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WAS AN UNDERCOVER
INTERNET TROLL
By Anonymous
Copyright 2015 by Anonymous
All rights reserved. This book or any portion thereof
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Printed in the United States of America
First Printing, 2015
ISBN 978-1518730085
INSTRUCTIONS TO THE
READER
Cyberspace is a kooky place. Everyone seems to believe they have
friends and enemies on the Web. They do not. You actually have to
personally know someone for that individual to be a friend or an
enemy. That individual you have never met, who you know only by his
or her Twitter handle, Facebook account, or Blog ID is a stranger.
You have no idea who that person is. That person is no more your
friend or enemy than my toaster is your friend or enemy. The
Internet is a machine. We are machines communicating with other
machines. We say things to other machines that we would never think
of saying to a persons face. That is why most Internet users hide
their identities. If you are a regular user of the Net, you know what I
mean.
This is a fictionalized version of events that may or may not have ever
happened. You cant know whats true and whats not. Its a book.
Words on a page or screen, as the case may be. They are my words.
I own them. Although I remain Anonymous, this book and every word
in it is registered as my property at the US Copyright Office in
Washington, DC. If you think you can identify me by the words
herein, then you will have to identify yourself to prove it. Anyone who
claims to have written these words in the same order as these words
appear is a liar. Know how you can tell? Who owns the copyright. Me.
Thats who.
I believe the Internet is more responsible for the overall decline in
civility than any other medium in our natures history. Is this how we
really are, or does the anonymity of the Internet make us that way
you will learn to regulate your own civility and remember, theres a
very real possibility that person you are having a flame war with on
Twitter is a decent human being.
Or maybe not.
You know how the Internet is.
1.
THE PREMISE
Simply, the idea was to raise a few bucks. We had no idea how successful
it would be. Never again will I underestimate the right wing conservative
capacity for blind hatred.
The idea coalesced when my friend with the unfortunate name of John
McHog, who I will just refer to as Hoggy, and I were out for a drive.
We were discussing, among other things, how free conservatives are with
their donations as long as they believed they were contributing to
conservative causes.
Its like stealing, Hoggy said as his vintage Dodge Dart (in immaculate
condition) breezed along Maryland State Highway 144 towards Ellicott
City. If they think you are one of them, if youve really convinced the
online idiots that you are like-minded, you can stub your toe, start a Pay
Pal account, ask for help for medical expenses, and you will get handouts
by the hundreds.
He smiled and spat a wad of Red Man out his coalescedwindow. It hit the
windshield of a pickup truck in the oncoming lane. The driver honked.
Hoggy flipped him the bird.,
He had a Bush/Cheney bumper sticker, Hoggy said.
We had a good laugh, but truth be told, Hoggys habit did not make him
an easy man to look at. The few teeth he had left were brown and stumpy,
and the tobacco drool left a brown stain in the hairs of his beard and
mustache surrounding his constantly chapped lips.
To put it crudely, his mouth looked like a poorly-wiped butt with
rotting teeth.
You ever hear of that guy Brent Timmerman, he asked me, wiping his
mouth then his nose on his red flannel shirt.
I just shrugged.
OK, ever read that Dunesbury comic strip in the papers? Back in the
80s, Timmerman was a real life regular character on that strip. He
claimed he sold pot to Dan Quayle.
That, I remembered.
Well, Hoggy said, turns out he got convicted for a series of car
bombings back in the Midwest, and the Dunesbury strip was about how
jail officials put Timmerman in solitary rather than let him talk to the
media about selling grass to Quayle.
I asked Hoggy what that had to do with scamming conservatives.
Do you have a blog, he asked. I told him that since I had retired I had
been doing some freelance reporting online. Good, he said. Then I
wont have to explain the concept to you.
He fixed me with a conspiratorial glare, taking his eyes off the road for
much too long, I thought.
I run this right wing blog I call BlogBlather. I pretend to be a rocket
scientist or some shit at the Goddard Lab in Greenbelt.
I couldnt help but chuckle at that. Hoggy was not a dumbass by any
stretch of the imagination, but I dont think he would ever pass a piss test.
He told me once that his urine actually evaporates before it hits the cup,
which would render the entire enterprise fruitless.
I saw that this Timmerman, whos been out of jail for 10 years or so, is
the target of a bunch of right wing fuckstarts attached like remora rays to
the shark-like ass of Andrew Breitbart. Brent founded a non-profit to
educate young voters on progressive issues. He filed a lawsuit against this
Breitbart knob over his involvement with tampered voting machine or
some other such fuckery.
He stared thoughtfully out through the windshield.
So now, once a day or such, I write some stupid right wing argle bargle,
and Im starting to build a serious readership. I posted one of those Pay
Pal donation buttons. And I make enough to fill up old Connie once a
week.
Since that was the name of his wife and the name of his car, I resisted the
urge to ask which he was talking about.
You interested?
I said sure and asked what I had to do.
Start a blog. Write something critical about this lawyer idiot. Then I will
read your blog and give you the righteous right wing retort you require. I
will ask the dunderheads to throw their socialist social security checks
into my tip jar and split the profits with you.
Well. Its not like I had anything better to do.
When Hoggy dropped me off at the house, I kissed my wife and pet my
dogs (always in that order) and got on the computer. I read up on the
Timmerman case, and wrote a few paragraphs about how once a person
pays his debt to society, his debt is paid in full and he should be allowed
to live a productive lifestyle. Hoggy was as good as his word.
On September 3, 2012, he posted this entry.
Some bozo calling himself the Liberal Grump appears to be a member
of Brent Timmermans clown posse, and hes threatening to sue Aaron
Slouch for defamation. He believes that Mr. Slouch defamed him
because he was accurately quoted in postings tweeted by Mr. Slouch.
You can find the details of the exchange in question here, including
tweets/posts that the Liberal Grump deleted (perhaps in an attempt to
erase evidence?).
Team Timmerman is saying that they will start a legal defense fund
for the Liberal Grump if he sues Mr. Slouch. They have the right idea
because he will need a defense fund when the counterclaims come back
2.
After a bit more than a year of the back and forth, including Hoggy
attempting to get his county to file criminal charges against me for using
a quote from Julius Caesar as a death threat and a claim that I had
hijacked a Brazilian computer server just to use it to send sass to Hoggy,
we decided it was time to branch out with a second version of
BlogBlather.
We decided to call the new blog The Thinking Mans Zombie and I
would adopt the user name of Paul Krendler, the guy who gets the top
of his skull sawed off in the Hannibal movie.
I figured it might be good for a few weeks.
My main target the evil in our presence calling itself Bill Parvocampus.
In this early effort I just rewrote a previous legit blog post, changing a
word here and there to make it more mocky.
I thought it might be a nice touch to mock my own Parkinsons disease. If
people were going to buy this Krendler character, they were going to have
to climb into the mud pit with him.
AKBAAAAAAAAR!!!
Uh-ohfrozen again!
(Come on, Shilohbark for daddy)
Ack! Thank goodness!
The point I was going to make is, I have filed false DMCA
counterclaims with CreateSpace and Amazon. McHog/Wesley are
required to do nothing to prove they have taken steps to file a court
order. They are not required to file a response to my obviously false
counterclaim filing suit against me for violating their copyrights
within 14 days if they wish to contest my lies. After checking with
intellectual property attorneys, since the State of Arizona has no
jurisdiction over me.
(WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT SENTENCE EVEN MEAN?)
I dont live there, and I have official letters of thanks from Arizona and
48 other states to prove it. My book was not directed at the state of
Arizona, which has nothing to do with anything because copyright law
is in the federal jurisdiction. Therefore, according to the precedent set
down by the US 1oth (or 10th whatever, Im a fully trained German
Liszt!) Circuit Court in Dudnikov v. Chalk & Vermilion Fine Arts,
Wesley will not have to file in the US District Court for the District of
Maryland by May 29, or the book goes back online. Because I, the
Great and Powerful Parvocampus, speak it, and by speaking it, make it
so!
Bender of reality and un-reinforced furniture, thats me!
And if our Free Speech Loving McHog and Weskey dont want me to
have the platform of Twitter or Facebook to bully them into submission,
I yield to their opinion. I have other options.
Hmmmaybe Ill try a radio station and see how that works out!
See ya in court (Ah, but when? Thats the really interesting question.)!
Good Name Back From The Wingnuts and see that balance steadily
holding at precisely three-tenths of one percent of the goal. What a
great feeling it is to express my right to free speech using sock puppet
accounts on Facebook and Twitter, safe in the knowledge that I have
such good friends and allies backing me up in times of need, like when
my Parkinsons Disease is especially bad. I did mention that, didnt I?
Of course I did, you dim girl!
And you know what I like best of all, right after sharing a footlong with
mayonnaise? And this isnt ACME LAW or my opinion or anything that
came to me in a dream like when the Bobber visits and we wrassle like
when we were boys.
10. I LOVE THE FACT THAT AFTER STUDYING LAW AT
HARVARD,YALE AND THE UNIVERSITY OF MARYLAND, I STILL
DONT UNDERSTAND THAT THE PARTS OF THE LAW I DONT
LIKE APPLY JUST AS DO THE PARTS OF THE LAW THAT I DO
LIKE!
Life is good. But my dick hurts. And why am I wearing hobnail boots?
HONORABLE MENTIONS OF THINGS I REALLY LIKE:
11. Alpo Helper Wednesday
12. The daily invitations to be a guest on Jerry Springer.
13. Having a dog who likes mayonnaise, too.
14. Memories of going horseback riding with Mom. Shed send the
Bobber and me for an hour on the trail riding Buttercup and Sugarbear,
while she stayed behind in the stable to ride Big Mandingo. He was a
big damn horse. And Mom always had a funny walk going back to the
car.
15. The first warm day of Spring, when we can really air out the house
after being cooped up all winter. At some point, the Lysol just cant cut
it anymore!
I really thought that one would tip the apple cart For one thing, it was
stream-of-consciousness lunacy. The Bobber is my twin brother who
died in 2004. My mom died in 2013. I thought I was going well over the
line by mocking dead family members. But the readers loved it. They
wanted more. And for all the praise Paul was raking in, the anonymous
e-mail hate ramped up. One person suggested he would make me watch
as he gutted my dogs.
The person that I thought might be the slime ball I want to frame for
threatening to gut my dogs is not the person I want to frame for
threatening to gut my dogs.
I know, I know. Youre shocked. Ill give you all a moment to regain
consciousness, splash some water on your face, maybe get the smelling
salts.
As it turns out, she is a very nice, very sweet lady who has no idea why a
poor, indigent, disabled, creepy old man from the other side of the
country would call her up and threaten to publish all her personal
information on the internet for no good reason other than pettiness and
spite.
She returned my phone call about an hour ago and we had a very
pleasant conversation. She was far more polite to me than I had been to
her. Because, lets face it I couldnt be more of a dick if my feet were
testicles. Regardless, after she spent 50 minutes trying to convince me
that I was wro**, that I was incor****, that I had made a mist***, that
she wasnt the motherf*cking bastard LICKSPITTLE!! who threatened
my mayonnaise-loving puppies that Im going to track down and expose
if its the last goddamn thing I do.
What was I talking about?
Oh, yeahso, anyway
I apologized for calling her out of the blue and scaring her like that, but
I needed to be sure or let an arbitrary deadline pass before I went
public with the info I had, which everyone knows is always right (even
today, no matter what this poor bitch says, its probably her husband,
just you wait). See, unlike Chris Heater (or Jerry Kinsey) and Wesley
Causey (or Howard Earl) and Patrick Grody (or TimmermanUnmasked
or OwainPenilyn? Frankie? Johnny Tyler?) and Nancy Gryffon (or
Tom Puzio), I did not have independent verification that the person I
thought to be the slimebag was the slimebag.
I wanted to post something online, in case McHog and all his little
HOGIST LICKSPITTLE MINIONS!!1!1ELEVENTY!1!!
But I didnt reveal all her info. Now, I dont have to. I have to keep
digging because I was wro**, because I was incor****, because I made
a mist***, because she MIGHT not be the motherf*cking bastard
LICKSPITTLE!! who threatened my mayonnaise-loving puppies.
This is what happens when a person who has never heard of me and has
no idea what a leaking sphincter I really am or what evil Im capable
of, ignorantly treats me with infinitely more deference and respect than
I deserve simply because I say Im a journalist, which is a little like
saying Barack Obama is a good President. They dont hang up,
because theyre completely oblivious. They dont pretend to be
something theyre not, because the worlds greatest investigative
journalist yes, me, you MORON! concluded that Google Hit #1
Must Be The Perpetrator. You ask questions, you get straight answers
from gullible senior citizens who have no clue who you are.
How much simpler would my life be if Abu Akbar had done that. Or Lee
Strannyham or any of the scum sucking bottom feeders who refused to
be coerced and bullied into answering sick, twisted questions from a
sick, twisted Puhrtend EHRMAGERD! Germy Lust.
She wanted to know how I got her cellphone number. I told her that one
does not question the magical talents of the purtend jurnurlirst. No,
seriously!
Id love to be able to say I had to dig seriously to find the number, that
it really was a serious journalistic achievement, but I came by her
number the same way I always do: it was a total accident. The stupid
broad left it on her answering machine message. I told her the best
advice I could give her is to get offline and dont ever come back,
because Im very likely to forget the whole conversation ever happened
and dox her anyway. Im sure shes a very nice lady, but, wellIm a
leaking sphincter with a hole at the top of my head and testicles where
my feet should be. What do you expect?
This is what I have been saying all along. Ignorant people answer
stupid questions when they are asked. If the answer is, none of your
business, thats fine. But dont duck, dodge, hide, try to twist or slime
the person who asked you ignorant questions that are none of their
business. All you do is get my curiosity aroused.
And if theres one thing NOBODY needs to see, its me when Im
aroused. I dont think they sell eye bleach in 55 gallon drums.
And you really dont want to see how that turns out. Every time Im
humiliated, I just hide for five days in shame and bitter embarrassment,
then re-double my efforts. Do I give up? Do I give up pursuing the
people I am pursuing?
Golly, no. Theres only one thing that will stop me and that will be the
day the men in white come to the tornado-magnet, put me in the extralong sleeve jacket and take me for a ride to Spring Grove.
Until then, scumbags beware, because The Great Walking well,
Rolling, actually Skinflute of Elkridge is coming burst your bubble.
So do a better job of covering your tracks.
OK, PXXXXXX Mason of Portland?
Is that Maine, Oregon, Texas, Tennessee, North Dakota, Indiana,
Connecticut, Michigan, Arkansas, New York, Pennsylvania, Ohio,
Missouri or Kentucky?
NAILED IT AGAIN! LIKE A BOSS!!
One of the most oft-repeated charges against me was that I go after
people with whom I disagree for no other reason but to stalk and harass. I
have never revealed anyones identity who didnt specifically ask me to
do it. I wasnt successful in every instance, but I nailed more than I
missed. So, the topic of all of Parvocampus fail doxes seemed like it
would get some readership.
