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TRUMP 0 - THE FOOL

We will begin our investigation of the symbolism of the Tarot with the Major Arcana. If you
take out your deck, you will see the first 22 cards are strikingly different from the rest of the
cards. They each have different words at the bottom describing what they are, and different
numbers at the top--0 through 21.
As I said previously, they relate to each of the 22 letters of the Hebrew alphabet. We will start
with #0, the Fool. This symbol is the most complex and difficult to interpret in the entire
deck. Why? Because the reality and the power which it symbolizes is the farthest removed from
our day to day consciousness. The Tarot cards symbolize realities and experiences which
transcend their physical images.
What is symbolized in the Fool? When you begin to examine each Tarot card, clear your mind
and observe very carefully. What do we see on the card? Obviously we see a man or a young
boy dressed in a remarkable gown with a backpack in his right hand over his right shoulder, with
a white rose in his left hand. He is standing on the very edge of a cliff which is beginning to
crumble. At his heels is a white dog. In the background we see a huge, ice covered mountain. It
is apparent from where he stands that he is quite high into the air, because the Sun is beating
down behind his head.
How can such a seemingly silly picture mean anything? How can it have any spiritual power? It
has spiritual power because this card is full of symbolism--symbolism which points to a reality
far beyond your imagination, far beyond your experience. It is impossible for me to describe to
you what the Fool symbolizes. I will attempt to do so, but all the words that I use will be very
feeble compared to the ultimate reality that is symbolized in the Fool.
The first thing we notice in terms of the symbolism are the four primal elements. We have the
earth in the cliff that he stands on. We have the water, frozen in the snowy, icy mountains behind
him. We have the air, which he stands so high within, and we have the fire in the form of the
Sun, shining and illuminating the entire scene.
From the symbolism, it is then apparent that the sum total of all creation is embodied in this
card. In other cards we have different parts of these items, but in their natural form, this is the
only card where we see all four elements so clearly displayed.
Next, look at the man. The man is given the number zero. This indicates that this card stands
outside of the domain of the rest of the cards. Many people do not know that the #0 was the last
number to have been invented by the human mind. The numbers 1, 2, 3 etc.. were selected
relatively early, but the idea of zero being a number with properties of its own is a relatively new
development in mankinds brain. What are its principles?
Zero plus anything equals anything. Zero times anything equals zero. Zero then has a split
personality. If zero is added to something, that something remains completely unchanged. In that

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respect, zero is the least obtrusive of all numbers. It is completely invisible and has no effect
whatsoever in the domain of addition. If, however, you are going to multiply a number by zero,
then the result is zero.
Addition and multiplication, you see, also symbolize things. If we put it into human terms, I
think you could say that addition is friendship. You and I can stand shoulder to shoulder, become
added together and thus form a bond. Neither of us loses our identity. But, if we become
married, at least in theory, we are no longer two people, but only one person. Our individual
lives have become merged into the greater union. When we simply add the Fool to our lives, our
lives remain exactly as they were. If we attempt to retain any part of ourselves, then we will
remain completely unaffected by the Fool, whatever it turns out to be. If we marry ourselves to
the Fool, then we will discover that we no longer exist, and the only reality is the Fool. This
gives you a very great clue as to what the Fool is.
The number zero has been associated also with a letter. This Tarot card relates to the letter Aleph
which is the Hebrew equivalent of our letter (A), but not quite. You see our letter (A) has a
sound of ah or ay. In Hebrew, the Aleph is completely silent. They have other vowels for
the sound ah. The Aleph is the silence before the storm. The Aleph is that moment of
hesitation before one actually speaks.
The Fool is actually standing approximately in the form of an Aleph. This is the starting
point. This is the moment of silence before the dawn of creation. The first letter in the Bible is a
Beth, which is our letter (B). This is meant to indicate, the Kabbalists say, that before God
created the world, He still existed and still had activities and life. The first moment of physical
creation is embodied in the (B). The eternal realities of God, before the physical creation began,
are embodied in the Aleph. This is bringing us much closer to the meaning of the Fool.
As the Fool stands in the position of the Aleph, the significance becomes quite profound. As I
indicated to you before, you must have some familiarity with the holy name of God. I will
summarize a little bit of this for you because it is essential to the understanding of what the Fool
is all about.
Most people think that God's name is God. God is not God's name. Those who know that God
has a name think that it is Jehovah or see it as being Yahweh. These are better and worse names
for God and are based upon biblical statements. In the Bible, we have a YHWH, which is
sometimes pronounced Yahweh and/or Jehovah. Throughout the Bible, that is the name that is
used the most, but it is not the original name that God gave to His people.
If you read Exodus, chapter 3 in Hebrew, you will see that when God tells Moses His name for
the first time He says, AHYH, Aleph Heh Yod Heh. This is an absolutely essential revelation.
Exodus 3 gives God's official name as AHYH ASR AHYH, Aleph Heh Yod Heh - Aleph Shin
Resh - Aleph Heh Yod Heh. In English, that translates into a sentence meaning I will be what I
will be.
As Moses came down the mountain and the people said what is God's name, Moses said, I will
be what I will be. The people (we learn this from the Jewish oral tradition) said you can't say

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that! Moses said, Well that's what His name is. And the people said, Well O.K. fine, but you
can't say, I will be what I will be. All you can say is He will be what He will be. He will be
is YHWH, and when the Christian Bible translates Exodus, chapter 3 as I am that I am, they
completely miss both statements. They do not translate His name as it should be, I will be what
I will be. They do not even translate it as, He will be what He will be, but rather I am that I
am. There is so much ignorance and darkness in this matter.
This is the single most important religious matter that a human being can know, and it truly is
desperately sad to see the human condition having fallen into a state of such total ignorance
about this holy and sacred matter.
We see inside of the Tarot cards the Aleph Heh Yod Heh and the Yod Heh Vav Heh. The Yod
Heh Vav Heh is what you might call the exoteric name of God. Aleph Heh Yod Heh is the
esoteric or hidden name of God. That is another clue to the nature of the Fool. As you continue
to look at this card, concentrate on his robe or gown. This is a remarkable creation. It
symbolizes two things. All those little miniature wheels and dials and bursts, symbolize the
galaxies which God will soon create. Secondly, if you look carefully and count them, you will in
fact find that there are 12 such wheels or centers or sparkles on the robe, exactly 12.
The symbolism is very powerful. The number 12 is one of the most powerful symbols in the
human race. The number 12 symbolizes the twelve months of the year, to which are attached
twelve signs of the zodiac. I'm not talking about astrology; I'm talking about the zodiac. Just as
the Tarot cards have fallen and their pure transcendent divine revelation has been profaned for
purposes of fortune telling, so has the divine revelation of the zodiac, which is the pathway that
Earth travels through as it goes around the Sun.
As we gaze into the stars, the Bible tells us that the heavens declare the glory of God, and the
earth shows His handiwork. The stars tell a story--the story of God's redeeming plan. For more
information you should seek out, "Bullinger's The Witness of the Stars." It will explain it all to
you in great detail.
As it pertains to the Fool, the 12 starbursts represent the galaxies which God will create; the 12
signs of the zodiac; the 12 months of the year; the 12 hours in the day; the 12 tribes of Israel; the
12 apostles of Christ; and, the 12 gates on the holy city of Heaven. The number 12 symbolizes
the totality of the manifest creation. All of the stars and all of the people and all of the hours in
creation are embodied in this number 12. That is the cloak that the Fool is wearing. The Fool is
covered and clothed inside of the physical universe.
He is carrying a backpack on which you will see the image of an eagle. Also, in his left hand he
is carrying a rose. What do these symbolize? The starbursts on his robe symbolize fire
animated--fire come to life. The potentialities of all that is symbolized by the fire, which we see
physically in the Sun, are transformed and animated through the stars, seasons and human
experience. The air around him becomes infused with life in the symbol of the eagle. The rose
is animated water. The rose is often a symbol of love, devotion, romance, and the heart felt
experiences. We take physical reality, and we water that rose. That water becomes alive, just as
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At the feet of the Fool, we see the dog. The dog represents the animus, from which we get the
words animal and animation--something that is alive. The dog standing on the ground
symbolizes life--taking physical reality and infusing it with animation. We see that the dog is
nipping at the heels of the Fool. Although the Fool stands on the crumbling precipice, he has no
concern about falling. The dog is barking at him, not so much as a warning, but as a playful
celebration.
So, using these symbols, what is this card telling us? The Fool is what is known as the vast
countenance of God. The Kabbalists call this the Arik Anpin, the vast countenance of
God. What was God doing before He created the universe? The first thing that the Bible tells us
is that in the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth. But, that is in the beginning of
the existence of the heaven and the earth. That is not the beginning of God, because the nonphysical transcendence spiritual reality, which is God, has always existed and will always
exist. That is one of the ineffable mysteries, the eternal non-temporal essence of God.
In the Bible, Moses asks to see God. God shows Him His backside because God says no one can
see my front side and live. This is God without attributes. This is God before He has spoken to
say, Let there be light." He has the potential for all within Him, and He is clothed in that robe
of infinite manifestation. He stands on the precipice; the precipice of creation. Every creation is,
in fact, somewhat of a fall. If I sit at an easel with my oil paints, as long as I do not paint, the
blank easel has infinite potential. But, as soon as the first drop of paint touches that canvass, the
painting begins to fall from its infinite potential into a state of manifest reality. As I sit at a piano
without playing, I have the potential of infinite expression, but the first note that I play drops
from these lofty heights and begins to enter manifest reality.
That is what this card is all about--God, at that moment just before He created the world, flying
so close to the Sun in the highest lofts of Heaven, symbolizing God transcendent beyond all
physical manner, unlimited, uncaring. The precipice is about to collapse because in the next card
we will see God with attributes. We will see God in His first moment of creation, as He begins
to pour out all energies to create the universe. But, we are not there yet.
Here we see God just before He takes His fall from pure infinite potential into commitment,
because creation is a commitment, whether it is a writing or a painting or a piece of music. It is a
commitment to a particular action. It is a voluntary limiting of ourselves. In that respect, as God
creates and delves into the creation, He voluntarily limits Himself.
Notice His expression as one of being carefree. This also contains a great revelation, because
ultimately God's reality as pure infinite being remains unaffected by his "fall" into
creation. What is there to harm Him? If the sum total of the universe were to disappear and to
evaporate, the eternal transcendent reality of God would remain. This is one of the difficult
lessons we must learn.
From our perspective, every single human action is of ultimate importance. We see great
tragedy, great human suffering and much wrong as well as much joy, and much ecstasy, great
human accomplishments and triumphs of the will. What we must learn, and what this card

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reminds us of, is non-attachment. Because ultimately, whether we succeed or fail, whether we
are born or we die, it is all just part of the play.
The Fool as number zero stands outside of the rest of the game. This is God in His purest
form. This is ourselves in our purest form inside of God. The Bible tells us that before the
worlds were made, God knew us. That is astounding! That means that we partake in the reality
of the Fool. That means that we are there with Him, and that whatever happens in our physical
lives pales in insignificance to the true spiritual reality.
To summarize then, the Fool is infinite God before He creates. The Fool contains infinite
potential. The Fool, as number zero, will add himself to us completely and unobtrusively. If we
simply ask God to come along with us, He will do so and allow us to retain our own free
will. But if we seek to become married to the divine Godhead, then we will find that our
individual personality becomes lost and all that remains is God.
Paul says in the book of Galatians, It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me." Paul,
having spent so much time merging his life with God, seeking God, serving God, knowing God,
found that he, Paul, as a separate being, had no reality at all. The only life he lived, he lived by
the faith and the power of the son of God. This is the mystery and power of the number zero. If
we just seek to add God to our already full lives, then our already full lives will remain
completely unaffected by adding the number zero. If, however, we multiply ourselves and marry
ourselves with God, then we will seek to exist. The idea of a court jester is also very important
here. Throughout literature, the idea of the court Fool or the court jester has developed. Half of
the time he spends being completely silly, stupid and absurd, and the other half of the time hes
telling the truth.
In Shakespeare's "King Lear", the only one who will tell the king what is really going on is the
Fool. The Bible itself tells us that the wisdom of God is foolishness to this world, and we see
that the story is complete. Within each of us, the Fool lives. The Fool is that spark, the highest
reality of God before he was manifested into the universe, before he created the universe. And,
that wisdom abides within us all. The pathways of the Fool are those stages we go through as we
move from our normal mortal life into the marriage with God.
TRUMP 1 - THE MAGICIAN

The differences between the Fool and the Magician are very subtle, but they are in fact very
profound. The Fool is infinite potential; it is God without attributes; the sum totality of the
universe before anything was created. The Fool is the Arik Anpin. As we turn to the Magician,
we see the first moment of God with attributes: God as Creator, God as He, God as the Word. In
the beginning, God created.
As we us look at the card, I want to remind you that we are dealing with symbols. We are talking
about realities which go far beyond human comprehension--realities which cannot really be
spoken of in simple human language--realities which are the basis and power and essence of our
ability to speak or think. Therefore, the pictures are cryptic and strange, and require a bit of
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As we look at the Magician, we see the number one at the top of the card. We see the figure of a
young man with a sign of infinity over his head, holding in his right hand a Magician's staff or
wand. His left hand is pointing down to the earth. Around his waist is a belt in the form of a
snake whose mouth is swallowing his tail. In front of him, there is a table on which there are
four items: a disk with a star on it, a cup, a sword, and a staff.
How in the world can this mean anything, and even if it does mean something, isn't it a rather
dark symbol? Doesn't the Bible forbid magicians? The first thing we must deal with then is the
idea of the Magician.
What is a magician? A magician is one who, with the strength of his word, manifests and
manipulates the physical world. That has come into ill repute, because the power of the
magician has been used for very dark, evil purposes. However, it was not always so, and in its
purest form, magic is religion.
Let me give you some examples. In the beginning, God created the heavens and the earth with
His word. God said, Let there be light." And there was light. God said, Let there be
earth." And there was earth. God said, Let there humanity." And there was humanity. The
power of the word is integrally related to the Magician. The #1 card of the Magician does, in
fact, represent the Logos, the Word. In the beginning was the Word and the Word was with God
and the Word was God. Jesus says if you have faith like the mustard seed, you will say to the
mountain be gone, and the mountain will be gone. That is the power of magic in its purest
sense--not in an evil satanic sense, but in its purest sense. Jesus looked into the grave and said,
Lazarus, come forward." And His words are life and power and truth.
I will tell you another story. Even young school children learn the words hocus-pocus. Do
you know where those words come from? Hocus pocus are the wonderful words used in
cartoons and other things to represent magic. The magician simply says, Hocus-Pocus," and
wonderful or evil things happen. What is its origin? It comes from the Christian practice of holy
communion. The priest holds the wafers or the bread above his head and pronounces the words
of institution. On the night that He was betrayed, Jesus took bread, and when He had given
thanks, He broke it and gave it to His disciples saying, This is My body, do this in remembrance
of Me." At the moment the priest says, This is My body," he makes the sign of the cross. In
fact, when he uses the word "this," he begins his downward motion for the vertical staff of the
cross. When he says the word "body," he finishes the horizontal bar of the cross. At that exact
moment, according to Christian, especially Catholic, doctrine, that bread ceases to be bread and
physically becomes the body of Christ himself.
Through the magicians words, the bread has become transformed into the living, actual presence
of God. I use the word "magician" advisedly, because at that point the priest is performing an act
of magic. The difference between magic and prayer is that prayer requests something of the
divine; magic demands it. Through the words that the magician speaks, the bread turns into the
body of Christ. The term hocus-pocus comes from words spoken in the Catholic mass. Until
recently, the Catholic mass was said in Latin. At the moment the priest pronounces the words of
institution when he says, This is my body," he is actually saying in Latin, Hoc est corpus
meus." To the ears of the uneducated who may not understand what words the priest is saying

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but do understand that something holy, sacred and magical is going on, those words can sound
like, Hocus-Pocus.
I am not, in any sense, saying that this makes all "magic" okay. Most of it is wrong. It will lead
you far astray and will lead you down various pathways of great darkness and danger. But in its
purest form, magic is the essence of creation. Magic is the word of God. As God said, Let
there be light," so too has He placed within us the ability to speak. Our words do contain power.
As the Bible says, The tongue is a mighty flame and an incredible power." Through your very
words, you have the ability to create, and you have the ability to destroy. This is so
essential. There is no way to over emphasize it.
To return to the card then, the Magician as number one is related to the letter Beth or B in
the Hebrew alphabet. The very first word of the Bible is "Bereshith."
Bereshith means in the beginning. It obviously begins with the letter "B," and for the
Hebrews, the letter "B" has always had a very sacred, special meaning. Notice, the
symbolism. This all may be chance, but the symbolism fits so well that it does indeed
communicate a very profound truth. The first letter of the alphabet for the Hebrews is the Aleph,
but it is not the first letter of the Bible. Aleph stands outside and before the moment of
creation. The "B" is the beginning of manifest creation. That is the power of the Magician.
The Magician is holding in his right hand the Magicians staff. Just as the priest carries the cross
and the cross is the vehicle through which God's power is relayed, the Magicians staff is a
transformer. It is an antenna. It is used to pickup the power and energy from beyond. What
power and energy is the Magician picking up? If the Magician is God and his creative energies,
what does he need to transmit? I hope the answer is obvious. The Magician is transmitting the
power of the Fool. God the creator is transmitting those positive aspects of his being into the
creation. This is a key point. As God creates everything he says this is good, this is good, this is
good, this is very good, everything in the universe which has been made by God is perfectly and
absolutely good.
That is the power of the Magician's wand that he is holding. He is to transmit only the
good. The left hand pointing down shows that the energy is going to move from the Fool
through the Magician into the rest of the universe. This is a card of manifestation. This is a card
of power; a card of creation and all the energies embodied therein. This is a card of activity. The
symbol above the Magicians head is the infinity symbol. It is one of the most obvious symbols
in the entire deck. It stands for never ending, ever going, limitless, total power. We have no way
of knowing how large this created universe is, and even if we were able to find its limits, we
would have no way of conceptualizing how vast that truly is.
Light travels 186,000 miles per second. It takes light 8 minutes to travel from the earth to the
Sun because it has to travel 93 million miles.
That means that the Sun could explode right now, and you wouldn't know it for another 8
minutes. To get to the nearest star to the Sun, Alpha-Centauri, light has to travel for 4 1/2
years. That's 27 trillion miles. In our little teeny, tiny cluster of stars called the Milky Way, there

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are well over a billion stars, and for light to travel from one end of this teeny, tiny, little bubble to
the next would take well over 100 thousand years.
Scientists have counted well over a billion galaxies and have no way of knowing how many there
really are. Infinity is vast beyond our comprehension--100's of trillions of stars and galaxies and
power and light, the likes of which go far beyond our ability to imagine. The Bible tells us God
holds all of that power and all of that universe in the palm of His hand. That is the Magicians
left hand--the hand pointing down toward the physical world.
Around the Magicians waist, we see a snake, and the snake is swallowing its tail. This an
ancient symbol, and there is no way that I could possibly convey to you the power and
importance of this symbol, but I can give you a few examples.
During the last 20 years, mathematicians have discovered a mathematical structure called a
fractal. Many books are being written now on fractals, and the science and mathematics of
fractals are being applied to many different fields of human study. The sciences of biology,
chemistry, physics, astronomy, sociology, electronics, and computer engineering are all being
affected by this mathematical idea. The essence of a fractal is very, very simple. You take any
system--be it a equation, a structure, or a music piece--and place something into it. Something
comes out. You take what comes out, and you place it back in. The simplest mathematical
fractal I could give you would be x = x + 1. Start off with x as being any number, 0. x = x + 1, so
you add one to x and you wind up with 1. You then take that result, and run the equation
again. x now equals 1, x = x + 1, now x = 2. That simple little equation as we take its output and
put it back into the input becomes a fractal, and that fractal generates every whole number there
is. It generates an infinite number of numbers.
There are many books you can get to read up on this, and the field will yield immense
results. The importance of fractals has not yet hit the religious community, but the universe is a
fractal equation, based upon God's name! God's name, as I hope you remember from the Fool,
is, I will be what I will be. That is a fractal equation. I will be is your x, What is your
=, I will be is the resultant function.
X = X + 1..+1.+1
I will be, what I will be, what I will be, what I will be.
We live our lives and do certain actions, make certain decisions. I will be what I will to be. As a
result of those actions and decisions, we wind up being a certain type of person living in a certain
type of environment. The person we are and the environment we live in then act back upon us,
and we must again be who we will be. Everyday we have new decisions. Every moment is
another creation and another manifestation of the fractal relationship, I will be what I will be.
My past decisions help in a large degree to decide what I will do today, and what I will do today,
helps determine to a large degree what I will do tomorrow. As the Bible says, the sins of the
Fathers are passed down to the children and then to the grandchildren and then to the greatgrandchildren. We live in a fractal universe. This is the very essence of the Tarot principle that

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we talked about in the introduction regarding as above-so below. I will be what I will be. My
body reflects what goes on in my heart. My heart reflects what goes on in my mind. My mind
reflects what goes on in my body. The input for our bodies and our souls passes through our
lives and becomes the input for the next cycles round of becoming. That is what is alluded to
with the snake whose tail is being eaten by the snake.
Infinity is never ending and yet is completely enclosed within itself, because all things reside
inside of God. The only reality is the Fool and God said, Let there be light" and there was light.
The Bible tells us that God is light and that in Him there is no darkness. I find it remarkable that
at the first moment of creation God says, Let there be light," and the Bible is so clear to always
refer to God as light. We could go very far afield here, but I will indicate to you that if you study
the books on physics regarding the nature of light, including Einstein's theory of relativity, you
will find that every single mathematical equation that we have regarding light tells us something
about the nature of God himself. I believe it is entirely possible that when the Bible tells us that
God is light, it actually means what it says.
Back to the #1 card. Notice that the Magicians face has deliberately been drawn young. This
indicates that God is the same yesterday and today and forever--forever young, forever creating,
forever new. The table in front of him has four elements on it. Hopefully at this point you can
determine for yourself which elements those are. The coin, the cup, the sword and the staff all
relate to one of the four primal elements: earth, water, air and fire. The coin is often called the
pentacle, penta meaning five. When the pentacle is inverted so that the one point is down, this is
a symbol of evil. When the two points are at the bottom and the one point is moving upward,
this is a symbol of goodness. The pentacle represents the earth. The coin is very connected
obviously to the idea of money. Love of money, as the Bible tell us, is the root of all evil. What
is money? Again this is an issue that we could discuss at some great length, but suffice it to say
that money is the potential to manifest the physical universe. If I have 25 in my pocket, I do
not have as much ability to manifest this physical universe as you have if you have $100. In
shortest form, money is the ability to manipulate the physical world and is therefore a symbol for
all of matter.
The cup obviously holds fluid. It holds water and is a symbol for our heart, our emotions, our
desires.
The two edged sword is capable of separating good from evil. The sword of the spirit which is
able to discern truth from falsehood is a symbol of the mind. In all aspects of our intellect, this is
the symbol of the air.
And finally, the staff is a symbol of life. Because the staff is a tree and is therefore unlike the
coin or the cup or the sword, the staff is actually alive. This represents the fire, the spark of life
that keeps our bodies warm and actually gives us the miracle of life itself. That is the symbol of
fire.
This is the only card in the Major Arcana where you see these symbols. The symbolism is
almost too obvious to need comment; however, for the record, the card symbolizes that within
God, within the Magician, all levels of reality are created--the physical universe, the emotional

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desire universe, the realm of thought and mind (mathematics and science), consciousness itself
and the highest mystery of all, life.
Jesus says, Even when you have an abundance, your life does not consist in your
possessions." Well what do you possess? Not only do you possess physical objects you've
acquired, like a car or a couch or a book, but you also possess a body. Your soul is housed inside
of your body, and your body is much more of a possession than anything else. You possess
feelings. Those do not consist of your life. You possess thoughts, ideas, and memories. Those
do not embody your life. Your life is beyond all of those. Your life is a spark of God. It cannot
be created; it cannot be destroyed. It can only change form.
The Bible is clear that God knelt down, took his air, and exhaled it into Adam and Eve--the life
giving air. This is an incredibly powerful symbol. The thing which beats in your heart, that
which gives you life, is none other than God himself. I know that for some of you this must be
an incredibly radical and almost threatening idea, but I told you at the beginning, this study is not
for neophytes.
One last observation on the Magician. This is a card of maleness. The Fool is androgynous,
neither male nor female, neither positive nor negative, but the entire sum totality of all there
is. If you will, the Fool is a bunch of electrons floating in free space without any structure or
flow. As we enter the realm of creation, a battery, in order to work, has to have a positive pole
and a negative pole--a plus and a minus, a giver and a receiver, a male and a female. This is the
nature of the universe. The Magician is God the Father, the giver, the sender. In this respect, the
Magicians staff is also the symbol of the phallus--the giver, the sender, the transmitter of the
seed. But, there must also be a receiver.
Western culture is very comfortable with the idea of God the Father, but if you even say the
phrase, God the Mother, people become very nervous. It starts to sound like a cult. It starts to
sound like some weird eastern religion. But ask yourself simply and clearly, without any fear, if
there is a God the Father, how can the universe exist without God the Mother. And, if there is a
God the Mother, where is She, who is She, what is She like? Why don't we talk about Her?
The power of the Fool, the free flowing electrons, enter the realm of action. In order to act, the
electrons must leave some pole and enter another. There must be a flowing direction. If you lay
the cards out on a table in front of you, put the Fool at the top. On the left hand side below the
Fool, put the Magician. On the right hand side below the Fool, put the High Priestess card
#2. The oneness of the Fool becomes separated into the two poles of the Magician and the High
Priestess, i.e., God the Father and God the Mother, infinite maleness and infinite
femaleness. We hear a lot of talk about women's liberation, and we are so far beyond the essence
of social order here, that its almost laughable. Suffice it to say that pure maleness and pure
femaleness are each absolutely essential and are completely wholly 100% equal.

TRUMP 2 - THE HIGH PRIESTESS

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Every single card in the Major Arcana is full of incredibly powerful symbolism and imagery. It
does no good to try to compare one to the other or to say one is more or less powerful. They are
equally significant. However, the imagery in the High Priestess is so foreign to our usual ways
of thinking that it will, in all probability, take us a bit longer to unravel the mysteries which she
can reveal to us.
The High Priestess is robed in blue. She has a rather strange looking crown on her head, a cross
on her chest, and she holds a Torah scroll. At her foot is a crescent moon. She sits between two
pillars of the temple labeled (B) and (J), and she sits in front of a rather strange looking
curtain. Remarkable as it may seem, this is a symbol of almost overwhelming power, glory and
beauty. We will look at each of the elements in turn.
We cannot understand the High Priestess unless we, of course, first understand the
Magician. The High Priestess gives form to all of the impulses of the Magician. Once we leave
the non-manifest infinite potential unity of the Arik Anpin in the Fool and enter into reality, we
immediately enter duality. That is the purpose of the #2 on the High Priestess. We are now
entering the realm of opposites. That is one of the reasons that there are two pillars to the
temple.
Every single thing in the universe exists in a dual form. Absolutely, positively every inanimate
object, every relationship, every animate object, has a dual nature. And, that dual nature consists
of a spirit and a body--a impulse and a form; a seed and a soil. There are an infinite number of
illustrations. You have thoughts, feelings and desires which become your spiritual impulse. That
impulse expresses itself and gains form through your body. Words themselves have a spiritual
underlying meaning which get clothed in the words. If I say the word "power" the individual
letters are a sign to point to the non-physical reality behind them.
Love is an emotion. Love is a relationship. Love is a reality which gets expressed in actions--a
kiss, a gift, a touch. The Magician is then the spark, the impulse, the seed, the soul. The High
Priestess is the form giver, the body, the soil. The Magician is the positive pole on the battery
sending the energy out. The High Priestess is the negative pole on the battery taking the energy
in. For every giver, there must be a recipient or there can be no gift. For every speaker, there
must be a listener or there can be no speech. This is a deep and profound mystery understood by
far too few people on this earth. This is the essence of the Christian revelation of the Holy
Trinity, Father, Son and Spirit--subject, object relationship. The Father is the subject; the object
of his love is the Son; and, they have a relationship between them which is the Spirit.
This tri-unal relationship is every single thing we have experienced. The Trinity is the only
reality. The hearer is the Son, the speaker is the Father, and the speech or the word is the
Spirit. We have here the Magician which is the speaker. We have the High Priestess who is the
listener. The relationship between them and what they are sending between themselves is, of
course, the energy of the Fool. Yet notice how they are all one. The Magician plus the High
Priestess create no less of God then the Fool alone does.
Every living organism requires certain things. The vast majority of organisms on this planet
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themselves both the act of father and mother. The sender of the seed and the recipient of the seed
are essential. The father delivers the power to which the mother gives form. In as few words as
possible, the Magician is God the Father, the High Priestess is God the Mother.
As I stated when I was discussing the Magician, we in western civilization have almost
completely ignored God the Mother, or at least we've tried to. It turns out that in Christianity, we
have God the Mother for us. For Catholics, God the Mother is the Virgin Mary, and all of those
warm, loving, nurturing things which we associate with mother are done for us by the Virgin
Mary. Within Protestantism, the Virgin Mary was renounced and is not a figure. Who then is
God the Mother for a Christian? Shocking as it may seem, God the Mother is Jesus. God the
Father is seen as being the stern, harsh judge. God the Mother is Jesus, who is there as gentle
Jesus, meek and mild, to take care of us and to wash away our tears. I am sure you have seen
paintings of Jesus which are very soft and almost feminine. This is in direct contradiction, of
course, to the Biblical record of Jesus, the man who was not afraid to whip the money changers
in the temple, was not afraid to go to the cross, and was anything other than a soft, meek and
mild wimp.
God the Father and God the Mother combine to give birth to the universe. That is the next card,
the Empress. God the Father, number one, plus God the Mother, number 2, equals three. The
Empress is Mother Nature, all of nature, mountains, skies, trees, etc. We will discuss her later.
The notion of God the Mother is somewhat strange or foreign to most of us. Everything that
there is takes form through God the Mother. We likened in the previous chapter God the Father
to the word, the power of creation, but that word has a dual reality, each of which is important. If
I think of the word "cat," there is the reality of the word unspoken in my brain--clothing my
mind with this word. But, that word must also take a form into the world of vibrations or letters,
otherwise the thought cannot be communicated. So even a word, we see, has a spiritual and a
material aspect to it. God the Mother gives form to all beings.
She carries out what God the Father initiates. What the Magician conceives, She ultimately
gives birth to. And, the two of them are eternally embraced, eternally begetting, eternally
one. The Magician points from the Fool straight to his beloved, the High Priestess. There is, in
fact, a profound wonder here. Christianity is clear to talk about what is referred to as the mystery
of the ages--the body of Christ. We tend to think of the body of Christ symbolically, not really
believing what the Word says. The body of Christ is being prepared to be the body and bride of
Christ. We have talked about the principle of as above, so below. Father God takes to himself a
wife, Mother God. They beget nature. Into nature is placed humanity, and humanity then has
Father God and Mother God placed within each of us to take us and transform us from our sinful
state into being the bride of Christ. We see then that the divine play of Father God and Mother
God takes upon itself ever lower and denser forms of energy in order to continually recycle the
divine play.
As God without attributes turns Himself/Herself into the Magician and High Priestess, God the
Father and God the Mother, so too this spiritual God as He/She creates the physical world, seeks
to marry that physical world and have that physical world become the new bride of God that they

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then might be one and continue to beget more and more children. This is indeed a very deep and
profound mystery and often it is difficult to discuss such things in language.
But I want us to focus a little longer on this idea of God's energy becoming evermore dense. The
first moment of creation, God said, Let there be light." The saying was the impulse. That
impulse played itself out within the universe of God's mind and energy and light came
about. God's spiritual impulse was given form through God the Mother and became light. As a
result, God the Mother is also represented with light. The crescent moon at the feet of the High
Priestess has many symbols, but one of them is to indicate the power and the presence of
light. All that we have ever encountered in the universe is light. One of the things that Einstein
has taught us is that if you take light in its purest form and simply slow it down, light begins to
thicken. As it thickens, it becomes what we call matter. It takes on different shapes and forms.
Energy and matter are simply different parts of the same reality--the pure limitless energy of
light. As God slows it down, and it condenses into matter, we can, through the power of atomic
energy, take that matter and reconvert it into pure energy.
God is the same yesterday, today and forever. God cannot be created or destroyed. He is eternal
and beyond all effects. Energy cannot be created or destroyed; matter cannot be created or
destroyed. They simply change form, one from the other.
Everything then in the physical universe, we now know, is actually nothing more than light--light
condensed and slowed down. Every living thing lives by one, and one power only--the power of
light. The magical miracle of photosynthesis transforms light into what we can take as
food. Our bodies are nothing more then transformed light. The light from the Sun hits the
plants, the plants from the miracle of photosynthesis transform that into plant material, which
eventually either directly or indirectly, through the food chain, becomes our bodies. This is
astounding. At the first moment of God's creation when He said, Let there be light," God
created light. That light, as Mother God the physical form of the spiritual impulse, has given
shape and form to all other things.
The last comment about light is that light is the only thing that you can ever see. You have never
seen a plant. You have never seen a dog. You have never seen a rock. The only thing you have
ever seen is the light as it bounces off of the plant, the dog, and the rock. As the light hits the
plant, the dog, or the rock, the light immediately adapts itself to the shape of that item. That light
is then reflected into your eye. It is impossible for you to see a dog. All you can see is the light
as it comes off of the dog. So from the first moment of creation, that spiritual impulse of the
Arik Anpin to manifest Him/Herself into reality, created God the Father, who is the spirit to say I
will be what I will be and I will that there be light--immediately creating the light as God the
Mother who will give form to God the Fathers impulses. That light is the source of all physical
matter for all matter is simply light slowed down. That light is the essence of our lives, because
without it no living organism could exist. That light, from the day you are born until the day you
die, is the one and only thing that could ever, have ever or will ever see. That is God the
Mother. That is the shaper of all existence.

