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GivingupSinhalaidentityandproudlyembracingPonnayasaself
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(Buddhistmonksclashwithmilitaryandpoliceofficersataprotestheldin
frontofHomagamaCourtagainstthearrestofGnanasaraTheroGeneral
SecretaryofBoduBaluSena,anextremistBuddhistorganization.Photo
credits:EshanFernando)
Whatdoesitmeanexactlytogiveupanethnicidentity?Isitpossibletoeraseonesethnicidentity?Though,itmaynotbepossibletoeraseonesethnicroots,givingupidentity
couldbeusuallyapoliticaldecisionandapoliticalstatement.Furthermoreonedoesnothaveasingularidentity,butmultipleidentities,allofwhicharesociallyconstructed.Itis
easiertodefineourselveswithinframeworksoftheseexistingidentitiesespeciallywithinidentitiesthatareassignedatbirthsuchasgender,ethnicity,casteetc.Deviatingfrom,
refusingtoacceptassignedidentities,orevencriticizingthoseidentitiesisusuallypunished,stigmatized,anddiscriminatedinoursocieties.Thepunishment,stigmatization,and
discriminationonemustbearintheprocessofrefusinganidentityinevitablysuppliesapoliticalconsciousnesstotherefuser.WhyshouldIstepoutside,conventionalnormsof
masculinity,ethnicityandcaste(andfacethepunishments,stigmatizationanddiscrimination)?WhycanInotbringaconstructivecriticismaboutanidentity,whilekeepingmyself
withintheidentity?Perhaps,evenwhenIrefusetheethnicidentity,Imightbestillunabletoabandonmyselffromtheframeworkofethnicidentitycompletely.Imightbestill
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attemptingtoreframetheidentity.
IdonotmeantosaythatIhavecompletelyabandonedmyethnicidentity,butthisissuecametolightuponreceptionofaFacebookpostIpublisheddenouncingmySinhalese
ethnicidentity.
IamnotaSinhalese.IdonthaveanethnicityIammoreproudcallingmyselfanoutcastthancallingmyselfSinhalese.BelowquoteisfromanotherarticleIhavewritten
previously.
IamaSinhalese.HowdoIknowIamaSinhalese?BecausemyparentsareSinhalese.HowdoIknowmyparentsareSinhalese?BecausetheirlineagehasbeenSinhalese.
ButhowcanonereducemybackgroundtosaythatIamsimplySinhalese.WiththesurnameDeAlwismygreatgrandfatherswereinfluencedbyPortuguese,furthermygreat
grandmothersweremarriedtoDutch.No.IamnotSinhalesebylineage.
Thesecondargumentisasfollows:IamSinhalese,becauseIspeakandwritetheSinhalalanguage.Ihaveproblemswiththisargumentaswell.Ihavetwofriends.Onesfather
isTamil.OthersfatherisMuslim.Bothoftheirfathershavedied.ThefirstfriendhasaTamilSurnameandSinhalaname,andhegrewupwithhisSinhalamotherandher
relatives.ThelattersbothsurnameandthenameareMuslimandhealsohasgrownupwithhisSinhalamotherandherrelatives.WithoutknowingawordofTamil,bothofthem
areidentifiedasTamilandMuslim,respectively,ontheirbirthcertificates.Sinhalanessisneitherrelatedtoourlineage,nordoesitrelatetoourlanguage.Itisonlythetradition.
EvenbeingTamilandMuslimissolelythetradition
Quotedfrom:DamithChandimal(2014),Teachingracismthroughschoolcurriculum,MyAlaStory,Gradesixstory,parrotstoryandGnanasarastory
https://www.facebook.com/damithalwis/posts/10205491117172524
ThefirstcommentIreceivedforthisFacebookpostwasfromayoungmanwhostatedyou,outcastponnakriy.Youbettereatshitthan(writing)this.
Kriyisawordconsideredobsceneandinsulting,howeveritisalsousedwiththemeaningofthugwithconnotationsofmasculinity.LiterallyKrimeansseminalfluid.The
secondcommentalsofromhimwasapictureofshitwithatextstatinghere,eat.
