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jH f,dal .ek lshk g l<HdK ;%jreks" wfma
ysf;a uefjkafka iem ka" l%Svd lrka ld,h f.jk
ldksj,a tlla jf.a ;ekla lsh,fka' tfyu ;ekq;a
we;s' kuq;a jH f,dalj, nqrcdKka jykafiaf.ka nK
wid OudjfndaOh ,enQ foaj;djre bkakjd' ta we;a;ka
kgka bkafka keye jH mq;%hka iu.' mq;%hka lsju
fomsrsiu whs;shs' ;ukaf.a OudjfndaOh ta i|yd leue;a;
we;s fiiq msia iu. Tjqka fnod .kakjd' iqoa
ud.fha i|yka fjkjd flfkl= wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
jvd fuf,dj jYfhka wdOHd;al M,hlg m;a fkdjQj;aa
urKska miq wkak tn jHuh ;ekl Wmkjd" Ou
ll fohka w;r bmso nK wid" Ou idlPd lr
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uydksixihs lshkak thg jvd ldrKd wjYH keye'
fu;ku;a we;s ;r m%;sM, ;sfhkjd idudkH f,!lsl
ugf' wo f,dalfha je fofkl= wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
jvkafka f,!lsl m%;sM, n,df.k' ta fj,djg oefkk
ysf;a ieye,aj" lfha ieye,aj" u;lh hqKq u"
wjOdkh hqKqu jf.a' kuq;a n,kak fldmuK m%;sM,
;sfhkjo f,!lsl ugfuka .;a;;a" ;ry wvqfjkjd'
j;udkfha bkak mqjka fjkjd' w;S;hg fYdal lrkafka
ke;sj bkak mqjka' wkd.;hg nhfjkafk ke;=j bkak
mqjka'
kla wG k jQ NslI
a k
Q a jykafiaf.ka nqyduqrejka
jykafia uikjd" zzTn jykafia wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
jvkjo@ZZ tf;k wG yduqrejka ms<s;=re fokjd zzT
ud wdkdmdki;s iudh jvkjd'ZZ zzfldfyduo@ZZ zzud w;S;
lduhkays ieieref keye' wkd.;h .ek ldufhka
isysk ujkafka keye' ldufhka jkafka keye' w;S;"
wkd.; foflysu ldufhka yd jHdmdofhka we,Sfuka yd
.efuka ieirkafka keye' k;r j;udkfha isysfhka
wdYajdi lrkjd' isysfhka m%Yajdi lrkjd'ZZ
t;k nqyduqrejka jykafia fnfyka w.h lrkjd
zztfyu;a wdkdmdki;s iudh jvkak mqjkaZZ lshd' f
j;udkfha j;au ms<sn|j wo O wxYj,ska l;d
lrkjd' f yqiau lshkafka imQKfhka u j;udkfha
isfjk l%shdjla' imQK jYfhkau wdYajdih is
fjkafka f fudfydf;a fu;k' m%Yajdih is fjkafk;a f
fudfydf;a fu;k' keye lsis fnula' mam;a fmdfydi;a
fNaohla' W.;a" kQ.;a" nqoau;a" fudav" cd;s" wd." rgj,a"
foaYmd,k" fyd|" krl Th idudkH iudcfha ;sfnk
fudku fNaohlaj;a keye' yqiaug tkg Th il,O

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idOdrK jQ m%Yajdihka ;uhs yefudagu ,efnkafka' t;k
uu;ajhg wr f,dl=jg mqn.kak bvla keye' ta jf.au
;uka m,af,ydg odf.k fudkj;a ne flfkl=" lsisfohla
fkd,efnk flfkl= lshk ySkudkhg bvl=;a keye'
wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih ms<sn| isysh" iudh we;s lrk
ksid fuhg lshkafka wdkdmdki;s iudh lshd'

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fndfyda Ndjkd l%u l<HdK ;%jreks" yefudagu
m%.=K lrkakg f,ais keye' yefudagu lrkak mqjka
l%uhla f,dalfha fydhd.kak;a neye" ;ukaf.a fm!oa.,sl
u;su;dka;r ksid' fm!oa.,sl re wrel wd O
fya;= ksid' ys;kak fndfydau ,iaikg leu;s" ms%hNdjhg
leu;s" rd. p;hla ;sfhk flfkl=g wudrehs ms<sl=,a
Ndjkdjla lrkak' l=Kq jqKq foaj,a foi n,ka h jqKq
uia foi n,ka wmyiqhs Ndjkd lrkak' tn ys;la
flfiaj;a t;k iud.; fjkafka keye' tfukau tys
wks;a me;a; jQ .e ;sfhk ks;ru ;ryd hk flfkl=g
ffu;%S lrkak wudrehs' tn flfkl=g ffu;%Sh lrkak
lSfuka fjkafka ;j ;j .eu jeu' yeufohla .eku
;dlslj ys;k" fya;= hqla;s iy.;j ys;k" oHd;aulj
ys;k flfkl=g" nq.=K Ndjkdjla lrkak wudrehs'
Y%oaOdj" Nla;sh" Yajdih jefvk Ndjkdjla lrkak
wudrehs' ;dlsl nqoah;a iu. wmyiqhsfka wkqiai;s
Ndjkdjla lrkak' th yoj;ska l<hq;= Ndjkdjla'
Y%oaOdj lshkafka yojf;a .=Khla' Y%oaOdj ;sfnkafka
yojf;a" Tf fkfjhs' yeufohlska u ;e;s.kak"
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a ;Ndjh jefjkak mqjka' tksid
fndfydu Ndjkd l%u l<HdK ;%jreks" mqoa., uki
wkqj" udkisl kehdj wkqj ;SrKh lrkak fjkjd l<
yelso - fkdyelso iy .e,fmk - fkd.e,fmk nj'
kuq ; a f wdkdmdki;s h g tkg flfkl= g
oefkkjd k ;uka yqiau .kak msglrk nj' ta oefkk
kEu flfkl=g wdkdmdki;sh jvkak mqjka' iuyr
g h h ldhsl fya;= ksid flfkl=g yqiau .kak
msglrk nj yhg fkdoefkkak mqjka' iuyr g
fim%;sYHdfjka bkak flfkl=g yqiau .kak msglrk
nj oefkkafka keye' ta jf.a h h ldhsl ;;ajhka
u; wdYajdi" m%Yajdi fkdoefkkak mqjka' tfia jqj;a k
.ekSu i|yd Wml%u Nd;d lrkak mqjka' ;uka yqiau
.kak njg msglrk njg jvd;a ixf h yels Wml%u
;sfnkjd' tksid iuia;hla f,i .;ag f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj kEu flfkl=g l< yels Ndjkdjla' mqx
<ufhl=g" jhil flfkl=g jqj;a' tfia f .ek fufkys
lrkg l<HdK ;%jreks" f wdkdmdki;sh lshkafka
Th mgq iSud" jdo fNao ish,a, blaujd .sh Ndjkd l%uhla'
fudk jdo fNao ;snqK;a" fudk Wia my;al ;snqK;a ta
ish,a, iu;,d lr" flfkl= .eUqkau ksYap, l< yels
Ndjkdjla wdkdmdki;sh'

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f wdkdmdki;sh ms<sn| O me;sj,ska jka jr
idlPd l<d' yqiau lshkafka ys;hs .;hs olskak mqjka
levm;la lshd' ulaksido f yqiau ke;=j Yrhg j;a
fjkak;a neye' ys;g j;a fjkak;a neye' ys; udkisl
fohla' jHhla fkfjhsfka' tys jKh l=ulao@ yevh
l=ulao@ ta .ek l;d lrkak neye' Yrh lshkafka

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jHhla" nrla" yevhla" mdgla" >k;ajhla ;sfnkjd'

ukfiys ta fudkj;au keye' [a[dKh f lrcldhg"
ke;sk f fN!;sl Yrhg inkaO fjkjd' ul=i
;=< l,,hlg [a[dKh inkaO fjkjd' [a[dKh
inkaO jQ miqjhs t;k fhla lshd lsj yelafla'
tf;la i;ajfhl= fkfjhs' oeka jqj;a f ys;hs .;hs
tlg ;sfhkafka yqiau ksid' yqiau ke;sjqK ieKskau
t;k kej; i;ajfhl= keyefk' ys;hs .;hs tlaj keye'
bka miafia uereKd lshQ g uD; Yrhla ;rhs' t;k
[a[dKhla keye' [a[dKfha l%shdld;ajhla keye'
is;Sula" l,amkd lsula" i;=gqula" laula" u;laula
kE tmd lula ta fudkj;a keye' Tf lh iy is;
tlg tlalrk md,u Tf yqiauhs' tfia yqiau k;r
ys;hs .;hs fjka jQ g ;h wjidk fjkjd' ta ksid
f lhhs ukihs imQKfhka u mgyeKs folla' tlla
jHhla' wfkl udkisl l%shdld;ajhla' uki jHhla
fkfjhs' t;fldg f udkisl l%shdld;ajhhs" fN!;sl
Yrhhss tlg hd lrk md,uhs yqiau' ta ksid f md,u
Wv bkak flfkl=g bjqre folu fmfkkjd' Yrh;a
fmfkkjd' uki;a fmfkkjd' Yrh vdnr o lshd
yqiau foi n,d lshkak mqjka' Yrh ieye,afjka
o ;sfhkafkaa lshd;a yqiau ksCIKh lrka flfkl=g
;lafiare lrkak mqjka' is; fldfydu o@ la kj o@
f.j;a o@ fldamfhka o@ h o@ ke;sk fndfydau
ieye,afjka o@ f udkisl bjqre foi n,d ta .ek;a
lshkak mqjka yqiafuka' yqiau lshkafka fyd| ksCIK
uehla mqoa.,fhl=f.a ldhsl" udkisl l%shdld;ajh
ksCIKh lrkakg mqjka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" fuhska mqoa.,fhl=f.a iajNdjh
ks CIKh lrkjd muKla fkfjhs " yq i a u fjkia

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lr mqoa.,hd fjkia lrkakg mqjka' yqiafuka ;j;a

m%fhdackhla ;sfhkjd' nrla Wiaif.k" jka fyda lkaola
ke wmg y;s jefgkjfka' yqiau we;= jkafka msg
jkafka wmyiqfjka' tjka wjia:dj, flfkl=g mqjka
wjYH k kElka .eUqre wdYajdi m%Yajdi lsysmhla
lr wr y;s jeu blaukskau iukh lr.kak' kej;
fyd| Yla;shla weg .kak' idudkH yqiaug tkak
.sfhd;a ks;a;= myla oyhla bkak fjkjd' kuq;a ta
fudfydf;au flfkl=g mqjka Yrfha fjfyi f;are
.kak' fYaI jEhulska fjfyi l=ulao lshd fidhd
hdhq;= keye' y;s jefgk g yqiaug wjOdkh fhduqlr
.eUqre f,i kElka fyd|g yqiau .kakjd' ta fj,dfju
yqiau w,a,df.k bkak fyd| keye' kuq;a fyysg yqiau
.kakjd' fmky msreKq miq fyysg msglrkjd' fufia
jdr fol ;=kla .kak gu wr ldhsl fjfyi ke;s
hkjd' kej;;aa yqiau fndfydau blaukska h:d ;;ajhg
m;afjkjd' ;snqKq fjfyi uykaish vdj ke;s hkjd'
t;fldg f yqiau md,kh lsu ;=<ska lh md,kh
lrkak mqjka' tksid yska fhda. wNHdij,;a m%dKhdu
lshd fldgila ;sfnkjd'
m%dKh lshkafka l=ulao lshd ljqre;a okafka
keyefk' th .%y lrkak neye' l=ulao f mK
lshkafka@ mK .ek wm ljqre;a l;d lrkjd' mK .shd
lshkjd" mK ;sfhkjd lshkjd' l=ula .eko f l;d
lrkafka@ gq flfkl= bkakjdo@ lsisu PdhdrEmhlg
.kak mqjka o@ x-ray ;=<ska fyda f m%dKh lshk tl
olskak mqjkao@ yska fhda. oHdf f m%dKh .ek
l;d lrkjd' fN!;sl f,dalfha ;sfhk jeo.;au idOlh
;uhs m%dKh' mK ke;s jQ .ukau ;jrg;a t;k jhla
keyefk' if;l= fyda ukqiaifhl= keye' f m%dKh hkq

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Yla;shla' f m%dK Yla;sh hqKq lrkak" Yla;su;a

lrkak mqjka yqiau ud.fhka' mK we;af;a fld;eko
okafka keye' tu ksid thg w;.ykak neye' kuq;a
f yqiau ta m%dKh iamY lrkjd' tksid yqiau md,kh
lr m%dKh md,kh lrkjd' zm%dKZ lshk Yla;sh hqKq
lrkjd' Yla;su;a lrkjd' wdhqI je lr.kakjd' wm
idudkHfhka Yla;sh .kafka wdydrfhka' Yd, wdydr
m%udKhla Yrhg mgjkjfka' tfia wjYH keye' yqiau
md,kh lsu ;=<k
s a m%dKh Yla;u
s ;a lrkak mqjka lshk
ta ms<.
s ekSu u; ta wNHdi l%uhg lshkjd zm%dKhduZ lshd'
t;k ;sfhkafka h h oauhkag wkqj yqiau md,kh
lsula' tfia yqiau md,kh lsu ;=<ska flfkl=f.a ;h
md,kh lr .kakjd' tla;rd iSudjla we;=<; m%dKh
;uka w;g .ekSula ;uhs t;k ;sfhkafka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" ksu; .ek ys;kak' ksuf;a
bkak fj,djl wmg fmd;la n,kak k' rEmjdysksh
n,kak k' foaYkhlg weyqlka fokak k' Ndjkd
lrkak k' ta;a ksu;hs' ta fj,djg;a yqiu
a fk wmg Wo
lrkafk' fjk fudkj;a fka keye' fyd| .eUqre yqiaula
.kak' wkak ta wjia:dfj k ;;amr lsysmhla yqiau
w,a,f.k yshg lula keye' y;s jefgk fj,djg k
yqiau w,a,f.k bkak fyd| keye' kuq;a f jf.a lue,s
fj,djl fndfydau fyysg yqiau we;= fjk msgfjk
fj,djl fyd|g .eUqre yqiaula wrf.k uq Yrhu
wjfjk f;la Woafhda.su;a fjk;=re ;;amr lsysmhla ta
yqiu
a r|jf.k bkak mqjka' tfia r|jf.k fyysg yqiu
a
msglrkak' wr ksu; ke;s hkjd' Yrh Woafhda.su;a
fjkjd' uki msfokjd' ta ;rla fkfjhs hulg ;sfhk
wjOdkh wvqfjk g;a wmg mqjka fyd| wjOdkfhka
yqiaula wrf.k fyysg msglrkak' kej; wjOdkh w;a

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lr.kak' th mdv lrk flfkl=g fyd| wNHdihla'

tmuKla u fkdf ;j wm yeSnrj" wdf.YS,Sj wfma
uki l,n,hg m;alrf.k wdl+, jHdl+, jQ fgl
yqiau fldfydu;a fkdikaiqkafk' wkak ta fkdikaiqka jQ
yqiau ikaiqka lr.kak mqjka k" yiaisfhkaa we;=<g
f.k t<shg is lrk yqiau" md,khlska we;=<g f.k
msglrkak mqjka k t;k;a fndfydau blaukg wr
uki h:d ;;ajhg m;a fjkjd' t;k kElka yqiau
.kak;a mqjka" tfyu ke;sk we;=fjk msgfjk yqiau
.ek ta fkdikaiqkaj ;sfnk wdYajdih" fkdikaiqkaj
;sfnk m%Yajdih flf wjOdkfhka bkak;a mqjka'
flfkl= wjOdkfhka isfuka u yqiau ikaiqka fjkjd'
yqiau ikaiqka fjkgu uki ikaiqka fjkjd' fjd
idudkH m%fhdack l<HdK ;%jreks" fuys ;j fndfydauhla
m%fhdack ;sfnkjd f,!lsl jYfhka jeo.;ajk'

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wikSmj, yqiau md lrkak mqjka lh iqjm;a
lr.kak' u;lh je lr.kak' tfiau f wdkdmdki;s
iudfhka l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl=f.a lhhs ukihs
folu .eUqka u ksYap, fjkjd' tmuK .eUqka ksYap,
lrkak mqjka ;j;a Ndjkd l%uhla ke;s ;ruhs' keyeu
lshkak neye' kuq;a f wdkdmdki;s iudhg uki
.eUqka u ksy~ lrkakg mqjka' lh;a .eUqkau ksYap,
lrkak mqjka' fya;=j ;uhs f yqiau lhg;a ukig;a
folgu inkaOhs'
;CIsK yduqrejka jykafia me;a;lg trKsh
f.d;df.k jev bkakjd ksYp
a ,j' nq yduqrejka jykafia
wksl=;a yduqrejkaf.ka uikjd zzuyfKks" wr n,kak
;CIsK yduqrejka lsis ldhsl p,khlska f;drj jev

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bkak whqreZZ tg wr yduqrejre lshkjd zzf ;CIsK

yduqrejka msila ueoafoa ysh;a" ;kshu ysh;a Tfydu
;uhs" yu Ydka;hs' Yrfha keye lsis p,khla' ukfia
keye lsisu fi,ulaZZ nqyduqrejka jykafia myod
fokjd ta l=ula ksido@ ta yduqrejka bkafka wdkdmdki;s
iudfhka' flfkl=g wdkdmdki;s iudfhka bkak
mqjkak ta ;eke;a;df.a lfha yeu ffi,hlau .eUqkau
ksYap, fjkjd' .eUqka u ksy~ fjkjd' ulaksido yeu
ffi,hla u wdYajdi m%Yajdi lrkjd' kyh" fmky fol
muKla fkfjhs' i yeu ffi,hla u yqiau .kakjd
msglrkjd' f yeu is;s,a,lgu;a yqiau k' tg uki
lmkhg m;afjk g yqiu
a fjkia fjkjd' Yrh p,kh
jk g;a yqiau fjkia fjkjd' f .eUqre wdkdmdki;s
iudh ;=< uki iy lh b;du .eUqka ksYap, fjkjd"
Ydka; fjkjd lshd ta .ek > ia;rhla ta ;CIsK
iQ;%fha nqyduqrejka jykafia foaYkd lrkjd'
fufia wdkdmdki;sh .ek l;d lsu l<HdK
;%jreks" wuq;=fjka lrk jKkdjla fjkjd' kuq;a
jKkdlr bjr lrkak ne ;rug f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdf iudh tmuKgu jKkS h hs ' t;ru
m%;sM,odhlhs' tmuKgu wk>hs' wm ljqre;a YAjdi
lrkjd nqoaO;ajh ,enqf f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfjka
lshd' nqyduqrejka jykafia ta .ek jodrkjd zzifndah
,nkak l,ska fndai;aj wjfha ks;r ks;r jOkh l<
Ndjkdjla ;uhs f wdkdmdki;s iudh" isyfs hka wdYajdi
l<d' isysfhka m%Yajdi l<d' tys m%;sM,hla f,ihs fkd,enQ
f ifndah ,nd.;af;a' Yrh m%fndaOhg m;ajQjd' Yrh
la,dka; fjkafka keye' weiafol la,dka; fjkafka keye
f NdjkdfjkaZZ Wkajykafia Ialr l%h
s d lrk ld,fha wm
wid ;sfnkjd la,dka; jQ nj' jegqKq nj' oeka flfkl=

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la,dka; o keoao lshd n,kak" isys ke;s o k .kak

weiafolg ffjoHjre wdf,dalhla fhduq lr n,kjd'
fu;k nqyduqrejka jykafia jodrkjd weiafol la,dka;
fjkafk;a keye" lh la,dka; fjkafk;a keye flfkl=
f wdkdmdki;s iudh jvkjk" tmuKgu m%fndaOhg
m;afjk" msfok" lis; fjk" m%noq O
a fjk Ndjkdjla'
tys wjidk m%;M
s ,hfka inqoO
a ;ajh ,nd.ekSu'

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l<HdK ;%jreks" nqyduqrejka jykafia mshjka
mshjr meye,s lrkjd f wdkdmdki;s iudh" ke;sk
f wdYajdi m%Yj
a di ms<n
s | Ndjkdj uy;aM,hs" uydksixihs
f,!lsl jYfhkq;a f,daflda;a;r jYfhkq;a' ta ;rla
fkfjhs i;r i;smGdkh" i;r iDoa mdo" i;r iuHla
m%Oka hh" mxp n," mxp bkash" ima; fndCOx.
iy wdh wIaGdx.sl ud.h f ish,a,u wdkdmdki;sh
jefuka ,nkak mqjka nj uCu ksldfha wdkdmdki;s
iQ;%fha ia;r lrkjd' ima; fndCOx. o jefvkjd' oeka
wmg m%Yakhla fjd fldfyduo jvkafka fjk fjku"
keye fjk fjku wjYH keye wdkdmdki;sh yhg
jvkjk' kuq;a oeka wdkdmdki;sh ksjerj mqqre lsu
wmg .egjla' ta lshkafka f,dalfha ckm%shu Ndjkdj
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj jQjdg th mshjfrka mshjrg ta
wdOHd;al ixjOkh fj;g iy w;ayeu Ydjg
jeu t;r ckm%sh keye' thg jvd wm l<ska l;d
l< m relaxation lshk w:fhka f,!lsl jYfhka
is; .; ieye,a lsf ud.hla f,ihs je fofkl=
wdkdmdki;sh mqyqKq lrkafka' ;djld,slj is; lh
ieye,a lr.kak' is; ikaiqka lr .ekSu" is; iud.;
lr.ekSu iy m%{dj hqKq lsu ;=<ska uqla;sh ,eu
olajdu" we;=jk yqiau iy msgfjk yqiau isysfhka oelSu

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l<hq;= fjkjd' tfia m%.=K lrk g wks;a Ndjkd l%u

ish,a, jefvkjd' wuq;=fjka i;r i;smGdkh lshd
jvkak wjYH keye' i;r iuHla m%Oka hh" i;r
iDoamdo" mxp n," mxp bkash" Y%oaOd hh i;s iud
m%{d" ima; fndCOx. iy wdh wIagdx.sl ud.h hk
ixl,amj, fjk fjk u mg,efjkak wjYH keye'
l%udkql,
+ j wdkdmdki;sh jefuka ta ish,a,u jefvkjd'
i;a;sia fnda mdCIsl Ou lshkafka fjdfka' nqoaO;ajh
ke;sk" wjfndaOh ke;sk" wry;aNdjh" ksjdKh fudk
jpkfhka lsj;a tajd ,nd.kak k ta fj;g keUqrejQ
foj,a weiqre lrkakg kE' ta ksihs fjdg fnda mdCIsl
lshkafka' nqoaO;ajhg mCI Ou" mqoa.,fhl=g mCI Ou
fkfjhs' fndahg fyj;a wjfndaOhg mCI Ou wm jeh
hq;=hs' ta ish,a,gu f Ou ;siay;lg ioaOuh lshd
ia;r lrkjd' ioaOuh l=ulao lshd ia;r lrkafka
Th Ou ;siy
a ;' Th ;siy
a ;u jefvkjd wdkdmdki;sh
Oudkql,
+ j flfkl= jvkjd k'

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nqyduqrejka jykafia tla;rd wjia:djl lsish
jk ,eyenl NsCIQka jykafia,d;a iu. jev iskjd'
tys Wkajykafia jodrkjd zzf ;=kaudfiu ud f
jkdka;rhg msi l,a .; lrkjd' ndOd lrkak tkak
tmd' tl kula klg meKqkdu we;s msKavmdf;
lr' f ;=kaudfiu jk.;j flfhka jev bkakjdZZ
lshd' tfia mjid nqyduqrejka jykafia jk.; jQjd'
ljqre;a weyqf keye wehs Tn jykafia ;kshu jkafka@
ud;a tkako@ Tn jykafia nqoaO;ajh ,enqjdfka" kej;
l=ulgo lef,ag hkafk Ndjkd lrkak@ ta wd m%Yak
weyqf keye' tfia ;=ka udihu .; l<d' tlu tl
yduqre kula ;rhs jefha lef,ag" msKavmdf; lrf.k

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nqyduqrejka jykafiag oka mskukak' ;=ka udfilska

miq Wkajykafia wdmyq jevu l<d' t;k;a ljqre;a
uiqf keye nqyduqrejka jykafiaf.ka jk.; jQ
fya;=j' Wkajykafia wykjd zzuyfKks" Tfnka ljqrej;a
weyqfjd;a fYaIfhka wkH wd.lhka weyqfjd;a Tnf.a
Ydia;DjrhdKka l=ulao wr ;=ka udihla lef,ag
lf<a lshdZZ Tn fok ms<s;=r l=ulao@ zzwm k okafka
keye' Tn jykafia ;uhs okafkaZZ zzuyfKks" tfyu
k fokak ;sfhk ksjeru ms<s;=r ;uhs ;:d.;hka
jykafia wdkdmdki;s iudfhka jev is njZZ f ;=ka
udfiu ;:d.;hka jykafia wdkdmdki;s iudfhka jev
yshd' b;ska n,kak th fl;r jkjo@ nqoaO;ajhg
m;ajQ miq lrkak fohla keye' zl;x lrKShx kdmrx
b;a;;a:dhZ l<hq;a; lrk ,' kej; lrkak fohla
keye' ta ;;ajhg m;ajQ nqrcdKka jykafia mjd flhla
,ndf.k f wdkdmdki;s iudfhka ;=ka udihla u
jev yshd' bkamiq th ykajkjd zwh ydrZ lshd'
hulg wh ydr lshkafka wdh meje;au" wdh j;a
u" wdh jdih' ke;=j f mD;.ack yeisug fkfjhs'
wdh meje;au lshd hulg lshkjdk thska woyia
fjkafka wdkdmdki;s iudhhs' wh ydr" n%yau ydr
hkqfjka hful=f.a meje;au ia;r flfrkjdk" thska
woyia fjkafka wdkdmdki;s iudhhs' W;=u j;au'
kE ;r j;a fjkak l%u ;sfhkjd' kuq;a W;a;u
j;au" ta ;rla fkfjhs ;:d.; ydr" ;:d.; j;au
lshkjdk t;k;a woyia lrkafka f wdkdmdki;s
iudhuhs' b;ska n,kak" f fYaIK mo nqrcdKka
jykafia Nd;d lsfukau
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj"
iudh fl;r jk fohla njg m;alr ;sfnkjo@
tl me;a;lska m%dfhda.slj wdoYfhka Wkajykafia ta
iudh ;=< ;=kaudihlau j;a fmkakqjd' Wkajykafia

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nqoaO;ajh ,ndf.k ta nj m%ldY l<d" nq jQfha f yqiau

yd n,df.k nj' fjk l%uhla i|yka lf<a keye'
fjk;a lsisu Ydia;Djrfhl= tfia meye,s lr keye'
fo flfkl= wdjd fufyuhs wrfyuhs wd jYfhka woaN+;
l;djla fka lshkafka' nqyduqrejka jykafia tn nyqN;
+
l;d lshkak .sfha keye' yqiau foi n,df.k yshd'
we;=fjk yqiau isysfhka gqjd' msgfjk yqiau isysfhka
gqjd' tys m%;sM,hla f,ihs nqoaO;ajh ,enqf' n,kak
fldhs;r ir, o" ta ;uhs we;a;" h:d:h' yenehs
tmuK ir, lr ;uka ,enQ ksIaGdf ud.h fjk lsisu
Ydia;Djrfhl= lshd keye' fjk lsisu Ydia;Djrfhl=
inqoaO;ajh ,n,;a keye' ta l=ula fyda .sh ;ekla
;sfhkjdk ta .ek fufia wka whg;a hd yels fia ir,j
meye,s lr keye' tfia mejiqjd muKla fkfuhs nq jQfha;a
f Ndjkdfjka nj ksryxldrj foaYkd l<d' nqoaO;ajh
,nd.;a miq;a Wkajykafia wdoYfhka u fmkakj
q d ;:d.;
ydr lshkafka wdkdmdki;s iudhg nj' Wkajykafia
udi ;=klau wr lef,a we;=f<a yqfol,dj wdkdmdki;s
iudfhka jev ishd' th ;uhs ;:d.; ydr" ta ;uhs
n%yau ydr" wh ydr' b;ska l<HdK ;%jreks" fufia
;j;a ldrKd k ;r bm;a lrkak mqjka' kuq;a
f ldrKdj,ska meye,s fjkjd f wdkdmdki;s iudh
fl;r jkj o fl;r wk> o lshd'

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i;r i;smGdkfha uq,u ztaldhfkd whx NslaLf
u.af.dZ hkqfjka taldhk ud.h fuh nj mjikjd'
l=uk taldhk ud.h o zi;a;dkx iqoahdZ i;ajhkaf.a
iqms;=re u i|yd" wdOHd;al m;%lrKh i|yd
taldhk ud.h fuhhs' zfidal moaojdkx iu;slaludh

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laL fodaukiaix w;a:x.udhZ la fodkia fl<jr lrkak"

h h foaj,aj,g lau" fodkig m;au bjr lrkak'
fYdal f fl<jrla keyefk ;fha" tllg la
fjkjd w~kjd' je,fmkjd' fYdal lrkjd' luqf,a w;
;shka yQ,a,kjd' iqiq fy,kjd' mmqf w; .y.kakjd'
l ojilska ta l u;l keye' ys;kjd ka y' ;j;a
fohlg wdfh;a w~kjd' kej; kl la fjkjd' iqiq
fy<kjd' tys ksudjla kEfka' isfjkafka ;djld,sl
jYfhka ta ta fj,djg me,eia;r we,ulafk' zlaL
fodaukiaix w;a:x.udhZ w;a:x.u lshkafka fl<jrgu
hEu' w;rueo kj;ajkak fkfjhs' ndf.g kj;a;kak
fkfjhs' la u iy fodkig m;au fl<jr lrkak'
zfidal moaojdkx iu;slaludhZ fYdal lsu blaujd
hkak' iu;slaludh - blaujd hEula' flfkl= laug
yd je,mSug kej;= ;s;la ;nkak leu;s k fukak
taldhk ud.h' z[dhiai w.udhZ kqjK ,nd.kakg
;sfnk ud.h zksndkiai iPlshdhZ ksjdKh m%;HCI
lr.ekSug taldhk ud.h' fu;k taldhk ud.h
lshk g tlu ud.h lshk woyi;a ;sfhkjd' kuq;a
thg jvd jeo.;a woyila lshfjkjd' zhox p;a;dfrda
i;smGdkdZ f i;r i;smGdkh kue;s ud.h fyj;a
taldhk ud.fha flfkl= .uka lf<d;a fjk fldfyaj;a
hkafka keye' wkak ta woyi;a ;sfnkjd taldhk lshk
jpkfha' fjk fldfyaj;a w;rux fjkafka keye' uxuq<d
fjkafka keye' f mdf .sfhd;a" hkafka tlu ;eklg'
fld;ekg o@ uq,ska lshQ .ukdka;hg' lafodkia ke;s"
fYdal mfoaj ke;s" kqjK we;s ksfjk ;ekghs hkafka'
ta woyiskq;a taldhk lshkjd' ta jf.au iDcq ud.h
lshk woyi;a ;sfhkjd' iDcq ud.h rjq .eys,a,la
keye' fl,skau hkak mqjka fl mdr' tksid ;uhs f
i;r i;smGdkh bjrfjk g nqyduqrejka jykafia

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iy;slhla fokafka lsish NsCIqjla f i;r i;smGdkh

jvkj o ta NsCIqj wjqre y;lska ry;a fjkjd' ke;sk
wkd.d fjkjd' wjqre y; me;a;lska ;shkak' wjqre
yhla jevqj;a ry;a fjkjd' ke;sk wkd.d fjkjd'
yh;a me;a;lska ;shkak' wjqre myla - myla k
keye udij,ska lshuq' ta;a k keye' wka;sug lshkjd
k y;la flfkl= i;r i;smGdkh jvkj o tlaflda
ry;a fjkjd ke;sk wkd.d fjkjd lshd' tu i;r
i;smGdkfha m<uqjeksu wx.h ;uhs ldhdkqmiaikdj'
ldhdkqmiaikdf m<uqjeksu fldgi ;uhs wdkdmdki;sh'
f i;r i;smGdkhg msiq ud.h ;uhs wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj'

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l<HdK ;% j reks " f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
lshkafka uqla;sfha fodrgqjhs' ;j fodrgq ;sfhkak mqjka'
fuhg tlu fodrgqj lshkak neye' kuq;a ldg;a myiqfjka
hkak mqjka <u we;s fodrgqj' iuyr fodrj,a wE;
;sfhkafk' kuq;a fuh ;uka <u ;sfhk fodrgqjla'
fodrgqj fydhdf.k hkak wjYH keye' fu;ku Tn
<u Tn;a iu.u mj;skjd' thhs jeo.;au ldrKh' f
yqiau yeu fudfyd;lu wm yd / bkakjd' ljod isgo@
ljod jk;=reo@ Wmf;a isg hhk f;lau foumshkaj;a
idudkHfhka bkafka kEfka' foumshka ;uhs orefjl=g
jvd;au wdof' ljqre ke;sjqj;a wud ;d;a;d bkakjd'
kuq;a wud ;d;a;dgj;a neye flfkl=f.a Wmf;a isg
urKh olajdu < bkak' tmuKla fkfjhs' wud
;d;a;dg;a tmdfjk fj,dj,a ;sfnkjd' wdfh k wm
.ek fydhkak tmd' wdfha wm n,kafka keye lshk
wjia:d ;sfnkjd' ;ry fjk wukdm fjk wjia:d
;sfhkjd' foudmshkaf.ka fuyd ljqre;a kEfka' Ndhdj

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fyda iajd mqreIhd;a keye' Wmf;a isg urKh f;la bhs

lshk hy ;%hka fldfydu;a keye' hd fjkjd" wE;a
fjkjd" ;ry fjkjd" y;=re fjkjd' wksl=;a foaj,a ;
ld,h ;=<u wm < /f|kafka keyefka' jdyk" f.j,a
fodrj,a" oekqu" /lshdj" uqo,a fldmuK l,a ;sfhhs o
ljqo okafka@ bmfokfldg ta tllaj;a ;snqfKa keyefk'
Th fudkjd ke;sjqj;a l<HdK ;%jreks" f wdYajdi
m%Yajdih wm yd bkakjd' Wmf;a isg urKh f;lau
ljqre w;yer .sh;a' ljqreka fjka jqj;a yqiau Tn;a
iu. bkakjd' yqiau Tn ;ks lrkafka keye' f,dalhgu
mqjka Tnj ;kslrkak' , uqo,a ish,a,u ke;s" Tn
wka; .S <skafol= njg m;af' ljqre;a ke;sj Tn
yqfol,d h yelshs' kuq;a yqiau Tn;a iu. /f|a' Tf
;kshg b h hk f;lau' wjidk jYfhka wmf.ka
iuq.kafka yqiu
a ' ta wjidk ;;amrh olajdu yqiu
a wm
yd j;a fjkjd" l iy iem fnodf.k' tmuK im"
tmuK lsgq" tmuK Wmldrl ;j;a fohla f f,dafla
keye yqiu
a ;r'
ta ;rla fkfjhs' wm fyd| l,la f.jk g fndfyda
fokd wmg lsgq fjkjd' ta ;uhs idudkH iudc l%uh'
flfkl= Okj;a k" fydka bkakj k" ksfrda.j
S bkakj
k" m%ios O
a k" lS;su;a k b;ska ljqre;a leu;shs lsgq
fjkak' kuq;a ta foaj,a ke;sj hkg flfkl= mam;a
fjkg" <s fjk g" frda.S fjkg" lS;sh ke;sfjk
g" /lshdj ke;sfjk g" iudcfhka kskaod .eryq
wmydi kak fjkg ljqre;a leu;s keye tn wfhl=g
lsgq fjkak' tjekafkl=g im fjkak' fuh idudkH
f,dal Ou;djh' yenehs Tn fydka ysh;a" krlska
ysh;a" fmdfydi;aj ysh;a" mam;aj ysh;a" m%Yxid ueo
ysh;a" kskaod .eryq wmydi fpdaokd kue;s wfkdard
jeis ueo ysh;a yqiau yeu fudfyd;lu Tn yd jdih

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lrkjd' yqiau Tnj ksYaph lrkafk keye' fyd| k

muKhs' krl k keye' tn <x ula fyda wE;a ula
keye' yqiau t;ru WfmaCId iy.;hs' t;ru uOHia:hs'
nqyduqrejka jykafia jodrkjd f wi,u bkak
hdjd yd n,kak' nqoaO;ajh ,ndf.k wmg wkqYdikd
lf<a zzyqiau .kak nj oek.kakZZ lshdhs' flfkl=g
ysf;kak mqjka fuys we;s .eUqre wdOHd;al mKsvh
l=ulao lshd@ tfy;a th ;r Tnj .eUqrlg f.k hk
;j;a WmfoaYhla ke;s ;r' ;hg wjfjkak ;sfhk
ud.h thhs' lSfhka lS fokdo w;aoelSfuka" m%dfhda.l
s j"
wjfndaOfhka okafka ;uka yqiu
a .kak nj iy msglrk
nj@ kHdhd;aulj okakjd' wm bf.kf.k ;sfnkjd'
yenehs m%dfhda.l
s jYfhka fuh y jeo.;a' flfkl= okafka
ke;sk ;uka yqiau .kak msglrk nj" fldfyduo ta
;eke;a;d j;afjk nj oek.kafka' Tfya j;afjkjd
we;s hka;%hla jf.a" frdfnda flfkl= jf.a" mUfhl= jf.a'
ta lsifs lfkl= yqiu
a .kafka kEfka' rElvhla yqiu
a .kafka
keye' hka;%hla yqiau .kafka keye' uD; Yrhlg yqiau
.kak;a neye' mUfhl=g;a yqiau .kak okafk keye' ta
yqiau .kak iy msglrk nj fkdokakd ;h yhg
mUfhl= jf.a' Tfya bhs' ndysr whf.a wjYH;d u;" ndysr
fm<U u;" mirfhka tk W;af;ack u; lE.yhs"
kghs" yskdfjhs" w~hs" je,fmhs tmuKhs' yhg rElvhla
jf.a' Th hdka;s%l mrdk isrjQ jy,a ;fhka wjug"
msug" uqla;sh ,eug wjYHk oek.kak ;uka
wdYajdi lrk nj" oek.kak ;uka m%Yajdi lrk nj'
flfkl= okakjd k ;uka yqiau .kak iy msg lrk
nj ta ;eke;a;d j;a fjk wfhla' ta ;eke;a;d wjfhka
bkafka" ksodf.k fkfjhs bkafka' h .sh flfkl= fkfjhs'
ij j;a fjk flfkla' j;a h yels l%u folla
;sfnkjd' wj j;a h yelshs' ij j;a fjkak;a

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mqjka' f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfjka lrkafka flfkl=

ilrKhlg ,la lsu' wr wlrKfhka flfkl=
ilrKhlg mKduh fjkjd' ksodf.k is flfkl=
wjlrkjd' fudaykhg m;aj is flfkl= mqnqjkjd'
wkak ta wj lsuhs f wdkdmdki;s iudfhka lrkafka'
;uka <u bkak f ;%hdg wjfjkak' wj n,kak
yqiaug ;% '
l<HdK ;%jreks" lue,slu fkkafka keye' wmg
f,dl= m%Yakhla" lue,slu" mdj" taldldlu" lrkak
fohla ke;slu' tuksid l=ul fyda t,af,kjd' n,kak
yqiau yd' yqiau;a iu. j;a n,kak' ta lue,slu
oefkkafka keye' yqiau yd ;% n,kak' ;ukaf.a fyd|u
hdfjl= iu. isk g lue,slu oefkkafka ke;af;a
hfiao fl;r fkdaohla" m%S;shla t;k ;sfnkjo@
iemla t;k kjo@ thg ishoyia .=Khlg;a jvd
je m%S;shla i;=gla fu;k ,nkjd" yqiau;a tlal bkak
mqjka k f wdkdmdki;s iudh ;=<" b;ska l<HdK
;%jreks" wmg bv ,enqfKd;a b kj," l;d lruq
f wdkdmdki;s iudh ke;sk wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
l%udkql+,j mshjfrka mshjr jvkafka flfiao lshd' ta
wjldYh ;nka oeka wm l f,djla wjOdkh fhduq
lruq wfma fyd|u ;=rd fj;' f uqla;sfha fodrgqjg'
fu;ku we;s" fu;ku isjk yqiau .ekSu iy msglsug'

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yqiau we;=,afjkj k we;=,afjk nj oek.kak'''
yqiau msgfjkj k yqiau msgfjk nj oek.kak'''
n,kak fl;r uki ksy~ fjkjo''' fl;r lh
ieye,a fjkjo" lsish rlg we;=fjk msgjk yqiau
.ek" isysfhka isfuka'''
ieye,a jqKq is;ska iy .;ska hq;=j l<HdK ;%jreks"
wms iuq.ksuq wo f Ou idlPdfjka'

yeu fokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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Ndjkdjg msiSu
f.!rjkSh yduqrejka jykai" l<HdK ;%jreks"
wms wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdjg m%fYhla ,nd.;a;d .sh
i;sfha idlPdf' tys ;sfnk m%fhdack ms<sn|j idlPd
lsfuka' ldhsl ksfrda.s;d wxYfhka ldhsl ieye,aj;a
udkis l ks f rda . s ; d wxYfhka udkis l ieye,a j;a
wd jYfhka O me;sj,ska l;d l<d' ta iu.u f
wdkdmdki;s iudh ms<n
s | nqyduqrejka jykafia i|yka
lr ;sfnk m%fhdack ms<sn|j;a ieflka idlPd l<d'
tu ksid wo wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdjg msfikafka flfiao
lshk ldrKh .ek wjOdkh fhduq lruq'

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fu;k wm okakd h h mdil ;;ajhka .ek
lshkjd' wm ljqre;a okakd mdGh zwr[a[.f;d jd"
relaLuQ,.f;d jd" iq[a[d.dr.f;d jdZ lef,alg .sfha
fyda jkdka;rhlg WoHdkhlg fyda .ila hgg .sfha fyda
yqfol,d jQ ;eklg .sfha fyda' iq[a[d.drh lshkafka
f.hla' flS ;ekl yqol,df isk ;ukaf.a ldurh
nql=h fyda tjeks yqfol,d ;eklg .sfha fyda' fu;k
l<HdK ;%jreks" h h iqfYaIS mdil ;;ajhka
.ekhs l;d lrkafka'

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wm uq,skq;a l;d lf<a idudkHfhka wdkdmdki;sh

;uhs f,dalfha jvd;au ckm%sh Ndjkdj' tfia ckm%sh
;sfnkafkaa ldhsl udkisl ieye,aj" u;l Yla;sh hqKq
lsu" ldhsl frda. iqj lr.ekSu jeks is,,
a r b,lal i|yd
muKhs' uki ishq lrka by< wdOHd;al wjfndaOhla
lrd ;h .eUqka oelSu i|yd hk .uklg fkfjhs'
w;ayeu msKsi fkfjhs' tmuK r hEf b,lalhlska
fkfjhs fndfyda g f wdkdmdk wNHdih mqyK
q q lrkafka'
tmuK r hkafka ke;sk bka fuyd f,!lsl yd fN!;sl
b,lal wruqKq iy wfmaCIdjka fjkqfjka k Ndjkd
lrkafka" iqfYaIS yev.eiSula wjYH keye' nia fha
hk tk .uka" f.or bkak .uka" wdydr wkqNj lrk
w;r ta kEu fj,djl uola yqiau .ek wjOdkfhka
ish yelshs'
tfia wNHdi lsf m%fhdack ;sfnkjd' isysh w;a
fjkjd' tf;la ;snqKq ldhsl udkisl fjfyi vdj
ke;sfjkjd' ysf;a l,n, .;shla" CIsma; .;shla"
ms,sirhla ;snqKd k wvqfjkjd' kuq;a nqyduqrejka
jykafia wjOdrKh l< uf.ys hdug n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka
k ksfoaYs; mirh wjYHhs' uki w;g wiqjqfKa ke;s
jqj;a l<HdK ;%jreks" b;du r fohla' w;g wyqfjk
foaj,aj,g jeh wyqfkdfjk uki rhs' wm ys;kafka
fN!;sl foa ;uhs rhs ;ohs lshd' wmg fmfkkafka tfiahs'
.,a leghlska flfkl=g .id ;=jd, lrkak mqjka' .,a
legh r ksid' tys r nj iamY l<yu f;afrkjd'
fmfkkafkaa ke;s" iamY l<dg oefkkafk;a ke;s I
j. ;sfhkak mqjka' lsrK j. ;sfhkak mqjka' kuq;a
rhs lshd ys;k .,a leghlg jvd oreKqhs' ta tl ishq
lsrKhlska r isk flfkl= jqj;a imQKfhka frda.S
lrkak" kdY lrkak mqjka' rhs lshkafka kdYh

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jehs" ;ohs' wm Th ;ohs rhs lshk fN!;sl hlv" l

.,a iy uy fmd<jg jeh fkdfmfkk foa rhs'
tu ksidhs ridhksl w m%n,hs lshkafka m;frd
uQksiaij,g" fudagdj,g jvd' ridhksl w fmfkkafka
keyefk' f uki;a ta jf.a' uki yu rhs f
fmfkk Yrhg jeh' l<HdK ;%jreks" kuq;a wm
ys;kafka wks;a me;a;g zys; lshkafka ishq fohla" Yrh
lshkafka r fohla lshdZ keye' f Yrh yu ishq
fohla fudf<dla fohla ukig idfmaCIj' f Yrh y
wysxilhs ukig idfmaCIj' uki y m%pKavldhs' f
Yrh ldgj;a lror lrkafka keye' uki tfyu fkfjhs'
tlaflfkl=g fokafkl=g ;rla fkfjhs" f,dalhgu lror
ysxid lrkak mqjka' tmuKgu uki ysxidldhs' b;ska
tn jQ ukila ishq lsu myiq keye' wm okakjfka
iqfjka fyda Ndjkd mqyqKq lrk wh f,i f ysf;a
;sfhk r Ndjh fldmuKo lshd' f ys; fldmuK
m%pKav o wdf.YS,S o hkak@ tfukau fldmuK wmyiqo
md,kh lrkak' yslaujd .kak" yiqrejkak' taksid f
tn jQ ukila" tn jQ m%pKav;ajfhka msreKq ysxidjg
keUqrejqKq md,khlska f;dr ukila .eUqkau ishq
lrkak" Tm oukak iy md,kh lrkak f,ais keye'
th > ld,Sk jev ms<sfj<la' ta i|yd iqiq mirhla
wjYHhs' oeka iq ;=jd,hlg fyda ysirohlg k ;ekl
m%;sldr l< yelshs' keu ;ekl mekfvda,a fm;a;la
fokak mqjka' fld;a;u,a,s lla fokak mqjka' uy
mdf jqj;a mqjka' m%Yakhla keye'
ne?re frda.hlg k tfia wdjdg .shdg m%;sldr
lrkak neyefk" hk tk .uka mdrla whsfk' th
ls;aid.drhl l<hq;= fohla' thg;a jvd nrm;, k
Y,Hd.drhl l< hq;=hs' tjekakla flfiaj;a idudkH

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frday,l wmyiqhs' fjku fYaI frday,l" fYaI

Y,Hd.drhla we;=f<a ksh; m%;shlg" ksh; mir
idOl hgf;a m%;sldr l< hq;=hs' ta lrk Y,Hluh
b;du ishq Y,H luhla k idudkH Y,Hd.drhlj;a
l< fkdyelshs' f idxidl frda.h iqj lrk f
ls ; a i dj" wdkdmdki;s iudh kue;s ls ; a i dj
l<HdK ;%jreks" lrkak mqjka fjkafka thgu iqiq
Y,Hd.drhl muKhs' idxidl frda.h iqjlsu kue;s
ls;aidj lr.ekSug k wkak t;kg hkak fjkjd'
yenehs tmuK r hkafka ke;sj" bka fuyd we;s ndysr
fN!;sl frda. muKlaa iqj lr.kak k n,dfmdfrd;a;=j"
fYaI ;eklau wjYH keye' hk tk .ukq;a mqjka'
> jQ .uklg k wdkdmdki;s iudh jvkafka
l<HdK ;%jreks" ta lghq;a; r mirhl wmyiqhs'
ta ksid ishq mir ;;aajhka fydhdf.k hkak fjkjd'
we;s lr.; hq;= fjkjd' wij,a ia:dkfha k mdil
;;aajhka ishq lshd lshkak neye' ta ksid wm oek .;
hq;=hs wfma k phdj fjkia lrf.k" f.or jevm,
nqoau;aj l<ukdlrKh lrf.k" ta meh isy;r ;=<
fldhs fj,dj o fldhs fydardj o fldhs ksfIh o" ishq
ieye,a" l,n, wvq" lror wvq" isys,a jQ wjia:dj lshd
ykdf.k tu wjia:df fuu wNHdifha fhfokak'
tg wr l,n,h;a iu. lrk wdkdmdki;shg
jeh tys fjkila ;sfhkjd' .eUqrlg hkak mqjka'
tu ksid fu;k lshkafka iqiq ia:dk .ek ksoYk
lsysmhla' f .ia hg muKhs' jk .; h hq;=uhs'
ksjiska fiiq wh mkakd h hq;=hs lshd fkdfjhs'
zwr[a[.f;da jdZ le,hlg" jkdka;rhlg" WoHdkhlg
.sfha fyda zrelaLuQ,.f;da jdZ rela uq,lg .sfha fyda
ziq[a[d.dr.f;da jdZ flS yqfol,d jqKq ;eklg

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.sfha fyda' zfydaZ lshk jpkfhka ;j;a tn jQ ;eka

wmg yod.kak fydhd.kak mqjka nj wefjkjd' th
;ukaf.a oCI;djh zzwkak w;k ;uhs" tlu ;ek' t;kg
.sfhd;a muKhs Ndjkd lrkak mqjkaZZ lshd mgq f,i
fkdis;sh hq;=hs' l<n,ld ;h ;=< oCI h hq;=hs"
l=i,;djhla we;s lr.; hq;=hs" flh fydhd .ekSug"
flh ksji ;=< idod .ekSug" f.hs iSudj we;=f<a' ;j
flfkl=f.a iSudj thg fjkia h yelshs' ixikaokhla
lrkak hkak tmd' ;ukag yels f,i wks;a whg ndOdjla
fkdfjk whqka ia:dkh ilia lr.kak'

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B<g zksiSo;s m,a,Xlx wdN=;ajdZ' wm jdjk
wdldrh jeo.;a' fuys lshkjd m,la ne| jdfjkak'
wdkdmdki;sh .ek ia;r lrk yeu ;eklu wdikh
ksfoaYs;hs' bh y;rl wm bkakjd' ;fhau Th
i;r bhj,hs bkafka' f i;r bhfju Ndjkd
lrkak;a mqjka' tfia l<hq;= nj;a wm wid ;sfhkjd'
isysh yd ffu;s%h mqre lsf lrKSh iQ;%fha lshkjd
z;sGx prx ksiskafkdaj ihdfkdajd hdj;iai .;oafOda
ta;x i;sx wfGHhZ' ;sGx prx - isgf.k isk g"
wek g" ksiskafkdajd - jd isk g' ihdfkdajd
- ydkais isk g;a hdj;iai .;oafOda - h;dla
ks fkd,nd yskjd k" ta ;dla zta;x i;sx wfGHhZ
- isysfhka bkak wIaGdk lr.kak' W;aidyhla ke;sj
isysfhka bkak ,efnkafka keyefk' ta i|yd wIaGdkhla
wjYHhs' bhjlg meKs gu ys;kjd ud ka isgf.k
bkafka' f bhj udrelrk ;=re isysfhka bkakjd'
wjOdkfhka bka k jd' w;S ; fha wkd.;fha fkfjhs
j;udkfha bkakjd' ud oeka wekak mgka .;a;d'
fu;k isg nia kej;=m,g hkjd' fu;kska mgka.;a

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ilauk nia hg ksk ;=re isysfhka lrkjd lshk

wIaGdkh ;sh hq;=hs' zta;x i;sx wfGHhZ - ta isysh
tkafka wIaGdkh;a iu.' nia tlg hkjd lshd .shdg
isysfhka fkfjhs hkafka' nia tlg ;uhs hkafka kuq;a
isysfhka fkfuhs hkafka' bhjlg wm tkg uq,ska
u ta wIaGdkh we;s lr.kak' ta bhfju bkak ;dla
isysfhka bkak' kskaog hk;=reu zhdj;iai .;oafOdaZ
ksod.;a;g miafi fkfjhs kskoa g hk;=reu isyfs hka bkak'
Ndjkdj .ek l;dlrk g fndfyda Ndjkd
l%uj, y;r bhfju Ndjkd lrkak lshkjd' wm
tfia l<hq;=hs' ulaksido@ y;r bhfju wmg ;ryd
tkjd' y;r bhfju wdYdj tkjd' l we;sfjkjd'
wyj,a bhf isk g l tkafka keye lshd lshkak
neye' tn uqla; ldhsl bhjla keye' tk kslaf,aIS
ldhsl bhjla keye' kEu bhjl is;g wdf.
tkak mqjka' flf,ia tkak mqjka' is; w;S;hg
jkak mqjka' wkd.;h .ek ySk olskak mqjka' ta
ksid yeu bhjlu isysfhka isu l< hq;=hs' kuq;a
f wdkdmdki;s iud ;;ajh .ek l;dlrk g
wks;a bh ;=k .ek lshkafka keye' thg fya;=j wr
mirh .ek lshQ fya;=ju ;uhs' yqiau .ek Ndjkd l<
yelshs y;r bhfju' ta .ek jdohla keye' flfkl=g
ysgf.k bkak fldg;a yqiau .ek wjOdkfhka bkak
mqjka' wek g;a wdYajdi m%Yajdi .ek wjOdkfhka
wekak mqjka' ydkais kskaog hk;=re;aa flfkl=g
;ukaf.a yqiau .ek idjOdk fjkak mqjka tla;rd
rlg' ta;a je wE;lg hkak neye' ulaksido@ f yqiau
uQ,sl jYfhka ldhsl wjYH;djhlg isjk fohlafk'
ldhsl lghq;=j, lh l%shdlrk g ta m%udKhg yqiau
;sh hq;=hs' wm wek g ta wef Yla;shg ta wjYH

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m%udKhg fmky msfnkjd" yelsf,kjd' ta m%udKhg

yqiau we;= fjkjd" msgfjkjd' ydkais jQ g kskaog
hkg yqiau fjkia' tmuK . yqiaula wjYH keye'
isgf.k isk g ;j;a fjkia' ysgf.k bkak Yla;shla
kE' f .ek bhg l;d lrkak n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkjd'
l<HdK ;% j reks " f wdYa j di m% Y a j di fol
mj;kh fjk ye" mshjfrka mshjrg ishq fjk
ye iQCIu fjk wdldrh n,kg tn jQ iQCIu ishq
;;aajhkag wdYajdi m%Yajdi <d lr.kak neye ldhsl
jYfhka wm lsish jHdhduhl fhfokjd k' ysgf.k
isu lshkafka jHdhduhla" weu lshkafka jHdhduhla'
ydkais jQ g jkafka tys wksla me;a;' wjYH m%udKhgj;a
yqiau ke;s fjkjd' blaukgu yqiau fkdoekS kskao hd
yelshs' thska fmfkkafka f y;r bhfju wmg yqiau
.ek isysfhka bkak mqjka' kuq;a .eUqrlg hkak
wudrehs' ta ksid lshkjd jdfjkak' jd jQ g wju
Yla;shla wjYH jkafka' wju Yla;shla jqj;a t;k wj
njla ;sfnkjd' ydkais bkak ;;aajhg jvd th fjkia'
f i|yd mqgqjl jqj;a jdfjkak mqjka' tys m%Yakhla
keye' myiq mqgqjl jdfjkak mqjka wdkdmdki;sh
lrkak' md fol fmdf<df iamY fjk yg uu jd
h hq;=hs lshd kS;shla keye' fya;a;= jQjdg .egjl=;a
keye' tfyu ke;sk m,la ne|f.k zm,a,Xlx wdN=;ajdZ
fyd| mhxlhla yodf.k" fyd|g jd hyels wdikhla
mqyqKq lr jdu tla l%uhla' fun jQ mhxlhla
flfkl= mqyqKq l<g uq, jdf.a wmyiq keye'
nqoaO m%;sud jykafia kula jev bkak bhj
isoaOdikh" moaudikh jf.a wdikj, uq,skau bkak
wmyiqhs" Ialrhs mqre ke;s ksid' kuq;a m,la ne|

