Life

Rikai13

Its not going to be rainbows, sunshine and fluff. Its nothing like what television and magazines make it out to be.
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F
ingers strum against her knee; her body fidgets at every little sound. The anxiety gets to her. She
turns and looks at the clock on at the nearby shelf. Eleven fifteen, she whispers to herself,
Krystal where are you? She leans back on the couch; her head hangs back and eyes stare at the
white ceiling. You said youd be back by ten thirty. Where are you? She sits up straight and
grabs her cell phone dialing her younger sister number for the umpteenth time.

It rings a few times before heading straight to her sisters voice mail. With a heavy sigh, Jessica hangs up
and tosses the phone upon the table. No point in attempting to text Krystal, since the younger girl
wouldnt even answer a call. God, Krystal if something bad happens to you, mom will roast me alive,
Jessica pushes herself to her feet and heads for the front window. Shifting the blinds slightly, she looks
out the window checking for any sign of her sister, Come on Krystal. You said you were going to hang
with some friends.

She retreats from the window, heading back to her seat on the couch. She picks up her phone, dialing her
sisters number once again. Krystalwhere in the world are you? Its going on twelve meaning moms
night time sweep of the house while getting something to drink. You better be on your way home. I cant
afford getting grounded while covering for yougive me a call soon please. Ending the message with
that, she hangs up and heads back to the window again.

Jessica, you are the worse older sister to ever exist, whispers Jessica to herself, how in the world could
you let your baby sister leave? You should have made her stay. She leans her forehead against the
window pane; the cold feeling it gave off calmed her slightly. Krystal I dont know what I would do if
something bad happened to you. Eyes close; silence consumes the room.

~~~
Hey guys I have to head home, my sister might be freaking out by now. The small group of teenagers
that she was hanging out with all gives her a smile and waves her off. Krystal turns and heads towards the
other side of the park pulling her phone out. Her eyes widen at the amount of missed calls that she
received. They widen even more so at the time. Jessica is going to kill me, she whispers to herself as
she begins jogging through the park. Ill have to find a way to make it up to her.

Laughter fills her ears and she stops in her tracks. Her eyes scan the dark park looking for any sign of
where the noise was coming from. It wasnt as if she wanted to see who was making the noise. In fact she
wished to avoid it for many reasons. A reason and a huge one at that is the fact that the park is usually
overrun by mere thugs and gang members at night.

Alcohol and smoke collides with her sense of smell, signaling that whoever it was is close. She exhales as
quietly as she can and turns around to head back to her group of friends. Maybe staying the night at one of
their houses would be a better decision right now. She pulls her phone out dialing the police station but
never pressing the call button. I hope this precaution works Jessica, she whispers to herself.

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The sound of laughter dies down but is quickly replaced by loud footsteps. Krystal was unsure of what to
do. Should she look back? Maybe it was just some drunken stupor that was on their way home. Or it was
the local gang members ready to harass her.

Fear settles in. Her blooding pumps through her body making her jittery. Her feet begin moving at a pace
that increased with every step going from a simple pace to full out run. The sound of the footsteps behind
her increases also. Taking the chance Krystal looks over her shoulder; her eyes take in the group of shady
characters that were running in the same direction as she was.

With her eyes not on the road, Krystals feet get caught in a tree root sending her toppling over onto the
grass. The fall brought on pain along the front side of her body. She closes her eyes tightly releasing a
hiss. There were definitely going to be scars later on. She attempts to push herself back up to her feet
when a damaging blow to her back sends her back to the grass. Look what weve got.

~~~
Jessica sighs and looks at her phone. Time was ticking away. Ten more minutes until her mother
awakens. Ten more minutes until she gets spotted. And lastly ten more minutes to add to Krystal being
gone. She looks out the window again. Her brown eyes catching sight of a car pull up out front.

She watches curiously as the passenger door opens and a person steps out. Being that it was too dark to
see, she couldnt exactly make out the gender of the person.

She takes a step back from the window and looks at the door hoping and praying that the person was
Krystal. All hopes and prayers leave as a knock echoes throughout the living room. A shaky breath leaves
her lips. A sudden sense of fear, guilt and even pain envelops her body. A person never knocks on a door
at night unless it meant grief.

Jessicas eyes close shut to fight back the tears that were slowly building. Her body shakes slightly; her
hands grasp on tightly to her hair. The rise and fall of her chest become frequent and unsteady. No, no,
no, she whispers to herself. Please let Krystal be ok. Please say she got picked up for vandalism, or
something stupid. Please.

Another round of knocks echo followed closely by an, Im coming. Jessicas eyes snap open and she
turns to look down the hall to where her parents sleep. Feet scuffling did no help in releasing Jessica from
her momentary paralysis. Sooyeonwhat are you doing up? Jessica could only blink as she watches
her mother pass by her to the front door. Jessica turns and looks at the door as her mother opens it.

Hello, A male voice enters the house not Krystals.

Hello, how can I help you? asks her mother.

Im a detective with the local police department. Im actually here on business concerning a young girl
who Im assuming is your daughter.

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A
small almost dainty like hand presses itself against the cold window pane slipping it open. A foot
lifts itself out of the mud and presses hard against the white wall. The other foot keeps itself
pressed against the wet ground. As she prepares to jump, the four legged creature in the yard
approaches her, nudging her with its head. Movego away, she hisses quietly.

It barks in response. Oh shut up, she whispers, go away. She lowers her foot that was planted against
the wall and begins kicking at the dog, yahgo to bed. Go lay in your house. A whine leaves the dogs
mouth as it lowers its body to the ground. What do you want? Want to get me in more trouble than I
already am? It whines even more. Be quiet!

The dog backs away; a growl now filling the yard. It barks loudly at her. What good is a pet if it wont
even listen to its owner? she asks herself. Digging in her pocket she pulls out a cookie that she was
eating earlier. Here eat this and be quiet. I believe that there is no chocolate in it.

She tosses the sugary desert onto the ground. A happy bark slices through the night. Finally. She turns
back to the window and places her foot back in the same position. Bending their knees slightly, she
pushes herself up and into the window. Both hands and feet lose their grip, sending her tumbling into the
room. A loud thud echoes throughout the room and more than likely throughout the house.

Eyes close tightly; she bites her bottom lip trying to suppress the loud groan that wanted to leave as pain
racks throughout her body. She pushes herself into a sitting position opening up one eye. Never again
will you, Taeyeon, enter the window that way, she whispers to herself.

Struggling to get up to her feet, the groan finally escapes. I have to stop sneaking off at night. She limps
to her bed taking a seat. She digs in her pocket looking for her phone. Where is that stupid thing? she
growls. Standing up again she heads back to the window. Sticking her head out into the cold air she looks
around in the dark for her phone. Hey phone are you out there? she asks only to receive a bark from the
dog. I wasnt talking to you.

Not finding the white device she returns to her bed. Ill look for it in the morning. She turns and looks
at her alarm clock. Two thirty. That means three hours of sleep. I can do that. She slips her covers back
and slides underneath not even bothering to change into her pajamas.

~~~
Kim Taeyeon!

Im coming! she shouts back while looking at herself in the mirror. She leans in closer checking her
eyes before grabbing her tooth brush and toothpaste. I dont see what the rush is? Its not like shes
cooked any breakfast, Taeyeon mumbles to herself while applying the toothpaste to the toothbrush.

She wants to yell at you for sneaking around late at night again. Taeyeon raises her head and looks in
the mirror to see her younger cousin leaning against the doorway.

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I dont know what youre talking about, responds Taeyeon while shoving the toothbrush into her
mouth.

Oh really? She nods her head keeping an eye on her cousin, mind explaining why your window was
open all night when it was suppose to be close?

Got hot, responds Taeyeon with a mouth full of foam.

The footprint-

Who knows? Maybe a thief came in last night, she states interrupting her cousins sentence.

Like you? She spits in the sink and turns to send a glare her cousins way. Did I touch a soft spot?

Dont you have better things to be doing rather than harassing me while I prepare for school? asks
Taeyeon as she returns to brushing her teeth.

Im surprise you even know what a school is, even more so at the fact that youre going. Her hand stops
moving and she closes her eyes to calm herself down. Exhaling loudly through her nose, she opens her
eyes and looks in the mirror, finding her cousin gone.

Finishing up in the bathroom she heads out into the living room. Is there something you needed,
Auntie? she asks while heading for the kitchen.

Where were you last night? asks her aunt while following her into the kitchen.

In the back playing with the dog, answers Taeyeon while grabbing a box of cereal and setting it on the
counter. Reaching up she opens a cabinet and grabs a bowl.

Youre not supposed to leave the house after dark. Ive already told you that countless of times.

It got hot and I was bored. It wont happen again, she responds while pouring cereal into the bowl. She
takes the bowl to the table taking a seat in the chair with the clear view of the television. Pass the milk.
Her cousin pushes the milk in her direction.

A different story, an attack happened last night around midnight at the local park, Taeyeon stops
pouring milk and turns to look at the television. No new information has been released but the local
police believe it to be a doing of the local gang that surrounds that particular area. In other news
politician

Did you do it? asks her cousin. Taeyeon blinks and turns back to the girl sitting opposite of her. You
were out last night.

Stealing doesnt make me gang member, responds Taeyeon as she resumes pouring the milk.

No? Are you sure? Taeyeon sends her cousin another glare. Im just making sure Im not going to
wake up one night and see you standing over me. Capping off the milk, Taeyeon stands and grabs her
bowl heading out of the kitchen and back towards her room. There was no point in staying in the kitchen.

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She didnt care for the small talk from her cousin or the lecture from her aunt. Upon entering her room
she sets her bowl down in her dresser and begins looking for her phone.

Where is that stupid thing?

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he didnt want to stay at home. In fact she wouldnt, at least not until the tension amongst them
subsides. Slipping her arms into her jacket she exits out of the room making her way towards the
living room. Her stomach lurches at the sight at her mother sitting on the couch. She closes her eyes
taking a deep breath, preparing herself for confrontation.

Exhaling through her nose as quietly as she can, Jessica begins her journey to the front door without
making her mother aware of her presence. Leaving? Jessica stops right before the door turning to look
at her mother. The guilt that she was feeling all night begins to set in again making her sick to her
stomach.

I have school, whispers Jessica as she lowers her head. She didnt no she couldnt look her mother in
the eyes.

Your sister is in the hospital.

I know, states Jessica, but-

If you know why are you leaving?Jessica fidgets. Should she lie and or should she just tell her mother
that she didnt want to be around the family. In the end Jessica just shrugs her shoulders. What do you
mean you dont know? How can you not know?

I have to meet up with Sooyoung, she whispers.

Sooyeon-

I have to go, Jessica quickly opens the door behind her slipping out into the sunlight closing the door
just as quickly as she opened it. Releasing a sigh, she exits out of the yard and begins making her way to
her best friends house. Head held down as to not look her at her neighbors. Even without looking at them
she can feel the disgusted looks that they were giving her.

She knows its her fault. And she knows that she wouldnt be able to fix things this time. She wraps her
jacket tighter around her body. Jessica wants to be out of their sight. Looking up, she smiles at the sight of
Sooyoungs house coming into view. Her hand wraps around the gate door forcing it open. Instead of
walking, she jogs to the front door. Her finger repeatedly presses against the doorbell. Hold on! Im
coming!

If youd remove the finger from your throat mutters Jessica while looking around. The door opens
revealing Jessicas tall friend.

Isnt kind of early? asks Sooyoung while turning and looking at a nearby clock. In fact isnt it
supposed to be the other way around?

Just let me in, Jessica enters the house looking around. It wasnt the first time that shes been in the
Choi House but it was the first that shes been there early in the morning. W-wheres your brothers and
sister? asks Jessica.

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They already left after seeing that news report on the attack at the park, answers Sooyoung, something
about not wanting to be the next victim. Did you see the news?

N-no I didnt. What did they say? asks Jessica.

Nothing much, just that the police think its the work of the local gang and what not. Jessica nods her
head and follows Sooyoung to the room that she shared with her sister. She takes a seat on Sooyoungs
bed watching as the younger girl searches through the closet for some clothes. So what are you doing
up? asks Sooyoung.

N-no reason, answers Jessica while looking around the room. Her eyes fall on Sooyoungs form. You
should start eating Sooyoung. I can see your ribs.

I do eat, responds Sooyoung.

Are you sure? It hasnt been looking like it for a while, remarks Jessica.

Whats wrong? questions Sooyoung catching the older girl off guard. Jessica blinks a few times trying
to think of an answer that was technically an answer but still a lie. I asked whats wrong. You usually
dont bug me about things unless you have some problems of your own.

Jessica looks around the room again. She didnt want to talk about the current situation her family is in.
Its bad enough that the guilt was eating her to the point where she wasnt able to sleep a wink. But to say
it out loud saying it out loud mean that it did happen. It means that her sister was attacked and is now
lying in a hospital bed.

Sooyoung notices how silent Jessica had gotten even more so the fact that Jessica had gotten even paler
than she already was. Jessica looks up; her eyes state that she was no longer in the real world. Dont
answer, responds Sooyoung. Jessica tilts her head a little; she heard Sooyoung but the words seemed
foreign. How about you go to the garage and get my jacket thats in the dryer.

Im always going to the garage, states Jessica finally returning to reality. Care to explain why?

I-I just dont like the garage, answers Sooyoung while turning back to her closet.

If you say so, Jessica stands and exits out of the younger girls room heading for the Chois garage. She
just couldnt figure out why Sooyoung was so afraid of the garage. Its just some stinky cold room that
houses a car and a washing machine and dryer. Whats so scary about that? Come to think of it Jessica
cant even remember the last time that she had even seen Sooyoung enter that particular room of the
house beside back in middle school.

Grabbing hold of the door knob, Jessica opens the door coming to a complete halt. Her eyes widen and
mind goes blank trying to register the sight of before her. Ohhello Jessica in need of something? asks
Sooyoungs older brother as he slides on a shirt freshly removed from the dryer.

I uh... mutters Jessica, I uhneed Sooyoungs jacket.

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He nods his head and grabs the jacket that was inside. Walking over to Jessica, he hands her the article of
clothing, we should deliver that to her. Jessica nods her head and follows the older boy out of the
garage.

Upon entering the living room area they both run into Sooyoung who was exiting the hallway. You got
my, Sooyoung freezes at the sight of her brother.

Jacket, he finishes while smiling. Sooyoung looks at the floor and nods her head slowly. She didnt
want to look the boy in the face. It didnt feel right. It will never feel right. Well are you and Jessica
leaving now or are you staying for breakfast? he asks.

Were leaving, responds Sooyoung; her voice flat bearing very little happiness. She looks up at Jessica
eyes glazed over as if her mind was elsewhere. It was exactly the same look that Jessica had delivered
earlier.

Well if you say so, he walks over to Sooyoung, placing a hand on her shoulder causing for her mind to
shut down completely, Ill see you around campus later then. He walks off towards the room that he
shares with the other Choi brother. The door closes loudly scaring Sooyoung.

Jumpy much? asks Jessica.

L-lets just go.

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aeyeon groans as she attempts to force a window open, who the heck sealed tight this window?
She releases another groan before finally getting the window to open. Performing the same
movements as she did earlier in the day, Taeyeon climbs through the window. Her eyes scan the
room memorizing every little detail, memorizing where all the trinkets and treasures lie.

A soft click breaks Taeyeons concentration. She looks over her shoulder watching as her best friend
since shes moved to the area enters the room. Stealing from friends now?

No, was just examining the room, answers Taeyeon.

What are you doing here then?

Have you seen my phone? asks Taeyeon as she turns back to looking around the room.

You-

Stephanie!

Your dad is awake, Fany, states Taeyeon. Tiffany nods her head even though she knew Taeyeon
wouldnt be able to see.

You should leave now, whispers Tiffany as she rushes to her bed. Slipping her hand under the pillow,
Tiffany pulls out Taeyeons phone, you dropped it when I shoved you out the window. Taeyeon smiles
as she walks over to Tiffany retrieving her phone.

Stephanie!

Im coming! Just give me a second! Tiffany shouts back in response. She turns and looks at Taeyeon
with sad eyes. You have to leave before he finds you, she whispers. Taeyeon nods her head digging in
her jacket pocket. She pulls out a wad of cash handing it to Tiffany.

Dont ask where I got it but it should be enough to pay the bills and get some food for you and your
brother. Ill get you some more later on this evening, states Taeyeon.

I cant accept it unless you tell me where you got it-

I stole some stuff and sold it off, interrupts Taeyeon. Tiffany nods her head. And there should be
enough to buy him his alcohol for the time being.

Thank you, whispers Tiffany. Ill be outside in a few minutes. Taeyeon nods her head and climbs out
of Tiffanys window. As much as she wanted to stay with her friend she knew she couldnt. Landing out
on the patch of dead grass, Taeyeon makes her way out of the yard and into the front. She heads for the
street taking a seat on the curb. The silence was peaceful and being outside was even better for Taeyeon.
It was home unlike that place that she was boarding in.

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Nope that place wasnt home to the short girl. It was more of a prison with the constant watch. It was as if
her Aunt was the warden and her cousin was the guard who likes to harass the prisoner. And she, well
Taeyeon was the prisoner.

Taeyeon sighs aloud and leans back on her elbows. Tilting her head back, she closes her eyes and soaks
up the rays of sunlight. That was until the sound of yelling empties out of the Hwang House. The
shouting gets louder as the front door opens and out steps Tiffany and her brother.

The Hwang son waves at Taeyeon before running down the street probably to look for his friends. Tiffany
approaches Taeyeon with her hood on and face held low. Lets go to school, whispers Tiffany.

I feel like ditching, responds Taeyeon as she stands up and looks at the younger girl.

Your aunt wouldnt be very happy, states Tiffany.

She already lectured me about being out last night Youre bleeding. Taeyeon looks down at Tiffanys
arm. The younger girls sleeve becomes stained with blood.

I-I just cut myself on accident. I was attempting to make my brother breakfast when he started yelling
and I accidently cut my arm. Im grateful my brother changed his mind though or I would have been in
there longer. Taeyeon eyes the sleeve before looking up at Tiffany.

Why not go live with your mom? asks Taeyeon.

I can ask you the same, responds Tiffany while straining a smile.

Mine is useless unlike yours. Why do you think Im stuck in that prison slash home?

Because it was either that or a juvenile detention center, answers Tiffany. They begin walking down the
street quietly. During the time Tiffany looks over at Taeyeon who seems fine with being out and under
the public eye. A sad smile forms on Tiffanys face. Maybe ditching school would be nice. It would give
her some time to spend with her best friend. And maybe then shell be able to give Taeyeon her most
prized possession before attempting to leave this place again. Lets ditch.

Taeyeon stops and looks at Tiffany. Did you just-

Lets ditch.

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I wish they would stops starring at me with those disgusted looks, mutters Jessica.

Who? asks Sooyoung while looking around.

Everyone.

But no one is starring at you Sica, states Sooyoung. She was confused. How could Jessica think that
everyone was starring at her? No one was starring at her. At least no one was starring at the older girl with

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disgusted looks. Why would anyone look at Jessica that way? The girl was loved by everyone in their
neighborhood. Mind explaining why you think everyone is looking at you?

There is no explanation, answers Jessica with a frustrated sigh. She combs her fingers through her hair.

Then what are you guilty of? questions Sooyoung.

What are we all guilty of?

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he turns and looks out the window with a sad gaze. Even the sunny skies and chirping birds
couldnt raise her spirits. Exhale. She closes her eyes trying to seek refuge from the thoughts that
plagued her mind, from the unwanted memories. She wants to erase the picture of her face covered
in blue and black bruises. She wants to erase the pain she feels in her chest and legs, to erase and
escape from everything.

The soft click of the door opening pulls her back from her refuge and she opens an eye. A nurse, she
mumbles to herself closing her eye again.

How are you feeling? asks the nurse. Krystal shrugs her shoulders and attempts to turn onto her side
only to fail as the pain residing in her leg was too unbearable.

Has my sister come yet? asks Krystal.

Nopeyouve had no visitors besides your parents who came in late last night, answers the nurse as
they check the machines. Krystal opens her eyes and turns to look out the window. Why wouldnt Jessica
come and visit her? Why wont she visit her baby sister? Isnt now supposed to be the time when family
sticks together? She releases a heavy sigh.

Why wont you visit me? whispers Krystal aloud.

~~~
Tiffany releases a content sigh as she stares up at the clouds floating in the air. A small smile graces her
face and Taeyeon spots it causing for her to smile herself. It made her feel good to see Tiffany smiling, to
see an innocent person smiling for once and not frowning upon her. A smile graces Taeyeons face.
Youre smiling? asks Tiffany in disbelief while pointing at Taeyeon. Does that mean youre becoming
a softy?

Im a criminal, responds Taeyeon as her smile disappears.

You think youre a criminal, counters Tiffany. Youre a delinquent without guidance.

Shut up, states Taeyeon as a scowl appears. Tiffany breaks out into a small laughing fit. Hey I said be
quiet.

For a criminal you sure are sensitive, laughs Tiffany.

I am not sensitive nor am I a softy, argues Taeyeon while standing up. I am a criminal. I know the
streets. I know the many people who dwell at night. I steal for personal gain, fight for fun and vandalize.
She glares at Tiffany who was laughing even harder than before. Laugh all you want. Well see how
much youre laughing when I dont get supply you with anything for the bills. I could be using that
money for other things.

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Tiffany stops laughing automatically. She couldnt let Taeyeon threaten her like that. She needed the
money to provide for her brother where her father couldnt. If anything, Tiffany wanted to see her brother
be able to smile and get an education. So she cant let Taeyeon take away her only source of income even
though the smaller girl was bluffing. Im sorry, whispers Tiffany.

Taeyeon retakes her seat on the grass beside Tiffany. So hows things with that Choi boy? asks
Taeyeon trying to change the topic and to ease the tension between her and Tiffany.

They are good, answers Tiffany as she places a lock of hair behind ear, our relationship is good.
Taeyeon nods her head. Were supposed to go out later this evening but considering the yelling that went
on this morning I dont think itll happen. Besides that there was an attack at the park. You had nothing to
do with it, do you? asks Tiffany. Thats not where you got your money

No, answers Taeyeon, after I left from your house I went somewhere else not the park. I dont like that
territory.

Big bad Taeyeon doesnt like the park? asks Tiffany in a mocking matter before falling over in a fit of
giggles. Taeyeon rolls her eyes before tackling the slightly taller girl, Ah!

Stop teasing me, barks Taeyeon, I do what I must to survive.

Or you can let your aunt raise you like how she plans, responds Tiffany while starring up at the shorter
girl who was straddling her. Taeyeon calms down slightly and slides off of Tiffany. You know she
doesnt mean harm. Shes just trying to keep you out of the legal system.

She thinks shes better than my mother when it comes to raising me, states Taeyeon; her eyes drift
towards the grass.

Maybe she is.

She isnt! snaps Taeyeon.

Iuh

Shut up, Taeyeon stands and walks away from the Tiffany. Tiffany sits there mentally counting in her
head. Taeyeon may seem to be mad at her but it was just another bluff. Tiffany knew that of all things that
Taeyeon could and would carelessly toss to the side for personal gain; well she knew she wasnt one of
them. She knew that Taeyeon would return because Taeyeon always does and always will.

And just like she thought the delinquent returned. Back already?

You know its because youre my friend that you get away with this stuff, states Taeyeon as she returns
back to her seat beside.

That and because you love me, remarks Tiffany with a cheeky grin. Taeyeon scoffs aloud, speaking of
love when are you going to get yourself a girlfriend?

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A hospital? asks Sooyoung in confusion as she stares up at the large white building. I thought we were
heading towards the school? She turns her head and looks over at the shorter girl who was also starring
at the building. Is there something you want to tell me?

INo, answers Jessica while shaking her head, lets just go to school. She turns away from the
building and begins walking away. Sooyoung sighs; if Jessica didnt want to tell her then Jessica doesnt
have to tell her. But Sooyoung would like to know whats wrong with her friend. She turns and jogs a
little to catch up to the older girl.

Jessica, slow down a little, calls out Sooyoung as she forces her way through the crowd of people.
Jessica stops for a moment before continuing again causing for Sooyoung to groan. Sooyoung continues
pushing people out of the way muttering an Im sorry in the process. Jessica! Finally reaching the
older girl Sooyoung reaches out and grabs hold of Jessicas shoulder forcing her to stop. Talk to me.

There isnt anything to talk about right now, responds Jessica as she turns and looks at Sooyoung
giving the taller girl a smile, but when I come across something that I want to discuss it will be with
you. Sooyoung gives Jessica questioning look. What was wrong with this girl? One moment she quiet
and seems off and the next shes smiling.

Sooyoung sighs again, JessicaIm not a complete and total idiot okay. I can tell that something is
wrongbut I wont press the matter anymore. But please speak to someone about it before you hurt
yourself.

Ahyou care for me, remarks Jessica.

Jessica

Im just joking, remarks Jessica turning serious again, but thanks for caring. Sooyoung nods her head
as she checks her phone for the time, Worried were going to be late?

I just dont want to get in trouble with my brother, answers Sooyoung as they begin walking again.

Youd figure with that girlfriend of his hed mind his own business. But I guess since hes so fond of
you that he cant help be freak out when things go awry, comments Jessica.

Like you and Krystal? Jessica flinches for a moment as her sister name leaves Sooyoungs mouth.
Jessica Sooyoung watches the older girl curiously.

Im fine. I just remembered something thats all, states Jessica as she forces a smile. Sooyoung eyes her
one last time before continuing to follow her towards the direction of the school. But yeah just like how I
freak when Krystal does something shes not suppose to. It just means trouble for us older siblings if
anything.

So you dont care for Krystal? asks Sooyoung in a joking matter. Little did she know though that she
had struck a chord.

I do care for my sister, responds Jessica a little angrily, Just because she gets hurt under my watch
doesnt mean I dont care, okay? If I could have saved her from harm I would have.

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Whoa Sica, calm downI was joking. I know you wouldnt let harm come to little Jung.

You know nothing, whispers Jessica. Jessica releases a sigh and stalks away ending all conversations
with that. Sooyoung herself sighs for another time that morning shaking her head at the same time before
following after her best friend.

~~~
Hot? asks Taeyeon as she watches the girl who was fidgeting beside her. Tiffany nods her head while
attempting to shift her jacket enough to reduce the heat her body was under. It would make more sense
to take it off, comments Taeyeon as she turns her attention back to her food.

I cant, whispers Tiffany while looking down at the plate with a frown.

Bruises? I didnt see any earlier when I snuck into your room, states Taeyeon.

Thats because you were too busy occupied with your phone. Some thief you are. Arent you supposed
to be aware of your surroundings?

Dont try and change the subject. So who was it from this time? asks Taeyeon turning her attention
towards the younger girl again.

N-no one important, answers Tiffany, lets just forget about it. Were supposed to be having a fun
ditch day. She flashes Taeyeon an empty smile prior to returning to her meal. Taeyeon continues to
watch Tiffany carefully.

Ill work harder, states Taeyeon.

I dont want you to. In fact I want you to give up being a criminal and be a regular person again. But I
know nothing I say or do will make you do that. Hopefully when you get a girlfriend-

Once again what is with the idea of me having a girlfriend? asks Taeyeon slightly annoyed but also
slightly curious.

Well you dont seem interested in any boysor I could be wrong, mutters Tiffany, and you could
probably more than likely like boys but is too awkward to approach them. Or maybe you street aura
lures them away from you. I mean what boy would want to date a girl who could beat them to a pulp?

Obviously not yours, mutters Taeyeon sarcastically.

Tiffany clucks her tongue and crosses her arms, low blow Kim Taeyeon, and for your information he
hasnt hit me. These bruises are from my mere clumsiness.

Right because he curled a fist and you happened to trip and fall into it, right?

See this is why you need a relationshipa girlfriendso you can stay out of mine, huffs Tiffany.

Im just looking out for my friend.

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Well I dont want you to.

If you say so, responds Taeyeon as she stands and shoves her hands into her pocket. Well I have some
work to do. She turns to walk away from the table when she stops and looks over her shoulder, I heard
that fast food place is hiring a janitor-

Okay fine! You win, caves Tiffany.

A victorious grin appears on Taeyeons face. Im glad you see it my way. But Im really off. I have an
itching for some trouble.

Wait before you go I want to give you something, Tiffany digs in her pocket pulling out a silver chain
that contained a locket at the end of it. Here.

Im not taking it, responds Taeyeon, last time you tried to give me something valuable you were in the
hospital the next morning. Tiffany eyes cast downward. Keep it. Whatever the problem is youll get
through it. Im getting by just fine.

You have a criminal record thats longer than the practically the longest essay or story or something.

Great comparison, mutters Taeyeon.

One of these days youre going to get tired of teasing me.

And one of these days youre going to get tired of trying to give me prized possessions, counters
Taeyeon, now slide that back around your neck or into your pocket. There are pick-pocketers on the
loose.

Like you? Taeyeon rolls her eyes. But I want you to have it. Im going to my moms.

Nice try. When I said that earlier I didnt mean it literally. We both know that your mother is just like
mine in a way.

Mine is a middle class woman with a stable job, states Tiffany.

You know what I mean. They both dont want us. And we both dont need them. As long as we got each
other right? Tiffany nods her head and begins following Taeyeon out of the small diner.

What happens when you get a love life?

Nothing

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J
essica sighs inwardly as she turns and stares out of the window. Class was not entertaining to say the
least. She couldnt comprehend the thought of why they needed to learn half the stuff this teacher was
spewing from their mouth. When was any of this information going to be needed in the real world?
Its not like shes going to calculate how much gas shell need to drive so many miles at some many
miles per second. Reality is, is Jessica was going to pull up to a pump and fill a car with as much gasoline
that the money in her pockets can buy. She sighs again and turns back to the teacher with a blank stare
before lowering her gaze to the phone that was sitting on her desk. One missed call and two unanswered
texts both from Mrs. Jung.

Maybe she should speak to her mother. If her mother was willing to use her phone to contact her then
maybe Jessica should be more willing to speak with the elderly woman. A third sigh. Her fingers wrap
around the pencil that was sitting on her desk picking it up; she taps it against the desk to a certain beat as
she stares back up at the teacher. She blinks a few times trying to keep herself awake. And as if on time a
commotion out in the hallway snaps her out of her nearly sleeping state.

Im Yoona! rings an adult voice throughout the hallways. Jessica looks at the open door catching a
glimpse of the culprit running pass. Im Yoonayou little ungrateful delinquent! Laughter fills the air,
more than likely the ungrateful delinquents. Jessica turns her attention back to her notebook when she
stops and tilts her head to the side slightly. She turns and looks back at the door catching another glimpse
of the bad girl as they ran past the room again laughing louder than before.

Alrightwork from your book for now until the matter outside is solved, states the teacher heading out
of the room in into the hall.

She wont be able to do anything, mutters Jessica under her breath as she turns back to her desk. A
delinquent is a delinquent and forever will be one. They cant be caught and cant be helped. But what
they can do is cause destruction for others.

Is that what you really believe?

Jessica exhales loudly from her nose looking up at the girl sitting at her table. Yes it is what I believe.
They do nothing but cause trouble for fun and hurt others for personal gain, answers Jessica. She turns
her attention back to the window, whats your point of view, Kwon?"

You are right in a sense but some of them just need a sense of guidance, answers the girl.

But at this ageat our age there is no reason for guidance. If they havent learned by now how to
behave like normal civilians then there is no hope for them. Theyre better off in jail dont you think?

I think that if its not an adult type guidance that they can receive then maybe its a love type guidance,
answers the girl, most of them are the way they are because they lack a type of love and nurture that
others didnt receive. Jessica turns and blinks at the younger girl that was sitting beside her. I also
believe that without them our society would be dullin fact none of us would learn the meaning of
defense or protection. We might not even know the meaning of love.

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So you believe that we need them then Yuri? The girl nods her head.

I know Yoona. Shes just a little lost on guidance thats all. I offer her as much as I can at the youth
center but she refuses. She, just like you, believes that its pointless to offer guidance to her at this stage.
Maybe shes rightmaybe I cant help in a way. But maybe its just that I cant help her. Maybe she
needs guidance from someone else, answers Yuri with a sigh.

You hang out at a youth center? asks Jessica while raising a brow.

Community serviceit looks good on college applications, answers Yuri, I take time tutoring some of
the younger kids there.

I have another question, states Jessica. Yuri takes the turn to raise her brow, you see the good in
thembut how is a person suppose to see the good in them if they hurt a close family member?

Personal experience?

N-no, responds Jessica as quickly as she can, shaking her head. I was just curious.

I cant really answer that, Jessica. Jessica nods her head and turns back to the window watching the
outside world curiously. The bell rings signaling the end of their class; she stands and grabs her pencil
and book prior to exiting the room. She checks her phone seeing another missed call, this time from her
father.

She stops by her locker and rests her head against the cool piece of metal. The sounds of her peers bring a
sense of calmness throughout her. Her mind wanders back to her conversation with Yuri. Delinquents
deserve a sense of understanding and guidance. So if they deserve the second chance? Does she deserve a
second chance? Does that mean that visiting Krystal would redeem herself?

Jessica backs away from the locker and opens it tossing her book inside. She slams the door shut only to
jump out of fear at the sight of Sooyoung leaning against the neighboring locker. Feeling better? asks
Sooyoung as she takes her eyes off the students and places them on Jessica.

Yes I am, answers Jessica. Make sure to take notes for our next class. I have to go home

What for? asks Sooyoung while following the shorter girl through the halls.

Some family things.

~~~
Taeyeon walks around the busy streets eyeing people and her surroundings. Her face scrunches lightly as
she begins thinking about Tiffany told her. Does she really need a love life? A groan escapes from
between her lips. What is she thinking? Of course she doesnt need one. Having a love life would only
mean more trouble for her and she does not need any trouble. In fact if she wanted trouble shed want it in
a form that she can ditch not in the form of something that she would cherish and hold onto.

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Cherish? Hold on to? questions Taeyeon aloud to herself. UghFany is turning me into a small
softy.

Talking to yourself? Taeyeon shifts her head slightly and turns to look to the side catching a glimpse of
one of the people that she runs the dark streets with. Not a healthy habit you know?

What do you want? asks Taeyeon slightly annoyed.

Look what Ive got, Taeyeon stops walking taking the chance to see what theyve got.

A phone? I already have one of those and its not stolen. She reaches out and grabs the phone; she
brings it closer to her face examining it. Thank you, she slips the phone into her pocket and begins
walking away.

Youre just going to take it?! Taeyeon nods her head and continues walking, Well if I were you Id
lose it. I heard its that girl who was attacked the other night. Taeyeon stops walking and turns around
with a serious expression.

You stole from an innocent girl? asks Taeyeon as she approaches the friend.

You do it all the time, remarks the friend.

I dont steal after theyve been attacked by a gang, responds Taeyeon while crossing her arms. Taeyeon
turns and begins walking away again.

What are you going to do with it?

Im going to return it. She slides her hand into her pockets as she forces her way through the afternoon
crowd. She pulls her hand out of her pocket and takes a look at the phone. She scoffs and rolls her eyes.
She cant believe that shes doing a Good Samaritan deed. She shouldnt be turning this phone over to the
rightful owner. She should be selling it off for some cash in her pocket, for some food for her best friend.
She shoves the phone into her pocket and returns to examining and observing the people especially those
with good paying jobs. She knows the better the job the more the cash they carried or the more expensive
their jewelry is. And that equals more money and less work on her behalf.

Taeyeon! She looks over her shoulder to see her partner in crime approaching.

Yoona, responds Taeyeon while nodding her head.

Where are you off too? asks the delinquent that interrupt the school.

The hospital, answers Taeyeon as she looks up at the taller girl. To return the phone of the girl that
was attacked last night.

Why? asks Yoona as she follows the shorter girl. This is why hanging out with Tiffany is bad for your
mentality. Shes making you a softy and sensitive person. Next thing I know youre going to be working a
legal job and youre going to forget all about me. Taeyeon opens her mouth but Yoona continues talking
again. You already spend more time with her than with me. You know I spend my time hanging out at
the youth center.

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To see the mute girl? asks Taeyeon. Yoona groans and slams the palm of her hand to her face.

Youre not getting the point, remarks Yoona, Youre setting me asideI hate to see it when you get a
girlfriend.

Girlfriend? What is up with the idea of me having a girlfriend? asks Taeyeon.

You just have a gay vibe. And of all the years that I have known you-

You can count that high? asks Taeyeon in a joking matter.

Unlike you I pay attention in my classes, remarks Yoona, but as I was saying for as long as Ive
known you, you just seem uninterested in the male species. Oohhold on. Taeyeon stops walking and
watches as Yoona enters the store that they were standing in front of. She pulls her own phone out and
checks the time prior to sighing.

~~~
Jessica enters the hospital looking around. Not seeing anyone that she would recognize she heads for the
front desk. H-helloIm looking for Krystal Jungs room, states Jessica nervously; she was fidgeting.
Her eyes never connect with the receptionist.

Relationship? asks the male behind the desk.

Older sister, he nods his head and marks on the visitor tag.

Shes in the room marked on the visitor tag.

Jessica nods her head and takes the tag; with a sullen face she heads to the elevator pressing the up button.
Stepping inside the open elevator, she takes a deep breath preparing herself for seeing her sister. You can
do this Jessica. Its easyjust enter the room and let her know you do care. She closes her eyes taking
another deep breath. The doors open and she steps out heading down the hall looking for Krystals room.

Finding it she stops at the doorway taking a look at the sleeping girl. A small smile graces her lips at the
sight of the younger girl looking peaceful. But the smile disappears when Jessicas eyes take in the
bruises that were allocated all over Krystals face. Im sorry, whispers Jessica to herself and to Krystal,
I should have been a better sisterI should-

You must be the sister? Jessica turns and looks at the nurse who was standing behind her.

Y-yeah, answers Jessica. How is she doing?

Fine. Though the-

Thats all I needed to know. I dont want to learn what happened to her last night. I just wanted to know
if my sister was in a good condition or not. The nurse nods her head demonstrating that she understood
what Jessica meant. Who would want to learn of the horrible things that a family member went through
even more so when its a sister, a little sister?

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Jessica resumes at watching her sister from a distance when she feels a tap on her shoulder. Looking over
it she comes face to face with the delinquent that was causing trouble earlier in the school. Is there
something you need? asks Jessica.

Iummy friend over there, Yoona turns and points at Taeyeon who was starring at the vending
machine, she found that girls, in there, phone. And Im delivering it. I think a reward is

You found a phone why should I reward you? asks Jessica a little bitterly as she takes the phone from
Yoonas hand, Isnt that enoughor are you planning on using this time as an opportunity for personal
gain?

N-no. Yoona turns around and walks away to join Taeyeon; Jessica watches both girls curiously. Her
eyes catch Taeyeons for a quick second; she turns her head to the side breaking the gaze. Embarrassment
encompasses her. She couldnt believe that she got caught looking. Even more so that it was with a
trouble maker. And what she didnt need right now was getting in some trouble with a criminal. She
takes one last look before entering the room and closing the door behind her.

~~~
Taeyeon watches Jessica enter the room before stalking off with Yoona following. She wouldnt offer up
a reward and when she asked about my no-good habits I couldnt answer. Youre making me soft!
accuses Yoona as she points a finger at Taeyeon.

Blame it on Tiffany Hwang for attempting to make me soft, answers Taeyeon as she takes a look over
her shoulder at the closed door.

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A
loud hiss sweeps through the room bringing Jessica out of her trance. She turns and looks at the
bed to see Krystals body shift as the younger girl wakens. A small smile forms on Jessicas face;
her eyes meet those of Krystal. Y-youre here?! asks Krystal as her eyes register what was
sitting before her. Jessica nods her head. I-I thought you werent coming to see me ever. I
thought you didnt want to see me, that you were angry. Krystal begins playing with her hands, I
thought that youthat I had gotten you in trouble and thats why you didnt want to see me.

You did, whispers Jessica, in a way at least. Dads avoiding me and momwell shes just being
mom. She taps her fingers against the arm rest of the chair before standing, Umsome delinquents
decided to deliver your phone She walks over to the bed as Krystal sits up; she hands the younger girl
her phone and takes a seat beside her on the bed.

Did you give them a reward for turning it in? ask Krystal as she checks her phone for any damage.

No.

How could you not? They returned my phone. They could have sold it off or kept it, Krystal takes a
deep breath, but they didnt.

Isnt it enough for them just to do a good deed? counters Jessica with a bitter tone.

Did you at least thank them? asks Krystal.

Icant remember. And why should I thank them? Krystal groans a little while rolling her eyes.

If you cant thank them on your own then thank them for me, states Krystal, and I dont want to see
you or speak to you until you do so. Jessica raises a brow preparing to argue back only to give in. She
could see that Krystal was being very serious and wasnt going to give up.

Finefinebut where in the world do I find two delinquents? asks Jessica aloud as she stands and
heads to the door, if I end up here beside you She turns and looks at Krystal who was ignoring her. A
sigh escapes her lips as she exits out of the room, if I end up here beside youI just hope the guilt wont
eat you like its doing to me.

~~~
Sooyoung stretches her neck trying to locate and see if Jessica had returned to get her notes. Finding no
signs of the shorter older girl, Sooyoung hunches her shoulders in defeat. You didnt just abandon me
did you? whispers Sooyoung to herself, you promised not to leave until it was night time and you got
tired. Adjusting the backpack that was on her back Sooyoung begins making her way home. I wonder
what kind of family stuff she had to do.

She stops at a light waiting to cross the street when a chill runs through her spine. The breath that she last
took was stuck on its way to her lungs as an arm drapes over her shoulder.

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Wheres Jessica? Sooyoung turns and looks at her brother who was grinning as he watches the cars
drive by.

She left early due to family stuff, whispers Sooyoung as she lowers her head.

So walking home alone? he asks while pulling her body closer.

Y-yeah, was all she could muster for an answer. He turns and looks at her nodding his head. Picking up
the courage from who knows where she asks, d-dont you n-need to see your g-girlfriend?

Who? Stephanie? Sooyoung nods her head. Was that her name? She ditched with that no good friend
of hers. So noIm free for the day until this evening I think. That means I can accompany you home.
Sooyoungs eyes widen slightly; her stomach lurches. A nauseating feeling begins to build up

I-I think Im going to h-head for the l-library.

I really dont think you should head to the library, he states sounding very serious. He drops his smile.
I think you should head home with me. He turns his head slightly and looks at his younger sister before
leading her across the street. She closes her eyes for a quick second; she gives in. She was going to head
home with her brother.

For the entire walk Sooyoung kept quiet only nodding her head every so often. Sooyoung? Hearing her
name being called she stops and looks over her shoulder watching as Jessica exit the hospital.

Hello Jessica, Jessica looks at the eldest Choi nodding her head.

What were you doing at the hospital?asks Sooyoung.

Umlooking to see if they offer community service, lies Jessica. Where are you off to?

We were just headed home, answers Sooyoungs brother.

OhIll let you two leave then Jessica watches as they prepare to leave; she catches a glimpse of
Sooyoungs eyes noticing that something was off, Want to come with me to the Youth Center? You
could probably use the hours as much as I do. Sooyoung nods her head; she slowly turns and looks at her
brother.

I guess. But you better be home for dinner.

O-okay, responds Sooyoung as she takes a stand beside Jessica. Both girls watch the male walk away
before turning to leave on their own. Community service?

YeahYuri thought I would look good on college applications, answers Jessica.

You talk to Kwon Yuri? asks Sooyoung slightly surprised.

We have the same math class.

~~~
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I cant believe we returned the phone, mutters Yoona as she follows after Taeyeon. Its all your fault!
shouts Yoona while pointing a finger at Taeyeon again. That could have been a few extra dollars in our
pockets!

I know that, responds Taeyeon; she was getting tired of being accused, but I just couldnt let someone
sell it. It is bad enough that she was attacked, who knows what else happened to her? Well maybe except
for you since you like hanging out in the park.

I do not hang out in the park, mumbles Yoona.

Right you stalkI didnt know stalking was part of your expertise.

And I didnt know you knew such big words, counters Yoona. Taeyeon exhales loudly through her
nose and Yoona catches it as she lets out a laugh.

Laugh all you want, mumbles Taeyeon.

I will just as soon as you tell me why in the world you returned the phone? Did you see what kind it
was? All that money were missing out on, states Yoona. Taeyeon stops walking and tilts her head.

I figured out a way to shut you up, states Taeyeon. Yoona gives her a questioning look. Extending her
arm, Taeyeon points at a nearby pedestrian. Yoonas eyes light up as she looks at the person.

Lets go! shouts Yoona as she takes off running. Taeyeon shakes her head before following after the
taller girl who was preparing a purse snatch.

Yoonas fingers wrap tightly around the purse snatching it off of the womans arm. Another loud laugh
escapes her lips as she runs away. Taeyeon slows down a little as her eyes zoom in on the man beside the
woman. She spots the wallet in his back pocket. Making her way carefully attempts to pry it out only to
have the man turn around and look at her with a surprised look.

Thank you, she states with a grin as she picks his pocket and takes off running after Yoona. Wait up!
Yoona stops to wait. She turns around; her eyes widen slightly. She points behind Taeyeon causing for
the older girl to look behind her shoulder to see a couple of foot police chasing her. She groans and
pumps her legs as hard as she can. Keep running.

Both girls force their way through the crowd evading the police and pick-pocketing at the same time. The
rush and the thrill causes for both girls to break into laughter. I know some place we can hide, calls out
Yoona through the laughter. Taeyeon nods her head allowing for Yoona to take the lead.

They round a corner when a door to one of the many markets open and Tiffany steps out. Taeyeon?
Yoona? she asks as the girls were charging towards her.

Run! shouts Taeyeon as she grabs Tiffany wrist while running past her dragging the younger girl along.

~~~

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Yuri hunches over one of the elementary school kids shoulders as she prepares for her first tutoring
session. Let me see what youve already finished, she states taking a look at the homework assignment
that the boy was working on. This is correctso is that oneand that one, she states while pointing at
his answers. Youre on the right track. How about you finish the rest and we go over it together when
youre done? The boy turns his head and gives Yuri a nod prior to returning to his work.

She straightens up and begins making her way across the room heading to the desk area where she usually
did her own homework. The door opens with and she looks up. A small smile graces her face as she
watches Jessica enter with Sooyoung behind her.

Jessica came to give the delinquents a chance? asks Yuri. Jessica scoffs as she leans against the desk.

Delinquents? asks Sooyoung confused.

Jessica told me earlier that she believed that delinquents should be locked up after the ruckus that one of
them caused earlier today during our math class, answers Yuri. Jessica motions to speak when the doors
to the center burst open and Yoona, Taeyeon and Tiffany rush inside. Taeyeon closes the door as Yoona
hops over the desk and looks out the window. Yoona what did you do this time? asks Yuri. Yoona
looks at Yuri flashing her a grin.

Just the usual. She disappears towards the back of the center with Taeyeon and Tiffany following just
as the officers that were chasing them enter the building. Jessica rolls her eyes and looks at Yuri. Yuri
gives her a sheepish grin.

What can I do for you officers? asks Yuri.

Have you seen three girls enter here? asks one of the officers.

No I cant say, lies Yuri, in fact the last people to enter are these two in front of me.

The officer eyes Yuri; he turns to Jessica and Sooyoung and eyes them also. If you say so They exit
out of the building.

Whyd you let them go free? asks Jessica.

They just need guidance.

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If guidance is what those three need then why not just split them up and get them guidance from
separate people? asks Sooyoung joining the conversation, people do what they must to survive
amongst their peers. So theyre going to continue being delinquents in order to impress the other
people.

Ive tried that, responds Yuri, Ive tried getting Yoona to stop hanging with the shorter girl. I thought
that maybe if Yoonas friend sees how well Yoona is doing then maybe theyd want to straighten
themselves out also. But thats not the case. Yoona is very loyal to her shorter friend. And it seems the
shorter friend is just as loyal so says the fading bruise on my side.

She hit you? asks Jessica.

Unintentionallyyes. I didnt mean to provoke the shorter girl the way I did. In fact I thought that like
normal criminals the smaller girl would just toss Yoona aside as if she was replaceable. But that wasnt
the case it seems. So I gave up on trying to separate them. Instead I now attempt to get Yoona to bring her
friend here. Doesnt work thoughYoona just laughed in my face and claimed that I was crazy.

Shes telling the truth, remarks Jessica. Anyone who would give their time of day to try and guide
these lowlifes are crazy.

You really believe it cant happen? asks Yuri.

I know it cant, retorts Jessica while crossing her arms.

Then Id like for you to at least try. Give it a month if you see no progress then you win and the next
time Yoona or her friends do any wrong I will not protect them. But this is only if you cant lead them to
the correct path. Jessica turns to Sooyoung who shrugs her shoulders in response. So do you agree?

Whats there to lose? Yuri stands and motions for the two girls to follow her to the back where Yoona,
Taeyeon and Tiffany were more than likely hiding. So Im just suppose to lead Yoona-

Nope not Yoona. Thats my case, corrects Yuri, youll be getting her friend. They enter in a back
room finding the three girls sitting around. YoonaI want you to meet some people.

Hello, states Yoona while not looking up from the table. Yuri takes pulls a three chairs away from
another table and set them up for her, Jessica and Sooyoung to sit on. They all take a seat causing for
Yoona to finally look up, You! she shouts while pointing a finger at Jessica.

Yes? responds Jessica.

Y-you! Do you know how much running I had to do today because of you?! questions Yoona. Jessica
stares at her blankly, all because you wouldnt cough up a few dollars for me returning a phone which by
the way I could have sold.

And used the money for what? asks Jessica.

Me and Tae would have used that for Fany, answers Yoona.

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Youd use it for what? Whats a Fany? Is that like some new drug or something?

No you idiot. I would have used it for Fany, repeats Yoona while pointing at Tiffany who was watching
Taeyeon count the money that was in the wallet.

Why does she need money? Why cant she get her own? continues Jessica with her interrogation.

Because she needs to be home to watch her brother, answers Taeyeon this time while looking up. Her
reasons for having financial issues are private and shouldnt be shared so easily with the public. You
understand correct? I mean you do not wish for your family problems to be out in the open do you?

No, answers Sooyoung a little too quickly causing for Jessica to turn and look at her.

You have family problems? asks Jessica directing the question to the tallest girl sitting at the table.

No I was just answering, answers Sooyoung.

Hey I was trying to say something! interrupts Yoona. Everyone turns and looks at her. So are you
going to pay up for the phone or not?

No, Jessica turns and looks at Taeyeon; their eyes catching each others. My sister says thank you for
being considerate and returning it. Though I dont believe you deserve it since you turned around and
robbed what seem to be two people blind.

If we would have done that we would have their jewelry in our hands, comments Yoona.

You did a good deed and then turned around and committed theft? asks Yuri directing her question
towards Yoona.

It was Taes idea, responds Yoona as she leans back and looks at the door watching someone enter the
back room. A smile makes its way across Yoona face as she sits correctly before standing up, Ill be
making my leave.

Yoona She looks at Taeyeon, stay out of trouble for the evening. Yoona nods her head and heads
out of the room following the person who had entered out.

UmTaeyeon, states Yuri unsure on how to approach the shorter girl without provoking her.

Yes.

How are things going with Yoona? I only see her every so often now. I hope she isnt doing anything
more than petty thefts. No more break-ins and fighting right? asks Yuri.

Yoona does what Yoona do, responds Taeyeon as she turns and looks at Jessica eyeing the girl. Her
motions dont go unnoticed by Tiffany who breaks out into a small smile. She leans over and whispers
something in Taeyeons ear. Taeyeon blinks her eyes rapidly; she turns and looks at Tiffany who was
nodding her head while grinning widely now. Thats ridiculous, whispers Taeyeon.

Is not, responds Tiffany. HelloIm Tiffany.

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Yuri, responds Yuri, and this is Jessica and I believe that is Sooyoung, right? Sooyoung nods her
head.

Hello, states Tiffany, this serious midget is Taeyeon. But dont mind her shes just playing
toughshes really just a big sensitive softyI mean a short sensitive softy. Taeyeon snarls and Tiffany
giggles.

You steal also? asks Jessica. Tiffany shakes her head no, then why do you hang out with these
delinquents?

Because theyre my friends. They arent badreally theyre not. I hope you dont turn them in.

She wont turn me in, remarks Taeyeon while turning back to Jessica.

No. Jessica wont, states Yuri, in fact Jessica has signed up to do some community service here at the
Center. And well Taeyeonshe was assigned to be your guidance for the monthif thats okay with
you?

Yes, answers Tiffany quickly. Taeyeon turns back to her best friend with a confused look, I think this
is going to be good for you. I know this is going to be good for you. It gives you a chance to kind of
change. It also allows for you to stay out of my relationship with my boyfriend. I think you should do it.

Tiffany-

NoTaeyeon, please.

I cant get you your rent money if I-

Well think of something. Think about Yoonashe shouldnt be doing things like this. And you cant
spend your life running from the police.

Why not? Im a criminal have been since middle school.

Do you guys have a little something for each other? asks Sooyoung curiously.

No.

Then whats the relationship? asks Sooyoung.

If we were to tell you, you wouldnt believe it, states Tiffany.

Well Im curious and would like to know, comments Jessica leaning in.

Were half-sisters, answers Tiffany as Taeyeon leans back in her chair and looks up at the ceiling, in
fact Taeyeon and Yoona are also half-sisters. Me and Taeyeon are related by our father though we do not
share the same last name. Yoona and Taeyeon are related by their mother. And same thing for them, they
dont share last names either.

Yeah right, responds Jessica in disbelief. There is now way you three are related in any way, shape or
form. That must be the lie you tell everyone else.

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Told you, you wouldnt believe it. But its truetell them Taeyeon.

Thats absurdyou dont even look alike, comments Sooyoung.

Not all families look alike, argues Tiffany. And were only half siblings. Related by only one family
member. And Im not even related to Yoona. Just Taeyeon. Really we are relatedwe really are
Tiffany looks down at her hands then at Taeyeon who had closed her eyes.

That explains it, the four girls turn and look at Yuri, Ive always wondered why Yoona was so loyal to
you when a criminal is supposed to be loyal to no one but themselves. And yet Yoona would never
abandon you or anything. And thisthis explains everything. Its because youre her older sister.

As an oldest child isnt it your duty to teach your younger siblings right from wrong? Not include and
indulge them in illegal behaviors? asks Jessica curiously.

It is my duty to do such things, answers Taeyeon; her eyes flicker to meet with Jessicas for a quick
second then flicker back to Yuris, because Tiffany wishes me to do so I will do it.

Alright then Ill let you two be. Sooyoung want to help me in tutoring the younger kids here or do you
have something to do? asks Yuri.

Ill come, Sooyoung stands and follows Yuri out of the room leaving behind Tiffany, Taeyeon and
Jessica.

I have to goI need to make sure that the rent is paid and stuff, she stands and looks at Jessica, it was
nice meeting you. I hope to see more of you in the future. Dont let Taeyeon scare you off with her bark
since thats all she is. Shes just bark with no real bite. Well, occasionally she will bite figuratively and
literallybut shed truly okay to hang out with. Tiffany waves at Jessica and pats Taeyeon on the head
before disappearing out of the room.

If it is your duty why arent you doing it? Why arent you showing your siblings the right path? asks
Jessica trying to make small talk.

Is it not our duty to also make sure we attempt to keep them safe from harm with all our power? asks
Taeyeon in return.

Jessica opens her mouth to answer only to close it seconds later. With a huff she quickly stands and exits
out of the backroom leaving behind a bewildered Taeyeon. Taeyeon blinks trying to register this girls
sudden change in behavior. Did she say something that offended the girl?

Taeyeon, herself, pushes her chair back and stands slowly following after the slightly taller girl. Why?
She doesnt know. In fact she should be happy that her guidance counselor decided to leave her alone,
right?

She looks outside of the room watching Jessica as she pushes past the rest of the teens and kids in the
center heading for the door and exiting out with Sooyoung following behind. Wow, you got rid of her
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against the wall. But on the bright side I got her wallet which she dropped. Yoona breaks out into a grin
displaying the wallet to Taeyeon.

I will be taking that, states Yuri while taking the wallet out of Yoonas hands. Im returning this to her
tomorrow during class. And you should apologize for taking it.

I didnt take anything, responds Yoona, it was on the floor and I picked it up. Finders keepers

And you know who it belongs to, so you should return it. How are you supposed to get into college with
this type of behavior?

Uhlie and cheat my way in, right Taeyeon? retorts Yoona while turning to look at the shorter girl.
Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders stuffing her hands into her pockets. A door slams and all three girls look
back towards the front of the Center to see Jessica enter it.

My wallet, she states; hand out as she approaches them. Hand over my wallet before I call the cops
and inform them of your whereabouts.

What makes you think we have it? asks Taeyeon curiously.

You just stole a wallet earlier, answers Jessica.

Exactly, responds Yoona, we stole a wallet earlier why would we want yours? Besides you were too
cheap to cough up a reward when we gave you your sisters phone. And that must mean youre broke so
why would we want your empty wallet?

Why should I reward the people who put my sister in the hospital, responds Jessica. Because of people
like you my sister is in the hospital. If it werent for people like you existing I wouldnt have allowed my
sister to sneak out at nightshe would have been able to leave as she please and return home in one
piece.

Youre blaming the fact that you were an irresponsible sister on us? argues Yoona. How does you
letting your sister sneak out become our fault?

As I said if people like you didnt exist she wouldnt have to sneak out. No one would have to sneak out
because there would be no danger, there would be no curfew.

There will always be curfew with overbearing, overprotective, suffocating parents. And we are not to
blame for that. There is a difference between us and the people who did what they did to your sister.

There is no difference you are all alike. And you are all at fault.

But it was your choice in letting her go. You could have locked her up in her room, or you could have
told your parents of her plans. Even more so this is her fault also. Who in their right mind walks through
the park at night anyways? Not even we walk through the park at night. So the blame doesnt go on us.
Suck it up and take the fact that you fail as an older sister, that you couldnt perform your duty to protect
your sibling from harm. That is actually your fault.

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Yoona, states Taeyeon pulling the taller girl back since she had taken a step towards Jessica. Go and
see the mute girland calm yourself down. Yoona looks at the hand that was on her shoulder; she then
looks Taeyeon in the eyes nodding her head. She turns and walks across the center. Taeyeon looks at
Jessica; she moves to talk when her phone goes off. Instead of answering the ringing phone she, Taeyeon,
heads towards the door leading outside. Both Jessica and Yuri watch the shorter girl.

Prepare to be terrorized by Yoona, whispers Yuri as she leans forward, the girl can hold a grudge. And
youve upset herIm actually quite surprise Taeyeon didnt step in. But I guess since you didnt take a
blow to her pride she let it slip. Or maybe it was the fact that you actually acknowledged that she is
nothing but a criminal.

She wants people to think shes a criminal? asks Jessica in a blank tone while still starring at the door.

She thinks shes a criminal.

~~~
Taeyeon pulls her phone out and looks at the number that was calling her: her aunt. What did she do this
time? Its not dark. It is not pass her curfew. She cleaned her room. She fed her dog. So what could
possibly be the reason for her aunt to be calling her? Its not like the police knew who she was, because
Taeyeon definitely didnt recognize the cops that were following her. With a sigh, she stuffs the phone
back into her pocket and begins looking around her surroundings.

Out the corner of her eye she spots Sooyoung standing in front of the Center on her phone. Tilting her
head she gets a better picture of Sooyoungs face, witnessing what seems like fear spread across it.
Taeyeon shakes her head; it is better if she didnt get involved in other peoples problems. She has
enough of her own to take care of. She begins turning when she spots tears slipping down Sooyoungs
cheeks. Stupid Tiffanyyoure making me soft, mumbles Taeyeon as she approaches Sooyoung,
Hey Sooyoung looks up at Taeyeon as she quickly wipes away the tears. Whats wrong with you?

Nothing, answers Sooyoung as she quickly hangs up and slips her phone into her pocket. The door to
the center opens and Jessica steps out. HeyI-I have to head homeIll see you later.

Walking alone? questions Jessica. Sooyoung shakes her head no and nods her head in a direction of an
approaching car. Ohso youre making me walk home alone?

Its not like I want to, responds Sooyoung seriously, though Jessica took it as a joke. Wellum Ill
see you tomorrow. Jessica nods her head; both she and Taeyeon watch as Sooyoung climbs into the Choi
family car.

Youre an idiot, mutters Taeyeon.

Excuse me, did you just call me an idiot? asks Jessica. Taeyeon nods her head then leans it back
allowing for her face to take in the suns rays again. And why am I an idiot?

Shes hurting and youre doing nothing about it, states Taeyeon, arent you suppose to take care of
your girlfriend?

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Girlfriend?! spouts Jessica. Youre mistaken. Sooyoung is my friend. And shes not hurting. I would
know. Were best friends and we tell each other everything. And shes has never told me once that she
was hurting or anything.

Then Im mistakenyoure not an idiotyoure just plain stupid, Taeyeon opens an eye and takes a
peek at Jessica. Well Im offI have an itching for some more trouble.

Stealing wallets and purses arent enough? mocks Jessica.

Nope. Im thinking about moving on to bigger and better things, like a shiny new car or maybe a bank,
responds Taeyeon as she begins walking away. Jessica mouth drops open, and dont think about calling
the police or anything.

Are you threatening me? asks Jessica.

No not at all. Jessica glares at Taeyeons back watching as the short girl ran through traffic to get to the
other side of the street before disappearing into an alleyway. Jessica groans. What in the world did she
just get herself involved in? Just yesterday she was an average girl, an average student with an average
family. And now shes a girl with a sister in a hospital and a guidance counselor to a midget who believes
shes a criminal.

~~~
Tiffany slips in the front door of her home closing the door as quietly as she could. She peeks around the
corners of her house checking, making sure that her father wasnt home yet. Seeing that the coast was
clear she heads straight for her room. Moving as quickly as she can, she heads straight for the bookshelf.
Sliding one of her textbooks out of the way she pulls out the envelope in which she stores the money that
Taeyeon gives her.

She pulls out the cash counting making sure that all was accounted for. If there was anything missing
Taeyeon would be upset. No upset is an understatementTaeyeon would be pissed beyond belief. A
sense of relief washes over her as everything adds up. She slides everything back into place and heads to
the kitchen finding her younger brother sitting at the table with a few of his friends.

Im going out, she states as she approaches him, heres some money for some food and food only and
heres some extra change on the side, she sets few bills on the table. Ill be back later and stay out of
trouble. I cant keep bailing you out of jail for your stupid antics. He flashes Tiffany a smile and she pats
him on the head. She heads for the door exiting just in time to see her boyfriend park right out front.
Youre early, she calls out as she approaches the car.

She blinks a few times as her eyes try to register the person sitting in the passenger seat. Sooyoung?

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What are you thinking about now? Jessica turns her head and looks at Yuri who was busily
working on the assignment that was given to them. Im just curious, states Yuri as she sits up
straight and looks at Jessica, youre awfully quietnot that you were never quietah Yuri
delivers a sheepish grin as she attempts to refigure out what is was that she wanted to say. What I
mean to ask is what is on your mind. You seem more out of then what you were yesterday, and I hope that
this has nothing to do with Yoona or Taeyeon.

Nothing, responds Jessica as she turns and looks out the window catching a glimpse of Yoona and
Taeyeon lolling around on the grass outside. Dont they care about their education?

From what Ive discussed with Yoona and stuff shes a decent student...mostly Cs and a D here or
there, answers Yuri, I cant really speak about Taeyeonwell because I dont know anything about the
shorter girl.

For a person whos supposed to be a role model for her younger siblings... Jessica shakes her head and
turns her attention back to her assignment. Her fingers wrap around her mechanical pencil; it begins
methodically tapping the tip of it against the wooden desktop.

Taeyeon probably has her reasons. You should attempt to figure it out when you have your first official
meeting with her later this evening. A sigh escapes her lip; her fingers release the pencil. How could she
forget that she is now the shorter girls guidance counselor?

So like how long am I supposed to meet with her every day after school? asks Jessica as she cocks her
head to the side.

A few hours or so. Or until Taeyeon decides to leave on her own. The bell rings and Yuri collects her
stuff leaving out of the room. Jessica turns her attention back to the window. She tilts her head and bites
her bottom lip while thinking. She quickly stands and grabs her items leaving the room and heading
towards the lawn.

She forces her way through the mass of teens; a grunt escapes her lips. She needed to hurry and get to the
yard. Who knows how long they were going to be there? Its lunch time and that means those two might
just ditch. As she turns a corner her eyes catch a glimpse of Sooyoung slipping down another hallway.
She waits a while and watches as Sooyoungs brother slips that way also. Taeyeons words somehow find
their way into her mind making her curious.

Jessica begins taking steps in the direction that Sooyoung disappeared to. Sooyoung! she calls out
giving the two Chois a warning of her appearance.

~~~
Her eyes meet his and so she takes a turn down another hallway in hopes of avoiding him. She closes her
eyes trying to think of a lie as to why she was going this way instead. A hand grabs hold of her shoulder

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pushing her into the nearby lockers. Where are you off to? The voice makes the color drain from her
skin. She opens her eyes slowly and they connect with his for a second time.

I-I was going to check up on something from one of my teachers, she mumbles as her gaze drops to her
feet.

Which teacher and what is it about? he asks releasing her shoulder.

Iuh

So there is no teacher and youre lying? he asks. She begins chewing on her bottom lip; her hands
tighten their grip on the books that they were holding. SooyoungIm talking to you.

II have to go, or Ill be late.

For lunch? he asks.

For meeting up with Jessica. She attempts to leave only to be forced back against the lockers. She
releases a sigh and looks up at her brother.

Sooyoung! Jessicas voice echoes throughout the hallway and both Chois turn to look at the entrance of
it. Sooyoung! Jessica comes into view, come one lets go. I have to catch up with those delinquents
before they decide to ditch or something. She marches over to Sooyoung grabbing hold of the taller
girls hand and drags her away from her brother.

Once out of view Jessica looks over her shoulder for one quick look before turning to Sooyoung, Did
you do something? she asks.

Huh?

I asked if you did something. He seemed kind of angered or something. Sooyoung shakes her head. O-
Oh okay if you say so. They continue walking through the crowd; Jessicas eyes flicker in Sooyoungs
direction every so often. The words that Taeyeon had told her earlier come into mind. Umis there
something you want to talk about? I meanis there anything thats on your mind or something? asks
Jessica.

No.

Are you sure? I meannever mind. I wont force it. But rememberwere like best friends Sooyoung.
So if you need someone to talk to-

I know, responds Sooyoung as she shifts the books to her other hand. Jessica stops walking and turns to
Sooyoung. I know Jessicathere is nothing going on except for some sibling fighting. Im sure you and
Krystal do it a lot. Jessica nods her head. Alright thenIm going to go and find Tiffany. I want to talk
to her about some things. Ill see you next classor are you planning on leaving again?

It was a onetime thing. Im not going to do it again like those lowlifes, responds Jessica as she crosses
her arms.

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I bet you wont be thinking that when you get to know them.

Whatever. Jessica waves her off and turns leaving Sooyoung to stand alone in the hallway. A small
smile creeps onto Sooyoungs face at the thought of being able to share her problems with Jessica. It has
been a while since she has been able to feel as if she could talk to Jessica about things. Even though
theyre best friends the feeling left a while ago when they began getting real lives in high school.

Thank you, whispers Sooyoung as she heads off to find Tiffany.

~~~
Eyes watch as Taeyeon and Yoona lay around on the grass. A small chuckle leaves her lips as she
watches Yoona sit up quickly before running off as Jessica came into view. Fingers release the pen that
she was holding as she turns her chair and continue to watch the scene from the second floor of the
school. The sight was one to see; she leans back in the chair getting comfortable. Tiffany, she looks up
for a second to see Sooyoung taking the chair on the opposite side of the table. She flashes the taller girl a
smile and turns back to watch her sister.

Shes not going to hit Jessica is she? asks Sooyoung while watching the two girls out on the grass.

Noor at least I dont think she will, answers Tiffany while blinking her eyes. Shes hasnt hit Yoona
before or maybe it was Yoona that shes hit before and she only tackles me She crosses her arms
while trying to think of any time that Taeyeon has gotten violent. Wellmaybe if she provokes her I
guess. But seeing as that she believes that Taeyeons a criminal, Taeyeon just might not attack her.
Sooyoung nods her head as she turns to look at Tiffany. Feeling eyes on her Tiffany turns and flashes
Sooyoung a smile, a real smile. Is there something you wanted to talk about? Im sure you didnt come
to find me just to hang outsince weve only just met yesterday.

Ium, Sooyoung pauses thinking of a way to say what she wanted to say without sounding offending,
you should break up with my brother. Tiffanys eyes widen slightly, Ithis has nothing to do with
you or your relatives or anything, seriously it doesnt. I just think you should break up with him.

If this has nothing to do with me then why should I break up with him? asks Tiffany sounding a little
upset. Weve been dating for like a year now.

II cant say why, responds Sooyoung; her head drops and she begins playing with her hands. Its
hard to say and-

Not good enough. Tiffany closes up her book and grabs her items standing, look if you have a problem
with me and my family then just say so and quit beating around the bush about it. I know were not
exactly perfect like you and your family but that doesnt mean that you can just tell me to break up with
your brother without a perfectly good explanation. And here I thought we made some friends yesterday.
Sooyoung raises her head in time to see Tiffany storm off out of the library. A frustrated sigh escapes
between her lips; her head drops down upon the table.

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Good going, she whispers to herself. She lifts her head releasing another sigh, a frustrated one. This
wasnt exactly what she was expecting when she thought about this all last night after being dropped off
at home so the two could go on their date. What she had expected was Tiffany to just go ahead with it.
Maybe she was just being nave with the whole thing. Should I approach this differently? Should I go to
her sister instead? whispers Sooyoung as she looks down at the grass where Taeyeon and Jessica were.

~~~
Youre friend is coming, states Yoona as she stands up and walks away leaving Taeyeon alone on the
grass. The sun disappears and a shadow looms over her causing for Taeyeon to open one of her eyes. She
looks at Jessica then recloses her eyes.

Hello, she states while shifting to a comfortable position.

You were ditching, states Jessica.

I know, thank you for stating the obvious, remarks Taeyeon. Jessica rolls her eyes at Taeyeons childish
remark.

Youre supposed to be a role model for Yoona and Tiffany and yet you ditch. Taeyeon reopens her eyes
and forces herself up into a sitting position.

See there? she asks while pointing at a window on the second floor. Jessica looks over her shoulder to
see Tiffany looking out the window. She studies and she studies hard. Shes getting mostly Bs and Cs.
She could probably get a few As if she had more time to study and less stress. And Yoona is getting Cs.
So my ditching is not affecting their grades.

Jessica turns back to Taeyeon, I-

My behavior does not get in the way of my sisterly duties. I make sure that the do what they have to do.
You do the same thing right? Youre an older sister, right? Jessica huffs and crosses her arms for a
second time.

Why not just show up to class? Get a legal job? You know that type of stuff? asks Jessica while
attempting to guide Taeyeon onto the right track.

Because its just something I do not want to do. Yoona understands what she has to do even though she
has sticky fingers. And well this is what Tiffany wants.

What Tiffany wants? questions Jessica.

Tiffany studies to provide to the smaller Hwang at home. She wants to be able to- She abruptly stops
and looks up at the window watching as Tiffany stormed away from her spot. She quickly pushes herself
up to her feet. I h-have to go. She takes off running into the building leaving Jessica speechless.

What did you do? Jessica turns to see Yoona approaching her.

NothingShe just took off running, answers Jessica.

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Yoona takes a stance next to Jessica, So youre attempting to do the same to Taeyeon as what Yuri is
trying to do to me.

And that is? remarks Jessica.

Make us good.

So you like being a lowlife? asks Jessica.

You think thats what we are? Jessica nods her head, as I told you earlier we do what we can to
provide for Tiffany. She doesnt have what we have. Taeyeon has our aunt and is living in a nice home.
Ive got my adoptive family that is a little higher class then most people. TiffanyTiffany only has her
brother, her and Taeyeons brother. Jessica raises a brow, they have the same father and Taeyeon
knows that he is her brother but he doesnt know shes his sister. Anyways Tiffany has nothing.

Wouldnt providing for her legally be the better option? questions Jessica.

Im not going to discuss that.

Jessica sighs and begins looking around her surroundings. So youre adopted?

Yupand just like Yuri you wont find out why. Thanks for the extra couple of dollars. Jessica eyes
widen and she turns to see Yoona running off while waving. She sticks her hand in her jacket pockets
searching for her lunch money feeling nothing.

I did not just get robbed

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S
he kept her eyes straight forward though every now and then she would steal a glance at the person
beside her making sure that they were still around. A small sigh and she has no clue as to what to
do or say. She inhales sharply and slides her hands into her pockets only to release a grumble
remembering how easily she was robbed. I miss that. She quickly turns and looks at her friend. I
miss the days when we were able to smile freely and have fun.

We can still do that, she responds while inhaling. They can still do that right? We can take a day or a
weekend offjust you and me and do whatever we please.

It wont work, mumbles Sooyoung while adjusting her backpack straps, my brother wouldnt allow it
and your schedule is now packed with being a counselor and having Krystal in the hospitalspeaking of
which why didnt you tell me?

Trying to change the subject? questions Jessica while turning and looking at the scenery around her. I
couldnt tell you because I didnt want you to be disgusted in me like everyone else. Sooyoung motions
to respond but Jessica continues, Okaymaybe people werent disgusted but I was. And back to the
original topicwhy is it we cant do it? Doesnt your brother have other things then telling you to stay
home?

H-he does, answers Sooyoung, but you know how it is being the oldest child.

Second oldest with a sibling off in college, responds Jessica.

Yeah thathes just a little over protective, counters Sooyoung not even believing her own words. But
what more could be said on the matter? She just wasnt ready to speak upon it. Jessica takes that as a sign
to resume walking in silence and she does. S-sowhos all going to be at the Center? asks Sooyoung
as they come to a halt waiting for the light to change.

I dontYuri more than likely and probably that no good Yoona and Taeyeon, answers Jessica while
shrugging her shoulders. How was she supposed to know who was going to be at the center? Its not like
shes a psychic or anything. Why do you ask?

I-I was just curious if Tiffany was going to be there. Thats all. A sly grin forms on Jessica face and she
turns looking up at the taller girl.

Do you like Tiffany? asks Jessica. Sooyoungs face scrunches up and she quickly shakes her head.
Ohif you say so then. Jessica turns back and takes a step off the curb allowing for Sooyoung to
follow. Then are you avoiding her for a reason?

Shes dating my brother, answers Sooyoung.

OhI see. Not allowed to mingle with his girl friend, comments Jessica.

More like she doesnt want to talk to me mumbles Sooyoung. Jessica opens her mouth but quickly
recloses it. She didnt want to delve in something that sounded like Sooyoung didnt want to talk about

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anymore. Silence looms over them once again as they continue their walk to the Center. Maybe we
should have left with them.

And be seen with them? questions Jessica.

Well you were seen with them at lunch and- Sooyoung immediately stops talking as both her and
Jessica watch Tiffany, Taeyeon and Yoona exit the Center.

Told you she would chicken out, states Yoona loudly oblivious to the fact that Sooyoung and Jessica
were just a couple of feet away. Even though shes really dense shes at least smart enough to know that
there is no point in trying to guide us.

Not true Yoona, remarks Tiffany. You guys do need this guidanceits the only way to ensure that
were still together andand not having one of you sitting in a cell somewhere or even worse She
struggles to finish her statement. She didnt want to say it aloud for she didnt want to jinx the two girls.
She needs them. Theyre her only family besides her brother and she wasnt going to lose it even if it
meant upsetting them by putting them through this nuisance.

Youre upsetting Tiffany, Yoona, states Taeyeon as she stretches. Her eyes briefly meet with Jessica,
It seems my meeting will happen. Yoona and Tiffany turn looking in both directions before finally
seeing Jessica and Sooyoung. A slight look of disapproval appears on Tiffanys face while Yoonas face
brightens up. Ill see you tomorrow Yoona. Go straight home tonight. No wandering the streets.

You always have to ruin things, whispers Yoona directly towards Tiffany as her smile drops.

And Ill see you later tonight, states Taeyeon directly at Tiffany.

You aunt will be upset if you continue hanging out after curfew.

Why do you always visit her and not me?! asks Yoona sounding upset. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulder
and walks off towards Jessica.

Youre late.

Technically I still have three minutes to be here. Youre leaving early, counters Jessica.

Whateverlets go, responds Taeyeon while shoving her hands into her pockets.

Im not going to leave Sooyoung alone, states Jessica.

She can hang out with Yoona and Tiffany for the time being as long as she doesnt say anything stupid,
remarks Taeyeon while eyeing the taller girl. Sooyoung looks to Jessica for a quick second before turning
and looking at Tiffany and Yoona who was watching them curiously. Whats wrong with your friend?
Does she have a hard time talking? Does she think were going to hurt her? Does she have a hard time
understanding us? She spoke with us yesterdayand todaymaybe thats why she didnt answer me
earlier Taeyeons face scrunches up as she begins thinking. Tiffany, be nice! she shouts all of a
sudden before pushing Sooyoung in her sisters direction.

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Sooyoung stumbles forward and stops, looking over her shoulder at Jessica and Taeyeon. Ill be back in
an hour, states Jessica, I wont leave you alone for too long. Sooyoung nods her head and continues
walking towards Yoona and Tiffany.

Upon approaching the two girls Tiffany raises her head and releases a huff before stalking off. Ignore
her, whispers Yoona, So have you ever tried a five finger discount? she questions while pulling
Sooyoung along after Tiffany.

If your sisters get her in trouble, starts Jessica only to stop as Taeyeon had begun walking away,
youre supposed to wait for me! She jogs a little to catch up to the small girl. Souhhow should we
do this?

Introductions would seem to the right way, states Taeyeon as she steps off the side walk and begins
walking in the street.

A thief asking for introductions? questions Jessica in disbelief.

Why would I take someones advice and allow them to lead me any where if I do not know them?
questions Taeyeon in return as she surveys her surroundings. Jessica bites the inside of her mouth. She
had no response, no answer. Its true. Why would anyone follow after someone they did not know?

My name is Jessica Jung, she states.

American, responds Taeyeon.

Have a problem with that? snarls Jessica.

Tiffany is too. Jessica stops walking for a second and watches Taeyeon as she stares at the passing
traffic. WellI go by Taeyeon, she responds nonchalantly.

Is your last name Im? asks Jessica.

Noonly Yoonas because shes adopted, answers Taeyeon. Did you not pay attention to Tiffany
when she explained that none of us share a common name? Jessica shrugs her shoulders even though it
was pretty obvious that Taeyeon wasnt looking her way. You have a sister. How many more siblings do
you have?

Other than Krystal another one thats off in college already, answers Jessica truthfully. And you?

I believe its only me, Yoona, Tiffany and a brother who Tiffany takes care of, answers Taeyeon,
though I doubt that.

Why? The question just slips out of Jessicas mouth catching both her and Taeyeon by surprise.

My mother isnt exactly responsible and neither is my father. We dont all have perfect families like
you. She stops watching the car and looks at Jessica; they hold eye contact for a while and Taeyeon
continues walking down the street. Jessica steps quickly to keep up with her. So why are you doing this?
You surely are disgusted with us.

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To prove to Yuri that people like you cant change, answers Jessica.

~~~
Do you like Tiffany or something? asks Yoona while looking through some CDs. Sooyoung shakes her
head no and returns to browsing through another section on the shelf. Are you sure? You keep starring at
her and whatnot.

I dont like her, responds Sooyoung. She takes a deep breath, II kind of told her to break up with my
brother.

Ohso youre related to him, Yoona sets a CD down and turns looking at Sooyoung. Sooyoung nods
her head and turns her head slightly; their eyes connect. So is Tiffany not good enough for him or
something?

N-noI just think that she shouldnt be dating my brother thats all.

Right. Yoona exhales loudly. As much as I dont get along with Tiffany, let her stay happy.

Shes happy with him? questions Sooyoung as she looks across the store at Tiffany. Yoona nods her
head while looking around the store. The bell rings throughout the store signaling new customers.
Yoonas get bigger for a fraction of a second; she quickly ducks pulling Sooyoung down. What-

Taeyeons cousin who she lives with, whispers Yoona as she begins crawling towards Tiffany.
Sooyoung follows her on hands and knees, Shes really annoying at times. Tiffany calls it tough love I
call it needing a butt-kicking.

You have one big family, whispers Sooyoung. Yoona stops and flashes Sooyoung a smile before
continuing with the mission of getting across the store. Reaching Tiffany, Yoona reaches up and pulls on
Tiffanys jacket.

What did you do this time? asks Tiffany while starring at the two tall girls.

Nothing, responds Yoona, but lets leave. Tiffany slides the CDs that she was holding back onto the
shelf; Sooyoung and Yoona push themselves back onto their feet and all three head for the exit.

Once out in the open Yoona stretches while grinning. I know that grinwhat did you take this time?
asks Tiffany as they walk down the street.

Nothing but a couple of CDs, she pulls out the cases showing them to Sooyoung and Tiffany. Lets go
get something to eat. She walks off a little further ahead of Sooyoung and Tiffany.

Sooyoung fidgets being in a close proximity to Tiffany was making her nervous. She looks at Tiffany
slightly and adjusts the straps on her backpack, II uh didnt mean to you knowwell I did mean
tobut I have good reasons. And trust me its not because of you or your family, really. Tiffany clicks
her tongue and pulls out her phone checking the time. Im being honestI justmy brother isnt

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She trails off not knowing how to explain without revealing too much about her life. Tiffany looks at
Sooyoung seeing the struggle in the taller girls face.

You want me to break up with your brother for reasons unknown to anyone but yourself, states Tiffany.
So what are those reasons? asks Tiffany.

Just forget it, mumbles Sooyoung.

This isnt something that I can easily forget.

~~~
Jessica watches Taeyeon carefully as they sit on the steps outside of the public library. Theyve been
sitting there quietly for over half an hour. Not that either one of them mind. It was just that there was
some sort of awkwardness between the two of them. Jessica sighs and looks at her shoes and pulls out her
phone. This was boring. Is this what Yuri does all day?

You suck at this, states Taeyeon. Jessica scoffs in response, should we continue introductions?
Jessica shrugs her shoulders. You have little respect for me. Jessica rolls her eyes. Thats why I wont
change. I wont change for you, for the teachers or for anyone else, states Taeyeon. Jessica looks over at
Taeyeon. Its why Yoona wont change. Its why a lot of people dont change. She inhales and leans
back on the steps, why change for people who dont respect us? Would you change for someone who
doesnt respect you? Would you listen to them?

Jessica bites down on the bottom lip trying to think of an answer. Would she listen to a person who
doesnt respect her? Why should I respect you? asks Jessica, if you dont even respect yourself?

I do respect myself, answers Taeyeon, I acknowledge that this is all Ill ever be. Ive been doing this
since I can remember.

Yeah right, remarks Jessica full of disbelief. Respecting yourself would mean trying to get out of this
type of lifestyle. Acknowledging that you could be better and do better.

For some people, responds Taeyeon, but this is my life. Im nothing more than a mere petty criminal.

You have that right. Youre nothing but that. In fact thats not even something so youre just plain
nothing.

Once again you show how little respect you have for me and yet you barely even know me. You just
lump me in with the rest of the bad crowd. Some of us arent bad. Some of us do this to live and survive.
Taeyeon stretches and stands.

I do know you. Youre nothing. A lowlife who believes that stealing is the only means of surviving.
When you should instead be trying to find yourself a job that pays legally.

If thats all you think I am then noyou dont know anything. As I stately earlier youre just completely
stupid, argues Taeyeon. You think that I do this for fun and because I have no choice, but this is all I

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know. Growing upmy mother wasnt around so to fill the void I began hanging out with the local
delinquents. Stealing and vandalizing because they recognized me. They were where I got that sense of
family from. I got in trouble a lot. Was in front of a judge a lot. But I didnt stop because I didnt want to
lose that family that I hadthat I found. She turns and looks at Jessica who had a stunned expression.

Then there was this time where I got caught. I was given a choice: a detention center or in a foster home.
My Aunt who I never even met before stepped up and took me in, putting me under constant surveillance.
She tried to get me help to stop. And then I ran into my old manand thats when I met Tiffany. When I
found what type of environment that he has her living inI couldnt stop after that. I wouldnt stop. I
couldnt let my family suffer even though weve never grew up together. So I continued and I still
continue to keep them from suffering. She turns back and looks up at the sky. So there, you can
basically say you now know me. You can tell people that you know me, that you know that I come from a
nonexistent home and became a delinquent to fill a lousy void.

Oh was all that Jessica could say. What do you say to something like that? Maybe she was wrong
about them. She shakes her head ridding herself of those thoughts. And thats supposed to justify things?
You were given second chances and you didnt use theminstead of working hard, youre taking the
easy way out and causing trouble for everyone else around the world. Okay well not around the world but
in the neighborhood. Your little sister is a thief. What are you going to do if something happens to her?
Taeyeon balls her fist trying to calm herself.

Ive tried talking Yoona out of thiswhen we first met all she wanted to do was follow me aroundI...
She takes a seat and sighs in defeat. There was no use in arguing with this girl beside her. She was
stubborn and her mind was already set. You really think that Im that horrible of a person, of an older
sister?

Yes, answers Jessica while nodding her head.

So are you then, Jessica quickly turns and looks at Taeyeon, If Im bad because I dont set a good
example and allow for Yoona to steal then youre just as bad for enabling your sister to sneak out. Youre
just as bad for putting your sister in dangerous predicaments as well.

Its not the same thing.

Is so.

Is not! shouts Jessica while standing and pointing a finger at Taeyeon, Im nothing like you. A smirk
crosses Taeyeons face as she leans back and closes her eyes. What are you-

You wouldnt be so defense if it wasnt true. But its okay really, explains Taeyeon calmly, Now that I
think about it being the way I am the type of sister I am its okay.

How so?

Taeyeon opens an eye, everyone learns from their mistake. Ive learned a lot from mistakes. And you
can learn from this one. Next time little Krystal wants to sneak out tell her no and lock her up. And little
Krystal should learn from this also. How else, are our siblings supposed to grow and mature? Im quite
sure the moment that Yoona gets arrested shell stopI guess that means I should stop taking the cover.

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You dont attend classes, you steal-

And?

And yet you seem to know a lot.

Spend some time on the streets and youll learn a lot also. It makes you grow up faster than you think,
Jessica returns to her seat and silence takes over. She fidgets a little sneaking peeks at Taeyeon.

Im a middle child with strict parents, she states aloud. To who? Herself? Taeyeon? She really couldnt
answer. In fact she has no clue why shes saying this. My father works twenty four seven and is rarely
home. He favors Krystal the most. My mother she works half the day away and she tries her hardest to
raise me and my sister. Shes actually the strict one. She has this fear of outside people who are nothing
but lowlifes. Which the reason for the curfewthat nightI didnt want to let Krystal go honestly. But
seeing as shes old enough to take care of herself I thought she would have known better than to walk
home alone Taeyeon opens both her eyes and watches as Jessica nearly strangles her cell phone,
when the police showed upthe amount of guilt I have to live with She stops talking; it was too
much of a struggle for her to explain things. It was even more so of a struggle for her to say it aloud since
that means its all real.

Like Yoona said youre to blame but its not totally your fault. Youre sister is to blame as well. Their
eyes meet briefly and Jessica looks away.

~~~
Yuri looks up from helping someone with their homework to see Yoona entering through the door with
Tiffany and Sooyoung following. A small smile makes its way across her face. If Sooyoung was hanging
out with them then that must mean that Jessica did show up and shes with Taeyeon. She lowers her gaze
back towards the worksheet that they were both working on. Must you always smile when you look at
me? She flinches at how close the person who spoke those words was to her. Turning her head to the left
slowly her eyes meet with Yoonas mischievous ones. It gives off a vibe of you liking me or something.

Thats all in your head Yoona, responds Yuri as she stands up and back away from the child that she
was helping, wheres Taeyeon.

Always asking about hermaybe you like her? asks Yoona as she walks around the room searching
through the many kids and teens.

No. I was wondering on whether or not Jessica decided to show, explains Yuri watching Yoona
carefully.

Shes with Jessica right now, states Tiffany. Yuri gives her a smile in response and begins cleaning up
some of the mess on the tables. Tiffany takes a seat at one of the tables and Sooyoung follows. She begins
playing with her hands while looking around the room. Tiffany watches the taller girl curiously. What
could cause for her to be so fidgety?

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Calm downIm not going to bite you are anything. Sooyoung head whips in her direction; a confused
look printed on her face. You act as if Im going to beat or stab you just because youre trying to make
me break up with your brother. And yeah that pisses me offbut Im not like Yoona or Taeyeon. I wont
rip your head off or anything. Sooyoung nods her head. She pulls her phone out and checks the time.

So umwhats your brother like at home?

Sooyoung freezes. Her eye begins moving sporadically looking at everything but Tiffany. It was evident
that she didnt want to answer and that only made Tiffany even more curious. But the fear that crosses
Sooyoungs face as she begins thinking of an answer is what caused Tiffany to not press on. Never
mindI guess Ill figure it out after this year right?

This year? questions Sooyoung.

Full of questions, teases Tiffany as she begins looking around the room herself, last nightyour
brother asked me to marry him. I didnt exactly answer because this is something that would affect my
family but Im giving it consideration.

Youre a high school student. What is there to consider? Youre only what a junior? Tiffany smiles and
nods her head, you have another year left.

We wouldnt exactly get married so soon. Wed wait until school is over for the both of us. Sooyoung
groans causing for Tiffany to arch a brow. Youre going to have a hard time with having me as a sister-
in-law arent you?

N-no, Sooyoung shakes her head to and fro, IyoureIve been watching you tend to Yoona and
youd make a nice sister-in-lawI just wish it wasnt my brother who youre thinking about marrying

This again.

Iyoure too good for him, states Sooyoung. She couldnt say the wrong words but all the words that
came out of her mouth just sound like the wrong ones. I meanoh whats the point. She lowers her
head down upon the desk; a frustrated groan makes its way to Tiffanys ears.

Maybe Taeyeon and Yoona are right, whispers Tiffany though Sooyoung was able to hear her, Maybe
I do need to toughen up and tell people nobut Ill take this into consideration. Doesnt mean Ill break
up just that Ill slow things down between us. That is until you tell me whats wrong. If I dont get an
answer from you within two months time then I do what I want. Sooyoung sits up and stares at Tiffany,
mouth a gape. Alright? She nods her head rapidly. Tiffany flashes her a smile and begins looking for
Yoona. Seems as if the Mute is here today.

Mute?

Slow one arent you? teases Tiffany; she points to the back of the room. Sooyoungs eyes zoom in on
Yoona sitting beside a girl with long dark tresses. She seemed to be scribbling things down in a notebook
and showing it to Yoona. Thats the Mute girl. No one really knows her name. Not even Yoona but that
doesnt stop her from spending time with the girl. I think that Yoona has taken an interest in her.

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Why is she a mute? asks Sooyoung directing the question to whoever would answer.

She wont say, answers Yuri while taking a seat at the table. The only person who she really holds
conversations with is Yoona and Yoona is a willing participant. Yuri looks at the two for a second; her
eyes meets Yoonas again and the girl flashes Yuri a wide grin. Has Yoona stolen anything today? I seen
her in school all day so Im curious as to what happened when you guys left. That is if you dont mind me
asking.

Tiffany shrugs her shoulders. Who was she to stop Yoonas counselor from finding out about her bad
habits. Her sticky fingers kind of got stuck to some CDs that are still in her pocket. Chairs scrap across
the floor and all three girls look to see Yoona taking a seat along with the Mute girl. Yuris expression
turns blank as Tiffany warmly greets the girl who shies away.

They wont bitewell maybe Sooyoung if youd seen how much food she can eat, states Yoona. The
Mute girls eyes flick back and forth examining everyones face. She grabs her notebook and scribbles
something down. Finishing she flips the notebook over and holds it up so that everyone can see.

Hello. Im Seohyun.

Y-you got her to introduce herself? asks Yuri surprised.

A triumphant grin forms on Yoonas face while she nods her head.

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Mind if I ask you something?

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 011

Mind if I ask you something? questions Jessica. She doesnt know why, well she does know why
shes asking this question. Who in their right mind wouldnt want to know why this family is living
in three separate homes. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders; Jessica took it as a signal to ask. Why do
you not live with either of your sisters?

Tiffany was born shortly after I was by a few months. She was born in America so she lived with her
mother and our father. He preferred her mother over mine or at least thats how I see it. Yoona was born a
year or so after me. And her father took her. She wont tell me what happened but the next thing she knew
she was in foster care until the Im Family decided to adopt her, explains Taeyeon as they round the
corner coming onto the same street as the Youth Center. Yoonas family treats her well from the times
Ive visited. I dont want to take that away from her. Tiffany is another story. Our father brought both her
and our brother back yet hes never home. Hes only there when he needs to get drunk and beat up on
somebody. I tried getting her to move with me. She doesnt want to, not if itll affect our brother who
knows nothing about me. And so thats why we all live in separate homes.

Youre being awfully honest and open, comments Jessica.

A small chuckle and Taeyeon responds, People hide or lie when theyre not okay with things, when they
are not accepting of things. I understand my life. Im okay with it. I accept what it is and I have nothing to
hide.

Really? Ever stabbed a person?

Nope.

Beaten a person to a pulp?

Once.

Car jacked a person?

Halfway since there was no one in the car. I, uh the police sort of showed up just as I shocked myself
with the wires. Jessica causally looks in Taeyeons directions; their eyes meet for the umpteenth time.
Jessica looks away first. Why do you always do that? Jessica turns back again with a questioning look
upon her face, You turn from eye contact. What is it that you wish to hide? She scoffs again for the
umpteenth time, I thought we were being honest and open.

Youre being honest and open. If I dont want to reveal anything I shouldnt have to. And what does me
not wanting to look at you have to do with hiding things? counters Jessica.

Peoples eyes say everything that they want to say but cant. Or in your case wont. And you wont look
at me longer then a measly few seconds meaning youre hiding something and you dont want me to find
out what it is. And since you wont say it aloud that means that you are having a hard time accepting
whatever it is.

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And that is proof that we are nothing alike, comments Jessica, you can accept things easily and can
easily be honest about things. I wont say open because you always avoid spilling too much information.
You only answer what is needed.

My turn to ask a question.

I guess youll have to wait until next time, Taeyeon looks in Jessicas direction, Were back at the
Center. Jessica points to the building that was a couple of feet away from them. They watch as their
friends exit the building. Jessica takes the initiative to move first joining the small group that was
standing outside. Taeyeon slowly follows after.

There you two are, states Yuri, I was getting worried. I thought that one of you had finally killed the
other. Jessica rolls her eyes and Taeyeon stays quiet at the comment. Anywaysmy shifts over, how
about we hang out?

How about, no, responds Jessica, I had enough hanging out for the week. Sooyoung, ready to go?
Sooyoung looks at Tiffany and nods her head. Alright then.

So wait thats it? asks Yuri really confused. I thought we were going to hang out at least. Weve been
making so much progress.

Yuri, I think you are mistaken, states Yoona while draping an arm around Yuris shoulder. See we
only hang out when they, she points at both Jessica and Taeyeon, need to talk. Now there is no more
talking so there is no need for anymore mingling. Were not friends. Were barely even acquaintances.

OhI just thought...Never mind. Ill see you in class.

You thought wed actually hang out with each other? questions Taeyeon this time. Yuri nods her head,
Jessica says shes ready to go home and so is Sooyoung. We can allow them to leave and you can join
us.

Taeyeon, whines Yoona, shes going to be a party pooper, a buzz kill. We cant have fun with her and
Tiffany. Let her just go home.

Fine how about we all just go home? suggests Taeyeon, lets go Tiffany. A small laugh could be
heard. Taeyeon looks at Jessica then at Yoona. You want to have fun without the constant nitpicking of
Tiffany and the questions of Yuri. Then go have your fun. Yoona opens her mouth to argue but quickly
closes it; she knows that there was no point in arguing with Taeyeon.

FineIll just go home, mutter Yoona.

I-Ill walk with you, suggests Yuri. Yoona looks at her questioningly, We live near each other. And it
would seem better to walk together then alone.

Walk with her, orders Taeyeon.

What? Why? questions Yoona obviously upset. Taeyeon grabs hold of Tiffanys hand and walks away,
not even bothering to answer Yoonas question. Hey! Im talking to you! she shouts watching as her
sister begins disappearing within the evening crowd. Taeyeon! Finally giving up when the shorter girl

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completely disappears, Yoona turns to both Seohyun who had a confused look upon her face and then to
Yuri. Finewe can walkjust lets get Seohyun home first.

Yuri nods her head; she turns and waves goodbye to Jessica and Sooyoung following after Yoona and
Seohyun. So how was your day? Did they harm you? asks Jessica.

No. We hung out, ate and went to some music store. Yoona swiped a few CDs. We then went back to the
center where Tiffany has informed me that shes my future sister-in-law. Oh, and Yoona got that mute
girl to talk to us, answers Sooyoung as they begin heading home.

Shes going to be your brothers wife? But were like in the same grade.

Thats what I said. She says shes only thinking about it and is planning on slowing things down.

Are you okay with her being your future sister-in-law?

I dontknow.

~~~
The bus ride home was a quiet one with Tiffany listening to Taeyeons mp3 player. Taeyeon on the other
hand was examining the people aboard the bus. Whats wrong? whispers Tiffany. Taeyeon turns and
looks at her younger sister; she shakes her head. What happened when you left with Jessica?

Nothing much, mutters Taeyeon as she shifts in her seat attempting to get comfortable. I found out that
shes American, and that she blames herself for what happened to her sister.

And what did you tell her? questions Tiffany while smiling a little. It pleases her to learn that Taeyeon
was making an effort in this since Yoona already gave up.

I told her my name. I explained some things. Tiffany smiles a little wider as she grabs hold of
Taeyeons hand and plays with the fingers upon them. What are you so happy about?

Youre making an effort, whispers Tiffany as she stares at Taeyeons fingers. Youre aunt couldnt get
you to make an effort and what not. The courts couldnt do anything. I couldnt even get you to think, to
open up, or consider anything really. And yet now youre making an effort. She turns and looks at
Taeyeon seriously, Is it because of Jessica.

She makes a disgusted face. Ewthats really disgusting. Why would I be making an effort because of
her? You asked me to do this, so Im doing it Tiffany. Dont read too much into this. Tiffany breaks out
into a laughing fit causing for half of the bus to look in their direction. Taeyeon groans and slips the ear
buds back into Tiffanys ears, signaling the end of their conversation. She turns her attention to the world
outside watching the passing scenery.

Tiffany must be out of her mind, she mutters, why would I do anything for Jessica? I barely even
know the spoiled brat.

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Maybe because you think shes pretty. Taeyeons face turns blank; she turns to see Tiffany staring at
her. Youre gay.

You know too much.

Yup, Tiffany leans in closer, Im like your personal diary. I know all of your secrets.

I think I should hang out with Yoona more. Tiffanys face becomes expressionless. YeahI think Ill
hang with her more.

Meanie. The bus comes to their stop and they exit together. You dont have to walk me all the way
home, Taeyeon. I can take care of myself. Taeyeon ignores Tiffany and continues walking towards the
Hwang house. Tiffany sighs and chases after Taeyeon. She grabs hold of Taeyeons hand again pulling
her up the yard and to the front door. She releases Taeyeons hand and begins searching for her keys.
Where are they? she whispers pulling her back pack off and searching through the pockets.

Taeyeon digs in her pockets pulling out the spare keys. She quickly unlocks the door pushing it open.
What would you do without your older sister? asks Taeyeon jokingly.

Jumped off a bridge like how I wanted, answers Tiffany seriously as she enters the house. Her finger
flicks the switch but nothing happens. The house remained dark. She flicks the switch three times in a row
only to release a frustrated groan. I could have sworn that I paid the bills! she shouts to the ceiling.
Taeyeon enters the house heading for Tiffanys room. Where are you going?

To pack you some clothes. Youll stay at my house for the night, answers Taeyeon.

I-I just cant leave him here in the dark, remarks Tiffany as she struggles through the hallway. Hand out
to make sure she doesnt run into anything.

Tell him to stay the night at a friends. Or he can spend the night in a cell, whichever it is that he
prefers, calls out Taeyeons voice through the dark. Tiffany enters her room; she squints her eyes rushing
them to adjust to the dark. She makes out Taeyeons small silhouette watching as her sister digs through
her drawers.

Hey those are private! Taeyeon rolls her eyes and opens her empty back pack sliding the clothes inside.
I cant leave him alone.

I know. He can come also, states Taeyeon.

I can go where? Both girls turn and look at the door spotting their brother who was lighting up the room
with a lighter.

Umit seems that they cut off the electricity, states Tiffany, andwell, she begins playing with her
hands, Im staying the night at Taeyeons. She says that youre more than welcomed to join, right?

Thats what I said, comments Taeyeon as she slams the drawers close and zips up the back pack.
Slinging the bag over her shoulder she turns back to her two younger siblings.

No, thats okay, he states flicking the lighter off. No older sister means party.

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No. I will not have you having a party in the dark! Youre barely even in high school, rants Tiffany
going into her mother mode.

I was joking. Sure Ill stay. They have food right? And cable television? Tiffany smiles and hugs her
brother.

YesTaeyeon has that, but no sneaking in and out. Her aunt is kind of mean.

~~~
The walk between the two of them was quiet. One was eyeing people while the other watched her. They
had just finished sending of Seohyun and were now on their way to their own homes. Yuri wants to say
something, to say anything but what could she say? Yoona was obviously not caring right now. Not with
the way that she looks at everyone. Seeing the younger girl getting giddy was making Yuri a little no
she was completely anxious and worried. She didnt want to see the younger girl get in trouble.

Her fingers wrap tightly around Yoonas wrist pulling her hand back as Yoona was reaching for
someones pocket. Yoona turns and looks Yuri in the eyes. What do you need? asks Yuri. Using her
free hand she reaches into her pocket pulling out what ever cash that she had left for the week.

W-what are you doing? asks Yoona. She was confused. Why is Yuri giving her money?

You can use this to get a date with Seohyun, states Yuri. And hopefully youd stop stealing for the
day.

Date? Yoona breaks out into a grin, youre weird you know that? This time a confused expression
shows on Yuris face. Were just friends. I barely even know Seohyun like that to even think about
dating her. Besides I think it would be odd dating a Mute. Im not trying to be mean or anything but I like
Seohyun as friend. And Im not ready to date.

Oh, whispers Yuri as she releases Yoonas wrist. Ijust thought

Well stop thinking, interrupts Yoona. Yuri nods her head; her fingers rake through her dark locks. But
thanks for the money anyways. Yuri looks at Yoona giving her a small smile while nodding her head
again. Ew, stop smiling like that. Youre freaking me out.

What? Why? questions Yuri. Her smile drops and is replaced by confusion.

It makes it seem as if you like me. And thats gross, states Yoona as she walks away. Yuri jogs a little
to catch up with the younger girl.

How can it be grossI mean if I did like you? Yoona stops walking and stares at Yuri as if the older
girl had grown another head. N-not that I like you or anything. I mean I do, b-but as a friend.

Oh, gross Yuri! How could you like me, states Yoona; a disgusted look appears on her face again. She
quickly turns on her heels and leaves the older girl standing in the middle of the street. She blinks her

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eyes a few times, trying to register what had just happened. Finally realizing what happened, she breaks
into a run, trying to find Yoona who had disappeared within the crowd.

Again, her fingers slip around Yoonas wrist pulling the girl back. You cant just run off like that, nags
Yuri, and were not finished with our conversation. Yoona stops and stares at Yuri. Now what do you
mean by: Oh, gross Yuri! How could you like me? I never said I liked you. Now youre reading too
much into stuff.

So you dont like me? questions Yoona in return with a skeptical look.

I said I do but as a friend, answers Yuri. And what wrong with me liking you, even if I did? Its the
same as you liking Seohyun, or Tiffany liking her boyfriend.

No its not. You liking me is gross. Its not the same as anything else. Yuris grip loosens slowly until
she completely lets go of Yoonas wrist. Her gaze drops to the sidewalk below them. Youre not
supposed to like me. Thats just weird and gross. Yuri swallows the saliva that collected in her mouth;
she nods her head and looks at Yoona.

Alrightwell I guess Ill see you tomorrow for tomorrows session, with that Yuri adjusts her strap and
walks away disappearing in the crowd. Yoona watches as Yuri disappeared clueless. Did she say
something wrong? Yuri did say that she didnt like her, so why is Yuri upset? A groan and a kick at a
pebble was all that Yoona could do before stalking off to the Im Residence.

Its just not the same.

~~~
The door slowly creaks open allowing a sliver of light to enter. Sooyoung peeks inside. Her eyes search
the living room for a certain someone. What are you doing? Nearly jumping out of her skin Sooyoung
enters the house to see her sister sitting on the couch and giving her a weird look.

I uhnothing, answers Sooyoung while entering the house fully. She closes the door with a soft click
and makes her way to the couch throwing her backpack on the floor. Falling backwards onto the couch,
Sooyoung closes her eyes. She was safe for now.

Where have you been? comes the voice of her brother. Her eye shoot open and both girls look over
the back of the couch. Seeing that it wasnt her eldest brother allowed for a sense of relief to wash over
her.

Minhodont do that, she state while throwing a couch pillow at him. You scared the crap out of me.
Minho just grins and walks around to the front snatching the remote from the youngest child.

I was watching that, states the sister. Minho ignores her and continues changing the channel.
MinhoSooyoung.

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Give the remote back to Jinri, orders Sooyoung as she leans back and recloses her eyes seeking
salvation. A groan enters her ears and followed closely by a squeal of delight. And that means that Minho
had returned to phone to Jinri.

Why couldnt I be older? questions Minho causing for Sooyoung to reopen her eyes and look at her
twin. That way I can boss both of you around. A smile forms on Sooyoungs face. I dont see why
youre smiling. You still have to answer to Siwon. Sooyoungs smile drops at the thought of her older
brother. Oh yeahspeaking of which, he was looking for you.

What did he want? asks Sooyoung carefully; she couldnt let her siblings sense her fear or anxiety.

I dont know. Hes in the garage. She freezes. Her mind freezes. Her heart skips a beat. Her head slowly
turns in the direction of the garage looking at the white door that separates the two rooms. Hes got a few
friends in there also. Her head snaps back towards Minho who had now stretched out over the recliner.

Friends? she questions, confusion clearly written all over her face. Since when did he start bringing
friends home?

I dont knowwhy dont you go and see? responds Minho.

Ill just wait, states Sooyoung while pushing herself up off the couch. Ill be in my room studying.

