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Roma Ji


Autobiographies of Roma Ji (Nardeep Kaur) guided to God by Baba Jis blessings



Contact :-

satsatsat@gmail.com

www.satnaam.info



2005
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ROMA JI

My Spiritual Journey Started when I met Baba ji in year 2000. I clearly remember the date and time, It was
Sept 15, 2000. This day was the turning point in my life. Before sept. 2000 I was just like any other person:
I would do Ninem everyday, listen to shabad kirtan, and do Akhand path myself once a year. However, I
always felt there was no spiritual attainment and peace of mind.

In those days, I remember kids used to get together for Punjabi class. Uncle ji (Atam Khojee Ji) who used
to teach kids Punjabi and shabad Kirtan would sit with us after class sometimes and we would discuss
gurbani and other related subjects. During, one of our conversation I expressed my feelings about Nitnem
and other religious rituals. After listening to me, he advised me to do Nitnem during Amritvela. I started
doing Nitnem around Amritvela. Sometimes I would get up in the morning around 2:30 and recite the
whole Nitnem, the peace and quietness of the time was great but, even during amritvela there was no
escape from uninterrupted ongoing thoughts.

Few days later when I met uncleji at Punjabi class he asked me, how was the Nitnem progressing? I told
him how I felt about it. At that point, uncle ji invited me to his house to meet this great brahmgyani (Baba
Ji) and that was the day my life changed and the Gurprasadi Khed (arrangement of meeting with great saint
by Parbrahm Parmeshwar) took place.

Bwg hoieAw gurU sMq imlwieAw

Now after doing Baba jis Sangat for more than two years .I realize why I could not concentrate and felt no
spiritual attainment. Because of the five vices (kaam, Krodh. Lobh, Moh and Ahankaar) These five vices
would always divert my mind and would not let me concentrate. Baba ji advised me to read Guru Granth
Sahib Ji carefully may be just one line a day ,understand it, and then apply it in your everyday life. Baba ji
also told me when I start applying the gyan in Guru Granth Sahib Ji in my daily life the five vices will
slowly vanish and I will become a sachiara.

Being a sachiara is the key point in the gurprasadi khed. To unite with the Almighty You have to be
sachiara and humble. Always consider yourself lowest of the lowest and break the wall of five vices.
Now the question arises how do you break the wall of five vices.

ikv sicAwrw hoieAY ikv kUVY qutY pwil



<>siqnwmu krqw purKu inrBau
inrvYru Akwl mUriq AjUnI sYBM gurpRswid]

Following are some of my spiritual experiences when I was blessed with Gurparsadi Naam by baba ji:

myrY hIArY rqnu nwmu hir bisAw,guir hwQ Dira myrY mwQw]
hir quim mih joq rKI qw qMU jg mY AwieAw

Eyes- God Put light(Puran Parkash) into them to see him present in all:
The eyes must see God present in all living beings and at all places. The world is the image of God . the
entire humanity is a big family of God

Puran Parkash: I see and enjoy puran prakash (Divine Light) most of the time . I cannot describe the
peace and contentment in words this divine light brings you. Puran parkash resides Where the satnaam
boundary finishes.light of God is Present in all ; but this fact becomes known to the true devotee with the
kindness of True Guru.
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sB mih joiq joiq hY soie]
iqs dY cwnix sB mih cwnxu ho ie]
gur swKI joiq prgtu hoie]

Ajaapa jaap: The continous automatic ongoing Simran inside the hirda. It feels like some kind of motor is
running inside me.

Gur Fateh

This write-up is made possible by the blessings of the Almighty and Puran Satguru.

