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fSF Jg yhkY bgWjY xUt bfhUt
cj brJ thtJ M bg rkJtkhF vW
brhYwh.
Mdh mnj _ M cik ahJ, bg cik
ahJ mdh jj njitf vgit ahit
vgij g MuhtJ ntbwhW jyhF vW
brhlh.
ahr tfhu tehona M cik
vd? bg cik vd? uoF V ahr
Uf nt L vgnjahF. mgo Uf $ Kjah
mij MuhtJ ntbwhW j vD Fwkh
L vgJ csij f gaJ kiwj vw
FwF MshFnk ju ntiy vW brhy
tUJnwh.
ju M jik, u, tik, nfhg,
MSw bfhL sFwJ vW bg
jik, m, bkik, rhj ngQw bfhL
sFwJ vW brhwh. $ gukt Kj
ah Kojh UtStUF tfhyJ bgW
kWbgGj Ktu brJ lbjgJ nghJ
ekF ewh sFwJ.
tik; nfhg; MSw; MfSF brhj
bkW, rhj; mik; ngQw bgQF brhj
bkW brhtjhdJ u; tik; nfhg; MSw
F brhjbkW, rhj; mik; ngQw
MLF brhjbkW brhtJ nghwnj xa
maL Mik!

34

ntiy. eh ntL bg cik vgJ vd

bt Miz nghynt bgQF u, tik,
nfhg, MSw cblgij Mkf x
bfhs ntL vgnjahF.
m kj r_f tsF UghyUF $
Kjah Fl Ughyh FzfS rkkh Uf
ntL vgJ ekJ fUjhF. UghYF
rkkhfnt Uf aif lK UwJ. Mdh
mJ braif Mf Raeyjh Nah
khWgL tUwJ.
fgkh gJ khj RkJ is bgWw
Fz bgfSF Ugjhnyna bgf iy
Mfisl vjY mjhtJ u, nfhg,
MSw, tik Kjaitf khWgL l
ntoaiy vnw brhnth. fg jJ is
bgwhj fhuzjhnyna MkfSF m rhjK
ngQ wK bgfisl khWgljhlhbjW
brhYnth.
cikahd fhjYF k bfhLnghkhdh
cikahd fhj UFnkahdh isia RkJ
bgW ntiy xW ju kw fhaf U ghyUF
xW nghynt UF vgJ cW.
ju jbfhlh vgjF mig bfhlt
vw bghUis tUJbfhStJ F tS
tUF fh bra fUajhFnkayhk FwSF
brjjhfhJ.
m bglUJ M ma ntoa
Fz iy vgJ mgo Ujh jbfhlh
vgjhf brhyyh vgJ bghWjkw bjnw
brhyyh.
mJ nghynt bjhGbjGtij MQF F
l a iy vgJ bghUjkwnj ahF.
bgiz bfhs MQF cik Ujh Miz
bgah

35

bfhs bgQF cik ntL. Miz bjhGbjH

bgQF gjid Ujh bgiz bjhGbjH
MQF gjid Uf ntL. Jjh rk cik
vgJ.
~yhjJ vJthdhY tik nfhgKnk
myhk itjjy vnw brh Lnth.
ju $ Kjah mtf Fw MfSF
tSt f TUgjhf brhYwh. Ufyh,
MdhY bgf SF TaJ ngh iy vWjh
brhYnwh - mjhtJ Mf fF $ Kjah
mtf uL Fwfis vLJ fhlhf TU
wh. mjhtJ,
iwfhF fhbgt br kf
iwfhF fhng jiy
iw beryt njht wbe
ng zgt njh

njhW lf Iadhthfnt vG tUnwh. y

af jt UjhY mgona vGj
iHnwh. Mdh f a eh Fl
Fw fU ekF Iaiy vW fUJtnjhL
kW y mPf fUij bgnwh vgij
bjJ bfhSnwh.
kW Fw aY Fwsha aY
eh bfhLs g $ Kjah bfhLs gF
ajythdhY Fiwjjy btgij gl
bjJ bfhSnwh. mjF mnef rhWf
cL. kwgo $ Kjah Fl fil Fwf
uil g eh xU J ftiygliy.
Vbd r vW glij brhY jik vtl
UjhY mt Fwf khuky Jnghw
tirf gytF kW mnef fhafSF jahuh
Uf ntoat jh vw Koth ftiygl
iy.
Fo muR - 12.02.1928

Mf fig tWj Tajhf TWwh ngh

fh wJ. itf mjfhf Tajy vgJ ekJ
muha.
mjhtJ, Kj FwSF fhtdh bgf fgh
Ugjh gaiy. bgf jhfshfnt fghUf
ntL vgJ jh fUJ vW fUJnwh.
ulhtJ Fw iykhjiu zwtF
Ta giuna myhk fhj bfhl kw bg
fis To Mfis FJ Tajy vgJ
ekjuha. iw vw thij khu fhz
gLwnj ju gjiy.
Mfnt UghyF rk gjid Fw iy
vgjF kW gy Fwfis eh TwTL.
ju filahf $ Kjah ekF cWJ
mF eh mtUF e Tw flikgoU
nwh. mt UtJ nghynt Mnwh f Ia
maL Mik!

36

bgah

37

fhufS Uj untJ tUtj gydhf vgo

r_f bfhLikfS ca jhfS rldhY
kjdhY iybgW gygL tUwnjh mJ
nghynk vW brhyyh.

bgf
cik Ljiyaila ntLkhdh

Mik ma ntL
bgf Ljiy nguh cyf mndf
lf, mndf rffS, KafS ehSF eh
tsJ bfhL tUtJ ahtU mjnj. Ka
f MfS f ftiystf nghy fho
bfhL f ghrhF brJ tUwhf. Mf
Kaah bragL vj Ljiy afK v
tY bgfSF cikahd Ljiyia mf
KoahJ. jfhy bgf Ljiyfhf bgkfsh
KafgL affS ahbjhU gyid bfhL
fhk nghtjyhk nkY nkY mit bgf
moikjdnf fLghLfisgygLbfhnl
nghF vgJ ekJ muha. vJnghybtwh,
a bghJkf LjiyF btisfhuU gh
gdU ghLgLtjhf VghLf elJ tUt gydhf
vgo ehSF eh a kfSF moikjd Ljiy
bgw Koahjgo gygL vbwiwF fLghL
VgL tUwnjh mJnghy r_f Uj, rkJt
vgjhf nt nghL bfhL ghgdfS uhz
maL Mik!

38

m Mf, bgf LjiyF ghL

gLtjh bgf moikjd tsUtJl bgf
vW Ljiy bgw Koahj fLghLf gygL
bfhL tUwd. bgfSF k bfhLgjhf
bgf Ljiyfhf ghLgLtjhf Mf fho
bfhtbjyh bgfis VkhWtjF br
Nna xa ntwy. vfhtJ idfsh vF
Ljiy clhFkh? vfhtJ efsh ML nfhf SF
Ljiy clhFkh? vfhtJ Kjyhfsh bjhyh
fSF Ljiy clhFkh? vfhtJ btisfhu
fsh afSF brt bgUFkh? vfhtJ
ghgdfsh ghgduyhjhfSF rkJt
ilFkh? vgij nahjh j cik sF.
mgo xUfh VjhtJ xU rka af
Ljiy clh lhYTl Mfsh bgfSF
Ljiy ilfnt ilfhJ vgij khu
cWah egyh. Vbd Mik vD gjnk bg
fis gLJ Kiw cyf tH cgnahf
gLjgL tUwJ vgij bgf kwJl
TlhJ mj Mik cy cs tiuY bgikF
k iy bagij bgf Phgf itJ
bfhs ntL. cyf Mik F tiu
bgf moik tsnj tU. bg fsh Mik
vw jJt mfglhyyhJ bgik Ljiy
iy bagJ cW. Mikah jh bgf
moikahfgoUwhf.
Rjju, u Kja Fzf cyf Mik
Fjh cajhfgLlJ. V? MikFjh
mitf cL vW Mkf Ko fo bfhoU
whf.

bgah

39

* m, Jkj vg bgfSF vbw

W Ljiynah, Rjunkh vJiwY mfglnt
iy vgij bg kf ewh czu ntL.
bgf akh Jkj brhYtbjwh,
fl bgfis wnyna grhfsh gilJ
lh vgJ Mf brhwJl, mjdhnyna bg
fis vj rkaY Rjukh Uf lTlhJ vW,
FHij gUt jfgDF G, tnahf gUt
(jh bgw) isfSF G, bgf fLgLjgl
ntL vW brhwJ.
bgf, MfS kiwthd lK, US
yhlh jh guijfshf Uf Ko vW
mUj, Jnuhgij brh, bjf jik
bkJ fhoajhf, Jkj rhufS,
uhzfS brhYwd. D gyjkhf, kj
rhu Mjhuf Uwd. t fUJ M
fSF bgiz moikahf ntLbkgjyhk
ntiy.

vdnt bgkf moikahdJ M kfsh

nyna jh VglJ vgJ, mJ Mik
bg moik flshnyna VgLjgljhf vyh
MfS fU bfhoUwhf vgJ, mnjhL
bg kfS, ij cik vnw idJbfhL
tj gugiu tHfjh bg moikF gy mf
VgoUwbjgJ, eLiyik bgfSF
MfSF nahJghjh sfhk nghfhJ.
bghJ kf w ca jh xa ntLkhdh,
vgo flshnyna kfSF w ca jh
ffgoUwJ vw Jkj bfhifia
RLbghRf ntoaJ mtankh mJnghynt bg
kf cik Ljiy bgW cik Rju bgw
ntLkhdh Mik bg moik fl sh
clhfglit vgjF bghWghs fl
jik xjhf ntL.
* 1942 M Mo btlgl bg V moikahdh
bgahuh UjgL izfglit

maL Mik!

40

bgf Ljiy bgWtjF nghJ Mfis

l bgfns bgJ jilahUwhf. Vbd
dK bgfSF jhf KG LjiyF ca
tf vw vznk njhwiy. jfSila
aif jJtf jikiana jfis MfSF
moikahf fl gilUg mFfsh
fU bfhoUwhf. vgoba bg yh
k M thjhY thHyh; Mdh M yhk
bg thHKoahbjW xbthU bgQ fU
bfhoU wh. mgo mtf fUJtjF vd
fhuz vW ghngh khdh, bgfSF isf
bgW bjhiy xW Ugjh jhf Mf
yhk thH Ko vgij U#&gL bfhs
KoahjtfshUwhf. MfSF mj bjhj
u yhjjh jhf bgf yhk thH Ko
vW brhy lKstfshUwhf. m
mis bgW bjhiyah jfSF w cj
ntoUgjh mF Mf Mf Vgl l
Klh LwJ. vdnt cikahd bgf
LjiyF is bgW bjhiy monahL xJ
nghfntL. mJ xahk rgs bfhLJ Uid
aJ bfhtjhUjhY bgf bghJthf
cikLjiy milJl KoahJ vnw brhY
nth. kh Jtiu ntW ahU brhdjhf
fhzglhlhY eh ij brhtJ bgJ
Klhjdnkh vgjhf bghJkf fUJthf
vW UjhY j khfij ju - mjhtJ
bgf is bgW bjhiy UJ Ljiyahf
ntL vw khfij ju - ntW vj tifY
mtfSF Ljiy iy vw Ko ekF
fY nghw cW cilajh UwJ. y ij
aifF nuhj vW brhytuyh. cyf
kbwyh jhtuf, tuhf Kjait
aif th elJnghJ khl thif
khu aifF nuhjkhfnt mjhtJ bgUghY
braif jikahfnt th el tUwnghJ,
j aY aifF nuhj kh eilbgWt
xW KG nghlhJ.
bgah

41

ju bgf, is bgWtij Wlh

cyf ahfhJ, khl tf ahfhJ vW
jk aha ngr y tUthf. cyf ahfh
lh bgfSF vd eZl? khl tf
bgUfhlh bgfSF vd MgJ VgL
lTL? myJ j jk aha ngRgtfSF
jh vd fZl clhL vgJ ekF
aiy. Jtiu bgU bfhL tj khl
tfjh khl tfF Vgl eikjh vd
vgJ ekF aiy.
bgf moikjik bgfis khu
ghgiy. mJ kbwhU tif Mfis
bgJ ghwJ. ijrhjhuz Mf czUt
iy. Mdh eh a mijg J
ftiybfhsiy. bgfis gna ftiy
bfhL brhYnwh. jfhy iyik bgf
LjiyF bgfns ntW vj Ka brjhY mJ
jhtJ MfSF fZlij bfhLfToajhf
Ufyh. Mdh jfha, mjhtJ bgf
is bgWtiy vw fha MfSF
vj fZlK eZlK ilahJ vgnjhL M
fSF yhgK cL vgij bjJ bfhS
nwh. vgoba xU kj jh isFo
fhudhUgdhnyna nahakhf Rjukhf
elJ bfhs bgJ KoahkUf ntoatdh
Lwh. m mtDF mdhtakhd ftiy
bghW mfgl neLwJ. kwgo jdh
VgL kw afis Kiwfis kbwhU rka
ngh.
Fo muR - 12.08.1928

maL Mik!

