Table of Contents

Dedication
Acknowledgments
Copyright
Foreword
Preface
Part 1 Awakening
Chapter 1 Diary Begins
Chapter 2 How Does This Work?
Chapter 3 T he Voice
Chapter 4 Redefining Obvious Truths
Chapter 5 Present
Chapter 6 Times Ahead
Part 2 Re-birthing in the Way of the Heart
Chapter 7 A Gathering
Chapter 8 The Town
Chapter 9 Mary Magdalene
Chapter 10 Jeshua
Chapter 11 The Last Supper
Part 3 Becoming the Way
Chapter 12 How to Practice
About Us

Dedication
To everyone who devoted their time to willing participation
in meditative practices and Breathing to help re-birth
the Way of the Heart and make it alive again.

Acknowledgments
Thanks to Halina Daniewska. Special thanks to Lisa Lawley Nesbitt,
whose work, commitment to this project, and input from the heart went far
beyond editing and designing this book.
Copyright 2012 by Adam and Mieczyslawa Wozniak
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system or
transmitted in any form or by any means, whether electronic, mechanical, photocopying,
recording or otherwise, without the express prior written permission of the authors.
First published online March 2012 in Australia by
Bodymind and Heart Training Solutions
Sydney, Australia
www.mysticheart.com.au
Illustrations by David Self, Pipe Dream Graphics, Australia.
Edited and designed by Lisa Lawley Nesbitt.

Awakening to Spiritual Intelligence

Re-birthing in the Way of the Heart

Contents
Foreword
Preface

4
7

PART 1 AWAKENING

10

Chapter 1 Diary Begins

11

Chapter 2 How Does This Work?

Chapter 3 The Voice

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43

Chapter 4 Redefining Obvious Truths

Chapter 5 Present

51

79

Chapter 6 Times Ahead

83

PART 2 RE-BIRTHING IN THE WAY OF THE HEART

Chapter 7 A Gathering

96

Chapter 8 The Town

101

Chapter 9 Mary Magdalene

Chapter 10 Jeshua

106

112

Chapter 11 The Last Supper

PART 3 BECOMING THE WAY

Chapter 12 How to Practice
About Us

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Foreword
For more than ten years, I searched for a way to combine deep spirituality

with living in today's fast-moving, consumption-focused and demanding

world. The questions that always came back to me were these: How to fully
participate in the profit-driven business world and hold values of love,
friendship and compassion? How not to get eaten, stampeded or laughed at
while holding fast to those values? How to sit in a meeting and negotiate a
big biz deal and . . . have a vision? How to deal with suddenly getting
enlightened while the company you work for is undergoing a hostile
takeover? What to tell Jesus when he decides to talk to you while you're busy
finishing up a heavily financed real-estate project?
These probably are not the problems that a Buddhist monk in an ashram has,
nor the problems that the Dalai-lama has, nor the problems that the pope
has, nor the problems that any people whom we usually identify as deeply
spiritual or enlightened have. Some of these things, however, happened to
Mieczysawa and Adam, the authors of this book. Some of them happened to
me. Some of them happen to more and more of the people I meet and work
with - and, it seems, they have been happening secretly and clandestinely
for some time now.
How is this possible? Everyone knows that Jesus doesn't just talk to people
like that. And, of course, if you have the folly to entertain visions other than
visions of your company's grand future, you could find yourself out of a job
and with wacko papers quicker that you can say Bvanakubva. So no one
says anything. No one tells.
Well, it's time to let the cat out of the box now. Yes, there is spiritual life
going on in the corporate world. Your business trainer could be suddenly
taken by a bout of speaking ancient Aramaic. Your office mate could be a
channel for Unconditional Love. The seemingly unbreakable and rock-solid
matrix of so-called hard factbased reality is wearing very, very thin now.
Through it, if you look carefully, you can start seeing the laughing face of
God (the Supreme Being, the Voice or whatever you may want to call It). So
better not look. Or look (if you dare), and prepare to be constantly
challenged, surprised, bewildered; to feel evermore; to have more fun; to cry
more often; to laugh more often.
Will you have to give up your life and become a hermit? No, not unless you
really want to. Since I decided to look - that is, since I asked Mieczysawa
and Adam to teach me what it was that Jesus wanted to talk to them about
while they were really busy with important stuff - I haven't actually changed
my life on the surface very much. I still work at my job, eat meat, drink
alcohol, enjoy rowdy parties with my family, smoke the occasional cigarette,
indulge my mania for purchasing shoes over the Internet. But, of course,
everyone's way is slightly different; Mieczysawa and Adam practice a little

more restraint.
What has really changed is that more and more I experience a state of
happiness, connectedness and joyfulness. Decisions come with much greater
ease. I experience less and less resistance and inner turmoil. My work is
done with much less effort, but with much greater effectiveness. Of course,
there is the drawback that I can no longer tolerate certain situations, people
and behaviours. However, the ability and knowledge of how to deal with
them usually becomes quickly accessible.
All of which is to say: I wholeheartedly recommend that you read this book. It
is eye-opening - at times maybe shocking - and offers quite a new
perspective on matters and events that we have been used to seeing in a
certain way for millenia. You can believe it; you can disbelieve it. Take from it
only as much as you feel serves you.
Dorota (100-krotka) Pasich
Business trainer and creativity coach
Former marketing and procurement director, Beverly Hills Video
SA

Preface
Adam always says, I am a simple man. I like this saying, although I am not
totally convinced about his simplicity. I like simple things in life, too. Maybe
this is what he means.
There are many examples of simple but ingenious inventions, ideas and concepts.
Lets take the invention of the wheel. Its discovery revolutionized the world. Can you
imagine our everyday life without it? Or, perhaps, when we consider the massive
traffic problems we face today, maybe you - like me - sometimes think that not
having the wheel wouldnt be such a bad thing?
Simple things in life are good. The easier they are the better. This statement is
based on the (false) premise that we will not complicate things as we go through
life. Keeping things easy and simple, however, is against our intellect, as we
humans certainly tend to insist on complexity. We always seem to entertain more
complex and sophisticated things. Is it because this makes us look smarter?
Some time ago, Adam and I stumbled across an insanely simple idea: Breathing.
The simplicity of this discovery was staggering to us because we did not have a
habit of good breathing. With time, weve learned that poor breathing habits cause
a chain reaction leading to a build-up of stress and a whole stack of emotional
blockages in the body-mind. If this continues without any remedy, at worst we
transform into people impossible to be around or to have any dealings with.
What most of us currently call breathing is, rather, gasping for air. It resembles the
motions a fish goes through on being taken out of water. The short gasps we take

allow us to maintain basic body functions but hardly allow for anything else.
In contrast, the full Breath we came across, learned and now teach to others allows
us to balance the left and right minds. Being in balance means that the right
decisions come fast and without much effort. Above all, those decisions are
accurate. We can cope with complexity and sophisticated analytical tasks when
required and show deeply heart-felt compassion to someone if needed. We become
more adaptable and efficiently versatile - and, in a simple way, we can deal with
difficult matters.
Living this way does not require putting on different hats for various situations; it
only requires that we create a state of inner harmony through the improved quality
of our breath. The full Breath also keeps the diaphragm moving. As it moves, the
diaphragm presses on the internal organs and gently massages them. This way, the
organs are able to release the emotional stress that would otherwise accumulate
within them.
When combined with mind-refocusing exercises, the state of inner peace
experienced through Breathing goes far beyond just feeling better. The inner peace
and calmness penetrate deep into our consciousness and, more importantly, into
the unconscious mind, creating for the practitioner a state of inner harmony and
deep stillness. In this state, we can access intuitive insights, new ideas, grand
visions and unlimited creativity.
For centuries, however, this state has been predominantly associated with gifts
received at birth or, alternatively, has been reserved for those who chose to devote
their entire personal and professional lives to developing such capabilities. Talent
was a matter of having it or not. Leaders were born rather than created. Today, we
know that all of the above can be achieved by consistent breathing and mindrefocusing practices.
The same key questions, as always, remain. How far is an individual determined or
willing to go? Will the simplicity of this discovery be a burden, or will it be a source
of excitement? How many will reject the concept just because... something so
ingenious cannot possibly be so simple?
And yet, the main secret to achieving simplicity in life lies in the Breathing.

It is time I told you how we stumbled across this idea.

Part 1

Awakening
Chapter 1

Diary Begins
I do not like writing. It is one of those things I have never been good at.

When I consider the mediocrity of my school assignments, I remember my

teacher rolling her eyes and erupting, Oh dear, what were you thinking of?
Your work is pretty much illegible, and I cannot understand what it is that you
are writing about. At school I could hardly pass most of my written exams,
and I stopped trying after a while. Apparently, I think too fast, and because of
it, I lose most of the thoughts in the process of writing. I create black holes
in my stories where no one is able to follow. I would say that writing is not at
the top of my A list.
I dont know where to start.
I think Ill start from the beginning. And Adam will have to polish and complete
chapters.
It is interesting how we complement each other.
Here is our story. . . .

October 2003
Adam hasnt been feeling well for quite some time now. He appears to have
serious cervical spine problems and cannot sleep at night. His symptoms
vary. At times they mimic a heart attack or include partial paralysis of the left
arm and hand. He has undergone a series of complex medical examinations.
In one of the medical reports he brought home I read:
He has a significant disc bulge at C5/6 impinging on the C5 nerve
root. The patient has not sustained any injury as such however has
significant disc pathology at C 5/6. This is postulated to have
caused the present symptoms experienced by the patient however
the full diagnosis is yet to be determined.

According to the report, there are no negative results other than the disc
bulge. This is great news. However, there is no cure, either. And we still dont
have any idea what to do next.
In the meantime, Adam endures massive amounts of discomfort and pain, with
many sleepless nights and tiresome days for both of us. His countless visits to
chiropractors, osteopaths, kinesthesiologists, physiotherapists and every other type
of practitioner we and our friends can think of have brought minimal relief.
Thankfully, Adam can work from home on some days. He has had to learn touch
typing to avoid putting any pressure on his neck while working on the projects piling
up.
Walking our dog was always our daily routine. Since Adam has been unwell, strolling
has become a way of finding some relief from our mental and emotional stress.
During one of our daily laps around the suburb, we bump into our old friend Katrina.
Three weeks ago, Katrina had excruciating lower back pain and could barely walk.

She had had to stay in bed for several days and was unable to work. Now she can
walk in a brisk manner with no pain. She excitedly tells us about her visit to a
spiritual healer.
Katrinas full recovery is evident. Her mental and emotional health is intact again.
We are puzzled. We had not thought that Katrina would believe in spiritual healing
or anything remotely like the type of alternative treatment she has described. In our
perception, she seemed to be the last person who would ever visit a healing room.
Our perception couldnt have been farther from the truth. It is amazing how little we
really know about the people close to us. It is easy to shove people into certain
boxes, according to our perceptions. We definitely had put Katrina into such a box.
I am mostly surprised by Katrinas testimony, whereas Adam is quite excited and
hopeful. Since other attempts and more conventional methods have failed so far, at
least there is another option now. We take the healers phone number.
Adam makes an appointment with the healing clinic. After his first visit, he notices
an astonishing difference in the way he feels. His neuropathic pain - as some
neurologists and neurosurgeons have labeled it - and his irritability due to chronic
lack of sleep are all gone. Not only does Adam feel rejuvenated, but stamina and
zest for life seem to ooze out of him again. What a relief! Finally something works.
And it does not matter what it is!
Adam describes the healing session as most unorthodox. The amount of crying and
emotional release involved - to the point of mental breakdown - was indescribable.
As Adam tells it, there was only one thing that helped him through, and that was a
clear feeling of love and peacefulness in his heart. It appeared that some invisible
hand had touched his heart with greatest softness and warmth. That loving
embrace lasted throughout the entire healing session. And that sense of loving
embrace came with the Breath. . . .
Adam cannot explain how it happened, but he says that the Breath simply breathed
him throughout the session. It was the Breath that brought the inner sense of calm
and reassured him that he was fine and that there was nothing wrong with him at
all. It was the Breath that gave him a sense of confident strength, provided him with
clarity of thinking and, above all, filled him with a sense of oneness within. All of
Adams feelings of fear and anxiety, of being jarred and internally wounded - all of
his inner conflicts, self-doubt and confusion - were truly gone. The very Breath took
all of that away . . . leaving only Love: the quality of love that brings joyous tears to
ones face; the quality of love that gives clear knowledge of who one is; the quality
of love that simply is.
Adam continues visiting the healer for several months on a more or less regular
basis.
And the incredibly amazing yet most humble journey begins. . . .

28 August 2004
th

It is our friends fiftieth birthday party today. Our friend, Helen, happens to be

the practitioner who healed Adam. Helen has earned our respect since
Adams first visit. If it were not for her healing gifts and her commitment to
her practice, Adam might have been in a wheelchair or an even worse
situation today.
For several days, we have been tossing around our decision about whether to go to
the party or not. Frankly, I am not very keen to go, but we both feel obliged. Just the
thought of going to the other side of town is throwing us off. After all, it is a long
drive in traffic-loaded Sydney.
Finally, we make our decision. We are going - with the consensus that we will
consume our prepaid dinner and get back home as early as possible.

29 August 2004The Wee Hours

th

Ha, ha, ha! So much for planning! Our visit to Helen takes longer than we
had planned. It is, however, a nice party and very different from what I had
expected.
Most birthday gatherings remind me of wedding parties in which the quality of the
event is typically measured by the amount of alcohol consumed and the guests
gradual turn toward chaos and rowdiness.
To our surprise, Helens party guests are rather sober and contained, and their
conversations all make sense. We really enjoy the party and the open conversations
we have with people whom we meet for the first time.
In the course of the evening Helen makes a startling revelation as she shares her
very personal experience. In the past, she had been diagnosed with liver cancer,
which affected other internal organs. The prognosis given her by health
professionals was very bleak: She had only a few to several weeks to live, the
doctors informed her. She was told to prepare to die since even chemotherapy
would buy her only a few extra weeks.
Helen made an unusual choice to take fate into her own hands and decided to heal
herself. As Helen shares her ordeal, describing her emotional and mental
experiences, she reveals that she has been completely healed. Relevant medical
examinations have confirmed that her cancer is in remission.
The revelation is quite emotional, and the whole place seems to become saturated
with some kind of positive and uplifting energy. The sensation is so obvious that
most of the guests feel it and comment on the phenomenon.
We return home well after midnight. In spite of the late hour, we feel re-energised
and lively. Our minds are optimistic, and our hearts are filled with peacefulness. It
seems that the whole gathering has been some kind of mass healing.

29th August 2004Sunday Morning

I have just woken up when Adam enters our bedroom with morning coffee.
This is our daily ritual whenever he is home and doesnt have to rush out the

door.
We sit on our bed and start sipping this wonderful drink, and last nights party
becomes our morning topic of conversation.
Suddenly, without any particular reason, Adam places his coffee on the side table.
With a bizarre grin on his face, he crosses his arms, placing his right hand on his left
shoulder and his left hand on his right shoulder, as if to embrace himself.
I am surprised and think to myself, This must be some kind of a prank as this is just
not him. This is out of the ordinary. I have known Adam for such a long time, and
this is certainly something different. In a split second, I come to realise that
whatever it is just beginning as Adams head shakes and wobbles in all directions. It
resembles the onset of an epileptic episode.
A moment later, some random and unfamiliar body movements follow Adams head
trembles. This experience is quite worrying, and I am not sure what to think. He has
experienced something similar only once before at Helens clinic but not with the
intensity and duration that I am witnessing right now. This is something bigger by
far. This may have to do with Helens work, I think, as I recall her sharing of her own
experiences of spiritual awakening during one of Adams visits to her healing clinic.
Just as if he can read my mind as I watch him with growing unease, Adam says to
me, Someone of my size has just walked into me. But it feels really good. There is
no reason to be concerned. I am well and feel taken care of.
Next, without warning, Adam sits up and says, Messages are coming. They are
downloading some information into my mind. His mouth begins producing some
unrecognisable sounds rather than words. These sounds are more like gentle
whistling and whispering of certain consonants synchronised with his pattern of
breathing. They sound to me like Arabic.
After a while, Adam lies down next to me. My heart is beating like crazy. I am not so
much frightened as rather anxious. My concern is largely because what I am
witnessing is an unknown, and my mind is filtering what I see through my
knowledge of Adams very recent health challenges. On the one hand, my intuition
tells me that Adam is fine, but on the other, my mind is creating mental monsters.
This internal conflict between logic and intuition is amplified right now by my fears
for Adams health and the next events.
Adam continues to lie on his back with his body arching and his head tilted
backward. From time to time, a strong pulse runs through his body, causing him to
quiver. It seems that some kind of vibration has penetrated his entire body and
keeps arriving at regular intervals. Every time it happens, the smile on his face gets
bigger and bigger. He appears to be in ecstasy.
I shut the door since our son is working on the computer nearby. I do not want him
to see this as he probably would be just as concerned as I am.
Having returned to the bed, I attempt to stop the shakes by wrapping my arms
around Adam to try and control his bodily movements. No restraint works, however,
and the quivers continue as if driven by some external force that cannot be
controlled or resisted. For the first time, I feel an overwhelming fear and some panic
creeping in.

Again as if he can read my mind, Adam says in trembling voice, Dont worry. I am
really safe. There is no reason to be concerned or fearful. Everything is okay. They
are healing me now by sending streams of light through my body to get rid of
stagnant and toxic energies.
This does not convince me completely, but I do not say anything. What can I say?
All of my fear, all of my anxiety and panic are primarily driven by my own lack of
understanding of Adams experiences. I can only see the physical effects of his
alleged healing, but seeing the external manifestation of it does not mean that I
understand it. My mind is in unfamiliar territory and has no reference point for
anything.
How can I understand if I do not feel what he is feeling?
All of a sudden, the trembling subsides, and Adam now enters a new phase of his
healing. Invisible hands begin to stretch his entire body. Eventually, the stretching
and extending becomes contained to his upper body and finally to his neck and
head. I would probably be feeling concerned again, but Adams big smile on his very
peaceful face provides me with so much-needed comfort. Thank God I somehow
begin feeling Adams peacefulness.
He speaks to me again. They are now beginning to exercise my neck. All is fine.
Trust.
I do not ask who as it does not make any sense. They. . . . Who are they? This is not
the first time Ive heard the word they. I just need to trust as hes asked. For my
own sanity, I need to trust.
Now something that looks like a display of complex rehabilitation exercises begins
taking over. Adams own hands become engaged in the stretching work. It is
amazing now to watch the incredible interplay between Adams upper body and his
hands while a great deal of stretching, massaging, twisting, bending and breathing
is taking place. My own fear subsides, and I become more and more amazed.
Adam has never been able to do any massage, let alone the kind of work I am now
seeing, which resembles the musculoskeletal manipulation expected from a
chiropractor, masseuse, osteopath or other highly skilled health professional. The
missing person here is the health professional. Adam is definitely not one. Or is this
work being performed by an invisible professional? I have a gut feeling that this is
what he means by they.
In the meantime, the session continues, and I recognize a few exercises that I
learned back in my university days. Most of the movements, however, dont look
similar to what I have seen before, and so I have no reference point.
The most striking observation hits me here: It is the presence of Breath. I recall
what he had told me after his first visit to Helen, the healer.
Now that I have a reference point, I latch onto it: the Breath. Wow. The Breath is
present. Every time Adams head and neck gets twisted or moves to another
position, there is that Breath again. And both the movements and the Breath seem
to be in perfect synch.
As Adam breathes in, there is a moment of gentle relaxation in his movement, and
as he breathes out the movement becomes more extreme. The timing here is

perfect, I notice. Both in-breaths and out-breaths seem to be of the same duration,
flow and depth.
In spite of some extreme movements that mainstream medicine would classify as
risky or even impossible to perform without major damage to the body, Adams face
does not change for a moment. He still has that big smile as full happiness radiates
from his face.
The movements stop temporarily as he opens his eyes wide.
I look at his face with disbelief. What can he see that I dont? I wonder, as curiosity
begins mounting inside me. There is definitely something out there that he senses. I
cannot see anything physical around us, though. We are alone and have been all
morning.
He surprises me again as he turns toward me, saying gently, Lets cuddle, darling.
Wow! He delivers a massage to my back, but I am not sure who is doing it. I did not
know he had such skills! Where has he been all my life?
His hands begin moving very fast along my spine and in between the shoulder
blades. The speed of the massage increases: unfamiliar territory again. I know
Adam well. He has never done anything like this before. The speed is still increasing,
and I start wondering if it is physically possible. I dont think any person is able to
move with such speed, gentleness and precision at the same time.
All of a sudden, everything stops while Adams hands move toward my shoulder
blades to find two exact points, which he presses. How does he know? How can he
find them with his eyes closed? And it is not a matter of Adam trying different points
until he finds the right ones. He simply places his fingers on the two spots right
away and applies a degree of pressure, during which I feel a little bit of discomfort.
After a short time, I feel relief from stress and pain that I have had for quite some
time in that region of my body. And yet his fingers dont move while continuing to
apply pressure to the points, through which I can feel vibrating sensations.
Then a change of technique arrives, as though a different therapist were at work:
lots of tapping with his fingertips, open hands and cupping. He seems to move
along the meridian lines as some of the ancient Eastern arts of self-healing
prescribe. These movements re-energize my body and shift the way I feel about
myself and the entire experience. It is becoming very positive. What a turnaround!
My mind is more than puzzled and attempts to highjack the inner feeling of growing
comfort, ease and lightness. My intuition says it is good for me.
At this point in time, I honestly do not care. I do not worry. I just think to myself, Is
this what I witnessed happening to him before? Now I understand the smiles and
the bliss on his face.
In the meantime, Adam goes to work in a different manner yet again. Another
therapist at work. I cannot believe this. It seems that there is a whole range of
therapists waiting in line to work here.
While my mind wonders again, trying to understand the experience, Adam works on
individual muscles, rubbing them and working stress out of them. Incredible how he
does this!
Finally, the movements become subtler and gentler, as though Adams hands were

comforting my body because of the invisible traumas I have inflicted upon myself by
allowing years and years of stress and pressure to be stored within me.
When the massage is finished, the feeling of release is real; all stress, body
stiffness, discomfort, fear and even the questions I had before have disappeared. It
is not just a state of total relaxation now; it is a total bliss that I have never
experienced before.
The moment of bliss, however, does not last long. After a short rest, Adams head
tilts backward again as he begins speaking in a vastly different tone of voice.
Definitely it is not Adam. Not the Adam I know.
There is definitely someone else residing in him. Or perhaps there is someone
speaking through him.
I dont understand this yet and simply allow. I am too tired now to fight or resist.
The Voice says,
Adam, my beloved son. My dear child. Your purpose is to give Love.
And by giving Love, to save this world. . . .

