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Satanic hallucinations?
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Knockout666

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08-10-2012 08:03 Has anyone ever experienced any satanic type of hallucinations? Example: I was at an outdoor rave and there was a lot of tall grass and it seemed like they were whispering and trying to pull me in.. And the clouds were moving a lot and looked like it formed a devil-like face and we went under this bridge and it was really noisy in there and scary, It looked like a bunch of corpses were there or something lol :S *keep in mind that I was not necessarily bad tripping, I was calm the whole time, these were just things that I saw/heard and this was from taking some E. Another example: my friends were on high on shrooms and they passed by a church and it had this big angel statue and they said it got bigger and looked like it was turning evil and was going to chase them. Last example: my uncle on acid (or speed? Not sure). My parents told me that he went to a party and people kept pushing him to get high with them n he did. But he ended up in the hospital, he was traumatized and he said he had an outer body experience and he kept saying that the devil was chasing him :S

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laugh

Bluelighter Join Date Apr 2011 Location here & now Posts 743

08-10-2012 09:31 second time i ever had mushrooms i had a satanic experience. all the walls and my vision became red or had a reddy orange tinge...just like hell id imagine ...my internal dialogue which was flying along tripping/spinning on all sorts of new & interesting ideas slowed right down and deepened into like a dark droning heavy powerful voice...i had a woolen knitted jumper on

my desk just randomly thrown there that rose up and turned into a snake like a snake charmers snake rises up...it was drifting like seaweed in the ocean hissing its tongue...the snake took on the voice in my head if that makes sense and it was like you better show me respect or im gonna come back another time, bite you and seriously kick your ass, well to that effect anyway...i sat humbled listening and watching this serpent in awe. still the most intense crazy hallucination iv had...after the snake gave its sermon the dark/red/hellish vibe slowly dissipated, i smoked some cones and went to bed but i will never ever forget the lesson!!! listen to psychs if they are trying to tell you something listen...i havnt had a bad trip since...touch wood although i feel i do show respect.

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Termino

Bluelighter Join Date Aug 2010 Location North of Reality; South of Canada Posts 274

08-10-2012 15:10 Never had such an experience, but then I'm not Christian and I don't believe in the Christian versions of Satan and Hell.

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Knockout666

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08-10-2012 16:55 Lol! Woah.. Crazy stuff :P thanks for the tip! Hehe

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Knockout666

Greenlighter Join Date Aug 2012 Posts 30

08-10-2012 16:57 Actually I'm.. Agnostic or something lol not sure but I'm not Christian and my friends are atheists and I'm not sure what my uncle is. Pretty sure hes not religious in any way :S

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foolsgold

Bluelighter Join Date Aug 2010 Location where angels play Posts 1,042

08-10-2012 17:15 what like listening to deicide while tripping yes many times but if you just mean getting lost in the evil side of a bad trip then no i try to get the fuck out of it . once ended up in hospital on what i think was acid could of been one of the doc types though believing i was dead stepped outside myself sort of ,saw dead relatives people turned into demond's and the likes, also

on speed and e's iv had full blown fights with god and jesus you know how tony wilson see god in 24 hour party people well like that but they were after my soul told them to fuck off then it all kicked off lol

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TangerinO

Bluelighter Join Date Nov 2010 Location Australia Posts 985

08-10-2012 17:26 Has anyone ever experienced any satanic type of hallucinations? Example: I was at an outdoor rave and there was a lot of tall grass and it seemed like they were whispering and trying to pull me in.. And the clouds were moving a lot and looked like it formed a devil-like face and we went under this bridge and it was really noisy in there and scary, It looked like a bunch of corpses were there or something lol :S *keep in mind that I was not necessarily bad tripping, I was calm the whole time, these were just things that I saw/heard and this was from taking some E. Another example: my friends were on high on shrooms and they passed by a church and it had this big angel statue and they said it got bigger and looked like it was turning evil and was going to chase them. Last example: my uncle on acid (or speed? Not sure). My parents told me that he went to a party and people kept pushing him to get high with them n he did. But he ended up in the hospital, he was traumatized and he said he had an outer body experience and he kept saying that the devil was chasing him :S Yes. This used to be very common for me but tended to only happen when I was using psychedelics way too often and way too recklessly. Not to say that using them a lot causes this phenomena but I personally think I was doing so much of it, I was neglecting other things in my life and it was causing issues and those issues just manifested in these kinds of hallucinations, and especially so when I became temporarily obsessive with specific symbology after a particularly powerful DMT trip.
Originally Posted by Knockout666