42

fgjil
fgjil vgJ g Rkh 2 tUfSF K
eh vGaJ mnefUF LLgoahd nrah
UjJ. Mdh nghJ J fhykh mJ vF
ujhfgL, xU rhjhuz nrah lJ. tu tu
mJ brthF bgW tUwJ. bga cnahf
Uj r. . trh maU bga cnahf
nghJ UF #o uhnkr mtfS kW
gyU J akh mofo ng tU wij vG
tUwij gif ghJ tUnwh.
rg brid rlrigY fg jil akh
urhu bra ntLbkW ujh f glij
neaf ftJ Ufyh.
Mdh fg jil mtaij g eh
fUJ fhuzfSF kwtf fUJ fhuzF
mogilahd ahr Uwd. mjhtJ bgf
Ljiyaila Rnair bgw fgjil mta
bkW eh TWnwh. kwtf bgf cl
eyij cnjJ isf jhZOfij cnj
J, eho ju iria cnjJ, FLg brhJ
Fiyahk Uf ntLbkgij cnjJ, fg
jil mtabkW fUJwhf. ij nk ehod
gyTl Mj whf. Mdh ekJ fUnjh itf
bgah

43

vij ujhdkh fU aJ my. kbwij fU

bawh K brhdJ ngh bghJthf bgf
LjiyF RnairFnk fg nuhah Ug
jh rhjhuzkh bgf is bgWtJ vgijna
monahL W l ntL vnwh. mJ khu
kyhk gy isfis bgUw fhuzjh M
fS Tl RnairlD, LjiylD Uf
KoahjtfshfntUwhf. j cik rhjhu
zkh xbthU kjD jf Rjuf
SF fZl tUw fhy ng bfhtij
ghjhny bj.
xU kj jh fZl iy ngR nghJ eh
jah Ujh xU if ghJ L Lnt. 4, 5 FHij
Fo VgL ljh itfis fhghw
ntLnk vw ftiyah w brhYtijba yh
nfL bfhL UF MshUf nto U
wJ vnw brhYwh. mJ nghynt xU
Udhnyh myJ ntW vjdhnyh rfl VgL
nghJ eh jah Ujh vfhY jiy nk
Jia nghL bfhL ngh Lnt; myJ xU
MyhtJ FsyhtJ w Lnt. j fZlij
rJ bfhL miu K Uf khnl. Mdh
j FHijfis FRfis eh vgo L
L nghfKo vnw brhYwh. Mfnt j
UtfSF mtfsJ Rnairia Ljiyia
bfLgJ j FHijfS FRfS vgitfnsahF.
cyf kf fZlgL j j tdF
bghU njLtjnf Rjuij W moikahf
ntoa iy UFnghJ isfis Fo
fis fhghw ntoa mtaK jiy nk UF
khdh mj l vgo Rnair Uf Ko?
Mifah M bg Utf RnairFnk
fgkhtJ isfis bgWtJ ilwhd fha
khwJ. mY bgf RnairF fg vgJ
bfhoa nuhahUwJ. mjdh jh eh fo
gh bgf is bgUtij Una Mf ntL
maL Mik!

44

vnwh. m, bgf ah jf MtjF

u HgUt miltjF, M Fiwt jF j
fg vgnj _y fhuzkhUwJ. ju
Mf ukrhfS, rahfS, rfuh
rhahfS, juh fS, glhu rdfS Vg
oUgJ ngh bgf ukrhfS rfuhrh
KjatfS VgLtjF j fgnk jilah
UJ tUwJ. iy jh bgf LjiyF
RnairF KndwF mtf is bgWtJ
vgij Wj ntL vW eh brhYnwh.
jgo e xUtUbfhUt fUJ fhuz vgo
Uj nghY ekF kw fgjilfhuUF
fgjil mta vg muha ngjyh
UgJ FJ eh k milnwh.
Mdh j Ka fhaf rgfhy rl
rig murhfd rhgh Rfhjhu k fgjil
urhuij vjJ, bgf rhgh rl rigF
brw lhl. KJ y mkhS mtUF mQ
ruizah UjJ ekF f Vkhwijna
bfhLJ lJ. j njr wF FHijfis
bayh j njrJ murhfnk tsJ mitfSF
f bfhLJ nk# M l ntL vw xU
gjid U UFkhdh Rfhjhu k murhf
rhgh fgjilia vUf khlh. mgo
yhk ahnuh bgW ahnuh ts kfis bgU
moikF Ltjdh rfh mij vgo ntlh
vW brhy K tUthf. cikahd Rfhjhu
is ngiw jLgJ Kakhd Rfhjhu vW
Rfhjhu kF bgkah UJ lhl gl
bgw ita mkhSF bjahk nghdJ tUj
jf fhankahF. j a murhfjh gj
khd muhagL lhY Tl bghJ #df
mij ya brahk xbthUtU ij ftJ
mtutfns jfJ brJ bfhs ntoaJ f
mtakhd fhakhF.

bgah

45

kJyF urhuij l, bjhJ ahfis

xF u rhuij l, j fgjil urhu f
Kakhd bjgnj ekJ muha.
Mjyh j fg jilF ekJ eho xU
jhgd VgL mj _y urhu bra bghJ
#df yuhtJ J rka K tuntLbknw
nto bfhSnwh.
Fo muR - 06.04.1930

aKiw thf
cyf thf brJ bfhSt xbthU
kjF xbthU jkhd Kiwf ghJ thf
brJ bfhStJ tHfkh UJ tUwnj xa
vyh ehoY vyh kjY xnu jkhd brhj
fis ifahStiy vgJ ahtU mj jhF.
cjhuzkhf kfkafSFS Inuha
jtfSFS jf jfgDl wj rnfhju
fshd a jf gdh bga jfgdh bgfis
thf brJ bfhSw tHf cL. Jf
vgtf jfgDl wj rnfhj fshd mij
bgfis, jdJ rnfhj bgfis, jdJ jhl
wj khk a jhah bga jhah bgfis
thf brJ bfhSw tHf cL. irah njr
jDl Tl wj brhj jifia thf brJ
bfhS tHf cL.
mj njr ntW ah brJ bfhlY brJ
bfhsh lhY mj ehL mur fogh jdJ
jifia jh fahz brJ bfhs ntL. J
Ma Kiwgo murhdhUgt mta brJ
bfhsntL vw gHf W mF UJ
tUwJ. irah ehL murfSF mnefkh
maL Mik!

46

bgah

47

KjyhtJ uhk ulhtJ uhk vnw bga LtJ

tHf. nghja uh#hF ehyhtJ uhk vW bga.
irah ehL bgsj uhkhaz uhk jdJ
jifaha ijia fahz brJ bfhlh vnw
foUwJ. U.thrafh vG UF ghy
uhkhaz vW jf j ru fhzyh.
Mdh ah mY j eho a
f njhkh fUjgL tU a ahtU mj
jhF. vwhY ghgd Mf jiyjhL kiy
ahs Jf vgtfSFS a jfgdh
bgfis bga jfgdh Fkhuf fo bfhS
w tHf cL vgJ rg elj xU eha r_f
thf bja tUwJ.
mjhtJ :- brid murhf thf rig yh bkg
caU thgf v.UZz eha mtf
Fkhu U. . mRj nkd I..v. mtf jdJ a
jfgdhuhd jir yh nghR NublL
Uths a. nfhj eha mtf Fkhu Uk
g mkhis thf brJ bfhoUwh. mt
f cUt glK uRUnwh.
Mfnt brhj, Kiw, gJJt vgitf
vyh mjj ehL gHf tHf bkgij bghUnj
myhk fl flis vnwh myJ ntj flis
rhu flis vnwh brhtbjyh mahik
myJ uL vw uo xnw ju ntiy.
J go Uf mij isia mfh is
ia a jhah isia fo bfhSw
Jfis ghJ UjtfS kfkafS
gfhr brtJ jg isia brhj
rnfhjia fahz brJ bfhS Ujt
kfka irah mur Matfis J f ghJ
gfhr brtJ zJ jtis Fznk baha
ntiy vgnj ekJ muha.
Fo muR - 27.04.1930
maL Mik!

48

jhia mWbj
ntiyna Kj ntiy!
jiytutfns! kzkfns! mtfsJ bgnwh
fns! kW rnfhj, rnfhjufns! j Tl
vdF ngr f MirahUwJ. Mdh eh
Mthj branth thJ Twnth vGUfiy.
nkfl uL Kiwna uL _leif
ilaJkhF.
ekJ eho Mthj mndfkh xU #hnf
cabjW, mJ mtflUJ gzF iyF
ilf ToabjW fU Unwh. mndfkhf
Mthj #h ir baLgjF j Mthjij
cgnahfgLJtij ghnwh.
eik kfhuh#dhf nBkkhf UFgo
Mthj brJ gz thFwtDila Mthj
naha KilaJ cik ilaJkhdh jidna
Mthj brJ bfhL brtthdh khdh
UFgo brJ bfhsyhkyth? e l irF
tUthnd? ju thJtJ mj kwnjahF.
xUt thJjdhnyna xU fhaK M lhJ.
ntLkhdh kzkf gkh thH Mirglyh.
bgah

49

Mdh mj MirgLwtfSF Mirnfw

flik cL. mflik vdbtwh MirgL
wtdJ Mir iwntw cjah UgJjh.
mj eh MirglhY mthir iwntw
eh vts u cjah UfKo vgJ
vdnf bjaiy. Mdh vdJ eiuj jiyia
ghJ vid Kj TL lhf vnw
idnw.
Mifah j rikaij iwntitf r
yhJ MirgLtij l kzkfis kzkf
lhiu ghuho kzkfSF VjhtJ ublhU
nahrid brhy cgnahJ bfhSnw.
rnfhjufns! bjdho Jtiu elj
Rakahij fahzfSF Jnt KjikahdJ
vW brhYnt. vdbt j fahz
bg fG fW (jh) fliy. kzkfis
bgwtf UtU f Jryhd Rakahij
uf vgJ mtfsJ cgahrUnj gh
fyh. jh fLtJ xjhyyJ ekJ bgf r_f
Rju bgw Koant KoahJ. bgf kj jik
mwjF mtfsJ Rakahij mw jikF j
ghG jhna mFahF. Uf Uf Rght
F j jh fLtnj mFahF. Mdh jfis
<dw vW idJ bfhoUF bgfSF
j thij ofhJjh. nghJ jh fo bfh
oUF bgfSF Rakahij cz tUjh
mUbjaL. yhlh Uf fGY xU
fW fl ntL. jfis jhfns moik vW
idJ bfhoUw r_f vW cUgoahfhJ.
eik eh Nuf Jf vW idJ
bfhoUF ik Fznk e ehL moikah Ug
jF fhuzkhUgJ vgJ nghynt bgf
UDF fLgoUf ntL. mY jh fod
UDF goJ elf ntL vD cf
bgfis Ufkh U wd. Mjyh mnggl
maL Mik!

50

Uf cia moik czia xf

Kaj j kzkfis mjF cjahUj bg
nwhfis eh f nghWnw, ghuhLnw.
bgf Kndw ftiy cstf bgfis
gof itF K j fGJ fiw (jhia)
mUbj ntiyiana Kakh brantLbkW
brhYnt.
f, Jtiu kzkfSF Mthjnkh thnjh
vgJ kzkf iwa mjhtJ 16 - isf bgf
ntLbkW brhYthf. Mdh eh kz
kfSF brhYtbjdbtwh mtf jabrJ
isf bgwTlhJ vgJ, f mtabkW
njhdh xW myJ uLF nk TlhJ vW
mJ D IJ MW tUl bghWJjh bgw
ntL vW nfL bfhSnw. m
mgo bgW FHijfis jhkhf FuF
Fof ngh rjh bfhL J nghw l
fSbfyh miHJ ngh mH itJ bfhL
TlK elthk jfSF Uyhk rig
nahUF btW njhWgoah brahk
FHijfis Makh itJ tsf VghL bra
ntL. mit fSF xGF mtakhd fLghL
gH bfhLf ntL.
j Tl eh ngrKoahjgo vjid
FHijf mGwJ ghUf. mt jhah Kff
vts thlJl btfgLwJ ghUf. mj
jhkhU jfg khU j Tl xUtiu
bahUt ghJ btWgij ju mtfSF F
ntW ntiyna yhk UwJ. gK m
vgJ RjunjhL Uf ntLnk myhJ gjid
nahL jdF Zlyhj brsfayhj fZl
ij rJ bfhL Ugjh Ufnt KoahJ.
Mfnt nghija FHij g vgJ xUfhyK
cikahd gkhfhJ. Mifah mitfis khl
ntL.

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51

ju mf eif nghlhkY jh flhkY _l

rlFf yhkY khu eilbgw Ukz
Rakahij Ukzkh lhJ. bg bgnwh
bgQF jf brh xU ghf gL
bfhLf ntL. Ufis ngh ynt bgfSF
brhJik cL, bjh cik cL vw bfhif
Vglhlh vgo mtf Rakahij cilat
fshthf? Mifah mtfSF brhJik
mtakhd jhF. ju bgfSF nghJ bghJ ey
nrit vdbtwh vgoahtJ xbthU jit
ia xbthU UDl thH bra ntL.
mJnt mtf nghJ bra ntoaJ.
ju bgfS Ufis nghynt dKnkh
myJ thuF xW uL ehnsh xU bghJ l
To kah ng isahl ntL. gif fis
gof ntL. gofhj bgfSF gojtf
goJ fhl ntL.
L ntiy brtJjh jf flik vgij
kwJ l ntL. UDF jiyah UgJ
FLgF v#kh ah UgJ jf flik vW
idJ mjF jFjgo elJ bfhs ntL. j
cznahnlna bgkfis ts mtfSF jf
g bfhLf ntL.
F : - 10.07.1930 UJef ta ehlh y
Ukz brhbgh

Fo muR - brhbgh - 13.07.1930

fahz Ljiy
M bg fahz a mjhtJ U
bgrh vw thifahdJ ekJ ehoYs
bfhLikia ngh ntW vj ehoY ilant il
ahJ vW brhyyh. ekJ fahz jJt vyh
RUfkhf ghjh bgfis Mf moikahf
bfhtJ vgij ju ntW xWnk m iy. m
toikjdij kiwJ bgfis VkhWtjnf
rlF Kjaitf bragLtnjhL mj fahz
JF bjf fah z vgjhf xU mjkw ngh
bgaiu bfhLJ bg fis tnwh.
bghJthf ftjh ekJ ehL khukyhk
cyfnyna mnefkh fahz a bgf
f bfhLik, aifF nuhjkhd gjK
gLjgLwhf vgij eLiyiks vtU
kWf KoahJ. Mdh ekJ ehnlh a kw
vyh ehil l f nkhrkhfnt UJ tUwJ.
bfhLikf gona iybgW
tUkhdh rg fhyFshf mjhtJ xU miu
whLfSFshf fahz rlF, bjhjK
cyf mndfkh kiwnj nghF vgij cWah
brhyyh. ij mnj kw ehLf mPf

maL Mik!