A Humble Servant

Roma Ji


UK Sangats first meeting with Roma Ji July 2003

From: "Harjit S Lakhan"

Satnaam satnaam satnaam ji waheguru waheguru waheguru ji
Dhan Dhan Haramaa meet Dhan Dhan Parbrahm Parmesar
Dhan Dhan Das Patshiaahian and all bhgatas and gurmukhs and everyone who
has remember Akal Purakh even once. Dhan Dhan Sant Baba Ji and Sangat Ji
Santeh charan hamaro matha, nain daras, tan dhoor paro.


har keeaa kathhaa kehaaneeaa gur meeth sunaaeeaa ||
balihaaree gur aapanae gur ko bal jaaeeaa ||1||
aae mil gurasikh aae mil thoo maerae guroo kae piaarae || rehaao ||

Tilang, Fourth Mehl:
The Guru, my friend, has told me the stories and the sermon of the Lord.
I am a sacrifice to my Guru; to the Guru, I am a sacrifice. ||1||
Come, join with me, O Sikh of the Guru, come and join with me. You are my
Guru's Beloved. ||Pause||


Yesterday we were blessed to have sant of Bibi Roma bhenjee and her brother
and children. There was a lot of pyar between gursikhs. We talked about
our experinces and backgrounds and meeting with Baba Ji. Bibi jee said
she used to do nitnem and kirtan but when she went into baba ji's sangat
his one look sent her into vairag and she cried tears of separation. Her
brother, also called Jaspal Singh ji told about his path to contentment.
Born in Kabul , his father used to get them up early to do nitnem. They
had sangat of all famouse gurmukhs and sants, any and every preacher came
and stayed with them. At his wedding there were famous Sikhs like Sant
Kartar Singh ji bhindrawale, Prof Satnam Singh. He spent ten years living
in Amritsar and used to get up at 3am to go to darbar sahib seva. He spent
years with Prfessor Darshan Singh ji and Sant Singh Maskin. He travelled
around the world with his business and even spent 8 years with Osho
(Rajneesh) in the 80s in Puna. They even set up Oshos centre in Delhi. In
1991 he had a bad car accident in which the police coldn't believe he had
survived. After that he was hospitilized for about a year and his business
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went bankrupt, he lost his house in Germany. He spent two years with
Baba Virsa Singh ji too , who he said had the powers of Baba Sri chand and
emphsised doing 7 Jaap Sahibs a day. When they saw Japsal singh and
Naamjeewan Kaur it reminded them of their own brother and wife who were AKJ
but died years earlier. One from haemorrage and the husband 8 months later
in a car crash.

I asked him, why did you have so much sangat of different sants etc, why
not stick to one sant? He said he never got satisfaction..Tript. He said
a lot of the people he had met where ultimately after money including Osho.
But now he was satisfied. He said he couldn't describe the happiness he
was feeling inside- there were no words for it. He said he spent lots of
time on the phone with Baba Ji.

Bibi Roma Ji phoned Baba ji and passed the phone around, baba ji was
highly charged and told each of us different things. Baba ji said to me
that Maha Kal (Great Darkness) was upon us, and we had to fight for the
light. That sangat in gurdwaras were screaming out in pain and that we
need to teach what the real nimratha (humility) was. That he spoke the
Truth but it was too pure for them. He said say Satnaam, send Satnaam to
the face of Akal Purakh , send it out into the Universe, do satnaam satnaam
satnaam satnaam?.sadaa sukhee rah sadaa sukhee raho sadaa sukhee raho ?.

It was very powerful conversation. In the background Bibi Roma jees hand
raised up like the pictures of Guru Nanak Maharaj ji and she was looking
at us squinting her eyes. Bibi ji chanted satnaam , sometime slowly
sometimes quickly, somteimes singing sometimes SAT SAT in high pitch. Bibi
spun her finger around her head and sent energy towards the sangat to
different people. Bibi je moved around the room and blessed everyone
rubbing Naamjeewans spine vigorously and then different parts of her head
(back, tiop, and forhead). With Guru ji's kirpa I closed my eyes and
paryed not to have any negative thoughts towards bibi and felt she was guru
nanak dev ji blessing us. I felt as if baba nanak ji had entered a small
hut in a forest and was blessing the humble family inside, singing satnaam
satnaam ji. When bibi ji took the phone she pressed my head front and back
and vigorously rubbed my forehead. We chanted satnaam after her and smiled
with the blessings. She also rubbed my roight foot vigoruously. We felt
energy all around our back and tried to humvble and happy like a flower.

Her brother Jaspal Singh ji was on the phone to baba ji saying this was
sach khand and that baba ji had really been too kind with his blessings.