For example one night and a person I practically consider a brother and I took a fair amount of LSD alone, he was moving away, neither of us wanted it, dead bodies on the beach holocaust style. So my bet is it's some sort of issue you're not facing. It could just as easily be that you're just taking way too much (This is assuming you find the imagery uncomfortable, and you may not. I tend not to mind too much to a point, but it takes its toll on you to see have that shit burn into every week via psychedelic experiences, I can promise you that)
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foolsgold

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08-10-2012 17:33 thats the thing if you are burning yourself out on them like i was this is going to happen just a way of your brain saying take a break in away but i think that like i found with mxe towards the end the substance can somehow get a life of its own a Sentience that can become evil

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googlah

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08-10-2012 17:40 Have happen to me too.. but i know it's just the drugs

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Ls. D

Bluelighter Join Date Jul 2010 Location The Kirel Posts 50

08-10-2012 17:42 Quite often, but usually with myself as the "malevolent/satanic/monsterous" force.

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malakaix

Bluelighter Join Date Apr 2008 Location Australia Posts 2,387

08-10-2012 19:19

Yes. I usually find it fascinating because the visual imagery is a direct reflection of my current thought and emotional self which is manipulated by my sorrounding environment (music, conversation, people) but not limited to external forces. I've had entire scenarios play-out like scenes from a movie, it's SO cliche at times that it feels surreal.

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Folley

Bluelighter Join Date Jul 2011 Location Not on BL Posts 6,193

08-10-2012 19:52 Once I saw my father morph into the Devil. Then he reached out, touched my nose, told me "I have your soul", then disappeared. Yeah... I was injected with benzos/anti-psychotics shortly after that.

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bluedolphin

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Yesterday 01:15 It's pretty common for psychedelic users to have experienced something along these lines at some point in time, although uncommon for it to be a recurring theme. If it is a recurring theme I reckon it's time to stop tripping.

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szuko000

Bluelighter Join Date Jan 2009 Location The lab Posts 577

Yesterday 01:47 If it is a recurring theme I reckon it's time to stop tripping. This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium on psychedelics. If you see evil or think everyone is out to kill you then it's basically paranoid schizophrenia.
Originally Posted by bluedolphin

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onetwo

Bluelighter Join Date May 2012 Posts 82

Yesterday 03:34

Not necessarily satanic but sometimes my vision will turn red and ill feel like I'm bleeding from everywhere.

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nikki41

Greenlighter Join Date Sep 2012 Posts 14

Yesterday 10:52 I once saw these two devils in raincoats, one yellow one red, sitting in the cab of my boyfriends truck and the tail pipe turned into a snake. Was very dark side. Its hard to explain how terribly evil and scary it was, I cant think/dream up the things I have seen while Hallucinating.

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headcharge

Greenlighter Join Date Sep 2012 Posts 7

Yesterday 11:17 Do you think that your day to day exposure to aspects of satanism or 'evil' things may have manifested in your trip ? I ask this because your username includes 666. At a guess I would say you are into horror films or death metal, and maybe you are interested in the satanic imagery, even though you don't believe it. Sorry if Im assuming wrongly, but it's an interesting thread. I have never had such experiences, and like Termino, I simply do not grasp the christian ideals. Nor do I buy into the whole satanic stuff in *some* metal bands other than to giggle at the sillyness of it all (not a slight on metal, I happen to like some of the genres)

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laugh

Bluelighter Join Date Apr 2011 Location here & now Posts 743

Yesterday 13:50 ^ yeh actually wondered the same thing. you are what you eat so to speak. Set & setting...set being variant in question to a larger extent than setting purple monkey green Op if symptoms persist see to changing your username from that of one which contains the devils number...
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trip.more

Bluelighter Join Date Jan 2006 Location USA Posts 1,922

Yesterday 13:58 Yep and I don't even believe in satan.

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PsychonautRyan

Greenlighter Join Date Jun 2012 Posts 14

Yesterday 18:51 I took a few hits of really strong acid, and I recall seeing skulls morphing from the ceiling that were a mix of red, violet and blue colors. It freaked me out a little, and it was a bit of a heavy trip, but I just refocused on other objects in the room.

