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    Blessed with the love of his life at a young age, Rasul did everything in his power to give Luana the type of love even a billion hearts couldn't contain. But, with that kind of love, comes heartbreaks and broken promises. As time went by he began taking advantage of Luana's kind heart and forgiveness, leading to a break-up. With the help of his good friend Jasper, he managed to win her back. After a few months of happiness and harmony, Jasper proposed to Luana's friend, Sarina. On the way to replace the ring for a smaller size, Rasul and Jasper were attacked in the Bronx, resulting in Jasper's death. The pain and scars on his skin from the incident were nothing compared to the fresh wounds he had on the inside, leading him to push the people in his life away. And since he promised Luana eternal happiness, he had to do the impossible; to let her go, because he didn't want to be the source of her misery anymore. As a way to escape the pain of losing a brother and the love of his life, Rasul left his life in New York behind and travelled to Europe, in search of a new beginning; only to meet Armela, whose love story is exactly the same as his and Luana's...

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    Blessed with the love of his life at a young age, Rasul did everything in his power to give Luana the type of love even a billion hearts couldn't contain. But, with that kind of love, comes heartbreaks and broken promises. As time went by he began taking advantage of Luana's kind heart and forgiveness, leading to a break-up. With the help of his good friend Jasper, he managed to win her back. After a few months of happiness and harmony, Jasper proposed to Luana's friend, Sarina. On the way to replace the ring for a smaller size, Rasul and Jasper were attacked in the Bronx, resulting in Jasper's death. The pain and scars on his skin from the incident were nothing compared to the fresh wounds he had on the inside, leading him to push the people in his life away. And since he promised Luana eternal happiness, he had to do the impossible; to let her go, because he didn't want to be the source of her misery anymore. As a way to escape the pain of losing a brother and the love of his life, Rasul left his life in New York behind and travelled to Europe, in search of a new beginning; only to meet Armela, whose love story is exactly the same as his and Luana's...

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    Blessed with the love of his life at a young age, Rasul did everything in his power to give Luana the type of love even a billion hearts couldn't contain. But, with that kind of love, comes heartbreaks and broken promises. As time went by he began taking advantage of Luana's kind heart and forgiveness, leading to a break-up. With the help of his good friend Jasper, he managed to win her back. After a few months of happiness and harmony, Jasper proposed to Luana's friend, Sarina. On the way to replace the ring for a smaller size, Rasul and Jasper were attacked in the Bronx, resulting in Jasper's death. The pain and scars on his skin from the incident were nothing compared to the fresh wounds he had on the inside, leading him to push the people in his life away. And since he promised Luana eternal happiness, he had to do the impossible; to let her go, because he didn't want to be the source of her misery anymore. As a way to escape the pain of losing a brother and the love of his life, Rasul left his life in New York behind and travelled to Europe, in search of a new beginning; only to meet Armela, whose love story is exactly the same as his and Luana's...

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    Copyright
    The characters and events in this book are fictitious. Any similarity to real
    persons, living or dead is coincidental and not intended by the author.
    Copyright 2016 by Wulfpack Imprint Publications
    ISBN: 978-1-68419-992-1
    Published: 13th July 2016
    Publisher: Wulfpack Imprint Publications 1st Edition
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    Table of Content
    Timeless Love.............................................................................................................................1
    Copyright......................................................................................................................................2
    Dedication....................................................................................................................................4
    Acknowledgement....................................................................................................................5
    Prologue........................................................................................................................................6
    Chapter 1 Pursuit...................................................................................................................8
    Chapter 2 The Approval.....................................................................................................32
    Chapter 3 Rift......................................................................................................................107
    Chapter 4 Cold Shoulder.................................................................................................156
    Chapter 5 The Angel.........................................................................................................178
    Chapter 6 A New Beginning...........................................................................................210

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    Dedication

    To Armela, thank you for being the beautiful, strong, and inspiring young
    lady you are. Youre truly a blessing.

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    Acknowledgement
    First and foremost, Ive to thank the miracle that came into my life, the
    beautiful woman, who motivated me, to sit down and bring to life this book.
    Thank you Armela, words can never explain how thankful I am to have met
    you. Youre truly a heaven-sent miracle. In the short time that Ive known
    you, Ive smiled more than I have ever in my entire life. At this moment, Im
    smiling, and that is because of how amazing you are. I think its that Angel
    Effect.
    Lidra L., thank you for your beautiful mind. You made me anxious to finish
    this book. Again, thank you for letting me recognize my potential. Youre
    incredible and never let someone tell you otherwise. I wouldnt be writing
    this if you didnt push me to overcome my obstacles. Thank you for your
    support!
    My gratitude goes to my editor, Tara Hoos; thank you for the opportunity,
    and for taking your time to read my book. When I met you, I had an average
    book, but with your guidance and support it became perfect. Thank you for
    all the marvelous ideas!
    To my family and friends, thank you all for being in my life, and for being
    inspirational people. Also, a special thank you to my parents, for the support,
    for the love, for pushing me, you drive the people around you to be great
    because you see potential where others cant. I cant end without thanking
    Kristen K; I wish you the best in life and also to Will Ashong, Amyr Wynder,
    Karen Hutchinson, Elissa Anne, Nadja Maller, Gina Pilloti, and Cele Bisguier
    for pushing me over my limit to work harder.
    And, last but not least, a huge thank you to everyone who took time to read
    my book.

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    Prologue
    [Chase University - May 13th, 2004]
    Dean Hutchinson
    I am extremely disappointed in you Mr. Rasul! When I
    heard it was you that started a fight, I didnt know what to
    believe
    Rasul

    Is that what happened?

    Dean Hutchinson
    Here are the three witnesses statements. The board
    of directors has also deposed them. To sum it up, Miss Rant
    and Mr. Zark, were standing in front of the Onondaga Hall
    entrance, evidently in some sort of embrace when you
    rushed into them, shoving Miss Rant into the door, when
    Mr. Zark confronted you, you threw the first punch. Im
    confused. Do you have something against them? Were they
    in your way? Why couldnt you ask
    Rasul

    But, I dont

    Dean Hutchinson
    You will be given a chance to speak when I say so!
    This is unbelievable, how can one of the best students I
    have ever had in more than two decades, result to
    violence. What happened?
    Rasul

    I dont know what came over me!

    Dean Hutchinson
    Do not raise your voice at me! If you are frustrated,
    schedule a meeting with the counselor and resolve your
    issues, or else I will be forced to dismiss you. You know
    more than anyone, we have a zero tolerance policy for
    violence.
    Rasul
    angry tone.

    I... Im sorry; I didnt mean to talk to you in such an

    Dean Hutchinson
    Whatever the problem is you can talk to me, your
    friends, or the counselor. I know the exams can cause a lot
    of stress, but that doesnt mean you should deal with it
    through aggression.
    Rasul

    I swear, Im fine. Also, Im sorry; I will apologize to Miss


    Rant, and Mr. Zark. Theres no need to dismiss me; I am

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    literally hours away from completing my year with the


    perfect record. I have one presentation left and Im done.
    Dean Hutchinson
    That is the only reason I am giving you a warning
    Rasul. I will excuse this incident because you are the
    definition of a perfect student, you display tremendous
    potential, and you have no history of violence. I hope this
    never happens again.
    Rasul

    It will never happen again, I promise.

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    Chapter 1 Pursuit
    [A few hours later Poetry Lectures]
    Rasul

    The thought of you makes me smile, as my heart beats, it


    aches; for Ill never call you mine again. Its unbearable to
    think you will never smile when I cross your mind; forever I
    shall feel the bitterness of breaking our bond. You were not
    just the one I called mine, you were my best friend, my
    escape to a better world, my comfort zone, my safe haven.
    You were not just a star to me, you came into my ordinary
    world and made it a beautiful universe. Not for a second
    should you think you broke my heart, you walked away
    with it, making our love timeless.

    Professor Robert
    Thank you Rasul. Thank you all for a successful and
    intriguing semester. Id like to leave you with a few words;
    you can do anything. All you need to do is plan, be
    consistent, find ways to motivate yourself, and never
    forget to include poetry in your daily lives. You can choose
    to be an engineer, a journalist, a nurse, a president, an
    architect, a custodian, or a computer programmer, and
    also be a poet. Art will always be part of our lives as human
    beings. Poetry does not always have to make sense; you
    dont need to be happy to write an extraordinary poem.
    The outcome of a bad situation can be a good poem,
    sometimes the only motivation you need is to wake up in
    the morning. Its a big world, go out there, and find
    yourselves. It was a pleasure to be your teacher! Have an
    adventurous summer! Class dismissed.
    [Nabi applauds, while walking towards Rasul]
    Nabi
    Rasul

    Im speechless! When did you become a poet?


    Exactly how long have you been eavesdropping?

    Nabi

    The thought of her makes you smile? Brother, the look you
    had on your face was pitiful! Who did you pour your heart
    and soul into that beautifully, well-written, yet depressing
    poem for?

    Rasul

    This is an old poem I wrote for the love of my life. It was


    very tough to complete, but it is time to let her go.
    Regardless of how many girls there are in the world, I see
    her face when I lay my eye upon a beautiful woman. Her

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    voice takes over my thoughts, and then I find myself in
    another dimension; reminiscing about the way she made
    me feel, her soothing kiss, her gentle touch; filled with
    affection and passion. Ironically, I can never describe the
    way she truly made me feel; I think the precise word is I
    wish I could describe the way she made me feel with one
    word. All I can say is she made me feel significant every
    second we spent together or apart.

    Nabi

    Most people cant describe love, but I think your words are
    what love is, exactly.

    Rasul

    I dont know what love is Nabi. I think love is being there


    for someone regardless of what life throws at you. Loving
    someone you know will never love you back, even if its
    just for the moment. Or for a decade, but you never give
    up, because having the hope that one day they will love
    you, is better than nothing.

    Nabi

    Those words my friend, sound like the thoughts of a


    hopeless romantic.

    Rasul

    Im just a man, who loves everything about love. I like to


    think love is a form of art; one never loses when it comes
    to love but learns.

    [Exit scene]
    Nabi

    This woman you speak of that has had you heartbroken.


    How do you know she does not think of you, as you do of
    her, or still loves you? You know they say love never dies.

    Rasul

    Dont be naive Nabi, love dies. You might think Im a


    hopeless romantic, but Im not! Im a realist. Also, she
    never broke my heart; she walked away with it, making our
    love timeless.

    Nabi

    Dont be obtuse my friend, listen to yourself! Your words


    are evidence that love never dies.

    Rasul

    If you say so Nabi. All I want for her is to be blessed with


    the type of love she deserves; she loves, but love is never
    in her favor. If you say she might love me, I agree, but she
    will never be in love with me, nor will she ever think of me
    and smile. The terrible memories I left her, will forever

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    overshadow the memorable moments we had. I know she


    would love to forget everything about me.
    Nabi

    The worst feeling in life is, not knowing the truth about
    something. Let the past be the past. You seem to have
    been in love before everything fell apart, you know her like
    the back of your hand, you have the advantage. You have
    to try to show her youre a better man, youre not the same
    immature boy she knew.

    [Padding Rasul on the back] Youre a wise man brother.


    Rasul

    Ive tried everything possible my friend. The best thing to


    do is to let her go, if she ever comes back, then we are
    destined to be together, but I doubt it, so as you said, let
    the past be the past.

    Nabi

    You sound like a goldbricker!

    Rasul

    Thats what she loved about me the most, the fact that I
    never gave up. She always used to say "I love the way you
    fight to make me happy." As many moons passed, she
    began to hate my excuses, repeatedly saying "stop telling
    me youre sorry, and show me."

    Nabi

    Those words are hollow, its time to show her how much
    she means to you, go out there and win back your lost
    love! Destiny cant be controlled, but when it comes to
    love, you can choose to be the writer of your story. Make
    sure you write something you would love to read.
    Remember, we all are characters in someones story. She
    might meet someone who is worth a paragraph; I might
    meet someone who will be good enough for a chapter, or
    verse. But what you want to achieve at the end of the day
    is to be the title or the theme of someones story.

    Rasul

    Very wise words my friend! Although, it might be too late,


    the last time we spoke, she was in love with someone who
    makes her happy, someone who gives her the type of love
    she deserves. She deserves to be loved, the way she loves,
    or even more.

    Nabi

    I honestly dont think giving up is...

    Rasul

    Youll never get it Nabi! I used up every single chance she


    ever gave me. Trust me she gave me more chances than it

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    rains in Washington, more than the earth orbits the sun. I


    wouldnt be shocked if she gave up on love.
    Nabi

    Quit exaggerating! Would you be pleased if she gave up on


    love? Then, make her not give up on love. If you think what
    you had was true love, fight for it, and keep pushing till you
    can no longer push.

    Rasul

    Honestly, deep down I think she hates me. She says all is
    forgiven, and the past is the past...

    [Interrupting Rasul]
    Nabi

    Exactly! The past is the past; you can either use that to
    your advantage, or dwell in the past, and lose her forever.
    She has made it clear to you, she loves people who never
    give up. I dont understand why you...

    [Interrupting Nabi]
    Rasul

    Im starving Nabi! Im not going to sit here, in this sunlightlacking room, I feel as if Im being interrogated.

    Nabi

    They say where theres love, theres life. Furthermore, the


    best thing to hold onto in life is your loved one, the one
    you think about when you hear the words love and forever.

    Rasul

    They also say all your actions certainly have a


    consequence brother. I constantly thought she would be
    here, till hell freezes over, no matter what. Now here I am,
    with nothing to hold onto but a blurry past and fading
    memories.

    Nabi

    Ra! She might be waiting for her Romeo, someone to save


    her, maybe shes not happy.

    Rasul

    What if she is happy?

    Nabi

    Im beginning to think Ill never get through to you because


    you have given up, which is a shame. But, as a substitute, I
    think you should look for a new Juliet, to help you take your
    mind of your lost love.

    Rasul

    There can never be a new Juliet, theres no one better than


    her Nabi!

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    Nabi

    Clean up! Lets get something to eat before the sun falls.
    Old man William is mowing his lawn, which tells me the sun
    is still warm. Come on! You might meet someone
    enchanting.

    Rasul

    Quit chattering Nabi!

    [Mocking Rasul, while leaving the house]


    Nabi

    Perchance, a gorgeous Moroccan, or Egyptian. Even better,


    a witty European! You know you love those beautiful
    accents.

    Rasul
    Nabi

    You know me too well my friend!


    This particular dazzling European lady, youre destined to
    meet, might be the reason you forget about your old Juliet.

    [Replied with anger]


    Rasul
    Nabi

    Now that is absurd! Impossible!


    Impossible?! Always remember brother, Love and laughter
    can heal a broken heart.

    [Rasul stopped and looked into the sky, replying]


    Rasul

    My heart is not broken Nabi! Its missing. I gave her my


    heart, and she never gave it back; she walked away with it,
    without a goodbye.

    Nabi

    Love is complicated...

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Without a doubt!
    Love tends to...

    [Interrupting Nabi]
    Rasul

    Ive met beautiful women who captured my attention


    instantaneously. However, that same attraction seems to
    vanish, the same way they caught my eye. No one Nabi, no
    one, can hold a candle to her!

    Nabi

    Dont lose faith, captain! There are a lot of fish in the sea.

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    [While looking around]


    Rasul

    Everywhere I look; I see love, life, people smiling and


    making memories with loved ones. That irritates me!

    Nabi

    Cheer up! It's truly a beautiful day. Seize the day, brother!
    A simple hello and a smile can lead to a forever.

    Rasul

    Talking about smiles, her smile always...

    Nabi

    You still havent told me about this magnificent woman,


    who has kept you in a blue funk.

    Rasul

    Its not love if it doesnt make you go crazy. People misuse


    the word perfection when they are aroused by beauty, but
    she was not just stunning, even her inner beauty surpasses
    that of the most physically attractive woman in the world.
    The only creature I can put above Luana is an angel,
    something heavenly, divine, someone

    [Interrupting Rasul]
    Nabi

    Stop! There she is, Ra! There she is, the love of my life, she
    is what I call perfection

    [Replied with fascination]


    Rasul
    Nabi

    Sensational!
    She is! Skin as delicate as melted chocolate, hair smooth
    as silk, the closer you get, the more beautiful she gets.

    Rasul
    Nabi

    What a pleasing view! Look at that smile,


    Mona Lisa smile, I know!

    Rasul
    beautiful smile.
    Nabi

    I mean the light-skinned one. I love a girl with a


    That is Ya...

    [Interrupting Nabi]
    Odrih

    Nabi! Over here!

    [Nabi whispering to Rasul while walking over to Odrih]

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    Nabi
    nervous.

    We should have taken the other route; she makes me

    Rasul
    friend.

    Be confident, and remember to introduce me to her

    Nabi

    Odrih! How are you?

    Odrih

    Nabi, you left before I could wish you a very special happy
    birthday on Friday!

    Nabi

    Its okay! A gorgeous woman like you already has too much
    on her mind.

    Odrih
    Rasul

    Oh Nabi, youre too modest.


    I think you should make it up to him! My friend only turns
    nineteen once.

    Odrih
    Nabi

    And who are you?


    O, where are my manners? Odrih, this is my good friend
    Ra. Rasul, meet Odrih and her friend...

    [Interrupting Nabi]
    Yasmin

    Yasmin. Im Yasmin.

    Rasul

    Nice to meet you Yasmin. Ive to say, you have a lovely


    name, and Im in love with your smile. Nice to meet you
    too Odrih. You can call me Ra.

    Yasmin

    I know who you are. Well, I know about you. Rasul from
    Rhythm Technologies.

    Rasul

    Charming and breathtaking; Odrih, I like your friend, she is


    well-informed. I hope they are all good things; everything
    you heard about me, I mean.

    Yasmin

    Oh yes! My High School teacher was obsessed with Rhythm


    Technologies' Energy Elixir. Also, call me Nana, my friends
    call me Nana.

    Rasul

    I love Yasmin, I love the way it sounds. In my opinion, its


    the only beautiful name that starts with the alphabet "Y".

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    Yasmin

    Odrih
    Nabi
    Rasul

    That is your opinion! What about the name Ysabel? With


    the alphabet "Y" instead of "I". That will be the name of my
    daughter.
    Really? That is beautiful.
    Its very beautiful!
    Okay, with the exception of Ysabel, I love it

    Yasmin

    I wanted a name very unique, with a beautiful meaning.

    Rasul

    Its perfect. Where are you headed? We were going to


    Mercy's for lunch. Do you want to come with?

    Odrih

    Sorry, we have to get going; we are going to the cinema to


    watch The Thousand Mile Walk.

    Yasmin

    Thank you, for the Extra Help Mathematics application. It


    helped me through the last year in school.

    Odrih

    We must go out to dinner soon.

    Nabi

    Yes, we must!

    Yasmin

    I hope to see you again Rasul. Have a splendid day!

    Rasul

    Have a wonderful day, ladies!

    [Exit scene]
    [Next day - On the phone with Rasul]
    Nabi

    Wear your best attire, Im meeting Odrih in a few hours. I


    told her to invite Yasmin.

    Rasul

    That is a bad idea Nabi! Im leaving early in the morning,


    and Ive to get ready.

    Nabi

    I dont need to be reminded! I cant believe youre moving


    to Europe! Its almost eight thousand miles away. Also, its
    just lunch; Yasmin is interested in you and I know you are
    too.

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    Rasul

    She is enchanting, and she is responsible for my happiness


    yesterday and today, but Im leaving tomorrow, and my
    mind is already made up. I dont know exactly where my
    destination will be, but Id love to visit St. Petersburg,
    Barcelona, Amsterdam, and Stockholm.

    Nabi

    Dont forget Berlin.

    Rasul

    Definitely!

    Nabi

    You should think about moving to another state, instead of


    moving to another part of the world. How about Orlando,
    Florida?

    Rasul

    Nabi, I didnt plan to spend my last day with you talking


    about this. My mind is already made up.

    Nabi

    Alright! Do you want to meet up with Odrih and Yasmin?

    Rasul
    want.
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nabi

    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul
    minutes.
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nabi
    [On the road]

    I would love to, but no thank you, you can go if you


    Let's go fishing!
    What?!
    You always said, the one thing you missed doing was
    fishing, ever since you moved to the west. We are going
    fishing.
    I thought you had a date with Yasmin's friend.
    Odrih. Yes, I do, but she is not moving to another continent.
    Ill call her, and hopefully she will understand.
    Youre insane brother. Meet me outside in twenty
    We have to make a quick stop to buy some fishing gear.
    And where can we get such things?
    I know of a place.

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    Pg. 17

    Rasul

    She seems amazing.

    Nabi

    Yasmin?

    Rasul

    No, Odrih. Remember to treat her right. When you meet an


    understanding, and loving woman, you should always treat
    her like a queen.

    Nabi

    Im curious! You never told me when or how you met her,


    your lost love. I know nothing about her, not even her
    name.

    Rasul

    I think, we met during the winter of the year 2000.


    Honestly, those memories are slowly fading, like a flying
    sky lantern. I fear they will one day disappear, and Ill be
    left with nothing.

    Nabi

    You have an eidetic memory; I doubt that would ever


    happen. Quit beating around the bush and tell me what
    happened. We dont have all day.

    Rasul

    It was three weeks before New Years Eve. I saw her at a


    carnival, with a Polaroid camera, taking a picture by
    herself. Everything was perfect, the loud colors, the rapidly
    moving objects, the continuous chattering, different faces
    moving around, and the delicious smell of kettle corn.
    There I was feeling lost, because everything and everyone
    seemed to be moving at a fast pace. And there she was,
    trying to take a picture of that perfect moment. At that
    point everything seemed calm. I could hear myself
    breathe, the sound of popping kettle corn; suddenly
    everything was balanced. I was very shy, scared to walk up
    to her, and say hi. As if we were destined to meet,
    something or someone pushed me, and I found myself
    standing in front of her, stuttering. I was nervous.

    [The Encounter - Year 2000]


    Rasul

    You might want to stand in this direction for a better


    picture. You will look perfect no matter what, but those
    moving lights will add more beauty to the beauty.

    Luana

    What?! Never mind, Im leaving anyways.

    Rasul

    Sorry, I didnt mean to scare you off.

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    Luana

    I dont get scared that easily!

    Rasul

    You should have at least one perfect picture of this perfect


    day. Hand me the camera, stand right there and pose!

    Luana

    Do you always talk to people you dont know?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Only beautiful girls.


    Here.

    Rasul

    Thanks, you wont regret this.

    [Few minutes later]


    Luana

    Im getting impatient! Let me see!

    Rasul

    Not yet! Let it dry! Not to get ahead of myself, but this
    might be the best picture Ive ever taken.

    Luana

    Dont be too certain! What happened to the timid boy who


    seemed nervous, a moment ago?

    Rasul
    connection.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    moment.
    Luana
    Rasul

    I tend to open up to people when we develop a


    Let me see the picture, and what makes you think we have
    a connection? Dont be a know-it-all.
    One more, and take a look at this one.
    Ugh! I hate it! I look like I did when I was twelve or thirteen
    years old.
    Youll love this last one, its perfect.
    I doubt it! Can you please stop overusing the word perfect?
    I cant. That is the only word I can think of at the
    I dont like it. You can keep this one since you love it that
    much. I like the last one.
    Thank you very much! Its...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 19

    [Interrupting Rasul]
    Luana

    Do not say perfect.

    Rasul

    I was going to say perfection. Its perfection.

    Luana

    Well, Ive to find my brother. Have a good night loser!

    Rasul

    I can help you find him, and my name is...

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    I really dont care, I like loser. Its perfect.


    This picture says Im not a loser, tonight I won!
    Whatever you say loser! Bye!

    [As she began to walk away]


    Rasul

    Come on! The night is young. Its...

    Luana

    Dont say perfect.

    Rasul

    Its beautiful. Why are you in a hurry anyway?

    Luana

    Yes, its a beautiful night, but its not what I thought it


    would be. My brother disposed of me the moment he met
    an old friend.

    Rasul

    Well, maybe I can change that. How about I make your day
    better, and you show me around? Im new in town.

    Luana

    Where are you from?

    Rasul

    I recently moved here from Ghana.

    Luana

    Ghana, as in Africa?!

    Rasul

    I dont think theres another place called Ghana. Other


    than, the Ghana in West Africa!

    Luana

    No, you just dont look like an African.

    Rasul

    And what is an African supposed to look like?! You know


    what, dont answer that.

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    Pg. 20

    Luana

    My sister has been to Ghana, she went on a tour, and Id


    love to go to Africa one day, tell me more about it.

    Rasul

    I will, but tonight is more about me getting to know you; I


    want you to tell me about yourself. What type of music do
    you listen to?

    Luana

    Theres nothing to tell. I love hip-hop, I love all types of


    music, but I cant live without hip-hop.

    Rasul

    I like hip-hop. I like to think of myself as a rapper; I can lay


    down some quick, sick rhymes for you.

    Luana

    I bet youre terrible.

    Rasul

    Hey! You dont even know me that well, but yes! I am


    horrible. Who do you listen to?

    Luana

    Let's see. Uhh, my favorites are Tupac, Nas, and Nelly.

    Rasul

    Wow! I am Impressed! Beautiful and you have a good taste


    in music.

    [A few hours later]


    Luana

    Tell me, where would you want to live when you get older?

    Rasul

    Maybe Florida, or California. Im used to the heat; I hate


    this cold weather.

    Luana

    Id love to move to Europe or Florida, because I also cant


    stand the cold weather. Im an anemic, so my fingers are
    always frozen.

    Rasul

    If I dont bulk up, I get sick. Back in Africa, I caught


    pneumonia after I slipped out to the beach with a few
    friends one night. I was trembling like someone with
    anxiety.

    Luana

    Anxiety is not a joke! I used to have anxiety attacks when I


    was younger. Its not a laughing matter.

    Rasul

    Im sorry, that was not supposed to be a joke. Wow! Would


    you look at that; its almost two o'clock. I love talking to
    you, but I dont want you to get in trouble, can I walk you
    home?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 21

    Luana

    I live right across the street. I cant believe this, but Im


    actually having a good time, thank you!

    Rasul

    I enjoyed talking to you as well. I couldnt let you go, I was


    unsure, whether Id see you again.

    Luana

    You will if you meet me here tomorrow before the sun goes
    down. You should know I dont...

    Rasul

    Yes! Yes! I would love to! Ill be honored to be in your


    presence again beautiful.

    Luana
    ugly.

    Ew, stop it! Im not. Look at me; Im exhausted. I look

    Rasul

    Shut up! Stop being humble for once. I know you look in
    the mirror every second admiring yourself.

    Luana

    Never! I am ugly.

    Rasul

    Just accept it. Youre beautiful. Youre probably the most


    beautiful girl in your school. No, no, youre the most
    beautiful creation in the universe.

    Luana

    I am the ugliest! Where do you go to school?

    Rasul

    I dont want to talk about school. I want to talk about you,


    pretty girl!

    Luana

    Shut up, Im leaving. Good night!

    Rasul

    Come on! My birthday is exactly a month away...

    Luana

    Wait, how old are you?

    Rasul

    Sixteen, you can give me an early birthday present by


    agreeing, that you are the most beautiful girl in the
    universe.

    Luana

    You look like a baby. And no, I will not do such a thing!

    Rasul
    school.
    Luana

    Cmon! Just say it! Okay, the most beautiful in your


    I have a feeling you wont stop until I do.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 22

    Rasul
    Luana
    again!

    I could go on all night. I have nowhere to be.


    Okay, fine! Remember, Ill never ever repeat this, ever

    Rasul
    it!

    I will never ask you to repeat it ever again. Just say

    Luana

    Im pretty!

    Rasul

    No! Say, youre beautiful. Also, you have to scream it out


    loud, and say it three times.

    Luana

    Ugh! Youre so annoying!

    Rasul

    Ill not stop until you say it.

    Luana

    Im beautiful! Im beautiful! Im beautiful! Are you happy?

    Rasul

    Very much! This is the best day ever! I managed to


    persuade an ugly girl to think she is beautiful.

    Luana

    Hey! You see this depressed face loser? Its your fault!

    Rasul

    Im joking. This smile on my face, its because Im standing


    in front of perfection, true beauty.

    Luana

    I hate the fact that Ive to leave, but thank you for making
    this day memorable.

    Rasul

    Ill be here tomorrow before the sun goes down. Good night
    beautiful.

    Luana

    Good night loser!

    [December 9th, 2000]


    Luana
    ugly.
    Rasul
    Luana

    I didnt think you would show your face after calling me


    I dont remember saying such a hurtful word.
    Loser! I have to pack; I cant stay much longer. We are
    leaving early in the morning, before sunrise.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 23

    Rasul

    Why are you leaving? Where are you going?

    Luana

    This was a five-day vacation. It pains me we met on the


    last day. Anyway

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Please quit playing around!


    Stop interrupting me! This was what I was trying to tell
    you
    Stop!

    Luana

    I dont live here! Can you please allow me to talk! Ugh!

    Rasul

    How could you forget to tell me something that important?!


    I cant believe you lied to me!

    Luana

    What are you talking about?!

    Rasul

    You made me like you. I never thought it was possible to


    like someone I just met a few hours ago, but I do! I dont
    even know your name, but I like you.

    Luana

    Why are you getting angry for no reason? I tried telling


    you, but you kept interrupting me.

    Rasul

    You dont forget to tell some...

    Luana

    Wait! Did you say you like me?

    Rasul

    Yes I did, I like the way you pout, the way you torture me, I
    can go on for hours, but that does not matter anymore,
    what I liked, was the idea of you. By tomorrow Ill forget
    about you, therefore, have a good day and dont bother
    calling me!

    Luana

    I like you too loser! For the first time in my life I went to
    sleep smiling, I couldnt wait to wake up, just to see you
    again. But thank you for showing me your ugly side!

    Rasul
    Luana

    Just leave!
    Goodbye loser! Oh, and Im glad I never asked for your
    phone number! Id never talk to a person like you anyway.

    [Luana walked away and returned outside about an hour later]

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 24

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    What are you still doing here?! Just leave!


    I should be the one asking you that, you have been sitting
    on this bench for an hour. Im here for my picture. Give it
    back!
    No! Its not yours since I took it!

    Luana

    Loser!

    Rasul

    I missed you. I was on my way home, and I knew Id regret


    it if I left without knowing your name. Im sorry for getting
    angry.

    Luana

    Aww, I missed you too!

    Rasul

    Smile, beautiful!

    Luana
    Rasul

    No! I hate what just happened.


    It will never happen again, I promise.

    Luana

    I promise.

    Rasul

    Theres that beautiful smile Ive waited for an hour on this


    bench to see.

    Luana

    Shut up! You made me sad.

    Rasul

    Itll never happen again. Tell me, where do you live? I do


    not care how far it is; Ill travel a thousand miles just to see
    your pretty face.

    Luana

    Youd never do that loser!

    Rasul

    Never doubt me, I always get what I want, but most


    importantly, when can I see you again?

    Luana

    One day.

    Rasul
    Luana

    One day? One day could mean ten years.


    How about one day soon?

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    Pg. 25

    Rasul

    No! That still seems like forever. I might forget how


    beautiful you are.

    Luana

    That is because Im ugly!

    Rasul

    Shut up beautiful! Soon is just not soon enough.

    Luana

    One day, soon. I promise. It will be our first official date,


    but you also have to promise to talk to me every single day
    until then.

    Rasul

    I like the sound of that. I want that special day memorable;


    everything will be your choice and my treat. If youre good
    all year round, Ill take you to the beach for our first date.

    Luana
    charge.

    Aww! Youre cute when you act like youre the one in

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    in the city.

    Thats because I am in charge!


    Yeah. Keep on dreaming.
    Come with me, I have to show you my favorite place

    Luana

    I have to go, I told my parents I was going to buy


    something from the corner store.

    Rasul

    It will not take more than ten minutes, and Ill walk you
    home.

    Luana
    Rasul

    Where are you taking me?


    To a rooftop; where you can see half of the city, with its
    beautiful skylines.

    [About twelve minutes later]


    Luana

    Meet me here early in the morning. Do not be late.

    Rasul

    I wont.

    Luana

    Bye loser!

    [Five days later - December 16th, 2000]

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 26

    Rasul

    "The moment I sat down and saw the picture you left with
    your address on the back, in between the bench; I knew I
    was late, but I waited for about two more hours, hoping to
    see your face again, or your father's Dodge Charger driving
    by. I would have run in front of it, made him stop and
    kissed you. Okay that was clearly a lie, but I cant take my
    eyes off the pictures I took of you at the carnival. I cant
    wait to hear from you Luana. My name is Rasul, but I think
    loser sounds better. I miss you."

    [One week later - December 23th, 2000]


    Rasul
    "I hope you didnt give me a fake address, but I will keep
    trying until I get a reply from you. How are you doing? I had
    a soccer tournament three days ago, I had your picture
    with me, kissed it for good luck and in less than a minute
    we scored a goal! We won the two-day tournament. Thank
    you! Also, the other picture, I kept it safe in the pants I
    wore the day we met. I cant wait to hear about the rest of
    your winter break. Happy holidays, beautiful. Love, Rasul."
    [December 30th, 2000]
    Rasul

    It has been seven days since my last letter. I want to give


    up, because deep down I know we will never happen, but
    having hope is better than giving up. It helps me sleep
    better at night, knowing I tried. Ive never had a connection
    with someone the way I did with you, I dont open up to
    people because I like to observe first, but when I saw you, I
    had this feeling. Ill never know how to describe it; I just
    felt as if I could trust you. I felt comfortable. I know we
    might never see each other again, but you should know,
    the distance between us, is just a number. We both live in
    New York, and that is good enough for me, Id travel
    thousands of miles just to see your face. Hopefully, you
    received my first two letters; Ive convinced myself that,
    they have gotten lost and never reached Montauk. I miss
    your lovely laugh, your witty sense of humor, your
    charming smile and those lovely big brown eyes. Happy
    New Year, beautiful!"

    [January 3rd, 2001]


    Luana

    "Rasul, I miss you. Last night, I was lying down with my


    head up, looking at the beautiful sky through my window,
    while reading your letters. The polar-white stars were
    glittering, each star with its distinct level brightness. It was

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    perfect as you would say. Its funny how the moon on its
    own can brighten a whole dark world simultaneously. I
    think it symbolizes hope, theres always a light in the dark
    tunnel, and once you reach the end without giving up,
    there will be a brighter light. I was having one of those bad
    days, and you gave me hope. All I wanted was to go
    outside, and lay on the hammock, to enjoy that perfect
    scenery, to forget about my problems, but it was very cold.
    My older sister says Ill never see you because we are
    young, and I shouldnt reply to get your hopes up, but
    reading your letters makes me happy, it makes me feel
    loved; it gives me hope. Thank you, for always putting a
    smile on my face since we first met. I almost forgot, I had a
    wonderful dream about you on the 1st of January. Happy
    New Year, and Happy birthday."
    [January 9th, 2001]
    Rasul

    "Hi, thank you for the letter; I loved every part of it. I had
    an amazing birthday, nothing special, I stopped celebrating
    my birthday when I was nine, my parents give me money
    as a birthday present, and then I go out with a few close
    friends to have a good time. The worst thing about today
    was the fact that, you were not here with me; also I had a
    mathematics exam. I think I failed it. Apart from that,
    everything was great. Never forget, you are beautiful,
    youre intelligent, and I love the way you think. Most
    importantly, Ill always try to make you feel special. I hope
    youre enjoying your winter vacation. When are you going
    back to school? By the way, you called me by my name for
    the first time, I hate it, for some reason I love the special
    name you gave me. I miss you."

    [January 13th, 2001]


    Luana

    "I received your letter on Saturday. Hopefully, you will


    receive mine on Monday. School starts on Wednesday, the
    17th. I cant wait to complete my high school education. I
    know, its still early in the year, but where do you plan on
    going to college? I forgot to tell you through my previous
    letter; my mom promised to convince my dad to buy me a
    mobile phone, maybe a Nokia, if I get impressive grades for
    the second quarter of the school year. I want you to
    promise me something; promise me you will start doing
    better in school. If not, your punishment will be, Ill not
    write you back for a whole month, and if you dont think I

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    Pg. 28

    wont, try me. You should never try hard to impress me;
    you always make me feel special without any effort. Even
    the way you looked at me, the way you held my hand, you
    make me feel safe. I love everything about you, even your
    chipped front tooth, the way you smile, the way you wear
    your hat, everything about you makes me happy. I miss
    your baby-like looks loser!"
    [January 15th, 2001]
    Rasul

    The more time we spend apart, getting to know each


    other, the more I admire you, but it also leads to missing
    you, and I hate that. I will do anything to hear your voice,
    so Ill try to get a mobile phone, if you do get one. We had
    a mathematics quiz today and I got a C-, mathematics is
    my only weakness in school, I study and practice it, but for
    some reason I still cant execute. You shouldnt get angry
    because I promise to get a better grade on my next test or
    quiz. Enough about school, how are you doing? Do you
    miss me? PS: I miss you.

    [January 17th, 2001]


    Luana
    "My grades were not as impressive as I thought they would
    be, but Ive two more tests the next coming week, and I
    promise to get good grades. I need the mobile phone, so I
    can talk to you every day. I love reading your letters, the
    first thing I did after coming home from school was
    checking the mail. I did not even take off my bag; I couldnt
    wait to read your lovely words. Your letters give me life;
    they make missing you a little bit easier. I miss you more
    than you will ever miss me loser! At least you have those
    pictures of me at the carnival. The hardest thing I endure
    daily is missing you, you have no idea what I go through; I
    want to do is see you. PS: Unlike you, I dont break my
    promises, you failed your quiz; therefore, I wont write you
    for a month, like I promised. You should get help, to
    improve your grades. You can write me if you want but I
    wont reply. Ill miss you loser! Have a good day."
    [January 22nd, 2001]
    Rasul

    "I think I had a dream about you, I was lying down with my
    eyes closed, I dont know if I was asleep or not but I heard
    someone call my name, it was your voice. When I woke up,
    I was alone, and then I realized it was just me missing you.
    Please talk to me, I miss you beautiful. I check the mail

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    Pg. 29

    every day, hoping you wrote me because you miss me, but
    I guess this is my punishment, and Ive to deal with it. PS:
    This is the worst letter Ill ever write you, I guess Im not in
    a good mood, because youre not talking to me. Also, I
    dont care if you will read the letter or not, writing it makes
    me smile, and Ill not stop. I miss you."
    [January 29th, 2001]
    Rasul

    A week without you, is equivalent to a year, I miss you


    Luana. Please forgive me, I promise to do better. I wish I
    had a lot to write about, Im sorry, but I dont. Have a
    wonderful week.

