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INTRODUCTION
I am very happy to write this introduction for
this fifth book / Blog of mine containing my
creations in English and Tamil. I recently found
a prayer that I had written almost three decades
ago in 1987, which fits in here perfectly.
Dear Supreme Power That Is God,
Please guide and show me the way.
I am bursting with urge, the urge
to realise my full potential,
and feel fulfilled, content and happy.
I am afraid that I am getting nowhere and I
dont want to spend
my time doing nothing like this
when I can, and I do want
to accomplish so much in life.
Thank you very much for all what
you have given me so far I am most grateful
for every single one of your countless blessings
and am proud to be what I am today do please
continue to guide and help me, so that I shall be
as proud when the time arrives for me to step
across proud of myself and my
achievements.
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FORWARD
LALITHA BRODIE THE LADY WITH
THE PEN
My acquaintance with Lalitha goes back nearly
20 years. I met her in Toronto for the first time
at Radio Asia, at a program recording, if my
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TABLE OF CONTENT
1. AFFIRMATION
2. GOD
3. LALITHA
4. BEGINNINGS
5. PEACE
6. FATHER
7. MOTHER
8. MORALS
9. DEMAND
10. BEAUTY
11. THE REAPER
12. WANT
13. DEPENDENT 1 & 2
14. DOORS
15. REGRET
16. READING
17. DEMAND
18. BEDS
19. COMPUTERS
20. PIONEER
21. ARTISTS
22. BOARDING SCHOOL
23. WORLD
24. SCHOOL
25. TRADITION
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26. VIGNETTES
27. CHASTITY
28. DILEMMA
29. ACCIDENT
30. CONFESSION
31. WAITING
32. SAILING
33. DR.RAJINI THIRANAGAMA
34. THANKS TTC EMPLOYEES
35.. MY LIFE
36. OUVAHKELLIE
37. SHANTHIHAM
38. FAREWELL RAJAH
39. THE STORY OF TAMILS
40. KARMA
41. FAREWELL CHANDRA
42. THE HUBBLE SPACE TELESCOPE.
43. CHANGE
44. LOSS
45. WHEELTRANS
46. LANGUAGE
47. COMFORT
48. CAPITAL PUNISHMENT
49. REFLECTIONS
50. ADDICTION
51. MY BIRTHDAY PARTY
52. SPRINKLES
53. SOME HIGHLIGHTS OF MY LIFE
54. COMPASSION
55. SELF PITY
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56. EUTHANASIA
57. CELEBRATION OF LIFE- CHANDRA
58. CELEBRATON OF LIFE - RAJAH
59. MUSINGS
60. CELEBRATION OF LIFE- LEELA
61. EIGHT DECADES
62. FRIENDS
63. REFUGEES
64. BHARATHANATYAM
65. INSPIRATIONAL MOTHER AWARD
66. SEXUAL ABUSE & INCEST
67. SAVING LIVES
1. AFFIRMATION
As a spiritual seeker, though Hindu by birth, I
delved into
Several faiths and religions
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2. GOD
Ancients first thought God was the elements,
then nature
and worshipped Him through fear, but
concepts of God
are so different now. Atheists contend that God
is absolutely
non-existent, and question why God permits all
the violent
atrocities if He is so powerful. Nobody knows
the answers
so they maintain the universe evolved from the
Big Bang.
However,born a Hindu andith conditioned at a
Christian College,
I daily marvel at how great that One
Omnipotent Power
called God must be, to orchestrate the vast
kaleidoscope
of this universe with such precision and
glorious grandeur,
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3. LALITHA
I am grateful that I Lalitha, with just a Grade
Ten education, grasped opportunities to blossom
to become all that I am today. My parents
V.A.Nadarajah and Nallammah ( Saras), eldest
first cousin neighbors in Ariyalai, Jaffna, Sri
Lanka fell in love, married and had me, their
first-born ten pound baby in 1934, followed
by Chandra, Ranji and Leela. Audit
Superintendent Nadarajah, gave up university
education after a disagreement with his father
and started as a clerk shouldering the burden of
my mothers widowed mother and six siblings.