Withoutmyresponding,oneofmyfriendsresponded.Whenyousayponnakriy,isntitparadoxical?Thentellmewhetheryouhavetastedshit.Theparadoxisevidentas
ponnayconnotedameaningofemasculationwhilethetermkriyconnotedameaningofmasculinityandpower.Thesecondargumentisbasedonthelogicthatsomebody
shouldhavetastedsomething(shit)beforeaskingotherstotasteit.WhileIwasgladtoseemyfriendnotethisparadox,Iwasinterestedintherhetoricofthisviolentresponse
IfirstnotedhisuseofthetermPonnay,aderogatorytermforfemininemenandhomosexualsingeneral,oftenusedinthecontextofhatespeech.Readingintohisuseofthe
word,onemaywonderifPonnayscanbecomeKriys?ArePonnaystheoneswhocriticizethereligionandethnicity?ArethereSinhalaPonnays?ArethereBuddhist
Ponnays?ThisisnotthefirsttimethatIhavebeencalledaPonnaybyracists.Accordingtothem,wheredoesmyPonnaidentityplace?WhydoIbecomePonna?Whatwill
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betakenawayfrommewhenIamPonna?DoIbecomePonna,whenIleavemySinhalaidentity?CanIcontinuebeingaPonnay,whilekeepingmyBuddhistidentity?Doesit
meanmysexuality,whenthetermPonnayisstated?
Atthemiddleoftheconversation,theyoungmanwhocalledmeoutcast(Awajataka)ponnaKriyinthefirstcommentlefttheconversationafterblockingmefromhisprofile.
Soonafter,asecondpersonjoinedtheconversationelaboratedthenotionofbeingoutcastrelatingtheillegitimatebirth.Dontyougetadoubtwhomadeyouborntoyourmother
whetherisityourfatheroradogoramule?IansweredhimwithNo.Idonothavesuchadoubt.BecauseIbelievethathumanbeingscannotmakechildrenbyhavingsexwitha
dogoramule.ButIdonotthinkIshouldobstructhisimaginationofpossibilitytohaveahumanchildbornoutoflionhumanrelationship.Idonothaveanyproblemwithanybody
wholikestohavesexwithdogsandmules).
AccordingtoMahavansaepicstory,theSinhalaNationwasbornfromasexualrelationshipbetweenhumanwomanandalion.[Intheaboveconversation]thelionsymbolizesa
respectedanimalandalegitimatebirth.,whilethedogwasusedaasasymbolofinferiorityandanillegitimatebirth.Paradoxicallythelionlivesawayfromusinaforeign
country,inaforest,whilethedoglivesamongstus.Isourunderstandingofsocalledculturereferringtothethingswhichareforeign,andoutsideofourlives?
Ididnotbecomeangrywithhisinsultingwordsagainstmyarguments.NotgettingangrycouldbeaPonnacharacteristic.PerhapsthosewhoarenotPonnabecomeangry.The
machoguysdeclarewars,startfights.PeacecouldbeaPonnacharacteristic.IunderstoodthatheplaceshisethnicityonthegroundofBuddhism,soIrespondedwithastoryfrom
theBuddhisttexts:
TheBlessedOnewasstayingnearRajagahaintheBambooGrove,theSquirrelsSanctuary.ThentheBrahmanAkkosakaBharadvajaheardthataBrahmanoftheBharadvaja
clanhadgoneforthfromthehomelifeintohomelessnessinthepresenceoftheBlessedOne.Angered&displeased,hewenttotheBlessedOneand,onarrival,insulted&
cursedhimwithrude,harshwords.Whenthiswassaid,theBlessedOnesaidtohim:
Whatdoyouthink,Brahman:Dofriends&colleagues,relatives&kinsmencometoyouasguests?
Yes,MasterGotama,sometimesfriends&colleagues,relatives&kinsmencometomeasguests.
Andwhatdoyouthink:Doyouservethemwithstaple&nonstaplefoods&delicacies?
Yes,sometimesIservethemwithstaple&nonstaplefoods&delicacies.
Andiftheydontacceptthem,towhomdothosefoodsbelong?
Iftheydontacceptthem,MasterGotama,thosefoodsareallmine.
Inthesameway,Brahman,thatwithwhichyouhaveinsultedme,whoisnotinsultingthatwithwhichyouhavetauntedme,whoisnottauntingthatwithwhichyouhaveberated
me,whoisnotberating:thatIdontacceptfromyou.Itsallyours,brahman.Itsallyours.