    [February 11th, 2001]


    Luana

    Today is the 11th of February, the postal service does not


    open for business, but Ill send this out tomorrow, I just
    hope you get it by Valentine's Day. I know we have not
    talked about it yet, but youre my valentine, whether you
    like it or not! PS: I couldnt go a whole month without
    talking to you loser, I kept reading your letters over and
    over. I miss you. I wish you could see this huge smile I have
    on my face while writing you this letter, talking to you
    makes me happy Rasul. I like you so much; these words
    cant fully describe how I feel about you, I wish they did.
    Happy Valentine's Day!"

    Rasul

    I miss you, beautiful. A few days ago I saw a rose, and it


    made me think of you. I go to sleep with you on my mind,
    thinking, is she thinking about me at this moment? I wake
    up with you in mind, wishing you were right here next to
    me. Tonight look into the sky, and count the stars; that is
    how much I miss you. Each time I think about you, a star
    falls from the sky and dies. That is how powerful our
    connection is; I think people call it love. If you happen to
    look up into the sky, you might find it to be a dark, boring
    space without its beautiful, twinkling stars. You are to
    blame for the fall of the stars. I miss you! Please talk to
    me; I cant go a whole month without talking to you. Happy
    Valentine's Day, beautiful."

    [February 15th, 2001]


    Luana

    Of course Im always on your mind loser! I am perfect. Ha,


    Im kidding! Im just in a good, playful mood; nothing can

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    take away my happiness. Your letter arrived on Valentine's


    Day. I got home at sun down, because of an event in
    school; the moment I saw your letter in the mailbox; I
    couldnt even wait to go inside the house, I stood out in the
    cold and ripped open the envelope, I was eager to read
    your beautiful words. How did you plan this perfect
    moment? I dont know how you did it. The moment I
    finished reading the letter, I looked up at the sky, and I
    started to cry. No need to worry, they were happy tears, I
    felt loved. Even though we are far from each other, I felt
    you next to me. I was disappointed yesterday; I thought
    you stopped sending me letters. Thank you for always
    making my day. Ill always remember the 14th of February,
    2001. I miss you Rasul. Have a good weekend!"
    [February 19th, 2001]
    Rasul

    I will never stop trying to make you smile. Ill never give
    up on us, and that is a promise Ill do anything to keep. You
    dont need to thank me, it is my job, and I love doing it. Id
    like to keep that job for the rest of my life. Will you give me
    that chance? I know the distance between us at this
    moment feels like a journey to the stars. I know, it may feel
    like forever until we can be together, but hold on for me,
    wait for the beautiful things that are yet to come. I promise
    you it will all be worth it. I miss you.

    [February 24th, 2001]


    Luana

    "Hi Rasul, how are you? You always know how to brighten
    my day. I was having a terrible day earlier but you made it
    all better, and dont worry about it, everything is fine.
    Youre incredible! I dont need you to promise me anything
    else, keep those promises, and also be there when I always
    need you. That is all I ask. I promise to always be honest,
    caring, and to be there for you no matter what. I promise
    never to lie to you or hurt you. I have a question, have you
    ever been in love? The number at the bottom is my mobile
    phone number. I also created an email address; you can
    write me whenever you can. Confession: I smile while
    walking alone. I smile while having conversations with
    people, because they said something that reminded me of
    you. A few days ago, I chuckled in class because someone
    solved a problem, and the teacher said perfect, which
    reminded me of you. Youre the reason I smile, reading

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    Timeless Love
    your letters make me incredibly happy. On the day we
    argued, you made me very angry, but then I ended up
    smiling because you crossed my mind. From the moment I
    met you, my life has been perfect, I feel loved every single
    day, because of the kind of love you show me. Have a
    wonderful day."

    [March 1st, 2001]


    Rasul

    "Hi beautiful, Im doing great. Your problem is my problem,


    so if something is bothering you please tell me. Honestly, I
    have never been in love before, because Ive never woken
    up, or gone to sleep with a girl on my mind, but now I can
    say I have ever since I met you, and I think that is what
    love feels like. This distance between us means nothing; no
    matter where I go, or what I do you will always be on my
    mind. I must have been born under a lucky star, to meet
    someone as special as you. You are the best thing that has
    ever happened to me. I know I look awful in those pictures I
    sent, but I wanted to give you something to look at when
    you think of me. PS: Any successful relationship between
    two people cant be built on only promises and vows. A
    relationship needs communication, honesty, commitment,
    trust, love, and determination."

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 32

    Chapter 2 The Approval


    [March 9th, 2001] Outgoing call
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Hello, who is this?


    Its your knight in shining armor.
    You loser!
    Im here to save you from boredom.

    Luana

    Shut up! Im content with my life; I can go a whole year


    without talking to you.

    Rasul

    Honestly, you can never do such thing! You would go


    insane, thinking about me.

    Luana

    Im not in the mood...

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    ends]

    You miss me. Stop pretending as if you dont.


    As I said, Im not in the mood. Have a good day.
    Its never a good day without you. Tell... [Phone call

    [Outgoing call]
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Did you really hang-up on me?


    I dont want to talk!
    I know something is wrong, what did I do?

    Luana

    Its not...

    Rasul

    Hey, Im sorry for not calling you earlier. This is my father's


    old mobile phone; yesterday was his birth...

    Luana

    I dont care Rasul. Im sorry, but I dont care. For your


    information, yes Im in a bad mood, and it has nothing to
    do with you. Now have a good day.

    Rasul

    What is the problem? Please, tell me what is wrong.

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    Luana
    parents.

    You cant help! Its personal. No one can help, but my

    Rasul

    I know I cant help, but I can make you feel better, or help
    you forget about your problems for a while. I dont like the
    way you sound, smile beautiful, you look and sound better
    with a smile on your face.

    Luana

    My parents are getting divorced. Ive seen my friend's


    parents get divorced, but I never thought it would happen
    to me. They have always been in love; they are perfect for
    each other. Currently, they dont talk to each other
    anymore. They dont acknowledge each other. It feels like
    living with strangers in the house, she goes out without
    telling him where she is going, and he does the same.
    Sometimes, she sleeps over at my auntie's house or a
    friends house, without telling him about her whereabouts.

    Rasul

    Im very sorry, Lu

    Luana

    And the worst thing is; I havent seen her for two days. I
    hate the fact that, they are not together making each other
    happy. I know, deep down they are both hurting, but they
    are pretending as if they dont care, as if everything is fine.
    Even the blind can see they are hurting. My Father used to
    wake me up every morning, and he used to make sure I
    was in a good mood before leaving for school. And now he
    cant even look me in the face. My mother always talks to
    me, she tells me all her secrets, and she has always been
    there for me. Without her Im nothing; sometimes, we
    spend half a day talking about life, but not anymore, I miss
    her. I wish everything could go back to the way it was.
    Everything has changed Rasul; it feels like we have nothing
    to talk about whenever we see one another. I think she is
    embarrassed. Family is very important, but you never
    realize how important something is until its gone or almost
    gone...

    Rasul

    Everything will be fine, I promise. I know how important


    family is; but Im not on talking terms with my brother and
    most of the times, I try to avoid my father because all he
    does is complain, and find faults in everything I do. It
    irritates me.

    Luana

    That is because, He cares about you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 34

    Rasul
    its disturbing.

    He is overprotective. I understand, but sometimes

    Luana

    You should thank God, for having a father who cares about
    you and loves you.

    Rasul

    Your parents love and care about you, they are having
    some minor problems and hopefully everything will work
    itself out soon enough, I promise.

    Luana

    Nothing will work itself out; youre just saying that, to make
    me feel better.

    Rasul

    You have to try to be positive...

    Luana

    How?! How can I try to be positive when everything around


    me is falling apart?! Tell me!

    Rasul

    Dont let whatever is going on with your parent come


    between your relationship with them. Try to talk to them,
    as if nothing is wrong, and maybe they will open up to you.
    You said they have always been there for you; I think now
    may be the time you have to be there for them. Also,
    nothing around you will fall apart, and if everything around
    you falls apart, I promise to be the one thing still standing.

    Luana

    Thank you, Ive to go to sleep. I didnt get enough


    yesterday. Call me when you wake up.

    Rasul

    Good night beautiful. [Phone call ends]

    [2:23 AM] Incoming call


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Hello Rasul.
    Why are you not asleep?
    I couldnt sleep. I saw a picture of us together, happy as a
    family in Florida during the summer of 1999, and it
    reminded me of how perfect we were as a family. We had
    our personal problems, like every family but together,
    everything was perfect as if we made each others
    problems disappear. We were smiling and laughing. Ive
    been crying for almost an hour. Why is this happening
    Rasul? Why?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 35

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Tell me about that day.


    I called you to help me forget about the reason Im crying,
    and you want me to talk about it?
    Yes! Tell me about that day.

    Luana
    wake up.

    I dont want to. All I want to do is fall asleep and never

    Rasul

    Just relax and listen to this song. Hopefully, it will help you
    fall asleep. Just listen.

    [March 10th, 2001 - 10:46 AM] Incoming call


    Luana
    Rasul

    Thank you for last night.


    It was my pleasure. Good morning to you too.

    Luana

    Good morning loser. Thank you, for letting me know you


    will always be here for me.

    Rasul

    Stop saying thank you. I love talking to you,

    Luana

    Do you have any plans for today?

    Rasul

    I dont. I woke up, at seven o'clock, thinking I had to go to


    school today.

    Luana

    Ha! Did you get dressed?

    Rasul

    No! Of course not! I went back to sleep the moment I


    noticed today is Saturday.

    Luana

    I had a good nights sleep.

    Rasul
    sleep.
    Luana

    Im still tired, I need at least one more hour of sound


    Call me, or send me an email when you wake up, and Ill
    give you a call.

    [Later that day] Outgoing email

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 36

    Rasul

    The truth is, I dont know why I was put in the position to
    meet you but Im very thankful for that; youre the type of
    girl musicians write award-winning songs about, the type of
    girl writers write good books about that influence readers
    lives. All Im trying to say is thank you for being in my life.

    [March 11th, 2001] Incoming email


    Luana

    Im sorry, we didnt get to talk yesterday; Im just getting


    home. I went to my auntie's house with my mother. And
    she had no internet access available. How are you doing? I
    missed you loser!

    Rasul

    Dont apologize, Im glad you did. I spent the day with


    some friends. How was your day?

    Luana

    My day was great, I didnt expect to have a good day but I


    did. We went shopping; we had a normal conversation. We
    even went as far as making jokes about moving to Florida,
    if my parents do get divorced.

    Rasul

    Why would your family move to Florida? Also, theres


    nothing funny about that. Id miss you.

    Luana

    My mother said, my father demanded I move to Florida


    with him if he decides to live over there. Calm down loser!
    It was a joke. I think everything might be fine. My parents
    left the house together just a few minutes ago.

    Rasul

    Well, Im glad everything is working out perfectly. Also,


    never joke about moving far away from me, the distance
    between us is already an obstacle. Ill not allow more
    distance to come between us; one day Ill wake up in the
    morning and start walking to Long Island, Ill not stop until I
    see you.

    Luana

    Im sorry, but you made me laugh. I would have run into


    your arms the moment I see you, and then give you the
    biggest kiss ever.

    Rasul

    I regret not kissing you at the carnival. Honestly, I thought


    you would slap me if I did. Also on the day you told me you
    were leaving, I woke up with a plan to kiss you, then we
    began to argue and I forgot.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 37

    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    You should have kissed me, maybe we would have stopped


    arguing, or I would have slapped you, either way I like that
    idea.
    Why would you slap me?
    I would have loved the kiss, but Id have also enjoyed
    slapping you, just to be dramatic.
    Youre insane, I need to stay away from you.

    Luana

    You cant live without me, you love me.

    Rasul

    I could never love someone like you, youre ugly, and I


    cant stand you.

    Luana

    Youre a terrible liar. I told my friend about you, and she


    wants to meet you.

    Rasul

    I know I am. I hope you said good things about me; Id love
    to meet her. What is her name?

    Luana

    I told her how sweet you are and how smitten you are with
    every single thing I do. Her name is Delilah, but I call her
    Ladee.

    Rasul

    We promised never to lie to each other, and that is clearly


    a lie; I am not smitten by you or your actions. We need to
    make a plan for when well meet.

    Luana

    Where can we meet each other? I think you will have to


    come to Montauk, but honestly, theres nothing special to
    do over here.

    Rasul

    You should come to Manhattan, it will be worth it.

    Luana

    Id love to, but my parents would never let me.

    Rasul

    Tell them youre going out with a few friends, Ill come to
    Montauk and take you out to Manhattan, and then Ill take
    you back home.

    Luana

    Id love that, but maybe on our second date.

    Rasul

    That sounds like a good plan!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 38

    Luana

    Ive an essay due tomorrow, Ill talk to you later loser.

    Rasul

    I also have a U.S. History essay due next week; I should


    start working on it now, but maybe later.

    Luana

    Start it now! History is my weakness; I hate it! I cant help


    you, but Ill talk to you when Im finished with mine.

    Rasul

    Its one of my strongest subjects, you dont have to worry


    about it, I dont need any help, darling. Always remember,
    to be good at something, you must learn to love it.

    Luana

    Dont call me that, you earn that privilege after you start
    your assignment. Goodbye, Ill talk to you later!

    Rasul

    Ill miss you, darling!

    [Several hours later] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    To ensure myself that I dont have any terrible nightmares,


    I need to talk to you before going to sleep.

    Luana

    Did you start working on your assignment?

    Rasul

    Not exactly. I was listening to music, and then I realized


    two hours had passed by, Im currently doing a
    mathematics assignment, which is due tomorrow.

    Luana

    Stop trying to make me angry. Why are you now attending


    to it, when you know it is due in a few hours?

    Rasul

    Are you telling me, I cant complete an assignment that is


    due tomorrow, today, but you can?

    Luana

    Ive been working on this assignment for the past week. I


    reserved three days for research alone. You need to stop
    fooling around; that makes me angry.

    Rasul

    Calm down, Im not fooling around. Im almost done.

    Luana

    Dont lie to me. What do you mean, youre almost done?

    Rasul

    Ive two more questions. One is to find the longest part of


    the triangle, and the other is to find the shortest.

    Luana

    Do you mean Pythagorean Theorem?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 39

    Rasul

    Yes, and the only values that were given are "A" and "C".
    Dont worry, darling I know what Im doing, isnt the
    equation for Pythagorean Theorem "A + B = C"?

    Luana

    That is correct, but the terms are all squared.

    Rasul

    How do you remember all of this?

    Luana

    I love math.

    Rasul

    I hate it! Half of my classes are college level, but I just


    cant understand math.

    Luana

    To be good at something you must learn to love it.

    Rasul

    Dont use my words against me.

    Luana

    You need to get extra help; it will only get more difficult as
    youre graduating soon. If you need help, Im here for you.

    Rasul

    I dont need math! How can calculating for the longest side
    of a triangle help me when Im in danger?

    Luana

    Quit being ignorant. Maybe it cant save your life at this


    moment, but when we have children, what would you tell
    them if they asked you how to use the Pythagorean
    Theorem to solve for the longest side of a triangle?

    Rasul

    Did you just say when we have children?

    Luana

    Yes I did, but I dont think I want to marry an ignorant man.

    Rasul

    I am not ignorant. Also, to answer your question, Id tell


    them to go and ask their beautiful, exceptional and
    intelligent mother for help, and come back to me when
    they have a question about biology, history, English, art, or
    anything that has nothing to do with mathematics.

    Luana

    Are you trying to make me smile?

    Rasul
    Luana

    No, actually my goal was to make you blush.


    Well, it worked.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 40

    Rasul
    sleep?
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    beautiful!
    Luana
    Rasul
    dreams.
    Luana

    I know it did, Im that good. When are you going to


    Im getting ready, as we talk. How about you?
    Ill try to go to sleep in an hour.
    Im very tired. Good night loser!
    Dont forget to dream about me. Good night
    Complete your assignment on time, and maybe Ill dream
    about you.
    Ive not started the essay yet. Ill try my best. Sweet
    Start now! Good night!

    [The following day] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Good morning beautiful, I spent several hours thinking


    about you last night, because I missed you.

    Luana

    Thank you for waking me up, I missed you too, did you at
    least work on your assignment?

    Rasul
    Luana

    I will. Ill begin my research later.


    Honestly, I woke up eager to talk to you but not anymore.
    Dont try to call me; send me an email about your progress
    if you choose to stop being lazy and ignorant, then maybe
    Ill consider talking to you. Have a good day! [Phone call
    ends]

    [A few minutes ago] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Im emailing you to say, I began working on my


    assignment. I dont want you to be angry. I never want you
    to be disappointed in me.

    [March 30th, 2001 5:49 PM] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    I just returned home from school. How was your day? Ive a
    lot to tell you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 41

    [Two hours later] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Are you angry because of what happened this morning? I


    miss you and need to talk to you; mainly because I miss
    you.

    [Three hours later] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Ill call you in the morning. I spent my whole day wishing


    you were here, closer to me. Im not supposed to say I love
    you yet, because I intended to say it when I see you, after
    you run into my arms and kiss me like a girl who has been
    waiting for years to see the love of her life. But here I am
    saying I love you. Im sorry, but I do, and if you want to
    know what I did today, I just missed you. Good night
    beautiful.

    [March 31st, 2001 7:05 AM] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Good morning, I dont know why Im smiling when I should


    be sad because youre no longer talking to me; but if
    youre wondering why Im smiling its because I was
    looking at your picture. I miss you, I was hoping you would
    answer my phone call, when you didnt I decided to send
    you this email, but its not the same not listening to your
    voice. Ill try calling you again later in the evening. Have a
    wonderful day.

    [The next morning]


    Luana

    Hi, it was pointless for me to ignore you. Im sorry. Also,


    you dont have to apologize for loving me; I do too. I love
    you loser! I love everything about you, I cant believe it
    has been three months since I had that dream about us, I
    still cant tell you or anyone about the dream, because I
    promised to keep it to myself; until it becomes a reality,
    but that is the moment I knew you would be mine. And, yes
    youre mine whether you want to be or not.

    Rasul

    Hi, can we just forget about what happened? Also, do you


    mean the dream you had in January? If so, then it has been
    four months since we have known each other; Luana, every
    second we spend apart, I promise we will make up one day,
    we will make up for all those lost moments, someday soon.

    Pg. 42

    Timeless Love

    Luana

    Id love that. Time seems to be flying fast; I wish it would


    fly faster. If you have ever wondered what I wanted more
    than anything in life is to be with you physically,
    emotionally, and mentally, every second. Also, I think Im
    coming down with a fever, I wish you were here to make
    me feel better.

    Rasul

    You always know how to make my day better. Youre the


    reason why I walk with a smile on my face. One day we will
    be happy together. Also, Ill board a train, in a few minutes;
    Ill have with me, some soup, tea, flowers, a romantic
    movie, chocolate, and strawberries. I know how much you
    love strawberries and chocolate. What else do you want?

    Luana

    I want nothing, but you. Actually, I also want a foot rub. I


    wish you could be here, but we will be together one day,
    because I believe in us. I believe in you. Until then, you
    need to take education very serious. Do you need help with
    any assignments due this week or next week?

    Rasul

    Thank you, but I dont. Im almost done with my history


    assignment. I just need to put a few things together.

    Luana

    You know, I dislike history but I can help you. You have to
    quit acting stupid, you are very intelligent. Please start
    putting more effort into your school work, Id hate it if you
    allow laziness to be the reason we stop talking. Youre
    going off to college in a few months; quit acting like
    someone without a future.

    Rasul

    Ill never let anything come between us. Ive a few errands
    to run. Ill return in a couple of hours, and I promise to
    complete my assignment tonight.

    Luana

    Im glad to hear that. I need to rest; I took medicine for my


    fever. Have a good day! Remember to finish your
    assignment, and email or call me. Kisses!

    Rasul

    I hope you feel better. Get some rest, and Ill talk to you
    later. Kisses? I dont want that, I want the real one from
    your lovely lips.

    Luana
    Rasul

    I want my chocolates, and then you will get yours.


    Deal, you will get your chocolates and I will get a lovely
    kiss, whenever I lay my eye upon your perfection.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 43

    Luana

    I want the best chocolates in the world; sweet,


    mouthwatering chocolates.

    Rasul

    I can be your sweet, mouthwatering chocolates; you know,


    legend says I taste better than chocolates.

    Luana
    Rasul

    Ill be the judge of that.


    Okay, I love the sound of that. Have a good day. Ill talk to
    you later.

    [Later that night]


    Rasul
    Luana
    chicken.

    Hi, Im currently revising the history assignment. I spent all


    night working on it; Im hungry, I want a Korean Taco.
    What?! Yuck! It sounds disgusting. I just had fried

    Rasul

    Chicken with what? I want some. And quit being closeminded, Korean Tacos look delicious; I want to try it.

    Luana

    I had only fried chicken. If I could, Id spend the rest of my


    life eating only fried chicken, while you eat Korean Tacos by
    yourself.

    Rasul
    with you.
    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    Sharing is caring Luana. Id share my Korean Tacos


    You can eat all the Korean Tacos in the world without me.
    But I missed you; I only slept for an hour. I woke up early
    thinking you would call me, and you didnt.
    Ill share anything of mine with you. Can I call you?
    I cant talk at the moment, Im meeting Delilah at her
    house, we have a few assignments to complete together.
    Ill call you when we are done.
    Tell her, I said "Hi."

    [Two hours later]


    Rasul
    good night!

    I miss you; call me whenever youre done. Have a

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 44

    [The next morning]


    Luana

    Good morning loser, Im sorry; I wanted to talk to you but


    ended up falling asleep. The truth is, I love you. I cant wait
    to get my chocolates! You make me very happy; I spent all
    night telling Delilah how great you are. She said she would
    love to meet you one day. We have to leave for school as
    soon as possible, but Ill talk to you later. Have a good day!

    [Later that day]


    Rasul

    Good afternoon, I missed you. Im sorry, I couldnt talk to


    you this morning. I woke up late, and had to rush to school.
    Tell your friend, Id love to meet her too. Also, tell her Im
    incredibly jealous, she has the life I want; she had the
    privilege of waking up with you. If you have ever wondered
    what my goal in life is, its to wake up next to you every
    day.

    Luana

    Id love that. You dont need to be jealous. One day, you


    will have me all to yourself. How was school?

    Rasul
    your day?

    Im not interested in talking about school. How was

    Luana

    My day is good so far. What happened in school? I hope


    everything is alright.

    Rasul

    School was fine. I missed a test, because I was late to


    school. Dont be angry with me, Ill make it up.

    Luana

    What?! What subject was the test for?

    Rasul

    Thats the reason why I asked you not to be angry with me;
    my first class is math, and I was almost an hour late.

    Luana

    Are you serious?! I asked you for one thing and one thing
    only. Why did you end up waking up late?! You promised
    me last week, you would quit fooling around and focus.

    Rasul
    Luana
    anymore.

    I promise to focus and get better grades.


    Please stop making empty promises! I cant trust you

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 45

    Rasul

    Im sorry, I am! You can be the judge this time; Ill show
    you how focused I am.

    Luana

    Im going to sleep. Good night!

    Rasul

    I love you, good night.

    [The following day]


    Rasul

    Good morning, I know youre disappointed by my actions.


    Im done making empty promises. I am determined to
    prove to you how focused Ill be. From now on you can
    judge me based on my actions, therefore, please bear with
    me.

    [The next day]


    Luana

    How do you expect me to trust you when you break all


    these promises you make? I had a lot of choices, but I
    chose you because you are everything Ive ever wanted in
    life, the type of person Ive always dreamed of falling in
    love with. I love you; please dont let me regret giving you
    a chance. Even though we are apart, youre the one I want.
    I need you in my life. I was disappointed because you act
    as if you do not care anymore, and it hurts; I want you to
    focus on school for now not me. Also, have you applied to
    colleges yet?

    Rasul

    I applied to a few colleges about two months ago, I even


    applied to a university in Long Island. I wanted to surprise
    you with the good news when I receive my letter of
    acceptance. Also, you will never have to worry about me
    hurting you. Ill go above and beyond just to make sure you
    always have a smile on your face. Thank you for always
    motivating me, Ill always need someone like you in my
    life. But I doubt theres anyone like you in existence. Ergo, I
    need you. Youre the only thing I need in life to be happy.

    Luana
    easily!

    Id never give up on you; you cant get rid of me that

    Rasul

    Hearing that from you makes me happy. Today, I asked my


    counselor to help me apply to a few more schools nearby. I
    want to be closer to you. People like you are hard to come
    by; and having said that, I plan on keeping you next to me
    forever.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 46

    Luana

    How many schools have you applied for?

    Rasul

    Ive applied to four colleges, and Im planning to apply to


    four more. Theyre all located in Central New York.

    Luana

    Thats great! Id love to have you close to me. Honestly,


    Ive been trying to find a way to ask you to apply to a
    college close to me, but I didnt want to seem greedy. I
    want you to have a future, but I also, hate the thought that
    you could be farther away from me...

    Rasul

    Hey, theres nothing greedy about wanting your loved one


    closer to you; Ill not move further away from you, but only
    if you promise to visit me every single weekend.

    Luana

    Id visit every day! Mama could drop me off after school;


    she knows about you, she heard me talking to you on the
    phone a while ago, so I told her about you.

    Rasul

    Well, if you behave and be a good girl I might even cook for
    you. Also, I hope everything you told her are good things.

    [The next day]


    Luana

    The truth is, I love you, I tried imagining my life without


    you, but that is impossible. I just couldnt. I love waking up,
    just to read your messages; the first thing I do, the
    moment I wake up, is think about you. I hate it when we
    fight, but I also love the fact that we always find ways to
    put whatever happened behind us and move on. Good
    morning.

    Rasul

    Thank you, for not giving up on me. As you know, I love


    you, and youre mine forever whether you like it or not.
    Good morning.

    Luana

    One of my friends broke up with her boyfriend, and that


    scared me. I spent the whole of yesterday trying to comfort
    her. Im scared Rasul. I never want that to happen to us.
    She said every relationship is a ticking bomb just waiting
    to explode.

    Rasul

    Try your best to be available whenever she needs someone


    to talk to. There are a lot of relationships that end, because
    people allow others to come between them, others also

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 47

    simply give up on each other. Promise me that wont be us.


    I believe in us. Ill not let anything come between us, not
    even distance. I love you.
    Luana

    I love you more loser!

    Rasul
    love.

    No, thats not possible. I love you more than the word

    Luana

    Shut up! I love you more!

    Rasul

    Fine! Ill let you win this time. But, just in case you forgot,
    Im the true winner because I have you in my life.

    Luana

    You didnt let me win. Ill always be the winner, because I


    love you more.

    Rasul

    Ill always let you win because I love you more.

    Luana

    Youre funny. I love you, but Ill have to talk to you later, I
    promised my friend Sarina, Id call her to get her mind off
    what she is going through.

    Rasul

    Its okay, you have to be there for your friend. Ill talk to
    you later.

    [A few hours later]


    Luana
    Rasul

    Hi loser!
    Hi, beautiful. How are you doing?

    Luana

    Im fine, but I miss you. I want you here right now, by my


    side, holding my hand.

    Rasul

    Close your eyes, and count to five. Open your eyes and Ill
    be standing in front of you with a Tulip.

    Luana

    Im sad Rasul. It didnt work. Im going to the dentist, and I


    need you to hold my hand.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Im on my way.
    I wish that was true.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 48

    Rasul

    There will come a day when that will be true. That day is
    right around the corner, I promise, so be patient.

    Luana

    Ill try, only for you. When is the last day of school for you?

    Rasul

    I have no idea. I think its between the 22nd of May and the
    8th of June.

    Luana

    Mine isnt until the end of July. The best day of my life will
    be the last day of high school.

    Rasul

    I doubt that; the best day of your life will be the day, I take
    you on that romantic date I promised.

    Luana

    Yes, Ill be here waiting. I cant wait to spend the whole


    summer with you.

    Rasul

    Does that mean Ill get the chance to be with you during
    the summer?

    Luana

    Yes, but only if you come here.

    Rasul

    Id love to. Where would I meet you?

    Luana

    Ive no idea.

    Rasul

    Well you have to decide, you know summer is right around


    the corner.

    Luana

    It doesnt matter where we go. Ill be happy as long as Im


    with you.

    Rasul

    As long as Im with you, life is complete; nothing can go


    wrong Luana.

    Luana

    Have you ever heard of Shelter Island?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    No, what is that?


    Its a place, its beautiful and romantic. Id love to go there
    one day with you. Ive always wanted to get married on
    Shelter Island.
    Id love to go there with you, one day.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 49

    Luana

    My teacher will be taking a few students there, on a trip. I


    hope Im part of that list.

    Rasul
    you, one day.
    Luana

    I hope you are too, but if youre not. I promise to take


    I would love that.

    Rasul
    later.
    Luana

    Ive to go, I have some errands to run. Ill talk to you


    Ill miss you.

    Rasul

    Ill miss you my love! I love you.

    Luana

    I love you more. Message me when you get back.

    Rasul

    Quit lying! You know, I love you more.

    Luana

    Good bye loser!

    [The following morning]


    Luana

    I didnt hear from you last night. Good morning and how
    are you doing?

    [A few hours later]


    Luana

    Are you trying to make me miss you? Because if you are,


    its working. Call me.

    [The next day]


    Rasul

    Good morning Lu, Im sorry I didnt get the chance to talk


    to you yesterday. I didnt have access to the internet. How
    are you doing?

    Luana

    Im doing better now. How are you doing? You could have
    called me, but you didnt.

    Rasul
    some later today.
    Luana

    I dont have minutes on my phone; Ill purchase


    Are you interested in someone other than me?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 50

    Rasul

    No! You are the only person I love and need. Why would
    you ask me such a question?!

    Luana

    Its a long story. I was talking to Delilah about you, when


    Daniel interrupted us by saying, you might be with another
    girl, which is why you were not responding to me. He was
    not part of the conversation he was eavesdropping.

    Rasul
    Daniel?!

    Why would you listen to him?! Anyway, who is

    Luana

    Daniel, I used to like him but he didnt know what he


    wanted, and I know he still likes me. I dont want him; I
    love you. I want you!

    Rasul

    Well, dont pay attention to anything he says. He will say


    anything to come between us. I love you, and only you! Do
    you want to know a secret? You would be the only person
    in the world, who knows that secret.

    Luana

    Id love to; Im already smiling. Tell me! Tell me!

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I love you.
    That, I know. Do you want to know my biggest secret?
    No, because I love you more!

    Luana

    Now Im sad. I cant believe you stole my secret.

    Rasul

    How on earth is that even possible?

    Luana

    You know me too well, that is why.

    Rasul

    Youre mine. I love you.

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    I love you more!


    That, I know.
    Can you call me in two hours? Delilah is coming over to my
    house to complete an assignment. I promised her Id begin
    my part an hour ago, but you keep distracting me. I cant
    focus while trying to have a conversation with you.
    Its alright, I love distracting you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 51

    Luana

    Ive to go to sleep early today, promise me you will not


    forget to call.

    Rasul

    I promise to call you two hours from now. You can call me if
    you need help.

    Luana

    If you have an assignment to complete, try to do it now.

    Rasul
    you later
    Luana
    Rasul

    No, I dont, but I do have to study for a test. Ill call


    Good boy! Ill miss you.
    Ill miss you; dont forget to think about me.

    [Two hours later]


    Rasul

    I called as promised, but I think your phone was turned off.


    I hope you didnt fall asleep before talking to me.

    [One hour later]


    Rasul

    Call me, I miss you. And I have a surprise for you.

    [A few hours later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    Hello, who is this?


    Luana is mine, and Im not willing to share her.
    Who am I speaking to?

    Delilah

    Ha-ha, this is Delilah.

    Rasul

    Why are you calling me at four o'clock at night? And how


    did you get my phone number?

    Delilah

    Luana gave it to me. I promised her, Id give you a call; but


    I fell asleep.

    Rasul
    Delilah

    What happened?! Is she okay?!


    Nothing happened, she is fine, but she no longer has a
    mobile phone. She accidentally dropped it in water.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 52

    Rasul
    happened.
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah

    You scared me. I thought something terrible


    You have nothing to worry about. Ive to go back to sleep;
    Ill call you later in the afternoon, so you can talk to her.
    Good night Delilah.
    Good night.

    [Later that day] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Hello mlady, I miss you.

    Delilah

    Give me a second to hand over the phone to her.

    Luana

    Hello loser I missed you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I missed you Lu. How is school?


    Its nothing special without you. Are you still in school?

    Rasul

    Yes, but Im done with my classes for the day.

    Luana

    Then why are you still in school?

    Rasul

    I have an art club meeting, at three o'clock.

    Luana

    Ive to go, but how was your test?

    Rasul

    It was good, Im confident about my performance. Did you


    ever find out whether youre part of the students going to
    Shelter Island?

    Luana

    Oh yes, I almost forgot about that. We will be leaving


    tomorrow after school.

    Rasul

    I guess, we can talk on Delilahs mobile phone.

    Luana
    you later.

    She will not be going. Rasul, I have to go, Ill talk to

    Rasul

    Before I let you go, how would we communicate?

    Luana

    Ill try to give you a call from another phone. Ive to go; Ill
    talk to you later.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 53

    Rasul
    Luana

    I miss you. Have a wonderful day.


    Ill try, have a good day!

    [The following day] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    class.
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    Hi, I
    Rasul, this is Delilah.
    Where is Luana?
    The bus just left
    Why didn't she call me before leaving?
    She was supposed to call you from my phone, but I was in
    How can I contact her?
    Ive no idea, but I can find out which of the students owns
    a mobile phone when I go to school tomorrow.
    Okay, that sounds good. Thank you, and please try.

    Delilah

    They will be back in a few days. For someone who has not
    seen her in four months, you sound like you cant live
    without her.

    Rasul

    Of course I can, but I choose not to. Please call me as soon


    as you get back from school.

    Delilah
    forever.

    Okay, I will. Goodbye! Oh, and by the way Luana is mine,

    Rasul

    Ha, have a good day Delilah!

    [The next day] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Delilah

    Hello.
    Hi Rasul.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 54

    Rasul
    her?
    Delilah

    Rasul
    appreciate it.
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    How are you doing Delilah? Were you able to reach


    Yes, but unfortunately, you cant contact her on that mobile
    phone daily. She said she will give you a call in an hour or
    two.
    Okay, thank you very much for everything. I
    Youre welcome. Make sure you answer the phone call.
    Have a good day!
    Have a good day Ladee.
    Where did you hear that name?
    From Luana.
    I like it better when she calls me that.
    Well, what do you expect? She is perfect.
    Ha! I know. Okay, have a good day, and call me if you need
    anything.
    Okay, thanks again.

    [A few hours later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    beating.
    Luana
    Rasul

    Hello. Who am I talking to?


    Who else but me? I miss you loser.
    I miss you too. I dont know why my heart is rapidly
    Maybe its because youre talking to me. You know I have
    that effect on every one.
    I take it back. I dont miss you anymore.

    Luana

    You know you do. You miss me.

    Rasul

    That, I cant deny. I really do, but seriously I need to catch


    my breath.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 55

    Luana
    Rasul

    That is lovely!
    What is?

    Luana

    Your heart is skipping beats because you heard my voice.

    Rasul

    How did you come to that insane conclusion?

    Luana
    my love.
    Rasul

    I dont know, but I know Im right. Just catch your breath


    Theres no need for that. Im fine.

    Luana

    Are you sure? I dont want to be the cause of your death.


    Id briefly miss you.

    Rasul

    Ha-ha, shut up! Youre not that funny. Also, If I died


    listening to your voice, Id have died a happy man.

    Luana

    Man? I think what you meant to say was, boy.

    Rasul

    Who is that talking very loudly in the background?

    Luana
    do me a favor?

    Thats my teachers assistant. Ive to go, but can you

    Rasul

    Of course. Anything for you.

    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    [Outgoing letter]

    I want you to send me lovely letters, as much as you can. I


    want to read them as soon as I get home. Its totally fine if
    you cant, I know you will be busy with your last days of
    school approaching.
    Id love to. Ill try to write one today.
    Thank you, I love you.
    I love you more, bye!
    Ugh! I hate you; youre lucky I need to get off the phone.
    Goodbye loser.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 56

    Rasul

    The truth is, my love for you grows every day in exciting
    ways I can never comprehend. I dont know how you and I
    became us, but that is the greatest thing that has ever
    happened to me, ever since I saw you standing all by your
    lonesome in that carnival. I love you beautiful.

    [Two days later] Outgoing letter


    Rasul

    I miss you, and Im not ashamed to say that Im addicted


    to you and your love. Sometimes I just sit down looking at
    your pictures, asking myself, what if I never met you? What
    would my life be? Would I have been this content with life?
    When I first met you, I knew we were destined for one
    another, even though the world around us is changing and
    moving at a fast pace just like the lights at the carnival, my
    love for you will never change, and if its bound to change,
    it will only grow stronger.

    [The following day] Incoming letter


    Luana

    Ill be home in four days. How is school? I cant believe


    youre about to graduate; I wish I were in your shoes. While
    on that subject, do you plan on going to prom? I cant wait
    to hear all about your last days in High School. More
    importantly, I cant wait to read your letters. I know you
    will send them because you love me. I miss you. Have a
    good day.

    [Four days later] Outgoing letter


    Rasul

    I know you will not be able to read these letters until you
    return from your trip, I received your letter two days ago.
    Thank you for the picture, Shelter Island looks beautiful.
    There is only one problem with that picture; youre not in
    sight. The ocean is very beautiful, but I would have loved
    seeing the most beautiful creation ever created. Even
    though I had everything Ive ever wanted in life, I was still
    lifeless, walking around as if I was lost. But from the
    second I laid my eyes on you, I was content; Ive never
    been happier and thats all thanks to you being in my life. I
    walk around with a grin on my face like a crazy person;
    thank you for bringing happiness in my life. I love you, and
    I miss you.

    [One week later] Outgoing email

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 57

    Rasul

    Hi, I still havent heard from you, you havent returned my


    calls or letters. Are you okay?

    [The following week] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Im getting worried, I dont know what is happening, I


    called Delilah and she isnt answering my calls. Please talk
    to me, whatever is going on, Id love to know, and maybe
    help.

    [Three weeks later] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    I know I promised to never give up on us but, at this


    moment I feel like giving up. I hate the fact that youre
    ignoring me. I hate being ignored. Call me, reply to my
    emails, or reply to my letters, anything, please just reach
    out to me. I dont know what is going on, and I hate being
    left in the dark. Please talk to me.

    [Five weeks later] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    Truth is, we promised to always be honest with each other,


    but I feel as youre hiding something from me. I miss you
    Lu, I need you to talk to me, tell me what is wrong. And
    hopefully, I can make everything better.

    [Later that evening] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Delilah! Why have you been ignoring my calls?