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ysu l%ufhka mqre lr.ekSu fyd|hs wdkdmdki;sh jf.a

Ndjkdjla iud ugug hqKq lr.kak n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkjd k' yels iEu gu ta bhfjka bkak'
wkqlu
% fhka hqKq lr.kak mqjka" ld,h > lr.kska'
mhxlhl ;sfnk jeo.;al fudkjdo@ wms<fs j<lg jd
jQ g ieu gu bhj m%;i
s xialrKh lrka bkak
fjkjd' Ndjkdjg fj,djla keye' fujka mhxlhl
uekka jd jQ g md fol fmdf<dj u; r|kjd' md folu
fmd<j u; imQKfhkau msyg
s kjd' ke;sk uq Yrfha
nr orkak fjkafka mdofha ia:dk fol ;=klg muKhs'
t;k Yrfha nr f ;eka lsym
s hlska muKhs orkakg
isoO
a fjkafka' tg ta ;eka fokjd jehs' th tl fya;j
= la'
tu ksid f wdldrhg uekka uq
q md folu fmdf<dj
u; ;ekam;a lr.; yels k tg Yrhg myiqhs' mqre
jQ g f,dl= iqjhla ;sfhkjd' fuu bhfju Ndjkd
fkdl<;a ta bhf ;sfhkjd iqjhla' l%ufhka mqyqKq
lr.kak' meh ;=k y;rla fkfjhs" mqjka fj,djla tl
bhfjka bkak' meh nd.hla l%ufhka je lr ks;a;=
y;,sia myla fyda mehla bkak mqre jkak'
zm,a,Xlx wdN=;ajdZ f l%uhg jd jQ g fldkao
iDcq fjkjd' zWcqx ldhx mKsOdhZ B< iqiqlu Wvq lh
fl,ska ;nd .ekSu' ke;sk jka jr ;uka iska fldkao
fl,ska ;nd .; hq;= fjkjd' l l jl=gq fjkjd' wdmyq
fldkao iDcq lr.; hq;=hs' kuq;a f mhxlh kue;s
wdlD;shg wd g iajNdjfhkau ksre;aidylju Wvqlh
iDcq fjkjd' wpqjl oeuQ ;;ajhlg m;afjkjd' wpqjlg
hula WKq lr uQ miq wpqf yevhg ;sfhkjdfka' kshu
wdldrhg jd jQ g jka jr Yrh yokak k keye'
imQK ld,h ;=<u imQKfhka bhj .egjla
jkafka keye' kej; kej; fldkao fl,ska fjkj o

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jl=gq fjkj o jug weofjkj o ol=Kg yefrkj o

fjd fih hq;= keye'

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uq,u wdikh ch.;a g bka miq ;uka ksoyia'
b ixjOk lghq;= ksoyfia lr.kak mqjka' B<g
we;s jk m%Yk
a h ;uhs fudk wdikhl jd jqj;a ysjeu'
tla mdohla fyda folu fokjd" ysjefgkjd' fndfyda
g flfkl= hg m;afjk ldrKhla ;uhs ysjeu'
fYaIfhka foaYsl Ndjkdkqfhda.Ska l f,djla jd
wk;=rej wyk m%Yakh ll=,a ysjeu ys;lr fjhso@
.gu ysje ;snfq Kd;a f,a .uka lrkafka ke;=j ta mdoh
iodld,sl jYfhkau wxY Nd.hg thso@ keye' wm tfia
jre .Kka" ojia .Kka bkafka keye' tfyu ysh;a thska
Ydl j,;djhla fjkafka keye' wm l,n, jQfha
ke;sk l f,djlska ysjeu ke;sfjkjd" ke;sjqKdg
miq bh udre lrkak mqjka' ysjeu ;sh u bhj
udre lrk g ;uhs fokdj tkafka'
fYaIfhka wdikhla yod.kafku ta jf.a md folg
hk f,a m%udKh wvq lr.kak' ojfia jefj,djl
bkak bhj, .=re;ajdlIKh ksid jemqr f,a
yoj;ska .,d tkafku my<g' wdydr Khg" ke;sk
md folghs' yoj;g;a oe W;aidyhla .kak fjkjd
.=re;ajdlIKhg mgyeKsj fud<hg f,a jemqr fmdm
lrkak' fujka bhjlg ;a fufia md fol kud.;a
g rerh jemqr Yrfha my<g .uka lrkafka keye'
ta fkdhk ksid yoj;g myiqhs ;u Yla;sh fhduq lr
fud<hg f,a jemqr fmdm lrkak'
th n,dfmdfrd;a;= jk fohla" Ndjkdfj wm wksl;
= a
Ydl l%shdldrlj,g jeo.;alula fokafka keye' ta

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fj,dfj wdydr Kh wd l%shd jeo.;a keye' Ndjkdj

kqjK jvk" fudf<a jvk wjOdkh hqKq lrk fohla'
ta ksid jemqr f,a k fjkafk f fj,dfj by<ghs'
my<g fkfjhs' idudkH ;fha wfma Yla;sh jemqr
fhduq fjkafka my<g' Ndjkdfj ;uhs my<g fhduq jqqKq
Yla;h
s by<g .kafka' ta ksid fN!;sl jYfhkq;a myiqjla
f jf.a bhjla mqre lr.kak mqjka k'

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zWcqx ldhxZ Wvqlh iDcqj ;nd.ekSu jeo.;a
lreKla' kdifhka we;=,afjk yqiau lsis wmyiqjlska
f;drj fmky lrd hkak Wo fjkjd' jl=gq fldkao
kudf.k me;a;lg we, isk g ta Yajik ud.h
iDcq keye" ksoyia keye' y;s jefgkjd' kuq;a Wvqlh
iDcqj ;sfhk wjia:dfj yqiau we;=,au msgu fndfydu
myiqfjka ksoyfia ieye,afjka is fjkjd' fud<h
f;lau rer .ukd.ukh ldhCIu fjkjd' iqiqkdj
iDcqj ;sfnkjd' jl=gq ysr weo fkdfjhs' fud<h
iu. flfrk ikaksfokh ldhCIuj isoaOfjkjd'
wdOHd;al jYfhka lsish Ndjkdjla fkdl<;a fun jQ
bhjl isu ;=<k
s u
a fud<h jefvkjd' ke;sk nqo
a uh
m%fndaOhla isoaO fjkjd lshd h h mfhaIKj,ska Tmamq
lr,d ;sfhkjd' ta lshkafka fud<fha Okd;aul fjkial
fjkjd' idudkH bhjlg jvd fud<fhka ksl=;a fjk
lsrK j. fjkia' tu ksid nqoauh ldhhka i|yd
mdv lsu wOHhkh lsu jf.a ldhhka i|yd fyd|u
bhj ;uhs mhxlhl Wvqlh iDcqj isu'
ta nqoauh mKdufha w.%M,h ;uhs i;HdjfndaOh'
ta i|yd ksfoaY l< bhjla ;uhs f mhxlh iy
Wvqlh iDcqj ;nd.ekSu' fjd kS;s fkfjhs' yhg

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wxYlhgu wl=rgu ta ygu bkak k" ke;sk Ndjkd

lr.kak neye lshd mk;la keye' wdOdrlhla f,i"
Wojla yg ta Wmldrh .;a;g jrola keye' udkisl
ixjOkh" f lh Wv / ;sfnk fohla fkfjhsfka' wm
isk bhj u; fkdfjhs wfma wdOHd;al .uk ;SrKh
fjkafka' kuq;a ta bhfjka Wojla .kak mqjkak
th .kak' uki ieye,a fjk ldhsl bhj fjkia
fjkjd' tk Yrh we,fjkak mqjka' kefukak mqjka'
tydg fuydg yefrkak mqjka' jl=gq fjkak mqjka'
b;ska ks;r ks;ru bhj yod.kak fjkjd' tfia
ks;r ks;r bhj yod.kak .shg wr ieye,a nj
ke;sfjkjd' tg lh ieye,a;a keye' ta .egj keye
fujka mhxlhl isk g' Yrh wpqjl oeu jf.a
;sfhkjd' tg ta ;uka ish hq;= ld,h fldmuK y"
ksh; ld,h ;=< bhj fjkia fjkafka keye' ta .ek
;uka ,; h hq;= keye' .gu ;ukaf. .uk hkak
mqjka lh;a ieye,a lrka" is;;a ieye,a lrka'
tjka m%dfhda.sl me;a;la .ek fu;k nqyduqrejka
jykafia l;d lrkjd f .sudkkao iQ;f% ha wdkdmdki;s
ix{dj ia;r lrk g'
oeka B< ldrKh ;uhs l<HdK ;%jreks" wfma
idlPdf m%Odk ldrKh' wdkdmdki;s ix{dj ke;sk
wdkdmdki;s iudh ia;r lsu' f fudk jpkj,ska
lsj;a fuys f,dl= fjkila keye' f .sudkkao iQ;%fha
;sfhk ia;rhg wu;rj" wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj .ek
wfkl=;a ;ekaj,ska lshk ldrKd;a tl;= lr.kska
fuys imQK ia;rhla lsug ;uhs wfmaCId lrkafka'
.sudkkao iQ;%fha ;sfhk ia;rh fyd|gu m%udKj;a'
th m%udKj;a keye lshkjd fkfuhs' tfiau ishq f,i
ia;r lrmq ;eka ;sfhkjd' tajd .ek;a wm l;d lrkak
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd'

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ZM2GNK
fufia flS ;eklg hka k ' m,la ne|f.k
Wvqlh iDcqj ;ndf.k jdfjkak' mirhg is; fhduq
lrkak n,kak' mirhla ykd .kak mqjka' mirh
ykd .ekSu uq,au ldhhs' ta mirh fldmuK ksy~ o
fldmuK ksial,xl o iduld o ikaiqka o hk ldrKd
ykd .kakg mqjka' mirfha ;sfnk iduld njg"
ksial,xl njg" ikaiqka njg flfkl= ixf fjkg"
ta flfrys flfkl= idjOdk fjkg" iajNdjfhkau
isoaOjk fohla k mirfha ksyv nj iska flfkl=f.a
uki lsish rlg ksy~ lsu' wuq;= wdhdihla wjYH
keye Ydka; nj w;aolskak" ;uka iska wkjYH
l,n, yod.kq ,nkafka ke;sk' mirh fldmuK
ksy~ jqj;a flfkl=g mqjka m%pKav fjkak" ta ;ukau
m%pKav jqfKd;a' ta wjYH;djh ke;sk wjg mirfha
ksy~;djh" ksial,xl nj" iduld nj" ikaiqka nj
flfrys flfkl= wjOdkfhka iskjd k ta wjOdkh
ksid ta ksial,xl nj" ikaiqka nj .,d tkjd ;uka
fj;g'
fuh ;uhs idudkH ;sh' hulg wm wjOdkh
fhduq l< g l=ulao isjkafka@ wjOdkh lshkafk
yhg k,hla jeks fohla' wjOdkfhka ;uhs inkaO
;sfnkafka' tg wjOdkh fhduq lrk ;eke;a;d iy
wjOdkhg fhduqjk foh hk fol tlg inkaO fjkjd'
tfia inkaO jQ g f wjOdkh fhduql< ;eke;a;df.ka
wjOdkhg fhduq jQ foh fj;g hula .,df.k hkjd'
tfiau wjOdkh fhduq jQ fohska wjOdkh fhduq l<
;eke;a;d fj;g;a t;k ;snqKq .;s ,CIK ldka
fjkjd' rl:k ikaksfokhla fuka fome;a;gu isoaO
fjkjd' ksoYkhla .ksuq' wm wjOdkh fhduq l<fyd;a
if;l=g ta i;df.a h fjkila is fjkjd' if;l= yd

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n,kak' weiafol yd n,df.k bkak' Tn fldamfhka

k ta i;d foi n,kafka i;d lsfmkjd' i;d l,n,
fjkjd' Tn fudkj;a lf<a keye' nekafka keye' lE
.eyqf keye' n,df.k yshd muKhs' wjOdkh fhduq
l<d muKhs' Tn ;=< ;snQ hula ta wjOdkh fhduq jQ
i;d lrd wjOdkh ;=<ska .uka l<d' .,df.k .shd'
fuh je,elah fkdyelshs' wjOdkh hkq m%jdyk fiajhla
jf.a' h h foa .uka lrk udOHhla' foaj,a wjOdkh
yryd tydg fuydg .uka lrkjd' .kqfokqjla' tfia hula
fokafka;a ke;=j .kafk;a ke;=j wjOdkfhka isu myiq
keye' wjOdkfhka isk g wm < we;s hula fokjd'
ta jf.au t;k we;s hula wm .kakjd'
fndfydu ffu;%sfhka ohdfjka wkqlmdfjka flfkl=
yd n,kak' if;l= yd jqj;a' ta i;d fjkia fjkjd'
ta i;d ;=< ;snqKd k fr! Ndjhla th wvqfjkjd'
fudkj;a lshkak wjYH keye' uka;%hla cm lf<a keye'
ks fnfy;la kafka keye' kuq;a wjOdkh kue;s k,h
;=<ska wm lreKdj m%odkh l<d' ohdj hejqjd" wkqlmdj
kakd' th .,df.k hkjd b,lalh lrd' wm ;=< ta
fj,df we;af;a fln jQ udkisl iajNdjhla o ta udkisl
iajNdjh wjOdkh ;=<ska ta wjOdkh fhduq jQ ;ekg
.uka lrkjd' yhg tkak;a lrkjd jf.a' tmuKla
fkfjhs' t;kska hul=;a wm veye .kakjd' flfkl= lE
.ykjd' wm ta yd n,df.k bkak g n,df.k isk
flkd;a l<n, fjkjd' ;ryd tkak mqjka' fkdikaiqka
fjkak mqjka' tn fkdikaiqka f kE lula ;snqfKa
keye" wmg lsis inkaOhl=;a keye' ta;a wm fkdikaiqka
fjkjd' ;%mhla kdgHhla n,k g n,kak t;k
;sfhk m%Yak la fokd ta fYfhka wmg;a fndafjk ye'
ta yd n,df.k bkak g" ta l;df wmg inkaOhla

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keye' wm p;hla fkfjhs' wm tys fldgil=;a fkfjhs'

wm lrkafka ksy~j n,df.k bu' yenehs n,df.k
bu ;=<ska yeS fnda fjkjd' Tng yels k .eUqre jQ
Ydka; jQ wjOdkhla fhduq lrkak l,n, jQ msila fj;g
Tjqka lsish rlg fyda ikaiqka fjkjd' Tf ikaiqka
nj Tjqka fj;g .,df.k hkjd' wjOdkh lshkafka ysia
nghla jf.a fohla' thska foaj,a .ukd.ukh lrkjd'
tu ksihs wkjYH foag wjOdkh fhduq lrkak tmd
lshkafka' wmg f wjOdkh md,kh lrkak nek tk
wjOdkfhka isk g ;udf.ka t;kg .uka lrkafka
fudkjdo@ h hq;af;a l=ulao@ .; hq;af;a l=ulao@ lshk
ldrKh wmg l<ukdlrKh lr.kak nek t;k ta
isoaO fjk foa .ek wm isysfhka fkfjhs k bkafka"
tfyuk ta wkjYH foaj,aj,g wjOdkh fhduq fkdlsu
jvd;au iqiqhs' ula ksido@ m%;sM,h l=ula fo okafka
ke;s ksid' tlaflda wm kdY fjkak mqjka' ke;sk
wks;a flfkl=g ydkshla fjkak mqjka'
mirh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak' ;uka Ndjkdjg
.sh jkdka;rh" WoHdkh" tys we;s flh" wjg ;sfnk
ksyehdj" ikaiqka nj flfrys flfkl= wjOdkfhka
isk g ta mirfha we;s ikaiqka;djh .,df.k tkjd
ta flfrys wjOdkfhka is ;eke;a;df.a ukig' ta
mirfha ;sfhk ksyehdj" ta mirfha ;sfhk iduld
nj ksYap,;ajh iy Ydka; nj" ta flfrys wjOdkfhka
isk ;eke;a;d ;=<g msfikjd' meK ta uki;a
Ydka; njg m;alrkjd' ksy~ lrkjd' fuh idudkH
fohla" m%d;sydhhla fkfjhs' iEu fudfyd;lu isoaOfjk
fohla' fome;a;gu fuh isoaO fjkjd' i;=ka ksiaiq
;rla fkfjhs u,la yd n,df.k bkak' ta u, fjkia
fjkjd' n,k flkdg wkqj ta foa fjkia fjkjd' wfma

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weyeg fmakafka ke;sj fjkia fjkak mgka .kakjd' ta

;rla fkfjhs' ta ksid n,k ;eke;a;;a fjkia fjkjd'
n,kak l,ska ysh ;eke;a;d fkfjhs u, yd n,df.k
bkak g bkafk' thd fjkia fj,d' ;%jreks" th ;uhs
m<uqfjks wNHdih' m<uqjeks mshjr wjg mirh ms<sn|
idjOdk u' ykd.ekSu'

QG\VU<R
tg ta ykd .ekSu ;=< ksy~ nj ksial,xl
nj ;rla fkfjhs fudkjo ;sfhk Yo lshk lreK;a
k.kak mqjka' ishhg ishhlau ksy~ mirhla
fldfyaj;a keyefka l<HdK ;%jreks' tu ksid ta ;sfhk
Yo;a ykd.kak' fudk fya Yo o f mirfha
;sfhkak lshd' tajdg yqrefjkak' tg okakjd tn Yo
Ndjkdf wefykak mqjka nj'
ta ksid Ndjkdj lrf.k hkg w;ru ta fya
Yohla weyqKd lshd .eiafikafka keye' ;e;s.kafka keye'
l,n, fjkafka keye' ulaksido Ndjkdj wdrNfhau
ta mdil Yo flfrys uki yqre l<d' th jeo.;a'
wf;ka Yo wefykak mqjka' fuf;la ld,hla weiS ke;s
w;au Yohla weiS .eiafikak mqjka' kuq;a thg we;s
bv wvqhsfk' kEu mirhl idudkHfhka ta mirhg
wdfksl Yo ;sfhkjd' tajd wk.kak' uki ksy~
jkak bv fokak' wefyk Yo yd ta mirfha ;sfhk
f>daIdj,g yqrefjkak'
tk ksYaYo;djhg muKla wefkd;a" wdlYKh
jqjfyd;a tu ndysr ksyehdj Ndjkdj wjidk jk;=reu
mj;S lshk mgq n,dfmdfrd;a;=j we;s lr.;af;d;a" b;ska
t;kska tydg Ndjkdj lrf.k hkak neye' ;uka
w,a,d.;a ksYaYo;djh ;=< isr iskakg mqjka' th

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fyd|hs fuh fyd|hs lshd hula .%yKh lrf.k Wmdodk

lrf.k f .uk kej;sh yelshs' ta ksid f fome;a;u
n,kak' wksla w;ska Ndjkdfj Yo tkjg leu;s
keye' ys;kjd f Yo .eula' fuh lrorhla' ta ksid
ksy~;djhg wef,k w;r Yoj,g .efgkjd' Yoj,g
m%;sl%shd lrkjd' wlue;s fjkjd' f folu wvqlr .;
hq;=hs'
ta i|yd ;sfhk fyd|u l%uh ;uhs f ;sfhk
ksy~;djh ykd.ekSu' ta ksy~;djh f;are .ekSu' ta
ksy~;djh ksid uki;a ksy~ lr.ekSu' ta ;=<ska lh;a
ikaiqka fjkjd' ta ;rla fkfjhs iajNdl mirhla
lshkafka imQKfhka ksy~ jQ mirhlg fkdjk nj
wjfndaO fjkjd' tys Yo;a ;sfhkak mqjka' f>daId;a
tkak mqjka' n,dfmdfrd;a;= ke;s fya l,n,;a
tkak mqjka' taj;a n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak tajd iu.
.efgkak;a tmd' tllg wef,kafk;a keye reoaO
wxYh iu. .efgkafk;a keye' wkak tn jQ uOHia:
ys;la f iQCIu Y,H luh i|yd wjYH fjkjd' is;
yod.kak f mirh flfrys' uq,ska wjOdkfhka isu
b;du m%fhdackj;a'

EKMP\LTIMND\RGNDN
B<g fojeks ldrKh bhj' uq,ska mirhg'
B<g lshkafka bhj' ;ud jd iskjd' bkak nj
oek.kakjd' th b;d jeo.;a' f j;udkfha isug"
uu f fj,df bkafka fudk bhfjo lshd oek.ekSu
y jeo.;a' ulaksido f bhjhs j;udkhhs lshkafka
folla fkfjhs tlla' B< ldrKh ;uhs f bhf
ysf fldkao fyd|g iDcqj ;sfhkjd o fl<ska ;sfhkj o
myiq o f bhf ;sfnk ksYap,;ajh fldmuKo ykd

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.kakjd' mirh;a ikaiqka' bhj;a ikaiqka' bhjg

wjOdkh fhduq lr bhf fokd fyda wmyiq;d
;sfhkjd k fokjd k tajd yod.kakjd' fokdfjkau
Ndjkdj mgka.kak tmd' tfyu Ndjkd lrkak neyefk'
ta ksid myiqfjka bhj yod.kak' kej;;a bhj fj;
wjOdkh fhduqlr wmg mqjka ysia uqfka isg mdodka;h
f;lau mCIdlr n,kak' wmyiqjla ;sfhkjo@ f bkak
y lrorhla o Yrhg ysyerhla o bkak mqjka o
f yg ;j meh nd.hla@ tfia uid wmyiq k myiq
f,ig bhj yod.kak' w;rueo weUfrkjg" o,kjg
jeh wdrNfha u ta .ek ie,ls,su;a bhj
yod.ekSu fjkia lr.ekSu fyd|hs'

QG\VUL[IRNG\NGNDN
fuf,i bhj .ek" lh .ek wjOdkfhka isk
g r foaj,a oefkkjd' f lh fmd<f je,d ;sfhk
ye oefkkjd' ta fmd<f iamY jk ;ekaj,ska we;sfjk
ixfokd oefkkjd' tlsfkl ysr f;rmS ;o ;sfhk
;eka" we ksid oefkk iamY f ish,a, oefkkak
mgka .kakjd' ndysr jYfhka we;sfjk ldhsl iamY"
ldhsl ixfokd ;uhs uq,skau oefkkafka' tajdg ys;
fhduq lrkak' ndysr jYfhka f fmd<dj ksid Yrhg
oefkk iamY fudkjdo ixfokd fudkjdo@ weu ksid
oefkk ixfokd fudkjo" B<g f tlsfkl iamY
we;s fow; ksid md fol ksid oefkk ixfokd fudkjd
o@ f lfha ;sfhk ndysr ixfokd .ek wmg mqjka
wjOdkfhka bkak' th ;=kafjks mshjr'
tl mirh' fol jdfj,d bkak bhj fyj;a
j;udkhg ys; tau' bhj myiqfjka yod.ekSu'
;=kafjks mshjr ta myiq bhj ;=< oefkk foa .ek

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wjOdkfhka bkakjd' tfia ndysr jYfhka oefkk foa

.ek wjOdkfhka bkak g wNHka;r jYfhka isoaO fjk
foa oek.kak Wojla fjkjd' tla jrgu wNHka;rhg
hkak wmyiqhs'
uq , s k a f ndys r h .ek wjOdkfhka is fuka
wjOdkh ishq iamYhka ^uq,ska oefkkafka iamYhka&
iy l%shdld;ajhka oefkkak mgka .kakjd' iamYfhka
k;r fjkafka keye' iamYfhka mgkaf.k ixfokdj,ska
mgkaf.k Yrfha is fjk foa oefkkakg mgka .kakjd'
f Yrh lshkafka uyd ludka; Yd,djla jf.a fka'
fuys fldmuK foa is fjkjo@ ta iEu fohlau ke;;a"
iaj,amhla fyda oefkkak mgka.kakjd' iamY iy
ixfokdj,ska l%h
s dld;ajhg hkjd' wkak l%h
s dld;ajhka
w;r jeo.;au l%shdld;ajhla ;uhs wdYajdi m%Yajdih'
yqiau .ekSu msglsu lshk l%shdld;ajh' yqiau fydhd
.kak yiais fjkak tmd'
fndfyda fofkl= wdkdmdki;sh mqre lrk g"
jd jQ ieKskau yqiau fydhkjd' tfyu wmyiqhs' t;kg
tk;=re fyysg hkak' bkak mirh .ek" ksy~;djh
.ek" Yo .ek" tajdg ;sfhk we,S .e ykdf.k tajd
w;yka B<g j;udkhg ys; f.k;a jd bkakjd'
Yrh jd ;sfhkafka' bhj fldfyduo@ iDcq o@ fuh
myiq o@ ke;sk myiqfjka yodf.k" ta myiq bhjg
oefkk ndysr ixfokd iamYhka ykd.kak tlska tl'
tl ;eklska mgka.kak' by< isg my<g fyda my< isg
by<g fyda ke;sk iuia; Yrhgu ys; fhduq lr' bka
miqj bka Tfnys we;s ishq l%shdld;ajhka oefkkak
mgka .kakjd' tf;la bjiSfuka bkak' l,n,fhka
fydhkak hkak tmd' wjOdkh ishq fjk g ta ishq
jQ wjOdkhg ishq jQ wdYajdi" ishq jQ m%Yajdi oefkkak

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mgka .kakjd' b;ska ta i|yd fldmuK f,djla hhso

lshkak neye" fldmuK .sh;a lula keye' tf;la bkak'
;ukag yqiau iajNdjfhkau oefkkf;la ksre;aidyfhka
wdYajdi m%Yajdi oefkk f;la wr Yrh .ek Yrfha
isoaO fjk foa Yrhg oefkk foa .ek wjOdkfhka bkak'
tfia wjOdkfhka isk g h fudfyd;l ;ukaf.a
Yrh yqiau .kak msglrk nj oefkkak mgka .kakjd'
ta nj k.kafka ke;=j flfiaj;a wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
lrkak neye' wksjdhfhka u iajNdlj oefkkakg
k' tu ksid tfia isu mdvqjla fkfjhs' ld,h
ld oeula fkfjhs' t;k isysfhka bkakjd' wjOdkfhka
bkakjd' uOHia:j WfmaCIdfjka bkakjd' tfia isu
;=< yqiau oefkkafka ke;;a wfma isysh hqKq fjkjd'
wjOdkh hqKq fjkjd' WfmaCIdj hqKq fjkjd' tfia
wjOdkfhka" isyfs hka" WfmaCIdfjka isk g wkak b;du
ishqj oefkkak mgka.kakjd f Yrh yqiau .kakjd"
yqiau msglrkjd' ta oekSu mok lrf.khs bka tydg
wdkdmdki;sh jvkakg kE'
lsish rlg f ldhsl bhj flfrys ;sfhk
wjOdkh ksid ksy~ jQ ukiska ikaiqka jQ ukiska Ydka;
jQ ukiska hq;=j wms f Ndjkdj wjidk lruq' W;aidy
.ksuq f.or" fl fj,djl f lshQ iy weiQ ia;rj,g
wkqj ta lshQ ldrKd fldf;la rg w;aolskak mqjka o
lshd mfhaIKh lrkak' ta mfhaIKh ;=<ska Ndjkdj
;ukaf.u w;aoelSula njg m;afjhs' tu wgkska hq;=j
l<HdK ;%jreks" wms isr huq' yeu fokdgu f;rejka
irKhs

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uki ilia lsu

f.!rjkSh iajdka jykai" l<HdK ;%jreks"
wm ljqre;a okak wid we;s jefokl= mqre lrk f
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj" ta wdkdmdki;s iudh ms<n
s |j
lsish lreKq ldrKd lsysmhla .sh i;sfh;a" l,ska
i;sfha;a l;d l<d' .sudkkao iQ;f% ha tk ta ix{d oyfha
wjidk ix{dj wdkdmdki;s ix{dj ia;r lsf' fu;k
ne ne,aug lrkak ;sfhkafka yqfol,djl md ;eklg"
ksy~ ;eklg f.dia m,la ne|f.k mhxlhl jd "
Wvqlh iDcqj ;ndf.k yqiu
a .ek wjOdkfhka isu'

MNIGDOK
fu;k l<HdK ;%jreks" wmg mqjka o kEu
flfkl=g lshkak wd oeka Ndjkd lrkak jdfjkak
lshd@ bf.k .kak <ufhl=g ke;sk /lshdjla fydhk
flfkl=g jdy wfmaCIdfjka bkak flfkl=g" mq;=kag
mdi,a fydhk" ta whf.a wOHdmkh fjkqfjka fjfyfik"
ta whf.a jdy lghq;= wd f.j,a fodrj,a yod.ekSu
fjkqfjka fjfyfik" foaYmd,kh hqoO
a h wd wm f,!lslhs
lshd lshk ke;sk tfkod ;fha lghq;= lrk" tn
jQ wruqKq wfmaCIdjkaf.ka msreKq" thu ;h fia olsk
flfkl=g lsfjd;a" zzl<HdK ;%jreks" Th bf.kSu
kj;ajkak fmdvla' jdyh miqmi u kj;ajkak"

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uqo,a miqmi yq neu kj;ajkak" f.a yeu .ek

ys;kak tmd' yqfol,d ;eklg hkak' md ;eklg
hkak' m,la ne|f.k u jdfjkak' fldkao fl<ska
;shd.kak' yqiau we;=,au msgu oek.kak'ZZ fufyu
lsfjd;a" l<HdK ;%jreks" lS fofkl= k wkq.ukh
lrhs o lshk ldrKh fkfjhs m%Yafka' lSfofkl= tn
fohla wyhs o lshk tlhs' weiSu fldfydu fj;;a f
foaYlhd udkisl frda.hlska fmf<k nj is;d zzmsii
a q o@ZZ
lshd wid' f Nd.h iu;afjkak ys;df.k ta i|yd
lrkak ;sfhk yeu fohlau lrkjd' f riaidj" f
bf.kSsu Th ish,a, ueoafoa jdy ;h" b;ska tajg;a
fj,dj uj ;sfhoa tajd yhg lr.kak nej ish;a
ug lshkjd" Th ish,af,kau wE;a md yqfol,d ksy~
;eklg f.dia u jd fldkao fl,ska ;shdf.k yqiau
.ekSu msg lsu oek.kak lshd'
fuh ysjla jf.a fmkqK;a ne?re m%ldYhla'
nqoaO jpkfhkau lSj;a fuh ;uhs flfkl= wksjdhfhka
u l<hq;= foa lshd tn nrla" nrm;,lula" .eUqrla
Th jk f,dalhg l<HdK ;%jreks" oefkkafka keye'
jegfykafka keye Ndjkd lrkakg ;r jkdlula
fokafk;a keye' lrkafk;a keye' ulaksido fuys lsis
w:hla fmfkkafka kEfka' wms is;uq flfkl= ;eklg
f.dia jd" fldkao fl<ska ;ndf.k yqiau .kakd nj
oek.kakjd" msglrk nj oek.kakjd' ;l lr fyda
l,amkd lr fuys m%fhdackh l=ulao lshd wjfndaO jkafka
keyefk' f;are .kak neye l<HdK ;%jreks" lsisu
flfkl=g Ndjkdf m%fhdack ;lfhka fyda is;Sfuka
w;aolskak neye'
yqiau .kakjd oek.kakjd" msglrkjd oek.kakjd'
l=ulao m%fhdackh@ flfiao flfkl= fjkia fjkafka@

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tn wNHdihlska flfiao mqoa., ukila hqKq fjkafka@

ixjOkh fjkafka@ th f;afrkafka keye' ;lhg
fldfydu;a wyqfjkafka keye' ;ldkql+,j Tmamq l<
yels fohla fkfjhs' ta ;rla fkfjhs" Ndjkdjg fj,dj
fydhd.kafka fldfyduo@ wr l,nf,a ueoafoa fl<jrla
ke;s f,!lsl m%Yakj,g jk" fyn;a jqKq ;sfnk meh
is y;r;a m%udKj;a fkdjqKq w;sld, jev;a lrk"
ksurdf.k;a jev lrk" tn ldh nyq, ;hlg
me;a;lg f.dia jd yqiau oek.kak fj,djla ;sfhhso@
keye'
;ldkql+,j fuhhs ksjer l%uh lshd Tmamq jqj;a
f,djla k ,efnkafka keye' ula ksido@ ;sfhk
fj,dj;a uj isk g jev f.dv .eiS ;sfhkafka'
b,lal jehs" wruqKq jehs' wfmaCId jehs' tajd bIaG
lr.kak ;sfnk ;h flhs' n,dfmdfrd;a;= uy .hs"
wdhqI flhs' b;ska f iS; ; ld,hl iSud lrkakg
ne wiS; jQ b,lalhka lrd jka" tajd idCId;a
lr.kakg ;r.hla" iS; wdhqIhs" wiS; wdYdjkqhs w;r
uyd ;r.hla' l<HdK ;%jreks" f ;r.fhka ljqrej;a
ch.%ykh lr fkfjhs ;fhka iuq.kafka' uyd furla
fia wdYdfjka ,ajQ n,dfmdfrd;a;= iup,a lrk g
;h wyjr fjkjd'
zzlrkak ;sfhk foa lr wjidkhs' oeka ug wdfha
lr.kak fohla keye' oeka ud iuq.kakjdZZ tfia jkjd
k fl;r wmQreo@ ;j oyil=;a tlla n,dfmdfrd;a;=
iy wdYdfjka oe,afjka" wdYdj lshk f;,aj,ska f
n,dfmdfrd;a;= kue;s mkaou oe,afj ,afj ;sh ;uhs
wdhqI bjr fjkafka' ta ksid n,dfmdfrd;a;= .g hkjd'
b;=re n,dfmdfrd;a;= f.dv wdYdfjka weof.k hkjd mr
f,djg' mykska ;j mykla o,ajkjd jf.a'

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KOXOJR#
l<HdK ;% j reks " tn iudchlg tn jq
mqoa.,fhl=g wdkdmdki;sh mqre lrkak lshkak neye'
lsjg jegfykafk;a keye' mqre lrkak klula ys;g
tkafk;a keye' fj,djla fydhkak;a neye' ;ekl=;a
keye' flfkl=g tys jkdlu oHd;aulj meye,s l<d
lshuqflda' ta;a flfiao ksy~ ;ekla fydhd.kafka@ yeu
;eku Yofka' fldfyduo fl fj,djla fydhd.kafka@
yeu fjf,au jevfka' f ksid wdkdmdki;sh ksl wdjg
.shdg lrkak neye' wdl,amuh fjkila wjYHhs' wmg
th f,dl= m%Yakhla fkfjhs' Wm;skau fn!oaO lshd ys;k
ksid' ,xldf bkak jefokd Wm;skau fn!oaOfka@ flfia
fyda Y%oO
a dj ;sfhkjfka' nqyduqrejka jykafia foaYkd lr
;sfnkjdfka' wmg .egjla keye' Ndjkdjg;a leu;shs'
ta ksid lshk yg lrkjd'
kuq;a l<HdK ;%jreks" f i|yd fj,djla fjka
lr.kakg" fuh l<hq;= fohla lshk ;SrKh iy fuh
;ukaf.aa ;h we;=f<a l< yels fohla lshk ldrKh
meye,sj m%lgj olskakg k ta ;eke;a;df.a wdl,am
fjkia fjkakg k' ;h yd n,k wdl,amh fjkia
jkakg k' ;h lshkafka wdlhu fkfjhs' ;h
lshkafka ;=rka - ;=hka yd fkdao uu fkfjhs'
;h lshkafka mjq,la yg ta mjqf,a j.lS hq;=l
u;af;u keySuu fkfjhs' ;h lshkafka /lshdj
fjkqfjka ;ukaf.a Y%uh lemlsuu fkfjhs' tfiau ;h
lshkafka f,dalfha jer yeuj;a fkdfjhs'
ta ish,a, ;fha mqx mqx lE,s" ;h thg jvd
Yd,hs' thg jvd nrm;,hs' thg jvd ;h .eUqrehs'
tu ksihs fuhg ukqiai ;h lshkafka' tn .eUqre jQ
ukqIH ;hla" mqx /lshdjlska ;rla Tn mqrjkjdk

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th uyd wmrdOhla' /lshdj fkfjhs ;h lshkafka'

jdyh fkfjhs ;h lshkafka' iudc fiajh fkdfjhs
Tf uq ;hu' tajd w;HjYHhss j;afjkak' we;a; ta
.ek jdohla" jdohla fyda fojeks jpkhla keye l<HdK
;%jreks" ta ish,a,u j;afjkakg wjYHhs' fYaIfhka
.sys ;h .; lrk wh yg' kuq;a Th ldrKdj,g
muKla o ;h lshkafka@ Th foaj,aj,g l=ulao isoaO
fjkafka@ ta u;af;u kysk foaj,a tlska tl tlska tl
wrf.k n,kak' mqoa.,hkaa" foaj,a tajg fjkafka l=ulao@
tajd wmg k yg yeuodu ;shd.kak mqjkao@ wfma
yeu m%Yakhlgu Th foaj,a iy ta wh msysg fjhso@ ta
whg msysgfjkak mqjkao@ wjYH jqj;aa W;aidy l<;a
mqjkao@ wm wirK fjk fj,dj,a fldmuKo@

ZNV+KROVNDN
tn jQ oelaula wjYH fjkjd flfkl=g f
wdkdmdki;sh jeks Ndjkdjla .eUqka jvkak k' ta
ksihs f .sudkkao iQ;%fha wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
wjidkhg .%y lrkafka' uq,au ix{dj fkfjhsfka'
oifjks iy wjidk ix{dj' uq,ska lrkafka wNHka;r
jYfhka iqiafil= njg m;a lsu' fjd wks;Hhs'
uq,skau wks;Hh ix{dj jvkjd' t;ek ks;Hhs lshd"
iodld,slhs lshd is;df.k isk foaj,a wrf.k n,kjd'
l=uk fudfydf;a fjka fjhso okafka keye' wys fo
okafka keye' iodld,slhs lshd is;d is tfukau ioygu
j;a fh lshd me;+ wh wo fldfyao@ okafk;a keye'
ke;sj neyehs lshd Wmhk yeu Y;hlau tfukau j;a
jQ iEu fudfyd;lau lem l< foaj,a ta fndfydauhla wo
fidhd.kak;a neye' tajd ish,a, ke;sj f.dia" wo f
;sfhk foaj,a fyg fjk g mj;S o keoao okafka keye'
wks;Hhs' wks;H ix{dj jkafka ta ksid' ta uska

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flfkl=f.a uki ilia lrkjd' wr fN!;sl f,dalfhka

wOHd;al Ydjlg yefrkakg'

ZKVVOUDIRDZIPNDVVI\KV
wkd;au ix{dj;a ta jf.a' ;ukaf.a lshd is;df.k
whs;s lrf.k ;sfhk foaj,a tajd .eUqka n,k g
;ukagu wjYH yg md,kh lrkak neye' whs;sh yq
is;s,a,la muKhs' ta is;s,af,ka tydg f.dia we;a;gu
whs;sh lshkafka l=ulao@ whs;sjdislu lshkafk fudllao
lshd .eUqka n,kg fmfkk fohla keye' yq is;
= ,a,la"
u;=msg is;=,a,la muKhs' wmg f,dalhgu whs;sjdisl
lshkak mqjka' f Yrfhka mgkaf.k bka tydg weyeg
fmfkk yeu foalgu wmg whs;sjdisl lshkak mqjka'
mqo.
a ,hskg
a " i;a;k
= g
a " hka;j
% ,g" f.dvkes,j
s ,g" .fvd,a
f.dvj,aj,g" kQ,a fmdgj,aj,g" uyd frej olajdu
whs;sjdisl lshkak mqjka' ldf.kaj;a ndOdjla keye'
ys;kak mqjka f ish,a,u ;ukaf.a lshd' kuq;a l<HdK
;%jreks" th yq is;s,a,lau muKla nj Tmamq lrka"
Th whs;sjdisl lshk yeu flfkl=u iy yeu fohlau
whs;sjdisl lshk ;eke;a;dg tfrysj ler,s .ikakg
mgka.kakjd" h:d ld,h meKs g' iEu fohlau" Yrh;a
tfiauhs' we me< wd yeu fohlau' wf;a nk
Trf,daiqj" mojk jdykh" bkak f.or yeu fohlau'
whs;shs lshka yshg" whs;slreg wjYH yg
fkfuhs ;ukaf.au wh;a ;ukaf.au foaj;a yeisfrkafka'
;ukag wkjYH yg iy ;ukaj wiykhg m;a lrk
yg" ;uka n,dfmdfrd;a;= fkdfjk yg ;uka iskau
whs;s lr.kq ,enQ foaj,a l%shd lrkak mgka .kakjd'
wyj,a foa ;ukag wjYH wdldrhg yeisfrhs" wyj,a foa
wyj,a flkd yeuodu yeu fudfyd;lu ;ukaf.a is;es

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mu ;ukaj i;=gg m;a lrk wdldrhg bhs lshd

iy;slhla" l<HdK ;%jreks .kak mqjkao@ fokak
mqjkao@ mqoa.,fhl= .ek" fohla .ek" ;k;=rla .ek@
tfyu neye' ta ksid whs;sh fjkqfjka kvq lshk" ;r.
lrk" igka lrk" wr., lrk" whs;slrf.k miai
lr.kak" wdrCId lr.kak" iqrCIs; lr.kakg jd ?
fkd;ld lemfjk foaj,au u;af;au ;h f.jd ouk"
bka Tfnys jQ ;hla .ek fkdn,ka bkak flfkl=g
wkd;au ix{dj b;du jkjd' ta .ek uola fufkys
lrk g fmfkkjd we;a;' f whs;sh hkq iu;hla'
fudkjd ;ukag whs;shs lSj;a whs;s keye lsj;a whs;s
lr.;a; foahs" whs;s lr.;a; ke;s foahs ish,a, ke;sj
hkjd' th Tng kj;a;kak neye' Tn ;ksfjkjd' Tn
ish whs;slref.a fofk;a bfhau whs;slrej yqfol,d
lrka wr whs;slr.;a foaj,a iuqf.k hkjd' iqiq
fy,ka" lmdjg m;afjka" mmqf w;afol .id.kska"
n,df.k bkakg fjkjd' ;uka ho lr" ld,h lem
lr' fudf<a fjfyid" whs;s lr.;a foa iy whs;s lr.;a;
wh" wE;afjk wdldrh n,d bkakg ;ukag is fjkjd'
fukak wk;a; ix[a[d' tfia n,k g ysf;kjd
fuh o ;h@ Th ish,a, ;ukaf.a lsh lshd yshg
tajd tllaj;a ;ukag ke;s nj' ;hg ;kshu uqyqK
fokak fjkjd' ;kshu uefrkak fjkjd' ;kshu uqyqK
fokak ;r Yla;shla ysf;a ke;sk wirK fjkjd' ljqo
;ukag bkafka@ tu ksid ;uhs fuh fnd<| is;s,a,la
iy fnd<| ka;khla f,i;a ,dnd, ,dul is;s,a,la
hg;a Ou mofha ia;r lrkafka' zmq;a;d u;a Okx
w;aZ ;ukag f f wh bkakjd' f f foa ;sfhkjd
lshd is;Su' f whf.a whs;slre ;ukqhs' f foaj,aj,
yslre ;uka lshk ta fnd<| is;s,a, ksid zb;s ndf,d
y[a[;sZ mSvdjg m;afjkjd" zy[a[;sZ fjfyig

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m;afjkjd' ta is;s,a, ksid ;uka fukak f whf.a

whs;sldrhd lshd wm Tmamq ,shd.kakjd' mqoa.,hskag Tmamq
,shkjd' i;=kag Tmamq ,shkjd' hdk jdykj,g wm Tmamq
,shkjd" ksYap, foam,j,g Tmamq ,shkjd" md lrk
yeu mekai,lgu mEklgu wk yeu weulgu wm
Tmamqjla ys;ska ,shd .kakjd' fld<hl fkd,sj;a' f
ish,a,f.u whs;slre ljqo@ ;uka' f f whf.a yslre
zuuZhs" whs;slre zuuZhs lshd ta nd, is;s,a, ta fnd<|lu
ksid" ta whs;slr.;a; foaj,a whs;slrej yqfol,d fldg
yeroud ;kslr kslau hk l,ays ta whs;slreg fjfyig
m;afjkak lg m;afjkak" fYdalhg m;afjkak isoaO
fjkjd' zw;a ; dys w;a ; fkda k;a Z ;uka g ;ukq ; a
ke;s l<" b;du jeo.;a m%ldYhla' l<HdK ;%jreks"
whs;slreg whs;slre;a keye' whs;slr.;a; foaj,a ;rla
fkfjhs' ta foaj,a k ;ldkql+,j nefjd;a fmfkkjd
whs;s ke;s nj' fu;k thg jvd .eUqre m%ldYhla lrkjd"
whs;slreg" f f,dalfhu whs;slr.;a; ;eke;a;dg" ta
f,dalh ;nd ;ukaj;a whs;s ke;s l<" ;ukag ;ukaj;a
ke;s l< Th wij,a wh bkakjd lshkak mqjkao@ mqjka
lshd ys;kjd' kuq;a tfyu wh we;a;gu bhso@ ;h
mqrdu yer fkd.sh tl ukqIHfhl=j;a Tng fydhd.kak
mqjkao@ Wmf;a isg urKh olajdu@
ishoyia .Kkla wdY%h lrkjd' hdl mj;ajkjd'
;%l mj;ajkjd' {d;S;ajhka mj;ajkjd' t;kskq;a
tydg f.dia .siq .yf.k idCIslrejka ud.fhka
iy;sl lrkjd' kuq;a Wmf;a isg urKh olajdu yeu
m%Yk
a hlu fijke,a, fia wyj,a flkd ;ukag yshd"
bhg;a bhs lshkak mqjkao@ th yq isyskhla
muKhs's is;
s ,a,la ;rhs' j;af tajd wjYHhs' fu;k
m%dfhda.sl jYfhka fudkj;a kE keye lshk wka;hg
fkfjhs hkafka' wdl,am ksjer lr .ekSuhs wjYH'

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tfyu k f ldrKh we;a;' whs;slreg f,dalhu ;nd"

whs;slrej;a whs;s ke;sk" ug ud;a ke;sk" ;ukag
;ukq;a ke;sk" tfyk ljqo msysg fjkafka@ l=ulao
msysg fjkafk@ ljqo .e,ug tkafka@ l=ulao ud msysg
fldg ;nd.kafka@
l<HdK ;%jreks" fufia wkd;au ix{d wkqj n,k
g" fufkys lrk g" wkak .eUqkau wOHd;aufhkau
we;sfjkjd wjYH;djhla hula fidhkakg" f fydhk
foa g ndys r j thg jvd fjkia jQ ;,hl ;s f hk
wdOHd;al hula" wf,!lsl hula fidhdf.k hkak
klu we;sfjkjd' wksl=;a ix{d;a ta jf.a' oeka lh
ms<sn| wiqN ix{dj" wdkj ix{dj wkqj is;Su;a ta
yhs' f lfha iajNdjh fldfyduo n,kjd' f lfha
yeu fldgilau msis lrkak muKla l<HdK ;%jreks"
fldmuK uykais fjkak ko@ ta uykais jqK;a fldmuK
fj,djlgo mj;skafka@ th ksfrda.s lr.kak fldmuK
uykais fjkak ko@ ,iaik lr.kak fldmuK uykais
fjkak ko@ ta;a bjrhla ;sfhkjo@ fufia k ;h"
flfkl= ys;kjdk f Yrfha flia .fyka mgkaf.k
mdofha kshfmd;a; olajd ,iaikg ;nd .ekSu" oel=lj
;nd .ekSu iy wdlIKShj yod .ekSu ;uhs ;h
lshd' tfia k Ndjkd lrkak fj,djla kEfka' klul=;a
kEfka' tn flfkl=g nq oyu mjikjd jvkak wiqN
Ndjkdj" wiqN ix{dj' n,kak wdkj ix{dj' Yrhg
fjk foa yd n,kak' f Yrh f,v fjkjd' fkdfhla
kj,ska yekafjk yeu f,vlau yefokafka Yrhgfka'
wij,a wikSmh k f Yrhg yefokafka ke;sfjhs lshd
lshkak mqjkao@ f Yrh kEu frda.hlg jD; jQ
;ekla" jD; jQ fohla' ta yg n,k g f Yrhg
k ;h lshkafka" l=ulao ;sfhk w:h@ t;k
uki me;a;g flfkl= keUqre fjkak fya;=fjkjd' Yrh

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;rlau fjkak neye ;h lshkafka' tfyu k uki"

ta uki ,iaik lr.kak" ta uki mssis lr.kak" ta
uki ksfrda.S lr.kak" ta uki Yla;su;a lr.kak wkak
wjYH;djhla we;sfjkjd'

ZPIDZGODPIMNLDKKTK
tu wdOHd;al wjYH;djh we;s jQ miq l<HdK
;%jreks" ld,hhs" iqiq ia:dkhl=hs hk f ish,a,
,efnkjd' fuhhs m%d;sydhh' wmg fudkj kak;a
jevla keye" kElu ke;sk' f,vlg fnfy;la jqj;a"
uqo,a jqj;a" fmd;la m;la jqj;a kElula ke;sk ta
lsis fohl jkdlula keye' yenehs yisfha fyda hula
ms<sn|j kElula we;sjQ miq n,kak' bka miqj ld,h
;sfnkjd' fj,dj ;sfnkjd' ;eka ;sfhkjd' ta .ek
l;d lrk mqoa.,hka bkakjd' fukak we;a;' kElu
iskqhs wka ish,a,u ksudKh lrkq ,nkafka' kElula
ke;sk fudkj;a keye' ta ksid kElu we;slr .kak'
kElu we;s lr.;a miq jegfykjd" me;a;lg f.dia
jd Wvqlh iDcqj ;nd yqiau .ekSu iy msg lsu
.ek wjOdkfhka isu fldmuK m%fhdackj;a o lshd@
m%fhdackh muKla fkfjhs" fj,dj ,efnkjd' ;ukagu
;ekla fydhd.kak mqjka'
ks jfia fyda f,a fyda mka i f,a fyda Ndjkd
uOHia:dkfha ta fld;ekl fyda l<HdK ;%jreks"
kujeks ix{djg tk f;lau n,kak mqjka' ta yg
flfkl=f.a ukila iqLkuH lr" f wdkdmdki;sh jeks
ishq jQ w;aoelSula i|yd ilia lsul=hs lrkafka' tfia
fkdue;sj .fyka f. tkakd fia tlajru jd lrkak
wudre fohla' id:l fjkafk;a keye' ta ms<sn| f,dl=
Wkkajl=;a keye' ukfia uQ,sl jYfhka f wdl,amh

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yefokakg k' ta ksid Ndjkdjlg l,ska udkisl

mirh ilia lr .; hq;=hs' nqyduqrejka jykafia
lsisfjl=g uq,skau Ndjkdj lrkak lshd keye ilia
ula ke;=j'
nqyduqrejka jykafia uqK .efykak wd lsis
flfkl=g Ndjkdj uq,ska lshd keye' wd .sh f;dr;=re
l;d l<d' iqj la uiqjd' iuyr wjia:dj, nv.skafkao
bkafka weyqjd' ta ;uhs is;' uq,ska uki yokjd' uq,ska
wdl,am yokjd' f.dfhl= .ek wm okakjd' nqyduqrejka
jykafia yeuodu jevu lf<a ta f.dhd n,kak' l=Uqre
wiajoaomq ojfi" jmqrmq ojfia ta yeu wjia:dfju jevu
l<d' yenehs nK lSf keye' kuq;a tkjd hdfjl= jf.a
n,kak' f.dhd;a ia;r lshkjd' fndfydu wdvnrfhka'
;uka hula lrkg" f,dl= wdfhdackhlafk lrkafka'
;uka f l=Uqr wiajoaokjd' fldgkjd" uvlrkjd" j;=r
nkjd' ta ta ojfi lrk lghq;a; lshkjd' nqyduqrejka
jykafia wid iskjd' hdfjl= we;a uid .shd jf.a'
Tkak B<g jmqr,d oeka rlskjd" lr,a we;a" lr,a
meys,d" Th ish,a, nqyduqrejka jykafia jevu lr
uikjd' y wdvnrfhka ta f.d uy;auh;a lshkjd
oeka fyg wiajekak lmkafka' kuq;a l,ska k ? uyd
jeiaila jeye,d imQKfhkau j.dj" wiajekak kdY
.shd' nqyduqrejka jykafia miqjod;a jehd' wkak kshu
l<HdK ;%;ajh' flfkl= tfia lrkakg bv ;sfnkjd"
jka jr f.dia iem la wid" iuyr g wiajekak lemqjg
miafia ;ukag;a lla y fohs lshd n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkak
mqjka' tfyu ys;df.k .sh flfkla k md jQ miq
hkafka keye' kuq;a nqyduqrejka jykafia jevu l<d'
hkg f f.d uy;a;hd luqf,a w; ;shdf.k' flda
wr wdvnrh@ flda wr fm%!V;ajh@ flda wr Y%udNsudkh@
ta jD;a;sh wNsudkh@ ta ish,a, keye' ish isysk ud<s.d

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fmdf<djg lvdf.k je,d' fmdf<dfjkq;a hgg je,d'

bkakjd lrlshd .kak fohla ke;=j' l,ska ;sfhkjd lshQ
jdis tllaj;a keye' iuyr g Kh fjkak we;s' tajd
f.jd.kak k" t;k ;uhs nqyduqrejka jykafia h:d
iajNdjh .ek foaYkd lf<a' fuksid uq,skau" tlmdrgu
l< yels fohla fkdfjhs Ndjkdj' lrkak lshd wjjdo
fokak mqjka fohl=;a fkfjhs Ndjkdj lshkafka' thg
l,ska flfkl=f.a uki ta me;a;g keUqre lrkakg kE"
ta Ydjg yrjkakg k' l%ufhka jegfyk g fudkjd
yod.;a;;a M,la keye ys; yod fkd.;a g" zztfia k
ud l< hq;af;a l=ulao@ZZ iuyr g flfkla Ndjkd
lrkak mqjka" wud lshk ksid" ;d;a;d lshk ksid'
iajdka jykafia wkqYdikd lrk ksid' ish hq;fa ;a tfia
fkfjhs' ;ukaf.au is;hs lsj hq;af;a Tn Ndjkd l< hq;=
nj' wkak ta wjYH;djh wNHka;rfhkau" wdOHd;aufhkau"
.eUqfrkau" u;=h hq;=hs l<HdK ;%jreks'
tghs Tng flh" f,dj iy iqiq ia:dk
,efnka f ka ' tg ;l ;l ls u w;yer Tn
tlfjkjd wdkdmdki;s h jvka k g' is f ;a tla
fldgilska fkfjhs ;SrKh lrkafka imQK jYfhka
u" wm idudkHfhka lsisu fohlg uq yoj;ska tl
fjkafka keye' tlhs lshd lSjdg n,kak ta leue;a;
;=< ;sfnkjd wleue;a;" frdaOh' jv jvd;a ;uka
hulg leu;shs lshkjdk" ta jv jvd;a lshk jpk
;=< jv jvd;a wleue;a;la ;sfhkjd' kEu Yajdihla
;=< wYajdih ;sfhkjd' Tn lshkjd k Tng fyd|gu
Yajdihs lshd tfia m%ldY lrkafku wYajdi ksiduhs'
f yoj;skau Ndjkd lsf wjYH;djh we;sjQ l,ays
l<HdK ;%jreks" th ;h njg m;afjkjd' ldf.aj;a
fkfjhs' ; wjYH;djhla' nqyduqrejka jykafiaf.a
wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkak fkfjhs wm f Ndjkd

