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The Impact
of Disruption/Dissolution
By Melanie Chung-Sherman
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the many years of working in the field of adoption and foster care, there have been countless
joyful occasions that stand out, but it has been
the adoption breakdowns that have made an indelible
mark on my perception of what commitment really means
and how that has impacted my own adoption narrative. I
must warn you that this article will be filled with candid
revelations. I have chosen not to hold back on this sensitive
topic. Let me begin (very bluntly) by stating that the terms
disruption and dissolution are legalized, innocuouslymasked terminology used by adults making the decisions
on behalf of the child to end an adoption. What does forever
or permanent really entail when a legal clause exists to hit
the out button, as one adoptee called it in which adults,
particularly parents who had once committed to raise a
child as their own birth child then decide that they can no
longer? I must be clear to end an adoption is an adult
decision as is the process of adoption. It is also the end
of dreams and expectations. It is an ambiguous death for
all involved and the loss will never truly be repaired. The
cruel irony is that disruption replaces the forever, in which
adoption could not. It will create a new normal and the lives
impacted will never be the same regardless of age or
situation.
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Like a violent tornado leaving a trail of destruction, adoption disruption wreaks havoc in the lives of everyone involved. It inflicts
pain upon the adoption workers, entire church communities and
classrooms. Emotional pain and anguish is experienced by the
adoptive parents, siblings and extended family members.
And last, but not least the child, who has been rejected once
more.
No ones life is quite the same after a disruption takes place. With
each failed placement the child relives the painful rejection he or
she initially experienced from the loss of their birth family.
The emotional wounds of rejection run deep, presenting a real
challenge the adoptee will struggle with for as long as he or she
lives. If you could close your eyes and listen to the heart of the
child who has experienced rejection by the people who were supposed to be their, forever family you might hear this
For every adult who gives up on me, a permanent black mark
is left across my heart; making it just a little more difficult, a
little more hopeless, for me to love and to be loved. Please try to
remember this before you decide to give up on me too