Appah* worked in Colombo while
ammah* lived with granny Sinnammah
Nagalingam, so they met only during appahs
fleeting monthly visits. They were an
exceptionally devoted couple and I never saw
them having cross words. Ammah was the boss
and openly favored Chandra who helped her
with housework, while I just curled up and read
away voraciously!
I remember my carefree childhood with
Chandra in Grannys cozy thatched three piece
mud house, petted and pampered by ammahs
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4. BEGINNING
Voratious reading
filled my mind up
with words, which
tumble out pell-mell
when I begin to write!
Everything we know
has a beginning
and an end with
a dash in-between
Life - Birth - Death
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5. PEACE
Hi Peace! You elusive peace!
Where? Oh where are you?
Everyone talks about you,
the hottest topic worldwide.
Along with Global Awareness day,
The Dalai Lama talks World Peace
this Fall 2010 in Multicultural Toronto
and here I am, adding my thoughts too.
Ever since I can remember,
and more so these last twenty years
in Canada, I have always endeavored
to spread love, harmony and peace
everywhere through bi-lingual written
and spoken words to the best of my ability . . .
Beloved Peace! We seek and yearn for you!
Why are you so difficult to find?
Is it because you want to first ensure
that everyone of us should change,
look within and learn to be at peace
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6. FATHER
A father is really God personified
who always provides and protects
just like our heavenly Father.
Your father may not be all
what you wanted him to be
but remember to always love
and be grateful to your father,
whether or not he said and did
all the right things at the right times,
and gave you all what you wanted.
Whether or not he spent the right
amount of time and energy with you.
and treated you and siblings as you
wished, without any favoration.
Learn to accept your father as he is,
as you cannot change him and also
learn to forgive him and forgive yourself
too, for holding judgements against him,
as these are those heartfelt feelings
that cause all your guilt and pain
in your relationship with him.
Please be kind to him when he is old
and feeble. Show him your love and care
with empathy every day, and not just
only on Father's Day with a card or call!
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7. MOTHER
A mother is like no other
and precious motherhood
is sacred beyond measure.
It is the greatest gift given
to women, as they almost
become one with the
One Omnipotent Power
that is God, when they
actively participate
in that marvelous miracle
so unselfishly, with care
and unconditional love,
wholeheartedly giving of their
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9. DEMAND
Our Eastern culture, conditions us to feel
that we are so lucky to be thus blessed,
with more than what we will ever need.
So why fan our desire for more and more
as we cannot take anything with us at death?
Desires of our untamed mind running wild,
breaking every rein and bridle to gallop free,
demanding this or that at every whim and fancy,
without placing a ceiling to curb our thoughts
I believe, are the reasons which precipitate
so many different types of conflicts and wars,
that destroy peace to plague our life today.
It is the insatiable ego of the me and the mine
without empathy, thinking only of the victory
that starts the revenge seeking conflict
that continues demanding the eternal tit for tat.
However see what is happening now?
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10. BEAUTY
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minds
and start our trek to the state of mind that is heaven.
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13-2 DEPENDENT
Old age does thrive on dependency.
Now that I am almost eighty,
I realize what an addicted dependent
I have become to so many things in life.
Acceptance is always difficult
but it is more so when you are old
and start to slowly lose your faculties.
Losing height and getting shorter,
starting to wear spectacles and the
Cataract operation was not too bad.
But one day I suddenly lost my front tooth,
had to extract the adjoining two,
reluctantly becoming denture dependent!
As life proceeds roles change.
Children, who were dependents
become our exacting masters.
I am glad to have the satisfaction
that I did my best for my family,
kith and kin when they depended on me.
However, at times some of them
find fault with me now for things
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15. REGRET
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22. WORLD
Though the frenzied fury of the elements,
the recent earth quakes, tsunamis, tornadoes
floods, whirlpools and fires along with wars
nuclear leaks and oil spills batter our world
spreading so much of death, destruction,
and pain, isnt it great that the miracle of life
unfailingly continues to unfold as usual
with all its hopes, aspirations and joys?
Jehovah's witnesses with their ardent faith
visit, give magazines and talk about the disasters
proclaiming that the end of the world is near.
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Lalitha Brodie
4132 Starlight Crescent
Mississauga
ON L4W 4R3
905 270 1214
Editor Gerry Timbers
The Mississauga News
Hello Julia,
How are you? I am happy that you are publishing my poem with a
write-up too.