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Knockout666

Greenlighter Join Date Aug 2012 Posts 30

Yesterday 23:14 Lol yeah, you're wrong, I always use the same username (its easy to remember lol) XD I do like horror movies though! This "satanic" thing only happened once, I was just curious about other people's expierences! And man, they're really cool stories! Lol I'm hoping these creepy things don't happen again of course but ya, I wasn't freaked out (except when we were under the bridge cuz I'm scared of the dark hehe) Lol evil/satanic/creepy/etc, satanic sounded the scariest so I chose it lol, it doesn't necessarily mean I believe in satan or wtv

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malakaix

Bluelighter Join Date Apr 2008 Location Australia Posts 2,387

Today 00:21 The best example I've experienced would have to of been on mushrooms.. the imagery was mostly closed eyed visuals but the level of just how 'dark' this imagery was surpassed even my own expectations of the capabilities of my imagination. I was in awe as I watched corpses sink into pools of blood, organs and flesh meshing together, the level of extreme gore was astounding.. what's particularly interesting and I noted this in my earlier post is this example was directly influenced and materialized in the form of images as a result of the music been played (very dark dubstep). So you can imagine the ecstasy that would of otherwise been experienced had the music been more uplifting and it been day rather then night. It's amazing for me at least to explore these extremes because your own imagination can lead you into the most surreal of places if your content with yourself enough to let it unfold without trying to understand it..

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Folley

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Today 00:27 This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium on psychedelics. If you see evil or think everyone is out to kill you then it's basically paranoid schizophrenia. So if I'm consistently ++++ing on psychedelics, I should be worried..? I mean, I saw an actual manifestation of the devil on the worst trip of my life. But the next trip, I saw some very illuminati type visuals. At first, I was scared... I saw a giant pyramid with an eye at the top and other Satanic symbols... then I raised my finger as a gun, "shot" the eye and went into a DMT intensity trip that lasted for about 30 minutes. I came to God on that trip, I've been quite religious ever since... but seeing my father morph into the Devil? Yeah, that was certainly scarring.
Originally Posted by szuko000

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FrontierPsychiatry

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Today 00:37
Originally Posted by szuko000

You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations on psychedelics. No?! I must be doing something wrong!

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TangerinO

Bluelighter Join Date Nov 2010 Location Australia Posts 985

Today 03:17 This. You should not be experiencing full blown hallucinations or dilerium on psychedelics. Scorpions morphing out of the grass eating and stinging my legs while a metallic witch like female entity, which I perceived to be LSD itself, taunting and crushing me telepathically in my mind and controlled the vicious visuals until I could take no more and took my mind back, left a shaken jumpy mess for the rest of the night. Yeah, one tab. Done hundreds since and I'm fine. If anything I'm in fact far better off than when I had that experience, and I would definitely give some credit to LSD and other psychedelic drug experiences for those improvements.
Originally Posted by szuko000

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thoughtsUnThought

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Today 03:30 On dxm once I saw a floating skeleton with a goat head wearing a long robe holding a scythe...then it swung the scythe at me...lol it was awesome. I'm not a dark person at all but it was a cool visual

I've had full visionsry submersion on most all the psychedelics I work with at one time or another. Most definitely have seen things which "are not really there" on avg doses. However I know i'm tripping most always. Only peak points of delusion and abstraction bring me to forgetting that i'm tripping. But I've seen my body covered in sand with ants crawling in and out of holes in my palms...carpets turn into full scenes of battles in desserts, things like that. Also many views of things more esoteric, what I would think to be spirits and woodland entities. But def not something visible to the avg eye regardless of their arguable realness.

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szuko000

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Today 04:04 Lol I must be doing something wrong then. Ive never had a break through or whatever the experience is called in my career of psychedelics. I'm not bragging but I've done more then any of you. You see it's because of my massive dick that swings as I walk and all the females bang me... Nah but I've done a 10 strip of good acid and I just get a strong acid experience. I should change my wording though I suppose if you "go nuts" and find yourself believe these things to be true then you have an issue. Also what's the ++++ thing I know it's a scaling system but generally when I trip I just trip. If you can provide a link that will be fine. I use to take 5 hits or I wouldn't do it but since I aged a little I usually only take 3, no need to go off the deep end anymore. I can't believe you guys seem to have dmt style acid trips, lucky bastards. I get visual distortions and very awesome thought patterns but no crazy OEV even on heroic doses. I like my way more though my favorite times are on a load of acid in public, oh the things you notice. I love getting small chunks of people's convosations and experiences its like getting snap shots of their lives. Nothing like NYC on 3-5 hits at 5:15PM! Keep tripping my friends, unless you believe insane nonsense.
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TangerinO

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Today 04:08 I don't think you could really know if you've done more than other people on this site, I don't think it matters either but I can't really tell if you're being serious. All peoples minds are different man, I have a friend who barely gets visuals at all but in one particular trip briefly saw a lion in his front yard on one tab. Have you smoked DMT? I find it very hard to imagine you've done various large amounts of dimethyltryptamine and not had a "breakthrough" experience so to speak.