    Delilah

    Rasul

    Rasul

    Do you know why Luana has not responded my calls,


    emails or letters?

    Delilah

    Im sorry Rasul. I dont. Ive to go. Goodbye.

    Rasul

    What?! Wait... [Phone call ends]

    [The next day] Incoming email


    Luana

    I am scared of the unknown, Im scared you will hurt me


    one day, Im in love with you, but Im scared to give you
    my heart, Im scared of what we are becoming. I am
    addicted to you too, I wake up with your name in my mind,
    I crave your love as the days go by and its not getting

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 58

    easy. Love like ours, only ends in one way; heartbreak. Ive
    been around people who have been madly in love, just to
    have their hearts shattered and handed back to them, that
    is why Im clinging to my heart, Im scared Rasul.
    Rasul

    Luana
    Rasul

    I understand, but all I ask for is a chance to prove to you


    my love for you is and will always be timeless. If you
    choose to give me your heart, I promise to handle it with
    care.
    I know you care about me Rasul, but Im scared.
    Its okay to be scared, but would you rather live in fear or
    give something as exhilarating as our love a chance or

    watch it die?
    Luana

    Id love to give us a chance.

    Rasul

    Thank you. So now what?

    Luana

    I love you, but please take care of my heart.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Ill treat it like a golden egg, priceless, yet it will be my


    most valuable possession.
    Thank you.

    Rasul

    The truth is, I wanted to pay you a surprise visit, I thought,


    maybe if she saw me she would tell me what the problem
    is. Honestly, Luana I was worried, I didnt know what was
    wrong.

    Luana

    Its all okay now. And you should have paid me a visit, the
    problem is you dont know where to find me.

    Rasul

    I have your address from the letters you send me. I tried to
    call Delilah but when she didnt answer You scared me,
    never do that again.

    Luana

    Im sorry, I didnt know you couldnt live without me.

    Rasul

    Oh, I can. I dont even like you, youre ugly. But when can
    we meet?

    Luana

    Never. You dont like me, live your life and Ill do the same.
    Goodbye.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 59

    Rasul
    playing.

    Hey! You know theres no one like you my love quit

    Luana

    I know, did you miss me?

    Rasul

    I did, Im craving to listen to your voice, that is all I need


    for my life to be complete. By the way, when are we
    meeting?

    Luana

    Ill call you later, Im currently busy. Also, maybe we will be


    meeting in a week, in a few weeks, months, or years,
    would you like that?

    Rasul

    Yes, Ill be waiting; Im ready whenever you are.

    Luana

    Thanks, Ill talk to you later. Have a good day!

    [The following day] Incoming call


    Delilah
    from
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah

    I want you to be honest with me. Tell me, what you want
    Hello to you too Delilah.
    I want to know what you want from Luana.
    What are you implying?
    Never mind, Im sorry I called. [Phone call ends]

    [A few hours later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    weird questions?
    Delilah
    Rasul

    What is happening? Why are you asking me these


    I said dont worry about it Rasul.
    Well, Im worried about it.

    Delilah

    Im just worried about my friend. Im making sure you truly


    love her.

    Rasul

    I do love her, and you have nothing to worry about. Please


    never ask me these types of questions.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 60

    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    I said Im sorry. Can I join you next week?


    What do you mean?
    Luana told me, you will be coming to see her.
    Oh, did she tell you that? But no, you cant.

    Delilah

    Yes, and why not?

    Rasul

    Youre a friend, of course you can if she say yes, but Ive to
    ask her.

    Delilah

    Then go ahead, and ask her.

    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul
    Delilah

    Shes your best friend, you should ask.


    I am, that is why she loves me more.
    If she told you that, then Im sorry, but that is a lie.
    Shut up! Just ask her.
    Okay! Calm down! Ill ask. Goodbye.
    Alright, Ill talk to you later. And hopefully, Ill see you next
    week; I cant wait.

    [The following day] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    called me first.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Hi, beautiful, I didnt miss you at all.


    Of course you didnt, because you had Delilah to talk to.
    Im being sarcastic. What are you talking about? She
    And then you called her back? You embarrassed me,
    everyone in school was talking about me.
    What are you talking a...
    I cant believe you would do this to me. I trusted you, and
    you told another girl you cant wait to see her? You made a
    fool out of me. Now I cant wait to move to Florida with my
    father.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 61

    Rasul

    Youre not going anywhere, because I didnt do anything


    wrong. Also I didnt say anything like that, I dont recall
    how the conversation went, but I swear I didnt say those
    words.

    Luana

    Dont talk to me in that tone. Dont give me another reason


    to hate you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Please let me explain. Nothing happened...


    How about you end this call, and give Delilah a call? Have a
    good day moron!

    [Two days later]


    Rasul

    Hello Delilah, What did you tell Luana?

    Delilah

    What do you mean?

    Rasul

    Please, dont talk to me like a fool, Im not in the mood for


    games. You know what, I dont care. You did this now you
    have to help me fix it.

    Delilah

    What are you talking about?

    Rasul

    Stop it! Im very angry, the only reason Im calling you is


    youre my only hope. Ive called her more than thirty times,
    and she is not answering. I want you to help me meet her. I
    want to surprise her

    Delilah

    Im sorry, I cant get involved in your relationship.

    Rasul

    Youre the reason why Im in this mess! Now help me fix it!
    I leave for college in a week.

    Delilah

    You dont have to lie to me. Luana told me you will be


    starting school in September.

    Rasul

    I have to be there for an opportunity program that prepares


    students for the up and coming semester. Ill not be back
    until August. I need you to help me!

    Delilah

    I dont know how I can help you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 62

    Rasul

    All you have to do is make sure she will be at the shopping


    center tomorrow, and Ill be there.

    Delilah

    She will be there on Friday, be patient until then.

    Rasul

    I cant, I need to make things right as soon as possible. I


    cant stand the fact that she will be hurting for even one
    more second.

    Delilah

    You have to wait till then. How will you get here?

    Rasul

    Ill board a train, and you cant let her know I called you. I
    cant afford for her to be mad at me again. Ill tell her when
    I get the chance.

    Delilah

    I will not. I can give you the direction from the train station
    to the shopping center.

    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    How far is it?


    Its approximately ten minutes with a vehicle, but almost
    two hours walking.
    Are you serious?

    Delilah

    Yes, Its a long walk. Are you still interested in coming?

    Rasul

    I dont mind. Id walk across the Atlantic, if it meant Id be


    able to see her. Im madly infatuated with everything about
    that girl. Ill do anything to see her smile.

    Delilah
    Friday.

    That is lovely. Ive to go. Call me if you will be coming on

    Rasul
    Delilah

    Rasul

    Thank you for everything.


    Youre welcome. You should think about getting her
    something special, like a necklace, so she would have it
    with her forever.
    Thank you!

    [June 6th, 2001 1:49 PM] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Hello.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 63

    Delilah

    Where are you?

    Rasul

    Im about to purchase a train ticket as we speak.

    Delilah

    I called because I didnt hear from you.

    Rasul

    Thank you for the call, but Im boarding the train soon, Ill
    call in a few hours.

    Delilah

    Have a safe ride.

    [3:45 PM] Outgoing call


    Delilah

    Hi, are you here yet?

    Rasul

    Yes. Did you know, this is actually my first time out of New
    York City by myself.

    Delilah

    I hope its not too quiet for you.

    Rasul

    Exactly! Its very quiet, I like it. For the first time Im not
    surrounded by loud people, cars, and tall buildings. Its
    perfect over here. Can I get a taxi?

    Delilah

    Its likely, but very difficult. Dont start walking yet, where
    are you?

    Rasul
    Delilah
    left,
    Rasul
    Delilah

    Rasul
    Luana I love her.
    Delilah

    Trust me, Ive not moved yet. Im at the train station.


    Walk to the south for about thirty min, and then make a
    Wait, how do you know where south is?
    Well, because, the train comes from the east, and heads to
    the west. Walk south, then take the third left, turn to the
    second right, and then make another left; there are
    shortcuts, but the easiest way is for you to walk until you
    see a main road, then keep walking straight, you will walk
    pass a hospital with a huge field of grass, Ill be outside
    waiting for you.
    I think I can find my way, but if I do get lost, tell
    Quit being dramatic, Im waiting.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 64

    [About an hour later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Delilah

    I can see the hospital from here, Im almost there.


    You see the curve on your right? Walk towards that road; Ill
    be outside. Call me when you get closer.

    [The Shopping Center] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Hello Delilah, can you call and tell her to come outside?
    She still isn't answering my calls.

    Delilah

    What if she comes outside, and gets angry the moment


    she sees you and leaves? That means you just wasted your
    time and money.

    Rasul
    Delilah
    Rasul

    Well, Ive to try. Please call her.


    Okay, Ill convince her to come out. Good luck.
    Thank You! I appreciate all the help.

    [Two hours later]


    Luana

    I cant believe you have been talking to Delilah again.

    Rasul

    Well, I had to see you no matter what, and I cant believe


    you let me sit out here, in this scorching heat wave for two
    hours.

    Luana

    I had to punish you.

    Rasul

    What did I do to deserve that?

    Luana

    Nothing, Im sorry. Im glad youre here.

    Rasul

    I had to see you before I left for college, Im also sorry I


    couldn't get you gift.

    Luana

    Dont worry about it, I was angry you talked to Delilah, but
    Im glad to see you. I still cant believe you would do this
    for me.

    Rasul

    She was only helping me; if it was not for her I wouldnt be
    here, and you wont have that big smile on your face.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 65

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    it.
    Rasul

    Lets not talk about that, youre here and I can hug you a
    thousand times if I wanted.
    This is the sixth time you have hugged me, I hate it.
    I dont trust people who hate hugs. You should get used to
    You can never hate me.

    Luana

    Dont push your luck loser.

    Rasul

    I love you too.

    Luana

    I love you more! Ha! I win.

    Rasul

    Its not a competition. Where can I get something to drink?


    If I dont get a drink within the next few minutes, I might
    just faint.

    Luana

    Id leave you here if you did. There are restaurants and


    stores next to the train station, why didn't you buy
    something to eat or drink?

    Rasul

    All I wanted was to see you. Delilah offered me a drink and


    something to eat, but I refused; all I wanted was to see this
    beautiful smile.

    Luana

    What do you mean? Did you see her?

    Rasul

    Yes, I met her in front of her house. She invited me in; but I
    declined, I couldn't waste another second. I had to...

    Luana

    Are you serious?! Why are you making this incredibly hard
    on me? I think you want me to hate you!

    Rasul

    Calm down. Why are you getting angry?

    Luana

    You keep involving her in our matters.

    Rasul

    She was giving me directions. Again, if it wasnt for her, I


    wouldnt be here.

    Luana

    Well, why don't you go back there and tell her you want to
    be with her!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 66

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Calm down! Youre...


    Dont tell me to calm down!
    Stop making a scene, people are staring.
    Do I look like I care?! I dont care Rasul!
    Look, youre the one...

    Luana

    Please let go of me. Do not touch me.

    Rasul

    Not until you calm down and listen. Youre the one I love,
    youre the only reason why Im here, she was only helping
    me.

    Luana

    Thank you, but Ive to go, its getting late, and mama will
    be here soon to pick me up.

    Rasul

    It took me almost five hours to get here, and then you


    made me wait for another two hours just to see you, and
    now you want to leave? Thats not fair.

    Luana

    Ive to go, call me when you get home, or dont, I could


    care less. Have a safe trip.

    Rasul
    leave?
    Luana
    Rasul

    Can I at least give you your chocolates before I


    Are you serious?!
    Guessing from that look that will be a no.

    Luana

    Do you know when the next train is arriving? And do you


    know your way back to the train station?

    Rasul

    I thought you were leaving. Why do you care?

    Luana

    I dont. Goodbye.

    Rasul

    I dont feel like leaving, but you can if that is what you
    want. I like sitting on this bench, it is very comfortable. I
    might even sleep here and leave tomorrow, or never, but
    you wouldnt care.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 67

    Luana
    to her.

    Stop! You know I do care loser. I hate it when you talk

    Rasul

    Is someone scared of losing me?

    Luana

    Shut up! Can you promise me something? Promise me you


    will never talk to her, I know she is my friend but promise
    never to let her come between us.

    Rasul

    I promise. What am I missing? Did something happen


    between you two?

    Luana

    She gets too involved in my love life, and I hate it.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    Trust me, you have nothing to worry about.


    I used to like a guy before I met you, and the moment
    Delilah came between us, he completely changed. And that
    is not the first time that has happened. She always wants
    what I want.
    Little girl, are you saying you want me?

    Luana

    Can you please be serious for once.

    Rasul

    Trust me, I love you and you only. Nothing else matters, but
    you. Youre the one for me.

    Luana

    I want you all to myself too, youre mine and no one else
    can have you.

    Rasul
    love you.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Ill always love you till the end of time. Come here, I
    I love you. You are cold?
    Ha! I love you more! I win! And Im fine.
    That is impossible! Why do you always have to ruin a
    lovely moment?
    Dont be a sore loser. Give me a kiss.
    I let you win loser. And losers get no chocolate, so no.
    Where you going?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 68

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Catch me if you can.


    Well stop running.
    Ive to show you something.

    Rasul

    What is it?

    Luana

    You have to see it for yourself.

    Rasul

    Why can't you tell me?

    Luana

    I saw this pair of sneakers, and my friend Sarina said I


    should get it for you, for your birthday.

    Rasul

    My birthday is not until next year. Your birthday is two


    months from now; I should be the one looking for a perfect
    gift for you.

    Luana

    I know when my birthday is.

    Rasul

    I mean, what do you want?

    Luana

    All I want is to spend the day with you.

    Rasul

    I think Ill still be in school for your birthday, but I promise


    to make it up to you when I get back in August. I have an
    opportunity to be part of a free educational program, which
    prepares students for college, and also helps students with
    any additional expenses they have.

    Luana

    No! I want you to stay!

    Rasul

    Why the sad face my love? Ill make sure we talk every
    day, and Ill also make it up to you when I get back.

    Luana

    I dont want you to go.

    Rasul

    Come here, I promise when I get back, we will make up for


    all the days we spent apart. We will make every single day
    something to remember until I leave again in September.

    Luana

    But I dont want it to end, I want to see you next week, and
    the week after, and the week after...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 69

    Rasul

    What if I come here, and take you to Manhattan, as


    promised. We can spend the whole day doing whatever
    makes you happy.

    Luana

    Promise?

    Rasul

    I promise. Why is that girl staring at us and smiling?

    Luana

    Who? Where?

    Rasul

    The short, curly haired, brunette standing next to the


    vending machine wearing a black blouse.

    Luana

    That is my friend, Sarina. I told you about her a few months


    ago when she was going through that terrible break up.

    Rasul
    boyfriend?
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    She seems happy and full of life. Is that her


    No, he is a friend of ours.
    Why...
    She seems happy, what are you implying?! Would you
    rather she walks around looking sad and moping?
    She just went through a devastating breakup...
    So, you expect her to be hurting?
    No...

    Luana

    We should go over there.

    Sarina

    Hi Rasul, Its nice to meet you finally.

    Rasul
    name?
    Luana
    Rasul
    perfect together.
    Sarina

    Pleasure is mine Sarina. And what is your boyfriend's


    I told you, he is just a friend.
    That is what you said, but they seem happy and
    No we dont! His name is Asher.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 70

    Asher
    you too, Ra.

    I can speak for myself Sarina. Its nice to finally meet

    Rasul [To Luana] Ra? Did he just call me Ra?


    Asher
    Rasul
    Luana

    Are you telling me you dont know her pet name for you is
    Ra? Everyone she knows, know your name is Ra, not Rasul.
    Oh! I like it.
    I came up with it, of course you do.

    Rasul

    Thanks, its nice to meet you too Asher.

    Asher
    finally meet you.

    We have heard so much about you, its good to

    Sarina

    It really is, but you almost ruined this wonderful day when
    you involved Delilah.

    Rasul
    choice.

    Again, I apologize. I regret doing that, but I had no

    Asher
    much.

    All is forgiven Ra. This girl right here loves you very

    Luana

    Thank you Asher, for stating the obvious. If I didnt love


    him, Id have left him sitting outside.

    Rasul

    Im speechless, but thank you. I hope everything you heard


    about me are good things.

    Asher
    Sarina

    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul

    Yes, they...
    We have all heard good things about you, but if you ever
    do what you did to her, she will never speak to you again.
    That is a promise from me.
    How many times do Ive to say Im sorry?
    Dont just say youre sorry for your actions. Prove it.
    Well that is why Im here.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 71

    Sarina

    You have the answer to everything, don't you? You should


    get on both knees and apologize, and then maybe Id
    believe you.

    Rasul [To Luana] Your friend is bullying me. Are you going to help me or not?
    Luana

    No, this is fun.

    Sarina
    not?

    So, are you going to get on both knees and apologize, or

    Luana

    Stop Sarina, he will do it.

    Rasul
    Luana

    No, I will not. I dont love you that much.


    Shut up loser. You love me.

    Rasul

    Id be lying if I said I didnt.

    Asher

    Luana! Its almost ten o'clock!

    Sarina

    Your mother is probably on her way.

    Rasul

    Exactly what time is it?

    Luana
    Asher

    Its nine thirty-two.


    Its now nine thirty-three.

    Sarina

    Why? Do you have a curfew?

    Luana

    No, the next train to the city arrives in two hours.

    Rasul

    Im sorry, today was a good day, but Ive to end it. I need
    to leave in five minutes.

    Luana

    My mother can give you a ride to the train station.

    Rasul

    No, Im okay. If I start walking now, Ill make it before


    eleven forty-five.

    Asher
    Rasul

    Are you scared?


    No, Im shy, but you should introduce me to your mother in
    August. Id love to meet her.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 72

    Sarina

    Take the highway, it will get you to the train station faster.

    Luana

    You dont want to get lost, just stick to the road you took.

    Rasul

    That sounds like a better plan.

    Asher

    Theres your mothers car.

    Luana

    Come back. Dont go!

    Rasul
    home.

    I wish I didnt have to. Ill call you the moment I get

    [Nabi interrupts Rasul]


    Nabi

    Are you trying to tell me you didnt kiss her?

    Rasul

    Shut up Nabi! Let me tell the story.

    Nabi

    It has been an hour and you still have not kissed her, Im
    filled with boredom.

    Rasul

    As her mother's car approach, I hugged her and said


    goodbye to Sarina, and Asher. As I began to walk away, she
    screamed: "are you leaving without giving me my
    chocolates?" Then she ran towards me, as I pulled her
    closer, she grabbed my shirt, locking the interval parting
    our lips with her luscious, and tender, yet warm, ruby like
    lips. She let go when her friends started cheering, and then
    she briefly closed her eyes and gently inhaled and then
    exhaled, as if I took the breath right out of her lungs. At
    that moment, I started to regret not being able to stay
    longer. The worst part was I wouldnt be able to see her
    again for two months. Right before she ran back to her
    friends, she hugged me and muttered "this is not a
    goodbye kiss.

    [Three hours later] Outgoing call


    Luana

    Hi.

    Rasul

    Well. I like the tone of your voice; you sound as if youre


    walking on air.

    Luana

    Yes, I am.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 73

    Rasul

    Did something interesting happen today?

    Luana

    No, not really. I met someone who was incredibly annoying,


    ugly, and boring. How was your day?

    Rasul

    Well, my day was marvelous. I met an extremely,


    breathtaking, stunning girl.

    Luana

    Ha! I bet she was. You sound like you had a good day.

    Rasul

    Oh yes, I did! I never wanted the day to end. I was


    overwhelmed with peace and serenity, from the moment I
    kissed her.

    Luana

    Liar! I looked ugly and tired, but I know what you mean. I
    keep playing the moment over, and over in my head. I wish
    the kiss lasted forever, but at that point it felt timeless;
    everything around us disappeared, the whole world
    seemed motionless. All those long night phone calls, fights,
    arguments, laughs, good morning messages, flashed right
    before my eyes. Id do it all over again.

    Sarina

    It was only five seconds!

    Luana

    That was Sarina. She is spending the night with me.

    Rasul

    Those five seconds felt timeless. They were the best five
    seconds of my life. And tell her to mind of own business!

    Luana

    I never wanted to tell you this, but I fell in love with you all
    over again when I saw you sitting outside, waiting to see
    me. I couldn't believe someone would do that for me. I was
    mad at you, but I loved you even more.

    Sarina

    Keep it down people, Im trying to sleep over here!

    Luana

    I think I should also go to sleep. Im extremely exhausted; I


    can barely keep my eyelids open.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Get some sleep then mlady. Ill talk to you tomorrow.


    Im afraid, tomorrow might be the only time we will be able
    to talk...
    Why is that?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 74

    Luana

    The mobile phone Im currently using belongs to Sarina. We


    found a way to fix two problems with a simple solution; I
    needed a mobile phone and she needed a way to prevent
    her old boyfriend from calling her.

    Rasul

    I guess that works in your favor, but I still dont understand


    why we will not be able to talk to each other.

    Luana

    She will be leaving tomorrow night. You have nothing to


    worry about, Ill be getting a new mobile phone on Tuesday
    or Wednesday.

    Rasul

    Ill no longer be leaving on Sunday anymore; Ive to shop


    for a few items on Monday, so Ive decided to leave on
    Tuesday morning. Ill try to call you the moment I settle.

    Luana

    Will you be fine without talking to me for three days, and


    three nights?

    Rasul

    I think Ill be fine.

    Luana

    Try not to miss me too much.

    Rasul
    Luana
    you.
    Rasul
    Luana
    impossible.
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    you. Good night.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    My love, you know that is impossible.


    I know. Ill miss you too. If you forget about me, I will kill
    I love you more!
    I let you win, Im too tired to compete, but that is
    I should let you get some rest. Good night.
    Good night. And thanks for a wonderful day!
    Pleasure was all mine, Im lucky to have ever met
    Go to sleep!
    I will, after I grab a bite to eat. Goodbye.
    Good night!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 75

    [The next day - 4:23 PM] Outgoing call


    Sarina

    Luana is furious at you Rasul.

    Rasul

    I was dead asleep when she called, I tried returning her


    calls but the phone was switched off that is why I called
    you. Please hand her the phone.

    Sarina
    way home.

    My mother came by to pick me up. Im currently on my

    Rasul
    Sarina
    to her.
    Rasul

    I need to find a way to talk to her.


    Ill explain it to her that you were too busy sleeping to talk
    Are you serious?

    Sarina

    Where is your sense of humor? Dont worry; Ill make sure


    she does not end up hating you.

    Rasul

    I was out very late with friends. I wont be seeing them for
    a while. I hope she understands.

    Sarina

    She will, Ive to get off the phone. Goodbye Rasul.

    Rasul
    Sarina

    Have a wonderful weekend Sarina!


    You too Rasul! Hopefully, we will call you on Tuesday if I do
    go over to her house. Goodbye!

    [Wednesday] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Hello
    I cant believe you forgot about me.
    Hello to you too.

    Luana

    I missed you.

    Rasul

    I miss you too. Can I call you in thirty minutes? Ive to go to


    the cafeteria, its almost lunch time.

    Luana

    It has not been a week since you left and you already have
    better things to do, rather than to talk to me.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 76

    Rasul

    Ha! Youre funny. Goodbye, I love you too.

    Luana

    But I never said I loved you.

    Rasul

    I love you more.

    Luana

    Wake up! I think youre dreaming. I love you more. I know I


    just saw you, but I cant wait to see you again.

    Rasul

    I know. I wish I didnt have to leave, but seriously Ive to


    go. Ill call you as soon as possible.

    Luana

    I hate you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Hate, is a very bad word Lu, I love you too.


    I love you more! Bye! I won.

    Rasul

    I let you win.

    Luana

    Im ending the call loser!

    [The following day] Outgoing call


    Luana

    Did you choose not to call me intentionally or did you


    forget about me?

    Rasul

    I wanted to call you at night, around twelve but I was


    disappointed in myself, and I didnt know how to say sorry.
    Im sorry; I was occupied, trying to settle.

    Luana

    You should be, you promised me you will not forget about
    me, and nothing will change.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    you.
    Rasul

    Nothing will change. Im sorry about last night.


    Im still mad at you, call me tonight and tell me a story,
    then maybe Ill forgive you.
    Why not now?
    Ive to go out with some friends. If you were here, Id invite
    Then Im on my way.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 77

    Luana
    Rasul
    safe.
    Luana

    Okay, call me when youre here. Ive to go. Call me tonight,


    or Ill find you and kill you.
    Youre not that scary. Have a wonderful day, and be
    I will! Have a good day!

    [Later that night] Outgoing call


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Hmm, I thought you wouldnt call.


    Shut up! Hello to you too Lu.
    Are you ready to tell me a story?
    I dont know how to tell a story.
    You have a minute to start.
    Are you serious? I cant perform under pressure.
    You have forty-eight seconds left.
    I hate you.
    I love you too.

    [About fifty minutes later]


    Luana

    Did you make that up?

    Rasul

    Yah.

    Luana

    Rasul
    reading.
    Luana

    Wow! What a lovely story, he spent sixty-six months


    building the perfect house for his fianc and then asked
    her to marry him, after revealing it to her; I think you
    should make that into a book, and call it The Engineers
    Wife
    I hate writing, but probably not as much as I hate
    Is this story about you?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 78

    Rasul

    No, why would you say that? I dont want to be an engineer


    or a constructor.

    Luana

    Why not?

    Rasul

    All I want is to be the most important person in your life; I


    want to be the reason why you smile every second. I want
    to be the one who stays up with you gazing at the stars or
    sitting in the middle of the bedroom, talking about life and
    reminiscing beautiful moments from our past. I want to be
    the first person you think of when you see something
    beautiful; I want to be the only person you think of when
    you hear the word, forever.

    Luana

    How can I stay mad at you? You always make me smile. On


    that note, I want to be the girl you think of when someone
    say "I",

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I?
    I love you.
    I love you more.
    No, you dont.
    I love you.
    I love you more! Ha! I win!
    It's not a competition my love.

    Luana

    If it were a competition, you would always be my loser.

    Rasul

    And you will always be mine, which technically means, Im


    a winner. You didnt let me finish telling you the story. Also,
    I think, I want to focus on technology.

    Luana

    I think that is a good field. All I want you to do is to focus


    and work hard to be successful. And Ill always be by your
    side to motivate you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    You sound exhausted. Also, thank you.


    I am! I am very tired.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 79

    Rasul
    Luana

    Well then you should go to sleep.


    What about the story?

    Rasul
    Luana

    We will continue tomorrow.


    No I want to know what happens, go on.

    [A few minutes later]


    Rasul

    Hey. Hey! Hello? I hate you so much; I cant believe you fell
    asleep Ill be home on Saturday; okay, since youre not
    screaming with joy, I know youre asleep. Good night my
    love, I know I always tell you how much I love you, but I
    barely tell you how thankful I am for your love. Thank you
    for the honesty, thank you for the happiness you have
    brought into my life, thank you for the past, the present
    and the future and I promise you timeless love. These
    words will never be enough, but thank you for your
    support, and patience.

    [Two weeks later] Incoming call


    Luana

    Hi Ra, how are you doing?

    Rasul

    Im good, I cant really complain. How are you doing?

    Luana

    Im well, and Im happy.

    Rasul

    And why is that?

    Luana

    Ive no idea, Im just happy.

    Rasul

    Well Im glad, Im also happy, since you are too.

    Luana

    Are you enjoying your stay over there?

    Rasul

    Its not bad; its a lot like your place, very peaceful, quiet
    and beautiful. Im beginning to like it more than I like the
    city.

    Luana

    Im glad you like it. I thought you would hate it because Im


    not there.

    Rasul

    Lu of course, I hate it here, because youre not here.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 80

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Dont forget you promised me a date in the city when you


    get back in August.
    I could never forget! As we speak, Im planning it.
    Well, tell me.

    Rasul

    No, Its a surprise. Be patient.

    Luana

    Then give me a hint.

    Rasul
    Delilah?

    Im sorry, but I cant. So are you still friends with

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    because of me.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Why would you even ask me that?


    I only asked bec...
    Why are you even thinking about her?
    Im not. I just dont want you to lose a good friend
    That is none of your business. Goodbye, Im going to sleep.
    You just woke up about three hours ago.
    Yes, and Im going back to sleep. Bye! [Phone call ends]

    [Next day] Incoming call


    Luana

    Rasul

    Maybe one day, we can go to Shelter Island or Florida and


    spend a month, making beautiful memories we would one
    day tell others
    You hung-up on me and never answered your phone.

    Luana

    And whose fault is that?

    Rasul

    Mine and Im sorry, but it hurts me that you will think, Im


    thinking about Delilah when Im talking to you?

    Luana

    You just did it again! Why do you always have to mention


    her name? Do you like her? I bet you still have her number.

    Rasul

    I dont want her, I want you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 81

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Do you still have her phone number?


    Yes, but only...
    You always find a way to make me hate you.
    Lu [Phone call ends]

    [Next Day] Outgoing call


    Luana
    Rasul

    Did you delete her number?


    No, but only because I might need her help one day.

    Luana

    With what?! Are you even listening to yourself? Are you


    really listening to yourself?!

    Rasul

    Im scared Ill do something which will make me lose you.


    Ive her number because she might be the only one to help
    me. No matter what happened between you two, she has
    your best interest at heart.

    Luana

    Well, when you stop being an imbecile, then you will have
    nothing to worry about! [Phone call ends]

    [Outgoing call]
    Rasul

    I hate it when you hang up the phone on me. Listen, I love


    you and only you.

    Luana
    Goodbye!

    If you do then delete the phone number, Ive to go.

    [Five minutes later] Incoming call


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Im going to Shelter Island, you can...


    Why are you telling me that?
    I was going to tell you to call me later, but never mind!
    Have a lovely day!
    Thank you! I will!

    [Two days later - 1:04 AM] Outgoing call

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 82

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul
    about me.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    better.
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    What?
    Can't I call the love of my life, because I miss her?
    I doubt that, Ive to sleep, its late.
    C'mon Lu, stop it, I miss you.
    Dont tell me what to do! This is exactly what I was afraid
    of, and you proved me right.
    What were you afraid of?
    I was afraid you would change, the moment you went to
    college. I knew this would happen! I knew you would
    change.
    Change? How did I change? Nothing has changed
    You knew I was angry, and you didnt call me.
    Exactly! I wanted you to calm down.
    Okay then, Im angry, so I need to calm down. Goodbye.
    Im sad, I miss mlady.
    Dont talk to me in that baby-like tone! Im going to sleep.
    But...
    And if youre sad, call Delilah. She will make you feel
    I want to talk to you.
    Good night! Tomorrow is Sunday. I can talk all day if you
    choose to call me and if not, then you can call Delilah.
    Stop talking about her!
    Good! Defend your secret lover.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 83

    Rasul

    Youre funny! Im not defending anyone, and why is it okay


    for you to bring her up?

    Luana

    Good night!

    Rasul
    Luana

    Good night Lu, I love you.


    Yeah, okay.

    [The next day] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Luana

    Hello.
    You make me so mad.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I know.
    I heard a song that made me miss you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    What song is that?


    Do you know the song Next to You?

    Rasul

    Yes! Its a great song! I heard it a couple of days ago.

    Luana

    Did you think about me when you heard it?

    Rasul

    Ha! No! I thought about Delilah.

    Luana

    Im obsessed with it. Im in a good mood and not even the


    comment you just made can ruin it.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Away?

    Do you know what I like better than Next to You?


    Me?
    Ew! No. And stop smiling. Have you heard She is Far

    Luana

    How did you know Im smiling? And no, Ive never heard it.
    What is it about?

    Rasul

    Its the best song in the world, and that song, makes me
    think about you.

    Luana

    What is it about?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 84

    Rasul

    Its about a guy in love with a girl who is far away from him
    and how he will do anything to see her, he would travel a
    billion miles just to be with her.

    Luana

    I dont think Ive heard it.

    Rasul
    Luana

    You will love it.


    It sounds familiar, but I dont think Ive heard it. Ill ask
    Sarina; she probably has heard it.

    Rasul
    Luana
    tomorrow.

    Tell her I said hi.


    She will be here tonight, we are going to the beach

    Rasul
    Luana

    I wish I could join you.


    You would love it! We are going to Shelter Island.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I thought you already went.


    No we couldnt go, I was not feeling good.

    Rasul
    actions.
    Luana

    Im sorry. I know it was probably because of my


    Yes it was, you ruined my day.

    Rasul
    you.
    Luana

    Forgive me. Im on my way to spend the day with


    No, Im going with Sarina.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    And I?
    No.
    Why not?
    Because you dont love me.
    Who told you that cockamamie lie?!
    Your actions, ever since you left.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 85

    Rasul
    Luana

    Im sad.
    Okay.

    Rasul

    I love you.

    Luana

    Okay.

    Rasul

    Are you serious? I just gave you the chance to win. All you
    have to do is say you love me more.

    Luana

    I dont feel like winning. Also, I do, and you know that. But I
    dont think you care, because if you did...

    Rasul
    Luana
    her.

    Wait, who was that?


    That was my mother, she wants me to go to the store with

    Rasul

    Okay...

    [Interrupted by Luana]
    Luana [To Misskay] Ill be ready in ten minutes!
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    I guess I have to let you go.


    Yes I have to go. There are a few things I need from the
    store for tomorrow.
    Okay, call me when you get back.
    Call me tomorrow, we have to be up early.
    Oh okay. Have a safe drive.
    Ive to get ready! Bye!

    [The next morning] Outgoing call


    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina

    Yo! What do you want?


    Yo! Give the phone to my girl.
    Yo! I think everyone knows she is my girl. I put her to sleep.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 86

    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    night.

    Wake her up, I miss her.


    Call back in an hour.
    Sarina! Wake her up now!
    You dont have to scream loser.
    Only Lu is allowed to call me that.
    Loser! I miss you.
    Good morning to you too mlady.
    Why are you calling at this hour? When I said early, I didnt
    mean this early.
    I couldnt sleep, something is bothering me.
    Let me guess. If its because of what happened yesterday, I
    was having a bad day, and no it was not because of you.
    Good to know! But no, I think Delilah called me last

    Luana
    conversations?

    Why do you always have to include her in our

    Sarina

    He probably wants to be with her, thats why!

    Rasul

    Tell Sarina to shut up. And Im serious! I think she called


    me three times.

    Luana

    You think?

    Rasul

    I deleted her number as promised, I couldnt tell who it


    was, and so I never answered the phone call. I couldnt
    sleep after that...

    Luana

    Maybe you wanted to call her again, that is why you never
    answered, to warn her never to call you again.

    Rasul

    I cant do that! She helped me! She helped us! If it was not
    for her help, we probably wouldnt be talking.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 87

    Sarina

    Have a good day!

    Luana

    Im going to sleep. Just leave me alone, and thank you for


    ruining another perfect day.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Im sorry for ruining


    Stop! Stop acting as if you care about my day!

    Rasul
    hones...

    Have a wonderful day! All I wanted was to be

    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi
    Rasul
    week, non-stop.

    Did you at least call her back?


    Yes Nabi! I tried calling her almost every day for a

    [Eight days later] Outgoing call


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    You know what I love?


    Me?
    Ew! No!
    Then, what do you love, if its not me?
    I love the way you never talk to me anymore. You just dont
    care. You give up easily.
    Do you really love it?
    Yes, I do.
    Okay, that is good to know. Have a wonderful day.
    You too my love.

    [Two days later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana

    Are you going to answer the phone, and not speak?


    Why are you calling me?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 88

    Rasul

    Something unusual happened, and I wanted to tell you


    because I promised to always be honest with you.

    Luana

    I dont care. Why do you think Id care since you have


    proven to me you dont care about us. [Phone call ends]

    [About twenty minutes later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Thank you for hanging up on me.


    What did you want to tell me?
    I thought you didnt care.
    Go to hell loser!

    [The following day] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Before you say a word, Ive to tell you something and if you
    intend to hang up again, then go ahead and do so now.

    Luana

    What is it?

    Rasul
    ago...

    Well we were working on a group project three days

    Luana

    Just get to the point Rasul! I dont have all day.

    Rasul

    Wow! Okay. Well, I was working on a project with a girl


    called, Kira. I reached to get her a cold beverage from the
    refrigerator and the moment I turned around to hand it to
    her, there she was in front of me, and then she planted a
    surprise kiss on my lips; please dont get mad, I can
    explain.

    Luana

    Let me get this straight; you have been trying to call me


    for the past few days to tell me, that you kissed another
    girl?

    Rasul

    Calm down, she kissed me; I didnt kiss her back. Matter of
    fact, I pulled away.

    Luana

    Thats because you wanted it to happen, thats why you


    didnt tell her you were in a relationship with someone
    else. If you ever cherished what we...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 89

    Rasul

    Calm down. Your picture is on my dresser; she knows Im in


    a relationship...

    Luana

    Dont tell me to calm down.

    Rasul

    I warned her never to try to kiss me again, then she smiled


    and said: "no one has to know."

    Luana
    for this.

    Go ahead and be her little secret. I dont have the energy

    Rasul

    You know I love you, and no one but you. That was the last
    thing I expected would happen.

    Luana
    that.

    Please stop telling me you love me, Im beginning to doubt

    Rasul

    Please tell me youre joking. You know I love you and I


    wouldnt be telling you this, if I didnt.

    Luana

    I wish I could believe you, but sadly I cant. Id be a fool if I


    did. Ive to go Rasul...

    Rasul

    You have to believe me, Lu. And please dont hang up. The
    best feeling in the world is the feeling I get when I say hello
    to you, and the worst is saying goodbye. I hate letting you
    go.

    Luana

    I love the way you lie.

    Rasul

    Cmon... [Phone call ends]

    [Five days later] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Ive been trying to contact you for five days! Five days Lu!
    Five days!

    Luana

    Hello to you too.

    Rasul
    me.

    I hope you called to tell me, how much you missed

    Luana

    I did miss you, every...

    Rasul

    Before you say anything, Ive something to say for myself. I


    know you need awhile to believe in me again, and that is

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 90

    fine. All you have to know is, Ill always keep trying to
    make you feel like the only girl in the world, and I promise,
    one day you will believe me.
    Luana

    Rasul

    I do believe you loser! What I was about to say is, I did


    want to answer your calls, because I didnt know what to
    say to you. And every time I tried to call you, I found
    myself putting down the phone. I even went to the length
    of dialing your number, and hanging up before it rung. I
    overreacted when I shouldnt have. I just wanted to say I
    miss you and I want my loser back.
    I missed you too. Can you promise me something?

    Luana

    Do you even have to ask?

    Rasul

    Promise me, you will never ever doubt my love for you, not
    even for a single second. My love for you has no end; my
    love for you is timeless. Most of the time I cant find the
    right words to describe it and its because the letters in the
    English alphabet are not enough for me to form the words
    to describe my endless love for you. Even a billion hearts
    couldnt contain the love I have for you.

