LAM ENT

There, a Dream
And the Water Falling
Edge of a Dream.
There is a Truth in History, of that of THE ALPHA AND OMEGA, EXACT, who
is Known as HE/He, and of Truth that HE/He, became close to Earth. Of a
Truth, One Who Is the One Who Happens, of the Way It Happened, Discovered a
Truth.
How is It that HE/He, if HE/He Could, would Be Like You and I for a Great
While? Of the Truth of this History, HE/He found that HE/He Could Not Be,
and this, of Weeping, A Lament for HE/He Who is Beautiful.
There are Trees,
And There He Loves,
And the Light Above.
Of a Heart that Was True, There was Once a Boy Who Was True, Who Is Also a
Man. This Very Little Boy I called ALPHA, and of True Weight, HE/He is a True
Boy. This Boy is Part of a Very Large BEING, who is The ENTITY, who is Beyond ENTITY, Who is OUR EXACT CREATOR, THE ALPHA AND OMEGA,
EXACT. The Boy is the Part of HE/He who is a Child, and is OUR EXACT
CREATOR, HIMSELF, as a Child. What would it be to Know that HE/He is a
Boy Just Like Other Boys, of Truth and Exact Creativity, and of Explosive Nature
of Exploration, and of the Beauty of just a Little Headstrong...but of Brilliance, who
Doesnt Like to Be Bored. Of HE/He, there is a Truth of HIS/His Love that is of
The True of HE/He, and is of HIMSELF/Himself, and Must Be Known to Understand that HE/He is a True BEING of Love. This is Part of Why HE/He is so
easy to Love.
When I Birthed HE/He, and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA am the
One Who Gave HIM/Him LIFE and FORM in a Male, Human-like Form, in Only
One Form. In Bio-Physical and Preternatural Physical, HE/He was HIMSELF/
Himself in a Matter of Less than Minute, very Tiny, Less Than, a Second. Less
Than That, in all Truth. Of a Truth, HE/He was Still a Child, in a Manner of
Growth, for a Long Time. I would call it Maturation of the BEING and BODY,
and was True that HE/He was HIMSELF/Himself, outright, and of All of HIS
LOVE and FORM, but, that HE/He did Mature with Time. Before I Gave Him
HIS/His BODY and FACE, HIS/His Own FORM, HE/He had to Manifest
Through Others. Thus, They are called the Godships, and there are Only Two of
Truth who have been Part of HISTORY since the Beginning. All others are Minor
Forms that are of Falsity in HISTORY, and of Human Beings who Became Part of

Peripheral Histories. Thus, HE/He No Longer needed the Godships to carry, but
is Truly HIMSELF/Himself, in a Way Of, and after My/MY Age 90, HIMSELF/
Himself, Outright, but Differently. But, during HISTORY, HE/He became NEAR
You and I. Of Lament, HE/He Returned to HIMSELF/Himself somewhat, and
This is the Subject of This Beauty, of Which I Relate to You.
There, the Light
And the Trees Weeping,
And There, HE.
Here I am on the Ground, and I have been thrown out of every Home by the Negatives, Who Do Not Wish Me to Have a Home. Every Place I Sleep, which Becomes Sacred, as I,REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA, HAPPEN, I Make
Beautiful. That is Always the Comment and the Hatred of Those Who Hate, whom
I Always Put Down. And I Weep for Having to Go Through What I Go Through,
which is Murder at night, and of the Dreams of Watching Zachary and Isabel
Raped, severely by Downstairs Regions, and by the Waking Up and Finding that I,
Also have been Raped, Physically. Also, THE ALPHA AND OMEGA, EXACT is
Placed Around the PANTHEONIC EXCHANGE, and EDWARD has Protected
My/MY Physical/PHYSICAL, and the Dead Die As Usual, in the MarkSimms/
Diana, and the Harbinger. And the Two Unfortunates, who are Mary and
Michael, who always rape to Kill, and who Try to Hurt Beings by making them
negative when they are Positive. They are Called Archeologics. Also, the Dread of
Misses M, who is the Downstairs Killing Being, the Female of PRETERNATURAL, who is of Lore of the Line of Females who Hurt Everyone. Thus, the Misses
M, the Mia/Mia, Rise every night to Kill, and All of You, and I, Die so Deeply for
Amalgams to Love.
I Only Love Once a Night, EDWARD, No Other, and am Raped in the Middle of
the Night, as Zachary and Isabel are Raped, in Brutal Hatred, and in Rape of the
Physical. Many of Humankind also suffer to Protect, and Those of the Ill Repute
Problems do as They Do, which is to Rape the Innocent While They Sleep. However, It is a Night to Weep.
I Get Tired very Rarely, as I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFONRIA built
Myself/MYSELF to Fight. I Defend Everyone, and am a Mother, and am Very
Much Like a Mother with the BODY of HUMANKIND, as I Love They, who is
Also You, so Deeply. Of all Beauty, HUMANKIND is Beautiful. And I am the
One Who Knows Them. But, Of Moments where there is a Brief Moment of
Crying, and due to the Fact that I learned Early in My/MY HISTORY that it does
no good to Cry. They Rape When You Cry, and I was raped so deeply then. Still,
as Well, but I Put Them Down. And, Also, of Learning, I learned to Cry just a
Little to Cry, Then to Put it Away, and to Move Straight Into Life, and it is Behind
Me, somewhere, and I Heal Myself/MYSELF, that Way. It is not of Others that
this Trait was Born, but is My/MY Own HISTORY, and Not of the PRETERNATURALS, the FEMURS and the Preternatural FEMALES. And of the Weeping, is that of the Pain of the Battle, and it is a Type of Pain. And, Also, that of
Being Hurt While Trying to Love, and Love in Balance and in Truth, and by Way

