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when the sky is still orange and the clouds an odd shade of purple, I can see on
either side of me, Venus and Mars, creeping ever closer. In the distance behind
Mars, the mammoth shape of Jupiter looms like a giant coming to crush us all
underfoot; and every year is a little bit hotter. Words cannot convey the sheer terror
and sense of awe accompanying a sight like that, but no matter how often I see it, it
never ceases to amaze and horrify. I believe we will all be dead by the time it all
comes back together, and I must admit I still envy the stars. By the time they die
and disappear, we mere mortal humans will still be left with the impression that
they, in all their majesty and beauty, are immortal, infallible, and infinite. Its the
ultimate trick.
Or maybe Im wrong. Maybe the world isnt coming to an end; maybe nothing truly
ever ends. The religious believe that life goes on beyond death forever, and some
others believe that after the Big Crunch, a new Big Bang will occur, and a new
universe will be created from the ashes of the old, like a great black, star-speckled
phoenix. I do not really care either way. As I write this, sitting beneath the same
stars I loved as a boy, my only real thought is this: I wish I can return to life as we
know it as a star, to burn brightly and intensely, to be grandeur and wonder itself,
and then explode with a fierce ferocity and violence, my remains scattered through
the cosmos forever and everfor infinity.