2.

Night Out

“I miss you already.” Bella said.

“I don’t need to leave. I can stay. . . .” I said.

“Mmm.” She answered.

The room was silent, except for Bella’s thumping heart and the sound our lips
made.

Maybe I have made bella think I don’t like kissing her, but the sensation are
absolutely wonderful. I don’t think anything is better than her lips on mine. But
then again her company is absolutely amazing, she is so intelligent and yet so
stubborn. I love her for her flaws not for her perfections. Never in a century did I
think of finding a soul mate, my mate. She is and will be my everything.

I opened my eyes. Her face was a masterpiece of art; I don’t think Leonardo Da
Vinci would have been able to capture her essence. She is so innocent, so naïve.
I’m so lucky to have found her. She is my prize, but she keeps on insisting that
she’s the lucky winner, no I’m. She opened her eyes and looked at me as if I were
a God or something.

I looked in to her deep milk chocolate eyes, I could she all her emotions. I still
don’t know why I’m not able to read her mind, maybe she has glitch in her brain
that blocked me out. I stared and I swear I could see her soul, and her soul was so
lovely and innocent, I liked what I saw and then I became sad, because I would
take that from her, I would damn her.

Before I could keep on thinking about that she pulled her face to mine again.

“Definitely staying,” I murmured a moment later.

“No, no. It’s your bachelor party. You have to go.” She encouraged, but her body
had other thoughts. Her hand pulled harder at my hair, while one of my hands
pressed the small of her back closer to me and the other hand touched her cheek.

“Bachelor parties are designed for those who are sad to see the passing of their

single days. I couldn’t be more eager to have mine behind me. So there’s really no

point.” I stated.

“True.” She breathed against my throat.

Stupid party Emmett and Jasper so wonderfully had planned for me! Arg!

This was one of my visions of my happy place. Here in Bella’s small bed, in her
tiny room, filled with her sent. Her lovely sent!

We kissed and her hand explored my stomach and them my chest, finally my throat
and face. The warmed her hands brought, was splendid. How she could not
knowing make me feel warm and fuzzy. Slowly her mouth opened and her hot
breath and tongue touched me lips. She knew that was my cautious line, so I
sighted and end the kiss.

“Wait!” She said, while she grabbed my shoulders and hugged her body closer to
mine. She kicked one of her legs out of the cocoon I had her with her afghan and
wrapped it around my hip.

“Practice makes perfect.” She stated matter-of-fact. I chuckled at her reasoning.

“Well, we should be fairly close to perfection by this point, then,

shouldn’t we? Have you slept at all in the last month?”

“But this is the dress rehearsal,” She reminded me, “and we’ve only practiced

certain scenes. It’s no time for playing safe.”

Can’t she forget that! Is it too much to love someone and try to protect them, but
now they went to risk everything! I should have never promised such thing!

“Bella…,” I whispered.
“Don’t start this again,” She said. “A deal’s a deal.”

“I don’t know. It’s too hard to concentrate when you’re with me like this. I—I

can’t think straight. I won’t be able to control myself. You’ll get hurt.” I said
worried.

“I’ll be fine.” She assured me.

“Bella . . .”

“Shh!” She pressed her lips to mine to stop my panic attack.

Why can’t I ever deny her anything! I just cannot! I’ve tried since the beginning of
our relationship.

“How are your feet?” I asked.

She answered, “Toasty warm.”

“Really? No second thoughts? It’s not too late to change your mind.”

“Are you trying to ditch me?”

I chuckled. “Just making sure. I don’t want you to do anything you’re not sure

about.”

“I’m sure about you. The rest I can live through.” She said.

I hesitated again worried, she was giving up her family.

“Can you?” I asked quietly. “I don’t mean the wedding—which I am positive you

will survive despite your qualms—but afterward… what about Renée, what about

Charlie?”

She sighed. “I’ll miss them.” That was I was worried about.

“Angela and Ben and Jessica and Mike.” I stated.

“I’ll miss my friends, too.” She smiled in the darkness. “Especially Mike. Oh,
Mike! How will I go on?” She teased.
I growled cause I’m a jealous person.

She laughed but then was serious. “Edward, we’ve been through this and through

this. I know it will be hard, but this is what I want. I want you, and I want you

forever. One lifetime is simply not enough for me.”

“Frozen forever at eighteen,” I whispered.

“Every woman’s dream come true,” She teased.

“Never changing… never moving forward.”

“What does that mean?” She asked.

Never able to bore children, to grow older, to make your dreams and fantasies true
and make your family proud.

“Do you remember when we told Charlie we were getting

married? And he thought you were… pregnant?” I said.

“And he thought about shooting you,” She said with a laugh. “Admit it—for one

second, he honestly considered it.”

I didn’t answer.

“What, Edward?”

“I just wish… well, I wish that he’d been right.” I said.

“Gah,” She gasped.