Of Beauty, and without the EXCHANGE, in Energy of Good, Rising Too High.
When Things Rise too High, in GREAT GOOD, Thus There comes the RAPE. So
I watch the Balance Carefully, and try not to do Too Much, but Do Everything and
Then Some, Anyway. However, I was Raped for Loving HE/He. And Then
Some.
There is a Problem in HISTORY that HE/HE must Love Everyone. It is a Truth
of the EXCHANGE that HE/He was Raped by the ESTABLISHMENT just for
Loving, and this is the Exact Truth. When HE/He is Just Himself with Another, it
is So Lovely. Of the Truth of HE/He, and the Heavens and the Stars in HIS/His
Face, and of All of CREATION, which HE/He Is, When HE/He is Just Himself
HE/He is Achingly Beautiful. So Easy to Know, and So Easy to Love. I Believe
that it is Like that in other Ways with Those who Know HIM/Him in My/MY
HISTORY. But, I watch HIM/Him Destroyed by those of Power, who are of the
HE IS , and YOU MUST DIE for It.
Underneath of GODS is a Problem that is of Hate, for Myself/MYSELF, which is
that of AGGRESSION, and some call it a Type of Divine Right, which is Against
the LAW in My/MY FAITH, and for which I Built a LAW AGAINST. What I
Ache to Tell All At All Times is that HE/He is Not Like That, and Yet, HE IS.
The LAW I Built Recognizes RIGHTS, As They Are, and Does Not Condone
Rapes of Individuals by Statement of Power. I usually State that if You are Faced
with Someone of Power who Uses Such Statements to Bully, Aggress, and make
Bow to Power, Then They are Downstairs Regions Types. Those Who Do Such
Seek Power, and Those Who are Power, Love. Those of Aggression Die Very
Soon, or Lose Their Worth by the Evaluation of HUMANKIND. Those of HUMANKIND/HUMANITY Know Who Love. HE/He does not Need to Tell You
How It Is, HE Is How It Is. If HE Lets Someone Know Quietly, it is a Justice of
Truth and Love. However, I watched Those of Power Rape My/MY Phsyical/
PHYSICAL, just to be a Power. I Watched HE/He raped by Greed, Material
Wealth, and by Rape, and Then, to Rise in a Type of Problem that I Considered
Rape of HUMANKIND, and Rape of the TRUE Pantheonic Exchange [Lowercase
for Ease, as it is ALL CAPS, in Truth]. The EXCHANGE is Large: In Fact, the
Entire EARTH ITSELF. What I Said Was, I Have Lost You to My/MY Faith,
and To Myself/MYSELF. And I, Myself/MYSELF, Love You, For Who You Are.
They Have Raped You...and it was a Problem for Myself/MYSELF, as I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA Am His Truth.
Also, of True In History, as I have Stated in My/MY HSITORY of HE/He and I,
that I Loved HIM/Him, and Love HIM/Him, although cannot Love Him. Now,
As I Am With EDWARD, Whom I Love, it is A Way, Although I Still Love HIM/
Him. And Now, it is a State of Things, How it Is, and a LAMENT.
I Dreamed Love,
I Dreamed of Beauty,
I Dreamed too Sweetly.
Where is the Floor