Afterwards naamjeevan bhenjee asked why roma ji squinted. She said the
light was too bright, almost too unbearable to keep eyes open. She said
she sometimes saw light on jaspal singh ji , then sometimes on naamjeewan
kaur jee, and presently she was seeing it all over me. She said that baba
ji was himself in the room with us and did everytinhg. She also said that
something happens in her hirda and she focuses oon satnaam in the hirda and
she goes into samadhi and asans and doesn't really know what is hapopeneing
after that. It was quite amazing. She said babaji was to kind, amrit was
showering down , showering down. Her brother jaspal singh ji quoted bani
'gather and spend this wealth, it doesn't run out'

Naamjeevan ji said it was like being in tornonto sangat again.

It was amazing.
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Having seen bibi ji and in my need to understand asans and what was
happening, I couldn't help thinking that there was a lot of asans I
recognised from yoga lessons ..arms outstretched, rubbing the kundalini
channels (base of spine, spine, back of head, top of head forehead). Even
chanting SAT SAT SAT in high pitch. Then I remembered that Bhai Gurdas
Ji writes that Patanjali ji, the founder of Yoga, was a GURMUKH. Hence
Patanjali was fully enlightened being. He used to receive Gods energy and
the asans(postions) spontaneously occurred. What he did was document all
the asans that came to him. His writings were the basis of all physical
yoga done now. But it came out of Divine Energy of Akal Purakh being
activated wthin him. When I saw Bibi Rama Ji , I thought she too was a
Natural Born Yogi, a real Yogi ?spiritual union first, postitions second.
Not the other way as is done in classes, everyone practising postions, but
only the rare on experiencing divine energy.

Bibi ji was too kiind and served us with langar and stories and nimrata.


aae mil gurasikh aae mil thoo maerae guroo kae piaarae || rehaao ||

And today I could feel energy on my forehead, its been along time since
anyone saw light on me, but in one year of having surunder jis first
emails, this is so much kirpa that I thank you all with my mind bodyand
soul that a pice of dirt like me is being made shiny and clean again.

Dhan dhan akal Purakh , Dhan dhan Hamara Meet Baba Ji and Satnaam Sangat.


Reply From Sant Ji (Dassan Dass)

Guru Pyareo Jio:

Aap sabh de charna vich es kookar dee dandaut parvan karna ji; hum
neechan de neech guneh gaar loonharami.

Roma Ji is a dhan dhan sant now, she has been authorized to give gur
parsaadee naam to the sangat, so anybody who wants to take gur
parsaadee naam can go to Roma Ji. You are very fortunate to have her
sangat and get blessed the way you have explained is incredible. We are
very pleased that you folks did her sangat and benefited from it. All
your words and observations are true, this is what happens when there
is true love for him and the dubidha is washed away, so dhan dhan raho,
naam di kamai karo, sant bano, aap taro auron ko taro.

Thanks a zillions to Paar Braham Parmesar and Sant Baba Ji for their
kindness to shower so much Gur Parsaad on all of us.

Dass




Sant Roma ji's most beautiful smadhi

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1 Jun 04

Dandot parvan karo ji

Samadhi is truely a beautiful experience. once you taste it you want it all the time.

SO JANE JIN CHAKHIYA HAR NAAM AMOLA

Your mind is clear and fresh after it. During samadhi you see lots of things. Sometimes I saw my past
lives. Sometimes light and many other beauiful experiences.

Once I was in samdhi. I saw I am in a place similar to golden temple. Sonny ji, my brother and my pabiji
are with me. I saw myself standing in a big line along with Uncle ji's family, Sant ji and other people from
the sangat. I saw Baba ji on the other end of the line dressed as King with crown on his head and eyeliner in
his eyes and earings in his ears. Baba ji blessed everyone in line putting his hand on everyone's forehead
and doing satnaam jaap with everyone. He blessed sonny ji and gave both of us to drink something we
both had it.after this he told me to go and explore the place.

I asked Sonny ji to come along with me. He said " he is tired as his legs are hurting and he will wait here
under the tree."