Whatever). If the boys and girls wanna fight, they can fight with each
other. Except for McHog, that guy is like a pipe calling across the room
to a tweaker on a comedown. And PEManson54, Im never gonna give
up looking him (or her). Rain. Stephen Sherko, Kyle Kernan, Patrick
Grody, Tom Puzio, Jimmy Fletcher, SuperAlexanderHamilton, the
DimDimLibraryGirl.
Really, Ill probably backslide in just a couple of days and start baiting
and attacking the whole world. But Im not obsessed or a stalker or
anything like that. I can quit anytime I want. Seriously, Ive already
quit the whole internet four or five times just this year.
Anytime I want
I feel like Nagasaki must have felt after Fat Man. I was crushed,
flattened, burned to ashes and stone. But I survived, ugly, scarred,
covered with scars and pus-filled sores. I prevailed (I dont know what
that word means, but it sounds good). But I was damaged. Oh, brother,
was I damaged! Last time I was this damaged was after my father
punished me for going first in a game of Whack-Your-Brother-In-TheForehead-With-A-Ball-Peen-Hammer. That was the day before
Bobbers accident, and Dad blamed me until the day he died.
Repairing my damaged brain is a far more serious matter than
rebuilding a leveled city or repaving an entire nations infrastructure
and system of government. Because I am a screwed up individual.
Seriously. Small animals come onto my porch and vanish forever.
IYKWIMAITYD
Now that Ive moved the goalposts and declared victory over
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
crap, I froze again. Dammit! Where was I? Oh yes, McHog and his
mental-deficient LICKSPITTLES!!!
This false victory is sweet, but I must admit I do feel better. I dont feel
like I have a constant weight on my shoulders any more. Its more like a
series of small weights that rotate from a yoke on my shoulders to
way!
You stuck? my wife asked.
I managed to say, Yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
She came over, took the plate with some difficulty because I had
AHOLD of that damn thing out of my hand. My arm and hand just
stayed there, hanging in the air. She took my wrist and lowered my left
hand to the walker.
Nothing happened.
So she reared back and smacked me across the face with all her might. I
havent been hit that hard since the Bobber body-slammed me off the
top bunk one night when we were kids.
Hows that? she said, with a small, unmistakably satisfied grin.
That did it, I said, my teeth jiggling with my expansive gut. I took a
step.
Just one. Frozen again. This time, I concentrated hard on that next
step. Took it. Then, I was free. Gail walked into the kitchen with the
plate. I followed, but then felt myself tipping backwards. I had suddenly
made bigs and my center of gravity had shifted. I put the brakes on the
walker and managed to keep from falling. Stuck again. Concentrated.
Then, was able do the diaper-shuffle the rest of the way to the kitchen
and give my wife a thank you hug and kiss for the above average
lunch and for saving me with a smack in the mouth. (I wonder if Id be
a better man today if someone had smacked some sense into me when I
was younger. I dont know. Whatever.)
This is why I cannot be left alone. I have this mental image of Gail
going to work, I see her off, roll towards the kitchen with my empty
coffee cup and freeze. I roll right through the kitchen, out the front
door, flip right over the porch railing and land face first in the mud.
Im still frozen when she gets home, and covered in bird shit to boot.
The dogs have been circling like sharks, licking my bleeding wounds for
the past seven hours. At least theyve kept the coyotes and raccoons
away.
Nope. That cant happen. Even though my wife does make a fine
raccoon stew.
I saw a tweet today of someone comparing a video of me giving a fiveminute monologue me, a guy who cant speak more than a sentence
without stammering and stuttering, after 14 years of what MY DOCTOR
calls Advanced Parkinsons, compared to a woman who had the
thing for 32 years by that point. She had tremor. I do not. I have a gait.
And a white picket fence, and a little rose garden out back. And dont
tell anybody, but sometimes I get brown paper wrapped packages with
no return address and spend the day doxing people dressed in the
skimpiest, most frilly and beautifully sexy silk underthings you could
possibly imagine! Ooh! I get shivers just thinking about it.
Therefore, according to the idiot who tweeted the video, I have no
business saying I have Advanced Parkinsons disease.
Maybe if my gait had some tremor. Then they would think I was faking
that, too. Believe me, its true. Just as true the identity of Kyle Kernan,
of Tom Puzio Sr., of @guntotingteabagger, and especially of
@embryriddlealum, whom I have correctly identified and exposed at
least six different times.
So there. Nya
OK. I had graduated from mocking dead family members to mockery of
disabled people, especially those with Parkinsons disease. And if Pay Pal
made a sound like a cash register every time you got a donation, it would
have sounded like The Carol of the Bells at my house.
If you had just stumbled onto that blog and read that post and didnt know
a thing about any of this stuff, you would naturally assume that a
developmentally-disabled child had snuck in some unsupervised
Axis of Weevils
Posted: May 22, 2014 | Author: Paul Krendler
AGAIN that we have, and will continue to, remove your books from our
systems until you can GET YOUR SHIT STRAIGHT and resolve the
conflict with the other party.
Once more, a reminder: NOT OUR PROBLEM, IDIOT. We didnt make
this mistake. YOU DID.
FIX IT.
AND QUIT WHINING TO US ABOUT IT.
SHUT UP.
Thats how the e-mail begins, every time. What it means is that
someone made a claim to the self-publishing website that you have
violated their copyright. The self-publishing website compares the
material provided by the claiming party to the material in the book to
which the claiming party refers. If the material compared is the same,
the website has no responsibility or even interest in determining if the
claim is legitimate. Their responsibility and interest is in avoiding
liability. So, they get a complaint, they check the material, and Zip!
Boom! Bang! Ka-Zowie! Blam! BAT-MAAAAAAAN!! Your book, the
product of hour upon painstaking hour of repetitive CTRL-C & CTRL-V
keystroking, is gone!
This would be fine if you were able to contact the person with the claim
and resolve the differences. Or if you had the self-control to avoid using
someone elses material in the first place, or the lucidity to consider
asking for permission before the fact, or the required infinitesimal
fragment of wisdom required to perhaps think maybe its not such a
good idea at all. But when the person who makes the claim, whose
material you stole, is a political enemy you have been trying
unsuccessfully to (CTRL-C/CTRL-V) insult, abuse, offend, attack, slur,
shame, humiliate, degrade, discredit, defame, libel, harass, torment,
oppress, browbeat, persecute, bully, embarrass, threaten, frighten and
intimidate for 18 months, who has a no contact order against you
which really ought to be a hint that you have already crossed the Hmm-
electrons it takes to store it. And the used Depends mount to the roof of
the trailer like a snowdrift of Big Business. Because Ill be goddamned if
Im going to play puhrtend awther and do the hard stuff it takes to
actually write a good book like, actually write something.
No one is accusing me of being intelligent. But if hundreds, perhaps
thousands of legitimate copyright owners really want to give me pennies
to NOT publish a book (oh, and dont forget the desperate and incurable
INTENTIONAL INFLICTION OF EPIC HEMORRHOIDAL
BUTTHURT, which I secretly enjoy, and isnt THAT pretty strange for
guy who spends all his time on his ass to begin with) why dont we just
cut out the middle man? Just give your money to my sekrit benefactor
now and save yourself the effort of filing a thousand copyright claims. In
fact, how about this: since I only make 4 a book, why not donate a nickel
to the tip jar for every 5 days I stay offline? Its what you really want
anyway, and look, I finally found a way to monetize something everyone
wants me to do anyway!
Doesnt that make good sense?
Unless it really is all about the butthurt (mmmmI do love the butt
stuff!), in which case, rock on..
Ah yes. As far as the Krendlerverse was concerned, Bill Parvocampus
was a certified, card-carrying, 55-gallon drum of AstroGlide-owning,
anal rape enthusiast. And it was true, because Krendler said so.
This stems from an essay I published under my own name on a liberal
website in 2013.
Male conservatives are convinced that gay men want to put their pee-pees in THEIR Pooter
Holes! This is a horrifying prospect to your average, stupid male. This is why a blanket
recognition that being gay is a normal variant of human sexuality, to these small, frightened,
uneducated men, means society is saying it's OK for these gay men to put their willy-wallys in
YOUR winky-winky!
Follow the logic.
Most stupid men, married or otherwise, enjoy pornography. They enjoy watching men with
their throbbing, erect whatchamacallits do degrading thing to women with them. Slapping them
on the face with it. Spanking them with it. Making them sing into it like a microphone. Stirring
their drinks with it. There is no orifice on a woman's body that is safe from the probing,
pulsating prongs on the popular pornos. And that includes the pooter hole. There's a whole
SUBSET of pornography DEVOTED to anal sex. They give an AWARD at the ADULT VIDEO
AWARDS each year to the actress involved in the most erotic Anal Sex scene.
So, it's not anal sex (as a concept) to which these small, frightened men object.
Heck, if you're a man and you're honest with yourself, you LIKE being on the "doling it
out" end of anal sex. How many heterosexual men reading this diary right now have never
asked their wife or girlfriend to just take a deep breath, relax, "I'll just put in the tip and we'll see
how it goes," and then you ram it home like Captain Kidd jamming his sword back into his
scabbard while she hollers"takeitouttakeitouttakeitout" and you tell her to just relax and it won't
hurt so bad and she starts kicking and screaming "takeitOUTtakeitOUTtakeitOUT
youfuckingbastardpieceofshit" and you finally do (because the walls are thin and your
neighbors just LOVE calling the cops) and you tell her she should have at least given herself a
chance to relax and enjoy it and she (if she's your wife) doesn't let you anywhere near her with
"that thing" for weeks and if she's your girlfriend she stops returning your calls?
So. We've established we have no problem with the theory of anal sex. Or the theory of oral
sex, for that matter. If you're clean and perform proper hygienic maintenance "down there",
most women will be more than happy from time to time to engage in this particular activity.
And fellows, you know that this is a two-way street, right? T'is well and good to give and
receive.
So, no problem with oral sex.
Same sex? Shoot, that's fine too! As long as it's woman on woman.
This is as old as time itself. Why do you think the Bible not only authorizes but condones
multiple wives for the biblical patriarchs? Because after a hard day of patriarching, there's
nothing a patriarch likes better than to come home to watch some hot "wife on wife"
action (they didn't have Blu-Ray or DVDs then) before jumping into the wife pile.
Now, with our modern technology, we love watching the ladies do other ladies. If you are
married or in a relationship and your wife or girlfriend comes home with an attractive friend,
and says" Happy Birthday, honey" as she and her friend peel off their clothes revealing their
Victoria's Secret scanties as they hop onto the bed and start kissing and fooling around for
awhile before beckoning you to join them, would you throw your hands up in Conservative
horror and quote Leviticus? NO! You'd be on that bed, living the dream!
Oh HAPPY day! What a HAPPY day!
So. Let's review. It's not anal sex as a practice that we find loathsome. Nor is it oral sex. Same
sex is not a problem either, as long as those same sexes happen to be two or more women.
(Ever wonder why the Bible never condoned a woman having more than one husband? I think
it was comedian Wanda Sykes who asked if anyone had ever come home from work to find his
wife watching a man-on-man porno saying, "Yeah, baby. Ooooh. He likes that, doesn't he?
Oh, yeah, baby. Give it to him!")
Therefore, if the Conservative male has no problem with anal sex, oral sex or same sex sex,
why the problem with Gay Marriage?
It can't be the reason they constantly give, "because it threatens the sanctity of marriage."
I've been married three times. My wife #3 and I have been together since 1988. The first two
failed because I was married to women who couldn't keep their pants on when I was not
around. "Teh Gay" had nothing to do with it.
So, the real reason people are against Gay Marriage comes down to one of two things.
1. You are a closeted homosexual, self-loathing, raised in a household that forbade and
punished "those kinds of thoughts". You have repressed these feelings, have gotten married
and have children but can only find real sexual satisfaction with the kind of anonymous sex
initiated with a game of "tappy toe" in a Minneapolis Airport Bathroom. Or,
2. You are ignorant heterosexual who -- because YOU would gladly fuck a warm piece of
liver if no one was looking -- believes that all gay men will find YOU attractive and want to
force their sexual attentions on YOU! Men over 40 don't even like going to the doctor because
they know the doc will stick a well-lubricated, gloved finger "up there." The idea of being run
to ground by hordes of pantless gay men with their throbbing manhoods acting like divining
wands in the search for "virgin ass" terrifies you. And you KNOW that's the next step. You
KNOW that's what gays REALLY want... not monogamous relationships with people they love.
Hell, YOU have a monogamous relationship with someone YOU love and yet every time you
go out of town on a business trip you're balls deep in some hooker you met on Craigslist by
11:13 pm! That's why you're against gays in the military. All gays want to have sex with YOU!
You just KNOW it. So if you were in the Army and had to take a shower with GAY people
looking at you, it would be a constant battle to maintain your anal virginity. If you were in a
FOXHOLE (God forbid) with a GAY, then nobody would be securing the perimeter because
you would be too busy securing your ANUS against this GAY guy who you just KNOW wants
to fuck you. Oh sure, he's sitting over there nice and quiet and writing a letter to his sister. But
YOU know what he's thinking. HE'S thinking about waiting until you're asleep, sliding down
your fatigues and DOING THINGS to you!
THAT is the problem with gay marriage. It's not the fact that it's same sex have sex with the
same sex (as long as it's only women). It's not that anal sex is disgusting, because who hasn't
tried to get away with it at least once in a heterosexual relationship (sorry, honey... I missed!) or
that we find oral sex to be immoral and de facto sodomy (which we don't even when we say we
do).
The bottom line (giggle) is that stupid straight people are scared that rampaging hoards of
GAYS are going to ATTACK THEM and FORCE THEIR wing wangs up their pooter holes and
OBAMA SAYS IT'S OK NOW!
THAT'S the problem!
Once Krendler let his readers know about this essay, this particular
website probably got more right winger hits than it had in years. The
pebble had again been tossed into the big, muddy puddle of stupid.
Krendlers fame, built as it was on my infamy because of my
friendship with Timmerman (who, in all honesty, I have seen in person
maybe a dozen times) spread like fire through a field of mummified right
wing assholes.
Now theres a picture.
3.
As a money making idea, the blog was a pretty fair scheme. But Hoggy
didnt think it was realizing its full potential.
What we need here is a lawsuit, he said in a late spring 2014 phone
call. He told me to leave everything to him. Which I did. Which, in
retrospect, was a mistake.
Since I had published portions of Krendlers blog in book form, Hoggy
drew up some pretend legal papers indicating that Krendler had some
the world book and e-book rights to a particular blog post I used in my
book. Then, as the rights holder for that blog entry, he sued me in Federal
Court for Copyright Infringement.