Keep it cleanIm tired of cleaning your half! shouts Jinri as Sooyoung heads down the hall. She stops
in front of the white door starring at it. Just looking at it was making her feel sick to her stomach. Turning
on her heels, she heads for the room that she shares, slamming the door close upon entering it.

~~~
Jessica tosses her backpack upon her bed and closes her bedroom door to avoid her mothers gaze. She
moves to her desk taking a seat in the swiveling chair. She spins in the chair; it was her way of
distracting her mind. She still cant believe that Taeyeon said that they were alike. Shes nothing like
them. Shes not a thief. She doesnt put herself before others. Shes not one for personal gain if it
negatively affects people. So how in the world could she and Taeyeon be alike? With a sigh of frustration,
Jessica grabs one of her nearby books cracking it open.

She shakes her head in hopes of ridding herself of these unimportant thoughts. She shouldnt be worried
about such things. Its not true. Fingers pick up a nearby pen and she begins working on her homework.
Her phone rings, slicing through the silence of her room. Hello? she calls out setting the phone on
speaker.

You didnt visit me today, rings Krystals voice through the speakers.

I was working, answers Jessica. She places her feet against the desk. Bending her knees, she kicks off
sending the chair across the room to her bed.

Working? Since when? questions Krystal.

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Are you even allowed to be on the phone? questions Jessica in return.

Yes now answer my question.

Jessica smiles a little while digging through her backpack for her notes, Im not getting paid. More like
community service.

Doing what? questions Krystal.

Remember how I said that a pair of delinquents returned your phone?

Yeah.

Well, She kicks off the bed sliding back towards the desk, Im a counselor for one of the girls.
Krystals laughter fills the room. If youre just going to laugh Im going to hang up. I was working on
homework. Krystals laughter gets louder. Jessica growls and quickly presses the button on her phone
hanging up on Krystal. She turns her attention to her book before standing. Maybe she should visit her
sister?

Her eyes flicker towards her phone for the time: 6pm. That gives her about 30 minutes to get there, an
hour of visiting and a 30 minute walk. She can do that right? Grabbing her jacket, Jessica exits the room.
Just as the door closes her phone, which was sitting on the desk, rings. The noise echoes throughout the
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foot collides with a pebble sending it down the street. A sigh leaves through her chapped lips; she
pulls her jacket tighter around her body. I should have grabbed a bigger jacket, she whispers to
herself as she comes to a stop at a corner. Her eyes flicker up and down the street, making sure
nothing was following her. The light changes and she crosses the street. Her eyes spot a figure up
a head. Blinking a few times, Jessica makes out that it was Yoona.

She picks up her pace. What was Yoona doing out this late at night? Didnt Taeyeon tell her that she
needed to go home? Yoona spots Jessica and stops walking; a grin spreads across her face. What are you
doing out late? questions Yoona as Jessica stops right in front of her.

I should be asking you the same thing. What are you doing out here? questions Jessica. Up to no good,
right? Youre probably stealing again, huh? Yoona scoffs and begins walking away. So Im right?

Yoona shakes her head no. What are you doing out so late? asks Yoona as she turns and looks at
Jessica. A mischievous glint sparks in her eyes.

I was visiting my sister, and now Im on my way home. So what are you doing? asks Jessica, carefully.
She didnt want any problems. Its night. No one is on the street with the exception of a few people. It
was just her and a delinquent really. And she definitely didnt want any problems with Yoona.

Staying out until my parents and sister are asleep, answers Yoona honestly. Jessicas face scrunches
up slightly. What is up with these girls and being so honest and open? Dont they want to be private?
Dont they want their business private?

Well Im going home, Jessica turns and begins walking home. A hand reaches out and grabs her wrist.
Looking over her shoulder, she finds Yoona smiling at her. What? she asks in an annoyed tone.

Lets get something to eat, states Yoona, not really willing to wait for an answer. She begins dragging
Jessica down the street.

What is the meaning of this? asks Jessica, earlier you didnt want to hang out with anyone but your
sisters-

Sister and Tiffany, correct Yoona. Im not related to that nagging nitpicking short-

Sister and Tiffany, finishes Jessica cutting Yoonas rant short. So why are you dragging me some
where now?

Because you have money and you can pay, answers Yoona. She flashes Jessica another smile. And if
Taeyeon was able to hang out with you for an hour or two, then maybe youre not so bad. She continues
dragging the older girl down the street. Jessica stumbles over her own feet; noticing the scratch marks in
her shoes she releases a growl. Ill pay for that, states Yoona while leading Jessica into some fast food
restaurant.

She inhales deeply through her nose; the smell of the food makes her mouth water. Jessica eyes Yoona
carefully. The girl looked hungry as if she hasnt eaten all day. Are you hungry or something? asks

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Jessica as she watches the taller girl stare at the menu before them. Yoona nods her head, well, didnt
you eat dinner with your family? Yoona shakes her head no. Well why not?

Because theyre not my family, responds Yoona. She turns and looks at Jessica for a second before
turning back to the menu. She doesnt know why, but Yoonas statement made her feel slightly
sympathetic. Her eyes widen. She quickly shakes her head. No. She cannot start feeling sympathetic for
any lowlife. Thats a scheme. Thats how they con a person out of money.

What do you want? asks Jessica knowing very well that Yoona wasnt going to let her leave.

Some food and maybe some company, answers Yoona as she shrugs her shoulders. Thats not a lot to
ask for, right?

Company? questions Jessica. Yoona nods her head and pushes the older girl.

Give me some money to pay for my meal and then go find us a table, orders Yoona. Jessica scoffs and
digs in her pocket pulling whatever change she had left from buying hospital food and riding the bus,
handing it over to Yoona. Looking around the small restaurant, she spots an empty table. She heads for it
taking a seat in the uncomfortable chair.

Her fingers tap against the table top; she rests her head in the palm of her hand. Company? She blinks a
few times and takes a look at Yoona who was ordering her food. How could she want company? Doesnt
she have friends? She turns and looks at the window starring at her reflection.

She becomes lost in her thoughts not even noticing that Yoona had already taken a seat across from her.
Yoona waves her hand in front of Jessicas face snapping her out of her thoughts. Whatcha thinkin
about? asks Yoona as she unwraps one of the three burgers that Jessica bought.

Company? questions Jessica again.

Yoona nods her head as she takes a bite. And before you go down the Yuri path, she states mouth full
of food, Im not answering any of your questions that deal with my life.

I wasnt going to ask. Im not your counselor. And if you dont want to dwell we wont, counters
Jessica as she watches the younger girl eat. But you have to answer this since Im providing you food.
Yoona stops chewing and stares at Jessica with a serious expression. Why didnt you eat with the Ims?

She swallows and her expression turns sour. Because Im not welcomed there, answers Yoona. She
turns and looks at her fries.

Upon Yoona answering, more and more questions begin to form in Jessicas mind. But she bites back the
questions. What is she even thinking about getting involved in other peoples life? More importantly what
is she doing still sitting here? She slides her hand into her pockets searching for her phone. Not finding it,
a groan emits from her mouth. What time is it? she asks.

About nine, states Yoona while looking at her phone. All expressions vanished from Jessicas face.
There is no way shes going to be able to walk home alone. Not at this time of night; not when there are
people out to there, who are nothing. Whats wrong? asks Yoona.

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Im supposed to be home by now I have a curfew, responds Jessica. Yoona could easily spot the
sense disappointment in Jessicas voice. Jessica stands abruptly almost knocking over Yoonas drink. If it
wasnt for Yoonas quick reflexes it would have been all over her lap. Im going home, she states,

Really? questions Yoona sending food all over the table. B-But She quickly stands and begins
sliding her burgers in her jacket pockets, you were supposed to be keeping me company. She follows
the older girl out into the cold air, leaving behind her fries. Screw your curfew.

Last time I did that, Krystal was injured, states Jessica turning around and glaring at the taller girl.

Yoona opens her mouth wide to argue but stops as she spots a crowd moving their way. She closes her
mouth, grabs hold of Jessica wrist and pulls the older girl in the opposite direction. Come on, she
whispers while pulling her hood on. She didnt want to be spotted.

Who are you hiding from? asks Jessica.

Lets just go, she whispers in return, looking over her shoulder.

Are you in some type of trouble? asks Jessica becoming worried and scared. This is exactly the
situation that she wanted to avoid.

A littlebut as long as we continue moving this way well be okay, answers Yoona tugging on
Jessicas wrist a little harder. They round a corner running straight into five guys that were leaning
against a wall.

Yoona! one of them states loudly as he pushes himself off the wall, what did I say? If you followed
them theyd come straight towards me. He takes a step closer, and whos this? Youre girlfriend?
Jessicas eyes flick back and forth between Yoona and the mysterious guy.

Shes Taes girlfriend, answers Yoona; her fingers tighten even more around Jessicas wrist. A low hiss
escapes Jessicas mouth. There was definitely going to be a bruise in the morning.

Taeyeon he states while starring at Jessica. He takes another step closer to the two girls, causing for
Yoona to shove Jessica behind her. A laugh erupts from all the males that were surrounding them.

~~~
A groan escapes her lips at the sound of her dogs continuous barks. She grabs one of her spare pillows
and pulls it over her head in an attempt to drown out the dogs noise. But that plan failed as the dog
begins barking louder. Taeyeon, whispers her younger sister while pushing on her. Shut your dog up.

You do it, mumbles Taeyeon in response as she pushes her head further into the pillow.

Taeyeon, calls their brother from the floor, your dog. Taeyeon groans. She reaches over the side of
her bed grabbing a shoe. She tosses it out of the window at her dog.

Shut up! she shouts. The barking silences for a second before picking up again. With a third groan
Taeyeon slides out of the bed when her eyes catch some movement from the backyard. She squints trying

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to focus on the shadows outside her window. Moving slowly she approaches the window and looks
outside, whos out here? she calls out. The two figures stop moving allowing for the dog to jump
around them, barking loudly.

Taeyeon forces herself up and out of the window. Landing on the other side, she stumbles a bit before
fully approaching the two people. Well now what? whispers one of them. Taeyeon watches them
curiously. One of the shadows straightens themselves out and approaches Taeyeon.

Y-Yoona? questions Taeyeon as she takes in the scratches and cuts displayed across the taller girls face.
What happened?

What do you think happened? Taeyeon quickly turns and looks at the second figure.

J-Jessica? A scoff signaling that Taeyeons guess was right.What happened?

Nothing I couldnt handle, answers Yoona with a giant grin. We just had a little trouble.

Taeyeons eyes flick back and forth between Yoona and Jessica; her facial expression turning from
surprised to serious. Get in the room, she orders; her eyes never waver from Jessicas figure. Yoona
opens her mouth to argue but quickly decides to chuck the idea seeing how serious Taeyeon was. With a
heavy sigh Yoona uses heads to the window climbing through the room.

Once Yoona was out of eyes view, Taeyeon spoke up. What happened to her? Her tone is dead serious.

Like she said: had some trouble but she handled it, answers Jessica while looking around the yard.
Taeyeon releases a sigh. Her fingers rake through her hair. She guesses thats it. She shouldnt really
panic or anything, right? Yoonas fine except for the few scratches and whatnot. And she cant really
blame anyone but Yoona.

I guess thats it, states Taeyeon as she turns back to her window.

So what? Im supposed to walk home in the dead of the night alone? questions Jessica. Taeyeon
stops midway; half of her body hangs from the window. She climbs back down and turns looking at
Jessica.

Ill walk you home. She turns back to the window sticking her head in. Jessica watches as the shorter
girl exchanges words with someone. Finishing up, Taeyeon walks to her dog placing a leash on the collar.
Lets go, she states standing straight. Jessica nods her head and follows Taeyeon out of the yard.

They walk in silence with Taeyeons dog leading the way. Jessica keeps her eyes on the four legged
animal that was leading the way. Taeyeon on the other hand kept looking at Jessica every few minutes.
She doesnt know why but she was. And this was infuriating her. The girl, her: Jessica Jung, cant even
respect her and yet Taeyeons eyes keep darting in Jessica direction.

Stupid Tiffany and her make believe scenarios, she mumbles under her breath. Jessicas looks in
Taeyeons directions. Their eyes met for a second as Jessica turns back to the dog. What are you
hiding?

Huh? responds Jessica confusion evident upon her face.

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What are you hiding? asks Taeyeon.

If you want to strike up conversations with people you dont ask what they are hiding. Its just plain
rude, responds Jessica crossing her arms. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. It is. But not like youd care. A
lowlife with manners isnt exactly something youd see every day.

If this is how my counselor is going to treat me on an everyday basis-

Youll what? questions Jessica. Back down? Forfeit? Give in. Show Yoona that she doesnt really
need guidance in life. Show her that what happened today is all she can do? Taeyeon balls her fist
tightening her grip on the leash.

Fine then, states Taeyeon, this is over. After I walk you home, things go back to normal. I hang out
with my family and friends and you hang out with yours. Itll be just like how things were before you
became a pathetic excuse for a sister and allow your baby sister to be admitted to a hospital. Hearing the
grunt leave Jessica lips made Taeyeon smile.

If Jessica wanted to strike a blow to her pride of being a sister then Taeyeon was going to do the same
thing. My house is only a few blocks that way. I can walk it on my own.

Fine whatever. If you end up in the hospital dont blame me. It was your choice. Tugging on her dogs
leash, Taeyeon turns and begins walking away, youre fired, remember that. It was now Jessicas turn
to roll her eyes. She watches as the small figure disappear. When Taeyeons silhouette vanishes, Jessica
turns and continues on her way home.

It only took her a few minutes to reach home since she was walking at a fast pace. Slipping in through the
front door, Jessica quietly shuts and locks it before nearly sprinting towards her room. Jessica quietly
closes her door and heads straight for her bed. There was no way she was changing tonight. She was too
tired and sore. Her eyes drift close as soon as her head hits the pillow. Only to open when her phone lights
up the room, well, Ill check it in the morning.

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S
hifting the backpack that was hanging from one shoulder, she turns the corner coming onto her
street. Once again today was uneventful and boring. She pulls her phone out of her pocket and
begins dialing a number. It rings a few times before going straight to voicemail. Hey you tall idiot.
Ive been trying to contact you for a week now ever since your slow twin said you were sick. I have
your assignments and what not. Im going to drop them off later tonight whether you want me there or
not. She takes a pause, But give me a call and let me know how youre doing. Im worried alright. She
pulls the cellular device away from the side of her face and hangs up. She releases a sigh while scrolling
through her contacts.

It was a Friday meaning the weekend and more time for her to be out. Maybe she can call up some of her
other friends from school and see if they want to hang out or something. She turns into her yard heading
for her front door when something catches her eye. Looking up from her phone, she comes face to face
with Yoona, who was sitting on the doorstep. Y-Yoona? she questions unsure whether or not she
wanted to believe the sight before her. A grin spreads across Yoonas face. Yup, this was real. What are
you doing here?

Company, was all Yoona could say while dropping her grin.

Company? Yoona nods her head. What about your sisters?

Sister, corrects Yoona, And Taeyeons busy with Tiffany. Always busy with Tiffany.

The mute girl? she questions.

Youre not very smart are you, Jessica? asks Yoona, Seohyun as much as I like her, it is sort of hard
to hang out with her and all. Shes always busy with studying and stuff. And her mother doesnt exactly
approve of me.

I wouldnt approve of you either, mumbles Jessica as she walks around the taller girl towards her door.
Well dont you have Yuri?

No, answers Yoona very quickly, Yuri is just a counselor. I dont hang out with her.

Jessicas face scrunches up as she begins thinking hard. Was there anybody else? She couldnt think of
anything. With a frustrated groan, she turns and looks over her shoulder at Yoona, Fine. But I want to
see your hands at all times. And keep it down my sister is probably sleeping. Yoona nods her head
vigorously. Jessica rolls her eyes and opens the door to her house only to find the living room filled with
her sisters friends. Or not.

Took you long enough to get home from school, states Krystal from the couch. Jessica looks at
everyone in the house as Yoona enters and stands beside her. Mom and Dad left. Something about
heading to the university to see what our wonderful brother did. And youre babysitting until they return.
Krystals eyes fall upon Yoona, whos that?

This is Yoona. The delinquent who returned your phone, states Jessica, just keep it down out here.
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the hall; her eyes fall upon one of Krystals friends. He looked so familiar. The boy looks at her and
Yoonas expression drops a little. She turns her head and follows after the older girl.

You look down upon us but your sister hangs with delinquents, states Yoona as she enters Jessicas
room. Jessica drops her back pack and turns to look at the taller girl. You didnt know that did you?
Jessica continues to stare at the taller girl, well Im not sure about all of them out there but one- hes
Taeyeons brother.

Really? asks Jessica a little skeptical. Yoona nods her head. Jessica storms out of the room and back
into the living room, time limit. They only have another hour here and then they all have to leave. And
before anyone literally leaves this house, Im doing a backpack and pocket check, understood? Krystal
turns and looks at her sister preparing to object. Who wouldnt? Dont argue with me. My word is the
law right now. With that Jessica turns on her heels and heads back to her room. You, she states while
pointing at Yoona, I want answers and I want them now. Either you tell me why you want company and
why I had to sit with you last week or you go find company elsewhere. Your choice.

She shuts her door and watches as Yoona takes a seat at the foot of her bed. I just want to hang out with
someone, answers Yoona, No one is ever home. My adopted sister is always out with her friends. My
real sister is always out with Tiffany and is never hanging out with me. Seohyuns always busy and
Yuri Yuri is just gross. So that leaves, you. As for why you had to sit with me the same reason really. I
was hungry and I dont like to eat alone.

You have a good family, states Jessica remembering what Taeyeon told her. You should have eaten
dinner with them.

Its not as simple as it used to be. They dont like Taeyeon. They dont like me hanging out with her. So
theyre angry with me because thats what I want. I want to spend time with my sister. If you had family
out there wouldnt you want to spend some time with them? Get to know them? Jessica bites her bottom
lip. She was unsure whether Yoonas question was rhetorical or not. They always shoot me glares and
threaten to lock me in my room, to have me home-schooled. Its like a prison there now. You try eating
dinner with my family.

So youre just lonely, states Jessica as she makes her way across the room to her desk.

Yeah in not so cool terms: Im just lonely, answers Yoona. Jessica takes a seat in her desk chair. She
leans back and closes her eyes. Yoona was lonely and there was no one around for her with the exception
of Yuri, but Yuri is gross. A smile crosses her face. Jessica knows this isnt something to smile about, but
for Yoona to be lonely proves that Taeyeon was in fact a horrible sister. Can I ask you something?
Jessica nods her head, have you ever dated before?

The chair she was in spins so fast that she almost topples over in it, what?!

Im just curious. I just wanted to know if any boys had the guts to go out on a date with a girl like you.

A girl like me? Whats that suppose to mean? Her expressions turn sour. What in the world was that
supposed to mean?

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It just seems like you have a stick shoved too far up your ass and stuff, answers Yoona. And that you
will literally bite their heads off and what not.

Get out, hisses Jessica as she turns her back to the taller girl. She hears the bed creak from Yoona
standing followed by a shuffle of the feet and even more so the opening of her door. Through her
peripheral vision she can see the sudden look of sadness on Yoonas face. Rolling her eyes and knowing
that she was going to regret this, Jessica turns fully, come back here. Yoona faces Jessica, but no more
of your smart remarks. Im not Taeyeon, Tiffany or Yuri. Yoona nods her head and rushes back inside
the room. Youre odd A grin appears upon Yoonas face, very odd and very bad.

So did you ever date? asks Yoona curiously, and you have to answer since I answered your question.

Yes in fact I date up until last year when we broke up, answers Jessica while swiveling in the chair.

Who? Jessica shakes her head as she looks at her phone dialing a number.

Dont you ever answer you phone? she asks while recording a voice mail, its been a week. Can I at
least know if youre still alive? I doubt asking your slow twin, or even slower sister would help in the
matter. Call me back later. She hangs up and tosses her phone onto the desk.

Sooyoung? asks Yoona curiously.

How about I dont dwell upon your life and you dont dwell upon mine? suggests Jessica while
stretching.

Fine with me. But if she doesnt answer why not pay her a visit? Ill accompany you. And maybe
afterwards we can get something to eat. Starving, havent eaten all day. Yoona stands walking over to
Jessica. She grabs hold of her hand pulling her up to her feet. Lets go.

Im babysitting.

Krystal will be fine. Taeyeons brother wont do nothing because hell think Ill rat him out to Tiffany
and Taeyeon. Jessica still wouldnt go for it. She just didnt want to leave Krystal behind and alone. It
was the fear of Krystal being injured again.

Im not leaving, not until my parents get back. She returns to her seat on the chair, If youre hungry
there is some food in the kitchen. Yoonas face scrunches up. What kind of company is this? Shes not
paying her attention, doesnt want to go anywhere. She scoffs; she was much better off staying home with
no one there. I thought you were hungry.

I am. But you dont want to leave. It doesnt matter anyway if I lasted this long without food I can last a
little while longer. Youre parents will be back soon right? Jessica shrugs her shoulders, not like she was
a psychic. Talking to a stick is more entertaining than talking to you, huffs Yoona.

A smirk grows on Jessicas face. You talk to sticks?

Very mature and arent we not supposed to dwell on each others life? Jessica shrugs her shoulders
again. Do you know anything?

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Probably more than you, retorts Jessica. Yoona releases a fake laugh, obviously displeased with
Jessicas remark. Jessicas smirk turns into a wide grin. Maybe having this delinquent for company wont
be so bad.

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She stares at her reflection in the mirror. Eyes fall upon the fading bruise and fingers ghost over it, tracing
it. Her finger trails down her face, her jaw landing upon her neck. Her index finger begins poking and
prodding the barely visible marks on her neck. A sigh leaves her lips and her eyes fall to her feet. Knees
bend and legs scoot closer to her chest. Her arms slowly wrap around her legs bringing her a sense of
comfort.

Her eyes drift close and she begins humming to herself. Anything to seek refuge right?

Sooyoung! Her eyes shoot open as the door against her back begins to shake. Hey! Open up! I dont
care if youre sick or not. Sooyoung looks over her shoulder at the door that was vibrating behind her.
Sooyoung! Fine dont open the door but at least talk to me.

W-what do y-you want, Jessica? asks Sooyoung.

Youre sick. Youve been out for a week. What do you think I want? shouts Jessica through the door,
are you fine? Do you want something to eat or something?

Im fine, answers Sooyoung with a sigh.

Are you sure? When I spoke to Minho last week he said you were constantly throwing up. That you
couldnt keep all the food youve been eating down. Sooyoung hears a sigh, Is that what was wrong
with you last week? Were you feeling ill or anything?

Y-yeah, lies Sooyoung as she leans her head back against the door, Im sorry I didnt say anything.

What are you apologizing for? questions Jessica, Im the one who should apologize. I was too caught
up in Krystals stuff Im sorry.

Its alright. She heard shuffling behind the door. It was probably Jessica taking a seat, so hows
school? No schools boring. Hows your community service slash bet going? asks Sooyoung.

Horrible. I was fired the exact same day, answers Jessica.

What?

That day that I had my first meeting, you know the day you left the messages yeah that night, I went
to visit Krystal. On the way home I ran into Yoona. She made me sit with her while she ate. Afterwards
on my way home, Yoona was attacked. The girls a pretty good fighter though shes as big as a twig.
Sooyoung nods her head even though Jessica couldnt see her, well she told me to take her to Taeyeon.
And lets just say on my way home we, meaning Taeyeon and me, got into an argument and she fired
me.

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So what have you been doing for the past week? questions Sooyoung.

Nothing really, Ive just been spending time with Krystal since shes back home.

So you spent time with Yoona? questions Sooyoung. She was curious. Jessica didnt want to spend
time with those girls at all. She knows her best friend would rather suffer something worse.

She still is, Sooyoung straightens up at the new voice.

Yoona? she questions aloud.

Yup. You know you got a nice house with lots of fancy things.

I want to see you hands at all times, states Jessica.

Im not doing anything. Youre worst than Tiffany. Im going outside. She listens to Yoonas footsteps
until they disappear.

Yoona? she questions again.

She was feeling lonely. The girl has no friends and I pitied her. Plus shes fun to make fun of. She
hears Jessica take a deep breath, Soo Im going to go Yoonas hungry and doesnt want to eat with
my family. So shes forcing me to take her out, but give me a call please. I want to make sure my best
friend isnt in here dying or anything. She listens intently to Jessica waiting until she couldnt hear her
anymore. Forcing herself up to her feet, Sooyoung opens her door slightly and peeks out. She looks
across the hall at her brothers door and exhales loudly while closing the door back.

She stands there, her head resting against the door. Hand still on the doorknob. Inhale. Exhale.

Her grip tightens and she opens the door running out into the living room. Her eyes catch Jessica leaving
out the front door, Sica! Jessica stops, reopens the door and enters back inside. W-why dont we hang
out, later tonight when youre not busy being a Big Sister?

Youre sick, states Jessica. Sooyoung shakes her head, alright Sooyoung nods her head and joins
Jessica at the door. Fingers ghost lightly over her face, What happened?

I tripped on my way to puke and hit my head. Its no big deal.

~~~
Yuri lifts her head at the sound of the door opening and closing. Her eyes meet with Yoonas
momentarily as the younger girl decides to look elsewhere. Yuris eyes follow Yoona to the back of the
center before dropping back down to the paper that she was writing. At least I know shes still alive and
not in jail, whispers Yuri to herself. It has been a week since she last saw the girl, since Yoona said that
she was gross.

With her free hands, Yuri comb her dark locks back and leans back in her chair. She was having a hard
time concentrating on her paper and now it had just gotten harder with the appearance of Yoona. She

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looks over her shoulder trying to locate Yoona. It wasnt as if she really wanted to see the girl. Its just
that Yuri has been worried about her. Yoonas never missed more than a day of school at a time. And
even when she does miss the girl at least shows up at the center. Well Yoona hasnt done either.

In fact Yuri doesnt recall seeing Taeyeon or Tiffany either. Whatcha thinking about? Yuri flinches
nearly falling backwards in her chair. Tilting her head back a little more, she comes face to face with
Yoonas grin. Was she that far in her thoughts that she didnt know the girl had snuck up on her?

Iuh, rambles Yuri. She wasnt so sure she wanted to tell Yoona the truth and have the girl get upset
again. A little lie wouldnt hurt would it? Yoona leans in closer causing for Yuris face to heat up.
UmI was wondering where Taeyeon and Jessica been. Those two are falling behind on their
meetings.

Thats because she doesnt want me to be her counselor, states Jessica as she enters the building. And
you! She points at Yoona, I said I wanted to see you hands at all times.

You did. You saw my hand enter that persons purse and pull out a wallet, responds Yoona, unless
youre blind or something. Jessica grunts in response as she leans up against the wall. Besides how else
are you supposed to learn the ways of the streets?

Im not a delinquent, argues Jessica.

Not yet, states Yoona with a grin, but youll become one. Your sister is already on her way to being
one.

Sister? questions Yuri confused. How was it that Yoona knows something about Jessica? She turns and
looks at Jessica then at Yoona, a-are you guys like dating? asks Yuri.

Aw, Yuri what is with you and being gross? questions Yoona in return; a disgusted look crosses her
face. As if Id go out with her. Shes got a stick shoved up her ass. Jessica grunts again before pushing
herself off the wall.

Ill let you bicker with your girlfriend, mumbles Jessica causing for a pink tinge to spread across both
girls face. Im going outside. She exits out of the door leaving Yuri and Yoona alone. Yuri looks at
Yoona; she then begins picking up her papers. She scoots her chair closer to the table putting all her
efforts into her assignment.

But it wasnt working. Her mind wouldnt think about the assignment that was due the upcoming
Monday. And her eyes, her eyes werent exactly helping the situation either. It was if they had a mind of
their own, drifting towards Yoona who had taken a seat upon the table. So I was thinking, states Yoona,
I like Jessica better as a counselor.

She can be it, states Yuri while trying to keep her eyes off of Yoona. Yoona nods her head, Umsince
Jessica is your counselor is it okay if we hang out? Yoona raises a brow before leaning forward.

You do like me, dont you?

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H
er eyes watch the dog that runs around the yard as she takes a seat on top of the dog house. She
takes one last puff of the cigarette in her hand then tosses the butt down onto the dirt and grass.
Her eyes shift up towards the sky, towards the clouds. It was calming to her. She in hales deeply
closing her eyes, allowing for the sun to warm her face. Smoking? her face scrunches up at the
familiar voice. Opening one eye, Taeyeon looks through her bedroom window to see her cousin starring
back at her.

Leave me alone, murmurs Taeyeon as she recloses her eye. And get out of my room.

Technically this is my house so this is my room. And I can go in any room I want and right now I prefer
being this room. You have a lot of fascinating stuff. Most of it is probably stolen though.

Dont you have someone else to bug, Hyo? questions Taeyeon as nicely as she could. Like your
boyfriend or something?

Hyoyeon bites her bottom lip and blinks her eyes, thinking. The end result was a head shake, nope. Only
you. Taeyeon groans. I can hear you.

That was the point, states Taeyeon as she opens both her eyes. Can you just leave? Hyoyeon shakes
her head no, why not?

Call this payback for making my mothers life living hell, answers Hyoyeon as she leans against the
window sill. Taeyeon groans again.

Here we go again, whispers Taeyeon to the dog at her feet.

Hyoyeon grunts, Yes here we go again. Did you really think I was going to stand by and watch you
make things worse? My mother traveled to hell and back just to make sure you dont get into some crappy
foster home, where the people could probably abuse you or sell you. She fought and pleaded with most of
the judges; in fact shes the one who continuously bailed you out.

So she wasted money on a lost cause? questions Taeyeon, well she should have stopped after the third
time

You dont get it do you? Shes not going to stop because she wants to see you on the right path, not the
same path that your mom went down. My mom, your aunt, is trying her hardest to help you. The
counseling, the stupid annoying dog... she does that because she thinks it would help. She wouldnt even
get me a stupid dog and Ive got straight As. Taeyeon releases a sigh while starring at her cousin.
Ugh what am I doing? questions Hyoyeon to herself, this is all pointless; there is no helping you.

Hyoyeon turns to walk away when Taeyeon calls out, What do you mean there is no helping me?

Hyoyeon stops and looks over her shoulder at Taeyeon, No one can help you. My mother cant help you.
Your counselor, who you fired, couldnt help you. Taeyeon opens her mouth but Hyoyeon continues
talking, Dont ask. Ive heard from others. Continuing on, those two people couldnt help you. The
courts cant do anything with you and neither could the detention center. So what does it come down to?

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Taeyeon looks off the side. How was she to answer? Was there even an answer? Did she want an answer?
Her face scrunches to a look of a mixture between confusion and disgust. Yes, disgust but with what?
With who? So its pointless now. The only person who can help you is yourself but youre too busy
worrying over every little thing about Tiffany. Youre too busy trying to help her. And if you want my
opinion, you cant help Tiffany until you help yourself.

Youre wrong, mutters Taeyeon. Her cousin had struck a chord; her fist curl. I can help Tiffany. I am
helping her.

Right, because making your sister stress over the fact that you can end up in a hospital or a jail is helping
her. Im tired of explaining things. You obviously dont learn from others, Tae. Hyoyeon exits out of the
room leaving Taeyeon to contemplate about Hyoyeon had just said.

She closes her eyes in hopes of erasing the thoughts that were floating around in her head. With a heavy
sigh, Taeyeon makes her way around the side of the house heading towards who knows where. Stupid
Hyoyeon and her mindless babble, she mutters to herself; she steps onto the side walk heading for
Tiffanys house. What does she know? She doesnt have five billion siblings. Shes got two who are
already taken care of. Her foot connects with an empty can sending it skidding down the sidewalk.

She shoves her hands into her pockets. Maybe I can talk to Tiffany about it.

~~~
His lips were hot against her skin. Just the feeling of them was driving her mind crazy. So I was
thinking, he states while continuously placing kisses along her jaw and neck, maybe we should Lips
move back up her neck, her jaw landing upon her lips, go further again. Her head moves on its own
nodding profusely. A smile appears upon his face, good.

Hands begin roaming her sides, slipping underneath her shirt. A hiss quickly escapes her lips; she bites
down upon her bottom lip. He chuckles as he takes a look at her blushing face. W-whats funny? she
asks confused.

You are, Tiffany, he whispers in return. One of his hands removes itself from underneath her shirt and
begins playing with Tiffanys hair. You called earlier saying you wanted to talk. And yet all it takes is a
kiss and you forget. Talk? She wanted to talk? Her face scrunches up; her mind begins working again.
What did she want to talk about? It was something, something important. Or at least she thinks its
important. Just forget about. It must not be all that important, he whispers into her ear. Tiffany nods her
head; her arms wrap themselves around his neck. Siwons lips resume their job again causing for the girl
to turn into a pile of mush.

Siwon, she mumbles finally realizing what she wanted to talk about. Maybe w-we She takes a deep
breath, M-maybe we s-shouldtalk! The last word becomes a squeal.

Later, he responds pushing her back on the bed.

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N-Now, Tiffany counters; her hands slide down landing on Siwons shoulders. She gives him a push
trying to create space in between them. Ch-Choi Siwon, she groans, Talk now! She gives him a final
push. Siwon sits up and looks at the girl beneath him with a glare. D-dont give m-me that l-look,
stutters Tiffany while closing an eye. Fear was setting in as Siwons facial expression becomes dark.

Siwon exhales loudly through his nose making his nostrils flare. He balls his fist tightly and closes his
eyes. If you werentwhat do you want to talk about? he asks. Tiffany opens both eyes and stares up
at her boyfriend.

I-I s-spoke with your s-sister, she sputters carefully, a-and she thinks that m-maybe w-we should take
things s-slow.

Which sister? he questions while trying to keep his anger under control.

I-I d-dont know which, lies Tiffany compulsively. She didnt know why but she didnt want to rat
Sooyoung out. She didnt want to cause Sooyoung any trouble.

Its too late for that dont you think, his hand lands on Tiffanys abdomen rubbing circles in it.
Tiffanys nods her head; her eyes gaze at the hand on her stomach. Good conversation over. He leans in
only to have Tiffany push him away yet again. What now? Siwon questions irritation evident.

I-Its not too late, she whispers lightly, w-we c-can hold out on g-getting m-married. Siwon groans
loudly and sits up. I-I

Shut up, he states while looking around the room. He couldnt look at Tiffany because she was
angering him. All he wanted was to come over here and get lucky with his girlfriend. Not sit here and
debate about their relationship. Theyre fine. And there is nothing to talk about. He pinches the bridge of
his nose. This is my relationship, he states calmly causing for Tiffany to flinch. My relationship, do
you hear me? Tiffany nods her head. Good. So I do what I want understand me. Tiffany nods her
head again. And I want to continue what I started.

Tiffany swallows the spit that had collected in her mouth and nods her head for a third time. Siwon leans
in when a tapping noise echoes throughout the room. Tiffanys window shifts, sliding open. Siwon growls
and sits up as Taeyeon appears through the window. What are you doing here? asks Taeyeon while
eyeing the tall male.

Visiting my girlfriend, answers Siwon.

Leave, states Taeyeon, I need to speak with my friend now. Siwon looks at Tiffany who quickly sits
up herself.

Tae... maybe you can talk to Yoona about this? I-I mean we were kind of in the m-middle of something,
state Tiffany while starring at her hands.

Get out, states Taeyeon ignoring her sisters statement. She walks over to her sister pulling Tiffany off
the bed. Walk and talk now. She continues dragging the younger girl farther away from Siwon. Hes
not allowed in the house that I pay rent for, states Taeyeon, He can stand outside. But he cant come
inside. They enter the living room and Taeyeon looks around.

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Whats wrong? asks Tiffany.

Nothing, responds Taeyeon while shaking her head. She takes a seat on the couch with a huff. Footsteps
echo throughout the house and Siwon emerges from the room. Goodbye, states Taeyeon without
turning to look at him. Tiffany gives him a small smile as he heads for the front door. The door opens and
closes with a slam.

Tae You know you cant keep doing this? Taeyeon raises a brow. I need to find you a girlfriend.

I am not gay, mutters Taeyeon under her breath.

Not a public one, but you are closeted. Taeyeon scrunches her nose; Tiffany sighs in defeat. There was
no arguing with the girl seated before her. How about we go and find Yoona and maybe get you some
more cigarettes or something. She grabs Taeyeons hands and pulls her up off the couch. Who knows
maybe Yoonas got some funny story for us or something.

~~~
Jessica sits across from Yoona watching in curiosity as the taller girl was devouring her meal. Yuri likes
me, states Yoona randomly between chewing her fries and reaching for her soda. What am I supposed
to do about it?

I dont think you should be having this talk with me, Jessica replies. Yoona looks up and gives Jessica
a confused look. This is something you should talk to your sisters about.

Sister and Tiffany, states Yoona again, and why cant I have this talk with you? Youre my counselor
now.

You think I am. Im no ones counselor, answers Jessica while reaching for a fry. And I have no clue
what the history is between you and Yuri. Also Im not one to offer you advice about same sex
relationships, for Ive never been in one. Yoona chokes on her food and looks at Jessica with wide eyes.
What?

Youre kidding right? Youve got to be gay, states Yoona loudly. You, just like Taeyeon, scream gay.
Jessica reaches for a couple of more fries, flinging them in Yoonas face. What was that for? Jessica
cross her arms, ignoring Yoonas question. Oh come on you young lady is obviously a closeted gay.
A snarl slices throughout the room.

Whether or not Im gay is none of your businessand Im not gay.

If you say so. Yoona turns her attention back to her food. So what am I supposed to do?

Jessica sighs. What is she suppose to say in response? And saving her at the right moment her phone
rings. Both hands dig through her pockets trying to find the cellular device. Finding it, she answers and
places it to her ear, Hello?... Yeah Ill be right there. Jessica stands and looks at Yoona, Thats
Sooyoung. I guess your company time is over. Yoona shakes her head no, and why not?

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Im coming with you. Jessica groans loudly and exits out of the restaurant with Yoona following
behind. The walk to the Choi house was dead quiet and uneventful. That was a plus for Jessica. She didnt
want to have to chase after the tall sticky fingered bandit. She looks over to the side at Yoona.

I um, states Jessica, What do you think about Yuri? Yoonas face quickly scrunches up.

S-shes pretty, states Yoona while looking at her feet.

Do you see yourself in a relationship with her? asks Jessica.

Thats gross.

So no?

I never said no. I said it was gross. Do you need your ears checked? teases Yoona. Jessica shoves
Yoona to the side as a response. A laugh escapes Yoonas lips; she turns and looks at Jessica. I like
you. Jessica stops walking and looks at Yoona with a confused expression.

W-what?! questions Jessica with a confused expression.

Before Yoona could have a chance to respond she was tackled by both Taeyeon and Tiffany. Dont you
ever answer your phone? asks Taeyeon while straightening herself out. Weve both been calling you
nonstop.

Dont have it, answers Yoona while looking over at Jessica. Jessica shrugs her shoulders and begins
walking away, why dont you guys join us? Were going to hang out with one of Jessicas friends. You
know: Sooyoung.

What are you doing hanging out with Jessica? questions Taeyeon as her gaze turns to Jessicas
shrinking back.

Shes my new counselor, answers Yoona. And she hangs out with me. Come on. Yoona turns around
and chases after Jessica.

~~~
The five girls sit, well four girls sit with one squirming, around the on the semi wet lawn. None speaking
but all look at each other, waiting for someone to first speak. Jessica sighs while bringing her knees to her
chest. To quote the Tall Sticky fingered Bandit: Talking to sticks is more entertaining than this, states
Jessica loudly. All eyes fall on her. What? I have someone following me around all day, two people who
I barely even know and a best friend all of which are sitting here not doing anything.

So are you, counters Taeyeon. A frown appears on Jessicas face as she turns around no longer facing
the group. Taeyeon turns her attention elsewhere also causing for silence to fall over the group again.

Tiffanys gaze falls upon Sooyoungs face. Her eyes taking in the fading bluish black spot; one hand falls
upon her stomach; the other hand grabs hold of Sooyoungs. Lets go talk about my boyfriend. I want to
know what hes like, states Tiffany loudly. All eyes fall upon Tiffany this time, What? Im dating

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Sooyoungs brother and I want to know about him. She stands and pulls the tall girl up, lets go. They
begin walking away from the Jung House, all eyes still on them.

Ah Jessica and Taeyeon turns and looks at Yoona, Can I use the restroom, please? Jessica shakes
her head no, I wont touch anything. I wont go in any room but the living room and the bathroom.
Please, pleads Yoona. Jessica shakes her head no, why not?

Go use the restroom Yoona, dont touch anything, states Taeyeon. Yoona hops up from her seat and
takes off into Jessicas house. Taeyeon watches as the door closes before looking down the street at
Tiffany and Sooyoung.

You should pay a little more attention to Yoona, states Jessica; she turns back around and look at
Taeyeon.

I do pay attention, retorts Taeyeon.

Then I guess you know that Yoona is always hungry and doesnt go home. Taeyeon freezes a little. I
take it you know also that Yoona is lonely; she has no one to hang out with, and on top of that her
adoptive parents are threatening to home-school her. Taeyeon turns and looks Jessica in the eye trying to
find any sign that what the girl was spewing was a lie, is a lie. It needs to be a lie or that would make her a
horrible sister.

But she finds no signal. Her facial expression drops; her gaze drops to the grass. Her fingers begin playing
with the grass. I uh Taeyeon was lost for words. She has no explanation. W-why wouldnt she
tell me?

Because youre too busy taking care of Tiffany, answers Jessica. Her eyes fall upon Taeyeons guilt
stricken face. Look that doesnt make you horrible, just blind. I can see that Tiffany needs taking care of
but that doesnt mean you have to forget about Yoona in a way. Shes also your sister. Just spend some
time with her, please. Itll get her to leave me alone. Taeyeon looks up at Jessica. What? Do you want
me to take my words back or something? Taeyeon shakes her head no.

So Yoona told me that youre her new counselor.

Im going to choke that giant for spewing lies, grits Jessica as she stands and heads for the house. I am
not your counselor! She shouts entering the house. Taeyeon pushes herself up to her feet chasing after
Jessica. She didnt anything to happen to Yoona, not after learning the truth.

~~~
He did that didnt he? whisper Tiffany as she raises her hand; her fingers lightly touch the bruise on
Sooyoungs face. Is this why you want me to break it off with him? Sooyoung reaches up and grabs
hold of Tiffanys hand. I already know about his anger issues. But things arent so simple I need a
reason to break up with him.

S-so the bruises arent enough for you? questions Sooyoung. W-why must I reveal more for you to end
it? Do you want to be in the same positions as I am?

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Ive been in your position plenty of times. But I love your brother; I love Siwon even with his anger
issues.

Its not anger issues, mumbles Sooyoung. A frown forms on Tiffanys face. If it wasnt anger issues
then what was it? She opens her mouth but Sooyoung beats her to the punch. Why must you need a
stronger reason to leave my brother? Tiffany shifts her hand in Sooyoungs bringing the taller girls hand
to her stomach.

This is why.

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T
here was silence amongst the two girls as they walk through the white halls of the doctors office.
The shorter of the two kept looking down at her stomach in disbelief. She knew it was true but
hearing a confirmation from a licensed doctor, it was just very overwhelming. Her hand
automatically touches her abdomen. Im pregnant, she whispers to herself but the other girl was
able to hear. Taeyeon is going to kill me. Better yet shes going to kill Siwon. She bites her bottom lip,
Siwon is over six feet but Taeyeon can still pack a punch if she angry enough. And considering the fact
that Tae already despises Siwon- this is going to send her over the edge. My sister is going to go to jail
for murder. My sister is going to become her mother oh my god, what am I going to do?

The taller girl watches her curiously as she talks to herself. My gas and electric is off. I can barely pay
rent and feed my brother. Im still in high school, rants Tiffany in a panic mode. Reality was hitting her
in the face. At first the idea of having this child was a kind of happy thing, but now- now its a real life
nightmare. She couldnt have this baby not when she can barely take care of herself and her brother. She
stops in her tracks; eyes slowly drift close as tears begin to build up. I-I cant do this, she states aloud.
I-I have to call Siwon. She begins digging in her pocket for her phone.

Tiffanys hand shakes as she looks through her contact list for her boyfriends number. Finding it, she
slides the phone against her ear, listening and waiting for Siwon to answer. What? comes Siwons voice
through the phone.

W-we need to t-talk, stutters Tiffany into the phone.

We always need to talk. You know what Tiffany, I think we talk more than we do anything else,
responds Siwon sounding highly agitated. Tiffany bites her lip again. She had made Siwon angry again.
She inhales deeply waiting for him to continue, What are we talking about this time?

O-our child, she whispers.

What about it?

W-what are we g-going to do? she asks; Tiffany finally looks up at Siwons sister who was leaning
against the wall.

Correction, what are you going to do about it? Im not the one thats pregnant. So its your problem,
answers Siwon. Were not getting married anymore so you figure this out. The next thing that Tiffany
heard was the dial tone. He hung up on her. Hes leaving her to make the decision.

Tiffany just wants to cry. She releases the phone that was in her hand; it falls to the ground, clattering
against the white tiled floor. Feet move her body backwards until her back collides with the wall; her
body slowly slides against the wall until Tiffany was fully sitting on the floor. Tears slowly begin to fall
surprising Sooyoung who was watching the whole ordeal. Shoulders shake causing for the tall girl to
approach the distressed one.

T-Tiffany, she stutters. Sooyoung takes a seat next to Tiffany. What did he say?

Hes not going to do anything about it, answer Tiffany in a wavering voice. Her gaze drops to the tiles.

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Is this reason enough to leave him? questions Sooyoung. She shakes her head no, how can you stay
with him when hes not going to do anything.

Hes not doing anything because of you, whispers Tiffany. His words echo in her mind: not getting
married, you figure this out. Not getting married, she mutters while wiping away the tears. She turns
her head and gives Sooyoung a stern look. Not getting married. Thats right they werent because she
was following this stupid girl, next to her, words. Hes not doing anything because of you, whispers
Tiffany again, all because I decided to listen to you without some sort of liable reason. Im about to be a
teenaged mom How could I have listened to you?

I was only trying to I was only trying to help you, responds Sooyoung; her voice was full of guilt.
She didnt want for things to turn out like this. She just didnt want Tiffany to be in an abusive
relationship. She didnt want the older girl to go through what she goes through. Sure Tiffany feels the
blows of her brothers anger every once in a while but it was nothing compared to what she goes through.
What she has been going through since middle school. I-I didnt mean I didnt mean for this to
happen. I didnt know Sooyoung bites her bottom lip and begins playing with her fingers.

Save it. Im going to fix my relationship and stay out of it. Tiffany forces herself up off the floor and
grabs her phone, marching way from the tall girl. Sooyoung watches as Tiffany disappears through one of
the brown doors and a sigh escapes her lips.

~~~
She rolls over upon the semi large bed onto her back; arms and legs spread out as if she was making a
snow angel, wrinkling the bedspread. A huff and she closes her eyes listening to her best friend work on
their assignment. Cracking one eye open, she states, So how were your dates?

What date? her best friend questions in return.

Your dates with Yoona, answers Sooyoung with a heavy sigh.

Were not dating. Jessica looks up from their assignment and over her shoulder at the girl that was
messing up her bed.

The two of you meet every day after school for food. She walks you home. She even offers to carry your
backpack for you. That sounds like a date to me. And you did tell me that she said she liked you, Sica,
states Sooyoung.

Yeah, but liking me could mean anything. Maybe she likes my company or maybe she likes me like an
older sister, counters Jessica.

So what does like mean? questions Sooyoung curiously.

I havent asked.

So its a date, states Sooyoung while grinning.

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A scoff can be heard from the other side of the room. Shut up Sooyoung, states Jessica as she turns her
attention back to her work. Besides Yoona is more like a little sister, a little annoying sister that just
follows you around and copying everything you do. Except for the copying part, since I dont steal.

You did steal, back when we were in middle school, states Sooyoung.

Okay once, but I havent done it again, responds Jessica. But as I was saying Yoonas nothing but an
annoying sister to me.

Annoying sisters speaking of which how is Baby Jung taking it? You know since now that you and
Yoona have been bonding, questions Sooyoung while making quotations upon the word bonding.

Horribly, the older girl answers while hunching her shoulders. Her fingers comb her hair back, those
two are constantly competing with one another for my attention. She takes a moment before asking
Sooyoung, Where were you this morning?

Sooyoungs face scrunches up as she contemplates on whether or not she should explain to Jessica her
current family situation. She should tell her right? Theyre best friends. But Jessica speaks with Yoona
and if word gets to Taeyeon then, well apocalypse is bound to happen. But Jessica isnt a gossiper so
maybe telling her would relieve some stress and guilt that shes carrying. Sooyoung rolls over onto her
stomach and looks at the older girls back, Im going to be an aunt.

The desk chair spins quickly, What?! Please do not tell me that your slow twin got my sister-

Sica, no, interrupts Sooyoung, besides I believe they broke up sometime around three months ago.
Jessica takes a deep breath, calming herself down. Siwon got Tiffany pregnant.

What?! exclaims Jessica again.

Thats how I felt. I didnt want to believe it. She told me last week when it was the five of us. And that
explains why they were planning on getting married, explains Sooyoung.

Is she really pregnant? Is it really Siwons? Are you sure its not like some huge tumor thats growing?
questions Jessica as she scoots closer to the bed.

Yes. Shes really pregnant. I went with her this morning to see a doctor. She told me she hasnt seen one
at all since she took the test. I just wanted to make sure thats what it was. Sooyoung sighs and closes her
eyes, I think she should really break up with my brother. Siwons not right for her.

Arent you supposed to defend your brother and not a complete stranger?

He told her that she has to deal with it since she called the wedding off. But that wasnt enough for her.
Why cant she just end it? questions Sooyoung to no one in particular.

Why do you want them to end? asks Jessica curiously. Sooyoung rolls back onto her; her eyes reopen
and stare up at the ceiling.

Sica if I tell you something you wouldnt judge me right? questions Sooyoung.

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Were best friends. You can tell me anything, answers Jessica. Her fingers begin playing with
Sooyoung short dark locks. Why would you think I would judge you? We grew up together since like
forever. Youre like my big baby sister. Even my mom thinks of you as a surrogate daughter.
Sooyoung nods her head slowly.

As she moves to explain something, the thing thats been her lifelong secret a knock erupts from the
closed door. Jessica you have a visitor. Mrs. Jung voice slides into the room.

Its Yoona, you dont have to announce it, responds Jessica.

Actually its not Yoona. Its a little- I mean a very small its not Yoona. Jessica stands up and heads
to her bedroom door. It unlocks with a click and she slides it open coming face to face with her mother
and Taeyeon. She motions for Taeyeon to enter the room in which the smaller girl does. You know
shes pretty cute. Is that your girlfriend? whispers Mrs. Jung. Jessica glares at her mother.

No its not.

Well you should get together. You two would make a really good couple. And for once I wouldnt have
to be ashamed of my daughters girlfriends, states Mrs. Jung; her eyes will still on Taeyeons figure.

Well to bad, right now its boy season, Jessica closes the door and looks at Taeyeon, what do you
want?

Ive been thinking about what you said, about what my cousin told me and I want to hire you on as
my counselor again. Ill even be willing to pay, states Taeyeon as she looks around the room, at
everything but Sooyoung and Jessica. Youve been doing such a good job on Yoona. From the time
weve spent this week, shes cut down on ditching. Shes even working hard on studying and shes only
stole something like twenty times this week.

Twenty? I wonder how much she steals before you came into the picture, comments Sooyoung. Jessica
grunts in response.

I just want to be able to take care of my sisters. Tiffany is doing well now, Sooyoung chokes on her spit
causing for her to fall into a coughing fit. Taeyeon stops and stares at the taller girl, are you okay?
Sooyoung quickly nods her head, okay then as I was saying, Tiffany is doing well and now so is
Yoona. The only people left are me and my brother.

I thought that this is all that youre going to be? retorts Jessica while crossing her arms. Nothing more
but maybe something less.

Low blow, Sica, comments Sooyoung. She grunts again.

Im not saying its going to work. I just want to try, answers Taeyeon. Jessica looks at Sooyoung, who
was nodding her head.

Fine. Ill just have to alternate between you and Yoona, Taeyeon nods her head. Well lets go and see
how we can make you a better person.

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 ~~~
The door to the center opens causing for her to look up. She watches as Yuri enters the center while
holding a boys hand. A frown appears on her face. Who is this boy and why is he walking with Yuri?
Even more so why is he holding her hand?

Yoona stares at Yuri and the boy intently. She was supposed to be waiting on Seohyun to return from the
art storage room to get some paper and paint. And instead she was sitting here on the uncomfortable chair
watching those two people interact. Feeling a tap on her shoulder, Yoona turns her head slightly to see
that Seohyun had returned.

Seohyun looks at Yoona curiously. Her eyes take in the frown that now turned into a scowl; her head
turns to see what Yoona was starring at: Yuri being intimate with a guy. She takes a seat and grabs her
notebooks scribbling something down.

Are you okay? Yoona takes a look at the perfect handwriting and nods her head.

Im fine, she mutters. Come on lets paint and draw. She helps Seohyun spread the paper across the
table before opening up the paint. What do you want to paint? she asks turning her attention fully to
Seohyun. Why should she even be worried about Yuri? Its not like she likes the older girl. Its not like
Yuri is hers. They were just mere acquaintances before Yuri became her counselor. And Yuri was the one
who liked her not the other way around.

How about we split the paper and show each other our art when were done. Yoona nods her head and
reaches for paint brush. She dips it gently in the black paint before swiping it across the paper.

Seohyun mind if we talk? I really dont like silence. With her free hand Seohyun reaches for her
notebook scribbling down an okay, alright then whats your family like? I think Ive only met your
mother.

I only live with my mother. My father was murdered. Yoona read the words. Her expression becomes
sympathetic.

Im sorry, she murmurs.

Its okay.

Can I ask you if thats a reason why youre you know mute? asks Yoona cautiously. A green
streak spreads across Seohyuns side of the large piece of paper; her eyes widen and fear sets in as the
young girl remembers her fathers death. Blinking a few times, Seohyun quickly stands and grabs her
backpack before dashing out of the center. Seohyun! calls Yoona as she watches the younger girl leave.

~~~
Wheres Minho? asks Krystal as she looks in the windows of some of the local shops.

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Something about making sure his new girlfriend gets to her job on time, answers one of her friends.
He should be here any minute now, right Sulli? Jinri nods her head while fixing that hat that was on her
head.

Girl friend when did he get a girl friend? Taemin, know anything about it? continues Krystal with the
questions. She turns and looks at the boy that was holding a skateboard.

He just got one within the last week or so. Shes a little older than him and stuff, answers Taemin while
starring at his shoes. He asked her out one day during our passing period. According to him, she was
reluctant saying that he wasnt her type. And I guess he finally wooed her. The group stops in front of a
building looking up at the sign.

Are you sure about this, Key? I mean if Jessica finds out not even Jessica if my mom finds out about
this, states Krystal while turning her head to look at another boy.

Are you scared, Jung? asks Key mockingly. Krystal nods her head. She wasnt scared of what she was
about to do. Nope definitely not, but what she was scared of was the consequences. Alright then, lets
go. Key opens the door and the group walks into the building with the sign that read: Tattoos and
Piercings.

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Youve been spending a lot of time with Jessica, states Taeyeon as her and Yoona walk amongst
Yoonas neighborhood. Yoona shrugs her shoulders. She didnt really care if Taeyeon was feeling
jealous are anything. Shes finally given up any type of hope of spending time with her sister and
now relied on Jessica. Im sorry, Yoong. I should have paid more attention to you. I really should
have. I just thought that you were fine I cant make it up to you because its time lost but now Ill make
more of an attempt.

It takes for me to find another bigger sister for you to actually want and make an attempt?questions
Yoona. Her voice is full of disgust causing for Taeyeon to stop in her tracks. It shouldnt have to be that
way. Youre my sister

I Taeyeons gaze drops to the floor. Yoona is right it shouldnt have been that way. She should have
paid more attention to Yoona. Im sorry Yoong, Im really sorry. She looks up at her little sister, you
cannot really blame me can you? I thought you were fine, you seemed fine; Yuri even tells me that youre
doing alright. I didnt know you were lonely or anything. Taeyeon takes a deep breath, Im going to
work harder now for you, for me, for Tiffany and for him. I promise.

Yoonas face slowly breaks out into a small smile. As much as she wanted to hold a grudge against her
sister, she just couldnt. Not after hearing that tiny little speech. She nods her head, you should hire
back Jessica. And if it doesnt work out as her being your counselor you could always date her. I
wouldnt mind having her as a sister. I kind of like her as one.

Date her? asks Taeyeon. But thats gross.

And we like gross things.

~~~
You should hire back Jessica

You could always date her.

We like gross things

She turns her head to stare at her counselors reflection in the window. They have been sitting in the same
spot in the back of the library for the last thirty minutes with neither of them saying anything. She inhales
deeply and props her feet up on the wooden table top. Thank you, she whispers aloud. The girl across
from her sits up straight; a curious look comes across her face. For taking care of my sister. Yoona is the
youngest of us and I am grateful that you started taking care of her when she needed it. And thank you for
telling me I dont really like feeling out of the loop about things.

Jessica chokes on her spit remembering what Sooyoung had told her earlier. Should she tell Taeyeon
about her becoming an aunt? Or should she just let Tiffany reveal the information? Is there something
wrong? asks Taeyeon as she turns her attention to the real thing and not just a reflection.

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No, answers Jessica while shaking her head. Shell leave it to Tiffany to reveal the information. Um
I guess I should make you do the same things that I make Yoona do.

And that is? questions Taeyeon.

Im going to request you study more, also that you pick better friends to hang out with. Im not saying
completely dump the friends you have now. But find some that arent as bad. Thats what Yoonas been
doing. Shes been studying and hanging out with Seohyun. She finally told me yesterday that shes finally
able to enter Seohyuns house.

Maybe you are right. Maybe you are the better sister out of both of us, whispers Taeyeon.

Got that right, remarks Jessica with a victorious grin. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. No point in
arguing, she knows when to admit defeat. And right now is when she must do so. She sticks her hands
into her jacket pocket pulling out her pack of cigarettes, you smoke? She nods her head while trying to
find her lighter. Why?

I used it as a stress reliever but then I just got addicted, answers Taeyeon. She quickly stands, mind if
we take this session outside? It was then Jessicas turn to shrug her shoulders as a response. Standing she
follows Taeyeon towards the front of the library, You know this is easier then what Yoona mentioned.

Huh? They stop a few feet away from the steps and Taeyeon lights her cigarette.

Yoona says that you have a stick shoved up your ass. I thought that meant that you were going to bite
my head off and what not like the first few times that weve met. I dont know it seems like youre
becoming much softer towards Yoona and me.

Jessica opens her mouth then recloses it, repeating the gesture over a few times. She has no response, no
explanation. Was she becoming soft towards those two lowlifes? To those two delinquents? Her head
lowers to the gravel beneath them; her foot begins kicking around the dirt. Her face scrunches up a little.

Taeyeon watches her curiously. Something wrong? she asks. Jessica looks up at Taeyeon. She didnt
know whether or not to laugh at the sight of a child with a cigarette hanging from the corner of her
mouth.

N-No, answers Jessica. Her body drops down and she takes a seat on the grass next to the gravel. I
think you should quit.

Because it can kill me? questions Taeyeon.

No it can but there are people around you that it can affect. It might not be now but one day,
responds Jessica without giving away much information on Tiffanys predicament. She takes a deep
breath, You know Yoona does most of the talking.

Yoona and Tiffany keep complaining that I should get a girlfriend. And yet as of right now I cant even
keep up with them. I can barely keep my eye on them making sure theyre fine and okay. And not to
mention my little brother who likes to drink and smoke not cigarettes, Taeyeon looks up; she releases
a puff of smoke.

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Youre gay? questions Jessica. Taeyeon turns her attention to the girl sitting on the grass.

I uh Her face heats up a little. She wasnt sure how to answer that question. It was her secret that
only her sisters knew. Her free hand reaches behind her head scratching an itch that appeared out of
nowhere, youre not disgusted are you?

Ive dated girls before, answers Jessica surprising even herself. Did she just open up and answer? With
the truth instead of lies? Teeth clamp down on the bottom lip; eyes blink rapidly. I I dated that girl
Hara. Taeyeon raises a brow. Hara? Goo Hara? The doll faced girl with the small waist? Thats that type
of girls Jessica prefers. But before you start thinking about things Ive also dated boys. Ive dated
Donghae for a while as well as um that one guy whose name I cant remember right now.

Ah, was all that Taeyeon could say. She flicks the butt of the cigarette onto the ground before stepping
on it. Digging in her pocket again Taeyeon pulls out a pack of gum. Want one? she asks. Jessica shakes
her head no. So which do you prefer? questions Taeyeon.

Im not gay but Im not straight.

Thats not what I asked.

I should be the one asking questions.

Does it matter? Im paying you.

And the money will more than likely go towards feeding that sister of yours.

Oh right because youre dating Yoona. Jessicas face falls flat. She crosses her arms and glares at the
girl standing in front of her. Dont worry I dont think Yoona recognizes its a date. In fact I think she
likes Yuri or is it Seohyun?

Its both, states Jessica, She likes Seohyun but Seohyun being mute is tiring for her as she states. And
she finds Yuri very pretty but Yuri is gross.

We like gross things, whispers Taeyeon aloud.

Huh?

Nothing, states Taeyeon as she takes a seat on the grass beside Jessica, so you like pretty faces?

I do not like pretty faces.

Yoona, Donghae, Hara all have pretty faces. All look young. Youre not a pedophile are you? Jessica
releases a growl and gives Taeyeon a shove, sending the smaller girl over onto her side. I was joking. I
was joking. Taeyeon pushes herself up back into a sitting position, I feel sorry for your exes and your
future boyfriend. So violent.

Im not violent.

Are you going to disagree with everything I say?

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Yes.

Silence fell over the two again. So if you dont like pretty faces then what do you like?

Im the one who is supposed to be asking questions.

Not this again. Does it really matter if youre getting paid? Taeyeon sighs, Besides Im only doing
what you asked me to do. Jessica turns and looks at the older girl, you said make new friends I dont
know anyone thats not exactly like me but you. Silence consumes them for the third time. So Pretty
faces? And you know you didnt deny dating my sister.

Im not dating Yoona-

It doesnt count now. Jessica groans.

You and youre sister are alike: Really, really annoying, states Jessica while standing up.

You cant leave. Youre supposed to sit here and listen to me ramble nonsense and teach me the ways of
being good, states Taeyeon. Im paying you!

~~~
Eyes scan over the many different sketches and drawing upon the wall. Some looked grotesque; others
were more of her type. The eyes fall upon the slip of paper that she tricked her father into signing.
Anything for my little girl is what he said while signing it. She turns and looks over at her friends who
were also looking through the displays. Are you getting a piercing or are you getting inked? ask Key as
he takes seat in the chair.

I dont know yet, responds Krystal watching as the worker of the parlor prepares to pierce Keys ear.
Im trying to figure out which one would be easier to hide from my sisters gaze.

Why hide it? You have permission. Krystal shrugs her shoulders and turns her attention back to the
displays. True she does have permission, but she was still a little wary. Jessica and her mom would go
ballistic. Shes about to deform her body.

The buzzing noise from the needle catches her attention. Shifting her body slightly, Krystal looks around
the wall to see one of the tattoo artists working. Her eyes fall upon the face of the person that was getting
the tattoo. I-I dont think this is a good idea, states Krystal while turning around. The pain that was
written on the girls face was scarring her just a little.

Oh come on, states Key as the door to the shop ring. They both turn to see Minho entering the shop,
Minho tell your ex to stop being such a pussy and get the damn piercing or tattoo. Minho looks at
Krystal who turns her back to the male. I think shes jealous of your new girlfriend. She was asking a
whole lot of questions.

Minho slowly approaches Krystal; his arms slither their way around her waist. Let go, she states.

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I think you should get a belly pierced. That would look sexy, whispers Minho; one of his hands slip
under her shirt a begin playing with her belly button.

And I think you should return to your girlfriend, hisses Krystal as she removes his hands from her
body. We are not together anymore. You can no longer touch me. And you have can no longer offer
advice on what you think is sexy or not. Minho gives her a blank stare. So go away youre not needed
anymore.

Laughter erupts from Key, Jinri and Taemin who were watching the whole ordeal. Minho hands curl into
tight fists. In a quick motion Minhos fist slams into the wall nearly missing Krystals head. Turning her
head slightly, Krystal looks Minho in the face noticing the anger etched in it. How could she forget that
Minho never liked being humiliated? Calm down, she states, its not that serious. Key, Taemin, and
Sulli are all probably high.

Minho takes a deep breath, turns and storms out of the parlor. The door slamming shut behind him. Baby
Jung that was hilarious, states Key.

Krystal turns her attention back to the tattoo designs. Maybe Ill get my belly pierced.

~~~
Can I ask you about your mother? questions Jessica as they walk amongst the streets, Its okay if you
dont want to talk about it. I mean you and Yoona share the same mother right? And Yoona never really
touches on the subject. She always avoids it. Shell talk about her father and her adoptive family.

My mother is in prison, states Taeyeon, for murder. I dont know much about it. I was already on my
own then.

Do you visit her? questions Jessica.

Whats the point? She doesnt write me or Yoona. Doesnt call neither of us, states Taeyeon. I dont
even think she knows that were alive. Jessica nods her head, but she wasnt always bad. There were
times where she did take care of me, but I guess I guess when she thought I was old enough
Taeyeons voice trails off.

We can stop talking if you want. Taeyeon nods her head. She didnt want to dwell on her mother
anymore. Alright want to talk about something else?

I think this is enough for today. Taeyeon sticks her hands into her pocket, I can only give you a little
since I have to pay rent for Tiffany. She pulls out a wad of cash.

Tomorrow were going to look for you an apartment, states Jessica. Taeyeon looks up from counting,
You want to take care of your sisters and brother. The only way is by keeping them close by. At least
with an apartment youll all be living under the same house.

Taeyeon nods her head, thank you. She grabs Jessicas hand and hands her some cash, thank you.

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She turns to leave when Jessica calls after her, I dont want you dirty money. Taeyeon stops. You got
this off of innocent people. If youre going to pay me you could at least get a normal job that comes with
taxes and use legal tender. Not that crap you lowlifes pick off of others. Jessica appears in front of
Taeyeon waving the bills in her face. Now Ive got my finger prints all on it. You could have robbed a
bank.

I actually got that off of selling my phone, answers Taeyeon, I knew you wouldnt take anything else.
So I sold my phone and got cash for it.

Oh.

And I thought we were making progress.

Im only nice during sessions, other words its back to you being a delinquent in my eyes. Taeyeon
nods her head. Well I guess thats it. Jessica turns and walks away leaving Taeyeon standing in the
same spot.

I dont like gross things, mutters Taeyeon to herself.

~~~
Voices echo throughout the house. One is a males; the other is a females who was stuttering, who was
trying to plead her case. The accidental listener releases a sigh; she shuts her bedroom door quietly. She
didnt want to be heard. She couldnt be heard. Her brother was on a rampage. Locking the door with a
click, she heads back towards her bed. It creaks as she takes a seat at the foot of it.

Her eyes lock onto the door; she listens to Siwon and Tiffany argue across the hall.

Please, whispers Sooyoung aloud to herself, please do not let anything happen to her and my unborn
niece or nephew. I didnt mean for this to happen. I didnt want for this to happen. I just wanted to
Tiffany to get out while she still can.

A loud knock reverberates throughout her room. Sooyoung! Siwons voice slices through the air.
Sooyoung freezes. Sooyoung! She knows that hiding from him would only anger him. Slowly she
stands and slowly she makes her way across the room to the bedroom door. Her fingers come into contact
with the lock and slowly turn it. Her door burst open flinging her backwards to the floor. What did you
tell Tiffany?! questions Siwon as he stands above her.

N-Nothing, responds Sooyoung. Siwon looks over his shoulder at Tiffany, who was standing in the
hall; her mouth was agape. I didnt tell her anything. I dont even speak to her. She hangs out with those
lowlifes why would I speak to her? Her kind was the ones that attacked Baby Jung. His gaze goes
back to Sooyoung. I swear. I havent told anyone.

Siwon inhales deeply before turning around and entering his room slamming the door shut. His lock
echoes throughout the house. Sooyoung pushes herself up and looks at Tiffany. She wasnt sure if she
wanted to shut her door in the girls face or to invite her inside. Before she even had the chance to make
up her mind, Tiffany was already in her room, closing and locking the door behind her.

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I want to know the secret between you two, states Tiffany as she turns to see Sooyoung heading
towards the bed.

You have guts telling me to stay out of your relationship and then asking to hear something private when
my brother is just across the hall. Sooyoung lies upon her bed burying her face in her pillows.

Is it okay if I sit on this bed? asks Tiffany while pointing at Jinris bed.

Its not mine.

Tiffany takes a seat on the bed, Im sorry I shouldnt have said what I said earlier. I get it that youre
trying to help me. But you its not helping if Im left out of the loop. The marriage was supposed to be
away to make sure that its taken care of. That it will have a home and be supported. Its why I cant give
it up. Sooyoung scoffs and rolls her eyes. Im being serious here Sooyoung.

Sooyoung sits up straight and stares Tiffany in the eyes, walk and talk.

~~~
She walks around town; hands in her pockets and ear buds in her ears. The music was loud but it was also
calming. She smiles to herself at the thought of finding a place for herself, her sisters and her brother.
Maybe she can make things work. Maybe with Jessicas help she can become something. Her grin widens
as she kicks an empty can. Looking up she watches as the door to the local tattoo shop opens and a group
of teens.

Spotting her brother within the group, she releases a sigh. What is he up to now? she questions. Her feet
move faster to get closer to the group.

Baby Jung got a piercing. Taeyeon stops walking for a second. Baby Jung? As in Jessica little sister?
She watches the group rounds the corner. Should she just let it be and let Jessica deal with it? What if its
not Jessicas little sister. Jung is a familiar surname. Besides this will just prove that were exactly the
same. Taeyeon turns on her heels and walks in the opposite direction leaving the situation alone.

~~~
Tiffany walks quietly beside Sooyoung waiting for the girl to speak. It started in middle school. Tiffany
turns and looks at Sooyoung. She wasnt too sure if she heard Sooyoung, In the family garage. So she
did hear Sooyoung. I He claims She stops unsure of to say what she wants to say. More
importantly did she want to say it aloud? Did she want to tell it to a stranger?

Sooyoung shakes her head. What is she thinking about? She has to reveal it. She has to explain what
happened to her, whats been happening to her. This was to ensure that her future family member would
be safe. Back in middle school Siwon had called me into the garage. I uh She releases a growl.
This was too hard for her.

Its okay take your time, states Tiffany.

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Just leave him, states Sooyoung.

Tell me why first. What happened in the garage? questions Tiffany.

Ive developed an eating disorder because of what happened. I think its bulimia I dont really know; I
looked it up on the internet. After each time I enter the garage I fall ill for a week; I binge eat and then
throw it back up again, explains Sooyoung, at first it was just a simple come in the garage and he would
initiate small skin-ship. And then it started to increase until one day he finally Sooyoung inhales
deeply then exhales, he threatens me making sure I dont spill the secret.

Do you know why? questions Tiffany.

Hes homophobic and claims it will cure me.

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hand wraps around the door knob giving it a jingle but it wouldnt budge. The free hand slides
into his pocket pulling out a set of house keys. Eyes search through them finding the one that was
his. He tries to fit the key into the key hold but it wouldnt fit. A groan; who changed the locks?
His eyes momentarily spot a piece of paper hanging taped to the door. An eviction notice, he
reads aloud. His head connects with the door. Weve got evicted where are we supposed to stay?

He turns and takes a seat on the steps. There was nothing he could for now but to wait for his sister to
show, hopefully soon. A sigh, maybe he shouldnt have stolen some of Tiffanys stash. Maybe Tiffanys
right. Maybe its time for him to grow up and start becoming the man of the house. Their father definitely
isnt.

Eyes drop to the board that was in his hands. Maybe he could sell this off. That what Taeyeon does to get
money. A frown appears on his face. But selling this would mean hurting his sister. Tiffany had gotten
this for him even when she had no money, even when she couldnt even really feed him. This was his
very first and only birthday gift ever since they moved here.

Hearing footsteps, he looks up to see his sisters best friend approaching. Hi Taeyeon.

Where is Tiffany? asks Taeyeon as she heads past him for the door.

Its locked, he states, the locks were changed and were evicted. Taeyeon stops and takes a look at
the white paper. Does this mean were homeless? She looks down at her brother.

Youll stay at my place again, answers Taeyeon. She wasnt sure what to do next. Theyve been
apartment searching but none of the apartments were in her price range. In order to pay rent for any of
those it would mean returning to the crime life that she was trying so hard to leave. She takes a seat next
to her brother and stares at her shoes. Be good and watch her family be toss on the street or turn back to
being a delinquent and have a place to stay for all of them? What to choose?

She shakes her head; why is she even thinking this stuff out? She needed to take care of her family. And
she needed to do it now. Shell worry about things later, worry about the consequences later. Right now
it was survival of the fittest and she needed to win. I thought Tiffany paid the rent, states her brother.

She does, answers Taeyeon, Tiffany is supposed to foot up half of it. Your father is to pay the rest.

Are you saying that my dad didnt pay? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. Its a possibility. Anything
could really be the reason. Their father could have failed to pay. Tiffany could have failed to pay. The
manager and owner could be a complete and total jackass who wants to see two teens out on the streets.
Its anything really. Tiffanys going to have a heart attack. All our stuff is in there. They cant keep our
stuff can they?

Taeyeon sighs and shrugs her shoulders again. She turns and looks at her brother, Im going to get an
apartment soon. You and Tiffany can come and stay with me there, and until then you two can stay at my
aunts house. He nods his head, Can I ask you a question? He nods his head a second time, what

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exactly were you doing in the tattoo parlor last week? His face becomes blank; she could tell that he was
trying to concoct a lie. Dont lie to me. It might work on Tiffany.

I was hanging out with some friends. Short and simple. It was the truth in a way. He didnt lie about
anything. He just didnt reveal a lot.

I know that much, states Taeyeon, but what were you doing?

They were getting some piercing and looking at tattoos. I didnt get anything I didnt have a parent or
guardian permission. Are you going to tell Tiffany? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders before shaking her
head no. There was no point in getting her younger sister all riled up over something so, so simple.

The girl who you were with Baby Jung is her name I believe, states Taeyeon, remembering that the
past week shes been wanting to talk to him about her.

Krystal yeah what about her?

She got a piercing. Does her family know about it? questions Taeyeon.

Her dad signed the permission slip. According to Sulli and Minho, Mr. Jung would do anything for
Krystal since he favors her over Krystals older sister Jessica, I believe the name is. So I guess her
family knows. Why?

Just curious. I have a meeting that I need to get to. Stay out of trouble for your sisters sake and be at my
house by nine.

~~~
She was a little paranoid. Okay a little is an understatement. She was full on paranoid. She felt as if that at
any moment the government, the FBI, CIA, whatever you wish to call them was going to pop out from
the ceiling ducts and tackle her. Shes been cutting it close the last week. Shes got a piercing, made out
with some random guy at some random party that Key took her to, got drunk, stole some stuff and even
smoked weed. And now, now she was on an errand of finding a short girl by the name of Sunny.

What for? Well what else would Key want from a girl whose father is a doctor with a prescription tablet.
She sighs and continues her way through the empty halls of the high school. Schools been out for the last
45 minutes but Key said that Sunny would still be around waiting on her boyfriend. She turns a corner
and her eyes fall upon a short girl leaning against the lockers.

She approaches the girl slowly, A-are you Sunny? The girl looks up from starring at her nails. Im
Krystal and Im here for Key.

Oh right, answers Sunny as she turns towards the locker behind her. Whispering to herself, she begins
running through her combination. The lock clicks and she pulls the locker open, Did Key want
Oxycodone this time?

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Um I think so. He just said you would know and to add um medical marijuana to the list, responds
Krystal as she begins looking over her shoulder. The paranoia was getting stronger by the second.

Calm down, whispers Sunny. Youre bugging out and thats making yourself suspicious. Krystal
takes a deep breath, trying to calm herself down. Alright I only have the medical marijuana. As for
the pills here, Sunny turns around and hands Krystal a sack and a piece of paper. Its a prescription and
its legit.

Krystal nods her head and stares at the two items in her hand. Thanks, she says. She slides both items
into her pockets.

More than welcomed. Krystal nods her head once more and walks away. Her hands tighten around the
items in her pocket. She was halfway towards being cleared. All she had to do now was make it out of
school and to Keys house. She turns the corner heading towards the exit.

Krystal? A familiar voice enters her ears. She tops and slowly turns on the balls of her feet. A grim
smile spreads across her face.

Hello Sooyoung, she states trying to be as calm as ever. Her grip tightens even more. Key was going to
be highly upset if she comes back with a smeared prescription or his weed is destroyed. Sooyoung gives
her a smile, how are you?

Alright. Oh this is Tiffany, says Sooyoung while pointing at the girl beside her.

Ditched my sister for a new best friend? jokes Krystal, I dont blame you. She spends so much time
with Yoona or that short girl Taeyeon. Its ridiculous. We barely even have time to hang out.

Yeah she is quite busy. But shes got a good reason. Shes giving Tiffanys sisters a second chance at
life, states Sooyoung. So what are you up to?

I was actually looking for my sister, lies Krystal, fidgeting slightly. But I couldnt find her so Im
leaving to hang out with Sulli.

Alright tell her to be home no later than six tonight. Our grandparents are coming over for dinner.
Krystal nods her head, waves goodbye and takes off running as fast as she could away from the two older
girls.

Shes hiding something, states Tiffany as she looks up at Sooyoung. Shes was fidgeting like my little
brother when he is hiding something from me. Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders. What could she really
do? She has her own issues at the moment that she needed to deal with. Her gaze turns to Tiffany.
Anyways lets go see Sunny about getting me some prenatal meds.

A-are you sure its a good idea? questions Sooyoung. Dealing with things illegally were just plain
wrong, especially when it came to medication. What if this wasnt the right stuff for Tiffany? What if she
takes too much or too little? Her mind begins racing at the thoughts of something bad happening to
Tiffany, to the unborn child or children. T-Tiffany!

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Its fine. I need this. Sunny is pretty confidential as long as you stay on her good side. The pay is cheap
and what not, explains Tiffany, I need this done, like this. I cant ask you to do anything else. You
already took me to a doctor and he wanted me to pay more than what Sunny is. Sooyoung closes her
mouth and follows the girl quietly towards the pharmaceutical locker.

Sunny, states Tiffany.

Need something for Taeyeon? asks Sunny curiously. Tiffany shakes her head no.

Can I get a prescription for some p-prenatal-

Ah so what my boyfriend says is true, states Sunny as she reopens her locker, Siwons a complete ass
if you ask me. Sooyoung coughs and Tiffany rolls her eyes, Perfect gentleman my ass. He got his girl
friend pregnant.

Shh! states Tiffany while looking around, Tae doesnt know anything about this right now. And Im
hoping shes not going to find out until it really starts to show. That way she wont be able to tackle me
and stuff. Sunny nods her head and grabs her fathers pad. She forges the signature and writes up a
prescription handing it the taller girl. How much?

Free for now, responds Sunny. You better invite me to the baby shower. Tiffany nods her head.
Alright then. Ill see you tomorrow in history. Tiffany waves goodbye and grabs Sooyoungs hand
leading her away.

That was easier than I thought.

~~~
They had been walking in silence like every meeting that theyve had in the past week. Neither of them
minded really.

She breathes in deeply. She needs to explain that she can no longer go through with this. That she needs
to return to her original life of being nothing. It was urgent or her family was going to permanently
homeless. Her aunt wouldnt really do much about her brother and sister for they werent really her aunts
niece and nephew. They shared no common blood. And since her father left her mother for Tiffanys
mother, her aunt has built some sort of resentment towards the two. So that will only leave them a one
night stay at her place.

She begins playing with her hands. The feeling of needing to steal something is starting to become
overwhelming for her. Her eyes scan their surroundings. Something expensive, she keeps whispering to
herself.

Are you okay? whispers Jessica. Taeyeon nods her head and continues looking while repeating the two
words over and over again. Do you need a cigarette break? Taeyeon shakes her head. O-Okay. They
both stop walking, giving Taeyeon a better chance to observe her surroundings. Shes never really been
on this side of town before. It was different then what she was use to. Do you want to go back?
Taeyeon shakes her head again. Alright then.

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Taeyeon turns slightly and her eyes connect with Jessicas. I need to steal something. Jessica groans.

Cant that at least wait until Im not around? questions Jessica. Taeyeon shakes her head no. Oh and
why not? I dont want to get caught up in anything that youre doing.

Taeyeon begins walking off causing for Jessica to follow after, Tiffany has no place to stay. Theyre
evicted. Weve already tried looking for apartments and theyre out of my price range. I just need
something that will get us by for the next few weeks to months, explains Taeyeon as she enters a crowd.
Her fingers begin making quick work of pilfering wallets, jewelry, phones and mp3 players off nearby
pedestrians. Why am I explaining myself to you? You wouldnt understand.

Youre explaining because thats what youve been doing for the last week, grunts Jessica in return as
she attempts to continue following Taeyeon through the crowd. And whats with the sudden change in
attitude?

You changed yours first. Im only responding to the situation, Taeyeon stops and looks at Jessica.

I its because you wish to steal. Im supposed to be helping you become a better person. Its pointless
of me to continue if youre just going to toss my efforts aside for every little situation.

This isnt exactly a little situation, argues Taeyeon, if it was just you and your sister and you had no
place left to stay, what would you do?

Get a job and get a place.

Taeyeon rolls her eyes. That would be the obvious thing to do. But when you cant pick up a job at the
drop of a hat and your sister is hungry and tired, not to mention that she will need a change of clothes,
what would you do? Jessica prepares to responds but no answer or response comes to mind. What would
she do? Would she turn to desperate measures like Taeyeon and become a petty thief. You think Im
turning back into a delinquent. Im not or Im not trying. But I need this for my family.

Ill turn a blind eye this once. A small grateful smile forms on Taeyeons face.

Thank you. She grabs Jessicas hand and continues looking for crowds to pickpocket.

My hand? questions Jessica with a raised brow. She stumbles a little to keep up with the shorter girl.

Oh, Taeyeon releases it. You were struggling to keep up with me so I grabbed it. Im sorry. She
continues walking not even noticing that Jessica had stopped and was looking at her hand curiously.
Hey, um since youve informed me about Yoona, I guess it would only be right for me to do the same,
right? Right? She looks to her side finding Jessica missing. Turning around fully, she watches as the
slightly taller girl stares at her hand. I dont have a disease, she calls out.

Are you sure about that? questions Jessica as she wipes her hands off on her jeans. She begins walking
towards Taeyeon.

Im not the gross one like you. Taeyeon turns.

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Gross? You know Yoona likes gross things, states Jessica suggestively, And you two are a like except
for the obvious height difference. Taeyeon freezes for a quick second, but then that would mean you
like me, Jessica walks in front of Taeyeon causing for the slightly smaller girl to stop.

Youre thinking too much into things. Yoona likes gross things. I on the other hands dont. I like nice
fancy, expensive things. Im the type that wants something of great value. Yoona doesnt really care for
value she just likes the little things. Taeyeon steps around Jessica and continues walking.

Things with great values? mumbles Jessica as she watches Taeyeons back.

~~~
She stands down the street, starring curiously up the hill. Her mind was debating. Should she walk up the
hill and visit the house, the white house with the kept lawn? Or should she just turn around like how shes
been doing and head back home? Teeth tug on her bottom lip. She was nervous and shes never exactly
been nervous in her whole life. Okay, maybe once when she was meeting her adoptive family for the
second time after making them, well her mother upset. And this is exactly the same. She made a girl
who she considered a friend upset and she wanted to correct it.

Stupid Taeyeon, she mutters while kicking a rock, she let Tiffany make her soft and now its affecting
me. I shouldnt be worried. I should be marching up the hill and demanding to see Seohyun. Ive faced
worse things like thugs and criminals, speeding cars, drunken stupor idiots, and even police officers. She
shoves her hands into her pockets like how Taeyeon does it and marches up the hill. Just knock on the
door and ask to see Seohyun, she tells herself.

Making it halfway up the hill, her eyes connect with Seohyun who was walking her small dog. A small
smile graces her face as she waves. She waits for a response. It seemed like forever until Seohyun finally
raised her own hand and waved back. Her smile grows; she runs up the rest of the way to Seohyun. Hi,
she states aloud while looking around. Seohyun nods her head in response. Oh right I um
Yoona begins digging in her pocket pulling out her phone. You can text me, she suggests.

Seohyun slowly pulls her phone out of her pocket and her fingers make quick work. She looks up at
Yoona just as Yoonas phone vibrates in her hand. Yoona looks down at her phone, Oh well you see,
I was coming to see you. I think I made you upset last time. Seohyuns fingers move quickly again and
Yoona checks her phone. If you say so.

Seohyun nods her head again and continues walking with her dog, D-do you mind if I walk with you?
Seohyun shakes her head no and Yoona jogs to catch up with her. They walk in silence around the block.
Yoona wanted to speak but she didnt really want to upset Seohyun. A groan, I dont like being soft,
she whispers to herself.

Her phone vibrates: Whats wrong with being soft?

She turns and looks at Seohyun who was starring at her curiously. Nothing is wrong with people being
soft. I just dont like being soft. It means that people can step all over me. I dont like that, answers
Yoona.

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Eyes travel to her phone: My father told me that being soft doesnt mean that people can step all over
you. It just means that youre not void of emotions and can sympathize with others.

Y-your father? questions Yoona. Seohyun nods her head. Seohyun quickly types something on her
phone and turns it to Yoonas eyes.

Im sorry. I didnt mean to run last time. Do you want to hear about my father? Yoonas eyes rise
slowly and meet with Seohyuns; she slowly nods her head.

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 018

S
he stares at the older girl who was sitting in front of her. Questions have been forming in her mind
since two weeks ago when she had spent some time with Seohyun. The mute girl had told her a
story, a story that she thought was familiar. It sounded like the story her father told her when she
was younger before she went into foster care, before she was adopted. With a heavy sigh, she
reaches over to the seat in front of her tapping the older girls shoulder.

The older girl turns and looks at her with curiosity written across her face. Um I know you dont like
talking about it, Tae, but can you kind of explain what happened to mom? she questions; her eyes
wouldnt meet Taeyeons. It wasnt that she was scared; it was that she didnt want to see Taeyeon upset.
Sure Yoona didnt like being soft and neither did Taeyeon. But the topic, the word mother, was
something that made them vulnerable, even for Tiffany. You know what forget I asked.

I wont, responds Taeyeon as she turns fully in her seat, ignoring the rules of the bus. What made you
bring her up?

I was talking to Seohyun the other day. She sort of told me this story, answers Yoona, and it made me
think about her. Taeyeon closes her eyes; she nods her head. The story was something similar to what
my father had told me when I was little. One eye opens and stares back at Yoona, who had finally
decided to look at her sister. She said her father and her were walking home one night. They had gone
out for dessert. While passing by an alley they had came across some addicts and what not.

Let me guess, the addicts decided to rob them. The man gave everything he had but it wasnt enough.
They wanted more. So they beat him. And when he wouldnt cough anything up, they stabbed him. The
little girl that was with him screamed out of fear. And for them out of fear slit her throat? guesses
Taeyeon.

Yoona nods her head, yeah thats what Seohyun told me. And my father said that the reason why mother
would never come to visit was because she brutally murdered someone and nearly killed a girl. And both
stories have been floating around up here, she points up to top of her head. And I just want to know.
You know right? You were the one living with her at the time.

Taeyeon sighs and turns towards the window, looking out at the passing scenery. If I tell you that I dont
know much, would you leave the subject as it is? she questions.

No.

Figures, she sighs for a second time and turns back to Yoona, I was asleep. It was one of the many
times that I had returned home and ate dinner with her and her boyfriend. But I do remember the police
kicking in the front door. I remember them tossing her to the floor and arresting her. I remember her
boyfriend at the time doing nothing about it. She pauses and combs her fingers through her hair. I was
told that she was arrested for murder. After that I didnt really care anymore.

What do you mean you didnt care? questions Yoona.

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Yoona. She gave me a sister and let her disappear from my life. She was functioning properly one
moment and then the next it was as if I didnt exist. Being prosecuted for murder was and is the last straw
for me. To me that says that I was never important to her, never. So why should she be important to me?
Why should I care anymore? questions Taeyeon in return. She looks out of the window again. Her hand
reaches to signal for their stop as she recognizes the area.

Yoona wants to ask some more questions. She wants to know more about things, more about her mother.
She wants to know if her family is at fault for Seohyuns condition. She opens her mouth to peak but
Taeyeon beats her to the punch. Just leave the subject alone. No use in digging up old skeletons from our
family closet.

The bus comes to a halt and Taeyeon stands up, heading for the exit. Yoona quickly stands and follows
after her sister.

They step out into the neighborhood of their counselor. So um, are we going to Sicas place?
questions Yoona.

Sica? questions Taeyeon in return. Neck bends back; her gaze meets Yoona and a brow rises up.
Whos Sica?

Youre girlfriend, remarks Yoona easing the tension that had enveloped them on the bus. Taeyeon
crosses her arms and it was evident to Yoona that her older sister had no clue about what she was talking
about. Jessica youre dating her right? Taeyeons mouth drops open. Dont look so surprised. I
know about you two holding hands and stuff. Taeyeon begins babbling and sputtering incoherent
phrases. So you guys are dating? A sly grin spreads across Yoonas face.

No! The outburst from the little girl startles Yoona. She was getting lost in the crowd so I held her
hand.

On more than one occasion? Taeyeon nods her head and begins walking away.

You know its easier to pick up items in larger crowds. So we hold hands so that we dont get
separated, states Taeyeon. Yoona jogs a little to keep up with the fast paced girl. Nothing more than
that.

Right and thats why you were sputtering and looking like a deer caught in headlights, remarks Yoona.

Im not the one that looks like a deer, counters Taeyeon as she stops and looks at her little sister, and
as the oldest I demand that you be quiet and follow.

But Im an Im not a Kim, states Yoona mockingly. Taeyeon growls a little; her fist curls. And Yoona
could see the signs. She begins backing away before taking off in a sprint. No need to stay nearby when
her sister was ready to pounce on her.

Im Yoona! Get your ass back here now! shouts Taeyeon.

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Yoona stops and shakes her head to and fro. Not unless you agree to stay calm. Taeyeon exhales
through her nose and uncurls her hands. Seeing the signs, Yoona walks back towards Taeyeon with a grin.
So are we going to see your girlfriend?

For the last time shes not my girlfriend, states Taeyeon, and no. I havent heard from Tiffany in a
while so I thought wed visit our sister at Sooyoungs house since thats where shes been staying.

Correction your sister.

Tiffany is just as much your sister as she is mine, states Taeyeon. They begin walking again.

Tiffany is just all your sister and not mine. We dont have any common ground to have a sibling
relationship, not by law or by blood, comments Yoona. Taeyeon rolls her eyes and scoffs. Its true.
There is no way you can say its not.

Tiffany thinks of you as her sister. Why cant you do the same? questions Taeyeon.

Because she keeps my sister away from me, answers Yoona honestly. Taeyeon stops walking for a
second time and looks at Yoona. Yeah I said it. I dont like Tiffany because you spend more time with
her than me. And the only time I have with you is with us stealing some old geezers wallet. She shrugs
her shoulders, but whatever. Lets go find big sister Tiffany.

~~~
Catching movement outside her bedroom door, she sits up and pulls her ear phones off. She watches
curiously as her younger sister continues peeking down the hall. She groans as her parents argument
becomes louder. Is this what her sister was worried about? The arguing that their parents were doing?
Eyes still on her sister; she watches as the younger girl attempts to sneak past her door.

Where are you going? Her sister stops and turns. Where are you attempting to sneak off to? No dont
answer that, answer this. Why are you attempting to sneak off when you can walk right through the front
door? A brow arches and she crosses her arms. Hm, Krystal?

I wasnt sneaking out. I was checking to see if they were alright, answers Krystal. Theyre arguing.

Thats what people going through a divorce do, answers Jessica. Some argue. Some fight. Some are
quiet and well the others just do the homicide suicide thing. Our parents are arguing. Nothing big.

N-nothing big? Our parents are arguing, Jessica. How can you of all things say its nothing bad?
questions Krystal in return. She didnt, she couldnt believe the words that her sister was saying. Is
Jessica serious? Their family is falling apart and Jessica doesnt even care? Krystal shakes her head; her
sister, the one who held a strong opinion about broken homes doesnt care. Sica how could you say
that?

Jessica lies back down on her bed as Krystal enters the room. You dont know but theyve been talking
about getting a divorce for the longest. And they never got one. Dad would usually go on his out of
town job assignment. But he always comes back, always came back. This is normal. Its just to this

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extent because youre old enough and there is no reason to hide it anymore. Theyre both not happy and
going through their mid-life crisis.

Her bed sinks with the added weight of Krystal. So even though theyve been at it for the last few
months and what not, theyre going to stick together?

They love each other. We witness that almost every day. Its just their stupid mid-life crisis. Everything
is fine. A groan and Krystal drops backwards on the bed lying across Jessicas abdomen. Whats the
groan for? Krystal pries Jessicas arm from underneath her body. Her hand slides and grabs her sisters,
shrugging her shoulders.

What are you doing today? questions Krystal curiously.

Nothing I dont think.

Is Yoona or Taeyeon coming over?

Jessica shake her head no, Theyre um doing some sisterly bonding. All three of them, so I might hang
with Sooyoung later. Krystal nods her head, demonstrating that she was listening. Or Ill use this time
to study for my test. Or I might go and hang with my other friends at the mall or something. Dont know
really.

Can we spend some time together? Jessica shrugs her shoulders. Krystal knows what it meant. It meant:
sure why not? Just me, you, Sooyoung, and Sulli like we use to? Another shoulder shrug comes from
Jessica. Are you just pacifying me?

No. We can hang out, responds Jessica, but for now, she pushes her sister off of her, get out and
leave me alone. Krystal groans and looks at her sister. Not receiving a response from the older girl, she
stands and makes her way out of the room.

Jessica closes her eyes and slips her headphones back on to drown out the now quieting argument. The
phone thats lying beside her head vibrates; she cracks one eye open, turns her head and stares at the
contraption. She reaches for it and stares at the name written across the screen: Donghae. She groans;
what in the world could her ex boyfriend want? A thumb presses down on a button; the phone slides up
against her pillow, returning to its original position.

She sits up and slides off her bed. Krystal, she calls out while approaching her door. Krystal sticks her
head in. Lets go.

Where? questions Krystal confused.

To hang out with Sooyoung and Jinri, answers Jessica. She grabs her sisters hand; their fingers
interlace. A small smile appears on Krystals face as she looks down at their hands. Its been a while since
theyve hung out. Its been even longer since Jessica would randomly hold her hand as they went for a
walk.

I miss this, whispers Krystal as they enter the living room. Jessica pauses for a moment and looks at her
sister. Krystal gives her a grin before taking the lead of dragging her older sister out of the house.

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 ~~~
A groan relinquishes from her mouth and she rolls over only to feel something or someone behind her.
Stopping, she looks over her shoulder finding her guest sleeping. She turns her body slowly making sure
she doesnt wake her guest. Did you sleep here all night? she questions in a whisper. Raising her head a
little she looks across the room at her sisters bed, finding her sister awake and playing video games.
Head drops back down to the pillow; eyes stares at the sleeping beauty before her. Did Tiffany sleep in
her bed instead of Siwons? Does Siwon know? She groans lightly. She didnt want her brother to know
that a girl was a sleep in her bed. Let alone the girl who was sleeping in his bed is his girlfriend slash
fiance.

Stretching slowly, Sooyoung sits up, releasing a yawn. She slides to the foot of the bed and attempts to
get off of the bed. But fail as her foot gets caught in her sheets, sending her crashing down to the ground.
The noise that was emitted due to her collision with the ground woke the sleeping beauty.

With her eyes still close, Tiffany scoots to the edge of the bed, are you alright? A groan was her
response. Alright then. Tiffany returns to her original position allowing for her head to fall upon the
pillow only to have her phone ring. She groans and reaches down. Fingers encompass the cellular device
and bring it to her ear. Hello?

Taeng wants to know if youre awake. Were outside Sooyoungs house.

Yoong? questions Tiffany. She pushes her body up into a sitting position; eyes slowly open and look at
their surroundings. Her friends hand slides across both her eyes, ridding them of sleep. Outside? She
releases a yawn before watching as Sooyoung finally stands. Ill ask Sooyoung and see if you guys can
come in. She holds the phone close to her chest muffling the noise. Tae and Yoong are out front. I
forgot today is supposed to be the day we spend time together. Is it okay if they come in and wait while I
get ready?

Visitors? questions Sulli as she removes the head phones that were upon her head. Sooyoung shrugs.
What could she do but that? Saying no would upset Tiffany which would then more than likely anger
Siwon. And angering Siwon meant that she had to pay a visit to the garage. A shudder at the thought,
shes been free from it for two weeks since Tiffanys been staying over. But that was only because Siwon
was preoccupied by Tiffany.

Thank you, whispers Tiffany as she slides out of the bed heading for the door. Ill repay you I dont
know when but I will. Using her free hand, Tiffany pulls Sooyoung into a hug. Sooyoungs body
freezes; all she could do was blink. Tiffany lets go of the taller girl and flashes her a smile before
disappearing out the room.

Sooyoung lets go a frustrated sigh. Her fingers slide through her short locks. Someones got a crush.
She turns and looks at her sister.

I dont have a crush, mumbles Sooyoung. Tiffany is just a friend. She turns and begins making her
bed. Sulli shrugs her shoulders and returns to playing games on their joint laptop. Hands grab hold of the

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ends of the blanket; wrist flick spreading the piece of cloth across her twin size bed. She bends over and
slides her hand across, trying to erase the wrinkles.

Hi Sooyoung. She looks over her shoulder to see Taeyeon and Yoona standing in the door way.
Turning her head the other way, she spots Tiffany in the corner of the room digging through a duffle bag.
She turns back to Taeyeon and Yoona, giving the two girls a wave.

You guys can sit on the bed, states Sooyoung as she straightens out.

You just made it. We can stand, responds Taeyeon while holding back Yoona. Sooyoung nods her head
and takes a seat on her bed. She wasnt too sure what she should do. She never really had guests over
except for maybe Jessica and a few other friends. But that was only for a short moment and they were
always out the door after wards.

Choi Sooyoung! Jessicas voice echoes throughout the house. All five turn and look at the door,
watching as Jessica and Krystal appear. Krystal slips past them and heads for the bed that Sulli was sitting
on. What are you doing today? asks Jessica towards Sooyoung but her eyes were meeting the smaller
girl beside her. Taeyeon nods her head; Jessica turns hers towards Sooyoung.

Nothing, why? Jessica enters the room and takes a seat upon Sooyoungs bed.

Krystal wants to hang out. Sooyoung turns her gaze to Krystal.

Sure, Baby Jung, we can hang out.

Taeyeons ears perk at the name Baby Jung. Her eyes dart of to the side; her gears of her mind begin
turning. Taeyeon looks at Krystal and then at Jessica with a questioning look. A hand curls and hits
Yoona. Yoona turns and looks at her sister. Phone, she whispers. Yoona hands her, her phone and
Taeyeons fingers make quick work of the buttons.

A ringtone slices through the air and everyones head turns to Jessica, who was digging in her pockets for
her phone. If this is Donghae again she whispers. Eyes read the print across the screen; they dart up
and connect with Taeyeons. Krystal Ill be right back. I need to speak with Taeyeon about something.
She stands and heads to Taeyeon.

You said that you wont- starts Krystal.

Ill be right back. Were just going to talk. No more than ten minutes. Besides Tiffany needs to get dress
and she should be done by then. Theyll be leaving and the four of us can hang out. She grabs hold of
Taeyeons hand heading for the front door.

Exiting through the door, Jessica releases her hand and turns to Taeyeon. Whatever you want to talk
about you need to make it quick, states Jessica. Im supposed to be spending time with my sister and
you the same.

Taeyeon nods her head, You told me about Yoona and I guess its only right that I do the same right?
And I kind of value this unorthodox relationship we share. Youre sort of like the only person outside of

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my usual group that can tolerate me. The itch from earlier reappears and she scratches at it while looking
Jessica in the eye. She groans a little. You should spend more time with Krystal.

I was going to do that but then you said you had something important to tell me. She turns around,
preparing to reenter the Choi House.

Jessica, states Taeyeon, I really do have something important to tell you. Jessica stops, Its about
your sister. Or at least I think its your sister. She turns back to Taeyeon with a questioning look. We
both fail at being older sisters. In fact if there was an award ceremony for who the worst older sisters in
the world are, wed definitely tie for first. Jessica wasnt too sure if she should respond or not. About a
few weeks ago I saw a group of teens exit a local tattoo parlor. All I heard was the name Baby Jung. I
later asked Tiffanys brother about it. He explained to me that Baby Jung got a piercing and her father
allowed for it. He also told me that her sister name is Jessica.

So you think its my sister? questions Jessica slowly. Taeyeon nods her head. Youve known for a few
weeks and finally decided to tell me?

I wasnt so sure. And its not like I can pass up a great time to rub in your face that you fail just as much
as I do. Jessica scoffs. You do fail as much as I do at being a sister. She rolls her eyes. And you cant
exactly be mad. I did say something about it rather than keeping it a secret and not get involved. Arms
cross. Why am I even trying to plead a case? Your sister got a piercing. You should just know. The
door opens and Yoona and Tiffany steps out. Thats all. Lets go you two. Taeyeon turns and begins
walking away leaving behind a quiet and irritated Jessica.

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he three of them sit around the table waiting for the food that they ordered. Everything was going
good for her. Her two younger sisters were getting along very well. And thats whats bugging her.
Yoona and Tiffany never got a long. And Yoona had admitted earlier that she didnt like Tiffany.
With squinting eyes, she examines the two girls. Something was definitely up. The middle child
turns and looks at her, flashing a smile.

Something wrong, Tae?

You tell me, responds Taeyeon. She leans back in her chair and crosses her arms.

The smile drops from Tiffanys face as she turns and looks at Yoona. She turns back to Taeyeon and
begins fiddling with her hands. I Ive got some news, states Tiffany. She takes a deep breath, but
you have to promise me you wont get mad.

Both Taeyeon and Yoona turn and look at each other. I promise I wont punch something, mutters
Taeyeon. Tiffany nods her head. No point in arguing. At least she wasnt going to destroy something.
Tiffany takes another deep breath.

Um Im going to be moving, states Tiffany. Taeyeons face drops a little. Did she just hear her sister
right? Taeyeon slides her hands into her lap; they curl tightly. What in the world is her sister thinking?
Me and Siwon think it will better if we leave the city a little. I mean were planning on getting married
and-

Youve said enough, states Taeyeon. Youre not leaving and thats final, especially not with him. I
dont give a damn if he proposed to you or not. I dont care if you two have been dating since forever-

Tae I think this is a good idea, interrupts Tiffany. And this is my life. Yoona groans and slouches
in her chair. The chair squeaks a little causing for Tiffany to look her way. Yoong tell her that she needs
to back out. Yoona shrugs her shoulders. Tiffany groans and looks back at Taeyeon, I need this.

How do you need this? argues Taeyeon.

Calm down, Taeng, whispers Yoona as eyes begin looking their way. We dont need you making a
scene.

Taeyeon ignores her younger sister, How do you need this?

Tiffany looks at her hands. She didnt want for it to get this far. In fact she just wanted to spend the last
few days with her sister before her and Siwon leave. She sighs a little. When Siwon explained to her the
other night, she was a bit skeptical. She never really thought that she would up and leave behind her
siblings. In fact this wasnt something she wanted. But when Siwon told her that it was the best thing for
her to do, for herself and for their child.

The stress the stress that you three constantly put me under isnt healthy, states Tiffany. And I dont
want to have to deal with it anymore. More importantly I want to be free Taeyeon. I want to be able to
live my own life without you constantly leading it. I dont want this life anymore.

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Taeyeon wants to respond but she knows she cant. She didnt want to cause a scene. And she knows that
Tiffany is just as stubborn as she is. So there was no point in fighting. Taking a deep breath, she pushes
her chair back and stands up. Fine, go have your life with him were just holding you back
anyways.

Tae thats not what I meant, states Tiffany as she watches her older sister walk off. She pushes her
chair out and chases after her sister. Yoona could only shake her head before following after the two older
girls. Eyes search the crowd outside looking for any sign of her sisters. She sees them turning a corner
causing for her to run. Taeyeon was upset, and when the older girl is upset she tends to get a little violent.
And even though she didnt really like Tiffany, she wasnt going to let anything happen to her. Tae,
listen to me!

Tiffany just let her go, states Yoona. Her fingers wrap tightly around Tiffanys wrist. Let Taeng
blow off some steam. Tiffany turns and looks at Yoona with watery eyes.

I I didnt mean for it come out that way, whispers Tiffany. I just Yoona shrugs her shoulders.
She should be jumping for joy over the fact that Tiffany isnt Taeyeons favorite anymore. But instead she
was at a loss for words. She never really thought that Tiffany would do something like this. Tiffany was
always the level headed one out of them.

Lets go for a walk and maybe clear your mind.

~~~
She fidgets a little; she was more than curious as to why her older sister had shouted her name earlier
today. And she didnt just shout her name; she shouted her Korean one which meant that she in some
way, shape or form is in trouble. But when her sister showed up at the room, she didnt say anything. So
why did she call her name? Teeth clamp down on her bottom lip tugging at it. Maybe she should ask? But
what if Jessica forgot? Then asking her would remind her, right? And its best to let things like this go.

Mind telling me how in your right sense of mind did you get your belly pierced? Her sister voice was
calm. It wasnt hostile when she spoke and it didnt seem like she was in any trouble really. More
importantly how in the world did you get it? I heard that dad allowed it. Is that true, did dad say you can
get it? questions Jessica. She turns and looks at her sister with a stern full gaze.

Why do you care? scoffs Krystal, remembering what Key had told her. If anyone was to question her
just ask why they cared. You werent caring what I was doing before.

Drop that tough street girl act, states Jessica. You fail at it. If you really want to be tough, hang with
Yoona or Taeyeon. Now answer my question. Krystals cast her gaze down at the pavement beneath
them. Soojung.

Why? Why should I tell you, huh? questions Krystal in return, and this isnt any street girl act. I want
to know why I should you. You didnt seem to care what I was doing before.

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Jessica sighs, I did care, alright. But after the incident at the park you told me you wouldnt be doing
stupid stuff anymore. So I trusted you and released the reins. Do you know how tiring it is to keep tabs on
you at all times?

Seems quite easy when you opted to have Yoona as you new sister, remarks Krystal. Jessica stops
walking and looks at her sister.

Yoona isnt my sister. Im helping her. Im trying to make sure she doesnt do anything stupid alright.
Her older sister is a thief and her other older sister is walking around with a baby in her stomach. Yoona
is bright and she doesnt need to go down that path. And the only reason Im not hunting you down is
cause I thought you were smart enough also. But I guess Im wrong. Krystal turns and looks at Jessica.
She was unsure how to respond to her sister.

Jessicas hand reaches out; fingers wrap tightly around Krystals wrist, pulling the younger girl in closer.
Her free hand dips underneath Krystals shirt searching for the piercing; did you forge his signature?
questions Jessica coming in contact with the cold piece of metal.

I told him it was a field trip, answers Krystal honestly. Sure she give Jessica an attitude every once in a
awhile, but Krystal knew better than to lie to her sister. Lying meant that she would have to face the wrath
of her angry sister followed by their mother. He didnt even read the paper. Just signed it.

Why did you get it? If anything you should have gotten your ears pierced.

I wasnt too sure if I wanted a piercing. And then Minho said it would look sexy-

Hands withdraw from Krystals body, Ive heard enough. Jessica turns on her heels and begins walking
away.

Krystal bites her lip again. Jessicas expression was clear in her mind as she watches her sisters back.
She had disappointed one of the most important people in the world to her. She disappointed her idol. Her
face drops a little; disgust begins to build. Come on, Krystal lets just get home before night falls.

Her feet begin moving, taking her closer towards her sister. Falling in place beside the older girl, Krystal
couldnt help but feel like a complete and utter fool. Im sorry, Sooyeon Im really sorry.