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This mystery of light is seen in the High Priestess card in the crescent moon. Reflecting the
light, the moon itself is dead. This is a very important issue which we will see many chapters
from now when we see a card #18 which is devoted entirely to the moon. For right now, we
have some observations to make of a more general nature about the moon.
The moon reflects the light of the Sun--that one light the true light, the light of God. The
crescent moon shows another very important aspect of light--the nature of oscillation and
change. Nothing is static. Nothing is fixed. Nothing is flat. Everything moves and everything
changes. Even that rock that appears to be doing nothing is vibrating. Every single atom inside
of it is moving with such intensity and such power that if that rock had all of its energy released,
it would create an explosion, the likes of which we have never seen since the beginning of
time. Atoms move. They vibrate. Strings move left to right. The Sun rises and sets. We get up;
we get down. Everything is a cycle. Everything is a flow. This is indicated to us in the crescent
moon. The moon goes through its phases to wax and wane. It goes from a thin sliver to a full
moon, disappears gradually until it's another sliver, and finally disappears entirely, which we call
the new moon. This cycle occurs approximately every 29 1/2 days. That cycle becomes a
symbol for many aspects of our lives, as the light of God reflects through us brighter and
dimmer. None of us are constant; none of us are fixed. All of our desires and thoughts and
energies are changing. We see the faces of the moon in the crown the High Priestess is wearing.
We see the full moon in the center, the growing moon--the waxing moon--on the left, and the
waning or disappearing moon on the right.
The moon is related to another item which is also very closely associated with the High Priestess
and with that of the mother--water. Just as light immediately adapts itself to whatever it strikes,
so too water immediately adapts itself to whatever shape of container it is poured into. It does
not matter if it is a huge ocean or a tiny thimble. Water will immediately adopt that shape. This
is part of the fluid nature of water. Our bodies, just as they are animated light, so too they are
animated water. They are animated, air because in exactly the same way that light and water will
immediately adapt to whatever container they are in, so also will air adopt itself to whatever
container it is in, though we do not see it as clearly. Our bodies consist of a tiny bit of earth
combined with a lot of animated water. We are about 85% water sustained by the power of air
and light. Those are the four primal elements: the earth, the water, the air and the fire.
The Magician holds the four elements on the table. He is the impulse for these, and God the
Mother actually gives form to them. The phases of the moon are also related to womanhood and
motherhood. The idea of cycling is in the female of almost all species, and especially in the
human race. The woman's menstrual cycle very, very, closely matches the cycle of the
moon. Approximately every 28 or 29 days, most women complete there menstrual cycle. The
office of mother in an earthly sense is as sacred and holy an office as there is, but it is no more
nor less holy than the office of father. They all work in conjunction with each other. So we see
the images of light, of water, of fluidity, of the moon, of cycles, of change, of motherhood--all of
these are embodied in the High Priestess.
All creation, all manifestation is a cycle. This cannot be overemphasized enough.

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Let's examine her robe now. Notice that the robe is blue, obviously a reference to life giving
water. Notice how the robe, as it cascades down to the ground, seems to turn into a river. This is
a beautiful image on this card. The High Priestess has a cross in her center. This image is so
familiar to most people that it needs very little comment. She is also holding a scroll with which
we are much less familiar. The scroll is a Torah scroll. The word Torah holy and sacred. It
officially refers to the five first books of the Bible, otherwise known as the books of Moses:
Genesis, Exodus, Leviticus, Numbers and Deuteronomy. These are for Judaism the highest
holiest books ever written. All the other books of the Bible, and all the other books that have
ever been written are simply commentaries one way or the other on these five books. You can
make a very clear case that all of Christianity, and in fact Islam, are expansions and
commentaries on the groundwork that is laid in these first five books.
The fact that the High Priestess is holding that scroll tells us that only through properly
understanding God the Mother can we come to a true comprehension of the Torah. It also shows
that, as it has been said throughout the ages, the Torah is the Bride of Yahweh.
The God of the Universe married to himself the Hebrew letters, married to himself his holy word
and through the power of that word has created the universe and established all relationships
with human beings. The Torah is a divine revelation which gives shape to God and enables us to
see, touch and feel his non-physical reality. Once again, we see the idea of the spirit of God the
Father being given form, shape, substance, and a body through the Torah--God the Father and
God the Mother this time seen through the Torah.
However, there is more to it then that. Remember, the document you are reading is entitled Tarot
for Christians. Have you ever wondered where the word "Tarot" came from? Take the letters
TORA and arrange them in a circle like this:
T
A O
R
If you read clockwise, it reads TORA. If you read counter clockwise it reads TAROT. Tarot is in
fact a revelation of the Torah. As I said to you in the introduction, you will be shocked at some
of these images. This is not a card of evil or Satan. This is not a card of darkness. This is a card
indicating the strange mystical images of the very essence of God Herself, and the card is in part
about the Torah. The Torah will help us to understand the Tarot, and the Tarot will help us to
understand the Torah. As we cycle the wheel one way, we have Tarot. As we cycle the wheel
the other way, we have Torah.
Those four letters can also start with the "R." If we do so, we have the word "Rota", Latin for
wheel. In fact, Tarot card #10 is the wheel of fortune upon which we will see the words Tarot,
Tora and Rota.
The sentence Tarot Rota Tora means that the Tarot reveals the wheel of truth which is the
Torah. Once again we see remarkably the Torah as the "father", the Tarot as the "mother" or

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"son", and the Rota as the wheel turning left and right, forward and back. Retaining the same
essence is the relationship between them, again the Trinity, the tri-unity.
The High Priestess sits elevated above the crescent moon with the cross on her chest holding the
partially concealed Torah. We now must discuss the final two elements.
She sits between two pillars--a black "B" and a white "J." These represent duality which we
have already discussed. For every positive there is a negative. For every up there is a
down. For every left there is a right. This is the world of the pairs of opposites. This is the
dynamic tension that creates all that exists. What do the "B" and the "J" stand for? Blessing and
judgment. These are the two pillars of the temple. As God the Mother reaches out to us, she
grants us both blessings and judgments. Some people have seen God the Father as being the
judge, and God the Mother or God the Son as being the blessor. However, that is not strictly
true. God the Father, the Magician, gives his energies, God the Mother gives form to them, and
we must have the blessing and the judgment. Blessing is the loving, outpouring, grace of God,
for all is grace and all is a gift. Judgments are those forms of correction and discipline. Both
blessing and judgment are equal forms of love and equal gifts, for without one or the other, our
lives would be meaningless.
The judgment is not that of God's hatred and wanting us to burn forever in hell or some such
idea. The judgment is the discernment of God to say this is better for you, this is worse. As you
enter into areas which are worse for you, I will guide you and try to give you as much correction
as I can to bring you back to where you belong. These are the two holy pillars of the temple. In
Christianity, they are discussed in terms of law and gospel. Often we misunderstand both terms
because the gospel and the law are not as they are commonly conceived. The gospel is not an
unthinking, forgetting on God's part of all that you are and ignoring you and forgetting about
your sin nor thinking that you are a saint anyway. And, judgment is not a plan on the part of God
to eternally punish you for the slightest error. The blessing, the gospel, is the unfailing, undying
love. The judgment is a part of that love to help guide you and correct you that you might
become the fullness of God--that you might become the bride of Christ.
The High Priestess sits between the two temples, between the two pillars. This indicates that this
is the straight and narrow way. We must have balance. Just as all realms of existence cycle
between two poles, and just as we dwell in the universe of the pairs of opposites, we must find
the balancing point between the two in order to live. Too much air and you pass out; too little air
and you pass out. Too much water and you pass out; too little water and you pass out. Too much
warmth and you die; too little warmth and you die. The results are the same. Too much blessing
and you die; too much judgment and you die. The way is broad that leads to death, but the way
to eternal, limitless, infinite life is very narrow. There are very few that find it. When you find
it, what do you find?
The High Priestess sits between the two pillars of the temple and she sits in front of the
veil. Behind that veil is the holy of holies.
Again if you are not familiar with the Bible, then you do not know what is meant by the holy of
holies. You should read in the book of Exodus in the Bible as God tells Moses how to create his

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holy sanctuary. Inside the holy of holies, God's high priest, and we see here the High Priestess,
would represent the people of before God. It was only in the holy of holies that man truly met
God and God truly met man. The veil of the temple was meant to be a separation between God
and the rest of the human race. This veil of the temple is covered with palms and
pomegranates. The pomegranates are symbols of fertility, motherhood, great plenty. They were
used throughout the Hebrew Bible in the various decorations throughout the temples. The palms
were used to pave the way for Jesus as he entered Jerusalem, the home of the temple, the home
of the holy of holies. Through Jesus death, the temple was torn, symbolically indicating that
now through the death and resurrection of Christ there is available to all people access to the
inner holy of holies.
We will encounter this again in other cards, because as above so below. It is not merely enough
for Jesus to have died. If you truly seek access to the inner holy of holies, to the inner temple,
you must balance properly between blessing and judgment. You must die as Jesus died, so that
you might be resurrected as Jesus was resurrected and enter into the inner most holiness. On the
other side of that temple veil, what does the High Priestess hide? The Magician. As you
encounter the Magician, you reach out to touch his hand, and he is pointing upward back to the
Fool.
The Tarot cards are not merely static images. Nothing is static. They are also a pathway
representing realities within you and beyond you. They also represent a pathway or a journey
which you will take. You have, even though you do not know it, already taken much of the
journey. In the beginning of time, God the Fool split himself into God the Father and God the
Mother and eventually has led to you. In the years to come, you will return through the pathway
and eventually return to God the Mother, pass through her holy veil to your encounter with God
the Father, and follow through him to God the limitless unknown.

TRUMP 3 - THE EMPRESS

1 + 2 = 3. That is the essence of this card. God the Father (Tarot #1 the Magician) plus God
the Mother (Tarot #2 the High Priestess) combine and eternally mate to produce Mother Nature.
The Empress is Mother Nature. She is vast. She is huge beyond all human comprehension. The
first three Tarot cards are spiritual, non-physical powers. Here in Tarot #3, the Empress is
material reality. Of course, the Empress embodies non-material realities such as life, which is
not based upon a chemical substance but is rather a spirit and a presence from the non-physical
domains. Mother Nature is, in fact, the actual creation--the entire known universe.
On this card, we see an eternally young woman holding in her right hand an orb with a crown of
12 stars, and dressed in a gown covered in pomegranates. She reclines on a pillow behind which
there is a red scroll of some form. We see the shield with a symbol on it. Behind her there are
many trees and a river of water flowing down from the mountains.
There is much deep and great symbolism here. The orb in her right hand symbolizes the Sun,
and the crown of stars on her head obviously symbolizes the zodiac. As we have said before, the
Sun is the source of all of our power. It is the source of all life on this earth and is the single

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most controlling influence in any of our lives. Without the Sun and without the constant stream
of energy that comes from the Sun, we would be nothing. Later, we will discuss a Tarot card
devoted exclusively to the Sun. At that point, we will begin to examine the spiritual symbolism
of the Sun.
The crown of stars on the Empress's head points to all of the stars in the heavens. This indicates
her vast and incomprehensible size. Astronomers have been able to measure the Empress at
approximately 12 billion light years. That is how big around she is. What does that mean? A
light year is how far light travels in one year. Light traveling at 186,000 miles every second in
one year covers 6 trillion miles. That is 6 thousand billion--one light year. Our best telescopes
have let us see out to 12 billion light years away. That means that light travels at 6 trillion miles
every year for 12 billion years. So how wide is Mother Nature? 12 billion multiplied by 6
trillion. We do not have a name for a number that large.
That is only the macro-cosmic scale. On the micro-cosmic scale, she is every bit as vast. The
term atom means not able to be cut. It was an idea, theorized by the early Greeks, that there
must be some fundamental building block of nature that would not be able to be divided into
separate parts. At last count, there were over 200 sub-atomic particles. Inside of this teeniesttiniest thing which we call an atom, we have found over 200 separate components. So if you
take the 12 billion light years; all of the incomprehensible stars; all of the photons, electrons, and
atoms inside of the universe; and, inside of every one of those atoms there are hundreds of tiny
sub-atomic particles, you will see that Mother Nature has a depth and breadth and scope, the
likes of which we cannot possibly fathom.
She is, for all practical purposes, infinite. And mankind finds itself apparently right in the center
of the cosmos in terms of the size scale. To expand to the size of the universe, you must go up to
approximately 30 orders of magnitude. An order of magnitude is multiplying by 10. So if you
multiply the size of a human being by 10x10x10 (1000), you have gone up 3 orders of
magnitude. The universe is approximately 30 orders of magnitude. The tiniest sub-atomic
particles we have discovered are likewise on the order of 30 orders of magnitude smaller than a
person, divided by 10, divided by 10, divided by 10. We, then, in many ways are the focus and
the center of creation. We are the balancing point. This will become clearer as we examine
other cards.
Mother Nature, vast and incredible, lies on a pillow which is actually a pregnancy pillow. On the
card, Mother Nature is eternally pregnant. She is always giving birth. And though we often care
not to think about it, she is also always dying. A curious thought that has arisen within the
western traditions that is, that if everything was perfect, nothing would die. If that were true,
somehow Adam and Eve would sit there in the Garden of Eden, and no leaf would fall from a
tree. No snail would decompose, and Adam and Eve would live in those physical mortal frames
forever and ever and ever. This is actually a very silly idea.
There is eternal life. There are realms of the universe which are infinite and eternal and cannot
and will not die. Those realms we have already discussed. The Fool stands so completely
outside of time and space that he/she is not even manifest in any positive or negative sense. The

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Fool cannot be harmed in any way--cannot be created or destroyed, cannot be born or die. So
too with God the Father and God the Mother.
Mother Nature herself may also be eternal. As far as we can tell, God may forever exist as
creator, preserver and sustainer of a physical creation. The message of the Fool is that He does
not have to, but it is entirely possible that He/She will. Within the realm of nature, within the
empire of the empress, life of the bio-organisms is not possible without death. Birth and death
are natural parts of the same flow, and absolutely everything requires the death of something else
in order to have life continue to cycle. Only when the leaves die, fall from the tree, and return to
the soil, can the soil be replenished with the nutrients necessary to give new trees. It is only
through the consumption of something else that each bio-organism is able to live. Therefore,
while the Empress is eternally pregnant, she is eternally dying. This completely natural cycle
should not be feared.
The pomegranates symbolize fertility, as we discussed previously on the High Priestess
card. The multitude of species on this planet alone is an incomprehensibly large number. From
the tiniest single cell bacteria to the largest trees and whales, Mother Nature is forever prolific in
expanding the numbers and combinations and permutations of the dance of God, which is the
creation.
The shield behind her has much significance. We see on it the symbol of the woman. This is
also the symbol of Venus, which is why the shield is in the shape of a heart. God is love, and that
love is communicated through nature. The Empress is eternal love. Love is a term which many
of us know, but so few of us are able to define. The best I can do is to state that love is
experienced union, whether we talk about loving to eat a potato chip, loving our children, or
loving God. While we may have three very different domains for that love, they are all shared in
a commonality based upon union, oneness.
Religion means union. It means to bind together again. We have lost harmony. We have lost
oneness, and we must rediscover it. That is the message of religion; that is the message of the
Bible. All of human interaction can be seen as a war between culture and nature. For the
Empress, this sometimes does not appear to be very nice. There are floods; there are fires; there
are earthquakes. There is pestilence, starvation, extreme heat and extreme cold. Sometimes the
Empress has such cruel love that we are repelled, so we wage war, mankind against the elements,
seeking to enshroud ourselves in a universe of man-made culture, man-made fabrics, man-made
walls, man-made existence. Even in our modern industrial society, this war wages on to
overcome the limits of biology, the weather systems, the limits of geography, and the limits of
natural resources. In this way, we see one of the other essential factors of this card--that of
creativity.
Placed inside of humanity, we have the capacity to be co-creators with God, as above-so
below. All those attributes which are within God, are within us. It could not be otherwise as
we've said before. Since we are a part of God, everything in God must be reflected inside of us
in one way or other. Therefore God's intelligence, God's power, and God's creativity reside in a
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The Empress is a card of creativity--procreation, creativity and blossoming. At times, we often
use our creative powers in our war against Mother Nature, but the Empress reminds us that
nature seeks not to be at war against us, but seeks rather for us to come to be one with
her. Through love, we may regain harmony and rediscover the lost union. Can we build houses
in a place that will not be subjected to floods? Can we learn how to control things in such a way
that we are not so suspect to disease? Is there perhaps a higher message or greater truth that no
matter what happens here in the physical realm, no matter what happens within manifest
creation, it is all simply a play and a dance? Just as the hero in a movie can be hurt, crushed, cut,
can bleed, or sometimes even die, it is still only a movie--it is still only a play. That is the
message of the Fool. The only thing that is eternal, the only thing that is in fact real, is the Fool.
Everything else is a voluntary, self limiting of the Fools own energies by the rest of those
powers which the Fool has placed into the universe. The message we must learn is that the body
is not to be worshipped. The message we must learn is that the entire sum total of physical
reality, the entire glorious created universe, as vast and as unfathomably glorious as she is, is
nothing more than shadows dancing upon the face of the Arik Anpin.
And, the Empress seeks to remind us of that every now and then with an earth tremor, an
asteroid, an eclipse, or a fire. This is not to say that human beings are not hurt. This is not to say
that we should not try to strive for greater harmony and love with nature. But it is to say, that we
must learn to go beyond worshipping the creation, because the creation always seeks to point to
the creator. That is the purpose of the scroll behind the Empress--that little red scroll behind the
pillow that she is leaning on. What is that? Do you know? That is a Torah scroll. The High
Priestess sits with the Torah on her lap. The Empress sits with the Torah completely
encased. You see in a Jewish temple, the Torah is handwritten on a scroll. That scroll is placed
inside of a pillow, is covered with a dress, and is adorned with various symbols to indicate the
power of the Torah. During the high point of Jewish worship, a song is sung, the scroll is taken
out of the Ark, undressed, read and then dressed again. That is what that red pillow-like thing
behind the empress really is. That is a Torah scroll, much more concealed than in the High
Priestess card. What does this mean? It is very clear in the Bible in Psalms 19 and in many
other places that the heavens declare the glory of God, and the earth shows His handiwork. Just
as nature always seeks to remind us that nature is not eternal, and that nothing which happens on
this plane of manifestation is of any lasting significance, so too everything in this creation is
pointing us back to God. How can this be?
You my dear reader are learning much about me through what I have created in this writing. As
you continue to read and absorb my words, you may not actually learn anything about the Tarot
cards because it is possible that every single thing I have said is completely wrong. However,
you are unfailingly learning much about me. Every word I have chosen, every syllable and every
turn of phrase is an extension of me, and as you dwell in and study my creation, my creation is a
testimony to all that I am. Certainly there is much to me that is not in this writing, but everything
in this writing comes entirely from me. In the same way, the totality of God is far beyond the
physical creation. Just as me writing this is a very small part of my life, so too, God creating the
entire universe is a very small part of God's life. However, everything that is here indicates
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God's nature and attributes, Paul said in the book of Romans, can be clearly seen and understood
through what has been made. Taken to its most extreme form, every plant, every animal, every
star is a testimony to God. Every mathematical equation and every scientific discovery is a
revelation about God. This process of discovery is what we come to in the next card--the
Emperor.
The Empress is creativity. She is the subconscious. She is wisdom. She is the pre-rational side
of us, and the Empress is a presentational communication regarding the nature of God.
The Emperor moves us into the realm of discursive thought and reason and the scientific
process. We will see much more about him in the next chapter.
One of the most important factors of this entire card is the river of water flowing through the
forest and coming down to be with the Empress. This indicates the energy flowing from the
cards above. Remember how we talked about the Fool, and as he falls, he becomes the
Magician? The Magician points his wand up towards the Fool and points his other finger down
toward the Empress. The High Priestess receives the Magicians power, and the bottom of her
robe turns into water. That water we see flowing through the trees to become a pool by the feet
of the Empress.
God and nature are one. There is a harmony. There is a union. Jesus talked about streams of
living water--that water to become animated with the power and presence of God--hat water to
flow through us, to resuscitate us, and re-attune our spirits with nature and with God. There is
great imagery wherein the High Priestess's robe turns into the stream of water which becomes the
Empress.
Without water, as we've said before, nothing can live. And water, simple H2O, on this planet is
one of the rarest substances in the entire known universe. This water flowing down indicates the
invocation of God. There are two terms we need to define at this point: the involution and the
evolution.
Involution is where the powers of God come into creation and become fully aware. Evolution
occurs when those powers begin to return to the god-head. This is the breath of God. As God
breathes out, so too He/She breathes in.
The first half of the Tarot cards in the Major Arcana are dedicated to the involution of God. The
last half are dedicated to the evolution of God. Here is how the involution works.
We've already seen many of the instances. The first moment of creation is a contemplation of the
Fool upon himself. As he thinks upon himself, he becomes the Magician, God the Father, and
God the Mother. They combine to create the universe. Through pure, divine will, the will is
placed within consciousness which is symbolized in the Emperor. That consciousness is placed
within a desire/emotion realm. It is touched with life and placed into a human physical body.
So when we discuss human beings as being mind, body and spirit, sometimes the terms become
confusing. Soul, refers to the totality of your non-physical being. Spirit refers to the spark of

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God which animates your soul. So the spark of God clothes itself in a will which enables you,
which enables the spirit, to focus itself and point itself in different directions. That will becomes
conscious. That consciousness is clothed with desire and repulsion. It is animated and placed
inside of a physical vehicle. Every single act that you perform involves all of your
vehicles. Simply reading this document is an invocation of all of your vehicles. Your spirit wills
to read this. You then must focus your mind upon it. You must desire to do so. You complete
the cycle by physically moving your eyes across the page. You can think about it and want to do
it, but sit there with your eyes closed and not read. The sum total of your vehicles--physical,
animated, desire, mental and spirit--must all work in harmony, or nothing that you do will
prosper. Nothing that you do can even happen. We call Mother Nature the Empress because she
is in fact in a position of great honor. She rules; she has dominion; she has power; she has much
expression. She is not to be ignored. We must honor and respect her, and as we see these living
waters flow down, we see the involution of God in the creative process.
The principle, as above-so below, is seen no more clearly than in the book of Genesis wherein
we have in the first chapter an accounting of the creation of the earth--creation of the world. If
you re-read the first chapter of Genesis, not from the standpoint of the physical elements, but
from the standpoint of the spiritual realities which are symbolized by physical elements, you will
see therein the very clear description of the creation of a perfect human being. The light
represents the spark of God. The earth represents our bodies. The waters represent our
emotions. Separating the higher waters from the lower waters means that we recognize those
earthly desires and the difference between those and the higher more exulted desires. The air
lives in between.
Thus, again we have the symbols of the fire and the water and the air and the earth. Our spirit,
our minds, our emotions, our bodies, and over the course of time, the water becomes alive and
our souls become pure. We see that the air becomes animated with the birds, and our minds are
able to soar in the heavens and see the truth of God, until finally we become perfect, made in the
image of God. That is what we are heading for--that original perfection that we had is the
perfection which we will have. It has not gone away; it will not disappear. It is merely waiting
for us to reclaim it. We will learn much more about this in the Tarot cards to come.
To summarize then, the Empress is nature. The Empress is the glorious, infinite creation. The
Empress is eternally pregnant. She is eternally giving birth; she is eternally dying. The Empress
is eternally the same. She is connected to the Magician and the High Priestess above. Because 1
+ 2 will always equal 3, she is the concealed Torah. All of the revelations of God have been
placed into a storybook which we call the universe--a storybook meant for us to read.
She is creativity; she is the subconscious; she is wisdom. Above all, she is love. She reminds us
that when we are in harmony with her, regardless of what happens to the body, we ultimately can
never be hurt.
TRUMP 4 - THE EMPEROR

The Emperor is in stark contrast to the Empress. He sits sternly, scowling, upon a throne of
granite. Rocks appear behind him. He holds a glass ball in his left hand and a Ahnk cross in his
right. Upon his head is a crown. The Emperor is one of the sleekest cards in the Tarot deck in

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terms of quantity of image. Whereas the Empress and the High Priestess and others have many,
many symbols, the Emperor is actually very plain. What is the Emperor?
The Emperor is law. The Emperor is rationality. He is consciousness; he is
knowledge. Whereas the Empress focused on the feminine side, on creativity, subconscious and
wisdom, the Emperor brings all of those faculties in conscious dominion and control of the
human being. This is the stage of Genesis where the birds of the air begin to fly.
What is the meaning of the symbolism? Well, he sits upon a square throne--the square is
obviously associated with the number four. The number 4 relates to the world in its human
counterparts. We talk about the four corners of the earth. That reference is only in relationship
to humanities interaction with the earth. We know the earth is round and has no corners. The
corners, for us, are north, east, south and west. We place our mental framework around the
Empress in order to be able to attempt to relate to her and understand her--the four winds, the
four rivers, which come out of the Garden of Eden. The number 4 has often symbolized the
totality of human experience. As Ive said, this is the realm of consciousness.
The granite and the rocks behind the Emperor symbolize a very fixed, solid state. Whereas the
Empress is all fluidity, change, growth, birth, and death; the Emperor is constant. Just as the
Magician and the High Priestess correlate with one another, reflect and expand one another, so
too the Empress and the Emperor work together. Whereas the Empress is shown as being
eternally young and eternally pregnant, the Emperor is shown as being ancient. He is the ancient
of days. What is his domain?
This is law, fixed, unyielding, unchanging. Whereas the Empress is on her soft, luxuriant pillow,
the Emperor is seated firmly upon his throne of granite. He will not change. He will not be
moved. This is the essence of law. Rules can change and almost every so called "law" that the
human race has is nothing more than a rule. It is a way in which we play our social game of
civilization. One year it is the law that you can drive so fast. The next year it's the law that you
cannot drive nearly as fast. One year it's the law that you have to do this in business; the next
year it's the law that you can't do this in business. This is fickle. This is part of the silly human
race. We create rules for ourselves to enjoy the game, and when anyone gets too much of an
advantage, then we change the rules and frustrate everyone. It keeps the lawyers and politicians
employed. It has absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with law. The law of God is
immutable. It cannot be changed. What do I mean by the law of God?
There are, of course, two dominions--as above-so below. The law below is the law of nature--the
laws of electromagnetism, the law of force, mass and acceleration, the law of gravity. These
laws cannot, will not and do not change. Through the physical world, we perceive the spiritual
world, and there are laws of God in the spiritual world. For every action, there is an equal but
opposite reaction. This is the physical counterpart to the eternal spiritual law: as you give so
shall you receive.
We approached the Empress through her laws. The laws of nature are to heal the wounds of
man. If we use them wisely, they will help us if they can. When we use them wrongly, we will
only harm ourselves. Then it's too late to run to her for help. We access these laws through our

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rationality, through our mind. The mind enables us to control and regulate our relationship with
nature.
Our mind is the vehicle through which we can control and regulate ourselves. The mind is the
window--the door through which we see and control the outside world. That is the power of the
mind. Interestingly enough, every Hebrew letter has a meaning. The fourth Hebrew letter is the
"HEH." We translate it into a English letter "H." The meaning HEH is a window--the window
through which we see the world and through which we control the world. As we learn and study,
we gain access to greater dominions of control. Once we understood the process of fire, we were
better able to control it. Once we understood electricity, we were able to harness it. As we
understand music and sound, we are able to control and shape it. As we understand the cosmos
and understand the earth, we are able to control the earth.
This relates to the war between culture and nature, although it does not necessarily have to be a
war. Just as we as individual human beings control our bodies through our minds, so too we as
the creative, rational, intelligence of God can have proper dominion over the realm of nature.
During the process to involution, the higher realms of God clothe themselves with ever lower
vehicles which are always denser and more limited, but grant control and power to the higher
vehicles. A simple example would be an automobile. An automobile is much less expressive
and has far fewer capabilities then a human being. A human being can paint a painting; a car
cannot. A human being can sing a song; a car cannot, etc.
What happens though, is that this densest of vehicles is voluntarily used by the higher vehicles,
the human being, in order to give access to greater domains and have more power. The human
being voluntarily limits his abilities as he places himself inside of the car, temporarily only, so as
to gain access to greater areas of the physical world. We can travel farther, faster and have more
access to this domain as long as we are willing to temporarily set aside some of our other power,
because you cannot paint a painting, or compose a symphony, or play racquetball while you are
driving a car.
For much, much more information on this, see my writing, "Self Mover," which is a examination
of the human beings relationship to the automobile and all that it tells us about religion.
In exactly the same way a human being limits his abilities to gain access to broader areas of the
physical world, and have more control over them to carry us somewhere to enable us to perform
something, so too, the higher vehicles of God temporarily limit themselves, so that they might
likewise have access to broader planes of experience.
The Fool, in order to have his nature and attributes known, limits himself by placing himself
within the Magician and the High Priestess in order to gain control over parts of his previously
unmanifested existence.
The Emperor in the domain of rationality and consciousness enables us to focus on and to control
our thoughts and our world. The world of the Empress is far greater, and the powers of the
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We are able to shape and move and control ourselves only through using the powers of
rationality. Creativity limits itself temporarily by standing inside of the vehicle of rationality,
that creativity might gain access to other areas that otherwise creativity would not have.
That power of rationality therefore opens up worlds to us. As we gain knowledge, we gain
power. Knowledge is power, and it is a sacred trust. The knowledge to heal brings with it the
knowledge to maim. The knowledge of electricity brings with it the knowledge of electrocution.
The knowledge of how to shape the atom brings with it the knowledge of nuclear
explosions. This will always be the case. For knowledge, pure uncontrolled knowledge, is
simply a tool. It is up to the moral capacity of the being wielding the tool to use that tool for
good or for evil. That capacity we will meet in a later card called Strength.
Rationality and the pursuit of knowledge give us access to power. We see the interplay between
the spiritual and the physical domains, and this entire process we call science. Science is the
rational pursuit of the Empress. The Empress in some respects gives birth to the Emperor, so
that the Empress might expand her abilities. The Emperor then spends his time chasing after the
Empress seeking to know her. This is a great truth. The process is called a three fold
manifestation, the three steps of which are: externalization, objectification,
internalization. Going back briefly to the illustration of the automobile, mankind creates the
automobile out of his own power in order to serve a purpose. That automobile then becomes an
object, and that object begins to act back upon the actor. The car requires maintenance. The car
breaks down and does not perform as we sought it to. So that the process of externalization,
objectification, and internalization is an astounding revelation of the nature of the universe.
You can see that the entire creation is a flow of this externalization, objectification and
internalization. The Empress externalizes part of her concealed wisdom into the form of
rationality. Rationality then becomes an objectified entity, and that entity acts back upon the
Empress in pursuit of her. This is science.
Throughout the years, science and religion have become mortal enemies. It was not always
so. In the beginning of mankind's age when humanity first started to think, the thinkers were just
thinkers, and there was no difference in terms of what they thought about. The universe was one,
and therefore they would be part philosophers, part religious people. They would be the priests,
the medicine people, the scientists, and the mathematicians, all in one. After the Renaissance
and the enlightenment, there was a huge split due to the differences between teachings of the
church and scientific research. The scientists could not renounce what the Emperor was
revealing to them, and the Ecclesiastical structure found it very difficult to relinquish their power
and authority.
The split occurred and the two great streams of human development have never returned to each
other. Religion has pursued its own ways and thinks of itself properly as the regulator of faith
and belief. Science has seen itself properly as the regulator of the Emperor--rationality, mind and
study. The religious people see the scientists as being apostate and lacking faith. The scientists
see religion as being superstition and foolishness. The debates and arguments go on endlessly
between the two communities. This is all unfortunate and needless. We saw in the Empress that
the Tarot remains hidden inside of her. How are we to unwrap that scroll which she hides and be

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able to read it? The only way we can do that is through the authority of the Emperor, who will
order the scroll read. It is only through the rational pursuit of science that we can gain
understanding about the revelation that Yod Heh Vav Heh has placed into the universe.
To see religion as being nothing more than a bunch of superstitious ideas is sad. Simply ignoring
science as being unnecessary is to sacrifice one of the greatest gifts we have. To think that
science works against religion is a horrible tragedy. God is not afraid of our brains. God is not
afraid of our rationality. God is not afraid that we will ask a question that he never thought
of. There will never be a scientific fact discovered that will threaten God's place as the ruler of
the universe.
What we must do is have faith in this and applying that faith to our science. We must use our
rationality to the fullest extent possible, with a heart attuned to the Empress wanting to see the
truth which she relates. In short, we must re-marry science and religion. The only true and valid
way to approach science is as a holy and religious experience of the divine, and the only proper
way to approach your religious life is as a scientific examination of truth.
We must test all spirits to see if they are true. That is why I warned you at the very beginning to
not automatically accept or agree with anything that I've said in this writing. I am one more
voice. I am one more opinion. It is up to you in your scientific encounter with God to see if
what I'm saying is true.
The methodology of science as applied to religion is a magnificent study. In science we find a
problem, and we generate a hypothesis to answer the problem. We use our intuition and the
research of others. We read the documentation, perform experiments, and gather data, then we
evaluate that information and re-examine our hypothesis.
That methodology is precisely what God would have us do as we pursue science and
religion. God would have us find a problem, whether it's the problem of evil or the problem of
ego, the problem of suffering, or the problem of why we exist. Create our hypothesis, part guess,
part belief, part hope, and do the research of what have others written on the subject? Is there a
consensus in the field? Who are the experts? Then, perform our experiments.
We base our lives upon our hypothesis and we test the Lord God to see what is true. Test me
and try me in this, says the Lord. Then we gather our data, come to our determinations and reevaluate our hypothesis. We do this with the sum totality of our being, with our spirits, with our
minds, with our hearts and with our bodies. This is the revealing science of God.
This is the fulfillment of the ages. When we can get the Emperor to marry the Empress, we will
rediscover huge parts of what we have lost. We will find that science is not the mortal enemy of
religion, but that science is the vehicle that enables religion to breathe. Through the Emperor's
efforts, he will be able to reach into the sacred scroll and reveal its meaning to all of us.
If you look behind the Emperor, you will see, subtly, the river. It is painted in blue, right behind
his throne. That river is continuing from the Empress. This is indicating to us that there is no
separation between nature and law, between religion and science. There is no separation

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between the creative and the rational sides of human beings, is no separation between the
subconscious and the conscious. There is no difference between wisdom and knowledge. They
are different sides of the same coin. They work together in harmony. The Emperor holds the orb,
which is the orb of dominion, indicating that through this we can control the universe. As
Genesis says, we are to go out and have dominion over the earth. That does not mean that we are
necessarily supposed to destroy it, but rather to control, to enhance, to fulfill our destinies as cocreators.
In his right hand, the Emperor holds the Ahnk. This is a two-fold symbol. It is part cross, which
indicates the spiritual domain, and it is part orb of dominion, which represents the physical
domain. By holding the Ahnk, the Emperor is showing us that he controls both the physical
world and the spiritual world--that rationality, as applied to nature and to religion, is a unified
purpose which will never ever hurt us.
That is the power inside of the Emperor. Through him, we gain access to the Empress. Through
him, the Empress begins to understand herself.

