Private Emotions Appointments Ethan S Perspective

The Private Emotions Trilogy
by Elize Amornette
Private Emotions Appointments (Book 1)
When Emily Harris agreed to meet her best friend for
coffee, she had no idea of the chain of events that fate
had planned for her. Emily is thrown into the path of
the haze known as Ethan Sterling.
Emilys trust in Ethan fnally gives her the opportunity
to step away from the veil that has suppressed her
sexual desires all her life... but at what cost?
Private Emotions Invitations (Book 2)
So Emily Harris has learnt a thing or two about herself
but Ethan Sterling continues to push the boundaries
forcing her to confront her inhibitions. Emily feels
herself falling hopelessly in love with the forbidden
Ethan but one night even he pushes the boundaries too
far and Emily faces the moment she has been dreading
since they met.
Emily must make a choice but what will that choice be?
Private Emotions Promises (Book 3)
Emily Harris fnally feels comfortable in her own skin.
She is confdent that there is nothing Ethan Sterling
can do now to surprise her but he is not about to let
her go that easily. Ethan is determined to fulfl his duty
to Emily and in the process tame two wild hearts.
Will Emily and Ethan overcome lifes obstacles and
eventually give true love a chance?
To discover more about Elize Amornette visit
www.elizeamornette.com
Elize is an author of Erotic Short Stories,
Sensual Romance Novels and Paranormal Love Tales
that are enjoyed by many.
Private Emotions
Appointments
Book 1
(Ethans Perspective)
Elize Amornette

First published May 2013
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This book is a work of fction. Names, characters and
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Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is
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condition, being imposed on the subsequent purchaser.
Elize is an author of Erotic Short Stories, Sensual Romance
Novels and Paranormal Love Tales that are enjoyed by many.
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Contents
Preface - My Story ................................................i
Chapter One to Four - (Not relevant to Ethan) .......
Chapter Five - An Unexpected Encounter ............ 1
Chapter Six - Dinner for Four .............................. 5
Chapter Seven - Heavens Kiss ............................. 10
Chapter Eight - Cherry Pop ................................. 19
Chapter Nine - Kellys Secret ..............................26
Chapter Ten - The Betrayal ..................................28
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My Story
All my life I have been writing the stories in my head. I
see romantic situations unfolding everywhere I go so the
ideas for my novels come to me easily. After many years
of contemplation I fnally decided in 2013 to publish my
work... to take the leap of faith... to make my thoughts
public.
Why 2013?... I have usually been one to go with my
intuition and 2013 simply felt right. Family and friends
have also been a major positive infuence and strangely
more so this year than at any other time that I can
remember.
In my sometimes crazy corporate world the escapism
of a romantic interlude can be exciting, adventurous
and calming all at the same time. My writing has been
my constant companion throughout the years and it
continues to be my best friend indeed.
It is my wish that you enjoy reading my work as much as
I enjoy writing them and hopefully this will be the start of
a lovely journey together.
Live, Laugh, Love
Elize
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Chapter Five
An Unexpected Encounter
I have been planning this moment for some time now
and I had a certain way of meeting a woman that worked
in the past. I fgured that what wasnt broken didnt need
to be fxed. I knew that she would return soon and this
would be my opportunity to accidentally bump into her.
I heard her coming and I pretended to keep my head
down to give the impression that I wasnt watching where
I was going. I had to admit to myself that the frst time I
saw her I couldnt stop staring.
Oh goodness, Im sorry. I wasnt looking where I was
going.
Do you always not look where you are going? Then you
must bump into lots of people.
It was obvious that my ploy was working so I decided
to see how far I could take this without making her feel
uncomfortable. The last thing I wanted to do was to make
her think that I was insincere. I fgured a little levity
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would go a long way as I have found that women like a
man who could make them laugh.
Hey not to worry it was just as much my fault as it was
yours. You say that you just came back from a date from
hell? Im just on my way down to the laundry room and
if you want to compare stories of the worst dates possible
then you are more than welcome to join me. I could see
that she was thinking about it and this was my chance to
convince her with a little helpful coaching, Just help me
get these things back in the basket and we can adjourn
to my secret love nest...just joking. I could see that my
attempt at humor was working and her defenses were
beginning to drop.
While she helped me pick up the clothes on the foor I
could smell her hair and her perfume that permeated the
air. There was something about her that was pulling me
in and I wanted to know more about her. If I had to use
subterfuge to get her to open up then that was exactly
what I would do.
We got down to the laundry room and we were the only
two people there. I once had a date that showed up
wearing a Goth outft with piercings in almost every part
of her body. She did have one good quality though, she
was a good kisser, and that tongue ring was something
else.
