvi¯^‡i nvZ Zz‡j †PuPv‡Z _v‡K| jvjSuzwU
Mjv Zz‡j Gw`K Iw`K ZvKvq, fv‡e, †KvbI wK wec`?
ev`vwg-cvjKeZxi `„wó AvKl©‡Yi †Póv K‡i, †KvuK-†KvuK-
†KvuKi-†KvuKi| Kx‡mi GZ eKi eKi?
Agj †bwoi †PuPvwb eÜ Kivi †KvbI Dcvq Lyu‡R
cvq bv| †mB wPrKv‡i Av‡kcv‡ki Kz†u oNi †_‡K AviI
A‡bK †g‡q †eŠ‡qiv †Kv‡j wc‡V evPPv wb‡q †ewi‡q Av‡m
e¨vcvi Kx †`L‡Z| Ag‡ji KvÛ †`‡L mevB gyPwK gyPwK
nvm‡Q| Zv‡`i †ewkifvM‡KB †m wPb‡Z cv‡i bv| `w¶Y
nwinicyi, †g‡Vv avbc_| †ZgbB fiv`ycyi, A‡Pbv RMr!
Svu Svu †ivÏy‡i Amnv‡qi g‡Zv ILv‡b `vuwo‡q †_‡K
Avkcv‡ki me wKQz †`‡L †m fv‡e, GUvB wK Zvi
Rb¥f‚wg? Zvi †Kgb †hb g‡b nj, GB RjKv`v gvLv
†g‡Vv c_, avbRwgb, NycwP-NycwP Nievwo, †mLv‡b _vKv
Afvex gvbylRb‡`i †m fvj K‡i †P‡b bv| me e`‡j
†M‡Q| †mLvb †_‡K `~‡i †mvRv DËi w`‡K ZvKv‡j Kgj
I weg‡ji evs‡jv`y‡Uvi P‚ov †`Lv hvwPQj, Av‡kcv‡ki GB
cwi‡e‡ki Kv‡Q hv Zvi eoB wem`„k¨ jvMj †mB gyû‡Z©|
†bwoi K_v g‡Zv †mLvb †_‡K Mªv‡gi cªavb iv¯—vq
D‡V Gj| RyZv nv‡Z wb‡q Agj ZLbI evwo †_‡K wKQzUv
`~‡i iv¯—vq| †bwo G‡m Zv‡K iv¯—vi Dc‡iB aij, G evey,
†gv‡K UvKv `vI|
Agj nv‡Z aiv RyZv I A¨vUvwP bvwg‡q †i‡L cvm©
†_‡K GKUv `k UvKvi †bvU evi K‡i Zvi nv‡Z w`‡q
w`j|
†bwo Zv †c‡q gnvb‡›` bvP‡Z bvP‡Z P‡j †Mj|
cvm©Uv c‡K‡U XzwK‡q Agj cybivq Kv`v gvLv RyZv I
A¨vUvwP nv‡Z Zz‡j evwoi w`‡K G‡Mvj|
(Pvi)
Pvi)
gvwUi evwoi DVv‡b myavivwb iv¯—vi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Ag‡ji
Avmvi A‡c¶v‡ZB e‡mwQ‡jb| evwoi mvg‡bi iv¯—vq
†`L‡Z †c‡qB ejj, IB ‡Zv Agj G‡m‡Q| e‡j ZwoNwo
evB‡i †ewi‡q G‡jb|
- Kx ‡i, GZ †`wi Kiwj? cviyj KLb †_‡K †Zvi R‡b¨
A‡c¶v Ki‡Q|
Agj gv‡K cªYvg Ki‡Z †M‡j, `vuov `vuov| e‡j
Zvi nvZ a‡i evwoi DVv‡bi Kv‡Q wb‡q †Mj| †b,
VvKz‡ii dz‡j gv_v †VKv Av‡M| Id&| evev, Avwg Kvj
†_‡K †f‡e †f‡e g‡i †MQjvg| ïay VvKz‡ii bvg ¯§iY
KiwQ| GZ ¶‡Y †hb cªvYUv Gj|
evwoi DVv‡b XzK‡ZB Uvwji Pv‡ji †kl av‡c
evu‡ki KvVv‡gv‡Z cyuUwj K‡i †eu‡a ivLv bvbvb †`e‡`exi
dz‡j gv‡qi gb ivL‡Z Agj gv_vUv GKUz †VwK‡q w`j|
wVK †m mgq myavivwb †PvL eÜ K‡i ey‡Ki Kv‡Q nvZ
†i‡L weo weo K‡i VvKz‡ii bvg ¯§iY Ki‡jb| gv‡K
Zvi ci cªYvg Ki‡Z, ey‡K Rwo‡q a‡i Zvi _yZwb‡Z
`yÕevi nvZ w`‡q Pzgy †L‡q ej‡jb, Kvj iv‡Î †Zvi evev
`yÕevi KjKvZvi evmvq †dvb K‡iwQj| ejj, wis n‡PQ,
wKš‘ †KD Zzj‡Q bv|