TRUMP 5 - THE HIEROPHANT

We have traveled the path from the Fool, through the Magician, the High Priestess, the Empress
and the Emperor. We now come to card #5, the Hierophant, also known as the High Priest and
the Pope.
The Pope stands between the two pillars presenting a three-fold cross in his left hand,
pronouncing a benediction symbol with his right hand, and wearing the three-fold crown of
Heaven upon his head. At his feet are two keys and two attendants. What is one to make of such
a card?
The first thing we notice is that although this is card #5 the number 3 appears over and over
within it--the 3 tiers of the crown, the 3 arms on the cross, the 3 crosses in the center of the Popes
robe, plus the fact that between the Pope and the two attendants there are 3 people. This is
obviously a reference to the Trinity, for we find that with card #5 we are now completing our
second trinity.
The oneness that is the Fool, splits into the duality which is the Magician and the High Priestess.
The three of them form one tri-unity, the same way the next three cards, the Empress, the
Emperor and the Hierophant create their own trinity. The three are one. What is the
Hierophant?
Let us begin with the keys. These keys are the keys to the kingdom. The Pope holds access to
the keys, and makes the keys available to the people. The keys unlock the door of Heaven. The
keys enable us to properly use the power of reason, which we have in the Emperor, and to
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In the Bible, in the book of Matthew chapter 16, Jesus is asking his disciples who different
people think he is. They give him some answers and finally Jesus says, "Who do you say that I
am?" Simon Peter says, "You are the Christ, the Messiah, the son of the living God." And Jesus
answers him and says, "You are blessed Simon Peter, because flesh and blood did not reveal this
to you but my Father who is in Heaven, and I also say to you that you are Peter the rock, and
upon this rock I will build my church and the gates of Hades shall not overpower it. I will give
you the keys of the Kingdom of Heaven. And whatever you shall find on Earth shall have been
found in Heaven, and whatever you shall loose on Earth shall have been loosed in Heaven."
That is the power of the Hierophant. Peter is known as the first Pope. The keys to the Kingdom
are a gift, a gift of grace. Peter's confession that Jesus was the Christ did not come from flesh
and bone, nor from biology nor matter. This was a revelation of God.
That tells us much about the Hierophant. The Hierophant is a card of grace; it is a card of
revelation. The Emperor enables us to have reason. That reason enables us to understand and
mate with the Empress, but we must be reminded that the only reality is God.
It is easy for us to become puffed up and haughty in our own knowledge--knowledge capable of
leading us far astray off the path. For centuries people have argued within the church and the
scientific community about the relationship between faith and reason, between revelation and
intellect. And in some respects, we see that the Empress represents the faith and intuition and
subconscious. The Emperor represents intellect, rationality and the conscious. The ancient
debate is embodied in those two cards. How is it that we are to learn anything? Is it through the
power of our minds, or can we only know things if God tells them to us?
The church has stood staunchly on the side of faith. The scientific community has stood
staunchly on the side of reason. This is an ancient, classical battle in the scheme of human
history, and is still very much true today. If I read a holy scripture, whether it is Buddhist or
Hindu, Christian, Moslem or Jew, and there is something in that writing that does not make sense
to me and appears to be wrong, I have two choices. Choice number one is the pathway of the
Empress which says that regardless of what my intellect may tell me, the scripture must be true,
cannot be broken. Therefore, I will adjust my thinking based upon what the scripture says. In
this respect, the scripture teaches and admonishes and instructs us in our ways. The second
choice, the pathway of the Emperor, says, if there is an error in the scripture, it is only there
because the scripture is wrong, and we must adjust, amplify and correct the scripture with our
reasoning.
The pathway of the Empress sees all scriptures being God ordained. The pathway of the
Emperor sees all scriptures as being man created. Faith vs. reason seem to be forever in conflict.
The purpose of the Hierophant is to re-marry the two. We come to understand through the
Hierophant that there is no war between reason and revelation. What do I mean by this?
First we must remember that the Hierophant is a priest, and the priest performs two duties. He
carries the prayers, needs and thoughts of the people to God, and he carries the word of God to
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God and humanity. Jesus has been called our Great High Priest. This is in the book of Hebrews.
You can read it yourself.
As the priest petitions God on behalf of the people, he represents reason. Mankind and
mankind's thoughts, wants and desires reaching up to our God--reason trying to approach the
Empress. As the priest represents God to the people, he represents the revelation of God to the
people--represents the Empress shaping and instructing the Emperor.
So we learn through the Hierophant that the two are in fact one. We do not wish for the Empress
to rape the Emperor, nor for the Emperor to rape the Empress. If the Empress is to rape the
Emperor, then she simply gives out all of her secrets, lays them on the table. There is nothing
left to be discovered. There is no quest, no journey, no wonder, no concealment. If the Empress
forces her revelation into the minds of humanity, then humanitys value is lessened. We do not
want the Empress to rape the Emperor.
If, however, the Emperor is to rape the Empress, we are positioning ourselves to be our own
gods. We have our minds, and we have our scientific formulas, and this is all that there is. There
is no higher purpose. There is no concealed Torah scroll to be known. What we must do is remarry these two.
We do this by understanding that our minds, as they look and think and react with Mother
Nature, are in fact doing that only by the powerful grace of God. Reason is a revelation. Reason
is the process by which the Empress reveals herself. Revelation is very reasonable, because
there are always laws, and the Empress always expresses herself through the laws of the
Emperor.
Reason and revelation are one. Just as science and religion can become recombined, so can
reason and revelation. This is the pathway of true religious enlightenment. It is not to be taken
lightly. You must use all of your faculties in order to gain access to the inner holy of holies
which is protected by the High Priestess. If you ever want to re-encounter the Fool, you must
very carefully listen to the words.
That is the power of the Hierophant. As we saw, the Magician is the Word. The Hierophant
represents humanitys ability to listen and absorb the Word. The Pope is speaking and making
his announcements. In this way, we see the Word becoming active in our lives through our
hearing.
Humanity is represented at the feet of the Pope by the two supplicants. They are wearing
opposite colored gowns. Who are they? They are the Empress and Emperor factors within
us. They are our reason and our intuition, our consciousness and our subconscious. They are the
two sides of the human being merged together. This indicates symbolically that the revelation of
God and the reason of mankind are married, both on a conscious and subconscious level, on a
creative and analytical process.
The priest is speaking to the petitioners, and though we do not see it, they are also speaking to
him. This is the entire structure of Christian religious services. The priest or pastor will turn and

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speak to God on behalf of all the people, then will turn and speak to the people on behalf of
God. He will sit and listen to the peoples prayers and petitions, then transmit them to God. In
this way, we see the flow, the give and take, the ebb and turn. God moves out, and we receive
his word. We move out, and God hears our prayer. This is the breath of God. God exhales, and
we are inspired. We exhale, and send our spirits to God.
As the Pope speaks on behalf of God, we gain the idea of infallible communication. According
to Catholic doctrine, the Pope is perfect. He speaks on behalf of God. When he speaks from his
official status as Gods representative, his words become as scriptural and as important as the
Bible.
Setting aside for a moment Catholic doctrine, the same idea is here inside of the
Hierophant. There is no way that the truth of God will ever fail us. The truth of God is perfect
and is here to help, to guide, to touch us. That is the Hierophant. As we receive that infallible
communication from God, that infallible revelation as it touches our reason and enlightens our
souls, eliminating both our subconscious and conscious minds, we must enter into the
relationship with an attitude of humility. That is why the supplicants in the card are kneeling and
bowing down, not that the Hierophant is to be worshipped, but that the universe is a glorious and
incredible wonder. As we use our intellect, seek our discoveries, and learn much more about the
Empress, we must recognize that the ability to think is grace. It is a gift. And all of the tools
which we have, whether they are electronic devices, mechanical devices, musical instruments or
language itself, are gifts which we must use in true proper humility. It is only that humility that
will enable us to draw closer to God.
All is good. As God created everything in the book of Genesis, He said over and over and over,
this is good, this is good, this is good. The heavens are good. The stars are good. The birds are
good. The fish are good. Humanity is good and everything is very, very good. That goodness,
that grace is communicated through the power of the Hierophant. There is, within this world,
within each of us, the voice of God, that we might be not just hearers of the word but
doers. God's voice does speak, and it speaks always of goodness, because all is good.
So from the Hierophant we have learned grace. We have learned that revelation is reasonable
and reason is a gracious revelation of God. We have learned that the keys to Heaven are at our
feet and have been given to us by God. We have learned that the Empress and the Emperor are
in fact one.

TRUMP 6 - THE LOVERS

We come now to a critically pivotal card in the Tarot, and we come to a idea which is absolutely
essential in the history of western thought--that being the fall of Adam and Eve from grace in the
Garden of Eden.
This is one of the most misunderstood parts of the Bible, and tragically so. All of the previous
cards represent powers and energies, different aspects of God. This is the first card where we
actually see human beings. If the Tarot cards are representing the different days or moments of

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creation, card #6 is day 6 when God creates human beings, Adam and Eve. It also represents the
fall. None of the other cards represent actual people, they are shown as people, but they are
symbols or attempts to indicate things in a anthropomorphic way.
In card #6, the imagery is actually very simple, very plain, and very obvious. Adam and Eve
stand in the Garden in front of two trees. Behind Eve, is the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and
Evil. Behind Adam is the Tree of Life. Behind them stands the angel. The angel was sent by
God to guard the pathway so that Adam and Eve might not be able to gain access back to the
Tree of Life, until they had overcome the knowledge of good and evil. You'll find this account in
the book of Genesis, chapters 2 and 3. I will recount it for you. Because for Christianity, the
account of Adam and Eve, as it is currently understood, leads to many misunderstandings which
have resulted in a pollution of the entire gospel of Christ. You will find this discussion in much
greater detail in my writing, "In the Garden."
We have seen that everything is good. Throughout the first chapter of Genesis, everything that
God makes, God says is good, good, very good. The trees, the stars, the birds, everything is
good. God then says that Adam and Eve have dominion. They can go and rule the world. We
have seen that power of the Emperor. What remains is God's commandment. He told Adam and
Eve that they may eat from every tree in the Garden, except from the fruit of the Tree of the
Knowledge of Good and Evil. From the day that they eat it, they shall die. Why did God
command them not to eat from this tree?
That simple question has led to a whole host of grievous errors in Christianity, because we do not
understand the answer. The answer most commonly given is that it was a test. God made Adam
and Eve free, endowed them with free will, and therefore needed to test their obedience. He
tested them, they failed. Their failure was disobedience. That disobedience incited God's
wrath. God, in order to strike out at them with retribution, caused Eve to have great child birth
pains, caused Adam to toil by the sweat of his brow, and cast them out of his holy paradise.
None of the previous is actually true. It is a grotesque misunderstanding of the nature of
God. God is the High Priestess; God is the Empress; God is the Magician; God is love; and the
only reality that there is, is God. Everything that God made is good. When God ordered Adam
and Eve not to eat from this tree, he was not testing them. He was not giving them a childish
little exam that he knew they would fail. He was actually warning them--warning them that this
tree could hurt them, because in the day that they eat it, they will die. Not that he would kill
them, but that they would die. The tree was poison. The tree would hurt them. When they ate
from the tree, the poison entered their system, and God sent them to the hospital. That hospital is
the world as we know it. Then he began working on the antidotes so that mankind might be
healed.
What was the tree and how could it hurt them? This is another one of the profound and deep
esoteric mysteries contained in the cards and contained in the Bible. The tree had a specific
name. It wasn't any tree. It was "the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil." Adam and Eve
did not eat an apple. Thats a common misunderstanding. We think that it was any kind of tree
at all; therefore, it might as well have been an apple tree. This is not even close to the
truth. This was not a apple tree. This was the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil.

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Weve touch upon the key elements of knowledge--rationality and intellect. We have also seen
that the world is good. Over and over and over, it is emphasized that all is good. It is all come
from God. It is all an outpouring from God, and it is all very, very, good. It could not possibly
be otherwise. What then is the knowledge of good and evil?
This much is clear: in order for Adam and Eve to know good, all they had to do was know the
world. Open their eyes, open their hearts, open their minds and everything that there was, was
good. Therefore, they could know goodness automatically and naturally. To know evil, they
would have to know something which did not exist. The entire physical and non-physical
universe was and is good. From the fish in the sea to the highest heavens, everything in their
universe was and is good. It was up to them to know that in order to know evil, they would have
to gain consciousness of something which did not exist. It is significant that after they partook
from the tree, they had the eyes of their mind open, and they knew that they were naked. They
were naked before, and they are shown quite clearly in this card to be naked, without shame and
without horror.
As soon as they knew good and evil, they became aware not only of what they were, the natural
state of their bodies which they knew before, but of what they were not. They were not
protected. They were not clothed. Nakedness is the natural state of all beings. As they knew
evil, as their minds focused upon what was not, they began to dwell as a separate self-existent
ego. Me and not me. The glorious oneness of the creation and their part in it was fractured and
split into two. Me and not me is the foundation of ego, and it is the splitting of the holy oneness
of God's creation into separate tiny warring factions.
So God encounters Adam and Eve and says, "Where are you. Why are you hiding?" And Adam
says, "I heard the sound of Thee in the Garden, and I was afraid because I was naked, so I hid
myself." I, I, I, I, me, mine. Adam and Eve had ceased to live in the flowing oneness of the
Empress. They had ceased to flow in the glorious oneness of the Emperor. They had become
divorced from the revelation of the Hierophant, who is there only to communicate the goodness
and grace of God.
They turned from all of that to focus upon themselves, their nakedness and their small, fallen
pathetic ego.
In short, the original sin is not disobedience. The original sin is ego. The ego came through the
disobedience. The disobedience was instrumental, but it was not the essence of the sin.
When a young child reaches for a hot stove, he is disobeying his parents, but that disobedience is
secondary to the threat of the impending harm to the child. In exactly the same way, God's
warning was meant to try and help them, but unfortunately they were not able to listen to that
voice. We fall; we enter the world of sin and selfishness and ego. That is the original sin.
What then was God to do? Adam and Eve have a poison in them, and God must now get an
antidote. We will see that antidote in a few cards from now. However, up until that time what
happens? God casts Adam and Eve out of the Garden, not as retribution and not even as
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If, in the ego state, Adam and Eve are able to partake from the Tree of Life and live forever, then
the smallness and the hurt and the pain and the ugliness which the ego state brings about, would
be anointed with the holy grail of eternity, and we would never ever be able to transcend our
egos. This would be a tragedy of unimaginable proportions.
Therefore, God barred the way to the Tree of Life The eternal Tree of Life is still there. That is
the tree that we see behind Adam--the holy tree, on which there are symbolically 12
branches. Since the number 12 is so familiar to us, we need not reiterate it.
The Tree of Life still exists. It is real. That Tree of Life is our destiny. It is none other than
God. For as we have seen, life is the breath of God. The wages of sin is death, not of the sinner
but of the sin. The ego state must be transcended in order to return to the Tree of Life. So the
angel stands guard, watches and protects as God prepares a pathway for us to return.
On the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, we see the serpent. The serpent has
been reinterpreted in Christian circles and over the course of time as being Satan. In its truest,
purest original form, that is not true. The serpent did not mean Satan to the people who wrote
the Bible, because Satan had not been invented or discovered yet. We will discuss this more in a
few cards.
The serpent represents the power at the base of the spine--the sexual urge. This is not in any way
to say that sexuality is evil, but rather the power at the base of the spine moves out away from
the creator and turns to worship the creation. This is the pathway of the fall. The power at the
base of the spine can be harnessed, and there are exercises and practices which seek to harness
that energy and enable that serpent power to rise up and be used as a force for salvation and
enlightenment. But more commonly, that serpent power flows out and down and away. That is
the tendency to look not at the oneness, but look at the many--to seek not that which is unified,
but that which separates. As Adam and Eve lived in their harmonious oneness with God in the
universe, they left that oneness and moved to their own multiplicity--many people each with
their own agenda--many egos, many problems, many fights. All of the enmity, strife, war, pain
and suffering which we have on this planet are a result of the incurring of the ego state--the
knowledge of good and evil, focusing upon what does not exist, rather than upon what does
exist. You cannot have any anxiety over what is. You only have anxiety over what might
be. Jealousy is a desire for things which you do not have. Lies are a statement of what is
not. Meditate upon this, for there is great power here.

TRUMP 7 - THE CHARIOT

Following along in the story unveiled in the Tarot cards, we have just left the Garden of
Eden. Adam and Eve have left the dominion of unification. They have left the oneness and
harmony with God and nature, harmony with themselves, harmony with each other. They have
been cast out into a world of pain, of toil, of hardship. What happens next?
The answer is the Chariot. All of the cards are remarkable, and this card is indeed astounding. It
can take quite some time for a novice to be able to absorb the imagery on this card.

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We see a charioteer standing in a chariot. Behind him is a city in front of which is a flowing
river. The Chariot has two wheels and four posts rising up above him creating a canopy. Upon
this blue canopy are many, many stars. In front of the Chariot, we see a shield with a red, odd,
top-looking thing, and a pair of wings with a yellow dot between them. Pulling the Chariot are
two sphinxes. The one on the left is black; the one on the right is red. The charioteer wears a
crown upon his head, a strange looking crescent moon on each shoulder, a breastplate, and a gold
girdle with several symbols on it. His left hand rests comfortably on the Chariot, and his right
hand holds a staff of some form. What is this rich imagery meant to convey?
Perhaps at this point in your Tarot studies you might want to begin by not immediately reading
my description, but rather take some time to absorb the symbolism of this card and see what it
indicates to you.
This is a card of God's interaction in our lives. We have seen previously in Trump 5, revelation
in the Hierophant which unites our reason with our creativity. The chariot is not merely a card of
revelation, but actual divine intervention in all aspects of our lives.
The chariot is a vehicle of war. Of this, there is no doubt. Rome and Greece had thousands of
chariots, sometimes driven by one, two. three or more men pulled usually by a team of two to
five horses. The famous chariot race in "Ben Hur" is a fact of history. The energies of the horses
were used to pull the charioteer in his war--take him swiftly that he might have the combined
energies and speed of two or more horses, instead of riding individually on horseback. Also, he
would be able to carry more implements of war in the chariot with him. What is this image of
war doing in our allegedly sacred Tarot book?
Ladies and gentlemen, life is war. Having left the Garden of Eden, there is struggle. Adam and
Eve left the unified state, and now see everything in terms of good and evil. After we leave the
Garden of Eden, we see everything polarizes in terms of plus or minus, better or worse. It is
almost impossible for us to engage in any relationship of any kind without entering upon
judgment, comparison, evaluation, discrimination, and, therefore war.
Even if we do something as simple as eat a cookie, it is almost impossible for us to appreciate or
enjoy that cookie simply for itself. We must be constantly comparing it to other cookies. Is this
better or is this worse then other cookies we have had previously? You can expand that a billion
fold, and you have the human race--always judging, always testing, always comparing. And,
that judging and testing and comparing causes us great amounts of harm--great amounts of
pain. It makes it impossible for us to appreciate anything the way it is. It is what it is. I am
what I am. When we return to the unitive state, we can appreciate other people for who they
are. They are who they are. We could appreciate things for what they are, it is what it is, without
constantly comparing it to what it is not. This is the essence of love--to be able to accept
someone exactly for who he or she is, unconditionally, without any comparisons or tests or
criteria. This is a very high difficult thing to do. This is the promised land. This is the Eden to
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In the meanwhile, there is war. We are constantly fighting between discrimination of the plus
and minus. We are constantly battling between trying to live life in the unitive loving state
versus living life in the fractured immoral fall.
We, therefore, find ourselves in the middle of a religious holy war being waged inside of our
very own souls. St. Paul refers to this as the struggle between the old man and the new
man. The old man, trapped in ignorance and sin, enslaved to fleshly lusts and antipathy, versus
the new man, whose eyes are on Heaven focusing on the realms of the spirit. This war is the
fight of our lives that is everyday. This is the battle that we must engage upon, so that we might
overcome those tendencies--the poison that was infused into our veins through the fruit of the
Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. That poison must be extricated, but it will not go
peacefully. It will not go automatically. It will not go without us struggling to overcome. The
Bible is a book of love. It is a book of God's redemption. It is also a book of war. In both the
Hebrew bible and in the Christian New Testament, we see struggles--struggles with people
against people and struggles with people against their sinful tendencies. And, the Bible repeats
over and over and over as a litany, the necessity of perseverance, the necessity of tenacity, and
the necessity of overcoming. If you read the first seven letters of Jesus to the churches in the
book of Revelation, he is constantly talking about persevering, fighting the good fight, and
overcoming. To he who overcomes, I will grant the Kingdom of Heaven. That is the nature of
the war. That is why we have a charioteer. However, we do not fight this war alone. If we did,
we could never win.
Remember, this card and every card says, the only reality is the Fool. The only truth is the Arik
Anpin and the bubbling consciousness of creation upon that vast countenance. That is all that
there is. That is all that there ever was, and that is all that there ever can be. Everything else is
dancing shadows. Therefore, once the consciousness of God becomes so dense, once the light
becomes so slowed down as to turn into matter, and God's divine spirit becomes encased within
human flesh to the point that the world is full of enmity and strife due to the poison of the fruit of
the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, God sends his chariot to enable us to escape to
have victory.
In the Bible, we read about Elijah, a prophet of God, who struggled mightily against the forces of
darkness in his age. At the end of his life when all seemed lost, God sent a magical, mysterious
chariot from the heavens to whisk him away and take him back to holy Jerusalem.
Undeniably, this card stems from that Biblical account. We see many elements which are
crucial. Number one, we see the city in the very farthest background. We have left the Garden
of Eden, and now we are in full blown civilization. This is the first time that we see anything
that comes close to a human structure in the cards. This is a full blown city. The other structures
that we have seen are pillars in the temple and are meant to represent elements not created by
human hands, but by the mind of God. However, the city in the background symbolizes perhaps
another element--the holy city of Jerusalem inside of Heaven, the great gated city of God, the
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In this way, we see the as above-so below. All cities are embodied in Jerusalem, and Jerusalem
is embodied in the city of Heaven. We see this reflective echoing over and over and over in the
Bible.
To use a common example, lets think about a football. The term football means many things.
In its broadest sense, football is the sum-total of all people, players, games in the entire history of
a national sport. Football refers to one particular game that is being played in the global scheme.
Football also refers to the physical object that gets tossed about during the game. However, that
too is an abstraction. Because we say during this one game, there was only one football. You
never have two footballs on the field. There is only one. However, in its densest form, we have
the actual, physical object, and that object can be used over and over. In a single particular
game, players might use five or ten individual different footballs. That is exactly how the as
above-as below works. That is why this city symbolized on this card is a representative of the
eternal city of God--a representative of Jerusalem and of all cities on the earth. The card is
indicating to us that there is no real difference between the earth and the sky, between Heaven
and Earth. The same principles apply to the Kingdom of God as apply to the Kingdom of
Man. The laws that we saw in the Emperor apply universally.
But, what is the real purpose of the Chariot? The Chariot is here to provide a vehicle for us to
overcome our fears and our anxieties, to overcome our constant search for evil, and to forever
look at what is. The Charioteer is divine intervention; it is divine grace to carry us wherever we
are willing to go.
The canopy above the Charioteers head is, quite obviously, the canopy of Heaven. The
Charioteer is ready at a moments notice to whisk us into Heaven. The notion of grace is a very
powerful, mystical idea. In common understanding, grace is the notion that God's not going to
hold your sins against you, but grace is so much more than that. As we've seen in other cards,
the essence of grace is that whatsoever we do in thought, word or deed is all the manifestation of
the power of God.
Therefore, if we are to overcome and return to the godhead, what power are we going to use to
do this? The only power we can use is not the power of self; not the power of ego. The ego,
which entered the world through card #6, cannot be used to eradicate itself. If it even tries to do
so, it just creates a much worse problem than before.
Let me give you an example. In China, people developed a religion called Buddhism, wherein
the priests in the Buddhist temples became known as "Boddhisattvas." The Boddhisattva ideal
was a Buddha to be, not quite a perfectly enlightened being, but one who was guaranteed in his
next life to be a complete Buddha. The Boddhisattvas would sit around proclaiming to everyone
how they had slain their egos, had risen above the realm of duality, and were now essentially
complete and perfect enlightened beings.
Over the course of time, the Buddhists recognized that there was a bit of a problem here, because
the Boddhisattvas were most grievously guilty of the very thing which they claimed to have
overcome--that being the egotist state. When one sits down and says, Look at me. I've
overcome my ego. You should all be more like me. one does not yet grasp the core of life. In

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contrast, you see in the Bible, Jesus is constantly, only, and always pointing to God the
Father. "Why do you call me good? There is no one good but the Father. Do not cling on to me,
for I have not yet ascended to my Father, I go to my God and your God, to my Father and your
Father." He came not to be a religious object of worship, so much as a religious subject, as a
friend and a guide to show us the way. When He says, "He who believes in me shall have
everlasting life," He was not talking about a doctrinal confession regarding the Athenasian
Creed. He was, in fact, saying, If you are listening to me, and you believe what I am telling you
is true, then this pathway will lead you to God. That is why the Christian proclamation of by
grace through faith is so crucial. The Chariot sits and waits to carry us to Heaven, just as it did
Elijah.
The tradition has developed within the Tarot card community that the reason there are four pillars
supporting the canopy above the Charioteers head is that they represent the four letters of God's
holy name, YHWH. All of the Tarot cards are structured around this holy name for it is through
that name that we can learn and know all that there is about God. We will discuss this name in
greater detail later. Suffice it to state here, that it is the holy name in each of the letters YHWH
which connect the Chariot on the ground to the canopy of Heaven above. The Chariot is here to
wage war, to grant us the grace and power to overcome.
But notice that while the Chariot appears to be a card of such power, action, and even
intervention, the Chariot is absolutely stationary. There is no indication whatsoever that the
Chariot is moving. In fact, the entire countenance of the card is that the Chariot sits and is here
waiting for you. It is up to you whether or not you are going to enter the Chariot. We have seen
this principle several times. The groom shall not rape the bride, and the bride shall not rape the
groom. The two shall become one. It is up to us to determine if we are going to be willing to let
go and let God. This simple little clich does contain much power. That power is the revelation
of the Chariot. The Chariot with all of its glory and all of its power and all of its divine
intervention sits patiently waiting for us to enter.
This is also symbolized in the two hands of the Charioteer. The left hand waits patiently, lying
inactive upon the mantle of the Chariot. In his right hand, the Charioteer holds a staff. That staff
is drawn in such a way as to have a dual meaning. Meaning number one is the sword. It appears
to be sword-like to indicate that this is to cleave truth from darkness, good from evil, yes from
no, to help in the act of discernment. At the same time, the very tip of the sword is drawn in
such a way as to remind us of the Magician's wand in card #1, indicating that through this wand,
the power of God can be communicated. So we see the two-fold nature, both of earthly
involvement, warring and of communicating the divine mind. In this way, we see that the war
that is carried out is all done through the power of the Magician.
But there is more here, much more. Upon the breast of the Charioteer, we see a
breastpiece. This is symbolically representative of the breastplate that the High Priest would
wear as he entered the Holy of Holies, (symbolized by the canopy) as he would represent the
people. Upon this breastplate were 12 stones, and upon them were the inscribed the names of the
twelve tribes of Israel. This indicates that this power, this salvation, this redemption, this divine
intervention, are for all people of all races everywhere. The Tarot never discriminates between

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those who are inside and those who are outside. All salvation and all truth are available for all
people at all times.
Around the Charioteers waist, we see a gold band with 5 symbols upon it. If you project those 5
symbols to the sides of his hips and the 5 symbols behind him, you see that once again these are
the 12 signs of the zodiac--all of the stars of Heaven, all time, all people, symbolized in this
girdle.
The imagery in front of the Chariot conveys the power of the swiftness of the wings. Like the
time I ran away, turned around, and you were standing close to me. No matter how far we run,
no matter how fast we run, no matter how long we run away from God, all we must do is simply
turn around, and we will encounter Him, the swift messenger. It has been said that for every one
step a man takes toward God, God takes a thousand steps toward man. This is very
true. Sometimes from our perspective, it seems that we must wait a long while. The truth is that
God answers instantaneously. That instantaneous answering does not necessarily constitute a
change in the external circumstances of our lives. If we are praying for a new job, then that may
take quite some time because the various layers of the cosmos, as they get more and more dense,
take more and more energy, and more and more time to change. As we sit in our automobile, for
example, we can change our thinking instantaneously. We can think about a flower one minute;
we can think about a book another minute. If we want to change something on the car, that is
going to take much, much more effort. Even if it is something as simple as opening the door,
that takes more time and it takes more effort than it takes to change our thinking.
In exactly the same way, God's answers to our psyche, to our soul, to our spirit, are
instantaneous. If we are seeking for God's truth or for his comfort or peace, that help is available
to our minds and to our souls instantaneously. However, if we are seeking a transformation in
the physical universe or in the social order to effect changes in other human beings, this can and
often and usually does take much more time. Why? Isn't God all powerful? Can't he do
anything and everything instantaneously?
The entire message of the Fool is that God is voluntarily self limiting. If God wanted to, God
could eliminate all hatred, but to do so would be to have the Groom rape the Bride. Therefore,
since God is all powerful, but seeks communion with his creation, he abides eternally in peace,
standing in the Chariot waiting for us to approach him. We are his agents within the world.
This is why the winged messenger sometimes seems to be so slow in arriving. Often the
problem is not God; the problem is usually and only us. God is, in fact, working instantaneously,
but if he magically changes our circumstances, then the flow and fabric of our lives could be
completely destroyed. This is in violation of his laws of nature. That being said and done, it
remains forever true that the messenger is swift and the communications between his mind and
ours are instantaneous. The answers are always there if we will sit and silence ourselves enough
to listen.
The red top-like device is a symbol from India known as a lingam. It is another phallic
symbol. It is there to symbolize action on the part of God. This is not a form giver card. This is

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a interactive card indicating the presence of God's power in our lives. Behold, I am with you
forever, even until the end of the age.
The final element we will look at in this card is, for many of you, perhaps somewhat of a
mystery--the two very strange creatures pulling the Chariot. They are obviously sphinxes--one
black, one white. What is the sphinx? The sphinx is a creature from Greek mythology. The
sphinx was there in front of the pyramids when the Hebrews were held captive in Egypt. What is
the myth of the sphinx? The sphinx was a creature with the body of a lion, usually wings of an
eagle, and the face of a human woman. It would go about terrorizing citizens in the town, asking
them a riddle. If the citizen answered the riddle correctly, he would be spared. Otherwise, he
would be devoured by the sphinx. No one ever answered the riddle correctly until a young man
named Oedipus came along. Do you remember the riddle from your junior high school
mythology class? It was, What animal is it that goes about on fours in the morning, twos in the
day and threes at night? The answer, Oedipus said, is man, who crawls as a baby, who walks
in his strength in middle age, and hobbles about using a cane in his old age. The moment that
Oedipus gave that answer to the sphinx, she shrieked a horrible howl and dashed herself against
the rocks until she was dead.
Why in the world would we put such an image from Greek mythology on this card? Well, as
we've said so many times, the Tarot is dealing in symbolism. The symbolism behind these
sphinxes is quite clear and quite powerful, and it's something that you could not condense into
any other imagery that I can think of. Man goes in a cycle of birth, life and death, and that cycle
is forever. That cycle is natural. The death that Adam and Eve experienced in the Garden of
Eden was a spiritual death. They no longer lived according to the life principle which is the
unified principle, but they forever more were living according to the good vs. evil
principle. This has nothing to do with the biological flow.
As we live below, so we live above. We are born to a new idea. We let it live within us and then,
in one form or another, it dies away. Even if it stays with us forever, it changes and grows and
merges with other ideas.
Going about on fours and twos and threes is the cycle of life. It encompasses the totality of all
human experience, whether it is your marriage, your job, your religion, your body, your hopes,
your dreams or anything. That cycle of life, the riddle of the sphinx, encompasses all aspects of
it, and the Chariot is here to constantly help.
The sphinx was in a life and death struggle. The sphinx would devour creatures who could not
solve her riddle until she met someone who could, at which point she had to destroy
herself. There is no compromise. There is only right and wrong. There is life, and there is the
Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. There is nothing in between. Either we will overcome
and we will solve the riddle of the sphinx and we enter the Chariot and return to our celestial
home, or we will be devoured in totality by the darkness of the realms of opposites, the
consciousness of good and evil.
There are two sphinxes--one white, one black. They are there to indicate that the cycle of life
and the divine intervention exist in all aspects of our lives. If we say that something is "good,"

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or we say that something is "bad," usually we mean that it is pleasant or unpleasant. This has
very little to do with whether it is from the tree of life or from the tree of death. All things which
happen to us which are "good" and all the things which happen to us which are "bad" are
likewise reflections of the cycle of man and can all be tools of blessing. If good things happen to
us, we can stray from God and think that we are self made people not needing any divine help. If
bad things happen to us, then we can think that God does not love us, that we are cursed, that we
are getting what we deserve.
The opposite is true. If good comes, we can see it as a blessing and a gift of God. If adversity
comes, we can see it as merely another test, another learning experience, another opportunity to
rise above the realm of good and evil and seek the unity beyond.
That is the Chariot; that is the power. That is the divine intervention--the endless, limitless grace
of God, here to take us from the pain and suffering through our fall and restore us to the eternal
throne, the blessed new Jerusalem.

