INTO THE DARK

I AM I WAS I WILL BE

BY: STEPHEN ARTHUR HANCOCK

T HE P OOL OF M ADNESS
ALIEN CONSPIRACY EXPONENTIAL CHAOTIC DECLINE

D EAD C RIMSON A BSOLUTE THE FLOWER THEY SELF DELUSION HATE DEVINE
TRUTH BEFALL ALL SON S DEMAND

PRICE WAR CRY

LAUGHTER IN THE FACE OF PAIN

IN BABEL WE RISE THE RIFT F EEL MY LOVE T HE C URRENT P URE A G IFT T HE G AP F AILURE F AILURE PART 2 S UPERIOR A UTHORITY

L IGHT OF L IFE D YSINTEGRAL R EFORMATION D EVIANT PATH OF LOGIC M EANINGLESS B URNING ETERNITY B ECOMING AGE OF DISEX ISTENCE
MY OAT STRANGE

GOD (LESS) ME
FOREVER MORE

E NTER THE V OID

OF MINDLESS WONDER TO OBLITERATION ' S END MOROSE END , THE MALEVOLENT OBSCURITY NOW DEFINE D TRUTH DIVINITY AND T HE LIPS OF ANGELS TRUTH - LESS HOPELESS REALIT Y ASSURGENT SOULERY LOST RITUAL TRUTH LIES IN PAIN DEATH RESTORE

TZAR CHASM ETERNAL KISS MY FIRE RETRIBUTION LIEF HEAVEN CUFFSKNIVESANDSEX RHYMES FORTOLD DISTRACTION INTELIGENT REACTION

T HOUGHTS
WHAT IS A MAN HUMAN

P EACE T HROUGH W AR
THE FUTURE ? HOPES AND DREAMS I H AVE I WAKE

L OST VISCERALLY PLACID

DONT KNOW OF FALLEN DESIRE BET RAYED MY OWN BLOOD

D EAD C RIMSON A BSOLUTE

T ORMENT
CALLOUS PRIDE

R IGHT L EFT W ORDS OF FALSE HOPE W ITHIN THE EYES OF DE STINY

PRAY FOR DEATH

S KULL FORM AR OSE FR OM PROSE ,

NOTHING

FL Y IN THE OINTMENT S ACRED INSTITUTIONS E ND OF A LL

DEVIATION OF ETERNITY

THE POOL OF MADNESS

what is it inside me? as I fall away, away from truth and life toward an endless pain, that makes me want this? marching to the madness a selfmade lie rapture of misery and wayward destiny revile in callous sin so devine i sway to the pull from slavery become the palid salvation of never fuckin was and that is all i was ever meant to be

ALIEN CONSPIRACY
ALIEN CONSPIRACY

stopped the use of lsd mind control experiments enslaving all our human race pounded 'to submission open up and swallow whole the pills that take away all pain distortion of reality illusion of a better way see the path we lost our way we swallow down the empty lies drink down again the agony

illusion now the only way take away all dignity and leave us blind and arrogant trap us now in bitter hate feed upon labotomies making belief, a bitter lie i nod into oblivion awaken dead and atrophied awaken to atrocity the face of bitter misery give me the pills to be ok a deep and dark discovering this abyss of suffering describing now my everything eternal fire burnt away chaos found her deadly way enter now the demon say who am i to sever who am i to lie who am i to laugh who am i to cry please oh please just let me die when i just want to love when i want to be alone disolving away all into oblivion believe in soul believe in fate believe in any worthless hellborn thing i believe in heaven i believe in sin i believe in me i believe in satan i believe in thee

EXPONENTIAL CHAOTIC DECLINE

before i fall back into dismay dopamatic war seratonic catastrophe imagined by me mirror morose and mandating me misery my mistake i make me me give me reason to be just left alone but not with me the clamour the clutter the iron board shutter all that is gone and i again am at peace within this thing that lives inside to be inside outside burn me through remember the weak link remember that hue? remember the blazing burning blue and as i fall i enter the sun, the all thing, the absolute this demon is old, that fever that cold its all on me fall in me i never believe i never had won its all the truth a treason to be the unending fate the fire's awake the mindless ingrate demon eyes await (the complete disintegration of all cancerous mental apathy devine

i walk alone in perpetual haze civilization in exponential chaos devine forever in this serpentine walk again these eyes

"they sense the walk they sense a fall they sense the end of all things sewn together by life and love"

DEAD CRIMSON ABSOLUTE

CRIMSON TIDE,A DEAF ILL WILL
OF WRITTEN GRACE APPEARS PASSED DOWN THROUGH THE AGES LIFE FORSAKEN GRANTS YOU NOTHING THE DESIRE OF MINE OR A MAN'S , SELFISH, GRIEF INTERRUPTING MY SOUL REAPING GLORIES OF FORTUNE

Tantamount to a glory of perfection Welded to my sour deception lies decieving all with cowering eyes Liquid air Like loose lense disheveled truth be held Telepathic disease Like its counter art unveiled a crimson sound so absolute like deaf deciet I walk

on desire Ever sinking to the abyss Longing for a way to grasp the fallen liquid lies

THE FLOWER
To see in me Is to see disease a true mayhem now refined The constituted demise of strife implanting minds sacrilege be Believed to find in atrophy discontent soiled in my surroundings Flowering like a seed Capturing the drop of life Greif sounding solid state Discontent

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THEY
WHAT DO I SEE ? A future in me? I don't want you I just want to die forever more for all your hatred for all you're lies all i am is what i have now become a shining example of what is to be convolution, revolution, damn me to the fire face the day, is this a dream, are we in hell? wake again, and again i find my face, dripping off the wall blood of the God they murdered, to cure the sin, of man I win! - the call of the victor, as the father killing mother dies forever.on and on eternity rises the phoenix of infinate dimensional reality Spiral down the face of God vengence on his "brow" harvest now the face of man a war to end all war viral insurgence

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destroy it all be a slayer be a god be the dead one be no more

SELF DELUSION HATE DEVINE

PARADOX - UNDULATING HATE DEVINE

trapped in the gaze of horror pilfer beg borrow steal from all in sorrow no god to justify, how we become so hollow the end of all comes in truth we follow only our desire penetrate the inner most lie procreate what lies within walls of horror destroy everything precious to the world we once were all truth is gone, we find no peace in what once was kill or be killed bringing the lamb of god to slaughter virulescent omnicient devouring light of chaos

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creeping silence roars, screams of agony the souless writhing in dispair fall away into the dark black heart of chaos matter waste all desire the flesh of lies am i dead or am i dying what is real? life is loss and loss is meaning kill the saint and feel it, no reason death is life and loss is gain light is dark and hell is heaven paradox undulating in hate devine pilfer beg borrow steal from all that live in sorrow there is no tomorrow penetrate the inner most lie create what? lies within? cease all mind all truth is dead be the end all that sours virulescent omnicient devouring light of chaos creeping silence roars, screams of agony the souless writhing in dispair souless godless eternity fall away into the black dark heart of chaos matter waste all desire reguritate the flesh of lies am i dead or am i dying is this real or am i lying who is the man behind the fall? all desire