I went up to ssee what was there. I looked at the clouds. it was the most beautiful place I have ever seen.
There was kirtan going on. I dont know where it was coming from but it was in the entire atmosphere. Then
I turned around and saw Baba ji. Baba ji asked me to come and sit next to him and listen to the kirtan.
While I was listening iput my head on Baba ji shoulder and went into sunn samadhi - a smadhi within
my smadhi. This is one of my favoruite visions. Everything was so beautiful. the kirtan was the most
beautiful one. It was echoing in the entire atmosphere.

Baba ji you are truely dhan dhan. You did so much kirpa on a fool like me.

your charan kamal reside in my hirda forever.

thank you all

Neecha di neech

Roma Ji


5 May 04

satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam satnaam sada sada satnaam

dandout parvan karo ji

I went to drop our daughter to school. A hindu punjabi friend of mine met me at school and insisted to
come to her house for a cup of tea. Her son happens to be in the same class with our daughter. While she
was making tea she looked at me. She said "you look sad. I have never seen you like this." She gave me a
hug. While she was hugging I started Satnaam simran slowly. When we finished she had tears in her
eyes and she said "while you were doing satnaam simran I kept saying JAI MATA DI and then I did'nt
realise and was doing satnaam simran too.

I explained to her, no matter what you call him his original name is SAT. I said "that's why people say
RAM NAAM SATYA HAI OR SATYAM SHIVAM SUNDERAM. She said "She felt amrit inside."

Sant ji said to me once, "Fighting with five thieves is a continuous process." Like one of the video games
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kids play where they beat one monster and two more crop up. You have to be so attenive to press the
button at the right time till you beat all the levels and go to a new game. The button in our case is Truth,
love and compassion. Sant ji said, Ask for forgivness every five minutes by saying HUM KAMI
KRODHI LOBI MOHI AHANKARI TU SANU BAKSH DE. " It works very well. It keeps your guards
on all the time.

We want to have control over mind and body needs. For instance if we are dieting and are hungry and we
have this tempting dish in front of us, we should be able to say to our body YOU WILL HAVE TO DO
WITHOUT IT TODAY. And to be completely out of our mind with both closed and open eyes. Be in no
emotions mode. We want to work really hard on it and want Akal Purakh and Guru to help and the sangat
to pray for us so that we can do it successfully all the time.

So next time when somebody says "Hey! are you out of your mind" dont feel bad take it as a compliment. It
is the most beautiful thing to happen to someone.

neecha di neech

Roma ji


6 May 04

satnaam,satnaam,satnaam,satnaam,satnaam,satnaam,sada sada satnaam ji

dandout at sangat's feet always

Yesterday we talked with our brother Jaspal ji in India. Recently he went through a serious heart attack. He
was in intensive care and was opearted and is now back home recovering with guru's kirpa. I asked him
how's he doing and he said he is fine. He said he has no complaints with God or anyone. He accepts his
hukam and take everyday as it comes. I also talked to Pabi Ji (Jaspal ji's wife) she is really amazing. She
said had it been few months back she would have panicked but with naam in her heart she didnt feel a
thing and though everyone is really worried and panicked. She is calm and quiet.and no tensions
bother her anymore.

After we put the phone down I kept thinking about what jaspal ji said "HUKAM". We read guru granth
and we encounter the word so many times. People will tell you to stay in hukam and you go to saints who
will tell you to be in hukam. But you will only come to understand what it really is when you have a true
guru like Baba ji with pure light in him. It is then you start to understand what Guru Granh Sahib ji means
when it talks about hukam. And then you will read and cry because now you know what it is. and then you
will not ask for anything accept naam, because everything else is meaningless.

And then also we judge those saints who make us understand what hukam is.

Baba ji please forgive us you are ever so kind .

let your charan kamal always reside in my hirda.

TERA KIYA MEETHA LAGE
HAR NAAM PATHARTH NANAK MANGE

neecha di neech

Roma ji

25 May 04
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SAT SAT SAT NAAM

dandout parvan karo ji


During samadhi one goes through different asans and they all have meaning. You are expressing Akal Purakh
through your hands. There is ik onkar asan when your index finger goes above your head and many ohers.
Sometime you get the strong urge to clap your hands or spin your index finger.