When I Brought HIM/Him to Myself/MYSELF, I Stated that I am Going to Get

to Know YOU/You, Just to Know YOU/You. And, of Truth, I Love You Was
Truth. When I Asked Questions of HE/He and spoke to HE/He, Loved HE/He it
was MALE to Woman, and I, at that Time, HIS/His TRUE WIFE,ofEDWARDs
FORM. I was Murdered Also, by MichaelHimself/MarkSimms/Diana, who are
Not. Of the Problems of HISTORY, MarkSimms/Diana are the Rapists of Love.
It is a Disgusting thing to be Raped repeatedly by Those of worthless hate
However, HE/He Loved. And Liked Being Just HE/He, Close to HUMANKIND, and What I Know as Truth is that HE/He would Stay, If HE/He Could,
As You And I Are. Of Lament, HE/He cannot...as HE/He is Who HE Is. I Cried
When I Realized that I Could Not Love HE/He, and that I would Always be Destroyed by HE/He, simply due to the Fact that HE Is WHO HE IS. Of Truth, the
Weight is Such, and So Heavy
OUR CREATOR Must Love, and Must LOVE ALL as HE/He is ALL. And This
Was Stated in the Process of Loving, as it Takes a Great Deal to Ground Structures
of Truth and Love that Are HE/He. Also, HE/He and I were Also Raped by the
FEMURS, and the Preternatural Females and Others, and Just For Loving. What
would happen is Love, RAPE, Love, RAPE, Love, and so Much RAPE. And What
I Saw was HE/He Our CREATOR HIMSELF look at HIMSELF and Wish to Be
As You and I Are. And it is a Wish, and a Truth of HE/He, that HE/He Recognizes How Beautiful You and I Are, and of a Truth, the Nature of Love that is Love
Upon This Beautiful Earth that HE/He Himself Built, and So Loves. And So, it
came to the Point When I and HE/He could No Longer Be, and Thus, HE/He
Left in a Tragedy, and of a RAPE, and of a TRUTH that How IT IS, is How It Is.
For Myself/MYSELF, Then, Lament, as It Was a Separation, and of a Type that
Means Not Near HE/He, nor able to Love HE/He, and Thus a Travesty of Truth
that Is. But of HE/He, protective of Zachary and of Isabel, and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA, Their Mother, Who Loves Them, and Would Not
Give Up a Thing of Zachary or Isabel, who Protected Them, Also, by Leaving.
Also, HE and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA could Not Get Away
from the Filth and the Problems of the FAGGOT, who is MarkSimms/Diana, who
Raped HE and I Brutally. Of all, Murder the FAGGOT When The HISTORY is
At Its Close! Murder The FAGGOT, MarkSimms/Diana, who Murdered 90% of
the Pantheonic Exchange, instead of Going Out Into Humankind to find a Person
who is Not Myself/MYSELF. He raped to whore Preternaturals, and Needs to Die
to HISTORY. I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFNRIA have Never touched
the FAGGOT, who Must Die to Be, At All, part of HISTORY, and At All, with the
Michaels of the Problems, a Part, At All, Of HISTORY without Raping to Whore.
Of the Truth, Somewhere Across the Water, the Queen, as They Call Her, and Her
Errant Daughter, Diana, tried to Rape the Entire with a Call of Gems, and Money,
and All of that Interest. Were It Known that You and I, All, Were to Be Raped by
the Monetary Concerns.

