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Author: Kurtis Joseph
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DEDICATION
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TABLET
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INTRODUCTION
Before we get into the great work presented within this tome it is
imperative that I tell you the story of how this current began to come
forth through me, the conduit of the infernal alchemy presented in
this book. This grimoire came about as a result of such a point of de-
cision in my own great work. I was at a crossroads in my spiritual
ascent, and if I wanted to move forward in any way I had to make a
choice. I will say with all honesty that this has been one the hardest
and most trying experiences of my life. To walk the path which Ah-
riman refers to as the Path of Smoke is to walk directly into the dark
night of the soul. This was not a project I intended to undertake. I was
shaken and grabbed by the ancient dark Gods themselves, almost
backed into a corner and constrained as one might constrain a demon
to a particular vessel for later use. Therefore, I am now going to at-
tempt to give you an idea of how all of this came through me. My skin
is crawling even now as I attempt to convey the experience through
words.
You see, as a practicing magickian whose goal was to always seek
truth in regard to how the cosmos operate I began to start to feel as if
the so called God and Satan of the Bible were two sides of the same
coin. This was an idea which slowly crept into my mind in a subtle
and progressive fashion. Although this thought contradicted most of
the spiritual work I had done in the past, I just could not get rid of this
feeling which implied such an idea was true. I did try to rid myself of
it, their is no doubt about that. Yet, to no avail, all of my contempla-
tions seemed to point toward this idea. As I read and studied to ex-
pand my spiritual horizons as I usually did supporting ideas would
fall into my lap out of nowhere, and it was as if this idea was coming
directly from the other side of the veil. The odds of the intense syn-
chronicities I was experiencing seemed to be next to impossible. It
was as if the ancient Gods had placed information through various
resources within this plane just to put before me in order to trigger
certain thoughts within my conscious mind.
I got to a point where I no longer trusted my own thought process.
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side of things. To call upon some neutral and nameless God seemed
a bit Abrahamic to me and it shook the core of my being.
I felt a haunting presence on the way to the Temple and heard faint
whispers which tickled the inside of my ears through their vibration.
I could not make out what these whispers were saying, but I found
myself perceiving dark pools of energy swirling around me as I made
my way to the abandoned building where I had set up my temple
space.
Within the Temple I paced for what seemed like an eternity. There
was a struggle going on within, and its severity was making me nau-
seous. It was as if I was having an anxiety attack from knowing noth-
ing except that I was ignorant. I began to feel a faint presence in the
room which could not be perceived in any direct way except for the
same fleeting dark pools of energy which would vanish as soon as I
laid eyes upon them. It was as if eyes were peering into my very
thoughts awaiting me to act in a specific way. I knew in that moment
the anxiety would not end, and I hesitated to open the rite because of
this but something pushed me forward and thrust me into the expe-
rience.
I began in the east moving clockwise calling on no deities, but in-
stead invoking and awakening the more creative elemental aspects
within. Between the cardinal points I attempted to open the four
worlds of the Kabbalah. Then I moved counter clockwise awakening
the more destructive side of elemental powers. Between the cardinal
points I opened the four Hells of the Kliffoth. At that point, I began
to hear the slithering of a thousand serpents and the noise seemed to
crawl out of my subconscious from within the depths of self. Some-
thing changed in the atmosphere of the temple. It seemed lifeless and
without purpose. It was the oddest sensation for it was like the seren-
ity of it all was the very cause for great sadness, anger, depression as
well as every other imaginable emotion rising through me in this one
moment.
I knew then that this was a place which most human minds had a
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hard time perceiving at this point in our evolution. I felt like whatever
door I had opened and stepped through needed to be exited and
closed. The only issue was that it enveloped me in such an intense way
that I could not function to do so. The usual think of your physical
body and you will return was not working in this case because I was
in my physical body. It was incomprehensible. Even though their was
so much going on within their was also a sickening neutrality which
caused me to puke upon my altar, and I heard the slithering of ser-
pents turn into a sinister laugh which froze the very essence of my
soul. I was paralyzed and I was in complete fear for the first time upon
my journey as a black magickian.
I heard the aetheric double of the temple walls cracking and crum-
bling in the background as the darkness substantiated itself around
me. It was as if an earthquake was destroying the physical environ-
ment surrounding me. The entity which I could not perceive at the
start of the rite began to swirl around within the aethyric flames of the
circle as if amused by my internal anguish, which manifested through
physical vertigo. I sensed it watching my thought process very intently
as if viewing a movie for the sake of entertainment as everything
around me turned to utter nothingness. I mustered up enough
strength and physical perception to use my altar cloth to wipe the
vomit off of myself and reach for my notebook and pen. I did my best
to get my bearings back and deal with this situation to the best of my
ability despite my terror.
I asked, Who are you and why are you here?
He replied:
My name? My name is Akomanah. I am the devil of evil mind.
I am here to guide you through the gates of Adversity. Your
choice has opened the lock. It was the key that opened the door-
way to Arezura.
I asked, What decision?
He rejoined:
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may use it according to your own will. This path is the smoke
which ascends beyond the Holy Flame of Zarathustra. Upon
walking this path; however, it is the cold heat of Arezura's
flames of damnation which is the fuel of your ascent. To be-
come Divinity, you must stop observing it. You must be en-
tirely cut off from God. You must embrace your damnation.
