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Stop Palestines Death Fast


The only weapon capable of Stopping Palestines Death, the Death of US
Democracy, and Ecocide, in time.

Revision 5b, April 23, 2015

By James McGinley
Pka Start Loving

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* I estimate being roughly 75% of the way to the terminal end


of this Death Fast. This book is a compilation of the posts as
they happened. Neither the book nor this Death Fast is for any
but the strongest of Heart. They alone will take the time to
experience it deeply, before casting judgement.
* I dont know when Ill lose the ability to keep updating the
book. That could come tonight, or 3 weeks from now. My
intention is to update it regularly for as long as I am able.
* Each post title is also a link to the blog post, on my primary
site. http://Start-Loving.blogspot.com
* I STRONGLY SUGGEST using the table of congress to zero in
on the most important posts. Note that the posts are
prioritized by whether they are indented to the right, and
***** and BOLD.
* Occasionally I supply vlogs. I speak so they can automatically
be transcribed, and with such posts I provide the vlog and the
transcript, and update the transcript. The vlog is provided
primarily for any insights it gives as to my Spirit, Mind, Attitude,
Health, integrity, honesty, sanity and Appearance.
* Any deeply thought through comments would be very much
valued. Start_loving at yahoo dot com

Contents

DAY 1: A note to my doc. (1st time I've ever had one on a fast) ........................................................ 23
Began midnight before Satanyahu's treachery in congress ............................................................ 23
pic.: Awake all night in great excitement with this campaign. ........................................................ 24
SPDF Day 3: A potential miracle! ........................................................................................................ 25
***** vlog. I think that anyone that does not undertake a Stop Palestine's Death Fast now is clinically in
denial, a fool... ............................................................................................................................................ 26
vlog. I intend to remain functional as long as my body has strength... ............................................. 26
Day 4: Tragically, congress is not in session........................................................................................ 27
***** Severe Starvation Sickness. "Mr. James, do you need an ambulance?... ................................ 27
Day 5: Bed ridden for the second day................................................................................................. 28
Day 6: I think a trip to the ER may be necessary. Uh, it was............................................................... 28
***** pic. Day 7: Why in front of NPR, National Propaganda Radio? Without their incessant lies Israel /
US couldnt do the murdering..................................................................................................................... 28
***** Palestine needs me (1000s of us) to pay the ultimate price........................................................... 29
Day 9: Favorite Poem of JFK before he died. ...................................................................................... 30
***** vlog. Priorities: Updating the blog, Compiling a Death Fast Book, Showing the way with my life of
how to Free Palestine how to pay the price for them.... ......................................................................... 30
***** Day 12: Fuzzy-headed, weak, but functioning.... What we need is the tip of the spear piling
up their dead bodies to start a fire, as I am with this Death Fast. ...................................................... 32
vid. Once Upon This Island. "My life, for his." .................................................................................... 33
I am always joyful, I am ONLY joyful, when I am giving my life to my neediest brothers and sisters... . 33
John Q, Denzel Washington, to the doc, "I'm gunna kill myself so my kid can live." ......................... 33
Day 13. I'd hoped to be at the While House today but.... .................................................................. 33
pic. Elephant Legs................................................................................................................................ 34
***** Day 13. vid. 1 min. Malcom X: "The price of freedom is death." ............................................. 34
Anniversary of Rachel Corries death. ' THE TRUTH?? We have TOTALLY forgotten; and desecrate her
example with our cowardice............................................................................................................... 34
vid. 47 min. Why Palestinian prisoners in Israel go on hunger strike ................................................. 35
Day 14: I visited my doctor this morning ............................................................................................ 35
Are we really so sick, so degenerate, so pathologically self centered, that we think my life.... ............ 35

***** THE LAW OF SOCIAL CHANGE IS THE LAW OF SUFFERING, OF PAYING THE PRICE. ........................ 36
***** IM NOT LETTING ALL THAT IS GOOD GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT. ........................................ 37
"If physical death is the price that I must pay to free my white brothers and sisters... ......................... 37
Day 15: Terribly sick last night and this morning. Arrived... ............................................................... 37
"There are some things so dear, some things so precious, they are worth dying for, MLK Jr.............. 38
To a dear dear sister since childhood: Do not ache over my condition. I have never been so
Joyful. Ache for the condition of our millions of Palestinians .......................................................... 38
Apparently there is some problem with my blood chemistry. My doc... ........................................... 38
Steven Bierle, Montana Man, Drowns Off California Coast After Saving Teenage Son's Life ............ 39
MLK Jr, Like anybody, I would like to have a long life... .................................................................. 39
***** Chris Hedges, "How do we resist? How, if this descent is inevitable, as I believe it is, do we
fight back? ........................................................................................................................................... 39
***** Day 16: MY LIFE COUNTS FOR NOTHING TO ME COMPARED WITH SAVING EVEN ONE
PALESTINIAN ........................................................................................................................................ 40
Medical Update. My doc was alarmed by my bloodwork... ............................................................... 40
I'm glad Satanyahu won. ..................................................................................................................... 41
CAUTION: I am on a mission. It is a mission I've been training for, preparing for, my entire life. I have
little time left to finish my work..... ........................................................................................................ 41
***** "Israel will become much more fanatic..... .............................................................................. 42
My God, My God, why have we forsaken thee? ................................................................................. 42
***** vid. Albanian Muslims would not turn over even one Jew to the Germans.... ........................ 42
***** The single most Sacred writing I've ever seen. Rabbi Abraham Heschel... .............................. 43
***** vlog. Day 17 (Capital Hill): "Palestinians... "Cheap,' 'near worthless.' This is the price that the
U.S. activists, so called activists, to Free Palestine, are establishing on Palestinian Life and Human
Rights. ..................................................................................................................................................... 43
***** This could change everything - US reportedly weighs recognizing a Palestinian state... ........ 44
***** This COULD change everything... ............................................................................................. 44
***** SPDF Day 17 - MUST READ.: MY DEMAND IS NO LESS THAN the immediate restoration and of full
human rights, 100% human rights, for the seven million Palestinians of my family.................................. 44
***** vlog. I EXPECT TO TERMINATE THIS DEATH FAST WITHIN THE NEXT FEW DAYS... ..................... 46
***** Day 18: profoundly discouraging article. From the Obama administration... ......................... 47
Miko Peled - "More than the threat of war on Iran, Netanyahus re-election is a call for war on
Palestinians everywhere.... ................................................................................................................. 48

vlog. I am on Death Fast in protest of YOU................................................................................................. 48


vlog. Is there really no one besides a dearest loved one you would gladly give your life to save...? ........ 50
vlog. (Thought experiment). What MIGHT you and others have done in the late 1920s or early 30s to
prement Hitler, WWII, the Holocaust?... ................................................................................................ 51
vlog. IF THIS DEATH FAST IS WRONG THE MARTIN LUTHER KING JR WAS WRONG... ........................... 52
***** Day 19. Between 2000 and 20,000, maybe 200,000, of we Palestinians will be slaughtered
within the next year and a half... ............................................................................................................ 53
On site White House 9am - 7pm (est) to Free Palestine..................................................................... 54
HAVE THE DECENCY, GUTSto face the mountains of theoretical, historical, practical, and experiential
learning, writings, examples on which this campaign is based. ............................................................. 55
My Last Book. The primary purpose of my blog posts (and book) are for after my demise, or
whatever form the termination of my life takes now... ..................................................................... 55
"The naked numbers may be deceptive the fact is that the Israeli electorate is dominated by
hypernationalist, pro-fascist figures... ................................................................................................ 56
"Americans always do the right thing, after theyve exhausted every other option But this time it
will be too late... ................................................................................................................................. 56
***** Day 21: If men are not willing to practice the way of non-violence with the same kind of
commitment and recklessness of cost or consequences as they practice the way of war clearly nonviolence will not work... ........................................................................................................................ 56
***** MUST MUST MUST READ: "Paranoid Benjamin Netanyahu... ................................................. 57
***** vlog: DEATH FAST IS THE ONLY WEAPON THAT CAN SAVE HUMANKIND..... .................................. 57
My health is my Palestine Family, my flesh and blood. Their health is mine... ...................................... 59
***** Day 22: Yes, alive is better!!!! That is exactly the point. Every day for the last 20 or so one
Palestinian every three days, EVERY THREE DAYS, has their life sadistically stolen from them... ......... 59
Medical Update. This morning my doc said yesterday's bloodwork shows ... ................................... 60
On Capital Hill since 10am... ............................................................................................................... 60
***** vid. THE SINGLE GREATEST EXPOSITION OF UNVIOLENT ACTION: "LETTER FROM THE
BIRMINGHAM JAIL.... .......................................................................................................................... 61
68th year of US LIP-SERVICE TO PALESTINIAN HUMAN RIGHTS. F'CK OBAMA... ............................... 61
I have an impossibly strong body and have learned to turn my being entirely over to the Family
Emergency Response... ....................................................................................................................... 62
J-Street was on the Hill today: I am not willing to die for Palestine................................................... 62
Day 23: Very weak, and ill, this morning.... ........................................................................................ 63
vid. 5 min. Indian man thinks, 'Why not do something with my life that benefits all of society?... . 63

***** EXACTLY THE SICKNESS (USELESSNESS, HOPELESSNESS) of 2015 activists are devoted to the lie
that their very lives are not, are NEVER, DEMANDED OF THEM ... ............................................................ 63
***** COULD BE SIGNIFICANT: "its time American Jews let all that mythology go... ....................... 64
Day 24: "My faith demands that I do whatever I can... Jimmy Carter ................................................ 64
On the Hill, in the rain... ...................................................................................................................... 64
***** vlog. The Epitaph on EVERYTHING GOOD will be that the citizens of the worlds superpower
found that there was nothing beyond themselves, not even their children, that they would die for....... 65
Elizabeth Kolbert: "Humans Will Eventually Become Extinct"............................................................ 66
Israel sells stolen Palestinian gas to Egypt ........................................................................................ 66
Stamina and strength waning... .......................................................................................................... 66
Day 25: nd. 'A person that would not die for a cause, or for another, is not alive,' MLK Jr
paraphrase. ......................................................................................................................................... 67
UN says 2014 'devastating year' for Palestinians ............................................................................... 67
Systems shutting down. ... .................................................................................................................. 67
***** Black Student Union Condemns campus Zionist group... ........................................................ 68
***** Chris Hedges on the Horrifying Decline of the American Empire ............................................ 68
***** Chris Hedges - These armies of [educated liberals] serve a corporate system that will quite literally
kill us ........................................................................................................................................................... 68
vid. 30 min. Norman Finkelstein: Netanyahu is a maniac................................................................... 69
This COULD change things. Unlikely, but possible. Must watch: France to begin push for UN
resolution on Israel-Palestine in 'coming weeks' ................................................................................ 69
Israel killed more Palestinians in 2014 ............................................................................................ 70
SPDF Day 25: Israel killed more Palestinians in 2014 than in any other year since 1967. More than
2,300 Palestinians killed and more than 17,000 injured, according to annual report by UN Office for
the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs .......................................................................................... 70
For Gandhi there was an Ultimate, Unforgivable Sin reticence to give ones life for others... ........ 70
Day 26: Even without opposition in the US Congress BDS cannot stop the slaughter of Palestine....
............................................................................................................................................................ 70
Too cold and windy for what strength I now have... .......................................................................... 71
Albert Einstein declines to join Zionist Party ................................................................................... 71
This could be a SIGNIFICANT CHANGE - The White House will go after AIPAC next .......................... 71
***** DYING IS NOT MY GOAL Life for at least one more Palestinian is...... ........................................ 71
Chris Hedges - State of Extraction - The fight for our lives ................................................................. 72

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An acquaintance on FB wrote: 'Our beloved Palestine." My reply: "Beloved" Palestine? ... ............. 73
A FB acquaintance #1 commented: "I think it would be pointless to die... ............................................ 73
Labels: Cowardice, Delusion, Denial, Lip-service Left Citizens, sLoving, SPDF ....................................... 73
***** "IF YOU HAVE COME TO HELP ME THEN YOU ARE WASTING OUR TIME. IF YOU HAVE COME
BECAUSE YOUR [JUSTICE, FAMILY, FREEDOM, SURVIVAL] ARE BOUND UP WITH MINE, THEN LET
US WORK TOGETHER......................................................................................................................... 74
Bad sign. Same old Vile Corruption - EU keeps Hamas blacklisted despite court ruling .................... 74
This would be a substantial change - WSJ: U.S. Raises Pressure on Israel... ...................................... 74
VERY VERY VERY BAD. 'UNCLE TOM" ABBAS, US / ISRAELI WHORE. Abbas: Yemen policy should
extend to Palestine ............................................................................................................................. 74
Seen on FB: " Those who are not killing the beast, deserve to be eaten by it." pic. .......................... 75
Hunger pangs, weakness... ................................................................................................................. 75
Day 27: "I think that anyone that is a moderate in the face of violated liberty is a sinner. Malcom
X.... ...................................................................................................................................................... 75
***** vlog. A PERSON IS NEITHER ALIVE, NOR AN ACTIVIST, WHO WOULD NOT EAGERLY GIVE THEIR
LIFE FOR THE JUSTICE OF THEIR FELLOW HUMAN BEINGS... ................................................................. 76
We are dying, and no one considers us worth their very lives to save... .......................................... 78
White House since 9am... ................................................................................................................... 78
THE BOOK - STOP PALESTINES DEATH FAST Rev 1 032915................................................................. 79
SPDF Day 28: Abbas is traitor, a Tory in the early Americas. Exclusive: In exchange for freed tax
funds, PA wont pursue Israel over settlements at ICC ...................................................................... 79
"My god, what's wrong with your legs?... .......................................................................................... 79
VERY BAD NEWS - Hillary Clinton giving bl*w j*bs to Right Wing Israel ............................................ 80
vid. Matt Damon, 'Not selling out to Amerikkka'................................................................................ 80
NPR Nauseating Pablum (Poison) Radio since noon. It is now 6pm, and too windy to hike back to my
shelter. Soon I trust............................................................................................................................. 80
***** The Liberal's Denial of duty, personal responsibility, the cowardice, that is destroying the
world can best be seen.... ... ............................................................................................................... 80
SPDF Day 29: I expect to reduce or eliminate all together posting on Facebook. As I have always
found.... ............................................................................................................................................... 81
***** URGENT - A fate infinitely worse than death by Death Fast... Institutionalization... (detail) .. 81
MUST READ. 3 60's Jewish Activists discuss Israel Palesine... "...she sobbed for hours when she saw
the daunting wall with the Israeli flag on it, and compared the wall around Bethlehem to the walls
of concentration camps during the Holocaust...." .............................................................................. 83

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Noam Chomsky on the Republican Party - "REPUBLICAN PARTY IS NOW A RADICAL INSURGENCY..."
............................................................................................................................................................ 84
Obamas next earthquake... WashPo... TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE, BUT SOMETHING, MAYBE. ............. 84
***** The Jewish establishment has banned these four valiant Jews. Why? ................................... 84
UN says Israel, not Iran, North Korea or Syria worst violator of human rights .................................. 84
***** From what I can see this Death Fast has cost me most of the few left who were close to me... 85
SPDF Day 30: With Netanyahu's reelection, the peace process is over and the pressure process
must begin .......................................................................................................................................... 85
vlog: It is not inconceivable that in 2-4 weeks time that I'll conclude that I have wielded the Death Fast
for as is long as is constructive, this time.... ........................................................................................... 86
Israel Is Only Going to Change Its Horrific Behavior If Outsiders Force It to ...................................... 87
vlog: On Sanity, and Insanity ....................................................................................................................... 88
NPR Narcotic Paralyzing Radio 7:15am until 6:30pm estimated ........................................................ 88
"The "true martyrs" of today, men and women who "offer their lives with Jesus" for their Christian
faith. Their witness, in imitation of Christ's sacrifice, "reflects a ray of this perfect, full and pure love
[of Christ]," he said. Theirs, he added, "is a service of Christian witness to the point of bloodshed. It
is the service Christ did for us, he redeemed us."... " example of a man of our times, and many
others, strengthens us in offering our lives as gifts of love to our brothers in imitation of Jesus," he
said. ..................................................................................................................................................... 89
No Hope: Obama admin unwilling to meaningfully pressure Israel... ................................................ 89
GOD...DAMN A MER I CANS... "Just 11 percent sympathize a great deal with the Palestinians and 35
percent have some sympathy for the Palestinians." .......................................................................... 90
SPDF vlog Day 31: Zionists are the Satanic in the guise of the Godly. ... .................................................... 90
Jose Rosario, Retired NYPD Detective, Dies Saving Boy From Drowning ........................................... 91
Paragons of mental health, who are they? Martin Luther King Jr., Malala, Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln,
Malcom X, Oscar Romero..... .................................................................................................................. 91
***** "THE AMERICAN DREAM... IT HAS ALL COLLAPSED.... UNLIKE THE DEPRESSION... THERE IS NO
HOPE." ................................................................................................................................................. 92
***** Netanyahus never-ending excuse for opposing a two-state solution His argument has been
the same for over 20 years: you cant trust the Palestinians to act peacefully. ................................. 92
Netanyahu - "No, I do not think the Palestinians have a right to an independant state." ................. 93
***** SPDF... the book. MAJOR UPDATE. .......................................................................................... 93
Massively sick today... this afternoon... while in front of NPR - Numbing Paralyzing Rubbish. ......... 93
***** 1st Kenyan to stand up to the Dictator, by himself, beaten, threatened... never looked
back...never stopped.... Still alive, so far. ........................................................................................... 94

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***** ISRAELI WAR ON ARABS, WAR ON AFRICANS. DAVID SHEEN .................................................. 94


SPDF Day 32: My left eye has gone near totally useless all of a sudden. ........................................... 94
Americans for Peace Now calls settlements a plague ...................................................................... 94
Palestinians condemn Israels arrest of prominent leftist lawmaker Khalida Jarrar .......................... 94
vid. YES. A child's future is worth EVERY sacrifice. EVERY CHILD........................................................ 95
For a decade have I misunderstood the problem: Is it a 'follower problem,' not a 'leadership' problem?
................................................................................................................................................................ 95
I knew how to recognize and pick business associates. I should've seen that picking 'frieneds' is the
same, for me. .......................................................................................................................................... 96
This could change things... Is his handling of Iran central to President Obama's handling of Israel
Palestine, or has president Obama been AWOL on Palestine as I have thought? ............................. 97
Physically, today is starting to be different, tougher... ....................................................................... 98
SPDF Day 33: :-( Too windy, gusts to 40mph, to be out with my light posters today. Working indoors
online. ................................................................................................................................................. 98
VID. STOP ARMING ISRAEL .................................................................................................................. 98
Dr. Jane Goodall: "We can't leave people in abject poverty, so we need to raise the standard of
living for 80% of the world's people, while bringing it down considerably for the 20% who are
destroying our natural resources." ..................................................................................................... 99
Chris Hedges on Our Moral Collapse. 9 min. 2009 ............................................................................. 99
Palestinian child Zakariya al-Julani wounded in Israeli gunfire loses eye ........................................... 99
The lie Israel sold the world settlement 'outposts' ...................................................................... 100
Miko Peled and Rabbi Weiss Expose the Truth about Israel. 5 min ................................................. 100
vid 9 min. US tortured less than 50. Israel SIMILARLY TORTURED... 10'S OF THOUSANDS. Norman
Finkelstein ......................................................................................................................................... 100
158 lbs, losing .51 lbs per day. STOP PALESTINES DEATH, FAST. ...................................................... 101
Son of Ben-Gurion designated Irish Moses: "Its high time that we, as Americans, face up to the fact
that supporting Israel is supporting apartheid, and that our military, economic, and diplomatic
support of that country has fostered and abetted nearly half a century of continuing oppression of
4.5 million Palestinians ..................................................................................................................... 101
I SEE NO LIFE, NO 'NEVER AGAIN,' NO HUMANITY, NO SANITY... JUST WALKING DEAD LIBERALS. NO? 102
My dearest loved ones, you were right. We never belonged together............................................ 103
***** Why play chicken with death , or worse? .................................................................................. 105
vid. 2 min. You ARE choosing. Which are you choosing - Equality for Everyone or Supremecy of
Israel? ................................................................................................................................................ 107

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Creator Willing, tomorrow I'll spend the day with Jesus, fighting for the Least of These our Family, in
front of the White House. ................................................................................................................. 107
SPDF Day 34: pic. On post at White House ....................................................................................... 108
***** Holocaust Survivor to Palestines - If they give up, they might lose their self-esteem with the
ongoing humiliations by the Israeli Nazis." ....................................................................................... 108
vlog. My unrecognized assumptions at the beginning of this death fast are not working out terribly
well ........................................................................................................................................................ 109
***** SPDF Day 35. 30 min docu. 1937 LETTER - "THE ARABS WILL HAVE TO GO, BUT ONE NEEDS
AN OPPORTUNE MOMENT TO MAKE IT HAPPEN, SUCH AS WAR." THE POLE, DAVID BENGURION, TO
HIS SON, 1937. .................................................................................................................................. 110
vid. Human Rights Watch - Israel crushes its Tai workers to death.................................................. 110
Congress out one more week. Rain expected, but today, NPR - Numbing Paralyzing Rubbish. But
first, blood work prior to another doc visit tomorrow. .................................................................... 110
Paul Krugman: Uh-oh, were just this screwed ................................................................................. 110
Blocking legislation, defunding the government and thwarting compromise is the real mission
and he's winning. Heather Cox Richardson ...................................................................................... 111
***** "The reason behind US support for Israel becomes clear...." MUST READ. .......................... 111
Jesus radical politics In his kingdom, enemies are loved, the marginalized prioritized, and wealth
inequality exposed for the sham it is. ............................................................................................... 111
LIVE: Six Greenpeace climbers scale Shells Arctic-bound oil rig ...................................................... 112
SPDF Day 36: Israel firing experimental weapons at Gazas civilians, say doctors ........................... 112
Robert Reich: Colleges, Churches and Non-Profits Doing the Wealthy's Dirty Work It's bad enough
that they've bought our politicians. Now the wealthy have bought off the only institutions that can
counter their influence. .................................................................................................................... 112
vid. 2 min. Noam Chomsky - 'Requiem For The American Dream' ................................................... 112
Doctors visit, blood work, psych eval, etc......................................................................................... 113
vid. 3min. 100,000 Bedoins being expelled ...................................................................................... 114
TRAITOR. ISRAELI AGENT. INFILTRATOR - Sen. Schumer and 7 other Democrats are making a terrible
choice siding with GOP on Iran bill ................................................................................................... 114
vid. 2 min. Palestine solution nutshell .............................................................................................. 115
SPDF Day 37: Christians and Muslims grow closer in defiance of Israeli attacks ............................. 115
The Rising Tide of Suicide in Gaza : The Suffering of a People Manifest .......................................... 115
NBC, you murdering, savage, Israeli bastards. 1 Palestinian is murdered by Israel every 4 days and
you report this? Palestinian Stabs Two Israeli Soldiers in West Bank Attack ................................... 115

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vid 2 min. Israeli sadism in Jerusalem. Statistics. Facts. Slaughter. .................................................. 115
***** Chris Matthews: the neocons continue to fight to destroy the Middle East and remake it as
pro Israel ........................................................................................................................................... 116
A new set of racist anti-Arab laws is before the Knesset.................................................................. 116
War Crime Happening NOW: Israeli Occupation Illegally Seizes Over 1,000 Dunums Of Palestinian
Land for Settlement .......................................................................................................................... 116
Pope Francis: "Each child who begs for money on the street and who is denied medical care and
education is a painful cry that goes directly to the heart of the Father, and accuses the system that
we adults have built.... Children are the responsibility not just of their parents, but of everyone....
.......................................................................................................................................................... 116
***** SPDF Day 38: vid 7 min. "The Israeli decision to rain death and destruction on Palestine is the
final phase of a decades long campaign to finish the ethnic cleansing of Palestinians." ................. 117
Western wars have killed four million Muslims since 1990 ............................................................. 117
A liberal on FB complaining about, Schumer, the Israeli, fighting to bomb Iran: "When will they ever
learn?" My reply: ""THEY" HAVE learned..... .................................................................................... 117
When conservatives want something badly they pay the price or make others pay the price for it.
When liberals want something... .......................................................................................................... 117
NPR Netanyahu's Propaganda Radio ................................................................................................ 118
My email to Ali Abunimah, the Great writer at ElectronicIntifiada.net ............................................... 118
HA'ARETZ - " The United States of Israel: The chutzpah, the megalomania The brain refuses to
believe what the eyes read: Israel will push Congress to pass a bill, Israel will lobby the Congress.
Imagine the scandal the reverse headline would ignite." ................................................................ 119
Vid. 20 min. FOX - Israel KNEW BEFORE 9.11. At War ON US ........................................................... 119
vid. 5 min. Deir Yassin, one of 30 Israeli, Plan Dalet mass attrocities launched in Dec 1957 to
Terrorize and Expel 250,000 Palestinians against all international law and agreements. ............... 119
Einsteain NYT letter decrying Nazi-like Began and party article scan jpgs, and text ..................... 119
***** My email to JewishVoiceForPeace.org ...................................................................................... 120
***** WTF!?!?!?? HILLARY???? YAHOO???? Clinton Accuses Israel of Being Occupying Force New
book takes aim at Israel, angers pro-Israel community.... ................................................................ 121
A note from a fellow who was very kind to me several years ago, and my reply... ......................... 122
***** STOP THESE F'ING SAVAGES. STOP THEM. YOU ARE F'ING NEXT, IF YOU DON'T....... Israeli
official: Lebanon will go back 200 years if war breaks out ............................................................... 122
SPDF Day 39: Gazan Fisherman Builds Reef So His People Wont Starve, Israeli Navy Shoots Him
Dead (VIDEO) .................................................................................................................................... 123

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***** Why did we go war Iraq? "The Israel lobby and [former Deputy Secretary of Defense] Paul
Wolfowitz wanted to get rid of Saddam....." "We want to Iran because... We have come to the point
where we blindly follow Israel. Congress gave multiple standing ovations to Benjamin Netanyahu. If
Middle Eastern countries are in chaos, they cant unify against Israel." .......................................... 123
***** Is No One COMMITTED to Palestine? Outside of Palestine I see dozens or even thousands of
involved citizens.... ................................................................................................................................ 123
Albanian Muslims massively saved Jews from the Holocaust .......................................................... 123
Israeli Blogger Yochanan Gordon argues that the solution to opponents in Gaza is to "obliterate
them completely" ............................................................................................................................. 124
So tired it took me more than an hour just to get into bed tonight..... ............................................ 124
SPDF Day 40: Massively ill today..... ................................................................................................. 124
'The people we call the prophets I think are the earliest dissident intellectuals, and theyre treated
like most dissident intellectualsvery badly.....' Noam Chomsky ................................................... 125
"It is up to all of us dedicated to peace and justice to do all we can to help the Palestinians prevail in
the legitimacy war and bring their long ordeal to an end." - Richard .............................................. 125
***** SPDF Day 41: Authoritative history of the atrocity. 'The Establishment of Israels very
statehood was contingent upon upholding the UN UNIVERSAL DECLARATION of HUMAN RIGHTS
and as a Member State, America is obligated to hold ALL other Member States to it....' ............... 125
Environmental Terrorism Cripples Palestinian Farmers ................................................................... 126
Israeli courts convict hundreds of Palestinian children .................................................................... 126
There are hundreds of people in the Administration whose salaries are paid by the U.S. taxpayer
and who believe their sole mission is to defend Israel, even by destroying freedom of expression,
Congressman Findley added. ............................................................................................................ 126
THIS COULD BE BIG. "Paul R. Pillar, formerly a senior member of the U.S. intelligence community,
explained in a brilliant lecture the advantages of the nuclear agreement with Iran, and argued that
Israels opposition to it stemmed from the fear that, in its wake, the occupation would become the
main issue." ....................................................................................................................................... 126
***** "THEY ARE NOT WORTH MY LIFE." This is the ONLY MESSAGE that the world's bystanders hear
from the Free Palestine activists. THIS IS MURDER. ................................................................................. 127
SPDF Day 42: 8 striking parallels between the U.S. and the Roman Empire Is our republic coming to
an unceremonious end? History may not be on America's side ...................................................... 128
Why Is No One Talking About the GOP's Plan to Send Millions of Disabled Americans Into Poverty?
.......................................................................................................................................................... 128
Our Coming Theocratic Hell: The Rights Religious Freedom Push Is Just the Beginning Religion is
far too dangerous to our liberties to be laughed off or mischaracterized as harmless. .................. 128

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Life Rights group: Israeli settlers profit from Palestinian child labor Human Rights Watch say
settlement farms, mostly in the Jordan Valley, employ children as young as 11, pay them low wages
and subject them to dangerous working conditions. ....................................................................... 128
Hell. Clinton PASSES THE ISREALI GENOCIDE TEST WITH FLYING COLORS... detailed article. HEIL
NETANYAHU!!!!................................................................................................................................. 129
vid. 40 min. Paul Krugman - This is the worst economic situation since the 1930s. BOOK: End this
depression... NOW. ........................................................................................................................... 129
The FBI kept (Helen) Keller under surveillance for most of her adult life for her radical views. But
Keller, who died in 1968, never saw a contradiction between her crusade to address the causes of
blindness and her efforts to promote economic and social justice.................................................. 129
pic. article. Gunter Grass 1999 Nobel Prize - Literature 1927-2015, ""Israel doesn't just need to clear
out of the occupied areas," he said at the time. "The appropriation of Palestinian territory and its
Israeli settlements are also a criminal activity. That not only needs to be stopped -- it also needs to
be reversed. Otherwise there will be no peace." ............................................................................. 130
SPDF Day 43: Noam Chomsky: America hates its poor Linguist and philosopher Noam Chomsky on
our country's brutal class war -- and why it's ultimately so one-sided ............................................ 130
Report: Israel uprooted 700 trees in Nablus in March ..................................................................... 131
Promised by God, what a complete sham.... Israel among the least religious countries in the world.
Only 30% of Israelis say they are religious, survey finds .................................................................. 131
vid. Heart. Courage. Focus. Humanity... JUST WATCH. 4 min. Emanuel .......................................... 131
I am on day 43 of this fast. I had hoped that it would work out to take it to completion.... ............... 131
The Numbers Are Staggering -- The US Is a 'World Leader' in Child Poverty ................................... 132
I am headed to the emergency room. The bowel movement I just had was small but it was 100%
blood...... ........................................................................................................................................... 132
Immigrant Mothers in Detention Launch Second Hunger Strike Despite Retaliation ...................... 132
***** SPDF Day 44: Man Kills Himself Holding 'Tax The 1%' in Front of the Capitol -- and Nobody
Hears About It The exhortation of the unknown man's sign is focused and direct, and frighteningly
accurate. ........................................................................................................................................... 132
Released from the emergency room after midnight..... ................................................................... 133
Funding is barely half that required to avoid irreversible, global, catastrophic, complete ecocide 133
"I would rather die in the flight [today] than live to be 80 and see this county collapse." A
gyrocopter just landed on the Capitol lawn...................................................................................... 133
***** Religious Fanaticism is a Huge Factor in Americans Support for Israel. Glenn Greenwald .. 134
***** If a 22-year old falls in the Capitol, DYING to tax the 1%, and no one hears his message, did
he die in vain? . ................................................................................................................................. 134

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***** We must hate our children We crush them with debt to go to college -- and today, rates are
actually set to double. Are we out of our minds?............................................................................. 134
SPDF Day 45: Israeli forces open fire at farmers in Gaza .................................................................. 134
Jews attack Christian graveyard in northern Israel ........................................................................... 135
After torching Palestinian cafe and painting Revenge on its door, 4 Israeli teens get community
service ............................................................................................................................................... 135
Israel distributes demolition notices in Silwan, al-Khalil .................................................................. 135
My FB Page, my Blog, my Life... for the one in a million, only for the one in a million, that literally can't
live with the status quo of terrorizing Palestines, Ecocide, Fascistization of America. I'm
incomprehensible, a waste of time, to everyone else. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ ...... 135
Thousands of Palestinian homes threatened with demolition......................................................... 136
Israels anti-boycott law will hit Palestinians hardest, rights groups warn ...................................... 136
List of Israel massive assassinations thru the decades ..................................................................... 136
Capital Hill since 7:30am till 5pm today............................................................................................ 136
Prostitutes, Whores for Israel - every one - ... 75 Senators Want to Punish Palestine Before It Can
Accuse Israel of War Crimes ................................................................................................................. 137
SPDF Day 46: Supreme Court rules: Israel can confiscate Palestinian property in Jerusalem ......... 137
***** pic. The only purpose of my life is, was, and will ever be, to serve my global neediest. And
you?....................................................................................................................................................... 138
Jewish and Palestinian women are segregated in Israeli maternity wards Chomsky .................. 138
vid. 1min. Israel has tortured more than 10,000 Palestinian children, psychologically, and usually
physically as well. nothing to see here. Move along. Move along. .................................................. 139
Episcopal group urges divestment in protest over Israeli occupation.............................................. 139
Youngest Palestinian prisoner describes devastating detention experience ................................... 139
SPDF Day 47: In the global scene we are racing towards a precipice which we are determined to
fall over which will sharply reduce the prospects for decent survival. ........................................... 139
Israeli army encloses 7,000 Palestinians in West Bank village IDF openly tells the 7,000 residents of
Hizma that they are being collectively punished for the stone-throwing of a few Palestinians ...... 140
I live in a constant state of depression. I think of us as turd miners. I put on my helmet, I go and
mine turds, hopefully I dont get turd lung disease. ....................................................................... 140
Everything Hillary Clinton will do will always be for Israel ............................................................. 140
***** vid. 4 min. Free Palestine Music Video .................................................................................. 140
pic. White House since 8:30am... till 7pm? Tomorrow also, Creator Willing. .................................. 141

