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Whence Comes This Mysterious Princess

(unde iste mysticus principem)


pro puella cantata VII Augustus MMXII Poeta Ricardo Saul LaRosa

Art by Jean-Paul Setlak

Philosophy of Love In this dubious, complex hauntingly experience known to us as life upon this starship earth uncertainties seems to rule; perhaps it is thusly or perhaps it is

only unfocused perceptions; and this heart of mine how does it perceive; it cannot if it does not, know thyself, psychologically and more importantly, spiritually; who was I in my other incarnations; what is my rightful place in the cosmos; what was my role in the Great Celestial War from eons ago; for there were at least a five faction divide and on whose side did I choose; on whose side did I took up arms and caused havoc to countless innocent souls; tormenting their worlds with a horrible plague; and on whose side did we destroy whole planets; the sacred life upon them; all the dreams and hopes of sentient beings innocent in this slaughter and this madness; for you see my dearest reader; life is apparently not what it seems; and when love comes invading your world; beware for if you do not, know thyself, it shall turn your world upside down; it shall rip your heart nerve by nerve with impunity; merciless; and leave you forever hurt and all alone; for the Spirit of Love is a living self-perpetuating entity; with a conscious and a life force unto itself; and it causes no intentional harm; the hurt occurring in us are caused by ourselves when we receive Love under false pretentions; when someone truly cares for us with sincere seeds of love glowing in their eyes; yet, the other does not have the same feelings; but, continues the romance for their own selfish, deviant intentions; as the ancient Greek poets remind us; Character is Fate; and we all do sooner or later, reap what we sow, and the hurt and traumatic experience felt by the one with the sincere intentions; well, they are not completely innocent of this situation; for they are being visited by their own karma and Fates IOUs; if not from their deeds (or thoughts) in this life, then from their deeds in previous incarnations; for the hurt and suffering we all endure are lessons of life; there are spiritual

cleansings for our personal, intellectual and spiritual growth; no matter what religious or spiritual belief you prescribe to; there are Universal Laws that governs all life; and those laws transcend all human understandings; they remind us to respect one another; in mind, body. heart and soul; for Love is not a game nor is it a playful toy to amuse ourselves when we are bored; for love true love is a majestic splendor; and only those who receives it with a clean heart shall be blessed by the magic powers of Love. Soliloquy And she that beautiful mysterious princess knocking at my hearts door; whence does she come; who is this adoring young spirit ravishing the contours of my mind with her unimaginable sweetness; with her femininities; with her big, alluring, shinning brown eyes; with her womanly touch, inadvertently, upon my skin; what super nova powerful emotions brewing in my soul for her; whence does it come; whence comes this mysterious princess into my world and heading straight for my heart; why does love haunt me still; for this summer I was not wishing for love; I needed time for myself to meditate; to contemplate the meaning of life; my life and my place in the cosmos; I tried to stay away from her; and for twenty days we were apart; but I could not stop thinking about her; I wrote poems about her; I wrote how I desire to hold her in my arms; I wrote how I desire to kiss her plump womanly lips over and over and over again; how this uninvited love has overwhelmed me consuming all my energies; bringing me and my spirit to my knees in awesome grandeur of her sweetness upon me; O mysterious princess who are you; are you the true the love I have been waiting an eternity to appear in my life; or are you another karmic debt I need to repay

for the allotment of my mistakes; in this life and past lives; and we have only met four times; and not even alone but in a social gathering with others; and when we are together I am beyond happiness; I feel a healing in my injured soul; I feel the warmth of your being and, yes, I feel the presence of love encircling our spirits; in my heart and in my soul I feel fervent emotions for you and I am scared; I am very scared of what I am feeling for you, sweet girl; for my heart has been hurt beyond compare; my heart could not survive another false illusion another misjudgment another departure of love from my world; I am drawn to you by your youthful spirit; by your coyness; by your girlish naivet; by your innocent boldness; by your every single hair upon the temple of love; and I cannot get enough of you, celestial princess; and why; why, why, did you open your thighs, rendering your white cotton panties with the small colorful flowers decorating your body and my imaginations; when you knew I was watching at just the right angel for your maneuver; accidently; inadvertently; planned; I shall never know, but, that shy smile on your face exposed the certainty, I believe, of what had happened; I was left in awe; speechless; wordless; O puella; O divine spirit; O mysterious princess; what is happening to us; what has befallen my heart; what starship has come crashing into my world; I do not want to express what I am feeling for you, but, a poet must always be true; first to himself; his art; and the protagonist of his heart; and these humble words written here tonight with you in mind are faithful and sincere filled with honor and courage and great hopes as we continue in our courtship; this divine mystical dance of the souls; for I am exhausted of feeling the hurt of loneliness; and although I am very scared of these feelings for you; and I am afraid to trust anyone with my

heart; I sense that you are sincere too; that you are not playing games with me; I feel peace and a joy beyond words when I am with you; and I shall take a chance again as I declare to you openly, sweet, mysterious princess, that I am falling in love with you !

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