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lrkafka' wfma yduqrejkaf.a wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkakg

fkfjhs" .=rejrfhl=f.a wjYH;djhla bIaG lrkakg
fkfjhs' ; wjYH;djhla' wdOHd;al wjYH;djhla
bIaG lrkakg' ljqrekaj;a i;=gq lrkak fkfjhs'
ldgj;a fmkajkak fkfjhs' Ndjkd lf<d;a ;ukaghs
fyd|' t;ekg tk g l<HdK ;%jreks" Th ish ;sr
bj;a ish ndOl wE;a Ndjkd l<yels mirhla
Tn jgd ;sfnk nj fmfkkakg mgka .kakjd' ld,h
keye" jev jehs" iqiq mirhla keye wd oyil=;a
tlla indOl bj;a l< yels iy l< hq;= fohla
nj oYkh fjkjd' t;ekg wd g fld;ekl ish;a"
Tn iskafka Ndjkd uOHia:dkhl nj jegfykjd' Tn
bkafka k.rhla ueo h yelshs" uyd Yo ueoafoa fjkak
mqjka' kuq;a wjYH;djh .eUqkau u;=jQ g" yoj;skau
kqKq g" ishu tl;=lr .ekSj, ksiaidr;ajh olsk
;ekskau wdOHd;al .fIKhl yrj;a nj fmkqKq l,ays
l<HdK ;%jreks" keu ;ekl f ksyehdj w;a lsh
yelshs' iEu Yohla w;ru we;s ksYaYo;djh flfkl=g
wefykak mgka .kakjd' yeu l,n,ld ;eklu mj;sk
ikaiqka;djh flfkl=g fmfkkjd' tf;la Tn olskafka
l,n,h muKhs' Tng wefykafka f>daId muKhs'
tf;la udrhd Tng mjikjd wdrKHhlg" le,hlg
.sh ojil ;uhs Ndjkd lrkak mqjka' Tn isk ;ek
Ndjkd lrkak neye' ta udrhdf.a nyg wjk; ndf.g
ld,g Ndjkdf jkdlu gq is;a Ndjkdj l,a oukjd'
ta u;=msg weoySulska" Nla;shlska muKla Ndjkdj ms<sn|
wdYdjla we;s ys;a' thg jvd .eUqka Ndjkdf wjYH;dj
lsh hq;=hs' j;a fjkak yqiau wjYH jf.a Ndjkdf
wjYH;djh lsh hq;=hs' wm yqiau wjYHhs lshd ys;kafka
kEfka j;afjkak' uqo,a wjYHhs lshd ys;kjd' ;j ;j;a
foaj,a fk lshd ys;kjd' kuq;a ta yeu fohlau k

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fjkafka yqiau ;sfhk ;=refka' yqiau ke;sk Th lsisu

fohl jkdlula kEfka' ta jf.a l<HdK ;%jreks" f
iuia; ;fhau w:h ;sfhkafka Ndjkdj ;=<hs' tu
wjfndaOhg meKs g Th indOl ;jrg;a indOl
fkdfjhs' ld,h ;jrg;a m%Yakhla fkdfjhs'

LVVVMNVLDLGUDMKROVNDN
uq,ska Th m%Yak l i|d.; hq;=hs' ta m%Yak
ish,a,;a iu. flfkl= Ndjkdjg jd jQ g Ndjkd
lrk w;fr wr m%Yak u;= fjkjd' tg Ndjkdj
wu;l lr tu m%Yak i|kak yokjd' Ndjkdj fkfjhs
lrkafka' Ndjkd lrkak jd f.or m%Yak" wOHdmk
m%Yak" jdy f;a m%Yak" mq;=kaf.a m%Yak" wdl
m%Yak" foaYmd,k m%Yak jd ;uhs i|kak yokafka' ula
ksido tajdgfka jkdl ;sfnkafka' tajdfka ;h
lshd ys;=fj' ta jkdl ta f,igu ;ju mj;skjd' ta
ksidfka Ndjkdj ;=< jd i|kak yokafka' ta ksid
uq,ska tajdfha ksiaidr;ajh olskakg k'
j;a ug wjYH foa ;sfnkjd' kuq;a fldmuK
m%udKhlgo@ ta foaj,ska fudkjo Tng ,efnkafka@ Th
ys;k ;r idrhla tajdfhys ;sfnkjdo@ ysf;k ;r
l,a Th foaj,a ;sfhhso@ ;uka iu. iso@ ta m%Yafk yd
Ndjkdjg l,ska .eUqka ne g l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkd
lrk f,djg Th m%Yak ys;g msiSu;a" Ndjkdj wu;l
lr ta m%Yak i|kak ;e;a lsu;a wmg f,fyisfhka u
j<lajd .; yelshs' ke;sk Ndjkdfj tajd tk tk g
ys;kak fjkjd' fjd jevla keye lshd' tfyu;a Ndjkd
lrkak mqjka' ne keye' uq,skau ta wdl,am yd ix{d
ksjer lr.kakjd fjkqjg wm Ndjkdj mgka.kakjd'
Ndjkdj lrf.k hkg /lshdj u;la fjkjd' Wiiau

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u;la fjkjd' weu u;la fjkjd' lEu u;la fjkjd' ta

.ek u;la fjk u;la fjk fj,dfj ys;g lshd fokakg
k zzjd fkfjhs jeo.;a fjkafka f fj,df" thg jvd
jkd foalghs f W;aidy lrkafkaZZ tfia iEu is;s,a,la
mdidu ta is;s,af,a ;sfnk ksiaidr;ajh lsh hq;=hs' ta
ksiaidr;ajh gqg muKhs is;s,s w; wkak mqjka'
tajd jkafka keye lshd jegyqfKd;a muKhs wmg is;s,s
w; wkak mqjka' tajd jkjd lshd ys;=fKd;a l<HdK
;%jreks" wm tajd w,a,d .kakjd'
kEu fohla oel ,iaikhs" yshs" ryhs jkjd
lshd w.h lrkjdo tfia w.hla ka ieKska u jkdlu
ka ;eke;a;d" tfia ;uka iskau jkdlu wdfrdamKh
lrkq ,enQ fofhys jyf,l= njg m;afjkjd' fuhhs .ska
.gu is fjkafka' kEu foalg jkdlula n,kak"
fnd;a;ulg fyda we,afmks;a;lg ta ieKska ta fnd;a;fu
jyf,l= njg" f.drla njg" odifhl= njg ta fnd;a;u
jkjd hehs lshQ ;eke;a;d m;afjkjd' jkdlu ka
;eke;a;d l=vd fjkjd' jkdlu ,enQ foa Yd, fjkjd'
th ysud, lkao fjkak mqjka' r;a;rka lkaola fjkak;a
mqjka' kuq;a ;uka tfia jkdlula kafka ke;sk
tajdg jvd Tn Yd,hs' Tn Yla;su;a' ulaksido Tn tajdg
lsis jkdlula keye Ndjkd lrk g'
wm ldg;a ;sfhk f,dl= .egjla ;uhs ys; u'
Ndjkdjg jdfjkjd" m<uqjeks yqiau iuyr g isysfhka
.kakjd' fojeks yqiau msglrkjd isysfhka" bkamiq fldfya
hkjo okafka keye' tk tk is;s,a, wkqj wmg
ysf;kjd zzwd f .ek ys;kak k' fjd .ek fkdys;d
fldfyduo@ZZ f ishu u;la b;d jeo.;a fia Tng
fmkS hkjd' Th jkdlu wdfrdamKh l< ieKskau
wdfrdamKh l< ;eke;a;d j, fjkjd' ta is;
s ,a, m%n,

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fjkjd' bkamiq ta is;s,a,g mqjka Tnj yiqrejkak'

Tng Tnju wu;l lrjkak' l=ulg o jd jQfha u;l
keye oeka' is;s,s iEfyk rla Tnj weof.k hkjd'
yhg fn,af,a ,Kqjla ne| odihl= weof.k hkjd fia'
B<g ;j is;s,a,laa tkjd' ta is;s,a,;a jkjd' ta
u;la jQ foa;a jkjd' u;la jQ ;eke;a;d;a jkjd'
jkjd lshd is;+ .iskau wm kej;;a ta is;s,af,a
odifhl= njg m;afjkjd' ;ukaj Ndjkdfjka bj;g
weof.k hkjd' wm lshkjd thg Ndjkdj lshd' th
fkfjhs Ndjkdj' ta tk tk is;s,af,ys ksire nj lsh
hq;=hs' wr wm l,ska m%.=K l< ix{d wjYH fjkafka
fu;k' l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkdj lrk g ljqreka
u;la jQj;a thd idudkH ;fha b;du jkd flfkl="
ke;=ju ne flfkl= fjkak mqjka' kuq;a Ndjkd lrk
fudfyd;g fkdjkd flfkla'
lsisu jeo.;alula keye' ta ;eke;a;d fkfuhsfka
meKsfha' is;s,a,lafka wdfj' is;s,a, fkdjkd fia
olskak' Ndjkd .=rejrhd .ek is;=Kd h yelshs' zzwd
f ug Ndjkdj lshd ka ;eke;a;d' t;=ud fyda t;=h
.ek fkdys;d fldfyduo@ZZ keye' ta is;s,a,g;a tu
yekafokau fnokak' ta ksid iuyr Ndjkd im%odhhka
;=< lshkjd nqrejla gqj;a w;ykak lshd' Ndjkd lrk
g th ienE w;aoelSula fjkak neyefk' nqyduqrejka
jykafia ms<sn| ;a; rEmhla uefjkjd muKhsfk' tg
ta ;a; rEmh nqyduqrejka jykafia o keoao lshkak
wm okafka keye' th w;ykak' ke;sk ta is;s,a,
;=< ysrfjkjd' ta is;s,a, ;=< whsia jf.a fokjd' bka
tyd .,df.k hdula keye' ta ksid l<HdK ;%jreks"
Ndjkd lrk g tk yeu is;s,a,lau olskak ksire
is;s,a,la fia' t;k uQ,sl ix{d kej;;a m%fhdackhg
.kak mqjka' wks;H yg olskk
a ' ;ukaf.a fkfjhs lshd

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olskak' ta .ek ys;=jd lshd fjk hym;la keye' ,efnk

iqN M,hla keye' wiqN yg olskak' lrorhlauhs
fjkafka tk tk is;s,s .ek ys;kak .sfhd;a' wdkj
ix{dj jvkak' tg myiqhs" f,aishs" m%ySk lrkak' w;a
yer odkak f,aishs' mydk ix{d' thska fokak W;aidy
lrkak mqjka' tk tk is;s,s .ek is;Su w;yeh
g ;sfhk iqjh" ta tk tk is;s,s;a iu. u k;r
l< g we;ss iqjh fldmuKo lshd fufkys lrkak'
rd. ix{d" ksfrdaO ix{d' tfiau tk tk is;s,a,
w,a,f.k l,amkd f,dalhla f.dvkeSu flfrys ,ecd
fjkak' zin ixLdfiq wksp i[a[djZ jvkak' Th
fudkjd u;la jqj;a" fudkjd weyqK;a wm tajd w,a,f.k
yod.kakjd f,dalhla' f.dvkd .kakjd l,ams;hla'
th ys;ska lrk fohla fka' wyia ud<s.djla yod.kakjd'
l rla hkjd' ;gq fol ;=kla yod.kakjd' th jev
ndf.g kj;ajd B<g tk is;s,a, mok lrf.k
;j;a wyiaud<s.djla yokjd' ixLdr lshkafka fuhghs'
is;s,s u; l,ams; jQ wyia ud<s.d f.dv ke.Su
flfrys ,ecd fjkak' zzfudk fya fnd<| jevla o
f lrkafka@ fldmuK yrj;a .eUqre fohla i|yd o
fufia mhxlhl jdjqfKa' kuq;a oeka tajd me;a;lg
oud l=ulao f lrkafkaZZ ta yg n,k g Th ishu
is;s,s w,a,f.k lrkq ,nk f.dv keSu w; ykak
myiqfjkjd' Th fudkjd yod.;a;;a tajd ke;sfjkjd'
lvdf.k jefgkjd' wyia ud<s.djla ;=< ioygu bkak
neye' f f,dalfha ;snqKq weKq" i;=gq jQ" ri kao foaj,a
u;la fjkjd' biairyg ri kak n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka
bkak foaj,a u;la fjkjd' idudkH mqreoao k l<HdK
;%jreks" tla jrla rikao fohla fojeks j;df u;la
fjk g ta rih ukiska ka" ta i;=g h<s h<s;a
ukiska kaokh lrka kej; fldfyduo m%dfhda.slj ta

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iem fmrg jvd ;shqKq f,i ,nd.kafka lshk ie,iq

n,dfmdfrd;a;= yod.ekSu' ta l,amkdf jkak ;uhs
ys; mqre fj,d ;sfhkafka' i;=gla w,a,f.k u;lfhka
ka" ;j bhg ta i;=g yenEjg kafka fldfyduo
lshd l,amkd lrkjd' ie,iq yokjd' i;=gg wm mqu
yg we,S bkafka'

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wm olsk i;=gla ;sfhkjd k f,dalfha ld
kgd ta i;=gg .scq .e;shs bkafka' tn .e;sjqKq .scq
jqKq ukilg" thska .e, .e;s fkdjqKq Ndjkdjlg
keUqre fjkak wudrehs' ta ksid i;=g f.fkk foa ms<sn|
u;lhka ys;g tk g oi;skau" tfukau kao i;=g"
kak ;sfhk i;=g wfma wjOdkh .kak lE .ik g
wm mqre lr ;sh hq;=hs' zinf,dafla wkNsr;i[a[dZ'
ta ishu ri i;=gqj, fl<jr l=ulao lshd oel
thska ;djld,slj fyda ys; wE;a lr.kakg mqre lrk
wdl,amhla ;uhs ta ix{dj' tfyu wdl,amhla iqfjka
fyda mqre lr ;sfnkjk" th fu;k Wo lr.kak
mqjka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" oeka Tng ysf;kak mqjka f
wkdmdki;sh jvk ye fkfjhs lshd fokafka lshd' keye
f lshkafka wdkdmdki;sh jvkak" mqyqKq lrkak fj,dj
fidhd .ekSu .ekhs' B<g ;ekla fidhd .ekSu;a f,dl=
m%Yakhla' ta ish,a, ndOd yg wm ys;kafka' .eUqka"
wdl,amuh me;af;ka meye,s fjkafka ke;s ksid' B<g
wkdmdki;s Ndjkdj lrkak ish wjYH;d yodf.k
jdjqK;a mqyqKq lrkak ne fjkafk;a Th ksid'
.sudkkao iQ;f% ha ;sfhk uQ,l
s ix{d kuh t;kska bjrhs
lshd ys;kak tmd' ,efnk yeu fudfyd;lu" wefyk
Yohla mdid" u;lafjk is;s,a,la mdid" lhg oefkk

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fokdjla mdid l<HdK ;%jreks" isyfs hka n,d" m%Yk

a hla
lr fkdf.k tajd w;yer wdmyq yqiaug tkak' kE k
jevQ ix{d kjfhka tlla t;k h;=rla yg md
lrkak' ta w.=, ksoyia lrkakg ta w.=f,ka fokakg'
ta ksid wdkdmdki;sh yqfol,d lr m%.=K lrkak neye'
wdkdmdki;sh fjkalr .ekSu ;uhs .egj,g fya;=j'
Ndjkdj jYfhka flfkl= wdkdmdki;sh mqre lrkak;a
mqjka' lshd fokak;a mqjka" th fjka lr wrf.k uQ,sl
udkisl miqu ilia fkdfldg Ndjkd lrk w;r isfrk
ys; tl lr.kak f wjfndaOh md lsu fkdfldg'
lshkjd m<uqj ys; tl lrf.k Bg miafia oYkdj'
m<uqj iu:h Bg miafia oYkdj' keye' fu;k f
folu tlg hkafk' Th iu: oYkd l;djla l<HdK
;%jreks wdkdmdki;sfha fldfyaj;a lshkafka keye' ta
folu fuys we;=<;a' uq,u;a ;sfhkjd' mgka .kafku
Th foflka u' mgka .kafku oYkdj" wdmiq iu:h
tfyu ;uhs Ndjkdj jefvkafk' f fokakd w;aje,a
ne|f.k tlsfkld fmdaIKh lrka f .uk hkjd'
ta ksid tk is;s,s jk is;s,s ms<sn| y oYkhla
ke;sk yqiaug ys; tl fjkafka keye' oYkdjla
kE iu:h jvkak' wks;a me;af;ka" tk is;s,s yhg
olskak mqjka fjkafka" ysf;a lsish meye,s;djhla
;sfhkjdk' ta ksid iu:h k oYkdj jvkak'
oYkdj k iu:h jvkak' iu:fhka oYkdj;a"
oYkdfjka iu:h;a wfkHdakH jYfhka m%;sfmdaIKh
fjkjd' wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=< f folu fndfydau
,iaikg l%udkql+,j jefvkjd'
wms l f,djlg f yqiaug ys; fhduq lruq'

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1GMNGM
Th wefyk Yofha ;sfhk
lrorhla lshd ysf;k ;rugj;a
;sfhkjo@ lrorhs lshk jkdlu
wefyk yeu Yohlgu Tn fokjd
lrkakg' Tfya weyqKdf '''

jeo.;alu l=ulao@
tafla jeo.;alula
fok ieu gu Th
Yla;shla Tng ndOd

foaj,a yd mqoa.,hka u;la fjkak mqjka' kuq;a ta

kslu ksl is;=,a,lafk' ;j fudfyd;lska Th ish,a,
wu;l fj,d hhs" w;a is;=,a,la wdjyu' fudfyd;l
meje;aula ;sfhk fudfyd;ska wu;l fj,d hk Th is;
s ,s
w,a,f.k l=ulgo meh .Kka . .Kka jkafka'''@
oyil=;a tlla Yo ueo" tk hk oyil=;a tlla
is;s,s w;r Tng .eUqkau oefkhs Tn wdYajdi lrk
nj iy m%Yajdi lrk nj'''
f wdkdmdki;s iudh l<HdK ;%jreks" bv
fydhdf.k flh ,ndf.k ks;r ks;r mqre lrkak'
jvkak''' th iekis,a, msKsiu fya;=fjhs'
yeufokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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mxp kSjrK
QG2GINGOUNT
wmg fndfyda g wykak ,efnk ldrKhla ;uhs
zzNdjkd lrkak neye" yhg ndOd ;sfhkjdZZ iuyreka
fpdaokd lrkjd Ndjkdjg meKs g udrhd ndOd lrkjd'
fkdis;+ jev fhfokjd" wkfmaCIs; .uka fhfokjd" wikSm
fjkjd" Ndjkdj mgka .kak hk gu jev je fjkjd"
riaidf m%Yak tkjd' fndfyda fofkl= is;kjd udrhd
lrk fohla lshd' iuyr g tn udrfhla bkak;a
mqjka' udrhd Ndjkd lrk whg indOl" wdl
indOl" fi!LH indOl mkjkak;a mqjka' th wm
yhgu okafka keye' kuq;a ta ndOl mefkj;a l<HdK
;%jreks" tajd yd wm n,kafka flfiao@ fu;ek jeo.;au
foa ;uhs lsisu flfkl=g neye Tng ndOd lrkak' Tnu
Tng ndOdjla lr.;af;d;a i'
;uka ;ukagu ndOdjla njg m;afjkjo@ fuhhs
f,dl=u wjdikdjka;lu l<HdK ;%jreks" wm wmgu
ndOd lr.kakjd' yeufoagu" tl foalg fkfuhs' bf.k
.kak ;sfhk f,dl=u ndOdj wdl m%Yak wdh fkdfjhs"
;ukaf.a kElu ke;s tl' lue,slu" u;lh wvqlu'
;ukauhs ;ukag ndOd lr.kafka" riaidj;a ta jf.a"
yeufoagu' inkaO;dj, n,kak ;ukauhs ;ukaf.a

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f;ag ndOd we;s lr.kafka' fjk ljqre;a fkfjhs" mska

bkak whg lrkak mqjka foaj,a ;sfhkjd' y yQksh
lrhs' jia l lshhs" fm;ai .yhs" nKshs' yenehs tajd
<l fkfjhs ;sfhkafka' tajd weg tkafka keye' tajd
weg .kafka ljqo@ ta ksid fldhsfoa .;a;;a" f,!lsl
;h .;a;;a l<HdK ;%jreks" id:l;ajhg f,dl=u
ndOdj ke;sk udrhd ;ukauhs' fjk fldfyaj;a bkak
udrfhl= fkfuhs ndOd lrkafka ;ukauhs' yn lrk
g ljqo ndOd lrkafka" ;ukauhs' b;s lsug ldf.kao
ndOd fjkafka@ jeu ndOdj tkafka ;ukaf.ka' md,khla
ke;slfuka'
f f,!ls l ;hg ;rla fkfuhs " ldhs l
ks f rda . S ; djh .;a ; ;a ;uka f .u fkdie,ls , s u ;a l u
wkjOdkh ksidfka fndfyda g f,v fjkafka' f
wdOHd;al ;h ie,l=j;a wdfha mska udrfhla tkak
kE keye' fuh ;uhs nq oyf jeo.;au b.ekau'
nqoyf fldhs foa;a jeo.;a' kuq;a f ldrKhg tk g"
fiiq yeu wd.ulu ndysr y;=frl= .ek l;d lrkjd'
hCIhd" id;ka jeks flfkl= .ek' nqoyf tfyu ndysr
flfkl= .ek lshkafka keye' ljqo udrhd@ lshk tl
.ek .%y lrk g lshkjd udrhd lshkafka" weyeg
fmfkk rEm" ys;g tk is;
s ,s wd i,dh;k ;uhs udrhd"
thska msg udrfhla keye' ta ksid fuh tla me;a;lska
wjdikdjka; ldrKhla' ;uka ;ukaf.au y;=frl= njg
m;afj,d" ;uka ;ukagu udrhd njg m;afj,d' f
ixidrfha ;uka ;ukaf.kau ffrkak jkjd' ;ukag
;sfhk f,dl=u ndOdj ;ukauhs" fldhsfoag;a' ta ndOdj
olskafka ke;=j f wks;a mqx mqx ndOd yd .efgkjd'
;ryd fjkjd' f,dl=u ndOdj" f,dl=u .,amrh ;sfnkafka
wm ;=<uhs' wm wmf.ka u ffrkak ixidfr jkjd'
ixidfr fld;eklg .sh;a ;ukag ;ukaf.ka f,a,la

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keye' yhg fyjKe,af,ka ffrkak jkjd jf.a'

fldmuK f.fhka j;a fyjKe,af,ka ffrkak
neyefka flfkl=g' Ndjkdj hkq m,d f.dia ch .ekSsula
fkdfjhs' wjfndaO lr.ekSula' wjfndaO lrf.k" ;uka
;ukagu ndOdjla fkd isu' Ndjkdfjka ,efnk f,dl=u
m%;sM,h ;uhs" iduh' wNHka;r CIdka;sh'
iduh" mqoa., ukil" mqoa., ika;dkhl we;sfjk
m%ikak w;aoelSula' ;ukag ;uka iu.u .egqula keye'
m%Yakhla keye' flfkl=g wdl m%Yak ;sfhkak mqjka'
iudc m%Yak ;sfhkak mqjka' fi!LH m%Yak;a ;sfhkak
mqjka' yenehs ldgy lshkak mqjka k ;ukag ;uka
iu. m%Yakhla keye' .egqula keye' ;uka ;ukaf.u
y;=frl= fyda reoaOjdfhl= fyda fkdfjhs' ;uka ;=<
;uka flfrys we;af;a mQK tl;djhla' ziud iudhZ
lshkafka thghs' iudh lshk jpfk w: olajkak
mqjka" mQK tl;dj f,iska' tl;dj lshkafka
tlfjk njfka' oyfofkl= tl fjkjd zzwms f foa
lruq' wo fudkjo WhkafkaZZ b;ska f.or bkak iefjdu
tl fjkjd' wms wo n;a Whuq' tl fjkjd lshkafka
m%;sfrdaOhla keye lshk tlhs'
ljqre;a lshkafka keye" zzkE kE n;a fkfuhs" wo
mdka luqZZ" tfyu lsjyu t;k tl;djhla keyefk'
t;k ;sfhkafka .egqula" reoaOjd njla" tg t;k
iduh keye' iudh keye' iduh yd iudh ;=<
we;af;a mQK tl;djhla' u;= mska muKla fkdfjhs
wNHka;rfhkau yoj; m;=f,ka u tlula' tn
tlula f.orl we;ak fldmuK iduhla o" fldmuK
iudhla o ta f.or ;sfhkafka' iudchl" rgl ;sfhkj
k tn jQ tl;djhla tn jQ ixyshdjla tn jQ
iudhla fldmuK ,iaiko@

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tmuK r hkak l,ska l<HdK ;%jreks" fuh

mqoa.,fhl= ;=< we;slr.; hq;=hs" ta mQK tl;dj'
;ukaf. ys; ;ukaf. ;hg tlhs' ys; ys;gu tlhs"
;uka ;ukaf.au yDo idlaIshg tlhs' ;uka ;ukaf.u
y;=frl= fkfuhs' ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kak flfkl=
fkfuhs' ta ksid l<HdK ;%jreks" f Ndjkdj mqyqKq
f Tn ndOd ms<sn| wjfndaOhla we;s lr.; hq;=hs' wm
ys;kjdk luh ksid Ndjkd lr.kak neye" wm mska
lr u' tfyu ke;sk udr lror ;sfhkjd' udrhd bv
fokafka keye ixidrfhka hkak' f.or we;a;ka leu;s
keye Ndjkd lrkjg' wmg f ndOd .ek ;sfhkafka
ta fya ndysr wdl,amhla k yeuodu ta ndOd ;sfhhs'
ioygu Tng ndOd ksid Ndjkd lrkak;a fkdyelsfjhs'
keye' jeo.;au isoaOdka;h k ;uka ;ukag u ndOdjla
fjkjo@ ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kakjdo@ iuyr g
ka w,jd ;sfnkjd zndOd fkdlrkqZ lshd" th mgq
oelaula' we;a;gu ta oekau .ykakg kE ;ukaguhs'
th msg flfkl=g lshd m,la keye' msg flfkl=g tfia
wjjdo lr ;ukag jk hym;la keye' ndysr flfkl=g
lrkak mqjka ndOdj fndfydau iS;hs' ienEu ndOdj
isoaO fjkafka wNHka;rfhkauhs' Ndjkd fkdlr isug
isf;k fya;= ;sfhkjfk" ta ish,a,guhs udrhd lshkafka"
udrfhl= fldfykaj;a tkak wjYH keye' wfmau ys;g
tkjfka Ndjkd fkdlr bkak fyda l,aodkak oyil=;a
tlla fya;=' f fya;= y ,iaikhs' ta fya;= foi
ne g weiQ g we;a;fka lshd ysf;kjd' kuq;a tu
fya;=j,ska rjgkafka ljqo@ ldjo rjgkafka@ ;ukauhs
;ukaj rjg.kafka' ixidrh rjgkak neye l<HdK
;%jreks" ixidrh wm Ndjkd fkdlf<d;a .ska .gu
weof.k hhs' f,vfjhs" uy fjhs" h hhs' kej;
Wmojhs" kej;;a f,vfjhs' uy fjhs" h hhs' ta ksid

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f ldrKh meye,sj wjfndaO lrf.k wm Ndjkdjg

keUqre h hq;=hs' fjk fldfykaj;a ndOd tkafka keye'
jev jefjkak mqjka' Ndjkdj mgka.;a; fj,df
isg wjidk jkf;la ljqreka fyda lE.ykak mqjka' ta
ish,a, isfjhs' kuq;a tajd ndOd lr.kafka ljqo@ wkak
th ;uhs jeo.;a ldrKh' wm mqre fjkakg kE f
wNHka;rfhka tk ndOd wkd.kak;a" ;uka ;ukag
ndOdjla lr.kafka ke;=j bkak;a'
t;ek ;uhs Th kSjrK .ek l;d lrkafka' kSjrK
lshkafka" ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kakd wdldr myla'
ta ksihs wdjrK lshkafka' kSjrK lshkafka' ;ukaf.u
u wyqrjkjd' kSjrK lshkafka mdr jid oukjd' ljqo
f mdr jykafka@ ;ukauhs' fjk ljqrej;a Tf uqla;s
u jykafka keye' ldgj;a neye Tf ysf;a kSjrKhla
we;s lrkak' tn iuf;l= fyda c.f;l= fldfyaj;a
keye' ;ukauhs lr.kafka' Tnuhs Tf kSjrKh njg
m;afjkafka' mxp kSjrK lshkafka ;uka ;ukag ndOd
lr.kak myla" mia wdldrhlska ndOd lr.kakjd'
wm kSjrK .ek l;djg fufia wj;SK fjuq' f
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdf flS ;eklg hkak" flS
fj,djla fydhd.kak" yqfol,d ;ekla" yqfol,d f,djla
fydhdf.k" myiq bhjl fyd|g Wvqlh iDcqj ;shdf.k
jdfjkak' wms ys;uq wmg imQKfhka ksYaYo ;ekla
,enqKd' tfiau iEfyk fj,djla tla bhjl bkak
mqjkalu;a ,enqKd' mqgqjl fyda mhxlhl y jd
bkak;a mqjka' ndyska ljqre;a lE.ykafka fyda we;a
wefa yemafmkafka keye'
ta ndyska tk ndOd folla iEfyk rg uyer
.ekSughs mirh yd bhj ksfoaY lr we;af;a'
zwr[a[.f;da jd relaLuQ,.f;da jd iq[a[d.dr.f;da jd

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ksiSo;S m,a,Xlx wdN=;ajd Wcqx ldhx mKsOdhZ kuq;a

tfia ishd lshd m%Yakh if|kafka kEfka' n,kak" ksy~
;eklg hkak" ys; jkjd jehsfka' ksYap,j bkak
n,kak ldhslj' mqu foaj,afk u;la fjkafka' fjd
fu;=jla l,a isf;a ;snqKd o lshdj;aa wm okafka kEfka'
ldh nyq, ksid foaj,a u;la u wvq fjkjd'

XNDLVMNIRQLD
jkg" l;d lrk g" rEmjdysksh fyda fmd;a
m;a n,k g is;s,s ys;g tkafka wvqfjka' uy
f>daIdjla ueoafoa bkak' tg wm Ndjkd lrk fj,djl
fyda yqfol,dj bkak fj,djl u;lafjk foaj,a u;la
fjkafka keye' f ndysr mirh ksy~ fjkak ksy~
fjkak ukfia f>daIdj jefjkjd' ulaksido ta wvqj
mqrjkjd ys;' ys;g mqre keye ksy~;dj' is;g f>daId
ke;snj wvqjla' ta wvqj ys; mqrjkak n,kjd" wr
udkisl f>daIdfjka' ljqre;a l;d lrkak ke;sk ys;
;kshu l;d lrkjd' n,kak ysf;a l;djg weyqlka '
yhg ;j flfkl= yd l;d lrkjd jf.afka' fonila
ysf;a mj;skjd' ys;g ;kshu l;d lrkak neyefka' wid
isk flfkl=;a fodvjk flfkl=;a" tfiau m%Yak wyk
flfkl=;a ms<s;=re fok flfkl=;a ish hq;=hs' yhs lshk
flfkl=;a jerhs lshk flfkl=;a ish hq;=hs' fpkh
lrk flfkl= yd tl fjk flfkl= wjYHhs' is;k
g Th wjYH;d imQK jkafka keoao@ fhj tl
fLdjla f.a o wm is;df.k hkafka@ keye' ljqreka iu.
o f fodvu jkafka lshd n,kak' ;ukaj folg fnod
;uka ;uka iu.u ixjdohla yd jdohla' wm ldgy
lsfjd;a kqjr hdhq;=hs lshd' tg ta ;eke;a;d lshkak
bv ;sfhkjd zzjySshsZZ lshd' zzwd jeiaig lula keye' wms
l=vhla wrka huq lshkjdZZ zzl=vhla wrka .syska Th

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jeiafika ffrkak neyeZZ Th yg Th ixjdoh .g

hkjfka' m%Yak wykakg yd ms<s;=re fokakg ljqre;a
ke;s ;ekl jqj;a ;ukag kqjr hkak ys;=fKd;a n,kak
tfia ;uka ;=<u tn fonila f.dv kefk ye'
tg ;ukau ;ukag lshkjd zzjyskak mqjkaZZ Zzwd ud
l=vhla wrf.k hkjdZZ zzl=vhla wrka .shdg Th jeiai
je fjkjd'ZZ Th yg n,kak" yhg ;j flfkl=ka yd
l;d ny lrkjd jf.a' f foni ;kshu fjkjd' ljqre;a
kE keye' yqfol,d jQ ieKska uki" ta ksy~;djh
wvqjla yg olsk uki" ta wvqj mqrjkjd lE.ika
yd f>daId lrka' ;ksjQ ys; ;SrKh lrkjd fuh u"
;ksfjkak neyefk" ;j flfkl= ksudKh lrkjd' ;j
flfkl= ujd .kakjd' ujd.;a p;h;a iu. ixjdohla'
fpkh lrkjd' neK .kakjd' .y .kakjd' uy yka
uy f.dahla'
fuu ;;ajh l<HdK ;%jreks" yqfol,d jQjd lshd
fyda ksy~ ;eklg .shd lshd fyda ke;sfjkafka keye'
jefjkjd ila' fuhg uqyqK h hq;=hs' thg uqyqK
u i|ydhs yqfol,d ;eklg hkak lshkafka" ksy~
;eklg hkak lshkafka' ksYap,j bkak lshkafka'
l,nf,ka tfy fufy jkj k lE .ykj k Th
m%Yk
a h olskfa ka keye' ksYp
a ,j tla bhjl bkak ghs
ukfia fuu iajNdjh fmfkkak mgka .kafka' ta ksiduhs
lshkafka hkak ksYap, ;eklg' ;j;a fya;= ;sfhkak
mqjka' ;j ishq ldrKd ;sfhkjd' wm l,skq;a l;d
l<d' kuq;a f ldrKh;a b;du jeo.;a' ukfia ldr
iajNdjh" f wdrjq,a iy.; uki" ta jQ wdldrfhka u
olskk
a mqjka fjkjd' yqfol,d jQ g' we;a; ;;aj
a h"
;sfhk fkdyelshdj" j,l ta ygu fmfkkjd' tajd
jid.kak kgk kdv.u" ;ksug wleue;af;ka ;kslu

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uykakg lrk udh iy ;ukau uq,df ouk ye'

ljqre y bkakjd lshd ys;df.k fodvu fjkjd' ys;ska
l;d lrkak mgka .kakjd' fjd ;uhs ndOd" fjd
;uhs kSjrKh lshkafka' tfia udkisl jHdl+,;ajhg
uq,ajk fya;=' ;ukau ;ukaf. <ska iska ;ukagu
oj.kak l%u myla' lsisu flfkl=g hym;la fjkafka
keye' kSjrKj,ska f,!lsl ;hg hym;l=;a keye'
f,daflda;a;r ;hg hym;l=;a keye'

OGX3NDRK
f kSjrK ud;Dldj fu;kg wdf wehs lshd
meye,s l< hq;=hs' l<HdK ;%jreks" f kSjrK
wkd.;af;a ke;sk Ndjkdjla lrkak neye' flfrkafka
keye' f kSjrK;a iu. Tfya wm ux uq<d uhs fjkafka'
wm Ndjkdjg lshd jd Ndjkd fkdlr fjk fjk
l,amkd f,dalj, bkakjd' ta bkafka Tkak Th ldrKd
my ksid' fjk ljqre;a fkfuhs wmj weof.k .sfha"
wmuhs .sfha' Ndjkdfjka bj;g .sfha wehs@ Th kSjrK
ksid h fudfyd;l Tn oek.kakjd o Ndjkdjg jd
jQ Tn f Ndjkd lrkjd fkfuhs fjk hula is;ka
bkakjd lshd' wkak t;k jydu n,kak' l=ulao Tng
jQfha@ f yqiau olskakfka jdjqfKa' wdYajdi lrk yd
m%Yajdi lrk ta fudfydf;au yqiau olskak' tfia jqj;a
oeka l=ulao f lrkafka@ fjk fudkj fyda l,amkd
lrkafka bkafka' fldfyduo ;uka fu;kg wdfj@
wdmyq tu l,amkdj f.a .sfhd;a uq,g" wdYajdih gqjd"
m%Yajdih gqjd" olsk gu Tkak is;s,a,la wdjd' ldj
fyda u;la jqKd' ta u;la jQ ieKska l=ulao jQfha wmg@
tu u;la ug@ u;lajQ ieKska wm ta u;lau yd tl;=
jQjd' thg inkaO jQjd" leue;af;ka inkaO jqKd' wm
leu;s flfklajhs u;la jQfha' l,ska ta ;eke;a;d .ek

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ys;kak leu;shs" olskak leu;shs" l;d lrkak leu;shs'

tn m%shukdm wfhl= u;la jQ ieKska ta kaokh .gu
,ef' leue;a; u;=fjkjd' ta mqoa.,hd ys; ;=<g wdf
kEfka@ yq wm%dKsl is;
s ,a,la' yenehs ta yq ;a; rEmhg
wm leue;af;ka tl;= jQ gu" ta w is;=jug mK
,efnkjd' ta ;a; rEmh we;a; flfkl= njg m;afjkjd'
oeka ta ienEu mqoa.,hd fu;k bkakjd jf.a" ta
we;a;u mqoa.,hd;a iu. we;a;gu l;d lrkjd jf.a"
we;a;gu .ukla hkjd jf.a' tfia lduPkaoh iska ta
is;s,a, m%dKj;a lrkq ,nkjd' ta is;s,a, Yla;su;a
lrkjd' ta is;s,a," wr yq ;a; rEmh judk rEmhla
njg m;a lrkjd' ljqo@ leue;a;' tg myiq keye jk
is; k;r lr.kakg' wm%dKsl is;
s ,a,lska .e,u myiqh's
yenehs mK ka ;a; rEmhlska ffrkak f,ais keye'
yenEjgu Tyq fyda weh bkakjd jf.a' w;S;h wdjckh
lrkjd' wkd.;h ms<sn| n,dfmdfrd;a;= yod.kakjd" uyd
rla hkjd' ljr fudfyd;l fyda isysh tkjo" isysh
wd .uka n,kak' f fld;eko bkafka" wdYajdifh o@
m%Yajdifh o@ ta foflau fkdfjhsfka bkafka f ujd.;a
mqoa.,fhl= iu. l;d nfya" ujd.;a;= mqoa.,fhl= iu.
lEu lka" ujd.;a;= mqoa.,fhl= iu. .uka uka hka'
zzfldfyduo fu;kg wdf@ZZ hkak uq,g' uq,g .shg
fmfkhs' yq is;s,a,la wdjd' kslu ksl is;s,a,la
wdjd' wd .ukau ta is;s,a,g mqu leue;a;lska tl;=
jQjd' thghs lduPkao lshkafka' fudk k lsj;a" ku
fkfuhs jeo.;a" fuh ;uhs ;uka ;ukag ndOd lr.kak
m<fjks l%uh' ys;g tk tk foaj,a" wefyk wefyk
foaj,a" fmfkk fmfkk foaj,aj,g leue;af;ka tl;= u"
leue;af;ka mK fmu" Yla;su;a lsu" wdydr u" ksid
tfia mK ka ;eke;a;dgu bkamiq m%Yakhla' ksoyila

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keye' wm lshkjd wyj,a flkd u;la fjkjd" yeu

fjf,a u Ndjkd lrkak .shyu <uhska u;la fjkjd"
uy;a;h u;la fjkjd" fkdakd u;la fjkjd' hdfjl=
u;la fjkjd' fldmuK Ndjkdjg W;aidy .;a;;a
neye" f.or boa;a neye" Ndjkd uOHia:dkfha;a neye"
lef,a;a neye is; fu,a, lr.kak'
l<HdK ;%jreks" is;s,af,a fkfuhsfk m%Yafk"
ta is;s,a,g wm leue;af;ka inkaO uhs .egj'
fukak ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kakd m<fjks wdldrh"
;uka ;ukaf.u wdOHd;al ;h wyqrd.kak m<uqjeks
wdldrh' weyeg fmfkk is;g u;lafjk yd wfkl=;a
bkash w;alSj,g leue;af;ka wdYdfjka fhduq f
m%jK;djh l tu wdYdj w;ykak' u;la u fkfjhs
w;ay< hq;af;a' fmkSu fkfjhs' jroao .kafka t;khs'
wm ys;kjd Ndjkd lr.kak neye" fjd ysf;k ksid"
Ndjkd lr.kak neye wefyk ksid tfia is;k flkd
W;aidy lrkjd weiSu kj;a;kak" ula ksido@ weiqKq
ieKska ta Tiafia hkjd" jkjd" Ndjkdj wu;l fjkjd'
u;la jQ .uka ta Tiafia hkjd' wE;g wE;g wE;g
w;S;hg hkjd" wkd.;hg hkjd" j;udkh wu;l
fjkjd' ta ksid m%Yafk yg wmg fmfkkafka u;la
u' u;la jqfKa ke;sk tmuK r hkafka keyefk'
kuq;a u;la u fkfuhs m%Yafk' tfia ys;=fjd;a wm
W;aidy lrkafka wu;l lrkak' weiSu ke;s lrkak'
frl= njg m;afjkak" is;Su ke;s lrkak' ys;kak ne
wn.d;hl= njg m;afjkak' Ndjkdj lshkafka f.dfjl="
ysfrl= wkaOfhl= fyda udkisl wn.d;fhl= njg m;au
fkfjhs' th jer ;ekska w,a, .ekSula" jer oelaula'
t;k fkfjhs fya;=j' weiqKdg gqjdg fyda u;la f
jro lsu@ tajd flfrys we;ss rel;ajh" wdYdj" thska
kaokhla ,eu ;uhs m%Yakh' ta ;uhs ndOdj" u;la

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jqKdg lula keye' tajd kaokh lrkak hkak tmd'

weiqKdg lula keye' tajdhska ridiajdohla kak hkak
tmd' th w;ykak' weiSu fkdj bka fkdaohla ,eu
kj;a;kak' fkdaohla ,ef leue;a;ghs lduPkaoh
lshkafka' ta ndOdj ykdf.k fkdao f woyi w;a
ykak' fufia yqol,d ;ekl Wvqlh Rcqj ;ndf.k
jd jqfKa fudkjd y ys;ka fkdao fjkak fkfjhs'
fudkj y wika fkdao fjkak fkfjhs' fkdao f
wdYdj w; ykak' tlS lduPkaoh u;=jk g ykf.k
w;ykak' tfia wmgu ndOd lr.kafka ke;sk uki
ta ndOdfjka ksoyia fjkjd' tla;eka fjkjd'

M+GPGRK
wmg ks ; ru whd lrk flfkl= " ke;s k
olskak;a wleue;s wykak;a wleue;s flfkl= u;la
fjkjd' wo Bfh m%Yakhla fkdfjhs' iuyr g wjqre
.Kklg tyd ;snQ wdrjq,lg inkaO flfkl= u;la
fjkjd' wm leu;s keye u;la fjkjg' lgq wefkkjd
jf.hs tu u;la u' wm ta wh flfrys wleue;af;ka
ys;kjd" frdaOfhka ys;kjd" i;=re wdl,amfhka ys;kjd'
ys;kak ys;kak tu is;s,af,a mg,efjkjd" yhg lgq
w;a;l mg,ejqKd fia'
wm .ska .gu is;ka hkjd' wr u;la jQ mqoa.,hd
ms<sn| is;s,a,g wfma wleue;a; ksid mK ,efnkjd'
frdaOh lshkafk;a ;j;a wdldrhl mK ula' wr uq,ska
lf<a leue;af;ka mK u" leue;a; lshkafka tla;rd
mK ula" wleue;a; lshkafk;a ;j;a wdldrhl mK
ula' leu;s keye u;la fjkjdg" wmg fokjd' is;
i;=gq lsfuka ndOd lr.kak;a mqjka' ojka ndOd
lr.kak;a mqjka' wefyk foag" fmfkk foag u;lafjk

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foag" reoaO fjka tajd yd .efgka" kqreiaika"

wukdmfhka wm wmgu ndOd lr.kakjd' t;k;a wm
ys;kjd f ksyd u;la jQ ksihs is; tl fkdfjkafka'
keye ta ksid fkdfjhs' th is;s,a,la' is;s,a,la nj
ykdf.k" ta is;s,a,g we;ss wleue;a; w;ykak' th
flfrys olajk wukdmh w;ykak' th iu. .eu
kj;a;kak' ta wm%dKsl jQ is;s,a, m%dKj;a i;=frl=
lrkakg tmd jHdmdofhka' is;s,a, is;s,a,la yg
olskk
a ' wleue;a; bj;a lrkak' tg jHdmdofhka isjk
ndOdjkaf.ka ch.kak mqjka' ysf;a ;sfhk wleue;a;
fkdiaiqNdjh iy wreh ksid is; tla;eka fjkafka
ke;sk ta wleue;a;" wreh" jHdmdoh" w;yeh g"
is;s,s meKsh;a" Yo weiqK;a ys; tla;eka fjkjd'

NRD2K
;=kafjks ndOdj k h ke;su' k oaO'
.gu Ndjkd lrf.k hkak hh keye' miqndkjd'
l,aodk .;sh lue,slu ;sfhkjd' th ldhsl iy
udkisl fome;af;kau u;=h yelshs' lue,slu lshkafk
l<HdK ;%jreks" m%;sl%shdjla' bfu mek ke=Kq
fohla fkfuhs' lue,slu lsish fohlg wm olajk
m%;sl%shdjla" idfmaCI fohla' oeka Ndjkd lrkak .shyu
ksu; tkjd' lue,shs" is; tl lr.kak hla
keye' tn wjia:djl wm leu;s flfkl= meKshd lshd
ys;kak' ta lue,slu flda@ ksu; flda@ ta fj,djg
rEmjdyskS kdgHhla hkjd k ksu; flda@ lue,slu
;sfhkjdo@ wjOdkh fld;r tl;= fjkjdo@ th
idfmaCIl fohla'
r yg" f.dfrdaiq yg i;=gq fjkak fkdao
fjkak mqre jqKq uki oeka f ishq foalska ishq i;=gla

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,nkak hk g m%udKj;a ke;s njla" tys u| njla

yefkjd' tfia oefkk g is;g Ndjkdj tmd fjkjd"
lue,s fjkjd' WodiSk fjkjd' fuh m%;sl%shdjla' ta
m%;sl%shdj olskak thg jkdlula fkd' zzug ksu;hs"
oeka Ndjkd lrkak neye' ug lue,sshs' oeka Ndjkd
lrkak neyeZZ hk is;s,a, mru i;Hhla f,i ms<s.kak
tmd' tl ojila ksu;g hg jqjfyd;a fojeks ojfia
ksu; jefjkjd' hh we;s lr.kak' f ixidrh
mqrdu wm lf<a ksod.ekSu' uq ixidrh mqrdu ksodf.k
ysh ksid ;uhs wo Tn;a ud;a f iir la kafka'
wjuhs jeo.;a' ta .ek we;s lr.kak ysf;a m%fndaOhla'
f lrkak mgka .;af;a nqoaO ldhhla' nqoaO ldhh
lshkafka rdcldhg jvd jeo.;a fohla' foajldhlg;a
jvd jeo.;a fohla' f idxidl m%Yak i|kafka nqoaO
ldhfhka' rdcldfhkaj;a foajldfhkaj;a fkfjhs'
rdcldh wjYHhs j;a fjkak' foajldfhka fohka
bkakjk h h m%;sM, ;sfhhs' yhg okafka keye'
kuq;a Th foflka u idxidl m%Yak k if|kafka
keye' ta ksid we;s lr.kak Woafhda.hla' Wkkajla'
ixf.hla' jeo.;a u foa k k oaOh ke;s lr.ekSuhs'
we;s lr.ka k ixf.hla ' ixf.h ls h ka f ka
f.hla' Woafhda.hla' yenehs kgk Woafhda.hla fkfjhs'
ksjqKq Woafhda.hla' ixf.h lshkafka l=ula o@ fu;=jla
l,a ;fha lf<a fudkjdo@ ffjoHjre lshkjd ksiqka
;fhka ;=fkka tlla ksodf.k ;uhs bkafka lshd'
mqx ldf,u k uq ojfiu ksodf.k yshd' bka miqj
wvqu .Kfka ojfika ;=fkka tllaa j;a meh 8la j;a
ksod .kakjfk" jhig hk g kej;;a wef|a' b;ska
ksodf.k ysu ;uhs wm nyq, jYfhka mqyqKq lr we;af;a'
ixidfru tfyu ;uhs bkak we;af;a' bhg;a tfyuo
bkak yokafka lshk m%Yakh ;ukaf.kau wy.kak'

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ojfika ;=fkka tlla ksodf.k" wjfhka bkak b;s

ld,h ;=< l=ulao fjkafka@ l=ulao ,e ;sfnk udkisl
ixjOkh@ isf;a hqKqj l=ulao@ bkafka fld;eko" ysh
;ekg;a jeh my< o" by< o@ f yg .sfhd;a fl<jr
fjkafka fld;ekskao@ fldmuK l,a ;j ;h ;sfhhso
okafka keye" biairyg jev jefjhso ljqo okafka'
fudk wikSmhla thso ljqo okafka@ ta yg n,k g
we;sfjkjd ixf.hla" wfka fuho ;h lshkafka@
fufia j;a fuka ,efnk M,h l=ulao@ f meje;au
fjkialr.; hq;=hs lshd we;sfjkjd f.hla' ta f.h
l<HdK ;%jreks mqoa.,fhl= mqnqojkjd' mqoa.,fhl= ;=<
;sfnk lue,slu re lr w .id od ke.sgkjd' ta
yg ta lue,slka" ta k oaOfhka ffrkak ;e;a
l<;a th kej; u;= fjkjd' fldmuK Ndjkd l<;a
ys; tl fjkafka keye' oeka lue,shs' ys; tl
lr.kak hla keye' zzf fj,df fyd| keye oeka
lEu .;a .uka" f fj,dj fyd| keye oeka f wjjqKq
.uka" f ksod.kak fj,dj'ZZ fufia is;ka oyil=;a
tlla ksoyig fya;= fydhka WodiSk lru ;uhs k
oaOfha iajNdjh'
yeu gu fidhkjd Ndjkd fkdlr bkak oyil=;a
tlla ksoyig ldrKd ;ukaf.u ys; yod.kak' ta
ksoyig ldrKd ldf.j;a ys; yokak fkfjhs' ;uka
okakjd f je/oaola lrkafka lshd' ta ksid ta ;ukaf.u
ys; kk fodiaj,ska ffrkak" thd ;ukau Widhla
njg m;alr" ksoyig ldrKd ;ukagu bm;a lrkjd'
ta W.=,g wyqfjkak tmd' k oaOh yok Widfha
;a;slrefjl= njg m;a jerlrefjl= idxidl
l kue;s o~qju kak hkak tmd' wNsfhda. lrkak
thg' fya;= uikak' oeka Tn kesg l=ulao lrkak
yokafka@ mKsvlre lshhs' fmd jevla ;sfhkjd" y

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yiais jevla" Ndjkd lrk fj,djg n,kak" wkjYH

lghq;= mjd w;HjYH jkd jev jf.a ;uhs fmkajkafka'
tfia fmkakkafk k oaOhhs' tajdfha we;s fjk fYaI
jkdlula keye' yenehs k oaOhg ta wu;r jev
ish,a, jkjd" Ndjkdj yer' k oaOhg wyqfjkak
tmd' k oaOh wkd.kak' f fj,dfj Ndjkd fkdlr
wkd.;hg l,a ug fhdackd lrk f mdm ;%hd" f
udrhd" ykd.kak' ykdf.k we;s lr.kak hhla'
m%fndaOhla we;s lr.kak' Woafhda.hla we;s lr.kak"
;fha wksYa;;djh .ek ys;ka" ixidrfha Nhdkl
lu .ek fufkys lrka'

:RD2SOODOS
y;rfjks ldrKh udkisl fkdikaiqkaNdjh yd
ysf;a we;sjk ms<sirnj' zWoaOpZ yd zl=lal=pZ' tl
l%uhla ;uhs ;uka uyd f,dl=jg mqnd f.k" lrkak
;sfhk foa l=vdjg ie,lSu' ta ;uhs zWoaOpZ lshkafka'
;uka Wvg .kakjd' mqnd bfukjd' tg ;ukag
lrkak mqjka l;a lr.kak neye' ;ukag fmfkkafk
f ish,a, mqxhgfk' tajd fndfydau ir, foaj,a' Ndjkdj
k fj,djl lrkak mqjka'
Wiia fm< mgka.;a ojfi isgu l l mdv
lf<d;a ;uhs Nd.hg hkak mqjka' ;ukag k
fj,djl mdv lrkak mqjka' Th fmd; udi follg
l,ska mdv l<;a we;s Nd.hg hkakg lshd is;=fjd;aa
Nd.hg udihla b;sj ;sfnkg ish,a, f.dv .eiS' wr
mqn.;a;= ;eke;a;d Ndf. mqxhg .;a;d' uq,ska ;uka
f,dl=jg" Ndf. lsgqfjk g Nd.h uyd frejla jf.a"
;uka mqx fldarefjl=f.a ;;aajhg m;a fjkjd' kEjg
jvd ;uka mqn.kak hkak tmd' kEjg jeh ir,j

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.kak;a tmd' f Ndjkdj lshk foh tfyu kEjg

jeh ir," f,ais" kE fj,djl lrkak mqjka fohla"
fndfydu mqx fohla lshd ys;kak tmd' tfia WoaOPh jQ
uki fkdikaik
q a fjkjd' ta fj,dfj uki ikaik
q a keye'
tg uki l<n,hs'
ta jf.au kEjg jeh ;uka my<g fy,kak;a tmd'
ta l=lal=ph' Ndjkdj uyd frejla njg m;alrf.k"
;uka we;a;fhl= njg m;alrf.k' whsfhda f lkao
fldfyduo ud kskafka@ ug ljodj;a fun ixlSK
fohla lr.kak ,efnkafka keye' wks;a wh l<dg ud mska
lr u" taksid uq,ska u mska lr mqrj.kak kE' bka miq
mqjka Ndjkd lrkak' kEjg jvd ;uka yl=jd md.d
miqng lr oukak;a tmd' ;uka ms<sn| wd;au Yajdih
we;s lr.kak' ;uka w Yajdihlg ,la lrkak;a
tmd' wd;au Yajdih wvq lr.kak;a tmd' ta foflkau
f .uk hkak ne fjkjd' yhsfhka jkak;a tmd'
fyysg jkak;a tmd" w ;lafiarejhs wj ;lafiarejhs
folu w; ykak'

OV3G
miafjks ldrKh lsPd' fuh Ndjkd lrk
g b;du m%n,j u;=fjk ldrKhla' l=ulao@ Ndjkdj
ms<sn|j Ndjkd l%uh ms<sn|j Yajdihla ke;slu'
y;rfjks ldrKfhka lsf ;uka ms<sn| Yajdihla'
miafjks ldrKfhka lshkafka lrk foa ms<sn|j" .kak
fnfy; ms<sn|j hk ud.h ms<sn|j Yajdih wvqlu' f
fnfy; o y@ f mdr o y@ f l%uh o y@ wr l%uh
o y@ fufia l%u rdYshla oekf.k ;uka fnfy;a idmamj
q la
njg m;a jQ g tla fnfy;la j;a .kak nefjkjd' tl
f;la lla .kakjd' tl fmd;la lla lshjkjd' tl