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Noam Chomsky - Neoliberalism, the Assault on the Common Good. Class Warfare by another name.
.......................................................................................................................................................... 142
***** vid. 5 min. Omer Goldman, daughter of the former deputy head of Mossad, and who is still
considered as one of the most powerful men in the Israeli security system, refuses to serve in the
IDF. Omer visited a Palestinian town in the West Bank without her father's permission, where she,
along with other Palestinians (her supposed enemies), were fired upon by Israeli soldiers (her
supposed allies)................................................................................................................................. 142
Human Rights Watch - Israel exploiting, poisoning, Paleestian CHILD Farm Workers ..................... 142
SPDF Day 48: The exposure of the Western worlds surveillance networks has heightened the
feeling that democratic institutions arent functioning as they should, that, like it or not, we are
living in the twilight period of democracy itself ............................................................................... 142
UN says Israel, not Iran, North Korea or Syria worst violator of human rights ................................ 143
***** VLOG. THIS DEATH FAST IS NOT HARD TO UNDERSAND. HERE IT IS. MUST MUST MUST VIEW... 143
Leaving White House after 9.10.5 hours today, 13 hours yesterday.... ........................................... 147
Reply to today's MUST WATCH video log - "James, I urge those who are your friends where you live
to talk to you about this. It eliminates your ability to be part of the long road to the change you
dream of...... ...................................................................................................................................... 147
SPDF Day 49: Germany Seeks Compensation for $57M Holocaust Fraud ........................................ 147
African Heritage delegation backs global resistance to Israels 21st century colonialism ............ 148
For the Conference on the Israel Lobby: Press Blackout at the Press Club by Ralph Nader ............ 148
American Fascists, Chris Hedges on The Hour (CBC) ........................................................................ 148
Noam Chomsky, a historian, linguist and a prominent commentator on political affairs in the United
States and the world, lashed Friday against media organizations in the U.S., describing them as
mouthpieces for the government and their allies. ........................................................................... 148
Noam Chomsky: US is world's biggest terrorist ................................................................................ 149
Leaked emails reveal Hollywood execs at work for Israel ................................................................ 149
Video 7 min: Israel strangles a Palestinian village ............................................................................ 149
Movement, walking... requires deliberate effort and willpower. Deeply weak. .............................. 149
More than 500 Palestinian minors held in Israeli jails ...................................................................... 149
***** SPDF Day 50: must watch. 15. minutes. Noam Chomsky. Weaponization of American media
as government propaganda. Desecration of international law by us. ............................................. 150
Throughout history, and through today, the role of the intellectuals is to play court jester,
supporting the needs of the rulers, obscuring the needs of the needy. Noam Chomsky ................ 150
All but complete is the slow motion coup d'etat by the corporate state in America. chris Hedges 150
***** (Aug 2014) Holocaust survivors and their descendants accuse Israel of genocide ............ 150

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Israel Deported Them. Then ISIS Cut Off Their Heads. ..................................................................... 151
***** SPDF Day 51 vlog: (7:30am Capital $ Hill) LATENT, UNTAPPED HUMANITY - THE FATALLY MISSING
ELEMENT IN THIS DEATH FAST CAMPAIGN TO STOP PALESTINES DEATH FAST....................................... 151
***** vid. MUST WATCH. Jul 2014. 'ISRAELI RIGHT WING AND POLICE GREATER DANGER TO ANTIWAR PROTESTERS THAN PALESTIAN (BOTTLE) ROCKETS ................................................................. 154
***** The question of punishing illegal settlements in occupied Palestinian territory was
considered separately in Europe and Israel last week, with only superficial differences in the
conclusions reached. Israels near half-century occupation is in no immediate danger, either at
home or abroad. ............................................................................................................................... 154
***** 100 people go on hunger strike on Downing Street to commemorate the Armenian Genocide
.......................................................................................................................................................... 154
New York Times Egypt Sentences an American to Life New York Times He has been on hunger strike
for more than a year to protest his detention. American officials warned in a letter to his family that
the hunger strike is a ... ................................................................................................................... 154
***** [THE SAINT IS UNRECOGNIZED IN HIS HOME TOWN. AMERIKA IS DOOMED.] Edward
Snowden Unpopular at Home, A Hero Abroad, Poll Finds The whistleblower is viewed negatively by
64 percent of Americans familiar with him, results say. .................................................................. 155
Israeli Terrorist attacks Palestinian worker ...................................................................................... 155
***** STOP. WATCH. 3 MIN. Noam Chomsky Compares Right-Wing Media in US to Nazi, Weimar
Germany. 2009.................................................................................................................................. 155
***** Noam Chomsky at UMass Boston: "The Neoliberal Class-war Assault, and Resistance" ...... 156
***** PROFOUNDLY TROUBLING - FURTHER INDICATION THE PALESTINE DIASPORA IS WORTHLESS
- The moral hypocrisy of American Muslims for Palestine on the Armenian Genocide ................... 156
Noam Chomsky: Every Word in the Phrase Free Trade Agreement Is False .................................. 156
Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better opportunities' - Europe
for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine for America, Cuba for America - are these the
most Godless, Self-Centered, Affloholic, Sociopathic? ..................................................................... 156
Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better opportunities' - Europe
for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine for America, Cuba for America - are these the
most Godless, Self-Centered, Affloholic, Sociopathic? ..................................................................... 157
SPDF Day. 52: Israel furious at UN report detailing torture of Palestinian children Israels security
forces have been accused by a United Nations monitoring group of torturing and tormenting
Palestinian children ........................................................................................................................... 157
Man hanged himself from tree in front of hundreds of people who had gathered in capital to
protest against land reforms............................................................................................................. 157

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West Bank outposts: An entire system of dispossession At the core of Israels settlement outpost
system lies the systemic violation of Palestinian human rights. ...................................................... 157
video: Death to the Arabs march forces its way through occupied Jerusalem ............................. 158
Extremely disturbing. All talk, no substance. Israel-Palestine Policy Is Out Of Touch With Reality . 158
***** Must must must must read. Critics are right to condemn the criminal justice system for its
embedded inequities and injustices, but they are hesitant to condemn the actual jurors giving killer cops
get-out-of-jail-free cards. These jurors are representational of America: ignorant and cold. ................. 158
***** SPDF Day 52: The degeneration of America is the degeneration of empathy as measured among
college students since the 1970s .............................................................................................................. 159
***** MUST WATCH. VLOG. Sadly, It seems to me in that there may be little or no benefit in continuing
this death fast beyond this Day 52. .......................................................................................................... 159
***** nd. We are the ones we've been waiting for, and we have already committed moral, spiritual,
suicide. All future for humanity, for creation, is lost. But individuals remain, individuals to save. Much
work for us all to 100% devote and commit our hearts, minds, souls, and bodies to, for the joy of it. For
the Loving of it. Let's get on with it. Serving the Global Neediest from the Soul, in lived Solidarity, every
breath........................................................................................................................................................ 163

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DAY 1: A note to my doc. (1st time I've ever had one on a fast)
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WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
PDF DAY 1: A note 2 my beloved Doc: I began the Stop Palestines Death Fast SPDF tonight. Starting
midnight I'm on electrolytes and vitimins until however this terminates in 50 to 80 days. Please consider
doing whatever bloodwork might make sense to benchmark me in the event I need some stabilizing
along the way. And if u want to psych eval me, that would be fine too. As would be no and no, that
would be ok 2. I'll come in 1st thing thu unless I hear from u to the contrary. Today I'll b on cap hill 2
welcome Satanyahu. Thanks. James

Began midnight before Satanyahu's treachery in congress


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Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
I began at midnight last night. This is day one Stop Palestines Death Fast. I am on capitol hill since 630
a_m this morning in anticipation of Satanyahu's 8:45 talk.

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pic.: Awake all night in great excitement with this campaign.


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Solidarity, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF (Stop Palestines Death Fast) Day 1: Awake all night in great excitement with this
campaign. Peaceful Vigil on Capital Hill the morning of Satanyahu's desecration of all that is good and
decent. Extremely fatigued this afternoon. 175 lbs in my skivies. I expect to lose about half a pound per
day. The next two days should not be too bad,
days 3-6 I usually feel very very sick. My reason
for this campaign is I think I can, at least in my
own mind, save at least on of my Palestinian
children by doing this. I don't know that anyone
will notice when I am still functional, but when I
go terminal, physical death, brain damage,
incarceration, institutionalization, whatever...
50-80 days from now... some months, years...
after... someone might think, learn from what
I've done, and go beyond. Nothing is
free. Change comes when individuals pay the
price. I am paying the price to save one child
over the next 20 years. Change comes when
suffering is more than onlookers and
perpetrators cannot, refuse to bear it any
longer. This is the equation. There is some level of Palestinian suffering that the world cannot any
longer bear. But why does it have to be Palestinian suffering? Why can't it be mine, and other overprivileged westerners. Why Palestinians? Why Palestinian children? It does not have to be them. I can't
cause much suffering, old, weird, funny looking guy. But I can and will be physically on the Hill. That is a
big advantage. Sadly, the weather is horrible the two remaining days congress will be in session, and
they are gone next week, so there will be zero visibility to them until the 14th when they return - I'll
have a large poster counting the days. This delay is very unfortunate, but there is no more time for
delay. The clock is ticking on the next 'mowing the lawn,' the next 'removing the topsoil,' and the next,
and the next.

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SPDF Day 3: A potential miracle!


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A potential miracle! It is possible that today's snow day means that Congress, which was not in
session today although they were scheduled to be, will be in session tomorrow which they were
not scheduled to be. The reason that this could
be a genuine miracle is because they are off
next week and if they were not in session
tomorrow them none of them will know of the
Stop Palestine's Death Fast until they return
the following week. The function of this death
fast is to awaken conscience to some degree,
to create suffering toward a level of suffering
that some of these congress people cannont
accept, on top of the suffering of
Palestinians. Just like one soldier cannot win a
battle of violence, one death faster cannot win
an unviolent battle, but in both cases each soldier is part of the potential win. But if the
unviolent soldier is invisible then the soldier can play no role in arousing conscience, in arousing
humanity, in arousing sanity. Another part of the miracle was that staples remained open long
enough, despite today's snow, to print the new poster which will announce the death fast and
display how many days that it has lasted. It is only after midnight that a congressional web site
displays whether they will be in session, so until then this is conjecture.

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***** vlog. I think that anyone that does not undertake a Stop Palestine's
Death Fast now is clinically in denial, a fool...
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(NONVIOLENCE)
I think that anyone that does not undertake a Stop Palestine's death fast now is clinically in denial, a
fool, cowardly, uninformed, and a traitor to humanity, some combination of these things. Sane human
beings, and there are almost none left, stand up for the species including putting their lives on the
line. Insane, sociopathic, people do not. Those who would not give their lives to save innocent children
in Palestine are not fully alive people. Additionally, Palestine is the ultimate moral debacle on earth. It
is slow motion genocide funded by the world's most advantaged, most over privileged population on
earth. It is the single occurrence on earth that could jolt large portions of the population back to their
sanity and humanity. There is every reason to believe that nothing short of death fast by some of we
over privileged Americans will be sufficient to jolt people to their full sanity and humanity, and certainly
not to do so before another 20 years or so of killing takes place in Palestine.
CLICK FOR VLOG

vlog. I intend to remain functional as long as my body has strength...


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LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
Click HERE for vlog.
vlog (upload problems, will upload tomorrow). SPDF Day 3: I intend to remain functional as long as my
body has strength but I am not interested in prolonging this death fast. I expect no impact or attention
before I terminate, any impact I expect will happen months or years or many years afterwards. It is
patently obvious that death fast is the only weapon that we have in civil society of 2015 that can stop
Palestine's death, can stop global warming, can stop the financial elite from continuing their totalitarian
rule of us all. I defy you to find any 'activists' in any of these movements that will tell you when their
tactics, their strategies, will result in success. These brothers and sisters of mine are cowards, they do
not fight to win, they fight to feel good. I don't fight to feel good. I fight to win, willing to lose. I expect
to lose, but not because I am using the wrong tactics and strategy. I am using the obviously correct
tactics and strategy. I expect to lose because there are no longer enough healthy people on earth to see
that this is the correct strategy, death fast, in larger and larger numbers. But I don't know that on this
the most morally horrible issue, Palestines death, I don't know that there is no one that can learn from
what I am doing. It is so obviously correct, it is so obviously needed, it is so obviously the only answer,
that it is worth a try. What if the polio vaccine had been developed and no one chose to use it? Should
it not have been developed in that case? Was it a waste of time? Jonas Salk did his job. I am doing my
job. With zero support I am demonstrating this weapon. There may be someone on earth after I

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terminate that by my example senses the power of the weapon and is able to improve on and build on
what I am doing. To remain functional as long as my body can continue I am taking vitamins, potassium,
magnesium, electrolytes, plenty of liquids. I am not avoiding strenuous physical activity. Today I want
several miles to secure the new poster, the vitamins, electrolytes, and herbal tea. Except when sickness
from this fast, and the weather prevents me, I expect to be around DC with the posters. I pray that
tomorrow Congress is in session. They are then off for a week. In the little time I have left I expect to
make every moment cannont that I can with the posters. Weekends I expect to be back in front of the
White House. Next week and the days that Congress is not in session I expect, finely, to haunt the
Washington Post and NVR with my presence. Again, I expect to see no results from this in my
lifetime. But I know that if I execute what I've described it will be seen, it will create suffering that
otherwise would depend on the death of an additional Palestinians child, and by doing what I am doing
fine now that I am saving a Palestinian Life, not today, not tomorrow, not next year, but by putting my
life on the scale as I am I am bringing near the day of the torture of Palestine will stop.

Day 4: Tragically, congress is not in session.


Hunger Strike, SPDF
SPDF Day 4: tragically, congress is not in session. However, I am very ill today, I would have gone to the
hill but it may have been a disaster physically. I will rest and work today online.

***** Severe Starvation Sickness. "Mr. James, do you need an ambulance?...


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of Palestine, Occupation, sLoving, SPDF, State Terrorism
SPDF Day 4: Severe Starvation Sickness. "Mr. James, do you need an ambulance? Do you need me to buy
some medications for you?" It was dear dear dear man that his been city corner in the cube where I
have my bunk. I must look like hell, and he'd seen I'd been unable to get out of bed for 18 hours. I'm
Praying this is the same sickness I've had on the many hunger strikes I've conducted before. Near as I
can figure in the first 4-8 days the body is switching from consuming, well, me, fat, brain.... I don't recall
ever being this sick before, this debilitated. I can't tell any of these guys what is going on with me cuz I
think it could weird out the staff and they'd have to put me out. That would make it much much much
much harder, on the streets. I'm guessing that will happen as I waste away but the later the easier. So I
said, 'Mr. RJ, I'm ok. I'm very sick but I'll be ok, and it is not contagious." "I don't care if it is contagious, I
just want you to feel better." It was clear that he meant it. We threw this profoundly gentle African
American man in prison for years for a petty theft. The wrong people are in Prison, the victims, not we
victimizers. Oh my, my typing accuracy has gone to hell. That doesn't usually happen until much much

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later. I've never gone on Fast without so many body parts they've taken for the cancer. All the others
were training, practice, education... for this final one. I'm very grateful.

Day 5: Bed ridden for the second day.


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* nd. SPDF Day 5: bed ridden for the second day. Nausia, back pain, extreme weakness. Stop Palestine
death fast.

Day 6: I think a trip to the ER may be necessary. Uh, it was.


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SPDF Day 6: I think a trip to the ER may be necessary. This is the third day I'm too sick to get out of bed.
This is a first. I've done a dozen or so severe hunger strikes and never anything like this sickness. Three
hours ago I all but passes out with nausia when in the bathroom. Now I am sitting up and feeling a bit
better. Maybe my body is stabilizing. We'll see. I think my blood chem must be all messed up and maybe
the ER could stabilize that. I need to hang around at least until Congress gets back next Mon.
PS: That's odd, it seems I never posted of the ER visit. Blood work was fine, they judged me dehydrated
and gave me two liters of saline. Maybe made me feel a little better. They wanted to give me a liter of
glucose but to their credit they respected my wishes on the Death Fast.

***** pic. Day 7: Why in front of NPR, National Propaganda Radio?


Without their incessant lies Israel / US couldnt do the murdering.
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sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 7: Why in front of national pablum radio? Last week in a survey their audience was rated as
the most informed. If you spend hours as I have going through their so called reporting on Palestine and
Israel you will find that their audience is profoundly misinformed. Invariably they refer to it as a conflict
, as a war, as opposed to the brutal colonial occupation, ethnic cleansing , slow motion genocide , savage
holocaust that it is. The audience of NPR is the nations intellectual elites. Thomas Jefferson believed
that more important than government was the informing of the citizenry . This most elite information
organization is systematically misinforming, propagandizing, lying, spouting the Israeli lies. I am here on

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the remotest of possibilities that between now, my


death from this fast in the next month or so, weeks and
months or years later someone at NPR that witnessed
this death fast might have a twinge of conscience and
become the journalist they probably dreamed of being
when they started and stop lying and tell the truth
whether it causes the loss of their job as it near certainly
will, or not. I no longer have a body that is mobile on
zero calories , sadly. But with the help of the emergency
room visits yesterday I realize that I may have a body
that can be mobile on a bottle of Gatorade every day ,
about 150 calories . I do not hunger strike from a cot
like Gandhi did I need to be much more productive than
that. I need to be mobile as I am now . Coming here is a
16 block roundtrip lugging all my gear. Surely I burn
more than that 150 calories in the walk. This week
there should be one more week day without rain and it is my hope I'll have the strength to be in front of
the Washington Post that day. If I have the strength I hope to have, Sunday is forecast to be rain free
and I plan to be on the north side of the White House. The current forecast for next week is decent
weather and Congress is scheduled back in session starting Monday through Thursday and I plan to be
on the hill.

***** Palestine needs me (1000s of us) to pay the ultimate price.


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SANITY, sLoving, Solidarity, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 7: Palestine needs me to pay the ultimate price. Each Palestinian child needs me to pay the
ultimate price, so that maybe one less of them over the next 20 years or so has to. 1000's of us need to
do the same, now, to heap up such a price, too pay such a price, that enough people on the sidelines
can't bear the suffering, stand up, devote their lives to stopping this. This is the only hope. It is the only
way. There has never been another way. No, it won't happen. But I'll do my part of showing the
way. That's all I can do.

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Day 9: Favorite Poem of JFK before he died.


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SPDF (Stop Palestines Death Fast) Day 9: I'm told this was a favorite poem of JFK, read to him by his
daughter not long before his extermination, "I have a rendezvous with Death
At some disputed barricade,
When Spring comes back with rustling shade
And apple-blossoms fill the air
I have a rendezvous with Death
When Spring brings back blue days and fair.
It may be he shall take my hand
And lead me into his dark land
And close my eyes and quench my breath
It may be I shall pass him still.
I have a rendezvous with Death
On some scarred slope of battered hill,
When Spring comes round again this year
And the first meadow-flowers appear.
God knows twere better to be deep
Pillowed in silk and scented down,
Where love throbs out in blissful sleep,
Pulse nigh to pulse, and breath to breath,
Where hushed awakenings are dear...
But Ive a rendezvous with Death
At midnight in some flaming town,
When Spring trips north again this year,
And I to my pledged word am true,
I shall not fail that rendezvous."

***** vlog. Priorities: Updating the blog, Compiling a Death Fast Book,
Showing the way with my life of how to Free Palestine how to pay the
price for them....
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Left Citizens, Netanyahu, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
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(NOTE: There are two long pauses at the beginning of the video as I deal with technical issues of
recording and conducting text to speech at the same time. And, obviously, there are major
compromises to the the video in that I am punctuating, and speaking distinctly, for the transcription. I
need to make every second count. We should all be making every second count. These are the final
days of possibility and NO ONE is standing up. NO ONE.)
SPDF Day 9. Priorities: I do not know how much time I have left. Had I thought of an answer about five
days ago I'd have thought just two or three weeks. I've never been so sick on any sort of a fast. Not
nearly. But after being re-hydrated at the ER, and after some useful conversation there, as to diet, 100
calories or so per day to treat my extreme fatigue so that I can mobile, as I demand to be... my guess
now is that this being day nine I have another month or two before going terminal. For this I am
grateful. A longer show, a longer dramatization of the Holocaust, is a good thing, on Capitol Hill, Online,
here in front of NPR (Nauseating Pablum Radio where I am this week till 7pm or so each night), and at
the Washington Post and White House when congress is out of town and weekends.
But I don't know how long I've got. And for now I'm guessing that the nature of my online activities will
change substantially.
As I noted yesterday in a crucial Blog Post (http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/pjc-ofbibi-and-barack-jvp-code-pink.html), Palestine was dying, is dying, for a lack of activists of REMOTELY
the caliber, soul, commitment, embrace of the truth, determination to pay the price... that we last saw
back in the sixties. So my high priority is to do some further work on my blog (which is easily gotten to
by googling 'start loving,' or using the easy to remember relay site http://start-loving.blogspot.com), to
devote my efforts to updating that blog, that message in a bottle I am leaving to the future, so that if
after I'm gone someone's heart is awakened, someone's conscience is awakened, the curiosity of some
serious soul is awakened, that I can serve them as best as possible based on my adulthood-long practice
of high stakes leadership, high-stakes change, nonviolent study, nonviolent leadership, nonviolent
(unviolent) practice.
Much of my time has continued to be devoted to studying the news on the extermination of Palestine
and posting important stories. I'll continue the study, but I suspect I'll Post far fewer of the stories to
conserve time and to avoid watering down the more strategic posts.
And the news doesn't change. It's the same moment by moment, hour by hour savagery, depravity,
NAZI-esq, violation of all that is human and decent, moral degeneracy exceeded only by that of we
Americans, we citizens, that sit by while our tax dollars, our weaponry, our power to obstruct in the
United Nations, are used to torture, torment, terrorize, and terminate this part of the family.

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***** Day 12: Fuzzy-headed, weak, but functioning.... What we need is the tip of
the spear piling up their dead bodies to start a fire, as I am with this Death Fast.
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WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 12: Fuzzy-headed, weak, eyesight failing, but functioning. I've ordered a hand truck to pull my
backpacks. Should arrive Mon nite. No more strength for carrying that 40-50 pounds of stuff the 16 to
35 round trip blocks to my demonstration sites. Onsite again yesterday at NPR 6:50am until 5:30pm
with the posters. Tomorrow I expect to be at the White House, not that it is strategic to my work... what
we need now is not general informing... what we need is the tip of the spear piling up their dead bodies
to start a fire, as I am with this Death Fast. What we have now is not a fire, ever. Just more and more
wood being gathered, drying in the sun, cuz that's easy, safe, fun, and lucrative to do, and makes us feel
productive without doing shit. With nothing to ignite it, well, right now, the only thing the f'ing left is
doing is killing time, that is, killing Palestinians, with their feel-good bull-shit a-historical, a-theoretical
masturbating each other. Eleanor Roosevelt said it well: "She who would give light, must endure
burning." But I'll go to the White House tomorrow anyway, 1. Because the weather is supposed to be
non-rain, and it is better to work online there rather than hidden away in a room, and 2. I'll probably
have some few folks come up to talk, attack, harass, support, thank... and I'd like to take a pulse of what
is going on with them. Mon - Thu, weather permitting, I'll be on my major site, Capitol Hill, to put my
dying body in the face of the Congressscum where they slither to and fro. I"m determined to drag it out
for them for another month, at least. And thereby to also keep my dying body in front of the donothing, pay no price, party party party left, tho both groups are near perfect in their capacity for denial
and dismissal. I'll be late Mon a.m. cuz I'll be seeing my doc, hoping she will agree to monitor my bloodwork periodically. I want to keep my brain functioning as long as my body holds out. I need the time to
finish my blog, a small book on the Strategy to Stop Palestines Death Fast, and at the end, seeing as I
have zero support organization, I'll need some wits about me to finish this thing as effectively as
possible... negotiating police, eviction from the homeless shelter once they find out what I'm doing,
finding a place on the street again... disappearing at the very end, or negiating forced hospitalization,
release, back on the hill, forced hospitalization, back on the hill... institutionalization and or prison.......

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vid. Once Upon This Island. "My life, for his."


Labels: Courage, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

I am always joyful, I am ONLY joyful, when I am giving my life to my neediest


brothers and sisters...
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, Compassion, Empathy, Gospel, HEART (Loving. Christ Spirit),
Heaven, JOY, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 12: From a Dear Activist Brother, 'Thank you for your work.' My reply: ":-) Hugs. I am
always joyful, I am ONLY joyful, when I am giving my life to my neediest brothers and sisters. Have
never been so joyful or at peace as I am now."

John Q, Denzel Washington, to the doc, "I'm gunna kill myself so my kid can
live."
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Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 12. John Q, Denzel Washington, to the doc, "I'm gunna kill myself so my kid can
live." http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0251160/

Day 13. I'd hoped to be at the While House today but....


Labels: sLoving. Free Palestine, SPDF
SPDF Day 13. I'd hoped to be at the While House today but was awake throughout the night with
stomach distress. Starting yesterday i am also very very weak. So I will rest up here the shelter today so
that hopefully I am ready I am ready to do my primary work which is to be on the hill mon thru
thursday. More at start-loving.blogspot.com

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pic. Elephant Legs.


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INSHE Warriors, JESUS, JOY, OtherCenteredness, Paying the Price, SERVING,
sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
pic. SPDF Day 13. Elephant Legs. After 13 days
of no food the protein level in the blood has
flat-lined, and the protine helps retain water in
the blood. No protein,the fluid escapes the
veins and pools in the legs and thighs.
Uncomfortable.

***** Day 13. vid. 1 min. Malcom X: "The price of freedom is death."
Labels: Free Palestine, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Anniversary of Rachel Corries death. ' THE TRUTH?? We have TOTALLY


forgotten; and desecrate her example with our cowardice...
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SPDF Stop Palestine's Death Fast Day 13. This is the anniversary of Rachel Corries death. Many posts say
they are Honoring her... 'we will never forget.' THE TRUTH?? We have TOTALLY forgotten. She put and
kept her very life in the way of the Evil. We facebook. We Desecrate her memory. We USE her like a
drug. DISGUSTING. SHAMEFUL. DESPICABLE.

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vid. 47 min. Why Palestinian prisoners in Israel go on hunger strike


Labels: Courage, Duty, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Day 14: I visited my doctor this morning


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SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF stop Palestine death fast day 14: I visited my doctor this morning and she was wonderful. She
seemed to understand what I was doing, unlike prior fasts I have been on. I told her I hoped she would
help keep my mind going as long as my body does. I hoped she would check my blood work periodically
and she agreed that that would be a good idea and she wants to and will do so. I am very grateful. My
last fast by day 17 I was in the hospital with dehydration and dangerously low blood potassium. The
other day I purchased potassium tablets, took one last night and was up half the night with a horrible
stomach ache. Potassium taken either IV or by mouth on an empty stomach is very very very painful. I
told my doc of this. She insisted on doing blood work today. And if and when she sees my potassium
going lower she thinks she can get me tablets that will be much easier to absorb.

Are we really so sick, so degenerate, so pathologically self centered, that we


think my life....
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SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF day 14: are we really so sick, so degenerate, so pathologically self centered, that we think
my life, our own life, even the life of our own children is the ultimate value to which everything else
should be subordinated, in this year of 2015 when everything that is good and decent on earth is passing
the final seconds when it can be saved? Really? In the face of a ecocide forever my life is more
important than a chance to stop that? In the face of the final death of democracy in America my life is
not worth giving now for that? Really? With the likelihood that in another 18 months another 2000 or
more Palestinians will be slaughtered, with the certainty that millions of Palestinians every hour of every
day will be, are being, terrorized, tormented, tortured, terminated... by the US, Israeli, goon squads, my
life is not worth giving for that? Insanity. Disgusting degeneracy. Enough. Join me or keep your maudlin
sympathy to yourself. Enough! Enough!!! Enough of this madness. More at start-loving.blogspot.com

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***** THE LAW OF SOCIAL CHANGE IS THE LAW OF SUFFERING, OF


PAYING THE PRICE.
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SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

Social change happens when enough suffering has been seen to occur, or seen to be likely to
occur, that previously passive onlookers cannot stand the pain, get off the sidelines, and
massively apply pressure to their leaders to bring the pain to a stop. Apartheid South Africa.
Slavery in America. Women's suffrage. Tahrir square Egypt. The civil rights movement. The
liberation of India from the British.
Due to the total corruption of the US media and the US Congress by the American and Israeli
Zionist lobby the Palestinian slaughter is somewhere between invisible to the all important US
people, and totally corrupted in the picture that they are shown. They are not shown the innocent
population being terrorized tortured tormented and terminated for 68 years. Unbelievably heroic
freedom fighters. They are shown terrorists, backward Arabs, blood thirsty Muslims. Lies,
horrible evil lies. But that is what the American public sees.
But congress, at least, can see people sitting and dying of death fast on Capitol Hill. And if they
are white, disciplined, respectful, peaceful, dignified, it is more difficult to tar them with the
Islamic terrorists brush. It is slightly more difficult to ignore them.
And there is this thing called the Internet. And with the Internet some one, or those, dying to
save the life of even one Palestinian child, those doing so on Capitol Hill, can have some
visibility to the rest of the world.
I have no doubt that the current probability given all the so called free Palestine activism in
America, the current probability that the Palestinians will ever be free, restored to their full
human rights, and avoid complete extermination, is zero. I defy anyone to on the basis of fact
dispute that. That is 100% unacceptable to me.
The Palestinians are part of my family, part of my flesh and blood. I cannot accept, I will not
accept, this probability. I have no doubt that by my giving my life to death fast here on Capitol
Hill my life can count at least as much as one Palestinian child who they, and my fellow
Americans, cannot see, I can accelerate the process by at least that one life. And I can think of no
option available to me that I would rather take.

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***** IM NOT LETTING ALL THAT IS GOOD GO DOWN WITHOUT A FIGHT.


Labels: *****, BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, Free Palestine, LOVING, Paying the Price, SERVING,
sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
Yes, of course I expect to make little or no difference. But I do think my death will somehow save one
person in my Palestinian family over the next 20 years or so. And that alone is worth the price to me. But
there is a prayer, as minuscule as it is, that by showing the only way to avert the world's calamities, the
death fast, voluntarily paying the price of our own life so that another, or others may have one, that by
doing this, another, others, someday may follow. Thereby taking the chance for a future worth living for
my human family from zero to something more than that. Is that worth my life? A million times if I could
offer it.

"If physical death is the price that I must pay to free my white brothers and
sisters...
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If physical death is the price that I must pay to free my white brothers and sisters from a permanent
death of the spirit, then nothing can be more redemptive. Martin Luther King, Jr

Day 15: Terribly sick last night and this morning. Arrived...
Labels: Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving,
Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF day 15: terribly sick last night and this morning. Arrived here on Capitol Hill by 7 a.m. I was on the
hill yesterday from 11 a.m. until 7 p.m. The sickness is, I think, a self inflicted wound. Night before last I
learned that my body can no longer tolerate a potassium tablet. I thought it could tolerate a magnesium
tablet, but it turns out I am sadly mistaken. My stomach hurts like hell and I have waves of nausea. I
have lost much of my strength but mercifully a hand truck I ordered arrived last night which makes it
somewhat more possible to transport my stuff to and from Capitol Hill and this weekend to and from
the White House.

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"There are some things so dear, some things so precious, they are worth dying
for, MLK Jr
Labels: INSHE Warriors, MLK Jr, Paying the Price, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family,
Universal Golden Rule, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO 2 MIN

To a dear dear sister since childhood: Do not ache over my condition. I have
never been so Joyful. Ache for the condition of our millions of Palestinians
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Ecocide, Fascism Corporatism, Global Police State, Hunger
Strike, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Stop Palestines Death Fast Day 15: From a dear dear sister since childhood: "i am aching over
your condition..i do understand...yet i want you to be taken care of along with the rest of
humanity...SENDING MY LOVE x." My reply: "Do not ache over my condition. I have never been so
Joyful. Ache for the condition of our millions of Palestinians. Ache for every young person you know on
earth. Ache for every person and creature in the future. Ache for everyone you know in America just a
year or two hence, it is all collapsing, economy, fascism, police state, plantation Amerika. Ache for
everyone above the age of 12 today that will look back in horror and agony, just a few years from now,
and shake in agony as they say, 'MY GOD, WHY DIDN'T I SHAKE OFF MY DENIAL AND STAND FOR GOOD,
WHILE THERE WAS STILL A CHANCE.'

Apparently there is some problem with my blood chemistry. My doc...


