Professional Documents
Culture Documents
The treatise will begin in December 2009 and end early 2011 in serving as
a record for what I hope to develop. The five books serve as a
contemplative framework and follow in the tradition laid out by Myamoto
Musashi and his book of the 5 rings. (Mainly because this seems cooler by
association)
Contents
Augoeides (WATER)
This book attempts to deliver an eclectically designed mysticism as a
synthesis of different Buddhist traditions. The book provides a refined
methodology that I myself have found useful in lucid dreaming
experiences. It also examines a dzogchen tradition of Mahayana
Buddhism in relation to the concept of causal relationships of karma and
attachment. The book ends with a brief interpretation of the Zen
teachings of Huang Po. The book aims to take previous analysis given in
The Numinous and apply it practically to forming the eclectic practice so
profoundly important to the Psychonaut.
Pandaemonium (SPIRIT)
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The Numinous
My thanks to Ben Carruth and Jason King for allowing me to use their
materials and to XXXX for helping me edit this work.
When one engages with a philosophical process and analysis one often
questions their foundational assumptions as foundational premises they
hold in regarding to a notion or issue. This does not however tell us
anything to do with the actual reasoning why one engaged with the
process to begin with or of the empathetic connection one’s invested
interest has with the work to begin with. This in of itself can lead to a false
sense of innateness as one’s self expression becomes problematic as it
becomes a lens that the work is unquestioningly viewing their work
through. It can lead to a false sense of innateness in the interpretation of
the work as the ends one uses to approach the work become the filter
through which the work is initially interpreted. This can be a mistake as
one ultimately loses meaning or alternative paths through which to pursue
the work they engage. By denying one’s own empathetic connection to
the work the human experience to the work itself becomes isolated and
the human process of analysis becomes in some way passive which
seems counterintuitive when philosophy is essentially a human
experience to which a human mind is obviously necessary.
In the regard for thought there seems an almost sterile nature and want
to remove the active engagement of the analysis as mechanical by many
but by no means all those in philosophic pursuits I have met. The very
notion of thinking takes on a mechanistic quality and an empathetic
connection to the work somehow vacuous. However this ultimately
misses the inherent human biased in the personification of expected
experience and emotional by which one came to regard the thing they are
initially dealing with in the first place.
Because this would ultimately deny that a human mind is the one
engaging within the process and that one lives in a human world. That one
has in many ways been given a construction of culture, identity and
language to which the bubble or isolating void of complete deconstruction
is but or near enough an impossible experience. There seems within it a
bitter impotence where one’s fruitless attempts to codify one’s notion of
reality inevitably leads one to the intellectual predicament of being a
passive commentator. Instead I would suggest that one engages as the
notion of the conscious experience as one of a journey where they can
choose their own path or that of an artist that can paint their own
landscape.
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The critique or methodology to which the book will be assessed will be the original
criterion to which the book was posed. This being as a testament of modern
prophecy many academic works associated with Milton treat the text in
comparative literature analysis and in specific frames of perspective such as
psychology. The other way the book might be encountered is in thematic
deconstruction whilst these pursuits might be valuable in their own end I do not
think it will suffice in what is attempted here. I will thus treat Milton’s Paradise Lost
as the third testament and modern prophecy that it poses and boldly declares
itself to be. The entire poem is a collection of twelve distinct verses that deals with
the fall of man. Although the book is definitely posing a battle of metaphysical
forces it does so in a way that the metaphor has equal bearing on culture,
socioeconomics and psychology of an individual thus making it a useful text.
6.
Book 1
The first book sets the tone for all other books to come Milton announces his intent
to surpass previous poems and a longing for his hand to move as that of a scribe
for god praying for divine inspiration and guidance built into the verse. Uniquely
the verse makes no attempt to hide its concern equal with the nature of the fallen
angels and concern with setting up a demonological theogony. Setting up Satan as
the prime or root cause of the fall and temptation of man Milton makes clear his
attempt the longing to understand this evil to transmit this knowledge to his fellow
man and teach the ways of god to his fellow man. I was moved by this sentiment
of benevolence and the grand claim Milton was sincerely willing to make upon
taking to task in writing the verse. Milton wants to meditate into the very nature of
Satan, the demons and understand the power that is adverse to god. To
understand the indomitable will that wished to stood eternally opposed to the will
of god.
The verse finds itself in the throes of a fallen Satan and rebel angel armies upon a
new and fallen place that seems foreign to them but also make indication of
knowledge of it to be their intended home. As they lament for some new sense of
meaning and purpose they find their minds and spirits intact but absence of
heavenly essence. The scenes of hell as empty and vacuous accept for fire and
darkness paints the lament and anger felt by these fallen as they turn to each
other for answers. Milton paints the state of affairs and the fallen with such tact I
was drawn in with a sense of empathy as heroes apart of an epic tragedy. Satan
stands in earnest unwilling to change his mind and stands as the apostate angel
one is moved as those demons that look to him are met with new found hope to
seize now a destiny for themselves in this misery away from god and to begin their
own state of affairs in dark designs. I found the verse incredibly cerebral as Satan’s
own will and volition carried through as Satan declares his own mind his own will
shall rule the dominion of hell not the abyssal nature of it’s appearance. With a will
to overcome Satan boldly declares the mind its own place which resonates as so
human a thing to wonder of the transformative power of one owns consciousness
conceived as independent.