I remember once during meditation I started clapping and babaji said " look! he only needs a Body (deh) to express
he is here. He is not in heaven he is right here among us."

Babaji also said "When he is happy with what his bhagat is saying or feeling
he expresses himself by clapping through bhagat's body.

babaji you are dhan dhan
sat sangat is dhan dhan
the entire universe is dhan dhan

please forgive any mistakes

neecha di neech

p.s. dassan dass ji once advised to eradicate completely (I,me , mine) from our speech as this helps to kill ego but
sometimes translating english ino punjabi and vice versa does not make sense while writing. so dear sat sangat ji
please forgive when we write i ,me ,mine . everything is his

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30 Jun 04

god's love is a mystery

dhan dhan parbrahm parmeshwar ji
dhan dhan gur parmeshwar ji

sari sat sangat de charna vich dandout ji

last night before going to sleep was doing simran when this thought came to the
mind. the thought- that god's love is a mystery. the more you get closer to him
there is a more for you to know about him. he is full of surprises and
everytime
you go near him there is something completely new. when you are on bhaghti marg
you can't say you dont know him because you do. but to claim you know him
completely is declaring yourself as the biggest fool.

MERE LAL JIYO TERA ANT NA JANA

bhul chuk maaf ji

kot brahmand de charan mere sir upar
neecha di neech


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aad sach jugad sach
hai bi sach nanak hosi bhi sach

sat sat sat sat sada hi sat

aap ji de charna vich dandout parvan karna ji

regarding kundalini:

this is our own personal experience and we still dont know what it was . it was
May 2000 pabiji called us from india to go visit this sant bibi ji in L.A..we
called her her name is bibi santosh kaur ji. i dont know if any of you know her
she visits london very often. anyways we went to see her she said you need to
listen to guru granth sahib ji paath for a week . i agreed and everyday went to
this lady's house where she was staying. afer the end of the week when paath
was over i went to my in-laws who are also in LA. now this is strange we were
sleeping in our room and kind of dreaming about kirtan at the sangat wheni felt
this strong jolt,shaking whatever . i was very scared so was eveyone else.
well after that we came back to detroit

now this started happening more and more. there were intense vibrations in our
hands and legs and sudden jolts followd by very fast heart beat. it started
happening day and night. i was very scared and felt we are going to die or we
have some very serious health problem. we were scared of this jolts so much
that i could no sit in my own house and would stand outside our house. we have
briefly mentioned this to dassan dass ji but not so much in detail.nobody could
understand what we were going through. we went to doctor to see what was going
on .everybody was worried so we decided we want to got india and visit this
sant ji and ask her what is going on?

we went to india .she has her own gurdwara in hapur in New Delhi. she asked us
to stay in the gurdwara for a week and listen to the path. now i told my
parents and pabiji that i am not going to go through this again. but so that we
dont hurt anyone's feelings i agreed. pabiji agreed to stay wih us in the
gurdwara for a week.now in the gurudwara was this sant ji . his name is nirmal
singh.he had the same shine in his eyes that babaji has. he has own style of
doing kirtan.
he does kirtan in a very dim light and his voice is the sweetest. the first
night we listened to the sant ji's kirtan we could not open our eyes. we felt
very peaceul inside. everything stopped at this moment.shaking ,vibrations
inside
it was quite. after the kirtan when we went back to our room and at night we
felt the same shaking of the body and vibrations in hands and feet followed by
very fast heart beat. we were really miserable so much so that one day early in
the morning wile doing seva in the gurdwara we felt our head is frozen. we
started crying and as ready to leave the gurdwara.

pabi ji talked to sant bibi santosh kaur ji. now the gurdwara has bhora sahib
whee sant isher singh ji used to do his meditation. forgot to mention she was
sevak of sant isher singh ji and he blessed her to continue doing the seva of
people after him. so she advised us to go and sit in the bhora sahib and
meditate. now in bhora sahib we felt very peaceful even though the whole body
was shaking and heart was beating vey fast. we cried and we cried here .

