The Capacitance of Self Denial

and TRUE Enlightenment

A Human being is like a battery and a capacitor.

In electronics, a capacitor is a device that blocks the flow of energy and allows
for it to dam up and compress. Then when you go to release the energy, it all
leaves the capacitor at the same time like opening a dam, whereas a battery
releases the charge slowly and continuously, like a hole in a dam.

When you rub your foot on the carpet and touch your friend, they will feel a little
shock.
That is building up an electric charge and then when you go to ground it out
(use it), you feel the shock equal to the amount of power built up.

If you only rub your foot on the carpet for 5 seconds and then touch your friend,
you'll get a weak shock.
Imagine if you spent 60 minutes rubbing your foot on the carpet before
touching your friend.

You deny yourself the satisfaction of shocking your friend for a little bit longer...
and the intensity will exponentially grow. When you go to ground out the charge
(use it), you can give your friend a very big surprise and shock them quite big.
It will be enough to shock you too and you will even hear it and see it if it's dark
enough in the room.

Apply this concept to EVERYTHING in life.

We'll start by explaining small things and work our way up to TRUE power and
what people attribute to "gods."

If you smoke everyday, it's like rubbing your foot on the carpet for a couple
seconds and then touching your friend right away.
But if you hold off on smoking for a week and deny yourself the satisfaction for a
bit, I guarantee you, that when you go to smoke that next time, it will be much
more powerful for you and you'll feel the power more.


What happens if you go to smoke.. you put everything up to your lips and at the
last second... say... "NO, I'm going to wait a little more."
How much WILL POWER do you REALLY have?

Trying to quit smoking is tough enough as it is.
How much more difficult would it be to put a cigarette to your lips everyday and
just before you light it you say... No!

THAT is power of the Will.
You are NOT a slave to your body.
How much you practice exerting your will against yourself, will determine your
power.

Imagine getting just as much satisfaction from putting that cigarette to your lips
and putting it down.. as you do from having that orgasm of Will and giving in to
smoke it.
Once you smoke it.. it's over.

You can enjoy all the cigarettes you want in the world.
Feel them in your fingers. Feel them between your lips.
Enjoy the taste and texture.
But don't have the orgasm you want, or the power will be released just like
touching your friend on the carpet.
Do you really want to ground out the charge?
If you do... it will be even better and you can enhance the experience. But if you
dont ground it out, it will grow inside you and that vortex will eventually
perpetuate itself.

ALL vortexes are consciously initiated. THE Creator can indeed be proved in a
lab since it takes conscious energy to initiate a vortex.

Trying to debate the existence of THE Creator is like the notes of a symphony
fighting with each other whether or not there was ever a composer.
Or the words of a poem debating over whether there was ever a poet.

The Creator is Not his own creation. Nor are You the vortex you initiate.
Its a separate entity.



If you have sex and orgasm all the time, it's like rubbing your foot on the carpet
and touching your friend right away.
Sure it will feel Great every time you cum, but if you deny yourself sex for a week,
it will feel AWESOME when you go to ground out the charge.
You will have a much more powerful orgasm.

But this is verrrry different energy than mere the orgasm of smoking.
Completion of a desire is an orgasm.

What does the Catholic religion say about having sex but never achieving an
orgasm?
The church says that sex is ONLY for married couples and it's specifically for the
act of reproduction.
Is it now?

The church says this because the people within the church are weak.
They have no WILL POWER.
They can't say no.
Because they are weak they don't know that sex is NOT JUST for reproduction.
Reproduction is for "married couples" who decide to stick together and aid the
life they created.
But Sex is for EVERYONE.
...... just don't cum.

This is the basis of Tantra and the Kama Sutra.

You can fondle all the cigarettes you like. Taste them, feel them and enjoy them...
just don't smoke them.
You can fondle all the ladies you like. Taste them, feel them and enjoy them in
LOVE.. just don't orgasm.

The more you exert your WILL POWER within yourself.. the more powerful your
WILL POWER becomes.

If YOU build it... THEY will cum. Meaning... while You build the charge of orgasm...
the rest of humanity will ground it out.
This is called Sperm Retention.

In Nei Kung, Qi Gong, Kundalini, Tantra and many other ancient practices, it is
known that sexual energy converts into electrical power within the body.
Practice exerting your will against YOURSELF. Force your will on no one but
yourself.
The reason why you have to reach for your glass of water is because you have
the will to drink, so you need to move your 3D hand through 3D space-time and
pick up the glass.

Work in = work out... right?