Adams face is covered in tears as he exclaims in his own trembling voice,

Father, why did you forsake me?
The Voice responds,
I did not forsake you. I have always been with you. I have observed all
of your moves, joy and suffering. . . .
Mieczysawa, my daughter, it is your mission to support him. You have
enormous influence over him. Please, do not try to stop him, to slow
him down. . . .

I will never forget this day. It goes on for hours.

The Voice tells us everything on that day. I understand it all, even though it is not
humanly possible to absorb such a large amount of information.
The Voice tells us that Adam is his son. We ran away from Eden when we were
young. We were forgiven a long time ago - that is, because of Unconditional Love
the decisions made of our free will have been accepted - but we have been
wandering around aimlessly and have been lost ever since. The Voice assures us
that the Holy Spirit came and told him that we were ready to reconcile and to be
returned home.
This is my recollection of what the Voice says:
I have not forsaken you my beloved son, my beloved daughter, my
beloved children. I have not forsaken any of you. It is you, my son, you
my daughter - you, you and the other yous who have forsaken me.
You left the Garden of Eden by your own choice, not by my design as

you are told. Your departure was not my punishment of you. It was
your free choice that you had exercised. And it was not in the physical
realm either.
So lets clear that. It was in my Mind when I had created a thought of
you as my offspring. And you had been created in my likeness; that is,
you were given a free choice or, as they say, free will.
So initially it had been a thought in my Mind; the thought of you, how
magnificent you could be, how wonderful and grand you could be, how
mysterious you could be, how Godlike you could be, how powerful
beyond measure you could be. . . . For you to be all that and more, to
be in my likeness you needed a free will to create and to evolve.
For this is what Life is.
When that thought of free will emerged in the thought in my Mind,
that way giving you freedom to choose and decide, a new thought was
birthed within the thought in my Mind.
And that is, I am free, for I have a free will. Therefore I am
independent. If I am independent, I must be separate, for only the
separate and the independent can choose freely. I can solely decide
and choose separately from the Creator.
This was the birth of your perception of separation, for there has
never been any separation between Me and you. There never will be.
For All is One, and One is All. If All is One, how can One be separated?
It can never be.
It is the thought preceding the perception of separation, which your
New Ageists refer to as the Error, or your religions call the Original or
Eternal Sin.
But there was no sin. There was only the thought. . . .
And now how many of you still insist on holding on to the original
thought of separation? Not only the thought of being separated from
Me, but also of being separated from all other life forms.
You are not. You are the Life. You are part of all Life.

I do not know what to say. I feel that even though these words are spoken to
us, they are not just to us. The words are directed to all and I mean ALL
people. And we are only the recipients of this important message.
Imagine a picture painted on glass. What comes to your mind first? It
is the people, it is the objects, and it is the landscape or whatever is
painted on the glass. Isnt it?
What goes unnoticed? It is the glass piece. Yes, simply because the
glass is clear. You see through it. You dont notice it. And yet it is that
piece of glass that holds all together. . . .
And so is it with you all.

You are like that stuff painted on the glass. You seem to be
independent and separated from other substance. And yet you are not.
To the contrary, you are interconnected by the invisible field of
consciousness - Living Energy - that binds you all. That includes Me.
In other words, you all share a common field of the shared One mind,
which is part of My Mind. Whatsoever you think of yourself, or of
others, your thinking is not limited to your own mind. You share it with
others.
And your thinking affects you, and others. Correspondingly, the way
others think will affect you.
It is for this reason that these words were spoken, Whatever you did
to one of my brothers or sisters, you did it to Me.
And since you are part of Me, or part of the Whole, whatever you do,
you do it to yourself.
Look at the way you have designed your earthly life. You have
separated yourself from the Earth, from your own mother, from your
own nurturer and from the living things. Yes, the planet Earth is your
nurturer, the ultimate birther.
It is Unconditional Love that teaches you to forgive totally and
permanently. And when that happens, time and space associated with
the memory you have held about yourself in relation to others
collapse. This leaves you lighter within. And every time you do that forgive and let go - you become lighter and lighter. Every time there
is less and less of that which has burdened you.
And you begin walking through your life lighter, happier and more
joyous and loving compassionately. This inner state of your own being
becomes manifested externally. In other words, your external world
begins becoming the way you have become within.
That is a fundamental reason why one needs to have Love in the
heart in the first place. Love for Me, Love for yourself, Love for others
and Love for all that I have created. For this is the starting point for all
creation and how I create and have created All.
When there is true Love in ones heart, there is faith and hope.
For Love to be true, both faith and hope need to be present. It is like a
giver who expects nothing in return.
True Love trusts all, allows all, embraces all and accepts all. This
nature of true Love is based on faith and hope.
If there is no faith, true Love cannot be, for you will question anything
that is not happening according to your understanding of love.
If there is no hope, true Love cannot be, for you will do anything that
will prevent you from disappointment about others not returning your
love.
Hence true Love or, if you prefer, Unconditional Love, cannot be
without faith and hope. For true Love simply is. True Love simply gives.

True Love simply serves.

And that state of Love-being, Love-giving and Love-serving has a clear
purpose: to put a stop to senseless suffering, to help in awakening
others and to heal humanity completely.
Many will say, Unconditional Love is only for the Divine. Only God is
capable of loving unconditionally. The human being is not able to love
without conditions.
Are you not a co-Creator? Are you not a part of Me? Are you then not
capable of loving unconditionally?
Or is it, rather, a matter of choice?
Look at a young mother who gives birth to her baby. Isnt her love
toward the baby without conditions? Isnt her love a matter of her
choice?
The mother accepts the baby regardless of any inconveniences. No
matter how many sleepless nights she gets and how exhausted the
long hours of taking care of the baby leave her, the mother accepts the
baby and embraces the discomforts presented to her. No matter how
many favourite things she has to put off, she trusts and allows all, in
good faith and hope that the babys life will be sustained.
Her inner spirit is strengthened by faith, hope and Love.
And so it is with you. Your inner ruach, your spirit, is strengthened by
Love built on faith and hope.
In that, you need to remember that faith is not a blind belief; neither
is hope a wishful thinking. If they are that way, they will lead you back
to the dark ages of your consciousness and life resulting from it.
Strong faith and unwavering hope are a result of your inner knowing
of who you are.
You say, Ashes to ashes, dust to dust. . . . It is not, however, that
after your physical death you will be buried to be turned to dust.
It is essentially because you are a living and breathing part of the
Earth. The word Adama in the ancient Hebrew meant Earth.
Yes, it is your own planet and all her inhabitants referred to as
Adama.
Hence you are all Adams and Eves of the planet. If I say to you, you,
Adam, and you, Eve, this is exactly what I mean.
You are part of the mystic Adamic being. You are his/her lower self as
his higher self has ascended already. And yet as his lower self, you
continue struggles to identify yourselves . . . .

This is just too much for me. It is insane, and I am upset that something
unexpected like this is happening.
I cannot think of anything other than Why me? And Why us?
How could anyone think we are the right people for the job? I do not!
There must be a mistake somewhere. I am sure there is someone else who would be

more qualified to act on such a message.

The very moment this thought comes to my mind, the following response arrives:
You are the most central part of the planet for you are to act as a
conduit for my Love or, if you prefer, Cosmic Energy to nourish the
planet through you. Yet due to your own thinking of being separate
from the planet, or being superior to the planet, you have created
havoc on the planet, thus you have harmed yourselves. This only
further deepens the illusion of your separation from Me. And it hurts
the planet invariably.
My privacy is gone here, I think to myself. There has been total infiltration of my
mind and thinking. . . .
The Voice asks us to believe in all that is being said. We are reminded about the
importance of love, hope and faith in life:
Remember, there is only one thing in Life that is real. All else is egodriven illusion. . . . The only real thing in the whole of Life is Love.
Unconditional Love.
As Love heals, it brings a sense of connectedness and ends the
perception of separation. When that ends, all else changes. All else
heals. For true healing to occur, there is Love needed. And for your
ailing world, the planet and her inhabitants to heal, you need to bring
Love back into your own lives. Stop the illusion of separation mainly
driven by your ego and the left mind.
Do you know what Love is? Do you know what Unconditional Love is?
Have you ever experienced total peacefulness and lived your life out of
that place?
It has been said to you, One cannot serve two masters, for you will
hold to the one and despise the other.
There is mystically deep meaning in these words.
You cannot be a truly loving, accepting, happy, forgiving and peaceful
man if you only reside in your ego-driven left mind. When you do that,
when you allow your intellect to control your life and the lives of
others, you despise the heart, thus you despise Me.
Your intentions, thoughts, words and actions are therefore selfcentred and disregarding of all other life forms for as long as you get
what your ego wants.
You can override that program. The answer here is Love.
Unconditional Love. It is what resets the entire program you have been
prewired with. It is the reset function like on an electronic device. It is
the delete button like the one on the computer.
Unconditional Love deletes the memory, thus overriding the old and
the unwanted, which no longer serve you.

When the Voice finishes, I am both upset and happy. I did not expect
anything like this to happen to us.
We have reached the point in our lives where we have finally started to be more
successful - and happier as well. I definitely do not feel that we might be missing
out on what someone would define as a good life. We already have a decent life,
and my fear is that this experience could change our present way of living.
Great concerns began to grow in my mind about our future. Various scenarios about
what other people will say begin barging through my head. In particular, a vision of
being perceived as a weirdo nudges me.
I wish for the entire occurrence to disappear. However, it has happened, and there is
no point in denial. A strong gut feeling emerges about enormous changes in our
lives, and it is so real. On my side, there is no readiness for this kind of a challenge,
and the internal struggle of my emotions violently erupts.
I know we will have to change, and that will not be easy. I know everything around
us will have to change, too, and that will take time. I know I will have to be patient,
and I am not. I know it means work outside my comfort zone, and I do not want it. . .
.
Damn it, shit really happens.

Chapter 2

How Does This Work?

The message contained in this chapter was recorded in the month of May
2005.
What a relief! Finally, through this book, I am able to share all of the information
with others, which gives me a sense of true liberation.
I did not make any alterations to the original recording as this would possibly
change its meaning. Even now, six years later, the transcripts look like inseparable
pieces of a puzzle in which different concepts flow from one into another with ease
and craftsmanship.
The idea of recording the Voice was dictated by the growing difficulty of
remembering the concepts being explained due to our insufficient familiarity with
them and our lack of any reference points. My childhood memories of religion were
very vague and distant, and neither Adam nor I had read many books about
spirituality prior to 2004.
Although we were open to the concept of some Divine Force governing the
Universe, that was as close as we had ever come to approaching the subject.
And, by the way, we referred to the Divine Force as our lucky star. . . .
If you have ever wondered about your purpose in life, now is good time to revisit
your insights, for the following message will definitely change the recipients

perspective on life and its purpose:

The Voice:
Your scientists have formulated particle physics, also called quantum
physics. According to quantum physics, everything is interconnected,
interrelated and interdependent. And the most important point here is
that everything is intercreated! Yes, this is perhaps the statement
most challenging to your science. Everything in the Universe is
intercreated.
This idea has been further developed in super string theory and is
based on the principle that each thought, on the molecular level,
causes resonance, which affects the Universe. This is the main reason
for each thought to be clear, for each word and action to be Godlike.
This is also the main reason that you are consistently reminded about
Love.
The fundamental principle that quantum physics is based on says that
the observer affects objects that are being observed. In other words,
everything that is observed is affected by the very observer.
There is nothing we observe that is not affected by our observation.
The extent of this effect depends on the level of the observers
consciousness.
This is the base of quantum physics.
This is something that the human race has been told repeatedly for a
long time in a way more applicable to life: Whatever you have done to
your brothers, you have done it unto me. And whatever you have done
to me, it will be done unto you.
At the beginning, all energy has consciousness. That energy is
conscious of who it is, and that energy is Life. And I am the Life;
therefore that energy is Divine and knows it.
In the process of transformation, energy changes. You can say it
separates into individual units. It becomes you: people. This process of
separation has been inbuilt into each molecule and temporarily
overrides the Supreme Intelligence and the sense of unity and
oneness. Therefore, after your creation, you start to discover that you
are separate from each other. This is possible because you have
temporarily lost your consciousness of who you are. You have
forgotten. The energy has forgotten and become individual or separate
units; hence it feels itself as separated from the whole.
This is the process of forgetfulness and perceived separateness.
In the further process of life, individuals start to develop
consciousness. At the beginning, an individual starts to discover selfconsciousness or self-awareness and ultimately concludes that in fact
it might be a part of the whole.
The process of regaining this consciousness and reaching higher

levels of it continues and never stops. The process of elevating

consciousness levels is everlasting and cyclical. As all Life is.
When this consciousness reaches a certain level, the individual knows
beyond any doubt that it is a part of the whole.
Before this happens, however, the life of that individual is in chaos.
Individuals, in the quest to find out who they truly are, make the
journey very rough. The conscious mind leads the way; however, the
unconscious intelligence knows the way better. The unconscious
inherently knows the truth. And it is following that truth.
The two are in conflict. The conflict between the conscious and the
unconscious continues for some time. It may be many years and many
lives on Earth or other planets before the conflict ceases.
Both contestants - that is, the conscious and the unconscious - arrive
at the same conclusion: that they do belong to the whole. They begin
to feel the Oneness with all that is.
The process of separation does not really happen, but the individual
understands it that way. Separation is not real but feels real. You feel
that you live your lives as separate units or individuals. The moment
you start believing that separation is real, your life becomes
disordered, and this period of conflict and not knowing who you are is
very chaotic.
And this experience your scientists describe as the theory of chaos.
So there is such a thing as the theory of chaos. And it is manifested in
every life as the magnificent life cycle continues.
In the process of chaos, you with I eventually rediscover our previous
connection with the Whole. We rediscover that we are part of the
Oneness and that we are not separate. We have never been separated
from each other.
When this discovery of unity occurs, the cycle of life becomes full and
complete.
At first, everything becomes One on an individual level and then for
the entire planet. This is when the human race is going to be reunited
into Oneness.
I have sent you my masters and teachers over many centuries in
order for you to come home.
They have been sent to you to show you the way. And they have
shown you the way, as their purpose is always the same. And their
words are always the same.
The One who has touched so many lives through his teachings and
then his crucifixion, Jesus, has always said, I am the Way and I am the
Life. Follow me. . . .
The human race must decide right now and choose its way. The time
has come. The flock needs to come home. People need to find
themselves. They need to find the truth and follow it.

You see, all Life is a process which continues. It will continue because
Life is Me: the Creator and Being Created in this process.
So Life is the Process. And the Process is Life.
And Life is an everlasting, eternal event, which will never cease as I
am the Life. I will always be.
You can never destroy Life because this is how it has been designed.
You cannot destroy Me.
In order for Life to be, it is governed by three principles that have
been built into it, and they will always prevail! They need to be there
for Life to be eternal.
These principles are about the functionality, adaptability and
sustainability of all Life.
It would not be possible for Life to continue its being without these.
Wherever you look, whatever you see and experience, it is all a
manifestation of these principles.
These three principles have been built into everything that is, and
they are not changeable. In other words they are non-negotiable. No
one can change them because the system is Me. Whatever name you
choose for it -Universe, Creator, Eternal Life, Process - it is all Me.
So lets have a look at each of the three principles and what they
mean.
The first one is Functionality.
Lifes function is to function. Life is a function. It cannot not be. The
primary purpose of Life is to . . . serve Life. Its purpose is to function,
to be.
And since you are a part of it, your purpose is to function and to. . .
serve Life.
You make a contribution to it. A very significant contribution to it. You
cannot stop. If you stopped, this would mean you have changed your
form and shape! Only in this way can you cease all your being and
doing in your current (earthly) life.
Through your contribution, you move Life forward; you recreate Lifeforce energy, which like a chain reaction affects all Life around you and
within you.
It affects the entire Universe.
Ha, thats novel, you might think! Yes, youd better believe it! Thats
how profound is the effect you have on the entirety of Life, as
explained to you earlier.
All living things in your world make their contribution and affect each
other because every single particle has inbuilt memory, the supreme
intelligence. These particles constitute larger bodies, whether they be
atoms, molecules, cells or whole organisms.
Humans are a part of the whole system, just as those tiny particles
are a part of larger bodies.

Life is a process of permanent change or a process in constant

change. This is the way Life expresses itself and manifests its
functionality.
During the process of a constant change, the energy is changing, too.
The second law of thermodynamics says that energy constantly
changes and tends to organize itself toward chaos.
This process flows into the second principle of the Universe, which is
Adaptation.
Life or all systems adapt - change shapes, sizes and forms - in order
to sustain Life and to carry on. This is the cycle of Life, which continues
eternally and cannot be stopped. I cannot be stopped.
For I just Am. I am in the state of Being. I am the Creator.
You cannot stop Life as it will always adapt itself in order to be. No
matter how much tampering you do, no matter how many changes
you create around you and in your own environment, Life will always
adapt itself.
However, by tampering with Life, you are becoming the main threat
to your own lives, your own existence. Why?
This is because the second principle of the Universe will trigger the
third one. And it is about Life serving Life itself.
The third principle is Sustainability.
The system cannot stop working, and the system works and adapts
all the time in order to sustain Life. In order for Life to be! The human
race has reached the point where you have created a massive threat
to the system. You are the main threat to the Universe.
I have created it, and only I can change it. Not that I will destroy it.
The system has been programmed by Me, and it will make such an
adaptation, such a change, that you may not be able to adjust in time.
Therefore your life may look quite different.
People may not be able to adapt as quickly as the system changes,
and therefore the system, which you have triggered and altered as the
result of your own actions, will transform you into quite different
shapes or forms.
This message is serious; however, it is not to frighten you.
This message is a call for your action now!
There is not much time but still enough to elevate your consciousness
to bring about physical changes. . . .

Personally, I could relate to the part of the message about internal conflict
and a sense of chaos. To be honest, I thought I was alone in feeling that way
and that the cause was lack of holidays and regular rest.
Nonetheless, chaos was ruling our lives, and I accepted it based on my own
assumption that life, with its random, disordered circumstances, was meant

to be that way.
As our response to unstable life situations, we developed our own habitual
ways of doing things, which often seemed in conflict with each other.
I was definitely unaware that there was some kind of formula to living a
fulfilled life, and that the tumultuous events in our lives were meant to be
only temporary.
Coming to this realisation made me happy and angry at the same time. Why
wasnt I told earlier since for the remainder of 2004, after the Voice first
spoke, I was in tatters?
During this time, I could not decide whether what was happening to us was
good or fatal. Our financial commitments to real estate investments were
huge, and we needed to stay calm, focused and undisturbed. Instead, I felt
uprooted and insecure. I needed Adams logical advice, but he was in a
faraway land of peace and Love.
My inner conflict resulted in a series of attempts to square the whole
situation, to deal with it once and for good.
As one of my attempts, I forced Adam to arrange a meeting with the pastor
of a progressive church in our area. Professional opinion would not hurt, I
thought to myself.
We met with the young pastor on a sunny spring day. He listened to our
story. Toward the end, he recommended that he perform an exorcism.
With Adams permission, he began exorcising the supposed bad spirit, calling
upon God and the Lord Jesus Christ. Every time the pastor called out those
names, Adams face lit up with a larger smile than ever. He was about to
burst into joyous laughter. I sensed that whatever resided in Adam was
having a lot of fun and had something to do with the names called.
This was not a totally useless exercise. In the few hours we spent with the
pastor, somehow I felt reassured that our situation was not that bad.
Listening to the pastors own anguish about and condemnation of his nonbelieving father was more disturbing to me than our entire ordeal. The
pastors father was a decent man who lived a humble life, and yet, according
to the pastor, he would be condemned to hell.
This idea was crazy to me. It seemed totally unfair and unreasonable. I
thought Id better stick to our own problems as their magnitude suddenly
lessened in comparison with what I had heard.
I was still not sure that there was no evil force inhabiting Adam. To make
sure, I decided to check in the Bible. I recalled that we were recommended to
purchase it in order to search for answers ourselves rather than relying on
blind faith. We made a trip to the bookstore and purchased a Bible and a
Koran, just in case.