    Luana

    Ill try, but I cant help it...

    Rasul

    Luana, stop thinking Ill ever cheat on you! You are mine,
    and nothing can come between us, not even the distance
    between us.

    Luana

    Going away to college is a good thing for you, but its


    breaking us apart. All I want is for you to talk to me like you
    used to. Tell me a story if you want me to forgive you.

    Rasul
    forgiven.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    I thought we agreed it was not my fault, and Im


    Shut up and tell me a story loser!
    I dont have a story in mind.
    Be creative, you dont want me to go to sleep sad, do you?
    Sweet dreams beautiful, I love you.
    I hate you loser.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 91

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I think you mean, I love you more.


    Shut up! Im sad.
    Turn it.
    What?
    Turn that frown, upside down, now!

    Luana
    me.

    No! I cant smile. Im heartbroken; my love does not love

    Rasul

    Your smile is my favorite smile in the world. Whenever I


    think about you, I think about your perfect smile, and then
    I smile, which leads to me always having a good day. Ever
    since I met you, Ive never had a single bad day. I love you.

    Luana

    Okay, I cant be mad at you anymore, now I can finally go


    to sleep with a smile.

    Rasul

    Im glad I made your night. If you want to thank me, you


    should stay up longer.

    Luana

    Ill only stay up for a story.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    but not tonight.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Well, good night beautiful.


    I guess you dont want me to stay up with you.
    Ill tell you a lovely story when you least expect it,
    Id love that, but I still hate you loser! Good night.
    I love you!
    Yeah, okay!

    [Twelve hours later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Luana

    Mlady!
    What?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 92

    Rasul
    story?
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    webcam?
    Luana

    Would you quit treating me badly if I told you a


    Yes! Yes! Yes!
    Well, its not happening. I told you to wait.
    I hate waiting!
    Be patient, it will be worth it, I promise. Do you have
    Yes, why do you ask?

    Rasul

    I wanted to see your beautiful face, I miss it.

    Luana

    But how?

    Rasul

    Ill email the instructions for the installation of a computer


    software that will allow you to make video calls, but only
    with me because this is a prototype.

    Luana

    Okay send it and walk me through the installation.

    Rasul

    I designed everything. I also added a very detailed


    instruction file; especially for you mlady.

    Luana

    Mmm! I feel special.

    Rasul

    Ill be here if you need additional help, also; we cant use it


    today, I will have to buy a webcam tomorrow. I wanted to
    make sure; everything was set up.

    [Enters Vernon]
    Vernon
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    sightseeing.
    Luana

    Tell her we need to leave!


    My roommate says hi.
    I heard him. Where are you going? Tell him I said hi.
    We are going to have some fun, and do a little
    What is his name? You should go.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 93

    Rasul

    His name is Vernon. He was the one who gave me the idea
    to add video calls to a voice message computer
    application.

    Luana

    One last thing before I let you go. Ask him if you do have a
    picture of me on your dresser like you said.

    Rasul

    Vern, she wants to know if I do have a picture of her on my


    dresser or not.

    Vernon

    I dont see it! The only thing I see is a huge poster of a


    beautiful naked woman...

    Rasul

    Cmon! Are you trying to get me in trouble? Dont listen to


    him. He is joking.

    Luana

    I knew...

    Vernon
    have you.

    He does! And youre very beautiful. He is very lucky to

    Luana

    Did you tell him to say that?

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    No. You are very beautiful, and you are mine.


    I dont think so, I think I like Vernon.
    Good luck. I will kill him, and then Ill kill you.
    I love you too loser.

    Rasul

    I love you.

    Luana

    I love you more! Bye.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I let you win.


    I know. Have a good day. Ill talk to you later, if not, then Ill
    see you tomorrow loser.
    Have a wonderful day!

    [Five weeks later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Hi.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 94

    Luana
    Rasul

    I thought we agreed saying hi, only leads to saying


    goodbyes. And I hate saying goodbye to you.
    Im sorry. My love, I missed you! Was that better?

    Luana

    Yes, thank you. These few weeks have been memorable,


    probably the best weeks since we met each other.

    Rasul

    Well, Im honored to be part of these memorable weeks. Do


    you want to video chat?

    Luana

    I dont know if I can. Im occupied.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    hurting, Im sad...
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    so Ive to go.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    What is more important than seeing me?


    Um, everything in the world?
    I wish you could see my face at the moment; Im
    I mean yes! Turn it now!
    I dont want to.
    Dont make me force you. I do want to see your sad face.
    Dont try to sweet-talk me. I dont think you want to,
    Where?
    Anywhere, but here!
    Good! Come here; I miss you. I dont want you to be there
    anymore I want you to be next to me.

    Rasul

    I would...

    Luana

    I have some bad news.

    Rasul

    Whats wrong?

    Luana
    Rasul

    I know we promised to spend the rest of the summer


    together when you get back...
    Yah?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 95

    Luana

    Im going to Florida with Sarina and my dad, the week


    before the 17th.

    Rasul

    First you dont want to see my ugly face, now you dont
    want to see me at all?

    Luana

    You know I always want to spend time with you, but my


    dad will not change the date because he already booked
    the flight.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    husband.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    to wait again.
    Luana
    Rasul

    Tell him you want to see me?


    He would definitely say no.
    Maybe he would agree if you told him, Im your
    He would probably kill you and then kill me.
    Ha! Well then, Im coming to Florida with you.
    Im serious Rasul.
    I know! I wanted to see you, but I guess we will have
    We have waited for a while. A few weeks without each
    other is identical to drinking water.
    Just dont forget about me.

    Luana

    I dont think that would ever be possible. Maybe next year


    we can go on a vacation together.

    Rasul

    I cant wait, and didnt you tell me you were invited to a


    party tonight?

    Luana

    Yes, I was planning on going but Id rather talk to you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    No, you have to go! Its almost eight o'clock.


    I dont have an outfit. And Im not going so please change
    the subject.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 96

    Rasul
    party.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Ill tell you a story tomorrow night, if you attend the


    Promise?
    Yes, I do.
    Remember to say that when we are getting married.

    Rasul

    I will! Now, get ready!

    Luana

    I have to take a shower. Ill talk to you later.

    Rasul

    Can I join you?

    Luana
    minutes.
    Rasul
    flying cape.
    Luana
    you!
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    would pay off.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Of course, you can. But only, if you can get here in five
    Ill be there in three minutes mlady; all I need is my
    Knock on the window when you get here. Goodbye, I love
    You said goodbye...
    No! I didnt mean too!
    Now you owe me a date. I knew this agreement
    You distracted me. I hate you! Goodbye!
    I love you more, and now you owe me two dates.
    Shut up loser!
    I love you too.
    Ha! I love you more!

    [Two hours later] Incoming call


    Luana

    Tell me the story you promised.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 97

    Rasul
    hours?

    Are you trying to tell me the party lasted for only two

    Luana

    Im at the party...

    Rasul

    Why are you calling me? Youre supposed to be dancing,


    and having a good time.

    Luana

    I miss you. I cant have a good time without you. And you
    will not believe who I just saw leaving.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Tupac?
    What is wrong with you?!
    What? Wouldn't you love to see him?
    No, I just saw Delilah.

    Rasul

    Oh.

    Luana

    Oh?

    Rasul

    I dont know what else to say.

    Luana
    Rasul
    mad at me?
    Luana

    What else is there to say? She asked about you.


    Lu, I have to tell you something, but you cant get
    What is it now?

    Rasul

    Delilah recently called me...

    Luana

    What are you implying?!

    Rasul

    She called me about an hour ago.

    Luana

    And when were you going to tell me? And why did you talk
    to her?

    Rasul

    I eagerly answered the phone; I honestly thought it was


    you. I answered the phone call without looking

    Luana

    Oh, so now you cant differentiate my voice, from hers?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 98

    Rasul
    Luana

    I ended the call the moment I heard...


    Goodbye!

    [Fifty minutes later] Outgoing call


    Luana

    What?!

    Rasul

    First of all, thank you for finally answering my call. Please


    calm down, and let me explain.

    Luana

    Dont tell me to calm down! You know I hate that!

    Rasul

    Yes I know you hate that, I know you hate seafood, and
    spicy food. I know you cant help it but smile when I look at
    you, I know you love bothering me more than anything in
    the world, I know you love me more than I think, and Id be
    stupid to think Ill ever find someone like you, I know I
    dont deserve you, I know..

    Luana

    Get to the point Rasul! Im going to sleep.

    Rasul

    I was going to tell you I answered her phone call, but I


    didnt know how, because I feared how you would react.
    Im trying to be a better person; Im trying to be
    completely honest with you without making you angry.

    Luana

    Youre trying but not succeeding, I dont want to be with


    someone who says they will try harder and does the
    opposite. Your actions dont do justice to your promises
    Rasul!

    Rasul
    Luana

    I know...
    All I want is my love, the one who made me fall in love. The
    one who made me believe in love, but I guess he is long
    gone. I thought what we had was true love, but now I dont
    know what it is. Good night.

    [4 AM] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Ive never been happier for a late night phone call. Thank
    you, for calling me back.

    Luana

    I couldnt sleep. Ive been...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 99

    Rasul
    Luana

    Lu, why are you crying?


    Im calling you to end this relationship. I cant do this
    anymore Rasul!

    Rasul

    Wait, what is happening?

    Luana

    Rasul, I

    Rasul

    No, no, no Luana, wait!

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    You know it makes me angry...


    I had to tell you Lu, I couldnt lie to you.
    You only told me because I...
    I could have kept it to myself, but...

    Luana

    Fine! When we are done talking call her and dont bother
    telling me about it.

    Rasul

    I promised myself always to be honest with you, which is


    why I couldnt lie to you. I was just waiting for the right
    moment to tell you.

    Luana

    Goodbye! Dont call me!

    [Three weeks later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Did you just call me or am I hallucinating?

    Luana

    No I didnt!

    Rasul

    Well, theres a missed call on my phone with your name on


    it. I thought you finally decided to return my phone calls.

    Luana

    No I didnt! Sarina did, Im sorry if you thought I did. Have a


    good day.

    Rasul

    I hate you for being mad at me for answering her call by


    mistake. You dont trust me; you never trusted me.

    Luana
    from me.

    Dont blame me! I just didnt want her to take you away

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 100

    Rasul

    Did you just say what I think you said? Why are you saying
    this, when youre the one who ended our relationship.

    Luana

    I know, its not my call to tell you what to do, or who to be


    with. You should know, I didnt mean to end our
    relationship, it was the hardest thing Ive ever done, but it
    was the best thing to do.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Im not yours anymore.


    I know.

    Rasul
    Luana

    O.
    And I do trust you, I will always trust you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    You dont have to.


    What?

    Rasul
    Luana

    We are not together, you dont have to trust me.


    Well, we are still friends aren't we? I have a question. Do
    you care, that we are no longer together?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Uhh, no. Do you?


    Yeah... [Phone call ends]

    [One week later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana

    Hi, how are you doing?


    Good.

    Rasul

    Im good too, thank you for asking.

    Luana

    Okay.

    Rasul

    Im working on a new project, and Id love your opinion on


    the design.

    Luana

    Why?

    Rasul

    I want you...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 101

    Luana

    No!

    Rasul

    What I was saying, before you interrupted me was, I want


    you to choose the best design.

    Luana

    What happened to the old project? And why me?

    Rasul

    Coz I love you, you always tell me the truth, and you have
    a good taste. Also, I dont like the old project. Im trying
    something new, a better approach.

    Luana

    I think I love the old one, change is not always the solution,
    but send it to me.

    Rasul

    Its something completely different. I sent it about twenty


    minutes ago.

    Luana

    Okay, Ill take a look at it. And if you loved me, you would
    care if we were together or not.

    Rasul

    What are you talking about?

    Luana

    When I asked you, if you cared that we weren't together,


    you said no, and just a moment ago, you said you love me.

    Rasul

    I dont recall saying such thing, and of course I love you, I


    can never stop loving you.

    Luana

    Please stop lying for once.

    Rasul

    Honestly, I dont remember. If I did say something that


    hurtful, then Im sorry, I didnt mean it.

    Luana

    I know you remember. Be honest with me, do you?

    Rasul

    Do I?

    Luana

    Do you care?

    Rasul

    Yes of course I do! Youre the best thing that has ever
    happened to me. I care about you, more than I care about
    myself. I never stopped thinking about you. You know, you
    just cant stop caring about someone you have loved with
    every single atom in your body. And yes, I love you.

    Luana

    Thank you for making my night.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 102

    Rasul

    Youre the reason why I wake up with a smile. You always


    make my day, but then you stopped. The least I can do is
    to make you smile, even if its just for a second.

    Luana
    your senses.

    Thats because you changed. I guess youre back to

    Rasul
    youre smiling?

    My senses? Shut up! And why do you sound like

    Luana

    Yes, I think theres something wrong with my face. I cant


    stop smiling.

    Rasul
    Luana

    No one told you to smile.


    Now, Im sad.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Turn it!
    No!
    Turn it! Now!
    Make me!
    Dont make me force you Luana!
    You are not strong enough. Honestly, I think I can beat you
    up any day.
    Wake up! I think youre dreaming.
    Remind me to beat you senseless when I see you.
    You will never see me.

    Luana

    Why? Are you scared?

    Rasul

    Im never scared, especially not of a little girl. I just dont


    want to see you.

    Luana

    Fine! Then, I guess you never really cared.

    Rasul
    you.

    I think youre insane, you know I do. Im crazy about

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 103

    Luana
    Rasul

    Shut up! How is that insane?


    Well, you think I dont want to see you.

    Luana

    You said it.

    Rasul

    I said it, because I dont want to come between you and


    your new love

    Luana

    What are you talking about?

    Rasul
    someone new?
    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Have you forgotten you recently told me, you met


    He is just a friend. And I thought we agreed to be friends.
    Besides friends can hang out and have a good time, can't
    they?
    Will your new lover be joining us?
    Stop! He is just a friend. We are getting to know each
    other. Youre acting childish, Im going to sleep.
    Ill talk to you later. Good night Lu.

    [Two days later] Outgoing call


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Im busy! Why do you keep calling me?!


    You called me first! And that is why Im calling you.
    I called you by mistake.
    I see.
    I mean it. Guess what song I just listened to?
    Next to You?
    How did you know?
    I took a wild guess.
    Good guess.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 104

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    To be honest, I dont like that song anymore.


    Why?! Doesn't it mean anything to you?
    What are you implying?

    Luana

    Doesn't it remind you of us? Like the distance between us.


    It makes me happy when I hear it because, it reminds me
    of when you would call me and sing it to me over and over
    again.

    Rasul

    Oh yah! Those were good days. I still cant believe you


    loved to hear me sing to you, Im a terrible singer. Lu, Ive
    to say, youre...

    Luana

    Sarina and I are going to the shopping center to pick out


    some clothes. We have to get ready for our trip at sunrise.

    Rasul

    You didnt allow me to finish what I was saying. Did I say


    something to upset you?

    Luana

    No Rasul, I really have to go. Goodbye.

    [The next morning] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Hi, I called to wish you a safe trip.


    Thank you. Are you still coming home on the 18th?
    Yes.
    I wish I could see you.
    I dont think that is a good idea.

    Luana

    Why is that?

    Rasul

    Well, I dont want your new lover to be jealous, I dont want


    him to feel like Im trying to steal you from him.

    Luana

    Stop it! I dont want anyone! He is just a good friend, and


    youre a friend too. And friends hang out, dont they?

    Rasul
    do.

    Okay sorry, you dont have to get mad. And yes they

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 105

    Luana
    anyone!

    Im not mad. I just hate it, when you say that. I dont love

    Rasul
    Luana

    But you do love me.


    Okay.

    Rasul

    Dont you?

    Luana

    Okay.

    Rasul

    This is getting awkward. Ill leave you now. Have an


    amazing vacation.

    Luana

    Okay enjoy your week at home, and stay out of trouble!

    Rasul

    I will, but trouble always finds you in the Bronx. Tell Sarina,
    to take good care of you, for me.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 106

    Chapter 3 Rift
    [One month later] Outgoing call
    Luana

    Yo!

    Rasul

    Howdy ma'am.

    Luana

    How have you been?

    Rasul

    Ive been good, coping with life. How about you?

    Luana

    Ive been very busy.

    Rasul

    With?

    Luana
    harder.

    School. Im not motivated enough, so I need to try

    Rasul
    you?

    Good girl! But why? Is your new lover distracting

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I dont have a lover!


    Hmm.
    Rasul Im serious; quit being childish. Ive not been in a
    relationship since we ended ours. I cant afford to be
    distracted.
    You dont have to lie to me.
    Believe whatever you want to. Im not interested in
    arguing, so please stop!
    Hey, Im just making convers...

    Luana

    Look! I dont have a reason to lie! Im not like you.

    Rasul

    Well, I see youre in a bad mood, have a good day. I just


    wanted to check up on you.

    Luana

    Thank you, have a good day!

    [The following week] Incoming call

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 107

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    school.
    Luana

    Rasul

    Yo!
    Not talking to me anymore?
    I didnt want to distract you. Also, I was focusing on
    You never distract me, you inspire me. Also, I need my
    friend, Ive been thinking about calling you every day, but I
    just cant get myself to go through with it. Calling you, I
    mean.
    You know you can call me any time you want.

    Luana

    Honestly, I dont want you! I need you, because life seems


    better when youre around. With you, Ive a reason to wake
    up in the middle of the night, because I know Ill have
    someone to talk me back to sleep. With you, I can look my
    worst and still have someone who will smile, call me
    beautiful, and look at me like he just fell in love all over
    again.

    Rasul

    I need you too! I miss you. Honestly, I cant approach a


    beautiful girl, without finding a way to put you above her. It
    feels like you cast a love spell on me, which only allows me
    to see or love non other but you, and I love it. I love that I
    cant love anyone but you.

    Luana

    So are you enjoying the college life?

    Rasul

    Oh yes! I love it! Im not acting like myself. I dont talk to


    the girl I love. Im constantly doing things Id never do in a
    million years. I miss you, and doing these unspeakable
    things is the only way to stop myself from thinking about
    you.

    Luana

    I hate you!

    Rasul

    Why?!

    Luana

    You promised me a good summer and broke your promise.

    Rasul

    Im sorry. Ill make it up to you; Ill be home very soon. My


    current goal is to focus on studying, I have missed a lot of
    classes and I have to do everything I can to be motivated
    like I was before.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 108

    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    I was performing terribly when school started, but I


    developed a strict routine to work harder. You need to
    motivate yourself.
    How?
    First, you have to develop the mindset. You need to make a
    schedule, and start learning as soon as possible. Also, get a
    tutor or go to your teachers for help.
    Ill start tomorrow. I really need to catch up.
    Why not today?
    Im very tired. Ive been depriving myself of sleep.

    Luana

    You need to rest! You need to motivate yourself as soon as


    possible, or else you will fail. Youre smart, stop being lazy.
    Also I think, we need to stop talking to each other until
    your exam so you can focus.

    Luana

    No, that is a bad idea. I love it when you distract me.

    Luana

    Im serious! I need you to concentrate. When are you


    coming home?

    Rasul

    The 5th of October. Ill visit you as soon as I get home, if


    you still want to see me.

    Luana

    Id love to see you, but I cant on a school night.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    birthday.
    Rasul
    Luana

    Its on a Friday.
    You just made my day! I cant wait, but if you cant on that
    Friday, then Ill be available on Saturday.
    Ill be there whenever you want me...
    Ive a surprise for you, but I cant tell you until your
    My birthday is in January, I want to know now!
    No its a surprise, and you will love it!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 109

    Rasul

    I despise waiting.

    Luana
    that is final!

    Its a very special surprise, you will have to wait. And

    Rasul

    Fine, Ill have to wait.

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    more!

    Yes, but only if youre home, and spend the day with me.
    That sounds like a good plan.
    I love you, but you will only get the surprise, only if I get
    the promise ring you promised me.
    I love you more!
    Not possible fool!
    Luana, I love you more!
    Shut up loser, and stop screaming. We all know, I love you

    Rasul

    That is not possible beautiful lady.

    Luana

    I missed these moments. Dont ever let it end?

    Rasul

    I will never let it end. As I promised you, I will never give up


    on us. I know Im not perfect, so Ill never stop trying.

    Luana

    Thank you. I miss you very much.

    Rasul

    I miss you too. In a few weeks, you will be able to tell me


    that while hugging me.

    Luana

    I cant wait! But you have to get some rest and get back to
    concentrating on school.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I will.
    So is this good bye?

    Rasul

    Yes, but just for a while. Ill talk to you soon.

    Luana

    Good night loser.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 110

    [Two weeks later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Yo! We have to talk. I know I promised Id be home on


    Friday, but I dont think...

    Luana
    imbecile...

    Are you serious?! I swear youre not worth it. You

    Rasul

    I see you added a new word to your vocabulary, but please


    calm down. I cant make it because...

    Luana

    Do you think this is a joke? Dont ever tell me to calm


    down, and dont ever call me. [Phone call ends]

    [The following night] Outgoing call


    Sarina

    You have the wrong number, if you were planning on


    calling Delilah, you imbecile!

    Rasul

    Sarina, please listen to me. Im home but she thinks Im in


    school; I wanted to buy myself some time to surprise her
    on Saturday.

    Sarina

    What is wrong with you?

    Rasul

    Im trying to surprise her, I missed her birthday, and I


    broke my promise, when I promised her a wonderful
    summer.

    Sarina

    Youre insane!

    Rasul

    I know, but please help me.

    Sarina

    Ill help you. But never forget, Ill kill you if you continue to
    hurt her.

    Rasul

    Thank you very much, I appreciate it. And please give me


    Asher's number. I need his help with something else.

    Sarina

    Ill give him your phone number, and tell him to give you a
    call. Have a good night imbecile!

    [Eight hours later] Incoming call


    Luana

    Hi.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 111

    Rasul

    What do you want?

    Luana

    I miss you. Please come home.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I cant, I already gave a friend my bus ticket.


    Sarina and I, heard a song playing on the radio, and it
    made me think of you.

    Rasul

    Oh. Well, Ive to go Luana. Tell Sarina I said hi.

    Luana

    Youre a moron! I swear Ill never forgive you.

    Rasul

    Lu [Phone call ends]

    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi

    Stop! Why do you want her back? You treated her as if you
    didnt care...

    Rasul

    Cmon Nabi, you know Im no longer the person Im telling


    you about. I was young, immature and I didnt know Luana
    was the love of my life, and Ill never meet another woman
    like her. I only wanted to surprise her; I regret everything I
    did, which is why I want a last chance to give her the type
    of love she truly deserves.

    Nabi

    What happened next?

    Rasul

    Well...

    Nabi

    Hold on, let me guess, did you break her heart again?

    Rasul

    Nabi, youre getting on my nerves. And for your


    information, my plan worked out perfectly; Sarinas job was
    to make sure she persuaded Luana to come with her to the
    beach on Saturday, Ashers was to find a vehicle that could
    drive us to the beach, and my job was to prepare the best
    picnic, with her favorite fruits, drinks, and foods.
    Everything worked in my favor; Ashers brother, Josh, who
    drove them to the beach, left them, and then drove back to
    the train station to meet me, he then escorted me to the
    market where I bought some food for the surprise picnic.
    He drove me to another part of the beach, to set up the
    picnic at five oclock; as part of the plan, Sarina and Asher
    were supposed to go back to the car at five-twenty, leaving

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 112

    her alone for a few minutes, and then they gave me a call
    to begin the next part of the plan, which was to pretend as
    if I was in need of help because I was drowning, so I then
    took a swim in the ocean; exactly at five-thirty I began
    screaming for help, then I heard her calling out for Sarina,
    repeatedly saying I think someone is drowning, as she
    was running towards me. She didnt know I was the one
    screaming for help, without hesitation, she jumped into the
    water to save me. I thought she would be angry when she
    noticed it was me, but the first sentence that came out of
    her mouth were I hate you while smiling, then she
    splashed a huge amount of water in my direction, and
    began swimming back to the shore, then I shouted please
    wait! You know I barely know how to swim, but look at me,
    risking my life to surprise you! I then grabbed her, kissed
    her, and said Im sorry for lying to you, but I had to make
    it believable to surprise you. Ill always go out of my way to
    give you a love that will not only last for a lifetime, but a
    timeless love, kissed her again and then she taught me
    different ways to be a better swimmer for about ten
    minutes, as the sun began to set, I told her to go to the
    shore for the rest of her surprise, as she reached the shore,
    she spotted the picnic setting and turned around to say
    something to me; she instantaneously swallowed her
    words and was rendered speechless at the sight of the
    sunset behind her, she swam fast towards me, kissed me
    like she never wanted to let me go, said thank you, and
    grabbed my hand directing me to the shore. We sat down
    and enjoyed a perfect picnic in the sunset over a
    paradisiacal view. A few joyful months passed by; we were
    in perfect harmony when I returned to school, we spent
    about nine hours talking to each other on a daily basis, life
    couldnt have been better; we motivated one another, her
    grades skyrocketed, better than it had ever been, mine
    were also improving, she helped me with most of my ideas,
    those few months of pure happiness were responsible for
    the creation of Rhythm Technologies, and its initial
    creations. We pushed each other to be better in ways you
    cant imagine; there was a healthy competition between
    us. Nabi I swear, no one in my life has ever pushed me to
    be a better person and thinker like she did, except you, of
    course. At the end of the semester, I spent every second of
    my thirteen-day vacation with her.
    Nabi

    Wow, I guess Im sorry for interrupting you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 113

    [January 1st, 2002]


    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    beginning...
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    I told you, you would love it.


    It was surprisingly good.
    You have to watch the prequel to fully understand the
    Theres a prequel?
    Yes, Broken Promises. Why are you stopping? We need to
    go outside, mama will be here anytime now.
    I dont think I can meet your mom.
    Why?!
    Coz Im shy...
    There she comes. Hey! Just be yourself, she will love you.
    Youre charming...

    Rasul

    And? Go on.

    Luana

    Thats all, youre charming

    Rasul

    Hi, How are you doing

    Misskay

    Call me Misskay. And Rasul, Ive heard a lot about you.

    Luana

    Mom can you believe he cried during the movie?

    Rasul

    I didnt cry Misskay...

    Misskay

    What movie did you catch?

    Rasul

    Un-Broken Promises: A Lifetime and Beyond. I never


    thought Id enjoy it, but I did. It was a great movie.

    Luana

    Yes it was a good movie, he really did cry on my shoulder,


    throughout the entire movie!

    Rasul
    Misskay

    Really?!
    Ignore her Rasul, I know you didnt cry...

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 114

    Luana

    But mom! He actually cried.

    Misskay

    And even if you did, Its okay to be emotional.

    Rasul
    Luana
    me!

    I hate you so much!


    Why are you whispering Rasul?! Tell her what you just told

    Rasul

    I love you. I said I love you.

    Misskay

    I heard you Rasul, dont worry, she deserved it.

    Luana

    Mom!

    Misskay

    She told me youre very shy. You dont seem shy to me.

    Rasul

    Oh, Im shy. The only reason why Im confident is because


    Luana is here.

    Luana

    Ive an important question. Why did you cry?

    Rasul
    again.
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Im never going on a movie date with you, ever


    But you promised me we would see Marks on My Heart
    together on Valentine's Day.
    Turn it! Now!
    Nuh-uh!
    Cmon, please. Turn it for me.

    Luana

    I said no!

    Rasul

    And I said, turn it now! Ill see Marks on My Heart with


    you. Also Ive a surprise for you, so please turn it!

    Luana

    Mom, stop looking at us like a bunch of crazy people! "Turn


    it", means to turn a frown upside down.

    Misskay

    Ive to go to the store Rasul do you want anything?

    Luana

    What about me?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 115

    Misskay
    Rasul

    I know you want cookie dough; I dont need to ask you.


    No, Im fine. Thank you.

    Misskay

    Do you want to stay in the car or come with me?

    Luana

    We will be with you in a minute, mom.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Can you get my camera?


    Theres no camera in your bag.
    Oh shoot! I think I left it at home.

    Misskay

    Luana, you left your old camera in the back, so I kept it in


    the glove compartment.

    Luana

    Rasul, do you know what this is?!

    Rasul

    Why are you excited? Its just a camera. Oh, am I looking at


    a real time-machine?

    Luana

    Your head is just a camera loser!

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Thank you...
    Shut up, dont you remember this camera? Its the camera
    that brought us together.
    If its important, why did you leave it here?

    Luana

    Mama never loses anything of mine, thats why.

    Rasul

    We have to take some pictures together, but first I have a


    surprise for you...

    Luana

    What is it? What is it?

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Look inside the outer pocket of my bag.


    What is this?
    Read it.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 116

    Luana

    "On behalf of Dew University Im pleased to congratulate


    you on your acceptance into." Are you serious?!

    Rasul

    I know, I couldnt believe it either. Mmm, and what was the


    kiss for?

    Luana

    Shut up, its an "I love you very much kiss.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Mmm, I like it, do it again.


    Wait, over here, it says this is for the fall semester.

    Rasul

    Yes I know.

    Luana

    Fall semester begins...

    Rasul

    I contacted the administration office, and they said Ill have


    to send them my updated transcript after the up and
    coming semester. Im not ready to transfer, and Ive to
    discuss it with my dad, before I make any further decisions.

    Luana

    You should tell him sooner! I think he will be thrilled,


    because its closer to home.

    Rasul
    Luana

    And, also closer to you.


    Yes!

    Rasul
    much kisses.
    Luana

    Mmm, Ive to say it, I love these "I love you very
    They are only for special moments like now.

    Rasul

    Picture time.

    Luana

    Yes!

    Misskay
    picture.

    You might want to stand in this direction for a better

    Rasul
    Misskay
    Rasul
    Manhattan.

    Excuse me?
    Why does he look surprised?
    Those are the first words I said to Luana in

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 117

    Luana

    Hand her the camera. She is a good photographer.

    Rasul

    Here.

    Misskay

    Ready?

    Luana

    Hold on; okay we are ready.

    Misskay

    Say cheese.

    Rasul
    safe side?

    Can you please take another one just to be on the

    Misskay

    I think its perfect...

    Luana

    Mom, Rasul is a perfectionist. Please do it.

    Misskay

    Rasul, are you sure you wouldnt like to join us for...

    Luana

    No. He has to go home.

    Rasul

    Id love to...

    Luana

    Its almost eleven o'clock.

    Rasul
    Misskay

    Maybe next time then Misskay.


    When are you going back to school?

    Rasul
    Monday.

    Ill be leaving on the 13th, my classes begin on

    Luana

    Mom, he applied to Dew and got accepted.

    Misskay

    Congratulations Rasul.

    [A few minutes later]


    Luana

    Theres your train.

    Rasul

    Well, thats my cue. Thank you very much Misskay. I had an


    amazing time.

    Luana

    What about me?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 118

    Rasul

    Thank you mlady, for a wonderful time, and...

    Luana

    And thank you loser, for crying on my shoulder.

    Rasul

    Bye! Good night Misskay, drive safe.

    Luana

    Yo! Where is it?!

    Rasul
    Luana

    Where is what?
    My chocolates loser!

    Rasul
    Luana

    Next time.
    If I dont get it now, there will never be a next time.

    [Two hours later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Hi.
    Bye.
    Why?
    You didnt give me my chocolates. [Phone call ends]

    [The following morning] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Good morning...

    Luana

    What?

    Rasul

    I have to go to the dentist to get my tooth fixed. Ill be a


    little late today.

    Luana

    I dont want you to come.

    Rasul

    Shut up! Ill see you later.

    Luana
    so...

    Im serious, you didnt give me what I wanted last night,

    Rasul

    Cmon, I only did that because I wanted to surprise you


    again; I wanted to get one of those "I love you very much
    kiss.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 119

    Luana
    have?

    I dont care. How does it feel to want something you cant

    Rasul
    Luana

    I bought you the promise ring you wanted.


    And?

    Rasul

    Do you want it or not?

    Luana
    then.

    I do, but Ill see you on your birthday, you can give it to me

    Rasul

    That means, Ill have to spend seven days without seeing


    you, touching you and kissing...

    Luana

    That is your punishment. Get used to it.

    Rasul

    Ive to go, but this is not over!

    Luana

    Ill not be able to talk to you.

    Rasul

    And why is that?

    Luana

    Ill be busy looking for someone more handsome, who will


    give me chocolates, whenever I want.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Good luck with that. Ill see you later. I love you.
    Okay.

    Rasul

    Oh cmon!

    Luana

    I love you too! Now go!

    [Five hours later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    Im on my way.
    Ill not be available, I told you that earlier.
    Are you still mad at me?
    No, Im not. Im going out with Sarina.
    Can I talk to Sarina?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 120

    Luana

    She is not here yet. Why?

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Take care, and have a wonderful day.


    Why?
    What do you mean, why?
    Why do you want to talk to Sarina?
    I wanted to say hi, and to tell her to take care of you.
    Ill be fine. See you in seven days.

    [Five minutes later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    want to see me.
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    ago.
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina

    Sarina, Where are you going?


    What do you mean?
    Where are you going with Luana?
    We are going to the shopping center.
    Ill be there but dont tell her, because she does not
    Im not getting involved...
    Cmon I need to see her.
    Its already late. I was supposed to meet her fifty minutes
    Ill be on my way as soon as possible.
    Make sure I can see you from the window next to the
    second floor elevator.
    Okay, Ill be at the bus stop.
    Goodbye.

    [Thirty minutes later] Outgoing call


    Jasper

    Boy, where have you been hiding?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 121

    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    with my girl...
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    hour.
    Rasul

    Upstate Jas...
    I heard you were back.
    Yah, two weeks ago.
    Boy and you didnt even care to check in?
    Ive been occupied spending every single second
    I see...
    I need a favor Jay.
    Boy, you already owe me two favors.
    You know, I owe you my life Jas!
    Its all love, what do you need?
    I need a ride to Montauk.
    Montauk, Long Island?
    Yah...
    For what? To see her?
    Yah.
    Say no more. Ill be ready in an hour.
    In an hour?!
    You know I cant leave my business unattended in this
    neighborhood.
    Put Henry in charge.
    Dont worry, just make sure you meet me downstairs in an
    Alright, or you can come upstairs.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 122

    [About three hours later]


    Sarina

    She is on her way downstairs, she still does not know Im


    the reason why youre here.

    Rasul

    Thank you Sarina.

    [A few minutes later]


    Luana

    What are you doing here?!

    Rasul

    Im here to see my girl...

    Jasper

    Hi, Im Jasper, what is your name?

    Luana

    Yo, Im Lu.

    Jasper

    And you are...

    Sarina

    Oh hi, Im Sarina.

    Jasper

    Excuse us ladies. Rasul, I need to talk to you.

    Luana

    Are you leaving? Also Im not stupid; I know Sarina told you
    where we would be.

    Jasper

    Oh no, I dont mean to be rude, we will be right back.

    Sarina

    Take your time.

    Jasper [To Rasul]

    I think Sarina likes me.

    Rasul

    You literally just met her.

    Jasper

    So? Didn't you see her smiling at me?!

    Rasul

    Jay, she was smiling at you, because you were smiling at


    her with that irresistible smile of yours.

    Jasper

    Well, Im interested in her, so help me. That is the least you


    can do for me

    Rasul

    In your words; say no more.

    Rasul [To Luana] I need to give you something, take a walk with me, please.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 123

    Luana

    No.

    Rasul
    Sarina

    Come here!
    Where are you going?

    Luana [To Sarina]

    Dont let him take me

    Rasul

    I love you.

    Luana [To Rasul] Ill kill you if you drop me.


    [One hour later]
    Luana

    Look, he bought me a ring.

    Sarina

    A ring made out of candy?!

    Rasul

    Sarina, are you jealous?

    Sarina

    Yes, Im jealous you bought her a ring made out of candy.

    Luana

    I love it loser.

    Rasul

    I know.

    Luana [To Sarina]

    I hate it.

    Rasul

    I heard you!

    Jasper

    Is this why you made me stop at the corner store?

    Sarina

    Luana did you know that Rasul and Jasper have known
    each other for almost four years.

    Luana

    No...

    Rasul

    I used to see him sitting outside of our apartment, every


    day on my way to school. I used to force him...

    Jasper

    Boy, let it go.

    Sarina

    Yeah, boy let it go.

    Rasul

    Shut up!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 124

    Luana

    Yo! Boy, just let it go!

    Rasul
    talented.

    Luana, Ill kill you! He is intelligent, and very

    Jasper

    So, Sarina tells me...

    Rasul

    I only talk about it, because I hate seeing talent being


    wasted. Jas, I look up to you, I want you to excel.

    Jasper

    Luana, why did you accept that stupid ring?

    Rasul

    Dont change the subject, you know I never give up.

    Sarina

    He doesnt. He is like a baby staring at a shiny object.

    Luana

    I heard something crinkling, and rustling in his pocket.


    When I asked to see what it was, he refused, so I forced
    him and after a few no's, he reached for his pocket,
    glanced around, went down on his knees, then he said "will
    you marry me someday? I promise you a lifetime and
    beyond of eternal happiness." Then I said only if you give
    me a real ring next time, and take me to Africa.

    Jasper

    And that worked on you?

    Sarina

    Ha-ha!

    Luana

    Well, he had this lovely, yet sad look on his face; you know,
    like an adorable puppy. I had to say yes.

    Rasul

    You all know that Im here, and I can hear you. And youre
    not getting your chocolate today.

    Sarina

    She doesn't need it, Ill give you my chocolates.

    Jasper

    Ha! More like vanilla.

    Sarina [To Jasper] Luana


    Rasul
    Jasper

    Shh!

    Do you want to grab something to eat before you leave?


    Where?
    I dont think that is a good idea, Its almost ten o'clock.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 125

    Sarina
    Rasul

    Jas, do you have to be somewhere?


    Jas? When did you start calling him Jas?

    Sarina

    Its none of your business baby-face.

    Jasper

    I told you he hates that.

    Sarina

    I know! His facial expression is priceless.

    Luana

    Ignore them my love, youre my baby-face. Jasper, why do


    you have to leave?

    Jasper

    Ive to take care of a few things.

    Rasul

    He is trying to be modest, he has to say good night to his


    mom. This tough gentleman is a big mama's boy.

    Jasper

    Shut up!

    Sarina

    Shut up Rasul! And I think that is lovely; that is what a real


    gentleman is supposed to do.

    Luana

    Yeah, shut up!

    Rasul

    I hate you all.

    Sarina

    You will love us, after this, we have a surprise for you. Tell
    him, Jas.

    Jasper

    She came up with the idea...

    Sarina

    He did!

