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AgentofGodExperience
(ManifestationofDivineLove)
SundayMay9th,2004

Imustreportmyextraordinaryexperienceofyesterday.Itsweptthroughmybeinglikeagreattide.Iwould
haveimmediatelyrecordedit,butafeelingofbeingoverwhelmedmademeunwillingtowrite,orinfact,do
anythingelsebutmeditateorsleep.
InmeditatingasIoftendouponthedepthoftheworlds'ills,aninnerturmoilissometimestheresult..Allofthe
worlds'problemsDOhavetheirconcreteandrelativelysimplesolutions,tobecertain.Knowingthishoweveris
notaseasyisimplementingwhatmustbedonetoenlightenthisworldfromthecurrentlyDarkAgeof
consumerismandmaterialism.Theburdenoffindingsucharemedyforthehumancondition,fraughtasitis
withpainandfear,quiteoftenweighsheavilyuponmysoul.AsasoulIknowIhavethecapacitytocreate
significant,spiritualrevolutionintheworld.EvenasaminddoIseetheopportunityforsavinghumanbeings
fromameasureofthenegativekarmaofpastmillennia.ButregardlessofthisIsometimesfeeldeeplamentand
painfortheworldasitis,notjustforaconfusedhumanity,butforthesufferingthattravelsthroughnaturethat
iscausedbythem.Muchofthepainofrealizationresidesintheveryclearknowledgethatinternationaland
interpersonalrelationsalike,ABSOLUTELYDONOTNEEDTOBETHISWAY.Whatweseetodayasthe
"norm"isbothunnaturalandcontrarytouniversaldesigns.
Lamentingthesefacts,Ifeltsuddenlycompelledtolayupontheshortloopofdirtroad,ofabout80yardsin
diameter,whichcirclesnearmycamp.I'dbeenfeelingtrulyatalossastohowtowriteinwaysthatwould
conveythetruthoflifetomostpeople,forweeksonend.Icriedforhumanityatthatmomentunderacloudy
sky,inastrangelysomberandpeacefulway.Unexpectedly,anintuitivemessagesimplypresenteditselffully
formedinmymind.Themessagewascomposedofbutafewwords,andtheseIquoteasfollows,"Alignwith
God"itsaid,"anddrawstrengthfromthis".Therewassuchcertaintyofpurposeanddeepfeelingbehindthose
words,soIdidenthusiasticallycalluponthepresenceofGodwithallofmybeing.Theresultwasatfirstonlya
distantfeelingofwhatmightbecalled"presence",whichbecamemoreandmoredistinctwitheachpassing
moment,combinedwithafelt,highfeeling.Butafteraboutfifteenminutesofstaringupwardthroughthe
branchesoftalltrees,andintotherollingcloudsabove,thereroseupwithinmeasenseofprofoundlove.This
lovewasmostunusual.Itwasnottypicalofmyusual,dailystateofconsciousness,andyetwasstrongly
familiaratthesametime.Ihadmostlyforgottenitinthislife,buttheremarkablequalitiesofthatfeelingstruck
achordwithmysoul,whichseemedmorelike"home"thananyplaceorstateIhadeverknown.Itwasadeep,
wideandexpansivelovefeltalloverthebodyandsoulalike,butsayingthisdoesnotdojusticetothemoment.
Tosaythatitwasofsuchexcellencethatthefinestorgasmcombinedwiththemostpassionateromanticlove,
couldonlypaleinoncomparison,wouldbeonlyastartingpoint.
ThislovecouldonlybeDivinewithoutanydoubtwhatsoeveranditfilledmeasadryspongeisfilledto
capacity,andthenkeptonstreamingin.Theissueof"worthiness"keptcreepingintomymind,andwhetheror
notthatwasappropriateIdonotknow.Nevertheless,IendeavoredtobeworthyofthisLovegiftwithgreat
innerfocus,andsoughtwithsomesuccesstopurifymyintent,soastoaccommodateandbetransformedby,
thisLove.Its'intensitywassuchthatIweptoutofrelease,reliefandjoy.Yetthisdidofferanyrealrelease
fromthatgreatinpouringoffeeling,anymorethanatinypiercouldstandagainstatsunami.Rather,Iwas
compelled,(tosaytheleast)tochannelthatenormousexcessoffeelingandenergy,firsttothelocalwoods,
thentotheentireregionhereinsouthernOregon,(andits'attendantEarthConsciousness)andthentoallpeople
worldwide.Thishelpedtoalleviatethefeelingofspiritualpressure,forlackofabetterterm,likefloodwaters
behindagreatdamishelpedbyopeningfloodgates.Atcertainmomentsthough,eventhesemeasureswerenot
enoughtochannelawaytheexcessoflove.DuringcertainmomentsIwasintuitivelypromptedtovisualizein
myminds'eyetheentireEarthasifviewedfromspace,andtocreategreatsparklingcolumnsoflovecascading
downfromtheupperatmosphere.Suchavisualizationwasnotacreationofmymind,somuchasa
spontaneousthoughtforminsertedintomybeingfromelsewhere.Thebaseofthesecolumnsmusthavebeen
severalhundredmilesindiameter,branching,replicatinganddividinglikethelimbsofgreattreesingeometric
precision,untiltheyenteredeverylivingbeinguponthisworld.IFELTthistobeso.Therenderedeffectswere
intuitivelyunmistakable.IfelttheLoveofGodbeingmanifestthroughouttheworldinthisway,andwastold
thatsuchINTENTcouldbeusedtoevengreatersuccessbygroupsofpeoplesimilarlyfocusedtogether.