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TRUTH BEFALL ALL SONS DEMAND

TRUTH BEFALL ALL SONS DEMAND!

when seasons part and demons play the mental forrest comes affray the death of men so destined say when heaven falls in heavens way what truth befalls the sons of man? i shiver yet to think of how the world became so cold and grey as yet the men who think they see are led astray... potencies of miseries untold, empty the man who would betray a world that was once so pure and gay now a shell of hallow clay what truth befalls all sons of man? what? truth befalls the sons of man? truth befall, all sons demand truth befall all sons demand

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PRICE
I AM THE FAILURE

i am the collapse i am the mirror i am the lapse i am everywhere within without i am the all i am consecrating beligerant and sublime ill vehement end define vanquish and create love the demon vilify all my anguish anihilate my insane mind bell toll iron soul what is my own? misanthropy decision ends now a new god and a new hate its all insane cast off the iron caste as you believe you deceive is it nature? is it need? is it our fiction? is it disease? hell or indecision, its defication

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viral sensation mechanical perfection perfect cure i am who i am believe a secret eternity end the sacred end the lie truth in satan truth in deed savior save me from my creed now there is nothing nothing new to be fading away in sanity

WAR CRY
WAR CRY... CAN U HEAR THE CHILDRENS SCREAMS

awaken to the sound of flesh torn away madness yer thoughts and actions i control i am reborn to the hell that i create what does it teach us injustice insane god im pulling my soul apart enter the world of deciet for you i am reborn diseased and blind choas born through blood lust and fear world of non existence im reborn hell all i would like to discreate? deny our human rights separation of this world liars weak of site just like me tortured souls unforseen time taken your insolence your just like me dead liars in soverignty the never seen this life my everything lifeless pod

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im goin to suck you dry die die taken lives away nothing must survive take this life away uncreate my pain lies and such sufferin take this my every thing? lie me choas born through me i know i cant afford to lie i drank up all the poison but the push just left all my blood dry thats such a good boy thats such a........boy i cant i cant die i cant die thats such a good boy that let the poison leave you blood dry die me

LAUGHTER IN THE FACE OF PAIN

YOU SAY YOU STAND BY ME

you say we fight side by side but lately i have seen a new you betrayal when the chips are down stab me in the back when life has got me on the ground so good to see all of you (fair weather freinds) cut you away like a useless limb infected all you cause is pain

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i rip you out i tear you out you were never there long time freind how does it feel when life has deserted you you know it is here i can see it in yer eyes and when my wrath comes crashing down around you i will be there, laughing stand tall all alone, freinds turn, i feel invincible for all the hell i was through, eternal i return, cause i know my work will not be done, and i will never quit i am the unstopable i am the conquerer devine if i am beat, it is by my own hand, no one can break me, no one can break me, no one will ever break me recycle me, devour me, envelop me, take me away from me,

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i am the end and the beginning, all things in between, i am death and life, and infinate rebirth, the cataclysm i am alive forever more the end

IN BABEL WE RISE
escape the truth flee from fate the die fall through the air a wait deny in a face a lie we are free from life again i die design a fall in depth we are destined to fail again I am lost in my cell once I fall I will awake a once lifeless core

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to breath life once again aware of the bare violation a mind erasing to justify a war shimmering bind to war again enemy as I deliver my death over callous fate it kicks my intuition Again I am with inner vision the murder of my pride pain a weld from within seek the machine apart from the mind nothing in god sign you all see my disease face again the face go into my father fire mad fire life in a soul holy war fall progeny fall the son with his crown of thorns unto a virgin mary was he born

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three wise kings who knew the way to seek the new born king I have risen from the burning sea my eyes penetrate into the mind pulsing pounding waves resonate through I once again whole at peace with myself my conscious voice betray my eyes escape liquid god burning spreads the saviour born, a devil in disguise I am not a new world unfolds the pleasure of pain grey life gripping for a peice of you mind me the empty whore escape I find in life as I drink away my woe remould me random I see random patterns of the lie quiet earth I pray to die

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THE RIFT
What is this Another rift in my emotions No where left to run Everywhere i see death free myself before the end comes crashing down Is there anything left for me this fragile life Inside the flow abounds captures me drags me (through its woes) through the undertow Captures me surrounds me brings me to my knees Captures me engrosses me in dreams the cold the pain the hurt Life is dawn bring me to the peak, show me how it is to be No one can stop The fires of retribution bring us closer to the sacred cup from which to drink Follow me through this maze can you see me can you find me follow the guide thats chosen a path to end all sanity Opened up a world of desire a world left to my own destructive violent nature To nurture the struggling bond, wanting only pleasure gripped by fear and loathing Trapped in a cage this life this world thats been created

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strife is everlasting so long blindness enraptured by sight a future a past a whirlwind left alone standing still wanting to be free chaos jumping pushing pulling rearanger dragging me through and forcing me underground time slowly turns another day this minute splitting seconds eternity found within a circle never endingalways turning churning burning chaos instinctive nature bleeding a word to cure conscriptive secret hidden away changing rearranging solitude- impossibility left alone to my own devices preasure grating against us what is left to be found a choice free the knowledge buried deep within intuition that which the tongue cannot describe how great how far and how wide the world bends

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the end curves the lie is truth and what is to be found within the nature of whats left to be concrete irreality preservation of will there is nothing left to stop this catostrophic bind tearing through flesh taking over all matter This will to be undoing all that has been done this will be the new beginning transmuted

FEEL MY LOVE
HEAVE ME ON THE FLOOR

vilify my anger tie me to the wall caress my name seal again the wake and dawn rise to be and wear the jewel of fire as the war was a reason so you must fold

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my time expire rare and ambulating faith in a dying fare on desire again free me and ease me into the feeling heal me for the fall

THE CURRENT PURE

FILL MY MIND WITH FIRE

wake up things are gettin heavy and all I want Is war awake in my disease what the fuck is life when all i got is hatred field of fire without me tell me how is the truth? A demon falls First tear time away out of the mind.

