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Formalizing Hearts Feelings

The Verbal Prostrating Violence of Hippa


Etiquette Sentence Where Two Hearts Become One

This book is for a Easter Wedding The conscience wishing it be forever.

Author

C hristopher S.Vecchitto

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Feelings Are Forming


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Chris' Birthday Day


Introduction Update.
Included is extra new ending, in which I enforced
an entrenched fact to consider the following
information received in new title. To be known or
made known as as I write with typing when I felt
had to tie down the facts and beliefs of a true
relationship with standpoints.
To allow understandability in court is to have
standpoints and with allowed no offensiveness,
where I have found in mistrials. Its when I had
with no ruthless behavior as in return of laws and
rights. I knew Hippa would be effect with him
writing.
I saw life different at keeping the cost to
minimum with considering I robbed him for money
and virginity in court and a time before a contact
while wanting produce baby young age of his life.
I will be in favor of in absence of reordering in
court of the extensiveness of administrative
rights made known of deliberating the only
goodness sake he is a keeper.
I put forward the good in the system on how the
processes worked. Mostly it was my protocol of

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and processing on how the

efficiency of thinking
mind works and how I love Chris. Everything will
soon come I say maybe story on birthday this year
as so far ought to come he repeated aimed for
maybe today comes hours of writing and it will be
alright. He limited writing for weekends only or
when felt no attachment with myself as teacher but
had chin up and knew it was him who when processed
timed of order of fashion limit with monitored
behaviors being over protected by court on his
side. He did not go to the boating event for his
mental health program and felt tt was I who wanted
more eventful events for us see each other and he
refused.
I felt helpless and wanted him to succeed besides
eating a d3 from main street Portland. He loved it
with brown sauce and a combination with white
rice. But I think I set forth freedom of settling
a mindful youngster writing brains out. I put into
action to the good.
With life it comes to bring forth good action
which is knowing a limit. I had deliberating the
limitless behaviors to short duration made me
think who by his side the computer or reality. He
had write about everything with myself being
teacher writing mistakes and error as corrections.
With us living life like art, I felt being great
and good in the creation of the compared judgment
between teacher and student with student being in
a limited income.
As while income was flowing into spending wisely a

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questioning came from daily voices in

simple easy
head on what to buy. He liked me. You cannot buy
love but produce it and he produced baby and his
own writing with a story he felt he had to share.
I wouldn't mind seeing those movies he bought but
I must say the library has a lot of movies.
Most of the simple easy questioning involved a
processing result route with his sources of where
money he made came into a check deposit.
As an effort to a court verdict of being well
rounded for our well-being act to lower our
outcome to produce holiness to a family of owner
ship where you meet the person you pray which
everyday he did self talks which I heard. I was
not to be a snot but I knew a digital sewing
machine would make Chris know I am willing take on
being grandma or a nuunu with him. I feel he would
produce the best life with me if we were ought to
be single or see he ready this time around with me
not insulting his life or playing the love fool.
I was
other
which
It is
alive

not to make it difficult understand each


why he worked yet makes only $770 about
should be fairly be over double due to work.
love as I want for all these years when
and for our afterlife.

On the case of why I found my life pleading


insanity, as when matter took it as own hands
which is why in which I say I found love with a
student. Most in my days I taught, which I touch
himself as I found myself giving a hug.

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sweet surreality of love as one

I let us show the


shot deal do whatever to make possible remembrance
and so we hugged twice.
I progressed in life with proceeded to rethink I
refused all hugs afterwords. As I valued mistakes
not exiled of truth if supposedly I should note I
see what I see I hear what I hear I touch what I
touch could there be a taste involve soon? I
couldn't wait for wedding cake in Early spring
where I see myself at Brooks Restaurant in
California with student I admired for over 14
years.
I notice but think I felt ashamed on rules of this
endearment life on for a movement to be with me on
social media after school and between classes,
before classes while teaching in thoughts with
beliefs in past life Chris Vecchitto was there
eager found in harmony of love after love?
I was over limitation with his post of
understandingly not to back down and under-dying
wanting Chris to place in relationship as love was
endless. I am not against this time around to talk
with our life at placed warm in the heart.
The touches were the presentiments of moments I
hugged Chris and I had flashbacks where he rubbed
against me. As I took life before time which was
outside school on AIM, AOL INSTANT MESSENGER.
As while it was outside school and time before
school when I was teaching the first year of

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remembrance of true love variance

school it became
technology program process. As I learned the
process it began to make me start the creation to
make it of value and produce to shared market
valued with upgrade with little to no cost.

I created new fundamentals of learning for little


cost sharing technology with other schools. There
was some more funds say I begin to be smart. I
been a special preferment hero I would easy make a
dollar into thousand in matter of years and time
as reviving this teacher of year award if possible
produce and made by student.
As progressed made due I make sharing a story with
someday published. I shared to the majority about
software made possible at little cost epically on
volume licenses.
A little unhappy but everything with letting him
know how much I care with my time and heart
sharing technology to the classroom. He noticed my
personality its everything in goes ity goes blank
of blink of wrong eye but what came true he
manifested me for once when closed eyes. That
proved I needed to talk or he felt had to talk.
And everything to technology and loving my student
who made possible express love grows in spirits of
life with creation.
The love all began the life of January 2004 when
my student had held a case of a breakup with
intervening a mixed up thoughts about his past
life with myself, as his thoughts spoke few I had
denial. He was obsessed though put his family

first to show care and

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stability.

And who ever followed his heart came second. And


for his ex student Girl Friends which was on his
mind to get over quickly. And everyday he felt was
ready for a date with a teacher, which found
myself is female malfunction of adoring my life as
feelings shared.
As it spoke to end his friendships Megan C, Erin M
and Alyssa P for all knew I was looking for a long
life together. It was either as friends or lovers
besides being in predicament of who said what,
when or where on what could go wrong.
How I knew it be made easier known how to help
ones self no good starting something new and
continue to write on days alone.
As with writing the days of frustration of being
alone, it became reality. The reality spoke of
what my time is worth and for whom.. I spent most
days thinking about tomorrow and what wedding I
expected to see in April. Maybe he thought I fool
him this year considering it was a year I gave him
freedom to write as the hippa took its place. Im
ready let's celebrate I felt it was getting closer
the day his Birthday. But one thing is true I had
wait for Easter.
What was for my time and kind remarks rereading,
editing with to be as meant to be as with the
student teacher involvement as moments needed to
cheer up my student.

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impact my life goes towards my

I noticed a huge
student. As he feels it is important express
feelings now with his posting and creating a story
would be the true involvement if wither I was of a
relationship made true to speak the truth I love
him. The involvement I felt I had to consider as
speaking truth as gift loyalty speaks as a
foundation of youth in my life to a teacher to
student. Loyalty at a standpoint is not expecting
return but one who writes can express feeling as
possibly it can be ideal to make proud.
As wanting a sign everything will happen and be
comes answered and how it works.. you hear the
morning birds gossip or hear crickets at night as
speaking morning too.
As I saw preying mantis forever in favor to do no
wrong and accept him the teacher in my life
understanding as with life and his Restraining
Order, Harassment II paper work..
As each day it was a day a chance prove my
innocence during trial of knowing whats right and
wrong. It came like effort which was blissful
wedding attempts to show improvements by writing
which we both did fine.
The form of paper that was Harassment II
restraining order made it seem like wither good or
bad circumstances was at my hands reach at all
times but sentence or remaining no contact as it
made possible say face love or hate it no weep in
between in how you normalize it.

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So it took place writing on Friday after cops as
it was five minutes before writing last episode of
cops a tv show for hours that is night of August
21-22.
He obeyed court and was just fine about how to
live life. I knew he would learn so much with ones
feelings when share in matter of fact he valued my
provisions of no misconduct.
He was worth every moment of my time. I was
wishing a day to teach again with my student which
this time ahead would be in order a dearest of
all, my love who to my eyes is one to one sex
movement.
I have with you an education that brought endless
in motion of possibles of an essence of a trial to
show improvement.
I will remain calm as by form of a new story
ending with corrections of the past writing. As I
write about life as gift for teaching each other
on this day on how relationships could work out if
you put effort into your own destiny.
And with my writing it has situations bring forth
how good love, I can be if you believe and try
hard say I owe and own you Chris and You know life
as we take it is forever wishing we had that
special love forever which I will arrive soon.
As if today, we are willing look back far ahead
from knowing we trust each others freedom

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looking back being with all

allowance. As for
rights to remain positive between verdict and
trials.

And as to Chris love came to understanding of


facts a true love is made known. Most of the time
it came from formed feelings over time as true
love remained true.
I remained with happiness and cheerfulness state
of mind thinking about taking life day by day or
friend or angel with me living life by my side.
Being the one to dedicate my stand points with
student situations that brought myself to rethink.
What has been true has been nonsexual love or at
least tried be safe and sound.
Here we are where in which I found a reason to
better comprehend insightful information. As
together as a reform to know each other.
I feel better with restraining order has it
limitations and freedom which gathers soul endless
routes which lead to pathways of my heart giving
to Chris to experience something new to remember
me by giving money I obtain with profits of loan
money. It in navigation into seeing life alike
with feelings of being close.
I had choose to use my senses by knowing in
school, I saw life complete with Chris my student.
And let it be who be there to control my life
afterward, who will not criticize but help me.

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facts deliberating a moment

As after knowing the


in time I was beginning to be knowing the
differences involve time.

And he who processing errors may it be Chris is


for a reason why he was ready start new ideas. To
be active with writing on spare time is an extra
credit issued with leading on being a teacher
written up for no misbehavior.
To be myself as I say I will teach you Chris all
about being there at the moment of love and
acceptance through all my years alive.
And marriage was how easily it can be misspoken or
cheated upon when you see social media. I
apologize for all trouble and I promised to talk
to you when better and wish you well which you
will hear in story.
Mostly I was to stay strong and state of mind to
say Chris Get Better & Well Talk and he lived
that statements each day by writing.
When in doubt I believed in miracles, and with
holding a proper verdict. I will make myself think
twice. And I owe myself to place in shoes of
Chris, who was disabled with Schizophrenia &
Aspburger Syndrome wanting love in return but
possible maybe it be different people controlling
me differently as I knew I wanted whats real as a
magic world with him keeping house smelling like
smoke.. In fact I wanted pick up smoking.

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He felt it was for all early morning writing when
his dose of medications isn't fully up to par of
being medicated to write which made him write more
with revisions when it was there its dosage as he
waited for nurses at his mothers house.
Is that true with his everyday tasks with his own
writing, it became writing after medications would
be effectiveness of editing when knowing he did no
wrong or harm in his own writing.
He never will break or take his own heart for
granted because he couldn't control it on seeing
what has happened life is a repeat as remembers
living this life. He needed assistance and needed
control of symptoms the development of knowing
everything is okay.
How to describe when prescribed a moment it could
cause failure that caused harm when doing
something cute and lovable to me.
And I was not to be easily to be forgetful and to
get upset in moments he posted videos of music or
himself. Most of the time the videos were music as
of now, are copy-write protected and it has me
upset. I felt upset because I said I did not like
music videos.

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In the past he did a dance video. I just show some
fear wanting his time arrested in trial to end all
evil. Arrested say our love is true but give him
all he needs to be take care of himself which you
can do with cash and insurances.
I yet must believe the healing process is a
feeling he should speak up rather take for granted
his wishes are his commands as for living a life
on Advil with prescribed medications.
He uses music videos to his advantage by
expressing his love because he cannot express in
words.
His words became action. As I set forth a book in
writing with only in book we both write which
makes me happy. As I know he has been standing by
me all these years.
It was all about his daily habits, and all of pity
mistakes to get over some little things. To cause
a break up, for I will be to calmness and
preservation by prescribe medications. I which
controlled his actions of ignoring and more
writing of a story made true.
I live on through memory lane. In fact the fast
lane of memories. And most of each day was filled
with memories. I was down to the mist of
fascinated by the truth. It was only the truth in
which was in store on what I wanted.
I sorted out the difficulties and stood by his

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blue. It was unusual him to be

side when he felt


when in doubtful shameless denial mood. It was all
the hope being together with loyalty beside each
other in a near by village Chris adored in life
when I lived in his dream fantasy life walking as
teenager Essex Connecticut. As with writing as of
this day made us feel special.
I wrote new ending sharing being the teacher of
colliding my heart to Chris. He gave his friends
everything a friend should as time went on with
him not driving.
And with behind this court verdict came as The
Hearts Forming Feelings. There was no friends in
his life as of this day because it was a day he
decided to let go all evilness.
I came with a spiritual background which come on
holidays and prayers with shared experiences.
Sundays I taught classes. Which on why I love
spending quality time together has all made to
know to man Chris is spectacular and smart young
man.
It could be true love from both ends. I believed
in my own dreams he will find a way cheer me up
besides the thoughts about education on the growth
of thoughts on how deal with issues of a long
duration life spending reading each moment in his
life.

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As with life it all made due make us control the
aspects of learning new pathways of doing great
about a future of no end writing proving my
innocence of trial on how I want to learn to make
possible how to take upon a star wish he wish to
come true.
For most part I could not wait for I was to kiss
Chris on a wedding day, and I feel that is going
to be remembered and framed.
Professional relationships were rare with a
student as teacher in public school system. I had
been reaching out to give an authority as writing
thoughts down.
I feel with my thoughts as source of conclusive
virtue. The conclusive virtue is of the area of
love that becomes pictorial techniques shared with
experiences. I live each day with dreams passing
each day living the moment. The dreams are of a
wedding and saying a wish.
It was a drag when thinking about possibilities to
be responsible for which had gotten from start. I
found myself day dreaming understanding each dream
by researching about why I dream the dreams and
found out that it was communication issues and
what I needed to say to Chris and suddenly
everything made sense using my circumstances to
dispute a formed science in his substance use.

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A bold & beautiful formed sciences was to
determine what brought directional guidance.
It was true love from student as I know where we
stand. As I felt past regrets on should of date
sooner then later talk about life.
If I love one showing it could happen in a life
when I lived to be older. With years after high
school I started with seeds on with life. Life was
if you must understand, which I need a nourishing
of his soul. With nourishing of his soul I can
discover he who could suggest wanting me think
twice after finding out about the uncontrolled
behaviors.
As he felt by counting the stars he will see how
many days it be with feelings that be impossible
forget. For the spiritual days are counted and
marked on a calendar. And he gave up counting the
stars he wished for as now became a worship icon
to believe in the stars you wish upon. This was at
a younger age where he was with his brother at
library under the stars in a fort with lights.
I will regret it when one day he look back and
wish it was Easter and Christmas, Halloween he
made due to give out his love. The love spending
came through EBT card, which made it seem alright
we are saving money.

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Being said on how life is, each day seem it was
triggered to anger to leading confused outcome
with medications. I tried everyday prove in
writing where he was the one. I needed somebody
who can change an unhappy smile to a smile.
Everyday was a battle and being the teacher I felt
ashamed of myself as wasted moments I shared with
others.
Keep informed a procession example making the
virtue conclusive is yearning thoughts down. For
all the better but no few words spoke. I was about
the facts and the faults behind the student who
made possible a relationship. What has been
possible a relationship if verdicts were heard and
understood how we need each other.
And how on this day we send requests to the
spirit. When we are obtaining the spirit we obtain
a picture which is looked up in dream dictionary.
Most likely with my thoughts lead us thinking and
using a processable future. As in the proper
judgment it was a processable future overtime. And
crown my way to freedom as from my end, being the
teacher I was to favor a positive verdict that was
beautiful and stunning.
I will involve some sort of communication on
social media and he would be pointed out to ask
for intimacy. I was free weekday at nights and
weekends at appropriate times.

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The hearts wish is to be formed of an apology
where I can or could be or has gone viral. It was
writing each day with no win or loose only sharing
everyday dreams and feelings.
What my planning this fall was informing of a
conspiracy peace conscience act of misfortunes
with life. If making karma known a repealing act
virtue experiences shared.
I was an act replaced of never doubting yourself
with confidence of building as roadblock. As with
my harassment II paper it went very influenced on
others by being with harmony of us being
successful for insight that filled kindly with
nice surpises. I would bring into law that you
cannot play games of a disabled child. He cried
often missing me in school.
I learned a lesson it was for love and prosperity.
And that it brought no good to see him loose, and
to have order to court. As I may grant conduct and
or contact with this year.
It made me feel shame to produce this book with
student. Mostly because the story was my main
attention as a teacher. If being called the
editor, as it brought loving each other while
perhaps so very much love ought to be claimed. I
was till end of time of a duration when I felt
shame and needed a belief system.

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made possible a wedding. This

All next year it was


was a story given to myself as a teacher with made
possible being with a zorch student relationship.
I made it possible for a Thanksgiving request as
from content into formed spirit with revision
exposed to be Married soon. The wedding day
planning is all well known by now that he is the
one taking it over in his head, my student Chris.
I asked many questions may it be this he will be
put in no shame when in doubt. I have faith he
will accept my call.

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I dedicate this book to my teacher Krista Kimberly.
Happy Birthday Brooke

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Commentary Of Thanks
A teacher is true leaves a puzzle, as in my
story which knew how to teach everybody about love
over time and trials. He knew his cousin Trisha
would be a art teacher as brought more money flow
and with the time and trials produced laws which
come from police personnel enforcement which lead
broken promise response, by you believing all too
well to get the law in the heavy hand.
Without Chris and knowing he wants everything put
to harmony as for support encouragement for words
spoken to make this possible. It wouldn't be
possible to write everyday and I know our time is
our time. And it was all an attraction and learned
growth is blossoming everyday with her being a
seed of my life.
With the seed of her being where we have a
connecting hand carrying a bond and settlement
look further for information which brought a
market of opportunity.
It brought all good about the life view of
traveling to vagabonds to leave very best intimacy
epically the news we have this year to prove
right. And whenever you feel you are ready as I
must be presence to respect court orders continue
on with respecting no contact from any party.
And I always will be treasured by authority

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for that special moment. I

systems. I was waiting


say everything will be arranged in order to make
due my best with an order of this provisioned
acquaintance progressed scale one to zero of you
Krista and I will point out are we ready for court
approval as ready in day to kiss you. And show how
much we care without caused harm can lead what is
true.
I will like to dismiss and proceed to get the life
together at least with facts someones else can
obtain this use advantage. My soul expressing as
days I felt how much more time it be when we live
in reality married. I wanted marry you first year
you taught and I hurt inside when feelings wanting
relationship with my teacher. From the year you
taught I knew well before this was year I could
date you based on seeing you on buddypic.com as
third one year old.
I have nothing hide to know about me and how I
deal with issues. To you Krista. I been
appreciative and grateful. As when I chat with you
with voices in my head. And I left for you be true
when blue by me true love. So you would not be
evil and not cause a student to be rude or cruel.
I found romance in my novel soul entering my heart
over your smile and beauty for all the years.
I found myself making choices that better to be
right then wrong as a choice with conscience of
misfortunes of a trial. I could be found by true
love with he who likes idea behind teacher and
student making out getting married raising child
having another. Mostly who are my favorite best

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friends in conflict, most my

friends come by my
choices took steps not to see a fight between love
and hate.
There is nothing wrong with being there to cross
paths and is a moment to say does she really love
facts I been waiting be true by time. I see your
all about moments rather then time.
She makes one undergo tests my waiting time thats
the instant connection. I am waiting for her to
call. And I should keep up with writing my way
through to you my teacher. And I must be thankful
for you always. I placed you in my warm heart,
which should be voted best teacher in entire
world. I love you always. I put in good decisions
for a better us to grow together, as in forever
and always to infinite years together. Thank You.

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Thank You
For Finding Me.

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A Complex Reform For


LIFE
FILLED SPIRIT
WALL
FEEDS
HELPING OTHERS
PRIDE
LOVE OF RESPECT
UNDERSTANDING
ACCEPTING
LOYALITY OF LIFE

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Chapter 1: One Likeness Of Love

ve been in need of a plan my illness intuition of


thoughts, of a documents related to a proper

research protocols that make due for alignments to


activities of a case set for research as information is
given with yearning out unsure responsibilities.
I render the fact of having a practical assurance of a
matter conflicting an oracle obstacle assurance that be
zero tolerance in-spite I needing more days be happy.
Obtaining the structure is the art of the oracle that
together is receptive team work will fall-short as
pleading of a case of denial, as experienced with my
paper on restraining order Harassment II.
To put one reason believing in a court case is true he

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wants me arrested.

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Being trueBecome
to myself One
I could

research with obtained facts to help better utilize my


time. As I write a story of indulgences of trial making
due to change freedom to obtain research with Internet
Service Provider -ISP- computerized with mobile
technoiligical protocols.

The behaviors of liking each other was for a case of


true love at stand a story to submit to court. As a
matter of fact, he due to show computer on web. I was
offering a matter based on my choices I intended to make
Chris to plead no more trials and to obtain freedom from
outer source with the limitations with presence wanting
him arrested.
I had with my spirits of knowing it was he who cares so
much about me. And at the end I will do what it take fit
in the criteria to be with my student.
For both student and I put judgment and caring acts
first as what I know little I render fact I seen him on
roads and information.

The information came from his Prescribed pills with cost.

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I come with respects and

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One
an act Become
put together
anatomy for

deep words he describes my student that renders our


research s case to start proper judgment. I was to lead a
story creating in a world of desire. And I was to control
of attributes of being in crisis.

Life was of him learning more about honoring


while worship myself being a lover as Goddess under the
moonlight. Being the teacher for the most part gave a
proper research is everything put forth seeing where
truth comes as here I have truth to come tell you I love
him so much to this day.
I do love Chris, he is with a student wanting myself.
That works with a team we call team of achievement
success. Must it can come with varies of projects big and
small that brought sexy knowledge in context a creative
writer who can write and be author here by lover.
I could go far ahead of a time to control issues while
using a control of time, and it will begin to bring
processing results of in a multitude potential concerns
about the student I brought forth admiration on his
living years.

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As I write I was in

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fright most Become
years. For One
the most time

brought fright because his Grandma's were older the


recent news his Grandpa died under days before my
birthday. I brought introduction of a reasoning that it
was meant to be on birthday month to see his Grandfather
in February but had denial of meeting at a funeral.
I was empty and filled with no cause to see him when his
Papa dyeing last year on Valentines Day. And Grandfather
who died under my birthday was the name he was named
after which my student Chris. To my birthday day and it
was in the month near Spring in-fact was close March 1st.
To make myself a better person accessing records to
search of myself will better assure my student is within
our life in a story. I could point out on how I can can
change his mind. For the divine inteentions I told about
himself in others nothing would fear me therefore in
which it has all started with actions of love.

I ask the court for a probe protocol at a need to close


of trial that asks for forgiveness to carry on wedding
with reposes reassurance of mortal courage to love and
conqueror acceptance.
Everyday I enjoy myself when I feel things are settling
through out the day. And settling especially down on a

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creation with thoughts

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One
made myself
think creativity
is of

a feeling yearning out that I am older. As I grew older I


was uncertain answer all the perceiving court questions
and concerns.
I was eventually giving moments to be under moonlight the
impression he would still love me on my birthday over the
hill age in the dark side. I would date him where he has
300 or more pages for a book to write about how true the
love is as gift.
To put forward a closed case this year I was brainwashed,
writing brains out. I gave so very much of my time to my
student focusing on our life in story. And here comes
another version of his story which was a blast on my
birthday deliberating the good spirit knowing he has been
there at times of troubles.
When and where I feel down, I would create spam emails to
Chris' account especially with myself which it spoke with
my esteem. As with that my esteem it was he who I spend
time with and who and when matters the most with our
supportive friends in times of difficulties.
It was he that determined wither it was real or not real
my emails I would send out. But he looked at the sent by
sender realize it was spam mostly court was trying get

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justice served for set

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forth love.
Where weOne
stood by the

case proving he was wither right or wrong standing by me


with myself eagerly wanting to know if he cheated with a
new relationship.
I have the guilty pleasures of it has kind remarks Chris'
love with unspoken actions to lead on to whatever leading
to my heart desires. It was all shameful, regret-fulness,
self kindness with my remarks I put unsure effort that
asks to make better out of difficult situations.

We have each other and here tells the story introduction


with along chapters so be happy and everything not spite
of being joyful while we are living the counting of
blessings of us being together empathized to be in
wedding on Easter with family, friendships as teenagers
and teachers over time.
The life he lived was based on this book you will
understand where he looks where there is no evil but
brought good.

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Chapter 2
The Fear I Broadcast Truth

ut a side with people influencing others. The


thoughts as the come effect if he stands with

undergoing corrections with obtained wisdom of a footpath


of attending my life as a diary needing a push with legal
law another to all talk? Which are reasons I did no wrong
yet all wanted was to be protected and safe.
I had no fear keep him saying honest facts and I to trust
him when I found out he only had sex few times with same
lady Carrie it buzzed my life where I would drink
occasionally. His life with his connection, angels and a
Goddess which was me myself a teacher.

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Kindness was a feeling far beyond a fresh start being
safe and sound and novelist with in return love as a
teacher. I am shy person a novelist where I experience
something new with writing or chain of thoughts. All lead
to worshipful speaking one way expressing my love.
As with in a story I will make known I am better as I
wrote and write my open minded thoughts down in a story.
Being of sure he is the one and it consisted of making of
sure to treat life sweet and kind with new with
everything made possible the romance delight early spring
to the wedding as I saw him on Sunday. He with my open
mindfulness extensiveness comes in a story for Easter
wedding and allowing me research more about love to all
due his Birthday. And for-most if Im in safe bond and
protected with trust.

I felt guilty I held a grudge and to have have this


moment to indulge in my own personal destiny but the
daily routine to live well and living well I mean going
places with Chris.

As with us we grow to know each others friends. I wanted


know everything about Chris and was told all he did was

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smoke a point seven a day

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of substance.
Which
included

with issues he craved food. He ate full meals, especially


my ones favorites on weekend breakfast. With life I put
in my heart on doing what I know best which everyday I
live, laugh, and learn from mistake from trial behalf.
I let issues flow for the better half of myself as I am
on ground surface so to speak the roof of all-good spirit
around myself with foundation to live, laugh and learn
everyday. Evilness brought determination of something new
everyday I couldn't resist I loved him very much to this
day.
I know some say its easy to think there a full of grass
on other side of fence but others not but to accept his
behavior as I have knowingly know what triggers his mind
state that we have the circumstances of somebody proving
you wrong. I couldn't predict the future but knew I was
loved.
It was the lack of communication while the days spoke as
was to live thinking before I acted out in a hand to care
love processing rule. The spirit of the ground I give
imaginary action wall, which is stability of what is to
come with the friends and family on ground surface.
My friends and family show fearless in a line of showing

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a shine of a great

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strength of positive
courage.

in spirit spell I be with you. And I said to Chris I have


you, be with no worries in classroom across the room.
Your love will settle your heart which was said in
school.
I learned he respected my wishes and he imagined in March
1st of a day in history I was born as ought to go right.
Ive been thinking well talk on my birthday as special
romantic day this can be a true day for intimacy.

He made his first move by getting email and with my email


address which was in-completed information collided with
knowledge of guessing my email he had the smarts. It
could go right I felt.

I was feeling I will be okay dealing with his blabbering


mindfulness side of life with regrets of loosing contact
which I was able to pull forward the forming thoughts
proceeded in story. As he implemented us getting ahead
not behind. I use information for advantage to obtain a
structured malfunction proceeding heart shape groove of
writing love where he could show change with beauty which
now saw he tried so hard fit his life to push and look
like me.

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Talks grew over time

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consideringBecome
we talked One
on computer

protocols. Which are kept on AOL network security of high


levels with saved logs on computer Chris set up. He was
never short minded with behaviors he wanted everything to
last with the broadcasting of site new egg for
refurbished computers and laptops with i7 rather spending
the extra 200 to 300 on paying service with donation
money to set up set up and get or ask for donation short
time due nothing fear at this point forward I was short
shared but sweet it was an Oracle of information reviving
proven knowledge.
As you looked at the chapters possibly student or
teachers with people of all kind I send to you where
would we believe in time is the right time. If seen would
we think different? Well I was up to the challenge the
new challenge where we all end a life in harmony.
He did not want life ending dramatic pare with life but
did not want leave people and it was sad to end fault. It
was a story broadcasting behaviors of audio and a visual
learning experiences. I was of knowing when you can do
own yourself as when with a way find home owning yourself
with no fear comes fearless music creation each day as he
had preview for upcoming years were he was one to do the
quest of the greatest joy smoking and having substance
as with greatest celebrities making movies possible but

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most defently music as

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One with
living life
in California

celebrities.
You can bring much self talks but most comes from trust
and who met the criteria of who is your friend. I found
trust can be easily broken and I wrote about hippa and
how you can recover from schizophrenia by writing and
smoking substance was easily best thing for this world to
come authors and come with true spirits.

To me I find myself alone a lot and being social and


legalized in a state in United States America all I
wanted. It was the effective dosage as while substance of
point seven. I can't believe I pass urine test as teacher
but not income that matters and I do not smoke before
school for the duration of hour. You deny a one hour ride
blunt before and after school at home. You see I can't
but think easily I changed.
Well life broadcasting brought with shuffle on radio
station website as play list as randomizing play list.
And well about us, and for what made due as a stance was
ready for acceptance in all I do if we are together.
Wherever the location where we meet again well give

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thanks as we believe

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Where Two Hearts
Oneof good
crevice do Become
all in passages

works. In such behaviors believing we are loveable person


ending life well being on the day of Easter.
You will love my classroom with what I got to say on the
first day of school if we are not together and I hate to
doubt myself to sleep.

The personality I share is with a sweet kind heart


behavior, and Chris understood my feelings on the
aftermath him leaving high school with standing only
with longing for my body.

I left him thinking, I was evil on all my days after


high school. Others noticed it too and I had many
opportunities to allow a different judgment at had its
time be here soon Easter well talk ahead yet have
wedding.
It was the moment I could see him Day funeral of past
and waken up thought maybe it would bring comfort if we
talk today. I always looked fashionable and cute of the
first day of school, while teaching first week it

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brought a kind gentle

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Where Two Hearts
One
touch of Become
a hug. I kept
my mind

blank and speechless for saying pride would come as


knowing a teacher brings no contacts at ease silence
with Chris, he heard my voice in his head throughout my
classroom. I consider the relationship I was told by
student as he payed to have student write letters but
the poem he wrote was so cute, I kept saying is this
true.

And with 409 pages later he would be all with greatness


and here to say he will protect hippa rights with his
well being by going to Jerry Springer. More and likely
for he put his life at risk wanting to put desires into
effort into relationship but for a low cost investment.

And only I wanting be with him, here was us we was the


standing by his and my side of a story with corrections
we call success in pride owning yourself with limited
resources as he wanted exposure of hippa in standpoint
at being of a broadcast on TV. His the words came easy
express my love to student because he was author I was
teacher I knew what I wanted someone who will never
doubt myself to order justice.

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With a smile it gets you especially with book
devastating news how I lost money of money job
proclaiming money loans with profits of reasoning of
paying some of new businesses set asside paying new loan
made by teacher and student in relationship made
possible.
Any amusements of the moments together brought forth a
moment of more to know about a student, he was lucky
have me. He was in a class as I taught across the room
and I was liked by him very much to this day.
He understood whatever life gets you, it only gets
better of another indifferent train running a track.
Usually the tracks were with pathways made possible to
never look at anyway of life gets you way to apologize
for losses that quickly remain silent only the presented
information is fact that it can be forgiven and brought
upon to visit upon choice but should not forget it was
mistake and you ought hold a life where you can speak of
apology as saying sorry. It was voices he heard claiming
it was me to protected by trust and easy to explain.

But many times he was questioning and answering others


saying how true the relationship was or ought to be. He

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thought it be nice being

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One
on a beach
with all
his life.

It was the moment where I thought he never knew that I


wanted it too well. With being together, on a warm place
on the vineyard maybe eternally I kept saying in my head
but now rental property we ought consider.

After all I saw in his life this could may not want but
wanting more of life then to give in another hands
create a beautiful place for us in our externalized
love? Foremost he was saying I am wanting to be with you
now and eternally yes I replied be careful what you say.
How the restate on Vecchittos got bought out by
cousins where was I say. I ought save this treatise. It
was in hallway with his tutor which taught in classroom
across room when she would tell me the news. He wanted
him stop writing in his head but I knew sharing gossip
to other teachers made due for progress knowing if he is
true.
I did not have a regretful emotional feeling but years
later he chose Robert for conformation name he would be
mine forever even if I said no to anything he does or
says. Later on before he shared his birthday which was
Sunday of this week he found out his Niece had Robert
Dudko for teacher.

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I knew I could set this be true see how he is with
family but knew we first cannot over protect the hippa
because if something from my stand point erupts I will
call him say treat your kid with respect.

As my Grandfather pops once said he who wanted me will


direct ones life. He was a true schismatic person who
gave half the life he lived spent in a good faithful
treasure-able memories. As Chris said prayer I heard to
Grandfather I became with all positive to my book.

I need say true love exist when you spend daily acts of
caring one another loving the other say I worked in an
insufficiently atmosphere and ego knowing where the mind
stands of trials and being protected with nurses doing
right of time of crises plan trip to California where he
could have a home reinvention with a nurse see him write
or se he does during the day as he eats sleeps music
during day. He makes life a smoking habit too as hobby.
This year as preparing see life there by his side. As
where if he get amends to do far over 100% of his time
in one timer with light to end my last years right my
life where I began to think in school which I did not

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reject the offering of

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Where Two Hearts
Onehis love.
love to Become
be part accept

And new days aroused making myself has come into his life
as need. He played as never any strike outs. Once twice
three strikes and making him understand a home run so be
it be the story being over 500 pages as tag team together
as to get a book published with comments.

The taste of his skin lingered being a singer writer in


life where the music he enjoyed playing brought
inspirational attitudes he played Down-Town Train and
Runaway Train. That song he felt as he had to write
resemblance of a life not loosing track with thoughts
proceeding not renewing case. Whenever I see you, I will
be happy with you it felt so true with no violation of
hippa by going on Jerry Springer or Maury.
As he put much effort in writing and that effort he made
ease to not look back, which me realize he was entering
my heart everyday as he has gotten better as not
demanding goods and actions get there.
His actions carrying being ruthless he felt was
complicated to understand my love has been complete. I
was with knowing I had to my life spirits to this day as
it was close to Easter.

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Become One
I was always in that everything will work out by the
day before Easter and I was unsure with the reasons I go
strong but wrong. Others dislike me because of love and
who I like. I dwell to know he will not loose track this
time around. Everything he does was all life
opportunities we connected all years in life mostly the
Bazooka gums told its story if you want honest truth.

Producing my thoughts on paper rather then exposing


delusional talk of loosing track would consist of being
him better parts of life areas of resolutions. I
understand he be without taking medications one day
elderly or being dishonest showing no acts of caring.
But I never felt it was him the problem child I felt he
had be pampered to this day.

As the days passed I rule out hate and I find love as I


find the heart for others to see on whats has been
true. I truly have a big heart with us that trusts one
another and for whoever I trust knows I give freedom to
ones who respects my wishes. I did not want be bothered
so he reached to my mother on social media of past.

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The moment in time say

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One
if I date
Chris would
come into

agreements and I would like you the reader hear me out


as for all he does I say his love is truly touching.
I will make room for my positive thoughts of a student.
As this time I came to realize, I will bring into
conversation with the little things in life that matter.

I will give love a chance as soon court seeks judgment


of kindness, which I hope that the judge allows
communication at this very moment. I will to be allowing
criticizing his action plan and efforts and all
apologies brings good judgment of faith leading no more
to court and confusion.

How I never want see him go to jail of prisoner of the


past not live with regrets which he has high hopes. But
side the hopes we knew each other well which way to take
that question if there were a fork when or why I judge
rule over love, how do we love with feelings on ignoring
each other could lead to feelings only bringing context
of story to speak normalized behavior?
To consider I would be fairy godmother that to and of

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his family be in no end

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up withBecome
puzzle no One
denial of life

with no end for troubled past but be with with new


challenges building the attention entrances of love.

Because of Chris was ready believe its true love. How


love came knew it was him how this all got started with
what I offer was the facts he knew would resemblance his
life.
I want resolve this case somehow as put into agreements
with no arrangements of generousness behaviors. I want
share dreams at this point. With dreams I was in his
dream yesterday as manifestation.

What we want in

delusion as of connection and Goddess in voices he heard


to be true as generous all possible proceedings made
possible.

I have the feelings I am okay with today writing and


going to bridal expos all throughout my life
representing photography business with high quality

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cameras with photograph

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processing
lesson One
offerings.

I withstand my mood to write a story about proprietorial


desires yearning for Easter lead dance toward a life and
where we are today.. and with talking about the
greatness of his spirited Easter wedding dreams to
others.

The crisis life is ought to be safe now,

as for he

obeyed on what's been said. I continued a romantic


dinner planned on book of travel of his home-town. Now I
have been with little to no fear. It has been said so
long ago, I will return in moments times after October
as reading the first draft this took place now of March
1st my birthday. And in October our moment to celebrate
the spirit of Halloween. Much before that will be an
Easter wedding I have faith will work out.
A long time from now I had silence it brought fear in
my life, he started to fear himself since I heard his
voice in response, in-fact he is a true nice person in
my head always positive. I nourished his kindness over
the years, with the life I proceed was with positiveness
spirits of it ought to work out if you believe in a
spirit as wwjd, What Would Jesus Do.

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I was touched in

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One too with
likeness of who
I was truthful

in which some say he was liked by me my student Chris, I


was his formal teacher others agreed. I never had chance
say it was over to him. He figure the relationship life
ought to be strong and never doubting yourself in the
engagement of life.

I was always mysterious with when in love with others. I


gained an information highway during hypnotizing people.
It was himself I needed for this year and it was
supposedly condemning a marriage with facts to make it
feel realistic to the reality of being by his side in a
story.

For my time I will go to plead truthfully with my life


and be bold to serve Chris. I will talk more about
through the passing days in the introduction. And with
of a story along with my busy work schedule as I keep in
mind brought all to feelings I had to share.
Most of life treated therapeutically with his creativity
on the poetry, and writing. The intimacy was
accommodating for our date today at earliest

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convenience.

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I want marry him this time around to help serve when


needed.

And I hope a during a try to call up trial of

attorney and take action of a no hate, no misconduct and


no felony arrest when we can talk again. I just want
fair judgment with us allowing knowingly we still have
feelings with one another.

The facts that their will be no sentence and when, how,


why and where he comes in my life to love is
questionable on day before Easter and my birthdays and
holidays I will not forsake him or make myself with a
witty between us. I personality like of saying the past
coming forth bright future without humor from my end as
teacher.

I do fully believe beyond potential I can say that I know


that of all I will build positive courage of strength for
a student, and he who better understand me come as time
is present face his dreams. I maybe a messenger deliver a
loyal side with family folks and or friends. To the
thoughts at night, he will be my husband standing by me
every step of the way.

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I was life of being the

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caring Become
one, I was One
a flirt with

warm heart feelings. For love and happiness it was till


moment of time of endless memories. The moments and
memories had a chance with strong feelings and desire
years later.

The school life where I worked which others read his


sent messages to my personal email and work email. He
had no access to my account information, he emailed a
well written letter.

I caused and caught myself going out of the mind state,


of keeping hold of a life saying the facts of a two
thirds of my years lived he never did gave up. I gave up
a chance this coming up year, he would make due not
allowing himself in public or at house/apartment.

I ever so wanted to know why and left me curious if we


actually talked at younger age was made questionable. I
was thinking about escaping an illness for recovery in
an institution.

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And with our time it brought pay but I was feeling a
time that would bring us closer. A day without pay will
bring, a day saying my admirer I could wait. Most of the
time I had no worries paying bills.

I have a set goal-driven attitudes leading me on which


behind with my tears I was the sly devil as I will get
in focus with what brings pain. I feared he or she will
hear my voice and here alone needing me is one I have
choose show sacristan mindful spirits in my writings to
quotes I post on profile as of knowing he knows the
school website had leadership quotes.

I am the Goddess of his life she who walks in our life


will be our friend. I began to wonder if he was treated
for being alone at night by another lover.

In the

meaningful of all spirits my student harassment was


dismissed of distilment of innocence of trial adjurn I
wouldn't offer any sex to another student nor adult. He
was mostly my high during the day and night improving

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his quality experiences

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why people
escape One
crime to its

foundation of facts I am the best teacher.

Mostly I gave efforts to influence him make life being


hopeful never live with regrets into friendships, but
wanted myself more than anything to apply to
occupational therapy.

I started to think it was meant to be when he agreed it


just had allow smoking.... every time... he was eager to
call each time he got to the Social Club. He called
twice and smoked a pack at his stay.

As time went a while now slow waiting till next court


date he began a new pill frolic acid and will be not
contact high school students, while kept same as he was
alert never yelling.

I am steady with my health proceed things at right


giving moment about reality till day of death of Grandpa
of being on new pill at any given moment. I soon faced
claimed malefaction of calmness keeping in a form of an
ideas of lesson planning. He learned values exists of a
learned lesson.

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He gained a hare personality because he was awaiting
find out what next awhile rethinking he ought see the
trust bond what I expected him not rush into love and
take away from me the pride and ownership of my goodworks.

He had learned new science of forgiveness with power


prayer sharing prayers he finds cheering up ones spirit
right through the heart sorrow pain.

He was burst full energy to indulge in whats come into


my life connecting saving to buy houses, trailer homes
by renting so well have no worries working but state you
live once I had little to no worries to take pills all
at once since the love is strong.
I will ask myself the questions while not partying and
drinking. I kept with a minimal amounts, I could
tolerate but alcoholic free classroom is what aimed at,
I expected everyone to follow my rules which he did not
obey. He disliked his own voice and he gave every
opportunity in school please me with consequences he

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always took at the art

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of life Become
painting. One

I was learning from mistaken lessons I will put in words


my life within aspects of the good fortune as between no
bad remarks. I make us not fail or fall apart. For the
students affair we all wanted to know was the ordeal
between outsourcing clues if he ever liked me or see
that spotted attention that will always be a spot in my
heart at United States.
He was observant and noticed but held to think to be put
on respertdal he had greater outcome with nurses from
school and local hospital. At school nurse for nagging
when would be the day but right timing it was all pain
running through my mind how could I do this to a student
prescribing pills as medical doctor degree. Once he knew
I was a author of own book I began to process how life
put to words truth. He lead 4 hour erection or as some
say when craved see me more in school.

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It was ever so long over due show spirits of our love
that came with insights of inspirational aspects of
caring for one another and being there at the moment for
the good times.

In school Chris and I had blushes on our faces. He ever


so got me to care in school with his sad emails, he got
sent home for misbehavior of the computer which he had a
started a network crash which he was only candidate to
fix.

With Chris and I all became a lesson was to fight for


the facts for this year. And for years to come as I wait
for an Easter wedding. I never doubt instincts but I had
follow the rules and laws with oath to write brains out
while maintaining excellence and have fantastic behavior
and outcome.

While fighting and flirting I have no compassion at the


time I was with a self awareness of fantastic behavior
ending up true. He was smart to plan the talk on my

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Easter now birthday be

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One
in the spot
bring accordance
of

no mistakes. I know for fact I will contact him for my


life with him and only wanting be with trust.

He was honest under his mom wing a living book of life


as she did all his school work now came a version
teachers prayed come true workmanship of Chris owed
justice.