Labels: Courage, Free Palestine, Gospel, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity,
Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 15: Apparently there is some problem with my blood chemistry. My doc has reviewed the
test results and wants me to come see her tomorrow morning, which I will. The Terminal part of this
campaign will be pretty tricky. I have zero support, am all alone in this. And at the end negotiations will
be needed with hospital, police, psychiatrists... that I be allowed to become one of the statistics, that I
may die so a Palestinian child has a chance of living. I'm praying my doc keeps helping me so my brain
doesn't go before my body does.

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Steven Bierle, Montana Man, Drowns Off California Coast After Saving Teenage
Son's Life
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Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule
http://www.nbcnews.com/news/us-news/montana-man-drowns-california-coast-after-saving-teenagesons-life-n325091

MLK Jr, Like anybody, I would like to have a long life...


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Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 15: MLK Jr, Like anybody, I would like to have a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not
concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will.

***** Chris Hedges, "How do we resist? How, if this descent is inevitable, as I


believe it is, do we fight back?
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LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Day 15: Chris Hedges, "How do we resist? How, if this descent is inevitable, as I believe it is,
do we fight back? Why should we resist at all? Why not give in to cynicism and despair? Why not carve
out as comfortable a niche as possible within the embrace of the corporate state and spend our lives
attempting to satiate our private needs? The power elite, including most of those who graduate from
our top universities, academics, politicians, the press and our liberal and intellectual classes, have sold
out for personal comfort. Why not us?"......
http://rabble.ca/news/2015/03/chris-hedges-on-c-51-they-have-won-and-it-to-us

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***** Day 16: MY LIFE COUNTS FOR NOTHING TO ME COMPARED WITH


SAVING EVEN ONE PALESTINIAN
Labels: *****, Christlikeness, Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, INSHE Warriors, LOVING, SERVING, sLoving,
Solidarity, SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
**** SPDF Stop Palestines Death Fast Day 16: 'My life counts nothing to me compared with the merest
possibility of reducing by even one day, for even one of my 7 million Palestinians, their torment, torture,
terrorization, degradation, dehumanization by we Americans and the Israelis these last 68 years.' My
soul has known this for years, and I follow my Soul, long before I understand what it is telling me, but as
I was staggering to Capital Hill this morning after seeing my Doc, mercifully, this clarity came to my
mind. Clear as day. Clear as day.

Medical Update. My doc was alarmed by my bloodwork...


Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 16: Medical Update. My doc was alarmed by my bloodwork the other day and called me in
first thing this morning. It has been only 16 days without food but my potassium has plunged and heart
attack is not far behind, and I have another months work to do here on Capitol Hill so, although that
would be an immensely merciful way for me to terminate this, much more pleasant than the options I
face, the timing is not good Bless her heart, she is trying twice a day potassium tablets on me and
zantac to try and make the pain of it manageable, and if that doesn't do it, she'll do IV. She wants me
back Monday for more bloodwork and Tues to consult on the results. She is truly and Angel. She is Truly
an Angel. A pretty young Georgetown Med grad that devotes her life to we homeless, and does her
vacations healing folks in Haiti.
I guess low potassium is a pretty bad thing. Three years ago on a hunger strike, day 17, they took me to
the ER, large hospital, waiting room full, knife wounds, etc, they did a triage nurse thing, blood sample, I
went back to my seat in the waiting room expecting to be an hour or so. In seconds ahead of everyone
they had me back in the ER shirt off, IV in, fluids, potassium, working on me for 5 hours.

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I'm glad Satanyahu won.


Labels: Devil, Evil, Israeli State Terrorism, Satanlikeness, sLoving, Sociopathic, SPDF, Zionist Crime
Syndicate, Zionist Mafia, Zionist War on Arabs Muslims
I'm glad Satanyahu won. I'm glad how he won, by stating in words what his actions have vomited for his
whole life - NO PALESTINIAN STATE, ARABS (uh, and EVERYONE ELSE, INCLUDING YOU) ARE DOG
MEAT. It couldn't be more clear now. If we, IF WE ALL, don't stop this Satan, he and his filth, he and his
evil, he and those like the job are going to come for the rights of everyone. F'CK EVERYONE THAT
DOESN'T STAND UP NOW TO STOP THIS SATANIC MONSTER, AND THE SATANIC MONSTER THAT JUST
ELECTED HIM - ISRAEL.

CAUTION: I am on a mission. It is a mission I've been training for, preparing


for, my entire life. I have little time left to finish my work.....
Labels: Chomsky, Christlikeness, Commitment, Focus, LEADERSHIP, Paying the Price, Personal
Responsibility, Robert Reich, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 16: CAUTION: I am on a mission. It is a mission I've been training for, preparing for, my entire
life. I have little time left to finish my work. I study, analyze, plan, replan, rethink... every day, using my
lifetime of training, learning, expertise. I am not perfect at what I do, but frankly, I see no one, no one,
no one... involved in working to Free Palestine that understands the situation, needs, and required
action as I do. That is neither to my credit, nor necessarily, to the discredit of others. But it is part of my
assessment of the situation. I benefit from breathtaking minds every day. My google alerts include
some of the finest minds and souls I've ever seen - Max Blumenthal, Glen Greenwald, Jimmy Carter,
Emira Hass, Norman Finkelstein, Chris Hedges, Gideon Levy, Robert Reich, Philip Weis, Noam
Chomsky.... Many of these have devoted decades to bringing Justice to Palestines, and I have been
devoted less than a year. But, well, take today, for example, after the Satanyahu election. Some of
these are breathless with amazement at the results, at what it shows them about the true character of
the Israeli psycho state, etc..... I've been at this less than 9 months and they are only now seeing what I
already saw clearly months ago?????? I couldn't be where I am without them, and others, but they do
not have my background in analysis, visioning, ACHIEVING RESULTS, FAILURE-IS-NOT-AN-OPTION,
leadership, implementation, 100% to the death solidarity with the needy. No discredit to them. No
credit to me. My point? I seek better alternatives EVERY DAY, ANY MOMENT OF ANY DAY. But I'm not
playing, I'm a world class expert at what I do, and I have not one second to waste. Anyone that comes
my way that has an extremely well thought out, massively important comment, suggestion, addition,
alternative... I'll be immensely interested and grateful. Anyone that tries to use my time for drama,
hysterics, attention to me (instead of Palestine), less than gold-standard, historically and theoretically
solid alternatives, suggestions, corrections... will receive a stern, 'Good day to you,' from me. Full
Stop. NONE OF US should have a second to waste, and I do not, and will not, whatever the price to me

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personally. I'm willing to fail; I'm unwilling to not give this every nano-second of my best attention, time
and effort till the end.

***** "Israel will become much more fanatic.....


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Naziesque, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Day 16: STOP. STOP AND READ THIS ENTIRE ARTICLE. NOW. Israel will become much more
fanatic and extremist than ever before with a lot less inhibitions. I am therefore worried about the
Palestinians and wonder how much more of this they could possibly take and what they can expect in
the next few months and years. Israel isolating itself is more dangerous for the Palestinians because
world public opinion will no longer be a moderating factor on Israels behaviour. And believe it or not, it
did have a moderating effect. What you have been seeing so far and what Palestinians have been
experiencing is not yet the worst. Gaza gives you the idea of what Israel has in mind for all Palestinians. See more at: http://mondoweiss.net/2015/03/netanyahu-won-what#sthash.otrAxBo0.dpuf

My God, My God, why have we forsaken thee?


Labels: sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 16: My God, My God, why have we forsaken thee?

***** vid. Albanian Muslims would not turn over even one Jew to the
Germans....
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Soul, SPDF
***** SPDF Day 16: vid. Albanian Muslims would not turn over even one Jew to the Germans. 'I'd rather
have my son killed than turn over on Jew'
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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***** The single most Sacred writing I've ever seen. Rabbi Abraham Heschel...
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Armageddon, Ecocide, Free Palestine, Godless, Godly, Greed, INTOXICATION
- PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, Jewish, Satanlikeness, sLoving, SPDF
***** SPDF Day 16: The single most Sacred writing I've ever seen. More applicable today than when
first published more than 70 years ago. Rabbi Abraham Heschel - "The Meaning of this Hour." Posted
this years ago. Needs revisiting today. http://peaceandnonviolence.blogspot.com/2007/03/meaning-ofthis-hour-abraham-j-heschel.html

***** vlog. Day 17 (Capital Hill): "Palestinians... "Cheap,' 'near worthless.' This
is the price that the U.S. activists, so called activists, to Free Palestine, are
establishing on Palestinian Life and Human Rights.
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sLoving, Solidarity, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs,
vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG

SPDF Stop palestine's death fast the 17 (Capital Hill): "Cheap,' 'near worthless.' This is the price
that the U.S. activists, so called activists, to Free Palestine, are establishing on Palestinian Life
and Human Rights. Near worthless. No? Have you forgotten what setting a price, setting a
value, looks like? The marchers in Selma set the price on the life and human rights of black
Americans. The Salt Marchers in India, the marchers on the Salt Works in India, set the price,
set the value, on the life and rights of Indians. The young Egyptians in Tahrir Square set the
value of Egyptian freedom, and Egyptian rights. The International Solidarity Movement workers
in Israel are setting the price on Palestinian Life. They're setting it very high. Rachel Corrie is
the clearest example but many many other young international's are setting the ultimate value on
Palestinian Life. But their work is obscured, hidden, not only by the Zionist terrorized U.S.
Media, but it is diluted to nothingness by the infinitely larger price setters, the infinitely more
visible U.S. so-called Free Palestine activists.
Now some of these so called Free Palestine activists take my breath away with their humanity
and courage. Norman Finkelstein, Noam Chomsky a few of the heroic actions of Jewish Voice
for Peace. The BDS activists on college campuses are light years beyond my humanity, or rather
my inhumanity, when I was a self absorbed air head when I was in college. But that doesn't
change the fact that the price they all are setting on Palestinian Life is 'virtually worthless.' The
value they are setting on Palestinian Life is virtually nil. No? The price of black lives and black
freedom back in the sixties set by college students was risking their lives and careers and
education and reputation by leaving their campuses, leaving their towns, leaving their homes and
going in droves, to work in what must have been terrifying back reaches of the south, and or to
go to prison like Parchman Prison. Some of them paid with their lives setting the life of black

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life, and black freedom, at the ultimate value, at the ultimate price, where it belongs.
These are facts. They are historically indisputable facts. Yes, today, neither on the right for the
left do we value facts. Especially among US liberals, especially amoung US liberal
'activists.' We value opinion. We value group consensus (you know, circle-jerking). We don't
value historical fact. We fear historical fact because historical fact condemns our current
cowardly inaction and demands that we act differently.

***** This could change everything - US reportedly weighs recognizing a


Palestinian state...
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
US reportedly weighs recognizing a Palestinian state according to '67 lines
The White House might also consider paring down the defense American diplomats give Israel at the
UN
http://www.i24news.tv/en/news/israel/diplomacy-defense/64836-150319-us-reportedly-weighsrecognizing-a-palestinian-state-according-to-67-lines

***** This COULD change everything...


Labels: *****, Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
***** SPDF Stop Palestines Death Fast Day 17: This COULD change everything: HA'ARETZ: U.S. could
back UN resolution on Palestine, White House official says Move to come in response to Netanyahu's
two-state reversal, official tells NYT. Obama to pass responsibility for Israel ties to Kerry; 'President
doesnt want to waste his time,' says U.S. official.http://www.haaretz.com/news/diplomacydefense/1.647746

***** SPDF Day 17 - MUST READ.: MY DEMAND IS NO LESS THAN the


immediate restoration and of full human rights, 100% human rights, for
the seven million Palestinians of my family...
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, Pr. Obama - Godsent, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

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***** SPDF Day 17 MUST READ.: My demand is nothing less than the immediate restoration and of full
human rights, 100% human rights....
My demand is nothing less than the immediate restoration and of full human rights, 100% human rights,
for the seven million Palestinians of my family who have been Tortured, and tormented, terrorized,
dispossessed, humiliated, defiled, degraded... by the US and Israel for 68 years now. More specifically I
demand of my government that they obey the law, they stop supplying weapons to a terrorist state
Israel, they stop providing funding to a terrorist state Israel, they stop obstructing in the UN almost all
countries of the world in holding Israel to international law. United States law forbids the providing of
weapons to a country that uses those weapons for offensive purposes. Israel is the quintessential
example of that notwithstanding the tidal waves of Israeli lies and deceit, propaganda, to the contrary.
My goal is not to die. My goal is to bring about to some even minuscule measure this objective. My
goal is at minimum to save the life, to reduce by even one day, the torture and torment of one of those
seven million Palestinians of my family over the next 20 years. And that I can do.
In an important post of several days ago I described the law of social change which is the law of
sufficient suffering, sufficient paying the price for the change. That is based on an extensive study of a
history of change, particularly unviolent change, and is indisputably the way change happens.
I cannot have the impact that millions of my brothers and sisters in the over privileged, colonial,
terrorist, US could bring to bear by joining me and doing their part. But I can do my part. Mine can be
one of the Lives, it will be one of the lives, on the scale of change, and when enough are added to the
scale, the rest almost certainly to be Palestinian children and other inocent Palestinians, due to our
collective apathy, inhumanity, cowardice on the left, in the scale will be tilted to Justice.
No, I do not expect this to happen before the last Palestinian is exterminated. Netanyahu and his
satanic minions are acting and speaking just as the Nazis did in the lead up to the extermination of the
Jews. They are absolutely the children, the psychological and philosophical and spiritual descendants, of
Hitler and the Nazis. That's not a condemnation per say. It is a rather expected psychological
fact. Those who are abused frequently learn and adopt and practice the lifestyle of abusers. Netanyhu
and his sick, sociopathic, psychotic, post traumatic, siege mentality hoards are no exception.
I do not know what impact if any the news of today and the last several days will have on this death fast
campaign. It is possible that the game has changed dramatically now. It has been and remains my belief
that Pr. Obama is a profoundly good man and detests the human rights desecration of the Palestinians
as much as I. The great Edward Said was his professor. Pr. Obama has just appointed his classmate
from Harvard, Robert Malley, as his point man on this situation, to the fury of the Zionists. Malley, a
graduate of Yale, Harvard, Oxford, it seems unlikely to me that Pr. Obama would have appointed him to
a meaningless post this month, or that Maley would have accepted.
I consider Pr. Obama the greatest president this country has ever seen, consummately brilliant,

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profoundly serious, and I think it is entirely possible that he has been working to enable Netanyahu to
accumulate enough rope for himself that he hang himself. And it could be that Netanyahu did so in the
final days of this past election.
Also possible, I believe, is that Netanyahu could be in on it to some degree. Not so much that I care, but
this is quite possible. Netanyahu could have enough sanity that he sees and cares that Israel is headed
toward global pariah status in the world community for as long as Israel survives. He could have enough
sanity to see and care about this. Im not betting on it, but it is possible. And his calculation, possibly in
consultation with the Obama administration, could have been, could be, that the only way to bring
about a just resolution, given the insane Israeli and U.S. Zionist right wing , was to maneuver such that
Pr. Obama could get away with imposing it on Israel.

***** vlog. I EXPECT TO TERMINATE THIS DEATH FAST WITHIN THE NEXT
FEW DAYS...
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sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 17: I expect to terminate this death fast within the next few days. I'm no expert on missiles but
I know that some are equipped with an abort mechanism. Anyone that launches a campaign of any sort
and regardless of changing circumstances is unwilling to change their plans as a zealot, a madman. This
death vast was begun on the day, on the night before, Netanyahu was here in Washington enabling
Congress to demonstrate its complete corruption, and his as well. It was a time of complete
darkness. Utter hopelessness. Absolute shamefullness among the cowardly inadequacy of the
American Free Palestine activities.
We American activists don't do what's needed. We do what's convenient. We do what feels good. We
do what attracts money, followers, accolades, while enabling us to continue on with our over privileged
lifestyles. The exceptions prove the rule.
I think that may have changed now. No, it has changed. The question is how substantial is the change,
and will it continue.
I posted earlier today some discussion of my analysis of the situation. At the core is the widely covered
news that the Obama Administration may have been given enough license by this criminal Netanyahu
and his criminal Israeli country to act aggressively to impose the international law of record, the 1967
borders and the right of return for the 3.5 million Palestinian refugees. I make not the slightest
assumption that tomorrow's headlines might not reverse all this. But I do make the assumption, it is my
analysis, that A. it could be substantive, and B. It changes the clarity of the situation with in which I am
on Death Fast. Even the most infinitesimal candle in a room of absolutes darkness and be seen. Well I
could be that candle on the day, and on the days since, Netanyahu was here in town. But for the

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moment the room is no longer nearly so dark with these obvious considerations on the part of the
Obama Administration.
I suspect that I'll not reach a final conclusion for several days. I'll continue to watch the news for clues
as to whether this is substantive or illusory. But within hours or days I think there is an excellent chance
that the best way I can serve the part of my family that is Palestine is to terminate this death fast, regain
strength, continue my online work, probably continue my vigil and work, and to watch for the next point
of clarity as to how I can serve, which could well be, if the next absolute darkness appears even almost
immediately, to launch another death fast.
As I wrote in an immensely important post the other day, I feel not the slightest hesitation to have my
life terminate now, this instant, if it can save one Palestinian in the next 20 years. But the clarity for that
at the moment may have been lost, and there may now be new and better opportunities to serve even
more. I'll see.
I will, I AM giving my Life for Palestine, for the infinite Joy of it. The only variable is how to best serve in
doing that. I'll continue to re-calculate breath, by breath, by breath.

***** Day 18: profoundly discouraging article. From the Obama


administration...
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Peter Beinart, SPDF, Treason
***** SPDF Day 18: profoundly discouraging article. From the Obama administration we may expect
more of the same. Looks like they expect, and will allow, the next Israeli extermination of Palestinians.
And the next. And the next. And the next. " Enraged by Netanyahu's rhetoric, White House officials
believe Israeli-U.S. relations fundamentally changed "..... This was Pr. Obama's opening to impose a
near-immediate UN resoution(s). Instead, he and his staff are looking at his 'legacy,' setting the stage
for some future president, to maybe, sometime, bring productive 'talks.' There are no 'talks' between
the gang rape mob and the girl... until force shows up and enforces law. There are no 'talks' until the
world community, and the US, FORCES Israel to obey the law. This article speaks a simple continuance of
the last 68 years of genocidal US policy. I am now almost certain that either I've misjudged Pr. Obama
all along, or that finally, somehow, they've either literally cloned him into an evil twin, to scared the
living sh*t out of him to do their (the world financial elites) will. I can't explain his drone program,
criminalizing Venezuella, criminalizing Ed Snowden, and now this cowardly, criminally missed
opportunity re Palestine. The author of this article is a brilliant, good young man, Peter Beinart. I'll
watch to see if he is wrong on this one, tho unless he is deliberately misleading, that is unlikely. Today is
now darker than even the day before yesterday.

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http://www.haaretz.com/news/diplomacy-defense/.premium-1.647859

Miko Peled - "More than the threat of war on Iran, Netanyahus re-election is a
call for war on Palestinians everywhere....
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More than the threat of war on Iran, Netanyahus re-election is a call for war on Palestinians
everywhere. It is a call for war on human rights and international law. It is a mandate for the Israeli
government to murder Palestinians. It gives Netanyahu license to continue Israel's seven-decade policy
of racism and apartheid towards the people from whom they stole the land. It is also a call for people of
conscience to impose boycotts and sanctions to divest and to isolation Israel. No more business as usual
- it is time for outrage, for action, the type of action that brought down apartheid in South Africa. It is a
call to finally allow Palestinians to have their country back.

vlog. I am on Death Fast in protest of YOU...


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SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
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vlog. SPDF Day 18: I am on Death Fast in protest of YOU. (If the shoe does not fit, don't wear it.)
Until several days ago I had two primary targets for this death fast, and one secondary target. The two
primary targets were the activists associated with freeing Palestine, the so called activists, and other
people of goodwill. And that was number one. Number two was congressman John Lewis as the only
representative in the house or the senate that I think has enough conscience buried within him to be
awakened and to take a leadership position for Palestine. As I've said often I have no illusions that I'll
make any difference beyond a saving the life of one Palestinian within the next 20 years by trading my
life for theirs. I remain certain that that will be achieved.
But I can have goals beyond that and I just stated that the two groups that I've been targeting this death
fast at.
As a third individual in whom I had some hope of also rising to playing a major moral role, actually
beyond hope, I was near certain of it. Pr. Obama. If the article that I re-published today on this blog by
Peter Beinart is at all correct, and tragically, I'm fairly certain that it is, then I am finally seeing that
today's president Obama is an enemy of mine, an enemy of Palestine, an enemy of humanity. If

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Beinart's article is correct then the Obama of administrations response to Netanyahu's handing them
license to force a solution on a silver platter, is to reject that platter in favor of further pandering to the
Zionist elites. It is horrifying. It makes today a darker day than several days ago, or ever before, for
me. It makes today darker than when Netanyahu was here. But that's the way it appears now.
Prior to seeing this in addition to john Lewis I perceived that president Obama was the other, the single
other person in Washington, whose moral stature and latant humanity and conscience needed to be my
target, and the target of all of us, to inspire them to levels of heroic and courageous leadership.
Whereas I may have some little hope in John Lewis, there is no prayer for Palestine, zero, nada,
nothing... without a privileged-white activism of the courage, recklessness, selflessness that maybe has
only ever been seen before among the handful of whites that risked, and in some cases lost, their lives
in the civil rights movement. Though I've not spent time studying this specifically, I believe it is true that
almost never in history has a population that is not the immediate victim, as these white people were
not the immediate victim, almost never do such people willingly, aggressively, put their own lives at
risk. But in the sixties, from privileged, northern, and also southern whites, we saw exactly that.
Unless that reappears in huge numbers the Palestinians are lost. Maybe the next slaughter in Gaza that
everyone is expecting within the next year and 1/2 will only be the size of the last one. Anyone who is
honest realizes that it may be many many fold more. Netanyahu and his minions are insane but they are
not stupid. They have gambled all along that the faster they exterminated, the faster they destroyed
the rights of Palestinians, the more likely they were to get away with it. And nothing has transpired on
the U.S. or international stage that should change their view of that.
For me, keeping or losing my own life is just way way way way way down the list from taking even the
most minuscule chance a staving off this next slaughter and bringing a just peace to the Palestinian
people. And that means that you, the American left, are our only hope, you catatonic, way in denial,
liberals, you do it if it's convenient and safe, popular, funded... Free Palestine activists. You are the
ones that have at least a cognitive understanding of the situation which means that you are the
population that could mobilize the most quickly.
My death fast is for you. It is to show you the direction of how to Free Palestine. In the next 50 years
BDS would not bring justice to Palestine. It can play a minor role, the same way the army can play a role
in a military conflict. But without the special forces, without the Marines, going in first and putting their
lives at the greatest risk, there really is no purpose for the army. It is my understanding that this is
fundamental military theory.
Similarly without the whites and blacks putting their lives on the line to show, to prove, to establish...
the worth of black lives and black freedom all the other more timid, more cowardly, less aggressive
activism would still be going on today with no significant results.
So this death fast is for you. I don't expect you to notice. I expect you to dismiss it, disparage it, distort

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it so it is not a threat to you, and cannot impact your heart. But that's on you, that's not on me. Me
playing my part is on me, and by god, unless and until the situation changes, I will carry it through with
all the joy and passion that I've ever had.

vlog. Is there really no one besides a dearest loved one you would gladly
give your life to save...?
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Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING
LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), vlog
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vlog. SPDF Day 18: Is there really no one besides a dearest loved one you would gladly give your life to
save? Well, then all is lost.
If you would give your life or anyone it would probably be for someone extremely close to you. In our
society this is normal, for the last 6000 years this is normal. If normal continues your nieces and
nephews, children and grandchildren, have no future other than a living material Hell. I suppose this is
unfair. I suppose it is not kind. But it is the fact.
Global warming is destroying earth and the final seconds to stop that are passing as we speak. What
American democracy there was is being replaced by some combination of oligarchy, fascism, and the
last seconds to stave it off prior to an unstoppable dark ages of innumerable decades or centuries, the
seconds left to stave off are passing now.
These are both immensely abstract issues from which we are distracted by a multitrillion dollar economy
based on addiction to stuff, and the lies and illusions that go along with that. This is why a freeing
Palestine, finding that as I think I would, you too would gladly give your life for any of the seven million
Palestinians that have been so tormented for going on 70 years now, this is why this is so instrumental
to the first two problems that I mentioned.
The Terrorization of Palestine is the most concrete, most evil, most immense horror facing humanity
today. It requires less imagination to see the victims and to find the compassion within ourselves to
happily trade our life for even one of theirs. I don't know that such a thing as such mass mobilized
compassion has happened before in history in the numbers that this will require. It is not going to
happen. But unless it does there is no hope of stopping global warming or global police state.
If that mass heroic mobilization happened for Palestine there is a prayer, because an awakened heart
doesn't stop when it has solved the problem at hand. It looks around at the rest of its human family. So
in the army that mobilized to free Palestine before the next slaughter would be an army that would

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subsequently mobilize against those other two problems. There is no other situation that can raise the
army.
If not you, who? If you don't become the change, who is going to? No one, is the answer you should
find the courage to face.
Is this a sad prospect. I can't speak for you, but for me it is the most joyful prospect. The prospect of
giving my life to save even one Palestinian? That's heaven. The much more minuscule, but real
prospect, that I could be part of the start of raising the army that could save all future for
humankind? Do I find that sad? I feel it is what I was born for. I feel it is what you were born four. My
learning and study tells me it is what we're all born for, but we have forgotten, we have been taught to
forget by our ultimately sick culture.

vlog. (Thought experiment). What MIGHT you and others have done in the late
1920s or early 30s to prement Hitler, WWII, the Holocaust?...
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Free Palestine, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
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vlog. SPDF Day 18: (Thought experiment). What MIGHT you and others have done in the late 1920's or
early 1930's to prevent Hitler, WWII, the Holocaust?
Back in the late 1920s and early to mid 1930s what might you have done, you and people like you,
differently, that might have prevented Hitler, prevented the extermination of six million eastern
Europeans, gypsies, Catholics, and another six million Jews? What might you have done that thereby
would have headed off world war two?
The ultimate statement, the ultimate attention getter given the wiring of our nervous systems, is risking
one's life for a cause, or giving one's life for a cause. This is inarguable by anyone who is honest.
I'm unaware of activists, so called activists, of that time, that did any such thing. Whte Rose did later, to
late; and Dietrich Bonoffer and a few others did, much later, much too late.
Presumably activest wrote memos, had meetings, had more meetings, had talks, wrote books, spoke to
their friends.... All those things probably helped. Close only counts in horseshoes and hand
grenades. Tens of millions were slaughtered because no one stopped what was coming about, no one
changed the future.
Would making a more heroic, more aggressive, more militant nonviolent attempt have been worth one
person's life? Wouldn't that have been worth the lives of 10,000 nonviolent warriors? Of course it

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would. That is without question.


The question is can you, can I, WILL you or I, become one of those people now? We are at beyond the
equivalent of the late 1920s early to mid 1930s Germany. We're on the verge of unstoppable ecocide.
We're on the verge of a another, probably much larger slaughter in Palestine, quite possibly a total final
genocide. We're on the verge of the extinguishing of United States democracy for many many many
generations. There's much more at stake than ever before.
If in this thought experiment you can imagine that in 19 late twenties early 1930s Germany you might
have chosen to escalate beyond anything that was done, you need to apply that imagination to
today. And you need to do it now. I'll do my part of trying to show us the way, but I can't do your part..

vlog. IF THIS DEATH FAST IS WRONG THE MARTIN LUTHER KING JR WAS
WRONG...
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Responsibility, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE),
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If the death fast is wrong then Martin Luther King Jr. was wrong. If the death fast is wrong then the
monks that self immolated inspiring the Kennedys and MLK Jr to levels of consideration and insight and
action that they never otherwise would have achieved are wrong. If the death fast is wrong then
Malcom X was wrong. If the death fast is wrong then the tens of thousands that marched to what they
thought was nears certain death in Tahrir Square were wrong.
If the death fast is wrong, paying the full price of one's life for what one wants, is wrong, then you are
wrong. You are wrong because everything of immense value in your life you have paid dearly for, your
house, your education, your car, your dearest relationships....
Death fast is nothing more than a concentrated way of paying one's life, and we pay our lives regularly,
paying one's life in a concentrated way for something of inestimable value. And if that is wrong then
you are wrong. If that is wrong then Jesus of Nazareth is wrong.
If that is right, and you don't, then you are wrong, you are betraying humanity, you are betraying your
nieces and nephews, you are betraying seven million Palestinians, you are betraying millions of
Palestinian children, you are betraying the United States, and you are betraying all of creation.
And if I flinch, and I have zero inclination of flinching, but if I flinch, then the betrayal is mine. So far the
Joy is mine. The joy could be, and must become, yours, too, now.

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***** Day 19. Between 2000 and 20,000, maybe 200,000, of we Palestinians
will be slaughtered within the next year and a half...
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CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
SPDF Day 19. Between 2000 and 20,000, maybe 200,000, of we Palestinians will be slaughtered within
the next year and 1/2. Everyone knows this. As a Palestinian I hate you American and European Free
Palestine activists more than I hate the Zionists. You are using us for your moralistic orgy.
You can't possibly thank the writing another book is going to stop the most powerful military in the
world, the Israeli U.S. military complex. You can't possibly think that BDS is going to stop a population
that entirely unlike South Africa, is totally psychotic, posttraumatic, siege mentality, has contempt for
the rest of the world, and has been planning all along for the isolation that is now threatened. You can't
possibly think that a march, here, demonstration there, more articles in journals no one
reads, tantruming and whining in congressional sessions occasionally... will stop the Zionist Maffia... in
literally 1000 years!
All of these had their place! BUT NOT NOW. PUT YOUR BODY IN THE WAY, KEEP IT THERE, OR SHUT UP
AND GET OUT OF THE WAY.
And you only have, WE only have, months to do it. (I forgot, after the next wave of we Palestinians,
then the next wave, then the last of us are exterminated... YOU GET TO GO HOME, FEELING SMUG, AND
RIGHTEOUS, THAT YOU 'TRIED.' YOU NEVER TRIED. YOU HAVE NEVER TRIED. YOU HAVE USED US, TO
JERK OFF.)
And on top of that you can't think that your puny BDS which can only get a tiny segment of the Israeli
economy, most of which is military and high tech you can't possibly think that that will be offset by the
billions of Adelson and the other criminal American families with their billions that bankroll the Zionist
mafia.
So your incessant books, book tours, talks to churches, talks at synagogues, emotional attempts to heal
heal Hillel and Judaism, your BPS, your undignified ranting in Congressional Sessions or your taunts of
AIPAC... You can't possibly think that they're going to save even one Palestinian Life.
Yes, of course most of these (not the undignified ranting) can be part of a solution, the same way the
woman's auxiliary can be part of a military, the USO can be part of the military campaign, the army can
be part of a military campaign.
But without the insanely committed special forces, the outrageously risky marine forces, there is no
campaign, there is no hope of victory.

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You god damn liberals are using we Palestinians in your moralistic orgy. And it's not neutral. You create
the illusion for otherwise good hearted people that the solution is on the way. And with that illusion
you keep them on the sidelines. Oh well, I guess it's going to be OK.
Have the freaking decency to escalate - COMMIT, PUT YOUR LIFE LIMB AND TREASURE IN THE WAY OF
THIS AND KEEP IT THERE UNTIL YOU WIN OR YOU DIE. 'EXAMPLE IS NOT THE MAJOR THING IN
INFLUENCING PEOPLE. IT IS THE ONLY THING.' Albert Schweitzer. 'PAY THE PRICE, THE AWEFUL,
IMMENSE PRICE, IT WILL TAKE TO STOP THE WORLD'S MOST POWERFUL MAFFIA NOW, OR DIE
TRYING. THIS IS A HOLOCAUST. THIS IS YOUR HOLOCAUST ON YOUR WATCH. MAKE 'NEVER AGAIN'
MEAN... NEVER AGAIN... OR DIE TRYING. (The scale is smaller, but THIS IS THE HOLOCAUST ON YOUR
WATCH. ACT LIKE IT!!!) Have the freaking decency to behave as though 2000 to 200,000 people are
about to be slaughtered, YOUR people, YOUR IMMEDIATE FAMILY... because they are, or go home, and
shut up, and stop creating the illusion that anything is in the works to save we Palestinians because
currently nothing is.
Oh, and to my Palestinian brothers and sisters... STOP THE VIOLENCE. STOP THROWING ROCKS. USE
YOUR BODIES TO CONFRONT THE VIOLENCE. LET THEM KILL YOU. PILE UP THE BODIES. Every rock you
throw, tho it is your right, keeps the all important world's confused, timid, but good-hearted bystanders
of the world... ON THE SIDELINES. Stop it. Study MLK Jr. Study Wael Gohnim. Study Tahrir Square. Go
to (set your ad block on your browser first to block the porn ads) The Pirate Bay dot se /
Unviolentpeacemaker to the blessed site 'UNVIOLENTPEACEMAKER.' Some loving soul has put virtually
ALL of the greatest books on non-violence, Palestine, Ecocide... up there. Buy the materials when you
can, but READ. STUDY. LEARN. Violence is suicide for us Palestinians. SUICIDE. We are going to die,
many of us more, before an end can come. We need to make every death count!!! AND THAT MEANS
NON-VIOLENCE. DEATH FAST. LAUNCH VERSIONS OF THE MARCH ON THE SALT-WORKS, THE SALT
MARCH. STOP THE ROCKETS. ALL THEY KILL IS INTERNATIONAL SUPPORT!!!!! PLEASE!!!!