So, what youre telling me is that you slept with her
anyway even though you didnt fnd her sense of style
attractive? I didnt want her to think that I was some
kind of sex hungry pig so I decided to be honest with
her and see if the direct approach would make her feel
different about the situation.
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I admit that I did have sex with her. I really didnt have
any choice, considering that she attacked me and pulled
me into her bedroom before I had no chance to fght.
Hmm, I can defnitely see how it would be diffcult for
someone of your size and strength to not have a choice.
Wait, dont tell me. Her piercings gave her super human
strength, so you could not hide, you could not run, you
could not escape her grasp?
This woman was very quick and was matching me barb
for barb. My my, what a quick tongue you have my dear.
I suppose I couldve just run but the handcuffs that she
used to bolt me to the bed made that a bit diffcult. Add
the fact that she was into B&D stuff and I was sore for the
next four days.
Im sorry that was so bad for you but that doesnt
compare to what Ive been through the last couple of
nights. Although, I must say that your story does make
me feel better. I enjoyed the fact that I made her feel a
little less bad about what happened to her on her date
tonight but I just couldnt understand why I cared so
much.
Come to think of it, I dont think Ive ever seen you
around this building before now.
I moved in here a few days ago and havent had the time
to meet many people in the building. I work a lot of nights,
so that makes it diffcult to bump into anyone that live
here, unless of course Im carrying laundry. If everybody
around here is as friendly as you are, then I am sure that
Im going to love living here. This wasnt exactly a lie
because I was starting to enjoy our interaction.
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We exchanged more stories and I felt that we were starting
to connect on a level that would make getting to know
her a little easier. Hopefully she might be more receptive
to other meetings in the future. She was staring at me
the whole time and I felt like she was looking into my
very soul. It was rare that I felt completely at ease with a
woman during the frst meeting but there was something
about her that made this feel natural. I think it was the
fact that I was being open made her feel like she could
talk to me... just like she would with one of her friends.
Just so you know, Emily, not all men are complete pigs
and there are still a few good ones left out there.
I am sure that you are correct on that but they just seem
few and very far apart at the moment. I took a brief
moment to look at the woman that I hoped I would see
again... her long dark hair, her bright eyes and the quick
responses that fell from her mouth... that mouth, that
beautiful mouth. It was going to be a pleasure getting to
know her in every possible way. Ive introduced myself
and you havent returned the favor, maybe you have
something to hide?
Oh, Im sure we all have something to hide, but my
name isnt one of them. Its, Ethan... Ethan Sterling.
There were things in my past that I defnitely didnt want
to share with her and I was sure that she had stories of
her own to guard.
Well Ethan Sterling, it was great chatting with you. You
single-handedly cheered up a damsel in distress.
Its the least that I could do for someone who helped me
pick up my laundry.
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Chapter Six
Dinner for Four
For some reason I couldnt get Emily off my mind. Ever
since I saw her in the hallway I wanted nothing more than
to call out to her. That wasnt how I did things so I would
wait and see if she would make the frst move. I knew
that she felt self-conscious after her previous experiences
with men and I didnt want to make it any worse by being
too forthright.
The thought of her scent, her smile and the way that she
moved made me feel a little anxious. I needed to fnd a
way to alleviate my mounting tension so I decided that a
hot shower or better yet a cold one would do me a world
of good. Knowing that she was only a few steps away from
my door made me a little crazy and when the cold water
hit my body I felt some of that frustration being washed
away.
I was only in there a few minutes when I heard a knocking
on my door. I walked to the door with the towel loosely
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around my waist hoping that it was Emily. I opened the
door and said, Emily, you just caught me in the shower
and I was lucky that I heard you knocking, with the
spray of the water and my god-awful singing...Was there
something that I can do for you, or are you just going to
continue to stare at me in my half-naked state? I really
liked the way she was looking at me and I could see that
I had caught her off guard. I purposely lowered the towel
just a little bit so that she could see where the V shape of
my well-defned torso was leading to. It seemed that it
worked because her face was beginning to get red in the
cheeks.
Um, sorry, I didnt mean... I... I was just coming over to
do the neighborly thing and invite you to dinner. This
was the invitation that I was waiting for. She had to be
the one to approach me and not the other way around.
The combination of her perfume and her beautiful body
was beginning to make my desire stir. I was starting to
have a little problem down below and there was no way
that I was going to show her my excitement. I turned my
body to the side so that hopefully she wouldnt see what
she was doing to me.
Damn, I cant tonight but I am totally free tomorrow
night, so why dont we say 7 PM and Ill bring a bottle
of wine for the occasion? I did have the night off but I
thought it best not to seem too eager to accept her offer.