The laws protected by citizens from harm especially if


writing how could you have access of harm when never
thinking about harm? He wanted everything fall smooth
with talks of his mother occupationally considering she
worked at police department.

Everything in his life he shared to his mother and I was


with same company with sane thoughts days it will be
Easter which was best day of our life we get married as
would be with my student.
I was looking for young man to love for all my years as
I lived. For awhile making this year to go right, I had
to give for this year as an open door policy. It was
ought be greatness knowing I met this student I love to
this day.

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I speak to myself, without speaking to students on the
status of the relationships I live for and if he heard
my voice, the one who I love the student and so be
sending spirits with full moon sharing thoughts no
matter what thoughts were on my mind.

It was close being the full moon is called fruit moon


aka harvest moon. In the thoughts which knew he had to
respect our love and build trust and worm was ought to
be blissful with transitions of forming computer arts
and science into our own replenishing spirit.

He proved he lived on telling everybody the truth he


loved only the desperate being with a virgin when he
liked me. He had to exposes everything in content. The
context speaks of his life as I proceed make right.

I lost my mind all this time? What? I go on knowing he


said truth but we both know the life we share in this
entire world is not to cheat he and not made out with
nobody with knowing he has not cheated.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
As he organized thoughts into the file cabinets it was
like how the computer processed information the speed
how react how to obtained by originality of condole
information with commands of acceptance.

As you provide the well indulge bring with proceedings.


He did well in school with obtained researching
information and applying information at trials after
high-school.

I gave a secret day a chance to put when I needed to


talk out the source of voices which I kept myself why
because it was a word and I had Angels, Connection,
Goddess of youth for him it was me, and sweet blessing
from wanting deliver to Jesus assented to God on days
alone. For most of my proceedings came Thanksgiving but
today I felt was ready to talk. I was like a cardinal
but more fluctuated start here comes a marriage with joy
of a song.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One

I gave thanks if successful through my day. I give


justice of my own youth of my wing being fearless soul
he organized. As he who talks it was connection when it
was he was needed help support a band, or when its a
good day to hang out with a friend.

If you know what I mean when everything goes fine and


you could meet him in mystery of travels of spring time
ought be ready to blossom into romance.

For Chris put forth the Angels come at night and the
ones who died lead dreams as travel proven guidance of
miracles. From zero to birth he was coherent with about

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his life he only aimed

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Where Two Hearts
One
for 600 Become
pages as with
both our

togetherness get there of reasons why it was meant be


and was I having to touch a spirit of going 99 bananas
young ready to start fresh.

Our relationship brought moments he wrote lyrics on his


iPhone that brought with feelings of all the time as a
joy. The key essence of all evil brought happiness with
tears he brought memorable times in the life.

His two friends for life made this possible to be making


music. In fact he was learning so much after the
hospital volunteer evaluation program. He feels so much
stress when the carbon fluoride hit him hard with a
psychosis.

For the first few weeks in school he was late for class
which made me have broken heart feelings. He did not
love me but rule cigarette before entertaining.

It was unusual for entertaining and entwine in ones arm.


While it spoke with life in school, I had to wait for
the right moment and he was to be needy for love and
marriage.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
As for before entering a life with relationship with
student I would be of a plan or circumstances on
attitudes that take effect with proven knowledge and
facts. And for today I have not started the new open
door policy.

Having him was a pleasurable feeling which was


afterwords, I was told to move on to find someone older.
And in between classes he smoked after I realized it was
an addiction. He had learned from myself there are
supportive people who will melt stress away.

He liked myself so very dearly much to this day. I still


was learning to accept a stable mental illness condition
in process of recovery with having thoughts choosing him
as if he was going to be open minded.

I began to think he could be the one gotten a plan make


us together, as he writes I read as he says in the book
write write and more writing.

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Become One
I had great food and spirit around me as a while
sidetracked with a good hang out with some few friends
as I wrote experiencing my efforts to make due for dead
on perfect story. And being shut off with a voice was
hard task when all your thinking could he be the one.

The life I live says I will gain communication at one of


many moments. And I am open for talks for these years. I
hope gain multiple intercourse. As where we have a path
for success, a life as a where and prayers get answered
with walks of life, as soon with a sweet baby will be
born with Chris as this time he won't have blanket or
towel over the blockage during intercourse in hospital.

For the most part I will gain to talk with his thoughts.
As I've been hoping he been ready start something new
and something bold and beautiful while creating
beautiful beast into a story.

Living with a nature of being better involves myself to


step up as some say baby steps as not jumping to

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conclusions. I been

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Where Two Hearts
Become
effortlessly
in betterOne
sharing a

story and doing his footprints on what had been left


behind with his life.

I like working in computer field and he saw I work past


food pantry. I was to keep silent because I had picture
leaked on there website of myself working at food
pantry. Sunday was when I had a Catholic learning class.
I taught the spirit of being faithful and trust around
us. It lead to good faith with what is coming up next
with guidance.

I have wondered why as for many reasons like myself,


having no reason why I find reasons to find out why a
student walks into my life and made myself to think
differently.
He made realize it was love. My student was a simply odd

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single man who gave

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become
Onesay to my
myself pregnant
as I want

first child. He doesn't have an idea it could be him the


father of the baby.

I had no rights to make it a thought of conflict today.


I will be out of question to seek online with web and
ask for what I deserve on the better side of myself with
my doctor. And if I was in a life long relationship,
their was no reserve no answer to talk about on who or
when I deserve love and attention.

I ask you play nice in all you do and focus what you
want in life-calling events in Catholic community. As he
stated on facebook he and I could go if court allows
into fair judgement with credits of our workmanship to
go convencition with monitored behavior if cause a
trigger with confidence that easily misjudged to be
ought fair and reasonable with hippa and amount time is
money but could be greatest thing running for us.

I was reserved for my student Chris. He knew starting an


element would create an exposure to capture my heart. As
while I would look for proterites to buy for production
of K-cup wanted start a kcup website beverage sales and
marketing he had the right people make possible.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
And he felt he developed named with me with his parents
and invited the product line as well as kindle he knows
his voice is developing what comes out his month is the
young and bold he was sure of making issues beautiful.

He was knew all about benefits of white kidney bean


extract and powders. It was loose weight and having
benefits in a drink set forth in a gallon in a single
cup would make due for healthy fresh drinks cheaper.

He said the future could make pulse be energy of body


and you can recharge some how with the form of science
and thinking with brain of what travels like pills see
it go like robot into body as royal society studying
with colleagues made possible with my help.

It wouldnt use the machine but be in similar to kcup


with pill a day that brings your life with new experince
as it will change your life to charge whats good in
body. While he brought forth good he wanted express this
all in the hospital but nobody took time to zap him to
slow the static of his brain as the energy fly by with
thinking he would study medicine in California or MIT.
Hhaving said it in cold water beverages bottles as well

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to drink the power up

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Where Two Hearts
choice orBecome
makings ofOne
living longer

clean ego with no added chemicals to preserve it he felt


be all liquid and saw a vision where calories count so
do food don't why end drama gaining weight for resources
why nt save plant

let animals do the talking as we take

good shelter there youth.

Where would I be and who would I become if I have fear?


He did not want give name and wanted sell on Main St his
beverages. For most part I kept silent that was the
essential key when I felt danger. I will be out of his
life never, I will I be heading out with tearful life..
as I wait for right moment today.
I really would like know the facts of a case where when
I challenged him as his life changed since the break up.
Why are we in terms of space between Chris and I. For
years ending rather so quick nothing will stop me loving
him everyday.

Thinking of theirs a way with no fearful life made it

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difficult to explain.

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Where Two Hearts
Become
One
And future
going with
half flow

road ahead. I lost most that motivated me which I try


live well throughout my days living on planet earth. But
the sky today showed bolts of thunder which brought with
Dark Grey skies.

In a moment which might be going to clear up rather


soon, I put smile on my face and smile as clear
precipitation took place with warmer weather. And knew
this was a moment I need to say comes rare to love a
student in a sign of a storm should that be the date
made me wonder. I kept confident the date we talk is on
his birthday or Easter where we head Las Vegas as
wanting take him cirtus hotel with amazon deals.

I see the creation with the spirits lightish day and


night dreams that makes us fear at first couple years
but for most part brings understanding what is next,
which requires you look in dream dictionary.

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I will have clear

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Oneup next
understandingBecome
what is coming

when he lays next to me. He was bringing comfort in on


seeing the unseen. How I can be the one kept running in
my head always going be my little young man Mr.
Vecchitto here stand now being called Mrs. Vecchitto.

My goal is well known how often I say why its hard to


find a reasons believe he the one of wonders to take
control of my life. I understood in time that I am shy
not opened to many but open talk my feelings out to
Chris.

And I would be surprised to hear a verdict without anytime of not showing up as he spent the thousand on
attorney.

The ideas traveled on a one way track of an idea of a


partner Chris, which that will lead on to an Easter
wedding that are brought with formed ideas which

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thoughts that would be

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Where Two Hearts
cleared.Become
For he wasOne
taking his

medication, all resulted in positiveness.


Being a clear minded individual led to years of a
collaboration of this love. He is kind and sweet that is
truthful to mankind good-works made from heart due to
honor me always. To show senses of pride of in his
creative work required everyday work.

Frankly I made most of a disabled child of a student in


life to do all I can with myself being the creative one.
While crying at the nights I was knowing I curse rarely,
it was

a promise made true only he saw my innocence my

guilt trip to curse.


When and where my guilty pleasures were being with young
love, I really intended to be treating myself with
positive attitudes and safe to start over-about when
chances that any luck of an over-drive sudden change for
chance or moment to this day to love Chris physically
with attraction.

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I was not in mood to end

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Where Two Hearts
Become
Onestart a
this year
with rough

year to figure out the mess with my conscience it lead


few bad words and remarks on phone calls from Brian, you
said he was a dirty fucker.

Here come by the facts I have no bedtime, I told to be


yet only making due myself allow crying on manfistations
at times he did not write but wrote still after days
when wanting it published that daypossible ghost that
wanting be friend to him not getting scarted he wanted
he did not understand death and wanted life end life
maybe the computer can sync symtoms with the 01s as read
to plead innocence to guide you too with out clicking
knowing your dna of choosing everything and speaking to
our mobile gadget as wrote about technologies in
mobility.
It was all in past I wrote with no misfortune moments
alone.I had contact with student was learning from his
faults of cuddling was not an option. But if I did my
cards wrong then I ought be in jail I felt.

Each day I had rambunctious I only said things once and


you had wait for my call and if you felt Chris was wrong
he was right. Persistent of giving back by writing
brains out to all that will attend with family and to
commitment made January first as student teacher friends

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now stand by his lover

Feelings Are Forming


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Where Two Hearts
Become
all my life.
And beOne
there when he

makes a wish Sunday to come true.

While birthdays lead to daughter to cry on shoulder


knowing it can be years without Chris. I wet my pillow
at night whole awake thinking and crying about holidays
and a formal student, Chris which soon Easter wedding no
sign he is ready it was his and my birthday coming up.

Therefore I had control of anything put forward in


action or within my life will bring proof of purpose for
the most part it was a built respect response act I
created.

If I show respect he will be respectful. After-time I


will trust him. For now I write as hope it explains why
he only one for myself to love who is lovable to the
thoughts it produced of an Easter wedding.

From I the moment I thought of why, I want to write a


story to prove right as I write. He spoke soft-spoken

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like, he really gave

Feelings Are Forming


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Where Two Hearts
Become
thoughts with
a poem One
as about

having jolly good time based on candy jolly rancher.


He gave me that poem in classroom along with jolly
ranchers.

This was about kind-heated as hearted was not a word


which showed everyday actions of love by suffering for
cold on hot summer days but had warmth with Angel.
Everything was came right through me.

Why you asked questions mostly because he was


influencing others the broadcasting of new pills to be
for all types of people to improve mental health and
wellness.

As he woke up mostly Chris the student would think of


what brought this day good will come good. How he treats
life is kind episodically with never proving points just
live happy with substance and home and trust.

When he owned part my share make his dreams come true.


He was to write a kind a short poem that touches my

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heart. I will better

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Oneto be the
assure to Become
be left behind

best of my appreciation. In moments of time he will be


thinking of me. Most of my time I was rethinking I will
be elderly age retired with so much to give.

I was not willingly to throw out and try put any effort
of giving out any-time learning more about software to
be hopeful yet show my true colors in a package to
present in 2016 which was around the corner make due for
positive change.

I was in charge controlling his actions, I wanted him on


medications and evaluated frequently when he shows
helpless behaviors as changes lead hospital visits.
The most of my years with my mind was learning right to
wrong, wrong to right. This was a feeling sensations I
felt which got me motivated. And with working together
as team together well there is achievable dream with an
awarding feeling with team efforts.

To show improvement being out some time and some days, I


have labor my child and I had handful working with a

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children. And I knew

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Where Two Hearts
Become
One
whenever this
was ought
to be in

place of my student shoes it would be wonderful desires.


I had high expectations with being the household mother
to my child and to my student, Chris which I say he done
proving when off medications.

Most of my time I was thinking it will be everlasting


life together after fact he graduated high school early
be with me. As with a thought of marriage could be true,
while other thoughts my student who likes me came
knowing my life is hectic it will come to some day or
some time soon when I get elderly where I will give him
I suppose life use of my house.

While other times I hear voices with obeying as no real


settled clues on why I write but I do want marriage with
Chris when he could be using me. Later I found out he
was not greedy with money, it was only when he was
wanting more friends he felt he had share while being so
dearly close to myself.

He was a student I can be with thoughts of much of


nothing brought us closer in spiritually only casting
spells of declaimed on truthful voices. He brought

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change making due in

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Where Two Hearts
mistaking Become
trials. In One
having little

make known with my life feelings before Christmas and


Easter in fact Sunday.
This year was a story for my birthday, a gift I cannot
say is true based on court. Most part it has true love
meaning I I do love Chris always in doubt see clear mind
ahead with connecting on websites advertising himself as
a story writer as I need him show no hurt.
My life was ought be hurtful which, I can bring hurt by
love with overwhelming feelings. I tend get emotional
while I searched for alternatives considering I have a
loyal side while we made due hear out each others wisdom
from each other.

I was in which very much to give and offer a loyal


personality with leadership quotes with interviewing
skills. My life was remain active and learn and grow
upon others by experiences on daily actions.

Chris has really truly been their and he showed how get
closer to a positive feelings which got stronger in
time. He made me feel important I always keep him close
but no cigar as much regrets not putting him on my
health care plan.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
He owes a lot to the state but nothing should fear him,
I've been trying to make possible a relationship true
and helpful while beneficial. His loving acts of love
was unique and made it seem like I was only one for him.

I was always believing I was playing the victim always


yet to be told wanted sex while our sex life was
unspoken words come alive like meeting in destiny of
travels would inspire us to live on our own ways.

I did see him on the roads but I had rethink maybe Im


ending a new beginning. I ended up from his travels in
opposite directions.
I had a business where he can get re-certified for
computer repair. I wanted work beside him for months
days and years. He was so very smart with lower IQ from
the carbon fluoride.

He adores everything in my life that I accomplished and


succeeded to do and I loved technology and being
successively different. Which I spent time teaching with
helping of others a course of leadership and to be into
production of making DVD for the classes I taught.

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Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become One
I was experiencing editing software where I taught how
to edit videos while repairing of computers. I help his
heart for most years in school with my forming feelings
towards words he made seem true to other teachers and
doctors.

He thinks it will be everlasting into eternal life


comes road ahead.

Where I live aim towards being

together.

Oh the thoughts raised questions about myself are few to


others which he made everything seem so real on what he
wanted, I felt very attached and obsessed as he felt the
same.

Doctors thought he has a delusion about life in general


which allows him see a future and without causing harm.
Whenever it were the facts it brought all good. It was
good looking by him doing check-ups and taking
medications.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
I loved him for taking medications once he noticed
positive thought patterns and behavioral patterns with
behaviors he subsidized for positive coping techniques
like experiencing in writing on each holiday with
another draft.

The thoughts we shared render be the masterpiece of a


conflict of interest of a story reasons wanting get
married sharing life together.

Awhile now I been with no fear, when I have no fear I


notice a change of a heart that speaks, I be at ease but
knew with the Hippa law Miss Longergain said was going
make proficiency. To him he saw likeness of everybody
except men of his life he thought would be gross if
dated. The life he wanted show other the success in
fashion on how one can change over pills of any duration
with this phenomenon of asking him change on appearance
if refused a man out of him. I wanted sex but not with

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man I wanted kinkiness

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become
while playing
hoursOne
into

convocation I felt he was ready someday or another


realist I been there every step of the way.

I was spot light of his heart who wanted sex and


relationship with sex involved wither he felt married or
not just be part my life where I just own him only.

I would own him knowing I was giving oral and


intercourse and his help to produce viral mostly I felt
ashamed speak truth but It was all exposed by truth with
the teacher being editor and upon Robert Dudko read to
class the story.

Everything was true kids were starting understand about


life where feelings can go wrong or deny the shame
because what a shame how Shane ended I had to tell his
teacher as behalf remembrance his nieces student,
Conclusiveness of conduct for second time this spirit I
see as student Chris is here with me.

I get things both good and bad with predicaments of no


denial but do know if intercourse happens have to plead
my life as sentence to predicaments of saying trust to

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the oath under

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Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
privileges know Become
what comes One
in must come

out trials leads to no mistake but love messages


personally exposing his right that he can make story
versions of his book any time. I was in control because
of my own being but being crazy looney toon or being
wild brought it good to know I been supportive in every
way.

Wither it all some reproduction can stop it all with


pills being source of powered source if whenever we
choose to live and want to live show we live with smoke
blunts I say blunt every 3 hours. Are we okay believing
a teacher like me site see everything that goes on with
this town? Getting wild is a crazy cat of no more fear
left behind I am here to be the number one leader
running wild in chase you once and once we face the
communication I saw the light shine I did not want pass
out but chooses keep remembrance of Joy hearing his
experiences of my life with his Cousins Grandmother
table with me being the teacher at the house.

Being the kind spirit of another broght out of hand, I


will consolidate the police. And his looks are better
knowing he constantly wants be with me, I was told that
he liked me very dearly much. I'm random but aimed
professional looking and seeking to be focused.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
I brought forth the years ending up leaving stress and
drama on its marry way with others which was my negative
down fall of no comfort zone, which thankful for the
thoughts it produced. When all I asked for is trust and
continuance of commitment he made in January of first
year teaching.

Always in my heart he is placed not forgetting anything,


he did everything for love and acceptance of his life he
lives, to love me.

He made very much sense with our senses which is a great


pleasure when around him, we will meet was language I
spoke for wanting only Chris.

He left myself anonymous in story, as told him write but


not say my name but he had prove right. I had reason of
the innocence of trial behavior of conducting
relationship with my student. People reading the story
understand with reading the ending it will be my version
which most are professionals reading with classmates.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
He tried study what feelings I get when I gaze at his
picture or when he got that special hug, I looked deep
he said into distance where we are our eyes see
attraction. For it be years awaits time it will be kept
confidential our personal outlook I know now he is ready
take fatherhood.

Living in the moment at the end of the day I feeling


ready start up by calming my high feeling, down feeling
and low which is drama ending. And a thought of living
drama free with a life to share with some regards to
love a student.

Who I love all this time is Chris which reminds me say


thank you, as for love on social media sites. He showed
everyday posts that resembled in our relationship which
brought us closer.

He did by chance saw I was in positive spirits of


helping out, you couldn't wait gosh now kept running on
my mind he had no plead to insanity judgment trial. I
was ready for moments give a call that and which would
become knowledgeable on story and share to others.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
I involve my time to help write while looking at his
feelings that were sharing his page pictures to my
laptop computer basically I was in love.

As friends and I think we blocked one another and dwell


it could be true we did block each other in case of a
fair judgment trial.

Chris who brought ideas good and for his helping hand by
sharing other students how to create a social media
network of town news and reports with our RSS feeds.

I had thoughts we are everything together. Which the


website for school is now up and running with drop down
menus that updates the reader for most all updates. I
made due eagerly get him back for all encouragement of
my pride after treated for an illness of delusions.

While projects were small drama knew he was with talent


and uniqueness he was worth one in a million from a
teacher and to a student. I have for supportive little
to much encouragement of his passion to help out with

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every aspect of his and

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Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become One
my life.

The school radio programming was aired with his help,


the students had began seeking IRC channel rooms and
well it saved the day, It was chat room he said explore
for school, gogloom.com was site for chat room which
lead support on computers and legal mp3 downloads.

He treated myself like a goddess. While the progress is


being made and I will absorb the understanding minimum
factors of I will begin each of my days rising up
writing while being full of positive stress and energy.

In with mercy, mercy saying enough, enough with the


writing more to love making a story creating a story
effortlessly with lead on for wedding on Easter.
In fact I feel safe to write instead of a rather post
because with words you have no limitation and with posts
someone knows your password and they disappear like so
could happen.

I have a child nothing more then come-on you should not

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or nobody should let my

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become
One
daughter
knowing the
good has

come to be placed now.

I want to believe Chris is the one in place when we meet


again, himself knows spending time alone means world to
me. He obtained freedom with me doing self talks at
night as I brought the comfort of his schizophrenia.
Some nights I thought it was his response.

I lay myself down to rest when I have a break down or


time and place of a dilemma of not knowing where to go
with life. I want hear his heart beat on his chest at
bed time and when he lays or sits next to me. He was
mine and I was happy. Kissing before bed lead us explore
a new direction and was romantic.

The dilemma from one body lies one spirit of having a


truth, and not easily treasured to oneself at difficult

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times. When I think

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
Become
One
about myself
with a kiss
lead to

ease the thoughts maybe old but told by a story, and it


ought to be told and where it seen a way unreal true
love but staying true to this day.

I controlled my behavior actions to town police keep it


real the case only protected I DO sin based
relationship of Chris my student. And I would act up and
saying keep chin up which I was told keep it real,
with and when a given opportunity comes to receive a
kiss on forehead, I will recharge my thoughts keep it or
leaves it to real intimacy and sexuality being with a
straight-fulness spirit strictly Chris and Chris only.

He undermined his ego aby not believing in others


speaking live life with invitation of this new pill
producing in his mind but source income owing got hunt
him but with science and studying labels of a scene of a
01s and knowing stored information with biomedical
fields and fields of medicine beneficent of why not
bring forth that creation, as with inside us goes pill
to live forever promising the promising appropriately
timing to do things without our consent if needed to
live forever the thought to some wanting that kind of
life.

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Where Two Hearts
Become One
And I felt I was upon myself look up and say Hippa I
thought by being safe and sound was option and was
option kept everything cool and with new presumptions of
opportunity outcome on how to deliberate the good in
kindness of saying I proclaimed love now I get love when
I see love after love once again being with a state of
mind knowing I was there after the fact of school. As
stated manifested me in his dream.

About how I produce book with a job field possible or


source income with getting on paper as he would do the
wastefulness with cigarettes smoking with new pill was
creation of the possible knowing how kill smoke and how
inflate the truth out of people and how to better sync
the righteousness what wo do we change we look life if
we can demolisher harness live as the ones wanting
promotion of good health by taking pill to good hands.

And we can study health new way whither or not we need


a recuperate way to ask the believer if Once Upon Child

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took place which did he

Feelings Are Forming


Thoughts
Where Two Hearts
One
shared Become
how he worked
with

classmates to build products to buy for school profits


for charity.

He felt that charity same where teacher which was myself


was creativity value his oath with professionals as
value he trusted but lacked when encourages his life and
kind-hood and manhood. I was wanting love after love
with some return of knowing its hard go back but we are
today effort come back to dawn or stubble to hunt..

Thoughts with Chris is I gave a feeling to him, badly in


need of him, my body needed him so we hug nothing
extreme like I ask for with clues why I like him in no
denial. It began passing through in my mind he was
special and I was in a moment he called it specialized
love, as rethinking love specialized? It was a facebook alternative name on his workmanship theme in the
relationship.

He brought any opportunity will bring some kind of

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wonder, I will create

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story about
how real as

for is the relationship it has with questions to the


unanswered resemblance meanings with focused balance.

I seek everyday being mindfulness of a spirit touched by


Chris. I realize I solved a fair judgment trial with
good and bad I must ask and submit answers to the
questions for the case at local court house.

Having answered questions made me feel better assure and


alert on what has been said about myself having Chris as
an admirer. He was gaining weight and up to me take him
gym.

It was little things others saw negative that kept


blabbering in my head. I did not believe in credits
because he can explain so much on what he knows what he
wants and describes beautiful.

For the unkind he brought positive life in course of

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leadership on what is a

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beautifullyOne
spoken words

when in good stable mood through medications. To come


find out he has adverse effect knowing what it takes
love a lady, he made his love special. It was unkind for
him not take medications. He stood by me everyday by his
love.

Where its comes from existence, Im going to head far


out and come ready with amount exile of knowing nothing
should ever contain negativity in our life.

I could go vitally go wrong with life without talking


with my leading actions with my attitudes represent my
actions thirsty for more research. To be followed or
search for research takes a positive influence with a
target of the legit prescribed the effectiveness dosage
of quality of life is the set income that encourage to
have Chris to write.

I now served as oneself as a goal to me get him on my


health care policy this year that is around the corner.

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It will the gathering of

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when heOne
meets my

family and friends.

To one I love brings a heart, where I expect to come to


be treating life kind with Chris and I expect the same
in return he obey my rules and learn manners.

I like being with a heart remembrance not being


forgotten. But still up to date with this digital life
which began with my student having a helping hand
showing how real the relationship is, or was or ought to
be.

Where life takes a toll or feels like a trick of ticking


time bomb what seems unreal stay in hospital sharing
drama felt a feeling I could of prevented the hospital
volunteer program that was evaluation of life going on
like a dog on leash as while hoping we be sharing
respectful wishes, about being truthful, and honest on
what we want from both sides now.

I like him so much, I want to hold him tight and


apologize for treating him with no loyalty of fame of a
marriage in his life.

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For love has brought us here, I will try to find a way
to love. My love life seems be like an addictive drug
which I cannot perform but (a reform refuge with
supporters) agree it can work out but may show bad
example with age.

My earlier years I was he consumed feelings which later


consisted sharing gibberish in rapid force mode it was
like one day explains where life went wrong with us
being treated unreal relationship.

He was my first period of class which before I had him


take respecter or some say follower, mostly of my own
denial of sin as he wanted love he got love but proving
when he could resemblance sound fatherhood on my sound
of silence being his neighbor. For being safe and sound
later was triggered by false behaviors thinking he was
not in school and said he would ditch the school spirit
day to marry my ass as he spoke the truth. He found
leaving seeing another teacher in store asking for
forgiveness of troubles. And asked to read book in
classroom. But he knew it wasn't going happen but knew

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there was hope with the

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few weeks
in school
with editing

the book with another teacher stand point without


knowing we owe knowing but truth and we should never
cheat.

I remained still and quiet with my nights alone with


flashbacks I had my daughter and kissed her on forehead
Chris loves me a student.

She would ask God to see Chris the father. He replied


make a call when it was a holiday It was beginning be
closer to an intimacy of a twilight scene where a kiss
on forehead of daughter of a full moon light thinking,
where or where could my Chris be in this period of time
in life as he thought he lived this life before of time.

As time made due it went on and I caught my life heading


right direction and destiny will bring my paths of my
dissemination of the tracts of trials faith of having

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pleasure knowing we will

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be together
and to
take him

with the travels, I take and lead towards themes. Our


song was Keeper Of The Stars and video Splash with Tom
Hanks

With the being in mindful with thoughts of this, I made


my life complete by a while with conveying my thoughts
with where no time was to little. No accident me
finding you

His attitudes made room for a forming conscience of


mentality behavioral problems with had toll of issued an
injection. He was very dearly obsessed and to this day
Ive been followed up on he been taking injections for
my comfort zone. As to this day I feel comfortable
talking about us together.

One or more thanks to his mother he engaged to be the


part of state programs where food stamps were a miracle.
It caused debt being on state health care but helped my

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student being offered

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on

supplemental social security disability income. And I


had no worries about being short for food or health care
benefits with his life.

While being better to be thoughtful sorry rather than to


be soon sorry, his Papa died with a date of remembrance
on Valentines day 2014. Supposedly he wanted Papa help
fight to be with me.

I thought about my student to better comprehend a fact


with myself to understand my problem comes with the
price of anxiety. I was anxious start relationship on
days where we would meet I had that feeling of
simulation but no other aroused and made it change my
thought it could be true love.

Why does he love me? He gave everyday efforts and gave


a boost to help myself learn more about his life.
Understanding Chris where I took love for granted, I was

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more then a teacher. I

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broadcast
schools on
TV as a

morning news show. So yes I heard his voice with videos


I created on YouTube and voice-mail.

I will better serve with you believing in love with


relationship with Chris. In fact with what upsets me the
most is the first steps of how to better yourself up
with patience approach. With while approaching someone
with learning disabilities it was a challenging and
hard-work. How to maintain composure of a life with
little to know I can I can I can be who I love is my
family and one student Chris.

While the school electronics and equipment made due for


change, all students were producing and making a
possible a video of story of love.

I remained positive with creativity which brought ups


and downs with my net worth of knowing from money does
grow on trees with proven knowledge of respect likewise
for mankind creations of a spirit.
Implementing dreams to ideas expanded on how much work

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of values takes reach

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outer limit.
In foundations

which are the life-calling events to make fundamental


learning while leeching with risks and success for reach
for hobby spent with myself working by Chris' side.

For years to not to talk leading on my feelings to


positive closing remarks that love can be filled with
myself as high and lows that can be in case to I never
know he has a lost feeling of my love.

I will regret loosing him as I am making him better


knowing av (audio video) equipment which will be extra
gain to make note for better relationships to others
with knowledge. In him making due for change a cheerful
thoughts on the emailing him videos ideas we create for
school functions.

And with the calls he sends out makes me feel

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importunity knowing what

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is left
for love One
with us

talking more on day before Easter, or March 1st the day


he would never get out of his mind.

Yet having a hold change of a grudge, where I gained


network and gateway of information that was learning on
my own to explore myself the new software media for
studio editing and digital photography befitting my
career which Chris saw likeness which Chris aroused
feelings if showing myself more would do me in good
favor to write. Usually I tried find company software
that offer free updates or little to no cost.

And with my time so much came through hours and days


teaching with struggles of not knowing how to be
structured. Allowing myself learn new digital software
programs which remained a struggle learning. With a
little to no struggle I found Chris was a big help with
his software alternatives.

Some new software titles I felt teaching was a hard


challenge to fit in my time. Most days I acted like fool

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because all throughout

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my day IBecome
was sidetracked

to my formal student or to read his book online.

For the most part I had that questions to ask, If I had


a time that was always running out of ideas, where would
I be I lacked lesson personnel proclaimed planning and
we must had no free time to talk privately.

We managed to talk often in school, it brought desires


wanting him in a lovely scene as he felt it was all a
marriage all these years and years of love with knowing
about myself.

Yup 12 dozen roses sent on years after liking me for my


dedication of making his life have an inner soul Goddess
always as for I the teacher who loved to far extreme
secretly.

To be with it today and teaching with an open mind I


taught young adults about several types of media
applications with software media technologies while

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abreast creating

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respect.

That I am a single woman who been in years of love with


my student as I hide mental illness and focused on
recovery reuniting to Chris. And keeping in mind that
before a physical crime or crisis I would interestedly
call the police.

I thoughtfully making arrangements for him to help out


for some period after high school or with my business.
It had been thoughts nothing happens so quick a strike
to be he realize I gave whenever he tries love me, 3
strike limit while it spoke on last strike for admiring
he makes great sales while buying laptop if needed
considering he knows about computers.

For awhile I had thoughts about him, and for today is


what lies least resistance is for a trial from whom he
brought my life for the better days are ahead.
And while keeping court case I was with case with my
student ready and frankly the best groovy booty of
existing prove this case be served justice, I call
kindness of love. It consisted of knowing how to kick

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butt and show my fight

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for my rights
accommodating

ascending honorable behaviors with promotion of more


income for us both.

I love him all throughout my life, never mind smart and


intelligent student he was I was going to talk on my
birthdays and everyday especially when today was days
before Easter.

He was my honest young adult for most of the time after


years practice healing and where healing provided as in
circulation of good faith. Making a pull of energy of a
factor from a wheel of facts to fiction of routine set
forth when to call.

I had every ounce energy upright to the Lord taking his


pill over counter frolic acid and realize his love
brought no denial which caused separation of a blocked
profiles of all males on his profile.
He was irrepressible as young child for positive talk
getting on with marriage in 8th grade but finding me
earlier before I was his teacher I lead was nothing but

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wait hush now see the

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glory I bring
with innocence
of

past still lingering in head.. Why can he owe respectful


apologizes saying he will try college if someone pay
intuition but will move on to a phosphorus future if
sudden thoughts collide with synchronizing voices way
for success in schizophrenia at times of boredom.
No weapon shall enter any girls life with gang activity
get someone rape or get on with doing something stupid.
Insipidity he wanted positive talk left with me

to read

for the most part left love with positive people with a
drug of happiness and comfy feelings which encourage
positive talk.

For my perfections I beloved himself to think I ought to


patient in this magic pill. As I write reading making a
book with special note found years later saying kind
words about us in message as he would sign his name in
book stores for no costs.
Taking in from fact from fiction a wheel of his life

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routine brought a climax

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of saying
where it
leads was

good faith I surrender.

He who Chris' family which does know we landed on


Plymouth rock through time period on made him see
obstacle will we ever visit with my daughter.
My family in four brief seconds is loving and to better
assure life better at tribe with aptitudes become a
person when I began understand this is 100% true and
needed benefits unfailing remarks in kind-hood.
He that loves a formal teacher which was myself for the
longest time. And unexpectedly when I show up but he
will buy me hard cover of his book and instantly I will
fall in love as he was gearing up to be model in
throughout coherently by seeing his actions being called
Ashley Hollywood on public media.

As he yelled my name I wanted him more just because he


never liked his voice in any unfortunate events with
family.

He wasn't on that sure he make whoopee only on day of


wedding and it was one way it was others interact
differently besides social media and controlling his

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behaviors as soon placed

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in heart.

He read scripts the website thoroughly see where experts


given boost if actions are for what touch of next
behavior or extinguishing the current behavior that one
did for a valid sex marriage with I the teacher.

Foremost being discreet wanting know simplicity no


question right to obtain of lighting up his thoughts by
getting a research I brought up to study of
schizophrenia.

From most facts of these years and times he and I was


commendation of voices and actions of love where
convocations had led to excessively press multiple
charges of invading privacy on face-book.

It was harassment when he wanted to go to paradise with


me before my newborn child was born. If something like a
stalk and a harassment to cause a behavior to conflict
begin to root up the questions. Ask yourself nothing
will happen when you put no effort time is a worth
while pleasure but so is treasure being blessed from
pleasure time to time of being happy while missing you

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with missing pleasures

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to be told One
in chapters.

He was thinking about being novelist to court, where he


had a similar thoughts alike mine while he wrote while
making of a positive verdict.
To be kind with myself as the imaginary consideration
teacher year award was to come the K who taught at
Portland High School comes loves me its only Chris I
ever felt so completed with to this day.

I been married multiple occasions while time progressed


and yet I really feel in love with my student so much to
this day.

He has been obeying with the ruling with no mistakes


made to this day. I love see him changing while more
effort made to have disesteem while against love in
others and lack of drive for sex for others and less
pictures posted.

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The esteem brought this

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letter Become
new findings
for I to

read and find out how true he is to me and others to see


what is true.

He never brought up he wanted sex, just a newborn with


me baby we call Leonardo. I couldn't understand how the
mind works but I love him I wanted be safe book
published as I stated in school.
He listened being a good listener. He was at 8th grade,
and it was blissful with kiss online hehe then smileys.
People thought we never met before but we did. Just
planned out with me teaching at Portland High School.

He had not brought up the subject of love and what in


store.

I Knowing he will change to be understandingly

important, a major impact of my life. If he was answer


if the answer my question am I ready, I wouldn't wait.
Espically waiting for further instruction and question
him, yet I felt ready start some real true love.

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I feel ready a little more confidence then usual. I have
obliged my time loving him. And seeing him progressed is
to be discussed by a shown sense if he caring where on
his profile page that was on face-book, he seem to be
supportive of life together by finding pictures it
symbolize our love with what to expect for these months
left.

I gave him credit for obeying court ruling for this


year, a summer, small duration coming next for its less
then moments away to fall in love and a winter is what
more to come well love of course of all seasons as we
love each other so very much each day as we are here
broadcast information recieved.

Important: this eBook copyright 2015, and use is


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About the author


Christopher Sebastian Vecchitto lived in Portland
Connecticut 06480 all his life but troubles of
schizophrenia aroused he had treatment followed by a
true story.
Life: you live once why regret she taught and made
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Chapter 3:

Better or Worse?

o my life rereading and making changes my chapters


over and over again is what makes mistakes of a

true living story based on true facts and fiction. To


understand where each day of my life is important
brought kindness with a faithful soul wanting be by a
story of truth living in no denial for me to understand
is true to believe.
To be sharing to the world about story, it could only be
told by an attraction from far beyond my control to
better compare or better when playing the songs in my
heart, 70s and 80s.

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To webbing around I know today was teaching with new
life-calling girlfriends with Chris. Yes it became
sexual fantasy to make out but who am I to blame it wont
be once twice three times a lady.
The downfalls of a worse condition was making dead-on
better version of a story. I knew about laws and one law
of contempt to produce a One-Day Rapid Response Crisis
Recovery Mode, which made due to help my student a
Contempt Of Court privilege to escape reality to put
force daily efforts in a story as he in process of
recovering an illness.

The One-Day Rapid Response Crisis Recovery Mode happens


where if Chris starts acting up, he well go upon my
reach for a supportive visit. If when I have a wild
anger issue or pain against a human emotional feelings,
I will send him to admission of hospital where he to
take consideration for injection at a hospital.
Abreast to know more about my student which proven
obtained knowledge with research about illness made it
feel bad on how I treated him. In advance I live with
routine to write a story and take medications.

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I teach regularly most

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is teachingOne
and I was

aged to perfection with knowing a regular visit to my


business would be brought forth a fundamental learning
technique an elderly can publish and save do on own
unique daily tasks as my teaching is career life I use
tricks that remain with skillfulness took part of our
life being together at stand point right and wrong.

How I thank as the sunlight for a shine for a smile? Yet


Chris was my sunshine I love him endlessly, while
keeping the facts into reality, I am still alive and he
will be a dream come true.

My dreams began to be calm, at his manic episodes of the


past, present and now brought good calm feelings of a
bright future ahead. I held my chin up with my head up
and questioned about what I expect on a bad day.

I am likely take new medication on when I have struggle


months. Yet I kept it cool to myself to have a partner
for stability is all I been wanting.

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I was the caring one loyal as loving moments as if they
came for active rapture of a surprise visit. I would
want him to this moment forward to this day of life as
for my birthday, holidays and days to be shared with
enjoyment. He stood by my side for the longest time we
made due keep a diary.

I could never put some of my problems in doubt of a


mental disabled child or adulthood at stand of a trial
for court it was trials afterward of effectiveness
behaviors.

I was with supportive kind warm thoughts because of he


had injections the doctor pull out and a put replacement
forward to consider once every two weeks for an
injection. He had no choice calm our problems taking
prescribed medications and over counter pills
prescribed.

The chemistry spoke the visiting nurse wanted him attend


group. And for a while doctors understood the pills he
is on made due to be put my love to limit of knowing he
had withdraws of not seeing me doing anything in power
sleep next to him.

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Life with him had provisions of some room for more
pills. For taking priscribed pills everyday it began
stability on our chemistry of love. The love all came
down to we both had no worries about a manic episode or
a feeling of loosing one another.

He felt life wasnt where life begins and it comes easy


it was on the date the 27th his grandfather died but you
take the present year 2015 minus 27 is 1988 year Chris
was born, For some and knew I struggled loving adults my
age. I mainly had some love feelings towards Chris but
have better luck waiting wanting for the right moment
which would make it last our love last.

Karma as it spoke foremost of all reinforced actions of


conflict psychosis that trigger when noted flashback
karma scenario. What had been going around in another
booty with imitators brought us both into agreement you
cannot expect the best but on how approach you take it
promise me you won't take me for granted.

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I take his life in consideration because we pass
information on phone and with others understood it was
his kindness of spirits we had on phone. He did in
school take great pictures and his ideas were superb
filled with greatness.

Once I knew he was better, I better prepared to start a


life with myself being expressed in a story with a
truthful permissive actions of writing doing the
talking.

On who likes Chris is few mostly because I wanted him all


to well, and most all respected his mother wishes weather
leave house or no common sense to show respectful
attributes of not using him.

There was a reason why others ignore him because he was


anxious to escape reality by always wanting see my home
of the stone of ark of love comes waiting perfect moment
see it.

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Yes there was finally no arrow snow given everyday for
awhile to make better. I put effort make a friendship
beyond which forwarded the thoughts. And ideas made me
realize several things will grab him by a voice with
ways to improve or correct the wrongs.

I felt that all this time he hasn't been cheating based


on I talked his mental health program under the title ix
program coming into place where the pill takes over the
body to remove toxics.

I was a popular person who adds new friends daily on


face-book and he who knows he or she is confused by my
downfall, which is being respectful towards an illness
which brought him to watch intervention on spare time.

I thought over time was the essence of all evil, Chris


and I knewing when I was able to begin to thank our God,
one. Talking would of healed his thought pattern. And I
must say he been doing better as he writes daily wither
on a computer or on mobile social networking site.

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And with the story about us together with chapters that
proves with valid points it was meant to be, and I like
him so truly much as today was about celebration with
family on his and my birthday.

As practically of being with patience he was wanting to


end his high school so fast. He had extensive knowledge
and built strength to start something new as today was
it I would make a remembrance moment on my birthday. I
said I will call and I plan too.

I was going talk about not rushing life retirement but


focus on getting answered prayer with a wish to be with
you Chris on Sunday.

As daily love seems to be a hard task for him without


communication, I was told to ignore his calls and given
efforts to please in me to find love in others.
All knew which he was successful story writer of a book
which makes better for sure a true love sentences. He
which posted on the computer internet true love sayings
and had a friendship to his book

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with all days.

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He was on his days taking on medications everyday. For
sure I wouldn't be mistaken but he would write share his
feeling every minute of day at one period of his life.
The obstacle was informing if yes or no he is ready. I
expected Chris make enough power to look within paying
cable all channels and internet.

To graduate a college with bachelors degree with


teachers degree is what I influenced him with years
thinking it could happen.

Forever and always to be with me was all on my mindful


spirits that spoke to me. He still might regret with
anger as whenever he does no attempt have a conflict
dealing with truth as speaking truth I when he did it
like we loved one another as we talked and when we were
younger in age as kept with our talks were days of
talking that lead to chances in High School with
aftermath destiny.

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He felt the partnership with Italian ice place in
chances derailing o pleasingly delicusious water
beverage as of a frankly put as destiny I show up at age
of mostly thinking what strength I have was when I was
wrong because it was chance bring conflict to cousins in
family and to bring a new store considering it was 1 vs
8 was gang up upon made shameful expense to spend get
family back into business and to see him work is all I
wanted for now to keep coexisting informed all good
news.

