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6. Distractions
I made sure that every day was filled with some kind of
“Distraction”, so she wouldn’t bring the “Please, I want you Edward”
kind of pleas. I hated denying her what was so beautiful. All I could
do was wish I were a real human man.
Why? Well, because than I, Edward Cullen, wouldn’t need to deny
her what, I as a husband had to do, please her desires.
We went snorkeling, explored the small jungle on the private Island,
watched the sunset, swam, and we “tried” to watch a movie. Every
day I would notice she was tired enough not to ask. I knew she was
mad at me sometimes, but she easily forgot about it.
I am and will be a BAD HUSBAND!!! I am No gentlemen! I am a
Monster and a monster would hurt the people he loves! Dam it! I
thought. Since the beginning of our honeymoon I have been cursing
at anything. I have been and still am cranky. I have never been like
this. I have no idea why I’m like this.
Maybe cause you feel guilty. Maybe you want to feel this way so the
lust for bella’s body won’t make you lose your control? Just take a
risk. I now we both will enjoy it! The greedy monster inside me said
my head. I think I’m going crazy.
That’s when I heard the door creak. I looked up and I swear I saw
heaven or maybe just a glimpse.
For the love of what is all holy, I want you NOW!!!! Said the greedy
monster. I agreed with him for one second and then said in my head
No! That my fragile Bella. My mouth had been open and on the floor,
not long enough for her to see, but my eyes didn’t so she saw them
pop out.
She was wearing the most sexiest thing ever. She was wearing
something black and lacy. It opened from the bottom of her bra, it
had a matching thong and by god, I Know my member was asking
for attention at that moment.
Thank god, there is a book on my lap. Was all I could think of and
about her body.
“What do you think?” She asked, pirouetting so that I could see
every angle and curve.
I cleared my throat. “You look beautiful. You always do.” I said trying
not to be interested.
“Thanks,” She said a bit sourly knowing I “didn’t” care. You fucking
lair. Said the greedy monster. We both know WE want her. It said.
STOP! I demanded.
She was tired, she climbed in quickly and I put my arms around her.
She’s so close to you. TAKE HER!!!! I ignored that selfish monster
inside me that once only craved her blood, now it also craved her
beautiful body.
“I’ll make you a deal,” She said sleepily.
“I will not make any deals with you,” I answered.
“You haven’t even heard what I’m offering.”
“It doesn’t matter.”
She sighed. “Dang it. And I really wanted… Oh well.”
I rolled my eyes. Don’t buy it. Ugh.
“All right. What is it you want?” I asked.
“Well, I was thinking… I know that the whole Dartmouth thing was
just supposed to be a cover story, but honestly, one semester of
college probably wouldn’t kill me,” She said.
“Charlie would get a thrill out of Dartmouth stories, I bet. Sure, it
might be embarrassing if I can’t keep up with all the brainiacs. Still…
eighteen, nineteen. It’s really not such a big difference. It’s not like
I’m going to get crow’s feet in the next year.”