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so real guns love lust disire just another child slave burned away in a fire help me let me rot away help me help you rapid fire end desire trapped in hell a hopeless state of misery come and play love is hell no holy war the faceless rat in acts of pain paradox inhuman lie all fallen rise again

last wish a cancer race genocide in time I face the real demise of truth's

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disguise demon sent to end all days Suffer now no lies awake the coma now no truth a fake undercarriage rust away to form anew a current pure

A GIFT
LIES BUILD UP ALL MY FAITH TRUST IN YOU I GAVE ,
WASTED IN YOUR NAME MY HEART TORE INTO YOUR SOUL CONFIDENCE BETRAYED LEFT ALONE IN RAGE WITH PAIN EYES AWAKE YOU WILL SOON SEE WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH MY PAIN WOULD BURY YOU LIES FILLING ME WITH DISEASE SUMNAMBULISTIC NEED TO BRING YOU TO YOUR KNEES BREAK APART

your Soul torn apart

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This gift you gave to me Is my Rage

THE GAP
CONTROLLING EVERYTHING I AM YOUR MASTER BEATEN YA GOT NO STRENGTH TO RISE ABOVE IT ALL LIVING IN MY NAME YOU'LL HEAR IT EVERYDAY TRAPPED INSIDE 'A' ME YOULL NEVER GET AWAY COWERING IN A HOLE YOUVE DUG FOR YOUR GRAVE BLEEDING FROM A SOUL THAT CAN T BE SAVED RUNNING FROM A DEEP AND ROOTED HATE HIDING FROM A HELL YOU CAN T ESCAPE

Devoting all your life to my every need Through your suffering youll breed my demon seed Slaving everyday for my benefit Nothing's all youll never get out of it Impossible to breath, deeper down you sink Instinct is to submit, dont have a chance to think

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So powerless and small on your face you fall Down in the dirt enthralled, on hands and knees you crawl

FAILURE
NOW YOU REALIZE YOUR HOPELESS DESTINED TO BECOME A FAILURE A NOTHING A HEAP OF DESPAIR, PITY, AND SOLITUDE ALL OF YOUR DREAMS , LEFT AND ELUDED YOU THE PREASURE AND PAIN INSIDE DELUDING YOU In chaos, confusion stops, explosions ensue Yearning to stop to start over new Fear Rejection Pushing you closer Fear Rejection Pushing you over Realing, revealing, twisting and burning Looking to find another way out Confusion unraveling, burdens unbound Exit reality, we won't make a sound Journey for freedom, to enter the sun Nothing can stop us, once it's begun Erased from the world just like a mistake To slumber we fall, never to wake

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FAILURE PART 2
I feel it within me This pain digs away inside Makes me want to cry Raging in my blood Coursing through my veins Burning in my brain Rape my mind within Stuck in the middle Used for your war I can't be used like this anymore Confuse me belittle me Rape me abuse me My eyes decieve me Your lies retrieve me I'm falling back into dismay Bury me between You try to make me bend But I won't break I take it all in I take it in and make it mine Your minds twist and twine Ignorant and blind Sheltered lives you've lead Endless lies that you have been fed The fear of God in you Is fear of God in weakness

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SUPERIOR AUTHORITY
WHO ARE YOU TO TELL ME WHAT TO BE ? WHAT GOD ARE YOU TO SAY YOURE BETTER THAN ME YOU CRITICIZE AND PUT ME DOWN DEMORALIZE DEPRIVE AND DROWN NOW YOU EXPECT ME TO GIVE UP CONTROL of my life... Experience----none, still you tell me how to live Will it ever be enough, anything that I give? Does it get you off to judge and criticize your brother? are you just to scared to be different from another? In a selfish attempt for you to feel more secure You deem anyone different from you impure A fabricated standard lets you live your life a lie An instituted doctrine allows you to close your mind How can you stand there and look me in the eye and force feed me with all your arrogance and lies But your shallow attempts can't hide what's deep inside You criticize and put me down Demoralize deprive and drown Now you expect me to give up control of my life...

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Light of Life
I STAND ALONE SPREAD MY ARMS OUT OPEN WIDE REACHING OUT FOR ENDLESS SKY ROOTED TO THE GROUND FEEL MY BODY GOING DOWN GOING DOWN WITHOUT A SOUND SILENT I AM ALONE THE PAIN INSIDE I HIDE FEEL IT PIERCING ALL MY PRIDE FEEL IT GROWING WITHIN ME FEEDING OFF MY MISERY FEEL IT BURNING inside me Feel it burning Why do i feel so hollow Within these walls there's no one Home at last an end is here In sight of what might suffocate the light of life I stand alone Hoping for a chance to die A chance to join the endless sky all i need is to escape From a life of bitter hate No hope to die this winter day But maybe there's less pain this way Not to live another day Free of pain of life itself Free of all my misery what is left for me to say dream of death no better way Why do i feel so hollow Within these walls there's no one

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Home at last an end is here In sight of what might suffocate the light

DYSINTEGRAL REFORMATION
INSTANT OF CHAOS INSIDE ME BREEDS ITS WILL TO BE BREAK OPEN MY EYES AND BURN IN THEM THE VISION OF FEAR BEFORE ME
ENSHROUD THE BODY FORCIBLY BEYOND CAPACITY WITHIN A CARAPACE OF FLAME ENGAGE THE MIND IN WAR WITH THE STRUCTURE WHICH SUPPORTS IT BREAK ALL TIES AND FALL AWAY INTO A NEW AGE -DETERMINED TO MELD WITH THE COMING OF SELF

destructure the network the weak bond of masses predicate dysfunction; destabilization Enter the dawn of self-realization Impregnate the mind with the seeds of rebellion Awaken and envision the quickening sensesA parrallel world unfolds succinctly the human race, it gathers indescriminatly as our ignorance grows it thrives On the weakness of mankind And we close our minds in fear we corrode into a sea of uniformity Corrupted ideals adapted with ease to seek shelter from experience Societal frenzy strangles us from growth and keeps our conciousness at bay Bring forth the annihilation of the impure Kill him Eliminate all signs of weakness Destroy the path we choose to alleviate the

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pain of hunger deep inside Step back And turn away away Into the disease of man Infestation upon all creation An infection, traveling fast To insure the decimation of all that Which society determines undeterminable To kill becomes the greatest of all emotions Forever!

DEVIANT PATH OF LOGIC

SHOW ME THE WAY TO BE FREE HEAL ME CLEANSE MY SOUL TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE LIKE YOU SLAVE TO THE SYSTEM FUTILE TO RESIST STUPIDITY IS ECSTASY TELL ME DO YOU REALLY THINK EVERYTHING THEY SAY IS GODS WORD EVERYDAY NEW LAWS MADE-THE ONLY WAY? THESE LAWS WERE MADE TO PROTECT YOU I DONT NEED YOU TO GUIDE ME THROUGH BLIND ME, CENSOR ME KEEP ME DOWN IN IGNORANCE SLAVE TO THE SYSTEM SUMNAMBULLISTICALY THEY TEAR YOUR SOUL APART CONTRIVE A PLAN TO ELIMINATE THE WILL TO RISE ABOVE ALL SYSTEMATIC ERADICATION WE CENSOR YOU JUSTICE IS SERVED THROUGH CONFUSION Break it apart Break it away I dont want this

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Hear me Fear me I wont bend Never will I break; know this The end is coming quick Your reign does not exist Your blood will be the lust of gods Believe this when I say everything I say is Gods word Everyday new laws made-the only way! These laws were made to protect you Trust me Follow me Walk the path Ive chosen Do not deviate from the norm stone cut standard set into action by your lord and judicator I am the chosen one born unto this earth to deliver you from this evil that is your independence Taken away from me Nothing can comfort me Taken away from me I cant see it Fighting indignity Blinded in retrograde Seeds are burning Growth of the future breed Bound by insatial need Changing the world we see Twist apart freely

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MEANINGLESS
BLOWN your disguise is gone I know you now Ive seen you before Your hate so intense I feel your agony It peels away destiny Life stripped of cause Intensity of circumstance Tears away your sanity All I see In seven days all is gone, never to rise again Cleansing The time has come Tear into disease Open up inside Whats left inside Judgement is what it is to be Unleash me upon the world Im stripped of love Open up your eyes to the madness you will see Speeding through the caverns of the mind What one sees! Never find the key to the madness we seek Searching for the truth that we know cant be Traveling to the brink of sound mind Save me!