On site White House 9am - 7pm (est) to Free Palestine.


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SPDF Day 19: On site White House 9am - 7pm (est) to Free Palestine.

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HAVE THE DECENCY, GUTSto face the mountains of theoretical, historical,


practical, and experiential learning, writings, examples on which this
campaign is based.
Labels: Courage, Duty, Free Palestine, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, sLoving,
SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 19: HAVE THE DECENCY, GUTS, as you continue to disparage, denigrate, denounce, discount,
dispute, distance from, generally dis, and / or dismiss my efforts, at least face the mountains of
theoretical, historical, practical, and experiential learning, writings, examples... on which it is based. You
will find all of my foundation at two sites: 1. start-loving.blogspot.com. A. The articles are the ones I
select every day as credible, substantial, and strategically important. B. The links in rows at the top are
the most effective distillations of the scholarly studies, books, articles from the world's leading
academics where one can quickly get a profound grasp of the situation. C. The SPDF posts are my
distillation of a lifetime of study and practice of leadership, nonviolence (unviolent warfare), strategic
analysis and planning... specific to Palestine and what is needed NOW. 2. There is a God-send site
(NOTICE: SET YOUR ADBLOCK IN YOUR BROWSER, FIRST, TO AVOID THE PORN ADS. The Pirate Bay dot
se / Unviolentpeacemaker) created by some brave soul over the years that has virtually all of the great
scholarship, models, media and practice on Unviolent Warfare (nonviolence), and Palestine / Israel. I've
read and incorporated the vast majority in to my being, and into my work.

My Last Book. The primary purpose of my blog posts (and book) are for after
my demise, or whatever form the termination of my life takes now...
Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 19: The primary purpose of my blog posts is for after my demise from this Fast. I intend
toward the end to incorporate them in book(let), "Stop Palestine's Death Fast." Where my experience
of the last 8-12 years as a dedicated unviolent warrior for peace, and for 40 years as an expert in leading
and bringing about high stakes, near-immediate, transformative change, is distilled to Free Palestine, in
my effort to do my little part of showing you the path you so far avoid seeing with all of your might... the
COMMITTED, PAY THE PRICE, Universal IMMEDIATE Family Emergency response, that is the only path to
Life, individually, and now, for not just the Palestinians, but all of Creation. My prior works are
here: https://www.scribd.com/Start_Loving_9784

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"The naked numbers may be deceptive the fact is that the Israeli electorate is
dominated by hypernationalist, pro-fascist figures...
Labels: Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, SPDF
"The naked numbers may be deceptive. What really counts is the fact that the Israeli electorate is still
dominated by hypernationalist, in some cases proto-fascist, figures. It is in no way inclined to make
peace. It has given a clear mandate for policies that preclude any possibility of moving toward a
settlement with the Palestinians and that will further deepen Israels colonial venture in the Palestinian
territories, probably irreversibly." http://www.nybooks.com/blogs/nyrblog/2015/mar/21/israelelections-ugly-truth/

"Americans always do the right thing, after theyve exhausted every other
option But this time it will be too late...
Labels: Cowardice, Lip-service Left Citizens, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 19: "Americans always do the right thing, after they have exhausted every other
option." Churchill. This time, all the Palestinians will be dead, first, as the Darfuries before them, and
the million Iraqis, and the Rwandans.... But it's ok. We Amerikan lip-service liberals 'tried,' oh well, and
now, where shall we go for dinner to talk about our 'next' cause?

***** Day 21: If men are not willing to practice the way of non-violence with
the same kind of commitment and recklessness of cost or consequences as
they practice the way of war clearly non-violence will not work...
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Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Stop Palestines Death Fast Day 21: From the all-time greatest book of essays on Unviolent
Warfare. "If men are not willing to practice the way of non-violence with the same kind of commitment
and recklessness of cost or consequences as they practice the way of war and as Communists work for
Communism, clearly non-violence will not work."
AJ Muste http://peaceandnonviolence.blogspot.com (Set your adblock on your browser and find it
here "Peace and Nonviolence, Ed Guinan." http://thepiratebay.se/user/UnviolentPeacemaker/

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***** MUST MUST MUST READ: "Paranoid Benjamin Netanyahu...


Labels: *****, Colonial Terrorism, Israeli Racism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Lawless Mob,
Max Blumenthal, Naziesque, Psychotic, Sociopathic, SPDF, Supremacist
***** SPDF Day 21 MUST MUST MUST READ: "Paranoid Benjamin Netanyahu Prepares For His Last
Stand" Max Blumenthal. "His last-minute desperate appeal to racism was an Israeli application of
Alabama Governor George C. Wallace's political rule: "I will never be out-niggered again.""
http://www.opednews.com/articles/Paranoid-Benjamin-Netanyah-by-Max-BlumenthalIsrael_Likud_Netanyahu_Palestinian-150322-526.html

***** vlog: DEATH FAST IS THE ONLY WEAPON THAT CAN SAVE
HUMANKIND.....
Labels: *****, Courage, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving,
Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
***** SPDF Day 21 vlog: DEATH FAST IS THE ONLY WEAPON THAT CAN SAVE HUMANKIND..... The
difference between me (and the activists of the '60's) and virtually every other activist today is that I
start with the question that none of them have the courage or humanity to ask. That question is: what
would it take to win? What would it take to succeed? That's it. And how in god's name they can
morally justify calling themselves activists or taking the time and resources for what they do is
completely beyond me. It is so morally bankrupt.
They do nothing important in their own personal lives that does not start with the question, what will it
take to succeed?. But when it comes to their dogooder activities for people really in need, they never
find the courage, the morality, the humanity, to grant to these victims the benefit that they always
granted to themselves and to those near to them, that question, what would it take? What price would
have to be paid? What sacrificed would have to be made?.
When one asks that question with reference to stopping the slaughter of Palestinians while there are
still Palestinians to save, or if one asks that question rather relative to stopping ecocide, or saving the
last vestiges of any decent American government, any shred of democracy, before the police state
makes doing so a process that would take decades or hundreds of years, there is one answer, and one
answer only, that comes forth: death fast.
All three of the Armageddon's I just mentioned are so imminent that Marches, lobbying Congress, face
book and social media campaigns, fund raising, periodic undignified rantings at Congress, rallies, and

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other such activities are categorically way too little way too late. In a very important earlier post I spoke
of the law of social change which is the law of paying the price. Essentially, social change happens when
a relatively small group of innocents pays such an enormous personal price, or risks doing so, that the
masses of onlookers of goodwill cannot stand the pain, and mobilize and militantly demand of
government representatives that these deaths be prevented by meeting the demands of this Vanguard.
Prior techniques of paying this price are no longer sufficiently effective in the United States because the
system has rendered them relatively impotent. The system has become expert at demonizing activists,
infiltrating and discrediting them, causing them to be ignored by the media; businesses that could be
boycotted are so gargantuan that attempts to do so are laughable rather than understood to be
heroic. Self immolation is not understood, it has never been understood in the United States although
Dr. King understood it and it was seeing a Monk self immolate in Vietnam that caused him to speak
against the war. But such exceptions cannot be counted on.
One can argue about the number, but there is a number of citizens that if they were in a dignified,
disciplined, serious, committed death fast, here on capitol hill fasting unto death until the U.S.
government stopped enabling Israel and held them to standards of international law, thereby stopping
the slaughter of Palestinians and restoring to the Palestinians their human rights to which they are due
by every legal and human measure, there is a number, 500, of 1000, 10,000 in waves... that would
cause such an outcry of agony from millions of bystanders around the country and the world, that the
house and the senate would be forced to meet their demands.
No one of any honesty or humanity or decency can dispute this. They can argue how many. It would
matter the age and race. 500 white college students would count for 5000 old folks like me. 100 middle
schoolers would kill for 500 college students. And so on.
You don't have, and are not pursuing, anything that will work so basically your activism is self
gratification, obscuring the fact that you do not have a solution, that you are not saving the Palestinians
or democracy or stopping ecocide, so thereby you hide that fact because by acting you imply you do
have a solution further keeping onlookers on the sidelines, lulling them into a deadly sense of security,
and thereby murdering the very people and causes that you purport to stand for.

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My health is my Palestine Family, my flesh and blood. Their health is mine...


Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Death, Other-Centeredness, PEACE MAKING, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 21: From a FB contact: "James, I will worry about your health as much as I wish, this doesn't
have to bother you at all, how are you doing"
My reply: "Hi. I never try to control another person. Ever. But I do control my time, as is my duty to
G_d. All I have to say about my health is here - . My health is my Palestinian Family, my flesh and
blood .Their health is mine. I have none other, and right now, no one is saving them. They and I are
Dead."

***** Day 22: Yes, alive is better!!!! That is exactly the point. Every day for
the last 20 or so one Palestinian every three days, EVERY THREE DAYS, has
their life sadistically stolen from them...
Labels: *****, INSHE Warriors, Life, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity,
Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Stop Palestines Death Fast Day 22: A near lifelong acquaintance who I love above all others, upon
learning of this death fast wrote: "Understand your position, but I still feel alive is better than not.
xxoo"
My reply: Yes, 'alive IS better!!!!!!' That is exactly the point. Every day for the last 20 or so one
Palestinian every three days, EVERY THREE DAYS, has their life savagely taken by our US backed
Israeli goon squads. Every two years or so our US funded, armed, backed... Israeli goon squads go in
and 'mow the lawn,' and 'remove the top soil,' that is slaughter, as the most powerful military in the
world, a defenseless indigenous population of children, women and men. This last time it was 500
children, 1500 adults. This next time, and everyone knows it is coming with 18 months, could be 2,000,
20,000, 200,0000. These Naziesque Israelis know no limits thanks to the criminal enabling of we US
CITIZENS these last 68 years. And much much much much worse. 7 million Palestinians have been
deprived of Life by we enabling Americans for 68 years now... LIVING DEATH... in refugee camps, and
worse, the open air, LITERAL PRISONS... of the West Bank and Gaza... ZERO HUMAN RIGHTS. ZERO
HUMAN RIGHTS. ZERO HUMAN RIGHTS.... LIVING DEATH. ROBED OF LIFE BY WE WALKING DEAD
AMERICANS.
AND IF ONE SURVEYS AND DEEPLY CONSIDERS the in-actions of the Obama Administration, the US Free
Palestine 'activists,' the European Free Palestine 'activists,' the invisibility, distortion, lies... spewed by
the US Zionist Controlled Media... regarding the otherwise HEROIC Resistance of the Palestinians...
THERE IS CURRENTLY ZERO HOPE, ZERO HOPE, FOR EVEN ONE OF MY PALESTINIANS TO BE ALIVE. ZERO.

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That is unacceptable to me. I can at least save one. I am sure of it. One can be alive if I die. And that is
enough for me.
Yes, 'alive IS better!!!!!!' And from what I can see, other than the International Solidarity Movement, I
may be the only person in the US that believes in every cell in my body that 'alive IS better!!!!!!' And
with infinite Joy and Peace of Heart, EVERY BREATH, I'll give mine now that even just one of them may
be 'alive,' sometime, in the next 20 years, who otherwise would not be. I can't think of, I can't see,
anything on earth I'd rather do, or have ever done, in my 63 years. Why can't you see that?
And the Death Fast, as I've written elsewhere, is the ONLY WEAPON that can save all of creation,
stopping ecocide that at this moment is 100% NOT being stopped in time, and to stop the currently
unopposed take over by the Oligarchs, the Corporate Fascists, of America, rolling back American human
rights to the 1800's... for centuries.... a dark ages.

Medical Update. This morning my doc said yesterday's bloodwork shows ...
Labels: Free Palestine, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving,
Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 22: Medical Update. This morning my doc said yesterday's bloodwork shows ok except my
potassium (hearts stop when it gets too low) is still too low, but it is better than last week, thanks to the
potassium horse pills she started me on. She's having me double the dose. My blood pressure is
dropping, 110 over 76, lowest I've ever had. So much fluid pools in my legs is probably a contributing
factor. My doc, she's ordering support hose for my lower legs thinking this may help supply the fluid
back to the rest of my body. Weight has dropped about a half pound per day, about what I would have
expected, from 175 when I started down to 163 this morning, tho several pounds of that is fluid in my
legs, so probably a little more than that.

On Capital Hill since 10am...


Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, Hunger Strike, sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 22: On Capital Hill since 10am. Likely to be here till 4pm or 7pm. Losing much strenght,
along with the ability to generate body heat. The hike up Capital Hill, even with much of my stuff on
hand truck, is getting much more difficult, and llllooooonnnngggg.

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***** vid. THE SINGLE GREATEST EXPOSITION OF UNVIOLENT


ACTION: "LETTER FROM THE BIRMINGHAM JAIL....
Labels: *****, Christlikeness, Courage, Militancy, MLK Jr, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, Personal
Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

***** vid. SPDF Day 22: THE SINGLE GREATEST EXPOSITION OF UNVIOLENT ACTION: "LETTER FROM
THE BIRMINGHAM JAIL." Read it once, twice, 10, 20 times, until it is written in your DNA.
"A Reading of The Letter From Birmingham Jail" Before the Dream... There was a Letter... from Kirwan
Institute on Vimeo.
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HISTORY a non-fiction film commemorating Martin Luther King, Jr.s famous
Letter from Birmingham Jail. No longer will the Letter from Birmingham Jail be in the SHADOW of the
"I Have a Dream" speech.
The film stars community leaders of Columbus, Ohio and educators and leaders of The Ohio State
University. The Letter from Birmingham Jail is an open letter written on April 16, 1963, by Martin Luther
King, Jr. The letter defends the strategy of nonviolent resistance to racial discrimination, arguing that
people have a moral responsibility to break unjust laws. After an early setback, it enjoyed widespread
publication and became a key text for the American civil rights movement of the early 1960s.
HOST A SCREENING OR GET THE DVD @ www.kirwaninstitute.osu.edu
PLEASE LEAVE REACTIONS TO THE FILM IN THE COMMENT SECTION. THANKS!
The film is approximately 56 minutes.

68th year of US LIP-SERVICE TO PALESTINIAN HUMAN RIGHTS. F'CK


OBAMA...
Labels: Amerikka, Fascism Corporatism, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, Obama.Tragic Failure.,
sLoving, SPDF
http://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2015/mar/23/white-house-israeli-occupation-palestinianterritories-must-end

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I have an impossibly strong body and have learned to turn my being entirely
over to the Family Emergency Response...
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Courage, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, Ransom, Redeemer,
SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
A brief exchange with one of the only Friends I have left: "How the heck are you still well enough to sit
out there and communicate?"
My reply: "I have an impossibly strong body and have learned to turn my being entirely over to the
Family Emergency Response - the most powerful force in the Universe, by whatever name or no name at
all. But having been on many hunger strikes, and witnessed others, like the Great Diane Wilson, within
the first 10 days it is very tough as the body learns to consume itself. Then, until day 30 or so one is
usually quite functional, tho weak. Stuff starts getting dangerous after day 30, although I'm very
fortunate this time, 1st time ever, to have a doc checking my blood chem. Stuff like blindness sometimes
happens after day 30, tho numerous times I've gone to 50 with no such effects.
Friend: "Wow. I knew you had years of experience but didn't think about how that experience would be
helpful now."
My Reply: "Oh, my entire life has been preparation for this campaign. Creating and Demonstrating the
Death Fast, the last chance for Humanity, is what I was born for."
Friend: "Our mutual associate posed the question, 'what would it take to get me to join the Death
Fast." I would have to be called to do it. So far I have not been called to that specific action. I was called
to walk along the KXL, and to start this farm, and I'm listening. You, Start Loving, have obviously been
called, that is why i t gives you such joy.
My Reply: I only EVER do what I am Called to do. And I am ALWAYS called to do what is the best way for
me to serve the most of the world's suffering... in that instant. The Family Emergency Response. This is
the ONLY call any of us can get, that is genuine. Anything else is a misunderstanding.

J-Street was on the Hill today: I am not willing to die for Palestine....
Labels: Courage, Cowardice, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, Paying the Price, Sheeple, SPDF,
UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Day 22: J-Street was on the Hill today, or many, anyway. "What do we have to do to stop
this?" asked one of them as he passed. "We have to die, or be willing to die, so the Palestinians
don't. There is no other answer for social change, in history." "I've been fighting this for 50 years, but
I'm not willing to die for it." That is why there is currently ZERO HOPE for the Palestinians, (US
democracy, stopping Ecocide...). Lip-service. J-Street (or, fill in your do-nothing, pay nothing, risk

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nothing 'activist' group)- fun meetings, moralistic masturbation, huge circle-jerk. Pay the price???? Nah.
Not since the '60's. Activism by 'free lunch.' Uh, there is not free lunch, just more dead Palestinian
children. Have a nice f'cking day.

Day 23: Very weak, and ill, this morning....


Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 23: Very weak, and ill, this morning. Therefore delayed in getting to the Hill. Expecting to
arrive prior to noon and remain until 7pm or later, subject to rain. Can't afford to ruin the posters.

vid. 5 min. Indian man thinks, 'Why not do something with my life that benefits
all of society?...
Labels: Duty, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF, Universal Family, Universal Golden Rule
vid. 5 min. SPDF Day 23: Indian man thinks, 'Everyone makes money for themselves and then they
die. Why not do something that benefits all of society,' he though?... vid
http://www.upworthy.com/they-told-him-it-was-impossible-it-took-him-a-hammer-a-chisel-and-22years-to-prove-them-wrong?c=ufb1

***** EXACTLY THE SICKNESS (USELESSNESS, HOPELESSNESS) of 2015


activists are devoted to the lie that their very lives are not, are NEVER,
DEMANDED OF THEM ...
Labels: *****, Courage, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, Ransom,
Redeemer, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Day 23: Exactly the sickness (uselessness, hopelessness) of this 2015 US, the 2015
'activists,' is that they think they are NOT called to give their very lives for their causes. THE
FOUNDATION ON WHICH UNVIOLENT ACTION RESTS, IS EXACTLY, THE WILLINGNESS TO DIE FOR THE
CAUSE. THERE IS NO NON-VIOLENT ACTION, OPPOSITION, RESISTANCE OF ANY HOPE WITHOUT THIS.

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***** COULD BE SIGNIFICANT: "its time American Jews let all that
mythology go...
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, Obama.Tragic Failure., Pr. Obama - Godsent, sLoving, SPDF
its time American Jews let all that mythology go. Thats what Obama is also nudging us towards. The
most disputed territory in the Middle East is between American Jews ears; once American Jews give up
the idea of a two-state solution, and of a Jewish state, we can proceed (calmly, I pray) to the next phase.
- See more at: http://mondoweiss.net/2015/03/sitting-shiva-solution#sthash.kRFMccas.dpuf

Day 24: "My faith demands that I do whatever I can... Jimmy Carter
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, Gospel, LOVING, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, Ransom,
Redeemer, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF
"My faith demands that I do whatever I can, wherever I am, whenever I can, for as long as I can with
whatever I have to try and make difference." Pr. Jimmy Carter

On the Hill, in the rain...


Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, sLoving, SPDF
The Weather Channel said zero chance of rain this morning. It has been raining for the last hour. I have
coverings for me and the computer but not for the signs. I'm hoping I have weatherproof them enough
that they are not damaged. This is the last day for the next 10 days that Congress is in session. Current
reports say that the rain should stop by noon which is the next time Congress is scheduled to walk. And
they say zero chance of rain this afternoon.

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***** vlog. The Epitaph on EVERYTHING GOOD will be that the citizens
of the worlds superpower found that there was nothing beyond
themselves, not even their children, that they would die for...
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Cowardice, Death, Godless, Greed, Insanity, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE LUST - ME n MINE, Lip-service Left Citizens, Satanlikeness, SELF-CENTERED, Sociopathic, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
The epitaph on everything good will be that the citizens of the world's superpower found that there was
nothing beyond themselves, not even their children, that they would die for. Nothing could be more
self evident for the truth seeker, but the truth seeker would die for the truth, and we have virtually none
today, which is another way of stating the same epitaph - Americans chose denial over Truth and the
result was the destruction of all that was good, forever.
Young Gandhi was in the process of becoming a lawyer . But he encountered two books that caused his
life to do a 180 when he was a young man studying in England. One of the books was Tolstoy's "The
Kingdom of God is Within You." The other was .four essays actually, by John Ruskin . An idea that was
central to those essays was the assessment that the the British population could be best understood as
being comprised of five groups, Doctors ,lawyers, Ministers, soldiers, Merchants. What was considered
most important in these essays was that four of the five groups could be expected to give their lives for
their clients when circumstances called for it. But that one of the populations, merchants, could be
depended on to never do so, and to only serve their own selfish interests. Thereby they were
considered a cancer on society, by other words than these.
In 2015 American these essays would clearly have the state that no population any longer existed, with
the possible exception of soldiers, who would die for anything but themselves .
This is why there is no hope to save Palestine, to stop ecocide, to save the last remaining remnants of
democracy or any economic life worth living in America.
Both books mentioned can be found on Amazon, some libraries, or here (set the adblock on your
browser FIRST to prevent the porn ads).

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Elizabeth Kolbert: "Humans Will Eventually Become Extinct"...


Labels: Affloholism, Armageddon, CANCER vs HEALTH, Cowardice, Ecocide, Inhumanity, Insanity,
INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, Lip-service Left Citizens, SPDF
Elizabeth Kolbert: "Humans Will Eventually Become Extinct" In the meantime, says the acclaimed New
Yorker writer, we're causing the greatest mass extinction since dinosaur days.
http://www.motherjones.com/environment/2014/01/interview-elizabeth-kolbert-new-yorker-sixthextinction

Israel sells stolen Palestinian gas to Egypt


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Naziesque,
Savagery, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
SPDF Day 24: Israel sells stolen Palestinian gas to Egypt
http://falastinews.com/2015/03/26/israel-sells-stolen-palestinian-gas-to-egypt/

Stamina and strength waning...


Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity,
Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 24: Stamina and strength waning. On the Hill for 12 hours, unable to stay conscious for 3
hours or so. But surely I can't complain, after 24 days, virtually zero calories... and I still have many
hours per day where I'm functional for Palestine. No complaints. Thank you body. Thank you
Spirit. Thank you Creator.

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Day 25: nd. 'A person that would not die for a cause, or for another, is not alive,'
MLK Jr paraphrase.
Labels: Largeheartedness, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 25: 'A person that would not die for a cause, or for another, is not alive,' MLK Jr paraphrase.

UN says 2014 'devastating year' for Palestinians


Labels: Colonialism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli
State Terrorism, Occupation, Satanlikeness, Savage, Sociopathic
SPDF Day 25: UN says 2014 'devastating year' for Palestinians
http://www.aljazeera.com/news/middleeast/2015/03/report-outlines-devastating-year-palestinians150326092624937.html

Systems shutting down. ...


Labels: Free Palestine, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 25: Systems shutting down. Extreme fatigue last everning. Tired this morning. Eyes
blurring. Rain. Congress out for 2 weeks. Resting up to be at the White House Sat and Sun... NPR,
Washington Post next 2 weeks.

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***** Black Student Union Condemns campus Zionist group...


Labels: *****, anti-Jewish, Colonialism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque,
Occupation, Solidarity, Supremacist, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), Zionist Crime
Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
***** SPDF DAY 25: Black Student Union Condemns Campus Zionist Group, Reaffirms Solidarity with
Palestine
https://bayareaintifada.wordpress.com/2015/03/25/black-student-union-condemns-campus-zionistgroup-reaffirms-solidarity-with-palestine/

***** Chris Hedges on the Horrifying Decline of the American Empire


Labels: *****, Amerikka, Chris Hedges, Cowardice, Economic Armageddon, Lip-service Left Citizens,
Obama.Tragic Failure.
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

***** Chris Hedges - These armies of [educated liberals] serve a


corporate system that will quite literally kill us
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Chris Hedges, Cowardice, Death, Greed, Inhumanity, INTOXICATION PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, Lip-service Left Citizens, LOVING, Sheeple, Small-heartedness,
Sociopathic, SPDF
http://www.truthdig.com/report/page3/the_careerists_20120723
Christopher Brownings collection of essays, The Path to Genocide, notes that it was the moderate,
normal bureaucrats, not the zealots, who made the Holocaust possible. Germaine Tillion pointed out
the tragic easiness [during the Holocaust] with which decent people could become the most callous
executioners without seeming to notice what was happening to them. The Russian novelist Vasily
Grossman in his book Forever Flowing observed that the new state did not require holy apostles,
fanatic, inspired builders, faithful, devout disciples. The new state did not even require servantsjust
clerks.
The most nauseating type of S.S. were to me personally the cynics who no longer genuinely believed in
their cause, but went on collecting blood guilt for its own sake, wrote Dr. Ella Lingens-Reiner in
Prisoners of Fear, her searing memoir of Auschwitz. Those cynics were not always brutal to the
prisoners, their behavior changed with their mood. They took nothing seriouslyneither themselves nor

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their cause, neither us nor our situation. One of the worst among them was Dr. Mengele, the Camp
Doctor I have mentioned before. When a batch of newly arrived Jews was being classified into those fit
for work and those fit for death, he would whistle a melody and rhythmically jerk his thumb over his
right or his left shoulderwhich meant gas or work. He thought conditions in the camp rotten, and
even did a few things to improve them, but at the same time he committed murder callously, without
any qualms.
These armies of bureaucrats serve a corporate system that will quite literally kill us. They are as cold and
disconnected as Mengele. They carry out minute tasks. They are docile. Compliant. They obey. They find
their self-worth in the prestige and power of the corporation, in the status of their positions and in their
career promotions. They assure themselves of their own goodness through their private acts as
husbands, wives, mothers and fathers. They sit on school boards. They go to Rotary. They attend church.
It is moral schizophrenia. They erect walls to create an isolated consciousness. They make the lethal
goals of ExxonMobil or Goldman Sachs or Raytheon or insurance companies possible. They destroy the
ecosystem, the economy and the body politic and turn workingmen and -women into impoverished
serfs. They feel nothing. Metaphysical naivet always ends in murder. It fragments the world. Little acts
of kindness and charity mask the monstrous evil they abet. And the system rolls forward. The polar ice
caps melt. The droughts rage over cropland. The drones deliver death from the sky. The state moves
inexorably forward to place us in chains. The sick die. The poor starve. The prisons fill. And the careerist,
plodding forward, does his or her job.

vid. 30 min. Norman Finkelstein: Netanyahu is a maniac


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Ethnic Cleansing,
Israeli State Terrorism, Norman Finkelstein, Savagery, Sociopathic, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

This COULD change things. Unlikely, but possible. Must watch: France to begin
push for UN resolution on Israel-Palestine in 'coming weeks'
Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
http://www.jpost.com/Middle-East/France-to-begin-push-for-UN-resolution-on-Israel-Palestine-incoming-weeks-395343

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Israel killed more Palestinians in 2014


Labels: Ethnic Cleansing, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, sLoving, SPDF

SPDF Day 25: Israel killed more Palestinians in 2014 than in any other year since
1967. More than 2,300 Palestinians killed and more than 17,000 injured,
according to annual report by UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian
Affairs
http://www.theguardian.com/world/2015/mar/27/israel-kills-more-palestinians-2014-than-any-otheryear-since-1967?CMP=fb_us

For Gandhi there was an Ultimate, Unforgivable Sin reticence to give ones life
for others...
Labels: Cowardice, Gandhi, Lip-service Left Citizens, Sheeple, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
nd. SPDF Day 25: For Gandhi there was an Ultimate, Unforgivable Sin - COWARDICE - BEING UNWILLING
TO GIVE YOUR LIFE FOR WHAT IS RIGHT. Nonviolence was his preferred choice, but violence was
infinitely superior to not butting your very life in the way of evil.

Day 26: Even without opposition in the US Congress BDS cannot stop the
slaughter of Palestine....
Labels: Cowardice, Denial, Lip-service Left Citizens

nd. SPDF Day 26: Even without opposition in the US Congress BDS cannot stop the slaughter of
Palestine, but everyone is acting as though it could. It has a minor role to play. Most of Israel's
economy is weapons and high technology that cannot be touched by boycott. They have Adelson
and other billionaires willing to pay the companies that would otherwise be hurt by BDS. It is
criminal denial that the free Palestine activists pretend that BDS is the answer rather than a tiny
part of the solution.

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Too cold and windy for what strength I now have...


Labels: sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 26: Too cold and windy for what strength I now have. Will work indoors today conserving
strength for tomorrow. With luck, by tonight, the first version of the Stop Palestines Death Fast book
will be completed, a compilation of the SPDF posts.

Albert Einstein declines to join Zionist Party


Labels: Einstein, Naziesque, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://www.deiryassin.org/einstein.html

This could be a SIGNIFICANT CHANGE - The White House will go after


AIPAC next
Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF, Treason, Zionist Infiltration of US
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/03/after-aipac-newsweek

***** DYING IS NOT MY GOAL Life for at least one more Palestinian
is......
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, INSHE Warriors, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
[Note: My brain is getting quite fuzzy, along with my eyesight. That coupled with deep fatigue... are
resulting, I'm sure, in a higher rate of typos, and other errors, that I'm sure we both wish were not
there.]
SPDF Day 26: My goal is not to die. My goal is that Palestinians not die, and I'll GLADLY pay any
personal price for that goal. I'm happy if that price is the ultimate price for me.
As I wrote several weeks ago, this Death Fast is correct for me in this time of complete and utter
hopelessness for my Palestine Family. In such complete darkness, complete hopelessness, objectively,
based on all the self-serving, self-gratifying, hopeless, meaningless US 'activist' Free Palestine efforts...
this Death Fast against such utter bleakness 'could' be seen at some time after my death, and awaken a
few, to the only action that could be CERTAIN to Free Palestine, in sufficient numbers, and then to stop
the descent of US into Fascism, and Ecocide.

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If that utter bleakness dissipates beyond a point, this Death Fast by just one, me, would be throwing
away life to no purpose. In a completely dark room, even a huge one, a tiny candle can be seen from
anywhere in the room. But if the darkness is dispelled, it cannot.
I'd be GLAD to have this Death Fast terminate my life.
I'd be GLAD to find out that a Real Dawn, aggressive, determined, committed, urgent Obama Admin
efforts... was breaking for Palestine.
I'd NOT be GLAD, but I'd recognize and possibly respond to... a 'possible,' 'perceived,' 'uncertain' dawn...
such as the news that France is planning to reintroduce a 'Palestinian State' resolution in the UN, and
that the US is 'planning' to go after AIPAC, and support a UN resolution.
If these dispel, for good or ill, the utter darkness of the moment, I'll be forced to consider terminating
this Death Fast to avoid throwing away one of the only True US Activists that my Palestine has.
The potential harbingers of such 'light pollution,' if not true Light, that I see, the potentially Strategically
important news, I' post on this site.
NOTE: If, as there would be, if there were Real Activists in the US, there were 100, or 1000 of us doing
what I am, Death Fast... first to Free Palestine, then to save Democracy by getting the money out, then
to stop Ecocide... then the above would be less of a factor, if any at all. 100 candles can be seen even in
a semi-lighted room. But one cannot.

Chris Hedges - State of Extraction - The fight for our lives


Labels: Affloholism, Cowardice, Delusion, Denial, Ecocide, Insanity, Lip-service Left Citizens, SELFCENTERED, Small-heartedness
Begins at min 10:30
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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An acquaintance on FB wrote: 'Our beloved Palestine." My reply: "Beloved"


Palestine? ...
Labels: Cowardice, Godless, HYPOCRISY, Liar, Lip-service Left Citizens, SELF-CENTERED, Smallheartedness, SPDF
SPDF Day 26: An acquaintance on FB wrote: 'Our beloved Palestine." My reply: "Beloved" Palestine?
No. Not by the behavior of anyone in the United States. No one in the US, and few if any outside
Palestine behave as tho it was their 'beloved.' What a shameful thing to say."

A FB acquaintance #1 commented: "I think it would be pointless to die...


Labels: Cowardice, Delusion, Denial, Lip-service Left Citizens, sLoving, SPDF
A FB acquaintance #1 commented: "I think it would be pointless to die given the realization that only
Soldiers are willing to sacrifice themselvesunless certain members of Congress were engaged in
sustained relationship and dialogue with you."
My reply: "So that mistakenly I don't dismiss your comment as pointless, cowardly, delusional, denialist,
and idiotic, please share with me so me of the history of unviolent change and unviolent change theory
that supports your comment. Thanks."
FB party #2 commented: "I'll just throw in here that FB #1 has spent the last couple years of his life full
time engaged in nonviolent action, mostly in the form of offering communication with the evil ones (to
put it bluntly)."

My reply: "I made no comment on #1. Why do you suggest I did? I asked a question about his comment.
Address yourself to that."

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***** "IF YOU HAVE COME TO HELP ME THEN YOU ARE WASTING
OUR TIME. IF YOU HAVE COME BECAUSE YOUR [JUSTICE, FAMILY,
FREEDOM, SURVIVAL] ARE BOUND UP WITH MINE, THEN LET US
WORK TOGETHER....
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Courage, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, Personal
Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 26: "If you have come to help me then you are wasting your time. If you have come because
your liberation is bound up with mine, then let us work together." Aboriginal Activists

Bad sign. Same old Vile Corruption - EU keeps Hamas blacklisted despite court
ruling
Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/europe/17763-eu-keeps-hamas-blacklisted-despite-courtruling

This would be a substantial change - WSJ: U.S. Raises Pressure on Israel...


Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 26: This would be a substantial change - WSJ: U.S. Raises Pressure on Israel Over Palestinians
White House leaves open the possibility of letting the United Nations set a deadline for a Palestinian
state
http://www.wsj.com/articles/israel-to-release-frozen-palestinian-tax-funds-1427472744

VERY VERY VERY BAD. 'UNCLE TOM" ABBAS, US / ISRAELI WHORE.


Abbas: Yemen policy should extend to Palestine
Labels: Amerikka, Corruption, Free Palestine, Hamas, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Treason
http://www.ynetnews.com/articles/0,7340,L-4641882,00.html

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Seen on FB: " Those who are not killing the beast, deserve to be eaten by it." pic.
Labels: Affloholism, Cowardice, Duty, Greed, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, Justice,
Neglect, Personal Responsibility, SELF-CENTERED

Hunger pangs, weakness...


Labels: Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 26: Hunger pangs, weakness, fatigue... are driving me mildly insane. The craving of taste. The
craving of consumption. The craving of a strong body and full eyesight and mental faculties. The craving
of life. LOL. But I crave the Life of Palestines, more.

Day 27: "I think that anyone that is a moderate in the face of violated liberty is
a sinner. Malcom X....
Labels: Courage, Cowardice, dem, DEMdenialists, DEMhypocrites, Lip-service Left Citizens, Malcom X,
Paying the Price, SPDF
SPDF Day 27: "I think that anyone that is a moderate in face of violated liberty... is a sinner." Malcom
X. Me too.
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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***** vlog. A PERSON IS NEITHER ALIVE, NOR AN ACTIVIST, WHO WOULD NOT
EAGERLY GIVE THEIR LIFE FOR THE JUSTICE OF THEIR FELLOW HUMAN
BEINGS...
Labels: *****, Courage, Cowardice, Gandhi, JESUS, Life, Lip-service Left Citizens, MLK Jr, Paying the
Price, Personal Responsibility, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
Notice: Transcript is always slightly enhanced over the live video.
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO
SPDF Day 27: A person is neither aLive, nor an Activst... who would not eagerly give their life for the
justice of their fellow human beings. This is history. This is the history of social change.
(If the shoe does not fit, don't wear it.) There is very very very good news. I mean that from the bottom
of my heart. You are not activists.
Alice Paul and the suffragists alongside her that would pay any price, were activists. There was no
personal price that they would not pay to achieve their goal. They did not do what was convenient, they
calculated what was necessary, and they paid the price.
That is anathema to todays so called activists. Utterly, explicitly, forecefully forbidden. Literally
incomprehensible, today, in the US outside of the few fighting global warming by placing and keeping
their very lives in the way of Ecocide. These exceptions prove the rule.
There are no activists today.
There were activists in Tahrir Square several years ago. There was no personal price they would not pay
to achieve their goal. They expected it would cost their very lives these young people. Exactly because
they were willing to pay that price the onlookers of the world could not stand to see that price exacted
and rose and demanded of the leaders of the world that their lives be saved by meeting their
demands. And they were.
There was only one group for whom Gandhi had utter contempt and that was those who would not
happily risk or give their own lives when justice demanded it. I've written weeks ago of the law of social
change which is the law of paying the price, the law of suffering. This is an immutable law. And yet for
the last 40 or 50 years those that call themselves activists, the most educated in our society, almost
always from affluent or relatively affluent backgrounds, are in ferocious, catatonic, psychotic, clinical
denial of this law.
It is said that patriotism is the refuge of scoundrels. No, activism in the United States since the late
sixties is the refuge of scoundrels. It is where one goes for zero personal accountability, the approval of
one's peers in excoriating anyone and everyone except those in the same group, holding oneself and

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ones group to 0 standards, certainly not the historical standards of true activism, and certainly not the
standards of results.
The Washington DC not many years ago there was Ngo after Ngo, activist after activist, rapturously
involved in historically doomed,, tepid, comfortable, self serving 'activism' to supposedly Save Darfur.
Fact, the leading such group, "Save Darfur," was headed by a pleasant fellow. At times that I deemed it
constructive and appropriate I clearly, honestly, forthrightly and vehimintly confronted the total
hopelessness, the total inadequacy, of the strategies and tactics that were being attempted by this
group.And indeed, as was patently obvious to anyone that WANTED to see the truth... they saved not
one Darfuri, but they had a nice time, got lots of press, had nice confortable jobs for years, added to
their resumes, got credit on their college degrees....
Several years later I saw the head of this preeminent Save Darfur group outside a supermarket. Actually,
he saw me and wanted to speak. To his credit he said to me, why were you so hard on us? I said, just as
when a Dr. hangs out a shingle proclaiming that they are a Dr., thereby setting life and death
expectations for those who choose to enter, you did the same by calling your group Save Darfur. You
set an expectation that impacted millions of people and yet you planned and attempted nothing that
would ever come close to saving those people. This is a moral problem that I had a duty to those
brothers and sisters in Darfur to attempt to confront. This is a moral failing I had a duty to you to try
and bring to your clear attention, and I felt that you were not seeing it, as a result of active denial or
otherwise.
Again, to his credit, he replied with astonishing candor, James, he said, I had no idea how to save the
people in Darfur. I give him credit for the candor, but he still had no idea the horror of what he was
saying. And I find him completely representative of the activism in the United States, or what considers
itself activism, be it for stopping global warming, preserving some shred of democracy, or freeing the
Palestinians while there is still a living Palestinian left.
The left in the United States adores excoriating the right in this country for their denial, especially in the
subject area of global warming. The denial on the right is nothing compared to the denial on the left of
their own irresponsibility, non-solidarity with those they purport to be fighting for, lip service, self
serving efforts that have the certainty of not achieving the stated goals but only of serving the egos and
other gratifications of the so called activists.
The left's denial near incomprehensible. This is not slender from me. This is not condemnation. It is an
opportunity to seriously consider it, thereby it is an offer of liberation.
King, Gandhi, any and all of the true activists, in their own way lived, believed, and articulated that
someone that would not risk their very life, happily, in the service of justice for their fellow human
being, was already Dead. None of the 2015 activists that I see are anything of the sort.
None or few are hypocrites on purpose. They've been taught and learned well a lie. They've been

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taught a means of behavior that is not activism, but they've been told in word and deed for 40 or 50
years that it is.
If King, Gandhi, Jesus, and the like are correct that cowardice is living death, and by my life and words I
believe that they are, then I am not slandering, I'm attempting as they did, to offer Life, to the activist,
and to those they think they are serving..
A person is not living who is not ready to give their life for the justice of their fellow human beings, to
paraphrase Dr. King.

We are dying, and no one considers us worth their very lives to save...
Labels: Courage, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF,
UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
On FB: "can I ask how are you doing old man"
My reply: "We are dying, and no one considers us worth their very lives to save."
FB: "James, if you die, we all lose. you better stay alive and make them suffer by looking at your tent
everyday."
My reply: Until enough of us die, or offer that price, the slaughter in Palestine will continue. This is fact.
This is the law of unviolent change. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-14law-of-social-change-is-law.html Until the huge personal price to stop this is paid, or at least offered, it
will not stop. This is how social change has always worked and will always work. I've just uploaded this
post - http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-27-person-is-neither-alive-nor.html .
I will not have open debates on what I've written of extensively. If someone has enough interest and
respect to state deep disagreements with my understanding of history and social change I'll be only too
grateful. But views and opinions of such disinterest that they don't bother to hold themeselves to the
standards of history and unviolent theory I have zero time nor patience for. I don't guide my own life by
'nothing,' 'opinion,' idle platitudes, and I'll not help enable others to do so, either.

White House since 9am...


Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 27: White House since 9am, until 5:30, to Free Palestine. If the weather, and my strength,
hold, then most of Mon thru Fri I'll be in front of National Pablum Radio or the Washrag Propaganda
'news' organizations.

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THE BOOK - STOP PALESTINES DEATH FAST Rev 1 032915


Labels: *****, Averting Ecocide, BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price,
Personal Responsibility, Revolution, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
Stop Palestines Death Fast R1 032915 by Start Loving

SPDF Day 28: Abbas is traitor, a Tory in the early Americas. Exclusive: In
exchange for freed tax funds, PA wont pursue Israel over settlements at ICC
Labels: Free Palestine, sLoving, SPDF, Treason
http://www.jpost.com/Arab-Israeli-Conflict/In-exchange-for-freed-tax-funds-PA-wont-pursue-Israelover-settlements-at-ICC-395505

"My god, what's wrong with your legs?...


Labels: Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 28: "My god, what's wrong with your legs? They shouldn't look like that, " said the medical
technician at the pharmacy to which I had been sent . Presumably she has measured people , hundreds
or thousands of people, for the support stockings that I was sent in to secure. See was horrified by what
I saw. " I have not eaten for 28 days, I am fighting for the life of people in Palestine." "Bless your heart ,"
she said. I explained to her that my Dr. was fully aware and when one is not eating the blood protein
content bottoms out and fluid is no longer effectively be held within the system, and pools in the lower
legs and thighs.
I am now wearing the stockings as prescribed, during the day, and it should make walking a bit easier swinging those extra pounds of fluid in the lower legs is tiring, and it is less distressing just due to the
body distortion that is pretty weird.

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VERY BAD NEWS - Hillary Clinton giving bl*w j*bs to Right Wing Israel ...
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Corruption, DemoFascists, H. Clinton Fascist
Wh*re, SPDF, Treason, Zionist Infiltration of US
SPDF Day 28: VERY BAD - Hillary Clinton giving bl*w j*bs to Right Wing Israel opposing Obama's moves
to hold them to law, protecting Palestine..... http://mondoweiss.net/2015/03/betrayed-foreignyesterday

vid. Matt Damon, 'Not selling out to Amerikkka'


Labels: Amerikka, Courage, Democracy Has Perished, DemoFascists, Fascism Corporatism, LOVING,
SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

NPR Nauseating Pablum (Poison) Radio since noon. It is now 6pm, and too
windy to hike back to my shelter. Soon I trust.
Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 28: NPR Nauseating Pablum (Poison) Radio since noon. It is now 6pm, and too windy to
hike back to my shelter. Soon I trust.

***** The Liberal's Denial of duty, personal responsibility, the cowardice, that is
destroying the world can best be seen.... ...
Labels: *****, Cowardice, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists, DEMhypocrites, DEMparasites, HYPOCRISY, Lipservice Left Citizens
***** SPDF Day 28: The Liberal's Denial of duty, personal responsibility, the cowardice, that is
destroying the world can best be seen....in these two works of fiction:
The wife in A Dry White Season, the wife of the lone white man of privilege that paid everything for
Justice in South Africa.
The towns-folk in the Garry Cooper version of High Noon.

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SPDF Day 29: I expect to reduce or eliminate all together posting on Facebook.
As I have always found....
Labels: Commitment, Cowardice, DEMcowards, DEMhypocrites, HYPOCRISY, Lip-service Left Citizens,
sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

SPDF Day 29: I expect to reduce or eliminate all together posting on Facebook. As I have
always found, and have found again, all on Facebook are passionately committed to unending lip
service, and profoundly terrified of, and hostile, truly committed life service. I haven't the time
to waste, and it is my duty to not enable such grotesque hypocrisy and cowardice. There is a
horrible, wonderful, old saying - the chicken is involved, the pig is committed. There is no
activist, never has been, ever will be, of any consequence what so ever, that is not committed
exactly in this way. And all on Facebook are committed with every fiber of their being to not be
committed to life service in this way.

***** URGENT - A fate infinitely worse than death by Death Fast...


Institutionalization... (detail)
Labels: *****, Courage, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
I saw my Dr. this morning to review blood work that was done yesterday. She was happy to report that
after two weeks of taking the potassium bills that she had prescribed my blood is now normal.
She has been my Dr. for three or four years. She is a graduate of Georgetown University, an elite
university, and I have gained huge respect for her technical ability for her character and interpersonal
skills. After she explained the results of my blood tests she expressed a concern with the fact that I was
on day 29 of a death fast and willing to take it to the stand. I take her at her word which was that she
was not questioning my mental health. But she was looking at the gravity of mine stamps and asked if I
would be willing on her account to allow a professional associate of hers to evaluate my psychological
health so that my Dr. Could have the confidence that she is not overlooking something. Again, I take her
at her word.
The following is my follow-up letter to her. It should be obvious from the letter that it is clear to me that
this evaluation did not go well and that the system, and even this beloved Dr., Are in a position to have a
very adverse impact on my work and my life. This goes with the territory. It would be a much more
horrible and to my life than a simple death from starvation in another month or two. But it would fulfill,
that is, institutionalization, what fulfill the purpose of the death fast which has to sacrifice my life that a
Palestinian, even one, might have life in the next 20 years. This, according to the law of social change,
the law of sacrifice, the law of paying the price.
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Dear Doc,
FYI. No reply needed or expected.

I wonder if your kind and instrumental help with my cancer that has enabled me to be functional for so
much longer than would otherwise have been possible, I wonder if all your help will just keep me alive
for a long time in some institution? I'm sure that was not your intent but unless care is taken that could
theoretically be the result.

You will recall that I left Howard U Hospital after initial treatment because, despite finding the staff
there very kind and congenial, I did not find them competent. You did not disagree, you helped me get
to Georgetown, and they seemed to be immensely more competent.
When I come across folks that seem to need expert Medical Care I directs them not to your clinic, but to
you personally. I have experienced some of the other staff, they are very pleasant, for basic medicine I
would have no qualms, but for expert care I find you infinitely more competent. I don't know all the
staff, Doc X may be to your level, maybe others.
When you asked me today about mental health issues I found you very competent and your listening
very competent. As I told an intern you had me speak to, once, when he asked me what one thing I
found most important about your care I said, 'Her listening, her hearing, she deeply hears the entire
patient."
Three years ago when I was on a death fast I was hospitalized at G.W.for severe dehydration. And they
administered a psych eval when they heard of my fast. It went on for probably 45 minutes and I found
the psychologist basically competent. I did not say agreeable, I said competent. She was substantially
listening to, and hearing, what I had to say.
I found the psychologist today surprisingly pleasant throughout, genuinely pleasant at the beginning,
very intelligent, and quite incompetent in what is the basis of any useful therapeutic encounter,
empathic listening. Several times she asked me questions that were either intended to be disrespectful,
and I do not think this was her intent, but were very disrespectful in that they indicated that she was not
at all listening to, hearing, what I said. I did not say she wasn't agreeing with what I said, as that it's not
the point. She was asking questions but she was not listening to what I said, superficial, shallow,
ignoring things that I said, dismissing what I said. I was pleasant and respectful throughout, but there
reached a point, after 20 minutes or so, where I explained to her that it seemed she was not hearing
what I said, that if she had so little respect for me and what I had said to that point that I felt we were
not using our time well. And she indicated calmly that it was therefore appropriate to end our session.
I do not need psychological help, I do not want psychological help, I was willing, I remain willing, for your

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benefit and your benefit alone, to talk to a psychologist, but one that is competent.
FYI, were you to have someone that wanted to evaluate me, I, all of me, is here at these two locations,
truly:
* http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
* http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-27-book-stop-palestines-death.html
Fact, the psychologists of today's America would have infinitely less trouble diagnosing me as insane
than they would Abe Lincoln. Their job is to adjust people to this sick society. Mine is to change a
fundamentally, pathologically, suicidally sick society. I pray you do not help them do this to me, and
unless you are careful, it could happen all to easily.

I'm so grateful for all the good you have done me.
I am on your calendar for 8:00 AM on Tuesday for next weeks blood test results.
Your appreciative brother forever, no matter what. James

MUST READ. 3 60's Jewish Activists discuss Israel Palesine... "...she sobbed for
hours when she saw the daunting wall with the Israeli flag on it, and compared
the wall around Bethlehem to the walls of concentration camps during the
Holocaust...."
Labels: Barbaric, Colonialism, Ethnic Cleansing, Holocaust, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Savage
He said one of the most shocking scenes from his trip was when he visited Bethlehem and saw the 26foot-high guarded wall that is topped with barbed wire and surrounds the city. Zellner said she sobbed
for hours when she saw the daunting wall with the Israeli flag on it, and compared the wall around
Bethlehem to the walls of concentration camps during the Holocaust.
Link to article click here.

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Noam Chomsky on the Republican Party - "REPUBLICAN PARTY IS NOW A


RADICAL INSURGENCY..."
Labels: Amerikka, Chomsky, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos,
G.reedy O.ffensive P.redators, G.reedy O.ld P.igs, G.rotesque O.bscene P.redators
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Obamas next earthquake... WashPo... TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE, BUT


SOMETHING, MAYBE.
Labels: Free Palestine, Obama.Tragic Failure., Pr. Obama - Godsent, sLoving, SPDF
http://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/obamas-next-earthquake/2015/03/29/93d7599c-d3d511e4-ab77-9646eea6a4c7_story.html

***** The Jewish establishment has banned these four valiant Jews. Why?
Labels: *****, Barbaric, Christlikeness, Godly, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of
Palestine, Jewish, Naziesque, Occupation, Savage, Sociopathic
The Jewish establishment has banned these four valiant Jews. Why? - See more at:
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/03/establishment-banned-valiant#sthash.ySEZ07sW.dpuf

UN says Israel, not Iran, North Korea or Syria worst violator of human rights
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Ethnic Cleansing,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Occupation, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://www.foxnews.com/opinion/2015/03/29/un-says-israel-not-iran-north-korea-or-syria-worstviolator-human-rights/

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***** From what I can see this Death Fast has cost me most of the few left who
were close to me...
Labels: *****, BROTHERHOOD, Free Palestine, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility,
sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 29: From what I can see this Death Fast has cost me at least 4 of the last 6 folks that were
remotely friends to me. As I posted earlier today there is a potential threat of me receiving a fate far
worse than death - institutionalization. Neither of these things do I want. But they are way way way
way down the list from my top priority, to give my life that maybe one Palestinian in the next 20 years
might HAVE a life.

SPDF Day 30: With Netanyahu's reelection, the peace process is over and the
pressure process must begin
Labels: Free Palestine, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
With Netanyahu's reelection, the peace process is over and the pressure process must begin
If Israelis have the right to vote for permanent occupation, we in the Diaspora have the right to resist it.
http://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-1.647682#.VQyutV17T54.facebook

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vlog: It is not inconceivable that in 2-4 weeks time that I'll conclude that I have
wielded the Death Fast for as is long as is constructive, this time....
Labels: INSHE Warriors, Personal Responsibility, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
SPDF Day 30: It is not inconceivable that in 2-4 weeks time that I'll conclude that I have wielded the
Death Fast for as is long as is constructive, this time....
I am unable to put my finger exactly on what it is that I am sensing this morning. But I suspect that it is
at least possible that by 2-4 weeks from now I will conclude that this death fast has provided as much
benefit as it can provide at this time in 2015 and that I will be better able to serve Palestine by
terminating this death fast rather than to let it run its full course.
There are a number of factors that I did not expect that have raised this prospect in my mind. I believe
my expectations at the beginning of this I stated fairly clearly, I expected this death fast to have no
impact until after it terminated me. That's how sick I thought we were. But I did not anticipate the
aggressive , extreme , distancing that I have experience from the few people who had remained at all
close to me in my life, with maybe two, possibly three exceptions . I take this as a sign that we are even
more morbidly willing to amputate anything and everything close to us or far away so we can maintain
our self centered , cancerous , world killing individual, self-centered existences .
Also I must conclude that it is possible that by now whatever Palestinian Diaspora in Washington, DC has
some slight idea of what I have been doing in front of the capital and now up in front of NPR until
Congress gets back next week . I must conclude that there is some slight awareness and that I must
attribute some significance to the fact that there has been zero out-reach , zero support , zero
encouragement , zero dialog . Zero visibility.
I wasn't smart enough , or maybe I realized it just wasn't my job , to take the time to anticipate how this
community would react , but I do consider it now . And I consider that this is evidence of a soul-dead
Palestinian Diaspora which I did not anticipate. It seems that they have been so infected with the
western culture that they too feel that there is nothing that they would sacrifice , gladly, their own
personal well being for .
This is a level of spiritual death in relevant communities beyond what I had anticipated .
If these perceptions hold and or develop within me then they place me where I wound up in the late or
middle of my prior death fast , perceiving that I was conducting the death fast in a graveyard . Surely
conducting any kind of action to inspire the action of others in a graveyard is not a good use of time .
This analogy does not hold in that there may well be an online of record of this death fast ,, which I am

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working diligently to provide, that could serve people in the future . But nevertheless I am seeing
indications that it is absolutely a graveyard I am conducting this in beyond even what I had understood
. And if these perceptions old within me then I may conclude that I can better serve Palestine by
terminating the death fast before it terminates me , or, maybe not ,
I could terminate the death fast today based on these perceptions but I think that would be premature
. My confidence that death fast is the only weapon to save Palestine , save any last remnants of
democracy in America , stop ecocide ... are only strengthened by these perceptions .,honor an
hour. But that my termination at this moment or 2 to 4 weeks from now would add any value to this
current demonstration of the weapon has this morning arisen as a question in my mind.

Israel Is Only Going to Change Its Horrific Behavior If Outsiders Force It to


Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Occupation, Savage, Sociopathic
http://www.alternet.org/world/israel-only-going-change-its-horrific-behavior-if-outsiders-force-it

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vlog: On Sanity, and Insanity


Labels: CANCER vs HEALTH, Cowardice, DEMcowards, Insanity, Largeheartedness, LOVING, OtherCenteredness, Paying the Price, SANITY, SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness, Sociopathic, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
I consider it insane to value our own survival over a decent quality of life for our fellow human beings. I
consider it sane to be glad to give our life if it might save even one other human being.
I consider the desire to control the lives of others is insane, pathological, and that sanity is the
willingness to pay joyfully with one's life if necessary that others can be free of the control of any one
beside themselves.
I consider it insane to choose a life of pleasure over a life of service, and that sanity is exactly choosing
the life of service over a life of pleasure.
I deem that our American culture is profoundly insane.
It seems to me that the only sane cultures that I see today are the indigenous Palestinians, although I
can't yet reconcile how they keep having children in such a hellish environment, seems cruel and selfish;
some of the indigenous of America and Canada that are putting their lives in the way of the destruction
of their/ our world.
Among so called activists I see only the International Solidarity Movement as probably very sane; along
with, possibly, Sea Shepherds. The rest I see as wallowing in a self-gratifying lifestyle choice of doing
what is safe and convenient, or even more so, but by not being willing and eager to pay the ultimate
price for our fellow humans, as I said at the top, insane.

NPR Narcotic Paralyzing Radio 7:15am until 6:30pm estimated


Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 30: NPR Narcotic Paralyzing Radio 7:15am until 6:30pm estimated

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"The "true martyrs" of today, men and women who "offer their lives with
Jesus" for their Christian faith. Their witness, in imitation of Christ's sacrifice,
"reflects a ray of this perfect, full and pure love [of Christ]," he said. Theirs, he
added, "is a service of Christian witness to the point of bloodshed. It is the
service Christ did for us, he redeemed us."... " example of a man of our times,
and many others, strengthens us in offering our lives as gifts of love to our
brothers in imitation of Jesus," he said.
Labels: Christlikeness, Gospel, JESUS, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity,
Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 30: "The "true martyrs" of today, men and women who "offer their lives with Jesus" for their
Christian faith. Their witness, in imitation of Christ's sacrifice, "reflects a ray of this perfect, full and pure
love [of Christ]," he said. Theirs, he added, "is a service of Christian witness to the point of bloodshed. It
is the service Christ did for us, he redeemed us."... " example of a man of our times, and many others,
strengthens us in offering our lives as gifts of love to our brothers in imitation of Jesus," he said.
http://ncronline.org/blogs/francis-chronicles/pope-says-good-easter-requires-making-jesus-passionones-own

No Hope: Obama admin unwilling to meaningfully pressure Israel...


Labels: Free Palestine, Obama.Tragic Failure., sLoving, SPDF
SPDF Day 30: No Hope: "Adopting a UN resolution before any agreement is reached between the two
parties would be useless unless the administration is ready to try to force Israel to accept a two-state
solution by cutting U.S. aid to Israel, recognizing Palestine or pushing the Europeans to sanction Israel
and reduce trade, Miller said. But I see no indication whatsoever that this administration is ready to do
that, he said. "
http://www.bloomberg.com/politics/articles/2015-03-31/obama-s-next-move-may-be-lifting-u-sprotection-of-israel-at-un

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GOD...DAMN A MER I CANS... "Just 11 percent sympathize a great deal with


the Palestinians and 35 percent have some sympathy for the Palestinians."
Labels: Amerikka, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, Psychotic, sLoving, Sociopathic, SPDF
http://www.haaretz.com/news/diplomacy-defense/1.649867

SPDF vlog Day 31: Zionists are the Satanic in the guise of the Godly. ...
Labels: anti-Christ, anti-Jewish, chr'stian zionism, Demonic, Devil, Evil, jewish-zionist (cultists),
Satanlikeness
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Zionists are the Satanic in the guise of the Godly. That's not slander by me. It is a statement within the
bounds of our limited language to state as clearly and factually what they are as I am able.
One can disagree with the statement or agree. But it is not slender. It is an attempt to express a
monstrously important truth, a life and death truth, for the physical life of the Palestinians, and the
spiritual life of the Zionists who are my brothers and sisters.
If I am slandering, if I am wrong to say what I'm saying, then Martin Luther King Jr. was wrong. "Nothing
in all the world is so dangerous as evil in the garb of virtue."
Wisdom of the ages is captured in the notion that Satan is the great deceiver. Satan is consummate
deception. And that can be, and maybe usually is, self deceptions first..
The point is not that the Zionists know that they are making of themselves creatures of consummate
evil, surely some are certain they are creatures of good.
But by any measure of Judaism, by any measure of the life of the man Jesus, they have made of
themselves consummate evil. The Ku Klux Klan were not Christians. The Christian Zionists are the
spiritual descendants of these crazed evil embracing, people. The Zionists of Jewish background are the
equivalent of the KKK. They are the antithesis of the historical Jewish values of justice and righteousness
preached by the prophets and practiced by the profits and practiced by great and godly individuals of
history like Abraham Heschel and contemporary figure's like Henry Siegman, past head of the American
Jewish Council and the Jewish Congress of Rabbis, and the Jews who are speaking out in Israel itself
against the barbarity of Zionist behavior and who are paying, and are risking, ungodly social and
potentially physical costs.

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Jose Rosario, Retired NYPD Detective, Dies Saving Boy From Drowning
Labels: Christlikeness, Courage, HUMANITY, LOVING, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SANITY
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2015/04/01/jose-rosario-nypd-dies-saving-boy-drowning-puertorico_n_6985586.html?ncid=fcbklnkushpmg00000063

Paragons of mental health, who are they? Martin Luther King Jr., Malala,
Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln, Malcom X, Oscar Romero.....
Labels: CANCER vs HEALTH, Courage, Gandhi, INSHE Warriors, Malala, MLK Jr, Paying the Price, Personal
Responsibility, Psychology, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Paragons of mental health, who are they? Martin Luther Kin Jr., Malala, Gandhi, Abraham Lincoln,
Malcom X, Oscar Romero, the young people in Tahrir Square several years ago, some of the soldiers who
have stood against war such as the Vietnam War war or the war on Iraq and Afghanistan and surely the
soldiers in Israel that are standing against israel's barbarity on the Palestinians.
The greatest of all of the formal psychologists Alford Adler said that health, the healthy choice, tends to
lie in the direction of courage. For him the hallmark of health was a social interest.
The greatest psychologist of all in that the truth of his insights have had a greater impact on humanity
than the insights of anyone else, I'm referring to Jesus, his core notion was universal family, one Father
making us all brothers, and his life and words commanded us to go and live our lives accordingly. Lay
down your life for your brother. The good shepherd lays down his life for the flock. As you do unto the
least of these you do unto me. Whoever would hold onto his life shall lose it, whoever would lose his
life shall gain it. Love as I have loved, and of course he ran into the arms of death. King ran into the
arms of death, as did Malala as did Gandhi, as did Malcom X.
Only the most twisted would perceive that they had a death wish, that they wanted to die, that they
wanted to be Martyrs, whatever that means. And today it means some sort of twisted slender. They
wanted to ransom and redeem their suffering brothers and sisters.
For all intents and purposes there is only one way for the human being to get what they want and that is
to pay the price for it. The ultimate price that anyone can pay, and therefore the ultimate power that
any individual has to affect what they want to affect. Is their life, paying their life is the ultimate price
they can pay for the ultimate value that they want.
As Dr. King said so often and so many different ways, the person who does not know what they would
die for is not equipped to live.

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Whoever thinks that their own life is their ultimate value is already dead. All of the individuals I
mentioned lived, live, accordingly by whatever belief they might have. They live accordingly because
this is the law of our DNA, it is what is written in our DNA because it was ultimately addaptive for having
our species produce generation after generation of human beings.
This healthy nature is rarely seen in our sick culture, our western culture which is more and more the
world's culture which has embraced a lower side of human nature, the capacity for morbid and suicidal
self centeredness. But this is not what we see in aboriginal cultures, human beings in an environment
like that which we were designed for. This is not seen in other species, this morbid and suicidal selfcenteredness. It is not seen in any species except for cells that become cancerous which no longer
devote themselves to the well being of the group but only to their own selfish interests.

***** "THE AMERICAN DREAM... IT HAS ALL COLLAPSED.... UNLIKE


THE DEPRESSION... THERE IS NO HOPE."
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Chomsky, Courage, Democracy Has Perished, Duty, Paying the Price, Personal
Responsibility, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://blogs.indiewire.com/theplaylist/tribeca-exclusive-trailer-for-noam-chomsky-documentaryrequiem-for-the-american-dream-20150401

***** Netanyahus never-ending excuse for opposing a two-state solution His


argument has been the same for over 20 years: you cant trust the Palestinians to
act peacefully.
Labels: *****, Colonialism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups,
Liar, Occupation, Peter Beinart, Satanlikeness, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia, Zionist War on
Arabs Muslims
http://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-1.650057

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Netanyahu - "No, I do not think the Palestinians have a right to an independant


state."
Labels: anti-Jewish, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Liar, Naziesque, Occupation, Satanlikeness, Zionist Mafia

Ben Nitay aka Bibi Netanyahu feat. Fouad Ajami from arabist on Vimeo.
A 28-year old Benyamin Netanyahu, calling himself Ben Nitay, debates on the 1978 US TV show "The
Advocate" against Palestinian self-determination and intriguingly suggests West Bank and Gaza
Palestinians could have Israeli citizenship. He is debated (or rather questioned) by Fouad Ajami, now
professor at Johns Hopkins University's SAIS. Note that Bibi says that while he opposes a Palestinian
state, he thinks Palestinians could vote and have full rights in either Jordan or Israel - essentially
endorsing a one-state solution.

***** SPDF... the book. MAJOR UPDATE.


Labels: *****, Christlikeness, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING, sLoving,
Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
Stop Palestines Death Fast Rev 2 040115 by Start Loving

Massively sick today... this afternoon... while in front of NPR - Numbing


Paralyzing Rubbish.
Labels: Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
My large intestine has been shut down since the first week. That's what they do when they have no
food. But I guess, and not dissimilar to prior fasts I've been on, dead cells of my flesh I am consuming to
stay alive... accumulate and at some point get expelled. But never like today. There was no way I could
stop the torrent. Thank God I've been 'wearing' a large hand towel just in case. Thank God I had on
rain-pants for warmth against the 25mph gusts today, or otherwise with the stench, I'd not have been
allowed into Union Station for the 30 minute clean-up. Fell into my cot on return. Very weak now,
taking liquids. Must see if my doc can prescribe some rubber pants for me.

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***** 1st Kenyan to stand up to the Dictator, by himself, beaten, threatened...


never looked back...never stopped.... Still alive, so far.
Labels: Christlikeness, Courage, HUMANITY, INSHE Warriors, Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price,
SANITY, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
Boniface Mwangi- The day I stood up alone - Talk Video - TED.com

***** ISRAELI WAR ON ARABS, WAR ON AFRICANS. DAVID SHEEN


Labels: *****, anti-Jewish, Barbaric, Devil, Evil, Hate, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Naziesque, Savage, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

SPDF Day 32: My left eye has gone near totally useless all of a sudden.
Labels: Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 32: My left eye has gone near totally useless all of a sudden.