TRUMP 8 - STRENGTH
And Moses said unto the people, "Remember this day in which you came out from Egypt, out of
the house of bondage. For by strength of hand YHWH brought you from out of this
place." Exodus 13:3.
Tarot card #8 is strength. It completes the third trinity of the Tarot cards, the first trinity being
the all power of the Fool, which becomes bi-polarized into the Magician and High
Priestess. Then we saw the Empress and the Emperor, which are re-harmonized through the
Hierophant. In the third trinity, we have cards #6, #7 and #8. Card #6 begins the trinity by
presenting us with the human problem, the error which we must overcome, the fundamental root
of sin--ego. We see the divine response to that in the Chariot, card #7, but as we pointed out so
clearly, the Chariot sits and waits for us to enter. The Chariot will not interfere in our lives. The
Chariot is there, but awaits our response.
So we have a pole. We have another dynamic tension between the problem of the lovers and the
solution of the Chariot. How does one resolve this? There are many steps involved, and those
steps will take us through the rest of the cards.
Though we have a series of cycles within cycles in the Tarot cards and every new card attempts
to expound and explain and amplify points which in essence have already been covered by other
cards, everything you need to know, everything in the entire universe is symbolized inside of the
Fool. As we said so many chapters ago, everything else is simply commentary. Therefore, as we
enter newer cards, we will see reiterated cycles of revelations and comprehensions of the past.
This flow has been discussed by western philosophers in terms of three aspects: thesis, antithesis and synthesis. For example, the creativity of the Empress being the thesis, the harsh
legalism of the Emperor being the anti-thesis, and the Hierophant and the two-fold nature of
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We have precisely the same problem or issue here. The lovers are the thesis. Mankind is draped
in sin. We find ourselves in the ego state, trapped in hatred, malaise and hopelessness. The antithesis to that is the Chariot, ready to whisk us away, to solve our problems, to enable us to see
that there is no problem at all. These two become synthesized through card #8, Strength.
Card #8 is one of the most sparse cards in the entire Tarot deck. By sparse, I mean that it does
not have very much imagery. It is very plain. A simple, gentle woman or girl closes the mouth
of a lion at her feet. In essence, that is the card. There are certain other elements, and we will
look at them, but that is the message of the card. A simple young woman closes the mouth of a
lion.
It is sometimes marvelous to wonder at and adore the power of the imagery in the cards--how so
much symbolism and so much meaning can be packed into such simple pictures. These pictures
are indeed worth thousands of words.
The woman is wearing a white gown. This is the first time that we see a white gown in all of the
Tarot cards. The Empress has on a white gown, yet she has pomegranate symbols covering it
making it part white and part red. Strengths gown is pure white. Upon her head is a garland of
flowers, around her waist is a string of roses, above her head the infinity symbol. She has her
left hand upon the lion's nose and her right hand underneath his chin. She is closing his mouth
while his tongue is still extended. This is an important clue. They stand upon a very natural
ground. If you look carefully, you will see that the coloring of the ground is the same as that on
which the lovers stand in card #6, and that mountain in the background is the same mountain
standing between the two lovers.
As to the symbolism, obviously the first thing we have to deal with is the lion. So many things
in the language of symbolism frustrate the novice explorer because there is not necessarily a
clear one to one didactic relationship. If there were, then the symbols would cease to be symbols
and would be signs, as we've discussed before. There is no clearer illustration of this than in the
symbolism of the lion.
In the Bible, the lion is used to represent ultimate good and ultimate evil. Jesus is referred to as
the lion of Judah upon the throne. In the book of Revelation, we see Jesus as the reigning lion,
who is able to open and reveal the mysteries of the sacred scrolls. But, we also have the image
of Satan prowling about like a lion seeking whom he may devour. What is the image
here? What is the purpose of the lion here?
We will set aside, for our purposes, discussing whether the lion represents good or evil. The lion
it is sufficient to say represents the animal nature. This is a powerful enough symbol and really
does not here indicate either the presence of Satan, the devil, or Jesus. Certainly, Strength is not
closing the mouth of God, and this is really not a card dealing with the Devil. The Devil is an
important concept which we must discuss, but we do not encounter him until card #15.
Therefore, if Strength is not closing the mouth of the Devil, and she is not closing the mouth of
Jesus, what is she closing? She is closing the mouth of our animal nature. We saw in the lovers,

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the power of the serpent, the power of the base of the spine, and the power of creation to move
farther and farther away from the Creator.
Anyone who has ever done any extended creating, observes through the externalization,
objectification, and internalization processes that the creation, regardless of its nature, begins to
take upon itself ideas and powers and characteristics which are different from what the creator
had originally intentioned, and actually struggles against the creators will. If you look at the
manuscripts of Beethoven for example, it is clear that the man constantly fought against his
music. He was at war with his compositions. There was a battle between the natural flow of the
melodies--where they wanted to go and where Beethoven knew he had to take them.
Authors will regularly indicate that the story or the characters evolved into something which they
had never imagined. This is the power of the serpent. This is the power of the creation. Ideally,
as we have seen in other cards, most specifically the Empress, the purpose of the creation is to
indicate the creator, that through the creation, we might see God. Yet the creation so seldom
performs this function. Much more often, the creation pulls us away from the creator as we
become entangled in the multitude of details within the creation--how this relates to that and that
relates to this. Animal nature is summarized well inside of the book of Romans wherein Paul
says that, "They turned from the Creator to worship the creation."
We do this every day of our lives. We do not see the soul inside of a human being. We simply
see a body or a consumer to be used. We look not with the eyes of the spirit, but with the eyes of
the body. We do not look at the spiritual principles, but at the physical principles. That is the
lion who goes about prowling, seeking to be the head animal to devour others. Any thing or any
person which stands in its way, we will conquer. We will crush them. Rather than try to work
with them or compromise with them or love them or resolve all of our differences, we will eat
them, either emotionally, or in the case of actual war or physical violence, physically destroy
them. That is the lion, the base evil nature which comes through the creation of ego.
This is a problem, because we are all one. We are one family. We are all children of the same
God. And if the message of the Fool is correct, the only reality that there is, is God. Therefore,
the oneness and unification of the uni-verse is the only truth. That is the way, the truth and the
life.
But we do not look at that goodness, we look at all that is not. We therefore seek to exalt
ourselves above all others. Between the lion and the Chariot is the tension where we find
ourselves in most of our day to day lives. Most human beings on this earth live right here. Each
of the Tarot cards represents powers and forces in the universe, and as we have tried to point out
so clearly, they also represent tendencies and realities within our individual soul. They represent
stages of our development.
The vast majority of us have not attained to the revelation of the High Priestess, nor to the
revelation of the Hermit or the Wheel of Fortune. The vast majority of us are past the real base
problem presented in the lovers, and we struggle somewhere between the lion and the
Chariot. Symbolically, you could say that although the Chariot awaits us, our prowling lion
nature seeks not to enter the sacred celestial vehicle, but rather to find other beings to consume.

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The regulating force among us is the lady of Strength. She has no struggle within
her. None. The lion does not want his mouth to be closed. Strength is closing the lion's mouth
effortlessly, with great peace and a smile on her face, while the lion still has his tongue
extended. He is about to painfully pierce his own tongue with his own teeth.
This too is a symbol of wonderful power, for we are constantly biting ourselves. The pain we
experience in this world is usually brought upon ourselves by ourselves--not always, certainly,
but very, very often. The physical suffering can be induced by external circumstances, but we
remain the controllers of our emotions and our minds. Our reactions to circumstances remain
ours to control. I learned this crucial revelation really for the first time in 1984, when after a
series a very painful events, I found myself feeling very victimized. Then, one glorious evening,
I heard the voice of God saying to me that all of this pseudo-victimization was nothing more than
a series of responses I was making to my own life; that just as I was choosing to feel myself the
victim, I could choose to feel myself something else; and, that all of these difficult situations
were ultimately no more nor less significant then stubbing my toe upon a footstool. There was a
certain amount of pain, but that pain was incidental. What was truly pivotal was my response to
the pain and how I chose to deal with it. Should I let that pain become my all consuming reality,
or move past it to a new life? At that point I heard five words of magic, five words of immense
power which have transformed my life and the life of millions of people who have attained this
revelation: I am not a victim.
That is all, be it somewhat obtusely, symbolized within the lions tongue. All of this pain he is
about to experience or could be experiencing right now, he is blaming on Strength. He is
blaming it on the woman, but notice that all he has to do is pull his tongue in, and he would solve
his problem. He does not have to be victimized.
The pathway of ego is not a pleasant pathway. We engage upon it constantly, but its blessings
are so pathetically small compared to the rewards of the pathway of the egoless state, that it is
nothing short of tragic to see the amount of energy we expend holding on to these useless trinkets
of dust, which we call our accomplishments.
Who is this woman--this woman who so easily controls the animal instincts, who harnesses the
base powers and enables us to enter the Chariot? I believe the answer is completely, intuitively
obvious. The woman is the divine will which we've all been given. Above her head is the
probably too obvious infinity symbol. The only other time we see this symbol in the totality of
the Tarot cards is above the head of the Magician. Obviously then, she is the power of the
Magician; she is the power of God. She is the controlling force; she is all power; she is strength.
What is strength? Ultimately strength is control. The more strength you have, the more you are
able to control. This is so simple, and yet so profound. Someone who is able to lift 200 lbs. is
able to control much more of the physical world than someone who can only lift 20 lbs.
Health and strength are forever connected with each other, for health is defined as strength. We
are able to do what we choose to do, and this controlling factor is the essence of will. We have
said many times before that there are different parts within the human being; that divine will
comes straight from the spark of God, the in-dwelling spirit; and that will controls the mind, the
emotions, the desire, the physical body, and, actually any mechanical body, such as a automobile

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that we may be in. It is through our will, that we determine if we are going to follow the
pathway of the Chariot or the pathway of the lion. It is through that will that we develop strength
of character, strength of being. This strength wishes to touch all aspects of our being. Strength
wants to make our minds powerful, that we might be able to comprehend the height and the
depth and the breadth of God.
One of the things, unfortunately, which common religion expects of people, is that they check
their brains at the door just as though they were checking a hat or a raincoat. We saw this during
the discussion of the Hierophant--that religion, as it is exoterically taught, does not want people
to think, is afraid of reason, and is afraid of intellectual exploration. God has given us our minds
to explore and worship and know, and the power of God's presence in our lives will make us
brilliant, will make us intellectuals, will open our minds to the wonders of the world.
The strength of God, through the power of will, shall also enable our desires to be controlled,
that we desire not to follow the world as a prowling lion, devouring all in our wake, but rather to
desire to enter the holy chariot and travel with Him to the highest points of Heaven. Strength
will also encourage our emotions to have the proper reactions to all around us--to see ourselves
not as a victim nor to seek retribution, but to seek only goodness, oneness and wholeness.
Strength will also touch our physical bodies, that we might have the ability to work and live and
move in this world. In all ways then, the divine will is working to provide health to all of our
vehicles--to our mind, our emotions, our desire and our body. This is why I began this chapter
with this quote, which I will repeat. Moses said to the people, "Remember this day in which you
came out from Egypt, out of the house of bondage. For by strength of hand, YHWH brought you
out from this place." The woman is God. Divine will lives within us. Bondage in Egypt has
become a symbol for slavery to sin. Held captive by the lower desires, we prowl the earth as a
lion, and we are actually enslaved and unable to free ourselves. But as YHWH removed the
Hebrews from bondage to slavery in Egypt, so too he will remove us from bondage to sin in our
mortal lives.
How do we move from the lion state into the Chariot? We recognize that God's redeeming,
freeing power is already present, and we enable that power to transform our base animal instincts
into a vessel of holy, righteous purity. Notice that the scripture, Exodus 13:3, clearly states that
YHWH is doing this by the power of his hand. The hand is immensely symbolic. The hand is
the active mechanism. Just as the Chariot is there to actively participate in all aspects of our
lives, so too the divine will is an active participant, an active controlling agent in our
lives. These are not merely principles or ideas, nor are they merely pictures or symbols. The
divine will is a real existent power working in the universe and working in our lives, moment by
moment.
Exodus 15:2, "YHWH is my strength and my song, he is my salvation." Strength is also passion
to encounter life with exuberance, not merely as a burden to be endured, but with great
excitement, as a great journey to be explored.
Beginning to summarize, we see then that the lion is our base animal instincts, and that the
woman of strength, through very little or no physical effort, automatically and simply overcomes

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the lion. To overcome your base instincts, to transform your life from being a hater into a divine
lover, you need do nothing more than recognize that you already are free, you already are strong,
you already are pure. It is up to you to focus on which part of you, you will use. That strength is
health. It is power, it is control, it is commitment, it is passion. It is the divine will.
We are admonished in 1 Chronicles 16, to seek Yod Heh Vav Heh and his strength. Seek his face
forever. We are told in Nehemiah 8, that the joy of Yod Heh Vav Heh is our strength. We are
told in Psalm 18, "I love thee oh! YHWH my strength." Psalm 20:6, "I know that YHWH saves
his anointed, he will answer him from his holy Heaven with the saving strength of his right
hand."
It is all summarized, I think most beautifully, in two verses, Ecclesiastes 7:19, "Wisdom is a
strength to the wise more than ten rulers that are in a city." Wisdom--we have seen wisdom
before. That wisdom, that living life according to the powers of God, is our strength. And
finally, Mark 12:30, "You shall love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, with all thy soul, with
all thy mind, and with all thy strength." That is the pathway. That is our vision. That is our
quest--to take us from the darkness of the ego state and enable us to ride the infinite chariot to
the kingdom of celestial Godhood.

TRUMP 9 - THE HERMIT

The Hermit stands upon a high, high precipice. He holds in his right hand a lantern containing a
glowing radiating Star of David. He holds in his left hand a staff. He is wearing a very large
billowing enshrouding cloak. He has a long flowing beard. This is a card of great mystery, and
its symbolism is perhaps among the most difficult to comprehend. The Hermit's a card of many
things. We will start with the most obvious.
Remember the mountain that the Fool began on, the mountain that stands behind and between
the lovers, the mountain in the background behind Lady Strength. The Hermit now stands upon
that mountain. This is a card of great attainment. We have crossed the pathway of involution
and come to the point of the fall. We see the pathway of redemption through the Chariot and
have been presented with the divine will to conquer all evil.
At the stage of the Hermit, the religious aspirant begins to internalize the religious life. The
religious life does not consist simply of hearing the Word, nor simply of believing these stories,
nor simply in being a follower. The essence of religion is attainment. The essence is
actualization. As the Bible says, "We should not be hearers only, but doers of the sacred word."
At the stage of the Hermit, we are not complete. We are not done. At the stage of the Hermit,
we have not completely slain the ego, and we have not fulfilled our eternal destiny. However, the
proclamations and powers which we have met, up until this point, are beginning to take shape
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We have seen, behind the Fool, the pure white light of the Sun. Behind the lovers in the pathway
which the angel guards, there is the eternal infinite limitless sun of the divine presence in our
lives.
The other places that we see light in the Tarot cards are in images of stars representing celestial
kingdoms. This is the first time that we see anything which appears in simple form to be a manmade light. The Hermit is holding a lantern, and he controls that lantern. It is not by chance that
he controls it in his right hand. As the right hand of the Charioteer contains the Magician's wand
and as the right hand of the Lady of Strength is pulling up to close the Lion's jaw, so too in the
right hand, the Hermit holds the light. This is a pathway of illumination. The sun which we
have lost, which we are seeking to return to, the limitless light of God is beginning, albeit in a
small measure, to take shape and exist in our lives. That is the first symbol here--the Hermit
standing upon the Mountain holding the light.
The light of God, being the only reality, will eventually come under your control. As we saw, the
essence of strength is control. You, as a co-creator with God, have an appropriation of the
infinite limitless light within you. Through tapping into the Lady of Strength, working the
pathway, you will enter the Chariot. And as you do so, you are taken to the highest
mountain. Contrary to popular opinion, the Hermit does not so much crawl up the Mountain, as
he is deposited there by the Chariot. Those lights of Heaven above the celestial canopy are not
simply to be looked at . They are not simply to be worshipped. They are to become our
reality. We are the light of Heaven.
The reference to the Biblical passage is obvious. Jesus says, "You are the light of the
world." Not merely a reflector of the light, but in a higher truer sense, you are the light of the
world. God is light.
When we get a bit farther down the road, we will overcome the temptation of the moon in card
#18 to merely reflect the light, and we will have our homecoming in card #19 where we are fully
reunited with the radiant Sun. A tiny bit of that sun has been broken off. A tiny bit of the canopy
above the Chariot has been placed into the Hermit's lamp. A tiny bit of what God is has been
placed into you.
The Bible promises us that eventually we will grow to the fullness of Christ. At the stage of the
Hermit, we are not yet there, but we have learned much.
The Hermit is alone There is no denying this, and there is no hiding from it. He has no one
around him, and he is first and foremost, completely and always, utterly and entirely alone.
When you close your eyes at night, there is no one behind your eyelids but you. And in your
heart of hearts, there is no one but you. No one knows all of your thoughts, all of your feelings,
all of your memories, all of your actions, except you. And, the revelation of Lady Strength is
that absolutely no one controls or shapes your destiny except for you. You are alone.
The essence of religion is to recognize that aloneness in ourselves and to enable it to become
reality. The holy name is, "I will be what I will be"--not what Madison Ave. says I will be, not

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what culture says I will be, not what my friends say I will be, not what my church says I will be,
not what my pastor or my parents or my spouse say I will be. But, I will be what I will to be.
Will, we have seen, is the essence of Lady Strength. As we harness that will, we become what
we will become. As we shape and mold our will, we realize our destiny--not by the power of our
community or our friends or relatives, but singly, solely, wholly and entirely by the power of the
divine within us. This is the beginning of health. The is the beginning of being responsible for
your own life.
But while the Hermit is alone, he is not cut off from the rest of the world. Notice his entire
attitude. He is holding the light. He is not holding the light to enable him to see, for he is
already upon the mountain. He is holding the light for others to see.
Notice that he is looking down. He is, however, not looking down so that he might find his own
way. He is looking down to watch and seek and attune himself to others. This is the glory of
religion. Religion is what we do completely alone in the inner most beings of our own soul, as
well as what we do in partnership with every other soul around us.
The Hermits attainment does not remove him from compassion. It begins compassion. The
isolation and fracture begun by the Lovers, experienced through the poison of ego, as Adam
seeks to even blame his holy wife for his problems--that fracture begins to become healed on the
pathway of the Hermit. For as you attain, and as you receive, you shall be free to share. We
have discussed this before. As you give, so shall you receive; and, as you have received, you
will give.
What is the greatest law? To love God with your total being and to love your fellow human
beings as yourself. Note that this is a law. The law of gravity needs no one to give consent to it
for it to be true. The law of electromagnetism was the governing factor of the universe before
anyone ever conceived of it. In exactly the same way, the great law of God does not need you to
consent to it or obey it for it to be true.
The fact is that you do love God with your whole being, and you do love your fellow person as
yourself. These are not so much statements of command, as they are statements of reality--an
explanation of the law of the universe. You absolutely must take time to meditate on this and
make sure that you are completely clear on it.
How you love yourself is exactly how you will love others, and your entire personality is your
expression of your love for God. The ways in which you think, the things that you feel, and
those deeds that you perform are the way you love God. What you think about yourself and how
you conceive of yourself when you close your eyes are how you love your fellow human beings.
You already do love God with the wholeness of your being. You already do love your fellow
man as yourself, and it could never, ever be any other way.
Therefore, in the pathway of the Hermit, as we begin to see the glories of the canopy, as we
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greater control over ourselves through the Lady of Strength, we are able to reach out and to share
this with other people. As we become different people, we love differently. As we receive, so
shall we give, and the giving that we do establishes what we will receive. Remember, this is a
fractal universe. Our output becomes our input, and our input becomes our output. Therefore,
when we attain the state of the Hermit, we seek to reach out, to share, and to touch other people.
The best way to learn is to teach.
If you really want to learn something, try to explain it to another person. Reach out your
hand. Let your light shine. You do not place a light upon a mountain in order to hide it. You
place a light upon the mountain in order to let it shine. The whole purpose of the Bible is to
discuss evangelism or discipleship. It is to discuss outreach, that we might let our light shine
before others in such a way that they may see our good works and glorify our Father, who is in
Heaven.
We become an actual channel. We become a vessel through whom the light of God can and will
flow. Just as the Chariot is able to convey the higher powers of God to our eternal spirit, in
exactly the same way as that spirit becomes awakened and alive and born inside of us, we too
then can be a transmitter of that light. Whatever you bind on earth, shall already have been
bound in Heaven. Whatever you loose on earth, shall already have been loosed in Heaven. Go
ye and therefore and make disciples of all nations. During that process, momentum is gained.
For others then as they are able to dwell in our light and we are able to become in part a channel
for them are able to enter into a relationship with the divine and there light can shine back and
help encourage and strengthen us. This is the entire notion of community. Therefore the Hermit
begins in total isolation, but as he reaches out he becomes a member of the family of man,
becomes a organ in the body of Christ being built up to the fullness of God.
God is becoming reincarnated in each of us. This card--the Hermit--is a card of the incarnation,
the mystery of God in the flesh. The card also teaches us about the importance of having a
teacher. The disciple-rabbi relationship is found in every religion in the world. In modern
society, we have walked away with our technocratic age from this holy relationship, and people
think that by merely reading books or watching television shows that they can learn as much as
from a personal teacher. But every synagogue has its rabbi, every disciple had Christ. Every
student has his guru. Every monk has his teacher. The powers of God can best and only be fully
communicated through other human beings. This writing, as hopefully valuable and important
as it may be, cannot ever take the place of a personal relationship with the Hermit, who stands
bearing the light.
This is a crucial point. We said how card #8 Strength was related to God taking the Hebrews out
of bondage to slavery. Card #9, the Hermit, is Moses, the individual through whom God worked.
God could have simply killed all the Egyptians, one supposes, and in that manner let the
Hebrews go. But, it was not to be, and that is not how he operates on this earth. God works
through people. The power of the strength of card #8 is placed inside of a person named Moses,
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One must guide; one must have a guide. If you truly seek to return to paradise to appropriate the
power of the divine will, you must, for your own sake, reach out to others and attempt to help
them along their pathway.
We see then that the many shall become one, and the one shall touch the many. The staff that the
Hermit holds clearly represents, for one, the staff which Moses held, turning the staff into a
serpent. We have seen the multi-dimensional symbolism of the serpent before.
The Hermit is painted as being very old, the ancient of days, because people at this point in their
lives are very old souls. Those who have attained to the level of the Hermit are no longer
entirely trapped by the base animal instincts. The light of God is beginning to be able to shine
through them, so they are not entirely encased within ego. They are symbolically much closer to
the ancient of days.
The Star of David is a two-fold symbol--a symbol of the spirit and a symbol of the world. As a
symbol of the spirit, it symbolizes the revelation and religious proclamations God made through
his servant David primarily through the Psalms. It is also a symbol of earthly power, because
David placed this star upon his shield of war. The light of the Divine cannot stop until it has
touched all aspects of the universe. It cannot stop merely inside of your soul. It cannot stop
merely by making your body healthy, but rather must encompass all aspects of society and every
human interaction--from what we currently call government, to our economic systems, to our
ecological management systems. The radiant light conferred through control of the divine will
can, must, and will transform the totality of existence.
The final point regarding the Hermit has to do with his robe. The robe is concealing
something. We get this hint by his hat or hood. The hood is in the shape of a Yod, the Hebrew
letter which we translate into a "Y". The Yod is the first letter of God's holy name, Yod Heh Vav
Heh. The Yod, symbolizing the divine creative controlling intelligence, shows that here in the
stage of the Hermit, while we may not be utterly free of all pollution from the lower spheres, we
are at least in touch with the mind of God. The name of God is beginning to take shape within
us. The Yod Heh Vav Heh, as the image of God and the image of man, is beginning to take root
in the very rubric of our soul.

TRUMP 10 - THE WHEEL OF

FORTUNE
In stark contrast to the previous two cards, which have almost no symbolism at all, in terms of
the icons and images on the cards themselves, the Wheel of Fortune is absolutely stuffed full of
very great symbolic detail. Simply by looking card #10, one immediately notices that it is very
different from the others that we have seen. The others have featured a human figure in the
center of the card with the exception of the Lovers, who have one angel and then two

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humans. On all of the rest, we have one central human being with different icons and images
around him or her. Obviously the Wheel of Fortune is very, very different.
What is this card all about? We are dealing here with a powerful concept. As we discussed in
previous cards, everything is a cycle. Everything within the realms of creation vibrates. The
densest rock, the most rarefied air, the farthest star vibrate. Rest is a mere idea. It has no reality.
That vibration, that cycle, exists not only in physical matter, but in animate objects--the cycle of
breathing, the cycle of waking and sleeping, the cycle of being born, living and dying. The
Wheel of Fortune encompasses all cycles of manifestation and expresses the notion that no
matter what occurs within the physical creation, it is all (1) a part of the divine plan, and (2) a
part of the divine revelation. In other words, the Wheel of Fortune card says there is no such
thing as chance.
A wheel of fortune exists in many different forms. For instance in gambling halls, we have
roulette wheels, we have slot machines, which are a combination of three or more Wheels of
Fortune, and we have the big wheels which spin much in the manner depicted on this
card. There are different numbers or images on the wheel. You place your bet on a number on
which you think the wheel will stop. If your number comes up you win; if not, you lose.
To the uneducated eye, it appears that a wheel of fortune is chance. However, this is not entirely
true. A Wheel of Fortune, if it is even, works according to law. What do I mean by even? Let us
assume that there are ten numbers on the wheel, 1 through 10. And, let us assume that the wheel
is perfectly balanced and each number is mathematically as likely to come up as any other
number. What then are the odds of picking the right number? Obviously the odds are 10 to 1 or
1 in 10. If you bet $1 and your number does not come up, you lose your dollar. If your number
comes up, then you should receive exactly $10. The element of chance pertains to any individual
single event. It is in fact, in a wheel of fortune such as we are describing, not possible to predict
what any given spin will be. It is a random chance event. So in that respect, individual moments
within time are chance.
However, in the larger picture, that wheel will work according to absolute law. If you spin that
wheel an infinite number of times, exactly 1/10th of those spins will be landing in each of those
ten numbers.
So while individual events may be unpredictable, the larger picture is 100% predictable. This is
how gambling institutions in Las Vegas make their money. They do not need to cheat. The
game, as it is presented to the player or the gambler, is already fixed. If the player picks the
wrong number, the player loses the dollar. However, if he picks the right number, he does not get
$10 dollars the way he should. He gets $9. As a result, if you begin with an infinite amount of
money and play this game for an infinite number of spins, you wind up with absolutely no
money. This is the law.
In terms of the Wheel of Fortune, we actually have three different manifestations in this game of
life. This first one that we've talked about is random, wherein each individual event is
completely unpredictable, but the totality of the process is 100% governed by law. There are two
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We also have deterministic relationships. Deterministic relationships are very common to
us. Those relationships are where, given the current state of things, we are able to determine
absolutely, at any given time frame, what the status of the system will be in the future. A simple
example is a automobile driving along the road. If we know where the car is now and we know
exactly how fast it is traveling, then at any given point in time we will know where the car will
be. If the car is traveling at 30 mph, we know that in exactly 15 minutes the car will be 7 1/2
miles away. This is completely deterministic. The deterministic universe is the realm of what
we have traditionally called science. Science is discovering that there are other realms which it
must attend to, but for the most part, the Newtonian revolution was when humanity began to
discover the deterministic nature of the world.
In addition to random relationships and deterministic relationships we have the third
manifestation, known as chaotic relationships. This is a brand new field of science which is
revolutionizing biology, physics, chemistry, sociology, just as the Newtonian revolution did
hundreds of years ago. A chaotic relationship is 100% deterministic and absolutely
unpredictable. What do I mean by that? That means given any current state, the next step or the
next cycle is 100% deterministic. And, there is a one to one relationship. Any particular initial
state will generate one and only one next step, however the relationship is so complex that it is
impossible to determine what cycle 10 will be until we experience cycle 9.
This would be like having a automobile, to refer to the previous analogy, that we know is
traveling at 30 mph and we know absolutely that in one minute it will be so many feet away, but
we will not know how many feet it is away in 15 minutes until we get to the 14-minute mark.
These chaotic relationships are wondrous creatures and seem to be built into the very essence of
nature. Let me give you an example. Take a number sequence. Start with a number--any
number at all. If that number is even, divide it in half. If the number is odd, multiply it by three
and add one to it. Take the result and perform the operation again. Eventually the number will
return to 1. Notice that each and every single number cycles in the next iteration to one and only
one number. The number 26 will only go to number 13. The number 27 will only go to 84. It
cannot ever go anywhere else. But, there are no fields of mathematics that enable us to
determine how many iterations it will take any particular number to return to one.
The relationship is cycle by cycle deterministic and yet completely unpredictable. Why have I
taken you along this discussion?
These 3 relationships--random, deterministic and chaotic--are symbolized by the three wheels in
the Wheel of Fortune. We have the tiniest innermost circle, a larger circle, and then the outer
circle. These circles will spin, not just clockwise and counter-clockwise, but will also rotate
around their axis much like a globe. And, they will spin top to bottom, like an earth spinning
around itself.
These wheels are the interplay of God with his creation. These are the laws which have been
laid down for existence. This is the moral dance that plays throughout our lives. And, the
proclamation of this card is that regardless of which way the wheels spin, whether for "good" or
"bad," for we are still here in the realm of duality, whether we are experiencing a random,

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deterministic or chaotic relationship at this time, everything echoes with the name of God, and
everything is perfect.
We see from the wheel that all manifestations are a direct outpouring of God because of the
letters surrounding the outer wheel. We see the T O R A. Read counter-clockwise it's Torah;
read clockwise it's Tarot. What do those funny little symbols between the T A R O mean? Well,
between the T and the A, that little squiggle thing is a Yod, that is a "Y". Between the T
and the O, we have a Heh. Between the O and the R, there is a Vav. And, between the
A and the R, there is another Heh. That spells YHWH. That is Yahweh. That is the holy
Tetragrammaton. That is the infinite limitless name of God. That is God's name. God is not
God's name. God is what God is. Yod Heh Vav Heh is God's name.
If we read counter-clockwise, what do we have? We have YHWH. If we read clockwise, what
do we have? YHWH. This is not a coincidence. If you start with the R and read clockwise,
it's Rota, which is the wheel. We discussed this way back with the High Priestess. Rota is the
wheel. Torah is the revelation of God's holy mind in scripture. Tarot is the unveiling. The Tarot
is the hidden wisdom which we are attempting to unveil, all be it ever so slightly. And what the
wheel says is that the Wheel of Fortune, both the Tarot and the Torah, are Yahweh.
It does not matter if the wheels spin left or right or up or down. It does not matter if you are
dwelling in a deterministic or a random or a chaotic world. It does not matter, the individual
moments. It does not matter how confused or how puzzling or how bizarre life may
seem. There is always a law. There is always a connection. There is always a purpose. There is
always a direction. There is always a focus. That focus is the Wheel, the Wheel of Life. And
that Wheel of Life is the holy word of God. That Wheel of Life is the Torah, and the Torah is
revealed through the Tarot. The Tarot, the Torah, and Wheel of Life are all Yod Heh Vav
Heh. That is a very powerful statement.
The Wheel of Fortune also pertains to the idea of success and prosperity. We as human beings
become obsessed with material possessions. When I graduated from college, in order to have my
own self respect, I spent several years cleaning houses. This was a decent solid honest job. I
was the black sheep of the family, because at that time on both my father's side and mother's
side, I was the only one of any of the grandchildren to have ever graduated from a four year
college. And, yet the college graduate was scrubbing toilets. I was an object of shame at family
gatherings. The Wheel of Fortune started to turn differently, and I entered a new profession and
started to make a lot of money. All of a sudden, I was someone who mattered to the family. I
actually had people call me to say that they had never understood what I was doing, but they
were really proud of me now. This is a horrid burden to put on anyone.
The proclamation of Jesus is that riches do not matter. Wealth and fortune, as they pertain to the
material plane of money and commerce, are the lowest shells in the cosmic dance. Your divine
limitless spirit does not care if you have a lot of money or hardly any money at all. The Wheel
of Fortune will make some poor and some rich. Some will begin poor and become rich; some
will begin rich and become poor. As we attach ourselves to the hub of the wheel then, we spin
up and down. As we attach our consciousness to the rim of the Wheel of Fortune, when we
make more money we are happier, and when we lose money we are sadder.

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We have given over dominion of our lives. The strength that we have seen in other cards--the
power of the divine light inside of us--we have given over to the whims of the Wheel of Fortune.
What we should recognize is not the outer most rim, but the axis. We should recognize the truth
of the Wheel--that whether we are rich or poor, whether we are successful or a material failure,
whether we are healthy or sick in our bodies--it is all still a part of the cycle of God. It is all a
part of the breath of God. It is all an unfolding of the divine plan. That is what the Wheel seeks
to teach us.
Inside of the Wheel, there are 8 spokes. These 8 spokes refer to the 8 normal cardinal points on
the compass: north, east, south, and west; northeast, southeast, southwest, and northwest. On
the axis, we see some symbols. Those are symbols for chemical elements: salt, sulfur, mercury
and water. I will leave it to you to meditate upon the importance and value of these
symbols. Their chemical structure can, in fact, reveal aspects of the Wheel of Fortune to us.
Sitting atop the Wheel of Fortune is the sphinx. We have discussed in great length in the Chariot
card the symbolism of the sphinx. The sphinx is reiterated here because the cycle of life, which
the sphinx held as its secret, is the central focus of this card.
To the left hand side of the wheel, there is a yellow snake, and under the right hand side of the
wheel, there is this red strange creature. These are obscure references to Greek mythology. The
snake is Typhon; the red bizarre creature is Hermanubis. Without going into great detail, they
symbolize transformation, blessing, and decay. The sphinx is the stabilizing image. The snake is
the transforming image. The Hermanubis is the decay image. God is the creator, preserver and
destroyer of the universe. All three manifestations are necessary for existence--creation,
preservation and destruction--birth, life and death. They are all surrounding the wheel.
The last images we see are in the four corners, these angelic beings holding books. The beings,
reading counter-clockwise from upper left, are an angel, a bull, a cow, and a eagle. These
creatures come from two places in the Bible. The book of Ezekiel is intimately related to this
card. Ezekiel has a vision of the throne of God. God's throne is sitting upon these different
wheels, which have wheels within wheels within wheels. Attached to these wheels are four
living creatures. The book of Revelation chapter 4 reiterates this vision where John in his
heavenly vision sees the throne of God and sees the living creatures--the angel, the bull, the ox,
and the eagle. They are there to help reveal God's word.
Notice that on the card, they are all holding a book. This is to indicate that these creatures of
divine special revelation stand around the throne of God. They contain within themselves, and
they control the unveiling of God's divine infinite mind. These beings are attached to the Wheel
of Fortune. Once again, the Tarot is telling us that all cycles of natural manifestation--earth, life
and death, creation, preservation and destruction--are a simultaneously natural unfolding of the
creation and a divine revelation of supernatural importance.
Every day that you wake up to brush your teeth, the full revelation of God is there screaming at
you. Every time a bird flies through the sky and lands upon a tree branch, God is singing to you
sermons so loud that the only reason you do not hear them is because you have had to cut them
out. Or else, because of their glorious refrain, you would not be able to function in the day to

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day world. The glorious celestial choir, which is singing through every moment of this random,
chaotic and deterministic world, so overwhelms our human soul, that we block out the light in
order to be able to function and worry about our egos and our money and our conquest of other
human beings.
The Wheel of Fortune says it need not be so. Through the Wheel of Fortune, we recognize that
we can quite literally have our cake and eat it too. We can live in the normal world and suffer the
slings and arrows of outrageous fortune. We can become richer and poorer. We can live as
normal mortal human beings. But, we can recognize that every moment is the Torah, the Tarot,
and Yod Heh Vav Heh.
This is a card of great conflux, bringing together all aspects of religious revelation and natural
science, bringing together all aspects of our lives into one central point. That point is the axis.