Well what happens if you build the work in... build the work in... build the work
in.... and never release it.. like a capacitor.
When you go to put work out.... the same amount of force will yield
ASTRONOMICAL results.
That is not to be taken lightly.
This power is beyond our comprehension.

It will get to the point where your will is so strong, that when you reach for your
glass of water... it will come to you, because it's your WILL.

The universe will begin to bend to YOUR WILL. But you have to believe in yourself
enough to practice exerting your will.
Deny yourself the world around you just long enough to build a bigger charge
so that work out = all the work you put in BEOFRE you use it.

In the void.. there is potential energy that turns into Kinetic energy.
In sperm, there is potential life that turns into Kinetic life.

If you build the charge correctly, you will develop a perpetuating system of life
within yourself and YOUR BODY WILL NOT DIE.
You will have the amount of life as all the times you denied yourself the orgasm
of giving life.
And that will be the time you achieve a perpetuating orgasm... forever.


Meditation is the denial of the very universe around you.
You could chose to have the orgasm of sight, sound, feel, taste, smell and even
thought...
To deny yourself of thought IS meditation.
It's the absence of all things.... only for a while.
In this state... you charge. BIG TIME.

A man can know how much will power he has by the amount of time it takes his
penis to go from hard and just before an orgasm to becoming limp.
Can YOU will your penis from a throbbing state back down to relaxed, even in
the heat of passion?
Not many men can. And that's why many men are weak.

They say it takes about 1600 hours of dream state meditation to fill the Dan Tien
(Chi Reservoir)

Every time you meditate, it's like rubbing your foot on the carpet.
Sleep is meditation, but it's like rubbing your foot on the carpet for 5 seconds.
It's only enough to charge us for the next day or so.
We only dream for a couple minutes out of our entire 8 hour sleep.
It's the moment of dream state that charges you.
Consciously enter that state while awake and you will charge more.


Yin Yang Energy:

Going into the wind (forward) is always cold.
Think of a ball on fire moving in the air back and forth side to side.

That is nature's Alternating Current.
When the fire ball goes left, the cold half is facing left and the hot part is trailing
to the right.

When the fireball switches direction, all the flames are pushed to the other side
so that now the cold side is on the right and the flames are trailing left.

In the case of Qi Gong and yogic practices... when you breath in imagine that ball
of fire making it's way down your spine.
The cold part is facing down while the fire trails behind.

When you breath out, the ball switches direction and then the cold part faces up,
leaving the fire to trail behind once again.

Our Dan Tien looks like a sphere where one half is black and the other is white.

One who achieves "Tai Chi" has achieved the highest level of Chi where that ball
isn't just black on one side and white on the other.
But rather the conscious compression of energy creates a cycle where the black
chases the white and white chases the black.
(Yin Yang)

At that point, you don't need air to breath anymore since all the life is
perpetuating inside you.

At this point, you will also begin to literally Glow and will enlighten all around
you.

And the 2 dots within the Yin Yang we are all used to are the TWO new balls of
fire that need to be trained.
This is a fractal universe and it gets exponentially more powerful the deeper you
go.

It's like the movie Inception.
Fractal Meditation is like attaining a dream state and then being in that world
awake and conscious.

THEN... in your awake state.. you decide to meditate in THAT dream and achieve a
dream within a dream.
The time variance of dreams within dreams is exponentially longer as well.

So why would you settle for this physical world... when you can create your own,
just like this one and then meditate again and go deeper and deeper!
You'd never die and get to live out all your dreams. Literally.
Imagine being charged for the next 1000 years...

I believe that Jesus Christ, used these techniques he learned from India and other
places. He went to the desert for 40 days to get away from "temptation."
To charge and get away from all the women who wanted him, namely Mary
Magdolin.

He needed a break and to convert that sexual energy into electricity within his
body and build it up again.
Jesus Christ's true name is Jmmanuel. (at least according to the very Bible people
hold so dear)

Matthew 1:23
Isaiah 7:14
So, he probably had an orgasm with Mary Magdolin and they had kids. But that
moment rendered him powerless. He sacrificed a lot of his power to give her a
child. Or children.

The desert was probaby recooperatiion time, and of course the church wouldn't
recognize that, so they just say .... uuhhhh he uuhh... just went away. No one
knows... yea.. that's right... don't ask questions. Just have faith, kneel to the
vengeful god of the bible (Zeus) and remain celibate like "our savior."

You blasphemous, hypocritical, lying, greedy, pedophiliac Vatican you...
Religion is the commercialization of Spirituality and the bastardization of
Science.

Why don't you go ahead and show the world all the scrolls and artifacts you've
kept hidden in that vault of yours?