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bgah

53

bgf bfhLikia ehSF eh js bfhL

tUwhf. e ehLkhu FuF oah gHa fU
gdhfnt UJ tUwJ. Mjyh jiy Kiwahd
bgf s xW ekJ eho jh mtrukh
Vgl ntoU wJ.

ntLkhdh MfSF U, gK, cik

ahd fhjY, xGfK Vgl ntLkhdh fahz
uJF lkfgl ntoaJ Kakhd
fhakhF. mgoyhj tiu M, bg UtUF
Rju thifF lnk yhk nghL.

brw tU brfgL kfheho bg

fSF M fSF jf jf fahz Ljiy
brJ bfhs cik Uf ntL vgjhf xU
khd bragllD rg brid Toa
bgf kfheho fahz uJF xU rl
ntL vW khjlD cyfnk KG ljhf
Uj thf vW jfis brh bfhgtf
cgl gy TFulhf. Mdh brfgL
khdF wF btehoY, ahY gy
lf fahz uJ rlf VgLj goU
wJ. Uah fahznk dr xgj ngh
ghfgL tUwJ. #k UDF bg
#hF Zliyahdh clnd fhuz brhyh
kny fahzij uJ brJ bfhsyh vgjhf
rl bfhL tuglJ ahtUF bjj a
khF. rg gnuhlh murhfjhU fahz
uJF rlrig rl iw ntlhf. kw
nk ehLfY j rlf UJ tUwJ.
ekJ eho khu a rl brt
ftfglhkUJ tUwjhdJ f mdkhd
fha vnw brhy ntL. rhjhuzkhf bjdh
o giff _y mndf Uf jfsJ bg
#hf eltoiff rnjf bfhL vgjh
bfhiyf brjjhf d dK brf btahtij
ghJ tUnwh.

ekJ Ujthf gy xU kj uL
bglho fis fo bfhtij g khu Fo
KG ngh ljhf Tr nghLwhf. tf
vij cnjJ go Tr nghLwhf vgJ
ekF sfiy. kjij cnjjh? myJ
gFjit cnjjh? myJ bgf eyij cnj
jh? myJ kj Rjuij cnjjh? vgJ ekF
J sfiy. myJ kj xGfij cnjJ
go ngRwhfsh vgJ sfiy. ij
g kbwhU rka tngh.

y rkaf xU bg#h eltoif

rnjfF gy bfhiyf eljjhf ghnwh.
bjf rkjkhd fahzf go Kotilthnd
vgij g bjf othjKs vtUFnk
nahf iy. bgf cyf Kndwkila
ntLkhdh mtfSF kjjik Vgl
maL Mik!

54

f, xU bgrhF nk kj fahz brJ

bfhs TlhJ vW brhYgtfis eh xW
nfnwh.mbjdbt fahz vgJ kj
gF, UFkh? myJ rlFfhfth? vW
nfgnjhL Zl yhj, xWikF irahj, fyF
cjthj, xU bg vj fhuzdhnyh xUtDF bg
#hahf neJ lh mnghJ UDila flik
vd vW nfnwh. mJnghynt xU bgQF
mgogl xU U mikJ lh m bg
f vd vW jh nfnwh. fahz vgJ
bjfkhfnth, f Koahjjhfnth cik
UFkh m j Fzf Vgl Kokh
vgij nahjhny bjf vgJ KG uL
vgJ vgogl kjDF ahk nghfhJ.
Mfnt ekJ ehoY kw ehLf UgJ nghw
fahzuJF rl rg Vglhk nghFkh
fahz kW urhuK fahz Md UfS
F, bgfSF gyjhu urhuK jh bra nto
tU, m J rka xWikF UF
gF cjthj bgfis cila Uf fo
ghf ijakhf K tJ jfSF Zlkhd bgfis
bgah

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Ug kz brJ bfhs Ja ntL vW

Lnwh. Vbd mgo Vglh jh bj
f vw bgaiu brh bfhL UfSF
bgfSF rkjK K mKfyhk bra
gLtU fahzf kf mil Jg xgl
Ko. kj V wjhndh V rhwhndh vgJ
ntW a. Mjyh mJ xU wUjhY kj
UF tiu mDgf ntoaJ gK U
khF. jF MQF bgQ, bgQF MQ
Ka rhjd.
mgogl rhjd gogl Jg
lkhd ilW UFkhdh mij Kj fis
bja ntoaJ PhdKs kj flikahF.
kj t nfhof U F gF ntiy
brgtf ijna bra ntL. mgo yhk
Vnjh fahz vgjhf brJ bfhnlhnk, brjh
lnj, vgo UjhY rJ bfhLjhnd Uf
ntL vW fU Jgij mUia
mDgJ bfhoUgJ mDgJ bfhoUf
brtJ kj jik Rakahij mw
jiknkahF vgnj ekj uhakhF.
Fo muR - 17.08.1930

ahtJ tUkh?

bgfSF brhJik
a eho mnefkh cyf ntW vF
yhjJ kjjikF ahaF gFj
F xthjJkhd bfhLikf gy UJ tjhY
mtW mtrukh fgl ntoaJ, af
fhLuhof mybtgij, kj jik
ehffKilakhd r_f vd cyfjhuh kf
gl ntLkhdh kW cyYs kw bgUghik
ahd ehlhfis nghynt ma ehodf cj
jf ehil jhfns ghJfhJ bfhs,
M thf bra jFilatf vW brh
bfhs ntLkhdh Kakhdjhf mtrukh
fgl ntoajhfUF bfhLikf uL
cL vW cWah TWnth. mitf KjyhtJ
vJbtwh a kfnyna gy nfho #d ria
s gy r_ffis wnyna lhjtf vW
fJ mtfis gFjtw UffY nftykhf
czaw GfY thf elJ
tjhF.
ulhtjhdJ vJbtwh bghJthf a
bgf r_fijna monahL w RjjuF

maL Mik!

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bgah

57

mUfijawtf vW MfSF moikahfnt

Uf flshnyna UZofgltf vW
fJ mtfis efU zfshf elJtjhF.
Mfnt nkfl j uL fhafS vj
fhuzij KL ah miu Bz Tl
Uf l TlhjitfshF.
j fhuzjhnynajh eh nkfl a
f uL bfhLikfS mfglhk ahF
uz Rju nfgnjh ah ghJfhig
M thfij a kf jhfns ghJ
bfhSnwh vW brhYtnjh kW ahF
maUila rgjnk J ntlhbkW brhY
tnjh Ma fhaf KoahjbjW mit Rj
mahikjdkhdbjW yhlh Raey
Nna bfhl ehza jtwhd fhakhFbkW
brh tUnwh vgnjhL go brhY a
ekF gankh rnjfnkh ilahJ vW brhY
nth. Mjyhjh j KlhjdkhdJ N
ahdJkhd Kafis eh vf ntoatfsh
Unwh.
Vbd jf r_fjhbuW jf rnfhju
fbsW tfhUa vW Tl fUjhk jf
ehL kfisna Rjukfhk kjf vW Tl
fUjhk moikgL, bfhLikgL, gL
jh itUF kfl kW mjhjgl
kf eyijnah, Ljiyianah xgbjwh
frh filfhul MLfis xj jhFnk ju
ntwy vW fUJtjhjhnd xa ntwy. j
jJt kahj y lglhjtbuW jhjgl
kfS Rju mfglhjtf vW moik
gLjgl bgfS jfSF kwtfsh
iHfgl bfhLikia it fU
ghuhk ah Rju Ljiy vdgl
TghLf fyJ bfhL jhfS TghL nghL
tij fhnwh. MdhY mtfSF cik
Rju Ljiy vgitf bghU bjahjjhY
maL Mik!

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bja Koahk itUj thriddhY mgo

mahk whf vnw fU Unwh.
lhik vD a UF bfhLik,
_l jdK _fjdK nahJ ghjh mij
kfnth, myakh fUjnth ehisF ghJ
bfhsyh nghJ mjF vd mtru vW fhy
jsnth J kd l jUtiy. xUt mjhtJ
wiu lhjh vd fU bfhLikgLJw
tfis mlhjhfSF UF cikahd
fZlij czu bra ntLkhdh nghija
btisfhu murhf mEgF bfhLikf
vgitf nghjhJ vW J RjuK rkJt
K mwJ rjh uhQt rl mK UgJkhd
VjhtJ xU bfhLnfh M Ujhjh kh
bfhLik gLJw kfSF cz tJ
tUbkW ekF y rkaf njhW tJKL.
Mdh ahit kh _fjdK ehza
Fiw khu NJ bfhoUfhk _ljdK
nrJ fooJ bfhoUgjh dK
vts bfhLik VglhY khahd
kfSF cikahd fZlij czujf iyik
tUtJ fZlkhf UF vwhY iy khWj
yilaTL vw cWia clhf jf eif
bfhtjF lyhk nghfiy.
mLjjhd bgf aY mtfSila
Rjuij czia fo nghoUF
bfhLikahdJ J nghynt afSF Rju
czna iy vgij fhl mtf moik
f FHijf vgij x bfhs Mjhukhd
bjWjh brhy ntL.
vgoba uil g a Ljiy
thf, Rjuthf, Rnair thf, njathf,
kf ey cik thf vw TljhfSF
J cikahd ftiy yhlhY nkfl
Tljhf 100F 99 ngfSF nkyhf Raey
bgah

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bfhl ehzakwtfshfnt fhzgoD tfsJ

Ka yhkY y rkaf nkfl Raey
Nthf vF ilrYF ilY
ntW xU t bfhLikf mEgF nkfl
UtifahUF nkhrd VgLtjF mFf
MfhF fhzgLwij ghf J k
milnwh. mjhtJ a Rnjr rk jhdf
vW brhygL ikN, gnuhlh, fhZ, Utej
u Kja rkjhdf j bfhLikfis xf
xbthU Jiw xbthWkhf K tUwd
vgjhF.
fhZ rkjhd vj aY lhik
ia ghf TlhbjW, lglhjh vD
tFghUF kwtfisngh rfy cikia
mfgoUgnjhL f a mtfSF
rhghL nghL ytrkh fW bfhL gbjW
khdkhUF a K bjUnwh.
kW gnuhlh rkjhd bgf fahz
uJ a kh rl iwntwgoUgij g
Kd bj Unwh. kW UthT rkjhd
bgfis fl nguh grhfsh nfh
f Mjufis bfhL m grhujikia iy
WJtij mEgt elJ tij xf rl
iwnt mKYF bfhL tjij Kdnkna
bjUnwh.
nghJ ikN rkjhd bgfSF
brhJik tHF akhf nahrid bragL
m nahridia murh fK #d ufS x
bfhL mjfhf xU fo aJ mfoah
bgfSF brhJik mfyh vw jJtij
x bfhL Vfkdjhd nghL mDUg jh
uhl btahfgoUwJ.
mj Ka ghf vdbtwh:-

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60

1. bgf thR brhJ cik mEgf

jFilatf mybtgJ bfhLik m
khF.
2. bgf $jd, ebfhil Kja brhJ
f milJ mitfis itJ tJ tujf
tf vw cik tHik UFnghJ
thR brhJ mila V jF ilatfshf
khlhf?
3. bgfSF thR brhJik iy vgJ
bgf KndwF jilahUgnjhL
bghJthf J r_f Kndwnf nflh
UwJ.
4. Mfnt tfhd rl bra ntoaJ
bgf vw fhuzfhf mtfSF
vj cik ia jLgJ TlhJ vW
lkh Ko brJ l ntoaJkhd fhy
tJ lJ.
5. vj jkhd $jd brhij bgf jf
Zlgo nahJ bfhsyh.
vgitfshF. itf xU wUf kbwhU
aY bgfSF y Rjuf mf m
fo ghR br UgJ f ghuhljfjhF.
mit badbt:U nkf ahfhudhfthtJ bfhoa
bjhJ ah fhudhfthtJ UjhY,
itgho itUjhY, jh, nt LfS
F ngh bfhoUgtdhUjhY, kW
thf brJ bfhlt dhUjhY,
bfhLikah eldhY, ntW kjF ngh
lhY, UidL Uf Ul
tdhr bgw uz cikL. vgjhF.
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mnjhL nkgo j afis mErJ xU

knrhjh jahfgoUw jhf fhz
gLwJ.

urhu _yjh bra ntL vW brhY

tJkhd jufdh kfis Vkh fhy j
bfhL tUwhf.

Mfnt j rl mnefkhf Toa u ikN

rk jhd rlrig iwnt rlkhfgLbknw
egyh. t brhJf ms af
VjhtJ ahrUj nghY bgfSF brhJik
bfhif bgf Uid L y UJ
bfhS bfhiffS x bfhs goUF
a ftJ ghuhljfjhF.

* Mfnt, j iyik Kj ekJ flik

vdbtgij nahJghjh khahd fhaf
SF Mf jh Kaf ntoatf vw cik
Kj fgl ntL. e bg kf fhaf
tJ fo bfhL wf ntL. bgf s
Kjyhtjhf Mfis nghw brhJik bgWtjnf
bragl ntL. bgfSF brhJik UJ
lh, mtfSF UF vyhjkhd mrfafS
xJ nghF.

jgo ahYs Rnjr J rkjhdf

bsyh x bfhL rl brJ bfhL
tUnghJ oZ ah Ys njathfSF
uz Rnair thfSF, #d ey cikthfSF
khu bfhiff mtakhditf vnwh
rl brajfJ vnwh njhwglhkUgjhdJ
Tljhf ehza Fiwit bghWgw
jikia ewhf fhLtjF xU mFahF.
rhujh rl (FHij kz jL rl) vw
xU rl oZ rfh jadh ghrh a
njathfshY uz Rnairthf KaahY
mJ rahdgo mKYF tuKoahk KLfil
nghlgoUwJ f btf nflhd fhakhF.
kW mrlij xgjhf bjagLdt
fis uh#hf rlrigF a rlrigF
khfhz rlrigF ekJ ufshf mDaJ
dK khdnflhd fha khF.
ekJ njathf vD muathf kh
fhafis J ftahk UgnjhL eh VjhtJ
t fhf urhu brjh J njaF nuhj
Rauh{a ilJ lh wF rl brJ bfhs
yh vW brhY tJ ntW ahuhtJ itfSfhf
rl bra rlrigF knrh jhf bfhL nghdh
Ujf rlf _y bral KoahJ.
maL Mik!