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ylg lla Ndjkd lrkjd' y keye' m%;sM, keye'

;j fohla lla mqre lrkjd' tlla ms<sn|j;a keye
y yuka Yajdihla' w;af;ka w;a;g mksk ;;ajhla"
yeu fohu l l j .d n,k ;;aajhla' ta Yajdih
ke;slu" ;uka ms<sn|j fkfuhs lrk foa ms<sn|j'
ta W.=,g;a wiqfjkakg tmd' Th lsPdjg
wyqjqjfyd;a f,ais keye' f,aisfhka ffrkak ,efnkafka
keye' tg tla .=rejrfhl=f.ka lla bf.k .kakjd'
;j flfkl= fydhd .kakjd' w;af;ka w;a;g mkskjd'
Ndjkd uOHia:dkfhka Ndjkd uOHia:dkhg hkjd'
fmd;ska fmd;g hkjd' iQ;%fhka iQ;%hg hkjd' iQ;%
msglfhka wNsOu msglhg hkjd' wNsOu msglfhka
iqo
a ud.hg tkjd' iqo
a ud.fhka wgqjdj,g hkjd"
fl<jrla keye l<HdK ;%jreks" Th yg' lsPd
kue;s ta cd,hg ta oe,g wiqjj
q fyd;a fldfyka fl<jr
fjhso okafka keye' tys fl<jrla k keye' rka rgg
hkak;a mqjka ksjer Ndjkdj fldfyo ;sfhkafka lshd
fidhka' fldfyj;a keye' lsiu
s Ndjkd uOHia:dkhlj;a"
lsiu
s fmd;lj;a" ksjer Ndjkdj keye' th ;sfhkafka
;uka <'
;ukag Yajdihla ;sfhkj k ta Ndjkdj ;uhs
ksjer' Yajdihla ke;sk ish,a, jerhs' wYajdifhka
Ndjkdj lr jevla keye' ta ksid meye,sj" meye,su
tl l%uhla ms<sn| Yajdih ;nd.kak' ta lshkafka wksla
l%u jerhs lshkjd fkfjhs' ish l%u y' ta ksidfkaa
zoyila khska m%;suKa;Z lshkafka' mdrj,a odyla ;sfhhs
wfma b,lalhg' yeu .lau uqyqog ;uhs hkafka' tl
.la ;rla fkfuhsfk' ta tla .lska .sfhd;a uqyqog
hkak mqjka' tl .la f.a l rla hkjd' f .
k fjk fldfy y hkafk lshd f.dvg ;a ;j;a

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.la fydhdf.k ;j lla hkjd' bka miq fldfy y

lkaola uqkg f.dia .la mgka.kak ;eklska kej;;a
lla r hkjd' tfyu ljodj;a uqyqog hkak ,efnkafk
kEfka l<HdK ;%jreks" yeu .lau uqyoq g .ej;a"
ye;emau oyia .Kkla Th hg .sh;a uqyoq la yn fjkafka
k keye'
ta ksid ksjer l%uh l=ula o lshd fydhkak tmd'
isysfhka isuhs Ndjkdj lshd lshkafka' isysfhka bkak
mqjka l%u k ;r ;sfhkak mqjka' Ndjkdj iy
Ndjkd l%u fjka lr wkd.kak' isysh jeu ;uhs
Ndjkdj lshkafka' isysh jvkak l%u ;sfhkjd' tla
tla .=rejre yod.;a" fydhd.;a l%u ;sfhkjd' iQ;%j,
l%u rdYshla ;sfnkjd' mg,j.kak tmd" tlla wfklg
ixikaokh lrka" tajd we.hSug ,la lrka" ld,h
f.jkak tmd' wmrdfoa ld,h' ;ukag lsish l%uhla
ms<sn| Yajdihla ;sfhkjd k .gu tys fhfokak'
.gu lf<d;a ;uhs oek.kak mqjka fjkafka' yo
keoao" m%;sM,hla ;sfhkjo keoao" th b;du jeo.;a' ;uka
jvkak W;aidy lrk Ndjkdj ms<sn| mQK Yajdihla
we;s lr.kak'
tfia Ndjkd lrkak mgka .kak' bka miq wr fmdf;a
fufyuhs lshkafka@ wr .=rejrhd fufyuhs lrkafka" tfia
u;la lrka tajdg mK fokak hkak tmd' ta mKu
;uhs lsPdj' ;uka uyd wjq,a cd,hl mg,efjkjd'
th ykdf.k l<HdK ;%jreks" tajd w;ykak'
w;yka kej; kej; tkak ;ukaf. Ndjkd l%uhg'
tg lrkak ;sfhkafka jev myhs Ndjkdfj' ir,j
lsfjd;a" ;ukag ;ukau ndOd lr.kafka ke;=j ysuhs'
wuq;=fjka lrkak fohla keye' idudkHfhka wmu wfmau
y;=frl= fia wmgu ndOd lr.kakjd fudk foa lrkak

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.sh;a" Ndjkdfj;a tfyuhs' ;ukagu ndOd lr.kak

wdldr myla nqyduqrejka jykafia foaYkd l<d' tajdg
kula kakd kSjrK lshd'
Ndjkdfj ;ukau ;ukag ndOlhlaj tkg
ykd.kak" fukak ;uka ;ukagu ndOd lr.kakd nj'
th kulska ykd.;a;;a lula keye' fuh lduPkaoh'
fuh lsPdj lshd' ta ndOlh whska lrkak issysfhka
bkak' zfid if;dj wiaii;s if;dj miaii;sZ isysfhka
hq;=j wdYajdi lrkjd' isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdi lrkjd'
tfyu fuh mgka.;a;g miafia l<HdK ;%jreks" kSjrK
ia;r wjYH keye' wdkdmdki;s iud iQ;%fha fldfyj;a
w;ru lshkafka keye ys; wdmyq f.fkkak" kSjrK
u;=fjk g oek.kak lshd' ta fkdlshkafka uq,ska
moku ksjerj yodf.k Ndjkd lrf.k hk g tfia
wjYH fkdjk ksid' kSjrK u;=fjk g oekf.k tajd
w;yka zfid if;dj wiaii;sZ - wdYajdih isysfhka
hq;=j lrkak' zif;dj miaii;sZ - isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdi
lrkak' th ;uhs f wdkdmdki;s iud Ndjkdf
wrNh" moku" uq,au mshjr'

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wms l f,djla isysfhka hq;=j wdYajdih oek.ksuq'
isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdih oek.ksuq'''
bvfoka k ieye,a fjka yq i a u we;= , a f jka k '''
bvfokak ieye,afjka yqiau msgfjkak'''
yqiau we;=,afjk nj oek.kak''' yqiau msgfjk nj
oek.kak'''
iEu wdYa j dihla u is y s f hka oek.ka k ' iEu
m%Yajdihlau isfjk nj isysfhka oek.kak'''
bvla ,ndf.k iEu klu l<HdK ;%jreks"
iaj,am fudfyd;la fyda wdYajdih isysfhka olsuq' m%Yajdih
isysfhka olsuq' bvfouq ;hg isysfhka hq;=j f.fjkakg
ks;a;= lsysmhla fyda f > jQ ixidr .ufka' ta
wgkska hq;=j wm yudr lruq f Ou ix.dhkdj'

yeu fokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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Ndjkd mqyqKqj
f.!rjkSh iajdka jykai" l<HdK ;%jreks" wo
wm wjOdkh fhduq lrkafka wdkdmdki;s iud Ndjkdj
mqyqKq u .ek yd tys wdrNh .ekhs' wm tys miqu
.ek wjia:d lsysmhlu O me;sj,ska l;d l<d'
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj lrf.k hkg u;=jk .eg
uq,skau oekf.k tajdg ms<sh l< hq;=hs' ld,h fydhd
.ekSu" tl bhjl je f,djla ysu wm Ndjkd lrk
f,dj ;=< l,ska l< jev yd lrkak ;sfhk jev .ek
fkdis;d imQKfhka ksoyfia ysu .ek iy kSjrK
.ek wm l;d l<d' fuu ldrKd ;uhs Ndjkdjg we;s
idudkH ndOd' kSjrK lshkafka wmu we;s lr.;a foaj,a'
ljqre;a meK Ndjkdjg ndOd lrkjd fkfuhs' wmg
tfyu woyil=;a tkjd' kuq;a nqoyu tn ndysr i;=rka
.ek l;d lrkafka keye' iEu wd.ulu bkakjd ndysr
IaGfhla" id;ka flfkla" hCIfhla" thd ndOd lrkjd'
fn!oaOhskag tn ndysr y;=frl= keye' fiiq wd. yd
ii|k g nqoyf we;s iqfYaIS;ajh k y;=rka ke;s
nj' wmg keye hCIfhl=" wmg keye id;ka flfkl='
udrhd lshk ;eke;a;d t<sfha bkak flfkl=u fkfjhs'
ta .ek;a wm tod l;d l<d' ndysr f,dalfha udrfhl=
ish;a i;=frl= fia fld;eklj;a i,ld keye' udrhd
fndfyda g bkafka wfmau wNHka;rfha' wmgu ndOd lrk
.;s" wfmau hqKqj j<lajk wmgu ydkslrk" kdY

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lrk" wfmau udkisl .;s ,CIKhs udrhd f,i .%y

lr ;sfnkafka' oiudr fiakd ia;r lrkafk;a tfyuhs'
t<sfha bkak lvq" ;=jlal=" lsksis" fndan .;a; msila
fkfjhs oi udr fiakd lshkafka' nv.skak" msmdih"
ksu;" ldudYdj" ;uka Wiia fldg ie,lSu" wks;a wh
my;a lr ie,lSu wdhhs udr fiakd' B<g f udrhd
ljqo lshk ldrKh .ek wm l;d l<d' wNHka;r wei"
ndysr rEmh iy ta ksid my<jk [a[dKh'
uq,skau uqK .efyk indOl myla kSjrK yg
ia;r lrkjd' f Ndjkdf kSjrK yuqfjkjd'
;fha;a yuqfjkjd' kuq;a tajd ykd.kak wudrehs'
Ndjkdf kSjrK" kSjrK f,i wk.kak mqjka' ta
ksid uki fkdikaiqka fjk" uki wjq,a fjk" uki
jHdl+, fjk" is; jk kEu wjia:djl nefjd;a wehs
o f ys; wjq,a jQfha@ flfia o fuf;kag ys; f@
l=ulao f jHdl+,Ndjhg fya;=j lshd l<HdK ;%jreks"
wmg ykd.kak mqjka lsish udkisl .;s ,CIKhla'
uQ,sl jYfhka kSjrK hkq thhs' Ndjkd lrk g fjd
u;= fjkjd' tajd ykd.kak mqjka" wk.kakg kE'
ykdf.k w;ykak' ta kSjrK mefKkafka yhg
jdyk jf.a' wm lsish wjYH ;eklg mhska hkg
fukak fjk me;a;lg hk jdyk tkjd" nia tkjd'
ykk whf. fudag r: tkjd' we;a wm < kj;ajd
lshkjd kskak lshd' tg wmg hkak mgka .;a;= ;ek
u;l ke;sfjkjd' fld;ekg hkako f mgka.;af;a
iy hk Ydj" ish,a, wu;l fjk ;eklg hk nia
hlg kskjd' iEfyk rla .sh ghs u;la fjkafk
f fldfyo hkafka@ fu;ekg hkak fkfjhsfka wdf'
yqiau .ek isysfhka bkakfka jd jQfha' oeka f fudkjo
ys; ys;d bkafka@ jer nia tll hkafka lshd oek.;a
jydu l<hq;= m<uqjeks foa ;uhs nia fhka neiSu' bkamiq

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hdhq;= Ydjg wdmiq yefrkak' ;j nia tlla tkjd' lE

.id lshkjd kskak kskak' wf;kag hkak mqjka"
fuf;kag hkak mqjka' wm thg;a f.dv fjkjd' wmg
hkak wjYH ke;s .ukdka;j,g tk f jdyk ykd.;
hq;=hs' l<HdK ;%jreks" kskak l<ska wk.kak'
ke;sk f.dvjqKq miqjj;a wk.kak' fl<jrla ke;s
wkjYH jdykj, hk u.sfhl= fjkjg jvd l<HdK
;%jreks" oekf.k jer nia fhka nyskak'
jeo.;a jkafka f hkafka jer nia hl nj
k.ekSu' jer nihla lSjdu nia fha je/oaola fkfjhs'
hk Ydf je/oaola' yqiau .ek isysfhka bkak wjYH
;eke;a;d hk Ydjla ;sfhkjd' thska msg fudk
Ydjg is;s,s wdj;a" tajd wkjYH is;s,s' ta is;s,sj,
je/oaola keye' kuq;a tajd jevla keye' tfia jevla ke;s
foa jevla ke;s nj f;are .; hq;=hs' jevla ke;s foa
jevla we;s fohla f,i wmj uq<d lsuhs kSjrKfhka
lrkafka' f wkjYH is;s,sj,g ke;s jeo.;alula
jkdlula wfma wjOdkh veye.ekSuhs kSjrKj,
ldhh' tg f mgka.;a ldhh wu;l hkjd' tmd
hkjd' kSri fjkjd' ta .ek ;sfhk Wkkaj wvq
fjkjd' tfia Ndjkd lrkak neye' fldmuK fj,djla
wm jdfj,d ysh;a wm lrkafka l,amkd lr lr ysu'
wehs ta@ tk tk is;s,sj,g ie kSjrK mefKkjd'
lue,slu tkjd" ielh tkjd" wdYdj tkjd' kuq;a
fmfkkak tkafka keye' ie iy uqjd mefKkafka'
fl,skau fukak lduPkaoh" ud wdjd lshd tfia lE
.yf.k" wKfnr .yf.k" oeka .yf.k" ks, weula
we|f.k tkafka keye' fjia ne|f.khs tkafka' wr wefyk
foag uqjd tk ksid kSjrKhla yg fmfkkafka
keye' Yoj, ie hka tkjd' fuh ,iaikhs" fl

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lrorhla" lshd u;la fjkjd' u;lfha m%Yakhla kEfka'

kuq;a u;lhg ie tkjd i;=gla' fkdao ckl iy
wdYajdoh ,enQ fohla u;la fjkjd' ta fkdaoh" wdYajdoh
ms<sn| Pkaohla we;sfjkjd' ukdmhla leue;a;la we;s
fjkjd' tg u;lhl ie u;lhg uqjd lduPkaoh
tkjd' wefyk Yohg uqjd jHdmdoh tkak mqjka' f
kSjrK tkafka ieu gu bkah iu.' wyiska lvdf.k
md;a fjkafka keye' wm ,nk bkaSh w;alS iu.hs
kSjrKhla u;= h yelafla'
tu ks i d tk tk bka S h wdruKh ms < s n |
wjOdkfhka iska Yohla weyqKd" u;lhla wdjd
lshd k.; hq;=hs' wjOdkfhka k bkafka jdykhla
nia hla wdjd lshd tys ke hd hq;=o@ fuu is;s,a,
.uka lrkafka ;ukag hd hq;= Ydjg o@ wjYH ;ekg o@
ke;sk jer me;a;g o@ kskak l,ska u ykd.kak
mqjka' tg jer nia tlg f.dv fkdu bkak mqjka'
th hhs' nia u k;r fjkafka keye wm ke.af.a keye
lshd' f i|yd l<HdK ;%jreks" ukd jQ isyshla wmg
;sh hq;=hs' fuh wdjg .shdg neye' Tfya jd yshg
neye' wjYH fjkjd fyd| isyshla'

LV\VKPV\VJTMGHN6X
wdrNfha lshkjd zbOdkkao NsCLq wr[a[.f;da jd
relaLuQ,.f;da jd iq[a[d.dr.f;da jd ksiSo;S m,a,Xlx
wdN=;ajd Wcqx ldhx mKsOdhZ lshd' wm tf;kag tkf;la
l;d l<d' flS ;eklg .s ys ka flS fj,djl
mhxlhl jd Wvq lh Rcqj ;nd .ekSu jeo.;a'
Wvqlh iDcqj ;ndf.k l=ula o lrkafka@ zmuqLx i;sx
WmGfm;ajdZ' f ldrKh .ek wm l;d lf<a keye' wo
wjOdkh fhduq lruq zmuqLx i;sx WmGfm;ajdZ isysh
fyd|g msysgqjd.ekSu' wmg ;sfhk m%Yakh ;uhs jd jQ

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.ukau wdkdmdki;sh mqre lrkak W;aidy lsu' wm

yqiau n,kjd' tfia wmyiqhs" fjfyihs" tfia wjOdkh
f.fkkak neye' tys ms<sfj<la ;sfnkjd' zmuqLx i;sx
WmGfm;ajdZ m<uqj isysh yod.; hq;=hs' isysh msysgqjd
.ekSu wjYHhs'
isysh ;uhs jeo.;au foa' zmuqLxZ m%uqL fjkafka
isyshhs' m%uqLia:dkh h hq;af;a isyshghs' yqiaug ys; tl
lrkjd fkfuhs' fuh l<HdK ;%jreks" wm mg,efjk
;ekla wdkdmdki;sfha' wdkdmdki;sh lshkafka l=ulao@
wm ms<s;=re fokjd yqiaug ys; tl lsu' keye ys;
tl lsula fkfjhs yqiaug' fu;k lshkafka isysh
msysgqjd .ekSula' zmuqLx i;sxZ jeo.;a fjkafka" m%uqL
fjkafka isysh msysgqjd .ekSu" isysh Wmojd .ekSu' tl
lsu fkfuhs' ys; jkak fokafk ke;=j ysr lsu
fkfuhs' isysh ;nd .kak'
zmuqLxZ lshk lreK .ek l<HdK ;%jreks" h
h woyia ;sfhkjd' fuh tl ylg f;darkak mqjka'
m%uqLia:dkh fokafk isyshg" fjk fohlg fkfjhs' ys;
tl lsug" tfyu ke;sk kdih w.g" Worhg fjdg
fkfuhs m%uqLia:dkh fokafka' isyshg' ta ;uhs jeo.;a
fjkafka wdkdmdki;shg' yqiau jk ;ekj;a" yqiau
we;=,fa jk ;ekj;a" msu yels,u
S j;a ta tllaj;a fkfjhs
jeo.;a fjkafka' isyshhs' tfiau zmuqLZ lshkjd bmig'
Tng bfhka isysh ;nd.kak' fN!;sl jYfhka isysh
bfhka ;shdf.k" l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl=f.a bosrs
miska wm jd " fyd| wjOdkfhka ta ;eke;a;d foi
n,df.k isfhd;a l f,djlska wmg lshkak mqjka
fukak f ;eke;a;d wdYajdi lrkjd iy m%Yj
a di lrkjd
lshd' wjOdkfhka f;drj neg tfia fkkafka keye'
fyd| wjOdkfhka im n,df.k ish hq;=hs bmiska'

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ta wjia:dfhs oefkkafka iy fmfkkafka" ka isjkafka

wdYajdihla" ka isjkafka m%Yajdihla nj'
zmuqLx i;sx WmGfm;ajdZ tl l%uhla isyshg
uq,a ;ek fokjd' ta jf.au f isysh ;ukaf. bmiska
msysgqjd .kakjd" yhg f msi udf.a bmi b|f.k
ud foi n,d bkak fia' fhda.shd uekka jd isysh Yr
wNHka;rfha" ke;sk lsish ndysr bkahl fkdfjhs
;ukaf. bmiska yhg ,s mkaoula o,ajd ;uka
foigu t,a, l<d fia n,d bkakjd' tg ;ukaf.a uq
Yrhu yefkjd' tfukau isysh bhg f.k;a" ;uka
foi n,df.k bkakjd' uq Yrh .eku wjOdkfhka
bkakjd' fuys fYaI ;ekla .ek lshkafka keye
l<HdK ;%jreks" ;ekla fydhkak hkak;a tmd' wm
wkjYH m%Yakhla we;s lr.kakjd f wdkdmdki;sfh
;ekla fydhd.kak iy ;ekl k;rfjkak f.dia' ;eka
jeo.;a keye' iuia; Yrhu wdYajdi lrkjd' iuia;
Yrhu m%Yajdi lrkjd' f iuia; wdYajdihgu iuia;
m%Yajdihgu ;ud wmf.a wjOdkh fhduq h hq;af;a' tla
;eklg" mqx lE,a,lg fyda fldgilg fkfjhs'
tu ksid ;uka bfhka isysh ;ndf.k" zmuqLx
i;sx WmGfm;ajdZ isyshg uq,a;ek isysfhka isu ;uhs
jeo.;a' ta isysh ;uka bmiska iskjd' ta fN!;sl
me;a;' B<g udkisl me;af;ka isysh meye,s lr.ksuq'
wruqKq ;a ta is; jf.dia mehlg muK miq kej;
yUdhdu fkdfjhs isysh' ta yeu fudfydf;u wruqK;a
iu.u isysh ;sh hq;=hs' t;ku isysh we;slr.; hq;=hs'
jer nia fha kskak l<ska isysh we;sh hq;=hs'
tg jer mdf fkdhd ish yelshs' tneka fuu
Ndjkdj ;=< isyshg f,dl= ;ekla ;sfnkjd' ta ;ek wm
h hq;=hs' wkjYH foaj,aj,g wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfj

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;ekla u wmrdOhla' ys; tl lsu jeo.;a keye'

ys; tl fjkak mqjka Ndjkdfj" kuq;a f jHdhduh
yqiaug ys; tl lsu msKsi fkfjhs" kdifha w. fiu
fkfjhs jeo.;a fjkafka isysfhka isu' f isysh l<HdK
;%jreks" lsysm wdldrhlg ia;r lrkak mqjka'

IIXGI\GIDLVMNDINDOXODR#
tla wdldrhla k" w;S;fha j;a fjkafk;a keye'
wkd.;fha j;a fjkafk;a keye' isyfs hka iska f
j;udk fudfyd; ;=< is fjk foa olskjd' flfkl=
isysfhka o ysfha ke;so hkak k.; yels fyd|u
idOlhla k f j;udk fudfydf;a o bkafk@ fu;k
fjk foa okakjo@ ke;sk blau .sh" bjrjQ w;S;h ;=<
k j;afjkafka isyfs hka fkfjhs bkafka' ke;sk ;ju
fkdmeKs wkd.;h .ek n,dfmdfrd;a;= isyk
s ujkj k"
wyiaud<s.d yokj k" i;=gq fjka iy lafjka j;a
fjkjd k t;ek;aa isyfs hka fkfjhs bkafka'
ta wjia:d foflau wm j;udkh u ykjd'
j;udkh fudfyd;ska fudfyd; f. hkjd l<HdK
;%jreks' isysfhka fkfjhs k bkafka kslrefKa ld,h
f. f. hkjd' fuh tla lreKla' l=ulao@ f j;udk
fudfydf;a o bkafka n,kak" ke;sk wisysfhka bkafka'
B<g kSjrK;a iu. wm we,S .e,S k bkafk" u;la
fjk foaj,a tlal i;=gq fjka" wi;=gq fjka ys;kjd"
lafj ys; ys;d bkakjd k" tfia yeSnrj" flf,ia
n;j k bkafka t;k;a isysh keye' flf,ia tkak
mqjka' isysfhka bkak g flf,ia tk nj oek.kakjd
j;udkfha k iskafka' kuq;a wm laf,aY n;
wdf.YS,S k t;ek isysh keye' th fojeks ldrKh'

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;=kfa jks ldrKh" wm fu;k;a ke;sk" fu;k fjk

foa okafka;a ke;sk tk wjldYh wkqj j;udkfha
fkdisu' fu;k fkdfjhs fjk ;ekl bkafk' isysh
ykdf.k" isyshg m%uqLia:dkh isysfhka isu i|ydhs
jdjQfha' isysh hqKq lsu i|ydhs' i;smGdkh i|ydhs
jdjqfKa' fjk wruqKlska fkfuhs' yqfola isyfs hka" yqfola
j;udkfha isu i|ydhs' yqfola f fudfydf;a we;=,afjk
msgfjk yqiau oek.ekSu i|ydhs" ta m<,a jQ wdl,amh
we;slr .; hq;=hs' fiiq foaj,a wu;l lr oukak' tajd
me;a;lska ;shkak" ta ish,a, Ndjkdj ;=<g f.k;a
tajdfha isrlrefjl= fkdh hq;=hs' ish n,dfmdfrd;a;=
lkaordju jd jQ ;ekg f.k;aa Ndjkdj wm;% lrkak
tmd' Ndjkdj IKh lrkak;a tmd' Ndjkdj wdjrKh
lr.kak tmd' tfia Ndjkd mqyqKqj lr.kak ne fohla
njg m;alr .kak tmd'

LVNDNJOVLVMODNH
zfid if;dj wiaii;s" if;da miaii;sZ isysfhka hq;=j
wdYajdi lrkafkah" isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdi lrkafka h'
;uka bmig isysh f.k" wjOdkfhka isk g ;ukag
oek.kak ,efnkjd wdYajdi lrk nj iy m%Yajdi lrk
nj' th oefkk fohla wmg' th w;aoelSula i is;Sula
fkfjhs' ta ;uhs B< jeo.;a ldrKh' f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj ;=< ys;kak fohla keye' fudkj .ek ys;kak
o@ ys;=j;a ke;;a Yrh yqiau .kakjd" Yrh yqiau
fy,kjd' is;sh hq;= keye' m%n, is;Sulska f;drj th
wx. imQKj is fjkjd ksr;=reju' ta .ek is;kak
.sh ghs lD;s fjkafka iy wiajdNdl fjkafka' yqiau
fjfyilr fjkafk;a wm ta .ek ys;kak .sh ;ekhs'
wfkla jeo.;a lreK fuhhs' jd jQ fudfydf;au
flfkl= yqiau .ek ys;kak mgka .;fyd;a tf;la l,a

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m%Yk
a hlaj fkd;snK
q q yqiu
a m%Yk
a hla njg m;afjkjd' tg
yqiaug ksoyfia we;=,a fjkak iy msgfjkak neye' ka
Yrhg wjYH m%udKhg yqiau .kak;a wjYH fj,djg
msglrkak;a neye' ys; t;ekg uey;a fj,dfk' fuhhs
jeo.;a foa' Tn hula .ek ys;kak mgka .kak' ta foa
fjkia fjkjd' ta ;uhs iajNdjh' ys;kak mgka.;a;d
o" ta mgka.;a ieKska u ta wruqK fjkia fjkak mgka
.kakjd' ys;g neye me;a;lg isfjk foag isjkak
bv n,df.k bkak' wm ys;kafku f foa fufia h
hq;=hs" fufia fkdh hq;=hs' we,Sfuka ys;kjd" ke;sk
.efuka ys;kjd' is fjk foag tl;= isu ;,a
lrf.k jv jvd;a f.j;a lrkak n,kjd' ke;sk
islr oukak yd kj;ajkak jEh lrkjd' fukak
is;fS uka jk foa' wdkdmdki;sh ;=< is;u
S la keye' fudku
fohla .ekj;a is;Sf wjYH;djhla keye' tg f ys;
m;afjkjd lsish wmQj ;;aajhlg'
wmQj lshkafka l<HdK ;%jreks" l,ska fkdjqKq
fohla' mQjfha fkdisjQ fohla is fjkak mgka .kakjd'
mQjfha isj ;sfnkafkau is;Su" is;Su" is;Su' fydka
ys;kjd" krlska ys;kjd" i;=ka ys;kjd" wi;=ka
ys;kjd" wdYdfjka ys;kjd" ;rfyka ys;kjd" lska
ys;kjd" fhka ys;kjd' ;h mqrdu" iir" mqrdu Tn;a
ud;a l< tlu foa is;Su' m<uqjeks j;djg ixidrfha wm
ta is;k ukig ta is;Sf l%shdj,hg flhla fokjd'
fudkj .ek ys;kako@ wm is;g lshkjd Tn fudfyd;lg
kej;S yqiaug l%shd;aul fjkak bvfokak' f we;=,afjk
msgfjk yqiaug tkak hkak bv fokak'
fudfyd;lg is;fS l%h
s dj,shg flhla fokak' Tn
Yajdi l<dg Tn ys;kafka ke;sk lsisu fohla isjk
tlla keye lshd" Wmka ojfia isg wo fjkf;la yqiu
a wdjd

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.shd' is;+ ksid fkfuhs" bhg;a h hk f;lau yqiau

ths yqiau hhs wm ys;=j;a ke;;a' ta ksid ohdnr is; Tn
fudfyd;lg fu;kska bj;afjkak' fudfyd;lg ud.h
bv fokak yqiaug we;= fjkak msgfjkak' ta ueoaog
mek ud. ndOl oukak tmd' mdfrka me;a;lg f
wdYajdi m%Yajdi kue;s fmryerg hkakg iy tkakg bv
fokak' Ndjkdkqfhda.shd lshkafka ixOdhljrfhl= fyda
mmd,lfhl= fkfjhs' yqfola ksCIlfhl=" me;a;lg
uis,fa ,ka isk flfkl= muKhs' ud.h imQKfhkau
jD;hs' ;uka ksid ud.h wjysr keye'

XXDMIKDXH\DX
oeka isj ;sfnkafka l<HdK ;%jreks" ;ukaf.ka"
ta lshkafka uq ukiu" ke;sk f f;au ms
;sfnkafka uu;ajfhka' zuuZ lshk ;eke;a;df.a uu;ajfh
yemamS ;uhs Th wefyk yeu Yohlau wm ;=<g we;=
fjkafk' Yoj,g ksoyfia we;= fjkak neye' lka
fol uu;ajfhka ms .syska' lfk;a zuuZ" wefy;a zuuZ"
Yrh mqrdu;a zuuZ" kdfy;a zuuZ" fj;a zuuZ" u;lfh;a
zuu'Z zuuZ kue;s mqoa.,hd f yeu ;eklu ms ms
iskjd' Yo we;a ta msnqkq uu;ajfha jkjd' jeKq
g n,kjd zuuZ ;uhs wykafka" f Yoh we;a uf.a
lfka jeKq g ug oekqfKa iemlao llao@ hula iamY
fjk g l<HdK ;%jreks" uQ,sl jYfhka u Th kaok
fol oefkkjd' idudkHfhka fjk;a kaok ;snqK;a wmg
m%n,j oefkkafka iem yd lhs' uy uoaoyfk" ke;sk
f jej whsfk bkak g" yu riafkhs odhhs' tla jru
isis,a iq<x /,a,la mdj;a wfma wefa jkjd' tg y
ikSmhs' riakh" odyh" vdj ke;sj .; ks hkjd' fufia
kaokj,ska ikSmhla oefkkjd' ke;sk lla oefkkjd'
lka foflys zuuZ ;sfhkafk" wm lshkjd Yoj,ska lk

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msf.dia lshd' keye lk ms we;af;a zuf.kaZ uu;ajfhka'

fufia f yeu ;eklu zuuZ iska n,kjd f tk
tk foa ;ukaf.a wefa .egqKq g ,efnk kaokh
l=ulao lshd' ta ikaksfok ud.fha oDIa" m:" iakdhq
imQKfhka u uu;ajfhka ms ;sfnkafka' uu;ajfha
fkd.e lsisfoalg hkak neye' tu iEu fohlska zuuZ
b,a,kjd ;ukaj i;=gg m;a lrk f,i'
iuyr kaok y ikSmhs' wkak ta kaokh ,ndka
ta Yohg <x fjkjd" we lrkjd' ljqo@ iqjodhs
kaokhla ,enQ ;eke;a;d' zMiai mphd fokdZ .egqKq
g kaokhla ,efnkjd' ta kaokh fyd| k wkak
zfokd mphd ;KaydZ ;Kaydjla we;s fjkjd' iuyr
g y fokdldhs' ys;kak jdyk u we;a wfma kdfy
jk g wm leu;s keye' ta kdfy we;=f,a bkak zuuZ
thg leu;s keye' ta wleue;s zuuZ g th wi;=gla' tg
;ry .kakjd' ta ;rfyka ta .egqKq foh;a iu. igka
lrkjd' ljqo@ kdih ;=< is zuuZ thd t;k ysfh
ke;sk lla fjkak neye' ;ry .kak yla keye'
;ry .;af;a t;k uu;ajh ;snqKq ksihs'
b;ska l<HdK ;%jreks" f whqka ksrka;rfhka
u" uu;ajh fyj;a zuuZ f yeu ;eklu ms b;s f.dia
;sfnkafka' weye;a ms,d" lK;a ms,d" kdih;a ms,d"
j;a ms,d" Yrh;a ms,d" uki;a ms,d" is;s,sj,ska
fkdfjhs uu;ajfhka' .| iqjka fkfjhs uu;ajfhka"
rfika ;s;af;ka fkfjhs" rEmfhka fkfjhs uu;ajfhka"
iamYfhka fkfjhs uu;ajfhka' Ndjkdf me;a;lg
isysfhka bkak g uu;ajh n,kjd thdg fudlo
fjkafka lshd' oeka l=ulao zuuZ lrkak k fu;k@
wr yeu ;eklgu f.dia ueoaog mek tk tk foaj,a
nod.kak ye" iuyr foaj,aj,g mhska .eiQ" ta zuuZ

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n,kjd f Ndjkdj ;=< l=ulao ldhNdrh" uu;ajfha

rdcldh l=ulao@ ta uu;ajhg lrkak mqjka fohla
keye' thdg lrkak mqjka Ndjkdjl=;a keye' kuq;a
thdg wjYHhs fudkj fyda lrkak' oeka thd ys;kjd
yqiau .kak keo" oeka msg lrkako kE' yhsfhka
.kak keo@ oeka fyysg .kak kE o@ ta ;uhs uq,ska
u fjkafka l<HdK ;%jreks' tfia wefya" lfka" kdifha
wd iEu ;eklu isr is uu;ajh" bhg ;a f
Ndjkdj ;=<;a msfnkak yokjd' Ndjkdj;a uu;ajfhka
lrkak yokjd thdg k yg' l<HdK ;%jreks"
fuh ykd.; hq;=hs' ys;k ukig flhla fokak'
Y%du hjkak fudfyd;lg fyda' is;k uki Y%du hjd
zfida if;daj wiaii;s" if;da miaii;sZ isysfhka hq;=j
wdYajdi lrkafka h' isysfhka hq;=j m%Yajdi lrkafkah'
wdYajdih oek.kakjd" m%Yajdih oek.kakjd' tmuKhs'
is;Sula fkfuhs' lsula fkfuhs' yq oek.ekSula" yq
ksCIKh lsula" yq uis,su;aNdjhla we;s lr.kakjd
yqiau ms<sn|j'
tfia Yrh kshu wdldrhg ilia lrf.k Yrhg
bmiska isysh msysgqjd isysfhka isu ;uhs jeo.;a
nj ms<sf.k" wjOdkfhka isk g wkak ;ukag
oefkkak mgka .kakjd wdYajdi lrk nj iy m%Yajdi
lrk nj' th oekSula' lsula fkfjhs oekSula' taksid
Ndjkd lrkjd lshk jpkh ykd.kak' fuf;la l,la
wdYdfjka yd ;rfyka ish,a, md,kh lrkakg W;aidy
l< flkd ys;kjd ;uka ;uhs Ndjkd lrkafk;a
lshd' zuuZ ;uhs fuh lrkafka lshd' keye' Ndjkdfj
lrkak fohla keye' Ndjkd zlrkakhsZ ;sfnkafka lSuu
m%Yakhla' Ndjkdj wx. imQKhs' thg w.ska fyda
uq,ska fyda l<HdK ;%jreks ilal mo wjYH keye'

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zNdjkdjZ mmQK jpkhla' k.ekSu" jeu" Nd;d

lsu" hqKq lsu hk woyi t;k ;sfhkafka' tmuKhs'
tg oekSula oek.ekSula i|ydhs jEh lrkafk" wkak
ta wdl,amh yod.kak' lsisjla lrkak fkfuhs yq
oek.ekSula i|ydhs' fudkjo oek.;af;a@ oek.kak
foaj,a k ;r ;sfhkjd' kuq;a ta ish,a, w;ka f;dard
.ekSula ;sfhkjd l%shdjka folla'

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wdYajdi l%shdj iy m%Yajdi ls%hdj wfma oekSulska
f;drj" wfma wjOdkhlska f;drj isjk fohla' wfma
wjOdkhlska f;drj is jqj;a Yrh .ek wjOdkfhka
bka k g l<HdK ;% j reks " wmg oefkka k g
mgka.kakjd wdYajdi fjk nj iy m%Yajdi fjk nj'
tfia ksy~j ksfid,aufka Yrh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak
ks;a;=jla folla" ks;a;= myla" oyhla" myf<djla"
iaila' bmiska ;sfnk Yrh foi isysfhka n,df.k
isk g wmg fmfkkak mgka .kakjd Ydl l%shdj,sh
;=<ska wdYajdih isfjk nj iy m%Yajdih is fjk nj'
Yrh flfrys flfkl= idjOdkj isk g" w;S;
wkd.; is;s,sj,ska ksoyia j;udkfha isk g"
fu;k f fudfydf;a isk g" lsishu jQ fyda ksfIhl
oefkkakg mgka .kakjd yqiau .kak nj;a yqiau msg
lrk nj;a' l<n, fjkak tmd wd oeka y" oeka ug yqiu
a
oekqKd" oeka yqiaug ys; tl lr.kak k lshd yiais
fjkak tmd' .gu wjOdkfhka bkak' n,df.k bkak
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g tl fudfyd;lg wdYajdih oefkhs" m%Yajdih oefkhs"
kej; fkdoekS hhs' l f,djlska kej;;a wdYajdih
oefkhs' m%Yajdih oefkhs' kej; fkdoekS hhs' oekqK;a

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fkdoekqK;a os.gu wjOdkfhka bkak' Yrh yd bhj

.ek' yqiaf t,af,kak fyda yqiaf k;rfjkak W;aidy
.kak tmd' .gu yqiau oefkkak k lshk ta mgq
wfmaCIdj w;yer Yrh .ek wjOdkfhka bkak" yqiaug
fkfuhs' yhg fodrgqjla < bkak flfkl= ta fodrgqfjka
we;=,afjk ;eke;a;d iy msgfjk flkd olskjd jf.a'
fodrgqjla < flfkl=g ysgf.k bkak mqjka weia
jyf.k' we;=,a fjkafka ljqo okafka keye' msgfjkafka
ljqo olskafk;a keye' fodrgqjla < flfkl=g ysgf.k
bkak mqjka weia werf.k kuq;a fjk l,amkdjlska'
f,dl= l,amkdjl ksu.ak ta ;eke;a;dg;a we;=,afjk
flkd fyda msgfjk flkd fmfkkafka keye'
tfia l<HdK ;%jreks" f yqiau fkdoekS hkak"
ke;sk yqiau we;=,au iy msgu fkdoefkkak fya;=
ldrKd fndfydu ;sfhkjd' isysh ulu" ksis wjOdkfhka
fkdisu" wjOdkh fjk w;g hdu wd fndfyda ldrKd
;sfhkjd' f ish,a, ksjer jQ fudfyd;l ;uhs yqiau
we;=,au msgu oefkkafka' kej; Th idOlhla wjysr
l< jydu yqiau we;=,au msgu oefkkafka keye' yqiau
fkkjdo keoao hk wjOdkfhka bkak g kej;;a
ishu ndOl bj;a jQ fudfyd;l we;= jk wdYajdih
Tng oefkhs' msg jk m%Yj
a dih Tng oefkhs' l%ufhka je
jdr .Kkla wdYajdi m%Yj
a di l%h
s dj,sh oefkhs' kej;;a
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l=ulao@ wdYajdihlao@ m%Yj
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ksCIKh lsfuys fhfok g l%ufhka yqiau hkq
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fkdfjhs wdYajdi lshkafka' fuh l%shdjla' wdYajdih fyda

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m%Yajdih lshd fohla keye" l%shdjla i' f l%shdjg wm

md lrkjd kdu mohla' tfy;a tys fohla keye' yq
l%shdj,shla i" we;=,a u;a msgu;a i" we;=,a fjk
fohla fyda msgfjk fohla fu;k ke;s nj Ndjkdf
jegfykak mgka .kakjd'
l<HdK ;%jreks" Th ldrKh f;are .ekSu b;du
jeo.;a' fukak jeo.;au lvbu wdOHd;al wjfndaOhla
lrd flfkl= yrjk' kdumo fhdodf.k wm f,dl= igkla
lrkjd ;h mqrdu' kdu mo .%y lr.; fkdyelsj
f;are fre lr.; fkdyS mg,e' kEu f;are
.ekSug wmyiq kdumohla l%shdmohlg yrjd n,kak
myiqfjka f;are .kak mqjka' ir,hs'
ksoiqkla .ksuq' zfyd| flfkl=Z lshkafka ljqo@
th wudrehs .%y lrkak kuq;a fyd| ls%hd lshd
fldgila ;sfnkjd' krl flfkl= lshkafka ljqo@ th
.%y lrkak;a wudrehs' ula ksido@ mqoa.,hd lshkafka
ixlSK;ajhlg' kuq;a krl l%shd lshd ;sfnkjd' tajd
is fjkjd' isfjk g ykd.kak mqjka fuh krl
l%shdjla" fuh fyd| l%shdjla' zriZ lshk kdu moh .kak'
wm lshkjd meKs rihs" meKs ri fohla fkfuhs fk' th
oekSula' l%shdjla' wm fjka iamY lf<a ke;sk meKs
ri o keoao lshkak neye' wfma jg idfmaCIj ;uhs meKs
ri lshk foh mj;skafka' rih oekSu l%shdjla' iqj|;a ta
jf.a' iqj| lshd fohla fmfkkak keye' kdifha iamY
f ls%hdj,sh ksihs iqj| oekSu isoaO fjkafka' Yo lshd
fmkajkak yels fohla keye' we;af;a weiSula muKhs'
rEm lshd fohla fmkSfuka mndysrj keye'
is;s,s lshd fohla keye' yq is;Sula muKhs' wm
lshkjd is;
s ,a,la wdjd lshd' Bfha ms<n
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b;du jeo.;a f Ndjkdfj" ke;sk f ;djfndaOfha'
ta .eUqrg hdu l<HdK ;%jreks" f mqx ir,
yqiafuka wmg mgka .kak mqjka' wjidkfha fu;kg
we;a mgka .kak fjkjd' zuuZ lshk kdumoh .;a;;a"
zuuZ lshkafka ljqo@ f,dl= odYksl m%Yakhla jf.a' zuuZ
keye lshkjd zuuZ bkakjd lshkjd' bkakjd lsj;a"
keye lsj;a fokaku mg,jdf.k" ula ksido@ uu lshd
lsish fohla ;sfnkjd lshk woyiska ;uhs Th m%Yak
u;=jkafka' nqoyu lshkafka keye zuuZ lshd flfkla
bkak nj fyda ke;s nj' fudlo f m%Yakhu jer
m%Yakhla' we;af;a l%shdj,shla muKhs' zuuZ fyda uu;ajh
lshkafk l%shdj,shlg' fohla f,i .;af;d;a mg,efjkjd'
th fydhd.kak ne fjkjd' ta ksihs Th ldrKh ms<sn|
uyd odYksl fmd;a ,sh ;sfnkafka' yq l%h
s dj,shla" fohla
fia i,ldf.k tn fohla ;sfhkjo keoao lshd B<g
.%y lrkak ;e;a lrkjd' keye" ir, fuka l<HdK
;%jreks" l%shdj,sh ls%hdj,shla f,i n,kak mqjka'
wdYajdi lsu wdYajdi lsu fia' yqiau we;=,a fjkjd"
msgfjkjd' tu ls%hdj,sh jv jvd;a meye,sj jv jvd;a
ishqj oefkkak mgka .kakjd' ksoiqkla f,i u,la
foi wjOdkfhka n,df.k bkak' iuyr g msfmkjd
fmfkkjd' iuyr g mrfjkjd fmfkkjd' ta i|yd

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n,df.k ish hq;=hs' tfia ke;sk fmdfydgq fmfkkjd'

lis; jQ mqIamhkaa fmfkkjd' B<g mr fm;s yeKq
fohla fmfkkjd' kdu mo lla fmfkkjd' wm lshkjd
fuh fmdfydgqj" fuh msms u," mrjQ u,' ta ila msmSu
olskafka keye" lis; u olskafk;a keye' ,dk u"
mru olskafk;a keye' fuys l%shdj,shla i" fohla ke;s
nj olskakg k iEfyk fj,djla wjOdkfhka bkakg
fjkjd' wkak tn jQ wjOdkhla l<HdK ;%jreks"
f Yrh flfrys;a yqiau flfrys;a mj;ajd .; hq;=hs'
tfia isk ;rug wjOdkh je fjkjd' wjOdkh ishq
fjkjd' wjOdkh je jQ ;rug" ishq jQ ;rug f
wdYajdi" m%Yajdi lsf l%shdj,sh jv jvd;a oefkkakg
mgka .kakjd' wdYajdih fkfuhs oefkkafka wdYajdi
lsf l%shdj' m%Yajdih fkfjhs" m%Yajdi lsf l%shdj'
tg wdYajdih oek.;a;d" m%Yj
a dih oek.;a;d lSjg lula
keye' kuq;a f l=ulahs wm wjfndaOhla we;slr .;
hq;h
= 's fohla fkfjhs" iso
a hla" isula ksCIKh lrkjd
muKhs' f ksCIKh ;=< O jQ fjkial olskak
mqjka' ta fjkial fydhkjd fkfjhs' kuq;a fjkial
fmfkkjd' we;=,afjk yqiau folla tl iudk keye' msg
fjk yqiau folla tl jf.a keye' ta fjkial fyd|hs
fyda krlhs lshkafka keye' kuq;a wjOdkfhka iska
oek.kakjd flfiao f fudfydf;a yqiau we;= fjkafka@
fldfyduo f fudfydf;a yqiau msgfjkafka@
ta imQK wdYajdih foi imQK m%Yajdih foi
idjOdk ula isysfhka isula ;uhs fu;k ish
hq;af;a' zfida if;daj wiaii;s if;da miaii;sZ isysfhka
hq;=ju wdYajdih isoaO jkafkah' isysfhka hq;=ju m%Yajdi
u isoaO jkafka h' tghs wdYajdi f .;s ,CIK yd
m%Yajdi f .;s ,CIK fmfkkakg mgka .kafka' ta
yeu .;s ,CIKhla u b;du jeo.;a wehs@ ta ;=<ska ta

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fudfydf;a j;afjk mqo.

a ,hd ms<
s Uq lrkjd' ta fudfydf;a
j;afjk mqoa.,hd m%oYkh lrkjd' tg f fudfydf;a
zuuZ lshk mqoa.,hdf.a ;;ajh wkd.kak mqjka f
fudfydf;a yqiau ;=<ska' yhg ffjoHjrfhl= k<djla
mmqjg ;nd ta fudfydf;a ;sfnk ldhsl frda.S ;;aajh fyda
ksfrda.S ;;ajh h fia ykd.kafka o" fjo uy;a;fhla
kd w,a,d h fia frda.S ksfrda.SNdjhla jgyd .kafka o
tfiau f fudfydf;a yqiau we;=,au iy msgu flfrys
wjOdkfhka isk flfkl=g ;ukaju ykd .kak
mqjka' Bfha ish fyda fyg bkak ;eke;a;d fkfjhs'
l,ska yqiau .;a fyda B<g yqiau .kq ,nk ;eke;a;d
fkdfjhs" f fudfydf;a bkak ;eke;a;d' ta ksid wdYajdih
lshkafka mqoa.,fhl=f.a yrialvla' m%Yajdih lshkafk;a
mqoa.,fhl=f.a yrialvla' ta iEu .;s ,CIKhla u
ksCIKh lsu b;du jeo.;a' l<HdK ;%jreks" ta ksid
W;aidyhla .kak" Th wdldrhg ojig tl j;djlaj;a
Ndjkd lrkak ir,j" ir,j mgka .kak' iajNdl yqiu
a
.ekSf l%shdj,sh is fjkak fokak' wjOdkfhka bkak
wm l;d l< wdldrhg' is fjk foa is fjhs' flfiao
yqiau we;=,ah hq;af;a iy fkdh hq;af;a lshk ta mgq
n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjka Ndjkdj ysrlr .kafka ke;=j' wm
iaj,am fj,djla tn jQ isyshlska iy wjOdkhlska wm
.eku Yrh .eku idjOdk jkakg n,uq'

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kej; kej; wjOdkh yqiau we;=,a u flfrys"
yqiau msgu flfrys fhdokak' kej; kej; wjOdkh
f.k tau ;uhs Ndjkd mqyqKq u' i;=ka hq;=j kej;
kej; wjOdkh fhduq lrkak" yqiau we;=,af iy
msgf l%shdj,shg'''
ojig ks;a;= lsysmhla fyda f l%shdj,sh;a iu.
idjOdk fjkak' oeyeka.; fjkak' j;afjkak'''
ta oeyeka.; u" j;a u" idjOdk u" l<HdK
;%jreks wm i lrkjd' wm m%fndaOu;a lrkjd'
;hg wm wj lrkjd' ta wgkska wms ksud lruq
f Ndjkdj'

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isysh hqKq lsu

l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl= ;ukaf.a yqiau .ek
uis,af,ka iskjd lshkafka" ;uka .ek wjOdkfhka
iskjd lSuhs' ta ksid f wdkdmdki;s iud Ndjkdj"
;uka ms<sn| isysfhka isk" ;uka ms<sn| wjOdkfhka
isk" ;uka .ek uis,su;a fjk iy ;uka ykd.kakd
Ndjkdjla' f Ndjkdj jvk g fu;=jla l,a ;ud ;=<
fkdgq ,CIK fmfkkakg mgka .kakjd' fuf;la l,la
;ukaj f;are fkd.;a flfkl=g" ;ukaj f;are hkakg
bv ;sfnkjd'
wdkdmdki;s iud Ndjkdj lshkafka lsish
hdka;%slj jefvk Ndjkd l%uhlg fkfjhs' thg jvd
.eUqrla f ;=< ;sfnkjd' h h Ndjkd l%u ;sfhkjd
Tfya jvka bkakg mqjka' f Ndjkd lrkafka ljqo@
fhda.shdg Ndjkd lrkg is jkafka l=ulao@ ta .ek
oekSulska f;drj' wo f,dalfha ckm%sh fndfyda Ndjkd
l%uj, Ndjkd lrk ;eke;a;d ljqo@ fldhs jf.ao@ ta
.ek tmuK fiula keye' Ndjkd l%uhhs jeo.;a' ta
l%uhhs mqre lrkak lshkafka' wdkdmdki;s iudh tfia
fkdfjhs' Ndjkd lrk ;eke;a;d ljqo@ thdg fudlo
fjkafka" iEu wdYajdihla mdidu" iEu m%Yajdihla mdidu
;ukag ;uka fmfkkjd' ;ukag ;uka ykd.kakg
bvla ,efnkjd' ta ksid f yqiau lshkafka yq yq<lgu

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fkfuhs' yqiau we;=,au iy msgu lshkafka l<HdK

;%jreks" yq fN!;sl l%shdj,shla fkfuhs'
tu fN!;sl Yajikh blaujd .sh" j;udkfha
bkak ;uka ms<sn|j me;slvla" yrialvla fmkajk
;%hla ;uhs" yqiau lshkafka' ta ksid wm uola l;d
l< f yqiau .ek isysfhka isuhs jeo.;a' f Ndjkdj
;=< imQKfhka uq, isg w.gu wjOdrKh lrkafka
isyfs hka isuhs' zmuqLx i;sx WmGfm;ajdZ isyh
s g ;ekla
" isysh biairyg f.k mgka .; hq;= fohla'

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wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdf iuyr we;a;ka lrk
meKs,s lsysmhla ;sfhkjd' tl meKs,a,la ;uhs"
yqiau .ek Ndjkd lrk fldg fjfyila oefkkjd
wfkl=;a Ndjkdj, fkdoefkk' f fjfyig fya;=
lsysmhla ;sfhkak mqjka' tlla ;uhs l<HdK ;%jreks"
wdhdihlska flfkl= yqiu
a .ekSu' wdkdmdki;sh lshkafka
l=ulao lshd weyqfjd;a fndfyda fofkl= fok ms<s;=r ;uhs"
yqiau .ekSuhs yqiau msg lsuhs' f Yrh yqiau .kafka
ta Yrhg wjYH m%udKhg wjYH f.hg' ys;hs" Yrhhs
fofokdu tl;= yqiau .kafka' oeka thg flfkl= ndOd
lr ;ukag wjYH wdldrhg yqiau .kak iy msg lrkak
mgka.;af;d;a" l=ulao fjkafk@
fo;=ka jdrhla tfia is;d yqiau .ekSf f,dl=
.egjla keye' kuq;a os.gu fjkak .sfhd;a th ldhsl
fjfyila' fuh tla fya;=jla' ta ksid lsish fudfyd;l
Tng oefkkjd k" wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=< fjfyila
tg ksoyfia iajNdlju yqiau we;= fjkj o" yqiau
msgfjkj o n,kak' tfia uid n,d yqiau wiajdNdl
k iy Tng yefkjd k wdYajdih yd m%Yajdih

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ks r dhdifhka is fkdjk nj l<HdK ;% j reks "

w;ykak yqiau .kak ta fhdojk W;aidyh' Tn W;aidy
l<;a ke;;a myiqfjka wo fjkf;la Wmka fudfydf;a
isg yqiau we;=,a jqKd msg jqKd' wehs th w;rueog lvd
mkskafka' ta ksid W;aidyfhka yqiau .ekSu w;ykak'
tfia W;aidyh w; wefrkafka ke;sk Wml%uhla md
lrkak' l=ulao Wml%uh@ wjOdkh kej;;a f.fkkak
bhjg' wr zWcqx ldhx mKsOdhZ lshQ ta bhjg
tkak' zm,a,Xlx wdN+;ajdZ mhxlhl jd" Wvqlh
iDcqj ;shdf.k oeka n,kak wdmiq Yrhg ys; fhduq
lr bhj fldfyduo@ iDcq o@ ke, o@ weo o@ ys;
fhduq lr n,kak'
wjOdkh yqiafuka bj;a jQ ieKskau wr ueog
mek is ;eke;a;d t;ekska bj;aj .sh gu kej;;a
yqiau h:d m is jkakg mgka .kakjd' kej;;a
Tng oefkkjd k" yqiau iajNdl nj" yska iSref
wk.kak f fj,df we;=,au o msgu o lshd'
fjfyila oefkkak fya;j
= k fojeks ldrKh udkislhs' f
Ndjkdj ;=< isysfhka isug jvd ys; tl lr.kakg
W;aidy lsu' uq,;a meye,s l<d f wdkdmdki;sh
hkq yqiaug ys; tl lsu fkfjhs' ta we;=,au iy
msgf l%shdj,sh ksCIKh lsula" oek .ekSula iy
ykd.ekSula' zmcdkd;sZ oek.kafka h' ys; tl lrkjd
fkfjhs' wdkdmdki;sh lshkafka yqiau .ekSu" msg lsu
fkfjhs' ta jf.au wdkdmdki;sh lshkafka yqiaug ys;
tl lsu;a fkfjhs' ys; yqiaug tl lsuh lshd
w,a,.;a flfkl= lsisu fohla ysf;kak fokafk ke;sj
imQK wjOdkhu kyhg fhduq lrkak mqjka' tk tk
is;s,a, n,y;aldrfhka uokh lrka" wm h fohlg
ys; fhduq lf<d;a" weia fol fhduq fjkjd ta foig'