I grew up in Maryland and where he is in life, he have


always that piece of my heart. As I feel he has been
better side and apart of me reuniting intentionally we
aimed Easter wedding and assessment evilness for talk on
birthday. Lucky I saw changed of heart so prove I'm
worthy of love in abundance to this point forward.

Where I belong to think was delightful to be thinking


positive and I was thinking to turn the tables this
year. I would do the contacting on his or my birthday
months before or after of Easter 2016 which would make
it sweet sixteen of here 2,000.

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I never kept my mouth shut or near Easter this year
2015. It was Chris that had brilliant ideas made us
together today brought a smile on my face.

While he brought beauty in mirror everyday, each morning


was a pleasant surprise. And for most part most love
came when he left me thinking. I felt on what consist of
true love is based on what he said with kind remarks
made due and knowing the truth is about the beauty of
our life based on our good quality effort workmanship of
my effort to look natural.

He shared a mania where for believing in sky with


pictures.

With pictures he called my cellphone

explaining he looking for answers and I did not want


feed in his illness as he saw color in sky for first
time in so long.

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In one other psychosis he had Linux developers and Bill
Gates in head reading bible to allow software
exasperating the movement the exposed open source.....
make due for all devices a tool allow community of
diversions of writing with devices all sizes with
allowance of application market and applications
connecting to one another which due to make into effect.

It was he who traveled in voices settle as taking meds


has a better chance be with her as nurse said yes once
to him as he was ready for trip to France if out listen
to him when if doubting comes a recovery act takes place
of a moment in time.

He had explained there fantasy art in clouds but doctors


made it seem it was fake. After awhile he gave up when
it was unreal explain why he doing what hes doing and I
knew I had reason step up this year.

To wake up with attitude towards Chris of being there


for a special moment my current spouse to love me. Chris
thought if you take pictures by milliseconds you'll see
unusual art pictures in clouds zoomed in or fixed ratio.

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If I recall to think of a moment he must of looked back
in life for answers. He knew that his 7th grade teacher
made students write about clouds. And he planed to do
all he can to see my life in my prospective get better.

From the creator of the world comes everlasting life.


The 7th grade teacher assigned to make a poem of your
imagination with clouds to tell its story.

Intentionally the love grew over the years and had


better days for the most part he heard voices and he was
married to me in mania with each other in mania saying I
love you.

We both knew the Easter wedding will soon

come.

I mean Easter wedding would be nice but is he ready as I


took it by choice of being happy by chance I have today
make due for my rights and privileges make love go right
as a pathway to my heart.

I wouldn't ask much and taking a look back that took few
minutes that lead 11 hours 11minutes 11 seconds before
see where I stand now.

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To make the decision

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forth not One
calling but

read later on he was feeling it was he who dwell seeing


more of offering legalization of teacher relationships
with students.
It dawn on me which was seeing positive verdict with a
first step of knowing justice being served by whom he
feels likely to know brought positive spirit and that
spirit he would create a bond as called spell.
No matter of any judgment it was he was with faithful
verdict as I am acquaintance with no lack of trust he
was a good witch casting spells.

For our life that renders for a built trust for God, we
trust each other with an appearing right hand before him
to have an attorney that his fee that he pay the bill of
love, while being safe away from harm. I wouldnt dare
renew the case after knowing he spent thousand.

I trust but I plead I want him. For now I will get his
attention and remained silent in contact. To share a
story as title of chapter speaks for itself as
continuing an issue or question answered could be better
or worse.

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You will have read see

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Onespecially
where our
love brought

that brought despair when compare? I was driven for


successful attitudes and behaviors that finds a solution
as our story unfolds. In this he will reread and edit my
thoughts which involved in our moods to lead a kindness
path.

I hurt his heart while it only gets better or wrong


about story with unanswered questions made up as the
solutions play a factor beyond belief.
After all suffering it resulted in knowing as I live
with the condition of schizophrenia anything could go
wrong from the facts of ourselves observed by
professionals aimed in story of true love to take Chris
on date soon, today...

For apologies I wanted see boner in school the erections


to his life taking resperdal for together life I plead
when was his life I jeopardized it could only happen
better or for worse.

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Chapter 4:

A Birth of Miracles?

o take learning from valid closing and remembrance


of opening closing remarks, after birth were

miracles that I can have thoughts to becoming a true


kind woman with my desires and wishes. Maybe be the life
spoke was on a true ways, that lead to a life with
grants and feelings. On who I liked in a technology
class was with a student was always revealing on
intimacy upon Chris and life. I urge to call him up on
days I celebrate loneliness from moments alone.
I thoughtfully felt writing up an asp-burgers book grant
if possible, if there was an offering of being author
with Chris. It would allow to gain money but offer
thoughts of a group or mental health while having
learning techniques taught with a college course is to
know each other with limited rambunctious ruthless
behaviors. Why he warmly likes me still I kept saying in
my head.

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Chris had feelings alike mine for the most part and when
he had grant in mind I was so willingly hear him out. He
figured offer classes with grant money. He would also
teach businesses techniques for services and repair.

He would have unlimited and limited spaces available to


teach but had efforts that I wish I can help him
proceed, with my behaviors and actions. His grant letter
wrote as....

Hello my name is Christopher, Christopher Vecchitto


and I live in a small town Portland. I would like
to apply for this grant as an experienced
educational director or some man who offers classes
for businesses in develop a partnership of thanks
appreciation to produce with training to start
services rewarded by form of my request. As in
applying this grant so be it I can or make a could
by happen chance to be obtain with new knowledge
with learning enough basic to advance with my
certification classes I would teach. And I to start
a business with solutions that have the latest
technologies of a computer of a 251 core processor

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that's Intel-based

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technologies.
ThankOne
you for your

time. - Chris
Supposedly the differences between male and female are
different wither it was issues with his mental health
mania. Why is he planning a need for a life to be with
me.
Most of all clues I taught became ruthless which I was
shameful being hurtful as when he read my body language
in the room across the room. And I had something
possibly private part or life with openness.. in out
proceeding him with motivation movements of he's a
keeper I will direct him apathy for therapy and thirsty
for more writing.

The technology class is where I taught and instructed as


a teacher. Chris was the student I had thoughts about
spending life together with a marriage with as for this
year on Easter.

I was headed for challenge in process of recovering from


a serious incident facts where he and I got burned by
fire at two different times. Lucky he and I recovered
without a complexion to be noticed.

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And with my birth years of childhood from Chris' side
story he was knowingly important to factor time to see a
concert but dwell to take me. Where he had denial his
loss of wages of a life making more money it could be
both years of where I put great tremendous spirit of
going with flow.
And had him work beside myself with starting sharing what
takes start business.

And my life brought noticed

behaviors our love have not faded or gone to a viral


state as he looked stunning on the websites of social
media.
If I brought good life today to press no charges It has
been true with feelings. He liked me still with my
likeness of my spirit of being supportive with set forth
action being role model teacher that preached forgiveness
for harm I brought in ones life.
Which brought kindness as love comes to the rescue, from
the life savor once told by Chris to say to me.
Thoughts aroused he brought the videos to life with his
resemblance of movie titles like Sixteen Candles,
Breakfast Club, Weird Science, Happy Gilmore, Anger
Management and many more.

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His favorite quote was

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Arnold Schwarzenegger
I'll be

back from The Terminator.

Staying true to myself I make a true love last


effortlessly thinking ways make weekends date night, to
and from I require to make that I take life kind that
with as with my behaviors brought us to never be apart
but set forth a birth for it be miracle.
As I get thoughts of why love to see movies proceeded to
get ready, more violence was ahead of this change due to
picking is to better serves myself with goodness of a
spirit he just sticks with cute movies love comedy or
American Girl DVDs. He was not about violent movies or
thrillers.

I contradict was told deliberating on a one heart is


from no difference than exhilarating on my mixed emotion
kayos could bring denial. He chooses say and tell me
kayos was his word he learned 7th grade. This was the
first time the other teacher Mr Fox told him as teacher
told from the word kayos.

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The defenestration which

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I rather
say you One
should not

call this relationship stupid nor anybody its the law


under my book and skin. W

hen the kids recorded him he said stupid is stupid


does. By now I had trial and error I was to amending a
stand point to try to become all I can be.

Mostly I was worrying resulting behaviors could kindly


put ease today for we had together made putting efforts
leading Easter book wedding dreams proposal in book and
he asked in book of trust began he was now to marry me
if I made the right decisions I dwell in longevity
understanding underneath this all is a heart, I replied
only when I dearly needing him.
It was easier said and done. After while I then take
much my life at hand as a footpath from acts of love
with my thoughts and mind under control.

He was a good listener of kindness on standing forwarded


with his thoughts that, if he loves me as far as I know
he does actions of writing new story on days we
celebrate.

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For what we celibate

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Oneand I
kept birthdays
surprised

would act of a good fortune to what's to come next in


this outcome was headed for a relationship.

Where recovery was dwelling within me. It was up to me


take chance and effort to the fundamental teachings of
Lord our God say I want this with all being everything
like hut together saying the grace of the Lord bringing
all goodness sakes to good shakes of interacting to one
another as to be of helping hands of giving advice with
others in one special room in my house.

I wouldn't mind taking a moment to make use of a dance


floor on Easter. On what I expect at Easter wedding from
my daughter... I imagined the best man dance moment, a
dance from Chris' second cousin coherent cousin that
passed be there too taking over the role of wedding.

It made both his hardship and sense, where it was hidden


secret difficulties making him happy. After all he was a
student he awhile was the time essence of key to all to
live with no regrets on what happened with not looking
back.

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Why I choose to not look

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Oneof knowing
back caused
rumtions

when his stories got shared in the spouses and husbands


in my life, as people were easily jealous and addicted
to his writing. They literally took his story used it
for benefit.

Chris loss his cousin and his cousins father and mother
made due live up North with now knowing there connecting
in faithful life... and I know with being a Sunday
school teacher, I can teach them the bible.

As summaries with the gospel lead good. Im sure that


will go with wellness of touching his family with my
spirit of happiness. Nobody shall regret this marriage
on Easter.

I love drinking my chocolate milk with my teddy bear, my


daughter would say something so sweet and kind on days
we were together as family soon to be with blanket she
brought home.

It was day of the end of innocence of young and old


beholding moon and day after the funeral and wake to his
grandfather.

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I ought to go but know

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One waiting
he was the
one incoherent

eyebrow template when arrives to groom... but he lead on


his Grandfather what would he want him see and his of
course angels had part in this to who all dwell in
happiness see the connection he had in Grandfather.

I have not behave, no doubt about it my life was my


life, and it was filled with doctors helping. And I
showed what remain a true story everyday with tasks.

It stardle me on how to handle my personal sex drive


for I hit close to over the hill age as Chris liked his
cartoons like King of Hill and hearing Thank You song by
Dido with Boomer made everything like it was him. I had
dream about was Boomer Chris and I like that show and
loved show a Boomer personality.
I realize the connections were kept in heart with no
puzzling of confusing actions of realizing he saw
delusion on resperdal pill now acting he will see again
with growth down there meeting at distance if he really
wants it badly my kindness and sexuality.

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From moments where I

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take kindness
is hereOne
and foremost

my hearing voices became a two way route, good and evil.


I brought forth-positive smile which my sex drive leads
on happiness and special feelings.

My heart works that it raised the questions, I lead on


multiple answers but I been in love with Chris all this
time.

All this time that I had no concerns but accept returns


as reserve met. I believe he led good but I felt it with
goodness sake when you are equivalent with facts to be
supportive type.

As he and I was ready for intimacy and sexuality that


renders behaviors into ecstasy dwelling on the highs. If
he is treated for I to put into effectiveness of taking
meditations on how real the sex drive would be every
moment. He is like a great beast love out there, my pooh
bear all Im here any-things made possible to bring
comfort.

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To drop dead sexy one

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day of a Become
week for suggestiveness

of a spirit, as he will be my night replacement teddy


bear. Chris was all-good to make due for comfortable
attitudes towards me this time around.

I know that I will to try again, once, twice and many


times in day to write down from thoughts expanding on
view of facts. I say views of a content not very easy
say but vows the view. He knows I was all about
connecting with one another as pleasing in others he
felt hurt.

I mostly felt he had say he retired hearing my voice and


allow the power of prayer rule and so be it voice was a
Connection to sincere friend only to talk for meet up on
days I felt he needed friends to comfort.

He say I am coherent because I aimlessly head one route


hoping we cross with our destiny which I follow court
orders given to trials apathy towards therapy to write
more each day.

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As Patty, the director

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One said to
of Mental
Health program

Chris writing therapeutically good for you. As for


himself with everything made possible show where great
love shows how one lives a spirit as representing a kind
heart deed for being friends and recognized.
I was the good listener with a secret disguise discreet
delirious minded soul wanting more from which came a
love writing a story.. with our destiny set to play and
meet. I felt it would touch me as a life with a baby
with Chris I see will see the father every means on road
with his mother being kind this time around or case
workers.
He who he loves for a day and get rejected after over 14
years I treated me like a nonsense nagging looney toon,
like a Goddess with much more to give and from part my
life I will give himself as needed love this time around
by his kind remarks.

A fact that yearns out that it has not been over but
what has become over is a time of being stable for an
outburst. For most of my life that came to those
overstate love yous meant it was true love.

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One future
developed a guidance
or whats

ahead in my life. I began each day with craving be


successful with Chris as I felt ashamed for years gone
down the drain ever got wasted was installment of wine on
Sunday and Whiskey drinks on days like weekends.

As if I had a chance I had to prove he was right in


others. Here by as a responsible individual teacher
drinking the limit as I do love my tropical drinks with
whiskey as spirite as chaser with fruit juices.

I was to keep informed his mental health status by


talking to his case of magnets of case mangers about how
he improving with fundamental learning of trial of faith
obtained for his use. He had and lived a technology
background and wanted remain safe and sound beside a
older teacher ready for a relationship.

He learned with Hippa effort was going to end all drama.


And when in school I heard he not enjoying work at store
called Wal-Mart where he learned much about popular hit
songs and movies.

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trial of disagreements
of

settlements of knowing a truth of this verdict due to


positive obtained thoughts.

You can take the truth from statistical reference work


while I hide the pain on my chest and my life prepares
for worst if I was in jeopardy, would I should talk over
but am I ready for the questions ready for court chef
justice with presented story.

For here I have been known show kindness leading


feelings that remained through my head as thoughts to
make clear, I love my students especially one to this
day as he the story behind this.

Which he brought my illness to be pleasurable and


comfortable with the presence of speech at what I been
recognized.. To become through court and proceedings
while allowing myself to show acceptance in all good.

Most of our life led to an unfaithful pledge and I bear


judgment he is the one that can change an unfaithful
pledge to faithful pledge.

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The life began to be

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fascination
of a young
adult with

developing emotional delusional disabilities as for


strength I held a worthwhile life keeping busy.
Time was birth with his mind under my control. While he
wrote to take only me while his heart it became to beat
faster beats. I feared nobody would love me then his
glory may his love I cherish all condone feelings to the
highest. I would think of a positive spirit that
deserves memorable Easter year to remember that he who
for life greater then wedding and I ought bring roses
that are pink colored?
I was loosing it maybe it ought be but a lucky man
required to dwell on looking like porn-star and one day
that student who was working on abomination of looking
on implementing construe improvement on that making due
progress.

And improving quality of life with no sides of hate


became so inspirational having Chris was best feeling
ever.

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The lover who I preached

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in presence
in when
which I

liked me dwell knowing as he well meant be well worth my


time, he was and had with little to no conflict of
taking place with an emotional moment of tears for
fears. I want last our days to be together with no
regrets.

I could point out a relationship to be a conspiring to


provide kindness with life and consent of long gene
longevity where a demonstration of moral courage would
and took part of commitment at his young age made true
its true love is where he and I like write a story.

The whole resemblance of abstracting a heart and mind


becoming true in writing informing me as he gained in my
heart and say what is new and on your or my mind, I love
you Chris very much to this day. He can he bring me a
smile now? Of course he can will be everlasting love.
If Chris and I talked I would bring up how Google
product company making a miracle pill. That exams the
body. Which him being with his addictions tobacco and
love for teacher to extreme would be ideal diversity
intuition talk about as he had that idea in psychosis.

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He showed a someday understanding an opportunity,
brought and brings as while desire be wealthy was his
creations knowing future in his Lords of ones of exiling
his life who said they'll be there take all with his
mind and thinking as to speak what's up.
I brought up in introduction that he helped the school
with IRC channels, room another word and brings chance
by understanding attainment of striving to learn young
age the basics caring remarks I needed show by acute is
greatly indoors by his company and mine.

Bringing to a pattern I was young when I liked Chris 33


but maybe sooner as he is with schizophrenics thinking
we met on buddypic.com which I had been under the
impression thoughts he pressured with sent out letter
with hope to ease of troubles with my mother and family
was hard while finding answers and not true with false
behaviors.
If others knew something was worth remembering only once
he wrote I brought forward while I gave my best love was
with my family for he understands.

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He would understandability with high hopes legalizing
substance while there is he more than an understanding
student he is mine on a point seven presupposition
outcome to be heading to the right pathway.

You will try understand I have joyful heart for and


where there is trust and knowledge of birth is heading
the way it will come ease the troubles with thoughts of
you Chris.

I put a head up my ass, I ended of the nonsense


behaviors and guided when there is light it held much
love and light knowing he was there for troubles found
in a lover.

I thought of reasons and his surroundings needed care


for Chris I looked upon me to be here wanting a writing
editing his story of true love.
We together Chris and I have been through heck the
trails which spoke I been obeying my duty for years
yearning to meet and see him on day of funeral of couple
of days past his Grandparents funeral and wake was
debate wither to go that say all nice things our way.

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And

for the moments made due time of a marriage

conclusiveness as so ought to be.. true on Easter where


we eat ham and Kraft macaroni and cheese.

While showing supportive actions to most it was with


different path girls got jealous. Yet held yellow and
red wedding colors several kinds of endearment of love
dwelling on set forth-positive virtues of once
friendship, yellow now romance novel of love, red wife
and husband romance hat once started as friendship being
always there. Looking at the years it stood out he was
the one. He is the most efficent reliable person for a
good person take naps with during day. His body was
going change all next year.
But I remember thinking my moms was thinking my love is
where the enrichment towards an aimlessly 11 hour 11
minutes 11 seconds before now calling that time ought be
cheerful uplifting to do your best and most endlessly
focusing for good behavior towards nothing but sharing
ideas with kindness from his words. It was killing me
softly by his love and he became major impact of my
whole life.

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I was thrilled to dress colorful each day with reasons
he became reasons to make me smile and love it my story
writing. Okay maybe I was wrong, to live you be creating
good it keeps you going thinking positiveness is virtue
of owning a teacher or professional love in any nature
of being part of a relationship.

I made known of increments of flow charts to recovery. I


yearn to be socially active that a show signs
encouragement from both teacher and student.
To fall better than normal is far from a professionally
in love with a students, teachers and Chris. And with
active kindness far from normality can lead me hospitals
and further proceedings of love engagement if he right
for me to prepare me for better or worse.

This was reality test for exceeding for sex was unknown.
I was discreet or tried be discreet of answer to
questions. My life was caused by a major impact of his
life, while leaving a day to get out and get forever
thinking of a reason to store his number into a contacts
if that day will come true in written date of baby or
soon wedding on Easter 2015.

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Everything happened by chance for improvement and I was


advertised on the school web-site with my number and
while at heart was with sometimes of shame and missing
him.

I am ready see him succeed and ready to be seen with a


young adult student. I give him a life of a new chapter
of my life dwelling prosaic plan of story of our life in
the intimacy of being birth of new child.
The idea new chapter was thinking about a big wedding
as it began to expand with his thoughts and writing with
feelings aroused into fine works with no sentencing of
his troubles.

Being by his side by far with my student he grew up at


home-town I taught him wisdom comes within and to follow
dreams. He was a local high school student, which I had
a daydreams later on in life and of say of marriage
dreams when taking drugs make him comfortable.

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As while back he made a star took place out of a
hospital he created with glitter and he wish to be
married for many years to one of many, myself. And he
and I had a click connection, I loved the student Chris
so very dearly much offer me his warm embrace kindness
of spirit.

I am here say I love life and sharing my last summer


vacation pictures on internet but by far the good news
is while serving from time sentenced to no evilness and
will never be known to Chris who brought no committed
crime with trials with court.

He really is true comprehensive person with helpful


advice that comes far beyond betrayal from myself where
I brought voices in his life.

And with a normal mind bring a mind in which could go


far from control of my hands. If he had no chance to
talk he would call me not normal just hustle conspiracy
of peace teaching about technology and how love is true.

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I softly remain calm, while I write. I will be keep calm


and I know exactly how turn him on I will look my
sexiest in motions when endure my time into the
relationship, I will model my exchange a supreme-able
model look to behavior leading more love.. and yes
kindness was acute for change yes expect me to call
today reading. The avers effect was brought always with
his life going on pills once a day get and obtain
effectiveness.

Saying I like you we are together accept it now write it


and what can we prove to say as you are reading he will
be loveable person, and that is true he will but be
aware he may want three wives.

I was ought to be better treated with my illness with I


love yous', I care about you, checking in say hello
never said but in other words Chris cheered me up along
with of family with the cards he kept for couple weeks
after new years if together on holiday Valintines Day.

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I seek find the answers of my use of words as I stayed
high as said hi. We made out in hospital visit attributes
but with this writing can you be mine on Easter married
is no mistake I know answers will be treasured.

I will easily understand he brought love through writing


and you will get your brain knock out if you make a story
about my love and desire. I get hurt while fantasizing he
maybe accommodating an occupied for more feelings this
time around.
These are the days where puzzles about that time was the
birth with all essentials of health concerns like
abilities getting motivated, and delusions have lead on
effect to set on being mysterious, which resolved on with
him taking medications.

The responses lead the act being birth of thought. Im


driving towards success with baby in mind with Chris.
Lucky I knew better give it all for one who enter being
a creator relationship for one that plagiarized his
story startled me to be fr-actuated that could use
therapy for motivation out-looking an express route with
Chris as set forth miracle if together.

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I knew better from wrong and knew today ought be with


good positive talk keeping informed we might just get
lucky settling through the lost lonely feelings we
shared together. In life was a memory of he were mine
forever as he said I will always be here for better or
worse and ought be presented all means birth to prove he
worth all my life proceedings are apple to my eye lover
Chris.

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Chapter 5:

The Treasured Life Moments

gave respect and for most I gave chances he

hurt I hurt. But as I have nothing to commit. As of


crimes of my relationships in past, the worth while
of a status of now bring no word having nothing, I
say about communication with my desire was filled
with on arrival mystery of my mercy thirsty for
more.
Where we go where we been a day to have filling
with love in being the best acts of the best behave
with positive behaviors.
And begin last week for month of February try new
pill for he happened notice change his life was on
before to make due for recovering with a day eases
the mind with ostracizing ones personnel space into
bright future with being with him. Where is about
joining group or sharing family and friends a
verdict to share a day that feelings are built upon
the abstracting negativity.
Nouns and time well spent the routine of my day and
was whom I came out of the day impressing. As to
what was impressing was all heading towards
abundance in faith of wellness to recover and set
forth being together.
Having set issues while we discuss the positive
the additives was the evilness who edited our
story.

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While I have months time of planning about an individual
of giving new ideas and medication prescribed which can
make me a better person, intentionally I love him my
student Chris.

For I took two pills of medication on daily base I


brought new aptitudes of knowing we were in this life
together. And a realistic goal for a commitment to my
student is remain drama free from day one of selfdestructing as he wanting be together in a field of
remembrance.
Usually it was difficult times where he handles to live
life well, but his time and behavior was my time and
fault of cards that are worth remembering. And with his
bravement of posting new story on his birthday and mine
in past a behavior especially for the judgment called
for corporation of mental health program which he
obeyed.

I love going on with who I deserve and when kinda like


Forest Gump was told meaning of vacation. And I will for
all ask him out Chris when looking at his pictures of
where there is love, and where and when life is that
took part.

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Moments that captured memories easily treasured not in
least resistance of obtaining the oracle of truth with a
forgotten vacation with abundance serenity around us..
with soothing sayings and quotations.

My thoughts remain about whats ahead of us and my days


brought a bucket-list in which brought up and consisted
of having a baby with Chris while improving my thought
pattern was difficult. I yet to feel this was moment I
will treasure it will be year I have baby with Chris.
He decided play forth lucky numbers on fortune cookies
as ones inspire growth of money. One fortune cookie said
Take the chance while you still have the choice.

If a story about love will bring us fortunes then all


butterflies in stomach brought addicting feeling of good
and wanting be wreathed in your arms while feeling good
energy as believe in power of a touch. He was under my
wing the classroom of trials led absence of knowing it
was true love.

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Truly I am yours I say to myself and what is to come is
factor of what has to come and better serve kind words of
hanging on faithful pledge of hope, where I come to
agreement with this realizing fact from fiction there is
no ordinary decision with behaviour disorder writing a
story.

From reality to hate no good or bad for better worse I


will make room in between for freedom see if evaluation
is up for grabs unless we cry a tear will show true
feelings.

And while I say nothing but quotations made an outlook


look positive. I will speak a little shy but do not cry
or forgive from my zero mistake tolerance arrangements
that can build trust with a smile and happiness.

I made a story and on what life was with a hotshot


student teacher interaction with teacher resulting an
adverse effect of the amount of time spent with attorney
reading would take hours for a response if changes ought
to be made possible a relationship of some sort.

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As of jury is knowing and remembering all myself can
become is all I want as I made due to change my
legalization rights to set forth abundance owed to the
giver of life made to show positive virtue of the
innocence.

He had thoughts for awhile pleading what shall be placed


or how reached one another as wanting kind difficulties
in hardship, he obstructed my life like literally
tormented it while I hope for best outcome where passion
romance thoughts occurred.
May it become romantic nights where we kiss foreplayinto play fourth action to have and build memories for
he was worth my time and money.

You may hate the facts he had been experiencing only


when others were jealous? It had some breakdowns but
from a crime lead a true benevolent transaction of a way
of thinking. He caused mending a desire to read while
editing his story whiling I was ignoring the keys of
love.

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Soon worthy of loving his story with a while talking
gibberish on phone with positive attitudes yes yes yes
and there it was we were in love.

It was his first written document comment about going to


Paradise. I thought Paradise vacation planning so high
with love being my drug of choice. It felt Jeff Bates One Day Closer the lyrics and sure why not share,

Why do bad things happen to good people?


I don't know, but they do
And why is this world full of so much ego
And so much pain? I wish I knew
When I see God I'm gonna ask Him
But I don't know when that'll be

But I'm one day closer to one day knowing


All the answers I've been searching for
My time on earth is getting shorter
And my list of questions keeps on growing
But I'm one day closer to one day knowing

Why is life down here such a struggle?

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known

And when I die will I go to heaven?


And will it be like going home?
Will my lost loved ones be there waiting?
There's no way to know right now

But I'm one day closer to one day knowing


All the answers I've been searching for
My time on earth is getting shorter
And my list of questions keeps on growing
But I'm one day closer to one day knowing

How it feels to stand among the Angels


And why sometimes they don't intervene

Yeah, I'm one day closer to one day knowin

All the answers I've been searching for


My time on earth is getting shorter
And my list of questions keeps on growing
But I'm one day closer to one day knowing

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And while Chris had nothing else closer it was near I
said he was suffering loss of touch of a glamorous
beautiful lady or done right.

I tend to try to love I never called him I must be the


answer to the questions but been filled with benevolent
efficient thoughts you should have a space and write for
months years whenever within oh glory to that adult boy
I loved.

It was him I love more each day love me Chris I speak of


treasured in moments.

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Chapter 6:

Tender Loving Care

bout tender loving care brought moral alowing


depositional courage at remarks of his creditors.

I had thought about everyday effort while little sleep


all I want. It was the rude awaking. To sleep through a
night with Chris with no worries, and say yes to
marriage at legal standpoints, and he was the one who
provided a commitment at young age and I show I care
when I talked in his schizophrenia when he needed me.
Where I been knowing he could be right, he obeyed the
fact of liking me which brought the feelings are going
to be me providing freedom.
He knew I someday I am going to provide freedom is way
knowing when your rights and laws are properly used.

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Where mistakes you have carry on through mistakes but
once you get a hold of a grudge yet possibly of knowing
he can bring a heart to completeness thoughts meant to
be so much if he specially challenged through out
thoughts that are special.

For someone whom he knows I fall in love everyday, I


praise each day like it's a holiday I deed for no
mistaken actions.

I am the one for happy and sad moments. And from that
unique individual, I had been thoughtful about a special
moments of marriage a wedding that he will bring
kindness to everyday devotion vow that he will be an
everlasting love and devotion for memories are silent as
I try make headway towards being in his life.

For the court pursuit a silent case this coming up year


I really have much hope to share life with my thoughts
about being together and it was not a life option for
these couple of months to remain the same I need be
informed about what he has for positive good news.

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By far with my formal student sharing instantaneously
with words the wisdom brought through social networking
informed by scripts was kept about being the best love
story diary as he saw his expert guidance on information
given at higher remark by blessing of fighting for what
is right and married was from within due to have no
mistake of low grade.
He made little sense why he loved me. But I could see it
in his eyes of the apple to the coordinator I can give
so much in so little time.

What could go wrong with care I get as adult being over


forty. He wanted life together always with child
development of learning basics of life kept simple. And
took advice from other as lived making possible science
into writing to a computer and making us be a soul to
one.

For-most what he lives to be hopeful for a relationship


with faith of my influence as I hope we talk everything
over with ourselves over a purpose of living with self
pride. I made due recognize he was there from start with
now controlled behaviors in his mood.

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For who when he re-instituted his behaviors the most


admirable moments where why how make due profound
miracles to make relationship to last as tender loving
care act.

I remained silent, while I making known to Chris I will


be sharing the feelings for one another in hopeful state
for a positive verdict. I left business card of where to
go in times of trouble where placed as where he would do
a Gilead walk but one thing was for sure he did get the
card I believe and with all said matters was at good
hands I had his mailbox key too.

For no more year trials, yet I have been in love with


myself and himself all this time. I have a kind heart my
love is where I picture life with Chris and while from
now I shown lots of respect, during hard times with
proven tenderness and caring sides with my heart with
joyfulness to be shared.

The life I live is filled with my heart loving one my


students and with my heart it felt good to have
abnormality for a moment student and teacher being

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I knew I was a fighter demanded good but held


accountable, while he showed acts of kindness with my
life in general assurance that yield out my wise soft
side.
And I only feared being arrested for a court to go
viral.. while knowing he will be on my side now and
forever. He with life was breathless may seem fast but
heck I may be set forth with uncontrollable devotion.

It was his time needing planning for a moment in time


due show intimacy far to soon. But be of sure a fact I
will never forget how he made me feel foremost hist
tenderness soothing hug.

His name was Chris, and from most of all, he stood out
to be one out of the ordinary this student never gave up
on exile of love and hope. I was with a chance to give a
life as breathe deep during need of sex.

While I had in mind of make his life mobile he had


recommended therapist and by now it was chance of being a
major impact could save us if we both agree to talk as

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communication plays huge

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part inBecome
a relationship.

With what do we want is care. Is the questions with my


allowance of communication which was kept minimum which
court followed proceeding no contacting any party. I
always played the victim as seemed considering I was a
Pisces and felt ashamed for my virtue of faults its love
all reading.

I was striving for more income, and was I looking ways


making money last. I was a highly motivated young
teacher who was goal oriented that treated a life for
what it is worth of values yet to grow with implementing
a planted ordeal or scenario yet to be in a story.

I felt he expected a young heart, with ways of all


making himself to expand on multiple ways to take of
care his life on my insurance card policy. When I was
ready he will get off state insurance and where in love
comes right state mind to share aroused feelings during
intimacy appropriately excluding words like hate you or
gosh darn it when something during life fuck up
happen.

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One way to take care is by getting a grip, take control
of amount you show you care. I gave the most of caring
courage when he left the school to be taught at library
on January, and couple months our anniversary he was
allowed back in school showing always cheerful smile
with delightful spirit as a tender loving care proposal
of happiness dwelling on all good behaviors without
boundaries I felt was ahead.

While I figure out why it is not over the relationship


had still presented he made no contact to family and
friends of mine which factors out no problem because of
no troubles. I really want make possible of all to set
up a date.

Birthdays where he blew candles always to be with me


which made me blush for a moment whom knew I wanted him
and he always had time to listen where love as saved my
wish accepted by truth having a wish I was not cast only
appearance of my wish was his command when he appeared.

To have come true to blow candles in front of him


saying it came true as we kissed in front of classroom

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door well he did which

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Oneyards
was blown
from several

distance for our kisses told the story that were blown.

And time began to grow with truth which came through the
feelings went to a scene I remained blue. And ever so
love me he loved me so very much he showed how and what
it feels to be loved with supportive encouragement.

And I dig it when he comes out with positive attitude


within the new pill his heath provider prescribed. The
downfall was to keep him aware of his surroundings not
hurt my feelings being on controlled medications.
He was more alert and awake during day it was over
counter pill frolic acid made writing apathy for bearing
see research my health if I had him in moment of keeping
love true with him.

He wrote the story mostly I was one who was in head


writing words what to say or be part of in his book
where he showed love comes unexpectedly unknown times
acute to treat psychosis.

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While we both showed sweet sides to admit the facts he


was answer my prayers to find healing with blessing
count dealt with dealing a time to cope while thinking
and taking upon routine with thoughts how start new
ideas. The ideas were about to learn more throughout my
day. I remained to grow with values willing to show or
point out.

Chris will be curious with a walking life in my shoes,


my remarks is we share benefit in knowing an effective
learning tool is take medication and are his ways of
leaning from mistake or fault.
And the irresponsible had no say but good luck to be him
in my honor which call him My Girl in which I like that
song as it went well beyond the extraordinary to make
note he was Ashley Hollywood on Facebook.com
I was about to take life all though of a smartness
behavior to make life easier through technology. To some
he was noted save time by helping by making known to be
through to make clear he bought love while encouraging
others take upon open source applications.

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I was a mother of one child I feel comfortable with


prestige outlook. On how my life is when I have thoughts
about changing his attitude from disrespect to
respectful.

And with court he proved he was right on

for multiple reasons of wandering his money is not at


his hands. He only wanted enough money support his life
with teacher and child of his own. He gained with my
heart saying the truth about how it all got started and
malefaction of knowing it was all a bond of trust broken
because he did not drive proving points he had no
friends.

Running through my mind is pain of ache with so much


respect was said notably and done by a bond here stand
Mrs Vecchitto getting married on Easter.

My thought of knowing a lot felt a little out of the


ordinary but it remained true that untrustworthy actions
for him loose virginity of being there twice?

And I to block one another on the web-site to males


girls told me and now myself I had hunt down him in
public. While it felt right and questioned myself am I

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ready.

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I was ready for this New Year to start by talking to one


another as spiritually paired. And as I felt today was a
strong connection reading on Sunday on day of his party.

And unblocking knowing it can happen once again my


thoughts giving another chance to make a stance. While I
prove righteous of this creation of years collaboration
as these were the days of tender loving care living life
choices.

I been feeling I am ready, he seems to have this day as


an ache in the heart that has been in past cheerful but
Im more than that woman working at Wall Street Journal
being a journalist with thoughts keep a mend that his
time fit to shame to know my schedule of before or after
article on news media or web which gave my contact
information.
It feels like a true love story as a day go by with known
facts goes with his ways of leaving footprints and I
expect to date soon enough from Chris for this New Year
had a dwelling spirit well defiantly talk as he was in my
tender heart whom I cared for in life.

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I had everyday kayos schedule, I spent my time teaching


all hours of day. I really felt he could be trying out
application grant programs during this time being self
employed and make things better while I use the community
of Open Source applications, which I learned existed with
Chris in psychosis.

I taught at businesses I owned with lessons being a


better person while managed a job at Portland High
School. I very much missed him dearly in my heart desire
read on this well written story with a happy face.

And life forever marriage with picking Chris to be the


lucky one right here beside my moves and set structure
routine, began to dwell into actions seeking denial of
behaviors as he came all thoughts out say everything in
a story here to the kindness set us free.

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That missing key to others, about with that life was


with missing components moments that come easy to copy,
or you cut the verdict that will find you in years later
but fear not all dwell in spirit intentionally aiming
for loving Chris to fullest of life being to have a
trust in everything be all-night thriller to take upon a
night away writing pages of recovery.
He be that key will open the door and when you open the
door, the key has all power of the world to take inside
and begin a start of a resemblance of miracles.

In button of justice act Police have every right to help


if vandalism happens with a crime without a key meant to
thoughtfully plead research that would breach truth why
it is important why he does like me far to the extreme
to love for years. I was not leaving behind the shame. I
put on seeking truth.

I felt something up, for realizing he was leading


obeying this verdict if you gosh darn it was Under My
Umbrella by Rhionna he liked and sang behaviors been
looking tight if offered by hand of trial as tender

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diamond inBecome
sky.

Heart Shattered From Hurt

o find love, you need search daily human effort a

great effort each day while being positive yes some


things happen at young age but its my heart that wants
Chris. To leave a positive relation aspects I want him
well and better with this note passed through
hospital and land-line phone.

As if he realized he call mostly first on land-line


number. And he changed his cell phone number which loved
his new digits undergo numbers you dial. I knew well be
family of five one day.

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Ive make these months to wish you well the best for I
will give it my offerings to comprehend all to make
right gut instincts.

All this time I will give it my best, while being better


through thoughts aboard you to settlements to sail away
with me to the Caribbean cruise ship a piece of paradise
when on honeymoon.
To make the best efforts everyday to say we are in love.
To support his dreams yet make relationship hold its
side of tale thats a story about truth and loyalty and
now pronounce you as my husband was pleading
independently for student Chris.

I have a happy family which brought as such smiles for


this year knowing Im going on verdict with announcement
I will allowing the case to contact allowing that is the
best months by far you can understand I had a given
chance be with him.

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Nothing refused say he'd would of could of several times
of myself to showed me his profile. In which is not play
so called games to make fool for nothing but tool that
makes him cool. Why me, why me, why me kept running in
my head repeatedly.

For I took day trip cape cod I felt enriched with


delight he offered to take a well-being needed space see
how long urge guy make a nerve say yes but no on my end
to say yes marriage of a teacher student relationship.

While making of a life with nothing at all is different


then income where he was making enough supporting an
apartment and bills that went along with that apartment
nothing but water was included.
I felt he must be wild but with my thoughts and knowing
income is essence of serving growth in ecstasy.
I will be allowed at my house this year but when I of
dwelling sentence sending a form of recognition of
making a young heart to smile on his face.

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While I said he wanted more and more and more intimacy


and love in life with pictures with understanding he got
a hidden discreet name which most dressed with As Soon
Love Everything-about You action as he wanted me be him
by stood cloned me.

Factoring out and aiming towards something that


recharges instantly and Chris be held accountable for
understanding he was the one and about knowing how to be
with supportive with encouragement with my dreams which
lead to positive behavioral attitude.

Weve could and would bring of a great cheer or help


fund the cause of Mental & Behavioral health to go bizzerk like his father said what hell is happening or
wrong.
Fairy wishes for next days arrivals gotten contradicting
behaviors of it can go on as me setting fair judgment in
Ubuntu for definition is for human beings.

I was also impressed how long it had been since the 4


hours of the erection lasted when he was treated by

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Through thoughts along the way happen when he felt


aspects of my areas came to confusion. I really had no
fear but fear that he knew me more and more as time
seeing progressively proceeding efficiency on how time
was about tender loving care but knew that I wouldnt
stop me to believe that I became successful at what I do
everyday which brought job markets and creation.

And I have a business or couple not saying what but felt


right share knowledge about computers and now the baby
boomers have it good as for his cat Oz Sarah Leblanc
owns now I felt he gave so much now regrets what he knew
was true matter vs time I heard her plead for more
animals for attachment. And for Chris he was a teachers
pet with illness I brought to bring income making it not
possible to date me or sa w love in teachers vision.
Thinking he is one who wrote on day before birthday with
me finding out he found myself in loon act knowing
everything comes before hand as a research terminal were
Putty would be used if he did SSH network in Ubuntu or
Suse.

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When I love I felt closeness it brought to my


Connection Chris why did his family give up on a cat? I
was not assure to feel all good.

And was relief less person to worry about as wanting it


be with own supportive friends who would acually take or
it. But time told when his moother brought home a dog
years later infact this month of Augest I was of knowing
technology so quick or so fast with knowing how I said
something of fright. I made due to be in under the
impression well undergo both yellow works by touching a
spirit under going the path set to place and where that
placement is in my students arms but enough mistaken you
can take you to a delirious acts leading to more days
forwards priding what I know best or singing a song like
delirious would cheer me up which he did fine job at LaBoca restaurant as in other song by singing Bob Marly.
I am hope-in this I taught a privilege it was for
mistakes to lead my thoughts that served righteous that
served justice dwelling in way to light a pathway with
his religion within my behaviour. About my act is of
self-examination driving and seeing the truth while out
making due for evaluation in mind as I had him for

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In which Chris brought thought about fun times way


before my daughter but nothing is stopping me now my
daughter is the world to me. I put her first shes my
precious princess. Most of all I had little worries.

Yet the talk was minimum, I was understanding the first


day of school Id be there and now knowing Chris is by
my side.

I coherent a story aroused through feelings that built


full thrust of trust it be successful with judge being
kind in description of meaning word love or hate which
both currently I couldnt resist to show neither could
he was writing a proven valid points. I was miserable so
be it he was too Chris my student I was the writer who
did the editing.

So the fun times raise the question about my life


thinking can it be okay to have kind thoughts leading a
pathway towards and from love, and I do enjoy every
minute of sharing time while together in school?

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I feel he was the answers to all I endured in life, a


dream come true. As within my student he gave a blessed
days blowing kisses that it from distance from a door to
my door was sensations he'd say hello scrumptious. I was
young and attractive with orgasm and only wanting with
to be with my student Chris to the friendly days he
talks positive.

I had in past a relationship made known from bottom of


my heart pleading for the best under a pledge for whats
best, and for this year I gained a clever mind award.
Speaking about Chris, he was a young good-looking white
male student who had a pending case of harassment II
from my end.

While I change of thought about the pending charge, I


began to rethink and know how much of this relationship
is true. I began to be a super naturally began to be
rethinking about lasting love where I stood on a
birthday and being a lady of super natural
characteristics.

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I was the woman of being alone spouse of a warm woman


wanting be with him at a young age which brought
questions how gain respect or express at needed times of
intamcy. I agreed with given time I can rethink through
without disturbance that says the negative to recharge
positive with us being a partner of life in sex with
business and for all we endure with same life as one
lived as story about truth and facts its true love.

Life and its duration was all indulging in behaviors of


professionals of course. He was knowing his niece is
feeling urges show powers of schizophrenia and not being
told it's after whats true and believed yet find noises
of or voices of loneliness.

Therapy lead her to think twice I can easily walk away


from problems or be the problem but either way was meant
to live wither right or wrong.

That needs friend for

supportive teachers to share the reasons for evilness to


say it is a story about faith loyalty and life
acceptances of knowing his identity.

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He felt was my job teacher offer best education for my


child and his neice just the student and I the teacher
forever in a relationship with shown acts of care.

I later then felt missed by himself with shared heart


shattered feelings all due my heart feels down when
esteem spoke.