She was looking at something over my shoulder but
maybe she was just trying to avert her eyes from my half
naked state. So will tomorrow night work for you?
Yes, I am free tomorrow night. I was really looking
forward to leaning more about her... what she liked, what
she didnt and everything else in between.
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Great! Ill be there tomorrow night and Im really looking
forward to seeing what kind of concoction youre going to
impress me with.
Um, Im not much of a cook, although Im sure that I can
come up with something that will delight your palate. I
was sure that she could do that and a whole lot more.
I was talking to Mark about my book and getting a progress
report on the publishing schedule. I heard a commotion
only to see Emily being assisted from the ground and
what looked like a salad scattered on the foor.
Mark said, Emily, is that you? Hmm, this was a bit
strange. Did she have business at the hotel or was she
following Mark and me? I was almost certain that she
was following us and was probably trying to fnd out
everything she could about me before anything more
happened between us. I felt that I was being ambushed
and didnt like it very much.
You know, Emily, too?
Emily is the best friend of my wife. Mark, saw that
we were caught in a very uncomfortable situation and
decided to try to salvage the plan.
Um, I saw you from across the street and um, and ...
And you decided that a hotel lobby was a better place to
have your salad than the park? The best way to diffuse
any sort of situation was to make light of it so I made
it seem that all of this was just a big coincidence and
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nothing more. It would take both Mark and me to keep
the ruse going so I decided that we would just tell her the
truth... at least, only as much as was necessary.
Mark realized what I was trying to do and decided to play
along. He said, As you know, I do business in the city
from time to time and I am always looking for fresh talent
to publish. Ethan had come to my attention and now he is
well on his way to publishing a series of books. You might
just be witnessing the birth of a genius. He was laying
it on a little thick but I liked where he was going with it.
This is a small world after all.
This is great, Emily, as you know, Mark, then maybe
you wouldnt mind that him and his wife, Ronnie, join
us for dinner? I thought that having Mark and Ronnie
at dinner with us would probably make Emily feel more
relaxed and let her guard down.
Actually, Ethan, Ronnie is my childhood friend and I
met Mark through Ronnie.
Well there you go.
Why not, its not like any of us are strangers and now I
have two more mouths to feed.
Mark said, Well, at least you know what Ronnie and I
like, so it shouldnt be that hard a proposition to fgure
out a meal plan. If you will excuse us, Emily, we have
some work to do but well see you at dinner tonight.
Of course, I will leave you guys to your business.
This wasnt exactly what I had in mind.
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I know but we should make the most of it and just go
with the fow. I could see that she was looking back at us
with suspicious eyes. I felt badly that we were not being
completely truthful but I also knew it was necessary, at
least for now. I still didnt know why I really cared one
way or the other because she was just another woman
that I knew I could help. I was hard pressed to think that
this situation was any different to the others.
Mark, I hope we know what we doing here because if we
hurt her in any way it could seriously jeopardize the trust
she will be willing to show other men in the future as well
as her friendship with you and Ronnie.
I know Ethan, but you said that youd do it and now we
are too far into this to back out now. This idea of having
dinner with all of us will not go down very well with
Ronnie because she is against our plan of messing with
the heart of her best friend. I know this is going to come
back and bite me in the ass but I dont see any other way
to show her that love is worth fghting for. I could see
the struggle in my best friends eyes and I really didnt
know how to tell him that I liked this assignment. I had
no intention of being the cause of Emilys heartbreak and
I wanted to enjoy her company for as long as I could.
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Chapter Seven
Heavens Kiss
Dinner was going to take on a whole new meaning now
that I wasnt going to be alone with her. The one thing
that I was looking forward to was ruined because of an
impromptu meeting between the three of us at the hotel. I
had to decide what to wear so I chose a pair of dark pants
and a blue silk shirt. Ive had several women comment
on this shirt and it seemed like the perfect time to pull
out my secret weapon. I knew that this shirt would show
Emily just how piercing my blue-eyes really were and I
hoped that it would make a lasting impression.
I grabbed the bottle of wine that had I promised to bring
with me. I took one last look at myself in the mirror,
fxed my hair and walked towards the door. Why did I
even bother to fuss with how I looked when it was just a
friendly dinner? This was a question that I would have to
ask myself again because something was drawing me to
her and I didnt know quite what it was. Maybe it was the
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fact that she was vulnerable or that she was stronger than
she appeared, either way I was about to fnd out.
When she opened the door I was virtually speechless and
I didnt know quite what to say without sounding like a
complete gibbering idiot. What was wrong with me? I
have had the pleasure of many women in my life so what
was it about this woman that affected me in this way?