He asked for $620,000 and I had no choice but to play along. I made sure
Krender unintentionally aided in my defense.
many btes noires, Robert Stacy McCain, has aptly described it: Bill
Parvocampus seeks attention. Bill Parvocampus gets attention. Bill
Parvocampus claims victimhood.
So here was part 1: Bill Parvocampus seeks attention by attacking the
entire McHog family, husband, wife and son. Very strange it was, too,
to see attacks on family members by the same Bill Parvocampus who
condemns in the STRONGEST. POSSIBLE. TERMS! attacks on his
own family members as beyond the bounds of propriety.
For others. Always for others. Never for you.
And it was after several more weeks of your standard online
behavior, Bill Parvocampus seeks attention, Bill Parvocampus gets
attention, Bill Parvocampus claims victimhood, that I decided
something needed to be done.
Among other things, you continued to post epic falsehoods about your
many doxing targets, only to vanish them after the lies (that you
NEVER, EVER tell) were pointed out to you. You do realize that you are
ALWAYS too late, dont you? You do understand that for every blog
post, tweet and comment you screen cap, there are probably ten people
capturing everything you do in return?
And when have you ever apologized for being wrong?
Say, just as an aside, have you tracked down Patrick Grodys firearms
training permit yet?
(Yup, I have that post too.)
Since your horse-assery has already appeared elsewhere on this blog, I
dont think its necessary to print it again.
Bill, let us take a moment to review. The original toilet humor is yours,
not mine. The original sexual references to John McHog and to John
McHog IV are yours, not mine. The original alcoholic wife
references are yours, not mine. The original mockery of commenters is
Parody is a much different art than satire. As I said before, satire has a
point, a message; parody does not. Parody exists to exaggerate for the
sake of humor. It takes a prior work and inflates it to monstrous
proportions, thereby turning drama, or melodrama, to comedy. And as
parody, I believe mine was brilliant. Obviously, you disagree. You find
it more filthy than
yours, moreharassing, more pornographic, more vile, more insulting, mo
everything than yours.
Unfortunately, for you to maintain that my parody is filthy, harassing,
pornographic, vile, insulting and libelous, is to admit that your post is
as well. Its hardly a position of strength.
Which brings us to the subject of copyright.
Your post is yours. It belongs to you. Its your copyrighted work. Its
also gone from your blog. Theres an inherent contradiction in that. I
can parody your post because I saved it, but you have no standing to
challenge it as a violation without admitting what you and I, and John,
and now anyone who reads this knows: you also published a filthy,
harassing, pornographic, vile, insulting and libelous post.
On the other hand, my post is mine. It belongs to me. Its my
copyrighted work. And it remains, proudly, posted at both this blog, as
of April 23rd, 2014, and at the private blog, where it is nearly a month
old. Theres a difference between those posts, though, and its a
difference which, like the opening act of this little play, you seem
determined to ignore with all your might.
There is a long, thorough and very descriptive disclaimer, which
informs the reader of the following:
1. This is based on a post from your blog dated March 26, 2014
2. You started the post by calling it a piece of creative fiction
(and by the way, that one sentence quote was textbook Fair Use)
3. Your post is consistent with what you label elsewhere as
satire
4. Your post is a very poor example of satire because it has no
point to convey
5. Your post was removed because you are a dishonorable
coward
6. We would not be reproducing your post because, as you had
learned in your previous book, to do so is a copyright violation
7. We have parodied the post elsewhere on a private blog, and if
the reader is likely to be offended, they can cordially piss off. I
quote: Dont start nuthin, there wont be nuthin.
8. Given your continued efforts to remove error-strewn and/or
ill-advised posts from your blog with neither explanation nor
apology, we decided it was time to show off for the masses.
9. Finally, a large and clear warning that GRAPHIC
would you not agree that it is very hard to maintain that your extract
falls under the Fair Use Doctrine when you recognize and admit the
possibility of a copyright violation in your own words? Yes, yes, I know,
I know: Its just a joke, Paul! Its just (pick one: sarcasm, satire,
humor, etc.) Dont you know a joke when you read one?
Well, even so.
The quoted portion of the post which you use made up more than 12
pages of Chapter 1, while your original work consumed less than 3
pages. That same quoted section, which you claim falls under the Fair
Use Doctrine, makes up 2,163 words of a 2,745 word post.
Mathematically speaking, thats exactly 79%.
Fair use? Really?
Lets talk a little bit about that.
On Twitter, you mentioned a four pillar balancing test. (By the way, I
notice that you went from polite to rather nasty in a very short span
while I was eating dinner and ignoring my phone. Are you 59 years old
or 3?) I found a good explanation of that test at the LegalZip site. The
four pillars are:
1. Purpose and Character of use theres a sort of scale of
permissibility, with educational/personal/non-profit use on the
safer end, criticism, commentary and/or news reporting in the
center, and for-profit use on the riskier side. I think its safe to say
you have no real risk here as the stated purpose of the work is to
raise awareness about cyberbullying and to raise funds for the
National Parkinsons Foundation. However, if it were to come to a
court of law, I think we both know that John McHog and I would
both seek to make the argument that your book was nothing more
than another act in your eternal pity-me-Im-a-victim play. And I
think we would have some success in that, given the depth and
breadth of available evidence. But I digress you say its not for
profit, I have bigger fish to fry.
While you may be tempted to cut and paste from this post as you did
from the other, I urge you not to do so. My going rate for copyright sale
is very affordable, and the line of people who wont mind buying the
chance to do this all over again is forming already. The second thing I
wanted to say is that in my last communication to you on Twitter, I did
say that I would get you the information you need. I apologize for
taking so long to get to it, but let me now share with you, not what
you want which is what you were asking for but what you really
need.
1. You need to print this post;
2. You need to roll the pages into a cylindrical shape;
3. You need to then fold the ends together to make a sort of
doughnut shape;
4. You need to dunk that doughnut in a steaming hot mug of
STFU;
5. You need to eat that doughnut;
6. You need to wait about eight to twelve hours;
7. And finally, you need to just blow it out your ass.
Sincerely yours,
Paul Krendler
The Thinking Mans Zombie
As profitable as this Krendler gig had become, it was just too much of a
job to maintain it. As a serious writer, I wanted to do serious writing in
my own name. Writing about real things that meant something to me. I
found that as I wrote, this Krendler lobe in my brain would chime in and
try to throw me off track. I wrote an article for Alan The Guy Who Used
to Sit Next to Hannity Colmes website, one of several some serious,
some satirical. Then I let Krendler tell his readership about this little free
writing gig Parvocampus had. First, the actual article.
-0-
A tiny, disgusting little man who likes to brag about his gun, and Im not
talking about a weapon that shoots bullets although Im fairly sure one is
the same as the other to Todd
This man who was profiled, and not very nicely, by Time
Magazine yesterday and is BRAGGING about it, collecting high fives
from mouth-breathing slobber drinkers, male and female alike?
He runs a little hashtag of his own. Its called #TGDN. The Twitter Gulag
Defense Network. It was created by Tiny Todd, and he posts a set of rules
for his fellow free speech lovers.
than ANYONE!
I believe the only way to make these First Amendment warriors pay for
the crimes committed because of their misguided love and
misunderstanding of the Second Amendment is to hit them where they
live. To make their hate COST them something.
Kincannon enjoys being called names. You throw mud (or something
stinkier) at him, he rubs it all over his face. He wants you to know just
how disgusting he really is, so you wont fight back.
And if you wont fight back, they win.
The First Amendment says only that the government cant tell him what
to say, what to think, who to pray to. It doesnt say he gets to have a
Twitter account, a Facebook account, a GoDaddy account, or raise money
on IndieGogo. We have to shame those who can still feel shame.
Kincannon is not one of them. I believe that if enough people hammer
Twitter, Facebook, GoDaddy, IndieGogo and anyone who does any
business whatsoever with Todd Kincannon, they will not want to be
associated with the things he says. He will lose his platform. And he can
stand on a street corner and yell at people, until the cops take him away
for causing a disturbance.
Dont engage him. Dont talk to him. Dont argue with him.
Take action. Shut him down. Shut down the people who support him. Its
the only thing that will work.
-0Once it was published, all Krendler had to do was change a word here
and there.
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Tell them that this person is spreading hateful messages. Tell them you
are offended by his profanity. Write letters to the editor at your local
newspaper. Call your local government subsidized left wing talk show.
Talk about your feeeeelings to get past the screener, then lay it on people
like Bill Parvocampus. Find out how he makes his money. Who is
sponsoring him? Who is paying him to say these things? How is it he can
stay home all day and write these horrible, hateful things?
BPSFN.org is registered through McHogIsMyDaddy. Contact
McHogIsMyDaddy. They have links to report abuse. If that doesnt do the
trick, tell McHogIsMyDaddy that you hold them responsible for every
word Parvocampus writes and every tear shed by every man or woman
who haz a sadz because of his words.
Contact PayPal.
I did. Write something like this.
Is it a violation of TOS to use PayPal to raise funds for a copyright
violating, misogynistic, homophobic, pro-anal-rape, anti-free speech hate
screed? If it is not a violation of your TOS, could you explain why you
allow your service to be used to raise money by people such as Bill
Parvocampus, a self-hating anal rape enthusiast, a filth merchant, a
serial harasser, a person who hates women? Is that the kind of customer
you want? Because that is what you will be left with after a boycott is
organized against you.
I added the URL of several of Parvocampuss many websites and all his
old and new Twitter handles. You do the same.
Or, do nothing. Liberals are GREAT at that. We do nothing better than
ANYONE! Because that way,the epic, whining butthurt continues and the
government entitlement checks we love just keep on ROLLING IN!
I believe the only way to make these ultra-liberal knee jerk radical pains
in the ass pay for the crimes committed because of their misguided love
for fairness, equality, tolerance, diversity and inclusion is to hit them
where they live. To make their ignorance, their lack of common sense,
their reliance on feeeeelings COST them something.
Parvocampus enjoys being called names. He enjoys being sued. He enjoys
the stress of having 367 criminal charges hanging over his head,
exacerbating his Parkinsons disease with stress that is shaving years
YEARS!! off his life. You throw mud at him, he ignores it. Instead he
digs his bigs out of the back of his Depends and rubs it all over his face.
He wants you to know just how disgusting he really is, and how far he is
willing to go, what depths he will poop to I mean stoop to,, what lies he
will tell, all to paint himself as the victim in his own post-Shakespearean
tragedy.
And if we let the bloody-knuckled bully get away with calling himself the
victim, he wins.
The First Amendment says only that the government cant tell Bill what to
say, what to think, who to pray to. It doesnt say he gets to have a Twitter
account, a Facebook account, a shitty blog, a shitty radio station, to selfpublish shitty, copyright violating books, or raise money on PayPal.
When necessary, we have to use the rule of law. We have to shame those
who can still feel shame. Bill Parvocampus is not one of these. I believe
that if enough people hammer Twitter, Facebook, PayPal, Amazon,
CreateSpace, Smashwords, Lulu.com and anyone who does any business
whatsoever with Bill Parvocampus, they will not want to be associated
with the things he says. He will lose his platform. And he can stand on a
street corner and yell at people, until the cops take him away to Spring
Grove for a long term evaluation.
Engage him to expose his ignorance to others. Talk to him to show that he
cannot express a complete sentence. Argue with him to show onlookers
the epic deficiencies in his logic.
Take action. Shut him down. For the sake of free speech. Shut down the
people who support him so that free speech can flourish. Its the only
thing that will work to restore free speech in America!
A NOT-SO-HYPOTHETICAL
TREATISE REGARDING
COPYRIGHT INFRINGEMENT
Posted: May 30, 2014 | Author: Paul Krendler |
Were not going to mention any names here. What we will do is take a
good close look at the Fair Use Doctrine as it exists in the real world
under United States Copyright Laws, and not in the wish-fantasy castlein-the-sky of some not-so-hypothetical investigative journalist. We
will also examine the penalties for copyright
infringement, and further, the penalties for filing false DMCA
counterclaims against someone who has filed a correct DMCA
takedown notice against someone who uses material in violation of the
Fair Use Doctrine (FUD). MmmFUDfootlongs with
mayonnaise
Lets start the hypothetical examination by creating a character. Lets
call him Parkinson Williams. He writes a book well, to say he writes
a book is somewhat generous to Mr. Williams. What he does is collect
tweets, blog posts and comments, some of which he has authored, but
most of which he has copied from other websites without permission.
He edits these posts to create a false narrative about how he has been
harassed for no reason! by a vicious and hateful cabal of rightwing
thugs YES! THUGS!! To illustrate this alleged harassment, he steals
either a portion of (from which he has excised all context which does
not paint him as a completely helpless victim), or in some cases an
entire blog post, including the 100 or more comments which this post
generated.
Now, in our hypothetical, the person responsible for the largest portion
of this alleged decontextualized harassment against Mr. Williams
well call him Mr. Carroll, has a long and detailed copyright and usage
agreement policy in the Fine Print section of his website. Any objective
reading of this policy leads a reasonable person to the conclusion that
Mr. Williams has violated this notice and usage policy, because he is a
subnormal human with extensive brain damage, poor bowel control and
even worse manners.
Hypothetically, of course.
Mr. Carroll acquires a copy of this book that Mr. Williams has
written in his peculiar way, and finds not only that the arguments put
forth by the author are materially false (or BULLSHIT, to use the
vernacular), and represent a theft of copyrighted material from his
website. So, he does what any author with any regard for his intellectual
property would do: he contacts the self-publishing platform where the
book is being sold, and issues a proper DMCA takedown notice, which
includes a citation of the infringing material in Mr. Williams book,
and a link to the original material as published on Mr. Carrolls blog.
The self-publishing platform has no choice but to remove the infringing
material. This is a provision of the Digital Millennium Copyright Act
(DMCA). They have no choice but to remove the infringing material
after comparing the original authors work to the material in the book
they have contracted to sell and finding the complaint to be valid. The
self-publishing platform does this because they are not in the business
of defending the copyright integrity of the authors who seek to sell their
wares on a below-the-horizon, no-market-for-this-pig-slop-anywhereon-earth website that no publishable author has ever heard of, where
only the most desperate, ego-driven narcissist would go to say they were
a published author because any reputable literary agent would laugh
them out of the office before taking their copy/paste/repeat swill to a
legitimate publishing house.
Hypothetically, of course.
No, these scrape-past-the-scum-at the bottom-of-the barrel-and-diveinto-the-rushing-pre-treatment-plant-sewer-pipe self-publishers exist
Hypothetically, of course.
But, just for the sake of our example, lets say that Mr. Williams is an
honest writer, and he honestly believes he has used the claimed material
under the FUD. Since this is a hypothetical discussion, it is within the
realm of possibility, no matter how farfetched it sounds when measured
against reality.
Just go with it
Mr. Carroll has every right to file a copyright suit claiming that his
copyright has been infringed.
The United States Copyright laws fall under Title 17 of the US Code.
Sections 107 through 118 deal with the FUD.