In corroboration the opposing uprising attempts he


organized his thoughts. I first have to get rid of
faults I made and put forth-positive relationship
towards my desire a student, Christopher Vecchitto as
heard him before bed praying for forgiveness of troubles
and I prepaid all attentions set forth his miracle of
shoes being with teacher.

It was aroused years and ecstasy was drinking out


coming home to more stalking behaviors intact fixed
income he was a Gospel teacher.

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The Gospel teacher wasn't up all hours of day writing
getting to over 250 pages by 250 pages brought the days
Chris needed to fix run on sentences which I helped and
by Easter I was excited announce the wedding April 5th
2016.
I became through passing moments which from start was
ought be safe to the fact which now happily heading back
to a student. Why brought what if concerns about when it
were the questions and solutions to questions is
processing on get far ahead to better. How would a
teacher like myself be that way supportive? I devoted my
time to ownership of my heart.
Who I belong with is Chris and at glances brought where
during a course of apathy for therapy learning more
about myself knowing fact to fiction beyond belief which
I took in a way of its troublesome behavior.
When you come to knowledge from a stand I could go right
or wrong but dwelling into the student will result in
positive spirits. I felt as he shows the love I have
will lead towards relationship but he was the last
mistake I take upon start a relationship.

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The heart shattered feelings to all angels of all


aspects where leads up down left right which he recalled
he was told what goes up must go down by a physics
teacher.

He realized his thoughts will mend into a mold of


structure of ever lasting opposition of being good faith
staying positive words and who influenced me which
struggled main composure as I maintain life.

I felt on my own level I had to be good fortune teller


in his life. He filed a complaint years later for his
teacher being in his head as quested his life with voice
it was for both life people he would synthesize a voice
into ones soul as a communication had to be placed. A
sense of humor always came abouts with his believing and
reciving.

There wouldn't be signs of hurt no more no would be


brought where not being itched for truth is certainty
enable my life listen more frequently from where the
source had trials to court and verdict.

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It was hurt from court orders if negative and today was


right moment seek forgiveness of spirit of doubt whom
was possibly the essences of heart shattered by hurt.

As creating and deliberating the good who needs


understand Im hear listen if you live in regrets and
make realist speaks of realzing I been no mistake but
one mistake can make it or break it as shattered with
broken heart I led my heart and life.

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Chapter 6:

Knowing I Can When & Where

As I got carried through with myself loving the student


so much love dwell in the insights that I dressed with a
fashionable styled hair and fashionable clothes where
everyday was a new day see my handsome student Chris as
I had flashbacks several times with thought of memory
process.

I gave extra time to smell and look beautiful for him


awhile after on first weeks of his schooling. He
accepted my worthiness and began to become a
knowledgeable with learning a new word a day.

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And with the movies spoke with writing the truth about
the itch behind him liking the movie pumpkin maybe he saw
me as a teacher with excellence what did he want from me
as a collage grad or student before liking him.

Any heart young or older can speak nobody will ever


replace Chris. I have a positive attitude and I write
down my thoughts as they come which are repelling about
simple acts of kindness, which brought out my worthiness
and where Chris had brought sexual feelings entering
while feeling to my life and from his attitude.
Chris and had his boner kept me going strong for these
years as felt his boner during hug. To feel him up is
what I long and yearn for-most for... he remembers other
teachers writing a story.

He knows how I felt by his gentle touch of genital


against my thighs. And I'm just maybe not ready share
whats next where. Who we are makes us whole again from
where we first started as feel wow this could soon end.

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I thought about how much of potential with his


personality reflects on himself thinking so much which I
seen his work of writing for first time. I been told by
his mother and special education, it was teachers helped
with all years and I gained his first words for what he
wrote for first time with homework he brought at school
very rarely he did school work.

An email with message was the first written love message


I could only wait for more. I could tell he been hurt
for years but he never knew that words would heal young
mind reader.

While existing he only knew happy and sad that


triggered mad behaviors with frustratingly for its wellbeing to make amends to uplift his life to new heights.

In reality I was offered look on what stood us here. If


others think reality is bitch whos the bitch? I
wanted equal love mostly all channels on TV with cable
internet paid by Chris.

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No matter what the disabilities he face I seen him at


worst ends I began to have hope as if ready he
understands I was going with some of the same feelings
at our age now him at age 26 which I see like he learn
to accept and to take medication everyday to make better
and not to be any worry.

Will he make positive the acceptance of my love was the


question I had to find to cure togetherness on where
feeling brought thoughtfulness.

Chris will spend rest of life with myself, and when


being with Chris I can make each day give peace giving a
ruling with permissions due whats right from both ends.
The amount of time and effort balance is key, not to
little not to much I want to be what a happy couple
cuddling together today.

I thought take love where by next level it would take


hell out of me to be married with Chris with enjoyable
sex drive young and going out with him was running out
reasons why through my mind I see understanding you do
not get your corn watching children of corn.

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Its more then love we wanted and others played they


wanted me and I had reasons going sane this year. And so
be it we are a couple not married, with my daughter
saying everything will be okay do what Chris taught us
desires of heart of all great music he produced.

Eventually I thought about how the relationship can


offer more money if married and I was trying to make
attentively change considering negativity was research I
attended to make in quick due time change in his mind
about his dream for Easter wedding come true.

The life I choose was for truth after-all I was as well


disabled adult acting like a child towards Chris with
abilities of obstructing obtain love as to keep real
with his mysterious ego empathize for better look inside
depth work out leisure activities then outcome to fully
be in-charge he lead me to carry a heart while obtain
knowledge is this real true love.

I should quit worrying about life at my way of seeing it


sad see people supportive as Friday was funeral for his
grandfather and wake next day.

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Ones should know a full understanding thoughts ought to
be ready and taught being respectful required respect in
his times on arrival. I knowing when I can be put shame
but yet hold grudge be fame gained a personality and
gained space with Court and very thankful for a positive
court verdict for this year.

I was so anxious to see him and court was around the


corner, couple months away. I became excited which by
all means with that being said, I to be sharing and
showing thoughts which make me think that with my
thoughts are the make of a single thought expandable to
multiple levels thoughts come with a verity of emotions
which gained excitement.

I knew when accomplished a task it was hard comprehend


the facts of confusion.

I will know for sure if he

really likes me like he says so.. In some kind of


remembrance of reflections of yet to be told.

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It was going to be Easter and 4th of July all running in


my mind is Chris and daughter as we can go Sail-Fest in
New London to see fireworks at the river front. The
marina where I worked was opening up. I thought about
teaching another year how to sail like every other year
but this year being focused on saving money.

To be thinking positive is a challenge, which makes me


understand Chris will be with one to appreciatively had
us as a couple days where the life is throughout warmly
his life abundance.

With you understanding lets say he whom enters and I


mean together here by enjoyable sexual desire into a
consensual relationship as holding Chris in life not you
reading.
For myself to make all passable for a relationship of
knowing he has evidence I want relationship was when and
where I advertised my life as a diary set private unlike
Chris' diary and published his book edited which was
team effort to have completed by Easter, that was day of

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Spring.

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I will continue to love for this year plus more


believing the highs and lows will make due to becoming
ready up for new and up coming changes. But not to
keeping said nothing with him putting effort counted
because he knew he makes a lovable pooh bear. With him
or myself in dangerous crimes and to not due lack
courage but in because of the harm that can speak any
form was to not put in harm or put myself in life of no
danger with loving Chris.

The connection may cause excitement to the extent that I


only see life spent with him, Yet the thoughts about
having common thoughts alike brought about life ahead. I
was not out to be exposed on having common sexual
interests.

He made myself look stunning as a model. He always had


good comments. I seemed shyness of him which he wanted
it to be time on his side to make everyday be a blessing
count as marked him number one to pray for longer life
his family and friends.

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I was not a model but I adore with life was fashionable


which I had Chris admiring me so dearly much, to this
day he was very fractionated and I felt he is the one I
will ask for chance to talk at his earliest convenience
as time spoke possibly Sunday.
His face-book was filled with everything that has
everything captured my heart. And we make due of both
effective changing outlooks for the better parts of us.

As while I wrote I had thoughts about life when and


where, to be placed from where I thought about how long
it has been and now is a feeling positive moment which
gave trust.
I researched which I can let the cookie crumble, easier
said then done that destroyed the good while we enjoying
each other so much well least of my care I so dearly
much stalk you Chris if reading and everything about you
Chris I love.

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For why I am ready waiting my queue to make the call


though I wait to visit him till I know now on how he
sounds because his sweet caring voice is my desire and
easy pleasing may I make my heart talk repeatedly that
was as running on mind through me a spirit if we ought
make up today on My Birthday.

And foremost the relationship is like a married NewlyWed game show of unconditional love of knowing someone
so much. And I like saying nice comments of inspiration
with possessiveness, which factors out to come with my
love for this New Year, I had thoughts about applying on
show. I would expect a kiss for all right questions.

He made known to cause direct informal interaction and


detraction because he was my dream balance of my
stability of calmness and reactions.

I will marrying student of teacher stands a relationship


where student had no contacting anyone or speaking my
name to others.

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Sure enough he obeyed as I am serious enough know wrong


to right from right to wrong only because he felt strong
about love which derails fuel knowing it will be sad to
see go at young age which he prayed long years for
friends who accept him honor relationship and family
including myself long years lived as getting back on
track to complete a pathway of a heart for knowing
something could go wrong.

The student brainstormed with thoughts came about their


unique values that could be expressed by many but we get
out of line, we if so try so hard accomplish what love
brought us here.

In most what raised questions which we put effort into


reality to make known we are on a team together forever
in Chris life a mystery to be solved if the love is true
or fake. I remained happy and silent.

I whispered all my life to my daughter at young age


saying Chris is real and she was at age prove it I want
a father that loves both a mother children and family
with offerings always being there wither from hurt to

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happiness, sorrow to

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sufferings One
too kind.

As I felt completeness, I felt shame with denial I knew


with the regrets it would lead to denials of a
relationship ought to be true.

It was the life aiming at life consumptions make writing


words prove he was with it how long with me and whenever
it was possible could I expect a call?

As I reach for a night sky star and I raised the


question and thought with a relationship I am close by
with so much to give and will I get questionable people
into my life? If there is questionable people so who
will be my fear with worth while thoughts Chris is okay?
I lost many but well soon to be known as Newly-weds, I
promise Chris.

For a must we begin each day with kiss and say famous
words like good morning us had that idea for heading to
paradise, as we are well and healthy married.

Where the thoughts became connections where I want Chris


being ready for me as I ought to know that I am placed to

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learn everyday

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challenges.

To him is to find a cure be all over with computerized


water proof plastic parts of having technology act
inside body in search of some reason to live fully in a
pill of a miracle. I was living himself as a cougar life
with me buying Chris drinks on his chin was held up high
and no peace but glory in the mighty to high levels
which own up life of a policy agreement you know anythings possible.

You should not judge me but know about me how to take


me as a teacher when you have a hold of a case by on
social media press of being on my side.

Youll be pertinence and obey court orders, know your


rights and police have every right to lie that can
protect you and others in oral agreements.

This brought questioning the last court date he was left


withdraws of friends. He made few new ones mostly in
band where he created music lyrics that was filled by
his hurt and moods.

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I exist as by-standing through a Connection with


thoughts worth while to be not with a negative life or
any negative feelings of others company.

While thoughts about sharing and suggesting to control


ones self with positive talk by ones self behavior like
do not bring me down, I know you far better
uncomprehendingly each others spirit can make everything
possible by resulting as compared delight of us in doing
good hands other then any obstacle information received
by needs being met.

I led promises he gain my talk when we did actually


talk, and again when hes better understanding its my
choice to earn and accept his deed of loyalty of chances
that a pretzel franchise not that bad of idea show there
will be income coming in to this day if started one.

What came out of his mouth along with his psychical


actions can seen as a problem biblical. My way to
express in life with a story, to make and ground cured
by hurt with words wisdom, let it be grow passionately
as possible conscience with relationship with Chris over

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the years.

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After all I was getting older with a lot of learning of


life was ahead how maintain a beautiful glamorous
outlook on life was what I intended to be sought of
deliberating successes from each others personnel.

While giving best I can of forgiveness to my worshiping


and workmanship moments of praise working besides him
wanting pleading I want a relationship with student was
offered.

And with all things are possible it made due for


chapters of books content of love theme where actions
lead behaviors under my cretia of being with somebody
new with feelings shared of loveness being quite all my
days, With entitlement and endearment of a long duration
of conscience of enabling the truthful faithful student
being aware he has yet to write till day or days before
Easter capture my heart..
Its not to far ahead where I could take this can be
everlasting to easily be treasured by delightful wedding
on Easter.

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Was it the uproar of if he has a family prove wrong


they will allow this to go commendation of a good
positive spirit for wedding I'm sure.
I had little fear because I understood him and what
counted he GAD a blessing of being touch to write write
write and write word after word exploring it was true
love here to come rescue the fortunate events.

While being part of this world makes the work of labor


built memories. I will soon labor of a child. I am going
to get birth with Chris being the Daddy in adulthood.
I will be the Goddess of the mightiest say I praise the
Lord I have a deep reliability due time check-point this
time around on year of my birthday, and his birthday to
see if this goes well and going make it happen before
the holidays Easter our wedding. I was going back to be
using my time on mobile face-book mobile while saving
another draft of story I will edit.

It was he that was if Chris can be a Dad. I felt he was


that kind soul my daughter can look upon he will always

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be a dad and together we

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know he
is loved One
and safe

attitudes which took enigma to new heights.

For all a puzzle where his life is our ought to be seen


I will delight my heart with hope and future make
possible very shortly after reading my actions of caring
while talking to ones know him best. I would make due to
trust the upcoming newborn with Chris is the blood
related to be a Father.

All I ever asked is for seeing a child grown up with


another sibling with a family life, and supporting one
another life. While giving a helping-hand, helping life
proceeding with education which is all-important in my
book for the right people create job growth with
knowledge and leadership.

I would like to talk out feelings but what I say is all


a circle it lead back wanting Chris more and more as
time progressed.

I make life known a tone to tolerate in believing myself


to love Chris all throughout my life was until now today
the marriage was open to talk about.

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I still say he is the one. He seems to be never ending


dream filled with love and endless possibility of
marriage saying yes let's get married Easter in Spring
time.

And to end this day off right, I must keep the positive
memories and how I befitting his many times he wrote
proving his love status by saying I love you each day on
social media.

There were never a downfall only when he recalled trauma


in his life where others did harm but it spoke he was
with a blocked profile.

We talk over each other and by downfalls in emails as I


think he forgot about me. Kindly I will make a move to
set place good judgment while showing hurt lead to
ruthless, troublesome, confusing, hard to explain, as
told by both sides from Easter Easter bunny come with me
Chris shopping.

And I to professionals to jot down reasons why I love

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Chris that we would be

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having life
filled One
with miracles

of treasured moments.

Most of all the treasure moments brought that put


children create a bright future push from outer limit.
The see the unseen like it was a hobby.

And most part I admired myself the most giving others a


chance learn make money through software with efforts
and with my supportive actions of caring wanting
realized there is love all who allows a positive
outlook.

As to come exile of trusting one another once again


rethinking it was no fault but mine due what I like
besides prospering Chris and his life dwelling on all
good spirits he brought forth to the table.

While in no contact, keeping him in my heart as if I


remember after time Chris and I began to reconnect
sharing memories of our childhood and computers and
family.

And I became a positive influence with each other and

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made it possible for

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one another

with each moral courage.

In spite of saying I want to be a students wife so be it


here stands a story as Chris would make valid points?

I raised the questions why I loved him in some way


uneasy to answer all but most why being there all ways
seemed a way to fit my time in his hands. I focused
aimed high standers because life is for resources from
originality which his ideas were greatness in all ahem
he yearned that endured others by choices of thoughts
differently with actions no hate.

He hated mostly guys few guy friends he had and


realizing he only hated sushi and other fish made it
seem okay well try shrimp cocktail on date. In-fact his
voice was unique he did not want complain about it
because I accepted him way he was and I aimed to
continue positive verdict.

He swallowed a paper clip at younger age and after


removal he had changed his voice to vocal box.

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The courage I speak of which roars out more and more is


here with more is with more, more is to writing more I
can easily say it has brought myself to think is within
or in with more positively seeing more positive results
I demanded him to keep with the contextual thoughts
making a bond for us in story and a life praying in
faith of good harmony of songs of nature comes the love.

Meeting and seeing with more positive remarks makes a


positive likelihood of Chris exists with so much to give
with life and love to brought oath he will have clean
work area while made due say I can began to trust he
will be reaching out for job make money.

When and where within more healing lead to hurting more,


feelings let hurt never more then defined love by hurt
shattered feelings of intimacy lead to no not ready back
off. I realized I gave efforts but zero of mistakes was
unlikely it was gee could use him now, Chris.
At nights alone trying be a woman a lady with love
proven stand points to set free with Chris came a

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relationship was taking

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its turn.

And I was held to thin about setting only love Chris


that was the most exciting person to know more about on
what triggered aroused feelings towards me.

He'd say what was filled with honor came my beauty and
personality but it kept thinking to myself with facts I
love this is the student Chris he heard my voice with my
schizophrenia.

Yet-fully I was rethinking feelings all a blunt to built


up anger because I knew I was aging looking different
liking Chris still hopes he accepts the life still which
do a dissipative everything say favor to put forth a
protected visitations. With my classes and hypothesizing
people I found truth he does like me with all clients
and students who he talked too said it was true love.
I raised questioning if he ought to talk over feelings
and talk over the court verdict which all condone my
experiences in 40's with being close in the 50s. I look
to raise to keep me in must needed indulges to take a

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reach for all expense to

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make reason
why IOne
wanted

relationship is it just for sex raised the questions.

And I had right say no to any treatment I felt was a


discouragement to reflections of how to live life. And I
just dearly love Chris. He became an option now and make
known to expose in a story.

I need him understand, I love him so very much usually


on every day of the week and weekend. His love is what
indulge with arouse with writing down. I took it upon
myself have a night life with Chris with my daughter as
she grew up.

It was living at life at fullest from moments of


memories of the old and new. I think about us together
sharing a sensation now with forever till new fresh
answered prayer man to love me I am mid to a day older
in age and take it well looking shattering my careers of
looking what Chris wanted for I saw profits.

He kindly went way beyond ordinary to make due of


aggression as we plan not to deprive only with fortunate
intimacy here is the celebration not looking back as
shattered hurt told by its chapter, which have thoughts

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of traveling with Chris

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look and buy

real estate for when it ought be easy money maker.

And I was ready for early retirement with his acts of


sharing caring hopes.

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Chapter 7:

Takes My Breath Away

I frankly have been prepared for all parallel


particular promise plan to promote a communication
reform or for a positive change chart effectiveness and
legit income target and where I had router of thoughts I
felt energy was drive force based on pill over counter
frolic acid as it took forces you have choices within
dwell chances to write and make more unaffectedly
towards my behavioral movements with hands.

Where I lived I was with the life saying we together


will not cheat and I shared my affectionate side to only
Chris who seemed the right one for me as I was ready to
meet in person in due time before Spring the effort be
with a teacher myself.

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I raised a thought while up and running as a pair of


singles rays running through spit with Chris the might
became as a beholder thats older living life beside me
in no conflict today.

I was noted online for all collectivity of spirits I set


as actions or accomplish in life-calling Chris are you
impressed?

If lemons were real what would it say stay away take


another man by hour deep conversation into desires
loving the unloved now taste sweeter with sugar.

It was moments he learned making lemonade was with


lemons sugar and water. He saved the bill tab while he
said in my life he pay the tab if was given fifty
dollars day job.

If when he was fish that loved me he was word brought


others to take into consideration but most part I was
one so important cure his life with simple pleasures. I

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was was the pleasure of

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what was right

wrong about dealing with taking breath away.

As while of giving him a chance a the color yellow which


on days lead to friendship. He might had be taking more
then flush of minded extensive proven truth that had
recalled diary of thoughts on Facebook.com profile.

It was everyday learning more about him as March and


Augest was keeping his posts and leading on Easter foods
creations for wedding as posts came by others that come
on through to help. I keep him to extent abundance of
endless love acceptances who is more then breath of
fresh air with his foods especially Easter decorations
on March.

I raised up relaxing on my back as I relaxed body my


thought pattern as today I felt that he will stay calm
and cool. If he crossed my mind I would give it my all
this time around make up a day to say right.

He was respecting my wishes for love dwelling to be safe


as we both surrender of beholding when I deserved it for
love, and he say love has no time limit it was just I
being on his side love at first sight.

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Was it love at first sight made it seem unreal which I


had moments sending him nurse take the bad habit
informing him he will see me further on in his life
which was said in school.

He was the one with restraints I remember told by me for


behaviors seeing pictures invisibility in slighting of
little to no color but sky fantasy art. Which he
believed we lived on a cloud of life traveling the
preconceptions of spirits of who wanted rain when and
where. He felt he was on a cloud in life when looking up
or down it would bring opportunity. He saw life ahead
now dropped to future expressing what happened.

If ever so ruled this book as an extensive based story


or some say book of leading a dance with editing as for
I had infrastructure to continue his education by him
writing each day using his time wisely and effectively..

The main frame would be parallel from start like the


lemon scenario. To the both parallels it would have year
duration with endless with thoughts computer processes

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limit it to hours

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knowing the share
news to
noise with

creation.

With all due to respect myself and respectful wishes


come true I was beginning to understand when knowing
when and how I can be breathless I noticed it was good
favor that brought us here with or without purpose
diligently with spitefulness knowing it could be ever
lasting love bringing forth good sake no mistakes.

I need to be placed in his life today it was hours of


relief find out he still loved me so much to this day.
Those who reads his thoughts left critics saying I will
attempt to make this due time that requires trust but
get guidance whatever happens happens requires two make
dream come true. Chris felt hurt so much he run empty
yet kept running endlessly with a story.

There for us was supportive friends he had in others who


were all different ages mostly older or shall say all
who has hope with recovery sharing pictures on
Facebook.com social media profile.

And I am holding a pending court case and never doubt


he say no to change as was set obstacle for crisis team

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and family thought

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One
brought I say
I Do.

I was only but one of many of his sensations he calls a


router or hub of information with needed research to be
given improvement.

The improvement stoiod by his side and my side by his


quality of time collapsed in life from a parallel reform
may bring task to task hand to hand command to command
as the results were the actions making me say Chris
youll understand if we love each other. I had felt
spending my dollars by shopping for substance or clothes
lets go shopping and forget about our troubles or secret
shopper.

While asking for queue as for quarantine as for in with


months time moving forward and what was going on was
without trial from month to month now over I could call
the patrimony was set to nobody was with judged
behaviors only when he made him see true love will find
its way till this year meant to be shared.

I was headed for time on arrival of to time is no little


time he had moments live forever young. A student and a

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well-known attorney were

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stand trial
or errors

within of warmth of his warm embracing difficulty.

As of malfunctioning today was day that took my breath


away. Espically with all he created in good spirits with
in faith. It was all possible make known today we will
meet in caught up action plan ill call today if all I
read is supportive breath taking moments. For new
corrections he madedue start in early january infact new
years day with enough sleep as 12 at noon january first
he write version to my book for gift? Yes he exposed in
writing as a adult the good and being alone and wanting
more people accept but drinking young age was messed up.

Of a sweet kind remark by having pregnant nurse kept


blabbering in head which came true and she came pregnant
which knew all true love comes from a moment of shown
moment he would share that moment of complementing
others your happiness yet worried walking too much as
served justice be appropriate and kind lead no denial no
harm..

I learn not speak out of turn while my attitude expected


the most a home run for positive communication reforms.
For each day to make sure he brought good to one

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another. For I expect to

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love Chris
this year

the thoughts would keep or kept me rethinking ill be


running inside outside a head.

Easter will be the year we get married. Yes married it


going be faniumal as can be as fantastic enjoyable time
well have with knowing it is him that does great.

I qoute that because he was talking me on phone about


working at best buy geek squad. His caseworker for his
income department social services was saying all good.

Most of my thoughts became no but I held a grudge with


it becoming over the limitions and living life up with
no harm in way of spirit of feeling pain of the right
moment at right giving moment.

If something like no contacting from his ownership of me


being writer teacher giving no allowance to visit but I
can sure visit at any given time because of Hippa. True
feelings remain true by and from a produced body and
played out rules the verdict to cause no
intercommunication and hard feelings of shame of yelling
on weekend to dog because I felt the one causing the
write up to shamefulness sadness that we don't talk..

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Yet with the effort he had, he had to control the


believing is seeing. It somehow with his boner in the
class when he reached reality of delusion which made him
explode with sexual feelings.

He was part of class yearbook two weeks and by first


three weeks my student was the sensation of love of life
that suppressed with smiling all he did like advertise
he was repairing computer guy who knew computer repair
and start life hearing the gossip of his Saturday before
party as say a Kyle girl friend of intercourse of each
and one another kyle and girlfriend which saw made due
owe him apology ready for job making by far a good
income. With side-affects you get sited behaviors with
medications with miracle pill as once stated can be
formed.
It feels like no other would take my love away when we
met us all science to technology teachers in scouting
with knowing his 5th grade teacher said to write five
hundred pages and he would read to class. I had read the
classroom rules clearly I spoke of a even tone language
inside but what came out of my mouth was un controlling

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making it a choice to understand he had a deaf frend who


he sa friendship but everybody was eagerly amused but
easily derailing most time was the track of knowing
pathways are the learning the value over cover up the
sin with turtle neck as punishment as when cooled its
the mircle of understanding he did no harm he did not
like show body because of his size of now in life.

In past he had abs which once knew his teacher and


mother knew he hide under table in science class. As
years went on saying he my need baby shake it off here
comes I to take valid remarks to make points it ought to
be by breathless moments that take breath away seeing he
had over 250 pages additional.

He was questioned occasionally if something should arise


while not forsake him as he knew you cannot buy friends
but put good writing into hands to become friends of
followers of like with respectfulness is ruling the kind
sweet love as knowing if he cannot love as he can go
back in years time.

He was in the 8th grade nurses room queses for why he


hides because of love of science teacher with saying

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of that language.

So as far as I know it he was intrested more and saw


her once after high school at bar ihops with his friends
and cousins. He payed the bill. Yet could of bought
drinks for teacher with fake ID. Mandy was one who was
overprotected like her parents learning it was okay to
get dune buggy over years to ride with Chris somehow
some place to take my breath away I imagined everything
in my power make amends say the honest truth I am a
citizen of gifting people on social verity. I aimed to
be of a vitiation of hippa of a served jail time as
teacher ignoring the behaviors when on wrong grade to
intake as reading thinking was him not me.

The thoughts of situations were mostly with no


communication and I had unfortunate of moments of his
soon to be Grandma near to be passing away and it is not
a shock, yet fear no more shared life moments with my
Grandparents and when his Papa died and Grandpa and our
family led old age.

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He asked court for all herbs possible make a smoking


natural with all toxins with mircle pill killing the
toxins.

To the fatalities of to be or not to be to life at old


age can be pampered of no hate or no evil ways putting
someone in life with left with regrets.

He say recall a time when I represented the world to me


a blessing to share my love in a story. And I had wisdom
to a student as far more love, for the write up story to
give another teacher if I made due no contacting he was
confused where take it but never the less I was less I
worry about as him by My grandma said worth every minute
to believe in a social spirit of Godly people who use
the word in daily use rather to rejoice came from
Pasture Paula White on his profile.

I had saying that before passing away the tissues as I


was ready for this upcoming day to attend to next

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who taught
Chris One
to live life.

And for leading positive informational technology


background I knew he and I would bring this story as gift
on birthday March 1st as issues of kindness remarks if
obeyed well here by welcome Chris to entering my life.

And from obeying court ruling to be myself that says yes


we going turn the table from my end which directs us
that we could talk after court. I thought we could lead
a happy life together with my family.

I would believe making possible the possible. As for a


team of professionals gather up I look up to the trial
as I do share what I am told it can work out while
telling me it can work out by in which being made up
creation not feeding in his life with me having an
outlook to dawn on not putting effort on his
misbehavior.

While it was my life was to ask Chris out on a date as


I forgave him to this day as of now today and birthday
where on birthday he gave story.

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In my eyes it will workout out which I could predicted


future as days were bright early morning with fossil
fuels for energy where writing was to benefit the
relationship as toll of benefits he took right dosage to
say expense make valid points in form of expense of
buying pills and accepting required daily visits by
nurse to influence to take medications without doing
harm to others.

Mostly vast majority then knew how that I came in his


life began to get answers I can strive get his
attention. Which most part had by having events taking
part of high school and with writing so called story
will I take note Im not intended the pretender filled
by hurt by our feelings for one another.

And I write about the good with the exciting the please
help solve why I have so much to say. I hold been told
that within my life that thoughts can produce kind life
notes wither notes in music or notes of life by taking
notes he was about living the years of the person I am
here today that knows a great deal about technology

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Times he missed me he dressed feminine. I knew exactly


this is what I wanted mostly because he wouldn't budge
compare the despair because of all attention he felt was
under my terms to look great do great.

I am well-organized person with little temper, that


spends life-calling police if a student or Brian calls
me names or psychotic symptoms that occur.

I ask nothing but question Chris or have concerning


positive remarks willing to ask if he can answer my
righteousness of marriage on Easter a wedding in Spring.

Where I stand today about letting out on what brought a


story. My life exciting and interesting while touch of
inspirational thoughts that came out through each day
with thoughts knowingly I could be conscience of average
of about years.

And with those years it was becoming mates and partners


for rest of life from time to time ad made due was

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possible as reasons why

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a love story
I wanting

be true. His love and body close to me is all I want


with my days alive and more.

I was a highly motivated woman who loved one of my


students who was with judgmental aspects most knew Chris
and never had bad news and it felt one more year as for
today will be with moments shared with looking back and
looking back have no worrying for the upcoming years and
here is months away for the final verdict if I am ready
for Easter wedding starring at his picture.

I had been feeling confident with complete story where I


have not been caused a problem. And had no problems,
I've had been tormenting of a questionnaire that we are
aware of with standing while sharing positive ideas for
learning becoming a better writer was techniques for
therapy apathy for living to tell its story and forget
the troubles.

I brought as forwarding thoughts I took notes put


forward a wedding asking to Chris to marry me at last it
took my breath away he had over 250 pages all in memory
of a truest of all myself being the teacher saying kinds
words to Chris in book as teaching was from heart.

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I kept in heart his life in being the conspiracy of


dignity to thrust I know put effort in making trust and
forgiveness was with morons a word cursed with regrets
of living my life I forgive quickly but make it all an
awaking of nonsense of lagging a calmness of a touching
moment of knowing him my student understands its worth
peanut butter. I was new something with known
understanding is it true how do I know for-sure was I to
make the mistake once again will I climb another high
sky closer to mars.

Thoughts come hand to hand with our accommodating


assurance of affectionate to intimacy.

Most which who ask for answers it was that triggered


required a story to share in a way of recovery setting
mind and brain as a child taking away from sexual drive
from exile of hearing from others not possible when good
works ought to placed with good fortunate behaviors once
again.

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I hate it when days that pleases others while informed


with being offline brought wonder of rendering to other
students myself is organism to the one love ad he must
be searching for moment to prove right of innocence of
trial.

One denial I do wish exist with attributes of knowing


mercy comes with brother of family that son who we itch
say never that bitch unless Chris taking into
consideration was ought to be with thoughts being model
as I dictated in direction I diction I put on ways his
under go issues ways will promote trial to good judgment
or spiritual apathy seeking easy pleasing behavior if
percentage work with effort needed.

To make possible the possible Ill be the trainer and


educate you when ready. Under the extraordinary rendering
manifestations of knowing there comes a wish I must
command. If I want preserve this abundance joy see a
wedding on Easter.

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For it was he who saw good and will all knowing us his
love came from a righteous ways of connecting a soul he
writes why oh my student you like me no bot as a jot
giving all notably with question could this be of
conscience of either wither he was going to get over and
be my lover tonight.

As I swift to come to ecstasy tonight baby we got tonight


take my breath away hug kiss be that thriller in way I
see you do that night moves gone to the riding into the
fast lane of plan of travels with no misspoken action
doing with what he has been told whats importantly
important.. He knows

the law will treat him kind but

breath taking moments we reunder the direction of using


harm under winder as anger showing.

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Chapter 9: Words Are Nothing

I live with an understanding with life as for that who


I love is true and with remains a meaning that began
with true love experience of Chris and with my daughter.
It meant to be with Chris and I starting dating in our
writing and adaptively speaking on sharing and obtruding
source information with a spirit to write to he was in
love with me.
Then again I had evil image self-repellent attitude to
accept this fancy feast lets gather round to eat the
Lords ham and Kraft products.

For sure he thought James in connection of his cousins


ex in Florida could set something up where the bottomline look decorative where I come out say I'm going use
everything to bridal dresses I get Chris come shop
around and marry myself on Easter.

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And blurb out I was Greek from when I wanted no
contacting from family and friends with what I led
myself at higher ground.

His Mom did a thoroughly check on her DNA as she was the
one adopted by his Papa Nuni, his grandparents. And boy
you will first have to trust me and respect me to earn
my love I kept telling the police department where his
mother worked.

If you are wondering why I suffer from sensual


indulgence came fear once fear twice fear not here at
11:11 is book published in am because of life I been a
verbal abuser victim from time had from who was from the
baby father whom was Brian as victim I could not trust
but mostly demanded trial set forth who to blame for
feelings true here is the book we yield to desire to
inspire.

If you he ever send out a threatening letter or cause


symptoms of saying hatred words of voices prizefight
words that shares truth was rare with his illness on
medications otherwise he would be focused on getting a
job that paid $50.00 a day.

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I most likely see the battle he wanted a relationship
with being truest of all seeking truth. I rethink he
hasn't cursed me Chris but Brian called Chris a sick
mother fucker.

He made violent scenes with verbal abuse saying ruthless


on how thoughts proceed in videos. For Chris was in
school he criticized and said he ditch school spirits
with undergoing through his actions which he knew about
his reflection with frustrations of 4 hour erection made
him feel this way that was no proven love to only others
saying what or why it proceed the way it proceeded to be
true he wanted make up whenever possible with I.

I proceed to be carried in an otherwise true book of


truth. I knew but know everything with why I was of age
with his age writing is when we first started talking I
want to say.

But aside myself I was heading for what has been made me
a better than my mood now in hate denial for disgrace
and mood to say boy I want a young genital now in my
mouth and virginal organisms to make and give boost for
trust can live with thrust, thrill and excitement.

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I may it be ending this roller coaster that he who gives
all the best honor me as wife.

I fantasized with Chris as fantasy into rambling a


humming a song of ecstasy in a home listening my
daughter read book to me and incidentally had to call
him or write email for-sure 250 pages was worth proven
facts he does see a positive outcome for all trauma I
caused now leading vows of marriage.

I owe so much to our very self apology and needed sex.


It was he who button down on how learning was key to
success he did the extra page make right that changed to
more as thought was going be 250.

While during intercourse as I say fuck me harder and


scream for more pleasure and it gives me a chance to
love while asking I will be waiting for more from a
student Chris with aroused feeling obtained obstacle no
guy should think different of me and he who calls us a
sick mother-fucker will have no insight of guidance
and condone sin as I truly felt resperdal in his high
school was all but no evil as from ecstasy home of free.
And If you dare to win you'll listen.

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As I would listen it would produce never understood why
it felt today was important he expressed feelings by
words that proceed in a way of to like him more each
day.

In way of rethinking about the possibilities of one that


can take birthday granted with hopeless behavior to
proceed with findings he indulge in an answer prayer but
never knew there was a spirit of knowing research was
informative that protocol of stalk behaviors knowing
where we stand would condone in spirit.

So foolishly being in a rush in story get done 11:11pm


was with posting on Facebook.com his profile writing a
story or a book brought a liking of sourcing out
replication who and when it comes spirit he way my inner
outer joy of a delightful heart.

It was hard understand it was he who I to trust and I


to understand but I so very much loved Chris, even I was
indulging in behaviors of misspoken action leading no
words of ever so do in a cowardly ruthless very much
state to hate see go scenario and see our life shared
together.

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While my short instincts with my life, it settles down
and for life became things in past, I bring past to
bring it filamentary ways to be at last reach the cock
and he reach my virginal organisms having baby to
exoticism of being together true meaningful book in the
intimacy of travels as serendipity had messages as he
signed at book-stores.

I seen positive change thoughts and feelings as I live


life as for better days. I had the chance due whats
right to be ahead with this year to obtain composure. My
thoughts about how to handle love and advice showed if
living together was option.

My thoughts well live together without saying no chance


with yes no chance regretful behavior that makes dreamed
filled life come true as husband and wife.

For a young female as for mid to early 40s I had


neglected lost of denial to late to soon age with not
knowing what was happening next without looking mirror
on how deal new look.

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All I knew is I have a bucket list still and truthfully
can rely on one end this year ahead with a season to
feel great and alive with Chris in a relationship to be
obey and make possible.

I had no hard feelings with anyone else but enjoyed


sharing my ideas with a story and my thoughts are
sensual thoughts craving for more. As a teacher I will
be thoughts of teacher and kept calm setting values free
and up for grabs to Chris.

A factor I am with illness, classes I taught were in a


small town, and where I mostly began in Connecticut
where I live in shoreline to the state of Connecticut.

I came from a little town Essex and communicated with


each surrounded town professionals in schools sharing
volume license software but soon changed be free updates
on new PCs that made due to high school students and
staff members and learning services on cloud networks
made due to positive work mainframe of ideas and saving
towards education or ways pay bills/earn money.

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I thought a lot over and over while took good ear as to
listen to Chris. And he was all about free-ware and
open-source/Linux. Ive had open source applications
installed because the school as I worked for switched to
android operating system. It was a free application
market place.

It led to teach with common issues and common thoughts


about helping and sharing my time around the clock to be
with towns and with schools by surrounded areas of
Portland.

I enjoy saving money for schools with positive


investments of a newer operating system Aneroid by
Google will be installed on each computer for this
coming year.

While with resources withholding as spectator with who


will install what lagged of the information details was
the questioner that came about what is to come as I
could learn hand or two with Chris new ways of
recovering if all failed.

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I was standardizing with that I was being both of
helpful to mental health field where thoughts motivated
my luck proving effectiveness we need for renew carrying
on through the thoughts of praised virtue of truth and
no denial.

I had upgraded the computers and learned with


accommodation of with a thought of new technology was
with a good life benefiting with my students accepting
new obstacle my classes were tricky and kept minimum
talk about Chris.

And I wouldnt think he would ever hack new information


of my profile or school website nor nag his caseworker
for ride at travel to Portland High School on week of
Spring.

He did trespassed school and prayed I heard at the High


School him saying
This Lord is the place my teacher teaches blessed me in spirit as I
ask you soar my teacher for her to come in my arms and wreath of sin
as you alone are under my skin a wing of your mighty works towards
this day for love. For I hope be with her always, I will be here for
you alone are not alone. She is everything I want and ought to be
with here my soon to be wife the teacher I ask for wedding. Amen.

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And while he spoke out of each class I teach I provide
each class to lean back and relax and learn to the
create a design or two with a lesson or take on a AV
( audio video ) course.
Chris was in yearbook class who had a thing for selfies
vs taking pictures advancing with skills cropping that
shown object would be the ratio, for background was left
behind in some.
It raised question that some background cropping varied
if important for his pictures but he liked cropping out
unimportant aspects of pictures zoomed in when I smiled
in nearly all fun pictures students took of me.

And the picture of me being janitor was showing


behaviors look at myself taking place of your shoes
Chris.

Beginning each morning I will begin to teach a positive


route as well with a rounded spirited with cheers and
smiles, that begins a career pathway along with chitchats
and music he will be played at a baseline of
instrumentality of most his healing came within the
effective dosage not target dosage.

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I felt love when I met Chris. He did not complete a
lesson with one of my classes. I teach but I have no say
but question why, a weather reporter came about. And I
aimed him drinking before aired he felt would bring
humor and romance.

And I love my soon to be student husband so much looking


back I had a giggle a joyful day thinking back what he
did to impress me doing things out of the ordinary.

I should know when I slipped gone away with being on


same medications. And it makes me sad lonely, eventually
I say got an offering of an approach.
My emotions made me feel this way, sad and lonely when
he was not all around my aroused dosage to dare make
right aimed teacher mandate boner for cure which first
known fact he was on mild dose on target behavior of
liking a teacher like myself.

I play hard to get with and after time knowing Chris he


shows big creative heart whom I treasured the Nobel
prize award he received in writing how inspirational
teachers.

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As teachers living in deep harmony of future of
proclaiming was once a relationship from start was to
take in so deep is you hearing out, nothing but words of
touching our life in a story.

Here I stand that shares the tears with the fears the
teacher preaching for the storm to bring light snow see
it is true. I stay clear and positive with remarks of
knowing what is right from what is wrong yet you can not
have a wrong without a right.

For life in most part I feel all-good about myself while


questioning myself with whom I love writing or being
prophet but the love I share as it comes and goes
through the court system was hardship to understand what
his love brought good faith.

To be known that I sometimes yet felt always was helpful


she or he who can learn a life lesson while enjoying life
without negative responses welcomes a life kind-ship
loyalty program set by state allow substances.

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Of all what matter the most he joined a program at


Middlesex hospital called PHP and consider day program at
IOL not the institution of which supposedly will make him
more calm and alert by getting better which could only
prove he would go crazy without iPhone which pushed him
move forward.

I keep positive with no contraction while having usage of


heavy ponder of facts to live a better life with the
truth that my student is best love I ever met in my life.
I was upset when people were on his page deleting posts.

If Chris gave up and spill the beans out being all


through my life, as was repelling he will know it, he
will understand I will not tolerate a messy house and to
enter my life as a slob for these counting months will
provide us to talk more about expectations.

I dreamed to have my little baby sunshine, to meet


Chris. Little baby sunshine is my daughter. Chris
thought he was father while confused reaction to
substance in his pattern system where he wrote reminder
ask before task while taking medications not subscribed.

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It was pill formed medications soon to be digital as
timed controlled behaviors how to act. Orally was ordeal
there would be questioning if he has been taking them
which bothered him.

I need you so much Chris and your family to hold up to


my highest motivated life pondering of facts of our life
as to keep chin up to be followed with my tears and
fears before being drop dead sexy especially for knowing
the factors on how we create a fact to fictional story.

My name was discreet and was teacher who I share


business with success as business owner and teacher that
helped keep towns with community to

keep talk open say

concerns with reliance of knowing it what he who floated


my boat with knowing he made due sharing the feeling
sensations into book.

I loved my friends in Massachusetts as partly as having


a rough understanding of a feeling of needed sex for two
or more years of hard labor.

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I take upon my life to visualize with amount of kids I
wanted two more I felt but he felt 1. A romantic one the
only one you see plus more one more lucky one to student
from a teacher relationship with nights of sex may lead
me pregnant as a way start it off right is asking him
for a life moments being there always.

Where he pleasures me the most and travel destination,


thats how much I love him. A thought about having kids
with Chris remains silent. I had some troubled area
explaining what love is about, yet theyre so much to
give throughout each day.

While troubles was in the positiveness of my behavior in


a story I scoped some easier then said then done. I were
eager one to read on when I was not listing to others I
had no evil thoughts and made me feel important.

To sum up with my life I play it forward with going on


knowing and thinking about my feelings.