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h lsis Yohla weiqKq jydu t;ekg ys; fhduq

lrkak' ta me;a;g weia fhduq fjkjd' weia werf.k
ysh;a jyf.k ysh;a weia fhduq fjkjd' oeka kdifha
w.g ys; fhduq l< .uka fjkafka t;kg weiafol fhduq
u' kdid.%hg imQK wjOdkh fhduq lr n,kak'
weiafol fjk ;eklg yrjkak mqjka o kdifha w.g
ys; fhduq lr@ wmyiqhs' fofk;a kdNs.; lrkak wmyiqu
;ek kdifha w.'
flfkl= Th yg l fj,djla bkak .sfhd;a"
weia fol fokak mgka .kakjd' fjfyihs' weia fol;a
iu. k<,;a fokak mqjka' k<,skq;a we;=< Tj;a
fokak mgka .kakjd' iuyr we;a;ka wdkdmdki;sh
mqyqKq lr lshkjd ysi fokjd' ffu;%S Ndjkdj lrk g
tfyu keye' wdkdmdki;sfh ysi fokjd' ysi fokak
n,mdk fya;=j fuhhs' wkjYH md,khla lrkak yokjd
weia foflhs" ysf;hs' lsisjla ysf;kak fkd f,i
ys; md,kh lrkak yok ksid;a" lsisu ;eklg hkak
fkd ys; ysr lr.kak jeh lrk g;a Tj fokak
mgka .kakjd' Tj we;=f<ka u llshkjd mqmqrkak jf.a'
tn jEhula l=ulgo@ wdkdmdki;sh jvkafka tfyuo@
ks o yfia yq i a u we;= , a u oek.ka k jd ms g u
oek.kakjd' zfidaZ fyf;u zif;daj wiaii;sZ isysfhka
hq;=ju wdYajdih lrkafkah" isysfhka hq;=ju m%Yajdih
lrkafkah' zif;da miaii;sZ' wm l<skq;a lshQ m is;s,s
tkjd' Yo wefykjd' tajd keje;au fkfjhs fu;k
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foa .ek .ska .gu ysf;kak wdYdjla tkjd k ta

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wdYdj ykd.kak' tn wdYdjlska f;drj hula u;la

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yenehs ta u;la jQ fohg wdYdjla we;s jqfKd;a bkamiq
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ykak' is;s,s;a iu. iqyo;djhlskqhs f Ndjkdj l<
hq;af;a' ke;sk ys;g;a .;g;a fjfyila'
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ikaiqka ;ekl' ikaiqka fj,djl myiqfjka jd" fldkao
fn,a, ysi fl<ska ;ndf.k' weiafol werf.k ysh;a
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wvjka fldg isysh we;s lr.kakjd' ;uka jd
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isysh f.fkkjd yqiau bhg' ta kdfy bhgu fkfuhs'
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fjkafka l=ulao@ yqiau we;=,a ula" msgula' fufia yqiau
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yeu yqiu
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u' th wdrNh muKhs'

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tfia Ndjkdj m%.=K lrka hk g wr lshQ ;ekg
tkjd' fld;ekg o@ imQK yqiau fmfkkak mgka
.kakjd' ;ukag oefkkjd imQK yqiaf wjia:d ;=ku'
fukak yqiau we;=,a fjkak mgka.;a;d' oeka we;=,afjkjd'
oeka yqiau wrf.k bjrhs' f wjia:d ;=ku' oeka yqiau
msgu mgka.;a;d' msg fjkjd" msg wjidkhs' m%Yj
a difha
ksudj' fu;k oeka wjia:d yhla' fuh uq,ska iuyr g
wjia:d folla fia oefkhs' ta lshkafka" yqiu
a we;=,a fjkjd
msgfjkjd muKhs' isyfs hka wdhdihlska wm f l%h
s djka
fol .eg.y .kakjd' f,ais keye' yqiau we;=,a fjk gu
ys; fldfy y jkjd' tg yqiau msg wjidkhs' wdmiq
we;=,a fjkjd' flfia fyda ys; w,a, .kakjd' fufia mqre
jQ g f tla wjia:dj wjia:d folla njg m;a fjkjd'
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we;=,a wjidk u;a m%Yajdi f wdrNh;a tlg is
fjkafka' tk wdYajdifha wjidkh;a" m%Yj
a difha wdrNh;a
tlhs' ;jrg;a yqiau l%shdj,sh .ek isysfhka isk g
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fjkjd' th ;uhs isysfha iajNdjh' isysh md lrk

;rug uqjy;a fjkjd' f isyh
s kue;s WmlrKfha ;sfhk
iqfYaIS ,CIKh thhs' wka lsisu WmlrKhl ta ,CIKh
keye' msyshlska lmkak" lmkak msysh fudg fjkjd'
.srhlsk"a lsh;lsk"a kshklsk"a firhlska lmkak lmkak
tajd fudg fjkjd' Nd;d lrkakg lrkakg uqjy; fudg
fjk wdhqO ;uhs fN!;sl f,dalfha ;sfhkafka' kuq;a f
isysh kue;s wdhqOh Nd;d lrkakg lrkakg" Ndjkd
lrkakg lrkakg" uqjy;a fjk WmlrKhla' ishq
foaj,a mjd ta uqjy;a jQ isyshg yiq fjkjd" ta isyshg
mqjka l<HdK ;%jreks" b;du ishq foa mjd wkdjrKh
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f,dl= w~qjlg ishq foa w,a,kak neyefka' ishq fohla
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uq, wdYajdih mgka.;a nj ys;k gu wdYajdih
bjrhs" bjrhs lshd ys;k gu" m%Yajdih mgka .kakjd'
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wdYajdih mgka .kakjd' b;du bjis,af,ka f l%shdj
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l,n, fjkjd' wdmyq yqiau f.j;a fjkjd' kej;
bkafka nd,dxYfha' tu ksid f Ndjkdj lrkak f,dl=
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ishq wdYajdih uq, w. olskjd' m%Yajdifha uq,;a

w.;a olskjd' yenehs wdYajdifha w. iy m%Yajdifha uq,"
m%Yajdifha w. wdYajdifha uq," tlu ;ek ;sfhkjd jf.hs
fmfkkafka' tfia olska isk g ;j ;j;a isysh ishq
fjkjd' wkak t;k ta b;du ishq jQ isysh ;=<ska
blgq isrla ;r CI wjldYhla yefokjd wdYajdifha
iy m%Yajdifha rduh w;r' ishq jQ isyshg muKhs ta
bv fmfkkafka' rduh ieu gu we;s' kuq;a tmuK
ishq jQ bvla olskakg ;r ishq jQ wjOdkhla wmg
fkd;sfnkakg we;s'
yqiau msg wjika jQ .uka u fkfuhs wdmiq
yqiau we;=,a fjkafka" mqx rduhla ;sfnkjd' mqx
flhla .kakjd' fuhhs b;du jeo.;a flh' fukak
ikaia:dkh' l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkdfjka ,efnk Th
flh ;=< Yrfha yeu ffi,hla u fl .kakjd'
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b;ska fmky muKla fkfjhs" Yrfha yeu ffi,hla
u yeu wdYajdihlska u miqj iy m%Yajdihlska u miqj
fl .kakjd'
uki;a fl .kakjd' ulaksido@ ta fj,dfj
lsisjla ysf;kafka keyefk' f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
;=< ;r .eUqre jQ flhla ,efnk wNHdihla ;j;a
ke;s ;r' yeu wdYajdihlu iy m%Yajdihlu Yrh
ieye,a fjkjd' fu;kska Tng mqyqKq lrk g wjia:d
yhla olskjd' yhla iy B<g rdu folla tlal wgla'
oeka wjia:d yhla iy rdu folla olskak kE lshd
n,kak neye' l<HdK ;%jreks" tfia mg,jkak tmd'
tg f Ndjkdj lr.kak neye' kuq;a f .uk hkg
Th u i,l=Kq miqlrka hk nj flfkl=g oefkkak
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oeka we;=,a wjidkhs" flh' bkamiq msgfjkak
mgka . ka k jd' ms g fjkjd" ms g wjidkhs ' kej;;a
flhla' tg f flh;a flfkl= w;a olskjd'
fukak f ;ekg meKs ghs wm l,ska i|yka l<
,CIK ;=k fmfkkak .kafk' fudk ,CIK o@ yqiaul
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;r.hl ld,h ukskafka werUqKq fj,djhs" wjidkhhs
hk isoa fol w;r mr;rh i,ldf.k'
Ndjkdfj ld,h oefkkakg k f wdYajdih iy
m%Yajdih wvqu .Kfka isoa y;rla jYfhkaj;a oelsh
hq;=hs' fudkjo@ yqiau we;= fjkjd' we;=,a wjidkhs'
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ixf fjkjd' ld,hg wk;=rej ixf h hq;= lreK
zf.hZ' f.h f,i wm l;d lrkafk;a f yqiau
we;=,afjkak mgka .ekSu' we;=,a u iy wjidk u
hk l%shdj,sh' f.h ukskak;a ia:dk folla wjYHhs'
ld,h ukskak isoa folla wjYH fjkjdfka' f.h
ukskafka ia:dk folla w;r" fu;k isg wf;kag'
ld,h;a wjldYh;a folg flfkl= ixf fjkjd' ta
ixl,am jYfhka fkfjhs ;ukaf.a w;aoelSug wkqj' yeu
wdYajdihla ;=<u ld," wjldY fol ;sfnkjd' yeu
m%Yajdihla ;=<u;a ld,h wjldYh ;sfnkjd'
;=kafjks ldrKh" ialkaOh' ld,h" wjldYh iy
ialkaOh fyj;a nr' nr lshkafka ;ud .kakd yqiaf
>k;ajh' fldmuK yqiau m%udKhla wm weo .kakjo"
f msg lrk yqiau fldmuK nrlska o msg lrkafka' msg

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lrk yqiaf >k;ajh wmg oefkkjd' wm to;a lsjd

fyd| Yla;su;a flfkl= jd isk g" wm lla im
wjOdkfhka n,df.k ysfhd;a wmg lshkak mqjka
f ;eke;a;d oeka yqiau .kakjd' oeka msg lrkjd' ta
jf.au lshkak mqjka flfkl= fndfydau nrg yqiau msg
lf<d;a' wm lshkjd iqiq fy<kjd' fldfyduo@ ta yqiau
y nrhs' < bkak flfkl=f.a wefa jkak mqjka'
tmuKgu nrhs' yqiaul ialkaOhla ;sfnk nj wes,a,
f.k;a kdfya <g ;nd.;a g oefkkjd' wes,af,a
jkjd" msgfjk yqiau'
tg f idOl ;=k" tk 1 - yqiau .kak fyda
msgfjkak .;fjk ld,h' 2 - yqiau .kak fyda msg
lrkak hk f.h iy 3 - yqiaf m%udKh" >k;ajh"
ialkaOh" nr' fukak f ,CIK ;=k l%ufhka oefkkak
mgka .kakjd' oefkk g ykd.kakjd' tg ta ldrKd
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>x wiaiid;s mcdkd;sZ > fldg wdYajdi lrkqfha
wdYajdifha > nj oek.kafkah' z>x jd miaiikaf;da
>x miaiid;s mcdkd;sZ > jYfhka m%Yajdi lrkqfha"
m%Yajdih > nj oek.kafkah' uq,skau Ndjkdf
iuyrg r yqiau ;uhs oefkkafka' th idudkH fohla'
wm wefuka miqj k jd jQfha" wekak .;a; fjfyi
i|yd w;sflj jeh jQ yqiau ;uhs uq,skau oefkkafk'
wfkla lreK wm idudkHfhka l,nf,ka bkafka' ta
l,n,ld ukig wjYH yqiau fndfydu f.fhka hkjd
tkjd oefkkjd' tg jd jQ .uka u oefkkak bv
;sfhkafka nr wdYajdi' wdYajdih fndfydu .hs' th
idfmaCI fohla' oeka uq,ska u wmg oefkkafka keye
wdYajdih > nj' wjOdkfhka isk ghs oefkkafka
fldmuK fj,djla .; fjkjdo hkak' uq,ska k

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yqiau .;a;d lshk g msg yudrhs' msgjQjd lshk g

B<g yqiau we;=,a wjidkhs' kuq;a ld,hla hk g
f;afrkjd" fuhg iEfyk fj,djla wjYHhs' f yqiaula
we;=,a fjkak mgkaf.k yqiaula we;= wjidk jk
;=re;a" msgfjkak mgkaf.k msg wjidk jk ;=re;a
ld,h iEfykak .; fjk nj' wkak ta ld,hg ixf
fjkak mgka .kakjd' f > jYfhka yqiau we;=,a fjk
g" > jYfhka yqiau we;=,a jQ nj ykd.kakjd' th
i,l=Kq lr.kakjd' yhg wm hlsis igykla ;nk
g fldgqjl bfhka y odkjd' ta jf.a wm iksgqyka
lr.kakjd' f wdYajdih >hs' f m%Yajdih >hs'
t;fldg >hs lSu ;=< wks;a ldrKd;a fkkjd'
kuq;a f yqiau f.fhka tkjo keoao@ nro@ Yd,
yqiaula o .kafka@ f ldrKd ish,a, ksCIKh lrka
Tn fjfyig m;ajkak tmd' fjd tlska tl fydhd.kak
uykais fjkak tmd' wjOdkfhka bkak' idjOdk u ;=<
f ,CIK oefkkak mgka .kakjd' l%ufhka oefkk
,CIK wk.kakjd' ta ,CIK wk.kak uq,ska hkafka
keye' uq,ska isysfhka bkakjd muKhs zmuqLx i;sxZ
fyd|g isysh we;s lrf.k n,df.k bkakjd' f ,CIK
jegfykafka tfia isk ghs'
ta yg yqiau > k > nj;a fl k fl
nj;a oek.kakjd' t;k zkZ lshk jpkh b;du jeo.;a'
ta lshkafka > nj fyda fl nj muKla fkdfjhs' >
k fl k ta nj;a oek.kakjd' tfia fkfuhs k
ta ldrKh;aa oek.kakjd' zriaixjd wiaiikaf;da riaix
wiaiid;s mcdkd;sZ flfhka wdYajdi lrkqfha flfhka
wdYajdi lrk nj okafkah'
uq, > jYfhka ;snqKq wdYajdi" m%Yajdi l
l fl fjkak mgka .kakjd' l l ir, fjkak"

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,sy,
s a fjkak mgka .kakjd' oeka tmuK nr iy >
yqiaula wjYH keye' jd flfhkafka bkafka'
wekafka keye' jkafka keye' jHdhdu lrkafka keye'
nr Tijdf.k bkafka keye' tfia k l=ulgo tmuK
yqiu
a la@ yqiu
a flfjkak mgka .kakjd' B<g wr ;snK
q q
l,n, wvq hkjd' l,n, is;
s ,s ys;kafka keye' ta
wjq, ksrjq,a fjkjd' ukig;a nr wdydr wjYH keye oeka'
udkisl jYfhkq;a ieye,ahs' tg yqiu
a fl fjkjd'
yqiu
a lshkafka lhghs ukighs wdydrhla fka' wkak tg
yqiu
a fl fjkjd' fl u;a iu.u wfkla ,CIK folla
t;k ;sfhkjd' yqiu
a .kak .;jQ ld,h wvqh's f.fhka
we;=,j
a Q msgjQ yqiu
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Yrh l,n, k yqiu
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a
l,n,hs' udkisl iy ldhsl l,n,h yqiu
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a g
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lh;a ksrjq,a fjkjd" ys;;a ksrjq,a fjkjd' lhhs ys;hs
ksrjq,a fjkg yqiu
a ;a ksrjq,a fjkjd' tg oeka fyysg
yqiu
a we;=,a fjkafk" msgfjkafk'
;=kafjks ldrKh yqiafuys nr .;sh wvq yqiau
ieye,a fjkjd' uq,ska yqiau oekqfKa" uyd nr fohla
f,ighs' oeka ieye,ahs" yq< ke;sk mqka f.dvla
tfia;a ke;sk ula we;=,a fjkjd msgfjkjd jf.a' ta
we;a; jYfhkau we;s ;;ajhla fkfjhs' yq kSula muKhs'
tfiau yqiau fjkia jkafka k ta nj oek.kakjd' oeka
yqiau ieye,ahs' oeka we;=,afjkafk msgfjkafka fyka'
oeka yqiau y flhs' > keye' zriaixjd wiaiikaf;dZ
wdYajdi fl k fl nj oek.kakjd' m%Yajdi fl
k ta nj;a k .kakjd'

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% , Wmudjla
fokjd f ldrKhg' fudllao jvq ndiqkk
a efya flfkl=f.a
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nj' isoaO fjk foa okakjd' ,Shla h;=.dk ;eke;a;d
okakjd lefmkafka flfia o lshd' ta jf.a yqiau > k
> nj okakjd' fl k fl nj okakjd' oeka Th lshQ
ldrKd wmg wjYH k mshjrj,a jYfhka .kak mqjks'
tfia ke;;a tlu .,d hEul O wjia:d ksrEmKh
ula' ksCIKh m keSula jf.a fkfjhs' yhg .la
.,d hkjd jf.a' lsish ,;djlg" rgdjlg .,dhk h
oyrdjla fia f wdkdmdki;s iud Ndjkdj jefvkjd'
wr mfm<la kskjd nyskjd jf.a fkfuhs' fyysg tlu
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;ukaf.a .uk hkj o tfukau f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkd
.uk oauhdkql+,j isfjkjd'
ta hk .ufka h h wjia:d myq lrf.k hkjd'
ta ;uka miq lrkafka fln jQ w;aoelSula o hkak
oek.kakjd' ta oek.ekSu ;=< ;uhs t;k myq lrkak
mqjka fjkafka' ke;sk t;k k;r fjkjd' fufia uq
wdYajdih u uq m%Yajdih u ksCIKh lrka iy ta
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fufia lrka yqiaf lsh yels ldrKd oek.kska bkak
g ;j;a oek.kak fohla keye' f ldrKd fol ;=k
.ekhs oek.kak ;sfhkafka' yqiau .kak mgka.kakjd"

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yqiau .kakjd' yqiau wrf.k bjrhs' wk;=rej flhla

;sfhkjd flfhka miq yqiau msgfjkak mgka .kakjd
msgfjkjd' msg bjrhs' bka miq flhla' rdufhka
wk;=rej h<s;a wdYajdih mgka .kakjd' fufia pl%h
hkjd .gu' fuu wjia:d wg myq lrka f hk pl%fha
,CIK olskjd'

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mqx rjqul" uyd nrla Tijdf.k o hkafka@ ieye,afjka
o hkafka@ fukak f ,CIK l olskjd' thska miq
wdmiq yqiaf olskak fohla keye' yqiau imQKfhka
oelald l<HdK ;%jreks' wk;=rej l< hq;af;a ta ksid
isoaO fjk fjkial oelSula' fndfyda fokd ys;kafka
yqiau fN!;sl fohla f,ifka' kuq;a f Ndjkdj ;=<
fmfkkjd yqiau ;=< fl;r uki mj;skjdo hkak'
fldfydu;a yq i a u .ekS f Ya j ik ldhh fN!;s l
fohla ygfk W.kajkafka' wm ys;kjd kdifhka
yqiau we;=,a fmkye,a,g f.dia wdmiq fmkye,af,ka
mgkaf.k kdifhka msgfjkjd lshd' th idudkH oekqu'
bka tyd iuyr fN!;sl lreKq .ek mdi,aj, mjd
W.kajkjd' fmkye,af,ka yqiau hkjd Ouks ;=<ska
rerh;a iu. Yrfha yeu ffi,hlgu' ishu
ffi,j,g Tlaiscka wjYHhs' yeu ffi,hla ;=<u ta
ldnkavfhdlaihs ksmojkjd' tajd msgfjkak;a wjYHhs'
f yeu ffi,hlau yqiau .kakjd" msglrkjd'
yeu ffi,hlau idudkHfhka yqiau .kakjd' ta
ksihs Th ;ekla w,a,.kak tmd lshkafka' wdkdmdki;s
iud Ndjkdf wyj,a ;ekg ys; fhduq lrkjd lshd

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tl ;ekla w,a,.kak hkak tmd' yqiau flfiaj;a

oefkkafka ke;sk tfia ;eklg uq,skau is; fhduq l<;a
lula keye' miqj th w;ykak' ;ekl mx fjkak
tmd' tfia mx jqjfyd;a t;eku uq,a wkjd' bhg
hkak nefjkjd' ta ksid b;du jeo.;a Th ;ekla
w,a,d.ekSug jvd zmuqLx i;sxZ isysh ;ukaf.a Yrh
bfhka ;shdf.k uq Yrh .eku wjOdkfhka Ndjkdj
mgka.ekSu' tod wm Wmudjlg;a lsjd yhg flfkl=
bfhka ,s mkaoula oe,ajQ g" h fia iuia; Yrhu
ta wdf,dal oyrdjg yiqfjkjdo@ wkak ta jf.a ;uka
bmiska isysh yod.kak' oeka bkafka Yrh bmiska'
Yrhg ys; fhduq lrf.k' wkak tn ix{djlska"
tjka ne,aulska ysia uqfka isg mdodka;h f;la iuia;
Yrhgu fhduql< wjOdkhlskqhs f Ndjkdj mgka.;
hq;af;a' tfia ke;=j;a mqjks' kuq;a f whqka mgka.;a
g myiq fjkjd' ueo Ndjkdf ixlSK;d we;sfjkafka
keye' .egq we;sfjkafka keye'
tl ;ekla w,a,.;a;u kdifha w. y" Wvq f;d,"
W.=r" mmqj" Worh y tl ;ekla w,a,d .;ag miqj
.eg we;sfjkjd' fudlo t;kg yqiu
a oefkkak;a mqjka'
fkdoefkkak;a mqjka' t;kg oefkkafka ke;s jQ g
B<g l=ula o lrkafka@ tla .egjla' f iuia;
Yrhgu wjOdkfhka wm bkakjd' tfia isk g yqiau
oefkkjd' uq,ska yqiau fydhkak hkak tmd' bhjg
wjOdkfhka bkak' wjYH k by< isg my<g bhj
foi n,ka udxYfmaYS ;o lrka k iskafka tajd
,sys,a lr.kska bhj ;j ;j;a ieye,a lr.kska
ieye,a jQ uq bhjgu wjOdkfhka bkak g wkak
yqiau we;=,au msgu isyshg wyqfjkjd' mgka .; hq;af;a
tfiahs' tfia wdrN lf<d;a iEfyk rla hkak mqjka'

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wkjYH wmyiqjlska f;drj' yqiau imQK jYfhka

olska wr wjia:d wgla miq lrka hk f wdkdmdk
pl%h f wdYajdi m%Yajdi pl%h w;aolskjd' ta hk
.ufka ,CIK ;=k olskjd' > o" fl o" ff.ka o
fyysg o nr o ieye,a o@ tajd olska Ndjkdf
.gu iskjd k flfkl= l<HdK ;%jreks" bka miq
f iuia; Yrhu wdYajdi lrk nj oefkkjd' kdifha
w. muKla fkfuhs' Wvqf;d, ;rla fkfjhs W.=r" lg"
mmqj ;rla fkfjhs fmky fol muKla fkdfjhs' ysia
uqfka isg mdodka;h f;la" f .kak yeu wdYajdihlau
ta yeu ;eklgu hk nj oefkkjd' ta ud.h oefkkjd
fkfjhs' kuq;a ta wdYajdi l%shdj,sh uq Yrhu wdY%fhka
;ukag oefkkak mgka .kakjd' Yrhg wjOdkfhka
ysfhd;a f fj,df is fjkafk wdYajdihlao m%Yajdihla
o jegfykjd' kdifha w.u ish hq;= keye' ta .kak
wdYajdih Yrfhys ysia uqfka isg mdodka;h f;la yeu
;eklgu hkjd' ta yeu ;eklu ;sfhk yeu ffi,hlau
wdYajdi lrkjd' m%Yajdi;a lrkjd' fu;k f iuia;
Yrh flfrysu ixf;djhla we;sfjkjd' wdYajdifha;a"
m%Yajdifha;a zinldh mixfZ iuia; lhu fydka
ixfokh lrka" ukdj ixf fjkjd' ixfokh
fjkjd' iEu wdYajdihlu;a m%Yajdihlu;a iuia;
Yrhu flfkl=g oefkkjd'
f zinldhZ lshk fhu l<HdK ;%jreks" iuyr
fmd;am;aj, f;darkjd imQK wdYajdi ldh lshd' ta
lshkafka wdYajdifha uq," ueo" w.' m%Yajdifha uq," ueo"
w. ta lshkafka fu;k yqiau .kak mgka .ekSu t;k
uq,' f yh ^W.=r& ueo" fmky w.' B<g m%Yajdifha
uq, fmky" ueo f yh" ^W.=r& w. kdih lshd ;j;a
iuyr .%yhkaj, ;sfhkjd' ta wdYajdih mgka .ekSu

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uq," wjidkh w. lshd' ta ldrKd oefkkjd fldfydu;a'

wm l,sk;
q a l;d l<dfka' fjd uq,k
s u
a oefkkjd t;fldg
ta oek.ekSu ;j ;j;a hqKq fjkg ;uhs f zzin
ldh mixfZZ lshk ;ekg tkafka' ta lshkafka iuia;
Yrhu yqiau .kak msglrk nj flfkl=g oefkkjd'
tl ;ekla ;rla fkfuhs uq Yrhu yqiau .kakjd'
uq Yrhu yqiau msg lrkjd' wkak ta ixf;djfhka
hq;=j wdYajdih oek.kakjd' m%Yajdih oek.kakjd'
oek.ekSug mqre fjkjd'
fu;k flfrkafka mqyqKqjla' wkak jpfka udrejqKd
l<HdK ;%jreks" uq,ska lsf m%cdkkh lrkjd' f
jpk mg,j.kak tmd' jpkj, j t,af,kak hkak;a
tmd' kuq;a fjd w;r ishq fjkialula ;sfhkjd' uq,ska
lsf yqiau > k > nj oek.kakjd' yqiau fl
k fl nj oek.kakjd' zmcdkd;s >xjd wiaiikaf;da
>x wiaiid;s mcdkd;SZ zriaixjd miaiikaf;da riaix
miaiid;ss mcdkd;sZ' > jYfhka wdYajdi fjkj k
oek.kakjd > jYfhka wdYajdi fjk nj' flfhka
k m%Yajdi fjkafka oek.kakjd flfhka m%Yajdi fjk
nj'
oeka lshkafka zmcdkd;sZ lshd fkfjhss zislL
a ;sZ mqyK
q q
fjkafkah' zislL
a ;sZ lshkafka mqyK
q q fjkjd' l=ulgo mqyK
q q
fjkafka" uq Yrhu wdY%s;j yqiau k.ekSul mqyqKq
h hq;=hs' ta foig ys; fhduq lr n,kjd' uq Yrhgu
wdYajdih oefkkjo@ ta i|yd mqyqKq h hq;=hs' m%.=K
l< hq;=hs' tla ;ekla w,a,ka bkafka ke;=j Yrfha iEu
;eklgu ys; fhduq lr n,kak' wdYajdih oefkkjo
m%Yajdih oefkkjo@ zinldh mxf wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;SZ' fu;ek yqiau .kak mqre fjkjd fkfuhs' thg
mqyqKqjla wjYH keye'

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kuq;"a yqiu
a .ekSu iuia; Yrhgu oefkkjd' ta
oekSu hqKq ;shK
q q lr.; hq;h
= 's zislL
a ;sZ ta mqyK
q j
q hqKq
lr.kak' l<HdK ;%jreks" oeka fu;k wm l;d l<d
ldrKd .Kkdjla' u;l ;shd.kak f,dl= W;aidyla .kak
tmd' flfkl= isyfs hka wjOdkfhka wkjYH fjfyila
.kafka ke;=j f iajNdlj is jk wdYajdihg m%Yj
a dihg
wjOdkfhka is
s fhd;a" Th lshQ ldrKd tlsfkl ;uka
iamY lrk nj" w;a olsk nj ksCIKh lrkakg
mqjka' tfia ksCIKh lrk ldrKd ykd.kak' igyka
lr.kak' Ndjkdfjka miq lvodishl igyka lr.;a;;a
lula keye' md fjkjo keoao@ fudkjo oelafla@ tajd
fkfjhs' f yqiu
a ;a iu. isk g ta wdY%;
s j ksCIKh
l< ldrKd'

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wms iaj,am fudfyd;lg wfma wdYajdi m%Yajdi
ksCIKh lruq' ljrdldr ,CIK ;ukaf.a yqiau ;=<ska
;ukagu olskakg mqjkao lshd@'''
yqiau we;=,au oek.kak' msgu oek.kak'''
wdYajdi m%Yajdij, > nj" fl nj mqjkak
wk.kak'''
wdOHd;al ksy~;djh ;=< Tng oefka" Yrh yqiu
a
.kak nj iy msglrk nj' ta .kak yqiu
a fl;r oS>
o" fl o hkak' f.fhka o fyysg o nr o ieye,a o
f ldrKd tlska tl f wjia:df ksCIKh lrkak'''
f Ndjkdj l<HdK ;%jreks" wmj b;du ishq jQ
isyshla lrd f.kshkjd' lsish rlg ishq jQ isyshlska
hq;=j" ta ksidu ieye,a jQ;a ikaiqka jQ;a is;lska iy
.;lska hq;=j wjidk lruq f Ndjkdj wog'''

yeu fokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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lh ixis|jd .ekSu
l<HdK ;% j reks " Ndjkdfjka ys ; ;a .;;a
ixisf|kjd' ys; iy .; ms<n
s | mQK wjfndaOhla ,ndkakg
mqjka fjkjd' tu ksid Ndjkd j. ;=kla ke;sk
Ndjkdf wjia:d ;=kla .ek ia;r lrkjd' ldh Ndjkd"
;a; Ndjkd" m[a[d Ndjkd hkqfjka' ldh Ndjkd
;=< bhj ms<sn| l;d lrkjd' l fj,djlg fyda
bhf ikaiqka nj" ldhsl ikaiqka;dj" ldhsl ixisu"
ieye,a u" ldh Ndjkdfjka hqKq lr.kak mqjka'
l=i,;d foig lh mqre lrkak mqjka' uqla;sh
fj;g .uka l< yels ldhCIu lhla f.dvkd .;
yelshs' ldh Ndjkd fkdlrk wNd; lh iir .ufka
hkjd'
ldh Ndjkd lS g lh mqyqKq lsula" lh hqKq
lsula" lh ixjOkh lsula" uqla;sh me;a;g' ta
bh wej;= mej;=" ldhsl wdpdr iudpdr ish,a,
hqKq lsula" ixis|ula'
B<g ;a; Ndjkd - is; hqKq lr.ekSu' is;
ikaiqka lr.ekSu iy wjidkh m[a[d Ndjkd wjfndaOh hqKq lr.ekSu' ka f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
l<HdK ;%jreks" f wjia:d ;%s;ajhu imQK lrk
Ndjkdjla' wm l;d l<d f wdkdmdki;s iudh

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;=< bhj fldmuK jeo.;a fjkj o iy fl;r

ksYap, fjkjo lshd' f Ndjkdj jvkak jvkak
lh ixisf|kjd' tu ksid f Ndjkdf B< mshjr
zmiaixNhx ldhixLdrx wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s' miaixNhx
ldh ixLdrx miaiisii
a d;s islL
a ;s'Z wdYajdifha;a tfukau
m%Yajdifha;a lh iy lfha l= uy;a lghq;= ixisjd
.ekSug ieye,a lr.ekSug mqyqKq jkafkah'

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l<HdK ;% j reks " f yq i a u ls h ka f k jh'
j;afjkak yqiau ;rla u' kuq;a w;HjYHu idOlhla
;uhs yqiau' wks;a ish,a, ke;sjqj;a flfkl= bhs" ojia
.Kkla j;a fjhs" yqiau .kak mqjks k' kuq;a yqiau
ke;sj wks;a fudkjd ;snqK;a jevla keye' j;a fjkak
uqo,a wjYH nj we;a;' yenehs uqo,a yn lrkak y
yqiau ;sh hq;=hs' ta yn lrk uqo,a ho lrkak;a
yqiau wjYHhs' j;a fjkak we wjYHhs' f.j,a wjYHhs'
we;a; kuq;a ta lsisjla jevla ke;s iy jkdlul=;a
ke;s wj,x.= ldis njg m;afjkjd yqiau ke;sjQ ojfia'
tu ksid iEufoalu jkdlula ;sfhkafka yqiau ;sfnk
l,a' /lshdf" ;ukaf.a ;;ajfha" wud flfkl= fia"
;d;a;d flfkl= f,i" ta yeu foalgu l<HdK ;%jreks"
jkdlula fokafka yqiauhs' f.j,a" jdyk" WmlrK"
NdKav" ;k;=re f ish,a,gu jkdlula fokafka ljqo@
yqiau' yqiau ke;sjQ .uka f Yrh;a fkdjkd fohla
njg m;afjkjd' bkamiq ljqre;a f Yrh w,a,kakj;a
leu;s keye' ljqreka fyda yqiau ke;s Yrhla iamY
lrkjd k thg uqo,a f.h hq;=hs' ta wjux., lghq;=
lrk whg f.h hq;=hs' ljqrej;a leue;af;ka k thg
tl fjkafka keye'

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Yrhg mjd uyd jkdlula ;sfnkafka yqiau'

ta ksid yqiau lshkafka jh' Yrhg ;rla fkfuhs
;hg - jh' f,dalhg - jh yqiau lshkafk' ka
Th wmsis jd;h" IKh jQ jd;h wdYajdi lrk g
jh ke;s fjkjd' tg wmg fkkjd wmyiq;djhla'
ludka; Yd,djl" tfyu ke;sk Th jdyk ul"
.Eia ,sml fyda or ,sml fyda u wd>%ykh lrk g"
wdYajdi lrkg n,kak wr ldhsl m%fndaOh keyefk'
ta fjkqjg fkkafka fjfyila' wmyiq;djhla' flfkl=
urKhg mjd m;afjkak mqjka" ta wdYajdi jd;h I
iys; k" tfiau uqyq fjr<lg f.dia" l uqklg
ke" uyd yrs; jkdka;rhlg meK ke;sk msis
c,dYhlg im n,kak fyd| yqiaula folla .kakd
g fldmuK m%fndaOhla" jhla wm ;=<g msfikj o
lshd' uq Yrhu judk jkakg mgka .kakjd' uq
Yrhu m%fndaOu;a fjkakg mqjka' f tl yqiaulska'
Yrhg we;=,afjk tl kejq wdYajdihlska uq YrSrhlau
msfokjd' uq Yrhu kej; mK .y, .kakj'
tu ksid yqiau lshkafk kslu yq<la fkfuhs
jhlg' wdYajdih lshkafka jhg' jh f Yrfh yeu
;eklgu wjYHhs' yeu bkahlgu' Yrh lshkafkau
uyd bkahhka f.dvl tl;=jlgfk' ta O lghq;=
i|yd" wdydr rug" wdydr wjfYdaIKh lr.ekSug"
wmjH neyer lsug" B<g Yrh mqrd rerh fmdm
lsug" ;SrK .ekSug f yeu fohlgu fjka jQ bkah
;sfnkjdfka fud<fhka mgkaf.k' ka f yeu bkahlgu
jh wjYHhs' jh ke;s jQ .uka Th lsisu bkahla
kej; jev lrkafk keye'
f cS jh ,efnka fk fldfyka o@ wdYa jdifhka '
yqiafuka' ta ksid f yqiau lshkafk yq ir, l%shdj,shla

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fkdjk nj wm lald' l<HdK ;%jreks" f iuia;

j moaO;sh;a iu.u ta iuia; ldhsl bkah moaO;sh;a
iu.u noaO jqKq w;aje,a ne| .;a ke;=j ne w;HjYH
idOlhla' ta ksid f yqiau h;dla rg wfma ;hg
wjYH o ta jf.au yqiaug mqjka tajd fjkia lrkak;a'
ka flfkl= j;a lrkak;a mqjka' urkak;a mqjka' ta
;rla fkfjhs yqiaug mqjka ;h iy urKh w;r
mqoa.,fhl=j fjkia lrkak;a'

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l<HdK ;%jreks" f wdYajdi m%Yajdi l%shdj,sh
;uka yd noaO jQ ;ukaf.a Yrfha yeu ffi,hla yd
wfkHdkH jYfhka w;aje,a ne|.;a l%shdj,shla' flfkl=
wdYajdi m%Yajdi l%shdj,sh flfrys isysfhka isk g wm
l;d l<d mshjfrka mshjr isfjk foaj,a iy ish yels
foaj,a .ek' kuq;a jeo.;au ldrKh flfkl= fld<U
hkjd k kqjr isg miqlrf.k hkj fmardfoKsh"
lvq.kakdj" udjke,a," lE.,a," jrldfmd< wd jYfhka'
yenehs flfkl= Th m%Odk k.rj,a muKlau fkfuhsfk
miq lrkafk kqjr isg fld<U hk g' fmardfoKsh miq
lrkak l<ska ;j fndfyda ;eka myqlrkjd' kuq;a ta
yeu;eklau wfhka whg miql<d lshkafk keyefk'
m%Odk uxika .ek ;rhs l;d lrkafk' ku ud.
is;shul n,kak oYfuka oYfug ,l=Kq lr keye' m%Odk
ux ika muKhs igyka fldg ;sfnkafka'
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ia;r lrk l,ays l<HdK
;%jreks" f .sudkkao iQ;%fha" wdkdmdk iQ;%fha fyda
i;r i;smmGdk iQ;%fha fyda jeo.;a wjOdkfhka
wjOdrKh lr.; hq;= jQ uQ,sl w;alS .ek l;d
lrkjd' yenehs ta w;f ;u ;ukaf. fm!oa.,sl

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p; ,CIK wkqj" ldhsl mqre wkqj fndfyda jQ

fjk;a woalS ,efnkak mqjka' yenehs tajd tmuK
jeo.;a keye' ta ksid tajdfha t,a,S bkak wjYH keye'
wdkdmdki;s l%shdj,sh foi n,ka isk g fndfyda jQ
woalS ,efnkak mqjka' ula ksido@ wkdu;a ld,hl
isg ksr;=reju le<;=Kq" le<f;k" le<UqKq c,dYhla
ksYap, fjkakg mgkaf.k ;sfnk ksid'
l<HdK ;%jreks" ta ksYap,;djh tljru is
fjkafk keye' n,kak f.fhka hk jdykhla tla jru
;sx. ;o lr kj;ajkak hk g fldmuK lmk
isoaO fjkjo@ fldmuK r;a fjkjo@ uSka tyd
fuyd isfjkjd' jdyfka n| tl me;a;lg we, fjkjd'
wm ys;kafka hula Odjkh fjk g ;uhs Th Yohs"
l,n,hs Tlafldu ;sfhkafk lshd' keye' uq, isgu w
f.fhka l%shd;aul jQ hula" uq, isgu ;snQ l<n,hla iy
wr.,hla iu:hlg m;afjkak mgka .;a g" ikaifs |kak
mgka .kakd g" k;rfjkak hk g iy ksfrdaOhg
m;afjkak hk g t;k;a we;sfjkjd lsish lmkhla"
lsish r;aula' tu fya;=fjka ,efnk h h weoalS
;sfhkak mqjka' ldhsl jYfhka flfkl=g Ndjkdj ;=<;a
odyhla" Yrh r;aula fkkak mqjka' oyh odkak
mqjka' Yrh ysrfjkjd" ;o fjkjd jf.a fkkak
mqjka' udkisl jYfhkq;a h h w;alS ,efnkak
mqjka' ieye,a " md hkjd jeks foaj,a fkkak
mqjka' kuq;a f ish,a, l<HdK ;%jreks jeo.;a foaj,a
fkfuhs' yenehs fkkak mqjka' fkdfkkak;a mqjka'
kqKd fyda fkdkqkd fyda ta .ek wjYH m%udKhg jvd
ie<ls,u
s ;a tajd Yaf,IKh lrkak" ta ;eka w,a,df.k
k;r fjkak fyda tajd ke;s lrkakg flfkl= W;aidy
lrkjd k wkjYH m%Yak yod .kakjd' f .uk hkak
,efnkafk keye'

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fld<Ug hk flfkl= wfhka wh ;shk foa

.ek mshjka mshjr k;r fjka zzflda ud. is;shf
fu;ek ;snqKo@ wehs ke;af;@ tfia k jero@ is;shu
jero@ mdr jero@ZZ tfia wfhka wh ta yeu fohlau
Yaf,aIKh lrka hkak .sfhd;a f .uk hkak
,efnkafk keye' ta ksid ;uhs Ndjkdj .ek ia;r
lrk yeu foaYkdjlu m%Odk w;alS" m%Odk ux ika
.ek muKlaa l;d lr ;sfnkafk'
wm idlPd l<d" flfkl= iajdNdl yqiau iu.ska
wjOdkfhka iskjd ixidrfha m<fjks j;djg" ;uka
yqiau .kak msg lrk nj isysfhka k .kakjd tmuKhs'
yqiau md,kh lrkak hkafk keye' yqiau fjkia lrkak
hkafk keye' yqiaug ys; tl lrkak hkafk keye'
yqfola k .kakjd muKhs' wdYajdi lrk g wdYajdi
lrk nj;a" m%Yajdi lrk g m%Yajdi lrk nj;a k
.ekSu ;=< bhg hk g ta wdYajdi m%Yajdifha O
wjia:d ksCIKh lrkak ,efnkjd' ta .ek l;d l<d'
yqiau > k > nj k .kakjd' yqiau fl k
fl nj k .kakjd' ieye,a k ieye,ahs' r k
rhs' ta wjia:d ksCIKh lrkjd'

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B< jeo.;a ldrKh k yqiau kSu ke;sfjkjd
lSu' th t;r f,dl= m%Yakhla lr.kak wjYH keye' f
Ndjkdf wruqK yqiu
a ke;slr .ekSu fkfuhs' yqiu
a kSu
ke;slr .ekSu;a fkfuhs' yqiau .ekSu k;r lrkak;a"
yqiau .kak nj k .ekSu w;ykak;a Ndjkdjla wjYH
keye' thg jvd fjk Wml%u ;sfnkjd' f Ndjkdj
;=< wm hkafk thg jvd fjkia .ukla' ta ksid yqiau
.ekSu kqk;a fkdkqk;a ta kSu fyda fkdkSu .egjla
lr.kak wjYH keye' ta fkdkSuu hqKqf ,CIKhla

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hg ;ukau iy;shla ,shd .ekSu fudk fudavlulao@

ula ksido yqiau fkkafk ke;s jqfKd;a f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj ;jrg;a lrf.k hkak wmyiq fjkjd' ta
ksid yqiau lsish wjia:djl fkdkS .sfhd;a wjOdkh
bj;a lrkak tmd' yqiaug ys; tl lrkak .sfhd;a
;uhs .egj tkafk' yqiau fkkafka keyefk ka' tg
l=ulao tl lrkafk@ tl lrkak wruqKla keyefk'
l<HdK ;%jreks" yqiau .kakjd k yqiau .kakjd
lshd k.kakjd' yqiau .kafk ke;sk .kafk keye
lshd k .kakjd' tmuKhs' ta ke;s nj k.ekSu;a f
Ndjkdfu fldgila' tfia ke;s nj kf.k isk g"
kej; we;s nj;a k .kak mqjka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" f wdYajdi m%Yajdi lsu
tl;ekl isfjk l%shdj,shla fkfuhs iuia; Yrfhau
l%shdj,shla' ta ksid Yrfha fld;ekg ys; fhduq l<;a
yqiau .kak msg lrk nj fkkjd' iuia; Yrhu
wdYajdi lsf iy m%Yj
a di lsf ta ixf;djh ;uka
;=< we;sfjkjd' Ndjkdkqfhda.shd jvd;a ixf fjkjd'
uq uy;a Yrhgu" uq uy;a Yrfha u Yajikhg'
zinldh mixf wiaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ th wm mqre
mqyK
q q l< fohla' ksrdhdifhka ,efnk ;s<K
s hla fkdfjhs'
uq uy;a Yrhgu ysia uqfka isg mdodka;h f;la isysh
fhduq lrka ne,sh hq;=hs' wdYajdifha;a" m%Yajdifha;a
fYaIs; ;eka w; wer uq Yrhu wruqKla yg
uq,skau .;a g miqj myiqhs' Yrhu tl glg fkk
fia wdYajdifha;a mqyqKq fjkjd' m%Yajdifha;a mqyqKq
fjkjd' uki ikaiqka' ukiska wdf. we;s lr.kafka
keye' ldhsl jYfhkq;a fjfyila keye' l;dnyl=;a
keye' f ish,af,ka u wm w;aolskafka flhla' f
flfha tla m%;sM,hla ;uhs fjkau' wE;au' wm wE;a
fjkjd f phdjka ;=fkkau' ta Ndrr j.lS ;=fkkau

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f Ndjkdj ;=< wm fjkafjkjd' fudkjo ta j.lS

;=k' tlla ;uhs Th wek" jk" nr Tijk" ldhsl
ls%hdj,ska wm fjkafjkjd' yqfola jd isu muKhss'
fol - l;d ny lsu" .y neK .ekSu" W;a;r fokak
hEu" m%Yak lsu" fpk ish,a,ka w; ykjd' tfiau
f;jkqj - wdf.YS,Sj l,amkd lsu;a w;ykjd'
wkak t;k l=ulao wm lrkafka@ l=ulgo yqiau
wjYH jkafka@ hdka; mK .eg.y.kak muKhs'
nek.kak yqiau kE keye' l;d lr lr bkak" lE
.ykak oeka yqiau wjYH keye' wdYdfjka" flka"
;rfyka" nfhka wdfhka wdf.YS,Sj yeSnrj l,amkd
lrkafka;a kEfka' n,kak Th yeS nr l,amkd lsug
fldmuK fjfyila .kak fjkjo lshd@ wm .= l,la ta
l,n, ;hg yqre we;s ksid ta ms<sn| ixf;djhla
keye' kuq;a flfkl= ixf jqjfyd;a jegfykjd l
f,djla ;rfyka isfuka fldmuK Yla;s ydkshla
isfjkjdo hkak' wkak Yla;sh jehfj,d' la jQ g
Yla;sh jeh fjkjd' h jQ g Yla;sh jeh fjkjd'
ta Yla;sh jehfjkak" oykh fjkak yqiau fnfyka
wjYH fjkjd' tfiau lEorlu fldmuK Tnj vdjg
m;a lrkjd o@ f tllj;a ieye,aj keye' flhla
o keye' l;dj;a ta jf.a' ldhsl l%shd;a ta jf.a' oeka
f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=< l<HdK ;%jreks" f
ixialdr ke;sk f lghq;= wvqfjkjd' wju fjkak
mgka .kakjd'

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lEu rf ldhsl l%shdj,sh ixisf|kak mgka .kakjd'
n,kak l<HdK ;%jreks wdydr .ekSf f;d,a foflka

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mgka f.k o;al" j" Wvq;,a," h;,a," W.=r miqlr

wdydr K moaO;sfha fldmuK bkashhka iy fldmuK
udxY fmaYSka jev lrkjo lshd' ta ish,a,u oeka fl
.kakjd' ta ksid yDoh jia;=j;a fl .kakjd' yeu
bkashhlau f Ndjkdj ;=< flhg m;afjkjd'
ta ksid yeu ldhsl l%shdj,shla u ixisf|kakg mgka
.kakjd' Yrfhys fldmuK fyda mSvkhla oefkkjd k"
f;rmSula oefkkjd k" wd;;shla oefkkjd k" tf;kag
ys; fhduq lrkak' n,kak Wv isg my<g uq uy;a
Yrhu ixisug m;a fj,d o ke;sk lsish ;ekl
f;rmSula" tula" udxY fmaYS oe ula" r ula" ;o
ula ;sfnkjo@
fuf,i by< isg my<g iEu wdYajdihlu iEu
m%Yajdihlu n,k g wdYajdifhka - m%Yajdihg"
m%Yajdifhka - wdYajdihg l<HdK ;%jreks" wmg
k.kakg ,efnkjd lh ieye,a ke;sk" ieye,a
ke;s ;eka' weia fol fjkak mqjka' k<, fjkak
mqjka" luq,a fol" o;a ldf.k bkakjd fjkak
mqjka' w;afol tlsfkl fndfydau ;o lrf.k iskjd
h yelshs' Wrysia ;ka f;rmdf.k iskjd h yelshs'
iEu wdYajdihlu iEu m%Yajdihlu tfia n,k g
wmg wyqfjkjd Tkak tfyu ;eka ;sfhkjd k Yrfha'
tg t;ekg imQK wjOdkh fhduq lr wdYajdifha;a
m%Yajdifha;a Yrh ieye,a lsug mqyqKq jkak' wjYH
k mqjks ,sys,a fjd lshk f;kdj we;s lr.kak'
wdYajdi m%Yj
a difha zmiaiNhx ldhixLdrx wiaiisii
a d;s
islaL;s" miaiNhx ldhixLdrx miaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ ta
ldhsl lghq;=" ldhsl ls%hdld;ajhka ixis|jd .kakg
wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifha;a mqre jkafkah' fufia n,k
g l<HdK ;%jreks" wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj hkq yqiaug
ys; tl lsu muKla fkdfjk nj ldyg;a jegfykjd'

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isysfhka kqjKska ys;d u;d l<hq;= jeh hq;= Ndjkdjla'

flfkl= ys;d f Ndjkdj ;=< lrkak fohla ke;ehs
lshd' kuq;a lh ms<sn| uiSul oefkkjd k lsish
ldhsl wmyiq;djhla wdYajdifha fyda m%Yajdifha tu
wmyiq;djh f;kd;aulj ixisjd .kakg mqyqKq h
hq;=hs' ta wdYajdih kdifhka we;=,a wmyiq;djh ;sfhk
;ekg Yrh ;=<ska .uka lrkjd' t;ekg Tlaiscka
imhkjd' t;ekg Yla;sh fokjd' jh fokjd' wjOdkh
fhduqfjkjd' ,sys,a lrkjd tfiau t;ek oro~q fjkak
iy wmyiq fjkak fya;= jQ lsish lreKla ;sfhkj k
m%Yajdi jd;h ta fya;=j msg;g f.k tkjd' Yrfhka
bj;a lrkjd' f l%shdj,sh foi fo;=ka j;djla wdYajdi
m%Yj
a di jYfhka nefjd;a ,sy,
s a lr.kak mqjka fndfydau
blaukgu' Ndjkd fkdlrk fj,djg;a oefkkjdk
flfkl= g ldhs l f;rmS u la vdjla " ta fj,djg
Wjukdfjka fo;=ka jrla wdYajdi m%Yajdi lrkak' fyd|
yqiaula wrf.k fokdj wmyiq;djh ;sfhk ;ekg
fhduqlrkak' ta yqiu
a t;kg hkjd' t;k ;sfhk fokdj
wrf.k tkjd' m%Yajdi jd;h fokdj msglrkjd lshd ta
ksid zmiaixNhx ldh ixLdrxZ f ldhsl lghq;= ldhsl
ls%hdld;ajhka ldhsl yeis ixisf|kjd' ixisjd
.kakg wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifha;a mqre lrkak' oeka
l<HdK ;%jreks" tf;k f lh ixiskg miq f
Ndjkdj ;=< ta ixisk lfhys nr wmg oefkkafka keye'
ys;kak flfkl= lsf,da oyhla ;r yd,a u,a,la
lf ;shdf.k hkjd ke;sk nE.a tlla msf fyda
w;ska t,a,f.k hkjd lshd' tg tys nr oefkkjdfka'
lsf,da.%E oyhl nrla Tijdf.k hkfldg wfhka
wh tys nr fyd|gu oefkkjd' weoafoa ke;;a n,kak'
lsf,da.%E oyhla Tj Wv ;shdf.k ysgf.k bkak' ta;a
ta nr oefkkjdfka' jdfj,d ish;a" ydkaisfj,d hlsis

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nrla mmqj Wv ;ndf.k ish;a th oefkkjfk' b;ska

f Yrh lshkafk;a lsf,da.%E mkyl yegl nrla'
t;fldg ta nr wmg oefkkjd' ta nr wm kjd yeu
fjf,au' jd fyda ysgf.k fyda weka fyda ydkais
isk g nr oefkkjd' kjd' oeka isj we;af;a wm mqx
ldf, isg thg yqre we;s ksid oefkkafk keye' nrla
f,i oefkkafk w;sfl hula lrg .;af;d;a muKhs'
tmuKlau fkfjhs wm Yrh oro~q lr.;a; g je
nrla oefkkjfk' w;la fyd|g oro~q lrf.k n,kak'
;snqKg jeh nr oefkkjd' je Yla;shla wjYHhs oro~q
lr.;a; Yrhla weoaojkak' oro~q lr.;a; Yrhla
ysgf.k ;shkak' ,sys,a lr n,kak' wvq Yla;shla wjYH
jkafka' oro~q jQ g wm jeh l< hq;= Yla;sh jehs'
,sys,a jQ g jeh jkafka wvq Yla;shla' Ndjkdj ;=< lh
,sys,a fjkakg mgka .kakjd' iEu ffi,hla u yeu
udxY fmaYshlau' ta ,sys,a u ;=< iuia; lhu ieye,a
fjkjd' Yrfha nr fldmuK o hkak jeo.;a keye' kuq;a
ieye,a fjkjd' ieye,aj wmg oefkkjd' ;j rg;a ta
lsf,da.%E mkyl yegl nrla oefkkafka keye' ta yeu
ffi,hlu ;sfhk ieye,aj ;uhs oefkkafka' ieye,aj
iq< jf.a lshd is;uq' tg iq< ;uhs oefkkafka' ysia
wjldYhhs oefkkafka' wr uyd l.,a mj;hlaj ;snqKq
Yrh fkfjhs oefkkafka' ta yeu ffi,hla ;=< u ;sfhk
ieye,aj oefkkafka' yeu ffi, folla w;ru ;sfhkjd
k ysia wjldYhla ta ysia wjldYh jv jvd;a fyd|g
oefkkjd'
tfiau msmdih" ksu;" l=i.skak" lelal=" wdosh;a
tfukau leiai" u< uQ;d% lsf wjYH;djh wdh;a lsih
s
ld,hlg ixisf|kjd' fldkau Yrh lsisjla b,a,d
Woaf>daIKh fkdlrk imqrdu ;ekam;a jQ iajNdjhlg
m;afjkjd' zmiaiNhx ldh ixLdrx wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;sZ' miai isiaid;s islaL;sZ Yrh kue;s m%Yakh

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;djld,slj w;=reoyka hkjd' Yrh fkdfjhs Yrh

kue;s m%Yakh ke;sfj,d hkjd'

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f Yrh kue;s hka;%h oeka jev lrkafka fyysg'
hdka; mK k, .eg .y.kak jev lrkafk' ta ksid f
hka;%h oeka b;du ksYap,hs' ta ksYap,;ajh;a oefkkjd'
wkak t;k l<HdK ;%jreks" ;fha ljodj;a w;a
fkd i;=gla oefkkakg mqjka' fu;=jla l,la ta
i;=g wm gqf keye' wkjYH lghq;=j,g iy wkjYH
is;s,sj, wm wkqhqla; fj,d yshd' wkjYH l;d
nfya wm fh is ksid wkjYH ldhsl l%shdldrlj,
yeisj, f.j;a .ukaj, fh is neka' tg flfiao
oefkkafk i;=gla' j;a u f,i oefkkafka mSvkhla"
lla" fodkila i i;=gla fyda m%S;shla f,i fkfjhs'
iuia; ;uka kue;s moaO;shu" fYaIfhka f lh kue;s
moaO;sh ixisf|k g" f hka;%h lla fl .kak g"
ksjdvq .kak g" fuys ;sfnk oro~q f;rmS ,sys,a
ieye,a jk g" wkak f,dl= i;=gla oefkkjd' i;=g
oefkkafka lsisjla ,ndf.k fkfjhs' m%shukdm flfkl=
oel fyda re wyrla wkqNj fldg ,nk r i;=gla
fkfjhs iajNdl i;=gla' ljo;a ;fha kakg ;snQ
i;=gla' wm wys lr.;a i;=gla' wfmau l,n,h ksid
wfmau wisysh ksid wys lr.;a i;=gla' tfia ldhsl
oro~q ksid ldhsl fjfyi ksid wm wys lr.;a ta
i;=g wmg ,efnkakg mgka .kakjd' zmS;s mixf
wiaiisii
a d;s islL
a ;S mS;m
s ixf miaiisii
a d;s islL
a ;sZ
wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifha;a i;=g iy m%S;sh kakg
mqyqKq jkafkah' fYaI fohla is fkdfjhs' fuh jeo.;au
ldrKh' i;=gq jkak k flfkl=g idudkHfhka fYaI
fya;=jla ;sh hq;=hs' hfula wykjd zzTn i;=ka o