    Jasper

    We talked about it, and since your birthday is coming up,


    Ill drive you here to see Luana, as a gift.

    Sarina

    So dont expect anything else from us.

    Rasul

    I have a feeling, theres a reason why youre doing this,


    perhaps an ulterior motive, I dont know about.

    Jasper

    Theres no ulterior motive. Im doing this because I want


    you to have a good birthday.

    Rasul

    Then why is she trying her best not to laugh?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 126

    Sarina

    We just want to make you happy, and I want to make


    Luana happy, because she loves seeing you. I dont know
    why, but she does.

    Luana

    I know why: he gives me chocolates!

    Jasper

    Seriously, we have to leave.

    Luana

    I need my chocolates!

    Rasul

    Then, come and get it mlady.

    [January 5th, 2002] Incoming call


    Luana

    Hey, handsome.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Who are you talking to?


    You, silly!

    Rasul
    Luana

    I think you dialed the wrong number.


    Why?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Everyone knows Im not handsome.


    Yah, that is true. Im extremely sorry for lying to you.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Why do you sound happy?


    Im happy, because Im talking to you. Did you enjoy your
    stay in Newark?

    Rasul

    I did, it was restful, and that is exactly what I needed.

    Luana

    Im glad you got the chance to visit your cousins. Will I see
    you today?

    Rasul

    You need to come with me, next time. Id love to see you,
    but I cant.

    Luana

    Why?

    Rasul

    Coz I dont love you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 127

    Luana

    Lord knows you do.

    Rasul
    Luana

    I do. Jasper is not around, that is why.


    Oh okay.

    Rasul
    Luana
    friend.

    Im sorry.
    Its okay, I guess Ill have to go to Secaucus, to visit a

    Rasul
    Luana

    I hope youre not angry.


    No, Im not, I missed you, and I was hoping Id see you
    today, but its not your fault.

    Rasul
    Luana

    You will see me in a couple of days.


    I hope so.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Do you know Jasper is interested in Sarina?


    Yeah, I know. They have been calling each other ever since
    they met.

    Rasul
    Luana
    miss you.

    I...
    They even went on a few dates together. They made me

    Rasul
    you.
    Luana
    with you.

    Ill make it up to you by spending my birthday with


    We already made those plans; I want to go to Manhattan

    Rasul
    Luana

    Your wish is my command mlady.


    When?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Soon.
    Okay.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 128

    Rasul

    Ill call you later in the day. I promise you will see me on
    January 9th. Also, I still havent forgotten you promised me
    a special birthday gift.

    Luana

    I know, but you will have to spend the entire day with me,
    before you get it.

    Rasul

    Okay, Ill talk to you in a few hours. Have a good day.

    [Two months later] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Jay!

    Jasper

    Boy, how is school?

    Rasul

    Everything is fine, thank God. How is Sarina and everyone


    on your side?

    Jasper

    Everything and everyone is good. Boy, Im planning to


    move out of Davidson, there's too much trouble in this
    neighborhood.

    Rasul

    Its about time brother...

    Jasper

    I need to think about my future. With you in school getting


    an education, there's nothing here for me but trouble.

    Rasul

    Honestly, I couldnt do it anymore. Living in fear, knowing


    something can happen to you at any time. I need peace; I
    dont know about you, but I cant live my life looking over
    my shoulder every second.

    Jasper

    I love that, you sound like a mature person. As you grow,


    you need to make better decisions, and do what is best for
    you and the people around you.

    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul

    Where do you plan on living?


    I dont know yet. Sarina said, there are a few new
    apartments not far from Dew...
    Dew University?!
    Yes, have you heard of it?
    Im transferring to Dew in August.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 129

    Jasper

    Have you submitted all the requirements?

    Rasul

    Yes and no. The only requirement left is my transcript at


    the end of this semester.

    Jasper

    I hope youre doing well in school. Im also planning on


    going back to school.

    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul

    You should try applying to Dew...


    No, Ive my mind set on a trade school in the city.
    Im glad to hear that.
    Dont tell Sarina. Ive not told her yet. Ive to talk you about
    something important.
    What is it?

    Jasper

    Why haven't you talked to Luana in about a week?

    Rasul

    Honestly I lost her phone number when my phone stopped


    working. She will be mad if she ever finds out I never
    memorized it.

    Jasper

    So your plan was never to call her?

    Rasul
    break.
    Jasper

    Rasul
    Jasper

    Rasul

    No, my plan was to go to Montauk during my spring


    Boy, you know I love joking, but I need to be honest, you
    will never find a girl like Luana, so stop treating her like a
    second choice. I just met Sarina, but I know if I let her go, I
    might never get someone like her. There will never be
    another Sarina, she is one of a kind, so whatever she
    wants, I do for her.
    I understand what you mean...
    I hope you do, because youre not acting like it. Ill help you
    this time and I want you to know, its the last time,
    because she deserves better, so be better.
    How can you help me?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 130

    Jasper
    you.
    Rasul
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper

    Ill ask Sarina for Luana's phone number and then give it to
    Sarina is not stupid, she will know something is up.
    Im not stupid either, Ill tell her I need to talk to Luana
    about you, just trust me. Give me a call later.
    Okay I will.
    Call me in fifteen minutes.

    [Twenty minutes later] Outgoing call


    Luana

    It has been more than a week since we spoke...

    Rasul
    sudden.

    Yes I know. My phone stopped working all of a

    Luana

    Yes I...

    Rasul

    Look, before you say anything, Im sorry. I know I always


    say Im sorry, but this time, I mean it more than ever. I
    could have emailed you, or wrote you a letter. Im sorry for
    taking advantage...

    Luana

    Its okay. Jasper called me and we talked.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    What did you talk about?


    You dont have to worry, Im not angry. Im glad to hear
    from you. But, if you act like that again we will have to end
    this relationship. I cant go through this over and over
    again. I called you several times because I needed to talk...
    What did you want to talk about?
    It doesnt matter anymore.
    Even if it doesnt matter, tell me.
    Nothing, I forgot.
    Cmon. Please tell me.
    It does not matter.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 131

    Rasul
    Luana

    Lu! Cmo
    Its nothing. Something happened, which led to me
    thinking about you. All I wanted to say was thank you for
    always being there for me; you make the world a better
    place.

    Rasul
    Luana

    Please tell me what happened.


    Mama is fed up with everything, and she is currently trying
    her best to make dad leave, and I think she wants me to go
    with him Ra. It scares me because I never thought this
    would ever happen to them. Im scared of losing you, and I
    need your reassurance once in a while, to let me know you
    will always be there for me, no matter what.

    Rasul

    What do you mean?

    Luana

    I dont know. I guess, I feel like you dont care anymore.


    You always used to remind me of how much you love me. I
    dont know why, but I feel like the love is not there
    anymore.

    Rasul

    I think I understand what you mean, but I can also say the
    same about you.

    Luana

    We barely talk; how am I supposed to show you I care? You


    used to call me every second.

    Rasul

    Are you saying we dont talk anymore?

    Luana

    We only talk once a day, for a few minutes.

    Rasul

    Can we please talk about something else? Ill try my best,


    and thank you for bringing that to my attention. Do you
    want to video chat?

    Luana

    No I dont want to see your ugly face loser!

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul

    You told me, I am very handsome.


    I lied.
    hey! We promised never to lie to each other.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 132

    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Shut up, youre my very handsome boy.


    Thank you, but I think you mean handsome man.
    I want my chocolates.
    Come and get it.
    Gladly.
    Id love to give you more than a kiss.
    Mmm, enlighten me.
    Get over here, and I will.
    No, you have to come here. I miss you.
    Okay. Im on my way.
    Im going out.
    Where are you going?
    Im meeting Sarina and Jasper in two hours for dinner.
    That is not fair, what about me?
    Come here!
    I hear running water. Are you in the bathroom?
    Im getting ready to take a bath.
    Can I join you?
    Again, all you have to do is be here.
    Okay, I mean it this time, Im on my way.
    See you soon.

    [One week later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Every time I say good night to you, my world stops. Why?


    Because my world just went to sleep. But its all worth it

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 133

    because I get to fantasize a future with you, I get to think


    about you, and write you a little poem, I know it sounds like
    a burden but trust me, I love every single thing about it,
    and I look forward to those moments every day. Good
    morning my love.
    Luana
    day?

    Was your intention to make me smile this early in the

    [Interrupted By Nabi]
    Nabi
    Rasul

    Are you trying to say, after promising to always call her,


    you repeated the same mistake again?
    What do you mean?

    Nabi

    You just said one week later.

    Rasul

    Shut up Nabi. I didnt repeat the same mistake; we


    communicated on the phone, and via video every day.

    Nabi

    Okay, back to the story.

    Rasul

    Nabi, I swear you drive me crazy sometimes.

    Nabi

    Sorry! Carry on

    Luana

    Sarina said, Jasper has finally found an apartment, that


    suits him and he will be moving in

    Rasul

    Are you serious?

    Luana

    Why do you sound surprised? I thought he told you.

    Rasul

    He did tell me, but I didnt know he meant urgently.


    Regardless, Im very proud of his decision. That
    neighborhood is not suitable for someone who wants to be
    successful.

    Luana

    Jas told me so much about him a few weeks ago; I never


    knew he lost his father; He told me, he has lost a lot in life,
    but he believes Sarina is his forever, so he would do
    anything possible to keep her in his life no matter what.

    Rasul

    Yah he lost his father at a very young age. He and his


    mother went to live with his aunt in Atlanta when he was

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 134

    six. Unfortunately, she passed away when he was eleven,


    and that is when they moved back to New York. Im glad;
    he is happy, he deserves it. But dont you think they are
    moving fast? What about his mother?
    Luana

    Well they can do whatever they want, they are adults, and I
    think they truly love one another.

    Rasul

    Theres no doubt they love one another. What do you mean


    they are adults? I know Jasper is a year older than I am, but
    isnt Sarina like eleven years old?

    Luana

    Sarina is a year older than I am! But truth be told, Ive


    never seen her this happy

    Rasul

    Theres no way Sarina is older than you!

    Luana

    Yeah she is!

    Rasul

    She is tiny!

    Luana

    Shut up, she is my baby. Did you study for the examination
    you have tomorrow?

    Rasul

    No, I will after I see your pretty face.

    Luana

    You will never see my face until you study.

    Rasul

    Then, I guess I will never study.

    Luana

    Then, I guess you dont deserve to hear my voice.


    Goodbye! [Phone call ends]

    [Moments later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Lu just told me you have officially decided to move, my


    concern is about your mom.

    Jasper

    She will be moving to Jamaica, she has always wanted to


    be closer to my grandparents but couldnt because I didnt
    want to leave my life in New York behind.

    Rasul

    Im glad everything is working out for you. You even sound


    happy, and whats funny?

    Jasper

    Sarina is next to me, making fun of you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 135

    Rasul
    Jasper

    Tell her I said I love her too.


    She just burst out with laughter.

    Rasul
    Jasper

    I heard
    My mom asked about you, she sends her regards. We went
    to pay her a visit because Sarina forced me to introduce
    them.

    Rasul
    with her.

    Tell her, I asked about her. I hope everything is well

    Jasper

    Oh yes! She is doing very well. She gave Sarina a ton of


    advice.

    Rasul

    Ha-ha! I miss that. I know she quoted my father after the


    last advice

    Jasper and Sarina


    lasts.

    Advice is like a rain, the gentler it falls, the longer it

    Rasul

    Tell Sarina, I said shut up. No one loves her.

    Jasper

    I love you, Rina. Dont listen to him.

    Sarina

    What did he say?

    Jasper

    Nothing. Boy, Ill talk to you later; I took my little angel to


    Perillys to taste the best food in New York City. And I cant
    talk while driving.

    Rasul
    Jasper
    Perillys.
    Rasul
    it.
    Jasper
    Rasul
    Jasper

    I know she hated it.


    She loved it, youre the only person who does not like
    I know what good food tastes like. That is why I hate
    Yah okay.
    Drive safe brother!
    Thanks. [Phone call ends]

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 136

    [Outgoing call]
    Luana

    Why didnt you call me back?

    Rasul

    Because you ended the call; you know I hate that.

    Luana

    Okay, have a good day.

    Rasul
    his mother.

    Stop! I called Jas because I wanted to ask him about

    Luana

    How is she?

    Rasul

    She is great.

    Luana

    I thought you were studying. When will you quit

    Rasul

    I called to say Im about to start studying.

    Luana
    examination.

    Good boy! Ill allow you to see my face after your last

    Rasul

    Youre mean.

    Luana

    I love you too. Good luck, Ill talk to you later.

    [Two weeks later - Saturday] Outgoing video call


    Rasul

    Good morning, Lu. First of all, I love you. And you should
    know; the hardest thing I always do, is saying goodbye to
    you, it is such a satisfying burden, but that is the problem
    with saying hello, its shadowed with saying goodbye. I
    cant keep saying goodbye to you, so even when it is
    goodbye, with you it will always be hello.

    Luana

    Good morning loser. I love you more, and youre mine


    forever. We might be away from each other, but in my
    heart you and I will always be together.

    Rasul

    Thank you, but you always say the same thing.

    Luana

    And?

    Rasul

    Switch it up a little bit. Do you see me saying the same


    thing over and over? That would be boring.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 137

    Luana

    I apologize.

    Rasul
    honor.

    Im pulling your leg. Talking to you on its own is an

    Luana

    Do you know what I want?

    Rasul

    Anything for you mlady

    Luana

    Gimme chocolates!

    Rasul

    No. Do I know you? Mama, said never to give chocolates to


    strangers.

    Luana

    Im your wife loser. And youre stuck with me forever.

    Rasul

    I know Im stuck with you forever psychopath, and the only


    way to set myself free, is to kill you.

    Luana

    Try me, also that whole even when its goodbye, with you
    it will always be hello is my thing so stop trying to be like
    me. Be original.

    Rasul

    But you are magnificent! I want to be like you. Teach me!


    Please!

    Luana

    Ha-ha! You can never be like me. I am extraordinary.

    Rasul

    Shut up! Where is the humility? But hey, do you have any
    plans for today?

    Luana

    Going to see Jas new apartment. When are you getting a


    new phone?

    [Knock on the door]


    Rasul
    Gold
    Rasul
    Gold
    Rasul

    Lu, hold on.


    Did you just wake up?
    Yah.
    You promised to stop by last night
    I was busy, Im sorry.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 138

    Gold
    Rasul
    Gold
    Rasul

    Im going to eat, are you hungry?


    No, Im talking to my wife.
    Okay, save your number on my phone, Ill call you later.
    Okay. Bye.

    [Gold exits]
    Luana

    Bye!

    Rasul

    Why?

    Luana

    Bye!

    Rasul

    What?

    Luana

    You said you havent had a phone for the past week, so
    why are you giving her your number in front of me?

    Rasul

    She is just a friend, nothing else. She loves bothering me,


    and the only way to stop her is to give her what she wants.

    Luana

    We promised not to get involved with other people.

    Rasul

    So now, I cant have friends?

    Luana
    that.

    I never said that, you know I hate it, when you say

    Rasul

    All Im saying is she is just a friend, nothing more.

    Luana

    Alright, Im running late. Ive to go.

    [The following night] Outgoing email


    Rasul

    The truth is; when I met you, I fell in love with your smile, I
    stumbled and mumbled, then I called you beautiful. When I
    met you, I stumbled and mumbled, because such beauty
    was impossible, I was looking at a miracle. When I met you,
    I smiled at you, because I loved the view, so I tried to
    describe your beauty. When I met you, I called you
    gorgeous; I apologize, because your beauty is heavenly.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 139

    [A few moments later] Incoming video call


    Luana

    I wish you could see the curve on my face. I want to talk


    about yesterday.

    Rasul

    Theres nothing to talk about. Youre mine, and Im yours; I


    never want you to forget that.

    Luana

    Youre my loser.

    Rasul

    Forever.

    Luana

    And ever, and ever, and ever.

    Rasul

    Okay now Im sad.

    Luana

    Shut up. Ra, is mama still taking you to Dew?

    Rasul

    When, on Friday?

    Luana

    Whenever you can

    Rasul

    I have to know when she can, and then Ill call the
    administration office to tell them Ill be coming in.

    Luana

    Give me a minute, so I can look at her schedule.

    Rasul

    Okay.

    Luana

    This Friday, Saturday the 6th, or the next Friday, which is


    the 12th and that is also when my one week break starts.

    Rasul

    Ill call the office tomorrow to make an appointment.

    Luana

    Okay loser.

    Rasul

    I love you too ugly.

    Luana

    I love you more.

    Rasul

    Okay.

    Luana

    Stop being a sore loser.

    Rasul

    Im never the loser, as long as I have you in my life.

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    Luana
    Rasul

    Okay loser. And if your appointment is, this Friday then it


    cant be before three oclock.
    Why is that?

    Luana

    Because Ill be in school till two oclock, and it might take


    about an hour to get to Dew.

    Rasul

    Ill make sure, my appointment does not interfere with your


    schedule, or mamas. And on the 13th, what do we have
    planned?

    Luana

    My vacation starts on the 12th. I want to spend all the days


    with you, Sarina, and Jas.

    Rasul

    Id love to spend every second with you, but I want you to


    rest on Friday. Im very proud of your performance in
    school.

    Luana

    I dont want to rest. If you wish to reward me for the


    sleepless nights; studying and video chatting with you, we
    should go to Port Jefferson on the 12th and New York City
    on the 13th.

    Rasul

    Your wish is my command.

    Luana

    It better be.

    Rasul

    Shut up, but all I ask for is, for us to take a lot of pictures,
    everywhere we go.

    Luana

    Ill bring my camera.

    Rasul

    I hate your camera. Ill bring mine.

    Luana
    you.

    We will take a million pictures. All I want is to be with

    Rasul
    didnt tell you.

    Okay, and before I forget again, Mom said hi, but I

    Luana

    Why?!

    Rasul

    Because I dont like you.

    Luana

    I know you dont like me, you love me.

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    Rasul

    I need something to drink. Ill be right back.

    [Six minutes later]


    Rasul

    Hi Hello? Hey, wake up! I cant believe you fell asleep.


    Good night my love, I love you very much, I dont think you
    even have an idea how much. Thank you for everything.
    Sweet dreams my love.

    [The following morning] Incoming video call


    Luana

    Good morning loser. I love you so much, and Im sorry I fell


    asleep. I tried my best to stay awake.

    Rasul

    Its okay, good morning mlady. Im still sleepy; Ill call you
    later. By the way, I love you so much more.

    Luana
    win.

    I love you more. Ill not let you sleep, until you let me

    Rasul

    You win.

    Luana

    Thank you, dont forget to dream about me.

    Rasul

    Goodbye, Ill call you later.

    Luana

    What did you just say to me?

    Rasul

    Im sorry. I meant to say hello, Ill call you later.

    Luana

    Hello.

    [About four hours later] Outgoing video call


    Rasul

    Hi beautiful, good morning.

    Luana

    When are you getting a mobile phone?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Rasul

    Hopefully, in a few days.


    I asked because mama has begun to complain that I spend
    too much time on the computer; she is worried about my
    grades.
    Are you slacking in school?

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    Luana

    No, she is just worried.

    Rasul
    immediately.

    That means we need to stop video chatting

    Luana

    I dont think that is a good idea.

    Rasul

    We need to, Im the reason why youre always on the


    computer, and I dont want mama being upset with me.

    Luana

    She wont be.

    Rasul

    Are you saying that because you will miss me?

    Luana

    No, Ill not miss you, nor do I like you loser.

    Rasul
    on Friday.

    I promise to get a phone on Thursday. And Ill see you

    Luana

    I hate you.

    Rasul

    I love you more.

    Luana

    No! You have to let me win.

    Rasul
    Luana
    Rasul
    Luana

    Being able to call you mine automatically makes me a


    winner, so I love you
    Ha! I love you more!
    Loser, you didnt let me finish, I had something romantic to
    tell you, now you will never get to hear it.
    No! Please tell me!

    Rasul

    Your heart, I wish everyone had your heart, a heart so pure,


    a heart so precious, a heart bigger and more beautiful than
    the galaxy, with its stars, planets, and shimmering clusters.
    I pray everyone has a heart like yours, but then I regretted
    what I prayed for, because I want to be the one person in
    the world with a girl like you. I want to be the one person in
    the world with heaven on earth in his possession.

    Luana

    Thank you, I didnt Mama just arrived, Ill miss you, call
    me as soon as you get a mobile phone. I love you more!

    Timeless Love

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    Rasul

    I [Video call ends]

    [April 11th, 2002] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Hello.

    Luana

    How long has your phone been on?

    [Vehicles honking]
    Rasul

    Oh my God! I almost died! Two cars almost hit me

    Luana

    Stop trying to avoid the question.

    Rasul

    Luana
    Rasul

    Are you serious?! Why would I lie about something like


    that? Everyone is staring at me, every vehicle on the road
    has stopped, my heart is racing, and you think Im lying?
    I
    For your information; I just bought a phone, inserted my
    SIM card in it, crossed the road and almost got hit by two
    vehicles. And the only reason, I brought my SIM card along
    was to call you as soon as I turned on the phone, and
    somehow you beat me to it.

    Luana

    Im sorry, I missed you so much. I hope youre okay.

    Rasul

    Yah Im fine, thank you.

    Luana

    Rasul
    can.

    Mama will not be available to take you to Dew, but my


    sister Sofiya says she can; make sure you get here two
    hours before the appointment.
    Okay that is fine with me, but if she cant. Jay said he

    Luana

    Its pointless for him to drive to the train station from Dew,
    and then go back to Dew.

    Rasul

    I dont want to keep her waiting, so what if Sofiya take us


    to Dew, and then Jay takes us home?

    Luana

    That is a better idea.

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    Rasul

    Lu, Ive to go, Ill call you back later.

    Luana

    Okay, take care.

    [The next morning]


    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi

    Ive a question

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Cmon Nabi! Are youre serious?


    Im curious!

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Fine, what is it?


    I was curious; did Jasper ever applied to Dew University.

    Rasul

    I dont think he did.

    Nabi

    But...

    Rasul

    Actually, he did apply to be enrolled at Dew during the


    2003 spring semester. I remember him telling Sarina about
    it, after asking her to marry him.

    Nabi

    Wait, when did that happen?!

    Rasul

    That is why I told you not to interrupt me while Im telling


    you the story

    Nabi

    Okay, proceed.

    Rasul

    Sarina and Jas, met Lu and I at Dew as planned, after my


    appointment was over in about an hour, we spent half of
    the day at Jaspers apartment; listening to music, playing
    gameslike truth or dare, cards, and video games
    cooking, and making plans for the up and coming week. It
    was a productive day, but it was cut short because the girls
    had to go home. After we took them home, Jas told me
    about his plan to ask Sarina to marry him; I thought he was
    joking, so on the way to the train station, I sarcastically
    asked if he had a ring, then he replied that is why I told
    you, do you remember the jewelry store next to our
    school? I said yes, Salas Jewelries, and he handed me a
    large sum of money and said I love this girl, and I want to

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    spend the rest of my life with her, so please get her a ring
    you would buy the love of your life if you were in my
    shoes. When I said No, I cant, you need to be there, to
    choose your choice, he then replied I trust you, which is
    why Im doing this brother. That was the end of the
    conversation, until 12th April, when I met him in Manhattan
    around eleven oclock to go to Port Jefferson with Sarina
    and Lu. We met the girls at noon; around twelve-thirty, on
    our way to Port Jeff, we decided to take a quick detour to a
    nearby beach; it was a majestic deep blue ocean,
    surrounded by dunesthe view was astonishing. As the
    dancing waves crashed against the beach shore forming a
    disappearing foam, the dazzling sunlight hit the golden
    sand, producing a sparkling effect as if there were a million
    little jewels hidden in the grains of the gritty sand. It was a
    moment; no one would ever want to end, but after an hour
    we were forced to leave by the scorching sun. We then
    arrived to the beautiful town of Port Jefferson around four
    oclock. As the sun set, we visited the harbor; Sarina and
    Jay took a few pictures and videos of us, holding and
    kissing each other while the sun reflected its rays onto the
    ocean. The landscape was beautiful, with the wide calm
    sea in the background and the lighthouse standing tall
    behind us. It was the perfect scenario for a memorable
    moment. As the stars lined up, he put himself and the love
    of his life in an unforgettable romantic scene. To set the
    plan in motion, I suggested to Jay to kneel down in front of
    Sarina in a form that looks like he is proposing to her, for
    me to take a picture of the moment. And then he drew a
    silver suede box out of his back pocket, she thought it was
    all a joke, for the suggested picture, until she saw the
    stunning glow of the diamond ring; she was filled with joy,
    for a moment, it looked like she mumbled yes before he
    even asked her to marry him. I remember exactly what he
    said, Rina, Ive never been in love before, Ive never
    believed in love, I never cared about love, I dont know how
    I came to love you, I dont know when I fell in love with
    you, but since the second I saw you I told Rasul I wanted
    you, now I know I dont want you, but I need you. You
    changed my life, I felt lost for a long time, you gave me
    life, youre the reason why I can smile and actually mean it,
    youre the reason my mom can go to sleep and not worry
    about me putting myself in danger. You made me a better
    person in a matter of months, and Id love to spend the
    rest of my life with you. And as she smiled, and was eager
    to give him a response, he smiled back and added, I hope

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    I can make you smile like this forever, your smile is worth a
    million sunsets, and Id love to see it till my last breath. Will
    you marry me? Till this day, it haunts me, I only had the
    opportunity to take one picture; I was distracted by the
    cheering and whistling audience. Honestly, for a second I
    was embarrassed, yet I was honored to be part of the
    memory. Moments later, a kind woman offered to take a
    picture of us and then told us the story of her marriage
    proposal, which took place at the same place, thirty-nine
    years ago. As the sun set, we spent our last hour in Port
    Jefferson in search of a famous local restaurant that sells
    fried yam, potatoes, and seafood. As we drove back home,
    I noticed Sarina and Lu whispering, then when I interrupted
    their little private moment, Lu informed Jasper, that the
    ring was a little wider than Sarinas finger, so he decided to
    go to the city with me to get the perfect ring. Sarina didnt
    agree with that decision, because she didnt want to seem
    as if she didnt like the ring, I love it she said, I really do,
    I dont want anything else, then I promised her we would
    return with the same ring but in a smaller size. She
    continued to refuse until Luana convinced her. After we
    took them home, they reminded us about the plans we
    made for the next day, which was to spend the day in
    Manhattan. On the way to New York City, Jasper insisted we
    go to Salas Jewelries, as soon as we arrived to the Bronx,
    he had his mind made up, and there was no way I could
    convince him to wait till the next day. So as we arrived at
    the location, he rushed into the store, and demanded for a
    smaller ring in an angry manner. Then I pulled him aside
    and said: Jay, I bought it, Ive the receipt, please relax,
    and let me deal with this. After we made the change for a
    smaller ring; as we walked out, he said this little box and
    what is inside is the reason why Im here, its my future,
    and its the source of my happiness, I know I can trust you
    with more than that so please keep this safe for me. Then
    he told me to wait, as he rushed back into the store.
    Moments later, he returned with another ring and handed it
    to me, and said this is a birthday gift from me to you, its
    a promise ring, give it to the love of your life, she deserves
    it. Thank you for always pushing me to be a better person
    brother, I love you. I laughed out loud, and demanded he
    take it back but he refused, so we headed home. He
    continued to complain about having stomach aches; the
    moment we arrived at Davidson, I went down stairs to get
    him some medicine from the pharmacy across the subway.
    I heard struggles behind me as I walked pass Red Alley,

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    and then I heard someone calling my name repeatedly.
    When I looked back, the only thing I saw were two men
    walking right behind me, they walked pass me clearing the
    path, then I saw three other people aggressively talking
    and quarreling with each other, next to our apartment. As I
    attempted to approach the scene, I felt a tap on my
    shoulder, then everything around me went dark; the last
    thing I heard, was a loud bang. I woke up with a massive
    headache and heavy eye lids; as I blinked my eyes
    repeatedly in an effort to see clearly, I noticed two
    policemen; one sitting next to me, and the other standing
    next to the entrance, I had an IV inserted in my left hand, a
    surgery bandage on my right hand. I couldnt move a
    muscle, I was eager to know what happened. When I look
    through the mirror on the other side of the bed, I couldnt
    believe what I saw; I had a swollen forehead, bloated eye
    lids and puffy lips. A doctor came in and instructed me to
    calm down because I had undergone several surgeries and
    I had a concussion; as he cleared from the entrance and
    approached my bed side, I saw the words Intensive Care
    written on the door opposite my room. You were beaten
    mercilessly and left in the alley for dead for more than
    twelve hours, and you have been unconscious in the
    hospital for almost four days, said the doctor in an
    attempt to calm me down, as he began to check my vitals.
    The moment Sarina and Lu walked into the room, I
    interrupted him, by asking where is Jay? Where is he? I
    said. The third time I demanded to see Jay, Sarina broke
    down in tears, weeping, and mumbling they, they,
    theyShe couldnt complete the sentence, and that is
    when I began to worry, then the doctor said Sarina is
    here, because she was Jays emergency contact, they
    called her as soon as the police found us unresponsive in
    Red Alley. I was in disarray, as I pertained to demand,
    where is Jay?! Then Sarina mumbled while crying, He,
    he is gone! They killed him Rasul. The moment she said
    that, I felt as if it was the beginning of the end of my life.
    There was a brief moment of silence in the room; I didnt
    know whether to scream, cry, laugh, or weep; so I
    sluggishly fell back on the bed and closed my eyes. When I
    woke up it was night time and Luana was next to me
    asleep, she looked very uncomfortable. Therefore, I woke
    her up, and insisted she go home to rest but she refused,
    promising to never leave my side until Im well. I asked her
    to enlighten me of the days I was unconscious; she begun
    by saying I briefly woke up, and she asked me if she should

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    call my parents but I warned her not to. Honestly, I dont
    remember waking up to say anything like that. Then I
    asked why are you here? I dont want your parents to be
    worried about where you are, she replied Ive been here
    since Sunday, mama even came to pay you a visit on
    Tuesday; but dont worry, she thinks Im with Sarina. And
    before I forget, the policemen said they will be back in the
    morning to ask you a few questions. The moment she said
    that, I remembered the loud bang I heard before going
    unconscious; so I begged her to please tell me what
    happened to Jay; she refused, as she pushed two food
    trays in front of me, and replied not now, you should eat, I
    even bought your favorite, Scottish shortbread. I drank
    the water and apple juice in a matter of seconds, like a
    person who has not had anything to drink in weeks, and
    then I started eating the shortbread, and sarcastically said
    now that Im eating, can you please tell me? She refused,
    which made me angry and impatient, leading to me lashing
    out on her, and shouting How do you expect me to eat,
    when my brother is dead?! Ive no idea what happened, I
    dont know where he is, does his mother even know what
    happened?! Then a young nurse interrupted me, when
    she rushed into the room and said Please keep your
    voices to a minimum, there are other patients who wish to
    sleep.As she shut the door, I noticed Luana tearing; the
    moment I was about to say sorry, she angrily said He is
    the reason youre alive! Sarina and I know this because,
    you were found wrapped in his red and black jacket; the
    same one he wore earlier that day. The superintendent of
    your apartment followed the traces of blood he saw leading
    to the alley at dawn and called the police. Both of you were
    found in the alley in a puddle of his blood. I think after the
    incident he managed to walk, limp, or crawl, to your
    location to make sure you were safe. If you had been out
    there for another hour, you would have died due to
    pneumonia, said the doctor. And then she furiously added,
    Youre not the only person who cares about him. Ive been
    taking care of Sarina since the incident, she does not eat,
    she does not sleep, and if she cant think straight, I cant
    think straight, it feels like every second is worse than the
    last. Im extremely exhausted and I cant take this anymore
    Ra, so please be patient with me. I dont know what youre
    going through, but Im trying to understand. Please!
    Honestly Nabi, that day was the first time in my life, I cried
    as a young adult; I cried like a baby after she said that. At
    that moment, I wish she never told me what happened,

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    and then I began to wish it happened to me instead of him.
    Everyday seemed like a normal day, until the incident, if I
    knew that was the last day Id ever see Jay, Id have
    thanked him for everything he did for meI remember
    shortly after I moved to New York, on my way back from
    school, I was being robbed by six people in the middle of
    the street, everyone was looking at us, as they walked by,
    no one came to help me, then I saw Jay with four friends
    laughing and walking towards the incident, I didnt know
    him then, but the minute he saw me, he quickly rushed to
    the scene. As he tried to stop them, he was punched, and
    then came his friend rushing to help him and me. It
    became a huge fight with police involvement; one of the
    men was arrested for assaulting an off-duty police officer,
    when he tried to break off the fight. Nevertheless, I should
    have made the days we spent together last longer. I cant
    believe this is happening. Why did it have to happen? Why
    would God do this to me, to his mother, to his family, to
    Sarina?! Where is he? Why didnt he protect him?

    Nabi

    God has a reason for everything; his plans are always the
    best. Dont ever question Him!

    Rasul

    That was what I said then, I begged for forgiveness for


    saying those things. I was hurt and to ease the pain, I was
    looking for someone to blame.

    Nabi

    Do you think the guys who attacked you and Jay, were the
    same men who tried to rob you a few years ago?

    Rasul

    Actually, I dont know, but two of those guys were arrested;


    one of them was seen on camera down the road and later
    that night, he was seen with another man in the Spanish
    grocery store next to the school.

    Nabi

    See, this time I didnt interrupt you. What else happened?

    Rasul

    Ha, yes and thank you! Well Nabi, so many things


    happened, but I cant believe none of us has a catch yet.
    Are you sure there are fish in this lake?

    Nabi

    It has been thirty-eight minutes since we arrived. Be


    patient and let the fish come to you. Im not interrupting
    you anymore, so continue the story.

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    Rasul

    With school starting in two weeks, I was eager to leave the


    hospital, everything reminded me of Jay, so Lu and I began
    talking about moving to Florida after her eighteenth
    birthday; I was ready to leave my life in New York behind to
    start a new one somewhere else; we found a few
    apartments that were perfect; we found possible jobs and a
    school we could both attend, even her mother agreed to us
    moving to Florida, but only if she graduated. She continued
    to pay me a visit every day, one week later, I demanded
    she spend some time with Sarina; I didnt see her for a few
    days, then she and Sarina decided to stop by on Saturday.
    They seemed to be in a rush to leave, I wanted to know
    why, so I sarcastically said You cant just show up and
    decide to leave, I miss you both. Sarina then replied We
    went to Perillys, for some reason I wanted to eat from
    there. Then Luana added But we have to go because she
    is not feeling well. What is wrong? I asked but they
    didnt give me a reply. As they were leaving, I said Sarina,
    wait Ive something for you. Then she said I already took
    it, and the jacket. I left the other thing in the top drawer,
    its very beautiful. For some reason, I felt as if she was
    angry, and she didnt want to talk to me, maybe she
    blames me for Jays death. So I hugged her, and
    surprisingly she held me tighter, when I asked if she
    blames me for the incident, she said No! Not at all! I just
    miss him so much, and you remind me of him. I replied I
    miss him. All my dreams are filled with him. Then she
    added, with a cracking voice I miss him so much Rasul. He
    gave me the kind of love, where when you hugged him,
    you felt safe, and your problems briefly disappear. A love
    where you try to imagine a world without that person and
    you just cant. I know he is gone, but I still cant imagine
    life without him, I know that sounds crazy, but I just cant.
    Thank you for the ring; here it is, I made it into a necklace
    to keep him close to my heart forever. Then Luana quickly
    added, Some of us are lucky enough to love, and never
    get to know what it means to be loved back, but the way
    Jas treated you two, anyone can tell he could never live
    without you; he loved you unconditionally, the way he
    smiles when he is next to you two is special, even the way
    he treated me made me feel special. I dont know whether
    what Im saying is making a difference in how you feel, but
    you should be honored to have gotten the chance to know
    a person like him. I wanted to be alone the minute she
    said those words, so I thanked them for stopping by and
    then escorted them to the exit. I began to picture Jay

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    smiling; I wish I could hear him call me Boy, one more


    time. I went to sleep the moment I laid on the bed; all I
    wanted was to put an end to the pain. The following
    morning, Luana called me to ask, if I wanted something to
    drink or eat, as she was on her way to the hospital; I was
    tired of the disgusting hospital food, but I didnt want to
    put her through all that trouble, and honestly, all I wanted
    was to have her next to me. Three hours later, there she
    was; the moment I saw her, I noticed she was in a good
    mood. She was walking on clouds, with a huge smile on her
    face; it made my day. When I asked her if she had won the
    lottery, she said Better, but I cant tell you. I spent the
    next two hours trying to persuade her to tell me, but she
    refused. As we were sitting down in total silence listening
    to music on the television; a catchy dance song called
    Move Yo Body, came on and I noticed she really loved it;
    she was tapping her feet, and bumping her head in a
    rhythmic way. So I stood up and asked her to dance with
    me; when she refused I grabbed her hand and helped her
    off the chair. We danced, while laughing at each other, but
    our little moment was interrupted by the same nurse who
    told us to keep our voices to a minimum, when she walked
    by my room and said Rasul, save yourself the trouble, you
    cant dance. You need to be resting, not embarrassing
    yourself.
    Nabi

    Rasul

    Im curious, is that the same song that goes Sexy lady, go


    on and do that thing, girl, move your body, take your time,
    do it in slow motion. Super wifey, everything you do is all
    golden.?
    Yah, Move Yo Body by Ish.

    Nabi

    That used to be my favorite song when I was young. Im


    sorry, carry on.