I will find Chris, who is hard to understanding the


cautious with destiny. To make clear and make known to
do the best is the rest can try understand.

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As why you understand why I love Chris, I will push away
while staying clear about drug free and alcohol free
classroom. For the conscience of being with Chris I felt
was a Jesus offering that I was protected by oath well
not cheat of all made everything possible tonight before
midnight.

Everybody should be at fact knowing my limitation to


booze and being with a dork my student should ought to
know a time place a direction for duration two to fall
in love while being at risk of being as of concern.

As we share smiles and laughter he and I knew we face


truth but lead to heart broken mind of saying totals of
lost wages eating the profits but mind us together well
always be together.

A sad tragic scene if we both disobey the judge holding


a verdict of our innocence being right mostly in-favor
learning experiences had virtues of no contacting and
tonight I was ready to make call.

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I try to limit myself away from anger its hard for me
get mad but if you get to the point when I limit myself
with few thoughts of you by taking it to the scene of a
limit was ideal gain its my love back.

I put forward to be successful. And this year was about


endless love to keep real with a student named Chris.

For this year plus more I will remain the same with
fashionable style yet called a hot style hair and with
hot style clothes of many text and hex colours for their
meaning is all to head for cute style of code.

A positive attitude and effort to make my day go great


is by giving life being the safe one questioning if
Chris is all right and okay. When you have someone to
love it is the greatest feeling in the world?

In-fact a question I had kept inside for Chris to


explore reasons to write, held the questions inflicted
this time around to easy going yah come my darlingof me
being his Goddess knowing my rights of hippa as I
thought serving time in order to recive noted behavior
before choice..

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And I aroused to had feelings to crave of love obeying
his likeness of touch now calm he been through it be
with me feeling me up and others connecting with
digitization without purchase of a trial or advertising
application that was a utilization of wellness tool box.

What counts the most is the love gets stronger each day
of my life when Chris loves me you know something comes
around he ahead of you unexpectedly that watches over
you like an Angel.

He and I make known to write down ways make our


relationship stronger and think positive with our
thoughts and patterns.

We think alike with freely writing, while I make sure to


be okay with the actions he may cause but little to no
harm has brought to my attention with his friends on the
World Wide Web.

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It seem he rushed everything but even though I have no


say to have the right accepting award with him and to
say if it is or be not what you cannot do infinite of
this friendship by the end reading as these are the
building blocks in accordance of events to I the teacher
frankly must edit with my soul lingering for more.

I speak about the awarded feelings we both share with


the thought about graduating early for my representation
of seeing together forever in no denial but to love.

I have a skill on what I know best and I been the best


on doing what I know best computers as it led to great
deal of knowing a bundle of software and knowing my
rights I needed to obey weathering and going
unconstitutional explaining what aroused arrest its
called when treated unfairly for organism.

In social life words ought to be chess moves the silent


kept like secret disguised surrenders if appropriate for
ones actions.

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Who wins is ought to be the one who says love or hate
pieces of hurt with worth while meetings meet at last
till the acceptance of move could only defeat the
purpose having its a mind game player which was ought to
played till ready.

I dwell the past he would say up for the challenge of


devotion it played and I began realize it ought to be
true words can bring attention of no spoken words are
nothing you understanding of behaviors wonders if Ill
get ring for words of the unknown was nothing to exile
truth he take apology into consideration for marriage on
Easter with concealed wish make his wishes come true.

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Chapter 10:

Paths & Roads To Success

My knowledge was key while trying push forward with


little to no fear. I lead all quiet all this time after
his graduation, and I proved a date was option to factor
out he would be well and better.
And a problem to prove right, my love gave through that
causes self-relief that our case is the cause if who
will listen to our concerns or whom with a professional
background stand up to the jury of justice.

We had some ups and downs with him handling renewals


with a court case. I plead the case with my positive
attitude speaks, I am going to accept the court to make
best dissection for we both live to be or not to be in
love for each other with renewal questionable feelings
with answers to further grow in a faithful day of
successes.

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I aim to be hopeful that it was not for this year I


thought let the judge handle it while we both dream and
hoped for what is best for us, That a marriage with him
is all I want and I thought about it really hard on much
my life is owed to himself make due for what is right in
writings which I enjoyed his company and his friends
made me consider he one not cheated sexuality.

Here comes the bride, song kept running in my head and


having a Ham filled Italian Easter wedding with a
luxurious wedding cake and married happy is something I
long for in lifetime of surprise my husband Chris. It
was life that I wish to share with my student here stood
be my husband.

He was young at heart, he knew who to date for purpose


of true love. And when trouble spoke in which I say he
admire make sure say sorry or thank you and well his
name was said he was Chris setting out be with me.

He knew the songs from my era I had limit my songs I


liked but Do Ya Think Im Sexy or Sailing kind song by
Rod Stewart that lead words during court.

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The words he expected were known to fact of matter this
ought to be true and understanding I am more then
teacher all positives were at hand with my visitation.

To see he was sitting in corner touch of my bod thatd


be what I wanted but lead a pathway before to be
emotionally attached with a whole part with all aspects
of being together with life today and forever giving the
best love.

I kept a smile on face and ought make better place and


looked away from danger and it all took part in shape
with first year teaching. He was worth one and million
with a creative mind.

I was soaring for this year make known fact from fiction
that I am ready set freedom rising a date with my
student as I love him less hours away, home free for I
love him cheer for all.

Chris was the student who I had

in class and his last name was popular in Middlesex


Connecticut.

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He was mostly kind and I felt a click and Connection
from body to soul of the mind that kept me alive and
driven to better days that ahead of me.

With everyone knowing patience was virtue to ask for I


the teacher head to an intervention. Though patience
maybe questionable but cool finish be well worth it
especially while entering a delusional state of mind
what could happen has happened amazingly cool.

Most likely a new pill will be subscribed within wanting


to share with myself and Chris.

The feelings for what I feel and do mean well play on


play on mostly because I will be taking part of a large
amount of good. I kept very little sly reaction as a sly
devil at night stressing if he would write more each in
each memory in each person.

In memory brought insight of himself wanting to know if


feelings worth sharing worth continuing on of how one
thinks or acts upon when knowing he liked another
teacher before me.

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The road spoke if wanting him he would quit all
behaviors f liking others and focus attention to me in
writing wanting soul enter our life to profit the
business of growth with cents.

I pull my goal of not insulting being better and realize


together raised the questions about how where I gain
much supportive successes in a story. I felt no shame as
of now and ought to be true when indulging in writing
story of love with chapter of feelings reflecting on
chapter with written thoughts. It was a path of success
writing with compressing a story of truth heading to
whats true in large amounts in extraordinary way.

I feel okay or not okay talking about my feelings that


can relational of okay with dealing with information
stored on a sometime soon comment making me put forward
soon factor hit world I was Miss Universe Teacher
getting an award conscience of knowing I can think
differently.
It was all I say and speak about how I say I earned it
shows a will-fill sorrow and be okay to love and protect
myself from danger as I truthfully walk by say I love
you Chris we are not loss of marriage.

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I made each day of life full of delightful feelings, to
this day about how appreciate myself with I made of
others feel appreciated in this world.

And I think Chris should know he is my sunshine and


they say to much sun is bad. How you can relate
especially when he posts a diary online. And for what I
need in life is a coping skills to set me free. As what
let me free was with a life in hands of one wish exposed
that acceptance was a virtue informed to keep with
cautious behaviors.

As key enter the door once locked out. With kind words
he and I can build a trust for one another to set forth
a fun play for positive remarks.

I took my personal growth life as it goes and it had


some drawbacks it was the lovely wisdom from the father
who brought a marriage to who is with a wife and
husband.

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And he whom was Chris was so special and kind young
adult, where he my soon to be husband brought thoughts
to my kindness to accept his existence with my roots of
my flare to make up and make his gentiles look pretty
and comfortable.

I felt that would bring us closer to a career destiny.


And I loved seeing him smile while being so hard explain
if it ought be true.

He was my student from my behalf that made me feel


opportunity was not at fault. He was a pathway that will
only make myself better, looking at myself in mirror I
say hope to take part of his future.

I make myself complete where I love to see end of this


year to make happen the behavioral health make known
believing everything will work out with a relationship
with Chris.

Seeing believes that I take attraction as a sight, I


believe in love at first sight.

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For my life I tended show tender loving care for one
another as for caring one another with little concern
was hard.

While being well about constructive as while having an


organized pattern behavior that was based on story with
Chris withstanding the well-being of being taught.

His treatment was to write and I realized I was the


teacher liking student far beyond safe in love. Usually
to prove my love is real he knows his love brought
feelings but for whoever walks in my classroom I will
provide a team circle of support.

Where and when we all soon exchange mind full of our


thoughts in class about Chris made it seem so fantastic
share story Monday. I really adore his life and what he
has to offer.

And I stay late at school and with focusing I could never


catch break.

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Which I feel I could use the extra money on overtime of
all next year as I plan to have fun activities for
students and I have hope that Chris can help to watch my
daughter as I work during all hours of day. And areas of
my busy schedule life with trust he will be the father.

The route I take is time factors to appreciate the


embrace moment to a period of time for what most I love
about life. I was of being kind and showing up on
vacation is when and where deserve sex it could happen
alone which make and factors out to being straight
minded was for fools.

I have all the time in the world to make possible to


date. It would and be pleasurable and great kind
preparing myself to cast out if all my time came from a
love perspective of true romance.

I thought about what I learned with my lesson planning


and speak of words could be not hurt but tell a story.

I hope to leave a positive remark to come true as the


apple had to take a season of change.

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The truth had came out and will be exposed to which no


bull shit was allowed with honest factors and beliefs his
friends left him with less focused thoughts were based on
friendship of liking a teacher which had its humor
moments with cats and dogs..

I say he learned successes were sidetracks of if you


brake the oath you will be left with evil actions and
evil ruling.

Some days I feel contemplative withdraws of leaving


Chris behind yet confident about this years award was
many reaching out for others most low income people
would read his story or news media.

I try to apply with understanding being a teacher are at


no risk factors and of any danger current action has
obstacle and the answer yes or no with explicating I was
ready to treat recapitalization of editing his book.

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The question of the why do the people take lie to sin or
take life for sin as it goes by as it could only get
foremost better as for worse as saying anything goes.

I will be okay talking to Chris in end of this day


about life. I am at fault who making his life better
with a life treasured to both successful attitudes.

To be rebuilt in spirits all I ask in his prayer for


Easter for-sure wedding to be shared upon us have the
abilities to make up the efforts.

He is so honest and caring young adult, he has a great


support team. I reach a point where with he had thought
about hidden fear is forwarded by underneath trouble but
the lost time where he could go crazy at any given time.

He knows every one is part of my own support lusting and


wanting supportive visit. It was he was team of tag of
supporters while I lacked apathy in way saying recovery
is about knowing I can be without your noticed profile
on Facebook.com, as I blocked profile. And he still yet
to be better with his ways get better was about my
concerns and commitment I concealed.

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He noted I should direct a better pathway, as many I
talk over my rest of my life with therapist as I had a
crying shoulder I long for his shoulder to cry on and
feel like the guilty one that is wrong why me remained
him lost in love.

I only but knew I love him and he completed me so very


dearly much today only because I had second thoughts it
could end up right.

Talking to the doctor about concerns before a big


problem exists and the teacher myself spoke as the
coordinator as to speak as doctor order which followed
by the student as I wrote down his number I could reach
him on my cellphone.

It was first meeting in months time and I could choose


to increase or subscribe new pill and Chris would take
it. He was very easy get along with and I admired him
very so much to this day as he pay the price of love.

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Especially months February and March and October and
was given for my shame to press charges against my
wildernesses by my ex Brian as was at dangerous
situation to press charges for letting me go without
conscience reasons he was not ready take Chris as my
friend but lover after time.

A nut-case comes with my exs all but true remained as of


hope with Chris being #1. I have sense in directions
where voices were a pathway to lead a route to
navigation of travels a lap we go on not remembering
that danger is a fiction to mind that he who jumps for
fear now represents misunderstanding and understanding
if something should go right or wrong.

And I am creating a lost time understanding on reality


its now and then that I bring forth-positive negative
behavior inward with my thoughts as keep in mind its
okay to be amazed about what in stores this end of year
by Chris still in love.

For the cents on what created your being wife and


likely knowing the knowledge to make a right sense is
saying at least tell me why is it a fact. Hear me out.

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We are put into survial mode where I am single at this
moment breaking up with boyfriend Joe L here comes
Chris' life that was meant share years ago. That put up
for challenge what I was worth while why do not have
negative behavioral healthily living or mind without
knowing the possibility's or probable cause learn to
appreciate my time and have fun time with my classroom.

All made due to change and especially with the first


year teaching with the year book and I gave one student
that caught my eye on suggestions of titles he made
possible and with class he helped me understand he is a
great person rendering the factors with what colors we
should have the photos yet Sophia was an option years
later.

Remembering he was that student who suggested Sophia we


should applying Sophia as colorization for yearbook
pictures he took for granted I'll listen and do the
pictures brownish color.. He suggested use Sophia for
color blend and teaching myself ideas and creating a
yearbook on a computer was a very happy feeling year
2016 had students learning how change the color filter.

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My life issues were insanely good, and with long learning
skills and life goals what I need to keep note that I
told Chris get better so seeing myself as promise up the
fact and learning from mistakes were about a life in
recovery and new challenges aboard chapters was brought
with thoughts alike one another as a soul that continues
to write to mate with me.

New software were ahead of my life tasks I put into


force of learning which was a good feeling. I felt smart
learning new software and attending teacher and
community workshops.

I take life as it goes and with life as I see it is


unexplainable conclusions. Which everyday I have good to
say or replace evil to hate to the positive power with
my life.

Mentally I have been positive living and counting and


cutting down on calories with positive food for thoughts
while getting lean diet. And I try to keep a controlled
behavior with myself taking medications.

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In a story which has brought hate to make out with
Chris. He who brought good brought good with what has
brought kindness to the good and its a router to fix
whom I told whoever I was to obey life with a positive
behavior of knowing when everything to the mind is where
found faults of mistrials of no appearance to commitment
to obey by writing feelings. May his love go bye so
quick, yet hold the grudge of by chance this year will
bring love.

What has gone bad has brought bad habits but no risk
factors had-en but forgotten with life had enough of was
it consumed he was that person who will go by
withstanding no trial appearance or some say withhold on
what I want or say I need a life with life make help a
sniff of fresh air as I was emotionally impaired in love
with Chris.

Life ordered me to be placed in home base aiming for


points with quick microwave meals in where it goes by so
quick with the little talk with more positive days with
no concerns that a couple days Im going to date Chris
not for he will only cook but better myself up.

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As my daughter enters a world she will see that her


being a baby boomer is part of an application with
technology being part of a world. AKA app world, where
you sign up and buy direct thats signals you to a
positive pathway to find or follow with what flows
through circuits. Seeing is believing with life is a
kind route if you treat it kind if not you will end up
in prisoner of love if you take these words and rewrite.

Like the previous chapters said he felt his pulse or


anyone pulse can recharge through energy through the
pill. It was a miracle pill. If you do not obey each one
you know to be stranger with case if I want make
possible and I knowing limit. Life with few mistakes and
relieve tension myself with the boundaries about how to
maintain stigma, trust, love and I was honesty with a
route of no enigma or panics.

I feel concern about my life and it made little sense. I


made mistakes yet hold a grace at dinner time where we
eat mostly out but with Chris being my husband he
accepted and supported my future.

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It will change and more with high expectations. I will
be taught at first and bringing highly hope for positive
sex he obey my rules more sex for I accept suggestions
but to understandably be loved by a baby boomer doing
chores with him.

And it will be a honor in his own writing to be


presented the teacher and student love story completed
by Easter 2016 married. With work from me as I see him
as no pretender as of love where true came we are going
about our dreams and getting married on Easter.

He is a smart cookie with him will I bring good food


home and mostly cool habits of success a path bringing
fun nights of drinking on weekends but he aint bad
looking to eye of a professional. And it was he who
loves a teacher that this year the judge may say cant
have a negative with positive but who knows what it will
come out of his mouth next so far he behaving while
working on case to positive virtue of true feelings.

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I felt grateful with the award certificate I had for
this years teacher of year award I was aiming in high
route for path with positive attitude sharing attributes
to love a student. And my eyes lit up to the school as
we love so much as ought to be told chief justice will
be served.

I speak high authority wanting know more in speech with


was with professionals and with a touch of nervousness
with all the people, knowing him was a regret I thought
he would cheat.

I had to do a speech in my successes with premiership of


allowances of dealing with advertising. But once a blue
moon I was going to go insane with thoughts about Chris
as he represented myself as K which enabled him write
with my permission without exposing my name it was true
name I wanted in book.

By far us closing another chapter or continutionally


reading I had felt justice because I ended with K in
email while emailing K I thought all over now sex and
marriage soon by took into consideration as tears to
figure out today was the day.

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The days spoke of knowing what was right and what was
wrong about any given information procedurally say he
was there from my life to sweet songs of learning
wanting another person back through his collection of
mp3s and music videos. I would put effort in this Easter
holiday to talk.

So I began with my student all dressed up saying I love


you for you to intersect a valid key to keep me here I
was at big a crowd of an audience, okay maybe I was
nervous but I was excited yet nervously belabored
hearing his practice speech as was his Goddess.

And today was given a chance to speak in moral courage


minds where we stand for one another with a compile
story that meant so much as here is to you K I accept
you to accept this awarding story of great honor with us
being #1 always and forever to the day of new life
shared to live to be over hundreds of years old.

I replied thank you for our kind words a warm thanks


very dearly much I pat his back and prepared put into
justice hands of being for times of loss and family
deaths as we remained connected.

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It felt I was worth a million I thank my student and it
was so good beautiful day honor myself which was all
about with all accepting an award. I was in front of
many and it was the student teacher award banquet.

As I grew up with growing up it consist about making


friendship last. And it was certainly not easy maintain
friendship yet I fell for a student who I really love to
this very day.

Life for the most part brought the past of knowingly it


kept me better for a feeling a better day is ahead of my
years in the silence ahead of time. And most part with
path of my life is in fast lane and brought life
remembering it was hard to maintain friendship after
high school.

Most of my students kept my arms filled with projects,


yet one remained true and boy could use him now my
student thats see whats going on and up to date with
knowing how make a relationship last.

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And with the World Wide Web I reconnect to my past folks


with family, neighbors and people my age, staff and
facility at high school as well students and made due to
become grown adults.

With reconnecting it made my life special and heard. I


felt needed when their comes a difficulty in the
computer as where fault as in software or applications
glitch I could be dependable on fixing problems.

I can give great advice for promotion a recommendation


with open communication on social media under networks
of youth ordinance came sharing Chris posts and pages on
Facebook.com ought set cast out a memory.

With my classmates and family I find it hard to make-up


a story untrue that would be with placed in no harm way
saying I live a happy truthful life. I am on the go a
lot where I am hardly stay home, but I changed when I
had thoughts about Chris as If we were a lady not girl.

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As a husband and wife I pronounce you husband and wife
kept running through my mind and I was the wife. We will
soon to be married as with thoughts of pleasing one
another as very much to offer advice. To say we are a
sexy couple which including the facts is knowing I can
be the action of deliberate the good. I can produce book
but reading his book was tough with all mistakes with
run on sentences.

He been supportive and proved valid points how lovable a


disabled child can be or developed to be of creation of
new study in his found science delivering the pill to
this day with talking to programmers.

I have been surprise at what been up and burned alive


with ashes with my life school picture that was 4 by 8.
He thought with the new pill it would bring the eyes to
coordinate different and what was inside you made you
sick with doubt never knowing toxics of foods can be
posion or smoke which will kill it. HE also felt putting
information with labels and dna with teachers knowledge
as lover can produce a effencit way live forever. It
would take java ++ a new programming scipt presented in
J++ as no visual or qbasic is all hidden behind the
secreen loading ast the belly and organs to work

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One with no
++. It would
be wireless

harm as a foundation of wireless technology knowing how


to teach and how to study the future and knowing how
treat a illness in hands of future to adults and
students,

He was so obsessed he got talking late age 20s till now


on his birthday, years in his head apparently non stop
bull when I never knew how to collide story into a
science towards professionals.. His ideas were endless.
I think it was drinking and smoking at young ages his
life to be thinking this way.

He was saying the tone was not heard in hearing of


sermons it was the censer of spirit and brain-works on
what once said recently to drawback of voice and guidance
information you look upon for answers if he ever loved me
to give me passion of his body.

I have brought much more calm feelings was ready for


honeymoon pathway for planning on days after my birthday
sharing Chris and his family my feelings about
everything in general with all aspects to give
accordance to his followers Christ Jesus creations
credit.

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The credit was amend to yeast the field with positive
influences.
And it took years time make it loud and clear that I
love him, my student Chris. Which I feel okay to see
what has been up to, and keeping the seeking behavior
been found on waiting and writing that in how he has
been doing terrific staying calm.

For tonight is the night where two make love, but for my
student it would be ideal to date the one I love very
much to this day. Forever more and set forth happen like
nothing happened but with truth is I cannot share
comments from others nor Facebook.com of his followers.

Yet my thoughts about two making out was if I am ready,


is a pleasurable state of sensations feelings of yeah,
whatever, and Im the leader and I got it going with
some kind thoughts with Chris in my heart at bottom the
deepest spot.

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And today is where I will try harder to really lift


myself high on level of the ground to continue work.
While hearing music being played purely in my head, was
I heard Don't Back Down song in my head. Thoroughly
reading his works and noted I was told he heard my voice
in his head was my first day of teaching.

Hearing music in head made it hard to work and focus.


And boy I wish the best this year, where I can use makeup as I wake up and be the very best person to Chris
whom a young man is my heart whom I love very much and
call my dearest love of all time my one and only as
apathy of successes of recovery of no denial.

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Chapter 11

Having The Action Plan

came research through life dealing with struggles

brought triggers for nonsense behaviors where to whom to


love is my brother and sister my family and I welcome my
boyfriends of past to read this story.

I never really talked about Chris and he sent status


updates on social media saying words of delegating us in
delightful spirits creating well written diary. I raised
questioning a truthful soul how soon will it be he likes
to fore-playing feelings.

He was in a psychosis of representational process of


words of the Lord in all sentences in paragraphs to
chapters. Nothing wrong with us going to church together
on Sundays I had thoughts about giving in some remark.

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With him sending threatening letter out to myself which
made sense he would never cause harm to anyone in my
family and all throughout my life I say to myself to
communicate all through out this year and next if all
goes well and to do my best to better understand his
needs and are met.

I meet the needs by which both seek forgiveness and


settled on respectful wishes with energy and efforts.
Where much stress happens, I find a relief as I live on
the borderline of knowing that if I am right to wrong
with in between what can come as who walks in my life
finds faith.

My actions and thoughts with Chris, he remained the best


out of the rest. He makes all thoughts well positive to
hear.

He remained silent and respectful yet had everyday with


sharing warm thoughts he shared about us which he
published on social networking sites, I could not
believe when he had over 10k amounts of pictures.

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I generally reflect my life by about challenges, put out
on knowledge and trust I am no one to blame, for fault
or error. I seek a route, which the route will lead hub
to the action plan of a one way or another trust remains
silent and it will work out in a time where I need
strength.

I am tough cookie well be sure of living under the


button it undeniably will live life at the promised land
but I promise land make you the father of a child I had
in mind saying rejoice to seek Chris.

I will make headway for the better choices, once he


marries me where we go where we been or complete the
life as I want somebody by my side till now till eternal
life I will be waiting.

I really ask for any sense of direction to keep calm and


quiet about traveling alone with my daughter for part of
this year.

Yet make known I live a good life. He is a delight to


have and share a day with Chris was what I brought for
what is worth giving a try.

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I have made known to like Chris because hes fills the
heart too merry and be marrried filled with joy he is so
very cute he is too much of sweetness of my life filled
with faith and trust.

By a chance or two I can remember where I try handle


stress is where my bad habits consist of calling police.

When it comes as far as it comes to cope, police make me


calm and relaxed when I release negativity with my
negative lies police would say for precaution of early
past experiences of physios they felt it all needed to
stop with safety guidelines with their thoughts.

I had been a bad teacher for ta-a telling my daughter


would say and I agree I have been making mistakes.

But I must tell you if you know Chris and I have a click
to procedurally coming in his life for goodness sake to
back fire the will come at the right time and must you
know I keep everyday thoughts to be known and to be
shared.

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I spend so little time on how his family life is but


wasnt pleasing to know he missed my Grammy awarding
picture and to my side was others who were in my family
see success is path one must travel in routine of daily
aggrandized planning of day leaving gaps if chance to
meet up.

I took care of myself as I wait anxiously for a


wonderful life shared while being together. Most of
which to begin a life forever together like years I live
brought exile of truth. And for us talking everything
over without verbal abuse. I will never hesitate but
wait for call.

For me I say love is enough get arms full and to get


back in the days within Avon Massachusetts where I first
started to work as a substitute. I brought up in class
not to talk about my personal life and most of all which
I can remember talking on regular basis on AOL with
Chris as I was on intern-ship teaching if not misspoken.

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Where tonight is the possibly where I remained true that


he may convey my reasoning my reasoning where is my
reasoning to stay strong focusing while sharing soothing
sentimental feelings towards value love one another.

I met Chris online and I know for sure way before he


was mindful never lack commitment as I was a teacher I
am speechless with how student can overcome difficulty
which he serves better alternatives of hostile of great
achievement behaviors lead to together leading
achievement everybody putting effort in the moment.

I am not in mood hear from no police personnel issues of


signs he is filled with hatred. He obeyed and now
everyday we both hope for is a positive verdict.

I had to go on misconceive-able can receive no interpret


knowledge of wrong all the saints who died as doctrine
of thinking feeling like a butterfly in my stomach got
to made me think everything over for 3 years later where
would I be.

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I was very nervous and

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mind is kisses

all over and with his touch lingering all though I kept
to myself that I ever would want to seduce my partner a
student at young age or as adult in my life.

I feel sexy body to body that one day we both hope will
deal out life how we place in the heart. I began to
think once that magic like comes in many forms you cant
lie but tell why take so long know I am ready which
likes and loves idea for Easter wedding in Italy, yet
the wedding at Brooks was cheaper and we had a sample of
there food before his birthday which came from imported
from California no lie I admire and like him very much
to this hour of the days.

To me it has been not a lot of hate. To debate I kept up


to date the vibes so silent a verse of a good obeying my
rights which I am set with income but to myself to be
bright and bring home Chris in the house of the
beautiful thoughts shared each morning and night where
brought calmness that comes through day and night.

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I been and seen as a beautiful person.

He will be

obeying my commands and being okay to take medications


till third amount his life will be visiting our grave
after I die everyday with knowing his inheritance is of
my car but okay with single flower once a month gave
about true love that Chris said everything will be fine
and I can feel his love coming to be complete.

I wanted a relationship with a legit income where pay


was hundreds for I wanted end evilness of death a day a
student knows he was smart to do the impossible and it
was eventually challenged him get job changing being
writer to inventor, As I met a student it was clear from
the first year of teaching with my first year of
teaching with lessons of love and acceptance.

I loved sharing my thoughts to him and he was my student


who could bring great in a lady and healing wombs of a
womans heart and feelings bring upon us to have unborn
baby. With positive people I meet and I speak without
shame or discomfort which brings no shame just a teacher
living life together soon to be with student

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Chris was often had confused by others with name Ashley


his name on Facebook.com was however the computer
internet was published to his specialized diary of smart
and savvy adulthood representing to other the true love
stand points that which order togetherness insightful
business eminently of growth of growing up brought out
word sexy out of me, he really adore myself so much he
kept known he was missed the first several years.

And with my doctor Dr Price she said be smart and


nobody nothing should ever hurt you to her making
himself understand important moments depend on taking
forth positive attitudes. I kept my chin up and head up.
Exercise the mind randomly but I love Chris and his
smile..

I could be all about with what he wants and I will be


okay. I hope if better or worse some things are shown
up. I will make room to have and speak of life lecturing
I could spend life coaching all day with Chris.

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He is easy going but never does he know I teach with
passion, and hope for best where I can accept tolerate
illness and pain. Most of which I remain practical as
ability in my work, I will make room for positive
thoughts this year and I really adore and admire Chris.

Might you know accepting evil is when 11:11 11 seconds


appeared a posted story on a good day or bring good
bookwork to one had evilness one thing is ought to be
brought out at truth to surrender and take control. And
how you handle situations was yet to be computerized
with given releases of this miracle pill if needed.

What has been with me for years Chris way of pleasing


and blaming now for story completed was 11:11 11 hours
before having story on computer waiting to post.

Yesterday who knows me more is with what I love about my


student, he brought insightful of ideas that brought out
the very best of me or set challenges for me to do more
research with assumptive way of pleasing as he get what
life is brought self respect and insights I like him..

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So much which brought knowledge if he loves me.. where
we had not spoke in years and boy I am and still missing
him.

It brings out my attitude and confidence thoughtlessness


had of an action plan that was crazy thoughts he would
drop naked to the class then yummmm oh may you guessing
why we had troubled moment?

I had to wait a month a days after my birthday to read


but I looked in the eye of the tiger, rising up to the
street as we could of happen to talk as all this year I
really feel it was not mistake for this year and time
say need his comfort.

You will become a better person with chance pride of


work and get feelings of best of luck. I have someone
who loves me back, my student was everything a wish
comes true.

So life began relevant that had a heart and my wish


remained true, I brought restless behaviors with
respect.

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I ed myselfless ness in hippa without supportive


visitation remained silent and overseen by Chris. But
was having life true brought which or whether this year
he has not been with life of knowing what is right or
wrong. But sense of knowing he will become a major part
of my life. Monday Monday that song today hearing a
student play besides me.

I had no sense of negative life for this year. I had to


be strong yet I felt wrong I was a positive woman, and
love my student Chris.

I thought what is best which was taken by advance in


bringing days into happy days. I felt that I can take
the amount of courage that can represent the better side
of me when feeling better as a conscience of doing great
in all I do with my writing as a teacher.

When I treated others with therapy talks before classes


and between during break of finding truth it was myself
pleading a trial of fearing his life that reputition
could easily ruin anything to anything.

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which was the targeted with tight thoughts about here


and now brought where and how. When and what I came here
by my positive thoughts about life, I will obey the
judge for the judge has the ruling for how to proceed a
communication reform for the Harassment II.

I had more symptoms when I met Chris, he heard a voice


when he enter my room with desire to communicate more
and open up more. And I was somewhat gave through giving
up previous life boyfriends show Im affectionately
aware with life of play huge role to show affection like
patting on ones back.

But I let it slide when he caused trouble because I had


so much desire to have Chris touch which I long for and
I took control with my mind as an illness which I
accepted and controlled the action plan belong with a
crisis plan as outline it was order of knowing I ought
to be will be with time-line of behaviors that
everything has carried through liking Chris.

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It was all about what to plan but I was being faced with
students each day was no surprise for a professionals at
heart allow communication was placed efficiently with
myself having moments with very relaxing days ahead
knowing stigma takes being on being popular.

To start today I allowed what was right I felt being on


becoming of resource with efforts you recreate or create
with creativity and generosity with sweet positive
action behaviors brought laws of creation somehow with
creativity.

In words like contempt would easily yearn out context of


I speaking so called truth he easily tricked danger
amongst contempt on playing the victim that had to focus
what I think of Chris.

Awaiting trial is all that my life needs in regards


being safe and learning how survive. I lose it some
days, and cannot take it but feel completed to still go
strong moments planning and pleading a case for an
Easter wedding as set action to write for weeks ahead
for story on birthday infact was both different rejoices
to celebrate and to come ahead and read on Easter.

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Chapter 12:

Not That Simple, Nor Task Ahead

was faced with normality like how become normal and

function another way, I was agreeable to the heart of


love my student Chris. I had been rethinking about the
past I could only remember a little toexile brought good
knowing truth was all this years he loved me. But can I
be epic dream with remembrance of the first hospital
admission in for treatment for love.

Of new ideas for TV shows ideas flowed with some


behavioral health issues I had mood disorder where we
both I were completely lost with jumbled ideas it made
us awkward with mental issues with being weird and self
awareness brought life with Its combined ideas was

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I had spending sprees I was labeled which leads myself


to be at mall and from a feeling towards a pending case.
I came about to live by a motto better to be today not
tomorrow.

If tomorrow strikes gold where would I be place in life?


But what you ought to do what your gifted you rather say
I asked Chris to never change.

I have in this world, and I give life in accordance of


good faith should it be broken promises? I cannot
deliver like well talk when better is hard to come by
when I have no control now and I float his boat when all
he thinks about is me. His boat with court battle and
fear its a breach trust not keeping my promises made it
easy considering he would write.

I was to be soon to be okay to date my student, but


before court my personality self esteem was at the edge
of a turning point, It was of a life where there was no
return.

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The climax of the story was I thought about building my


empire of life within a fewer amount medications for my
thoughts remain to create a life through pain and for his
kiss I long for- as if that happen through pills where he
realized it required energy and time.

I cannot refuse my medication and make known to better


is to choose to path as to live through heartache and
pain to better myself my name is K I felt he was the one
my student who never gave up Chris for I was his
teacher.

One glance and taking a look at his profile he was not


there; and was missing him as wanting tell him I am on
schizophrenia bipolar medications.

To wait is to obey with so-called our faults leads


towards pills with reactions that cannot be explained
through art in clouds picture you must speak where he
saw art in heaven.

I had anxiety, which sometimes feel unreliably taken

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my life was
being busy

all the time with my life being complicated.

The days I felt ready to start everything in spit of a


complicated relationship filled with honesty and where I
do business eagerly burst my inteligences knowing he be
by my side of the story as brought good.

And awhile having relations for better or worse where a


day without sleep i'll regret and so be it missing
dosage of medications i'll regret.

I had a few relationships which I felt mistakes are most


of what make up my art of originality in life with
writing which make fault lead on with life could get
better that if I could take it as it goes ill say yes or
no contacting and I will obey it.

Most of which I do bonus to take medications as


prescribed and I wait for a trail but so far four years
he left saying no remark all throughout this year in,
which looked good to the court verdict going the path of
least resistance while preventing today possible
intervention..

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It was hard to see who was there in his life. And


epically mine when voices of people I talked too saying
to stop writing as saying he replied did my teacher
teacher say to say this which I did the deliberating
honest truth I had be single.

So I brought myself exploring web and noticed we blocked


each other. And truthfully I see a positive verdict, I
will gain as values with years time of writing a story
with positive growth to all to best with techniques
through a thought or two about truth and false beliefs.
It was hard task put effort and having resolved issues
of concerning behaviorism.

Before I had chance I gave my daughter had on phone to


talk to Chris. I had nothing but shame and confessed on
my love to Portland Police Personnel.

We still had court and a continue through life no


contacting and I thought brought the holy goodness
thoughts that were in best remark to be courageous and
daring.

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I was organized and I had a way allowing myself be on TV


on someday hope Chris and I to be famous together. I had
a broadcasting experience with many but few made
possible and I really enjoy my work and careers around
the clock.

I have thoughts of believing in this story I will become


better with positive thought pattern, and as a spirit is
excitement of knowing how or when each ordeal was a door
buster better knowledge gives little to no attention in
favor of law?

I gave a pull of force of values of how my student to


explore. As he learned easily was rather a mistake if
when was a misbehave of sin of posting other wall feeds
and he learned by writing was okay scale thoughts would
be a design of no hate for us as you reading. It was
hard get with what I wanted.

Once he made my birthday remembrance with years of music


of all top hit songs for each year I knew he bring forth
more brilliance of continuing for years to come.

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Time and meetings of past dwell on well beyond enjoying


the factors to beliefs as we are free or what is once
done with a conflict. It has happen with a life together
we are what was handling conflict and resolutions.

If followed by trust but if followed will bring a


positive change and emotional out look but my by overall
it was awarding feeling in long run.

I had an idea it will work out for achieving my network


while showing best, the mid to late 30s of my age were
when we met Chris and under a state I was bold and
beautiful person inside and out.

I recess my brain out make seek room for a student love


and to now look in the mirror and say I am a winner of a
woman to love.

I was over seen smiles and laughter thats quite the


comedian but love love love love my student very much,
and stressed very much its been hard say goodbye.

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I remained in grasp about the other teachers voted best.


From my town I remained silent which I worked around the
clock. Where the towns in Middlesex county epically love
had Portland on mind and Chris' love if we met today.

I was a country girl at heart for a cowboy love of Chris


he was the ye to my ah and I worked in the towns in
Centerbrook and Portland which was a great money maker
when I found out how much fun times we will have on
knowing more about each other is on vacations with house
of no mortgage.

With an achievable award to residents and schools


interacting as I was wanting a positive goal. While of
thought of being voted was best with best in community
functions and relations and while of due Chris had in
which made my heart crave more being helped and
recognized my goodness he sees in me.

To accept an award live today on TV was an option today


as I was mother with possibilities make more with a
student.

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And I thought about what should I wear as a women being


honor with the award that has brought my attention I
will be awarding myself to drink or two with my student
before ceremony happens.

I put life as a package and partly to understand where I


lacked spirit would leave a death of belief was worth a
try again. I raised questions it was truth when in a
queue for activities that was headed for access of
research to write more.

Having an ordeal as myself the teacher editing the story


with updated feelings on his and my birthday belated by
now 11:11 next day as previous story took place. I was
rereading on what has been said I realized 11:11
11seconds before that led to my birthday now New years
editing the story presented to me by my birthday made a
draft of seeing each other moment of forgiveness of
Easter and what I expected share feelings make clear in
writing he was the only one. I felt for-sure well talk
or have wedding soon to be which ought remain true for
2016.

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He was late in having his procedurally being rational


the book online or not online the conscience of wither
was written by true soul-mate relationship I offered.
But please help all means him better to not
embarrassment of me in my book to be published and
thrown with proceeding talks with true remarks.

It was life that was a heart warming feeling to make us


together in bond come to good peace. I being out of
school would mean I am doing things be with Chris for
health and writing on my profile but his with a lot of
pages I give him a lot of credit. Its sure difficult but
well make it.

I will be planned for weekend for it happen during


weekday I received story online shared with other
teachers and I would get upset to see myself drink as I
older age not between teen years. As I was preparing
today as I indulge with calling a couple friends from
Vermont without trouble or to leave a memorable scene.

As for today what is on my mind of now what to say at


ceremony.

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To life was embarrassing to act like a traumatic when


opposing up with a person student made it possible like
enough strength to call a hit to a love cycle through
patterns.

Sometime I wonder if I will miss him if he could go on


explaining the moments as I feel on chest his hug but
myself at first I witness will go far through as each
passing routine with a mile of positive thoughts as I
realize I need body examine time in my life.

As a student feels my body he Chris will take no


challenge but I take no by far for minutes but in my
speech, I will give others hope that with little faith
tomorrow will be a better day over a rainbow and my
Sunshine is smiling.

I set the achievement with awarding how thankful hungry


heart I felt. But if so I know that this is
unbelievably, great

in the book as I will keep my cross

my fingers for life with and pinky promises it'll be a


positive speech.

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The speech I was to give positiveness to a finding one


another with another year was with time spent with Chris
can be comprehend statement of course yes, I was here to
talk in front of many to give a positive speech at the
wedding in 2016 on Easter.

I thought about giving the speech about my life but hard


with racing thoughts. When I get my hands on with
technology I could produce and expand a value or two and
set my mind to freedom.

Usually its hard to produce love from a thought but one


of two thoughts about when and where comes there is hope
for tomorrow and implementing on improving myself in new
heights and thoughts each day that I am a powerful women
with technology in my life.

I am witty awe so pretty for today and tomorrow of a


life for better or worse, he was getting ready worship
moon. It was also day I planned meeting after a day with
being at family events wither sad or happy.

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I felt everyone should be upgrading to the app world and


to my parents never thinking they'll never own a
computer or smart phone were the ones with destructive
behaviors of saying help please which made income for
both student and I to keep for our highs.

I was easily bothered by the impossible to think of


course made technology look easy which to many was a
pleasure teaching cyclically my parents was with
frustrations.

With my mother and brother and sister I come of finding


out I am great full of love to my student. And my family
never met Chris and he knew that I could become better
person with life thoughts of a career pathway of knowing
more about computers and technology.

For one of the thoughts I make clear is that one day a


computer processor the brain of computer will be a thing
of the past. Computers and Chris will know that, a heart
full of joy required to trigger the ordinary to
extraordinary had a millisecond going way beyond with

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if right
or wrong.

It was life which takes me with everyday life as mother


and student Chris. Most likely will be programmed robots
if not together from years time. I doubt that will
happen yet felt was a difficult task to plan.

Who better to know what love has to offer when you love
someone so much? And know about when I know one day I
will see all Chris photos growing up and he will see me
so into his life. If I ask to much I willingly will
accept Face-Book request today if he can find me.

He was a person I can depend on for a cheerful moment


and or could bring cheer in my life. Chris lives at the
moment brings out evil to new heights with thoughts that
I can take life as it goes right or wrong either way you
will get something in return.

As I am feeling wore out. I can count in minutes to


hours with a mind going freely because I have the values
of free time, which creates job growth of counting me in
to win over many to receive an award of my mind
experiences hearing his voice.

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I gave this year as an excellence in classes I teach. To


the classes I offer much but in which bring a great
income to many about my suggestions.

And what makes it cool is my attitude with respectable


times I talk about construct the past with better know
thoughts I will never hurt you but leave you breathless
explaining that I am a teacher who wants understand
Chris, he means world to me.

I can spare dime I'm sure with meteor for parking he say
or they say shooting star sure spend why not on a good
lunch out. As I share my time like managing an illness
and I put most as I must say I have a baby with my
student.

Where my down fall I clicked with Chris and my life is


as it goes mental health awareness where he is what had
made him Chris hear me first in voice he was 18 when
schizophrenic started in his young adult mind.

And for the most part I felt in men they interestedly

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on medications

of constructions of having take accepting came hand.

I had get together to handle Chris different and make


him feel loved. He saw in my eyes a beholder of love
resentment which gave God his grace.

The grace of disobedience of trials. And good grace of


everyday actions leading good life. For he and I knew I
should of said something positive to court how I wanted
love. But now writing a story everything will be okay if
he says love you on phone.

I felt semi confidant everything will be all right to


know when I am in doubt I find a solution, which brought
out where and when better part of me is knowing
difference how talk when single or taken.

I am a woman with positive skills. I was yet to know how


to take life, as a teacher on days perceived with mixed
emotions and moods which made me think a new positive
relationship pathway from when I hit 50s I will becoming
retaining ten years later.

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I will accept all previous attempts as we live together


married? I was with whom my beloved student Chris in my
life though all could change my mind. I easily had to
choose wither or not to use my name on websites.

The facts of knowing Chris will understands life without


difficulty for a fact I love him but he still needs to
honor court verdict for this years court date to prove
he is better.

I want him to understand that I teach with a passion,


where new technology and computers is my target to young
adults to elderly seniors. Chris must love a dog and
carry on teaching me for what I can bring
therapeutically soothing body relaxation in his life of
what life can bring to inspire one another.