One is then swept by Beelzebub who then calls upon the fallen and there is a
sense of purpose in this quintessential abyss. One is then swept across landscapes
Egypt, Lybia and Rome and the demons to which these great cities become
associated that will inevitably become the root of evil. Through the temptation of
Eve in the garden becomes one that travels throughout all of history. It is at this
point I was taken in by the scope of the work that Milton was trying to cover with
his verse as metaphysical identities that had equal applicability in describing
human beings themselves and the world they find themselves in. The books
multilevel verse is perplexing and the list of demons and cultural correspondences
Milton creates I think I truly only appreciated the immensity of the thesis Milton
puts forth.
Book 2
Book Two Finds itself in an assembly of the fallen as they discuss their future plans
and ambitions, first confronted again by Satan. One is bombarded with an image of
wealth creating an attraction and power he possesses as he begins to bring forth
an imaginative speech to play to the passions of his fellow demons. One can
instantly make the connection to politics and identify the deceitful nature of much
of human communication it is also interests me as an idea of how I lie to myself.
Satan Speaking first to ensure his authority he covets the sense he has of himself
being god’s equal and seeks now as a tyrant to make himself a god amongst his
peers. Satan then allows his other demon peers to speak and this is
important as this entire dialectical process going into the poem seems to be
reflective metaphorically as to the types of phenomenon in which to call evil and
the type of thought process and in visual metaphor perhaps the types of nature or
desire that gives birth to evil initially.
Moloch the demon most strong and fierce is made known to be despaired,
Moloch’s strength is painted however as his ultimate weakness in his longing to be
known as the strongest he lost all other concerns or cares fear of god hell or worst.
One is struck by irony that his greatest strength the source of his pride is
ultimately the same thing that forces his despair it is he who first calls for war on
heaven. Moloch seems to be a voice for the passions of the fallen who cannot
conceive of their new inverse nature, feels dishonoured to have fallen and has the
notion to rise. It is he that is a voice unquestioning to a world he was born into and
it is he who laments his creator conceiving of no other relationship other then king
and serf for power is but his obsession and thus lusts for war. He lost all sense of
himself and his argument was not persuasive for but passion alone did not move
his audience.
Belial represents something far more seductive and eloquent his appeal was made
known but so that it is all superficial. As the reader you cannot help thus but
instantly to want access to sincerity, desire and the ‘true’ Belial. His true nature is
described to be slothful but his voice carried seductive tone one hears a
convincing argument about the hard problem of attack of heaven which he were to
support if it was not so difficult. In this immense difficulty he then reasons that the
difference of power is the reason why they must accept the creators will as fete
and not seeks open war to oppose him. In such with reasons hid Belial opts for
ignoble acceptance of the situation and to be a peaceful because of the ultimate
futility of it all. Belial represents subversive psychology, personal investment and
serves to the contemplation of motive in ethics not just the actions taken.
Mammon speaks next and questions the very way one regards god in a sense how
he is conceived of in thought or as a construct. Mammon gives the reasoning of
Belial little thought and think it arbitrary if forced worship and praise be given. It
becomes obvious here that Mammon is the demon that lusts most after status and
thinks that the best course of action is to build an empire in hell. In a sense he
argues that one should be one’s own god and if their pleasures and will cannot be
sensate in the natural order that they should manipulate hell to be a home that
can. One notes the very materialistic thinking of this particular demon and can see
his thinking reminiscent of many I have encountered.
Beelzebub is the next demon to speak and it is important to note this happened
just after a mention of Michael the warring aspect of god the wrath all the fallen
succumbed to. He is painted as the fallen sage the demon second only to Satan in
status he is intensely political and voices the idea Satan expressed that the fallen
destiny should lie in the corruption of mankind. Beelzebub seems concerned with a
meditation of prudence his status is confirmed through Satan and their alliance
seems true. As such Beelzebub points out to stay in this intended prison is to have
succumbed ultimately to god’s desire and to go to war folly. So he justifies that the
best plan is to corrupt but a more favoured creature of god as a pointed act of
rebellion and beginnings of revenge. One notes the relationship between Satan
and Beelzebub and can see a meditation for socially vested interests on the part of
Beelzebub.
Satan enamours himself to the prospect of finally being able to secure leadership
not just politically but in the hearts of the other fallen. One can see Satan sincerely
wants to be a god a king in hell and now seeks to do what he needs to in order to
maintain his currently enjoyed status. In this way one sees Satan as the very
desire to become a god his desire is to be equal and surpass the omnipotent.