Emily, you look, you look... thankfully, Mark came to
my rescue before I did any lasting damage.
Ethan, is that you? Mark said as he and Ronnie walked
over to where we were standing.
Hey, Mark. Hi, Ronnie. I could tell from the way Ronnie
was looking at me that she didnt like any of this and was
just going along with it to help her friend. I had to fnd
some way of making her see that what we were doing was
in the best interest of Emily.
Emily went into the kitchen to prepare the meal and left
us in the living room. Guys, I know that this wasnt part
of the plan but we have to keep going. We could have
stopped this any time but I just didnt want to and the
situation was starting to eat away at me.
I DONT CARE, I THINK WHAT WE ARE DOING IS
DESPICABLE AND IM NOT SURE I WANT ANY PART
OF IT. She was gritting her teeth and her voice was
raising a couple of octaves. I had to calm her down before
she alerted Emily to what was going on.
Mark said, We stay the course and see where this goes.
At least Mark was dealing with it the best way that he
could but I could still see the anger lurking behind Ronnie
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eyes. I was worried that she wouldnt be able to hide her
emotions during dinner.
Honey, I hate this and just want to go on the record as
saying that I am against this. We both knew how she
felt but this was my time to shine and make her see the
reason for what we were doing.
Look guys, its no big deal, lets just have a good evening
and then well deal with this later.
We sat down and I could feel a tension in the air. No one
said anything and I was hoping that Emily didnt feel the
tension as well. I wanted her to enjoy tonight and feel
relaxed in my company.
So, just what kind of book is Ethan writing for you,
Mark? She defnitely caught all of us completely unaware
and we looked at each other before speaking. It was
probably best that we told the truth, at least a semblance
of it, so that she wouldnt get suspicious and wondered if
we were hiding something.
Ethan is writing a book about relationships and he has
some insights into the human psyche that will beneft our
readers. Mark explained only the basics of what my book
was about. It was best not to reveal too much too quickly.
Ive had my fair share of romances in my life and now I
have a chance to impart my wisdom on others. It is my
hope that my readers will beneft from my experience
and not make the same mistakes that I made. I wasnt
sure if she was buying it or not because I just couldnt
read her expression. That was frustrating for me because
I pride myself in being able to read women.
Guys, its obvious that you all know something that
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I should know. The fact that none of you, including my
own best friend, is willing to tell me what this is all about
means that there is a strong reason for me not to know.
So for now and for the sake of a pleasant evening, I will
not push the issue, but someone very soon is going to
have to tell me what the hell is going on. This woman
was defnitely very observant and that was going to make
my job a lot harder than it had to be. I guess that being
hurt in past relationships had caused her bullshit radar
to be on high alert.
Ronnie looked very nervous and she couldnt even look at
her best friend in the eye. Ronnie said with a little giggle
of nervousness, I dont know what youre talking about
and would you look at the time. Mark and I have tickets
to the opera and we must get there before they start. We
loved the food, the wine and the company, but we really
have to go.
You want to explain to me what all that was about? They
werent here more than a half hour and I know for a fact
that the opera is closed... This wasnt good news for me,
considering the fact that they had left me like a deer in
the headlights. The only thing left to do was to push the
conversation in a different direction.
Lets take our drinks and go into the living room where
we can be more comfortable. This was the only thing left
to try to take her mind off the fact that we were hiding
something from her. I took Emilys hand and led her over
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to the sofa. I could feel her fngertips against the palm of
my hand and I really liked being this close to her.
I leaned forward and took her face in my hands, briefy
looked into her eyes and lowered my lips to lightly touch
hers. There was no tongue involved and we just tasted
each others lips. I felt that the gentle approach was the
best one to use with Emily. She was the apprehensive
type and I did not want her to pull away from me.
She closed her eyes and I couldnt help but melt into the
moment as well. I pulled away slightly so that only the tip
of our nose was touching each others. All bets were off
now. I used the tip of my nose to trace a path to her left
cheek, then towards her temple and back down to the top
of her ear where I lightly brushed my tongue against her
earlobe. I knew this was a very sensitive area on many
women and I was pleased to discover that she was one
of those women. She buried her head in my neck and I
could feel her hot breath against my skin. Being this close
to her made my body respond in a very profound way.
She hadnt even touched me yet and I felt more in tuned
with her than with any woman in a very long time.
I could almost sense what was coming next. I felt her
wanting to go further but she was fghting her desires
every step of the way. If she would just let herself go I
would be there to catch her if she fell but she wasnt ready
to take that step yet.