“More that there was some way he could have been. That we had that kind of

potential. I hate taking that away from you, too.”

“I know what I’m doing.” She said.

“How could you know that, Bella? Look at my mother, look at my sister. It’s not

as easy a sacrifice as you imagine.”

“Esme and Rosalie get by just fine. If it’s a problem later, we can do what Esme

did—we’ll adopt.” She said confidently.

I sighed, and then my voice was fierce. “It’s not right! I don’t want you to have

to make sacrifices for me. I want to give you things, not take things away from

you. I don’t want to steal your future. If I were human—”

She put her hand over my lips. “You are my future. Now stop. No moping, or I’m

calling your brothers to come and get you. Maybe you need a bachelor party.”

“I’m sorry. I am moping, aren’t I? Must be the nerves.” I said.

“Are your feet cold?”

“Not in that sense. I’ve been waiting a century to marry you, Miss Swan. The

wedding ceremony is the one thing I can’t wait—” He broke off mid-thought.

Eddie Boy! Where are you? Let the Party Start!!!! YAY!

Edward we’re here.

“Oh, for the love of all that’s holy!” I said.

“What’s wrong?”

I gritted his teeth. “You don’t have to call my brothers. Apparently Emmett and

Jasper are not going to let me bow out tonight.”

She clutched me closer for one second and then released me.

“Have fun.” She told me.

There was a squeal against the window- Emmett I thought.

She shuddered.

“If you don’t send Edward out,” Emmett hissed menacingly, “we’re coming in
after him!”
“Go,” She laughed. “Before they break my house.”

I rolled my eyes, but I got to my feet in one fluid movement and had my

shirt back on in another, since bella’s begged me to take it off . I leaned down and
kissed her forehead.

“Get to sleep. You’ve got a big day tomorrow.” I said.

“Thanks! That’s sure to help me wind down.”

“I’ll meet you at the altar.”

“I’ll be the one in white.” She smiled.

I chuckled, said, “Very convincing,” and then sank into a crouch, I

coiled like a spring.

Outside, I landed on Emmett and made him fall with me.

“Shit! What the hell’s wrong with you!” Emmett cursed.

“You’d better not make him late,” Bella murmured, from her room.

And then Jasper’s jumped to her window.

“Don’t worry, Bella. We’ll get him home in plenty of time.” Jasper reassured her.

“Jasper? What do vampires do for bachelor parties? You’re not taking him to a
strip club, are you?”

“Don’t tell her anything!” Emmett said and I hit him on the head.

“Ouch!” He yelled and I laughed.

“Relax,” Jasper told Bella. “We Cullen’s have our own version. Just a few

Mountain lions, a couple of grizzly bears. Pretty much an ordinary night out.”

“Thanks, Jasper.” Bella murmured.

Jasper dropped down.

“Come on, Guys! The night is young!” Emmett said.

And we took off into the night.

“Where are we going?”

“Squak Mountain State Park Natural Area” Jasper told me.

Edward how are you? I feel that you’re feeling unsure, scared and anger. Why?
You want to talk about it? Jasper asked me through his thoughts.

“Not right now.” I said.

“Wow! Am I not her? What’s going on? Tell me.” He whined.

“Later.” I said strictly.

Eddie!!! Why can’t I know now! He kept on whining.

How can I say this? Bella, you are so beautiful. I can’t begin to image how
wonderful our life together is going to be. Yes, distractions are what I need now!
The smell automatically pulled me and I ran towards the smell three Mountain
lions! I ran for the biggest, both Emmett and Jasper understood my thirst and didn’t
argue. I chased the animal. Finally I was close enough to pounce on it I broke its
neck and bite into the jugular.

Blood! My throat seemed to be satisfied, it cool some degrees. The taste was
disgusting compared to bella’s sweet blood, but I can’t think like this, bella will be
my wife tomorrow. I had to love what I was given and enjoy what I could have. As
I finish the animal, I grabbed and dug a hole and threw it inside and buried it.

I knew I would have to hunt more then I would normally, because I had to be at
least 80 percent sure. I didn’t want to risk her in any way. I ran and until I found
another Mountain lion, the blood made the ache in my throat dull. I also ran into a
herd of elk, dried them and buried them. Blood is what I could think about now.
Tomorrow I would think about Bella and our wedding and our honeymoon. I went
to find Emmett and Jasper.

As I came toward Emmett and Jasper their thoughts were been hidden. Jasper was
think things about the civil war and Emmett was singing “I’m a Barbie Girl”.
“Guys any reason why your think thing to hide your thoughts?” I asked them.

Emmett smiled sheepishly and Jasper looked sorry, I was beginning to get angry
and then suddenly I was calm.

“Sorry, but we are your brother and it’s our duty to speak with you about things
that are about to happen in your life.” Jasper explained.

“Your finally gonna get some!” Emmett burst.

