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“Ayahuasca”
By Steven Donnini
Copyright 2009
Steven Donnini
I was invited to an Ayahuasca ceremony to be conducted by
sick that day; I didn't care what it was all about. The
Denton, TX. where the ceremony was to take place. The 20'
angle up from the floor, with cushions to sit on. So, you
can sit on the floor, lean backward and rest during the
long ceremonies.
He took one of his pipes and lit the tobacco. With his
the top where the skull bone is knitted. The smoke from his
down the spine. He puffed until he had enough, put his lips
all of the smoke went in my head and none came out of his
hated anyone touching me. I lay down again for about twenty
minutes.
eat anything but the rice that was boiled to make the rice
water. The thought of going home to my big soft bed was top
talked about how his mother treated him his tone changed to
was too close to this guy for comfort, plus it was my turn
to clear it to get the words out. I said, "I have had a lot
things.
wasn't going to call the FBI for kidnapping the kids, I was
for toys. They were happy, but I was in hell knowing I was
life of abandonment.
success. At this point the rice water diet was working very
Roberto and asked what was going on. He told me that the
begin. I asked how many times he had done this. He's answer
was interrupted.
one was allowed to leave the ceremony for any reason. The
till 6:00 am the next morning. To get the most out of the
strong.
the Ayahuasca. I would feel high and then nausea would come
hurl.
again.
The music was so seductive it distracted me from all
ocean and all the creatures, out of the darkness came an 8'
had been brought there more than 20,000 years ago, from
worlds that had come here to seed our earth with life. Not
long sleep. Waking from a deep sleep I was rested, but the
sleep was a short one, only a couple of hours. The day was
All the films were about sex and hero's killing bad
that had not been purged from me the night before. God take
the temple with Papa. It all came out, even the stuff that
I didn't recollect.
was 1951 and the family had just moved to a small house in
and thought someone in the family had died. She was right;
it was the pain in me. All the heart breaking pain was
yet real.
very tall, geometric and shinny. The next, were round faced
near my home. I walked down the dock and sat facing the
rising sun. The light was golden, the air clear and crisp.
here. The very thing that has always eluded me. I sat
brought back from that trip that I have had real feelings
for.
Deep in an African jungle I visited a village called