†m mgq cviyj G‡m Awfgv‡bi my‡i ejj, `v`v,
ZzB †h e‡jwQwj Avmwe Kx Avmwe bv †dvb K‡i Rvbvwe|
Kwim wb †Kb?
Agj fv‡e, ZvB ‡Zv; GK`g f‚‡j †M‡Q †m me
K_v! GKUv †dvb Kiv Aek¨B DwPZ wQj Zvi| hv‡`i
mv‡_ Zvi bvwoi m¤cK©, Zv‡K wb‡q Zv‡`i wPš—vi K_v
wb‡Ri bvbvb †QvULvU wPš—vi g‡a¨ GZ mn‡R nvwi‡q hvq
Kx K‡i?
cviyj e‡j, AvR‡K mKvj `kUv‡ZI Gwj bv †`‡L
Avwg †Qvo`v‡K ejjvg, †gw`bxcy‡i GK evi †dvb K‡i
Rvb‡Z Kx e¨vcvi| ZLb Rvb‡Z cvijvg †h ZzB Kvj
ivwÎ `kUvi w`‡K ILv‡b †cŠu†QwQm Avi AvR mKv‡j
†dvb Kivi wKQz Av‡M ILvb †_‡K †ewi‡q †MwQm GLv‡b
Avmwe e‡j|
evev `yjvjP›`ª‡K †`L‡Z †c‡q Agj cªYvg Ki‡j
wZwb ej‡jb, Kvj ivwÎ mv‡o bÕUv ch©š— wbgZjv evm
÷‡c †Zvi Avmvi A‡c¶vq e‡mwQjvg|
wVK ZLbB, wegj ûo ûo AvIqvR Zz‡j Zvi
evBK wb‡q XzKj| †gvUi mvB‡Kj †_‡K †b‡g †PvL †_‡K
†iv`Pkgv Ly‡j ejj, gv, †Zvgvi eo ‡Q‡ji Avm‡Z GZ
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†`wi nevi KviYUv ïb‡e? Avwg Avmvi c‡_ LeiUv ï‡b
Gjvg| †bwoi gv‡qi N‡ii mvg‡b avbRwg‡b Rj Kv`vq
c‡o wM‡q Vzu‡Uv RMbœv‡_i g‡Zv `vuwo‡qwQj|
†QvU fvB Zgvj ZLb evwoi evB‡ii gv‡V GKUv
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Ki‡Z †Mj, Av‡i Av‡i Kx K‡i Giv? Ag‡ji wb‡R‡K
cªYg¨ ¸iyRb fve‡j †Kgb †hb nvwm-nvwm cvq| wQU‡K
`~‡i m‡i hvq| wKš‘ †eŠgviv Zv ïb‡e †Kb? m‡i †M‡jI
Zviv `v`vi cv Lyu‡R wb‡q †Rvi K‡i cªYvg Kij| wegj
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Avwg e‡K-S‡K †eŠ‡K we‡qi ci GLbI Avgv‡K GKevi
cªYvg Kiv‡Z cvijvg bv| Z‡e Ô`v`v ¸iyRbÕ, cªYvg Kiv
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jyKv‡bv| Zv‡`i †QvUKvKv I †mRKvKvi g‡a¨ GK evi
ˆcZ…K m¤cwË wb‡q †ek Sv‡gjvi m„wó n‡qwQj| weev`
†gUv‡bvi Rb¨ Zv‡`i evev `yjvjP›`ª Kx GKUv civgk©
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I weg‡ji g‡a¨ eÜzi gZ †gjv‡gkv, K_vevZ©v| Zgvj I
cviy‡ji m‡½ Agj †m fv‡e †gjv‡gkv Ki‡Z bv-cvi‡jI
wegj eo ev †QvU `yÕw`K †_‡KB gvSvgvwS nIqvq Zvi
†m Amyweav †bB|
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K‡i `yÕnvZ Zz‡j gv_v †`vjv‡Z jvMj| evwjP‡K †b‡g
kvwo †Kbvi mgq g‡b K‡i `y‡Uv eo K¨vW‡ewi PK‡jU
wK‡bwQj Agj| Zv Zv‡`i `yÕR‡bi nv‡Z awi‡q †`q|
myavivwb Agj‡K ej‡jb, cviyj mKvj †_‡K
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nvZ-cv a~‡q G‡m e‡m co †dvuUv wb‡Z|