Why oh why!!! I thought we could finally be together equally after

this and now you want to delay it! Ugh. I want you every second of
the day and now you tell me you rather wait till one semester of
collage instead of after our honeymoon.
Then, in a low voice, I said, “You would wait.
You would stay human.”
She was silent.
“Why are you doing this to me?” I said through his teeth, my tone
suddenly
angry. “Isn’t it hard enough without all of this?” I grabbed a handful
of lace that
was ruffled on her thigh. Rip it, take her! Now! Said the greedy
monster. Then my hand relaxed. “It doesn’t matter. I won’t make
any deals with
you.” I said breaking the silence once again.
“I want to go to college.” She insisted.
“No, you don’t. And there is nothing that is worth risking your life
again. That’s
worth hurting you.”
“But I do want to go. Well, it’s not college as much as it’s that I want
—I want to be human a little while longer.”
Why can’t I be human once again? I thought. While closing my eyes
and exhaling through my nose.
“You are making me insane, Bella. Haven’t we had this argument a
million times, you always begging to be a vampire without delay?” I
asked.
“Yes, but… well, I have a reason to be human that I didn’t have
before.” She said.
“What’s that?” I asked.
“Guess,” She said, and she dragged herself off the pillows to kiss
me.
I kissed her back, but not in the way she wanted me to. Carefully I
pulled away, so I wouldn’t hurt her feelings, I cradled her in my
chest.
“You are so human, Bella. Ruled by your hormones.” I chuckled.
“That’s the whole point, Edward. I like this part of being human. I
don’t want to
give it up yet. I don’t want to wait through years of being a blood-
crazed newborn for some part of this to come back to me.”
She yawned, and I smiled. Finally.
“You’re tired. Sleep, love.” I started humming the lullaby I’d
composed for her when we first met.
“I wonder why I’m so tired,” She muttered sarcastically. “That
couldn’t be part of your scheme or anything.”
I chuckled and went back to humming.
“For as tired as I’ve been, you’d think I’d sleep better.”
The song broke off. “You’ve been sleeping like the dead, Bella. You
haven’t said a
word in your sleep since we got here. If it weren’t for the snoring, I’d
worry you
were slipping into a coma.” I said.
I haven’t been tossing? That’s weird.
Usually I’m all over the bed when I’m having nightmares. And
shouting.”
“You’ve been having nightmares?” I asked.
“Vivid ones. They make me so tired.” She yawned. “I can’t believe I
haven’t been
babbling about them all night.”
“What are they about?” I asked.
“Different things—but the same, you know, because of the colors.”
“Colors?”
“It’s all so bright and real. Usually, when I’m dreaming, I know that I
am. With
these, I don’t know I’m asleep. It makes them scarier.”
I was disturbed when I spoke again. “What is frightening you?”
She shuddered slightly. “Mostly . . .” She hesitated.
“Mostly?” I prompted.
“The Volturi,” I whispered.
I hugged her tighter. “They aren’t going to bother us anymore. You’ll
be
immortal soon, and they’ll have no reason.” I told her.
I knew she wasn’t telling me something.
I broke the silence by asking, “What can I do to help?”
“They’re just dreams, Edward.” She insisted.
“Do you want me to sing to you? I’ll sing all night if it will keep the
bad dreams
away.” I said.
“They’re not all bad. Some are nice. So… colorful. Underwater, with
the fish and
the coral. It all seems like it’s really happening—I don’t know that
I’m dreaming.
Maybe this island is the problem. It’s really bright here.” She
explained.
“Do you want to go home?”
“No. No, not yet. Can’t we stay awhile longer?”
“We can stay as long as you want, Bella,” I promised her.
“When does the semester start? I wasn’t paying attention before.”
She said with a sleepy voice.
I sighed. I started humming again, and she fall asleep.
I slowly climbed of the bed, made my way to the doors into the
beach.
It was nice outside. I made sure bella was still asleep, and stripped
down. I dove into the water. It was so warm.
Instantly I remembered our first night her. I replayed it repeatedly.
I needed to find a way to release my wants for my beautiful Bella.
Slowly I put both my hands down where I knew I needed attentions. I
moved my hands in an up, down direction. I imaged I was in my
Bella.
That’s when I heard my lovely wife’s heart beat slow down. I quickly
put my clothes on and rushed in my hair already dry. I didn’t release
my want for her, Now it was double the need.
That was when she gasped.
“Bella?” I whispered, my arms tight around her, shaking her gently.
“Are
you all right, sweetheart?”
“Oh,” She gasped again. Suddenly tears where overflowing form her
eyes.
“Bella!” I said—louder, alarmed now. “What’s wrong?” I wiped the
tears from
her hot cheeks with my fingers.
“It was only a dream.” she couldn’t contain the low sob that broke in
my voice.
“It’s okay, love, you’re fine. I’m here.” I rocked her back and forth, a
little too
fast to soothe. “Did you have another nightmare? It wasn’t real, it
wasn’t real.”
“Not a nightmare.” She shook her head, scrubbing the back of her
hand against her eyes. “It was a good dream.” Her voice broke
again.
“Then why are you crying?” I asked, bewildered.
“Because I woke up,” She wailed, wrapping her arms around my
neck in a chokehold and sobbing into my throat.
I laughed once at her logic, but I was concerned. .
“Everything’s all right, Bella. Take deep breaths.”
“It was so real,” She cried. “I wanted it to be real.”