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BURNING ETERNITY
CENTRALIZED DEVASTATION LOCALIZED ENTIRELY WITHIN MY SOUL FEAR INSIDE THRIVES , PUSH OUT AND AWAY DRIVING OUT ALL THATS MEANT TO BE DESTINY DESTROYED CARRYING WITH IT MY SANITY DRIVE THE FIRES OF REBIRTH, OF REVOLUTION, OF THE COMING OF THE NEW CARRY ME VINDICATE THE MERCILESS WAVES OF FLESH , OF WANTON DESIRE BECOME ONE WITH ME , OUT INTO DISEASE CURE FAITHLESS CELLS OF MY BODY ELIMINATE THE CANCEROUS LECHEROUS ME - SPIRITLESS WHORE AND RECREATE A NEW WORLD, A NEW LIFE , A NEW LIE RECREATE THE SICKENING IMPURE The chaos-the order of things to come, A redefining of existence, tell me Do you feel secure? Is this sinking in? Are you becoming more than they will you to be? The end is coming The truth is in the lie Reach down deep within bring out what lies The lingering pain-the question The burning remains The soul The spirit Integrity Read between the lies, know this pain This is terminal Your calling comes Expand through all, envelope life Take over all and self -destruct Sanity back away from me Fall What is wrong with what to be? Who is me? Where do I draw the line?

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Where do I go from here? Falter- I thrive Fall loose The truth, guide me, fall away Follow me, forgive me, forsake me Go away! Leave me, dont ever come back my way is dead The truth a lie, the answer we all are searching for Lies! Lost in my mind, the world beats me eternally Step inside this tomb One with none, no place like home! my heart no more At all, nothing, noONE NO more ETERNally Nobody will save me Come free me God come free me! I dont want to see life Or breathe life Strip life away! Coward imbecile weak and struggling fool Why do I lie to myself about the way I feel, that I cannot be free I worthless I hopeless I inferior to all of mankind I cannot take this any more Let me outside of me Disable dismantle and destroy my malefuncted mind Drag my heart through the flames of redemption, redemption resurrect me Now I lay my wasted being down to sleep I resurrect into oblivion wayward to be one eternally in nothingness

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BECOMING AGE OF DISEXISTENCE

BORN, THE PREDESTINATION SELF-PRESCRIPTED PROPHECY COMING AWAITS THE EVANGELICAL SELF-RIGHTEOUS DESTITUTES OF DIGNITY A SINFUL CONTRADICTION OF LIFE THAT'S LIVED, HISTORY PAST THATS THE WAR THATS WAGED AMONG THE MINDS HYPOCRISY RUNS WILD AND AIMLESSLY MISINTERPRETATION WIPES THE WHOLE RACE CLEAN Force sublime We hunt its incendiary core Vibrant and radiant Corrode away our ignorance Wipe us clean Engulf us in cleansing flame The Blind and following Empty soulless body Writhing through unfeeling The choice I try to hide from this never-ending silence Weakness is mine to confide in Empty inside still I find the force that drives me on

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MY OAT
OPENED EYES SO DISTANT CRY shallow fields that sing disguise fallow now to ends so grey a path to that of winters day forced in slow, in seeming eyes wondering sold in depths a cry a beating wall so decensure, sway to end we die in seeking why, with on that night, I seem I rot, so bleeding dry, I slowly die Soul destroyed beneath the cry, dancing flowers sounded why? I sing to she, the me of me and unto thee, I die so high why must I see the sky? So demons high in blood red sky so hopeless die in worthless gaze the past in so endless maze must I speak so blithely? Of open arms so full of pain and worthless is it

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to be a soul in need of sin is to see in so deep with in

STRANGE
HERE A STRANGE MAN SITS, IN A STRANGE CHAIR WITH A STRANGE MIND And he slips away, fallen, stricken, ashen, falls away and so I stray, now, slipped away, and fallen in the bastard way, no one sees no one can care, stolen light to share a fare, cross send fly, drift an eye away in silence beckon sin, darkness becomes the way within if you leave me so I die, suffused in this eye swear it not, oh win oh win, and that is your sin, breathe in awe and breathe it not, you were betrayed so leave me rot, for sin is in, no distant woe, side in shove the spear of woe end on me, now to fear i go, send to men the water flow so pen me now I fear it, no

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within this man death spirit, grow, on and on and on I go...

GOD (LESS) ME
KILLING ALL I SEE

i am desparately calling out to be every thing i was ever meant to be dead and with no fear all alone in agony i am losing me i am love defiled i am every godforsaken lie i am love defiled i am the pain reviled i am witchery i am god life insanity i am love defiled i am pain reviled i am lost within lost within myself i scream out loud still no one hears me cry what is this that made me made me die before i... was even given life death for all the lies i am love defiled i am every godforsaken lie i am love defiled i am the pain reviled

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i am witchery i am god life insanity i am love defiled i am pain reviled

i am every word every word you spoke i am fearless pride i am death envoked the call to break away to be what i must be deliver to me now that which i now own i am love defiled i am every godforsaken lie i am love defiled i am the pain reviled i am witchery i am god life insanity i am love defiled i am pain reviled

FOREVER MORE
BABY YOU SET MY HEART AFIRE , WITH BURNIN DESIRE , I WANT TO BE YOUR ETERNAL LOVER

forever more your the one for me, the only girl i will ever need, you make me be the best i can be waking next to you, is all i wanna do, and all i wanna do is make love to you make the world safe for you, and be there at every heartache, every joy, and sorrow, be your freind, and lover forever more

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ENTER THE VOID

VOID OF EXPONENTIAL INCREASE

GOD! bring me the destruction of eternity end the pain the unrelentant misery bring forth the rapture assume all your faithful into permanant bliss

destroy the enemy that lives down inside destroy all my kind witness the persecution witness the lie become the domination become the soldier that died
destroy the atheist send me a sign witness to all eternity send me the hell of all time refuse me love refuse me my sanity kill me now before i lose my mind