Satan alone announces that he will do the deed of corruption and fight against all
those that oppose him. Travelling across the expanse of hell one is taken through
a meditation of Satan’s philosophy where the idea of a godless world makes it
come down to fete. The devil’s philosophy itself is likened to magic and seduction
and once again the contemplative world of Milton becomes apart of the sweeping
landscape in the four rivers styx as hate, Acheron as sorrow, Cocytus lamentation
and Phlegthon as regretful rage. Though cliché in modern use it was at this point
the poem for me became truly an epic as Satan as Satan sets to truly claim hell as
his own.
Satan next stands at the foot of the gate of hell confronted by two mysterious
shapes one is instantly curious as to what will transpire. Satan is first confronted
with death, a grotesque and fierce shape that attacks him with his poison sting
which he forced back with a fiery serpent. He is next then confronted by Sin
presented as an automomous sign she tries to endear herself to Satan. With no
nature of her own she serves as an idol to which power is handed characterised as
the deceiver who shall forever bar the way to heaven. Satan is the creator of the
two both of which are cast as foul essences unfit for heaven and find new purpose
in the world as given to them by Satan. By opening the gates the destructive and
chaos forces once contained are unleashed and one is confronted with the
proposition that the hell the chaos from this quintessential abyss topples the
natural order. As the reader I was moved to take this analogy as a critique against
pure materialism or atheism leading to a meaningless or abyssal like world.
Satan’s labours are reconciled to be an act of futility because they deny the
oneness of god and one is struck with the idea of the abyss in Satan’s concept of
destiny of purpose alienated from god as one being ultimately futile. This moved
me for it painted Satan as all to human as the moving great deeds and labours
that may all be for naught, faulted, imperfect or doomed to fail Satan echoes the
Faustian consciousness of man.
Book 3
Starting with God sitting on his throne watching Satan’s flight toward the world
and showed his son it is here where an important theological principle is conveyed.
Man’s fall is painted distinct from Satan’s it occurs not because of his own malice
but because he was seduced. The idols Satan is employed is manifest as man’s
worship of the godhead. This is essentially a 2 fold critique one on the trinity of
Catholicism with the critique being the idea of looking at god as being three
entities one creates separateness in the conception of god. Man’s salvation is also
assured in the manifestation of the son but what strikes me even though the
textual reference one would assume is Jesus as the primary manifestation of the
son the indelible essence of his name still remains unnamed. I think this is
significant because for me it reveal Milton making a categorical distinction
between Jesus as a finite expression of this essence which is under the immortal
essence of the son.
Satan’s interaction with Uriel offers a curious dialog as Satan now truly the
deceiver through his journey through the abyss and taken up mastery of sin and
death attempts now to trick Uriel to gain access to Man’s habitation.
Winters Night
Across the mountains plains vast and endless sea North Is a kingdom formed of ice
and snow
In the endless winter icy and cold upon the frozen throne upon which Kara sits
queen
Upon her crown laid a jewel so clear pristine and lucid too look upon it was to look
through water
The Jewel fell from the night sky from heavens far afield that only numinous
cosmos could yield
The Jewel priceless could buy the world a thousand times over all were taken by its
allure and charm
To all those who fell for it met dooming harm sealed for all time in lusts fatal pose
eternally froze
Brought the cunning maiden of ice no end of mirth witnessing the idol mind daring
girth
Bored of immortality she made wager with Eros goddess of the darkness she could
make non fairer
With clouds swelling grim as the sea was swallowed by the sky blinding heaven
above
Eros had been challenged and all of nature roared with thunder rumble and
lightening cracked
The goddess of all nature let her insult be known To heaven with chilling wind and
storm she spoke
The prime mover weaver of all space and time cast omnipotent eye knowing what
insult was done
Response came swift making heavens motion through darkness of cloudy malice
one light did appear
Lightening fast Shining dazzling red piercing the darkness made rapid descent and
to earth crashed
The ice cracked and foundations stirred like the impact caused the whole world to
shudder
Kara but quivered realising that naught could be done the fury of all nature and
heavens upon her
She made her way to the deep crater toward the smoky haze to meet champion of
divine in wager
There upon she saw a rock glowing strange white dismal light which caused not
fright or fear
For she was immortal that none could move she would live if she was cut down a
thousand times
She did not understand verse of suffering death or tear to the dismal pale light she
felt merely home
AN ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIP
An airy mix of romance and bliss you cast images in my mind of seduction and
mystery
The facts of your benefit though seem to cast another light giving good reason to
loathe you
Addicted to your form, movement and scent your airy ways much of my day lives
to breathe you
But one might contemplate why rationally in a not to sophisticated reduction why I
call you friend
You cost me money and time and yet with weaker health you bring my short life
even closer to an end
I have to die of something this is true but after all I have given why the fuck should
it be you ?
I feel underappreciated and with all the harm you do to me my love seems
unreciprocated
For sake of my sanity and so that I do not have to utter any more profanity in this
verse it is you I curse
I am leaving you because you did not treat me well goodbye good riddance I will
see you in hell
My world without you is colder but as I grow older brightness I will see the sun will
rise again for me
Goodbye sweet love forlorn but to be your servant was not the reason I was born
I choose this path of all available because it seems most right and true for all my
promises to bear fruit
I shall not try to barter, steal or buy one more cigarette lest I once again fall for
your abusive lie