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Whoeverreturnsinsulttoonewhoisinsulting,returnstauntstoonewhoistaunting,returnsaberatingtoonewhoisberating,issaidtobeeatingtogether,sharingcompany,with
thatperson.ButIamneithereatingtogethernorsharingyourcompany,Brahman.Itsallyours.Itsallyours.
AkkosaSutta:DiscourseonInsult,BrahmanaSanyutta,SanyukttaNikaya
translatedfromthePalibyThanissaroBhikkhu(1999)
http://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/sn/sn07/sn07.002.than.html
ThiscommentsaddsadifferentdimensiontomyPonnaidentity.IamquestioninghisaccusationonthegroundofBuddhism.Inhisresponse,heaccusedmeofbeingaradical,
andthatIhavestudiedatArtFacultyinUniversity.DoesmyPonnaidentitygotogetherwithRadicalnessandArt?Iamnottheonlyonewhowasrecentlyrecognizedasradical
Ponnay.FilmDirectorChinthanaDharmadasawhoquestionedBuddhistidentityoftheancientBuddhistKingDutugemunuinaTVprogrammewasalsoblamedasRadical
Ponnayonsocialmedia.
ThisfurthercomplicatesthemeaningofthetermPonnay.Itisnotsimplyatermrelatedtogenderorsexuality.Aponnaycriticizesthebeliefsofthemajority.Weshouldnot
abandonthetermPonnaybysimplyacceptingitasaviolentword.ThePonnayidentityshouldbeembracedproudly.
Ponnayisidentitywhichcouldbeembracedproudly
IngeneralthereisanacceptancethatthetermPonnayisaderogatorytermusedinrelationtoapersonwithsamesexfeelings,orafeminineman.Itisalsousedinthecontextof
apersonwithweakorpusillanimouscharacteristics.HoweveranadditionalmeaningisnowemergingtothetermPonnaybasedonitsuseinthecontextofhatespeechon
socialmediaplatforms,suchasFacebook.Accordingtothisemergingnewmeaning,Ponnaycanbearadicalpersonwhocriticizesthewaythemajoritythinks.Lookingmorein
depthintothismeaninghelpsustoredefinetheterm.HenceIwouldliketoassociatethetermPonnaywithanimportantpoliticalsense.
Ponnayistheonewhochallengesthehegemonyinasystemofexistingbeliefsandpractices.EvenifweconsiderthedefinitionofPonnayrelatingtosexualminorities,itisstill
challengingthehegemonyofheteronormativity.
IamaPonnay.IamproudofbeingaPonnay.IunderstandtheimportanceofPonnapoliticalusage.Iamquestioningthelogicofhypocriticalmorality.Iunderstandwhen
replyingtoSinhalaBuddhistnationalists,theuseofBuddhismhelpstoproblematizetheiregoconsciousness.IsBuddhismaknowledgebaseorareligiousidentitywhichcould
onlybeusedbytheSinhalaNationalism,masculinityandheteronormativity?
TheuseofteachingsofBuddhatosupportracism,nationalism,violence,andhypocriticalbondstocultureisinherentlynonBuddhist,thoughBuddhismhasbeenusedto
supportviolence,racismandnationalisminitshistoricalevolutionofSinhalaBuddhistidentityinSriLanka.IdentitypoliticsofSinhalaBuddhismstronglycontradictswiththe
BuddhistScripture.IfSinhalaBuddhistidentitycouldexist,aPonnaBuddhistidentitycouldalsoexist.IsuggestthatPonnayidentityismoreharmoniouswithBuddhismthanthe
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Sinhalaidentity.InBuddhistunderstanding,onesattachmenttoanethnicity,caste,warna,orfamilyisadesirewhichbindssomebodytothecycleofbirths.Whensuchadesire
turnsintoviolence,canBuddhismfurtheradvocateforitinanysense?