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nfty jhfSF brhJik Ugjh mtf

FLgf jf r_f vts RjuKilatfshf
Uwhf vW ghjh FLg fSF brhJik
Ujh vts nkikah thif elJthf
vgJ sF. m, bgfSF brhJik
tHfglhjjF fhuz Jtiu ahU brhdnj
ilahJ. bg fSF go, bjh Ma uL
bgnwhfsh ffgLlh brhJ rghF
r tJ L. d jf fztkhfis jhfns
bj bjLf myJ bgnwhfsh bjbjLfg
lhY fztndhL Rjukh thif elj Toa jik
clhL.
bg moik vgjF cs fhuzf gyt
brhJik yhjJ f Kakhd fhuz vgJ ekJ
muha. Mjyh, bgf jhuhskhf, JlD
K tJ brhJik s bra ntoaJ f
mtaK, mtruKkhd fhakhF.

Mfnt j iyik Kj ekJ flik vd

vgij thrffns nahJ ghUf.
Fo muR - 05.10.1930

* 1942 M Mo btlgl bg V moikahdh

bgahuh UjgL izfglit

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f, W cyf aif czY,

mEgtY kW fLghL bfhif G
kWkz vgJ vfhtJ jLfgoUwjh
vgij ekh maKoaiy. mJ khukyhk
kz akh VgLjgl rllfY, vj
kj akhd bfhiffY kWkz vgJ jLf
goUgjhf bjaiy. J kj mWgdh
u bgf tiuY kfka kj Rkh 10 bg
f tiuY, jt kj ms Flhk
vts bgfis kz brJ bfhs nejhY mJ
tiuY kz brJ bfhs lUwJ.

kWkz jtwy
U khj 5- nj PhWHik elj
yht - uhkRuka Ukz nghJ xU nf
wjJ. mjhtJ xU kidUf kWkz bra
yhkh? vW Tl xUt vGJ nflh. mjF
mnghnj g brhygljhdhY, j a
Rakahij af <LgltUFshfnt gyUF
mkh kWkz brJ bfhtJ jtW vw m
uhaK, rnjfK UgjhY bghJ #dfY
gy, kidUf kWkz brJbfhtJ Uj
bfhifF nuhj vW fUJtjhY, ij ga
ekJ muhaij thu jiyafkhf vGjyh
vW fU bjhlFnwh.
KjyhtJ j nfia g ftF K
kz vgJ vd? vgij Kj s bfhs
ntL. kz vgij eh kzkf brsfafhf
vW brJ bfhs gL xU xgj VghL vWjh
fUJnwh. m UtfSila Rnair
nrnjh myJ jjnah fLgLJ vj
bfhiffS Uf TlhJ vW fUJ nwh.
kh fUJtJ rah, jgh vW Ko brt
Unj nkfl nfF J rkhjhdK ilJ
L.
maL Mik!

64

tW J kj khu Ukzij uJ
brJ L kWkz brJ bfhsyh vgjhf,
mjgo uJ brJ bfhtY d gjid
fgojh brJ bfhsyh vW fhzgL
wJ. mjhtJ rKjha rkjkhd xU gnjhgij
cnjJ khunk myhk bfhiffhf my
vW goahf VghL bragoUwJ. Mfnt
tsjh kWkz a kw kjF jt
kjF cs ahr. vdnt xWbfhW
gjidfY lfY jh ahrnk ju
kwgo kWkzbfhifia kjfgo ghjh
vj kjK MnrUgjh bjaiy.
m J kj flfns gy kzf
brJ bfhljhf kW itghofis itU
gjhf, kj Mjhuf fhzgLtJl mfl
fis mjgona mjh tJ gy kidf, itghof
MaitfSl ir crt Kjaitf brJ
tUwhf. kfka kjY U. kfkJ e mtfns
gy kidfSl Ujjhf x bfhsgLwd.
Mfnt ij kWgtfnsh kh flfisnah,
U. efisnah Fw brhYwtfnsh xUfhY
jf kj nguh, kj rkjkhd flisf
nguh kWnwh vW brh bfhs KoahJ.
mjgo ahuhtJ xUt jid JbtW brh
bfhL kh mjhtJ xU kj kidUf
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kWkz brJ bfhsyhkh vW nfghnuahdh

mgogltiu eh kjij l jDila gFj
itnah myJ mEgt rfaijnah myJ ntnu
jhtJ xU bfhifnah Kakhf fU bfhL
kh nf nff t Uwh vW jh bfhs
ntL.
Mfnt mnffhu jid J vW fU
bfhL nf nfgij l gFjfhu vnwh
mEgt bfhif fhu vnwh fU bfhL nf
nfwh vW mnjh khdh mJ a eh
f k miltJl mtUF aha bk
F a ekF J fZliy vnw vQ
nwh.
f, bghJthf xU kjDF j Kj bgrh
(1) brJ nghd fhyY, (2) kbwhU fztl Mir
bfhL btgL l fhyY kWkz brJ
bfhStij ahU Fw brhYtiy. mJnghynt
(3) uhj bfhoa ahfhahUF fhyY
kWkz brJ bfhStij ahU Mnrgid
brtiy (4) gafhah Rthd yhk
ngh l fhyY ahU Mnrgid brtiy.
Mfnt gFjfhuU mDgt bfhiffhufS
nkfl KjyhtJ ju kw 3 rjgf kid
Uf kWkz bra gLtij Mnrf khlhf.
IjhtJ, MwhtJ Kjaitfshf gy a
fis ftngh. (5) kid mahikahnyh, KuL
jdkhd Rghtjhnyh Uid ya brahk
VWkhwh elJ bfhL tUtjhf itJ bfhnth.
(6) U bg kdF Uglhjjhnyh
myJ vj fhuzjhnyh Ul bgQF
m fhjY yhk btWghUgjhf itJ
bfhnth. (7) nkfl FzfSl mofo jh
LF ngh Ltjhf itJ bfhSnth. (8)
UDila bfhifF ne khwkhd bfh ifl
U kd rjh rflgLgo othjkh elJ
bfhS RghtKilat vW itJ bfhSnth.
maL Mik!

66

(9) brt brUfh Uid ga yankh

ftiynah yhk elJ bfhSwt vW itJ
bfhSnth. itf khukyhk kW J
nghw Fzf cs kidl mfgLbfhl
fzt f bad MtJ? vgij ftf ntoaJ
nf nfgtf(mjhtJ mDgt bfhiffhuf
vgtf) Ka flikahF.
it ju UDF 12 taY bgQF 10
taY kW kzkfSF Y Hhd taY
bgnwhfshnyh, knwhfshnyh Ukz bra
goUgjh mitf kzkf mDrf ntoa
jkfSF fLgl kzfshFkh? myJ
Ukzf brJ itjtf mErf ntoa jk
fSF fLglitfshFkh? vg J nf nf
wtf mjhtJ gFjfhuf ftf ntoa
Ka afshF. j fhuzf ju kW vJ
vgo UjhY kdJF ofiy, mF
J ghuiy, fhjYF J Zliy,
thif UF gF J gagl
iy vW kzkf Ko brJ bfhs jFj
kzkfsh mikJ lh mnghJ kzkf
flik vd? vgij kjfLghLfhuU, mE gt
bfhif fhuU, gFjfhuU, ghku bghJ #d
fS nrJ ftJ ghf ntoa fhakhF.
filahf itf vyh xUwUf, it
fis ga nahridna J kbwhU w
vgo UjhY bghUJ bfhs rJ
bfhs jh ntL, xU fhyK kidUf
kWkz brJ bfhsTlhJ vW xUt brhY
thuhdh mgo brhYwt vj bfhif
J myJ vd mtaij nfh myJ vd
ahaij cnjJ vj mEgtij mDrJ
myJ vj gFjit bfhL go brhY
whf myJ vghwhf vgJ sf
glntL. Vbd mbghGJjh mJ ft
fgljfjhF. Vbd rhjhuzkhf ngRnth
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67

khdh btF rhjhuz ghku kf vgtfS Tl

fhy xU aij g ngR nghJ mJ
RU, , mEgt Ma _ F bghUjkhU
wjh vW nfgJ vF rf#khUgij
ghnwh. m m_W thijf
mik Kj Fl RUgo (mjhtJ ekF
K Uj mEgtrhf muhaf vw
Kiw ftf ntL vw jJt bfhl
jhdhY mgogl mEgtrhf muha
vts) rahdbjW brhy glhY Tl kW
makhdJ F (mjhtJ ekJ gFjF)
xjjhUwjhbtW ftf ntL vw
jJtijna bfhL vgij ulhtjhf
itfgoUwij ghnwh.
mgo mjhtJ F bghUjkhdjhf
UJ ljhf brhy gLtjhdhY mJ mEgt
F (mjhtJ eilKiw bfhL brYj) Vw
jhUwjh? vW ftJ ghf ntL vw
jJtij itnj mEgt vgij Ko _whtjhf
itf goUwJ vgJ ahtUF sF.
Mfnt xU kj xU kid UFnghJ kWkz
brJ bfhs TlhJ vgJ j nkfl _W
girf vj girF nuhjkhdJ vW nf
nwh. f, Ukz kzkfDF kzkfis
thif JizbaW fUJnwh. iy
nkny Mug brhygl 9 - tif gl Fw
khd Fzf mikj kzkf xU kzkfDF
mikagL lh mJ thifJizah myJ
thif bjhiyah vgij Kj fogh
ftf ntL. ntoifahf bt UJ ngRw
tfis cikaahk iyaahk J bghW
gw Kiw ghku kf Phdkw jikia jf
SF Mjhukh itJ bfhL f_ojdkh Fw
brhy fU bfhL kidUf kWkz bra
yhkh vW ah ntL khdhY nglyh.

maL Mik!

68

mjhtJ kidUf kWkz brJ bfhtJ

muk, mnahajd vgjhf brh lyh.
Mdh mjgo brJ bfhlJ jgh, myJ j
go brhdJ jgh vgij gFjit bfhlh
tJ mEgtjikia bfhlhtJ jgo
ngRnwhkh, idnwhkh - a eh
untnwhkh vW idJ ghjh fLfs
milatDF xUfhyK cik sfhk
nghfhJ vW cWah brhYnth.
filahf xW brhYnwh. xU kj xU
a jdF Zliy vnwh myJ Zlkh
Uwbjnwh d fha bra jdF cik
Uf ntLbknwh cik UfTlhJ vnwh
fUJtjF mUfij cilatjhdh myJ kwtfsh
vgJ kh af Kothd muha
F tu mtdtDF cik iyah vgij
ftf ntoaJ cikahd Ljiy Rju
nfhUw tf flikkhF.
f, thjtnyna m, fhjY yhj
myJ jdF Vglhj xU l kj vgo
thtJ? kfSila mF, fhjYF, gF,
UF jh xU bgQF xU MQ, xU MQF
xU bgQ nrJ kz (thif xgj) brJ
bfhtjh? myJ kz brJ bfhljfhf vW
mig, fhjiy, gij, Uia ahf
brtjh? vgij tRghtKila xbthU tiu
nahJ ghFgo ntLnwh. cy cs
_lgHftHff, mjkw fLghLf fZlgL bfhoUF kfis mt UJ
LgJ vgJ Rygkhd fhakythdhY mj
fLghLfis, fZlfis xf btnw V
gl jhgd eltoiffisna _l gHf tHf
go FUL eifgo braiy vW Fw
brhdh brhYgtfSF m vgJ VjhtJ
UwjhbtW jh fUj ntoUwJ.

bgah

69

Vbd af ( Rakahij af ) mjfh

fnt VgoUF nghJ mj eltoiff ntW
vgo Uf Ko. Mifah j F mDgt
F, kj Rju F, gF, UF
nuhjkhd bfhiff vjfhf fhghwgl ntL
vD afis mgf eLiy UJ ne
t J gh ghfshf.
f, Rakahij afij nrjtfSF
shfnt kWkz a cs mia g
rW ftngh.
Rakahij af fahz uJ vgJ xU
l khF. mjgona brfgL kfheho xU
khd iw ntwgL <nuhL kfheho mjfhf
xU rl bra ntL bkW khfgoU
wJ. Mfnt kz brJ bfhl kzkf mj
gona fzt kidianah, kid, fztidnah
fahz gjUJ l myJ bfhs
cik x bfhsglhlJ. jgo x
bfhsgl bfhif mK bfhL tu rl
rgjkhd ilW ahUfhtJ vj kjfhtJ
UFkhdh mjfhf rlij njJ fZl
gL bfhoUgjh? myJ rlfis ft
fhk aha vW njhago elJ bfhStjh?
vgij ftJ ghjh mtfsJ mF
J lUfhJ vnw fUJnwh.
cjhuzkhf Rakahij bfhifgo bra
gL UkzfY y rlgo bry Tlhjit
fshfUjhYU fyh. mjhtJ:kzkf UtU ntW ntW #hf vW
brhygL fy kzfS, _l gHf tHffS
mjkwJ mtakwJkhd rlFf braglhj
y UkzfS brYgoawjhfthdhY Mfyh
vW rl tytf brhY tjhf nfgL
nwh. mgoUjhY bfhifUF mthit
cnjJ rlij ftahkY, mjdh Vgl
maL Mik!