Americans for Peace Now calls settlements a plague


Labels: Godly, Jewish
http://www.jta.org/2015/04/03/news-opinion/united-states/auto-draft-77

Palestinians condemn Israels arrest of prominent leftist lawmaker Khalida


Jarrar
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Savage, Zionist War on Arabs Muslims
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/ali-abunimah/palestinians-condemn-israels-arrest-prominent-leftistlawmaker-khalida-jarrar

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vid. YES. A child's future is worth EVERY sacrifice. EVERY CHILD


Labels: *****, Christlikeness, Courage, Gospel, JESUS, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity,
Soul, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

For a decade have I misunderstood the problem: Is it a 'follower problem,' not


a 'leadership' problem?
Labels: Courage, Free Palestine, LEADERSHIP, Paying the Price, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF,
UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Am I guilty of the proverbial seeing every problem as a nail because my only tool is a hammer?
I don't think so but thinking along this line has occurred to me for the first time in any of my campaigns.
By training was in leadership in graduate school back in the mid seventies. My avocation and vocation
have been leadership ever since. I learned fairly quickly in industry that my only interest was in urgent
situations that required a dramatic turnaround to avoid disaster, and that by my only skill was in such
urgent situations, rather, the skill that aligned with my greatest strengths, and with my interests,
passions. I learned that I have no interest in, and no apparent talents, in normal situations.
More specifically what occured to me is that relative to Palestine,, saving the last remnants of
democracy in America, stopping ecocide, it is not a leadership problem but a follower problem that we
have. That is, the denial among the American people is so catatonic, so sick, so deep, so all powerful
that leadership may not be the problem,
But I think leadership is the only solution. Leadership,, being among the first to do what a healthy,
loving, sane, not catatonically delustional personl person does in the face of a 68 year torture and
torment of another people, the Palestinians, by one's own government.
It is so much lonelier than what I ever had to do in industry. The motivators for the groups involved
were so much clearer, losing their job, going out of business, losing their income.... So the followers
were, if not always, often, ready to do their part. There is no evidence of that in any of the three
problems that I've mentioned. Quite the opposite. It appears that the followers will avoid taking
personal responsibility no matter what.
So I think I was mistaken to have this doubt. I'll continue to consider it, but maybe more than ever it is a
leadership problem. Being among the first to act as a human being should act in the face of such horror.

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I knew how to recognize and pick business associates. I should've seen that
picking 'frieneds' is the same, for me.
Labels: Courage, Focus, LEADERSHIP, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
I was good if not extremely good at identifying associates, partners, team members in business that
were up to the Herculean tasks that were always my focus and responsibility in business. I can see who
could do the work, quite clearly, I could see who was not up to the task, quite clearly, I could see when
they were attracted to the mission, and I can see when they were not capable of that.
These skills of mine for which I take no personal credit were instrumental to the business success that I
had. I always had an important, ultimately important, role to fulfill on the team, but never did I achieve
any substantial results except as part of a maniachally committed, massively focused, heroically
motivated team of individuals.
It has only just occured to me in the last couple of days that in my personal life, and in my activist life
these last 10 years , I've been as unsuccessful at my associations as I was successful in business.
It is occurring to me now that I was using an entirely different mindset in the two different situations
and that this was a tremendous mistake.
I believe that the healthy individual lives to achieve important human missions and that everything else
is to be subservient to that in the healthy person, and I mean physiologically, psychologically
healthy. Therefore one should not use different considerations in whom they associate with in a any
aspect of their life , certainly not in the most sacred of pursuits, activism. But I have viewed it entirely
differently and thereby wasted a tremendous amount of time of other people and of myself.
It's not a matter of blaming myself, or of absolving myself blame. I've done and will always do the best
that I can but I think I've just gained a massive new insight. I need to consider each and any association
from the perspective of the entirely mission oriented individual that I am. This is a very optimistic

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This could change things... Is his handling of Iran central to President Obama's
handling of Israel Palestine, or has president Obama been AWOL on Palestine as
I have thought?
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, Pr. Obama - Godsent, sLoving, SPDF, VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
This could change things. I had not been considering the impact of the Iran negotiations on the
response of president Obama to Israel and Netanyahu. And this may have been a major oversight on my
part. I don't know how long it will take to see whether or not that is the case.
Netanyahu is furious about the Iran deal not for his stated reason of Iran being an existential threat to
Israel, but because it is an absolute threat to the hegemony that Israel has been allowed in the Middle
East, tyranical reign over countries in that area.
If the deal goes through, and certainly it looks as though it will, what does that do to the prospect of full
human rights for the Palestinians? How conservative has President Obama needed to be to get this far
in the negotiations with Iran? How much of the inaction on his part was due to this?
Although I had lost confidence that president Obama, I had previously been certain that Pr. Obama
detests Israel's barbarity as much as I do. I concluded that I was mistaken. Maybe my mistake was in
not understanding that these Iran negotiations are his most effective means of boxing Israel in and
getting a just resolution for the Palestinians,

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Physically, today is starting to be different, tougher...


Labels: Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Over all I've been amazed at the strength that my body has had. Today it is starting to be different. My
eyes are quite blurry. I had an errand to do today, it was raining so being out witht the posters was
precluded. When I tried to walk up the steps into the shelter my legs felt dead as I don't recall my legs
ever feeling before. About half an hour ago I was studying a video of Malcom X and the next thing I
knew a fellow came by and gently shook my shoulder, I had sort of passed out. At only 6:00 today I
want to be crawled into bed. It'll be extinct and see how this plays out.

SPDF Day 33: :-( Too windy, gusts to 40mph, to be out with my light posters
today. Working indoors online.
Labels: sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 33: :-( Too windy, gusts to 40mph, to be out with my light posters today. Working
indoors online.

VID. STOP ARMING ISRAEL


Labels: Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Psychotic, Savage, Sociopathic
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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Dr. Jane Goodall: "We can't leave people in abject poverty, so we need to raise
the standard of living for 80% of the world's people, while bringing it down
considerably for the 20% who are destroying our natural resources."
Labels: Averting Ecocide, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

Chris Hedges on Our Moral Collapse. 9 min. 2009


Labels: Chris Hedges, Economic Armageddon, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Palestinian child Zakariya al-Julani wounded in Israeli gunfire loses eye


Labels: Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Sadism, Savage, sLoving, Sociopathic, SPDF
http://falastinews.com/2015/04/04/palestinian-child-zakariya-al-julani-wounded-in-israeli-gunfireloses-eye/

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The lie Israel sold the world settlement 'outposts'


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Deceit, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Lawless Mob, Lies, Naziesque, sLoving, SPDF, Violation of
International Law
http://972mag.com/the-lie-israel-sold-the-world-settlement-outposts/105185/

Miko Peled and Rabbi Weiss Expose the Truth about Israel. 5 min
Labels: anti-Jewish, Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for
Other Groups, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Occupation, Sadism, Savage, SPDF,
Zionist Mafia
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

vid 9 min. US tortured less than 50. Israel SIMILARLY TORTURED... 10'S OF
THOUSANDS. Norman Finkelstein
Labels: anti-Jewish, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Norman Finkelstein, Sadism, sLoving, Sociopathic, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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158 lbs, losing .51 lbs per day. STOP PALESTINES DEATH, FAST.
Labels: Christlikeness, Free Palestine, Gospel, JESUS, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING,
sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

Son of Ben-Gurion designated Irish Moses: "Its high time that we, as
Americans, face up to the fact that supporting Israel is supporting apartheid,
and that our military, economic, and diplomatic support of that country has
fostered and abetted nearly half a century of continuing oppression of 4.5 million
Palestinians
Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Occupation, sLoving, SPDF, Zionist Infiltration of US
Its high time that we, as Americans, face up to the fact that supporting Israel is supporting apartheid,
and that our military, economic, and diplomatic support of that country has fostered and abetted nearly
half a century of continuing oppression of 4.5 million Palestinians. - See more at:
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/occupation-becomesapartheid#sthash.kegEquF2.dpufhttp://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/occupation-becomesapartheid#sthash.kegEquF2.dpuf

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I SEE NO LIFE, NO 'NEVER AGAIN,' NO HUMANITY, NO SANITY... JUST


WALKING DEAD LIBERALS. NO?
Labels: *****, BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, Death, Gospel, JESUS, Life, Other-Centeredness, Paying
the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, Universal Family
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
In the movie the Matrix we're led to believe there are millions or billions of humanoid creatures. What
we see in the movie, do we consider them people who are alive? Except for those fighting with their
lives for the well being of humanity, that one in a million, no! Central to the notion of the movie, we do
not view them as humans, live humans!
We don't look down on them! We're not lead to be derogatory to them! We're not lead to feel superior
to them! But absolutely we are led to understand them as not-alive, walking dead people.
And the one in a million that are alive don't go away on vacation someplace, they fight with their vary
beings to try and give life to the millions or billions that have been deprived of it!
Tomorrow is Easter, a pagan holiday, candy, an orgy of food, surely one of the most segregated, least
Christ-ian, least Universal-Family days on the planet. Totally un Christ like. But somewhere tucked
in there is the memory of a man named Jesus who in the best way he knew how, gave his life exactly
and precisely to wake up his fellow human beings who he's saw to a person to be walking dead people.
Were Jesus is to be alive today, were Neo and Morpheus to be alive today, would they see things any
differently than they did in the time that they existed? They would not!
And in the case of The Matrix, Jean Baudriallard, the French philosopher, conceived of that story exactly
to show us what he thought we were in his lifetime, which I understand was written in the late nineties
or thereabouts.
Was Jean slandering, belittling, looking down on... us?
Was Jesus slandering us? Jesus was horrified for us. He did do anything and everything with his life for
the sole purpose of trying to give life to us.
Morpheus and Neo did the same!
I see it the same way as they did that and do. EXACTLY.
I want more than anything for life to come to my current brothers and sisters for themselves and so that
there is life for all of creation in the future. And like them, no credit to me, so far I am aware of no price
I wouldn't pay to give a prayer of that happening.

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NOTICE: The exceptions prove the rule. ISM, Indigenous peoples standing against the machine, some of
the Christian Peacemaker Teams.... But that's about it. The chicken is involved the pig is
committed. Jesus was committed. Morpheus, Neo, Gandhi, Selma marchers, Tahrir Square... were
committed. 2015 US 'activists' are involved... walking Dead in the face of ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE
FINAL SECONDS OF BEING DESTROYED. WALKING DEAD... BY DEFINITION... NO VITAL SIGNS.

My dearest loved ones, you were right. We never belonged together.


Labels: CANCER vs HEALTH, Largeheartedness, Life-service, Lip-service Left Citizens, LOVING, OtherCenteredness, SELF-CENTERED, sLoving, Small-heartedness, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE
(NONVIOLENCE), vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
My very dearest loved ones, those few of you that have been in any proximity at all to me, be it for all of
my 63 years, most of my 63 years, my last 40 plus years, all of your 30 some odd years, the last 15 years,
or even just recent months,
We are not emotionally together now, we're emotionally separated now, and we were never spiritually
joined. True spiritual joining is so rare in this sick culture of hours, practically never happens, one in a
million.
As I think of those of you who have been in proximity to my life no discredit to me, no discredit to you,
we were never spiritually together except for maybe a moment here or a moment there in just one
maybe three of the cases I can think of (with the exception of my Dad with whom I was intimately, and
only, Spirtiually United)..
It's not your fault. It's not my fault.
I worship, I revere, I adore the truth no matter how painful it might be in the same way any drowning
person reveres firm land coming under their feet. That firm land makes Life possible, without it, only
drowning is possible. We are taught to tolerate and even find pleasure in drowning. I never learned
that lesson. When I'm not standing on, when I don't understand, when I'm not grasped by the truth, I
experience myself as drowning and in entire misery.
This Stop Palestines Death Fast campaign I am on has produced a final separation with maybe all of
you. One in particular, the person who I have loved above all, has finally manifest her separation from
me totally, frigidly, sharply, finally, absolutely, Truly. I view this with a sense of relief, gratitude, Joy... all
of these separations, simply because the manifest the underlying truth that I think we all must have
realized was there. All of you to whom I am referring, to some degree we wanted to be spiritually
together, to some degree we wanted to be in relationship, and to some degree you and certainly I

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realized that spiritual unity was not the Truth for us.
Several days ago I vlogged, wrote that for the first time I am recalling that I had extremely sharp eyes for
spotting people that belonged on extreme performance teams that I needed to establish, and to spot
those who did not belong on those teams. And that as expert I was at that I admitted that I have been
that much of a failure at spotting other relationships that should be or not the in my life, that could or,
in the vast or total majority, could not work.
That same the insight of just several days ago applies to what I am sharing here. All of you who have
been in some proximity to me, I can see now, using the eyes that I now know to select, I concede now
that we had a mutual desire and affection, but that it never could have been; I see that totally, so
clearly, now. We are not destined to be on the same teams, on the same missions, devoted to the same
goals. I am a profoundly different species of human, sort of. You are the profoundly different species
from me. You are the near total majority. I the near entire outsider, foreigner, alien. You are of society.
I am devoted to heal it.
No discredit to me. No discredit to you. No credit to me. No credit to you.
I find this comforting, comforting with respect to my future, comforting with respect to feeling less
clueless, less of a failure but that's not a problem with me. But less of a failure in that I see that what I
wanted so much, spiritual unity, was not a failure of my efforts, but a failure of my initial and ongoing
perception which is now being corrected. And surely I don't see it as a failure on your part anymore
than on mine. Round pegs don't fit square holes, and versa visa.
My loving of you all is unconditional. It is neither increased nor diminished by these insights of recent
days. It is infinite.
What separates us exactly is the capacity for a life of unconditional loving.
Whatever life I have left will be devoted to being unconditional loving for the possibility of thereby, and
only in the way, spreading unconditional loving by example to you and others.
Yes. Of course. The odds are that I will continue to totally, profoundly, absolutely, pitifully fail. But I'll
not fail to try, with my every breath.

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***** Why play chicken with death , or worse?


Labels: *****, Christlikeness, Free Palestine, Gandhi, Gospel, JESUS, MLK Jr, Paying the Price, Ransom,
Redeemer, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
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Gandhi was adamant and explicit that he was just scratching the surface of the practice, perfection,
expression of nonviolent action.
So I'll not apologize for my own self recognized inadequacy in expressing, let alone fully grasping, my
own attempts at radically powerful, utterly transformative, world direction changing.... If only in the
attempt, efforts.
And let me be explicit on this last point. No part of me is interested in being a band aid, a slight dragon
on, the extermination of the Palestinians, the elimination of the final shreds of democracy in the United
States, or the end of all livable life on earth. I'm not interested in 'doing something about' these
issues. I'm interested in stopping these atrocities, or failing spectacularly in the attempt as is of course
profoundly likely.
I have no respect for the efforts of me or anyone to confront these issues. I disrespect that. I
profoundly disrespect that. I see it as profound cowardice. If your child is dying and only an impossible
miracle can save your child, I have nothing but the profoundest disrespect for the efforts of the parent
that 'tries to do something' rather than devotes their very being to trying to be the miracle. And so I feel
about my efforts, and those everyone else above the age of 12, in the face of these three unfolding
Armageddon's that I frequently mention.
As I've spoken before, and as I will continue to speak, each time trying to better understand, and better
articulate, what has me in its grasp... Why this playing chicken with death that I am now in the midst of
being past 30 days of no food, and thereby passing the time threshhold when physical death, permanent
mental impairment, blindness and such things become a physical potentiality?
Why playing chicken with death as I am? Well, I am not 'playing' anything.
I am waging every breath, every be of my heart, to beat all three of these impending Armageddon's. And
that's impossible, and that has never been done, and no one has tried, and no one is trying, so I'm on my
own to plan, strategize, analyze, attempt, invent, articulate....
Early in this death fast I wrote a centrally important post, must read, on the law of social change, which
is the law of suffering, which is the law of paying a high enough price. If I had $1,000,000,000,000 it
would not be enough to stop all three, or even one, of these impending Armageddons.
I do not have $1,000,000,000,000. I do not have $1000. I have no care about either because they are
irrelevant to what is needed.

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What I do have is that which is of ultimate value among the few human beings that are alive, the
ultimate value, a human life, my own human life. This is what Gandhi recognized in himself and others
as the ultimate value to be wielded for goal. This is what Martin Luther King Jr. recognized as the
ultimate value that if wielded intelligently, boldly, aggressively, with consummate generosity, with total
courage... could buy a substantial if not huge change in world, or at least national, direction.
What I'm doing is nothing more or less than what these greatest among us have attempted before. I
have studied, and I study, with every fiber of my being, their examples, their lessons, their spirits, their
essence, to attempt to incorporate in myself and in my efforts every drop of wisdom, of value, that is to
be derived from their prior efforts, and dozens of those like them throughout history.
I am profoundly accountable for the constructive use of the life I have been given for the service of
humanity. It would be practically impossible for me to take that responsibility more seriously than I
do. I experience my life as a sacred trust I have been given to be used purely in the service of
humanity. And I feel the profoundest joy and realizing that's the only reason I have that life.
I could not take that responsibility more seriously. I totally understand that that means that in the face
of three of the greatest calamities ever faced by the human species, that means that if I am being
conservative, if I'm being cautious, if I'm being careful, if I'm being timid, if I'm being self protective... I
have already desecrated that sacred life that I have been given, and all of humanity that I was placed
here to serve, just as you were placed here to serve all of humanity.
If I were interested in cars as I was as a sick individual in this culture through my forties; if I saw an
automobile that set me afire with lust; lusting to possess that car, and I had access to the tens and tens
of thousands of dollars that it would require to purchase that car, and maybe it was the only car of its
type that would be available for many many months, I might figuratively yearn with all of my being
that I could get immediate access those funds of mine, fast enough, and deliver them quickly enough,
and favorably enough, then I could secure that car. On smaller or larger scales this would be deemed
profoundly normal and appropriate and even admirable behavior in our sickest of all cultures.
Well, that is the desperation that I feel in my attempts to parlay my life, in whatever most intelligent
form of delivery I can conceive from instant to instant, based on changing circumstances that I monitor
instant by instant every waking breath. That is the same desperation I feel in delivering my life in the
way that will best confront and thwart the three looming Armageddon's.
What I am attempting to do should be so easy to understand. It is so easy to understand for me that it is
hard for me to imagine any other way. But I wasn't always of this mind. I was raised to survive and
thrive in the Matrix, not outside of it, as I've been these last 10 years or so; well, really, for all of my life,
but explicitly these last 10-15 years.
It is obvious based on my total isolation and solitude in my activist work, and never as much as in this

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final campaign, that no one understands what I'm doing. Yes, no one understands what I'm doing,
because were there wiser than I, who understood what I was doing, and perceived that it was a
suboptimal way of pursuing the goals I am pursuing, they would have the kindness and compassion and
humanity to speak to me from that obvious depth of understanding that they had and to attempt to
show me the error of my ways.
And it no time in the last 10 years of my devoted activism has anyone, ever, at anytime, even
approached doing that.

vid. 2 min. You ARE choosing. Which are you choosing - Equality for Everyone
or Supremecy of Israel?
Labels: anti-Jewish, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Norman Finkelstein, Zionist Infiltration of US
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Creator Willing, tomorrow I'll spend the day with Jesus, fighting for the Least of
These our Family, in front of the White House.
Labels: Christlikeness, Free Palestine, Gospel, JESUS, LOVING, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal
Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
nd. SPDF Day 33: Creator Willing, tomorrow I'll spend the day with Jesus, fighting for the Least of These
our Family, in front of the White House.

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SPDF Day 34: pic. On post at White House


Labels: Christlikeness, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

***** Holocaust Survivor to Palestines - If they give up, they might lose their
self-esteem with the ongoing humiliations by the Israeli Nazis."
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, SPDF
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/adri-nieuwhof/last-interview-auschwitz-survivor-urged-palestiniansnot-give-their-fight
Hajo Meyer

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vlog. My unrecognized assumptions at the beginning of this death fast are not
working out terribly well
Labels: Cowardice, Death, SELF-CENTERED, sLoving, Small-heartedness, SPDF
My unrecognized assumptions at the beginning of this death fast are not working out terribly well. I'm
thinking of two unrecognized assumptions in particular:
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
. That the, immediacy, the horror, the barbarity of the west's terrororization of Palestine yielded a
situation that was concrete enough that we walking dead Americans would show a heightened
response, any increased propensity to tap into our humanity and respond.
2. The other unrecognized assumption is that the Palestinians, both the Palestinians in Palestine that
maybe somehow become aware of this death fast campaign, and the Palestinians in the United States
Diaspora, would have a readiness greater than any other population I've seen thus far, to be drawn to
an understanding of the necessity and unique power of the death fast.
All evidence that I have so far suggest that these were entirely false assumptions.
Today for example several different small groups of Palestinians stopped by an identified themselves
during my 12 hour campaign at the White House. I found no more sense of urgency, no more sense of
immediate family kinship between themselves and the Palestinians being tormented in Palestine, then
I've experienced in other populations concerned with global warming, for example. This is very
disturbing and somewhat shocking to me. It certainly was unanticipated by me, and as I reflect more
broadly on observations I can make I do not find these reactions today to be abnormal or an
exception. I've had significant contact with people concerned with Palestine through my face book
interchange up until about a week ago, and it became ever more apparent that they were involved, as is
the chicken, but not committed as is the pig.
This will factor into my thinking as to how far to take this death fast. If a tree felled in the wilderness
does not make a sound does it make sense to finely chopped it down?

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***** SPDF Day 35. 30 min docu. 1937 LETTER - "THE ARABS WILL HAVE
TO GO, BUT ONE NEEDS AN OPPORTUNE MOMENT TO MAKE IT
HAPPEN, SUCH AS WAR." THE POLE, DAVID BENGURION, TO HIS SON,
1937.
Labels: *****, Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other
Groups, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Occupation, Supremacist
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

vid. Human Rights Watch - Israel crushes its Tai workers to death
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli Racism,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, sLoving, SPDF, Supremacist
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Congress out one more week. Rain expected, but today, NPR - Numbing
Paralyzing Rubbish. But first, blood work prior to another doc visit tomorrow.
Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 35: Congress out one more week. Rain expected, but today, NPR - Numbing Paralyzing
Rubbish. But first, blood work prior to another doc visit tomorrow.

Paul Krugman: Uh-oh, were just this screwed


Labels: Amerikka, Cowardice, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Lip-service Left Citizens,
sLoving, SPDF
http://www.salon.com/2015/04/06/paul_krugman_uh_oh_were_just_this_screwed/

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Blocking legislation, defunding the government and thwarting compromise is the


real mission and he's winning. Heather Cox Richardson
Labels: Amerikka, Armageddon, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos, G.reedy O.ffensive P.redators, G.reedy O.ld
P.igs, G.rotesque O.bscene P.redators, Satanlikeness
http://www.salon.com/2015/04/05/ted_cruzs_demented_strategy_he_doesnt_need_to_win_the_whit
e_house_to_push_america_rightward/

***** "The reason behind US support for Israel becomes clear...." MUST
READ.
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, DemoFascists, Fascism Corporatism, HYPOCRISY,
Obama.Tragic Failure., sLoving, SPDF
The reason behind US support for Israel becomes clear if you consider what would likely happen if
Palestinians became autonomous or if they became the majority in a democratic, multi-ethnic state.
Either development would upend American-enforced stability.
Palestinians in Jordan and elsewhere would attempt to exercise their right of return. Repressed peoples
across the Middle East would rise up to demand the kind of freedom from dictators that the Palestinians
secured from Israel. Palestinian liberation would trigger a chain of events that could entirely free the
region from the American grip as people demand that they not monarchs and not Western
corporations benefit from their oil.
Thats why the US governments proclaimed support for Palestinian liberation is as unbelievable as
Netanyahus. Anything more than a severely attenuated Palestinian state would jeopardize Americas
seventy-year old never-altered priority. And that prospect, not The Lobby, is the primary reason
that the United States stands virtually alone against the rest of the world in unconditionally supporting
Israels violence against Palestinians.

Jesus radical politics In his kingdom, enemies are loved, the marginalized
prioritized, and wealth inequality exposed for the sham it is.
Labels: Christ-ian, Gospel, JESUS, Largeheartedness, Other-Centeredness, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF
https://www.bostonglobe.com/opinion/2015/04/01/jesus-radicalpolitics/txdjkQSMn3BWPBgciEbgZP/story.html

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LIVE: Six Greenpeace climbers scale Shells Arctic-bound oil rig


Labels: *****, Courage, HUMANITY, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SANITY,
SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://greenpeaceblogs.org/2015/04/06/live-six-greenpeace-climbers-scale-shells-arctic-bound-oilrig/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=150406&utm_campaign=crossing

SPDF Day 36: Israel firing experimental weapons at Gazas civilians, say doctors
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Free Palestine, Israeli State Terrorism,
Naziesque, sLoving, Sociopathic, SPDF, Supremacist
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/rania-khalek/israel-firing-experimental-weapons-gazas-civilians-saydoctors

Robert Reich: Colleges, Churches and Non-Profits Doing the Wealthy's Dirty
Work It's bad enough that they've bought our politicians. Now the wealthy have
bought off the only institutions that can counter their influence.
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Robert Reich, SPDF
http://www.alternet.org/robert-reich-colleges-churches-and-non-profits-doing-wealthys-dirty-work

vid. 2 min. Noam Chomsky - 'Requiem For The American Dream'


Labels: Cowardice, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Economic Destruction, Fascism
Corporatism, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos, G.reedy O.ffensive P.redators, G.reedy O.ld P.igs, Lip-service Left
Citizens
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Doctors visit, blood work, psych eval, etc.


Labels: Free Palestine, Free Palestine Vigil, Psychology, SANITY, sLoving, SPDF, VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
It's about 11am on April 7th. This is an update on a variety of things.
This morning was a review with my Sainted Doctor, about the results of yesterday's bloodwork. She said
everything looks fine. She has me on a regimen of two, horse pills, of potassium every day. She also has
me on a multi vitamin. They are both seemingly doing their jobs.
My eyes have gone blurry as has happened on prior fasts. To read anything on computer or my tablet it
must be held very close to my face, but thankfully that seems to work ok.
I had a candid conversation with my Doctor about my concern regarding her concern as to my mental
health. I told her it was nothing I needed her to resolve, that I am capable of surviving the situation; but
that I could not assume she understood how important she is in my life and work, so I told her briefly,
that she is one of the only people I know whose life , and work path, I respect; this Georgetown grad
that has devoted her life to we homeless. And that I wondered if she could imagine if one of the people
in her life that she most respects raised the question about her mental health, particularly as it relate to
using her greatest skills in the direction that they found questionable, such as ministering to the poor. I
asked her if she could image how troubling she might find that, especially if this individual she highly
respected was entirely wrong.
I expounded a little bit, but she understood my point and as I stressed what I wrote about last week
after seeing her and a psychologist that she asked me to speak to, I made no assumption that she was
questioning my sanity, this wonderful Doctor. I took her at her word that she was just trying to be
extremely cautions, and today she only emphasized that and explained that she wanted to be extremely
sure that the medical work that has gone on with me over the last two years, major operations, had not
had some impact my psychology. She indicated that although she didn't see it, at all, she wanted to be
extremely careful with another opinion. I made it clear that I was not second guessing her, but that it is
an issue of importance to me, and I feel that it was entirely resolved this morning.
I told her prior to creating an opening for her to provide a response to me, that I just outlined, that my
campaign is entirely about sanity. That no credit to me I have worked my way to a position of sanity and
exactly I am trying to address the mass insanity in our culture which has lost any all notion of an adult
sacrificing their own life constructively so that the young can have a future, whether it is a habitable
planet to live on, one with some shreds of democracy left in America, or one without the methodology
of police state being perfected on an indigenous population in Palestine, and that technology being
exported and brought to oppressed peoples worldwide including in the United States.

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My assessment is that it was a very comfortable, brief, conversation, and my sense is that this person in
my life in whom I have a great respect, although I would not put her in the postition of stating so
exactly, does not have a concern about my mental health and understands and respects the work I am
doing. So that was quite nice.
Rain is expected on and off today, tomorrow and the next day. I expect to be here in front of Narcotic
Paralyzing Rubbish Radio through lunch time and to leave and hopefully get back to the shelter prior to
when at 3pm rain becomes more likely. And tomorrow and the next day I anticipate coming back here
during those parts of the day where rain is less likely.
I am feeling particularly weak today, but it turns out I had enough strength to change the tire of a young
lady whose car I passed, an African American woman, in front of the Union Station area, a fairly posh
bakery and lunch spot. She was holding what I recognized to be a jack in her hand, and looking rather
dazed, like she didn't know what to do with it. I don't think she did know what to do with it. She was
surely intelligent, but it was folded in such a way that it took me several minutes how to take it
apart. So I had the strength to do that.
To her credit afterwords she offered me $20 which of course I refused. I did tell her she could help me
by watching my belongings for a few moments and by giving me a $1 to offer to the restaurant manager
so he would allow me to wash of my hands, the grime off my hands, from changing her tire. Happily she
agreed, the restaurant did not require the $1 which I happily returned to her; and I think she
experienced this as an event that she will probably remember for some time; and when kindness is so
remembered, sometimes they propagate themselves.

vid. 3min. 100,000 Bedoins being expelled


Labels: Fascist, Israeli Racism, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Naziesque, Psychotic, Savage, Sociopathic, Supremacist
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TRAITOR. ISRAELI AGENT. INFILTRATOR - Sen. Schumer and 7 other


Democrats are making a terrible choice siding with GOP on Iran bill
Labels: Corruption, DemoFascists, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Treason, Zionist Infiltration
of US
http://www.dailykos.com/story/2015/04/07/1375968/-Sen-Schumer-and-seven-other-Democrats-aremaking-a-terrible-choice-on-Iran-bill?detail=facebook_sf

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vid. 2 min. Palestine solution nutshell


Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Law, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Lies, Naziesque,
Occupation, Supremacist, Zionist War on Arabs Muslims
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

SPDF Day 37: Christians and Muslims grow closer in defiance of Israeli attacks
Labels: Colonialism, Contempt for Human Rights, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of
Palestine, Occupation
http://www.middleeasteye.net/news/gazas-christians-and-muslims-grow-closer-defiance-israeliattacks-372261379%20

The Rising Tide of Suicide in Gaza : The Suffering of a People Manifest


Labels: Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, sLoving, SPDF
http://www.middleeastrising.com/the-rising-tide-of-suicide-in-gaza/

NBC, you murdering, savage, Israeli bastards. 1 Palestinian is murdered by


Israel every 4 days and you report this? Palestinian Stabs Two Israeli Soldiers in
West Bank Attack
Labels: Corruption, Deceit, SPDF, Western Media War on Palestine, Zionist Infiltration of US
http://www.nbcnews.com/watch/nbc-news/palestinian-stabs-two-israeli-soldiers-in-west-bank-attack424709699890%20

vid 2 min. Israeli sadism in Jerusalem. Statistics. Facts. Slaughter.


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Cruelty, Inhumanity, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, Sadism, Sociopathic, Supremacist
https://m.youtube.com/watch?spfreload=10&v=A8wb0uqDvRs

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***** Chris Matthews: the neocons continue to fight to destroy the Middle East
and remake it as pro Israel
Labels: *****, Islamophobia, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Treason, Truth, Western War on
Muslims Arabs, Zionist Infiltration of US
http://www.ringoffireradio.com/2015/04/chris-matthews-quit-running-these-goddamn-right-wing-adson-msnbc/

A new set of racist anti-Arab laws is before the Knesset


Labels: Apartheid, Colonialism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Racist, Supremacist
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/articles/middle-east/17926-a-new-set-of-racist-anti-arab-laws-isbefore-the-knesset

War Crime Happening NOW: Israeli Occupation Illegally Seizes Over 1,000
Dunums Of Palestinian Land for Settlement
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Israeli Ethnocracy, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Racist,
Supremacist, War Crimes
https://occpalgaza.wordpress.com/2015/04/08/war-crime-happening-now-israeli-occupation-illegallyseizes-over-1000-dunums-of-palestinian-land-for-settlement/

Pope Francis: "Each child who begs for money on the street and who is denied
medical care and education is a painful cry that goes directly to the heart of the
Father, and accuses the system that we adults have built.... Children are the
responsibility not just of their parents, but of everyone....
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Christlikeness, LOVING, Paying the Price, Pope Francis, SPDF, Universal Family,
Universal Golden Rule
Each child who begs for money on the street and who is denied medical care and education is a painful
cry that goes directly to the heart of the Father, and accuses the system that we adults have built....
Children are the responsibility not just of their parents, but of everyone....
http://www.catholicnewsagency.com/news/pope-francis-brings-down-hammer-says-dont-mess-withchildren-80226/

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***** SPDF Day 38: vid 7 min. "The Israeli decision to rain death and
destruction on Palestine is the final phase of a decades long campaign to finish
the ethnic cleansing of Palestinians."
Labels: *****, Chris Hedges, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Ethnic Cleansing, Fascism
Corporatism, Israeli Ethnocracy, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Satanlikeness, sLoving, SPDF,
Supremacist
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Western wars have killed four million Muslims since 1990


Labels: Amerikka, Colonial Terrorism, DemoFascists, Fascism Corporatism, Occupation, SPDF
http://www.middleeasteye.net/columns/unworthy-victims-western-wars-have-killed-four-millionmuslims-1990-39149394

A liberal on FB complaining about, Schumer, the Israeli, fighting to bomb Iran:


"When will they ever learn?" My reply: ""THEY" HAVE learned.....
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Averting Ecocide, Cowardice, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists, DEMhypocrites,
Economic Armageddon, Lip-service Left Citizens, sLoving, SPDF
A liberal on FB complaining about, Schumer, the Israeli, fighting to bomb Iran: "When will they ever
learn?" My reply: ""THEY" HAVE learned. Each day of the last 50 years they've learned that the liberals
are all talk, whiners, blamers, complainers, FaceBookers... and will NEVER pay the price for what they
want, even if it means the end of creation. Learning is not the problem of the hawks. It is the problem
of the lip-service liberals... cept they want NOT to learn, cuz then they'd have to pay. Yes, creation will
not end from denial on the right of the science, but from denial of the left of what price they have to pay
now, to save Creation. This is so obvious to all but the pathologically in denial."