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destroy the enemy that lives down inside destroy all my kind witness the persecution witness the lie become the domination become the soldier that died in vain
destroy my word eradicate all truth obliterate all good end our world in my time make me your christ make me your sacrifice let me be incarcerated let me go insane listen to the crowd be real be alive be everything that you were meant to be

destroy the enemy that lives down inside destroy all my kind witness the persecution witness the lie become the domination become the soldier that died

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OF MINDLESS WONDER
OUR FAITHLESS BURN A SUPERNOVA HELL IS BORN ONCE AGAIN DOES IT EVER END

A FIRE WAS THE FALL OF MAN PLAGUE CREPT IN

no longer a mindless wonder sanity just, a fading memory lies once fed demonic praise a god is dead, and rapture comes to those who dread, the birth of neo genesis undead stare into the infinate, dissolve away no reality

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TO OBLITERATION'S END
I AM THE PREDESTRUCTIVE I AM THE WAR UNBORN LET THIS BURDEN BE UNDONE END THIS SACRIFICIAL STAIN OF MIND POUR FORTH THE SALT ON THE EARTH PREPARE FOR THE BEGINNING OF SALVATION THE END OF ALL MISERY FEAR ME ONCE AGAIN AS I BECOME THE FURY , I TEAR AWAY ALL MEANING FROM YOU LEAVE YOU IN THE MISERY WHERE I WAS LEFT FOR DEAD I AM THE PAIN BURIED WITHIN AS I RECREATE MYSELF MILLIONS OF ME INSIDE I THE NEUROSIS OF YOU A CANCER OF THE MIND NOW THE PHOENIX RISEN I THE CIRCLE NOW COMPLETE FOREVER ANEW RECREATING IN YOU THE AGONY OF THE SOULS YOU HAVE TAKEN I WILL NEVER BE SATISFIED TILL YOU ARE DESTROYED RENDERED MENTALLY INSANE REPTILIAN ILLUMINATION FUNDAMENTAL ANNIHILATION

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AS YOU ARE SWEPT FROM THE FOUNDATION DRAWN UP IN THE WINDS OF DISINTEGRATION I THE CONTINUAL REITERATION OF HELL FORMED WRATH THE SUPERNOVA COLLECTIVE TO OBLITERATION 'S END A MASS NOW COMPLETE AS I WATCH YOU FALL INTO THE DEPTH OF MADNESS I ALONE HAD KNOWN ALL UNDER THE WATCHFUL EYE OF THE GOD YOU PRAISE HE THE ALMIGHTY DOLLAR, NOW WILL BE YOUR OWN DEMISE

MOROSE END, THE MALEVOLENT OBSCURITY NOW DEFINED

PREDILECTION CAME A TERROR TO DECEIVE ERADICATION OF THE MANIPULATOR THE DECEIT YOU NEVER WON DECOMPOSITION A FEVER OF UNENDING SPITE THE FORTUNATE LEFT IN DESECRATION FOR THE

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lies on which they fed trapped in the never ending fever of spite their soulless forms now rot disguised as meaning falls from their distant eyes a misery fills the air, penetration into the deepest depths a dark unfolded repression of hate making the servant beg the relevance of death unborn coalescent and now complete we find the bitter soul entranced by the death of all consciousness entwined morose end, malevolent obscurity now defined i revile in future dreams just as i lie in terror i wait... to penetrate the madness in which i dwell walk into the core of my demonic gaze mindless in the hell i now create to await me at the last and final gate

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TRUTH DIVINITY AND THE LIPS OF ANGELS

THIS END SO DIVINE
MY FUTURE RIPPED IN FRAGMENTS BY BEINGS FORCES OF THE LIGHT

so called good tear away at my very sanity promised to rise above them, this my inner lie as a warrior of the godhead i work for a future sublime and i see the truth is ripped away murder death and rape for our god and country any excuse to rip away innocent life and harmony so pure a call to arms to erase all signs of life divine war is all and peace, for the weak the inner motto never shall i let peace reign to kill the greatest thrill of humanity pain agony and deceit fed to the poor and saint alike as i see our world ripped away

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the new brotherhood complete i join in arms only to destroy- the goal to take all for me i give only my hate to a world that could let me live eradication the goal i seek first steps for the undeserving, and finally me and just who the hell am i? i am total destruction now divine

TRUTH-LESS HOPELESS REALITY

AS MAN BECOMES HIMSELF THE VACUUM OF MISERY UNFOLDS THE MAN AS SEEN IS EVIL THE SOUND OF HELL COMING FAST EACH DAY MASSACRED MOST VICIOUSLY MORE THAN EVER AS EACH DAY MOLDS ,

minds corrode into a waste so vile so pure in malice god screams for its demise heaven for the devil hell for the saint - terminal fate

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unity in our cause for self destruction man to be the means to all ends mother father son ending daughter living in the failure of all power to absolve sin reincarnating more virulent strain of self revolt bitter agony soul firing all my hate the sea the soul the fever are all undone a massacre on the front line the final war lost in time death at last the failure of all men to ever be a god

ASSURGENT SOULERY
THIS GREAT OCEAN OF PAIN BETROTH ME TO THE INNOCENT SO THAT MY WASTED BEING MAY RISE BE GREAT AND MAKE TRUTH MY WIFE SO THAT LIFE ONCE AGAIN SHALL KNOW HER SOUL IS TOTAL PURE OF ESSENCE SURREAL ENVELOPING THE WORLD WITH HER LOVE DEVINE SO FREE ME OF THIS PAIN THIS HATE SO DEEP IT BURNS

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AND FREE ME FROM THE LIE DISEASE DENIAL DISTANCE SERVILE IN THIS FALSE PRETENSE I WALK IN SACRED SOIL TO HELL WE FALL IF NEVER TO BE FREE FROM THIS ETERNITY GONE ALL MY WALLS I CALM THE FEAR INSIDE WITHER AGAINST THE SOUND OF MY COELLESCENT MOUNTAIN OF BEING SHAKIN AT THE VERY GROUND FALL APART IN MY OWN HELL UPRISING THIS IS THE NEW BEGINING THIS IS THE IDIOSYNCRATIC MAZE THIS IS HOW I WAS TO BE THIS IS NOW THE NEWEST ME WHAT WAS THEN IS ALL LOST THE BREATH OF THAT ETERNAL CROSS PURPOSE OF THAT ONCE SUFFIXED GLOW TO ENEBRIATE THE HALLOWED SOUL FOR WHEN I SEE THE WHORE INSANE GNAWING AT MY HALLOWED VEIN I BECOME THAT TOTAL SHELL OF WHAT WAS TO BE THE TOTAL ME -INSANE

LOST RITUAL
LOST BEHIND RITUAL FANTASY L AM THE VORTEX WITHIN THE FACE OF DESTINY SADNESS RESOLUTE WITHIN MY SOUL WHO AM I IN THIS WAR TORN WORLD GOD AGAINST GOD MAN AGAINST MAN TRAPPED IN ISOLATION RAPED FROM WITHOUT I TEAR AT MY INWARD EYE WHAT IS LEFT FOR US ?