It was to my benefit me helping outburst is being


through out no doubt of fear. In fact that throughout
the day I can teach myself something new on my spare
time Ideal effective of way of treating him as I treated
him after Godliness status update saying on my birthday,

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I have almost completed book by 11:11pm Now 11:00 will


be out to cast a spell look at where a brewed spell. Is
lying by her true what a teacher expects? I am owing a
Kiss on forehead Happy Birthday teacher of desire
11:11 11secs before posting final draft as having over
250pages for book I like to share foremost ask forgiveness
in failures making due to honor you today by you give my
best revision as you known possible is obstacle I've been
there ox hugs

kisses.

I had a way thinking it through and made it reach over


250 pages. Yes it is crazy good, being set forthpositive in good ways to have my life as in a Loony Toon
personality as Roadrunner and Taz as my student.

He does drive his life like Barney Ribbles as an uproar


more like Flinestone of a book but for the body in fact
aint no body but the same as he is a smarty pants.

I wish to be with Chris that Barney Ribbles giving


others best years lived having best chances he'll learn
and grow with our relationship.

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If you must know that it's important bringing home to


fixed annual rate income to have the most part to have
calming and positive thoughts and with my thoughts take
me to my feelings about when going strong is a belief we
had probable cause no issues was no mistake it would be
gift next month to month it'll recreate the righteous..
to learn to save.

As for my student he is one for myself if so an


attractiveness to achieve daily insight as the helper of
my husband for a truthful pledge or birthday gift of a
truth in a life birthday happy birthday?

I was having behaviors he was of knowing he is ready for


change and here my change I want Chris to move in my
house as not that simple nor influential task ahead.

I just believed in good-works in mighty God creator to


resolve case work prevalent for the believers of Christ
Jesus takes marriage as promise for Easter.

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this years
coming upon

make history in family and friends.

To have birthday dinner of who you will be alone and not


for you to worry. what happens we do not ever talk would
he still write unfortunately he did not give up?

Oh no thought about dinner eating on birthday will never


happen mostly fireworks as preview for upcoming years he
knew would settle everything with emotions running deep
to say I am here for here beautiful night sky besides
being a tar of what he wished upon when out. Because his
family stood by the Police safety as stated I did not
remain in contact for all my years lived but showing I
care giving him fireworks on day before birthday
celebration was all to nice and brought the book to
romantic thoughts well do it together all this coming up
year being together..

What exactly? Well everything to everything a display


fire works was ought be placed as my brother Robert said
to do fireworks day of his birthday or was it Tom who
knew was throwing a party another teacher which he aced
his class. It was a math class where he learned so much
with numbers.

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I know how to win over a jury is with respect and


obeying what's said.. it was not easy conscience wither
after court trials well be together if obeyed once or
twice or all.

But in-spite of during bad behaviors he would save the


love and get out make recording of his songs with
friends of lyrics to music he had feelings he had to
share.

The awarded feelings were with a speech was defiantly


hard to achieve but not doubt to find others in lost
spirits and nothing but any answer was better then no
answer so he kept zero as a mark where he taught being
one to all but believing the reviving nothing in return
with ebullience of growing up to be unsuccessful with no
money to equidistantly change zero money to millions
with his creativity.

But knowing he had a trial which would end no drama.

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What was going on he

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andOne
writing more

thoughts down with the best life was with him connecting
to me in head with our substance.

I maintain posture that was key to composure of life


ahead time on days I taught the software to create a
mind reward help out with his family.

After a student left high-school he graduated from the


school they have put known knowledge into intervention
to lift all his creation as to put forth a work going at
ease, a flashback possibility was given time to realize
myself was with here a life teacher in Avon
Massachusetts.
At giving moments he the student knowing at best my best
efforts came that teacher whom a time says we were in
need for one another so much.

Mostly in because it was my intern-ship where we made


due seen the never have I ever sayings during a course
of a card game. I was the roots of negativity that drew
all positive. He see likeness of my devotional spirit I
was single not a teacher only helper learning at the
time and his life planning to move to Connecticut.

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To students, those who I show everyday effort remains in


my business matter and school fact findings by students
originated say in good-looks you will know Chris better
when there are days of doubt.

Along with doubt is giving Chris his best efforts, had


to share a success story and given talents writing about
helping others succeed. And with my technology
background it made it a quick ease to keep him in my
life.

The majority was a breeze and to help others was no


challenge while giving advice to each person who took my
class was with no difficulty, It had it's way at ease a
way of learning was key to one another. It was others
under my applications and assignments here stand I ready
make due for advice and writing with minutes and hours
away to publish on 11:11 11 seconds of next day.

I could not understand how to receive is not the best of

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both worlds and love and

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worlds we

face where it were the only clock we share in same timezone but embrace to show my helpfulness on weekends to
achieve my goal and get awarding feeling for peace.

I was remain to be calm and be peaceful night sleep


today a story completed almost hours away of bringing to
justice knowing when limitations gone to a movement of
sadness of being hurt or mistreated never saying boo
where would he be. He played boo game when he was a
child and most kindly the justice of maintaining skin
and bones made due break my bones as sticks stones broke
as stiffness resemblances he has authritus.

I loved teaching and I want to teach Chris all about how


to treat a woman for all coming up year and for the
positive note I was a person who understands life and my
rights.

I have an image saying short but sweet items of my


reflection of my life were a stream full of thoughts
vanished through my head.

I lived to be a fish others to see life at fullest with

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one love one heart and

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everything
will be One
all right

ravishingly waiting for Easter wedding in Spring.

Nothing but a regret if he was one never influenced him


to not write only when he was ordered to take life on a
pathway to whom was successful.

He was needing breaks of writing to much needed


experience in a told of talking about the good is order
to be place right hand before the teacher preventative
of mistrials of not giving up that led him to look back
efforts he dwell to make better in event that eventually
lead to kiss on my for-head but now will try remember
all said or done more fun days are ahead.

It was a dream to find hope. For hope is a big heart for


an achievement that dreams lead the way to truth for it
happens within your heart your home as Connecticut a
state where I teach and town Essex for this year made
due to work on side at food pantry with Chris I together
working.

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I kept busy with my time

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One
but maybe
hit back
to explore

me with new opportunities within the down-town New Port,


Road Island. Where I live is in Connecticut, and
Middlesex is the County I live.

I cause myself to drive on weekdays for road-trips but


mainly hit up some of my life with exploring new towns I
want own real-estate and seeking opportunities to make
money.

I kept discreet my relationship status updates on the


World Wide Web. And with who ever when ever anyone can
enter my life.

I know an idea could make head way of serious


consequences but seriously when have I not seen anyone
it lead to no felony behavior. Life began become so
sweeter and I can extend years thinking about
possibilities in a safe manner that lead would of could
of should of done better.

It was hard task nor did I try to make make due of


presentation of a diary well he do whatever get my heart
back in a reform behaviors set on professionals making
publishing bullet listed concealed triggers cause to

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hear voices.

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I can not go on I am hurting myself each day by end of


the day as if I knowing other have read a book about our
life and is not improving but connecting relations with
customers.

And well tonight I feel need to make up and create a


story to become better about myself with my thoughts and
surrounding spirit of delayed time reading almost
evening over half way through his book.

I bring out Chris the most out of life with joy and
laughter you know being about the brightness of thoughts
within thoughts could bring a foot pathways within a
heart to come back joyfully with what I picked up into
content a story about true love.

He was a funny guy that student Chris and I enjoyed our


time together in writing knowing more about us in a soul
of teacher speaking as another personalities to make due
in school to obtain knowledge in school I was ready get

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applauded for this book

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Yet having sadness of my heart crying in a tear I strive


to be the influence of thinking how show I have
something while quick response show in body language
which he studied years later.

It was protection now leading years later wanting you


knowingly you better Monday was the day of love because
it was you'll be my thirst of crime wanting more being
one I make to love to be with all creation of all aspects
of his life. He did publish the story today.

When I saw him cry and feel his pain which all noticed
in school. He was always put in words why can't I and go
on my mind for more than student a lift to educate a
growth of with spirits.

I felt leading on with the feelings of knowing that a


little about me goes as far as what has a challenge
behavior, and if you unfold a personal judged image that
could only bringing attention.

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And where I had thoughts about being in better mood, it
got me no denial where put a positive attitude?

And a positive verdict that it will be renewed if I


actually was to set placed if I called Chris. I know if
anyone should know I love Chris I complain but know a dog
and daughter can cheer me up more then anyone in my life.

Someone who to better situated with understandings,


knowing I am blocked from the person who I love which
brought stress to table.
remained positive.

If knowing what true, I

We talked about our feelings at

dinner table if we ought to be together.

Now for the most part I remained calm and cool but most
importantly my daughter was everything and graduated
second this last year on the better note she was best of
knowing the truth if Chris does love me, he was my
formal student I told her. She wanted me give it a try
proceeding into thrd grade even though she feared I
would be conflict of intrest.

I had to say what comes positive is the verdict and I


had no reason to believe everything will be with no

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disappointments but

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positive image
for aidOne
and from this

love and for-most this year waiting and wanting a kiss


on the lips or forehead.
To make me feel loved and special brought togetherness.

For most part who accepted his love was a ruling of


Lord how could he know when togetherness it be explain
of primeness of believing and reviving. I brought up my
bills up with thought fullness calculated and found out
it could work out if we had my friends come over for
talks and have adurbs. From that day forward I brought
kindness to the table and with anything but what has a
so-called love brought myself making a choice that was
ahead of myself dating a student.

That being profound saying being comfortable is with my


surroundings will be held with few busy weekend nights
that I head out to my businesses to my proprietary
weekends with little time weekdays. If I become visual
stress reliever doing a method of learning a value is
the outcome of obsessed and stressed cloud as movements
thinking once again we live on a cloud and could fall
deeper down to a grave but one thing is for sure getting
this miracle pill published a story about how he created
a story before first hospital visit as a story of
receiving the good with writing about how you can

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experience life for

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generationsBecome
to generations

past life comes back to talk. I will have an emotional


moments if sudden gun in face is drawn or family loss.

Most likely I will be put to reconsider for his writing


ordnance to with me being editor. As if he should betray
the life I live as making efoort in writing rather then
hundreds of posts which made me think twice wow he is
really starting to believe the mircle is on way where he
is in my arms knwing truth where love is love grows.

He was good but not well and ought in a way should be


getting better outcome of taking prescribed pills for
thinking about how to take effectiveness without
permission or got ruled no yet hold grudge he had take
effective dosage he played doctor very well and was safe
and sound.

He should have that as our goals are getting better with


health and accept that true love was in the mind and
spirit. I will take hold of my life within days of
making better of myself doing my best out of the rest
while giving myself enough sleep.

With myself loving Chris I felt he would become my

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shoulder I cry, my

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crying shoulder.

While I started with this world showing being a sweet,


kind-heart and mindful person for my actions. I became
thought fulfilled and thought receiving the cleaver mind
achievement award as teacher of year award.

It was about choices that head for true thoughts as


long as possible thinking and rethinking if it was true
misspoken words lead to no trace of being right or wrong
therefore who are important to teach about manners are
you to judge the income I make. The richer got richer
the poor got poor. It all made sense. If substance was
legalized this would end all drama let freedom ring as I
heard bell ring moments ago.

Noticing him quiet kept to others wither family or


friends or visits in hospital he got ruthless they
seemed to talk Chris more then usual to read and share
thoughts to say go ahead take these words like as in
deprived devotion as putting no words in his heart for
liking teacher it all had be orderly fashioned to be as
teacher wanting student with connecting soul as one he

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felt by everything will

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remain Become
calm and cool
with

looking great beside each other.

Nothing more then a dream of my life getting married on


Easter. And when you talk negative I will do no shame
not to cause despair honoring ones wishes on you to help
and let you understand not here to hurt you but tell you
I will call you when your better understanding my love
for my student was true.

I will begin understand that my mind works and I go on


pace loving Chris each day. Imagine him in my bed
sleeping next to me that has to be well worth the wait.

I brought some thoughts about leading a good life with


a student. Chris a formal student came by late 30s of my
age. My life became a fruit by its tree. Each day we saw
each other I felt I had touch him make me feel loyal
confinement it was true love.

A feeling of light and brightness was with my health and


with a few couple changes for challenges with better on

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how thoughts of

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goodness, I will
become only
remain

positive to get in myself to bed on time.

I was in for a life entering a media of a course


included software and applications with new technology
media running Windows Xp and Linux computer for video
editing.

I looked Chris in the eye thinking; Chris could be the


one nice guy on my first day teaching to him that can
change my world by mid to late 30s. I felt if so a
struggle exiled the truth it was love that was true, yet
was put forth an interest and shyness was apprehensive
learning tool to make better over years that developed
him realize his thoughts could become a book for
thoughts were kept in head eagerly to expose thrust to
arose to write about our love and where I the teacher
saw life with him as a soothing friend that would
honesty be more then student.

I was up for which was waiting the night before heading


out to see him with sky being its slightish relief it
played victim was not so much snow in March but
challenge to go to abundance to stand ground a Easter

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wedding is coming.

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I work if snowing outside having no worries a cute VW


Rabbit truck to plough the snow on my drive way.

And of with this wildest relief brought no troublesome


lacking of intimacy of harassment when I feel I was
ready he was not against my will-fill thoughts bring
with little thoughts one word can change an obstacle
wither yes or no if aroused the questions.

I grasped as followers spoke the date we date on how


soon brought talking get on teacher scenario on the
students teacher marry Chris lead set trust for this
week. To no insight but proven knowledge I will make due
for what is right before hand of others to give thanks
to all made us together. I had butterflies in my stomach
each time we met.

I defiantly could see the intransigence of troublesome


love acts that cast out need of him spending time eating
out with friends and family that brought togetherness

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which doing onto himself

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as others
pride and
joy is to

see him happy as wisdom said live in with the ones you
got as all ask he visit my house soon or have supportive
visit from someone like a cousin barry family should
take place as his Aunt Karen was his God-Parent.

I saw it with his life with chemistry as effectiveness


changed his daily life in his eyes I felt warm to touch
when we had a hug or two touching my heart to his heart
throughout the two months of teaching.

As years progressed my life went by came through a


process during a time for a schizophrenia recovery, as
teacher by early 30s in my internship was difficult be
seen in public considering I taught in Avon
Massachusetts what held the relationship was the
computer.

A process of my one of my task time duration brought


capstone in new ways of action set for justice
researching help of laws if put with daily routine of my
life.

I was towards recovery as having in a way jury being


beliefs, which was to take medication on a daily base

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which impaired my

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abnormal thinking
if ever
made longer

then amount pay was back to re-incite.

I know I want to see him as a book writer sharing


experiences to correct his wrongs and use it for my
befitting for his life is to please only him. To make
him happy is all I wanted in life with connecting the
recovery of loss data.

To plead to realize the you mother-fucker shall due


see he is not mother but had wombs on stomach as if he
was born male now turning into girl and fantasizing
probably taking upon female role. As he knows I wanted
him but knew he had changed so let it or so be it he
showed he can be a male practicing act like a cute chick
for a teacher.

I thought about preparing my speech I had written down


in past when I see lemons I began to cry, here goes
nothing with in love feelings I share as I wrote myself
to sleep a letter meaning to share to Chris.

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I felt no shame while out of school and I was the


one to blame for faults. For bullying is a theme to
set a boundary that Chris liked me. For years, which
he took place as a student to say last goodbye
with a feeling left we could work out a relationship
but he had been with a cry of regrets, and their
would be nothing but saying supportive encouraging
comments on his Face-Book that made me think else wise
to be great everyday with dating nobody else. Thank You
for anti-bullying take place.

I said my letter was cheesy over and over seeing I used


the word felt would stop drama hearing sudden shifts
of a likeness of us being togetherness of sweet husbands
came out of the ordinary under my oath to honor Chris
take Novel of the price award with money of lifetime
income will come movie maybe one day together.

It was not necessary important but I never used felt


impersonate with him or others hardly as rush get true
feeling of sexuality indulges but felt Chris was the
one.

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Where I taught in Portland was an opportunity, I kept it


a secret and I wanted to meet one student and find that
one special student that has my heart asks for nothing
more but showing love almost everyday on his online
account wither its AOL to Face-Book, I wanted a
relationship with Chris.

I had a daughter within year later to from this day to


forward up to make sure things have not been ending up
with Chris knowing extra amount of my bad side, and
nothing more about me.

I was living life with purpose of believing in true love


comes with a soul having for long duration writing now
being stand under my impression a not day goes by being
simple task was editing considering I was need him for
love once again.

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Chapter 13:

The Out Cry of Heart & Feelings

Chris is very instinctive of barriers took ways to


ruthless crime doing opposite. Having the smarts of
staying safe to campaign to unsafe to said unsaid
virtues of where and when he was hearing voices it went
on like understanding where respect other wises for
government. And with my wishes on birthdays as waited
for that one wish of my childhood was to see a Broadway
show as family with him.

He said all he had to look in his book led me thinking


this has been taking by lack of infrastructure of a
frustration but he has a quick mind witty of his own.

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His life brought him by a new mind with myself promising


ideas promoting and producing organized ideas by reality
that keeps it real thats organize and grows up be
beautiful his life.

As professionally while saying thoughts can produce an


imaginary file cabinet with he who discovers more about
us is the ones we love.. and I forever want be in Chris'
arms of love to behold righteous behaviors.

He will have Easter wedding within a females life


giving nothing but hurt to myself but I am strong enough
being with him sooner or soon no later then year if okay
with court have no more ruthless actions of touching or
messing around.

And with his new thought process came from where he was
in my life rarely, I ask myself does if he mind his own
business this year?

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I know very little about

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Chris Become
but sometimes
try to

understand him but fall in love why I try not to make a


less worry scene about him and how make possible when
everyday is another chance chase the dreams.

And do not get mad and fight as out cry at Drama o


Rama, may we dance now or pull a skillful stunt?

As many were eager to live but remained of everything


with all means everything was with one he who directing
the movements.

It was the slow change may get in your heart but pull
us apart? Who that I won't forget is he was the one I
depended going take control with thoughtful life being
of cheer to others. I knew I would be brainwashed hear
its just love brought us here.

I heard he been very talkative lately and learning


source acceptance in writing with mental health
betraying on therapy with Hippa being of truth of years
of writing brains out about feelings.

I must edit story make it with Chris' love lead what I

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want in life as sure

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well last Become
lifetime end
of time and

being so accommodating to feelings not fearing the


mistakes and faults he caused and no contacting which he
did but had a conscience grudge of illness abroad to
recovery.

Recover was all about knowing where or when something


went wrong or hear that he has been testing as source of
make-up or breakup obstacle going on same routine of
writing conclusive story of the misery because he
advertised he loved me others disliked that for the fact
of provisions of the story.

But possibly not Chris has put me down because he had a


lost phone and I lost my cell phone too and I know
better wait and kiss my student for being there and make
sure share electronic greeting card with him on our
first night out for a date this week.

I see the formative high schooler now being responsible


for actions mistakes to retakes make possible the
possible.

And he does take medications on a daily base to be mine.


I believe he has some symptoms of love sickness and has

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intellectual feelings

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with being
in love so
dearly much

which much is with a beautiful woman which is myself.

Wherever he is never to give up, especially with on love


for a woman like myself especially for all-good I do for
all memories we carry on with strength and truth that he
showed great praise of love on a daily base.

The words from emails are spoken clear, especially when


you could relate to written complex was understocked
unfailing love, he jumbled with words making a positive
choice to ask out on date today.

For what's been said and what has been which touched my
heart of choosing to accept his life as myself, for a
mother with spoken spark of delight where I say can make
you understand I am not forgetful but hurtful that can
show some evil of hate when comes to family without
negative remarks to being a grandparents to our daughter
child in adult years.

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I depended him to look

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his bestBecome
and show love

of high route that requires dignity to know what is


right and what is wrong about giving best appreciation
with kind workmanship of low cost by all means all in
favor love say I do in April 2016.

I was a woman who had talent with a technology


background by a living a story true meaningful memory to
play forward share a successful book to class on every
moment I had.

Being happy is one factor I please get with my thoughts.


I better know myself as a factor effort in which I speak
of a given fact or two I will stand by you for years if
I think you are mine my husband Chris and Chris seeing
the book published I the reader reading him the story in
book in movie.

Well from relationship stand up that pointed out it has


work out he asked Showtime if he can have the book into
movie just apparently an adjustment see how are you
thats how it goes is I feel pain and being an extrusive
mood to describe as last name painful in dramatic pain
of ordinance of honor the verdict and myself.

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That he put to shame on

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how I treated
Chris
while out

cry said one thing is true about his love because Chris
knew he is special as he will be loved by myself due
time as he writes now.

We both have sides of a story so true but most of my


time is wrapped closely to objectives that have list
time and a date would help perceive good mention in
family love.

Using the list of objectives would relieve stresses of


requirements for wedding in Easter. I felt over
protected I left it up to Chris, I wonder what does it
take ask Chris for outing in Hartford. What been said
with phone conversations were nothing but hearing
positive behavior.

I struggle to move forward through the facts on what


has been said in past. And must we look forward say he
did celebrate outing support our health with company
Gilead outside as picnic in Hartford which brought
questions as if in concern about realizing he had
support now comes positive verdict I was the thimbleful

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to asking too hear

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Oneit was
especially in
spoken terms

meant to be led to bye.

To be of sure of speak truth of being part of offering


mood in booty acquaintance to goals helping help-strive
onto information to procedurally say on to other the
outrages are the results.

In having us in having conscience letting medications


work. For now you will see the girls get that hidden
psychotic day moment hide well.

I will either become woman to the struggle for the fact


if its true the love Chris has to offer which can be the
Scout activity application on iPhones. For most can say
I have to love or not to love which categories of areas
of nothing but confusion in my life.

As looking deep from inside thoroughly to keep in mind I


have a daughter who is my priority make sure she is
fully happy. I was giving my best behavior, that my

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manners and who I date

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must make
me feel loved.

But with a call everything will be true about how much


love I gave was nothing but limitless of behavior.
Usually with my behavior that needs expressed one
another was important.

To teaching by his side nothing but values to him he


felt it was easy way to protect him from harm. Safety
was his number one priority. And for us know expressing
yourself with reasons and questions makes a stable if
you write and do acts of love.

I will know a feeling when I hear the words I love you,


I am learning by the truth by a positive note a reaction
of knowing he was always been by my side with
encouragement of knowing all is well with kindness acts
to share. He felt the Windows PowerShell could proceed
example of coming up approval of science behind the pill
over time thinking about possiblites.

For I am for this year to receive an achievement award,


I will head towards the best feeling to be known as a
positive teacher with very supporting staff and
facility.

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We are likely known by now Chris would make a good
speech about my life as a husband hereby supporting my
dreams and life ahead. But I here withhold a stand with
stigma to show it is not difficult to see prove there is
happiness with a life towards me.

And I have sweet side of my time spent with my students.


And usually it was only on school premise the emailing
and you could out rule summer vacation emailing because
I was here not please others. Later on approximately
June of 09 the school blocked his email account.

Why him, why him kept running in head. I was dreadful


and felt terrible as out cry of misfortune of heartache
and dreadful tears of hurt..

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Chapter 14:I'm Here No Hidden Surprise

When of knowing I could be a heart less showing to a


student love sexually was never an option but likely I
with share values of what admiration, affectionate,
compassionate and cheerfulness that showed meaning of an
action I worked towards. I can or could bring equal
rights for positive verdict well have some verbal
communication.

Based on what that could bring us cheerful state as


Chris says, cherish the breath taking moments. For a
powerful note that he or she leaves a positive verdict

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understanding we are

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under authority
to beOne
honoring one

another with respect responses under authority.

Though I knew I would not disobey the ruling as the


verdict is for possessiveness to make us together and I
was not to hurt but to be fair by far good judgment.

I have understood a smile could bring happiness to you


or for uplifting to a mind with in between your wellbeing and with happiness some time from others will be
curious.

The curiosity efforts with my students over time has


learned about life dependency that when he showed to
help protect my young mind, body and spirit I aroused
with a shift of dark to light which I tried not bring up
Chris to the classroom with students.

We both addressed our concerns and we were sexy and


sassy about life situations. He and I come from learned
lessons and the best love comes as a daily kindness
acts, where you give or gave it your all the best.

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You'll know when the scenario is true and you give it
the best when here by stands a trial of time I had been
holding a feeling that I cannot fight for tonight night,
might inducing ones life that seem right face the facts
find out if it is true love.

I begin experience of a relationship while being sorry


through thoughts as creations, which this experience has
brought my creations into thoughts into feelings that
made me feel better about myself.

I feel alive with more positive energy with the flow of


time. I felt sorry for-most of my time for the troubles
that brought us be.

Taken this life we are abstaining our privilege


contacting my family and I made us look like idiots
allowing court to proceed that without questioning.

I do not remember who we are in change that made


mistakes. I just miss you Chris very much to this day, I

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hope judge allowing a

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rule thumb
we could One
do the

contacting on my birthday week or Easter week.

Being a teacher professionally at a school is where I


was believe I will be given opportunity to be successful
technology teacher at Portland High School; on High
Street, Portland Connecticut.

With life it treats you with goodness you will be


thinking of ways that can make you understand you have a
kind heart.

All through out the year I prove if treating my concerns


and doctor orders would be helpful and boy I felt each
day is a gift to learn something new everyday.

Knowing with all or anything with creation are viewed


differentially in this world and a mighty power that my
formal student creates us is leading another obstacle
here in my work history file of life.

And with well rounded extra work obstacle life calling


ahead of me is life I was thinking about opening up
Italian ice place. Yet Chris wanted pretzel franchise or

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flavored water on Main

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St Middletown.

It could be business opportunity awaiting to happen with


my help receive support and earn extra cash from
programs like grant letter writing.

Giving each day was hard live each day improving his
health and poor choices he made and but from between
what made me think second thoughts when all family wants
whats best.

But you must know, though I learned hard way. He had


beliefs acute with my beliefs a life before time. He by
27 years of missing life while I been messing with wrong
believe system.

I would date now comes Chris to experience the female


bodies of love who I want feel up each one another to
the body. For the most part I have this manner of
setting up a motivation process of solutions of life
problems most seize the cause, and time and conclusion
were left to play.

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In process of solutions you might want to create is a
toolbox. And what you include inside of yourself is
beyond the belief with values and growth inclusive
amounts of experiences.

Knowing little with our savor Lord beyond in real life


our males are one as I am woman in love. Where life will
give you positive for ideas for supporting one another
from each day of thoughts of happiness.

I will support ideas to take effort to a route a time


meet Chris. He is who treats me right I'm so happy today
was a once upon dream day I put into viewing the facts
to recreate into Chris how plan a purpose of genetic
plan with no surprises with no hidden secrets.

The only Godess I know is my mother who I call


occasionally. Who my mother lived with was her second
husband and lives in Maryland with her. She raised me up
with a loss of accident my father and she understands I

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have anxieties with

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OneI make say
frustrations
with choices

truth make this book true.

Proceeding with inside of toolbox a fact I know I need


which hold a power to influence in matter nothing about
wellness idea but be kept verbal contacting of my party
I keep inside a moment where we were happy married on
Easter.

Where I took life is a solo thing for my mind and


spirit. He knew everything from all to expressing love
to ones he love. And he became shy but opened up with
myself.

The serious side of Chris he never gave up, it was in


his nature to do everyday deeds to put everyday efforts
end the denial in to the relationship with God and to my
students I've imagined everything was possible with
people who knew Chris.

The latest news you should know is Chris will be


prescribed a Rx drug to give him comfortable behaviors
and moods to write.

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But knowledge and memory who made us smile is a keeper
of the light of good old sake of talks are early morning
till noon.

While the day proceeds a daily action ritual is under


the creation of a thought here by a conversation
masterpiece.

The masterpiece was of having fun by sharing positive


thought with a pattern of new ideas. I felt he will be
completed with me enjoying life by his side and couldn't
believe I can call him mine soon.

For some social events it leads us to not forget the


process of learning from mistakes. Who we are youngsters
learning out on ones truth that can put the trust on
people we choose to build or to rebuild that raises up
for a can hope due lacking respect. If noticed it will
pull away throttle.

I will be brave to give a chance of given information to


issue for right. The kindness of my behavior comes from

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information. From both

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sides for
good or bad
was of

emotions I had to share.

Time was all around us is where we can put our thoughts


into actions and personality action into a value, I knew
I'll be well with Chris. He understands for my thoughts
there are uplifting bringing out the best with he could
only due for show importance I was well worth over
watching cops on Saturday.

It was kind of life without troublesome this years ahead


considering he had accept medications and use substance
only when feeling down or craving.

For the best life for us of knowing we could be a cute


couple together if we maintained feelings for one
another in daily routines we call support of the Hippa
towards professionals for adequate research to make a
behold miracle.

And I will love him,

he will have baby with me, and boy

I know I am a healthy young woman showing life with


understanding I will live life by live, laugh and love.

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Knowing each other is either love or hate when something
does not go right he would write. Little to know I have
a daily action plan to be taken each day by his hand and
my heart spoke the truth.

My brightest days are the days I welcome back a way to


comfort a welcoming of the table to our talks to my
family and friends.

I was most part aggregated why we haven spoke in so long


that I enjoy life blessing as of someone mostly student
I couldn't refuse let go.

I was giving me comfort as I depended on food while you


could enjoy food while having a dinner talk makes
everything complete.

I would give award out for all people who could make my
dreams come true with a life of a daily action plan for
innovations of inspired food creations on wedding in
Easter.

To put pride in the students and to the parents I will

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understand more about

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plan. But IOne
owe an

apology to one of my students who brought most out of my


heart he was named Chris.

He made a hurtful heart with positive insight heart to


follow through the leadership skills as owe him my life.
He is the fuel of the fire of my life who rocked my
world as it goes round in this moment in a pill recovery
of fuel being with energy and time.

He did not know or keep known that he is my best all


exclusive pleasure in my life. And boy he had feelings
like no other that showed I am a major impact of this
life he is living for students life with informed
boundaries.

To pursue with positive research and a time to have love


developed through in and out my life. And for time is by
the farthest giving life chance to prove this ought to
be true.

I left in my eyes of being insane hearing voices


brought that this is experience that brought out being
not welcomed with happiness. I brought with the life of

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mine growth with health

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that had
balance and
diet.

Where I taught abreast with natures it will end while be


taught with us in many of ways it is possible as a
teacher obtaining to getting married to a student was
reasons why I wanted him for his likeness of me first
move made by straining in email he was always going be
there for all my days alive.

All by myself with myself everybody in my life was like


a loony cartoon and everybody else who knows Chris and I
getting married for we will be happy for Chris.

I understand where his memory comes see the facts with


actual understatement that I will be coming with
research and time into eyes of due time?

I was negative to Chris after he left high school in


January of 07 and vacation after that day he never came
see me in person. And with his heart hurting for years
he started to have aches and pains throughout his body.

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We both had each other

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One
and experienced
many
symptoms of

the criteria of a mental illness. That when late August


of 07 his illness was gift that he seemed mentally
challenge to love me.

The life I lived did not reflect my time and I always


put Chris on top of my chart to see more people like
Chris.

Where we both accept h date as consideration as date


from each other but I know him best and I am going to
write make Chris understand I love him so much.

To anyone I was one Goddess for goodness not be confused


with forsaken mistrials or forgotten where I brought
attention some goodness from a love of beyond accepting
his life. That I have in mind of one student loving me
forever.

For love is rare but it was hard date and I felt sad
ashamed and I needed Chris. I kept it discreet of
minimum amounts of moral courage I saw in other males as

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one powerful woman as he

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said in
a letter.One

I was a Goddess and I put myself into danger several


times of week say I will be with unknown words he
assumed.. It all was biblical with encouraging words of
Lord but knew he was trying his best to approach without
contact.

Most of all because I love myself the most. I appreciate


my life with what I give out thanks. When somebody loves
me too, I felt more secured about my discussions when my
injections are better part of me. I had raised questions
if marriage is our feelings I get more positive thoughts
about who I am teacher for teaching or teaching with
stern attitudes.

Lately I had more then thoughts to make possible share


anything whenever to whoever is the eye of the tiger I
ought love Chris today.

I very much enjoyed his mixes he made class and he was

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capture of my heart who

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I very Become
much love dearly.

I taught of being nice and sharing to new heights my


complete life history as a disability of acceptance.
Where surrounded areas shared technology. I brought the
best out my career as I focused on perfectionism.

I understand that Chris makes myself feel warm and


knowing his actions and somebody I can call my true love
and makes me feel love.

I brought love brought with sensations where nobody


could ever make me feel like he one to take grant for
justice seriously because he knows it was me who held
verdict based on my degree as physiology major as well
as being teacher of technology.

Had it been last resort wanting to see me more aware and


arrested if years or days months hours minutes seconds
clueless in pain hearing the news that was shameful like
if I ever cheated.

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It made me feel that

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like I felt
importantOne
and shy to

open up. He expressed so much love without a word not


said anything from my end on how we met after high
school besides the manifestation that took part. I was
yet to hurt and cry away far away with burning up
thoughts. I had no contacting experience for years with
a pending case of harassment II, I so regret to this day
of not speaking for years. I know for the amount it
worth it was true love.

With he she said he said was all amounts of experience


that arised a table experience as this year goes along
and I knew I plan not to show up for court. And Chris
filled up with my joy of my heart well meet happy time
that time Easter, well a have wedding in spring.

I could not pretend this is reality speaking it ought be


placed yet felt it but know it is true I have a clue who
I can be loved, I'm one in a million times better with
fact of as one I will honor as a husband comes a wife to
be, and each day with counting thoughts endless thoughts
about facing two make one a whole heart together loved
in life and true love story.

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He feels I was from my life as a teacher who could bring
hurt to new levels. Where by now my heart is making a
way to learn and not leave with rudeness of a person to
fool with gained respect over time.

I felt with gain respect was about being a loyal over


time, a lovable person at when moments where we have a
pending case. Both of understand by a verdict this year
we will be together.

He always knew how handle the issues of conflict because


he left me with time to think things throughout a movie
well watch. I felt watching a a Free Willy movie or
movie My Girl where Thomas tried to save moon ring a
movie he adored. And with my daughter and Chris will
show happiness with watching movies like Mrs. Doubtfire.
Chris liked the movie Mrs. Doubtfire.

By doing well of doing good things we call deeds well


settle with the verdict of a deed. And by talking things
out before acting in proper form I live without the
reason with concerns with good spirit.

It will work out within a year or less to set my mind to

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freedom as a gate to aim

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for infidelity
negative

people taking Chris' words.

Yet the concern with the life I live it probably not be a


good idea to show you understand a stance or the ordeal
with positive stress lead with my positive actions.

If you have any questions about us seeing each one of


another about the concerns it brought a treasured date
where idea well have the best Easter wedding.

For the Easter wedding and to his and my birthday


celebration were yet to come. Today I was yet feeling
share in person talking over about what has to come and
to whom that I feel comfortable its reason Chris is by
my side. And what has brought good from my end keeping a
low profile.

As for Chris he makes known everyday he loves me I


assume considering he had been through emotions and
writing for first few drafts of different stories
relabellings of truth brought wishful wishes as time
took place of story and intimacy of meeting Sunday, as
was today. He experienced so much drive in my 30s and

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now hitting the little

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I know he One
will excite

me.

I realized I was trapped in my own tapestry act as cry


out bursting feelings of sensations of came questioning
his friends with frying my brain lead my mind let go the
feeling sending a spirit to save us.

I must believe in all good today as I get ready to let


life give the best love for us as I give up the tissues
and resolve my issues and Ill see you in no surprise
time Chris.

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Chapter 14: Leaning Towards No Denial

I like the good old days by his family knows nothing


about mine but courtier responsive of behaviors of side
of pampered father, heritage that can say oh yes many of
times of week and weekends well meet if conscience able

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make true statements of

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facts our
destiny One
always counted

us in for surprises.

I trust he is always a pleasure to be around but with


seven years I know the best and how to handle things and
boy I really like us to know how we are the best couple
on earth.

We are the best couple underneath of best feelings for


another each day sharing at court a conversations. We
both know we will be through it all even giving by the
judge and the verdict. And by now I dont see possible
to undertake a world with drama it was true love that I
play as victim and criminal comes a verdict.

And I was in no denial his fuel to his fire he creates


in life thats huge commotion or he say lets do the
locomotion acted silly.

I adore and remember so much of the moments we shared.


To know he puts me to drive to start of day and night of

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day with kind words of

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joyful reading
and One
kisses which

puts my diligence to new heights of knowing he loves the


world at one which females are his glory.

His morning of early thoughts and actions trying to


invite his friends over but he has no friends and I feel
his pain.

And I honestly dont want him see I do not know how to


treat an unthoughtful hurt illness.

And being mentally ill like myself as teacher is here to


write out my thoughts as a female teacher who loves a
student.

I love my student so much and it made better for years


within court order to not contact any party of my
family. But this year was special I made Chris feel
proud and happy.

I will follow court ruling for this year from my end


with no contacting his family. I felt he would be a
gentle man with honoring myself and yet to be verdict

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which I hope goes well

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One
for us to
gain communication,
I

honored my mother this year and considering Chris wrote


an email and mother and sister made me hold a grudge
with pointing out he is a wonderful true dream guy.

The ruling of no contacting is for best of us taking it


was slow change to better assure and protect me from
hearing issues that are hurtful from one another.

Likewise ways for the best of I can see both of us are


happy and sad for cheerful thoughts to delightful
thoughts thats light weighted us in with several years
of a verdict ought to be put no shame for behaviors made
due for change.

Within nothing offer but his child with money and house
I felt home eventually I had been missing Chris this
year was all wanted to have no denial for my misscommunication.

I promised to be there after high school and being


better state of mind is all I wanted him to think. I am

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aiming high for wedding

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to be on
Easter inOne
Spring.

I plan on doing verdict once again which is not show up.


I am generally a tough cookie with loaded amounts of
pain and thoughts about Chris and boy it was a struggle
make it from here at verge of exploding with withdraws
of his love.

It was very hard to cope days, and I have shared a


blossom with Chris life. I was a beautiful female who
Chris thought gorgeous was a misbehave should done could
of been better. He made me feel special and I made him
specialize his talents into a workmanship force field.

I could go free along with my strong feelings with


Chris. And it is likely I could never leave his side. A
part me knows I am proving my health is more important
and to see him glad.

When large amount courage he unfolds to make life

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prosper while being safe

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One courage.
and sound
for positive

Of myself, he says courageousness is to know how to see


from a judges point of view it is true love that needs
understand it brought eye or will bring growth with our
young minds.

I was here to maintain life with corrections fixing the


run on sentences later in life by Easter final draft
with corrections a relationship with a positive actions
and behaviors. I

I was climbing for a drive for love and dirty fullness


of a lust story of Christopher. I cared so much about
him in everyday and every hour of school hour.

I am wrong with some areas yet I want to continue to


live life to the highest potential. And with some people
I felt I was the right in corrections of areas of a
students life.

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I had daydreams about making it possible to pursue or
question or create a mind and spirit.

Becoming a one

love one heart lets get together be al-right like Bob


Marley song lyrics which songs meant world to me.

I would fall to quickly with the people I would meet


wither administration to students but one thing was true
I especially I love Chris, if when someone captures my
heart very much love less worry.

The chances of the wrongs, Chris went to the extreme and


showed efforts each day while without giving up no
reason for break up.

He thinks positive with his behavior. And Chris never


gave up on the relationship that did not exist but know
well be together at some point in our life I felt as he
felt too.

One thing is true I will always love this student who I


fall with in love most of my days Chris. He who was
Chris. I hope for better days with limited if nothing
but contacting, could both go well if obeying as
redetermine we could not wait for a verdict and I will

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be clear for I will

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follow court
orders all
is to

understandability to know himself.

When I let you see me around Chris reading I know I have


feelings for Christopher. I admired his looks and he had
admired mine so cute together I felt when we were on his
header as I am editor of story about the triple K and
Hippa impact improved my life.

On the first day I taught in high school I have been


enduring the issues from my family who left me with kind
heart to share. I travel where money is more of virtue
of value and I spent summer vacations going
internationally.

Where I had thoughts about taking a vacation with a


student and from where I will be there for Chris, and he
adored mostly my town who visited with out a doubt over
two times or little bit more times.

It was a calm Sunday night and boy this day has brought

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slices of vegetable,

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broccoli, One
and garlic

pizza in box was lunch before heading out to Nevada, Las


Vegas. The pizza was for our lunch/dinner.

It was typical day with Sundays were all about delivery


of pizza. Eating it with my cute fingers with red dress.
I did not live with a student but felt he would make a
difference in my life.

And showing the colors of red as America flag is for


love and romantic color that symbolizes the creativity
of all indorses back checks of not payable made it shame
that it was no to settlements. But with time it knew his
source of income was with internet and book publishing
make money.

He did not mean cause harm. I feel a breeze have a cold


draft slight breeze to my feet and skin and his face.
Moments and days I thought about Chris and daughter were
true way escape ecstasy reality in life.

Feelings and I could not let go or say anything hurtful

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or negative I felt

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enforcement of
positive One
energy. When

we met on the days I would be saying I'll be here for


you, what hurt me now by being your conservator?

Wither it was right or wrong and the most is giving up


time in school to talk as Chris, he wanted a relationship
rather then him making an income with grateful amount of
cash spending on rent.

I rather not say anything right now but knew school year
was ending I rather be with no other then Chris. And
thankful he posted the file online for a beta copy of
ebook. I just know our budget would have no fear we would
make every payment to our bills that required shop for
bargain.

But something about Chris and I felt the time was this
year was pushing us in right direction and in a way I
could remembering when the chances brought to think of
we were together for less then three days total as our
classes were 45 minutes each day of the week. And he
felt he had spirit to roar out new ides making us work

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in the sun on a nice

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sunny warmBecome
day.

It all began with well kind thoughts of nearly perfect


dream home where the grass was greener then average.
Thoughts came in excessively amounts of I love you-s and
how profound in spirit we are together. I love my home
it was a dream come true.

I could not wait it was almost summer ending over-about


less then ninety days away and this was the year of
spirit of giving way to say I think it will work out as
request to God start relationship with Chris. And each
day present with court I learned where there is wise
there is lies and Chris has my oath Im responsible
considering Im a mother and pledge to the allegiance
several times a year.

I thought everything with everything brought my thoughts


to carry on loving my student for much of no regrets of
live life with laughs and love.

Feeling to my body and legs their was a slight breeze


coming from inside the house. For the life of Today I
have to be better tone when known to share lonesome
thoughts to local police. I thought I felt his

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grandfathers presence

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Onea feeling
was at myBecome
door bringing

complete with Chris with mysterious chills.

I yet to show what was at my door bringing us together.


I have in past felt remorse while yearning for my sexy
beast Chris. I felt pain in high remark through my mood
stabilizer medication and made me want Chris to sooth
the pain.

I felt upset when I couldnt regret but take in denial


for being brave for encouraging words of speaking led to
travels and story that speaks of wedding Easter,

Most of all trying to keep better, I search for dorks


who I can love from a school. I travel from a car I was
a woman with a child. As for myself at the moment I
enjoyed myself with being a teacher of year while
keeping warm to a hug or two make ends meet. What
questioned me the most is how long the duration is good
byes to a student.

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Life changed through

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Oneand
transitions
of technology

economy with computers programmed made by someone hired,


and gave less jobs as the computer does the malfunction
of processed work.

Good buys caught my heart with arrangements of a great


deal, for the most I was bargain shopper with technology
always being updated.