When conservatives want something badly they pay the price or make others
pay the price for it. When liberals want something...
Labels: Cowardice, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos, G.rotesque O.bscene P.redators, Lip-service Left Citizens,
Small-heartedness
When conservatives want something badly they pay the price or make others pay the price for it. When
liberals want something they find excuses for themselves, don't pay, and don't make anyone else really
pay either.

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NPR Netanyahu's Propaganda Radio


Labels: Cowardice, Deceit, Denial, Lies, Lip-service Left Citizens, Western Media War on Palestine

My email to Ali Abunimah, the Great writer at ElectronicIntifiada.net


Labels: Ali Abunimah, Courage, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING,
sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF
Ali,
This is day 38 of my Stop Palestines Death
Fast. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-20-vlog-death-fast-is-only.html
If 1000 ever undertook paying, or atleast offering to pay, this price, Palestine might have a prayer.
Ali, your work has been instrumental to getting us this far. But if you lack the courage and the humanity
to see no one else will see... that some of us have to pay, or at least offer, the price of our own lives, so
that not ALL the Palestinians have to... well, then it is OVER. This is the immutable Law of Social Change,
the Law of Personal Sacrifice, the Law of Paying the
Price. http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-20-vlog-death-fast-is-only.html
BDS is like wings on a rocket ship. But without sufficient Rocket FUEL the rocket never reaches orbit,

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and all the passengers, Palestinians, DIE. For God's sake man, can't even you face this?
IF NOT YOU, WHO. IF NOT NOW, WHEN?

HA'ARETZ - " The United States of Israel: The chutzpah, the megalomania The
brain refuses to believe what the eyes read: Israel will push Congress to pass a
bill, Israel will lobby the Congress. Imagine the scandal the reverse headline
would ignite."
Labels: Gideon Levy, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Traitors, Treason, Zionist Infiltration of US
http://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-1.651069

Vid. 20 min. FOX - Israel KNEW BEFORE 9.11. At War ON US


Labels: *****, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, SPDF, Zionist Infiltration of US
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

vid. 5 min. Deir Yassin, one of 30 Israeli, Plan Dalet mass attrocities launched in
Dec 1957 to Terrorize and Expel 250,000 Palestinians against all international
law and agreements.
Labels: *****, Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other
Groups, Occupation, Supremacist, Zionist Terrorism of Media, Zionist War on Arabs Muslims
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Einsteain NYT letter decrying Nazi-like Began and party article scan jpgs, and
text
CLICK HERE FOR TEXT AND JPGS OF ARTICLE

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***** My email to JewishVoiceForPeace.org


Labels: Cowardice, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, SELF-CENTERED, sLoving, Small-heartedness,
SPDF
I'm on Day 38 of the Stop Palestines Death Fast here in
Washington DC.

Given that, maybe you can take the moment


or two it will take to read the following. I don't ask for a reply.
I ask that you think. Deeply deeply think.

"Never Again" suggests, implies, states, pretty explicitly, that


humanity should stop, and pay any personal price necessary,
to stop another Holocaust, and although the scale is different,
Palestine is another Holocaust.

You all do some good stuff. Do you care enough about the
Palestinians to ask the question - given what we and others
will do, what is the likely hood that we will EVER bring them
the mass Human Rights they deserve? Do you care enough
about them to ask that question? If you do, the answer you will
see is - NO. Given all current efforts not in 10, 20, or 50 years
is it LIKELY that full human rights will come to the Palestinians.
Is that acceptable to you?

If not, will you escalate? How? What price will you individually
be willing to pay?

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I suggest that this is the Law of Social Change that must be satisfied to make
it LIKELY that Palestines will be saved:
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-14-law-of-social-change-is-law.html

I suggest that this is the only (nonviolent) weapon (I can think of after decades
of practice and study) that they can be saved, or something
equivalent:
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/2015/03/spdf-day-20-vlog-death-fast-is-only.html

James McGinley

***** WTF!?!?!?? HILLARY???? YAHOO???? Clinton Accuses Israel of Being


Occupying Force New book takes aim at Israel, angers pro-Israel community....
Labels: *****, Colonialism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Free Palestine, Hillary
Clinton, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Occupation
http://freebeacon.com/issues/clinton-accuses-israel-of-being-occupying-force/

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A note from a fellow who was very kind to me several years ago, and my reply...
Labels: sLoving, SPDF
"My friend you have been in my thoughts lately. I want to bring you some lunch when your fast is
complete, if it is ever complete?"
My Reply: "What a kind note, brother. Yes, this is Day 38. Creator only knows how it will end. I WANT it
to end with the price of my life, because only when enough of us pay that will things change for
Palestine. But, if I can see a better way before the end, or if it appears that going to death's door, but
not thru, is the maximum constructive impact of this campaign, then so be it. I won't know for 2-6 more
weeks, I expect.
I almost never post on FB anymore, but I post a lot at my
blog: http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/ "

***** STOP THESE F'ING SAVAGES. STOP THEM. YOU ARE F'ING
NEXT, IF YOU DON'T....... Israeli official: Lebanon will go back 200 years if
war breaks out
Labels: *****, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Psychotic, Sadism, Sociopathic, Zionist Crime Syndicate,
Zionist Mafia
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/17960-israeli-official-lebanon-will-go-back200-years-if-war-breaks-out

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SPDF Day 39: Gazan Fisherman Builds Reef So His People Wont Starve, Israeli
Navy Shoots Him Dead (VIDEO)
Labels: Colonialism, Insanity, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Naziesque, Occupation, Savagery, Supremacist
http://www.addictinginfo.org/2015/03/29/tawfiq-gazan-fishermen-killed-israel-reef-video/

***** Why did we go war Iraq? "The Israel lobby and [former Deputy Secretary
of Defense] Paul Wolfowitz wanted to get rid of Saddam....." "We want to Iran
because... We have come to the point where we blindly follow Israel. Congress
gave multiple standing ovations to Benjamin Netanyahu. If Middle Eastern
countries are in chaos, they cant unify against Israel."
Labels: *****, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos, G.rotesque O.bscene P.redators, Traitors, Treason, Zionist
Infiltration of US
http://www.salon.com/2015/04/10/the_gop_has_scores_of_racists_a_former_bush_official_condemns
_modern_republican_orthodoxy/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socialflow
http://www.salon.com/2015/04/10/the_gop_has_scores_of_racists_a_former_bush_official_condemns
_modern_republican_orthodoxy/?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socialflow%20

***** Is No One COMMITTED to Palestine? Outside of Palestine I see dozens or


even thousands of involved citizens....
Labels: Conditional Family, Conditional Loving, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, SELF-CENTERED,
Small-heartedness, SPDF

SPDF Day 39: outside of Palestine I see dozens or even thousands of involved citizens. I am not
sure that I see any that are committed. There is no hope, there has never been any hope, except
when citizens were committed.

Albanian Muslims massively saved Jews from the Holocaust


Labels: Godly, Islam / Muslim
http://religion.blogs.cnn.com/2012/08/03/documentary-seeks-to-explain-why-albanians-saved-jews-inholocaust/

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Israeli Blogger Yochanan Gordon argues that the solution to opponents in Gaza
is to "obliterate them completely"
Labels: Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Psychotic, Sociopathic, SPDF, Supremacist
http://www.salon.com/2014/08/01/genocide_is_permissible_according_to_insane_times_of_israel_op
_ed/

So tired it took me more than an hour just to get into bed tonight.....
Labels: SPDF
Was at npr beginning 7 this morning until 130 p_m. Then library of congress, and picking up some
depends that my doctor prescribed for me for when I am on capitol hill all day where sometimes they
make using their restroom impossible.

SPDF Day 40: Massively ill today.....


Labels: Commitment, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY
WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

Arrived at the White House at 830 this morning but was massively ill halfway on the 18 block walk to get
here so it was another half hour in the bathroom trying to clean up my pants and legs enough that I
could spend the day here at the White House demonstrating to free Palestine and not stink so bad that
my rain pants couldn't protect the visitors. Thanks to the creator I think it will work. I have advised my

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friends in the Secret Service that I am extremely weak and ill today so that if there is a park closing and I
am a little slow and moving my stuff out of the park they will understand. With few exceptions they are
a stunningly decent group of human beings, way way way above the norm.

'The people we call the prophets I think are the earliest dissident intellectuals,
and theyre treated like most dissident intellectualsvery badly.....' Noam
Chomsky
Labels: Chomsky, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, sLoving, SPDF
https://www.commonwealmagazine.org/blog/chomsky-romero

"It is up to all of us dedicated to peace and justice to do all we can to help the
Palestinians prevail in the legitimacy war and bring their long ordeal to an end."
- Richard
Labels: Commitment, Free Palestine, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
http://www.countercurrents.org/falk050410.htm

***** SPDF Day 41: Authoritative history of the atrocity. 'The Establishment of
Israels very statehood was contingent upon upholding the UN UNIVERSAL
DECLARATION of HUMAN RIGHTS and as a Member State, America is
obligated to hold ALL other Member States to it....'
Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Law, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of
Palestine, Satanlikeness, sLoving, SPDF
http://thearabdailynews.com/2015/04/12/senator-elizabeth-warrens-crash-course-in-apartheid-israelistyle/

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Environmental Terrorism Cripples Palestinian Farmers


Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Inhumanity, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Savage, sLoving,
Sociopathic, Supremacist
http://www.mintpressnews.com/environmental-terrorism-cripples-palestinian-farmers/203988/%20

Israeli courts convict hundreds of Palestinian children


Labels: Free Palestine, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Psychotic, Savage, Sociopathic, SPDF,
Supremacist, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://www.aljazeera.com/news/2015/04/israeli-courts-convict-hundreds-palestinian-children150405064416744.html

There are hundreds of people in the Administration whose salaries are paid by
the U.S. taxpayer and who believe their sole mission is to defend Israel, even by
destroying freedom of expression, Congressman Findley added.
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist
Infiltration of US, Zionist Mafia
http://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-1.651326

THIS COULD BE BIG. "Paul R. Pillar, formerly a senior member of the U.S.
intelligence community, explained in a brilliant lecture the advantages of the
nuclear agreement with Iran, and argued that Israels opposition to it stemmed
from the fear that, in its wake, the occupation would become the main issue."
Labels: *****, Free Palestine, Gideon Levy, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Pr. Obama Godsent, SPDF
I've written over the last 6 months that I suspect Pr. Obama detests the Israel's savagery on Palestine as
much as I, and that Iran could be part of his long game to put Israel in a box that no American president
has even approached doing. http://www.haaretz.com/opinion/.premium-1.651326

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***** "THEY ARE NOT WORTH MY LIFE." This is the ONLY MESSAGE that
the world's bystanders hear from the Free Palestine activists. THIS IS
MURDER.
Labels: *****, Commitment, HYPOCRISY, Lip-service Left Citizens, Other-Centeredness, SELF-CENTERED,
sLoving, Solidarity, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Free Palestine activists, our message could not be more clear. The only message that matters to the
onlookers when the issue is social change is, in the case of Palestine, with our actions, every day, we
scream, at the all important onlookers - THE PALESTINIANS ARE NOT WORTH OUR LIVES. THE
PALESTINIANS ARE NOT WORTH MY LIFE. STOPPING THE SLAUGHTER OF PALESTINIANS BY ISRAEL AND
THE UNITED STATES, IS NOT WORTH MY LIFE.

This is all the matters. This is all the onlookers hear. And as long as the onlookers hear that message
with resounding clarity then extermination of the Palestinians is exactly what we should expect to
see. Nothing more, nothing less, nothing else.
The thousands of young people that went to Tahrir Square, three years ago or so, screamed a very
different message - THIS IS WORTH OUR LIVES. RIDDING EGYPT OF MUBARAK, IS WORTH OUR LIVES.
They said it individually, they said it collectively, with their actions, with their lives, with their
commitment. And the onlookers of the world saw that, understood the message, that something noble
was worth the lives of indivuduals, and they screamed - NO, DON'T LET THOSE PEOPLE IN TAHRIR
SQUARE BE KILLED, at the powers that be, and they heard, and they stopped the slaughter.
Well, Free Palestine activists, be it JVP, J Street, Ali Abunimah, Norman Finkelstein, Max Blumenthal,
Open Hillel, If Not Now When, Peace Now, FaceBookers... etc, on and on and on. Yes, your behavior in
many cases is infinitely more heroic than mine was for most of my years. Yes, your behavior screams, at
the onlookers of the world, THIS IS NOT WORTH OUR LIVES.
And of course the heroes in Palestine, who are standing up nonviolently, with their bodies, to stop this
slaughter, aren't heard, aren't seen, because of the cowardly treason of the US media.
So, unless those of us in countries like America that can do so, put our bodies on the line, and keep them
there, offering or giving our lives for the freedom of Palestinians, for their full human rights, then we are
simply counting the days until the next slaughter, which may be only 2000, could be 20,000, could be
200,000.
Netanyahu is evil but he is not stupid. He knows that slowly the tide is turning against him. He knows
that now he can get away with finishing the job, finishing 48, with impunity, now.

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SPDF Day 42: 8 striking parallels between the U.S. and the Roman Empire Is
our republic coming to an unceremonious end? History may not be on America's
side
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism
http://www.salon.com/2012/12/26/8_striking_parallels_between_the_u_s_and_the_roman_empire/?u
tm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socialflow

Why Is No One Talking About the GOP's Plan to Send Millions of Disabled
Americans Into Poverty?
Labels: Amerikka, Economic Armageddon, sLoving, SPDF
http://m.thenation.com/blog/198193-why-no-one-talking-about-gops-plan-send-millions-disabledamericans-poverty

Our Coming Theocratic Hell: The Rights Religious Freedom Push Is Just the
Beginning Religion is far too dangerous to our liberties to be laughed off or
mischaracterized as harmless.
Labels: Affloholism, Amerikka, Cowardice, Democracy Has Perished, Gree, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE LUST - ME n MINE, Irresponsibility, Lip-service Left Citizens, Neglect, SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness,
SPDF
http://www.alternet.org/belief/our-coming-theocratic-hell-rights-religious-freedom-push-just-beginning

Life Rights group: Israeli settlers profit from Palestinian child labor Human
Rights Watch say settlement farms, mostly in the Jordan Valley, employ children
as young as 11, pay them low wages and subject them to dangerous working
conditions.
Labels: anti-Jewish, Degenerates, Godless, Greed, Inhumanity, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n
MINE, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Satanlikeness, Sociopathic
http://www.haaretz.com/news/diplomacy-defense/1.651544

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Hell. Clinton PASSES THE ISREALI GENOCIDE TEST WITH FLYING


COLORS... detailed article. HEIL NETANYAHU!!!!
Labels: Amerikka, Hell. Clinton, Inhumanity, Satanlikeness, SELF-CENTERED, Soullessness, Zionist
Infiltration of US
http://www.ynetnews.com/articles/0,7340,L-4646394,00.html

vid. 40 min. Paul Krugman - This is the worst economic situation since the 1930s.
BOOK: End this depression... NOW.
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Economic Destruction, Paul
Krugman
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

The FBI kept (Helen) Keller under surveillance for most of her adult life for her
radical views. But Keller, who died in 1968, never saw a contradiction between
her crusade to address the causes of blindness and her efforts to promote
economic and social justice.
Labels: Commitment, Courage, INSHE Warriors, Personal Responsibility, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING
LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://www.yesmagazine.org/people-power/the-radical-dissent-of-helen-keller

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pic. article. Gunter Grass 1999 Nobel Prize - Literature 1927-2015, ""Israel
doesn't just need to clear out of the occupied areas," he said at the time. "The
appropriation of Palestinian territory and its Israeli settlements are also a
criminal activity. That not only needs to be stopped -- it also needs to be
reversed. Otherwise there will be no peace."
Labels: Free Palestine, Godly, Jewish, SPDF

"Israel doesn't just need to clear out of the occupied areas," he said at the time. "The appropriation of
Palestinian territory and its Israeli settlements are also a criminal activity. That not only needs to be
stopped -- it also needs to be reversed. Otherwise there will be no peace."
http://www.spiegel.de/international/germany/nobel-laureate-guenter-grass-under-fire-for-israelcomments-a-825712.html

SPDF Day 43: Noam Chomsky: America hates its poor Linguist and philosopher
Noam Chomsky on our country's brutal class war -- and why it's ultimately so
one-sided
Labels: Affloholism, Amerikka, anti-Christ, Democracy Has Perished, Godless, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE
- LUST - ME n MINE, SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness, Sociopathic
http://www.salon.com/2013/12/01/noam_chomsky_america_hates_its_poor_partner/?utm_source=fa
cebook&utm_medium=socialflow

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Report: Israel uprooted 700 trees in Nablus in March


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Other Groups, Degenerates, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, Sadism, Satanlikeness, Savage, Sociopathic
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/18035-report-israel-uprooted-700-trees-innablus-in-march

Promised by God, what a complete sham.... Israel among the least religious
countries in the world. Only 30% of Israelis say they are religious, survey finds
Labels: Deceit, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Liar, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist
Mafia
http://www.haaretz.com/news/world/1.651616

vid. Heart. Courage. Focus. Humanity... JUST WATCH. 4 min. Emanuel


Labels: Courage, HUMANITY, JOY, Largeheartedness, LOVING, SANITY, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

I am on day 43 of this fast. I had hoped that it would work out to take it to
completion....
Labels: Averting Ecocide, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Free Palestine, Paying the
Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
I am on day 43 of this fast. I had hoped that it would work out to take it to completion. It has become
clear to me that that may not be the case. It is probably 30% yes, 70% no, at this point. I've written
several times on my blog the reason behind these probabilities. I expect to go another 2 or 3 weeks, and
decide then, tho, lol, the choice could be taken out of my hands by body failure, but that is an
inconsequential price to pay given all that is at stake in the world. Without another 2-3 weeks of this fast
I'll not have made my full statement. Yes, no one is listening, even the few that used to, a little, but that
is not my business. Mine is to speak the Truth, the emergency, the absolute need to put and keep our
lives TOTALLY in the way of the unfolding Armageddon (Palestine, Eocide, American Fascism) as fully and
clearly and loudly and unequivocally as I see it. And this I shall do.

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The Numbers Are Staggering -- The US Is a 'World Leader' in Child Poverty


Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF
http://www.alternet.org/economy/numbers-are-staggering-us-world-leader-child-poverty

I am headed to the emergency room. The bowel movement I just had was small
but it was 100% blood......
Labels: *****, sLoving, SPDF

SPDF Day. 43: I am headed to the emergency room. The bowel movement I just had was small
but it was 100% blood. I am aware of no concern within me regarding my own health or even
my life, only that of my tormented family that is Palestine. But I need two or three or four more
weeks of this fast to be able to fully as I can express the utter urgency, the need for us all to
devote our entire lives to stop this Holocaust, and now is too soon for some health problem to
stop me. I considered waiting until tomorrow morning to go to my doctor at my clinic but I think
that by going to the emergency room tonight there is a better possibility that whatever they are
going to do they can do tonight so I can be back on Capitol Hill all day tomorrow as is my plan.

Immigrant Mothers in Detention Launch Second Hunger Strike Despite


Retaliation
Labels: Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, SPDF
http://m.democracynow.org/web_exclusives/2493

***** SPDF Day 44: Man Kills Himself Holding 'Tax The 1%' in Front of the
Capitol -- and Nobody Hears About It The exhortation of the unknown man's
sign is focused and direct, and frighteningly accurate.
Labels: Affloholism, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, Free Palestine, Lip-service Left
Citizens, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://www.alternet.org/news-amp-politics/man-kills-himself-holding-tax-1-front-capitol-and-nobodyhears-about-it

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Released from the emergency room after midnight.....


Labels: sLoving, SPDF
Initial report here

I was released from the emergency room at Georgetown University Hospital after midnight. During that
time they conducted appropriate exams to see if the flow of blood had stopped, which it had. They did
blood work and found no abnormalities. As a preventative measure they administered fluids. They are
urged me to get a colonoscopy. this is not the time for that. They directed that if the blood flow returns,
or I feel light headed, or pass out, but I am to return to the ER.

Funding is barely half that required to avoid irreversible, global, catastrophic,


complete ecocide
Labels: Affloholism, Cowardice, Denial, Ecocide, Inhumanity, Insanity, Irresponsibility, Lip-service Left
Citizens, SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness
http://www.bloomberg.com/news/articles/2015-04-14/fossil-fuels-just-lost-the-race-againstrenewables?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=post&utm_term=Energy%20Revolution&utm_campa
ign=Climate&__surl__=IgD76&__ots__=1429120223039&__step__=1

"I would rather die in the flight [today] than live to be 80 and see this county
collapse." A gyrocopter just landed on the Capitol lawn
Labels: Courage, Personal Responsibility, SPDF
http://www.washingtonpost.com/news/local/wp/2015/04/15/a-gyrocopter-just-landed-on-the-capitollawn/

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***** Religious Fanaticism is a Huge Factor in Americans Support for Israel.


Glenn Greenwald
Labels: *****, chr'stian zionism, Free Palestine, Glenn Greenwald, jewish-zionist (cultists), Propaganda,
United States of Zionism, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Infiltration of US, Zionist Mafia
https://firstlook.org/theintercept/2015/04/15/religious-fanaticism-huge-factor-americans-supportisrael/

***** If a 22-year old falls in the Capitol, DYING to tax the 1%, and no one
hears his message, did he die in vain? .
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Courage, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, Fascist Corporate
Media, INSHE Warriors, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://wallstreetonparade.com/2015/04/22-year-old-commits-suicide-at-capitol-to-send-congress-amessage/

***** We must hate our children We crush them with debt to go to college -- and
today, rates are actually set to double. Are we out of our minds?
Labels: Amerikka, Economic Armageddon, Fascism Corporatism, sLoving, SPDF
http://www.salon.com/2013/07/01/we_must_hate_our_children/?utm_source=facebook&utm_mediu
m=socialflow

SPDF Day 45: Israeli forces open fire at farmers in Gaza


Labels: Bestial, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Ethnic Cleansing, Israeli State Terrorism,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Occupation, Savage, SPDF, Subhuman
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/18072-israeli-forces-open-fire-at-farmers-ingaza

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Jews attack Christian graveyard in northern Israel


Labels: Barbaric, Degenerates, Ethnic Cleansing, Hate-filled, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Savage, SPDF, Subhuman
http://news.yahoo.com/vandals-attack-christian-graveyard-northern-israel-113544020.html

After torching Palestinian cafe and painting Revenge on its door, 4 Israeli teens
get community service
Labels: anti-Jewish, Contempt for Law, Godless, Hate-filled, HYPOCRISY, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of
Palestine, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/torching-palestinian-community

Israel distributes demolition notices in Silwan, al-Khalil


Labels: Barbarity, Bestial, Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Ethnic Cleansing, Inhumanity,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Occupation, Sadism, Savage, SPDF, Subhuman
http://english.palinfo.com/site/pages/details.aspx?itemid=71218#.VS9SHM_Ti8w.facebook

My FB Page, my Blog, my Life... for the one in a million, only for the one in
a million, that literally can't live with the status quo of terrorizing
Palestines, Ecocide, Fascistization of America. I'm incomprehensible, a
waste of time, to everyone else.
http://jesusgodgoodetcnjay.blogspot.com/
Labels: *****, Commitment, Courage, INSHE Warriors, Life-service, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF
Stop Palestines Death Fast SPDF Day 45: My FB Page, my Blog, my Life... for the one in a million, only for
the one in a million, that literally can't live with the status quo of terrorizing Palestines, Ecocide,
Fascistization of America. I'm incomprehensible, a waste of time, to everyone else.

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Thousands of Palestinian homes threatened with demolition


Labels: Barbaric, Bestial, Colonial Terrorism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Ethnic
Cleansing, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Savage, SPDF, Subhuman, Zionist Terrorism of
Media
http://news.yahoo.com/thousands-israeli-arab-homes-threatened-demolition-203434489.html

Israels anti-boycott law will hit Palestinians hardest, rights groups warn
Labels: Brutality, Contempt for Law, Degenerates, Inhumanity, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Lawless Mob, Sadism, SPDF, Subhuman, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/ali-abunimah/israels-anti-boycott-law-will-hit-palestinians-hardestrights-groups-warn

List of Israel massive assassinations thru the decades


Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Degenerates,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Lawless Mob, Naziesque, SPDF, Zionist Mafia
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Israeli_assassinations

Capital Hill since 7:30am till 5pm today...


Labels: Free Palestine, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF,
UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
SPDF Day 45: Capital Hill since 7:30am till 5pm today, and similarly yesterday, Wed, and Monday.
Rained out Tues. Rain tomorrow, will do errands and work online indoors, plus congress is off until
Tuesday. Creator willing will be at the White House Saturday and Sunday, and probably back at
Netanyahu's Propaganda Radio on Monday.

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Prostitutes, Whores for Israel - every one - ... 75 Senators Want to Punish
Palestine Before It Can Accuse Israel of War Crimes
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, Free Palestine, SPDF, Traitors,
Treason, Zionist Infiltration of US
http://www.newrepublic.com/article/120953/senators-threaten-cut-palestinian-funding-over-iccmembership

SPDF Day 46: Supreme Court rules: Israel can confiscate Palestinian property in
Jerusalem
Labels: Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Degenerates, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of
Palestine, Savage, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://www.haaretz.com/news/national/1.652231

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***** pic. The only purpose of my life is, was, and will ever be, to serve my
global neediest. And you?....
Labels: *****, Heaven, JOY, LOVING, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeemer, sLoving, SPDF

SPDF Day 46: The only purpose of my life is, was, and will ever be, to serve my global neediest. And
you?

Jewish and Palestinian women are segregated in Israeli maternity wards


Chomsky
Labels: Bigotry, Chomsky, Contempt for Other Groups, Degenerates, Israeli Racism, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, SPDF, Subhuman, Supremacist
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/palestinian-segregated-maternity%20

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vid. 1min. Israel has tortured more than 10,000 Palestinian children,
psychologically, and usually physically as well. nothing to see here. Move along.
Move along.
Labels: Colonial Terrorism, Holocaust, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Sadism, SPDF
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=WdOftVXs9jk

Episcopal group urges divestment in protest over Israeli occupation


Labels: Barbaric, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Inhumanity, Israeli' Rights Nazi
Genocide of Palestine, Psycho State Israel, Savage, SPDF
http://america.aljazeera.com/articles/2015/4/15/episcopal-group-urges-israel-divestment.html

Youngest Palestinian prisoner describes devastating detention experience


Labels: anti-Jewish, Bestial, Godless, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Sadism, Sociopathic,
SPDF, Subhuman, Supremacist, Twisted
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/18108-youngest-palestinian-prisonerdescribes-devastating-detention-experience

SPDF Day 47: In the global scene we are racing towards a precipice which we
are determined to fall over which will sharply reduce the prospects for decent
survival.
Labels: Amerikka, Armageddon, Democracy Has Perished, Ecocide, Economic Armageddon, Fascism
Corporatism, Global Police State, SPDF
http://www.euronews.com/2015/04/17/chomsky-says-us-is-world-s-biggest-terrorist/

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Israeli army encloses 7,000 Palestinians in West Bank village IDF openly tells the
7,000 residents of Hizma that they are being collectively punished for the stonethrowing of a few Palestinians
Labels: Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Israeli State Terrorism, Sadism, Savage,
Sociopathic, SPDF
http://972mag.com/israeli-army-encloses-7000-palestinians-in-west-bank-village/105675/

I live in a constant state of depression. I think of us as turd miners. I put on my


helmet, I go and mine turds, hopefully I dont get turd lung disease.
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Depression, SPDF
http://www.theguardian.com/media/2015/apr/18/jon-stewart-why-i-quit-the-daily-show?CMP=fb_gu

Everything Hillary Clinton will do will always be for Israel


Labels: Hell. Clinton, SPDF, Traitors, Treason, Zionist Infiltration of US
Everything Hillary Clinton will do will always be for Israel Saban warns the Republicans - See more at:
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/everything-clintonrepublicans?utm_campaign=trueanthem&utm_content=5532951104d3014169000001&utm_medium=s
ocial&utm_source=facebook#sthash.HLscv8bx.dpuf

***** vid. 4 min. Free Palestine Music Video


Labels: *****, Free Palestine, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

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pic. White House since 8:30am... till 7pm? Tomorrow also, Creator Willing.
Labels: BROTHERHOOD, Free Palestine, LOVING, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, Ransom, Redeemer,
sLoving, SPDF, Universal Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)

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Noam Chomsky - Neoliberalism, the Assault on the Common Good. Class


Warfare by another name.
Labels: Amerikka, Chomsky, Economic Armageddon, Fascism Corporatism, SPDF
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

***** vid. 5 min. Omer Goldman, daughter of the former deputy head of
Mossad, and who is still considered as one of the most powerful men in the
Israeli security system, refuses to serve in the IDF. Omer visited a Palestinian
town in the West Bank without her father's permission, where she, along with
other Palestinians (her supposed enemies), were fired upon by Israeli soldiers
(her supposed allies).
Labels: *****, Courage, Free Palestine, Godly, HUMANITY, INSHE Warriors, Jewish, Largeheartedness,
Other-Centeredness, Paying the Price, SANITY, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

Human Rights Watch - Israel exploiting, poisoning, Paleestian CHILD Farm


Workers
Labels: Barbaric, Bestial, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups,
Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Psycho State Israel, Psychotic, Savage, Sociopathic, SPDF,
Supremacist
https://www.hrw.org/news/2015/04/13/israel-settlement-agriculture-harms-palestinian-children-0

SPDF Day 48: The exposure of the Western worlds surveillance networks has
heightened the feeling that democratic institutions arent functioning as they
should, that, like it or not, we are living in the twilight period of democracy itself
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Empire, Fascism Corporatism, SPDF, Tarik Ali
http://stopwar.org.uk/news/is-the-american-empire-in-irreversible-decline-wishful-thinking-says-tariqali

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UN says Israel, not Iran, North Korea or Syria worst violator of human rights
Labels: Barbaric, Bestial, Ethnic Cleansing, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Naziesque, Sadism,
Savage, Sociopathic, SPDF
http://www.foxnews.com/opinion/2015/03/29/un-says-israel-not-iran-north-korea-or-syria-worstviolator-human-rights/

***** VLOG. THIS DEATH FAST IS NOT HARD TO UNDERSAND. HERE IT IS.
MUST MUST MUST VIEW.
Labels: ****, BROTHERHOOD, Duty, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING, SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul,
SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Note, as with everything I do in my life I strive to make literally every second count as best as I can. My
point here is that as with all of these video logs I strive to offer you a visual record, at strategic times, of
my efforts, and to provide a transcription of the video log at the same time. So I'm doing double or
triple duty which may make this sound a bit stilted. I'm both trying to speak so that the voice to speech
transcription is very accurate, and I am trying to remember to physically punctuate using my keyboard
at the same time. Now for this video log which is clearly among the most important that I have ever
provided to you.
Is this death fast so hard to understand?

Can you never recall a time or times in your life


when you wanted to give something with every fiber of your being? Maybe to give something that was
of immense or near total value? Some gift that you wanted for your loved one? A house, education, for
your child? I can certainly recall, and I cringe at the thought, of many times in my life where I would give

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almost anything, did give almost anything, for something as trivial as


a fancy new car. Allow me to take the example of that a bit farther. Is it so hard to imagine that one
would want something like a fancy new car so badly that they work, and hoard, and collect almost all of
their money, almost their entire wealth, and once they collected all, can't we imagine that they would
literally race to the dealership amidst a rumor that the car was on ration and that there were only a few
models left,

you're yearning, yearning, to be able to give that total ultimate price so that they could get what they
want... that car... NOW? Can't we imagine them feeling crushed, to arrive at the dealership to find
either that the dealership was closed for the day and that they couldn't make the payment they wanted
to make, or that the last model had been sold and would not be available for a long time, and so they
could not paty that ultimatae price as they so yearned to do? Is that so hard to imagine?

