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Robert K Hogg
It’s odd I should be thinking of Batman yesterday, along with that period.
I hadn’t known Channel Five was showing Batman Returns, today, along
with a feature length animated film – a comic on TV! - before it. (Why
can't I get this hyphon to elongate? If hyphon it is...) During a newsbreak
they said that the original Batmobile was up for sale/auction, and expected
to fetch £75000. Talk show host, all round presenter, famous wit and
narcissist Jonathan Ross paid a small fortune for Spiderman number 1. If I
was rich I’d go for that Batmobile I think; build my very own Bat Cave of
sorts to go along with it. I’d have my place kitted out like Forrest “Forrey”
Ackerman, or Ray Bradbury. But what with the ego mind, the false self,
that impostor that would keep reminding me of how I can’t afford to, or to
even indulge in such fantasies, what with my whole life being so 'out of
synch' and all, I’m obliged to recognise or acknowledge that that’s yet
another dream that will never come about.
But then I don’t really need a Batmobile. And where would I put it?
Not much good having one without the other, and if I could build a Bat
Cave, wouldn’t I need to go the whole hog, and have whole numbers of
Bat costumes as well as all the Bat gadgets? – Fad Gadgets, and start
calling myself Bruce and track down Marianne Wiley, but better still
Lynne, in order to get her to dress up as Catwoman… (My first intro to a
woman in leather was Diana Rigg as Emma Peel of The Avengers. But
Michelle Pfeiffer as Catwoman in Batman Returns was certainly a
haunting role). Or better still, along with Bruce Wayne Manor I could build
my own Gotham City, a Dark City (Alex Proyas) more in the vein of Tim
Burton’s Batman than Adam West and Burt Ward’s, “the boy blunder” as a
villain once quipped. Being accident prone as a kid, that one cut me to the
quick. If my mother had had that kind of wit, I’d have been wrecked. And
she had her moments. A narcissistically sarcastic friend, Billy Forbes
made up for any deficiency on her part in that department. Now, through
writing, I discover I have many of the same characteristics. Well we're all
only projections of each other after all. And I like to keep myself amused.
A mild form of revenge at worst, a relatively harmless means of keeping
perspective, however wrong-minded. I never did get a mask and cape, that
I can recall; the money never materialised. Every kid should get to be
their favourite superheroes at least once.
I envied kids who had go-karts. The means or know-how was beyond
me. I'd forgotten I could probably have found a book in the library on it.
Now nostalgia books are all the rage as well as serving that practical
purpose. Knives in themselves held little interest for me, though I did
want to learn how to throw them so that they always stuck blade first as I
had seen in films – and the circus – or the circus in films, but I could rarely
do it if ever. It was clear there must be specially weighted ones. But
where to get one...? In winter I could build all variations of snowman,
rolling great balls of snow until I could barely move them. I liked the way
they picked up the snow by their own weight. One day I got too
ambitious, my artistic proclivities coming to the fore, going beyond the
variation of one ball on top of the other, to indulge in some snow sculpture
– I wanted a more slimline snowman, but I gave up after a some time-
consuming efforts when they collapsed, my hands numb with cold.
The artistic impulse could be detrimental to life and limb also. Bill
Forbes loaned me a sledge once, as he lived near Balgay Park, a smooth
grassy slope I could use it on. I had never sled before and was as exited in
anticipation as I was surprised and flattered by his generosity and trust. At
the top of the hill it wasn’t very steep, certainly nothing to concern myself
over. I lay down on it, a cheap plastic sledge – I preferred the look of
those wooden ones with the round steel rudders – and pushed myself off
with my feet, lying flat, face first. I would pick up speed. A few seconds
into it and it was a blur of speed and strands of grass and powdered snow
speeding by me as the sledge cut through the snow. Too fast to think, it
was over before I had even to contemplated the possibility of rolling off. It
seemed safer to stay on. And to have a life and momentum of its own.
Suddenly the slope levelled out before I careened into a scrimmage of
bracken, small trees and assorted rubbish, and, fortunately, no glass or
sharpe-edged metal, as I was stopped by a wall, hitting it like the
proverbial ton of bricks. As much embarrassed as shaken up by this turn
of events in case anyone had seen me and was still looking, I called it a
day and moped off in a bit of a huff. I wouldn’t be tempting fate twice.
But I always did. The sledge business was during my early teens I might
add, the self-conscious years, Another time, someone had made a rope
swing behind the railings in the grounds of our secondary school, and that
ended just as abruptly when mid swing, (and sentence) I somehow
inadvertently let go of the rope, completely losing my bearings as the
ground rushed up to meet me; so I can't even say I didn’t see it coming
when it knocked the wind out of me. AS surreal and unnerving
experience, but like watching a movie. The tree itself was on a slope. As
the Hardy boys (yes) and Mark Bulle helped lift me up from the scrub and
rubble and nettles, I felt that silly or embarrasing impulse to burst into
tears from shock and surprise but succeeded in stifling it and it passed.
This wasn't primary school any more. I was pleased about that. That and
not breaking any bones. Thankfully I was always pretty robust. I needed
to be.