I am still the only Asian writer with the Older Womens Network
- OWN Writers Group and I read this poem written on their
chosen random word 'WANT' to them this Tuesday March 16 nth. I
am herewith attaching my biography and other poems on the random
word The Accident, The Reaper, 'Affirmation' & Beauty too for your
information.
At 76, I am a veteran bi-lingual writer www.vlambaram.com and
still broadcast over 24 hours ITR- International Tamil Radio
-www.itr.fm and my program starts every Saturday at 6.00 pm.
With best wishes
Yours Sincerely
Lalitha Brodie
22. SCHOOL
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24. TRADITION
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28. ACCIDENT!
It was a 1991 full moon 'Poya' holday
iin Colombo, Sri Lanka! Late for lunch,
I hurried across at the crossing
and that is all I remember. . .
I regained consciousness after three days!
The mini-van driver who knocked me down
had admitted me to Accident Services
with swollen head, a collapsed lung,
an arm and eight fractured ribs
and nobody thought I would survive. . .
However, here I am in Canada,
with all my faculties intact
and though my aged flesh is now weaker,
my mind and spirit are as vibrant as ever
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31. SAILING
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32.TRIBUTE TO DR.RAJINI
THIRANAGAMA 23.2.1959 - 21.9.1989
At her Commemmoration on 6.10.1989
By Lalitha Brodie
Rajini, an illustrious old girl of Chundikuli
Girls College, was the daughter of an ardent old
girl Mahila and her husband Mr.Rajasingham.
We at Chundikuli are sad that the icy hand of
death has so unexpectedly and cruelly
extinguished the lustrous flame of young
Rajini's life in her prime, and we join her kith
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33.THOUGHTS
Fall has arrived once again,
with that fresh cold nip in the air
as fast fading blossoms
and brightly painted foliage
all red, russet and yellow
blaze alluring autumn mellow
into my life in beloved Ontario
Vegetation will soon become bare
and trees will be stark naked, I muse
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35.MY LIFE
Time tarries not and flies by so swiftly!
I know that in 2014 I will be eighty
and I often catch myself contemplating
how and what I should change in order
to wrap up my life in the best possible way,
to make the most of my last few years.
My Eastern culture instilled in me
that I must subdue my ego and overcome
the needs of the 'me and the mine', accept
my lot and surrender to the will of God.
Starting meditation in 1983 made me
a vegetarian and I, who loved fish
and meat, stopped eating them totally
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36. OUVAHKELLIE
Rajah & Lalitha Brodie married in Jaffna on
May 1952, when he was an assistant
superintendent on Panilkande estate Deniyaya,
Southern Sri Lanka, adjoining Hayes Group
where his father, Rajah Brodie Senior was the
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40. KARMA
The Hindus believe in the law of Cause and
Effect, Karma. According to the unwritten
Hindu scriptures The Vedas, which came down
by word of mouth from ancient seers, nothing
happens without a reason in creation. This
karma always determines the type of life of
every animatend inanimate being in the
universe. The law of karma explains the
mystery of every being's life, which is tailored
to suit the outcome of its past actions
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43. CHANGE
Seasons come and seasons go but it is midMarch now and this long drawn 2014 winter
still doggedly persists with its freezing
temperatures. All animate and inanimate beings
patiently await the dawn of Spring, and when
the first crocus peeps out, spring into action
pell-mell, to quickly sprout, bud, blossom, fruit
and seed to ensure propagation of their
progeny. However, I feel that propagation of
progeny is not the sole purpose of life on earth.
Some religions portray life as a play of that One
Great Power that is God and depict karma, the
law of cause and effect as a possible answer to
the eternal questions about the mystery life.
Science has made astonishing progress about
materialistic knowledge, but has done almost
nothing to nurture spiritual growth and
progress. I knew that we must change for any
progress and to change others, but I didnt know
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46. LANGUAGE
Languages are part of everyday life and are the
main means of communication among us
human beings. .It is fascinating to know that
there are over 2 700 languages and more than
7000 dialects in the world. Each language has
its own literature, music and art forms, which
were passed down by word of mouth in the
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50. ADDICTION
I am well aware of the dangers of addiction as I
am a counselor myself and am surprised that I
seem to be slowly turning into an addict myself.
