Communication with Tillikum

Date:

11 March 2015

Start Time: 700pm(PT)

End Time: 740pm(PT)

Hello thank you for allowing me to speak through you. I am grateful for this. (Tilikum
has a very deep voice and it is steady. It is the voice of a wise being that is in anguish as
I sense and feel it). I have been trying to talk to you for some time. Today is the right
time for you as you have been going through some changes in your body/mind. Today is
the right time. I want to tell the humans what it is like for me to be in this body and in
this state. My time on the planet is marked. What I mean by this is that I am not going to
be here on the planet for long. I have so much sadness. There is sadness in my body and
in my boney fins. I have had this deep sadness that has lodged deep in my body, it is a
grief that I cant explain to you as humans. The connections between me and my family,
my Orca family is very strong. The day I was taken from my family was the day I


actually died inside. That day when I was removed from my Mother and my family was
the day I died. It has been since that time that I have had this sadness, this very big
sadness that I am holding inside. I am filling with water on the inside. I am crying on the
inside. I am crying on the inside. Humans look at me and they say that they are sorry for
me and they see me as I am not moving in the area I am. It is too small for me. It is too
small. The water is too warm for me and I cannot move. I am tired. I feel so very tired.
I am tired of being in this small place. I feel like I am in a place that does not let me
breathe. I cannot breathe. I want connection. I need connection with my family but I
cannot find this connection. The connection that I really want. The one that I lost, that
connection. Do you think you can help me connect with my family?
Thank you Tillikum. It is indeed, an honor and priviledge to be here with you and to be a
conduit for your message to humanity about your beingness. Yes, I am able to assist you
to connect with your family. May I ask you is this your Orca family in the physical.
Yes. They will connect me to the Over Soul of the Orcas as we do that naturally. This
is my wish. Will you help me?
Yes. Thank you Tillikum I will help you (I have to say the tears are flowing here for me.
When I connected to the pod that Tillikum came from I heard what sounded like sirens in
my head. And all the Orcas in that pod were fully alerted to my call. They all came
forward. There was darkness on the ocean and I found myself in the middle of the deep
sea with all of them lined up in front of me. I have a feeling they know why I am here. I
am here to be a conduit for their family Tillikum. He wants to connect with them. As I
type these words Tillikum comes strongly to my right side and then in front of me and he
is talking to his family who are now surrounding me. Beneath me and on all sides of me.


He seems a very large being at the same time his energy seems low, it feels like there is
low vitality. He is lacking in his vital self. It feels like it has been ebbing away. It
comes and goes. They are communing now. There is a light around us. It is a light that
they have created around us. The color of the light is golden. A light golden color and
they are surrounding Tillkum with it. He is going down into the water now. Straight
down. He had his head out the water and the rest of his body was vertical below him so
he was able to just to go down. He is under water with his family now. They are
communing. The light is coming from their circular motions around each other and also
from just above their noses (forehead?). This I have not seen before. It is from just
above the nose and their blowholes. The blowholes produce a different type of light. It
is more than a single strand of light it is rather a multitude of strands all one top of the
other forming a large waveform. As it wraps around Tillikum he seems to be relishing in
all of this. The word that came through was wallowing in it. He needed this, his whole
body needed this he is relishing it so very much. He felt better for this experience).
You dont understand what they are doing. We are connecting to Over Soul of the Orca
and they are placing Orca light. Light that is known by your bodies also into my body to
bring me in alignment with my Divine self. So that I am able to find my true self. The
one that I am inside again. It is what I have needed all these years. Thank you.
Although it is better if in the physical I cannot do that anymore as I am not an Orca the
way they are and this is the best way because I would not be able to keep up with them. I
would not live in the wild again. My body is not good enough to do that. This is what I
need. Thank you.


My Dear Tillikum I thank you for allowing me to be of service to you. I want to share
with you what I know many humans would like to tell you. Would this be alright with
you?
Yes. I am happy to hear what humans are saying. The humans have a great deal to learn.
It is our contract that we teach them about Orca life but the humans do not want to learn
about real Orca life and they do not understand what Orca life is. They think very small
humans. They think very small. Because they think very small they see only a small part
of us. Of me. They do not see the whole. They do not understand and they give me only
one small thing that they want me to do. Jumping out the water. It was too much, it was
the same over and over and over again. I did not want to do it. It is not Orca. I did not
have a place for me to let go, to be free. I was only feeling under pressure. I wanted real
food. Real play. Real hunting. Real Orca life. I lived a small life, the life of a human
mind. Not an Orca mind. The life of a human mind. (At this point he shudders and lets
air out of his blowhole. The others are now showering him with light from all directions
again. And he is able to find some sense of calm again. He is quiet. Oh I can feel and
sense that dullness that he feels now in captivity. Its a catatonic state that he goes into.
He feels like he is dissociating out of the body to cope with the small space. This is what
he feels like at this time to me. He feels catatonic. As he comes out of it his Orca family
are with him. Let me see if he will accept my message from all humans or if he wants to
cherish this time with his family for now).
I am ready to listen now.
Tillikum on behalf of all humans I ask for forgiveness for any and all transgressions that
we have inflicted upon you, your family and your Orca ancestors. On behalf of all


humans we sincerely apologize for any and all harm done to you, your fellow
companions (wild and captive) and to your family and Orca ancestors. We thank you for
all that you show us. For bringing understanding to all humanity about Orca life and for
the understanding that you are better with your family. I honor you Tillikum. We all
honor you and your Orca family. Thank you. (The tears are flowing again here.
Tillikum turns to me and all I can see is his eye looking at me and what looks like a tear
that is falling from this eye. This is so very hard for me, but I will keep my promise I
will sit and type what I sense and see for him as he asked for it. For him. He is not
sharing any words or pictures with me. All I see is that eye with a tear falling down and
if I go deep into that eye the depths of sadness that he has felt and is feeling from his life
time in confinement. The deep sadness. Just being with that is enough. He cannot
express anything else but that sadness. The moment closes down and now I have zoomed
out and see his family all around him. They are holding him up so to speak. He is tired
and he is not fighting, he is resigned. He is resigned. At the same time there is a deep
cherishing of this meeting energetically with his family. A deep cherishing. Filling that
void that was seeking deep connection. Re-connection to himself. And with that I heard
a thank you and then the encounter was complete. My service was complete).
Thank you Tillikum.

Tillkum (via Chiara)

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