70

Toa gyfis ya brahkY, vyhtF

JJ gy kz brJ bfhStij eh gh
nwh. Mfnt kWkz a Kj kidia
rlgo fahz uJ bra Koahk nghljh
fahz uJ brahk kWkz elj glJ vW
brhygLtij l kh Ukzf Rakahij
fhufSF bfhif rnfh aha rnfh Ugjhf
ekF njhwiy.
ju, Kj kid kzkfDl xwhf thJ
bfhL UFnghJ Tl kWkz brJ bfhs
gLtij Rakahij bfhif MjwJ vg
ij g rW ftngh.
kf m fhjY xU fLghLF
cgL mJ d jkhf dhnuhL khujh
Uf ntL vgjhf gf vj ahaK
Ugjhf ekF njhwiy. Vbd fhj vgJ
tRghtkhdJ. mij Vnjh xU gj fhf jLJ
itgJ vgJ xU tifahd moikjdnk ahF.
m, fhj Maitf VgLtJ tDF aif
Rght vW mJ RjuKilajh cikila
jh Uf ntLbkW mij xU lyhtJ xU
msyhtJ fLgLJtJ vgJ t RghtF
aif jJtF dbjW x bfhS
w kf m xUtl jh Uf ntL; fhj
xUtljh UfntL vW brhy K tUtJ
KDF Ku vnw brhYnth. Mdh
mEgt cs y rfa mrfafis cnjJ
m fhjY fLghLF mlf ntoajhf
Vglyh vgij eh kWf tuiy. m
xgjfdh fLgl ntoajhf fhj
bgUfh jhdhfnt fLgL l jhf nghdhY
nghfyh. mkh iyikf kh nfnf
liy. Mjyh mgogl fhafis mtu
tf Zlnf L l ntoaJ mtakhF.
Kothf xW brh ij nghJ Konwh.
mjhtJ:bgah

71

khahd nffSbfyh xnuaoah

monahL l yhk nghf ntLkhdh, bghJ
thf bgf iyik khahf ntL. Vbd nk
fl nff nffgL tjF bgJ mthukh
UF fhuzbkyh go brJ lh K
kz brJ bfhl bg fbad MtJ?
vw ftiy bfhnljh nf nffgLwJ.
vbjj fhuzjh UDF bg of
iynah - xJ tuiynah mjj fhuzfsh
bgQF U ofhj nghJ nghJ UDF
UfntLbkW brhygL RjuK rfa K
nghy bgfSF VgL Lkhdh wF j kh
ahd mEjhgK ftiy bfhs ntoa mta
Vgl lnkUfhJ vgJ jh. eik bghUj
tiu MfSF brhd af vyh bgQ
F bghUJbkW, mtfSF Mfis nghynt
Vgl ntLbkW mkhna mtfS elJ
bfhs ntLbkW mbghGJjh bgfSF
cikahd Rju VgljhF vgnjhL cik
ahd Ufukhd gij fhjiy milaKo
bkW fUJnwh.
Fo muR - 12.10.1930

bgf brhJik
j thu bgf brhJik akh xU
k milajf nr ekJ jftYF vo U
wij kbwhU gf fhzyh.
3, 4 thufSF K eh ahtJ tUkh
vD jiy bgf brhJikia g
vGUjJ thrff ftUf TL. mjF
mDTykhf thu brid x. v..v. fll
elj xU o eltoifahdJ ekF J
eifia kia bfhLwJ. mjhtJ,
bgfSF Mfis nghynt brhJik
bfhLf ntL vgij g U fdthf jf
muhaij f tikah tU ng U
whf. mtf ngUgitf Kakhdit
vitba,
kjUF MQF bgQF vjifa
ahriy vgJ,
Mf mila U Ujf nghynt
bgfSF mf ntL vgJ, Mfis
nghynt bgfSF brhJf mEggbjgJ
rt Rjukh Uf ntL vgJ, ij g

maL Mik!

72

bgah

73

Jtiu ahU vj s braiy vgij

g, fzt mnahadhf UjhY, bfl
ahfhudh UjhY kidf mtid L
y thHyh vW,
go y thjhY U tdhrK
mt brh ghaij Uf ntL vW
jitf kW kz brJ bfhlhY Kj U
brh gF bgw gha Uf ntL bkW
cgahrfuha U. ehuhaz F% mtf ng
Uwh.
m TlF jiyik tj U. o. M. btl
uhk rhah vgt kh mbthnf #duY
brid murhf kh rl bkgU Mth.
tU ah vyh #h kjjfSF
bghJthf xU rl bra ntLbkW ngUg
njhL Uj a Kf xJ tu khlhf
vW gagLtjhf mjfhjhukh rhujh rlij
ga Kf MnBgidia vLJ fhoL,
nkY bgf nghJ Mfis nghynt
vyh tfY Knd Ugjhf FL
L, mtfSF rfy cik bfhLf ntL
vgij kdtkh x bfhLUwh.
vyhtiw l mt ng Ug Fl
jFj xU a vdbtwh Mufzfhd
tUfSF Kdh bgnahf brj VghL
vgjfhf f _ojdkh xiw gw ntL
bkgJ milikahfhJ vgJ j ehff
fhy mjhtJ 20 tJ who UJ bfhL 13
tJ whL fijfis g ng mtiw kf
thifF MjhukhFtJ f gffjfjhF
bkW ngUgJkhF.
ij kw ghgdfS ghgduyhj gHik
UfS ftf ntLkh Unwh.
maL Mik!

74

bgf MfSF moikf my btW

mtfS Mfis nghynt Rjukh Uf jFj
tf vW eh Kj khd brJ bfhnlhnk
ahdh wF nk fl Uj afS kW
xGf rkjkhdbjW fLghLfhf Uf
ntL vW brhygL bfhiff nahaij
f vyh jhdhfnt s L. mj vz
MfSF rahf clhfhjdhnyna bgf
Rju v D af vij vLJ bfhlhY
Mf bgfSF ja brJ ir bfhLgJ
nghynt fUJwhf. cikahd Rju bg
fSF Vgl ntLkhdh th mjhtJ xU bg
Q MQ thif Jizfsh thG thif
UtUF xGfY fLghLfY xnu kh
ahd xGfK fLghL UFgo thifia
mJ rgjkhd mua rlfis U bfh
lhbyha cikahd Rju Vglnt KoahJ.
kf kdY aifnyna bgf gydfshf
MfSila ruBizY U F goahf
gilfgoUwhf vw cz mo nahL
khkhf ntL. mj z MfSF khuk
yhk iwa iy bgfSnf bgJ Kj khw
ntoajhf UwJ.
Vbd mtfis mG moik gLa
bfhLikahd gykhdJ bgf jhf bkayhf
vW, VjhtJ xU M fh Uf ntoatf
bsW jfisna fU bfhSgo brJ lJ.
Mjyh mJ Kj khw ntoaJ mtakhwJ.
Mfnt mtfsJ RjuF brhJik yhj
njhL jf moikz gaK fhuzkhUg
jh thif cs xbthU JiwY mtoik
cz gaK monahL kiwgoahf ghJ
bfhs ntoaJ bgf LjiyF ghLgLt
f Ka flik vgij Phgf gLJnwh.
ju bgfis Mf vts bfhLik
gLUwhf vgjF Mjhukhf rg
bgah

75

eilbgw kbwhU rgtij j rjgnyna

Fl Unwh.
mjhtJ kiyahs ehL e ghgdf
jf tFf Mf FLg _jt ahnuh
mt khunk jf #h mjhtJ e #h
nyna xU bgiz fahz brJ bfhtJ vW
kw Mf ntW #h mjhtJ eha #h cs
bgfis itghofshf itJ bfhs ntL
vW, mjgo itJ bfhtY eha bgf
tY wF FHijfSF m FHijfis
bfhLj e brh gF iy vW xU
bfhif W UJ tUtJl ij eha bg
fS MfS xU bgUikahf fU tUwhf.
jdh e tF bgf mnef 40, 50 tU
tiu Tl fahzyhk ngUF khu
rhFnghJ xU e ghgd Htdh jhfl
brJ LtJ kW jfhfnt xU HtDF 6, 7
kidfis fLtJ tHfkhUJ tUwJ. j
bfhLikia czj e thgf jf r_f
fhLuhojdkhd bfhiffis mf
njh nghJ vtsnth jhuhs nehffSl
bts lhf. itf xwhfjh
e ghgdf mtJ Klhjd
bkW mtiw fH beU nghL bfhSj
ntL vW khd brJ mthnu gy fH
beU bfhS lhf.
gy jiy cs K FLfis vyh iwJ
L uh brJ bfhlhf. nghJ jah
UwtfS fahzK brJ bfhlhf.
j fahz bfhif a eh Kakh
kail a xnwahF. mjhtJ e
bgf 40, 50 tU tiu gy Uyhk UF
bfhLikf xUthW x vgnjahF. e
Mf fahzyhk UfntL vW bg
Mir Ujh eha bgfis itghoahf itJ
bfhsyh vW brJ bfhl fL ghLfis
maL Mik!

76

nghynt e bgfY fahz brJ bfhs

Koahjtf ntW VjhtJ xU tF Mfis rkj
fhudhf ehafdhf itJ bfhsyh vgjhf xU
l brJ bfhoUghfshdh mj tF
bgfSF fZlnk UUfhJ. mgoyhk
jf tF bgfis o fahzyhk milJ
itJ L ntW tF bgfis itghofshf
mDgJ bfhL UgjhdJ f bfhLikahd
fha vnw brhy ntL. j bfhLikia xf
e thgf Kajh mjF il whf eha
fdth untJ mj thgiu gZfhu brtJ
vgJ f khdnflhd fhakhF. Rakahij
mw #h ia nrj bgf vW mj #hia g
e thg rfjh btl RW mif
FlJ f bghUjkhdJ vnw brhYnth.
Mfnt gHik nguh bgfis btF fhykhf
bfhLikgL tj fhaf nghJ O
ObuW m goahf MfhF Kaf mJ
fha eilbgWtij j ublhU tU
fshf jh ghf Kowd. tF VgL v
fis kf vts nftykhf, myakhf fUj
fhy tJ lJ vgij idF nghJ ekF
VgL k msl Koaiy.
j iy rg iAnfho elj xU
mua rkjkhd tH gHik Uahd xU
tUzhuk ghgd mjhtJ U. o. M. uhkrua
vgt y fhf ehisa d nghlTlhJ
vW brhdh mjF fLgLtjh? vW ng
Uwh. ij xU njath fofnt iy.
j U. o. M. uhkrua mtf kiyahs
iy fHo beU nghL bfhSa
e ghgdfis vd brjh vW mj
e ghgdf Tl nghLtJ
KlhjdbkW khj khdij g vd
brjh vW nfnwh.
bgah

77

m a cyf nghF Knghif ft

fhk jfSila Raeyijna ujhdkh bfhL
giHa fjfis uo bfhL fRkhyfis fG
Lbfhnl Ujh mij ah kghf
vgij j Tl Raey MukhdJ mtfis
ma Koahk brJ bfhnl tUwd.
Mfnt bghJ ey nritfhufS kf
uf vgtfS murhf thfij ga
lij khu nghL bfhoUF nahridia
LL r_f thif thf rkjkhd a
Y mtakhd lfis nghl ntoa fhy
tUgij ftf Unwh.

grhu

Fo muR - 26.10.1930
grhu vD thijahdJ mnefkh M
bg nrif rgjgljnf cgnahfgLjgL
tUwJ. mY Kakhf mjhtJ xU bg jdF
fzt vnwh, jid itJ bfhoUwt
vnwh nt bjhU gtshdhY ahuhtJ xU
Ul jfhy rhah jid Fjifah
mDggt vnwh brhygL goahd mj
Fl M kfid ju kbwhUtlnkh, gy
ngflnkh nrif itJ bfhoUgjnf,
fztdhY itfhudhY, FjiffhudhY
kW bghJ #dfshY brhygLw, mjhtJ xU
bga Fw rhLtjF g RkJtjF cgnah
F brhyhF. Mdh, mnj bgiz mj fztndh
itfhundh kbwhUtUF j rkj ng
To Lthdhdh mij mtf grhu vW
brhYtiy. j rf bghJ #dfSF
bjjhY fztidjh mtfS tir T Fw
brhYtnj ju bgiz nrkhf K brhy
gl grhbaw Kiw mnefkhf Fw
brhYtiy. m kh Fw rhLjY tr
F, gF cgnahf gLJjY MfSF
ilahJ. m Mfis grhu vW itw
maL Mik!

78

bgah

79

tHfK il ahJ. mgo brhy gLtjfhf vj

MQ nfhJ bfhS tJ ilahJ.
Mfnt grhu vD thij mEgt
jJtij TJ ftJ ghjh grhu vgJ
bgf moikf vgij fhL xU F
thij vW jh brhy ntLnk baha ntwy.
Vbd grhu njh vgJ grhu brtjh
VgL xGf Fiw vgJ bghGJ tHf
bgfSnf jh cnlbaha MfSF mj
kh ilant ilahJ.
cjhuz ntLkhdh xiw FLnth.
mjhtJ ekJ eho Jtiu grhu brjjfhf
btW bgfis jh g Rk Fw brh
#hia L j itU whfns baha il L JuUwhfns baha - moJ,
cijJ, itJ JggLUwhfns baha y rjgf bfhiyfis Tl brUwh
fns baha, Mfis khahf brUgjhf
eh flnjh nflnjh iy. .
f, y lf grhu MfSF
jbgUikahf ahf TlUwij
ghnwh. y M f mij bgUikah brh
bfhStij nfnwh.
kfS grhkf vW brhdh jh
nfhJ bfhSwhfns ju grhuDila kf
vW brhdh nfhJ bfhSwtf iy.
Mdh vj rka Mf nfhJ bfhS
whfbswh jf kidf itghof,
Fjif jhf grhu brjhf vW brhdh
khu clnd nfhJbfhSwhf. nkY
f mtkhdnkgL ljhf gjUwhf. kW
jf bgfis jfSila rkj ng jf
Ra eyfhf g rhuF l zFwh vnwh
bgiz mlf Koahk Cnk L lh
vnwh brhYw nghJ mfkh nfhJ
maL Mik!