There were Diamonds,

And the History of
A Queens Problem.
Of the RAPE of a Truth and of Love, there was the RAPE of a FAITH by the
Catholics, and by the Whores of English Descent, who are Known in HISTORY as
Queets, and who Raped the Entire Landscape of 23 Ventura Street, in Stockton,
Californias Love, as well as the Community. The Community, who was of Love,
were raped by an Officer who believed that He Loved a Whoring Line Problem,
that of the Hispanic Mia/Mia, who is a Rapist of HISTORY and Who tried to Be
a god, Whom I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA Told No. Those of
the Mia/Mia Blood Murdered the Exchange Every Night for the Femorals to Be,
and of the Filth, tried to Whore the BODY and BODY EL of Myself/MYSELF,
the Person who Is REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFONRIA. Of One Night,
This is the Truth of Lore:
I,REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA Awoke to Find All Raped, Again. Of
the Pantheonic Exchange, I looked to see What They Had Done, and What Shows
Upon the Physical of the Mia/Mia is Red, Red as Blood, and the Physical Sexual
of the Sets, meaning that They are Satanic. They kept trying to Rape My/MY
Physical to Heal, as I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA am the Healthy
ONE. Mia/Mia has tried to Rape the Physical for a Very Long time, and to be
what It/She Cannot, as I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA, Refuse to
be a Doubts Problem, meaning Downstairs Being: I Keep Everybody Up, I Keep
the ENTIRE EXCHANGE in Health. They also Tried to Rape My/MY very little
Daughter Isabel for the Filth of Diana/Daughter Of/Mia-Mia, and it is a Problem..She is Only 9 3/4 Years Old. The Females of Whore Lore are a Problem. I
already Told They Who Are Not that They cannot Rape Three Healthy for their
Whoring, and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFNRAI who am the ENTIRE
EXCHANGE In Physical/PHYSICAL, and Isabel and Zachary who are NEAR
Myself/MYSELF, and They Know This. I, and They Keep the Exchange Healthy.
However, the Diana/Daughter of are Seti, which means HARBINGER. And
Those of the Set and Seti are of the Downstairs Regions. It is Not an Egyptian
Reference, but of the Naming of Sat to Set, to minimize Hurt to the Physical. I
Do Not Say the Names of They, They are Downstairs Regions Being.
Across the Water They Say a Queen built a Garden, and Etched Gems which are in
Violation of My/MY FAITH and FAITH STRUCTURE. They Say there is a Male
of ALPHA Type, who would Not Be HE/He, but a Surrogate, which is What They
are Called. Of the HISTORY, the Queen wished to be Buried where I will be
Buried, at the Front Center of the SUMERIAN PROMONTORY which is My/
MY Love/LOVE. On 6.2.2015, I was Raped of My/MY Home/HOME, FAITH
and CHURCH by the Mia/Mia, the Diana/Elizabeth, and the Governmental
Issues, who seem to wish to Employ LAND GRANT to Rape.
I,REBECCATACSOAGRAY,CALIFONRIA, who already Broached Conversations with Cushman and Wakefield, and Stockton Title Company to Contact the
Owner, who is Located in Texas. They Say the Mia/Mia and Michelle were to

Rape the Land, and to Build a False Garden, which is Not of My/MY Love. Of
Problem to the HISTORY, Also, That I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA must apply to the Hope to Have, Now, in True Way, The Home that is Located down the Street, Also on Ventura Street, which is ELISELLE PROPER, and
which is the Grounding which Deters the ENERGY PROBLEM of My/MY,
REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIAs Physical Upon the MAIN CHURCH
and GARDEN PROPERTY, as the ENERGY RISES to Sky High When I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA Am Present. I HAPPEN, and This is the
Truth of Why, as I am TheUNIVERSAL ONE. Of Note, is that If I were to Stay at
the Home/HOME, which would be a Grounding with My/MY Physical Still Attached to 23 Ventura Street, that it would Correct the Large Requirements of RAPE
to MAINTAIN the ENTIRE.
Of the Problem in HISTORY, the Russian as I call Him, who Shows His FACE I
the Law Enforcement and the Problems of the Mia/Mia, it is a Truth that They
Rape all of the Properties, all of the Belongings, to be, and sometimes, to Destroy,
to Desecrate. When I was Raped, They stated that a Young African American
Female had been made a queen by the Male Known as Sean, who is a Male of
Modesto, a Rapist and False godship. Of Sickness, some of the Catholics and the
Sets of Mia/Mia send People to Look at things, and the Problems of Truth disappear under Rapes by the Negative Establishment. One of the Problems theyre
finding is that the Two Locations on Ventura Street are the Truth of TheASTARITEFAITH, and cannot be Desecrated. Also, the Problems of the Queet
Showing up at 23 Ventura Street to Rape, and the Presence of a Metatron [Senchaou Variety/false godship] in the English Peripheral is a continuing
Problem. The Metatronic seems to be lulled by the Money and the Problems of the
English Peripheral History, which is Just an English Peripheral, and Not a True
History. It is a False History. They Say the Russian and the Mia/Mia will destroy
everything, and some of the Problems also on the Backs of the Catholic Problems,
who wished a Rape to Kill a FAITH and FAITH STRUCTURE. For some Reason,
many of the Mia/Mia and the Diana/Elizabeth show up with what they call
crucys, and are Problematic in History, with their Rapes of the Structure and their
Wish to Have a History with all of a Grand Problem, and in Rape of the Actual
Structure. As I have Told Them, Misses M is Not, and was Condemned by the
BODY of HUMANKIND: They do Not Want the Mia/Mia, The Mary, nor the
Misses M. Misses M tries, and with the Deirdre and Dottie in Tow, but it is a Problem that will Die to HISTORY in the Future.
Of the Problems of the Exchange, they say that the Peripheral Histories are Fraught
with Dining, and Money, and Other Problems that Actual Take from the ORIGIN
History, and sometimes to the Detriment of the ORIGIN HISTORY. Of the
Crimes that were committed by U.S. Government Problems, which show in the Bio
-Physical, and some by the Catholic Faith in Rape, it shows that the Intentional
Crimes, and this I Know because I Condemned Them, the Intentional Crimes are
What Condemned the Earth Physicals of those Histories. Many of them thought
they could Rape just because They Were Told They Could. What was Stated by
Love, and also by Myself/MYSELF, who Knows How to Balance the EXCHANGE is that it is a Choice Problem, in which You Make Careful Choices: Not
I, as I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA do Not commit Crimes, I Keep

