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Journal Entry 1
Today marks the beginning of a lifelong quest, my spiritual journey. I ask myself: what made
you want to do this, Jess? I tell myself: I want to be a better version of myself. I want to
discover that version of me and nurture it to the best of my ability. I believe connecting to myself
through spirituality and yoga will aid in that development, as well as healing my anxiety and
depression. The things that really gave me incentive to explore the spiritual form of life was
reading Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer. Chris McCandless journey into the Alaskan wild was a
spiritual quest for him. He wanted an escape from the life that he had known. He wanted to
explore a realm of life which he knew existed but one that he had yet to experience. That is what
my journey is ultimately about, exploring the depths of my soul and discovering what I am truly
capable of. Unlike Chris, I will not be going into the wild. The way I choose to discover
myself will be through spiritual practices that remove me from the mainstream world (spiritually
and mentally), like McCandless, without physically removing me from mainstream society,
unlike McCandless. The practices will include yoga and various forms of meditation. In order to
truly understand spirituality (what it is and what it entails) and to be able to practice yoga and
meditation properly and effectively, I will be utilizing several resources, such as Yoga for
Emotional Balance by Bo Forbes and Spirituality: What it is and Why it Matters by Roger S.
Gottlieb, just to name a couple. Although, this journey began as a class project, it surely will not
end as a class project. This is a journey that I am choosing to take for life.
This practice, I know, will surely help me in removing my ego. I will continue to practice
mindfulness and gratitude in my daily life.
acknowledge my emotions, as I should, but so long as I am able to get back on task to focus my
attention on what I am doing at hand.
April 22
Journal Entry 4
Yoga is a process of self-discovery. Jagad Guru
On this good day I read an article from Jagad Guru, Chris Butler, founder of Science of Identity
Foundation, and in that article he speaks of the Yoga View of the Self. He says that the yoga view
of the self is seeing the self as an an eternal element called life that is separate from the
physical body and the mind. Butler says that your body is your possession, as well as your mind
but you are not a possession of the two. As I reflect upon what I have just read, I begin to
understand what India Arie meant when she sang I am not my hair. I am not this skin. I am the
soul that lives within. I realize that human beings, all forms of life really, are much more than
matter, more than their physical self. Honestly though, acquiring this new information of who the
self is-is very conflicting with whom I thought I was before. I defined myself according to my
physical self and my experiences. Now, I suppose I define myself as the eternal spark of life,
or the soul that lives with in. That is what this journey is all about though, discovering who I
truly am. I believe I am on the right path thus far. Reading his article, I began to think about
emotions, anger, and everything that our physical and mental being experiences. I believe when
you realize that you are not your mind and body, then you can detach yourself from the
sensations, the feelings and emotions, that the mind and body can bring. You can control your
responses to situations better because you separate yourself from the body and the mind. For
instance, if someone angers you, you have the will power to say I see you anger. I feel you
anger, but you will not get the best of me because I am not giving myself to you. Anger will not
get the best of you because you are not anger. This will help me tremendously throughout the rest
of my life, knowing that I am not my emotions, although my emotions are a part of me.
Works Cited
Butler, Chris. "Science of Identity Foundation." Science of Identity Foundation. N.p., n.d. Web.
27 Apr. 2016. <http://www.scienceofidentityfoundation.net/yoga-philosophy/yoga-viewof-the-self>.
Forbes, Bo. Yoga for Emotional Balance: Simple Practices to Help Relieve Anxiety and
Depression. Boston: Shambhala, 2011. Print.
Gottlieb, Roger S. Spirituality: What It Is and Why It Matters. New York: Oxford UP, 2013.
Print.
Krakauer, Jon. Into the Wild. New York: Anchor, 1997. Print.
McClure, Vimala Schneider. A Woman's Guide to Tantra Yoga. Novato, CA: New World Library,
1997. Print.
Wood, Ernest. Seven Schools of Yoga, an Introduction. Wheaton, IL: Theosophical Pub. House,
1973. Print.