80

bfhSwhf. Mfnt j mEgtfis

bfhL nkny fhoago mjhtJ grhu vW
brhY thij jJt bgf Mf
moikf vW, MfSila nghf ngha
bghU vW, iyF f, thlifF l
Toa tJ vW fUUwhf - vgJ D
bjth sF.
f, mJ mjhtJ grhu vD thijia
tHf V bgfis khu brhy gagLj
glJ? Mfis brhYtjF V mJ gagLj
gl iy? baW ftnghkhdh mUJ
kbwhU cik ygL. mbjdbtwh
grhu vW brhygLtJ Rght cik
FwKs thijahf iy vgnjahF. vJ
nghbywh vgo f vD thijia mJ
gagLJ Kiw ulhdJ vW, bgzoik
bfhs cnjJ VgLajhF bkW brhY
nwhnkh mJ nghynt grhu vD thij mj
unahfK ulhdJ, bgfis moik bfhtj
bfnw VgLjgl bjW fhzgLtnjhL mJ
Kakh aifF nuhjkhd bjW Tl sF.
rhjhuzkhfnt iwa f, grhu vD
thijf Rju K, rkJtK bfhl thif
F J njityhjnjahF.. tRghtfSF
uL thij J bghUjkwnj ahF.
thif xgj gjidF khu njitilajhf
Ufyh. Md nghYTl mit aifF
KuzhdJ vgij ahtU x bfhLjhdhf
ntL. mjF Mjhu vd btwh nkny brhy
glJ nghynt muL thij jJtfis
bgf J khu RkjgL Mf J Rkj
glhkY Mf mtiw VW bfhL fL glh
ik mij g ya brahiknkahF.
kW ntbwhU mjh vd btwh
kf MfSF bgfSF f jtWjY
bgah

81

grhujdK TlhJ vW bghJthf UghyfSF

jhdhf njhwhk UgnjhL gy fJ mjfhf
gy gjidfis Tl VgL kW vtsnth
gafis fho mjdh yuhtJ mojo nuhj,
bfhiy, cl e Kjaitfsh fZlgLtij ne
fhzToa rjgfUJ tsit
kfSF fF nuhjkhf grhuF mDTy
khf cz Mir V clhf ntLbk
gij ftjh mJ jhdhf sF. aifnahL
iaj th vJ vgij aifF khWgl
th vJ btgij vj ehLgW, el gW,
w gW vgyhk eLiyUJ j
mEgtij j kd njha, njhW cz
fis, Mirfis xU cjhuzkhf itJ
bfhL gRjkhd cikia fhQthndahdh
mnghJ f, grhu vD thijf btW
uL vgJ, kwtfis moikahf fLgLj
clhfgl Raey N iwjJ vgJ
jhdhfnt sL. kW grhu vgJ xUtD
ila ghaijF VgL bfhS fL
ghoF khu nuhjnk ju cikahd xGf
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kiyahs eho uL _W Mf xU
bgiz kidahf VgL bfhSw tHf
cL. Mdh mj bg nkfl uL _W
Ufis ju kw Mfl mJ jfSF
kidahUF fhy w Mfl rgj
itJ bfhlh khu jh mij grhukhf
fU y rgtf bfhiyf Tl elwd. kW
y tFf jf djh ju kw djhl
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ekJ ehoY y tFf FLgij nrj
krhlh, bfhG jdh (mjhtJ U rnfhjuf)
khkdh Matf rgj khdJ grhujdkh
bfhsgLtiy. bfhiff e ehL gHFo
kf F bfhl y r_ff gHf tHf
fSl fyJ brthF bgUgij W jhuhs
maL Mik!

82

kh ghfyh. Jngh D gy afS

cL, Mfnt itfisbayh ftJ ghjh
grhu vgJ xU Fl bfhif J bghJthd
xGf Fiw vw j Jt vnghJ gHf
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kj r_fbfW bghJthf y fLghL
fS xGF thifF VgoUf ntL vgij
eh monahL MnBf tuiy. Mdh mit j
gltf mjhtJ Mlh moik Kiw, v#kh T
Kiw, Kjyh fhaj Kiw, nejf Kiw,
Tlhf Kiw, thif Jizf Kiw nghw
jikf bfhl mjhtJ jgl rkjf SF
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nghy bghJ thF bghJ bfhiffsh Uf
TlhJ vgij Phgf itJ bfhs ntL.
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vgd bghJ #df ahUila j RjuJF
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mgoglitfS kwtfSila ahakhd
cikF, RjuF J ghjfKL gzhj
jhfUf ntL. ahakhd vwdhnyna vJ
aha? vgjfhf jkrhu fis njl ntL
vgJ fUjy. kbwgo fL og bjwh xUt
jdF aha vW brhy gLtjhdJ w ahD
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m mF rhaF, mEgtF Vw
jhf mta bfhljhf Uf ntL.
gobfyh yhk btW gjF
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khd afSfhf tYjtf jufhuf
jfSF njhd go bfyh fLghLf brJ
bgah

83

bfhL nghtjhdJ vj gaid juhjnjhL kj

r_fF fZlij clh tUtnjhL, mJ
btW moik jdij, m jilia jh
clhF.
rhjhuzkhf bghJ thif xUt bra
Tlhbj gjhf VghL brUF UL vgjhd xU
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xU kjDF mjhtJ UL bfhLjtDF fZlij
kdtUjij bfhLf ToajhUwJ
vgij eh x bfhSnwh. Vbd ek
brhij xUt Uodh ekF mgojh UF.
Mdh vjdh mj eZlK, rflK VgLw
bjW ghnghkhdh UL bfhLjt UL
nghd brhij jDilaJ vW mJ jdnf brhj
vW vUgjhjh. cy bghUa rkJ
t VgLwtiu UL vD FzkhdJ Fwkhf
jh ghfgL. cyf Ys vyh brhJ cyf
Ys vnyhUF brhj. xbthUtD ghLgL
jh rhl ntL. njitF nk vtD itJ
bfhs TlhJ vgd Kja bfhiff VgL
lh UL nghtJ UL nghdij g
ftiygLtJ jhdhfnt kiwJL. Mdh
nghJ eh ULtJ Fwky. ULtJ jh
Fw. eh bgh brhtJ Fwky. brhtJ jh
Fw. eh grhu brtJ Fwky. brtJjh
Fw vgJ nghwjhd bghJ xGff vgit
fS bghJ fLghLf vgitfS xU ehS
bghJ thF, rkJtF, RjuF J
gaglhJ. W cyf wghf ekJ eho UJ
tU xGf, fLghL, jk Kjaitf vyh
bgJ aifF vuhf moikjdF Mju
thf, jgltf Raeynfw Nahf
braglitfshfntUwd.
filahf kj tRght vdbtwh
cz a braY MirnkahF. cz
fhuzkh g, iu z _W Kakhd
maL Mik!

84

aikahj aif mDgtkh fhnwh.

af fhuzkh gnra fS mjhtJ
ru, th, f, _F, fhJ Maitf brafis
Kakhd aikahj aif mDgtkh
fhnwh.
Mfnt bghJ cz a braY
kjDF Miria clh bfhnlUwJ.
Mir fhuzkh vij MirgLtJ mJ
mndfkh msflfhk nkY nkY ngh
bfhoUgJ Rghtkhfnt Uwij gh
nwh. Mfnt cz a braY Mir kj
dh rhkha fLgLj Toajy. ahuhyhtJ
fLgLjgL lJ vwh mgogltiu
g eh F ngr tuiy. eh brhYtJ mtU
F rgjgljy. ( mtf gy yrF xUt
Ughfnsh vdnkh) mjgoyhj rhjhuz
kj t czia a braiy Miria
fLgLJ goahdjhf bfhiffis xGf
fis fLghLfis VgLdh mJ bryhth
ahFkh? bryhthahtjhUjhY mjF vd
mta vgd nghwitfis ftf ntlhkh
btW jh nfnwh. bgh brhy TlhJ vW
thah brh Lnwh. bgh brhYtij
xGfFiw btW brh Lnwh. Mdh bjh
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wUF fZlij, eZlij bfhLJ tU t
fis ahghfis kj r_f vj
VW bfhoUnwh. mbjh
rghj brtij bfhL bgUikia bfhL m
kfis bfsutkhf knwh. Mdh mJ
nghynt elF kbwhU bjhfhuiu cjhuzkhf
njtjhf nghwhfis thf fUJnwh.
bghJthf 3 ngfshY kj r_ffSF
bfL eZlK UJ Utiu VW bfhL
xUtiu jStjhdJ nftyK N RaeyKnk
ayhk ahaUgjhf brhyKokhbtW
bgah

85

nfnwh. vj bjhyhdhY kwtfSF

bfLia bfhLF bjh vJthdhY mJ yh
kny cyf elF goahfjh ghf ntL.
gogl a khu ntLkhdh
aifia kh fLghLfis VgLJtJ mta
khfyh. mgoyhk xUtUF xUj vgjhf
khWtJ gaglhjjhfnt Ko. vdnt nghJ
eilKiwUF grhubkgJ mj jJtK
bgfis moik gLJtjfhf bgf moikf
vD fU J VgLj glitf MjyhY
mJ MfSF J rgjyhkUgjhY
mJ x bfhs Koahjjh fhzgLtnjhL
bgf Rju bgf Ljiy vgitfSfhf
eilbgW fhaf grhu vD fha tJ
KLfil nghLkhdh mij ijakh vL
bjJ L Kndh bry ntoaJ cik
ahd ciHghf flikahFbkgij FL
L nghijF xUthW Konwh.
Fo muR - 26.10.1930

fhj
m, Mir, e vgt bghUisju ntW
xU bghUis bfhlbjW brhYgoahd fhj
vD xU jjik M bg rkj iy
vgij tfnt ahr vGjgLtjhF. Vbd
cyf fhj vgjhf xU thijia brh
mjD Vnjh ukhjkhd jik xW jikahf
Ugjhf fJ kfSF F mehtakh
M bg TL thif gaid kaf brJ
fhjYfhf vW gyhk, U yhk
bjhiygLjgL tugLwij xf ntLbk
gjfhfntahF.
Mdh fhj vwh vd? mjFs r vd?
mJ vgo clhwJ? mJ vJtiu UwJ?
mJ vj vj rka clhtJ? mJ vbtnghJ
kiwJ LwJ? mgo kiwJ ngh LtjF
fhuz vd? vgit nghw afis ftJ
MJ nahJghjh fhj vg rjw
jik, bghUsw jik, cikaw jik,
akw jik mij ukhjgLJt mrL
jdK Maitf v sL.

maL Mik!

86

bgah

87

Mdh mjgo nahgjF Kng j fhj

vw thijahdJ nghJ vj mj
unahfgLwJ? cyf tH mJ vgo ga
gLjgL tUwJ? tF vd Mjhu?
vgitfis bjJ xU Ko fobfhs
ntoaJ mtakhF.
iwa d fhjiy g ngRwtf. fhj
vgJ m my, Mir my, fhk my, m ner
Mir fhk, nkhf vgit ntW, fhj ntW el
ntW vW mJ xU MQF bgQF jfS
F nenu tJ brhy Koahj xU j fha
fhf VgLtjhF. mJ UtUF aifah
clhf ToajhF. mfhjYF izahdJ cyf
ntW xWnkiy vW,
mJ xU MQF xU bglK xU bgQF
xU MlK khujh Uf Ko; mjgo
xUtl xUtUFkhf UtUF xUfhy fhj
VgL lh wF vj fhuz bfhL vj
fhyY mj fhj khwnt khwhJ vW wF
ntW xUt lK mj fhj VglhJ.
mj go mj bgQnfh, MQnfh
ntW xUtl VgLlh mJ fhjyhUf
KoahJ. mij grhu vW jh brhyntLnk
baha mJ xUfhY fhjyh fhJ vW,
xU l cik fhj VgLlh wF
ahlK fhknkh ufnkh nkhfnkh vbwyh
VglhJ vW brhygL wJ.
nkY j fhj fhuzdhnyna xU U
xnu kidlD, xU kid xnu UDlD
khu Uf ntoaJ vW fJ mjgo
flhagL tugL wJ.
Mdh jgo brhYwtfis vyh cyf
mD nghfK kf mDgtPhdK yhjtf
vnwh, myJ aifia, cikia mahj
maL Mik!

88

tf vnwh myJ cikia mJ ntW Vnjh

xU fhafhf nto ntLbknwh kiww
tf vnwhjh fUjnto UwJ.
m j kh afis g eh
brhY kbwhU abkdbtwh xU M
myJ xU bg m, Mir, fhj, fhk, e,
ner, nkhf, uf Kjyhaitfisg kbwhU
bgnzh Mnzh kw _whktf ahuh tnjh
ngRtjnfh zgjnfh g gjnfh JTl
cikna ilahJ vW brhYnwh.
D wJ btgilah ijakh kj
aifia, Rjuij, Rghtij mDgtij
bfhL ngRtjhdh it vyh xU kj
jdF Zlkhd xU Xl rhLtJnghy,
jdFoj gyfhufil gyfhu thFtJ
nghy, rhkh filf rhkh thFtJ nghy
mtdtDila j Zlij kndhghtij
Uia khunk nrjbjW tW
kwtf untgJ mf urjdK mdhta
kh Mf brYJtJkhFbkW brhy ntL.
go brhygLtJ Tl ts bgUik
ia m ia myfhuij bfhLJ ngrgl
fhj vgij K Flgo mJ vd? mJ vgo
clhwJ? vgij nahJghjh ahtUF
r vW sL. fhj vw thij jHh?
tlbkhah vgJ xU wUjhY j bkhahfnt
itJbfhlhY mjF M bg TL Jiw
m, Mir, Mt, e, ner, uf vgitfis ju
ntWbghUf vF vY fhzgliy. m
ntW jkhd unahfK ekF bjgliy.
m mfuh ghjhY nkfl
bghUisju tlbkh _yij mDrJ fhj
vgjF bfhiy, bfhy, btLj, Kj vw
bghUfjh TwgoUwd. kwgo j j
bkh ghjhY M bg nrif-TL
bgah

89

Kjyhait rkjkhd afSF, m, Mir,

e, ner vgitfis ju ntW j bkh
ekF fhzgliy. itfSl fhj vgij
nrJ bfhlhY fUJf isna jh kh
kh xWF kbwhwhf TwgLwnj ju
fhjYbfW ntW bghUiy.
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mUj brhYwtf mij vUJ vj
unahfUJ fLojhf vgJ ekF
sfiy.
f gogl fhjyhdJ xU MQnfh,
bgQnfh vgo clhwJ? J jhdhfnt
clhwjh? myJ _whtJ kjDila
untrij bfhL clhwjh? xU rka jhdh
fnt clhtjhUjh vj rjg, vj Mjhu
J vgitfis ftjh bg Miznah, M
bgiznah jhnd ne ghjhY, myJ jh
_whtJ kjfsh nfgLtjhY, cUt
ijnah, eltoifianah, nahaijianah ntW
t ghf nff neLtjhYnkjh clhf
TLnk ju itf myhk ntW tahf vW
Ryg brhl KoahJ.
j goTl xU MQF xU bgl
fhj VgL mj bgQF mj Ml fhj
Vglhk nghdhY nghfyh. jgona xU bg
QF xU Ml fhj VgL mj MQF mj
bgl fhj Vglhk nghdhY nghfyh.
vgo xU kj xU tJit ghj khu,
nfl khu bjj khu mj tJ jdF
Ufyh - ntLbkgjhf MirgLwhndh,
Mt bfh whndh mJnghjh j fhj vgJ
VgLtjhUwnj ju ntW vj tyhtJ
VgLwjh vgJ ekF y gliy.
vgogl fhjY xU Ra yaij mjhtJ
jdJ Zlij - Uia nfhujh VgLwnj
maL Mik!