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myavivwb G‡m `vuwo‡q‡Qb| Zviv hLb †QvU wQj ZLb
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n‡q‡Q| †QvU‡ejv †_‡K GB Avm‡b e‡mB †dvuUv wb‡q
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Zv †`‡L wRÁvmv Kij, I‡`i †dvuUv nqwb GLbI?
myavivwb ej‡jb, Kg‡ji Zvov wQj e‡j mKvj-
mKvj †dvuUv wb‡q †P¤¦v‡i P‡j †M‡Q| wegj I Zgvj
ejj, `v`v AvmyK, GK mv‡_ †be| GB †Zviv Avq|
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- ÔGKevi ewj‡jB LvBeÕ| wegj ejj, †`vKvb eÜ K‡i
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Ae¯’v G‡Kev‡i Zjvwb‡Z G‡m †V‡KwQj| M‡í †kvbv
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nvZ! G Kx cªwZÁv Rwg`vi gÕkv‡qi! Zviv mK‡j wg‡j
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Lye †Zvmv‡gv` Ki‡Z jvM‡jb Rwg`vi gÕkvq‡K LvIqvi
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n‡q hvI †Zvgiv me Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b †_‡K! Zv‡Z
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n‡jB nj| GK-B †Zv e¨vcvi|
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KvKv, KvwKgv, LyoZz‡Zv I R¨vVZz‡Zv `v`v, w`w`,
fvB‡evb‡`i m‡½ †mŠRb¨g~jK †`Lv K‡i Gj| gv‡S g‡a¨
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`yjvjP›`ª kkv¼‡kL‡ii †R¨ô mš—vb, ZvB Ag‡ji
R¨vVv †gvwnZjvj, Zvi evevi cªK…Z `v`v bq|
m~h©bvivq‡bi cª_g ¯ux wbtmš—vb wQ‡jb, †gvwnZjvj n‡jb
wØZxq ¯ux miRyevjvi eskai| kkv¼‡kLi wQ‡jb †QvUeD
KbKjZvi mš—vb| R¨vVvi GLbKvi ˆZwi Kiv evwoi
DËi-c~e© w`‡K I †QvUKvKvi evwoi cwð‡g mye„nr cªvPxb
GK fvOvgw›`i Rwg`vwii †kl wPý wnmv‡e AvRI `vuwo‡q
Av‡Q| †QvUKvKvi evwo †_‡K †ewi‡q R¨vVv‡`i evwo
hvIqvi c‡_ Agj †`Lj, weNvLv‡bK Rwgi Dci we¯—…Z
`yM©v gw›`‡ii g~j-cªv½b I `vjv‡bi Aewkó wKQzB Avi
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BuUcv_‡i gReyZ K‡i evbv‡bv n‡q _vK‡e nq‡Zv, ZvB
AvRI Zvi P‚ovwU gv_v DuPz K‡i `vuwo‡q Av‡Q| Zvi mviv
kixi Ry‡o jZvcvZv, ¸j¥, cvwL‡`i cwiZ³ weôv †_‡K
MwR‡q IVv eU, Ak¦ÌMv‡Qi Pviv, Zv‡`i wkKo evK‡oi
†Vjvq †f‡½ cov BuUcv_‡i iy× gw›`‡ii cª‡ekØvi| ï‡b‡Q
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†mB `yM©v c~Rvq bvwK QvM, †Mv, gwnl BZ¨vw` ewji cª_v