I have to start writing my submission to read
next Monday to our OWN Writers Group, but
am daily procrastinating as I continue to watch
two Tamil films every afternoon and night!
I have helped addicts, but only now realize how
easy it is to become an addict yourself.
Everyone is familiar with liquor, tobacco
nicotine, food and drug addictions, but
addictions are rampant in every field now. In
1987 in Sri Lanka, The Tamil Tigers banned and
stopped all drugs coming into Jaffna from
Colombo. Our Counseling Lecturer Rev. Father
Dr.F.M.Selvaratnam
arranged some frantic
drug
addicts
experiencing
withdrawal
symptoms of tremors, heavy sweat etc. to meet
us, the 21 counselor trainees at Shanthiham
Counseling Centre. These men shared their
pathetic stories about their addiction with us
and were going to Colombo that night by bus to
get their drugs.
When I was a support counselor under
Psychiatrist Professor Dr.Ted Los Multicultural
Mental Health Program at Humber River
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52. SPRINKLES
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54. COMPASSION
I realize it only now after eight decades, that our
experiences are all what there is to life. I earlier
thought that that there must be more pinnacles
in life to reach, for which I have to strive some
more, but now that I am aware, my passion is
on the wane. I feel content to
Just relax and accept life as it daily
unfoldsaround me.
Life has been generous, gifting me with all what
I need in ample measure. I have accomplished
quite a lot with my limited resources and have
now started to pamper myself, yielding to
temptation, am an addict to The Tamil TV &
Radio programs and daily watch two films at 2
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56. EUTHANASIA
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widowed
mother
SinnammahNagalingam.
Levels,
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Vije & Chandre
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small children.
Like my mother and
grandmother, you were a
splendid cook and made every possible delicacy
like rolls etc. which everyone, including my
sons enjoyed when they visited you while they
were
students
in
London.
You came to Canada in 2000 for the first time
for granddaughter Nishas wedding and again in
2009 for my 75th birthday & Book Launch
which was the last time I met you. You looked
so well then except for your leg cramps. I am
sad that we did not spend more time together
Leela, but in life we never get all what we want,
do we? I called you for a chat every day and
am going to miss that. ,
You had prepared yourself well, became a total
vegetarian for the last 25 years, read a lot of
spiritual books and turned very spiritual. I am
happy you had the joy of Ahilans sons Jayan
and Naren. You were not interested in the
Internet, and were happy to be just a wife,
mother and grandmother. Your interest in your
regular once in three months holidays waned,
you did not remember the name of the place of
your last holiday and Yoga went alone on
holiday just before you died. You accepted your
lot and have done your best for your family, so
now please rest in peace Farewell Leela.
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Your
Lalitha Brodie
Loving
Sister
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62. FRIENDS
Several friends have adorned my life these last
eight decades. I yet remember very clearly
some of my four-legged friends during my early
childhood. I started walking to school when I
was three with my teacher uncle Gunam who
had a limp, and our shaggy dog Top would
accompany us till we turned into the school
lane. When I was a little older, my pet black
goat kid would
await my arrival at our gate, happily drink the
milk that I fed him from a bottle and munch the
greens I plucked for him. I also remember our
green parrot in a small cage and how my aunt
would teach him, coaxing him to repeat words.
As it was the craze then, I also had a large shiny
black and gold beetle in an empty box of
matches lined with leaves for him to eat.
My first friend was my sister Chandra, who was
sixteen months younger to me (1936-2009).
Ammah dressed us alike and with our two plaits
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65. DESTINY
After the long drawn cold spell, June has
arrived at last to raise our spirits with the sun,
its warmth the blue skies and the welcome
twitter of birds. Undecided High School
graduates are busy trying to figure out which
field they should choose for their university
education. My sixteen year old granddaughter
Pritika who is very bright, says that she has not
yet decided what she wants to study. Her
eighteen year old elder sister Priyanka, who is
studying engineering at Waterloo University
may be able to help her to choose wisely.
When I was in my teens In Sri Lanka, most
parents wanted their children to be nothing less
than doctors or engineers. Though I was
intelligent, I never had the opportunity of
choosing my future, as an arranged marriage
proposal arrived changing the whole course of
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