Save it.

~~~
Fingers curl around the chain linked fence, pushing it open. Her free hand digs inside her jacket pocket
for her phone. She needs light and now. Or else she would probably be walking into a large pile of dog
crap. Pressing a button on her phone, it lights up the side of the house. Using it as a guide she begins
making her way to the back of the house. She groans while stumbling over some dog toys. Oh how she
wish she can turn around and beat the crap out of the girl who sent her here.

The smell of beer and cigarettes fill her nose as she rounds the corner and into the backyard. Eyes lock on
to her target. She releases a sigh at the sight of the smaller girl sitting beside the dog house; cigarette butts

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and empty cans of beer scatter amongst her legs. Youre a mess, she whispers. Feet move slowly as to
not startle the drunken girl.

What do you want?calls out the smaller girl while taking a puff at the cigarette in her hand.

I want nothing, she responds, but your sisters called. Both of your sisters called and said that you took
off without a word. And since you still dont have a phone they called me. Theyre really worried, you
know, Taeyeon. Tiffany was hysteric over the phone and Yoona Yoona travels at night all the way to
my house. Shes sleeping in my bed right now. She wont let me sleep until you talk to them.

I dont want to talk, responds Taeyeon as she throws the can that was in her hand to the side. There is
nothing to talk about. Jessica scoffs and takes a seat next to her. Just go home.

And sleep where? Did you not hear the words that came out of my mouth? Yoona wont budge from my
bed unless you show up and talk to them. Jessica leans forward trying to get a better glimpse of Taeyeon.
But the small amount of light that her phone was giving off wasnt really doing much. What happened?

Do you think Im going to tell you so you can rub it in my face and tell me that were no longer even and
that Im the worse sister? questions Taeyeon, slurring her words slightly. She shakes her head while
closing her eyes before turning and looking Jessica in the face. Some personal business is meant to be
personal and private.

Youre drunk and thats not what you think, counters Jessica.

A drunken man doesnt tell lies, responds Taeyeon while tilting her head back. Want one? Jessica
looks down at the unopened can in Taeyeons hand. She scoffs again. More for me. The can opens with
a hiss; Jessica groans in irritation.

Stop drinking and talk, states Jessica sounding impatient. What happened today to make you turn into
this pathetic person in front of me? She watches closely as the girl beside her gulps down the can.
Taeyeon. Talk, now.

She hears a sigh, Tiffany is leaving. She is going to run off with her boyfriend Taeyeon turns and
looks Jessica in the eyes. She says its better for her. That she wont have to live under the constant
stress that me, Yoong, and Min gives her. She says shell be free. Taeyeons eyes dart elsewhere, Shes
being stupid. She has a bright future here. I give her everything she needs. I make sure shes at school,
that shes fed, has clothes and a place to stay. Ive neglected my other sister for her all because Tiffany
was going to make it. Tiffany was going to be the one to become a doctor or a lawyer. Tiffany was going
to do something with her life and now, now she wants to just up and disappear? Whos going to make
sure shes fed, has a place to stay and whatnot? Hes only a senior we have a few months left of school.
He cant- he wont be able to take care of my sister, Taeyeon scoffs and shakes her head. Ive been so
foolish

Yes and no, states Jessica carefully, Youre being a sister and the provider for your family. Yes some
things make you bad, some things are foolish Jessica sighs herself, Taeyeon you told me that
Krystal needed to learn from her mistakes. Well now its Tiffanys turn. Let her learn like how Yoona is.
Youve been sheltering her and she has to learn sooner or later. She pauses trying to think of the

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correct words to say in this moment, Letting Tiffany go wont make you a bad sister. Letting Tiffany go
and not keeping contact with her or making sure shes fine will though. She leans a little closer to
Taeyeon, take it from me. I let Krystal do what she wants. I loosened the reins on her and now look. The
stupid girls got a piercing. Just keep an eye on her and everything will be alright.

How can you be so sure huh? I mean you have nothing to worry about. Youre family is perfect-

My family is far from perfect, interrupts Jessica. Taeyeon turns and looks back at the slightly taller girl.
Krystal is a delinquent in the making. My parents are arguing even more now that Krystal is old enough.
They want a divorce. Parents arguing over who gets what and who get who. Theyre more than likely
going to split us up if they go through with it. Dad will take Krystal and Ill be stuck with mom. Jessica
closes her eyes.

At least youll know your sister will be safe. I dont know what to do with Min. He grew up with Tiffany
as a sister and mother figure. I was just the best friend that stepped in to help. He doesnt know about
me Feeling something nudging her leg, Taeyeon squints making out the form of her dog, go away.
Go sleep in your house or something.

I would hate to see how youd treat your own child one day, whispers Jessica as the dog walks her way.

Whats that supposed to mean? questions Taeyeon.

Nothing. Jessicas hand combs through the dogs fur, whats his name?

Her name and she doesnt have a name. I just call her: Hey you, or dog, answers Taeyeon. Jessica rolls
her eyes and pulls the dog closer to cuddle it. Youll spoil her stop it. Jessica smiles and continues
cuddling the dog and petting it. Fine whatever you keep her. I didnt want the stupid dog anyways.

Yeah youre going to be a horrible mom. But back to the topic of your younger brother, that just means
that youll have to explain the situation to him. Im sure hes not completely incapable of hearing about it.
It will make things easier for you and him when Tiffany leaves. Were still looking for apartments for
you. Itll be the two of you now with Yoona. Plus it will less money for you to foot out.

Silence consumes them; Taeyeon watches Jessica cuddle with her dog. Should she let Tiffany leave? But
doing so would make everything shes done for the past few years all go to waste? And the idea of telling
her brother is ridiculous. For her to just come out and say: Hey Im sorry for not telling you sooner but
Im yours and Tiffanys older sister, she just cant do it. A frustrated groan, her fingers begin digging
through her pockets for her lighter. She needed another cigarette before she stresses herself out even
further.

Jessica watches Taeyeon. She was unsure what to say, since it seems that everything she said wasnt
working. She sighs. Maybe there was just nothing she could do. Shes not exactly friends with Taeyeon;
shes just the girls guidance counselor. Jessicas head falls back and she looks up at the night sky.
Weight drops down onto her shoulder and she turns her head slightly to see the crown of Taeyeons head
and all she could do is stare at it. Maybe silence is the best option for now.

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tongue swipes across her cheek, leaving behind a slobbery trail; a grunt came out of the persons
mouth as a response. The tongue continues its assault. Hand raises high before pushing away the
assailant. Eye cracks open, coming face to face with a dog. Go away, she mumbles into her
pillow. Eye begins to close when she feels something snuggle into her back.

Both eyes open this time around; head turns to look over her shoulder. Jessica? she whispers
completely confused. What in the world is her counselor doing in her room? More importantly, what in
the world is Jessica doing in her bed? She rolls a little getting a grunt from Jessica.

With a sigh, Taeyeon returns to her original position. A click echoes throughout the room, signaling that
her door had opened. Taeyeon, calls out her aunt.

What?mutters Taeyeon into her pillow.

Im just checking in. I woke up to the backyard being a complete and total mess and your dog scratching
at the door. On top of that the Ims called. They said Yoona left last night and never returned home. Do
you know where you sister is?

Taeyeons face scrunches up. Thats right, she got drunk last night; she had her own pity party. And then
Jessica had shown up because of Yoona. She shift slightly and leans up to look at her aunt, Yoongs at a
friends house, her aunt nods her head, and Ill clean up the mess later.

I already did it. I was planning on grounding you, but Ill let it slide this once, Taeyeon nods her head
and drops back down on her pillow. Just make sure you take her out for a walk. Her aunt turns to leave
the room stopping, oh and next time you decide to bring a friend over, please use the door. I dont need
neighbors watching you two sneak in through bedroom windows and whatnot. She exits closing the
door. Taeyeon releases a groan; the door opens again. Oh and last thing clean this room. Its a
complete and total mess.

The door closes with a hiss and Taeyeon groans again. Her arms wrap around her pillow pulling it in
closer. Shifting her body, Taeyeon closes her eyes only to be assaulted by her dog again. Go away, she
groans, pushing at the dogs face. Her dog bares it teeth, releasing a growl. Shut up. Barking ensues.
Hey people are trying to sleep. Do you want to go back out in the yard?

Why are you so mean to her? questions Jessica in a groggy voice. She pushes herself up and looks over
Taeyeons body. She probably wants to play or something.

What are you doing in my bed? questions Taeyeon in return.

Did you think I was going to walk home alone last night? You were too plastered to even think about
walking me home in the dead of the night. So I grew tired and decided that I might as well crash in your
bed. Taeyeon rolls over onto her stomach, burying her face in her pillow. You should have seen
yourself attempt to climb in through the window. She begins blindly swinging at Jessica. And then your
dog followed right after using the crates out back.

Well its morning time go home and leave me alone to lie in my own self pity, whispers Taeyeon.

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And let you do something stupid again? Youre so lucky you didnt hit your head last night attempting to
climb in the window. And you were tripping over your feet. Jessica shifts slightly in the bed. And then
there is Yoona who wants to see you. Shes worried. You dont exactly have to see Tiffany right now, if
you dont want to. But at least see Yoona.

Ill see her later. Jessica groans. She wants to push the girl off the bed. Eyes stay on Taeyeons figure as
the smaller girl turns her head and looks at her. Did you really mean it last night?

Mean what? questions Jessica, I said a lot of things last night.

That maybe its better if I let Tiffany do whatever it is she pleases, whispers Taeyeon. Jessicas face
softens slightly, But what if its a mistake? What if he doesnt take care of her? What she cant take care
of herself?

I can see that Siwon isnt exactly at the top of your favorite people list but come on Taeyeon, this will
be great for the three of them, states Jessica.

Three? questions Taeyeon. What three? Its Tiffany and her boyfriend.

Jessicas face goes blank. Taeyeon doesnt know about the pregnancy yet. But wouldnt it have been
smart of Tiffany to reveal that as one of the reasons for the leave? I I meant the two of them. Taeyeon
sits up and looks at Jessica skeptically. Im still tired and my brain isnt exactly functioning correctly.
Taeyeon eyes her and falls back upon her pillow. But yes I did mean it. Let Tiffany learn. And this
will also be a great time for you to get things together. Build your relationship with Yoona, find you a
place to stay, a job and what not. That way if Tiffany ever wants to come shell have a stable place to
comeback to.

Are you going to stop counseling me? questions Taeyeon.

Why would I do that? Im getting paid.

This was all because Tiffany wanted it. Im sure now; youre happily doing a dance inside at how
pathetic I am. And that you wont have to be counseling a delinquent anymore.

An ex delinquent, whos bringing their grade up and has cut back on stealing, but I dont know if Ill
exactly stop. Do you want me to stop? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. I guess we can stop. But then
what will exactly happen after that? Will you let all my hard work- all our hard work go down the drain?
You almost did last night.

I still have Yoona and Min to take care of. I failed Tiffany, she pauses taking a deep breath, I dont
want to fail with Yoona or him. I I think Im still going to need your help just for a while longer, if you
dont mind. Jessica nods her head, but I wont be able to pay. I want to make the move as soon as
possible.

Then I wont be your counselor, states Jessica. Taeyeon looks at her. Shes confused. She just said that
she needs Jessicas help and Jessica is saying that she doesnt, she wont be her counselor. But that
doesnt make sense. Weve been hanging out and speaking to each other for about a month I can call
you an acquaintance, but that would be a little mean, dont you think? Jessica takes a moment to gather

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her thoughts. Instead were friends yeah, just friends. Youve helped me with Krystal and what
not.

So what does that mean?

Ill help you out because youre a friend, states Jessica. She drops backwards on the bed; both girls
stare up at the ceiling.

Friends? But I thought you despised me, that you despised people like me, comments Taeyeon. She
hears a sigh and turns her head slightly to look at Jessica.

I guess you made me change my views about you during this month. Though I havent solidly stopped
thinking about you that way, but you definitely slightly altered my opinions, explains Jessica. She
releases a small chuckle, I guess Yuris right. With some guidance, you and Yoona arent so bad.

That means Yuri wins, right? Jessica nods her head. So were friends?

Yeah were friends.

~~~
A questioning look appears on her face as she looks at the boxes that had collected in the living room. She
looks around her house for anybody. It didnt matter if it was her sister, her twin, even her older brother.
She just wants to know what was going on. Was it spring cleaning or something? Feet move slowly and
she examines the words scribbled on the boxes. Are they moving? And since when? Why wasnt she
informed about it?

What are you doing? She jumps at the sound of the voice. She turns and takes a look at her older
brother; her gaze then drops to the ground. I asked you: what are you doing? I believe that requires an
answer.

She was obviously looking at the boxes. Her head rises slowly seeing her brothers fiance enter the
room. Calm down. And finish making sure everything is in the boxes please, Siwon. Siwon eyes
Sooyoung for a moment and then turns to Tiffany.

You check and make sure everything is in the boxes. Im talking to my sister, Tiffany sighs and walks
off leaving the two eldest Choi children alone. He walks closer to Sooyoung and cages her between the
boxes and his body. Im moving out. Tiffany and I are moving out. Were going to go live with our
grandparents in the next town over. Sooyoung nods her head rapidly, that doesnt mean that you can go
ahead and tell people, do you understand? She nods her head again; eyes close tight. I asked you if you
understood me, Sooyoung. I want to hear vocalization. I cant hear you shake your head.

Y-yes, whispers Sooyoung meekly. Siwon nods his head and backs away.

Tiffany told me that you also took her to see a doctor and paid for. She even said that youre helping her
with getting some prenatal pills. Whatever that is Finger comb through his dark locks, I um, thank
you for taking care of her I guess. But if this is because you developed some sort of feelings-

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N-no, interrupts Sooyoung while shaking her head. S-she n-needed help. Thats all it was f-for. I s-
swear. Siwon nods his head again and walks away, leaving Sooyoung standing there shaking slightly.
She wants to release the breath that shes holding, but the thought of it setting her brother off scares her.
She moves slowly towards the floor taking a seat. Her mind begins racing over the details that were just
explained to her.

Theyre moving. Siwon and Tiffany are moving to live with their grandparents. But what about Taeyeon,
Yoona and her brother? Its been a week since Tiffany returned here, crying over the fact that Taeyeon
stormed off. And now shes leaving. She shakes her head. Tiffanys crazy. She doesnt know what shes
getting herself into.

Hey, she looks up to see Tiffany standing over her. Tiffany leans slightly to look around the boxes,
checking for Siwon. Not seeing any signs of her fianc, Tiffany takes a seat on the floor in front of her.
Did he hurt you? she whispers; her hand reaches out touching Sooyoungs face. Eyes look for any signs
of abuse. Sooyoung shakes her head no and swats Tiffanys hand away. Tiffany looks at her hand.

Why are you leaving with him? What about your brother and sisters? questions Sooyoung.

Not you also, whispers Tiffany in return. She looks up at Sooyoung, I need this. I want to be free. And
he promised to be there for the baby. Siwon thinks that maybe a change of scenery would help him calm
down some. He also thinks that living a stress free life would be good for the baby. She leans again,
checking again. I know you told me he touches you and maybe if I drag him away you can go back
to living a normal life.

My life wont be normal.

Tiffany gives her a sympathetic smile. Thats not what I meant and you know it. I just mean you
can now live without the constant fear of him coming after you.

Yeah, now I have to live with that thought of whether or not my brother has struck you. And even more
so I have to worry about whether or not my niece or nephew is okay. Tiffany sighs and scoots closer
taking a seat beside Sooyoung.

Dont worry about me. Ive been dating him for a year I can handle this. But Ill make sure to call
every week okay? Sooyoung nods her head; Tiffany leans over and places her head on Sooyoungs
shoulder. Who would have thought that I would have become friends with the girl who wanted me to
break up with her brother? Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders, but thank you, Sooyoung. Youve been
here for me when I needed someone the most. Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders again.

What are you two doing? Tiffany looks up at Siwon, flashing him a small smile.

I was thanking her for taking care of me and allowing me to stay here. She didnt have to do those things
you know. But since she was doing something someone else wouldnt-

Shut it, Tiffany, states Siwon as he carefully eyes his sister. Everythings packed. Are you ready?
Tiffany nods her head and pushes herself up. She turns and looks at Sooyoung.

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Youll tell Taeyeon, I said bye, right? questions Tiffany as Siwon begins taking boxes out to the truck
that was rented.

Youll be at school with us right? questions Sooyoung in return. Tiffany smiles a little and shakes her
head.

Ive switched schools to one closer to where were staying. Siwon on the other hand is going to finish up
here, until he graduates. She looks around the room, please make sure Taeyeon, Yoona and my brother
is safe. You probably dont know who my brother is but Im certain he hangs out with Minho and Sulli.
Youll know the moment you see him. She looks at Sooyoung one last time, and really thank you.

Be safe.

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ts been three months really; three months since Tiffany left and a total of about five since all of this
happened. She couldnt help but smile as she stares out the window; eyes look down at the spot in the
yard by the tree. No one was there and it made her smile even more. No one being in the spot means
that they were actually attending classes somewhere on campus and was learning. Youre very
happy. She turns and looks at her seat mate. Mind sharing why?

Yoona and Taeyeon arent ditching, she responds. Theyve been off and on about attending classes.
But lately the two of them have been going to class.

Or they could be ditching off campus somewhere. I think they learned that they cant sit under this
window anymore, counters Yuri with a playful grin.

Youre just jealous that you couldnt get either of them to do this, responds Jessica as she looks up at
the board. Fingers curl around her pencil; hand moves scribbling down the notes that her eyes were taking
in. She turns and flashes Yuri a quick smile and turns back to her work.

Technically, its the missing sister that made them do this, states Yuri, Do you really believe theyd try
this hard if Tiffany didnt up and leave? Jessica pauses for a moment. Would Taeyeon have tried this
hard if Tiffany was still around? The smaller girl did put in some effort before but it really wasnt much.
And now shes placed all of her time and energy into her Yoona, Taemin and herself. Jessica turns back
to Yuri again and shrugs her shoulders. Speaking of Tiffany has anyone heard from her?

Sooyoung speaks to her on a weekly basis. She does call Yoona and checks in, also with Taemin. She
does try with Taeyeon but the girl is too stubborn to answer her phone. I dont know; it seems like
Taeyeons got some sort of issues with abandonment, or people leaving. Yuri raises a brow. What I
mean is she despises her mother for leaving her, but mind you if you ever talk bad about the woman
Taeyeon will attack, same thing with Tiffany. She doesnt care if Tiffany exists are not, right now. But
call Tiffany any name or talk bad about the girl and Taeyeon will get really upset and defensive.

Yuri shakes her head with a small smile, at least that lets you know that even though shes got a problem
with Tiffany, Tiffany is someone that Taeyeon holds on to dearly. Jessica sighs and nods her head. No
point in arguing with that statement.

Hows your relationship with Minho going?

Boring. I dont know why I agreed to date him, she turns and looks at Jessica, do you think I should
break up with him? Its quite obvious that I really dont like him and I have no clue why Im still in a
relationship with him. I just dont want it to get to serious and stuff.

If thats what you feel you should do then yeah. Im not going to tell you no, just because hes my best
friends twin brother. The two girls quiet down, listening to the professors lecture. But that attempt
failed as the bell sounded throughout the room, dismissing them. Yuri stands and slides her books into her
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Can you accompany me? I dont want to be persuaded to stay in the relationship. And youre really
stubborn. states Yuri as she watches Jessica clear her half of the table.

What does that mean? questions Jessica as she stops and looks at the taller girl.

It means you wont be easily swayed like I will. The only reason why we were together is because I
caved, answers Yuri. So will you join me, please? Jessica nods her head. Thank you. They exit out
of the room and begin their search for Sooyoungs twin.

~~~
Eyes watch the two older girls curiously. Where are you two off two? Hand presses against the locker
door slamming it shut. She slides her backpack over one shoulder and begins her pursuit of following the
two girls through the crowd. Why would Jessica hang out with Yuri? she questions a loud. Her hand
press against someones back, shoving them out of her way.

Jessica and Yuri disappear behind a corner causing for her to increase her pace. Rounding the corner, her
eyes lose sight of them. Damn, she whispers. Feet move slowly allowing for her to peek into every
room. Spotting Yuris dark locks, she stops outside of the room and listens in on the conversation.

Minho can we talk? rings Yuris voice. The way her voice was wavering alerted Yoona that Yuri was
nervous about something. I was thinking maybe we should you know, break up. Yoona raises both
brows; she walks closer to the wall, pressing her back against it. I mean its been three months and Im
not really feeling this relationship. I like someone else.

Then whyd you agree? Yoona scowls. Was he questioning her? Is he really that dumb?

You kept asking. And I didnt want to hurt your feelings. I thought that maybe one date wouldnt be bad.
Ill admit I had fun. But I didnt really think that youd keep coming back. Im sorry, but I dont want this
anymore, explains Yuri.

Please break up, whispers Yoona, half praying half hoping.

I guess then. There was a pause, I can take Krystal out tonight then.

No. Yoona breaks into a grin at Jessicas voice. You might be my best friends twin brother. But come
near my sister and Ill-

Lets go, Jessica. Footsteps get louder, signaling that the two girls were getting closer. Yoona looks
around before taking off towards one of the empty classroom.

~~~
Books come into her peripheral vision. She looks up, coming face to face with a grin that shes grown
accustomed to over the three months time span. Her gaze drops back to her books. What does she want?

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Her grin signifies something. The person across from her doesnt budge. She looks up again; their eyes
meet. Yes, Yoona?

I need your help, responds Yoona. Jessica will you help me please? Jessica shakes her head no and
returns back to her work. She wasnt about to get herself caught up in some scheme of Yoonas. Jessica,
please.

Isnt that Taeyeons job? questions Jessica as she flips through her literature book.

Well you see Taengs never really had a a date. The pen that was in her hand slips, clattering upon
the wooden table top. Her head rises slowly and eyes connect with Yoonas once again. Um you know
the junior prom and stuff is coming up.

Youre not a junior though, states Jessica, so what junior are you trying to ask out? The chair beside
her squeaks, Hi, Sooyoung, she states without breaking eye contact with Yoona. So whos the lucky
junior? Yoona looks around the library. Yoona

Whats wrong Yoona? questions Sooyoung. She looks up at the younger girl.

I want some help on asking a junior out to the junior prom, but not as a date you know. Just as friends,
states Yoona while making a face as she attempts to say the word friends. She sighs and drops her head
onto the table. She feels pathetic. She lifts her head and looks at Jessica, please just help me. Youre the
only person I know whos dated before. Taeng was too preoccupied with Tiffany. Seohyuns not really
interested in this type of stuff, yet. My adoptive sister wont even speak to me.

What about Yuri? Shes dated before in fact she was in a relationship up until our break A
questioning look appears upon Jessicas face. She tilts her head slightly, Is that who you want to ask
out? Yoona freezes slightly, but remains calm. Yuris a junior. Yuri is no longer in relationship with
Sooyoungs brother. And you think Yuri is pretty. A grin appears on her face, Yoona are you trying to
ask Yuri out?

Yoonas face scrunches up, Yuri is gross. Jessica shakes her head and picks her pen back up. But I
dont want her dating anyone else. Sooyoung smiles at Yoona. I know very selfish, but but youd
probably do the same if you were in my position.

Nope, states Jessica. Im not that selfish. Sooyoung? Sooyoung shakes her head. But if you want
help Ill talk to Yuri about it and see if shes planning on going, okay? Yoona shakes her head. Then
what do you want me to do?

Tell me what to do. I want to do it on my own or at least I think I do.

Just talk to her, okay? And none of that Yuri is gross or stop being gross, crap. You obviously like
her and she obviously likes you. Alright then, go run along and find Taeyeon. Im sure shes quite
worried as to where her sister disappeared to.

She knows already. I told her that I needed to ask you for help. At first she was a little grumpy but when
I told her it was about dating, she nearly pushed me into a wall, to send me off. She gives Jessica a smile,
so are you going to ask her to the dance?

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Why would I do something like that? questions Jessica.

You two have been spending a lot of time together, comments Sooyoung. And you do take care of her
and stuff. Its only a matter of time before the two of you you know get together. Jessica groans an
turns her attention back to her work.

You two are complete and total idiots, states Jessica; her fingers comb through her locks. Were just
friends. You two act like were going out or something. And if and this is a really big if. If I did like
her what makes you think that I would ask her out? She slams her pen down on the table; her eyes dart
back and forth between the two tall girls. Yoona and Sooyoungs eyes meet; they both shrug their
shoulders. So there and no Im not asking Taeyeon to the dance. It would be pointless when I already
have a date for that night.

Who? asks both of the younger girls in unison. Jessica flashes them a smile and closes her books.

Someone asked me out. She slides her books into her bag. Footsteps sound throughout the smaller
corner that they were sitting in, signaling the arrival of someone. All three girls turn and look, Hello,
Donghae.

Hey Jessica um can I talk to you? questions the male while looking around.

What do you need? she asks.

I was wondering if you were going to the prom?

I have a date for that night She zips up her back pack and stands flashing the boy a smile. Sorry.
She turns and looks at Sooyoung and Yoona. Ill see you guys after school. No, wait I have to help
Taeyeon with something later. I guess Ill see you guys tomorrow. Call me later Soo. She flashes
Donghae another smile and walks off, leaving Sooyoung and Yoona curious. And Donghae confused.

~~~
She fiddles with the paper work thats in her hands. Eyes were supposed to be checking out the apartment
and instead they were scanning over the girl walking around. She wanted to ask her a few questions about
what her younger sister told her. Was it true that shes dating again? Does that mean that her time with the
girl will be cut even shorter? She already has to share it with her own sister, the girls best friend, the
girls siblings (yes, siblings. The girls brother is back for summer break or something).

She shakes her head. What is she doing thinking about these things? Jessica is no longer your counselor.
Hasnt been for three weeks, she whispers to herself. Shes a friend A groan is released out of pure
frustration.

Something wrong? Dont like this one? She turns and looks at Jessica.

No I mean this one is nice, answers Taeyeon. But isnt two rooms a little too much? I only work
part time now and rent will probably be expensive. Not to mention the gas and electric. And what if I
want to watch TV or something? Jessica sighs and shakes her head. What? Im being practical.

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No youre not. Youve been turning down everything for the past three months. Its as if you dont want
an apartment anymore. Jessica walks over to Taeyeon, just because Tiffany isnt here anymore it
doesnt mean you have to stop trying to improve yourself. Youre grades are dropping again. You havent
been showing up for your job that took us forever to find.

Taeyeon lowers herself to the carpet. She exhales loudly through her nose. What what if I dont want
this anymore huh? You told me that I should continue so I can give Tiffany a place to return to when she
wants to. But what if I dont want Tiffany to return? Jessica wasnt so sure how she should respond, so
instead all she did was take a seat next to the girl on the floor. I dont want Tiffany to come back. She
didnt say goodbye and she didnt care about who she was leaving. I dont want her back. She can stay
gone with all the secrets and memories that I confided in her.

You dont mean that. Youre just still upset, retorts Jessica.

No. I do mean it. With Tiffany around I didnt have time for myself. I wasnt able to make any friends
because I was making sure she was content. Yoona got ignored. And so did Taemin. And now now Im
able to do things. Im able to spend time with Yoona, with Taemin. Ive made friends, like you and
Sooyoung. Im doing stuff. And if she comes back I dont want to go down that path again. She looks
at Jessica, so I dont want to give her a place to return to. Im content with my room that Im sharing. If I
want some privacy, all I have to do is hop through the window.

But still what are you going to do when Tiffany shows up out of the blue one day? Huh? Are you
going to push her away? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. She wasnt too sure what she was going to do if
Tiffany ever returned. All she did know was that she didnt want her sister back. Fingers begin playing
with the carpet. I didnt mean to upset you. Im just being very practical.

Taeyeon shakes her head and waves Jessica off. No need to apologize. Youre right I have no clue
what Id do if Tiffany came back. Its just that I dont want to go back. Im finally proving myself to other
people. I dont want them to think that it was all for nothing. She exhales and allows silence to envelop
them. Eyes dart around the room before connecting with Jessicas. I heard from Yoona that youre dating
again. Jessica smiles a little. Can I know who? I mean if you want to tell me you dont have to tell
me

Its no one really, answers Jessica. And its not really dating. Someone asked me out its just one
date and its the night of junior prom. But what about you? Are you going? Taeyeon shakes her head
with a look of disgust. Then what are you doing?

Probably going to chill in my backyard with dog and have a couple of beers, answers Taeyeon. Well,
itll probably be me and Taemin in the back bonding. Yoona could have joined but shes too busy trying
to make sure Yuri doesnt get into another relationship, even with her. Youre more than welcomed to
join once your date is over. Im quite sure Im going to drink to my hearts content again.

Ill make sure to drop by and check up on you that night, states Jessica. Both girls quiet down again.

Does this person have a name? questions Taeyeon curiously.

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Yes they have a name. Before she can say anything a knock echoes through the room. Both girls look
over their shoulders to see Taeyeons brother stumbling into the room.

Yoona told me that you were looking for me, he states while looking around the empty apartment.
Both, Taeyeon and Jessica, push themselves up into standing positions. I came as fast as I can, he says
while approaching Taeyeon. His eyes drift towards Jessica and a surprised look appears on his face. I-I
know you. Youre Soojungs sister.

Hello, Taemin? questions Jessica. He nods his head, ah yeah Im the stupid girls sister, Jessica.

So what did you want? asks Taemin, turning his attention back to Taeyeon.

What do you think about this apartment? questions Taeyeon as she walks around.

For who?

Me, you and maybe Yoona can stay on the weekends and stuff.

His eyes travel around the room. Its okay I guess but wheres Tiffany going to stay? Taeyeon stops
walking. She didnt want to tell her brother that Tiffany wasnt going to stay with them if she ever comes
back, even for a visit. They were just getting over the awkward stage. And she wasnt ready to lose
another sibling. Who knows what Taemin might do if she says that. Would the boy run off somewhere or
something?

Tiffany will more than likely stay at the Chois, answers Jessica, since her and Siwon are getting very
serious about their relationship. But come on Ill show you the room that you get to keep all to
yourself. She reaches out and grabs Taemin, dragging him away from Taeyeon.

Taeyeon sighs and stares at the blank wall in front of her. So even without you here Im still not going
to be able to do anything. You said that I was holding you back but youre doing the same thing,
Miyoung. She shakes her head. The phone in her pocket vibrates. Jessica! Please make sure to close up
and get the rest of the paperwork. I have to leave for work. And Taemin go straight home afterwards
and work on your homework.

Jessica head appears from around the corner. Alright but remember to call if you need something,
okay? Taeyeon nods her head and turns to leave.

~~~
She stares at the basket full of clothes in her hand. A frustrated sigh is released. Hand reaches out turning
on the washer machine, allowing the machine to fill with water. Reaching up, she opens the cabinet and
looks for his special soap. Seriously, who in the world cares what kind of laundry soap is used, she
mutters under her breath. Clean clothes are clean clothes. It shouldnt really matter what type of soap is
used. Spotting it on one of the high shelves she groans. Feet push off the ground forcing her onto her
toes, forcing her now showing belly into the machine. She groans again and backs away from the shelf.
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Why in the world did he put that on the top shelf? Just because hes a giant doesnt mean anything.

Need help Tiffany? She looks over her shoulder to see Sooyoung enter the garage. A smile crosses
Tiffanys face and she enthusiastically nods her head. Sooyoung sets her backpack down by the door and
heads towards the shelf, grabbing the soap. Here you go. She hands it to Tiffany before taking a seat on
the table beside the basket.

What are you doing here? questions Tiffany. She dumps the clothes into the machine, not really caring
if they get ruined or not. And without measuring the soap she just pours it in.

Jessicas helping Taeyeon with finding an apartment still and Yoonas off trying to make sure Yuri
doesnt enter a relationship, even with one with herself, answers Sooyoung, so I thought Id visit my
grandparents and check up on you.

Well Im doing fine, Tiffany slams the machine close and flashes Sooyoung a smile. Im feeling damn
near fantastic. Sooyoung raises a brow, wheres your brother? questions Tiffany ignoring the
questioning look on Sooyoungs face.

Sooyoung sighs and looks around the room, Hes off with his friends. He says hell be home later
tonight and for you to not wait up. Something about itll be bad for his child. Tiffany closes her eyes; she
exhales loudly. Is something wrong?

No nothings wrong. So Taeyeon is getting an apartment. What about my brother? Whats he been up
to? She questions while taking a seat on the table beside Sooyoung.

Hes doing well, I think. Taeyeon has him on a tight leash. Well not really tight, but she doesnt want
him making stupid mistakes. Sooyoung frowns slightly, Hes kind of stopped hanging out the bad
crowd and is now attending a dance studio. Or so he says.

So everyone is doing better without me? whispers Tiffany; her gaze drops to the floor. She thought that
by leaving shed be free. In fact it seems that its the other way around. Her leaving had somehow freed
everyone else. And here she is playing some stupid house wife with a boy friend- no a fianc who doesnt
even come to check on her after school. She could go into labor early or something and he doesnt even
care. She exhales again, trying to calm herself down.

Sooyoung watches her curiously. Want to go for a walk or something? Im sure youre tired of being
cooped up in this house, and is probably going stir crazy. Tiffany looks up at Sooyoung and flashes her a
smile for the third time.

Sure Id like that.

~~~
The mop plops down upon the tiled floor; water spreads everywhere. She sighs and leans up against the
mop. Her eyes watch the trail that the water was making. A hand slides into her jumpsuit pulling out her
ear buds. Might as well listen to music while I get to clean up this dump, she states to herself. She slips
one of the buds into her ears and begins her duty of mopping the floor. The longer she stalls the later

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shell have to stay behind. And right now, she wants nothing more than to go home and sleep. Maybe
even smoke a cigarette or two.

The mop begins sliding back and forth across the tiles and she hums to herself the tune of the song. She
stops and frowns looking at the water. Being a janitor wasnt her liking, I should have stuck with pick
pocketing and what not.

Taeyeon! Head turns and looks over her shoulder to see her cousin and the short drug dealer of the
campus walking her way. Hows the job I got you? questions Sunny. She flashes Taeyeon a smile while
placing her hand on the janitors shoulder.

I was surprised when I heard that youve got a job. But to see it first hand is something quite-

Shut it, Hyoyeon, mumbles Taeyeon as she resumes her job of making the floors spotless. Dont you
two have boyfriends to be fawning over or something? Her grip on the mop tightens and she carelessly
pushes the water around. You know that was a hint for you guys to leave, states Taeyeon while giving
them a side wards glance.

We are were just getting some prenatal pills for Sooyoung, responds Sunny. Taeyeon shrugs her
shoulders and continues her task at hand. Wait did she just say Sooyoung? Taeyeon stop and blinks her
eyes. Prenatal pills for Sooyoung? But that would mean that Sooyoung is pregnant. But Sooyoung never
said anything about being pregnant. So who could it be?

Sooyoungs pregnant? questions Taeyeon aloud.

No some friend of hers is. Sunny wont reveal any name though, answers Hyoyeon, as Sunny
disappears behind one of the many doors. Friends? Which one of Sooyoungs friends is pregnant?

Jessica? she whispers to herself, but but Jessica says shes not dating anyone. Then again she does
have a date coming up in the next two weeks. Maybe she is dating. That Donghae boy has been calling a
lot. She supports herself up with the mop; a frown appears on her face. Is she dating her ex boyfriend
again?

Hyoyeon watches her cousin curiously. This is a new side of Taeyeon that shes never really seen.
Growing up, Taeyeon was the bad girl who only cared about herself. And yet this girl had taken a break in
her job to figure out something so feeble. If she is pregnant then does the mean shell stop helping me?
But what if she cant raise a child on her own. She shakes her head and looks at the mess on the floor.

Hyoyeon raises a brow. This girl was seriously starting to weird her out. Why do you care whos
pregnant or not? questions Hyoyeon. Taeyeon turns and looks at her cousin. She shakes her head and
plugs both ear buds into her ear. Releasing a sigh, she dunks the mop into the dirty water. Using the
crank, she squeezes the water out of the mop and continues with cleaning the tiles. Yeah well mom
says that you need to use the front door tonight and not your window. Taeyeon flashes her cousin a
smile. You cant hear me can you? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders.

Got them, states Sunny while exiting out of the many rooms. She shakes the bottle allowing for the pills
to rattle. Ill see you later, Taeyeon. Taeyeon removes the device that was distorting her hearing. I said

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Ill see you at school or tomorrow night since Im working the front desk after school. Taeyeon gives the
short girl a small smile and waves the two girls off.

Hearing the door close with a click she looks up at the clock across the room. A groan emits from her lips.
She hasnt even cleaned the waiting room and shes been at work for about an hour. Tonights going to
be a long night, she whispers to herself as she returns to mopping.

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S
he sets the last of the dried dishes into the cabinet just as a knock resonates throughout the house.
Feet shift slightly causing for her to get a better view of the clock, Ten? she whispers. A confused
look crosses her face. Another round of knocks echoes. Moving slowly, she enters the living room
in time to see her parents answering the door. Eyes connect with her siblings, who were both giving
her questioning looks.

Hello? calls out her mother as the door slowly opens.

H-Hi, The voice was familiar. Um Mrs. Jung is Jessica home? Her parents turn and look at her.
Jessicas lips move slowly in an attempt to create an innocent smile. She was innocent. She didnt know
that Taeyeon was going to visit her at ten at night. I-I know this is a bad time

Sooyeon, the door, calls out Mrs. Jung. Jessica gives her parents a sheepish grin and bows slightly, Ill
let this slide since its Taeyeon and I adore her. Jessica freezes and looks at her mother, Taeyeon is
such a hardworking child. You can learn something from her. She rolls her eyes and continues her way
towards the door. Stepping outside she closes the door.

Its kind of late dont you think? questions Jessica as she takes a seat on her porch. Taeyeon shrugs her
shoulders and takes a seat beside her. So what are you doing here?

Ive come to get the papers, state Taeyeon while keeping a straight face.

One of Jessicas brows arch. I could have given that to you, tomorrow. Why are you here, Taeyeon?
she questions once again.

Home is too far away and I need a place to crash for the night. Buses have stopped running, states
Taeyeon, Ive let you crash at my place when you didnt walk home at night. Youre not going to make
me do the same thing are you?

You were too drunk to comprehend anything that night, and you shouldnt be afraid to walk home miss
delinquent, retorts Jessica. Taeyeons expression becomes blank, besides where are you going to sleep?
My brothers home and I had to give up my room to him.

We can share a bed, states Taeyeon. The questioning look on Jessicas face transforms into one of pure
confusion. What? You act like weve never done it before. Her expressions keep changing with every
sentence that Taeyeon speaks. Get your mind out of the gutter, mutters Taeyeon as she examines
Jessicas expression. I was talking about sleeping together, she rolls her eyes, On the same bed, you
idiot. Beside each other.

I knew that but you need to watch how you word things. Some people might mistake it for other things.

Like who?

Like the nosy little sister whos peeking her head out of the cracked front door. Or maybe the nosy older
brother whos standing behind her? I dont know why dont you guys tell me? She turns and looks at the

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door. It slowly opens revealing Krystal and her older brother. Care to explain why youre tuning into our
conversation?

I was trying to get Krystal to stop, states her brother as he flashes Taeyeon a smile, he also gives her a
small wave. Krystal rolls her eyes and crosses her arms. Come on Soojung lets leave the two love
birds alone. Jessica releases a snarl while looking for something to throw.

Were not in love, calls out Jessica as the door closes. She groans and turns back to Taeyeon. As I was
saying, where in the world do you plan on sleeping? Im sharing rooms with Krystal, again.

And I said we can share the same bed. Youre not really going to send me out at night are you? Do you
know how dangerous it is for me? Im no longer hanging out with the same crowd anymore. I can get
attacked and what not walking alone, since the buses arent running anymore.

Get attacked? questions Jessica.

The people I hung out with were a tight knit crowd; they were the type that made it impossible for you to
really leave. Sure I hung with Yoona and her. But these were the people I hung out with while everyone
was sleeping. And for me to um have a legal job an stuff thats like have a huge target on my back.
She points at Jessica, and youre making it easier for them to get me. She pauses, can I stay, please?

I guess my moms going to allow it anyways, since she adores you and youre so hardworking,
mocks Jessica while rolling her eyes, if that wasnt a piece of crap. Hardworking my ass, Im the one
who spoke to Sunny about the job. Im the one helping you find a place to live.

Thank you. She stops and looks down at her feet. Did Taeyeon just thank her while shes sitting here
mocking her? Thank you for helping me. If you want I can explain the situation to your mother. She
turns back to the smaller girl who was sitting beside her. I like taking things that arent mine, but I dont
like taking the credit for something I didnt do.

Alright then come on, states Jessica while standing up and caving in. But what are we going to do
about your backpack and school work? She asks while opening the door.

Ill wake up earlier and get it before school starts I guess, she answers while following after Jessica.
She stops in the living room unsure of what to do next. Its her first time visiting after dark really, and
when she usually visited the Jung house, only Jessica and Mrs. Jung would be home. Hello.

Is Taeyeon staying the night? questions Mrs. Jung while giving Taeyeon a smile.

Yeah. She kind of got off work late. Buses arent running. And no point in wasting gas to take her home.
Shell sleep in the room with me and Krystal, which we are headed to right now. Goodnight. She grabs
hold of Taeyeons hand and drags her past her parents and towards Krystals room.

She pushes the door open and pulls Taeyeon inside, disappearing from her familys sight. She sighs and
looks at Taeyeon. Well be sleeping on that bed, she points to the bed that was across the room. And
um thats it I guess. Ill get you some clothes after I finish my homework. She releases Taeyeons
hand and heads to the only desk in the room.

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Taeyeon takes a look around the room; her eyes finally fall on Jessicas back. There were so many
questions that she wants to ask. She was curious as to what Jessica was going to do with since shes
pregnant. Is the father going to step up and help? Does she need help? She opens her mouth to speak but
quickly closes it with a sigh. Maybe she shouldnt delve too much. Jessicas a very private person and it
should stay that way, right? She slowly makes her way to the bed taking a seat on it. Jessica would tell her
when the time is right, right? She takes another look at Jessica and releases an empty sigh.

~~~
Her hand wraps around the girls wrist in front of her; she pulls the girl back. Can I talk to you? she
asks quietly while looking around at her surroundings. Unless you really need to you know get to the
center. Her gaze drops to her feet. She doesnt know why but being under the girls gaze was making her
nervous, and shes never been nervous. In fact she teases the girl on a daily basis. But now, now all her
confidence has fled.

What do you need, Yoona? Yuri questions, while adjusting her shoulder strap. I mean Ive been asking
you for the past four days what you wanted. Jessica told me that you wanted to ask me something. And
yet you keep saying you never wanted anything. She looks off to the side, so do you need something?
Yoona shakes her head no, Dont lie.

Im not lying, states Yoona as she quickly releases Yuris wrist.

Jessica says that you want to ask me to junior prom. Yoonas face goes blank. A grin makes its way
across Yuris face. You do want to take me. And that must mean that you like me? Yoona rolls her
eyes.

Yeah, I was going to ask you to junior prom, but only because Im not a junior and you are. And itll
only be as f-friends, states Yoona while making a face. I just want to go. I dont want to wait a year.
Yuris grin drops. And youre no longer dating that slow Minho boy. So yeah do you want to go with
me as friends though?

No, Yuri turns on her heels and walks away. All Yoona could do was blink and watch Yuris figure get
smaller. She shakes her head. Did she just get rejected? And by Gross Yuri? Her eyes flicker back and
forth looking at everything; her mind was trying to register what happened. Exhaling loudly, she turns on
her heels and heads in the opposite direction. She bites her lip before frowning. Why would Yuri say no?
Yuri likes her. Everyone knows that Yuri is attracted to her, so why would the girl go ahead and reject
her?

Yoona? She lifts her head to see Taeyeon, Sooyoung, Jessica, Krystal, Sulli and Taemin approaching.
Something wrong? asks Taeyeon a little worriedly.

Yuri said no, was all Yoona said while looking down at her feet.

What do you mean she says no? questions Jessica. Dont answer that. Youre pathetic, both you and
Taeyeon are pathetic. Both of you find the idea of liking someone gross, that its made you handicap
when it comes to asking a person out.

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Low blow Jessica, states Taeyeon.

What its true. You guys cant even approach a girl. What about you Taemin? Have you ever asked
anyone out? She turns and looks at the only boy in their group. His eyes flicker, scanning everyones
faces before dropping towards his shoes. Seriously?! Out of four of you the only one who knows how to
date is Tiffany?! As dense as she is! Sooyoung shakes her head and cover Jessicas mouth.

Yoona did she tell you why? questions Sooyoung, taking over. Yoona shakes her head no. Well
howd you ask her out?

As friends. Jessica groans loudly into Sooyoungs hand and rolls her eyes. What? I I Yuri is
gross. Why would I date her for real? Jessica attempts to pulls Sooyoungs hand away from her mouth,
but Sooyoung fights back, causing for the two girls to begin wrestling. Both Krystal and Sulli sigh and
shake their head at the sight of their older sisters.

Stop embarrassing us, hisses Krystal while trying to step in. Jessica stops and shoots Krystal a nasty
glare; Krystal rolls her eyes and steps back allowing for the two girls to continue with their rough
housing.

You do it because you like her, states Taeyeon, causing for Sooyoung and Jessica to stop wrestling,
again. Its as simple as that, I guess. I mean you do like her, Yoong. We like gross things. And if
you want Yuri to not be in a relationship with someone else youre going to need her to be in one with
you, she turns and looks at Jessica and Sooyoung, right? They both nod their head, speechless. She
turns her head and looks at Yoong. Yuris nice and stuff. And she really did care a lot about you when
she was your counselor. I like her which is a plus I guess.

You hit her, states Yoona while staring at her sister in disbelief.

That was a long time ago and she hurt my ego, counters Taeyeon. But I like her more than Tiffanys
boyfriend so thats a definite plus.

I cant believe you, Taeng, remarks Yoona. You are telling me to date that gross thing. Her face
scrunches up in pure confusion.

You tell me all the time, argues Taeyeon, We like gross things, she mocks. You should just go ahead
and ask her out. She takes a pause, so follow you own advice and ask Yuri out.

Fine. But only if you ask Jessica out on a date, Taeyeons face goes blank as so does Jessica. Sooyoung
looks back and forth between the two older girls, watching them.

I-I do not like Jessica, states Taeyeon as her mind begins functioning properly again.

We like gross things dont we? questions Yoona while crossing her arms and starring at her sister.
And you think Jessica is gross. So that must mean that you like her. So ask her out. Youre a junior and
your junior prom is coming up ask her to be you date. Jessica blinks. She wasnt sure if she should
jump into this conversation or not. She turns to her best friend and gives her a confused look. Tilting her
head, she turns back to the two sisters that were arguing.

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Jessica is no longer gross. So that means that I dont like her, argues Taeyeon, and and if I did why
would I ask her out, when she already has a date that night? Huh? Im not selfish like you. Im not going
to make someone stay single just because Im too much of a coward to actually date them. Taeyeon
huffs and crosses her arms, Besides why would I date a pregnant girl?

P-Pregnant?! questions Jessica finally butting into the conversation, Whos pregnant?

You are, states Taeyeon while keeping eye contact with Yoona.

Since when?

I dont know. Im not the one pregnant.

Neither am I! shouts Jessica. She turns and looks at Krystal pointing a finger, I am not pregnant. Do
you hear me? Report this to mom and Ill tell her you smoke weed and have that ridiculous piercing all
because Minho found it sexy. Hear me. Krystal nods her head while rolling her eyes. And this doesnt
mean that you can go around and start having-

Ew there are people around. Are you really going to have that stupid talk with me in front of
Taemin? Jessica looks at the only boy; she shakes her head no. I cant believe I have a dense sister.

Shut up, she turns back to Taeyeon, who told you I was pregnant?

My cousin told me that Sooyoungs been picking up prenatal pills for a friend. Youre the only friend of
Sooyoungs that I know is dating again, explains Taeyeon as she turns and looks at Jessica, so I
assumed you were the one thats you know Jessica releases a frustrated sigh.

Sooyoung has plenty of friends who are dating. Most of them probably already done it. I for one am
not pregnant. I havent dated in a while since I broke up with Donghae or was it Hara? Thats not the
point the point is, she turns and looks at Yoona, you should ask her out on a real date. Maybe not
junior prom but maybe to see a movie or something. Yuri more than likely turned you down, because
you said as friends. She turns back to Taeyeon, And you you like me? Taeyeon makes a disgusted
face and shakes her head no.

Thats ridiculous. Why would I like someone like you? You barely appreciate all the hard work I do.
Always take low blows to my ego, states Taeyeon. Why would I like a person like that? That just
makes it seem like I think my life is worthless.

But you do, states Taemin. All eyes land on the boy, You would tell Miyoung that all the time,
especially the few times that shes attempted suicide. You would tell her that shes not the worthless one.
You would say that shes the one thats going to make it; that she was smart enough to become a doctor
or something. You would always say that you were the worthless one in the family. That Yoona has an
elite family, that Miyoung could make it big, and that I can do anything with my life. But youre just
his face scrunches as he thinks for the correct words to say. I guess worthless.

Jessica turns back to Taeyeon with a questioning look. I dont like you, she states again shifting her
backpack. Im going to be late for work. She pushes past the group, walking off with her hands in her
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Someone upset her, whispers Yoona, Shes going to hold a really big grudge.

Shut up, states Jessica; she sighs heavily. Her eyes dart to the ground. Should she chase after Taeyeon
and apologize? Or just leave things the way they are. With another sigh of frustration, she turns and looks
at Yoona, go ask Yuri on a date now. Tell her its to the movies. She turns and looks at Krystal, go
home and do your homework. And lastly she turns to Taemin, Youre free to go, just dont do anything
stupid. Taemin nods his head, Ill see you later, Soo. Better yet, call me tonight. Sooyoung nods her
head and watches as the older girl takes off running down the street.

So does Taeyeon really like my sister? asks Krystal, once Jessica was out of ear shot. Yoona gives them
all a grin before turning around and walking away.

~~~
The feeling of someone following her irritated her; the sound of light footsteps enters her ears. Leave me
alone, she states without turning around and looking behind her.

Taeyeon She ignores the call and continues walking towards the bus stop. Taeyeon Im sorry. I
shouldnt delve. But youre the one who told me that you have nothing to hide. So when Yoona stated it, I
kind of got curious. You havent been hiding anything from me since we started your sessions. Jessica
falls in place beside Taeyeon. Talk to me, please.

There is nothing to talk about. I need to get to work, states Taeyeon. Jessica groans in frustration; hand
reaches out grabbing Taeyeons forearm and forcing the smaller girl to look at her. What?

Youre being really stubborn right now. And it makes it seem as if you do like me. Taeyeon closes her
eyes in an attempt to calm herself down. Inhale. Eyes open; they lock with Jessicas. Exhale.

I need to get to work, Jessica, she states as calmly as she can.

She releases Taeyeons arm; her feet move her body a couple of paces back. Eyes cast downward. Maybe
she should have just left things the way they were. She hears a sigh and looks up at Taeyeon, who was
now mumbling to herself. She strains her ears to catch what the smaller girl is going on about. Taeyeons
eyes connect with hers. Want to go catch a movie later? questions Taeyeon.

Um Jessica bites her bottom lip. She breaks the eye contact and looks off to the side. Does this mean
that Taeyeon likes her?

Never mind, states Taeyeon as she catches the bus, coming down the street. The bus is coming. I know
youll probably be busy, but can you make sure Taemin does his homework and return to my aunts
house? She doesnt wait for an answer. Instead she turns and prepares to jog the rest of the way to the
stop. Jessica reaches out and grabs Taeyeons wrist this time. Taeyeon stops and looks at Jessica.
What?

Jessica rolls her eyes and pulls Taeyeon towards the bus stop. Were not done talking. I swear with all
the studying youve been you, Id figure you had a brain that can fully function right now. The bus stops

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in front of them and Jessica pulls her on. Shes paying. Taeyeon sighs and digs in her pocket for both of
their fare, before being dragged to an empty seat.

They sit and Taeyeon turns to look at everyone on the bus. Are we going as?

Friends, states Taeyeon. She turns back and looks at Jessica. You brought this up three months ago.
You thought that I liked you, because I said me and Yoong like gross things. But I also said that Yoong
likes the simple things, which would be the things that Yuris done for her. I on the other hand like things
that hold great value, that I believe holds great value at least to me.

So Im not a person you value? questions Jessica.

Does it matter? Youre dating. Jessica nods her head, I dont know, okay? Ive never done this dating
stuff. Ive found girls interesting, but Ive never really dated one. Well, I dont know if I dated her.

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S
he sighs as she climbs onto the bus. It wasnt supposed to be like this. She wasnt supposed to be
going to see her doctor alone. This isnt what she signed up for. Siwon should be climbing on this
bus with her. He should be taking the seat beside her. This is also his child that shes carrying.
Another frustrated sigh and she turns to look out the window. The bus was still at the stop. Why
hasnt it left yet? Tiffany looks up towards the door to see Siwon boarding the bus.

His hand presses flat against the one of the poles used for standing passengers. Body bent; shoulders rise
and fall; him breathing heavily. Did he run all the way here? Thank you, he flashes the bus driver a
smile, pays his fare and takes a seat next to Tiffany. Why didnt you wait? he questions, turning to look
at Tiffany.

I didnt actually think you were coming, answers Tiffany honestly.

Why would you think that? he questions even further.

Tiffany rolls her eyes and looks out the window, youre never home. Im always home alone cleaning
your clothes, your dishes and your room or Im doing my homework so I can get a degree. I have to call
friends to get me prenatal pills. I have to call friends to help me do the shopping, making sure we have a
crib and stuff for our child. She turns and looks at Siwon, Youre just never there when I need you. You
told me that this move was going to help me; that it was going to help the baby. That with us living under
the same roof everything will be fine. And yet youre never around.

Tiffany, Ive been busy with school. Its my senior year and I need to graduate. What do you want me to
do? Fail and not be able to provide for us? he asks while leaning in closer. Tiffany scoffs and rolls her
eyes yet again. She motions to turn her head, but stops the moment she feels lips upon her cheek. I love
you just give me a little time alright. I need to make sure everything is set. Once it is, Ill start helping
out more. Okay?

No not okay, states Tiffany. Hand slides up the jacket sleeve, using the material to wipe the spot that
she had just kissed. Youre supposed to be my future husband, and yet you dont act like it. She crosses
her arms and shifts in her seat, Do you know that your sister has spent more on our child than you
have?

He closes his eyes and lazily asks, Which sister?

It doesnt matter if its Sooyoung or Jinri, what matters are theyre doing more help than you are.
Theyve taken me to doctor visits. They make sure Im eating right and staying healthy, that my stress is
down. And you youre not doing anything, but adding to the stress, Siwon. He shifts and his sit,
turning his body towards the aisle.

Well finish discussing this later, in the privacy of our home.

What home? We live with your grandparents! He turns quickly and grabs her wrist. Teeth entrap her
bottom lip in an attempt to direct her mind away from the pain in her wrist. There was definitely going to
be a bruise on there.

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Shut up, he hisses in return.Were on a bus, in public. I dont need people knowing about our
situation. She wants to speak in return. Instead she closes her eyes; exhales loudly through her nose. He
eases his grip; she slips her wrist free. As I said well talk about it when we get home.

She groans in frustration, but thats all she could do. This was Siwons behavior. He was a gentleman
when he could be. He liked having his personal life very private and away from peeping eyes. Her hand
reaches for his grabbing it. He looks at her with a raised brow, watching as she placed his hand on her
stomach.

Im sorry its just so frustrating doing all of this on my own. Do you know how many pregnant
woman I see at the doctors office? Do you want to know how many of them have their boyfriends,
fiancs, and husbands accompany them? And I always either go alone or someone accompanies
someone thats not you. She looks him in the eyes, Do you know that Taemin yelled at me when he
found out I left him? He called me all sorts of names. Said I was no better than our father, than our
mother. He said I was being stupid. He said I wasnt going to be able to make it. That you werent going
to be here for me. That you were going to leave me because Ill start to gain weight and look ugly.

She pauses and looks at the hand that was moving in circular motions on her baby bump. It angers me to
think that hes right in a way. That youre never going to be here for me, for our child. She stops his
hand, You are starting to seem very disinterested in this.

You brother is an idiot, he states, You honestly cant believe a boy whos been in jail more times than
anyone can count. Hes record is so long that the only person he cant compete with would be your short
friend.

My sister?

Yeah her. Taemin is nothing but a pot head. I know that, you know that, half of the school he attends
knows that. He smokes too much that his brain cells have to be fried. And you cannot honestly believe
hes in his right state of mind. He compared you to your mother. Youre nothing like the woman. With
his free hand he brushes the bangs away from her face. Im going to take care of you I swear. He
places a light, affectionate kiss on Tiffanys lip; it was quick for they were on the bus. I love you,
Tiffany. And our engagement and our child is proof of that. So dont ever doubt that I would stop taking
care of you, okay?

He gives her one of his charming smiles, trying to win Tiffany over. And it worked. He won. Okay,
whispers Tiffany in return; she gives him a small smile.

~~~
She was curious as to who the girl that Taeyeon has hung out with. The girl was obviously more than a
friend or at least the block head sitting next to her thought so. She sighs and looks over at Taeyeon who
was staring out the window. This girl what happened between the two of you? questions Jessica
curiously.

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Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. I dont know if youd call it dating or not. We stuck together lot. She
made me walk her home at times, and take her places. We even shared a few kisses, but she never really
said I was her girlfriend. One day shes dragging me all over the place, never letting go of my hand and
stuff. And then the next shes dating a boy. Its confusing she made things confusing. She turns and
looks at Jessica, would you call that dating?

In a way yes but in a way no, not really. It seems like she was just using you, states Jessica.

I thought so, states Taeyeon.

Is she the only one? she questions. She doesnt know why but shes actually a little curious about
Taeyeons love life. Shes heard Tiffany and Yoona jokingly say that Taeyeon has none. But that cant be
completely true, right? Taeyeons a person of the dark, of the streets and of crime. Surely this girl has
been able to con her way into peoples hearts or something of the sort, right? She cant be completely
hopeless, right?

Yeah in a way. Im mean Ive had boys and girls always asked me out. They found the bad girl
alluring; there would be times when Id agree but it didnt last longer than a day, but for dating, real
dating with official statuses that would be the closes experience that Id have, answers Taeyeon. I
know what youre thinking. Im pathetic. Im not. Seeing the type of relationships that my mother had I
guess you can say that I more careful. At least now I am.

Careful? questions Jessica. She wants to laugh. How in the world is Taeyeon careful with dating?

Im not really in a rush to have a relationship, explains Taeyeon, Im waiting for something of great
value.

Which isnt me? Taeyeon groans. Does it really matter how much value Jessica has to Taeyeon? Great
value means expensive. It means something sentimental. Its the thing that shouldnt be kept because it
can either break or be taken away. She sighs this time around. Sure she likes valuable things, but
Taeyeons not dumb. She knows that those arent things she can keep. Theyre not meant for her, for her
life. Its why she hasnt named her dog. Naming it, would mean that shes grown attach to it. It would
only cause her pain in the end.

So she cant exactly put a value to her relationship with Jessica. As much as she wants to, she just cant.
She needs Jessica right now; so shes not going to place this so called friendship in trouble of breaking or
being taken away. Youre my friend, states Taeyeon carefully, a very helpful friend. Head nods
quickly as the last words left.

Thats all?

Whats with all the questions? asks Taeyeon.

I just want to know if Im of great value. Obviously Taemin, Yoona and Tiffany are. But am I?

They are family so their value is automatically high, Jessica.

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Why are you hiding things? Its like our roles have switched, states Jessica. Im just Im still
working with Yoona. And Yoona isnt going to face her fear of dating Yuri because she models after you.
Did you know that? Taeyeon freezes slightly, yeah four days of failing to ask Yuri out. And you want
to know why? She says that she doesnt have to date Gross Yuri because Taeyeon wont date what she
finds gross. The same reason why she steals, why she ditches and many other things. In her mind: if
Taeyeon doesnt have to do it, why should I? Hopefully bringing Yoona could bring out what Taeyeons
hiding. She grips her legs tightly waiting for Taeyeon to give her a response.

Taeyeon reaches to signal for her stop. Right now she just wants off the bus. Jessica spots her and stops
the hand. Taeyeon skip work for the day. Ill let Sunny know and we can work out some sort of
compromise. You asked me to see a movie. Lets go see one, yeah? Taeyeon turn and looks at Jessica,
as friends since thats all I am. Her eyes cast downwards at their hands.

Do you want to be more? Is that why you keep asking me for your value level? questions Taeyeon. She
slouches a little in her seat trying to catch a glimpse of Jessicas eyes. Is it possible that, that is what
Jessica wants? A questioning look appears on her face as they play catch me if you can with their eyes.
Could Jessica have developed some sort of feelings in the five months of them hanging out? Eyes
finally connect with Jessicas for a brief second before the latter turns her head elsewhere, now you are
the one hiding things.

Jessica turns and looks at Taeyeon, but not in the eyes, why would I want to be more than friends?
Ive Youre not exactly one of the healthiest things to be around. Your life is like one big ass
spontaneous combustion waiting to happen. One moment youre moving up hill and the next youre
tumbling down with missing limbs and broken body parts. Why would I want to enter something like
that? Theres the possibility of me ending up hurt and in pain.

Taeyeon closes her eyes. Exactly the reason why valuable things are allowed to be touched but not
kept, whispers Taeyeon to herself. Feeling a tugging sensation on her hand, eyes flutter open to see
Jessica standing. Jessica shouldnt be standing; the bus is in motion. She looks around, finding that bus
had come to stop.

Come on, she states, its our stop. They clamor out of the bus. Taeyeon looks around again.

Were going to my place? questions Taeyeon. Why are they heading towards her apartment?

The theater will be packed. And you havent exactly invited me over since you moved in, answers
Jessica. She slips her hand into Taeyeon, interlocking their fingers. Flashing the slightly smaller girl a
smile, she pulls begins dragging Taeyeon in the direction of the apartment complex. And we can work
on you being more expressive about your feelings. Well youre actually quite expressive. Youre very
loud and violent when angered, calm and serious when upset, and many more things. But youre really
reserve and dodgy when it comes to feelings about other people.

Taeyeon stops walking; Jessica loses her footing and stumbles a bit. This is a bad idea. I have an
apartment now, a place where Taemin doesnt have to sleep on the floor. I cant lose it, Jessica. I need to
get to work.

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Are you trying to avoid hanging out with me? questions Jessica. Okay I get it. Taeyeon doesnt like
talking about getting herself a girlfriend. I just thought that maybe this was something you would like to
share. You share practically everything else without any sense of regret. In fact youre so open about
things, that this shouldnt even be a problem. It really shouldnt unless what Yoona and Taemin where
trying to say is true. She turns and looks at Taeyeon, Am I still gross? Do I hold a greater value than
you wish to believe? Do you, Kim Taeyeon, like me and is too afraid to admit it?

Youre a counselor who became my friend. Youre a person who I count on when I need help. Youre a
person I go to youre the girl that my brother and sister call when Im in a rut. Taeyeon eyes dart
downwards. Mind looks for the correct words for her mouth to speak. Youre like my new personal
diary. Youre nothing more than a replacement of my older one, a replacement of Tiffany. She looks up
and looks Jessica in the eyes. If I liked you it would be wrong for all the reasons that youve said. My
life isnt exactly a predictable one. It will never be a predictable one. She pauses for a moment,
swallowing the saliva that was collecting. Her fingers and hand lets go of Jessicas. I will admit that you
do have value but where you are at is where you need to stay I have to go. She walks off leaving
Jessica speechless.

I didnt really mean what I said, you know. Well maybe I did mean it but only a little. Ive been in your
life for what, five months now? Ive seen you steal. Ive enabled you to steal. I watched as your sister, the
thing that you value the most, walk out of your life. I was there when you sat down with Taemin to
explain things. I was the one who helped you bail him out of jail 24 hours later. Im the one whos
helping your sister get her life back on track. Taeyeon stops walking.

So do you want some type of award or something? I think Ive thanked you enough.

What Im trying to say is Ill admit at first I didnt like you. In fact I despised you and everything that
was related to you, literally and figuratively. I only spoke to you because of some stupid bet with stupid
Yuri. But over these five months I um, you know got to know you. Ive stopped doing what I was doing
for you. And you know what when I think about it I wouldnt change it. Ive seen the real you: The
defenseless girl under that thick and tough exterior, the one who puts effort into her family, the girl who
would do anything for family.

Taeyeon turns and faces Jessica; one hand tightly grips her backpack strap. The other slides into the jean
pockets. Eyes dart elsewhere; her body shakes slightly. Just what is Jessica getting at?

She motions to respond but is quickly cut off as a tone slices through the air. A questioning look appears
on her face; the tone was familiar. In fact the tone means that it was her aunt. But why would she be
calling. It isnt exactly night time, so the woman shouldnt be calling her.

Jessica recognizes the ringtone also. She too is curious as to why Taeyeons aunt would call in the middle
of the day. The elderly woman should know that this is about the time that Taeyeon would clock into
work. Feet move the body forward slowly. Auntie? questions Taeyeon as she answers the phone.

You need to come here quick. The response was short; it sounds urgent.

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What for? she questions sensing the panic in her aunts voice. I havent done anything. Yoona should
be at the youth center and Taemin should be attending the evening dance class at the studio along with
Hyoyeon.

Taemin isnt.

What do you mean Taemin isnt? Jessica bites her lip to keep quite. Her hand reaches out, landing on
Taeyeons shoulder.

Your father is here. Hes trying to take Taemin.

~~~
She hesitantly approaches the desk that Yuri was sitting at. Teeth capture her bottom lip. She slides her
hand into her pocket since they were shaking badly. A scowl crosses her face. She was fidgeting? How in
world can she fidget? This is freaking Gross Yuri; she should be able to do this with ease. Taking a deep
breath she bends walks around the back of the table and leans over Yuri shoulder, whatcha doin? she
asks. Yuri pens stops moving and she turns to look at Yoona.

I said no, states Yuri.

Yoona sighs and backs away a little. Yuri kicks spinning her chair so that she was facing Yoona. I know.
But I want to talk about something else, state Yoona. Yuri crosses her arms and stares at the younger
girl. Youre gross. She rolls her eyes. If this is what Yoona wants to talk about, well then she can talk
about it some other time. She spins back towards the desk; she needs to finish checking over the paper
work. A hand grabs the pen and slides it smoothly across the paper. But I like gross. Hand slips,
creating a long line across the page.

Y-You like gross? questions Yuri. She kept her back towards Yoona. She couldnt let the younger girl
see the blush that was creeping across her face. Yoona nods her head, totally forgetting that Yuri cant see
her. So does that mean that you like me?

No. She closes her eyes; her hand curl in her pockets. I mean yes. I mean I dont know. I dont like
it, mutters Yoona with a disgusted look on her face. A small smile joins the blush on Yuris face.

You dont like that you like me. Yoona nods her head again.

Youre Yuri, spats Yoona. The goody two shoes of the campus. Youre the girl who helps teachers.
You study for tests and you actually do the homework assignments. Youve never missed a day, and
always get to school earlier than the rest. She looks around the room. You even spend your free time
tutoring when you should be partying. Yuri turns her chair slightly. She takes a peek at Yoona.

Is that a problem? questions Yuri.

Its THE problem, states Yoona. I dont want to date a nerd. I dont want to spend time in a library
somewhere or something. I do that just by hanging out with Seohyun. I want I want to be able to
never mind. Forget it.

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You think Im going to forget that Yoona admitted to liking me, Yuri turns fully. Yoona groans. She
wants to beat herself up- no wait scratch that. She wants to beat Jessica and Taeyeon to a pulp, before
beating herself up and jumping under a speeding bus. Shes doing nothing right now but making a
complete and utter fool of herself. And Yuri likes it, which is making matter worse. Her face scrunches up
slightly. This is my lucky day Yoona first asks me to junior prom even though shes not a junior and
now shes admits that she fancies me.

Shut up, mumbles Yoona.

You like me, states Yuri as a grin spreads across her face. Yoona rolls her eyes.

Youre wrong. I dont like nerds.

I know I said you like me, Yuri, not nerds. She has no response. All she can do is look at the older
girl sitting in front of her. Its okay to like me Yoona. Youre not going to suddenly burst into flames. So
you hate the nerdy side of me I hate certain sides of you also. She pushes herself out of the chair and
approaches Yoona.

Hey Yuri, Yuri stops and looks over her shoulder to see a boy standing by her desk.

What can I do for you, Nichkhun? she questions with a soft smile.

Well you see Taecs kind of playing shy, but he wants to know if youll go to prom with him?
questions Nichkhun. A snarl leaves Yoonas lips. There is no way that Yuris going to prom with anyone.
Yuris either staying at home alone or shes taking her.

Tell big ears that Yuris taken, states Yoona as she approaches the older girl. And that if I hear that
hes asking whats mine out again then its going to end exactly like last time. Nichkhun nods his
head; he turns and leaves through the door.

What exactly is yours? And what happened last time? interrogates Yuri. She turns on the balls of her
heel to face Yoona.

Not you. And he stopped me and Jessica one night. It didnt end pretty for him, answers Yoona. Yuri
sighs and returns to her seat.

You know, Im Yoona, Im not going to sit around waiting for you to ask me out on a date. She picks up
the pen and returns to work. It gets really tiring, you know. I get my hopes all up all to have them
crashing down when you call me gross. Yoonas face softens only for a second. Do you know how
much I like you?

No.

Well it doesnt matter. She stacks the papers and turns back to Yoona. Im too much of a nerd for you
to even consider dating me.

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You cant take him!

Taeyeons words repeated in her mind over and over again. The look that was on the smaller girls
face at the time was imprinted in her mind. The pain, the anger, all of it was stuck in her mind. She
sighs and looks at the closed bedroom door. She wants to help, but Taeyeon has locked her out. The
smaller girl was in Taemins room; the door was locked. And who knows what shes doing in there.
Taeyeon, she calls out gently, talk to me. You cant lock yourself in the room.

Go to hell, Jessica, states Taeyeon through the door. A shattering noise passes through the door.
Taeyeon more than likely broke the window or the lights. Another sigh and Jessica rests her forehead on
the door.

Taeyeon please let me in. You cant do this you cant let all that hard work that we did go to
waste, she whispers. Her hand presses flatly against the door; the other grabs hold of the brass knob.

Why not?! Taemins no longer here! Tiffanys no longer here! Yoonas going to leave next... and so will
you, the last part comes out as a whisper, but Jessica still heard it.

I havent left, yet. Ive stuck with you for five months. Im the one whos helping you get a second
chance. Taeyeon please, she begs, jingling the door knob. Look come home with me tonight. Ill
call my mom; tell her to make a nice dinner for you. You can have my bed. In fact well kick Yunho out
of my room and we can share the larger one

Go away. Just go! I want you to leave now. Jessica sighs for a third time. She was at a lost. This is the
first time that Taeyeon has officially shut her out. She wasnt so sure what she should do. A faint noise
enters her ears; it sounds as if Taeyeon was crying. The older girl was definitely in pain. She was failing,
or at least she thinks she is. Tiffany ran away from home and Taemin was snatched away. All she has left
is Yoona. And Taeyeons right. There is only a matter of time before Yoona disappears from her life.
What will she be left with then?

Im not leaving, states Jessica. If she was going to help Taeyeon, then she needs to stand her ground.
And she needs to do so now. You can lock me out. You can use the door as a barrier, but Im not
leaving. In fact I wont leave at all tonight. Ill just sleep right here, so when you finally open the door we
can talk.

Why are you doing this? Cant you see that Ive finally slid to the bottom of the hill and I have nothing
left to help me climb it again? Just let me be. Let me return to being a no good petty thief. At least then I
wouldnt have to care about people about losing things that are important. I could be on my own.

Im doing this because were friends. And we both worked so hard to get you out of that life, states
Jessica.

Friend the meaningless title to a meaningless relationship. Friends leave you behind faster than
anyone else; did you know that? A friend will turn their back on you just to save their own skin.

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You dont believe that, counters Jessica. She releases the doorknob and takes a seat on the floor with
her back against the door. But you know what. Youll have to come out sooner or later. You have no
beer and youll run out of cigarettes soon. It got quiet, not that Jessica minded on anything. But it was a
good enough of a signal. At least she now knows that Taeyeon has calmed down about, though she can
still hear the faint sound of her crying. You know it will be easier for me to comfort you, if youd just
open the door and let me in.

Who says I want to be comforted?

I can feel it.

If thats not the biggest load of bullshit-

I like you, interrupts Jessica. She knows that Taeyeon was going to disregard her last comment. I dont
know when it happened. This is what I was trying to explain to you earlier. I mean at first I despised
you but these past five months was something. I got to see the real you. And the real you caught my
interest. She pauses and smiles to herself, I like you, Kim Taeyeon.

Sure you do. Thats why you have a date to junior prom, argues Taeyeon. She didnt want to believe it.
Believing means caving, caving means accepting and accepting means that Taeyeon will give Jessica a
greater value. And that means that their relationship will either break or Jessica will be stolen. Itll be
easier if Jessica would leave now.

If you really want to know my date was Tiffany, states Jessica. Her head leans back; eyes connect
with the ceiling. You havent spoken to her in three months. I thought maybe youd want to see her. It
was her idea really. I just went along with it, because I wanted you to feel better. You were beating
yourself up over the fact that she left. I just wanted to help.

Well that was the most stupid thing to do. I dont want to see Tiffany. Are you sure you like me?
Because liking me would mean that you know I want nothing to do with that stupid girl. Jessica shakes
her head. This girl was on some sort of major bipolar trip. One moment she upset over the fact that
Tiffany left, and the next she wants nothing to do with her.

Taeyeon I do like you.

Then why would you bring Tiffany back for one night? You know shes just going to leave again. Shes
just going to leave me again, argues Taeyeon. Jessica sighs for the fourth time. How in the world could
she have developed some sort of feelings for this block head? She closes her eyes and listens to Taeyeon
making a bigger mess in the bedroom. Then it all of a sudden got really quiet. She pops one eye open and
looks at her surroundings.

Jessica? Did you mean it when you said it? Do you really like me? comes Taeyeons voice through the
door. It was a little loud for a whisper, which have to have meant that Taeyeon was exactly on the other
side of the door.

Yes. I mean I believe I do. Why do you ask? answers Jessica.

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And when you said you wouldnt leave, did you mean that also? Or are you just saying that to get me to
open the door? Jessica repeats her answer again this time ending with will instead do. A soft click
echoes throughout the apartment. Her body forces itself up; hand automatically reaches for the door
opening it. Eyes take in the wrecked bed, torn books and broken glass before falling on the lone figure
standing in the middle of the room.

You know I dont think Taemins going to appreciate you destroying his room, states Jessica
jokingly. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders and shoves her hands into her pockets. Look hes gone for
now, but that doesnt mean anything. You can fight to get him back. But you have to stay out of trouble in
order to succeed.

What if I cant? whispers Taeyeon as she looks at her feet. What if hes gone forever? He could have
taken him anywhere by now. What if I cant find him, huh? What then? Her hands curl; body trembles.
She wants to cry some more, but there were no tears left for her to cry.

Jessica slowly approaches her. At least youll know and hell know that you tried. Standing here and
doing nothing isnt going to get you anywhere. She finally reaches Taeyeon. Her movements were
hesitant as she embraced the smaller girl. Taeyeons eyes widen slightly. Was Jessica holding her? She
looks up to see Jessica looking at her. Jessica eyes flicker over Taeyeons face taking in her appearance. It
was the first time shes seen her like this (red eyes, the puffiness around the eyes, tear stained cheeks). I
think its best if we sleep all this off and work on things in the morning. We can even ditch school if you
want.

I should call and inform Yoona, states Taeyeon. And maybe inform Tiffany also. Jessica nods her
head.

But in the morning. We dont need them rushing here in the middle of the night. She releases her
embrace and reaches down grabbing Taeyeons hand. Come on. She turns and leads Taeyeon carefully
through the mess, across the hall and into Taeyeons room. Lets get you changed.

I dont want to, murmurs Taeyeon. Jessica nods her head. She wasnt going to argue with the older girl.
So instead she leads Taeyeon to the bed in the middle of the room. Pulling back the blankets and sheet,
she motions for Taeyeon to lay. Taeyeon looks at her.

Im not going to fight with you about this one. You dont- I wont make you change but seriously, you
need some sleep to help clear your mind. So get in the bed. Taeyeon closes her eyes and Jessica sighs.
Then she groans since she was sighing way too much for her taste. Taeyeon, she whispers. Taeyeon
opens her eyes and slides into the bed. Jessica smiles to herself, sliding in after Taeyeon and pulling the
blankets over their forms.

They lie there in silence listening to each other breathe. Taeyeon shifts slightly and turns her back to
Jessica, curling into the fetal position. She looks down at her fingers. Inhale. Exhale. Can I ask you
something? she voices in a whisper. A brow rises on Jessicas face. The younger girl turns on her side;
eyes take in the older girls back. She doesnt voice an answer, because it was pointless. Taeyeon knows
that she can Jessica any question. Its just a matter of getting an answer out of the slightly taller girl. Is
she okay?

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Her smile returns. Yeah Tiffanys fine. Shes just you know gained some weight. I guess you can
say that shes a little stressed also. But shes fine.

Miyoung got fat?

Yeah but shell drop the weight within the next lets say about the next two to three months. Shes
working really hard at it. Sooyoungs actually helping her. Taeyeon nods her head and closes her eyes.
Tiffany was doing fine.

Jessica watches Taeyeons back, deep in thought. Should she reveal Tiffanys secret? Taeyeons already
in the worlds foulest mood with her bipolar behavior. Is that all? Nothing more when she gets here,
shell just be fat. The older girls words catch the younger one off guard. Your breath hitched which
more than likely means yes. She rolls over and looks at Jessica. What else is there?

Finally coming to a decision, she answers stating, Its not my place to say. Tiffany will need to explain
to you. She scoots closer to Taeyeon. Lets just sleep, for now.

~~~
A sigh escapes; the cell phone drops onto the bedside table. The noise it emits, due to the collision, echoes
throughout the room. He stops pulling his shirt over his head and looks at the girl that was sitting on his
bed. A scoff escapes his lips as he takes in the frown on her face. Her family must have said something to
upset her and now he has to deal with it. He rolls his eyes and continues getting dress for school. He
didnt want to hear what the phone call was about. In fact he could care less what it was about. What he
does care about though is if Tiffany is going to go anywhere. What was that about, he asks changing his
mind.

I need to go home, states Tiffany as she looks off to the side.

He smiles and chuckles a little. His fiance was something else. You are home.

You know what I mean Siwon, counters Tiffany. She looks up at him, I have to go home to my family.
They need me right now.

Sure they do. Thats why it took a total of three months for your so called sister to call you. Tiffany
bites her lip and curls her fists. Why wasnt he getting it? They need her right now. He should be
considerate. She doesnt question when he wants to go home. She doesnt tell him no. She tells him to go
ahead. Besides being around them isnt healthy, theyll add on more stress-

You add on to my stress, states Tiffany. She flips her bangs out of her face and sends a glare his way.
Youre the main reason why Im stressed out all the time. But thats not what were going to talk about.
Were going to talk about me having to return home. Inhale. Exhale; her nose flares. My little brother
was just taken to god knows where with my dead beat of a father. I have to go and help get him back.
Now you can either let me go or scratch that Im just going to go. I dont need your permission to do
anything.

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She stands and heads to the closet. His hand shoots out enveloping her wrist. He pulls her back. You do
need my permission. He grabs hold of her other wrist, backing her into the dresser. Youre living under
a Choi roof and that means you need my say so in what you do.

Oh really so Master Siwon is it okay if I use the restroom since youre child is kicking the hell out of
my bladder. Or do you wish for me to just go right here? mocks Tiffany. Siwon snarls and presses her
harder into the dresser. A hiss leaves her lips. What? You said that I need your say so.

Im not playing Tiffany.

And neither am I, remarks Tiffany as she attempts to fight back. Siwon let go! Let go of me! Siwons
grip only tightens. They continue fighting. Neither of them notices that their bedroom door has opened.

Hey Tiffany, Siwon stops and his grip slips. He looks over his shoulder to see his sister standing in the
door way. Oh Im sorry, mumbles Sooyoung as she tries to avoid his gaze. I thought that Tiffany
was in here alone.

What are you doing here and not at school? questions Siwon. Tiffany uses the opportunity to slide away
from the angered man.

Jessica sent me to get Tiffany.

Go to school Sooyoung. And afterwards were going to have a talk.

Leave her alone, Siwon. Shes almost an adult. She can make her own choices. And this one isnt so
bad. Sliding on her jacket and grabbing her phone, Tiffany makes her way to Sooyoung. Were going.
Im going whether you like it or not. In fact, Im going to be staying there. Not like youd care.

Tiffany, you are making a mistake, states Siwon. I do care. Its why I dont want you to go.

No you dont, remarks Tiffany as she grabs hold of Sooyoungs hand. If you cared youd let me
fight for my brother. If you cared youd been there for me at all of the doctors appointments. You know
what well talk about this later. She turns and pulls Sooyoung out of the room. The taller girl stumbles
a bit to keep up with the older one.

H-hes going to be mad, states Sooyoung as they exit the house.

I dont care right now. I need to see my sisters, remarks Tiffany. Anger and irritation was evident in her
voice. Hes so fucking frustrating, she growls. Their speed slow a little and she looks at Sooyoung.
Why could he be more like you, huh? Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders. Youre perfect. Youre
spending your own money on me and I hated your guts. Youre taking care of me and I never even asked
for it. Unlike him cant even show up to a stupid appointment. Do you know we got all the way to the
doctors office and he left? He didnt even stick around. Fucking ass.

A small smile appears on Sooyoungs face. Shes perfect. It made her feel good about herself. I dont
usually date girls but if you werent his baby sister, if you werent this childs aunt Id so leave
Siwon for you. Sooyoung stops walking for a second.

Did she hear Tiffany correctly?

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 ~~~
Her thoughts go back to yesterday about what Yuri had said. She wasnt going to wait for her any longer.
She sighs and looks at the neighborhood around her; hand clenches around her backpack strap tightly.
Maybe she should have listened to her adoptive parents. Maybe she should have gone to the private
school. Doing so would mean not having to see Yuris gross face. It would also means that she wouldnt
have developed this type of disgusting feelings for her.

She sighs again. But if she had gone, then she would have never saw Taeyeon. She wouldnt have seen
the girl that looks like her mother. She wouldnt have found her older sister and found her real family.
Another sigh. Why did I have to develop feelings for her? She looks straight ahead to see Yuri walking
with a group of teens. Teeth tug on her bottom lip as her mind tries to process what to do.

She looks around once again; eyes falling on a garden filled with flowers. She plucks one of the flowers
and races after Yuri. A smile appears on her face. Maybe with this she can make Yuri reconsider. Maybe
Yuri will continue waiting until she figures out what exactly she wants. Yuri! she calls out before
stopping in front of the older girl.

Yes Yoona?

Yoona pushes the flower out handing it to Yuri. H-here. Yuri raises a brow as she looks at the flower. A
small smile crosses her face. She leans forward and the next thin Yoona felt was a pair of warm lips
against her cheek. Yuri backs away slowly and flashes Yoona another smile. W-what was that?

A thank you kiss, answers Yuri. She reaches out and grabs the flower.

Oh, responds Yoona with a confused look. It quickly disappears and is replaced with a look of disgust.
Well dont do that. She wipes her cheek. People will start to think things.

I cant kiss you but you can give me a flower? Yuri shakes her head. Why are you being so difficult?
She takes a step forward. I like you. You like me. We should just go ahead and date.

I have a reputation to upkeep, remarks Yoona. Dating you would ruin that. Yuri rolls her eyes; a scoff
leaves her lips. What? I do.

Youve lost your reputation the moment you aced an exam, states Yuri. And who cares what theyll
think. Im sure if it was Taeyeon, she wouldnt care. Yoonas face scrunches up; Yuri slips her hand into
Yoonas. Im Yoona You like me. Everyone can tell that you like me. You even admitted to Jessica
that you find me to be very pretty. So whats the deal?

Kwon Yuri Youre a nerd and I find nerds to be repulsing, answers Yoona. Not only that but
youre making me confused. Im not supposed to like nerds. I-

Stop thinking of me as a nerd, states Yuri. She pauses for a moment, thinking. Her fingers interlock
with Yoona; her body turns and begins dragging Yoona. I guess the only way to make you see me as just
Kwon Yuri is to take you out on an official date. Yoonas eyes widen slightly; she trips over her feet a
little while trying to keep up with Yuri.

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D-date? questions Yoona.

Yes date. She stops and looks at Yoona. Im not just a studious girl. Im just trying to get into a good
college thats all. Anyways we first have to go to the center. I have to report in and let them know Im not
working today. She turns and continues walking only to stumble a bit. She looks over her shoulder to see
that Yoona wasnt budging. Yoona? Yoona releases Yuris hand and begin furiously digging through
her pockets. Yoona?

The younger girl pulls her phone out of her pocket, Hello?

Yoong! Yoona flinches and pulls the phone away from her ear. She turns and looks at the electronic
device with a quizzical expression. Yoong? Hello?! Yoona, are you there! Yoong! Im Yoona!

Tiffany? questions Yoona while switching the phone to speaker since Tiffany was extra loud over the
phone.

Who did you think it was? questions Tiffany loudly, never mind that. Wheres Taeyeon? I cant reach
her cell she called me earlier and gave meinformed me about what happened, but now she wont pick
up.

I dont know, responds Yoona while turning to Yuri, who was watching her. She didnt show up for
school today. Neither did Jessica or Sooyoung. Maybe theyre together. Have you tried Jessicas or
Sooyoungs phone? And what happened?

Im with Sooyoung. And Ive tried Jessicas phone but shes not picking up either. Sooyoung thinks
theyre at the apartment, but she doesnt know where the place is. Or I think its that she cant remember
where it is, states Tiffany into the phone. And what do you mean what happened? Didnt they tell you?

Yoona closes her eyes trying to think of any news that was reported to her. She shakes her head as
nothing comes to mind. Nope.

Really, Yoong? Taeyeon told me she told you already.

Well she did call me this morning but I was still asleep. So what happened?

Taemin got taken away.

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yes flutter open; they zoom and lock onto the body lying beside her. Blinking a few times she
shifts and lies on her side, staring at the sleeping girl. Mind begins to wander; thoughts begin to
form. Did Jessica really mean what she said yesterday? Did the sleeping girl really like her? And
did she really mean it when she said that she wasnt going to leave? But why? Why? she
questions aloud in a whisper. Her hand slowly moves forward in an attempt to touch Jessica. It stops
falling short of a few centimeters. She sighs and her hand retracts. Why would you want this?

Taeyeon rolls onto her back and stare at the ceiling. Her life is a mess. Nothing more and definitely
nothing less, there is no way for her to fall anymore, right? Eye lids slowly close; she inhales deeply. Her
life would only bring Jessica down. Her life will only cause stress. Shes not dumb; she can tell that there
are times when Jessica gets annoyed. Heck, even Tiffany got annoyed, so there is no way that Jessica, the
girl who hates her guts, is not annoyed. Eyes reopen. So why would she want to like her? Whats so
special about her, huh? Im nothing more than an obvious no good lowlife. Its quite obvious that I cant
become anything better, she whispers. Turning her head she looks at Jessica again. Why?

With a frustrated groan, she pushes herself up on her elbows and looks around the room. Eyes look for
her pack of cigarettes. She was in a need of a little nicotine right now, along with something to drink to
ease her scratchy throat. Sliding out of bed, she makes her way to her dresser, where an extra pack will
more than likely be located. She slides the top drawer open with ease; eyes automatically lock on the
pack. A small giddy smile makes its way across her face. Taeyeon? She stops and looks over her
shoulder to see Jessica sitting up and rubbing her eyes.

Go back to sleep, Jessica, whispers Taeyeon. Jessica shakes her head no. Im coming. Go back to
sleep. Jessica drops back down onto the bed. Taeyeon turns her attention back to the pack of cigarettes.
Fingers pull out one of the half smoked ones and she makes her way out of the room, through the living
room and to the balcony. She lights it quickly and takes a puff. Nicotine calms the nerves that sleep
couldnt fix. Eyes look down, watching the passing traffic. Her mind slowly drifts back to the sleeping
girl in her bed.

Since youve confessed does that mean that I have to tell you your value? whispers Taeyeon to
herself as she takes another puff. Am I really ready to take such a risk?

Thats not important right now, Taeyeon turns and looks at Jessica who was leaning against the sliding
glass door. I mean I would like to know, but right now we have to either sleep or we have to get ready to
meet your sisters and what not. Taeyeon nods her head and watches as Jessica rakes her fingers through
her hair. So Im going to raid your closet for some clothes. She turns and begins making her way back
to the bed room.

I like you also I think, mumbles Taeyeon in a serious tone. Im not quite sure, really. I mean you
were sort of attractive when we first met, but you were gross. Youre views about me, about my family
and about people like me were horrible. And Yoona kept trying to get me to ask you on dates. To quote
her, we like gross things. She sighs; her mind attempts to form the correct words and thoughts. Youre
value increased over the last three months. You went from being my friend to say something more. I dont

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know how to explain it really. But I think I like you also. She turns and looks at the traffic again. Her
face was heating up; ears were turning red.

This was completely embarrassing, and Taeyeon doesnt get embarrassed easily. Heck Taeyeon doesnt
care what people think or say about her really. But now she was curious, curious as to what Jessica was
thinking about her semi confession.

Arms encircle her waist; warmth envelopes her. Finish your cigarette and we can go get ready. You need
to shower. The cigarette is making you stink.

You stink, mutters Taeyeon as she finishes up. Using the banister, she puts the cigarette out before
throwing the butt over the edge. Turning in Jessicas embrace, she blows her smoke into the younger girls
face before breaking free. The slightly taller girl falls into a coughing fit while waving her hand around.

Are you trying to kill me?

Maybe. She scoffs and walks silently behind Taeyeon. Bringing her arms up, she quickly wraps them
around Taeyeons neck. J-Jessica, struggles Taeyeon as she grips the young girls arm. J-Jessica.Arms
and legs become entangled; both try to overpower the other. One of them loses their footing, sending
them toppling over onto the floor. Jessica rolls away landing on her back. Taking deep breaths, Taeyeon
turns and looks at Jessica, were you trying to kill me?

Kill sounds horrible. How about we say I was just trying to get rid of you, jokes Jessica while
attempting to catch her breath. Silence falls over the two of them as they both stare at the ceiling.

Why me? whispers Taeyeon.

I dont know. I dont think people are aware of who they start to like, you know? They might be aware
of whom they find attractive, but as for who they fall for who knows, maybe this is like one of those
puppy love type of things. Taeyeon turns her head and looks at Jessica. I can definitely say that my
attraction towards Hara was purely sexual. The girl is hot. As for Donghae he charmed me, so there
was that type of attraction towards his charms. But for you its different. She turns her head and looks at
Taeyeon. You didnt ask me straight out to date you. I actually got to meet you and got to know you
before anything.

So were puppy love? questions Taeyeon.

I dont know. How are we sure that after this year and comes next, well still like each other? Were
teens were hormonal our minds are at their worst; were impulsive and what not. I know right now
that I like you and I like you because I got to know the real you. Not the you I thought you were. Not the
you I made you out to be. I like Kim Taeyeon because even though she has a tough exterior and doesnt
seem to care about anything, shes really soft, really fragile and most of all vulnerable.

You like a weakling?

Yes, if thats what you are?

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Why are you questioning? You said you got to know the real me. So you must know whether or not Im
exactly a weakling, comments Taeyeon.

Are you really going to ruin this moment? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders, you really are Yoonas
sister, arent you? She sighs and shakes her head, but I was quite serious. I like you. Dont ask why
because I cant really explain it, okay? Taeyeon nods her head; she turns onto her side and scoots closer
to Jessica.

The younger girls eyes widen at sensation of Taeyeons breath on her neck and her arm slipping around
her waist. Lets go back to sleep, mumbles Taeyeon as her eyes drift close.

~~~
When she first arrived all eyes fell upon her stomach. Her older sister became expressionless and all she
could do in response was wave. And then, she and her sister were tossed into Taemins room by Jessica
who states that they needed their alone time. It was an awkward, tension filled silence that hung over the
two girls as they began cleaning the room. Neither of them had spoken but her sisters eyes remained on
her baby bump the entire time. And even now as they sit on the bed across from each other, Taeyeons
eyes remains on her stomach.

She wasnt sure what to do at this exact moment. In fact Tiffany never really thought about what she
would say in this situation. She just thought that shed leave and come back with a bouncing baby and a
ring on her finger. Not with an unborn child and an asshole boyfriend whos sitting out in the living room.
An uneasy smile appears on her face; Taeyeon looks up and her eyes connect with Tiffanys.

Let me guess this, Taeyeon points at Tiffanys stomach, is the reason why you decided to leave with
him? Im also guessing that this, she jabs the stomach, is the reason for a stupid idea of getting
married. Tiffany opens her mouth to counter, but Taeyeon lifts her hand motioning for the younger girl
to stop, Did you really think that you could hide it from me for forever?

I um-

Screw that. Whyd you leave? Did you think Id get mad? Tiffany looks at Taeyeon as if the older girl
was crazy before nodding her head. Alright maybe I would have. But it would have passed you know
that my anger would have passed.

Taeyeon, whispers Tiffany. I- A knock on the door interrupts the two girls reunions. The door opens
and Jessica sticks her head inside.

I dont mean to interrupt your reunion, but your aunt and cousin are here, states Jessica as her eyes
connect with the oldest girl in the room. If you want I can tell them to wait. She pauses for a moment,
Ill handle everything. You two work things out and fast. Siwon is starting to get really annoying.
Tiffany gives Jessica an apologetic smile and nods her head. Jessica waves it off and closes the door
leaving the two sisters alone.

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Are you guys dating or something? questions Tiffany in an attempt to change the topic from her
stomach. Taeyeon shakes her head no. Why not?

Must you change the subject? questions Taeyeon in return.

Exhale and shoulders slouch. Tiffanys eyes drop to the bedspread. Im really sorry. I know its wrong of
me to run, to leave you in this mess with dad and Taemin. But I just want to prove that I could do it on my
own. Her fingers rake through her hair, and I guess I thought wrong really. Things arent really going as
plan but I didnt want to come running home to you.

Whats wrong?questions Taeyeon, is that baby okay?

The babys fine, remarks Tiffany. We went to the doctors yesterday. According to the licensed
profession the baby is doing fine. No problems. She looks at Taeyeon, all problems lie within my
relationship. I I want to come home.

I dont know about that, mumbles Taeyeon as her eyes dart off to the side. Tiffanys face becomes
blank. I mean youre my sister. I would gladly welcome you but I cant. No, I wont welcome you
home. Youre on your own now Tiffany. And Ive got a life now. My job is to get my brother back, make
sure Yoona stays on the right path and to live my own life. You lost your dependency on me the moment
you left. You want to come back, you figure out how to do it on your own.

Tae youre not serious are you? Tiffanys voice barely a whisper.

Im dead serious Stephanie, states Taeyeon as she looks back at her sister. Im no longer taking
responsibility for you, for your idiotic mistakes. Ill help out a little. Ill rent Taemins room to you. That
means that youll have to find a job and what not. But Im no longer putting you as a priority. You are not
a priority in my life right now. And dont count on becoming one anytime soon. With that Taeyeon
slides off the bed and makes her way to the door, now I have to find a way to get my brother back.
Tiffany watches in disbelief as Taeyeon exits out of the room.

Was her sister serious?

Slipping off the bed she follows Taeyeon into the living room where the rest of them sat. She looks
around the room before taking a seat beside Siwon. Her eyes dart to her sister then to Yoona.

So what now? questions Taeyeon as she looks at her aunt. How do we get him back?

Her aunt takes a deep breath. Taeyeon its not as simple as it seems okay. Tiffanys eyes shift back to
Taeyeon. Your father has custody. He is the sole guardian of Taemin. The man has a job and a place to
stay. No court is going to take Taemin from that and give him to you.

And why not? questions Taeyeon, I have a stable income. I have a place to stay as you can see. I even
have someone to watch him while I work. Ive gotten it so he stays out of jail. He attends a dance studio
with Jessicas brother. So tell me how in the world I cant get my brother back.

He has custody. And unlike you, your father doesnt have a mile long record. Taeyeon, youve proven to
the courts already that youre not even capable of taking care of yourself. Now look at Miyoung the girl

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is obviously pregnant and from what I remember she ran away from home. And Yoona Yoona has a
record of being truant and a delinquent within the school. Taeyeons body tense; hands curl tightly. Her
knuckles turn white.

This wasnt the news that she wanted to hear from her aunt. She wants something that would give her
hope.

Fingers lightly ghost over one of her hands; they uncurl the body part and entangle themselves with
Taeyeons fingers. Taeyeon looks at the hand for a quick second before turning to look at the owner. She
inhales deeply and calms herself down. Ms. Kim are you saying that there is no hope for us getting him
back? questions Jessica. Taeyeons aunt nods her head, surely you cant really believe that Taeyeon
wont be able to accomplish this.

Jessica as much as I dont want to admit it, she pauses for a moment, I myself believe that Taeyeon
could do anything. But Im wrong. Taeyeon is nothing but a mere copy of my sister. And thats all
Taeyeon could ever be. Sure there will be times when Taeyeon will be able to accomplish things like this.
But then Taeyeons going to drop everything again. Her aunt stands, Im sorry Taeyeon.

Youre not sorry, hisses Taeyeon. Youre just being selfish. Its because Taemin isnt her child that
you dont believe that we can get him back. Since Taemin is his child, youre just going to cast him off as
a lost cause.

Taeyeon that is not true. Taeyeon looks up at her aunt. What I told you is true. Youre only a teen, a
junior in high school. No one is going to give you him. Taeyeon cast her eyes off to the side. Taeyeon
be rational. This just isnt meant to be. And Im sure Taemin is being taken care of-

He stopped paying his rent and left his kids out on the street. He took the money that Ive given Tiffany
over the years and bought himself alcohol. They starved; they lived in the dark without any water. He
doesnt give a damn about my siblings. So dont say that Taemin is being taken care of. Taeyeon
abruptly stands; she looks her aunt square in the eyes, if youre not going to help then leave. I dont need
you here.

Taeyeon-

Get out of my house, snarls Taeyeon. Her aunt looks around the room for someone to help her in this
situation, but no one would look at the older woman. Why should they? She was telling her niece to give
up and forfeit before even trying. And none of them really wanted Taemin gone. Not if it was going to
cause this much distress. Get out.

Fine, come Hyoyeon. Hyoyeon stops and looks at her cousins. She wasnt so sure she wants to leave.
Not after hearing the way her mother had just degraded Taeyeon. Sure she does it on a daily basis, but
they were cousins. Its sort of normal in a way, right? Hyoyeon.

Im going to stay behind and help Taeyeon out.

Be home by 6. Hyoyeon waves her mother off. The elderly woman leaves with a huff, slamming the
door behind her.

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See this is exactly why I said you shouldnt come, states Siwon.

Taeyeon turns and looks at him, get the hell out of my place now. She turns and looks at her sister, if
you want to defend him Tiffany go ahead. But you can get the hell out also. She sighs and shakes her
head, Know what all of you leave. Get the hell out. No one budges, Im not joking. Get the hell out
of my house! She looks at everyone, giving them all a dark look. What the hell are you waiting for? Get
the fuck out! Bodies rise and head for the door, except for the lone girl who was holding onto Taeyeons
hand. Taeyeon looks down at her, why are you still here?

I told you that I wouldnt leave, remarks Jessica as her grip tightens on Taeyeons hand.

Youre stupid, mumbles Taeyeon.

Youre being real mature, counters Jessica, look just because your aunt pissed you off doesnt mean
you have to take your anger out on the rest of us. Were trying to help. We all are. Jessica pushes herself
up off the ground and looks Taeyeon in the eyes. She may not believe that you can do it, but obviously
everyone else does. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. Youre not your mom, whispers Jessica, I mean I dont
know the woman personally but from what youve told me youre nothing like her.

Silence overcomes the two again as they stand there looking at each other. Neither of them knows what to
do from this position. Taeyeons eyes dart off the side; her hand releases Jessicas. Jessica sighs. Her
tongue slides across her lips with uncertainty. What do they do now?

She suddenly turns and pulls her phone out of her pants pocket. Slipping her phone out, her thumb presses
a small button and places the device next to her ear. Hello?

Where are you? rings Mrs. Jungs voice through the phone. Jessica could only sigh and hunch her
shoulders. Right now is the wrong time for her mother to be calling and harassing her.

Im actually quite busy right now, responds Jessica.

Oh right you left for school yesterday and never came home. Care to explain where youre at and what
youre doing?

Jessica turns and looks at Taeyeon who was watching her curiously. Ive spent the night at Taeyeons
apartment and were working on something very important right now.

Well I need to you to do something more important, states Mrs. Jung. Youre sister didnt come home
last night.

So Im not Krystals baby sitter.

Sooyeon-

Krystal is probably at Jinris house.

Ive tried and she wasnt there.

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Well what do you want me to do about it? Taeyeon flinches a little at Jessicas voice. The younger girl
is obviously very irritated by her mothers phone call. I mean Im in the middle of doing something
important with Taeyeon. Am I supposed to just stop doing it because you cant find Krystal?

I want for you to go look for your sister. Mrs. Jungs voice was getting extremely serious.

Why cant Yunho do it? Hes home and he doesnt do anything all day long, remarks Jessica with a
growl. Tell him to do it.

Sooyeon you search for your sister now. This is the end of this conversation. Mrs. Jung hangs up and
Jessica releases a deep growl. Why does she have to play baby sitter for Krystal? Her sister no longer
listens to her words, so why does she have to do this? She groans; fingers entangle themselves in her
locks. She wants nothing more than to pull her hair out.

Jessica, whispers Taeyeon.

I I have to go. Let your sisters back in the house, mumbles Jessica as she heads for the door.
Taeyeons bewildered look goes unnoticed. She slams the door behind her startling the group out in the
hallway. Yoona Tiffany go keep her company. She walks through the group stopping at the end of
the hall, Id advise that you dont let Siwon in the house. Or hell more than likely end up with
Taeyeons fist in his face, she turns and looks at Tiffany. The younger girls response was nothing more
than a mere head nod. Oh and her pack of cigarettes are in her top drawer. Ill be back. Jessica
disappears down the stairs.

Tiffany turns to the youngest of the group, Do you really think we should go in there?

Id trust Jessica. She knows what shes doing when it comes to Taeyeon, answers Yoona. She pushes
herself off the wall and heads for the front door. Long slender fingers engulf the doorknob, giving it a
slow turn. With her free hand, Yoona pushes the door open and looks inside to see Taeyeon laying on the
floor. Tae?

Im alive if thats what youre wondering, mutters Taeyeon. Yoona nods her head and watches as
Taeyeon brings a lit cigarette to her lips. Are you going to stand there in watch me or are you guys- I
mean girls since Siwon is not welcomed, going to come back in? Yoona turns to Tiffany, Yuri,
Sooyoung, and Hyoyeon motioning them to follow her inside.

Stay here, orders Tiffany as she looks at Siwon. I mean it. Siwon rolls his eyes and crosses his arms;
body leans back against the wall. Siwon Choi Siwon Im- Tiffanys eyes widen slightly. Hands
grab her stomach; a hiss leaves her mouth. She hunches over slightly.

Tiffany? questions Siwon, causing for the girls to stop. His voice also makes Taeyeon roll onto her
stomach. Tiffany?

Im fine, grunts Tiffany. She forces herself up. Im fine, she grunts again. Its just cramps. Stay out
here. She turns and enters the apartment, hissing loudly. The door closes with a click and Taeyeon
pushes herself up, walking over to her sister. Im fine. Taeyeon shakes her head no and places her hand
on Tiffanys stomach.

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We need to get you to a doctor.

Its cramps. It could be that one fake contraction thing Taeyeon, mumbles Tiffany. Im fine really
and look my water bag hasnt broke. Im fine. Taeyeon shakes her head. Tae- Taeyeon looks Tiffany
in the eye. Im fine its been like this for the last few days. The doctors say Im fine that the babys
fine. We need- she stops talking and hunches over again. The pain was increasing by the second.

Call 911, states Taeyeon as she leads Tiffany to the couch.

~~~
A mixture of a groan and a hiss escapes her lips. The pain was becoming more and more unbearable.
Head tilts back; eyes roll back. All she could do is wish for the pain to go away. Her head turns and she
looks at her sister through her matted bangs. Make it stop, please, she groans. Taeyeon could only stare.
There was no way for her to make such a thing stop. Tiffany was going into labor and that was that.
Tae..Tae- Another groan and she wraps her hand around Taeyeons.

Calm down and relax, whispers Taeyeon in return. Tiffany calm down okay.

Calm down?! How the hell am I supposed to do something like that? yells Tiffany. Oh god when I see
your brother, she turns and looks at Sooyoung, Im going to castrate the prick. Taeyeon grits her teeth
as Tiffanys grip tightens. What are you looking at? she snaps while looking at Yoona who was leaning
against a wall.

I say we drug her, mumbles Yoona while glaring at Tiffany. Itll shut her up.

Poke me with a needle and Ill cut your hand off, you old hag, growls Tiffany. She turns and looks at
the nurse giving her a glare. Taeyeon shakes her head and attempts to direct Tiffanys attention onto
herself. What?!

You cannot get mad at other people. This is yours and Siwons fault. Tiffany groans and nods her head,
breaking into another sweat. Just hang in there? Taeyeon turns her attention back to the nurse. How
much longer?

Shes not crowning yet- A loud guttural groan echoes throughout the room. All eyes land on Tiffany.

Can you give her like some sort of medication? questions Sooyoung.

You guys are teenagers you probably cant even pay the hospital bill as of right now, responds the
nurse while walking away. Tiffany leans back, panting heavily. Taeyeon looks at Tiffany. She doesnt
exactly know what to do to calm her down. Television shows usually demonstrate how very easy labor
scenes. There were a few that had shown exactly what Tiffany was doing, which is terrorizing every
moving, breathing thing in sight.

Tiffanys labored breaths echo throughout the room. No one moved; all eyes remained on her. Why they
hell must we carry the children? groans Tiffany. Why cant it be the guys like sea horses? Why must we

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go through all this pain?! Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders in response and pulls her phone out of her
pocket. Theyve been here going on four hours.

Jessica hasnt called yet? questions Yoona.

Why are you worried about Jessica when Im the one in labor?!