This was probably the first time in my life I had had a good look at the Bible.
The brown leathercovered book was thick, with more than a thousand pages
in it! There was not the slightest chance in the world I could finish reading it.
Well, that wasnt a good start at all. My enthusiasm for reading our new Bible
was at zero. Randomly flicking through some pages, I allowed the book to
part somewhere in the middle. My eyes were drawn to just a few verses, and
there it was. Amidst all the chapters, paragraphs and lines, there my answer
waited: By their fruits you will know them. Every good tree bears good fruit,
but a bad tree bears bad fruit. A good tree cannot bear a bad fruit, nor can a
bad tree bear good fruit . . . (Matthew 7:16-18).
Since the Voice was talking about love while evoking heart-felt visions of
unity, and it did so in such a peaceful and calming way (which very often
brought tears of joy, beauty and love into our eyes), how could that be bad?
This could only be good. . . .
This was the answer I was searching for. All of a sudden, the feeling of being
jaded that I associated with my questions vanished completely. My gut
feeling had been right all along and had not disappointed me. The only
disappointment I had involved myself: I had allowed myself to doubt the
obvious - my inner truth.
This feeling of reassurance lasted for a few weeks . . . and then I made
another attempt at confirmation.
Two days before Christmas, we went to work on one of our investment
properties, which was ready to sell. Due to the need to complete some
urgent maintenance, we decided to stay overnight.
A wild scene erupted in the middle of the night when a sudden panic attack
woke me up. I had a swing at Adam about the visitors invading his head. In
my growing panic, I saw a vision of bank foreclosures resulting in our
financial hardship. This time, my demands regarding certain answers from
the Voice were much stronger. And my demands were not just about getting
answers. I needed a guarantee. If they expected us to do our part, we
needed their help here . . . so lets be reasonable and get on with it, for
everyones sake.
My tone was very serious and meant business. . . .
We were asked to step outside the house and gaze at the starry skies. The
Voice said,
Look at the sky and enjoy, as this might be your last chance.

The following day, while driving back home, we argued throughout the
journey. I insisted on getting clear commitments from them. Adam was

furious, and as the driver, he could not get out of the car. We had to be back
in time for Christmas Eve, for our son and the traditional evening supper
awaited us.
The evening was quiet. The happiness and love had disappeared from what
normally was one of the most enjoyable days of the year. Adam left for a walk by
himself as he needed his own space. He was having a moment of doubt, which I had
managed to inflict upon him. It felt as though he were getting closer to giving up
and getting back to the old life we used to have.
The next morning brought a reality check as we woke up to the news of the
incalculably devastating tsunami that had swept across many areas of the
Australasian region, leaving hundreds of thousands dead or unaccounted for amid
unimaginable destruction of the natural environment.
I felt sorrow and embarrassment for my selfish behaviours. I finally got the message
that we might be here on this planet for less time than we all think if we insist upon
our egoistic way of living.
I realized that what was being spoken to us by the Voice was non-negotiable. And
that there would be no celebrity status associated with the work - which needs to be
done by all, not just by the two of us.
The several months that followed Adams awakening were very hard for me. I felt
alone and had no one to share the experience with. Looking back on that time, the
words of the Voice about our perceived separateness struck a chord.
In those early months, I could no longer have an open conversation with anyone as I
had been used to in the past. Any attempt to engage someone - even friends whom
I had viewed as quite open - in a discussion halted immediately the moment I began
sharing our recent journey. And that was the best-case scenario. The vast majority
of people looked at me with complete disbelief, while a few even suggested urgent
medical examination.
In spite of living among so many people in a crowded city, I completely understood
the deeply felt separateness the Voice had talked about. A sense of absolute
loneliness filled my entire being. I felt as if I were the only living person on the
planet.

There was no one who would say, Yep, I have been through exactly the
same thing. I understand. . . .
From the words spoken by the Voice, I understood that we as a race and as
individuals would have massive challenges ahead. However, the idea of
incomprehensible changes and the real possibility of being transformed into another
shape or form did not agree with me.
What was wrong with my current shape or form? I liked it very much and would not
appreciate any tampering with it at all. I enjoyed my life with an occasional glass of
wine or cognac. So what changes were meant to happen?
One person could only do so much, especially living an average suburban life.
My gut feeling, however, said that the information was neither about heroism nor
about giving up our lives by throwing everything away. That would not make any

sense at all. It was more about recognizing lifes priorities and rearranging our lives
accordingly to achieve a more harmonious coexistence.
Although some questions had been answered, many more appeared, replacing the
old ones. It did not look like I was getting any closer to understanding the
practicality of it all.

Chapter 3

The Voice
I recorded this part of the message the day after the previous one, on 26
May 2005.

th

I had a sense of being completely overwhelmed again as the Voice introduced

Himself or Herself or Itself this time. He clearly went on, explaining that calling Him
by any name would be fine, as He did not take any offence.
On the other hand, for many people of various religious denominations or belief
systems, that kind of name clarification would be crucial to avoid any doubts,
misunderstandings or ambiguities.
The Voice said that He had been universally known as God. This is a word that has
been used for centuries and even millennia by humans.
I felt rather ridiculous since I was avoiding the use of that name deliberately.
Common opinion held that those who claimed to have spoken with God were insane;
hence my preference still was to stick with the Voice.
Anyone we checked with was of the same opinion: God did not speak to people.
Period. Even a whole bunch of spiritual folks hold the belief that it is impossible for
people to communicate with the Almighty.
My purpose here is not to persuade anyone, and I will continue referring to the
Voice. I prefer that you read His words about Himself without any of my comments.
It is self-explanatory, really.
The Voice:
I have created you in My image. That is My image. Not yours.
I do not possess any physical image. Although many of you have
imagined God as some figure, and many of you have created various
images of God, I do not have any of those images.
I am the Alpha and the Omega. I am ever present. I am here and
there, and not just in one particular place or space. Therefore I cannot
have any image.
I could create an image for myself if that were necessary. But it is not.
People would like to see my image. But they wont.
I am the Creator. Your Creator. The secret and truth lie in cocreation. You have the same ability to create as I do. That means I

created you, and you are co-creating your reality with me. Yes, you
create your own reality and your own world. That way you are also cocreators of Me, not just of your life!
You have been told many times, You are Gods! That is what it
means: You are creators and co-creators. There is nothing that
happens by accident. It all gets created. And it gets created by you
by your intentions, thoughts, words and deeds.
This is a discovery, you think?
No, it is not. You have been told many times and over and over again:
You are Gods, indeed!

There was a short pause. The words were flawless, but comprehending takes
ages.
I am not a religious person, and neither is Adam. We dont have any preference
whatsoever. Nonetheless, the flowing Voice, in Its communications over time,
referred to ideas present in a range of religions, philosophies, beliefs and sciences.
Although I can imagine the strong controversy and offensiveness these words may
cause, to me the words sounded with purity, beauty, freshness and common sense,
which we seem to have lost.
It was fascinating to hear how various pieces of the puzzle slowly become pictures,
creating one integrated concept. And that is Universal Life.
The Voice continues:
I am not a punisher. I have never punished you, nor will I punish you.
It is you. You perform your daily duties as punishers, judges, assessors
and critics. By doing so, you express so-called justice.
Justice measured by whom?
In the name of justice, or of being right, you create pain, hurt and
frustration felt by the many; you create anger and hatred and a sense
of vast injustice. You do that in every second, minute and hour of your
lives. You judge and criticize yourselves and each other.
Did not I tell you? Did not I remind you so many times?
The one who judges his brother or sister judges me, and therefore
judges himself.
This is how it works because that is how I created it. Please
understand. . . .
I am sorry. I nearly missed the term Hell. I have just been asked about
its existence.
I am sorry to disappoint you when I say that Hell does exist! But it is
only in your mind. And whats in your mind becomes manifested in
your reality.
You have created your own Hell on your planet.
Hell is not a faraway place that you get thrown into at the end of your

life when you disobey God!

There is no such a place!
Hell is simply the state of your mind! Remember this! For it is the
most powerful statement you can have in your mind: If you do hold to
Hell-like thought, your reality becomes Hell.
But there is hope for all those who believe they live in Hell: Start
thinking otherwise. Start thinking and believing that here, on your
planet, is the most wonderful, the most beautiful, the most
magnificent place, where there is only Love and peace.
The moment you start doing so, your world will turn around in front of
your very eyes! Your world becomes Heaven! Heaven on Earth!
This is it! There is no Heaven out there. It is also in your mind. You
create either Heaven or Hell in your mind.
How?
You have a choice.
I am asking you, in every moment of your life, this very fundamental
question: What is your choice right now? That means, Which of the two
are you choosing right now, Heaven or Hell?
Life, as you know, is Me. I am the Life.
And Life is a constant process of creation with a constant change.
Life is the Process. Life is the Change.
I am in a constant process of creation. And change. Your scientists call
it evolution. Your historians sometimes refer to it as revolution.
It is Me: the Creator and the Being Created. How wonderful and
magnificent this process is!
What people have always searched for and attempted to identify (or,
in their radical thoughts, even to touch), and what the worlds religions
have tried to define, describe and finally write about, is . . . inside you
all. What people are still searching for and questioning is around and
inside them.
They live in it, participate in it, and actively or passively create it.
They create IT every day, they breathe IT in and out, and consume IT,
and hear IT, and see IT, and feel IT, and sleep through IT, and enjoy IT,
and often worry about IT. All these and more: IT is Life, and this Life,
this process - it is Me. It is Me - the Creator.
And you are the created and creating. You are co-creating with me.
You cannot not create. Whether you are active or passive about it, you
still create. And then you either accept or reject the fruit of your
creation. Then you either enjoy it, or you blame someone else for it.
This revelation might be confrontational for many. Based on religions
and their image of Me, I am supposed to be a man with a grey beard. I
am supposed to be very old, and I am supposed to clothe myself in
white robes because white is the colour of Heaven. I am supposed to
aid myself with a curved walking stick because of my seriously

advanced age.
This is not the case! Its not like that at all! Not at all! It is not what I
look like.
I could choose to appear this way. I could choose to appear in any
possible way. Yet I should not be imagined in any physical way. Some
groups of people may have imagined Me that way, or they may have
interpreted Gods messages that way.
That misinterpreted image of me is a barrier that guarantees that we
remain separate from each other. And, simply, this is why todays
people perceive God the way that they do, which makes them
separate from Him.
You have separated yourselves from Me. Through such a simple thing
as my image!
I am not separate from you. Neither are you from Me.
We are all One. We are inseparable. We have never been separated,
even physically. Only by your own devices have you thought you have
been separated from your Creator.
People must understand that the God they have imagined does not
exist. They must understand that the One who does exist looks
different because I am different from the One you all have imagined. I
have already told you several times, and I tell you once more, I am the
Life. . . .

I am just wondering. Hmmm. Being puzzled is not a satisfactory description

here because it does not express my current inner state. I have real
questions now. . . .
What has been said here actually makes sense, but why do we insist on believing
blindly in something so different from what the Voice has explained? Is it a matter of
avoiding our own responsibility for taking our lives in our own hands? How on earth
did we get it so wrong? How did this happen? Why?
It really does my mind. . . .
The information is there; it has always been there. It is clear to me that we have
never taken sufficient time or perhaps have never wanted to hear the truth. Perhaps
it was easier or more convenient to take on a common belief in order not to
question anything. And in the meantime, we insisted on the doing part of our daily
lives, on being busy.
A question pops immediately into my mind: Doing what? Arent we supposed to be
human beings rather than human doings? I am sure there is a difference
between being and doing!
Isnt it, though, our excuse to stay busy and preoccupied with the enormity of our
tasks - most of which are trivial, anyway? Perhaps this is our avoidance strategy, so
that we dont have to think and be? For if we engaged in thinking, we would begin
questioning some dogmas and doctrines and individuals who want us to believe

their way . . . or others who want us to share their opinions.

So we have really created a mechanism or a habit, if you prefer. We keep ourselves
busy by looking for something to do or to keep ourselves occupied - or else the left
brain would bombard us with never-ending chains of thoughts with an intensity that
would drive most of us crazy.
The following from the Voice provides more clarity:
Your left mind insists on complexity. That is its function. Recognise
this fact, accept the fact and begin stepping into your heart.
Your heart brings simplicity that you need but that you reject as you
allow your intellect to control your life.
It is your own heart that is a direct line to the Divine. To Me. No
detours, no missed paths, no wrong turns. The heart leads you, each of
you, directly to Me, your Creator or, if you prefer, God.
The heart is the shortest possible path home. But this is not true in
your case. You have complicated your life so much on this earthly
plane. It is a direct result of your thinking - to be precise, of your leftminded thinking. Entire generations are brought up in this way of
existence, which only further deepens the perception of separation
between each of you, let alone between you and your Creator.

I vividly remember the time when I resigned from my full-time job. My

ecstasy lasted probably a good two weeks. After that time, fear started
creeping in. Not just one fear; all of them. My fears were triggered by every
possibility and life circumstance: my age, my cellulite, my finances, my
ability to perform again . . . and so on and on.
I gave up my temporary freedom and found a new line of work as soon as possible.
This is my excuse. What is yours?

Chapter 4

Redefining Obvious Truths

I know it can be draining. Science, I mean.

So far it has been an absolutely daunting exercise for me to understand some of the
Universal concepts explained by the Voice.
The Universal principles presented to us in a series of many conversations allowed
us to realise that the grand vision of how the Universe really operates is quite
different from the one we have had since Newtonian times. Because of the
enormous complexity of it and the large volume of information given to us, we are
only able to present a few key concepts in this e-book.
To begin with, there is a need to redefine some basics here:

Evolution

He, he, he. We seem to have a different definition or understanding of

the word Evolution.
In my terms, Evolution translates into mindful elevation of ones
consciousness to the point where any perceived separation is erased
from the field of shared mind and all intentions, thoughts, feelings and
actions are in the spirit of Oneness. For we All are One. And One is All.
When your consciousness is permeated with this sense of inner
knowing, your actions are therefore vastly different since you consider
All rather than being intensely preoccupied only with yourself.
This kind of Evolution - the Evolution of Consciousness - simply places
sole responsibility on everyone. No matter how rich or poor, no matter
how privileged or not, no matter how powerful or powerless, no matter
how old or young . . . no matter . . . EVERYONE is responsible for
everyone.
And there are no exceptions here; the politician, the ruler, the
servant, the educated, the uneducated, the scientist, the simpleminded, the soldier, the civilian, the clergyman, the devotee, the
husband, the wife . . .EVERYONE . . . and this is not done by force. This is
simply the inner knowing with its outward flow, where All-in-One
understands the law of reciprocity: Remember, Whatsoever I have
done unto my brethren. . . .
Do you see how such Evolution can literally change the world in an
instant, so that you all experience Heaven on Earth? Do you see how
this can end all starvation, all suffering, all exploitation of humans by
humans and the incessant abuse of the Earths resources by humans?
By contrast, in your terms Evolution is an outer focus on scientifically
driven technological advancements in various fields of so-called
evidence-based science.
Yes, your lives are basically dictated by your scientific evidence.
This approach to Evolution causes great imbalance in all life on Earth
including human life. It simply discards any elements that cannot be
proved by intellect- controlled scientific minds. It is the nature of the
left mind to discriminate against anything your eye cannot see, and
your hand cannot touch, and your ear cannot hear. . . .

And yet Consciousness is not something your eye can see, your hand
can touch, your ear can hear. It is invisible. Your left-minded science
therefore associates its presence with and limits it to the human brain,
for the brain is physical. You can see the brain and you can touch the
brain, therefore your Consciousness must reside within the brain. This
is the way of your scientific thinking.

According to the Universal definition above, the term Evolution undoubtedly

refers to inner changes or, to be more precise, changes in individual
Consciousness.
In contrast, modern science emphasizes only physical and outer alterations when it
speaks of evolution. As currently used in science, the term evolution is associated
more closely with the Universal term Adaptability(one of the three principles of life
explained by the Voice in Chapter 2). This Adaptability is a process that occurs over
prolonged periods of time, allowing a species to change itself on the outside and to
technologically advance in order to support its life.
According to the Universal Principles, Adaptability and Evolution of Consciousness
need to directly correlate. Since our Evolution of Consciousness is lagging behind
our technological advancement and the accelerated changes that this advancement
has caused, we are finding it more and more difficult to cope with the exponentially
increasing demands of life.
I finally understood what had happened to me when Adam awakened in 2004. We
had had too many things happening at once in our lives; we were on the go. Adam
was employed by a company that was going through an acquisition, and that hostile
takeover was causing a great deal of anxiety, frustration and uncertainty among the
companys employees. Adam was surrounded by a stressful and quite reactive
working environment, which added to his personal stress levels. On top of that, he
still had his health challenges.
I had been in between jobs and in the process of finishing construction on one of our
investment properties. No wonder my nervous breakdown seemed imminent when
another big thing landed in my lap! How big a burden can an individual carry before
breaking down?
Without a doubt, I definitely was carrying too much. In other words, I was sole
creator of my own situation, and the external circumstances only added to the load I
already carried.
I triggered the three Universal Principles at the level of my own individual existence,
and it was those principles in action that were shutting me down or, if you prefer,
overriding my own design! I could not cope with the pace, volume, urgency and
necessity of all those things hitting me straight in the face at once. I was out.
Now I can imagine with clarity what people who are in a similar set of circumstances
are going through.
And how clever the Universal Design is! Before we kill ourselves through our own
thoughts and actions, we enter the so-called Danger Zone, as I did. This Danger

Zone, which is really a safety buffer, is referred to as mental or emotional

breakdown. This is simply how the Universal Design gives us time out, so that we
can recover, fully reassess our life priorities and then make choices that serve us.
Or, if we continue inside the Danger Zone, we burn out completely. . . .
So that you can understand fully the Universal term Evolution, let me introduce and
explain a new term, Consciousness, the way it was given to us:

Consciousness

Consciousness is a timeless and limitless field of energy transcending

any boundaries and connecting all Life. And yes, the human brain is
interwoven into the matrix of this electromagnetic field; however,
human Consciousness is not limited to the brain. It is limitless.
It is through this limitless field of Consciousness that you are
interconnected with other living things on this planet.
But how can you feel connected to other forms of life on the planet,
and the planet herself, if your understanding of Consciousness is vastly
hindered by your scientific minds insisting on proof?

Remember the analogy of the picture painted on glass in Chapter 1 of this

book? Bringing that example to mind and visualizing it now would be helpful.
Using the analogy, consider Consciousness to be like the glass. The glass binds
every painted element of the picture into one complete piece, yet it still escapes our
attention. And so does Consciousness; as it connects us humans, it is still not
obvious to many.
Have you ever had the feeling that some of the events occurring in your life are just
too coincidental?
I remember the day when Adam had to drive to an appointment in a neighbouring
suburb. He left home early enough to make a return trip before his appointment, but
on that day he hardly made it in time to meet his client.
Since his trip was well outside peak hours, the extraordinary volume of traffic Adam
encountered on a quiet suburban street was unexpected. He had stopped at an
intersection before turning right when he witnessed a serious car accident a few
vehicles ahead. Had he turned right without any delay, he would have become one
of the victims of the car accident.
When our existence is in jeopardy, life gives us strong warning signs, which most of
us still choose to ignore. Disrespecting those signs is a direct result of our
unawareness of that invisible field we refer to as Consciousness.
And yet it is that very field of living energy that is there to protect us, to caution us
and to guide us through life, giving subtle hints so that we dont eliminate ourselves
accidentally before our time comes.
When we are not in tune with that field, we are not able to read those signs - even if
they are the size of a billboard!
As we continue further exploration of the Universal term Evolution, which in regard
to humankind is about elevation of individual Consciousness as well as mass

Consciousness, it begins to dawn upon us that we have some urgent and serious
work to do:
Your technology has outgrown your level of Consciousness in todays
world. You are a technologically advanced race, but your level of basic
understanding of Life and application of such understanding is
radically lagging behind your technology.
To be more precise here, you have created such a vast
arsenal of dangerous weapons and technologies through your scientific
advancement that their use, whether accidental or purposeful, will
eradicate all life on the planet. That includes the life of the planet.
Period.
This real danger is due to the fact that your Consciousness
has not evolved as yet to match the level of your technology. In other
words, you dont accept the concept of interconnectedness with all Life
yet, you dont accept the concept of responsibility for All yet and you
dont accept the concept that you and I are truly One yet. The moment
you begin accepting these fundamental truths, your Consciousness will
elevate or, if you prefer, it will evolve. And then your actions will no
longer endanger Life, any Life, All Life.