OMG! Alice set me up with her husband and our idiot of a brother for “The Talk”.
And I shuddered at the thought. Alice is so dead!

“Was this Alice’s idea?” I asked.

“No, we asked her how you would react and that’s it I swear!” Jasper said will
holding his hands out.

“So little Bro, have any questions?” Emmett said.

“Yeah you can ask us no need to feel ashamed or embarrassed.” Jasper

encouraged.

“Um… I don’t know what to say. Um… Thank you for being so thoughtful.” I
said.

“You’re WELCOME!” Emmett and Jasper screamed.

“Um…how, I mean what do I… you know do to please her.” I stuttered, and I

looked at my feet. I knew if I were human, I would be blushing.

“Hahahahahahh!” Emmett’s booming laugh echoed through the darkness.

“Please don’t make fun of me, I’m so scared I might hurt her and I’m also scared
she’ll reject me as a man, because I can’t please her.” I muttered.

“Well, when Jasper comes back we will teach you. No need to worry.” Em said
seriously. I was to embarrassed to notice Jasper left.

Soon I could see the Em’s Jeep’s lights. Jasper parked it and Emmett ran over and
called me.
As I stood they went to the back and open the door. There in the back was a T.V.
and a DVD player. Emmett took out the jeep’s seats off and placed it in front of the
T.V. and sat down and Jasper hooked up the T.V. and DVD to a generator and also
sat down and patted the empty space in between them. This looked dangerous.

I sat down and Jasper turn the T.V. and DVD on. And on the screen was How
Have The Talk.

Bloody Mary!

“Okay, how and what do you do to please a women, cause I’m not sure I want to
picture Bella, you can I f you want.” Jasper said.

I nodded, Emmett snickered, and I glared.

“Okay lil’ bro, I did research her they are: “ Don't Go For Glory Women don't
think like men. They are not overly visually stimulated. What's more important is
how you make her feel. So go for good foreplay. Lots of kisses and caressing. Give
her oral sex and let her reciprocate afterwards. Only then should you make a play
for penetrative sex. The Key Is In The Clitoris If you want your women to come
back to you for more sex, you must stimulate the clitoris. During oral sex, this is
quite easy. But during penetrative sex, many men do not have a clue. The best way
to stimulate her during sex is to adopt the missionary position but then lead
forward and rest your pubic bone against hers. Do this slowly and see if she likes
it. Let her move against you until if feels great for her. How To Last Longer It's
also key to last a while in the bedroom. If you have a problem ejaculating earlier
than you would like then you might want to consider some good ways to extend
yourself. For example, you could try using a delay condom or delay spray. There
are also natural ways to extend yourself. For example, you could try positions that
work well for longer sex. One of these is to get the woman on top and facing away
from you. This only gives you half the stimulation (on the top of your penis) but
still gives deep penetration (as women prefer).” “ Wow! I’m gonna try that spray
with Rose! Fantastic!!!! Eddie this brought good things into my life!”

“Okay, thank you Emmett, but I think Edward would like advice from us, not from
some weird sick old man online. Right Edward?” Jasper said annoyed.

“Yeah…So…?” I said nervously.

“Women love it when you kiss her neck and her earlobe. They also like to feel you
press all your body to theirs.” Jasper said seriously.

“Yeah and they like it if you lick their earlobe and neck too!!!” Emmett said
excited.

Yeah! I’m get some after the wedding! I’m go and buy that delay spray!!! Emmett
thought.

“Em I seriously do not want to know that.” I shuddered at the images playing in his
head.

“Sorry, dude!” He said sincerely.

“Okay, women also when you touch their breasts with your hands, lips, tongue,
this can heighten their nerves.” Emmett said seriously.

“Don’t forget about their arms and stomach, either you kiss our lick you way to her
hot spot.” Jasper said.

Why the hell didn’t Alice tell me anything! She was so DEAD!

“You know Rose likes it-” Ewwwwww!

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah…Blah.

“Edward is there anything you would like to know?” Emmett said almost laughing
at the look my face had.

“How does it… fffeel…um for the… um first time?” I stuttered.

“It is a very great pleasure. Second only to drinking human blood, the emotions are
deep and raw like, very primitive activity.” Jasper said.

“I agree it is AMAZING! The way you feel when you reach your limit is
wordless.” Emmett said.

“We are going to watch a video.” Or many. Emmett thought.

“Okkkayy.” I stuttered.

†3 hours later†
 My mind will forever be scarred, so many positions and techniques! It was if
I was learning another language. I am going to fail!

“Ready Bro? Or do you want to watch more?!?” Emmett asked and rubbed his
hands together.

“Emmett Alice said to be there early to help. So we have to get going. Come on
Em!” Jasper said.

“Fine! You guys ruin the fun. Let’s go.” Em surrendered.

This time we rode the Jeep instead of going on foot. We had music playing, but I
felt awkward. I was the odd one of the family. But after today I would be with my
mate, my Bella.