TRUMP 11 - JUSTICE
We have come far on the pathway of the Fool, and we have met many important agencies. We
now come to the completion of the fourth trinity--that fourth trinity being composed of the
Hermit, the Wheel of Fortune, and Justice.
Thesis, anti-thesis, synthesis. The card of attainment in the Hermit, as a individual proclamation
and recognition of the presence of God, becomes reflected in the Wheel of Fortune in the
recognition of God's omnipresence and abiding activity in all aspects of existence. What then is
the response? How is the Hermit to properly appropriate the energies of the Wheel of
Fortune? What is the next step in our growth and development? How is it that the powers of the
Wheel of Fortune and the Hermit will become active and actualized in this earth? The answer is
in Tarot card #11, Justice.
Of all of the symbols in the Tarot, this is, in all probability, the easiest to comprehend because
this symbol is the most familiar to us. A robed figure sits upon a stool in front of two
pillars. Spread between them is another veil.
In Justice's right hand, is the raised sword, and in Justice's left hand, there hangs a pair of scales.
The two potencies of God and man meet here once again. Justice is obviously a divine attribute,
and as God becomes reincarnated inside of us. Justice then becomes a human attribute. What is
Justice? Its another word, much like Love, that everyone knows and everyone recognizes, but
which is very often hard to define. As a definition of Justice, I will propose the following: fair
and equal application of all of the laws of the universe. Notice that this definition encompasses
both the human order and the celestial order. God is just means that, in essence, he always
operates in accordance with the ever present law of love.
Modern Christianity has bifurcated the divine being into two halves. God is pure love and pure
justice. As the story goes, these two sides war with one another. When man sinned, God's pure
love wanted mankind to be with him in Heaven, but God's justice demanded punishment for the

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wrong. Therefore God's justice was at odds with his love, creating some form of alleged divine
dilemma. The answer to this paradox was found, so the reasoning goes, in Jesus.
The problem with this is that it fails to understand the nature of love, the nature of justice and the
nature of punishment.
Justice is not a separate self-existent entity. To say that God always operates with justice means
that he always operates in perfect accordance with his law of love. God's laws of love embody
many things which we have seen throughout the cards. One of the prevailing factors is that of
freedom of the individual. God will not coerce you into doing anything. As we've said before,
God does not want to rape the bride, and he does not want the bride to rape Him. The celestial
dance is a mating song of ecstasy. It is not a brutal violent rape. So God holds the sovereignty of
the individual to be of utmost critical concern. This is his justice.
Inasmuch as God will not violate your personal freedom, and as much as God grants to you the
ability to be a co-creator with him, this divine relationship, as it is expressed with every one of
God's children on this earth, creates the dimension of human justice. In short, as God treats us,
we must treat others.
Since God recognizes our individual sovereignty, so too we must recognize the sovereignty of
every individual. Therefore, coercion of any kind is forbidden. This is the essence of the moral
law. To murder is to remove someone's life from them, coercion. To steal is to remove
someone's property. To harm them in any way, physically or emotionally, is coercion. This goes
all the way to the macro structures of our social order--macro structures such as taxation,
government-required conscription, and obedience to externalized laws.
Many in the religious world see a separation between the realms of the divine and the realms of
human interaction. Martin Luther, the middle ages reformer, is probably among the most
notorious in this area. He saw his reformation being one of faith and prayer and Bible study and
sacraments. When he was asked to help bring these principles to the social order, he renounced
his petitioners as being tools of the Devil. The Kingdom of God, he said, is not of this world,
and therefore matters of civil unrest are not the proper domain of the church. Of course, Luther
was wrong.
We live in a uni-verse, as we have said so often. And the command to love God with our
entire being is exactly like the command to love our fellow people as ourselves. It is quite clear
that no one who hates their brother or sister can actually love God. The two are
intertwined. Therefore, the divine justice, which God has handed out to each of us by
recognizing the autonomy of our individual self hood,, we must in turn extend to all other
people.
Taxation is theft. It is coercion. Theft, adultery, lying, murder--all of the evils of the world-ultimately result from a failed recognition of the commonality we all share as brothers and sisters
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When we all attain to the state of the fullness of Christ, there will be no reason for any
laws. People will need no coercion, no rules of society, no taxation, none of the other social
evils, for they will be ruled by the goodness of God within their hearts. Neither will we have any
reason to teach one or another, because we will all be fulfilled. Until that point however, what do
we do? This is the higher question regarding justice. Justice has two sides: a recognition of
how we should operate and what to do when others do not operate in accordance with justice.
Justice holds the scales in one hand to say that all are free, all are equal, everything is perfectly
balanced. The law of God and the law of man are one, and every human being stands equal in
the eyes of God. And, every human being is completely free. As it says in the book of Leviticus
19:15, "Do not pervert justice, do not show partiality to the poor or favoritism to the great. But
judge your neighbor fairly. All are equal."
In the other hand, Justice holds the sword--the sword of righteousness, the sword of judgment--to
meet out properly, one to the other. As we give, so shall we receive. That is the law. And, the
proper social order would be exactly what was laid out in the time of Moses--an eye for an eye, a
tooth for a tooth. The thieves have what they stole taken from them. The murderers shall be
killed.
To some, there appears to be a contradiction. If it is evil to murder to begin with, how can it be
just to repay that evil with the very evil we find so abhorrent? We must recognize the communal
nature of man. We all share the social order. We are all in harmony and together in one. To
extricate a murderer is not necessarily fair to that murderer, but it is fair to the rest of the social
order. These are deep and weighty matters, the likes of which people have debated for centuries.
A card, such as Justice, enables us to enter into endless debate, because it is so familiar to us and
we all have our own notions as to the best way to live. If we wish to gain access to the hidden
holy of holies behind Justice, we must take the powers of the Hermit. We must take the
revelation of the Wheel of Fortune and all divine powers, and appropriate them for our lives on
the earth.
What about God and how God wields justice. When Adam and Eve, the Lovers in card #6, fell
from grace, what was God to do? This gets us into the proper area of punishment. There are two
kinds of punishment, so most think. Actually, it is better to say that there is punishment and
there is retribution.
Punishment is very different from retribution. Retribution is where I pass along to you or to
another the wrong which you did to me, and there is place and a need within the world for
retribution to be meted out. Retribution, ultimately then, is a tool for preventing greater harm. If
we have a murderer in our midst, the removal of that one murderer potentially saves hundreds of
lives. Therefore, the proper use of retribution is to prevent a further, greater harm. In exactly the
same way, punishment is the inflicting of a lesser comprehensible pain in order to prevent a
greater incomprehensible pain. The clearest example is a child reaching for a hot burner on a
stove. The parent slaps the child and scolds the child, punishing him for what he is attempting to
do. This punishment--a slap on the hand--is a punishment that the child can understand, because
it hurts. But ultimately, that slap on the hand is harmless. That slap on the hand is a much lesser

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threat than the incomprehensible threat of the hand which would be so badly burned. This is
exactly what God did in the Garden of Eden, as we've seen before. God did not seek to get even
with them so much as he did give them a smaller hurt that they could understand in order to help
prevent the much larger hurt which would have been the immortalization of their egos.
In summary then, retribution is a lesser pain delivered to an individual to protect the greater
group. This is the law of eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.
Punishment is the infliction of a lesser pain in order to prevent a greater pain to the
individual. The principle is the same, and the principle is always justice--to increase freedom, to
help educate in the ways of goodness and health, to expand the power and presence of God in
this world. That is the pathway of justice. This figure of justice does not sit with his eyes
blindfolded, for justice need not be blind. There is no blindness in God. That is a human figure.
That is a social symbol to indicate that justice is not supposed to distinguish between rich and
poor, black and white, male and female.
In the higher spiritual symbolism, God is light, and in him, there is no darkness whatsoever. We
are to maximize full use of all of our faculties--sight, sound, touch, intuition, intellect--all of
those things which we have been discussing throughout these cards. Justice is blind as to
differences between people, because all are to be treated individually. Yet justice remains fully
aware of all that happens and takes all factors into consideration.
The Bible is clear that justice is an attribute shared by God and by man. Psalm 11:7, "For the
Lord is a righteous, He loves justice. Upright men will see His face." In Acts 17 it says, "God
has set a day when Jesus will judge the world with justice by the man He has appointed. He has
given proof of all this to all men by raising Jesus from the dead."
The death of Jesus is seen in the Bible as an unjust act. Acts 8:33, "In his humiliation, Jesus was
deprived of justice. In Acts 17, his resurrection re-establishes justice. This is a divine mystery
which we will very shortly be unveiling in these cards.
Justice, then, is the proper application of all of God's laws and principles to each aspect of his
creation, and as that is done, it creates a social order and a social law and social justice, wherein
we interact with each other and can, through divine wisdom and guidance, deal properly with
violators of God's natural law. God's natural law states very simply that you have the complete
freedom and right to do whatever you choose to do, insofar as it does not hamper anyone else's
right to do whatever they choose to do.
Upon this is based the law and the gospels, to love God with the wholeness of our being and to
love our fellow man as ourselves. And for those who get out of balance and seek not to operate
according to justice, there are divinely guided ways to reset the balance. The scales must always
be equal, and when one side gets out of balance, we must take steps to re-right the wrong so that
forever things are in balance, things are equally shared. The sword of justice is there to cleave
truth from evil and to mete out either retribution or punishment, whichever may be needed.

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TRUMP 12 - THE HANGED MAN
At this state, we find the soul self-actualized. In the story that the Tarot cards are telling, the soul
has come to earth. The divine will is manifesting the divine mind. The mind is controlling the
emotions and desires of all that is placed within a healthy human body. That person is able to
wield the sword of justice, is able to help others through the pathway of the Hermit, is able to
recognize that life rotates with the Wheel of Fortune. The person is not subjected to the slings
and arrows of fashion. The person is able to make their own decisions based upon their own
will. They are, at this point, what modern psychology refers to as "a self-actualized
person." That term can also be called a "self-made man," no longer dependent upon others for
his thoughts, ideas and feelings, but able to live his own life. He does not live independent of
others, nor dependent upon them, but lives interdependently.
For modern psychology, self-actualization is the end of the pathway. Once you are selfactualized, you have found it. You have arrived. You are complete, and you are all that a human
being can be. In other words, once you have health in all of your vehicles, that's all you can ever
expect to have. The pathway of God states that self-actualization is the halfway point--the
halfway point in the journey. What remains? That is what we will see with the remaining cards.
The purpose of the Hanged Man is to point us in the direction we must go, and the remaining
cards will illuminate different aspects of this card. Just as all of the cards illuminate the Fool and
help explain what the Fool is, and just as the Hierophant helps amplify and explain what the
Empress and the Emperor are, the remaining cards will help amplify and explain the Hanged
Man.
The Hanged Man is a pivotal point in the history of a human soul and he has proven to be
absolutely pivotal in the history of the human race. If you look at the card, I believe you can see
very clearly what is indicated. A man, with his left leg crossed under the right one, hangs
suspended by his right leg from a cross. His arms are folded behind his back. Upon his face is
an indication of great peace. And, there is a halo around his head.
Many people's first instinct, when they see the Hanged Man, is to turn the card upside down. For
some time, Tarot scholars thought that the original Marseilles deck had been drawn incorrectly,
and that what the Hanged Man really represented was a man standing on one foot, attempting to
deliberate his next step. Such is not the case. The card absolutely, completely, properly belongs
with the man hanging upside down from the cross.
Why upside down? This card visually indicates the reversal of everything we know, everything
we think, everything we feel, and everything that we are. Many Tarot scholars have called this
the most shockingly different card in the entire deck, representing powers, experiences and
potencies completely beyond anything we encounter in any of the other cards.
The man is upside down in an approximate shape of a Star of David. If he had another limb,
then that limb could be connected to his left foot and his head, at which point we would have a
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his left foot and his head. In this way, the card approximates the Star of David. As we saw in the
Hermit, this star represents the two-fold nature of power--earthly power, in that it is a shield of
war, and spiritual power, as it is a sign of the grace which God bestowed upon David to make
him wise and a good ruler.
The Hanged Man then, whatever his domains, whatever he is doing, whatever his power,
whatever his experiences indicated, consists both of the earthly and spiritual domains. We will
be careful in this card to look at each of those separately. The Hanged Man is a card of selfsacrifice. It is a card of crucifixion. It is not yet death, because death, being as crucial as it is,
has its own card, card #13. The Hanged Man is a card of crucifixion, a card of the dying rising
God.
The symbolism is fairly obvious. Jesus said very clearly, "If anyone wishes to come after me, let
him take up his cross, deny himself and follow me into eternal life." There is no more essential
idea within all of Christendom. The purpose of the Bible, the purpose of Jesus life--his
teachings, his miracles, and in fact, his passion--is to teach us what it means to take up our cross.
Many people have seen this as being some form of personal affliction. Oh, I have a bad
back. It's just the cross I must bear. Oh, I'm going through a tax audit. It's the cross I must
bear. Oh, I really don't like my mother-in-law at all, but we all have our crosses to bear. These
are cute sayings, but they truly have nothing to do with taking up one's cross.
The problem that entered the world in card #6 through the Lovers is addressed here. What is that
problem? If you recall, we stated that the problem with Adam and Eve, their original sin, was
not disobedience, but was rather a change of their mind which led to the existence of a separate
ego. The original sin is not disobedience, but is actually ego.
That being the problem, the Hanged Man is the antidote--the solution. What exactly is
that? Hopefully, it is obvious. To take up one's cross, means to engage upon those actions and
experience those realities which will lead to the death of the ego. Your cross is that instrument
upon which your ego will be slain. This is the crux of the biscuit, as they say. This is the cat's
meow. This is the law and the gospel and the sum total of all human religious experience--the
death of the ego.
Nature gives us an illustration, the great cosmic body of water. The spirit of God moves over the
surface of the waters, and as the powerful light of the Sun hits the water, the water begins to
evaporate. As it does, it rises into the air, forms into clouds, and those clouds eventually become
so heavy that they shed their moisture. The raindrops begin to fall to the earth, hit the ocean, and
are reabsorbed into the cosmic oneness of God.
The ocean is God, symbolically. Through the light, the individual droplets form. This is the ego
state where you can look at each individual raindrop, having its own characteristics. It has size,
weight, a specific density, and a surface tension. It is a self-actualized slice of the
ocean. Eventually, however, that slice of ocean becomes too thick and too heavy, thus it winds
up falling back into the ocean. Our egos eventually must die; they must fall, just as the parable
talks about the seed falling into the ground and dying. As that water drop falls into the ocean,
the water drop still exists. Every single electron in that raindrop, all hundreds of uncountable

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trillions of them, still exists. However, that raindrop is no longer distinguishable or identifiable
as one raindrop from another. They are all part of the glorious harmonious oneness which is the
ocean. Unless a seed dies and falls into the earth, it can never be reborn. As long as we hold
onto our tiny little egos, we will never be anything more then a pathetic minuscule
raindrop. Once we abandon our egos and we return to our source, then we inherit and become
one with all that the ocean is. That is the breath of God.
God dies so that we can live, so that we can die, so that God can live. God dies, the ocean denies
itself and allows itself to be broken up and fractured. As God dies, each individual soul bubbles
up from the vast countenance of God. God dies so that we might live. That is the message of the
cards,. That is the message of the Bible. God exhales, takes a part of his energy, and breathes it
into the nostrils of Adam that we might live. So that what? So that we can walk around the rest
of our lives thinking that we are self-actualized and not needing anybody else. Right? Wrong!
God dies, so that we can live, so that we can become the Hanged Man, and in so doing, fall back
into the ocean, return to the Garden of Eden and the tree of everlasting life, and rediscover the
oneness which we have with God.
Now at this point there is a rather unpleasant matter that I must discuss with the Christian
church. Christianity has developed the idea that none of this is true, and that none of this
necessary. Christianity has developed the idea that it is necessary only to believe that Jesus did
this for us.
If you believe that Jesus died for your sins, then the church teaches, you will go to Heaven. This
is a very small, exoteric fallen teaching. Number one, it places an inordinate amount of power
simply within the realm of believing something to be true. The Biblical term is one of faith, and
faith constitutes the totality of one's being. All of your thoughts, all of your actions, all of your
energy are the essence of faith. Simply believing something will benefit you nothing.
It also retains the idea of the individual with his or her sin simply being overlooked in their
unpleasantness, and God not holding it against them and allowing them into Heaven. This is
absolutely not true. What is the essence of the Christian passion? What is it that Jesus actually
did? This is another issue that the Christian church has gotten wrong over the years. It is true,
Jesus died upon the cross, and it is true that he was resurrected. But, that is not what he
did. That is not his active participation in the passion. What was?
It was his final night in the Garden of Gethsemane. As the fall of man happened in the Garden
of Eden, the redemption of man happens in the Garden of Gethsemane. Jesus is praying and he
sees before him two pathways--the pathway of life and power, comfort perhaps, and the pathway
of the cross. And, what he actually did was pray to God that if this cup can pass away from me,
so be it. But not my will, but thy will be done.
You can spend as much energy as you want worshipping Jesus as being absolutely perfect, but
the Biblical record is quite clear that he wanted something against God's will. Not my will, but
thy will. What Jesus wanted was not what God wanted. He wanted something which was
against the will of God and, in essence, at that moment, at least, was a sinner. He had the power

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of ego within him, to seek his own life, his own comfort, to not have these problems, to not have
to go to the cross. But, he recognized that as being against the will of God, and in so doing,
voluntarily died to himself. He sublimated his will, his ego, his desires and sought only to serve
the higher power of God's will. He died to himself. He took up his cross and entered eternal life.
That is the active participatory deed which Christ accomplished. He died to himself and
followed not his ego, but the will of God. He did not hold onto the specific density of his tiny
little raindrop, but recognized that that raindrop had to die, had to live for something beyond its
own self-preservation, and its own tiny ego bound will. He sought to merge with the will of the
Divine. In this way, he opened himself up so that the power of the ocean could flow through
Him. The power of Strength, the power of Justice, the power of the Magician and High
Priestess--the power of God could move and flow through Him. That is religion. That is the
Christian pathway. That is the story of the Tarot cards.
The ego, which entered the world through Adam and Eve, died in Gethsemane, in
Jesus. Through his passion then, he made this power available to all human beings through the
pouring out of this holy spirit. This Pentecost, this baptism of God's energy, was poured out to
all people. Jesus did die, He was resurrected, and the blessing of Pentecost happened for all
human beings. But, ladies and gentlemen, that is not enough.
The Bible is also clear that if the only ego which dies is that of Jesus, then He may sit at the right
hand of God, but you may spend the rest of eternity trapped in your ego and pain. That is why we
have the sacraments of communion and baptism: that we might be fed in our bodies and souls in
the physical and spiritual universe, in that two-fold manifestation; that we might be fed by his
sacrificial atoning body and blood; and, that through baptism, we may be washed and immersed
into the holy cleansing power of God.
The book of Romans makes it painfully, repetitively clear. If we belong to Christ and if we have
been merged with Him in the likeness of His baptism, then so too we will merge with Him in His
death and in His resurrection. Failure to do that leaves us caught forever, cast out of the Garden
of Eden, forever trapped in our own sin.
That this is possible in God's will is clearly evident throughout the Bible. As Paul followed
Christ and as he served Christ and he let his own ego die, we have these magnificent passages
where he talks about all of his human accomplishments and all of his ego triumphs. And, he says
that he counts it all as rubbish, for the higher calling of God in Christ. Toward the end of his life
in the book of Galatians, he was able to say, "It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in
me. And the life which I live, I live by the power of God." Paul is stating there that he is the
Hanged Man; that his ego has died; that he is now living as one with God.
This is your destiny, ladies and gentlemen. This is the pathway which God has laid out in the
universe. This is the pattern He has laid out in the Bible. This is the pattern He has laid out in
nature and in the Tarot cards. God dies so that we can live, so that we can die, so that God can
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Remember I talked about the Hanged Man being a two-fold revelation, physical and
spiritual. The spiritual we have discussed, the physical revelation though also contains great
power. We have seen in modern years the great power available to those who will deny
themselves and follow the pathway of non-violent resistance. Mahatma Gandhi comes most
easily to mind, along with Martin Luther King, Jr. and many others. The pathway of the world
and the pathway of military and strength and war certainly accomplishes many things, but it also
exacts great suffering and great turmoil. By always demanding our own way in life, whether it is
in business or in politics or in the family. we will often get what we want, but only in part. It is
only by being able to give in, give up, cooperate, and help others that they might appear to be
great that we are able to be true children of God. It is only through giving up a little bit of our
earthly power, that we are able to have all on the earth which we want.
If you are always demanding that your children do everything exactly the way you want them to,
number 1 you will have constant strife. Number 2, even if you are successful in completely
sublimating their wills to yours, you will wind up with completely crippled, diseased children,
unable to make any decisions for themselves. You will never have the lasting satisfaction of
knowing that you helped those human beings become adults. It is only by lowering your ego,
and allowing them to have their own freedom that you will find any lasting peace. This is the
nature of the Hanged Man. This is the nature of recognizing, through the pathway of justice, that
all people are equal.
As Jesus died to His ego, you must and can die to yours. As you do so, you will then open
yourself up to immense spiritual power. That is what is signified by the glowing halo around the
Hanged Man's head. The light, which is the Fool, enters creation, the glorious infinite son of
eternal light and life which we had in the Garden of Eden, which now is guarded by the holy
angel. We see, first dimly in the lantern which the Hermit holds, and we discussed at that point
that here the individual secret for truth is beginning to be able to control some of the divine light.
In the pathway of the Hanged Man, we actually become the divine light. We recognize that we
are not simply controlling an external agent, but rather we are becoming that agent. As long as
we are an ego with a self will, we are working against the will of God.
Therefore, the divine light must be external to us. That is why at the stage of the Hermit, the
Hermit is holding the light, but he is not the light. Jesus said that we are the light of the world,
not that we control the light of the world.
Once the barriers between self and God are broken down, once the ego begins to dissipate, then
that divine light, that divine revelation, that divine power is no longer external to us. It is no
longer something which we merely control, but rather, once we have died and it is no longer we
who live, but Christ who lives in us, then we become the light. We recognize that we are the
light, and that the light is all that there truly is. That is why Jesus is portrayed with this glowing
halo. That is why the Hanged Man has this radiating halo, no longer simply a advanced
controlling agent of the light, but actually light itself. God is light and in Him there is no
darkness at all. This is a great and glorious proclamation.
The pathway of the Hanged Man, then, is to take us beyond anything we have ever known. It is
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we do live. The Tarot cards, and nature, and the Bible, and the passion of Christ are all calling us
to the second half of the story--for us to die, that God might live. That is what we are going to
see in the remaining Tarot cards, as they continue to portray the entirety of the souls journey
from the beginning with God to full ego-hood, to the beginning of the religious pathway, to the
death of the ego, to the return to perfect oneness with the Divine.
The entire breath of God is portrayed in these cards. This is a call to you--a call which we must
recognize constantly. As St. Paul said, "I die daily." All of these tendencies exist simultaneously
right here and right now. Right here and right now you have access to the consciousness of the
Fool. Infinite God is right at this moment, here and now.
It is not that He is so far away that He cannot be seen. It is that He is so present that we overlook
Him. We have access to the consciousness of Mother Nature. We have access immediately to
the consciousness of the Emperor or the Chariot or any of these powers or potentialities or
characteristics that we have seen in any of these cards. It is up to us to control our will freely,
and decide what we want to focus on.
On any given day, we can return to the fallen lovers and have ego reign. At any given moment,
we can follow the pathway of the Hanged Man and rejoice in the benevolent egotist state. It is
constantly and forever up to us. The Tarot cards, as they exist in the soul, are much like a
television. It is up to us which channel we are going to select. All of the signals are
available. Whether you are currently looking at channel 2 or 4 or 5, they're all right here, right
now. It is up to us to attune ourselves to which channel we are going to work through on a
moment by moment basis.
At this point, we see that the Tarot cards are leaving the realm of mere speculation or
philosophical contemplation, and any further progress must be recognized as an intimate and
direct call to our souls to answer the voice of God calling us to a higher life, a higher purpose.
We cannot study the Hanged Man without becoming the Hanged Man. We can, in a certain
sense, study Justice, understand it, and still seek in justice. But, if we are truly to understand and
embrace the notion of the Hanged Man, it demands a response on the part of our soul to be
willing to seek, not our own will, but God's will. That is the purpose, that is the message.

TRUMP 13 - DEATH
If you haven't already, spend a few minutes just looking at this card. It says much about the
mortal human condition, and it says much about the spiritual pathway. We have just come
through the experience of the hanged man. The ego is beginning to die, and the aspirant for God
is seeking to have his self will submerged into the glorious ocean of God's will.
After that, comes death. Jesus was willing to die to His self, was placed upon the cross, and
died. This is a card of darkness and hope, although the hope is not easily perceived. Death is
death, and it is never easy nor pretty. There is a myth in America today of the good death. The
myth basically goes that if we live a nice life, and we are good people, and we take care of our

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bodies, then at some point we will peacefully, painlessly pass into the arms of our Savior and we
will be given the final gift, that of a good death. This is the pot of gold at the end of the
rainbow--the final reward, the blue ribbon for those who have lived the proper life. This myth
causes untold suffering, because, that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow is available to
practically no one. Those who have studied death will tell you that less than 3% of the people on
this earth will experience the good death, and even if they do somehow wind up slipping into the
unknown peacefully, it is much more often than not because they're in some form of a coma after
a prolonged illness.
The number of people who live healthy, long, fulfilling lives, go to bed one night and wake up
dead without any struggle or pain, are such a small minority of the populous that they may as
well not exist. Yet people continually strive after this vision, this dream, this hope. They feel
guilt and their pain is exponentially multiplied when they watch a loved one suffer in death. The
feelings of guilt and the feelings of sorrow come from the sensation that if we had lived a better
life or if we had loved our wife or child better, that somehow this wouldn't have happened. None
of this is true. Death is death.
We perpetuate this myth within the Christian church. Easter morning is usually severely
misplaced. We have a Good Friday service, which seldom is attended in large numbers in any
church or denomination, and that service is usually one of great peace. The candles are lit and
subdued; we sing gentle hymns. We have a wonderful little germinate about how beautiful is the
gift that God has given us, and we go from the peace and the tranquility of Good Friday to the
glorious Resurrection Sunday of Easter. The trumpets blare, everybody wears their new
Spring/Easter outfits. The flowers are budding, the birds are singing, the choirs scream the
ecstasy of God at the top of their lungs. It's all understandable, but it is all wrong. It has nothing
to do with history. It has nothing to do with our lives.
The history of the Gospels is much closer to the truth of our lives. What is that history? You
know it very well. Jesus died on a cross, a very unpleasant, nasty, miserable, painful death. To
imagine he did not suffer is truly one of the most psychotic ideas that human beings have come
up with. The physical pain was immense. Crucifixion was designed by the Romans for a very
specific purpose. Its purpose was to make the victim suffer. They knew a certain technique that
would extract the pain and anguish as long as anything that they could imagine, and the way that
a human body was strung up on a cross was to provide the crucified person with two
options. Number 1, was to hang loosely from the arms as the wrists were pinned to the cross
beam. That would enable him to get some rest from his feet, but it would also cause the lungs to
collapse, and create incredible pressure upon the heart and the lungs--a most unpleasant
experience.
If the crucified person tired of that, then he could stand up, relieve the pressure on his arms and
his lungs and his heart by putting the weight of his body upon this nail that was pounded through
his feet. The crucified person would struggle for hours, caught between the anguish of the sharp
pain in the feet and the strangling convulsive pull of the lungs being crushed by the rib cage,
until finally, the crucified would lose all energy, pass out and ultimately die from
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Even if you are the Holy Son of God, this is not a fun thing to go through. And, when on Good
Friday we commemorate death with these sweet little songs and these tender little meditations,
we whitewash and profane history. The history of the death of Jesus is the history of pain,
suffering, blood and filth.
In exactly the same way, we profane the message of Easter. Because on the following Sunday
after Jesus was buried, the women and disciples wound their way to the tomb at one time or
another, and found that the tomb was empty. There were no trumpets blaring. There were no
angelic children running around hunting for Easter eggs. There was no great dance and
celebration and Easter breakfast. There were scared, frightened people hiding for their
lives. Their leader had just been crucified, and their greatest fear was that they would be
next. In their fear and in their anguish and in their aloneness, they went and found a tomb that
was empty. This compounded their fear; this compounded their anxiety. They heard a message
from an angel saying that He is not here, He is not dead, He has risen. Not a one of them
believed this initially. It took them days, months, and years to fully comprehend all that this
meant.
So you see death is always much more painful than in our imaginings, and resurrection is much
more laborious, gradual process than we wish to confess.
All of that is addressed in this card. Death is pain; death is suffering; death is loss. Deal with it.
The Bible is about death. The Bible is about blood. The Bible is about pain. There are nearly a
thousand verses in the Bible which refer to death, dying and the dead. If one were to print all of
these verses out on 8 1/2 x 11 paper, the document would be over 60 pages long.
It is forever true, that one cannot begin to live until we are prepared to die. Death is the great
equalizer. It affects the young and the old, the good and the bad, the rich and the poor, the
famous and infamous. And, absolutely no one can escape it.
Now there is another fantasy, which we have approached previously, that has developed within
western civilization--that all death resulted from Adam and Eve in the Garden of Eden. There are
forests in South Africa, and there are jungles in the world that have not seen a human being for
hundreds of millions of years, if ever. And, to believe that the constant cycle of death and rebirth
that we find in that jungle is a result of Adam and Eve partaking of the forbidden fruit, is a great
leap of imagination. Death is a universal law, and there is nothing that can live, as we have seen
before, unless there is death. Death completes the cycle. Death completes the breath of
God. The leaves, through photosynthesis, create the food of the world. Those leaves enter the
animals, the animals leave droppings, those droppings decay and re-nourish the soil. If the plants
did not die or if the animals did not die, there soon would be no more nutrients for the
plants. All life would cease to exist. This is the message of the Bible, yet it is remarkable how
we have ignored it.
If a seed does not die, it cannot be reborn. If we do not die, we cannot be reborn. So the first
aspect of this card is that of physical individual death. That death affects the body. It affects the
emotions. It connects us to our loved ones. We must, if we seek health, be prepared for
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If you have a spouse, child, friend, or acquaintance, there is only a finite number of destinies for
that persons relationship with you.
Destiny Number 1: You will lose contact with one another and not go through death. This can
happen through divorce, through people moving away, people having new lives, or simply losing
contact with one another. The relationship becomes broken and is no longer a factor. However,
if you remain in a relationship with your parents, children, spouse or friends, then there are only
three other destinies.
Destiny Number 2: Your parent, child, spouse or friend will die and leave you to mourn.
Destiny Number 3: You die and leave your parent, child, spouse or friend to mourn.
Destiny Number 4: You will both die together in some sort of catastrophe leaving everyone else
around you to mourn.
There are no other choices.
Once we can embrace this and face it openly, we can begin to live. Here is the greatest secret I
have ever discovered regarding death: Embrace death fully. Recognize that death is the natural
state. Do your mourning now. Recognize that your cat is already dead; your baby is already
dead; your parents are already dead; you are already dead. Face this. Embrace this death which
sits upon the horse. Embrace this card and make it your reality. Live in it, absorb it, eat it,
breathe it, drink it. Recognize that this is the destiny of one and all, and that it is completely,
utterly inescapable.
Do not let this death stop with your friends. Embrace death in all aspects of existence. The
clock, which you cherish, is smashed, destroyed, broken and dead. The business you have
worked for so long is bankrupt, dead, destroyed. The house which you have spent so many years
working for is a rubble, completely useless, gone.
The sum total of the universe has been swallowed into the mysterious unknown, and death is the
only reality. Once you can do, you will begin to live in resurrection. The cat is already
dead. We have buried the cat. What would you do? What would you give if you could spend
just one more day with your dead cat?
Your wife is already dead. You have just returned from burying her. What would you give for
one more day to be able to tell her all of the things that you wanted to tell her, but never
did? Your parents are already dead. You have just come back from the funeral parlor. What
would it be like if you had one last opportunity to spend some time with them, to live with them?
That is the reality you can tap into, once you embrace death. Once you recognize that everything
is already dead, then every single day is a gift of infinite grace. Every single day is a
resurrection. Every single day is that one last chance to do and be all the things you want to be-to spend the time and the relationships and the warmth with all of your dead relatives. One last
chance to enjoy working in your dead, bankrupt business. One more chance, by some divine