Taeyeon stands and motions for Yoona to take her seat. Ill be right back promise.

~~~
The phone dances around on the table in front of her, cutting her mothers lecture short. Sooyeon, states
Mrs. Jung.

I told you I was doing something important for Taeyeon, states Jessica while staring at her phone. Hand
reaches out to grab the phone, only to have it snatched away by her mother.

This is the fifth time that Taeyeon has called tonight. I know I told you that I adore her but that doesnt
mean she can interrupt a very important family meeting. Jessica rolls her eyes and crosses her arm. She
cant believe that her mother had just called this a very important family meeting. There was no family
besides her and her mother, so how in the world is this, a family meeting? And more importantly why is
she the one getting lectured for Krystal stupid mistake of hanging out with friends, not phoning anyone
and dying her hair an ugly color? Sooyeon, her left brow rises in response, why am I even bothering
with you. I should let your dad handle this? Hell be much harsher.

Only because Krystal kisses his ass, mumbles Jessica, can I have my phone, please.

Im talking to you. Im trying to teach you responsibility. Why would I give you something thats going
to distract you? In fact I think I should take it away as punishment for not watching your sister. And for
staying out last night and not phoning in.

Then you should make Krystal sleep in a tent in the backyard for everything shes done.

Krystals a child who learns from her sister.

Krystal is a teen mom. Shes not some five year old anymore. You cant keep babying her. Take it from
me, Ive seen what happens when you shelter someone for so long. Mrs. Jung scoffs and turns her back
to her daughter, How in the world am I teaching Krystal to dye her hair? To stay out late, huh? I did once
but after that Jessica slouches in her chair, I give up theres no point in arguing. Krystals a saint
and so is Yunho. Neither of them can do any wrong but if I forget to tie a shoe lace, Im going to hell.

Not true, states her mother.

It is so true can I have my phone so I can tell Taeyeon that Im grounded? Mrs. Jung rolls her eyes
and hands the phone over to Jessica. Thank y oh my god. Jessica stands up and rushes out of the room
reading the text that Taeyeon had left her.

Sooyeon!

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Ignoring her mothers call, Jessica heads straight for Krystal room, dialing Taeyeons number. Taeyeon.
Im sorry, she states into the phone, Ill be right there. Let me find some shoes. How is Tiffany?

Shes quiet real quiet, comes Taeyeons voice in a whisper. She kicked everyone out of the room
but Sooyoung. She doesnt even want to see Siwon. Jessica nods her head, totally forgetting that
Taeyeon couldnt see her. I tried calling earlier.

I know I was looking for Krystal and totally forgot to call you back. And then you called me five
times in a row kind of made you lose points with my mother. But whatever Im heading for the
hospital now. Ill be there soon.

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H
er foot repeatedly taps against the tile floor; head in her hands. She swallows the saliva thats
collected in her mouth. She wasnt too sure what to do in this predicament. None of them knows
what to do but to wait it out. Wait until Tiffany announces what happened, or at least Sooyoung
in this matter. The doctors wont say anything since Tiffany ordered it. She inhales deeply,
combing her finger through her short locks. Tae- states Yoona as she reaches out for her older sister. A
hand wraps around her wrist pulling it back. Looking over her shoulder, Yoona watches as Yuri shakes
her head no.

Loud footsteps echo throughout the corridor, followed by a squeak and what seem to be some nurses
shouting: No Running in the hallways! All four girls along with Siwon look up to see Jessica sprinting
down the hallway, dragging what looks to be her sister behind her. Jessica? questions Taeyeon as she
forces herself up off the tiled floors. Jessica skids to a stop in front of Taeyeon; she releases Krystals
hand and bends over to catch her breath. Krystal?

Dont get too happy to see me, mumbles Krystal while crossing her arms, like Id want to be here.

Shut up, huffs Jessica, Youre lucky I even dragged you here instead of towards the police station.
Taking one last deep breath, Jessica forces herself into a standing position. Hows Tiffany?

No one knows, states Yoona. Jessica turns and looks at the taller girl, Tiffanys ordered the doctors not
to say anything even to that block head over there, she points at Siwon. The only people who know
are that doctors, Tiffany and Sooyoung, who by the way are all locked in the room. She wont allow
anyone in and Sooyoungs only came out twice but that was to get the nurses. Jessica nods her head
and turns back to Taeyeon.

Are you okay at least? she questions.

I just need a cigarette, mumbles Taeyeon, and maybe something to drink. Jessica nods her head
again; she digs in pockets of the jacket that shes wearing pulling out a lone half smoked cigarette.
Taeyeon raises a brow looking at Jessica. Since when did the younger girl being smoking?

Long story short its that idiots, states Jessica while pointing at her sister. She hands over the nicotine
filled item. Lets go outside, she grabs Taeyeons hand, call us if something happens. Yoona nods her
head, taking Taeyeons position by the Tiffanys door. Are you okay? questions Jessica again. Taeyeon
nods her head.

Why is your sister here? Its been painfully obvious that she doesnt like me or Yoona.

I just finally found her well I did find her earlier but she took off running and I didnt feel like chasing
her. So just a few minutes ago, while running here I ran into the idiot smoking a cigarette, answers
Jessica, I give up on her. Finally exiting the hospital, Taeyeon begins walking towards a bench, taking a
seat. Jessica follows and takes a seat beside her.

I think you should spend some time with your sister, states Taeyeon while lighting the cigarette. Dont
give up on her just yet. You didnt give up on me or Yoong and look at us. Were on the right track,

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sort of. Jessica sighs loudly. Spend time with Krystal? Its absurd. The little girl is just plainly out of
control and shes not even in high school yet. All Krystal needs is, Taeyeon pauses, thinking. What did
she and her sister do? Thats it, Jessica looks at Taeyeon, Krystal needs to change the type of people
that she hangs out with. Thats what Yoona and I Did. We started hanging out with you and Sooyoung
more. And then Yoona began hanging out with Seohyun also. What Krystal needs is peers that are you
know like you.

How in the world am I supposed to find peers that are like- Hyoyeon approaches them, interrupting
Jessicas statement.

Tiffany finally letting us in the room, states Hyoyeon. Taeyeon puts the cigarette out and slides it into
her pocket. She stands, pulls Jessica up; the three of them enters the hospital. Out of the corner of her
eyes, Jessica takes a peek at Taeyeon before grabbing the older girls hand. The touch startles her a little,
but a small smile makes its way across her face. Her smile causes for Jessica to smile.

All three of them enter the room; Taeyeons eyes land on Tiffany who was curled in the fetal position.
Tiffany you know youre not supposed to be like that, mumbles Sooyoung while forcing Tiffany
back onto her back, the doctors say its not good for you.

She releases Jessicas hand and approaches Tiffanys bed. What happened? Wheres the baby?
Questions spill from her mouth. Tiffany slowly turns her head and looks at Taeyeon with soulless eyes.
Tiffany wheres the-

Hes in an incubator, answers Sooyoung. Taeyeons gaze rips from Tiffanys form landing on
Sooyoung. Ill um show you. But its only one person at a time for now.

Go, whispers Jessica. Taeyeon nods her head and follows Sooyoung out of the room.

Is he okay? questions Taeyeon.

Sooyoung nods her head, shoving her hands in her pockets. Hes really tiny, you know, mumbles
Sooyoung. She was only at the end of her second trimester. Taeyeon nods her head. Tiffany is scared,
states Sooyoung, she doesnt know how shes going to pay for all of this: the hospital bill, the surgery,
and keeping him in an incubator. Sooyoung stops walking. She turns and looks at Taeyeon, shes going
to tell them to let him go and take him off the incubator. I dont think she should do that not because
thats my nephew. ButI dont want to see Tiffany hurt. Shes a friend after all, a really good one.

I dontII cant prioritize Tiffany again, states Taeyeon. I mean thats my nephew also, but I also
need to take care of myself and Yoona. I have the rent and bills. II can set it aside for now for all of
this, but I dont think my paycheck is going to pay for all of this, at least not one paycheck. And if I fall
behind on everything, Im out. She sighs deeply.

Ill help. Im sure Jessica will help. So will Yoona and Yuri, I know theyll more than likely help,
Taeyeon nods her head and shoves her own hands into her pocket.

What about your brother? questions Taeyeon.

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We were discussing that. Im not sure what Tiffany is going to do about that. The conversation comes
to a halt as they enter the neonatal intensive care unit. Sooyoung heads for the small desk by the door.
The doctors state that we have to fill this out, call that phone and then we get access to see him.
Taeyeon nods her head and follows Sooyoungs directions. Hello, Id like to visit bed 08, states
Sooyoung into the phone. A buzzing noise emits from the door. Taeyeon reaches for the knob opening the
door.

Sinks? questions Taeyeon.

I guess they want for us to wash our hands before we go in the back, suggest Sooyoung. Quickly
washing their hands, both girls enter the back room. Eyes take in the computers, wires, nurses and
incubators. Lights dim and room cold. Taeyeon looks at the taller girl. This is where her nephews
located? In a room filled with machines? But Tiffany said that things were fine, that the baby was fine. So
what caused her to go into her early labor? Teeth tug on her bottom lip. Is she going to have to make
Tiffany her priority again? Eyes cast sideways. Here, she looks up at Sooyoung. This gives us access.

Taeyeon takes the visitors pass and places it on her shirt. Sooyoung grabs Taeyeons hand and pulls her
towards station 08. Taeyeon takes in the incubator and the small baby inside. Sooyoung wasnt lying; he
was is tiny. She sighs and walks close the glass. Does he have a name?

No not yet, answers Sooyoung while stepping around to the opposite side. Taeyeon looks up at the
monitors before looking back down at him. They say hes perfectly healthy She looks at Sooyoung.
He just needs to be here until Tiffany can take him home. She nods her head for the umpteenth time.
Silence falls over the two girls as they watch the little boy contently, only moving or speaking when a
nurse came over to check on him.

30 minutes pass and both girls decide that they had seen him long enough and that it was time to leave.
The birth certificate, is you brother down as the father? questions Taeyeon. Surprisingly Sooyoung
shakes her head no. Then who is? Sooyoung points at herself. Youre kidding right? Youre brothers
is the biological father.

Your sister said that I was the father since I was playing the role more than Siwon was. Taeyeon smiles
a little and shakes her head. Tiffany must be out of her mind. Sooyoung and Siwon maybe siblings but
Siwon has anger issues. They open the door, exiting out of the NICU running straight in Jessica.

What-

Tiffany fell asleep. Yoona left with Yuri. Hyoyeon went home and Yunho came for Krystal. As for
SiwonI have no clue where he went, interrupts Jessica. She looks at Sooyoung, Tiffany wants for you
to be her lone visitor that stays the night with her. Ive already called your mom and told her.

Thank you, mumbles Sooyoung as she walks away leaving the older two girls alone.

What now? asks Taeyeon while shoving her hands into her pockets. Jessica shrugs her shoulders.
Okay then Im tired, so Im going to head on home. Ill see you- Jessica grabs Taeyeon hand and
begins walking around the hospital.

So hows he doing? questions Jessica. Taeyeon looks at their hands; her eyes dart up to Jessicas face.

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His nurse says hes okay. Its just that he was born really small and very underweight. Jessica doesnt
respond but Taeyeon knows that the younger girl was listening. There was never a time when Jessica
wouldnt listen, unless you count their first few meetings. What are we? asks Taeyeon.

Humans, jokes Jessica even though she clearly knows what Taeyeon was asking. Looking over at the
smaller girl, her eyes take in the un-amused look on Taeyeons face. We are two teens, who happened to
like each other and are informally going out since neither one of us asked the other, but Im still dragging
you along to get something to eat from the nasty cafeteria food. She gives Taeyeon a small smile. In
which the older girl returns.

So does that mean that we are official? questions Taeyeon. Jessica shrugs her shoulders. Would you
even want to date me formally and stuff? Jessica shrugs her shoulder again. Why would you want to do
something like that?

If I did want to date you formally its because I like you, answers Jessica.

But thats gross, mumbles Taeyeon slipping back into old habits. Y-youre not gross but dating in
public is She finishes her sentence off with a gagging noise. Jessica rolls her eyes in response.

So you dont want to date? questions Jessica. I thought you liked being open and what not. I thought
you didnt care what people think.

I dont, mutters Taeyeon. I Its not something that Id like to do. This holding hands and hanging
out I can do. But to date and stuff is bleh. She makes a disgusted face. I like where we are at now.
I like that we are friends and maybe a little more. A low chuckle escapes Jessicas lips. Stopping in front
of Taeyeon, her free hand reaches out. Fingers slide in Taeyeons locks at the base of her head. She leans
forward, pressing her lips lightly against the corner of Taeyeons mouth.

We can stay like this, she whispers, its actually more peaceful than my past relationships. Taeyeon
nods her head.

Then we can forget about eating at the cafeteria and go back to my apartment and eat instant noodles?
questions the older girl. The younger one nods her head again. Good I need to save money. I have more
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Have you seen him yet? Her question was directed towards her younger sister. Yoona shakes her
head no.

Taeng told me about the room and all the machines and wires. Im better off waiting until he comes
home, responds Yoona while leaning back in her chair.

Hes not coming home, states Tiffany. Yoona automatically sits up, so does the older girl sitting on the
other side of the room. I cant pay for all of it. So its best if you guys say your hello and goodbyes
now. Yoona opens her mouth but Tiffany puts her hand up stopping her, Its my decision alright. I
dont want to take money from anyone who cant give it right now. So its best for me to handle it this
way then.

Adoption? suggests Yoona ignoring the hand. She swats it to the side. Tiffany shakes her head no.

Im not going to make someone else deal with my problems. Ive already made my decision. Im going
to let everyone say hello and goodbye and then She looks down at her hands, curling and uncurling
her fingers. Eyes were watering and turning warm. Everything is taken care of. All Ill have to pay is
my hospital fees and the birth certificate fee, which Sooyoung is going to split with me, since weve
scribbled her name down on as the father.

Theyre allowing you to put Sooyoungs name on the birth certificate as his father? questions Taeyeon
while adjusting in her seat. She turns her attention from the television screen to her sister that was lying
on the hospital bed. Tiffany smiles a little; her hand wipes away the tears that were building. I take that
as a yes.

What kind of doctors do they have working here? questions Yoona while leaning back in hers.
Sooyoung is obviously a woman, so how in the world is she the father? Its like impossible unless some
freakishly weird thing happened. Or is Sooyoung a trans-

No! shouts Tiffany while throwing her extra pillow at the youngest girl in the room. Siwon is just the
donor. Or at least thats how Im beginning to see him. Sooyoungs been taking care of me, of the baby.
Shes the actual father not Siwon. She looks at Taeyeon, Its only right that I give her more than the
auntie title, right? If hes not going to be here then I want to give her something more meaningful.

She could have been the god parent or something, states Yoona butting back into the conversation.
Whats the world going to think screw the world, whats he going to think when he finds out that you
scribbled his aunts name down as the father on his birth certificate?

Ill inform him that his father is nothing more than a mere pompous arrogant fool who thought that he
can control me, remarks Tiffany.

He did control you, comments Taeyeon as her gaze moves back to the flickering screen, he made you
sleep with him, he made you get engaged to him and he made you leave, remember? A sour looks makes
its way across Tiffanys face. Her sister didnt have to bring it up, at least not now, right? Taeyeon turns

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and looks at her younger sister. I take it either the labor made you forget your memory or you just dont
want to remember.

Youre still butt hurt over that arent you? questions Tiffany in return. Taeyeon rolls her eyes.

Taeyeon and butt hurt dont belong in the same sentence, comments Yoona, besides all the time she
spends with Jessica should make up for it. Taeyeon looks around Tiffany at the youngest on the other
side of the room. So are you two dating or what?

I should ask you the same question, remarks Taeyeon, are you and Yuri finally dating? Or did you
decide to finally just go out with Seohyun instead? Tiffanys eyes widen slightly. Yoona likes two girls?
Since when?

Dating Seohyun would be weird, especially if there is a possibility that our mother made her mute, her
eyes cast downwards, and Yuris okay. Shes still gross though.

Youre dating Yuri? Since when? questions Tiffany.

Since never. We only went on one date and it was after we left the hospital, mumbles Yoona, still not
looking at her older siblings. And before you ask it was okay. She took me out to eat and then we went
to an arcade and stuff. Who takes people out to an arcade? questions Yoona while lifting her head up,
but she did kick this one guys ass at that stupid dancing game. She even set a new high score.

I take it you had fun? questions Tiffany.

Yoona shrugs her shoulders, shes still a nerd to me but I guess I can kind of live with it. If Jessica and
Taeyeon can set aside their differences then why cant I? Tiffany turns and looks back at the oldest.

Its not like that, mumbles Taeyeon, Were just friends.

Who kiss, adds Yoona with a sly smirk. You two thought that me and Yuri were gone, but we saw you
the other night. Jessica kissed you. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. I even have a picture.

As I was saying, states Taeyeon shifting Tiffanys attention from Yoona, Youre going to make her the
father? Shes Siwons younger sister think about what youre doing here Tiffany. Youre going to
cause a riff between them.

There is already a riff, mumbles Tiffany while looking down at the white blanket. They dont get
along they never got along. She looks at Taeyeon, and what if the Choi Im supposed to have
fallen in love with is Sooyoung? What if I made a mistake?

Too late for that, mumbles Yoona. Both of her sisters roll their eyes. Its true.

Its not, states Tiffany in return. I mean Im not sure what I think of Sooyoung. But I like the fact
that she takes care of me when others dont. The left brow rises on Taeyeons face. Not you. I mean
Siwon. He never took care of me, never took me to see a doctor, never made sure I had prenatal meds, if I
was eating, if I was stressed and what not. She sighs, shaking her hair. But Sooyoung did all that.
Sooyoung made sure everything was taken care of and I never asked her to. Her head turns back and
forth between her two sisters, Sooyoung deserves this, like I already said.

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How will you explain this to people? Theyre going to start talking, questions Taeyeon.

Ill tell them that Siwon raped me. Yoona breaks into a loud laugh startling the two older girls. What?

Wow you are seriously asking for a beating. First you named his SISTER as the father and now youre
going to accuse him of rape. Yoona giggles a little. She leans to the side and looks at Taeyeon, I hope
youre ready to beat the living daylights out of a six foot something giant. Cause once he catches wind of
all this hes going to beat her to a pulp.

This isnt funny Yoona, states Tiffany.

Youre right, its hilarious. Tiffany releases a groan and falls back on the bed. Maybe she should just
kick them out and call Sooyoung to come visit her. At least she wouldnt have to argue with these two
idiots. But no, really? Youre going to accuse him?

It wasnt as if I agreed to sleep with him in the first place, mutters Tiffany. She drapes arm over her
eyes. I told him no, and he did it anyways. She peeks out from under her arm at Taeyeon, can you let
Sooyoung stay with you for a while? Until I clearly explain things to the raging lunatic. Taeyeon shakes
her head no. Please you dont understand. Hell hell

He will, what? questions Taeyeon.

You cant let Sooyoung know that I told you. She hasnt even told Jessica yet and theyre like best
friends, states Tiffany. She takes a deep breath, Siwon abuses her, like physically, mentally and
sexually. Hes homophobic and been abusing her since middle school when he found out that Sooyoung
had a slight interest in girls. Well it was more like he walked in Sooyoung and Jessica making out. She
takes another deep breath, thats why I need for her to stay at your place. Siwon isnt crazy enough to
storm your place. So please allow Sooyoung to stay shell even be willing to pay.

Exhaling loudly, Taeyeon nods her head. Not only does she have to find her brother and help pay for
Tiffanys bills, but now she has to protect Jessicas best friend from a raving lunatic. Her life cant get
any worse, can it? Her phone rings, causing for her to dig into her pockets. She pulls the device out and a
confused expression crosses her face. She doesnt recognize the number. Is everything all right?
questions both Tiffany and Yoona simultaneously.

She ignores her sisters and answers the phone. Hello?

Hello. This is a collect call from an inmate at the womens detention center. To obtain the call please
press zero, Taeyeon presses one and stares at the phone, thank you for obtaining the call. This call is
recorded. To not have you call recorded please speak with your attorney Taeyeon? Taeyeon freezes at
the sound of her mothers voice.

M-mom? Yoonas eyes widen and Tiffanys mouth drops.

Whod you think it would be? responds her mother. You dont know anyone else whos in prison do
you? Oh right you did run around with a bunch of thugs. Teeth tug on her bottom lip. She wasnt too
sure how to handle a random phone call from a mother her mother.

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W-what do you need? questions Taeyeon. Her free hand grips her knee tightly.

Well Im being put up for probation pretty soon. Good behavior and I spoke to my sister. She says you
have an apartment

You want to move inwith me? Her gaze lowers to her feet. Tiffany reaches over and grabs the phone,
hanging up.

She turns to look at Yoona, I need for you to tell Jessica that were going to need to change Taeyeons
cell number. And to not give out to any

No! shouts Taeyeon, its the only number that Taemin knows. I dont have a house phone if we
change it, he wont be able to contact me. She sighs, Ill just have to reject her calls for now. She
stands, Im going Yoona stay out of trouble. And Tiffany, call me if something comes up, though I
think that youre going to call Sooyoung before anyone else. Oh tell Sooyoung that she is more than
welcomed and if Im not there then Im more than likely at work. Tiffany nods her head and waves her
older sister off.

With hands in her pockets Taeyeon exits out of the room, leaving her younger siblings alone. She needs a
cigarette, maybe even a can of beer and not to mention to beat the living daylights out of her aunt. How
could that woman just give her number away? Sure shell defend her but that doesnt mean that she
wants to see and speak to her. With a heavy sigh, she pulls a spare cigarette out of her pocket and lights it
the moment she steps out of the hospital.

~~~
She crosses her arms. This was the most difficult task that she has ever had. How in the world is she
supposed to find her younger sister a new clique to hang out with when the younger girl was being so
stubborn? She looks at the younger girl and snarls. This would be so much easier if she could just shove
Krystal under a bus. A small smile makes its way across her face as she thinks about her sister being
flattened. What are you smiling about? questions Krystal rudely.

You being flattened by a bus, admits Jessica. Krystal scoffs. Both of the Jung girls enter the small caf
and take a seat.

Krystal looks around the room when a small group pass by their table, Hi Soojung, they greet with
waves. Krystal ignores them and turns her attention to her older sister.

They seem nice, states Jessica while trying to make small talk.

Yeah right. Luna talks too much and wont shut up, ever. Amber is awkward. I cant understand Victoria
half of the time. Jonghyun is an arrogant bastard who I find really annoying and Onew trips over his own
two feet, mumbles Krystal.

The names sound so familiar. Isnt that the group you and Jinri hung out with before?questions Jessica.
Krystal rolls her eyes again. Roll your eyes again and Im going to dig them out of their sockets.

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Krystal clicks her tongue. Jessica sighs; they werent getting anywhere. Why dont you hang out with
them again.

I dont want to become you, states Krystal. That was probably what I wanted when I was younger. But
I know the truth now and I dont want it anymore. I want nothing to do with you. So go find your new
sister and your girlfriend and leave me alone.

What do you mean you know the truth?

About why mom and dad want a divorce. Youre the reason why. And Im the reason why they havent.
I dont want to be the reason why they havent anymore. I dont want to be part of the reason for an
unhappy family, answers Krystal. Her hands grip the edge of the table. Jessica becomes confused and
its evident upon her face. Youre the reason why they want to break you. Why couldnt they just get the
divorce huh? Why are they using me as the only thing to hold the family together, huh? Whats the point?
After another year youll be gone off to college somewhere and me Im going to be stuck at home with
either one parent or two upset ones.

Krystal just what exactly are you talking about? questions Jessica.

You, she points at her older sister, are whats causing the riff. Mom is harder on you because of your
sexual preference. She wont deny you your rights to dating people. But because youd rather date girls
more than boys then shes going to be tougher. And dad hates that mom isnt doing anything about it.
She looks off to the side, its why dad favors me and why mom favors Yunho. Because Yunho has a
girlfriend whose hes been dating since he was in high school. And because dad wants for me to grow up
and marry Minho.

Jessica scoffs and leans back in her chair, I thought that you were going to say something along the lines
of me being a love child or something.

You could be. You look nothing like us. And Ive heard dad yell that you werent his before. Krystal
abruptly stands, can we go home. This is boring and if I wanted to be bored then I would at least like to
get my homework done. Jessica could only nod her head. Both girls exit the caf and make their way
home.

~~~
Yoona peeks her head though the door and looks around for her adoptive family. Yoona, is there a
reason why youre sneaking around? She enters into the house to find her adoptive father sitting on the
couch. She closes the door softly and takes a seat next to him on the couch. Is there something you need?
You do know you can always ask.

Yoona nods her head and plays with her hands, Can I ask a favor of you? questions Yoona as she turns
and looks at the elderly man. He gives her a smile and a pat on the head. My sister is in the hospital, my
real sister and she needs helps paying her bills. Me and my friends can only foot up so much because
were looking for my biological brother who was taken. Her graze falls back on her hands, is it okay if I
ask to borrow a little bit of money to you know pay for the bill.

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I dont know Yoona, you know how your mother and I feel about you hanging out with those girls, he
states, his attention shifts back to the television. They arent good role models for you.

Please I dont want to lose my nephew, mumbles Yoona. He turns back to his adoptive daughter. Did
she just say nephew? Ill do anything you promise. Ill attend the all girls private school. Ill quit
hanging out with Taeyeon. Ill put all my efforts into my studies. I just dont want Tiffany to do
something so drastic.

Tiffany? I thought we didnt like Tiffany, he comments.

We dont or at least we didnt She looks up at her father, Tiffany got pregnant. Her boyfriend
forced himself onto her. He promised to take care of her, but all he did was send her into an early labor.
My nephew is so tiny and underweight that they have him in the neonatal intensive care unit. Tiffanys
thinking of telling them to take him off the incubator and the machines. She wants to let him go instead of
making us all suffer by paying her bills. She sighs, Pleaseweve suffered enough with Taemin being
taken away. I dont think we can deal with anymore pain.

She wasnt going to let anyone of her family suffer anymore. Taeyeons in enough pain as it is with
Taemin not being around and finding out her sister was pregnant. Not to mention that their mother called
today. And as much as she hates Tiffany, she wasnt going to let the girl who took care of her when
Taeyeon didnt suffer anymore. And she definitely was going to let Sooyoung suffer also. Shes the only
one who could do something about it. And she was willing to make the sacrifices.

Yoona-

Please, begs Yoona. She drops onto her knees in front of her father. Please. Ill do anything, I promise.
Please dont let him die Her voice begins wavering; eyes become watery. Her gaze lowers to his
loafers. Hands curl into fists. Please I never asked of much from you. I never demanded anything. But
please just this once Her voice cracks; her defense crumbles and tears spill.

Yoona? questions her adoptive mother as she and Yoonas adoptive sister enter the living room. Her
adoptive father raises his hand motioning for his wife and daughter to be quiet.

Please. We can go to the school and enroll me tomorrow morning. Ill cut off all communication with
Taeyeon. You can have my phone. She digs in her pocket and tosses her cell phone onto the couch. Ill
study harder. Ill bring my grades up. Ill do anything just please help my family. Mr. Im sighs and
looks at his wife.

I see what I can do Yoona. Go upstairs and get cleaned up. Start on your homework and well go see the
dean of the private school tomorrow. Yoona flings herself onto her father wrapping him in a tight hug.

Thank you, she whispers before running upstairs. A sad smile makes its way across her face. She wipes
her tears. Sometimes you need to make sacrifices, she mumbles to herself while entering her bedroom.

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She stares at the pot on the stove waiting for it boil. A small groan escapes her lips. She was hungry and
the water was taking too long to boil. With a huff, she crosses her arms and leans against the counters.
You know a watched pot never boils. Her attention shifts to the intruder.

What are you doing here? she asks, pushing herself away from the counters. Are you hungry?

No I ate at home. And I could ask you the same thing. Dont you have work? questions Jessica while
taking a seat on the countertop. Taeyeon shakes her head no.

Sunnys dad gave me some time off to help get Tiffany situated, answers Taeyeon, turning her gaze
back to the pot. Boil you stupid thing. A small laugh escapes Jessicas lips. Did Taeyeon not hear her?
Taeyeon looks up at the laughing girl with a questioning look.

A watched pot doesnt boil, she states over again.

Then what do you suggest I do? Im hungry, mumbles Taeyeon. The younger girl shrugs her shoulders.
Taeyeon frowns a little and turns back to the pot. So how did youre day with Krystal go?

She not only hates me for hanging out with you and Yoona, but she also hates the fact that our parents
are using her as the reason why they want to stick together. And then shes got this cracked out theory
that because I like girls, its the reason why our parents want a divorce. Both of them told me no and said
that that wasnt the reason, explains Jessica, it turns out that I might not be a child of one of them.
Taeyeon quickly turns and looks at Jessica. They wont say who but I think I might not be my fathers. If
thats even true who knows, my idiot of a family might be scheming and plotting something.

Im here for you if you need anything, states Taeyeon. Jessica smiles a little and hops off the counter.
She approaches Taeyeon wrapping her arms around the older girls waist. Taeyeon stiffens at the action;
she still wasnt use to the hugs. Can you not do that? she questions, Im trying to cook.

Youre technically watching a pot and not letting it boil. Youre only going to starve yourself some
more, replies Jessica lazily. Taeyeon sighs and shifts in Jessicas embrace.

My mom called today, mutters Taeyeon. Jessica tightens her grip around the older girls waist. She
says shes getting out early for good behavior. And that she wants to move in.

What was your response?

I didnt have one. Tiffany grabbed the phone and hung up.

Good. I can barely keep you a float now. Having her back would only make things harder on you. And
things are pretty hard now. Im pretty sure youre going to allow Tiffany to move back in. And then
theres the baby. I also heard that Sooyoungs going to be bunking here for a while, or at least thats what
she told me. And then there is Taemins situation. All of this isnt healthy and you dont need to add
anymore onto it, you know. Taeyeon nods her head. She reaches to the side grabbing the pack of instant
noodles. Are you listening to me?

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Yeah, responds Taeyeon. You think its a good idea if my mother doesnt come to stay with me. She
looks at the slightly taller girl, giving her a small smile. Im hungry not deaf. Jessica sighs loudly.
Um the dance is coming up... are you still going?

I dont think your sister will be up for a dance. And Yuri said she and Yoona arent going. And since
Sooyoung isnt exactly a junior she cant go either. She watches as Taeyeon cooks the noodles, how
about we just stay all come over here and have a small get together? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. Im
going to take that as a yes. Jessica releases Taeyeon from her grip and looks around for Taeyeons pet.

Dog is more than likely in my room, states Taeyeon as she dumps the noodles into a bowl.

You havent named her yet?

Yeah, her name is Dog. Its unique and creative.

It says that her owner is lazy and uncreative. Taeyeon waves Jessica off and scoops some up a mouthful
of noodles. The younger girl watches her eat, carefully. She takes a step forward; her thumb slides across
Taeyeons lip. All the older girl could do was blink. Noodle, states Jessica, showing said piece of food
to the older girl.

~~~
Youre kidding right? Yoona shakes her head no as she takes a peek at her computer screen. This is
going to hurt Taeyeon and you know it. Jessica told you before that this is one of Taeyeons fears.

I know, mumbles Yoona. She turns her attention to her textbooks. But I want to help. I dont want to
be the sister that cant do anything. I cant help with Taemin because Im not related. I cant help Taeyeon
pay bills because I have a home. This is the only thing that I can do, Yuri. The girl on the computer
screen releases a frustrated groan.

But are you sure that youre willing to give up having your older sister in your life? questions Yuri.
Even more so the school that youre going to be attending is a boarding school. How are we supposed
to go on our dates?

Who said anything about dating you, you nerd? retorts Yoona as she leans back in her seat. Were only
f-friends. She hears Yuri scoff.

Ill ignore that but are you sure that you want to sacrifice something like this? Yoona nods her head.
You want to know something? Yoona looks at the screen. Your sacrifice is making me like you even
more. Her statement startles Yoona; the younger girl topples over, slamming into the floor. Footsteps
echo outside her room, causing for her to rush to the computer and close the window.

Yoona, are you okay? The door opens revealing her adoptive parents. Yoona nods her head and picks
her chair up.

Yeah I was stretching and accidentally fell.

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Well dinners done, come get something to eat. She nods her head and takes a look at the screen before
following her parents out of the room. Yuri words replay in her mind. A small smile forms. Yuris falling
for her even more. And that means that she might not give up so easily. It also means that Yoona still has
time to figure herself out. Yoona? She looks up to see her family staring at her.

Im fine, she mumbles, taking a seat at the table.

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he sighs; eyes scour the text book. Using her hand she props her head up. All of the studying shes
been doing is making her really tired. Eyes slowly drift close; thoughts drift. Its been a week and
she wonders how her Taeyeons doing, how Tiffanys doing, and Jessica, Sooyoung and even more
the baby. Her laptop screen lights up, causing for her to look at it. She watches as Yuri closes her
bedroom door before taking a seat in front of her own computer. Youre beginning to develop dark
circles, states Yuri. Yoona shrugs her shoulders. Is something wrong? She shakes her head no.
Yoona

Im fine, Im just tired, responds Yoona with a yawn.

Oh well Ill let you go to sleep, before Yoona even had a chance to respond the screen goes black.
With a groan, her hand releases her head allowing for it to drop onto the textbook. How stupid can she
get? That was the first time shes had contact with anyone other than her parents and she screwed it up.
Even more so it was Yuri.

Yuri, she groans, I know you can hear me. All you did was cut the webcam off. The computer lights
up and Yuri reappears on the screen. Turning her head she faces the computer. How was your day? she
asks lazily.

Yoona youve sacrificed enough by attending that ridiculous school. I can wait another day to talk to
you. Heck Ive been waiting for a year to get you to finally go out with me. Change out of your uniform
and go to sleep. Ill be back on tomorrow. Yoona shakes her head no. Yoona-

Hows everybody doing? questions Yoona.

Tiffanys out of the hospital. She and Sooyoung are bunking in Taemins room for the time being.
Yoona nods her head; her eyes slowly drift close again. Go to sleep Yoona. Ill tell you the rest
tomorrow, okay. Yoona finally gives in and nods her head once again. Okay then, bye Yoona. Yoona
lazily waves goodbye and cuts her computer off. Spinning in her chair, she stands and trudges her way to
her bed. Her body falls flat; she presses her head into her pillow.

Hopefully everyones happy, she mumbles.

~~~
A hiss is released; she sits up and looks around her small room. Fumbling out of bed she heads straight
towards her desk, turning the computer on. As it boots up she heads for her closet to switch out of her
uniform and into something more comfortable. It was the weekend, so there was no need for her to be in
the uniform. God, Yoona! She jumps and turns looking at her computer screen. At least have the
decency to make sure youre not on the camera when you decide to change. What if my sister or cousin
walked in here?

Youre the idiot for leaving the window open, mutters Yoona as she finishes changing.

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Youre not even going to shower? questions Yuri coming into view on the screen.

You try showering at a boarding school, an all girls boarding school. She heads back to her desk taking
a seat. She looks at the girl on the screen, Bad enough when most of them are... you know frustrated.

Yuri silently laughs at Yoonas statement. So that means youre hiding you body for only me to see?

In your dreams, Nerd.

Yuri rolls her eyes. Tiffany says hi; she wants to know when you get to have your next visitor. She
wants to tell you thank you face to face. Plus she wants to beat you senseless for making Taeyeon super
depress and everything. A frown appears on Yoonas face. But dont believe her words. Tiffany is
probably exaggerating. Yuri bites her lips; she disappears from the screen. Yoona watches her computer
curiously wondering where the older girl went. Moments later Yuri reappears with her phone in hand.
Sorry. Its the group. Were supposed to be meeting today since its the night of our junior prom. And
none of us are going, so were going to hang out at Taeyeons place. Id take my laptop but how long
are you on break?

I have extracurricular activities later this afternoon. I dont know when theyre done since its my first
weekend, states Yoona.

Oh alright then. I should go before Jessica shows up and drags me over there.

Oh, okay Both girls get quiet unsure of what to say next. Yoona leans back in her chair starring at the
screen. A small smile crosses Yuris lips. What are you smiling about?

Youre staring at me, remarks Yuri.

Dont get your hopes up. Youre still a nerd, a very disgusting nerd.

That you like. Yoona rolls her eyes. Ill talk to you later Yoona. Yoona waves her off and closes her
eyes. I love you, states Yuri; once again Yuri startles the younger girl, sending her toppling over and
crashing into the floor. Yuris laugh echoes throughout the room. Oh my god you should have seen your
face! Anyways bye love!

Im not your- The screen goes black and Yoona releases a sigh.

~~~
Two sets of eyes watch the two girls in the apartment, curiously. The younger girl leans her head on the
older girls shoulder. She grabs hold of the older girls hand. Are they sleeping together or something?
The older girl turns and looks at her. What? Im asking a very serious question. Look at them. She
points at the two girls sitting on the couch, looking very much like a couple. Taeyeon shrugs her
shoulders. How in the world is she supposed to know who her sister is sleeping with? Was she supposed
to place her ear against the door and listen? She shudders at the thought of it.

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You making me think inappropriate thoughts and thats my sister, mutters Taeyeon, while shifting a
little. The railing against her back was beginning to make her uncomfortable. Jessica lifts her head up,
making it easier for Taeyeon to get comfortable. Have you spoken to Yuri?

Worried about Yoona? questions Jessica in return. Taeyeon nods her head, Im sure shes fine. If the
girl can take down a group of thugs on her own, then she can handle boarding school. And believe me
when I say I dont think she would want for you to constantly worry about her. Taeyeon sighs deeply
and tilts her head back, absorbing the sunlight. How is she not supposed to worry? That was her baby,
baby sister. And she has no clue where shes at. She cant even get in contact with her. Sure Yoona is
more than likely being pampered by attending a prestigious school, but still all she could do really is fret.

Jessica cups Taeyeons cheek with her free hand forcing for the older girl to look at her. Taeyeons eyes
slowly drift open. Want to go for a walk and clear your mind? Taeyeon shakes her head. Alright then,
what do you want to do besides sit on the balcony and watch those two interact with one another?

Nothing Im quite comfortable like this, mumbles Taeyeon. Besides if I leave, there is a possibility
of Siwon storming the place. She releases Jessicas hand; she changes her position so that her head was
resting on Jessicas lap; her face faces Jessicas stomach. You and Sooyoung had a thing in the past?
she questions remembering why Sooyoung was staying at her place.

No, remarks Jessica with a laugh. Sooyoungs my best friend. We just used each other to practice
kissing. Sooyoung is as straight as can be I think. I mean she was bi-curious back in our freshman year.
I dont know about now though. But no, I never had a thing with my best friend. It was weird enough
kissing her, since shes like a sister. A small smile crosses Taeyeons face. So you have nothing to
worry about okay.

Who said I was worrying? mutters Taeyeon, I was just curious. Jessica scoffs and rolls her eyes. Did
Taeyeon really believe that she would believe that? You dont believe me do you?

No, I dont. I can tell that youre worried that Im going to leave you. Im not going to break my
promise, Taeyeon sits up and faces Jessica. A look of uncertainty flickers in her eyes. Why would I
leave the person that I like?

Youre a teen, thats why. Something will catch your attention sooner or later, Jessica. And youre going
to like it more than you like me. And thats when you- Jessica leans forward silencing her with a quick
kiss. Taeyeon blinks when Jessica pulls away.

What were you saying? questions Jessica with a triumphant grin.

Youre going to leave me, states Taeyeon, wiping the grin off of Jessicas face. Jessica scoffs and rolls
her eyes again. Youll break up with me one day.

If that ever happens, we will remain friends, states Jessica. She abruptly stands, wiping her pants off.
Holding a hand out, Taeyeon grabs it and she lifts the slightly smaller girl onto her feet. Yoonas
departure is making you all emo and whatnot. Lets go buy you a pack of cigarettes and maybe you can
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Are you telling me that I can steal? Jessica just flashes her a smile, my girlfriend is enabling me to
steal arent you supposed to tell me that I shouldnt be doing things like that? The younger girl sighs.
There is no way to fix this girl. How about we just go in my room and watch some television?

You dont want any cigarettes?

Taeyeon shakes her head no. The smell sticks to my clothes and everything else. I need to make sure that
the house is cleared of its smell when hes released from the hospital. And you told me to quit.

So youre listening to me now? she responds jokingly. Taeyeon gives her a light shove and slides the
screen door open, startling the two younger girls on the couch.

I see that you two have upgraded to pecks on the lips, states Tiffany with a wide grin. I told you that
youd fall for Jessica. And I told you that shes nothing but a sensitive girl underneath that tough
exterior, she directs her statement towards the girl entering from the balcony. Jessica waves them off,
making her way to Taeyeons bedroom. She returns moments later with two pillows and takes a seat on
the floor.

I thought-

Youve been cooped up in the room since Mr. Im explained that Yoona has decided to attend private
school in exchange for him paying the bills. Its about time you spend some time with your other sister.
Taeyeon looks off to the side. For now, forget that she left please. Youre hurting others by wanting to
be locked away. She pats the seat beside her. Sit.

No. Taeyeon walks away to her room, leaving the three younger girls alone. A frustrated groan emits
from her girlfriends mouth. Jessica wants nothing more than to bash her head into the floor.

I dont know what to do anymore, she mutters while falling over sideways. When you left she got
drunk. When Taemin left she practically destroyed the whole room. And now with Yoona, she is so silent
and wants to be alone I dont know what to do. She sighs. I think Im just going to go home, she
mumbles. Hands pressed flat against the floor, she pushes herself up and heads to towards the door.

Tiffany elbows Sooyoung, motioning for the taller girl to do something. Sica, you cant leave, states
Sooyoung. Were all supposed to be hanging out today and whatnot. Yuris coming over later and so is
Hyoyeon. Jessicas response was nothing more than a mere headshake. She slides her shoes on and grabs
her jacket. Sica

Im going to go home and spend some time with my family. Ive been kind of neglecting my sisterly
slash daughterly duties. Ill catch you guys later. She opens the door and walks out. The door closes with
a click and she leans against the wall. Exhale. She sighs. Maybe she should take a step back as being
Taeyeons girlfriend and just go back to being friends? She shoves her hands into her pocket. Pushing off
of the wall she begins her walk home. She pulls her phone out of her pocket. Thumbs make quick work of
the keys and she slides the phone back into her pocket.

Slowly but surely she makes her way to the stairs. The door behind her flings open, Jessica whats the
meaning of this text. Jessica stops in her tracks. She wasnt too sure how to explain herself. She listens
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in her back. Im sorry for being really you know, she mumbles. Im confused and I dont know
what to do. Everyones gone; everything I worked for is falling apart. I have half a mind to run away right
now and never return. To go somewhere and return to the life of crime that way I wouldnt have to
worry about anyone. She hears Taeyeon sigh, Maybe my mother was right when she told me not to get
involved in my siblings life. But I just I wanted a family. I wanted a real family that would love me
and never leave like how she did Jessicas hand overlaps Taeyeons. Im sorry

Why are you apologizing? questions Jessica.

Tiffany told me that I upset you. Taeyeon releases her embrace and walks around to face Jessica. She
wasnt so sure what to do; her eyes dart all over the hallway. I

The text message meant nothing, states Jessica. I wrote it because I was upset. You didnt upset me; it
was all me. I mean Ive tried talking to you as a counselor, helping you as a friend and spending time with
you as a girlfriend. And none of it worked. All you want is to sit in your room. She pauses for a moment,
Im at a loss, Taeyeon.

The older girl cups both of Jessicas cheeks, pulling her in closer. Her lips ghost over the younger girls.
Im sorry I dont know what to do. She backs away; her gaze drop to their feet. Her hands leave
Jessicas cheeks and take their normal place in her pockets. I just feel so weak admits Taeyeon. Im
ready to give up. Im tired of attempting to climb this ridiculous hill only to fall, only to have the hill get
bigger. Her shoulders hunch, I give

You dont really mean that, Taeyeon, whispers Jessica. Youve been working too hard to give up. Ill
admit its best right now for you to let Yoona and Tiffany live with their choices, but you still have
Taemin. You still have to make sure hes safe and taken care of. And giving up right now isnt an option.
She grabs Taeyeons arm, lets go for a walk.

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Sooyeon can I talk to you? She lowers her book; eyes dart for the door, locking onto her sister. She
shrugs her shoulders and returns to her book. There was no need for a direct answer. Not after what
Krystal did to her: the lashing, the accusing, and not to mention the running off and staying out late. Her
bed dips and she lowers her book again.

What do you want? she asks; annoyance clear in her voice.

Fine never mind I dont want to talk to you, huffs Krystal as she stands up. Jessica rolls her eyes as
Krystal takes a seat on the bed again. I need some help with some stuff.

Ask youre delinquent friends. Krystal huffs again, crossing her arms.

Sooyeon I really need help please, Krystal turns and faces her sister. I owe Key some money.
Jessica lifts her book up and continues reading. Sooyeon please you told me that you were going to
help me get out of the bad crowd.

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Yeah well that was before you decided to become a nut case, remarks Jessica. Krystal groans and
snatches the book out of her sisters hand, paper cut! She sends a glare at her sister. What do you want
me to do, huh, Soojung? Youve lashed at me, accused me of things, and ran away. Youve gotten a
stupid piercing; you sneak out, come home drunk and smelling of weed. And I keep getting the backlash.
Im the one who has to suffer from it, Soojung. She takes a deep breath, so tell me why I should help
you.

Krystal sighs, I you always help those two no goods. Why cant you hel-

Get that dog! Mrs. Jung voice echoes throughout the house. The Jung sisters both look at each other
before clamoring off the bed and into the hallway. Yunho! Catch that mangy mutt! The girls listen to
the sound of chairs toppling over and glass shattering, Jung Yunho! Watch out it might have rabies.
They head out towards the kitchen and Jessica automatically recognizes the dog. She watches as Yunho
approaches it, receiving a growl.

Dog sit! she demands. The dog turns its head in her direction. Ignoring her command Dog runs over to
her. What are you doing here? she questions. She kneels; both hers and the dogs eyes connect, howd
you get here? Where is Taeyeon? If Dog was here then where was her owner? Where is Jessicas
girlfriend? Fingers rake through Dogs fur.

It was tied to the front porch, states Yunho while catching his breath. Someone knocked on the door. I
went and answered and found her sitting there. I untied her to get a better look at her col

You know who this dog belongs to? questions Mrs. Jung. Jessica nods her head. Well return it to its
owner before your father gets home. You know hes afraid of dogs and even worse is allergic to their
fur. She rolls her eyes and stands.

Come on, lets go to the room. She begins walking away with Dog following after her.

Sooyeon!

Im getting my shoes and a jacket. Unless you want me to end up sick in the morning oh wait you
probably do, since Im not Soojung or Yunho, she calls back. Upon entering her room, Wheres
Taeyeon? A small whine leaves the dogs mouth as it lies on the floor. A vibration in her pocket makes
her pull her phone out. Hello?

Jessica? Have you seen Taeyeon? rings Tiffanys voice through the phone., wavering just a little.

I was actually on my way there to return Dog, why? questions Jessica in return.

Shes not in her room; a chunk of her clothes are missing, along with her backpack and what not. And
she left her phone behind The rest of Tiffanys explanation gets drowned out. Jessica stares off into
space. Taeyeon wasnt home. Taeyeons clothes are gone. Dogs here.

I give up.

I have half a mind to run away.

Jessica? questions Tiffany.

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Ill be right there Tiffany, She hangs up, quickly slides on a pair of shoes and jacket before sprinting
out of the house with dog on her heels.

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Get out, I hate you, and Stop it reverberate from the apartment that was up another flight of
stairs. She was running out of breath, but she forced her body to keep running up the stairs, next
time Im telling a friend to get a room on the second or third floor, not the fifth, she wheeze. The
sound of glass shattering plagues her ears. She pushes her body to move faster even with the risk of
passing out. Making it to the fifth floor, she forces her way through the people gathering in the hallway
and barges into the apartment to find Siwon hovering over Tiffany.

Dog releases a low growl; teeth plainly visible. Siwon looks over his shoulder at Jessica and Dog. Hello
Jessica, he states while backing away from Tiffany.

What are you doing here? You know Taeyeon doesnt want you here, questions Jessica suspiciously.
Eyes drift around the apartment, taking in the mess. Wheres Sooyoung?

She had to use the restroom or something of that matter, he states while wiping his hands off on his
pants, and Im visiting my fiance. I havent seen her since she went into labor. You remember how she
wouldnt let me in the room and everything. I was just wondering how she was doing. Dog crouches and
snaps at Siwon. A small smile makes its way across Jessica face. Taeyeon must have taught Dog to hate
who she hates. Ill just be leaving. He makes an attempt to pass by Jessica only to have her place her
hand on his chest. She can either let him go or make him stay.

Youre not going anywhere, she states. Dog barks in agreement. My girlfriends house is a complete
and utter mess. And it wasnt like this when I left, earlier. Furthermore, visiting Tiffany would mean
being all lovey dovey and what not. Not having her tremble in a corner full of fear. Also I shouldnt have
heard screaming on the third floor. And no it wasnt from any of the tenants on the third floor. It was
Tiffanys, and yes I can tell. The girl has a distinct voice. She pushes him back a little. So youre going
to take a seat and begin explaining things.

Jessica, whispers Tiffany, just let him go, please. Jessica looks over at the younger girl. If he wants
to leave then let him go Jessica

No. Siwon raises a brow. Was this small girl really going to step in his way?

I think you should listen to Tiffany. She knows whats best, he states bending over slightly to look
Jessica in the eyes.

And Ill tell you whats best. Back away from me and take a seat on the couch before I allow Dog to bite
you and make it so that you wont have another child, ever, counters Jessica. Siwon looks at the dog then
back at Jessica.

You wouldnt dare.

Let me tell you about things I wouldnt dare do. One I wouldnt dare become friends with a bunch of
lowlifes. I did. I wouldnt dare have dated one. I did. I wouldnt dare have given up on my sister. I
practically have. So dont you dare tell me what I wouldnt dare do. Now sit your ass on the couch or Dog
is biting off a precious part of your body and making it a chew toy. Siwon scoffs; he turns his body as if

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to follow Jessicas orders, only to turn back around. His hand wraps around her wrist, pulling her closer.
Dog growls and makes for his arm; He quickly lets go of the girls wrist.

He leans a little and whispers, I liked you better when you learned to stay out of other peoples
business. Jessica rolls her eyes and walks around him to check on Tiffany. Dog runs around him,
positioning herself in front of Jessica and Tiffany. This mutt, he mumbles while looking at the girls,
oblivious to the bathroom door being opened. Tiffany get your sisters dog, or else.

Look here Siwon, states Jessica while checking the younger girl over. I dont know what exactly is
going on between you, her and my best friend. But making her cower in a corner isnt going to help the
situation. I can only imagine what you did to make her not want you around during the birth. He
chuckles a little. Jessica is definitely nave to not see whats happening. So how about we talk it out.

You really nave arent you? What makes you think I want for you to know what my business is? he
questions. Mind you own business, Jung.

This is my business. The moment you walked in here and decided to destroy the apartment that I co-
signed on, made it my business.

Just go, states Tiffany. Sooyoung doesnt want to see you. I dont want to speak to you. Just leave
Siwon please before Taeyeon gets back.

Thats what I was going to do until Jung decided to talk things out, he looks at Jessica, there is
nothing to talk out. Both of them know what they did wrong. And they better fix it or else.

Or else what, huh? retorts Tiffany against her better judgment. He inhales loudly. She wants to know;
hes going to show her. He picks up the dining room chair and throws it at the glass sliding door. Shards
fly everywhere.

L-Leave them a-alone, stutters Sooyoung while stepping out of the corner she was hiding behind.
Siwon turns and looks at his younger sister. Youre being irrational. A small laugh escapes his lips; feet
clunk against the floor as he approaches Sooyoung.

Youve crossed the line in fact youre so far away from it that he grits her teeth. Tiffany is my
wife he is my child Sooyoung timidly nods her head. He takes a step back and repeats himself,
Tiffany is my wife! That is my child! Not yours He walks around in a circle, you have no damn
right be placed as the father. He looks at Tiffany, you have no right to put her name there. Jessica
blinks. Is this what the whole ordeal is about? Whose name is on the birth certificate? Does it even
matter?

I have every right, fights back Tiffany. Sooyoung was more of a father then you ever were Siwon! He
charges in her direction skidding to a stop when Dog crouches, ready to pounce again. Just get the hell
out! She pushes herself up into a standing position, leave before I call the police. His body slackens.
She wouldnt call the police, would she?

Miyoung, he calls out softly; his voice begins hypnotizing her. You dont mean it. I understand we
have some issues we need to work on. But how are we supposed to do it when youre hiding out here?
She blinks. Im sorry I finally get it. I should have been there for you but I was more worried about

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making sure that we were prepared for the worse. He takes a step forward ignoring the dog.
Miyoung

Tiffany shakes her head. She shouldnt be falling for his charms anymore. Go home, Siwon right now
is not the time for us to be talking. She rips her eyes away from his. I have far more important things to
worry about right now. He nods his head.

Give me a goodbye kiss, he states. Tiffanys eyes slightly widen. Or Im not leaving. And none of you
will be leaving also. She shakes her head no. That was too much of a ridiculous request for her.
Miyoung

Go home. She turns her back to him. As long as she couldnt see his eyes, his smile, him practically she
wont be able to cave in. An arm wraps around her neck; she begins coughing and sputtering. Nails dig
into the arm.

I thought I made it clear that you have to listen to me, he whispers into Tiffanys ear. His eyes catch
Dogs movement. Jessica tell it to back down, now. His grip tightens even more. Jessicas fingers
automatically latch onto the collar; she wasnt stupid. His grip loosens. Now listen to me. Tomorrow,
you bags better be packed and ready to move back in with me, understand? She nods her head. Good.
Turning her around, he places a light kiss on her lips. Ill see you tomorrow. He turns and to leaves.
Tiffany drops to her knees; fingers head straight for her throat.

No, calls out Tiffany. Siwon stops in his tracks. Eyes peer through her hair, glaring straight at the older
male. Im not going back. Im sick and tired of the way you treat me and the way you treat your sister.
Youre nothing more than a sick and twisted person, Siwon His body turns; eyes fall straight on her
form. One step forward and the female Choi mimics his movements. Eyes tear themselves away from
Tiffany and lands on his sister. A small smirk falls on his face.

Both of you are absolutely stupid, he states. He looks Sooyoung straight in the eyes. Are you really
going to go against me Sooyoung?

I her eyes drop to the floor.

Siwon if you touch her I swear, starts Tiffany as she watches the two Chois. I will not only call the
police but I will also file for full custody of him. I will deny you of all parental rights. I will file an order
of protection against you He growls a little. Eyes dart to the side.

Were not done talking Tiffany. Tiffany scoffs. She holds her hand up; all fingers curl except for the
middle. You say that now because your friends are here. Ill see you tomorrow. And I mean it. He turns
and walks out of the apartment leaving the girls alone.

What the hell is going on? questions Jessica releasing Dog. Since when has Siwon been like that? She
looks up at her best friend.

A while. Hes good at hiding it, states Tiffany while massaging her throat. Its the reason why Tae
hates him with a passion. Its the reason why Sooyoung is staying here. Its the reason for a lot of things,
Jessica. She looks up at the older girl, But thats not important. I take it you havent seen my sister.

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Jessica shakes her head no. My brother said that there was a knock on the door. When he opened it he
found Dog tied to our porch. You sister was gone by then, states Jessica. I should have paid more
attention to her words. She buries her face in her hands. Ive got to be the worst counselor slash friend
slash girlfriend on earth.

Sica, states Sooyoung while kneeling beside her two friends.

She hinted earlier that shes giving up. That she just wants to drop everything and run away. That she
wants to return to a life of crime so that all she has to worry about herself. She shakes her head and looks
at Tiffany, on our walk she told me that she felt so weak and that she was tired of it. That she wants to go
back to being strong. She bites her lip. Just thinking about their conversation was making her frustrated;
it was making her hate herself. I should have-

Done nothing, states Tiffany with a heavy hearted sigh, I understand that youre the one thats been
taking care of Taeyeon these past few months but this is Taeyeon. When Taeyeon says that shes a
criminal she means it in full. Shes stubborn, nave, headstrong and willing. But like any other criminal
when things get too tough are hard shes going to flee like a coward. Her hands slightly curl. Taeyeon
isnt a coward. Sure the girls scared but Taeyeon is far from a coward. Taeyeon is the bravest person that
she has ever met. The girl was willing to defy the odds just for her family. Just like her aunt stated
Taeyeon is nothing more than a mere replica of her mother.

Tiffanys body slams into the floor. She looks up to see Jessica hovering over her. I dont care if she is
your sister or not but do not compare Taeyeon to that woman. And if you think that this is your sister
then you know nothing. Shes weak because of you. Shes a coward because of you. You leaving her
shattered her tough exterior. It made her paranoid, weak. She crawls off of Tiffany. And because of that
I told her something today that made her cave. She stands and rakes her fingers through her hair.
Wheres her phone?

Tiffany digs in her pocket, pulling out the device and showing it to Jessica. Jessica snatches it. You two
go to sleep. Im going to go for a walk with Dog. Lock the door and call me if she comes back. Jessica
heads for the door; she grabs Dogs leash and exits the apartment.

~~~
Eyes stare up at the ceiling. Her mind was wandering. Where was Yuri? She left her a message telling her
that she was done with her activities. Yoona? Rolling onto her side she looks at her computer screen.
Yuris face comes into view. Yoona? she calls out. Crawling out of bed she takes a seat in front of her
computer. There you are god one second states Yuri while trying to catch her breath.

You look like you ran a mile or something, comments Yoona.

How about something like two straight miles, remarks Yuri. I ran all the way from the center-

I could have waited, states Yoona.

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No what Im going to tell you isnt something that you could have waited for. The older girl takes a
deep breath and slides into her chair, Jessica came by today she was looking for your sister. It seems
Taeyeons ran off away.

What?! shouts Yoona. She freezes slightly and looks at the door. She lowers the window on her
computer screen and opens a random window. Eyes never leave the door. When no one barges in she
brings the window back up. What do you mean that my sister ran away? Where in the world could she
have run off to?

Thats just it. No one knows. I dont know the full story but I guess you deciding to go to this boarding
school was the final toll. That and I guess Jessica told her something I dont know. All I know is that
Jessica is out looking for her. Yoona slams her head against her desk. Hands ball up tightly; knuckles
turn white. Teeth clamp down tight on her bottom lip. She wants nothing more than to just jump in front
of a speeding train.

This isnt what I wanted, whispers Yoona. I just wanted to help. I didnt want to be the sister that
couldnt do anything He voice wavers slightly. I just wanted Taeyeons life to be much easier. I I
thought that that if I did this her life would be stress free, you know. Yuri could only watch helplessly
from her room. I know that Sooyoung would take care of Tiffany, you know. Shes been doing it. So I
figured I figured, she repeats blinking her eyes in an attempt to fight the tears, I figured that if I did
this for the baby there would be nothing for her to worry about besides Taemin. That that she could just
focus on him. Her fist slams into the table top. Her defenses crumble. This isnt what I wanted. Two
years I thought that maybe two years would be enough. Two years I graduate and I can see them
again. Ill be an adult She turns and looks at her computer screen. I didnt want to hurt my sister
maybe I should just flunk out since this was all for nothing

Yoona Yuri calls out. Listen to me, alright. Continue going to school, alright. You want to help your
family? Get your diploma by the looks of things youre more than likely going to be the first amongst
your siblings to do so. Dont worry about Taeyeon, alright? Jessica is on it. You know she is shes too
much in love with your sister. Yoona nods her head, sniffling. With the back of her hands she wipes
away her tears. Go get some sleep Ill talk to you tomorrow or something.Yoona nods her head and
turns the monitor off. With a heavy sigh, she forces herself back into her bed.

~~~
Her feet trudge slowly through the streets following after the domestic animal that was leading her on this
walk. She sighs in frustration. Where in the world could she have gone, especially on feet? Yuri hasnt
seen her since theyve got back from their walk earlier. And she has no clue where the older girl would
hang out at. She knows none of her girlfriends old friends. Jessica sighs again and turns a corner. What
do we do when we dont find her? questions Jessica towards Dog. Do I go and take you to her aunt and
let her aunt take care of you? Or should I drop you off back at the apartment and let Tiffany take care of
you? Jessica shakes her head, I think Soo and Tiffany has enough to deal with dont you? Another
sigh, maybe I should take you to the Ims? That way when Yoona comes home to visit she can have
something that belongs to Taeyeon. What do you think about- She abruptly stops talking as a pair of
familiar shoes come into view.

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Jessica? She looks up, coming face to face with Taeyeon. What are you doing out here? Jessica
ignores Taeyeons question and looks around at her surroundings. Why didnt she think of this earlier?
The one place that Taeyeon runs to: the library. Jessica walks around the older girl and takes a seat on the
steps.

What are you doing here? she questions. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders and takes a seat beside her
girlfriend. Taeyeon

I dont think I can do it anymore, mumbles Taeyeon. Her shoulders slump; eyes gaze at the floor. This
feeling of being weak I dont like it, you know. She looks at her girlfriend. Ive never felt weak
before. And with everything happening I just cant help but feel it. It makes me wonder that maybe if I
left things the way they were if I had left Taemin alone, let Yoona steal, and I myself remained
stealing

So youre thinking that maybe life would have been fine if I didnt step in? questions Jessica. Taeyeon
freezes slightly.

Thats not what I

I know Taeyeon I was joking around. She turns and looks the older girl in the eyes. Talk to me
please.

Isnt that what Im doing? remarks Taeyeon. She leans back and looks up at the sky; eyes searching for
the stars. I want to run, but I want to stay. So I packed and left. I left my phone behind so no one could
call me, so no one could stop me. I took Dog to your place, tied her down, knocked on the door and ran. I
figured that if I do leave, Dog can stay with you. That youd be able to take care of her since you did so
well with Yoona. She sighs. But this is as far as I got. I started thinking about Taemin and what would
happen if he couldnt reach me. I thought about Yoong and what would happen when she comes back
from school. And Tiffany and my nephew Her eyes reconnect with Jessica, I thought about you and
all the stuff that you didnt have to do for me, but did so anyways so I came here. Jessica scoots closer
to her. I want nothing more than to just leave but I want to stay.

Then stay.

But if I stay Ill remain weak... and if I leave Ill look weak. You know on the streets being weak is a
huge no. It just like asking for a beating. She sighs in frustration. Im at a loss fingers ghost over her
hand, interlacing themselves with her own. Jessica

This is life Taeyeon, remarks Jessica. Its not going to be rainbows, sunshine and unicorns. Its
nothing like what television makes it out to be, what books and magazines make it out to be.

I know that. Im not a complete idiot you know, remarks Taeyeon. I think Im going to leave are
you okay with that? Jessica shrugs her shoulders. She has no right to say no. Theyve only been dating
for like a week or so. And Taeyeon is nearly an adult. I think I need to leave and get away from
everything for a while. Just get away from all of this.

If thats what you want mumbles Jessica.

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Arent you supposed to argue and fight with me?

This isnt a movie or some stupid drama Taeyeon, this is real life. And Im not going to stop you from
making this decision if this is your final one. Even if it is a really stupid decision. Taeyeon looks at the
younger girl, confusion written across her face. What youre doing is going to have the exact same effect
as when Tiffany left, as when Yoona left. Youre going to hurt so many people by doing this She
swallows thinking of the right words. I went by the youth center Ive spoke to Yuri about your
disappearance. Now think about what Yuri is going to tell Yoona when they talk again. Shes more than
likely going to put the blame on herself. Taeyeon bites her bottom lip. I know Im going to have some
guilt after my stupid text message and Tiffany is going to feel some guilt, since shes the first well
not really the first but she left. And then Taemin whats he to do, huh? She tightens her grip on
Taeyeons hand. But if you want to leave you can.

She digs in her pocket pulling out her phone and not Taeyeons. She removes her hand from Taeyeons
and replaces it with the phone. Jessica?

Ill hold on to yours just in case Taemin calls. And you can have mine. Like I said Im not going to leave
your side. No one will be able to contact you really except me. She stands and takes one last look at
Taeyeon. At least remember to call once a week or something you know. That way I wont be
worrying over whether or not my friend is alive. I dont want to have to wake up to a news report talking
about a death of a teen. And I definitely dont want to plan funeral arrangements any time soon. She
gives the older girl a soft smile. Bye Taeyeon. She turns, tugs on Dogs leash before walking away,
leaving the older girl to ponder in her own thoughts.

~~~
Opening the door slowly, she allows for dog to enter first before following the four legged animal.
Sooyeon, she sighs and looks at the couch to find her mother sitting on it. Television was off which
meant that she was more than likely waiting for Jessica to come home. I see that you couldnt find
Taeyeon.

Howd you-

Sooyoung and a young girl by the name of Tiffany called, wondering if you had found her, interrupts
her mother. Im guessing that Taeyeon is the owner

Jessica with a yawn remarks, Dog does belong to Taeyeon. The reason why Dog was sitting on our
porch was because she was giving Dog to me. She says shes leaving, She yawns a second time, Im
really exhausted and tired. I want nothing more than to sleep right now. Ill keep her in my room. Jessica
begins walking away when her mother grabs her wrist. The sudden touch from her mother startles her.
Mrs. Jung pulls Jessica in closely, hugging her daughter tightly.

Her mind freezes. She doesnt know what to do. Why in the world was her mother hugging her. I love
you, she whispers, releasing Jessica, I just want you to know that. Jessica raises a brow and stares at
her mother with heavy eyes. I know about you and Taeyeon Im not totally oblivious to what goes on

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in your life. She sighs. Go to sleep we can talk in the morning. Jessica nods her head and heads
straight for the room that shes sharing with Krystal.

Ignoring the thoughts of changing clothes, she climbs into her bed; Dog follows after her. I shouldnt be
worried. This is her choice, she states while looking at Dog. And there really isnt anything I can do
about it. People runaway everyday all I can do really is hope that shes safe you know? Her voice
wavers a little. She swallows the lump thats formed in her throat. She rolls onto her back. Dog climbs up
on the bed beside her. Lets just sleep and hope she decides to stay.

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I I was going to leave you a text, but I figured that a text wouldnt suffice. I mean if I had texted
you I can always take back my decision so I guess you can say Im leaving you this voice
message instead. Ive decided to leave, Jessica. Ive decided to make a run for it I know that
this will affect everyone the wrong way but Im sure that everyone will begin to adjust. Yoong
has Yuri and Seohyun. Miyoung has Sooyoung and well Taemin, Taemin will have you when he
calls She sighs, The bus is getting ready to leave I have to get ready to board... Another sigh,
Ah thank you, Jessica. Im really grateful to have had you as a friend. I promise to keep in touch in
fact I think I will return for the next school year and yeah I know that since I didnt really pass the first
semester and Im not going to be here for the ending of the second that I will have to repeat my junior
year now Im rambling. Anyways thank you, Jessica and bye.

~~~
She stares at the phone; Taeyeons message replays in her mind again. So that was it then. Shes lost a
biological sister, a sister, and now her girlfriend. She bites her bottom lip, wanting nothing more than to
call her cell. But thats ridiculous. Whats she going to say when Taeyeon answers? She let her go; she let
the older girl make her own decision.

With a yawn, she clamors out of bed and makes her way to the kitchen; Dog hot on her heels. Lets see
whats to eat, hm? she questions, stretching. A small yelp was Dogs response. I know youd agree with
me. She begins sprinting down the hall at the smell of her favorite breakfast. Skidding to a stop she takes
a look at the table: there was no father, sister or brother, and her mother was cooking. The elderly woman
was cooking everything that she liked. Whats going on? she questions, eyeing the table.

Nothing, answers her mother while keeping her back to her oldest daughter. Im just making breakfast
for my daughter. Take a seat Sooyeon. Jessica eyes her mother before walking over to the cabinet and
pulling out a box of cereal, Sooyeon

I want to eat some cereal, she states while looking for a bowl.

I made you breakfast.

Jessica stops looking for a bowl and looks at her mother. Can I know why youre making me breakfast?
Mrs. Jung stops and looks at her daughter. Im just curious Im not Yunho or Soojung. Mrs. Jung
sighs and rolls her eyes.

Sooyeon put the cereal and bowl away, take a seat at the table and eat the food I cooked. Well talk
later like I said. Jessica scoffs and does as her mother says. She takes a seat at the table; eyes look the
food over. Something wasnt right. Her mother never cooks for her, at least not since Krystal was born.
Setting the last dish on the table, Mrs. Jung takes a seat across from Jessica. Eat.

Im not hungry, responds Jessica. She grabs a piece of ham and feds it to Dog.

Youre going to let all this food go to waste?

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No, answers Jessica with a head shake, Dog will be more than happy to eat it; I can assure you. Mrs.
Jung huffs; she abruptly stands grabbing plates, what are you doing?

Cleaning up since youre not hungry and dont you dare look for something to eat, states Mrs. Jung,
you can leave. Jessica watches her mother before standing and leaving the room. A small whine from
dog causes for both Jung women to stop. Jessica waits for Dog before continuing on her way to Krystals
room. She rounds the corner, entering the room. Eyes automatically lock on the person standing in the
middle of the room.

Hearing Jessicas footsteps, they turn around and look Jessica in the face. T-Taeyeon? questions
Jessica. Confusion was evident. What was this girl doing here? Did she not leave a message stating that
she was leaving? What are you doing here? How did you get in here? She closes the bedroom door,
leaving her back to the older girl.

The window, answers Taeyeon. Jessica looks to the far side of the room. The window was open and
screen was popped out. She rolls her eyes. And I got curious. I was already on the last bus leaving the
terminal last night when you had gotten a text message from Sooyoung saying that things were fine and
Siwon didnt return. Taeyeon pauses. What happened last night? What did she mean by Siwon didnt
return? Did he do something to my sister?

I dont really know what happened. I got there; they were arguing. He threatened them; Tiffany gave
him the finger and threatened him in return Its really complicated. She hears a hiss escape Taeyeons
mouth. Dont worry about it. She turns back to Taeyeon. So you you really are nothing more than a
delinquent, choosing yourself over your family, friends relationships. I guess the saying is true a
leopard cant change its spots.

I came back that must mean something right? questions Taeyeon as she watches the younger girl
walk around the room.

Let me ask you something Taeyeon if curiosity never got the best of you, if you never decided to
check the message would you have came back? You said that Yoona is being taken care of, so is
Tiffany and that you wished of me to take care of Taemin so would you have come back? The older
girl was becoming confused. Never mind ignore my questions I shouldnt be taking my anger and
whatnot out on the wrong person. Jessica stops walking and looks at Taeyeon, are you here to stay? Or
are you going to leave now that you know what happened to Tiffany?

Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. She wasnt so sure what she was going to do. Being back here was making
her feel lost again. Do you think I should stay? Jessica shakes her head with a small smile, why not?

I wasnt saying no she takes a seat on the bed, patting the spot beside her. The older girl takes the
seat, Taeyeon I cant tell you what to do I mean I can, but Im not. Im only here to offer advice,
remember? That and a shoulder to lean on; Im also here to lend an ear to listen to your thoughts, your
problems. Taeyeon nods her head; how could she forget that she and Jessica ended their short
relationship? Thats right, her and Jessica were nothing more than mere friends again. Gaze drops to her
hands. Taeyeon Jessica watches the older girl curiously. Taeyeon what are you thinking about?

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 Nothing just thinking about what Im going to do. She stands and looks at the window, adjusting her
backpack. I think Ill head out for a walk and get some air. Can I rely on you to relay a message to
Tiffany, even more so to make sure that Yuri relays the same message to Yoong? Jessica nods her head.
Alright then let them know that Im fine. More importantly please let Yoong know that its not her
fault. I got curious and read the email that she sent you.

Alright then. Taeyeon heads to the window. She tosses her backpack out into the yard. Hands press flat
against the pane; knees bend, ready to launch her through the window. Pushing off her makes it halfway
through the window when the door opens and Mrs. Jung enters.

Sooyeon Why is Taeyeon climbing through the windows? Only delinquents use windows as her
voice trails off, oh god what Soojung said is true. I didnt want to believe it, she mumbles with a
heavy sigh.

Didnt want to believe what? questions Jessica. She looks at her mother before turning back to Taeyeon
who was sitting in the window.

I didnt want to believe this! shouts Mrs. Jung while pointing at Taeyeon. Last night when you were
out and about looking for her, Soojung and I had a talk. She told me that she was acting this way because
she was mimicking you. That you were hanging out with delinquents who steal, drink and what not. I
didnt want to believe it. I thought that you were doing things right. I mean I get Im hard on you but at
least I know you were doing the right thing. But this! Mrs. Jung looks at Taeyeon, And you were dating
her?! I let her in my house! Sooyeon you know how I feel about people like them

Jessica rolls her eyes. Leave it to Krystal to mess things up. I approved of her I boasted to my friends
that even though you were a lesbian that you found someone worthy. I said that your girlfriend was
hardworking; that she had a job and her own place to stay!

And you believe the daughter who cut and dyed her hair? The one who stayed out late, didnt call in, and
let me say I found her smoking a cigare

Dont lie on your sister, interrupts Mrs. Jung, And what are you still doing here?! Get out get out
now before I call the police and report you for breaking and entering! Taeyeon didnt need to be told
twice. She hops out the window, scoops her backpack up and takes off running. You! Mrs. Jung
attention turns back to her oldest daughter. She huffs; her nose flares.

I didnt do anything wrong, states Jessica in response, standing her ground. She looks off to the side,
Is that what the breakfast was about? Mrs. Jung rolls her eyes. I cant believe it! Soojung is the fuck up
around here and yet and yet you treat me like Im Jessica stands quickly. She passes her mom and
enters her room.

Sooyeon, she ignores the elderly woman, Sooyeon I know you hear me calling you. She stops
walking and looks at her mother. What do you expect me to believe? You, whos been hiding out with
delinquents and keeping it a secret? Or Soojung, my daughter whos becoming corrupted because she
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Obviously not the one playing you and everyone else for attention! shouts back Jessica. Im not
hanging with delinquents! Why would I do that after what happened to Krystal? Why would I hang with
people who hurt my baby sister the thing that I actually cherished, huh? I I dont want to talk about
it. She grabs some clothes out of the dresser, quickly changing into them. She storms past her mother
again and heads to the bathroom, washing up as fast as she can.

Sooyeon

Stop calling my name! I said I dont want to talk about it anymore! Tossing her toothbrush carelessly,
she exits the bathroom and heads towards the front door. Dog yelps and follows after her new master.
Feet slip into shoes; she tosses out the idea of tying them. Her hand reaches for the doorknob when the
door opens, revealing Yunho, Krystal and her father. She pushes past them and takes off running down
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o phone, no watch, no way of telling the time except for the fact that the lights are on outside and
the stars are out. Eyes dart to her walking companion, making sure that the dog was still with her
and not somewhere else. They round the corner coming onto the street where her house is
located. Are you ready to go back? she asks looking at the dog. I know Im not but since I
didnt have a wallet, we havent eaten at all today. And I know we could have went to Taeyeons but
thats a bus ride away and why am I talking to a dog? Its not like you can understand and sympathize
with me. Then again your owner did treat you like garbage, just like how my mother is I should really
stop talking to you. Dog just tilts her head to the side. Yeah yeah go on thinking that Im a nut case
you wouldnt be the first.

She sighs; hands delve into her pockets. Her foot connects with pebble, sending it skipping along the
concrete. Now I see why Taeyeon decided to run for it. I would too if I had the chance. Head tilts back
and she looks up at the sky. I wonder if what she said is true, you know? What if we had left things the
way they were? What if I decided not to get involved in her life? Would her family be fine? Would mine?
Would I still have the strong urge to strangle my family member known as Krystal and be willing to
throw her under a bus? A frustrated groan escapes her lips as she begins thinking of her sister. When I
see that good for nothing He voice trails as she and Dog stop outside the Jung House. Ready?

A small bark is what she got as a response. They slowly trudge up the yard and the porch stopping right
outside the door. A heavy sigh, her hand envelops the doorknob giving it a turn. Pushing the door open
slowly she peeks inside checking for anyone. The coast is clear come on.

Slipping inside, Jessica and Dog make their way to the room. Sooyeon. She stops and looks inside the
kitchen area, finding her family all sitting at the table eating. Come eat.

Not hungry and would rather starve then sit at the table with that little liar, responds Jessica, ignoring
her stomachs call for food. Krystal rolls her eyes; Jessica catches it and releases a low growl.

Sooyeon.

No. Its final. In fact Im moving back into my bedroom.

Where is Yunho supposed to sleep?

I dont know. How about he sleeps on the couch, or in the hallway? He can go back to college or
better yet he can sleep with his girlfriend. All I have to say is that Im not sleeping in the same room as
her, unless you want to wake up in the morning with one less daughter.

I wouldnt be surprised if you decided to run away, retorts Krystal.

I was talking about suffocating you, you little attention whore, remarks Jessica. Krystal scoffs.

Daddy Sooyeon is threatening me. I say you ground her and make her stop hanging out with those
lowlifes. Jessica turns towards Dog.

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If you bite her I wont do anything, promise, she whispers. She looks back up at the table. You are so
dead. I hope Taeyeon and her criminal friends climb through the window and beat the crap out of you.
And yes I threatened her and I could care less if you ground me. With that she takes off walking
towards her bedroom. She grabs Yunhos bags throwing them out into the hallway, slamming the door
shut. Body slides onto the mattress; head falls onto her pillow. God it smells like Yunho, she mumbles
throwing the piece of bedding across the room.

She sighs again and looks at dog. God I can go for some food, she mumbles.

I know, turning her head to get a view of the door, her eyes lock onto Yunho. Here, he walks over to
the bed handing her a plate. Wanna talk? Jessica rolls her eyes and snatches the plate out of his hand.
Splitting the dinner roll in half, she hands a piece to Dog.

She looks at her older brother while shoveling food into her mouth. You really waiting for me to talk?
she questions, spewing food everywhere. Yunho groans.

Chew and swallow, Sooyeon, he states while staring at Dog. And yes Im waiting for you to begin
talking. I dont know whats going on with you, mom and Soojung but whatever it is I dont like it. I
left for college and everything was fine I come back and the house has turned into a battlefield. Whats
going on?

Besides the fact that Krystals a mere attention whore and liar, she shakes her head, trying to think of
something. Nothing much. Yunho groans again. What do you want me to say? The girls like a mini
devil running through the house. She has everyone wrapped around her stupid fingers She huffs, you
know she told mom that Im hanging with delinquents and Im the one doing bad? I havent drank even
though I was offered some alcohol. I havent smoked anything. I dont stay out late. I may forget to call
but Im always in a house when the street lights begin to come on. Im helping people while that little
whore is running around getting piercings, smoking, drinking, partying and what not. Shes not even in
freaking high school yet! Yunho places his hand on his sisters shoulders in hopes of calming her down.

Jessica looks at his hand then looks at her brother. Shes a little party animal. God I cant wait to hear
about her college days.

Get out. Youre not helping. She pushes him off the bed.

I thought we were talking.

Get out before I allow Dog to bite you in the ass, she states while setting the rest of her food on the
floor for Dog to eat.

Youre really going to make me sleep on the couch?

Im not making you do anything but get out of my room, Yunho, answers Jessica while dropping back
on her bed. Eyes slowly drift close. Inhale. Exhale. One eye cracks open to see Yunho still standing in her
room. Yunho you have to the count of five to get out or Dog is going to seriously leave a mark on
your behind. One. He stares at his sister, Two. One step forward. Three. A smile. Four screw
counting. Dog get him! Dog stops eating and looks at Yunho. She crouches down, teeth bare. A low
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Alright, alright I can see when Im not welcomed, he turns and heads for the door. Just remember
Sooyeon. Not everyone is wrapped around Soojungs fingers. I can see that shes a little devil in the
making. Pushing herself up, Jessica looks at her brother, watching as the oldest Jung leaves the room.

Worthless family members, she mumbles. You can go back to eating. She stares up at the ceiling,
listening to Dog eat. I wonder how Sooyoung is doing? She looks at Dog, I should have let you do
something last night, huh? She shakes her head again, Why am I talking to a dog?

Because youre a complete idiot, She sits up again to see Krystal standing in her doorway.

What do you want? Her voice is full of annoyance.

I want to talk. Jessica laughs and falls back on her bed. Talk, really? Did her sister really expect for her
to talk? Jessica She rolls her eyes. Sooyeon.

Im going to give you a fair warning. If Dog bites the crap out of you its not my fault; Dog doesnt seem
to like you very much. Isnt that right? Dog looks up from her position on the floor at Krystal.

I bet if I was Taeyeon or Yoona youd be willing to talk, counters Krystal.

Jessica sits up and looks at her younger sister again, let me fill you in on something. No matter how
tough you try to be, no matter how badass you try to be Soojung, you will never be like Taeyeon or
Yoona. At least they learn when enough is enough, and they never never betray or turn their backs on
their family. She drops back down on her bed, now get out of here. I dont want to see your ugly face.

So thats it? Youre going to leave me hanging like this?

Do you really expect me to help you?! questions Jessica, while sitting up once again. After everything
youve done?! Youre lucky Im even wasting my time talking to you right now, Soojung! Her voice
rises with every word. I Get out of my room!

Technically this is Yunhos room-

Get out Soojung and dont even try talking to me ever again. And I mean it. As from this point forward I
dont have a baby sister anymore. Her body drops backwards, before flipping back up, In fact I do have
a little sister. I have two. One by the name of Sooyoung and the other goes by the name Yoona. And since
neither of those are your name, get out.

Youre really-

Get out of my room, or Dog is going to bite you. Ask Yunho shes almost done it to him. Krystal
rolls her eyes. She tosses the item thats been in her hand at Jessica before leaving out of the room. Jessica
looks at the item that landed on her bed: Taeyeons cell phone. She turns back to dog as her body drops.
If one more person comes in here to talk were going to spend the night on Taeyeons bed. The spot
besides her vibrates; she quickly picks up the phone answering it. What?!

Jes-Jessica? The voice was too familiar. She sits up, pulling the device away from her ear. Eyes land
straight on the screen.

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Taemin? she questions, replacing the phone by her ear.

Hi Jessica Wheres Taeyeon? questions Taemin.

Good very good question. But you know whats a more important question? Where the hell are you?!
she hisses into the phone. Clamoring out of bed, she stumbles to the door, closing it. She didnt need a
certain eavesdropper making up some wacked out story as to why shes talking to a boy. Hello Taemin-

I heard you, Jessica, responds Taemin. I was making sure my dad wasnt around. I dont know where
we are exactly, but I do know that were not living alone. Hes got a wife and shes got a child Wheres
my sister? Anyone of them I want to talk to them. She bits her lip and leans against the door. She was
confused as to what to say to him. Jessica?

Taeyeons not in right now. She went somewhere I think she has my phone by mistake if you want to
call her. As for Tiffany shes probably in the NICU area taking care of your nephew.

Neph-Nephew? he stutters. A smile crosses Jessica face.

Yeah a tiny little nephew. And Yoonas been out of the loop for about a week now. No one can really
contact her. The Ims shipped her off to some boarding school. She pauses, How are you feeling,
Taemin? Are you okay and everything?

Im fi I have to go, Jessica. Before she was able to respond Taemin had already hung up. She looks at
the phone.

Should I let Taeyeon know that Taemin is looking for her? She sighs. Speaking of that midget
where did she go?

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Hand flat against the wooden door; the other turns the knob. She forces the door open and looks inside to
find her sister and twin sitting on the couch watching some reality show. Both of her younger sibling hear
the door open and automatically look her way. Mom! Sooyoungs home! shouts her sister. Footsteps
echo through the house; her mother and Siwon emerges from the kitchen. Sooyoung catches the dark look
that Siwon was giving her.

I was wondering when you were going to come home, remarks her mom, pulling her into a tight hug.
Have you been eating? You smell nice so that must mean that youve been showering. Mrs. Choi backs
away and looks at her daughter. Are you hungry? Me and Siwon were just finishing up making dinner,
and your father should be home anytime-

I just came to get some extra clothes. Then Im going back to Taeyeons place, states Sooyoung. With
Jessicas help weve been bringing our grades up and what not. I want to continue working on that, she
states while walking around her mother. Sulli want to help me?

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Siwon dont be ridiculous. Your sister is more than likely going to be packing her personals, states their
mother. And youre supposed to be helping me in the kitchen. Siwon gives Mrs. Choi one of his
charming smiles, Not going to work. Jinri go help your sister pack some more clothes. A wave of relief
washes over the oldest Choi daughter, and she continues towards the room that she shares with Sulli. Sulli
follows behind closing the door.

Is it true? questions Sulli while taking a seat on her own bed.

What true? remarks Sooyoung, confused.

You know that youre sleeping with Siwons fiance? Thats all anyones talking about. They said that
shes cheating on him with you, which is the reason why youre at Taeyeons place all the time. They
question me about it. But all I can say is I dont know. Sooyoung shakes her head. Really?!

You believed it? responds Sooyoung.

Well duh people have to be blind to not see that youre seriously crushing on Tiffany, answers Sulli.
Siwon and Tiffany are a cute couple and everything. And I should really be supporting my older brother,
but Siwons an ass and everyone can see that. Besides from what Ive seen you take much better care of
the pregnant chick than he did. She leans back on the bed. Youre like the perfect gentleman I hope
when I get a boyfriend theyre at least as romantic as you are. Sooyoung makes a barfing noise. Im
being serious.

Well no dating 'til youre a senior in high school. After witnessing what Baby Jung is turning out to be
stay away from boys. Sulli just smiles. I mean it Jinri. Speaking of Baby Jung you two still hang
out? Sulli shakes her head no. What happened?

Shes been hanging out more with Key and Minho and some others. Ive decided to go back to hanging
out with our original friends. I dont like the person shes becoming and I dont want to be in the same
downward spiral as shes in. Sooyoung nods her head. So are you going to do something about
Tiffany? Sooyoung laughs and shakes her head no.

Were just friends. She stops packing and looks at her little sister. Want to go meet your nephew?

She gave birth already?! questions Sulli.

You didnt know? Sulli shakes her head no, yeah want to go see him? Im sure Tiffany wouldnt
mind. Sulli nods her head, alright lets go. Ive got enough clothes. Standing both of the Choi
daughters exit the room heading towards the front door. They stop at the kitchen. Hi, mumbles
Sooyoung while waving at her father.

Dont I get a hug from my little girl? he questions while standing. Sooyoung sheepishly nods her head;
she walks over to the elderly man. Her arms wrap around him, holding on to him tightly. How are
things? Are you okay? whispers Mr. Choi into her ear. She nods her head. Are you sure? She nods her
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Im fine, she states while backing away. Im going to be heading out. Me and Sulli are going to see the
baby in the hospital. Ill bring her back by tonight before I head over to Taeyeons apartment. She waves
goodbye and heads for the door.

Sooyoung come, eat dinner with us. We havent seen you in about a week, calls out her mother.

Shes fine. Let her go, responds Mr. Choi as his eyes fall on Siwon. Let her go study, he turns to
Sooyoung, waving the two girls off. Call if you need anything Sooyoung, calls out Mr. Choi after his
two daughters. She stops, nods her head and waves once again.

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She bites her bottom lip and looks at the clock hanging on the wall, I knew it was a bad idea allowing for
her to go home alone, she mumbles. Her eyes dart back to the television as she tries to clear her mind.
Come on Sooyoung. Get some clothes and come back here thats all you had to do. Feet lift off the
floor and she curls up on the couch. Maybe I should have gone with her or maybe she went to check
on the baby. Eyes pull away from the television and lands on her phone. I cant call if shes visiting the
baby since phones arent allowed in the NICU. Tiffany releases a frustrated groan, stopping halfway
through when the door to the apartment opens. Oh my god Sooyoung I thought I was Taeyeon! she
shouts while turning around.

Taeyeon gives her sister a small wave. Tiffany stumbles off the couch, running over to her older sister.
She pulls the older girl into a tight embrace. The hug only last a while before Tiffany steps back smacking
her sister in the head. What the-

Do you know how worried sick I was? interrogates Tiffany. Do you know what kind of stress that
youve added to Yoongs already stressful life? And not to mention your girlfr-

Jessica and I broke up, states Taeyeon. Or at least I think we did its really complicated. And no I
didnt know I made you guys worried. I thought youd be fine with Sooyoung and that Yoong wouldnt
really know. Taeyeons gaze drops to the ground as she rubs the side of her head. But Im back. Thats
something right? Tiffany walks away from Taeyeon, not answering her question. Tiffany? She follows
after Tiffany, Miyoung She watches as her sister takes a seat on the couch. Something wrong?

Sooyoung left to go home and she hasnt come back yet. After what happened last night with Siwon Im
really, really scared.

What did he do? questions Taeyeon.

You think Im going to tell you? responds Tiffany. You may have changed your ways, but Im not
stupid. Im going to handle things on my own. She looks at her older sister. Come sit we have
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he moved around blindly in the apartment. There was no use in cutting lights on if all she was
doing was heading to a bedroom. Arm extended, hand out in front of her like a crutch was. She
fumbles a little; a hiss leaves her lips as her foot collides with a piece of furniture. Hopping on one
foot, she makes her way down the hall and into the bedroom. Standing in the doorway she begins to
contemplate on whether or not turning the light on was a good idea. Ill leave it off and change in the
morning, she mumbles. She heads straight for the bed, sliding underneath the blankets once her body hits
the softness of the mattress. A groan can be heard from the sleeping lump besides her.

Sooyoungs head turns; her eyes cast upon the sleeping lump known as Tiffany. Her mind travels back to
the conversation that she had with her sister. Is it obvious? Are her feelings that obvious? Can Tiffany tell
that shes developing a crush on her? Eyes watch as the older girl tosses and turns in her sleep for a quick
second before settling back down. Sooyoung shakes her head. What is she thinking? Tiffany is her
brothers girl; shes the mother of her nephew. Tiffany wont see her as nothing more than a friend or a
care giver.

Rolling onto her back, Sooyoung looks up at the ceiling. A heavy hearted sigh escapes her lips. Arms
slide behind her head. Shes being ridiculous, just thinking about it. Shes not what Tiffany would want.
What Tiffany had said a few weeks ago about dating her was just in the heat of the moment of her being
totally pissed at Siwon. She groans and shakes her head. Stupid Sulli and her stupid comments. One of
her feet moves back and forth. Why the hell am I- Mouth stops; body freezes as Tiffany snuggles in
closer to her.

Sooyoung, mumbles Tiffany half asleep, where the hell have you been? she questions, tilting her
head back slightly to the younger in the face. Sooyoung tilts her head slightly, looking at the older girls
half-lidded eyes. Huh?

I was spending time with my sister, answers Sooyoung. Her eyes rip away from Tiffanys and returns to
look at the ceiling. We were talking and whatnot.

About what? questions Tiffany with a yawn. Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders. It wasnt important, so no
point in telling the older girl. Tiffany looks at Sooyoung; eyes now open. She knows that the younger girl
is hiding something; she could sense it. But the matter was should she press on and make her spill
whatever it is shes hiding or should she just keep quiet and let Sooyoung be? Teeth tug on her bottom lip.
Forcing herself up, she looks at Sooyoung through the dark. Sooyoung Sooyoung closes her eyes.
Sooyoung.

Did I wake you? If I did Im really sorry. Ill try to be quieter next time, remarks Sooyoung while
rolling over onto her side. You can go back to sleep Tiffany. I should be sleeping also since I have
school in the morning. And you do also. You also have to get up early to travel on the bus just to make it
in time so just go back to sleep okay? Tiffany sighs and falls back on the bed. A small frown forms on
her face; eyes bore into Sooyoungs back. Face scrunches up; hand press flat against Sooyoungs back,
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A groan escapes her lips the moment her body collides with the ground. Sleep on the floor tonight,
states Tiffany. She flips over to rest on her opposite side. Sooyoung lifts her body off the floor and stares
at Tiffany in disbelief. Why did she push her onto the floor? Ignoring Tiffanys demand, she crawls back
into bed. I said-

My talk with Sulli isnt important, states Sooyoung while returning to stare at the ceiling. We just
talked about what my familys been up to. I took her to see the baby and we talked about that. Its just as
simple as that, Tiffany. She looks at the older girls back. Hand reaches out, touching the older girls
back. And I had a talk with my dad and whatnot. Nothing more than that really. Tiffany turns back
over.

And Siwon? Sooyoung shakes her head. Tiffany sighs scooting closer to her. Okay lets go to
sleep. Sooyoung nods her head in agreement, closing her eyes. Only to open her eyes as a knocking
noise echoes throughout the apartment. Both girls look at each other. Same thought runs through their
mind: who in the world is knocking on the door? The knocks come more frequent seeming more urgent.
They slip from underneath the covers and head to the bedroom door running into a half awoken Taeyeon.
Tae get the door please. Taeyeon looks at her younger sister; sleep etched in her face. That way if
its some burglars or something you can beat them.

Taeyeon lazily nods her head, releasing a small yawn. She walks blindly towards the front door, snatching
it open upon reaching it. What?! she mutters; eyes returned to being close. Why are you knocking on
my door at this time of night morning whatever it is? She opens her eyes, trying to figure out who it
was on her doorstep.

Taeyeon.

Krystal? questions Taeyeon confused. What are you doing here?

Arent you going to invite me inside or are you just going to make me stand in the hallway? Taeyeon
steps to the side allowing for the younger girl to enter the room. Krystal eyes the older girl while entering
the apartment. How can someone like you afford this?

I have a job, answers Taeyeon while closing the door. Hand moves straight to her neck and she begins
rubbing it. Is there something that you need? She turns and tilts her head back a little to look Krystal in
the eyes. Or did you come to get me even more on your familys bad side?

My mother was going to hate you sooner or later, remarks Krystal while looking around the apartment.
Sooyeons been neglecting her duties and what not and theres the fact that you make money
illegally. Taeyeon sighs and closes her eyes. If this is what Krystal wanted to talk about, then she can
leave and comeback tomorrow or something when shes fully awake. But I want to talk to you about my
sister. Krystals tough act drops suddenly, along with her shoulders. I think Ive gone too far.

Really? questions Taeyeon slightly uninterested.

She says Im no longer her sister. I didnt mean to do what I did, honestly. I just I dont like the fact
that she goes running to you every single time you have a problem. Who does that leave me with, huh?
states Krystal; her eyes land back on Taeyeon.

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Why are you telling me this? In fact, why are you here? You hate my guts, Krystal.

I have no one else to talk to. And since you took my sister away from me, youre going to listen to my
problems. Taeyeon sighs and leans against the wall, eyes drifting close. Hey! Eyes quickly open at the
young girls outburst. Fine, dont listen but tell me how to get my sister to talk to me.

Taeyeon shakes her head while yawning. I cant help you in that department, she mutters. I cant even
hold a simple conversation with my own sister She pushes herself off the wall. Krystal, its super
late and you should be home in bed. Dont you think youve caused enough trouble? Krystal rolls her
eyes. Youre mom is going to get upset and worried-

I sneak out every night Taeyeon. I climb in and out of my bedroom window. My mom has stopped
performing her late night sweeps. Im fine. Taeyeon shakes her head, inhaling deeply. What?

Can I ask you one thing? responds Taeyeon, Im the way I am because I dont I didnt have a loving
family and siblings who cherished me. You on the other hand have a mother and father who will pamper
and baby you, an older brother who will protect you and a sister who cherishes you above everything else.
Why are you destroying that?

I dont have to answer that, states Krystal. Taeyeon mentally face palms herself.

Krystal I really dont have time for this. Ive got school and I have to return back to work. I need all the
sleep that I can-

Can I borrow some money? interrupts Krystal. A look of confusion crosses Taeyeons face. Long
story short because of some stupid choices that Ive made, I now owe someone some money, and if I
dont give them it, I get the living daylights beat out of me. Its why Ive wanted Sooyeon to pay attention
to me. Taeyeon sighs again.

How much?

A few hundred. Taeyeon groans and walks away from Krystal, heading towards her room. She returns
moments later with a shoe box. Opening it, she pulls out a few bills and shows them to the younger girl.

We make a deal before I hand anything over, states Taeyeon. Krystal nods her head; eyes locked on the
cash. Im only giving you about two hundred. It may or it may not cover whatever it is you owe, since
you wont tell me the exact amount. Anyways, you have to pay this back in full, got it? Krystal nods her
head, not only that you have to quit whatever it is youre doing. Go back to being the baby of the
family. Apologize to your sister also. Krystal nods her head again. She places the bills in Krystals hand,
only to snatch it back. I mean it Krystal Im still listen to the streets. If I catch any sound of you not
doing what I said She doesnt finish her sentence; she knows that Krystal caught on to what she was
trying to say. Instead she gives the younger girl the money and pushes her towards the door. Go home,
go to sleep and talk to your sister.

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Shes feeling antsy, really antsy. All she wants is to just open her mouth and have a conversation with the
girl standing next to her. But she knows that her idea is completely idiotic due to the fact that the girl next
to her despises her. Eye cast a sideward glance at her older sister. She nibbles on her bottom lip. Maybe
she should do something to get her sister to acknowledge her existence. She rolls her eyes at that thought.
Thats what shes been doing and so far its done nothing but cause a huge riff between them. With a
heavy sigh, she opens her mouth, I-

Shut up, responds Jessica, immediately, not allowing for her sister to speak. Krystal sighs and stops
walking, causing for Jessica to stop walking. Soojung unlike you Im not trying to be late for-

Yell at me! Hit me! Push me! Spit on me! shouts Krystal. Jessica flinches slightly at the younger Jungs
outburst. I dont care what you do just dont ignore me, mumbles Krystal. I understand that what
Ive been doing is wrong but I just I want my sister. I dont want to share her with some other people
who shouldnt even matter. I Her voice trails off; gaze drops to the concrete beneath them. Hand exits
from her pocket, curling around the backpack strap; a frustrated groan exits her mouth.

What is she doing? Her stating this doesnt matter; it wouldnt matter. Her plead isnt going to be heard
by her sister; Jessica isnt going to listen. Krystal had crossed the line when she revealed Taeyeons past
to their mother. She crossed the line when she decided that shed rather get Jessica in trouble in order to
be able to spend time with the older girl. Im just going to go ahead and leave. Ill probably meet up with
some friends and go on to school instead of being a nuisance to you. Krystal takes a step forward when
Jessica pulls her back.

You think Im stupid or something? Im not going to get in trouble if you dont show up to school.
Were going. Im taking a photo and Im texting it to Yunho to show mom that I dropped you off. The
walk becomes quiet and awkward again, making Krystal wonder on whether or not her sister had heard
what she said. Eyes drop to the concrete for a quick second; she looks up and spots that Jessica was
looking at her. I dont know what Im going to do with you, mumbles Jessica. Dont expect me to
walk you to school tomorrow. She huffs and releases her little sister.

In all reality I didnt expect the evil demented older sister to walk me this morning, counters Krystal,
flinching slightly at her own response. It wasnt supposed to come out like that. She shakes her head and
stops again. Jessica groans in response and looks at her sister.

I dont want to be late, states Jessica, obviously displeased with her sisters actions. Inhale. Exhale.
Jessica attempts to calm herself down.

Think I care what you want? Once again, not the type of response that she wanted. Jessica huffs. All
she wants is turn around and strangle her sister. She hears the younger girl take a deep breath. I I
snuck out last night.

I know. You suck. I hope you dont want to be a ninja with those horrible skills. With that the oldest
Jung girl begins walking again. Krystal groans and chases after her sister.

I I was trying to tell you something, states Krystal remembering Taeyeons words. Jessica turns her
head slightly. I snuck out and went to talk with Taeyeon. Jessica stops walking, giving the younger girl
her full undivided attention. I I said those things to mom because She looks off to the side. I

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The words wont spill forth from her mouth. Her mind was forming the correct letters, syllables, phrases,
but nothing would leave the tip of her tongue. Forget it. Krystal looks up, Im leaving and if you
attempt to drag me back, Ill scream and cause a scene. Krystal turns and crosses the street, hoping that
Jessica would follow, only to be disappointed.

She looks over her shoulder, finding that her sister had already walked off. Adjusting her backpack again,
she continues walking towards the middle school. Her foot connects with an empty can, sending it down
the street. Gaze lowers to the concrete, even though she knows shes supposed to pay attention to where
shes going. A deep sigh, neck cranes back and her gaze moves to the sky. Ive got to be the worlds
biggest idiot, she whispers aloud.

I agree. Feet stop moving. Head turns and looks at the person leaning against the wall. Baby Jung.

Hey, was all she could produce, ripping her eyes away from his form. She adjusts her backpack once
more. He pushes off the wall and walks to stand in front of the girl. What do you need, Key? she
questions; eyes connect with his.

You know exactly what Im looking for, states Key. Krystal rolls her eyes; hands delve into her pockets
pulling out the cash that Taeyeon had given her the night before.

Im done, right. I give you this and Im done. Im no longer

Key snatches it from her hands and counts it. No we had a deal. You pay me back in full for
everything that youve destroyed. This isnt even half of it, he looks up at the younger girl. A quick nod
of his head and hands wrap around Krystals torso, pinning her arms at her side. You owe me and
either you pay the worth in cash or you get me my merchandise. He leans in closer, I mean it Baby
Jung. Or else, right Minho? Krystal turns her head; eyes meet her exs. You have 'til the end of next
week, since we go on summer break and I have plans. Understand? Krystal vigorously nods her head.
You can let her go we have to make it to class. Minho releases Krystal; his fingers linger upon her
back. Lets go. Krystal releases the breath that she didnt even know she was holding as the two older
boys disappear.

Im so screwed, mumbles Krystal.

~~~
She lays there, eyes taking in the clouds, face taking in the suns rays. She inhales deeply ignoring the
ruckus going on around her. It was her lunch break and she was going to spend it how she usually does
when her sisters were attending school with her: lying in the middle of the courtyard until she feels the
urge to ditch or steal. Eyes slowly drift close. Taeyeon! Eyes open. Using her elbows, Taeyeon props
herself up and watches as Jessica walks her way.

Huh? responds Taeyeon, as the younger girl takes a seat beside her. Did I do something?

Yeah how about not informing me that the evil serpent with the forked tongue, who goes by the name
of Krystal, showed up at your apartment last night? questions Jessica. I had the decency to inform you

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of Taemin calling and looking. You could have done the same! She lifts her hand and slams it into
Taeyeons stomach. We had a deal didnt we? To help improve each other in being good sisters we were
to inform the other of some things-

Taeyeon places her index finger on Jessicas lips, silencing the younger girl. Krystal informed me that
youve practically disowned her, Jessica. I didnt really see it as a big deal. And it was nothing. She came
for some help with something. I gave her a deal. Its nothing. Everything is taken care of. Jessica sighs,
Want to explain why youd even care if shes no longer your sister?

Its just like you not caring about Tiffany, Yoona and Taemin, remarks Jessica while swatting
Taeyeons hand away. A small laugh escapes the older girls lips. So how long are you back? questions
Jessica switching topics. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders; her body falling back on the grass. If I were to
tell you not to leave, would you listen?

Do I ever listen to you? remarks Taeyeon. Jessica exhales loudly. Eyes land on the smaller girls face.
Want something?

I I want to take back my message and decision, states Jessica. I did some thinking and I like you.
And yeah Eyes tear away from Taeyeons face landing on the grass; fingers move, tugging and pulling
on the small green blades. Mind begins to wander; anxiety begins to set in waiting for the older girls
response. She takes a peek to find Taeyeons eyes close, signaling that Taeyeon was thinking. Teeth tug
on her lip; body slightly fidgets.

Taeyeon laughs silently. Youre mental arent you? she questions, opening a single eye. We talked it
over were not meant to date. She opens her other eye and turns to look at the younger girl. Jessica,
Jessica turns her gaze back to Taeyeon, we can try again I guess. But seeing as we only lasted a while
before

I wouldnt even count the last time as the real deal, states Jessica. She leans back a little and looks up at
the clouds. So are we really going to do it? Taeyeon breaks out into a laugh. Jessica scrunches her face,
before widening her eyes; realization dawns on her. I didnt mean that you idiot! She hits the older girl
once again, now whose mind is in the gutter.

You left yourself open for that, states Taeyeon while rubbing her stomach, and quit hitting me there.
Its already upset because I havent eaten.

Why not? questions Jessica. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders; she just didnt feel up for eating lunch
today. Lets go. She watches as Jessica stands, we still have enough time to get you something from
the vending machine. Taeyeon shakes her head and follows after the stubborn younger girl.

Im fine, mutters Taeyeon, falling beside Jessica. Ill more than likely pick something up on the way to
work. Jessica ignores Taeyeon and continues walking towards the nearest vending machine. Taeyeon
sighs; hand reaches out, wrapping around Jessicas small wrist and giving the taller girl a tug.

Something? questions Jessica. Taeyeon shakes her head; there was nothing that she needed; fingers
ghost down the younger girls wrist, interlocking themselves amongst Jessicas.

Im not hungry, really. Lets just walk, suggests Taeyeon. She pulls Jessica away from the machine.

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 ~~~
The pen drops onto the table, startling the girl across from her. Sorry Seohyun, she mumbles. Fingers
wrap around the pen once again. Eyes drop back to the paper that she was writing, but for some reason
she hasnt been able to concentrate. Lunch is only about 40 minutes not counting the time needed to
return to class. And yet shes spent at least half of her lunch period feeling very, very paranoid. That
feeling of being watched is exactly how Sooyoung feels right now.

Lifting her head up, eyes scan the library once again. There was no one in sight that she would need to
run from. The only people, shes able to recognize are Seohyun, Yuri who is on the computer, Sunny and
Hyoyeon who are searching through the shelves and thats about it. In fact the librarys about empty save
for those few who have a report as their final and need to finish it. She sighs and leans back in her chair.
All this unnecessary worrying is going to stress me out, she whispers to herself. Maybe I should have
took Jessicas offer and spent time with her and Taeyeon for lunch. Yawning and stretching, her gaze
lowers back to her paper. I still need one more source. Pushing her seat back, she stands and looks at
Seohyun. Ill be right back, okay Seohyun.

The mute lifts her head; eyes lock with Sooyoung and she nods her. Sooyoung gives her a small smile
before disappearing in the shelves. Eyes scan the numerous spines looking for one that would relate to her
subject matter. Feet stop moving. A small frown graces Sooyoungs face. There is way too many- She
never got to finish her sentence as her body collides with the nearby wall. Eyes close in an attempt to
reduce the pain.

Hello, Sooyoungs heart skips a beat at the sound of the voice; eyes open slowly taking in her brothers
face. He flashes his sister a smile, trapping her between the wall and his body.

I-Is there something you n-need? she stutters, closing her eyes. Siwons hands slide down the wall and
land on her hips. S-Siwon

You hid from me when I went looking for you at the short girls house. You got away since mother
decided that Jinri would be better help, he whispers. Eyes rip away from his sisters form, looking
around to make sure no one would sneak up on the two of them. His grip tightens on her hips; his nails
digging into her skin. Tiffany is mine, do you hear me? She nods her head; he laughs a small laugh. I
dont think you understand though I told you He pauses, hearing some rustling noise close by.
Forget it come home today and I mean it, or else do you understand? Sooyoung nods her head
again; he releases her and backs up. And leave Tiffany alone I mean it.

N-No, responds Sooyoung. Her eyes slowly opens, locking with Siwons dark pupils orbs again. No
Im n-not going to l-listen to you anymore.

A small chuckle, who told you to say that? Tiffany? He takes a step forward, Taeyeon? Another step.
Jessica, maybe? He traps her again, or was it good old Dad? His hands press flat against the wall
trapping her again. Hm? Sooyoung drops her gaze again. He leans forward, are you going to listen to
them Sooyoung? I mean you dont have the guts to tell them whats been happening, right? You cant
even tell your best friend and how Tiffany found out amazes me. Everyone is going to think that youre

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sick and demented. Youll destroy our family and stuff. Do you want to do that? Are you going to going
against me? Sooyoung shakes her head. He inhales deeply and takes backs away; fingers come through
his hair. Home. Today. After school. Understand? Her head shoots up; she looks up at him wide eyed.
No Im not going to attempt to cure you anymore. Youve proven that youll be forever sick and
demented when you took away my fiance and my son no, its something totally different now. So
come home, understand?

Y-yes.

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yes slowly close; memories of what happened a week ago flood her mind. Legs bend and her knees
meet her chest. Eyes tighten. The memories begin to play out; she watches the torture over again.
She remembers the way he forced her down upon the work bench. The way he bound her hands
with their fathers duct tape, trapping them above her head.

She shakes her head, lowering it. Arms wrap around her legs pulling them in tighter. Tears threaten to
spill from the closed eyes. Disgust and shame begin to build up again. She lurches forward; bile makes its
way up the esophagus. She bursts up and takes off to the bathroom, heaving all her stomach contents into
the toilet. Because of her lowered defense, the tears escape, flowing down her face. Body drops to the
floor beside the toilet, curling into the fetal position. Her cries echo throughout the room; her body shakes
from the sobbing. She hates herself. She hates herself for not standing up, for falling for his
manipulations, for being at fault. If she didnt let Jessica kiss her back in middle school none of this
would have happened. If she never developed those ridiculous feelings for Tiffany then none of this
would have happened. And more importantly if she didnt allow for Tiffany to make those ridiculous
mistakes, then maybe, maybe these bruises wouldnt exist. Maybe she wouldnt have suffered.

Her cries become louder, blocking out the sound of the front door opening and closing, blocking out the
sound of shuffling feet. Eyes remain closed, never noticing the person at the door. They watch her lie on
the floor, crying her eyes out and Tiffany wasnt too sure what to do. Tiffany in fact hasnt had a clue
what to do; Sooyoung has been keeping a distance between them since a week ago. The younger girl
chose to sleep on the couch rather than the bed with her. She wouldnt stay in the same room alone with
Tiffany and was always out on the balcony.

But Tiffany wasnt clueless. She saw the bruises and the fear in Sooyoungs eyes. She knows what and
who is making Sooyoung suffer the way she is. But Tiffany wasnt sure what to do. Threatening Siwon
wasnt working. Telling him hes losing all parental rights wasnt working. Nothing is working and
because of it Sooyoung is suffering.

With a sigh, she approaches the younger girl. Hearing the light footsteps, Sooyoungs eyes snap open,
landing Tiffany. Go away, she mutters, wiping her tears with the back of her hand. Tiffany sighs and
stops, taking a seat on the counter.

You really going to listen to your brother and push me away? questions Tiffany in a whisper, Im not
the one hurting you, Sooyoung. And were friends youre someone I can confide in since my
relationship with Tae is not so strong. And Her voice trails off; eyes lower to the tiled floor. She
listens carefully to Sooyoungs sniffles. Now that she thinks about it, maybe her older sister was right.
Maybe she should have stayed away from Siwon and his charms. Would things be like this if she had?
Another sigh and her eyes head straight for Sooyoung who was sitting up now. Sooyoung tell me what
happened please. I want to help. I dont like seeing my friends like this. And Taeyeons worried and so is
Jessica. Were all worried about you.

Sooyoung shakes her head. Why were they worried? This doesnt deal with them. This doesnt affect
them, only her. This is all because of her, because of her stupid feelings and her stupid preference. Just

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leave me alone, mutters Sooyoung while staring at the toilet. Tiffany doesnt respond; she doesnt move
either. She sits there; eyes still upon Sooyoung.

A couple of minutes pass and Tiffany whispers, I just want to help.

You cant help, hisses Sooyoung. Her fists curl again, disgust taking over again. Whatever is
happening is my fault. I dont need help. Head turns; eyes lock with Tiffanys. Im to blame for whats
happening to me. Its not normal Im not normal. Were not normal. She blinks, pausing. Mind
searches for the correct words. I shouldnt have my name on the birth certificate. I should fall for boys,
not girls and definitely not you, the last bit coming out as a whisper. She breaks the gaze and looks
elsewhere around the room, hoping Tiffany would just leave her alone. Im going to go home, and
stay there.

No youre not, remarks Tiffany. Why go back to that? Why go back to allowing him to torture you and
beat you for a stupid reason, huh? At least here, we can protect you. Sooyoung rolls her eyes. Tiffany
just wasnt getting it, was she?

Because its my fault, growls Sooyoung full of frustration. She didnt want to explain anymore. Tiffany
sighs and stands. She wants Sooyoung to talk, but it isnt something that Sooyoung wants to do. So she
takes one last look at Sooyoung before exiting the bathroom, leaving the younger girl alone.

Entering the hallway, Tiffany makes her way to the living room, taking a seat upon the couch. She curls
up, grabbing one of the seat cushions, hugging it. Tiffany sighs, closing her eyes. Why do I feel like
crying? she mutters to herself, burying her face into the pillow. Stupid prick, she mumbles thinking
about Siwon. Why do you have to be so freaking dominate and in control? Do you really have to control
your sisters life? she mumbles to herself. Opening her eyes, she stares at the blank television screen.

Releasing a silent sigh, Tiffany stands and heads for the door. She needs to do something. Im going out.
Ill be back! she shouts out. Slipping her shoes back on, she looks up to see Sooyoung leaning against
the wall.

Where?

Im just going to pay my boyfriend a visit, states Tiffany dropping her gaze back to her shoes.

Tiffany-

Listen, remarks Tiffany. Whatever he has you believing isnt true, alright. You liking girls theres
nothing wrong with that. Sure it maybe against some peoples religion and views, but love is love. It
shouldnt be held within certain criteria. You should be able to fall in love and love whoever it is you
wish regardless of gender, race and whatnot though age is a different thing all together. She sighs and
turns back to Sooyoung, Siwon has no right to make you suffer, because of whom you like, Sooyoung.
And Im not going to stand by and let it happen anymore, okay?

Why? questions Sooyoung.

You did things for me without me asking. Youre taking care of me, of my son. I dont even think my
pregnancy would have lasted this long... long enough for him to still be able to make it, if it werent for

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you. And I want to pay you back however I can and even more than I can, okay? I mean what Im about
to do might not get him off either of our backs but its worth a try. Tiffany opens the front door. Stay
here. I mean it. And you better be alive when I come back. I also dont want to see any self mutilation
either. The only cuts and bruises on your body better be the ones he gave you, understand? Sooyoung
nods her head, good wish me luck. She exits out of the house, closing the door softly behind her.

~~~
The air around them is awkward; its been awkward since they met up at the bus stop early in the
morning. She was fine, but the girl beside her seems tense. She takes a glance at the younger girl; the
frown was still on her face. It was beginning to make her feel slightly uneasy. Because if the frown was
still evident, then it meant she hasnt been doing her duty as a girlfriend. With a sigh, her finger rake
through her short locks. I know you said nothing was wrong, but youve been frowning since weve left
the bus stop. So either Krystal or your mother has said something or you dislike the fact of hanging out
with me. And considering the fact that youre the one who wants to retry this whole dating thing, I highly
doubt that Im the reason, states Taeyeon, stuffing her hands into her pockets.

My cousins are coming over later, mutters Jessica. Head turns a little; eyes connect with Taeyeons.
As much as I love them to bits theyre worse than Krystal. And one of them hangs with my ex and
yeah. Taeyeon shrugs.

Youre the one asking to redo this. What is there for me to worry about? responds Taeyeon. Jessica
sighs, turning her attention away from the older girl. What? Its true you asked me out the first time,
and this time. So I shouldnt have to worry. I mean if you didnt like me you wouldnt have asked.

In others words you just that confident in me not cheating? remarks Jessica. Taeyeon shrugs her
shoulders in response. Really?

Im not confident there is so many others out there that is more than capable of being with you. Ive
told you it before. Ive questioned it before. But youre so stuck on being with me that I dont think I
have anything to worry about. Taeyeon stops and looks at Jessica, I dont right?

Theres nothing you should worry about, reassures Jessica. Her arm slips around Taeyeons, linking
them; head falls against the older girls shoulder. Taeyeon looks at her quizzically and all she could do
was flash the older girl a smile as they resume walking. Summers break is coming we have to figure
out what were going to do during that time. I think Yuri said that Yoong will be back. We can sneak off
somewhere with her. Taeyeon shakes her head no. Why not?

I have a lot of important things to do this summer, answers Taeyeon. Ive got to redo Taemins room,
making room for the baby. Ive got to locate Taemin. He hasnt called back since that night. Ive got to
get things situated with my mom. And on top of that, I have this feeling that Im going to need to help a
certain someone with a problem. She breaks the eye contact. Too much to do

And where does spending time with your girlfriend fit in? questions Jessica.

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Somewhere between showering and working I think theres enough time, answers Taeyeon jokingly.
Jessica rolls her eyes; her arm untangles itself from Taeyeons and she slaps the older girl. Taeyeon fakes
a groan.

Oh shut up. I know that didnt hurt, remarks Jessica while crossing her arms. Taeyeon stops again and
looks at Jessica. Did she hurt the younger girls feelings? She was only joking, or at least she thinks she
was only joking. Does Jessica believe her? Im going home.

Jessica, calls out Taeyeon as the younger girl turns and begins walking home. Jessica. Her hand
reaches out; fingers wrap around Jessicas small wrist, pulling her back. I was joking why wouldnt I
have room for you? Even if were friends, Id still have time to hang out. Taeyeon turns and begins
walking, dragging Jessica along behind her, Come on I need a cigarette.

I thought you quit.

Yeah that didnt go so good, she looks over her shoulder at Jessica. So lets go find one of my
friends and get me a pack, and maybe some beer. After that we can do whatever it is you want.

Youll be drunk, states Jessica.

But Ill be a willing participant, adds Taeyeon with a smile. Jessica rolls her eyes, slapping the older
girl for a second time. A hiss and Taeyeon immediately rubs the spot where Jessicas hand had landed,
hoping to sooth the pain. A frown forms on her face as she stares at Jessica.

You deserve both of them, comments Jessica knowing full well what the smaller girl was thinking.
Why do you have to act like that? questions Jessica. Everything is either a joke or depressing.

Taeyeon sighs; hands return to her pockets and she continues walking. Because life is like that, she
answers solemnly. Its either a joke or its depressing. Happy times are for those in denial, for those who
just cant accept the truth. Jessica remains silent; her mind couldnt form a response. Youll notice it, if
you actually took a look at the world.

So youre saying Im blind and cant see my surroundings? Taeyeons last sentence has angered her a
bit.

A silent sigh escapes the older girls lips, No What Im saying is your vision of life is blurry.

You just couldnt leave it at no. Taeyeon shakes her head. You just like hurting my feelings.

I dont, responds Taeyeon, a confused expression crosses her face. My words may seem like it, but its
not intentional. You should know that.

Yeah well I figured it would have changed by now, since were dating.

Thats a dumb thing to figure, mumbles Taeyeon in response. Jessica groans; her head tilts back. I I
didnt mean it like that. She grunts in frustration. My words more than often dont mean what you think
they mean they way they come out are just my way of speaking. Its never intentional for me to hurt
your feelings or at least now. It was back when we first met She falls quiet, waiting for the younger

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girl to respond. Seconds become minutes and she looks to her side to see if Jessica was still with her. She
was, so why wasnt she responding? Jessica?

Im sorry, mumbles Jessica. I

Its okay. She pulls the younger girl in closer, lets just find some cigarettes and stuff. What do you
want to do today?

Cant I just hide at your place, like Ive been doing all week? answers Jessica, linking arms again. The
older girl nods her head, good. And we can check up on Sooyoung and Tiffany. After all that has
happened last week, we need to keep an eye on those two.

Or you could let me kick Siwons ass and get it over with, responds Taeyeon. Jessica rolls her eyes;
free hand connects with Taeyeons arm. Ow.

No fighting. If you fight, thats just going to give Krystal some stupid idea that she can begin fighting
people. Her face scrunches up with a look of disgust, causing for Jessica to laugh. Taeyeon turns and
looks at her girlfriend. Im serious. No fighting. And didnt Tiffany say she wants to handle this on her
own?

Yeah, but Miyoung is scared and wants for me to do something. Its just that Tiffany thinks she knows
everything and thinks she can handle things on her own, counters Taeyeon. They come to stop, waiting
for the light to change.

You say that as if, Tiffany has to different personalities.