    Rasul

    I fell in love with that song too, it was stuck in my head for
    months, but you drive me crazy Nabi. Stop interrupting me;
    after the nurse closed the door, Lu then confessed, I met
    Doctor Lasana in the elevator and He said Doctor Osainu
    has clarified that you can be discharged on the 1st of
    March, which was why I was in such a good mood. As the
    sun set; on her way home from visiting a family friend,
    Misskay phoned and said she was waiting for Luana
    downstairs. She then asked if I had everything I needed
    and made sure I was feeling better, so I gave her the good

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    news, that Ill be discharged on Wednesday. As Luana was
    about to leave she said with a smile Tonight I can finally
    sleep, peacefully. On the road back to Long Island,
    Sarinas brother called Luana and informed her that, Sarina
    is in the hospital, because she tried to commit suicide, by
    overdosing on Percocet she found in her mothers medicine
    cabinet. She abruptly ended the call and was in complete
    silence for a few minutes, then moments later she began
    to breathe heavily, followed by trembling, and sweating;
    when Misskay stopped the car, to asked her what was
    wrong, she couldnt talk, she had completely lost her voice,
    she repeatedly directed her mothers attention to her chest
    area, and as the chest pains increased, she began to whiz,
    while holding her head. Misskay then rushed her to a
    nearby hospital in Manhattan, less than an hour later; she
    phoned me to tell me, Luana had an anxiety attack in the
    car, as she was informed Sarina tried to commit suicide,
    and she has been admitted to the Mount Hope Hospital.
    When she gave me the bad news, I was quickly filled with
    rage; blaming God once again for everything that is
    happening. When I tried to call her but there was no
    answer, I began planning a way to see her, I was ready to
    do anything it took to be by her side. I changed my clothes
    and walked out of the hospital with a group of visitors,
    without drawing any attention to myself. I didnt have
    money to take the train or a taxi, so I walked an endless
    journey from the Bronx to ManhattanI remember feeling
    hopeless, so I begged God for forgiveness and to please
    help Luana and Sarina; promising Him my complete
    devotionI arrived to the hospital four hours later; my legs
    were sore, my head was pounding, I couldnt breathe, I was
    tremendously exhausted and cold. When I entered the
    hospital, the security staff and the nurses walking around
    were eager to help me, asking if I need a stretcher or to
    immediately see a doctor. I kindly refused, then proceeded
    to the check-in desk and asked to be directed to Luanas
    room. I patiently waited for the elevator for about one
    minute, and then I decided to take the stairs. After going
    up two flights of stairs, I started feeling dizzy, the moment I
    entered the third floor, I began to lose balance and my
    eyesight became hazy, when I laid my eyes on room 392; I
    sighed, and as my legs gave out, I screamed her name,
    before I fell to the ground. When I woke up in the middle of
    the night; she was standing over me, and furiously staring
    at me. When I noticed we were sharing a room; I said
    Mlady we are finally in Manhattan together again, I

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    thought you would be happy, please smile for me. She
    then slapped me, and as she was about to add a comment,
    I sarcastically said Why would you slap a sick person?!
    Dont make me demand for a new roommate. Then she
    replied Do you think this is a joke? You put yourself in
    harms way, why would you jeopardize your life like that?
    Then I pulled her closer to me, and said For you, Id do
    anything, even if it meant putting my health in jeopardy.
    She then showed me the ring she found on top of my
    dresser and said What are you doing with this? I replied
    Its a promise ring. No matter where I am, Ill always love
    you. This ring is very important to me, and now I want you
    to have it. Id be on my knees if I could, but, and then she
    interrupted by saying Thank you! I love it, but I cant be
    with you if you will always scare me. I cant live in fear;
    thinking I might lose you at any time, due to your impulsive
    actions. I just had an anxiety attack, then less than five
    hours later you almost gave me another attack. I hope this
    is the last time. All I want is for you to stop being reckless.
    She seemed nervous; while staring at me with those
    enchanting, deep brown eyes. I smiled at her implying, she
    has nothing to worry about, as I grabbed her arm and
    pulled her closer; she hugged me tightly, and rested her
    head on my chest, then she said Your heart is beating at a
    very fast pace. I could feel her warm breath on my
    stomach, and then I replied it is just skipping beats for
    you, my love. Even though the hospital bed was made for
    one person, we were very comfortable; we fit perfectly
    next to each other like two puzzle pieces. As I began
    stroking her hair, she kissed my chest, picked up her head,
    looked me in the eye and whispered I love you. Then I
    pulled her closer, stroke her cheek, kissed her lips, and
    replied I love you too. I then shifted from kissing her lips
    to her neck; as I turned off the lights, she panted I love
    you more.

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    Chapter 4 Cold Shoulder


    Rasul

    When I woke up around six oclock in the morning to use


    the bathroom, she was cuddling me tightly, as if she was
    scared Id disappear into thin air. So, I kissed her forehead
    and went back to sleep. Later that day, she was
    discharged, and I was transferred back to Bronx Lebanon
    Hospital the following day, only to be discharged, later with
    instructions to visit a physical therapist, and regularly get a
    checkup at the college health center.

    [One week later] Outgoing call


    Luana
    Rasul

    Have you been ignoring my phone calls?


    No. Well, actually yes, Ive been thinking about this for a
    week and I still dont know how to tell you

    Luana

    What is it? Tell me.

    Rasul
    simple.

    I dont know how to tell you Lu. I wish it was that

    Luana

    Whatever the problem is, Im here for you.

    Rasul

    Luana
    Rasul

    These past few weeks have been rough on all of us; it hurts
    to see you hurt, I remember how broken it made me feel. It
    hurt listening to you cry; I felt useless, I hate feeling
    useless. All I wanted was to end your pain. Your happiness
    means everything to me, and until the end of days Ill
    make that my priority. I want you to be happy again,
    because you deserve it, and youre the happiest person
    Ive ever met, you bring joy to everyone around you, and I
    cant take that away from you. You need to shine. I cant
    bear to see you hurt, I cant bear to hurt you, and I cant
    bear to see you go through everything you just went
    through again. All these things would have never happened
    if we had never met, Im not good for you Lu
    What are you trying to say?!
    I promised to never put you through any hardship, I
    promised you eternal happiness and

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    Pg. 155

    Luana
    Rasul

    Ra
    And to make sure that never happens, Ive to say goodbye
    to you. Ive to leave you alone.

    Luana
    Rasul

    Stop this! Now!


    You have no idea how much this hurts, but to make sure I
    am never the source of your misery; Ive to let you go.

    Luana

    Dont do this!

    Rasul

    Lu

    Luana

    Please! Not now!

    Rasul

    I cant bare

    Luana

    What?! Why?! Tell me!

    Rasul

    Ive to make sure you never go through what you recently


    went through. Ive hurt you so much, I never ever thought
    Id ever hear you cry, but I have. I didnt really think about
    it when it happened, but reminiscing about it, makes me
    hate myself. Im not the right person for you Lu.

    Luana
    want in my life.

    Dont tell me that! Im old enough to decide what I

    Rasul

    Trust me this is also hard on me.

    Luana

    Imbecile!

    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi

    Are you trying to tell me, after everything that she just
    went through, you told her that?

    Rasul

    I returned to school the same day I was discharged from


    the hospital. The pain and scars I had on my skin from my
    injuries were nothing compared to the fresh wounds I had
    on the inside. The college health center had a car waiting
    for me at the bus station to take me back to my dorm; but I
    just wanted to walk no matter how cold it was outside. I
    needed to be alone. When I arrived at my room I had
    countless missed calls from Luana. I just couldnt talk to

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    her. I would never forgive myself for what I had done to


    her, to Jas, to Sarina. How could I have put everyone
    through this? If it wasnt for me, none of this would have
    happened to anyone. I spent the rest of the week cut off
    from the world, condemning myself for what had happen.
    That was the darkest point in my life. I came to the
    conclusion that I had to let her go. There was no other way
    to keep her safe from harm. In my mind, I truly believed I
    was thinking of her, but now of course, I know I wasnt. I
    was being selfish. I was only thinking of me and my pain. I
    couldnt bear to be around her and all the memories that
    came with her.
    Nabi

    You should have been patient. You should have talked to


    her about what you were going through.

    [Two weeks later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina
    Rasul
    Sarina

    Hello, how are you doing?


    I just left the doctors office for my third checkup.
    And what happened? You sound
    Im scared.
    Are you okay?
    Youre the first and the only person that knows this. Please
    keep this between us.
    You have nothing to worry about. Whats wrong?
    The doctor just informed me that Im pregnant
    Did Luana put you up to this?
    What do you mean? I said Im pregnant. I tried calling her
    but she didnt answer.
    Pregnant?! As in you will soon have a baby?
    Yes, idiot! That is what happens when one is pregnant. If
    you talk to Luana, tell her to please call me as soon as
    possible. I phoned to inform her, but there was no answer.

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    Pg. 157

    Rasul
    Sarina

    We have not talked in a while.


    Well, try calling her too, I need to talk to her. Please, I dont
    know what to do.

    Rasul
    Sarina

    Okay, Ill call you later to check up on you.


    Thank you.

    [The following day] Incoming call


    Luana

    Do you think this is a joke? You reject my call for two weeks
    and then you call me and expect me to answer?! Im done
    with you, I never want to see you, hear from you, or
    associate myself to you. This is the end of

    Rasul

    Sarina is pregnant.

    Luana

    Im not in the mood for games. Goodbye!

    Rasul

    Sarina is pregnant, she called me after calling you several


    times, but you didnt answer.

    Sarina

    I didnt answer because I didnt want to talk to anyone.


    People always disappoint me, thank you for the message.
    Please do me a favor, and never call me again.

    [Later that night] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Sarina
    life?!

    Hi, Sari
    Why didnt you tell me you told Luana to get out of your

    Rasul
    Sarina

    That is not what I said.


    Why would you do that to her? She called you more than a
    hundred times, and sent you a dozen emails.

    Rasul
    Sarina

    You
    Dont ever call me again. I dont need you in my life. Jas
    would have been disappointed in you. You broke her heart
    when she needed you the most.

    [Interrupted by Nabi]

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    Pg. 158

    Nabi

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Ive to say my brother, youre heartless. You could have


    answered her phone calls or at least replied to the emails.
    You ignored her when she needed you the most.
    I didnt see the emails until Sarina told me.
    And what did she have to say?

    [May 9th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Hi, Im here for you; I know you know that Ill always be
    here. I know youre going through a lot, so I forgive you for
    saying all those things you said. But, please let me be
    there for you, I dont want you to go through this rough
    period alone. All you have to do is to call me, and Ill forget
    about everything that happened. Again, you dont have to
    go through this alone. I love you.

    [May 10th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Rasul, I miss you. Please stop acting as if you dont care


    about me, stop pushing me away. All I want is to be there
    for you. I know it hurts losing someone you love, but you
    dont have to go through this alone. I cant begin to
    imagine how it feels to lose someone like Jas; he was a
    great person, he made sure everyone around him was
    content, and a person like that is difficult to come by. Grief
    is normal, but I dont want you to go through this alone,
    please talk to me. I love you and I miss you.

    [May 13th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Rasul, I still have not heard from you, you have not
    returned my phone calls or email. Please call me back; I
    need to know youre fine. Im extremely worried. Lets talk
    about this. I miss you. I love you, no matter what. I can
    never give up on you.

    [May 17th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Hi, I have a question. Is this about Jas? Dont you love me


    anymore? Why are you doing this? Please let me know
    youre okay, I miss you. I promised never to give up on us,
    and Ill always keep that promise, remember that.

    Timeless Love

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    [May 18th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Thank you for ignoring me. All I wanted was to be there


    for you, I know you miss him, but that does not mean you
    have to act like this. I know I said I would never give up on
    you, but I dont think I have a choice

    [May 19th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    I think Im ready to give up, you know where to find me if


    you ever need me.

    [May 20th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    My school progress report came in, a few days ago. Today


    mama asked if I showed it to you, when I said no, she
    demanded I do so; so I attached a scanned photograph of
    it. Dont be mad at me, Ill try my best to improve my
    grades. I miss you.

    [May 21th, 2002] Incoming email


    Luana

    Bless your little heart. Im done trying; you clearly dont


    want me in your life. Dont ever contact me, even if you
    are dying. Have a good day!

    Nabi

    I dont know what to say, Im speechless.

    Rasul

    I hate myself for what I did. At that point in time, I thought


    it was the best thing to do; just to avoid hurting her to a
    point of no return; I had to push her away. I was grieving,
    and I blamed myself for the death of Jay, I couldnt cause
    harm to anyone else, and since Allah ensured Sarina and
    Luana came out of the hospital fine, I kept my promise and
    devoted myself to him. Everything in my life was perfect,
    the only thing that kept me up at night was the way I
    treated her. I began to regret what I said to her as days
    went by. For almost two years we didnt speak. I buried
    myself in my school work. I focused on perfecting my GPA. I
    rose to the top of my classes and conquered my most
    dreaded math classes. Spiritually I was dedicated to my
    promise to Allah and I found a renewed faith in the
    Almighty. Socially, I was careful not to get too close to
    anyone. I had friends I would go out with occasionally and I
    dated a little but nothing that I couldnt walk away from in
    a moments notice. Sleep didnt come easily so I spent

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    Pg. 160

    most of that time studying and developing revolutionary


    computer devices to prevent the thoughts of Luana from
    creeping into my mind. Finally, it got to a point I couldnt
    keep away any longer and I reached out to her. I had to
    make amends, so I sent her an apology letter. I had to
    make sure she knew after all this time; I regret everything I
    did to her. I didnt realize at the time I was being selfish
    again. To my mind, I was apologizing to her for the way I
    acted, so she would understand I was sorry for what I had
    done and could forgive me. Meanwhile, I was apologizing
    so I would feel better. I was apologizing to ease my
    conscience.
    [Almost two years later - March 19th, 2005] Incoming call
    Rrod
    the entrance.

    Ra, come down stair in three minutes, Im almost at

    Rasul

    Okay.

    [Moments later Enters Ashong]


    Ashong

    I finally saw Mila.

    Rasul
    Ashong

    Who is that?!
    The beautiful green-eyed African girl

    Rasul
    Zamila.

    Rod said he is on his way here. And her name is

    Ashong

    I heard her friends calling her Mila. You need to call her and
    ask her out on a date.

    [Interrupted by Rrod]
    Rrod
    door?

    Ra, why didnt you come down stairs to open the

    Rasul

    Ashong distracted me, talking about a girl...

    Ashong

    But shes not just any girl.

    Rrod

    Hold on! What girl? Who is she?

    Rasul

    You are well known, I bet you he knows her.

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    Ashong

    Do you know that green-eyed African girl?

    Rrod

    Do you the gorgeous girl who lives in Stewart hall?

    Rasul

    Yah, thats her

    [Interrupted by Ashong]
    Ashong
    Rasul

    This kid has been going crazy about her for weeks and now
    he is scared to call her, after getting her phone number.
    Im not scared.

    Rrod

    To be fair, he likes fair skinned girls; that is probably why


    he is not interested. Dont lie, Ra. You know you like your
    women white.

    Rasul

    And you like your women black. But, honestly I love all
    women; black, white, chocolate, yellow, it really does not
    matter.

    Ashong

    But you prefer white women

    Rasul

    No, but I love them.

    Rrod

    Theres a party next to the gas station, I told Reuben and


    Ryan about it, and they said they will go if you will go.

    Ashong

    Ra, are you going?

    Reuben

    Ya, Im going to get ready.

    Ryan

    I will go, if you will go.

    Rasul

    I dont mind.

    [Four hours later]


    Ashong
    antisocial?
    Rasul
    Ashong

    There were a lot of beautiful girls there, why did you get
    I guess I wasnt in the mood.
    What is going on with Luana?

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    Pg. 162

    Rasul

    Luana?

    Rrod

    Luana?

    Ashong

    Tell him about Luana.

    Rasul

    Theres nothing to tell, she is just an old friend, we used to


    be in a relationship.

    Ashong

    He still loves her, thats why he cant love anyone else.

    Rasul

    That is because she is one of the best women one will ever
    meet in a lifetime. And stop it! Theres nothing going on
    between us!

    Rrod

    When was the last time you spoke to her?

    Ashong

    Last night

    Rasul
    catching up.
    Rrod
    Rasul
    Reuben
    Rasul

    Yo! It was about three weeks ago. We were just


    If you think she is worth it, lets go to wherever she lives
    and get her back.
    I think she has a new man in her life.
    Did she tell you that?
    No but I feel like it.

    Ashong

    You need to call her

    Reuben

    And investigate.

    Ryan

    Wait who is Luana?

    Rasul
    Ashong
    Rrod
    Ryan
    Rasul

    [To Ashong] What are you doing?!


    Here, this is Luana.
    Okay, so she is gorgeous.
    She is beautiful!
    No, she is perfect.

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    Reuben

    How did you lose such a beauty?

    Rasul

    I made a lot of mistakes, I didnt know what I had; I thought


    I had a priceless diamond, not knowing what I had was a
    rare diamond.

    Ashong

    Ra, listen to me; call her or find someone else, like Mila.

    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi
    Rasul

    Werent you the one who pushed her away?


    Yah I did, and?

    Nabi

    I think you should have left her alone.

    Rasul

    I wanted to, but I couldnt. Everything I did reminded me of


    her, I couldnt love anyone; she walked away with my
    heart.

    Nabi

    You are insane...

    [Five days later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Yo!

    Luana

    Ra!

    Rasul

    How are you?

    Luana

    Im fine. How is school?

    Rasul

    School is good, do you miss me?

    Luana

    No I dont, but I know you miss me.

    Rasul

    No I dont, I dont miss ugly girls.

    Luana

    When will you be coming home?

    Rasul
    Luana

    We have a vacation in two weeks, but I might not be going


    home.
    Why?

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    Timeless Love

    Rasul

    Ive a lot of things to do, and being home will only mean Ill
    be distracted. I need to tell you something.

    Luana

    What is it?

    Rasul

    Im very sorry, for everything I did to you; it was immature,


    I deserted the most important person in my life. I regretted
    everything I did and said to you. Sorry for putting you
    through all that. I pushed you away; all I kept saying to
    myself was, you wouldnt understand when communication
    was the only thing that could ease my pain and save our
    relationship. No amount of apology can ever describe how
    sorry I am, please forgive me.

    Luana

    It was tough for me when you werent there, there were


    times I cried all night, there were weeks where I felt
    miserable, I had no choice but to stay away from you. It
    was the worst thing Ive ever endured. It hurt so much, but
    the only way to reduce the pain was to stay away from
    you. I forgave you a long time ago, even though you hurt
    me very badly. Stop saying sorry.

    Rasul

    I will always hate myself for what I did

    Luana

    I hate you for what you did too, but its in the past.

    Rasul

    Thank you for everything. How is Sarina?

    Luana

    Rasul

    It has been a while since we talked, but she is great and so


    is the baby; she went to Jamaica to visit Jas mom for a
    while.
    Im glad to hear that. How has life been treating you?

    Luana

    Good, Im no longer living with my parents, I have a job,


    and I have a wonderful man in my life. Im very happy.

    Rasul

    Im happy for you, I mean it, and you deserve the best in
    life. And I hope the man in your life knows how lucky he is
    and how unique you are.

    Luana
    about me.

    I hope so too, but I know he does. He really cares

    Rasul

    That is good. I wish you the best.

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    Luana

    So how has life been treating you?

    Rasul

    I cant complain; Im on a verge of creating a new


    technological company with a very good friend of mine, his
    name is Nabi. We have been working on a few
    revolutionary softwares, including a remodeled version of
    the video software we used to chat with. Ive also been
    writing poems.

    Luana
    Rasul

    That is interesting. Read one of your poems to me.


    Why do I feel so alone? In a world, I call home. They claim
    we are all the same, so I try to stay calm. Why do I feel so
    alone? In a world, I call home, my aim is to stay sane, but
    the pain pertains. Why do I feel so alone? In a world I call
    home, I feel like a psych ward in a four wall room being
    held against his will. Why do I feel so alone? They claim we
    are all the same, we might all have names and veins, but I
    swear we are not the same.

    Luana

    Wow, that is very good, do you have more?

    Rasul

    Yah I have a few. How is school?

    Luana

    I dont want to talk about school.

    Rasul

    But I want to talk about it.

    Luana

    School is good, Im coping.

    Rasul

    I hope youre doing well in all your classes.

    Luana

    I hate most of my classes.

    Rasul

    That is normal, but you need to change that mindset if you


    want to succeed in those classes. Even if you feel like
    quitting, dont quit, all you have to do is cope and work
    hard for a short time; as time flies you will be one step
    closer to success.

    Luana

    Thank you, I miss this.

    Rasul
    something?

    If you need help, Ill always be here. Can I ask you

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    Pg. 166

    Luana

    Yes.

    Rasul

    I want you to promise me something

    Luana

    What?

    Rasul
    school.

    That you will keep me posted on your progress in

    Luana

    I will, can I also ask you something?

    Rasul

    Yah, go ahead.

    Luana

    What do you think true love is?

    Rasul
    current situation.

    Luana, if I knew what love is, I wouldnt be in my

    Luana

    What situation?

    Rasul
    question?

    It doesnt matter, but is there a reason for that

    Luana

    Ive to go, can we talk later?

    Rasul

    Okay, have a wonderful day.

    [One week later] Incoming call


    Luana

    Ra! Im the happiest right now!

    Rasul

    What happened?

    Luana

    A car just drove pass me playing She is Far Away.

    Rasul

    I havent heard that song in a long time! I did hear Move


    Yo Body a few weeks ago

    Luana

    Ra! When are we going to Florida?!

    Rasul

    Whenever youre ready.

    Luana

    Well, Im ready now.

    Rasul

    Well I was saving up, but I spent all the money.

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    Luana

    Why?!

    Rasul

    I thought it would never happen.

    Luana

    Basically, what youre saying is, you gave up on me.

    Rasul

    Do you want to know something?

    Luana

    What?

    Rasul

    I miss you.

    Luana

    I know you do. I mean who wouldnt, Im amazing

    Rasul

    I think you meant perfect.

    Luana

    Ha! Yes! Perfect. I miss hearing that word.

    Rasul

    Basically, you miss me?

    Luana

    I never said that. I just miss the past, we need to get


    together soon, all of us.

    Rasul

    We would still have one person missing, and I think Sarina


    will always hate me.

    Luana
    sometimes.
    Rasul

    Luana
    Rasul

    I think she will forgive you, I did. But I still miss Jasper
    Always, I hope he has found the peace he always aimed
    for, and yes, we have to get together. We had our whole
    future planned.
    We did.
    Hey Lu, just know, I have never regretted meeting you and
    getting to know you.

    Luana

    I know. Me too

    Rasul

    But I do regret the way I treated you.

    Luana

    Its okay, as I told you for the hundredth time, its all in the
    past; I forgive you.

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    Rasul

    Thank you. Also, you know Im always here if you ever


    need help with something.

    Luana

    I know. Can we talk later?

    Rasul
    supposed to?

    Is everything okay? Did I say something I was not

    Luana

    Yes, Ill talk to you later. Goodbye.

    [About forty-five minutes later] Incoming call


    Luana

    Hi, how are you doing?

    Rasul

    Im fine, but you dont sound too good.

    Luana

    Im fine.

    Rasul

    Cmon Luana, you dont sound fine. I know.

    Luana

    Its nothing important. Tell me a story.

    Rasul

    Cmon.

    Luana

    Its nothing

    Rasul

    Please talk to me.

    Luana

    Im in the blues Ra.

    Rasul

    What happened?

    Luana

    I dont want to talk to you about it.

    Rasul

    Can I help you forget about it?

    Luana

    I dont think you can, Im going to sleep. I wish this pain


    would just end. Why do the people I give my heart to
    always disappoint me Ra? What did I do to deserve this?

    Rasul

    Im sorry Lu, please forgive me for everything. Go to sleep;


    Ill call you later.

    Luana

    No, just send me a text message.

    Rasul

    Okay, goodbye.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 169

    [Seven hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    I dont know what you are currently going through, but all I
    know is I dont like it when youre sad; youre very ugly
    when youre sad, and not smiling. On the other hand,
    youre incredibly beautiful when youre happy, especially
    when you smile, so please smile for me.

    [Three hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    I feel as if you still hate me, and you havent forgiven me;
    as if youre just saying it to make me stop talking about it.
    But please forgive me for what I did to you, all I want is to
    be your friend, I want to be there for you, and make you
    smile, so I suggest you get ready to meet me in New York
    City tomorrow. We will go shopping, take pictures, go on
    rooftops, and explore every single corner together. Or we
    can go in a few hours when the whole city is asleep, and
    have the city to ourselves, walk in the middle of the road,
    scream as loud as we can. All I want is to be there for you,
    to be a friend; a friend who will hold your purse, who will
    try to make you laugh, and make you feel beautiful. Im
    fine with being the ugly frienda friend who will really do
    all these things just to see you smile and laugh.

    Nabi

    Did you really say those things to her?

    Rasul

    I really did, I was eager to make her happy. I was ready to


    do anything possible.

    Nabi

    Okay carry on.

    [The following morning] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Good morning Lu, I dont think you know this, but ever
    since you, I havent been able to love someone else, and I
    think I know why I cant fall in love. Im scared I won't find
    her to be as perfect and lovely as you after a few months,
    or I might see another girl and wish I had her instead; that
    is what Im scared of. It has been almost five years and I
    still think youre everything the perfect woman is, I have
    never seen another woman and said she was more
    beautiful, because no one can be like you. That is why Im
    scared; I think I might never come across a woman that will
    make me feel the way you made me feel. I dont know

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 170

    what Im trying to say, but youre magnificent and you


    should never forget that.
    Nabi

    What were you trying to accomplish?

    Rasul
    be a friend.
    Nabi

    I was just trying to make her happy, I was trying to


    One would say otherwise.

    Rasul

    Anyway.

    [Four hours later] Incoming text message


    Luana
    Thank you for everything Ra, I appreciate you trying
    to help, but I dont know what to do.
    Rasul

    Communication is the answer to your problem, you have to


    talk about whatever is going on. You need to get to the
    bottom of the situation and hopefully a solution with arise.

    Luana
    Rasul

    Communication? Who told you that?


    A very wise person. And, also I had to learn that
    communication can solve all problems, on my own. Just try
    it.

    [Interrupted by Nabi]
    Nabi

    Why did you take it upon yourself to comfort her?

    Rasul

    I blamed myself Nabi; I disappointed her, but I was trying


    to be there for her this time. The moment she said Why
    do the people I give my heart to always disappoint me Ra?
    What did I do to deserve this? I began to blame myself. I
    couldnt let her go through this alone.

    Nabi

    That is very kind of you, but I still dont know what you
    were trying to accomplish.

    [Nine hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    I try, I try, I really do try! I try very hard, every single day
    to stay away from you, to not think about you, not to
    reminisce about the past, but you always find a way to
    creep in my mind. I feel like a former alcoholic, who lives

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 171

    with three alcoholics opposite a tavern. What Im trying to


    say is, its impossible not to think about you. At this point, I
    know my text messages annoy you, but as I started falling
    asleep, the word "smile" came to mind, and that is why I
    texted you. Please promise me you will always remember
    to smile, even if youre hurting; sometimes it helps.
    Nabi
    brother?

    My only question is what were you trying to accomplish

    Rasul

    Honestly, I fell in love with her all over again, and my goal
    was to make her fall in love with me too. The man she was
    in love with didnt know what he had; I had it and lost it, I
    was eager to win her back and never let go.

    Nabi

    Im glad you came back to your senses, but youre insane.

    [The following morning] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Luana, good morning, I have a lot of questions to ask you,


    even though I know you will ignore me as usual, but I will
    sleep better knowing that I asked. Why did you fall in love
    with me in the first place? I know we were young, but Id
    love to know. You were beautiful, every girl would love to
    be like you, you were magnificent, splendid, and
    intelligent; you were perfect and could have chosen
    anyone but me, so why did you choose me? Im ugly as
    you can see, but you treated me like I was one of a kind.
    Im not trying to make you smile, this time Im very
    serious.

    [The following day] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    I can fall in love a dozen times a day, but the way I feel
    about you will never change. Ive loved you for almost five
    years and I dont think I can stop. Every time I say good
    night to you, I spend all night thinking of the perfect good
    morning message for you; because you deserve to wake up
    with a smile on your face. It doesn't matter if we are
    together or apart, Ill always try to make you feel
    significant and exceptional because you are. Youre the
    greatest person Ive ever met. Have a wonderful day.

    [About an hour later] Outgoing text message

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 172

    Rasul

    Im sad Luana, and the only thing that is guaranteed to


    make me smile; is knowing that wherever you are, youre
    smiling and feel like youre the only woman in the world
    that matters. Im sorry if this is not the best Ive written,
    but Im not in a good mood, because I know whatever I
    write, you will just read it and not be able to smile. I wish I
    could make you smile, and forget about the misery youre
    feeling.

    Luana

    Thank you very much for trying to make me happy, I


    appreciate it, but I still cant smile. I dont know what to
    do

    Rasul

    No one can help you but you. So I want you to do


    something for me, please identify your problem and try to
    come up with a solution; being stressed can cause anxiety
    and that is the last thing you need in your life. I talk to
    myself when I have a problem, it helps me come up with a
    solution every time; try it if you have to.

    [Two days later 8:24 PM] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    When youre in a blue, and dont know what to do, just


    remember there are people who love you, no matter what;
    and would do anything to see you happy. Also, I have a few
    ways for you to be stress-free; I hate the cold, so move to
    Florida with me.

    Luana

    Ha! Im ready; I dont even need to pack. Thank you for


    making me smile, I dont know why, but that text message
    actually made me smile.

    Rasul

    Youre welcome.

    [The following morning] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Good morning beautiful, I have a question; why do you


    have to get all the attention? I wake up every day hoping
    to get a good morning text message from you, so I can also
    feel like a princess, but I dont. Am I not pretty enough? Or
    is it because my chest is flat? I really wish I was as
    stunning as you are. By the way, if you ever show this
    particular text message to anyone, Ill kill you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 173

    Luana

    Ra! You are amazing! Thank you for making me laugh, I


    really needed it. I still cant stop laughing. I miss you loser
    and thank you very much.

    Rasul

    Im glad I could help.

    Luana
    amazing.

    Have a good day Ra, thank you. Never forget, youre

    [Four days later] Incoming text message


    Luana

    Thank you for always putting a smile on my face, I spent


    the day with my brother trying to figure out whats best for
    me and what I should do; he is always there for me, he is
    the most intelligent person I know, and he gave me some
    good advice. You should know, everything in my life is back
    to normal, so you can stop trying to make me feel better.
    Thank you; I fell in love with you again. The way you never
    gave up on trying to make me happy, but Im sorry I didnt
    mean to fall in love with you, Im already in a relationship,
    and I cant break his heart, so I suggest we stop calling and
    messaging one another. Have a good day.

    Rasul

    Goodbye Luana, I pray you dont forget about me, and that
    I cross your mind even if its once in a year. I hope you
    found the right one, the one who kisses you harder, who
    hugs you tighter without you having to tell him to do so.

    Nabi

    Im sorry brother. I know you were disappointed. But I hope


    you didnt give up again.

    Rasul

    Its okay, Im to be blamed for losing her in the first place. I


    kept trying to call for the next two weeks, and there was no
    answer.

    Nabi

    I think she was staying away from you because she was
    scared of being hurt by you again.

    [Three weeks later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Its unbearable to think Id never get to call you mlady. I


    hope you know I always tried my best to make you feel
    special; for no other woman can hold a candle to you.
    Forever I shall feel the bitterness of breaking our bond. Not
    for a second should you think you broke my heart, you
    walked away with it, making our love timeless. They say

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 174

    the best thing to hold onto is each other, but all I have are
    fading memories. Still, thank you for the experiences, and
    for making me a better person. You were not just my love;
    you were my best friend, my comfort zone, my escape to a
    better world, the one who made me feel safe. You were not
    just a star to me; you came into my lifeless world and
    made it a universe. Thank you, good morning, and have a
    wonderful day.
    Nabi

    Are you trying to tell me you gave up once again?

    Rasul

    Yes Nabi, I gave up! And that is the end of our story. I felt
    like a fool; I was disappointed Nabi. That was the end. I
    thought Id win her back, I knew it was not going to be
    easy, but I gave up when I notice I had lost the war.

    Nabi

    Rasul

    Rasul

    Nabi just let it go. Im moving to Europe, and theres


    nothing stopping me. Theres nothing here for me.

    Nabi

    What about EyeLight? We built the company together; I


    suggest you stay, if not for anyone, for the company.

    Rasul

    You can manage the company all by yourself and you have
    all the help you need. Dont forget, you have a wonderful
    staff at your disposal.

    Nabi

    That reminds me, we have another proposal from Mr.


    Rashid, who wanted to acquire seventy-five percent of
    EyeLights shares.

    Rasul

    I remember him, Im still not interested in making him the


    majority owner of EyeLight.

    Nabi

    This time around, he proposed fifty percent...

    Rasul

    Ha! That would still make him the majority owner. How
    stupid does he think we are?! Just because we are young,
    does not mean

    Nabi

    That is why I denied his offer and didnt bother to tell you.

    Rasul

    How on earth did you manage to catch six fish?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 175

    Nabi

    You caught none, because youre distracted. You need to


    relax brother.

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Im relaxed.
    Well the bucket says otherwise.

    Rasul
    the reason.
    Nabi

    Ive not fished in almost eight years, which might be


    Yeah Rasul, blame something else

    [A few minutes later]


    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul

    I think Im willing to sell thirty percent of my shares


    No!
    Im serious Nabi. My mind is already made up.

    Nabi

    I would advise you to sell at least ten percent.

    Rasul

    Okay, try to contact Mr. Rashid and inform him; deposit the
    money in my bank account.

    Nabi

    Are you positive, you want to carry out this decision?

    Rasul

    Its not the end of the world Nabi. I have a few ideas I will
    be working on while Im in Europe, but I need you to assure
    me that, you will never sell your shares.

    Nabi
    do?

    You want me to promise not to do something you want to

    Rasul

    Im not selling all, only fifteen percent. Please give me your


    word; no matter what, I want us to be the majority owners
    of EyeLight.

    Nabi

    You have my word brother.

    Rasul

    Thank you, now Im ready to go home, I cant believe I lost


    to you in fishing.

    Nabi

    It was never a competition, and you know you can never


    beat me in anything.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 176

    Rasul

    You should be a comedian brother.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 177

    Chapter 5 The Angel


    [Three months later] Goldenick, Frankfurt, Germany.
    Rasul
    Female
    Rasul

    Hi.
    Ich verstehe nicht.
    Sorry.

    Nadja [To Rasul] Ha-ha!


    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    What is funny?
    Entschuldigung ich spreche kein Englisch.
    English? Yes?
    No! Nein!
    Okay, sorry. Have a good day.
    Do you always give up that easily?
    Finally, someone who speaks English.
    I think out of the nine women you talked to, six of them
    speak English.
    Really?!

    Nadja

    You had no chance, not because for the past three days
    you decided to talk to the most beautiful women in here,
    but because you gave up easily.

    Rasul

    I wouldnt describe any of them as the most beautiful


    woman in here

    [Incoming call]
    Rasul [To Nadja] I need to answer this phone call, please excuse me.
    Nabi

    Did you receive my email?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 178

    Rasul

    Im in a pub in Goldenick, Frankfurt Germany, while I was


    waiting for a dish of the local cuisine of four different types
    of sausages and some cheese potatoes with sauerkraut, I
    noticed a young, breath taking beautiful woman looking at
    me. She had a warm smile and at this point in my
    adventure I was hoping to come across someone that
    might speak English. For the past three days, I have been
    scared to approach her, because I didnt think I had a
    chance, but she just approached me, and she speaks
    English. So, I will talk to you later.

    Nabi

    Rasul this is not an adventure, its a waste of

    Rasul
    Nabi

    I have to go Nabi
    Reply to my email as soon [Phone call ends]

    Rasul [To Nadja] Have you been stalking me?


    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    row?
    Nadja

    Ja.
    I know what that means.
    Is that all you know? Where are you from?
    What are you doing here?
    Why are you answering a question with a question?
    Why are you answering a question with a question?
    Haben Sie Einen Guten Tag!
    What?
    Have a good day! Also, you have ordered the same meal
    for the past three days. You should try something new.
    Fine! I only know two German words; nein and ja.
    Where are you from?
    New York. What are you doing here three nights in a
    I come here to relax after work.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 179

    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Work? What is your profession?


    Its my turn to ask the questions. What is your profession?
    I dont have one. What is your profession?
    Im a student, but currently I work at the clothing store on
    the corner of the street. Why are you in Frankfurt?
    Im on vacation.
    How can you be on vacation if you dont have a profession?
    Stop dodging my questions!

    Rasul

    Im trying to escape my life in New York.

    Nadja

    I wish I could live in New York, or go there for a visit

    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    You should, if you ever get the chance, its beautiful.


    I earned a scholarship to Colombia University. That is why
    Im working hard to earn some money.
    Are you serious?

    Nadja

    Yes, but I dont think Ill be lucky enough to go.

    Rasul

    You should keep trying to work harder. That is really an


    amazing opportunity, I wish you the best.

    Nadja

    Thank you, so why Frankfurt?

    Rasul

    I just happened to find myself in Frankfurt; last week I was


    in Munich, the week before that, I was in London.

    Nadja

    Are you enjoying your stay?

    Rasul
    that I love.
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Yah but I still have not found an interesting activity


    There are millions of interesting activities in Europe. Do
    you love adventures?
    Who does not?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 180

    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Rasul
    leaving.

    Well I suggest you visit Montenegro, France, Austria,


    Serbia, or Amsterdam.
    Have you been to all these places?
    Ive only been to Austria, and Amsterdam. But all my
    friends have been to all those places, and they speak
    highly of them.
    Thank you, but I need to explore Germany before

    Nadja

    I suggest you visit Schnau am Knigssee, Dresden,


    Nuremberg, and Karlsruhe.

    Rasul

    You expect me to visit places I cant even pronounce? You


    need to come with me, in case I get lost, or need help.

    Nadja

    I barely know you, and you expect me to leave my job


    behind to entertain you?

    Rasul

    Not to entertain me, but be my tour guide.

    Nadja

    Sorry, its a tempting offer but I decline.

    Rasul

    I promise it will be worth it.

    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Its tempting as I said; Ive always wanted to visit Dresden,


    but I still dont think its a good idea.
    What if, we visit Dresden first?
    Im beginning not to like you.
    Are you trying to say you like me?
    Oh no, Im not interested in you or anyone. I am focused
    only on my life and education.
    I love the sound of that.
    Ill have to make time. I have to think about this, meet me
    here on Sunday at nine-fourteen.
    In the morning?!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 181

    Nadja

    No, at dawn. Have a good night, stranger.

    Rasul

    You never told me your name!

    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    You never asked!


    Well, what is your name?
    Ask me on Sunday, at nine-fourteen in the evening!
    Why nine-fourteen?
    Because, I said so. Go to bed you look exhausted.

    [Almost two months later] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Nabi!

    Nabi

    Why are you doing this to me?!

    Rasul

    She is not invading your privacy; she needs a place to live


    in New York, until she finds a better accommodation.

    Nabi

    You should have asked, before making promises.

    Rasul
    will like her.

    Nabi, she is a good friend, dont worry, I promise you

    Nabi

    Where is she?

    Rasul

    She is here in the car, we are on our way to Berlin


    Schnefeld Airport.

    Rasul

    She will be arriving in New York, in nine hours, at five


    oclock. I promise you will love her; she is amazing, it might
    take a while, but she will come around, I used to dislike her.

    Nadja
    me.

    You will miss me; and you cant survive in Europe without

    Nabi

    I sent you a few documents; you need to read them, sign it,
    and send it back to me within a few hours.

    Rasul
    you?