I dont know if ...
Its ok, I understand. But then you must understand
that I need to go now. You are a very appealing woman
and the state that I am in at the moment will make it
impossible to keep my hands off of you. I wasnt lying.
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My cock was acting on his own accord and there was
no way that I would be able to hide the bulge that was
currently protruding against the fabric of my pants.
Ok, Ethan. Let me show you to the door. Getting up
from that sofa was the hardest thing to do. I felt like a
teenage boy getting his frst taste at being with a girl.
Thanks for a lovely evening, Emily. The meal was
delightful and the company even more so. I walked out
of there and pressed my back against my door. Sigh.
Her perfume was still lingering in the air and I had no
intention of washing this shirt anytime soon.
I just couldnt get Emily out of my mind. She was
consuming all of my thoughts even though I only met her
a few days ago. I tried to think of anything other than
her body next to mine on her sofa that night but it was
proving to be more diffcult than I had thought. I needed
to constantly remind myself of what my true role was
where Emily was concerned. I wanted to make her feel
special but I had to remember to keep my distance with
her, so I decided to put pen to paper.
The note read:
Hi, Emily. I would love to see you again. I had to travel
at short notice due to business commitments, but will be
back early next week. It would be nice to meet up if you
are free. Ethan.
I felt that I had made my point. I was going to be out of
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town and didnt want her to think that I wasnt thinking
about her.
When I returned from my journey I was pleasantly
surprised to fnd a letter from Emily underneath my
door. The note read:
Hi, Ethan. That sounds great. I will be meeting up with
a couple of friends at, Woodys Tavern, around 6:30 PM
on Wednesday of next week. We could have some drinks
with them frst and then take it from there? Emily
I didnt know which friends she was referring to but if it
was Ronnie and Mark, I hoped that we were not going to
have one of those awkward evenings again. I had some
business details to sort out but there was no way that I
was going to deny her request.
Hello, Emily. I took her into my arms without thinking
and I reluctantly pulled myself away after a few seconds.
I needed to keep my cool and let her move at her own
pace. The last thing I wanted was to be labeled as just
another guy. I wanted to show her that there was at least
one good one still out there.
Ethan, please meet Barry and Maria. Guys, this is,
Ethan.
I got to know her friends and hoped that I gave them a
good impression. I was pretty good at reading people and
I believed that I helped them see that I wasnt a threat.
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Barry said, Would you like a top up on your wine,
Ethan?
No more for me, thanks. Unfortunately, I cannot stay
but it was great to meet you both. I certainly didnt want
to leave but I also didnt want to overstay my welcome. I
needed to explain things to Emily so that she would not
think I was going back on my word to spend the evening
with her. Em, can I chat with you for a second?
She came over to me and I could see the disappointment
radiating off her. I am sorry, Em. Business ran over
and I only just got in. I saw your note and came over
immediately to see you but I need to rush off again.
Things are not going as smoothly as planned and I need
to sort it out.
Sure, I understand. These things happen, right? I
could tell immediately that she understood but she was
disappointed.
To show her that I really was being sincere, I grabbed her
around her waist and pulled her closer to me. I kissed
her and felt her respond. Both of our tongues dueled for
control but I think in the end I came out on top. I fgured
it was about time that I switched roles and invited her out
to dinner.
How about I extend the invitation this time? Would you
join me for dinner? If you are free on Friday around 7:00
PM, then I am all yours for the night. Just bring your
beautiful self and your appetite, and Ill do the rest. I
already had an idea of what I was going to do for dinner,
but now I just had to wait and fnd out if she was going to
be a willing partner.
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Sounds like a plan.
I can walk you back to you door if you like? I need to
collect some papers from the apartment before I leave, so
it would be no trouble at all.
Thanks but I think that I will stay and hang out with
Barry and Maria a bit longer, before I call it quits on the
evening. I really felt that we were becoming friends and
that was a good start to our budding relationship.
I found it hard to walk away from her and realized that I
couldnt leave without another taste of her lips. I pulled
her towards me and held on to her tightly so she wouldnt
get away. I kissed her passionately and bit the bottom of
her lip before I let her go and walked away.
I found myself losing control around her. This was very
unlike me but I just chalked it up to a pleasant evening
and didnt try to make anything more out of it.
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Chapter Eight
Cherry Pop
Look Mark, I know why Im here and I certainly dont
need you telling me that. I just think that I need more
time before I reveal anything to her. It wasnt the right
time to tell her the real reason I was there. I dreaded
having to have that conversation so I was going to drag it
out as long as I could.
Ethan, that is not part of this and I am very uncomfortable
with how youre changing the plans on a moments notice.