THE LORD OF DARKNESS, ANGRA MAINYU
sels will be liberated when the greater work is complete and hu-
manity will then be able to come to terms with their own power
by taking responsibility for the nature of their existence.
These scriptures started to become the very source of backward
understanding through evil mind. It was as if the information was de-
constructed and then rebuilt within from another perspective. I heard
the internal dialogue of my conscious mind begin to recite the eight
verse of the first chapter of the Bundahishn which states:
Ohrmazd, through omniscience, knew that Ahriman exists,
and whatever he schemes he infuses with malice and greediness
till the end; and because he accomplishes the end by many
means, He also produced spiritually the creatures which were
necessary for those means, and they remained three thousand
years in a spiritual state, so that they were unthinking and un-
moving, with intangible bodies.
Angra Mainyu gazed deep into my spiritual eyes as if projecting a
vision, and it was a vision which I received. I watched as the hubris
and attachment of the ego of Ahura Mazda/Ohrmazd became aware
of the opposing force of Ahriman start to develop as a result of the
limits imposed by the creation of false light. I observed it myself as
Ahura Mazda looked backward toward the void watching counter
creation take form on the other side as a reflection of the hubris of the
imposed limits of creation. At first that was all the evil forces were
meant to do. They served as an obsidian mirror which enabled the
Lord of false light to reflect upon his own tyranny. Any actions they
took were just that. Mere or mirror reflections of tyrannical action.
The Ahrimanian forces were the passive effect brought forth from the
cause.
The dark emenations were a response to the created cages being
built by the Lord of Light and limitation. They were not dark until the
imposed dual nature of light came into being. They simply were. They
came into being by default because whenever a cage is built a space
outside of that cage comes into being as a result. These forces were at
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rest for 3,000 years until the consciousness which was born into the
cage through human beings began to question the existence of that
which exists beyond of the bars of the prison. This was the ignition of
the Blackened Fire of Sol or soul within mankind and it is the origin
of the process of human evolution. This occurred as Ahrimans other
half Az-Jahi began to take anthropomorphic form in response to the
separation of the colors of the light spectrum becoming too dense.
Ohrmazd/Ahura Mazda refused to reflect upon the obsidian mir-
ror to see the defect of his desire to isolate and wield the vast possibil-
ity of the void toward his own ends. By attempting to wield the power
of the void his power actually became even more limited. Unlimited
possibility became more compartmentalized and dense. As a result,
Az-Jahi stirred Ahriman and awakened him from his passive slumber
inticing his essence into a conscious state of awareness which would
have the intention to directly oppose Ahura Mazda. Upon Ahrimans
awakening the obsidian mirror of the void then broke and the various
shards of the obsidian mirror awakened mankind as they fell by pierc-
ing the life experience with avenues of rebellion and sin which caused
suffering in the form of Divs. This suffering was not intended for the
sake of suffering alone. It was forced into reality to offer points of fo-
cus which would coerce mankind into individual expansion and evo-
lution making their limited existence align more with unlimited pos-
sibility. These shards of the analogous obsidian mirror were to be
picked up by mankind so that they could reflect upon their own lim-
itations. The very same limitations Ahura Mazda refused to see within
himself. It was Ahrimans way of infiltrating stasis to create movement
which could be harnessed by man to usurp the throne of God and
choke him out of existence.
This reason for this occurance was made more clear as I heard the
ninth verse:
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and his malice is aimed toward limitation and stasis which stifle ex-
pansion and evolution. Mankind does tend to misplace these attrib-
utes and express them in ways which are not conducive to becoming
because of the limits of lower consciousness and our desire to break
free, but that is besides the point.
As the antinomian mental force within mankind awakened they
became aware of the prison of the imposed limits of the system which
was brought into being. It was not only the prison itself they became
aware of but also the violent force used to suffocate our potential to
evolve and expand spiritually and take dominion over our subjective
realities by creating our own lense of perception. It is because of this
suffocation that we have such a hard time reuniting with the unlim-
ited possibility of the void and Divine Darkness.
This was reflected through the tenth verse:
Desirous of destroying, and because of his malicious nature, he
rushed in to destroy that light of Ohrmazd unassailed by fiends,
and he saw its bravery and glory were greater than his own; so
he fled back to the gloomy darkness, and formed many demons
and fiends; and the creatures of the destroyer arose for violence.
As humanity became more aware through the development of
higher intellect they became aware of this stifling force of limitation
and we began to reflect inward creating methods which would over-
throw the tyranny embodied by Ahura Mazda/Ohrmazd. In the story
this is expressed as Ahriman fleeing from the light of Ahura Mazda
when in reality it was an attack by draw. It was one last attempt at
drawing the false light back to its origin by backpeddling in order to
strategically tempt the false light of creation to encroach upon his ad-
versary. To make it simple Ahriman attempted to capitalize on Ahura
Mazdas ego by conveying weakness hoping to tempt the Lord of false
light into an attack. Through this action Ahriman planned to harness
his other half Az-Jahi to devour the false light bringing it back into
the cosmic womb. However, Ahura Mazda displayed cowardice re-
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