after staying in india for few more weeks we came back home in US.now while in
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the plane we went to sleep and we again felt a big jolt. now there was this
lady sitting next to us .she asked us if we were feling sick. we said yes.
she offered to do reiki on us since she knew reiki. it was nice but there was
no end of vibrations and shaking. we were very sad when we came back because we
thought we are back to square one.

now this shaking of the body followed by very fast heart beat lasted for more
than four months. we told ourself may be now this is for life. and prayed god
to show me the way . during his time one day uncle ji called me and during our
conversation i expressed my feelings about living under the guidance of sant. i
do not remember what the conversation was. after few days uncleji called me and
asked me if i could come to their place to see babaji. i agreed . when i met
babaji i felt so peaceful inside like everything was absolutely quiet inside.


but we still dont know what that shaking was all about. itis still mystery for
us.


neecha di neech


Ik Oankaar Satnaam Satgur Parsaad

Sat Sangat Ji:

Kottan Kot Dandaut Parvaan Karna Ji

We have seen the jolts happening to several people in our Sangat as
well, we know at least four of them they used to experience jolts
while sitting in Sangat, one of them while sitting close to us used
to get instantaneous jolts when we would touch his spine area, the
other two used to get jolts just by sitting in the Sangat. What we
think and understand is that a sudden rise of spiritual energy is the
reason for these jolts. This does happen to us at times (very often)
when we are sitting in meditation or just sitting & listening to
Gurbani when we feel so much Amrit flowing through the body which
sometimes becomes unbearable and causes the legs or arms to twist
(not Smadhi Assan) and then sometimes we end up disturbing the
concentration purposely to ease out a little bit. Some of you might
also be having similar experiences, but it seems that there is
nothing wrong with these jolts as long as they are bearable
physically, there is nothing to be scared about them. Again with our
experience it seems like the reason for these jolts is the sudden and
rapid rise of cosmic energy in the body. We are also aware of some
people when given an overdose of Amrit start to feel nausea and some
of them throw up as well, this has happened in our Sangat as well. So
please don't be scared and concentrate on your deep meditation and
enjoy the Amrit.

Dassan Dass


sat sat sada sat sat satnaam

paji you know what was even more strange? when we asked sant bibi santosh kaur
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ji what it was? she said it is nothing continue your paath. i guess without
proper guidance and knowledge you feel scared and lost. and even more some
sants even when they have all the gyan they dont tell you everything.they dont
give you the real gyan. babaji is dhan dhan satguru. when once we briefly
mentioned about the jolts in th sangat. he said never get scared of them it is
a bio medical energy. since then it has never bothered us. we think we were
putting the fear in us unnecessarily.

thanks a lot

aap ji de charna vich dandout

neecha di neech
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27 Jan 05


To: satnaam@yahoogroups.com
Subject: bhavsagar

ik onkaar satnaam

while meditating in the morning. we had this dream. we see a fast flowing
river. with big rocks in it . babaji is standing in the middle of the river.
and there is god's abode on the other side. we see lot of sangat with us.
babaji is giving us his hand to start form the other side. he is telling each
one of us to make a line. babaji is saying not to look down as it is going to
scare us. he asked us to look at him and we did and he helped us come to middle
of the river . now babaji said keep on walking till you reach the end. there
are lots of scary noises coming from the river . but we are trying to keep on
moving. and babaji did that with each one of us . we did,nt see what happened
really because harjas came to the room and askd us to wake up. so we did,nt see

what actually happened

but after the dream kept thinking that is so true. babaji is helping us each to
cross this bhavsagar. we have to earn his words and we have to do it. there
will be some portion to the journey where we are going to be really alone. even
the sangat is not going to be there. we have to walk alone but you have the
security that your satguru is right behind you. you really have two choices.
either you can get scared by the scary noises from the river or have the
assurity that your satguru is behind you. mind is going to really play on you
but dont let the fear rule you . always remember satguru who is himself
nirankaar is with you. you just have to have faith that he is going to hold
your hand when vices attack you.

no matter how bad the vices are .truth is going to save you in the end.

satnaam sada satnaam
Neecha di neech
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I AM NOBODY