I am not completely sure this is the right direction to go,
but I trust you. You are one of my dearest friends and
have a reputation for getting things done so I will leave
the situation in your hands. I have to ask you though, are
you falling for Emily after such a short period of time?
What? ... I... I wont even dignify that with a response,
you know falling in love isnt in the cards for us, but I
just think that I need more time to get to know her better
before taking the next step in the process. Now, if the
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third degree is over, I have a dinner to get to with Emily
and I would appreciate it if you left me to do what I need
to do. It was the only explanation that I could come up
with that made any sense to either of us. I didnt mean a
word of it because in the back of my mind I knew that I
didnt want to be the cause of any hurt that would come
from this betrayal.
The restaurant that I was taking her to was a favorite
place of mine and I had taken several women there in the
past to woo them. This time felt a little different. I wasnt
just going through the motions with Emily.
Can I just say that most women that I know couldnt
pull off a dress like that, but with the body that you have,
you certainly fll it out in all the right places. I knew that
she was wearing that dress to get my attention and it
defnitely did the job. I could not keep my eyes off her.
Thats very kind of you to say sir and I think that you
clean up well too.
There was something in the way that she looked at me
made my heart skip a beat and all I wanted to do was to
reach over and kiss her.
Dinner was perfect and I could not help but laugh at
her reaction to desert. She was funny, interesting and
intriguing all rolled into one.
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I had a little surprise for her after dinner that I was sure
would appeal to her. The way that she stepped back and
touched her chest gave me the impression that I was on
the right track.
It was becoming more diffcult to keep my professionalism
in check and still show her a good time. I wanted
desperately to tell her that I would like to go to her place
but the invitation needed to come from her.
Would you like to come in for a nightcap? I had to use
all my strength to keep my cool so I just nodded my head
as if I thought it was a good idea. Why dont you sit down
and Ill get some wine for us.
This impulse came over me and I put the wine glass down
and approached her. I put my fnger under her chin and
gently pulled her head towards me. As I kissed her softly
I could feel that telltale sign that every man gets when he
gets excited. Emily was driving me insane and I had to
have her tonight but only if she wanted me too.
I scooped her into my arms and walked towards the
bedroom but paused to see if this was what she wanted to
do. If I was going too far too fast, I wanted her to say it out
loud for both of us to hear. If youre not sure we can stop
this right now and I will leave. She didnt utter a single
word and began to unbutton my shirt. I undressed her
and had to stife a gasp of pleasure when she stood there
in only her bra and panties. God, she looked amazing and
all I wanted to do was devour her.
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As I slowly undressed, I could feel myself starting to lose
control. I felt her hand on my shaft and I could tell that
she was nervous. Emily was igniting a passion in me that
not many women could unleash.
Oh god, Emily, that is so good, you just dont know.
I could see that she wanted to taste me but my desire to
consume her made me push her onto the bed and slide
between her legs. I started licking her and she was like
ambrosia on my tongue. I had to get better access so I
pulled off her panties to give me the perfect view of what
I was about to consume. The smell of her, the taste of
her... Fuck, I could not wait any longer. I had to have her
now. I moved up over her and slid my cock into her wet
and heated core.
Yes, Ethan. Yes, oh god, yes. My intention was to go
slowly but I couldnt stop the fre from burning below and
I gave her every inch of me. Wow Ethan that was the frst
time that I have ever had an orgasm from just penetration
alone. I never thought that I would experience it because
I didnt think that my body was made up that way. I
couldnt believe that she had shared that with me and I
was fattered that I could do that for her.
Oh, so I broke your cherry, so to speak? Oh well, at least
it made her smile.
I had an early meeting in the morning so I woke before
she did. I looked over at her and realized that I had to
see her again but I wanted to take her away somewhere
special. I decided to write a short note, it read:
That was the most magical evening that I have spent
with a woman in quite some time. Unfortunately,
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my work has taken me out of town for the next couple
days but when I return, I want to take you out for the
weekend to a special place. If you thought the restaurant
was authentic Italian, where Im going to take you next
is going to make you think that Italy has come to you.
Be ready and packed when I arrive on Friday evening.
Ethan.
As she slept, I kissed her gently on her lips. I wanted to
leave her with a memory to hold onto until we met again.
Friday evening I came to her door wearing a tuxedo and
carrying a dozen white roses. I found out that they were
her favorite with a little help from Mark and Ronnie.
Come we have a whole weekend of pleasures that
demand our attention.
The location was a place nick named, Little Italy and it
was easy to see why. Emily allowed me to guide her to the
front door where a gondola was waiting for us. I hope
that this is everything that you hoped it would be and
more.