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I SEEK A NEW ETERNITY TO PASS FREE INTO THE NEW REALITY OPEN THE MIND JUST TO BE TORTURED EVEN NOW THE MILE SEEMS LONG FLAMES OF FATE EAT YOU AWAY AS YOU ARE TORN IN PEICES GRINDING YOU TO NEAR NOTHING AS YOU SCREAM IN TERROR AT THE SIGHT OF WHAT YOU HAVE NOW BECOME A MALIGNANCY OF SELF UNDONE MASTER OF MISTRUST I AM THE FACE OF YOUR DISEASE FALSE BELIEF IN MY OWN SELF DISTRUSTING MISERY SCATTERING TO THE ENDS OF MENTAL DISUTOPIA I AM LOST IN MY OWN SHADOW NOW ALIVE

TRUTH LIES IN PAIN DEATH RESTORE

THIS GREAT OCEAN OF PAIN BETROTH ME TO THE INNOCENT SO THAT MY WASTED BEING MAY RISE BE GREAT AND MAKE TRUTH MY WIFE SO THAT LIFE ONCE AGAIN SHALL KNOW HER SOUL IS TOTAL PURE OF ESSENCE SURREAL ENVELOPING THE WORLD WITH HER LOVE DEVINE SO FREE ME OF THIS PAIN THIS HATE SO DEEP IT BURNS AND FREE ME FROM THE LIE DISEASE DENIAL DISTANCE SERVILE IN THIS FALSE PRETENSE I WALK IN SACRED SOIL TO HELL WE FALL IF NEVER TO BE FREE FROM THIS ETERNITY

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GONE ALL MY WALLS I CALM THE FEAR INSIDE WITHER AGAINST THE SOUND OF MY COELLESCENT MOUNTAIN OF BEING SHAKIN AT THE VERY GROUND FALL APART IN MY OWN HELL UPRISING THIS IS THE NEW BEGINING THIS IS THE IDIOSYNCRATIC MAZE THIS IS HOW I WAS TO BE THIS IS NOW THE NEWEST ME WHAT WAS THEN IS ALL LOST THE BREATH OF THAT ETERNAL CROSS PURPOSE OF THAT ONCE SUFFIXED GLOW TO ENEBRIATE THE HALLOWED SOUL FOR WHEN I SEE THE WHORE INSANE GNAWING AT MY HALLOWED VEIN I BECOME THAT TOTAL SHELL OF WHAT WAS TO BE THE TOTAL ME -INSANE

TZAR CHASM
BLOW UP THE WORLD PRESS THE BUTTON ITS NOT YER FAULT, YER JUST DUMB FIND ANOTHER HOME DESTROY THAT TOO ITS OK, NO ONE IS WATCHING IN THE MEAN TIME , SEND ALL THE PEOPLE WHO REALLY CARE SEND THEM TO THE INSTITUTION, LET LOVERS DIE LET CHILDREN CRY BLOW UP THE WORLD YOU BEAUTIFUL HUMAN DISEASE !

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ETERNAL KISS
WITH THINE KISS, I ENTER BLISS, ETERNAL WISH, MY SUCCUBUS, TO BE ENTWINED IN LOVE DEVINE,
WITH MY WISH TO THEE I KISS

MY FIRE
LIKE BIRDS IN MAY SING PROUD AND GAY OUR LOVE GROWZ STRONGER EACH AND EVERY DAY, ETERNAL FLAME OF MY DESIRE THIS WAY COMES MY LOVE OF FIRE

RETRIBUTION
TRAPPED IN CHAOS NOTHING GOES ITS ALL BITTER AND SOUR THE FORCING OF THE PAIN THE LIES THAT ARE TOLD THE GREIF THAT RESULTS YOUR PAIN WILL MULTIPLY FOR YOU I SAVE THE BITTERNESS FOR YOU IS THE CUP OF MY SORROW

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DRINK DEEP IN MY PAIN AND I WILL SHOW YOU WHAT LIFE IS I WILL SHOW YOU THE FLOW OF SIN I WILL SHOW YOU THE PATH TO YOUR DEMISE

LIEF
LIVING FEED OFF MEMORIES, VITAL NEEDS: WHAT TIME GONE PAST . BLIND TO SEE ETERNITY SHALLOW MINDS MOVE MUCH TOO FAST. TRAPPED WITHIN ENDED NOW, A LIFE SO FAIR I TRY HARD TO UNDERSTAND, WHY DEATH STEALS SOMEONE SO RARE . LYING IN AN EARTHEN BED FREE OF PAIN; OF LIFE ITSELF THE WORLD OF LIFE TO DEATH IS DEAD NO ONE THERE TO HOLD YOU BACK! NOTHING? NOWHERE. IS LIVING LIFE A LIVING LIE? HOPING SOME DAY TO SEE YOUR EYES?

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HEAVEN
FOR I
AN ANGEL OF THE LORD , SAY UNTO THEE , GO FORTH, MAKE ALL THE MONEY , AND KILL YER ENEMY

CUFFSKNIVESANDSEX
THE WORLD SHOULD BE HANCUFFED WITH KNIVES NAKED HAVING SEX AND STABBING

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RHYMES FORTOLD
THE READER IS A SWINE DEVELOPING MY RHINE SINGING ON THE SIGN THOUGHTS CHASE AWAY THE END COMPLETE I FAIL AT VERY SOUL AND ONCE OVER I HAVE THE JOY TODAY IS THE ANSWER CHOICE AND FEELINGS I HAVE NO ONE I AM THE END THE ANSWER THAT YOU SEEK IS WITHERED FORTUNE THAT YOU GAVE IS ONE INCOMPLETE MESSAGE AND INSIDE I FEAR THE WEEK IS NOW THE TOTAL DISTASTE OF ENORMITY INSIDE I FEAR I KNOW THE ANSWER GIVE HIM THE END HE SEEKS THE ANTWERP HE FINDS THE END INSIDE THE WITHERING AWAY OF MISTRUST PLACES ME IN THE BEGININNING

DISTRACTION INTELIGENT REACTION

HOW MUCH THOUGHT GOES INTO A POEM , IS IT SOMETHING THAT ONE DOES BECUASE SHE CAN, OR IS IT SOMETHING THAT SHE DOES TO MAKE HER REALIZE SHE CAN WHERE DOES THE MIND COME IN CONTACT WITH THE BODY, IS THIS WHAT YOU HAD IN MIND? IS THIS WHAT YOU HAD IN MIND?

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IS THIS WHAT YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD IN MIND ? IS THIS JUST THE END OF A POEM ?