wQj| Rwg`vwi hvIqvi mv‡_ mv‡_ gnv aygavg K‡i c~Rv
nIqvI eÜ n‡q hvq| hZ w`b kkv¼‡kLi RxweZ wQ‡jb
wbqg i¶vi c~Rv nZ, kkv¼‡kLi gviv hvIqvi ci ZvI
eÜ n‡q †M‡Q, Zv AvR cªvq Pwj−k eQ‡ii KvQvKvwQ nj|
Ag‡ji wb‡Ri KvKv‡`i g‡a¨ GKgvÎ †QvUKvKv
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evwowUi fMœve‡k‡li Dci †QvU gv‡ci GKwU gvwUi evwo
K‡i wb‡q emevm Ki‡Qb| evwK `yÕKvKv cvKv mo‡Ki
cv‡k Rwg wb‡q evwo ˆZwi K‡i _vK‡Qb| jv †m‡i
weKv‡ji w`‡K †m Avevi KjKvZv iIbv †`‡e, ZvB
Zv‡`i mv‡_ Avi †`Lv Kiv †Mj bv| Rwg`vwi Avg‡j
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mewR Pvl nZ, c‡i Kgj I wegj †mLv‡b evwo Zz‡j‡Q|
†`Lv-mv¶vr K‡i G‡m weg‡ji evwoi †`vZvjvi
ev_iy‡g øvb KiwQj Agj| ev_Uv‡ei †dwbj R‡ji g‡a¨
ï‡q Pvcv GK cªkvwš—‡Z gb f‡i DVwQj Zvi| Rwg`vwi
Avg‡ji †MŠie hv A¯—wgZ n‡q wM‡qwQj, Zv wKQzUv n‡jI
†Zv cybiy×vi Ki‡Z †c‡i‡Q Zviv fvB‡qiv wg‡j| `w¶Y
nwinicy‡i Zv‡`i gZ wkw¶Z cwievi †bB, Zvi Ici
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e¨vjKwb, wmuwo, SvojÚb Szj‡Q Dci †_‡K, cy‡ivUvB `vwg
gv‡e©j cv_‡i †gvov| evwoi m¤§zLfvM Dci †_‡K bxP
ch©š— iwOb Kvu‡Pi †c−U emv‡bv| KvK, KzKzi I Ab¨vb¨
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nwinicy‡ii gZ Mªv‡g bv-n‡q KjKvZvi UvwjMÄ ev
më‡j‡Ki †KvbI AwfRvZ GjvKvq GB evwowUi ¯’vb
n‡Z cviZ Abvqv‡m| g‡b g‡b weg‡ji iywPi Zvwid bv-
K‡i cv‡i bv Agj| KjKvZvq d¬¨vU wKb‡jI ZviI gv‡S
gv‡S BPQv Rv‡M GLv‡b G iKg GKUv evwo evwb‡q
mK‡j Pg‡K †`q| wKš‘ _vK‡e †K? PvKwii m~‡Î Zvi
KLbI Gw`‡K Avmvi †KvbI m¤¢vebvB †bB| evev-gvÕi
AeZ©gv‡b evwoUv ‡Zv fzZz‡o evwo n‡q hv‡e| Mªv‡gi w`‡K
GZ `vg w`‡q evwo †Kbvi †jvK ZLb †Kv_vq cv‡e? `y»-
†dwbj R‡j øvb †m‡i ev_Uve †_‡K D‡V Av‡m Agj|
evwoi mvg‡b eocyKz‡ii Rj kvš—, ¯—ä| Zvi NvU
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myavivwb, VvKzic‚Rvi evmb‡Kvmb ay‡Z Av‡mb cv_i
evuav‡bv NvUwU‡Z| fvB‡dvuUv n‡q hvvIqvi ci †_‡K IB
eocyKz‡ii w`‡K gyL K‡iB gvwUi evwoi cyew`‡K gv‡qi
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†QvU‡ejvUvB fvj wQj| evev K‡qKUv wgwó wK‡b G‡b
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ZzB GK KvR Ki| Agj c~‡Rv‡Z Avgv‡K †h kvwoUv
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gv?