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miracle, to live one last day in that house which is a burning, rotting, rubble of dust. Then there
is no mourning. There is no death. There is only resurrection. When the cat finally dies, you
have already mourned the cat. When the children finally die, you have already mourned their
passing. And you have lived a life of fulfillment, taking advantage of every opportunity of every
moment of every day. When the miracle of resurrection has passed on, then you are at peace to
recognize that things have simply returned to their natural state. You wake up one morning, and
the resurrected cat is no longer there. There is no reason to grieve, because you have already
buried the cat.
That is why this card is in the Tarot deck. It is meant to be embraced. It is meant to be a
gateway to a new birth. If we can embrace death, then our lives are transformed. That is the
physical realm. This is also a card of immense spiritual power. The crucifixion of ego, that we
saw in the Hanged Man, can and will become reality. As that ego dies, we then live in a glorious
resurrection. As we continue to look at the card, we see several important elements.
First, we see the skeleton riding upon the pale horse. The pale horse throughout the years has
become an image of death and dying. They say he comes on a pale horse, and the rider is Death.
The skeleton is what is left after all of the maggots have consumed the flesh and organs. The
bones are once again the great equalizer between animal and man, male and female, rich and
poor, and the skeleton, for many obvious reasons, has become a symbol for death. But, this
skeleton is wearing armor. This is a very powerful image. You cannot hurt this skeleton. You
cannot stop him. He is a conqueror, and there is nothing you can do to prevent him from
advancing.
He is holding a banner with a white rose on a black background. The white rose is in a five-fold
multiplication. Five is the number of grace, the number of the Hierophant, the number of
revelation, the number of new growth. There is, throughout death, the process of new growth.
At his feet, we see just behind the horse, a man, dead. This man represents all of the human
achievements. He represents King Matter. For, in fact, all of matter, not just the organic matter,
but all matter, will eventually become destroyed and swallowed up. The very electrons
themselves are not eternal, but are subject to death, decay and entropy.
The horse is stomping upon the crown. All of our achievements and all of our growth will not
survive. The greatest, grandest, glorious human creation is merely a tool to hopefully get us
closer to God. Things are meant to be used to serve people. People should never be used to
serve things. All of matter and all of human creation will be swallowed up. Death affects all.
We see the Pope standing beside Death, praying. Death affects the old and the young. Here we
see the religious authorities seeking to come to terms with Death. We see a young woman at the
feet of the Pope who has fainted and is unable to deal with the horrible passing of the King of
Matter. At the feet of the horse, we see a little child holding a white rose, looking up at death
with open eyes. This magnificently represents the three types of human response to death. King
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The three primary human responses are that of the religious community, through prayer and
supplication, to try to have the hurt and the pain mourned over and dealt with. We have
elaborate rituals for burying the dead, transforming the dead, talking to the dead--all of the things
which the religious community does, both in a healthy and in an unhealthy way, so we can try
and love death, work with it, make death our friend, and transform death into a good situation.
The young girl in gray has fainted. This is the majority response. We look the other way. We do
not want to be here. We do not want to see; we do not want to know. In our society, millions of
people die every year. Where are they? We hide them. This is the secret. We don't even like to
see funeral processions. In other societies, the death of a person is a central event in the life of
the entire community; not in ours.
Death is a secret, death is a darkness which we do not wish to look at nor embrace. So if we are
not going to supplicate death and we're not going to ignore death, what response do we
have? The response of the little child. Unless we have faith like a little child, we will never
enter the Kingdom of Heaven and recognize all truth. The little child does not seek to turn death
into a friend. The little child does not seek to ask death to go away. The little child does not turn
her eyes and pretend that death is not there. The little child opens her eyes, sees death in the
face, recognizes death as what it is, and has a simple straight forward natural acceptance of this
reality.
Notice that in the background there is a ship sailing on the river. Life goes on. For every death,
there is a rebirth. For every baby that is born, there is an old person who is planted. This is the
eternal cycle of God's plan.
As the final element, I wish to direct your attention to the right hand side of the card, just above
the head of the Pope. Notice, that we have two towers, and we have the Sun beginning to
rise. Death is a stripping away of the veils--physical, emotional, mental and spiritual veils. And
as we strip away veils, we can see more clearly into the heart of truth. That heart of truth is the
light. God is the light. That is the Sun, and that sun will become our destiny in the next cards.
That halo of light which surrounds the head of the Hanged Man is nothing less than the presence
of infinite God himself, and we must now, as we follow with these cards, take a journey, a long
journey up and over the hills, until finally we will come to these two towers again. We will come
to the Sun again. Death is the beginning of the pathway to resurrection, not instantaneous, not
immediate, not overnight. Death is rather just the beginning.
The disciples were engaged upon the start of the spiritual pathway when they began to
understand the resurrection of Jesus. You must start there to understand the death and
resurrection of Jesus. But as we have said before, Jesus death and resurrection are only the
beginning, because they are an instruction booklet for you and your personal death and
resurrection. That is the power that enables you to embrace death, look it squarely in the face
with the faith of a little child, and rise beyond the human limitations to a glorious and infinite
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TRUMP 14 - TEMPERANCE
We come to one of the unsung heroes of the spiritual pathway. As we look at card #14, we will
be discussing one of the most overlooked topics in the human race, and yet one of the most
important. With Temperance, we are completing our fifth trinity of cards. This one encompasses
the Hanged Man on one side, death on another, balanced by Temperance.
Temperance is balance and the sharing, within one person, of multiple and often contradictory
energies. We are all subject to many, many thoughts, feelings, tendencies and energies. The
various vehicles which we operate all have their needs, wants and desires. The mechanical
vehicle, the physical vehicle, the emotional desire vehicle, the mental vehicle, the spiritual
vehicle all lay claims to the energies of the divine controlling will, and all ask for their own
attention.
The mechanical body needs to have its tires changed. The physical body experiences heart
palpitations, gets hungry, wants to sleep. The desire body gets tossed about with overwhelming
feelings of love and ecstasy, anger, tension, seeking one moment for peace of mind, seeking the
next moment for thrill and excitement. The emotional body gets tossed in its reactions to all that
happens, one moment full of peace and contentment, the next moment raging. The mental body
has a plethora of experiences to tease, pull and tantalize it, all of which exist as playgrounds for
the divine will. Where are we to focus ourselves? Not only do each of the different vehicles
have conflicting desires, conflicting energies, but they all compete against one another. You
cannot fix your car while you are meditating. You cannot serve humanity while you are feeding
your face.
So Temperance is here as a divine guiding principle to bring balance, harmony and focus to all of
our energies. This is most significant, coming as it does, on the heals of the previous two
cards. The Hanged Man is the call to transcend ego. Death is the potential pitfall. For some
people, the pathway of the Hanged Man is one of annihilation of the self--to beat the body until
feeling is no longer possible, to dull the senses until experience is no longer possible, to numb
the emotions until feeling is impossible, and to so confuse the mind, that thought is not possible.
That form of ego transcendence leads not to the positive death merely of the ego, but the total
annihilation of the being.
This pathway has been followed by many people. The term "nirvana" can be translated, to snuff
out. No breath. Once the self is eliminated, then the self is free. Therefore, we have these
pathways of absolute radical aestheticism. Do not feed the body, torture and kill the body. Do
not feed the emotions, do not experience desire. Do not stir up the waters with all of your
frivolous thought. Brother, seek to expire. Seek to be blown out. Some see the human
consciousness as a knot, as a gnarl of tangles, and the purpose is to comb out the cosmic hair,
removing all of the knots, wherein you'll be seeing that the individual does not exist.
The cult transcendence of ego is a very subtle pathway, and for those who arrive there at all,
there is great temptation to mortify the flesh and all aspects of being in order to enter this
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Temperance is here then to teach us several things. Number 1 is how to balance between each of
our different individual vehicles. Number 2 is how to balance between ego transcendence and
total annihilation of the self.
When we were discussing the Hanged Man, we discussed the droplet of water which re-enters
the ocean. Each and every individual atom and electron and molecule inside of the raindrop still
exists. It has not been passed through some vaporizer that will not only turn the water into
steam, but will also disseminate every single atom in some form of cosmic explosion wherein the
atoms no longer exist. That is what is known as the left hand pathway, the negative pathway. the
Nihilistic pathway.
We are not talking about the ego becoming the destruction of the person, but rather to break
down the barriers between the individual and the group, between the particular and the
whole. God is the whole, we are the individual and all fellow human beings are the group.
When the secret tradition calls us to the egotist's state, it is not calling for the abrogation of
existence. It is not calling for the negative. It is not calling for the wholesome positive parts of
the individual to be destroyed. In this respect, the call to death is not a death of the entire being,
but only a death of those individual attributes which separate the individual from the totality in
the group.
That's why the greatest law is the law of love. The law of love states that we love God with our
whole being, and we love our fellow man as ourselves. That means that the individual merges
with the totality of God and the individual merges with the group of all fellow persons. In this
respect, Temperance balances the transcendence of ego and seeks to preserve it from an
annihilation of the self so that the positive, or right hand pathway of ego transcendence, leading
us through death, is a death not of all of ourselves, but only those parts which need to die. This
is the key to Temperance. Temperance is a balance--finding the right amount and proportion in
all aspects.
The opposite of Temperance is excess. If we are to kill the entire being, then we are proverbially
tossing out the baby with the bath water. We are not separating the wheat from the chaff, but we
are rather killing them all and letting God sort them out. This is excess. This lacks discernment,
which is another important aspect of the angel of Temperance.
What is the balancing controlling force that is going to enable us to be temperate? How are we
to determine which is wheat and which is chaff? How are we to determine those aspects which
properly shall be annihilated, and those which are good, should remain and be strengthened?
Obviously we must have discernment. This is a higher function from that of justice which we
saw applying essentially to the realm of human interactions and God's interactions with people in
terms of what is right and wrong. That cycle is through and comes out as the angel of
Temperance.
In the higher facilities of being able to discern up from down, good from minus, plus from evil,
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ego, and we have two pathways for this to occur upon. The pathway of total Nihilism and the
pathway of transcendence of only those evil sides.
The pathway of Nihilism leaves us with absolutely nothing. The pathway of positive
transcendence leaves us with only the good. And the faculty which we use to determine the
difference is the faculty of discernment, which is cosmic conscious awareness of the yea and nay
of life, leading us to balance--leading us to Temperance.
I began this chapter stating that balance was the unsung hero of the human race. If I breath too
much, I will hyper-oxygenate and pass out. If I breath too little, I will become asphyxiated and
pass out. The result is the same. Too much air and too little air lead to the same exact outcome.
If I eat too much, I will become sick and die, yet if I eat too little, I will become sick and die. If I
sleep too much, I will become groggy and tired, yet if I sleep too little, I will become groggy and
tired. I must have a balancing point in all aspects of my life. Temperance is here to help give us
discernment and keep/or restore the lost balance.
If I focus exclusively on my lower vehicles, spending all of my time shining and polishing the
automobile, then my higher vehicles will suffer. I may not eat properly, I may not spend any
time in thought or meditation, or I may isolate myself from all human beings because I am
obsessed with my car. If I spend too much time in thought and prayer and meditation and do not
deal with simple aspects of nutrition, movement and exercise, then my physical vehicle will
expire.
What we obviously need then, is a balance and a discernment in order to keep all vehicles
operating in harmony. In this way, the pathway of the Tarot, the pathway of the secret tradition,
the pathway of the Bible, is different from much of the rest of the world.
There is nothing wrong with the body; there is nothing wrong with eating. There is nothing
wrong with the lower vehicles; there is nothing wrong with sexuality. And it is tragic that so
much of the human race, and especially exoteric Christianity as taught in retail outlets which we
call churches, has enabled the holy beatific gifts to become blasphemed.
All vehicles are an expression of the higher consciousness. As above, so below. Your body is a
reflection of your mind, just as your mind will be affected by your body. Ultimately, there is no
separation and no difference between the soul and the body. They are one. God did not consider
it to be immoral to take upon himself a body.
God did not consider it to be a blasphemy to eat, therefore the appetites need not be abrogated
and sexuality need not be ignored. The sum totality of all vehicles is an incredible celebration to
be rejoiced in. The problem arises when the Angel of Temperance is ignored.
If we get overbalanced and spend too much of our energies worshipping the body, then the
higher vehicles will suffer. The discernment enables us to perceive truth from falsehood. This is
a key point. The essence of repentance is not to simply promise you won't do it again or to feel
really sorry about what you did. The essence of repentance is to change your thinking. In all of
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The Angel of Temperance bringing discernment and enlightenment enables us to perceive life
differently. Remember the great commandments, to love God with your totality and love your
fellow man as yourself. Recall that we indicated that this is not so much a command, as it is a
law, just as gravity is a law. And we commented that you do, in fact, love God with your totality,
and you do, in fact, love your fellow human beings in exactly the same way you love
yourself. What happens, then, is as the Angel of Temperance and discernment comes to you, as
you repent of the wrong, as you change your mind and experience the transformation of
metanoia, you go beyond your previous thinking into new thinking.
You gain discernment and you can see more of what it means via the law. You can then see that
in fact you do love God with your whole being, because you are united with Him. You can see
that you do love your fellow man as yourself, because you are one with them. Therefore as you
gain more access to knowledge, you have more and more discernment. Then the law becomes
less of what is apparently a command and more of a awareness of the truth.
The law to love God and love your fellow man begins as a commandment. When we follow it
without any desire or comprehension, we have no recognition of the truth. But as time goes on
and we begin to recognize temperance and the balance and the totality, then we recognize that
these are not commandments, but rather statements of actual fact.
We then see the essence of what is known as the secret tradition. The essence of all of the
mystical schools and secret temple initiates is all the same thing. They all attempt to bring about
a change in the initiate, through a series of revelations, heightening the awareness of the aspirant
and therefore bringing about a change in the individual. However, these secret initiate
ceremonies are not necessary. Truth is there for one and all.
If you choose to participate in some secret organization, that is, of course, your choice. For some
people, that participation or membership gives them a heightened sense of importance, as though
they are doing something more sacred than what others do. The primary difficulty there is the
entrapment of ego. As you experience your religious pathway as a part of a secret special
initiation, then tearing down the walls of ego is so much more difficult.
What we see is that commandments are transformed into divine law by discernment, and that ego
and hatred are transformed into harmony and union through discernment. As we recognize that
we are one being, as we recognize that God's blood flows through our veins, as we begin to
recognize that we are the Fool, and as we begin to recognize that we are all God's children and
separate cells in the entire body of Christ, then our ego, through that cleansing light of
consciousness, begins to dissolve.
What are we going to do to answer the call of the Hanged Man? That is the question addressed
by the balancing Angel of Temperance. And, it is a question which we did not address in the
Hanged Man, because we were not prepared to do so. Let us assume that we are at the phase of
the Hanged Man, that we are prepared to answer the call of God in our hearts and transcend our
ego. We are ready to become baptized into Jesus death and His resurrection. We are, we feel,
prepared to enter the egoless state. What do we actually do? What steps, or plans or practices or
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O.K. God, I'm ready! Now what do I do? You cannot do anything. Whatever you might do, is
going to be a action of your ego and lead you back to the paradox of the Bodhisattva. What you
must do is nothing. There is only an awareness that one is, in fact, one with the universe. You
can simply open your eyes, and through the process of repentance, metanoia, and the
transformation of your mind, recognize that your ego never existed at all.
In exactly the same way, the law to love God begins as a commandment only because we start
entrapped in our ego. So we fight against God and work against His law, perceiving it simply as
a command or a duty to be performed.
As the Angel of Discernment comes to us, and we recognize that there is no fundamental
separation between God and ourselves, then the eyes of our heart are opened and we see the
infinite truth. As the Bible says, "We shall not be conformed to this world, but we shall be
transformed by the renewing of our minds," by the metanoia, by the discernment granted to
us. That enables us to recognize truth, recognize all vehicles and all domains as being part of the
divine flow, and grants us the ability to become aware of the oneness which we all share.
As we turn specifically to the Tarot card #14, we see many gorgeous images. First, we see the
return of the angel, who guards the Tree of Life in the Garden of Eden on Tarot card #6. At this
point, as we overcome the transcendence of ego, as we overcome ego, as we recognize the power
of divine will and judgment and have the blossoming consciousness of God himself, and as we
have the mind of Christ, we are overcoming the pairs of opposites. The curse of knowledge of
good vs. evil, me and not me, is being dealt with, is being overcome. There is a oneness that we
are returning to.
The angel is there to welcome us back to the fold and send us on the final phases of our journey.
We must travel farther. We are not home. We are not yet complete. The breath of God has us
returning to the Father/Mother, but we are not yet there. She is radiant, with her glowing head
and glorious wings. We see clearly the balance of all aspects of the universe. We have the fourfold symbolism, the four primal elements, very clearly here. She stands with her left foot upon
the earth and her right foot upon the water. She has wings to fly in the air, and we see around her
head and behind her, behind the mountains, the all consuming fire of the Sun--earth, water, air,
fire, the four elements.
The Angel of Temperance is here to balance these elements and enable them to stay in harmony
with one another. The angel is standing partially on earth and partially on water, to show that
these different forces need not work against each other. They are in harmony. Your body and
your desire state need not be at war. You can control all aspects of your being through the power
of strength and through the divine will. As the book of Ecclesiastes says, there is a time for
everything: a time to live, a time to die, a time to celebrate, a time to grieve. There is a time to
eat and a time to refrain from eating. That is the power that the Angel of Temperance grants to
us.
The angel is holding two cups which represent the chemists methodology. She is pouring the
water from one cup into the other, then from that cup back into the first. This is something that
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liquids into the different containers until they have the right mixture. This is the card of
transformation. This is a card of action. For through the discernment and awareness and
glorious enlightenment, through the metanoia of this angel, we are transformed. The call to the
transcendence of ego, the challenge of properly embracing death becomes our victory and our
reality through this card.
Upon her breasts, the angel has a square housing a triangle. The symbolism here is obvious and
profound. The square represents the four, which as we have seen is law, matter. The triangle
represents the trinity, represents nature. It also represents the total subject-object relationship: we
have two cups, (subject, object) and the relationship is the liquid which flows between
them. That liquid is the living water that the Bible talks about. When we have overcome, we are
granted access to drink from the streams of living water. The water itself is alive. It is not
merely a chemical, it is actually alive, growing and breathing. That water fills our bodies and
transforms us, i.e., the subject-object relationship.
Finally, but most importantly, lets look at the most essential aspect of this entire card. It is
something which most people overlook. Just above the square and triangle on the angels chest
are some little black squiggles. Some people think that those are just a part of the folds of the
angels gown, but they are actually none other then the Yod Heh Vav Heh. That is God's holy
name. The symbolism is astounding. The angel wears the name of God. The angel is God in
the flesh. The angel is Yod Heh Vav Heh and that Yod Heh Vav Heh is manifested within the
four plus the three. All of law, plus all of nature, create the seven--the harmonious balance. The
Chariot, the revelation which will take us back to the inner throne room of God, and the angel
wear the name of Yod Heh Vav Heh. We wear the name of Yod Heh Vav Heh.
This is truly astounding. So many people, as we said before, think of the Tarot cards as being
dark satanic things used for evil, fortune telling purposes, yet here two-thirds of the way to the
end of the pathway of the Major Arcana, we see in card #14, emblazoned on the chest of the
Angel of Temperance, the holy name of Yod Heh Vav Heh. Remember, this is the name which
God said He shall be known by, Exodus 13. This is the sacred name which we saw in the Wheel
of Fortune, whether we are turning to the left or to the right. It is all Yod Heh Vav Heh. The
power of that name is the discerning force that enables us to recognize all truth.
Behind the angel there is a pathway that leads to the mountains. In the previous card, Death, we
saw the Sun just beginning to peak above the horizon. Here in the next card the Sun is just a
little bit higher. This is not coincidence. We are in day break and entering the promised
land. We will, over the course of the next cards, follow that pathway through the mountains to
the Sun. But next, we must pass through the dark knight of the soul.

TRUMP 15 - THE DEVIL

We come now to one of the most difficult and controversial cards in the entire deck. Many
people we see in common circles, in movies, on television, and in commercials seem to
remember two cards better than any others--one is the Devil, the other is Death. And, with this
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When we discuss the Devil, we are discussing a subject which is very near and dear to the hearts
of many people. People feel very passionate one way or the other about the Devil. For some, the
Devil is a living physical individual being who is the conscious deliberate underlord of all that
goes wrong with this world. For others, the Devil is a symbol of negative tendencies within man
and is, therefore, really not essential.
The pathway of Temperance leads us straight to the Devil's doorway, and if we wish to finally
have our homecoming, we must overcome the Devil in one form or another. We must come to
terms with who or what the devil is. We must come to terms with the Devil's temptation. We
must become unchained and unfettered and have the Devil get behind us, if we are to proceed.
As I present some historical perspective, I do not wish to offend anyone. As I said, many people
take the Devil quite seriously, and this is one matter which people find intently personal. Some
feel immediately threatened if you challenge any of their conceptions or preconceptions about
the Devil. Before we go into any form of religious or spiritual interpretation or understanding of
the Devil, we must understand the history.
The Devil was invented or discovered, depending upon your perspective, approximately in the
year 580 B.C. How do I say this? I am not fabricating and I am not interpreting. I am
expressing to you actual documented facts of history, which the Bible makes clear to us. If you
read in the Bible there are several writings in what we call the Old Testament, the Hebrew Bible,
which account the history of the early Jewish race as it transforms a theocracy into a
monarchy. Those books are 1st and 2nd Samuel and 1st and 2nd Chronicles. They account
almost chapter for chapter the same events, the same perspectives, the same times. The
difference is they are written at two very different time periods. 1st and 2nd Samuel where
written first. Most authors will say approximately around the time of their events. Many people
actually believe that they were written by Samuel himself, and I have no reason to dispute this
one way or the other.
1st and 2nd Chronicles were written much later, some few hundred years later after the
Babylonian captivity. What was the Babylonian captivity? You should review your history if
you're unfamiliar with this event. This was a pivotal moment in the life of the Jewish
people. The Babylonians from the North, in what we now call Iraq and Iran, came down and
through war, conquered the Jews.
In those days, the Babylonians were actually relatively kind people. Yes, there was a lot of
slaughter, but the way the Babylonians dealt with things was not to kill everyone, but to disperse
them. The Babylonians recognized that the political and economic rulers of a given country
were talented, bright, energetic people, and if they could, they would harness them for their own
purposes. So rather than slaughter all of the lords and the kings and the queens and the mayors
and the merchants, they would take them back to Babylon with them. In this way, they left their
conquered people without any leadership, seriously reducing the opportunities for uprising, and
at the same time making available for themselves the wit, wisdom, and enterprise of the best and
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After the Babylonian captivity around 535 B.C., the Jews were able to come back to Jerusalem,
back to the holy promised land. During this time, they attempted to recount their history. After
years of study, they "published" 1st and 2nd Chronicles which is a review of the early history of
Judaism. This is the same period that 1st and 2nd Samuel dealt with, the early days of Saul,
Samuel, King David.
Now why have I taken you on this miniature tour of history? What in the world does that have to
do with the Tarot cards? What in the world does that have to do with the Devil?
The first accounting of the Devil we have, historically speaking, is in Samuel. The second
accounting is in Chronicles. In 2nd Samuel 24, David takes a census. He counts all of the
people. He was punished for this because God saw that he was attempting to usurp God's
authority. David was not merely satisfied to be the king, but he also wanted to count all the
people, make himself more glorious by knowing exactly how many people he truly ruled.
Now the key issue here is in the differences between two verses in the Bible. 2nd Samuel 24:1
says, "Now the anger of the Lord burned against Israel and it incited David against them to say,
Go number Israel and Judah." 1st Chronicles 21:1 says, "Then Satan stood up against Israel
and moved David to number Israel." I, of course, don't know anything about you my reader, but
perhaps you have been reading the Bible and going to church for decades, and have never had
this pointed out to you. The contrast cannot be more apparent.
Read the context yourself. Study it. Become convinced that they are talking about the same
events, because they are. Before the Babylonian captivity, the historians said that the Lord
incited David to make the census,. David did the census, and then the Lord punished him for
doing it. This was Jewish thought.
As in the book of Job, shall we accept good from the hand of the Lord and not evil. Jewish
thought, early Jewish thought, was that the only reality was God, and that all things come from
Him. As in the book of Ecclesiastes, a time to live and a time to die. They are both seen as
being parts of God's unfolding plan.
The only active agent in the world is God, to the early Jewish mind. Therefore, if David was to
be incited to take a census, either it would be himself, some of the humans, or God. There was no
concept of a devil in early Jewish thought. And, if you read the book of Genesis, it never says
that the Devil told Eve to eat this forbidden fruit. It says that the serpent talked to her. We have
discussed this before. The serpent, hundreds of years later, became reinterpreted by St. Paul as
the Devil. But this interpretation did not exist when Moses wrote Genesis and did not exist for
the first several hundred years that that book was read. The only active agent is God.
Now, in 1st Chronicles, it is quite clear that Satan inspires David to do this horrible thing. God
obviously couldn't do this, because it was evil and God punished David for it. Therefore, how
could it have been God's will? Why would God tell David to do this and then punish him for
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Now ladies and gentlemen you can be as fundamentalist as you choose. By fundamentalist, I
mean essentially a Bibliolotrist, someone who worships the Bible and doesn't worship God. All
of this talk about the Bible being perfect, the Bible not having a single contradiction, the Bible
not having any "mistakes" or errors of any kind, either scientific or moral or philosophical, is the
creation of a false God. It seeks to worship the Bible instead of God. It seeks to have one
magical answer book that one can follow, without having to be involved with the Spirit. without
having to follow the religious pathway, without having the testimony of the Holy Spirit in one's
life.
You tell me the answers God, and I will do it. You tell me the command, and I will do it. This is
exoteric religion as delivered in retail establishments. It has nothing to do with the true
path. This is plain, because the Bible could not be clearer in this direct and immediate
contradiction. 2nd Samuel 24 says God told David to create the census. 1st Chronicles 21 says
that Satan told David to create the census. Either God did, or David did, or Satan did. It cannot
be the same. A contradiction is defined when something in the same time, same way, and same
manner is both true and not true. Did God tell David to create this census? The Bible
contradicts itself. In the one place the answer is God, and another place the answer is Satan. Is
God Satan? Is Satan God? That is the only way to resolve the contradiction.
I must hasten to add here that this does not in the slightest way devalue the power of the Bible
and the revelation it contains. To simply close our eyes and shut our minds to a plain simple fact
of history, however, does not serve God, Christendom, the Bible, or ourselves any good. The
Biblical record is here for a reason and the writers of the Bible were not offended by this
contradiction. That is a key point. If they had wanted to, they could have changed Chronicles to
make it match Samuel. They could have edited the texts of Samuel to make them match
Chronicles. They did not do that; it was not necessary. They were comfortable with this
contradiction because this contradiction teaches us much. It teaches us is that in the early days,
God was seen as the only active agent within the world. After the Babylonian captivity, Satan is
seen as being the great tempter. What changed? Well, Zoroastrianism is what changed.
Zoroastrianism is the religion of the Parsees, the Babylonians. Zoroastrian was a prophet, who
sought for God. Around the year 580 B.C., he came to a revelation that everything that happens
in the world that is good is the act of God, and everything that is bad is the result of a single
controlling underlord, the evil mind, Anya Maynu. This is the evil one; this is Satan.
Through the Babylonian captivity, the Jews encountered Zoroastrianism, and became familiar
with the idea of the Devil. When they came back, the Devil was intimately a part of their
religion. As they chronicled their early history, some things were rewritten with their new
understanding and their new interpretation, saying that you know it couldn't have been God who
inspired David to do that census. It had to have been the Devil. Oh, that serpent of old, you
know, that had to have been the Devil.
This is a new interpretation. So you have choices, and these are the choices of history--not
theology--history. Either, the people who wrote the earliest Biblical records understood that God
was the only active agent and they were correct, but that through the influx of an evil paganism
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Bible, did not understand exactly everything that they were talking about and dealing with, and
that through the revelation which God gave to Zoroaster, they came to see the higher deeper
truths of the nature of evil.
Now the Biblical record is quite clear that in the New Testament times, the Devil is an actual,
factual being. The Devil is cursing people. The Devil is seen as being the primal enemy of God.
The Devil must be enchained inside of the lake of fire. And, Jesus wrestles with the Devil
throughout his ministry, not as a symbol, but as a real being.
Well, perhaps you could say Jesus was speaking of the Devil as though he was in a parable form.
But, Jesus was not so much admitting the actual, personal underlord of all evil, so much as he
was using the symbol of the Devil for illustrative purposes. The Bible is quite clear that Jesus
was tempted of the Devil, spoke of the Devil, and had to deal with the Devil. People become
very uncomfortable with talk of the Devil as a symbol, because they feel that this is the first step
that the Devil wants in order to get people to not believe in him. It is only through believing in
him, that the Devil loses his power.
Each personal aspirant must make these decisions for himself. If I am to take a position, I would
say, yes, it is apparent that there are personal forces of evil. The Devil is a very real entity and
must be dealt with. It is through the revelation which God gave to Zoroaster, a Parsee, hundreds
of miles from Jerusalem, in the year 580 B.C. that we have been able to discover the Devil and
meet him.
This touches upon the broader issue that there are perhaps other revelations that God has given to
other people in other lands and other religions, that we could also learn from. But we will leave
that question for you.
In terms of the Devil, the Devil is the controlling force of matter. The Devil is the opposite of
God, to worship the creation instead of the creator, to amass the powers of all manifest existence
and harness it as a separate entity apart from the prevailing will of God.
The temptation of Jesus by the Devil is astoundingly illustrative. Regrettably so few seem to
recognize what these temptations are. Temptations are not simply Jesus being able to prove that
he is really the Son of God. There are three temptations, and each one represents a very specific
danger on the pathway of spiritual existence. As we learn, as we grow, as we are able to harness
strength and manifest the divine will, and as we begin to overcome the temptations of ego, there
are three definite temptations which the Devil gives to us.
Temptation #1: If you are the Son of God, command that these stones become bread. The
temptation here is to use the spiritual powers which the adept acquires for the purpose of
satisfying his own flesh and his own needs and wants.
Temptation #2: If you are the Son of God, stand upon this high pinnacle of the temple and throw
yourself down. The temptation here is, as one overcomes the limits of normal humanity and
begins to glow with the celestial light of God, to make a spectacle of one's self and point to one's
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Temptation #3: The devil took Jesus to a very high mountain and showed him all of the
kingdoms of the world and all of their glory. He said to Jesus, "All these things I will give you if
you fall down and worship me." This temptation is the final and most difficult. This is, in some
respects, the last dying gasp of the ego. As the ego becomes cleansed and spiritual abilities are
granted, and as the soul begins to recognize that it is a manifestation of God, the temptation is to
harness those energies to control the entire world.
Temptation #1, we use our spiritual powers for our own personal pleasure.
Temptation #2, we use our spiritual powers to draw attention to ourselves as an object of
worship.
And temptation #3, we use our spiritual powers to control the world.
To overcome temptation #1, we must always seek to serve others and recognize that we are all
one.
For temptation #2, we must recognize that we are, in fact, nothing more then a conduit of the
divine light and a channel of God's presence in this world.
And for temptation #3, we must recognize that the totality of manifest creation, as glorious as it
is, is simply the dancing of shadows upon the face of God. We are to live not by bread alone, but
by every word that proceeds from the mouth of God. We shall not tempt the Lord our God, and
we shall worship the Lord our God and serve Him only.
The Devil must be overcome, and these temptations must be overcome as we return on the
pathway.
Jesus, through his passion and his death on the cross, states quite clearly, "It is finished." The
struggle between good and evil, God and man, the spirit and the flesh, is over. The bonds of sin
and death have been broken. The chains which ensnare the human race have been cast
aside. We are now free to worship God and no longer be cast about and plagued by the Devil,
yet the Devil is still alive and still well.
This is the symbolism of card #15. What else do we see? The most striking element perhaps is
that this card has a completely black background. This card and the next card are the only two
cards in the Tarot deck like that. The other backgrounds are either blue, the color of air; yellow,
the color of the fiery sky; or, gray, which is non-committal. The Devil's black background
indicates the absence of light. This leads us to another key point--the difference between light
and dark. Many people ignorantly feel that light and dark are part of the pairs of opposites, just
like male and female, heads and tails, North and South, but this is absolutely and categorically
wrong.
From a perceptive standpoint, it is true in that we perceive light and we perceive darkness and we
perceive them as being opposites. But they are, as we are transformed by metanoia, not
opposites at all. Male and female are equally existent entities. Both are good. Both have the