    Okay, were you able to look at the designs I sent

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 182

    Nabi

    Rasul

    No, Ive been very busy, that is why I keep telling you this
    is a bad idea, Ive too much on my plate, and I cant take
    care of her at this moment.
    Please do this for me brother.

    Nabi

    When are you coming back?

    Rasul

    I have no idea, but I will as soon as possible, I miss New


    York. Also, when I get back we are going to Ghana. Nadja
    and I, went to Morocco for a week, and then went to Ghana
    for two days; but I didnt have enough time to visit my
    family.

    Nabi

    Im glad youre having fun, but you need to get back and
    take care of business.

    Rasul

    I will. Thank you and Ill call you later.

    Nadja
    burden.

    I dont think this is a good idea, I dont want to be a

    Rasul

    Youre not a burden; this is my way of saying thank you, for


    making the last two months memorable.

    [Twenty minutes later] Berlin Schnefeld Airport


    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Again, Thank you for everything. Also, take this


    What is it?
    You open it when you get to New York.

    Nadja

    Why? You took me to places Id have never dreamed of


    visiting, and now you give me a large amount of money
    and send me to New York to follow my dreams? Why are
    you doing this?

    Rasul

    Because you deserve it. You put your job aside to help me,
    and now Im helping you. You helped me when I needed it
    the most; you didnt even know what I was going through; I
    was hurt, I was falling apart, but you helped me smile.
    Thank you.

    Nadja

    It was my pleasure. I owe you.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 183

    Rasul

    I owe you; you owe me nothing. Now go be a


    neurosurgeon! I wish you the best.

    Nadja

    I dont have an envelope full of money for you, but I have


    some advice; whenever you meet a girl, introduce yourself
    and ask for her name.

    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Rasul
    Nadja

    Ha! Thank you. Have a safe flight.


    Pass auf dich auf.
    Du auch.
    Thank you.
    Are you sure you have everything you need?
    Yes! Ive Nabis address, phone number, email address, and
    parents phone number. Im not a little girl Rasul; Ill be
    fine.
    I know; I just worry too much.
    Well, dont worry, Ill call you as soon as I get to New York.

    [The following day] Incoming call


    Rasul

    Nabi, is everything okay?

    Nadja

    Why wouldnt everything be okay?

    Rasul

    I was just worried when I didnt hear from you or him. How
    was your flight?

    Nadja

    It was good; Nabi and I went out for dinner last night, and
    by the time I woke up he was not around, but he left me a
    note saying he will be back in a few hours.

    Rasul

    Yah, he has an important meeting today. How is New York


    treating you so far?

    Nabi

    I love New York Rasul! Its everything I dreamed of. How is


    Germany?

    Rasul

    Im leaving for Austria in a few hours, theres no need for


    me to stay in Germany anymore.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 184

    Nadja

    You miss me.

    Rasul

    No I dont.

    Nadja

    Its okay, if you do, I miss getting on your nerves.

    Rasul

    Dont worry you will see me soon, tell Nabi I called and I
    also sent him those documents. Ill call again later.

    Nadja

    Okay, have a good day. And take care of yourself.

    [Seventeen days later] Outgoing call


    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul

    Hello.
    Nabi, how have you been?
    I should be asking you that question. Nadja said she has
    been calling you, but there was no answer.
    How is she adjusting to her new life?
    She loves it; she is currently out with my sister for lunch.
    Im fine, Ive been in Austria skiing and rock climbing.

    Nabi

    Wait, do you even know how to ski or rock climb?!

    Rasul

    No, but Im learning. Im very good at skiing; I have a rock


    climbing practice later today.

    Nabi

    All these activities are dangerous. Why are you doing this
    to yourself?

    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nabi

    Please tell Nadja Im fine and Ill call her tomorrow.


    Why are you doing all these dangerous activities?
    Nabi
    Nadja asked me why you left New York and I told her. Then
    she said, That is why he is trying to do so many things to
    hide his feelings. He barely sleeps; all he does is move
    from place to place, as if he is running from something.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 185

    Rasul

    Im not running away from my problems. Im just living life


    a little, seeing the beautiful creation of God. Im on a
    vacation Nabi.

    Nabi

    Youre intelligent and old enough to know what is good for


    you. Reconsider your actions Rasul. The only advice I have
    for you is to take care brother.

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Thank you.
    Have a good day brother.

    Rasul
    sister.

    You too. Extend my greetings to Nadja and your

    [The following night] Incoming call


    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Hallo.
    Hi.
    I know you know why Im calling you.
    Because you miss me?

    Nadja

    Im worried about you, and so is Nabi.

    Rasul

    Did he tell you to call me?

    Nadja

    No, he didnt. I care about you, which is why Im calling.


    When I told you to visit Austria, I didnt mean, to spend
    your time doing dangerous activities. I suggested those
    places because they have beautiful sceneries.

    Rasul

    Thank you but you should stop worrying; Im not putting


    myself in harms way.

    Nadja

    You should come home, please.

    Rasul

    I will, when Im ready but not now.

    Nadja

    Why are you doing this?

    Rasul

    Im not doing anything wrong. Ive always wanted to see


    the world and that is exactly what Im doing, if I died today,

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 186

    Id hate myself for not being able to see how marvelous


    and creative God is.
    Nadja

    I understand, but

    Rasul

    Look, Ive been blessed; my plan was to travel around the


    world with the love of my life, but since I dont have one,
    Im doing it alone. What is the point of being blessed if
    youre not able to do the things that matter the most. I
    donated half of my earnings to different charities in Africa,
    Asia, Europe and South America; now all Im doing is
    enjoying the benefits of my labor. I promise Ill be fine. Ill
    call you regularly, so you can know Im fine.

    Nadja

    Youre stubborn Rasul. Please dont do anything stupid.

    Rasul

    Nadja, Ive to go. Have a good day. And if living life and
    seeing the world is doing something stupid, then I love
    being stupid!

    [About four months later] Outgoing call


    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Rasul! Where have you been?


    Ive been in Albania for the past two months
    We have been trying to reach you for months, why have
    you been in Albania for that long?
    I emailed you and Nabi, saying I lost my phone.
    What are you doing in Albania?!
    Exploring Europe.
    The last time you emailed me, you said you were hurt, and
    I never heard from you again.
    Im fine.
    What happened?!
    It is a very long story.
    I have time. I dont have lectures today.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 187

    Rasul
    Nadja

    How is New York treating you?


    Rasul! What happened?

    Rasul

    I fell while rock climbing.

    Nadja

    Nabi says hi, please tell me what really happened.

    Rasul

    Well, about two months ago in Austria, I went rock


    climbing, I remember it was a Saturday. I really dont
    remember much, but I missed a step and hit my head,
    when I gained consciousness, I was hanging from a cliff ,
    while a girl was poking me with a long tree branch, after
    she noticed I was alive she helped me down. I was dizzy,
    probably from the concussion, so she suggested we go to
    the hospital, but I refused and told her to drive me home.
    As she noticed some minor bruises and cuts on my back
    and legs, she stopped to get some Aloe Vera and then
    applied it to the bruises and cuts. I was dehydrated, so she
    gave me some water, and then insisted we go to the
    hospital again, when I refused she became angry and
    drove me home, without saying a single word to me.

    [The following day - Knock on the door]


    Rasul

    Who is it?

    Armela

    Open the door!

    Rasul

    Hi, I never got to introduce myself; Im Rasul, but my


    friends call me Ra.

    Armela

    My name is Armela, my friends call me Armela.

    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    name.
    Armela

    Armela?
    Yes.
    How do you spell it?
    A-r-m-e-l-a. Are you sure youre okay?
    Im fine. Sorry, I have never heard such a beautiful
    I know its beautiful, that is why my mom chose it.

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    Pg. 188

    Rasul

    So why are you here? Last night, you gave me the


    impression that, you were angry.

    Armela
    help.

    Because youre hurt and you refuse to get professional

    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul

    I really love your name.


    I love it too. Do you know its very dangerous to go rock
    climbing by yourself?
    I could say the same to you.
    I was not rock climbing idiot, I was jogging.
    Thank you for saving me, but Im fine.
    Youre not fine, you need professional treatment.
    Why are you here?
    You seemed like you needed help.
    Youre exquisite. Do you know that?
    I know.
    Youre magnificent and fascinating.

    Armela

    I know I am.

    Rasul

    I love your name, if Im ever blessed with a daughter, Ill


    name her Armela; I just hope she learns how to say thank
    you.

    Armela

    Ha. You almost made me laugh. Where are you from?

    Rasul

    Germany.

    Armela

    Welchen Teil Deutschlands?

    Rasul

    I dont speak German, Im actually from New York, but I


    was born in Ghana.

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    Pg. 189

    Armela
    Rasul

    I know, I can see your passport on the desk from here. Im


    from Albania.
    Where you raised in Germany?

    Armela

    No, but I love traveling so I can learn different languages; I


    know how to speak Turkish, Albanian, Serbian, English and
    German.

    Rasul

    I have a friend who always teases me in German; I wish I


    could speak it, or understand it.

    Armela

    Do you know you could have died if I hadnt jogged around


    those trails yesterday? What If I wasnt there to save you?

    Rasul
    Armela

    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    better.

    Woman, what do you mean?


    Ive never jogged around those trails before, the one I
    found you on. When I woke up this morning, I felt tired so I
    decided to sleep for a while and for some reason I kept
    waking up wishing I was jogging instead of wasting time in
    bed, so I tried a new trail. Also Im a young lady, not a
    woman.
    Well, thank you for saving my life.
    I am an angel; that is what I do.
    I am also an angel, I was sent from the heavens.
    Im serious, everyone calls me Melek.
    Melek? Thats an unusual name, I like Armela much

    Armela

    No idiot , it means angel in Turkish.

    Rasul

    Oh, is it because you look gorgeous? Although, the word


    gorgeous is an understatement.

    Armela
    day.

    Ha, no its because Im really an angel. Ill tell you why one

    Rasul
    to you.

    Id love to know why the people around youre lying

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    Pg. 190

    Armela

    Shut your mouth!

    Rasul
    Armela

    Shut my mouth?
    Yes shut it!

    Rasul
    Armela

    Okay, angel Armela.


    I have to go, but Ill be back tomorrow in the morning.

    Rasul
    Im fine.

    Okay, thank you for coming to check up on me, but

    Armela

    I came to give you these medications, since you refuse to


    get professional help; this is for the pains, and this is an
    antibiotic for any infections.

    Rasul
    Armela
    smile?

    Thank you, you really are out of this world.


    That compliment was stale. Was that supposed to make me

    Rasul
    Armela

    Yah?
    Well, Ill leave you to come up with a better one. I suggest
    you stay indoors today and not do anything risky.

    Rasul

    Thank you, doctor Armela. Have a good day.

    [Interrupted by Nadja]
    Nadja

    Why didnt you go to the hospital?!

    Rasul

    Because I was not hurt.

    Nadja
    home.
    Rasul
    Nabi

    Youre acting very unusual, says Nabi. You need to come


    Ill be home when Im ready.
    Nadja and I will be coming to Albania in a few weeks,
    wherever you are, we will track you down and bring you
    back home. Dont make me involve your parents. Youre
    going through something very difficult, but you keep
    pushing the people who can help you out. Stop hiding your
    emotions; they will be the death of you. Hopefully that

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    Pg. 191

    does not happen. Im here for you whenever you need me


    brother. Please talk to me, youre the most intelligent
    person I know; act like it and stop acting like a fool.
    Rasul
    about; I am fine.
    Nabi

    Nabi, Ill be home soon. Theres nothing to worry


    Then why are you half way around the world with no
    agenda? Youre a creature of habit; everything you do has
    a purpose, so tell me the reason for traveling to Europe.

    Rasul
    Nabi
    right.

    Im on vacation, you need one too.


    We said we would go on a vacation when the time was

    Rasul
    Nabi

    Well, it was time, and you should have followed me.


    Okay, Ill be on my way to Albania on Saturday or Sunday.

    Rasul
    being alone.

    Nabi, please dont come, I need to be alone. I love

    Nabi
    yourself.

    Nadja is really worried about you, being in Europe by

    Nadja

    I really am!

    [Two weeks later] Incoming call


    Armela

    Hi.

    Rasul

    Hi. Can you say hi again?

    Armela

    Bye.

    Rasul

    I love the way you say hi. Also, why are you calling me at
    four in the morning?

    Armela

    I know I have a beautiful voice. One of the people who


    used to call me an angel used to say that. And I called you
    because I can!

    Rasul
    Armela

    And who is that?


    I told you Id tell you about my story

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    Pg. 192

    Rasul

    Tell me now.

    Armela

    Stop interrupting me.

    Rasul

    Oh my, I love your accent; I dont know if its your voice I


    love or your accent. Both sound amazing together.

    Armela

    Really?

    Rasul
    Armela

    And the way you say really. I just love it.


    Boy, shut it.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Oh my God, its perfect. Its heavenly.


    I told you, Im an angel.

    Rasul
    Armela

    But you never told me why.


    That is because you promised to tell me your story, but you
    never did.

    Rasul

    No, I agreed to tell you my story if you told me yours.

    Armela

    But my story could take several hours.

    Rasul

    It does not matter, Id love to hear it. Not because I care


    but because I want to listen to you talk.

    [Interrupted by Nadja]
    Nadja

    Ive not known you as long as Nabi, but we both can agree,
    you hate talking on the phone.

    Rasul

    I do hate talking on the phone because its a waste of time,


    but I loved listening to this girls voice. Everything about
    her is

    Nadja

    Everything about her is?

    Rasul
    Nadja

    Incredible.
    Do you

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    Pg. 193

    Rasul

    Heavenly! That is the word I was looking for is heavenly!


    We talked on the phone for almost seven hours.

    Nadja

    What did you talk about?!

    Rasul

    Actually, she talked, and I listened. She told me her story.


    You will not believe this, and Im not making it up; her love
    story, is the same as mine. Theres no difference; the only
    thing that separates our stories are the location, and time.
    Everything she told me about her love story, Luana and I
    went through. I swear Im not making it up. I was surprised,
    coz how can four different people, from different
    backgrounds, go through the same situation, without even
    the slightest change. Nadja, the way she told me her story
    was the same way Id tell someone else my story. She
    made me have faith, that things would be better. We talked
    every single day for the next two months; she made me
    understand the mistakes I made. By talking to her day and
    night, I understood what I put Luana through; it was hell
    knowing the terrible things I did to someone I claimed to be
    the love of my life. She made me hate myself more;
    sometimes we would be laughing and sharing a moment,
    then she would stop, and say I really hate him, why would
    he do all those things to me? But I was happy to be there
    to calm her down, and give her hope, because no matter
    how much she was hurting, how broken she was deep
    down; she made sure everyone else was happy. She
    showed the people around her, how strong she was. I
    feared that was how I made Luana feel.

    [Interrupted by Nadja]
    Nadja

    Im curious, how did you end up in Albania?

    Rasul

    Do you know, you remind me of Nabi? Stop interrupting


    me. We stopped talking to each other for about two weeks
    and that is when I noticed I had fallen in love with her,
    because all I did was think about her day and night. We
    had just met, but I was used to her. Then she moved back
    to Albania when school started. When I found out, I also
    traveled to Albania.

    Nadja

    Does she know you love her?

    Rasul

    I think so, she does know Im interested in her


    romantically, sometimes she shows me she likes me, but

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    she can never trust another man due to recent


    experiences; which leads to her ignoring me, and getting
    angry whenever I reminded her of him. I remind her of him,
    because of the way I talk to her and treat her, but I cant
    stop being myself. How is that even possible?
    Nadja

    If you really love her, just let her know youre different.

    Rasul

    Im different, but so was he, he was the type of guy any girl
    would love to be in love with. He was perfect according to
    what she told me, and he suddenly changed. Honestly,
    theres no way she will ever trust any man because he was
    the perfect man, and he disappointed her.

    Nadja
    even the

    You have to be patient and give her some time. Time heals
    deepest wounds.

    Rasul

    That was my plan, we get along but it feels like whenever


    she remembers how he changed, she tries to stay away
    from me, but I never give up. One thing, love has taught
    me is to never give up on love.

    Nadja

    Im glad youre learning from your mistakes. New York


    misses you, when

    Rasul

    Nadja, I have to go, Im supposed to wake Armela to study


    for an exam. Now you know how I feel when you interrupt
    me.

    Nadja

    Ha-ha! Very funny Nabi.

    Rasul

    What did you just call me?

    Nadja

    I meant to say Rasul. Have a good day.

    [Five minutes later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela

    Hi, good morning beautiful.


    Hi, good morning.
    Are you okay?
    Im just thinking, I thought he would call me when school
    starts because he would need someone to motivate him.

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    Pg. 195

    Rasul

    Maybe he has too much pride to call. Trust me youre a


    person someone cant just forget. I know you have too
    much pride to call him but I think you should.

    Armela

    He told me never to call him; I tried to call him, I called his


    friends and family but he refuses to talk to me, so Ive to
    leave him alone.

    Rasul

    Well, trust me there will be a time, sooner or later when he


    will want to talk to you.

    Armela

    I dont think so.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Rasul
    you.

    I know so.
    I dont know what happened, he used to love me; he only
    sleeps after I go to sleep; he would cry for me, do anything
    just to see me happy, every single person in his life knew
    about me, even his teachers. You have to see the way he
    stares at me like he has seen an angel
    Trust me, someone like that can never forget about

    Armela

    Ive lost hope Rasul; I lost hope when we were together


    because of the distance between us, he was the one who
    made me believe, he made me strong. He always gave me
    hope, and when we met during the summer in Istanbul, he
    promised me he will always be there, he would love me; he
    promised we would be together soon, but I guess he didnt
    want to be together anymore. He cant blame distance; he
    can only blame himself, he showed me more love than
    most humans get in a lifetime, then he chose to change. I
    was always there to listen to his problems and give him
    advice. He knows Im a good girl, and thinks Ill be waiting
    for him after he returns, but Ill not. Whenever he is ready
    to come back, Ill be gone.

    Rasul

    I believe everything will be fine Armela. To get to the end of


    the tunnel, where you can see the light, you need to go
    through darkness. You should never give up on love.

    Armela

    Ha-ha, I dont want love, I want to focus on my future and


    be successful. Ive to go, I want to study, I dont want to
    talk about him.

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    Pg. 196

    Rasul
    Armela

    Can I help you study?


    No, I will send you a text message when I am done.

    [Eight hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    People misuse the word perfect when they see something


    very beautiful, I guarantee you, the most beautiful women
    on earth would be mesmerized when you walk by. Your
    beauty is endless; I think you are what people talk about
    when they use the word heavenly. Heavenly, that is when
    something is beyond perfect; when you see something
    exceptional, unbelievable and you cant think of any words
    to describe it.

    Armela

    Thank you Rasul.

    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela

    You said Thank you for the first time.


    My cousins are here; Ill call you when Im alone.
    I feel special.
    Boy, you shouldnt.

    [Six hours later] Incoming text message


    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela

    Rasul
    Armela

    Hi, I followed my cousins to my aunts house and Ill be


    staying over there, but Ill call you before ten oclock.
    Okay, have a wonderful day!
    I sent you a few songs, listen to Fall for You, Your Call,
    I Wouldnt Mind, Its Not Over, Never Too Late, and
    Goodbye.
    Goodbye?
    The last song is called Goodbye, and also goodbye, Ill talk
    to you later.

    [Four hours later] Incoming call


    Armela

    Hi, Do you know what the worst thing in life is? Spending
    more than two years getting to know someone, while
    ignoring others who truly love you, because you only want

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    that one person; going to sleep with them on the phone,


    waking up with them, you smile because of them. When
    they tell you good night, you rush to go to sleep just to
    wake up to see or talk to them again. Only to wake up one
    day without them in your life, to the point where, its
    almost like they never knew you, you never knew them,
    and you two never shared secrets nor let your guard down.
    Rasul

    Sometimes falling in love is the scariest thing in the world,


    but with Luana I never felt that way, we faced the world
    together, we conquered the fear of falling in love together,
    then we fell in love and made beautiful memories.

    Armela

    Do you still love her?

    Rasul

    When she finally left, I pretended as if everything was fine.


    I was smiling, but no matter how happy I was or pretended
    to be, my life seemed empty, my heart was not broken, but
    my chest had an enormous hole because she walked away
    with my heart; all around me there was light, but I was
    filled with darkness.

    Armela
    this.

    I wish He, who shall never be named talks about me like

    Rasul

    He will, that is a promise, and if not now then later.

    Armela

    I always wished we could have the type of love most


    people dont get. Like in the movies, where I go to Paris
    one day, and then I end up running into him by mistake;
    then when our eyes connect our souls and hearts connect
    too, and we fall in love with one another again. I dont
    know why Im saying all these

    Rasul

    Hey, he is not worth it. Please dont cry! If he does not


    know what he lost right now, he will very soon. Im telling
    you this from past experiences; I never knew Luana was
    the love of my life, my dream girl until I lost her and to this
    day I regret taking her for granted.

    Armela

    You dont understand Rasul, he was good, he was perfect; I


    dont know what happened, or why he hated me all of a
    sudden, I miss him.

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    Pg. 198

    Rasul
    Armela

    Where are you? It sounds windy.


    Im star gazing outside. I cant fall asleep.

    Rasul

    Listen to this song, maybe it will help you sleep.

    Armela

    All I know? Why did you choose to play that song?

    Rasul

    Its your favorite song that is why Im playing it. I feel


    helpless when you began to cry and I wanted was to ease
    your pain.

    [About forty minutes later]


    Armela

    I have to go to sleep now.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Good night.
    Good night.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Thank you for staying up with me.


    Shut it!

    Rasul
    Armela

    What?
    Your mouth!

    Rasul

    Sweet dreams Armela.

    [Two hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Wake up Armela, I miss you.

    [About three hours later] Incoming text message


    Armela

    Hi.

    [Five hours later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul

    Did you miss me?


    No I didnt!
    I hate you.

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    Pg. 199

    Armela

    Why?

    Rasul
    Armela

    Because I just dont like you.


    Thank you.

    Rasul
    tried my best.
    Armela
    that.

    Shh, I cant find one thing I hate about you, even if I


    Ha! Thank you, but stop, I dont like it when you talk like

    Rasul
    Armela

    I just gave you a compliment, nothing else.


    I said stop!

    Rasul
    Armela

    Okay.
    Goodbye, Ive to go.

    [About fifty minutes later Missed call]


    [Twenty minutes later] Outgoing text message
    Rasul
    Armela

    Hi.
    Did you fall asleep?

    Rasul
    Armela

    Yah.
    Should I call you again?

    Rasul

    Please dont, I hate your voice.

    [Moments later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul
    beautiful accent.
    Armela

    Who am I lying to? I love your angelic voice and


    I love it too. Ill call you in five minutes.

    [About a week later] Incoming call


    Rasul
    Armela

    Mela! Can I call you back?


    No.

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    Rasul

    But youre distracting me, Im writing, eating and


    designing, and thinking all at the same time.

    Armela

    You said Im a beautiful distraction, so no, you cant call me


    back. What are you writing and designing?

    Rasul

    Actually, I just finished writing a poem. And Im designing a


    news project for my friend Nabi, hopefully he likes it.

    Armela

    What was the poem about?

    Rasul
    Armela

    It was about love.


    Who is it about?

    Rasul
    Armela

    Its about you.


    No its not. Read it to me.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Its not perfect yet, its just a rough draft.


    You can read it to me later, and tell me all about what you
    were designing when I call you tonight. Go back to work.

    Rasul

    Thank you, but I really dont want to talk to you.

    Armela

    You almost made me laugh. Ill call you later, and you
    better answer my phone call.

    Rasul

    Okay boss-lady, your wish is my command.

    [About four hours later] Incoming call


    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul

    Hi.
    Hi.
    Are you done working?
    Yah, I was just thinking about you.
    Shut it!
    My mouth?

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    Armela
    Rasul
    in the morning.
    Armela
    Rasul

    Good boy. Read the poem to me.


    I will if you promise to send me a cute text message
    Keep dreaming boy!
    I always do.

    Armela

    Read it to me!

    Rasul

    Armela, my mother is calling me via video call. Ill send it


    to you shortly.

    [Three minutes later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Turn around my love. Do you see what I see? I see an


    angel; I see beauty that can only be described as heavenly.
    My love, youre magnificent, no matter what your flaws
    are, even at your worst youre incredible. Your smile alone
    makes the world a better place. Wipe your tears my love.
    Look at me, there; I see the doorway to heaven.

    Armela

    Did you really write that?

    Rasul

    Yah, I never loved writing or reading, I just do it. When she


    left, she walked away with my heart, and I picked up a pen
    to write down how it made me feel.

    Armela

    Its beautiful.

    Rasul

    Thank you, I actually wrote two poems, but I like this one
    better than the other.

    Armela

    Send the other one to me.

    Rasul
    Armela

    Rasul
    Armela

    I will perfect it, and send it to you soon.


    You should write more poems, I love them. If you could talk
    on the phone right now, Id tell you something very
    interesting. You would really believe Im an angel.
    Convince me then, woman.
    Im a young lady. And it could take hours, call me.

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    Rasul

    But I dont want to call you.

    Armela

    Ha! Then dont. I know you will miss me soon.

    Rasul

    I already miss listening to your voice. Also, I do believe


    youre an angel, you saved me, not when you help me off
    the cliff but by rescuing me from myself and my hidden
    emotions. I was not in the right mental state before I met
    you, I was happy, but I was falling apart, I just wanted to
    close my eyes and everything would go away forever. But
    you gave me hope, thank you. Ill call you at ten oclock.

    [The following month] Incoming text message


    Armela
    Rasul

    Hi.
    Hi. It has been a while how have you been?

    Armela

    Do you think distance is a factor to your relationship with


    Luana ending?

    Rasul

    Do you think distance is a factor to your relationship with


    him, who shall never be named ending?

    Armela

    I asked you first.

    Rasul

    Distance kept us together because it made us want to be


    with one another. Our desire to see and be with each other,
    fueled our passion for each other, and made our love grow
    stronger.

    Armela

    But it also drove you apart.

    Rasul

    In a way, yes it did.

    Armela
    want?

    I was once asked this question, What kind of love do you

    Rasul

    I dont understand that question, but I never wanted a


    million lovers, just like her; we were perfect for each other,
    she wanted that one special kind of love, where it
    consumed you. The kind of love that makes you smile for
    no reason necessary, while taking a baththe kind of love
    ninety-eight percent of the world spend their whole lives
    searching for. The kind of love people pray for. The kind
    that can only be described as being madly in love; the kind

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    that makes you think youre going crazy due to your


    illogical actions. That type of love they describe as being
    crazy in love.
    Armela

    I met someone very special today; he made me completely


    forget about He, who shall never be named. Have you ever
    met someone who made you completely forget about
    Luana?

    Rasul

    Actually, I have. I have a friend called Nadja, I met her in


    Germany and she makes me forget all my problems.

    Armela

    She might be the one for you, you have to find her, and let
    her know how much she really means to you.

    Rasul
    Armela
    Rasul
    Armela

    Rasul

    I am interested in you not her.


    Stop it!
    Im being honest.
    Thats why I stopped talking to you. You promised to stop
    saying those things, so please stop. I have to go Rasul. You
    have to think about what you want in life, if she makes you
    happy, tell her how you feel. Have a good day.
    Ill call you later.

    [About seven hours later] Outgoing call, no response


    [Five minutes later] Outgoing text message to Armela
    Rasul

    Call me when you can.

    [Three hours later] Outgoing text message to Armela


    Rasul

    If I was asked to describe you, Id end up writing the most


    beautifully, positive, and well-written dictionary in the
    world. Mostly my life is a roller coaster on fire, but
    whenever I see your smile I see hope. My mind is a war
    zone, but whenever I talk to you, I find peace. Please quit
    pushing me away.

    [One week later] Outgoing text message to Armela

    Pg. 204

    Timeless Love

    Rasul

    Ive no idea why youre avoiding me, Ive sent you multiple
    emails, text messages and I think Ive called you more than
    two-hundred times. Call me some time.

    [About three weeks later] Incoming video call


    Rasul
    Nadja

    Hi. What is the occasion? You look gorgeous.


    Thank you. Nabi and I are going to a fundraiser, in Canada.

    Rasul
    Nadja

    He finally asked you out on a date?


    What do you mean?

    Rasul
    Nadja

    Nothing Nadja, Ill talk to you later. You look beautiful.


    Ill call you after the fundraiser.

    [Less than a week later] Outgoing call


    Rasul

    Nabi! Do you remember Yasmin? I think I just saw her on a


    commercial.

    Nabi

    Yes, that is Yasmin.

    Rasul

    Are you sure, she does not have a twin or a sister?

    Nabi

    That is

    Rasul

    Nabi, and why am I looking at a promotional picture of her


    on EyeLights website with Mr. Rashid?!

    Nabi

    That is what I was about to tell you, before you rudely


    interrupted me. Yasmin is his daughter.

    Rasul

    Ive to go Nabi, Ive a lot of research to do.

    Nabi

    When are you coming home?

    Rasul
    Nabi

    I dont know yet. How is Nadja?


    She is doing great. She is frequently asking about you.

    Rasul
    currently working on.

    I have to go Nabi, Ill send you a new project Im

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    [The following week] Outgoing call


    Nadja
    Rasul
    urgent.
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Hi.
    Nadja, where is Nabi? I need to talk to him, its
    He just stepped out. What is it?
    I need to talk to him.
    How have you been?

    Rasul

    Ive been good. How are you doing? How is school?

    Nadja

    Im doing well, school is getting challenging, but Im


    focused. Also Nabi and I are working on the research you
    started years ago, A Cross Between Technology and
    Science.

    Rasul

    Why didnt you involve me?

    Nadja

    It was supposed to be a surprise. For me, its a way for


    saying thank you for this great opportunity and for making
    my dreams come true. And Nabi said he felt as if he was
    not contributing enough.

    Rasul

    What would make him say that? He is the most intelligent


    person I have ever met, without him my dreams would
    have just been dreams. They would be stored in my mind,
    on a paper somewhere, or on a hard drive. He is my key to
    success.

    Nadja

    I think he knows that, but you should tell him exactly what
    you just told me.

    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja

    Also you need to stop thanking me


    Its in my nature to thank whoever helps me.
    Well you are
    Nabi just walked in.

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    Rasul

    What I was saying was you are not welcome. You and Nabi
    have a lot in common, you love to interrupt people, but
    hate it when you are interrupted.

    Nabi

    Thank you.

    Rasul [To Nadja] I was being honest.


    Rasul [To Nabi]

    Nadja told me you are carrying on with my research on A


    Cross Between Technology and Science. Thank you for
    everything; youre truly a good friend. Without you I
    wouldnt be the person I am today, youre my key to
    success. Youre the definition of a true brother from
    another mother. What Im trying to say is you are the
    brother I never had. Thank you for caring about me.

    Nabi

    That is my job as a brother.

    Rasul

    Then I need your help brother. Ever since I saw Yasmin on


    the television, Ive not been able to think straight.
    Someone asked me if Ive ever met a girl who made me
    forget all my problems. Yes I have and she is Yasmin. The
    day I met her, hell was breaking loose in my mind, but she
    brightened my day. I cant get her out of my mind, the way
    she smiled, brushed her hair, the way she looked at me.
    Im honored to be alive today because for the first time in
    my life, I'm convinced Ive seen the most beautiful girl in
    the world, and I let her walk away without telling her how I
    felt.

    Nabi

    You will not like what Im about to say, but it needs to be


    said. You need to come back home as soon as possible.

    Rasul

    Ive already purchased a plane ticket; Ill be home on the


    first of January.

    Nabi

    Nadja and I were planning on spending the holidays


    together, but we didnt know where to go

    Nadja

    I want to go back to Africa!

    Rasul

    Id love to go back to Ghana. Ill meet you in Africa, if you


    dont mind me joining you two.

    Nabi

    We should make it a ten-day vacation.

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    Timeless Love

    Rasul

    Youre finally going on a vacation Nabi. But, I have a


    proposal; I will only agree to go, if you and Nadja spend the
    first five days together, alone.

    Nabi

    How many cities do you want to visit?

    Rasul

    Why are you asking me? Ask her!

    Nabi [To Nadja]

    Which cities would you love to visit in Africa?

    Nadja

    Algiers, and Cape Town.

    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Africa.
    Nabi
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Accra, and Cairo.


    I want to visit Alexandria, in Egypt and Abuja.
    I wish we had enough time to see every corner in
    One day brother, one day we will.
    Ill meet you two in Alexandria.
    I want us to visit those six cities together.
    Dont worry, Ill be there.
    I doubt it.
    Have a good day Nadja, Ill call you tomorrow.

    [The following day] Outgoing call


    Nabi

    Im in a meeting, Ill call you back.

    Rasul

    Im just calling to tell you that, I meant it when I said you


    need to spend the first five days of the vacation with
    Nadja, and try your best to make those days memorable.
    Ill meet you two in Alexandria.

    Nabi

    I agree.

    Rasul

    Whenever she asks about me, just tell her, you have not
    heard from me. Ill try to avoid your calls for the first five
    days, and also avoid any dangerous activities.

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    Nabi

    Have a good day brother.

    [About ten minutes later] Outgoing text message


    Rasul

    Armela, when you get a chance to fall in love with


    someone who looks at you like a miracle, take that chance
    in a heartbeat; dont let someone who didnt know your
    worth, keep you away from the one who does. Have a good
    day!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 209

    Chapter 6 A New Beginning


    [January, 1st, 2006 7:13 PM] John F. Kennedy International Airport
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nabi
    Rasul

    It feels good to be home


    Hypocrite! I thought you didnt want to come home.
    I never said that.
    You did.
    Nabi, when did you start supporting her?!

    Nabi

    When you made her blame me for

    Nadja

    Im still mad at you

    Rasul

    You planned the vacation before I was in the picture, all I


    wanted was to make sure you two spent some time
    together, alone.

    Nadja

    Stop smiling!

    Rasul

    Brother, I think she likes you.

    Nabi

    I know she likes me brother.

    Nadja

    Of course I like you, youre a good person.

    Rasul

    I meant youre falling for him.

    Nadja
    earth.

    Id never fall in love with you if you were the last man on

    Nabi

    You just broke my heart beautiful lady.

    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul
    Nabi

    You broke two hearts in seconds.


    It was my pleasure.
    How are we getting home?
    I told a friend to meet us here at seven-twenty.

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    Rasul
    punctual.
    Nabi

    Well its half past seven. I hate people who are not
    Why are you in such a hurry?

    Rasul

    I need to see Yasmin.

    Nadja

    You need to rest.

    Yasmin

    You do need to rest Rasul.

    Rasul

    Yasmin.

    Nabi

    How did you know it was her?!

    Nadja

    The question you should be asking is, why he pretended as


    if he was acting out a dramatic scene.

    Nabi
    Yasmin.

    The way he slowly picked up his head and whispered

    Yasmin

    Hi.

    Nabi

    Ive to say something, this is my birthday gift to you; I


    called her and told her I wanted an escort from the airport,
    and I also told her how you have been talking about her
    non-stop.

    Rasul
    Nadja
    hear you.
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Nadja
    Rasul

    Why would you do that?


    Just because youre whispering does not mean she cant
    Hi Yasmin. You look striking.
    Thank you.
    Theres that smile Ive been dreaming about.
    He does. He wrote a poem about your smile.
    That is a lie Yasmin, How have you been?

    Yasmin

    Im fine Rasul. How

    Nadja

    Just read it to her.

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    Pg. 211

    Rasul
    written.

    Theres nothing to read, because it was never

    Nabi

    Im really enjoying this.

    Rasul [To Nabi]

    Please help me.

    Yasmin

    How was your vacation?

    Nadja [To Yasmin]


    Your smile. Your smile is worth a billion sunsets. All I
    want is to make you smile forever because I bet you
    whoever has seen your smile, smiles back. So promise me
    you will always try to smile and spread love, and whenever
    youre having a bad day, look into the mirror and try to
    smile, and if you still cant smile always remember theres
    someone who smiles, just by thinking of you.
    Rasul

    Im honored to be alive today because for the first time in


    my life, I'm convinced Ive seen the most beautiful girl in
    the world.

    Yasmin

    Im speechless. I wish I knew what to say.

    Nadja

    That was terrible Rasul, you have to write a better one.

    Nabi

    I agree.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    understatement.

    Can you two stop?!


    Thank you, but I dont have a perfect smile.
    I never said it was perfect. That would be an

    Nabi

    Im starving.

    Nadja

    So am I!

    Rasul

    Since, Im the only one here with manners. My vacation


    was lovely. Thank you Yasmin.

    Yasmin

    Youre welcome.

    Rasul

    Can I tell you something?

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    Yasmin
    Rasul

    Sure.
    I promise to write a better poem.

    Yasmin

    I loved it. That is why I cant stop smiling.

    Nadja

    What did he whisper to you?

    Nabi

    And why cant you stop smiling?

    Rasul

    Im already getting tired of you two.

    [Two hours later]


    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    I have a busy day tomorrow, Ive to be on my way home.


    Ill escort you home.
    You dont have to.
    I know, but I want to.

    Nabi

    Thank you Yasmin.

    Nadja

    Thank you. Ill see you tomorrow, take care.

    [About ten minutes later]


    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    company.
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Can I tell you something?


    Sure.
    Im the reason why my father showed interest in your
    I dont understand.
    I told him it was my dream to be associated with that
    company; because of the great minds that created it and
    that was when he began researching about the company.
    Great minds recognize each other.
    Thank you. Ive another question; I felt as if you hated me
    the first time we met

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    Rasul

    Did you?

    Yasmin

    Yes.

    Rasul

    Well, I didnt, I was in love with someone else, and there


    was no way Id let another person take her place, so to act
    as if you were not charming, I distanced myself.

    Yasmin

    What happened between you two?

    Rasul

    Its a very long story. All you have to know is, I was having
    one of the worse days ever when I met you, but the
    moment I saw you, I smiled. Ive been reliving that moment
    ever since I saw you on the television. I just couldnt
    believe I met a girl that made all my problems disappear. I
    cant believe I met a girl who gave me heaven on earth for
    the few seconds I saw her, the one who gave my heart a
    real safe haven. I have not felt that good in a long time,
    and when you meet someone who makes life a better
    place, you hold on tight and never let go. And if they are
    not yours yet, you let them know how you feel and make
    them yours, by holding their hand, pulling them closer, and
    then you allow her to bless you with her seductive and
    divine lips. Yasmin, everyone has their own version of what
    hurts the most, some people even include love to that list;
    but to me, what hurts the most is missing out on love, not
    being able to love someone who loves you back, and being
    presented a chance to love but not taking that chance.
    That is what hurts, because when youre on your deathbed, those are the things you will regret. If I died today, I
    wouldnt regret a thing.