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PvKwiIqvjv `v`v Avgv‡K GB kvwoUv Gevi c~‡Rvq
w`‡q‡Q| `v`v‡K wb‡q Avwg KZ Me© Kwi I‡`i Kv‡Q|
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I‡K wb‡q Iiv mevB nvmvnvwm Ki‡e, †Uvb-wUUKvwi
gvi‡e, Avgvi g‡i †h‡Z BPQv K‡i gv †m me K_v
ïb‡j| Gi ci Avi ej‡Z cvij bv cviyj, gv‡K Rwo‡q
a‡i WzK‡i †Ku†` I‡V |
myavivwb cviy‡ji gv_vi Pz‡j nvZ eyjv‡Z _v‡Kb|
cviyj e‡j, Av‡Mi ev‡i †mR`v †h fvj kvwoUv w`‡qwQj,
†mUv‡K Avwg I‡`i Kv‡Q Ô`v`v w`‡q‡QÕ e‡j
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mi¯^wZ c~‡Rvi mgq evwo G‡j ZLb hvIqvi mgq evRvi
†_‡K GKUv kvwo wK‡b wb‡qwQjvg| Gev‡i Kx Kie e‡jv
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gvbm¤§vb mviv eQi Iiv a~‡jvq jy‡Uv‡e, Avwg Kx K‡i
k¦ïievwo‡Z gv_v DuPz K‡i evuPe? Gev‡iI Ny‡i hvIqvi
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wK‡b †bIqv hvq †gvUvgywU GKUv kvwo| wKš‘ Kx jvf
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†mUv‡KB †g‡b †bIqv fvj|
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nvIov hvIqvi †U«bUv ai‡Z n‡e| Ag‡ji WvKvWvwK‡Z
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`j!