Well, I want something so badly that I would gladly pay the ultimate price
for it as near as I can tell. I want the 68 year terrorization, extermination, ethnic cleansing, torture,

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humiliation, starvation, murder... Of the Palestinian part of my family to stop. As near as I can tell I
would, I will, gladly give my life if I believe it can save the life of even one Palestinian; be it their physical
life, or more importantly their psychological, spiritual, emotional life. Is that so hard to understand?
I began this Stop Palestines Death Fast SPDF on the day that Satanyahu, I mean Netanyahu, was in DC to
demonstrate that he and his Zionist crime syndicate continued to have total control of virtually every
sociopath, which is 100% of them, in the U.S. Senate, and every sociopath, which is virtually 100% of
them, in the U.S. house. It was such an obviously Satanic time, such a consummately dark time, that my
sense, my extremely clear sense, was that unlike my brothers and sisters fighting such unfolding
Armageddon's as global warming, the immediacy, the tangibility, the intense horror, of this 68 year
small scale Holocaust being visited by the United States whites, and the Israeli whites, on the colored
Arab population of Palestine, had associated with it people that were sufficiently alive to be shown,
after I died of starvation I presumed, from my witness, that yes, indeed, the Palestinian people, even
one Palestinian Life, is of course worth our own lives, in a heartbeat, with great passion, with great joy!
This was so clear to me. It was clear to me from the incredible, unbelievable, heroism and humanity of
the Palestinians alive today in Palestine, in the occupied territories. They have been heroicly, humanely,
fighting this vicious, sadistic, colonial occupation, and are fighting it today. It was clear to me from the
heroism that I can barely imagine, of the Jews in Israel, and the Jews in the United States, that more and
more are risking in losing their family ties, their community ties, presumably their jobs and careers, to
fight for the human rights of the Palestinians.
All of this made me shore that the missing piece of the puzzle, the law of social change, which may be
my most important post of all time written several weeks ago, that the historical law of social change,
that social change only comes when righteous people give or at least totally offer, the ultimate price in
sufficient numbers, is the missing piece of this puzzle.
It was clear to me that this would not be seen in my lifetime assuming at the start that I would die in
somewhere between 50 to 70 days. That we were too blind, too selfish, to see it before I died. But
there's this thing called the Internet, there's my website, most easily found at StartLoving.blogspot.com (a relay site), with a record I intended to keep, and that I have kept, which could
possibly be the key to what they were missing, and that I would also likely, I felt near certainly, save at
least one Palestinian Life within the next 20 years. So with all that I was gratefully, joyfully, sure that I
would be able to get to the store in time to pay my ultimate price.
Every day of the last 48 days on the Death Fast has told me that I am incorrect in those
assumptions. I've had the privilege of meeting a dozen or so members, the most recent being 15
minutes ago, of the Palestinian Diaspora. To a person it is inconceivable, virtually inconceivable, that
they would give their life to save their fellow Palestinians in Palestine. They are that corrupted by our
western society. I'm not slandering them. I'm not condemning them. I'm stating my academic,
scholarly, view from the perspective of my masters degree work psychology, and vast study, every day,
beyond that.

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Similarly, the other group in which I had great faith, was the group I referred to earlier, the Jews in the
United States that are displaying heroism that I can only dream of in my earlier years, the American Jews
in such groups as Jewish Voice for Peace, and Open Hillel, If Not Now When,... and others, that are
paying a substantial price psychologically and materially to fight for Palestine.
But I'm finding they have the same disease as every other activist group in the country on any issue I can
see, with the exception of of very few of the most heroic anti ecocide groups, particularly from among
the indigenous Americans. They cannot see, they refuse to see, they work diligently to deny... that
A. They are absolutely and totally failing to stop the slow motion genocide of the Palestinians within the
next 1000 years, and
B. That the only way to bring about that change is the only way that has ever worked in history, and
that is offering and sometimes paying the ultimate price of one's life for in this case of life, and the full
human rights, of the Palestinians.
So sadly, tragically, I am no longer at near 100% probability of the privilege, the joy, of taking this death
fast to its final conclusion of, my preference, my strong preference, death by starvation on Capitol Hill
here in Washington, DC; or the more likely termination of my life, my remaining years either in prison or
institutionalized, a fate infinitely worse than death for someone like me. I'm no longer at a near
certainty of that happening. I'd say that my best guess is only a 30% chance of that happening.
The 70% chance is that within the next 2, 3, 4 weeks, if mother nature, the creator, my metabolism...
doesn't end my life for me without my choice, which of course now on day 48 is increasingly likely, that
if the choice is mine, then, as I find that my body is reaching the very very very end, the likelihood is 70%
that I will choose to end this death fast, and continue to fight as I am at this moment, with these pitiful
signs, educating the thousands that come to the White House Park, from all over the country, from all
over the world in these spring, summer, and full months.
Yes, it would be much safer if I stopped the death fast now. I'm quite certain that nothing of the sort
will happen. I am my most suffering family. We are dying. I have not yet begun to state the measure of
my horror, of my opposition, of the depth of my opposition, of my yearning to pay any and every price I
can to make this horror stop. I have not begun to make that statement. That will require more
weeks. And the risk of unintended death on my part is a trivial price to pay for the privilege, the honor,
the loving, of completing that statement as best I can.

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Leaving White House after 9.10.5 hours today, 13 hours yesterday....


Labels: sLoving, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 48: Leaving White House after 9.10.5 hours today, 13 hours yesterday....
Rain tomorrow so laundry and other tasks, Library of Congress.
Congress in session Tues - Thurs... so intending to be there from early to late.
Massively fatigued this morning. Eyesight continuing to deteriorate.
Hugely sick last night.

Reply to today's MUST WATCH video log - "James, I urge those who are your
friends where you live to talk to you about this. It eliminates your ability to be
part of the long road to the change you dream of......
Labels: Cowardice, Delusion, DEMcowards, DEMhypocrites, Denial, INSHE Warriors, Lip-service Left
Citizens, Paying the Price, sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
FB Comment on my earlier today, MUST WATCH video log: "I urge those who are your friends where
you live to talk to you about this. It eliminates your ability to be part of the long road to the change you
dream of......."
My reply: "I must be honest. I have history, scholarship, psychology... on my side. I am grossly
unimpressed by comments like yours, I find them insulting, that totally dismiss what I've written, and
just blather opinion. Palestine will die until we get serious, and give our personal opinions the near total
disreagard they deserve, and hold ourselves to the standards of fact, history, psychology, social
change.... "

SPDF Day 49: Germany Seeks Compensation for $57M Holocaust Fraud
Labels: Lawless Mob, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://forward.com/news/world/218743/claims-conference-to-repay-germany-57m-forfraud/#ixzz3XbFMBrK5

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African Heritage delegation backs global resistance to Israels 21st century


colonialism
Labels: Colonialism, Ethnic Cleansing, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Occupation, SPDF,
Zionist Crime Syndicate
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/ali-abunimah/african-heritage-delegation-backs-global-resistanceisraels-21st-century

For the Conference on the Israel Lobby: Press Blackout at the Press Club by
Ralph Nader
Labels: Fascist Corporate Media, Media War on Arabs Muslims, Propaganda, SPDF, Western Media War
on Palestine
http://dissidentvoice.org/2015/04/for-the-conference-on-the-israel-lobby-press-blackout-at-the-pressclub/

American Fascists, Chris Hedges on The Hour (CBC)


Labels: Amerikka, Chris Hedges, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, SPDF
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=hE0hvg6OUQs

Noam Chomsky, a historian, linguist and a prominent commentator on political


affairs in the United States and the world, lashed Friday against media
organizations in the U.S., describing them as mouthpieces for the government
and their allies.
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Propaganda, SPDF
http://www.telesurtv.net/english/news/US-Democracy-in-Serious-Decline-Says-Noam-Chomsky-20150417-0028.html

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Noam Chomsky: US is world's biggest terrorist


Labels: Amerikka, Chomsky, Colonial Terrorism, Colonialism, Empire, Fascism Corporatism, Racist, SPDF,
State Terrorism
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=vRbnPA3fd5U

Leaked emails reveal Hollywood execs at work for Israel


Labels: Amerikka, SPDF, Zionist Infiltration of US
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/articles/inquiry/18155-leaked-emails-reveal-hollywood-execs-atwork-for-israel

Video 7 min: Israel strangles a Palestinian village


Labels: Colonialism, Israeli Racism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Occupation, SPDF,
Subhuman, Supremacist
http://electronicintifada.net/content/video-israel-strangles-palestinian-village/14431

Movement, walking... requires deliberate effort and willpower. Deeply weak.


Labels: SPDF
SPDF Day 49: Movement, walking... requires deliberate effort and willpower. Deeply weak.

More than 500 Palestinian minors held in Israeli jails


Labels: Bigotry, Israeli Racism, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Sadism,
Savage, Sociopathic, SPDF, Supremacist
https://www.middleeastmonitor.com/news/middle-east/18163-more-than-500-palestinian-minorsheld-in-israeli-jails

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***** SPDF Day 50: must watch. 15. minutes. Noam Chomsky. Weaponization
of American media as government propaganda. Desecration of international law
by us.
Labels: Amerikka, Contempt for Law, Contempt for Other Groups, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism
Corporatism, Media War on Arabs Muslims, Propaganda, Western Media War on Palestine
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=GbpOzZzbwHE&feature=share

Throughout history, and through today, the role of the intellectuals is to play
court jester, supporting the needs of the rulers, obscuring the needs of the needy.
Noam Chomsky
Labels: Affloholism, Amerikka, Chomsky, Contempt fo, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law,
Greed, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, Lip-service Left Citizens, SELF-CENTERED,
Traitors, Treason
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2n8sfl&ct=ga&cd=CAEYAioUMTAyOTYxNDYyMjkzODY3NjEwMjcy
GjgwOTFmZWU0YjFkNjliMGY6Y29tOmVuOlVT&usg=AFQjCNFkt6ZKCw2h5MmY-bd_I80pNPXJEQ%3E

All but complete is the slow motion coup d'etat by the corporate state in
America. chris Hedges
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Chris Hedges, Democracy Has Perished, Fascism Corporatism, Fascist Corporate
Media
http://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1qmB-BrqNYc

***** (Aug 2014) Holocaust survivors and their descendants accuse Israel of
genocide
Labels: *****, Colonialism, Contempt for Human Rights, Contempt for Law, Ethnic Cleansing, Israeli'
Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Lawless Mob, Occupation, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/middle-east/holocaust-survivors-and-their-descendantsaccuse-israel-of-genocide-9687994.html

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Israel Deported Them. Then ISIS Cut Off Their Heads.


Labels: Bestial, Contempt for Other Groups, Hate-filled, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine,
Savage, Sociopathic, Subhuman
http://www.thedailybeast.com/articles/2015/04/21/israel-deported-them-then-isis-cut-off-theirheads.html

***** SPDF Day 51 vlog: (7:30am Capital $ Hill) LATENT, UNTAPPED


HUMANITY - THE FATALLY MISSING ELEMENT IN THIS DEATH FAST
CAMPAIGN TO STOP PALESTINES DEATH FAST
Labels: *****, BROTHERHOOD, Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, PEACE MAKING,
SERVING, sLoving, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
If YOU don't share this... IT WILL NOT BE SEEN.
NOTICE: Among the reasons for some long pauses in this vlog is waiting for morning rush hour buses
and traffic flows to pass when the light turns green, to reduce the difficulty of hearing me over their
noise....
ALSO, some corrections and clarifications are made in the transcription below. I recommend that as you
watch/listen to the vlog that you read the transcript.

Transcript: The missing ingredient in this Death Fast, several weeks ago I made an all important post,
The Law of Social Change, which is the Law of Suffering,which is the Law of Paying the Price of the
Change. There are only two ways of bringing about massive social change: threatening to take the life of
others as the price of them not changing, or, offering the price of ones own life, lives, to mobilize the
onlookers to join the press for the appropriate change; the righteous change. Examples of the latter are
Tahrir Square 3 years ago, the March on the Dharasana Salt Works many decades ago; the march in
Selma.... Paying and or absolutely offering ones life, lives, for a righteous, just, humane, social change.
It may be that the missing ingredient in this Death Fast is the element that must be there for such a
nonviolent (unviolent) action to work. And that missing ingredient, that ingredient is, an untapped
humanity - first among a vanguard, and then secondly among the masses.

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So, basically, the way Tahrir Square worked, a friend of many of the small cadre of young leaders in
Egypt, Khaled Mohamed Saeed, expressed himself in a way that predictably caused the security forces
to torture him to death, and a photo of his destroyed face and destroyed body
surfaced, and among those who saw it was a young Google executive for the
Middle East, Wael Ghonim, who had been clandestinely maintaining a widely
followed FB page, and he posted this photo; more importantly, he was hugely
mobilized by the picture of his friend, and the fact of what had been done to
his friend; he posted the photo at extreme risk to himself and further mobilized
his social media skills to expose this picture, to expose what it represented, and
to lay out an opportunity by which people
could do what was never done, come into
the street and protest. And it happened by
the thousands, and then 10's of thousands,
and maybe 100 thousand, and they stayed in Tahrir Square.
So the fact of this tells us that in Egypt at the time there was a
latent, a huge latent, hidden, reservoir of humanity, first among the
small cadre of people like Wael Ghonim, and as this horror that was done to their friend, this
extraordinary injustice, tapped and released and hidden humanity in this small cadre, that set up a chain
reaction where their humanity, their putting their lives out there, tapped the latent humanity in an
infinitely larger pool of onlookers and then finally, those 10's of thousands in Tahrir Square, and then
that unleashed the humanity of millions and millions of onlookers around the world. Far and away the
greatest humanity was that of the young man that stood up before anyone else, and was brutally
murdered for it. The second largest pool of humanity (on a per person basis), though small in number of
people, was the cadre of Wael and and handful of others. The next larger pool was the 10's of
thousands that went to Tahrir Square, and the
next larger pool, that is smaller than the prior
ones per person, was the millions. But in each
case, in each pool of potential resource, was a
latent humanity, a latent, untapped, capacity for
loving.
For this Death Fast, each of the last 51 days is
teaching me that there is no such latent pool(s)
anymore in the US. There is every indication
there is NOT the equivalent of Wael Ghonim
and his small cadre of leaders. There is every
indication of this, that is, there is no indication
to the contrary. All indications are that what
could have been that cadre, the vanguard of the
so called Free Palestine movement, would have

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shown, some affinity, some recognition, some understanding, some curiosity about this Death Fast, and
all indications are that it is quite the opposite - they want not to see it, they want to be protected from
it, they want to not be drawn in such a direction, they want to be opposed to it, they want to be
horrified by it, all by way of denial and self-protection.
Similarly with the Palestinian Diaspora and with the Palestinian leadership itself.
Of course there is another possible explanation (other explanations) for what I am saying - that they
don't know, or that I'm too strange with tattoos on my face, or that I've been too deliberately
marginalize by those who have come before this campaign that have wanted to be certain that the
standards by which I live do not become standards that pulled on them, and have gone to significant
lengths to discredit, dismiss, disparage... me and my work.
But my sense is that is not the case; that is not the way that latent humanity works, it is not easily
fooled, it is not distracted by tattoos, it recognizes sincerity, it recognizes courage.
As I stated in a hugely important video log the other day, which included the beginnings of the thoughts
I've just shared, whereas I'm down to only a 30%, sadly, a 30% chance of being able to pay the full price
of my life in this Death Fast, because there is no one there to receive the payment, it is not time for me
to stop my; my body says that it is, but I have not yet expressed as fully as I need to my horror, my
outrage, the price want to pay... I want to pay as much of the price as possible of the Freedom of
Palestine, of the Freedom of the Palestinians. Don't you?
And I've not yet done that, this being day 51. Beyond my control my body could terminate itself now,
organ failure, whatever. But tragically, due to this element that appears to be missing, any latent
humanity left in this sickest of all societies, at best it is looking like a 30% chance that I'll be able to take
this its final conclusion, the full payment of my life, now.
Creator willing there are several more weeks that I'll be able to continue this. And I keep watching and
learning and learning and recalculating every waking second, but my current outlook, my current
assessment, is what I just shared.
I don't want to die. I want live. There's much I want to be able to do in this Fight for Palestine. And if
Palestine were freed, which is virtually certain it will NOT, NEVER (before they are all destroyed), be, but
if it were, there are 100 other fights, 1000 other fights, that I want to live to fight. But that's way down
the list. I want to pay, now, as much of the price as I possibly can to Free Palestine, and as best and as
constructively as I can do it, that is what I shall do.

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***** vid. MUST WATCH. Jul 2014. 'ISRAELI RIGHT WING AND POLICE
GREATER DANGER TO ANTI-WAR PROTESTERS THAN PALESTIAN
(BOTTLE) ROCKETS
Labels: *****, Demonic, Fascist, Hate-filled, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Psychotic,
Satanlikeness, Savage, Sociopathic, SPDF, Subhuman
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

***** The question of punishing illegal settlements in occupied Palestinian


territory was considered separately in Europe and Israel last week, with only
superficial differences in the conclusions reached. Israels near half-century
occupation is in no immediate danger, either at home or abroad.
Labels: *****, Cowardice, Delusion, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists, DEMhypocrites, Denial, Inhumanity,
Lip-service Left Citizens, SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness, SPDF
http://www.thenational.ae/opinion/comment/israeli-settlement-boycott-will-not-be-sufficient

***** 100 people go on hunger strike on Downing Street to commemorate the


Armenian Genocide
Labels: Paying the Price, Personal Responsibility, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING
LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://www.armradio.am/en/2015/04/21/100-people-go-on-hunger-strike-on-downing-street-tocommemorate-the-armenian-genocide/

New York Times Egypt Sentences an American to Life New York Times He has
been on hunger strike for more than a year to protest his detention. American
officials warned in a letter to his family that the hunger strike is a ...
Labels: Free Palestine, Hunger Strike, Paying the Price, SPDF
http://www.nytimes.com/2015/04/22/opinion/egypt-sentences-an-american-to-life.html

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***** [THE SAINT IS UNRECOGNIZED IN HIS HOME TOWN. AMERIKA


IS DOOMED.] Edward Snowden Unpopular at Home, A Hero Abroad, Poll
Finds The whistleblower is viewed negatively by 64 percent of Americans
familiar with him, results say.
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Amerikka, Cowardice, Delusion, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists,
DEMhypocrites, Denial, Irresponsibility, SPDF
http://www.usnews.com/news/articles/2015/04/21/edward-snowden-unpopular-at-home-a-heroabroad-poll-finds

Israeli Terrorist attacks Palestinian worker


Labels: Bigotry, Israeli Racism, Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, SPDF,
Subhuman, Supremacist
http://www.ynetnews.com/articles/0,7340,L-4649290,00.html

***** STOP. WATCH. 3 MIN. Noam Chomsky Compares Right-Wing Media


in US to Nazi, Weimar Germany. 2009
Labels: *****, Amerikka, anti-Democratic, Chomsky, Cowardice, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists,
DEMhypocrites, DemoFascists, Fascism Corporatism, G.reedy O.dious P.sychos, G.rotesque O.bscene
P.redators, Irresponsibility, SPDF
http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x2ncxwz

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***** Noam Chomsky at UMass Boston: "The Neoliberal Class-war Assault, and
Resistance"
Labels: *****, Amerikka, anti-Christ, Chomsky, Cowardice, DEMcowards, DEMdenialists, DEMhypocrites,
Democracy Has Perished, DemoFascists, Economic Armageddon, Irresponsibility
CLICK HERE FOR VIDEO

***** PROFOUNDLY TROUBLING - FURTHER INDICATION THE


PALESTINE DIASPORA IS WORTHLESS - The moral hypocrisy of American
Muslims for Palestine on the Armenian Genocide
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Cowardice, Free Palestine, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE,
SELF-CENTERED, Small-heartedness, SPDF
The moral hypocrisy of American Muslims for Palestine on the Armenian Genocide - See more at:
http://mondoweiss.net/2015/04/hypocrisy-american-palestine#sthash.9PRPEfXQ.dpuf

Noam Chomsky: Every Word in the Phrase Free Trade Agreement Is False
Labels: Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Economic Armageddon, Fascism Corporatism, Godless, SPDF
http://www.truthdig.com/avbooth/item/noam_chomsky_every_word_in_the_phrase_free_trade_agre
ement_false_20150422

Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better
opportunities' - Europe for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine
for America, Cuba for America - are these the most Godless, Self-Centered,
Affloholic, Sociopathic?
Labels: Affloholism, Amerikka, CANCER vs HEALTH, Godless, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n
MINE, SELF-CENTERED, sLoving, Small-heartedness, Sociopathic, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 51: Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better
opportunities' - Europe for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine for America, Cuba for
America - are these the most Godless, Self-Centered, Affloholic, Sociopathic?

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Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better
opportunities' - Europe for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine
for America, Cuba for America - are these the most Godless, Self-Centered,
Affloholic, Sociopathic?
Labels: Affloholism, Amerikka, CANCER vs HEALTH, Godless, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n
MINE, SELF-CENTERED, sLoving, Small-heartedness, Sociopathic, SPDF
nd. SPDF Day 51: Musing: Those who leave when their counties are in distress, or for 'better
opportunities' - Europe for Early America, Europe for South Africa, Palestine for America, Cuba for
America - are these the most Godless, Self-Centered, Affloholic, Sociopathic?

SPDF Day. 52: Israel furious at UN report detailing torture of Palestinian


children Israels security forces have been accused by a United Nations
monitoring group of torturing and tormenting Palestinian children
Labels: Israeli State Terrorism, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Psycho State Israel, Sociopathic
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/middleeast/israel/10135157/Israel-furious-at-UN-reportdetailing-torture-of-Palestinian-children.html

Man hanged himself from tree in front of hundreds of people who had gathered
in capital to protest against land reforms.
Labels: Paying the Price, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
http://www.aljazeera.com/news/2015/04/indian-farmer-hangs-protest-land-reform150422142338419.html

West Bank outposts: An entire system of dispossession At the core of Israels


settlement outpost system lies the systemic violation of Palestinian human rights.
Labels: Colonialism, Contempt for Justice, Corruption, Ethnic Cleansing, Morally Degenerate,
Occupation, SPDF, Zionist Crime Syndicate, Zionist Mafia
http://972mag.com/west-bank-outposts-an-entire-system-of-dispossession/105806/

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video: Death to the Arabs march forces its way through occupied Jerusalem
Labels: Hate-filled, Israeli' Rights Nazi Genocide of Palestine, Moral Abomination, Racist, Satanic,
Supremacist
http://electronicintifada.net/blogs/ali-abunimah/video-death-arabs-march-forces-its-way-throughoccupied-jerusalem

Extremely disturbing. All talk, no substance. Israel-Palestine Policy Is Out Of


Touch With Reality
Labels: Free Palestine, Lip-service Left Citizens, SPDF
http://www.countercurrents.org/hart220415.htm

***** Must must must must read. Critics are right to condemn the
criminal justice system for its embedded inequities and injustices, but
they are hesitant to condemn the actual jurors giving killer cops get-outof-jail-free cards. These jurors are representational of America: ignorant
and cold.
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Amerikka, anti-Christ, CANCER vs HEALTH, Degenerates, Greed,
Heartlessness, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n MINE, SELF-CENTERED, SPDF
Inequality will continue to grow and injustice will continue to worsen until America is made to actually
deal with its levels of selfish indifference to suffering, from ordinary people on grand juries to those who
occupy the highest thrones of power.
The sane minority might ostensibly protest the racism of the criminal justice system, but they are
actually demanding that America become a civilized society. No civilization would tolerate what America
has recently done, but it is that very concept the idea of civilizationthat the silent majority so
fiercely seems to hate and reject.
http://www.salon.com/2014/12/29/no_civilization_would_tolerate_what_america_has_done_partner/
?utm_source=facebook&utm_medium=socialflow

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***** SPDF Day 52: The degeneration of America is the degeneration of


empathy as measured among college students since the 1970s
Labels: *****, Affloholism, Amerikka, CANCER vs HEALTH, INTOXICATION - PLEASURE - LUST - ME n
MINE, Morally Degenerate, SELF-CENTERED, State Terrorism

http://languagelog.ldc.upenn.edu/nll/?p=4311

***** MUST WATCH. VLOG. Sadly, It seems to me in that there may be


little or no benefit in continuing this death fast beyond this Day 52.
Labels: *****, Amerikka, Democracy Has Perished, Ecocide, Economic Armageddon, Free Palestine,
sLoving, SPDF, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE), VideoLogs, vlog
I STRONGLY suggest reading the transcript as you listen to, watch, this vlog. 3:42, onsite, Capital $$$
Hill.
This is day 52 of Stop Palestine's Death Fast. And I've been here on Capitol Hill since 7"15 this
morning. The Congress scum have just finished their hour in the Capitol building and have most or all
returned to their offices and shortly will return to raising money from the special interests until they
reconvene on Tuesday of next week.
>>> CLICK HERE FOR VLOG
Sadly, it seems to me in that there may be little or no benefit in continuing this death fast beyond this
Day 52. I feel and experience zero urgency in reaching that decision. Zero. Neither my body nor my
mind are the least bit eager to reach that decision. But each of the last 52 days suggests to me that I

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have learned, any onlookers if there be any have learned, and anyone in the future has been positioned
to learn as much from this campaign as is likely to be achieved.
There is no event that has transpired yesterday or the day before or today that has anything to do with
this view that I am finding within myself today.
I have spoken recently of intending to go several more weeks to be able to more fully express my rage,
my horror, my agony at what we Americans are doing to our Palestinian Brothers and sisters. But I don't
think that more than 52 days will make any difference in expressing the clarity of my depth of feeling,
depth of commitment, desire to pay the ultimate price as soon as it can be taken to save even one
Palestinian Life. I don't think it will make any difference.
It is clear to me that, as I saw, but with less clarity and less evidence, on the prior death fast I conducted
in front of the Canadian embassy to stop global warming, that there's no life left here in America, except
maybe among some of the remote indigenous tribes, there's no life left to benefit from this action, the
witness, that I have been living. It is a graveyard. The thoughts
I shared in yesterday's video log was a significant advance in my understanding of things. The video log
of yesterday. We are such a degenerate culture, we have lost our capacity for empathy, and it's not by
accident in the sense that we pursue that with all of our might. And the latent, untapped humanity, the
latency capacity for loving, in the available population to the nonviolent warrior, is the raw material that
is the basis for any hope in nonviolent actions such as this Death Fast. And this most recent 52 days of
experience, of drilling to tap even the merest hint of that resource, indicates that there is none available
in the United States. Virtually none. Zero. We are a dead people.
Of course I saw that by the end of the Death Fast to stop global warming several years ago in front of
the Canadian Embassy. And I had not totally forgotten what I had seen. Every day since has reminded
me, to my horror. But as I have shared in earlier video logs for this death fast I perceived that this was
different in the immediacy of the ongoing horror of our torment torture terrorization and termination of
our Palestinian family and that as a consequence there was a Palestinian Diaspora and a relatively heroic
free Palestine U.S. activism in which there would, I thought, be a latent humanity to be taped and
educated by this Death Fast if not in my lifetime, afterwards.
Each of the last 50 days, 52 days, has taught me that this was completely, profoundly, absolutely in
error. I have taken small but reliable steps to make certain that the leading organizations and
individuals, Jewish Voice for Peace, Open Hillel, If Not Now When, If Americans On Knew, Miko Peled,
Allison Weir, the Australian Robert Martin,(THE BEST POST '60's ACTIVISTS I'VE EVER SEEN, excepting
Peace Vigil Thomas, some Indigenous Peoples, ISM in Palestine, maybe some of the Christian Peace
Maker Teams, and Diane Wilson) Code Pink... And others knew of this Death Fast. And there has been
zero response. Zero. Deafening, profoundly telling silence.
I am convinced by these 52 days that those that I just mentioned and others like them are not what I

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had believed. I mean, they are not committed to Freeing Palestine. They are INVOLVED in freeing
Palestine. But they are not COMMITTED to freeing Palestine. The chicken is involved, the pig is
committed. There is no marine and that is not committed to the mission except a dead marine. There is
no special forces that is not committed to a mission other than a dead special forces
representative. There is no high stakes business person it is not committed to their venture except one
that is going out of business or losing their job.
Even in this greatest evil on earth today, the subversion of the world's superpower to execute a slow
motion genocide on behalf of a Satanically powerful and sick Zionist mafia, there is no Vanguard outside
of Palestine itself that is committed to stopping this atrocity.
That is a dead, and not to be saved, U.S. population.And of course it is this U.S. population that is the
engine this behind ecocide and behind the final termination of any and all democracy in the United
States. So what I'm saying is not relevant to only the totalhopelessness for stopping Palestine's Death, it
is even more so an observation of hopelessness for any saving of U.S. democracy and or the stopping of
ecocide.
I'm guessing that the perceptions I'm sharing with you will hold and that within hours or days this Death
Fast will be terminated.
Again, I find no particle in my body that prefers for this, rather than to be finding what I perceived at its
beginning that this was both why I have been born, and that it could be a matter of supplying the key to
those after I died to bringing about the end of these three Armageddons. If any part of me saw a
glimmer of this hope, on this day 52, then none of those thoughts I'm sharing here would be in my
mind. But I see not the faintest glimmer.
Instead of a glimmer of hope I see the evidence I cited above as virtually conclusive than we are dead,
there is no latent humanity to tap.
Earlier today I posted graphic and an article from Penn. that I found quickly searching for data that I've
known since my master's in psychology program in 2000, that the measured apathy among college
students has declined virtually every year for many decades now, and that's what I'm seeing here. We
have systematically, relentlessly, passionately, fiercely, destroyed our humanity in ourselves, in our
children, year on year, decade on decade now. And now there's no one left to save US, to save
Palestine, to save Creation.
So what now? There are individuals to be saved.
Yes, I keep surprising myself. But as I sit here it seems virtually impossible to me that by continuing such
efforts as I'm doing at this moment, without the Death Fast, but with the posters, and with great
discipline and commitment, it seems near impossible to me that I can't at least slightly improve the life,
but not save the life, of one Palestinian child in the next 20 years. It seems impossible to me that by my

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committed life I can't improve the spiritual life, by moving another in the direction, to the path, of infinit
piece of heart, participation in loving, deep joy, profound vitality, that is my experience in every waking
second, and in that sense it seems impossible to me that without the Death Fast, but otherwise
continuing in the direction that I have been traveling in recent months and years, that I can't improve
someone else's life.
Yes, that's a rather different order of magnitude goal than Stopping Palestine's Death, and stopping
ecocide, and saving democracy, although it never occurred to me that I could do more than my tiny little
part.
But maybe, maybe forever for me now, those three goals are dead within me now, for all the
appropriate objective reason. But certainly at the moment, I feel nothing but peace and clarity with the
notion of continuing to strive as I have been striving but with the goal of improving just one other
person's life.
I may well have spoken very similarly at the end of the Ecocide's Death Fast of two or three years
ago. But I certainly have a greater base of information contained in those years, and contained in these
last 52 days, may give me a much greater conviction and peace and clarity as to all this.
Although I discipline my mind relentlessly in the way that a hideous creature like Donald Trump
disciplines his investment habits, and I have disciplined my mind relentlessly these 52 days, there have
been moments when my mind has wandered to what my future might look like were I to terminate the
Death Fast. Among the thoughts that have occurred to me are attempting to become more
knowledgeable and to share what I learn along the lines of thriving amidst the Armageddon's, and I
know that that is entirely possible, to thrive amidst the immediate, unstopping, unstoppable, unfolding
Armageddon's. I do it every second. But I think there's much I can do to learn more that could be a
guidance to others, and by making the attempt I would both lead others in that direction and provide
greater clarity and depth as to how and why it can be done and how to do so. I'd have a particular
interest in h0w to guide parenting of children who are born, and encouraging, PLEADING, the case to
not bring more kids to live Armageddon.
And I have thoughts about how to continue to lead the life of minuscule consumption and maximal
output, contribution, that is the life I've been living ... the ONLY joyful life - Serving the Neediest, from
the Soul, in Solidarity.
The major event probably in front of me is the closing of the shelter, the homeless shelter, in which I've
resided this last year that has been such a godsend base for my operations. The central thought I have,
to move, which would enable me continued to do the work that I do here in DC, involves moving out
into an electric vehicle; no, not a car, an enclosed electric bicycle. The upfront cost of $6-8000 is not
insignificant unless it's considered against even the cost of the tiniest of house or certainly against the
$600 to $1000 monthly cost of an apartment here in DC. And then the ongoing costs are virtually zero in
as much as it is solar powered. I'm concerned about the legality, that is whether it is legal to sleep in

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such a vehicle in DC, but it is legal to sleep on the sidewalk in DC, so in all likelihood that would not be a
legal barrier. I'm concerned about being here on Capitol Hill or in front of the White House with such a
vehicle but that too should be a minuscule risk, inasmuch as it is absolutely, thoroughly, illegally a
bicycle by every consideration in all 50 states; that was an important design criterion by this North
Carolina based engineering team.
4:48pm 4/23, Capitol Hill:
.......... If you value my work at all, and no way am I saying you should, but IF you do, or have in the past,
then I have a request. Watch this video, and the several others linked to within it, deeply. And if, upon
reflection, you find any deep, important, reactions within yourself, primarily about my view of the world
herein expressed, you will do me a kindness by sharing either in a comment on FB or on the blog post
itself. BTW, with zero joy, with zero relief, with great sadness (the tears, sobs of sorrow, come to me
now) I am terminating the Death Fast now. So sad. So dreadfully sad.) There is no point in continuing,
and what slight work I can do for even one in the world whose Spirit or body I might save or help, is in
jeopardy any longer that I remain on this Death Fast. James

***** nd. We are the ones we've been waiting for, and we have already
committed moral, spiritual, suicide. All future for humanity, for creation,
is lost. But individuals remain, individuals to save. Much work for us all
to 100% devote and commit our hearts, minds, souls, and bodies to, for
the joy of it. For the Loving of it. Let's get on with it. Serving the Global
Neediest from the Soul, in lived Solidarity, every breath.
Labels: *****, LOVING, Paying the Price, Ransom, Redeem, SERVING, Solidarity, Soul, SPDF, Universal
Family, UNVIOLENTLY WAGING LOVE (NONVIOLENCE)
***** SPDF Day 52: We are the ones we've been waiting for, and we have already committed moral,
spiritual, suicide. All future for humanity, for creation, is lost. But individuals remain, individuals to
save. Much work for us all to 100% devote and commit our hearts, minds, souls, and bodies to, for the
joy of it. For the Loving of it. Let's get on with it. Serving the Global Neediest from the Soul, in lived
Solidarity, every breath.

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