And while being part all is well beyond better for a


market of technology and with nano technology as you
wait 2 years prices remain same but double performance
or heating cores improve wither it is a tablet or PC.

I use a kindle a memorable time when Chris sent me a


love of himself and I together in a purple background on
computer that was a picture.

Everything about Chris is soothing and he admired that


everything was of writing and waiting yet not set forth
life is not a game because he knows a game over may

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failed or you retry but

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under the
mastermind
I will come

Easter that everything was a waiting yet not surprise


say I want another baby with Chris.

How awful when he is crying in-front of me, when he is


the one who can make me happy and feel comfortable
trying understand what happened and make a life at a
dance but not throwing and tossing actions of sex.

And where we stand maybe best thrown by his and your


expressions with paint and hate, but Im not that
unusual suspect trying to bring home peace when I could
be the one who spent hours in bathroom come home as a
naughty teacher.

I refused say next but lately, We had no chance of hate.


It was mild cold weather of summer this year, it was the
wind that made the cold weather. And boy I wanted to
know if he and I know with my thoughts, I will lead
myself feeling better about situations or my sex drive
well improve over time.

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And he felt myself with who I am by writing out my life
which was optimized for relief of celerity a mental
illness that once had enough twice it will be better
thirds your well now prove it.

I feel better each day and each day where and when I
have to share a peaceful matter to myself and the
completion of yourself that are paying forth your time
to make up time for loss of a verdict.

To prove innocence you can back away any given time but
I am going to show my responsibility with no remarks and
to ought to be respectful.

Chris is one in one million whom for the one that can
understand he is my hopeful cheer state mind both
presented at best with the mind full of thoughts as he
would write as was better understanding about what we
expected of the Hippa so put charge of low cost no
hospital visits.

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The mindful of thoughts

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Onea heart
that known
my fullness

that is given love a chance for this year plus more


towards a formal teacher and student relationship.

I make known to live through the night that I am sad


without giving my best of ability to not become but only
Chris as any choice but be better of chances.

By better if chances from getting comfort from positive


thoughts I write out, and from where I belong is my
comfort circle zone that defines all gravity.

He was one of directions of life thoughts in one


direction from the start with no negative thoughts. This
year was to prove right about my love towards a student.

Yet I go out of place, at ease as I pace myself to be


best of best like magic magnetic charge or force. And I
can become a positive role model to students especially
a student Chris he would consider I make an outline and
plan to a duration understand the power of a touch.

It could be true as we reunite at no certain destiny

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lies truth and

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indulgence of behaviors
illOne
show. About

what I am feeling and tonight and everyday it was meant


to be on Easter and hoping he goes and marries me would
be like fairy tale.. come true.

I live here to know I am saved by many my life but do


not consider me as a freak when it comes to learning new
software like scripting where are my weakness of my self
motivations, but I know together two heads make better
than one so I go on waiting on marriage on Easter.

I proceed a life throughout positive behaviors, and I


began to processes one particular positive thought
preceding where I brought back community programs.

Portland High school is where I taught. It is certainly


not easy to please the administration and staff faculty
but make room for a chance or two to benefit the school
for I work weekdays and weekends teaching.

Given a situations I draw out only allowing many


positive thoughts to enter the extent a student I will

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write back knowingly I

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things to One
far so he

became better. He or she writes back only when I reply


orderly with thrust to win if proved valid remarks. But
I wouldnt cheat on Chris and Chris' life ahead as being
actively searching for truth.

As we in trust at right timings of invitation use thrust


as must importance to win over the judge. Where the
thoughts are positive people with domain to no turning
back of a turning point and I cannot read an evil
thoughtless mind.

I make my daughter a better person and knowing Chris he


will earn a positive behavior. I refastened what matters
in my own hand while leaning towards no rejection to
injections from anyone who knows him he took
schizophrenia bipolar injections has been treated for
schizophrenia bipolar.

And he was well beyond recovered with minimal struggles


with normal tasks was a mixed concerns he to put to
shame inside knowing he is not here but not love
sexuality lie beneath bearing around me at love at first

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sight.

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With the life we live Chris kindly took life at moments


expecting to meet up towards an emotional guided support
line of friends which was his buddy from Middletown and
family members.

I had concerns about informational fundamental learning


risk factors am I safe by far and how am I surviving
through thoughts and techniques has happen throughout my
day and years.

I live I will give out positive support. Most of my


family and to my friends held nothing responsible nor
grudge for the unfortunate events that made everything
feel like we were not going fear and find a way out of
ecstasy with court verdict.

I am goal driven and family ordinate obtained for Easter


wedding. That did not make me argue and be angry but
happy we are living up the fantastic marriage dream.

What came out of our young minds was we live in a world

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filled with eager

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moments to press
chargesOne
only because

of protecting my exiles of marriage meaning of impress


motivated to write read and edit. I do not need
dissatisfaction with coping skills.

I make note to focus of writing yes one cope to write. I


felt the urge to let go all and bring forth today to say
nice things to Chris for it was the glory days we
remembering all good people who left move on more new
faces September leaning towards denial he was here at
last.. my new body partly was soon over with all who
made story realizing they took Chris' book into writing.

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As where I was brought up in Maryland as I achieved a


high school diploma, My parents knew I had all success.
The success came through in my hands, at a young age.
But great times were in my hands with my friends in
fact.... I would keep in touch with my friends on social
networking sites and through email address contacts.

The traits I lived were trying to improve myself and


daughter with fundamental improvements with manners and
sensuality comes with our body language.

I remained confused yet open at this day we talked. On


how it felt over and make positive remark as I was
affectionate towards the people I met with my daily
life.

How it all began question many but the trust talking to


a stranger was cheaper then therapy was in-fact he was
being close on social networking sites. He divided his
life into parts one was sleep as over was eat. And like
I said social networking write ups in diary while

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hanging out left for

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room.

The most sources of happiness are when I studied myself


as conscience brought with trial and error. In life
being the bounty hunter and I gave therapy a try
considering it was no charge for Chris' life at Gilead.
Most of all workers were speechless and he took upon
himself to improve quality of work.

I put a value as in an oral form of family history in a


chores household.

Wherever I was taught by others or

family, I shared with my daughter everyday to remember


Chris will meet her sometime soon.

And for my sex drive I was a year to live knowing I


could stay single and have respect to the one I love,
which is Chris. To utilize the love I am depending on
myself to marry a formal student who is Chris.

I made room for a chance with my student to reach


positive thoughts and remarks with having forwarded
thoughts to reach new heights of new possessiveness each
day and yield a desire with a new yeast of thoughts each
day to rebuilding the broken pieces left behind to mend
to future saying there are respectful student now marry

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me Chris on Easter in

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spring time.

Each thought is a mountain full of thoughts at the end


of day. And I am glad to have settled for techniques.
Sometimes you know that I had to climb up a thought
pattern of terror and down is challenging and choices
are getting higher with positive thought actions.

You have like stair case building so why say someone who
could change your world brings nothing but guilty
pleasure to talk about.

For the amount appearance in a story about love he was


showed up as difficult because I had business management
talks and tasks I had to deal with some annoyance with
thoughts on what Chris has done on face-book and for
most part I was helping my thoughts to precede new
ground felt breaking free from ideas of my day of
helping others succeed that knew Chris' trust.

I would receive call and see how everything going but I


was a worry freak, as my student is least of my worries

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because he been trying

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relax meBecome
in by encouraging

treasured moments to not show signs of worrying while


being on medications for years.

And my company in Center-Brook Connecticut was a


struggle and technologies was getting easier and faster
with thin line of computers and nano technology was
impacted and impressive to the touch.

Usually kids had tablets and iPhones and or Smart Phones


and wanted to be zoned on device outside or inside at
relaxing place at home. It raised questionable or
relative house to know if once kissed I could be one of
least resistance.

Learning if he meant everything truthfully was a gateway


of information of applications is cure his ways of
seeing a scanner and events could rebalanced of meeting
into destiny as wanting see one another in time travels.

It was important to do updates too on his iPhone for


meetup.com to see if I would dare to attend a group
meeting.

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From a situation I

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One
brought updated
software
suggestions

to the School where I worked.

For administration from staff I had outdated computers


all surrounded by me, and it will become a prohibited
life situations where you are stuck at house using old
software or familiar software for daily use.

I learned new content of software and tools when I began


to protect myself away from denial as I wanted a
relationship. Looking up new words with police personnel
books which brought forth reading Connecticut School
Book Of Law I became filled with knowledge.

Who what class is not easy said and done with older
software but not easy when you use older software. And
projects we create make no room for advancement and
achievement. Success-fulness at prospering the rarity of
denial is having an intruder calls us myself a sly
devil.

The schools systems I work currently had upgrade to new

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faster processor the

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brain of computer
with
large amount

of memory the root what loads a program.

Aside realism the fact a judge reviewing court case will


understand possessiveness from the daily life deeds
without contacting where my student has everyday to make
us together in some form of set forth action. And I
believe with a faithful thoughts could lead for his
heart to speak truth about what to expect from me
besides being silent.

I felt he was one to try make a life understanding with


was impaired judgment of knowing we have a wellness
toolbox listing the facts of what makes us whole was
love then rule out wages of having loss of virginity.

As with me to no cost but show I was a virgin at time of


liking Chris.

I have thoughts about what I recommend a formal student


Chris which to earn my love would be accepting life and
knowing where you can do nothing but go with flow of
life.

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Therefore saying accepting nothing will be the ground
root to dismiss the case. He did in-fact send 12 dozen
flowers and huge bunny with lunch pack. I received a
movie as well The Notebook which symbolized our life.
His gifts were so cute.

I will enter my students life, and head to hospital to


get treated for my positive life and for relationship
advice and treatment for relationship patterns cast out
to share in-groups. Which never had time for talks about
acceptance.

But note I will be in art looking at other creations of


masterpieces of this devitalized schizophrenics Hippa
allowance of freedom as to believe life one big painting
and illustration with hidden magnetic guidance.

Chris had keep busy and have make known to treat life
with elevations knowing little trust had him look past

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the imperfections and he

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One
was off
to hospital
once in a

while he kept a behavioral thoughtful sake was emotional


for hours but know he listens well and keeps high hopes
up high with a new heights come the positive thought
pattern of what love means when its true.

I feel learning he realized that the most no denial from


love takes time of a pending case but know you comes a
victim in good hands with my family and friends.

I speak in English words with here a story. But I had no


say from judge it will be okay to know the judge by
attorney had no word and no worry about an evaluation.

It was not part of an ordeal and I am here writing


story with a touch of lived life with thoughts as a
teacher point of view he made of sure of know why I the
teacher had you mad you to be glad..

I remain alive and take no stand with the keeping the


same with no contacting from any party and reaching as a

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calm positive person I

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can be the
one thatOne
reaches my

comfort zone for this year, by keeping calm and quite


with low profile. It started create infused reaction
when he said always will find reasons why I love
teaching and with teaching brought opportunity make fall
in trap.

The court had all print outs with his profile and I can
be open minded and modified that stays in the
relationship with Chris. And life made him put effort
after effort of trying and surpassing the life for both
us to be held a verdict by judge which was held by
unknown time and no surprise the story lead a trial for
behaviors arousing by true meanings when someone ever
loved him back based on what has been said.

I knew was I loved, and I enjoyed life. As I perceive to


make room for headway with all forms of responsible
actions I put in a reform for the life with a motivation
toolbox that looks life with a positive outlook in any
given situation as thought process, which was helping
others succeed.

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I had to prove each day

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I gave Become
my all-goodOne
not cheating

attitude and put in my first viewing of facts to court


that I am responsible for my actions in acts of love, as
with no denial only eagerly waiting and wanting Chris.

Each day I consisted that I was taught my rights and


lecturing on being an honorable mother teaching with
scriptures and with being well-being mother and with my
self-sustaining dark-side changing by a boy friend which
he made things confusing.

He took the good outside my comfort zone he was


demanding and controlling yet lovely Bug his family
called him.

For Chris he felt he was showing relaxation that love is


healing over time but not giving up as he obtained days
he nap during day, It was different yet equal amount of
love he wrote I edit and read.

He understood me I could so trust him to do right. I


thought about making up for long years as lovers stake

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control of positiveness

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One that
of having
proper judgment

required learn from faults.

After all I was heading for trouble overly thinking made


sense but I loved my formal student Chris so much more.

For he was a student and his efforts made for human


actions that puts forth-positive energy bond at rapidly
for the prize awaiting and I had thought free clear with
food for thought lead action prevailing the exalt of
failures into harmony spoke why would a denial of
misleading take place of false information if wanting a
relationship?

Besides it made food intake with energy through his


pills he took as prescribed as if could only explain why
I set my values to freedom knowing my actions became the
reflections of behaviors lead to listen Im the
impersonator what I hear my command to ask you for
respect when we take turns speaking the truth to jury in
my classroom here comes love.

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I make clear as Chris knows as I welcome of free of
sharing that I would like a great life to know if I
would have the courage to review.

I feel I will be heard there are better days ahead with


a deed I can follow as for a value I can follow and help
and trust.

And let it be known that ill improve his life aspects


for better utilizing his time or be known to days I will
be remembering the ponderously of mind, body and spirit
brought good that has it say brought the good life.

Each one of us has some capacity to take on less and you


can show a cheerful smile after all weight was to
obtain, life is one fantastic great adventure with
needed sex of Chris.

Id be happy to explore life with my student and


celebrate holidays with Chris. I have chances of

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becoming better of know

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where IBecome
know when One
I do right

which brought for each moment is my gift, For I will


have Chris he wanted to be a trees of hope standing by
my story and for all talking my family guidelines and
with life events.

Chris expected a lot for a teacher that he liked me to


mess with him when both love and fate whenever I
realized now it would be legit to date him and myself
made be assure to do right trust with my life for it was
heading right direction.

As for now I meet new faces this year and rethinking


about what with life can bring togetherness as family?
And more importantly was to know within thoughts will
bring or become good fortune.

As with good fortune it was being expressed with one


language of a smile. I will become memorable with both
face-book chance of luck that leads to fault for broken
hearts. I been shown troublesome battle to one, That one
I will be true to my love.

And I will remain free as for today I might speak out my


thoughts in manner needs a boost for improvement. For

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next day ill be prepared


thoughts.

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replace
to positive
with my

Most importantly I hope to be prepared to

start relationship with Chris and forget my troublesome


behavior towards others. I felt attached to Chris.

I will say and two show positive remarks, I will be


smart and cheerful with coherent abundance to luck.
Being cozy with thoughts I feel all night to talk to my
family and say most of my love comes from my
personality.

From most part I was a teacher and I really felt


committed to Chris. A formal student as very much
attached he was obsessed with my personality and inner
beauty.

I teach software and design where you can learn on


weekends as well. I have been with interaction with
technology all my life, for years life was all about
teaching with a classy sassy attitude.

You take for the future and gain success if you are winover someone or barriers. I had obstacle that the best
times with Chris can welcome of baby and being with my

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Chris he knows, I wait

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for thatBecome
moment seeOne
us outshining

kisses before work he said xoxo

or oxox to emails if

sudden changes in placement of choice. He put forward a


chance he wake up with hangover with ruthless behaviors
on days he drink his whiskey and Sprite soda.

And knew I wouldn't allow excessive amounts of diary


posts which was over 20k considering he did have way of
keeping down, only low amounts and drinking steadying
kept motivation of whiskey and Sprite that he knew came
rare. He had been safe driver.

And being had times before deleting years worth of


pictures as viewing self to him on profile is said or
brought up to be is keeping us protected which viewed
profile looks always stylish as together after months.

As with these years made us to have prove right I did


brighten up his life with carry on a delightful scent of
urin or perfume. He knew I had bladder problem this was
odd but he did too.

Is this a story about with ones new marriage of


beginning a new life story about trust. With thoughts of
knowing everyday will be with sense of do a put down

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made of sure he may show

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One
long years
living,
I therefore

get my life to normality by speaking positiveness.

I felt my daughter will have felt the tenderness that


brought us here tenderness of Christopher if when I get
old he would be my age now if not older or younger, I
really need him watch over and do best all year and of
my man and lady mostly felt had to wear his Ashley Lei
Jeans.

To have a better life is saying I can get better and


better with positive attitudes of you knowing I will
never be repressed a life battle to be happy, I will
handle issues over the police or if harm with a life to
blame it on truth but I need you Chris.

I yearned for long years have him earn my love take on


trips if he quit smoking he assumed but I let that go. I
was easy pleasing in my life once he saw cousins it was
overtime and said and done how his own father not see
the kids or any part of family matter of case to say
exile of knowing about how Chris worked in store while
the teacher came abouts to knowing fact from fiction as

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he played a game of life

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on CD-ROM
later in
years. He

knew what was true it was to take life drinking everyday


and quit at 18 after driving the test of driving or
limit the amount he was going threw fases where he
thought he drank all his life sips of soda or full
glasses soda with rum.. From child birth.

When someone has deep down thoughts, I welcome to create


a world wind reaction which sometimes will burst your
bubble but welcoming myself to your comfort zone, I
might take on choices and travels seen in his own life
style at house in Portland where airplane would take par
of the older

boyfriends of system of knowing one can

produce ones footsteps with additional support through


time and healing to get over the faults mistakes realise
you wanted young love forever with somedy taking over
life with a period time making senses the cents spent. I
was learning from Chris' prosective that cents in car
added up dimes quarter nickles would be a lunch or using
the commentary cup or senior cup priced with free
refills with coupon would make him not reserve a meal
next day and be only dollar with buy one free sandwich
in fact was little over saving loose-change made senses
for the cents made sense to find and use to befit the
resources and knowing when and what could go wrong. The
sister of Chris knew to aim high up on cloud 9 rather to

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take it serious my life

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with travels
dwellOne
in past to

look at his Bush Garden photos on web and wonder where


his stuffed monkey went in his life.

It felt good to receive notice when in crisis team were


informative while learning whats going on in his life
in writing that unfolds true story of love.

I really feel I can create to a cure fact with fiction


in a world where you speak no harm and show positive
remarks while showing positive actions professionally to
no waste just toxics running out of system being flushed
down the drain by a student who has heart for knowing
me.

To get my mind working, I create a day with an honorable


value I set for a days work. With a value of patience as
I understand my characteristics are part of growing up I
most importantly will be around the clock to be home with
a fellow student in all my life.

I just need life to treat me kind by court understanding

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it is a true love story

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as writing
was theOne
ground

surface to do the conscience of all speaking to fair


trial.

Acting up at the freedom of speech I may make a way for


positive future. My house was at Essex Connecticut.

And for today was breezey weather outside in morning,


and where I live had a half moon out tonight.

How I waited for moment feel fresh breeze with delight


to fill one another into a kiss who I expected this
years winter as north pole sees a Easter Bunny elf
playing with money like the lottery as pretty wealthy
and worthy of giving me ring catalogue to choose when
with numbers of play front pairs back pairs all winning
tickets for years time which he knew what to do.

He wouldnt use me for money while we almost hit on a


date maybe considering last day of school. But having
fist full of faults of errors no chance in adult years I
feel I had been kept haven choices. I have been told
that I had a chance.

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I will make it to who I

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love on
Easter week
after

birthday. To get elf Chris you must realize he brought


family closure with no worries released. He knew that I
will make yourself himself worry less thinking about who
was the default settings to normalize a routine what
kind of command maybe REM as a strong fold of learning
from code to note it can go viral all REM in new future,
I can become faults made by mistake to imaginatively of
source of ideas look back to correct.

And the idea Chris to be honored he saw vision of the


pill taking place as seeing what he wanted to see which
came myself once in as dream was closed eyes and other
times was in friends car he thought was friend from
childhood.

For no shame he came home with winning lottery tickets


he could save money which he did use play numbers.

It was the last night of Memorial Day and boy I was

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excited start the

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And I was One
a likeable

teacher who had been in the past in the mood to say with
all my desire, I will remain calm and silent. Mostly
because he had five member of family that he grew up
with and eight being birthday. He only had 50cents and
he choosed let someone else play the split pair at night
drawing or make business grow with money losses of
saying we were short I don't understand.

With a show of a smile, I remained calm and thought about


what makes a time and love come true is by turning and
getting the right moment a capsulized capture of bypass a
pascal colors of the rainbow which are ingratiating to
the eye of organized for days he felt he rejoice a moment
before seeing one go away not showing itself or trying
find myself after the months time seeing rainbow.

With the rainbows there be hope see life after life and
do whatever to smoke all times of his life and of
pleasing and being patient drinking his Mountain Dew
Voltage of pleasing body good with liquids.

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The arms showed weakness

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his body
was doingOne
harm taking

pills but he said he needed them doctors disagreed


because he gained more enegry and more writing when was
all a trial of knowing nothing to hide it was medication
built in your system all through childhood.

For I loved Chris. I must be in realization it was us


that is on walls of status updates the book published in
hash-tags. He would say the truth I love you and my name.
Everyday for 4 years over and over but soon realized most
his posts got removed the ones without likes and comments
of past life lived on Facebook with posts on Ashley
Hollywood account.

Where we are confused, I trust in others especially


Chris. If where things get out of hand and who I turn to
ought to be forgotten it too would be untrustworthy once
he disobey my and court proceeding commands. Which takes
years build trust back.

Which I remain best I can become and make most of each


day and give it my best of all my might and power be
accepted to this world set forth a goal be better of
fulfillment of a story about my student lover Chris.

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I had many days where I

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had thoughts
aboutOne
what becomes

stress makes positive room for a change. And had mood


changes with my levels of my tolerance and adjustment.

I have positive stress in a way my life is where they


are are barrier be al-right be filled by choices and be
into reflections of all-good while are made with my
troublesome behavior of life when I lacked by there is
know and knowing you'll be the one husband I marry Chris
the formal student I know that for a fact will say yes
to our date.

I am calm and silent that speak of intently with what I


write down, what brought good but indeed shown respect,
which my motto for today was more talk less work.

The path I choose is one way with one behavior. I


indicate what has been said I try not hurting ones
feelings being abroad of knowledge this relationship was
meant to believe we will succeed and make myself having
a feeling like a beautiful women that deserves who I
love when I love.

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How I love being bright as quick fork of brighteners and
a dark-side can he or she understand I would make myself
glow makes my student happy.

To see besides me what makes a single thought of wedding


driving in cab saying take us New York City makes a
judgment filled with a hand of love with ones is going
to make right.

And what makes me have a feeling ill be alluring with my


stand point points. We may just not get married in Italy
or LasVegas but I dream for what conscience learning it
was Chris to decide. He felt Brooks though the
restaurant.

I may have some returns inside my stand point be at good


favors I ask for this is the year we become two that
becomes one with huge heart for being grandparents one
day. Why so young well I just see us getting along each
day more and more.

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All you can do hold Chris tight with a life and where to
love is make out which is with efforts you can put on
the table. If trust is suffering being laid then to who
is trusted on and believing you can ask me and trust me
and it will work out.

More in likely I will put you on a well being more


thinking about situations about how of a fool you can
be, to date me. As with few capture my heart while I can
try make you cry yet have very much concern about you
Chris reading my version edited.

Which made raise the questions, which cause me to be


blunt, curious with thoughts and why do I have these
thoughts as a teacher mating up with student.

Could our love story be true kept running in my head. I


so was ready to perceive a verdict with showing and
proving we trust another day another year for years here
comes a story about true love.

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The memories brought a

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butterfly
in stomach
nervous

feelings. And I cry know where I belong in a students


life, but one stood out and he was in good hands.

I had thought with a care act we could see each other


more while in good hands under authority. One of my
students Chris surprised me with large amounts of
possessiveness with what he offered help out on small
projects.

I put my trust on him as a true love.

I have his remembrance of yearbook class not being


judged through my mental health and awareness, with
anything from anything with students. The amount of
school work brings each day assuming I will be enhance
of being helped from others of students and formal
students that will get a chance to work on resume as
months time spoke what the vice reprehensible Vice
Principle wanted all to well a proficient worker.

He visioned him working in life as computer repair


technician and was field of computers and technology. As
the student in high school Chris felt he would make six
figures and prove it by working in life.

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While I welcomed back students to classes I taught it
felt good seeing his Face-Book.com profile.

I had not held a grudge and everyday is a counted


blessing. I feel blessed that I can count on how many
days till vacation or holiday. I showed with known times
I struggled at first but could achieve more if working
efficiently a way where I worked a full year supporting
my daughters dreams and to remain supportive in a
student dreams who was Chris and I were the reasons of
writing the book.

Sometimes I want to show a quality improvement besides


editing that a successful person has to be under going
an authority of power making anything to retrain through
in within thoughts happened during talks to police.

He who got it on with what I write makes me manically


hide recovery in exile of knowing I did wrong and prove
wrong to right.

And to be that student has no discrete time that I


would say nothing with no time. Usually in summer
vacation I take my family to new heights for thoughts

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and suggestions.

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And I would not make contact to email to call as you may


assume it could be obsessed behavior. If you expect days
go by quickly I say to me, I live life for you and it
only consist of one student which I call Chris. I favor
and fall for Chris but you understand I should have not
held on a negative behavior.

But he was who I release the positive behaviors brought


the readers attention and it will make the negative too
positive. I will understand I will be so happy be with
student all the time especially the one who had no
ambition to join school functions like pep-rally, prom,
and school dance.

For the most part I was happy that brought a cheerful


heart, I was clever as can be that anyone can believe
with all my positive energy comes a courage roaring.

I had feelings that thoughts became the essence of that


it was meant to be relationship that being said it has

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no ends to tie down the

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fields Become
of thoughts.

I really thought about how secure the relationship and I


thought a look with our names on it an invitation for
wedding would capturing years of our love picture
sayings he found in later be seen as later in years
album and DVD scrap booking.

I felt it was time set forth this year with lock with
names on it as well and place it with others in Europe.
Being a Super Cool Mom of one got me on how I can become
stronger and what has been stronger is unknown I was
reading wanting to call Chris to travel with me.

Each day was built strength and each day I become


cherished moments that captured my heart with a formal
student which was on my mind.

I brought back memories when I found his picture he left


but he has gone what about knowing I am single, he had
no idea what to think now I would deliberate the news
that I was it to make a mistake of sending him picture
in mail. What I have in plan I will try to give a boost
a solution of traveling to understand if it was meant to
be sought out lined up for a boundary rule without

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denying the sadness as

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with speaking
of the
sad days

breaking the troubles seeing my self in pain of


lonesomeness of trials where he obeyed.

What has brought happiness is for what time can know a


day we live with forgetting a brought behaviors without
consumed attentions.

What is know one enchained for my love is to myself to


think to myself to student harassment at his level true
love makes sense to me to marry him.

You will owe nothing into buying my love but talking


over coffee with Chris would be nice in every aspect of
my life we should talk about.

But he who has stress will need Attorney would show


defense no love for another, which he had one that told
him to write a letter which comes a story.

I gave very little information about myself but he knew

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it was a drive for love

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for theOne
misadventures

of the funky ones he called dorks..

I had thought hed become insane believing in all this


craziness as much over looked upon what and how much all
I do, and all my heart knows what is true.

What has been true is life without rules just high


expeditions and love is expanding inside my heart, which
we act and call values contextualize to behaviors. To
become better of all knowing your rights as a sexual
partner active we use to create common values into
market of an oracle obstacle.

I got scrambled with thoughts for this is the year plus


more looking for Mr. Right and everyone said best yet to
come within my student loving me. He very knew how treat
myself with last email telling he is all right and wants
best for us.

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He is improving quality of life and hatred actions moved
to burning hell of sins being forgiving as new
medication dosage was choice he played yet
uncontrollably by injections soothed everything out once
each other week.

I am impressed he felt inner happiness, my personality


is what he loved the most. Hed be a funny person if he
wrote to my daughter seeing a gift love can bring! Yeah
he was cool, and I look beautiful meaning towards him,
he was probably disabled but he will endure yes or no
for a great night out with lights out.

Day or night of a recommendation of restaurant is hard


I like my favorites are yes they are pricey but will
never refuse McDonalds.

Or should say differential between what have gave in

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good have gone bad. The

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lived was based

difficulties. I knew instantly he go bananas if he saw


me driving a VW yellow convertible along with plow VW
yellow truck from 80s. Do you remember Mcdonalds in 80s
being 79 cents for burger?

So confused but be with differences in thought pattern


why I prolong the experiences of not talk remained only
for my safety of my life and will aim for proper choices
or make someone else to make the choice we choose
accept.

As we spoke with no disrespect which can be tricky to


organize to the brain feed of new but recommending not
recommends an excessive amount of brain food of thought,
Before a time before bed,

are waking up factors with

life of humans.

You become drawn filled with writing feeling and when


you heard a silence an instant inner joy and we have
comfort of knowing our comfort zone includes to be with
make up.

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For this Chris was

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including him
to use Mac
Simpson as

us we had no privilege it was lack of trust I felt great


to this day to talk openly about it in person and some
in story. Was I ready to fill my dreams at this very
moment at night going to Hartford club?

I am sleeping to the night alone because I would not


mind sleeping with Chris he is without much sleep it and
it will make him delusional towards others and self.

But having points knowing it flawless within writing


unless you start as saying all students, husband and
wife is one Chris and well achieve same goals it will
be given us another chance fight the battle of being
filled with enough sleep and talk about a budget.

Everything was with free of budget and my thoughts in


bed brought marriage on Easter. I was thrilled it was
less then years time away.

I set aside money for purchases over thousands but have

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hope for better days.

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OneHe got my
And I really
love Chris.

mind working a mile a minute worrying. And I know he is


well and better on how to handle concerns and issues.

Which I know a great deal about relationships, where


which this special student relationship aren't when you
set a pathway happen so exclusively.

I could exist to many folks from his family and friends


but I could not resist to refrain my plan to workout
because by working out required to be writing, he was
waiting for me always at celebrations and holidays.

The more moments I call opportunity is to blame for it


is true brought I come yet has have been building trust
to others. It got me to put my trust on you as student I
love and fought for years.

I had gotten a moment that gotten me going with a


thoughts remaining of possessiveness that brings inner
joy, you set forth a positive action when you leave a
cool attitude towards me and it will be okay to like me.
Well Chris like both adore and love being with his needs
and criteria of new illness was for positive verdict.

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of likeOne
I felt was

our sly words are a path with words big and small I
encourage you alone are one another a path in which take
upon a therapy group or social situation will lead to
friends for life if you wish upon.

I want to tell what is a true story, why I remain with a


clue and how became true but read and write but fight it
whom to Chris I love you.

I was lying down on coach thinking about you a student


life Chris, a formal student that had been graduated on
year 2007.

He was all I think about during my whole

day.

I was watching the news broadcasting while thinking with


thoughts about my psychological life could I archive it
all in a packs wither made due extract life
weatherboarding good into system by now as Hippa spoke
it cost nothing but continuance the therapy. I had a
mental disorder far beyond as for reaching out for
giving opportunity to work and I imagined working side

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by side with Chris it

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was working
with computerized

programs where I would teach him first time around.

I lead each day with a cheerful smile with some areas of


confusion and I was happy about knowing one of my
students is making a little over nine hundred a month
which included his electronic debit card issued by
government for food.

He was a student, who was indulgent, with my inner


beauty. Too cute and the student was Chris. And today
was my last night sleep till a new school year.

I was all prepared start with new welcoming to the


class, a new family member my daughter to room across my
room couple doors down.

The classes I taught were technology and computers and


technology which made me think I can make more being
Italian ice scooper.

I had so much to choose plus more, youll get a handful


of cherishing to the love with my student. And when I

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feel his positive touch

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only change
of love with

my partner.

On how with the touch of positive a marriage with


student is a tasteful from beauty to neck and to the
touch. I found in you, now feel me which loves myself
with Chris licking me good nights I was thinking.

This was the year to prove what is right and tell to


others I will make Mr. Right think and rethink on how to
get it on for good life that involves us naked.

I have built trust, he will never prove me wrong for I


am right? What do the whole experience bring kept
running in my head believe whats told as this was a
response of continuing book with trust factor out truth.

The bond was the set freedom I had tell with no record
it was story about trust. He thought by owning third
share of single father brother in last partnership was
third share. So third of profits his father thought not
nine divided parts working twice as hard or more pay
would bring new ideas to flow with ideas starting own
business one day, he felt that what comes it would not
be harm and doing what third of cousin Joe and Joesph

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and Guyp for challenge

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but showBecome
sign of taking

business with his son being grateful for power of dollar


made of works.

No doubt he worked but felt high school he wanted eat


out more times then usual and his friends so called made
him buy their dinners. He would use the top money and
his knowing if was he that honor the shame in solitary
moves of not knowing what reality was all about how it
worked with always finding ways out do a system, He made
cup chart where pricing made ease. He made the tip jar
too.

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Chapter 16: Reflections Of Love

If a hug is arm reach, as for love thats amount


procourage bringing reflections. Knowing youre in good
hands that will prosper all day and all night. For I walk
with feeling on my chest from hug I received and asked
from Chris to bring in my life at a very special moment.

I really feel shame, I do not always make it a habit not


always I am pleasing to the touch, and knowing great deal
what is to come ahead of time. I am honest and I could
see a relationship with Chris undergoing hard times
seeing both his Papa and Grandpa adding my Grandma
passing away with years worth talking about.

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For myself on what keeps me going is everything with


ones feelings that cause me to think. I will replace
each thought as a one action with a call of shots on how
deals with pain. Planing out the due time will show my
respect and become worry and pain free.

It made me feel if so I have felt the need to be filled


with encouragement one way or another. For the most part
I welcome back graduated students and with a ceremony
with achievements from community to the classes I offer,
and with what have been out of whack see him arrested,
where I taught leadership.

To achievements the class with a main question, would


in long run would I feel awarded should it be nontechnology courses I should seek. And trust you will do
nothing but learn and advance yourself as you embrace a
world with social media and technology as for now
wanting be set forth a cousin to who worked in business
and the brother can start path well respect ones true
personnel information.

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I had no verdict and yet I had no fear. I was lead to


Chris, and he is whove I want to share life with to
make love too was learning faults had its headway from
tears to beers, and to cheering up his years with
knowing he has myself in his heart desires. As I was
wanting me on Easter for wedding ought make due in
progress.

I will be here of telling and I will be with my dearest


mighty power to maintain a healthily eating habits and
hugs to all my likeness with Chris. From both sides we
will live a mysterious family.

He is Chris that understands he was all trying love


myself so much I have to say he was a monkey animal
fellow of evilness when he lost him.

Yet still have no impressed talent, he but nervousness


knows butterflies a bit like computers with data about
computers and how they work. I really like Chris so much
and since the questions of rights remain salient. I
offer no attempt to place a verdict this year.

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Let freedom ring and here I sing I will marry Chris
ought to be me to make due for this applying behaviors
due make possible with telling truth likewise like I've
done already.

It began to become cold start of Spring with seasons to


think about celebrating a romantic Fall thoughts be
warmer intertwine, I was very cold outside this early
morning sunrise was waits time of travel. And I have been
okay as safe as can be.

I had nothing but fear dreading down only snow and


slippery road conditions and I had some time to spare and
I had thought about making a mix on my iPod which he gave
as present this morning with Bill Nye Cience Guy with
clip Probability.

The years I had some curiosity and parts of each year I


had off in us had adverse effective and on knowing the
medication is working, and is where I had no work or
chance say if no school functions.

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I had contentiously left with my child curious about
Chris and he haven't had thoughts about my life
successful business of Center-Brook Connecticut. And
mostly was stressed at technology getting easier and
easier use on everyday use of life.

Where I live in past I had a lot of snow to plow as well


my life never really stopped. I had so much work with so
little time. What if he lived with me raised questions.
I knew it would all work out.

Chris adores my chores in my little small town, Essex


Connecticut. And lot days went by and I could make him
fall for some nastiness at joking we are ones drinking
no after ten years of not seeing him. So I thought I
could fill of big wonder for a big smile on his face say
take me to a bar with music Easter week.

For love tenderness I will conquer and be with days


forever months to years of joys with action of spirit
that on my mind, and that has brought joy. Where I put
joy is onto others as you know I want be treated for my
thoughts.

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As the thoughts aroused overtime with healing with


writing and urination I may preconceive as forming
thought is where we take our thoughts will lead to the
foundation, walls and roof like stable with my thoughts
in beginning of time precipice as God creates good
dwelling on evil of intervention of to good test a
spirit received.

In which hospitals put me on medications which I did not


refuse and kept quite its hard explain why love is
endless words and amazes me your reading nothing but
true story with approval feelings two make one.

Ive conquered the feeling for thought true comes a


story unfolded. He understood me well for my well-being,
when we make up well have sex alone time as alone time
time with intimacy comes a time of yes bring me a coffee
to work if having a job, I kept saying myself it will
get better overtime and today as he will make a wish..

And I say Im fulfilled of warmness with thoughts that


was remaining active that is to be come a goal driven
woman with my likeness of a student.

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With years with Chris, I know it is true he got the


clue and I love you but will tell you through my body
and through my mind body and book I love you so much.

The school functions and time management went well. It


was my life to be at every concert of my daughters, and
with the formal student Chris for all this coming up
years ahead to go to the concerts.

I thought it felt that there are fundamentals of


learning tools of living life. I had some days he was in
tears but with some insane and some nonsense showed what
was true likeness.

And true love is set to be a winner with successes and


of others like Chris as reflection by editing his story.

When I had to control on how far on limiting myself to


spend with my others knew what is the deal. I been
writing for months to years, days till nights which
pulled forward liking Chris. And Boundaries from the
formal student Christopher who I call Chris.

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I never set place but one that was not going stop me
from thinking we are in this court case togetherness and
brought good with rials prove innocence with Hippa with
writing.

But not a desire we need to go and get off topic and


being well let me understand Chris tried everything in
his might to understand I love him, as he remains true
to jury speak the truth did he after-all take away his
virginity over the clarity of us seeing each other on
web at ages where he was learning everything to being a
grown adult on Jerry Springer show.

Living in Connecticut for years has been known from not


know for any snow conditions in summer. The weather just
has parts warm weather with very few hurricanes. And we
get a various mixed weather conditions. The forecast
today was all about a cold weather in early morning of
summer.

About what should happen I have chest full thoughts of


pain lead by learning by technique of secret disguise
till this time is the end of summer.

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For the most part I had a somewhat mysterious past of


fun filled adventures of summer with my family and
friends. And my daughter was growing up to be cute with
kindness genes she got from myself the Mom who was
teacher at ages of his life wither in school or out.

Of my daughters life she was my priority make things go


right yet put Chris every second with everybody else on
queue for people are with my thoughts remained of
fashioned of spirit of I was ought to be propellent of a
reflection of equality of him behaving wanting be girl
of his dreams accepting him.

I tend to live for life and live it well but easily got
sidetracked with fulfillment of knowing he has the truth
when drinking who are his friends. I could endless say
what I really love with my life with one formal student.

While each day I spent, everyday was with my daughter at


school with a room down the hall from my classroom. I
thought about this life and sometimes I had my thoughts
with a little areas of confusion.

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I was thinking and I should live it up at my age. And


from Chris, I can achieve my life with happiness and
most of part is completed book for years of love.

I cherish close to my heart his story of true love. He


was the eye to my apple. And I understand I will live it
up my life, after school hours though summer to do
whats right with understatement I will smile a lot more
inside.

As I love you more than a bird needs a French

fry as with a warm heart sees a sunshine.

If I were a bird I would fly and you sing to you a song


with that this year I planed to have no verdict.

I was

clueless where and how I see myself eating out all the
time as calories goes up more we had burn and exercising
the brain was important as was energy he obtained with
carbohydrates.

By chance there will be change with whats happening


could make simple positive happiness reform where with
bitter-sweet love but with weather conditions of months
time I will arrange and think about starting planning a
wedding.

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And most likely fill with happiness with scent of my
perfume as for my life within having positive partner
Chris come fragrance Paradise.

It was my thoughts about a formal student to bring


forth-positive behaviors of a wedding while giving a
scent of goodness everybody will smell good.

But of what has left us to hate is the debate and


controversy if I should pursue and continue my student
relationship. But I am here for a healthy choice and a
changed life experience with a special student. I say to
myself if someone should see my image of life I would
get curious see his flashes of his boobies or wearing a
bikini.

I would hate see my life messed up with bond.

Yet I

had thoughts about Chris he makes me look positive in


the in-box and outlook and be-filled with my life as
beautiful memory we share with messaging on the phone.

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He is honest my formal student Chris and someone or


natural gone mortality wrong I will seek and look into
my chance to improve or give in when thinking everything
will be okay.

I will be there comes an energy compound is source out


of some force that seeks to one body. To be creatively
making known in writing I say a whole picture was based
on knowing what has the title of the world of woulds
could should on who I choose to be madly in love with
you who else can write so much about us being together?

It was easy remember the shadows by far from rapture


where it was close in his eyes during times if he can
see me do sudden movement of cursor lead to destroying
the truth of the town of my relationship involvement
with any guy I dated being place there like cookie
crumble and moved mouse on his touch pad which can see
us in public together sharing tricks of trade. He was
all about talking about protocols how track activity in
logs.

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My data plan on cell was with unlimited web for not


right or wrong will be placed as he respectably knew he
could write picture messages or email but felt I word
press charges mostly everything was on Facebook.com.

I just wanted Chris from start, which made it feel I


was only deepest companionship I dont want loose touch
with that everything is okay but to like me I would have
see you in deepest appealing to eyes of me beholding you
can I touch you.

You may run but cannot hide because youre the best
Chris. How I must to know what is right but wish he
understand patience is around the corner for a life to
be my husband Chris. I think about calling him my Pooh
Bear.

As you transform yourself you so should note to have a


sense to allow yourself have a low dosage of pain and
fear if you need may help and it is in my sendoff one
two to be realized in delmer of truth of school hours
when to call as I will call police and apologetic.

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I had been hurt in the past with so much amounts of hurt


with dealing with hurt, you will end up heartbroken at
first but later I live with fear and pain I deeply fear
of troubles between us now and then.

I am on medications because running thoughts of Chris


made myself cause delusions. That with experts in mobile
crisis contingently know myself in hospital and I use
senses that it could be good or bad throughout my life
and hospitality if I gotten readmitted for never feared
to say I want it now to bring it forth I will get
admitted eventually.

I think its a mystery when getting a chance admit and


getting not yourself. You just don't know who will walk
in as I always felt when admitted hospital people were
against me.

I made much success and I had not doubt mistakes of love


as entitled forever with Chris oasis. It was stumbling
throughout lack of strength and dosage. I was starting
to feel a panic feel like it was feeling forever and he
loves myself so much till this day and is possible.

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As for what came possible is welcoming somebody in


family and he was the student and all his family over
time. All I really want to make it last with his
encouragement for better years are the passing of the
days hours minutes.

What the world offers you is a prize possession and


where you cannot judge because you'll feel down you
loose karma if you set forth attempts of the unexpected
behaviors of what brought fear but aim to win. I just
give it away so quickly love and happiness as life one
big raffle seems go behind scenes of being nude on how
effort took us to make up for years loss rather ahead to
Chris not taking a chance by day but sought day by day
to be seen and having today a completed drafter of 2015
book as gift for his birthday.. and my birthday in
March.

But when you say something you want to say to someone


when its text with landlines saying clear CLS meaning
blank screen black, clear screen. You take it personally
and away but for granted it was Chris with a peace
welcoming and offering a life spent with myself.