The gap between our technological advancements and the current level of
Consciousness must be bridged, as the Voice has clearly said. In order to do
so, each person needs to start working on elevating his or her individual level
of Consciousness. Individually raised Consciousness will collectively shift the
mass Consciousness. Such a process does not have to take centuries. Not
even decades. Not even years. It can be done nearly in an instant.
Hang on, you may say. It has taken us centuries to somehow develop and live in
less barbaric ways. And now we are to do more evolving in no time???
Yes, it can be done in no time.
The act of creating awareness about ones self and, through that, about others will
alone raise individual Consciousness to a higher level. This is the area where most
work needs to be done, anyway.
In addition to such awareness, humankind already knows simple and yet very
effective ways to further enhance individual Consciousness, provided there is
willingness to learn and grow.
As the only species on this planet with free will, we all have a choice to raise our
Consciousness or not. The choice is ours, I guess.
The Voice:
What do you choose? What do you choose? What do you choose,
now?
And what are you choosing right now? What is your choice, your

choice, your free willbased choice?

What is it that youve chosen? Is this your choice, always, always, for
always?
I am asking you. I am not imposing on you. I am not telling you. I am
not commanding you, nor am I making you do something. I am merely
asking you.
You. That means all of you, not just you - the two of you here - not
just you two. Each of you.
I am asking every human being, What is your choice now?
Your free will that is given to you will dictate your choice. And then
the Universe - or if you wish, Me, the Creator - is providing you with
what you have chosen.
And this is the truth. What you ask for you will realize; it will become
your reality. And here lies the answer to all of your pain or all your joy,
to all of your anger or inner peace or frustration or desperation or
sense of fulfillment, and so on.
The choice is yours.
Remember, I am experiencing as much as you are. So what you feel, I
am feeling.
Do not think I am not feeling what you experience.
Do not think I am not feeling what you feel.
Do not think I am not feeling what you think.
Do not think I am not feeling what you do.
I do feel all of that and more. For I said to you, I am the Life. This is
why you feel what you feel.
Next time, choose your own intentions wisely.
Next time, choose your own thoughts wisely.
Next time, choose your own feelings wisely.
Next time, choose your own words and actions wisely.
If you do not like what you feel, why dont you change it? You have a
free choice indeed. However, some of you seem to choose the same
thoughts, words and actions all the time. Isnt this telling you
something?
If you are hurting, why do you continually choose thoughts or words
or actions that cause more hurting?
If you are feeling frustrated, why do you continually choose thoughts,
words or actions that lead you there?
Conversely, if you feel happy in a given instance, why do you discard
that feeling of happiness?
Is happiness really dependent on external circumstances? Or is it
driven internally? You know the answer.
Thats how it works.
In all of that, my choice always is, has been and will be one for you. It
is Unconditional Love. And thats what I feel for you. No matter how

much pain of yours I may feel, I choose Love. That is my choice.

What is your choice, I am asking you - you two - you my Daughter and
you my Son?
What is the choice of your Brothers and Sisters. . . .?

Hmm. Choose intentions, thoughts, feelings, words and actions wisely.

It was always obvious to me that I could choose words and actions, but the idea of
having a choice of thoughts, feelings and intentions was quite foreign to me.
How do I choose them? was my first and immediate question.
In the past, when a feeling of frustration overwhelmed me, I just found something to
occupy myself with and waited until that feeling was gone. That was my way of
dealing with it.
Dealing with anger was quite different. I suppressed the feeling within me if the
situation did not allow me to speak up. While I was suppressing, I replayed various
scenarios in my mind. With every replay, I looked for the perfect response to the
person who had made me angry.
Can you relate to this? Yes means that I have not lost you, yet.

Intention and Thoughts

Why is it important to become aware of our own Intention, not just our
Thoughts, words and actions?
Someone wise noted the following: A knife in the hand of a surgeon will save a life.
The same knife, given to someone with a criminal mind, will cause suffering and
hurting. What makes the difference in the outcome is the intention behind the
persons thought and then his action.
Intention is a primary desire preceding any thought or action. That desire is different
from the various emotional states we experience in life - in particular the feelings
associated with Thoughts.
That primary desire, however, is affected by the chronic emotional states we
experience in our everyday lives.
When our Intention is not pure - not Love-based - then even such kind words as I
love you or thank you will be perceived as hurtful or offensive to the receiver.
On the other hand, people can take direct, genuine comments without feeling
offended when our words and actions come from our pure Intention.
Comments coming from pure Intention will often disarm a situation loaded with
nervousness, tension, stress and even anger, provided the other side is openminded.
I am sure we all can recall our own experiences and relate them to these
observations. Relations with loved ones often are a battlefield in which a lot of
grinding happens. Understanding about Intention makes it easier to understand
why certain situations continually recur in our relationships with partners, parents or
other family members.

Personally, this was a puzzling experience for me. Adam and I continued to struggle
over a number of years - until the moment we realised that lack of pure Intention
was a root cause of our actions.
There is no way one can argue when the heart is peaceful.
In todays world more than ever, we often become aware of fake statements or
even fake behaviours. Intuitively we recognise them, sensing their lack of
authenticity. Somehow we know when words are not genuine and often think, while
listening to another person, You dont mean what you say.
The following schematic further illustrates the power of Intention:

Intention > Thought > Word > Action > Result

Ultimately, Intention is the most powerful force driving us all.

With impure Intention, not only can we create unnecessary strain in interpersonal
relationships, but very often we may sabotage our own actions, preventing
ourselves from achieving life desires. How come? you may ask.
Have you ever been trying to accomplish a task that has never been your hearts
desire and has perhaps been forced upon you?
What was the outcome of such trying? Do you recall?
In my experience, either the result of my actions in such a circumstance was below
expected standards or the thing was not completed in time, despite my serious
attempts and the time and effort put into it.
Why?
I had a different Intention altogether deep inside.
Perhaps next time you hear yourself say, I am trying so hard or I have tried so
many times, and I still cannot get it, check your own Intention because it is
sabotaging you.
So, how do you know that your Intention is pure and that you are not just playing a
mind game?
We need to recognize, and understand, another critical Universal concept to be able
to differentiate between our own Intentions.

The Universal Heart

Do you recall the familiar Chinese yin-yang symbol?

This symbol visually explains the concept of the Universal Mind; that is,
within One Mind there are two aspects present.
The dark side represents the Feminine or right mind. It is passive, nurturing and

contracting in nature.
The light side stands for the Masculine or left mind. It is active, logical and
expanding in nature.
The yin and yang principle, and the interconnectedness between the Feminine and
the Masculine, can be further explored through examining their place in the
Universal Mind.
Consciousness is a timeless and limitless field of energy trespassing
any boundary and connecting all Life. And yes, the human brain is
interwoven into the matrix of this electromagnetic field.
It is within that field of energy that the two main forces of creation
exist in Wholly reunion - one creating, the other one degrading, one
feeling, the other one thinking, one passive, the other dynamic. For
this is their nature. Both are critical for Life to be, and neither can exist
without the other. And the two together are the sheer force behind
every creation.
And so it is in the fruit of creation, such as you, when thinking and
feeling can be divided into two separate identities. That is why you can
think thoughts, and you can feel emotions. You perceive them as
separate. And your science perceives them as separate.
The two flowing rivers of Life are the Feminine and the Masculine.
They are individual, eternal rivers flowing through the Cosmos - and
yet they flow side by side, complementing each other in their fierce
duel lasting eternally.
It is the Feminine that allows you to feel, for it is magnetic, or yin in
its nature, and has attractive power. Hence when you attach a feeling
or a strong emotion to your thought, you become highly creative.
And it is the Masculine that creates thoughts, allowing you to have
your own thoughts - for your own mind is not a thinker alone. As
thoughts are electric, or yang in nature, your mind simply draws
thoughts based on principles of electricity, as the river of Life flows
through Its creation and you, being part of All.
So one could say that all emotions come from the Magnetic Mind which you refer to as the right mind, creative mind or emotional mind.
Conversely, all thoughts come from the Electric Mind, which you refer
to as the left mind, logical mind, or factual mind.
Ultimately, it is the One Universal Mind that births all, and is All, for
there is nothing out there that the One Mind would not have thought of
or would not have felt!
What you think, the One Mind thinks, and what you feel, the One Mind
feels.

The Universal Heart is the Feminine aspect of the Universal Mind, which is

also present in our hearts. Since the Universal Mind has both Feminine and
Masculine aspects, so do each of us. This is what the Voice meant when He
said, I have created you in my image (see Chapter 3).
The Feminine aspect is referred to in psychology as the right mind, the creative
mind, the intuitive or the emotional. The degree of our connectedness with the
Feminine aspect of the Universal Mind allows us to feel Unconditional Love and to
override our own ego whims in order to truly connect with others. In practical terms,
feelings of empathy or loving compassion are hindered if our connectedness to the
Feminine is ignored. In fact, by blocking or neglecting our interconnectedness with
others, we deepen our perceived separation from the Universal Mind.
Now, as I reflect on my life, I realise that I had to learn to become more emotional
since I grew up mostly in a rough neighbourhood dominated by boys. Showing
emotion was viewed as a sign of weakness and immaturity. In addition to this, my
strong-mindedness and logic-driven personality did not allow me to grow my
Feminine side.
In my relationships I had to learn to verbalize emotions such as I love you or I am
sorry. Admitting to a mistake was no easier, since it meant I had done something
horribly wrong. My upbringing did not allow me to recognize an apology as just a
simple act of kindness. Although I did not mean to be rude at all, others often
perceived me as unapproachable or even impolite.
Interconnectedness has many aspects, including a new concept called the Way of
the Heart. This book contains practical, step-by-step instructions on how to connect
with the Universal Mind through your own heart. The practical parts of the Way of
the Heart are fully explained in parts2 and 3 of this book.

The Way of the Heart

This has always been my main motive in sending you many Prophets
throughout the centuries. One of the recent ones you crucified. The
Master Teacher was showing you the way, the Way of the Heart, the
way to return home; the way to recreate that Wholly reunion with Me.
Wholly reunion with me: that is, whole and complete in contrast to
partial and semi-committed.
I am the Way, he called. And he called everyone, but only some were
willing to listen.
Will you listen to the Call now?For the time is now.
The Way of the Heart is a simple, step-by-step process that allows
everyone, not just the anointed ones, to step outside the ego-driven
mind and become Christed.
To become Christed means to open to and then allow the Divine spark
of Light to permeate ones Consciousness to the point where the
Consciousness knows its own origin, the Divine.

For the word Christ means thatDivine spark of Light or Unconditional

Love in My Mind, which is also present deep in your own heart. In
everyones heart. So within each and every one of you liesan
unawakened Christ who can be cultivated and awakened only through
the heart. Not through the logical mind.
It is for this reason that these words were spoken: Behold, I stand at
the door [of your heart] and knock. Whoever opens to me, therein I
enter. . . .
And yet, it is the heart that your logical mind has despised, leaving
you with a sense of abandonment within, a sense of a great void, a
sense of something missing in your life. And it is that sense of an inner
void that ultimately drives your reactive and self-compensating
behaviours in an attempt to satisfy that inner longing.
It is your heart, not your logic, that will allow you to understand that
All is One.
Everyone is a part of the Whole.
The moment you understand and accept that truth, you become
whole and complete again - that is, Wholly . . . Holy. . . . Then, and only
then, the perception of separation melts away.
As you are walking down the street and you see another walking past,
you understand that it is you who is walking past you.
When you see a little child cry, you understand that it is you who is
crying.
As you see another person - a stranger - hurt, you understand that it
is you who is hurting.
And when you look at a tree or a bird in the sky, smell the forest, or
hear bees hum, you understand and accept that these things are you.
It is you everywhere because we are all One.
This is when you have overcome the illusion of separation, when you
have ended the dream of a moonlight walker, when you have returned
home - and yet you are still in your physical form as before.
You still recognise the physical home you return to, you still
remember your family whom you love dearly, you still may earn your
living the way you did before, but deep inside there is that knowing of
your true self.
Others around may look at you, not understanding what has
happened, since they remember your physical you. But this is only a
resemblance that they are recognizing.
For you have transcended the illusion. You have conquered the fear of
separateness and all other fears rooted in that same primal force. You
now walk through Life spacious and empty inside, allowing your heart
Me - to guide you toward the grand purpose of your own life. It is
through that spaciousness and emptiness within, that you trust Life,
allow Life, accept Life, embrace Life and become Life. . . .Your true

essence - your heart - has that knowing. The knowing has been always
within you, and at times you could hear that inner voice whispering
lovingly, I live inside your heart, and you live inside mine.
And any time you hear that inner voice, you have a temporary feeling
of Oneness. This is when we are together again. This is when your
awareness of our Oneness appears. You have the knowing that you
and I are One. And this is when tears of joy and tears of sorrow begin
filling your eyes. It is the joy of being found again and sorrow for
having been lost for a long time.
As you come to the knowing of who you truly are, your name is not
important any more. I can call you by all the other names you had in
various lives on this planet, but it will not make a difference anymore.
And it does not matter, either, what you were doing before.
The only thing that makes a difference to you now is that you have
discovered who you really are.

An astounding revelation this is!

I had heard others talk about the Universal Mind or Cosmic Mind before, but I had
never heard of the Universal Heart or the Way of The Heart. The two were new to
me.
I have got questions here!
Isnt the concept of the Universal Heart what religions refer to as a Divine seed
planted in us?
If it is the same, then why isnt that explained just the way it is?
Or why do they refer to it as if it were something else?
In addition, the Voices explanation strongly suggests that everyone can access the
Universal Heart. It is just a matter of consistent practice that enables someone
following the Way of the Heart to connect to the Divine. So, after all, it is not
reserved just for few. . . .
There it is! The anecdotal light in the tunnel. . . .
We all can actually learn how to keep a peaceful heart and how to remain calm and
serene in the face of adverse life circumstances. And when our hearts are peaceful,
our Intention becomes pure as we begin functioning from that platform of the
Universal Mind and Universal Heart.
And with heart-born intentions, pure thoughts, words and actions consequently will
follow as we become living Gods. This has also been said before, yet quite vaguely.
If I had only known that secret many years ago, I would have been spared
truckloads of anguish caused by my countless arguments with Adam. And now, after
this realisation, it becomes very clear to me: It was my unsettled heart that was the
cause of both the arguments and the anguish in most instances!
Looking back, it makes me laugh. Honestly. Hundreds of days wasted on something I
cannot remember now. Thats how important it was!!!
Bloody hell.

The Matrixlike Structure

Our minds are not a sole creator of Thoughts, contrary to common belief.
Being part of the Universal Mind, our own minds simply attract various Thoughts
from the limitless electromagnetic field of the Universal Mind.
The process of picking a Thought resembles pulling a book that interests you down
from a shelf in a library. Although the library may have a range of volumes and
subject sections, we hardly notice them, for our interest is confined to that one book
we are looking for.
The Matrix depicted below best illustrates the limitless Thought library and allows us
to visualise this concept:

Lets use the analogy of the Matrix to further explore the process behind our
Thought selection and then our Thought-pattern creation.
Our left mind is preprogrammed by childhood upbringing, education, societal
influences, workplace standards, expectations, and other life experiences and
therefore becomes a product of such conditioning. In other words, by the time we
reach adulthood, we have literally been filled with a multitude of viewpoints that are
not completely ours. We are barely authentic since the majority of our opinions and
ideas are duplicates of Thoughts shared with others and commonly regarded as
truths.
It is this preprogramming, though, that causes us to pass over untried Thoughts that
the mind perceives as potential challenges to common truths. Hence, most of us
find our Thought selection restricted to only the familiar compartments of the
Universal Mind as we have yet to learn to explore its limitlessness.
Each Thought entering our minds is neutral; it has content but no emotional value
attached - yet. The moment we add any emotion, the Thought gains a meaning. The
very same Thought can be interpreted in different ways depending upon the
contextual experiences of each individual. Putting it simply, the same Thought can
set off a different emotion in each individual.
My own preprogramming was around losing a partner. I grew up without a father as

he died in a tragic accident. My mother has never recovered from that loss. I got
saturated with her panic and consequently fear losing the one(s) I am close to. This
program from my childhood was the root cause of my fearful Thoughts.
How does it happen that certain Thoughts tend to stay in our minds, whereas other
Thoughts simply pass through?
As a Thought enters our minds and before any emotional value is attached, there is
a flash of Thought content. It is in that moment that we choose to retain or dismiss
the Thought.
We make a choice to keep the Thought by adding that emotional value. Conversely,
we choose to let the Thought pass through by not adding any emotion.
Lingering with a Thought will eventually result in adding some emotional charge.
When the same Thought is rerun a few times, it becomes dominant. Such a Thought
creates our reality in that given moment of life. Simply, we create a little bubble
around us, and that is our own little world: our Heaven or our Hell. And it is all
because of the attached emotional value that has added a meaning to the Thought.
Have you ever created a movie in your mind based on your own assumptions, only
to realise later on that none of it was actually true?
Here is my example: One day, Adam was stuck in traffic and came home late after
work. He had no intention to return late. However, based on my experience of a
recent argument, I thought that he had gone out without letting me know just to
annoy me or to get his payback. Had I acted on this perception born in my mind, I
would have made a scene.
Hmm . . . isnt much of our so-called reality all in the mind after all?
So it is with the vast majority of us. We dedicate 90percent of our time to creating
our own problems, sometimes by allowing just a single unwanted Thought springing
from our impure Intention to become the dominant Thought. This way, we force our
reality upon ourselves and upon others. But it is just an illusion - our own minds
play tricks on us.
In general, we gain knowledge about the world through our physical senses.
Acquired experiences are interpreted by the left mind, which does its own
elucidation under the influence of our own preprogramming, whatever that may be.
As the mind draws associations between what has been put into it and what might
be happening now or in the future, it creates its own version. This version of twisted
reality is called perception or illusion.
This is a very complex process, and to keep it simple, we need to learn more about
emotions and their role in forming perceptions.
There are two primary types of emotions: love and fear. Love-based emotions
include compassion, empathy, kindness, joy, passion, enthusiasm, gratefulness,
happiness and so on. The fear-based emotions, as you might have guessed, are
anger, anxiety, aggression, frustration, jealousy, revenge, guilt, shame, hostility and
so on.
Love-based emotions are pleasant; therefore we do not object to feeling them. We
allow them to be.
Since we consider fear-based emotions unpleasant, we perceive them as

undesirable. We have developed our own defense systems based on avoidance

tactics: We block, resist or deny emotions that we do not like. This approach leads
to a build-up of undesired emotions within our consciousness as well as within our
physical bodies.
Why do we remember some emotions more than others? you may ask.
The emotions trapped within us cause a real sense of inner hurting. The more we
resist these emotions, the more we feel them pushing from within. This hurting only
further deepens our resistance to feeling unpleasant emotions.
And this is where the left mind goes off to work on perceptions by looking for any
reason behind that inner hurting. The nature of the left mind is to look for a logical
reason behind the pain. It starts analysing all possible causes of the hurtful feeling.
If the mind finds a reason within us, it holds us responsible; simply put, it finds us
guilty.
Conversely, if the mind cannot find any reason within for the inner hurting, it will
search for answers outside and begin faulting others. If we rely on the left mind
only, we either blame ourselves or judge and persecute others.
The left mind has been designed to work like a computer. Every time there is any
information input, the mind analyses it. Its inbuilt function is to find a fault at all
costs. This is how, through interplay between the analytical mind and the resisted
feelings that cause inner hurting, we create perceptions that give us a false sense of
our own reality.
Personally, I have discovered a lot about the logical function of my left mind through
the simple task of setting a holiday budget. According to my rational thinking, we
had no spare money to spend on a holiday. Any time the idea of a holiday came up,
the answer was always consistent: no spare money.
That was the case until I decided that it was necessary for us to have a holiday
break, despite what my logical mind insisted on telling me. I never had spare money
lying around for holidays. Once my perception shifted, however, I found that I could
reprioritise other things in our family budget to find the needed resources.

The Hologram or Multidimensional Structure

Once a feeling or emotion is associated with a life experience, it becomes
what we call a memory. The more extreme or intense the emotion involved,
the stronger our memories are. This is why images from some memories stay
with us throughout our lives, whereas others are easily forgotten.
It is in fact the emotion more than the image that we remember most vividly. A
picture without any emotional value has no meaning for us. Thats why looking at a
collection of pictures taken by someone else does not excite us.
Imagine the Cosmos as a container. And yet the container has no
boundaries. It is boundaryless. It is limitless. It is spaceless. And it is so
because that ever-expanding container is filled with timeless energy,
which is behind every thought, behind every feeling and behind all that

Life presents. For all is energy - Divine energy that flows, that vibrates,
that changes itself in the process of evolution.
This energy cannot be destroyed and cannot be deleted; neither can
it vanish indefinitely. It can only be changed; it can be transformed
into unlimited forms of eternal Life.
For this is Life: unlimited, eternal and timeless Divine energy
manifesting itself through a variety of life forms, events and
circumstances that present us with the Divine opportunity to choose
Love always (and in all ways) and to manifest that Love through
intentions, thoughts, words and actions.