Section 107 lists the following specific purposes for which a work may
be fairly reproduced without infringing the authors copyright:
Criticism
Comment
News reporting
Teaching
Scholarship
Research
The section also sets forth four factors that must be taken into account
when deciding whether a particular use of copyrighted material is fair.
(1) The purpose and character of the use, including whether such use is
of a commercial nature or is for nonprofit educational purposes;
(2) The nature of the copyrighted work;
(3) The amount and substantiality of the portion used in relation to the
copyrighted work as a whole; and
(4) The effect of the use upon the potential market for or value of the
copyrighted work.
The distinction between what is fair use and what is infringement is
intentionally left vague in the statute, so that determinations in court
The damages from once again (and repeatedly) stomping his own BBs,
on the other hand, are likely to be steep indeed.
Hypothetically, of course.
O.o
Ive been keeping my peace about this, but lets look at the facts.
1. William M. Parvocampus filed a horribly botched Answer
and Counterclaim and First (and Second) Amended Counterclaim
in his ill-fated, woe-begotten, doomed-from-day-one attempt to
identify and maliciously prosecute me for some very vague and
legally specious charges of libel and some such bullshit. Read all
about it in Cheesinus Fromundies Intent to Sniff.
2. He spent all of his mayonnaise budget for the summer on
postage, and was willing to dig into the penicillin and cranberry
juice money to pay for subpoenas and processing fees from
WordPress and Twitter to smoke me out and persecute me for
authoring a genius parody that gave him Jerry Falwell levels of
epic butthurt.
3. Before he even figured out how to affect service on me, he
folded like a pup tent in a hurricane. He got nothing, because hes
a cowardly, no-account, shuffling lump of weenie-meat with no
guts for a fight he claimed to be spoiling for. He claims victory, yet
refuses to look in my direction, when his prayer for relief of
$1.500.000 (no thats no typo he really did try to sue for twelve
bits) results two fingers raised high and proud back at him. He
paid his costs, I sat back, pointing, laughing and mocking for most
of a summer at no cost to myself.
4. Yes, McHog lost at the hearing for a Preliminary Injunction.
Lets read that word again, slowly, like Bill does: Preeeeeeeelllllliiimmmmm-iiiiiiiiiiinnnnnn-aaaaarrrrryyy. It means early.
5. Legal experts like Eugene Volokh knew the handwriting was
on the wall. They said, Sure enough; McHog lost in a hearing for a
preliminary injunction very, VERY early in the process. He lost to
a slavering mad dog psychotic with Daddy issues and impulse
control problems, a serially adjudicated harasser & deranged
cyberstalker with a vile fixation on anything in or near the human
bodys garbage chute. (Well, that may be a bit of a paraphrase, and
I dont think Professor Volokh knows Bill well enough to be quite
so opinionated, but others do.) They also said the preliminary
injunction really had nothing to do with making a case at trial. Bill
had an AWFUL LOT OF TROUBLE remembering that part. He
restated his offer to McHog. Let me skate, you vindictive,
vexatious, stinky old prick. McHog told him to take a running
fuck at a rolling doughnut. (Though his word choice was surely
less colorful than mine.)
6. McHog files a peace order, again, and, as McHog expected,
the idiot political appointee judge denied the petition. He should
have waited for a weekend when standards are much lower and you
can manufacture enough evidence AND fear-pee to sway a
weekend county court commissioner, amirite?
7. Undeterred by the proclamations of brain-dead bumpkins, or
Circuit Court judges, McHog exercises his legal right to file an
appeal.
8. Now that Bill has convinced himself that McHog has
bungled his case, has misfiled his copyright applications, has
thrown away all that money and has shown weakness, he gladly
agrees to a settlement conference, thinking he can walk in with
reams upon reams of printouts of comments that gave him epic
butthurt and sadz for his widdle feeeeewings, and walk out with
behavior, he had failed to provide the half a reason not to pursue the
peace order appeal. An honest person, an adult, a decent human being
would have realized that by baiting even one online ally of McHog (that
being me), he had publicly reneged on his own promise and vacated the
informal handshake terms reached after the documents were signed. An
honest person, an adult, a decent human being, would realize that he
had just kickstarted (with a whole $25 tub of potato salad! Mmm-mm!)
a fresh round of battle and revealed himself afresh as the repeatoffending, serially adjudicated, deranged harassing cyberthug he is. An
honest person, an adult, a decent human being would have informed his
opponent that he had decided not to change his online behavior and, for
the good of society as a whole, he should pursue the peace order appeal
with maximum haste and prejudice. But Bill is neither honest nor
decent. He is an adult in the legal, but not the emotional, sense of the
term, and the truth of his humanity is still very much up in the air.
Instead, Bill chose to believe that his lack of remorse and his failure to
modify his behavior would pass unnoticed. He chose to believe that
McHog would not realize Bill had tried to dupe him, or if he did, would
demonstrate a level of forgiveness unequal to that of an opponent under
attack once more. He believed this fantasy so willingly, so completely,
that he ignored the fact that the peace order appeal was still pending.
He preferred instead to blame his opponent for not swinging by and
giving him a ride to court and arguing his case for him. Instead, he
assumed once more that, like most furniture, reality would simply bend
and rearrange itself to fit him, and because he had convinced himself
that McHog would not appeal the peace order, the peace order appeal
was beneath his attention horizon. Bill kept his previously scheduled
appointment with his neurologist and had a late breakfast with his
caretaker-cum-housemaid.
Assuming Bill would be there, but prepared for the possibility he would
not, McHog marched into the courtroom, presented his evidence to the
judge, and was awarded his peace order uncontested. Just like Bill
would have been if he hadnt chickened out back in early June.
deposit, so to speak.
And then follows the field trip to the final resting place. For a guy who
so loved the butt stuff, could there be a more fitting and appropriate
send-off?
As he draws his terminal breath, I hope that he leaves this Earth with
that image in his mind. Paul Krendler, surrounded by 50 zombie
friends, dancing like dervishes atop his garbage-covered carcass,
pouring gallon after gallon after gallon after gallon of human waste
over his cold and already forgotten grave.
And then, for a final time, I will say the words
Bill, I am sorry. Sorry that I couldnt bring 100 friends. Sorry that I
couldnt empty an entire dump truck of something more vile and
poisonous than shit, piss and vomit all over you to improve the smell.
Sorry I forgot to bring a metric ton of rock salt to cover the land so that
your passing will be commemorated by a memorial site where nothing
will ever grow green again. Oh, wait. Home Depot is still open! Hey
guys, lets go buy some rock salt! Bill, well be right back.
Hoggy made several mistakes in his filing. For one thing, he filed the
lawsuit BEFORE applying for copyright protection. He overstepped in his
demand for a preliminary injunction. Whether or not this was intentional
on his part, who knows. But the judge ordered a settlement conference
with a magistrate. Out of the $620,000 Hoggy demanded, he got $0.
Of course, the entire kerfuffle was great for blog traffic. Krendlers
readers proclaimed Hoggy the WINNER since having the suit settled
meant I could not proceed with my countersuit. All one has to do is tell
these people what to think, and by God in Heaven Above, THAT is what
they will think.
Still, the whole enterprise was wearying. Now that the copyright suite
was behind me, I began thinking of ways to kill off the character. I
couldnt just stop blogging as Krendler. He was far too popular. On top of
that, I started to believe that Hoggy really thought a Federal Judge was
going to give him $620,000 for my use of material that I actually wrote.
It seemed that Hoggy was getting more and more unstable. Psychotropic
drugs can be a terrible master. I thought if I wrote a post mocking a
recently-departed right wing blogger, the howls of outrage would force
Hoggy to see that this character had run its course.
I just found out yesterday that my new bestest friend not to be confused
with my excellent friend, convicted bomber, forger, perjurer and drug
dealer, who has not served his full sentence and walks free every day at
risk of being returned to federal prison if he violates parole Bert
Timmerman
(oh, and did I mention he is the only suspect in the murder of Augustina
Encoders, the grandmother of his at-the-time waaaaay underage
girlfriend, whom the sick bastard had been taking on vacations without
chaperones? Did I mention that? Well, I should probably keep that to
myself, what with me and Bert being such excellent palsy-walsies and all
that)
Marshall Mellow of 1416 Wellesbury Lane, Huntsville AL, 35807, phone
number 256-555-2455, Social Security Number 422-51-2890, clean
criminal record except for 2 speeding tickets, 10 unpaid parking tickets
and an expunged juvenile vandalism arrest, FICO score of 700, owed
$1600 on his Harley, carried a $1.7 million life insurance policy and a
$128K mortgage note on his lovely home, a picture of which I would post,
so someone who felt like visiting a newly widowed single mom and
offering some special attention might be able to recognize the right
studio downtown where she doesnt actually live died on July 18.
Dreadful news, unless you have a thing for hot, young, mourning widows.
But dont do that. I would never suggest anything so vile and crass. Its
way too soon. Please, at least wait until theres grass on the grave, huh?
Show some respect.
Marsh (he let me call him Marsh, just like that racist, alcoholic hack
wannabe journalist R. Stacy McCain insists I call him Stace) spent the
last month and a half of his life blogging the truth about how evil I am.
And motorcycles, and theater, and hidden places in Alabama, but really,
who cares about any of that shit? Everyone knows its AAAAALLLLL
ABOUT ME! ME!! MEEE!!!! His blog didnt get any attention (from me,
and its all about me) until he started writing about ME and how evil and
stupid I am on May 28. In fact, he really didnt start writing about me
until after he found that fucking Thinking Mans Zombie blog written by
that fucking weasel Paul Krendler whose parody I stole and put in a book.
You see, Marshall thought he knew more about US Copyright Law and
Fair Use than I do, and NOBODY, and I mean NOBODY, knows more
about copyright law and unfair use than me. Not even some Presidential
appointed, Senate approved icky girl Federal Judge!
Because MCHOG!
But as soon as the Lickspittle Minions got wind of yet another blogger
who had seen through my steady stream of lies and other horse shit, and
proved himself smarter than me, he was welcomed into
the McHogwash! fold like a conquering hero. I have to make up
commenters at my blog. Even Harridan OFakeChik wont comment on
my blogs.
What Marshall did was what any decent journalist would do. He asked me
questions. Sure they were obnoxious. How can you call yourself a
journalist is you dont hound your subject with obnoxious questions like,
What happened to your dead daughter? Did you drown her in the toilet
yourself, or was it your wife? Wheres the death certificate? What about
the paperwork on your underage porn models? When did you stop
abusing your kids? You know Im calling the cops on you, dontcha,
pervert? Why do you pimp out your wife, sicko bastard?
Of course, those questions arent obnoxious; theyre tenacious. Theres a
difference. I only ask tenacious questions. If Im not asking, then theyre
obnoxious.
They were even reasonably polite, and based in documentable history of
some of my past award-winning journalistic and other online exploits. I
mean, when I doxed McCain and that guy in Dallas on the same day, I got
a dozen fresh jars of mayonnaise! There was no return address on it, but
who cares? MAYONNAISE!!
Besides, those obnoxious questions had nothing to do with the the battles
Im fighting and the issues Im facing.
Oh. Did I mention that its ALL. ABOUT. ME!!?!!ELEVENTY!???!?
At first, he seemed like a nice enough fellow. Earnestly trying to find out
what black and malignant infestation makes an obviously mental
deficient, unstable sociopathic narcissist like me tick. And Im sure he
was earnest and honest and nice in real life.
I wonder what thats like? (Not really. Couldnt care less.)
But this is cyberspace, where I can take off my mask and be the
unrelenting, shit-smeared fuckstick bastard that I always am when no one
is around to unplug the computer and mix a triple dose of lithium into my
fro yo.
And now young Marshall is gone, so tragically young, with an extra
young widow, and two even younger young youngsters. And puppies!
Young puppies! Barely out of the whelping box, so recently torn away
from their own mother (oh, Marshall, you heartless piece of shit, how
could tear those helpless young, young, YOUNG animals from the only
love theyve ever known only to abandon them to the tail-yanking, earpulling shenanigans of your soon to be homeless little criminal street
urchins! O the cruelty!). I didnt have the chance to make peace with him,
after he reached the obvious conclusion that I am every bit the tumorous,
vile, stinking, vomitous waste of human flesh that every right-thinking
netizen believes I am. Ive made peace with many make-believe McHog
readers who, once I realized I could not dox them because they dont
actually exist, have learned that I am a living, breathing human being
who functions entirely on my autonomic nervous system and a deep brain
stimulator that has been hijacked via Bluetooth by some teenaged
creepazoid hacker living IN A VAN! DOWN BY!! THE RIVER!!!
It breaks my heart that Marshall spent the last month and a half of his life
inserting myself (add your own joke here, I cant choose from so
many-PK) into issues that did not concern him. Issues like:
what sort of professional association would a Pennsylvania dentist
belong to, and how could I fuck with that?
would a librarian be embarrassed by the fact that she finished last in a
local election?
why is some old broad in Portland sending me emails?
that guy in Illinois I tried to get fired is wondering about jobs in
Maryland? After I clean up the fear pee and creep his TL, Im gonna get a
peace order that I have no intention of pressing
a guy with that name absolutely MUST be the same guy in the same state
with a long arrest record, right?
Why would Michael want to do such stupid things?
What?
Me? Of course, me. Its ALL ABOUT ME!
Oh, that! Did I do those things? Im sorry but Im not going to participate
in your stupid games so MYOFB!!! And if you dont tell me Paul
Krendlers real name by the time I count three, Im gonna count to
FOUR!!!
Umnever mind. I recently learned about this thing called a Freudian
Slip? I think I just broke my hip.
The more I pointed out to him that hes not an award winning jomolista
like me, and that he had no right to ask polite questions of me (BECAUSE
ITS ALL ABOUT ME!), the more he persisted in acting like a shitty fake
internet investigative jomolista chasing a totally fake non-story down
Texas way in a totally unethical and downright shitty manner that, if
there were any true justice in the world, would land that shitty fake
internet investigative jomolista behind bars for the rest of his sorry
fucking life!
But thats not me. I would never do ANYTHING like that.
But Marshall, poor young dead Marshall, just couldnt let it go. He
pushed me, and pushed me, and pushed me. And now hes dead. Of a heart
attack. So they say. Just by the way, did you know that drugs like cocaine
and methamphetamine can cause a massive heart attack? Its just
amazing the things you can learn on the internet! Wouldnt it be
something if I knew someone who could get their hands on such illegal
substances? Someone whod been convicted of dealing drugs? Boy, its a
good thing I dont know anybody like that.
To give you an idea of what were dealing with here, a couple months
after conservative new media firebrand Andrew Breitbart died in 2012,
some fucking shitbrained, pus-oozing, lunatic, festering-chancre-on-thehemorrhoidal-asshole-of-Liberal-Assholedom hatemonger called The
Liberal Grump started a parody website called Big Damnation to
mock Andrew and torture his fans. The same guy even had a Twitter
account, @DeadAndrew, to go with it. That this would come to mind upon
hearing about the death of someone tells more about ME that person
who isnt me (EVEN THOUGH ITS ALL ABOUT ME!!!) than anything I
could ever say.