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szuko000

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Today 04:17
Originally Posted by TangerinO

I don't think you could really know if you've done more than other people on this site, I don't think it matters either but I can't really tell if you're being serious. All peoples minds are different man, I have a friend who barely gets visuals at all but in one particular trip briefly saw a lion in his front yard on one tab. Have you smoked DMT? I find it very hard to imagine you've done various large amounts of dimethyltryptamine and not had a "breakthrough" experience so to speak. Oh I was so kidding, life's not about comparing thing like that and I wouldn't be proud to say I'm the most druggie of the drugs. As far as DMT that's my shit. At festies I'm the guy turning people on for their first time for free. That, salvia, DXM, ketamine and PCP are the only things I've had that level of experience on. And I know everyone's different in that regard that's why I said you guys are lucky!
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Folley

Bluelighter Join Date Jul 2011 Location Not on BL Posts 6,193

Today 04:32 I can't believe you guys seem to have dmt style acid trips, lucky bastards Nah, it doesn't really happen on LSD. That particular trip was shrooms and a SHIT LOAD of dark chocolate, enough surely to have some MAOI effect. + +++s on LSD are all closed eyed, IME. Although, once when I washed out an old LSD vial I had such strong visuals I couldn't see across the room. In that trip beings of light came to me and communicated their message through energy. I got a trip report on that one up in the TR section
Originally Posted by szuko000

another time from that same liquid at the beginning of the vial, I took 5 hits and tripped WAY too hard, I could feel myself melting and converging with millions of atoms across the universe and some other crazy shit. I convinced myself I needed to get naked and try to spread out on the floor to cover infinity or some shit. Seemed to help.

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szuko000

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Today 04:38 I find getting naked on psychedelics always helps

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laugh

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Today 05:52
Originally Posted by Folley

another time from that same liquid at the beginning of the vial, I took 5 hits and tripped WAY too hard, I could feel myself melting and converging with millions of atoms across the universe and some other crazy shit. I convinced

myself I needed to get naked and try to spread out on the floor to cover infinity or some shit. Seemed to help. i love that sub atomic / molecular / melting / merging / at one with the universe & space-time feel / vibe! feel so new & refreshed the next day...cleans away the built up ego bullshit! occasionally on too much md i feel as though iv been rattled or vibrated down to a molecular level...i try not to do that any more though

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Folley

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Today 05:58 I find getting naked on psychedelics always helps lolololol touche. Although, you should check DITM. It seems it's always the naked kid high on LSD that gets shot EDIT: NVM, you just posted there lol
Originally Posted by szuko000

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szuko000

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Today 06:14 I find getting naked on psychedelics always helps Edit... Not in front of police. Friends sure. Still those stories make me sad. If these naked guys had good friends they would have been there. They couldn't all be having terrible psychotic trips... Could they?
Originally Posted by szuko000

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Flickering

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Today 10:17 Yes, the third time I took LSD, the trip was chock full of Satanic imagery. There was a bundle of sticks in the backyard on a weather dias that turned into a pentagram. The bed covers were etched with little demons. A bunch of other things I can't recall now too, but the funniest thing was there was a picture of Jesus looking sternly down on us in the living room for the entire trip.

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TangerinO

Bluelighter Join Date Nov 2010 Location Australia Posts 985

Today 10:19 Oh I was so kidding, life's not about comparing thing like that and I wouldn't be proud to say I'm the most druggie of the drugs. As far as DMT that's my shit. At festies I'm the guy turning people on for their first time for free. That, salvia, DXM, ketamine and PCP are the only things I've had that level of experience on. And I know everyone's different in that regard that's why I said you guys are lucky! Yeah a friend and I just gave a rather large amount of DMT for free at an unnamed festival, first time I'd ever been totally selfless with that kind of stuff it's a really nice feeling to have someone give you an appreciative hug after their first breakthrough. I've always been an acid head, simply because of these satanic hallucinations you're talking about. I thought it had to be some sort of super meaningful, super personal metaphor because of its persistent nature but I was just thinking too much about acid experiences and not enough on real life experiences, pretty simple really. So try not to take it seriously, observe and logically make conclusions don't get sucked into the emotion of the whole thing unless you're keen for a potential heavy experience. I once listened to Fifty in Five by Hilltop Hoods on a surprisingly high dose of LSD and it literally crushed my soul and had my balling my eyes out in front of a room full of people, some of whom didn't even know I was on acid and were really confused. If you read the lyrics, it's really just all about the horrible things humans have done in the last fifty years and I felt like I was feeling all the pain of these people that had ever been harmed by our corporate, Western ways of life. I really can't begin to explain how many different forms of emotional pain I felt in that 5 minutes that seemed to go on forever, with ruthless flow that never stops. I still find it difficult to listen to that song without somewhat tearing up. It was truly a traumatic experience that really fucked with me for a good month after, that came completely unexpected. The lesson was you let these elements of humanity into your life by focusing on them, at the time of this trip I was OBSESSED with the worldwide damage perpetrated by the Western world, (I am still dealing on positively integrating that guilt but
Originally Posted by szuko000