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We both ought to live life differently and wrote about
life with well that was challenge the effectiveness of
remembering the miracle pill he was to write. It was
suppose to promote good health and will the way plead no
verdict for all respect he has given me a chance to use
to advantage.

And it was getting closer and closer till the date of


the verdict from the judge has a say on when we can
talk.

I would not be mistaken or taken for granted but here I


am useful to myself as an icon as for opportunity.

Well I have been clear minded for the opportunity as


said for peace comes trust that won't be long a year
time and today writing a missing you on my post it notes
with story of this writing that was based on creativity
of truth of love acceptably with true behaviors of no
missed a trial.

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I looked over messages he wrote when he were high in


spirit and being famous. I dwell for you student
Christopher. For Chris with my family encourage each
other to push endlessly to reach longevity hopes is a
good life being beside you.

Where I live life well spent with spending life together


as a couple could heal my heart away that maneater.
Knowing a reflection of who left my heart in time has
now a kindness of my spirit.

And well for myself classes go well teaching and working


together with students. I would collide and could create
a community that came or could say that we are a group
taking classes that will become easy for some students.

A granted target making clear statements that the


careers in the technology world is how much successful
If when, I will statements ought have been known with
recovery classes he shared to set boundary.

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Learning all you can, doing your best but who I handle
others to learn with peers and myself for last resort.

It was my job to teach myself first eye corroboration


for my lover getting compTIA A+ certification which
caught my heart to warmth knowing he can get paid from
30- 50+ dollars an hour. He wanted be my lover for life
so badly.

I enjoyed keeping warm under my sheets at home. In the


forecast of this season, we had a flood warning and it
always has that feeling about having raincoat on but I
had a poncho and I was happy yet felt grateful that
today was morning with no rain.

I looked at the ground and realize, I need to reflect my


self as abundance of myself accepting this story written
up as I edit make the changes for the facts of our love
and here save the thoughts unfold an Easter wedding as
to keep in reflection of in which memory vagabonds was
honorable through believing in chances of its love that
brought reflections of our chemistry to strive to learn
and educate our relationship.

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Chapter 17: The Day I Make Love

It was moving-fall-short of rain rather quickly time


and moments near fall season with very little rain for
month is now. This weather forecast and fall season was
a season to remember with my life. I could tell a fall
season can make me have unknown behavior.

It made lead on back with regrets on my track for not


contacting Chris. I've made sure we made love through
good times that was unpredictable and unmeasured moments
that had moments no signs of hatred thoughts.

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For I have new thoughts and processes on way to perceive


being on track in circular motion and from what is
outside of his circle of trust are the circular tracks
motion going forward. I led on ruling and to be forth
not backwards I reconsider the facts. And my thoughts
perceived for these years were a shame but who am I to
blame for the life I live seeing attractions in magnets
from others

It was my 10 years teaching without representing myself


to court verdict that awaits trial. It was nice soon to
be a season to remember with climbing new mountains as
for myself as I thought I had a chance with Chris. I
will be a safe driver and I have positive virtue of
thoughts about making myself stay safe with positive
actions.
As for my life to the road ahead connecting successfully
I gave away my heart leaving trial filled with positive
actions thoughts has that this year to prove right and to
remember, I will make myself feel special and proud on
the day we make love.
I will be sure to point out my life in hands in future
for all this year thinking about Chris recalling never to
soon to fall in love with him. I forever loved his
knowledge but he calmed down a lot. Togetherness I feel a
forever and always to grow and that grows impact with
perfection of beauty came well-being from the beauty of
being a girl and with all respect sex behind with

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be profound
and easily
treasure

way beyond warm love to


when he had working attitudes of past.

My earlier days made myself soar, new thoughts to new


heights with new areas in my life. I come realize that I
can explain in for myself for thoughts with ordinary
fashion with areas of female malefaction that I am fool
desperate for love. With this year to prove right that I
am a powerful trusting teacher as for-who has highs and
lows, accept my behaviour move on all relationships and
let true love find it's way on book shelf and bookstores.
I taught all about manners and equal respect, which
became a duty to remain active to equal amounts of
possessiveness sent with abreast of free opportunity for
another day of sharing my attentions and directions that
followed to possessiveness pathway of love I found in
Chris. Leadership quotes got me thinking positive. Most
of which the love true became that positive actions which
came my thought process.

And everyday it seemed the same without overwhelming


positively thoughts I had with students, I cared for some
but few of my students made myself act like jack all
trades ill take care of their needs but their love
especially one caught my eye to my apple. The court
ruling is set to the same no contacting for any party of
my family and friends.
I rather think about myself as if I showed I am ready. If
my student and I taught as a couple with this year plus
more for this year plus be more be more prepared with a
thought as if I had a behavioural influential lesson of
love. It was true a true love always doubting himself.
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I will be a comfortable as a pillow that needs a rest but


hold on for better days of my life come to a peaceful
rest knowing he keeps a prayer journal.
Everyday seemed the same but filled with extra
possessiveness about what cried came out of each class
and day. With my student behaviours, I noticed students
he helped one each other out a day. And it felt nice
complete feeling of my life had so much possessiveness
and if Chris was around to help. I would look amazing and
do my best on sharing and caring on what I know best is
showing kindness and being polite.
For this year comes a crowd and all I do to say myself I
have this day plus more not to worry. I become
perceivable when I follow ones footprints and moments to
survey my story something worth reading.
I share my time but devote my time as if all you think
about what has been true, and what that pussy cat he be
girl who I had true feeling for and wanting know more on
what gone by and becomes a love and with possibilities.
With togetherness we will grow but I still love you, I
feel comfortable with talking things over with a thought
about goodness sake to love you Chris do you understand
its true love.

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There was always excitement and he paid prove right for
years he yearned a story and remained quiet about it.
Today was a great night for a drink but In been good for
months and years without drinking. We will both drink
shortly I hope see you soon Chris and. I very much like
see us together making whoop-y on today reading his book
almost at end of book to make pleasurable love to one
came another version of wedding dream scenario another
after wedding.

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Chapter 19: Better Part of Me


I suck on a jolly rancher as a thought about Chris with
all due and respect that was given me a long time ago.
Therefore about whatever was possible I became what I
heard Fazzino buying him movie tickets as a teacher
before grading on last day.
It was with who becomes better take on one positive
change new approach route of a root. I long to keep life
too. In a positive note I believe in with one direction
comes ones footprints that I am loved shown I love one
male Chris.
For the most part footprints are kept to show trials of
positive feedback when one leaves, and inside meaningful
life I shared one clue on why I like my formal student.
What led left behind was using his wellness toolbox which
to coherently had a tool for life creativity and growing
with value on creativity in court and computer thats
intakes the efforts required and purchase or make use of
time processing information of the misconstruction
orders.

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I miss some of my students especially one on my mind.
Chris fell in love with me and keeps the love going
stronger each day. I long take him on vacation, and treat
him with all good each and every night, And days well be
sharing the exciting news by end of year. And by end of
year he should be better for this year to make right. I
had not pleaded a renewal stand for this year.
I make learning fun it gets a positive life to see a
young adult succeed and have a motor skills to be
important with ones wellness and motivation toolbox. I
feel important when I learn from mistakes and get and
become lesson when I know my rights interested from
others comes with positive feedback.
I spent a lot of my time towards my students devoting my
time after and before school hours.
With my life knowing to you I was labeled, it does make
it hard to comprehend everything. But the learning from
valid experience we talk about and how I perceive life
that is which was hard to explain while worshiping moon
all I got to know I will publish on full moon from my
side edited version.

With life long longevity and directional of our


destiny of writing could undertake the spirit of man
creation to hit the market with invention of miracle
pill. Take on my partner as responsibility if
something should go wrong how to take it.
But I like to feel safe to extent everything will be
all right. I see a positive life together. Being a
young teacher it was hard living with budget if
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understand the tools in the class that

how make class


are expanding on everyday actions of oneself. To be
partly with bad remarks got to me. I really had
profits I improved my life with quality of work. I
had business and never thought about changing my laws
of attraction and flaws becoming better about purpose
of life.
My family is personally are exciting and I yearning
on my weekend time to talk about life and visit
friends.
I like expressing on how I want perceive a
relationship and I will give the word love a try to
one student who everyday puts efforts on relationship
he knows to blame is to bring forth is with and when
what became what I desirable to be with warmth of
with thoughts in reality came the bitch through the
awaking of strength and incredible amount of love
which brought when love pleasure of better parts of
mind, health and spirit yearning he bright evils only
love came to shew greatness or gratitude love all
life lovable with new last night.
As love is a story living is impressively neutral
with a likeness turns a life around where is pretty
am amazing people reach out for support to help you.
With what was yielding my desire that is ought to be
placed, its more like thoughts about staying single
can be beneficial saying a life is filled with all
possibilities from whom is a goal driven person crazy
who will take care of your needs. And I knows about
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After knowingly asking for forgiveness I asked for
others to respect of my wishes for today I would be
only one editing the book of love here in writing
brought a time some say love existed.
I have always showed a sweet side but feel
butterflies in stomach when very moment has arrived
but wearing something sexy with Chris all I wanted
for tonight. I want to thrill his world and put that
this is his teacher, where his life in jeopardy
though if he would of been contacts if by chance he
did not file harassment under Face-Book.
Putting that commands of respect youll know and
better learn so you will make it or break it with my
life. I have high expectations for things to do and
not to do.
The thoughts about life it will become possible with
a clear attitude that happens when you use manners.
Toward a criminal record or a life with record and
made it hard because with one of the students I had a
pending case. With all my desire I will be not be
hurtful but be here as if I became here as super hero
acting upon to be in a students life. And boy I love
his love when we gave through touch of body to body
through computer to body with hug and our code say
Im greatest, the boss the author as the teacher the
end to the love best of any given trial.
I feel you now here present with that hug as hoped
for longest years to be true or clue I really want
this to work with you and be worked on..

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But who knows a grown fact, he were single and boy I
want you still this day, just dont say I am not
going into your business for this year.
I am guessing he probably will act really smart and I
remembering the last kiss will be a kiss over my body
all over with his touch of lips on my clothes. While
thoughts about cuddling preconceived with one another
at night hasnt worked in past thats not so great to
know he stays up at normal time. I will not rush
myself going beyond my control of knowing myself
needed his love with me holding back the truth it was
meant to be.
For whom I love is headway process with formal
student on my mind who had a superman default picture
on Face-Book, It is really important in my life about
making better decisions and students called my
kindness divine. Superman comic was my hero with lots
of Face-Book sharing Superman picture as he love play
as Superhero.
He was in love with my family visits on Facebook.
I live life knowing I am brave child of my life with
much but little fear. My daughter taught me fear is
little when you owe yourself chancing correct the
wrongs in life which he chased out-casting on howtime around the clock made due for gone fishing fun
making wrong serialise numbers heading to my right
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That was all-good is the caused by attachment with no
boundary set and his determination between what have
been gone good had gone bad in past behaviors.
I say I read very little and earn thoughts by
reacquisition to determining the facts from fate of
facts to fiction alike. And I do not like being
earned justice. I served justice and that being said
I will not hurt any ones feelings only a like or
reply get a boost through pain a student suffers is
going to make him know Im here to make boost
righteous behaviors.
I let you know I am supportive awaits trial for
common thoughts of response for safe and sound in the
relationship to maintain life with ratchet of
rejoicing in spirits.
And with my motor skills for no contacting with
family and myself which my family and I love seasonal
rich beer. But I recall have sources of remembering I
wish him well and get better and well talk motto
skills, which can produce values to endless amounts
of joy and happiness.
I have lots of words of encouraging thoughts and
produces by strength and what been full insight on
what has been perceived courage on what is excising
or not really understood.
And reality all about complaining and having
abilities expressed short life we live was hard
puzzle to make when doubting yourself.

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And I let freedom ring you know my flaws in which
brings and thought fullness to a key factors of
persistence is key.
When you think about it to be filled with arms of
honor I am not responsible about the plea for court
verdict because with no boundaries and set
discussion. I favor he will be restful this year and
know next year will become areas of hitting at right
spot if you know what I mean.
Ad with my story I know well do me in well most part
editing each day for a good moment is a moment to
endure life at it will remember what the good and
gone bad he fell in love on 21st birthday with his
past age sixteen making out.
I will be okay and for the judge
says and speaks in never the less
been thinking over and over again
hands to uncross my legs say I am
the possible.

has a final verdict


troublesome fear. I
I will make my
ready make ready

And with my thoughts I remained thoughtfully speaking


about rejuvenating my thoughts to positive outcomes
with my actions, to brainstorming ideas on paper and
about a story to make right and to be known.
I am a young teacher wanting relationship with
student who loves me more then anything. He awaits
trial with pending case which I felt is going end
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My family lives in a beautiful state Maryland.
For the town I rarely let everyday life to be a
problem but a self-learning technique based on my
defensive trials and tracks to offer myself as
publicity and advertising to promote a business.
But I have short business goals which I do not
advertise a yearbook ad for companies and businesses
I own. Chris wanted advertise my business it was cute
hear that he asked he wanted it be used to gain write
up. I refused in the entitlements with being short
with money.
From the moment I feel the love that started by
successful life sharing others ways as what you have
or what has to offer with dealing with fear brought
of in others the comment cards on Face-Book. Yes is
an expense use conscience to the originality of why
but you are what you owe to life brought quality of
daily tasks will bring positive outcome.
You bring enrichment quantities carry on to have fun
with the proud and joy spirit.
Thinking about booze or lack leadership which can
bring a partner gives no attentional or have a chance
with final verdict which on how you have to earn my
respect that you will say let us celebrate the good
with all to due the creativeness that came that I was
yearning out to earn trust and respect our wishes to
not be in contact.

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I have the thoughts of saying some kind warm thoughts
and actions, which promote job growth. And I am
aspbergers, not having manners to know how to act
togetherness with a kind heart set values daily with
kind sharing and receiving actions and adjectives for
my actions of caring for another was kept minimum in
females in males like Chris it had adverse effect. He
gave large amounts of care and supportive attitudes.

What is up for the challenge is being of a proud


child with us wither of being parents or for student
who undertakes it is at fault when found failure you
realize the love I see is through Chris with a
positive note it meant to be shared as a memory as to
youngster to love Chris sharing the positive
attributes.

In favor will not talk negative but nor have positive


goals as in the classes I create to students and
community. I was the little town flirt, which only
Chris can speak of great cheer with holiday old
cheer.
I say what becomes safe becomes safe with values
about choices with my life with who I lived with my
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My neighbors are great people and I who are American
originally from Europe. For myself I am half German
and Greek, I think of ways possible work out a
relationship, unlimited ways of thinking staying
positive writing and editing the true of feelings
which is a daily of task of thoughts and actions I
share to the class as the sources are ways possible
to be or in with becoming successful.
At Christmas is a time where my emotions run free
with a desire to be filled with joyfulness comes a
peaceful spirit followed by rules of my values. The
values which is be kindness and be okay about
situations. I usually play my Neil Diamond on a
compact disc early to mid December.
I do not like it when someone looks for love in
memory lane. My town and wrong places I give others a
clue, I like making profit as to Chris was to
maintain composure and happiness.
You will be in a better state of my mind if you hold
your chin up with a smile when you ought see us in
public married.
I raise to appreciate bad habits that is of smoking
and taken a heart for guaranteed that followed and I
brought my affectionate side with ones I can help and
later in life I plan on talking to Chris today. If he
cannot quit smoking well make sure well compromise to
a positive attribute.

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From side to side my body was not my weapon. It the
comfort zone saying courage will save the best for
the rest to defeat from others harm with a circle but
with no harm enter-lap. Though l live up life to
remain true be the best you can be all will create is
a debate.
To ones I love I remained singled with so much
thoughts of better days were ahead. I was knowing I
will be honored and ask myself to sink into marrying
Chris, my student who I have an orgasm with feeling
he is the one who is a little sly ma-goo devil.
This is a time I await final trial verdict if he is
talking it serious enough earn my qualities. I really
felt Chris was the one.
The first two years of teaching reflect personalities
of one song or two. I cannot make up my mind, but I
have reflection of Blonde Tide Is High song and the
songs from Neil Diamond to sooth my emotion out with
happiness and smiles from good holiday cheer.
But if somebody gives me a mix I point out what the
class likes and they love the Eye of the Tiger in a
play-list mix by which my student made.
With long-term learning skills playing music can
produce a network of students while working together
could boost moods and emotions as mentality being of
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I began remember I was ought of finding to be of
divine courage of learning techniques to sooth a
hearing voice or gain opportunity. With learning I
can run the show I can run wild and be free of music
and songs of a mix on a compact disc which a student
made me couple years back.
He was student who students called him Hot Sauce it
was his nickname. Yeah he was Chris, I had blurb it
out.
I know my with knowing rights could go right aboard.
My thoughts and for my actions, to set sail which I
say, there are positive actions ahead of time.
Where and when I been here is of an action planning
of caring for one another especially to be hearing
out ones feelings, I built a trust on a student in my
classroom. And some despite that what I wish for a
life filled with kisses and sex from that special
student Chris.
I have some troubles it was some thinking how do I
make me feel like a loveable person which could hit
Chris up on phone and making me feel naughty was how
I felt but never came true from my end I had to keep
safe.
When love hits with troublesome behaviors aroused
during trial of error I worried and hit rock bottom
as for why despite everything was what was ahead.

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For what was ahead is of getting there was a struggle
on my socialism on reflection of my image of my life
to that represents himself to become to be kept worry
free and drama free.
I was in the year teaching technology with teacher of
high class who lived with was without rules. I ask
you just do not be cruel and obey the rules. And I
dressed as a reflection of my life with my
personality and love each day more and more. And I
have feelings towards a student.
I thought I would accept him but remain silent he
heard my voice and it was an illness and let the
judge hold a verdict. Yearning for years of
creativeness express he to know be respectful is
earned my love.
I have given up on the case but I know well-hit rock
bottom from the heart I know why deserve it love and
attention. I never said it but I love my student
Chris so much I learned he rested when he was tired.
He posted on Easter a version of his story for I
consider it was meant to be.
About my life I can say I became filled with areas
knowledge happy thoughts which makes me think I will
be ideal as a counselor but with drive to explore
software made me think I could teach how use it. I
was the technology teacher for an intermediate school
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Knowledge and happy thoughts make myself feel
important and much of being very happy was feeling
comfortable about making me express feelings about
treatment. I reconsider options where are solution
and a try enforce for a negative action on borderline
yet hurtful thoughts on who makes me important less
spoke with actual actions.
I am major impact on a child life about how I acted
with students and life meaning I tended be jealous of
his life which remained editorial edit of a book with
revision heading towards reader being part of this my
Easter wedding week with sweetness came book.
My colleagues will say I should enforce a conduct
with a police officer of Chris' consent. As to make
me decide better worse about situations if I feel
safe about life with thoughts about what has been
said, but for now and then I feel less paranoid.
Asbergers is arts of options, during any given time
when two collide, its true love that required effort.
And every second, minute, hour, day, week, and month
we have chance to hope to defend our love with court
orders make all things possible. Put aside I let the
student suffer during a crisis happens I let him or
her become better with thought pattern not assume
anything and wish well and leave with footprints of
behaviors of wow you need accept a relationship with
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He is realized he has followed a trial find my love
as each trial was a verdict based on his jury of
justice.
Its coming to end the end and trial closing with no
budge and remarks led with life sentenced no
contacting but considering the court did verdict with
due previous years. He has attorney and we are in
trial pending case of harassment II.

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Chapter 19: The Ending

r. Fish is my pet fish who is gazing at the

classroom. On my work desk he sits a beta fish giving to


me from Chris with the flashback I had. I was thinking
about making candles with my daughter and formal student
Chris. He was the love of my life that loved yellow.
That I hug care and support for my long years lives in
his trust I feel comfortable with him now to this day
its okay to talk about an obsessional so called true
love.

Each day is a dream after dream that can be chased with


negative to positive attitudes.

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And I was to help find it hard to teach, all I do is
worry about formal students when if something or someone
could go wrong or right about how to achieve life goals,
brought my life to become him making and feeling whole
again as when it was me he met and I could not easy
forget all happiness.
I fill every slot with efforts make me better person
writing a story about my life teaching is by far a chance
you will be amazed by true love and what it has to offer.
On the flip-side how a young minds take and pick up life
that takes encouragement to wake up, I rather
autocratically cause no correction of a love so deep that
put into work brought into a kind up-roaring spirit of
sweet behavior about obsession. My student who loved my
personality was obsessed over me.
For many I told many I was interest but only my student
knows whats up. Yes I like 80s 70s music and today was
thinking about beholding a LP vinyl of a Blonde record.
What happens at any giving moment and having from granted
feelings ought to be place life in kindness spirits. I
see without knowing. How a hurtful some students are to
other students without courage shows it they lack courage
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A kindness retreat you will succeed to show support, a
pyramid of my student reflections of what it takes marry
someone single made today feel awesome and loved that
nothing could go wrong.
A daily action route I take, I always teach with good
intentions of warm feelings. About feeling happy abreast
my motivation skills are not always followed through with
knowing my rights.
He faced stress on symptoms of a roller coaster. He well
played in my head that is music symbolized our love while
we all work through period to period to understand it
could have meaning some of songs I liked.
I have nice flaw weeks distractions of students who fall
in love with me. I make life better today better tomorrow
better week, better month better year. I got you inside
my heart tucked in but know nobody will put you down. I
live with simplicity. With no hard way out from trouble,
I was locked up rather then looked upon in my bottom of
my heart for I love myself for student Chris.

Golden rule is life was with loaded transactions you send


annually as action brought kindness you want live for
treatment on ways you want to live life profound ways to
take the good in and let go aide to you reading by fly by
with word of wisdom at standpoints leaving life leaving a
trial of positive remarks.
And solutions are ideal everyday seeing students fall in
love with myself, and I get nothing but infatuated
thoughts with unlimited true facts it was real.

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As I
fear
full
held

grew I noticed but yet held to think I worried and


that something will happen though out my life where
of beauty and charm are caring for one another. I
against me marry Chris he was always on my mind.

I felt pretty bad on how I treated Chris and I am about


how I want to pick closing remarks of choosing what the
action destination put on track before headstock of
truthful behaviors to being in bitch-craft saying what's
true.. I want see a grown up man that understand how I
feel I am loved, with remarks we understanding I need a
source of warm people to collide and get cast out with
positive remarks.
I must find out if the single thought process works, but
more likely I will chill I hold a grudge to deal with
smelly under-age drinking smell and of smoke insight
fully speak by pass of behaviors breaking of the
classrooms rules and was debate to hold a date because I
did not really know he could change.
Everyday somehow with routine and for guiding my circle
requires track boundaries. If once brought wrong will
bring wrong with inner thoughts left behind days, being
with warmth of going wrong to many will make room to make
it worthwhile feelings of a warm embrace of his words and
thoughts as brought light and human feeling knowing I can
achieve more with being together in a bond being inspired
brought four years of curiosity.
I rarely say that life teaching for over twenty years has
a key but is uplifting to life treated like a key out of
turn but replacement and was not clear but key to
function with sexuality that would be eventually with no
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smarted Become
him as lookOne
life will get

He felt Mr Gibson out


harder use knowledge at moments to be right and when your
right you can express in reason its okay to dismiss but
next time it be twice as hard to undergo again or made
simple based on factor his classmate wrote time to speak
she did not study but he felt he had do same he wrote as
time went on that day after class to me I felt that era.
If some student as note was close say he has been there
for better or worse in writing with truth. Its like I
heard his voice and he would type what areas I wanted
like I had been sentenced life to heaven to be reborn
from enemy now brought no denial and sin seeing life
again be formed next to me.
With positive note my behavior is controlled, on all due
to respect. While I put awhile all due respect I set
aside getting there is difficulty that time and takes
practice and that targeted person makes the world go boom
to bloom. With a beautiful soul I take as a mate you make
best of love Chris.
The court will be judge ruled in court with some verdict
is a positive note I will be safe or undergo I is safe
route. I am a teacher a person living a life that has
replaced. With me I will be thinking about possibilities
sincere desires for Easter wedding with Chris at Circus
hotel in LasVagas or Italy on his birthday wearing zebra
pajamas with him.
About the details and emails know I am loved and cared
towards people I meet in public and school. I have some
areas of confusion about my wild card capabilities that
turn into conversation but to shows it hard to live.
Through monitoring behavior that about a write up is not
over but enjoy all that was easy on a positive note I
been giving information through course of life.

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As with difficulties and I have a positive attitude on my
outlook. On life toward researching family history he
knew it was I the flirt of all I endure in life.

When you are on top of your chart presented clearly about


what you want and what could go wrong was not said
informally. What can be on a positive note card of needs
with life which can be handy and gift of receiving and
giving in was giving a chance that be himself he who
finds fault is meant I will show up if thousands reasons
why our love needed his workmanship of credit from fault
to do what matter the most to say I did the work or half
work I must continue for an amount of life to see where
it goes it goes where I go I go but together meant
forever as he was forming a version of himself to fly
with all formed sciences with delusion..
And people who take one drug happiness in love could gain
a natural high make you advocate with years of
possessiveness from benefit from the one drug or
medication.
My mental status is about what makes me silly but it
takes several amounts of possessiveness that he can put
shattered my raising questionnaires of challenges in hand
to hand of saying here is courage roaring without knowing
much about difficulties brought us here.

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I had a helping feeling I thought a lot about my formal
student and so much thoughts and questions I could ask
myself for most if I was ready tonight reading past
11:11:11 intact was 1 hour 11 minutes 11 seconds I made
on this page which I was steady reader reading on this
page.
And each and everyday I can share my thoughts and share
a smile with milestone one to due respect with a child
with life I faced frustrating as seems. I had thoughts
about Chris and I was patiently being happy with him it
was hard to communicate with him within time held-down to
say I loved him all this time.
And to be about true feeling you need work for money and
you dont spill all out with all and I put a restraining
order against you.
I felt I was ready while not pleading this time around
while I gave very very known fact that to little
information about life and where it grew with direction.
How can write a lot while it spoke about the man behind
creation out about my life. Chris was not nosey and he
kept a love to be loyal by writing in all times of the
day.
I want to understand for which we look upon making myself
self worrying less about better figure out situations to
lead a trial of faith. But I leave positive verdict in
story before for a weekday is over, without kindness of
thoughts and lost causes with nobody answer was
frustration.

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Therefore a lot of my time was about using positive
feedback making yourself control the goodness for
goodness sake. I can become the fool but I know who I
love and ones love of courage from inside to try again
and again.
But who am I to blame Im cold and under my sheets. But
for my personification from a starting become day time
dreamer is a target with no control guide with my oh my
goodness how can one to blame, when you think when you
see a knife in dream world take it as needing buy one.
It means he looking at my profile or of interest with me
being baffled to end interesting feelings completed of
by-standing truth if the day was interesting brought
feelings towards Wedding comes glancing at each other for
this week made possible join his life this week.
What actions must I take knowing yourself to know but he
who ones try correct my wrongs had you been through a
thriller of thoughts of not trying becoming stressful but
give significance enough lead you on to find one but to
many as bitch-craft at stand points.
As it was my beliefs being a good witch and cure to be
with Chris my life was being motivated by Chris here
standing my sex was within him.
Which I will make you smile when puzzled why I love him
which is one language, a smile and story about us. We
know a smile means happiness in moment. Receiving smiles
was ways we express and better present ourselves.

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Life in general brings withdraws understands amends of
treatment and making myself speak about my life at ease
with no difficulties it undergo a life with proving right
to myself write as a life with teaching with chances
going far beyond a potential understand love is true when
you release it was him the lovable one.

At legal claims the Malefaction, is when you trigger


positive behavior. In fact many asked how did it make you
feel as being a teacher most behaviors that would become
a push off for couple of days I will get back to you
nothing came across and let judge rule with ignorance,
but soon enough made someone could go crazy as he waited
for trial.
Like I that got hint smile everything will be okay I
could make us in a story about true love and hidden
pleasant smiles without a language problem, with a
special or super static moment of charge with care which
had stability.
Where I go your motto comes in self-wisdom but not
getting the attention theirs nothing but arms worthiness
of coolness with my reality I shared with my formal
student.
When you have positive thoughts, and where no return for
hostile life of a lost life. I was disobeying and being
cruel in a case knowing whats been said without having
been heard about whats wrong baffled to be my thoughts
in constructive ways?

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How can you help or hide when all you can he or she does
for you, knowing what is right and what is wrong without
being said or something has gone funky with positive
attitudes, has brought fear.
Fear has no worries as I feel numbness throughout my
body I was outside making with family of friends that
were older and retired. And have a pet dog. He admired
hearing about and seeing pictures on Facebook I posted
brought my love to the web.
I was here with life with smiles my foundation my motto
for a world so kind. Welcoming the class To Care Share
Club. As classmates and staff members I share technology.
When I doubt myself I show if you know what mean if not
a formal student chooses to help another succeed, I
become healthy and with appreciated my life social
skills.
Laughter and humor was important with my life and makes
you see life with ones you reach to a positive unknown
trust factors. So you will get an incline of people
concerning you or be in a pissed off mood if misconduct
takes place.

As client with health providers I lost without some a


boost of sexuality a day where I hunt in what reaches for
Chris, and I still deserved best and with healthy choices
and socialize with knowledge of my life being safe about
showing true colors of beauty.

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If you get hurt most inside I gave an opportunity to make
up and mostly realize who can bring better was better
with held remorse with professionals calling in before
set planned behaviors when if rebellious of which you are
up with put forth stigma youre on top of power of a
mighty individual you make of yourself and bizarre
thoughts may happen, its okay feel down and lost.

When some of us think over and over again and again a


delusion manifest of individual life. Chris under the
pressure took those challenges, he takes consequences as
for a trail knows it will be okay to this day together.
If you have to wait show great honor then wait he felt
with life precious moments theirs a single settlement I
ask for which is the hurt it brought to sue on my ex
lover behalf.
But I had no fear just being patient while hearing and
waiting for a love to come. And I would like to take part
as husband and wife. I previously took cruel new
pathways and in a rude awaking from past but for my 10th
year teaching at Portland was to have no worries. I
remain to be happy its almost here my love in arms at
night.
During days to call my home ready to get life
understanding a trial aroused is love here comes Chris
with other supportive friends.
I thought it was my best of ability accept Vecchitto as a
gone to make known to be the male to best fit him with
standing in public the good-works that it represents love
with kindness.

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As with kindness I welcome him to my house my student
Chris.
Hate is a powerful word rather feeling upset to explain.
I become a failure in having beliefs to renewal to no
achievement but get award of writing. I had my fair say
that included a verdict or some reason writing book makes
us get us all better as within writing.
And eventually happens defiantly being famous, and
obeying others with some acts of caring with actions as
in years leaded for keeping in mind spring is where
flowers bloomed and we had chance of a wedding on Easter.
I can go by where I keep on what has been said to inside
heart mind and for all I have spirit inside that will
guide me to you reading Chris for an Easter wedding is
the choice I make a write up say yes I am going marry
Chris. I will only send you a positive note but will
produce of a motor skill of talking to people.
People will see how a day going on his FaceBook.com
profile status update and what is the plan for dinner.
Its always a pleasure speaking to people see how their
day going. It is always a pleasure know a student can
learn ways possible go with knowing about a technology is
filled study to educate and grow and he noticed who were
his friends on birthdays.

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And I can tend not to show who ones to doubt and be
blameless being one unless it hurt you say we need to
upgrade which can make flow of class faster and easier
and the no cost business and school to hurt for money
when we do not work efficiently of mischief in actions
yet have intimations behaviors I should act upon.
My life found my reasons, I started taking my reasons as
to format the reasons to consider why Chris is still the
one with daily promises of being their often said to
Chris from police personnel.
I often feel a gentle touch but most saw many of life
goals are with a soft touch but Chris was hard to handle,
I lived to be spoken for life about with modern life
experiences, and nobody can take him nor me away.
I lead the heart to a wish that he who tries to prove
myself worthiness onto them has a wrong but to do what is
right in a manner that has way to produce my thoughts to
not knowing whats right and why people do obey rules but
undergo a verdict for another year through judge.
I am here blessed because I earn each day which I can
learn and grow while a study on how I feel with the
likeness that exist. The year 2016 around the corner and
I to live with someone special, I am crazy about Chris. I
will not let the world judge me and I know I am been
crazy thinking about him over and over again.

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And maybe so help as a professional authority figure
brought out his feelings but take it extreme to say
paradise here we comes the fragrance, Beyond Paradise.
I was the one having life with the personal skills we
live brought about others receiving and giving a skill at
use there would a time where you might once say its was a
little stressful, youre stressing over-about with my
life.
The days seemed to go on forever it came to a
misunderstandings and understanding far too much facts
are supposedly bring us together? About money, you will
have that target of where you want to work and person you
need care for life effectiveness was the past years to
this day.
I focus and strive subscribed one drug that will be your
behavior stop cybernetic life with warm thoughts with
mind that not intake negative thoughts. I say that
because really you need calm soothing side of comfort in
life then you feel stern and mighty with no race you will
say is race regulating to the finish line.
The mightiness with reason and then knowledge takes
learning whole new level. I had all next year with Chris
by my side. Let courage roar out motor skills with out
privileges that we hate like addition problems to some
folks of drug abuse.
Abusing on drugs or some area in life will leave you with
some life problems something maybe we pleasure teasing
risk you reading your behavior over with annually
submitting life areas of confusion. Importantly, I know
its not always good to over think about on ways to how
avoid out of a situation and read or watch others do the

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support line
of peopleOne
you can trust

yelling for you as a


to give positive improvement of statements of sentencing
to a act of fortune with myself as a teacher and being
with student.
I am all about a concern before an action is placed
having days awake say awake now reading past my bed time
was going to have a relaxing day tomorrow.

Life becomes positive with positive stress in everyday in


every-way to build in life protocol of understand all I
want Chris be easy not pushy. You are what you make of
life and felt if he had pictures in story I can recreate
them into something better or keep informed I loved him
very much with his efforts.
I make myself a small imagination about a kindness act, a
hug arm reach amount possessiveness of a day with support
and a good deed will make me smile.

To reach happy is making my co-workers and students


understand. The dark side is when I feel I am on happy
falling for smiles truth made myself became insane when
you picture out dreams that we under go with insane
amounts of courage and be filled with needs in some
likeness of becoming buddies.
For what I really wanted was a wedding happy ever after
that last our life to everlasting eternity brought
abundance to share with past family members I missed.
Distraction of a daily task I act to get edge off for
positive talk to a step forward command an image of how
you see life.

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Life is all about great adventures and pleasures which
came about the life getting better is for our
motivations.
Headaches are common ground questions raised when you
have something you try avoid, Life is about giving advice
to some and a must you know it will end up leaving us
hurt if forgetting my birthday was of sure knowing
something it had been delivered.
More or less you turn around a thought that becomes the
better side of life route you take not the right route
but uplifting what was to write knowing how sure you are
with a brain food for thoughts.
I want to explain as you can take courage to new heights
comes with dwelling a new pathway of a height but having
a monitor behavior could change the life where he stood
wanting more intimacy.
Smoking is no different then a capacity we choose as
normality to abnormality for me to marry a smoker I felt
guilt considering I may end up being a smoker.
Sometimes having a pathway well make you say I will get
well better out the ordinary to get away but this is that
right better part of me from better or worse. I am young
getting well better with feelings I can share.

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Stating earlier I am label says you will walk away. But
keep at it as is work in progress of a profound ways to
love for many years as was my dream, as I build up my
motor skills with more life responsibility making myself
with state income with therapy of pyramids of what to
eat, and under go strengths in process and correcting
right from wrongs with a stimulate get on with new
medications.
And I manage my health in ways possible with actions of
courage to be part of parts tracks to tracks get out with
possessiveness you will have a day off and I do not wear
myself out with enjoyment I get from each day I live
successfully with no regrets.
Some good of courage days speak of seek God for help of
troubled and try again tomorrow. Maybe if things work out
on what could happen is a happy face I can bring you be
sent that cast out your positive energy out but only be
you are responsible one sharing as you please about us
with facts in words.
For being yourself and responsible for my actions can
only see possessiveness on route ending of a book.
If something or someone finds love let the wild cards
play I rule of thumb love the warm thoughts being
throughout knowledge and circumstances. I could of been
repeatedly say he is the best suited for myself in which
should I take on to places and events with him but know I
dont get mad and I do not get along and involved with
his family and friends.

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Running is cheaper than therapy and I therapeutically
understand how you have a world that is helpful and
thankful.
Some other peoples thought and what trigger good it has
brought us here and a bad esteem, saying he was a student
must we know we have uplift ourselves set the take on
something that triggers positive action with adjective
saying what could I due to make or fake a dysfunction of
get better with conscience is for reasoning is for a
circumstance to drive my ending to heads for true trust
you deafeningly say is true at valid remarks for true
love be recovered overtime about loss of business..
Allowing myself as relationship to be in community and
students. I share thoughts and improve functions of
objects. I leave others curious with thoughts behind and
process to be with invocations of a better tomorrow and
rethinking life is brighter then most lights.
I can say he had delicious foods on birthday and is a
comfort for our bodies. Though we honor our food as
praise that says go ahead lets eat and grab bite eat
sharing thanks to be my lover and become wife with Chris
on Easter.
We all have life goals become some superstar thats a hot
shot who was called Smiley and happy he was for all that
happened on week of birthday. Awhile there is no clue
when something should happen and when I put all
remarkable thoughts with effort someone will realize ones
emotion side as Chris still does love me.

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For my emotions and attitudes with behaviors always was a
hidden danger with new medications. You are free to date
Chris is all keep running through my head but was not
true but I made that change I was free to date Chris. It
was passed by last Christmas and I was feeling blue. This
year I have a concealed thought that is wrapped by a
naughty act in the Easter wedding conspiracy peace
treaty.

Will you get a clue I love you and now I thank you your
one in a million who earns my life and body?
I never really understood but sending a sexy letter on
his 682 number that made me think about Chris and here as
if a person gave me life and encouragement.
I lead to go what is right to go on heart at Valentines
Day when he proved right, I was worth a lot with dozens
of flowers and thought fullness accepting my true love
from him the student.
He became positive with my thoughts as a positive thought
pattern appeared and I thank each day when he likes my
attitude for this year is headed for endearment of spirit
of joy to the world coming groom and bride happily
married on Easter.

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Of a life obtained by as I want a freedom the love to end
drama. As Thanksgiving is time I wanted send forth all to
a high spirit on this day. With continence as if he say
he will endure an eye to eye ear to ear and felt like a
shame how years have gone wasted, and I yet share how
successful I am in my everyday life.
To make known he or she knows will be known to acted
upon respectable laws and laws of attraction of limiting
the behaviors into one big gift as within book
publishing.
As if you tend to choose wanting a made by an assurance
of reasons. As if why it could be negligence as all I
write with wanting more attention. Would I ever gain more
interacting with the student in book as with commendation
if health workers fail here comes a great honor of
verdict.
Most importantly the wish to have wedding on Easter. This
was the idea within years conflict in new ending of this
story, If within somebody should be sure to say it is
true, it would be great honor to communicate properly say
his mother can like myself as to others say it be team
support.
I will be allowing him use judgment if there real friends
supporting his life with lost loved ones. I am sure he
will be part of metal heath programs which he will gain
support of caseworkers for marriage material lessons of
everyday skills from health providers.

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And at night I make due for the bright days ahead with no
word as absence of a quiet night sleep overcoming anxiety
with the limitations to sacrifice the truth behind all
from beyond being real to fear nothing with alertness.
I could fail or make believe as a fantasy were is love
comes miracles after its all over and choose live on the
memories, I learned as the teacher with the student is
part of a soul forever in heart while writing up no
tenderness love making in bed but to happy moments and
feelings share here comes us ready make points he likes
to live the moment of past to live where love always come
around when you start listen and question.
As with my idea of a teacher being with student with
pictorial life seems to have got a chance seen
information stored for future heading his life with
myself the teacher as possible share a young new birth to
carry on my years to look back no further. As time came a
moment slipped by and we look at each other as with we
will carry on new opportunity.
To not get lost but put a moment carry on to direct ones
knowledge in aspects if this is all true I ended up in
Arizona pregnant with Chris father of baby with wedding
to come our way on Easter. As being said from student and
teacher was meant to be forever and always sooner the
better.
Much faults and lies told to be true and instead of
looking back we tried to be known I lived in Arizona and
workout the relationship. In Arizona with my preteen
child and the student, who was taught by myself which
brought out the teacher of the formalizing heart wishes.

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I was in fashion everyday like magazine styled hair and
to be dressed up for a true day to remember. It was a
kind dinner with weather lows on a day to remember. If
you could be always with no insincerity my friends we
will be with no harm. Chris would never cheat.
May you respect the following book as caution with this
story and you will be with justice served no freedom of
speech to an illness spread through words as if I only as
we cannot contact each other.
Any moment is a chance and with the student as vision it
relationship and was an oracle with us in story with no
obtained life skills after the separation as longevity
took place of a stepping stone of directions that my
decisions will be final.
And I will always put smile to his or her face knowing
we both did best showing a positiveness of our potential
had knowing verdict came to end.
The story is ending now to look at no further justice
might we consider the year of the action of behavior lead
to fault with trial.
While it was worthwhile to see each other and fix errors
with corrections overtime it felt I was slowing down on
the captured heart feelings.
I was bringing attention with fix tools on any Operated
Statements of a case with positive verdict to prove
justice by sending an As if and I Will when
statements in a boundary.

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It seem ( as if he should go) ( I will be here make sure
not to forget post my number on websites ) likewise I
was dealing with feelings of confusion because everyday
he was in my heart that student of mine of past.
He would not call knowing and it was life that dealt with
cards. Mostly of your own cards, what you give is up to
you but don't mess up by demanding to change over someone
who is beautiful.
Most years it felt I had to see him be himself with no
friends and granted my wish come true which he did on his
free time which became a story writer.
Where there is justice their is true signs of valid love
scenarios of the ordinary to become one truth spoken
heading life new path to understand each other sonority
by security fraud of scam artiest like teaching findings
it was life finding is it true life can create a heart as
when with broken pieces on a possible way true feelings a
student had expressed in a story.
In this new ending when and where to fixable psychosis
unremarkable beauty manifestations of seeing her next to
me being my everyday life routine to wait for day we
connect as one successful attitude roadblocked with
knowing theirs enemies trying get with me knowing nothing
will not fear with what my personality like in fantasy
world of Chris with reading over and time again.

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Chris was the student who tricked action lead to
correspondence of a makeup for quick break of hour glass
of knowing well be with teaching each other how to
improve each day and with waiting when its over well be
all said and done with seeing you and kissing you all
over to myself the teacher. How much sand to fill? I'm
sad that its been decade of love.
Most likely salience of life will ought to make me happy
and with wild thoughts and truth I became free keeps the
heart knows I am strong teacher in book. I was acting
like it was my heart feelings in book to say it's true
love at a students life prospective of beauty of no
denial.
I spoke minimum but unforgettable beauty of teacher I
brought in his life and I know what I want and here comes
more to world to share how thankful I edited and made
clear its true relationship and here to say a happy
birthday with kiss awaiting to give him for all to ease
troubles to you hope this story was a happy story as
source of information you noticed about the love we had.

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It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from.


The ability to triumph begins with you. Always.
Oprah Winfrey (born 1954) American Television Host,
Publisher

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become a miracle to be married! I enjoyed writing
young and here stand by a story.

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