The light changes allowing for them to cross. Taeyeon grunts in response, trying to think of the correct
words. How do you explain that like her Tiffany is different; that the Tiffany everyone sees is just a fake
mask? Tiffany is the American girl; shes hardheaded and stubborn. Like I said she thinks she knows
everything. Thats the side of Stephanie that Stephanie wants you to see. And then theres Miyoung: the
girl whos scared, she explains. Jessica pulls away slightly; eyes ghosting over Taeyeons face, trying to
figure out if the older girl was joking or not. Im not joking. All of us have a different side. Just different
people bring them out.

Like how Yuri is the only one that can make Yoong soft? Taeyeon nods her head, and me with you?
she nods her head again. And Sooyoung with Tiffany? A brow rises. Oh come on you have to be a
complete idiot to not see that those two have something going on.

Youre reading too much into things, states Taeyeon. Tiffany is in love with that imbecile, Siwon. She
and Sooyoung are just friends. Jessica scoffs and shakes her head. Was her girlfriend, really that blind
that she couldnt see what was going around her? What?

Please tell me that you can see that there is like some mutual attraction between your sister and my best
friend. Taeyeon slows down her pace, thinking. Was there an attraction? She shakes her head no.
Taeyeon they like each other.

If they like each other why arent they doing anything about it?

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Think about their situation, Taeyeon. Tiffanys been dating Siwon for a while. She has a son by him.
And then there is Sooyoung, Siwons sister. It would be really awkward for them to even think about
dating each other. Taeyeon shrugs. Anyways as we were discussing, Sooyoung brings out another
side to Tiffany. And you cant deny it.

I wont. Silence falls over the two girls as they walk along the streets, looking for Taeyeons delinquent
friends.

By the way, youre only allowed two cigarettes in the day. One in the morning and one at night.
Taeyeon stops walking; head turns and eyes search for the younger girl, finding that she had already took
off running. A small smile appears on her face, and she takes off after Jessica.

Catching up to the taller girl, her arms wrap around Jessicas waist pulling her back. Got you. Jessica
just flashes a smile as a response, and what do you mean only two? If you were in my situation youd
want more than two.

Maybe you need a new stress reliever. Taeyeons smile grows, get your mind out of the gutter! She
breaks free from Taeyeons embrace. Are all delinquents perverts?

I dont know. Why dont you ask Krystal? Jessica stops walking and turns, glaring at Taeyeon. Taeyeon
gives her a smile.

Not funny.

Okay, sorry, mumbles Taeyeon, wont happen again. Jessica sighs; fingers wrap around Taeyeons
wrist giving it a yank. Taeyeon stumbles forward, stopping when their faces were centimeters apart.
Jessica?

I forgive you, for now. Lets go. They continue walking in silence, not that it bothered either girls. They
were comfortable with the way things were. Fingers interlock together; arms link with one another again.
The younger ones head rests upon the older ones shoulder. Thats how they were walking.

Within minutes, the two of them have crossed from the safety zone and into a dangerous neighborhood.
Jessica tightens her grip; eyes flicker over everything, scanning the area. Taeyeon could sense how tense,
nervous and paranoid her girlfriend was. She tightens her grip on Jessicas hand, signaling that she was
going to be alright. Jessica eases up a little. Youll be fine, mutters Taeyeon. She abruptly stops
walking. Theyre right there. She points a towards the end of the block, you coming with me or-

Ill wait here, finishes Jessica. She releases Taeyeon, giving her a forced smile.

Okay. Ill only be a second. Jessica nods her head and watches as Taeyeon walks away, leaving her
alone. She slips her hands in her pockets. Her teeth clamp down on her bottom lip, tugging on it. Maybe
she should have walked with Taeyeon? Head shakes; hair whipping back and forth. What is she thinking?
Last time she joined Taeyeon, she made the older girl out to be a fool. Taeyeon had almost lost all street
cred and that wouldve put them in danger. Shes made the right decision. Besides Taeyeon said itll only
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She looks over in Taeyeons direction. Eyes watch curiously as Taeyeon shakes everyones hand in the
group, talking to them. A sigh and she continues watching the exchange for a pack of cigarettes. A small
smile forms, knowing that Taeyeon would be returning and they can leave the area, but it disappears the
moment one of the girls in the group back hugs Taeyeon. The hands in her pockets curl as her eyes take in
the girl whispering something in Taeyeons ear. She grunts and turns her back to the group. She didnt
want to see anything else. She couldnt see anything else, or she was going to turn into some jealous
freak. And Jessica did not want to become some jealous freak.

Eyes drift close even though she knows its against her better judgment. But Jessica could care less at the
moment. She just wants to erase the memory of another girl back hugging Taeyeon, her Taeyeon. Arms
wrap around her waist; eyes pop open. Using her peripheral vision, she notices that it was Taeyeon
hugging her. Ready to go to my place?

Can we visit the Center first? I want to see Seohyun and Yuri first. Taeyeon nods her head; she releases
Jessica, grabbing her hand, leading her out of the neighborhood. Silence falls over the two though Jessica
wants to speak. She wants to know who the girl was and what they were whispering to each other.
Looking over at Taeyeon, she bites her lip again before sighing. Maybe it was just a reunion. She shakes
her head, erasing the thoughts and continues following after Taeyeon.

~~~
Dark orbs gaze upon the technological device on her desk. A quiet sigh leaves her lips. Mind begins to
wander; thoughts begin to form. Its been a week, seven days, since shes last had any type of connection
to the world outside the school. She knows she shouldnt be like this; its cram week and Yuri is well
Yuri needs all the time she can get to study.

Another quiet sigh and Yoona leans back in her seat. She props her feet up on the desk; eyes drift close,
missing the fact that her computer has lit up. Yuri appears on the screen and a mischievous smile appears
on her face. Hey Love! she shouts startling Yoona once again. The younger girl tips back while
thrashing in her seat, slamming into the floor. Yoona?! calls out Yuri as Yoona disappears from her
sight.

What the hell, Yuri? groans Yoona as she forces herself up. Why must you always do that? She fixes
her chair, taking a seat once again. One of these days Im going to break my butt or something.

Well technically you cant really break your butt, but you can break your tailbone. But thats okay its
a bone thats just there and serves no meaning and Yuri stops talking the moment she catches the dark
look on Yoonas face. Ill just stop right there and Sorry, she mumbles. You were just sitting there
quietly and I thought

Id probably do something like that also, interrupts Yoona with a smile. She shifts slightly trying to get
comfortable again. So whats been happening?

Well I just got done having lunch with Seohyun, Taeyeon and Jessica. From what Ive gathered,
Sooyoungs ill. Tiffanys gone off her rocker. Taeyeon and Jessica are going out again. Seohyuns fine.
Taemins called and Taeyeons looking into that and the baby is fine and healthy, states Yuri. Eyes

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scrunch as she contemplates if there was anything else she needed to explain. Yeah thats about it.
Jessica and Taeyeon say hi. Oh and Jessica was wondering if you were coming home for summer?

Yoona shakes her head, I transferred so late into the year. The headmistress wants for me to stay during
the summer and catch up on the school curriculum. I would ignore her demands but that would put him at
harm. So Im going to be sitting in the room with a text book for summer. Yuris face drops. What?
Youd expect for me to come home and for us to hang out?

Well duh, comments Yuri, Im busting my butt transferring information back and forth. Not to
mention that I listen to you whine about school, or the fact that Im the one sitting here listening to you
cry. Id expect that youd at least you know hang out with me. Is that a little too much to ask for?

It depends on the relationship, states Yoona. If we hang as friends, then no its not a little too much to
ask for.

But if its more than that you dont want to hang out.

Bingo. Yuri rolls her eyes. What?

I thought we got pass that, states Yuri, annoyance clearly noticeable in her voice. Yoonas body stills.
Eyes connect with Yuris. I never mind. I have to study. Ill talk to you later or something. Yuri
disappears from the screen. All the younger girl could do was blink. Finally realizing that she had hurt
Yuri, her shoulders hunch and she releases a frustrated groan.

Me and my stupid mouth. Sitting up, she scoots the chair closer to the desk. Fingers begin work,
opening a new window, typing in her email. She knows that talking to Yuri through webcam wont work,
but there was always the possibility of email. Well there wasnt a possibility, she knows for a fact that
Yuri would check her email. She does so every night before she goes to sleep and every morning when
she awakens. With a small smile she finishes typing her apology and clicks send before leaning back in
her chair. A knock erupts from the door. She looks over her shoulder at door, Yeah?

Come on Yoona, were going to be late.

Here I come. She looks at the computer screen one last time before standing and walking towards the
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he stands before the front door; knuckles tap against the wooden entry. Eyes close. Inhale. Eyes
open. Exhale. She continues to stare at it, waiting for someone to come along and answer it. She
leans back and looks around. Someone has got to be home right? The Chois got four children. One
of them has to be home. The brass door knob jingles, catching her attention; the door slowly opens
revealing Mr. Choi. Hi Mr. Choi, is Siwon home? Sooyoungs father steps to the side allowing
Tiffany into the house.

Hes in the garage, he states, shutting the door. Tiffany nods her head and makes her way to the room
that Sooyoung fears. Stephanie, he calls out. She halts her steps; head turns and eyes connect with the
elderly mans. Can I speak to you for a second? She nods her head, In the kitchen. I was just making
myself something to eat when you knocked. She nods her head for a third time, following Mr. Choi into
the kitchen.

Is there something that you need, sir? questions Tiffany. He nods his head, motioning for her to take a
seat. She does; her eyes remain on his figure, watching as he pours himself a cup of what looks to be tea.
Inhale. Yup, her eyes didnt deceive her. He was definitely drinking tea.

Mr. Choi takes a sip, walking towards the table. He takes a seat across from Tiffany; his eyes bore into
her. I want to talk to you about Sooyoung. A look of confusion crosses her face, and Siwon. Heart
skips a beat; she blinks. Mind goes into chaos. Does this mean that he knew about it? If he did why hasnt
he done anything to stop? Why has he allowed it to escalate this far? One of his children is suffering and
hes done nothing to prevent it. I bet youre wondering how I know? She nods her head remaining
quiet. To make a long story short I dont know whats going on between my two oldest children. All I
do know is Sooyoung fears Siwon and she will no longer enter the garage. I have a hunch but Im not
really sure. And that is why I want to talk to you.

You think that I know? questions Tiffany. Mr. Choi nods his head.

Its either you or Sooyeon who knows. And I havent seen Sooyeon lately, mostly because Sooyoungs
been staying at your place. So she really has no reason to come over anymore. In fact I dont see Soojung
either, but thats something different. And since youre here, I thought Id ask, he explains taking
another sip of his tea.

You want to talk about this, here? whispers Tiffany while looking around.

Dont worry my wife isnt home; she went out to buy groceries. And Jinri believes that Siwon is
nothing but a jerk. And Minho well hes never really home. Theres nothing to hide right now.

Tiffany takes a deep breath, contemplating. Should she spill Sooyoungs secret to Mr. Choi? She shakes
her head. What is she thinking? Telling this man across from her would mean losing the support she
receives from Sooyoung and more importantly losing Sooyoung as a friend. But hiding it would mean not
getting either one of the Choi children the help they need. Inhale. Exhale. A frustrated groan and her head
drops.

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I take it that there is something going on between the two of them, Tiffanys head pops up, nearly
giving herself whip lash. Youve been sitting there thinking and arguing with yourself. If there was
nothing going on between my children then youd have spoken already. A frustrated sigh escapes the
elderly man lips. I wish I knew what to do youd figure being their father I would have a clue. But its
quite the opposite. Im at a loss with the both of them.

Have you tried getting either one of them counseling?

Weve tried with Siwon back before any of this started. He experienced something and he wasnt the
same since. At least to me he wasnt.

What do you mean he experienced something?

Siwon... One evening we hired a baby sitter to watch the four of them. It turns that the baby sitter abused
Siwon sexually. Mr. Choi takes a deep breath, swallowing the lump in his throat. We didnt learn about
it happening until a year later. During which, the abuse continued. And trust me; weve tried to get my
son help. The therapist said he was fine. He seemed fine and then one day he snapped I guess. And since
then Sooyoungs been this timid little thing. He gazes down at the tea in his hands. I want to help both,
but neither will speak.

And what does this have to do with what hes doing to Sooyoung? How does he experiencing something
like that, equal him abusing Sooyoung? Tiffany shakes her head, I dont understand that.

Youve dated my son, states Mr. Choi, you know that hes a control freak. One of the reasons is
according to some psychological help is that hes like that because he couldnt control the situation
before. So now Siwon needs to be in control. He takes another deep breath; hands lift the cup to his lips
and he takes another sip. I know about Sooyoungs preference. She came to me one day after talking to
Sooyeon about it. She wanted to know my beliefs and views on things.

So? questions Tiffany.

Sooyoung likes girls. The baby sitter who abused Siwon was a man. Tiffanys eyes widen slightly. It
felt wrong to Siwon, made him feel disgusting. Now think about it, Stephanie. That changed his views.
He saw same sex relationships as nothing but wrong and disgusting. And then then he finds out his
little sister that he favored likes girls. It pushed him over the edge a little. He had to fix things; he had to
get in control and fix things. Tiffany pushes her seat back and stands. He lifts his head to meet her gaze.
Stephanie?

I cant say anything. Not without Sooyoungs permission. As for now Im going to go and speak to
the father of my son, Mr. Choi. Im really sorry I couldnt be of any help. She walks away and heads for
the garage. Taking a deep breath, she opens the door to see Siwon standing in the middle of garage.
Siwon, she calls out breaking the older boy out of his trance. He shifts slightly and looks at Tiffany.
We need to talk.

Nothing to talk about, remarks Siwon, turning his back to her. Tiffany sighs, but continues standing in
the doorway. She looks around the garage; her eyes fall back upon Siwon.

Siwon.

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We have nothing to discuss. Now leave, states Siwon.

Are you sure there is nothing to talk about? Because I have plenty of things to talk about, like why
Sooyoung is puking her guts out in the bathroom and wishing to return back here. Siwon turns and fully
faces Tiffany. Siwonwhat youre doing isnt right. She slowly takes a step into the garage. Siwon
this isnt right. I know it and you know it. You cant treat Sooyoung this way all because of what
happened to you. So one person did something that doesnt make everyone wrong and evil, you know.
She stops in front of him, tilting her head back to look him in the eyes. Has Sooyoung ever did
something wrong?

She took you from me. She took my son from me, states Siwon. Shes made out with Sooyeon. Shes
ruined fathers chance for a promotion, made him the end of all jokes- Tiffany raises her hand, placing
her index fingers against his lips.

Sooyoung didnt take me away from you. I went to her on my own accord because of your spontaneous
outbursts. She didnt take your son; I put her name down because shes done more than you ever did.
From what Ive been told, she and Jessica kissing is a mutual thing. And its not her fault that people do
not respect her and the way she is. Its not her fault that people make fun of your father because of it. Hes
okay with it because thats his daughter. You on the other hand should be there for her not- Her sentence
comes up short as Siwon grab hold of her wrist.

Youre wrong. Very Wrong Tiffany, he states, walking forward causing for Tiffany to walk backwards.
They continue moving until Siwon traps her between the washer machine and his body. Her body tenses
slightly, unsure of what Siwon was going to do to her. Eyes dart everywhere besides his face. She didnt
want to look at it; she couldnt look at it. Miyoung, he calls out in a whisper. She shakes her head.
Miyoung.

Siwon, she responds. Siwon, let go. His grip does the opposite; a hiss escapes her lips. Siwon, she
states in a louder voice. Choi Siwon let go of me now! Eyes finally fall on his face. It was blank,
expressionless. Siwon stop. Surprisingly, Siwon releases his grip, moving his hands towards the washer
machine and still keeping Tiffany trapped. You need help Siwon. What youre doing to me, to your
sister is wrong. And keeping everything in is making you unstable and a danger to your family. She
takes a deep breath, think about your son. What am I supposed to tell him, huh?

His hand raises up and slams down upon the machine; a snarl echoes throughout the room. Really? He
turns his head to the side ignoring Tiffany, Really? Thats all you have to say? Just going to let your
temper reign free?

Shut up, he hisses; hands curl.

No, Siwon. You need to listen, remarks Tiffany. Your sister is damn near on the brink of destruction. I
can see it and the thought of Sooyoung ending her life scares me. But you know what scares me more?
The fact that its because of my sons father and the way he abuses her. Siwon tenses, I understand that
you may hate and fear people because of what has happened to you in the past but that doesnt justify
nor give you the right to abuse Sooyoung like that, Siwon.

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Her hands reach up, landing on his face, forcing him to look at her. This is Sooyoungs life. Its not like
she woke up one morning and decided to just date girls. This isnt a choice of hers. She pauses,
Sometimes you just cant help but to fall in love with certain people. And this this is Sooyoung, she
shakes her head, hoping that the correct words would form.

So youre saying its okay to be disgusting? He grunts, Youre fine

Its not disgusting, interrupts Tiffany, nothing about it is disgusting. There is nothing wrong with
loving someone, Siwon. Siwon scoffs. So, me falling for you a year or so ago, is disgusting?

Its not the same.

Right because Im a female and youre a male. Let me try again. So your mother loving your sister is
wrong? Your father loving you is wrong And you growing to love your son is wrong?

Thats not the same, he repeat; he slams his fist against the machine. You dont understand! She
shouldnt be with a girl!

For the simple fact that your male babysitter abused you?! Siwon, thats not right! Sooyoung cant help
it, okay! And who are you to dictate things, huh?! she shouts back. Sooyoung isnt the one who harmed
you! So why should she suffer because of it?! Her hands slide down his face, neck and lands on his
shoulders giving him a hard shove. He stumbles backwards a bit, before taking a step closer. Finger wrap
around Tiffanys neck; their grip tightens by the second. She gags and her hands immediately seek his in
an attempt to pry them off. Nails dig in his skin as a second attempt; eyes roll backwards and her vision
becomes blurry.

Siwon presses her hard against the machine; his eyes scale over her face, taking in the way she looked.
With trembling hands, he releases her, taking a step back, surprising not only Tiffany but himself. She
sputters a series of coughs; her lungs expand as much as they could, trying to receive air. Hands
immediately land on her neck and her fingers massage the pain ridden area. There was definitely going to
be a bruise this time around.

Th-this, she stutters, still attempting to gain her breath, W-we are done. And I mean it this time,
Siwon. I know I shouldnt abandon you since you need help but I cant stay in something like this.
She looks down at her feet; fingers rake through her locks. I cant do this She stumbles away,
heading for the door, You really need help Siwon, she states, stopping at the door. And I recommend
you get some before you come near me, near our son, and even more so near Sooyoung.

~~~
One week. Its been one week and she still hadnt apologized and made up with her sister. Shes tried on
numerous occasions but her pride, her spiteful pride would not let the words flow free from her lips.
Instead the words stay behind on the tip of her tongue, peeking out but never fully leaving. The only thing
to leave is a sigh, in which she had just released as she looks up and down the street. Eyes searching for
older sister who was out on a date with her girlfriend. Fingers skim over the wooden floor of the porch,
making designs, tracing over the markings. Another sigh and she sits up as the front door opens.

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Soojung, what are you doing? She turns and looks at her older brother, unsure of what to say. Would he
believe that she was waiting on Jessica to return? Would he laugh at her and call her an idiot if she
believes that Jessica will talk to her? Or would he just walk away like last time? Shoulders move up and
then down; eyes cast downwards again; fingers resume their activity. Really I believe you do know.

Its none of your business, Yunho go bug someone else, yeah? remarks Krystal. Annoyance being
crystal clear in her voice. Yunho laughs a little and takes a seat next to his baby, baby sister. Yunho
leave youre totally cramping my style right now. He head shakes back and forth; a small smile graces
his lips. Yunho

You have no style, Soojung, states Yunho. Youre only in middle school.

She groans and rolls her eyes, I was in middle school. Im going to be a freshman. It was Yunhos turn
to roll his eyes. You dont understand and you wouldnt. Just leave me alone Im waiting for
someone and I dont need you around when they get here. Youll just ruin things.

Alright then but knowing Sooyeon, shes probably spending time with Taeyeon, even with that being
against moms wishes, he shrugs his shoulders, stuffs his hands into his pocket and walks down the steps
and out the yard. Ill be back later, Soojung. Krystal groans and leans back. Another attempt of hers to
speak to her sister ruined by the very person who she made a deal with. How in the world is she supposed
to complete her end of the deal if Taeyeon keeps taking Jessica away from her?

Stupid, no good Taeyeon, she mumbles, releasing a loud groan. Her face scrunches up. Maybe I
should pay that no good delinquent a visit and tell her that I need to speak to my sister and she needs to
quit hogging her. Another groan and fingers run through her hair. Whats the point? Sooyeon isnt
going to speak to me She tilts her head to her side, allowing her fingers to massage it. She sits there
quietly for a few minutes before standing and stretching. Screw this Im going to find that midget.
She heads out of the yard, making her way towards Taeyeons apartment.

Pulling her ear buds out of her pocket, she groans looking at the tangled mess. Why must you do this?
she hisses, attempting to untangle her head phones. Finally fixing the mess, she slips the buds on and
turns her mp3 player up to full blast. Hands enter her pockets, taking on Taeyeons posture and eyes
lower to the ground against her better judgment. Feet continue moving her body down the pavement.

Minutes pass and songs pass, and Krystal remains oblivious to her surroundings. And for mere on lookers
and pedestrians point of view, that would seem like a miraculous feat considering the mere fact that she
has a hoard of people following her. The word hoard might be exaggerating (at least a tiny bit), but
Krystal nonetheless has a group of teens following. The group has been following since she had gotten
about three blocks away from the Jung residence.

A hand reaches out grabbing hold of Krystal and pulling her into a nearby alleyway. Eyes close shut as he
body collides with the wall. She slides down to the ground, hissing in pain. Pulling the ear buds out and
opening one eye at a time, she looks up to see Key hovering over her. Baby Jung, he states. She blinks a
few times, hoping that all of this is just a mere imagination due to some sort of concussion that she has
just experienced. Im real, he states while backing away from her. Its been a week so wheres my
money?

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Im working on it, mutters Krystal as she forces herself up.

Working on it? questions Key; his voice full of disbelief.

Yeah I was on my way to get it, I swear, answers Krystal while rubbing her head.

And Im supposed to believe you? You can be saying that just so I can let you go. Krystal grunts a
little. That was exactly her plan. Where are you getting it from?

A friend.

Call them and tell them to deliver it here, he states crossing his arms. Krystal looks at him, youre not
leaving until its delivered directly to my hands. Even if it takes all night so I hope you dont have to
use the restroom. Krystal sighs. Who was she supposed to call? No one right now would be willing to
fork up the money she owes. Jessicas not talking to her. Yunhos probably off with his girlfriend. So
what does that leave her? Im waiting Baby Jung. That faster we get this stuff over and done with the
better, I do have other things to do you know. She pulls her phone out of her pockets and automatically
scrolls through her contacts list. There had to be someone on the list that would help her out. Finger stops,
scrolling stops and her eyes fall upon a certain name.

Pressing a single button, she places the phone beside her ear. No answer. With a huff her fingers quickly
type a message, sending it off. Key watches the younger girl curiously, wondering if it was a good idea to
allow for her to contact anybody. If the police show-

They wont, states Krystal a little boldly. Her phone vibrates, theyre on their way. The atmosphere
gets quiet and semi awkward. Her eyes flicker over the faces in Keys group. A silent sigh escapes her
lips. Hopefully when all is said and done, she can go back to a normal life. Eyes cast downwards as she
leans back against the wall. The music from her mp3 player was the only noise in the alleyway. She
closes her eyes, feeling very nervous under Keys gaze.

Seconds become minutes and so on. If theyre not-

Krystal! Krystal straightens up as footsteps enter all of their ears. Yah! Krystal quit playing around! I
know you dislike me, but I had to lie to your sister to get here so- Krystal peeks her head out of the
alleyway motioning for Taeyeon to enter. Taeyeon sighs and enters; eyes widen slightly at the view of
how many people were surrounding the youngest Jung. She eyes them carefully before taking a stance
beside Krystal.

Got my money? questions Key a little impatiently.

Ive only got a few hundred, states Taeyeon while checking Krystal over, making sure the younger girl
wasnt injured. It should be enough to get you off her back for the time being right? She turns and looks
at Key with a questioning look. If not I could care less; take it and leave her alone. Do you
understand? Key scoffs. She turns and looks at the boy, You must be new to not know who I am, but
here, she shoves her hands into her pockets, pulling out some bills, take this and leave now. Key
snatches it out of her hands and begins counting.

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Two weeks, he states looking at Krystal, two weeks is all you have and then I want the rest or you pay,
Baby Jung. He takes a step closer only to be stopped by Taeyeon. Understand?

Get out of here before I make you, answers Taeyeon for Krystal. Key groans and signals for his group
to follow after him. Once Taeyeon was sure Key was long gone, she turns towards Krystal. Speak now
I want to know what kind of trouble youre getting yourself into. He might not know who I am, but I
know who that is. Krystal turns away from Taeyeon, youre hanging out with a drug lord, Krystal.
Krystal continues ignoring her. Look hate me, and despise me all you want but do not ignore me
when you asked for my help. You want it; you have to start answering my questions. Taeyeon sighs,
Are you doing drugs?

Thats none of your business, states Krystal, turning back to Taeyeon.

It is. Jessica told me you smoke cigarettes and weed, but have you done anything else? Key is a pretty
known pill pusher-

No. I havent touched any of it. Ive only smoked a cigarette and some weed, mom, answers Krystal
sarcastically. And Ive drunk some beer. Im not an idiot. Ive seen what that stuff can do to people.
Krystal sighs; her right hand begins rubbing her left arm. I was just a transportation person. I delivered
his goods that he gets from Sunny. And one day I was being chased, so I threw the backpack with the
items. The stuff inside got wet and whatnot. So I owe him for everything inside, explains Krystal. I just
want to get this over and done with.

It was Taeyeons turn to sigh. She looks off to the side, how much?

I dont know. He keeps saying its not enough. Taeyeon sighs a second time.

Whatever lets get you home.

No. I want to speak to my sister. Im keeping up my end of the deal. Taeyeon nods her head and leads
the young girl out of the alleyway.

~~~
She blinks; her fingers continue to press the button, making the pictures change upon the screen. A yawn
escapes her lips and she looks down at the girl resting on her lap, playing with her free hand. Eyes
connect with the younger girl and a small smile appears on her face. The younger girl frowns and turns
away. Hand releases the remote; fingers begin playing with the younger girls hair. Im back and yet
youre still ignoring me. I told you I had to do something. I did and I found your sister and brought her
here, she states.

Yeah whatever, Taeyeon, mumbles Jessica slightly. Jessicas eyes fall upon Krystal who was watching
the television with them.

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Shut up Im watching the television. Taeyeon sighs. Jessica hears it and looks at the older girl, Im
sorry, she whispers, but I think I have the right to be upset with you, since you didnt inform me where
you ran off to. Taeyeon rolls her eyes, you think you dont have to tell me?

Jessica, I went to handle some business that is all. I ran into Krystal along the way, and she was with me
the whole time. I didnt do anything, right Krystal? Krystal nods her head.

And Im supposed to trust her? interrogates Jessica even more. Taeyeon nods her head. Fine if you
say so. She turns back to her sister, what are you doing here? Trying to create another crazy story to get
me in trouble?

Krystal shakes her head no; eyes rip away from the television and lands on her older sister. Nervousness
kicks in. Was her pride going to kick in and ruin things or was she finally going to get the chance to speak
to her sister and apologize. She sighs and notices how impatient Jessica was becoming. She wants to
talk, states Taeyeon. Jessica turns back to her girlfriend. I think you should hear her out. Jessica moves
to open her mouth, but Taeyeon pinches her lips together, you made me reconcile with Tiffany. I believe
it is only fair for you to follow you own advice and reconcile with your own sister. Taeyeon pushes the
younger girl up, go out on the balcony so I can keep an eye on you two and talk. Youll feel a whole
lot better. Jessica stares at Taeyeon. Taeyeon flashes her a smile and pushes her away.

With a groan she stands up and heads to the balcony with Krystal following close behind. She turns and
closes the sliding glass door after her baby sister exits, but not before sticking her tongue out at Taeyeon.
She receives a laugh from the older girl and with a huff she turns and looks at Krystal. Youve got five
minutes to speak, Soojung, states Jessica while crossing her arms.

Krystals gaze lowers to the ground as she leans against the railing. Tongue slides across her lips. I want
to say that Im sorry, whispers Krystal. She swallows the lump in her throat and eyes remain on the
ground, I didnt mean it any of it really. I just wanted, she pauses and takes a deep breath, I just
wanted to have your attention. She turns and looks over the balcony, You were always with Yoona and
Taeyeon. Always with them and it made it seem as if I wasnt I wasnt your priority anymore.

Jessica sighs, unsure of what to say to her sisters statement. In fact she was caught off guard when
Krystal apologized; she thought that the younger girl would lash back and theyd end up fighting. I guess
youre wondering why I would stoop this low. I guess because in my mind you would rather spend time
with a bunch of delinquents I thought that if I became one youd turn back to me. That youd pay
attention again and I guess I got out of hand. And Im really sorry, Sooyeon.

Jessica turns and looks at Taeyeon hoping that the older girl would give her some sort of guidance, only
to be met with an arguing Taeyeon and Tiffany. Her face scrunches up; hand presses against the glass.
Should she open the door and walk in on the argument or should she just stay out here. Sooyeon
Krystal turns and looks at her sister before looking back in the house. Go ahead, she mutters.

I dont need your permission Soojung, states Jessica. And I would say apology accepted, but I cant.
Youve done so much damage that I cant forgive you this easily, understand? Jessica looks over her
shoulder at the younger girl. Krystal nods her head, good, but Im sure in some time Ill be able to fully
forgive you. She slides the glass door open interrupting the fight.

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Jessica, do something with your girlfriend! shouts Tiffany.

Stay out of it! shouts Taeyeon, while taking a quick look at Jessica. He turns back towards Tiffany,
Why are you so stupid and stubborn?! He could have hurt you! Tiffany cast her eyes away from her
older sister, And dont think about saying he didnt mean it! If he didnt mean it Miyoung, you wouldnt
have hand prints around your neck! Taeyeon growls in frustration. She walks away from Tiffany and
heads towards the couch, grabbing her jacket.

Where are you going? asks Jessica, entering the living room.

To kick that assholes ass, mutters Taeyeon while slipping her arms into the sleeves.

Taeyeon, dont be ridic-

Shut up, states Taeyeon as she looks at Jessica, This is the last of my family. And Im going to do
what I have to, to protect it. So just shut up, sit on the couch and watch some damn television and leave
me the hell alone. She adjusts the piece of clothing and makes her way to the door. Tiffany side steps
intervening. Miyoung, growls Taeyeon.

Hes gone. Hes done messing with me and Sooyoung, states Tiffany. Her eyes flicker to the side,
watching as Sooyoung emerges from the hallway. Just calm down, Taeyeon. I handled things.

You handled things?! Taeyeon turns away from the younger girl, you cant handle things on your own,
Miyoung. If you were able to handle things on your own, you wouldnt be in this stupid mess to begin
with. She turns back to Tiffany, Im done talking it out. Either let me handle this or dont come running
to me when something like this happens again. Your choice.

I cant let you hurt him, Tae, states Tiffany. Taeyeon rolls her eyes; her frustration builds. Im being
serious. Tae, hes not right in the head.

Got that right, huffs Taeyeon.

Tae hes needs some help, some psychological help. And you attacking him isnt going to do any
good. Let things be. I said I took care of things. Tiffany slouches a little. Give me some credit,
Taeyeon. Ive got things under control.

Fine whatever, Taeyeon pushes her to the side and storms out of the apartment, slamming the door shut
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lace the cigarette between her lips; she takes a quick puff before passing it to the person sitting
beside her. A small puff of smoke exits her mouth and she turns to the person beside her. So are
you going to duke it out with the Choi? She shakes her head no, reaching for the cigarette,
really? Thats a surprise. Thats not really something a Kim would do, dont you think? She
shrugs her shoulders and takes another puff of the cigarette. Youre really not going to do anything?

She says she handled it and I gave her a choice, mumbles Taeyeon in response. She turns her head
slightly to get a better glimpse of the girl beside her. Why should I even care anymore? Miyoungs a
fucking adult and if she wants to make stupid mistakes after mistakes, then Im not going to interfere
anymore.

The girl shrugs her shoulders, taking the cancer stick from Taeyeon and taking a puff. But you do
know, she states allowing the smoke to leave her mouth, your sister is an idiot to believe that a guy like
him is done with her. I wouldnt be surprised if the nutcase storms your apartment-

Already did that, states Taeyeon as she leans back and looks up at the sky, the day you dropped me off
at the bus terminals. My girlfriend, you know the girl that was with me, interfered. The girl beside her
chokes, what?

Youre dating that girl?! exclaims the girl. Taeyeon nods her head, Wow Kim has snagged a good
girl. If the rest of the guys heard this Taeyeon rolls her eyes, so since youre now taken, what are you
doing here, smoking a cigarette with me? Shouldnt you be confiding with your girl?

Taeyeon releases a small laugh, Shes best friends with Siwons sister. And I sort of told her to shut up,
watch some damn television and to leave me the hell alone, answers Taeyeon. She tilts her head a little;
thoughts form. Did she hurt Jessica when she said those words?

I know that look youre thinking. Well my advice, Taeyeon turns back to her friend, we finish this
off and you head on home to your girlfriend and apologize. Shes a middle class girl and thats like
wow! Taeyeon playfully pushes the girl, and dont worry about Baby Jung. Ive heard about her; I
know what she looks like and Ill keep a close eye on her, until we get old Kibum off her back, yeah?
Taeyeon nods her head, stretching. Speaking of which, why do you care about Baby Jung?

Shes my girlfriends baby sister, mumbles Taeyeon. She leans forward a little; eyes dart down, staring
at the dirt beneath her shoes.

The girl beside her shakes her head, Kim what are you thinking? You shouldnt be getting involved in
something like that. Shes in no way related to you and youre not even married to her sister. And yet
youve paid that ass, Kibum, for her. She shakes her head again, clicking her tongue.

Jessicas already done so much for me its only right if I do the same. Foot moves, making designs in
the dirt. Besides its like a secret. Jessica already doesnt like the fact that Krystals became like this. I
believe it would be better to keep it all a secret and work things out without Jessicas knowledge.

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Is that really something you want to do? I know you, Taeyeon turns; eyes connect, youre nothing but
a selfish little girl. We all are so what are you getting out of this? Or should I assume youre getting
into something along the lines of pants and a certain hey! Taeyeon pushes her again, alright I get it.
But no seriously, what is my friend getting herself into?

Nothing She turns her attention away from her friend, I like Jessica a lot.

So youre going to cough up hundreds just to keep her sister out of trouble, because you like her? The
girl shakes her head in disappointment. I knew hanging out with Tiffany was a bad idea. You know, I
prefer Yoona if you were going to hang out with a sister. At least with Yoona, you wouldnt be doing
something like this. Speaking of Yoong, where is the Alligator? I miss watching her get drunk.

Boarding school and I would be doing something like this. Yoongs taken a liking towards Jessica,
answers Taeyeon, I need a beer know anyone-

Say no more. The girl reaches for her backpack. Unzipping it, she sticks her hand inside, pulling out a
can of beer and handing it to Taeyeon. Though its the only one I got, so I hope you wasnt planning on
getting drunk. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders again. One can is better than none at the moment. She pops
the can open and begin chugging the liquid inside. Slow down before you choke. Taeyeon lowers the
can and stares at her friend. Or drink to your hearts content but when you drown, you drown. Im not
going to do anything but wait til you croak and then take everything thats on you.

Finishing off the can, Taeyeon smashes it and tosses it to the side. Im going, states Taeyeon as she
pulls out another nicotine stick out of her pocket.

Alright then Kim, go home.

Im going to go get some more beer and then Ill head home. Id rather be drunk when I face a
screeching Miyoung then sober. He hands slides into her pockets. Ill see you later. And dont forget to
call when you get some information. She turns and begins walking away; her mind returns back to her
thoughts. Would Jessica be upset with her when she returns? She didnt mean what she had said, but
Tiffany can make her so irritated sometimes. She pulls her phone out of her pocket, looking at the
numerous miscalls shes received. A deep sigh, should she call them back or just ignore it? After starring
at the phone for a little while longer, she shoves the phone back into her pocket.

~~~
Three days; its been three days and she has yet to have heard from her girlfriend. She fiddles with the
phone in her hand, waiting for some sort of reply. Seconds become minutes and she sighs. No reply. She
turns to the animal that was curled up on her bed. Wheres your master, huh? Why does she have to run
off when things dont go her way? she questions, sliding her fingers through the dogs fur.

Maybe, cause shes an idiot? She looks up and at her door.

What do you want Krystal? Irritation was clear in her voice.

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Nothing. I was on my way out when I heard you talking to the mutt, answers Krystal. Krystal stretches
and yawns, Im headed out with Sulli and the group. Ill be back, later.

Why are you telling me?

Youre the adult here, or did you forget that Yunho had a date tonight and our parents went out tonight
to that stupid banquet that dads work is holding? Jessicas face scrunches. In fact she did forget that
tonight was the night that she was supposed to be watching her baby sister. Well Im out.

Get back here, calls out Jessica as Krystal disappears from her line of sight. The younger girl reappears.
Youre not going out. Krystal attempts to speak, listen to me, Krystal. Its night time. And they put me
in charge. You might say that youre hanging out with Sulli and that group, but I cant believe you. And
its your fault that I cannot believe you. Krystal huffs.

So what am I supposed to do? Sit here and be bored? Jessica nods her head. I cant believe you. I
apologized and everything.

So what, you apologize Soojung and now you think Ill let you do whatever it is you please? responds
Jessica. I cant do that. Last time I let you hang out with friends you ended up at the park and then you
started going downhill. Im not falling for that anymore. You may say youre not going to do that type of
stuff again, but Im still not going to allow the possibility of it to happen. So either go to your room or go
in the living room and watch some television. Now go. Krystal scoffs and rolls her eyes before storming
away from the doorway. Jessica shakes her head and looks down at Dog, I dont understand teenagers.
Dog just tilts her head in response.

Eyes drop back to her phone and a frown forms on her face. How many more of her phone calls and texts
must go unanswered? She prepares to throw the cellular device across the room when the screen lights up.
She stares at the picture displayed for a few seconds before answering with, Kim Taeyeon! Where they
hell are you and why havent you been answering my calls?!

Jessica whisper please, mumbles Taeyeon in response.

Youre drunk. No scratch that, you are experiencing a hangover! shouts Jessica into the phone, I
thought we were giving up heavy drinking!

Jessica, groans Taeyeon. Jessica scoffs. She knows her shouting into the phone would cause for
Taeyeons hangover to become worse, but she could really careless at that moment. Taeyeon disappeared
for three days and finally shows up drunk. If anything Jessica was going to make this experience much
worse.

I dont want to talk to you, states Jessica.

Bull crap, mumbles Taeyeon. Youve been calling nonstop. You want nothing more than to talk to me
Jessica so talk.

Where are you? questions Jessica, and you better answer before I start yelling again.

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Im Taeyeon pauses, Im on your street, walking in the direction of your house and stopping
Krystal along the way. Whats your sister doing out? Jessica hops off the bed and runs around the house,
looking for her younger sister. Not finding the younger girl, she releases a growl. Jessica, are you still
there?

Yeah, bring her home, and let her know that shes dead the moment she walks in the house. Jessica
hangs up and walks back to her room, throwing the phone on her bed. She looks at Dog, wanna bite
Krystal in the ass? Dog lifts her head and climbs off the bed, walking in the direction of the living room.
A small smile appears on Jessicas face as she follows the four-legged animal. Exiting the hall, the front
door opens revealing both, Krystal and Taeyeon.

Taeyeon flashes Jessica a smile, before walking away from the two Jungs. Jessica crosses her arms
waiting for an explanation. Krystals gaze drops to the floor. Her mind couldnt form a reasonable excuse.
Soojung.

I snuck out, states Krystal honestly. You wouldnt let me leave, so I climbed out the window. She
raises her head slowly and looks at Jessica, I just wanted to hang out with Sulli. Its been a while since
Ive done that, and you wont even allow it. We werent going to be doing anything other than hanging
out at the Choi house and watching movies. It was going to be me, Sulli, Luna, Amber. And Mr. Choi
was supervising. I dont see why I cant go, besides the fact that you have trust issues.

I have trust issues?! Jessicas hands curl; Krystal nods her head and Jessica growls. Go to your room
now! Krystal begins moving, No go to the kitchen and sit at the table. You better not move until
mom gets back, hear me? Krystal nods her head, and with a sigh she heads into the kitchen area. Inhale.
Exhale. And repeat. She needs to calm herself down. Dog looks up at her before disappearing into the
kitchen after Krystal. She bites her lip just as arms wrap around her waist.

Youre being hard on her, dont you think? Jessica rolls her eyes.

She snuck out after I said no. She quickly turns around and looks at the older girl, and you. Hand
pressed flat against Taeyeons shoulder, giving her a shove. Disappear for 3 days! What the hell is that
crap?! Taeyeon flinches at the outburst, grabbing hold of her ringing head. And you didnt even have
the decency to answer your damn phone. And then show up at my house with a stupid hangover.
Taeyeon blinks a little. What do you have to say about that?

Tiffany was getting annoying and the only way to deal with her was to drink until I can tolerate the
words that were coming out of her mouth. And I didnt disappear; Ive been at the hospital, preferably the
NICU, spending time with my nephew. You know they dont allow phones in that area of the hospital.
Taeyeon steps back from the younger girl, Im sorry.

Jessica scoffs. Taeyeon grabs hold of her hand, leading Jessica to the couch. She sits, pulling Jessica
down beside her. Leaning forward, her hand wraps around the remote, turning on the television. She leans
back and pulls Jessicas head down upon her shoulder, lets just watch some television. Jessica scoffs
again, and to let you know I dont have a hangover. Im just a little buzzed and Ive been experiencing
a headache for the last two days. Jessica bolts up and stares at the older girls profile. Fingers graze
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How bad are they? ask Jessica, tossing all ideas of being mad at Taeyeon out the window. Taeyeon
shrugs her shoulders.

Ive been managing, mumbles Taeyeon, keep her eyes on the television. Jessica sighs and resumes her
position on the couch with her head on Taeyeons shoulder. Her hand grabs hold of the older girls;
fingers begin playing with the ones on the other hand.

Next time, whispers Jessica, answer your phone, please. Your outburst at Tiffany left me a little
worried. I had no clue what to expect. I was half waiting for a phone call from the police or something.
Taeyeon nods her head, turning away from the television. Eyes lock with the crown of Jessicas head.
And stop drinking its not good for your headaches. Its just going to make things worse. She nods
her head again, and quit starring at me, its creepy. A small smile forms on Taeyeons face as Jessica
looks up at her. So how is your nephew? Has Tiffany chosen a name yet?

Hes fine and no not really. Shes still debating over a last name. I say just name him Hwang. She shook
her head and said that its not that simple. She could give him Hwang after her and our father, Lee after
Taemin and their mother or Choi after Si-Sooyoung, states Taeyeon avoiding Siwons name.

You know saying Siwon wont make you burst into flames or anything, jokes Jessica.

Yeah, but itll make me want to punch the closest thing and I dont want to hit you, counters
Taeyeon.

You can always hit Krystal speaking of which, Soojung!

What?! comes Krystals voice from the kitchen.

Come here, thats what!

You said no to move until mom gets back. Im not moving, just so you can get me in trouble! Jessica
stands and walks to the kitchen leaving Taeyeon alone. Taeyeon looks around the room, curiously. She
looks down and grabs hold of her head. The pain was increasing slightly. Maybe Jessica is right. Maybe
she does need to lay off the alcohol for a while, but that also means that Tiffany would need to lay off the
constant nagging. She shakes her head; shell just go visit Sunny on her way home and see if the little
dealer had anything to help with the constant headaches. A sharp inhale and she tilts her head back,
starring up at the ceiling. Her eyes slowly drift close. Yeah thats what shes going to do. Get some pills
for the headache and probably sleep it off. The couch dips beside her and a cold wash cloth appears on
her head. Eyes open and she turns to see Jessica starring at her worryingly.

Here, Jessica hands her a few pills and a glass full of water, take these. Taeyeon nods her head and
follows Jessicas orders. Come on, mumbles Jessica as she stands, pulling Taeyeon up. The towel drops
and Taeyeon looks around. Were going to the room, mumbles Jessica. Ive decided to let Krystal visit
the Choi house. Taeyeon nods her head and follows Jessica to her room with Dog at their heels. Jessica
leads the older girl to her bed, pushing her down. Hands begin peeling Taeyeons jacket off of her.

So you drugged me, kicked Krystal out and is now undressing me? questions Taeyeon. She raises her
brows and stares at Jessica, receiving a hard slap.

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Mind out of the gutter, now. And we havent even been dating that long, states Jessica. She hovers over
the older girl and pulls the blankets back, making a spot for Taeyeon to lie down on.

Taeyeons hands grab hold of her Jessicas waist, so we will at one point? Jessica looks down at the girl
underneath her; her face turning red. Teeth clamp down on her lip, tugging on it slightly. Taeyeons face
lights up a little; she momentarily forgets about her headache. Jessicas hand slips causing for her and
Taeyeon to fall back. Her face reddens even more; all she could do was blink. Taeyeon laughs a little
before moving Jessica off of her. Youre blushing real bad, she states while sitting up. She looks over at
Jessica who had rolled over onto her stomach, hiding her face in the blanket. Did I embarrass you?
Jessica nods her head, and Taeyeon laughs loudly. Really? I figured youve done it already, so why are
you embarrassed? Jessica groans into the bed. Is it because Im your girlfriend? Jessica nods her head
again. Really? Talking about sex with your girlfriend is awkward?

Duh! shouts Jessica as she turns and looks at Taeyeon. Taeyeon laughs even more. Shut up! Isnt your
head supposed to be hurting?!

You made me forget, states Taeyeon as she lies back upon the bed again. She turns her head and looks
Jessica in eyes. So am I right? Jessica shrugs her shoulders. I see I let you know about my dating
experience and all you tell me is that youve dated a few people. Jessica scoots closer to Taeyeon.

Thats because it doesnt matter, mumbles Jessica, theyre in the past and we are the present. She
places her hand on Taeyeons cheek for a quick second before sitting up. Now climb under the covers
and go to sleep. Im going to call the Chois and see if Krystal made it. And then Im going to shower and
what not, okay?

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Eyes stare at the meal on her plate, wanting to close. She releases a yawn; one hand combs her hair away
from her eyes and the other picks up her eating utensil. She blinks away the sleep from her eyes and
yawns a second time. Yuri, if youre still tired then go upstairs and go back to sleep. No one is making
you wake up this early, states her mother while cooking the rest of the breakfast for her family.

You know Yuris an over achiever, isnt that right little Yul? questions her sister while taking a seat
across from her.

Shut up, Boa, mumbles Yuri as she picks at her food. She flings some food across the table at her older
sister.

Respect your elders, states Boa while flicking the piece of food off the table.

When you grow a few inches maybe I will, counters Yuri while stretching and finally fully awakening.
She begins eating when a knock on the door interrupts the Kwon females. Mrs. Kwon looks over at her
two daughters motioning for them to see who it was. Yuri and Boa, both sigh and stand, heading for the
front door.

Who is it? calls out Boa; her hand reaches out, grabbing the metal knob.

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Probably your idiot boyfriend, states Yuri jokingly.

Shut up, mumbles Boa, opening the door. Yuri freezes; her mind shuts down temporarily. She blinks
repetitively, trying to get her mind back and running.

Hi, Yuri, comes from the person at the door. Boa looks at her younger sister and then back at the girl at
the door. A small smile crosses her lips.

More like your girlfriend, she states walking away.

Can I come in?

Y-Yoona? was all Yuri was able to say.

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he couldnt believe her eyes. She wouldnt believe her eyes. There was no way that this girl was
standing across from her in her bedroom. Maybe she was still dreaming. That would explain
everything, since shes practically dreamed of Yoona returning. Reaching across her body, her right
hand pinches her left arm; she releases a hiss. Nope not dreaming, definitely not dreaming, unless
its one of those dreams when she could feel that pain. Her face scrunches up. Summer courses, states
Yoona, breaking her chain of thoughts. Her head snaps up and looks at the younger girl. Because of my
excellent behavior, the headmistress has allowed me to go home under the circumstances that I complete
my summer courses. And since youre the only nerd that I know, Yoona begins removing her backpack,
youre going to be my tutor. All Yuri could do was blink; her mind wasnt registering anything. Think
of it this way, you get to spend time with me and I can get nothing lower than B. Easy trade off right?

D-does Taeyeon, know youre home? questions Yuri finally speaking. Yoona shakes her head no.
Why not?

Taeyeon cannot, and I mean she cannot, know that I am home. It would make my deal with my father
null and void. Hell stop paying the medical bills. Besides, she has Jessica to keep her company.

Yeah but your appearance can lower the stress that shes feeling at the moment, Yoona stops digging in
her backpack, taking a look at the older girl. Yuri walks to her bed, taking a seat, Siwon I dont really
know how the story goes but I do believe that he nearly killed Tiffany. And Taeyeons quite upset with it.
And Tiffanys not allowing her to do anything. And then theres her constant break up to make up with
Jessica, not to mention Mrs. Jung now discriminates against her. Taeyeons going to blow one of these
days. I think just seeing you at least once would do her some bit of good, you know?

Ill think about it. Yoona heads towards the older girls bed taking a seat beside her. She pulls her
schools books out and hands them to Yuri, so lets get started.

Wait you werent joking? questions Yuri as she looks over the books.

No. I was being serious. They gave me a chance to go home; it was my adopted sisters doing really. But
have to complete the entire packet and receive nothing lower than a B as the final grade. The old man was
going to hire some stupid private tutor but I told him that I know this over achieving nerd who could
tutor me. Yuri groans at the word nerd. So here I am now lets get started.

He didnt question about me?

Yeah he did. Wanted to make sure I wasnt lying and trying to sneak off to see Taeng and Fany,
answers Yoona while stretching. I told him not to worry about things. That you were too big of a nerd to
even want to stray from anything that deals with school work, she falls back on the bed. Yuri begins
opening the books slowly; eyes scan over the subjects. Raising her head, she looks at Yoona. What is it
too complicated for you?

A book, too complicated for little Yul? Both girls snap their head in the direction of the door. Since
when has over achieving Yul not been able to comprehend a book? A scowl appears on Yuris face. Oh
dont make that face, you little nerd. Yoona laughs a little.

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What do you want? questions Yuri, snapping the book shut.

Nothing. Im bored. Moms off to her nursing duty, and dads off to the office.

Well go find your idiot boyfriend. Boa rolls her eyes and enters the room, much to Yuris discretion.
Leave I dont barge into your room.

Thats because Im your elder, states Boa, anyways its your turn to wash the dishes, Nerd. Get to it, or
Ill inform mom of your disobedience.

Yuri sets the books to the side and stands; she walks past her older sister muttering something along the
lines of, short annoying sister and one of these days. Boa smiles and watches as her sister leave the
room. Once the younger Kwon was out of sight Boas head snaps in the direction of Yoona. A small
smile forms on her lips.

I dont think weve had the proper introduction, Im Little Nerdy Yuls older sister, Boa, states Boa.
Yoona nods her head. And by the way my sister acted earlier I take it you are the Yoona chick that shes
been talking to on her computer. I must say Im surprised that youre not a nerd or some older pervert.
Yoona grabs one of her books and avoids looking at the older Kwon child. Am I bugging you?

In a way, yeah, mumbles Yoona honestly.

Ill leave you alone once you answer one itty bitty question, okay? She moves the book, setting it down
upon the bed and giving the eldest Kwon her most undivided attention. Doe eyes connect with the older
girls. My sister likes you a lot. So I wonder whats it going to take to get you to go out with her.

Youre sister is a nerd and I dont do nerds, states Yoona bluntly.

And why not? Nerds are the ones who got like billions in their bank accounts. My sister is going to be
very rich in the future

Your sister is a straight A, 4 point 4 GPA, over achieving nerd. Shes going to go off to college after
next year. Shes going to leave and become somebody as long as she doesnt allow the stress to get to
her. Yoona pauses to gather her thoughts, Im Im nothing more than the adopted daughter of the
Ims. Im a daughter of a thief and a murderer. Im a thief and Im not going anywhere. Ill be here, living
in my sisters apartment, making minimum wage while my older sister remains a janitor. Ill barely be
getting by. She breaks the eye contact, exhaling loudly. I can get pass the fact that Yuris a nerd. Shes
showed me that when we went out on a date. But I cant get pass the fact that were different.

What do you mean?

I dont want people to talk about Yuri behind her back, fingers rake through her locks, and I dont
want her to miss opportunities all due to the fact that shes associated with me and my sisters. Her
statement catches Boa off guard. Its why I pick on her and continuously tell her that she doesnt stand a
chance. I want for her to give up on me, but at the same time I want her to only want me.

A deep sigh, a deep frustrated sigh escapes her lips, so the reason why I wont date the nerd is because I
dont want to hurt Yuri. She looks p and looks at Boa, Now that Ive answered your question, you can

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leave before the atmosphere gets anymore awkward. And Id rather not have that since I need to study
and get a B on my summer course.

Boa nods her head and turns, exiting Yuris room. With a soft sigh, the eldest Kwon makes her way to the
kitchen. Eyes land on the tall girl that was busily scrubbing dishes. Yul, she calls out softly. Hands
stop; head turns and the Kwons eyes connect. Im heading out, so remember that if you leave to lock up
the place. Oh and feed the fish, yeah? Yuri nods her head and turns back to washing the dishes. Boa
watches her curiously; a small pout makes its way on her face. Her feet move and the next thing she
knew, she was taking the plate out of her sisters hand. Ill wash them, you little nerd. Go back up stairs
and help your badass girlfriend.

Shes not my girlfriend, mutters Yuri while walking to the fridge. Were friends.

And Im 6 feet tall, retorts Boa while scrubbing a spoon. Im not an idiot. I was a high schooler once,
also She turns and looks at her little sister, you like her, so make her yours.

Thats easier said than done.

Yoona told me shes a delinquent, Boa pauses for a moment, From what Ive learned during my
college courses, Yoonas going to be selfish and hold on to something precious to her.

And?

Has she ever claimed you in public? Yuri nods her head, thinking about the time Nichkhun was asking
on Taecyeons behalf. A small smile forms on her lips as she remembers Yoonas outburst. Well then
shes as good as yours. So get two water bottles and some snacks and head upstairs and spend time with
your girlfriend. Ill finish these and then Im leaving. Go! Yuri nods her head for a second time, grabs
the some snacks and makes a dash towards her room.

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She lies on the bed; her eyes ravaging over the skin of the girl that was changing. She knows that she
shouldnt be starring at the older girl like she was a piece of meat, but she just couldnt help it. And it
doesnt help that Tiffany had just finally ended the one year relationship with Siwon. A groan and she
rolls over onto her back. Something wrong? questions Tiffany as she turns and looks at the younger
girl. Sooyoung shakes her head no. Shrugging her shoulders, the older girl resumes changing only to
suddenly stop. Oh, was all that came out of the smaller girls mouth.

Tiffany collects her stuff and exits out of the room, leaving Sooyoung alone. Another groan emits from
the younger girl; eyes slowly drift close. Inhale. Exhale. Eyes open. She didnt mean to make Tiffany
leave the room. In fact Sooyoung feels as if she should leave the room. This wasnt exactly her room (not
that it was Tiffanys either) and this definitely wasnt her house. So she should be the one to leave. But it
was always the other way around. Ever since she admitting to liking Tiffany, every time the older girl
remembers it things would get really awkward between the two and Tiffany would end up leaving. Im
so stupid, mumbles Sooyoung.

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Youre not stupid, so stop saying it, she turns her head, watching as Tiffany enters the room. The older
girl walks dumps her clothes in the hamper before approaching the bed; it dips under her added weight.
Want to tell me why you think youre stupid?

Sooyoung freezes; her body becomes tense. The only thing that she was capable of doing at that moment
was blinking. Should she tell Tiffany why she believes shes stupid? Shes not exactly bright, blurting her
feelings out. What did she really expect at the time? For Tiffany to return them? As if the older girl
would. Sooyoungs nothing; shes just a friend, a sense of support for the older girl. Why would Tiffany
even have feelings for her? Wasnt the older girl straight? She sighs and eyes close again. Im stupid
because because, she opens her eyes; they automatically lock with the smaller girls, never mind.

Sooyoung, talk to me. I want to know whats going on with you, whats going on inside your head.
Teeth clamp down on her bottom lip as she thinks, I dont like it when you keep everything in, you
know. So talk to me please. Were friends nearly best friends, though I dont think Ill ever really be
able to take that title away from Jessica, but I want you to be able to tell me anything.

Sooyoung sits up; she breaks the eye contact and stares at the dresser, would you ever you know, date
a girl?

Tiffanys face scrunches up. Would she be willing to date a girl? Shes straight; shes been straight for as
long as she can remember. So would she date some one of the same gender. Im straight, Sooyoung.
Though I will admit I think about what it would be like at times. Ill also admit to joking about it with
Taeyeon and Yoona, but Im straight. Who knows maybe if I go off to college I might begin
experimenting. She shrugs her shoulders. Who knows? So whyd you ask? Sooyoung turns and looks
at Tiffany. The intensity of Sooyoungs gaze makes Tiffany flinch. Oh Eyes tear away from the taller
girls; Tiffany abruptly stands. I have to go and meet with the doctors about the babys health. If
Taeyeon comes back, tell her Ill be home later. Sooyoungs fingers wrap around Tiffanys wrist,
applying light pressure. Sooyoung we cant really talk about this right now. I have an appointment
with your nephews doctors, states Tiffany, emphasizing on the word nephew.

Sooyoungs grip loosens; Tiffany slips away. I have to go. The older girl takes a step back and walks
towards the closet, grabbing a jacket. Ill be back later. Tiffany disappears out the room; Sooyoung falls
back upon the bed.

Stupid, stupid, stupid, chants Sooyoung while slapping her forehead. Youre an idiot, Choi Sooyoung.
Tiffany Hwang isnt going to go for you. Youre her sons aunt. That would make things weird. Quickly
sitting up, Sooyoung walks to the closet, picking up her duffle bag. She didnt want to creep Tiffany out
anymore than she already has. So if that means going back home permanently, then Sooyoung was going
to go home and stay there. Stuffing all of the clothes, dirty and clean, in the bag, she quickly zips it up and
heads out of the room. She passes by Tiffany who was in the living room and heads straight for the door.

So-Sooyoung? questions Tiffany confused. The taller girl ignores her calls and exits out of the
apartment, closing the door softly. A soft groan leaves Tiffanys lips and she drops the documents that
were in her hands. Eyes drop to the scattered papers. Why do things have to be awkward now? She
mumbles to herself. The sound of the door knob jingling echoes throughout the living room; she looks up

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and over at the door, hoping that it was Sooyoung. The door opens, revealing her older sister clutching
onto her forehead. Taeyeon? questions Tiffany.

Walking around the couch, the younger girl approaches Taeyeon. Im fine, mutters Taeyeon. Its just a
headache given to me by Jessicas mom. Im fine, Tiffany. Taeyeon releases her head and looks at
Tiffany, I just saw Sooyoung and she looked quite upset. Did something happen?

No. Nothing, states Tiffany, while walking back to her papers. She quickly scoops them up and makes
her way back to the door. Im gone to the appointment. Take some pills and water. I said water,
Taeyeon. And get some sleep. If anything worsens call Jessica or the hospital. Do not go out and find a
cigarette.

Taeyeon rolls her eyes; a flick of the wrist and she signals for her sister to leave. Tiffany sighs and steps
out of the apartment. The door closes with a click and she looks at the documents in her hands. She bites
her lip once again. Was she ready to do an appointment all on her own, without Sooyoungs support? A
hand slips into her pocket, gripping the phone, but never pulling it out. Would Sooyoung answer if she
calls or text? The younger girl wouldnt even answer her when she was leaving.

With a heavy sigh, her hand slides out of her pocket and Tiffany begins her journey to the hospital.

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groan interrupts the words that were spewing forth from her mothers mouth. Am I making you
frustrated? Bored? She nods her head; it was now her mothers turn to groan. I dont know what
to do with you anymore, Sooyeon!

How about you do nothing? mutters Jessica.

You really expect me to do nothing while you act up? How am I supposed to do nothing when youve
kicked your little sister out of the house, when you let the girl that I disapprove of in and slept with her?!

Youre yelling for no reason again. And correction, states Jessica. Her hand raises; fingers curl except
for the index. Krystal went to the Choi house last night to hang with Sulli and she spent the night. I in no
way, shape or form kicked the brat out of the house. Nor did I sleep with Taeyeon; she was sick. I gave
her some pills and made her sleep on my bed. We slept side by side, not together. And lastly you didnt
disapprove of Taeyeon before the little demon decided to tell stories.

Mrs. Jungs face scrunches up. With her nose flaring, she exits out of the room and into the kitchen.
Within seconds the sounds of pots and pans banging echoes throughout the Jung house. Jessica rolls her
eyes at her mothers immatureness. The woman had to be in her forties and yet there she was throwing a
fit like some sort of teenager. Women and their hormones, mutters Jessica. She leans forward picking
up the remote that she had set down minutes earlier and begins channel surfing.

A small chuckle enters her ears; she turns and looks at her older brother who was laid out on the recliner.
You two are so much alike, states Yunho.

Jessicas expression drops. No, were not.

Yes, you are. Youre like a younger version of her. Its why you two cant get along. Yunho stretches
and turns to his younger sister, smiling. Youre like moms mini-me. Jessica makes a gagging noise;
hand shoots out, picking up a pillow and flinging it full force. It slams into Yunhos face and all that left
Yunhos mouth was an oof.

Shut up, you block head, states Jessica. Yunho nods his head, rubbing his face. Both of them calm
down and return to watching the television, allowing silence to take over.

Yunho takes a quick look at Jessica before turning back to the screen. Sooyeon, can I as you something
questions Yunho. His sister nods her head. What exactly is wrong with Taeyeon?

Jessicas eyes rip away from the drama; they land on her brother. Yunho looks her way, and she shrugs
her shoulders. Shes got some headaches that come and go; thats all. Why?

She just seemed extra pale today when she left this morning. Im just a little worried for your girlfriend.
You did say that she lives with Taemin, but Taemins no longer here. So that must means shes alone.
He turns back to the television, I just dont think a sick girl should be alone, you know what Im
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Its just a couple of headaches, Yunho, reassures Jessica. Shes had them for a while and nothing else
so far.

Shes had them for a while questions Yunho, turning back to the middle child. Sooyeon, has she had
any other symptoms? Something along the lines of blurred vision and neck pains? Jessica shakes her
head. Are you sure? She shakes her head again.

I dont know whats wrong with her besides the fact that she has headaches and that her cure to it
consists of drinking and smoking cigarettes.

Is she under a lot of stress? Jessica nods her head. How long and how often does she smoke?

She started when she was younger I believe. And she smokes every day. A suspicious look appears on
Jessicas face. What are you getting at, you wanna be doctor? What make believe disease is you
diagnosing her with?

A brain aneurysm. Theyre deadly if the rupture, you know? They either end with a stroke or death. You
should really get Taeyeon-

She cant afford a doctor, interrupts Jessica. Not when shes working minimum wage as a janitor and
has to pay rent and buy groceries all on her own, Yunho. Besides this is Taeyeon; if she can look people
twice her size in the eyes and kick their ass, then she can fight off some stupid headache. She can do that
right? Taeyeons not sick, right? Jessica takes a deep breath and shakes her head. What is she thinking?
Of course the midget wouldnt be sick. How in the world could she believe Yunhos words? The boy
wasnt even a doctor; hes nothing more than a college student. Hes not even in med school yet.

She stands, tossing him the remote to the television. Where are you off to, Sooyeon?

Jessica makes a face and crosses her arms. Where do you think? A small grin appears on Yunhos face.
Thanks for planting stupid thoughts and ideas in my head, you idiot.

His grin widens. Just doing my duty as the older brother. He waves goodbye, watching as Jessica head
to the front door. Make sure you tell Taeyeon I said hi. Jessica rolls her eyes; her hand encompasses the
doorknob, turning and pulling the door open. Oh you might want to hurry. Whos knows if it rupt-
The door slams shut, interrupting his statement. A small chuckle escapes his lips as he leans back.
Youre all mine now, he mumbles to himself, while looking at the remote. The door opens and looks up
to see Jessica reenter the house. With a raised brow, his eyes follow as she disappears down the hall,
emerging minutes later. Forget something?

Yeah, states Jessica. She bends down by the door fixing her shoe when Dog emerge and approaches
her. Ready, Dog? Dog barks, her tail wagging. Alright then, Jessica fixes her collar and hooks on the
leash before standing. Alright now, Im gone. Yunho gives her a smile and waves; Jessica snarls in
response. She opens the door, allowing Dog to leave first before following after. She closes the door and
looks around. Dog takes a seat, tilting her head. Were going to go see Taeyeon. Im sure you want to
see your owner, right? Dog lies down on the porch, rolling onto her side. Or not. Why dont you want
to visit your owner?

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Dog lazily barks, rolling onto her other side; tongue slips out and she closes her eyes. You dont like
Taeyeon much, do you? A yelp resonated from Dogs mouth. And why not? Jessica takes a seat beside
Dog, forgetting all about her plans to visit Taeyeon. Is it because she doesnt take care you and doesnt
show her love? Dogs only response was to look at the middle Jung. I understand sometimes she gets
her priorities all mixed. But I can assure you, if her family wasnt full of crazies and whatnot, youd be a
priority. Did you know she thought you were cold last night?

Are you talking to the dog again? Jessica looks up to see the youngest Jung standing in front of her.
Are you sure youre not the crazy one?

Hello to you too, Soojung, states Jessica. She stands and tugs on the leash, come on I could care less
about you not wanting to see her. And I cant leave you in the house with that raving lunatic whos my
mother I might come home to find you buried in the back yard. Now lets go. She tugs a little harder;
Dog reluctantly stands and begins walking.

Where are you going? asks Krystal curiously.

To visit Taeyeon. Moms being annoying again and Yunhos doing Yunho type things again. Id rather
be somewhere peaceful then here. Why? replies Jessica as she stops walking.

Do you mind if I tag along? asks Krystal; her head drops; eyes look at the ground beneath her feet.
Jessica shrugs her shoulders. She didnt need to speak. She knew that either way Krystal was going to tag
along, like how shes been doing for the past few days since she apologized. She turns and continues
walking dog with Krystal running after them.

Why arent you at the Chois? You said you were staying another day.

There was a lot of arguing this morning. Sooyoung has returned home also. So that means shes taking
her bed back. Krystal looks at her sister. So I left. It was getting a little awkward. Jessica nods her
head. Hand slips in her pocket, pulling out her phone. Fingers make quick work of sending Sooyoung a
message. She slips the phone back into her pocket. Who were you texting? Your girlfriend? questions
Krystal. Jessica rolls her eyes.

You know what I liked it better when you werent kissing my ass as a way for forgiveness. You were
less annoying then you are now, states Jessica bluntly. Krystal bites her lip; she lowers her head for the
second time. What is she to do now? Jessica hasnt been letting her make things up, so what does she do
now? Krystal stops walking, causing for the older girl to follow suit. Soojung.

Im just going to go back home since Im so annoying, states Krystal. She turns on her heels and takes
off running, not giving Jessica a chance to respond. A groan escapes the older girls lips.

I just screwed things up again, huh? mutters Jessica to herself. Dog barks in agreement. Who was
talking to you? states Jessica turning to look at the canine. A low growl emits from the animal. Oh
growl at me all you want. You wont be the first person to bark at me today, may I remind you. Dog sits
and turns her head away from Jessica. Stubborn just like your owner.

Jessica, are you arguing with a dog? More importantly are you arguing with Dog? Jessica looks over
her shoulder to see Tiffany approaching her. A smile graces Tiffanys lips as she kneels, petting her older

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sisters pet. You need a bath, states Tiffany as she looks at her hands, youre shedding. She turns
back to the older girl.

What are you doing way over here? questions Jessica.

I actually went to your house to find you, but your brother, Yunho is it? Jessica nods her head, he told
me you were walking Dog and was on your way to visit Taeng, explains Tiffany as she pushes herself up
into a standing position.

Why were you looking for me? They begin walking.

I wanted to know if Sooyoung was okay. She kind of stormed out of the apartment this morning with her
bag full of clothes. Jessica takes a side wards glance at the younger girl. I know what youre more than
likely thinking. What happened? And what did I do to your best friend? I didnt do anything really.
Tiffany takes a deep breath. She Sooyoung really has feelings for me, doesnt she?

I cant really say, answers Jessica honestly. She just couldnt because she doesnt really know whats
going on Sooyoungs head. But if I was to say based off the fact that Im her best friend and I know her
the best out of me and you yeah Sooyoung might have developed some sort of feelings for you. Its
only natural Jessica turns fully and looks at Tiffany, Youre pretty hot, Tiffany. And if I was in
Sooyoungs place Id more than likely develop something for you.

But youre gay, states Tiffany. Sooyoungs not really gay right? I mean she said the kiss you shared
was purely, um experimental. So Sooyoungs not really gay. She turns and looks at Jessica.

Sooyoung is gay bisexual the least. Sooyoung harbors feelings for girls, Tiffany. You know that. I
know that. The Chois know it. Jessicas face scrunches lightly. Are you denying the fact that Sooyoung
is in love with girls because she likes you?

You dont think its going to be awkward if we date? I mean I dated her brother for a year and some
months. We were engaged. I have a son with him. And then I turn around and date her people will start
talking, Jessica. I dont think I can deal with that type of negative attention. And Sooyoung wont be able
to.

But I think you like Sooyoung, states Jessica. You dote on her. You continuously check up on her,
making sure shes okay, that shes eaten and slept correctly and what not. Youve put her name on the
birth certificate. If anything you can call your relationship with Siwon a lie. Say that he was a cover up
with Sooyoung and that Sooyoung is really the person that you were dating. You can say that Siwon was
just a donor for yours and Sooyoungs relationship. I mean there is so much you can do, Tiffany if you
really like Sooyoung, which you do by the way but is too stubborn to see it. Sort of like Taeyeon.
Tiffany stops walking and looks at her hands.

Does she like Sooyoung as more than a friend? Is that why shes avoiding the talk and has been since
Sooyoung admitted her feelings. Inhale. Exhale. Her slender digits slither through her locks. But shes
straight. Shes been straight since she could remember. There is no way for her to have developed
feelings for a girl. Having doubts? Tiffany looks at Jessica. From one gay person to another. You are
gay.

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How would you know?

Once again. From one gay person to another you, Tiffany Hwang, are gay. Youve pinged my radar just
like your sisters. Tiffanys face falls blank. Dont believe me? She shakes her head. Well you can
stay in denial and go live your life miserably or you can embrace it. Jessica slings an arm around
Tiffanys shoulder, Theres nothing wrong with being gay. The make outs are hotter. The couples are
undeniably hotter. Besides gays have all the fun. Tiffany shifts a little, feeling uncomfortable. She
pushes Jessica arm off. What disgusted now? Jessicas statement catches her off guard. Was she
disgusted?

Tiffany backs away, looking at her feet. Im Im going to go and visit Seohyun at the center. She
turns and takes off running away from Jessica, never answering her question. Jessica sighs and looks at
Dog.

Thats the third person that Ive chased off today. I must be on a roll or something, huh? Dog turns her
back to Jessica, Oh youre just mad because Im taking you to see Taeyeon. You and your owner have to
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he door closes softly, clicking lock. Shoes slip off her feet; she kneels and removes the leash from
Dogs collar. Standing, she looks around the apartment for any sign of her girlfriend. Not seeing
any, she heads straight for the balcony, slipping it open and giving Dog enough space to exit and
enter. Turning on her heels, Jessica heads straight for Taeyeons room since that is where shell
most likely be.

Knuckles rap against the door and she waits for an answer. Not receiving one, Jessica opens the door and
slips inside, closing it shut behind her. Eyes automatically fall upon the small body on the bed. Jessica
crosses the room quickly, taking a seat immediately upon the bed. She leans over; eyes ghost over
Taeyeons flushed face. Maybe you are sick, she mumbles. Fingers lightly trace over Taeyeons face.
The older girls face scrunches and she swats Jessicas hand away. Taeyeon are you awake?

No Im sleeping, mumbles Taeyeon as she rolls away. Jessica rolls her eyes.

How are you sleeping and answering my question at the same time?

Sleep talking, mumbles Taeyeon. A small laugh escapes the younger girls lips.

You seem pretty conscious about what youre doing, mumbles Jessica as she leans over Taeyeon,
taking a look at the older girls face again. One eye opens and stares back at her. A smile forms on her
face. Taeyeon closes her eye.

What are you so happy about, mutters Taeyeon into her pillow.

Nothing, states Jessica. How are your headaches? she asks; fingers slide into Taeyeons hair, playing
with it. Taeyeon mutters something but the pillow ends up muffling it. What? She opens both eyes and
looks at the girl who was leaning over her.

I said theyre fine, now as long as no one comes in and ruins my peaceful moment. Why? Jessica sits
up. She shrugs her shoulders; she didnt really want to admit that she was worried about Taeyeon. That
would make things weird, at least from her view it would. She and Taeyeon had just restarted dating and
being extremely worried for her would be kind of creepy wouldnt it? And not to mention, Taeyeon
would probably get a laugh out of it and end up embarrassing her once again. I think you do know,
states Taeyeon, while rolling back over to look at Jessica. She sits up; eyes look over the younger girls
profile. Jessica.

My brother is an idiot, states Jessica in a huff. Youve got nothing but a headache. Her face scrunches
and she crosses her arms. One of the older girls brow rises. What?

I could ask you the same thing, Jessica huffs for a second time, so what are you doing here?

I came to see if you were feeling any better. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. Shes been feeling off and
on. Sleep did help but only a little. A yawn escapes as she stretches. Pushing back the covers, Taeyeon
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Bathroom, youre more than welcomed to join, answers Taeyeon. Jessicas face falls blank; a pink tinge
spreads across her ears and cheeks. A laugh echoes throughout the room, causing for the younger girl to
growl. A hand wraps around a nearby pillow, flinging it at Taeyeon. The smaller girl ducks before
sprinting out of the room.

You pervert! shouts Jessica. Taeyeons laugh echoes throughout the house. Stop laughing that
wasnt even funny! The younger girl stands and walks to the bedroom door, peeking her head out. Her
head turns and eyes look down the hall, connecting with Taeyeons. The older girl waves and disappears
into the bathroom, slamming the door shut. Jessica sighs and exits the bedroom, heading straight for the
couch. Her body falls back onto the piece of furniture scaring that animal that resting on the other end.
Dog raises her head and looks at Jessica. A low growl emits from her before she sets her head back down.
Shut up, states Jessica, or else Ill leave you here when I go home.

Who are you talking to? asks Taeyeon while emerging from the hall. She walks around the couch; eyes
automatically fall upon Dog. Oh. Taeyeon takes the seat beside Jessica, receiving a growl from her
pet. She turns and looks at Jessica. Your dog, your problems. Taeyeons face goes blank; head turns
and she looks at Dog.

Jessicas mine, states Taeyeon as she leans against the younger girl. Another growl emits from Dog.
Yeah, yeah growl all you want. Remember who here supplies your food. You might sleep at Jessicas
house and on her bed. But Im the one who supplies her with your food and snacks, you stubborn mutt -
Ow! Taeyeon turns back to Jessica. Her hand shuts straight for her head, rubbing it, what in the world
was that for? Trying to give me another headache?

Dog is not a mutt, states Jessica. Her hand pushes Taeyeons away and begins massaging the older girls
head, so dont call her that. And you wonder why she growls at you. You need to treat her more nicely,
you know. Out of everyone who will come into your life, shes going to be the only one that will stay by
your side.

Are you saying youre not? questions Taeyeon, catching Jessica off guard. Her hand slips and lands on
Taeyeons cheek. So I take that as a yes, you wont be there. Taeyeons hand grabs hold of Jessicas
pulling it away from her cheek. Eyes connect. Well thats okay, states Taeyeon, its bound to happen
anyways. People come and go in life so you leaving shouldnt be that big of a deal, right. I mean were
just casually dating, nothing serious. She sets Jessicas hand on Jessicas lap and stands. Cigarette
break. Heading towards the shelf, she picks up the pack of cigarettes, pulling one of the cancer sticks out
and slipping it between her lips. She steps out onto the balcony, closing the glass door.

Jessica sighs. She looks at Dog who was looking back at her. I said something I shouldnt have, huh?
Dog rolls over. I guess I should apologize. Dogs tongue slides out of her mouth. Youre not paying
attention to me, are you? Dog climbs off the couch and heads in the direction of the kitchen. How are
you going to walk away from me? Dog stops for a quick second before continuing. Jessica huffs and
crosses her arms. Just like your stupid owner.

So you think Im stupid? Jessicas head snaps in the direction of Taeyeon. She shakes her head. But
you just said that Dog is just like your stupid owner. That must mean that you think Im stupid. Jessica

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opens her mouth to justify herself when Taeyeon breaks out into a laugh. You should see you face.
Jessica puffs her cheeks; a pout forms.

And here I was thinking I hurt your feelings, you stupid meanie, mutters Jessica. And all you can do is
crack a joke. No scratch that - that is all you can do. Everything is a joke

I like to joke, states Taeyeon. You should take me joking around as something positive. It means that
Im officially comfortable being around you. She smiles and crosses the room. I dont mean to hurt
your feelings, honestly. The younger girl huffs once again. Jessica, calls out Taeyeon. Jessica. The
younger girl turns away. Taeyeon takes a seat on the couch beside her. Jessica. She slides off the couch.
Sica, she calls out. Jessica freezes slightly at the nickname, but then she quickly resumes ignoring the
older girl. Taeyeon sighs. Maybe she did go a little over board with the playful behavior. I am really
sorry, Sooyeon. Hearing her Korean name, Jessica freezes again. Her mind temporarily shuts down and
all she could do was breath and blink. I guess I went a little over board and stuff. And if I hurt your
feelings in any way, shape or form, then I am truly sorry.

She moves in front of the younger girls, sitting on her knees; eyes head straight for Jessicas face,
looking for any sign that the Jessica had accepted her apology. Jessica slowly turns her head, You are
mean and evil.

Says the girl who called me stupid, counters Taeyeon. I wonder what else you call me behind my
back. Taeyeon stands and turns looking at the television. Fingers rake through her hair, I didnt mean
that. It was a natural reflex, she mutters. Ihow am I the mean and evil person? Ive never did
anything mean intentionally, not even when we first met. In fact I believe I behaved like a normal civilian
and it was Yoong who was the outspoken one. Yes? And I also believe you were the mean one so how
could I be mean? She turns back to the younger girl, huh? Can you answer She pauses and grabs
hold of her head. A hiss comes from her.

Jessica quickly pushes herself onto her feet. She places a hand over Taeyeons. A sense of guilt
overcomes her. Did she just cause for the headaches to return? Sorry, she whispers. I didnt mean to
call you stupid. It just sort of came out. And I dont talk about you behind your back; in fact I sit there and
defend you from others. But Taeyeon, there really are times when you act mean; you are always joking
and embarrassing me. Taeyeon tilts her head back and their eyes meet again.

Sica, whispers Taeyeon.

I like it better when you said: Sooyeon. I like the way it rolls off your tongue. Much softer and much
more delicate then the way my family says it. Theirs is always harsh since Im always getting yelled at.
Its a nice change for once, rambles Jessica. She gives Taeyeon a soft smile; her hand falls, grabbing
hold of Taeyeons free one. Ill forgive you, if you promise to call me Sooyeon.

Taeyeons face scrunches up. Is that a no?

I thats like an intimate name, right? questions Taeyeon. I mean everyone calls you Jessica. And I
heard Sooyoung say Sica, which is why I said it. But when you didnt answer I thought maybe Sooyeon
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What makes you think its intimate?

Only your family calls you that. I just thought that Are we even at that A look of confusion
spreads across Taeyeons face, as she continues holding onto her head. Jessicas smile grows.

I want my girlfriend to call me by that name. Shes going to call me by that name, understand?

Did they call you by that name? questions Taeyeon, releasing her head. You know Hara, Donghae
and them. Did any of your exes call you by Jessica shakes her head no. Oh Jessica laughs a quiet
laugh; her grip on Taeyeons hand tightens.

Well work things out later. For now, lets work on that headache. Do you have any pills left to take for
your headache or do I have to go out and buy some? questions Jessica.

In my room there should be a few left. Jessica nods her head; she pulls Taeyeon in the direction of the
bedroom. The older girl stumbles a bit, trying to keep up with Jessicas pace. Whats the rush?
questions Taeyeon. Jessica ignores the question. Are you trying to drug me and get me in bed? Jessica
releases Taeyeons hand. It was a joke you need to loosen up. Jessica enters the bedroom. She
quickly turns around; hands shoot out, grabbing hold of the older girls shirt, pulling her into the room.
One hand releases her, slamming the door shut, before reclaiming its place.

Taeyeons eyes quickly close; her back collides with the door. Jessica I mean, Sooyeon, states
Taeyeon while shaking her head. One eye opens followed by the other, only to quickly widen at how
close Jessicas face was to hers. Soo-Sooyeon? The slightly taller girl takes a step closer; their noses
touch. Jessicas dark orbs meet Taeyeons before dropping to the smaller girls lips, which break into a
grin. You know if you wanted a kiss you could have just asked. The younger girls eyes automatically
meets Taeyeons once again. She releases Taeyeon and backs away.

You werent Taeyeon breaks into a laugh. She pushes herself off the doo; feet move her body slowly
towards Jessica. Jessica, noticing Taeyeon coming towards her, takes a step back for every step Taeyeon
takes. The back of her legs collide with the soft mattress.

Checkmate, states Taeyeon with a grin. Jessicas face drops; the color drains. Her body shakes.
Taeyeon laughs even louder. You should totally see your face right now, she states. One hand grabs her
side; the other points a finger at Jessica. Priceless Jessica snarls. Raising one hand, it curls and slams
into Taeyeons shoulder. Ow! Jessica ignores the outburst and continues swinging on Taeyeon.
Jessica! The younger girl puts more force behind her hits, Ow! Jessica, stop! Sooyeon that hurts!

Taeyeon moves back a little; Jessicas hand shoots out and grabs hold of her shirt, pulling her back in.
Taking a deep breath, Taeyeons hand attempt to stop Jessicas since Jessica wasnt stopping on her own.
They struggle, trying to overpower each other. They fall back on the bed; Taeyeon on top of Jessica.
Using both of her hands, Jessica forces Taeyeon off of her. She climbs back on top of Taeyeon and
continues hitting her. Sooyeon! shouts Taeyeon, while grabbing hold of Jessicas hands and stopping
the fight. Both chest rise and fall quickly; pants and heavy breathing fills the air. That should be enough,
right? comments Taeyeon. Jessica rolls her eyes; her hand pulls Taeyeons up to her mouth; teeth close
down tightly on Taeyeons hand, Ow! Jessica!

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The door bursts open, Taeyeon are you oh Oh! The older girls turn and look at Sooyoung who was
starring at them wide-eyed. I didnt mean to interrupt anything. The door quickly closes and Jessica
crawls off.

She thinks we were doing it, states Taeyeon, laughing. Jessica grunts and slaps Taeyeon on the thigh,
Ow! Are you always this violent? If so I should have befriended you a long time ago. We could have
used a person like you in our group.

Sorry to burst your bubble, but Im not a delinquent.

Right, cause Krystal is. Jessica grunts a second time, slapping her again. Alright alright I get it.
Jessica leans over Taeyeon, grabbing Taeyeons glass of water and the bottle of pills. Waiting for
Taeyeon to sit up, she hands her the glass prior to opening the bottle of pills.

Here, she passes her two and watches as Taeyeon takes them. Now sleep.

I was doing that before someone came to visit, counters Taeyeon.

You dont want me to visit?

I like it when you visit. Taeyeon turns and looks at Jessica. She lies down, pulling the younger girl
beside her. When you visit I forget about things for a while, you know. Nothings important when
youre around really. It may seem like it, but its not. Jessica scoots in closer to Taeyeon; her hands
begin playing with the older girls. She takes a deep breath and looks at the crown of Jessicas head.
After break, its our senior year, mumbles Taeyeon, promise after you leave to college that we will
still remain friends. Jessica tilts her head back.

There is nothing to promise, Taeyeon, responds Jessica. She gives Taeyeon a smile, I cant actually
believe that Im saying this to a delinquent, but I dont think Id ever want to lose your friendship, even if
we do break up. Her smile widens as she leans in placing a kiss on the corner of Taeyeons mouth. Her
gaze drops back to their hands. Now no more thinking, go to sleep.

But Sooyoungs here and she and Tiffany are fighting.

Sooyoung likes your sister. Your sister is unsure what she feels towards Sooyoung. Your sister is also
gay and in denial, states Jessica, and we are not going to interfere. Let them work things out on their
own. Besides jumping into their problems is going to make you more stressed out and affect your
headaches.

Taeyeon sighs. Tiffanys gay?

Jessica nods her head. Trust me on this Tiffany pings my gaydar. Not a lot really, but enough to
assumes that she is at the very least bisexual. And Tiffany has feelings for Sooyoung, but with everything
thats happened in their life shes a little confused and going through some sort of identity crisis. Shell
come around sooner or later. If shes drunk, then much more sooner. Taeyeon nods her head, feeling a
little drowsy. She pulls Jessica in closer, allowing her eyes to close.

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The room gets quiet, except for her breathing and the soft breaths coming from Taeyeon. She looks back
up at the older girl, finding her asleep. Yunho is definitely a block head, she murmurs, placing a quick
chaste kiss on the sleeping girls lips. Her head drops to Taeyeons chest and she resumes playing with
Taeyeons fingers, waiting for the older girl to wake up.

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he blinks repeatedly trying to erase the image that was implanted in her head. How can she be so
stupid to burst into Taeyeons room without knocking? She closes her eyes tightly and shakes her
head. She should have known that they were more than likely doing something and that Taeyeon
wasnt in pain. The older girl was clearly calling Jessicas name. Her eyes open and she freezes; her
face heats up. Oh god, she mumbles. Her speed increases; she runs around the room picking up the
items she left behind, flinging them in her backpack. Stopping in the middle of Taemins room, she looks
around the room; eyes scanning to see if she was missing anything. Seeing nothing of hers, she picks up
her bag.

Slinging it over her shoulder, she turns and exits the room. Walking down the hall, she stops in front of
Taeyeons door. With a deep breath, her knuckles rap against the door. Not getting an answer, she closes
her eyes and opens the door sticking her head in. Tae-Taeyeon?

Open your eyes, Soo, calls out Jessica. Were not doing anything. And we werent doing anything.
Sooyoung slowly opens her eyes; blinking, she spots Jessica lying beside Taeyeon. What do you need?

Sooyoung shakes her head, nothing. I was just getting the stuff that I left behind. Can you let Taeyeon
know that Im heading back home permanently? Oh and that Im very thankful that she allowed me to
stay here. Jessicas face scrunches slightly. She wasnt so sure she wanted Sooyoung to return back to
the Choi house. But remembering her words that she told Taeyeon, she keeps quiet. Oh and I left some
cash on the counter top in the kitchen in a white envelope. It should cover for the time I spent here, as
well as cover anything needed for the baby. She turns to leave when she hears the bed creak. Stopping
she turns back, finding Jessica sliding off the bed. Need something, Sica?

Just walking you out and locking the door. Oh, your spare key? Sooyoung stops, patting herself down.

I think its in the envelope, states Sooyoung. If not Ill drop it off at your place later on tonight.
Jessica nods her head; both girls stop just before the front door. Thats all. Jessica nods her head, so
you guys werent

NO! shouts Jessica, slapping Sooyoung on the arm. Seriously why is everyone I hang out with a bunch
of pervs? She groans, And what would make you think wed be doing that? We havent even been
going out that long.

I justwell after walking in on you and Har- Jessicas hand quickly covers Sooyoungs mouth. She
places the index finger of her free hand against her on lips, signaling for Sooyoung to be quiet. Sooyoung
nods her head; Jessica slowly removes her hand and looks down the hall. You havent told her?

No thats not something you tell your girlfriend. I mean it is, but you just doing bring it up without a
cause. Jessica shakes her head, crossing her arms. Never mind forget I even asked that question. Ill
swing by your house later tonight on my way home. Sooyoung nods her head; her hand grabs the door,
opening it. Alright, Ill see you later. Jessica turns and heads down the hall with Dog on her heels.

Sooyoung sighs and exits the apartment. She closes the door softly, heading towards the staircase. Her
foot barely makes it to the second step when Tiffany comes in to view. Her breath hitches. Should she

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run? Should she continue walking as if Tiffany doesnt exist? Or should she speak. Tiffany continues
walking up the stairs, stopping right before her. Um Sooyoung is it okay if we- Sooyoung takes off
sprinting down the stairs, going two by two. Tiffany sighs and takes off after the taller girl. Sooyoung!
Sooyoung ignores the calls and continues running down the stairs.

I know you hear me you giant! shouts Tiffany. Sooyoung stops in her tracks; her eyes close. Sooyoung
looks over her shoulder. She swallows the lump in her throat at the sight of Tiffanys intense gaze. So
youre going to stop talking to me and stop acknowledging me as your friend, Sooyoung?! Sooyoung
turns away from Tiffany and takes off running down the stairs, again. Tiffany sighs in frustration; she
takes a seat on the stairs. Im not gay, she whispers to herself. I like Sooyoung but only as a friend. I
cant like her anymore than that. I mean Im straight, so there is no way that I could have feelings for her.
Besides shes my sons aunt. Another frustrated sigh and she looks up the stairs towards Taeyeons
apartment. Taengs gay maybe she can She shakes her head, What am I thinking? Im not gay. I,
Stephanie Hwang Miyoung, am not and will never be gay. Im straight, damn it Im straight. Both
hands slide into her locks. Im straight, she repeats. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. How could she doubt that
shes straight? Shes straight. She is straight, right?

~~~
Fingers trace over the incubator; eyes stare down at the baby boy inside. A sigh escapes her lips. Has
your daddy come to visit you lately? asks Tiffany while starring at her son. And I dont mean Siwon
we both know hes not allowed in here even if he has decided to get help. She looks up at the
machines, Im talking about your daddy, Sooyoung. Has she come to visit you? Or has she left me on
my own to figure things out with you? she questions. Five days, you know five days since Ive seen
her on the stairs. And we have another meeting with your doctors to figure things out. I dont think I can
last another meeting without her there.

Her eyes drop back on her baby, Do you think I made a mistake when I ran that morning? Maybe I
should have stayed. But what good would that be? I meanIm not like her, or your Auntie Taeyeon, or
Jessica. Im not gay. Im straight. I know I am. Footsteps echo throughout the NICU center; she turns
half hoping it would be Sooyoung, only to have the hope diminish at the sight of her sons nurse.

Hows he doing? questions his nurse, as she examines the machines.

Hes good, answers Tiffany, say has um the girl that usually visits come lately?

Short or tall? The nurse asks while writing down his information.

The tall one?

Nope, havent seen her lately. The nurse sets her pen down and looks at Tiffany. Have you chosen a
name for him yet? Or are we staff members going to continue calling him Baby Hwang?

It was Sooyoungs choice or at least it was a joint decision. So no, not yet, answers Tiffany while
crossing her arms. She watches as the nurse washes her hands and applies hand sanitizer. What are you
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Im just going to adjust some of his tubes and wires. Its nothing that Mommy should worry about.
Tiffanys dark orbs watch curious as the nurse opens one of the small hatches and sticks her hands inside,
adjusting what she said she was going to adjust. You know its okay for you to touch him. His immune
system is getting stronger, but youll still have to wash your hands and apply some hand sanitizer.
Tiffany nods her head. She knows. In fact shes known for a while, but shes always decided against it,
wanting him to get as healthy as possible with no interference. The nurse removes her hand and closes the
hatch. Well thats all. Ill be over there, call if you need anything, Mommy. Tiffany nods her head
again. Her eyes drop on her son; she takes a deep breath.

Placing her hand flat against the incubator, she smiles a little, Ill be back. If not me then maybe Auntie
Taeyeon will visit you later. Right now I have to find a summer job to help your aunt with the bills. I
love you, she says. She backs away from her son, turning and heading for the exit. Walking through both
sets of doors she runs into Sooyoung. Sooyoung freezes at the sight of Tiffany again. Tiffany gives her a
smile and continues walking. She wants to stop and go back to Sooyoung, but that would make things
even more awkward between the two of them. She sighs, stopping her tracks. Why did things have to
become so awkward between them?

Hi, she looks over her shoulders at Sooyoung who was waving. She forces her smile to widen, only to
frown. Did she just say hi? After five days shes finally shows up and says hi?

Now you want to say hi? questions Tiffany crossing her arms for the second time. Why wait five
days? Why didnt you say hi to me on the stairwell, huh?

I didnt want to make things anymore awkward then they already are, states Sooyoung, honestly. What
was I supposed to do after what happen that morning, huh? I freaked you out. I made you uncomfortable.
Its why I left. Its why I packed my things and left. I didnt want you to be uncomfortable. Sooyoung
sighs and ruffles her hair.

So you ignore me for five days?

I I figured you wanted some space. Youve been in an abusive relationship with my brother for over a
year. You break up and I accidentally spill my feelings. I if I was in your shoes it would be too much to
handle. So I was just trying to make things more comfortable for you. What else was I to do, Tiffany?
You ran. You put emphasis on the fact that Im nothing but an aunt. Sooyoung takes a deep breath
calming herself down. I Im fine with the idea of you not liking me the way I like you. It was
something I should have expected since youre straight. Im fine She looks off to the side. Im just
going to give you some space and give myself some space, but we can stay friends, right? She looks up
at the smaller girl.

Tiffany frowns. Friends? Could she really be friends with Sooyoung? I see, Sooyoungs words snap her
out of her daze. Friends, is too much to ask for. Sooyoung sighs; she ruffles her hair again. Um Ill
leave then. You can let me know when hes able to go home thats only if you want to. I mean I dont
want my name on the birth certificate and not be able to provide. Sooyoung begins walking in Tiffanys
direction, trying to pass by her.

Tiffany reaches out to grab hold of the taller girls arm, only to have Sooyoung pull away. Sooyoung.
Sooyoung ignores her and continues walking away. Sooyoung. Choi Sooyoung, I know you hear me

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calling you! Sooyoung stops; Tiffany takes a deep breath. Im sorry I cant like you the way you like
me. Believe me. Ive thought of every plausible thing. I really have. I even spoke to Jessica and she had
this wild idea of me being gay. I spoke to Seohyun and Seohyun said that I fell in love with a personality,
a person and not a gender. Ive done everything I can but Im not gay. I cant I cant be gay.
Sooyoung nods her head and continues walking. Sooyoung!

If you dont like me if you dont want to be friends and if you are not gay, let me leave, please,
whispers Sooyoung loud enough for Tiffany to hear. Since Im not going to visit him I might as well
head out to my counseling session.

Counseling? questions Tiffany.

Sooyoung nods her head. I attend therapy with Siwon. Its what Ive been doing the past five days. Ive
been giving you a break and Ive been helping myself. Sooyoung turns and looks at Tiffany. What kind
of parents would either I or Siwon be, if we were what we were? She looks down at her feet. Is that
all? Tiffany nods her head. Sooyoung turns back, walking away once again.

Tiffany wants to call out after her again. She doesnt know why but she doesnt want Sooyoung to leave
her again. Her mouth opens but no words come out. She closes her mouth as Sooyoung rounds the corner
disappearing from sight. Tiffany turns her gaze towards the nearby wall, wanting to smash her face into it.
What did you just do? she mumbles to herself, you not only lost a friend but some sort of support, you
idiot. Youre no longer Taeyeons priority. You have to remember that. She sighs and slinks to the floor;
her back against the wall. What now? she whispers. What now? Hands slide into her hair, tugging on it.
She feels like crying; she bites her lip to hold back the tears. What is wrong with you, Stephanie?

~~~
Arms stretch up; a long yawn escapes her lips. She blinks and turns looking at her tutor. Confused with
something, Yoona? Yoona shakes her head. Alright, are you hungry or thirsty? The younger girl
shakes her head again. Yuri looks up from checking over Yoonas paper and finally looks the younger girl
in the eyes. Do you need something?

Nothing, states Yoona. Im just taking a break. My mind can only process so much. You should know
that by now. Go back to editing my work, so I can rewrite that one.

Yuri sighs and turns her attention back to the paper, well aware of Yoonas eyes still on her. What could
Yoona possibly find so interesting about her, in this state right now? Shes not wearing anything fancy; in
fact Yuri was just wearing a tee and some jeans (that Boa picked out, stating something along the lines
that it would catch Yoonas attention). So was it the clothes? She shakes her head. Yoona wouldnt find
this interesting. Did she have something on her face? Her free hand slides across her face. But Yoonas
eyes dont budge.

A sigh and she sets the pen down; head raises and eyes connect again. Yoona why are you looking at me
like that? Yoona shrugs her shoulders. She doesnt know. Ever since her talk with Yuris annoying but
funny older sister, shes been constantly looking at her. She huffs and crosses her arms. A pout forming
on her face. Yoona?

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Whats your dream, Yuri? asks Yoona curiously. I mean ugh, never mind forget the weird
question. Yoona turns in her seat, directing her eyes to her other assignment.

Yuri nods her head and goes back to editing, I dont really have a dream, whispers Yuri. Yoonas hand
stops moving. Dreams are something that only happen every one in a million. But I do have some goals.
Would you like to hear one of them? Yoona nods her head. I want I want to its quite complicated
to explain really, but one of my goals is helping people. She turns and looks at Yoona. I want to show
people that they can become more than what they seem on the outside, you know? She smiles a little and
leans back in her chair. I volunteer at the Youth Center because so many of the people there are broken.
My goal in life is to be a person that shows them theyre not broken. That even if they think they are, as
long as there are people willing to help them, then they are not. Do you understand?

Calling me stupid? mutters Yoona as she too leans back, propping her feet on the Kwons kitchen table.
Yuri shakes her head no. So you want to be something along the lines of a therapist?

Social worker, states Yuri. Not exactly a high paying job, but someone has to do it.

Youll suck at it, mumbles Yoona. Her eyes close. Yuri will definitely suck at it. She wants to make
people feel better about themselves, yet here she is, making Yoona feel bad about her background. And
its not even intentional. Yuris smile fades.

Would she really suck at it? She blinks. But shes doing such a good job at the Center that theyve hired
her on. She now earns a pay check. Become something, better Yuri, yeah? Youre smart enough. Youve
got the brains to become someone. Watch you become like the next Bill Gates or something. And then
you can leave this crappy neighborhood.

But thats not what I want, states Yuri. I want to go to school and become a social worker, so I can live
in this crappy neighborhood. So I can help people in this neighborhood, Yoona. Yoona opens an eye.
Those are my goals.

Screw goals and dream big, yeah? Yuri shakes her head. Yuri come on, use your humongous brain.
You dont belong in this neighborhood. Everyone knows you dont belong here. Come next year, youll
be graduating with Taeng, Jessica and even Tiffany. Youll be that boring old valedictorian giving off that
boring speech. And then thats it. Youll go to college, get a bachelors, a masters and even a doctorates
degree. Youll become a CEO of your own company. Youll be Kwon Yuri, the girl who grew up in this
town. Theyll make a movie about your life and

Stop! shouts Yuri, startling Yoona. The chair tips back; the younger girl spills across the kitchen floor.
Yoona! Yuri quickly turns and looks at Yoona, making sure she didnt crack or break anything.

Everything okay? Yuri looks over her shoulder as she kneels beside the younger girl. Eyes land on her
sister. Is Yoona okay?

Im fine, groans Yoona, not the first time. She looks at Yuri, glaring at the older girl. Boa approaches
the table taking a seat across from Yuris seat. Yoona stands and so does Yuri. Ow theres going to be
a bump, mumbles Yoona while rubbing the back of her head.

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No sleeping for a while, states Yuri as she straightens Yoonas chair. Ive learned that sleeping after a
head injury can be fatal. You might have given yourself a concussion. Or you might have injured you
brain. She moves standing in front of Yoona. How many fingers am I holding up?

Yoona blinks and stares at the long slender fingers before her. Four?she questions. Yuri sighs; her free
hand grasps a pen. She lifts the writing instrument in front of Yoonas face.

Follow this okay? Without turning your head.

Im fine. I just bumped my head. Im not drunk or anything, states Yoona, pushing Yuris hand away.
Lets just finish working. She pushes Yuri out of her way and takes a seat. The youngest Kwon sighs
again and takes her seat.

So what are we working on? questions Boa, even though she could really care less at the moment. The
only reason why she entered the room was because she heard her sister yelling.

Nothing. Dont you have something else to do, maybe like your boyfriend? Boa rolls her eyes. He
dumped you huh? I was wondering when hed finally figure out he was chasing after the wrong girl,
comments Yuri.

Like you. whispers Yoona quietly. Ive got to go. Yoona stands and begins sliding things into her
backpack, messily. The school is sending someone to check up on me. She looks at Yuri. Ill see you
around, Nerd. She quickly exits out of the room and house, leaving the Kwon sisters alone. Yuri sighs.
Her shoulders slump; head falls upon the table.

What are you doing? questions Boa. Yuri lifts her head slightly. You are hopeless. Go catch up and
walk her home. She lifts her head all the way and stares at her sister. Yuri you are an idiot. You want
her, make her yours. Go walk her home. Hold her hand, her bag anything. Just dont let this
opportunity slip. Now go! Yuri quickly stands and runs out of the room, following her sisters orders. A
triumphant smile forms on Boas face. Im good.

~~~
She slips her phone out of her pocket; fingers move quickly, dialing Taeyeons number. Come on Kim.
You better answer. The phone rings; Taeyeon never picks up. With a growl she leaves the message,
Kim you have an emergency. Call me back asap. She hangs up and slips the phone into her pocket.

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ne hand forces the door open; the other reaches down beside her and grabs the overly large trash
bag. With a sigh, she steps out of the building and out into the alleyway behind it. The gravel
crunches beneath her work boots as she makes her way to the large dumpster. A grunt escapes
and she tosses the bag into the bin. Stupid low paying job, she mumbles to herself. She backs
away from the horrendous smell and leans against the wall. Fingers make quick work of pulling off her
glove, pulling her pack of cancer sticks out of her pocket, slipping one out and immediately lighting it.
Another sigh exits, this one being more content. Eyes close and Taeyeon begins enjoying the cigarette.

One eye opens and she pull out her phone checking for any new messages. After the first one stating that
there was an emergency, shes been on some sort of high alert. Seeing nothing on the screen, she sighs
again. Her eye closes. She takes another puff of the cigarette. I wonder what could possibly be the
issue, she whispers to herself. Its not Krystal. Ive already contacted her. And Sooyeon should be
fine she should be on her way this way with my lunch. Tiffanys fine. Her face scrunches up and she
looks down at her boots.

The door opens; she lifts her head, finding Sunny. She rolls her eyes. Do you need something?
questions Taeyeon, irritation clear in her voice. Sunny laughs it off, walking towards the older girl. Need
anything Sunkyu?

Really? Youre going to call me by my full name? questions Sunny in return. Taeyeon Taeyeon
Sunny stops in front of her; the younger girls hand shoots out, shoving Taeyeon against the wall. You
work for me, remember? She leans in a bit. I got you this job, remember that. And since Ive got you
the job that means, you owe me a favor. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. Favor after favor. Thats all these people
want. How in the world could Krystal have wanted a part of this?

What? mumbles Taeyeon. Her fingers accidentally allow the cigarette to slip from her fingers. A grunt
escapes her lips. Damn it , she states looking down at the cigarette, that was a perfectly good one. She
looks back at Sunny, glaring. What?

Key owes me money. And I havent gotten it. Taeyeons glare drops and she stares at Sunny with a
blank face. I know you know something. Im not an idiot. You worked for me before remember?
Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. Whatever. Just listen. Your girlfriends little sister wants to play bad girl,
she can play. If I dont receive my cut for the stuff I provided, Im going after her. Understand?

How much exactly does Krystal owe? questions Taeyeon. Her fingers wrap around Sunnys wrist,
pulling the small hand away.

More than you can provide, Taeyeon. Youd have to rob a bank, which I highly doubt, Kim would do.
Hasnt Kim gone good? remarks Sunny. Taeyeon rolls her eyes for a second time. She adjusts her work
clothes. Just get me the money. Either she can deliver it - no, scratch that. Shes delivering it to me. Its
the only way shell get off the hook. Sunny backs away. Midnight, tonight, Taeyeon. I want it delivered
here by midnight tonight. She walks back to the door. Ill text you the amount.

And if she doesnt pay? questions Taeyeon, slightly worried.

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You know how these things go. Sunny disappears behind the door. Taeyeon sighs and slides against the
wall, all the way to the floor. Fingers slide through her hair.

What the hell did you get yourself into Krystal? she questions quietly to herself. The door opens again
and Taeyeon looks up; eyes meet with Jessicas smile. Sooyeon. Jessicas smile widens.

I was waiting for you in the lobby, but Sunny said you were out here smoking a cigarette, states Jessica
while entering the alleyway. I was just delivering your lunch. Taeyeon stands as Jessica walks over to
her. Its just a sandwich and some water. Nothing special. Taeyeon smiles. I said it was nothing
special. Taeyeon looks Jessica in the eyes; Jessica automatically sees the distress in them. Whats
wrong?

Nothing, states Taeyeon shaking her head.

Taeyeon.

Sooyeon, nothing is wrong. Unless you count the fact that rent is due soon, and I dont have all of it. Or
the fact that Tiffany going through some issues concerning my nephew not to mention the fact that shes
having an identity crisis. Or the fact that my mother can show up at any moment. I believe everything is
fine, rants Taeyeon, ending with a huff. Jessicas hand reaches up, caressing Taeyeons cheek. Stop
thats gross, mutters Taeyeon, pushing Jessicas hand away. Jessica blinks. And Im at work.

Alright, what the hell is wrong with you? states Jessica; hands immediately move to her hips. Kim
Taeyeon, spill it now.

Taeyeon sighs and looks at the bag in Jessicas other hand. I its complicated. I cant seem to get
anything done when I want to be good, Taeyeon slinks down on top of the stacked boxes. Jessica takes a
seat beside her girlfriend; her hand grabs hold of Taeyeons. Im trying to be good. Im trying to help
someone without being selfish. Without wanting something in return, you know? I dont want this to be a
selfish deed.

What is it?

Someone I know is in trouble with some of the local dealers. Ive been helping them. And the
situations getting out of hand. I want to give up. I do, but at the same time dont. Because they came to
me for help. Taeyeon sighs; her fingers slither through her locks again. Im at a lost.

What did Krystal do? questions Jessica in a whisper. Taeyeons head snaps; her eyes fall on the
younger girl. Its Krystal right? Tiffany, Yoona and Taemin know how to handle those types of people.
Your friends are those types of people. All thats left out of the people that I know, would be Soojung.
Jessica takes a deep breath, mental preparing herself for the news. So what did she do?

I have no clue what Krystals done. Jessica raises a brow at Taeyeons lie. I really dont. What has she
been up to lately? Jessica releases her hand. Im serious, Jess I mean Sooyeon. Krystal hasnt done
anything. No ones seen her hanging out with the bad crowd lately. They always see her with a bunch of
nerds. Krystals fine. Besides this friend is a delinquent sort of. Jessica sighs. Maybe its not her sister.

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You cant keep giving them money, Taeyeon. You still have yourself that you need to take care of.
Youre an idiot if you lose your apartment. Itll make not only you and Tiffany homeless but also your
nephew and Taemin.

Taemin has a home.

For all we know Taemin can be living out of a box, states Jessica. Be real Taeyeon. You have no clue
where the boy is. None of us do and you losing that apartment will be the most stupid thing youve ever
done. Taeyeon grunts. Im just being honest. You need to set this problem aside. Jessica pauses for a
moment; her eyes land on their entangled fingers. Taeyeon

I understand, states Taeyeon. She reaches over and grabs her lunch. Ive already wasted most of my
lunch break. Her fingers slip opens the bag, pulling out the sandwich from inside. Jessica takes the
sandwich from her and unwraps it. What are you doing?

Taking half the sandwich, her hand raises the piece of food and gently taps it against Taeyeons lips,
eat.

Are you feed Jessica ignores the half stated statement and shoves the sandwich in Taeyeons mouth.

Eat. Taeyeon bites down on the sandwich. Here, Jessica grabs Taeyeons hand, you can feed
yourself now. Taeyeon rolls her eyes and grabs hold of the food. So if its not Krystal. Who is it?

A friend, mutters Taeyeon while chewing on the sandwich. You made this?

No, Dog did, replies Jessica sarcastically. Who else is going to make you a sandwich? Tiffanys busy
doing who knows what. So all thats left is me. The younger girl clicks her tongue. Whod you expect
to make it? Some mistress?

Taeyeon laughs a little. As if I have time to find someone to cheat on you with. Im lucky enough to
have a girl like you, states Taeyeon while taking another bite. She stops halfway and smiles as a deep
blush spread across Jessicas cheeks and ears. Feelings Taeyeons eyes on her, her hand shoots out
pushing Taeyeon away. Taeyeon laughs, Embarrassed?

Eat your lunch. Youve only got a few minutes to spare. Taeyeon nods her head and continues eating
the meal that Jessica had prepared for her. They sit in silence, Jessica watching her eat. The door opens
again; one of Taeyeons coworkers sticks their head out.

Hey Taeyeon weve got a major spill. Taeyeon sighs. She wraps the rest of her meal up, slipping it
into the brown paper bag that Jessica had it in and hands it to the younger girl. She stands; her fingers run
through her hair one last time prior to her slipping her gloves back on.

Want me to come back tonight? asks Jessica while standing. Her free hand adjusts Taeyeons work
clothes. Taeyeon shakes her head. Really?

Yeah, Im just going to go home and sleep, lies Taeyeon. Ill visit you tomorrow. She walks Jessica
back into the clinic and down the hall to the lobby before disappearing to the room with the spill. Jessica
sighs and looks around the lobby heading for the desk.

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Sunny, she states setting the bag onto the counter. Sunny looks up from the computer at Jessica with a
bored look. Is it okay for us to talk? Sunny nods her head. I dont think our conversation would be
very appropriate in the office. Can I speak to you somewhere privately?

Working but you can always text me and Ill have whatever it is you want delivered to your place by
tonight, unless you want it delivered somewhere else, whispers Sunny in response, turning her attention
back to the computer.

I dont want any of your stuff, hisses Jessica in a low voice. She leans over the counter. I want to talk
to you about whatever is going on in Taeyeons life. And I know you have something to do with it.
Youre the only supplier in this town.

Im the only one you guys know of, remarks Sunny. She looks the older girl in the eyes. Jessica
Jung Im not afraid of you and your empty threats. Now if you want to see how a real threat works, Ill
be glad to show you. Jessica snarls a little. Now listen whatever Taeyeon is in is Taeyeons
business. Youre her girlfriend, not her wife. And besides my business with my customers is
confidential. Her fathers enters the lobby, walking around behind her. Good day, Jessica. Ill make
sure Taeyeon finishes the rest of her lunch. Sunny grabs the bag and gives Jessica a fake smile.

Fine if you wont speak, Ill visit Hyoyeon. Jessica huffs and storms out of the doctors office.