AlthoughIamnotpronetoemotionalism,Iweptagain,justduetothesheerintensityoftheevent.
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Atthatmoment,thecertaintyofGodconnectionandthecarryingoutofDivinewillonEarthweremine.I
knewthisWill,alongwiththeSeeingofthepurposeoflife,andhowitcanbestbefulfilledasahumanbeing.
CleartomewasthefactthatGodisconsciousness,andconsciousnessisGod.Assoulswealsoarecomposed
ofconsciousness,makingus"GodForcefragments"andpartoftheunifiedfieldofconsciousnessplanetwide.
Ascentersofconsciousnesswehavelastingidentityevenbeyondthesephysicalbodies.Unfortunately,the
knowingofthisfirsthandthroughdirectandrepeatedexperience,isfardifferentthanknowingsuchmatters
onlyfromatheoreticalbasis.Itoccurredtomethatsuchdirectexperiencesarethetruebasisoftheology,not
thestudyofscriptures,commentariesonscriptures,orthedryrepetitionofritualsorphrases.Noristheology
eventhestudyofopinionsofverynoteworthypersonssuchasSaintsorMysticswhohadsuchdirect
experiences.Thereisnobetterwaytoseeacolororhearasoundthantobeholditpersonally,andnoamountof
explanationbyeventhemostinspired"Holy"bookscanconveythedirectexperienceofConsciousness,(God)
bythesametoken.Asselfdirectingfragmentsofthatwhichiscalled,"God"itisourmostprofoundneedto
bothrecognizeselfassoul,andunderstandthebelongingofsoultoGod,(Consciousness)inthesamemanner
astheindividualcellbelongstothebody.Thisisnottheory,itisademonstrablefacttothosewhowouldonly
takethetimeandenergytoSeeit.Oneidealmethodforsuchrevelationisofcourse,meditation.
About45minutesintothemeditation,twophrasespoppedintomymindatthebehestofthisprofoundLove.
Theywere,"GodForce"and,"GodAgent",(or"AgentofGod").Alongwiththesewordscamearemembrance
oftheirpracticalmeaning.GodForceorConsciousnessitself,iswhatcanbefeltflowingthroughalltheforms
ofnature,suchasagroupoftreesorgrassyfield.ItiswhatcomposeswhatIrefertoasthe"EarthMind",
thoughthatcollectiveisamuchlargerfragmentofGodthanweareasindividuals.Consciousness/GodForceis
alsothatsameessencewhichisfeltflowingfrompersontopersoninanygroup.Itisespeciallyevidentinan
emotionallychargedatmosphere,suchasasportingevent,ferventprayermeetingormeditationgroup,anditis
eventhatenergywhichcanbefeltduringsex.Thisfactcanbeconsciouslyexperiencedfirsthandbyanyone
whoremainsattentivetointernalandenvironmentalfeelings.Itisthisessencewhichisofsuch"sameness"as
thatwhichcomposesothersandnaturealike,thatitcouldinveryrealisticwaybecalledSELF,arealization
whichoriginatestheancientphrase,"IAMTHAT".
Recognizingselfassoul/consciousness,isjustonemajorstepalongthepathwayofselfrealization.Thenext
andgreaterstepisfortheindividualtorealizethattheyareinfactafragmentofGod,justasthevariouscolors
shedbyaprismorrefractedinarainbowarefragmentsofwhitelight.FurtherstillonthisPathistorealizethat
ALLpeople,ALLsouls,andALLformsoflifearetosomedegreefragmentsofthisgreaterwhole,whose
collectivepresencewecall,"God".Onestepfurtheryetinone'sspiritualdevelopmentcomesuponrealizing
thatasafragmentofGodwhichisselfknowing,wehavewithinourpowertoconsciouslytakeonthosegoals
andevenmethods,(toaveryminordegree,obviously)whichGodItselfactsthrough.Primaryamongthegoals
ofGodistheexpansionofconsciousness.Intermsof"method",foremostintheexpansionofconsciousnessis
theraisingofINTENT."Motiveforce"isalsoanothertermforwhatintentreallyisanddoes.Theraisingof
intentmeansachievingoracquiringhigherandhigherlevelsofmotiveforceinone'slifeandineverythingthey
do.Itreferstothepurificationofones'momenttomomentmotiveseveryday,withtheultimategoalof
upliftingallsoulsandalllife,intheevergreaterexpressionandmanifestationofexcellence.Theraisingof
intentisinfactthecentralenginebehindtheevolutionoflife.ToconsciouslytakeontheseDivinegoalsand
methodsthen,istobecomeanAgentofGod,wherebyDivineWillactuallyflowsthroughaperson'slife,to
animatetheiraccomplishmentsforthesakeofgoodwithanunmistakablyspectacularhue.Itisaveryhighact
ofspiritualministrytoinformothersofthisgreatCosmicCauseofwhichweareallparticipants.Itisaneven
greateracttoINSPIREotherstobecomethelivingAgentsofGodwhiletheyarestillinaphysicalbody,and
whilestillincarnatedwithinaprimitiveage.
