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SECRET
PLACE
49 REASONS KNOWING GOD
TRANSFORMS PRAYER
EDMOND SANGANYADO
Origen House
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Contents
Introduction 1
Teach us to Pray 11
Practices of Righteousness 35
God is Our Father 47
Savoring His Holiness 55
The Glorious Name 67
God is our King 79
Understanding Kingdom of Heaven 89
Reveling in Gods Heart 101
Communing the Living Bread 111
Participating in Christ Divine Nature 119
Forgive Thyself 131
A Heart Captured by Gods Awe 141
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Introduction
k
S A LITTLE BOY,
Since
prayer
is
critical
practice
of
the
above
quote,
James
identified
the
CHAPTER 1
Teach us to Pray
k
ARKNESS
ENVELOPED
THE
SERENE
neighborhood like Santas Christmas giftwrap; neatly and tightly. With all the kids
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My mind.
I have been through worse things. Finances,
health, and studies are not a big deal. When I received
the life of Christ, I was in a worse position than where
I found myself that fateful winter night. Things did not
get better by receiving the life of Christ, but I had
peace. I was no longer caught up on what to eat or to
wear. I did not have anything to wear or to eat most of
the times, but God gave me peace. Nothing beats
peace. However, there were days when the dark
clouds hung around me. I would leave the house and
walk for at least ten miles. In Karoi, there were lots of
trees, mountains, and animals. Reading the book of
Psalms, I would marvel at Gods creation. In the end,
the glory of Gods creation assured me that Christ
would never forsake me.
When the worry got worse, fasting was always an
easy alternative since there was nothing to eat. I would
fast and pray. I do not remember praying for food or
money, but I wanted to know Gods plan. I wanted to
know where Edmond Sanganyado stood in Gods
plan. I knew if God had a plan for me, He would never
let me perish. Knowing Gods will sustained me in the
moments of worry. The longest fast I ever had was
nearly three weeks. I was in college then. A friend of
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Love Lucy. I could hear clearly now because the noise was
gone.
Silencing the external noise was easy. I only
focused on what was important and also got used to
the noise. The noise never left, even as I write,
ambulances are blaring, but my mind is wrapped up
on this book. I want this book to be good. I want people
to learn from my experiences and I will be elated if
many people would stop to pray as they read. This
book is important to me at the moment, I do not care
about the noise outside. Unfortunately, the noise from
my mind did not permit me to focus on anything
important. I could not pray or even read the Bible.
How could I calm the internal storm?
Although many believers will not admit it, I am
not the only believer who struggles with anxiety.
Instead of giving comfort and hope, they are times
Pauls words, Be anxious about nothing, seem to be
agents of guilt and shame. I felt ashamed for being
anxious and guilty for being hypocritical. When
worried, I am ashamed to tell even those close to me
fearing they might misconstrue the anxiety with a lack
of faith. Through this fear, instead of confronting the
elephant in the house, I allowed it to grow and bear
kids.
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complacency
slipped
in,
this
book
but
books
written
by
fellow
believers.
on
my
setbacks
in
prayer,
When a kid cries for bread they do not give them rocks,
but bread. But God is not self-centered or evil, thus He
does not respond to persistence only. God answers our
prayers because of His sovereign goodness.
As pressure in my studies mount and my finances
continue in their instability, I choose to pray because
God is good. God is not limited by my persistence,
rather I limit my prayer life through my poor
understanding of the goodness of God. For that reason,
when we ask He gives us the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of
adoption that helps us cry out Abba, Father (Luke
11:13). The same Spirit helps us pray with groanings
that cannot be uttered.
2. Have Faith in God
For several years, I cherished the acronym PUSH:
Pray Until Something Happens. It was because of this
wrong, rather misguided, belief that I spent nearly
three weeks praying and fasting. I prayed day and
night for my finances and studies, but nothing
changed. Through listening to testimonies from other
believers who prayed until something happened, I
jumped on the bandwagon of ridiculously persistent
prayers. There is nothing wrong with being persistent,
but at times it exposes how much we doubt the Lord
we are calling unto.
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hurricanes,
tornadoes,
or
flooding
3. Be Humble
At one time, I attended my churchs national youth
conference. The conference was conducted in Harare,
so together with members of my youth group from
Karoi, we traveled to the bright lights of the Sunshine
City. Sitting in the bus going to the conference was a
miracle. When the conference was announced I prayed
to God that I wanted to go to the conference. Here I
was sitting in the bus with other young people, God
heard me.
Besides meeting new people, I learned a number of
things at the conference. One of the most important
lessons I learned was, never judge a brother by the
color of their suit. One morning as the service started,
the person who was leading the worship asked a
certain guy wearing a red dinner jacket to lead the
prayer. It was disastrous. To save face, the worship
leader jumped in and finished the prayer. Not all
people wearing super spiritual regalia know how to
pray.
Unfortunately, believers are often caught up in the
outward show of spirituality and miss out on an
authentic relationship with Christ. As a kid, I struggled
with pretending everything was fine when I was sick.
I could fake being well like a kid faking being sick,
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CHAPTER 2
Practices of Righteousness
k
DID NOT WANT ANYONE
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and
we
were
the
runners
up.
We
systematically
withhold
such
3. Giving
On stage, I shared my talent with thousands of
people, but those I cared about the most were missing.
Strangers ululated and whistled, drowning the town
hall with applause. I had given my best shot. On stage,
I was a brave kid who confronted his dad for sexually
abusing his daughter. In reality, I was a scared kid
afraid my mom will discover I was into theater.
The early church grew exponentially because
people saw how they loved each other. Everyone gave
everything they had. They gave remembering the cost
of their salvation. Alms were offered to the poor out of
love. They could show love through giving because
they too had been shown love at the Cross.
THE RIGHTEOUS IN THE SECRET PLACE
Through faith in Christ, we are the righteousness
of God. We do not fast, pray, or give to become
righteous, but because we are righteous. We fast, pray,
and give through faith. Since faith is being fully
persuaded that God can do what He promise; fasting,
praying, and giving assumes we know God's promise
and His true nature.
An effective practice of righteousness has Christ at
the center. We fast because the kingdom of God is not
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