Emotions - similar to intentions, thoughts and words - are a form of energy.

This energy is in constant flow, and some refer to this current as the
primordial. Hence we can say each emotion is energy in motion: e-motion.
And each one has its own vibratory frequency.
Since energy is behind every intention, thought, word, action or emotion, the Matrix
is filled by consistently flowing energy.
What our science recognizes as space is not empty but is full of energy. In other
words, what our physics understands as space the Universal Mind calls the Energy
Field.
This raises the question, What should we call space then?
The Universal Mind refers to the gaps in between memories as Space.
Our misunderstanding of some basic concepts simply doesnt allow us to come up
with a unified or Universal physics.
And no wonder we couldnt put it together easily, as we heard:
The Cosmos is like an enormous hologram duplicated an infinite
number of times. He, he, he - thats novel, isnt it? A hologram - but
not just one: infinite holograms.
Wasnt this said before and vastly misunderstood ?In my Fathers
house there are many mansions. . . .
The Cosmos is not just multidimensional but multiexistential,
multirepresentational, multiemotional, and multi-multi. . . .
Your left mind cannot comprehend such a concept, for there is
nothing you know that has any resemblance to It.
Living in your dualism, you become limited by its limitedness: If its
black, then it cannot be white; if its cold, then it cannot be hot; and so
on. . . .
And yet the Cosmos operates in multi-isms, infinite-isms.
Everything is possible - and possible at once. With black, you can
have white, and many more colours; with cold, you can have hot and
many other temperature variations; you can have this and that, and
everything else at the same time; and so on.

What does this mean to you, living in your earthly dualism?

Simply, it means that you are a part of it all!
You exist here, on Earth, but you also exist everywhere else. . . .
You think a thought here, but your thought is thought everywhere
else. . . .
You feel Love here, but your Love is felt everywhere else. . . .
This is how grand you are. This is how big you are. This is how
unlimited you are.
In fact, everything - and I tell you everything - has sprung forth from
you. . . .
For you are the Earth, you are the Cosmos, you are Me.
What you call time is not time. What you call space is not space. What
you call God is not God.
You mixed things up a little bit. And that mix-up is a result of your
left-minded or logical thinking.
When you open your right mind, or heart, you will have accessed the
unlimitedness of All. For it is your heart that is your doorway to
Heaven. And only through your heart can you enter the Kingdom. And
then it will dawn upon you how much you have limited yourself in your
left-minded attempts to understand . . . but your logical mind cannot
comprehend what it cannot visualise or what it has not experienced.
So, what is time? Time is the relationship between Thoughts and
memories. So you think - or a Thought arrives at your mind, because
you really dont think on your own - and then your mind will relate the
Thought to a memory it has had in the Matrix. That relation between
the Thought and the memory is time.
And what is space? There is no such a thing as space . . . empty
space. There is only one timeless and limitless energy field. But the
gaps between memories in that field are what you can call space.
Gaps between memories and Thoughts in relation to memories . .
.space and time.
And in all that, Unconditional Love is the overriding button. If you are
Love, if you truly forgive, then that time and space collapse, for the
energy behind the thought and the memory has been
transformed. . . .

I think it is time to finish this chapter as . . . I have a headache!

Chapter 5

Present
Time flies. It has been many years since the information from the Voice was
recorded. I did not do much with it as I didnt know what possibly could be
done. Now the information is stirring within me in such a way that I can no
longer contain it inside me. I cannot sleep, nor can I eat.
Pacing through the rooms of our home does not work either as I can feel the surge
from within! But this time, I understand more about emotions and how they flow,
about how they change and affect us. And above all, the power of those energies in
motion is literally unstoppable.
I am totally consumed by the flow of this suddenly surfacing urge to write. With it
there is that inner knowing that it must be done or else I will explode. Thats how it
feels.
Imagine! Many chapters were done in one day. I have accomplished more in just a
few days than in the last seven years. What irony! Although I was reminded
countless times over these seven years to write, to share and to spread this
gospel, I couldnt get my head around it.
The truth is, I was afraid for all of that time. Afraid of how it might affect others.
Afraid of causing chaos in peoples lives. And afraid of what it might bring to my life.
In particular, sharing my personal and even intimate information was quite
daunting. Writing about my feelings is more than just talking about them with
someone else who is sitting in my living room. I write for unknown readers and
disclose my soft spots, which makes me feel most vulnerable.
A few years ago I wouldnt have done it, wouldnt have opened up to share definitely not this much.
Why?
I come from the land of insecurity and feelings of awkwardness, with a huge hole
inside that was my longing for acceptance and approval. In my childhood and
adolescent years, I was taught to hide my emotions, to mask my little fears and to
show confidence. It did not really matter how I felt; it was more important to present
the appearance of a good little girl who was growing into a confident person. As a
child, I learned very quickly to cover my real thoughts and to give to the outside
world the version of me that was expected.
My cover-up was so good that no one could figure out what was underneath. Only a
few knew, as I trusted no one. In fact, I spoke little because children could not
express their opinions without being asked. They were to be seen but not heard. In
spite of all this, I still considered my childhood to have been happy. Maybe I did not
know any different.
Things changed after my graduation from the university. We migrated to Australia.
Now, looking at life differently, I see that I could not have lived in my old country
any more.

My memories from the first month after our arrival are still so vivid: the vast array of
lively colours, the lush vegetation with exotic flowers, and the smells of hot and
humid first nights. It was such a contrast: where I came from and the new country.
Moving to Australia was like watching a colour movie for the first time after being
used to only black and white.
And then, the people! They smiled and laughed whole-heartedly. They were lighter easygoing and genuine. Their authentic and open approach to strangers was
overwhelming. I remember it was quite a challenge to look straight into their eyes
with the same genuine beam.
At this moment, reflecting on the last several years, the journey I have made has
been enormous and yet invisible. On the outside, not much has changed; I am still
the same person, am married to the same man and have the same interests. But on
the inside. . . that is a different story! This is why the book had to wait until the
inner shift occurred.
And now, here you are: reading our book!
If it only helps the tiniest speck to make our world a more loving place, it is all worth
every minute of my own anguish.
For this beautiful planet, Earth, is our home. Those who think otherwise, please
wake up! No one is going to come and clean it up for us. No one is going to come to
fix things for us. No one is going to come to undo the things we have done. We
mess it up, we clean it. . . .
The time is now; therefore, you need to know what is in this book as much as I do.
Each of us needs to make a choice. It does not matter to me which choice. And it
does not matter how many will be pleased or how many others will be displeased
because of having to make their choices. I mean this in a loving and genuine way;
my intention is not to offend anyone. But the choice has to be made.
In the months to come, each of us needs to learn how to build our own resilience as
we will all witness more adversity with increased intensity heading our way. Having
our own hearts flourish will allow us to put things in the right perspective. On the
other hand, worry, concern and fear will be our worst enemies.
We need to learn how to be calm in our own behaviours and actions. More
importantly, this calmness needs to exist inside us. It is necessary to recognise the
difference between pretending or covering up (as I did as a little girl) and truly
feeling confident strength within our hearts. For this is what will make the ultimate
difference.
The challenges we are currently facing are really about testing each of us
individually, as a group, as nations, and as the human race. These challenges are
the ultimate test of our character, belief systems, values, attitudes and ability to
stand up for what is right and good, with no more pretending, denying, resisting or
dismissing. It is about the right choice - not just by one, but by all.

Chapter 6

Times Ahead
This is one of the last recordings, from August 2006.
The message is very concise, accurate and unambiguous. It goes straight in and
cuts like a surgeons knife.
There are no words used in order to fill empty spaces. There is no reason to fill
space, anyway. Every word now seems to be very important.
How important? you may ask.
Well, it depends on how much you allow this to be a different possibility. My
intention is to encourage searching for individual answers rather than forming a
blind belief. Blind belief reminds me of watching an action movie: Toward the end, a
hero comes in and cleans up the mess, bringing a happy solution for everyone.
The message may be a wakeup call for those who believe someone will come to
Earth to rescue us from our problems or sins. It is solely our responsibility to clean
up without further finger-pointing and looking for someone else to blame.
As the human race, we have reached the end of the movie.
In plain English, the Voice explains what will happen to us if we choose to continue
without changes. You might think to yourself, He means business. Even for a nonbeliever, the words still sound very serious.
The Voice:
The Doors to Heaven are open now. They are open. It is time for each
person to decide whether it is going to be only Love filling the heart.
It is so important to have only Unconditional Love in the heart, for
only Love will allow for passing through the Doors to Heaven. Only
Unconditional Love is the key, my Son and my Daughter, my Children.
Those who have only Love in their hearts will be able to pass through
the Doors.
What does this mean?
To enter the Kingdom of Heaven - that is, to change your vibrational
status - an individual has to be filled with Love. Love will change a
persons vibrations to a higher level, to more refined energies that are
compatible with another dimension: the dimension that humanity must
enter very shortly.
Toward the end of this decade, there will be more and more changes,
some of which will be very rapid and violent. Some of the changes will
be smooth and peaceful. All of the changes are needed in order for
humanity to elevate its consciousness.
Without that change of consciousness, passing through the Doors will
be impossible.
No one will be able to survive, to sustain Life at the current level of

vibrations. The current vibrations most humans are filled with and
operate on are not compatible with the next dimension, where you are
all heading.
It is written. It is programmed. There is no other choice.
That may sound like a contradiction of what has been said before
about free will and free choice.
Yes, you all have a choice of changing or remaining where you are in
terms of the vibration level.
However, those who remain without any change will not be able to
continue living. Their bodies and minds will disintegrate. They will
change into a different form.
All of this has been programmed and written into the principles of the
Universe.
All of you intrinsically know it. The question here is whether anyone is
listening and attempting to remember the principles through which
Life unfolds.
So the question here is, Will you remember? Will you do anything that is, everything that you can do - in order to take the flock home?
Will you do your best?
No, the question is not if you will try; that is semi-committed. That is
not a real commitment.
It is time for the flock, for all of my children, to come home. It is time
for people to reunite, to become One. And to become One in the way
they think about God, in the way they implement their spiritual
guidelines.
There is not a lot of time to waste. This is your time: all of you on this
Earth.
Your Earth will also change. It will change as the vibrations are
changing. It will change its revolution around the Sun. Rather than
completing its annual journey in 365 or 366 days, it will take many
more days!
If it were possible to live then, after that change, with the same mind
and form and means of measuring all the parameters of the Earths
geometry, you would all be astounded by the fact that the Earths
revolution around the Sun will take several hundred more days to
come full circle. Yes: several hundred more days added to what you
know and now call now one year!
That slowdown will mean a lot of physical changes in the very core of
Mother Earth.
This means many significant changes to what is on the surface of the
Earth.
The Earth will not be the same Earth you all know now.
The Earth will be totally different from what you are experiencing now
and have experienced so far.

The Earths atmosphere will consist of many more gases generated

from some of the fluids of the Earth.
The concentration of the gases will be unbearable for todays
humans. Human lungs will not be able to utilise the concentrated
hydrogen and oxygen mixed with many other nitrogen derivatives.
Even if human lungs could breathe that kind of air, your physical
bodies would not be able to stay upright. In fact, body mass - that is,
your musculature - will not exist in the form you know now.
That musculature will in fact not be needed, so you all will have a
more gaseous form. The current physical body and its form will not be
able to sustain its life.
There will be a high concentration of higher vibrations, which will
simply disintegrate your current physical bodies.
The atoms, the cells, the tissues that you all consist of now, and that
your science is able to define, all will significantly change and adapt to
a new level of vibrations. They will all be lighter, less dense and more
diluted. This needs to happen as the vibrations will be higher and of a
different frequency.
You, in your new form, will be able to swiftly move across space and
distance without the need for specific means of transport. You will
actually be able to use teletransportation - yes, the way you have seen
in movies so far.
This will be possible due to your significantly changed physicality.
Your physicality will be altered so that you have more fluid bodies.
This does not mean you will be composed of liquids.
It means that you will be able to adapt, change, transform into
various forms and shapes easily at will and take on a new body without
having to die! Yes, you will be able to do this at will. With your very
thought. With your very creative forces, behind which there is only
Love. Unconditional Love. Nothing else but Love.
Thats why it is imperative that you all start filling your hearts with
Love and that you are only Love.
Without it, you will not be able to survive. And without it, even if you
survived, you would kill yourselves due to your Thoughts and
Intentions. For every Thought in the Absolute has its full creative
power. . . .
I am glad you have captured this message, my son! This is the
message you have been waiting for. This is it.
Continue being Love. Continue showing the way. Continue being the
Life. This is the only way to be. This is the only way for humanity to
change in order to enter the Doors to Heaven that are open now.
They will stay open until then - until such time as it all happens. And it
will all happen very soon.
Bring the flock back home, my Son and my Daughter. Bring them

back home. Do not let them perish. Do not leave them behind.
Show them the Way, show them the Light, and show them the
Life! You are the Way. You are the Light. You are the Life.
Amen.

I spent several weeks trying to understand the multidimensional,

multiexistential concept of infinite worlds in the hologramlike structure
explained in chapters 3 and 4. The only thing I could come up with - on the
Voices suggestion - was to imagine this: a small ball wrapped closely and
tightly, layer upon layer, by a thin, transparent film forming a gigantic,
impossible-to-measure ball. Thats how close other dimensions are to each
other. In other words, thats how close-knit worlds coexist simultaneously in
the present moment.
The hologramlike structure is extremely complex as it is interwoven into the entire
Universe. I was told not to try comprehending it, as the human bodymind has its
physical limits.
We must instead first begin existing in an alternative dimension in which time and
space are collapsed or, in other words, in which only Unconditional Love is present not the other way around as our science or logical minds insist. As we have been
reminded by the Voice numerous times, First, you need to jump, and then you will
be provided with a parachute. . . .
To put it simply, our science will not be able to come up with solutions to our socalled problems of civilisation while still insisting on continuing further exploration in
its traditional ways. The answers can be found only when as a race we make it to
another dimension, which we cannot do with our current level of consciousness.
It is a classic example of Catch 22: We humans need answers, but we want to try to
test and validate them before deciding.
The Voices suggestion, on the other hand, is that we first decide in order to be
allowed to test later on . . . and this is how we can evolve.
So, here we are: Either we can trust first and jump into Unconditional Love, or we
can stay where we are and continue wondering about it. This is what the Voice
refers to as the flock returning home. As a race, we need to raise our mass
consciousness in order to be able to enter higher dimensions. As individuals we are
required to work on our own spiritual development and are in this way solely
responsible for raising our own vibrations.
There is a reason for this order of things, according to the Voice: Interdimensional
travel is only allowed in one direction - from high vibratory frequencies to lower
ones - but not in the opposite direction. This is dictated by the fact that residents of
low-vibratory-frequency regions could cause even greater havoc outside their own
dimension. Imagine a scenario in which a thought becomes an instant reality; we
would simply kill ourselves by the way we habitually think and cause
incomprehensible damage to all Life surrounding us.
Contrary to whats presented in many Hollywood movies, according to the Voices

explanation we are the ones who, if allowed to travel between dimensions, would
destroy others. We are the threat as we have the technological capacity to
accidentally or purposely harm ourselves (according to the Voice, it is just a matter
of time) and even if we do not harm ourselves, the third function built into the
system Sustainability - will overwrite us as we become a greater danger to the
entire Universe.
Either way, we seem to have reached what some religions describe as the end of
the world. I would say the end of the old order and the beginning of a new one.
Energy cannot be destroyed; it can only be transformed. It can only be returned to
its primordial flow. The Voice expresses this in the words, All this has been
programmed and written into the principles of the Universe.
As pure energy that is part of the primordial flow, we volunteer to experience
certain adventures. It works very much like organising and booking a long and
complex holiday. Just as with travelling, some parts of our existence are
predetermined but the majority are a matter of free choice and decision making
along the way. In the process of organising and booking, pure energy
remembers its past experiences from all previous life forms and, based on these,
decides where to travel next in order to serve Life. This energy is . . . us, agreeing
with the Divine Mind on an individual purpose and how to serve it.
Some spiritual teachers refer to souls entering into a contract with the Divine before
the next incarnation or embodiment. Due to the contract, we agree to pursue some
predetermined events. Upon such agreement, the soul descends, or incarnates itself
into a human body, and forgets its Divine origin. This is when, as part of the
contract, we enter the stage of temporary forgetfulness as we pursue the
rediscovery of our own lives purpose and origins by living our everyday lives.
The Voice refers to this process in words known to us from the Bible about the
Prodigal Son being lost on his journey before returning Home and about lost sheep
being reunited with the flock (Luke 15: 1-3, 11-32). When we as individuals
incarnate into earthly lives, our ultimate purpose is to return to our origin - or, if you
prefer, to restore Unconditional Love within ourselves - and then to live daily from
that platform to manifest our Divine Origin. When we do this, not only do our
vibratory frequencies elevate, but our intentions, thoughts, feelings, words and
actions reflect our original nature. We become living Gods.
Isnt it a bit boring for everyone to have the same purpose? you may ask.
Each of us comes here with an individual life purpose through which we may choose
to realise the ultimate or Divine purpose. To fulfill our individual life purpose, we
need to first determine what that purpose is and then use all of our gifts and talents
to achieve it. It is through realising our individual life purpose that we serve the
ultimate or Divine purpose, provided we do so with Love, passion and joy and in full
consciousness of our true origin.
Someone once asked me, What will happen to those who do not choose Love?
All energy has to be returned to the primordial flow eventually; this is the same for
every human. Where our free will can make a difference is with choices affecting our
future options for energy-level selection. Apparently in this earthly realm we have

boring, painful and pretty uneventful lives in comparison with life in higher vibratory
dimensions. Using a practical example, imagine going to university for four or five
years, studying and paying fees in order to finish - and then, at the end, deciding to
repeat the whole experience again instead of choosing to move on to a new stage
or arena in life. In other words, energy that decides not to pursue Love is by default
choosing to descend to the same or a similar realm once again and to repeat the
whole earthly life from the very beginning. From the beginning means from the
beginning of the entire human journey in the realm over thousands of earthly years.
This process repeats itself until finally an individual decides to exit such
experiences.
I dont know about other people,
but to me, this sounds like a choice between staying in a five-star hotel and
sleeping on the grass in heavy rain with biting insects - and all for the same
price!
At this point,
though, I objected - probably very predictably. I do not see my life as either boring
or uneventful.
Well, the Voice explained, calmly and without any offence, what the vast
majority of us call life is merely functioning or sustaining own survival. The full joy of
living a truly fulfilled life is yet to be explored. This abundance of life and fulfillment
has been referred to in Matthew 6:20-21: But store up for yourselves treasures in
Heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy and where thieves do not break in and
steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

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As I reflect on the words of the Voice, tears are running down my face, and I
cannot say anything. This is very powerful. This is also very daunting.
The Voice has this to say about our quest so far for finding life fulfillment:
Your behaviours have become focused on getting more, winning
more, acquiring more, conquering more and having more. With this
outward focus of your ego-driven mind, you do all of these things at
others cost.
Why? Because in pursuit of filling the inner void, gaining and getting
become disproportionate to your real needs; the more you get, the
more your ego wants. For it is your left mind, with its ego, that
translates the feeling of inner void into something material missing in
your life, whether it be a new partner, a family, a new pair of designer
jeans, a different car, bigger house, another TV set, more and more,
and more. . . . Yet that inner void - the purposelessness - still exists.
And it will continue existing until you step into your heart and connect
with your true self, and that means Me!
No material possessions, nothing of this world will make you feel

complete and One within. Nothing.

And this is the fundamental truth that has been hidden behind these
words: Lay not up for yourselves treasures upon earth, where moth
and rust doth corrupt. . . but lay up for yourselves treasures in heaven,
where neither moth nor rust doth corrupt. . . . For where your treasure
is, there will your heart be also.
And you have done it through re-establishing the Heart, the One Heart
of All, which connects all hearts.
But in the first place you have to start by stepping into your own
heart to discover that Divine connection with the Sacred Heart, the
Heart of Christ, that Divine spark of Light in My Mind. You have already
heard that part before. . . .