THOUGHTS
HERE I AM, AND HERE I SIT WANTING TO KNOW WHAT IT IS THAT MAKES US WHY WE FEEL AND HOW WE KNOW WHERE IS IT THAT MEN CHOOSE TO DEFINE THEMSELVES IN DESTRUCTIVE WAYS WHY DOES ONE MAN LET ANOTHER DESTROY WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE IF WE ARE WITHOUT LIMITS , WILL MAN ALWAYS BE ? EVERYTHING THAT HAS A BEGINING HAS AN END SO WHAT DO WE DO IN THE MEANTIME , AND WHEN IS THEN ?

WHAT IS A MAN
WHAT IS THERE IN A MAN, WHERE IS THERE A SIGNAL TELLING HIM TO DO, WHAT HE KNOWS HE MUST, WHERE IS THERE A SIGN OF THINGS TO COME , HOW DO WE KNOW WHAT WE DO IS RIGHT, AND YET SOMETIMES NOT KNOW WHAT WE ARE DOING, WHAT IS THERE IN A MAN

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HUMAN
KILL THE HUMAN FOR ALL TO SEE KILL THE HUMAN JUST FOR GLEE KILL THE HUMAN A DEATH TO BE KILL THE HUMAN HES JUST LIKE ME

PEACE THROUGH WAR

PEACE THROUGH WAR THE ONLY WAY Peace through war the only way Peace through war the only way Peace through war the only way

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THE FUTURE? HOPES AND DREAMS I HAVE

WELCOME THOSE FRANKS AND BEANS EMPTY JAR WEAK FEED ME EAT SOME SOUP CALL A FREIND MY PLANS FOR THE WINTER MY PLANS FOR THE FALL WILTING AWAY UNTIL THE SPRING DOES CALL I SEE MYSELF IN THIS VISION OF MAY I SEE BIRDS AND HAMPSTERS WORDS AND PAMPERS THATS SOMETHING I HOPE FOR SOMETHING I DREAM FOR WHAT I WANT TO BE IN THE FUTURE LET NO MAN TAKE IT FROM ME LET NO WOMAN TAKE IT AWAY FOR ME THAT IS THE ONLY WAY THE FUTURE , HOPES AND DREAMS I HAVE

I WAKE
DESPARATE OF AIR I TASTE I SIEZE AND WAKE FLOWER OF DECEIVING BEAUTY PICK PULSE POCKET POROUS PALLETE OF PRETENDING PIE SO SEEING DISBELIEVING DISCONTENTED SONG OF MALEOUS BEING

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CREATING SUPPLIANCE OF RADIATING GLORY, UNFOUNDED, IN MY DESTITUTE FAILED WARNING FLAILING SOUL FRACTURING FORCE ,
SUPPLIED BY MY OFTEN HATED REDDENED WRIT SURE OF BIRTH AND AS SO, IS, MY MISCONTENTION

LOST VISCERALLY PLACID

THE FLOWER OF WRATH DELIGHTED THE CONSEQUENCE OF MY PAIN A SOIL WORK IN MADDENING GRACE , A FOIL I SEEK THE FEELING I BREATHE THE SOUND I LEAVE THE ENTRAILS OF MY ENEMY I SING OUT OF DISGUST A MUTINY TO BE VENGED UPON A PALACE OF DELIGHT THE EYES THEY CEASE TO FIND THEIR WAY THIS WAY LOOKING SEEDLING TOOK HE A BREATH TOO LONG AND SAW IN HIM THIS SONG OF GREY ENVY LOST, DESIRES END RAPTURING FLAMES OF DESIRE BREATHE IN THE BREATH OF GOD A SOILING OUTGIVING SANCTUARY UNFOLDING SEEDLING SOUL LOSING THE BATTLE WITH THIS GAIN, I LOSE MYSELF IN VAIN

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DONT KNOW
TELEPATHIC DISEASE OF MAN LIKE ITS COUNTER ART UNVEILED IN THIS FLESH A SOUND ABSOLUTE THE FLEETING GLIMPSE OF SURRENDERING DEFEAT ON I WALK END UPON DESIRE LIKE MYSELF I FIND EVER SINKING REARRANGING LONGING FOR A WAY TO GRASP THE FAILING LIQUID LIES TO SEE IN ME IS TO SEE A DESEASE FLOWERING MAL CONTENT OF TRUE DISSONANT MAYHEM HERE IN MY SOUL I FEAR NOT TO BREATHE OFTEN MY LOVE TRAMPLED I SEETHE IN MY SOUL I FEEL IT GROWING OUT OF ME ME LIKE A RAPID GUYSER OF FLUIDITY AND MOTIONS UNLIKE ANY THAT I HAVE COME ACROSS LIKE SEEDS THEY FLOWER BEHIND ME THE WORD GAZED UPON SIGNIFYING THE ENDS DEMISE WHO AM I TO SAY WHAT I WANT? A FINAL SUMMONING OF SOULS THE CONSTITUTED DEMISE LIKE A STRIFE IMPLANTING MIND OF SACRILEGE TO ME BELIEVED TO FIND THE ATROPHY OF DISCONTENT A WORD SOILED IN MY SURROUNDINGS FLOWERING LIKE A SEED CAPTURING THE DROP OF LIFE GREIF SOUNDING SOLID STATE DISCONTENT BURIED

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OF FALLEN DESIRE BETRAYED

Wallowing in the distant Future I gave I cannot see where my fall begins I see it rage! Bleeding hopless Mise of ethereal Contempt Escape me Delude me Conclude in effervescence that is me I seek betrayal Form with juiced up blood I reign Terror down on thee with amassed vengeance Destruction ends your misery Sever of rage Disgusting fire of maddened rage Flavor designated death And flowered upon thee with wisdom and grace I seek the known the willer of great Optimism decays the seas disgust Believer taste my discontent

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MY OWN BLOOD
3 MEN UP
ONE MAN DOWN WHAT IT TAKES TO BE A REAL MAN FIGHT OF THE FOES END IN BLOOD SEER OF DEATH BECOME ME ENVELOP ME REVENGE IS AT ITS WORST WHEN A MAN CANNOT HAVE WHAT HE WANTS

DEAD CRIMSON ABSOLUTE

CRIMSON TIDES OF DEAF ILL WILL A SONG OF WRITTEN GRACE APPEARS PASSED DOWN THROUGH THE AGES LIVES FORSAKEN TERMINAL AND GRANT YOU NOTHING THE DESIRE OF MINE OR A MAN , SELFISH, GRIEF INTERRUPTION OF SOUL REAPING GLORY OF FORTUNE TANTAMOUNT TO GLORY OF PERFECTION WREAKING MIND OF SOLID CONVICTION WELDED TO MY SOURED DECEPTIVE COWERING EYES LIQUID AIR LIKE OBSCURE LOOSE LENSE DISHEVELED ABSOLUTE TRUTH BE HELD TELEPATHIC DISEASE OF MAN LIKE ITS COUNTER ART UNVEILED IN THIS FLESH A SOUND ABSOLUTE

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THE FLEETING GLIMPSE OF SURRENDERING DEFEAT ON I WALK END UPON DESIRE LIKE MYSELF I FIND EVER SINKING REARRANGING LONGING FOR A WAY TO GRASP THE FAILING LIQUID LIES

TORMENT
IS THERE NO ESCAPE FROM THE MEMORIES OF YOU? IS THERE NO ESCAPE FROM THE TIMES WE SHARED? IS THERE NO ESCAPE FROM THE FUTURE WE SPOKE ABOUT? WILL ALL MY DAYS BE BURDENED WITH THOUGHTS OF YOU? OF WHAT WE HAD , OF WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN ? WILL I ONE DAY WAKE WITHOUT YOU ON MY MIND?
AND BE ABLE TH LOOK AT YOU AS I DO HUNDREDS OF OTHER PEOPLE I SEE ON THE STREET ?