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bkafka@ZZ keye lsfjd;a zzwehs ke;af;a@ l=ulao m%Yafk@

wikSmhla o n,dfmdfrd;a;= lvula o@ZZ tfia ke;sk
wm lshkjd zzy ikaf;daIfhka bkafka ud Nd.h iu;a
jqKd' Wiiaula ,enqKdZZ fya;=jla ;sfhkjd' hula is
jQ ghs i;=gq fjkafka;a la fjkafka;a' Ndjkdf tn
lsisjla ,e fkdfjhs' fudkj;a ,enqfKa keye' ;hg
iajNdjfhka Wreu jQ iajNdl i;=g fumuK l,a
j;afjkak mqre ;snQ r rgdj ;=< wm wys lrf.k
;sfhkjd' yhg wdYajdi lrkak ;sfhk iajNdl m;%
jd;h wm wys lr.kakjdfkaa' wfmau wkjfndaOh ksid
lrk lghq;=j,ska yqiau .kak ;sfhk ta kejq ms;=re
jdhqj wys lrf.k hkjd' tfiau ;hlg Wreu jQ
iajNdl m%S;sh" iajNdl i;=g wfma ;sfhk f r"
l,n,ld" m%pKavld" f.j;a wf.YS,S jk rgdj
ksid wm wys lr.kska hkjd'
iajNdl i;=g wys fjkak" wys fjkak l<HdK
;%jreks" wmg wjYH fjkjd thg jvd r" f.dfrdaiq
lD;%Su kaok' ulaksido i;=g ke;=j j;afjkak neye
flfkl=g' yeu fohlau lrkafka i;=gq fjkak' uqo,a yn
lrkafka i;=gq fjkak" b;s lrkafka i;=gq fjkak' b;s
lrk uqo,a wdmyq ho lrkafka i;=gqfjkak' ;hu
i;=g fydhdf.k hk jkaokd .ukla jf.a' ;% fjkafka
i;=gq fjkak' ;ry fjkafk i;=gq fjkak' kej; ;%
fjkafk i;=gq fjkak" jdy fjkafka i;=gq fjkak'
lalido fjkafk i;=gqfjkak' f yeu fohlskau wm
fidhkafka i;=g' i;=g ke;=j wmg j;afjkak neye'
wudrehs' ta ksid i;=g kue;s wdydrh N=la;s kak ;uhs
wm f yeu fohlau lrkafka i;=g kue;s wdydrfha ri
kakhs ;fha yeu fohlau wm lrkafka' ta ish,a,lau
lrkq;a wm wka;sug iskafka i;=ka fkfuhs' ishu
fjfyi uykais iy ho ls wjik wm wkqNj

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lrkafka ;s;a; foaj,a' meKs ry ;uhs Whkak .;af;a'

wka;sug ;s;a; fj,d' wyshs lgqlhs'
fu;k l=ula fyda m%Yakhla ;sfnkjd' ;hu ;s;a;
;sfnkafka ;s;;
a jQ ;hla ;uhs ksid N=l;
a s kafka'
ksidg N=la;s kakg ,e ;sfnkafka ;s;a; jQ lgql
jQ ;hla' fuh b;du wjdikdjka; ldrKhla' meKs
ri foaj,a ish,a, tl;= lr wka;sug Whdf.k ;sfhkafka
l<HdK ;%jreks" lf ;shkak ne ;r ;s;a; fohla'
uq, b|,d w.gu f ;fha l wkqNj lrka wm
hkafka' uq, isg w.gu neg wdmiq ye wm wkqNj
lr we;af;a l' ;sfnkafka luhs' wkqNj lr N=la;s
| ymd wUrd .s, ;sfnkafka;a" osrjd .; fkdyelsj
bkafka;a lhs' fudk wmrdOhlao@
wm l kak fkfuhs f .uk wdf iem
kak' i;=gq fjkak' fidkig m;afjkak kuq;a ta
i;=g fidki" ta wm fyjQ iem flda@ ta iem o wm f
N=la;s kafka@ wjqre oyhlg myf<djlg l<ska wm
ie,iq yejd ;h .ek' fukak iefmys udj;' fukak
f mdfr .sfhd;a fumuK iem kakg mqjka" i;=ka
bkak mqjka' f foaj,a bf.k .;af;d;a" f Nd. iu;a
jqfKd;a" f fy /lshdjlg .sfhd;a" f yg Wiia
,nd.;af;d;a" wdodhula ,nd.;af;d;a" fun jdyhla
lr.;af;d;a Th yg wm" fldmuK iem kakg
ie,iq yejd o l<HdK ;%jreks@ kuq;a ta mdf f.dia
wo wm bkafka fld;eko@ iem ;sfhk ;eklo@ i;=f
Whkl o wm wo bkafk" fidkfia hdj;l o wm wo
bkafka@ ke;sk lgq msreKq .hl o@ lgq,eyenl o@
f wjdikdjka; ;;ajfhka ;h uqojd.kakg
l<HdK ;%jreks Tfjka ysg.kak wjYH keye' uyd
ma,j wjYH keye' nqoyu hkq b;du ir, ud.hla'

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ir, f,i nqoyu lshkjd zzwuq;= fudkj;a lrkak

tmd'ZZ fudfyd;lg flhla .kak Th jevm,j,ska'
tl fudfyd;lg tajd me;a;lg lr' ks;a;= lsysmhl
flS ksy~ fj,djla fidhdf.k ukdj iDcqj jdfjkak'
tfia jd is; whdf,a isfrkakg fya;=jk wNHka;r
.;s" mqre yd m%jK;d ykdf.k tajdhska wE;ajkak'
;ukaf.au ksoyig ;ukau lrk ndOd ls jgydf.k
tajd bj;a lrkak' n,kak f mirh fl;r ksy~
o lshd' ;uka jd jQ bhj fldmuK ksYap, o lshd'
bka miq f ksy~ mirh ;=< f jd isk bhj
flfrys mQK wjOdkfhka isk g oek.kak ;uka
yqiau .kak msglrk nj' fjd ixlSK foaj,a fkfjhs'
uyd jHdhdu fkfjhs' i;hlaj;a ho fjkafka keye'
f,dl= oekqula wjYH keye' ta fudkj;a k keye'
uyd msjrla k keye' fldmuK ir, o n,kak' f
i;=g ,ef fn!oaO l%ufoh fld;r ir, o' ks;a;=
lsym
s hla jeh lrkak' yqiu
a .kak nj oek.kak' msglrk
nj oek.kak' ta .kak yqiau > o fl o oek.kak'
msglrk yqiau > o fl o oek.kak' uq Yrhu
wdYajdi lrk nj w;a olskak' uq Yrhu m%Yajdi
lrk nj w;aolskak' iEu wdYajdihlu iuia; Yrhu
ixisf|k nj yd ieye,ajg m;afjk nj w;a olskak'
iEu m%Yajdihlu;a iuia; Yrhu ksfjk nj" ,sys,a
fjk nj iy ieye,a fjk nj oek.kak' tmuKhs'
tmuKhs l<HdK ;%jreks" bkamiq Tn m;afjkjd
m%S;sfha W,am;la njg' fumuK ld,hla je<,S .sh" wfmau
mhg mE.S fmd .sh" ta ksid u wj fkdjQ" kakg
fkdyels jQ ;fha iajNdl i;=g kaokh lrkakg
wjldY ,efnkjd f Ndjkdj ;=<" fudkj;a ,e fkfjhs'
tg ;ksu ms<sn| m%Yakh iEfyk rlg if|kjd'
idudkHfhka ;ksu llafka' ta ksidfk ;kslu ke;s

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lrkak oyil=;a tlla wkjYH foaj,a .eg.ykafk iy

mg,jd .kafka l<HdK ;%jreks' kuq;a f Ndjkdj ;=<
Tn i;=gg m;a jk g ta i;=g l%ufhka jefvk g ta
i;=g iu lrkakg neye lsisu bkash mskjk i;=glg'
bkash msku ;=< i;=g ;sfhkjd' meKs ry lEula
lkfldg i;=gla yd iemla `kjd fldfydU fld< fldgd
fndkjg jeh' we;a;' kuq;a f lh ksfjk g iuia;
ldhsl moaO;shu ikaisf`ok g oefkk ksoyi ksid k
i;=g;a iu. mxp bkahhkaf.ka ,nk i;=g ixikaokh
lrkak neye' tmuKg u ,dulhs tu bkah i;=g' thg
jvd b;du .eUqrehs f wdOHd;al iqjh" f Ndjkdfjka
,efnk m%S;sh l<HdK ;%jreks" ta i;=g kak'
iuyr we;a;ka lshkjd nq oyu l .ek l;d
lrkafka' lhs lhs lshkjd' keye' fu;k lshkjd m%S;sh
k f,i' zmS;s mixfZ ta i;=g uekka kaokh
lrkak zmS;s mixfZ ta fj,df oefkk i;=gg fydkau
wjOdkh fhduq lrkak' N=la;s kak' ta flf ixf
fjkak' ixf ug mqyqKq jkak' wdYajdifha;a iy
m%Yajdifha;a ixf u mqyqKq lr.kak' m%S;sh kak
mqre fjkak' ;hg Wreu jQ ta iajNdl i;=g kak
mqre jkak' wm mqre ;sfnkafka ldr fkdaohkag' tajd
wjYH fjkak mqjka' iSksfnda, k fjkak mqjka iuyr
fj,djg' kuq;a ta ksid Tf m%Odk wdydr f, wu;l
lr oukjo@ thhs weish hq;= m%Yakh ;u ;ukaf.ka u'
wm wu;l lrkjo wfma m%Odk wdydrf,@ l=ulao m%Odk
wdydr f,@ fuu wNHka;r i;=g' tu wdydrf, wu;l
lr oud" .ska .gu iSksfnda, imka iskjd' wjqre
.Kkdjla wm wmgu lkak ;sfnkafka lvfpdare'
iSksfnda," fgd*S" f,diskacr lsisu .=Khla keye' hka;
weof.k we;a ;sfnkjd ;h' rjgka'

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wm oka k jdfka iS k s fnda , hl ri jefj,d

mj;skafka ke;s nj' h hkjd' ta hj hk iSks
fnda,hla f,jlka l<HdK ;%jreks" wm ;h weof.k
hkjd' t;fldg f j;a fjkak wjYH fmdaIKhg iy
ta m%Odk wdydrf,g l=ulao is ;sfnkafka@ oeka
u;l keye' wkak m%Odk wdydr f," f isysh kue;s
iQmfh iska msiskq ,nk wNHka;r i;=g kue;s rih
N=la;s k wfhl= njg m;afjkak' i;=g N=la;s k
wfhl= njg" mS%;sh kaokh lrk wfhl= njg m;a jkak'
tu ksid Ndjkdfjka iem ,efnkjd lSu i;Hhla' th
lshkak h h hq;= keye' laf,aYhla fkfuhs' Ndjkdfjka
iem ,efnkjd lSu laf,aYhla fkfjhs' wdvnr fjkak
ldrKhl=;a fkfjhs' wyxldr fjkak uu;ajhg fya;=jla
fkfjhs' kuq;a th we;a;la' ljqreka fyda lshkj k
;uka Ndjkd lrk ksid i;=ka bkafka lshd' l=ulao
;sfhk je/oao@ fkdlSj;a l<HdK ;%jreks" f i;=ka
bkak flkdj oek.kak mqjka' flka bkak flkdj;a
oek.kak mqjka' Ndjkdj lshkafka uyd nrla Tj Wv
;shdf.k" ta ksid ugu fldkao ke l= fj,d jl=g
q yeu
udxY fmaYshlau uyd .eg f.dvlg ue jqKq flfkl=f.a
fia /<s je jeye ysmsgu wmdhla w;alSu fkfjhs'
Ndjkdj Tn i;=ka bkak flfkl= njg m;alrkjd' ta
ksid uqyqK meyem;a fjkjd' uqyqK nenf,kjd' Tn ;=<ska
i;=g jykh fjkjd' Tf wdOHd;al ;fha meje;au
fjkqfjka Tng wdYajdihla oka ka f,dalhg Tn m%S;sh
m%odkh lrkjd" m%Yajdih yd uqiq lrka'
l fnda fjkjd fukau ;ry fnda fjkjd jf.au
h fnda fjkjd jf.au i;=g;a fnda fjkjd' tn jQ
flfkl= yd l;d lrk g" tn jQ i;=ka j;a jk
flfkl=" we;=<;skau i;=gq jQ flfkl= iu. wdY%h lrk
g" wkqkq;a i;=gg m;a fjkjd' ta i;=g fndafjkjd'

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Tjqkaf.a m%Yak;a fudfyd;lg fyda wu;l fjkjd' tu

ksid Ndjkdj uyd mskalula l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkdj
lshkafka wd;aud:ld fohla fkfjhs' Tn f,dalhg i;=g
fokjd' iuyr g Tn Ndjkd lrkafka ukqIH iudcfhka
b;du wE; jkdka;rhl .,a .=ydjl h yelshs' lsis
flfkl= fkdokakd" lsis flfkl=g mefKkakg fkdyels
wre .hl h yelshs' flfkl=g ysf;kak mqjka
ta fhda.shd uyd wd;aud:ldfhl= fia' thg jvd fyd|
keoao f k.frlg we;a iudchg we;a f iudchg
Wmld u' Wmld u flfia fj;;a iudchl j;a
u' keye l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkdfjka Tn m;afjkjd
i;=g ckkh lrk hka;%hla njg' ckl hka;%hla
njg m;afjkjd' m%S;sh m%fudaoh ckkh lrk W,am;la
njg' th uq f,dj mqrdu me;s hkjd' l=rd l=yqUqjka
olajdu' lafjk fodkig m;afjk lkiai,af,ka u
bm lkiai,af,ka u j;a lkiai,af,ka u h hk
f,dalhl l<HdK ;%jreks" Tn i;=g jykh lrkjd'
Tn i;=g odhdo lrkjd' Tn i;=g okafokjd' Tn
m;afjkjd fYdalfha ldka;drhg jisk m%S;sfha jIdj
njg' f.orl tn Ndjkd lrk flfkl= iskjd k
Ndjkdj ksid i;=ka bkak flfkl= j;a fjkjd
k l<HdK ;%jreks" th uq f.orgu jdikdjla'
wdYsjdohla' wuq;=fjka f.orl yQksh lmkak wjYH
keye' wuq;=fjka f.orl fi;a l lshkak wjYH keye'
Ndjkdj ;r fi;la iy wdYsjdohla ;j;a keye' fudk
fi;a l lsj;a" fudk wdYsjdo ,nd.;a;;a iEu fokdu
iskafka lkiai,af,ka k" mSvkfhka k iy wi;=fgka
k" wkqNj lrkafku l k l<HdK ;%jreks" wr
wdYsjdoj,g fyda ta fi;alj,g is;a ;=<ska Yr ;=<ska
ckkh jk flys lmk ;rx. ke;s lrkak neye'
Ndjkdj ls h ka f ka uyd ms x lula ' Th uyd
mskalj,ska tlla ;uhs Ndjkdj' f,dl= msxlula' Tn

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i;=g fokjd' ta ksid Tn ;j ;j;a i;=gg m;afjkjd'

wks;a whg i;=g fokak fkfjhs Ndjkd lrkafka' kuq;a
ta Ndjkdj ;=< Tn i;=g kue;s wdydrh msi .kakjd'
ta Tn i|ydu fkfjhs' y;r la nd.fhka u mefKk
kEu flfkl=g Tn msisk i;=g kue;s wdydrh N=la;s
| i;=gg m;afjkakg mqjka' Ndjkdj lshkafka i;=ghs
lhs foflka u fyn;a jqKq f ixidrfhka t<shg hkak
;sfhk l%uhg' ta fldaKfhka Ndjkdj foi n,k w;ru
f Ndjkdj kue;s ud.fha hk g Tng wksjdhfhka
u uqK .efyk k.rhla iy wksjdhfhka u miq lr
hdhq;= kqjrla ;uhs i;=g" i;=f kqjr" fidkfia okj"
m%S;sfha k.rh miqlr hdhq;=uhs' th wm okakjd lE.,a,
jf.a k.rhla myq lrk g iEfyk f,djla ta yryd
hd hq;=hs' tfiau f wNHka;r i;=f iEfyk ld,hla
fhda.sfhl= nef|kjd' /f|kjd lshkafka .uk hkjd' ta
i;=g iEfyk ld,hla Ndjkdj ;=< w;aolskak mqjka'
u ykak tmd' fjk w;=remdrj,a fydhkak hkak
tmd' i;=g isysfhka kak' oek.kak f i;=g Tn
kafka Tn i|yd muKla u fkdjk nj' la k"
fu;elehs muK lsj fkdyels wm%udK jQ ish i;ajhka
fjkqfjkauhs' fujka jQ i;=gla f la k" f f.or
we;=f< bkak" f .f" k.rfha" rf" f,dalfha bkak
yeu fokdgu fudfyd;la fyda ,efnkjd k fldmuK
jkjdo@ wkak ta m;Hd.YS,S is;ska i;=g kakg
wdYajdifha;a iy m%Yajdifha;a isysfhka mqre fjkak' f
Ndjkdj ;=< l<HdK ;%jreks" Tn m;afjkjd wdkkaofha
k.rh njg' m%fudaofha f;da;ekak njg' i;=f kskh
njg' ta i;=f kskh" wdkkaofha k.rh" m%fudaofha
f;da;ekak w;aolskak isysfhka" we;=,afjk yqiau;a iu.
msgfjk yqiau;a iu.'

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1GMNGM
iuia ; Yrhu by< is g my<g ieye,a
lr.kska" ixisjd .kska" ,sys,a lr .kska" iuia;
Ydl l%shdld;ajhu flhg nka lrka bvfokak
Tn ;=<g i;=gg msfikakg'''
bvfokak Tf lhg fl .kakg' wdYajdifhka m%Yajdihg' m%Yajdifhka - wdYajdihg' w;a olskak ksoyi
ieye,aj iy ixisu iEu wdYajdihl u iy iEu
m%Yajdihl u Tng oefkk'''
lsish jQ fyda ldhsl ixisula w;aolskjd o h
fia" i;=g m%S;sh N=la;s kjdo ;ukaf.a lshd whs;s lr
fkd.kakd" ldf.o fkdokakd we;a hk wdYajdi m%Yajdih
ksid f k i;=g' f w;aolsk ieye,aj ''''
f Yd,dj ;=< isk yeu fokdgu;a w;aolskakg
,efjd' f ;h ;=< tlg j;a fjk yeu fokdgu"
fujka jQ i;=gla N=la;s kakg ,efjd' ta yeu
fokdu fjkqfjkqhs f i;=g w;aolskafka' tn m<,a jQ
wdl,amhlska i;=g ka wdYajdifhka - m%Yajdihg"
m%Yajdifhka - wdYajdihg wo ojfia rd;%S kskaog hkf;la
uqK .efyk" l;d lrk" .efgk" yeufokd iu.u f
i;=g fnod yod .ekSf m;Hd.YS,S f;kdfjka l<HdK
;%jreks" wms yudr lruq f Ndjkdj' yeu fokdgu
f;rejka irKhs

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wmQj;u fidhd .ekSu

l<HdK ;%jreks" f f,dalfha jkajr h h
foaj,a fydhdf.k ;sfnkjd" mqoa.,hka iska" oHd{hka
iska iy kdkdm%ldr .fIlhka isk'a f ksia b;sydih
yodrk g ta b;sydifha h h ld,jljdkqj, tl;= jQ
foaj,aj, ,ehsi;
a = olakg ,efnkjd' oeka .skk
a fydhd.;a;d
lshkjd' B<g frdaoh fydhd.;a;d' .skak fydhd .ekSu
ksid f,dl= ma,jhla ukqIH ck fldGdYfha is jqKd'
i;=ka iy ksiqka fjka lrk m%Odk idOlhla yg
.skak md lrkjd' lsisu if;l= .skak m%fhdackhlg
.kafka keye ukqIHhd ;rhs' tfiau frdaoh fydhd.;a;d'
thska ldl ma,jh we;sjqKd'
fufia tlska tl fuu ksia iudch fjkia lrkakg
uq,a jQ fydhd.ekS' ksCIKh lrka meKsfhd;a wo jk
g tl ojilg wf;ka fndfyduhla foa fydhd.kakjd'
oHd;aul WmlrK" w;a i;aj j." Ydl j." WmlrK"
l,d ksudK" frda." fnfy;a wd foaj,a fydhd .kakjd'
f iEu fidhd .ekSulska u udkj iudcfha Ydj fjkia
lrkjd' f m.; lrk WmlrK" Yo ldYk lrk
WmlrK ke;s jQjd k f jevigyk g jvd fjkia'
tfiau ld" nia" f,d" h ;snqfKa ke;sk n,kak
wfma ; fldmuK fjkiao lshd' f ye;emau oyh"
myf<dj" iai ;r wE;l /lshd lrkak ljqrej;a hk

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tlla keye' t;fldg wfma /lshd fldmuK fjkia fjhs

o@ ta jf.a wyia hd;%d" uqyq ke ke;sk rka rgg
ixirKh" ixpdrh isjk tlla keye'
fufia yeu fidhd.ekS u la tla l u ta ukq I H
YsIaGdpdrh ke;sk ukqIH j.hdf.a .uka ud.h
fjkia jqKd' oeka rEmjdysksh fld;r m%n, fjkila
; ;=< we;sfldg ;sfnkjdo@ n,kak oeka rEmjdysksh
tkakg l,ska l<HdK ;%jreks" u;l k flfiao k
phdj f.jqfKa' rEmjdysksh wdjg miq wjqre iailg"
;sylg miq wo fjk g n,kak fjkia we;s whqre'
rEmjdysksh bj;a lr Tng hkakg mqjka o kej;;a
rEmjdysksh fkd;snqKq tod k phdjg@ wudrehs' fuu
WmlrK fidhd.ekSu;a iu.u w;a w;a ux fm;a Tiafia
f,dalh .,d .shd' iuyr ksudK ksid ukqIH iudchg
hym;la jqKd' ;j;a iuyr ksudK ksid ksia iudchg
whym;la" kdYhla is jqKd' ukqIH iudchg ;rla
fkfjhs' f mirh" .%yf,dal ta ish,af,a u meje;aug
;ckhla fjk fidhd .ekSuq;a f ukqIHhd w;ska is
jqKd' tfia wd .ufka lsish ojil l<HdK ;%jreks
zNdjkdjZ lshk foa;a fidhd.;a;d" .skak fidhd.;a; jf.a"
frdaoh fydhd.;a;d jf.a" frda. iy m%;sldr fydhd.;a;d
fia f ksia b;sydifha lsish ojil lsish W;=
ksfil= iska Ndjkdj o fidhd.kq ,enqjd' ta fidhd
.ekSu;a iu.u ta fidhd.;a ;eke;a;d imQKfhka
fjkia flfkl= njg m;ajqKd' f Ndjkdj fidhd.;a;d
o ljqreka fyda ta fidhd.kak l,ska ysh flkd fkfjhs
Ndjkdj fidhd .;a miq j;a fjkafka' l,ska ysfha
idudkH ukqIHfhla' Ndjkdj m<uqjrg fidhd.;a;dg
miq m;ajqKd iud inqrcdKkajykafia kula njg'

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fukak Ndjkdf ;sfnk iqfYaIS fjki' .skak
fydhd.kak l,ska ysh ukqii
a hu ;uhs .skk
a fydhd.;a;g
miq;a bkafk' f,dl= fjkila keye' thd .skafkka h
h foaj,a mqiaikak we;s' kuq;a ta ukqIHhdu ;uhs
ysfha' ta luhs kafoa' frdaoh fydhd.kak l,ska ysfha
h fya mqoa.,hka o ta frdaoh ksid ;ukaf.a m%jdyk
myiql i,id.kak we;s' kuq;a wr lanr ;huhs .;
lf<a' frdaohg yelshdjla ,enqfKa keye ta ksid l
wvq lrkakg' ta ksidf.a lf ;snqKq la fodkia wvq
lrkakg' ta ksid fkdfhla .eyeg" fkdfhla wjq,a
hjq,a ksrjq,a fldg iekis,a, ,ndfokakg yelshdjla
.s k a k g ;s n q f K;a keye' frda o hg ;s n q f K;a keye'
jdykj,g ;snqfK;a keye' hka;% iQ;%j,g ,e,;a keye'
ta yelshdj keye' kuq;a f Ndjkdj lshk foa l<HdK
;%jreks" lsish ojil fydhd.;a;d o tfia fidhd.kak
l,ska ysfha idudkH flfkla' fidhd.;a miq f,d;=rd
nqjrfhl= njg m;ajqKd' fu;=jla l,a fkd;snqKq Ndjkdj
f,dalhg my< jqKd' ta fidhd.ekSu;a iu.u fidhd.;a
flkd mj;kh jqKd' mqyqka ukqiaihl= f,d;=rd
W;a;ufhl= njg m;ajqKd' t;fldg lsish flfkl= f
Ndjkdj wo;a fidhd.kakjd o ;ukaf.a ;h ;=<ska"
lsish flfkl= wo;a f Ndjkdj kue;s ldhhg w;
.ikjdo wkak t;k ta ;eke;a;d Ndjkdj hkq l=ulaoehs
m%;HCI lr.kakd w;ru ta m%;HCIh iska ta Ndjkdjg
md ;enQ flkdj fjkia lrkjd' Ndjkd lrkakg mgka
.;af;d;a Ndjkdfjka miq bkafka Ndjkdj mgka.;a;
flkd fkfjhs' mj;kh jQ wfhl=' ta fjkiaugu
;uhs Ndjkd lrkafka' ;uka wo f bkak wdldrh
ksjer k" ishhg ishhla i;=gq fjkjd k iEySulg
m;a fjkjd k l<HdK ;%jreks" Ndjkd lrkak wjYH

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keye' Ndjkdj lshkafka u;=mska muKla ,iaik lrk

wdNrKhla fyda ,dis;djla fkfjhs' Ndjkdfjka wm
imQKfhka u mj;kh fjkjd'
tu ksid wo f,dalh yd n,k g f Ndjkdj
ksid f,dalh fl;r fjkia ;sfhkjdo@ yeu fCIa;h
% lau
Ndjkdj ksid fjkiafj,d' wOHdmk fCIa;%h fjkia
fj,d' ffjoH oHdj fjkia fj,d' fjkia fjka" fjka
mj;skjd f uki ksid' ta fnfy;a fm;s" fnfy;a djK
tkak;a iy Y,Hluj,g iSud is ffjoH oHdj
thska uqojd tys ks j< mq,a lrkq ,enqjd Ndjkdj
iska' f uki;a" Ndjkdj;a fnfy;la lshk ;ekg
we;a' ffjoH oHdj iy wOHdmkh ;rla fkfjhs' yeu
Ihhlgu f Ndjkdj we;=,a jqjfyd;aa ta Ih fjkia
fjkjd' ta Ih yodrk flkd;a fjkia fjkjd' tu ksid
f Ndjkdj lsish f.hla we;=<g msfikjdo ta f.h
fjkia fjkak mgka .kakjd Ndjkdj ksid' tla flfkl=
Ndjkd lrkjd k f.orl ta uq f.oru fjkia fjkjd'
ta Ndjkd lrk ;eke;a;d fjkia fjkjd' Ndjkdjg
msiqKq ;eke;a;df.a N+ldj fjkiau ;=< ta mhdih
b;du iqNjdj iy fi!uH f,i ta ksji ;=< j;afjk
yeu fokdgu n,mdkjd' ksjeishkag ;rla fkfjhs' ta
f.a we;=f<a bkak i;d iSmdjg mjd' tys ;sfhk yeu u,a
.ylgu" yeu me,hlgu n,mdkjd ta ukfia Ydka; nj
iy ksjqKq nj' tu ksid Ndjkd lrk flfkl= bkakjd
k f.or th jdikdjla iy wdYsjdohla' Ndjkd lrk
flfkl= bkakjd k Tf ldhd,fha" fomd;ka;=f
th ta ldhd,hg iy fomd;fka;=jg jdikdjla"
Nd.Hhla' wuq;=fjka wdYsjdo wjYH keye'
ulaksido Ndjkd lrk ukila ;=<ska ksmofjkafka
iqNjd is;s,s' fi!uH is;s,s' ffu;%S iy.; is;s,s'

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ths k a oa f Ih ks I a m dokh fjka f ka keye' kdYh

ksIamdokh fjkafka keye' f,dalhg idm lrkafka keye'
bjiSu ksIamdokh fjkj o lsish ukil" lreKdj
ksIamdokh fjkj o Tjqfkdjqkaf.a l ykk" wfkHdakH
.eg f;are .kak mqjkalu we;sfjkjd o" ;ukaf.u
f,dalhla we;=f<a isr isu fjkqjg ;j flfkl=f.a
m%Yk
a hlg ijka fokak mqjka yelshdj l%h
s d;aul lrkjd
o tn ldreKsl yoj;la Ndjkdfjka ksudKh fjkjd'
tn jQ is;a i;ka yd yoj;a jv jvd;a wjYH fjk
hq.hlhs l<HdK ;%jreks" Tn;a ud;a f j;afjkafka'
yeu ;eklgu bjiSu wjYH ld,hla' yeu l%shdjla
.eku fojrla is;sh hq;= hq.hla' wd;aud:ld;ajfhka
Tng f.dia ;j;a flfkl=f.a hym; i|yd iqn isoah
i|yd lem h hq;= mrd:ld;ajh wjYH hq.hlghs wm
f meK we;af;a' Ndjkdfjka ;r flfkl=f.a ;sfhk
wd;aud:ld;ajh wvq lrk ;j;a wNHdihla keye'
ulaki
s do Ndjkdfjka ;r Tn wNHka;rfhka u ;Dma;u
s ;a
jk iy wNHka;rfhka u i;=gqfjk" i;=gq l< yels ;j;a
lsis wdydrhla" .S;hla" kegqula" weula - me<ula"
.ukla - ukla keye' ta ndysr iEu fohlskau flfkl=g
i;=gqfjkakg mqjka' b;du ukr .S;hla wid i;=gq
jkakg mqjka' b;du rij;a wdydrhla N=la;s | i;=gq
fjkakg mqjka ta fudfyd;g' b;du jkd weulska
me<ulska flfkl=f.a .; irid wdvnr fjkakg
mqjka' w,xldrh m%oYkh lrkakg mqjka' olsk olsk
fk;a is;a meyer .kakg mqjka ta fudfyd;g'
kuq ; a ii|kjd k l<HdK ;% j reks " f
Ndjkdfjka we;sfjk wdOHd;al i;=g" ix;Dma;sh iu.
fldfy;au iu lrkakg neye" bkah mskfuka ,efnk
i;=g' Ndjkdj Tnj i;=gq jQ wfhl= njg m;a lrkjd'
f mj;kh b;du jeo.;a' .skakg iy frdaohg l<

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fkdyels jQ ydialu" mrudrKqjg iy kHIahg fkdl<

yels jQ mj;kh tfukau bf,lafg%dakhg fkdl< yels
jQ m%d;sydhh l=ulao@ wmj i;=gq jQ wfhl= njg m;a
lrkak' .skakg mqjka fndfyda Wmldr wmg lrkakg'
ta;a .skakg neye Tn we;=<;skau i;=ka msreKq wfhl=
njg m;alrkakg' fudku .skaklgj;a Tf la fodkia
ojd w l< fkdyelshs' ta yelshdj keye' lsisu frdaohlg
neye Tf la fodkia ish,a, lrljd Tn imQKfhka
u i;=ka msreKq flfkl= njg m;alrkakg' wkak
Ndjkdjg ta yelshdj ;sfnkjd' wm m;afjkjd we;=<;ska
u i;=gq jQ wh njg'
tys mshjr lsym
s hla .ek wm l;d l<d' wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj ia;r lrk wjia:dj, l%ufhka is;
s ,s w;yk
g w;S;h ;=< j;au iy wkd.;fha isysk ud<s.d
;=< j;au w;ayka" j;udkh w;aolska iy is;
ms;=re lr .kska we;=,ajk yqiau;a msgjk yqiau;a .ek
imQK wjOdkfhka isk g f fudfyd; fl;r
pu;aldrckl oehs f j;udk fudfyd; fl;r
wisu;aoehs flfkl=g ;ud ;=<skau m%;HCI fjkjd'
th w;aoelSula njg m;alr.kak' oekqulau fkdfjhs
j;udkh lshkafka w;aoelSulg' Tn w;S;fha mg,e
isk g wfydais jQ is ;=< ;snQ la fodkia ;=<
mg,e ,syd.kak nej isk wjia:djl bkafka fld;ek
o" ;ukag isj we;af;a l=ulahs f;are fre lr.kakg
nej isk fudfyd;l ijka fokak we;=,a jk yqiaug'
ijka fokak msgfjk yqiaug' tl fudfyd;lg Tfu
iajNdl yqiau;a iu. Ndjkdkqfhda.S fjkak' msfikak
f j;udk fudfyd;g' md ;nkak j;udkhg' wr
w;S;fha W.=f,ka .e,fjkjd' wuq;=fjka lsisjla lrkakg
wjYH keye' ta mrK" hg.sh" msKq jQ u<lv lE
w;S; la fodkiaj,g fudkj;a lrkak wjYH keye'

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t;kska uki yqfola .e, tkjd' ta w;S; fYdal mg,"

br mdhkg ;sr h fia w;=reoyka fjkjo tfia
w;=reoka hkjd' j;udkh meye,sj fmakak mgka
.kakjd' wyfia ;sfnk foaj,a .ek ie,iq lrkak f.dia
wka;sug uyd mg,e,a,l ysr fhka iy ielfhka
is; fj<df.k we;s wjia:djl" fudfyd;lg weyqlka
fokak f ir, jQ wdYajdihg ir, jQ m%Yajdihg" f
j;udk fudfyd;g' tg wr wkd.; wyia ud<s.dj,ska
ug nei imQKfhka u Tng f uy fmd<jg md
;nkakg mqjka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" ta wjia:df wmg udkisl
wjqf,ka .e,fjkakg mqjka' wm is;s,sj,ska iEu
gu ms b;s f.dia' yeu fudfyd;lu fl<jrla ke;s
is;s,s' wjYH is;s,s wkjYH is;s,s' f is;s,s wvqjk
g oefkk iqjh fl;r iemo@ ysia Ndjfha ;sfhkafka
iemla' ieye,ajla' kuq;a ta ieye,aj wmg w;aolskak
,efnkjo@ lSfhka lS fokdg o ;h ieye,ahs lshd
isf;kafka' lrkak ;sfhk jevj,ska iy j.lSj,ska
fkdfjhs uki nr we;af;a' tajd .ek ys;k fyka'
Nd.j,ska fkfuhs flfkl= wd;;shg m;afjkafka" Nd.
.ek is;k fyka' hlal=kag fkdfjhs wm nh fjkafka'
hlal= .ek wm ys;k fyka' Ndjkdfj f is;s,s
lkaordj fudfyd;lg w;=reoyka hkjd' b;s fjkjd
wdYajdih" b;s fjkjd m%Yj
a dih' ksoyfia iy ieye,afjka
yqiau we;=,afjkjd' tla fudfyd;lg f Yrh m;afjkjd
ir, jQ wdYajdihla njg' uq uy;a Yrhu Yrfha yeu
bkashhlau yeu ffi,hlau wdYajdihla njg m;afjkjd'
tl fudfyd;la fl .kakjd' B< fudfydf;a yqiau
msgfjkak mgka.kakjd' wkak ta m%Yajdi lrk fudfydf;a
iuia; Yrhu m%Yajdihla njg m;afjkjd' kej;;a
fudfyd;la fl .kakjd' Yrfha yeu bkashhlau

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iEu ffi,hlau yqiau msglrkak mgka .kakjd' yqiau

msgjQ g kej;;a fudfyd;l flhla' oeka fkdkj;sk
hdka;%Khla fkfjhs' yqiau .kakjd - fl .kakjd
- yqiau msglrkjd - fl .kakjd' idudkH ;hg
flhla keye' .ska .gu jev" jev' f Ndjkdj ;=<
;fha m<fjks j;djg Tng olakg ,efnkjd flh
hkq l=ulao lshd' Yrh ksi,hs' t;ru Yrh ieye,ahs'
hdka; yqiau l;a we;s" l=ula i|yd o@ isysfhka isu
i|yd' f we;=,afjk msgfjk yqiau oek.ekSug fl;r
wju Yla;shlao wjYH@ t;ru Tn ieye,a flfkl=
njg m;afjkjd' f yqiau flfuka fl fjka fl
fjka hkjd' wdYajdih l%ufhka fl fjkjd' m%Yajdih
l%ufhka fl fjkjd' wdYajdih yd m%Yajdih w;r ;sfnk
flh > fjkjd'
uq,ska > wdYajdi > m%Yajdi' B<g >
wdYajdi - fl fl - > m%Yajdi - fl fl > wdYajdi l%ufhka l%ufhka l%ufhka fl wdYajdihla
njg m;afjkjd' fl flh > flhla njg
m;afjkjd' > m%Yajdih fl m%Yajdihla njg;a" fl
rduh .= rduhla njg;a m;afjkjd' t;k b;du
.eUqka flfkl=g flh lshkafka l=ulaoehs w;aolskak
,efnkjd' iEu wdYajdihlgu miqj;a iEu m%Yajdihlgu
miqj;a' iuia; Yrhu fl .kakd nj fkkjd'
tfia l<HdK ;%jreks" imQKfhka u lh
ixisKq g wkak wm l,ska l;d l< wr i;=g ys;g
oefkkjd' f ysf;a i;=g ke;sfjkak n,mdk uQ,slu
ldrKhla k f nrm;< lsf,da.%E mkyla yegla
nr" w myla yhla Wi" f Yrfha fl<jrla ke;s
b,a,S' jka jr msmdihs lshk" l=i.sks lshk" oyhhs
ke;sk iS;,hs lshk fl<jrla ke;sj bhj fjkia

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lrkakg ueis,s kk f ldhsl lghq;=j,ska ldh

ixLdrj,ska msreKq f Yrh' f Yrfha wdjf;aj iy
j;dj;a lsfuka Tf;a uf.a;a uki l<HdK ;%jreks"
fyn;aj ;sfnkafka' is; vdjg m;aj f;fygqjg m;aj
fjfyig m;aj ;sfnkafka' uyd nrm;< Yrhla kv;a;=
lrkakg hEfuka iy uefrk;=re ;u lh kv;a;= lrkafka
flfiaoehs l,amkd lrkakg hdfuka'
Ndjkdf f wjia:df Yrh lsisjla b,a,kafka
ke;s ;;ajhlg m;afjkjd' lsij
s la u f Yrh b,a,kafka
keye' wjYH k yqiau we;=,a jqKdf' Yrh b,a,kafka
keye' yqiaug k k we;=,a jqKdf' yqiaug wjYH
k msgjqKdf' Yrh imQKfhka u fl .kak
;;aajhg m;afjkjd' t;ru f Yrh Tng kuHYS,S
fjkjd' Ndjkdkqfhda.shdf.a wKilg hg;a fjkjd'
;jrg;a ukig Yrh nrla fkfjhs' ;jrg;a ukig
f Yrh m%Yakhla fkfjhs' fl<jrla ke;s m%Yakd:
,l=Kq f.dvlg fkfjhs Yrh lshkafka'
ta ksid ys;g oefkk wdYajdoh" ta ljrodlj;a
fkdoekqKq i;=g" zmS;smixf wiaiisiaid;s islaL;S"
mS;smixf miaiisiaid;s islaL;SZ mS%;sh" udkisl
m%S;sh ys;g ;sfhk i;=g uekka kak mqjkalu
,efnkjd' kgd isx lshd lE .id fkfuhs' ta lsisjlau
ke;sj ksy~ju yqfola Yrfha ixisu ksidu f
Yrh imQKfhka u ;ekam;a u ksidu iy Yrh
;jrg;a Tf ukig nrla fkdu ksidu tjka mS%;shla
w;aolskjd' iuyr g oefkkakg mqjka Yrhla keye
jf.a' f wjia:df ;jrg;a Yrhla keye jf.hs'
wkak t;k oefkk ta iqjh lsf,da.%E mkyl yegl
nrla imQKfhka u Tijdf.k l<HdK ;%jreks" >
.ukla .sh flfkl= .ek is;kak' fudfyd;lgj;a ta nr

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ka ;shd.kak nerej Tjg ;nd ne| Yd, jQ nrla

u;l we;s ld,hl mgka fjfyilr jQ .ukl fhKq
flfkl=g bvla ,efnkjd lshd ys;kak" fudfyd;lg fyda
tu nr fmdh ka ;shkak' fldmuK iqjhla oefkhso
fldmuK iqjhla hs o wkak tn jQ i;=gla kjd
f Ndjkd ;=< zmS;smixfZ i;=g muKla fkfjhs'
i;=ka k;r ula fkfjhs f,dl= iqjhla oefkkjd'
i;=g lshkafka yeSula l<HdK ;%jreks" i;=g
lshkafka wm hulg i;=gq fjkjd" hula ;ukag wjYH
wdldrhg jQ g i;=gqfjkjd' m%Yakhla iKdu wm ta
.ek ys;d i;=gq fjkjd' f,vla iqj jQ g;a i;=gq fjkjd'
.ukla ksud jqKd lshd is;d i;=gq fjkjd' i;=g lshkafka
yeSula' ysf;a we;sjk m%;sl%shdjla i;=g' t;fldg f
w;aolskafka ta m%;sl%shdjhs' yenehs ta m%;sl%shdj ;snqK;a
ke;;a yu ieye,ajla" iemla t;k ;sfhkjd' f fol
fjkaj olskak mqjka ysf;a ;sfhk i;=ghs" i;=gq jqj;a
ke;;a k iqjhhs' wm hulska i;=gq fjkfldg l<HdK
;%jreks ta i;=ka isoah jefykjd' i;=ka wm ms
bkafka' l=ulgo f i;=gq fjkafka@ i;=gq fjkak fohla
;sfhkjo@ we;a;gu f i;=g wdf fldfyduo@ fjd
fmakafka keye' wm bkafka i;=gg ji '
f Ndjkdj ;=<;a tla;rd ;ekl Tn;a ud;a f,dl=
i;=gla kjd' f Yrh kue;s m%Yakh ;djld,slj
fyda iu ksid' f Yrh lshkafku m%Yakhlg'
nv.skak lshkafka m%Yakhla' msmdih lshkafka m%Yakhla'
fyiaidjla" leiaila" WKla" ysirohla lshkafka
m%Yk
a hla' jeisl<
s s leisl<
s s hkakg k lshkafka m%Yk
a hla'
iS;, WKqiqu lshkafka m%Yakhla' l<HdK ;%jreks"
fokjd lshkafka m%Yakhla' b;ska f Yrh lshkafka
m%Yakd: ,l=Kq f.dvlg'

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eNLHPKJL[IIMNDNPT\T.TIMNDN
f Yrh kue;s m%Yakd: ,l=Kq fudkjdoehs wm
gqjd wdkj ix{dj .ek l;d lrkg' tlska tl"
m%Yakd: ,l=Kq oelald' kuq;a ishu ldhsl m%Yakd:hka
fu;ek w;=reoka fjkjd' f fudfydf;a ta .ek is;d
i;=gq fjkjd' ys;=j;a ke;;a t;k udkisl i;=gla
;sfnkjd' udkisl i;=ka tyd .sh iqjhla ;sfhkjd'
ieye,ajla oefkkjd' ta oefkkafka ys;g ziqLmixfZ
oeka iem kjd i;=g fkfjhs' ys; ys; i;=gq ula
fkfjhs' tfia i;=gq ug is;Su;a w;yeh ;ek oefkk
iemla ;sfnkjd' ta iem flfrys ixf ug wdYajdifha;a
mqyqKq fjkjd' m%Yajdifha;a mqre fjkjd' tu iqjh
kakg mqre fjkjd' th mqre l< hq;= fohla' mqyqKq
l< hq;= fohla' kslu is jkakla fkdfjhs' ta ksid
meye,s fjkjd we;s f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj lshkafka
kslu yqiau yd n,disula fkdjk nj'
flfkl= lsfjd;a zzwjqre myla" oyhla" iaila"
;syla wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj l<d ;ju fjkila keyeZZ
lshd' thg fya;=j;a fuf;k meye,s fjkjd' kslu
yqiau yd n,d yshg ljqrej;a fjkia fjkafka keye'
mshjfrka mshjr hd hq;= .ukla iy is;d u;d we;s lr.;
hq;= l%udkql+, mqyqKq ula' is;ka i;=gqu fjkqjg"
;sfhk iqjh kakg mqre fjkjd B< mshjf
ziqLmixfZ
l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl=g ysf;kak mqjka fuh
yhg iqrx.kd l;djla jf.a wm fldmuK Ndjkd l<;a
Th lshk tajd is keye lshd' we;a;' ta i|yd n,kak
wr uq,k
s a lshQ idOl foi' mirh yd bhj foi n,kak'
B<g isyshg o ;uka uq,a ;ek ;sfnkafka lshd;a
n,kak' zmuqLx i;sxZ isyshg o uq,a;ek ;sfnkafka@

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tfia fkdue;sj ys; tl lrkak yokjo@ is;s,s ke;s

lrkak yokjo@ ys; u kj;a;kak jEh lrkjdo@
ys; uokh lrkak W;aidy .kakjd o@ tfyuk f
ishq jQ i;=g iy iqjh w;a olskak ,efnkafka keye'
th yelsjkafka isysfhka isfukau muKhs' t;kska u
mgka.kak' uq,ska yqiau we;=,afjkjd msgfjkjd olska"
bka wk;=rej f yqiaf ;sfhk > Ndjh olska"
l%ufhka yqiau flfjk nj olska" flh jefjk nj
olska" B<g iuia; lhu ixisf|k nj olska" ldhsl
Woaf>daIK iy b,a,S ke;s nj olska bkak' wk;=rej
Yrh nv.sks lshkafk;a keye" msmdihs lshkafk;a keye"
ysg.kak" md . wkak wjYHhs lshkafka;a keye' ksYa;
ld,hla ;=< f Yrh lsisjla u b,a,kafka ke;s ugug
;ekam;a fjkjd' wkak tfia ;ekam;a jQ Yrhla .ekhs
uki i;=gq fjkafka'
ta wjia:dfhs iqjh .eUqka u w;aolskakg
,efnkafka' bka miq l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl= bka tydg
hkjd' f i;=fu ;j ;j;a .eUqrgu hkak mqjka' ta
i;=g iy iem ;j ishq fjka" ishq fjka jv jvd;a
.eUqrlg' tu ksid Ndjkdfjka flfkl=g i;=gla oefkk
g h fjkakg tmd' ys;kak tmd f Ndjkdfjka i;=gla
w;aolskak ,eu je/oaola f,i' wm mgka.kafku l
ke;s lrkak lsh,fka' f i;=gla ,efnk g jrola
fia olskafka wehs@ keye' lsis je/oaola keye' nqoyu
lshkafka keyefka Tng la kak lshd' l ke;s
lr.kak hkafka' l ke;sjk g oefkk ieye,aj
w;a olskjd' ta ieye,aj w;aolskak hk .ufka b;du
.eUqre jQ m%fudaohka f Ndjkdj ;=< lis; fjkjd' ta
ksidhs flfkl= .ska .gu Ndjkd lf<d;a f Ndjkdjg
weneys fjkafka' fkdlr ne ;;afjlg m;a fjkjd'
ta fj,djg jdfjkakg ysf;kjd' ta imQK ld,hu

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bkaku ysf;kjd ta bhf' tmuKgu yhg u;ajHhla

jf.a' oeka u;ajHhlg weneys jQ g;a lEug l,ska
jehla fndkak" lEfuka miafia jehla fndkak" nq,;a
gla lkak Th jf.a l%shdjlg weneys jQ g n,kak
ta fj,dj tkg ke;=ju nEfka' uq Yrhu b,a,kjd
jeh' uq Yrhu ta nq,;ag b,a,kjd' ke;sjqfKd;a
Yrhu wmyiq ; djhg m;a f jkjd' fjjq , kjd' l;d
lr.kak nefjkjd' f Ndjkdfjka ,efnk i;=gg;a
flfkl= Th yg weneys jqjfyd;a ta ;;ajhgu m;a
fjkjd' ta fj,djg uq Yrhu b,a,d iskjd Ndjkd
lrkak' Ndjkd lr.kak ne jqjfyd;a ta ojiu y keye
jf.a' tfyu ;;ajhlg m;afjkjd' tu ksid weneys
w;ykak' uq, k lula keye'
B< mshjrj, l<HdK ;%jreks" Th i;=g;a w;
yka hkjd' yenehs uq, fkfjhs' uq, i;=g lshkafka
l=ulahs oek.; hq;=hs' ulaksido f ;fha i;=gqhs
lshk foaj,a we;a;gu i;=gqodhl foaj,a fkfjhs' uyd
la lkaordjl msg ljrhlg ;uhs f i;=g lshkafka'
l ;uhs f fmdh we;=f,a ;sfhkafka' yenehs f la
u,a,g ;uhs wm i;=g lshkafka' i;=g kue;s ojgkh
we;=f,a lhs wm wkqNj lrkafka' f ojgkhg /j
wm iemhs iemhs lshka hkjd' iemla ;=< ;sfhkafkau
lla" uyd lla' fldmuK lla o lshd Tn okafk;a
keye' ud okafk;a keye' wm oeka i;=gqjkakg lshd
mgka.;a" ndr.;a" w;am;a lr.;a iy whs;s lr.;a foaj,a
ksid fl<jrla ke;s la lkaord kjd' ta i;=g kaod
bjrhs' kuq;a ta fkdkj;sk la oje,l mqrela tlska
tl" wuqKkaa ljod bjr f oehs lshkakg ne ;r
m%Yak iy .eg /ila wm ksudKh lrf.k ;sfhkjd
iem kak f.dia'

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thg o iem lshkafka@ lla fjkak mqjka foalg

fldfyduo iem lshkafka@ f,vla yefokak mqjka f;lg
f;la lshkak nEfka@ ;sfhk f,vla ikSm fjkjd ta
fnfy; .;a;u' kuq;a thg jvd oreKq f,vla yefokjd
k ta f; .ekSu ksid" th ksjer T!IOhla fkfjhs'
;fha iemhs lshk fndfyda foaj,a ta fj,dfj ;sfhk
llg ms<shula jqj;a thg jvd f,dl= Yd, la f.dvla
ksudKh fjkjd' fuf;lehs muK lsj fkdyels ;r
la lkaordjlg fodrgq jr lrkjd' ta ksid wNHka;r
i;=g lshkafka l=ulao lshd w;alSu jkjd' w:fha
miudma;d:fhka u i;=g lshkak mqjka fjkafka"
iem lshkak mqjka fjkafka l=ulg o lshk ldrKh
w;aoelSfuka u flfkl=g olskk
a ,efnkjd' tg ;h;a
ir, fjkjd' wNHka;r i;=g ;=< j;a jk" we;=<;
m%fudaoh ;=< flfkl= j;a jk g ndysr ;sfhk iem
l f,dl=jg fmakafka keye' idudkHfhka ta yeu tllau
uyd f,dl=jg fmakafka we;=f<a la .skakla wef,k ksid'
wNHka;rfha uyd la lkaordjla lE .yk" fmdrlk ksid
;uhs f ndysrfha we;s mqx mqx iem miq mi jkafka'
we;=<;ska msmdis;fhl= =j yq nkafka' wNHka;rh
i;=ka iy iefmka msfrkak msfrkak tla wdydr f,la
tyd fuyd jqKdg" Kq lla wvq je jqKdg" wk
weula mrK jqKdg iy ;j flfkl=f.a iskyjla
fkd,enqKdg tajd .Kka .; hq;= foaj,a fia i,lkafka
keye' ukao@ ta ksid lla kafka ke;s ksid' ta ndysr
f,dalfha isj,g neye wr wNHka;rfha .,d hk
oejeka; i;=g kdY lr oukak' l<HdK ;%jreks" f
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfjka Tn w;a olskjd i;=g m%fudaoh'
Tf lh" Tf ;h m;afjkjd i;=f" m%fudaofha iy
wdkkaofha id.rh njg' tys .eUqrg" .eUqrg hkjd' tys
;j ia;r ;sfhkjd' wNsm%fudaohka' b;du .eUqka m%uq;
fjka f Ndjkdj jvkakg mqjka'

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l<HdK ;%jreks" oeka wm l;d l<d wjia:d folla

.ek' f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdf f yg Ndjkd
lrka hkg flfkl= i;r i;smgGdkhu jvkjd'
uq,ska l;d l<d > wdYajdi fl wdYajdi' > m%Yajdi"
fl m%Yajdi k.ekSsu iy Yrh ixisjd .ekSu' f
mshjrj,a wh;a jkafka ldhdkqmiaikdjg' f jvkafka
ldhdkqmiaikd Ndjkdj' Ndjkdj lh ms<sn|jhs' ldhsl
lghq;= ms<sn|jhs fu;k Ndjkd lrkafka'
B<g tkjd i;=gg' i;=g ka mS%;sh ka
iem ka m%fudaoh ka flfkl= Ndjkd lrkjd'
t;fldg ta w;aolskafka fokdkqmiaikdj' fokdj lshd
lshkafka ' oeka fokd lsju wmg tkafka fokjd
lshk w:h' wo fokd lshk jpkh mgqlr,d' .|hs
lS g wm .kafka tl w:hla' oeka md,s NdIdfj .kaO
lshkafka iqj|g iy .|g folgu' ri lS g wm wo
.kafka ri foaj,a lshk f;areu' kuq;a ri lSg ish
ri whs;shs' ;s;a;;a whs;shs" meKs ry;a whs;shs" Kq ri"
weUq,a ri" lyg ri;a whs;shs' ta jf.a fokd lshkafka
fmd w:hlska |Sj,g' wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=<
fokdkqmiaikdj jvkjd lshkafka ldhdkqmiaikdj
;=<ska oefkk i;=g m%S;sh u' mS%;sh kakg mqyqKq u'
i;=g" m%fudaoh isysfhka u fokdkqmiaikdj' fufia
l<HdK ;%jreks" fuf;la wm l< .%yhkag wkqj
f .sudkkao iQ;%fha tk mshjrj,aj,g wkqj flfkl=
ldhdkqmiaikdj;a jvkjd' fokdkqmiaikdj;a jvkjd'
oeka iuyr flfkl= wikjd f wdkdmdki;sfhka
fldfyduo i;r i;smGdkhg hkafka@ wuq;= hEula keye'
f wdkdmdki;sh Th hg Oudkql+,j jefukau
i;r i;smgGdkhu jefvkjd' ta jefvk ms<sfj<hs f
.%y lrkafka' wuq;=fjka iu:fhka oYkdjg yrjkjd