The awakening of humankind is the moment when we all, in the collective,

re-establish the connection with the Divine spark in the Universal Mind called
Christ Consciousness. In other words, we become Christ-minded or Christhearted, meaning Christlike behaviours will be a normal way of living our
own lives.
It is that moment of reconnection with the Divine that Saint Paul expressed in these
words found in Galatians 2:20:I live, but it is not I; it is Christ, Christ Consciousness
that dwells in me. My little I, my ego dies daily. . .
This moment in human evolution is what many religions refer to as the second
coming of the Christ.
We need to be aware of the fact that there is no person coming to bring salvation to
us.
It is each of us, and only us, who is responsible for finding the way home. That
means reconnecting with the Divine and then living our physical lives as a Godlike
expression in our daily pursuits.
It is not enough to follow blindly someone elses beliefs as we have done before. In
the past, instruction from some organisations and institutions reminded us about
the need to behave with decency. Religion has assured us that belief in certain
dogmas as well as participation in various ceremonies automatically will give us a
ticket to heaven.
Nowadays, that monopoly on Life primarily comes down to the individuals practical
ability to connect with Christ Consciousness. Everything else becomes secondary,
for there is no time for being passive here; nor is there time for mere hoping that
one day a saviour will come. . . . The day is NOW to create Heaven or Hell on earth.
Well, it is easy to choose Love, but to become One fully requires a bit of practise. I
dont think it is about perfection as the human race would be doomed, including us.
Both Adam and I have found the purpose for our existence here. It has been to
learn, to put together, and then to share the Way of the Heart and its practical
application in everyday life.
To get to the nitty-gritty of the Way of the Heart, we first need to dive into Jeshuas

teachings, as it all began more than two thousand years ago. . . .

Part 2

Re-birthing in the Way of the Heart

Chapter 7

A Gathering
In the midst of the hills surrounding the Sea of Galilee, a man in his early
forties was sitting on a rock. The sun was still hidden below the horizon. It
was on the brink of breaking the dawn.
The man covered his face with both hands in a gesture that suggested deep
thought.
A group of people gathered around him. Among them were at least forty men and
women. Some were younger, some older. They all were his trusted friends and most
devoted students.
They knew him well; hence no one was willing to interrupt his prolonged silence. It
would not be advisable as there must be a reason why their Master immersed
himself in stillness. He had those quiet moments often, but this time it was different.
There was a feeling of expectation, of something new about to happen. They did not
quite understand it, but they could sense it intuitively.
Finally, he got up. His face lightened a bit. Instead of asking them to form a circle as
usual, he raised his hands, parted them sideways above his head, palms facing
heavenward, and called out,
1. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
Leh-mes'ken-aahee ba-'rookh,
Dil-'honay mal-'khoota dashe-maayaa.
2. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
'Laah-hwilay 'di-hih-'nown
Net-bai'oon.
3. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
Leh-'maaki-khay 'di-hih-'nown
Naare'toon aare-'haah.[1]

The sounds of the Aramaic language echoed across the gully. The Living
word was spoken again, and it became clearer now.
They gathered together, probably for the very last time. The moment of graduation
had arrived. Jeshua could not teach them any more. They knew as much as he did

and were ready to extend the Way of the Heart beyond their circle.
In addition, it was also becoming more and more dangerous to meet in such large
numbers. The Romans were spying on them in their attempt to eradicate the new
teachings, which they considered to be a threat. The loud sound of Aramaic easily
revealed the whereabouts of the disciples engaged in their practices.
Following Jeshuas call, they all stood up, raised their hands and tilted their heads
backward in the same manner. They took three deep breaths: the first breath for the
mind-energy centre behind the third-eye chakra in the forehead (as in the name of
the Father); the second breath for the body-energy centre located three inches
below the naval (as in the name of the Son); and the third breath for the heartenergy centre (as in the name of the Holy Spirit). In this way, they opened to the
Universal Mind or Loves Breath, as Jeshua explained.
As a group, they were ready to re-establish their connection with Home through
their own breathing, as their Master had already done when he had called out,
1. To those ready, who through their own Breathing re-establish Home in the
luminous sphere of Living Energy, will come the Queendom of Heaven.
2. In readiness; for you have rested in Loves Breath, you are safe to touch
places of your innermost mourning, which caused the feeling of being
fragmented within. Love will come and bring your fragmented aspects into
wholeness. You will feel a sense of Oneness within.
3. In readiness; as you have rested in Loves Breath while touching your
inner mourning, you will feel a sense of softening inside, as your own
resistances toward the inner mourning melt away, and guilt with judgment
as a result of those resistances are released. You will feel a sense of clear
direction, new enthusiasm and creative power.

They felt the power of this flow in their own breaths. Their chests seemed to
be expanding far beyond their physical boundaries as they grew larger and
larger with every inhalation. Each person could feel his or her own energy
field crossing with those of the others.
Suddenly, they found themselves immersed in the luminous sphere of living energy,
which was spreading throughout the gully now. They returned Home and knew that,
in this state of expanded consciousness, no one could harm them. But as soon as
the breathing was done, they had to leave quietly and swiftly, as the sanctuary of
Queendom lasted only until the first reactive thought occurred in one of their minds.
The gathering was over. No one said a word. There was no need. They knew how
Jeshuas teachings worked as they had been practising them for months. However,
today their Master had, unusually, invoked the first three calls at once. These first
three steps were to be followed by everyone who had reactive thoughts and
emotions.

As the feeling of uncertainty and concern among the group couldnt be averted,
Jeshua had decided to remind the disciples of the basics. The first three steps were
the very foundation of his Way of the Heart.
The disciples understood that reactive thoughts and emotions could be merciless;
therefore it was pointless to resist them. As the negative feelings were coming, they
could only be overcome by resting in the Breathing. It was Jeshuas way, and the
only way. It was as simple as that, for the moment they started breathing deeper
and slower, calmness began arriving.
It was then a matter of time before the energies trapped within were touched by the
Holy Breath. They could feel all negatives surfacing with even greater power as they
allowed those energies to be felt to their very core. Only then would melting of the
inner rigidities occur, while the undesired emotions were turning into Love.
It was unpleasant at first, for their natural reaction was to resist feeling anything
negative. Having persisted, they had gotten used to it. After all, everyday farming
was much harder than this!

This group, as opposed to the initial crowd when they had all
started, did not require convincing. Before having taken on these practices,
some of the group had been rough or even violent, whereas others were
weak or wimpish. The mix of the group was most unusual, but they shared a
common goal: They all needed and wanted to change in order to have that
special something that was shining in Jeshuas presence.
Where others had made excuses, these forty had persisted. And
now, they had achieved it. The Way had been deeply seeded into their
opened hearts. Tears were rolling down their sunburnt faces as those
gathered began to leave.
Jeshuas words were vibrating inside their hearts: Remember Ye! Seek first the
Kingdom, and all other things shall be added unto you. . . .
And now, the apostles had to go back to their usual tasks: farming the land, sowing
the crops and herding the cattle.

Chapter 8

The Town
It was market day. Stalls full of produce tightly lined the walls. The group of
Roman soldiers moved from stall to stall to collect the taxes. Their big
leather sack had filled with money, and the soldiers were in a hurry to finish
taking their dues. The nearby tavern had been supplied with wine made by
local growers. It was the best wine in the whole region.
They were nearly done. There was only one stall left, just behind a cart now emptied
of goods. They rushed toward the stall, pushing the cart out of their way. The

moving cart hit the stall, and its freshly baked loaves of bread flew in all directions.
A grey-haired man got onto his knees to pick up the bread as the market crowd
began walking on the scattered loaves. A few landed near the soldiers.
The tallest and fattest soldier kicked one loaf into the air with huge anger and
screamed, Take this badly baked bread off the street, old man.
The local peasants were whispering and muttering. The tension that existed
between them and the Romans was growing noticeably. There was no place for such
waste. Last summer had had too much rain. Many of the fields with wheat and
barley crops could not be saved. There was not enough flour left for baking, and the
wheat reserves had to be kept for the next year. Bread had become expensive, and
its price had doubled since the last summer. It cost 2 denarii nowadays.
A young man moved gently through the dense crowds and stood in front of the
soldiers. They stopped, facing the man. Two soldiers placed their hands on their
swords, but they did not draw them as the peasant was unarmed.
The young man looked them straight in the eyes and said, I, James, son of Jacob
the baker, I forgive you . . . as I forgive any brethren who live in forgetfulness of who
they really are . . . for once I lived in such forgetfulness. . . .
The young man raised both of his bare hands sideways with his palms facing
heavenward, and called,
8. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
'Laah-layn det-'rrrep ,
Meh-'tolKhe-'nootaa,h
Dil-'honay mal-'khoota
d'ashemaayaa.
9. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
Ai-'maath daahm-'haas-deen,
Leh-'khonwah-raad-'peen
leh-'khon wahm-'reen,
El'lai-khon 'kool milla 'beesha,
Meto-'laath beh-dahg-a-'lootaa.

The soldiers knew the youthful peasant. He was one of the Light people, as
they were commonly referred to. The Romans did not understand what the
man was saying, even though they could correctly define every word of the
Aramaic he spoke. They thought he must have been stupid to forgive them.
On the other hand, they still feared him, for the Light people were perceived
as dangerous. A curse could be placed on someone, or severe rainfall could
be brought, or some other bad luck caused.
In particular, the frightening last words spooked them:
8. In your readiness, for your further rest in the true Home of Living Spirit,

the energy of being persecuted will arrive, to push you out of your familiar
territories and comfort zones.
9. Yes, you are blessed! When others increasingly project their negative and
low vibrations on you, criticizing you behind your back while attempting to
block the support of others by making false accusations, this way taking
your vital life force away from you.

It was time to retreat since the crowd growing behind James was definitely
not in a forgiving mood.
The soldiers turned around and headed for the tavern. They did not bother to collect
a denarius from the last stall. It was time for a drink.
All eyes were fixed on James now. He moved slowly toward the crowd, who gave him
way by stepping to the side. They all respected the son of the baker, not only for
what he had just done, but also for being one of Jeshuas favourite devotees.
You did really well, Master James.
James blushed as he heard the voice. He recognised Paul, even before turning
around.
Thank you, Master Paul. I did exactly as we were taught by Jeshua in the eighth
and ninth blessing.
Yes, you did well, Paul went on. It was your det-rrrep, even though it was
projected upon your father. You care for him so much that having the bread kicked
was more hurtful to you than to him. I think you both know those Romans well!
Yes, they were always buying our bread, and they loved it! James replied. Can
you believe it? I had to focus on breathing very hard. Instinctively, I just wanted to
smack their faces, rather than expand from the loving heart. But we know what
projecting any negative or low vibrations on others will do. The Romans were ready
to pick a fight, and adding more negativity would definitely have given them a
damn good reason, wouldnt it?
You are absolutely correct, James, Paul agreed. Your efforts prevented a public
brawl, for the crowds were getting behind it. But more importantly, you didnt allow
them to take the life force away from you - because thats what they were doing,
unconsciously.
Remember what Jeshua taught us? Love your enemies, for they are your salvation.
. . . You extended love instead of hatred by resting in the Breathing; therefore they
were powerless as nothing can resist pure Love. And that shows your true mastery.
Congratulations James!
Thank you, James said. Then his eyes crinkled. Tomorrow they will wake up with a
massive hangover.
Paul smiled. Yes, and it wont be just from the wine. The low vibrations they
attempted to project on you and your father will hit them much harder than the
wine. . . .
And they will not know why! Complete ignorance is worse than the curse they
feared. Both men laughed loudly and candidly.

We have to move, Paul said, glancing around them. You, young man, have made
us the centre of unwanted attention. It is just a matter of time before the Roman
guards arrive, for they like keeping an eye on us.

Yes, youre right, as usual, James nodded. We have already had too much
attention. Lets go.
The men started strolling slowly down the street and toward the towns outskirts.
After spending most of the day in town, they desired privacy. The crowds were
wearing them down as there was always someone asking for help or advice.
Hundreds of eager friends or strangers wanted to welcome them into their homes.
Many believed that the disciples were special.
Paul and James were not different. They practised what Jeshua had sought to teach
to everyone. Thousands had started with them, but gradually many dropped out.
Some had no time. Others wanted to gain magic powers or learn tricks. And Jeshua
taught none of that.
The two men reached the edge of town. As they stopped, both looked at the sky.
It is time to say goodbye. The sunset is nearly upon us.
Yes, James agreed. It is time for attunement with the Father.
Indeed. Peace be with you, James.
And with you, Paul.
The sun began setting, and the light of the large golden globe embraced every
creation. The Father of All was healing the Earth with the golden rays.
They knew from the colour of the sunset that it was also the time for their own
healing.
Difficult times were upon them all. Jeshuas last journey and his last chapter were
approaching quickly.
They had already begun sensing the impact of the forthcoming events because of
the interconnectedness of all Life through the invisible energy field.

Chapter 9

Mary Magdalene
Mary Magdalene was home alone. Her mother was away visiting a cousin in a
nearby village. Mary could not sit undisturbed and contemplate very often.
Her mother was always in her face asking her to settle down, to have
children, to get a family and a house.
Like many others, Marys mother kept nagging her to find the right man
before she got too old. Having a breadwinner around would give them both
the necessary support.
Mary knew her mother was disappointed. She had heard her confiding to a
friend, in tones Mary was meant to overhear: Contrary to her wish, Mary was

running with that strange group of men and women. And worse, her
daughter was fond of the strangest of them all: Jeshua ben Joseph, who was
considered in powerful and influential Roman circles to be a rebel. Marys
mother simply could not stand Jeshua for that very reason; he was not going
to look after either her or Mary. But Mary had fallen in love with him anyway.
Mary had already heard of James confrontation with the Romans in the
marketplace. Her friends had come running to tell her about it. Local girls
admired James, and an occasion to talk about the handsome young son of
the baker was not to be missed.
Mary knew that James was the last in the group to have gone through his
own det-rrrep. All of the others had experienced it earlier.
She whispered the same words James had spoken in town:
8. In your readiness, for your further rest in the true Home of Living Spirit,
the energy of being persecuted will arrive, to push you out of your familiar
territories and comfort zones.
9. Yes, you are blessed! When others increasingly project their negative and
low vibrations on you, criticizing you behind your back while attempting to
block the support of others by making false accusations, this way taking
your vital life force away from you.

She knew these words very well as they were the eighth and ninth teachings
of Jeshua, so closely linked with the final tenth teaching, called the
Revelation.
Mary was one of many who practised all of the teachings and one of a few in
a small group who were able to expand from the heart when the energy of
persecution was projected upon them.
It is not easy if someone well known to you throws false accusations at you, she
thought. But when you extend love from your heart toward the other, not only do
you not allow your vital energy to be taken away from you, but there is far more
happening.

Mary whispered again,

10. Expand from your heart by resting deeper in Loves Breath. Thus pushing
on the edges of shrinking ego from within and moving beyond, arise to
the peak of your aliveness and joy. All that will happen is that your inner
connection with the Universal Spirit will significantly increase. This is
what happened to all men and women, Prophets before me.
11. Hah-'dayn 'khaa-h 'daah,'Whaa-raatz-'wah.
Dawg-'are-'khoon se-h-'gee 'bashem-'maaya,.

Haa-h k'haanna 'geer

'Raaht-'pah leh-na'biya,
Dooh-'men khook-'daahm-ai-'khoon.

Mary had memorized the tenth teaching as they all had done with Jeshuas
teachings. The apostles knew that written work could be destroyed or
confiscated soon after the masters death.
Jeshua had helped her with Greek translation, for it was easy to misinterpret
Aramaic, a language that was all about subtle variations of sound and using the
Breath to access the Divine vibration of Shem. A single word could have several
meanings, depending upon its pronunciation or context. No one else she knew had
gained such mastery of Aramaic as Jeshua. By invoking certain word patterns, he
could effect powerful changes in the physical world.
Mary knew she would have to leave her home soon as Roman guards would start
investigating them all the moment they captured Jeshua. A sack filled with personal
items was already hidden under her bed. She could not tell anyone, not even her
mother, as it would put them all in danger.
Mary intuitively knew that Jeshuas death would close one chapter in the history of
mankind and begin a new one. She reflected on this: You cannot crucify Love. You
can kill the man but not whats inside him, in his heart. And Jeshua is pure Love.
Tears appeared in Marys eyes.
Her reflections continued: The conflict between pure Love and everyone who
is in denial of it will only grow stronger and stronger to the point of eruption. The
moment that pure Love is nailed to a cross, it will interrupt the primordial energy
flow in the Cosmos, causing a powerful rippling effect.
Mary knew that the people who persecuted Jeshua would not be able to live with the
thought of what they had done. An enormous internal conflict would change them
forever. In the memory of that event, every proceeding generation to come would
experience Jeshuas spark stirring in their hearts. Deeply imbedded, Mary believed,
Christ would not rest until it is awakened again. People would be pushed by
overwhelming forces from within and outside to become Unconditional Love, as He
is, or nothing else.
This is how it works, Mary reassured herself. How energy works or how the
Father works. Jeshua has accomplished his life purpose. He has conquered the
illusion of this world, which is built on fear. And now he is leaving his work behind
for everyone to follow as the disciples continue extending his teachings for many
years to come.
Mary had shared her grand vision with Jeshua, and for this reason a strong
connection had formed between them. They loved each other deeply and
passionately, even though they both knew it wouldnt last. The end of his life was
approaching fast. She closed her eyes and reflected, It has been only a few years
since we met. Those years have gone fast, too fast.
She hoped that Jeshuas death wouldnt be in vain and that a huge shift in human

Consciousness would occur. It was a small window of opportunity to raise mass

Consciousness to the next level.
Such a powerful change would bring all religions and people together into a state of
Oneness with the Father. This way the Brotherhood of One would come to life, and
the Kingdom of Heaven would be present on Earth, here and now.
There was another possibility, of course. The mass awakening might start, but the
swords of Roman soldiers could quell the uprising. They were already spying on its
leaders.
Mary had been warned to hide all of Jeshuas manuscripts. The Romans realised how
powerful was the influence that Jeshua had on the masses; he definitely wasnt a
simple peasant.
A few weeks ago, the soldiers had approached many of Jeshuas past followers,
looking for the teachings. The Roman authorities were taking a great interest in the
Way of the Heart. They saw it as a powerful tool with which to control revolts in
many of their provinces.
Mary also knew that if the mass awakening were stopped now, the next chance
would not occur for another two thousand years, and that their work would be
forgotten until then.
As the sun began to set, Mary had no more time for thinking through these
concerns.
She went outside, faced the golden globe and then assumed the open stance of
Jeshuas meditation. The position was named after her to emphasise the Feminine
qualities so desired in the Way of the Heart.
Mary Magdalene stood with her feet waist apart. Her hands rested by her sides with
the palms facing forward. She took three deep breaths and then started intoning
Jeshuas Prayer to the Father.
The prayer, invoked in Aramaic, had sound and vibration patterns encoded in a
number of sequences that allowed all of the bodys energy centres to align with the
flow of the Divine. She began to chant,
Aabwoo-n, d'washem-'maayaa.
'Nee-tahka-'daashahsh-'maakh.
Tay tay, mal-khoo-tah.
Ne-'whay tse-vye-'naakh,
Ai-ken'nah d'washem-'maayaa
Op-'aarehah
'How-lan laach-'maa
Tsoon-'khonen ya-'maanah.
Wash-'woklan how-'bayn,
Ai-ken'naa dapha'naan
Shwaa-khen el-haia-'bayn.

'Oo-lah ta-'laan el-nis'yo-nah,

'E-lah pa'tsan men-'beeshaah.
Mat-'haal, del-ak'heel, mal-'khootah,
Oo-'hailah,oo-tish-'bahta.
Laah-'lam al-'mee-n.
'Amayn.