I cant describe to you what Im feeling at this moment
only to say that nothing in my life has ever come close to
this. We kissed and I felt her body warm to my touch.
It felt great that I could give her this special treat even
though I was on a job.
Ethan, this couldnt be more special, even if it wanted
to be. I had so many other things in store for her and I
hoped that it would bring us closer.
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In the restaurant I took her hand and licked each of
her fngers, hoping that it would give her the same hot
thoughts that were currently going through my head.
When we got back to the room, I said to Emily, I want
to repeat that cherry popping sex that we had the other
night. She stripped slowly letting me take in every piece
of her exposed skin. When her panties hit the foor I
frantically got naked as the anticipation was more than I
thought it would be.
She climbed into the mattress and threw the covers back
to invite me in. I stood there speechless at the sight of
pure beauty waiting to receive me. I crawled onto the bed
behind her and nudged my cock into her tight pussy as
my hot breath caressed her neck.
She lifted her leg and reached down to guide me in deeper.
I pushed through and felt my shaft surrounded by her
silky interior. I knew how sensitive her nipples were so I
softly caressed them to heighten her pleasure.
I could not control my desire any longer and I fucked her
with all my might.
Yes Ethan, you know just what to do to me. Yes, yes,
yesssssssss. Her orgasm took me by surprise and the
way that her muscles played over me was turning me on
something ferce. With powerful strokes I buried myself
in her folds and couldnt stop my own release from
exploding.
I had to taste her for myself one last time and I was
rewarded with her body going crazy above me. I
loved watching her cum in front of my eyes like that.
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Hearing her cries of passion echoing off the walls was
almost enough to make my spent self come to life again.
Emily, I want you to know just how special you are to me
and how much I have enjoyed our time together. You are
nothing like what I was expecting, in fact you are so much
more. I kissed her forehead and then her eyelids before
wrapping her up in my arms. If I had any energy left in
me I would have given it all to her.
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Chapter Nine
Kellys Secret
Emily, I can see that whatever this is, it is eating you up
inside, and if you want to talk then I have a shoulder to
lean on. There was defnitely something going on with
Emily that I didnt know about. I had to be cautious and
not push too hard and alienate her in the process. She
looked so sad that all I wanted to do was to show her that
I would be there for her and the reason did not matter. I
would have to allow her to come to me and just be patient
in the meantime.
Her emotions were off the chart and I could see a small
tear form in the corner of her eye. I wiped it away before
leaning in to kiss the hurt away that she was feeling. There
was nothing more that I could do other than to get her to
sweep her thoughts to the side and think of something
more pleasant.
Let me in, Emily, and I swear to you that youll never
regret it. When we got to the bedroom I slowly undressed
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her, while she remained in her trance like state. I hoped
that being intimate with her would help take her mind off
her troubles... even if it was only temporary.
I lay her on the bed, took a bottle of oil and began to
massage her body from head to toe. I heard her sigh
several times and had the distinct impression that this
was exactly what she needed. I moved closer to her and
decided to pay more attention to massaging her ass.
I wanted to give her more pleasure and soon I had my
fngers sliding in and out of her. It wasnt long before
we were making love. We twisted and moved in the
sheets until there was nothing left but the feeling of lust
ravishing our bodies. A big part of me wanted to tell her
why I had come into her life and how I could help her to
move forward in her sexual journey but the timing was
not right. She was dealing with another situation in her
mind and what I had to say would not be well received.
I would have to tell her soon because she deserved to
know... she deserved the truth. I closed off the analytical
side of my mind, curled up behind her and listened to her
breathing... she felt like home to me.
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Chapter Ten
The Betrayal
You and Ronnie have been best friends for a long time
havent you?
Yeesss, since childhood. Why? It was getting to the
point that I needed to tell her the truth about who I
really was but it wasnt a conversation that I was looking
forward to. Unfortunately, the nature of the beast told me
that it was the right thing to do and this time nothing was
going to stop me from telling her. She deserved to know
what was going on but she also deserved to know that she
was special to me.
Just curious. So are you ready for desert?
We made love once again and each time I felt closer to
her. I wanted her more and more with each passing day.
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God, I was dreading what I had to do next. I was about to
blow her world apart and hope that she would understand
it was all done with the sincerest of intentions.
You were amazing but I still think that you resist your
feelings. Em, there is so much that I can show you but
you have to be open to exploring the possibilities.
Show me? Exploring the possibilities? I dont
understand... this was the moment of truth and I wasnt
sure I would be able to go through with it until I looked
into her eyes and saw her confused expression looking
back at me. I couldnt allow this to go on any longer
without being completely honest with her. I held my
breath one last time and opened my mouth to say the
words that would forever change our relationship.