20 Apr 05

I am NOBODY
I am just a soul
i am not a sister
not a mother
not a daugther
not a wife
I am NOBODY
i am just a soul

Soul! which soul?
soul in search of supreme soul
supreme soul is my true love
What is true love?
true love is complete silence.
true love is ever flowing
true love is not a word ,not a sound
just complete silence
then why label love?
true love is only felt
true love is beyond description.
true love is amrit
true love is seva
true love is without desires
true love is not possesive
true love is naam



what is life?
life is a dream
life is a fantasy
life is a white lie
death is a ultimate reality
death is the real truth
i am searching for truth
I am NOBODY
iam just a soul

21 Mar 05

> satnaam ji
>
> hi roma ji, did u meet the uk sangat...how was it?
>
> thanks
>
> dust of your feet

satnaam sada satnaam ji

it was great . the entire uk sangat is dhan dhan. we missed you and naamjeevan
ji even though she was here we did not have her darshan.kids were not well so
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she did not come.we went to see babaji and sangat around 11:30 as usual we had
lot of questions for him but completely forgot evrything when we met babaji.
babaji said "here meet everyone" .jaspal ji remind me so much of my cousin
brother. i was very close with him he is no more in this illusionary world. i
said babaji "he looks so much like my bother" babaji said "he is your brother".
i felt like crying.
we had langar and talked about nothing except naam. did not feel like saying
anything for good one hour . felt lot of light coming from simran ji
sant paji blessed us and sangat as usual. babaji introduced us to ranjit ji
.we did'nt knew he is jaspal ji's elder brother. it was really nice to meet
him.
after an hour we realised we have questions for babaji. we have few family
members and friends in pain. thought if we can help them some way. babaji said
give them naam and that's what we did when we came back.

babaji talked about helping others. he said" when you help someone just do it
and forget about it"
NEKI KARR KUAIN ME DAAL
DO Neki and throw it in the well"take it out of your mind you helped someone"
you did nothing god did everything through you.

babaji decided to leave around 3. as usual sant paji and we wanted to have more

time with him. i really miss babaji sngat sessions here in michigan.

that is all in brief . i think jaspal ji also made a video of the sangat. when
are you coming?

sada sukhee raho ji
satnaam sada satnaam ji

13 jun 05

the prayer for today and always should be sarbat da palla

and ask god to forgive and choose to forgive others and remove whatever
bitterness may be in our heart and fill the empty spaces in our heart with his
love.

everybody is better than us. we pray for the entire universe to be full of his
love. our dandauth to entire universe. we are neech and always will be

love always
neecha di neech

23 Jun 05

satnaam sada satnaam ji

aap je de charna wich sada hee dandout ji

few years back we asked babaji a question and the answer we got babaji had a
deep impact on us and his words are in our heart since then our question was how to deal with
people who constantly hurt you?

babaji said "roma become water" we kept quiet. babaji said " have you ever seen
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someone throwing a stone in the water. what happens? there is a splash.rock
sinks and water continous to flow.

it is very true if you follow this you will never be unhappy.it is very hard to
be silent.it is very easy to break something but takes a lot of effort to build
something. in every sphere of your life. humility will make you win.

we all know every thing is under god's hukam. we all know that.right!but when
it becomes your own wisdom. you wll laugh at everything. then you see all the
people you interact with .all your joys and sorrows .evrything is
prewriiten.god is the director and we are all actors.once you start to see this
evrything will
seem fake. you will know you have a higher purpose in life.

to put an end to your sorrows there is a simple rule. first accept all your
wrong doings in past lives and present life. give up ego. very easy to do we
learnt from sant paji to burn your body in meditation.
TUN MUN KAAT KAAT SAB ARPI.....
your heart will burn but all the negativity will be out
do not hurt anyone's feelings and if somebody hurts you. treat them with love
and compassion.wash their feet in your meditation.
you will see things will turn around.it happened to us lot of times. you have
to put an end to the cycle .

be contented with what you have. remember god knows what is best for us.
put an end to deires. what we dont have is not good for us. and what we have
enjoy that. live in the moment .flow in the moment.

TERA SHUKAR HAI

satnaam sada satnaam ji

neecha di neech