Chapter 10

Jeshua
When the last disciple had left that morning, Jeshua remained seated on his
rock. He was not rushing anywhere. He knew the apostles intuitively sensed
the reason behind his deep thoughtfulness this morning.
There was no sense in running as his time on this earth was coming to an end.
Tomorrow, the town guards were to capture him.
He had had a clear vision in his morning meditation. His mission was nearly fulfilled.
There was only one remaining chapter to close.
Jeshua felt tired, and it was not just the physical exhaustion that might follow a long
journey. It had been a very long pursuit. He smiled for a moment, recalling the
beginning, when it had all started.
As a small child, he used to run to the seashore. Uncommonly mature thoughts
dogged him all the time. He wondered about the meaning of life, about his purpose
and why everything around felt so foreign or even hostile.
Hearing the inner voice was the only thing that made him feel calm and peaceful.
Not even parental love could fill the void he had felt. The awareness of something
missing inside him was always present.
It was not until invisible energy entered his body one morning that he gained a
feeling of wholeness and completeness he had never experienced before.
Jeshua had heard the Voice: My son, forget not the purpose for which you have
come forth from the Mind of God. Your purpose is to bring the remembrance to
everyone that the only real thing in all of life is Love. Your entire existence here will
be dedicated to that. . . .
He remembered crying from happiness for the rest of the day when that happened.
Still, on the outside he was a normal boy who played with other children and was
mischievous at times. The change that had occurred within him on the day when he
experienced the Voice started to be visible only many years later.
As a very young man, Jeshua had defied the common tradition of sons following in
their fathers footsteps. Against his parents wishes, he had left his fathers business
and gone travelling. Again, another smile appeared on his face as he recalled the
many places he had been. He had crossed many mountain ranges, valleys, rivers,
towns and villages in order to fulfill his life purpose. Under the guidance of various

masters, he had studied deeply the ancient wisdom hidden in the Kabbalah,
Judaism, Buddhism and other Eastern philosophies and put together the Way of the
Heart.
The biggest smile lit his face when he recalled meeting Mary for the first time. She
had worn a mans clothing to disguise the fact she was a woman attending a public
debating forum for men only. Jeshua had seen her in the middle of a very fiery
dispute with a powerful and influential rabbi. Mary had driven the rabbi absolutely
crazy with her perfect rebuttals.
When her eyes had met Jeshuas, Mary knew instantly that her disguise had been
compromised. She immediately withdrew, leaving the argumentative rabbi
wondering what had just happened. Mary had not wanted to risk a public lashing.
That would have been a gentle punishment, considering the stature of the red-faced
rabbi.
Jeshua had met her on another day in a tavern where she was supposed to serve
wine. Mary served herself to Roman soldiers instead as she needed money to
support her mother, a sick cousin and herself. Mary only worked a few hours a day
in the tavern. Her mother never suspected that she spent the rest of her days
debating in public.
Jeshua remembered how Mary had blasted him when they finally spoke.
What do you want with me? she had asked, furious.
Nothing, he had replied.
Theres no such thing as nothing, as everything is something.
What do you mean? I want nothing with you.
Are you stalking me? Mary had pressed.
I could not stalk you, as I said before. And I repeat: I want nothing with you.
That was Mary Magdalene.
Jeshua giggled, recalling how she did not like to be reminded of that meeting. But
since then Mary, as all of his Apostles, had made a huge journey.
He continued pondering their voyage.
His students had overcome their imperfections. They had learned to deal with their
fear-based emotions and to transcend the illusion of the world built on ego in the
same way he had had to do.
Practicing the Way of the Heart was the simplest possible way of elevating
individual consciousness as it contained the integrated wisdom of all of the
religions, spiritual trends and philosophies ever known to humankind. Under his
guidance, even the most resistant and stubborn individuals could transform
themselves into walking Gods, provided there was willingness.
The first three teachings were the very foundation of the Way.
In Step 1, the disciples learned how to recognise in their body-mind a state that he
called being poor in spirit. When a person has reactive thoughts and fear-based
emotions that result in hurtful actions, these are typical signs that an individual has
been depleted of Shem, from the Aramaic word for Spirit. This vital life force or
Cosmic Energy Jeshua referred to as ru-kha dqodesh-a: the One Wholly Cosmic
Breath breathing the entire creation.

Nothing could function without the energy of Shem, including humans. Daily
attunements, or resting in the Breathing, topped up this energy. Without these
renewals, each individual experienced Hell in his mind - and with them, Heaven.
Regular resting in the Breathing led to Step 2: Through breathing, each individual
opened to the flow of Shem, touching blocked energies and stirring up a temporary
state of unrest. These unreleased energies trapped inside the body-mind cause
physical and mental pain or inner mournings - the same energies that Eastern
philosophies call karmas.
At this particular step, Jeshua encouraged the disciples with his invitation to take
up your cross and follow me. The feeling of being burdened and hurting inside was
what he referred to as the cross; by follow me, Jeshua meant, follow the Way of
the Heart.
He wanted them to feel those blocked energies and relive them again as if they
were happening right now, all the while staying on the edge of the Breath. The only
way to get rid of the inner mournings was by returning them to the primordial flow
in this way. Until an individual released them all, experiencing a complete and
fulfilled life was impossible as the blocked energies - the karmas - predetermined
events in each life.
Continuation of regular breathing practice brought the disciples to the third stage. In
this step, a palpable feeling of inner softness arrived - which the Greeks tended to
translate incorrectly as meekness. This inner softening resulted from the release
of stuck emotions, in particular guilt and judgment, which were directly linked with
resistance, repression or denial of inner feelings.
The moment individuals released their guilt and judgment, they displayed their
sense of oneness in new creative powers, fresh enthusiasm and clear direction. The
inner change in the disciples at Step 3 was amazing. They acted differently and had
a spark in their eyes that showed their thirst for more.
Jeshua whispered to himself,
4. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
'Laah-layn di-'koff-neen 'wot-zayn,
Le-khe-'nootaah 'di-hih-'nown nis-'oon.
5. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
La-hm'rah-manay dal'ai-hoon
'Neh-woon'rah-may.
6. 'Toob-way-'hoon,
'Laah-layn'daahd-kayn b'leh-'bone,
'Di-hih-'nown netz-'oon l'ah-alla-a.
7. 'Toob-way-hoon,
'Luv-dai sh-hla-'makh,
Donne-'hay d'ah-alla-ah nit-ka'roon.

4. In your readiness, when you open to your true hearts desire, lovingly
allowing it to be, and embracing it, the presence of the living Spirit, Shem,
shall touch you, uplift you and move you toward your true purpose; you will
feel supported from within and around you.
5. In your readiness, as you have begun restoring Divine Love within you,
that Love begins blessing the world by extending itself in your thoughts,
words and actions.
6. Your readiness and restoration is herenow; as the seeds of your re-birth
manifest in you and through you, and you have consistently rested in the
awakened Christ Heart, you illuminate God from the depth of your core.
Loving forgiveness is the way you have become.
7. Now, your readiness is in your re-birth into True Love. You consciously
become a channel for Gods creations, which are a manifest of your inner
peace.

The next steps were the core of the Way and the most exciting part of
Jeshuas life work. Here, he recalled Pauls journey.
They had met at the market in town. Paul had run a type of pawn business that
operated on the life-sucking margins he forced on customers. The locals had hated
him, but having no choice, they bartered with Paul. The Romans also used his
services, but they bartered money for needed information; Paul knew everything
that was happening in the province, and it was a matter of the right price for
information to be exchanged.
On the day that they had met, Jeshua had given all of his belongings to Paul without
a desire to receive any money in return. There had been something so weird and
wonderful about this transaction that Paul had followed Jeshua, and that was how he
had gotten hooked on the breathing meditations.
After engaging in regular practice, Pauls business had changed. The exchange of
information stopped, and his bartering margins lowered considerably. The number
of happy customers Paul gained counterbalanced the loss incurred by lowered
margins. Pauls business was still very profitable.
So again, Paul had decided to barter with hardly any thought for profit, which
brought enormous numbers of clients, even from the outer provinces. Not only did
his business boom, but his customers kept leaving gifts behind: pigs, chickens,
different livestock, crops and other produce. What was given to him was so
abundant that Paul had to hand out most of it for free.
On top of this, God seemed to be in favour of Paul. During the summer storms, all
other shops but his had been severely damaged. This had given birth to gossip
about the Light people having special powers that they could use to control the
weather or even cast a curse.

Jeshua beamed. What he had taught to the disciples was not a magic trick. This was
how the Cosmic Energy, or Shem, worked; the more an individual returned to his
heart and followed what he loved, the more support arrived not only from within but
from all around. Just as Jeshua explained, Unless you come through the heart, you
are nothing. . . .
Jeshua continued his reflections on Pauls transformation. Paul seemed to have
changed physically. He looked healthier and had lost weight; his face glowed,
contrary to his appearance of many months ago. His clients invited him to many
private gatherings. People enjoyed Pauls presence and complimented him on the
change, which had made him a humble man, wise about life. He told people who
inquired about his secret: I live, but it is not I; it is my master, Christ. His
Consciousness dwells in me. I, my little I; my ego dies daily. . . .
Jeshua reflected again on his final three teachings, which dealt with the energy of
det-rrrep. Whenever things in life went very well, it only meant that there was a
spiritual challenge ahead. This is how the Father works. This final stage has to
happen in everyones journey a few times, as it did with great force in Pauls.
Paul had learned that his wife was having an affair with a Roman noble. On top of
that, she was passing to him confidential information about Pauls friends, business,
the practising group and Jeshua. The Romans therefore knew everything about
Pauls steps.
The energy of det-rrrep, or being persecuted, that was projected upon Paul
knocked him down. He had locked himself in a room for a couple of days. After that,
he came to Jeshua begging for help as he could not stand the pain.
Jeshua patiently explained that the occurrence that had taken place was not
personal; it was all about the energy, which had come to push him farther out of his
comfort zones.
Paul trusted Jeshua and decided to follow the advice to breathe more than before.
Shortly after they rested in the group meditation, when he extended the Love from
his heart toward the anguish he felt, the feeling of peace and wholeness returned
larger than ever.
Pauls insights into his relationship became clear. He had married the prettiest girl in
town for her looks. And she had married him for her material comforts. They really
liked each other, but there was no true love between them.
After returning home that day, Paul had found his wife waiting for him, crying and
asking to be taken back. In forgiving her betrayal of trust, Paul shared half of his
possessions and allowed her to make a choice: leave or stay. She decided to take
her share and move to another town, where soon afterward she happily remarried
the owner of a local pawn business.
And Paul had felt relief. As he had developed spiritually, their relationship had grown
distant. He had not known how to get out of the relationship, as the woman was
totally dependent on the comforts he provided. Besides, she refused to make any
changes.
Initially, Pauls wifes betrayal had not been pleasant to him, but in the end, it was a
blessing. He became truly free and happy, with such joy for life that everyone

adored him even more.

With all of the other disciples, as with Paul, the illusion of a world built on fear had
rumbled, and each had made profound changes in their lives. Jeshua was proud of
them in the way that only a father could be of his own children.
Jeshua looked at the golden light around the sun, which was nearing the horizon.
Mary came to his mind again, and he could feel her whispering The Lords Prayer.
He closed his eyes and started to sound Mary Magdalenes translation:
Father, Mother of the Cosmos,
Spreading across the entire Universe and suffusing all creation with

light,

Make my body-mind a holy temple, as I breathe the Holy Breath.

Focus your Light within to prepare me for your Divine guidance now.
Let our hearts desire re-unite us in this holy union.
Let your wisdom guide me from moment to moment of my life;
Returning me to my origin, forgive me my forgetfulness as I forgive the
forgetfulness of others.
Let me not be tempted by this worldly perception, and not forget who I am.
Let your eternal fire of Life shine through me with passion, purpose and
creative power shared with others; from circle to circle; meeting to meeting,
manifesting in all that is
Good, holy and beautiful.
So be it!

When Jeshua finished, the sun was hidden behind the horizon. It was time for
supper. Peter and Paul had organized it to celebrate Jamess det-rrrep. As for
Jeshua, he wanted to say a final goodbye, for they all suspected that their
journey together had reached its end.
He had felt the disciples real hearts desires while intoning the prayer. Mary wished
and hoped for the mass awakening to take place. But the awakening would not
happen earlier than around two thousand years later. He could not tell her that, as
taking a persons hope was a greater crime than killing.
What he had told her before was true, though; there was always a chance that
people would change as the Father worked in mysterious and surprising ways.
However, it seemed that it was still too early for such a shift to occur.
He saw Mary running, as soldiers searching her house after his crucifixion found his
manuscripts. The Romans would attempt to persecute her as they perceived her as
the next leader of possible uprisings.
Jeshua saw clearly that other apostles would also escape, following Mary. Some

would be caught and killed as their journeys too had come to an end.
He knew that manuscripts stolen from Marys house would help the Romans to use
some parts of his work as the foundation of a new religion that would also carry one
of his names. The Greek translation the hired scholars had produced was less than
accurate as a result of their lack of deep understanding of Aramaic. The teachings
would be called the Beatitudes, but their deeper meaning would be greatly
misinterpreted and eventually lost. The Way of the Heart, which he referred to as
the Holy Grail, would be temporarily forgotten - until the day when the Living Word
would be reborn and spoken again.
Jeshua smiled at this vision. After all, it was time to get off that rock and join the
others for supper.

Chapter 11

The Last Supper

It was dark outside. Well-covered, hooded shadows discreetly entered a barn
on the outskirts of town. They came from all directions, mostly through the
fields and forests surrounding the town. They did not keep to the road
because the byways were well lit by a full moon on that night.
The barn was already crowded, but there was no noise. The disciples had to keep
their voices down so that the soldiers did not discover them. People were talking
about the town guards, which had been tripled for the night. The Romans seemed to
be getting ready for something of great importance to them.
James was already seated at the table, between Paul and Peter. They had waited for
Jeshua and Mary to arrive.
James asked Paul, Will they come? It is already late, and the guards are
everywhere.
Yes, Paul reassured him. They will. Be patient.
Have the Romans tripled security because of what I did this morning? James
wanted to know.
Yes and no, Paul replied carefully. It is not purely because of you. It is mostly
because of Jeshua.
Paul hesitated, and then went on. But it is also because of us all. We have become
true and Unconditional Love as there is no more separation between us and the
Father. We think, speak and act as one. This is the main reason the guards are on
alert. We have become a threat to them, and their biggest det-rrrep. But you know
that.
James didnt want to ask but couldnt stop the words. His throat went dry as he
enquired, Will they try to kill him?
Again Paul weighed his words. They will try to kill everyone or everything that
contradicts their way of life, he said, before looking at James. It is encoded in the
program in us, unless by our own choices we decide to overwrite it - but you know

that too.
Paul went on. It is in humans ego nature to destroy everything that we fear and
dont understand. However, in doing so, we cause even greater harm to ourselves
and to others. And we will not stop unless we make a conscious choice to do
otherwise.
A small clamour at the door interrupted all conversation.
They had arrived. Mary entered first, with Jeshua right behind her. They both looked
calm and peaceful. Now their small celebration could begin.
Mary scanned the room and then asked, Where is Master James, whom we have
come to honour tonight?
James leaned forward slightly. I am here, sitting with Master Paul and Peter.
Oh, no, Mary exclaimed, waving him over. Tonight, your place is next to Jeshua.
People shuffled around the table to accommodate Marys wish. Water, bread and
fish were being served. The disciples began to eat, but they all waited for Jeshua to
speak.
Jeshua was not in a hurry as he chewed his fish. When finally they had finished
eating, Jeshua raised his hands sideways, palms facing heavenward.
My brethren, Jeshua began. This is the last time that we will meet. I am going to
the place where none of you can follow me, although some will. But you know that,
as you have already made your choices.
Many of your brethren do not have strong Faith yet. And Faith is needed to show
the Way, to show the Truth and to show the Love. As the Father, the Truth and the
Unconditional Love are One, this needs to be shown . . . not so much to you
gathered around this table as to those who do not believe in the Way otherwise.
Where I am going, you will go too one day. As we all came from that place, we all
will return there. And it is my choice to go. This is my choice for You, and the Father
and the Truth.
My brethren, take this Truth, and eat like you ate the bread this evening because
the Truth is my body.
And take my Love and drink it, like the water you have drunk, as the Love is my
heart.
Love and Truth are what the soul needs, so take them both and live your lives in
Truth and in Love. Show the Way, be the Way, live the Way.
Love and Truth will never die, not even on the cross. Live the Way to the fullest,
and share it. Share the wisdom, share my words, share the Truth and share all Love
from circle to circle and from meeting to meeting. And that Love and that Truth will
be food and water for your souls.
We will meet again, as it has already been written and decided by the Father. Not
in person, not in the same group, but in other places, in other groups, in other
countries and at other times. Above all, we shall meet regardless of who you are,
what you do, how you live your life or what you believe in.
You will know in your hearts when the time comes.
And you will tell people who my true disciples are as you shall recognize them by
their fruits.

And by this shall all men know that you are my disciples: because you have Love,
one for another. . . .
You will read these words, and you will not be able to stop the tears from running
down your face. Then you will know the Truth, and your truth, which you have been
looking for all your life.
Everything you have been looking for is already in you. Within you. In the quietude
of your heart lies the land of peace and harmony: the Jeru-shalem, the holy land
where only Love resides.
As I Love you all.
So until then, so be it . . .tahssah.

Part 3

Becoming the Way

And it is your very Breath that brings this power to the Earth of your
own body and being, for it is written: And God breathed into Man the
Breath of Life, and he became a living soul.

Chapter 12

How to Practice
In this part of the book, you will find clear instruction on the practical steps of
the Way of the Heart. The series of different techniques introduced first, and
guidance on selected meditative methods provided later, will integrate these
individual elements into one practice.
Note that before even starting the breathwork, it is crucial to have a right Intention.
Verbal acknowledgement or willingness to let go is required. In other words, to make
it a successful session, decide to forgive everyone and to let go of the past.
I repeat again: In the moment of practice you must be willing and choose to put all
reactive thoughts aside in order to become ready ('toob-way-'hoon).

Meditative Practices
Meditative practices applied in the Way of the Heart consist of two pathways.
Although each pathway can be practiced on its own, it is recommended that
both active and passive pathways are carried out in one session, one flowing

into the other.

The active pathway, or active meditation, which is recommended to begin each
practice, involves elements such as breathwork, positions with energy work and
intoning.
The passive pathway, or silent meditation, follows the active one and involves
elements such as breathwork and mind-refocusing techniques with energy work.

Active Pathway
Breathwork
Breathing is fundamental in the practice of the Way of the Heart, and it leads
to all other subsequent stages. Therefore it is the beginning and the end of
the Way.
Breathing, as applied here, is different from your habitual gasping for air.

Most people have very poor habits of breathing; their breaths tend to be
short, shallow and erratic. In the Way of the Heart, breathing is based on socalled abdominal or diaphragmatic breaths. This way, your breaths become
longer, smoother and more expanding.
To learn breathing in the abdominal manner, begin by lying down, as this is easiest
for a novice.
It is recommended that you practice until the new way of breathing becomes
comfortable enough that you have the confidence to apply this breath in other
stances.
Consistent regular practice of a minimum of 10 to 15 minutes a day (and for best
results, twice a day) is paramount as changing your habitual way of breathing is not
a quick fix.

Positions
Lying Down
Lie down flat on your back. You may place a pillow under your head, and if
you have back problems, place another pillow under your knees.
Place your right hand on your belly and your left on your chest. You will use your
hands to check how your breath flows during the practice.
Next, close your eyes and bring your awareness to your physical body.

Check for any tension such as: habitually clenched fists, a locked jaw,
grinding teeth or internal holding of the sort you may do when a toilet is
not close by. Take a minute or so to check and relax.
Next, shift your awareness to your breath. Focus your thinking on your breathing: in
through the nose, out through the mouth. . . .
Start feeling the breath, noticing its qualities: its flow, rate, length and depth.
Gently slow your breath down; and then make it longer, slower and deeper - but

without any exertion.

You will start feeling calmer and more relaxed after experiencing this kind of breathawareness for a minute or two.
Now, focus on the two stages of the breath: inhalation and exhalation.
Inhalation: First, drop your breath into your belly by expanding your abdomen
outward. Second, fill and expand your lungs. The inhalation is done with one smooth
flow rather than in two separate movements. Use your hands to feel the breath:
First the abdomen expands outwardly with the right hand rising, and as the breath
continues, the lungs expand with the left hand rising - but with no special effort, no
exertion, no pressure. The inhalation finishes with expansion of the top of your
lungs. At this point, pause briefly for one to three seconds.
Exhalation: First, keep your lungs expanded while you gently contract your
abdomen. Second, when you have nearly emptied your abdomen of air, allow your
lungs to draw back. Use your hands again to check the flow as the right hand drops,
and then the left follows. When finished, again pause for one to three seconds.
You have completed one full breath cycle now.
Continue breathing in this way for the entire practice session.
With consistent practice, breathing in this way becomes easier and easier, and the
breath will actually begin taking over. It will feel as though the breath is breathing
you. You want to reach this stage, when you dont have to think about your
breathing any more.
Beware of possible dizziness or light-headedness as you practice. This is a result of
increased oxygen intake and a good sign that you have started breathing in a far
healthier way. When this happens, simply resume your habitual breathing and allow
yourself to recover. Then you can return to your breathwork. There is no reason to
be concerned, but it is a good idea to continue practicing while lying down to avoid
the possibility of injury if you feel faint. Within days your body will adjust, and these
symptoms will be gone.
At the start of your practice, you may feel as though a tight band has been placed
around your diaphragm or around your chest. This is a result of stress, pressure and
other suppressed emotions affecting your physical body. When this happens, avoid
any forceful breathing; simply allow the gentle breath to work through these
rigidities and melt them away. With consistent practice, again, the tightness will
dissolve.

Sitting Position
Before you start, make sure your clothing is comfortable and not too tight especially around your waist.
Sit on a firm chair or stool that is not too high or too low; your thighs should be
parallel to the floor.
Position your feet shoulder width apart with your toes pointing outward. Place a
hand on each knee with open palms facing up.
Your back should be straight, with shoulder blades gently pulled back without
overdoing it. You simply want to avoid slouching.

Look straight ahead with your chin held slightly up; your neck, as an extension of
the spine, should hold your head straight.
In this position, carry out your Breathing practice as explained in the breathwork
section (page 129).

Standing
Magdalene)

There is a deeper
position of Mary
underlines the
attributed to the
consciously stepping
acknowledge, accept
presence of such
ourselves, becoming
willing and trusting.

(Mary
Position

meaning behind the

Magdalene. It
Feminine qualities
right mind. By
into this position, we
and bring out the
qualities in
more open, allowing,

Once you have

mastered the basics
of breathwork, this is
the most comfortable
position in which to continue your practice, although you may need to rest more
often in the beginning.