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- Kx †`Le e‡jv? wVK Av‡Q- e‡j Agj M−v‡mi R‡j
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gvi nv‡Z UvKv w`‡q Agj Avevi †L‡Z ï‡i K‡i|
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eis GKUv KvR Kwi, ZzB c~‡Rvq Avgv‡K †h kvwoUv
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†K †ek gvbv‡e, I‡KB w`‡q w`B|
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gv‡qi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z myavivwb Ag‡ji wc‡V nvZ †i‡L
e‡jb, `¨vL, ZzB G‡Z Avi AvcwË Kwim bv Agj|
myavivwb ILvb †_‡K cviy‡ji Kv‡Q P‡j Av‡mb|
cviyj N‡ii †fZi e‡m _vK‡jI gv I `v`vi g‡a¨ nIqv
K_v Aíwe¯Zi ïb‡Z cvwPQj|
Avjgvwi Ly‡j myavivwb wb‡Ri c~Rvi kvwoUv evi
K‡i cviy‡ji Kv‡Q wb‡q Av‡mb|
- c‡i `¨vL cviyj, †Zv‡K Lye fvj gvbv‡e kvwoUv|
myavivwb cviy‡ji mvg‡b kvwoi fvuR Ly‡j †g‡j a‡ib|
- Zzwg Avgvq †Kb †Rvi Ki‡Qv gv? †Zvgvq ejjvg †Zv,
G Avwg cvie bv|
myavivwb Kx Avi K‡ib? LvwbK¶Y Mwogwm K‡i
kvwoUv Avjgvwi‡Z †hgb wQj †ZgbB †i‡L †`b|
†f‡ewQ‡jb Gi ci Ag‡ji †`Iqv wZbÕk UvKvUv †`‡eb|
wKš‘ Zvi Av‡MB cviyj ejj, Avgvi wKPQz PvB bv
gv| Avgv‡K Avgvi GB †cvov fvM¨ wb‡qB evuP‡Z n‡e|
†Pv‡Li ïwK‡q hvIqv Rj gy‡Q D‡V `vuwo‡q cviyj
¯^vfvweK X‡O ejj, g‡b g‡b fveZvg, Avgvi eo‡jvK
`v`viv Av‡Q| gvivÍK f‚j, †mB An¼viB Avgvi hZ
K‡ói gyj|
e‡j I evB‡i †ewi‡q †Mj| wUDeI‡q‡ji Kv‡Q
wM‡q Zvi kxZj R‡j †PvL gyL ay‡q †bq| myavivwb N‡ii
wfZi †_‡K †ewi‡q Av‡mbwb †`‡L cviyj kvwoi AvuP‡j
gyL gyQ‡Z-gyQ‡Z Avevi N‡ii wfZ‡i Av‡m|
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gv‡K gbgiv †`‡L e‡j, Avgvi R‡b¨ †Zvgvi `ytL
n‡PQ gv? AvwgB hLb me `ytL ay‡q gy‡Q wbjvg, ZLb
Zzwg ïay ïay wPš—v K‡i Kx Ki‡e? `ytLx‡`i mnvbyfzwZ
Qvov Avi †KD wKQz †`q bv| Avgvi KviI †KvbI
mnvbyfzwZ `iKvi †bB| Zzwg IB UvKv, kvwo me VvKz‡ii
cv‡q w`‡q `vI|
- Kx †h ewjm! GZ †i‡M hvm †Kb GKUz‡ZB?
gv‡qi Kv‡Q G‡m †m AZ¨š— ¯^vfvweK fv‡e e‡j,
Avwg GKUzI †i‡M hvBwb gv, Zzwg wek¦vm Ki| GKUz †_‡g
ejj, Avgvi †PvL Ly‡j †M‡Q ej‡Z cvi|
†g‡qi K_v ï‡b myavivwb ¯—ä n‡q hvb|
- eo evwoi †g‡q, e‡ii †P‡q †ewk cov‡kvbv, GB wPš—v
Avgv‡K AnsKvix, Ajm K‡i w`Z| †Zvgvi RvgvB
†`vKv‡b em‡Z ejZ| Avwg j¾vq em‡Z PvBZvg bv|
hvi †KD †bB Zvi Avevi wK‡mi j¾v, e‡jv? Ii Kv‡R
Avwg Gevi nvZ jvMve| Gm wU wW ey‡_ fvj wfo n‡PQ|
`y‡Uv †`vKvb GK nv‡Z mvgjv‡Z cvi‡Q bv| Avwg fvewQ
GLvb †_‡K wM‡q Gm wU wW ey‡_ emvi A‡f¨m Kie|
evwoi KvR¸‡jv iv‡Î †kvqvi Av‡M wKQz K‡i ivLe, hv
evwK _vK‡e †fvi †fvi D‡V K‡i †be....
cviyj GKbvMv‡o e‡j hvwPQj| myavivwb wKQz
ejwQ‡jb bv| ïay AevK †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q †_‡K †g‡qi e‡j
hvIqv K_v ï‡b †h‡Z BPQv KiwQj Zvui|
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