~~~
Her legs pump as hard as they can, trying their hardest to get her to catch up with the girl a head of her.
How in the world did she get that far ahead? puffs Yuri. A small groan escapes her lips, definitely
have to start attending those dance classes with Boa. Her hand grasps the side of her abdomen. Yoona!
The younger girl stops allowing for Yuri to catch up. The youngest Kwon skids to a stop before the
younger girl. She bends over, gasping for air.

Someones out of shape, teases Yoona.

Yuri rolls her eyes; she pushes herself into a standing position. You walk really fast. She takes one last
deep breath, exhaling through her nose. Anyways, let me walk you home? Yoonas face scrunches; she
quickly turns and walks away. Yuri sighs and rolls her eyes when the phone in her back pocket vibrates.
Pulling it out, she looks at the message, Really, Boa? Where the hell are you? questions Yuri to herself
while looking around. Not seeing any sign of her older sister, she chases after the younger girl again.
Yoona, she states, falling in place beside the Yoona. Yoona turns and looks at Yuri. Come on, let me
walk you home. Yoonas pace increases. Yuri reaches out grabbing hold of Yoonas backpack, pulling
her back.

You cant walk me home, states Yoona. It would cause suspicion. I really dont need my adopted
sister and her friends picking on me. Ive finally earned their respect and if I get caught with a nerd like
you, well then all my hard work goes out the window. Yuri loosens her grip, only to have her phone
vibrate in her other hand. Her grip tightens and she looks around for Boa again.

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No, states Yuri. I want to walk you home. Im going to walk you home. Yoona sighs; she slips her
backpack off and flings it at Yuri. Yuri takes it as a sign to go ahead and walk Yoona. With a smile, she
slips the bag over one shoulder.

Why must you walk me home? Im not some baby. I can handle walking home alone. If anyone tries to
kidnap me well then Ill just kick their ass.

Im more worried about other people, teases Yuri. Yoona grunts in response, crossing her arm. Oh
come on your usually more playful then this. And now youre all silent, brooding and worrying about
school work. Yuri pauses, is everything okay? she questions worryingly. Yoona looks at Yuri then
turns away. Im serious Yoona. I mean I know you dont like talking about personal feelings and
thoughts unless its to Jessica or Taeyeon. But you cant even see them. Talk to me please. Is everything
okay?

Everythings fine, hisses Yoona.

If you say so, responds Yuri reluctantly. She didnt want to give up but she also didnt want Yoona to
run off. Im going to say you should speak to someone if there is something thats bothering you, alright.
Speak to Taeyeon. Speaking of which have you gone and seen your sister?

Have you given up chasing after me? questions Yoona in response. Yuri remains silent, well then
thats your answer. Yuri scrunches her face. She turns and stops in front of Yoona. Yoona groans and
sidesteps only to have the older girl mimic her movements. Yuri, I really dont have time for games. I
need to get back home, before the school comes. I have to obey their rules and- Yoonas sentence gets
cut short by Yuris lips upon hers. Her eyes widen slightly; hands press against Yuris shoulder, shoving
her back. What the hell?! shouts Yoona. She spits and wipes her mouth with the back of her hands.
You know thats a sexual assault. I can have you arrested.

You wouldnt, responds Yuri. You need me. Im your only chance towards freedom. If you have me
arrested youd have to study with some boring old tutor. Yuri runs her fingers through her hair, I like
you. You obvious like me. Whats the problem, Yoona? Dont say its because Im a nerd. I might have
believed that awhile ago, but Im no longer going to believe that excuse. Theres got to be more to it. You
want me to dream big. So I know theres more to it. Yoona sighs and looks off to the side. Im Yoona.

Open your eyes Yuri, states Yoona. She turns back to the older girl, Youre Kwon Yuri. The nerd. The
person who has the highest chance at leaving this hell hole and becoming someone. Youll be rich and
famous, Yuri. You dont need to be dating a girl like me, especially not when youre about to enter your
last year of high school. You need to keep you mind on studies, not stupid meaningless dates. You need
to spend your free time raking in that community service and visiting colleges, not telling lies to the
police to keep me out of trouble. Frustration was starting to kick in on the younger girl. Were not
Taeyeon and Jessica, alright. Jessica is lazy, shell go to a community college and stay here in this crappy
town with Taeyeon. Youre going to go off. So its just better that way alright. She sticks her hand out.
Can I have my backpack? I can walk the rest of the way from here.

Her fingers lightly touch the backpack strap and she shakes her head. Yuri.

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Yoona. I already told you what I plan on doing. Im staying in this city. Its my home and Im not going
to leave it just because other places offer a better education and a high paying salary. Yes those are things
that some people want, but its not what I want. Yoonas gaze drops. I thought when you made that
sacrifice for Tiffany that you matured, but its the opposite. Youre still as immature as youve been. She
pulls the backpack off and sets it on the sidewalk, walking away from Yoona. She takes off into a sprint;
she looks over her shoulder every so often to see if Yoona had disappeared from her view. Once she has,
Yuri returns to walking. Her phone vibrates and she throws it in a nearby yard. If you have something to
say Boa, then shove it! she shouts to no one in particular. Im done taking your advice. Its horrible! In
fact Im done Im done waiting for that blockhead to come around and date me! Boa sighs and jumps
out of a tree, binoculars in hand.

What am I going to do with you, states Boa shaking her head at her little sister. Come on, youre a
Kwon and your smart. Use that brain of yours. Boa climbs over the fence retrieving Yuris phone. She
hops back over and hands it to her sister. Dont give up. You guys like each other too much to do
nothing. Yuri groans and kicks the tree that Boa had jumped out of, Hey! That tree did nothing to you.

Shut up, orders Yuri.

Respect your elders, Nerd.

Dont call me that.

Because that was Yoonas nickname for you?

Shut up.

Make me. Yuri turns around, preparing to tackle Boa when the eldest Kwon pins her to the tree. You
really are dads child.

Cause I got the tall genes?

Haha, retorts Boa, no because you give up easily, you stubborn thing. Yoona is insecure. I can see it.
And I know you can finally see it. And shes selfish. All delinquents are. And youre giving her what she
wants. Dont you think its time for you to stop being the Giving Yuri and become the Selfish Yuri?
Yuri tilts her head to the side and stares at the smaller girl with a blank face. Dont look at me like that. I
cant believe youre my sister.

I dont have time for this.

Yuri, listen to me. I know what Im talking about. Go to the Ims house. Apologize, even if you did
nothing wrong. Make up and become friends again. Then call me. Ill lead you through the rest.

No. Yuri frees herself from Boas grasp. Im done chasing after her. And Im done waiting. She
walks away from her sister. Boa heaves a sigh and flings her hands in the air.

Why is she my sister?!

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Tiffany sighs and stares at the blank television screen. She grabs one of the pillows on the couch and hugs
it. She was bored and everyone was too busy to do something with her. Well everyone except for
Sooyoung, but she wasnt going to call the taller girl anytime soon. She bends over to grab the remote
only to stop when her phone lights up. The Hospital? questions Tiffany curiously. She looks at the
phone unsure what to do next. Do she answer it or let it ring?

With a deep breath she grabs the phone, pressing the answer button she places it beside her ear, Hello?

Hello? Is this Tiffany Hwang?

Yes.

Hello, Tiffany, its Dr. Jang. There was a slight pause. Tiffany could tell by the way that he introduced
himself that whatever was going to be said was going to be bad. She swallows the saliva that has collected
in her mouth. Im in charge of the NICU Center down at the hospital. We need you down here
immediately.

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 041

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yes blink. Her mind should be concentrating on the words that the doctors were spewing from their
mouths, but she couldnt. Not with the mother of her son walking in circles. Her bottom lip gets
clamped between her teeth. She was unsure what to do. Her head snaps in the direction of the
doctors that were talking. What do you think? Tiffany stops walking and stares at the doctors
with a blank face.

You said his immune system was getting better, states Tiffany with a wavering voice.

We know what we said last time, responds Dr. Jang while starring at the two girls. But there are
always setbacks, Ms. Hwang. This is just a minor setback. All we need is both yours and Ms. Chois
signature and everything will be fine. Tiffany shakes her head and returns to walking in circles.

No. You just said that there are chances of him becoming sicker. No. She continues shaking her head.
Sooyoung releases a sigh and turns her attention towards Tiffany.

Tiffany, calls out Sooyoung. The older girl stops walking. I think we should sign it. Hes sick they
said the chances of him getting more sick after the procedure will be slim.

They were slim to begin with, hisses Tiffany, until that stupid nurse thought that she should stick her
hand in the incubator. He was fine. She turns and looks at the doctors though she continues speaking to
Sooyoung. And think about how high the bill will become. Taengs short on rent money. Im he wont
have a home to go to.

My place, Sooyoung offers.

No, she shakes her head again. Hes sick. Isnt there some medicine that should be given? Why must
you poke and prod him with those stupid needles and crap, huh?

For the simple fact that hes premature and underweight. And this isnt like some cold infection, Ms.
Hwang. Your son has an infection that should be dealt with immediately if you want him to live.

An infection that one of your staff members caused, she turns and points a finger at the elders in the
room. He was fine when I saw him earlier. He was sleeping. Monitors were fine and everything. And
then your stupid She couldnt finish her sentence as the tears that she was holding spills. Sooyoung
automatically shoots up from her seat. She walks over to the older girl, wrapping her arms around
Tiffanys frame.

Dr. Jang folds his hands watching the girls curiously. Can I ask how old you young ladies are?

Were in high school, states Sooyoung while looking at the crown of Tiffanys head. Is that a
problem? Youre not going to discriminate against us because of our age? She shakes her head, How is
our age relevant?

Ive seen a lot of teen girls come in here, none of which are like Ms. Hwang. Most could care less about
their children. But Ms. Hwang here is something truly different. He scoops up his documents. Ms.
Hwang, Tiffany peeks up, Well try something less drastic first. If there are no signs of young Baby

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Hwang getting better, then well have to operate. I hope you understand. She nods her head. Alright
then, well get started immediately. It was nice meeting you, Ms. Hwang and Ms. Choi; though I wish we
could have met on better terms. The doctors all file out of the room, leaving the two girls alone.

They stand there in silence with Tiffany in Sooyoungs grasp. That is until Tiffany pushes Sooyoung
away and wipes her tears. She walks over to the table and picks up her jacket sliding it on. Sooyoung
could only watch in silence as Tiffany picks up her wallet and phone. Tiffany attempts to walk pass
Sooyoung without looking at her. Tiffany. The older girl stops. I

I have one thing to say, states Tiffany in a whisper. Sooyoung flinches at the seriousness in the smaller
girls voice. I cant move in with you, Sooyoung. Not after what Ive been through with Siwon. And
definitely not with the way our relationship is. She continues walking to the door; her hand envelops the
doorknob when Sooyoung calls out for her a second time.

Our relationship is this way because you didnt want to agree to be my friend. Am I really that
disgusting? I mean you had no problem with my choice of preference when you were with Siwon. But
now that you know I like you you look at me sometimes like Im so walking human flesh eating
disease, states Sooyoung. Im sorry, Tiffany. I really am, but I cant be to blame. I cant help who I
decide to like or not, alright. And this time it just happened to be you. Tiffanys grip tightens.

Im not disgusted with you, responds Tiffany. I would never be, Sooyoung. Youre the most amazing
person that Ive met well besides my older sister. But believe me, Sooyoung, you dont disgust me. Im
just She closes her eyes and takes a deep breath. Never mind. I have to get home. She opens the
door and steps out leaving Sooyoung alone. The tall girl sighs; left hand rubs her right arm.

I messed up again, she mumbles to herself. I scared her off.

~~~
Her hand pounds against the door. It stops and she shouts, Hyoyeon! before resuming pounding against
the wooden obstacle. The doorknob jingles and she takes a step back. Door slowly opens revealing
Taeyeons aunt. Hi

Taeyeons girlfriend, right? questions Taeyeons aunt. Jessica nods her head. How much do you need
to bail her out? Jessicas eyes widen and she shakes her head.

Tae-Taeyeons not in jail, she sputters out, waving both her hands in front of her. The elderly woman
gives her a questioning look. Really shes not. Shes at work, well more like shes probably getting off
soon and heading home for the night. Look I came here to see your daughter. Is Hyoyeon home?

What do you want with Hyoyeon?

I want to kidnap her and hold her hostage, responds Jessica sarcastically. What do you think I came
here for? I want to talk to her. The aunt rolls her eyes.

Children these days have no manners. Jessica scoffs in response. My point exactly. The elderly
woman steps to the side allowing Jessica inside her house. Hyoyeon is more than likely in her room. Its

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down the hall two doors away from Taeyeons room. Jessica nods her head, preparing to walk when
noise from the kitchen stops her. She turns and looks at the kitchen curiously.

Hey sis, who was it? Jessica completely freezes. Footsteps echo throughout the house and an elderly
woman emerges from the kitchen. Jessica eyes widen again as they take in the appearance. Whos this?
A friend of my niece? Hands clasp down upon Jessicas shoulders.

This is the young girl whos dating Taeyeon, speaks Taeyeons aunt while kneading Jessicas
shoulders. Jessica, this is Taeyeons mother. Jessica looks over her shoulder at the aunt. Say Hi.

Id like to, but I dont like women who abandon their children, states Jessica bluntly. Anyways Im
going to find Hyoyeon. She breaks free from the elderly womans grasp, walking away briskly. Eyes
search the hallway for the room; she suspects it to be the one that the loud music is ringing from.
Knuckles rap against the door; the volume for the music lowers and the door swings open moments later.
Can we talk? asks Jessica as she receives a confused look from Taeyeons cousin.

Sure, responds Hyoyeon unsure of what to expect. She allows the older girl into the room, closing the
door behind her. Lifting the remote in her hand, she completely turns off the music. What do you need?

I want to talk about your best friend, states Jessica. She takes a deep breath and looks around the room.
I think Sunny is hunting Taeyeon and I want to know if its true. If it is, I want to know why. She hears
Hyoyeon sigh. I take it that Taeyeons in a mess?

Hyoyeon throws her remote across the room towards the bean bag chair in the corner. Not Taeyeon,
was her response. She stretches and walks over to the desk top. Jessica watches Hyoyeon curiously as the
younger girl picks up what looks to be a cigarette and putting it in her mouth.

Do all of you smoke? questions Jessica. Hyoyeon rolls her eyes.

Live in this hell hole of a family and youd learn to smoke to, responds Hyoyeon. Jessica crosses her
arms. I know what youre thinking. Ive harassed Taeyeon because of her behavior and antics and yet
here I am doing the same. Hypocrite, right? Hyoyeon shakes her head, I just smoke. Its a relaxant and
a stress reliever. Im not my cousin who steals, fights, smokes, and drinks. And Ive never been arrested.
Im the total opposite. Hyoyeon walks over to the bean bag chair taking a seat. Anyways its not
Taeyeon that Sunnys after.

Who is it? And if you know why arent you doing anything about it?

Its someone that Taeyeon knows. And because Sunnys business is Sunnys business. If its not
affecting me or my family then Im dont care what Sunny does. Jessica clicks her tongue. Its not
affecting Taeyeon anymore than Taeyeon wants it to affect her. Taeyeon got involved by choice. Taeyeon
knows what shes dealing with, since her and Sunny and the rest of the gang were a tight knit group.

So youre just going to let your best friend harass your cousin? interrogates Jessica while crossing her
arms. Hyoyeon rolls her eyes and leans back in her seat.

You dont get it, do you? You have no clue who it is that youre dating, do you? The younger girl
sharply inhales. Jessica stares at Hyoyeon with a blank face. Never mind then. Look, Jessica, I have no

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clue what to tell you, alright. All I know is Sunny lost some important merchandise and she wants her
money for it and Taeyeon volunteered to get herself involved. She looks up at the older girl. If youre
worried about Taeyeon, then youre not giving my cousin enough credit. Even I know when credit is due.
Taeyeon can handle herself. If she can outrun police officers, fight people twice her size and work around
the justice system, then Taeyeon can handle some drug dealing business with Sunny.

You are no help.

Hyoyeon laughs, cant believe you expected me to be of some help to begin with. I couldnt help stop
my uncle from taking Taemin. I couldnt help Taeyeon get him back. I couldnt help Taeyeon pay
hospital bills for Tiffany. I just cant help. Sometimes its not family members that can help others.
Jessica turns around and heads for the doors, I learned that one from Taeyeon. Anyways tell my cousin I
said hi and I miss picking on her. Also would you mind telling her to come visit, so I have someone to
harass?

As if.

~~~
She turns on the picnic bench, resting her back against the table top. Her head tilts back and eyes close.
She has six hours; six hours until Krystal has to return to the Dr. Lees Doctor Office with more money
than the younger girl can probably count. She releases a frustrated sigh; her head drops moves forward
and her eyes open. Fingers slide through her hair, tugging on it a little. She has six hours to come up with
the money or Krystal could seriously be injured. Sunny doesnt joke when it comes to the money, she
whispers.

The table shakes and Taeyeon looks up over her shoulder. You know, when you tell someone to call in
case of trouble or emergency, you should really answer you phone.

I was at work, answers Taeyeon turning her direction away from her friend. Anyways what was it
about? And if it has to do with Sunny wanting her money, I already know.

Nope, your emergency has gotten even worse, states her friend, taking a seat. Taeyeon freezes. How
could her life possibly get any worse than it already is? Taemin. Taeyeon quickly turns and looks at her
friend. Yeah that was my same reaction. She pulls out her water bottle taking a sip, anyways Ive
located Taemin on accident. Hes not doing so well Kim. The area hes in isnt for him. You need to get
him back before something drastic happens. Taeyeon closes her eyes and scoffs. Easier said than done.
I know what youre thinking. Theres no way for you to get him back. But Ive looked into it.

What are you getting out of this? Taeyeon turns away with a small smile. I know you; you want
something for this type of information. Her friend laughs a little. So what is it?

Nothing much in a way. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. I just want to see you happy. Taeyeon freezes for a
second time. Ew Taeyeon quit thinking like that. Weve tried. Didnt work, remember? Or has your
brain stop functioning. She teases, tapping Taeyeon on the head with her index finger. Taeyeon hits her.

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Just kidding. But in all seriousness, get Taemin out of that neighborhood. Back here he was Kims little
brother. There hes a nobody someone can only stand the abuse for so long.

Hes been abused? questions Taeyeon, setting all joking aside.

Stepmoms are always evil. Are they not?

Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders, Never met mine, so I cant tell you. Remember now, she left Miyoung
and Taemin and went back to the America. Anyways, stepmom number two is abusing him? It was her
friends turn to shrug her shoulders. What do you mean you dont know?

Look, I heard from someone that Taemins been seen being very depressed; bruises are everywhere on
him. Ive heard that some kids in his neighborhood sort of cornered him and beat him bad. Look Kim, I
dont know about you, but your brother can not defend himself in that type of situation. Taeyeon sighs.
Another problem to add to her list.

Ill work on it after tonight, I guess, mutters Taeyeon.

Whats going on tonight? questions her friend confused.

Krystal has to show up in the alleyway behind Dr. Lees clinic tonight, by midnight with over 5 grand,
mumbles Taeyeon. She buries her face into her hands. Or Sunnys going to kill her. Her friend blinks,
releasing a long whistle. Yeah that was my response in a way.

Baby Jung is screwed, unless somehow someway a miracle happens and 5 grand shows up on her porch.
What are you going to do?

I have no clue. All I know is shes not going tonight. Even if I have to reveal to Jessi I mean Sooyeon,
her friend raises a brow, She wants me to call her by that name. Anyways Im not letting her go even if I
have to reveal things to Sooyeon. Krystal was already in the hospital due to some stupid pricks. Shes not
going again because she made some stupid foolish mistake. Taeyeon exhales loudly through her nose.
The noise of a twig snapping causes for both girls to turn and find Krystal standing behind them. That
would have gotten you killed.

Krystal rolls her eyes. What? she asks rudely, crossing her arms.

Sit, states Taeyeon patting that seat beside her. Krystal eyes the older girl before taking the seat. I want
you to listen to my words carefully. You, Krystal Jung, are in some deep very deep shit. Taeyeons
friend giggles; Taeyeon rolls her eyes. You owe them over 5 grand, or at least you owe Sunny that. I
have no clue how much Key wants off of you. Krystal looks down at her hands. And Sunny wants it all
tonight. She wants it delivered by your hands tonight by midnight.

I dont have that, states Krystal.

We already know that, comments the friend. Krystal scoffs.

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You know how in the movies the drug lord goes after the person who owes them money and begins
killing off family members one by one before torching said person? questions the friend. Krystal nods
her head, yeah thats whats going to happen. Your mom, your dad, your sister youve got a brother,
right? Krystal nods her head, your brother will all be killed because you wanted to play Taeyeon
slaps her hand over her friends mouth.

Ignore her; shes more than likely high or drunk right now, Taeyeon sighs. Well figure something out.
I just want you to promise me that you wont show there tonight, Krystal. Taeyeon turns and looks at her
girlfriends little sister. Krystal, promise me.

I wont, states Krystal defiantly. This is my problem. I should deal with it, Taeyeon. I think Ive done
enough when I asked to borrow money from you. I shouldnt keep asking you. Hearing Sooyeon
complain about how youre short on money and stuff has already made me feel guilty, Taeyeon. Im
going to show and you cant stop me.

Krystal, youre not thinking. Sunny will have you killed on the spot if you dont have the money. This
isnt a game anymore. You dont need to be bad to get Sooyeons attention. Taeyeon sighs, now
promise me that you wont show up.

Krystal slowly nods her head, Alright, I promise.

Good. Go home. Stay home. Keep all doors locked, windows closed and locked, orders Taeyeon. Ill
handle this alright. And tell Sooyeon that she cant sneak out to visit me tonight. And if she argues well
then I guess tell your mother some stupid crazy story and get her grounded again. Shell understand
later. Krystal nods her head again. Alright then, shes going to walk you home.

A hand slaps Taeyeons away from the girls mouth. What?!

You heard me. Walk her home, orders Taeyeon. She turns and looks at her friend. Walk Krystal
home.

Yeah, yeah, Her friends hops off the table, come on Baby Jung. Lets get you home before the midget
drug lord lady decides to shoot at us. She looks at Taeyeon, stay out of trouble. I know you. Dont
you dare think about robbing a bank or something. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. Im serious Kim. Krystal
looks at Taeyeon curiously. Think about your siblings.

I am I will, states Taeyeon shooing them off. Her friend sighs, taking one last look at the lost girl.
With a click of her tongue, she turns and walks away with Krystal trailing behind her.

Youre going to let her do this alone? questions Krystal while looking over her shoulder at Taeyeon.

Think Im stupid? Ive got a plan.

~~~
Inhale. Exhale. Hands slip into her pockets. One emerges with her phone. Eyes scan the screen of the
electronic device. Eleven thirty, she reads aloud. With a heavy sigh, her feet move, taking the first step

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into the alley way. The gravel underneath her feet crunch with every step she takes. Sunkyu, she states
as Sunny enters her line of sight.

Taeyeon, I thought I told you that Krystal Jung was to show up, states Sunny a little irritated. Her hands
position themselves on her hips.

I know what you said, Sunkyu, responds Taeyeon as she looks around at the people that were
surrounding her. Shes young; she made a mistake. Just let her off the hook. Its not like she lost it
intentionally. I mean come on she was getting chased. How many times did we fling stuff while being
chased? Sunny exhales loudly; annoyance was starting to kick in.

She owes me money, Taeyeon. We both know how important money is. And well I want my cut. I could
care less if Key gets his. But that was my stuff that I stole from my father, she walks closer to Taeyeon.
Taeyeon. Taeyeon turns her attention back to the girl standing right in front of her. Krystal needs to be
taught a lesson. You know it. I know it.

Shes learned her lesson, responds Taeyeon. The girl is scared for her life and her familys.

Fine do you have my money instead? Taeyeon shakes her head. What do you mean no? I said I wanted
it and I wanted it by tonight. Sunny releases a frustrated groan. I You! She points and finger at
Taeyeon and nods her head; an arm wraps around Taeyeons neck tightly. Gagging noises emit from the
older girl; her hands struggle to release her from the death like grip.

Fine since you want to me to lay off of her, I will. And since you showed instead of her without my
money its only fair you take her beating. Fair trade, right? I mean you were already paying for her
careless mistakes. You take the beating, and if you survive Ill let her off the hook. If you just happen to
die here in this alley tonight, then well my debt wasnt paid. And Ill go after her. Taeyeon grunts; she
was having trouble staying conscious. Sunny turns and walks out of the circle. Have at it. Taeyeons
eyes begin to drift close; her movements become slow.

The arm releases her and her body falls to the ground. Feet, hands and blunt objects deliver powerful
blows to her body. Hands press flat against the ground; Taeyeon attempts to lift herself up when a blow to
her back sends her back to the ground. A groan escapes her lips followed by a cough and some blood.
Hey! Everyone stops and looks down the alleyway. Sunny! Yoona emerges from the darkness.
Leave my sister alone. Yoona forces her way through the crowd. She stands besides Taeyeons limp
body with a bag in her hand. She tosses the bag by Sunnys feet. That should pay for everything, right?
Sunny bends over and looks inside the bag. She looks up at Yoona.

Rich sister to the rescue, mutters Sunny. Alright, both Taeyeon and Krystal are off the hook. It was
nice doing business with you, Kim women. Ill see you around, right best friend? Taeyeon could only
groan. Lets go. Sunny takes off walking down the alleyway leaving Yoona alone with her sister. The
taller girl crouches down; fingers trace over bruises that were forming on her older sisters face.

Playing hero now? questions Yoona. I swear Tiffany and Jessica are making you soft. Taeyeon
turns her head and looks at her sister. Once again the useless tossed aside Yoona comes to her older
sisters rescue. A small grin forms on Yoona face. Makes you wish youd pay more attention to me,
huh?

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What are you doing here? questions Taeyeon as she forces her body into a sitting position.

Youre friend came looking for me. Broke into the Im house and everything. She said that you were
more than likely going to do something stupid and that Id be the only one to help, answers Yoona.
Whyd you come out here alone, huh? And you didnt even put up a fight. Taeyeon wipes the blood
away from her mouth with the back of her hand.

Howd you get all that?

Did you forget already? The Ims adopted me. I have my own bank account. I withdrew it all earlier, but
I had to wait for the right time to sneak out. Were not supposed to be talking to each other, remember?
Or our little nephews hospital bills wont be paid for, Yoona sighs and helps Taeyeon to her feet.

Thank you Yoong, whispers Taeyeon. She looks up at her baby sister; a small smile forms on her lips.
I really have no clue what Id do without my partner in crime. Taeyeon blinks, but what are you doing
here. Shouldnt you be hanging out with snobby pampered kids in that boarding school?

My adoptive sister spoke with the dean about my good behavior and they let me go home as long as I
complete my summer courses with the help of a tutor. That was Yuri but I think Im going to need a new
one. Yoona shakes her head, well talk more later. I need to get you home and myself home before they
find out that I snuck out. Ive been on good behavior you know and then you show up and influence me
to sneak out and meet with dealers in dark alleyways. Such a bad sister. Taeyeon laughs and so does
Yoona as they walk out of the alleyway.

Thanks again, Yoong.

Anything for my big sister. Were family, remember that.

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yes stare at the remaining bruises on the sleeping girls face. Her face scrunches; one hand sneaks
under the loose fitting shirt, lifting it and allowing her eyes to look at the bruises on the girls body.
The fingers, on her free hand, ghosts over the bruises, cuts and scratches. So Soojung wasnt
spewing lies this time. She really did have problems with the dealers and you really did go out and
save her. She removes her hand from underneath Taeyeons shirt and sighs. Why didnt you just tell
me? The older girl rolls over in her sleep. Jessica sighs for a second time and stands.

She quietly walks towards the door when the words, where are you going? enters her ears. A small
smile forms on her lips and she turns around. You cant leave, states Taeyeon while sitting up, rubbing
the sleep away from her eyes. Today is supposed to be my day off and that means its the day I spend the
most time with Sooyeon. Jessicas ears turn a light pink. Taeyeon looks up at Jessica and blinks. Youre
not backing out are you?

Youve just received a beating by Sunnys people. You should sleep.

I received the beating aboutthree days ago? questions Taeyeon as she looks around for something
stating the date. I slept and rested enough thanks to the alcohol, one brow arches on the younger girls
face, Tiffany wouldnt shut up with the nagging. I dare you to sit through it and try not to drink.

Under one condition, states Jessica. Taeyeon gives her a confused look, I will stay under one
condition. The older girls mouth forms an o and she nods her head. Why did you take the beating
instead of letting Krystal? And why didnt you let me know. I could have helped.

Taeyeon shakes her head; eyes land on her lap, Jessi I mean Sooyeon, I dont mean to be mean but you
couldnt have helped. Your views on people like me may have altered a little but its still the same. I
didnt want you to be mad at Krystal. Shes trying now and she doesnt need to screw it up. Besides,
Sunny was an old friend best friend. She wasnt going to kill me. Jessica crosses her arms. Sunny
cant kill me. She looks up at Jessica and smiles.

I dont think you should be smiling.

Im fine, Krystals fine, I say I should be smiling, responds Taeyeon while grinning widely. Jessica
rolls her eyes. Come sit, Taeyeon pats the bed beside her. Jessica reluctantly follows the older girls
orders and takes a seat by her. Im sorry, mumbles Taeyeon. But family is important to me, and I
wasnt going to let something like this ruin yours. Jessica stares at Taeyeon, blankly. Say something.
Jessica remains quiet. Okay, well then, Taeyeon stretches, pushing the blankets off of her legs. She
slips out of bed and heads to the door.

Where are you off to? questions Jessica, finally speaking.

Bathroom, wanna join? responds Taeyeon only to receive a pillow to the face, Ow! Her hand rubs her
nose. I changed my mind. You cant join me.

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Like I wanted to, huffs Jessica. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders and disappear from the room. Jessica
sighs for a third time; she stands and heads out to the kitchen. Entering the small cooking are her eyes
lock onto her sisters body. Shes up; dont forget to apologize.

Yes, Sooyeon, states Krystal while sitting at the table.

Are you hungry? asks Jessica while opening the fridge and pulling out some ingredients to make a
sandwich. Krystal shakes her head, concentrating on Dog. Are you sure?

Why are you being nice? asks Krystal bluntly. Last night you called me a nuisance. The day before
that I was an ass kisser, and before that I was an idiot and before that I believe I was something along the
lines of annoying. So why did you invite me to go with you? And why are you being nice? I could have
came on my own and thanked Taeyeon. She looks up at her older sister. Jessica shrugs her shoulders.

Isnt this what you wanted? To spend some time with me? questions Jessica in return. You did all that
stuff for my attention and now that Im giving it to you, you want to question it?

Its forceful, states Krystal. Youre not paying attention to me because you want to but because you
feel obligated to do so. Its not the same. I dont like it. Jessica stops preparing a sandwich for Taeyeon,
setting the knife down. Before you would invite me and wed spend time together, just me and you.
Youd buy me things, listen to my problems and help me with them. She stands and pushes her chair in.
Turning her eyes lock with Taeyeons. Taeyeon. Taeyeon flashes Krystal a smile. I guess I should be
saying thank you for what you did.

Its okay, responds Taeyeon waving it off.

Oh, well at least let me give you this, states Krystal. Her hand slips into the pocket of her jacket pulling
out an envelope. She walks closer to the smaller girl, handing the white envelope over. Its all Ive got.
Fingers slowly open the envelope, revealing the bills inside. Taeyeon looks up at Krystal handing it back.
But your rent?

Im fine on rent. Besides I didnt have any money when I went there. Both Jung sisters look at Taeyeon
with a questioning look. Yoong showed up with a duffle bag filled with her savings. Shes the one that
paid Sunny off for you. If anything you should pay Yoong, back.

Okay, Krystal slides the envelope back into her pocket. Im going home.

Not by yourself, youre not, states Jessica.

Yunhos downstairs waiting for me. I called him while you were in the room, playing stalker. She turns,
heading towards the front door. She opens it and exits the apartment leaving Jessica and Taeyeon alone.

Taeyeon turns and looks at Jessica, what are you making?

A sandwich for myself to eat.

What about me? Jessica shrugs her shoulders. So you come to my house and eat my groceries and
dont even bother making me something to eat.

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My sister comes to your house asking to borrow money, ends up getting death threats by dealers and you
didnt even bother telling me, counters Jessica as she resumes making the sandwich. She gives Taeyeon
a small smile prior to looking down at the ingredients.

Youre not going to let this one go, are you? Jessica shakes her head no. Taeyeon huffs; she eyes the
sandwich slice that Jessica had cut. Looking around, she surveys the layout of her kitchen before breaking
into a sprint. Sticky fingers grab a slice and the small girl makes off running towards the bathroom.

Hey! shouts Jessica running after her. Taeyeon just laughs, slips inside the bathroom and locks the
door.

Youre the one who wanted to date a sticky finger bandit, remarks Taeyeon from the other side of the
door. After all the money, Yoona pick pocketed off of you, you should have learned to never leave
yourself open. Jessica rolls her eyes.

Youre an idiot, she looks at the door, the sandwich was for you to eat. I already ate before I came. A
smile graces her face again, but whatever since you want to lock yourself in the bathroom, Ill just
give the rest to Dog. Im sure shell be more than happy to eat it. A click echoes throughout the hallway,
signaling that Taeyeon had unlocked the door. It slowly opens revealing Taeyeon, eating the slice she
stole. Youre unbelievable. And how can you run with those bruises.

Its nothing, responds Taeyeon while swallowing. You get beat up once and everythings just eh.
Jessica shakes her head in disbelief. Fingers interlock with Taeyeons free hand pulling her out of the
bathroom. Huh?

Come on so you can finish the rest of your meal. Taeyeon nods her head and follows after her
girlfriend, happily chewing the slice that she stole. So Yoonas back. How do you feel about that?
Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders taking a seat on the counter top.

Its weird, states Taeyeon, when Tiffany left and came back I was pissed, but with Yoong I dont
know. Im not mad at her or anything. She looks at the food in her hand. Is that a bad thing? Jessica
shakes her head while making another sandwich.

Tiffany left you and it wasnt for the better like she believed. Yoona on the other hand left and improved
herself, answers Jessica, its only natural for you not to hate Yoona as much as you hated Tiffany. She
looks at Taeyeon, and when Taemin returns, you wont be mad or indifferent. Youll probably be
overjoyed since he left by force. She picks up the other half of the sandwich that she was making earlier
and places it against Taeyeons lips. Bite. The older girl takes a bite. Youre moms back, states
Jessica as she sets the slice down.

Taeyeon stops chewing; their eyes connect. Taeyeon searches for any sign that Jessica was pulling a
prank. Not seeing any, she hops off the counter and leaves the kitchen. Jessica sighs; she sets the knife
back down on the counter top and follows Taeyeon out onto the balcony. She watches her curiously as
she lights a cigarette. Are you sure? questions Taeyeon while leaning on the railing.

Yeah, whispers Jessica.

Where?

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Your aunts. Im not sure if shes staying there or not. But when I went there to talk to Hyoyeon about
you, she sort of came out of the kitchen and your aunt introduced us. Taeyeon inhales; her free hand
slides through her hair. Taeyeon if you dont want to see her you dont have to. If you ask me I think
you should act like the woman doesnt exist. She left you plenty of times. Maybe its time for you to
leave her. Jessica moves, standing behind Taeyeon; arms wrap around the older girls waist, securing her
in a tight embrace. No one will blame you.

Shes going to affect things, Sooyeon, whispers Taeyeon. Not only me, but Yoongs back. If Yoona
knows She shakes her head, and then theres Seohyun who was affected terribly because of her.
Jessica rests her head on Taeyeons shoulder.

What happened between her and the Seos? questions Jessica, curiously.

I told you already. She killed someone, states Taeyeon, it was Seohyuns dad. Taeyeon closes her
eyes, that faint scar along Seohyuns neck was all due to her. Inhale. Exhale. Taeyeon turns her head
slightly and looks at Jessica. Im never going to get any rest am I?

Jessica pouts in response. She had no answer. Would Taeyeon really be able to finally get some sort of
peace of mind? She pulls Taeyeons smaller frame closer against her body. Forget about her. Today is
our day, remember? Taeyeon nods her head, closing her eyes for a second time. Only to open them when
she feels Jessicas lips on her cheek. Finish up and then you can finish eating and we can watch some
television or take Dog for a walk.

~~~
She quietly walks down the stairs of her house, adjusting her backpack with each step that she takes.
Eyes search the living room for any sign of her adoptive parent. Im Yoona! Her adoptive fathers voice
rings throughout the house. Yoona flinches slightly at the anger in the voice. Im Yoona! She turns and
attempts to make a run up the stairs. Yoona, she stops and turns back around. Leaning over the railing
she looks at her father. What is this? he waves some papers around.

It looks like paper. What else could it be? answers Yoona, causing for her adoptive sister to laugh.

Dont get smart, young lady, state Mr. Im. You withdrew of five thousand-

Oh that yeah I donated to charity, interrupts Yoona. Yeah, it went to saving some girls life. She
continues down the stairs. No big deal, right? It went to charity. He stops her at the foot of the stairs.
What?

Youre grounded. Go to your room and work on you assignments alone. Yoonas mouth falls open.
Dont give me that look. You think Im blind to whats going on? Yoona nods her head. I know what
you did Yoona. She crosses her arms. You saw her didnt you?

She needed help, states Yoona. What was I supposed to do? Let her die? I know what I agreed to, but
sometimes deals and promises need to be broken and that was one of those times.

Five thousand, Yoona! I didnt put that away for you to give away. That was to secure your future.

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What future?! She points at herself. You adopted nothing but a thief, her adoptive mother steps out of
the kitchen. Yoona grunts in frustration. My sister was going to die and youre saying youd rather I not
interfere? Im just supposed to let my big sister die in an alley and all she was doing was protecting
someone? She looks away from her father and at her mother. If this is what it means to come from a
well off family, then I dont want it. She digs in her backpack pulling out a piece of paper. Here. She
hands it to her mother. Ive had that for the past year now.

What is that? questions her father; his eyes remain on Yoona.

She wants to emancipate herself from us, whispers her mother. Her hand shoots straight to her wavering
lips, covering them. Yoona no, states her mother shaking her head. Im not signing any such thing. I
took you in off the street; you are my daughter.

Im your prisoner. You treat me so harshly, yet you dont do anything with miss cutter over there,
counters Yoona. Her sister freezes slightly. Eyes land on the other girl for a quick second before returning
to Yoona. I have to give up my freedom just to get you guys help my sisters. She says one word and you
buy all of her friends a yacht to have a party on. I cant even see my sister and yet she gets to invite
friends over at two in the morning. She pauses. You guys dont want me hanging out with them. I cant
do anything. I just want my sisters. She looks at her feet. Please just sign the papers.

Youll be on the street.

Ill be staying with Taeyeon in her apartment, states Yoona, It will be me, her and Fany. Ill have a
place to stay. Ill be with family.

We are your family now, hisses Mr. Im. His adoptive daughter was frustrating him to no end. His nose
flares. Yoona scoffs in response. He turns to his wife, Shes being ungrateful. Do something with your
daughter!

Ungrateful? questions Yoona. Ive always thanked you for taking me in. I never stopped until you
decided to put shackles on me. Youre just overreacting because I spent your money on helping my sister
who you hate for no reason. Shes not all that bad you know, argues Yoona. Taeng does what she has to
provide for all of us.

She doesnt need to provide for you. I do enough of it.

You dont provide for me, not like how a family is. You give me money and tell me who I should be
friends with. Better connections mean an easier life. You tell me what to do; you make my decisions for
me. Never once have you thought how I Her voice trails off and she looks to the side. Confusion
crosses her face. Is this how the nerd feels, she whispers to herself. Grunting, she takes the last step and
walks pass her parents.

Im Yoona!

Im going to tutoring, responds Yoona. She exits out of the front door and takes off in a sprint. Taeng,
you really are a bad influence, she states while turning a corner. I meet you and I begin talking back
once again. She shakes her head; her legs pump harder as she picks up momentum. I hope shes still

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there. She turns another corner; her legs move slower, and fatigue starts kicking in. Breathing heavily
she continues pushing her body in the direction of the bus stop where Yuri would more than likely be.

It comes in sight and so does Yuri. Yuri! The older girl looks up from her book; her head turns and
Yoonas direction and she scoffs, returning back to her book. Yoona stumbles into a stop right before her.
Yuri I can we talk?

No. We cant. Bus, was her response as she points at the oncoming vehicle.

Yuri, please. Yuri ignores her. Yuri. She slides her book into her bag and steps onto the waiting
transportation. Yoona could only stare as the doors close and the bus takes off. She couldnt have given
up already, could she? She wouldnt let the last two years go to waste. She just wouldnt.

Yeah the nerd is, Yoona turns and looks at Boa who was walking down the streets holding hands with
some male. You screwed up big time. But this is what you wanted right? For my sister to give up on
you. Shes doing it now. Yoona bites her bottom lip. Sure this was what she wanted, but she also wants
for Yuri to only remain hers in a sense. So what are you going to do now, huh? Yuri doesnt want to
remain your tutor because that would mean shed have to spend time with you. So now youre out of a
tutor and a future girlfriend. Ouch.

Boa, whispers her boyfriend, be nice. Boa sighs and blinks.

Yoona shes at work. She works at the center now as an employee not a volunteer. Ill call and tell her
to listen to you. But this is your only chance, understand. After this I cant help either one of you.
Yoona nods her head. Here, Boa digs in pockets pulling out some cash. That should be enough for the
bus.

What makes you think I need money? questions Yoona while starring at Boas hand. Boa doesnt
answer. Instead she places the cash into Yoonas hand giving her a smile. Boa tightens her grip on her
boyfriends hand before turning and walking away.

Remember you little criminal, one more chance.

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he huffs and lips puff out blowing away the hair that was blocking her view. Eyes look down at the
cardboard box by her feet. Her hand slips into her pocket pulling out her issued box cutter. She
bends over; with a flick of her wrist, she slices through the tape. Setting the sharp instrument on the
ground, she pulls open the flaps and stares at the can goods that she should be stacking on the
shelves. A grunt leaves her lips. Picking a few of the cans out of the box, she straightens out and turns to
the shelf. Stretching fully, she attempts to place the can on the shelf when a hand enters her view taking
the can from her and placing it in the spot she was struggling to reach.

Turning her head slightly, Tiffanys eyes connect with Sooyoungs. You might want to get a step ladder
or something, since you cant you know reach that high, mutters Sooyoung while backing away from
the older girl. She turns to her sister, taking the small basket out of the younger girls hand, and prepares
to walk away when a hand wraps around her wrist. She looks up at the owner of the hand.

Ive got to fill the shelf um, can you help? asks Tiffany while looking at the box by her feet.

Sooyoung could only blink in response. I mean you dont have to if youre busy. I can just call for a
fellow employee. She shakes her head releasing the taller girl. Never mind, Im sorry to bother you.
She turns back around to the shelf and attempts to place another can on it. Sulli nudges her older sister;
Sooyoung turns and looks at her.

Help her, you idiot, whispers Sulli. Ill go find the rest of the ingredients that mom needs. Dont mess
this up, understand? I want Tiffany as a sister shes fun. Sulli takes the basket back and walks away
leaving Sooyoung standing in the middle of the aisle and Tiffany struggling with her work. Sooyoung
looks around; her hand massages the back of her neck and she takes a step forward, taking the can from
the older girl again and placing it in its designated spot. Tiffany backs away from Sooyoung a bit.

You can hand me the cans and Ill stock them I guess, Tiffany nods her. She bends over picking up a
few cans and hands them to the younger girl. They work in silence, not that either one of them cared
really. Theres no more room, states Sooyoung breaking the silence. Tiffany looks up at the shelf and
then down at the box. Is something wrong?

Can you fit one more? asks Tiffany while picking up the lonely can.

No, Sooyoung backs away from the shelf and takes the can out of Tiffanys hand. Its why we came
down this aisle. She sighs and looks off to the side. I I guess Ill see you at the next appointment.
She flashes Tiffany a small smile and turns to find her sister. Tiffany bites her lip.

Sooyoung! she calls out. Sooyoung stops. Tiffany takes a deep breath and looks at her hands. Can we
talk after um I get off? If that is okay with you, I mean you probably dont want to hear what I have to
say, and I know youre busy with your sessions and what not. She fidgets a little. Never mind forget
that I even brought such a thing up. Tiffany bends over and picks up the box and her box cutter; she
turns and heads for the back of the store.

Sooyoung turns and looks at the older girls retreating figure. A frown forms on her face. Did Tiffany
really believe that she didnt want to talk or at least listen? Her head turns and eyes lock with the items

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placed on the shelf. She blinks. Did she really mess things up by revealing her feelings? Did she just lose
the last and only person she could confide in? Why are you starring at those things? Sooyoung looks
over her shoulder to see her younger sister approaching with a full basket. So howd things go?
Sooyoung shrugs her shoulder, dropping the can into the basket. What could a shoulder shrug possibly
mean?

It means She pauses, thinking for the correct word to describe things. There was no progress. Sulli
groans a bit. She looks at her older sister.

Well maybe things werent supposed to be that way. Maybe you were to remain as her friend. She pats
her sisters shoulder. If Tiffany doesnt want you then thats her lost. And shes an idiot at that too,
after all the effort you put into making sure she was healthy and the baby was. Sulli grabs hold of
Sooyoungs hand giving it a tug. Lets go before mom starts calling our phones non-stop. With one
final tug the youngest Choi gets her sister to follow after her. Sooyoung takes a look over shoulder,
peering through the shoppers in an attempt to catch a glimpse of Tiffany. She sighs and turns to Sulli.
Its okay, whispers Sulli as she rubs circles in her sisters hand. Sooyoung nods her head. Is it okay?

~~~
Thank you, whispers Yoona while looking up from her work. She smiles at the girl sitting across from
her. I hope I wasnt bugging you when I asked you to help me study. The girl shakes her head. Are
you sure? If I was youId probably slam the door in my face considering the fact that I havent
contacted you. The girl nods her head; she reaches across the table grabbing an extra piece of paper,
quickly scribbling something on it.

Its fine, Yoona.

Well if you say so Seohyun, answers Yoona while shrugging her shoulder. Yoona leans back in her
chair; her hand wraps around her smoothie. So how have youve been? Im pretty sure once I left the
group stopped hanging out with you. Seohyun shakes her head again. Pencil meets paper.

I still speak to Yuri and Tiffany. Sooyoung sometimes to.

Really? questions Yoona while taking a sip of her drink. Seohyun smiles and nods her head. With a
sigh, the younger girl takes one last look at the paper she was correcting before passing it back to Yoona.
Yoona takes a peek at her paper. She sets her cup down and frowns. I missed that many? The younger
girl nods her head again. Im hopeless. Her head drops down upon the table.

Seohyun rolls her eyes at Yoonas antics. She grabs her paper and scribbles something, dropping it on
Yoonas head once she was finished. Yoona grabs the paper; she lifts her head and looks it over.

Youre not hopeless. Youre just distracted. Want to talk about it?

Yoona scrunches her face and shakes her head. She didnt feel like openly talking about her issues
concerning her love life and her family, at least not so openly in this building. A sigh and she closes her
eyes, letting the paper slip from her hands and land on the table. A pout form as her thoughts wander to a

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certain older girl who shes hurt. She opens her eyes and exhales loudly. Propping her head onto her open
palm she looks around the small caf while Seohyun looks over her other papers. Eyes scan familiar faces
and new ones before landing on two elderly women who had just entered the building.

Head tilts a little. One was familiar; she was so familiar that Yoona believed it to be her aunt, Taeyeons
aunt. Getting a better look at the woman, a small smile formed on her face. Definitely auntie, whispers
Yoona. So if thats auntie then whos The color slowly drains from her face; her expression drops.
N-no way, she whispers to herself. Seohyun, she taps the table and looks at the younger girl.
Doesnt that woman look like Taeng? Seohyun lifts her head.

Her own eyes scan the small caf and just like Yoona, her face becomes blank. Fear takes over; her hand
shakes slightly. Heart races and breaths become quick. Seohyun? questions Yoona forgetting all about
the woman for the second she catches a glimpse of the fear in Seohyuns eyes. Hey is everything
okay? Seohyun shakes her head; then pencil falls between her fingers and rolls off the small table. She
abruptly pushes her seat back and stands, causing all eyes to fall on her. Feeling the womans eyes on her,
Seohyun spins and runs for the door leaving behind a speechless Yoona.

She quickly gathers her things, throwing them in her backpack. She could care less at the moment if her
papers become folded. What was important was finding out what scared Seohyun like that. She stands and
turns bumping into her aunt. Yoona. Arent you going to say hi to me or something? Yoona feigns a
smile before taking off after the younger girl.

So thats her, questions the woman. Thats my other daughter, right?

Yeah thats the other trouble maker that you spawned, answers Taeyeons aunt.

She looks so much like her father.

~~~
Ignoring the presence of another person in her room, the youngest Jung keeps her eyes on the movie that
she was watching on her computer. A couple of minute pass and she turns her head, finding that her sister
had pulled her own chair out of the her own room and is now sitting beside her. Fingers slowly grab hold
of her ear phones, pulling the large item off her head. Im fine without the sound, states Jessica while
looking at the screen, you can put those back on. Krystal wasnt too sure what to do. Her sister was
sitting in her room, not bugging her, not interrogating her and definitely not belittling her. All the
youngest Jung could do was stare at her sister in disbelief.

Jessica slowly turns and looks at her baby sister. Yes? Krystal shakes her head; one hand reaches and
unplugs her head phones allowing for the sound to ricochet around the room. You didnt have to do that.
I was fine with just watching on silence. Ive already missed probably half of it.

Not really I had turned it on about twenty minutes or so ago. Krystals eyes slightly widen. She didnt
expect that she would be able to answer her sister so easily. She turns her attention back to the computer
screen. Nothing really happened. Just some shooting, car crashes and police chases to be quite honest
this movie is proving to be very boring.

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Really? Because you were quite into it, states Jessica.

I was ignoring you. Krystal pauses the movie, I get it now. After talking to Yunho, I get it. She turns
and looks at her sister. Things cant be the same between us. I can no longer fight for your attention. I
have to grow up. You have a life now, Sooyeon and I shouldnt be jealous of it. Its just that youre
growing up and then after this year youre done. Youll leave just like our brother and Ill be stuck here
with arguing parents. Krystals eyes become warm and blurry. She blinks, trying to fight back the tears
threatening to spill. I just wanted some time with you before you go. You spent so much time at the end
of the school year with Yoona and Taeyeon. I was tossed aside and I didnt like it. But I understand now.
Youve got friends and a girlfriend, both of which are going to take up your time now. Her voice begins
to waver a little.

Just because I have more friends to hang out with and a girlfriend doesnt mean anything, Soojung.
Krystal turns and looks at her sister. Believe me there were times when I wanted to spend all of it on
you. But youve started disappearing and then the next thing I know youve pierced your belly. Jessica
shudders a little, remembering what it was like to touch her sisters abdomen. And then you started
drinking, smoking and staying out late. You began to disappoint me. So I gave up trying.

Yoona and Taeyeon do the same thing.

Yoona and Taeyeon did the same thing. Yoonas attending a private school. And Taeyeon got a job.
The younger girls shoulders rise and fall with her sigh. But just because theyve done it, doesnt mean
you had to. Do you know how stupid you made me look when Taeyeon told me about the piercing
especially after I bragged about how Im the better sister out of the two of us?

You must have been dumbfounded, Krystal giggles a little, I can totally imagine your retarded face.
Her head tilts back, giggles turning into a full blown laugh. Oh how I wish I was there to see that.
Jessica pouts before slapping her sister on the thigh. Ow!

Looks like some people have finally made up. The Jung girls turn to look at the door finding their older
brother leaning against its frame. Took you two long enough so does this mean that I can have the
room back and no longer sleep on the Ow! Jessica turns to look at Krystal; eyes widen and brows rise.
Her lips were tightly shut. Krystal tries to keep a straight face, but breaks into another laughing fit.
Jessica books are for reading not throwing them, groans Yunho while rubbing his nose.

I know I was just trying to help you see the words a little better, remarks Jessica with a triumphant grin.

Women, grunts Yunho while turning around and walking away.

That was a good one, comments Krystal while wiping away her tears of laughter. That definitely
deserves a high five. She raises her hand, waiting for Jessica to respond. Jessica looks the hand over. Her
fingers gently wrap around it and bring it closer to her eyes. Sooyeon?

Soojung whens the last time I took you out to the nail shop to get your nails done? asks Jessica
curiously. Krystal shrugs her shoulders. How about I call up Sooyoung and Jinri and we go out just
the four of us?

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R-really? questions Krystal with a surprised expression. Jessica smiles and nods her head. I-if you say
so then. Youre paying right?

Who else was going to pay? Jessica pushes her chair back and stands. Get dressed.

~~~
She jumps startled about the noise echoing throughout her house. Sitting up on the couch she rubs her
eyes and looks over the back of the piece of furniture. Eyes lock onto her sisters back watching as the
younger girl open the door. Who is it, Tiffany? calls out Taeyeon from the couch.

Taeng! Taeyeons eyes open all the way at the sound of Yoonas voice. Yoona sounded angry and
irritated. She climbs off the couch and walks towards the door. Taking a stance beside the Tiffany, the
smallest girl tilts her head back to look her baby sister in the eyes. You! Yoona points a finger at
Taeyeon. Shes out. Shes here and you didnt tell me? Taeyeon looks at Tiffany for some sort of
answer. Im talking about our mother. Taeyeon quickly turns and looks at Yoona; Tiffanys eyes move
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yes drift close; head tilts back at the sensation of lips against her neck. Her hand grabs a fistful of
the shirt in front. The other crumples the paper cup in her hand. A soft hiss exits her lips and her
body presses tightly between the one in front of her and the wall behind her. Im so glad you
decided to join me at this party tonight, comes a gruff whisper from the lips against her neck.
Another hiss leaves her lips. Doesnt it make you happy that youre finally dropping your nerd title,
Yuri?

If she could answer she would, but the only thing she could do at the moment was drop the cup full of
alcohol. The lips on her jaw turn into a smile. Yuri, the words come out playfully. She squirms a little
against the body. Lips pull away and eyes meet. How about we find somewhere more private yeah? She
watches as the head in front of her turns and looks at the rest of the party goers. Head turns back and eyes
reconnect with hers. Yeah?

Even with all the alcohol that was pumping through her blood, she shakes her head no and attempts to
slide away from her date. Yuri, a hand grasps her wrist tightly.

No, responds Yuri; her words slurs slightly. Taec?

Come on, Yuri, counters Taecyeon, pulling Yuri back to him. Dont be like that, yeah? The index
finger traces along her jaw line. Nothings going to happenI promise. Yuri blinks and shakes her
head no once again, Reallyyoure going to act like that Yuri? I havent hurt you, yet.

Im just notno, responds Yuri. She breaks free from his grasp and slips away into the crowd in the
middle of the room. She looks around at everyone in the house while making her way towards the
backyard. She can honestly say, drunk or sober, she barely recognizes anyone at this party. Sliding the
screen door she slips outside into the yard. She inhales deeply allowing the fresh air to fill her lungs. Is
this what you wanted, she whispers to herself, for me to become somethingand start making
connections, huh? Arms cross and eyes direct themselves downwards to her shoes.

Arms wrap around her body and just by the smell of the cologne she could tell who it was. Taecyeon
she mumbles while moving her body.

Nothing. I just thought Id hold you. Is that okay? questions Taecyeon; his grip tightens. Were dating.
I like you. You like me She squirms, turning and facing the boy who she agreed to date as a
mechanism to forget about a certain juvenile delinquent. Its not a problem is it, Yuri?

No, its just we havent been dating that long, answers Yuri, shaking the haziness from her head. Her
hands press flat against his shoulders, resting her head against his chest. I have work in the morning.
She moves away from Taecyeon only to be grabbed again. Taecyeon, she calls his name, I have work
in the morning, she repeats, that means I need to go home and get some sleep.

One more drink and a dance yeah it shouldnt hurt should it? Or we can sit with my friends and have
one more drink. Afterwards Ill walk you home okay? Yuri nods her head and allows for Taecyeon to
lead her back into the crowded house. They head for a corner and he takes a seat on the couch, pulling her
down onto his lap. Eyes scan the familiar faces in the corner and she waves to his friends. Taecyeon

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smiles widely at his friends who all grin back in return. She leans back against him, releasing a sigh.
Khun, calls Taecyeon as one of his friends stand. Can you get Yuri here something to drink also?
Nichkhun disappears in the crowd and Yuri sighs for a second time. Come on, one more drink,
whispers Taecyeon in her ear as his arm slides around her waist. Yuri nods her head and Nichkhun
appears with two cups. He hands her one and takes a seat back in his chair looking around the room.
Drink up, whispers Taecyeon.

Yuri looks inside the cup and squirms a little: more alcohol. She blinks and looks at Taecyeon. There
wasnt this many bubbles last time, she whispers to Taecyeon. Taecyeon shrugs his shoulders. Im not
drinking this.

Oh come on, Yuri dont be such a buzz kill. Its probably a different kind of beeryou know how
these parties go. Everyone brings something different. Drink it, states Taecyeon. Yuri eyes Taecyeon
curiously; she then turns and looks at Nichkhun who for some reason wouldnt look at her. With a sigh of
reluctance, Yuri brings the cup to her lips and takes a sip. It burns a little sliding down her throat and she
coughs handing the cup to Taecyeon. Finish it She shakes her head. She didnt want to drink
anymore. In fact this night was the first time shes done such a thing. Yuri.

I dont want anymore, coughs Yuri. She abruptly stands and turns to look at her the boy shes been
dating.

Yuridont be a nerd, a buzz kill. Finish the drink and Ill walk you home like I said I would. Yuri
wasnt too sure if she should heed his words. She knew enough not to go anywhere private, but should
she follow through and drink the rest of this stuff in the cup. She looks at the cup Taecyeons hand; her
head turns and eyes scan the room to see everyone staring at her. See, youre ruining the atmosphere of
the party.

Taec, if she doesnt want to drink, dont force her, comments Nichkhun from his seat. Yuri turns and
looks at him only to find his gaze elsewhere.

Mind your own business, grunts Taecyeon in return. Yuri, finish the cup and Ill take you home. Peer
pressure gets the best off her; Yuri slowly takes the cup back and downs the drink as quickly as she could
without gagging. She hands the cup back to Taecyeon. A disgusted look crosses the Kwons face.

Homenow, she states while wiping her lips with the back of her hand. Taecyeon stands and looks at
Yuri before grabbing her hand and leading her out of the house. That was grosswhyd you make me
drink such a thing?

You told me that you no longer wanted to be a nerd, remember? remarks Taecyeon while pulling Yuri
closer to his body. This was the first stepgetting smashed at a party that is going to be the biggest hit
of the summeruntil the Im throws hers. Taecyeon looks at Yuri and smiles. Thats all you had to do
was drink thatIm not going to make you drink anymore, okay? Yuri nods her head, believing in his
words. And you were so reluctant to date me.

You dont exactly have quite the rep, remarks Yuri, her words slurring more than before.

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They continue walking with small chuckles and giggles filling the air and feet tripping over each other.
Minutes pass when her sight becomes slightly fuzzy and she profusely blinks attempting to regain focus.
Taecyeon watches her curiously. II dont feel so good, mumbles Yuri while grabbing hold of her
head. Her body leans in one direction, heading for the ground. Arms reach out and secure Yuri.

Its the alcohol, he states. Let me just take you to my place instead since its closer. Yuri nods her
head. Alright, lets go.

~~~
She watches her two older sisters carefully. She wasnt too sure what to expect from either one of those
girls. And it was all due to the simple fact that they lied to her. She crosses her arms. Im waiting, you
twostart explaining, she demands.

The oldest of the girls sighs; her fingers comb her hair away from her face and she looks at the youngest.
Take a seat on the couch, Yoong, orders Taeyeon while walking away from the youngest two. Yoona
looks at Tiffany who shrugs her shoulders. Yoona enters the apartment and heads straight for the couch.
She takes a seat as Tiffany closes the door and joins the other two in the living room. You can say this
came as a surprise, Yoong, states Taeyeon. You were there when she called my phone the first time. It
was only a matter of seconds, of time before they released her for her behavior. Taeyeon looks at the
blank television.

You could have at least offered to inform me. I mean I did risk everything to save you from Sunnys
claws. And you dont even have the decency to inform me about something like this, counters Yoona.

I just found out today also, states Taeyeon. Jessica ran into her at our aunts house. Thats where shes
been crashing, or at least thats where I assume shes been staying, Yoong. And I dont have your
numberand contacting you can jeopardize everything.

Yoona rolls her eyes, right cause Miyoung always comes first. Tiffany flinches at how Yoona states her
name.

Not true Yoona, remarks Taeyeon. Tiffany is no longer a priority in my life. At least shes not the top.
I have you to worry about; I have Taemin to worry about and I have our nephew. What do you want me to
do, huh? With another sigh, she reaches out grabbing her half smoked cigarette. Iwhat do you want
me to do?

You lied to me, states Yoona. I had to learn things from Seohyun the first time and when I asked about
ityou swept everything under the rug. If I was Miyoung, you wouldnt have lied. You tell her all the
time that her mother doesnt want her or Taemin. That she upped and left them for a normal life back in
America.

Taeyeon takes a deep breath, Yoong what did you want me to do, huh? Growing up, it was me and
you for a few years and when we were youngerour mother was your hero. And then she ups and does
something stupid. Your dad comes and takes you away. And all you had about us was that picture of her.

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Do you know what its like to have your sister show up in your life years laterwith the same thought
about our mother?

So you lied to me?

I wanted to give you some sort of happiness, states Taeyeon. Thats all I could give you at the
moment. You live with the Ims. I was a delinquent who was in and out of court, Yoong. So I liedI said
our mom was away because she stole and did drugs like I did. All so you wouldnt lose faith in her. Did
you want me to destroy everything and tell you that shes nothing but a stupid, ignorant woman who put
others before her own children? Tiffany takes a seat on the floor in front of Taeyeon, grabbing the older
girls hand. Yoona looks off to the side. Do you?

What do you think? huffs Yoona.

Fineour mother is a complete and incompetent fool, who didnt give a damn about what happened to
me or you. And that is why your father came and got you. You werent in a safe environment. She didnt
care about us, Yoong. To her, her friends, her life and money were much more important. She didnt care.
And then one nightshe ends up drunk and highthinking that she could rob someone on the street,
spats Taeyeon, angrily. She curls her hands. Her and her stupid friends stumble upon a man and his little
girl. They attempt to rob him and he puts up a fight. So what happens, one of them pulls out a knife and
stabs him and when his girl screams they slice her throat. Left both of them out in the middle of the street
to die. Taeyeon looks at her sister. Happy now?

Tae, calls out Tiffany quietly. She removes her hand from Taeyeons noticing how white her knuckles
had turned. Calm downwant me to call Jessica? Taeyeon snatches away from Tiffany and stands. She
grabs her set of house keys and makes way for the door. Taedont leave. Taeyeon opens the door,
alright at least let us know where you are headed. The library? Jessicas?

To see mom, was the response before the door closes shut, leaving Yoona and Tiffany alone.

You comebackmake her happy and then take all the happiness away, comments Tiffany as she
directs her attention to her younger sister. Yoongwhy couldnt you let things be, hm?

I go to a caf with Seohyun to study, explains Yoona, and then this woman who looks like Taeyeon
walks in with our aunt. If you would have saw Seohyuns face and the way she ran, you too, would have
not let things be. Besides Im not a little girl anymore, Tiffany. I deserve to know the truth about my
mother as much as you deserve to know the truth about yours.

You say that Taeyeon favors meI dont think so, Tiffany stands and dusts her pants off. Taeyeon
broke my dream for me as quickly as she could. But for you and Taeminshed spew lies left and right,
just to see the two of you smile. Tiffany makes her way to the kitchen, sure shed spend more time with
mebut thats because she didnt want to show weakness in front of you. She also didnt want you or
Taemin following down her path. Its why she continuously kept forcing the Ims upon you, you know.
She remerges with two cups, Yoonaas much as Taeyeon didnt show itshe cared about you the
most, for the simple fact that she knew you as her baby sister and watched you disappear before her
eyes. She hands a cup to Yoona, Ill be right back.

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Tiffany turns and heads down the hall to Taeyeons room. Yoona takes a moment to sigh and look around
the apartment. Eyes cast downwards and she looks at her cup. She takes a sniff, smelling nothing. Water
is all you have to offer.

Its all we drink, besides Taeyeon occasionally finding a beer somewhere, comments Tiffany as she
enters the room taking a seat on the couch. With the two of us working minimum wage, we can barely
afford paying all the rent and buying food. Yoona looks at Tiffanys hand; eyes ghost over the cup in one
and what looks to be pictures in another. Tiffany sets her cup down on the coffee table; she passes Yoona
the pictures.

Whats this? questions Yoona as she looks over the two items.

One is of me and Taeminsee how perfectly new it looks even though we are quite young in that
picture, Yoona nods her head. She put that one in a frame. Now the other is a picture of you and her
before your dad came and took you. Yoona looks at the other picture noticing how tattered and worn out
it was becoming. How the edges were bent and small tears were forming. Taeyeon keeps that one in her
wallet. Or at least she didnow its in her bedside drawer. So like I said even if Taeyeon favors
meits you who she favors. She doesnt have to watch over you. Youre independentyou dont need
her help in anything.

Tiffany holds up her hand, signaling that she was still talking. Taeyeon worries about me, because I was
shelteredbecause she sheltered me. And that is why I had her attention constantly. She pauses slightly,
so if you are jealous about anythingI say its all for a stupid reason: to be jealous over a very
dependent person. Ridiculous if you ask me.

But she was always

She trusted me with her secrets, Yoong nothing more. She just took care of me. Made sure I was fed,
Taemin was fed, that we had a roof over our head and clothes on our back. Taeyeon was doing what an
older sister is supposed to do. You know we can sit here and debate about everything all night. But I can
tell you Taeyeon favors you because she didnt have to do any work. It hurt her when Jessica told her that
you were jealous; she was even more hurt when you said it.

She got drunk when you left.

And she destroyed the room when Taemin was taken. But for youshe went quiet. She didnt say
anything; she practically didnt do anything. And then she packs her clothes and disappears in the middle
of the night. Yoongjust listen to me. You are her favorite sibling. She can bond with you much more
than she can with me. Youre both delinquents. The both of you fight, steal and what not. Youre both gay
and you two share a special bond with Jessica. I have none of those traits or qualities. Tiffany grabs her
cup and stands, Im heading towards Taemins room. I need to sleep since Ive started working. You are
going to crash on Taeyeons bed and thats an order. Yoonas phone goes off, causing for Tiffany to stop
walking. She turns and looks at her sister carefully, watching as Yoonas expression changes. Is
everything okay? The younger girl places the device beside her ear, listening intently.

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Yoona shakes her head and stands. IYuris in trouble, states Yoona while looking at her sister. Tell
Taengthat Im sorry, will you? I dont know when I will be able to see her. Yoona runs towards the
door, pulling it open and exiting out of the apartment.

~~~
Dog lifts her head; eyes lock onto the shadow at the window. A low growl emits from her as the window
opens. She stands and sniffs the air, automatically recognizing the scent. She lowers her body back to the
ground allowing for her owner to enter the room. Taeyeon lands swiftly on her feet; she turns and closes
the window prior to heading towards Jessicas bed. Arent you supposed to be protecting her, whispers
Taeyeon as she kneels in front of Dog. Youre just going to let me climb in the window? You really are a
useless mutt. Dog barks loudly, startling the sleeping girl on the bed.

Jessica rolls over and cuts on her bedside lamp. A content sigh escapes the younger girls lips as her eyes
take in the sight of Taeyeon and Dog. Sooyeon! calls out her mother. Taeyeon looks at Jessica before
darting for the closet. She slips inside and slowly closes the door just as Jessicas bedroom door opens
revealing her parents and brother. OhI heard that mutt bark and thought something was happening,
states Mrs. Jung while giving Dog a disgusted look.

She probably saw something outside the window like a bird or something, responds Jessica, and shes
not a mutt. Her mother clicks her tongue. Im going back to sleep. Jessica lies back down on her bed,
waiting for her parents and brother to leave. Once the door closes with a click, she slips out of bed and
heads towards her closet. Taeyeon, she whispers. The closet door opens revealing Taeyeon. What are
you doing here? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. She really doesnt know what made her come to the Jung
house. She was supposed to be on her way to see her mom, when she chickened out. She ended up
smoking the rest of the cigarette and next thing she knows she was climbing through Jessicas window.

Jessica sighs and grabs Taeyeons hand pulling her towards her bed. Want to talk about it in the morning
then? Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders. They stop beside the bed and Jessica helps Taeyeon remove her
jacket. Okay thenwhat happened between you and Tiffany tonight?

Not Tiffany, Yoona, answers Taeyeon while flinging her jacket towards Jessicas chair. The owner of
the room nods her head and slips back into bed. Taeyeon kicks her shoes off and slips in after, pulling the
blankets over their bodies.

What happened between you and her? questions Jessica. Taeyeon ignores the question, positioning
herself closer to the younger girls body so her face could be buried in Jessicas neck. Taeyeon.

Not nowthinking about it will only get me more upset and I left my cigarettes at the apartment,
mumbles Taeyeon. Her arm wraps around Jessicas waist, securing her in her spot. Jessica nods her head;
she turns to face Taeyeon. So howd things go with making up with Krystal? asks Taeyeon.

It wentgood. She smiles lightly. We did some sisterly bonding and harassed Yunholike old
times. Taeyeon nods her head. Thank you, whispers Jessica. The older girl looks her in the eyes. For
forcing me to spend some time with SoojungI sort of missed it. And now I have my baby sister back.
Taeyeon nods her head. A small smile makes its way across her face. Maybe you are the better sister.

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I know I am, states Taeyeon jokingly, Ow! Jessica breaks free of her hold and scoots away, turning
her back towards Taeyeon. SooyeonI was just joking you knowwell not reallyI am the better
sister. A small grunt leaves her lips as Jessica hand collides with her stomach. Sooyeon.

Go sleep on the floor with Dog. Im done talking to you and I wish to go to sleep. Taeyeon stares
blankly at Jessicas back. Her arms slide out; hands take hold of the younger girls waist, pulling her back
so that she was fit against her body. Taeyeon

Go to sleep, whispers Taeyeon against the back of Jessicas neck. She hears a content sigh and smiles a
little. And Ill stop joking...but only a little. Fingers dance across Jessicas waist and abdomen, allowing
for her arms to secure her in place once again. Silence takes over say for the snores coming from the four
legged animal on the floor; her eyes remain locked on Jessicas neck. Sooyeon, whispers Taeyeon.

Hm?

Is it a bad thingis it bad to lie to someone you care about, just so you can preserve their image of a
hero? questions Taeyeon; a frown forms on her face.

I guess it dependswhy? Taeyeon remains quiet. Taeyeon?

I lied to Yoong a lot, mutters Taeyeon. IId always swept things under the rug. I avoided certain
topics just so shed still believe that our mom was the best. I told her mom went to jail because she was
like me with the stealing and whatnot. But the truth was because she was an accomplice in a murder. She
tenses a little as guilt starts to set in.

No, states Jessica, in this case telling a lie wouldnt be bad. Its like telling kids about Santa, or the
tooth fairy and what not. Its giving them something to believe in. You did what you had to, Taeyeon. No
one should fault you for it, not even yourself. HellKrystal still believes in such ridiculous things
because Im afraid to crush it. She pauses and shifts slightly. Sonoits not bad.

But shes mad, remarks Taeyeon.

Yoona is going to be mad. Taeyeon, did she learn from someone else about your mother? She feels the
older girl nod her head. I seegive it some time. Yoonas not going to stay mad at you foreverwho
else will she run to when things get hard at the Ims? Yuri told me that shes no longer talking to Yoona.
And all thats left is you.

You. Yoona likes you.

But Im with you most of the time.

Oh. Jessica laughs a little.

Welljust forget about it for now. Youll stress you self out and then want to end up drinking or
smoking and mind youmy place is not the place to do it. So forget about it, yeah? She feels Taeyeon
nods her head for a second time. Alright thenlets get some sleep and we can worry in the morning
when my mother barges in the room and begins her lecture.

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They removed the lockwell more like my mother decided to have Yunho change the locks that way
she can spy on me. A dissatisfied grunt echoes throughout the room. Iis that why you want the door
locked?

Im just going to assume you think my mind is in the gutter again. When in fact most of the time your
mind is in the gutter since you always find a different meaning for my words. Ow!

~~~
Tears continuously flow down her cheeks; she buries her face in her hands. She takes a deep breath and
attempts to wipe away the tears. Her head tilts back and she gazes up at the stars. Maybe a certain
alligator was right. Maybe it is time for her to give up mediocre goals and dream big. Maybe shes not cut
out for this neighborhood. Footsteps echo; her head snaps in the direction of the noise catching a glimpse
of a walking Yoona. She swallows the lump in her throat. Hands pull her phone out of her pocket and she
checks her reflection on the dark screen, using one hand to adjust and fix her hair. Youre crying, no
point in trying to hide it, she freezes, as Yoona takes a seat beside her.

Her head turns slowly and looks at Yoona. Who took my job? Who made you cry? asks Yoona as she
looks up at the stars. I wanna know so I can punch their face in. Yoona curls her hands slightly.

Yuri shakes her head. She wasnt exactly willing to say what happened. In fact shes quite surprised to see
Yoona sitting beside her. After ignoring her, shed figure Yoona would have returned to her behavior.
Teeth tug on her bottom lip. Not going to tell me? Yoona clicks her tongue. FineIll just ask around
and beat the crap out of everyone until I find the right personand then Ill beat them to a pulp.

For someone who wants no relationship with meyou sure are quite protective, mumbles Yuri in
response. Yoona smiles a little.

Youre mine, states Yoona. Yoona looks at Yuri with a serious face. A selfish persona delinquent
has something that they want to hold and cherishJessica taught me that a while ago. Taeng holds onto
the idea of family. Tiffany holds onto her mother necklace. And I, Yoona pauses; she wasnt too sure she
was ready to reveal things.

So why wont you act upon it? questions Yuri as she rests her head upon her knees. She didnt need for
the younger girl to say anything. She understood all she was supposed to.

Yoona shrugs her shoulders. So what happened? Whyd you call me? asks Yoona turning her attention
back to the stars.

HeI was all Yuri could muster up. Yoona blinks and nods her head. It was that needed to be said
really. Maybe it was time for her to stop pushing Yuri away? She shakes her head lightly. What is she
thinking? Yuri only deserves the best. But forcing her wouldnt suffice would it? It would be exactly like
how her parents are treating her. She looks down at the street.

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The older girl scoots closer and rests her head upon Yoonas shoulder. Yoona tenses a little. She turns her
head and looks at Yuri. Can I just have this? questions Yuri feeling doe eyes upon her. The younger girl
head slowly moves up and down. She inhales deeply, catching a whiff of alcohol.

The nerd was drinking? states Yoona in disbelief. It was now the older girls turn to nod her head.

I was tired of being known as a nerdand he said that drinking at tonights party would erase the label,
Yuris eyes slowly drift close, but know what? I dont think I want to lose that title. Yoona blinks.

A few days of dating this guy and youre drinking, whispers Yoona, I think I preferred bug eyed
Minho. At least then you werent doing something so stupid and reckless. And Minho is friends with Key
who works for Sunny. So thats saying something. And with him you were still my nerd. Fingers begin
playing with each other. A-Are you going to go back to him? A small scoff and a laugh invade her ears.
I take it you broke up with him?

Did you really think Id be that stupid and stay? answers Yuri in a whisper.

You were stupid enough to drink and let him do whatever he did to you. A growl emits from Yuri and
Yoona laughs. So I guess the perfect nerd does make mistakes huh?

Yeah and one of them was falling for an inconsiderate, insensitive, jerk.

Ouch.

Yuri lifts her head, taking a deep breath. Must you ruin my moment?

Not like youd remember. You words are slurring slightly and youre drunk out of your mind, Yoona
smiles widely at her. Yuri rolls her eyes and scoots away from the younger girl. Arm reaches over,
draping across Yuris shoulder and pulling her back. With a surprised look, she turns and faces Yoona.
You wanted this moment yeah? You were crying earlier because of some stupid assdont think Im
going to be an even bigger one and kick you while youre down. Yuri leans into Yoona, resting her head
back upon Yoonas shoulder. You have to tell me in the morning what happened. Or at least tell your
scary and creepy stalker The Kwon shifts and looks up at Yoona. Your sister. A small almost silent
laugh leaves the older girls lips.

Silence takes its place amongst the girls as they sit there under the street light, stargazing and watching as
cars come and go. Light snores make their way to Yoonas ear; she turns and eyes fall upon Yuris
sleeping face. With a sigh, she shifts, moving Yuri upon her back. Using everything she has, she stands
making sure Yuri never fell. Lets get you home before your sister decides to chase me down. And
threaten to beat the crap out of me.

~~~
Hands tug on her jacket trying to seek some warmth for her body. A yawn leaves her lips. Yoong leaves.
Taeyeon leaves. And what am I left with? A dirty kitchen, a messy living room and no way of sleeping,
mutters Tiffany while looking around the street. Looking straight ahead, her eyes connect with

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Sooyoungs. Feet slow down and she comes to a full stop in front of the hospital. Sooyoung stops in front
of her; they continuously look at each other. Cant sleep? asks Tiffany.

Sooyoung shakes her head, I usually visit around this time...its much more quiet and peaceful since
everyones gone home say for the nurses. The taller girl turns on her heels. UmIll leave since you
wish to visit him. You should spend this time alone with him. Youve been working and since you
arehis mother.

Youre his father. Sooyoung stops moving. Or did you simply forget?

II didnt forget it, musters Sooyoung. Head turns and she takes a peek at the older girl. Im just
A frustrated sigh leaves her lips. Her sentence falls short, leaving them in a semi-silent and tense
atmosphere.

You asked to be friends a while ago, states Tiffany. Iwont it be weird going back to that after you
admitted to have feelings for me? Sooyoung shrugs her shoulders. What do you mean you dont
know?

II liked you for a while, explains Sooyoung. The relationship wasnt weird. So why should it be
now? Besides everyone says it was painfully obvious that I started to like you. You were the only blind
one out there to have not seen it. Even Siwon noticed something. So how would things be weird? You
forget about it and Ill forget about it. Tiffany looks off to the side. It cant be that easy, can it? Just
going back to how things were and forgetting about someones feelings. She blinks a few times. But how
is a person supposed to just forget that someone in possibly in love with them. Scratch that, they are in
love with her, so how is she supposed to forget such a thing? I guess it would be weird on your end.

Tiffany shakes her head. Its just youyou want me to forget about your feelings, Sooyoung. Right
arm crosses over her body; her hand rubs her left arm. I She pauses trying to create the right
sentence. Youyou like meand I can see that it isnt some sort of puppy love or a simple crush,
Sooyoung. Youre sort of in love with meso how am I supposed to forget that? In the future, every time
you do something for me or myour son all Im going to think about is how you are in love with me, and
I cant do anything in return. A deep sigh, And when you do finally date someoneall Im going to
think about when I see you is how I crushed your feelings. I this isnt something to be easily forgotten,
you know?

So what then? All the older girl could do was shrug her shoulders in response.

A stalemate, whispers Tiffany.

What?

Stalemateyou know like in chess. Sooyoung gives her a weird look, my mom use to teach me. You
know before she left me and Taemin. Tiffany shakes her head to erase the oncoming thoughts. It means
no moves can be made. We cant go forward as of now and theres no turning back. Our
relationshipwell whatever is left of itits over.

Sooyoung shakes her head; she didnt like that idea. Shes fine with the idea of being friends. And shes
okay, well she semi-okay with how things are now, with the awkward tension and what not. But to

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completely say its over is something different. Would that mean that they are no longer going to talk to
each other? Its not like theyve known each other forever, but Sooyoungs gotten comfortable having
Tiffany around. And shes damn sure that Tiffany has gotten comfortable with her presence. Sooyoung?

IIm going to be like your siblings for a moment and become selfish, mutters Sooyoung. Friends or
not I dont care. But Im not going to say that I want it to be over. Thats justridiculous. Iyou cant
really end a relationship when a child is involved. Inhale. Exhale. Idont mean to be immoral and
bring him into thisbut think about Tiffany. Tiffany puffs her cheeks. IIm going home. You can
choose what you want, but Im not going to agree to ending everything. With an exhausted sigh, she
continues walking away leaving Tiffany alone in front of the hospital.

Choi Sooyoung! calls out the older girl, cupping her mouth. The taller one stops again. Ifriends will
be weird. Being acquaintances is awkward. So what do we have left, huh?! Ending things would be easier
for the both of us. Sooyoung turns quickly, sending a glare in the Hwangs direction.

Ending things would not be easier, huffs the Choi. I told you to forget because it would be easier for
you. But do you honestly think that Id be able to forget the feelings I have for you.

Time and distance will help.

So you want me out of your life? Really? After everything weve been through together? questions
Sooyoung. And what about him, hm? Youre no longer a priority in Taeyeons life. Shes got other
things, other priorities you know? Like Jessica and work and Taemin. Fingers slide through her hair,
tugging on it a little. Im not trying to be mean Tiffany. I would never be mean to youI like you too
much to do so. But are you really going to get rid of me? Tiffany shrugs her shoulders. She doesnt
know, but what she does is that she doesnt want Sooyoung to continue hurting. And she doesnt want to
really lose the older girl either. But her not hurting is more important than anything else.

I just dont want you to hurt anymore, mumbles Tiffany.

Really? questions Sooyoung. Tiffany nods her head. Im not hurting. I will admityou did hurt my
feelings when you umwalked out on me that morningbut you know I kind of got over it a little. With
the help of therapy, Jinri and foodit doesnt matter as much anymore. What does is the fact that you
constantly will not talk to me. Why? What is there to be afraid of? Tiffany blinks; Sooyoung watches her
curiously. Her eyes slowly widen. I get it now. Sooyoung turns and runs across the street, turning
around a corner and disappearing from Tiffanys sight.

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Is this even a good idea? The older girl shrugs her shoulders, setting the groceries down beside the
door. Hands slip into her pockets searching for her key to the apartment. She lives here you know.
The older girl nods her head. What if shes inside? Turning her head, a brow arches. I
meanwhat if shes in there, you know? The atmosphere is going to be extremely awkward, dont
you think? Sica? A small laugh leaves Jessicas lips as she pulls out the keys from her pocket. Shaking
her head, she unlocks the door, pushing it open.

Sooyoung, calm down. Its been what a week since you two met outside the hospital? responds Jessica.
She bends over and picks up the bags. Things are going to be fine. Besides this is Taeyeons placenot
Tiffanys. And Taeyeon wanted us to go grocery shopping for her. So you have every right to be here.
She enters the apartment with Sooyoung on her heels. And if shes hereshouldnt that be a good thing?
Weve all come to the conclusion that Tiffany Hwang is in denial of her feelings for you. The older girl
heads for the kitchen setting the bags on the counter. So I would say use this timeif shes here to the
best of your abilities and get the Hwang to come out of her shell.

Sooyoung shakes her head. Forcing her wouldnt make things any better would it? I mean shes scared
enough as it isforcing her would just make our relationship really over. I mean our friendship, and its
only hanging on by a mere thread. Jessica nods her head; hands begin removing items from the bags.
Whats all this food for any way? Those two are never really home.

Tiffanys birthday is coming up. Taeyeon wants to at least celebrate it with a dinner. Also celebrate
Yoonas since she never really got the chance to do so. Or at least thats the idea. Though I think she
should wait off on the Yoona thing, since that little no-good being is extremely pissed. Sooyoung blinks
as she pauses in putting away the food in their respectful places. Long story short, Taeyeon lied about
something and now Yoonas upset. Sooyoung nods her head.

Taeyeon? Both girls freeze. Heads slowly turn and their eyes connect. Taeyeon? Is that youoh, hi
JessicaSooyoung. Jessica and Sooyoung look over at Tiffany who had emerged from down the hall.
Sooyoung blinks before quickly resuming putting away the groceries. Tiffany enters the kitchen and
heads towards the fridge to get a bottle of water. Taeyeon has youshopping for us again?

Yeah, answers Jessica. I have to use the restroom. Stay and talk to each other okay? No biting and hair
pulling. Jessica pats Sooyoung on the back; she smiles at Tiffany and disappears out of the room leaving
Tiffany and Sooyoung in an awkward situation. Tiffany opens her bottle and takes a sip prior to smiling
awkwardly. Sooyoung swallows the lump that has collected in her throat and resumes her task of making
sure everything was put away.

IIve been thinking, whispers Tiffany as she sets her bottle on the counter. Her body leans back and
against the counter. Sooyoung nods her head, waiting to hear what the older girl has to say. Sayif I do
have some feelings for you, as more than friendsarent you the least bit worried about what people will
say about us? I meanI was with Siwon for the longest time. And then to turn around and date his
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It shouldnt matter what other people think, comments Sooyoung as she takes a small look at Tiffany.
Taeyeon doesnt care and neither does Yoona. And yet youre the only one who cares what people see
you as. I dont care. I mean I do carebut some things, you learn to get over. Arms cross over Tiffanys
chest; she releases a huff.

ButSooyoung. Some things you cant get over, you know? I mean its bad enough Im young and have
a childbut to be in a relationship with said childs biological aunt.

Hes not Siwonsor did you forget, whispers Sooyoung a little harshly; the smaller girl flinches. The
cabinet, in which Sooyoung was just placing stuff in, slams shut, startling Tiffany even more. Im done.
Im going home. She turns to leave; fingers slowly wrap around her wrist. Eyes peer over her shoulders,
locking onto the older girls. Tiffany.

Imits justit cant possiblyI cant be Tiffany struggles with her words. Nothing was making
sense to her anymore. Nothing was logical. A frustrated grunt and fingers rake through her hair, tugging
on it a little. I Sooyoung frees herself from Tiffanys grasp. She turns fully; eyes take in Tiffanys
confused face.

Mi-Miyoung, starts Sooyoung. Is it okay for her to use Tiffanys name that way? Or would the older
girl get mad? Tiffany blinks and looks at Sooyoung, even more confused than before. Teeth fasten down
on the bottom lip, tugging on it. She looks off to the side. Sooyoung had called her by the name that
Yoona, Taemin and Taeyeon use. Anybody else and shed normally lash out, and yet here she is not doing
anything. Shes not even saying anything. In fact her brain couldnt, cant even process a response for her.
Tiffany? Head snaps back in Sooyoungs direction. Let me explain, please.

Explain what? questions Tiffany.

Sooyoung holds up her index finger. Iwhen I said I liked youit was because I was in that damaged
state. I dont expectI never did expect you to respond back to it. I mean, Ill admit that I sort of hoped
for something. But Im not going to force you to be with me. It was never my intention. I was
damagedand it slipped. And that morning when I wanted us to talk, it was because you kept distancing
yourself away from me. I just wanted to talk about that. And when you emphasized on the word nephew
itit frustrated me. And that is why left and went home. You tell me Im the father and then when we get
too close you call him my nephew. Which is it? Am I the aunt or am I the father? I mean I know Im not
technically the father but still.

Tiffany looks away. I understand. Sooyoung inhales. Wewere just mere acquaintances then.
Sooyoung backs away, heading in the direction of the door. Tell Sica I went home.

Sooyoung! Tiffany grabs her bottle of water. You are his father. Youve been there for him since the
moment you found out. Youre the fatherI just

Im not forcing you to do anything, Tiffany, states Sooyoung all over again. If youre feeling guilty or
anything, then Im sorry. But it wasnt my intention. I feel as if I should explain Im not expecting
anything from you. You were my friend and Im a little mad and hurt that my feelings are... what are
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When states Tiffany, a week ago, when you said you got it. What exactly did you get?

That you like mebut its hard for you to accept it, answers Sooyoung honestly. I mean Jessicas told
me you like me. Jinri says the same thing. My dad believes that you have feelings for me. I didnt believe
it, because you were so sure that you were straight. But when you told me that you cared for my
feelingsit started to click. It wasnt until I really looked at you face, at your eyes, that I came to the
conclusion that none of them was lying.

Silence sets among the two of them. Sooyoung fidgets a little. Where the hell did Jessica disappear to?
questions Sooyoung in a whisper.

Its not possible for someone to wake up one morning and be gay, is it? questions Tiffany. Sooyoungs
face scrunches up. Was she supposed to answer that? I meanI know its not possible. I even told
Siwon that you didnt wake up one morning and decided that youd rather date a girl then a boy. I told
him that I wasnt a choice. ButIve dated boys my entire life and thentheres you. Hand strangles
the bottle of water, causing for the cap to burst off and water to overflow. You show upand attempting
to rid me of your family, and then you started taking care of meand

So Both girls jump at Jessicas appearance. Sooyoung, you put everything away. Thank you.

You said you were going to use the rest room. Not disappear into another universe and return moments
later, comments Sooyoung.

Excuse me for taking a very important phone call, counters Jessica.

Taeyeon should be working not calling her girlfriend, argues Tiffany.

Wrong sibling. The air around them thickens. Tiffany sets her damaged bottle down; her eyes look at
Jessica skeptically. Something just didnt feel right. She prepares to question the oldest girl in the room
only to have Jessica speak. It was Taemin, comments Jessica, looking everywhere but at Taemins older
sister. We need a car. And its either: Yunho, Siwon or Yuris older sister who can drive for us.

Drivecar? What in the world is going on? questions Tiffany. Jessica shakes her head. What does that
mean? Someone calls you about my brother and you wont even tell me?

II believe its best to explain everything to all three of you at once, states Jessica. Ilets just get a
car and pick up Yoong and Taeyeon. With that Jessica heads towards the door leaving Sooyoung and
Tiffany speechless. Tiffany looks at Sooyoung; all the older girl could do was shrug her shoulders. With a
heavy sigh of reluctance Tiffany disappears to her room to get a jacket.

~~~
Head tilts back; eyes scale the house in front of her. Why did they have to live in a two story house? It
only means more work in attempting to sneak in. Looking in all directions, orbs look out for any nosy
neighbors. Seeing none, she makes her way to the fence leading towards the backyard. Hand comes in
contact with the handle on the gate, giving it a jingle and finding the door extremely locked. A grunt and
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She notices that one of the windows was located closely to the fence. She walks over to it and examines
the distance between the fence and the window. I havent tried leaping this far in a while, she mutters.
Grabbing hold of the sill, she pulls herself up, grunting in the process. One foot plants itself firmly against
the fence. Eyes close momentarily; one hand removes itself from the sill and grabs hold of the top of the
fence. Pushing off the sill, the other hand grabs the wooden obstacle. Another grunt and Taeyeon pulls
herself over the wall, landing with a thud on the grass.

Eyes close automatically; pain courses through her body and foul words leave her mouth. One eye opens
followed by the other. Taeyeon looks around at her surroundings again. Its been a while since shes
snuck into the Ims house. She stands and stumbles, making her way around the side of the house to the
backyard. Feet stop moving and once again her head tilts back as she looks up at the window to her
sisters room. Shadows come and go, signaling that there was definitely someone in the room. As for if it
was her sister, the only way to find out was to climb the tree and sneak in.

Im going on a spree tonight, mutters Taeyeon as she walks to the tree. Im definitely out of shape and
spending time lying around with Sooyeon isnt helping it.

Youre not going to make it up the tree. Taeyeon stops walking. What are you doing here? Do you
know what youre risking? She spins on her heels; eyes connect with those of her sisters. Or do you
not care what happens to our nephew?

IIts been a week, states Taeyeon. Its been tempting to not come and check on you since you
showed up in the alley way with your savings. But after our talk last weekI couldnt fight temptation
anymore. I want to be able to see my sister.

You werent this eager when I left.

It was easier since you were out of the area. But youre back and I know where you stay. What room is
yours and how to get in. Do you really believe I wasnt going toIm a thief, you know that. So Im
going to get what is mine and whats tempting me and deal with the consequences later.

My father can show at any minute and everything willmy promise will be severely damaged. Hell
stop paying the bills, states Yoona while crossing her arms.

So youyou dont want to see me? questions Taeyeon hesitantly. Yoona flinches a bit. Was what
Tiffany was telling her true? Was she the favorite sibling this whole time? I Taeyeon exhales loudly;
hands slip into her jean pockets. Alright then. Youre grown nowwell not an adult but youre grown
nonetheless. If you no longer wish to see or speak to me, then who am I to disagree, huh? II just wanted
to say sorry. II now understand that I cant treat you any more different then how I treat Tiffany and
Taeminand you deserve to know the truth. Feet collide with the ground. She blinks and stares at the
taller girl who was watching her intently. Umthats it, I guess.

Taeyeon turns and heads back to the fence that she climbed over. Tae Her foot stops midair. Tiffany
told me a week ago that Im the favorite. Is it true? Eyes grow slightly. Did her personal diary spill her
secret? She blinks. A scowl appears on Taeyeons face. She makes a mental note to punish Tiffany prior
to turning around and facing her youngest sister again. Doe eyes stare back at her curiously; she also
catches a glint of hope. Head slowly moves up and down. Really?

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Swallowing nothing, fingers skim through her locks. Youre my right She shakes her head, youre
my left hand man and have been since we were in diapers. What else could you possibly be, Yoong?

Yoona shrugs her shoulders. Why your left and not your right?

Right hand title is for those who come and go. But left is for those who stay loyal no matter what,
answers Taeyeon. Youve stuck by me even after you disappeared for years. You came back into my
life, grasping onto a picture of our mother and demanding that I accept you as my sister. And youve
stuck by my hip ever since, disobeying the Ims, helping me with providing for Tiffany and Taemin.
Youve done everythingand never once did you ask for anything in return. TiffanyMiyoung, she
asked for help, for protection. She continuously tried to rid herself of me and force me into dating,
wanting to be independent when in fact shes a very dependent person. And you She pauses; eyes look
off to the side, like I said you stuck by my hip, never wanting to let me go, Yoong. Iyoure so
independent that its ridiculous. I use to wonder what could I do to make you happy, but the fact was just
hanging out with you made your smile, made your eyes light up like when we were little.

If I was your favorite why did you tried to get rid of me? questions Yoona.

A sigh escapes Taeyeons lips. She looks at the younger girl, knowing that lying wouldnt be the best
choice in the matter. She takes a seat upon the grass; Yoona mimics her actions. II didnt want you to
become like me, like our mom. Your father took you away from all of thismy lifestyle and gave you a
chance at something that I wasnt sure either one of us was going to get. And then the Ims came into
your life. And I saw how good they werewell Mrs. Im was for you. And I knew you were going to
make it in this hell hole of a town. So thats why. I mean Im already barely floating. Miyoung was going
to become something and then she got caught up with that prick Siwon. And TaeminTaemin ishe had
a chance too. Fingers play with the blades of grass. I guess you can say I wanted you to succeed in life.
You didnt have to become a doctor or a lawyer, but you just had to succeed where I failed. The smaller
girl shakes her head. That didnt make sense.

Why didnt you come look for me, huh? If I was the favorite.

Im just a teen Yoong, barely even an adult. Do you know how many strings Sooyeon and I had to pull
just to get an apartment? I meanyou came into my life whatmy freshman year or something like that.
At that agedo you possibly think anyone would be willing to help a child thats been in and out of the
legal system, huh? Besides I had no clue where to start. I barely even attended classes to learn anything.
Most of what I know is from hanging out with people. You know that. Her voice laced with small
amount of irritation. Why must she question everything? Isnt it enough that she admits that Yoona is her
favorite sibling? That Tiffany revealed it was really her? So does she have to continue questioning
everything? A frustrated sigh fills the air.

Im irritating you, arent I? A shrug was all she could do. You do know. Stop lyingits why were
like this in the first place.

You are irritating me. I came to apologize, to get my little sister back who I cherish above everything
else. And yet she sits in front of me, questioning everything I say, even after what Miyoung explained to
hershowed her. Eyes gaze at Yoona. Yes I know that she showed you the picture. It wasnt in its
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I want to say that you lied to me beforeso I shouldnt trust you. But youre right; Fany did show me
the picture. And it confuses me a little, Taeyeon. Im the favorite but I was never treated like it. In fact
there are times when it seems like you dont really want me. Yoona leans back on her arms; head tilts
back and eyes examine the cloudless sky. ButIm sorry, Taeyeon lies back on the grass arms behind
her head. I shouldnt have yelled at you like that. I just hate the way you treated me differently from
Tiffany. From my point of view you were favoring Tiffany, not me.

Youre right. You should have slugged me, mumbles Taeyeon.

And knock you unconscious? Come one Taengyoure kind of weak now. You even struggled to climb
a fence that you were able to clear in seconds. Me hitting you would just cause trouble for all of us,
responds Yoona jokingly. Taeyeon laughs a little. A small smile forms on the older girls face. Hey!
Taeyeon sits up and stares at her younger sister. Maybe I should beat you and teach you a lesson about
lying to Im Yoona.

Silence falls on them, but it didnt really matter to them. Inhale. Exhale for both of them. Yoona stretches
prior to falling back onto the grass behind her. The noise emitting from Taeyeons phone fills the air.
Hands pat down her sides, feeling for her phone. Finding it, she digs it out of her pocket and stares at the
screen. Thumb presses a button; hand places the device beside her ear, Sooyeon?

Where are you?

Yoongs backyard. Why?

Meet me at the corner down the street from Yoonas house. Me, Sooyoung, Tiffany, Yunho and Krystal
are on our way to Yuris house. We thought thats were Yoona would beanywaysmeet us there,
yeah?

Umokay? The line goes dead. Eyes look at the phone before flickering over in Yoonas direction.

I have to meet She stops and looks at her phone again as the screen lights up, Never mindwere
going to Yuris house.

~~~
She watches her girlfriend curiously. The girl was fidgeting and mumbling incoherent under her breath.
Something was definitely bothering her girlfriend. And it was more than the usual bother, since all her
girlfriend ever did was giving people an invisible finger and tell them what she truly believes. Or the girl
got quiet and in a thinking mood. And this was neither. A hand lifts and motions for her girlfriend to join
her on the Kwon yard with everyone else. Sooyeon, she calls out, earning a disgusted look from the
youngest Jung and a Cheshire cat like grin from the oldest.

Jessica treks through the rest of the crowd and takes a seat on the grass beside Taeyeon. Head turns and
she rest s it upon Taeyeons shoulder; her warm breath tickles the older girls ear. II got a call about
Taemin, whispers Jessica. The Kims body tenses; face falls blank. Hehe fell to the depression.

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Hands curl collecting the green blades and pulling them out of the ground. Hes fine. A broken wrist and
what not.

When? whispers Taeyeon; head turns and eyes connect with Jessicas.

The call? Earlier todayin fact right around the time I was dropping off groceries. His injury? About a
few days ago. Eyes close a deep sigh escapes her lips. If its not her mother its a sibling. If its not one
of her siblings its another. And if thats not then its someone, a friend in need. Lips gently place
themselves against the corner of her mouth in an attempt to calm the older girl down. Its why we got
Yunho and came to Yuris place. The Kwons have a van thats big enough for all of us. Were going to
get Taemin and thatll be the end of things.

Mom. The words come out in a whisper.

Ignore her. Shes not important right now. You know where shes at. But your siblingsyou cant cave
in now, Taeyeon. When I first got whiff of you, you were a girla stubborn delinquent whod break the
law ten times over to provide for your siblings. WellI cant believe Im actually going to whisper this to
you, but screw the law. You deserve to have him in your careand so were going to get him. All of us.
Eyes open.

What are you two love birds whispering about? question Yunho only to receive a slap from Krystal.

Id like to know whats wrong with Taemin, states Tiffany while crossing her arms.

Taeyeon nods her head, allowing for Jessica to speak. Taemin is very, very depressed. And he attempted
toyou know. He doesnt like it where hes at. The constant nitpicking and degrading he goes through
with your step-mom not to mention being a new person in a school, explains the middle Jung; her eyes
focus on Tiffanys face. Plusyou know Taemins kind of looks feminine. A snarl infiltrates her ear,
Anywayshis attempt failed. Left him with a broken arm and wrist and an extremely lowand I mean
low esteem. He has to continue living with a constant reminder of his failures.

Why did he call you and not us? questions Tiffany. Her eyes lock onto Taeyeons even though the
question was directed towards her older sisters girlfriend.

He didnt want you three to do something stupid. And I dont blame him. Yoona would probably end up
arguing with Ims or something. Youd more than likely go into a panicky overemotional state and since
you have no one to lean on nowitll make Taeyeons life living hell. And Taeyeon would more than
likely storm your guys fathers house and beat the crap out of everyone there. Lookit really shouldnt
matter who he told this toowhat should matter is how were going to get him back here and safe.

Is the second goody two shoes, Jessica Jung, suggesting kidnapping? asks Yoona with a small grin. Her
eyes light up, what happened to abiding by the law? And following rules so others wouldnt get hurt and
stuff huh? The middle Jungs head snaps in the direction of Yuri, Yoona and Boa. The smile that had
now appeared on her face mimics Yoonas.

Out of all of Taeyeons siblingsI like Taemin the most. Hes at least smart to know right from wrong
and to know when to give up, answers Jessica. Yoonas smile drops. Anyways

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I want for all of you to stay here, states Taeyeon. All eyes land on her. Im going to handle this alone.
She looks at Yoona followed by Tiffany; eyes finally land on Jessica. Thank you for informing meand
thank you for attempting to kidnap my brother. But Im not going to allow any of you to get into any
trouble. Ill handle things.

Taeyeon, whispers Jessica. Taeyeon shakes her head and stands up.

Im going to handle thisgo home tonight, Sooyeon, yeah? She turns and looks at Tiffany, and
yougo spend the night with Sooyoung. I dont care if you two are fighting. Id rather you be
somewhere where I know youll be emotionally fine. Eyes land on Yoona, Stay out of troublewith
the cops, with Sooyeon, with Yuri and with the Ims understands? Yoona nods her head. Ill be back
tomorrow, hopefully with Taemin.

Tiffany and Yoona watches as their older sister takes off jogging down the street.

Jessica, do something, states Tiffany as her eyes land on the older girl. Jessica shakes her head no.
Why

Have a little faith in your sister. Jessica stands and looks at her siblings. Well thenlets get home
before mom freaks out about us taking the car. We all know whos getting blamed for it. And Id rather
worry about Taeyeon without her constant nitpicking.

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 046

H
ead tilts back; eyes examine the house prior to dropping to the paper in her right hand. I guess
this is it, she mumbles. Feet carry her body to the front door. Left hand raises and knuckles rap
against the wooden obstacle. Minutes pass and no answer. With a grunt her index finger abuses
the doorbell. She pauses for a second; head leans in and she presses her ear against the door
waiting for an answer. No noise enters her ears. Is this damn thing broken? She walks backwards off
the front porch and looks at the house. Is she even sure that this is the house?

She walks around to the side of the house and into the backyard. Eyes fall upon a screen lying in the
middle of the grass. Orbs scan the building for the lone window without a screen. Finding said thing, she
approaches the window. Hand presses flat against the glass. Struggling with it, she finally forces it open.
Hearing movement she freezes, unsure whether or not to back away or stay. Eyes want to blink but she
was too afraid to do so. For some unknown reason fear was setting in. Feet take a step back and
something hops through the window.

A bark and a growl sound throughout the yard as her body collides with the ground. She closes her eyes
and hiss emits from her. Eyes open and she comes face to face with fangs. The dog snarls teeth snapping.
Hands wrap around the dogs muzzle. The head of the canine swing back and forth in an attempt to
remove the hand. Succeeding, it barks and snaps again at the intruder. The light cuts on and a head
appears in the window. Dog? Hyoyeon?!

The Jung scrambles out of her bedroom window. Get off her now! she shouts. Dog growls and
reluctantly backs off of her owners cousin. Jessica rolls her eyes and points to the window. Dog walks in
a circle breaking into a sprint. Paws land on the window ledge; hind legs push off the wall and she slips
back into Jessicas room. Jessica turns her attention to Hyoyeon. Extending her hand out, the girl upon the
grass grabs it and she helps her to her feet. What are you doing sneaking into my bedroom?

I knocked. No one answer so I rung the doorbell and still, no one answered, explains Hyoyeon.

Thats because the doorb-

Sooyeon! Jessica groans and rolls her eyes. She turns and looks through her window. Eyes meet those
of her mothers. What are you doing out backand why was this mutt causing so much noise?

She thought she saw a squirrel or something. Im just checking to make sure it was nothing. Go back to
bed, answers Jessica. Her mother eyes her; the elderly woman turns on her heels and leaves the room.
The middle Jung child turns back to her girlfriends cousin. Anyways what were you doing breaking and
entering? I thought you didnt do what Taeyeon does?

I dont. As I said no one would answer the door. So I decided to come around back and hoped that you
were awake. The light was off but I recognized some movement. Opened the window and your
Taeyeons dog decided to attack. Hyoyeon wipes her shoulders off.

Taeyeon told her to protect me. Shes going to do it, you know, comments Jessica while crossing her
arms.

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Yeahyeah. Look Im here because my idiot of a cousin got into some trouble. The other girls heart
skips a beat. Her only two responses were her eyes blinking and her tongue sliding across her lips. Finally
her mouth opens but Hyoyeon continues talking, she called the house because she didnt want you to
learn that she has been arrested. But its not like I can bail her out on my ownso thats why I am here.

How?

Her story is her second stepmother had her arrested. Jessica groans. She turns back to her window,
coming face to face with a grinning brother.

Taeyeons in jailinteresting, states Yunho; his grin widens. His sister rolls her eyes ad groans for a
second time while sticking her head in. With a snap of the fingers and a point of an index, the girl had
Dog bringing her, her shoes. Dog turns around grabbing hold of Jessicas wallet that was at the foot of the
bed and her phone.

Thank you, she states petting Dog on the head. Now go to sleep, got it. A whine and the pet spins
around, heads straight for the foot of the bed and lies down.

I want to come. Jessica looks at her brother. Let me rephrase that, he sticks his hand in his pocket,
pulling out a set of car keys. He dangles them in the middle childs face. Im comingsince I can drive.
And someone needs to keep an eye out on you.

Whateverlets just go, was all she could say while slipping her shoes on. Yunho heads for the light
switch, basking the room in darkness. Seconds later the eldest Jung hops through the window. They
quickly close and make a dash for the front of the house where the car was parked on the street. Were
going to the Chois first.

~~~
Are you sure its okay if I stay in here, Sulli? I dont want to be imposing are anything, asks Tiffany
while holding on tightly to her backpack. Sulli turns and looks at Sooyoung only to receive a shrug from
her older sister. She looks back at Tiffany and nods her head, smiling. Really? Cause I can always go
home. In fact I think its best if I go homeI mean I have to get up early for work and what not

Not imposing Tiffany. Itll be just like old times, right? When you were dating Siwon instead of
Sooyoung. Both of the older girls freeze. So yeahyou can stay. Sulli turns away from them and pulls
her laptop out from under her bed. So make yourself comfortable. Tiffany sighs and turns towards
Sooyoung who was setting up a place on the floor for her to sleep on.

Sooyoung, dearwhos that for? All three look at the door, at Mrs. Choi.

Tiffany, answers Sooyoung.

Pick those up right now, orders Mrs. Choi entering the room. The elderly woman begins picking up the
blankets and pillows. You will not make Stephanie sleep on the floor. She tosses them onto her eldest
daughters bed. Your bed is big enough for the two of you. And you two use to sleep beside each other.
So why are you forcing her onto the floor.

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I didnt want to impose, states Tiffany. Mrs. Choi looks at her, a smile framing her face.

Nonsense. Youre not imposing or anything, counters Mrs. Choi. A small groan leaves both
Sooyoungs and Tiffanys lips. Just because they made up didnt mean that they can return to sleeping in
the same bed. Baby steps, its what theyre doing and this is definitely not a baby step. Besides you two
dont have to hide anything from me, she looks at her eldest daughter, hitting the tall girl with a pillow.
Forcing your girlfriend onto the floor. The shameI thought you were horrible when I found out that
you made her fake a relationship with Siwon to hide things from me. And they ended up sleeping
togetherand look where that led. Tiffanys eyes widen. She looks at Sooyoung, whose face mimicked
hers. Mrs. Choi turns back to Tiffany. So go ahead, climb into the bed. And if she makes you sleep on
the floor let me know. She makes her way for the door muttering something along the lines of:
Sooyoung being a horrible, disrespectful girlfriend and that Tiffany should have stuck with Siwon.

Once the elderly woman was out of the room, Tiffany quickly closes the door and turns to Sooyoung.
You told her we were dating?

What?! questions Sooyoung in return. No. Why would I do something like that? The eldest Choi
females head turns and looks at the youngest Choi. A scowl appears on her face. She lunges across the
room, knocking Sullis laptop off of the youngers girl lap. She pins the younger girl beneath her. What
did you do?

You two were so pitiful. So when I heard from Soojung that she was coming overI sort of told mom a
small little white lie that consisted of Siwon being a beard for your relationship and that her grandson was
a mistake due to your carelessness. And that you and Tiffany were quite serious, admits Sulli while
closing her eyes.

You what?! exclaims Tiffany, dropping her bag.

I told them that you were dating. Siwon even backed me up. He said he was covering for youand that
you and him ending up in bed was a huge mistake which was why Sooyoung was definitely avoiding you
for a while. Minho was being arrogant Minho. She even asked Dad and Dad said that it would explain the
way you two behave around each other when Tiffany was staying here. So she bought it, explains Sulli,
opening one eye. She looks up at her fuming sister. Iyou liked herso I thought

You thought wrong, huffs Sooyoung.