“Tell me about it,” I urged. “Maybe that will help.”
“We were on the beach. . . .” She trailed off, pulling back to look
with tear-filled eyes at my anxious face, dim in the darkness.
“And?” I finally prompted.
She blinked the tears out of her eyes, torn. “Oh, Edward . . .”
“Tell me, Bella,” I pleaded, eyes wild with worry at the pain in her
voice.
But instead of telling me she clutched her arms around my neck and
kissed me with so much passion and need.
I responded in the way she wouldn’t like, by pulling her of me.
“No bella,” I told her in a firm voice.
She dropped her arms and once more started to cry again.
I stared at her confused.
“I’m s-s-s-orry,” She mumbled.
Kiss her! Take her! Now! The greedy monster ordered.
Instead I hugged her.
“I can’t, Bella, I can’t!” I moan.
“Please,” She said, my plea muffled against my skin. “Please,
Edward?”
Those two words shattered my resolve. I couldn’t take it anymore.
The way she said it, the way her voice sounded, I wasn’t want. It
was pure need. Discovering that I knew I NEED her too. I couldn’t
bare not giving in.
I watched as she cried for me, the need of my cold body joined with
hers. And I just couldn’t bare it.
I pulled her to me, our lips crashed as if they hadn’t for billions of
years. This moment was so pure of raw need and love, that I
surrendered with a groan.
We stayed like that for what seem eternity. Finally I pulled away so
my love could breath. What I saw made my body do things that I
thought wouldn’t be pleased. Her eyes showed love, need, Lust. Life
faded and it was just my Bella and me.
This was heaven. Or the gateway to heaven.
Slowly I began to lower us to the huge white bed. I wanted this to
be perfect better than our first, this time no bruises.
She slowly unbuttoned each button of my shirt. But I needed her
now. I ripped my shirt off. And then my boxers.
No time to be self conscious. I told myself.
She just stared at me, waiting for me to undress her. She looked so
sexy, I wonder where my innocent little girl went.
I tried to undress her, but I could see our need was becoming
unbearable. So instead, I ripped the lace of her body.
There, in front of my eyes laid the most exotic women in the world. I
took her in my mind, as a poor man whom takes food. I loved the
way her breasts were the right size, the way my hands fit in her
curves, and the way her body told me she wanted me.
I minute I’m looking at her, the next she’s on her knees kissing me.
The passion in the kiss was…
I don’t have a word to describe it so. I thought.
Slowly I brought my hand to her left breast and pinched it. She
moaned in my mouth. Every little sound she produced made me
grow.
I broke our kiss and trailed kisses from her jaw to her collarbone. I
looked up to ask her if it was okay and my lover nodded biting her
lip.
I took her pink nipple in my mouth and she moaned. Cautiously I
wrapped my teeth with my mouth and gently tugged her.
Meanwhile, my hand gently rubbed circles on her belly. She then
grabbed the hand that was on her belly and moved it downwards.
I looked up, to see my angle’s eyes, they plead for me to please her.
Then she opened her legs and push my hand to the small patch of
brown hair.
I, being the gentleman I am, panicked. I wanted to do this last time,
but I was afraid she wouldn’t want to. Now she did and that amazed
me.
I looked at her and she nodded. Slowly I began to rub her small
bundle of nerves.
“OMG!!! Edward, pleas…ugh… don’t… stop!!!...ever! She moaned.
Fuck! Need to be inside you now! I thought.
Slowly I began to move my finger up and down her sensitive skin.
So WET!
I circled her opening with my finger and gently plugged it in and out
of her, causing her to buck her hips.
The way she looked turn me on to fully power. Her eyes were half
open, her mouth was open to the shape of an “O”, and her face held
so many emotions.
I added another finger making her cry out in pleasure.
“Edward! STOP!” She cried.
I froze completely.
Did I hurt you? Fuck! I knew I was going to hurt you.
“What?!?!?” I asked.
“Calm… Down. K?” She said breathless.
“Okay.” I answered angry.
“Don’t be angry. I just don’t want to finish like that. I want it with
you.” She said.
“Um…Edward? Can I um… Touch you?” She asked embarrassed.
Silly girl. I thought.
I nodded and sat back.
We stayed liked that for a moment.
She looked like she didn’t know what to do so I showed her.
“Here love.” I said grabbing her hand, I place it on my erection and
moved it up and down. Then I let go and enjoyed it.
Warm! Hot! Damn! Sexy! LORD GOD! This is Fabulous.
I was about to come so I stopped her.
Slowly laid her down keeping myself in between her legs.
I kissed her in a passionate and slow kiss. I made sure all my
feelings were in this wonderful kiss! I felt human again.
How could this angle like person love me? How could she give me one of mankind's
most beautiful pleasures? How could she say "I do"? How could she give me her
virginity? How could she need me? How could she be destined for me? I asked
myself and I asked God to help me pleasure her, without harming my beloved. I just
wanted to be normal, to be equal with her. I was thinking to much when my beloved
reached between us and touch me.
Holy Shit!
That felt good! I knew she was growing impatient. I quickly pressed my lips to her
throat, so she could breath.
"Oh Edward... I need you so much... please get inside me NOW! She half
screamed/moaned.
I chuckled and answered eagerly. "Your wish, my command."