SuddodhanakingdragsthehandofBuddhaaskingtostophimfrombeggingforalms
LeavingSinhalaIdentityisBuddhistPonnaBuddhistIdentityisBuddhist
BuddhalefttheSkyaCasteinhispathtowardsbecomingaBuddha.NeitherBuddhanorhisTeachingsdidnotcarryaSkyaBuddhistidentity.Thenextquestioniswhetheritis
possibleforlayBuddhistswhodonotwishtoattainnibbnatomaintainaSkyaBuddhistidentity.SkyaandBuddhistaretwodifferent,separateidentities.WhenBuddhism
advocatesforgivingupbelongings,andluxuries,andpowerSkyaidentityadvocatesforincreasedgatheringandconsumptionofbelongings,luxuriesandpower.Thesetwo
identitiesarecontradictory.Thesetwoidentitiesasexistastwoseparatephenomena,andtheideologicalconflictbetweenthetwoisinevitable.Hencewemustcriticallylookat
howBuddhaleftSkyaidentitytohaveBuddhistidentity,andtheconstructionofBuddhistidentityinthiscountryalongwiththeSinhalaethnicidentity.
Ifleavingacaste/ethnicidentity(Sakya/Sinhala)isBuddhist,whyshouldwebringaPonnaidentityintohere?Ponnaisnotonlyanidentity,Ponnayschallengethehegemonyin
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asociety.PonnaycouldbeamaninapatriarchalsocietywhogivesupconventionalmasculinepoweronehasaSinhalapersonwhogivesupthepowerassociatedwithones
Sinhalaethnicidentity,orevenapersonfromahighercastewhogivesuptheircasteidentitycouldbePonnay.TaketheexampleofSiddhrtha,wholeftthelifeofaprinceand
becameanasceticinhissearchoftruth.Hegivesupmarriage,colour,caste,royalfamily,inheritanceandmanyotherconventionalregimesofpowerprivileginghim.Hegivesup
hismarriage,deniesevenhischildsmarriage.Thiscouldbeinterpretedasthedenialofheteronormativehegemony.Intodayscontext,givingupraceandethnicityisPonnaand
Buddhist.HencewemustdiscusstheimportanceofPonnaBuddhistidentity.
ComingbacktotheFacebookcommentresponsetomyquotingtheBuddhistscripture,thetermPonnaywasconflatedwiththeadjectiveradical.InsomediscussionsPonnay
wasnotusedalonebutwiththeadjectiveradical.Thishasledmetopositsomequestions.AreallPonnaysradical?OristhatsomeportionofPonnaysareradical?ThoughI
acceptthattheremightbedifferencesintheapproachtakenbydifferentPonnaindividuals,IbelievethatallPonnaysareradical.ThewordPonnayisusedtodiscouragethe
personswhochallengethenormsandsanctionsinagivensociety.However,proudlyembracingthePonnaidentity,disablesitsfunctionasaninsultorawordofhateand
discouragement.Forexample,wecanlookathowBuddhareinterpretstheidentityofbeggar,andbegging,andhowitnomorebecomeaconceptofhate,anddiscouragement.
SuddhodhanaKingWhyareyouinsultingtheSkyaCastebybeggingfromhousetohouse?
BuddhaSuddhdana,Idonotbelongtoyourcaste.IbelongtoBuddhascaste.Idonotfollowyourtradition.IfollowthewayswhichpreviousBuddhashavefollowed.On
becomingenlightenedonebecomesamemberofthefamilyoftheNobleOnesandtheirdignitydoesnotdependuponoutwardtrappingsbutonwisdomandcompassion.
TheactofbeggingforfoodfromhousetohouseproblematizesthehegemonicpowerassociatedwithKingSuddhdhanasroyaltyandSkyacaste.Atsomemomentinmylife,
whenIstartedcompletelyrefusinganidentitywhichwasenforcedonme,myrelativesinthepreviousidentitycouldnomoreimprisonmewithinthenormsandsanctionsofmy
previousidentityinwhichtheythemselveshavebeenimprisoned.ThoughcriticizingtheSinhalaBuddhistidentitycouldbelimitedforsomebodywithintheSinhalaBuddhist
identity,apersonwithaPonnaBuddhistidentityfacesnosuchlimitation.
APonnaBuddhistidentitywasnonexistentsofarinthehistory.NonexistenceofPonnaBuddhistidentityhelpsustodrawsomeparallelswiththeearlyBuddhism.When
Buddhismwasfirstintroduced,therewasnosuchaBuddhistidentityhailingfromthepast.ConsequentlywhatBuddhadidwasquestioningthehegemonyintheera.Whatradical
isthinkingdifferentlyfromthehegemonyorquestioningthehegemony.TheKlmaSuttarevealsofthefreedomofferedbyBuddhatoquestionthehegemonyinBuddhastime.