90

ju ntiy vgJ fhjyf vgtf kndh

ghtij ftjh sfh k nghfhJ.
mjhtJ mHif bfhnlh, gUtij
bfhnlh, mit bfhnlh, Mia bfhnlh,
fia bfhnlh, rjij bfhnlh, rhaiy
bfhnlh, bgnwh bgUikia bfhnlh, jdJ
nghfnghaF gagLtijbfhnlh, myJ
kW Vnjh xU Uia myJ jdF njit ahd
xU fhaijnah, Fzijnah bfhnl jh ahU
vj bg lK, MlK fhj bfhsKo.
mgogl mj fhafbsyh xUt fhj
bfhSnghJ t mjJ cikahf Uf
yh myJ mF Ugjhf mt id J fhj
bfhL UjhY Ufyh myJ nt-khu
fhl gljhf UjhY Ufyh.
cjhuzkhf xU ejtd xU bg cyhrkh
cyhJtij xU M ghwh. ghjl mj
bgQ ghwh. uL ngUF aifah
Mir clhlJ. wF ah vW tf ahnuh
xUt nfwhf. bg jid xU mur Fkh
vW brhYwh. clnd M fhj bfhL
Lwh. tid ah vW mt nfwh. t
jh xU nrtfDila kf vW brhYwh. clnd
mtSF mfgL, btWnggL nghlJ.
J rhjhuzkh fG f. F Vgl fhj
vij cnjjJ?
f, mt jid nrtf kf vW brhyhk
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lh mtSF mf fhj VgL kW b#k
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my vW, nrtf kf vW mjh vW itJ
bfhnth. j iy mj fhj mgona
UFkh? myJ UjhfntLkh vgij nahJ
ghjh fhj VgL jik, kWF jik
sF. jgonf xU bgiz nehayhjt
bgah

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vW fU xUt fhj bfhl nehilat vW

bjjJ myJ kwtDila kid vW bjjJ
myJ xU jh vW bjjJ myJ jid nkhr
brJ jl cs bghUis mgff tjt vW
bjjJ. Jnghynt dK jh Kj idj
jF myJ jdJ eikF, UF, ZlF
nuhjkhnah jh vghfhj bflfhaF
mDTykhfnth VgLlh mj fhj ga
gLkh? mij vtsjh fonghlhY mJ Uf
Kokh? vgitfis nahjh cik fhj
iyaw jik sfhk nghfhJ.
f cik fhj vgJ xUtiu xUt
ghjl clhFkh? myJ bfhr ehshtJ gHa
l clhFkh? ghjJ Vgl fhj cathdjh?
myJ J eh gHa VgL fhj cathdjh?
ruijTl rah bjJ bfhsh k u UJ
ghgjhnyna VgL fhj eyjh? myJ ru
iy Kjaitf bjJ U milj fhj eyjh?
vgitfis ftFnghJ ru khWghlhY,
bghUjikahY V vgogl cik
fhjY khwKoahJ? vgjF vd il gfu Ko?
myJ cikahfnt xUj xU l fhj
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fhj bfhLljh fUj nejh mJ bghah
fnth, bkahfnth UjhY j kdJF rnjf
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jh cikfhjyh? myJ j kd rnjfglh
mU miljh l Toa fhj Fwkhd
fhjyh? vgjF vd kWbkh gfuKo.
fhj bfhSnghJ fhjyf iyik, kd
ghik, gFt, ya Maitf xU khahf
Ufyh. wF bfhrfhy fj aifahfnt
gFt iyik ya khwyh. j kh rjg
fY fhjYfhf xUtUbfhUt LbfhLJ
bfhL rjh m Jg mGj ntoaJ

maL Mik!

92

jhdh vW ghjh mnghJ fhjYF tYyhj

ij mJ gaglhjij fhzyh.
xU #ij fhjyf mUtU Phfsh
Jufsh lhfshdh j rjg xUtiu
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nuhjkhdh mgogl fhj gagLkh? nuhj
iyahdh xUt Phah Juah ljh
kwtiu L J bfhStJ fhjYF nuhj
khFkh? vgJ ftjh fhj nahaij sfh
k nghfhJ. bghJthf kj t xiw ghJ
idJ MirgL tJ xl gyl m
itgJ ner fhLtJ aifnaahF.
mJnghynt kjDF jhdhfnt vY u
tUtJ, btWbfhtJ, tJ aifnaahF.
bgydkh UFnghJ VkhJ LtJ cW
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mDgt PhdyhjnghJ fLgLLtJ mDgt
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ayth?.
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rka jdF jh bjh ofhk j thg
lnk ujukhUJ fhyij ffyh vW fU
Ltij ghnwh. Mfnt j jh bfhlJ
fhjyh myJ thifF xU brsfakhd tah
ij thg mahk nerij tsJbfhnl
tjh J xj fhjyh Lkh? gobayh gh
jh fhj vgJ Mir, fhk, ner, nkhf, e
vgitfisl JTl wjJ mybtgJ s
L. mjF Vnjnjh fgidfis fJ M bg
fSF F ljh M bgfS jhf
cikahd fhjyf vW fhobfhs ntL
bkW fU, vgo gth vwh go go
vyhUgh vW brhygljh mndf jfis
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93

gthf vW w brhyntLbkW fU
R nghLtJ, gil ehk nghLtJ , rjh nfhY
F nghtJ, ghLf gho mGtJ th tt vW
brhbfhoUgJkhd fhafis brJ g
khfshf fhobfhSwhfnsh mJnghY,
vgo FHijf FtJ ngh nt nghL f
fis _obfhoUjh bgatf FHijf
fij gnrhgjfhf dh fh MLnk
vW brhdh mj FHij jid Ftjhf
idfntLbkW fU fhiy J MLnkh
mJnghY, vgo bgf go go UgJjh
f vwh bgf mJnghbyyh elgJ ngh
elgjh fho jfis fstf vW fho
bfhSwhfnsh mJnghY cikahd fhj
fshdh go Ughfns vW brhlh
myJ mjF yfz fJ lh mJnghynt
elJ fhjyf vgtfS jf fhjiy fho
bfhSwhf. jfhfnt mtf yhj ntij
bayh nghLwhf. mij tgJ vwh f
bgUL.

Mdh m, Mir, e kW vJthdhY

kd gF, UFnkbaha kdF
U, gK yhk m, Mir, e
Ugjh fhLtjfhf my vgij vLJ fhL
tjfhfnt ij vGJnwh. J V vGjnto
ajhW vwh kwtf UY, rnjhY
EiHJ bfhL bjhlbfyh J fhjyy
mJ fhjYF nuhj mJ fhk ir J Uf
ir vgJ nghw mf urjdkhd thij
fis xUj bghWyhjtf vyh TWtjh
mgogltf Tiw TW fhjiy rW
ghJlyh vnw ijg vGjyhndh.
.....................vPhW
fhjyUt fUJ xJ cW
Mju glnj g.
guid idJ _W lnj ngg.,
rnwD VWkhwhUghns ahkh
Twhk rahr bfhS. (xsit thF)

Fo muR - 18.01.1931

Mfnt Mirial, mig l, eigl fhj

vgjhf ntW xW iy vW, mt, Mir, e
Maitf Tl kfSF m~izbghUf l
Y kw caiz bghUflY VgLtJ
ngh jhnd xa ntiybaW mJ xUtU
bfhUt mJ bfhtUJ, eltoif UJ,
nahaij UJ, kdghik UJ, njit
UJ, Mir UJ clhtbjW mt
eltoif nahaij kdghik njit
Mir khwToa bjW mgo khW nghJ m
e khwntoaJ jh vW, khw ToaJjh
vW eh fUJnwh. Mfnt UJ eh ah
lK m, Mir, e bghUshf bfhl fhj
Tlhbjnwh mgogliy vnwh brhy
tuiy.

maL Mik!

94

bgah

95

yhk fZlgLbfhL Jf MJ lgJ

eh mDgJ, ghJ tUtJkhd rgt fshF.
y FHijfis bfhl a FLgfSF, mf
khd is Fofis bfhl bga FLg
fSF cs ahrfis, eh csif bef
ngh mnwh. KjyhtJ, isfis mfkhf
bgwbgw, bgnwhf Rfnghff jhdhfnt
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jdJ rF nkgl kfis cilajhf Mlh
mJ rjh fhyK grdhY, nehdhY Jg
gLbfhL Uf ntoa njhL, mJ j mHif,
Knghif HJ Rakahijia HJ jaf
ntoajh LwJ.

fgjil
FHijf bgWtij Fiwf mta
xU njrJ #df nuf MnuhaK, Zo,
gyK, uK, Rakahij, mKstfshf
Uf ntLkhdh, mtf FHij gUt Kj
bfhnl jf bgnwhfsh ewh nghf
gL, f ffgL, rhuyhk kd cyhr
khftsfglntL. mj bgnwhfsh
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jf rF jFF nghJkhd msnt FHij
fis bgWtnjhL W bfhsntL. mgo
yhk, rF, msF bgnwhf mf
khf FHijfis bgWtjh bgnwhf fZl
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brsfa kwtfSkh, mtfis bfhlnjrK
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ntoatfsh Lwhf.
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kh, bgUghik nahf bjhyhk, thtjnf
tifyhk nkY nkY isfis bgW
bfhL, mitfis fhghw, gof r
maL Mik!

96

j cikia mahkny Jtiu mndf r_f

Ujfhuf vgtfS, bghUshjhu Uj
fhufbsgt fS jf eho-kf r_f
KnghF, bghUshjhu KnghF, ntW
vjidnah Jiwf cHW fZlgL gadil
ahk r J filahf, xU ehLkfis kbwhU
ehL kf btWf ntoatfsh lhf. rjh
fhyK w nj Fw brhy ntoatfshfkh
lhf. ewh thGgtf J bghwhikgl
ntoatfshf, kwtfis go nghlh
jh jh thHyh vW idf ntoatfshf
Mlhf.
MdhY, rg fhy y zf a
fis eLiyikUJ Muh brJ ghJ, j
bfhLikahd iyikF cikahd fhuzfis
fL oUwhf.
m~bjdbtwh, Kj Fljhd mjhtJ
#df mfkhf isfis bgW, #d r_fij
mf gL lTlhJ vgnjahF.
Mfnt, j KothdJ nghJ nkeho
mthf gyuhY, kW bghJ ey nritfhuf
gyuhY, ita zf, bghUshjhu zf
bgah

97

gyuhY xbfhsgL, Jiw f w,

nkY nkY Muh brJ f Knghfhd
khffis fLoUwhf.
m, j jJtij mnef mPf, jf
thiff mKYF bfhL tJ bfhL
Uwhf. mjhtJ nk ehlhf gojtf
vW brhygL Tl jhfnyna, mnef fg
jfhk Ufjf gy cghafis ifahL tU
whf. jfhf gy rhjdfis fL oJ,
bghJ #dfSF mJ, y rhjdfis nah
J tUwhf. Mdh, rhjhuz ViH #dfS,
ghku #dfS j cikjikia czunth,
ga mila Koahknyh UJ tUwhf. cik
nyna, kh mfkhd isfis bgwhk fUjf lhk - Uf ftiy vLJbfhs
ntoatf f ViH kfnsahthf. Mdh,
tfnsh khahd, mjhtJ fUjfhk Ug
jfhd fhafisg ngRtJ Tl ehff nuhj
khd ng brW fUJwhf. myhj bghJ #d
fS, kj aY, fl aY f _ojd
khd _l gstfS, ij kjnuhjkhd
bjW, ghtfukhdbjW, fl nfhgF
yfhd fhabkW ng, j jJtfis vJ
tUtjh ViH kfS, ghku kfS go xU khf
UwJ vW maTl brsfayhk ngh
lJ. Mdh, nk eho, lhl kh nlh
vw xU My bg xUt, ijakhf KtJ
vj gF, vurhuF mrhk,
aij, fgjilia, urhu bra Jj
gadh, nghJ a, nk eho vF
rhjhuzkhdJ, rf# khdJkhd akh ng
bfhsgLgoahf MlJ. mJkhukyhk,
nk ehLf gy lf isngiw jLFgo
ahd trf rkjkhf, gy ita rhiyf VgLj
gL Uwd. fUjfhk UfntLbkw
Mir cilatfSF m khffis fWbfhL
gJl, mjF ntoa rhjdfis, ifahS
maL Mik!

98

Kiwfis nghwh f. kUJ ahghufil

Kjaitf, fgjilF mDTy khd kUJ
fS, rhjd fUfS gid bra VghLf
brUwhf.
itf ita zfshY, r_f Uj
Muh fhufshY xbfhsgL ljh
ij rl nuhj bkW ahU brhy Jaiy.
J vjY rl nuhjkhd fhaKky vgij
ahtU czuntL. Vbd, rl nuhjkhd fha
bkgbjyh maDF, jdF Jgij
eZlij bfhLf Toa fhafis jh brhy
yh. jdh ahUF vj eZlnkh, fZlnkh,
mUnah VgLtjiy.
m, j fgjil Kiw vgJ fg
Vglhk jLgjF canj xa, fg Vgl wF
mjid fiygjfhf Vgljy. mjF j
Kiwf gaglkhlhJ. m, fg Vgl
wF fiugJ vgJ jh ru r F, y rka
f cUFnk Mgij isf ToajhU gjh
foghf mj Kiwia ahU ifahs TlhJ vgnj
ekjuha.
fgij fiyF Kiw vJthdhY mJ
foghf fgl ntoanjahF. njr bghJ
eikia, r_f eikia khunk cnjJ,
mPf fgjilia fL ofiy kW
vbdd fhafSF fgjil mtabkgij
rW sFnth.
bgzhdt l rahyhkY, fhahyh
lD, rahd mik bghUa rukhyhkY
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jhf UF.
cjhuzkhf, BanuhfjhY u ahahY,
beR JoJodhY ofgoUw bgfS,
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99

is bgW Jthu mfkhf WJ UF

bgfS fg jgJ f MgJF, fZlF
cshd bfLahF.
bjhJah, nkfrgjkhd ah, fhif
t, iga, nfd Kja ahstf fg
jgJ gad wJ thif f fZlij
bfhLfToaJkh L.
urtdh ru bk, gyFiw VgLw
Rght ruKilatf, kWgo, kWgo fg
khdh, ru f gydkilJL. xU xU
FHijiabgW, mJ ewhf gh FoJ tstjF
KdhY, Kj fgkh is bgw gyd
FtjF K fgkh lh, Kj FHijF
brsfayhk nghtnjhL kW FHijia bgWt
jF ngha ryhk nghL.
bgQ MQ jFj taJ miltjFK
mjhtJ bgf 22 taJF KD, Uf 25
taJF KD, rgfshUF nghJ bgf
fg jJ lh, mj FHijf f sik
gUt fhgh cWaw ru fLilajh L.
FLgF ngha tUgo yhj iy, bgf
isfis bgWlh FLgF juK,
fZlK mfkh thif Ukwjh L.
m, M, bg UJ rhahdl bg
fgkh lh, bfhrfhykhtJ jgf aif
g. fy g miltjF rhtfhryhk ngh
L.
ts af, bgf fgkhtJ
mrghj khUgJl, bgf RjuthF
j fgkhdJ bga ilwhUwJ. vd
bt, bgfSF fUgij clhFw bghW
khu Miz nrjjhUwnj ju, kwgo,
fUgkhd Kj is bgW tiu, mj
bghW KGtJ, is bgW nghJ mil urt
maL Mik!