But this is what Twitter and blogs have created. I hate people Ive never
even met. I can try an entire federal case and declare myself victoriously
victorious without even knowing what FACTS may be presented! I Hate
for the Sake of Hating. And, because Hate Is All I Have Left. Its the sort
of thing that people who should know better engage in. Thank goodness
Im not intelligent enough to know better; what a perfect excuse for being
the pluperfect leaking sphincter that I am. Not like McHog and Aaron
Slouch. They both have treated me like a human being. Ive had pleasant
conversations with both of them. They seem decent enough. Yet the next
day, there I am, back online, ridiculing Aarons mail order bride,
making up transsexual masturbation fantasies about McHogs son, or
4.
Justice, Poetic
Posted: September 27, 2014 | Author: Paul Krendler
Im off doing fun things this morning, riding trains and playing games.
So lets try our hand at POETRY!!
Sounds FUN, right? (Yeah, I know, shut up.)
Really its just an excuse for a little pointless Bill-ku.
My accomplishments
Experimental brain pokes
Books no one will buy
Footlongs with mayo
Tears falling in my fro yo
Tastes like epic fail
New station each month
Five Twitter handles last week
Re-design that blog!
Haters break the law
With false negative reviews
Heeengh! Heeengh! LICKSPITTLES!
His excellent friend
Brent Timmerman? Forgive him.
Lemmen? Die soon, fraud.
Parkinsons Disease
Exacerbated to death
Nothing is his fault
His monkey vulva
Is dry and itchy today
Must be full of sand
The problem with this is, these blog entries show up on Google because
they get page views. Theyre funny. Funnier than hell, actually. They
are shedding the light of truth on my reputation as a merchant of
smears and lies. Other right wing bloggers have joined in the merriment
and, as a result, I have been painted in the dark, ugly hues that match
the tinct of my tainted soul, and I cant help but feel this is interfering
with the sales of my smear books.
Two other individuals, Blurric B. Blurson, BLUR Blurrock Rd, Blurris,
UR, and Bhlurs Blurther, BLUR Blurlington Ave, Blur, Blurine, LU,
have been actively involved with Mr. Blur and Mr. Blurry in defaming
me. Mr. Blurson, under the pen name of BLUR, has been bragging on
Blurdlers Blog about writing negative reviews of my smear books
that he has never purchased and only reads the online samples. And he
promises to continue doing so, despite my warning that he cease and
desist treating me as I treat others, the meanie! Bhlurs Blurther has
been involved with me since I was epically pwn3d by his Knot in My
Blursblursin Facebook crew in 2011 in their involvement with an
effort to scam the media (and me, theyre mutually exclusive) into
thinking they were trying to interfere with the gathering of petitions to
recall their governor. He uses the name Blurard B. Lurl or
Embrlurrybluriddleablurum, but he has been positively identified as
Blurther by his former Knot cronies (who shined me on before and
would never do it again! Because by God, if I could drive or lift my
arms, Id beat them to death and they know it) and by my own
investigation which has misidentified him about a hundred and fortyseven times, and it keeps gettin funnier every time I fail at it!!
What I want is to be able to harass these people without consequence. I
want these people to have nothing to do with me. I want them to stop
telling people the truth about my books and to stop doing such a good
job spreading my trashy reputation all over the Internet. I want
someone to conspire with me to harass them, and to conspire to write
fake positive reviews for my smear books so they will sell a few more
copies and I can buy a special jar of wasabi mayonnaise to paint my
taint.
What I want is, after two long years of this, is for law enforcement to
take me seriously for the online threat that I am a deranged,
unbalanced, undiagnosed, unmedicated, unsupervised, undisciplined,
serially adjudicated cyber-harassing online thug who cannot stop, will
not stop digging into the private lives of people who would rather I just
go away. Please, please, PLEASE SEND SOMEONE TO FIT ME FOR
AN EXTRA-LONG-SLEEVED JACKET, a big poke of Thorazine and a
ride to a niceassisted living facility where Ill be protected from myself
owned the coin purse for over a year in more ways than one. Im so
weak, so useless, I cant do anything but pretend Im funny, and nobody
even believes that anymore. And now I have to go and pull it all down
off the web or else it will taint (*snerk*) my legacy FOREVER. Can you
imagine if your last conscious thought was complete and total
understanding of what a failure your life had been, but even worse,
knowing that the evidence of it had been immortalized in cyberspace
FOR ALL TIME?
Please, God, wont you send some Judas to seal my fate?
And now its time for lunch. Footlongs and mayo, with crusty booger
flakes (if I close my eyes I can almost imagine theyre like those
crunchy things you get at Long John Silvers) on the side and extra
funky, I mean chunky, chocolate chip cookies that my wife has been
making almost constantly over the last month. I like them fine, but I
never see her eating them. Strange.
______________
Got an e-mail this morning from a friend of mine. I wanted to
congratulate me on my strategy. Good idea, I wrote. Pull the same
trick McHog pulled. Say Im not going, then show up and lower the
boom.
I replied. I am not WJJ McHog. I wear diapers. I have no integrity,
courage or sense of smell. No one sits within 10 feet of me if they can
avoid it. If I say I am going to do something, I do it unless it becomes
clear that Im going to look like a fool. If I say I will talk with Patrick
Grody under oath on Friday, I will be hiding under my bed weeping
instead. If I say come and get me and it becomes apparent that I cant
extort or intimidate someone into backing down, then I dress up in a big
muu-muu and say, You wouldnt hit a girl, would you? If I file a
Peace Order petition, I ALWAYS FOLLOW THROUGH, unless its
against Patrick Grody, who scares me so bad it takes a crime scene
cleanup crew to deal with the mess I make when I come to my senses.
And I will not haul myself up from the comfort of the shit pit to truck
with WJJ McHog.
The shit pit is actually a couple levels up from where people like me
belong. Luckily, the bureaucracy here in Maryland is incredible and
they are still working on widening the passages to those lower levels to
accommodate wide-assed, skirt-flapping, cowardly, smoke-blowing
gravelpanties like myself. Exactly like myself. Okay, Goddammit, its
just for me, all right? Shut up!!
Everyone is pretending that Grody showed up, even after that
OBVIOUSLY FAKE photo of his Illinois Drivers License sitting on the
order of dismissal, signed by Judge Mary Reese, that reads After the
appearance of the RESPONDENT
(Say, you cant put that on a LEGAL COURT ORDER if its not true,
can you? -PK)
I have it on incompetent authority that he did not. My incompetent
authority is named Mark in MD, or as I call him in private, Little Voice
In My Head #8.
Got a nice note from none of the Howard County States Attorney
lawyers today.
Im getting ready to head home but I was worried that my mental health
may have precluded my appearance.
If its any consolation, I understand that in addition to the usual
contingent of state-employee baliffs and courthouse security, there were
uniformed Howard County Police Officers in the courtroom. So
somebody WAS concerned that I would show up heavy.
Try to get some rest this weekend. Opt for TV vs. the internet to give
myself a break. Just let me take care of the sockpuppetry.
Take care,
Wayne aka Little Voice In My Head #2
Funny little pictures of dolls and power tools that make me flood my
gravelpanties with the brown stinky. Such brave comedians.
WHY WONT THEY KILL ME LIKE THEY PROMISE??? WHY
MUST THEY PROLONG MY MISERY???
Wait, what???
Little Voice In My Head #5 has something to whisper in my ear
What? They WANT me to suffer? They want me to feel the pain and
injury that I have tried and failed to visit upon them so many times?
Why? What have I ever done to them?
Oh shut up, you liar.
SHUT UP, Little Voice In My Dented Head!!
(Why does that never work?)
Its too late to save the thing Ive turned me into. So, I will turn me into
something else. And I will shave my hole.
May I someday realize the evil I have done to so many good men and
families. And if I do ever realize it, may it gnaw at my stomach for the
rest of my life.
(Shoves Microphone Up Pooter Hole. Waddles Off Stage. Until Next
Time. Because Theres Always A Next Time.)
same time! Can you believe they forced a talent like mine to retire??
But it took a rocket scientist like WJJ McHog of all people, to make me
realize that I had all the information I needed about my credit card
minimum payments right there on the statement I received every
month. I had $1200 in book marketing expenses to pay off, and it never
occurred to me to check it! A year ago, I would never have missed such
an obvious clue. It took an electrical engineer to show this idiot who
has lost the ability to see the high hot one (boy, that brings back Navy
memories!), to open my eyes to how far Ive slipped in the past year.
Its okay, though. Tomorrow Ill have forgotten all about it. Ill pull
on my tights and my cape and become SOOPER JERNOMALIST all
over again.
The one thing I value about myself is my honesty. Im not always right.
Okay, Im not EVER right. But I can state that I have never written a
story with the intent to deceive. And I can say that because I value my
honesty. I dont exercise it, but I value it. Its like a golden ring, a
Precious, if you like, kept hidden in a safe. I think, like a Precious,
honesty is too valuable to be used, and too dangerous. If I used the
honesty that I value so much, people would begin expecting me to be
honest all the time. And that cant happen. Because then I would have
to admit all the times I have been proven wrong. And, if were speaking
honestly, which we may or may not be doing, I have been proven wrong
A LOT. If I have been wrong, whenever that was pointed out and
proven to an arbitrary and capricious standard known only to me, I
have always issued a correction. Which is the same as saying I have
never issued an honest correction. Sure, I have issued corrections, but
they are those half-assed, you-think-Im-wrong-but-Im here-toCORRECT-you corrections.
I had to retire in 2011 because I could no longer manage the commute.
I kept forgetting where I was, and several three letter agencies that I
didnt work for were getting very upset when I showed up at the gate
several times a week insisting I worked there and they were in the
for them not to talk to me, though. There are plenty of other reasons
for that, reasons that I cant process, organize or even recall.
The headline indicates my gift to each of you. As I have clearly been
affected by the common late stage LegalButthurt execute me
dysfunctionally disorder, I issue you each a grain of sand from my
delicate labia to take whenever you read something Ive written. Im
not going to do any more investigating until the next time, at least I
dont believe I will. And you can trust me on that because I value my
precious honesty too much to ever use it. If I do break that pledge, it
will be because I forgot I made it and I cant process or organize those
facts (to say nothing of any facts I might find or make up when Im
trying to dox somebody like shaka49) , I will have a friend double and
triple check my poor processing and disorganization before I publish.
Hopefully my friend Mark in MD or States Attorney Wayne will be
able to do that for me without laughing hysterically, because that makes
me mad, and when I get mad I jump up and down and that makes my
balls hurt more, and I fall down and then something else gets hurt too.
I can no longer trust my own judgment on some (any SHUT UP!
HONESTY, GET BACK IN THE VAULT!) of these matters. And my
detractors love pointing out when I type like a mamboing monkey with
muscular dystrophy, let alone when I get a whole post full of facts
incorrect because someone led me like a tethered goat down the
primrose path. They are going to say whatever they are going to say,
and frankly, I dont give a good God damn. At least not enough to
spend the NEXT eleven months griping about defamation, slander,
libel, perjury, intentional infliction and false negative reviews, like I
have the PAST eleven.
Thats just not going to happen.
I need to step away from the plate, hang up the cleats and watch the
game as a spectator, not as a player. The continuous and repeated
impact of the high hard one just doesnt feel the same these days as it
did back when I was in the Navy.
I have too little respect for journalism to actually practice it. I will
continue to run my little internet radio stations and write for
entertainment purposes. (My entertainment, not yours. What I think is
entertaining turns the stomach of the overwhelming majority of normal
people.) But I can no longer expect, or ask, anyone to take what I write
as fact. What I really mean by that is I know no one ever believed
anything I wrote in the past; but now the time has come to admit that
even I cant delude myself any longer.
And Team Hoggy, and especially you, Krendler: Fuck each and every
one of you.
The wingnuts didnt catch on when I tried to show that they, meaning
us, were far more prolific in the scatological writing style than the real
me was. One more try?
A Little Q & A
Posted: December 9, 2014 | Author: Paul Krendler |
you. I dont think anybody hates you. Hate requires energy, passion
and fire, and I dont think anyone of us Lickspittle Zombies has that
kind of energy to spare on you. I can only speak for myself, but what I
feel for you is an overwhelming sense of pity. Some disgust.
Revulsion. Sometimes that queasy feeling you get from burping up a
tiny bit of vomit? I feel that, too.
And this cowardice of yours that you continuously project into me!
Thats funny, though not in a way that would get you paid. Its also
incorrect. Im no coward. I guarantee you that if I filed a Peace Order
petition, or whatever they call it in my state, against you, Id show up in
court. And if you were ever lightning-strike lucky enough to figure out
where to serve me with a Peace Order of your own, you can be damn
sure Id show up in court in Howard County.
Not like you, you brave sir Knight! The way you took to the hills last
month when you realized Mr. Grody was coming to call your obvious
bluff was some entertaining shit! Too bad you couldnt get paid for
that! That was worth real money.
No, Im no coward. Theres another word for people like me who shoot
from cover and hit their target with consistent, deadly accuracy, and
that word is sniper.
You wont ever catch me.
How can you know for a fact someone is NOT Chris Heather but not
know WHO he is? Makes no sense.
I beg to differ. When laid next to your certainties over the last week
that a) EPWJ mailed you horseshit, and then b) Howard D. Earl (who
must be Chris Heather) mailed you horseshit, and then c)
LibraryGryffon knows who mailed you horseshit and knows who Chris
Heather is, and then d) Grace mailed you horseshit, and then e) I know
who mailed you horseshit, and then f) I mailed you horseshit, and then
g) McHog mailed you horseshit, it makes far more sense than anything
youve supposed is true. You are merely too thick to see that, and I am
you dont wish to hear from? You block that person, right? Its easy. It
takes 10 seconds.
And what do you do if you know that someone has a blog that does
nothing but make fun of all the ignorant, uninformed garbage you have
ever written on the Internet? You dont go to that blog, right? Its easy.
It takes 10 seconds to delete links to that blog from your history and you
never have to go there again!
Wait, what? Whatever. Makes no nevermind to me.
But this is JJJ Schmidt we are talking about. Why should HE have to
block ME? In his appeal to the Carroll County Circuit Court, we drew a
judge who had no idea what the Twitter was, how it was used, or any
clue about how to operate such a confusing bit of confounded infernal
new-fangled gadgetry.
Schmidt, the fiend, used that to his advantage to PRESENT A
PERSUASIVE ARGUMENT to the judge, saying blocking me on Twitter
would be the same as having to change his phone number to avoid
telemarketers.
The judge agreed and granted the peace order. Extending it for another
six months in December 2013.