Her heart beginning to pound ferociously, she trailed her fingertips down my hard
cheek, over the thick cords of my neck, to my shoulder, then lower along the rigid
planes of my chest. She leaned forward and kissed my chest, my muscles contracted
reflexively. Heady with her newfound power, she kissed my small nipples, then
trailed a long kiss downward toward my waist. A half-laugh, half-groan escaped me,
and I abruptly rolled her onto her back, pinning her hands beside her head, my body
half covering hers. My tongue plunged into her mouth, tangling with hers, plunging
and retreating in blatant imitation of what I wanted to do to her with my body, and the
fire that had been building inside Bella exploded into flames. She pulled her wrists
from his hands, which of course was done with my help, wound her arms around me,
and turned into my arms, returning my drugging kisses, stroking my shoulders and
back, moaning with joy as my mouth touched her breasts. So lost was she in the desire
I was skillfully building in her that she scarcely noticed when my hand reached down
between her thighs until my fingers began to explore her intimately, like she'd showed
me. Clenching her eyes closed, she fought back waves of embarrassment and let
herself yield to the exquisite pleasure my knowledgeable fingers were giving her.

We came at the same time. Slowly plunging into her depth. I was growing anxious
now, waiting for the supreme pleasure this women could give me.

Nothing existed, not even heaven nor hell. Only us, giving each other world and in
return we showed our selves what life and love were all about.

I didn't want to rush our reunion. All I wanted was to greet her as the most beloved
angel that ever lived to see, hear, taste and experience what love was all about. Not
the sex, but the wonderful love we were making to each other. Then it was silent
except for our breathing and my lovers heart beat. I was interrupted by a very loud
scream and the feeling of the walls around my member compressed.

"Edward... Oh my... GOD...I'm Cuming!

As soon as she said that I felt myself spill in to my beloved's body.

I felt peaceful, almost a tired like feeling, I was here when I wish I could sleep.

Slowly I pulled out off my personal heaven and kissed her.

"Sleep my love, and I'll be here when you have awakened." I murmured to her.

"I love you Edward." She said in a tired sleepy voice and slowly drifted to sleep.

All of a sudden a wave of worry, pain and disgust hit me.

Quickly I checked her. Nothing. Nothing. NOTHING!

She was perfect, there were no bruises! My beloved and me had completed our task
without her getting hurt!

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!! MORE FUCKING NICE

SEX!!!!!!!! SEXSEXSESXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEXSEX!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!
The monster within me yelled on top of his lungs! Yes I was happy and yes this meant
more love making!

I slid off the bed and ran outside, I looked up and thank God, For making me care for
My Bella without hurting her.
I went back in bed and was astonished by th site, on one side laid an angel in flesh and
on the other side large wood chucks were scattered along the bed and the floor. How
in the world did this happen? And then I remembered, while we were in our intense
and passionate love making I put one hand on the bed board. Holy Crow!

All night I though and came up with the Idea that if I could channel my energy to
something nonliving my angel would not get hurt.

In the morning everything was quite, well except for Bella's breathing and heart beat.
Bella was spread out on my chest. Right now the only feeling I had was of happiness
and of being proud! I thought Bella is going to feel guilty today and I gonna play with
her. I took my arms and unwrapped them from her and put them behind my head.

Suddenly Bella's breathing and heart beat started to become normal. She's wake.

Don't fake I know your wake! I thought. I made my face emotionless.

She pulled herself up on her elbow so that she could see my

face better.

“How much trouble am I in?” She asked in a small voice.

“Heaps,” I said, but turned my head towards and smirked at her.

She breathed a sigh of relief. “I am sorry,” She said. “I didn’t mean… Well, I don’t
know

exactly what that was last night.” She shook her head.

“You never did tell me what your dream was about.” I asked her.

“I guess I didn’t—but I sort of showed you what it was about.” She laughed

nervously.

“Oh,” I said. My eyes widened,the thought of my Innocent angle having exotic sex
dream was something that turn me on, and then I blinked. “Interesting.”

“It was a very good dream,” She murmured. I was still to stunned to comment on
whatever she just said.

“Am I forgiven?” She asked.

“I’m thinking about it.” I told her.