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lshd yhg jdykhla yrjkjd jf.a yer,a,la keye'

f tllaj;a kej;= fmd<j,a fkdjk nj wm k.;
hq;=hs' thhs b;du jeo.;a ldrKh' Ndjkdf Tn
w;aolskafka l=ulao@ fudk fy w;aoelSula ,enqK;a
ta w;a o elS u ,nk nj oek.ka k ' w;a o elS u ,nk
;dlal,a isysfhka bkak fun jQ w;aoelSula ,nkjd
lshd' ta fyd|gu m%udKj;a' tfiau ta w;aoelSu ke;s
jk g ke;sjQ nj oek.kak' lsisu w;aoelSula ioygu
;sfhkafka keye' ta ;uhs iajNdjh' ta ke;sjQ g ke;sjQ
nj;a oek.kak' f tllj;a iodld,slj mx fjkak
hkak tmd' i;=g kue;s ukarhg" iem kue;s ukarhg
.shd jf.a u t<shg tkak' wm leue;af;ka t<shg
tkj k thg jvd Wiia jQ ;,hlg hkak mqjka'
kuq;a tys .gu bkak yefjd;a fjkafka ysh ;ek;a
wys uhs'
ta ksid f Ndjkdf uq, isgu ;sfhkafka w;ayef
l,amkdjhs' fudkj;a ,nd.kak fkfjhs Ndjkd lrkafka'
;sfhk foa oek.kak;a ta foa w;aykak;a' ;sfhk foa
oek.kakjd' ta ms<sn|j ;sfhk wdYdj w;ykjd' tfia
w;yka .sfhd;a ;uhs f i;r i;smGdkh kue;s
f.j,a y;rgu hkak mqjka fjkafk' tfyu ke;sk
wm m<fjks blv < k;r ta < mqx me,la
yodf.k" f.agqj < mx " f.agq l=k f.hla
lrf.k bkakjd' ta m<fjks f.a we;=<g hkafkj;a
keye' ldhdkqmiaikdj lshk ta f.agqj f.hla lrf.k
t;k mx ioygu bkak n,kjd' keye fuh >
.ukla' ldhdkqmiaikdfjka fokdkqmiaikdjg t;kska
;a;dkqmiaikdjg iy wjidkfha Oudkqmiaikdjg
hk' tu ksid f tla tla f.a we;=<g wm hkakg;a
kE' ta f.a we;=f<a bkakg;a kE' bkamiq ta f.hska

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ksla B< ksjig hkakg;a kE' yhg > .ukla

hk flfkl= nia kej;=mf<ka" nia kej;=fmd<g nia
hlska nyskjd' B< niahg kskjd' tghs ta .uk
wjidk lrkak mqjka' f tlu nia hla we;=f<a
bkak yefjd;a tfyu Tf .uk flhs' ta uq .ukska
fndfydau lhs hkak mqjka fjkafka' f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj kue;s jdykh l<HdK ;%jreks" f f.j,a
y;r yrydu .uka lrkjd' wm bv h hq;=hs" ta yg
mshjfrka mshjr fjkia fjkakg iy fjkia lr.kakg'
tlu ;ekl uq,a wkafka ke;=j'
i;smGdk folla l;d l<d f wdkdmdki;sfhka
fldfyduo th jefvka f ka ls h d ldhdkq m ia i kdj;a
fokdkqmiaikdj;a' yqiau we;=,au - msgu" lh
uq,alrf.k jvk g th ldhdkqmiaikdj' bkamiq lh
imQKfhka u ieye,a " ;jrg;a yqiau ldhsl
l%shdjla fkdjk ;ekg m;ajQ g" ta ;=< ;sfhk wdYajdoh"
i;=g" ieye,aj olska wdYajdi l%shdjhs m%Yajdi ls%hdjhs
mqyqKq jk g t;k jvkafka fokdkqmiaikdj' i;=g"
m%S;sh" m%fudaoh w;aolska' bka tydg ;a;dkqmiaikdj yd
Oudkqmiaikdj' l<HdK ;%jreks f fj,dfj fldfyduo
yqiau we;=,a fjkafka msgfjkafka' f Yrhg fldfyduo
yqiau we;=,au" msgu oefkkafka lshd wm fudfyd;lg
wjOdkh fhduq lruq'

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f Yrfha ;sfhk oyil=;a tlla fokdjka"
wmyiq;d ysje iy lelal= flfrys wjOdkfhka
n,kak'''
we;=,afjk iEu wdYajdihlu ys;kak ta fokdj"
lelal=" ysje wvqfjd" msgfjk iEu m%Yajdihla
iu.u lhg oefkk il, O wmyiq;d Yrfhka
bj;afjd lshk ta f;kdfjka wdYajdih olskak' m%Yajdi
u olskak'''
tla fudfyd;lg fyda lhg oefkk il,O
fokdjka iy wmyiq;d w;=reoka hhs" lh ieye,a
jQ iekiqKq ksoyia iajNdjhlg m;afjhs' ukiska lh
ksoyia jk g" lfhka uki ksoyia jk g" lhg;a
f,dl= ieye,ajla' ukig;a f,dl= ieye,ajla'''''
ys;g oefkk i;=g w;aolskak iEu wdYajdihlu"
ys f ;a fldmuK i;= g la ;s f nkjdoehs n,ka k iEu
m%Yajdihlu'''''''
ieye,a jQ ikaiqka jQ lfhka" i;=gq jQ" iemhg m;a
jQ" m%fudaohg m;a jQ" .eUqkau m%uq; jQ is;ska l<HdK
;%jreks" f i;=g" m%S;sh iy ieye,aj fiiq ;%hka
ys;j;=ka {d;Ska iy mjqf,a idudlhska iu. fkduiqrej
fnod yod .ekSf fu;a is;ska hq;=j wms iuq.ksuq'

yeu fokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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iud iqjh
l<HdK ;%jreks" wm f W;aidy lrkafka lsish
iekis,a,la fnodyod .kakghs' kqula fyda nqoahla
fkdj .eUqre iekis,a,la fnod.ekSughs' lsish iykhla"
ksoyila" ffu;%Sfhka hq;=j fnodyod .ekSughs' iem
fidhk msila yg' iem fidhd bmKq msila yg'
iem fidhdf.k ;fha fuf;la r wd msila yg'
l<HdK ;%jreks" iem fydhdf.k ;j bhg;a iEfyk
rla hkakg n,dfmdfrd;a;= mqrjdf.k isk we;a;ka
yg" ienE iem l=ulao hkak w;aoelSfuka u wfma u
wNHka;rhg msi m%;HCI lsfuka u fidhd ne,Sughs
wm f ld,h lem lrkafka'

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t;k wm gqjd tlsfklg fjkia Odldr jQ iem"
wvq je jYfhka wm yeufokdu f ;h we;=f<a N=la;s
k nj' wm okakd ishu iem" ,ehsia;= .; lrkakg
wmg mqjka' wm fydhk" wm ishu iem" kakg
n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjk iem" uqo,g , .kakd iem" Khg
.kak iem" ksl .kak iem" uykais Wmhd .kak iem"
fmr mska ksid ,efnk iem" foumshkaf.ka odhdo f,i
,efnk iem" /lshdfjka yn lrk iem' fufia l<HdK
;%jreks" ,efnk" k iy wkqNj lrk ishu iem

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.ek wmg ms<sjka wjOdkh fhduq lrkak' wm f ;h

mqrdu fjfyfikafka iem tlska tl fidhd.kakg' tf,i
i;=gq fjk wjia:d ;sfnkjd' f,dalhu kqjd lshd Wo
wkk wjia:d ;sfhkjd' Woaoduhg m;aj k iefmka"
iefmka" kakg ;sfhk iefmka wdvnrhg yd
idvnrhg m;afjk wjia:d ;sfhkjd'
tfiau ta yeu iemlau wmg w;jkd wfmka iuqf.k
kslu
a f.dia ;sfnkjd' oekgu;a iuq.kakjd' bhg;a yer
hhs' iEu iemla u llg werhq lr w;jkd llg bv
kslau hkjd' wyj,a iem k lla fjkafka ke;sfjhs
lshd wm ldgj;a iy;sl fokak neye' tfia ys;kak
leu;s keye' kuq;a l<HdK ;%jreks" f iemhs lhs
ldishl fome;a; jf.hs' iem ;rla wrf.k idlal=f
oudf.k" l l=Kq nlalshg oukak neye' tu ksid iem
wkqNj lrkak hk flkdg l;a N=la;s kakg fjkjd'
wdorh ;rla ;fha w;a olskak ,efnkafka keye'
wdorh fydhdf.k hk .ufk oafIh iy ffjrh uqK
.efykjd' BIHdjg uqyqK fokak isfjkjd' ta ;uhs
we;a;' fjd fjka lrkak mqjka foaj,a fkfjhs' wm k
jpk folla yodf.k ;sfhkjd' wdorh lshkafka tlla'
ffjrh lshkafka ;j fohla' iem lshkafka tlla' l
lshkafka ;j;a fohla' fudlo jpk folla' wl=re fjkia'
WpdrKh lrk y fjkia' wmuhs f mg,e,a,
yodf.k we;af;a' f iemhs lhs lshkafka l<HdK
;%jreks" isul uq,hs w.hs' yhg u,la jf.hs' msmqKq
u,la mrjQ u,la' lis; jQ u,la" ,dk jQ u,la' wm
jpk folla lshkjd' kuq;a f jpk fol l=ulgo
md lrkafka@ tlu isoahl uq,g wm lshkjd tl
kula w.g ;j;a kula' wmuhs fufia k fokafka' k
folla ka .uka u wm ys;kjd l%shdjka folla lshd' k

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folla tla l%shdjlg wm i;=gq fjkjd' tlla fyd|hs

lshkjd' ;shd.kak yokjd'
wks;a l%shdj isjkak l,ska ffrkak okakd ishu
Wml%u Odk fhdokjd' fuu wr.,hg iy fuu
igkg wm lshkjd j;afjkjd lshd' kuq;a f tlu
isul l<HdK ;%jreks" wjia:d follg ;uhs iemhs
lhs" wdorhhs - oafIhhs lshd lshkafka' we,Suhs .euhs lshkafka' tu ksid f lsisu ;ekl iekis,a,la"
ieye,ajla fyda ksoyila keye' iemla ;snqK;a lla
;snqK;a tlu m%;sM,h ;uhs wm kafka' lg jeh
iem fyd|hs' tmuKlau fkfjhs th yeu iemla we;=f<u
wm olskd ldrKhla' wm kej; kej; l;d l<d fl<jr
jkafka fjfyilska nj' iemhs i;=gqhs lshk kEu
wjia:djl n,kak lh yd" uki yd' lhhs ukihs folu
vdjg m;aj bkafka' zWmdhdid iNjka;sZ f ksid tu
tla iemlaj;a kshu iem fkfuhs lshd Oufha lshkjd'
tajd iem ;uhs' kuq;a kshu iem fkfjhs' ta iemla msgqmi
uyd ll l:dkaorhla ;sfnkjd' wm l;d lrk kEu
iemla ;=< l<HdK ;%jreks" .= l;djla ;sfnkjd l
ms<sn|' ta fla l:dkaorfha msgq fmrf,kjd" wm iefmka
i;=fgka iy fidkiska isky fjka isk g;a" ta i;=g"
fidki" iskyj wjidk jkafka h ;ekl o l" l<
iy fodkfia l:dkaorh t;kska mgka .kakjd' tn
fYdaldka;hlg fldfyduo iemhs lshkafka@
u,la msmqKd lshk gu mrfjkjd k ta msmqKd
lSu jerhs' msfmkjd lSuu jerhs' msmqKq u,la lSu;a
jerhs' th ienE msmSula" ienE lis;ula iy ienE
m%nqoaO ula h fkdyelshsfka' ;j llska ue,fjkjd
k ;j llska fm;s yef,kjd k ;j llska ,sk
fjkjd k' mrfjkjd k iy .| yukjd k th

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ienE m%nqoaO;ajhg m;aula fkfjhs' ienE lis; ula

fkdfjhs' ienE m%noq O
a ;ajh ,sk jkafka keye' mrfjkakg
neye' msgqmiska uyd la lkaordjla fma<s .eiS iskjd k
wmg myr fokakg th ienE i;=gla h fkdyelshs' th
ienE wdorhla fjkakg neye th msgqmiska ;ryj" ffjrh"
BIHdj wdoS il,O wdhqO ikakoaOj ieriS iskjd
k wm;a iu. igklg' f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=<
l<HdK ;%jreks Th igk isoaO fjkafka keye'
Th we,Sf - .ef igk ;djld,sl jYfhka fyda
ksudjg m;afjkjd' t;k ta m%Yak keye' f wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdfjka ,efnk iem lshkafka wr lla h yels
iemlg fkfjhs' kEu iemla lla fjkak mqjkafka'
ri ksid oefkk iem fyda iS;," oeka f fj,dfj WKqiq
k ,s mxldjlska oefkk iem' wukdmj flfkl=
;%u iemla ;uhs' kuq;a wdfh;a ;ry fjkak mqjka'
ljodj;a ;ryd fjkafka ke;s ugug ljqrej;a ;%
fjkafka keyefk' kEu flfkl= wukdm h yelshs' ;%
jQjd lshd i;=gq u fldmuK ld,hlg o@ ;ry fjkjg
jvd oyia .=Khlska fyd|hs ta ;%;ajh' kuq;a l<HdK
;%jreks" wksY
a ;hs' fldmuK ld,hlg o okafka keye'
;%;ajh kue;s ksjyfka ljq mshkam;a jr wukdmh
we;=,afjkakg mqjka" tn jQ mhdihla fyda lD;s
ula f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfjka isoaO fjkafka keye'
t;k wm l;d l<d lh imQKfhka ixisf|k
nj' Yrh lshkafku nrla' lsf,da.%E .Kkl nrla'
uq nru wm Tijdf.k yeu fudfyd;lu" kskafo mjd'
tu ksidhs idudkH kskafo jqj;a wm tydg fuydg
yefrkafk' tla me;a;lg isk g wmyiqhs' wfkla
me;a;g yefrkjd' fufia wfkla me;a;g yrjkafka
;ukaf.a uq nr m%udKhuhs' lsf,da.%E yegla nrhs

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k lsf,da yegla nr fohla yrjkjd wfkla me;a;g'

lsf,da yegla nr fohla wm ysgjkjd' jd lrjkjd"
weoaojkjd' jjkjd' fjk lsisu lla ;fha ke;s
jqj;a isky fjka ysh;a is;+ me;+ foa yeu fudfyd;lu
,enqK;a l<HdK ;%jreks" f lh kv;a;= lsf fjfyi
iy l wm yeu fudfyd;lu w;aolskjd' nv.skakla tk
yeu fudfyd;lu msmdihla oefkk" tfukau frda.S jk
yeu fudfyd;lu w;a olskjd'
wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdf lh imQ Kfhka
ixisf|kjd' bhj m%Yakhla keye' ta fj,djg wju
jYfhka mehlg fyda ojiu fkfuhs' lsish ld,hla
we;=<; bhf m%Yakhla keye' ysg.kak" jdfjkak"
wekak" o,k ta m%Yak keye' j;=r fndkak lEu lla
lkak jeisls<s leisls<s hkak ta m%Yak;a keye' ta ishu
m%Yak ke;s lh ixisf|kjd' lhla ;sfhkjdo keoao lshd
oek.kak ne ;rug lh w;=reoka hkjd' uyd nrla
lsf,da .a? tlska tl wvqfjkjdfka'
uyd .fvd,a f.dvla ysi u; ;ndf.k iskjd' tl
tl ka ;shkjd fyysg tfia ka ;enQ m%udKhg
wmg ieye,aj oefkkjd' lsf,da.%E mkyla ;s,d
oeka is myhs' is myla ieye,ahs' nd.hla ieye,ahs'
;j;a tlla ka ;sfnd;a ;j;a ieye,ahs' wjidkfha
ysi u; ;snQ ishu .fvd,a leg ka ;nkjd o mQK
ldhsl ieye,aj ;sfhkafka t;khs' f lh;a ;shdf.k
ldhsl ieye,aj mQK jYfhka w;a olskak neye' tu
ksid ;uhs f Ndjkdj ;=< flfkl= .eUqrg hk g
ta zmiaiNhx ldhixLdrxZ ta ishu ldhsl lghq;=
lh ;sfhkjd lshk is;s,a, mjd ixisf|kjd' w;=reoka
hkjd' wkak t;khs ienE ieye,aj u;=fjkafka'
ienE m%S;sh" iqjh fmfkkafka' th ldhslhs' fndfyda g

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ldhsl m%S;shla iy ldhsl iemla ta oefkkafka' bka

miqj;a yqiau oefkkjd' yqiau ke;s hkjd fkfjhs
l<HdK ;%jreks' f wdkdmdki;sfha iuyr flfkl=g
ysf;kak mqjka Th uq, ys; lla ishq fjkfldgu
yqiau fkdoekS hkjd' wd oeka uf.a Ndjkdj y" oeka
ug yqiau oefkkafka keye lshd wjidk ks.ukhlg m;a
fkdh hq;=hs' f Ndjkdfj wruqK yqiau fkdoekShdu
fkfjhs' yqiau fkdoekS .shd lshd wmg ,efnk m%;sM,hla
keye' wksla me;af;ka yqiau oekqKd lshd tys je/oaola
fyda j,lul=;a keyefk' yqiau oefkkjd .gu' uq,
isg w.gu f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj ;=< wdYajdih iy
m%Yajdih oefkkjd' uq,ska fkdoekS hkafka yqiau fkfjhs
Yrh' uq,skau wjOdkfhka bkafka Yrhgfk' Yrhg
wjOdkfhka isk ghs oefkkafka Yrh yqiau .kak
nj' Ydl l%shdjla fia wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih olskjd'
l%ufhka ta Yrh ksy~ fjkjd' Yrh ikaiqka fjkjd'
Yrh ksYap, fjkjd' ksi, fjkjd" ixisf|kjd' yenehs
yqiau .gu oefkkjd' bkamiq ta yqiau oefkkafka lhg
fkfuhs is;g'
r f.dfrdaiq wjia:df yqiau fnfykau ldhslhs'
kuq;a oeka lh ixis|Sug m;afj,d' t;k th iDcqju
ukig oefkk fohla' tuksid l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl=g
uq,au j;djg is; w;a olskak ,efnkjd' is; ienekau
we;a;gu w;aolskak ,efnkafka fuu wjia:dfhs' tf;la
is; hkqfjka wm w;agqf is; fkfjhs Yrhhs' f Yrh
;uhs ;h mqrdu me;s ;snqfKa' iEu ;eklu ;snqfKa
Yrh' wk weul ;sfhkafka Yrh' lk lEu" ul
;sfhkafka Yrh' ys; ;uhs tajd f;dard .;af;a' kuq;a ta
iEu fohlau ldhsl wjYH;djhlafka' yeu ;eklu lh
;uhs bkafka' Yrh ;uhs ta yeu ;eklu ;sfhkafka' is;
wmg fmakafka ke;af;a uki olskakg fkd,efnkafka f

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Yrh jHdma; me;s we;s ksid' Yrhg f,dl= ;ekla

,e Yrh ;ukaf.a wdm;Hh yeu ;eklu m;=rejd we;s
ksid' ;hu Yrfhka jeys,d' WoEik wj jQ fudfydf;a
mgka kskaog hkf;la iy .eUqre kskaog msfik f;la
wfma ;h lshkafka wfma Yrhhs' f Yrfha oyil=;a
tlla j;dj;a iy f;ajd lsu ;uhs Tf ;h'
b;ska flfiao is;la we;s njla olskakg fj,djla
fyda rduhla@ is; lshkafka ishq fohla fk' is; jeks
ishq fohla olskakg ;r ishq jQ isyshla ;sh hq;=hs'
tn isyshla we;s lr.kakg neye r ldhsl lghq;=u
uq ;h lr.;a flfkl=g' ldh nyq, k' ta i|yd
Yrh ksy~ h hq;=hs' kskafo;a f Yrh ke;s
hkjd' ;sfhkjd lshd oefkkafk kEfka kskafo kuq;a
tys wdOHd;al m%fhdackhla keye' isysh;a ksos' ksd.;
jQ is;ska jevla .kak neye' .eUqre kskafo is;g neye
is; olskak t;k isysh ke;s ksid' fu;k ;sfnk fjki
isysh ;sfhkjd' Yrh ;ukaf.a Woaf>daIK oeka w;aysgqjd
;djld,sl jYfhka fyda Yrh iu:hlg m;afj,d' Yrh
mshjrla miaig wrf.k bvfokjd is;g ;ukaj m%ldYhg
m;a lrkakg' ienekau is; fmakak mgka .kafka t;k'
tf;la wm is; lshkafka lhg' fldamh lshkafka lhg
oefkk foaghs' l lshkafk;a tfyuhs' tajd udkisl
nj yenEj' flfkl= foi n,d lshkjd f ;eke;a;d
fldamfhka bkafka' fuhd lska bkafka' udkisl foaj,a
jqK;a wm ;SrKh lrkafka Yrfhka' i;=ka bkakjd
lska bkakjd' ta Tlafldu Yrfhka'
f is; l<HdK ;%jreks" flfkl=g m%:u j;djg
oYkh fjkafka f lh kue;s ;srh w;=reoka jQ miqhs'
lh kue;s ;sr jdIam .sh miqhs' f lh w;=reoka
fjkjd' w;=reoyka fjkjd lshkafka fN!;slj ke;s

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hkjd fkfjhs' lhla ;sfnkjdo keoao ;ukag m%Yakhla

keye' oeka f lh lshd wms woyia lrkafka l=ulao@
ysiflia wdh fkfjhs' tajd tfyuu ;sfhkjd' ta foaj,a
ke;s fjkjd fkfjhs' wmg oefkk lfha tl ,CIKhla
;uhs nr' th wmg f,dl= m%Yakhla' f mfm< keSu;a
m%Yakhlafka' t;fldg f lfhys nr' ;ukag oefkk
lfhys ialkaOh ke;sk ta nr fkdoekS hkjd'
ldh ixLdr lshkafka lfhys flfrk lghq;=' lh
lrk b,a,S' yqiau .kak kE msglrkak kE lshkjd'
nv.skshs" msmdihs lshkjd' uykaishs lshkjd" ksu;hs
lshkjd" ta me;a;g yefrkak fka lshkjd" kdkak
fka lshkjd' fldKaf mSrkak fk lshkjd' jeisls,s
leisls<s hkakg fk lshkjd' lyskakg fk lshkjd'
ldh ixLdrj, fl<jrla keye' f ish,a, ksy~ fjkjd'
b;du .eUqka ksy~fjkjd' thghs lh ke;sfjkjd
lshkafka' f fN!;sl jYfhka ;snQ lhla ke;sfjkjd
fkfjhs' fN!;sl jYfhka lfha f,dl= m%Yafkl=;a keye'
wmg f lh m%Yakhla fjkafk lfha nrhs" ldh ixLdrhs
ksid' kSjrK wvq f Ndjkdj ;=< jv jvd;a wdYajdi
m%Yajdi flf isysfhka isk g ta lhg oefkk nrhs"
is; iska lh Tijd .ekSfoS is;g oefkk nrhs wvq
hkjd'
ula ksido ;jrg;a is; lhg ;ekla fokafka
keye' fyysg u ;nkjd' ;jrg;a Yrh hkq ta
ukfia ldhhla fkfjhs' ta lh ,iaik lsu" kv;a;=
lsu" thdj n,d.ekSu ta fj,djg uki w;ykjd' f
lh kv;a;= lsu ;uhs taldhk wruqK lshk mgq ;Hd
oDIah" ilaldh Gsh l<HdK ;%jreks" ta fudfyd;
;=< .s,syS hkjd' wfmka fkdoekqj;aju w; ye hkjd'
t;koS f lh ukiska Tijdf.k fkfjhs bkafka' ukig

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y ieye,ahs' ta ksidu f lh;a uq, uq, fudk

frdaO;d oelajqj;a lhg Ndjkdfjka ,efnk m%fhdackh
w;aolskakg ,efnk g lh;a ksy~ fjkjd' iEu gu
lE.yk mqreoao w;yer oud imQKfhka lh ksYap,
fjkjd' lh lshd lshkjd k h;dla foaj,aj,g iy
l%shdj,aj,g ta ishu foaj,a iy l%shdjka ;djld,sl
jYfhka w;aysgjkjd f Ndjkdj ;=<
fufia l<HdK ;%jreks" Th lh m%Yakhla fkdfjk
;ekg tkjd' t;k is; f,dl= i;=gla kjd' ta i;=g
lh kue;s frda.h ;djld,slj iqju ksid oefkk
i;=gla' fjk wuq;= i;=gla fkfjhs' oeka lgqjla wekqKq
g wh ;shk ;shk fj,df fokjd' fldfya fyda
yemamqK;a fokjd' lsish fudfyd;l f lgqj .,jd
oeu o ta fokdj imQKfhka kEfka' wkak tn jQ
iqjhla isf;a wekS ;sfnk f lh kue;s lgqj ta fj,djg
;djld,sl jYfhka fyda bj;a l< g fkkjd' tg
is;g oefkkafka lsj fkdyels ;r i;=gla' yenehs ta
i;=g oefkkafka lsisjla is;g ,enqKq ksid fkfjhs'
f lh ikaisu ksiduhs' lh fkdoekS hkjd' is;
oefkkakg mgka .kakjd' ta w;r i;=g kjd' i;=g"
iem" ieye,aj f ish,a,u kakg ,efnkjd wr lh
kue;s frda.fha iqju ;=<
mru i;=g" wNsm%fudaoh k g b;ska wuq;=fjka
bka tydg kakg fohla keye' wkak is; fmakak mgka
.kakjd' t;k ;uhs we;a;gu f msis ys; fmakafk'
tf;la is; yd noaO jQ wdf.hhs wm w;agqf' kEu
yeSula .ek l;d lrk fldg t;k lh ;sfhkjd'
imQKfhka weia fol jyf.k" lkafofla wen;a .yf.k"
lg;a tlsfkl Wvq;,a, h;,a, ymdf.k yshd lshd
fudkj;a rEmhla fmfkkag fkd" Yohla wefykak fkd"

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iqj|la oefkkak fkd ishd rila kafk ke;=j' kuq;a

is;s,a,la wd ieKska ;a; rEm uefjkjfk' mqoa.,fhl=
u;la jQ .uka rEmhla uefjkjd' rEmhla uefjk fldgu
weia l%shd;aul fjkjd' weia jyf.k rEmhla ujd.kak
ta rEmh olskjd' wek flfkl= u;la lrkak tydghs
fuydghs weye hkjd' iEu gu Yrh jev lrkjd'
ys;=jg Yrh jev keye lshd Yrh yeu fjf,a u jev'
is;s,sj,skq;a Yrh yd tl;=fj,d'

LVIDOVKGOGDMKROVNDNJPT\T.TMNDN
fu;k imQKfhka Yrh ksy~hs' imQKfhka
Yrh flShs' ta ksid ,nk i;=gla" iemla ;sfhkjd'
wkak ta i;=g iy iem k is; olskakg ,efnkjd'
oeka th ;uhs B< mshjr f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdfj
z;a; ixLdr mixf wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s" ;a;
ixLdr mixf miaiisiaid;s islaL;SZ tf;la wm
olskafka ys; fyda is;s,s fkfjhs' fu;ek ysf;a fjkfoa
fmakak mgka .kakjd' is; i;=g k nj olskjd' ta
i;=g wk.kak nj olskjd' Ndjkd lsu fldmuK
fyd|o' yeuodu Ndjkd l< hq;=hs' tn is;s,s ta fj,df
we;s fjkjd' f fldmuK i;=gla o iqjhla o@ tfia
we;s lr.kakd is;s,s fmfkkak mgka .kakjd' isf;ys
tu l%shdld;ajh uekka w;aolskakg wdYajdifhaoS;a
m%YajdifhaoS;a mqyqKq h hq;=hs' tu ksihs fuhg Ndjkdjla
lshkafka' kslkau yshg fjkafka keye' i;=g kakg
mqre h hq;=hs' wdYajdifha iem kakg mqre u" f
iem k ys; olskakg mqre u' ys;" ysf;a is;s,s" ys;
k iem w;aolskakg mqyqKq u' yqiau .gu oefkkjd'
iem ksid i;=gqfjk Ndjkdjg keUqre jQ is; olskjd'
Ndjkd lsfuka i;=gq fjk" Ndjkd lsfuka iem k"

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Ndjkdjg weKq is; olskjd' ta isf;a we;s WfoHda.h

olskjd' WfoHda.fhka hqla;j Ndjkd lrk ys; olskjd'
B<g ta ta ysf;a we;slr.kakd /,s fmr,s l<HdK
;%jreks" w;ykakg mqre h hq;=hs'

LVJIOKODjX
zmiaiNhx ;a; ixLdrxZ uq,ska is; rhs' oeka
fndfydau ishq' Yrh w,a,f.k thg ljka" fmdjka"
kdjka" ,iaik lrka" lfhys fufylrefjl= fia is
is;g jvd yu ishq' yu ,iaik" iquq" uD" is;la
oeka fmakafk' yenehs ta uki;a rhs' ula ksido f
Ndjkdfjka ,efnk i;=gg ne|s,d f Yrh kue;s nfrka
ksoyia u ksid wdvnr fjk" ta iqjh .ek l,amkd
lrk is;la imQKfhkau ishq keye' ta uki;a rhs'
ta uki;a Wmdodk iys;hs' ta nj;a olskak' ke;sk wm
yeuodu Ndjkd lrkafka Tf;kag hkak' Ndjkdjg wm
leu;shs' leu;s Th w;aoelSu ,nd.kak' wmg ;sfhk
tlu wruqK zzwd y ieye,ahs" Yrh keye jf.a ys;g
y iqjhsZZ b;ska yeuodu w;aolsk ldhsl ieye,ajhs
ys;g oefkk iemhs fydhdf.k ;uhs jdfjkafk' iuyr
g tf;kag hkjd' iuyr g tf;kag hkafka keye'
tmuKhs wfma Ndjkdj'
fndfydau fl r .ukla' thg jvd r hkak
mgka .;a .ukla' ta > jQ .uk;a iu. n,k g
wm f mgka .;a; ;eku jf.a' whla folla boshg
f.dia oeka uf.a .uk y" ud oeka .ukdka;hg wdjd
lshd iEySulg m;ajqKd jf.a' tu ksid f ys; olskak'
Ndjkdfjka i;=gqfjk Ndjkdjg we,S we;ss ys; olskak'
oel kj;skak tmd' ta ys;;a w; ykak n,kak' ta
ysf;a ;sfhk ta /,s fm/,s w;ykak n,kak' ta w;

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yef f;kdj wdYajdifhaoS;a m%YajdifhaoS;a l%shd;aul

lrkak ;jrg;a ta i;=g jvjvd;a ,nd .ekSf wdYdfjka
wdYajdi" m%Yajdi olskak hkak tmd' ;jrg;a Ndjkdjg
jdfjkak tmd" f ;sfhk iqjhg weKq ys; yhs
lshd' tf;kag tkl,a ta we,Su ;snqKdf' T;kska tydg
hkak k ta we,Su we,Sula nj oekf.k w; yeh
hq;=hs' ta is;s,s w,a,f.k ysfhd;a kex.=r oeud jf.a'
uyd id.rh ;rKh lrkak jrdfhka t<shg wd kejla
Tkak kex.=r odkjd" jrdfhka msg jQ ieKskau ixidr
id.rh ;rKh lrkak mgka .;a .uk kj;d mdfjka
bkakjd' mdu ieye,ahs' kuq;a bos .uk;a keyefk
oeka' Ndjkdj kue;s fk!ldj os.= .uklgfka msg;a jqfKa'
.uk mgka.;a;= ;eku wm kex.=r od.;a;d' tu ksid
Ndjkdj ms<sn|j" Ndjkdfjka ,nk w;aoelS ms<sn|j
we;sjk is;s,s wkd f.k ta is;s,s;a w;aykakg iy
is;
s ,s mfil ;nkakg mqyK
q q jkak' ta is;
s ,s w,a,df.k
fkfjhs' ta is;s,s je lr.kak fkfjhs' fuh b;du
jeo.;a l<HdK ;%jreks yenehs uq,skau fkfjhs'
uq,k
s u
a wm Th l lrkak .shdk wm Ndjkd lrk
tllau keye' tu ksid f ldrKh lshkafka ;=kafjks
wjia:djg wd miqhs' fufia Ndjkdfjka ,nk iqjodhS
w;aoelS ms<sn|j Tf ysf;a we;sjk is;s,s w;aykak'
w;yka wjOdkh oefkk yqiu
a g' wdYajdihhs m%Yj
a dihhs
isysfhka olskak uki ixisjd .kska' zmiaiNhx
;a;ixLdrxZ f fudfydf;a is;ska lrk lghq;= ;sfnkjo
ta lghq;= ixisjka ta ;a; ixLdr - ys;ska yod.kakd
n,dfmdfrd;a;=" wdYdjka ta ish,a,u zmiaiNhxZ ixisjd
.kakg mqre jkak' wdYajdifhaoS;a m%YajdifhaoS;a |Su o
ta ms<sn| jk iaurKhka o w;aykakg mqyqKq jkak'
wkak t;k l<HdK ;%jreks" z;a; mixfZ wr
ysia is; fmakak mgka .kakjd' uq,ska lh w;agqjd'

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wk;=rej yqiau gqjd' lh ieye,a jqKd' ta ksid m%S;sh

iy iemh kaod' yeu wdYajdihlu" yeu m%Yajdihlu
ta i;=gq fjk is; w;agqjd' lh kue;s m%Yakh iu
ksid i;=gqfjk iy iem k ys; oelald' ta ksid
Ndjkdj ms<sn| tys ;sfhk m%;sM, ms<sn| wdYd lrk
ys; wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifh;a gqjd'
oeka ta is;s,s;a w;yka wdYajdi m%Yajdi lrkjd'
wkak t;k Th lsisjla tl;= fkdlrk ys; fmakakg
mgka .kakjd' ysia ukila fmakak mgka .kakjd' oeka
ta lsisjla .ekj;a ys;kafka keye' fldmuK Ndjkd
l<d o" ;j fldmuK f,d Ndjkd lrkak ;sfhkjo"
wd oeka uf.a ys; ikaiqka' oeka uf.a yqiau ishq" oeka
uf.a yqiau .hs" ta fudkj;a ys;kafka keye' ta ish,a,
is;d wjika' oeka tn lsisjla ys;kafka keye' ysia
is;la' z;a;mixfZ Th lsisjla ke;s ys;' uekka
is;g ixfoS jkakg mqyqKq fjkjd yqiau we;=,ajk g;a
msgjk g;a' fuh b;du jeo.;a fohla'

P1GLDMULV
l<HdK ;%jreks" idudkHfhka wm ys; lshkafka
is;
s ,s f.dvlg' is;
s ,s ila is;la wmg idudkH ;fha
w;a olskakg ,efnkafka keye' kEu fj,djl wm ys;
lshkafka tlaflda lhg' ke;sk ldhsl wjYH;dj,g'
nv.skak msmdih jeks oekSj,g" tfia;a ke;sk is;s,s
yd wdf.j,g' is;s,s lshkafka w;S;fha is jQ foa'
boshg lrkak ;sfhk foaj,a' is; lSf fjdg' w;S;
wkd.; is;s,s ish,a,u w;ye ta ishu ;a; ixLdr
ixis f.dia' wr lsis j,dl=<la ke;s wyi jf.a' lsis
m%;
s nhla ke;s levm;la fia wkak is; fmakk
a .kakjd'
yhg lsis /,a,la" uvla" jKhla" h nqnq,la fyda

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mdishla ke;s b;du ksu, c,dYhla n is;la' fndfyda

u ksu,hs' fndfydau ms;=rehs' ksYap,hs' wkak tn jQ
c,dYhla fia is; osiafjkjd'
fyd| fyda krl ke;sk ,iaik fyda le; wdoS
lsis ms<sUqjla ke;s levm;la jf.a' l fyda iq
j,dl=<la ke;s ysia wyila njg m;a jQ is;la' th
ysf;a tla;rd ;;aajhla' th ksjk fkfjhs' fndfyda
fofkl=g ysf;kak mqjka y oeka ish,a, y' wehs
fu;k m%Yakhla kEfka' is;s,a,la keye' fudlo f
is;s,s ;uhs m%Yakh lshd is;d isk ksid' ta ksid
Ndjkdfj W;aidy lrkjd is;s,s ke;s lrkak' is;s,s
ke;sk ys;kjd ta ;uhs ksjk lshd' keye' ksjkhs"
is;s,s ;sfnkjdo keoao lshk ldrKhhs w;r lsisu
inkaOhla keye' zksjkZ is;s,a,la wdjd lshd ke;sfjk
fohlaj;a is;s,s ke;s ksid we;sjk fohlaj;a fkfjhs'
th l%shdjla" isula' kshdula' fu;koS w;aolskafka
ksu fkdfjhs' fu;k;a f,dl= ksula ;sfnkjd' fuu
w;a oelS u yka jka k mq jka ziudhZ f,i' wka k
tn jQ iajNdjhla" tn jQ is;la w;aolskjd' lsisjla
.ek ys;kafka ke;s ysia wjldYhla jf.a is;la' lsisu
/,a,la ;rx.hla mek fkdksk c,dYhla jeks is;la'
kuq;a yqiau oefkkjd' t;fldg oefkk tlu foa yqiau
;rhs' yqiau ;rla oefkkjd' fuu wjia:djg ;uhs
tald.% jQ is; lshd lsj yelafla' wks;a iEu gu yqiau;a
oefkkjd' ta w;fr iem;a kjd' wfka f w;aoelSu
fldmuK iemo lshk is;s,a,l=;a tkjd'
oeka ta ixialdrhka ixis|S yqiau oefkkjd' lsis
is;s,a,la keye' ziudoyx ;a;x wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s
iudoyx ;a;x miai isii
a d;s islL
a ;sZ is; imQKfhkau
tl iujeoS' iujeoSu ;sfhkafka l=ulgo@ f wdYajdi

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m%Yajdihg' fjk fudkjgj;a fkfjhs wdYajdihg iy

m% Y a j dihg iuje' is h hg is h hla ' ndf.g ldf,g
fkfjhs' w;S;hl=;a keye wkd.;hl=;a keye' nv.skakla"
msmdihla" ksu;la" uykaih
s la ta fudkj;a keye' Ndjkdj
fyd|hs krlhs lshk we.hSu;a keye' ta lsisfohla keye'
imQKfhka u is; mQK jYfhkau wdYajdifha ;sfhkafka
mQK jYfhkau m%Yajdifha ;sfhkafka' fjk fudkj;a
keye' ziudoyx ;a;x wiaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ ta i|yd
mqyqKq h hq;=hs' is;s,s w;ykakg mqre jqjfyd;a
muKhs is; mQK jYfhkau iujkafka wdYajdi m%Yajdi
ldhhg' Ndjkdj .ek f.dv kk n,dfmdfrd;a;="
we.hS yd ixikaokhla o w;ay< g is; m;a fjkjd"
wdYajdih njg yd m%Yajdih njg' yqiau yd is; tlla
i folla fkdjk wjia:djlg t<fUkjd' yqiau yqiau
fia w;aolskakg ,efnkafka fu;ekhs' tf;la wdYajdih
yd m%Yajdih w;agqf is;s,s yd Y% '
l<HdK ;%jreks" uq,ska w;a gqjdfka f,dl= iqjhla'
lh ieye,a u ksid" lh ksy~ u ksid iy lfhys
nr wvqu ksid w;agq iemla ;snqKdfka' fu;koS is;;a
imQKfhkau ieye,ahs' is; lshkafka f,dl= nrla'
Yrhg jvd is;s,s nrhs' flfkl=g mqjka iuyr
g lsf,da ismyla ke;sk mkyla muK Tijdf.k
hkak' ysi u; ;ndf.k fyda w;afofla" msf nE.a tll
odf.k' kuq;a Tj we;=f<a m%Yakhla we;sg jev lrkak
mqjkao@
fyg lrkak ;sfhk jevla" fyg bjr lrkak
;sfhk jevla" bjr lrkak mqjka fjhs o nefjhs o
th fldmuK nr is;s,a,la o@ u;la jk g kskao
hkafka kEfka' is;s,s nrhs Yrhg jeh' thhs i;Hh'
is;
s ,s fmakfa ka ke;sjj
q ;a is;
s ,s w;ska w,a,kak nejqj;a

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is;
s ,a,l >k;ajh" mudj" . - m<, ukskk
a g fkdyels
jqj;a is;s,s lshkafka Yd, nrla' hq;=l j.lS .ek
is;d n,kak' u;la jkg fldmuK iqiq fy<kjo@
f,dl= nrla ;sfnkjd jf.afka' lfhys nr fkkafka keye'
isf;a nr t;k ;snqKd' zmiaiNhx ;a; ixLdrxZ isf;a
nr;a imQKfhka u me;a;lska ;nkjd' tlu ldhh
k wdYajdi u yd m%Yj
a di u iu. fudfyd;ska fudfyd;
j;au' tmuKhs fjk lsisu keye b,lalhla' fjk
lsisu j.lSula keye' nrla keye ta wjia:dfj wkak
t;k oefkk i;=g .ek lshkjd zwNsmamfudaohx ;a;xZ
;fha ;sfhk lsisu iemla tlal <ska j;a ;shkak
neye' zwNsmamfudaohxZ uyd mqu iemla' ksl m%fudaohla
fkfjhs' oeka m%fudaoh lshk jpkh ;=< f,dl= i;=gla
;sfnkjd' i;=gq ug lshkjd zfudao;sZ lshd' fudaokh fjk
- wkqfudaoka lshkafk;a" wkqj i;=gq u fka' m%fudaoh
hkq fjfiiskau i;=gq u' fuu w;sfYaI m%fudaoh ksid
is; th ;=<u /f|kjd' tl fjkjd'
zwNsmfudaoZ by<u fl<jf u i;=g' .eUqreu
m%fudaoh' lh ieye,a jQ g oefkk iemg;a jvd jehs'
ys; ieye,a jQ g is;s,s wm yska we;s lr.kafka
ke;sk iy kElka hula ms<sn| l,amkd lrka
bkafka ke;sk" imQKfhka u wm tl fjkjk
wdYajdih;a iu. iy m%Yajdih;a iu. wkak ta iujeKq
is;g oefkk iem' ta uki ksy~ u ksid oefkk
mS%;sh w;a olskakg mqyqKq fjkjd' iEu wdYajdihlu
iy m%Yajdihlu' yeu mshjrlu wm isysfhka mqre h
hq;=hs' mmQK jYfhkau iu.s jQ is;l ;Dma;sh w;suy;a'
ish mgyeKs iy mriamr is;S w;ayer uqukskau tl;=
jQ is; fjfiiskau m%uq;hs' iudys; jkafka byjyd .sh
fidkia iy.; is;hs'

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fndfyda fofkl= mjikafka Ndjkdjg .=rejrfhl=

ish hq;=hs lshd' ne ne,aug ysf;kjd .=rejrfhl=
wjYHo@ jdfj,d yqiau n,kjd' tf;kag .=rejrfhl=
wjYH fjkafka ke;sh yelshs' kuq;a mshjka mshjr
hk g l<HdK ;%jreks" tmuK rla wm hkakg
woyia lrkjd k Ndjkdf wkak t;k wmg u
fmkaula wjYHhs' kuq;a w;ru fld;ekl fyda kej;S
bkak mqjka' Ndjkd lrkjd lshd is;ka wm fldfya
fyda ;ekl Th nia kej;=m<l bkakjd .ukdka;hg
meKshd lshd i;=gq fjka' ta ksid wjYH k fl<jrgu
hkakg" wkak f yeu mshjrlu f jpk fldfydu
fj;;a f yeu mshjrlu wm k.; hq;=hs" l=ulao
jkafka iy l=ulao h hq;af;a lshd' meye,sju f yeu
;eklu l< hq;= jkafka w;yeula' lsisjla w,a,d
.ekSula fkfjhs' fuh b;du jeo.;a" Ndjkdj ;=< Tn;a
ud;a lsisjla .%yKh lrkakg hkafka keye' ta jf.a u
lsisjla m%;sfCIam lrkakg hkafk;a keye' kuq;a w;
ykjd' w;yeu iy m%;fs CIam lsu hkq ldhhka folla'
wm wleue;s foaj,a m%;sfCIam lrkjd" msgqmdkjd" is
lrkjd' w; yeu lshkafka tn ms<sl=,lska bj; ,Eula
fkdfjhs' fyd|hs - fyd|gu fyd|hs' yshs iqyshs'
rij;a w;s rij;a' kuq;a rij;a" ys fyd| fohla
jqj;a w,a,d .ekSu ;=< wm t;k ysrfjkjd' wm ys;kjd
hula w,a,d .;a;u w,a,d.;a foaghs ksoyi ke;af;a lshd'
kuq;a ksoyi ke;sjkafka w,a,.;a; flkdghs' ta foag
fkfjhs' w,a,.;a; flkdf.a ksoyihs ke;sfjkafka' ta
w,a,.;a; flkdf.a ieye,ajhs ke;sfjkafka'
ta ksid f yeu mshjrlu uq, isg w.gu l<HdK
;%jreks" isjk foa olskjd' ta foa w;ykjd' wdYajdifha
w;ykak mqrefjkjd' m%Yajdifha;a w;ykakhs mqre

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fjkafka' wjidk jYfhka Th Ndjkdfjka ,efnk ldhsl

i;=g;a m%S;sh;a tfiau tu w;alS w.h ls jYfhka
we;sfjk is;s,s mjd ykf.k w; ykjd' ta w;yeu
;=< uki mQK jYfhka u talu;sl fjkjd yqiu
a ;a iu.'
wkak t;k .eUqre jQ m%fudaohla olskakg ,efnkjd'
kslu ksl ysia is;la lS g uy wre yeSula
tkak mqjka' hula .ek ys;d.kak ne fudkj;a
.ek ys;d.kak ne ;;ajhl is;la fkfjhs' fnfykau
i;=gg m;ajQ .eUqre i;=glska msreKq ta ksidu wiykfhka
ysia jQ is;la olakg ,efnkjd' zwNsmamfudaohx ;a;x
wiaiisiaid;s islaL;S - miaiisiaid;s islaL;SZ
l<HdK ;%jreks" fuf;kag tk;=rd flfkl=g
lshkak mqjka f lf<a iu: Ndjkdj lshd' tfia k
bka tydg ;sfhkafka oYkd fldgi h hq;=hs' ;dmamhla
ne| f.agqjla oud fjkalr keye fukak iu:hhs" bka
tyd oYkdjhs lshd' kuq;a fmdf ksl u;=mska n,d
.%yhla lrkak mqjka" f .eUqre jQ m%fudaoh w;a olsk
;ekg tk;=re m%lg jkafka iu: fldgihs' kuq;a isyfs hka'
bka tydg wjfndaOh me;a;" m%{dj me;a;" oYkd me;a;"
t;fldg f mshjrj,a hdka;%slj mfm<la jf.a mqyqKq
lrkak W;aidy .kak tmd' flfrk ylg isyshg uq,a
;ek hkak' fl wrf.k fl ;eklg .sys,a,d f
Ndjkdj jvkak W;aidy .kak' wms f mshjrj,a l
ukfia ;yjqre lr.kakg .eUqka igyka lr.kakg f
b;s ld,h oeka fhduq lruq' lem lruq'

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1GMNGM
lhg oefkkjd k fjfyila " fokdjla "
wmyiq;djhla' ta wmyiq;djh isysfhka wk.kak'
wmyiq;djhg wjOdkh fhduq lrkak' ta wmyiq;djh
wvqfjd" bj;afjd lshk f;kdfjka wdYajdih olskak'
m%Yajdih olskak '''
iEu wdYajdihlu is; ieye,a jk ye olskak'
iEu m%Yajdihlu'''
is; ixisf|k g oefkk ieye,aj w;aolskak"
wdYajdifha iy m%Yajdifha '''
Ndjkdj ms<n
s | ysf;a we;sjk iqnjd is;
s ,s olskk
a '
ta is;s,s olska wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih .ek isysh we;s
lr.kak'
tu is;S mjd w;ayka is; jpkfha miudma;
wre;skau ;ekam;a lr.kakg wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifha;a
mqyqKq jkak'
iuyr g tla fudfyd;lg fyda wdYajdih muKlau
m%Yajdih muKlau w;aolskakg ,efnhs' ys; fldfyaj;a
jkafka ke;=j' lsis is;s,a,lska f;drj wkak tn
fudfyd;l mQK jYfhkau tald.% jQ ta ukfia" isf;a ms
b;s ;sfnk m%fudaoh kak mqyqKq jkak" wdYajdifha
yd m%Yajdifha '''
fldmuK .eUqre jQ ieye,ajla iy m%fndaOhla f
;h ;=< iej ;snqK o lshd mila lr.kska l<HdK
;%jreks" wms iuq.ksuq f Ndjkdfjka'
yeu fokdgu f;rejka irKhs

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h<s fkdtk .uk

l<HdK ;% j reks " wdOHd;a l jYfhka Wiia
;,hkag f is; hqKq lsf fkdjrk wNHdi l%uhla
.ek wm i;s lsysmhl isg idlPd lrka iy m%.=K
lrka meKshd' wdkdmdki;sh lSg idudkHfhka ir,j
,efnk W;aa;rh yqiau .ekSu msglsu" ta .ek isysfhka
isu" ta ms<s;=r jer keye' kuq;a th wdrNhla ;rhs'
t;kska mgkaf.k fl;r f is; ishq l< yelsoehs
fld;r iQCIu l<yels oehs iy fl;r ;shqKq fldg
uqjy;a fldg hqKq l< yels oehs" nqyduqrejka jykafia
myod fok wdkdmdki;s ix{dj .ek yodrk g meye,s
fjkjd'
wdkdmdki;s ix{dj iy iudh .ek mshjfrka
mshjr wm > jYfhka idlPd l<d" ta .ek Ndjkd
lrkak W;aidy .;a;d' wo l;d lrkak iy idlPd
lrkak n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafka ta wjidk wjia:d .ek"
oYkd me;a; .ek' fuhg l<ska l;d l< wxY ishhg
ishhlau iu:u fkfjhs' kuq;a jemqr iu:hg nr fldgia'
jemqr iudhg jefgk mshjrj,a' wjidk jYfhka wm
idlPd l<d ziudoyx ;a;xZ is; uekka tl fjkjd"
is; iujkjd' fjk fld;eklj;a /f|kafka keye'
mriamr wruqKq iu. .egqula keye' ziudoyxZ tys w:h
fl,skau iudodkh fkfjhs' iudodkhg fndfydu lsgqhs'
lsisu .egqula keye' ish .egq ikaisKq is;la' .egqula

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jQ ghs is; jkafka' ys; jk kEu fj,djl n,kak'

t;k .egqula ;sfnkjd' Tng wjYHhs m;a;f lshjkak'
kuq;a ysf;a ;j fldgilg wjYHhs .ukla hkak' f
m%;sfrdaO;djhghs ys; jkjd ys; tl keye lshkafka'
Tng wjYHhs weyqlka fokak' kuq;a ta w;ru wdmiq
f.or hk .uk .ek l,amkd lrkjd' ka .egqula' ta
.egqu ksid ys; jkjd' f ishu .egq imQKfhka
u Wka" ueka" hka w;ayer mQK jYfhka u ys; tl
fjkjd' mQK jYfhka u ys; iujkjd' f wdYajdihg
iy m%Yajdihg'
th mqre mqyqKq l< hq;= fohla' ksrdhdifhka is
jkafka keye' iEu mshjrlau isysfhka mqyqKq l< hq;=hs
wkqms<sfj<g' zislaL;SZ f islaL;S lshk jpfka f;areu
mqyqKq lrkafka h' zyslauZ lshk woyi;a ;sfhkjd'
kuq;a thg jvd fu;k .kak ;sfhkafka fufia mqyqKq
lrkafkah" tfyu bf.k .kafkah lshk w:h' YsCIKh
,nkafkah' YsIHhd lshkafka bf.k .kak flkdgfk'
fufia is; mQK jYfhka u iujkakg wdYajdifha
mqyqKq jkafka h' m%Yajdifha mqyqKq jkafkah' wdYajdi
m%Yajdi oek.ekSula fkfjhs' yqiau .ek k.kak ;sfnk
ldrKd ish,a, kf.k wjidkhs' l<HdK ;%jreks"
fufia uq is;u mQK jYfhka u iudhg m;ajQ g iEu
wdYajdihlu iy m%Yajdihlu bka tydg Th iud
;;aj
a fha hqKq ls wjYH keye' bka tydg iu:fha hdula
fu;ekg wjYH keye' fuh fyd|gu m%udKj;a' t;kska
tydg we;af;a wjfndaOfha fodrgqjhs' t;fldg f iu:h
f.dia k;r jkafka fld;ek o oYkdj mgka.kafka
t;kska' t;fldg iu:fha wjidkh lshkafka oYkdf
wdrNh f,i lshkak mqjka' kuq;a f fld;ek;a
oYkdj ;sfhkjd' oYkdj ke;sj wjfndaOhla ke;=j

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wkjfndaOfhka iy fudavlka fumuK rla tkak neye'

wdkdmdki;sh uq, isgu wjfndaOfhka m%.=K l< hq;=
Ndjkdjla' kuq;a uq,ska wjOdkh fhduq lrkafka f is;
ksial,xl lr.ekSug' uki ikaiqka lr .ekSu iy
iu:hlg m;a lr.ekSughs'
t;fldg ta iu:hlg m;afjkafka h fudfyd;lo
t;k k;r iar mxlrefjl= njg m;aj wjYH k
flfkl=g iudodkfhka ie;fmkak;a ms<sjka' iemodhl
w;aoelSula ,enqKq g t;k mx fjkak n,kjd'
t;k .gu bkak n,kjd' B< ojfi;a tf;kagu
tkak n,kjd' r .ukla hkak mgka .;a flfkl=
mgka.;a; ;eku jf.a mx fjkjd' ta t;ku uola
tydg f.dia tla jx.=jla yereKq ;eku mx fjkjd'
fudlo t;k iemhs" ysh ;ekg jeh' we;a; kuq;a
thg jvd b .ukla ;sfnkjd' ke;sk wdmiq ish
;ekgu jefgkak bv ;sfhkjd' ta fj,djg y fyd|hs'
ys; fldfyaj;a jkafka keye' mqu iemla ys;g;a lhg;a'
l fj,djlska ke;s fjkjd' wdmyq uq,ska is ;ekgu
jefgkjd' tu ksid kej; is ;ekg fkdtk .uklghs
oYkd .uk lshkafka' iu:h wksjdhfhkau wdmiq is
;ekgu hefjk .ukla' ys;du;d hkafka keye' kuq;a
hjkak mqjka' ta idxidl mqrej,g mqjka wdmyq ysh
;ekg weo .kak' ixfhdack tfyuu ;sfhkjd' wr rn
mhla jf.a we,d we,d wE;g hkjd' kuq;a fldmuK
wE;g .sh;a f ixfhdack nej,ska wm ne k bkafka"
h ke;s jqfKa fldhs fudfyd;lo wr ixfhdack kue;s
rn mj,ska is ;ekgu wdmiq weo .kakjd' tu ksid
fuh wefok nef|k ixfhdack lvdf.k hk .ukla'
tajd levqKq miq ljqo wmj wdmiq weo .kafka@ ljqre;a
keye'

