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CHAPTER 4
MY INTEREST IN SUFISM
'Well-makers lead the water; archers bend the bow; carpenters hew a log of
wood; wise people fashion themselves.' - Dhammapada.
At Ajmer I visited the tomb of Khwaja Muinuddin Chishti, the most celebrated Sufi
saint of India. The atmosphere of his last resting-place was in itself a phenomenon; a
sense of calm and peace pervaded it, and among all that throng of pilgrims I yet felt
as if I were the only one present. At nightfall I went home and said Tahajud, the
midnight prayer.
And lo! at the end of my prayers there came to me a voice, as though in answer to
my invocations. It was the voice of a faqir calling the people to prayer before
sunrise, and he sang, 'Awake O man, from thy fast sleep! Thou knowest not that
death watcheth thee every moment. Thou canst not imagine how great a load thou
hast gathered to carry on thy shoulders, and how long the journey yet is for thee to
accomplish. Up! up! The night is passed and the sun will soon arise!'
The unearthly quiet of the hour and the solemnity of the song moved me to tears.
Sitting on my rug with my rosary in my hand, I reflected that all the proficiency and
reputation which I had achieved were utterly profitless in regard to my Najat or
salvation. I recognized that the world was neither a stage set up for our amusement
nor a bazaar to satisfy our vanity and hunger, but a school wherein to learn a hard
lesson. I then chose quite a different path to that which I had followed until then; in
other words I turned over a new page in my life.
The morning broke and the birds began their hymn of praise to God. I heard men
and women pass by below, some going to the mosque, others to the temples, and the
general masses to the toil that yields their daily bread. Then I too fared forth and,
lost in thought, not knowing my destination, made my way towards the jungle, with
an inner yearning to be apart from the world and give an outlet to the thoughts and
emotions with which my mind was so occupied.
Thus I arrived at a cemetery where a group of dervishes sat on the green grass,
chattering together. They were all poorly clad, some without shoes and others
without coats; one had shirt with only one sleeve and another lacked them both. One
wore a robe with a thousand patches and the next a hat without a crown. This
strange group attracted my attention and I sat there for some time, noticing all that
was going on yet feigning to be utterly indifferent.
Presently their Pir-o-Murshid or Master came towards them, even more scantily
dressed than they, and with a group of dervishes circling round him as he
approached. Two of the latter led the odd procession, and with each step they cried
out loudly, 'Hosh bar dum, nazur bar kadum, khilwat dar anjuman!' Be conscious
of your breath and watch every step you take, and thus experience solitude in the
crowd!
When the Murshid arrived at the assembly of his disciples each one greeted the
other, saying, 'Ishq Allah, Ma'bud Allah!' God is love and God is the beloved! It
was this very greeting which later unveiled for me the Bible words that God is love,
and also the verse of the Arabian poet Abulallah, who says,
Church, a Temple, or a Ka'ba stone,
Qur'an or Bible, or a martyr's bone,
All these and more my heart can tolerate
Since my religion is of love alone.
The solemnity of the sacred words they uttered found their echo in my soul,
thereupon I watched their ceremonial with still greater attention. Naturally at first
sight their dire poverty was puzzling, but then I had learned before I saw them how
the holy Prophet had always prayed to Allah to sustain him in his life among the
Mesquin or dervishes, who voluntarily choose this humble way of living. The queer
patches on their garments reminded me of the words of Hafiz, 'Do not be fooled
thyself by short sleeves full of patches, for most powerful arms are hidden under
them.'
The dervishes first sat lost in contemplation, reciting charms one after the other, and
then they began their music. I forgot all my science and technique while listening to
their simple melodies, as they sang to the accompaniment of sitar and dholok the
deathless words of the Sufi Masters such as Rumi, Jami, Hafiz, and Shams-i Tabriz.
The rhapsody, which their ecstasies conjured up, seemed to me so strong and vital
that the very leaves of the trees seemed to hang spellbound and motionless. Although
their emotions manifested themselves in varying forms, they were regarded with
silent reverence by all that strange company. Each one of them revealed a peculiar
mood of ecstasy; some expressed it in tears and others in sighs, some in dances and
yet others in the calm of meditation. Although I did not enjoy the music as much as
they, still it impressed me so deeply that I felt as if I were lost in a trance of harmony
and happiness.
But the most amazing part of the proceedings came when the assembly was about to
disperse. For one of the dervishes arose and, while announcing Bhundara or dinner,
addressed them in the following terms, 'O Kings of Kings! O Emperors of
Emperors!' This amused me greatly at the time, while I regarded their outward
appearance. My first thought made them merely kings of imagination, without
throne or crown, treasury, courtiers, or dominions those natural possessions and
temporal powers of kingship.
But the more I brooded upon the matter, the more I questioned whether
environment or imagination made a king. The answer came at last: the king is never
conscious of his kingship and all its attributes of luxury and might, unless his
imagination is reflected in them and thus proves his true sovereignty. For instance, if
a baby were crowned and seated upon a throne he would never comprehend his high
position until his mind evolved sufficiently to realize his surroundings. This shows
how real our surroundings seem to us, and yet how dead they are in the absence of
imagination. And it also reveals how fleeting time and the changes of matter make
all the kings of the earth but transitory kings, ruling over transitory kingdoms; this