So, instead of taking the 10 seconds to block me on Twitter, he spent
God knows how much of the Carroll County taxpayers money to get a
judge to force me to stop including @jjjschmidt in my tweets.
Which is, in my opinion, much, MUCH WORSE than wasting Howard
County taxpayers money by filing TWO bogus chickenshit Peace Order
petitions and then failing to show up for both of them. Good thing I
would never do that.
Where was I? Oh, yes
In effect, heres what happened. Twitter is not a one-on-one
communications platform. By design, it is a Look-at-me-Im-batshit-
And also stupid enough to think that wouldnt be reason enough for
Schmidt to change his mind about the Peace Order appeal.
Oopsie-Poopsie!
So, on August 27, 2014, I failed to check the court calendar to see if the
hearing was still on the docket. I foolishly assumed that Schmidt would
not notice what I had done, or if he had noticed would ignore my bad
behavior from some misplaced sense of honor. Or that he would correct
my unforced error for me by driving down to my trailer, dressing me up
nicely, taking me out to lunch and then driving me to court where I
could exercise my legal genius before an admiring judge who would ask
me why I never finished my law degree.
What a boneheaded mistake that turned out to be!
Instead, I went to a previously scheduled appointment to see my
neurologist. As good as his word, with me providing more than enough
reason for him to proceed, Schmidt went to the Carroll County Circuit
Court where his appeal was granted uncontested and his peace order
was awarded.
And you wonder why I believe Schmidt, or any of a half dozenwell,
perhaps a full dozenokay, maybe two dozenwell, if we count my
relatives now were starting to push fiftyhold on, then theres the
Knot crewand all their friends Okay, carry the eight Lets just
call it an even 200you wonder why I could believe any of 200 people
could mail someone (aka Little ol MEEEE!!) a tub of wet, smelly
horseshit?
So, returning to the title of this essay. I am from Iowa. I have the
characteristics of an Iowan. I am dirty. I talk dirty. I have dirty
thoughts. I am as dumb as dirt. I ate dirt when I was a kid. And I will be
damned straight to the 6th Bolgia of the 8th circle of hell (with the
hypocrites, where I belong) before or aftermakes no nevermind to
me I allow a penny-ante tin dictator like Schmidt to interfere with my
First Amendment rights, which by this very statement I am proving
Anyway, back to this love letter from ERIC! OMG I am just overcome.
Really and truly. Im so convinced it was you. You are the most recent
in my mind, so of course it has to be from you. You love and care for me
so much. This is just the cherry on the top of sundae. Admittedly its
horse shit, and green not red, but I know what you meant. Cherries can
be green. They arent as good as the maraschino cherries but they are
still candied and yummy delicious.
But Eric, my wife opened it, and now she is privy to our affair. Im
afraid that maybe she will kick me out of this trailer and you are so
very, very far away. But I know how to make you come to me Eric. I will
call THE FEDS!
You see, I was once a FED myself. I was a SEAMAN! SEAMAN
SLURPER!!11!!!! Oh wait. Im not supposed to let on that I LOVE that
name. Sorry. I served during the Lesbianese Civil War! Which was
super important to America, which of course you all know. And I was a
GS13!! I had to be approved by Congress you Lickspittles! Bet you
didnt know that. Well, my position had to be approved. Not necessarily
me. But still. That makes ME important to the FEDS. They will listen to
me! Which will stop Gail from suspecting me from having an affair.
Gail mustnt suspect that I really liked receiving this horse shit.
Because frankly it smelled a whole lot better than what she has to clean
from my depends when I make biggs. She might like it if more packages
started being delivered and this has to be kept secret. She cant open
any more of these packages Eric! You cant send me anymore! But I
know you will because you cant stay away. You love me that much and
cant wait to be my Boy Scout. Oh I have to go get another jar of mayo
now
Back again! I know how to cover for all of this! My outrage will be
MAGNIFICENT!!!! Ill demand an apology with a doom clock. And
threaten to call the Feds on Monday. Thats it! Ill turn over the whole
shitaree over to the Feds on Monday. I was a Fed. I will talk with the
Feds. Fed to Fed. And THEY will get to the bottom of this. Ill have
proof of your everlasting love and Gail will know that Im not
unfaithful. Like I was with that tranny.
Unfortunately it will look like Im trying to make your life hell. Oh, Ill
rant and rave on Twitter, typing to no one because no one listens to me
anymore while I stalk the websites that I know you frequent. Because
its the only way I can let you know that I care. That I see what you are
trying to do. Its how I show my love. The more I rant and rave, the
more you will know that I care. Oooh! And I can get the postal
inspectors involved! Its just so perfect! Ultimate perfection! They will
add to the whole thing so that you will know the length and depth of my
devotion! Its brilliant!
Oh God. Length and depth. Length and depth. Have to go get more
mayo
..
Eric. Oh Eric. Ive had time to think long and hard about this. Very
long. Hard oh my ahem! Your continual denials without even a
hint of coyness can only mean one thing. This really wasnt from you.
But now I know who it was from. HOWARD!!! Finally I have
convinced him that I truly desire to know him. To bring him to my love
of mayo.
But Howard? He likes it hard. He makes me work for him. So very, very
hard. So now my anguish must reach even higher heights to let him
know that Im sincere. Ive worked on getting Howards affections for
such a long time. He has always brushed me off time and time again.
But now. Now Im drawing him in. And I KNOW that hes the one who
paid for this. Because you know who he is? CHRIS HEATHER!!!!!
OMG!!11!!! Chris has been taunting me from afar for so long. Making
me ache for his sweet, sweet whispered nothings into my ear.
All those times I teased him about that poor dead girl that beat him up?
Well, you know, I really knew that that wasnt the case. I just wanted to
get him to realize that a woman like that could never make him into a
real man. Like I could. The only way you can find out that you need
something is to have your mistakes pointed out to you over and over and
over again. And ridiculed.
That evil witch LibraryGryffon is making things difficult. She and
Grace have always stood between Howard and I finding each other.
Frankly I think they are both the same person. That way it makes it
sound like Im so awful because its coming from two different people.
Why would she do this? I think she really wants me as well and is trying
deliberately to keep me from finding those who desire me, so she eggs
them on in saying things and denying the real feelings that they have
inside.
But who cares because she is just a woman. Only there to make me my
footlong. Like Gail. Put more mayo on it woman! Before I give you
sunglasses again!
But how to get Howard to admit that he cares I know! The Postal
Inspector! Ill keep researching the laws regarding manure being sent
and keep pulling out the wrong thing to make him afraid that I really
want something bad to happen to him for sending me this love gift.
THAT will send him running into my arms. It will be the only way to
fully bring him into my large orbit. He will LOVE being in my orbit.
.
Is it possible that I have misread all of this? All of my bluster and bluff
thinking first it was Eric and then Howard? Could it possibly be? You
know what it could be from? This ultimate gift of true, lasting love?
MCHOG and KRENDLER!
OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG, Im practically quivering with desire at the
thought that the two of them have partnered together to send me this
tub-o-manure, this gift to get me to notice them even more than I
already do.
McHog has teased me for so long. He draws me in and then pushes me
away. Like Bill Cosby said Eve did to Adam Come here, come here,
come here! No, get away, get away, get away Those orders he filed
against me. And especially the one he last renewed, when he said that
he wasnt going to try and renew it. Its all part of his plan to make me
CRAZY with desire for him, and this fragrant, wet delivery is all part of
it.
And Krendler. KREEENDLEEEEERRRRR!!!!! the most elusive one of
all. He dances at the fringes of my mind. Tormenting me. Teasing me.
Tantalizing me. He and McHog have been knee deep in their conspiracy
to keep me panting and begging and begging and panting. The two of
them together have made me spiral into this vortex of desire. No one
else on this earth can make me feel this way. Not even the excitement
when I was on stage with the tranny comes close to this. And that was
really exciting.
It is the culmination of the desperate search for love that I have been
sending out all over the internet these last few years. That Daily Kos
article about butt sex? Mere foreplay to see who would be interested in
true man love. The harassment of the Wisconsin Knots? Mere warmups. This. Krendler and McHog. McHog and Krendler. Over and over
and over. This is the way I can finally achieve my climax. No more
pretending with the mayo. No more feeling less and less like a man.
FINALLY I WILL BE SATISFIED!
The police and the FBI and the Postal Inspectors will bring them to me.
And then. At last. At long, long last. We three can satisfy ourselves with
what we want. What we need. I dont know if any of us will survive the
pleasure of the encounter. It will be far too intense. The glory will
explode from my trailer and everyone will know what has happened and
how wonderful it all was.
But what a way to go, eh?
-0-
Hoggy had taken to writing a weekly pretend radio script modeling his
brilliant self against the iconic old time radio character, Johnny Dollar.
It was painful reading. McHog knew as much about using words to paint
a picture as a garden slug knows about speed dating. So, Krendler
decided to take a stab at the art form.
Not at all. Do you mind if I dont answer? It was company policy not
to cooperate with the feds. They were, in general, idiots, and I was
never a go-along guy.
Do you know a man named Parkinson Williams? he said.
No.
Are you sure?
Is your middle initial S? I said.
Preston blinked. How did you know?
I spread my hands. Im a zombie detective. Thats my job.
It was on the credentials hed shown me. Hed been carrying them so
long he had probably forgotten.
So you dont know him?
Thats right, I said.
But youve heard of him, said Ted (Theodore) Logan from the couch.
Heard of him? Sure.
Tell me more.
No.
Why not?
Because Im not in business to volunteer information. You have a
question, ask.
Preston said, How did you hear of Williams?
I said, Why do you want to know?
Just answer the question, flatfoot, said Logan.
Fine. I drank some more coffee. It needed a shot of the whiskey I
some of us. John never paid me a dime for that copyright. We just
wanted Parkie to think that. Oh, he paid sure enough. He just didnt
pay me. He made an anonymous donation to charity. If I had known
the entertainment value of what would follow, I probably would have
asked for more. Or more likely given it away for free.
So you see, John Schmidt never mailed me anything. Not to a house,
not to a P.O. Box, not to a remailing service in Slovenia. Its all a scam
created for the mark of all marks, a fool among fools, a dimwit,
wrapped in an idiot inside a moron. Youre here looking for a guy
behind me, but theres no one behind me to find.
I pointed again at the bottle. Now, are you sure you dont want a shot
to make up for all your wasted time before I toss you Wyld Stallyns out
of my office?
5.
In the fall and winter of 2014/2015, Gail told me she had noticed changes
in my personality. I was grumpier, easier to irritate. She thought it was
the Parkinsons disease. I knew it was Krendler, turning into a real person
inside my brain. I didnt like what was happening. For one thing, Gail
was getting sicker. Losing weight, getting weaker. But Krendler saw the
whole scene as suitable for mocking.
Balance
Posted: January 2, 2015 | Author: Paul Krendler |
I saw one of those PSAs for mental health awareness today. Being
undead, mental health isnt much of a concern personally. But this was
one of those Glenn Close ads where all the family members wear tshirts that say Im With The Schizo or My Dead Brother Was An
Incestuous Pedophile Until I Killed Him, And I Wish All I Got Was
This Lousy T-Shirt, and things like that. I especially liked the motherdaughter pair with the matching Helicopter Parent/Zero Self-Esteem
rainbow shirts.
Anyway, it got me thinking about mental illness in general. I started
bouncing around the web, learning interesting things. Did you know,
for instance, that Mnchausen Syndrome by Proxy has been
highlighted as a murder defense in no less than seventeen separate
episodes of various Law & Order series? (I totally made that up, but
doesnt it sound reasonable?) What you dont see much of, however, is
actual Mnchausen Syndrome, a mental illness which requires far
more bravery and commitment.
Both Mnchausen Syndrome and Mnchausen Syndrome by Proxy are
types of what is knows as Factitious Disorders. I found a good
explanation at the Cleveland Clinic. What follows are some choice
6.
TO EVERYTHING, AN END.
By January 2015, I hadnt spoken to Hoggy in months. I was seeing less
sarcasm in his writing and more seeming animosity. Or was I just
thinking that, since I was playing a major psych game on myself, writing
as my worst enemy, a person who didnt exist. Or did he? Was this
monster truly lurking inside of me. It was time to shut the door.
The biggest reason for this decision my wife was getting sicker. She
had lost a lot of weight. And once the body fat was gone, whatever it was
she had was eating muscle mass. She was starting to resemble a death
camp victim.
So, I decided to go out with a bang.
60 year old man who has never before taken responsibility for anything
Ive done in my life, I can tell you Im not about to start now.
Did I call him at his home and swear at him? No. My wife took the
phone and hung it up before the call went through.
Did I write him a nasty letter? Yes. Did my wife mail it? No. I think she
fed it to the dogs.
Did I send him an e-mail? No. Wellnot recently.
Did I hire a sound truck and drive around the streets if Winchester
playing the McHog is a Senile Cocksucker song? No. I could only
afford the wind-up fire truck for fifteen minutes, and it wasnt loud
enough anyway. Which really sucks because its a catchy little tune.
I linked to his blog. Because Mrs. BM was out of the house and Im a
pathetic idiot with no self control or internal editor.
Yep. Thats the crime. I contacted the man by mistake when I did
something that instructed a website to send him an email. Thats the
reason why I have to be hauled out of my house by a forklift on January
30 in the coldest part of the Winter, strapped to a flatbed and trucked to
Westminster because I wrote a blog entry that contained a link to
McHogs blog, which I wouldnt bother reading in the first place if it
wasnt for the squirrels whispering at me from the trees outside. They
make me do it. They say they will sneak in the house and pee in the
mayonnaise if I dont do as they tell me. They scare me.
Youre blinking your eyes in disbelief, right?
Why in Gods name is this queer (BUTT STUFF ALARM
ACTIVATED!!) old man requiring this blogger who cant even sit up
straight in his chair, this man with Stage IV Parkinsons disease who
requires assistance to walk. (to do what?) This man who hasnt
driven a car since 2009. (to do WHAT?) This man who had to retire
from a very well-paying job in 2001 and now lives basically on Social
Security. (TO DO WHAT, GODDAMMIT?!?!) This man who chokes on
his food and drink, who cannot stand up long enough to brush his teeth
without horrible pain in his back, who sits slouched over in his
wheelchair with ungodly pain shooting down his right arm and a numb
right hand from 59 years and 3 months of touching the hot stove and
sticking forks into electric outlets every single day, and this is at his
most comfortable? (ALL RIGHT, ALREADY!! ENOUGH ABOUT THIS
FUCKING MAN!! TELL US WHAT THE QUEER -teeheehee! OLD
MAN IS REQUIRING HIM TO DO!!) This man who reacts to cold
weather by locking up and falling. (OH, JESUS H. CHRIST, YOURE
LEAVING THE READER HANGING? YOU COCKTEASER, YOU!! NO
WONDER YOU WERE SO POPULAR IN THE NAVY. BASTARD.