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wkak tn jQ h<s fkdtk .uklg jdykhla

zmiaikdjZ lshkafka' kej; fkdtk .ukla lSg
nh ysf;kak;a mqjka' wiqN jpkhla jf.a' kuq;a wm
idudkHfhka lshk kej; fkdtk .uka ish,a,u kej;
tk .uka' urKh hkq kej; fkdtk .uklah lSj;a th
wdmyq tk .ukla' tu ksihs zmqkZ hk jpkh Nd;d
lrkafka' mqk hkq kej;' mqkNj lshkafka kej;
Njhla ,efnkjd' mqkre;am;a;s - kej; Wmkjd' wm
ys;=jg urKh lshkafka kej; fkdtk .ukla lshd"
kej; tk .ukla' ixidrfha" f f,dalfha iy f Yajfha
;sfhkjd k kej; fkdtk .ukla ta .uk oYkd
.ukhs' ta ud.h oYkd ud.hhs' tmuKhs' wks;a iEu
ulu .sh g wdmiq lerlS ojil fukak ysh ;eku
bkakjd' wE;l hkak mqjka jxl .shl jf.a" jx.=
tfyka fufyka wrf.k wmu okafka keye fukak ysh
;ekgu kej; we;a' f,dl= r rjqula .eiQ ksid u;l
ke;sfjkak mqjka" fu;k ;uka l,skq;a mx is
nj' oeka w;a ;eklg wdjd jf.a wf;ka f.hla fodrla
yodf.k kej; mx fjkjd mrK ;eku' mrK bvfu'
l,ska f.h idod bj; oeuQ oej o~q" Wjyq wdhu kej;
md lr w;a mkafkg yod.kakjd f.hla' u;l
keye' ys;kafka oeka w;a ksjilhs bkafka lshd' fufia
f.hska f.g hkjd' Th fldhs .uk;a h<s tk .ukla'
h<s fkdtkd .uklg ;uhs oYkdj lshkafka'
l<HdK ;%jreks" ta wIaGdkh wmg ;sh hq;=hs'
Ndjkd lrkafka h<s fkdtkd .uklg' ta wjfndaOh iy
wIaGdkh ke;sk f iud iqjfha mx fjkjd' th
ruKSh iemla l<HdK ;%jreks" mqre mqyqKq lr n,kak
wdkdmdki;sh tl .g mqjka ;r ld,h wrf.k" th
woa;Sh iqj kaokhla' ta iqjh fuf,dj ishu k
iemj,g jvd w;s ruKShhs'

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t;k kej;S bkak mqjka ld,hla' kuq;a is

.ukau wdmiq hkak fjkjd' hkak fjkjd uq,ska ysh
;ekgu' wdmiq jefgkak mqjka' tu ksid wIaGdkh
jeo.;a' b,lalh l=ulao@ w;r u. ;ekl mx u
fkfjhs' f .uku f iEu msh igyklau uld u"
tajd igykaj ;snqfKd;a muKhsfka wdmyq tkafka' mdr
;sfnd;a ;uhs wdmyq tkak mqjka fjkafka' oYkd
mqyK
q fq jka ud.hhs ushhs fofokdu jdIam hkjd' tg
ljqo wdmiq tkak bkafka@ ljqre;a keye' wdmiq tkafka
fudk mdfro@ mdrl=;a keye' thhs oYkdj' oYkdj
wjidkfha lrk flfkl=;a keye' ljqo oYkd lf<a@
tfyu flfkl=;a keye' thhs wmQj;ajh oYkdfj' ta
oYkdj flfkl= mgka .kakjo ta ;uka iska u mgka
.;a; oYkdj iska oYkdj l< flk;a w;=reoyka
lrkjd' ta i|ydhs oYkd lrkafka' ta ;eke;a;d ta
wdldrhgu .gu mj;ajd .ekSug fkfuhs' ta ksid f .sh
u;a ta ufys .sh flkd;a fidhd.; fkdyels fjkjd'
oYkdj wks;H" laL" wkd;au f,i ir,j f;darkjd'
t;fldg wkd;au lshkafka thgfka' oYkdj lrk
flkd b;s fjkafk;a keye'
l<HdK ;%jreks" fufia mQK jYfhka u lsis
ndysr w;sfl is;s,a,la" p,khla" .egqula ke;s
wdYajdihla iu. mQK jYfhka u tl fjk m%Yajdihla
iu. mmQK jYfhka u tl fjk f wdYajdi m%Yajdi
l%shdj,shg iujk" is; .ek wjOdkh fhduq lrkak'
iujkjd lshkafka folla fjku mj;skjd fkfjhs' ys;hs
yqiauhs oeka folla fkfjhs' folla yg ;snQ uq,a hq.fha
wm wjOdkh fhduq lrkjd' ta jf.a jpkhlafk lshkak
fjkafk' is; yqiaug wjOdkh fhduq lrkjd' l%shdj
tlla wjOdkh fhduqlsu ;j fohla' uq, ta wdldrhghs
f wdkdmdki;sh mgka .efkkafka' fldfyaj;a ;sfhk

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yqiaug wm wjOdkfhka bkakjd' is; fjk ;ekaj,g;a

hkjd' kej; tkjd' wjidkfha ys;hs yqiauhs folu tlla
njg m;afjkjd' ys; lshkafka yqiaug' yqiau lshkafka
ys;g' iujeu hkq thhs' ta folu iudk fjkjd' fmd
fjkilaj;a keye' ziudoyxZ lsisu fjkila keye' yqiau
lshkafka ys;g" ys; lshkafka yqiaug ziudoyxZ lshk ;ek
ta mQK tald.%;djh' bkamiq lrkafka l=ulao@ l<HdK
;%jreks" kqjKska oelSu' fudkjo olskak ;sfhkafka@
l=ulao bhg mqre lrkak we;af;a@ Th tl lsu
me;a; k fkfjhs' th wjYH muKg lr wjidkhs'
wdkdmdki;sfhka f;drj tald.% lrk l%u ;j we;s' g;a
jvd tald.% l< yels l%u' kuq;a fu;k f ;ud w.%h'
w.%h lshkafka w. fl<jr'

\VNVR\LDOUHN6XJPT\T.TMNDN
fhda.shd bf.k .kakjd' zislaL;sZ flfiao f ys;
ksoyia lr.kafka zfudaphx ;a;x wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s'
fudaphx ;a;x miaiisiaid;s islaL;SZ mqre lrkjd"
ke;sk mqyqKq fjkjd' tfia;a ke;sk bf.k .kakjd'
ys; ksoyia lr.kakg wdYajdifha iy m%Yajdifha' fuh
b;du jeo.;a' f ys; oeka mQK jYfhka u yqiau;a
iu. noaO ;sfnkafka' tla;rd rlg weneys ula'
ta weneys fukq;a ys; uqojd .kakg mqre fjkjd'
oeka fu;k w; ykak ;sfhkafka l=ulao@ f yqiau
ta yqiaug ;sfhk we,Su' ta ksid ,efnk ieye,aj f
foaj,a" fudkj fyda ta fudfydf;a ;ukag oefkkjo ta
fudfydf;a oefkkafka l=ulao@ ta oefkk fohska ys; ksoyia
lr.kakg mqyqKq fjkjd' wdYajdifhaa;a m%Yajdifha;a'
zfudaphx ;a;xZ is; ksoyia lr.kakg mqyqKq fjkjd'
ta fudfydf;a ys; noaOfjk foaj,aj,ska ys; ksoyia

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lr.kakg' hulg noaO tlg fj<S tlsfkl je<|f.k

uq,a wkakg fokafka keye' lsish fohla yd ys; noaO
fjkjo" lsish fohl ys; fjf<kjo iy lsish fohl
ys; mg,efjkjo l<HdK ;%jreks" mqyqKq fjkjd yd
bf.k .kakjd ta ys; ksoyia lr.kakg' ta is; wE;a
lr.kakg' ta is; uE;a lr.kakg' n,kjd wdYajdifha;a
mqjkao@ m%Yajdifh;a mqjkao@
f wNHdih l<HdK ;%jreks" jd wdkdmdki;s
Ndjkdj lrk g wksjdhfhka u l< hq;= fohla' ta
jf.au idudkH ;fha;a l<yels" l<hq;= mqyqKq l<hq;=
iy bf.k.; hq;= fyd| m%;m
s ;a;h
s la' fuh kqjKla' l=ulao
kqjK@ lsish fohlg ys; mg,efjkjd o lsish fohla
iu. ys; m%Yakhlg wr wkj o" m%Yakhla yod.kak
nj k.;a fudfydf;au thska is; ksoyia lr.ekSu'
wdYajdihl k is; nefka ta wdYajdifhau
w;ykak mqyqKq jkak' B< wdYajdihgj;a f.kshkak
tmd' fuh ;uhs fu;k lshk b;du jeo.;au mKsvh'
ojia .Kka" wjqre .Kka Th ne noaO mg,efjk
tajdg jefjkakg u fkf" mqjkak ta yqiafuu
w;ykak n,kak' ta ;ud m%{dj' thhs oCI;djh' noaO
u oCI;djhla fkfjhs' noaO fjkjd" nef|kjd" wef,kjd"
mg,eu" fj<Su iy hd u f tllaj;a oCI;djhka
fkfjhs' oCI;djh k hd fjk nj wef,k nj nef|k
nj fjf<k nj noaO fjk nj ta ieKskau oekf.k
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f Ndjkdj ;=< wkak ta mqyqKqj wm ,nkjd' hula
iu. fYaIfhka wdiajdockl lreKla iu. ydu
fkdkqj;aj isjk fohla' hdka;%slj iy wisysfhka' tu
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zwkqmiai;sZ zwkspdkqmiaiS - wkqmiaiSZ lshkafka ta
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th l=ula jqj;a lula keye' r;a;rka u;=jqK;a lula
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f yqiau;a fjkia fjhs' msglrk flk;a fjkia fjhs'
ish,a, fjkia fjkjd' yeu wdYajdihlu wks;Hh wkqj
olskakg mqyqKq fjkjd' yeu m%Yajdihlu wks;Hhg
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ieye,ajla ;sfnkjd k iem ;sfhkj k iekis,a,
;sfhkjd k i;=g ;sfhkjd k ta ish,a, ms<sn|j;a'
ta ish,a,u;a wks;Hhg wkqj n,kak mqyqKq fjkjd'
ta lsisjla iodld,sl lr.ekSf ySkh olskafka ke;=j'
B< j;df Ndjkdjg jd jk g ta w;alSu tfiau
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oYk yd miq;, B< cjksldfj fjkia fjkjd'
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lr.kakg iEu wdYajdihlu bf.k .kakjd' iEu
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wm idudkHfhka iamY lrkafka rd.h' lEu lkfldg
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olskakg Th wefyk Yo weiqKd" t;kska bjrhs' bka
tydg ta lsisfohla iu. wm fmrf,kafka keye' ta Yoh
frdaohla njg m;afldg iy ta Yoh jdykhla njg
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w;S;hg mjrkak'
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f wdkdmdki;s ix{dj wjidku ix{djhs' tys wjidk
mshjr .ekhs wm l;d lf<a fu;ek uq,skau i|yka
l<d fia wm .sudkkao iQ;%hg wu;rj i;smGdk yd
wdkdmdki;s iQ;% foaYkd;a wod< lrf.khs fuu fl
meye,s lsu lf<a' ta .sudkkao iQ;%h ksud fjkjd'
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f.k wr wikSfmka T;am,j" wdnd;j fokdfjka
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nj lsish ugj,ska Tn;a ud;a w;aoel ;sfnkjd' ;j
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l,aodkakg tmd' flh fydhd.kak' fydhdf.k n,kak'
mfm<la kskjd jf.a fkfjhs' ukig ishq fjkak
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ke;s n,dfmdfrd;a;= miqmi yUdhkakg" fhdod.;a; f
wdYajdi m%Yajdih" Ndjkdf wm md lrkjd ta .uk
kj;ajkakg' la kakg wdYajdi m%Yajdi l< wm" l
ke;slr .kakg ta wdYajdi m%Yajdihu fhdod.kakjd' wmg
fydfrka" wmg ryiska fl<jrla ke;s wdYdjka i fldg"
wmj lg m;a lrkakg we;=,ajqKq iy msgjqKq wdYajdih
m%Yajdih Ndjkdf wm fhdod.kakjd" rd.h msKsi"
;hg wdf,dalhla ,ndfokakg' ta l ke;slrkakg"
l blaujd hkakg" f ;h ;=<u Ydka;sh m%;HCI
lr.kakg'
thhs wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj" ke;sk wdkdmdki;s
iudh lshkafka' ta ms<sn|j lsish > jQ jrKhl
wm m%dfhda.sl ugfuka fhKd miq.sh idlPd jdr
ls y s m hlu' wo ta is h ,a , lefldg wm W;a i dy
lrkjd ixCIsma;j .sudkkao iQ;%fha;a" i;smGdk yd
wdkdmdki;s iq;%fha;a wdkdmdki;s Ndjkd iudhg
msfik ye" m%.K
= lrk ye mshjfrka mshjrg idlPd
lrkakg'
fu;k jeo.;au ldrKhla ;uhs l<HdK ;%jreks"
f yqiau inkaOfhka Tng;a ug;a wkq.ukh l< yels

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l%shdud. ;=kla ;sfnkjd' tlla ;uhs wu;l lr oud

isu' yqiau .kakjdo@ msglrkjdo wm Yajikh lrk
fhla o@ th wu;l fldg wmg bkak mqjka fuf;la
ld,hla ishd jf.a' Yrh yqiau .kshs" msglrhs' wm
jkfldg ta m%udKhg yqiau .kshs' wm nr Tijkg
ta m%udKhg yqiau .kshs' ys; f.j;a fjkg thg;a
wjYH m%udKhg f.fhka yqiau ths hhs' wm ta .ek
ie,ls,su;a fjkakg wjYH keye' wfma .uk wmg hkak
mqjka' ta m<fjks l%uh' hdka;%slj j;au'
B< l%uh k f yqiau ;uhs jh lshd lshkafka'
f yqiau ;uhs yeu wdYdjlgu m%dK jdhqj imhkafka'
Th lsiu
s wdYdjla l<HdK ;%jreks" ;Dma;u
s ;a lr.kakg
neye yqiu
a ke;sk' ysf;a ;sfnk keu n,dfmdfrd;a;j
= la
iM, lr.kakg yqiau .kak msglrkak fk' ta ksid
f wdYdjg m%dKh fok yqiau md,kh lsu ;=<ska
wdYdj md,kh lrkakg mqjkah lshk oYkhla"
oHdjla" wNHdihla f,dalfha we;s jqKd' thg lshkjd
m%dKhdu lshd' th fhda. wNHdihla' wm okakjd isoaOd:
fndai;ajhdKka jykafia;a f m%dKhdu wNHdifha
fhKd" wm%dKl OHdkh jevqjd lshd wfma fn!oaO
fmd;am;aj, i|yka fjkjd' thska n,dfmdfrd;a;= jqfKa
f yqiau ;uhs f yeu wdYdjlau j;a lrjkafka' b;ska
tn jQ yqiau flfkl=g mqjkak md,kh lrkak ta
yqiau yryd wr fkdokakd fkdfmfkk wdYdj;a flfkl=g
mqjka l<ukdlrKh lr.kak" md,kh lr.kak'
tn jQ oDIahlska iy wdl,amhlska f,dalfha we;sjqKd
oYkhla fhda. oYkh" m%dKhdu oYkh' t;k h
h wNHdi l%u ;sfhkjd yqiau .ekSu" r|jd .ekSu"
msg lsu" fkdf.k isu hk f wjia:d y;r ms<sn|
lsish oauhlg ta yqiau .ekSu" r|jd .ekSu" msglsu"
fkdf.k isu lrkjd' l<HdK ;%jreks" f l%uhg

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mqjka lh md,kh lr.kak fndfydu fyd|g iy b;du

blaukg' wm fjfyig m;ajqKq fgl Th yg lD;%suj
wdYajdi m%Yajdi is;d u;d md,kh lsfuka wr fjfyi
b;du blaukg wvq lr.kak mqjka' tfia lh Yla;su;a
lr.kak;a mqjka' lh fjfyig m;aj" j,j ;sfhk
fj,djg .eUqre wdYajdi lsysmhla m%Yajdi lsysmhla
lsish oauhlg" rgdjlg .ekSfuka" msglsfuka" r|jd
.ekSfuka lh Yla;su;a lr.kak;a mqjka' iuyr wikSm
iqjlr.kak;a mqjka fjhs' tajdg Tfrd;a;= fok ugug
lfha m%;sYla;sh we;s lr.kak;a mqjka' ta lhg ;rla
fkfjhs ukig;a lsih
s n,mEula lrkak mqjka wdYajdi
m%Yajdi ;=<ska' ta wdYajdi m%Yajdi md,kh lsfuka
udkisl nqoauh wxYhla jk u;lh ;Sj% lr.kak
mqjka' u;l ;shd.kak wjYH ldrKdj,g msfikak
l,ska .eUqre wdYajdi m%Yj
a di lsym
s hla lsfuka ta fj,dfj
ukfia ;sfhk isreK nj msglsu ;=<ska uki lla
ksrjq,a lrf.k wjOdkh fhduq lsfuka' tfiau hula
f;are .kak l,skq;a Th m%dKhdu wNHdihla" wdYajdi
m%Yajdi wNHdihla lsfuka ta nqoauh me;a;;a jOkh
lr.kak mqjka' tn mfhaIK f,dalfha lr ;sfnkjd
ta wdYajdi m%Yajdi md,kh lsfuka fud<fha isoaOfjk
iqNjd fjkial ms<sn|j' tfiau wdf. md,khg;a
yqiau md lrkak mqjka' wdf.YS,S jqKq fudfyd;l
lg m;ajqKq" fldamhg m;ajqKq" hg m;ajqKq" wdYdfjka
fm<UqKq fudfyd;l ta wdYdj" l" ;ry" h fjkqjg
yqiaug wjOdkh fhduqfldg lsish ,hlg" oauhlg
wdYajdi m%Yajdi lsfuka wr wdf.h ;djld,sl jYfhka
iukh lr.kak mqjka' uki fkdikaiqka jQ fudfyd;l
b;du blaukg ikaiqka lr.kakg mqjka yqiau md,kh
lsfuka' b;ska wr wdf. md,kh lsug" l md,kh
lsug" iaurK Yla;sh hqKq lr.kakg f yqiau md

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lrkak mqjka' wdhqI md,kh lrkak;a mqjka' th

fjku oHdjla' wfma yoj;" fmkyj,g l%shd lrkakg
mqjka Wmu jdr .Kkla ;sfhkjd lshd lshkjd'
fmky,a,la lS jdrhla .efykak mqjkao@ Wmk fldgu
Wmu jYfhka .efykak mqjka jdr .Kklska hqla;jhs
fmkye,a,la Wmkafka' th fjkia fjkak mqjka' kuq;a
Wmu jdr .Kkla ;sfhkjd' yoj; iamkaokh fjkak
mqjka jdr .Kkl=;a we;s' oeka wm okakjd uki
l,n, jqKq fj,djlg f ishu bkahka f.fhka
.efykjd fmky;a f.fhka jev lrkjd' yoj;;a
f.fhka .efykjd' tl ks;a;=jla ;=< wdf.YS,S jqKq
mqoa.,fhl=f.a yDo iamkaokfha iy fmkyj, msu
yels<Sf jdr .Kk jehs' b;du blaukg ta fmkyj,
iy yDofha wdhqI fl fjkjd' ta jdr .Kk blaukska
wjika fjkjd' ld,h fkfjhs wdhqI lshkafka f Yrh
jev lrk jdr .Kk' t;fldg fmky" yDoh ;rla
fkfjhs ta f.hg uq Yrhu yeu ffi,hlau jev
lrkjd' tu ksid f wdf.YS,S u" wdhqI flfjkak
tla fya;=jla' f wNHdi ;=<ska flfkl= ikaiqka jkg
ks;a;=jlg .efkk wdYajdi m%Yajdi m%udKh wvqfjkjd'
tl ks;a;=jla ;=< yDo iamkaokh wvqfjkjd' tg
je ld,hla yoj; fmky ta wdYs%; ishu bkashhka
l%shdlsf yelshdj ,efnkjd' fuh taldka; jYfhka
lshkak neye' ;j;a fndfyda jQ ndysr idOl n,mdkjd'
flfia fyda f yqiau l<HdK ;%jreks" md,kh lsfuka
ta wdhqI;a md,kh lr.ekSug mqjka lsish rlg'
fufia ;fha fndfyda jQ foaj,a md,kh lr.ekSf
yelshdj ,efnkjd yqiau md,kh l<yu' t;k ;uhs
f yqiau md,kh lsu wdOHd;al wNHdihla njg"
Ndjkdjla njg tl, is fhda.Ska m;alr .;af;a' yenehs
wjidk jYfhka nejyu wdhqI fldmuK la l<;a

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urKh kj;ajkakg neye' th iarhs' tal wjqreoaolska

o follskao lshkak neye' iuyr g wm l;d lrkjd
ysud,fha isk fhda.Skaf.a jhi wjqre mkaishhs" odyhs"
fooyia mkaishh blaufjk nj' tu l;d wid Yauhg
m;afjkjd' kuq;a urKh ch wrf.k fkfjhs ta we;a;ka
bkafka' tn jQ wNHdi ;=<ska mqjka wdhqI la lr.kak'
th fndfydu meye,s oHdkql+, Ydia;%Sh ldrKhla' kuq;a
ta ieu fokdu urKhg merfokjd' md,kh lsu iy
ch.ekSu lshkafka folla' l<HdK ;%jreks" md,kh
lrk flkd wjidkfha mrkjd' ch.kak neye' ta ksid
Th ishu fhda. wNHdi uska ;h md,kh lrkak
hkfldg ;uka md,lfhl= njg m;afjkjd' ta foa ;ukag
hg;a fohla njg m;afjkjd' kuq;a wjidkfha ojil
;uka mrkjd'
iajd mqreIfhl=g mqjka Ndhdjla md,kh lrkak'
Ndhdjlg mqjka iajd mqreIfhl= md,kh lrkak' ta
fokakgu mqjka <uhskaj md,kh lrkak' <uhskag;a
mqjka foumshka md,kh lrkak' iuyr g .=rejrekag
Ys I Hhs k a md,kh lrka k mq jka jf.a u Ys I Hhs k a g
.=rejreka md,kh lrkak mqjka' rchlg mqjka
ck;dj md,kh lrkak' kuq;a wjidkfha mrkjd' ukao
ta ishu md,khkaf.a iSudjla ;sfhkjd' md,kh wiS;
fohla fkfjhs' ta h h kHdh Ou ;djld,sl jYfhka
l,aodkak mqjka' yenehs ojil ta kHdh Ou l%shd;aul
fjkak mgka .kakjd' kj;a;kak neye md,kh lsfuka'
kuq;a md,lhd wjidkfha mrd;fhl= njg m;afjkjd'
ta ksid Th fhda. wNHdi iy tn jQ wfkl=;a ishu
md,k wNHdij,ska fldmuK m%;sM, ;snqK;a f uqla;sh
me;a;g tkfldg l<HdK ;%jreks" ch.%dylfhl=
fkfjhs mrd;fhl= fjkjd' wdYdj flfkl=g md,kh

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lrkak mqjka' kuq;a ojil ta ;eke;a;d mrd;fhl=

njg m;afjkjd'
;ryd md,kh lsu tlla' ;ryd ch.ekSu ;j
tlla' l md,kh lsu tlla' l ch.ekSu thg
yd;amiskau fjkia ldrKhla' fuhhs fojeks l%uh yqiau
inkaOfhka wkq.ukh lrkak mqjka' yqiau md,kh
lsu fndfydau hqKq oYkhla' f,dalfha ;sfhk fkdfhla
wd. yd ii|k g yqiau uq,a lr.;a fhda. oYkh
W;= wd.ula' ula ksido ta wd.u ukqIHhd f.k.shd
iEfyk by< ;eklg" wr nd, fnd<| Nla;sfhka je|
je| ;u uqla;sh i|yd fkdfmfkk ksud;Djrfhl=g
hka ish ksiqkag ;u uqla;sfha j.lSu ;udgu
ndr by< wdOHd;al ugulg f.k .shd' ta oHdj ta
oYkh fndfydau W;= oYkhla' ta oYkfha mrf;rg
.shd isoaOd: ;dmi;=ud' wjidkfha yqiau .kakjo keoao
lshd lsis flfkl=g lshkak ne ;eklg t;=ud m;ajqKd'
fndfyda fofkla ys;=jd h f.dia lshd' tmuK rg mqjka
yqiau md,kh lrkak' l<HdK ;%jreks" ;j flfkl=g
wk.kak neye ishu kk WmlrKj,g;a wk.kak
ne ;rug flfkl=g mqjka yqiau md,k lrkak' tfia
l< fhda.Ska yshd' wo;a bkakjd' h h mfhaIK
i|yd bm;a jqKd' yqiau .kakjd o msglrkjd o yoj;
.efykjd o keoao tajd n,kak mqjka oYl ;sfhkjfka'
ta ishu oYl fmkakqjd yhg h.sh flfkl=f."
yhg uD; Yrhlg ta WmlrK i l< g fmkakk
f,i' lsis iamkaokhla keye' tfia ld,hla isg fukak
fuhd keskjd'
isoaOd: ;dmi;=ud tjeks ;eklg .shd' wksla
wh ys;=jd ue,d lshd' oeka ish,a, imQKhs' keye
Wkajykafiaf.a isysh l%shd;aul jqKd .gu' tu isys

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kqjKg jegyqKd fuh fkfjhs uqla;sh' fuf;kag;a

tkak mqjka' fka k uereKd jf.;a bkak mqjka'
wdYdj tkafka uQ,sl jYfhka bkashhka Wo lrf.kfka'
t;fldg ta ishu bkashhka urd oukak mqjka'
uqla;sh thhs lshd f,dalh ys;=jd' wo;a ys;kjd' kuq;a
Wkajykafiaf.a isys nqoahg fmkqKd ;du [a[dKh
jev lrk nj' wdYdj ;sfhk nj' Yrfha fkfuhs
th ysf;a ;sfhk ldrKhlafka' wdYdj ;sfhkafka lfka
fkfjhs ysf;afka' wdYdj ;sfhkafka f o@ keye' kdifha
o@ keye' f Yrfha o@ keye' th [a[dKhg" ys;g
inkaO ldrKhla'
f ishu bkashhka kskaokh l<;a" wdYdj
b;du ishq yg wr kska; {dkh ;=< ;sfnkjd'
yhg isisr ksdjla jf.a' ysu j,iaiq tfyu bkafka
udi .Kkla' kuq;a wdmiq B< iD;=j wdjyu kej;;a
urdf.k lkjd' ta oreKq fr! ysu j,iu ;uhs' fukak
ukfia wdYdjkaf.a" flf,iaj," yeSj, iajNdjh' ta
ksid Wkajykafiag f;areKd fuh fkfjhs uqla;sh'
fuh fkfjhs wdYdf ksudj' kej;= ;s;' f w;Dma;sh
ch.;a;d fkfjhs md,kh l<d muKhs' wdYdj md,kh
lsuhs" wdYdj ch.ekSuhs folla' wkak t;k wykak
flfkl=;a keye' Wmfoia .kak flfkl=;a keye' ta ishu
.=rejrekaf.ka Wmfoia wrf.k hkak mqjka fl<jrgu
.shd' Njd.%hgu .shd' Wkajykafia md lrk jpkh
;uhs Njd.%h' Njfha wjidk oYuhgu .shd' yenehs ta
oYuh;a Njfhau ;uhs ;sfhkafka' Njfhka tmsg fkfjhs'
oeka l=ulao lrkafka@ ldf.kao wykafka@ ljqo .=rejrhd@
tfia ;SrKhla ke;sj isk g Wkajykafiag u;la jqKd
l=vd wjfha wr jma u=, ojfia msh rc;=ud l=Uqrg
neye,d bkak g t<suyfka m,la ne|f.k we;=,afjk

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msgfjk yqiau yd n,df.k yshd fkao lshd' f n,df.k

isu wuq;=u fohla' wmQj w;aoelSula' tf;la l,a ljqre;a
tn fohla lshd ;snqfKa keye' ke;sk wu;l lr
oeud' fudlgo wdOHd;auh .ek ys;kafka' mqjka ;r
fkdao fjkak' zlduiqL,a,sldkq fhda.hZ tfyu ke;sk
zw;a;ls,u:dkq fhda.hZ ish,a, md,kh lrkak' keye"
ta wka; foflka u f;drjqKq me;a;lg fj,d n,d isu
lshk ta isyshg" i;shg Wkajykafia msiqKd' tfia msiS
ta fnda ue~ ta ksixi, mirfha Wkajykafia .gu
ta wNHdifha fhKd'
wdkdmdki;sfha W;am;a;s l;kaorhhs ta' l<HdK
;%jreks" wr wka; folg fkdf.diska ;uhs Wkajykafia
ch.;af;a' wm lshkjd udr igkska ch.;a;d' udr mrdch
l<d' ta fudk jpkfhka lsj;a Wkajykafia wmrd;
mqoa.,fhl= njg m;ajqKd' ta ksid Wml wdjl weiQ g
Tn ljqo@ kQ flfkla o@ k flfkla o@ ch.%dyfhl=
o lshd' tg nqyduqrejka jykafia mejiqjd miudma;
w:fhka u ;uka jykafia ch.%dylfhl= nj' ksl k
flfkla fkfjhs wkka; k flfkla' kej; fkdmrk
fia ch.;a flfkla' wdmyq jefgk yg merKq
flfkla fkfjhs' wkka; k flfkla njg m;afjkafka
md,kh lsfuka fyda fkdi,ld yefuka fkfjhs' mQK
wjOdkfhka n,df.k isfuka'
tu ksid Wkajykafia f wdkdmdki;s iudh
.ek jKkd lrkjd' jvkak" b;du W;= m%;sM,
;sfhk wNHdihla' f tlu jQ Ouh flfkla jvkjo
ta ;eke;a;d ta wjia:dfu la fl<jr lrkjd' jel,a
hkak l,ska' ta wjia:dfj ne jqfKd;a wvqu .dfk
urKh wjia:dfj y la fl<jr lr.kakjd' ulaksido

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203

f yqiau ms<sn| isysfhka bkak mqre jqKq flfkl=g

wjia:djla ,efnkjd l<HdK ;%jreks" wjidk yqiau;a
isysfhka msglrkak' oeka t;k ;uhs m%Yakh' f wka;su
yqiau lshd oefkkfldg uy nhla tkjd' Yd, hla
we;sfjkjd' ys;kak j;=fr .sf,k flfkl=g fldmuK
nhla tkjo@ wdmiq yqiau .kak ,efnkafka keye lshd
wegu oefkkfldg' ure lf,ka lE .ykjfk' tn
;;ajhlg;a m;afjkjd wr wjidk fudfydf;' t;k
oefkkjd kej; yqiau .kak ne nj' kuq;a ;jrg;a
yqiau .kak wdYdj ;sfhkjd' ;jrg;a yqiau wrf.k
bgqlr.kak oyil=;a tlla wdYdjka ;sfnkjd' oeka ta
il,O wdYdjka ure lf,ka o,kjd ;j tl yqiaula
.kak' tfia wr.,hl fhfok w;r kej; yqiau .kak
ne ;;aajhlg m;afjkjd' b;ska thhs urKfha fokdj'
thhs urKfha l'
fu;k .kak ne jQ yqiau ;j ;eklg .kakjd
.sys,a,d' kuq;a f wdkdmdki;sh m%.=K lrk flfkl=g
f;afrk fldg fuh wjidk yqiauhs lshd wkfmaCIs;j
n,dfmdfrd;a;=jlska f;drj ta yqiaug msgfjkak bvfokak
mqjka' ta ksid Th urKdkqiai;s Ndjkdj ms<sn|
nqyduqrejkaa jykafia uiqjd zzflfiao uyfKks" Tn
urKdkqiai;sh jvkafka@ZZ t;k tla tla iajdka
jykafia,d ;u ;uka urKdkqii
a ;sh jvk wdldrh lsjd'
nqrcdKkajykafia tajd fpkh lf<a keye' kuq;a
wjidkfha ;j;a tla iajdka jykafia kula ms<s;=re
fokjd zzf wdYajdi m%Yajdi .ek' fuh udf.a wjidk
wdYajdih h yelsh' fuh udf.a wjidk m%Yajdih h
yelshs lshk ix{dfjka ;uhs urKdkqiai;sh jvkafka'ZZ
nqyduqrejka jykafia idldr kakd tf;ka" zzTn ;uhs
kshu yg urKdkqiai;sh jvkafkaZZ lshd'

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ulaksido ;h lshkafka yqiaugfka' mK fokafka

yqiau' ljqo okafka ldgo lshkak mqjka f .kafka
wjidk wdYajdih fkfjhs lshd' f msglrkafka wjidk
m%Yajdih fkdfjhs lshd ldgo iy;sl jYfhka u lsj
yelafla' ;j yqiau jdr ,CIhla" fldahla .kak ;r
wmg l,a ;sfhhs lshd is;ka" ;j ,CI flda .Kkla
wdYajdi m%Yajdi jdr ms<sn| wdYdfjka n,dfmdfrd;a;=
lkaola ;ndf.k wm j;a fjkjd'
wkak tn wjia:djl lsish wdYajdihla wjidk
wdYajdih njg" lsish m%Yajdihla wjidk m%Yajdih
njg m;ajk g ta ;eke;a;d uyd lkaola Wka
m,af,ydg jefgkjd' ljqo okafka iy;sl jYfhkau
B<g fudkjd fjhso lshd' ishhg ishhlau we;a;
lshkjd k lshkak mqjka oeka yqiau .kakjd oeka
yqiau msglrkjd tmuKhs' B< fudfydf;a yqiau .kS o
keoao lshkak neye' wkak tn jQ j;udk fudfyd;l
w;yef ix{dfjka f wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj jeu ;=<
nqyduqrejka jykafia iy;slhla fokjd ta mqyqKqj ;=<ska
la fl<jr lrkak mqjka' tfyu ke;;a urKdikakfha"
uefrkak fudfyd;lg l,ska fyda l ch.;a flfkl=
fia ;fhka iuq.kak mqjka k flfkl= fia' mrd;
flfkla yg fkfjhs ch.%dylfhl= f,i' ta iy;slh
fokafk ljqo wkka; k jQ nqka jykafia' idudkH
flfkla fkfjhs' ksl fmd;la lshjd Wmqgd olajk
flfkl= fkfjhs' ;j flfklaf.ka wid w;rueo b|f.k
tfyka wrf.k fuydg fok flfkl=;a fkfjhs' ldf.j;a
mKsjqvlrefjla fkfjhs' ta yqiauu wkka; ch.%yKhla
i|yd wkka;hgu ch.kakg Wmfhda.S lr.;a wkka;
k njg m;a jQ f,d;=rd nqrcdKka jykafia ;uhs wmg
lreKdfjka lshkafka f yqiau yd n,kak' f yqiau

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Ndjkdjla lr.kak' tfia lr.;af;d;a Tn t;ku khs'

t;k kkak nejqK;a ;fha oyil=;a tlla hq;=l
j.lS ueo Tn .ska .gu f yqiau ms<sn| isysfhka
bkak W;aidy lf<d;a wjidk wdYajdifha fyda wjidk
m%Yajdifha Tn khs' mrkafka keye'
tn jQ W;af;ackhla ;sfhk flfkl=hs l<HdK
;%jreks" f ke;=ju nEhs lshk iudcfhka" rEmjdyskfs hka"
hd ;%hkaf.ka" rl:kfhka" we,S ne f.dvla ;sfhk
;eklska ;djld,slj fyda wE;a flS yqfol,djla
fydhd .kafka' tfia yqfol,djla fydhdf.k ta fj,djg
fyda tn yqfol,d jQ wdrKH" le,E" jkdka;r" .ia uq,a"
ljqre;a ke;s ldurhla" l=hla jeks ;ekla yodf.k"
fydhdf.k jd fjkjd' jdu wjYHhs' ta .ek wm
l;d l<d' f Ndjkdj ;=< f bhj wmg ks;r ks;r
fjkia lrkak neye' ta .ek yeu gu fydh fydhd
bkak;a neye' ta ksid lsish wdikhlg hkak' mqx
mqgqjla jqK;a lula keye' ke;sk noaO mhxlh ta
mhxlh fyda mqgqj Tnj n,d.kS" Yrh n,d.kS' Tn
ta .ek kej; kej; ie,ls,su;a fjkak wjYH keye' ta
ksid zm,a,Xlx wdN=;ajdZ m,la ne|f.k Wvqlh iDcqj
;shd.kak' tydg fuydg jl=gq lrkafka ke;=j' zmuqLx
i;sxZ isyshg m%uqLia:dkh fokak' fjk fudkjgj;a
fkfjhs' f Wka hkak .kak W;aidyhla fkfjhs' ys;
tl lrkak .kak jEhula fkfjhs' yqfola isysfhka
bkak .kak W;aidyhla' ta ksid isysh bhg f.akak'
zmuqLx i;sx WmGfm;ajdZ isyshg uq,a ;ek foka
isysh uq,a;efka ;ndf.k' zfida if;daj wiaii;s' if;da
miaii;sZ isysfhka hq;=ju wdYajdi lrkafkah" isysfhka
hq;=ju m%Yajdi lrkafkah' ta mirfha ;sfhk ksial,xl
Ndjhg wjOdkh fhduq lrkak ys; ksfjkak bvfokak'

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ta mirfha ;sfhk ikaiqkaNdjfha fldgila njg

uki m;alrkak bvfokak' bka wk;=rej fhduq lrkak
wjOdkh bhjg' iDcq jQ Wvqlhg' m,la ne|f.k jd
;sfnk Yrhg' bvfokak Yrh;a tlal tl;= jkakg'
wk;=rej yqiu
a oefkkafka ke;sk isyfs hka wdYajdih iy
m%Yajdih lrkak' ys;d u;d" wk.kak wdYajdih hkq
l=ulao@ wk.kak m%Yajdih lshkafka l=ulgo@ yhg
fodrgqjl isk flfkl= h fia wk.kakjdo we;=,afjk
flkd iy msgfjk flkd fjk fjku meye,sj uekka
tfia wkd.kak we;=,afjk yqiau iy msgfjk yqiau'
f yqiau;a iu. l f,djla idjOdk jkg
flfkl=g fmakjd iuyr yqiau we;=,a fjkak iEfyk
fj,djla .kakjd' iuyr yqiau f.fhka we;=,a fjkjd'
tfiau iuyr m%Yj
a di je ld,hla .kakjd' iuyr m%Yj
a di
fyysg' f fjki ksCIKh lrkak wdYajdifhka
wdYajdihg" m%Yajdifhka m%Yajdihg' z>xjd wiaiikaf;da
>x wiaiid;s mcdkd;s miaiid;s mcdkd;sZ' wdYajdi
m%Yajdi > k oek.kak >hs lshd' tl gu neye'
l f,djla n,df.k isk ghs jegfykafka wd f
yqiu
a >hs' l%ufhka ys; .; ksfjk g ;ekam;a jk g
ixisf|k g f,dl= yqiaula wjYH fjkafka keye' wkak
tg zriaixjd wiaikaf;da riaix wiaiid;s mcdkd;sZ fl
k yqiau fl nj oek.kak' oek .kak - mcdkd;s'
B<g zinldh mixf wia i is ia id;s is la L ;s '
inldh mixf miaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ f wdYajdi
m%Yajdi lshkafka iuia; lfhys u l%shdj,shla' ta ksid
iuia; ldhsl l%shdj,sh u tfyu ke;sk iuia; Yrh
flfrysu idjOdk fjkak' iEu wdYajdihlu iy iEu
m%Yj
a dihlu' fu;ekska wdYajdi m%Yj
a di oek.ekSu bjrhs'
uekka okakjd fuh wdYajdihla nj' fuh m%Yajdihla

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nj;a' ta ms<sn| oeka ryila keye' ta ms<sn| wdfh;a

ielhla keye' ta ksid yeu wdYajdihlu uq Yrhu
w;a olskak' iEu m%Yajdihlu uq Yrhu w;a olskak'
tfia mqyqKq fjkak' zinldh mixf wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;SZ tfia mqyqKq fjkak'
wdYajdi m%Yajdi fkdoekS .sfhd;a" wjq,a jqfKd;a
wdmyq yqiau oek.kak' yqiau wk.;a;u wkak iEu
wdYa j dihlu iuia ; Yrhu oefkkjd o tfyu
oekqKdg miafia f iuia; Yrhu" Yrfha l= uy;a
ish lghq;= imQKfhkau ixisf|k fia wdYajdih"
m%Yajdih mqyqKq lrkak' fld;ekl fyda fokdjla
wmyiq;djhla ;sfhkjdk ta wmyiq;djhg fokdjg
uki fhduqfldg th ixisjd .kska" zmiaiNhx ldh
ixLdrx wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s' miaixNhx ldhixLdrx
miaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ wdYajdifha ke;sk m%Yajdifha
iuia; Yrhu ieye,a lrkakg mqre fjkak' fuh
mqyqKqjla' fufia iuia; Yrhu ieye,a jQ g wkak
oefkkjd f,dl= m%;
S h
s la' tg kej;;a Yrh .ek ys;kak
wjYH keye' ;sny" fjfyi" ta jeisls<s leisls<s hdf
kElu keye' odh oe keye' bh fjkia lr.kak
k keye' uykaish keye' wikSm keye' leiai keye'
ta yeufohlau ixis f.dia' zmiaiNhx ldhixLdrxZ
ta il,O jQ ldhsl lghq;= ixis ;ekam;a fj,d' tfia
;ekam;a jQ g fldmuK i;=gla oefkkj we;ao l<HdK
;%jreks@ wkak ta i;=g w;aolskakg mqyqKq fjkak
wdYajdifha iy m%Yajdifha' zm%S;smixf wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;s' mS;smixf miaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ ta m%S;sh;a
iu. tk iem udkisl fohla' fldmuK i;=gla o ukig'
t;k ;sfhk iem w;aolskak' is; is;d we;sjk i;=g
fkfjhs' tfia is;d i;=gq jqK;a ke;;a t;k fldmuK

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iemla ;sfhkjo@ ta iem w;aolskak mqre fjkak

wdYajdifha iy m%Yajdifha ziqLmixf wiaiisiaid;s"
miaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ'
fufia l<HdK ;%jreks" f wNHdih mshjfrka
mshjrg mqyqKq l<hq;= fohla' ta ksid yeu mshjrlgu
isysh ;sh hq;=hs' Tfya yqiaug is; tl lsu fkfjhs
Ndjkdj lshkafka' th fkdfjhs wdkdmdki;s Ndjkdj
lshkafka' thg jvd b;du i{dkslj isysfhka hk
.ukla' tl ;ek isula fkfjhs' fu;k hkak .ukla
;sfhkjd' tu .ufka h h ux ika .ek ;uhs f
l;d lrkafk' ta ux ika folla w;r ;j mqx yka
;sfhkak mqjka' ta ish,a,u ud. is;h
s f keye' ud.hl
;sfhk yeu w;=remdrlau" yeu .ylau" yeu .,alKqjlau
wkak .sfhd;a ta rg jf.au f,dl= ud. is;shula wjYH
fjkjd' is;shul m%Odk" w;rux fkdfjk" w;rux fjkak
fya;=fjk ;eka wrf.k ta ;eka ;uhs igyka lrkafk'
tn ud. is;h
s ula ;uhs f .sudkkao iQ;f% ha;a tfukau
wdkdmdki;s iQ;%fha;a i|yka fjk wdkdmdki;s ix{dj'
fuu Ndjkdj lrf.k hkg fu;k i|yka fkdfjk
fjkia jQ w;aoelS ,efnkak mqjka' tajdg f,dl= ;ekla
fokakg tmd' tajfhaa t,a,s, bkak;a tmd' k;r fjkak;a
tmd' th jer;a keye' w;rux ul=;a fkfjhs' kuq;a tajd
wk.kak' wkf.k w;yka f ud.fhau hkakg
mqrefjkak'
fufia wdYajdi m%Yajdi lhska mgkaf.k lh ke;s
;eklg tkjd' bkamiq f yqiau oefkkafka is;g' yqiau
hkq is;ska o;hq;= fohla njg m;afjkjd' is;g oefkk
fohla njg m;afjkjd' ta ksid wdYajdifha;a i;=gqfjk
m%S;sfjk ta is; olskakg mqre fjkak' z;a;ixLdr
mixf wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s ;a; ixLdr mixf

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miaiisii
a d;s islL
a ;SZ wdYajdifh;a m%Yj
a difh;a udkisl
l;jHhka olskk
a i;=gfq jk" m%;
S fs jk tlfjk isyfs hka
bkak' ta n,dfmdfrd;a;= ;sfhk uki olskak' iEu
wdYajdihlu ysf;a iajNdjh olskak' iEu m%Yajdihlu
ys; olskak' ys; fldfyduo f fj,dfj' yqiau fkfjhs
olskafka' yqiau oel bjrhs' oeka ta yqiau .kak yeu
wjia : djlu yq i a u md,ula lr.ka k jd' levm;la
lr.kakjd' oYkhla lr.kakjd uki olskakg' uq,ska
yqiau oelald' wk;=rej lh oelald' oeka uki olskjd'
tfia olska il, O jQ udkisl l;jHhka w;ykakg
mqre fjkak' taj;a tlal bkak tmd'
lsisu fohla ys; ys; bkak mqre fjkak tmd'
f Ndjkdj ;=< ta iEu is;s,a,lau w;ykak' i;=g
w;ykak' i;=g .ek is;u
S w;ykak' ys; tl fjkjo
ta .ek is;Su w;ykak' zmiaiNhx ;a;ixLdrx wiai
isiaid;s islaL;s' miaixNhx ;a; ixLdrx miaiisiaid;s
islaL;SZ ta udkisl is;s,s" udkisl p,khka Ndjkd
hqKqj .ek we;s wfmaCIdjka ixis|jd .kakg mqre
fjkak' wdYajdifha;a m%Yajdifha;a Njh f.dvkkakg
jEh lrkak tmd' ;ekam;a jkak mqre fjkak' tfia
w;yeu ;=< lsis p,khla ke;s" ksial,xl fkdief,k
ys; olskakg mqjka' z;a; mixf wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;sZ yq is;" ms;=re uki" m%NdIajr ys; fmfkkakg
fjkjd' tf;la is; fkfjhs wm oelafla is;
s ,s' tf;la wm
is; lshd lshqf l,amkd lsug" is;Sug" m%;sls%hd lsug'
ish m%;sl%shd ls l,amkd ls f.dvkeS ke;s
wr m%NdIajr uki olskak mqre fjkak" wdYajdifha;a
m%Yajdifha;a'
yqiau fkdkSu fkfjhs Ndjkdfj hqKqj lshkafk'
yqiu
a ish
q fjkakg mqjka' kuq;a ta iEu ish
q wdYajdihla

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;=<u iuia; Njfha l:dkaorh ;sfhkjd' ta l:dkaorh

lshjkak msgqfjka msgqjg' wdYajdifhka - wdYajdihg"
m%Yajdifhka - m%Yajdihg' Tn kue;s l:dkaorh lshjkak'
wkak t;k f uki;a ;ukaf.a ish jd rd;%S"
w;sld, jev" wkjYH jev ish,a,u w;yefuka mmQK
jYfhka u flhg m;afjkjd' th fldmuK i;=gla o'
i;=gg;a tyd .sh fjfiiskau m%uq; ula" wdkkaohla'
wkak ta wdkkaoh w;aolskakg" ta fjfiiskau m%uq; u
w;aolskak iEu wdYajdihlu m%Yajdihlu' oeka ys;kak
fohla keye' Ndjkdkqfhda.shd yq m%fudaofha .x.djla
njg m;afjkjd' ula ksido ;jrg;a lfha l:dkaorhla
t;k keye' ukfia l:dkaorh;a t;k keye' ta fofokdu
ksy~ " ta fokakdu ;ekam;a ka' tn ;ekam;aul
fldmuK m% f uda o hla weoa o @ zwNs m a m fuda o hx ;a ; x
wiaiisiaid;s islaL;S wNsmamfudaohx ;a;x miaiisiaid;s
islaL;SZ fjfiiskau m%fudaohg m;ajqKq is; w;aolskak
mqyqKq fjkak" wdYajdifh;a m%Yajdifh;a' th m%d:kd
lsulska fkfjhs" is;Su w;a yeu ;=<hs' f.dvkeSu
w;ayeu ;=<hs' tfia uki m;afjk g i;=f W,am;la
njg" m%fudaofha .x.djla njg" wdkkaofha id.rh njg
kej; ys;g fjk lsis ndysr wruqKla wjYH fjkafka
keye' fldfyagj;a jkak k keye" ulaksido fidhk
i;=g Wmu jYfhka uki ;=<u ;sfnkjd' ys; yeu;eku
jkafka i;=g fydhdf.k' fydhk i;=g ishoyia .=Khlska
Wmu ugfuka f ysf;au ;sfhkjdk ta ys; wdfh
fldfyaj;a jkafka keye' ziudoyx ;a;x wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;S iudoyx ;a;x miaiisiaid;s islaL;SZ is;
mQK jYfhka u iujkjd' mQK jYfhka u ys;
iufjkjd' iudhg m;afjkjd' iudys; fjkjd' tfia
iudys; lr.kak' tfia iudys; jkakg mqyqKq fjkjd
wdYajdifh;a m%Yajdifh;a'

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oeka t;ekska wm lsjd f iu: Ndjkd fldgi

bjrhs lshd' b;ska fl iu: lshd yhgu fjka lrkak
neye' Th yeu ;eklu isysh" kqjK ;sfhkakg kE'
kuq;a idudkH lvbula yg .;a;yu iu:fhka hkak
mqjka Wmu ;ek ;uhs T;k' bkamiq wkak tkafka
oYkd me;a;g' mQK jYfhkau oYkdj' ta i|yd
zwkspdkqmiais wiaiisiaid;s islaL;s wkspdkqmiais
miaiisiaid;s islaL;s'Z yod.kak i;=g we;= yod.;a
h;dla foa ;sfnkjd o ta ishu yod.;a; foaj,a"
Wvq hl=re fjkjd' Wmkak foaj,a uefrk foaj,a
njg m;afjkjd' .;a; yqiau msglrk yqiaula njg
m;afjkjd' wkak ta iajNdjh wkqj olskak mqyqKq fjkak
wdYajdifh;a m%Yj
a difh;a' lsiu
s ;ekla iodld,slhs lshd
k;rfjkak yokak tmd' Th iodld,slhs lshd ys;k
iEu kjd;eka m,lau ;djld,sl ,e.=y,a muKlau nj
olskak wdYajdifh;a m%Yajdifh;a' ta wkqj olskak mqre
fjkak' ta wkqj fufkys lrkak mqyqKq fjkak' B<g
zrd.dkqmiais wiaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ tfia olsk g ta
;ekaj,ska iodld,sl;ajhla fydhkafka keye' iodld,sl
iemla ;sfhkjd lshd wef,kafka keye' ta ;eka iodld,sl
iemla lshd i,l=Kq lr.kafka keye' tfia fkdwef,kakg
mqyqKq fjkak wdYajdifh;a m%Yajdifh;a' zksfrdaOdkqmiais
wiaiisiaid;s islaL;sZ rd. ksfrdaO folu fndfydu iu
w:fhka hk ldrKd l<HdK ;%jreks" kuq;a f yeu
;eklu lshkafka hulg wef,kjg jeh fkdwe,Sf
iqjh olskak' fkdwe,Suu ud.h fia olskak'
lsish ;eklg we,S ne ;sfhkjk" Ndjkdjg
fyda iudhg fyda isyshg fyda th w;ykak' Ouh hkq
w;yeuhs' ta w;yeu ;=<hs oyf rih yd yrh we;af;a
w,a,d.ekSu ;=< fkfjhs' zrd.dkqmiaiS - ksfrdaOdkqmiaiSZ
rd. lshkafka' w;yeu" fkdwe,Su" ksfrdaOh lshkafka

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lsisu fohla w,a,f.k .ukla hkafka keye' lsisu

wdYdjla" is;s,a,la w,a,f.k .ukla hkafka keye' wm
fu;ku bkakjd' ta is;s,s we;a hk ye olskjd' yqiau
we;a hk ye olskjd' iem we;a hk ye olskjd'
ish,a,u we;a hk ye olskjd' ;uka foaj,a iu.
fldfyaj;a hkafka keye' zmksiai.dkqmiais wiaiisiaid;s
islaL;s' mksiai.a.dkqmiaiS miai isiaid;s islaL;sZ mqre
fjkak w;ykakg' ish,a, w;ykak' ;uka Ndjkd
lrk flfkla' ud fumuK l,a Ndjkd lr ;sfnkjd'
ug f f foaj,a ,e ;sfnkjd' tajd w,a,f.k f .uk
hkak neye' tfia lhsjdre .yk flkdj h lr odkak'
imQKfhka h lr odkak' mdrej w;ykak' mdref
bkak tmd .gu' mdrej w;yeh ;ek ;uhs tf;r u
;sfnkafka' ke;sk ;du bkafka hje,l' .fka tf;r
fjkakg k Tn Tf md folu mdrefjka .; hq;h
= 's wkak
zmksiai.a.dkqmiaiSZ w;yer oukak Tn ms<sn| yodf.k
;sfhk il,O m%;srEmhka' Tf b;sydih" Ndjkd
b;sydih" Ndjkd lrk flfkla" isysfhka bkak yok
flfkla" ys; ikaiqka lr.kak yok flfkla ta ish,a,
w;yerodkak' ta ish,a, islr oukak' yhg md
l< mdjyka hq.,la h fia f. bjrjQ g is lrkjd
o tfiau is lrkak' w,a, .kak ;sfhk fohla fkdf
Ndjkdj lshkafka' bj;,kak ;ukaf.a Ndjkd b;sydih'
wkak zmksiai.a.Z' tl fhda.sfhl=f.ka weyejd Tng
fudkjo jqfKa Ndjkdfj@ ug jQ fohla keye' ug nv.sks
wdjyu lkjd ksu; wdjyu ksod.kakjd' b;ska tmuKhs'
wuq;=fjka jQ fohla keye' ish,a,u l<HdK ;%jreks"
h:d iajNdjfhka l%shd;aul fjkak mgka .kakjd'
oeka lsisfohla h:d iajNdjfhka fjkafka keye'
wm nv.sks jqKyu lkafka keye' lEorlula wdjyuhs
lkafka' lEor lug jev lrkafka' lEorlu" wdYdj

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wd ish,a, ke;s jqKdu iuia;hu we;s iehg wkqj

l%shd;aul fjkakg mgka.kakjd' we;s iehg wkqj
iamkaokh fjkak mgka.kakjd' ta i|yd wr w;yeu
l< hq;=hs' iuyr g T;k mshjrla ;r w;yefrkak
we;s kuq;a thhs l<HdK ;%jreks" ixCIsma; yg f
wdkdmdki;s iudh lshkafka'
ta ksid kej;;a u;la lrkafka" fuh b;du jkd
ud. is;shula l<HdK ;%jreks" f is;shu md
lrkak f ud.fha hdu i|yd' tl mshjrla y tl
ojig hkak W;aidy lrkak' flhla fydhd.kak'
f la kakg" ;ry .kakg" l fy,kakg md
l< yqiau" md lrkak l fYdalh ke;slr .kak'
ishu fokdjkaf.ka tf;r fjkakg' ch.%yKh i|yd
f wdYajdih iy m%Yajdih md lrkak' wkak thhs
f .sudkkao iQ;%fha ke;sk f Oufha wmg
fok wjjdoh" wfmka lrk b,a,Su' idjOdk fjkak
wdYajdihg' idjOdk fjkak m%Yajdihg' bvfokakg tmd
ryiska tlu yqiaulaj;a Tn ;=<g msfikakg' msi
Tn ;=< fuf;la we;s fkdjqKq flf,ia" fuf;la my<
fkdjqKq wdf.hkaj,g mK fokakg' yeu yqiaula .eku
i{dksl fjkak' iEu wdYajdihlu lhg isoaO fjkafka
l=ulaoehs olskak' ta ldhsl wd;;s w;ykakg mqre
fjkak' lh ieye,a lrkak mqre fjkak' ukig fjk
foa olskak' ta udkisl wd;;s w;ykakg mqre fjkak'
ysf;a m%NdIajr nj w;aolskak' ys;g mQK jYfhkau
tl fjkak bvfokak' ta tl jQ ysf;a ;sfhk m%fudaoh
w;aolskak' m%uq; jQ ys;ska hq;=j yeufohla u we;sj
ke;sj hk ye olskak' we;sj ke;sj hk f,dalhlg
l=ulg wef,kjd o@ fkdwe,Su mqre lrkak' we;sj
ke;sj hk f,dalh;a iu. > .ukla hkakg ukiska

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