Emily, your friends thought I could be of service, you
know, to show you how a wonderful woman like you
deserves to be treated. At frst, I had just done it as a favor
to Mark, but now, Emily, you make me ...
What! I knew that it wasnt going to go well but I
certainly didnt expect her to take it so personally. I had
to do damage control quickly before everything was lost.
If you can get past the fact that this was a setup, I believe
that...
Am I such a lost cause that my best friends decided
that I am incapable of fnding someone on my own? I
know that I have much to learn but... so this is what the
argument was all about the night that we all had dinner?
Who gets to be right about Emilys sexual experience?
The betrayal that she was feeling was evident on her face.
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She was too far-gone for any kind of explanation that
would make any sense.
No, no Emily, you have it all wrong... thats not...
How could you do this to me, Ethan? I could barely
hear her as she said the words under her breath. I knew
exactly how she felt and my heart was breaking inside.
Emily...
Please, Ethan ... just go.
Emily I...
Eth...
I knew that it was time to walk away. She would need
time to process all that I had said so I got dressed as fast
as I could and left. I felt just as awful inside as she did but
hoped that she would understand that I meant no harm.
I tried to get in touch with Emily but she refused to
acknowledge me. She probably thought that her friends
and I were the most horrible human beings in the world
and she chose to completely shut herself away from us.
There was no way that I was going to allow this stupid
arrangement between Mark and me to get in the way of
helping her. I needed to explain things so I wrote a note
and slipped it under her door.

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Emily. At least give me the opportunity to explain and
if you never want to see me again after that then I will
understand. Ethan
I still had not heard from Emily so I decided to phone
her again. Finally, I got her on the phone and knew this
was my chance to try to make things right. Emily? Its,
Ethan... dont hang up... I have been trying to reach you
all week. I phoned and knocked, but no one answered.
How did you get my number?
Your number registered on my phone from your, one-
ring call the other night remember? Look, Em, I would
really like to meet up with you to explain things, and then
you can decide what is best for you, even if that means
never seeing me again. Can you meet me at Au Chant,
tomorrow tonight at around seven? If she didnt accept
my invitation, I didnt know what I was going to do. At
that point, I realized that I liked her more than I was
willing to admit. Her presence made me feel good and all
I knew was that I wanted more of that feeling.
Sure see you there at seven.
Thank god she accepted my offer. She said yes to my
dinner invitation but how would I get her to say yes and
allow me the chance to be part of her journey? I would
have to think very carefully about what to say and hope
that fate would be in my favor.
... Join Ethan at Au Chant and discover what
he has in store for Emily in Book 2 - Invitations
Private Emotions Invitations (Book 2)
So Emily Harris has learnt a thing or two about herself
but Ethan Sterling continues to push the boundaries
forcing her to confront her inhibitions. Emily feels
herself falling hopelessly in love with the forbidden
Ethan but one night even he pushes the boundaries too
far and Emily faces the moment she has been dreading
since they met.
Emily must make a choice but what will that choice be?
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Private Emotions Promises (Book 3)
Emily Harris fnally feels comfortable in her own skin.
She is confdent that there is nothing Ethan Sterling
can do now to surprise her but he is not about to let
her go that easily. Ethan is determined to fulfl his duty
to Emily and in the process tame two wild hearts.
Will Emily and Ethan overcome lifes obstacles
and eventually give true love a chance?
The Private Emotions Trilogy
by Elize Amornette
Little does Emily Harris realise how much a single cup
of coffee with her best friend will completely change
the course of her life. Emily begins a journey that will
ultimately test her sexual boundaries and throw her
into the path of the enigma known as Ethan Sterling.
Ethan exposes Emily to inner circles that she never
knew existed, a life beyond her imagination and passion
that cannot be tamed.
Can Emily learn the lessons she is meant to learn from
Ethan before the intensity of him completely destroys
her?
Stay tuned for books in my other
Romance Subgenres!
Erotic Short Stories these stories
are the most sexually explicit of all
my writings. The storyline is just
as good as my other books but the
focus is on the personalities of the
main characters and the intimate
experiences they share. They offer
my readers a quick escape into the
life and love of a chance meeting
between two strangers.
Paranormal Love Tales these
tales are a little less sexually
explicit than the sensual romance
novels but again, they still offer the
seductive moments shared between
the characters. In these tales you
journey with me into other worlds
and meet other life forms that are
not always what they seem. The
love discovered and shared will be
outside the boundaries defned by
our planet. How will you respond to
the unknown?

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