Wrong? How can I be wrong? bites back Sulli. You two are practically in love with each other. The
only reason why she would declare you the father is oneshes a greedy money hungry whore or shes in
love with you but is too blind to see it. Other than that, she should have left that part blank on the
certificategood dont you guys watch any of those stupid American shows? Sooyoung loosens her grip
on her sisters wrists.

And how do you know about this and American shows?

Soojungwe watch them all the time on her laptop. A groan escapes Sooyoungs lips and climbs off
her sister. Eyes turn towards the oldest girl in the room.

Ill sleep on the floor, states Sooyoung.

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Your mom wouldnt agree to that. Ill just go home, counters Tiffany. Hand reaches down and picks up
the bag. I shouldnt even really be here.

You leave and my mom will think were fighting or something. You were kind of loud with your
exclamation. And then shell think weve broken up or something.

But we are broken up I mean, corrects Tiffany shaking her head, Were not even together, so there
should be nothing to worry about. Besides Id rather be in my bed, home when Taemin and Taeyeon walk
through the door. Staying here is just going to make me worry even more and I dont want to cause any
source of annoyanceso yeah. Tiffany turns to leave when the door opens revealing Mrs. Choi and a
tray filled with cookies. Tiffany turns back to the two sisters an eye brow raised.

I was bringing you girls some snacks. Your father told me to leave you girls be in here and allow the
boys to have the living room. So I brought cookies. Stephanie what are you doing still standing by the
door holding that bag? Sooyoung! Get over here and take your girlfriends bag Sooyoung jumps out
of bed, walking briskly in the direction of Tiffany. She takes the bag from the older girls hand; free hand
laces with Tiffanys and she drags the older girl towards her bed. Im going to leave these here. She
walks over to the desk in the room setting the tray down. Treat her right, Sooyoung. Sooyoung nods her
head.

Mrs. Choi leaves the room for a second time; the door closes with a click and hands separate. You two
are screwed. Might as well get comfortable in the bed, comments Sulli, as she climbs off her, heading for
the cookies. Sooyoung picks up one of the extra pillows flinging it at the younger girl. Hey! shouts
Sulli as the object misses her head.

Jessicas right, Krystals the devil in disguise and youre her demonic little helper. Sulli grins; eyes
momentarily disappear. You think youre so cute.

I dont thinkI know, retorts Sulli. Sooyoung groans and Tiffany giggles at Sullis response. Turning,
Sooyoung crawls across the bed and lies down beside the wall.

You can have that side since you have to work in the morning. Im just going to go ahead and go to
sleep. Arms slip behind her head. Tiffany turns and looks at Sooyoung. She then turns and looks at her
bag that was sitting beside the bed. Eyes finally fall upon Sulli who was busily texting.

Ill be back, states Sulli while shoving a cookie in her mouth. She slips her shoes on, pulling the cookie
out of her mouth. Im heading to the Park house to meet up with Soojung, Amber and Luna. Ill be back
after the moviehave fun. She flashes the older girls a smile and heads out the door.

An awkward tension envelops the two girls. Tiffany begins playing with her hands; Sooyoung stares up at
the ceiling. Your sister is crazy, states Tiffany in an attempt to break the silence. Sooyoung grunts. No
reallywho comes up with theories and little white lies like that. And that wasnt even a little white lie,
you know? Sooyoung nods her head. A frown appears on Tiffanys face. Why arent you responding?

Because theres nothing to argue, answers Sooyoung. Its the truth. Silence takes over again. The
older girl bites her lip. She was all out of ideas of small talk. Maybe they should continue their discussion

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from earlier? Eyes fall on the girl lying in the bed. Is what Sooyoung said true? Did she really have some
sort of feelings for Sooyoung? Sooyoung looks at her; a brow arches. Something?

ImIm confused, whispers Tiffany lightly. The tall girl sits up. IIm straight, right? Sooyoung
blinks.

This would be the part in those corny stories or horrendous romance movies where the best friend kisses
the main lead to prove that the lead is indeed in love with the best friend, mutters Sooyoung, ruffling her
hair. A look of confusion spreads across the older girls face. But Im not going to do that, because such
things dont work that wayand reality is that would be sexual harassment or assault. Instead,
Sooyoung slips off the bed. Lets go and find a true gay person. Tiffany eyes the younger girl.
Jessicashes the one that helped me. A hand extends and Tiffany grabs it just as the door bursts open,
revealing Jessica and Hyoyeon.

Sica?

Jessica?

Put some shoes on lovebirds and come on, orders Jessica while looking at the two younger girls.
Yunhos outside in the car and if we dont get in and get it off the street within the next few minutes the
Jung house will become a war zone. Tiffany and Sooyoung look at each other; they turn back to Jessica
and Hyoyeon. Long story shortI will reveal the rest later, but Taeyeon is in jail and we need to bail her
out. Lets go. Tiffany quickly stands; they follow Jessica and Hyoyeon towards the front door.

Sooyoung? Off somewhere? questions Mr. Choi from the couch.

Yeah, responds Sooyoung as she and Tiffany slip their shoes on. Going out with JessicaYunhos
watching so everything should be fine. Mr. Choi waves goodbye and the four girls slip out the door.

How in the world did my sister get arrested? ask Tiffany as they jog down the steps and out the front
yard. Slipping into the backseat and taking the seat in between Hyoyeon and Sooyoung, she leans forward
towards the two older Jungs.

Hyoyeon, explain, was the female Jungs response as she slips on her seatbelt. We need to find Yoong.
I highly doubt we have enough to bail Taeyeon out. Taeyeons sitting in jail in the next town over. And
Yoonas at home or the Kwons residence. Her statement was direct to her brother. Fingers move
quickly across the keys of her phone. The screen lights up, Yup shes at the Kwon residence.

Yunho slides the car into drive and looks at the gas gauge. Are we even going to be able to fit all of them
in the car? asks Yunho, stepping on the gas. And someone needs to cough up gas.

I got the gas, comments Tiffany while digging in her pocket.

Yeah, Yoong and Yuri will be able to fit. This is an SUV. They can sit in the back, states Jessica.

He sighs. Females, he mutters. Turning and looking at his sister, he smiles, I guess they can sit back
there as long as they keep their head down. I dont need to get a ticket while using moms car. Jessica
rolls her eyes. She turns and looks at Hyoyeon, signaling that Taeyeons cousin can finally speak.

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Your stepmom had Taeyeon arrested for trespassing and what not. With Taeyeons background history
of crime, the arrested her and we now have to bail her out of jail. Well thats really the point of the story,
explains Hyoyeon while leaning back in the seat. Tiffany looks at her cousin. She didnt do anything
ridiculousor so she claims when she called me. She found Taeminthey were talking and walking.
They ended up at ununcles place. And your stepmom went ballistic and had her arrested. She claimed
that Taeyeon was robbing them and dealing drugs andyeah. The Hwang leans back in her seat; head
drops upon Sooyoungs shoulders and arms cross.

She should have let us travel with her instead of going alone. And now shes in some cell, mumbles
Tiffany. That stupid idiotshes always doing things on her own.

As if youd be any help, comments Jessica from the front seat. What could you possibly do? You
werent even there when weme, Yoona, Hyoyeon and Taeyeon tried to fight for your brother. As we
argued with police officers and Taeyeon went toe to toe with her father to keep Taemin under her control.
So what help could you possibly be? Moral support? I think notyoud do nothing but stress her out.

Jessicaquit being harsh. Eyes look in the rear view mirror at the Choi in the backseat.

Im not being harsh. I told her to join us earlier because I figured she deserved to know whats
happening with her little brother. Butshe wouldnt be of any help to any of us if we all went together.
Shed just get in the way.

You dont like me do you? asks Tiffany.

If I had to rank my favorites of Taeyeons siblings and family membersthen itll go something like
this: Yoona, Taemin, Dog, Hyoyeon and thenyou, answers Jessica bluntly. You do nothing but cause
her stress. Shes doing everything she can to provide a home for you and youve done nothing but nag
and nitpick. You lecture her for hours when she does somethingand never take the time to listen.
Jessica turns and looks at Tiffany, So noI really dont like you. But Im going to put up with you
because you are her sister and I know how much family means to Taeyeon.

Well thenI cant wait for you to leave and go to college. Maybe then youll find someone else and
leave my sister, cause honestly I cant stand another second having my sister date a nosey no-good girl
like you, retorts Tiffany.

I thought you liked her, whispers Sooyoung.

I didbut now I dont since she obviously dislikes meand Dog ranked higher than me!

~~~
She stumbles backwards, ignoring the calls behind her. Hand rise to her lips; the back of it slides across
the corner of her mouth attempting to erase the blood that was there. Eyes lock onto the taller man before
her. A smirk crosses his face; he raises his fist. You got lucky last time, Im. She scans her surroundings.
She was in need of some sort of opening like last time.

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Last time wasnt luck. And after this time you idiotic big eared monkey, counters Yoona, after
thisyoull be lucky to even walk again. Taecyeon walks towards her with his cocky grin on display.
Yoona scoffs.

Give up nowyou havent laid a hand on me. Just admit it. Admit to the rumors that you and Kim have
gone soft, Yoona shakes her head. There was no way shed admit that her shes gone soft and most
definitely wont admit that her sister has gone soft. The damage that would cause was too big. He stops a
foot away from her. Eyes look over the Ims shoulder and straight at the girl who was watching the whole
ordeal. Yuri.

He leaves himself open; she swings. One hit, two. He groans and looks at her. Her fist slams into his jaw.
Another punch lands against his chin. Dont you ever say her name again, mutters Yoona. Long slender
fingers slide into his hair. She pulls his head down, a prick like you doesnt deserve to. His head
shakes; she brings it down to meet with incoming knee. A strangled noise emits as blood covers her pants.
She lets go of his head. He drops to the ground as pain begins eating away at his body, starting with his
now damaged nose.

Her phone goes off and she takes a moment to look at the screen. Fingers work their magic and she slips
the device back into her pocket. You live to see tomorrowI have some business concerning my sister.
But if I catch whiff of you harassing and assaulting whats mine againyoull pay. Spit leaves her
mouth; it lands in his hair. She turns and looks at Yuri who had a look of disapproval on her face.
What? she questions while approaching the older girl.

Taeyeon said to stay out of trouble.

He was the one who decided to show his ugly face and harass you while I was walking you home. Mind
you I could have left you, Nerd and made you handle things on your own. But I didnt and you should be
happyI didnt kill him. Hes probably got to get some plastic surgery on the ugly nose of his. A grin
crosses the younger girls face. She grabs hold of the Kwons hand and begins dragging her away from
the moaning male.

Which sister? questions Yuri while looking at their entwined hands.

Taeyeon.

She nods her head and looks up at Yoonas profile. Eyes spot the now forming bruise on the younger
girls face. A sigh and she stops causing for the younger girl to stumble a bit. I dont approve of you
beating everyone up when they do something to me. Yoonas face scrunches. And you just cant claim
me. Im not yours unless you are mine. And youre not even that. Youre just the girl I tutor.

Shut up, states Yoona. She turns and begins walking again, dragging Yuri behind her.

You cant tell me to shut up.

I can and I did. What are you going to do about it? Date some other asshole in an attempt to forget that I
exist, end up getting drunk and then allowing the guy to have access to you? Yoona looks over her
shoulder. Youre an idiot. You cant forget about me. Youve been chasing me for too long. And the
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didnt care that you were dating. At first I was upsetbut after a while a person moves on. Yuris face
drops. And I can claim you and I will. Kwon Yuri belongs to Im Yoona. And if anyone has anything to
say Im more than happy to introduce them to Right, Left and Knee.

Youre the idiot, mumble Yuri. I wasnt trying to make you jealous. I told youIm done chasing
you. Dating Taecyeon was nothinghe promised to help me erase the title of being a nerd.

And you believe that dumbass? scoffs Yoona.

Excuse me for turning to the one person on campus that is known for transforming the stupid loser into
something amazing. And in my defenseI didnt know that the drink was drugged. Unlike you I dont
get wasted every time the opportunity arises. Im not the one with father issues, mother issues and a
sibling complex. Yoona lets go of her hand.

Youre rightyoure not the one whos living a hard life. And Im sorry for attempting to keep it from
becoming like that. All Ive been called is selfishand youre actually too blind to see that Im trying to
make things easier for you in the future. Its why I want you to leave this hellhole. But you know what?
She looks at the older girl, screw everything! Do what the hell you want? And next time some guy takes
advantage of youdo not call my number. In fact erase it from your phone.

Whos going to help you with your studies? If I dont recall Seohyun hates your guts. Who wants to be
friends with the daughter of their fathers murderer, huh? I wouldnt. Hands curl. Yoona wants nothing
more than to hit the girl in front of her. She never knew that Yuri would turn out this heartless. She blinks
and exhales loudly through her nose.

Yuri stares back at the older girl with one thought entering her mind: An angry Yoona was a hot Yoona.
She shakes her head. She shouldnt be thinking such thoughts especially not in the middle of an argument.

I cant believe you, whispers Yoona, uncurling her hands. My family isntyou shouldnt She
looks off to the side; her thoughts need to become coherent.

Yuri blinks and realization kicks in. She touched upon a sensitive subject. Hand shoots straight for her
mouth covering it. ImI didnt mean- A car pulls up and Jessicas head appears out the window.

Whos coming? she asks. Yoona nods her head. Theres no room, Yoongsorry. You can try sitting
in the back. The hatch is unlocked. Yoona nods her head again. She heads for the back of the car. Are
you coming to Yuri? The youngest Kwon shrugs her shoulders. She wasnt too sure if sitting in the back
with Yoona would be a good idea. Well make up your mind. We need to get moving.

No. Yoona stops midway climbing in.

Godnot another fighting couple. Get in the back, orders Jessica as she climbs out of the car. Yuri
shakes her head. Get in the back and sit beside Yoona, now. The taller girl once again shakes her head
no. Either you get in the back and sit beside heror you pay the consequences for making my favorite
Taeyeon sibling upset.

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I lied. Taemin comes in second. Now get in the back. Jessica pushes the taller girl towards the back of
the SUV. Slide in right beside Yoona. In fact Yoona put your back against this side. And you put yours
against the opposite side so you are facing each other. She pushes Yuri into the car. Once the two girls
were settled, Jessica closes the door and heads back to her seat in the front. She slides in and shuts the
door. Alright to the police station to pick up Taeyeon.

My sisters in jail?! comes Yoonas voice from the back.

Long story shortthe idiot got into some trouble with her stepmother and landed her butt in prison. And
we are the rescue committee thats going to bail her out, explains Hyoyeon for the third time that
evening. Yunho reaches over and turns on the radio.

How about some travel music? All the girls groan at the station he chose. Females, he mutters while
shaking his head.

~~~
All seven of them file into the police station. Her eyes locate one young man standing fidgeting
amongst the busy law enforcement officers. Taemin, she calls out hoping that it was indeed her younger
brother. His hair was styled differently but his profile matched that of her brothers. The young man turns;
a smile dons both of their faces. Both pairs of eyes light up. She charges towards the young man. Arms
wrap around his frame, embracing him tightly. Taemin, she whispers into his shoulder.

Miyoung, whispers Taemin in return. His good arm pulls his sister closer to him. A sense of relief
washes over him as he eyes everyone else that came. Tiffany pulls away and she looks him the eye
smiling widely.

Are you okay? she questions grabbing his hand. Head shakes back and forth, what am I asking. Of
course youre not. Your arms in a cast. Eyes fall upon the light blue cast. Her fingers lightly graze it;
head lifts and she looks her younger brother in the eyes. What are you doing here?

I was with Taeyeon when she got arrested. Right now all Im trying to do is to get them, he points in
the direction of the adults, to no press charges against Taeyeon. The youngest of Taeyeons siblings
turns to the group. I take it you guys are here to bail her out?

Yeah, answers Jessica. How are you doing? He shrugs his shoulders. He nods his head. Well be
right back. Were going to talk to someone about releasing Taeyeon. Lets go Hyoyeon. The two of them
walk away from the crowd heading towards the front desk.

Tiffany gives his hand a squeeze; Taemin turns and looks at his sister. No words were spoken amongst
the group, but it wasnt as if they cared really. They finally got to see Taemin. Tiffany got a chance to hug
her brother. Yunho stretches. Well Im getting bored. Im heading outside.

Ill join, states Yuri. They leave the group and Tiffany stares at Yoona curiously.

What?

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Dont act like that. We heard Jessica. Whats going on between you and Yuri? interrogates the oldest
person left in the group.

Nothing. Just the usually.

One step forward. Two steps back? asks Sooyoung as her eyes lock onto Tiffanys.

Yeah, but I can handle mine problem without interference from Jessica, Yoona grins as she looks at
Tiffany. She yawns and stretches.

Is that blood? asks Taemin while staring at the dark spot on Yoonas knee.

Yeahcame from Taecyeons nose.

You got into a fight? groans Tiffany. Did you not listen to Taeyeon? She said stay out of trouble.

I did, counters Yoona. I didnt go looking for it and I wasnt trying to get in any trouble. He came out
and started harassing Yuri. So I stepped in. He swung and I defended myself and Yuri. Hands slide into
her pockets and she rocks back and forth on her feet. So thats what happened. Tiffany rolls her eyes
and shakes her head. How could this possibly be Taeyeons favorite sibling and Jessicas favorite sibling?

The phone in her pocket vibrates. The Im pulls it out and looks at the screen. Im going outside. She
turns and back towards the entrance. Opening the door, her eyes lock onto Yuris. Well

Iwhat was said earlier, Yoona. I didnt mean any of it. Youre just so freaking frustrating. The older
girl walks towards the brick wall; she takes a seat upon it. Yoona follows her taking a seat beside her.
Howhow am I not supposed to respond like that when you make things seemlike that? Yoona tilts
her head back, eyes scanning the starless sky.

I claim you because

You like me, finishes Yuri. I get that Yoona. You gave me flowers. You apologize when you make me
upset. You do everything and anything except admit that you actually like me. Yoona rolls her eyes.
What are you so afraid of?

You tell me. Youre the one who says I have father issues, mother issues and a sibling complex. You
must know. If not you then your sister since shes studying psychology, right? A frown forms. Like I
told your stalker of a sister, explains Yoona, I want to give you a chance to live life. Inever mind.

You need to listen sometimes Yoona, she looks over at the older girl. II dont want to go anywhere
but back to our neighborhood and continue doing what Im already doing. I dont have any high
expectations. Never did. And I dont have any high expectations about what itll be like to date you. I
figured itll probably be like Jessicas and Taeyeons relationship. We just hang out nothing more,
nothing less, you know? Her hand creeps over and grabs hold of Yoonas. So theres nothing you have
to worry about, okay?

Yoona turns away from Yuri. Nothing to worry about? Theres a lot she should worry about. Quit over
thinking things. Its why you miss so many problems on your worksheets. Besides Im a nerd. I know

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what Im talking about. Yoona turns back; the doors open and out steps Taeyeon followed by the rest of
the group excluding Taemin. Yoona hops off the wall and briskly walks over to her sister.

So?

We cant get Taemin, mutters Tiffany, frowning. Taeyeons head lowers in defeat. She exhales loudly
and begins walking away. Taeye- Jessica pushes through the bodies and takes off chasing after the
older girl. Shes going to beat herself up over thisstupid asshole of a fath- Her sentence falls short as
the doors open again and out steps her father, brother and stepmother. She turns and faces them, wanting
nothing more but to speak, but the fear that the elderly man had induced upon her takes over.

She bites her lip and tugs on it. The small family walks past them, heading for a car parked on the other
end of the parking lot. Where was blunt Jessica when they needed her?

Hey! shouts Yoona, getting the familys attention. You! she points an index finger at Mr. Hwang.
What kind of crappy father are you, huh? Mr. Hwang stops walking, giving the doe-eyed girl his full
attention.

Yoona, whispers Tiffany grabbing hold of the younger girls wrist.

No. He needs to hear what I have to say. She breaks free of the grasp and approaches the old man. He
gives her a questioning look. What do you think youre doing, huh? Feet move her within two feet of
the man. What kind of father are you?

I dont have time for this, he turns.

You do have time for this and you will listen to what I have to say. I may not be one of your three
children that you obviously have no passion or heart in raising. But they are my siblings. So as I said
youre going to listen to whatever crap Ive got to say, hear me old man? She pauses. Heart rate
increases; she begins breathing heavily through her nose. You dont deserve to have Taemin. In fact I
cant seem to wrap my mind around the fact of why you came back for him. He was fine with us. You
never cared before. It was me and your eldest child Taeyeon, who provided for them. Made sure they had
food, clothes and a house to live in. We broke our asses off trying to get money for those twoand I
dont even like Tiffany.

Want a round of applause or something? Cause I could honestly care less about what you have to say.
Taemin is my son and he will live with me. Its final.

A scowl appears on Yoonas face. If she had something in her hand, shed more than likely throw it at the
back of the mans head. Then why not take Tiffany huh? Shes your daughter. Or how about Taeyeon?
Or did you forget that you have another daughter whos older than Tiffany?

Tiffanys an adult. And I dont have a She didnt give him a chance to finish his sentence. And she
didnt care about being sued for assault. She charges and tackles the older man.

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She doesnt hit him. She just sits on his back. You stupid alcoholic fuck. Palm lands on his upper back
and she applies pressure. You know whatyoure right. Taeyeon doesnt have a father like you. And
she doesnt need one like you. And youre also right, Tiffanys an adult and I can honestly say I like the
fact that she doesnt go chasing after you. And if Taemin was anything like his sistershed learn that he
doesnt need you in his life and all he needs is us. She stands up and walks back two steps. Now if you
dont mindI have an older sister to find. She rotates and begins sprinting in the direction that Taeyeon
and Jessica had disappeared in.

Your sister has guts, comments Yunho as he appears.

Someone needs toTaeyeons gone soft.

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 047

I
ts been a few minutes since Taeyeon, Jessica and Yoona have walked off. In fact its been nearly an
hour. Yoona has returned but Taeyeon and Jessica is still missing. Eyes drift to the girl standing beside
her before looking over at the older boy leaning against the SUV. She watches as Yunho pulls the
phone away from his ear, slipping the small device into his coat pocket. Taeyeon and Jessica are
crashing at one of Taeyeons friends place for the evening. Taeyeon wants for you two, he points at
Yoona and Tiffany while approaching the group, to go homeor someplace safe for the night. She says
that she and Jessica will be back tomorrow in the afternoon or something. She wants sometime alone,
which is stupid since my sister is joining her, but Im sure you females understand what alone means.

Are you some sort of sexist? remarks Yuri; she stands up and dusts her pants off.

I have a girlfriend, responds Yunho.

You can still be a sexist, comments Yuri.

Im also the one giving you a ride home. Now, you can be quiet and enjoy the ride or you can stay out
here in front of the police station. Yuri crosses her arms and Yoona breaks into the giggles. Alright
then, everyone in the car. I dont care how you sit.

I got the front seat, states Hyoyeon. The couples can sit in the back. Everyone begins crossing the
parking lot, except for Tiffany who remains rooted in her spot. She looks around at the police station; her
head turns and eyes scan the area that Taeyeon disappeared in. A sigh and eyes blink. If only there was
something for her to do, to bring a smile to her sisters face. To prove to everyone that shes not just
measly in the way Tiffany. Teeth pull on her bottom lip; her hand grips her phone. She looks at it. Maybe
there is something that she can do.

Tiffany? calls out Sooyoung.

Give me a minute, please, Yunho nods his head, slipping into the car. She sighs for a second time.
Fingers make quick work of contacts list in her phone, stopping upon a single number that she hasnt
called in forever. Who knows if the number still works? Closing her eyes, she dials it, placing the phone
against her ear.

It rings a few times. Hello, rings a female voice. And even though she hasnt heard it in a while she was
able to recognize it. A smile crosses her face.

Hiits Stephanie, she mumbles into the phone, half hoping that the woman on the other end wouldnt
hang up.

Its too early to be calling-

I know! I knowI justplease listen. I dont ask for much. In fact I havent called you in forever,
interrupts Tiffany. She hears the woman sigh. I just She pauses. I want some information. Taemin
was taken from meand I want him back. But I cant because the police say hes in your exs custody.
She hears another sigh. Look...like I said I dont call youever. All I want to know is how I can get my
brotheryour son out of the hands of an alcoholic and abusive man, before I end up having to bury him.

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Im not asking you to fly halfway across the world. Im not telling you to drop your career and or latest
boyfriend to come sit in courts for days or months. I just want you to help me get him back. Just tell me
what I have to do.

There was a long pause that Tiffany actually believed that her mother hung up. I have custody of you
and your brother. You two were to return back here with me, but your father said no to it. He said I could
have you but Taemin remains. I told him that the only way Taemin was to remain was for you to stay
also. He has temporary custody over the two of you as long as you two remain there. The easiest thing
would be for you to come live with me.

As if youd like that, remarks Tiffany, You havent cared about our wellbeing for the last few years. In
fact if I dont recall the last time we did talk you called me a mistake that ruined your career. Besides, I
want to stay here. I have family here. I have a sister no two sisters, a little boy and She looks up and
over at Sooyoung, and a person who loves me dearly. Im not going to live with you, so you can ignore
and abandon me again. Just tell me what to do.

There was another pause. StephanieI can hand custody over to you, but you are under my care and
guidance. At least to the courts you are.

Meaning? questions Tiffany, brining her fingers up to her lips.

You would have to emancipate yourself from me.

Is there any way you can allow for Taeyeon-

Who?

His eldest childher name is Taeyeon. Taeyeons been raising us for the last few years. Shes been
paying our rent, buying us groceries and what not, explains Tiffany. When the house was seized and we
were evicted, she moved out of her aunts house and got an apartment to put us in. Taemin was under her
care when he took us. We just want him back. Is there a way you can turn custody over to Taeyeon?

TaeyeonI can file some paper work and have him taken from your father and placed in Taeyeons
care. But when I think about it, Taeyeon would be that Kims daughter would she not? Tiffany doesnt
answer, I take that as a yes, Stephanie. So isnt that the same Taeyeon whos delinquent?

Shes not a delinquent? Shes an older sister who took care of us when you and dad turn your backs on
us. She has a stable job and she goes to school. Shes no more delinquent than me. So is there a way for
you to

Yes, Stephanie, there is a way. Ill work on it in the morning. Now is that all? She doesnt answer; she
hangs up and slips the phone into her pocket. With a triumphant grin, Tiffany begins moving towards
Sooyoung and the SUV.

Everything okay? questions Sooyoung.

Everything is fine, answers Tiffany. A grin breaks out on her face. I just got Taemin back. Yoona
sticks her head out the window and stares at Tiffany. Tiffany nods her head, not even allowing for Yoona

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to ask her if it was true. In a few days to weeks, Taemin will be under Taeyeons care and back living
with uslegally.

Howd you

My mom.

~~~
The most I can offer you, Kim, is the couch, again. And as you know it doesnt exactly pull out into a
bed butI think its big enough for you and Baby Jungs older sister. She grips her girlfriends hand
tighter; the other hand holding on tightly to the older girls arm. It didnt matter if the person in front of
her and Taeyeon was a friend that Taeyeon trusted. And it didnt matter that her girlfriend is a delinquent,
she Jessica Jung is still wary of other delinquents. Tell your girlfriend to calm down, yeah Im not
going to bite. Shes not even my type. Taeyeon looks over her shoulder to find a blank faced Jessica.

Sooyeon, whispers Taeyeon.

She loosens her grip a little. So yeah you two can have the couch. And help yourselves to whatever is in
the fridge. Im out Taeyeons friend walks past them heading towards the door. It closes with a click
and Jessica exhales loudly.

She wouldnt hurt you, Sooyeon, mutters Taeyeon, leading the younger girl over towards the couch.

Who is she? asks Jessica while looking around the dark, nearly destroyed apartment. Taeyeon takes a
seat on the couch before lying down and stretching out. Jessica looks at her, waiting for an answer.

My right hand woman who comes and goes, answers Taeyeon. Taeyeon scoots closer to the edge,
creating space between the back of the couch and her. Taking that as a signal to join her, Jessica climbs
over the smaller body taking the space. An arm automatically wraps around her waist. She shifts a little,
turning to face the back of the couch allowing Taeyeon to bury her face into her back. Shes someone I
grew up with. And she helps me out with getting alcohol and cigarettes when I need it. Taeyeon pauses,
shes also the girl that I sort ofkind of dated. She feels the Jung tense up. Relax, she whispers into
the back of Jessicas neck. Nothing is going on between ushonestly.

Jessica blinks profusely. Should she relax? She is laying on a couch, in the middle of who knows where,
in an apartment of a delinquent who dated her girlfriend. Taeyeon pulls her closer to her body.
SooyeonI said I wouldnt cheat. I meanIm lucky enough to have someone like youyou know. So
why would I evenyou know attempt to ruin it? Taeyeon swallows the lump in her throat. Fingers
dance across the younger girl, searching for Jessicas hand.

You dont like her? questions Jessica.

No. I like you. A small smile forms on Jessicas face. Her body shifts until she was face to face with
Taeyeon. She leans in, planting a small kiss upon the older girls lips. Taeyeons face scrunches up a
little. Gross, she mutters. Jessica rolls her eyes.

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I can hold your hands, kiss you on the cheek and the corner of the mouth, but the moment I kiss you on
the lipsits gross? Taeyeon nods her head; she rolls her eyes for a second time. I will never ever be
able to comprehend how yours and Yoonas mind works. Taeyeon closes her eyes; a hand raises and
fingers gently trace over the curves of Taeyeons face. Eyes finally notice the bruise on Taeyeons cheek.
What happened?

Nothing, answers the girl in front of her while shaking her head.

It was something, Taeyeon. That wasnt there earlier. One eye opens.

He hit methats all, mumbles Taeyeon.

Youre father? She nods her head, did you hit him back? She shakes her head. Taeyeon

I was going to, admits Taeyeon. I wanted tohe treats me like nothing. But hitting me was the final
straw. My fists were curled and I was ready to strike back, even with sluggish movements. But then I
thought about how much worry it would cause for Yoona, Tiffany and even Taemin. I even thought about
the stress I would put you under. And I did nothing. Its why I didnt fight back when the police arrested
me Her eye closes. Youre making me extremely soft, Sooyeon. And Im not sure if its a bad thing
or a good thing. Maybe its both. Jessica just nods her head. I meanif we werentif I wasnt doing
this, being good, Id probably still be in jail. Id be able to defend myself and my family. But that would
put themI dont know

They lie there quietly. Ones eyes are closed; the other busily watching Taeyeon. Fingers continue to trace
over the forming bruise. Its no wonder how Taeyeon could hang on desperately to the idea of family
even with everything shes gone through. A useless mother, an alcoholic father, two evil step-mothers, a
dependent sister, an independent sister, a depressed brother, anyone with that type of family would have
caved by now. Or at least if it was Jessica she would have caved. She can barely stand living at home with
an overprotective, blinded and bias mother, a nonexistent father and a clingy sister. She blinks; her hand
moves lower and fingers graze Taeyeons neck, causing for Taeyeon to shiver. Sorry, whispers Jessica.

Its okaythat just caught me off guard, was the response.

Silence blankets the room again. The slightly taller girl exhales through her nose. Her eyes begin to feel
heavy but for some reason she didnt want to sleep. Call it whatever you want, but Jessica wasnt ready to
close her eyes. Hey, she calls out waking Taeyeon who had started to fall asleep.

Eyes open and Taeyeon looks at her with a sleepy face. Are youokay? Taeyeon nods her head, eyes
closing. Really? I meanusually youd want to talk about what happened but youre like really quiet.
Sort of like when Yoona leftand honestly, Taeyeonit scares me.

We wont. I wont mutters Taeyeon quietly. He has two legal guardians, explains Taeyeon. And
even if he doesnt wish to be with his our father. There is still his and Tiffanys mother. Im just third in
line. And considering the fact that Im under the care of my aunthe wont go to me. Hed disappear to
an orphanage somewhere like Yoona did. She takes a look at Jessica, its either he stays here or he goes
to who knows where since Im not becoming an adult any time soon. A loud sigh spreads throughout the
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And thats all if you abide by the law, comments Jessica in a low voice. Taeyeonif we werent
together, how would you have handled things?

Like I saidId probably beat the crap out of the old man and kidnap Taeminonly to end up in front
of a judge and have my aunt bail me out, answers Taeyeon earnestly. A small nearly silent laugh emits
from the smaller girl. Like I said Im becoming soft. Eyes close again. Jessica pouts a little, shifting
even closer to the older girl. Her head finds a spot in the crook of Taeyeons neck. Yes?

Nothing. Another moment of silence, ButTaeyeon, no one is going to hate you if you cant get him
back. All that matters is you tried. We tried. Weve been wondering about his whereabouts for days,
weeks. And weve got it all. Tiffany got to see her brother. You got to spend time with him. Socheer
up, please, if not for me then for your siblings.

You know, sometimes I feel as if Im just not cut out to do the law-abiding stuff. I feel as if I cant get
anything but stress and constant headaches from it. Im drinking more heavily now. Im smoking more
cigarettes now. Even my clothes reek of it. And I want to give up at times. So many times that I just want
to disappear in the night and return to nothing but a petty thief.

But you havent.

Its like I said, I worry about Yoona, Tiffany and Taemin. She pauses, and I worry about you at
times. She pulls Jessica closer, closing the gap between them. Is it odd that I worry about you?

If thats oddthen I must be some sort of obsessed crazed stalker. The younger girls words come out
muffled. She lifts her head; eyes trace of Taeyeons profile. She leans in, placing a small kiss on the cheek
in front of her lips. Butwe can save that for tomorrowIll let you return back to sleep, Taeyeon.
Taeyeon nods her head, tightening her grip around Jessicas waist.

Minutes later light snores enter Taeyeons ears. Eyes open and she sighs loudly. Her grip tightens even
more on the younger girl in her arms. Is it bad that shes got a death grip on Jessica? Is it bad that she
doesnt want to let go, ever? You wont leaveyet, right? whispers Taeyeon.

~~~
The SUV pulls up in front of the Kwons Residence and Yuri climbs out of the back seat. Wait! hollers
Yoona as she climbs over the seat that Yuri was just in slipping out behind her. Ill walk home from
here. She looks at Tiffany, Promise, she quickly adds. Yunho nods his head; she slams the door shut
and takes off after Yuri who was heading towards the front door. I said wait. The older girl stops in her
tracks; her back remains facing Yoona. Ium Yoona slips her hands in her pockets. How in the
world was Taeyeon able to admit to liking Jessica?

If you have nothing to say Yoona, then please allow me to enter my house. Im tired. The car ride was
tiring, even sitting in the cramped back with you on the way there was tiring. And really all I want to do
right now is sleep. And maybe call-in in the morning and let them know Im not going to be able to make
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I do have something to say. It just wont come out. Well it will, but probably not the way you would
want to hear it, rambles Yoona. A scowl appears on her face. Great, now shes a rambling fool. Is this
what Taeyeon and Tiffany feels like, twenty-four seven and especially when theyre around Jessica and
Sooyoung. She kicks her foot, scuffing the bottom of her shoes. About earlierhow am I not supposed
to over think things?

Are you saying that you like me?

Im saying that if there is a possibility, how am I not supposed to over think things? With a brain like
yoursYuri you should be doing some of the most spectacular things in the world. You could be that one
scientist that finds cures for all the diseases. You could be great. And is it bad that I want for you to go
ahead and do something like that? I just dont want to ruin another persons life. Yuri blinks; she looks
over her shoulder and at the younger girl who was busily staring at the ground. Seohyuns smart too, you
know. Shes just as brainy as you are. But she wont be able to do the things you do, because my family
ruined things for her. I dont want that to happen to someone else. Call it selfish if you want, but its the
truth. She lifts her head and looks Yuri in the eyes.

Youre not listening, whispers Yuri. You wont ruin anything because theres nothing for you to ruin.
And I dont want a chance like that. Why try for something impossible when I can stay hereand do the
possible. Do you know how many kids Ive helped? Do you know how many of them came to the Youth
Center barely knowing how to read, write and do math? And because I spent about three hours of my day
therethey can now do those things. And the people who attend school with ustheir grades are
improving because I take the time to help. This is what I want Yoona. Not the fancy white coats or suits
and large pay checks with multiple zeros. Its not meits not what I want. She turns fully. Not even
Boa wants thatshe wants to become a therapist. I just want to be a social worker. Im fine with that idea
of being here. She pauses waiting for Yoona to say something. When the she doesnt respond, Yuri turns
back towards the front door. She slips the keys out of her pockets, unlocking the wooden object pushing it
open.

Are you sure? whispers Yoona carefully. Yuri freezes again. Are you one hundred percent sure? I
dont want to do something wrong. What am I talking about? Im a delinquentof course I want to do
something wrong. I just

Youre not a delinquent and you never were one, Yoona. You just tried to be one just so you can have
Taeyeon. But yesIm sure. She turns for a second time to find Yoona smiling a little, why?

Ill stop being like the Ims, answers Yoona in a whisper. Ill quit forcing things upon you, since you
are sure that that is what you want in the future.

And what about us? Yoona shrugs her shoulders. What do you mean you dont know, Yoona? You
claimed meyou like me. I know you do. Why dont you just admit it? Whats wrong with it, huh? If
Taeyeon can date Jessica then what is wrong with you dating me? Its not like you wont enjoy
thingsyou had fun on that one date Yoona gets quiet. Im not going to wait forever, Yoona. Ive
attempted to move on onceI can do it again. And when the summer is over and you leave back to

I told you, interrupts Yoona, that there are things that delinquents hold onto. That they cherish above
all else. Wellsurprisingly enoughI started to cherish you above everything else, the moment you

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decided to try and fix me. People gave up over the years saying that Ive gone bad, like Taeng didbut
you didnt want to give up. SoImIm scared. The last bit comes out lightly, barely even a whisper.
She shakes her head. Justjust forget it. Im going to just go home and get yelled at for coming in
lateand yeah. She turns around and walks out of the yard and away from the Kwon house.

You know, Yuri jumps; she looks behind her to find Boa sitting at the bottom of the stairs. Romance
movies really are stupid. I was sitting here wondering if either one of you were just going to confess and
run into the others arms all because of those cheesy flicks and then I remembered that Yoonas a good
for nothing lowlife. And even more I remembered that she was supposed to make up with you.

She did. Yuri enters the house and shuts the door locking it. And as much as I am happy to have my
older sister helping me in my lifeplease stay out of my love life, yeah? Your ideas failed
alreadysojust stay out of it.

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You promised! She groans; eyes close and fingers pinch the bridge of her nose. She was in
desperate need of a cigarette, but those were off limits now. And what is he supposed to sleep in,
Taeyeon? He comes home later on today and there is no bed! Another groan escapes Taeyeons
mouth; her head tilts back. Taeyeon!

I know what I said Tiffany, but Ive been busy. You know that. Ive got work. You work a few measly
hours at the grocery store. I have to clean up the Lees office. Take out and dispose of stuff properly. And
Im tired.

So where is he supposed to sleep?

He can sleep in your bed, not like youre going to need it. Ill put the crib together tomorrow on my day
off, states Taeyeon opening her eyes. She turns and looks in the direction of the kitchen. And why cant
either of his fathers put the damn bed together? Why is it I have to? And who the hell bought that thing?
He needs a crib not a day bed and spa. She sits up straight.

Sooyoungs busy and so is Siwon. Besides you promised. You cant break a promise, Taeyeon rolls her
eyes; she turns and looks at her other sister who was busily studying on the floor. Tiffany exits the
kitchen she takes a seat on the couch besides her older sister. And today is your day off, Taeyeon.

I knowbut I really want some rest, Tiffany. Three weeks in and out of family courts, work and a
moody SooyeonI just want to rest today. Let him sleep in your bed and Ill put the stupid thing together
tomorrow.

Its not stupid. Its the bed in which your nephew is supposed to sleep in.

Then why dont you put it together? Youre so worried about where hes going to sleep, huffs Taeyeon,
exhaling loudly through her nose. You dont work today either. And its simple enough if you follow the
directions on the paper. And you know where I keep the tools. Tiffany smiles and shakes her head. And
why not?

Because I have to pick him up, or did you forget? A third groan, is there no way that shell be able to
get out of putting the crib together? And its not even an easy assemble type of bed. No, the Chois went
out and bought the most ridiculous bed ever. Its a huge crib that folds and transform into a day bed for
when he becomes a toddler. So put the crib together.

Miyoung, groans Taeyeon, Ive been working nonstop to cover the rent. I even went shopping after
work buying bottles, diapers, wipes, and pacifiers. I even got him that! Index finger points to the corner
of the living room where a stroller and matching car seat sat. Cant I just get a break? Im the auntie and
Im forking over more than Siwon, who is his father.

Sooyoung is.

Well whatever. Those two should be doing a whole lot more than me, Taeyeon stands and looks down
at the middle child. And you should be making them do these things, Tiffany. Not me. Im not the one
that got you pregnant. And its not my name on the certificate. Im your older sister and I think giving

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him a home should be enough. If not that then the items and that expensive piece of crap in the corner
should be enough.

Someone needs nicotine, comments Yoona from the floor. She looks up at her older sisters, Ill put it
together Tiffany. But youll owe me.

No, states Taeyeon; she quickly looks at Yoona. You study. School starts up soon for all of us. And
you need to get a B on your work. Shell call Sooyoung and make Sooyoung come put the crib together.

Sooyoung is coming with me to pick him up.

Sooyoung can bring herself here and put the crib together, states Taeyeon. They only need one parent.
You go and pick him up. And Sooyoung puts together the crib that her parents bought. Im going to sleep
because youre seriously making me want a cigarette and I havent had one in three weeks, Miyoung. And
Yoona is going to sit there and do her schoolwork. She begins to walk away when Tiffany reaches out
and grabs hold of her wrist. Miyoungno Stephanie, figure it out. But Im not doing anything.

A frown appears on the Hwangs face. Why wouldnt her sister just put the bed together? Why does she
have to call the Chois, Sooyoung or Siwon? They can do this on their own. Well put it up later tonight,
Tiffany, states Yoona as she turns back to her studies. Let Taeyeon go sleep before she beats the crap
out of us since her body is running really low on nicotine. Tiffany releases the older girl; she slouches
and arms cross. Go get some sleep, Taeng, and calm your nerves, yeah? The oldest of the siblings
disappear down the hall and into her room, slamming the door shut. Fany, must you stress her out? asks
Yoona.

The pencil drops upon the table; eyes cast up at the pouting girl on the couch. I wasnt stressing her out.

Fany, she was going to snap if that had continued, remarks Yoona. Taengs been tired you know. But
shes been doing everything that youve asked of her without complaining. She bought you the matching
stroller and car seat even though none of us has a car. Shes gone out and got bottles and other needs for
him. And all of that was money for lunch for the past few weeks and upcoming ones, you know. And
Jessicas been having a hard time bringing her stuff since school is starting up and Mrs. Jung is pressuring
her to get into a good college after this year. Yoona leans back onto her elbows. And not to mention all
the work that shes doing to cover the rent, or the fact that shes been in and out of the family courts
working on emancipating herself and getting your brother back. Shes worn out. And I agree with her,
even though I said Ill do it, but why cant Sooyoung put it together? Tiffany shakes her head and stands.

Im going to the hospital, was all that the middle child said; she stands and heads towards the front
door. Stopping to slide on her shoes, she exits out of the apartment, leaving Yoona alone in the living
room. The youngest of the sisters sighs. This wasnt what she was expecting when she snuck out of the
house to get some quiet time to finish up her work that Yuri and Seohyun had edited. All shes really
wanted for the last few weeks since theyve all came back from bailing Taeyeon out was some quiet. But
instead she got the total opposite with her adoptive father keeping tabs on her. Lectures after lectures
would invade her ears and thinking space. And as any normal human being would figure, Taeyeons
house would be the quietest since the two people living there would be at work. And now its quite the
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She pushes herself up off the floor and heads for the kitchen to find either something to eat or something
to drink, which ever the empty kitchen possessed. Opening the fridge, she glances around finding nothing
but milk, a few water bottles and two can of beer. A small crosses her face, Taeyeon! Whose beer is
this?

It's not yours, so dont touch it. Drink some water, Yoong, comes Taeyeons voice from the room. Her
smile drops; she slams the door close and decides to look in the cabinets. One by one, hands pull the
knobs opening the cabinets and finding them just as empty as the refrigerator.

How do you two live with no food? asks Yoona. Footsteps echo throughout the place; she looks over
her shoulder to see Taeyeon enter the kitchen area.

We manage to get by, mumbles Taeyeon while ruffling her hair. We eat take out with whatever spare
change we can scrape together. But the cabinets and stuff should begin to fill up since he comes home
today and weve already stocked up on supplies for him. She yawns and heads for the fridge, opening it
and grabbing one of the cans. And since we wont have to hire a baby sitter since Mrs., Choi says shell
watch him while we attend school and work, we wont have to worry about expenses save for the bills.
The door closes and Taeyeon heads the counter taking a seat upon it. Finish your schoolwork?

Yoona shakes her head and continues searching the cabinets. I have a few pages left to correct and I have
to add the finishing touches onto my report, answers Yoona. She reaches into the cabinet that she was
currently looking at finding a box of cereal. Look what Ive found. She waves the box back and forth.

Is that any good? asks Taeyeon with a skeptical look.

Yoona shrugs her shoulders, it hasnt been open. She flips the box around looking for some sort of date.
One more month to go, she states happily. Setting the box down, feet move her body in the direction of
which the bowls were stored.

Are you going back to the boarding school? asks the girl upon the counter. Her eyes never leave the
taller girls form. The can in her hand pops open with a hiss. Yoona stops and looks at her older sister for
a second; she nods her head. Oh

Being selfish again Taeng? questions Yoona as she resumes making herself a bowl of cereal. As much
as Id like to say Im re-enrolling back into a public school, Im not. Or he wont let me. She sniffs the
milk checking to see if it had spoilt. Besides, youll have Sooyoung, Tiffany, Yuri, Seohyun, our cousin
well your cousin, and Jessica to hang out with. Taeyeon nods her head; the can in her hand comes in
contact with her lips and she takes a sip. And youll be so busy studying with Jessica and working that
you wont even realize that Im gone again.

Do you like it there?

Its alright. I have my own dorm room to myself. I met a few people and what not. She nods her head
again. Hey, have you spoken to our mother yet? asks Yoona carefully. Taeyeon tenses and Yoona sense
it through the atmosphere. OhI thought that maybe you have by now, you know? I mean Ive started
talking to Seohyun again and yeah

Why are you asking?

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I was just curiousand I sort of wanted to see her before I go back. I mean Ive already seen her, but
this time I want to talk to her, She puts the milk back into its original spot. She climbs onto the counter
beside her sister and begins eating.

Dont do it, states Taeyeon, youre on the right track Yoong. Youre getting a private education.
Youre staying out of troublemore. You dont need to see her or speak to her. Allowing her back into
your life will make your life a complete and horrible mess. And you do not need it. Its why I havent
gone to see her. Things are fine as they are now, and I dont want to mess it up.

Silence overcomes the two girls; feet wing back and forth as one eat cereal and the other sips from her
can. The older of the two exhales loudly through her nose. Eyes peek at the girl beside her. So, um
Sooyeon explained that you and Yuri were having some problems. Another sip, But Im assuming since
you guys are talking and she tutoring youthat you made up?

Yoona laughs a little, while scooping another mouthful of cereal. When did she tell you this?

About a few days ago when she called. She was wondering if you guys had made up. I told her I didnt
know anything about it. Head turns, Do you want totalk about it?

Trying to play big sister? questions Yoona with a mouthful.

I want to her face scrunches up; what were the words that she wanted to say. I wanted to ask you
earlier but Tiffany was breathing down my neck. And Im curiousand I want to help, but I didnt want
for Tiffany to throw a fit, because I was willing to help you and not her. She ruffles her hair again,
setting the can down between them. And I want toI want to be able to do something, to help you
before you go back, Yoong. Youve done so much for us, meand I promised not to treat you
differently.

Well, in that case Yoona sets her bowl down beside the can. Its nothing big really. She sighs and
stretches a little. Yuri wants me to say I like herbut its not that easy. You know its not that easy,
Taeng. Were a like, so I know youve felt that fearthe fear Im feeling now. She struggles a little with
the thoughts that were forming in her head. Kwon Yuri is a nerd. Nerds are gross. We like gross. I like
gross. I like nerds. I like Kwon Yuri. A pout, but what if Kwon Yuri doesnt want the me thats going
to be nothing in a years time? What if the ambition and temptation becomes too much, huh? And she
decides to chase it? Id rather be able to treasure her from afar then to be crushed the moment she leaves.
Taeyeon nods her head. Yoona words were exactly right. They are alike and she knows exactly what
Yoona is going through. Those exact thoughts haunt her also. And then theres the possibility of me
becoming like youor more like you. Youve lost your skills; youve become soft. And I dont want that.
I cant want that, can I?

Im unsure what I want to say, whispers Taeyeon. She shakes her head. Fingers wrap around her can,
lifting it to her lips. I want to agree with your methods. But then again I dont want to Yoong. Sooyeons
done something to my head, because half of me find you to be very selfish. And like I said the other half
agrees because we are selfish people. Yuris liked you for the longest and shes been the most patient
person in the world when it comes to you and your antics. I think you owe her enough to consider telling
her that you really do have some sort of feelings. Eyes dart to the balcony, Im scaredjust like you. I
cant believe Im going to admit it but Im afraid for this school year to end and it hasnt started Yoong.

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But I know once it ends, mines and Sooyeons relationship will end. And that scares me. So three weeks
ago when we disappeared and stayed the night somewhere, I held on to her tightly that night. Very tightly,
in a vice like grip.

The both laugh a little, Who would have thought that the two of us would have a fear. We steal, fight,
vandalize. Weve face danger countless of times and you death multiple but when it comes to two stress
inducing women were scared.

It was bound to happen with our ruined homes, answers Taeyeon. She tilts her head back. But Yoong,
tell her. And itll give you some sort of comfortthe both of you. Maybe with a year under your
beltmaybe she will stay behind and choose you. Why am I saying maybe? I know Yoong, Yuri will
choose you over everything. She smiles a little prior to hopping off of the countertop. Well then might
as well put the bed together.

Yoona jumps down; she sets her bowl in the counter. Go take a nap, states Yoona. Taeyeon stops in
her tracks. Ill be right back. Im going to go and check up on a nerd.

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 049

B
ody comes to a halt; they bend over. Hands pressed flat against her knees and lungs attempt to
gather as much air as possible. A grunt of dissatisfaction leaves her lips. I cancannot become
like Taeng, she mumbles to herself. Shaking her head, she straightens out and scans her
surroundings. Continue running for a few more blocks and through this crowd or take a short cut
through the alley Teeth pull on her lip a little as she contemplates her choices. Alley it is. She looks
around for a entrance; finding it, her feet move her across the street and to the opening.

Eyes flicker over the dirty passage way, taking in the trash, puddles of dirty water and stacked cardboard
boxes and crates. She moves quickly, keeping an eye out for any sudden movements. Loud heavy
footsteps infiltrate her ears; the hairs on the back of her neck stand. Maybe she should have stuck with
running the rest of the way or mere public transportation. But no, she had to prove to herself she wasnt
losing her skills like her older sister. The steps become even louder and she ducks behind a large
dumpster. Im blaming Taeyeon, she mutters to herself, mad at the fact that she was hiding rather than
facing whoever it is in a head on collision. Peeking over the top, orbs examine the group of males who
had followed her into the alley. And judging by the colors of their clothes and they way it hung off their
body, she easily assumes them to be the group from the park. Her eyes finally land the one in the front,
fuckits Key, she mumbles. A soft groan leaves her lips, just her luck to get stuck in an alleyway with
not only thugs but a drug dealer as well.

She ducks back down and looks around. She could run or attempt to, but the probability of getting caught
was high, especially with a dealer involved. And who knows if shes fast enough to evade them. A thief
can evade a cop but can it evade a thug, more or less a whole clan and a dealer? She shakes her head;
maybe she should just crawl a distance and hide behind something else before taking off in a sprint?
Nodding her head to that thought she turns and ducks down; her phone rings and echoes throughout the
passageway. Eyes immediately close. Hands clench. Teeth once again tug on her bottom lip. Told you
she went this way, states one of the males. Come out little alligator, he calls.

Pupils enlarge; blood flows to her major muscles. Her body prepares for fight like usual. But for once
shed rather choose flight. Were going to give you one more chance to come out or we will come over
there and you will not like it. She straightens out, keeping her back to the group. They walk towards her.
Are you sure that this is Kims sister?

Yeah, I was there when she paid Sunny off with a duffle bag filled of cash, rings Keys voice. She
counts slowly; her body switches from fight to flight. Crouching down a little, she breaks into a sprint
towards the exit. And the chase begins.

~~~
Tossing the bags across the room, she jumps and slips into her bed, burying her face into her pillow. Feet
automatically begin kicking the shoes that she forgot to remove off. Dog lifts her head and walks over to
the discarded items, picking them up and taking them towards the closet. A soft sigh escapes Jessicas lips
and smile forms on her face. Finally she was done spending time with her siblings and mother and could
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her head and stares at her mother with a tired expression. Have you worked on those applications like I
asked? You cant get into an American University unless you put in the effort.

I know, mumbles Jessica; her words come out muffled due to her burying her face back into the pillow.

So have you? asks Mrs. Jung.

Not yet, was the oldest daughters response.

Well get to it, Sooyeon. Were trying for the American Colleges. You know how hard it is to get into
those. Get your application in now, lets go. Jessica groans even more, shaking her head back and forth.
What do you mean no? Sooyeon

In a few, Ill fill the application out in a few. Im tired. Weve been out back to school shopping and
those crowds and stuffcant I just rest and Ill fill them out later.

And Soojung is already getting ready for school, and Yunho is packing to return back to the dorms. So
no, get up and fill out the application. She walks into the room; her hand wraps around her daughters
ankles, giving them a yank. Up, Jung Sooyeon, now She groans again and attempts to slip under the
blankets. Sooyeon

She huffs and sits up, finefine, she slips off the bed and walks to her desk in the corner. Flipping the
laptop open, she cuts it on and takes a seat. Im doing ithappy?

Yes, but cut the attitude. Mrs. Jung turns and leaves the room, leaving her oldest daughter alone. Jessica
leans back in her chair; a yawn leaves her lips prior to them forming a pout. She pulls her phone out of
her pocket and checks to see if anyone called her. More specifically, she was checking to see if her
girlfriend had called. They havent exactly had a real conversation in a while. The last one that she can
truly recall resulted in her only asking about Yoona before both of them having to hang up.

Pressing Taeyeons speed dial number, she places the cellular device against her ear. A few rings and the
call heads straight for Taeyeons voicemail. She pulls the phone away from her ear and frowns. Maybe
the older girl was busy? She sets the phone down upon the desk, starring at it, waiting for a phone call
back or a text. A few minutes pass and nothing. With a sigh, Jessica turns her attention to the laptop.
Elbow on the desk; head propped on her hand. She begins fiddling away on the computer. Even more
minutes pass and still nothing.

She picks the phone up again and dials the number for a second time, getting the same answer. Exhaling
loudly through her nose; the phone is set back down on the desk and the hand that was holding it closes
the laptop. Why wasnt Taeyeon answering? This wasnt normal. Not when the older girl would call back
or text within minutes of missing her call. Her head tilts back and over the chair. Could the older girl be at
work? She shakes her head. Today was supposed to be Taeyeons day off. Maybe shes in the NICU with
Tiffany since the baby was coming home? But she could have sworn that Taeyeon wanted nothing to do
but rest. Maybe shes at the court offices? A scoff and eye roll. Taeyeon doesnt like visiting that place
alone. So what could she possibly be doing?

Sooyeon! She ignores the calls. Sooyeon! She stands and exits the room, heading towards the kitchen
where her mother was more than likely located.

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Yeah? she questions tiredly.

Put the groceries away, orders her mother as the elderly lady washes the dishes. Youre fathers
coworkers are coming over to have dinner with the family before Yunho ships out to college. Jessica
rolls her eyes and heads for the table holding the bags. Another groan and she slowly begins putting the
contents in the bag away. Afterwards Im going to need you to do something with that dog. I know your
father has found a way to deal with his allergies but I have no clue about his coworkers. They can either
be allergic or scared and Im not going to allow something bad to happen tonight.

Whats happening? questions Jessica curiously.

Nothing. Just put the food away and get the dog out of here. And then work on that application,
understand? Jessica nods her head. A deep sigh and she moves a little faster just to get out of the room
and away from her mother. Her mother takes a small look at her, Sooyeon, Jessica stops, its also your
fathers boss coming over tonight. I need you on your best behavior, alright? Arms cross over her body
defensively. Your father is working on getting a very important promotion. It could help our relationship
and this family, which is why I need you on your best behavior, understand? Do not ruin this, Sooyeon.

Did Soojung and Yunho get the prep talk also? Or are you just giving this to you horrible out of control
daughter? questions Jessica; right foot taps against the tiled floor. Mrs. Jung scoffs and rolls her eyes.
The middle Jung child cringes, remembering how her older brother said that she and her mother are alike.

Soojung and Yunho already know about this. You would too if you were to spend some time with the
family instead of that mutt and your good for nothing friends. And dont question me young lady, youre
living under my roof-

Yeah, speaking of that...Ive been thinking about moving out. Im going to be a senior this year and what
not. I dont actually have to live here anymore, remarks Jessica. I can live with Taeyeon. Its just her
and her sister. And Im sure she wouldnt mind me moving in.

As if Id allow that Sooyeon, quit being ridiculous and do what I asked of you. She stops and looks at
her oldest daughter. As long as youre still in school, you follow my orders, Sooyeon. Jessica scoffs and
rolls her eyes, only to cringe again.

Stupid Yunho and his theories, she mutters. What do you have against Taeyeon? You adored her
before you slapped a stereotypical label on her. Taeyeon is great. Taeyeon is so hardworking, you
should be more like TaeyeonYou use to flaunt her in front of all your friends saying how I found the
perfect girlfriend, and the moment big mouth opens her yap you decide to hate her. Shes the same
hardworking girl that you met.

Shes a delinquent and must I remind you of what happened to your sister under your care. And now is
not the time to discuss such trivial manners.

Why cant we discuss this? Its not like either of us is extremely busy. Im putting away the groceries
and youre preparing dinner.

Because it isnt the right time, Sooyeon. Well talk later. Jessica scoffs. Was she truly supposed to
believe that? That they were going to talk later?

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There wont be a laterso can we discuss this now? asks Jessica in an annoyed tone. The girl is my
girlfriend. Dont you want to discuss this? Shouldnt you be willing to discuss this? Isnt a parent
supposed to talk to their children about this type of thing? You did it when Yunho brought whats her face
home.

I dont have time right now Sooyeon to discuss somethinglike that, like her.

It is never the time to discuss my friends and what not. Soojung can wake you up at midnight and youd
talk to her. Yunho will interrupt you at work and youll listen. When will it be my turn?! snaps Jessica.
Nose flares; hand slams down upon the table causing for it to tremble. Im your child also! And yet you
never treat me like one! All you can ever seem to do is judge me, criticize me, and be little me. And
daddad doesnt even look at me She shakes her head, know whatforget it. Im not even part of
this stupid family. Soojung could put the groceries away and Yunho can clean his mess. In fact Im going
to Taeyeons for dinner, that way I dont ruin Mr. Jungs chance at a promotion. She rotates on her heels
leaving the rest groceries on the table.

Sooyeon! She ignores the calls for her attention, entering her bedroom.

Come on, she calls out to Dog, while slipping on her shoes, lets go visit Taeyeon. Dog slowly walks
over to Jessica, nuzzling her head against the Jungs thigh. Yunho steps into the doorway and watches his
younger sister, sympathetically. Both Jessica and Dog senses him; they turn and look at him. Shut up,
was all Jessica could say while looking for Dogs leash. Finding it, the two of them exit the room and the
house, leaving Yunho still in the hallway.

He slowly makes his way towards the kitchen where the whole argument started. Can I talk to you? he
asks their mother. His mother disregards him, Mom. Mom, I know you can hear me. Mrs. Jung stops.
What did you say to Sooyeon?

Nothing, answers Mrs. Jung, She wants to talk about Taeyeon. And we do not have time to talk about
that little delinquent. I have to get the house

What do you mean you dont have time? Shes your daughter, argues Yunho. You know when she
tells me that you do nothing for her, I normally respond by saying its because shes becoming an adult.
But shes right; you do absolutely nothing for her. All you can seem to do is compare her to others, to
Soojung and then treat her like shes nothing. And then you get mad when she doesnt listen to you; why
should she respect someone who doesnt respect her?

Yunho

NoI went away to college and this family was semi normal. I come back and its ridiculous. Soojungs
walking around, partying, smoking, drinking like its nothing. She has piercingsand not on her ears.
Shes got in trouble with some dealersand all you can seem to do is ground Sooyeon left and right.
Shes not Sooyeons daughter. Shes her sister. She shouldnt be responsible for everything that stupid
girl does. Soojung should be responsible for her own actions, he shakes his head, I didnt come in here
to talk about SoojungSooyeon deserves to have you treat her like a member of this family. He inhales
deeply, trying not to really stir up his emotions.

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Yunho

Just because Sooyeon isnt our fathers doesnt mean you of all people have to treat he like shes some
sort of disease. So what if shes a child of rape? So what if she is the cause for you and dad to be having a
divorce?! It was now his turn to slam his hand down upon the table. Im sick and tired of it.

Now listen here, Yunho. You will not raise your voice to me, spats his mother, And this is none of
your concern. Now go and pack your belongings so you can return to college peacefully.

A growl and Yunho turns on his heels, stopping momentarily, Fine, but just remember mom, once he
divorces you, all that will be left is Sooyeon. Ill be busy with school and hes going to take Soojung
since Soojung is his pride and joy. All thats left is Sooyeon, and youll be lucky if she sticks around long
enough. He exits out of the kitchen leaving the elderly woman to her thoughts.

~~~
What do you mean I should go into the room and kiss her senseless? shouts Taeyeon into the phone as
she stares down the hall at where her girlfriend had disappeared to. She quickly pulls the device away
from her ear, makes a disgusted face at it, and places it back in its spot.

You called me after snapping at me earlier asking for help on how to deal with a moody and depressed
Jessica. My advice to Taeyeon is to kiss her senseless. Taeyeon groans at Tiffanys advice. Okay fine
dont do thatbut go in the room and check up on her. Dont let her cry alone, that will just make you
look like some insensitive jerk. I know youre not good with words but at least your presence will put her
at ease. Just go in there, slide in your bed, and hold her like how she holds you some times. Stroke her
back, caress her hair or something and tell her everything is going to be fine.

And if that doesnt work? questions Taeyeon skeptically.

Well then be yourself and threaten to kick some ass; be masculine then, advises Tiffany. And if that
doesnt work, well thenthere has got to be something wrong with you.

Youre not helping the situation, growls the older sister.

Look Taeyeon, Im just stating the easiest thing to do. I dont know how far along your relationship with
the evil woman has gone. I meanIve seen you guys give each other light kisses, small pecks. You two
hold hands, link arms, regular hugs, back hugs, sleep together in the same bed, and hold each other and
what not. You guys are intimate and not so intimatein fact you two have a weird relationship. And
because of that I can only tell you to just hold her and let her know youre there for her. What more could
I possible tell you Taeyeon, without messing something up? The older girl groans and shakes her head.
Why must things be so hard? She takes another look down the hall.

Tiffanyare you sure? she whispers into the phone, are you one hundred percent positive that this is
going to work?

Tae, out of all of usIm the only one with dating experience. And yes it was a half crappy half majestic
relationship, but yes Im sure. Just hold Jessicafrom what Ive witnessed the girl rarely criesand if

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shes doing so now its got to be something really hurting her. Just hold her, Tae, alright? I have to go.
Taeyeon sighs for a second time. She hangs up and slips the phone back into her pocket. Eyes fall upon
Dog who was lying on the floor, whimpering.

Ahshes affected you to, huh? asks Taeyeon. Dog doesnt respond. Well, lets attempt to try and fix
things, yeah? Dog raises her head, looking up at her owner before standing. Taeyeon heads down the hall
with the canine at her heels. A hand wraps around the knob, twisting it; the other hand lies flat against the
door, forcing it open. Sooyeon? she calls out softly, only receiving sniffles in return. Taeyeon turns
back to her pet, weve got our work cut out for us.

They quietly enter the room, closing the door behind them; making their way across the room, Taeyeon
slips into the bed behind Jessica. Arms quickly wrap tightly around Jessicas form, pulling the younger
girl against her body. Jessica stops sniffling for a moment, tensing. She shifts and spins in Taeyeons arm
so they were fact to face. T-Taeyeon? questions Jessica with a confused face.

II um mutters Taeyeon unsure of what to say. Eyes close briefly. You always do this when Im
upsetso I thought since you were cryingthat maybe her sentence trails off. The younger girl leans
forward burying her face in Taeyeons chest. The cotton material absorbs the falling tears; a large spot
forming on the front of the shirt. Taeyeon stiffens a little, looking over the body in her arms and at the
animal at the foot of the bed. Dog lifts her head, tilting it to the side. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. Teeth clamp
down on her bottom lip; one hands slowly moves in an unsure circle across the Jungs back. Jessica
freezes for a mere second only to eliminate nearly all of the space between hers and Taeyeons body.

I hate her, whispers Jessica; hands grip the older girls shirt tightly. Taeyeon exhales loudly through her
nose; she was unsure of what she should be saying. Eyes close and she inhales.

Sooyeon, whispers Taeyeon, Iuhyou cant hate your mother. The girl in her arms peeks up at
her. Shes your motherand no matter how much she frustrates you and angers you, you shouldnt hate
her. Dislike, maybebut hate no. Shes your mother; the being that nurtured and raised you. Yes it may
seem like shes notshes not doing her job correctlybut thats not enough to hate the woman. Eyes
open connecting with Jessicas. I cant even hate mine. Yoona cant hate her. And Tiffany doesnt hate
her mother. Both of which should receive the awards for worst mothers in history.

Well I hate mine, mumbles Jessica burying her face back into Taeyeons chest. There was a huff,
Okay maybe I dont hate the deranged womanbut still. Taeyeonshe treats me like Im lower than
dirt. And Im not. I know Im not.

Youre mom is a complete idiot for not seeing what type of person you are, remarks Taeyeon. She sighs
deeply. Im sorryI didnt mean to say thatbut she is, Sooyeon. Taeyeon fidgets a little not sure
what to say next without sounding overly cheesy or gross. II

You what? questions Jessica as she turns so her back was against Taeyeons chest; hands wipe away
her tears. Once she was sure there was no more left, her fingers begin their dance with Taeyeons.

Youre very special, mumbles Taeyeon. It was now her turn to bury her face, doing so in Jessicas hair.
And your mother is a fool to not see it. Youre not dirtyoure way above it. Who else would go from
viewing me and my family as nothing to becoming someone we can rely on, huh? I meanyou hated my

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existence and now youre my girlfriendthat says a lot. It shows how open-minded youve become. How
patient you are and how willing you are.

Not really one with words are, you? asks Jessica while she continuously plays with Taeyeons fingers.
But thats okay. I understandand thank you, Taeyeon. She leans her head back, craning her neck and
placing a kiss on Taeyeons chin. This must be have been hard for you, huh?

A little, answers Taeyeon quietly. I called Tiffany for adviceso are you okay now?

Just a bitlet me stay the night, please. Im not ready to return home, yet. Taeyeon nods her head.
Thank you again. She places another kiss to Taeyeons chin. Lets sleep.

~~~
Eyes look at the two parts in her hands before looking up at her sister who was walking around with her
nephew in arms. Eyes flicker and land on the tall girl sitting on her couch. Why am I doing this?
Sooyoungs here, she grumbles flinging the parts onto the floor. Tiffany rolls her eyes at her sister antics.

Not this again, she responds, Why stop? Youre half way through. Taeyeons eyes land back on her,
shooting the middle child a glare. What? Jessica, tell your girlfriend that there is no reason for her to do
half of the work and then quit. Jessica shrugs her shoulders in response, leaning forward to pick up the
remote control.

Its alright. Ill finish, states Sooyoung, sliding off the couch. She sits directly across from Taeyeon and
begins putting together the rest of the crib.

Taeyeon leans back on her elbows; eyes remain on Tiffany. Eyes tear away from her sister and lands on
her phone. So can I please know now why Sooyoung had to go to the hospital instead of helping with the
bed?

Mr. Choi couldnt drive us, explains Tiffany while adjusting the baby in her arms, hoping that it
wouldnt cry. So it ended up being Siwon. Taeyeon sits up; Sooyoung tries to concentrate on the
instructions in front of her and Jessica turns the volume down on the television. I know what youre
thinking, but nothing bad happened promise. Taeyeons eyes land on the youngest girl in the room.
Sooyoung flinches under the strong gaze.

I dont know, mutters Sooyoung while examining the pieces in her hands. She looks up and at Taeyeon.
I was in the NICU and they were out in the hallway talking. I had checked him out and got all the things
he would need for staying at home. And by the time we got to the hallway they had finished talking and
Tiffany was rubbing her wrist. Taeyeon raises a brow, forcing herself into the standing position. She
walks over to her sister, noticing the panic that was spreading across the younger girls face.

Arm, demands Taeyeon with her hand out. Tiffany shakes her head. Why not?

The baby, whispers Tiffany.

Give him to Sooyeon, orders Taeyeon.

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Okay fine, mutters Tiffany, We got into an argument out in the hallway. All he did was grab my wrist,
Tae. Taeyeon stays in the same position with her hand out. Alrightso I provoked him. He grabbed my
wrist only to realize what he was doing and he let go, really. I know I shouldnt defend him, but he did
nothing. The bruise is my fault.

I believe it, comments Jessica while channel surfing.

Well I believe that no one asked what the Jung believes, counters Tiffany.

Think I care what you believe? argues Jessica, setting the remote down. Sooyoung turns noticing the
change in Jessicas voice. Taeyeons girlfriend rotates her body on the couch so that she was facing
Tiffany.

The Hwang shakes her head. In fact I dont think you care about anything really, remarks Tiffany, I
mean why else would Sooyoung have to go through what she went through by herself, huh? Some best
friend you are. And let me not get started on the fact that your sister had the notorious dealers of our town
chasing her. Jessica growls.

As if befriending you is any betterall youre good for is nagging and getting pregnant. Sooyoung
looks at Taeyeon who was standing still in disbelief.

At least Ive only slept with one person my whole high school career. You know Donghae has some
really interesting stories. Jessicas fists curl; a triumphant smirk crosses Tiffanys face. So it must be
true since youre not denying it. The Jung stands and stares hard at Tiffany.

If he wasnt in your hands

Youd what? Hit me? How do you think Taeyeon will take you hitting

Enough! shouts Taeyeon, finally breaking out of her temporary daze. The sleeping baby wakes up and
all eyes land on her. So what Hyoyeon said was truethat my girlfriend and sister cant get along. Eyes
zoom to Jessica then to Tiffany. Im not stupid. I know sometimes a sibling wont like whoever their
brother or sister is datingI justnever mind, forget it. She waves them off, kill each other if you
wantIm too tired to interfere and play referee. Taeyeon walks away from the two girls heading
towards the kitchen.

Were all out of food, remember? shouts Tiffany from the couch; eyes remain on Jessica, and this is
your fault. No one wanted your commentary. Jessica scoffs and rolls her eyes.

Tiffanybe quiet, mumbles Sooyoung as she resumes putting the crib together. Jessica motions to
laugh, And Sica shut up. Jessica mouth closes and a frown forms on her face. You two are two very
important people in Taeyeons life. Cant you guys just set aside your differences? We all know that
Tiffany is the mother hen and we all know that Jessicas a little oblivious to her surroundings. Its nothing
newand it shouldnt be a reason for Taeyeon to force an ending to one of the relationships. She looks
over her shoulders at the two girls. We all know whos going to lose.Jessica grunts and looks off to the
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With a sigh, Jessica resumes her seat on the couch, slouching. Sooyoung shakes her head and turns back
to the crib. A knock on the front door startles all of them since none of them really knock on the front
door. Taeyeon exits the kitchen; a confused expression dons her face. Feet shuffle across the floor,
stopping in front of it. Her right hand slowly reaches out enveloping the door knob and giving it twist.
Pulling it open, she comes face to face with Yuri. I didnt want to barge insorry if I interrupting
anything, states Yuri with a sheepish grin.

Why not? Everyone else just barges in, mutters Taeyeon.

I guess Im not like everyone else, answers Yuri while entering the apartment. Have you guys seen
Yoona? Ive been calling her phone and I havent gotten an answer. Taeyeon closes the door and blinks.

She was going to visit you, answers Taeyeon. She glances over her should at Yuri.

Really? Taeyeon nods her head, thats strange because I havent seen her all day.

Have you tried, Seohyun? questions Tiffany from the couch.

Yeahand Seohyun hasnt seen her.

Jessica pulls her phone out from her pocket; fingers quickly form a message and send it. Within seconds
her screen lights up, Yunho says she hasnt been at my place. Taeyeon bites her lip. Something was off.
Something was real off. Yoona has never gone under the radar, not even when she left to boarding school.
She always keeps contact with someone. Turning on her heel, Taeyeon quickly heads down the hall to her
room, reemerging with a jacket and her shoes. Where are you going? asks Jessica.

To find my sister, answers Taeyeon, exiting through the front door.

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Shit!

Feet get caught in old newspapers; she stumbles a bit. A quick look over her shoulder and a hiss
escapes her lips. Key and his thugs were still on her tail. Her stamina falters; the one leading
closes the gap. She steps falter some more. Head snaps forward. A burning sensation spreads
throughout her lungs; an eye closes and cramps build up. Jumping over some boxes she staggers
for the umpteenth time and ends up tumbling a few feet.

Gravel and shards of glass carve through her skin forming cuts and scratches of various sizes, joining the
others. Yoona quickly recovers, pushing herself back onto her feet. Now wasnt the time to worry over
trivial things. Footsteps get louder, giving her more of an incentive to stand. Limping a little, the terrified
girl takes into another sprint. Blood flows freely from the seemingly large gash on her knee; red mixes
with the blue of her jeans. Teeth grind against one another. No pain. No pain, she chants for a second
time.

A few more jumps and stumbles and eyes scan the alley. A small smile crosses her face. The Im knocks
over a stack of crates prior to disappearing into another alleyway. Another peek over her shoulder; eyes
widen. The leading thug hops over the crates and continues pursuing her. Legs pump harder. She lunges
forward, climbing onto a large dumpster. Jumping a second time, hands grab hold of the ledge along the
roof. Arms struggle to pull her up.

A large calloused hand wraps around her ankle. Let go! she shouts; feet and leg flinging every which
direction. Hands slip giving her more of an incentive to free herself of his grip. Left foot collides with his
a nose; hands release the ledge and Yoona lands back onto the dumpster. With the thug momentarily
dazed and distracted, she quickly turns on her heels and jumps off the large bin taking into a sprint again.

Shes getting away!

Fuck! Another look over her shoulder; the mob was catching up. Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, she chant
breaking towards an exit. She dashes out of the damp area and onto the sidewalk. Turning, she forces her
way through the crowds.

Hey!

Watch it!

Inconsiderate, ungrateful, no manners brat! Yoona looks over her shoulder, spotting Key who was
forcing his way through the same crowd. She smiles as he gets caught up in a bunch of elderly folk.

Legs pump harder. She needs to disappear; she needs to get away, far away. If not that, then Yoona
definitely needed to create a large distance between them and herself. Trying to fight all of them off again
would only mean more wounds. Besides they were armed with pocket knives, razor blades and what not,
while she on the other hand had nothing but her fists.

Hunching a little she weaves in and out of the crowd; eyes trained on searching for an exit. Finding
another alleyway across the street, Yoona runs out into the street. A car comes to a screeching halt.

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Profanity flings from the drivers mouth and all she could do was ignore it. She avoids becoming road kill
by three more then ducks into the next alleyway.

She runs a few more yards prior to coming to a stop. Leaning against the brick wall she draws in deeply
allowing her lungs to gather air. Eyes flicker scrutinizing the area. She knows for a fact that she shouldnt
stop yet. The pile of boxes, crowds of pedestrians and traffic can only slow them down for so long.
Breathing heavily, the young girl limps throughout the alley trying to recover her stamina. Hand slides
across the walls giving her support. Feeling light headed, her foot work becomes sloppy; eye lids become
heavy and her breathing doesnt even out. She slides down.

Shaking her head, she forces her body onto two shaking legs. Cant stop, she mumbles. Feet slowly
trudge through the trash.

Found her! Ears perk; a groan escapes.

Again? she mumbles. She takes off into a slow run, picking up momentum.

More crates and boxes get toppled over. They catch up to her. They struggle and she frees herself and
repeat. Checks red; lungs ache. Yoona turns another corner entering the parking lot of the local grocery
store.

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Bags fill in the back of the SUV one by one. A soft sigh leaves the elderly womans lips. Eyes tiredly
stare at the groceries. She doesnt even know why shes gone shopping again. Maybe it was to clear her
mind. Or maybe she went again because she was worried about her daughter. Another sigh emits as she
remembers the words that her eldest had stated to her. My children and their abundance to speak their
damn mind, she whispers. Turning she grabs the last few bags and places them in the back of her car.
Slamming the hatch close, she turns and grabs the cart, pushing it out of the way of her car.

Feet shuffle across the parking lot and Mrs. Jung returns to her car. Pulling the keys out of her pocket, the
elderly woman walks to the driver side when someone well, something slams into her. Startled she
looks around finding a friend of her daughter leaning against the passenger side, breathing heavily and
clutching her side. Yoona? she questions worryingly noticing how pale the girl is. Sure Yoona was pale
to begin with, but now the girl was deathly pale.

Areare you leaving? huffs Yoona. Eyes dart around the parking lot searching for the group thats
been playing cat and mouse with her. Catching her and then setting her free only to chase her again. Doe
eyes land on the older version of Jessica. Mrs. Jung nods her head. Openopen the doors. Mrs. Jung
fumbles with her keys; slipping the small item into the lock, she twists it and pulls the back passenger
door open. Yoona slips in, closing and locking the door. Mrs. Jung climbs into the front seat, shutting the
door. Dont ask questionsjust drivenow, orders Yoona.

The young girl twists; the top of her head peeks appears over the back seat. Eyes gaze through the
window, surveying the parking lot. Mrs. Jung watches the young girl curiously while slipping the key into
position.

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Ignition kicks; the SUV reverses out of its parking spot. Taeyeons going to be pissed.

You know Taeyeon? questions Mrs. Jung; the car turns out onto the street.

Taeyeons my older sister, answers Yoona. Jessica mother slams her foot down on the break, causing
for the girl in the back to lunge forward. Whiplash, groans Yoona while rubbing her neck. What the
hell were you thinking, slamming your foot on the break? Hello you have a teenager in the back seat.

Taeyeons your sister? questions Mrs. Jung not wanting to believe it. Taeyeons a delinquent and
Yoonas attends a private boarding school. Yoona nods her head, But

But what? Shes a delinquent and no good? questions Yoona. A scoff, You know I thought Jessica was
bad when we first metbut from what Ive heardIve got to say you beat out you own daughter. She
shakes her head; arms cross her body defensively, Taeyeons not bad. My sister isnt bad, Mrs. Jung.
Youve seen it. Its just in the past Taeyeon and I had to do things differently in order to provide for our
family. Shes not some demon that comes out in the night. She doesnt steal more than whats necessary;
she doesnt convict vicious murders for stupid or no reasons at all. Shes not going to rape your
daughter, Mrs. Jung tenses, and what not. Taengs changed for the good. She cant even run or climb
anymore. Its always work and billsshes practically became a normal citizenand all thanks should
go to your daughter. Yoona blinks and looks at the elderly woman, noticing how white her knuckles
were becoming.

Im not going to steal your caryou can loosen your grip. Words go ignored; loud honks from the cars
behind them sound throughout the street. Mrs. Jungweve kind of have trafficMrs. Jung, are you
okay? questions Yoona as she witness tears flowing down the womans face. Mrs. Jung, she reaches
forward; her hand comes in contact with Mrs. Jung shoulder. A loud shriek resonates throughout the car.
Mrs. Jung! Its just me YoonaJessicas friend. Mrs. Jung shakes her head quickly breaking out of her
daze.

Hands remove the tears and the car begins moving again. Mrs. Jungare you okay?

Im fine. There was a small silence, Am I taking you to the Im house, Yoona, or do you want to go to
Taeyeons apartment?

I was actually going to go to the Youth CenterI was on my way there when I ran into some trouble,
admits Yoona. She turns and gazes out the window. Hands search her pocket only to find it missing,
Damn, she hisses, I guess I can go back to the Im house for the night, she states as a light drizzle
appears out of her window. The woman driving nods her head. Mrs. Jungif I said something that hurt
youIm sorry. It wasnt intentional. I just dont like people belittling and degrading my sister and me
when they dont completely understand the story.

I know how you feel.

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 Damn this girl. Feet slam into the forming deep puddles; water splashes in every direction. Eyes squint
trying to peer through the heavy sleet of rain. Hands tug on the jacket a bit as her body attempts to seek
warmth. UghTaeyeon you better be sitting on those stupid steps out front of the ridiculous library or
else, she threatens a loud. Slipping a bit, Jessica rounds a corner and continues dashing towards the front
of the library. A small smile forms on her lips as she makes out a shadow upon the steps. Taeyeon!

The shadow shifts, standing, Sooyeon? The smile widens for a quick second before turning into a full
on frown. She marches through the rain, taking a stand in front of her girlfriend.

What are you doing out here? she questions. The older girl turns her head, avoiding her gaze.
TaeyeonI know you know that Yoona has been found and is safeso what are you still doing out here
in the rain? Taeyeon shakes her head; she didnt want to talk about it, about things. Sure she knew that
Yoona had been found like the rest of them, but did they know that about an hour after her sister was
dropped off at the Ims house that Yoona fainted. That her sister just collapsed to the floor barely
breathing, did they know that? And did they know that she was bleeding and had cuts and bruises all over
her body?

She shakes her head again. What was she thinking? They dont know, because theyre not some
ridiculous girl trying to play older sister to someone who doesnt need them. Theyre not her. A step back
and Taeyeon turns away from her girlfriend. Taeyeonwhats wrong? She shakes her head again. Do
you honestly think Im going to believe that lie? You should know by now that Im one of the few people
who know you the most. Jessica pauses; eye bore into the smaller girls back. Whats wrong? What
happened to Yoona?

Nothing, whispers Taeyeon, shes safe and sound. Shes with her family.

The younger girl exhales loudly through her nose. As if she was going to believe another one of those
ridiculous lies. If Yoona was with her family that means shed be sitting in the apartment with Tiffany
watching over the baby, or shed be out running around in the rain like a chicken with her head cut off
looking for this idiot right here. Fingers pinch the bridge of her nose. She couldnt understand why.
Jessica just couldnt understand why. Why is it every time she does something to make her girlfriends
life easier and bearable that something has to happen to ruin it? Taeyeontalk to me please. The hand
that was pinching her nose reaches out and grabs the frail wrist in front of her. Talk to methats what
Im here for. You can give me the details as if Im just a friend. Or as if were at the youth center or here
at the library and Im your counselor. Or talk to me like you usually do since weve started dating.

I cant protect them. Four words and Jessica had barely heard them. But that was really all she needed
to hear.

Lets get out of the rain before we both end up extremely sick. She tugs on the older girls wrist and
pulls her towards the entrance of the library. They enter quietly, wiping their shoes off at the door. Jessica
looks around; feet begin shuffling towards the back of the quiet building. Eyes gaze up and down the
aisles of books looking for a nice comfortable place for them to sit and talk.

She finally finds one, a small couch with a view of the rain. With one hand she pushes Taeyeon onto the
couch then quickly takes the seat beside her. What happened to Yoona? Is she really okay like weve

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been toldor is she really hurt? Neck turns and she once again avoids her girlfriends gaze. Jessica
exhales loudly again. Chin props itself upon Taeyeons shoulder and she stares at her. Taeyeon

Yoonas in the hospital. Yet, another low whisper. Taeyeon finally turns and looks at her girlfriend.
Its my fault that Yoongs lying in a hospital bed suffering from scratches, cuts and bruises. Not to
mention that my sister collapsed from fatigue. And all because I wanted to play big sister. She shakes her
head, hair whipping back and forth. Hand curl into fists. Gaze lowers to her hands. Who am I kidding,
Sooyeon? Im not this; Im not TaeyeonIm Kim a thief, a delinquent who likes to drink and smoke.
Im not a big sisterIve never been a big sister.

You are oneone of the best, whispers Jessica as earnestly as she can. She leans forward placing a
light kiss on Taeyeons cheek. You are Taeyeonnot Kim. Thats not who you are any morethis is
who you are. This is what you are. And yes, Taeyeon, there will be times when you want to give upbut
that doesnt mean you should. Look at everything wethe whole grouphas gone through to get you
and your family to this point. Dont let some stupid idiot who hurt your sister ruin it.

Im notIm justwhat if

Exactlywhat if Taeyeonyou cant change the pastTaeyeon, Fingers grab hold of a chin, turning
the head so their eyes can meet. And you must either be ridiculously stupid or you must think that Im
really blind and ignorant, if you think Im going to allow you to go back to that person. So which is it,
huh? Tongue slides across her lips; shoulders lift and fall, Taeyeon

I think its quite obvious, mumbles Taeyeon in return. She turns and looks back out the window. Im
the stupid one Silence befalls them; ears tune into the sound of pages turning, pens and pencils
scratching across paper and fingers typing on keys. The Jung shifts a little in her seat; fingers coax the
older girls into playing. Taeyeon turns back to Jessica; one brow arches questioningly. Her only response
was a smile. They continue to stare at each other before a sigh drops from Taeyeon, Im sorry

Its okay. Jessica leans in capturing Taeyeons lips with hers. The Kim freezes causing for Jessica to
reluctantly pull away. With a roll of the eyes, she leans back in her seat and arms automatically cross. A
tiny pout makes its way across her face. Instead of silence it was now awkwardness that fell upon them.
Until Jessicas phone decides to vibrate startling both girls.

Something important? asks Taeyeon curiously.

Probably your stupid sister wanting to know if Taeyeon, we need to get back to your apartment.
Jessica quickly stands and looks at her partner. Taeyeon could only blink and stare at Jessica. My mom
Mrs. Jung is there looking for me according to Sooyoung. The smaller girl nods her head and stands.
Jessicas slips her hand into Taeyeons, pulling her towards the exit.

Two different feet take a step out into the rain and it was then Taeyeons phones turn to ring. They both
stop and stare at each other. She fumbles with her pockets and pulls the device out. Hello?

My house or the hospital now. We have some matters to discussTaeyeon. With that the dial tone
infiltrates her ears. Teeth slightly pull on her bottom lip; eyes cast downwards at her feet.

Taeyeon?

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II have to go to the hospital. Ill be home later. Feet turn on their heels; legs begin to pump and
Taeyeon becomes a blurry shadow in the rain. Jessica stares at the retreating figure. Something didnt feel
right. And she wasnt too sure on whether or not she should follow. Help Taeyeon deal with her issues or
to deal with her own. Both had their pros and cons but which one was really worthy of her attention. The
silhouette disappears.

I guess dealing with the devil reincarnated it is.

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You what?! Eyes close and a groan escapes her lips. When she entered the apartment, she figured shed
deal with her mother and then go climb into Taeyeons bed to wait for the older girl. Not get dragged to
the couch and be questioned by Taeyeons idiot of a sister. How could you let her go alone to face Mr.
Im? Tiffany paces back and forth; panic takes over her face. Youre supposed to be Taes girlfriend.
You claim you know her moreand yet you let her face Mr. Im.

Your sister takes on meaner and harsher people before. Thisthis should be no different.

Wrong! shouts Tiffany. The younger girl stops and stares at Jessica. Index points at the older girl. Mr.
Imhes the only person on this earth that Taeyeon fears more than her mother. This isnt some old man
that she could beat the crap out of and evade. Mr. Im has leverage over Taeyeonthe tables are in
advantage.

What nonsense are you spewing?

Tiffany growls before storming off towards her room. The door slams shut; walls shake and windows
rattle. Jessica turns and looks at her best friend who was busily drying her hair. What kind of girlfriend-
Tiffany reenters the living room. Mr. ImYoona is Taeyeons favorite sibling and is willing to risk
more for Yoona. You said that Yoona is injuredwell what do you think theyre going to talk about huh?
How much rain were going to receive by tomorrow morning?! She stops in front of Jessica again. I
know Im not the most useful member in this familybut you must not forget that I know Taeyeon. And
right about nowwere losing Yoong. Mr. Im will more than likely manipulate the situation so that
Taeyeon will abandon Yoona Tiffany pauses; hand ruffles her hair in frustration, Im sure you can
figure out the rest.

Yoona will be broken and so will Taeyeon, mumbles Jessica with uncertainty. Tiffany nods her head.

Our familymy family will fall apart. And do you honestly think that your girlfriend, my sister will
stick around long enough after she gives up Yoona? Do you Jessica? Like I saidI might be useless but I
still know more stuff about this family than you do. Jessica leans back and her seat; head tilts back
draping over the back of the couch. She stares up at the ceiling. Maybe she should have went and dealt
with Taeyeons problem first. Dont worryeveryone makes the mistake of forgetting about Taeyeons
and Yoonas bond. Jessica head snaps and she looks at the younger girl who was fumbling with her
shoes.

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To provide some sort of stability for my sister. You can stay here and discuss with things with your
mother, answers Tiffany while pointing at the elderly woman who was sitting in the kitchen. And
Sooyoung can watch her son until I return. Tiffany slips out of the door leaving Jessica alone with
Sooyoung, Yuri and her mother.

Im going to go, mutters Yuri while heading towards the front door. I need to do some things with
Boa. She waves goodbye and exits the building. Sooyoung stands and heads towards Tiffanys room
leaving the two Jungs alone.

What are you doing here? asks Jessica; her voice laced with annoyance and anger. Shouldnt you be
making your husband his dinner so he can kiss ass and get a promotion? Neck cranes a little allowing for
her to look over at her mother. Why are you here? she questions again.

Why else would a mother go and look for her daughter, Sooyeon?Jessica rolls her eyes, turning her
attention towards the blank television screen. You said you wanted to talkso here I am, lets talk.

Youre only doing this because of what Yunho said, mumbles Jessica. Let me tell you something that
Soojung told me. This is forceful. Youre not doing this because you want to but because you feel
obligated. Its not the sameand as of nowI really dont want to talk to any of you in that house, save
for Yunho.

Sooyeon

No. Jessica stands and turns fully facing her mother. Obligation or notyou shouldnt come here
because your precious son decided to grow some balls and tell you off. It shouldnt take me leaving and
him setting things straight for you to want to become my mother.

I am your mother! hisses Mrs. Jung, standing herself. All of youyou, your brother and your sister,
her index finger points at her daughter; hand shakes slightly, all of you think you understand whats
going on in our house, but none of you truly do. None of you know whats going on! Jessica blinks and
stares at her mom. I have my reason for the way I treat all my children. You dont think that I dont see
that Soojung is a spoilt little brat, or that Yunhos been slacking off on his work at college and damn near,
near the point of dropping out? You all think that Im this dumb ditzy woman! Im not blind Sooyeon
She stops and catches herself, taking a deep breath, I came here because you wanted to discuss
Taeyeonand I spoke with Yoona earlier today. Speaking with Taeyeons younger sister has made me
come and form an opinion of my own about Taeyeon and her relationship with you. Im not here to
belittle or degrade anyone. Thats not my purpose right now. Are you okay with that? Jessica turns and
looks at Dog who had entered the room once voices were raised. Alright then, Mrs. Jung pushes her
chair in, Ill be at your grandparents if you want to talk.

Why not at home? questions Jessica.

I never cooked your father his meal. In factI left an hour after me and Yunho spoke. And went grocery
shopping. Theres now some food in what used to be Taeyeons empty fridge if youre hungry. Mrs.
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She doesnt understand anything that happening anymore. Her mother came here to form her own
opinion? But wasnt her opinion on delinquents the same and has been since Jessica was born and
probably before that? Even more, she wasnt blind? And she knows her children arent all saints?
Somethings not right, mumbles Jessica looking at Dog. Dog tilts her head to the side. You know
something dont you? And since you cant speak like us humans Ill never know huh? Dog barks once
and walks away. Whatever With a heavy sigh she heads for Taeyeons room.

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Miyoungits nice of you to join us. We were just discussing Yoona. She looks at the elderly
man sitting across from her sister; eyes zoom and land on the hunch shoulders of her sister.
Something was wrong; something was off and she could tell just by the smug smirk on Mr. Ims
face and the noticeable fidgeting movements that her older sister was doing. Feet move forward
slowly; Tiffany moves behind the chair Taeyeon was sitting in. Her hand lands on the smaller girls
shoulder, causing for Taeyeon to flinch. Head tilts back and eyes connect. She gives her sister a soft
smile; squeezing her shoulder a bit. Taeyeon, both sisters look at Mr. Im, So do we agree? Not that I
need you to do so.

Youre making a mistake, whispers Taeyeon. Butwhat right do I have to disagree? You are her
fatherIm nothing. A sour expression forms on Tiffanys face. She hasnt even heard the discussion
but based off of what her sister was saying she could only assume that theyve discussed Yoona leaving.
Hand squeezes the shoulder harder, trying to convey a message to the sitting girl. NoTiffany
Tiffany takes a step back. Did Taeyeon just say no? That couldnt be right, right? Taeyeon wouldnt be
giving up Yoona so easily.

No! All eyes land on the young girl. Areare you kidding me, Tae?! Taeyeon looks away from her
younger sister. She wasnt kidding. In fact she was serious. Mr. Im is making a mistake, but she truly had
no right to stop him. What could she possible do? He is her legal guardian. He is her father and he makes
all the rules and decisions until Yoona becomes an adult. Taeyoure not just letting him make Yoong,
our Yoong leave.

Dont jump to conclusions Miyoung, states Mr. Im. He leans back in his chair; eyes watching the sisters
attentively. Im not making Yoona leave permanently. This neighborhood, this society isnt a place for
Yoona. Not when I know what my daughter is capable of. Im sure both of you know what Yoona is
capable of if she puts her mind into it. He leans forward. Hands cross, landing on the table that was
separating him from the sisters. And all I want from Yoona is to become successful. And she can if shed
steer clear of any and I mean any distractions-

Me and Taeyeon, interrupts the younger girl with a scowl upon her face.

Yes, You and Taeyeon. Yoona was a B average student on her way to As until she met the two of you.
And soI want her to spend some time away from here studying. And Ive come to the conclusion that
once Yoona becomes an adult she can do as she pleases. But as long as shes an Im, under my guidance
and under age she is to abide by my rules. Which means none of you; youre nothing but a mere
distraction, a pastime for Yoona. You two are the thing that is ruining her future, a great future. Just
having my last name has given her so many opportunities.

I still say no. I may not be Yoonas sister by bloodbut she is my sister and Im not going to allow you
to ruin our family, grits Tiffany. Lookyou may be able to intimidate Taeyeon with your power to take
away whats precious to her and to threaten her with something like jail timebut you cant intimidate
me. But after what Ive been through nothing can scare meand definitely not a man like you. A small
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asshole, do you know that? Only an ass would do something like this. Do you not see how much Tae
means to Yoona and vice versa? You think were ruining her future?

Isnt that what I already said?

Did I tell you to answer my question? Besides it was rhetorical, you dumbass. But back to what I was
saying. You think were ruining her future? Have you not notice the change in both Taeyeons and
Yoonas behavior? Theyve matured and become better people. And you sir are about to ruin all of it with
your immature wish of separating us from our sister. Yoonas going to rebel and Ill be losing an older
sister, because Taeyeon is too selfish to stay behind once whatever we have crumbles, rants Tiffany.
There was a moment of silence with Tiffany looking at her feet as a means to compose herself. Can I ask
you a question? Do you honestly believe that separating us, would make Yoona talk to you and listen to
you?

Shell come around.

You think she willbut Yoong wants an emancipation, all expression drops from his face,
yeahYoong and I have talked about it. She doesnt want to be an Im anymore. So instead of forcing
that title upon her why dont you just set her free?

Shes my daughter; shes my wifes daughter and Im not going to hurt her by telling her to toss Yoona
out on the street. And why would I let her go? So she can live with you? As if the two of you will be able
to keep that apartment for a long time. You wont be able to afford rent and Jessica Jung will not be able
to help you two for forever. Taeyeon looks up the moment her girlfriends name leaves the mans lips.
From what Ive heard, her parents are divorcing and her mother is sending her to America.

How do you know about Sooyeon? asks Taeyeon.

There is such a thing known as teenage gossip. Eye brows rise on both girls face, Dont think I dont
eaves drop on both of my daughters when they do that ridiculous thing known as web chatting. But thats
not important. Why is it that you two just can't let things be? Like I saidI dont need your agreement,
but I think itll be easier for Yoona to adjust if she knows that her sister has agreed.

Like Yoona would believe it!

ListenIve already told Taeyeon that itll be Yoonas decision when she becomes an adult.

Thats in like two yearstwo years! Tiffany walks around and stands beside her sister. Taeyou
cant be serioustwo years, Taeyeon. Shed be gone for two years. And you just got her back. I dont
know about you, but Yoona and Jessica are whats keeping you stable. And Im sorry but I cant have my
older sister lose one by mere force and intimidation. You dont deserve that. None of us deserve
thatbesides think about how many people are going to be affected. Not just you, but Im losing a sister.
Jessica, Sooyoung and Seohyun are losing a friend. Though Hyoyeon barely hangs with us, shes still
losing her cousinand Yuricome on Tae.

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Sothat was the past and this is the present. You think Im going to be able to survive with an unstable
sister? I have my son to raise, Taeand if you fall into a depression, its just going to add more onto
things. Do you obviously think any of us will stay afloat, huh? And yesyou will fall into a depression.
And Jessicathink about Jessica for a second. Dont make things worse for your girlfriend. I mean sure I
dont like herbutjust listen Taeyeon. Do you think Yoonas going to like it when she hears that her
older sister is abandoning her?

What do you want me to do? questions Taeyeon in a strained voice. Hands curl; frustration sets in. I
cant do anything.

Yes you can. You can fight. You can stop giving in so easily. This isnt what I wanted when I wanted
you to stop being a menace. I want for you to be stronghell Id give anything to have the old you back,
the one who kicked ass and asked questions later. And if Jessica could see you right now, shed be saying
the same thing. Dont become soft on us nownot when we need someone to protect us.

But thats just it! I cant protect any of you! Just look out how things have turned out. Our father has
Taemin and Taemins attempting suicide! You were abused, broken and raped and I couldnt stop any of
it! NowYoongs in the hospital! I just cant protect you so maybe its time for Mr. Im to do it without
my assistance, argues the older girl.

You can protect us! You just give up to easily now. You dont fight back anymore! snaps Tiffany in
frustration. I wonder what your friends would think when they hear that Kims gone soft. That the
legendary Kim has gone so fucking soft that she cant even face this arrogant prick! Jaw clenches;
knuckles begin turning white. What happened to all that bull crap about not being soft, huh? What
happened to your promise of being there when you got a girlfriend, huh? Was it all a lie? Nose flares,
what happened to you holding on to family?

I cant even get Taemin! shouts Taeyeon, snapping. They wont give him to meI fight and I fight
day in and day out, Stephanie and I cant get him. So whats the point of fighting him, she points at Mr.
Im, when the odds are already against me, huh?! She stands and looks her sister in the eye. Im not an
idiot. I know when I should forfeit and right now is the time. And if you dont like it, you do something
about it.

Complete and utter bullshitmy sister would fight right now. Fist will be thrown and arrests will be
made just so you can get her. How many times did you get arrest just so you can make sure me and
Taemin were alright. How many times did you allow Yoona to get off scot free and take her tickets and
jail time? She shakes her head; hand ruffles her hair. Tae, listen to yourself.

Taeyeon sighs. Teeth clamp down on her lip, nibbling on it. Shes at a definite lost. It wasnt like she
didnt want to fight, but what good would it be for her to do so when she knows shes going to lose. And
thats why she agrees; in two years time her sister could decide. And all Taeyeon could do during that
period would be wait and pray that Yoona would come back into her life again. It wouldnt be hard for
her baby sister to find her. It wasnt as if she was leaving the neighborhood. Fingers slide into her locks
tugging on the roots. She groans loudly; eyes dart to the ground and neck bends forward. Well I already
have my answer, Mr. Im stands. He was leaving and the moment he disappears so does Yoona. And
could she really live with that? Would she really be content with just prayers? Was Tiffany right? Head

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shakes; hair whips. What is she thinking? Tiffanys wrong. There is nothing wrong with her doing this.
Besides its her decision. She turns on her heels and walks out of the small area leaving Tiffany
speechless.

Jaw drops. Mr. Im spins and faces Tiffany with a wide smirk. Shes making the wrong decision. Once
she gets it through her thick skull shell wipe that stupid smirk off your face.

Taeyeonwouldnt even stand a chance. Like she saidthe courts wont give her, your brother. What
makes you think that shed win a chance of getting Yoona from me?

Were not getting Yoona from you, states Tiffany carefully, Youre going to hand her over.

Am I Miss Hwang? Or are you living in some sort of fantasy land? Be reasonable, Miyoung. You have a
son and youve named his aunt the father. Nowwith Taeyeon as weak as she is and the Jung family
collapsing what good would come out of me handing Yoona over to you and Taeyeon, hm? You would
just drag her under with your family. Now if you ask meI believe the best thing in this situation is for
Yoona to stay with me. I also believe that you should go and live with your mother. That way I know all
my money went to good use in helping the poor boy. Like Taeyeon said, she cant protect you. Now if she
cant even do that what makes you think shes capable of providing for you? Schools starting up soon
and everything, Miyoung.

Youre evil, hisses Tiffany through her teeth. What do you have against my sister to even suggest that
I abandon her? I know Im not the most useful but Im not going to leave hernot when me and my son
are the only family she has left.

Correction, she has an aunt from what Im told. And the only reason she moved out was to provide a
place for you and your brother to live. And look how great thats turned out, Miyoung. He takes a small
step in Tiffanys direction. Youre a bright young girl Miyoung, especially from what Ive heard during
conferences with the counselors and principals. Why stay here and ruin a bright future for someone like
Taeyeon, hm?

Because were family, answers Tiffany, Taeyeon is my older sistermy big sister, my best friend.
And Id do anything to keep her happy. I was fortunate before my mom left for the states. But unlike me
Taeyeons never had the chance to enjoy what having family is like. And Im not some selfish person
whos going to take that away from her. Believe meI use to give her my moms necklace as a parting
gift when things got to hard for me after my mother left. Id contemplate about jumping off one of the
nearby bridges and never coming back. But then Id remember my big sister and how much itll hurt her
when Im gone. She blinks and looks at the man in front of her. Im more than willing because were
family, plus it means seeing Taeyeon happy. Sure she never shows it. And yeah there are times when she
wishes Id leave but its not true. Shell cry and think of herself useless like before. And this is exactly
why youre going to hand Yoona over.

Weve been over this

Think I care? Ive been told Im really stubbornreally really stubborn and that I get super annoying
until I get what I want. In fact I was sort of spoiled when I was youngerso dont think that youre going
to be able to walk away from here without handing Yoona over.

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I havent finished paying off all the hospital bills Miyoung. Plus I know your living situation so do not
test me Tiffany snarls a little. What kind of man would use that as leverage? Hands curl tightly; veins
appear on her arms. She looks over to the side mentally cursing the old man. She was also mentally
cursing herself for letting him get to her. It wasnt part of her plan when she left the apartment. She didnt
plan to fall for his traps so easily. And yet here she was. Nice to see you backing down, Miyoung. Smart
choice I must say. I guess this is goodbye.

Its people like you who are making life unbearable for others.

Youre talking about the money arent you?

Money has nothing to do with anything. Its the simple fact that you believe that youre untouchable and
dont have to abide by any rules. Youre nothing but a greedy douche that doesnt deserve everything
thats given to you. Tiffany looks him in the eyes. And I hope karma comes around and bites you in the
ass along with my parents and Taeyeons. With that the young Hwang storms past him, not before
purposely walking into him.

Very mature Miyoung.

She stops, You dont have the right to call me that. If I hear you use that name againI will cut your
tongue out myself and shove it where the sun doesnt shine. She sends a death glare over her shoulder
and resumes storming out of the small area that they were sitting in. Mr. Im could only chuckle to
himself, head swinging back and forth. A small smile graces his face. Straightening his clothes out as his
chuckle dies down, he makes his way back towards the room that his daughter was currently lying in.

A few minutes pass and Mr. Im ends up leaning against the doorframe staring at his two daughters and his
wife. Arms cross over his chest; eyes blink as they land on the girl in the bed. Nose flares some and he
looks off to the side. Howd it go? speaks Mrs. Im.

Taeyeon is considering the dealbut the other girl, Tiffany is a little stubborn, he answers pushing off
the frame and entering the room fully.

You should have known as much, comments his biological daughter from her seat. Tearing her eyes
away from her phone, she gazes momentarily at her parents. I may not look like I understand the
situationbut youre taking away their family membera sister. And thats something big to Taeyeon
and Tiffany from what Ive overheard during Yoonas conversations with her friend.

So are we doing the right thing? questions his wife, turning to face him. Y-Yoonas not happy with
usshe doesnt stay home. She doesnt want to live with us. What if making her move is not the right
thing to do? There was a hesitant pause. When we movewe go far away from here. When Yoona
disappears at nightId rather, chokes the elderly woman, Id rather know she was in the care and
protection of a girl like Taeyeon then out and about in a city that none of us knows.

Taeyeonprotect her? A laugh echoes throughout the small room. Shes like this because of
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Not true, counters Mrs. Im, Yoonas always had a rascal like side. You were just never around to see
it. Its in her blood. But Im serious She looks back at Yoona; fingers ghost over the pale girls face,
tucking loose strands of hair behind the ear. Yoonas my little girland I justI want her to be happy.

What are you getting at? Are you saying you want to hand Yoona over on a silver platter to a life of hell,
huh?

When you put it like that

Yoona is as much of my daughter as she is yours. And Im not going to tell her that shes nothing and
cant amount to anything. Im not handing her over to Taeyeon or Tiffany and its final. Spinning on the
balls of his heels, he faces the doors. Im going to fill out the paperwork so we can have her home the
moment she wakes up.

~~~
Inhale. Exhale. It was all she could do at the moment. Eyes just wouldnt lift off the ground. Words
couldnt become untangled from her tongue. Her hands, her hands just didnt want to seem to budge from
her side. So all that was left was for her was the ability to breathe. Well that and the ability for her to
swallow the large lumps that collect at the back of her throat. Youre just going to ignore me arent
you? She wants nothing more than to shake her head no but her body was unwilling. Its okayI get it.
Youve already gave me away so why would you even bother speaking to me. Her sisters words come
off harsh, stinging her. I mean why would you treat me any different. You haventand youve been
pushing me away since day one that Ive found you.

Yoona, calls out the middle child who was watching the other two girls. Ease up on Taeyeon. We all
know shes an idiotbut no use in pouring salt on open wounds.

Mind your own business, states Yoona; her eyes never falter from the oldest girl in the room. If youre
throwing me away like Taemin at least have the decency to tell me why. Tongue slides in between her
lips, moistening the chapped flesh. Eyes waver a little only to land back on the topside of her shoes.
Yoona scoffs and shakes her head. I knew all that nonsense that you and Tiffany spewed about me being
the favorite was nothing but lies. You dont want mewhich makes me wondered if you actually like me
or did you just put up with my presence for mere pity. Is that it Taeyeon? You pitied me so in return you
spend a few minutes to an hour or two out of you day with me, is that it?

Yoona, calls out Tiffany once again.

I said mind your own business, grits Yoona; she looks over her shoulder sending a venomous glare at
the middle child. What do you have to worry about huh? Taeyeons willing to do anything for you. She
only wants to keep you. I meanlook at you. Youre the screw up and shes not casting you aside. Not
forcing you to leave with your father and family. She even welcomed you back, even gave you a room
and everything else. She turns back to Taeyeon, If I didnt know any better Id say that

I whispers the smallest girl in the room, interrupting Yoona. Taeyeon looks off to the side; hands curl
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own and that my alcoholic father is more qualifiedthen what makes you think Id stand a chance
against Mr. Im? He has money; he has power. Hed be able to sway the courts. Going up against him
would be reckless, Yoong. Feet shuffle a little as Taeyeon walks around the youngest girl. Id be
walking into a battle that Ive already lost from the beginning. Besides you get to decide in two years
where youd want to be. This would be a good opportunity for you.

Really? You think I want to stay in a place I hate for two years? Home is horrible; the boarding school is
no better. So you think that me moving all the way around the stupid globe is going to be a good
experience?! snaps the Im. I wont have anyone to confide in. I wont have my family, my friends. I
wont have Yuriso tell me do you still think its a good idea?! She turns and looks at her sisters back.

Yoona, calls out Tiffany for a third time.

What?!

Lower you voice before you wake him up, states Tiffany as she forces us into a standing position on the
couch.

Maybe I should wake him up so youd leave the room and quit jumping into a conversation that is
between me and my older sister. And last time I checked you werent my sister. Tiffanys face falls
blank. Eyes dart to Taeyeon who was out on the balcony with a nicotine stick nestled right between her
lips. A slight head shake, and the Hwang rotates on her heels heading for her bedroom where her son was
currently residing.

Yoona continues staring at Taeyeon back. Teeth nip at her bottom lip. She grunts in frustration and gazes
off to the side. Why would her sister give her up? They were family and family is something that Taeyeon
treasures above everything. Yoong, she looks up and at Taeyeon who was now facing her. II dont
think its a good idea. After what Taemins gone through I dont think you being a way is a good idea.
Butwhat the Ims are offering you is something I just cant give. Provide. Look at you, at the fading
scars and bruises. Under the Ims care youve nevernever got hurt like that before.

So you think me going to who know where is going to prevent me from being injured? Taeyeon are you
even listening to yourself? Youre sending me to a place full of strangers. There might be all kinds of
weirdoes and sociopaths there and you think me living with a family like the Ims is going to save me? Im
only safe under your care. Everyone knows that, counters Yoona; body shakes from frustration.

You were attacked while under my care if I dont recall, argues Taeyeon. Putting the cigarette out, she
enters the apartment, stopping in the middle of the living room. Lying in the hospital bed due to
fatigueand if it was for Sooyeons mom dropping you off at home who know where youd be lying
Yoona. Who knows if it would have been fatigue? Whoever was chasing you could have found you
again.