    Yasmin

    When I said I was speechless earlier? I didnt mean it. Now


    Im speechless.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I hope that is a good thing.


    It is. You definitely know how to make a girls night.
    Thank you for making my night.
    What did I do?
    You blessed me with those divine lips.
    But I never

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    [Moments later]
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    What were you about to say?


    Nothing.
    Good night Yasmin.
    Call me when you get home.
    I intend to.

    [Two years later]


    Yasmin

    My father wants to see you as soon as we get back to New


    York; I asked him to tell me why, but he said its between
    you two.

    Rasul

    Yah, Ive some projects to show him, I was supposed to run


    those ideas by him before the wedding.

    Yasmin

    Dont worry, he understands you were busy trying to make


    your wife happy. You gave me the best wedding I could
    ever ask for, the least he can do is to allow you some
    leeway.

    Rasul

    I know, but I was the one who gave him a deadline, I


    should have kept my word. I wouldnt want your father to
    think Im not a man of my word.

    Yasmin

    He knows youre an honorable man, and he respects you


    my love. Tell me what the project is about.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    my word.
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I cant, I swore to him I wouldnt tell you.


    My love, already keeping secrets from your wife?
    I wish I didnt have to, angel but I gave your father
    Im disappointed.
    Then why are you smiling?
    Because Im glad to have you in my life.

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    Rasul

    I promise you will know when the time is right, and you will
    love it.

    Yasmin
    him.

    I hope so. When are we going to New York? I need to tell

    Rasul

    I dont know yet. Ive been trying to call Nabi, and theres
    no answer.

    Yasmin

    What about Nadja?

    Rasul

    I only called Nabi.

    Yasmin

    What do you need from him? Ill send her a text message.

    Rasul

    Tell her to tell Nabi, to purchase a plane ticket for next


    week Saturday.

    Yasmin

    Can he postpone it to next two weeks?

    Rasul

    Yah, sure.

    Yasmin

    I want to spend as much time possible with you. I never


    want this to end.

    Rasul

    It will never end, that is a promise. Ill always make you


    feel like youre the only woman that matters on earth.

    Yasmin

    I love you.

    Rasul

    I love you.

    Yasmin

    I changed it to three weeks.

    Rasul

    Okay, also tell him to make sure the departure location is


    Abu Dhabi, not Dubai.

    Yasmin
    the

    But we are in Dubai and it would be easier for us to get to


    airport.

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I know, but I have a surprise for you in Abu Dhabi.


    You know I hate surprises.

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    Rasul
    surprise you.
    Yasmin

    I know, and I love the look on your face each time I


    You always surprise me, by being better than the person I
    thought you were each day.

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Can I tell you something?


    Sure.

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Im scared.
    What are you scared of my love?

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Im scared of losing you.


    Why would you lose me?

    Rasul
    disappoint you.
    Yasmin

    Im scared of losing you; my biggest fear is to


    Would you ever let me go or disappoint me?

    Rasul

    Never.

    Yasmin

    So why are you scared of losing me?

    Rasul

    Sometimes when Im quiet and you ask me what Im


    thinking about, and I say Im thinking of a creative idea, I
    lie

    Yasmin

    What do you mean?

    Rasul

    Most of the time, when Im quiet, I think about how


    incredible you are and ways to make sure I never let you
    down.

    Yasmin

    O Rasul, youre amazing, and I know you will never let me


    down on purpose.

    Rasul

    Come closer. How did I get so lucky? Its an honor and a


    pleasure to call you my wife. Bless me

    Yasmin

    Rasul

    [Seven months later]

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    Yasmin

    Where is my good morning poem? I woke up and looked


    everywhere, but I didnt find it.

    Rasul

    Did you look on the mirror in the bathroom and under your
    pillow? Today I wrote two different poems.

    Yasmin

    What is the occasion? And does that mean Ill not get a
    good night poem since I received two?

    Rasul

    You will, you just have to find them. Im running out of


    places to hide them.

    Yasmin

    I love you.

    Rasul

    I love you.

    Yasmin

    Where did you go?

    Rasul

    I was with Nabi. You looked very peaceful, and I didnt want
    to wake you up.

    Yasmin

    I was exhausted, and needed to rest.

    Rasul

    I noticed. Can I tell you something? But you have to


    promise not to tell a single soul, especially Nadja.

    Yasmin

    Tell me.

    Rasul

    You have to give me your word.

    Yasmin

    My love dont you trust me?

    Rasul

    My love, all you have to do is give me your word. I know


    youre very fond of Nadja and cant keep a secret from her,
    but you cant tell her what Im about to tell you.

    Yasmin

    Rasul, tell me now!

    Rasul
    Russia last week

    Nabi revealed to me the reason why he went to

    Yasmin

    How is that a secret?

    Rasul

    Well, he went to find the perfect ring in order to ask Nadja


    to marry him.

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    Yasmin
    Rasul
    her.
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    Why would you tell me that? You know I cant hide


    something like that from Nadja.
    You have to hide this from her until he is ready to ask
    Rasul
    This is why I asked you to give me your word.

    Yasmin

    Nadja deserves to know.

    Rasul

    She will know when he is ready. He said he is going to ask


    her after her graduation in a few weeks.

    Yasmin

    Then I promise Ill not tell her.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    head?
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    I know you wont.


    I cant believe Nabi will soon ask Nadja to
    What is wrong?
    Aye. She keeps moving.
    He keeps moving.
    No, and I think this baby has a big head.
    Why would you say that?
    She keeps poking me, and she is very heavy.
    So how did you know she has, I mean he has a big
    Because you have a big head.
    Your head is bigger than mine my love.
    You wish your head was as beautiful as mine. Nadja and I
    were discussing possible baby names
    Can I hear them?

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    Yasmin
    Rasul
    too.
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Rashad.
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    If its a girl, Ill name her Zara.


    What if its a boy? You know theres that possibility
    Rayan, but I know its a girl. I can feel it.
    Its a boy Yasmin, and I want to name him Zayn, or
    I love it, but what if its a girl? You know theres that
    possibility too.
    Armela, I want the name Armela, I love it.

    Yasmin

    Armela is a beautiful name, what does it mean?

    Rasul

    I really dont know, but to me it means hope, Armela is a


    name you give someone who is an angel.

    Yasmin

    Yasmin is the name you give to an angel.

    Rasul

    Yasmin is an angels name, and Im honored to call that


    angel, my angel.

    Yasmin

    Ive never heard of the name Armela, but I like it, Id love
    to name my daughter Armela.

    Rasul

    I heard the name when I was in Europe, the moment she


    told me her name I promised to name my daughter after
    her.

    Yasmin

    And who might that be?

    Rasul

    Armela is an angel who saved me. She is the reason why


    Im here, she is the reason why Im here with you, and I
    thank Allah for introducing her to me when I needed help
    the most. The first time I met her I thought we met
    because she was supposed to be the one for me, but later I
    came to find out, she was the one who will enlighten me,
    direct and guide me to the one, my true love. She put her
    desires aside to ensure the happiness of others; she is
    beautiful and intelligent, and would do anything to see
    other people happy even if she was unhappy deep down. I
    hope she meets a man who looks at her and sighs. Smiles
    inside and out, while his heart skips beats, then thanks God

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    Pg. 220

    for her, and whenever he is with his friends and sees her,
    he introduces her as not just the most beautiful creation he
    has ever lied his eyes upon but also the love of this life.
    Yasmin

    That is how you treat me.

    Rasul

    I know, and that is because you deserve it; so does she and
    every woman.

    Yasmin

    How did I get so lucky?

    Rasul
    so lucky?
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    I should be asking you that question. So how did I get


    Coz of the kind of person you are.
    Why are you squinting?
    Ive pain in my stomach
    Yasmin, take a seat.
    Im fine.
    You just missed a step, are you dizzy?
    I was a little bit light headed, but Im fine.
    Come here, take a seat.

    Yasmin

    O Rasul, Im fine!

    Rasul

    You have been complaining about these minor pains and


    migraines for months. I dont like this, its only getting
    worse; we need to go to the doctor.

    Yasmin

    I hate hospitals and doctors.

    Rasul

    Nadja will become a doctor in a few weeks and you love


    her. We are going to the hospital tomorrow. Ill tell Nadja to
    escort us if that makes you feel comfortable.

    Yasmin

    No, it does not. Rasul, Im pregnant, this is normal.

    Rasul

    We are still going to the hospital.

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    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    Women who grew up without the advances of science


    didnt need a doctor and they succeeded in pregnancy.
    We are still going to the hospital, and that is final.
    If it happens again then we can go to the hospital.
    Im just worried

    Yasmin

    Nadja said the minor pains, fatigue, fever, and heartburns


    are completely normal.

    Rasul

    That reminds me, Nabi and I have a business dinner


    tomorrow night, will you be able to escort me?

    Yasmin

    Is Nadja going to be there?

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Of course.
    You and Nabi can go without us, we will be occupied
    tomorrow, but we will meet you two
    What do you have planned for tomorrow?
    I cant tell you, its between Nadja and I.

    [Five days later] Incoming call


    Yasmin

    Rasul!

    Rasul

    Your good morning message is hidden in the dining table


    flower centerpiece. Be careful.

    Yasmin

    No! Where are you? I think am going into labor!

    Rasul

    Calm down, what do you mean?

    Nabi

    Is she okay?

    Yasmin

    I mean, Im going into labor!

    Rasul
    minutes away
    Yasmin

    Please call the ambulance, Im approximately three


    Stay on the phone.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 222

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    My love, you have to call the ambulance.


    No way Im going without

    Rasul

    Nabi, please call the ambulance for me. Now!

    [Two minutes later]


    Rasul

    The ambulance will be here soon, Nabi will stay over and
    pack a few important items for you.

    Yasmin

    I thought I was going into labor, it felt

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Maybe its normal, as Nadja said.


    This was not the same pains Ive been feeling for the past
    month, this time my chest was aching, and I felt this
    strange, sharp tingle in my breasts. This is different Rasul.

    Rasul

    We need to go to the hospital immediately!

    Nabi

    The ambulance will be here any minute, Rasul pack some


    essential things!

    Rasul

    We cannot wait for the ambulance; I will drive her to the


    hospital. Nabi, please pack a few essential things for me.

    [About four weeks later]


    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Are you okay?


    Yes, Im feeling a little lightheaded.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Im fine.

    Should I call a doctor?


    Im a few days away from labor; this is normal, I promise

    [About fifty minutes later]


    Nurse
    Rasul
    Nurse

    Mr.
    Call me Rasul.
    We think its advisable to keep her here for one more night,
    just to monitor her.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 223

    Rasul
    Nurse
    tomorrow.
    Rasul
    Nurse
    Rasul
    Nurse
    Rasul

    Whats wrong?
    Theres nothing wrong. You can go home and return
    Theres no way Im leaving!
    Theres a chair, its not comfortable, but that is all we have
    available.
    Thank you.
    Have a good night, Ill be outside when she wakes up or if
    you need anything.
    Thank you.

    [Six hours later 4:28 AM]


    Rasul

    Yasmin? Yasmin! Doctor! Nurse! Somebody help me. I need


    help now!

    Nurse

    What is the matter?

    Rasul
    Nurse
    Rasul
    you have to

    We were just talking and she, she


    We have a code blue in room 224!
    What is that? Why is that beeping? Yasmin! Nurse

    Doctor

    Whats her status?

    Nurse
    unresponsive.

    She was awake a minute ago, and now she is

    Nurse 2

    The monitor says she's not breathing, and there's no pulse.

    Rasul
    Doctor
    Rasul
    Doctor

    Yasmin!
    Prepare her for a cesarean delivery.
    What do you mean?
    Sir, please calm down.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 224

    Rasul

    That is my wife!

    Doctor [To Nurse]

    Get him out of here!

    Nurse
    be okay.

    Rasul, take a deep breath and calm down, everything will

    Rasul
    Nurse

    How is
    Please go to the waiting lounge, Ill be with you shortly

    [About two hours later]


    Nurse

    This is Doctor Lidra, she is the best surgical

    Lidra

    Theres no time for introductions. Rasul, Yasmin has a very


    rare case of lymphoma, which surprisingly went
    undetected for a while. This is an extremely rare case of
    breast cancer, that isnt normally present in women who
    have not experienced menopause

    Nurse

    She is awake.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    O, thank God! Yasmin.


    Where is he?
    He?
    You were smiling, so I figured its a boy.
    He is beautiful.

    Yasmin

    Really? Where is he?

    Rasul

    Im joking. Your daughter is very beautiful my love, I think


    she is even more beautiful than

    Lidra
    Yasmin
    baby?
    Rasul
    please stop

    Jabbi, prepare her for surgery


    Im fine. I dont need surgery, where is she? Where is my
    Nadja! Yasmin calm down, she is with Nadja. Yasmin

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 225

    Yasmin

    I want to see her Rasul! I want to see her now! You cant do
    this to me.

    Lidra

    We dont have time to waste Rasul.

    Rasul
    Nadja!

    Give me a second please. Yasmin please stop crying.

    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    Ra
    There she is.
    O God! She is beautiful.
    She has your looks.

    Nadja

    She really does!

    Nabi

    Congratulations Yasmin.

    Yasmin

    Thank you. Rasul, can I name her?

    Lidra

    Rasul, can I please talk to you in private? Look, theres no


    time to waste

    Rasul

    I know, but she needs this.

    Lidra

    We need to do what is right for her.

    Rasul
    Lidra
    for her!
    Rasul

    I need to explain to her what is happening; she needs to


    know what is going on!
    We dont have that time. We need to do what is right
    And what is that? In my opinion her happiness is what
    matters. Look at the smile on her face. Ive always told her
    that she has a beautiful smile, but this time, its different, I
    have never seen her like that. Give me two minutes,
    please.

    Lidra

    We dont even have a minute, but okay.

    Rasul

    I need to talk to my wife alone.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 226

    Yasmin

    Thank you.

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    For what?
    For making me the happiest woman in the world.

    Rasul

    Her name is Ysabel.

    Yasmin

    O God, Rasul how did you remember? I love you

    Rasul

    I love you, and thank you, for showing me what true love
    looks like. Listen I promise you everything will be fine, do
    you trust me? Hey, do you trust me? Yasmin? Yasmin,
    please dont do this to meLidra!

    Lidra

    Rasul, calm down, give us some space.

    Nurse

    Please go to the waiting area.

    Rasul

    Im not going anywhere.

    Nurse

    She is not breat

    Lidra

    Rasul, please step aside!

    Nadja

    Youre scaring Ysabel.

    Nabi

    Rasul, stop! Now, take a deep breath.

    Rasul

    Lidra you have to do whatever you can to make sure she is


    fine. Please do whatever it takes, I cant lose her. Youre the
    best surgical oncologist in the country. That is why youre
    here.

    Lidra
    please calm down.

    Rasul, Ill do anything in my power to help, now

    Rasul

    I cant lose her, I cant lose her Nadja. I cant.

    Nabi

    You wont.

    [About thirteen hours later]


    Lidra

    Rasul.

    Rasul

    Lidra how is she?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 227

    Lidra

    She is fine. Shes resting, so I suggest you go home and


    rest. Babies can sense distress, so you need to calm down
    now.

    Rasul
    Lidra

    Thank you for everything Lidra. Thank you


    Get up! You dont have to thank me to that point! I was
    honored you called me. But to be honest, I lost hope when I
    received her test results, this was the most intense surgery
    of my career; its a miracle she is breathing. You should
    thank God, not me.

    Rasul

    Thank you.

    Lidra

    Go home and rest Rasul!

    Rasul

    Good night.

    Lidra

    Did she know she had cancer?

    Rasul

    I doubt it. She would have told me.

    Lidra
    tomorrow. Go home!

    Ill have to examine her and run some tests

    [The following morning]


    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    you.
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Wake up. Wake


    Mmm, why? My love! Youre awake.
    Ive been awake for almost four hours. Im hungry.
    So am I. How are you?
    I feel like Ive been hit by a car a million times.
    Dont you ever scare me like that! I thought I lost
    You will never lose me my love.
    What would you like to eat?
    When can I go home?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 228

    Rasul

    You cant Yasmin.

    Yasmin

    Rasul, stop

    Rasul

    Lidra said you have to be in the hospital for a while, so that


    you can be well-monited.

    Yasmin

    What is going on Rasul?

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I wish I didnt have to tell you this, but


    But what?

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I promise you everything will be fine.


    What is it Rasul?! Where is Ysabel?

    Rasul

    Hey, look at me, take a deep breath.

    Yasmin

    Where is Ysabel? What happened to her?

    Rasul

    Ysabel is fine; she is being taking care of by your parents,


    mine, Nadja, and Nabi. Its you

    Yasmin

    Me?

    Rasul

    Yasmin, did you know you had cancer?

    Yasmin

    Stop joking Rasul.

    Rasul

    I wish I was. I wish this was all a bad dream. Your computed
    tomography scan, showed a series of growths in your liver,
    bones, pancreas, and ovaries. It began in your breast, and
    its currently in its late stages. I dont know what to do, I
    dont know how to think, I feel hopeless. I promise to get
    you out of this hospital, at the moment; Ive my assistants
    and Lidras assistants working together and looking for the
    best doctors for you. The only thing the doctors can do at
    this moment is to prescribe you medications and therapy.
    Listen to me, I promise you will be fine. Ill do whatever it
    takes to make sure youre fine. Yasmin? Yasmin

    Yasmin

    Rasul. I need to be alone now, please.

    Rasul

    You need to talk to me.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 229

    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul

    I will, but I need about an hour alone to think.


    Yas
    Please.
    Yas
    Please go!
    Ill be outside.

    [Ten minutes later] Outgoing call


    Rasul
    crazy brother.
    Nabi
    Rasul

    Nabi, listen to me please dont say a word. Im going


    What is it?
    Do you think we can help Yasmin with Project?

    Nabi

    What do you mean?

    Rasul

    What Im trying to say is, do you think A Cross between


    Technology and Science can be used

    Nabi

    No Rasul, what youre implying might actually be the


    reason why she will die. It is unethical; you cant give up on
    her. And you cant begin to think like this. Where is she?

    Rasul
    think by herself.

    She is in the room, she said she needs some time to

    Nabi

    Project has never been tasted, we are uncertain if that


    procedure will kill or heal her. Her immune system is weak.
    Brother, do you think she would love what youre thinking
    about? We were giving these gifts to help the world, not to
    act like gods.

    Rasul

    I know, but isnt she human? Isnt she part of the people
    we are supposed to help? What if I can What if we can
    save her and we dont? What if it works Nabi?! If it works
    we can change the world, we can save not millions but
    billions of people with blood related diseases. For Gods
    sake, I can rid myself of sickle cell disease!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 230

    Nabi

    This is the end of this conversation. I never want to talk


    about this ever again.

    Rasul
    shoes
    Nabi

    Think about it Nabi. What if it was Nadja in Yasmins


    How dare you?!

    Rasul

    You know Id help if [Phone call ends]

    [Three months later]


    Yasmin

    You need a rest; you have been sleeping on this same chair
    for almost four months. Go home Rasul, and come back
    tomorrow. Ill still be here, I give you my word.

    Rasul

    I enjoying watching you sleep. My love, Im very


    comfortable here, theres no need to go home. Wherever
    you are, is home to me.

    Yasmin

    Quit being stubborn.

    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I miss Ysabel.
    Well, if you went home with my parents yesterday you
    would have still been with her.
    They said they would return this morning.
    Actually, my mother will not be coming here today, but she
    will be here tomorrow.

    [Incoming call]
    Rasul
    Rahma
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Ysabel.

    Hold on, my mother is calling me. Mom.


    Rasul Im downstairs with Rashid, I was on my way to visit
    Yasmin, when I saw him.
    Im on my way.
    Where are you going?
    Your father and my mother are downstairs with

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 231

    Yasmin
    Rasul

    Hurry up, I cant wait to hold my baby, and give her a kiss
    for me before you get here.
    You saw her less than fourteen hours ago.

    Yasmin

    I sense jealousy Rasul. Are you jealous I love her more than
    I do you? And please hurry up!

    Rasul

    Im not jealous. You might love her more than you do me,
    but she loves me more. Come here, give me those divine
    lips.

    Yasmin

    Ill bless you when you return with Bella.

    Rasul

    My love, please dont keep me away from my piece of


    heaven on earth.

    Yasmin

    Here, but they are not for you, they are for Ysabel, give it
    to her for me.

    Rasul
    Yasmin

    I love you.
    I love you, go!

    [Outgoing call]
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin
    Rasul
    Yasmin

    Im on my way, mom.
    No he is not Ram. He is still here.
    I dont like you.
    But, I love you.
    Lies. Can I get a taste of heaven one more time?
    Come here. Now, I want to see my baby, hurry.

    [About six minutes later]


    Mr. Rashid

    This is why Yasmin dislikes hospitals.

    Rasul

    Where are these people rushing to?!

    Rahma

    I think theres an emergency.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 232

    Rasul
    Rahma
    Rasul

    Mom this is a hospital, theres always an emergency.


    No, look ahead.
    Hi, excuse me, what is happening?

    Student Nurse Sorry, I have no idea.


    Rahma
    Mr. Rashid

    How is Yasmin feeling today?


    She called me earlier, and she sounds well.

    Rahma

    She sounded well and happy on the phone yesterday

    Intercom

    Doctor Lidra to room 224, Doctor Lidra to room 224.

    Rasul

    That is Yasmins room!

    Rahma

    Rasul! Where are you going?

    Stranger

    Why are you running?! This is a hospital, not a track field.

    Rasul

    Sorry!

    [Moments later]
    Nurse

    You cant go in there.

    Rasul

    Excuse me? I think you have the wrong room.

    Nurse

    Only authorized personnel can be allowed into this room.

    Rasul

    That is my wife, you need to let me in now. Yasmin!

    Nurse
    Rasul
    happening.

    I know, but Im only doing my job Rasul.


    You have to let me in, I need to know what is

    Nurse

    Dont make me call security.

    Rasul

    Please let me see her.

    Nurse

    Security!

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 233

    Rahma

    What is happening?

    Rasul

    They will not let me see her, Please let me see my wife. Let
    me go, let me go! I said let me

    Lidra

    Let him go.

    Rasul

    What is the meaning of this?!

    Lidra
    but

    I gave them orders to not let you in. Im sorry Rasul,

    Rasul

    Yasmin!

    Lidra

    You cant go in there, Im doing this for you

    Mr. Rashid
    her father.

    Can someone please tell us what is happening? I am

    Nurse

    I walked in to give her the morning medication, and found


    her on the floor, not breathing.

    Rasul

    No, no, no! This cant be true. This This cant be


    happening! No, no

    Lidra

    Im sorry Rasul.

    Rasul

    Stop, please stop. Shut up!

    Lidra

    Rasul

    Rasul

    All I want is to see her.

    Lidra

    Before you go in there, I want you to read this, she told me


    to give it to you a few weeks ago. These were her orders;
    this is what she

    Rasul [To self]

    Rasul, its an honor to have been loved by a man like


    yourself, it was an honor to meet you, I fell in love with you
    the first day I saw you. I fell in love with your kind eyes,
    your intelligence, and the way you look at me. Rasul,
    everyone has their own version of what hurts the most,
    some people even include love to that list; but to me, what
    hurts the most is missing out on love, not being able to
    love someone who loves you back, and being presented a
    chance to love but not taking that chance. That is what

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 234

    hurts, because when youre on your death-bed, those are


    the things you will regret. If I died today, I wouldnt regret
    anything. God bless the day I met you, I love you Rasul.
    Thank you for making my dreams come true; you gave me
    everything I asked for, and even more importantly, the
    things I always wanted in life but never told anyone. Ive
    accepted my fate that is why Im writing this letter, you
    also have, have, have I need to see her. I need to see
    her, I cant do this
    Mr. Rashid

    Rasul, come here.

    Rasul

    I cant do this anymore, this cant be happening

    Rahma
    Rasul
    Rahma
    Rasul
    Rahma

    Rasul
    She left me mom. She is gone. She left me.
    Sit down, hold Ysabel.
    She left me
    Hold her.

    [Five years later] Incoming call


    Nadja

    Ysabel is turning five tomorrow, Rasul you have to quit


    living in the shadows. Her grandparents would love to see
    her. Isolating yourself and your daughter from the outside
    world is not the solution.

    Rasul

    Im not isolating myself and my daughter from the rest of


    the world, all we are doing is living in a less populated city.

    Nadja

    It has been almost five years since we all saw you, Yasmin
    wouldnt want you to live like

    Rasul

    Please stop. Im fine; theres nothing wrong with living in


    the country. Its peaceful; all Im trying to do is make sure
    my daughter has a good life and a secure future.

    Nadja

    Nabi told me what you told him when Yasmin was


    diagnosed, and ever since then those documents have
    been missing, without any trace.

    Rasul

    Are you accusing me of

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 235

    [Interrupted by Ysabel]
    Ysabel

    Daddy, I dont like this hairstyle.

    Rasul
    Ysabel

    Which style would you like today?


    I want the twisty one.

    Rasul
    Ysabel

    Go and put on your shoes, Ill be there soon.


    Okay!

    Rasul [To Nadja] I cant believe you would accuse me of pulling those
    documents from the storage folder. Tell Nabi, I said
    Nadja

    No one is accusing you Rasul, Im worried about you. It has


    been four years.

    Rasul

    Tell Nabi I said thank you. My daughter needs my help,


    have a good day.

    [The following morning]


    Ysabel

    Daddy, please take me to Manhattan for my birthday,


    mommy said it was beautiful in her stories. Please.

    Rasul

    When you get back from school, I promise we will go and


    have the time of our lives. Ill take you to mommys
    favorite places in Manhattan.

    Ysabel

    Do you know Central Park?

    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    birthday.
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel

    Yes, of course. How do you know about Central Park?


    Mommy wrote about it in her stories.
    She left something for me to give to you on your fifth
    Can I have it before I go to school?
    No, Im sorry.
    Please?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 236

    Rasul

    Im sorry, you have to go to school, when you get back I


    will have everything ready for your birthday.

    Ysabel

    I will cry.

    Rasul
    ever.
    Ysabel

    Please dont cry. I promise you the best birthday


    Okay. Do you give me your word?

    Rasul
    something?
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    penultimate.
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    own hair?

    Yes I give you my word my love. Can I ask you


    Sure.
    Why dont you ask me to read to you or with you?
    Sorry, daddy but you read like a turtle. And you have the
    attention span of a fruit fly.
    Im still more intelligent than you are.
    What is 0-10+1x0?
    Thats easy! The answer is negative ten.
    Daddy, the answer is zero.
    I dont like you. Define and spell the word
    Dont be a sore loser, you can never beat me. I want a
    different hairstyle today.
    Since youre very intelligent, why dont you do your

    Ysabel

    You look like you need a hug.

    Rasul

    I do need a hug, come here. I love you, what hairstyle do


    you want today?

    Ysabel

    Be creative, surprise me.

    Rasul

    Okay and what would you like to eat?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 237

    [Nine hours later]


    Ysabel
    cant
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    proud of you.
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel

    Rasul
    Ysabel
    her?
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel

    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul

    Why dont you want to live in Manhattan, it so beautiful! I


    believe I saw a monkey.
    There are a lot of reasons
    Its okay daddy, I know. We dont have to live in Manhattan
    if youre not ready.
    Youre incredibly smart Bella, mommy would be
    I know.
    Thank you; that is the correct response.
    Youre welcome. Can we go to Times Square?
    Sure. Are you hungry?
    No, give me my apple juice. And why is that woman
    dressed in jeans and white t-shirt staring at you and
    smiling?
    Where is she?
    The woman standing next to the traffic light, do you know
    You know I cant see that far without my glasses.
    Your glasses are in the outer pocket of my bag.
    Thank you.
    Youre welcome. Im the intelligent one, so I have to make
    sure you have everything you need to survive. I have a
    question; can you survive without me?
    Do you know what gasconading means? Well, stop it.
    She is still smiling at you. Daddy, you didnt fully close my
    bag.
    Ysabel

    Pg. 238

    Timeless Love

    Luana
    bit.

    Rasul! I couldnt believe my eyes. You havent aged a

    Rasul

    Oh my, Lu! What are the odds, the first day I return to
    Manhattan after five years, I meet you.

    Luana

    Where do you live? And who is this little beautiful bundle of


    sunshine?

    Ysabel

    Hello.

    Rasul

    This is Ysabel, my daughter, my love, and my competition.


    I moved upstate, and how have you been?

    Luana

    And yet she looks nothing like you. Ive been coping with
    life, how about you?

    Rasul

    Life has been good, I cant complain. Ysabel looks more like
    her mother.

    Ysabel

    I almost forgot, mommy said to give you a kiss.

    Luana

    And where is your mommy Ysabel?

    Ysabel

    She is not here.

    Rasul

    Can I get one more? Also I need a hug.

    Luana

    She is adorable.

    Ysabel
    Luana
    Ysabel
    with us?
    Rasul

    Thank you, youre also very beautiful.


    Where are you two headed?
    Times Square; today is my birthday. Daddy, can she come
    Luana probably has other plans.

    Luana

    No, I dont. And happy birthday Ysabel, if I knew today was


    your birthday Id have bought you something special.

    Ysabel

    Call me Bella. And I want a piano

    Rasul

    Ill get you a piano.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 239

    Luana

    Please let me get it for her.

    Rasul

    Ill get you a piano when youre ready.

    Ysabel

    Rasul

    What do you mean when Im ready? Who was the one who
    said: the pursuit of knowledge and talent should never be
    discouraged, but encouraged and nurtured.?
    Using my words against me?

    Luana

    She is intelligent. Bella, I promise Ill buy you a piano and


    send it to you.

    Ysabel

    Ill be expecting it.

    [About twenty minutes later] Times Square


    Rasul

    Luana, can I talk to you?

    Luana

    Yes.

    Rasul

    What do you think youre doing?!

    Luana

    What do you mean?

    Rasul

    I have a reason for telling her to be patient, whenever she


    is ready, she will get a piano. Look, most of the time she is
    shy, but the way she opened up to you, Ive never seen
    that before, she does not allow anyone to call her Bella, but
    I and her grandparents. I dont want you to be close to her
    and then decide to leave one day. She cant have people
    letting her down; she does not do well with
    disappointments. She lost her mother when she was three
    months old. Dont come in her life, just to disappear
    because that would wreck her.

    Luana

    Why are you telling me all these things? Im only trying to


    make her happy on her birthday.

    Rasul

    Im telling you this because she has never opened up to


    anyone the way she did to you. Im only trying to protect
    her from disappointments.

    Luana

    Dont worry loser.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 240

    Ysabel

    Daddy look! I want one.

    Rasul

    Pick a color.

    Luana

    Blue.

    Ysabel

    Yes, I want blue. Thank you Aunt

    Luana

    Call me Luana.

    Ysabel

    Thank you Luana.

    Rasul

    Thank you Luana, for making her birthday special. I feared


    it would be boring, but you saved me.

    [Three hours later]


    Ysabel

    Have a good night Luana.

    Luana

    Good night beautiful. Thank you for letting me celebrate


    your birthday with you. Rasul, can I talk to you in private?

    Rasul
    Luana

    Sure.
    Please give this to Ysabel, when she is old enough. Also,
    this is my business card with my mobile phone and work
    phone number; you can call me whenever you need help
    with anything. Please dont open the letter.

    Rasul

    I give you my word. I will never open the letter.

    Luana

    Bella, come and give me one of those hugs you gave your
    daddy earlier.

    Ysabel

    Daddy can I?

    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Luana
    your piano.
    Ysabel
    Rasul

    Sure.
    Come and visit us on the weekend, please.
    I will find a day when Im less busy, and bring you
    Thank you!
    Yo, thank you for helping me. Have a good night.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 241

    Luana

    Good night.

    [About an hour later]


    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    be tired.

    Are you okay?


    Why wouldnt I be? Today is my babys birthday.
    Youre very quiet.
    Im fine, Im just exhausted.
    So am I.
    Hey! Today is your birthday; you are not allowed to

    Ysabel

    Where are we going?

    Rasul

    We are going to visit Aunt Nadja, and Uncle Nabi. And then
    we will go to grandma and grandpas house to spend the
    night.

    Ysabel

    Okay, can Ive some of your juice?

    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul
    Ysabel
    Rasul

    That is not juice, its a day old coffee, I


    Keep your eyes on the road!
    Im sorry for scaring you.
    The coffee spilled on Luanas letter. And please keep your
    eyes on the road.
    Gently put it next to you and let it dry. Place this...
    Keep your eyes on the road!
    What are you reading?
    Its Luanas letter to you.
    Let me see it

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 242

    Ysabel [To Rasul]

    Rasul, I hope you did not open the letter. I dont know
    when you will see this. But do you remember the dream I
    had when we first met? The one I promised not to tell
    anyone. Well, that dream became a reality; I dreamt we
    spent the day in Manhattan having the time of our lives,
    you and I and a little girl, who I just realized is Bella

    Rasul

    Theres something stuck under Oh I think Its the coffee


    cup, and its stuck under the

    Ysabel

    Look daddy Watch out!

    [Moments later]
    Ysabel
    wake up!
    up daddy!

    Dad? Daddy? Daddy! Daddy, wake up. Wake up daddy,


    Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake up! Wake

    [Outgoing call]
    Ysabel

    Aunt Nadja?

    Nadja

    Hello baby. Happy

    Ysabel

    Daddy will not wake up? He is not moving and he is


    bleeding. He is not moving, he is

    Nadja

    Calm down baby, everything will be fine. Where are you?

    Ysabel

    I dont know, I cant think. Im confused

    Nadja

    Calm down baby Listen to me, I want you to end the call
    and Ill pinpoint your location.

    Ysabel

    He is not moving Auntie

    Nadja

    Listen to me Bella, everything will be fine. Just end the call


    and Ill call you back.

    Ysabel

    Okay.

    Nadja

    Nabi!

    [About thirty minutes later]


    Nabi

    Bella.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 243

    Nadja

    How are you doing baby?

    Ysabel

    Im fine, Im not hurt but my daddy is; they will not let me
    see him.

    Nadja

    Dont cry baby, come here.

    Nabi

    Your dad will be fine, they are taking good care of him. Can
    you tell me what happened?

    Nadja

    Nabi, she has been through a lot, let her rest.

    Ysabel

    Im fine, my daddy saved me. We were on our way to your


    house, when I asked him for his juice, then he told me it
    was coffee, with his attention on the cup, he didnt
    concentrate on the turn and the incoming car. I screamed
    at him and then stopped the car at once; spilling the coffee
    all over the seat and the letter Luana gave

    Nabi

    Luana?!

    Ysabel

    Yes we met her yesterday at

    Nadja

    Are you okay? Youre trembling.

    Ysabel

    I need to see him.

    Nadja

    Your daddy will be fine Bella, dont worry.

    Ysabel

    But, he was not moving, and he was bleeding.

    Nabi

    He will be okay. The doctors are taking good care of him;


    he will be with you shortly.

    Ysabel
    Please.

    Can I please call Luana? I need to tell her what happened.

    Nadja

    Do you know her phone number?

    Ysabel

    She wrote it on the letter. The nurse has my bag.

    Nabi

    Ill go and get it.

    Nadja

    Bella, what happened after he stopped the car?

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 244

    Ysabel

    As the car passed by, he began to drive again; then he felt


    something next to his leg. Daddy said to let the letter dry
    on the seat. He wasnt looking at the road, while trying to
    move the cup away from the pedals; I saw a car coming
    really fast towards us, so I started screaming and daddy
    jerked the wheel real hard, so that the car hit his side of
    the car.

    Nabi
    letter.

    That sounds like something Rasul would do. Here is the

    Ysabel

    Aunt Nadja, youre a doctor why cant you help my daddy?

    Nadja

    Im a neurosurgeon baby, I cant help him. But I promise


    you the doctors in this hospital are professionals; they will
    make sure he is fine.

    Nabi

    Your Auntie knows a lot of the doctors and they promised


    her he will be fine.

    Nadja

    What would you like to eat Bella?

    Ysabel

    Im not hungry.

    Nabi

    I just called your grandma, she is on her way.

    Ysabel

    I dont want to see anyone but my daddy.

    Nabi

    Come here, you will see him soon, but you have to eat
    okay? He wouldnt be happy with you if you didnt eat.

    Ysabel [To self]

    Ysabel, I hope you still remember me by the time you read


    this letter. Tell your father, I said thanks for not opening the
    letter, and if he did, tell him Ill find him and make him pay
    for being nosey. Youre a very beautiful and intelligent
    woman, so I know you will not make the mistakes I made; I
    was blessed with the love of my life, I agree we went
    through a lot, it was a real bumpy love story, but it was the
    best time of my life. In life you will always have days when
    everything is not going exactly as planned or how you want
    it, but I promise there will always be a light at the end of
    the tunnel if you never give up, I wish I never gave up.
    What Im trying to say is, if you ever get lucky enough to
    meet someone who loves you more than he loves himself,
    someone who never gives up on you, someone who never
    gives up on love, someone who makes you feel even more

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 245

    beautiful than you already are, never give up on him. The


    worst thing in life is not being able to know what real love
    feels like. Never give up on love, Ysabel, and one day you
    will know the true meaning of timeless love. Ive one more
    important thing to ask you, promise me you will take care
    Nadja

    What is the matter baby?

    Ysabel

    I feel sleepy...

    Nadja

    You have not had anything to eat, that might be the


    reason. Nabi please get her something to eat as soon as
    possible.

    Ysabel

    I want apple juice.

    Nadja

    Come here baby, he will be right back. O, your hands are


    frozen. Are you cold?

    Ysabel

    No, actually, I think its very hot in this room.

    Nadja
    blanket.

    Bella youre burning up, sit down, while I grab you a

    Ysabel

    Im fin

    Nadja

    Bella! Oh God! Doctor! Doctor!

    Nurse

    How can I help you?

    Nadja

    She was fine a second ago; I turned to grab a blanket and


    heard her fall off the chair. She needs a doctor
    immediately!

    Nurse

    She has no pulse

    Nurse 2

    We need a doctor in room 527 immediately. Madam, what


    was she doing before

    Nadja
    were

    Nothing, she was just standing. But I did notice her hands

    Nurse

    Oh no! This pigment on her skin shows signs of internal


    bleeding.

    Timeless Love

    Pg. 246

    Nurse 2

    Is she the girl, the ambulance brought in with her


    unconscious father?

    Nadja

    Yes.

    Nurse

    I think she went into a sudden cardiac arrest.

    Nabi

    O my God! What happened?!

    Nurse [To Nurse 2]


    515!

    We need an automated external defibrillator in room

    Nadja

    Oh no

    Nurse

    She still has no pulse; she might have been bleeding


    internally due to the trauma.

    Nadja

    O God!

    Nabi

    Rasul...

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