Yes.Klmas,itisproperthatyouhavedoubt,thatyouhaveperplexity,foradoubthasariseninamatterwhichisdoubtful.Now,lookyouKlmas,donotbeledbyreports,or
traditions,orhearsay.
Benotledbytheauthorityofreligioustexts,norbymerelogicorinference,norbyconsideringappearances,norbythedelightinspeculativeopinions,norbyseeming
possibilities,norbytheidea:thisisourteacher.But,OKlmas,whenyouknowforyourselvesthatcertainthingsareunwholesome(akusala),andwrong,andbad,thengive
themupAndwhenyouknowforyourselvesthatcertainthingsarewholesome(kusala)andgood,thenacceptthemandfollowthem
.KalamaSutta(panchamaSutta),Mahavagga,DuthiyaPagnasaka,TikaNipata,AnguttaraNikaya
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(translationasquotedinWalpolaRahula(1959)WhattheBuddhataught)
Thebiasofbeingledbyreports,traditions,theauthorityofreligioustexts,merelogicorinferenceetc.parallelswiththebiasofbeingledbyheteronormativity,patriarchy,
masculinity,andSinhalaBuddhistidentityintodayscontext.AssuggestedintheKalamaSutta,criticalthoughtisanintegralpartoftheBuddhism.ThepresentformofBuddhism
hasbeenaresultofahistoricalevolution.Hencethereports,traditions,hearsay,theauthorityofreligioustexts,merelogic,inference,appearances,delightinspeculative
opinions,seemingpossibilities,andtheideaofthisisourteacheretc.mustbecriticallyevaluated,tounderstandtheteachingsofBuddha.
Linkingthestartandend:UnderstandingPonnayasapoliticalidentitybeyondthediscourseofSex
ThePonnaBuddhistidentitymustbeextendeditsinterpretationbeyondthenotionofsexandsexualities.Ponnayshouldbeidentifiedasanidentitywhichchallengeshegemony
socially,politicallyandeconomically.
ThetermPonnayneedstobeunderstoodwithasensitivitytotheplacewhichithasbeenplacedinthecurrentpoliticaldiscourses.Nowordhasauniversal,alltimemeaning.
Forexample,halfacenturybefore,thetermqueerwasusedasaderogatorytermintheWest,thoughnowitsmeaninghasbeenconceptualizedasbeingmoreinclusiveto
thosewhochallengetheheteronormative,gendernormativehegemony.
WhatIamstronglyproposingisthatwecouldextend,alterandreclaimthemeaningofthetermPonnayinadifferentsense:Ponnayasapersonwhochallengeshegemony.
Thisshouldexpandthewordsmeaningbeyondthesamesexnotions,aswellastakeawaythederogatoryconnotationsitcarries.Further,bringingPonnayasapositiveword
withintheSinhalaBuddhistdiscourseheavilyproblematizestheegoconsciousness,andmasculinistunderstandingofSinhalaBuddhistnationalistpoliticsthatarelinkedto
violenceanddiscrimination.FurtherIseethisasanopportunitytodiscusstheteachingsofBuddhisminrelationtoqueerpolitics,andtogenerateadiscussiononhavingaricher
understandingoftheteachingsoftheBuddha.
(Note.BuddhistsareaminorityinthisCountry,thoughthecensusstatisticsmayidentifytheBuddhistsasthemajority.NoonecanbebornintoBuddhism.Beingborninto
Buddhismisaproductofacolonialunderstandingofreligion.Ponnays,too,areaminorityinthiscountry.NobodycanbecomeaPonnaybybirth.TobecomeaPonnay,one
musthavethecouragetochallengethehegemony).
ByDamithChandimal(EditedbyKennethGunasekera)
DamithChandimalisahumanrightsdefender,queeractivist,writerandsocialresearcherbasedinColombo,SriLanka.HeworksasaconsultanttotheINFORMHumanRights
DocumentationCentreontheprotectionofhumanrightsdefendersanddocumentinghumanrightsviolations.HeisalsoastudentintheMastersProgrammeinGenderand
WomensStudiesattheUniversityofColombo.

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