Choose an area of flat ground on which to practice; if possible, do not wear

shoes.

Keep your feet

together with your
toes pointing
outward. Unlock your
legs by bending your
knees and hips
slightly.
Allow your hands to
rest alongside your
body, with palms
open and facing
forward.
Keep your back
straight; pull your
shoulder blades back
slightly to avoid
slouching. Keep your
head straight, with
chin up slightly;
imagine that a string
attached to the top of
your head is pulling
up gently, so that
your head becomes
an extension of your
spine.
In this position, rest
in the breathing as
explained in the
breathwork section
(page 129). Allow the breath to settle in you until you feel it flowing effortlessly.

Jeshuas Position

Jeshuas position serves to facilitate opening of the base chakra and recharging of
the bodys energy centre. It also serves to recharge the heart and mind energy
centres and to bring all three energy centres into alignment.
The recharging and alignment of energy centres is explained further in the
Active Meditation Practice section (page 139).

Stand in bare feet, if possible, in an area of flat ground.

Keep your feet apart at shoulder width, with your toes pointing out. Unlock your legs
by bending the knees and sinking the hips.
Keep your hands alongside your body at waist height with your palms open in the
direction you are facing.
Keep your back straight; pull your shoulder blades back slightly to avoid slouching.
Keep your head straight with chin up slightly; imagine a string attached to the top of
your head pulling up gently so that your head becomes an extension of your spine.

NOTE:

This is an
that can be
depending upon
level of
with the
can spread your
shoulder width
knees
more.

active position
deepened
your fitness and
advancement
breathwork; you
feet wider than
and bend your
significantly

Intoning
The breathing
itself is a very
powerful tool,
but for some it
may be not enough. Intoning and breathing at the same time, however, will
guarantee that you switch off your thoughts.
Intoning works in two ways: First, you can think of intoning as a mantra that
protects the mind from its usual excessive influx of thoughts as well as us from our
own monkey minds, which tend to jump uncontrolled from one thought to another.
Second, specific phrases voiced in the ancient Aramaic carry encoded sounds and
vibrations. The sounds produced while intoning correspond to various notes in the
scale. These notes, in turn, correspond to the chakras:

C matches the base chakra

F matches the heart chakra

G matches the throat chakra
A matches the third-eye chakra.
Sounding particular notes as a part of intoning allows us to balance and
recharge specific chakras, bringing the entire chakra system back into
harmony.
Vibrations carry encoded patterns of invisible Divine Energy. When breathed in,
Shem touches our places of inner mourning, dislodging stagnant energies from
the body-mind. The stirred energies are then released.
This clearing process is not limited to the physical body alone; Shem also works at
the level of the unconscious mind and beyond.
When intoning, all words and phrases should be pronounced on exhalation.
The phrase used for intonation in this pathway is Aab-'woo-n, dwashem-'maayaa the first line from The Prayer to the Lord, translated by Jeshua as Father, Mother of
the Cosmos; Spreading across the entire Universe and suffusing all creation with
Light. . . .
The first word of the phrase is Aa-'bwoo-n, which means the Absolute. The ancient
Aramaic breaks down as follows:

Aah - The absolute or life force: Abba, Alaa, Aa.

Bw - The rippling effect toward every creation.
Oo - The Spirit, The Breath of Life.
N (nefesh) - Mass of living cells and tissues. Nefesh comes from Hebrew.
The second word, d'washem-'maayaa, means the Divine Energy Shemspread- ing across and permeating all creation with its vibration, Love.
Although in the prayer, the word Light is used, it is synonymous with Shem the Divine Vibration, Shimmering Light of All or Unconditional Love.

Intoning Practice
Breathe in deeply, and then intone the sound Aaaa as you exhale. Make sure
the sound emerges from silence as you begin and merges into silence as you
finish. Repeat intoning this sound in rounds of nine.
Practice in the same way with the sound buuu and then nnnn.
Finally, intone the full word Aaaa . . .buuu . . . nnn, joining all three sounds into the
full word in one exhalation. Ensure you have enough breath left to sound Nnnn at
the end.
Breathe in deeply, and then intone the sound dwooo as you exhale. As before, make
sure the sound emerges from silence as you begin and merges into silence as you
finish. Repeat intoning the sound in rounds of nine.
Practice in the same way with the remaining sound shhh and then maya.

Finally, intone the full word dwooo . . . shhh . . . maya, joining all three sounds into
the full word on one exhalation.
Now, you can combine both words to intone them on one exhalation, making sure
you have enough breath to carry through to the end.
Repeat the phrase in rounds of nine. After each round you may need to rest until the
breath settles before resuming another round.
The phrase Aab-'woo-n, d'washem-'maayaa is a prayer in itself. The pattern of
sounds and vibrations encoded in it repeats throughout the entire Aramaic version
of The Prayer to the Lord. From a vibrational point of view, intoning this one phrase
is therefore as effective as intoning the full prayer - which may seem a little
daunting for those unfamiliar with Aramaic
From a practical perspective, have fun with the phrase, explore it and do not be
concerned about perfect pronunciation.
Tilting your head gently backward when intoning will open the airways and facilitate
a smoother flow of the exhaled sound, preventing possible throat irritation.
Experiment by starting with lower sounds, and then make your way up the scale.
Feel how the sound-vibration affects your body and mind; pay attention to the
effects you notice and where they occur.
Stop any time you feel you are running out of air, allowing your breath to settle
before resuming another round. You should not feel bound to complete a particular
number of repetitions; it is more important to listen to your own body.

Active Meditation Practice

This practice begins in either the Mary Magdalene or Sitting Position. If you choose
to remain seated throughout the entire practice, apply the instructions as though
you were standing.
In the Mary Magdalene (Standing) Position, rest in the Breathing for one or two
minutes.
As you begin settling into the Breathing, acknowledge your alliance with the Divine,
Light, Unconditional Love, Christ Consciousness, God or whichever term is
appropriate for you.
You may whisper the words, I am of the Divine or I am of the Love Light and
continue thus: As I rest in Your Breath, come and enter me, restore me into one
with You. My will I surrender to You, Lord. You may choose different words that
appeal to you, if you like.
Next, on exhalation, step into Jeshuas Position and begin resting deeper in the
abdominal breathing. Concentrate on the lower dan-tien, the point three inches
below your navel, in order to activate the connection with the Earth or with the
Energy of the Son. (In Eastern terms, this energy is also known as kundalini, the
Energy of Existence, the Yin-Chi or the Rainbow Serpent.)
Stay in this position until you feel warmth, a sense of fullness or a sphere of energy
in your abdomen. This feeling indicates that through the focus on the dan-tien you
have recharged the body-energy centre.

To achieve this, first inhale the energy from the earth into your lower abdomen, and
then exhale the energy, feeling the inner sphere grow or warm inside your
abdomen.

When you start to feel the sphere, warmth or fullness within your abdomen, with the
next breath, inhale deeply. Simultaneously with the inhalation, move both hands
toward the lower dan-tien in one continuous scooping motion as though you were
squeezing a big balloon. When the edges of your palms meet your abdomen,
continue moving them upward following the midline of your body across the heartenergy centre and farther up across the mind-energy centre. (NOTE: This is all done
as one smooth movement on the same inhalation.) As your hands pass the mindenergy centre, exhale and part your hands to either side with elbows bend and
palms facing up.
Next, take three deep breaths, tilting your head gently backward.
First, visualise your full breath going into the mind-energy centre (third-eye chakra)
located in the middle of your forehead.
Second, visualise your full breath going into the body-energy centre, or lower dantien, located three inches below your navel.
Third, visualise your last full breath going into the heart-energy centre. This is in the
location of your physical heart.
On the next inhalation, lower your hands in reverse and, following the midline of
your body, draw them toward the heart. Stop at the heart-energy centre with your
hands together as in prayer, and breathe out into the heart. Hold this hand position
until the breath settles.
From here you rest in Intoning.
First, open up your position by spreading both hands sideways at shoulder level,

with elbows bent and palms up. Then begin intoning as explained above (page 136).
Remember to tilt your head backward gently when intoning. If rest is needed,
resume your habitual breathing until you feel ready to continue with sounds and
vibrations.
If your arms get tired, rest them by your sides; when you are ready, raise them
again to continue intoning.
Every intonation should be preceded by deep inhalation; otherwise, you will be
short of breath in a short time.

Passive Pathway

From the active pathway, meditation flows into its silent stage, or passive pathway.
Remember to give yourself time to reach each stage as explained below. You will be
ready to move on to the next stage only when you have reached the previous one.
Do not race nor force yourself. Your readiness will arrive in due time.

In the Passive Pathway, it is best to be seated with both hands resting on

your lap with palms facing up. (Refer to the instructions for Sitting Position on
page 131.)
First, settle into silent abdominal breathing, focusing on inhalation:
Breathe in, and allow the abdomen to expanding outward.
Next, expand the breath upward to include the heart and lung area
In a smooth motion. This will give you a circular sense of breathing.
Second, once breathing is established, link to the crown and heart centres as
follows:
Visualise white and golden light above your crown chakra (known in
Eastern traditions as the energy vortex at the top of the head). Breathe in
the light through the crown and all the way through the heart to the base of
your body. Practice for a minute or two until visualised or, in time, seen.
Continue with the breath-light visualisation, but fix your attention on the
heart this time while the breath continues throughout. Practice for a minute
or so, or until visualised or seen.
Third, bring complete awareness to the heart; feel it. With every breath
entering your heart, you will feel the growing sweetness, softness and
gentleness that the breath carries.
Fourth, become aware of exhalation, and practice as follows:

 Expand the light from the heart like rays of sunlight, which permeate the
cells of the body first. Practice for a moment or until visualised or seen.
Then, expand the light beyond your physical body, and fill your aura or
own energy field with it. Make sure your awareness is still in the heart.
Feel you are resting in the centre of the luminous sphere of energy that is
encircling you now. This is what Jeshua referred to as leh-mes'ken-ahee
ba'rookh.
Stay in this stage for as long as you desire.

Ending the Practice

To finish both active and passive meditation, continue resting in the
Breathing, and at the same time bring your awareness to your senses. With
your eyes still closed, become aware of your surroundings: hear sounds,
smell aromas, sense temperature and feel the ground under the feet.
Grow your awareness of the return to here while allowing for integration of your
experiences. Be gentle, and do not rush.
Open your eyes, and bring your awareness outward; you may fix your eyes on one
spot as your awareness fully returns to the present. Carry your inner experiences of
peacefulness, calmness and love outwardly.
Express heart-felt gratitude and thank the Divine, using the name you chose at the
beginning of the session.

Important to Remember
The journey will take you through its different stages, revealing themselves
to you with time. As you begin resting in the Breathing consistently, Jeshuas
first three teachings will apply. These indicate that you are growing; they are
like steppingstones. Refer to the Chapter 10, which provides a clear
explanation of all ten steps of the Way of the Heart.

About Us
There is some clarification needed here.

First, WE ARE NOT A REINCARNATION of Jeshua (the Aramaic

version of Christ Jesuss name) and Mary Magdalene (considered by some scholars
to have been one of Jeshuas disciples and a close partner in his work, as suggested
by the Gnostic Gospel of Mary), although there may be some similarities found in
our story and in their lives.
The similarities bothered me immensely before I thought about it a lot and came to
a conclusion: My life is what I make of it in my current physical body. I cannot take
credit for a dead guy.
I am who I am now, and it is up to me to design my life.
In saying this, I must admit that many extraordinary things have happened in our
lives since Adams awakening.
This book cannot be said to have been researched in the traditional way, for
understanding came to us mainly through Adams channeling. The transcripts
contained in Part 1 of this book came directly from the Voice. All of Jeshuas
teachings, covered in Part 2, were taught to us through the spoken word and
guidance of Divine Entities
The practical aspects of the Way of the Heart, with meditative practices explained in
Part 3 of this book, came to us in the same way, providing us with thorough
understanding on Divine Energy Works and introducing us to practical application of
the ancient Kabbalah, Qi (Chi) Gong and elements of Buddhism.
Learning the Prayer to the Father alone in the Aramaic version took more than three
months during the weekly Tuesday meditation group we ran in our home. In these
sessions we learned the intonation, pronunciation and rhythm of the ancient
Aramaic language.
As it was explained to us, the sounds and vibrations of the ancient Aramaic that
Jeshua spoke carried Divine energy encoded in it. Jeshua referred to that energy as
Shm (pronounced Shem): the Shimmering Light of All Life.
Ancient Aramaic largely consisted of consonantlike elements. When written in one
unpunctuated line, as it was during Jeshuas times, it could have different meanings
when spoken. It was up to a master to effect a particular meaning by skillful

insertion of a rhythm, or beat, into the spoken word. Hence various beats created
different meanings from the same series of consonants. In addition, Aramaic could
be intoned using various musical notes, which in turn had a direct effect on energy
fields.
No wonder Aramaic is difficult to translate word for word as the words meanings
change depending on the beat, rhythm and intonation of a speaker. This is most
probably the reason why the ancient Greeks and early Christian scholars
contributed to a massive loss and misinterpretation of the practical aspects of
Jeshuas teachings.
Jeshuas Way, which today is known as the Beatitudes, came to us during three-day
weekend retreats over a period of three years. As one part was explained, the next
was built upon it, and only then was the third delivered - and so on.
As much as I have tried to cross-reference the information given to us with various
sources, I could not find any exact match. I dug into the Gnostic gospels, only to
confirm that some concepts have a lot in common with those given to us while
others do not.
Next, I read as much as I could to find about the origin of the Bible. Again, different
scholars have many hypotheses; most agree that there are many inconsistencies.
Having spent a few months on this research without achieving much, I decided to
stick with learning from the channelling. And that is where most of the information
in this book comes from.
The practical part was what kept us going; the Breathing has changed our lives and
us.
When I look back at past events, regardless of how pleasant or unpleasant, they all
make sense now. Every single bit - every incident or occurrence - had its reason.
I remember the desperation I felt when I had to end my career as a schoolteacher in
early 2002. It happened because of a freak accident. After a tennis ball smacked me
in the head, resulting in a small concussion, I experienced temporary short-memory
loss and blurry vision. Although the injury was not serious, at the same time,
something inside me also got broken beyond repair. Somehow, I experienced an
emotional shift and found that I just could not go back to teaching.
I was heartbroken as I watched all those years I had spent at university and the
experience I had gained working in various schools go down the drain in a single
day - or so I thought. The incident also left me with no means of expressing my
passion for sport.
Eventually, I recovered to find another passion and the stamina to chase it. Real
estate and property development became new objects for my pursuit.
A few years earlier, Adam also ended his teaching career abruptly. He witnessed
drug dealings at the school where he taught. Based on a conversation he overheard
in the bathroom, he approached the suspected students. As they were confronted,
one of the students cut Adams face before escaping.
Adam reported the incident to school authorities only to find that the school denied
any responsibility and conveniently twisted things around. As crazy as it may sound,
the school accused Adam of cutting his own face. Worst of all, the investigation

included many attempts to prove him unfit to teach.

Eventually, Adam was suspended from his duties. After a long waiting period, he
obtained a transfer to another school, where he proved himself to be a valuable
staff member and received his formal teaching certificate. Unfortunately, notes that
remained in his personnel file from the previous school would have prevented any
advancement in his teaching career. Legal advice was given to him: Either stay at
school and accept that there would be no promotion ever, or leave teaching to seek
a career elsewhere. With his reputation as a teacher stained forever, Adam left.
Watching my husband, an excellent teacher and educator, reduced to zero within a
few months was even more difficult for me than the loss of my own teaching career.
Blaming one person for the cutting incident was easier for the school than dealing
with the drug problems on own premises.
In the meantime, we had to eat and pay our bills. Adam was not convinced about
his abilities as a salesman, but with few options presented to him, he started
working as a pharmaceuticals representative. The change was welcome and
positive. In one week, we found that there was a different world around us. Adams
life settled for the moment, even though he changed employers a few times.
My life plunged into a state of disarray instead. My property-development job took a
strange twist, but with the help of a very good solicitor, I got out in one piece. Real
estate turned out to be only a bit better as I found myself dealing with some
landlords and tenants from hell.
I remember one Saturday morning when I dressed up in a navy skirt, white cotton
blouse and business shoes to inspect a house. The moment I stepped onto the
driveway, I felt a burning sensation starting around my bare ankles. I looked down
and saw that my legs were covered with black dots: Grass lice - and plenty of them!
Have you ever had a moment in your life when you thought to yourself, This is not
happening, this is not me and I have had enough? That Saturday was such a
moment for me, but I persisted. I had a grand vision to learn everything there was
to know about property management, so that one day Adam and I could open up
our own real estate business.
Unfortunately, soon after that I was presented with another occasion for deep
reflection. When I arrived at work one morning, all of the staff - including clerks,
accountants, salespeople and property managers - were called to a meeting.
Twenty-five people waiting for the meeting knew that the problem must be dead
serious, when the owner of the agency walked in with her face showing signs of
extreme stress. She gave a speech about honesty and told us that someone had
abused her trust in an incredible way.
We all waited in fear for the worst to come.
And there it was: Someone had taken her favourite CD from the reception. One CD!
I was speechless. Seriously, that was all? After all the abuse, name-calling and
threats, it eventually turned out that the other owner - her own brother - had
committed this despicable crime.
Soon after these incidents, I resigned. We had had our own challenges with Adams
awakening, and dealing with such nonsense had become unbearable. The rest you

know from Part 1 of this book.

We closed the last unpleasant chapter after Adams employer retrenched him two
weeks prior to Christmas. That was the moment when we decided to open our
training and personal-development business.
I was grateful to learn about the concept of det-rrrep as I started questioning the
reasons behind some of the painful events in our lives. Initially, I thought that
something about me might have attracted all of those misfortunes. I had tried every
possible approach to success. I was never late, and I worked honestly and hard. The
more I tried, the harder life seemed to be hitting us in return. Finally, I realised that
we were in the wrong places altogether. The det-rrrep was only trying to guide me
toward my own pathway by pushing me out of my comfort zones.
It was the same with Adam. The school system rejected him, but after
trying various things, he found his way back to school and his heart by using his
skills to teach adults in the corporate and business sectors.
I, on the other hand, learned how to run a small business, which is extremely
important for someone self-employed. Even though I am not directly involved in
conducting any sessions, my teaching background allows me to contribute there
too.
Reflecting on the past, I realise that all of these disastrous events came together
like pieces of a puzzle, although initially they seemed quite random and made no
sense. We needed them all, it turns out, in order to start up our own venture - which
happens not to have been real estate! Our present venture has turned out to be
exactly the one we had always dreamed of but somehow could not find the strength
to do. All of the things in between were just stepping stones. . . .
It feels good that we can have friendly and open business relationships - based on
trust rather than on contractual agreements - with our clients. Seeing other people
discover the joy of giving instead of just taking has been amazing. And yet, not
being bound by strict formalities, everyone is free to choose working with us - or
not.
I know it sounds corny, but it astonishes me that even when we lose a client, a new
one always appears. When one door shuts, another opens instantly, as though all of
the background work has been done for us by an invisible force.
Life unfolds itself in front of our eyes rather than being forcefully driven by us. Life
appears to run its course according to the perfectly laid down Divine plan that
includes no room for error. The only mistakes that can be made are in the execution
of that plan. And that execution is in our own hands.
This fundamental principle of life that we have experienced in business is contrary
to most of what we have been taught in this world. I have to admit that every now
and then, I still act and feel nervous when I pause to think about this model . . . but
Adams persistence calms me down.
Passion and deep heart-desires are the necessary fuel for the flow of such a
venture. When we find the answers to what we should do and why, figuring out the
how becomes easy. What and why have to come from the heart, but since they
come in the form of feelings, the difficulty is in reading them. We knew, for instance,

how we wanted to feel while working in our business, but we were not clear about
how to achieve it. The ideas that came to us from the left mind were quite
misleading, and yet those coming from the heart, according to our perception, could
not provide the living we wanted to earn.
It was not until we began Breathing that our clarity of mind and focus sharpened. In
the end, we took a leap of faith into the unknown. First, you have to jump, and only
then does the parachute appear. . . . Scary, I know.
Perhaps the proverbial end of the world is not about the catastrophic events
sweeping across our planet.
Perhaps it is all about everyone finishing the series of nonsensical activities that
tends to preoccupy us throughout life. You know - all of the things that we do for
someone elses sake or in the name of a higher cause. . . .
The moment we end these games, the land of peace and harmony - Jeru-shalom instantly arrives. As you know by now, it has it never been about geographical
location.
I cannot wait for this book to reach you. No doubt it will open a new chapter for us
and, we hope, for you too. I wish for you all to find your own pathways through the
maze of possibilities. That Way will give you a joy and fulfillment you have never
dreamed of.
And finally, both I and Adam are incredibly grateful to all Divine Entities who have
communicated with us through Adam, guided us, and given us the inner strength to
persist in order for our lives to become dedicated to . . . Love.
May Love be with you All.

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[1]All Aramaic in this ebook is written phonetically (as channeled by Adam) with syllabic emphasis
indicated.