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ntjid , mjdh clhF MgJfS bgfns

milwhf. isia bgw , jhahdt
jh jdJ ujij ghyh, FHijfSF Co
tswh.
FHijF tU ahfSF jhnd gaUf
ntoatshwh. mij RkJ, nghF ntiy
KGtJ jhna bra ntoatshwh.
bgzhdt xW, uL isfis bgw
lndna rfyjRfnghffY uilatsh
lntoatshwh.
FHij bgw clnd FHij nghidia,
tsia cnjJ jdJ RjuijL,
UDF, FLgF moikahl ntoatsh
wh. U jdF Zlkhd bgiz kzJ
bfhtjF bg#h xU Uidju ntW Uid
vj fhuz bfhL kzJ bfhs KoahjjF,
FHijfis bgWtnj bgUj jil ahUwJ.
isfis bgWtjhnyna bgfS F Rju,
khd, m vyhtiw Ll neLwJ.
jsthtJ Rnairs bgzh sFtijl,
isfis bgW moikahd aukhfnt Uf
ntoajh UwJ. Jtiu T tjitfshY, gy
fhuzfshY bgf fg jilia mDrf
ntoaJ Kakhd fhakhF vW brhYnwh.
Mfnt, j jiyaf fgjil mta
ij g xUthW sndh. mLj ahr mj
cghaf vd vgij g zf vgtf
muhaij vLJ sf vnsh.
Fo muR - 01.03.1931

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Miria cilatf vWjh brhy ntL.

Mfnt j eik ik vgJ vgo UjhY, xU
kjDF cs Rju xU kDF Uf
ntoaJ vw Kiw ghFnghJ ekJ U
f uL bglhofSl thGtJ nghynt ekJ
bgf uL UfSl thGt Fwiy
vgnj ekjuha vgnjhL, m Kiwia Zlg
Lgtf ifahSt vjjil Uf TlhJ
vgJ ekjuhakhF.

xU bgQF gy Uf
ah xU UDF gy bg#hf UJ
tUtJ rhjhuzkhf, mtHf r_f x
bfhsgljhf, kjJlD kjrgjkhd
flf, kjhrhah KjatfSFS UJ
tUtjhf xbfhsgL tUwJ. Mdh
xUj Ujfhuf vgtf khu, mJ
btisfhu njrij, mtfsJ ehffij ga
tf vw Kiw y xU UDF xWF
nkgl bgf TlhJ vW brhYthf. mjF
fhuz brhy bjahJ. uL bglhof
fod kjhrhahiu tzFthf. uL bg
lhof fod rhia FLthf. mjF,
nfh fo, uL bglhofis itJ Fgh
nf brJ, ir crtK brthf. jhfS gy
bgfl rhtfhrK brUghf. jf fhj
fshf ga gL tUthf. Mdh th khu
uL bglho fis fobfhtJ Uj
F bfhifF nuhj vghf. Mfnt Tl
jh Uj vgjF mUj bjahjtfS, m
bghW, ftiy yhjtfS Mdtf vW
brhy glntoanjhL, btisfhu ehffij
jhfS thdh ngRt _y jfis ehff
fhu vW wah brhy ntL vw
maL Mik!

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U bgrhahf thGtJ vgJ, U

bg rh vgtfSila jj brhj Zlij
bghWjnj ju, m Mf brYj ntW ahUF
cik iy vgnj ma ekJ muha
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vGjgoUgJ xUwUjhY, kiyahs unjr
tHf W uaB UJ tUtij
fhzyh. mjhtJ, xU o 2, 3 Uf Ujh
mtf 2, 3 ngUF xU bgizna kidahf
bfhL thif el tugLwJ. J ju ah
tlH cs ngJ vw eho W
bgkf mtHf jhuhskh UJ tUwJ.
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tUwhf. jdh J ril rru
rnjhkhfnt thJ tUwhf. go Uw
j #dfl f ey FzfS ehiza fS
UJ tUwjh. ij ngJF uL jlit
uahz brJ nenyna brW ghJ Ltj xU
uR khjha Uk yh vw xU mikah
ij g ajkhf vGJwh. (j gu 9-9-31-nj
etr fhzyh.) Mfnt, ekJ kfSF thif
Kiwnah, U jnkh, Knghnfh vgitfisg
Rju cznah-Rju muhabkgnjh mnef
UF iybaWjh brhy ntL. vjgHf
tHf Uj vwhY eehL-e kj-e #h-e
tF Maitf vd UwJ? vgo elJ
tUwJ? vw ms jh mtut ia
brYj mUfij cstfshUwhfns ju,
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cyf kw ghff vgo UjJ? vgoU

wJ? vgitfis g ftgnjh, myJ
af jik vd? j fhuzbkd? ekJ
mF vgo gLwJ? goUjh vd?
vgJ nghw Rju mnth, Muhnah ilant
ilahJ vW jh brhyntoUwJ. j
fhuznk jh cyf KnghF, RjuK, Ljiy
a ehoF khu jilgoUwJ vW
brhy nto UwJ.
Mfnt, vj fhaij MuhJ ghJ mDgt
Fz njh fL, kd Rjuij kWfhk,
mlfhk, Rnairah elf ntoaJ jh kj
jk vW, mjgo cyfnk RnairahUf
brsfa UgJjh kj r_fLjiy vW
brhYnwh.
Fo muR - 13.09.1931

grhu xkh?
grhu vgjF rhuf TwgL
bghU gytifahF. bghJthf bghGJ bghU
th bfhL Mltf iria
brtijna bjhyhf bfhL td gQtijna
grhu vW cyf kf vnyhuhY x bfhs
goUwJ. bghU bgwhk g Mirl
fltfisbayh fhjF Mf brif
ia bgf brifia grhu vnw
Twyh
jifa grhudh njr clh tU
ikf vzwit. nff rfhj bfhL fS,
ghf bghWfhj bgUnehfS grhudh
clhwd. grhu <LgoUF MfS,
bgfS nehthgL tUJtnjhL kLkyhk
mtfSF wF isfS nehF Msh #d r_f
ijna aila br fhshfshf U wd.
D grhudhnyna bfhiy, fs Kja
brafS FgLwd. Mjyh bfhoa
grhuij xf cyfbkF Ka eilbgW
tUwJ; mPf vnyhU bfhLikia g
ng tUwd.

maL Mik!

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bgah

105

#dr_fij mJ bfhY Gf grhuij

nghw ntbwhU bfhoa G iybanw brhyyh.
gil fhy bjhL tH tU mndf a af
grhuK xwhF.
gHj f iy kf, bghJ kf,
tiu kf vD bgaf tHfgLwd.
tfSila bjh grhunkahF. grhu
vgJ rhuf _y Fwkhf fUjglhY,
#d r_f mJ jhuhskhf eilbgnw tU wJ.
xU Mlt, kzJ bfhl kidnahL Tl fhj
H vD bgaUl iyahf ntbwhU bgnzhL
nr UgJ y rkaf J nghjhk fif
a yfSF brW tUtJ tHfkhfUjjhf
j fsh ma lwJ.
J myhk, nfhf Ml ghlfis
brJ bfhL, rhiana fahz brJ bfhs
glJ vD mj bghL fo bfhL,
njtuoah vd bga L thG TldU,
grhuF fhuzkhf UgJ ehlj brahF.
jifa njtuoahfis g mtf nfh
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itUF nuhj MrhfSF) bg rhfshf
UJ bjhL a ntoa mtaij g
rkUj f brhygoUgjhf TWwd.
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thifia nkbfhoUj iy kf bghJ
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VjhtJ rgj Uf TLkh? vgJ Muhajf
akhF.
Mfnt j grhu vD bfhoa tHf
W neW Vgljy btgij, gy Mu
maL Mik!

106

fzfhd tUfshfnt ekJ eho iyJ tUw

bjgij mayh.
KfhyUj itff, ytf, yh
af Kjatf midtU grhu ikia
g Twhk liy. grhu bfLia g
brhyhj fnsh, yafnsh, fijfnsh
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grhuij #d r_f W FtjF gil
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eh tsJ tjnjbaha Fiwj ghoiy. thW
grhu Fiwahk tsJ tjjF fhuz
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vgij MuhJ mij monahL xf t njlhik
naahF.
grhu tsjjF Kjfhuz Mltf
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gujhjk vw fLghLfis tW Mf
a tWjhk ljdh bgf gy
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ghgtfS Uf khlhfsyth? mJ nghynt
g ntif bfhl KuL Mf gyuh
gytjgLj gL grhahdtf bgUna
grhf mfkhdhf vW TWtJ vtifY
bghUjhk nghfhJ.
ulhtJ, r_f thif VgLjgl gy
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yhik, thf Ljiy cik yhik, bg fSF
brhJikyhik Kja r_f fLghLf
bgf grhfshtjF Ka fhuzkhU gdthF.
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xUt nk xUt fhj bfhshj xU jgf

thif a thifahf UgJ fZl. m jgf
UtU jf kd iria jfhj tjh
brJ bfhs neU.
gUt fhy jitahd bgfis rhu
f nkY, kj nkY gRk kzbrJ
bfhlhk itUgjdh is grhu
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fY, MWfY, zWfY, rhfilfY,
Fig bjhofY vJ bfhygL FHij
fbsyh grhfshY, jitfdhY bgw
FHijf vgij ah kWf Ko? LF L
jitf Fo bfhoUF #h jh grhufS,
R bfhiyfS mf vW mahjh vt?
J r_f, thf Ljiy yhikah neU
grhuK mfnk. kid nk Ugyhj
fzt, mtis L jhuhskhf ntW bgiz
kz J bfhnlh myJ ntW xU bgiz
nrJ itJ bfhnlh thHyh. Mdh kidnah
ntWkz J bfhL thH, rlgo l yh
ikah grhu thifiana nkbfhs neUwJ.
bgfSF fztDila brhY bgnwh
brhY cik yhj fhuzjh fztdhY
bgnwhfshY Mjfh k lgltf td
F ntW tifyhj nghJ. grhu thifiana
ifbfhSgo neUwJ.
Mfnt cik grhu xa ntLkhdh,
MfSila Mztij mlFtjF bgf Rjju
kha fhj kz cik, thf Ljiy cik, jth
thf cik, brhJik KjatF rlf
_y gytjkhf cj bra ntL.
bghGJ gy ehLfY grhuij xgjF
rlf bragL mKY UJ tUwd.
Mdh grhu jil rl mKUF vyh
maL Mik!

108

ehLfY mJ monahL xJ lbjW TwjfhJ.

xUfh ahit ju kw njrf g rhu
jil rldh mij monahL W lTL.
Vbd ahit ju kw lf eil
bgW grhu btgilahdit. btgilahf
ahghu ngh eilbgW grhuij jLgJ vJ.
Mdh ekJ eho eil bgWtJ nghw kiwKf
khd grhufis jLgJ KoahJ. jitf br
grhuij, thf Ljiy brJ bfhs Koahk
ngUF jgfshf thG FLgf eilbgW
grhufis vgo jLf Ko?
nk ehLf uah njr xjh monahL
grhu xJ ljhf brhygLwJ. jF
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vjifa ntWik UgjF lyhk
rl_y VgoUF brsfankahF.
bghGJ ekJ njr gnuhlh, ikN,
UthT Kja rkjhdf rl _y grhu
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rl iwntUwJ. ggh efuY, brid
efuY rl mK elj gLwJ. go U
J nkfl rkjhdfY efufY grhu
bfhLik monahL xJljh vwh iy vW
jh brhy ntL. gufkhf elj grhu
ahghu Xus xjnj m kiwKfkhd grhu
J Fiwantiy.
D rlij ehblF mKYF
bfhL tjhY, jhra rl fis
cgnahjhY grhuij monahL xf KoahJ.
btgilahd grhu ahghuij Xus
xf Konk ju ufa ahghu vbghGJ elnj
jh U.

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Mifah kw ehLfis ngh MfSF

bgfS F r_f af vjifa ahrK
yhk rk Rju VgL mij mDnghf
bfhL tUtj _yjh grhuij monahL xf
Ko vg J Iaiy.
Mdh ekJ ehL itffnsh grhu aJ
vW thas khu brh bfhoUwd.
mtfSF jkJ o cs jit bg kf
br grhu fQF bjtiy. jkJ FLg
f cs xWikyhj jgf br grhuK
fQF bjtiy. bjjhY mij Fwkhfnth
grhukhfnth fUjhk, mjF gfhu njlhk f
zh fhzhjJ nghy, fhjh nfshjJ nghy
UJ Lwhf.
grhu xtjF, fhj kz, jit kz, thf
Ljiy, brhJik Kjaitfns tbaW TW
Ujfhufis Rakahijfhufis bg
fis bayh grhu bra Lwtf vW
FiwTWwhf.
kj uLfis, rhuuLfis, e
bgfis bfhLikgL grhujdF Msh
bfhoUF j kilafshd itffS,
gFjtwtfS, ekJ eho mua afY,
rKjha afY brthF bgUF tiu
Y, grhuij xgjF vjifa rlf bra
glhY mitfSF jFj KGgyD ilf
Koahbjnw TWnth.
Fo muR - 29.05.1932

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