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same ontological status in that they exist in the same way and the same manner although they are
opposites. Heads and tails on a coin are equal entities but they are opposites. Light and dark are
not equal entities. Light is an energy; light is a presence; light is a physical aspect of
reality. Darkness is simply the absence of the light. When I turn on a light switch, the light
comes flooding into the room. When I turn off the light switch, darkness does not flood the
room. The light simply disappears. Light is the positive existence. Light is the truth. God is
light. Darkness is the absence of light. It is not a power and a presence of its own. It is a
lessening. It is a weakness. Strength is power. Light is energy. Darkness is a dimming or a
blocking of the light.
And in a universe of all light, how do we get darkness? We cannot turn off the light of
God. How then do you get darkness? There is only one way. Via a shadow. You must have
something stand between you and God. There must be something solid, something created,
something material, which is standing between you and the Divine light. This revelation could
not be clearer. The Devil and his darkness result as we block out the light of God by placing
some part of the physical creation between us and the celestial presence. When we turn from the
Creator to worship the creation, we place that darkness into our souls. This is clear.
So if we are worshipping our automobiles and considering them to be more important than
fellow human beings, or if we fulfilling our monetary dreams and desires at the expense of our
family, friends and against the will of God, we have placed some part of the creation between us
and God. That is where the darkness of the Devil comes from. God is light and in Him there is
no darkness at all. Therefore, since God fills the heavens and the earth, the only way that there
can be this darkness of the Devil is through the casting of a shadow, where we have placed
something between ourselves and God. To overcome the Devil, is to overcome these
temptations, rise above the fetters of matter, and once again dwell in the limitless light.
What else do we see on this card? On the Devil's head, we see an inverted star. The star is a
blessed symbol. It is the four elements: earth, water, air, fire, crowned with a fifth. This is
known as sometimes ether. This is the spirit, the actual individual spark of God. The star is
inverted here to show that the Devil is the pathway of inversion. The creation flows from the
Creator and returns to the Creator, in, of, and through Him, to Him. That is the natural flow of
things.
The pathway of the Devil is when we get the energies of the universe inverted, when our minds
are being used to serve our desires. Our desires are being used to serve the body. The body is
there to carry the higher vehicles. When the higher vehicles exert all of their energy for the
sustenance and manipulation of the lower vehicles, then we have an inversion. We have a
blocking of the light. Things are there to help the people. People are not to be used to gain
access to more things. All of the mechanical devices are there to help other people to live
theoretically, happier, better lives. When we manipulate people, lie to them, use them for
purposes of procuring more money so that we can have more things, then we are dwelling in the
realm of the Devil. We are experiencing the inverted pentagram. This is darkness. This is
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We see at the foot of the Devil, Adam and Eve, the Lovers, chained to the Devil's footstool. As
we talked about Jesus saying that he had overcome the powers of sin and death, he had overcome
the Devil. As he said, it is finished. We see, though, that people are still being plagued by the
Devil. Why?
This card gives us the clearest indication it possibly could. These poor fools, Adam and Eve, are
wearing the Devil's horns. They're dressing like him. Adam's got his Devil's tail, and so does
Eve. They are acting as though they are enslaved to their sin, enslaved to their conscience. The
Devil made me do it. I am weak. I have no control. I am being held prisoner here. My parents
didn't love me as a child, and that's why I can't love you. I had a rotten day, so that's why I'm
going to tell you a lie. Oh, I was misunderstood in my youth, and people made fun of me on the
playground, so that's why I'm going to murder you and eat you for dinner.
The card is telling us very clearly that this is all a lie. If you look, you can plainly see that Adam
and Eve, with their fettering chains around their necks, could very easily remove those
chains. The loops are so large that they could quite simply slip over their heads. All they have
to do is want to be released through the divine will. Through an exercising of their conscience,
they will be free. It is truly over. The only forces and power that the Devil and darkness have
over us are the forces which we voluntarily grant to them. This is the key.
The only power which darkness has is that which we grant to it by volunteering to become its
agent. The only truth is God. The only truth is the light. That freedom and that oneness is your
divine call. Why do we have this at this stage of the aspirants life?
We have come through the Wheel of Fortune, Justice, the Hanged Man, Death, and we have the
divine guidance of Temperance. Why now do we face the Devil?
Because all of the fetters of creation, all of the temptations which we have seen, stand as the dark
night of the soul, as one of the final obstacles for the seeker of God to overcome. Until we begin
to deal with the Hanged Man, and until we begin to respond to the call to the egoless state, we
are encased inside of the Devil's powers and his creation. It is only through working with God's
enlightening forces that we are able to recognize other entrapments, other ensnarements, and
other temptations.
At this point of the spiritual seekers life, the Devil exists when he becomes conscious and aware
of the temptations of life. Those final three temptations which Jesus had with the Devil are the
temptations which we all must overcome--to not use the material creation for either our own
personal gratification, our own fame, or as the center of our worship. Instead, we must use the
physical creation to assist the soul in its ascent, as the soul becomes free from its own personal
glory, and to move through all aspects of the creation back to the limitless godhead of the
Creator. That is why we encounter the Devil here. We have accomplished so much, yet there is
still so much to learn.
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Number 1, that the temptations that Jesus encountered are the temptations that we must all
encounter.
Number 2, darkness is only the blocking of the light and is not a positive existent reality, as light
is.
And, number 3, that we are free to slip the bonds of Satan off our heads anytime we choose. Our
imprisonment to the fetters of materiality is none other than our own doing.
TRUMP 16 - THE TOWER

We are passing through the dark night of the soul. We have overcome the Devil and his
temptations, and one would think that we are done. But merely overcoming the temptations of
physical creation, does not lead us all the way home. No, it's never that simple. For though we
have come oh, so incredibly far, we have so far yet to go.
The Tarot cards relay the entire pathway, the entire breath of God, and these final cards unveil
the first moments of creation. Remember, we have talked about God pouring out His energy as
He creates the world, giving each of us an individual spark of God. We clothe the spark with
Will, place it inside of mind, place inside of our desire body, and finally into our physical body.
We are overcoming the temptations of the flesh. We are overcoming the temptations of darkness,
and we are turning from the creation to the Creator. Yet, the Tower is in darkness. Let us
examine the card.
The Tower stands alone on a very high rock. It has three windows which were previously
occupied by two people. Upon the very top of the Tower was a crown. At the moment we see
the Tower, several things are happening. First, the lightning bolt is coming from the heavens and
has hit the Tower. The crown is flying off. The Tower has burst into flames. The two occupants
have jumped from the Tower and are falling to unknown depths below. There is a rain of yods
all around the Tower.
What in the world is meant by such symbolism? Why is it here? What could this possibly have
to do with our soul and with religion? Well, this is one of those cards that is absolutely stuffed
full of imagery.
We will begin with the Tower itself. The Tower stands alone, completely alone. The Tower
symbolizes our individual consciousness, for at this point, we are dealing almost exclusively in
the realm of mind and thought. The Tower is the structure which we all create--the way we look
at the world, the things we think, our perceptions, our religion, our philosophy, our morality, our
understanding of the nature of God, perhaps even our secret initiate perceptions, our esoteric
reality--all of the truths we have gained from studying the Tarot.
The Tower is our mind. And it, for in fact all of human existence, is a manifestation of
mind. This is absolutely essential. Notice that this is a tower. It is not a hill. It is not a
mountain. It is a tower. It is built upon a high mountain, but it is a completely, utterly and totally
man-made existence. As such, it is a symbol for the mind. Everything that we see in the totality

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of the human race is a manifestation of our minds. All that we have and all that we are and all
that we do is here because of our consciousness as it is placed into our desire and made real with
our physical energy.
All of our inventions, from the simplest piece of pottery, to the most sophisticated lasers and
computers, are all extensions of the human mind. They are all edifices and towers which we
create and sustain by our own thinking. Even an absolutely incomprehensibly huge structure,
such as the United States of America, is only a manifestation of mind. The communal thoughts
which we have, have created and sustain this thing.
It is impossible to overemphasize this point. Your body is the way it is because of how you
think. Are you particularly muscular? Are you a bit flabby? Do you excel at running? Or are
you better at long distance endurance? How do you dress? Are you flashy,
flamboyant? Conservative? Prudish? Do you wear lots of makeup? Do you splash yourself
with huge amounts of cologne? Do you like to have a hairdo that is very carefully quaffed and
adjusted to be just so? Have you shaved in the last two years? Do you prefer the all natural
look? Your physical appearance is a manifestation of your mind.
Have you had your breasts enlarged? Have you had your tummy flattened? Have you had your
eyebrows raised? Have you had surgical implants in your calves to give you a more manly,
masculine look? All existence in the human realm is a manifestation of mind.
Now, the message of the Tower is that our mind, left to its own devices, leads us into a realm of
immeasurable darkness. Our man-made consciousness leads us into the void. Even if this manmade consciousness is seeking religious truth, there is still immeasurable darkness all
around. We cannot perceive truth, if we are constantly fettered with our own preconceptions.
We have had discussions throughout this book regarding Bibliolatry and the false gods which we
create for ourselves. So whether our mind is leading us into crass materialism or even creating
fanciful notions of the nature of God's truth, the strictly human psyche, the hopelessly human
mentality, unless it is touched by the Divine, is, in fact, nothing more than the outer, all
encompassing darkness.
Having overcome the Devil, we still have nothing if we are enshrouded in our own
conceptions. This is the purpose of the lightning bolt. In our darkness, the light comes in and
tells us, "Thus sayeth the Lord." This is the flash of intuition, the flash of recognition, the dawn
of consciousness, wherein we finally see absolute total divine light. We are, at this point, using
our minds and beginning to radiate with the glow of God's truth. But here, the actual fire of God,
the actual light of God, comes in and touches us. It comes like an actual lightning bolt out of the
blue, shocking, terrifying almost threatening.
Light has two natures: the nature of illumination and sunshine, and then as that light gets too
close to us, the actual all consuming burning fire of lightning. You see life is not always simply
pleasant. The religious pathway is not one of gentle illumination and sitting, reading our portals
of prayer for the day, delighting in each new tidbit of wisdom that the Lord shines upon us. No,
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do not always get what we want. But if we truly seek for the Divine, we will get what we
need. In the aloneness of our temple which we have created for and to ourselves, in the
magnificent structure of our minds which is our crowning achievement, the Divine light will
come in like a shocking lightning bolt to begin to illuminate us with actual truth. This is the
flash of God's light in the absolute dark night of our soul.
But notice that as that light comes in, the Tower begins to burn. Burning is the fire, the chemical
process of transformation. Because you see, the tower will burn, and all of our man-made
structures will fall. But as the Bible says, "He whom the Lord loves He chastises and purifies so
that all of the impurities will burn off and all that is left is the pure gold of Godhood.
The Tower will burn, but that burning is not a destruction. It is a transformation. We have dealt
with the temptations of the Nihilism involved in the pathway of death as it pertains to the
transcendence of ego. No, we are not talking about annihilating your mind. We are not talking
about leaving you lobotomized, unable to think, a robot under the mind control of some other
despotic tyrant. No, we are talking about the transformation of your mind.
As it says, and as I have quoted it before in Romans 12, "Do not be conformed to this world, but
be renewed by the transforming of your mind." As the fire hits the tower, the tower burns. What
that fire is doing is releasing the different chemicals. Some of the energy will be released from
the wood and rise up into the air. Symbolically, those things which we have placed within us,
which are pure, the energies of God and the soul which have been granted to us, which we have
condensed to create our Tower of Babel, will be released so that they can flow back into the
realm of the pure spirit. Other parts will turn to ash and charcoal. The more base earthly
elements will be left to decay back into the earth.
But what is important here is to notice that nothing is ever destroyed, never. Transformation is
the only reality. You cannot have anything created. You cannot have anything destroyed. It is
only transformed. That is the message of the ages.
What is the meaning of the two figures jumping out of the Tower? They represent our conscious
and our subconscious minds. Both of them live inside of the Tower. Just because our
subconscious mind is not under our direct conscious control does not mean it doesn't live in the
Tower. For it does. Our dream lives are shaped and controlled by our tower. Our preconscious
memories and those forces which shape us and cause us to act as we do, whether for good or for
bad, are all resident inside of our tower of mind. Therefore, when the lightning bolt of God's
revelation strikes our tower, the occupants therein bail out. All of our false thoughts, all of our
false dreams and false hopes, all of our misconceptions flee in the face of God's purifying power.
The conscious and subconscious have dived out of the two lower windows. The third and the
highest window is known as the super conscious. That is the conceptualization of the highest
parts of the spirit. This is the realm of will which actually creates and controls the subconscious
mind. This is a very high teaching about which few people have knowledge.
All around us we see on the Tower these little yellow squiggles. They are actually yods, the Yod
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the Hebrew alphabet, and there are 22 cards in the Tarot Major Arcana. They are divided into 10
and 12. The symbolism there is so obvious, it needs no comment.
We are talking here of the Tower of Babel. As we each build our towers, we reflect something
that we see in the Bible. The Tower of Babel was an attempt on the part of the human race to
build a monument to itself so great and so high and so glorious as to actually reach God. Today,
what we are attempting to do with our science, our technocracy, our ruling technologies, is to
build a tower to God so that we can control all aspects of life and death. We are seeking to
control the process of birth through genetic engineering, that we might control who is born, and
how, when and what their attributes are. We are also seeking to control the process of death, that
we might extend mortal life indefinitely and be able to preserve the human being forever through
cryonic freezing. We are freezing certain parts of people so that their genetic make up might be
preserved for future posterity.
We are still building the Tower of Babel. The Tower of Babel is not just our physical sciences
but also our mental processes. And, God's answer to the Tower of Babel was to send his divine
fire to destroy it, to scatter people, and to make their languages diversified. This contains a
profound revelation. We call by many names what is truly one. As we overcome the barriers of
language, we recognize that we are, and always have been, one family. The barriers of language
are temporary illusions which are necessary to keep us from harming ourselves.
So we are talking here in the Tower about awareness, past language. This is an extremely high
difficult meditation. When we look at a tree, since we understand the word tree, we are
incapable of seeing the it without thinking tree. The language that we have becomes
completely encased within our consciousness, and colors, shapes, clouds and pollutes every
experience we have after that.
Part of the power which the Tower is transferring to us is the ability to rise above and beyond the
limitations of language, to be able to perceive things as they are in their pure prelinguistic state.
Here, too, is the breath of God, the natural flow. Before I knew the truth, mountains were only
mountains, and trees were only trees. Once I began to learn the truth, mountains were no longer
mountains, and trees were no longer trees. Once I fully embraced the truth, I recognized that
mountains are mountains and trees are trees.
We see a mountain and we call it the word mountain, but when we can see it, know it, feel it as
it is in its purity, without having to filter through the language and our mental perceptions, then
we begin to become free. When we see another human being based upon how they look, we
automatically make judgments about them based upon their hair, their dress, their size, their
shape, their skin color. We make a whole host of almost instantaneous judgments and
assessments of them. The Divine light, which strikes the Tower, seeks to enable us to see people
as they are, to love them all unconditionally, to leave the darkness of our solitude, to transform
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At this point, we will begin to reflect the Divine name. I am who I am. You are who you
are. We will be able to recognize things and people as they are, because they are what they are,
instead of as something to be manipulated or controlled or avoided.
As we overcome our human conceptions, we do not erase mind, but we cleanse it. Much like a
window, you do not need to shatter the window in order to clean it. Merely get rid of all of its
dross. That is what is contained here within the Tower. We are not talking about the elimination
of human mind. We are talking about its purification.
Having overcome the Devil, we now find toward the final stages, that our minds become pure
and clean--that infinite light eliminates all of our thoughts of our human accomplishments. Our
crowning achievements appear to pale as nothing in the light of God's purity. We are now ready
for the final stages.

TRUMP 17 - THE STAR

Genesis 1:16, "God made two great lights. The greater light to govern the day and the lesser
light to govern the night, he also made the stars." With these next three cards, we have the great
glorious trinity known as the lights of heaven. As we look out into the sky, there are, in fact,
only three kinds of light: the stars, the Moon and the Sun.
The great light to guide day is the Sun. The lesser light to rule the night is the moon. And, the
glorious canopy, the celestial ceiling, is the wonderful canopy of stars. It is interesting, if the
Tarot cards are simply a form of stupid fortune telling, that they would bother with three such
important symbols.
The Bible is full of references to stars. Often the three lights of heaven are grouped
together. Specifically as it pertains to the stars, what does the Bible say?
First stars are used as an indicator of large numbers and blessing. 70 people entered Egypt and
uncountable numbers as many as the stars of heavens left. This is a symbol of God's blessing of
fruitfulness. Our descendants are as numerous as the stars. Our blessings are as numerous as the
stars.
God sets, ordains and names the stars, each and every single one of them. The stars are a symbol
of God's providence, his presence, his power, and his intimate involvement with all aspects of the
universe. When you look up at the stars, the Bible tells us that God has set them each where they
are, that each is exactly where it belongs, and that God knows the names of every one of them,
deeply and personally.
The Biblical record and, of course, the record of the Tarot cards, is not that of a God who is lofty
and far removed, dwelling somewhere out there. No, the God of the Bible, the God of the Torah,
the God of the Tarot, the God of the Rota, is intimately involved with all aspects of creation,
right here and right now. You can go somewhere else, but even there you will only be here. You
can wait until later, but even then, it will only be now. This is the idea. Where can I go to hide

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from God? If I go to the highest heaven in the realm of the stars, you are there. If I go to the
deepest part of the ocean, you are there. Therefore if you are seeking for God, there is nowhere
you have to go, because he is as much present here as he is anywhere.
Also, you do not have to wait until any time, because God is eternal, He is infinite. He stands
outside of the confines of time and space, and therefore cares not one wit about needing certain
things to occur before others. Anytime we are ready, the light of Heaven will shine and
illuminate us, whenever we are ready.
A third thing that the stars and lights of heaven indicate symbolically in the Bible is not actually
a symbol, so much as a warning. The early peoples were very prone to worship the Sun, the
Moon, and the stars. The Bible repeatedly forbids against this, and God delivers his punishment
to those who do so. I believe this is an important warning to us, even today. There are
temptations, even in this hopefully high Tarot study that we are doing. There are temptations to
see these cards as pointing us to worshipping the star, or worshipping the Moon or the
Sun. These are elements of the heavens which declare the glory of God and show forth His
handiwork.
But the Tarot and the Bible are constantly calling us to move through the physical creation into
the spiritual creation, to not worship the creation of the lights of Heaven, but to turn to and adore
the Creator. It is part of the message here. The message of the star is deep and subtle, but it is
very great.
We, at this stage in the souls development, are learning that all aspects of creation are simply
extensions of the Divine mind They are not of themselves to be worshipped, but are rather to be
seen as a pathway and an expression of the Divine mind. Therefore, we must be careful at all
stages not to worship these things.
A fourth Biblical reference to the lights of Heaven is in prophesying and describing their
darkening. The book of Matthew, for example, describes the distress of the last days. The Sun
will be darkened. The Moon will not give its light. The stars will fall from the sky, and all the
heavenly bodies will be shaken. There will be signs in the Sun, the Moon and stars. On Earth,
nations will be in anguish and perplexed at the roaring and tossing of the sea. When neither the
Sun nor stars appear for many days, and all the storm continues to rage, we finally will give up
all hope of being saved.
The symbolism here is quite plain. The light of Heaven is a reference to the actual consciousness
of God. God is light, and in Him, there is no darkness at all. We have the three great lights of
heaven. Heaven is the home of God, just as the earth is the home of God. Symbolically, the
earth represents those base, more physical attributes of our existence. Heaven represents the
highest, purest, spiritual part.
To say that the Sun, the Moon and the stars become darkened is to see no more light from them,
that in the dark night of the soul, God's light can no longer be seen. There is no spiritual
guidance. There is no help from the heavenly host. As we saw in the previous cards, that
darkness comes from blocking things, from things which stand between us and the light. That is

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the essence of the symbolism that says that the stars will fall to the earth. This is not physically
possible, and those fundamentalists who believe that the Bible must be taken absolutely literally,
will not have a very good time interpreting that passage literally.
You see, a single star is millions upon millions of times larger then the earth is. And it is
completely, physically, theoretically impossible for the stars to actually fall to the earth. If even
one star came within a few million miles from the earth, the earth would be completely burned
and disintegrated. So obviously we are not dealing with literal truth, we are dealing with
symbolism. As we have said before, the Bible is replete with symbolism. To try and ignore that
is to do ourselves a great and sad disservice.
The symbolism of the stars falling to earth is to show that the consciousness of God, the Divine
celestial light, has become trapped within the earth. The pathway of involution takes the Divine
limitless mind, the expanse of the ocean of Gods consciousness, and places it into ever lower
and lower, denser vehicles. Until, finally the consciousness of God is focused upon ever smaller
domains.
Ultimately the lights of Heaven fall to earth, and we are so obsessed with that tiny little speck of
dirt on a rug that we lose any peace of our soul. We have no love; we have no hope. All seems
darkness, futility and the void. We have all had this experience.
Also, fifth, the star is a sign for the birth of the Son of God. This comes from the New Testament
in Matthew 2:2, "Where is the one who has been born King of the Jews? We saw his star in the
East and come to worship him." Matthew 2:7, "Herod called the Magi secretly and found out
from them the exact time the star had appeared. When they saw the star they were overjoyed."
I am not claiming here that the Magi did not actually see a physical star. I am perfectly willing
to grant that they did. The power of religion, and hopefully I have made the case clearly enough
at this point, is that whether they actually saw a physical star or not, simply does not matter. This
would be a part of history. This would be an event that occurred to them thousands of years
ago. And if it is a fact, and its only value is in the concrete physical history, then it has no value
whatsoever and should be removed from the Bible. But if this event is also an indication of a
symbolic meaning, then we have much to learn from it. We have the three-fold path--the three
lights of heaven, and we approach them in this order: the star, the Moon and the Sun.
The star is the smallest of the lights. It is the dimmest of the three. The reason it is dim and the
reason it appears to be small is not because the star is actually small. The star is just farther
away. Our sun is a star, however, our sun is limitlessly closer to us by several orders of
magnitude than the stars are. Youll remember that we discussed an order of magnitude when
we were analyzing The Empress.
An order of magnitude is a power of ten. If something is one foot long and something else is ten
feet long, then the longer piece is one order of magnitude larger then the smaller piece. Our sun
is 93 million miles away. If you multiply 93 million times 10, that equals 900 million. Times
ten again is 9 billion. Times ten is 90 billion. Times 10 is 900 billion. The nearest star to us is 5

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orders of magnitude away because it is more than 9 trillion miles away; it is 27 trillion miles
away.
Therefore our sun is 5 orders of magnitude closer to us then the nearest star. It is no larger or
smaller than the average stars. Some stars are larger than ours; some are smaller. Ours is a very
average sun. The reason the stars are dimmer and the reason they are smaller, to repeat, is
because they are farther away. The symbolism of the star is to account for the very moment of
the birth of the Son of God.
The Magi studied the heavens, and they watched the stars. When one particular star was
properly placed, they knew that this meant that the Son of God had been born. The Magi were
early astronomers. They gazed up into the heavens. One thing that we have lost, especially in
modernized America, is all contact with the lights of Heaven. We no longer rule our days
according to sunrise and sunset. We no longer rule our harvest and activities by the phase of the
moon. We no longer gaze up into the heavens at night to dream and gain visions.
In Jesus day, in the warmth of the Palestinian desert, the Magi could lay out at night, and they
were not distracted by television or radio. They could gaze up into the heavens and just watch
the stars. In that time, the stars were television. The stars were the active story which the Magi
studied and listened to. When they looked up into the heavens, they saw a message. That
message was of the redeeming plan of God. The signs of the zodiac indicate the ancient
revelations, the ancient visions that the Magi and others had, as they gazed into the heavens and
saw the redemptive plan of God.
Just as the Tarot cards have fallen from grace and are used for fortune telling, so too the zodiac,
which is a divine revelation, has fallen from grace and is being used for simple stupid fortune
telling. It was never meant to be. As we discussed before, each one of the signs of the zodiac is
a collection of images, pictures and symbols, all of which combine to form the story of the life,
death and resurrection of Jesus.
He was born of Virgo, the virgin. He is Aquarius, the water bearer to feed us with streams of
living water. He is Aires, the ram or lamb of God, who takes away the sins of the world. He is
Gemini, part God, part man with the dual nature. He is Libra, the great judge who will come to
discern truth from falsehood and through whom God will judge the world. He is the conqueror
of Scorpio, the serpent who will sting him on the heels. He is Pieces, the fish. The word fish
is an acronym for Jesus Christ God's Son Savior. That's why we see these little fish symbols on
the back of cars today. He is Pisces, the Son of God.
We could go into great detail, but this subject is so vast that it deserves a book all its
own. Fortunately for us, such a book has been written, Bullinger's "The Witness of Stars." He
discusses in that book every zodiacal sign and every miniature constellation inside of the larger
constellations. He even gives the ancient, original names that were given to these stars
thousands of years ago, and tells how those very names mean, "She who brings forth the Savior."
The point of this discussion is to show you that the pathway of the stars, the pathway of the birth
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purely inside of you. The star is also used as a symbol of the fulfillment of the birth. What do I
mean by that? Jesus refers to himself as the morning star in Revelation 22:16. "I Jesus have sent
my angel to give you this testimony for the churches. I am the root and offspring of David and
the bright morning star."
What is the morning star? The morning star is Venus. It's not actually a star; it's a planet. Most
mornings you can look toward the East and see a very bright light, obviously much brighter than
any of the other stars or lights. Thats the planet Venus, the nearest neighbor to Earth. The
morning star became a symbol of newness, because it happens in the morning. Rebirth. We can
wake up in the morning and see that the lights of Heaven are still there. We can begin the day
afresh, with a moment of devotion, a moment of contemplation, and a moment of attuning
ourselves with thankfulness that God's revelation and the lights of Heaven still shine. We can
attune ourselves to that energy, that focus, that purpose, that divine grace, and let it be our
guiding purpose all day long. Jesus says he is the morning star.
Now we come to the central message of this card. We have seen that the stars represent the
guiding light of God. We have seen that the stars indicate the birth of the Son of God. We have
also seen that the Son of God calls himself the morning star. That, my friends, is all
introduction. That is laying the groundwork for the true message of the Star. What is that
message?
2nd Peter 1:19, "We have the word of the prophets made more certain, and you will do well to
pay attention to it as to a light shining in a dark place, until the day dawns and the morning star
rises in your hearts." Read that verse again.
The Tarot cards do not tell us one single thing that the Bible does not tell us. And, as you can tell
by the many references to the Bible in this document, we really cannot understand the Tarot
cards without the Bible. The two of them, Tarot and Torah, combine and relate and help
illuminate one the other.
The Bible helps show us things that we could never really see in the Tarot. The Tarot helps us to
crystallize our thinking and condense, through symbolic language, things which have always
been in the Bible.
Jesus is the morning star, but that is not the end of the story. You will have the day of God dawn,
and the morning star will rise in your heart. That is the purpose of this card. This card is an
indication of the incarnation of God within you.
We have come so far on the pathway of the Tarot. We have learned of the divine nature of grace.
We have learned that this is all God's revelation. We have learned that through controlling our
divine will, we have all strength necessary. We have learned that we must proclaim and share the
light, or will be extinguished. We have learned that all aspects reflect the name of God and are
an expression of the divine glory. We have learned that the only powers that the Devil has are
those we give to him. We have learned that through dying to ourselves, we can be born
again. At this point, birth actually occurs. At this point, the Hanged Man has embraced death,
has overcome the temptations of the Devil. We have died to our own thoughts in the Tower. We

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are now transformed and purified. Having dwelt in the word of God, we have the morning star
rising inside of our very soul. As the Bible says, Until the day dawns and the morning star rises
in your heart.
Jesus also says in Revelation 2:28, "I will also give him the morning star." That is this card. We
are now prepared to actually look at the physical drawing.
We see a central star with 8 points on it. We have discussed the symbolism of the eight
before. It symbolizes the cardinal points on the compass. It is the eight-fold pathway of God's
grace. Around that central 1 star, there are 7 other stars. The 7 + 1 = 8. Every one of the 7 stars
has 8 spokes, so the card is called the Star, the one star. There is only one star. That star is
Jesus. The Bible tells us very clearly, "I am the morning star, thus says the Son of God." That is
the one star, the large yellow one.
That morning star will rise in each of our hearts. It will be given to each of us, and we all,
therefore, become the lesser lights of Heaven. We all become the Star. The Son of God is born
in each of us and rises in all of our hearts.
So, we are the smaller white stars. We have the same exact shape as the large star. The 7 are all
manifestations of the 1, indicating symbolically that the oneness of God is played out through all
7 moments of creation, through all 7 realms of the universe: matter, emotion, desire, mind, will,
spirit, the realm of the angels and the spark of God himself.
That 1 star plus the 7 stars totals 8 stars, but the card is only called the Star. I guess the best
illustration I can give of this is a radio broadcast. We have millions of radios, and they all create
their own miniature voice. But, as I speak into the radio transmitter, there is only one
speaker. That one voice multiplies through the many, and yet they are all connected only to the
one. This is the divine glorious pathway of God, that the one becomes many, and the many
remain the one. There is only one God. There is only one source origin in all. There is only one
light.
That light multiplies itself into a limitless and infinite multiplex. As it does so, it appears that
there are many, many parts. But through the light of revelation and through following the
pathway of spiritual discovery, we remember that all of these different parts are, in fact, only
one. There are many, many human beings on this earth, yet there is only one body of
Christ. That is why there are one star and seven stars, yet the card is called the Star.
Underneath the Star, we see a woman who is naked. None of the creatures from here on in the
Tarot cards have any clothes on whatsoever. Why? Because we are far beyond mortal
frameworks here. Nakedness is a man-made sin. There is no shame in being naked. It is
natural. The only shame is in our minds and in our inability to deal with it. As Adam and Eve
partook from the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, the first thing they did
was become aware of their nakedness and try to run and hide from it.
As we follow the pathway of God and enter into true revelation, and as the morning star is born
inside of us, we overcome the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. We see only the

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oneness and the goodness of God. And con-commitment with that, all shame at nakedness
disappears. This is not a licentious comment; this is simply the truth.
Nakedness is one of our great and glorious man-made sins. It was never to be that way, and as
we reach our fruition, it will cease to be that way.
Who is the maiden? Well, there are different interpretations. You could see her as being Eve, the
purity of womanhood. You could see her as the bride of Christ. You could see her as Mother
Nature. Perhaps, there is no genuine difference between these.
She has two pails of water. One is being poured out upon the sea. One is being poured out upon
the land. This indicates beautifully that the streams of living water, which the Son of God will
give us, are now flowing freely inside of our lives, and all aspects of our being are touched in
this card.
We have the earth, which is full of the living water. We have the waters themselves. We have
the bird on the tree in the background that flies in the air. We have the spark, which is the fire,
the flame of God, which is the morning star, which is the Son of God, who is born in our
hearts. Body, emotions, mind and spirit are all touched by the glorious unfolding of the light of
God. That is the Star--the one star with the seven stars, making eight stars, which are only one
star. That is the glory. That is the blessing.
The bird represents animated air. The consciousness which we have is so illuminated that it's
actually alive. Just as we have streams of living water, we have streams of living air. That is the
symbolism of that bird stuck back there on the tree.
TRUMP 18 - THE MOON

Here we come to the final enemy, the final obstacle, the final trial. After the Moon, there are
three stages left: The Sun, Judgment and the World, all of which are glorious celebrations. But,
in order to gain them, we must overcome the final enemy.
The Moon is not a card of happiness. It is not a card of blessing directly. The Moon is the great
ultimate challenge.
Upon the face of the Moon, we see a rather sour look with eyes closed facing the earth.
There are 32 rays (22 + 10) emanating around the Moon. The Moon is shown in phase.
It is shown in its first quarter as the Moon is getting brighter. There are 15 Yods between the
Moon and the earth. We see the two gray pillars that we first saw far on the horizon in card #13,
Death.
We have a hound and a wolf barking at the Moon on either side of a pathway, which leads from
the ocean up into the hills. And, beginning to crawl out of the water, is a lobster or
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You can tell by the scouring face and the posture of attack and the teeth-bearing scowl of the
wolf, that there is little happiness here. This may be a surprise to some students. We have
overcome death. We have the experience of the Hanged Man. We have survived the destruction
of the Tower. W have the morning star born and rising inside of us. What is left to be a
problem?
In order to discover the answer to this, we have to be very certain we understand what the Moon
is. The Moon is a dead, cold, lifeless piece of rock, trapped through gravity, in a orbit around the
earth. We saw in the previous card, that the Bible refers to the three lights of Heaven--the stars
of the sky, the greater light to rule the day, and a lesser light to rule the night. But the Moon is
the great pretender. The Moon does not give off any light. It has none. The Moon is only
darkness.
Inside of the earth, our actual physical planet, there is heat. There is a molten fire. The Earth is
alive with energy. The Moon is not. The Moon does not give off any light of its own. The Moon
does not have any fire in its core. It is one solid cold chunk of absolute base matter, and yet the
Moon pretends to be the lesser light to rule the heavens by night. The Moon is a liar. The Moon
is a pretender to the throne, because the Moon does not rule the night. Only the Sun rules the
night.
The Moon is not a light. The only light is the Sun. The Moon goes through its phases. When
everything is properly aligned, the Sun is able to bounce squarely off of the face of the Moon,
and we are able to see its entire face illuminated. We call that the full Moon. That only lasts for
the briefest of times, and happens once every 29 1/2 days. After the Moon is full, the right hand
side of it starts to get darker and darker until it disappears entirely 14 1/2 days later. We call that
the New Moon.
The phases of the Moon are created through the different angles of observation, as the light of
the Sun bounces off of the Moon. When the Moon stands between Earth and the Sun, we have
the New Moon. When the Moon stands exactly between Earth and the Sun, we have a solar
eclipse, and the light of the Moon actually blocks out the light of the Sun.
When the earth stands between the Moon and the Sun, we have a full moon, and when the earth
stands exactly between the Sun and the Moon, we have a lunar eclipse and the Moon turns to
darkness and a fiery, red, blood color.
Why do I give you this little lesson in astronomy? Because without it, the symbolism of the
Moon is absolutely meaningless.
As I said earlier, the Moon is the final obstacle to be overcome. The Moon represents our
incarnation, the final dying gasp of our individual consciousness and of our ego. For you see, the
only light which the Moon has, is the light which it reflects. And the night of the Full Moon has,
throughout the centuries, evolved into a celebration. Originally, it was a night of celebration
because it was very bright outside and people, in the days before electricity, could dance and
celebrate and harvest all night long. They could actually work very efficiently by the light of the
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But there is also a darker side to the Full Moon. It is a scientifically verified fact that on the
night of the Full Moon, people go crazy. This is lunacy: Mad Man Moon. In hospitals, in
psychiatric wards, in welfare offices, as the Full Moon approaches, the workers know it, because
people just turn crazy. There appear to be biological reasons for this, because at the night of the
Full Moon, the earth stands between the Sun and the Moon. The gravitational pull on both sides
of the earth causes the waters of the ocean to so bulge, that their massive gravitational attraction,
as it pulls upon the waters of our body, appears to create certain psychological and physiological
imbalances in the human race. (Remember, our bodies are approximately 80% water.) No one
understands this. It is a great mystery, but it is a fact.
Symbolically, the night of the Full Moon is also a paradox. On one hand, the Full Moon
represents the highest part of human achievement, wherein we are perfectly 100% reflecting all
of the light of God and illuminating others. At the same time, when the Moon is its fullest, the
temptation is greatest for the Moon to proclaim itself the light of Heaven. Look at me; see how
glorious I am. When it is full, the Moon is at opposite extremes from the Sun. We can turn and
look at the true light, the Sun, or we can turn 180 degrees opposite, and look at the false light, the
Moon. Just before sunset on the night of the Full Moon, and just after sunrise the next morning,
you can see both the Sun and the Moon together. You have a choice as to which you will look
at. You can focus yourself in the direction of the true light and worship the Creator, or you can
turn you focus from the Creator to the creation and watch the Full Moon rise. During the Full
Moon phase, the Moon works opposite to the Sun. As the Sun rises, the Moon disappears. As
the Moon rises, the Sun disappears.
During the New Moon, when the Moon and the Sun are on the side of the earth, they work in
harmony and conjunction. The Moon does not attempt to shine any of the light onto the earth. If
you see the Moon, you are looking actually at the Sun. The Moon is not attempting to usurp the
Sun's position in the sky. They rise together and set together. The Moon goes through its phases
because the Moon is out of synch with the earth. The Moon is trapped in an orbit around the
earth, yet it is not fixed to the earth. Therefore, the Moon does not rise and set at the same point
or at the same time throughout the month. The earth's rotation causes the phases of day and
night. The Moon's rotation around the earth creates the cycles of new and full.
Symbolically, ladies and gentlemen, you could not possibly be given a clearer picture of the
nature of the individual soul. Our consciousness is trapped by the earth. We spend huge
amounts of our time thinking about our bodies, taking care of our bodies, mending our
bodies. Even when we are free, completely, utterly and totally free, from the confines of
physical existence, our consciousness remains trapped on the earth. When we sleep, when we
dream, we can go anywhere or we can be anything. As we sleep and dream, our consciousness is
freed from the fetters of material physical existence. Yet what do we dream about? Eating,
drinking, doing things with our bodies.
The Moon remains trapped by the earth. This is the final frontier. We must be able to renounce
the Moon and its illusory light and the illusion of ego--the illusion of consciousness trapped by
matter. In the stage of the Moon, we overcome all final limitations, and we become completely
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The Yods which we see here are not so much raining down from the Moon, as they are caught in
between the Moon and the earth. The Divine Word rains only from the light of the Sun, and
these yods await us on the other side of the towers.
What do the towers symbolize? I think the best answer is to say that they represent our rational
side and our creative side, both the left hand and right hand pathways of consciousness. They
stand guard to make sure that only if we are sufficiently purified, can we pass between
them. They are guard towers, because as we travel through this pathway that we see winding up
into the mountains, we have finally reached our homecoming. We return to the high mountain
on which the Fool stood, so many cards ago. We return to our home. Thats what the next card
is all about. Until we get there, we must overcome. We cannot be allowed to touch the Tree of
Eternal Life with any trace of our space bound, physical bound consciousness still living. To do
so, would be to immortalize matter. It would be to immortalize the flesh and all of its
constraints. We must overcome.
The dog and the wolf are shown baying at the Moon, and it is not by chance that the mythology
of the werewolf has developed. Our emotions do change with the phases of the Moon, and when
the Moon is full, many of us turn into monsters, if not physically, then symbolically our egos
rage. We attempt to keep ourselves as the light. The morning star is born in us, and what do we
do? Draw attention to ourselves to be worshipped. We say to others, Look at me. I have the
Son of God living inside of me. I have the morning star. I am the Full Moon. I am the glorious
one. And, this insanity leads us to immense ruin.
The crayfish, coming out of the waters, symbolizes the deep subconscious forces at work within
us. As I said at first, this is the final enemy. This is the hardest battle to fight. Here we are,
dealing with overcoming the constraints of actual biology, the constraints of physical matter. As
the divine spark of God is placed within our lower vehicles, those lower vehicles begin to assert
their influence and control the higher forms of God. And even once we recognize the essential
emptiness of our ego, and once we overcome and are the morning star, that morning star, as it
dwells within us, is still subject to falling back down to the earth--to become trapped.
The final obstacle to be overcome, the Bible says, is death. And this space/time consciousness,
as it exists apart from God, is death itself. The Moon is dead. Death is the final obstacle to
overcome. The Moon is a white washed sepulcher, complete total death and dirty nothingness,
which nevertheless pretends to be the great light of Heaven.
We can and we will overcome. We have learned so much. We will persevere, and we will
eventually be welcomed home.