It's ok for me though.. I can remote view it anyway.
I might not be able to bring back physical proof... but the logic and information I
collect can be compared to the universe and reality we all live in.
I'll go ahead and tell people for free and see if it resonates with them more than
what you offer for a fee.


Gaia (Earth Spirit)

The reason why the core of the Earth turns like Yin Yang is because the Earth is
ALIVE and Conscious.
Earth is a perpetuating system of life, is it not?
The spinning happens from within the Earth, does it not?

So, knowing about the energies of Yin Yang now... and that all perpetuating
systems are consciously initiated.. how are you going to show your respect
towards Gaia?
Will you tell others of the reality of her Conscious Awareness?
Or will you continue to trash her and allow for others to trash her through the
indoctrination of mainstream fallacies and religious dogma?

How WILLING are you to fight for her?
She is our home and we owe her a bit more respect and acknowledgment as a
conscious spiritual PERSON.
Also look into the boy named Ram Bahadur in Nepal known as Buddha Boy.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=v29clGMWU84

HE will be his own savior and will be viewed as a god by others when the time
comes.
Will he be a god?
No.
He'll be a Human at his full potential. Just like Jesus, Krishna, Buddha, etc.

Death is the final orgasm of life, even though it isn't pretty from our
perspective... from the one who just passed away... it's the biggest release of
pain, stress, and EVERYthing. The biggest orgasm possible occurs when you
leave your body for good in this life.

But you only get that orgasm AFTER you leave your body. Leaving your body in
death isn't exactly pleasurable.... unless you build a charge.

When a person dies, their consciousness lives on with the Same mentality. There
are some people who reside in the "other side" that are disgruntled with the
world we live in, because of the beliefs they held before they died.
There have been cases of poltergeists and ghosts knocking things over in the
home and causing trouble.

A Muslim spirit might knock over a living Chinese man's incense burner, because
it offends him. Incense is of the Buddhist tradition and because there's no way to
communicate to you that he wants you to stop... he will make it stop. Because of
his beliefs.

Now in death.. you meditate.
Some people are so exited to come back, they only rub their foot on the carpet
for a few seconds, whereas others like to build a charge.
The ones who didn't learn in life about capacitance will come back quickly and
live a tough life.

This will result in over population and more and more spirits return to fulfill
trivial desires.
This all stems from not using the orgasm correctly and violating Nature's Laws.



"The young people of today think of nothing but themselves. They have no
reverence for parents or old age. They are impatient of all restraint. They talk as
if they alone knew everything and what passes for wisdom with us is foolishness
with them. As for girls, they are forward, immodest and unwomanly in speech,
behaviour and dress."
-- Socrates (around 400 BC)

Some things never change.


If people want more information, I'll tell you on an individual basis.
Write Comments and I'll answer them as I can.
I only have limited information myself... but it's more than what any school or
any single Guru will tell you.
I've spent the time collecting this information from Gurus, masters, texts,
personal accounts, history, logic and my own practices.

A lot of this information is NOT for lay people and those of weak will.


ALIENS / ETs:
Here are some of my feeling regarding the phenomenon of ET abductions in
relation to the power of Human sperm. And possible reasons why these
creatures do what they do... if indeed they are responsible for some abductions
and semen / ovary extractions.
Sperm is potential energy and can only come from Humans in our particular
form.

A reptilian Human (alien) doesn't have the same reproductive features as we do.
Like a bird or reptile, they have a single multi purpose hole called a cloaca, rather
than a penis and or vagina.
It is said that all Earth Humans were created in the "image and likeness of the
Creator".

Anyone who claims to be a god is a liar. They may very well use the power OF
god... but NO One is god.
God is Chi, mana, orgone, aether, etc.
We as Creators use the power OF god and we should all respect THE Creator.

I don't think these ET creatures are capable of achieving exactly what we Earth
Humans are capable of. They might have their own style of training which
renders them equally powerful in their own way, but what if you wanted more
power..
Or to combine those types of powers into a new being who would be
exponentially more powerful than the 2 types of being combined.

Perhaps they are here for many reasons. One of which may be to figure out how
and why our sperm creates such strong energy to render a person god-Like.
I can imagine it would be very frustrating to achieve the power of a Human
through technology and science alone. Perhaps there is more validity to the
millions of documented cases and stories throughout Human History than we
give credit to...


Build your charges in the regards of:

Sexuality (Power),
Intellect (Education),
Exercise (Health / Hygiene)
and Spirituality (Meditation)

Create balance between the 4.
You are standing in the intersection of a Plus Sign. +
That plus sign is like 2 seesaws teetering up and down.
If you are in the middle, you will be balanced and all the levels will be even.



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