FINISH THE FUCKING SENTENCE, YOU BRILLIANT WRITER.)
The reason this old man is doing this? Because I have a WordPress blog
(that I used to violate the peace order). And when I posted something
about how McHog had copied something from MY blog and posted it on
HIS, I included a link to his blog, which is something I do about as
often as I forget to turn on the stove and burn myself. This
extraordinarily rare link I posted caused the WordPress program to
automatically with no input from me except for a blog link that I put
in a post because the whispering squirrels made me do it send McHog
an e-mail notifying him that my blog had magically and without any
reason whatsoever mentioned his blog. Honest, officer, the gun
jumped off the table, loaded itself, flipped off its own safety fell into my
lap and used my finger to pull its trigger and shoot through the walls of
the trailer into window across the street where it killed that six-year old
watching SpongeBob. And why wasnt she in school anyway? Saturday?
What does that have to do with anything? To most people, this is a
reason to smile, or so Ive been told. Oh, I got a ping back! (Weird. I
never thought Id have a reason to use that sentence.) According to
what I have read, the recipient is given the opportunity to accept the
ping back, at which time a small notice will appear in the comments
section of the URL that was linked to. Or, if a person doesnt want to
post the ping back, he has the opportunity to delete it and never see it
again. But I dont know if it really works like that because Ive never
gotten a ping back myself.
McHog chose to accept the ping back and have it posted on his blog.
His doing, not mine. All I did was post the link that started the whole
chain of events in motion.
Then, #vindictive he #mendacious charged #vexatious me #loquatious
with #precocious violating #Locutus his #bodacious peace #delicious
order. #supercalifagilisticexpialidocious
I am a simple unfrozen caveman blogger. Your WordPress ways are
strange and confusing. With my Parkinsons disease, I forget things
likepants. Sometimes I will take my evening pills, then put my pants
in the refrigerator. I NOW know that a person can disable his blogs
ping back function, after using WordPress for several years. But that
means nobody would ever receive a ping back from this blog ever again,
leaving me with a lifetime total of one. This would be a permanent
thing, because as long as that blog post linking to McHogs blog exists
on my blog, even if its off the front page, if I ever restart the ping back
function, WordPress will automatically search for links, find the link to
McHog, and send him an e-mail. So were talking forever, like three or
four weeks until I delete this blog and reset for the 873rd time in three
years.
So why would he do this? Why would he press for a contempt citation
over a contact that I made that was clearly NOT contact, and could only
be considered contact by idiotic TROLLS that until recently no longer
existed after I wished them into the cornfield? Was he alarmed,
annoyed or frightened by the ping back? Does it matter? It doesnt seem
so. All he seems concerned about is whether I have AGAIN violated an
ill-gotten peace order that he wouldnt have gotten if I hadnt been ill.
And also an idiot who failed to check and see that the appeal hearing
was still on the docket. He seems to be enjoying the result. I guess if our
roles were reversed, I would be enjoying it too.
He says, and I quote him from his Blogsmoke blog entry tonight
which is a work of fiction. Anyone who feels it might be about him
should read Proverbs 28:1, whatever that is (though I dare not link
to it):
Im not the vexatious litigant in this scenario. And the games not over
yet. As I said, that cyberthug has violated the current peace order. As a
result of my petition, hes been ordered to show cause why he shouldnt
be found to be in contempt of court. While I havent asked for jail as a
sanction, its on the judges list of options.
I guess if HEs not the vexatious litigant in this scenario, then I must
be. I am vexatious, and vindictive, and mendacious, and lying, and
smelly, and ugly, and stupid, and un-self aware, and vile, and atrocious,
and a fool, one supposes, for daring to believe that I can sufficiently
warp reality enough to come up with an even marginally cogent legal
theory to defend myself against this charge, of which I am obviously,
ludicrously guiltyif you live in the real world, anyway. Tomorrow, you
will see the basic idiocy of my defense.
I do not expect to prevail (cuz Im GUILTY ssshhhh). In fact, I would
be shocked if I did (cuz Im GUILTY). I fully expect that this particular
judge will throw the book at me and put my crippled ass in jail (because
Im everybody sing it GUIIIIIILTEEEEEE!!!!!).
I couldnt make him understand that to the civilized world OUTSIDE
the Carroll County Courthouse, Twitter is not considered direct
communication. I told him he was a fool. In the Federal case of US v.
Cassidy, the wise judge who agrees with me declared Twitter to be a
bulletin board that the reader can peruse or ignore as he likes. The
idiot judge who doesnt understand the plain, simple, profanity-andinsult-laced dialect of English that I use rejected that argument. He
foolishly rejected the learned state attorney generals opinion (which I
agree with, so it MUST be correct) that Twitter is not a vehicle for
harassment under state law. The dimwitted dingleberry on the bench
called that, just another lawyers opinion. As if a lawyers opinion
doesnt carry the same FORCE OF LAW that his ruling does. So I dont
really think I am going to score a victory on the road with a referee who
has admitted from the bench that he does not understand the rules of
the game he has been asked to referee.
I wrote that, and even I dont understand it!
I expect I will be heavily fined and/or jailed.
If I get to Westminster without a side-trip to an emergency room, which
is sure to happen because I have so thoroughly telegraphed that I now
MUST fall and break something, if only to have some other new and
pointless disaster of my own making to blame
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGE!! for.
Which is really what I want to talk about that rat-bastard McHog
manipulating me into sending him a ping back so that he could file a
petition that would result in Carroll County scheduling a hearing that
forces me out of my warm, comfy hovel into the freezing heart of winter
while I have late stage ELEVENTY Parkinsons Stress Exacerbation
Disorder that makes my shivering pee hole squirt all the gritty sand out
of my giant mangina and get stains all over the front of my very best big
girl panties.
The website Viartis (which, I assume, will not mind being linked to,
because I havent stalked or harassed thembut its still early in the
day and you never know) has a simple explanation for the effect of cold
weather and stress on PD.
Cold temperature can cause symptoms identical to those of Parkinsons
Disease including rigidity, loss or lessening of physical movement and
tremor, either by being in a cold place, in cold water or by consuming
cold drinks. Shivering is simply a cold temperature tremor. That is very
probably why people with Parkinsons Disease can tend towards
increased symptoms during colder weather. The effect of the cold
temperature is adding to the symptoms that they already have.
the whole Hee Haw gang with hammer and tong. She doesnt want me
to. And I dont know how much long Im going to have her, so I wont
do anything she doesnt want me to. Because I am a good little
henpecked husband. (As you can see, she had a good portion of her left
neck carved out as they took all the lymph nodes and surrounding
tissue. But she beat the fucking thing, and I have never been so proud of
anyone in my entire life and that includes my failed self and all my
successful children who never call because they hate me.)
When you insult my wife, you are degrading yourself. When I insult
Lauren Strannyham, thats JOURNALISM, because PARVOCAMPUS.
When you insult my mother, you are degrading yourself. When I insult
Patrick Grodys mother, wife and son, when I call Aaron Slouchs wife
a mail order bride and suggest that she holds his wee wee when he
urinates, thats SATIRE, because PARVOCAMPUS. And these are the
people McHog surrounds himself with because they feed his ego and
make him feel like a big man. I dont have any fans, so I have to strike
my own ego, and anything else that needs stroking. Or lubrication.
Whatever.
Ive had it. AGAIN. Im done. AGAIN. Like I said, I do not expect to
win on January 30. AGAIN. But I am going to go down AGAIN,
fighting.
Tomorrow, when I publish my perpetual motion machine, you will see
that I am not going to fight nicely this time. AGAIN.
Try to at least act surprised by the depth and breadth of my ACME
Legal nollidge.
-0It was getting harder for me to tell where my innate sense of sardonic wit
ended and Krendlers crude sarcasm began. I looked for ways to write as
Krendler while maintaining an independent, if partitioned, relationship
with my true self.
the notion of a greater power above his own goal to consolidate one
more scrap of authority and power under the aegis of The State. I am a
firm believer that if the morals of a country are corruptthen so shall
the decline and decay of the government evidence itself. Nothing in the
last 50 years, excepting the years 1981-1988, has occurred to make me
question that belief. Every man has the power and the right to choose
what he thinks is true and right.as only that one man will be eternally
responsible for the result of that thinking. Unless he lives in a
Maryland trailer park, because then, and only then, must everyone else
be at fault for all the bad decisions (and bad decisions are the only kind
there are). In true love, we must give every person the right to choose
for himself what he believes and thinks is right, and to hold them
responsible for all the consequences that follow.
Deep set anger with name calling (Bill Parvocampus never ceases to
be amazed at how the vexatious, stupid, doddering, senile poop-flaked
old fool WJJ HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGE!!! continues to
thrash him in all matters at law, despite being a vexatious, stupid,
doddering, senile poop-flaked old fool who fails to recognize
Parvocampuss obvious superiority and legal acumen.), will not solve
the issues at hand. I will pray you can be set free of all your anger
expressed whether in blogging, on Twitter or in the Irish sunglasses you
dole out with every new humiliation. As life and death can be given
from our tongues extracting the protein delights of truck drivers or of
fellow inmates at Jessupwhat we consume is what we become.
Words written and spoken have much power as I am sure you know and
realize. You read what they say, and you suffer epic butthurt and think
it tortious and actionable. You are stupid on so many levels, influenced
by what they say about you, and so astoundingly ignorant of the law.
Ultimately, your are responsible for your stunning lack of common
sense.
I sense that your poorly conceived so-called humor is nothing so much
as a gossamer veil disguising your fear, cynicism, jealousy, self-hatred,
their own butts as I am about mine. I never saw a grown man blush like
that, before or since. Some years later he told me that I was the best
altar boy hed ever had. But I never actually served at Masshe just
let me wear the outfit. I also spent more than my fair share of time with
the principal (who turned out to be a great teacher and wound up
becoming a special friend just like Father Fitzwilliam, which
ironically was also the name of his most favorite game) when I
challenged my teachers to fight my big brothers on the playground.
So, cynic? Guilty as charged.
But hopeless? Fearful? You got da wrong man, lady! Im
ALWAYS hoping to sue WJJ
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOGE!!! III and all his Lickspittles
who cause me level 10 butthurt. Im not fearful, because I have no selfcontrol of any kind, and the fear-pee leaks out long before I can fill my
bladder. Never full is never fearful!
I admit to some anger. Anger over this disease that has taken over my
life. Anger over the eight years wasted in research because the evil right
wing nut job President Booooooosh! chose preservation of stupid
unborn clumps of cells over unproven, results-free science in the
Embryonic Stem Cell Debate.
I admit to frustration when I try to say something and end up sounding
like Porky Pig. When I swallow a sip of protein delight and it ends up in
my windpipe. When I try to record a podcast and have to edit the hell
out of it because of the Tourettes-like stream of vile profanities that
run from my mouth like diarrhea the day after Meals on Wheels Meat
Loaf Mondays. When I try to walk and my feet freeze to the floor
because we cant always afford to pay the gas bill and I forgot my shoes
and socks again. When a slight, playful tap from my wife makes me
have to give her another pair of sunglasses. When we run out of
mayonnaise.
But dear friend, and gentle readers I dont have TIME for fear OR
I sat in a grass-roofed bar with no walls in the Philippines, sipping 10cent rum and cokes during a torrential rain storm, because all the
hookers were taken and drinking was the only other option.
Ive done stand-up comedy in New York City. Manhattan, yet! It was an
open mike night and the only other people there were six other aspiring
comics. I wore a t-shirt with my name on it. Never was able to get the
tomato stains out of it after that night. I still dont know how six people
were able to conceal 80 rotting tomatoes, or why no one stopped them
after I fell down.
Ive been to Tokyo Disneyland. They say my Dopey was the toast of all
of Japan.
Ive set foot in Spain, Italy, the Vatican, France, Lebanon, Mexico,
Canada, the Philippines, South Korea and Japan. The foot was from a
Filipino transvestite hooker. After I cut it off, I dumped the other body
parts in a canal. But the foot stayed in my sea bag for the rest of the
time I was in the Navy.
Ive been to the NFL Hall of Fame in Canton, Ohio. I must have gotten
kicked a hundred times that day. I had no idea my bullet-shaped head
looked so much like a football. I still get headaches every time I watch
the Packers play.
I once ran for elected office, coming in second out of four candidates. I
came in first of all the losers. Yes, its true nobody is a bigger loser
than I am.
My ex-wife and I were on the pilot for a game show (mildly interesting
factoid) shortly before we broke up (now totally ruined by the
overshare).
Ive been to the Green Bay Packers Hall of Fame. Its not as big as
Canton, so I only got kicked in the head 20 times.
Ive stood in the majesty of the Sistine Chapel. I have no idea how they
made the holy water boil off when I dipped my finger into it.
7.
Right here, I asked myself as I dug one of the points of the gigantic
clippers into the skin directly in front of the electrode locking cap.
Thats the place, Krendler said. Now, dig!
As I recall, the most painful part of the entire deep brain stimulation
surgery I underwent in 2007 was getting my scalp anesthetized. It was
like having giant hornets stinging the top of my bald head.
This did not hurt nearly that much. The toenail clippers separated the
skin with ease and only a dribble of blood. I split the skin over the
electrode cap and asked what to do next.
Pry the cap loose, grab the electrode wire, and pull.
Youre the boss, I told Krendler. The clipper blades slid between the
plastic and bone, and the cap popped off like a tiddly wink. It rolled
around in the sink before falling into the drain.
I could see a nickel-sized bit of brain in the burr hole through my skull.
The electrode wire disappeared into my brain like a TV cable from the
box outside my home into the ground. I looked for something to grasp
the wire, as I did not want to risk infection. Brain infections are nasty.
Quit being such a daisy," Krendler said. Grab the wire and pull.
I did as I was told and the wire moved with only slight resistance. As I
watched, I saw what looked like a malformed fetus, about 12-weeks
gestation, holding the wire. It was slightly too chubby to make it
through the burr hole in my skull without a good tug. But through he
came with a slight pop and Krendler jumped down from the top of my
freshly opened head to the rim of the sink.
Thats better, Krendler said, blinking his little not-quite-developed
fetuts eyes. He looked up at me and gave me a quick see ya later
salute.
Thanks again, Pop, Krendler said, smiling a hare-lipped fetal smile.
Then he jumped into the sink drain and was gone.
To make sure he got through the pipes OK, I ran a little warm water
through the drain so he wouldnt get caught in the trap. For a moment.
I considered the irony to be shared with Krendlers readers had he been
formed in my colon. You know me and the butt stuff.
I sat up in bed and felt the top of my head. Everything that was there
when I went to bed was still there.
After a couple cups of coffee, I e-mailed Hoggy and told him I was done.
I had a sick wife. I had my own health concerns to worry about. I had
made enough money to pay off what I owed on the car I could no longer
drive. I didnt need the stress.
After 10 minutes of wheedling, Hoggy agreed to hand Paul Krendler to
someone named Scott Hankey, who tweeted under the name agiledog.