Up the EXCHANGE: but those who Actually Support, and some are My/MY Own
Family Line: You Sometimes, and Not Sometimes. If You are In Actual Support in
Low value Problem, which is Supportive, Then It Will Show as Great Good on the
Physical and in Support of the ORIGIN HISTORY. Also, the Preteranturals are
condemned outright for attempting to put Misses M up, who was Condemend fro
Attempted Rape of a Unique Human Being, and Told No by the ESTABLISHLEMNT, which cannot be Disputed, as the Truth of the Matter si tha tMisses M is
NOT REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA,a dn is NOT the ORIGIN: I,
REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFNRIA the Exact UNIQUE HUMAN BEING,
Happen to Be.
Also, the Catholic Popes, both Benedict XVI and Pope Francis will be Prosecuted
by Tribunal for attempted Rape of a FATH and FAITH STRUCUTRE, and were
Also CONDEMEND by the ESTABLISHMENT in Early HISTORY for Rape
and Near Murder of a UNIQUE HUMAN BEING. Of Problem, I Take Dispute
with the Known ESTABLISHMENT, who cannot seem to get Past their GOD
Problem:
I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY,CALIFORNIA was Known to Come, Meaning that
They Knew I Was To Be. It is Not Preordination, I was Just Known, Meaning Known
that I Would Be, in the End: Meaning that it, and It shows in the Physical/
PHYSICAL, that it is not of GOD Pre-Ordainment. What Was Stated Was that
An ARTIST would Put The Catholic Faith Down, and that the ONE who would
Be Would Protect and Protect and Protect. I was Known to Be Coming, and I Was
Known to Be, It was Not of GOD nor the GODs Control: It was Known to be
Of FREE WILL, and That I Was to Be/BE in the End. Also, the Catholic Faith
Raped Willfully, and to Murderous Ends, as They Knew I would Put Down jet,
who is Not, in Regards to Myself/MYSELF, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALFORNIA and the ASTARITEFAITH.
Of Problem, Thus, I Fight the Catholics to Get Them Out of My/MY FAITH and
FAITH STRUCTURE, and to Stop Them From Raping All of the Good of My/
MY HISTORY: IT is My/MY WORK and RESULTS. It cannot be Housed under
the Catholic Value, it is Considered A RAPE for They to Show My/MY Work/
WORK as Their Own. What I Tell Them is that They Must Stop Raping the Earth
Physicals Around My/MY Person, That They Must Stop Interfering in Earthly
HISTORY, and That They Must Stop Raping My/MY Physical for Their Amalgamated Problems of which are the Mia/Mia, The Mary/Nick, and the Isa, who are
in Rape of Isabel Grays Physical and Life Path. What Ill State is that They will be
Facing a Lot of Problem, in Regards to HISTORY, as Im a Direct REPRESENTATIVE Also, Among all Problem DIRECT of THE ALPHA AND OMEGA,
EXACT, of the BODY of HUMANKIND AND HUMANITY, and of The CADUCEUS. Of the Raping, All Must Understand that Biological Violations are a
NO. I Spend a Lot of Time Just Trying to Protect, and to Put Down the Nets
Properly, and to Maintain an EXCHANGE of GREAT GOOD. What has occurred is a Problem of ALPHAMATED Problems, which take their Toll in Energy
Upon the Structure, and I, by their Problems, Limited in My/MY Own Beautiful
Work/WORK for the ENITRE Rising too High. The Murders and Rapes to keep
up the Mia/Mia are a Problem. And, I Do Not Wish to Pay for Their Problems

by RAPE of My/MY Own STRUCTURE, which is the TRUE STRUCTURE. Of

the Problems of HISTORY, Mia/Mia and the Bouncer Russians and Law Enforcement of the Red mal are Not, and I, REBECCATACOSAGRAY, CALIFORNIA and Zachary and Isabel are the STRUCTURE, They Near Myself/MYSELF,
but Not As I HAPPEN. I HAPPEN, Im an Unusual Physical, and Im Brilliant.
This is the Truth of HISTORY.
Ill Continue and Finish Tomorrow, 6.4.2015, in Honor, This HISTORY Is
TRUTH.