have spent much effort on restoring balance in my mind), and if that's what you want, then LSD will deliver and then some. These experiences are all you, if you're seeing it you have to want to on some level, for one reason or another.
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malakaix

Bluelighter Join Date Apr 2008 Location Australia Posts 2,387

Today 11:19
Originally Posted by TangerinO

I once listened to Fifty in Five by Hilltop Hoods on a surprisingly high dose of LSD and it literally crushed my soul and had my balling my eyes out in front of a room full of people, some of whom didn't even know I was on acid and were really confused. If you read the lyrics, it's really just all about the horrible things humans have done in the last fifty years and I felt like I was feeling all the pain of these people that had ever been harmed by our corporate, Western ways of life. I really can't begin to explain how many different forms of emotional pain I felt in that 5 minutes that seemed to go on forever, with ruthless flow that never stops. I still find it difficult to listen to that song without somewhat tearing up. It was truly a traumatic experience that really fucked with me for a good month after, that came completely unexpected. I can imagine, in my experience it becomes a continuing theme throughout your life.. once your open to that deep emotional side of yourself you feel greater sympathy and emotion towards the horrors perpetuated throughout humanity because you have a greater awareness and understanding of how far an individual would have to go from themselves to carry out such atrocities. When I visited the House of Terror in Budapest, Hungary.. which was the former headquarters of the SS police during the communist regime I was

literally holding back tears.. the basement where they tortured and executed 100's of people, the atmosphere of the place was so chilling.. and you would often see large portraits of Stalin and Lenin around the complex.. I can't really explain the feeling of standing there knowing people were brutally executed, starved and kept in isolation chambers. Your more open to the deep sadness of humanity, because your more open to yourself.

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FrontierPsychiatry

Ex-Bluelighter Join Date Oct 2012 Posts 11

Today 17:59 Abbie Hofmann had the right idea: get people on acid to watch films of the Vietnam war. "This is reality, this is what your country does to other people, don't look away, we are responsible for doing this" - heavy shit, which ever way you look at it. He had a point, though; a very good point: what use is peace and love whilst your taxes pay for this? Maybe it's why so many people turned to smack; or Buddhism?! Forget reality... or tell yourself a story that makes it 'ok' (aka "apathy" - or "enlightenment", to be balanced). I don't know why I'm writing about this, necessarily, but there is a link to having 'satanic hallucinations', I'd imagine. On which note: I've had a similar experience with the desktop picture on my computer (windows - i think - 'prairie' wall paper). It was swaying in a most unnatural way; and then I realized that it really shouldn't be swaying at all - so I had a closer look (still swaying; but moved by demons, not by the wind). It's actually exactly the same as the OP mentioned, but a virtual version; with the same response - indifference. This was on mushrooms. Of course, nothing is really good or bad - except by our projections of good and bad. This was Charles Manson's attitude, however! Whilst I agree with him in theory.....and I do believe that personal philosophy should not conflict with reality, or else: what good is it? But this is not a desirable line of thought to pursue - but it is one that vanishes entirely when one stops thinking about the meaning of words; which perhaps he couldn't - and thankfully I can; because they are simply mouth noises: and why take action in reality because of a concept which could not exist without

"grunting". The egyptians had the right idea (not Abbie Hofmann!) - Say "huh"! (but then they gave it to the name of a god, and people killed other people in the name of that god; when really, people had only said "huh"!). But we're not that stupid - ya? weh! "yahweh!" (oh no....! Stop, don't, come back....). That probably doesn't make sense outside of my mind; or to anyone who hasn't seen the original version of Willy Wonka! But if they're old enough to have seen that, they're probably not going to be reading this. I've bored myself, now....
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