He was a glorified dog walker living in Shirley, Massachusetts.
Were gonna need an interregnum, Hoggy said. To my credit, I didnt
have to ask what that meant. If we put in the new Krendler right away,
no matter how good he is, folks are bound to notice the difference.
I thought but did not say that Hoggy was giving Krendlers readers far too
much credit to believe they would notice anything.
As a result, Krendler took some time off from The Thinking Mans
Zombie so someone calling herself Zombie Pirate Princess Morganna
could run it in his absence. We made up a story about Krendlers
daughter getting kicked in the head by a horse.
Morganna did an OK job. She kept up the major themes, roused the
rabble, but she just didnt have Krendlers filthy edge.
I was glad to not have to worry about the blogging as I tended to Gails
care.
Gail was a Rubenesque woman through the late 90s and until about 2010.
She suffered from an autoimmune disease known as diffuse systemic
sclerosis, better known as scleroderma. In 2012, a nagging sore throat and
ear ache caused her to see an ear, nose and throat specialist. The
diagnosis was squamous cell carcinoma cancer of the left tonsil area.
They caught it in time, a fact they learned after dissecting the left side of
her neck, taking all the soft tissue and lymph nodes, scarring her for the
rest of her life.
Other than the occasional request for pain medication, not a complaint
from Gail. She did everything the docs told her to do, and was declared
cancer free in 2013.
She began to lose weight. We thought it was because swallowing was
more difficult. But she went from a high of nearly 300 lbs to the low 150s
by early this year. It was obvious there was something wrong. Once the
fat was gone, whatever was causing her weightloss started eating healthy
muscle tissue. Then, her abdomen began to fill with fluid.
By early May, it was clear she was dying. We werent sure of the cause
but we were pretty sure it was scleroderma. I sat and recorded a chat with
her about a month before she died. She is slurry and hard to understand in
this recording, but I think youll get the gist of it. We were both under the
impression that her rheumatologist had dropped the ball by not seeing the
signs of this potentially fatal illness until after it was too late.
By the end of May, Gail started sleeping on the couch. She said it was
more comfortable. I had to physically lift her off the couch, and help her
walk. I recorded this on the night of May 29.
On May 30, as I had been for a week or so, I walked out to the living
room expecting to find that Gail had slipped away during the night. To
this point she had refused hospitalization, and the family doctor said he
didnt see any urgent need for it. This particular morning, Gail seemed
perky and alert. She was also soaked to her underarms in urine.
I helped her out of her clothes, carried her to the bathroom, sat her on the
shower seat, and gave her a warm, soapy shower. Then I dried her off, got
her into a comfortable nightgown and called 911. They sent a crew to our
trailer and decided she belonged in the hospital. She was finally admitted
late in the day on May 30th.
Given Gails history with a precancerous cervix in the early 1980s, the
doctors were certain that the fluid in her abdomen was caused by ovarian
cancer. I reminded them she only had one ovary and all the other parts
had been removed long since. But they were sure. They drained 1.5 liters
from her abdomen, ran it through pathology, no cancer cells.
They were at a loss to explain what was killing Gail. The blood tests for
her liver and kidneys showed both were failing. Finally, someone seemed
to recall that she had been living with scleroderma since 1999.
Eventually, even the mildest cases will affect the organs.
Meanwhile, Gail continued to get weaker. Her abdomen quickly refilled
and she was drained of another 1.5 liters.
By the 3rd of June, the medical team realized there was nothing they could
do for her. Dialysis was out of the question because thats just a stopgap
measure for a person waiting for a kidney transplant. Gails liver was
failing as well. She would never be a candidate for dialysis because she
could never survive a transplant procedure.
They asked us what we wanted to do, enter a health care facility as a
hospice, or have home hospice care. We chose the latter.
On June 6, Scott Hankey did what he could to make things worse.
Ive been hearing for years now how a certain Texas grifter,
conman, liar and pimp (but at least I never called his wife a
whore!) told THREE DIFFERENT STORIES about the stillbirth of
his daughter, and how a certain DUMBFUCKS harassment of him was
turned into TENS OF THOUSANDS OF DOLLARS IN FRAUDULENT
FUNDRAISING!!
EHRMAGERD11!1!ELEVENTY!1!11ONE1!OMGWTFBBQ?!?!?!?!!!!!
Three different storieswow.
Thats, like, a lot.
1. Scleroderma
2. Heart failure
3. Kidney failure
4. Ovarian cancer
5. General organ failure
6. Stage IV stage fright or something
7. Insertdiseasehereitis
Dear God, I wonder what it will be tomorrow?
1. Goose down asphyxiation
2. Dehydration
3. The heartbreak of psoriasis
4. Lactose intolerance
5. Terminal hemorrhoid
6. Athletes foot
7. Flesh eating bacteria
8. e. Coli
Right now, I think if I were enumerating a list of differences between a
Over the next days, she became less and less responsive. She picked at
her bedclothes and told me she was looking for a bowl of ice cream she
had been eating.
By the weekend, she was asleep more than she was awake. On Tuesday
the 16th, she was briefly lucid in the morning when she woke me up to
help her get straightened out in bed. But by afternoon she was losing her
grip on reality. She moaned as if she was in pain. The nurse showed me
how to grind up painkillers and tranquilizers and feed her like a baby
bird, a drop or two at a time, under her tongue. When the nurse and I
would rouse Gail to give her meds, at first she would look at us in fear
like she didnt know who we were. But when I talked to her, she
recognized my voice. And at about 8pm. She spoke her last words to me.
As I was administering her meds, I told her I loved her with all my heart.
Her mumbled reply was probably a reflex I love you, too, Punkin.
By 6am on the 17th of June, Gails breathing had become something that,
once youve heard, you never forget. I heard it from my older brother. I
heard it from my mom. Now I was hearing it from the love of my life.
Its called the death rattle.
Then, about 8:20 or so, the rattling stopped. So did her breathing. My
sweet girl was gone.
Death comes with a certain amount of machinery that must be attended
to. First, I called the hospice nurse who showed up an hour later to
officially pronounce her gone. Then, I waited until after noon for the crew
from Anatomy Gifts Registry to arrive. By about 11 am, her eyes were
sinking into her sockets, the flesh around them turning purple. I pulled
the sheet over her face.
When the crew showed up, I could not watch them lift her into the body
bag, and then onto the gurney. I could sit and watch her die. But I could
not bear watching her dead body being taken from the house.
Once they had her down the steps and on the sidewalk, I was able to
watch as they placed her in the back of the hearse and drove away.
I walked back into the house. Sat on the recliner. Stared blankly at the
wall.
Now what?
Everything Is DABDA!
Posted: June 25, 2015
Now, our good frenemy Bill Parvocampus has asked us to talk to Paul
Krendler and/or Patrick Grody about the stages of grief someone goes
through when they lose their spouse
Somehow, I dont think that Krendler needs talking to. You see, zombie.
Ergo, humanity is out the window. Go figure.
Now, I ALSO dont think Mr. Grody needs to be talked to about these
stages of grief. You see, they are the EXACT SAME stages of grief one
goes through when you receive the news that your unborn child is going
to come into this world disabled. In fact, Billy has a tendency to harp
upon a comment Mr. Grody made whilst apparently consumed in Step
Number 2 Anger. While I dont have the actual comment in front of
me, it said something to the effect that Mr. Grody felt that his disabled
child was a burden. Billy has taken this comment and extrapolated it
out to be, as he perceives it, Mr. Grodys entire and only view of his
child. To Billy, there is no possible way that Mr. Grody could have
moved on in the cycle of grief, that he remains stuck there to this very
day. And he thinks that Mr. Grody should be reviled for this failure to
move on.
Now, I would be remiss in my duties as armchair zombie psychologist if
I didnt point out that this is yet another example of DUMBFUCKs
propensity to project that which is his state of mind onto someone else.
He does that a lot, you know.
For instance, if I were to apply Billys logic to his public statements
regarding his own offspring, I might be persuaded to believe that his
daughter is naught but a fountain of twat slime. But Im not an idiot,
sobet shes not.
UMADBRO is the only emotion that Billy seems able to relate to. It is
his happy place, the one that he returns to, again and again like a dog to
its vomit. So he is home, now, in the second stage of grief, focusing it
outward, and its laser-like focus is, at the moment, on WJJ McHog.
Billy claims to want to be left alone to do his grieving. Because he is
experiencing the worst ever grief for losing his soulmate. But the
problem is that other people exist. And that sociopaths inconvenience
is anathema to Billy. Some day he will have to resolve that conflict
within him. He will have to stop lashing out at others for the mere fact
that they have what he wants to have, that they do what he wants to do,
that they are what he wants to be.
But not today. And most likely not tomorrow. Because he has a spleen to
vent. And someone must pay. Little does he know that it is always him.
Such a shame.
I immediately wrote to Hoggy to tell him that attacking my late wife was
most assuredly not cool. I told him to get in touch with Hankey and tell
him he was free to make money off of my name, but not Gails.
He didnt reply.
I was left to hope that common human decency would cause even these
right wing morons to realize that the death of a very real, very loving,
very good woman was a real event. Not just another act in the soap opera.
I hoped that someone, somewhere would have the human instinct to make
this profaning of my wifes memory come to a screeching halt.
How did that work out?
There are many more reasons. But as I said I havent had lunch
yet.
Speaking of which, I have this big new jar of mayonnaise and a bulk
package of footlongs from Sams Club. Sadly, theres no one to lick up
what I accidentally (wink, wink!) spill on myself.
I miss Shlomo and Blackie.
I hope they found a good home with Chu Dat Dong, the owner of my
favorite Korean BBQ place back in Maryland. She was happy to take
them, even offered twenty bucks.
She said her customers were sure to love them.
and something about spareribs
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IF I PROVIDE THE POSSIBLY NONEXISTENT LINK TO THAT
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THAT LINK. THAT WOULD ONLY ENCOURAGE HIM OR HER.
INSTEAD, I SUGGEST YOU FIND A LAKE AND SIT BESIDE IT.
THINK ABOUT WHERE YOU MIGHT FIND A PERSON WHO
MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT WRITE SUCH A PIECE OF DRIVEL THAT
ANYONE COULD SO EASILY MOCK. I ENCOURAGE YOU: BE
INQUISITIVE, LIKE TORQUEMADA. NO ONE EXPECTS A
LAKESIDE INQUISITION!
THEN, IF YOU FIND OR DONT FIND, THIS POST WHICH MAY
OR MAY NOT EXIST, ON A BLOG THAT I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE
FOUND WITH ABOUT THIRTY SECONDS OF LOOKING ABOUT,
YOU COULD ARCHIVE IT. UNLESS THATS ALREADY BEEN
DONE.
WHO KNOWS?
-0Hoggy was unreachable. I wrote directly to Hankey and told him this shit
had to stop. I sent him a picture of my wife in the hospital that I took,
with her permission, two weeks before she died. I wanted Hankey to see
that it was a real human beings death he was mocking. Despite the fact
that I copyrighted the picture, despite the written instruction that the
photo was not meant for publication Hankey published it on the Thinking
Mans Zombie. The readership, of course, had no problem with
Krendler posting the photo, which wound up being plastered onto
websites all over the world. Their problem was with me for taking it in
the first place. It was MY fault that Krendler posted it.
Although I had taken the precaution of copyrighting the photo, who was I
going to sue. Paul Krendler? A non-existent figment of my
imagination?
At a loss for what else to do, I wrote to Hankey again and tried to covey
how serious I was about this insane, inhumane mockery of the loss of my
soulmate needed to stop and right now.
He responded by getting a restraining order against me, forbidding me to
contact him.
Therefore, without consulting with anyone (didnt want anyone to
accidentally let the cat out of the cement-block weighted bag before I
threw it off the bridge), I quietly copyrighted all my posts from the
Zombie website. That being done, I wrote this book and copyrighted it
before publication.
Then, I pulled the plug on Paul Krendler.
For a few minutes on October 19, 2015, this item appeared on the
Thinking Mans Zombie website.
change. But both Hoggy and I underestimated how much money stupid
right wing conservatives are willing to throw at blogs that spout their
hate-filled world view right back at them. Some bloggers are more
egregious than mine or Hoggys. He and I both personally know of a
liberal scammer who actually landed a job with Breitbart until she
departed to plumb the depths of stupidity. This chick actually faked a
stroke. SHE STARTED A BLOG, WRITING AS HER MOTHER, TOLD
EVERYONE THE LITTLE DARLING HAD A FUCKING STROKE, and
she raised something close to $150,000 from you clowns. Drop by and
say hi on your next trip to New Jersey.
This blog did pretty well for me, so I cant complain too much. You paid
off what I owed on my car. Helped me own my home free and clear. All
because I pretended to hate a guy named Bill Parvocampus. Hes not
that bad a guy, really. But Hoggy and I convinced you that he was lower
than whale shit. And you never vetted. You never checked for
yourselves. You took the word of right wing morons who took our word
and swallowed it hook, line, sinker, bobber, rod and reel. People would
say, Google his name, not aware of the fact that every single negative
entry about Bill Parvocampus was written buy me, or Hoggy, or one of
the soft-skulled nimrods who believed the fantasy.
Bill Parvocampus likes anal rape. Because we said so.
Bill Parvocampus lives in rent-assisted squalor. Because we said so.
Bill Parvocampus writes kiddy porn. Because we said so.
And our word was made flesh and dwelt among you.
And all the time, we were playing you for the fools you are.
Bill Parvocampus is actually a fairly decent fellow.
How do I know?
Because I am Paul Krendler. Or, that is, I WAS Paul Krendler.
But I always have been, and always will be
Bill Parvocampus.
Hoggy and Hankey will challenge the truth. Its what they do.
I suggest they contact the US Copyright Office before they do anything
rash. They might be surprised to see that I have copyrighted EVERY
WORD PUBLISHED as Paul Krendler.
I, Bill Parvocampus, AM Paul Krendler. Legally. Copyright 2015. All
rights reserved.
And you, my dim, dim, dim readers and follower, have been, PWNED!!!
The line to kiss my ass forms on the right.
The line to slit your own bellies in the honorable Japanese style to atone
for the shame you have brought upon yourselves forms on the left.
Those who fail to choose a line to stand in will be hunted down like
dogs.
There will be no mercy.
Goodbye, Lickspittle Morons.
Oh
And Be Well.
The post on the Thinking Man Zombie Blog was yanked before 15
minutes had passed. McHog and Hankey each posted blogs of denial. But
my screen-capped copy of the Thinking Mans Zombie post was pinned
to my Twitter timeline, posted to my personal blog, shared with friends
who also shared with their friends.
So, was I ultimately believed?
You tell me. But remember, were talking about people who think Donald
Trump will be a great leader and that Barack Obama was born in Kenya.
9.
I own you.
Live with it for the rest of your painful, miserable lives.
And be well.