She sat up, trying examine herself.

She moved very quickly and fell down back on the pillow.

And said, “Whoa… head rush.”

My arms were around her then. “You slept for a long time. Twelve hours.”

“Twelve?” She asked surprised.

She again tried to examine herself when she spoke, trying to be inconspicuous about
it.

She stretched.

“Is the inventory complete?” She asked.

I nodded sheepishly. “The pillows all appear to have survived.” She said.

“Unfortunately, I can’t say the same for your, er, nightgown.” I nodded toward

the foot of the bed, where several scraps of black lace were strewn across the silk

sheets.

“That’s too bad,” She said. “I liked that one.”

“I did, too.” I said.

“Were there any other casualties?” She asked timidly.

“I’ll have to buy Esme a new bed frame,” I confessed, glancing over my shoulder.

She followed my gaze and was shocked to see that large chunks of wood had

apparently been gouged from the left side of the headboard.

“Hmm.” She frowned. “You’d think I would have heard that.”

“You seem to be extraordinarily unobservant when your attention is otherwise

involved.” I teased.

“I was a bit absorbed,” She admitted, blushing a deep red.

I touched her burning cheek and sighed. “I’m really going to miss that.”

She stared at my face, searching for something. I gazed back at her evenly.

“How are you feeling?” She asked.

I laughed.

“What?” She demanded.

“You look so guilty—like you’ve committed a crime.”

“I feel guilty,” She muttered.

“So you seduced your all-too-willing husband. That’s not a capital offense.”

I teased.

Her cheeks got hotter. “The word seduced implies a certain amount of

premeditation.”

“Maybe that was the wrong word,” I allowed.

“You’re not angry?”

I smiled ruefully. “I’m not angry.”

“Why not?”

“Well . . .” I paused How must I explain, I thought. “I didn’t hurt you, for one thing. It
was easier this time, to

control myself, to channel the excesses.” My eyes flickered to the damaged frame

again. “Maybe because I had a better idea of what to expect.”

A smile started to spread across her face. “I told you that it was all about
practice.”

I rolled my eyes. My stubborn Bella, What will I do to you?

Her stomach growled, and I laughed. “Breakfast time for the human?” I asked.

“Please,” She said, hopping out of bed. She moved too quickly, but I caught her
before she could stumble

into the dresser.

“Are you all right?”

“If I don’t have a better sense of equilibrium in my next life, I’m demanding a

refund.”

She cooked this morning, frying up some eggs. Impatient, She flipped them onto a
plate after just a few minutes.

“Since when do you eat eggs sunny-side up?” I asked.

“Since now.” She answered.

“Do you know how many eggs you’ve gone through in the last week?” I pulled

the trash bin out from under the sink—it was full of empty blue cartons.

“Weird,” She said after swallowing a scorching bite. “This place is messing with my

appetite.” She stopped as if she were adding some comment in her brain.“But I like it
here.

"We’ll probably have to leave soon, though, won’t we, to make it to Dartmouth in

time? Wow, I guess we need to find a place to live and stuff, too.”

I sat down next to her. “You can give up the college pretense now—you’ve

gotten what you wanted. And we didn’t agree to a deal, so there are no strings

attached.”
She snorted. “It wasn’t a pretense, Edward. I don’t spend my free time plotting like

some people do. What can we do to wear Bella out today?” She said trying yo imitate
my voice.

I laughed, unashamed. “I really do want a little more

time being human.” She leaned over to run herhand across my bare chest. “I have

not had enough.”

I gave her a dubious look. “For this?” I asked, catching her hand as it moved

down my stomach. “Sex was the key all along?” I rolled his eyes. “Why didn’t I

think of that?” I muttered sarcastically. “I could have saved myself a lot of

arguments.”

She laughed. “Yeah, probably.”

“You are so human,” I said again.

“I know.”

A hint of a smile pulled at mylips. “We’re going to Dartmouth? Really?”

“I’ll probably fail out in one semester.”

“I’ll tutor you.” My smile was wide now. “You’re going to love college.”

“Do you think we can find an apartment this late?”

I grimaced, looking guilty. “Well, we sort of already have a house there. You

know, just in case.”

“You bought a house?”

“Real estate is a good investment.”

She raised one eyebrow and then let it go. “So we’re ready, then.”
“I’ll have to see if we can keep your ‘before’ car for a little longer. . . .”

“Yes, heaven forbid I not be protected from tanks.”

I grinned.

Part 2
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