TRUMP 19 - THE SUN

Welcome home traveler! We started our journey ages ago with card zero, the Fool. As the Fool
was dancing on the highest mountain, we say, just above his head, the radiant Sun. We have seen
that light increase. We saw it being guarded by the Angel of Life in card #6, the Lovers. We
have seen stars and illuminations. We have seen the Hanged Man's head begin to glow with the

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light of the divine. We have seen the Sun rising above the mountains of Temperance. We have
traveled the path, through the dark night of the Devil in the Tower. The morning star is born
inside of us, and we have finally overcome all human limitations of biology, time, space and
incarnation. We are coming home.
The eternal limitless spark of God has clothed itself with will, with mind, with desire and the
body. The body has become purified and overcome. The waters of emotion have become alive.
The mind has been cleansed of all ignorance and fetters. The divine will has been harnessed, and
completely controls all the lower vehicles. The Sun has risen to high day. The Sun has risen to a
glorious ecstasy. The divine dance is now able to go forward in immense celebration.
All of this is intimated and symbolized in this card. We have the glorious, radiant Sun with an
expression of transcendent peace. There is no anger; there is no sorrow. But neither is there any
giddy, childish happiness or tom foolery. There is mature awareness of all the glory and a
bubbling out of a joy which is oh so different from happiness. Happiness, being space/time
bound, is subject to change. Joy is the ecstasy of spirit, which results when we recognize the
divine truth which is forever around us.
The Sun is resplendent in his/her glory. The Sun is life. The Sun is the highest physical symbol
of God. The Sun is the light from which all other lights are derived. The Sun is the life from
which all other lives are derived. It is the source of illumination, the source of warmth, the
source of existence itself.
In the beginning is the light. In the end is the light. We move from light unto light. Only inbetween, due to moments of temporary ignorance and darkness, is there night. The Sun is
forever. The Sun always shines. The light of God is always there. Even during the night, the
only reason we do not see the Sun is because the earth blocks its pathway. When the earth
becomes purified and cleansed, as it does through the pathway of the Moon, then it is no longer a
blockage of the Sun, and there is no night.
This is the great and glorious symbolism in the book of Revelation, where the Sun does not set,
where the light is forever. The light has nothing left to block it. When there are clouds and when
there is rain, the Sun still shines. All we must do is go high enough into the air, rise above the
overcast, and delight in our return.
This is the fruition of the soul. Workings of man set to ply out historical life, re-regaining the
flower of the fruit of his tree. All awakening, all restoring you. Workings of man driven far
from the path re-release inhibitions so that all is left for you.
Master of images, songs cast a light on you. Pondering our dark existence, we reawaken, as the
dawn of time dances in our soul. This is the Sun. We move from light unto light.
But, there is more here in the card. We see a naked child sitting upon a horse. Again, we see
nakedness. There is no shame, we are far beyond the trappings of human embarrassment and
vanity. The child represents the true essence of God within us, which is forever young. Though
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forever being born, forever being renewed, the same yesterday, today and forever, untouched by
the bonds of mortality.
The child wears a garland of flowers upon his or her head. The child is intentionally drawn so
that we can neither tell if it is he or she. This symbolizes all people. The flowers are all
sunflowers. The secret of the seed is in the fragrance of the flower. As the petals open up and
bow their heads toward the Power in the sky, we are passing by a million miles every hour on the
universal clock. Its basic rhythm is forever. Life dances and rejoices with the knowledge of its
freedom, and the promise of a new found destiny.
These flowers have their roots in the soil. They are fed and watered by the nutrients of the earth
and the waters of emotion. The plants rise into the air, called by the light of God to reach out
toward the Sun in an ecstatic dance of limitless divine bliss.
The horse symbolizes the higher natures, the higher animal faculties. Things such as
imagination, creativity, reason.
We notice also the wall behind the Sun child. What is the purpose of this wall? This is to
indicate that there is no barrier between God and man. There is nothing intrinsically wrong with
the creations of the human race, for we are reminded in this card that we are co-creators with
God. His creative abilities pulse in our veins. And as such, it is not wrong, it is not a problem, it
is not a sin for us to manifest those energies. Likewise, our creations are not evil. They are a
glorious unfolding of the song of God. So we build our industry, and upon these, the flowers do
grow.
What then do we have in this card? We have the totality of all known realms of existence. We
have inanimate matter inside of the stones. We have physical human bodies. We have desire,
emotion, mind. We have divine will and the spark of God itself. We have the higher faculties of
human consciousness and the results of that human consciousness, as we mold and shape the
world with our creativity. It is all one great and glorious union between the Creator and the
creation.
It is intimate. It is almost sexual in nature, the deep and ecstatic ecstasies, for you see physical
orgasm is also a sign. All of the heavens declare God's glory and show His handiwork, and
sexual orgasm is the most intense feeling a human being is capable of. This is an overwhelming
sign of what true divine union is like. It is an ecstasy which dances beyond the farthest fringes of
our imagination, and is only very dimly hinted at through the ecstasy of sexual union. There is
no shame here. There is no darkness. There is no licentiousness.
We are of the Sun. Nous Sommes Du Solei. All life and all energy dance and rejoice in this
resplendence.
This too is the other Son. Because at this stage, the morning star has been born in us, and we
have grown up to know the height and the depth of God. We have the mind of Christ working
inside of us. We have God's divine will flowing through us, and we have come to know the
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Paul says in Effusions chapter 3, that he prays that God would grant us, according to the riches of
his glory, to be strengthened with power through the spirit in our inner man, so that Christ may
dwell in our hearts through faith, and that we, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to
comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and the length and the height and the depth,
and to know the love of Christ, which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the
fullness of God.
We are born not of the water, not of the flesh, but we are born of God. God is becoming
reincarnated in us again in body form. Yes, Jesus was the Son of God, and the Sun is a powerful
symbol for the Son. The two of them work together.
As the morning star is born in us, that star finally gets closer and closer and closer until it fills
our totality, at which point, we recognize that the morning star is not just a star, but is the
Sun. We are not just disgusting piles of filth. No, we are, in fact, Adam and Eve. We are, in
fact, children of God. We are sons and daughters of God. This could not possibly be clearer
than it is in the Bible.
Jesus final words to his disciples: "I go to my Father and your Father. I go to my God and your
God." It says clearly in Luke 6, that no one is above his teacher, no one is below his
teacher. But rather everyone, after they have been fully instructed, is as their teacher. This is our
destiny.
As we have seen so many times, the Biblical message, the message of the Torah, the message of
the Tarot, and the message of the Rota, is that it is not sufficient to simply adore and worship
Jesus. Adoring and worshipping Jesus is incredibly valuable and wonderful and essential for the
soul, but its purpose is not to forever keep Jesus upon a pedestal while you feeling worthless and
filthy. Its purpose is that you, through your worship and adoration, might become one with the
Son--that your heart and mind and will so vibrate and become attuned to his presence, that your
sin disappears. Your ego disappears. Your consciousness becomes saved from the Tree of the
Knowledge of Good and Evil, and you return to the beatific vision of the oneness of life, where
all is one, all is God.
This is not pantheism. Technically, the word is Panentheism. That means all is in God. The
glorious proclamation of the Bible is that everything is inside of God, and everything, as such, is
a part of God. The book of Acts tells us that in God, we live and we move and we exist inside of
Him, much like a cell inside of your body. Where can it go? If it goes up to your head or down
to your toes, you are still there.
So what the Bible is telling us, is that God is not you. And, you are God. You are all parts of the
body of Christ, like fingers on a hand. I am not my finger. You could cut my finger off, and I
would still exist. But, my finger is nothing more than me. My finger is a part of me, but it's not
a part of you or Frank or Wilma or anyone else. The finger is entirely, totally and completely
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But, I am much more than my finger. You are one of God's fingers. God is not you. You could
be erased from the universe, and God would still be God. He would miss you, exactly as I would
miss my finger, only much more so.
So while it is true that God is not you, it is also true that at this stage of the Sun, you recognize
that you are God. This is a very difficult and dangerous teaching, because as we saw in the
Moon, the tendency is so easy to slip and fall from these lofty heights, for a person to say I am
God is one of two things. It is either the single most ego centered statement a person can make,
meaning that I am God, and you are not, and you should worship me, which is the most odious,
disgusting, sinful, evil blasphemy. It is the greatest darkness of all. That is what we have seen
through the cards through this spiritual journey. This is known as the left hand pathway, wherein
a person says I am God, meaning that I, therefore, should be worshipped.
But if a person says I am God, they can also say it through the right hand pathway, wherein they
are indicating that this is the least ego centered statement they could possibly make--that the I,
which you have been knowing and which I have been preserving and worshipping, does not
exist, has no being, has no reality. The I-hood is simply an illusion. The only reality is the
presence of God. That is what Paul said, and that is exactly he meant when he said that, "I no
longer live, but it is Christ who lives in me, I am Christ."
This I who you talk about is not me. I have been crucified with Christ and it is no longer I
who live. I am dead. And when you talk to me, you are not talking to me, you are talking to
Christ. And when you listen to me, you are not listening to me, you are listening to Christ. This
the right hand pathway--the proper pathway, wherein Paul does not seek any praise or worship of
himself, but rather he seeks only to praise and worship God.
The same thing is true with the holy Son of God, Jesus the Christ himself. He sought not to be
worshipped, but rather only to call each of us to worship God. Then, we are home. The breath
of God has been fulfilled.
There is a marvelous passage in the Bible, which very clearly outlines the entire breath of
God. It is in Philippians 2:3-11. The essence of it is that Christ dwelt in the form of God. He
emptied himself out of that form and became a bond servant. He humbled himself to death, at
which point He was resurrected and regained the form of godliness He had before the worlds
were made.
God says in the Bible, that before the worlds were formed, I knew you. We were in the mind of
God before our physical bodies ever existed. You must adulterate this scripture in order to make
it say anything else. Before our soul became encased within matter, we dwelt in the pure premanifest, pre-created celestial realm know as the mind of God. We were there in his mind,
before he ever placed our souls into these bodies, before he ever made light itself.
Here we begin to come home. Here we are home. Home is a wonderful word, and it is
linguistically associated with many other words, all of which point to the same thing: home,
womb, mom, a-men, omen. The Hindus even have the word "Om". Om, home, mom, omen-these are all reflections of the same spiritual center.

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We are the Fool. The soul wanders throughout existence, starting in that celestial paradise,
dancing in our pre-manifest forms known by God, dwelling in his mind, within wander, taking
upon ourselves shades of divine will and mind, emotions and body until finally we come to the
Earth to have our children, and eat our food, and wage our wars, and hate our brothers, and all of
the silly stupid things that we spend our time doing.
It doesn't change the fact that the Sun is still there. It does not change the fact that the Sun is the
only reality. It does not change the fact that the mind of God still exists, that we are still inside
of God's mind, and that God has placed his mind inside of us.
Once again we have the image of union. The groom is in the bride; the bride is in the
groom. God becomes a father by begetting children. Until there are children, there is no
parent. The subject becomes the object, and without the object, there is no subject. The subject
and object are one in their relationship. The Father and the Son are three with the Spirit, and yet
those three are forever one. We are in God; God is in us. Everyone is everyone else.
We abide in Jesus; Jesus abides in us. We are in God; God is in us. This is a great mystery and
an unnamable ecstasy. "The glory which you have given me, I have given to my disciples that
they may be one just as we are one. I in them, you in me, that they may be perfected in
unity. That the world did know that you did send me, did love them even as you love
me. Father, I desire that they also whom you have given me, be with me where I am. In order
that they may behold my glory which you have given me, for you did love me before the
foundation of the world. Oh, righteous Father although the world has not known thee, yet I have
known thee and these have known that you did send me. And I have made your name known to
them. And will make it known that the love with which you love me may be in them and I in
them."
At the stage of the Sun, the morning star has risen inside of us and continues to rise until it fills
us. At that point, we recognize that we are a part of the Holy trinity, God the Father, God the
Son. God the Son is our existence, for we no longer live. It is only Christ who lives through
us. Just like that radio we talked about before, the radio no longer brings attention to itself, but it
is only the messenger, only the speaker. The one star plus the seven stars are eight stars, which
are one star.
Gloria! Hallelujah! Praise to God!
Praise to the Glory!
Welcome home.

TRUMP 20 - JUDGMENT
All of the cards that we have experienced up to this point discuss aspects of our individual
personal growth, as well as aspects which apply to every human being. None of us is
alone. But, as we stated many cards ago, the essence of religion is what each of us does in our

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complete solitude, in conjunction with those around us. Prayer, for example, is only valuable if
each individual is, in their heart of hearts in the deepest recesses of their soul, praying directly to
God. However, that becomes strengthened and multiplied when that prayer is joined with others.
So the pathway that we have seen leading from the pre-manifest Fool to the homecoming of the
Sun, is a journey which every single one of us, in one form or another, must take. The card
Judgment continues this process and shows us something which each of us must individually
engage upon. However, this card does something which none of the others have. It shows
visibly all of the other souls of God uniting with us on our pathway.
At this point, after we have our homecoming, we meet our friends and neighbors, our brothers
and sisters. What is Judgment?
This card indicates several things. First, is the process of divine Judgment. This occurs in two
ways, before and after death. Before death, God is constantly watching, guiding, judging and
supervising our actions to determine the next step for us. The laws of--as you give, so shall you
receive; as we forgive, so shall we be forgiven; as we seek, so we will find; as we knock, the
door will be opened to us; as we ask, we shall receive--these laws are immutable and create the
framework for our spiritual growth. We can spend a very long time or a relatively short time on
the path. It is not necessary to debate actual years here. For some, the pathway is a matter of
years or decades. For others, it is a matter of centuries. But such discussions, while not only
controversial, are ultimately fruitless, because we do not know absolutely the structure of each
souls growth. And much more importantly, by the time we reach the stage of Judgment, time is
no longer a factor. The nature of the homecoming is to recognize God's eternal presence.
The only reality is here. The only time is now. And that here and now is an unending stream of
divine consciousness, wherein time and space cease to exist in the mortal way that we think of
them. God's judgment in our lives is constantly working to bring us to the awareness of our
homecoming.
The second part of God's judgment refers to the ultimate judgment of each of our souls. Upon
death, our lives are reviewed. We simultaneously do this from two perspectives, ours and those
whom we affected. We see every single act, every single thought, every single word. We are
reminded of our own motivations, and we see through the heightened awareness of the next
world what those actions, thoughts, and words did, in terms of affecting other people.
There is great controversy today, and perhaps there will be forever on the Earth plane, about
what happens to you after you die, or more importantly, immediately when you die. The card of
Judgment is pictorially stating to us several things.
First, the dead will come out of their graves. We see several graves in a vast ocean of death. The
dead rise up out of the graves in response to the trumpet of the angel who guards the Tree of
Life. They come out of the graves, their hands outstretched, their faces pointed toward the
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The following discussion is not meant to disturb or perturb anyone. However, if you are one of
those people who are vehemently set in your ways as to what happens when you die, or if such
discussions make you very uneasy, then I would advise you to skip the following.
It is felt by many, that we simply cannot know what happens after we die, but applying the tools
and techniques of the revealing science of God, we are able to come to consensus, based on the
most accurate accounts we have. The theory of atoms, electrons and neutrons is just that, it is a
theory. We cannot actually see an electron. We cannot actually hold an atom. All we know is
that every single experiment we have performed perfectly, matches the model which we have. In
the same way, through performing experiments, through personal accounts, through a cross
cultural witness which spans millennia, we do have a consistent framework as to what happens to
you when you die. We have documented experiences of people who have died, have had
absolutely no vital signs whatsoever, and have been resurrected so to speak, or resuscitated.
The following then, is the consensus, called from years of personal, scientific and scholarly
research. You are, of course, free to accept or reject it as you choose.
Our souls are different from our bodies, you are not your body. That is absolutely, perfectly
clear. The experience of soul projection is a verifiable, repeatable experience by anyone who is
willing to take the time to do so. Soul projection, also known as astral projection or soul travel,
is where a soul slips outside of the body, while the body is still alive.
This is really no different than a driver opening the door and stepping out of the car. But if you
have spent so many decades inside of your car, and you forget that there is a door, then you
might actually come to the point where you do not believe it is possible to leave the car, or else
you will die.
This is simply not true. You can step out of your body and observe it. You can step out of your
body and travel through the heavenly realms, while you are still maintaining a body that is alive.
Death, as we know it, is simply the rendering inoperable of the physical vehicle. Death is the
moment at which your car ceases to work forever more, and it's time to be scrapped. You step out
of the car for the final time. You are now dead.
Here we have great controversy, because some feel that at that point, you simply fall asleep until
some point in the distant future where the angel of God calls to resurrect you. I do not wish to
offend anyone's personal religious sensibilities, yet the overwhelming body of evidence is that
that is simply not the case. There is a direct simple transition of consciousness, just as you step
out of your car. You do not black out. You do not pass out. You still know who you are, and
you still retain the same thoughts, memories and habit patterns.
It is exactly the same case with death. You slip out of the body. You usually see your body
laying there, then you turn to the higher next world. There is a certain transition to get into the
next domain, the world of heaven. otherwise known as the astral world. You step out of your car,
and there is usually a walkway that leads you to a doorway into the next building you are

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entering. That is exactly the same thing with the transition of death. There is a certain gateway
or passageway that leads you into the next world.
Once there, your life is reviewed, as I've stated, from your perspective and from the subjective
perspective of those who you have affected. You retain your same thoughts; you retain your
memories; you retain your desires. You are the same exact person.
There is, however, one profound and fundamental difference. The final buffer which you have
relied upon for so long is now removed. By final buffer, I mean the actual forceful manipulation
of the physical form.
We used an illustration many cards ago of snapping your fingers, which has to be a manifestation
of your will, focused through your mind to think of such a thing, focused through your desire to
want to do such a thing, and then placing that desire into the physical body to move the muscles
and snap you fingers.
In the next world that final step is gone. You still have to focus your will. You still have to focus
that will through your mind. You still have to clothe that mind with desire, but the desire is the
doing. The Bible says to light yourself in the will of the Lord and He will give you the desires of
your heart.
The next world is know by different people as Heaven. It is known as the astral world. It is
known as the desire realm. This world is also known as Hell. It is one place, although you can
wind up in very different states. If, during the course of your life, you have culled the higher
faculties of love, devotion, philosophy, art, music, mathematics, science, intellect, then you will
find that in the next realm, you are much better suited to pursue those avenues. If, however, your
entire being has been focused upon the mortal frame, whether it is the acquisition of cold hard
cash, or it is excessive indulgence in any form of physical stimulation, via drugs or alcohol, or
any kind of physical activity which is almost void of any intellectual counterpart, then you find
yourself in the realm of unfulfilled desire.
And that burning of unfulfilled desire is all consuming. It is the fiery flames of Hell, because
you no longer have a body to distract the consciousness from its desires. I may want to go out
and perform a certain activity, but I still have my body. II still have financial concerns. I still
have a host of other things to temper my inability to do these.
In the next realm, desire is the body. You have a desire body. It looks just like your current
body, only without any imperfections. That desire body is your all consuming reality, and what
you desire is what you do. If your whole desire is focused on doing something, which is no
longer possible in the physical realm because you are not in a physical realm, then you are
deeply and truly in Hell.
The realms of the desire world are much more rarefied and vast than the physical world. Simply,
the desire for music is the music. There is no need to physically express it through any form of
mechanical device. Thinking of the music and placing it into your desire is the music.

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This is why morality is so important, not simply in terms of regulating our physical behavior, but
in terms of cultivating a soul, which is capable of traveling all of the pathways of God's
revelation. This is why Jesus says if you lust after a woman in your heart, you have already
committed adultery with her. Thinking and desire are the highest faculties which must be
cultivated. If you think about something and desire it, but do not actually do it, your problem in
the next world will be that you are unbuffered. In this way, we can see that the physical body is
actually a set of training wheels. We are capable of gaining experiences and interacting with
other people, while being protected with that final buffer between what we want and what
actually happens.
When someone has the feelings of I wish I could kill him, and truly genuinely feels that, then
that desire, that hatred, will be the only reality for them in the next world. The exertion of that
desire is the exertion of the equivalent of murder in the next world. These are difficult things to
comprehend, because most people conceive of the next world as being one of two different
places, as being absolute and essentially unchanging. None of this is true.
There is one state, just like there is one world. Therein, are those who live in Heaven and those
who live in Hell. In the next world, there is one world. Therein, are those who live in Heaven
and those who live in Hell. But, these are not absolutes. Because just as in this world there are
greater and lesser degrees of pain and pleasure, Heaven and Hell, so too in the next world, there
are different layers or levels. The Bible refers to greater and lesser rewards at Judgment
day. Although this is something which most people have a difficult time with, the desire body is
not eternal. Jesus referred to many things which he wished he had discussed with his disciples,
but they were unable to bear it then.
The entire discussion of life after death is omitted from the Bible. Anything that we gain from
the Bible, we have to infer or derive from different stories which may or may not be allegorical,
may or may not be factual.
When you die, your desire body is the next body you find yourself in. You currently have it. But
at that point, there are still three layers of manifestation, the focusing of the divine will upon the
mind placed into desire. You still have a buffer. You can think of something, but not actually
want to do it.
We have all wondered what it would be like to do something in an intellectual or curious way,
but have not actually had any desire to do it. When we are ready, eventually our desire body
falls off., and we die to the desire realm. We find ourselves in the realm of pure mind. We have
returned to the mind of God. At that point, we are one step away from the inner most throne
room, where the will still must focus the mind. Eventually, the mental body does drop off, and
we find ourselves in the limitless realm of God, pure divine will, capable of infinite limitless
manifestation. And, there are domains of God's consciousness which lie outside of and beyond
the mental desire and physical universe.
At that point, it is said, the true spiritual journey begins. We have completed the breath of
God. As God knew us before the foundation of the world, and he blew into us having created
our divine will and our minds and our desires and our bodies, that exact process will eventually

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unfold--by the dropping of the body, by the dropping of the desire vehicle, by the dropping of the
mind and returning to the state of pure limitless divine will. God breathes out; God breathes
in. This is the eternal cycle.
We are discussing things which lie far beyond most people's consciousness. We are discussing
things far beyond our mortal experience. I present them to try and help focus your thoughts and
prepare you, and hopefully, not have you be too terribly surprised when certain events do
happen.
The last aspect of the Judgment card, which I want to be sure I focus on, is the fact that this is all
being done together. Each of us is going through this process, but we are doing it in conjunction
with uncountable, billions of souls. So what happens is that, as we ascend to God, the barriers
which separate individuals, also break down. We all appear to have separate bodies, even though
we are one flesh. We all share in different desire bodies, even though it is made up of the same
heavenly stuff. We all have individual thoughts, even though there is only one mind of God. We
all have control of our divine will, even though there is only one reality, that is God.
As we ascend, the barriers between people break down. It is not necessary to move your
physical mouth in order to communicate. It is not necessary to exert any desire in order to share
thoughts. All of the individual cells inside of the body of God come alive and are able to freely
share their information with all other cells, at which point God's presence has gone from a
preconscious state to a conscious state.
You see the breath of God is separated into four different divisions. God begins as He is. We
were in the mind of God, but we are not consciously aware of that. We have no actual
recollection of that state whatsoever, just as were in the womb with our mother, but have no
conscious recollection of it. This is state one, the preconscious union.
Phase two, God breathes out, and we are born. This leads us to state two which is preconscious
separation. God has breathed into Adam's nostrils; other has given birth to her baby. But, Adam
is not fully aware of who and what he is. He is not yet awake. This child is not awake or fully
aware of what he or she is. This is the state of unconscious separation.
Third, Adam partakes of the fruit of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil, and becomes
completely awake to what is and is not. The child, who has been born, becomes aware of what is
and is not. This is me and this is not me. No! No! No!
We then enter the great period of conscious separation. We then have found that God has
breathed out, and we are alive. God has died to himself, so that we can live. We then embark
upon the journey which, being the phase where we are right now, occupies the overwhelming
majority of our time and concentration, and we attempt to move into a realm of conscious unity-to love our mother, recognize that we are one family and one flesh, to love God as ourselves. At
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So the breath of God, wherein God dies that we might live that we might die that God might live,
passes through those four stages of unconscious unity, unconscious separation, conscious
separation, and conscious unity.
When all of us have responded to the trumpet of God, and all souls ascend to the heavenly plains,
then all barriers between people, and between God and people, break down. We then enter into a
conscious union of all of our energies in a divine dance, the likes of which we, at this point in our
lives, cannot possibly imagine. It would be like you gaining conscious control and awareness of
every single cell in your body and having that ecstasy multiplied a trillion times over. That is the
judgment we are all being called to. That is the glorious resurrection, and that is the pathway.

TRUMP 21 - THE UNIVERSE

Assuming you have been following along in your Waite Tarot deck, you will notice immediately
that Waite calls card #21 the World. Most other decks call it the Universe, and I think that for
many reasons Waite was intentionally trying to confuse people.
The Universe is, for many reasons, a far better name for this card. If you are uncomfortable with
that, just use the term World to mean the whole world, all of the animals, plants, humans, matter.
But, understand that this world is not the totality. We are talking about all realms of existence,
all planets, all stars, all of nature, all of the manifestation in a oneness.
We began 20 cards ago, talking about the Fool, talking about the one essential center of the
universe. We have seen the different ways that the one becomes many through the process of
involution, and we have seen the way that the many become one through the process of
evolution.
The term universe is marvelous. It means that this is all one verse of the song of God. The
song perhaps has many verses, but everything within this universe is a part of the one verse. All
human beings are ultimately one. We share one flesh; we share one desire; we share the mind of
God. All human beings are one with God. Whatsoever we do to the least of our brothers, we do
to God.
The greatest laws are not commands, but statements of truth. We do love God with our totality,
and we do love our fellow human beings because they are ourselves. Why would my index
finger want to attack my thumb? Why would my big toe want to scratch my leg? God has only
one body, and we see that body on this card.
The body of the bride of Christ. She is very feminine, with obviously flowing breasts. Some of
the other figures have been uncommitted. For example, the child that sits on the horse in the
Sun, is both male and female. But, Miss Universe is shown being as obviously female.
She is also shown as holding two of the Magician's wands. The Magician, if you recall, is the
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saw this symbol of the Magician's wand. The symbolism is quite obvious, the one becomes two,
and yet they share the same power.
God is creating for himself his eternally virgin bride. All people, as they follow God and come
closer to him, unite with their brothers and sisters and share a oneness. As this happens, we are
all being built up to the body of Christ. This is not an allegory, people. This is the truth.
The Earth is alive. It has things growing on it. We are apart of that life and the physical
universe. The totality of nature is the body of God, and that body, as it is infused with God's
divine mind, is built up to become the holy bride, wherein there is no separation.
The celestial honeymoon awaits us. God will forever mate with his bride, embraced in the union
of ecstatic love. God loves the church and gave his life for her. We are all being built up into the
universal church, and the church loves God.
He first loves us, because he is the Magician, he is the male force, he is the giver. He is the
energy, he is the thrust. We are the recipient; we are the bride. And, we return his love to
him. This is the glorious pathway.
For artistic purposes, the bride of Christ is wrapped in a bit of a mantle of victory. This is there
to help keep the card from being too overtly erotic, because at this point, clothing is not
necessary. There is only openness. There is only complete, total glorious loving acceptance of
who we are, of ourselves, of each other and of God. There is no shame, there is no sorrow, there
is no darkness, there is no one to manipulate. There is no one to use or abuse. There is only an
ecstatic forever flowing of oneness with God.
We have returned to the Garden of Eden, and live in perfect harmony with God, and ourselves,
and each other. We have no need for shame, we have no need for sorrow. There is only ecstasy.
God looks about and sees that it is good. And, it is very good.
The wreath has a two-fold meaning. First, it is a garland of victory or celebration, because it is
fulfilled and all is complete. It is also an oval, which is the symbol of the eternal womb. God's
energy unites with his bride, and her womb becomes the berthing place of his holy procreation.
That is what we are, you are God's womb. You are the womb of the bride of Christ. God wishes
to place his seed, his spirit, into you and as he does so, you will grow, and you will give birth to
the holy son or daughter of God, which is who and what you truly are. Don't wait too
long. Hopefully, you have been inspired through these talks to get a little farther down the
pathway.
Notice the four creatures in the four corners. Weve seen them before. They surround the Wheel
of Fortune. They were present at Ezekiel's vision of God on the throne. They were present in
John's revelation around the throne of God. But this time, notice that the figures have no
books. There are no scrolls to open. There are no secrets to be revealed, and we have no need of
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We have no need to teach one another, for the law is written on our hearts. You see, the Bible is
not eternal. God is eternal. You are eternal. The Bible is not eternal. The Bible is a teacher,
meant to guide you to a direct relationship with those parts of the universe that it simply attempts
to instruct. And like the able teacher, the Bible seeks to make itself unnecessary. Think about
that. No fifth grade teacher for her or his student to have to rely upon forever in order to be able
to understand the fifth grade mathematics. Such a teacher would not be a teacher at all, but a
pretty sad person.
In exactly the same way, the Bible does not seek for you to have to need it forever. God does not
want you to be in Heaven reading Psalms. For you are a Psalm. Your life is to be a Psalm. Your
existence is a scripture. Your life is the only Bible that most people will ever read. Your life is
God's holy word. The Word will live in you and fill your life.
That is why these witnesses, surrounding the throne of God, do not carry any scrolls or
books. All of the religious proclamations have been internalized.
What then have we seen? We have seen so much that it is difficult to summarize. I believe that
the principles of the Bible, the Torah, the Tarot and the Rota are relatively few and very
important.
Principle #1: The only reality is God.
Principle #2: The commandments of God begin as rules, and are fulfilled when they are
recognized as being law.
Principle #3: We are one with God and with our fellow human beings.
Principle #4: All is good. All is good and the only thing that is bad is our way of thinking.
Principle #5: Repentance and salvation consist of an enhancing of our mind, that we might see
the glorious truths.
Principle #6: The divine Lord plays himself out in this universe through an interlocking series of
will, mind, desire and matter.
Principle #7: There is no difference or separation between the highest vehicle of God and the
lowest. Having a body is not evil, and it does not separate you from God. All vehicles are a part
of the divine dance.
Principle #8: The only reality, the only power of our physical lives and our religious life, is the
power of grace. Since everything comes from God, and goes to God, and lives and breaths and
moves in God, everything that occurs, is an outpouring of his grace.
Principle #9: The final enemy to be overcome is the appearance of our ego, which is the
separator keeping us from oneness with God; keeping us from oneness with each other.

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Principle #10: The breath of God is eternal. God breathes out and his expiration is our
inspiration. We breathe out and re-inspire God. God dies so that we can live, so that we can die,
so that God can live.
Here is to your eternity. Here is to our universe. Here is to our God. Here is to love.