AfteraboutanhourIfinallyarosefromlyingontheground,andreturnedtomycamp.Imanagedtodothis
whilemaintainingaveryelatedeuphoria,butwithgreateffort.Mybodyfeltasifitwasexperiencingavariable
stateofshock.Irestedthereinmyvanforabout30minutes,andthenanunexpectedresurgenceofenergy
infusedmybeing.Thisenergywasofsuchadynamictypethatmylethargyandshocktotallyreversed.Igotout
asmallstereowithsomedrummingmusic,andstoodnexttoanaturalfirepitbymytent.ThereIfeltcompelled
todanceinawayIcouldonlydescribeas,"shamanlike"withrhythmicmovements.Mylevelofconsciousness
shiftedupanddowntremendouslywitheachpassingfiveminuteperiod,withthelowestlevelbeingthatof
whatmightbecalled,"thearchetypalshaman"andthehighestbeingsomewherearoundwhatmightbereferred
toasa,HighMaster"orperhaps"Avatar".[Mostofmymeditationsoflatehaveinfactbeenofanextremely
highnature,andtheycontinuetobuildandcompoundineffectupononeanother.]
AsIdancedthereoccurredthecompulsiontointonevariousnotesatthesametime,(briefly,intonationisthe
holdingofsustainedsoundswiththevoice,usuallythroughanentireexhalation)rangingfromahigh"E"and
movingallthewaydownthescaletoalow"M".Ialsopickeduptwostafflikepiecesofwood,eachabout4
feetlong,whichIfoundaroundtheloophere.Eachhadbeenburnedtoapointatoneend,withonebeing
curvedandtheotherstraight.[Frompreviousexperiencesovertheyears,I'mveryfamiliarwiththeuseofa
staffinthe"casting"(projection)ofenergy.Theyareanexcellenttoolforspiritualworkofallkinds.Thestaff
canbeusedforthecastingofhighintentandraising,aswellasthemanifestationofthehighmuchlikearadio
transmissionantenna.]Iheldoneineachhand,andwiththemcouldveryreadilyintendtheoutfloworinfluxof
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energyatwill.Iwasintuitivelycompelledtocastorradiatethroughthecurvedstaff,withtheeffectofreaching
withtheloveofGodoutintothehumanworld.Ifeltenormouslypowerfulwavesofforceradiatingoutwardfor
whatfeltlikehundredsofmilesinalldirections.AroundthearoundIdancedwhileintoningnotes,inwaysthat
remindedmefirstofshamanicritualsandthenoflivesonotherworlds.Ifelttheancientnessofmysoul..In
eachlifeI'vealwayshadaspiritualfocusfirstandforemost,atleastasfarbackasmysoulicmemoryreadily
permits.
TherewereevenafewmomentswhereIcasthighintentworldwide,sometimesusingtheconsciousnessofthe
localforestasapsychicallyandbroadcastingmedium.Thereisnomistakingthepsychiceffectssocreated.On
SaturdayMay8th,2004,Ididcreatetremendouswavesofconsciousnessraisingintentworldwideatthe
promptingofGod.Idoubtthattherewasasinglepersonanywhereinthisplanetatthatmoment,whodidnot
feelsomeshiftofsurroundingfeeling,especiallyaround58PMPacificStandardTime.
Mylevelofconsciousnesscontinuedtoriseandfallforsometimeafter8PM,butmypsychic/spiritualpower
diminishedsteadily.Althoughmycasting/raisingsessionsbecomeincreasinglymorepotent,thedrainof
manifestinghighintentionsonmybeingcanbeconsiderable.Notonlyisthecastingandraisingofhighintent
hardwork,itismadeallthemoredifficultbythestateofthemodernworld.Asawordtothewise,any
projectionoflove,clarityorotherhighstatesofconsciousnessintosocietyasawhole,implicitlytakeson,
(dissipates)millenniumsofhumankarmatosomedegree.Itisatremendousundertakingneedlesstosay.There
arevariousoccasionswhereIwishthatIhaddependablealliesorbyanothername,"spiritualcoworkers"on
hand,whopossessedsuchability,withwhomImightcastandraiseintandem.Butthattimeifisyettocome
uponthisworld,isnotyetmanifest.IMUSTconvertotherstothesetechniquesandthisCAUSEofCAUSES,
inordertocarrythroughboththefulfillmentofmysoul'sdesire,andtheIntentofGod.

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