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Kristin L. ODell
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overcome crises. Each stage has its own crisis that must be resolved in
thirteen and nineteen are searching for their identities. They do this by
wanted to be friends with the popular girls and to have a boyfriend like
they all did. I had very few opinions of my own about the world. I
simply followed what everyone else was doing. This was a time in my
life when my parents were working all of the time and my sisters,
cousins, and the neighbor kids were all much younger than me. It was
a lonely time for me. I had no real friends, so I stuck to the edge of
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other girls friendships, never really being accepted into their groups or
to take a side on the boy band issue: Backstreet Boys or NSYNC. When
I followed that group of girls into sixth grade, there was one girl in my
small group of friends that would always take my spot if I had to step
away from the group for a moment. No one in the group ever stood up
for me, so I made the decision to leave that group of friends. From
what I can remember, that was the first time I ever made a decision
There was a girl that I knew in first grade before I switched schools.
Now that both elementary schools filtered into one middle school,
perhaps I could join her friend group. I did become part of their group,
and they became my first real friends. But they liked NSYNC. Suddenly
my Backstreet Boys tape, that I could sing every word of, was replaced
with an NSYNC CD. I learned to love NSYNC with the same passion
that I had for Backstreet. Unfortunately, in 7th grade, the same thing
happened. Another girl came into our group and wedged me out. My
friends actually took me aside at our first school dance to tell me they
A girl that I had sat with many times in class, but did not spend
time with during lunch, noticed me sitting alone one day. She invited
me to sit with her. Her name was Christy. She had always been nice to
me, and I enjoyed talking to her during class, but she was farther down
the social ladder than my previous friends. But an uncool friend was
still better than no friend at all, so I started to sit with Christy and her
friends at lunch. I got along better with that group than I did any of my
previous friend groups. I did not feel pressured to be just like them. I
Backstreet Boys or NSYNC. I did not know what to say. Both, I guess? I
owned music from both groups and knew all of the words to all of their
to lean more toward them again, but I was comfortable saying that I
also liked NSYNC. Reflecting on it now, I realize that I took a large step
toward discovering my true self that year. That year I stopped listening
to boy bands and pop music and discovered my love of alternative rock
and indie. I found myself talking about bands that none of my friends
athletics, band, and art. Popular kids played sports. Nearly popular kids
musical instrument, I really had no choice but to take art. The girls in
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the forms to be in a sport, I would get the same forms. I nearly joined
friendship was better than popularity, I was free to find what I actually
liked. I finally allowed myself to like art. My 8th grade year, I took
tastes and interests to fit the roles that I thought my peers wanted
from me. By the age of 16, I had a sense of identity solid enough to
how people learn from watching others and how a persons judgments
about themselves and others can affect what they learn. According to
his theory, when children pay attention to the actions of adults and
peers, they learn how the world works and what they are able to
patterns, children may form ideas about what they are capable of
doing or what they are expected to do considering how they fit into the
high school days. Both of their houses were small, unkempt, and
rented. The food was good, but it was served on paper plates and
paired with generic Kool-Aid. The games were fun and full of laughter,
and the stories were always about the way things used to be.
my mother nor uncle enjoyed their jobs. They did not have bad lives,
but I could tell that their lives did not reflect the dreams they might
have had when they were younger. Their lives did reflect the
consequences of their high school lives. They had some great times
with friends, but they also barely passed high school and had kids
before they were ready. These two factors cost them the kind of life
teaching career. He moved out of our small town, bought a nice home,
that I had. Fortunately, I was able to identify that the life my mother
and Daniel live is not what I want. I would rather have a life that is
mistakes that my mother and uncle made and learned from them.
what I should do. He came from the same kind of environment that I
from watching the adults in my family. I took hard classes, like Robert
did, and I made the highest grades possible because that is not what
Mom and Daniel did. I never picked-up a cigarette, took any drugs, or
drank alcohol in high school. I did not want to put myself in a situation
where I might make the mistakes that they did. I was afraid that drugs
Mom and Daniel taught me a few lessons about love and relationships.
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in love, and although I was crazy about him, I held onto a dose of
my life with anyone but him, but could not imagine a high school
married to David.
settings or groups that can affect my life, but I am not directly involved
my life were strong enough that the gender stereotypes present in the
attributed to the fact that as a young girl the notion that girls are not
a good leader and I am not afraid to speak up. I probably would not
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have had the confidence to pursue my dreams if it had not been for
theory after theory in order to understand bits and pieces of the puzzle
ideas, new perspectives, and new research methods coming out all the
people can still affect me in my adult life, I can pay particular attention
words and actions can affect the people I encounter each day, I am left