OR AM I THE PRISONER, NEVER FREED, FROM THE BONDAGE THAT IS YOUR LOVE ?

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CALLOUS PRIDE
THE CHALICE OF MONKEY BACKS MILK MADE HONEY SWEET LIKE FORTUNE GRAVE LINGER DAGGERS OMIT THE SEED OF MY BIRTH A FAILURE GASPING FORTUNE RUINED
FEARS OF RASPING CALLOUSNESS SUBSIDIARY CONTINUAL RITUAL OF REALING DIVINITY TO SEEK MY GIFT FOR YOU I SEETHE YOUR GUT INSTINCT TO DRAIN YOU OF POWER DECAY YOU OF SOUND A SWORD OF DESINTEGRATION FAILED TO EAT ITSELF OF MALICE AND CONTENT INTO OBLIVION.ENDS! SO WHAT? SOURED I DIE AGAIN

RIGHT LEFT
SEATED IN MY DEAD RIGHT HAND IS THE RIGHT TO BEAR ARMS SEATED IN MY LEFT DEAD BRAIN IS THE DESIRE TO CRUSH MY FOES INSTINCT TO OVERCOME AND DEMONSTRIFY THE OUTSIGHT OF THE OPEN LIKE SOLICE UNLIKE FERECION THE CONGRUITY OF INSTANT NEEDS I AWARE OF THE END DRAW IT NEAR THE GAZE OF ITS MIRROR IMAGE UNSEEN, OF A BEING INSURMOUNTABLE FOR HOW LONG HAVE I SEEN WHAT HAS BECOME OF ME? WITHOUT THE SIGH OF SOCIOSUPREMACY

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WORDS OF FALSE HOPE

ALL AROUND A WORD BEGOTTEN UNTO ITS OWN FALSE HOPE SUNG LIKE A RIVER WHEN ITS SEAS BECOME MY WORRY I FEEL THIS IS ALL MEANT FOR ME

WITHIN THE EYES OF DESTINY

WITHIN THE EYES OF DESTINY A HOPELESS failing of sanctified sin a resurrection of man's Inner being the soul unfit for its Vessel, cast aside like some diseased flesh Unfit to eat the seed of misery A selfish cry A wounded sigh What am I to thee? Shall I sacrifice my all? For you I gave the world A second Rule the mean to be followed Like the detriment to health A breath An instant Feel it burning Embryonic flux of statutory infection Sealed in my fate Of free will choice A lie described by the ancestral

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Constitution of mass Its entire function To describe a willingness to go the distance Fear of annihilation I describe a soul in pain A rhythm Unknown to life as lies beseech the will so fallen gazed upon With sanctified rhyme A defeated grasp deaed clasping My own asking of what will be for us? Be seen another rhythm in time Perpetuated by its semantic periforating instant Greyed and still Like eyes that fallow the word The sign of deafening mayhem Befalled by its own uncertainty A maddening roar Death I seek An answer from within

PRAY FOR DEATH

DESTINED TO BE ANACRONYMINOUS TO PERFECTION WE STRIVED YET WE FALL WE SEE WHAT IS TO BE OF WHAT WILL BECOME

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SKULL FORM AROSE FROM PROSE,

NOTHING
THEY BE YOU WHAT I NEED MAYBE YOU CAN SEE ME THE ME OF ME CAN YOU SEE? WHAT IS THERE FOR ME ? TWISTED AND INESCAPABLE I FEED ON EMPTINESS WRITHING I CALL OUT TO YOU NEEDING YOU I FEEL IT DESTROY ME CAN YOU HELP? I CRY NO SIGH NO WINGS SO I SIT ON MY BRAINS RUSH OUT OF MY SKULL AND I COMMIT TO THE IRRATIONAL SURVIVABILITY OF A MADDENED STATE OF RESURRECTED BELIEF IMAGE CRIME LIFE

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FLY IN THE OINTMENT

LOVE DOUBT LONLINESS AND DEATH DOO WAH DEE WEEEE WALKING I SIGH TALKING WITH A FLY SING A SONG OF PRAISE DOUBTING YOUR TEMPORAL WAYS I SEE NOT WHAT I WANT NOT WHAT YOU HAVE TO OFFER ALL OF IT ROTTING AWAY MY SOUL

SACRED INSTITUTIONS
SACRED REALM FORM TO SACDRED THINGS CERTAIN GODS, ATTRIBUTES ETC. TANGIBLE FORM TO FEELINGS AND IDEAS TANGIBLE FORM TO FEELINGS AND IDEAS TANGIBLE FORM TO FEELINGS AND IDEALS YES YES SO NOW I HAVE REDISCOVERED THE ART OF CREATIVE BEING IRONIC SILK

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END OF ALL
KILL THE SAVIOR

kill the son destroy all life end all reason walk into eternal hell slam that door into the face of discontent i am the father i am the son i am the god self made and the god that sold his son to the crowd angel of the bitter lake angel of the purest hate bring forth the death of 1000 plagues the man made hell the seal is open the river afoul here life ends and there life sends chain lock bound and we beget enter now the new day the dawn of power volume increase lesion

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leach the sepulcher what am i to be... end of all in sanity

DEVIATION OF ETERNITY
WAR IN WORE OUT

devination of a victory tumoult i am the failure i am the collapse i am the mirror i am everywhere within without i am the all i am consecrating beligerant and sublime ill vehement end define vanquish gestation vanquish creation am i am i love am i the demon am i love vilify all my anguish anihilation of insane mind bell toll iron soul what is myopathic decision ends now

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be the walk in be the wall, kin new god new hate its all insane cast off the iron caste as you believe so you deceive is it our nature? is it our need? is it our fiction? or is it all just a goddamn disease hell or indicision, defication viral sensation viscerate all anihilate mechanical perfection perfect the cure i am who am i? believe the secret of eternity end the sacred end the lie truth in satan truth in deed savior save me from my creed now there is nothing nothing new is under the sun ill sell it all ill sell it all ill sell it all to you for the ultimate price watch me eye of ra repent lie and live to lie again

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