As if Key be willing to chase me all day.

Key?

It doesnt matter, Yoona waves it off. You dont want me. So I shouldnt even bother to stay away and
force you to keep me. Might as well go pack and be off to who knows what located in the middle of who

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knows where. The taller female approaches the front door. Hand envelops the brass knob, Ive made
my decision for what happens in two years, states Yoona; her voice wavering a bit. She closes her eyes
trying to rid herself of the tears that were building, Inin two yearsyou will no longer be a sistera
sister to me. In factIll have no family. Not you, not Tiffany and definitely not the Ims. With that she
opens the door, exits briskly slamming the piece of wood close. Walls shake and cries emit from
Tiffanys room signaling to Taeyeon that her nephew was awake.

All the older girl could do was to stare at the door and attempt to drown out the cries. Inhale. Exhale.
Repeat.

A deep growl resonates from the back of her throat; fingers slither into her dark locks tugging on their
roots. She falls to her knees. Throat tightens; eyes become warm. Tears flow through the ducts building
up in the corner only to fall freely. She collapses to her knees and her shoulder heaves with the sobs the
escapes.

Tiffany slowly exits her room, son in arms, as the sound of her sisters cries enters her ears. Eyes
worryingly gaze down the hallway only to land on her sisters form. Feet stop moving and she watches.
She just watches as Taeyeons world crumbles by bits and pieces. Her heart drops with every second that
she witnesses the older girls tears, with every second that she witnesses the break down. This being the
first time shes actually seen Taeyeon cry and breakdown and Tiffany was at a definite lost with no clue
as to what to do. Taeyeon had made it clear since they both left the hospital that she wasnt talking to her.
So what is Tiffany supposed to do in this situation? She could try calling Jessica, but the Jungs been so
busy with her own family problems. Of course there was Hyoyeon but calling the Kim House would
mean risking the probability of Taeyeon having to face her mother sooner than expected.

The baby shifts in Tiffanys arm. Head turns; small curious eyes flicker around the room trying to find the
shadow in which the cries were emitting. Tiffany peeks down at her son; a silent sigh leaves her lips prior
to her looking back up at her sister. Eyes close for a brief second. Doing the only thing that she could at
the moment, Tiffany turns and heads back into her room leaving Taeyeon to her tears.

~~~
Hands were in her pockets with nowhere to go. Yeah she did say she was going home to pack but whats
the point when she didnt want to leave in the first place. A few curse words were muttered and Yoona
continues walking down the street, head held low and shoulders hunched. She just couldnt believe her
sister. Wasnt she the favorite? So why give her up without a fight? Maybe it was all lies. Maybe Taeyeon
didnt really want her. Maybe she was right and everything was all out of mere pity. That would explain
how Taeyeon can get rid of her so easily. Why Taeyeon didnt care if she went home or not? Why
Taeyeon never noticed how lonely she had got. It explains a lot of things. How could I have been so
stupid, mutters Yoona to herself, They didnt want. Never did. They only used me because Im an Im.
Because I have money and could pay for thingsthats all.

Foot collides with an empty bottle sending it skidding across the cement. Stupid Yoona with no real use,
well just let her tag along so she could pay for our things and when we dont need her toss her off onto
someone else. She scoffs, Im so stupid to actually think anyone around here would want me around.

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My real sisters dont, my adoptive family doesnt, and my own mother doesnt. No one wants Yoona.
She blinks away the newly forming tears.

Yoona stops in her tracks. Her gaze turns left, then right, a head and behind. She had no idea of where to
go or who to see. No one wanted to be bothered with her right now. Jessica was busy; Seohyun was off
somewhere with her mom and Yuri wasnt answering her calls at the moment. She could try Sooyoung
but what good with that be. Sooyoung wasnt someone who she could talk openly with. Since no one
wants Yoona, maybe Yoona should just hang herself or jump off a bridge. Not like anyone would ever
notice I was gone.

Feet begin moving again. Minutes pass and Yoona stops upon a bridge overlooking the highway. Fingers
grasp onto the chain link fence; eyes look upon the speeding traffic. If I was to jump today would
anybody really notice?

Whoawhere did that come from?! She looks up to see Jessica staring at her with a confused face.
Ive been calling your name for a while but it was as if you were in your own world. I mean I saw you
walk past the building I was in. Jessica sighs and looks down at the blurs below them. Whats going on
that makes you think nobody would notice if you became road kill? She takes a peek at the younger girl
through the corner of her eyes.

I dont knowa lot of things. It doesnt seem like Im wanted here anymore, you know? Well, now it
seems as if I was never really wanted in the first place. As if Yoona is only around for her easy access to
money and thats it.

Ive never saw you as easy access to money, comments Jessica, Neither has Yuri or Taeyeon. We all
see you as the tall loud semi-expressive girl with sticky fingers and brain worthy of being used. We all see
you as a friend, some more than otherslike Yuri. But come on Yoona, you dont honestly think nobody
wants you around anymore do you? Yoona nods her head, Well trust me its not true. And I know from
experience.

Yeah but your family isnt sending you half way across the world.

Jessica sighs. Arms cross; she rotates on her heels in order to lean against the chain linked fence. Youre
wrong. My mom wants to send me back to America after I graduate. Yoona freezes. Eyes blink
repeatedly and she takes a small look at Jessica. Ive been filling out college applications left and right.
All the community service I was doing over the summer in between spending time with you and Taeyeon
is helping me get in to one of those. And she wants Ivy Leagues.but Im not sure I want to leave.
Tongue clicks, I mean I have friends heresome really good ones not like the people I hung out with
last year before I met you and your sisters. Plus theres Yunho and Krystal. So I do know how you feel,
Yoona.

Do you know why your mom is sending you away? questions Yoona curiously, wondering if it was the
same reason why she had to leave home.

I have a feeling its to separate me from you and you sisters. The older girl sighs for a second time.

So what would you do in a situation like this?

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If Taeyeons not fighting for youthen trust her instinct. When has she ever been wrong about
anything? She might be oblivious to her surroundings, but trust me on this Yoona. When Taeyeon says
something is going to work out it will. The Ims mind crashes momentarily, starting up shortly and being
overrun by thoughts. How does Jessica know about Taeyeon tossing her to the side? She never really said
anything, did she? Did something slip? Surprisingly the middle child could be of some help, mutters
Jessica. A small smile graces her face and she flashes it at Yoona, Tiffany called me right after the talk at
the hospital wanting me to do something with Taeyeon and Taeyeons choice. But what is there for me to
do? I trust my girlfriend. And you should trust Taeyeon. You should know how hard it is for her to easily
give up a siblingand you should definitely know how much its eating her up.

She pushes off the fence and looks at her phone. I have about another hour or so until I have to head
home. Want to go and get something to eat like old times, sticky fingers? Who knows I may even let you
pickpocket as a way to cheer yourself up.

Sure.

~~~
Hand raises and knuckle rap against the wooden door. The words, Hold on emit from behind the piece
of wood. She nods her head, taking a step back. Within seconds the door opens and she comes face to
face with Boa. Oohif its not the delinquent, states the oldest Kwon donning a smile. Her head tilts to
the side as eyes take in the fading scratches along Yoonas face, Ouchthat looks like it hurt. What
happened? Fingers poke and prod Yoonas face.

Nothingis Yuri here? asks Yoona while trying to look around Boas small stature. Her hand reaches
up and pushes Boas away.

In the house. Hold on. Boa turns around, Nerd! Your delinquent girlfriend is here! The smaller girl
turns back to Yoona, she should be coming down the stairs in 54321.

Stop calling me nerd! shouts the youngest Kwon while running down the stairs. Yuri comes to a halt
behind her sister, shoving the older girl. And Yoona is not my girlfriend, you short evilperson! The
oldest girl smile breaks into the Cheshires grin revealing a dimple prior to breaking out into a laugh. Its
not funny! growls Yuri as she continues pushing the older girl around. I dont go around hollering
Shorty or Dumb One. Nor do I announce when your boyfriend arrives. God, I cant wait until you leave
tomorrow to go back to college.

As if Id stop picking on my favorite sister even when Im gone, remarks Boa, but Ill leave you to
your datenow, remember kids nothing more than pg-13. With that Boa disappears to a room within the
house leaving Yuri standing at the door.

The youngest Kwon smiles a little; hands slide up and down her pants pockets. So starts Yuri, Did
you want to come inor

Im leaving, states Yoona, getting straight to the point of her visit. Yuris smile drops. Taeyeon
doesnt want me and the Ims are leaving not only the neighborhood but the country. So I have to go

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with. Yoonas hand rises to the back of her neck; her gaze drops to Yuris bare feet. Andwhen I left
the other day, you know the day that I ended up in the hospital. Anyways I was meaning to tell you
something that day. She pauses for a moment unsure how to say what she wanted to say. Should there be
some huge romantic type of confession? Or should she just confess and admit that she wanted to try
something with Yuri?

What did you need to tell me? questions Yuri with a confused expression.

I uhI spoke with Taeyeon earlier, murmurs the younger girl. Yuri nods her head; she takes a step
forward, closing the front door behind her. We talked about you and Jessicaand our stupid feelings
that shouldnt exist. She sighs; head shakes back and forth, her hair whipping behind her. I just
Another pause and she looks up at Yuri, Taeyeon thought that maybe I should have given us a chance.
And thats what I had wanted to tell you that day. I was going to admit that I liked you and that I figured
we might as while had tried.

Liked me? Had tried? You can still like me and we can still try, Yoona, comments Yuri. She slowly
approaches the younger girl; her hand grabs hold of Yoonas.

There really is no point if Im leaving, besides now I wont have to worry, counters Yoona.

About what?

About you leaving me since itll be me leaving you before we even had a chance.

Well if someone had manned up a little earlier and quit thinking that some people are gross we would
instead be talking about which direction our relationship would be heading. But instead were talking
about a relationship that never had a chance. Free hand rises and fixes Yoonas hair, sometimes I and
many people find you and Taeyeon to be a likeand other times you two can be polar opposites. And I
usually like the polar opposite side, but now Im wishing for once maybe you could have been like
Taeyeon and admitted to me earlier. You knew I liked for the longest time Yoona, and you never did
anything about itand now I dont know if I should be extremely pissed at the fact that youre finally
doing something about it before you leave, or not.

Oh, was Yoonas response. This wasnt what she had expected when she walked all the way from the
restaurant to the Kwon house. In fact she believed that Yuri would have wanted a long distance
relationship. She shakes her head, and she was stupid enough to believe it. This is reality not some
ridiculous drama on television. It was a miracle in itself that Yuri has even waited this long for her in the
first place.

I have to goum, I really need to finish up assignments that are due on the first day.

The older girl leans in placing a light peck upon Yoonas lips. Maybe if you werent leaving we could
have gone and seen a movie tonight, states Yuri blinking away her building tears, Ill miss having you
run into the Center with police on your tail. In fact Im sure a lot of us are going to miss a lot doing a lot
of things with you Yuri gives Yoona a sad smile; she spins on her heels and walks back into her
house, closing the door softly.

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Yoona blinks and stares at the door and for the second time she was at a lost. No one was fighting for her
to stay. Not Taeyeon, not Jessica and definitely not her last hope. And the tears that she was trying to
contain from earlier in the day finally break free and flow down her face. That was it; she really was
leaving and no one was stopping it from happening.

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Hey.

Shoes come into view. Eyes trail upwards; neck cranes back and a blank expression falls on her face at
the sight of her girlfriend. She sighs; hand ruffles her un-kept hair and dark orbs look off to the side.
Maybe she should have gone and sat at the bench and wait around for her friend to show with something
to drink. But her feet dragged her all the way here instead. Do you not want to see me? I mean you
disappear in the rain about two months ago and after thatyouve been avoiding me. Im just really
curious Taeyeon.

Sooyeon?

She removes her back pack and takes a seat next to the smaller girl. Fingers come up and straighten out
Taeyeons hair. Whats going on Taeyeon? Youve been avoiding me. Tiffany says youre not talking to
herand youre never home. And to add youre not in school anymore. Taeyeon takes a peek at her
girlfriend. I mean I understandits Yoona; shes not herebut there are other people in your life.

IIve been thinking, whispers Taeyeon, Ive been doing a lot of thinking. Jessica nods her head,
waiting for Taeyeon to continue. Schools just not the same. And who am I trying to fool, Sooyeon. Im
not cut out for this learning stuffso I think Im just going to go ahead and drop out. Save everyone a lot
of time and effort. A slender hand retracts itself from the dark locks. You dont approve, do you? But I
wasnt just going to become a useless drop out. Like I saidIve been doing a lot of thinking. Working
part time isnt enough for me and Tiffany to provide for Kyungsan. She takes a deep breath, And so I
was thinking on taking a full time position at the Lee Clinic. It pays a little morejust enough for
groceries and rent.

Youve put a lot of thought into this, didnt you? questions Jessica, but noI do approve. I knew what
I was getting into the moment I started to like you. A small smile crosses her face, and Im glad that the
old you is returning. Hand resumes its work at fixing the older girls hair. So youre dropping out of
high schoolour senior year and in return are going for a fulltime position of a janitor at the Lee Clinic.

Its a stupid idea, isnt it?

Sort of dont you think? I mean a chance to get a diploma recognizing that you have completed all of
your schooling and youre giving it all up to mop floors, clean toilets and take out garbage. Really
Taeyeon? But even if its stupid TaeyeonI approve of it. Youre the oldest Taeyeonyou have to do
what you must to provide a stable living environment for Tiffany and Kyungsan. But honestlythis cant
be the reason for you to be avoiding me for two months could it? I mean youre avoiding Tiffany because
she wouldnt back down to Mr. Imbut I havent done anything. So why are you avoiding me? Taeyeon
freezes. Taeyeon? Dont tell me it was the kiss Taeyeon shakes her head no. Well then what is it?

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I thoughtI thought that I had disappointed you, answers the slightly smaller girl honestly. I didnt
fight for Yoona. I just gave her away, and I thought youd be disappointed in me and my decision. She
reaches up, grabbing hold of Jessicas hand and turning fully to face Jessica.

Why would I be disappointed Taeyeon? Its your life, your decision. I cant force you to do anything. As
a friend and a girlfriend all I can do is offer you my advice and give my opinion. Its your choice rather
your follow through like youve been doing up until now or make your own choice.

Because I know that you and Yoona were close. I mean she ran to you to speak about her problems with
me, the Ims, Yuri and Tiffany. Yoona trusted you and it was clear that you had begun to see my sister as
you sisterso I figured that since I made her leave that youd be disappointed in me, that maybe youd
not like me anymore. Jessica releases a small laugh; she leans forward capturing Taeyeons lips in a
small kiss.

She pulls away and smiles widely at the sight of Taeyeon with her eyes closed. Youre finally okay with
it, comments Jessica lightly. One eye opens; a disgusted look crosses her face. Spoke too soon.

Dont do that Sooyeon, mutters Taeyeon while wiping her lips with the back of her hand.

And why not?

Becauseits gross.

Whatever Taeyeon, but no. Its going to take more than that for me to get upset and not like you
anymore, Taeyeon. So dont worry okay? Taeyeon nods her head and Jessica rests her amongst the
Kims shoulder.

How are things on your end?questions Taeyeon.

FineI guess. My dad moved out about two weeks ago. Hes staying in some hotel or so he says. I
guess my mom skipping out on helping him gain a promotion was sort of the last straw. People around
the neighborhood are beginning to gossip and he doesnt approve of the negative attention. So its just me
and Krystal at home nowwell Dog also. Yunho says hes coming back to take care of us, but I told him
to worry about school and that Id call him when I really need him, explains Jessica. I guess Im wrong
its not fine. Its like hell. I have no clue how youre able to do it.

I forgot about the adults since they forgot about usand all I think about is how to provide for my
siblings, explains Taeyeon while leaning back some. Dark orbs fall upon the crown of Jessicas head. I
just thought about making sure Tiffany and Taemin were eating and they had some where to sleep and
clothes to wear. If you forget about your parents and what they are going through and only worry about
Krystal itll change things.

Its not only thatbut my moms been acting very weird lately. She looks at me weirdly and she sets
aside time out of her day to spend with both me and Krystal. Its weirdbut shes still pushing for an
American college. Jessica looks up at Taeyeon, sensing that the older girl had tensed up. Dont
worryI havent been filling anything out. Like I promisedI wont leave you. Maybe the neighborhood
or the city to attend college or somethingbut itll be close by so you can see me. So I can see you.

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Are you sure? questions Taeyeon. Jessica nods her head, placing a kiss upon the underside of
Taeyeons chin this time.

Yeahmaybe Ill skip out on dorm costs and bunk with you and Tiffany. Thatll be fun. And then after
Sooyoung graduates itll be me, you, Tiffany and Sooyoungand hopefully Yoona will return. Because
itll be two years and shed be able to make her decision.

Shes not coming back, states Taeyeon, glumly. She walked out of my apartment two months ago
telling me that she made her decision. Andandshe wasnt coming back. Her voice wavers. Jessica
sits up and faces her girlfriend. Im no longer a sistera sister to her.

Taeyeon, tell me do you honestly believe that? Huh? That after two years Yoona is going to abandon
you and leave you alone? Do you? She grabs onto Taeyeons other hand with her free one. I know
youre smarter than that, Taeyeon. You left her to leave with her father when you guys were younger and
she returned years later wanting her big sister. And what you did two months ago was the exact same
thing. The Kim shakes her head, Yes it was. And sure Yoona was upset and hurt but you were doing the
best you could as an older sister.

Wrong.

Im right. Look we can argue about this all evening but were not. And I know Yoonas coming back.
Confusion takes over the older girls face. So in one year and ten months time when she comes
herewe just kidnap her and take her somewhere where she cant exactly run away.

Thats bad, comments Taeyeon, Youre bad.

I learned from the best. The depressed look vanishes from Taeyeons face; a small grin takes its place.
The younger one forces herself onto her feet. Now lets go to your place where Ill make you a lunch to
take to work. Her hands sticks out and Taeyeon stares at it. She grabs hold of it and Jessica helps her
onto her feet. Lets go. Their fingers intertwine; Jessica rests her head on her girlfriends shoulder once
again.

Do you really think Sooyoung is going to move in? questions Taeyeon.

Think? I knowyou may not see it because you can be oblivious to your surroundings, but these past
two monthswell your sister and my best friend have been up to somethingthat I dont want to
visualizeso no more talking, more walking and hopefully I can take a nap before I have to pick Krystal
up from her after school activities.

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he tosses and turns trying to get comfortable. With a huff she settles for lying on her back and
staring up at the ceiling not to far above her. This was the second week in which sleep wouldnt
befall upon her and so she resorts to her usual methods that shes been practicing. Putting her mind
into a semi-ease state, thoughts begin to form surrounding her family that was miles away from her.
How was her nephew? She didnt really care for her sisters since she knew that Tiffany would be taken
care of by Taeyeon. It was inevitable. Taeyeon was going to do everything in her power to make sure
Tiffanys fine and dandy, unlike her. Yoona sighs.

Some experience this is, she mutters, turning onto her side. She knew she was right all those months
ago. Leaving wasnt good for her. She wasnt with any family members save for her sister on the bottom
bunk. And even that wasnt all that good. Shes stuck in another private boarding school where the food
wasnt familiar and there was a language barrier. On top of that, Yoona has to succumb to the ways of
being bullied and harassed. And since she wasnt exactly fluent in the language there was nothing she
could do.

A small sad laugh leaves her lips. Being alone and tortured twenty-four seven was supposed to be good
for her? Yeah in helping me off myself, she mumbles even more.

Hey, Yoona? She stiffens, holding her breath. I know youre awake, Yoona. I can hear you talking to
yourself. Yoona releases it. Talking to yourself is a sign of insanity. She scoffs and rolls her eyes at
her sisters statement. Anywaysits been two weeks nowand every night I wake up to you
mumbling some sort of mumbo jumbo crap

So? questions Yoona. Her hand grasps the pillow beneath her head.

Thinking about your sisters?

I dont have any sisters, answers Yoona, curling into the fetal position.

Then what am I?

You? questions Yoona. She pauses, thinking of the correct words as to explain who the person is shes
talking to. Youre that annoying person on the bunk underneath mine whos asking about nonexistent
family members. Thats who you are. She hears a scoff. What do you want me to say? I dont have any
sisters. Sisters are family and family doesnt abandon others.

Really? If I can clearly recall your mother abandoned you and didnt your father also abandon you. And
yet theyre still you parents right? There was a slight pause from the girl beneath her. They left you to
survive on your own. Taeyeon and Tiffanythey left you in my hands, in our parents hands. They didnt
abandon you and yet here you are months later still claiming that theyve abandoned you. Yoona blinks,
flipping to face the dark blue wall behind her. Yoona?

What? was her response.

No response?

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No because everything you said is stupid and a lie. My father left me with the people at the orphanage.
Taeyeon sent me away to live with strangers.

Same thing dont you think? He left you with people you didnt know. On the other hand though,
Taeyeon left you with us. Silence befalls upon the two girls. Know what I think? asks Yoona sister,
never waiting for an answer, I think youre still mad so youd have something to remember Taeyeon and
Tiffany. Youre afraid of letting things go and forgiving them, because youre afraid that at the end of the
day theyd become a distant memory in the back of your mind. I also think that deep down your afraid
that if you forget them then maybe youd become lonely again like how you were when mom and dad
brought you home the first time. Yoona listens to the rustling of blankets and sheets. Her bed dips some
behind her, causing for her to turn. Doe eyes meet her sisters. Well forgive themand in the process
you forget them and become lonely, Im always here.

Yoona rolls her eyes, as if Id go to the girl who ignored me all these years. Go to sleep Nana. A brow
arches and Yoona rolls back to face the wall.

Yoona, mumbles her sister in the dark while staring at Yoonas back. I didnt spend time with you and
ignored you because mom favored you; she even spent more time with you. I mean you didnt even come
from a middle class family and that made me mad. But Yoona right nowweve only got each other
Its just us in this school even after seven months. Nana slides back upon her bed leaving Yoona to her
thoughts.

Were her sisters words correct? Was she really afraid to forgive because she was afraid to forget? More
importantly could she really trust this girl who was never a sister to her?

Nana, calls out Yoona.

Hm?

Ifif I depend on youwhat are the odds of you not leaving?

OohI dont know. I think itll be a very huge odd, considering that we dont live at home and are in
fact staying at this private school and living in the dorms. And were the only one who understands each
other but yeah, YoonaI wont leave you. It hurt our mothers heart the first few nights you cried
yourself to sleep. It surprisingly affected me. Yoona sighs and rolls onto her back. Soum, since its
still technically dark out and were awakedo you want to talk? Oohlets talk about boyfriends.

Ew. A click of a tongue infiltrates her ears.

What are youlike gay are something?

Boys are gross little human beings. Nothing but selfish and perverted little freaks, states Yoona. So
yesIm like gay or something? Have a problem with that?

Nobeing homophobic is stupidI just figured with all the boys that would visit during my parties
fawning over youthat maybe youd be interested. So girlsanyone in particular? A lump gathers and
her heart constricts. Anyone in particular? How about a nerd who she cherished? I take the silence as a
yes. Was she cute? How far have you guys

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We never dated, interrupts Yoona. Never really got the chanceI was going to confess and ask her
out but our father went and became a mule believing he knows whats right with people. Yoona
stretches. What about you? Do you have someone? A giggle fills the room, Ewnever mind I dont
want to know. Its probably something really gross. Even more giggles, let me guesstall dark and
handsome with some stupid abs and a charming smileyou know hes probably gay.

Must you always be so pessimistic?

Look whos asking Ms. I-cut-my-wrists-since-daddy-doesnt-pay-attention-to-me, counters Yoona.

Everyone has flaws Yoona. The girl on the top bunk scoffs yet again. Anyways to answer your
question, I have a lot of suitors.

Suitors? Who says that? A small laugh breaks out, Well sister I have a tremendous amount of suitors
all willing to court me and ask father for my hand in marriage. But none of them can have my attention
because the only attention I need, sister, is that of fathers. Her laugh grows, no one speaks like
thatsee this is why Im against private schools. The girl on the bottom bunks lifts her foot, giving the
top a kick. Alrightalrightso you have many suitors? questions Yoona while trying to mask her
giggles.

Ughlowlifes mutters the other girl, as I was saying there are plenty of boys asking for my
number.

And?

Thats it.

Really?

Yes really. What do you think Im in a relationship?

You had one before right?

Yeahdidnt last longhe was a little weird for my tastes. Silence consumes them once again. Hey
Yoona?

Hm?

Who was this person that you never had the chance with? I mean what was she like? Was she cute or
anything? Was she a good girl or was she like Taeyeon and Tiffany? Yoona blinks as her thoughts float
back to Yuri. A smile graces her face and small chuckles escape between her lips as she remembers the
times she had with the older girl. Someones remembering somethingcan I know?

Huh? Ohno, answers Yoona shaking her head. Umher name was Yuri, Kwon Yuri to be exact.
She sighs deeply, Yuri was an overachieving nerd with a really funny older sister. So I guess you can say
that she was a good girl unlike me and Taeyeonin fact she was far from it. Yuri never really got in
troublenever went looking for it or anything. School and the Youth Center were her priorities.

Sounds boringeven for you. Howd you fall for someone like that?

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It was a long process, admits Yoona, In my eyes Yuri was a little gross nerd who wouldnt mind her
own business. She had this righteous thing about herbelieving that she could fix any one and set them
on the right path. And one yearI became her target. She thought she could fix memake me a good
little girl. Yuri was the only person at that time who would pay attention to mewho would give up time
and spend it with me.

Is that why?

Well noits a long storyare you sure you want to waste your precious time listening to my life story
or something? I mean I know how important your time isseeing as you never wanted to spend any of it
with me.

Neither one of us have been getting any sleep latelyso might as wellcontinue.

Before Yuri there was another girl that I had liked. It was a small crushsort of like a puppy love type
thing. I didnt act upon it. To be more specificI found Taeyeon walking around one afternoon. She had
a phone that belonged to a girl who had gotten attacked at the park one night. I told her she was stupid to
return it. Anywaysthe next day after returning the phone, Yuri made the girls older sister become
Taeyeons counselor. She pauses, Well a few days later I found her and asked her to take me out for
some food, since I didnt like eating with you and the rest of the familyafter that I spent as much time
as I could with her. I developed some feelingsI even told her I liked herbut I gave up on it.

Why?

Tiffany thought that she was a perfect match for Taeyeonlow and behold after Tiffanys disappearance
and Taemin being taken awaythose two admitted to liking each other. And theyve been dating ever
since. Tiffany was rightJessica was perfect for Taeyeon. AnywaysYuri herself began dating. I didnt
like itnot one bit. We went on a dateand after that she kept trying to get us to go out

Why didnt you?

Because Yuri was out of my league, answers Yoona honestly. That and I was afraid that shed leave
me for something better. She would tell me all the time that she wasnt going to. That prestigious
universities and large checks werent something she wanted. I didnt want to believe it. So I kept pushing
her awaybesides Yuri is smart. Shes like super freaking smart that its ridiculous, Nana. I didnt want
to hold her back. Not after having my family destroy another persons chance at success.

So what made you want to confess?

We got into a fightand then I had a sibling heart to heart with Taeyeon. Taeyeon told me to risk itto
take the chance. That if Yuri was so set on not leaving me then I owe her as much. And wellI left
Taeyeon in search of Yuri only to have some thugs find meand we all know how things went from
there.

So let me get this straight. If Im thinking correctly, Yuri was the girl whod come over and help you
study during our summer break? The really pretty nerd girl who worked at the youth center? And Im
guessing Jessica was the one who would come over for a few minutes and hang out with you. The girl

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with a stick shoved up her ass? There was a small moment of silence, Yoonasorry to say this, but
youre a stupid sister. You had two good looking girls and you didnt date either one of them?

Thanks that makes me feel so much better, responds Yoona; her voice full of sarcasm.

Welcomebut on a serious notewhen we go back are you going to go and find Yuri?

Whats the point? Body shifts once again, shell probably already be in a relationship. I mean she
claimed that she liked me but ended up sleeping with some big headed monkey. She grunts remembering
how she found Yuri crying her eyes out in the middle of the street. She graduates this yearand
soonwho knows if shes going to stick around, you know? Why spend time hoping and planning on
finding someone when the possibility of never finding them is so high? Would she even want to date me
still?

Most likely. Yuris smart and everything, but the girl is stupid to fall for an idiot like you. No offense.

None taken. Lets just go to sleep. There was a sigh of agreement and Yoona adjusts her sleeping
position again. Eyes close and she evens out her breathing. The room falls silent save for the sound of
both girls even breathing. Nana?

Hm?

Thank you for the talk

No problemisnt that what familys for?

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I dont care. Stay away from my daughter. I mean it; if you so much as even look at my daughter, walk
in the same vicinity as herIll have you arrested. Stay away from her.

Her mothers words echo within her mind. It was quite confusing. Who was she talking to? Who was she
talking about: herself or Krystal? And why would this mysterious person want to come in contact with
them? The oldest Jung daughter adjusts the strap to her backpack. A frustrated sigh leaves her lips.

Who are you talking to?

No one; tell Soojung to hurry up or the both of you will be late for school.

If theyre supposed to stay away from us, shouldnt you at least let us know?

Its not important, Sooyeon. Just finish getting ready for school.

Whys her mother so secretive about things? Eyes fall on the girl walking beside her. Was it their father
returning for Krystal? Everyone already knew that if the Jung parents were to split, Yunho would be on
his own and their father would want Krystal above everything else. Yeah maybe thats it, mutters
Jessica while returning to look a head of her.

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Whats it? questions the youngest Jung while looking up from her phone. Jessica shakes her head. If her
mother believes its not important, no use in making her sister worry about it, right? Im not an idiot.
Youre thinking about moms conversation this morning, huh? Left foot stops midair. Shes been
having a lot of those conversations lately. Do you think its dad who shes talking to?

It might be, but he was pretty serious when he said hes no longer talking to her after they signed the
papers, answers Jessica while extending her arm in order to stop her sister from walking into a busy
street. But think about itif it was dad, why would she be so secretive about those phone calls? The
signal change and the girls begin crossing the street. Shouldnt she just say stay away from him? Why
did she have to say it was no one and it wasnt important? When in fact I think threatening to call the cops
means its important.

For her not us, comments Krystal. She slips her phone into her pocket. I think youre overreacting. If it
was important she would have said something. And since she hasnt said anything to usits not
important. Jessica nods her head. Maybe Krystals right. Maybe its just not that important if her mother
doesnt want to involve them. She looks at her sister again; a soft sigh emits from her. But isnt it okay to
overreact in this type of situation? They have some weirdo out there looking for either one of them and
her mother is out making threats.

I believe I have every right to overreact, mumbles Jessica. She looks up then both ways. Come on,
she calls out to Krystal while jogging across another the street. Her younger sister attempts to keep up,
only to lose concentration as her phone rings. The younger Jung stops in the middle of what used to be an
empty street and checks her phone. Krystal, Jessica turns only to witness a car driving in her sisters
direction. Soojung! Krystal looks up; her body freezes. Mind shuts down and the phone slips between
her fingers, crashing into the asphalt. A crack races across the screen and the car comes to a screeching
halt, just inches away from the baby Jung. Jessica runs back into the street, scooping up the damaged
phone with her right hand. The left one wraps around her sisters wrist tugging on it.

Car door opens and the driver steps out looking at the two Jung girls. The elderly man walks around to the
front of his car. I-is she okay? The older sister looks up; muscles become paralyzed the moment her
eyes lock onto the drivers face. Is she okay?

Jessica nods her head, breaking out of her paralyzed state; she stands up straight, slipping the phone into
her sisters backpack. Come on, Soojung She pulls her sister out of the street and onto the sidewalk.

Hehe looks vaguely familiar, whispers Krystal while stumbling over her feet in an attempt to keep up
with her sister. In fact he looks like youdont you think Sooyeon?

Jessica shakes her head. What the hell were you thinking? she questions while looking over her
shoulder at the driver of the vehicle, you could have been road kill.

It was from Sulli, huffs the young girl in defense, mad at the fact that her sister was changing the
subject. Anyways didnt he sort of look like you?

Noand seriously you could have gotten yourself killed, Soojung. I mean seriouslyI figured that the
stupid side of you sort of disappeared over these few months and instead you go out and stand in the
middle of the street pulling out your phone.

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 So I thought it might be important. I wasnt going to stand in the street forever. I was just checking to
see who was calling, besides the street was empty when we crossed. She swings her backpack off and
begins looking for her phone. Its cracked. She waves the device in her older sisters face. How am I
supposed to use it when its cracked?

The older of the two clicks her tongue, rolls her eyes and resumes walking. Should have thought about
that before you decided on becoming road kill, answers Jessica with a yawn. Lets go SoojungI dont
want to be late for my classes.

Class, corrects Krystal, as of right now, you only have one class that you can literally be late for.
Afterwards itll be Ive already missed a class and I cant miss another. And youre supposed to be a
graduating senior in the next three months. Jessica rolls her eyes again. I guess its not your grades that
is allowing for them to hand over the diploma, jokes Krystal with a smug smile. Theyre probably tired
of you. She laughs and runs away as her sister begins chasing after her.

Both girls weave in and out of the walking pedestrians before dashing out into the empty street. Hand
reaches out, grabbing hold of the younger girls backpack. Giggles echo throughout the streets; the Jung
sisters being the source as they play fight along the streets. An oops or a sorry was the only other
sound coming from the two girls as they bump into someone along their way.

Within a set few minutes the girls exit out of an alleyway. They both sigh, kneeling over trying to catch
their breaths. Alright, I dont think I need to walk you anymore right? Or do, since you like trying to
become road kill? states Jessica while huffing; hands stretch high above her head. Krystal rolls her eyes;
her tongue clicks against the roof of her mouth. Alrightalright. Dont talk to anyone, including dad.
Even if mom says its not importantyou should still be a little wary.

Krystal nods her head. Anything else mom?

Get out of here, before I kick your ass. Krystal grins; a kick of the toes and her body spins on her heel
as she takes off running in one direction leaving Jessica alone at the exit of an alleyway. The older girl
watches her sister waiting for the younger girls figure to disappear from her sight. Once it happens, she
herself turns only to stop instantly. Eyes trace over the torso in front of her, moving upwards and landing
on a masculine version of her face. She blinks and takes one step back. Why didnt she hear him
approaching? Why is he following her?

Mimicking her sisters movements, Jessica spins and attempts to make a run for it. Arms and hands reach
out taking hold of her form, dragging her back into the alley. Mouth opens in a futile attempt to scream
only to have a large calloused hand cover it. Sshdont scream, he whispers into her ear. I just want
to talk to you. Body thrashes; feet and legs swing about. Screw his demand of not screaming. Eyes
flicker back and forth. Why didnt anyone see him? Why didnt anyone see her? Be quiet, he whispers

Ignoring his orders, she continues to scream having it muffled by his hand. Dont make me use force.
Her shouts cry down; fear spreads throughout her body and Jessica gives up fighting. She didnt want to
get hurt. Good. The arm that was pinning hers down tightens its grip as they slowly proceed deeper into
the alley. She stops walking realizing that they were going further and further away from the eyes and
ears of bystanders. Must you be as stubborn as your mother?

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Eyes widen; is he the person who her mother was talking to earlier? She swallows the lump that formed in
the back of her throat. What if he is? Panic spreads and horrendous thoughts flash in her mind. Not
wanting any of those thoughts to become a reality, Jessicas eyes drift close and teeth bite down upon
flesh. Fuck! He rips his hand away, slightly loosening his grip on her arms.

Elbow slams into his abdomen; right foot flies up causing for to curl over in pain. She turns and stares at
him. Slipping her backpack off, she flings it hitting him. A groan and eyes follow as his body drops to the
ground. Backpack lands with a thud next to his head; feet pound against the floor carrying Jessicas body
far away the danger.

~~~
She yawns; fingers rake through her hair. Eyes resume focusing on the eggs that were to be scrambled.
Noticing that the food was done; she reaches out, turning off the stove. Spinning on her heel, her other
hand grabs the plate holding a slice of toast and she continues making the plate. Tiffany! Come eat, she
calls out while setting the plate on the table. Eyes slowly drift close for a mere minute.

The patter of feet awakens her; eyes land on the young girl who was entering the kitchen, I cant. I have
to find my essay. I cant find it and I was working on it last night. I had it and now its gone. Tiffany
grabs the slice of toast and disappears back down the hall.

Taeyeon groans. This wasnt something she wants to deal with so early in the morning. In fact, all the
older girl wanted was to come from work, take a warm shower and disappear beneath her covers. But
since her sister texted her asking for some breakfast, she just couldnt. TaeI cant find it! With
another yawn, feet drag her small body to her sisters room. She automatically leans against the
doorframe her eye lids drooping close.

Blinking away the sleep, Taeyeon looks around the room at the mess either her sister or her nephew had
made. A groan infiltrates her ears. Where the hell are you? calls out Tiffany from underneath the bed.

Where did you last have it? questions Taeyeon while crossing her arms.

Like I saidlast night. I was writing it out and trying to feed Kyungsan at the same time, answers the
younger girl while crawling out. She takes a seat in the middle of the room, tousling her hair; the corner
of her lips move downwards creating a frown. Tae I really need to find my essay. Its like a huge chunk
of my grade. Taeyeon sighs, This isnt a sighing matterwhy am I even bothering? School was never
important to you. So you wouldnt understand.

You think I wouldnt, counters Taeyeon uncrossing her arms. Tiffany, Im tiredIm extremely tired.
I just got off work no less than two hours ago. All I want is to shower and sleep, but instead I made you
breakfast and even offered to take my nephew to his grandparents. She sighs again. There was no point
in arguing. It would only stall them, not help them find the report. Have you checked in Kyungsans
stuff? Tiffany nods her head. Backpack? Another nod of the head, kitchen?

No. The Hwang quickly stands and dashes out of the room. The sounds, of the cabinets opening and
closing and the noise from pots and pans being tossed around, echo around the apartment. Found it!

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Feet patter against the floor; Taeyeon rotates to face her sister. Thank you! Arms wrap around the older
girl, Hes still sleeping and Mrs. Choi is out until 10 maybe 11. You can drop him off at like 10:30 or I
could call and have Mrs. Choi come and pick him up. Taeyeon shakes her head. Are you sure?

YeahI want to spend a little time with my nephew. I barely get to see him with my schedule.

Alright. I have work tonight so that means he staying at the Chois over night. Ive packed everything he
should needand I think thats it. She turns around, stopping, Righthes got a slight fever Tae. Ive
already given him some medicineand he might not need any more until he gets to his grandparents.
Make sure you tell Mrs. Choi Never mind Ill call her on the bus. Now thats it. She turns and heads
straight for the door, get some sleep Tae. Hell probably be sleeping for a while. Taeyeon listens to the
front door closing before exiting out of the hallway and into the living room.

Eyes fall on the pink backpack that she had bought her sister earlier in the school year. She shakes her
head, walking over to it. Fingers wrap around the strap and the older girl walks to the door pulling it open
to find Tiffany standing in front of it. Backpack?

Thank you. Tiffany grabs the bag only to make a dash for the stairwell. Taeyeon closes the door; she
looks around her apartment with sleepy eyes prior to walking towards the kitchen to clean up the food her
sister didnt eat. She gets halfway when a knock resonates throughout the house. She quickly turns back
to the door; hand envelops the brass knob pulling the door open.

Forget something M-mom?

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T
he chatter of her fellow peers echo throughout the hallways. Shoulders collide with others as she
forces her way through the mass crowd of hormonal and hyped students. Eyes scan the crowd
looking for the duo that was supposed to be standing in front of her locker. Within minutes she
ends up in front of the rustic metal cabinet, huffing. Are you just going to stare at meor do I get
a hello? she asks as fingers begin making quick work of the combination lock. Not receiving an answer,
she pulls open the door quickly before looking at the person leaning against the locker beside her.

You saw me first; you should be the one saying hello, Tiffany. A smile crosses Tiffanys face. So why
are you late? Did something happen to Kyungsan? Her smile widens; head shakes back and forth as she
turns her attention to her locker, pulling out the textbooks needed. Ohso what happened? Something
with Taeyeon?

Nope, answers Tiffany as she adjusts her backpack so she can access her notebooks and folder.
Taeyeons fine and hes okay. In fact theyre both sleeping. She quickly checks to make sure she
grabbed her items that were needed and closes the locker only to face Sooyoung again. I just sort of
misplaced my essay last night and had to look for it. Thats the only reason why Im running late A
confused look crosses the older girls face, wheres Jung?

You knowI have no clue. I waited for her outside the corner store, but she when she didnt show after
fifteen minutes I assumed that she already came here. So I went ahead and bought some extra diapers and
stuff, answers Sooyoung honestly; she lifts up a white plastic bag. Tiffany rolls her eyes, reopening her
locker and sliding the bag inside.

The Choi exhales noisily and a confused look crosses her face. Where was her best friend? Tiffany works
nights so she gets the baby, and today would have been one of the days that she and Jessica would meet
up at their usual spot: the local corner market down the street from the school. She usually walks Krystal
halfway here only to split and meet up with Sooyoung. And Jessica usually calls when she cant make it
and they all meet at Tiffanys locker; Jessica wasnt one to ditch and not show. It was the main thing that
she harassed Taeyeon and Yoona about last year.

Concerned eyes watch the younger girl. Krystal! calls out the smaller girl while waving her hand in the
air. Sooyoung snaps out of her thoughts as the youngest Jung child approaches them.

What? questions Krystal in an annoyed tone.

Wheres your sister? responds Tiffany while leaning against Sooyoung.

I dont knowwe were walking and then we split since she was supposed to meet you, Krystal points
at Sooyoung. If shes not here, then shes probably ditching to spend time with the delinquent. There
really arent many places for my sister to disappear to you knowgosh some friends you are. With that
Krystal adjusts her backpack and walks away to join her friends down the hall.

Releasing a heavy breath, Tiffany frowns, well that was no good. Maybe we should call her? The tall
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I tried thatdont you think I have? I even texted her phone, there was a slight pause. Maybe Krystal
suggested is true, you know? Sica could be at your place and you probably passed her up on the way
here. Tiffany stretches, pushing off her locker. Where are you going? asks Sooyoung while watching
as the older girl walks away disappearing into the crowd. Copying her movements, the Choi chases after
Tiffany trying to figure out where the older girl was heading. Tiffany?

I thought I saw Yuri, states Tiffany as she rounds a corner. Hand blindly reaches out behind her,
grabbing onto Sooyoungs hand; fingers interlace and she pulls Sooyoung closer.

So were hunting down Yuri now? questions Sooyoung confused. She couldnt quite link the idea of
looking for Jessica to hunting down Yuri in the crowded hallways. She stumbles a bit, knocking people
into the locker. Tiffany, slow down.

No. Yuris been avoiding us and slowing down would mean allowing her to get away. They stop in the
middle of the hallway as it splits into four directions: left, forward, right and back. Head spins in every
direction as eyes search the crowd looking for anything that resembled the Kwon. Be of some help and
use your height as a- Sooyoung tugs her towards the left stopping in front of a half empty classroom.
What are we- She points inside, directing Tiffanys gaze to the overachiever who was currently sitting
in the front row reading her text book.

Hey, Yuri, states Tiffany while entering the room and ignoring the looks she was receiving.

Yuri flips mindlessly through the textbook ignoring the older girls presence. Shes been doing so since
the moment she noticed that Tiffany had spotted her in the hallway.

She knows that the two girls want to talk to her. In fact, Yuri knows that the whole group wants to speak
to her, considering the fact that she stopped hanging out with them three months after Yoonas absence. A
silent sigh and she prepares to turn the page of her book when a hand comes into view. Im trying to
read, she speaks; head remains lowered as she was too afraid to look up at the two people in which she
used to hang out with.

Youre avoiding us, states Tiffany while looking at the clock to see how much time she had left before
the first bell rang.

Im not avoiding any of you. I have school; I have work, Tiffany. I dont have the time to hang out with
you, your sister and everyone else, the younger girl. The chatter within the classroom falls into a silence
as all eyes land on the two girls.

You made time for us when Yoona was aroundand now that my sister isnt here-

Correct, states Yuri; head tilts up and eyes meet. Your sister isnt here. There is no reason for me to
hang out with you guys anymore...I mean there is but think about it Tiffany. Youre always with
Sooyoungand Jessicas always with Taeyeon. Im like the fifth wheeland its weird and awkward,
alright. She pauses; eyes flicker around the room. I dont feel as if were friends, really. I never felt it. I
was just always tagging along with Yoonashes not here so I shouldnt be there.

Tiffanys face scrunches up. Not friends? With a huff, hands snatch the book off the table; Tiffany sends
Yuri a glare. Not friends? We spent the whole summer hanging out, Kwon Yuri. We tried helping you

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get a date with our sister. We tried getting our sister to date you. You helped us and we helped youand
you dont see us as friends? She scoffs dropping the book on the floor. Lets go, Sooyoung. She turns
away from the girl at the desk.

Fingers search for Sooyoungs hand, finding it they interlace giving it a tug. Sooyoung looks at the
smaller girl, getting the hint that Tiffany wants for her to walk her to class. A little overboard there,
Tiffany, dont you think? You didnt really have to throw her book on the ground. Brown orbs roll; a
scoff faintly sounds.

How can what she did be overboard when Yuri doesnt even see them as friends? They spent so much
time with each other. Yuri was practically a member of their group just as much as Jessica was.

A frustrated sigh and free hand tousles her hair. Youngiehow could she not see us as friends?
questions Tiffany with a pout. Feet stop moving and eyes look up to see that they were standing just right
outside the door to her classroom. Sooyoung just sighs, releasing Tiffanys hand. Not friendswhat are
we not good enough especially after everything? So what if were all a bunch of imperfect misfitsits
why we clicked, you know? Sooyoung smiles and nods her head; half hoping that it would calm Tiffany
down some. I like her Tae likes her. Even Yoong sort of likes herI mean her crush kind of grew
after I told her to forget about her feelings for Jessica.

The bell rings echoing throughout the halls; students begin dispersing into small clumps as they file
through the many doors. Go to class Sooyoung. Ill see you at lunch.

Okaybut loosen up on Yuri. Maybe we didnt seem like friends to her. I mean she was only around
when Yoona wasmaybe to her it seemed like we didnt really want her around, states Sooyoung while
adjusting her backpack.

I have loosened up in the amount of time it took us to travel from her classroom to mine. I justits
frustrating to think that I and Tae have finally found some good friends in our life. And then one of up
and states that were notbut whateverIll loosen up and maybe apologize at lunch. Feet strain to lift
her body on the tip of the toes. Lips meet the flesh of a cheek and Tiffany backs away with a grin. Go to
class. With that Tiffany disappears into her classroom leaving Sooyoung alone and frustrated.

Whyd she have to do that in public? With the back of her hand, she wipes the spot that Tiffanys lips
touched prior to sprinting down the hall hoping she made it before the bell rings.

~~~
They sit staring at each other; neither one of them said a word. But she just couldnt believe it. Why now
all of a sudden? Right when her life was finally getting some stability. They were no longer paying
hospital bills, rent was all caught up, and there was actual food in their fridge. Even her relationships were
becoming stable. Mrs. Jung was becoming comfortable with her somewhat. Even Krystal likes her now.
Everything was going so good. And now, and now this?

Taeyeon sighs; head drops and fingers comb through her hair. Maybe she should have just come home
and went to sleep after work. She wouldnt be in this situation. Shed be sleeping in her bed ignoring the

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knocks on the front door. But instead she took up offers to do other things. Taking a deep breath, she
looks up and at her mother. Why are you here?

Taeyeon, I-

The front door opens and in steps her girlfriend with a panic stricken face. Sooyeon? Why was her
girlfriend here? Shouldnt she be in school? She quickly stands up from her seat and hurries over to the
girl that was busily attempting to lock the door. Sooyeon? A slight touch and it sends a scream from
Jessicas lips, waking the sleeping boy in the back room. His cries follow her screams sounding
throughout the apartment.

Oh my god, TaengooIm sorry, whispers Jessica; her fear is set aside. Eyes soften as she looks at the
older girls face. I didnt mean toIm so sorry.

No problem, mutters Taeyeon as she heads back to check on her nephew. Jessica watches as her
girlfriend disappears from her line of sight before taking a few deep breaths. Finally calming her nerves
she looks around the room; eyes land on Taeyeons mother.

What are you doing here? Never mind setting her fears aside for the now awoken boy. Jessica
practically throws them out the window at the sight of the woman. Feet move slowly carrying her body
towards the table that the Kim women were sitting at, taking Taeyeons seat.

I could ask you the same question, Sooyeon was it? Jessicas face scrunches. Im visiting my daughter.
Taeyeons been avoiding my calls, so I thought Id come and see her. I know you dont like me. You
made it obvious the first time we metI guess the girls have told you some things about me. But isnt it
always fair to hear both sides before making a judgment? Taeyeon wasnt even old enough to
comprehend what happened back then.

You left a child to live on her own, states Jessica. I think thats calls for enough detail to judge a
persons character. Footsteps stop the conversation as Taeyeon reappears with Kyungsan in her arms.
He was sleeping wasnt he? asks Jessica while standing, watching as the little boy rubs the sleep away
from his eyes. Im sorry, she repeats. Taeyeon shrugs her shoulders and looks her nephew in the face.

Hell be fine, answers Taeyeon while handing him over to Jessica. Jessica smiles placing a kiss on
Kyungsans cheek; she turns and faces Taeyeon. She thinks about leaning in for a hello kiss but seeing as
there was an adult in the room and she didnt want to indulge the woman on their relationship, Jessica
opted for taking Kyungsan into the living room to play with his toys, letting the two Kims talk. Taeyeon
sighs a second time; hand slide up and down her work pants. Umwhere were we?

You asked why Im here. Ill give you the same answer that I gave your girlfriend. I want to see you;
you werent answering my calls Taeyeon. Its not like youyou usually answer and then hang up. Id
rather have that then you not answering at all. Taeyeon takes a seat. She was unsure what to do.
Taeyeon

What is so important that you want to talk about it? questions Taeyeon.

I cant just come and visit? Youre still my daughter. There was a moment of silence. I know I wasnt
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Wasnt there? questions Taeyeon in disbelief. You left me to rot. You left me and Yoongand then
Yoongs father just shows up and takes her away. I was on my own. You didnt want to visit; you didnt
care about me being your daughter so why now?

Taeyeonwhat did you want me to do in that predicament, huh? I couldnt do anything, so I did the
next best thing. I called your aunt to take care of you, but according to her you just gave her hell. Ms.
Kim sighs, I didnt come over here to begin an argument. I just wanted to see my daughter, to see how
shes fairing. She looks around the apartment. You aunt did say that you found a nice little apartment.

Sooyeon found it, mumbles Taeyeon. Sooyeons done a lot of things for meunlike you.

I gave birth to you that must mean something.

It doesnt mean anythingor thats what Ive learned from Sooyeon. You can be my mother by
birthright but that doesnt mean a thing. Mothers are someone who cares, nourishes and raises their
children with love and care. Theyd do anything for their childlike what Tiffany does with Kyungsan.
Fingers ruffle her hair.

You listen to everything that your girlfriend says.

Whats that supposed to mean? questions Taeyeon defensively.

Nothing, head shakes, nothing, it was a mere observation. Ms. Kim stands, I have to gocan you
promise me that youll call tonight?

Promises are meant to be broken, states Jessica from her position on the floor. Two sets of eyes land on
her figure. What? Its trueand you really cant expect that shell call you after unexpectedly showing
up in her life again?

Ive been hereand I was giving her, her space. Taeyeon Taeyeon waves a hand and the elderly
woman leaves the apartment.

Her head drops down upon the table; a groan escapes. Taengoo, calls out Jessica softly. She turns and
gazes at the woman who was calling for her. Jessica pats the space beside her signaling for Taeyeon to
join them on the floor. With a heavy sigh, the older girl does exactly what her girlfriend asks of her. As
the older girl sits, the younger one leans over quickly capturing her girlfriends lips in a small sweet kiss.
Jessica pulls away examining Taeyeons face. The older girl is growing accustomed to Jessicas kisses but
there were still moments when Taeyeon would bluntly state her disgust with such things.

Taeyeon looks back at Jessica for a second only to examine her nephew who was playing with his
building blocks. A smile grows on the Jungs face. Ditching? questions Taeyeon as she leans up against
the couch. Jessica shakes her head. Thought soyou looked scared when you ran in here. You even
attempted to lock all the locks as if someone was chasing you. There was a small pause, whats
wrong?

Nothing, answers Jessica as the thought of why she was running returns.

Sooyeon.

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Taengoo.

Jessica.

What? I decided to ditch school and spend time with you. And along the way I thought someone was
chasing me, lies Jessica while avoiding eye contact. Taeyeon observes Jessica carefully. As much as she
wants to believe her girlfriend she couldnt. She has three younger siblings; shes not exactly stupid.
Maybe blind and oblivious towards some things but Taeyeon wasnt stupid. Something or someone was
bothering her girlfriend.

Why did you think someone was chasing you?

Just causelook Taeyeon its not a big deal.

You dont ditch, states Taeyeon, you havent since your senior year has started. And now all of a
sudden you want to ditch and spend time with me? I told you last week that I was supposed to work this
morningand I didnt tell you that I changed my hours at the last minuteSooyeon whats going on?

I She leans back; head drops onto Taeyeons shoulder. Fingers play with Taeyeons. I dont know,
answers Jessica truthfully. One moment Im having fun with Krystal and the next some weirdo who
knows my mom is following me. Taeyeon tenses. You dont have to do anything Taeyeon. I dont need
you getting into anymore troubleespecially after what you did to Key. She pauses. I justits
justnever mind She shakes her head. Just when I thought wed finally have peace stupid stuff like
this happens. Its as if were supposed to be miserable twenty four seven.

Wheres your backpack? questions Taeyeon while trying to process the information that Jessica had
revealed?

Probably lying in some alley covered in blood from that guys nose.

You hit him in the face?

More like bit his hand, elbowed him, kicked him where the sun doesnt shine and then hit him in the face
with my backpack. A smile crosses her face and she looks up at Taeyeon. The older girl nods her head.
But enough about meyoure in your work clothes and smell like bleach and other cleaning chemicals.
Did you just get off work?

Yeahjust a little over two hours ago. I was going to shower and sleep but I told Tiffany Id watch
him, she points at Kyungsan, until Mrs. Choi was home and then Id drop him off.

Why would you do something as stupid as that Taeyeon?

Because Tiffany says I dont spend time with my nephew.

And thats to make sure he has a place to sleep at nightone moment I think Tiffanys actually using
her brain and then the next moment shes dumb as fuck.

Thats my sister youre talking about. Jessica rolls her eyes while sitting up.

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Go shower before he decides to chew on your fingers or something and get sick off the chemicals on
your hands. The older girl sighs and forces herself up off the floor; eyes flicker back and forth between
her girlfriend and nephew. Well be fine, TaeyeonI can handle watching him for a mere few minutes. I
did practically raise my sister.

And look how that turns out, jokes Taeyeon. Jessica growls; hands pick up the nearest item which was
Kyungsans bottle, throwing it at Taeyeon. Okayokay

If hes a delinquent its not my fault. Look who his parents and aunts are, comments Jessica, huffing;
arms cross and a stern look appears. Go shower. Now. Taeyeon turns on her heels, heading towards the
bathroom. Taengoo She stops. When you umdrop him offdo you mind riding with me out to
see my brother? There are some things that I want to talk to him about. She gazes over her shoulder.

Did you think I was going to let you walk off with some creep trying to talk to you?

~~~
Head rotates left then right; eyes scan the crowd checking to see if anyone was following her. Right hand
presses flat against the door, pushing it open slightly. She slips inside the restroom making her way
towards the sinks and mirrors in a means to escape reality. Thats all she wanted; she just wants to escape
from hell, from this place.

With a heavy sigh, hands press flat against the cool counter top. Body hunches over. Eyes close; teeth tug
and nip on her bottom lip as she fights the urge to cry. Another half a day and shes already underwent
some of the most ridiculous hazing she could endure. Her messenger bag has finally gone missing after
being ruined. Textbooks were destroyed, burned and soaked in a liquid that clearly smelled of urine. Her
school blazer disappeared for thirty minutes only to be found hanging from a window upon the fourth
floor.

But the latest act that happened no less than ten minutes ago was the last straw. She grunts; one hand
comes up and fingers slide through her now short locks. Yes, now short. Over the seven months, she
decided to let her hair grow out and within two seconds it was now gone. Long became short all by an
accident with a pair of scissors. The hand against the counter curls. What am I supposed to be learning?
What is there for me to experience, huh Tae? A lone tear slides down her cheek. Inhale. Exhale. She
couldnt let anymore escape.

But her defenses fail as even more stream down her face, dripping onto the counter below. That was it; all
thats left is to break down. Tears flow freely; sobs escape and body shakes lightly.

Steps echo throughout the small room. We werent done with your hair cut. Eyes snap open,
automatically zooming towards the reflections in the mirrors. Hand releases her hair, turning on the tap
and allowing her to wash her hands before making an escape. She cuts it off and spins; a dainty hand
presses against her chest. Not thinking about going somewhere are you? Fingers reach up, playing with
her hair. Ah, were you crying? She didnt give an answer. Ah, the little Asian girl is very soft and
sensitive. I think we hurt her feelings. Laughs resonate.

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Soft? She blinks. No, she wasnt soft, right? She was just at a low moment, like how her sister would get.
Her frustrations were just getting to her. She wasnt soft. Shes Im Yoona, baby sister of Kim Taeyeon.
Shes faced much worse things than this. She fought people who looked like monkeys, Taeyeons father,
police and thugs. Taking a deep breath, Yoona swats the hand away.

Really Yoona? Her harasser reaches up, pushing Yoona into the sinks.

Snickers fill the room; a bag drops to the floor with a thud. Hands reach out, fisting her blouse and
dragging her in closer. The Im could only stare the other girl down. You shouldnt have done that. One
of the members in the group walks to the window pushing it open. You know I was just bent on making
your life a living hell, Im. But nownow, she attempts to haul Yoona towards the window, only to have
Yoona end up fighting back.

Feet shuffle; shoes scuff the floor as legs become entangled. Hands tread from clothes into short and long
tresses, pulling and tugging upon strands. Both girls plummet to the floor with a grunt. Bodies take blows
from knees and elbows as they both fight to be on top.

The door opens revealing another student. Eyes instantly see the two girls fighting.

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W
ith a yawn and heavy steps, she follows after the instructor in front of her. Stretching her
arms above her head, Nana looks around the hallways. What in the world did her sister do
this time? They had just fallen asleep, didnt they? They were talking about Taeyeon and
Yuri and what not. So how did it get from sleeping to fighting in the girls restroom at around
like 2 oclock in the morning? Another yawn and they round the corner stopping just outside of the deans
office. Go on in.

Nana watches as the professor walks away before reaching out for the door handle. Twisting it, she forces
the door open; eyes take in the sight of her sisters back another girls back and the Dean herself.
AhJin Ah, please take a seat. Feet move hesitantly upon entering the room and heading towards the
chair beside her sister. She takes a quick peek at her sisters profile, examining the bruising and blood.

The dean turns towards the girl thats been harassing Yoona, You may return to your dorm. Well finish
talking when your parents arrive tomorrow morning. The bully scoffs and with a roll of the eyes, she
stands and storms out of the room, slamming the door shut. The dean sighs; index and thumb pinch the
bridge of her nose. Exhaling loudly, all eyes fall on the delinquent in the room. Yoona, calls out the
headmistress softly, I saw you earlier and you had such long hairdid you cut it? Nanas eyes flicker
over her sisters hair. And just as the dean stated, her hair was definitely cut.

Eyes remain on the hands resting in her lap. She quickly shakes her head no. Really? Then whys it now
short? Unless you put in some extensions. Another shake of the head, so if you didnt cut itsomeone
else did? There was no response. With a sad smile, the elderly woman leans back a bit. I seesomeone
did cut your hair? And I understand why youre not saying anything. Her head lifts as she observes the
woman in charge of this wretched school. I spoke to your parents when they enrolled you girls into this
academy. I was told you were quite the rebellious type Yoona, that you have sisters who are delinquents
and that are what you hung out with. And I know about delinquents and the code of the street. Believe
me, I have a brother who did nothing but steal all his life and then he did something stupid and landed
himself in jail. But were not here to discuss that. I know they teach you not to snitch, but YoonaI cant
help you unless you speak up about it.

The dean pushes back on her chair, sliding across the floor and stopping in front of a file cabinet. Quickly
opening it, she fingers through looking for a certain file. Lets see, she states while pulling one out,
Teachers have come forward on your behalf, Yoona. Messenger bag set on fire. Blazer was stolen.
Books were burned alsoeven some had urine poured upon them. And theres even more stories and
claims.

Its lies, mumbles Yoona, looking off to the side.

Yoona, calls out Nana.

Noits lies. Alright She slouches in her seat.

Yoona, we have a zero tolerance policy. Fighting could result in expulsion. Now, if you tell me that
these girls have been harassing and bullying you, I can give you a minimal punishment of suspension. If

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not, I may have to expel you for fighting with another peer. And thats not something that I wantyoure
very bright from what the counselors and professors tell me.

Its

The door slams open, You! Fighting?! This early in the morning?! Neither of the girls needed to turn to
know it was their father. What is wrong with you?! Its zero policyand this is one of the best private
schools if you get expelled where will you go, huh? shouts Mr. Im; face red from anger. No school
will take you!

Mr. Im, please calm down.

Yoona! Did you think if you get expelled that wed take you back to your pathetic sisters? Did you?!
Teeth nip at her bottom lip; hands grab hold of the arm rests. Quickly standing upon her feet, Yoona
pushes past her parents and walks out of the room. Yoona!

Mr. Imits quite early in the morning. I have professors and students who are asleep. Please do not
disturb them. Lower your voice and have a seat or I will have you removed from the property. As for your
daughter, do not worry Ill send someone to follow her. Nose flares as he breathes heavily. He looks at
his wife and then at his biological daughter before taking Yoonas seat. Thank younow before you
stormed in here, I was just discussing some minor things with Yoona.

Shes an idiot, mutters Mr. Im. Just expel her and let me throw her out on the street. I cant handle this
anymore. Thumb and index message his temple. She wants to live like a poor girl with her sisters then
she can. Im wasting money on her. Just fill out the paper work, please.

With an arched brow, the Dean takes a glance at Nana who shrugs her shoulders in response. I dont
think kicking her out will do the job. Trust meI watched my parents kick my brother out and all it did
was turn him into mere nothing. Besides, I dont think expelling Yoona is the best option, Mr. Im. She
quickly slides back to her desk; hands fold and land softly upon the stack of papers before her. Yoona
has been bullied and harassed since the moment she was enrolled. It was only a matter of time before your
daughter fought back.

Bullied? Harassed? Are you sure? Were talking about that ungrateful little menace. Shes the one who
bullied and harassed others. Stole too, counters the male Im.

Jinah

They torture her, dad, states Nana. She can hardly sleep at night. Sometimes she doesnt. First it was
small things that I noticed like just mere teasing and mocking her cause we cant, she still cant speak the
language well enough. And nowaccording to the files, her blazer was stolen and they pissed on her
books. To top it off, they cut her hair tonight. How they did it I dont know but they did. Yoonas done
nothing more than what youve forced. She studies and does her work; she keeps to herself, rarely even
talking to me. This isnt a place for Yoona.

Seven months with her and you think you know what kind of monster she is? He scoffs. Fill out the
papersand Ill sign her damn emancipation ones. And shes free. He looks at his wife, thats it. Im
done with Yoona and her antics.

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Nana stares at her father; disbelief written all across her face. What is wrong with him? Did he not see the
file that was in the womans hand? Does he not understand the situation? She stands and leaves the room.
Mr. ImIm not signing anything, states the dean clearly, but a suspension form. Shell be suspended
for two weeksmeaning shes allowed to return home with you for those following days. On the fifteen
day, I better see Yoona sitting at her desk for her first classor I will report you. Now, leave my
officethe sight of you disgust me.

~~~
A knock sounds throughout the house; the plate that was in her hand slips, shattering upon impact. Shit,
was her immediate response. Eyes cast a downwards glance at the mess upon the tiles. With a sigh, she
spins on her heels, heading for the source of the sound. Feet stop right in front of the front door; hand
reaches out grabbing hold of the brass knob, twisting it slightly and pulling the door open. Yes? she
questions.

Her daughters backpack blocks her view of the person standing on her porch. I think this belongs here.
The bag lowers; heart skips a beat and eyes become slits. Free hand reaches out and grabs the bag as she
prepares to close the door. A foot slips in halting the action. I did something niceI think I should be
rewarded.

Youve done enough, hisses Mrs. Jung. Now leave before I call the police No there was a
hesitant pause. Eyes flicker elsewhere avoiding his gaze. He had her daughters possession. That means
hes found her. Howd you get Sooyeons backpack? Eyes dart back to his face.

She sort of hit me in the face with it, was his only answer; left index finger pointing at his nose. I
would have returned it, but she disappeared from my sight. He leans against the doorframe peeking his
head inside and scanning the living room. I see youve got a dogthat must mean that your useless
husband is um The finger that was pointing at his nose changes directions and points at Dog.

The dog is Sooyeons and its none of your business what hes doing. She sets the bag on the floor,
Thank you for returning the backpackyou can leave now. Mrs. Jung attempts to close the door again,
nearly smashing his foot in the process. I dont have time for thiscan you please just leave.

Let me see my daughteragree to that and Ill leave. She sighs; head drops. Ive done everything that
you told me to doI have a stable income now. I have my own placeIm no longer - my records have
been clearedlet me see my daughter. Its not right that youve been keeping her from me. She looks up
at him.

Keeping her from you?! Her voice slightly rises, You didnt want anything to do with her. Your stupid
ways were more important than her. All you cared about was being a stupid no good lying dirty thief.

A smirk appears on his face, That you fell for.

Obvious mistakenow leave before I make her dog attack you and call the police and report you
harassing me and my children.

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Im not harassing anyone. I came to talkto you and to my daughter.

Shes not your daughter

I helped conceive her.

You raped me!

Thats bullshit and you know it. Her grip on the knob loosens. I never did any such thing. Sure given
the fact that I was a thief, a low-lifebut I never raped you and you know it. Mrs. Jung looks off to the
side avoiding his gaze once again.

Lies, was her only response.

Oh really? If I dont recall the correct story went a little something like this. I was there when Yunho
was born and I was the one who helped conceived Sooyeonand when your father comes looking for
you, you tell everyone around the world that I raped you There was a pause. Not once did I get
angrynot once did I threaten you or anythingand I had to spend some time in jail because of that.
Look, Im not here to argueIm not even here for you. I have a daughter, whos damn near on her way
to being an adult. Shes graduating this yearand after that I wont be able to find her once she
disappears into a college or a university. And all I want is to finally see her and meet her. Just let me have
thatI think you owe me one for ruining my life.

She doesnt answer. All she could do was blink, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall. Her throat
tightens; a lump forms. Bottom lip quivers slightly. I dont care if you hate my guts now. If you rather
stick with the JungI want my daughter. Like I said its the most you could do since you ruined my life.

Ruined? You were nothing

SoI lived in a rundown apartment. And yeah, maybe I did steal and do some drugs here or there.
Doesnt mean anythingI had a chance at redeeming myself when she was conceivedand you threw it
all away for your family and an ignorant prick. He sighs, tousling his hair. Either you let me see
hereor Ill look for her on my own againand Ill tell her everything myself.

The atmosphere tenses. He stares her down, hoping that the woman faade would drop. It doesnt and
with a sigh he turns on his feet, stepping off the porch. You have until tomorrow. I mean it.

Dont go near her again. I mean itdo not make me take out a restraining order on you.

He waves her off, climbing into his car. The passenger window rolls down, Im a delinquent. A menace
to societydo you really think the police scares me? Remember I spent a chunk of my life in jail because
of you. The window rolls up.

Eyes watch intently as the vehicle starts up before pulling off away from her house. She slowly closes the
door, slipping the lock into place. Forehead presses flat against the wooden obstacle. Inhale. Exhale.

Dog stands, moving slowly as she approaches Mrs. Jung. Head tilt to the side; small eyes observe the
older woman for a mere second before she nuzzles her head against a calf. Mrs. Jung looks down at the
dog a small sad smile forming on her lips. Lets hope Sooyeon doesnt make the same mistake. She

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kneels down; fingers slide through fur. Your owner wont screw my daughter over now will she? The
canine could only stare; her tongue slipping out of its mouth. A deep breath and she straightens out. If
her backpack is here that must mean her phone is here alsothink she went to Taeyeons?

~~~
Body slouches slightly; eyes curiously watch her girlfriend and nephew who were busily playing some
sort of hand game. Do youdo you want children? she questions carefully. Her girlfriend tenses; a
confused looks spreads across the younger girls face. I meanhave you ever thought about it? Not do
you want to have some with megod, Sooyeon get your head out of the gutter, states Taeyeon while
crossing her arms. BesidesI dont want any. So even if we do get that far its out of the question.

Well, besides you who doesnt? questions Jessica as she takes a quick look out the window of the bus.
But yeahIve always wanted something to spoil. I always wanted a kid so I can raise them differently
from how I was treated. To give them the love and care I rarely got. She looks at Kyungsan, why dont
you want any? I thought family was something you treasured?

Im not an idiot, was Taeyeons only response.

Care to explain what that means?

I dont want children. I can watch thembut raise them from the moment theyre in the womb to a full
adult? Her face scrunches slightly, besides I have like fifty kids to raise now, with Tiffany, Sooyoung,
Yoona, Yuri, himTaeminyour sisterI dont need kids. She nods her head triumphantly. Plus, Im
going to be the auntie who hypes up her nieces and nephews on a whole lot of sugar and buy them noise
making toys before discarding them on their parents front porch.

Youre evil, Taeyeon grins. A set of warm lips presses lightly against her cheek. But whatever you say
Taeyeonwere having kids. Her grin drops; eyes rapidly blink. A giggle slithers its way into her ears.
Your faceIm joking, Taeyeon. Who knows if were even together as a couple that far along. Jessica
sighs and returns her attention to keeping the boy entertained during the bus ride.

Feet tap against the floor of the bus, your friend got on, states Jessica. Taeyeon looks up and sure
enough her confident was getting on the bus with a group of her friends. If you want to talk to herI
wont mind.

Someone might take my seat, states Taeyeon.

Kyungsan can have mine and Ill take yours until you come back. So go, plus it looks like she wants to
talk to you about something. Taeyeon sighs. She wasnt too sure. Watching Kyungsan was her
responsibility and its bad enough that she fell asleep while watching him earlier. Taeyeon And what
if someone harasses them while shes at the back of the bus where most of the delinquents sit? A hand
presses against her side, shoving her off the seat. Good, youre upnow go talk. Jessica scoots over,
taking Taeyeons seat before setting Kyungsan down in hers.

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Head tilts back staring at the standing girl; a smile dons her face. Well be fine Taengoo. Whats the
worst that could happen? Besides you can see us from the back of bus, so youll know if anything
happened or not. Taeyeon stares at her girlfriend only to reluctantly walk towards the back of the bus,
quickly slipping into the seat beside her friend.

So I take it the Jung wears the pants in your relationship? Taeyeon rolls her eyes. WellI found my
joke to be funny. Anyways, I have some news from the street. Taeyeon nods her head; eyes remain on
whats hers.

Is it something I should know? questions Taeyeon. I meanafter kicking Keys ass I figured
everything with the streets would be done. Sunnys paid off and I no longer have to worry about Yoona
getting into any more trouble. And Krystals gone good.

You know thats not how the streets work. Something is always brewing and happening. Her friend
digs in her pocket pulling out a pack of gum, want a piece? Taeyeon shakes her head. Godthe Jung
has changed you. You barely smoke; dont even drink anymorewheres the fun Kim? I hate to see how
things turn out when she moves in, permanently. Not just having half of her belongings there.

She didnt change me, counters Taeyeon, I changed myselfand life had a helping hand. Anyways
whats so important that you couldnt call me? Head turns and eyes land on her friend.

Your safety.

My what? questions Taeyeon. Did she hear correctly? Her safety?

You heard me, Kim. Keys coming for you. He wont stop until you either dead or damn near dead lying
in the street somewhere. You screwed over a dealer, Kim. He never got his chunk from Sunny. And you
kicked his ass after he hunted down the alligator. The boy has like a serious vendetta against you or
something. Her friend looks around the bus, Plusthe family is looking for you. They havent seen you
in a whileand what not. Now that youre getting paid There was a pause, dont tell me you didnt
think the family was looking for you. Did you forget what kind of family you joined when we were
younger? Taeyeon blinks. Not really. She knew what she was getting into. She even remembers
explaining to Jessica back when she thought the younger girl was pregnant that shes got a large target on
her back. But she never thought it would be happening this soon.

Do you have any idea when theyre coming?

I dont knowthey wont tell me anything because were close. But as for Keyhes going to strike
unexpectedlyor so thats what the familys sort of talking about. Theyre unsure about whether or not
they should help the Great Kims daughter.

And my family? My girlfriend? Theyre not coming after them are they?

I dont think so. But I cant really say anything about Key. He threatened Baby Jung and her
familybesides you should know how these things go, Kim. Head drops; fists curl and a little bit of
anger sets in. She was the one who beat Key senseless. Not Tiffany, not her nephew and definitely not
Jessica. They didnt deserve to get hurt because of her selfish mistakes. Your mom tried talking on your
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What?! She inhales sharply. Is that what the woman wanted to speak about earlier? A snarl and she
shakes her head. To who?

The familythey were sort of buying it. Which is why I think all youll get is a beating at the
mostyou know. What I mean is theyll probably beat you out of the family and thatll be it. Youll be
free to play breadwinner and auntie. Her friend leans back, so at the most youll probably get about one
serious beating and a bullet wound or something along the lines within the next few weeks or months.
Cant say.

Eyes fall upon her girlfriend hoping that the sight of Jessica would calm her down like many times
before. And it does; muscles relax and jaw unclenches. So shell get jumped out and then have to deal
with a drug crazed revenge hungry little punk. She can do it right? This should be nothing to her, nothing.
But what if something goes wrong? Her right hand is here but she wasnt someone Taeyeon could
seriously count on. In fact if anything, the only person who Taeyeon could count on was miles away.
Gaze drops. So what happens if something does go wrong?

What happens to Tiffany and Kyungsan? To her apartment? What happens with Jessica? Here, She
looks up at her friend then down at the hand; eyes ghost over the blade that the girl was holding. For you
know protection. A brow rises, ohdont give me that look, Kim. I know you and alligator prefer fists
but this is Key were talking about. He tried to shoot alligatorand he even tried to stab you. You need
something more than just bare fists.

I have a nephew, responds Taeyeon, warily. II cant take that. Even if its not a gunwhat kind of
role model will I be by stabbing someone?

Not alive if you cant protect yourself. She had her there. But still a knife? How is she supposed to
explain that item being in her possession to Tiffany? The girl is definitely going to freak out. And more
importantly to her girlfriend, to Jessica? Shes supposed to be changing and resorting to weapons isnt
changing.

Taeyeon shakes her head and stands. Not taking it. And thank you for the information.

If you say so.

I do. She walks away heading back towards the front of the bus and stopping beside Jessica. My seat.
Jessica looks up for a second prior to picking Kyungsan up, setting him on her lap and scooting over.
Taeyeon takes the seat only to tense up as Jessicas head drops upon her shoulder.

Is everything okay? Taeyeon shakes her head no. Want to talk about it?

People die all the time right? questions Taeyeon. Jessica nods her head. Does the pain they leave
behind last longer if it was by natural cause, an accident or mere pride? I meanlets say if a person does
something reckless, but its really not reckless because theyre protecting their family and they die in the
process. Does the pain last longer then lets say they died from some disease?

Jessica shrugs her shoulders. I dont know, Taeyeon. The pain is different amongst people. Not one
person goes through the stages of grieving the same way. And neither is the amount the same, you know.
Hand reaches up, cupping the older girls cheek and forcing her to look Jessica in the eyes. ButI cant

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say for certain, but if you do die because your protecting your familyI wont be all that mad and in
pain. You did something heroic and that doesnt deserve a lot of hate. Ill just be mad because you sort of
left mebesides Sooyoung and Krystal, youre like the first real friend Ive hadand youre my
girlfriend and I need you around to bug my mom. Lips place butterfly like kisses along Taeyeons jaw
line. Dont do something stupidokay? Tiffany needs youand I do. But if whatever you have to do,
has to be donethen go ahead.

You were right, mumbles Taeyeon, as she looks to see if their stop was approaching. I should have left
Key alone. But he hurt my baby sisterand I didnt like it. And now because of my stupid mistake my
family, my friends, and you could get hurt. Why couldnt he just take the beating and leave it at that?
The younger girl shrugs her shoulders. If he hurts any of youIm going to be forced to place him in a
coma. She reaches up signaling for their stop. Come onlets drop him off and get you to see Yunho.

~~~
Books come into her view, causing for her to set her pen down and look up. Sorry, states the girl in
front of her while pulling out a seat. I shouldnt have dropped your book to the floor, but what you said
was quite ridiculous, Kwon Yuri. How could you say youre not a friend, not our friend? Yuri sighs and
turns her attention back to her work, Yuri.

Apology accepted Tiffany, but nothing will change how I feel, okay? She reaches for her pen, but the
Hwang beats her to it. Tiffany, can I have my pen back please?

No. Not until you explain to me how were not your friends? Because to me, you saying that means the
only reason you hung out with us was to get close to my sister.

You want to know? questions Yuri as she flings her papers and books into her backpack, how about
the simple fact that none of you people actually invite me out anywhere, not since Yoona left. You guys
dont talk to me, not a simple, hi or a text or anything. The only time anyone wants Kwon Yuri around is
to use her brainso therethats why I feel as if were not friends. She stands, zipping the backpack
and slinging it over her shoulder. Keep the stupid pen; I have plenty more. Turning on her heels, the
Kwon leaves the table leaving Tiffany speechless.

Tiffany opens her mouth to call out for Yuri, only to close it so she could pout. Arms cross over her chest.
Thats not right, right? They do speak to Yuri on a daily basis dont they? They never use her for her
brain. Eyes blink. Whats wrong? Tiffany looks up to see Sooyoung take the seat next to her.

Do we use Yuri, Sooyoung? was her response. Sooyoung could only shrug her shoulders while tearing
apart her roll, handing half of it to the older girl. She thinks we dobut I dont think we do.

People have different perceptions of things. She stops midway from taking a bite of her roll to look at
Sooyoung, its something I learned in counseling, mumbles the taller girl, but maybe to Yuri we use
her, but to us we dont. Think about itwhens the only time any of us really spoke to or just plain hung
out with her? Tiffany shrugs her shoulders. Alright and whens the last time we asked her if shes had
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Last monthI think, whispers Tiffany.

See, to her were just using her. Sooyoung watches Tiffany, but dont try and force her to be friends
with usitll seem like were giving her pity, orders the younger girl, knowing exactly what Tiffany was
thinking. Yuri needs to see that we want to be her friend, but you cant just shove it down her throat.
Remember how well that went when I tried to force you not to see Siwon? Tiffany nods her head, yeah
well youll get the same outcomeso just let it be for now, okay? Tiffany nods her head again.

Well thenoh! Yeah I wanted to tell you something. I got Kyungsan to say Momma.

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Sooyeon? Taeyeon? questions Yunho curiously. Opening the door to his dorm fully, he motions for the
two younger girls to enter. I was aware that one of you dropped out, as for the other shouldnt you be in
school? Jessica rolls her eyes. I see, ditchinganyways, Sooyeon, Taeyeonthis is my dorm
mateChangmin. Both girls glance in the direction that Yunho was pointing in to find a young male
sitting upon the bed with a laptop in his lap. Changmin, this is my little sister and her girlfriend. The
males eyes never leave the computer screen as he waves at them.

I thought your room mate was

He transferred schools what are you doing here, Sooyeon? He closes the door and turns to look at his
sister. Is something wrong at home? Do I need to come back?

Nonothing wrong at home, answers Jessica as she takes a seat on her brothers bed, whats he
doing? she asks while pointing at Yunhos roommate.

I dont knowwhy dont you ask him? He turns to Taeyeon, looking for an explanation as to what his
sister was doing.

A friend of your mother has been following her, whispers Taeyeon, I think she wants to talk to you
about it. Both of them turn and look at Jessica to see her attempting to peek at the other boys computer
screen. I dont think they were just following her, comments Taeyeon. She beat them with her
backpack and left it there. Ran all the way to my place and locked all the locks.

Sooyeon, did you recognize the man? questions Yunho as he takes a seat at the only desk chair in the
room. Taeyeon leans against the wall beside the door; her mind wanders elsewhere.

According to Soojung the man looks like me wait! Taeyeon never said anything about a man. Howd
you? A scrutinizing look splays across Jessicas face. You know something. Index finger points at her
older brother. What is it? Tell me!

I uhits not my place to say anything, Sooyeon. But yeah I know some things, states Yunho honestly.

Not your place?! Screw thatmoms made police threats, some creep drug me into an alleyway and you
wont say anything! Taeyeon snaps out of her daze; a hard look crosses her face. If you know
something, just say it and quit hiding it.

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II just cant, Sooyeon, mutters Yunho, telling you would change everything. And I dont want
thatmy little sister is finally happy. Youre graduating soon; youre in a serious relationship nownone
of that stupid stuff you use to call dating. Look, just let everything fall into place. In the mean time
though, stay away from himI mean it. Dont let this creep come near you, alright? He turns and looks
at Taeyeon, Im entrusting you to protect my sister.

Jessica scoffs, stands, and storms out of the room. Taeyeon nods her head in Yunhos direction, preparing
to leave when the older male calls her back. I really need you to watch my sister, Taeyeon. I know
youre already shouldering so much more stuff, but my sisters sanity and safety is at stake. If he gets near
her, everything changes. And I mean everything.

Whats so bad about this dude? asks Taeyeon while sticking her head out into the hallway. Eyes peer up
and down the small corridor looking for her girlfriend.

He raped my mom about a little over eighteen years agoand nine months after that Sooyeon was
born. Her grip upon the door frame tightens. Face scrunches up in contemplation. YeahSooyeons a
daughter of rapewhich is why you cant let him meet her. Itll destroy herplease. With a heavy sigh,
Taeyeon nods her head. Thank you. She gives him a small smile before disappearing into the crowd of
college students to continue her search for her fuming girlfriend.

Fingers rake through her hair. Her girlfriend is a product of rape? Brows furrow. If thats true then it
would explain the high distaste Mrs. Jung has for her and why Mrs. Jung treats Jessica like crap, right?
Mrs. Jung dislikes her because shes a delinquent and shes probably more than likely lumped rapists up
with delinquents. Taeyeon rolls her eyes. But it would also explain the treatment Jessica gets. Her
girlfriend was a mere mistake; her girlfriend was never wanted. Sooyeon wasnt wanted, she states
aloud. No, that cant be true right? If Mrs. Jung didnt want Jessica she could have given her up for
adoption. In fact she didnt even have to do that; the woman could have just gotten an abortion.

So if she kept her daughter that must means that Mrs. Jung wants her right? A frustrated sigh escapes her
lips followed by, my brain is starting to hurt.

Well it wouldnt if you stayed in school, a small smile forms on her lips as Jessica appears in her line of
sight. Lets get out of hereI want to just sleep everything off.

Am I taking you home?

As if. Im crawling into your bed and sleeping. A kiss on the lips and fingers lace with hers, lets go.

~~~
The small brass key slips into the lock; a twist and she forces the door open, Dont worry about
homeworkIll wake you up early so you can do it. Just go and get cleaned up before going to sleep,
Miyoung. Tiffany nods her head tiredly, stepping into the apartment. Draping her jacket over the back of
the couch, she continues walking towards her room. Taeyeon leans against the door frame, eyes slowly
sliding shut. What now? she calls out.

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Her friend steps out of the shadows, shaking and breathing heavily. Fuckyou and your sister walk
fast.

Lay off the cigarettes and youll be fine. Her friend waves her off, disregarding Taeyeons statement.
So what are you doing following me so late? The girl straightens out; all joking is set aside as a sense of
seriousness envelops her. Taeyeons eyes squints in an analytical way. The air around them thickens.
No, was all Taeyeon could say, shaking you head.

Kim

No! shouts Taeyeon; both hands raise and she shakes them in disbelief, nono! She picks up the
nearest item, throwing it across the room. It flies through the air and strikes the sliding glass door,
shattering it upon impact. Doors open and footsteps sound throughout the apartment; both Tiffany and
Jessica emerge from the hallway, confusion written across both of their face. Taeyeon ignores it and turns
back to her right hand woman. Who?! Whod he get?! voice rising.

The little one.

What?! Hands reach out grabbing the delinquents jacket, pulling her close. My brother? The girl
nods her head slowly. Hands release her and Taeyeon turns around again; right hand covers her face.
Jessica watches from the side line, nibbling on her bottom lip. Taking a glance to her side; eyes trail
Tiffanys face noticing that the younger girl was deeply confused about what was happening in front of
her. How?! Everyone flinches at Taeyeons question.

He was with the Choi boy. It was a set up. From what I got the Choi boy went to pay the little one a
visit. And while they were out earlier, Key approached them. They hung out together for a while,
smoking a cigarette you knowand then thats it. Key shot him point blank.

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K
nuckles rap against the door frame trying to get the older girls attention. Its been a week since
that fateful night when they found out that the older girls little brother was gone. They
immediately rushed to the hospital that night to see the young man; doctors told them that he was
in critical condition. They gave them hope, but the hope was ripped from them within twenty fours
when he was presumed dead.

Taengoo, she calls out softly, leaning against the frame. Yoonas here. The young girl appears in the
door way; doe eyes examine her older sister, who was currently paying them no attention.

Tae

What are you doing here? states Taeyeon; eyes remain on the carpet as she addresses her baby sister.
Some ignorant prick is out there killing people close to me and you fly back? You were much safer over
there.

I can take care of myself, answers Yoona with a sigh, besideshes my brother also. We might not
share any blood relatives but Taemin was also my brother. And I should be here when hes laid to rest.
Taeyeon scoffs. Yoona turns to look at Jessica, Im going to go ahead and set my bags in Tiffanys
room. Jessica nods her head, allowing for the young girl to leave them alone.

Exhaling, Jessica pushes herself off the doorframe, entering the room and closing the door behind her.
Feet hesitantly carry her body across the room; she sits on the floor directly in front of Taeyeon. Hands
grip the older girls knees. Taengoo, she calls out once again, causing for her girlfriend to look her in
the eyes. She leans forward attempting to kiss the Kim only to have Taeyeon turn away.

Not now, mumbles Taeyeon.

Kisses will make you feel better, mutters Jessica.

Well they cant bring him back, so it wont make me feel better. Jessica sighs; she leans forward
burying her face in the crook of the older girls neck. Arms wrap around Taeyeons torso.

Then tell me what to do to make you feel better, whispers Jessica. I know I cant bring him backI
know no one can bring your brother back. But Taeyeon, you being in here alone is hurting all of us.
Taeyeon tenses. Please, tell me what to do to make you feel better, so you canso you can be strong for
your two sisters.

Head turns and Taeyeons eyes cast off to the side. Tiffany is hystericalshes not even talking to
Sooyoung. And there is only so much I myself can do with her and Kyungsan. So Taeyeon, please. The
older girl turns and burrows her face into Jessicas neck; arms wrap around Jessicas form holding on
tightly to the younger girl.

A gasp escapes from the Jungs lips; the material of her shirt slowly becomes drenched from tears. The
girl in her arms shakes and sobs sound throughout the room. She quietly listens to her girlfriends cries
and her hand moves in a circular motion along the Kims back trying to sooth her.

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A knock resonates throughout the room; the door opens seconds later with a soft click. Jessica looks up to
see Yoona carrying Kyungsan. Tiffany fell asleepand I believe his diaper is full of poop, states
Yoona while making a face. She lifts her arms holding the little giggling boy at arms length. I didnt
mean to interrupt you guysbut wheres his stuff? She pulls away from Taeyeon.

Go to sleep, Taeyeon. Take your shoes off, lie down and go to sleep. Ill be right back. Im going to help
Yoona change Kyungsan and then Ill be back in here for us to get some sleep, okay? Using the back of
her hand, Taeyeon wipes away her tears, nodding her head. Lips come in contact with her forehead as
Jessica pushes herself onto her feet. Lets goIll show you where his stuff is located.

They walk out of the room, Is she okay? questions Yoona while looking at her nephew. Jessica shakes
her head. Tiffany was crying her eyes out. I asked if she wanted Sooyoung but that conversation only
ended with a pillow to my face. Whats going on? I know Taemins dead, but

They stop a few feet short from Taeyeons bedroom door. Jessica opens the hallway cabinet showing
Yoona where all the baby supplies were located. Minho was in on Taemins death. Or at least thats how
the story goes. And Minho and Sooyoung are fraternal twins. I think youre smart enough to put two and
two together, right? The younger girl nods her head. Jessica reaches into the cabinet pulling forth a
diaper and the baby wipes. Everything is such a mess right now, its quite ridiculous. Closing the
cabinet, she signals for Yoona to follow her into the living room, Please tell me that youre doing fine.

The only reason why Im here is because Im on a two week suspension. Jessica stops walking and
looks at Yoona. Before you start yelling at me for misbehaving and what notI didnt really do
anything like that. Yoona lays the young boy onto his back before moving out the way so that Jessica
could change his diaper. I was really taking the whole new school, new life things sort of seriously. I was
doing my work and what not. But some girls thought it was funny to harass me and what not. I took
everything they did, but then they cut my hair, fingers unconsciously move to play with a strand of her
hair. So I fought back. One was sent to the infirmary and the other I think is suspended also or expelled.
I have no clue.

Jessica blinks. Itheres nothing for me to say about that. I mean you defended yourself from assault. I
cant really lecture you about anything, because you had every right to defend yourself from that.
Making sure the diaper was on securely, Jessica sits Kyungsan up. But what I can say is dont worry too
much about those girls. Their petty name calling and harassment is just that. Dont let it affect you too
much, okay? Yoona nods her head, good. Because in the end theyre nothing but catty little girls with
too much time on their hands and self esteem issues. I wouldnt be surprise that the reason behind their
attacks is mere immature jealousy. She stands. Im assuming since you brought your bags that youre
staying the night here. Ill find you a blanket and pillow for the couch.

Actually, Tiffanywell I promised her right before she fell asleep that Id sleep on her bed to keep her
company. I guess shes used to have someone aroundor at least Sooyoung, right? Jessica nods her
head. So I dont think Ill need anything. She nods her head again and disappears down the hall leaving
Yoona alone with her nephew.

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The stench of cigarette smoke infiltrates her nose, causing for Jessica to roll over and find the source.
Opening her eyes slowly, she blinks a few times to get them to focus and make out the silhouette of
Taeyeon who was currently smoking one of the cancer sticks. Taengoo.

Taeyeon stops and glances at Jessica. Hm?

Having difficulty sleeping? She forces herself into a sitting position, propping her chin on Taeyeons
shoulder. The smaller girl nods her head in response while taking another puff of nicotine. With that
answer, Jessica wraps her arms around Taeyeons waist.

Whereswheres Yoong? whispers Taeyeon.

Tiffany asked her to keep her company, so thats what shes currently doing. So shes sleeping on
Sooyoung side of the bed. Taeyeon just blinks, want to talk about it? Head shakes. Okaybut
promise me that you will talk to someone. It can be me, Tiffany or Yoona.

Silence envelops the room as both girls just sit in the darkness. Its my fault, whispers Taeyeon
moments later. Everything is my fault.

Its not your fault.

Yes it is. Because of memy life and my familys life is fucking screwed, Sooyeon. If it wasnt for me,
Yoona wouldnt have become a delinquent. She wouldnt have to need some counselor; we wouldnt have
met. And with that Krystal wouldnt have felt neglected and none of this bullshit with Key would be
happening. Because of mewe have to bury Taemin in the morning.

Fingers reach across the older girl, removing the cigarette from her hands. Putting it out and setting it
upon the bedside table, it retracts and both hands cup the older girls face forcing her to look Jessica in the
eyes. Not true, Taeyeon. You werent the one who made Key pull the stupid trigger. He had a choice and
he made it all on his own. She sighs trying to think of the right words to say. Taeyeon. Taengoo, please
trust me on this. Its not your fault. Taeyeon attempts to turn away from Jessica, only to lose in the
struggle. Please tell me what to do so I can momentarily take your mind off things. Not receiving an
answer, Jessica runs her fingers through her hair, tugging on it slightly. I dont know what else to do,
Taeyeon. Flinging the blankets off her form she clamors off the bed. I really dont want to sound mean,
but youre not the only one hurting here Taeyeon. She heads for the door, Im going to go ahead and
sleep on the couch to give you some time to think to yourself.

Jessica motions to leave when Taeyeon calls out for her. Dont go, please. Jessica eyes remain on the
door. I dont, her voice wavers slightly, I dont know what I want. I want to forget for a moment to get
some peace but then I dont want to. Hes my little brother. I made promises that Id keep him safe. She
stops talking to stop herself from breaking into tears. Inhale. Exhale. Ifailed.

Rotating on her heels carefully, Jessica gradually approaches the bed. She slides up beside the girl; both
hands force the older girl to look her in the eyes once again. Stop saying you failed. Stop beating
yourself for it. You didnt do anything wrong and you didnt fail at anything. You did everything you
could to protect your family, to keep everyone together. Thats not failing, Taeyeon. That is far from it.
Exhaling loudly, she places a light kiss on Taeyeons nose.

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Taeyeons eyes flutter close; her ragged breathing begins to even out. With a soft smile, Jessica slips
under the covers prior to pulling Taeyeon down beside her. Nowsleep. We have a long morning a
head of us.

Eyes open, left one first, only to trace over the other girls face. Swallowing the spit that had gathered in
her mouth, she scoots closer to the Jung and buries her face into the crook of the Jungs neck. Lids close
once again. Arm drapes over Jessicas form and a muffled whisper spreads throughout the room. II
dont want to go to the church.

Well I wont make you. If you dont want to you dont have to.

ButIll show up at the graveyard thoughto say goodbye.

Okay.

~~~
Gazing through the tree and headstones, Taeyeons eyes settle upon the large crowd in the midst of the
cemetery. She moves slowly through the area; fingers slightly ghost over marble stones as she strains to
get a better look at the white casket at the front of the crowd. A whimper emits from Dog who was
walking beside her. She stops and looks down at her pet. Its fine, she states with uncertainty. Its
fine. Tugging on the leash a little she continues her journey to the group of family and friends.

She stops midway leaning against one of the stones. Inhale. Exhale. Index and thumb of her free hand
pinches the bridge of her nose. Maybe its not alright, she mumbles. Maybe I should have stayed
home. I mean, we didnt exactly show up at the church today. Does it even matter if I show? Taemin
knows how much he means to me. Dog sits and looks up at her master. Head tilts to the left.
Ishouldnt be here. Voice cracks; lump forms in the back of Taeyeons throat.

Look at that, hand swipes out pointing at the coffin. Thats my failure

No its notdidnt we talk about it last night? Taeyeon looks up to see Jessica standing a few feet
away. With a concerned look, the Jung approaches her girlfriend; arms automatically embrace her. Tears
silently shed as Taeyeon grasps at her girlfriends dress. Ssh Hand rubs the older girls back, trying
to soothe her. Youre not a failure and you didnt fail. Her own eyes become warm; tears building in the
corner. Failing means that you arent caring for anything. Failing means that even after this you wont
even attempt to protect the rest of us. And you, Taeyeon are not doing either of them. I know youre not. I
know you spent the morning looking for Key. We all know.

The older girl nuzzles Jessicas shoulder. Why? Her question comes out muffled.

I dont knowI mean we do know, but why himI dont know. Somethings are unknown except to
those who are involved. So really the only person who knows is Key, himself, explains Jessica. Taeyeon
shakes her head. That wasnt enough. If Key has a vendetta he should come after her himself. She should
be the one that was gunned down in the middle of the street. Not her brother. She was the one who kicked
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Nothats not good enough, she pulls away from her girlfriend. I didnt even go to look for that prick
today. Instead I went to the police to see if they were doing something. And theyre not because Taemin
has a juvenile record. She wipes her tears. It shouldnt even matter if he has a record. He was gunned
down!

I knowI know, whispers Jessica reaching out for her girlfriend, only to have the older girl pull away.
Taeyeon

Noyou dont know. Krystal was beat and the police were on it. My brother is shot. Everyone knows
who did it and they wont even lift a finger to solve the case! So no Sooyeon you dont know! You dont
know what its like to have to check over your shoulder all the time. You dont know what its like
waiting for some people to come forth with bats and two by fours to beat the living daylights out you.
You dont know what its like to work so hard to keep your family safe and going forward to just have it
all disappear in a stupid night! Breaths come out ragged. She turns from her girlfriend.

Kim Taeyeon, growls Jessica lowly. Hands reach out grabbing hold of Taeyeons wrists. We talked
about it; we talked all the way through the night until you fell asleep and we even spoke some more when
you woke up for a cigarette break, remember? I do know its not your fault. And I knowI know I dont
truly understand, but there are still some things I can grasp. Im not exactly an idiot. She pulls Taeyeon
forward, embracing her again. So please please, dont beat yourself up over it. PleaseI dont like
seeing you like this.

Hes gonemy baby brother is goneI couldnt save him. Cries emit from the smaller girl. Jessica
couldnt help but to cry along with her girlfriend. The priest final words hum in the background as Jessica
rocks back and forth, hoping once again for Taeyeon to calm down. Miyoung probably hates me.
Jessica laughs a little shaking her head.

Far from itafter weeping her eyes out for a week, Tiffanys actually worried about you. Shes afraid,
like the rest of us, that you might do something reckless. But no, Tiffany doesnt hate you. Well, shes a
little upset, but she doesnt hate you. No one has the right to hate you right now, or ever. I mean, my
girlfriend was doing all she could to protect her family.

I feel like crap.

You look like it also. She pulls back a little; eyes trace over Taeyeons face. I think theyre
donewant to go say goodbye? Taeyeon bites her lip, hesitant to answer. Even if it wasnt her fault and
even if she didnt fail, saying goodbye makes her feel otherwise. Not to mention the stares shell receive
from her family. She knows that on her father side she wasnt exactly the crown jewel. But their presence
makes everything even more unbearable. Ignore your father and everythingbesides, Ill stay with
you. Jessica walks back a few steps, tugging on Taeyeons wrist. Come on.

Taeyeon follows the younger girl like a lost puppy. Upon entering the mass gathering, she flinches at the
stares. If this was any other time, shed ignore it, but since its not. Ignore it, whispers Jessica. They
stop and Jessica grabs a flower handing it to Taeyeon. Ill be right here. Go ahead and say goodbye.
Orbs look at the flower that was now in her hand then back at Jessica. Go. No one will mess with you
promise. If they doIllIll hit them in the face with a brick.

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Feet travel hesitantly, carrying her body to stand in front of the casket.

Do you see what shes wearing?

Now she shows up after missing everything else?

Its her fault little Taemin is gone.

She has no right to be here. And neither does that dog.

Ignore it, calls out Jessica from her position.

Ears begin to drown out the little whispers; mind attempts blocks out the stares on her form. She wasnt
going to let them get to her; she didnt show for them. She came for her brother, so why should it matter
if she was dressed in jeans and a tee? Why does it matter if Dog was sitting right beside her? And why
does it even matter if she didnt show for the wake or the sermon at the church? She here now and thats
all that should matter right?

Taeyeon sighs; eyes lock onto the small white coffin. Right hand delves into her pocket; left hand rises,
spinning the white rose left then right and repeat. A loud exhale and eyes drop to the flower. Corners of
her lips twitch upwards in a sad smile. Im sorry. Im sorry I made promises I couldnt keep, she
chokes, swallowing back the lump in her throat. Tears stream freely again. Sniffles emit. I know I
promised you the chance to return home. I know I promised Id take care of youand to bring you back
to the rest of us. Andand believe meIve been trying. Many sleepless nights, court dates and the
works. Andand it frustrates me that the court system couldnt move things along fasterif they
hadif She pauses; eyes close tightly. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. Opening the slowly, she looks back at
where her brother was lying. I beg of you as your older sister, let me make one more promise, please.

She wipes her tears. Ill get him, she whispers, taking a step forward placing the flower onto the casket.
And Ill make sure he suffers for doing this to you. I promise you, Taeminhes going to suffer for this.
Even if it means jail timehell suffer. One step back; head cranes and Taeyeon searches for her
girlfriend amongst the crowd. Bye. Rotating on her heel, Taeyeon walks towards her girlfriend. I want
to go home

~~~
Thumb mindlessly presses the button on the remote; pictures and colors change but her mind never
absorbs it. With a sigh she shifts changing positions so that she was spread out on the couch. Can we
choose at least one channel, Taeng? questions Yoona from her spot on the floor. Taeyeon looks at her
sister, before tossing the remote across the room. The youngest in the room catches it with ease and
continues the channel surfing. Jessica could only roll her eyes as she watches the two sisters from the
kitchen.

Yoona are you hungry? she questions while pulling out some ham and cheese for sandwiches.

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When are you going home? asks Taeyeon, rolling onto her stomach. Yoona shrugs her shoulders. She
knows that she has only two more days left, but she wasnt exactly sure leaving was the best option. Her
family needs all the protection they could receive and the current protector was running low on fuel. Even
a blind person could see that Taeyeon barely has any fight left in her. Besides it wasnt as if anyone could
force her to leave, well save for Taeyeon. And the Ims made the mistake of sending her back here alone.
When do you feel like getting on the plane?

After Key is buried, states Yoona. She crawls across the floor, taking a seat right in front of Taeyeon.
She leans back against the couch; a hand raises and fingers gently comb through her hair. A quick glance
over her shoulder and eyes meet Taeyeons blank face. Having fun? The smaller girl shrugs her
shoulders. Yoona turns back towards the television, Taengif I really dont want to leave, you wont
force me right? I mean if I have solid reason for not wanting to go back, you wont send me, right?

Bullies will be bullies, comments Jessica as she sets a plate filled with ham and cheese sandwiches on
the floor in front of them.

Yoona sighs and shakes her head, Theres more to the story than what I told you. Finger presses the
mute button sending the house into complete silence. They stole my blazer. They destroyed my
messenger bag. They pissed on my textbooksthey even poured piss on me. She looks at the two older
girls, the reason for my suspension was because I fought back after they cut my hair and assaulted me in
the restroom. They threatened to beat me and tried to drag me to the window. Taking a pause, she grabs
a slice. I dont like it there. I dont belong there. Please, dont make me go back. I dont ask for much
from you, but right now Im asking you not to send me back.

Taeyeons fingers stop. Yoona drops her head afraid of the expression that her older sister was making.
Hand retracts and she sits up, staring at the television screen. Taeyeon, whispers Jessica.

Ino. Hand curls, closing around the sandwich that was in it. Yoona scoffs. She should have known
that was going to be her sisters answer. Taeyeon never wanted her so why would she after admitting to
being victimized and degraded. She stands, dropping the remote.

Why cant I stay? All I want is to be with family so why is it you push me away? But Tiffanyshe
leaves, gets pregnant and you welcome her back with open arms. You gave her Taemins room; you buy
toys and bottles and diapers for a child with three parents. Tiffanys the fuck up and she gets rewarded
with everything. I change; I become a better student, a better person and I get shipped back to the freaking
death place where they practically piss on people. Eyes avoid all contact.

For the simple fact, I cant take care of you, Yoona. Im barely getting by now and I work full-time with
Tiffany working part time. Adding another person into the equation is going to cut funds thin. Im barely
scraping enough, now, argues the older girl, staring at Yoonas back.

Then Ill get a job also; Ill pay for my part in the rent. Ill buy my own groceries if I have too, huffs
Yoona as she finally turns and looks at the older girl. Im not asking you to support me, like Tiffany. Im
just asking to stay with family

And what happened to not having any family huh? What happened to you not wanting anything to do
with me cause I sent you away? If I recall Im no longer your older sister. Yoona looks off to the side.

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She couldnt believe her sister remembered her words. Yoona thought that Taeyeon might have brushed it
all off which was another reason for the constant grudge. But instead her Taeyeon remembers.

Ifine She grabs her jacket, preparing to leave.

Taeyeon leans back; arms cross. She sighs; head shakes left then right. I justYoong think about. Foot
stops midair. Mr. Im can offer you so much more than I. Im just you older sisterwhos putting
everyones life at risk. We just buried Taemin not even three hours ago. I just want whats best for you. I
mean youre my baby sisterI dont want you to be a screw up like me or end up pregnant like Tiffany.
Or worse, like Taemin.

And this is whats best for me not some dorm in a private academy playing dodge the bullies. I have my
friends, my sisters herethis is all that I need. Taeng, I grew up with my fathers power, money and
influence and thats not for me. It never has been, never will be. Id rather be in a rundown apartment
with my sisters than in some pent house luxury suite. So please, dont send me back. Let me stay here.

What happens when your father shows? adds Jessica. Hell come for you, Yoona. You are legally his
child. Taeyeon could do some serious jail time if he calls kidnapping. The younger girl doesnt say
anything. Instead she walks away leaving the two older girls alone in the room. Jessica blinks and turns
towards her girlfriend, Taeyeon

I dont want to send her away, Sooyeon. Shes being treated like trashthey pissed on my sister. But at
the same time I feel that itll be better for her, whispers Taeyeon, I dontI dont know what to do.
She closes her eyes, trying to clear her mind. Sighing, the Jung stands and takes the open seat beside
Taeyeon. Head rests upon the older girls shoulder. Sheshe doesnt want to leave. Footsteps echo
throughout the house and Yoona emerges from Tiffanys room holding a piece of paper. She hands it to
Taeyeon, who cautiously reaches out to grab it.

My mom signed itits the emancipation papers. She signed it right after receiving the phone call from
Mrs. Jung about Taemins death. She even bought me a round trip ticket. She said that I could use it to
return whenever I wanted, if I wanted. Taeyeon and Jessica quickly look over the papers. And there it
was at the bottom, Mrs. Ims signature. Im my own free person, Taeng. Soeven if you dont want me
stay, Im not going back. IllIll crash at Yuris if I have to. Im just not going back.

Ifand Im asking a real serious question Yoona, if Taeyeon allows you to stay what are you going to
do? You cant lie around the house all day doing exactly nothing. Not even Taeyeon does that. So what
are you going to do?

I A knock resonate throughout the house; all three girls glance in the direction of the front door. Dog
walks in from the balcony, heading towards the door. She stops a few feet away, crouching low to the
ground. Tail straightens; ears fall flat and a low growl is released, causing for the three girls to look at
each other.

Ive only taught her to growl like that at strangers and Siwon, states Taeyeon confused.

II didnt teach her anything, adds Jessica while standing. She slowly approaches the door, be quiet.
Dog growls once again, before sitting. Hand gives the knob a twist pulling the door open and revealing

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Taeyeons mother. Figures, she turns and looks at Dog, you deserve a big meal and a nice bath.
Turning back to her girlfriends mother, need something? she asks in an annoyed tone, or are you just
here to make your daughters life even more of a living hell?

Actually, Sooyeon

Jessicaonly Taeyeon has permission to address me as Sooyeon.

Well as I was saying Jessica, Im here to check up on my daughters. The elderly woman looks around
Jessica and eyes trace over both of her daughters. Is it okay if I come inor are you planning on
lynching me?

As if Id try to touch you. Youd probably try to slice my throat or something.

Is that what Taeyeon told you? Ms. Kim looks in the direction of her daughters. Taeyeon peeks over the
back of the couch only to turn away from her mother a second later. I see, but in my defense I never
harmed anyone. I was imprisoned for being an accomplice and the police never found the real culprit.
She leans against the doorframe.

What do you mean the police never found the real culprit? You obviously knew them. You should have
turned them in instead. You had two daughters to raise, argues Jessica.

Jessica, some things are better left a secret. Otherwise youll end up being hurt. So can I come in?
Jessica steps back allowing for her girlfriends mother to enter the apartment. Jessica closes the door
before grabbing hold of Dogs collar leading her back out onto the balcony. Taeyeon, Yoona how are
you girls handling things? Taeyeon ignores the question and Yoona shrugs her shoulders before taking a
seat beside her sister.

Hand grabs hold of a chair dragging it into the living room. Ms. Kim takes a seat across from her
daughters; eyes examining their faces. A small smile graces her face. You look so much like your father,
Yoona. Yoona nods her head; doe eyes land on her feet. I take it neither of you want to talk to me.

Its not as if none of us want to speak to you, admits Taeyeon, its more like how? Or why? Should we
get to know our mother to have her disappear out of our lives again? Should we even bother with building
a relationship? Taeyeon props her head upon her hand. Whyd you talk to them?

Was I supposed to let my child be beaten to death, Taeyeon? I may not have raised you but youre my
daughter and Ill do anything, there was a pause as the two Kims look each other in the eyes, to protect
my family. You should know the feeling. Taeyeon blinks. She leans back; hands slide up and down her
jeans trying to rid themselves of the building sweat. She fidgets a little and both Yoona and Jessica notice
as a questioning look crosses their faces.

It still doesnt mean you have to get involved. Fingers slide through her hair. Youre messing up my
rep outside now. Theyre going to think that Im some sort of coward who had to run to her mother for
help. Yoona blinks and looks at Jessica trying to gather some idea of whats happening. Jessica could
only shake her head. Ive been doing things on my own for the longestI dont need your help, never
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I beg to differ, mumbles her mother. Taeyeon tenses, frustration evident.

I didnt ask for your helpthat night.

Right because I helped Im made to be a demon. Im trying to look past all that Taeyeon, which is why I
tried contacting you while I was in jail. I just want to get to know my daughterdaughters. I know I
wasnt around before but Im here now. And I definitely understand that I cant make up for lost time, but
I believe I deserve a chance.

Youyou hurt my friend, made her life unbearable. Shes traumatized. You left meand because of
that I went into an orphanageand you want me to give you another chance? questions Yoona.

I thought we agreed that youd tell Yoona, states Ms. Kim. Taeyeon shakes her head, standing and
walking away towards her room, slamming the door shut. The Im frowns. Something wasnt right, but she
couldnt really press on about the matter. Not with Taeyeon already upset about her not wanting to leave
and with their mother showing up. With a heavy sigh, Yoona herself stands and heads to Tiffanys room
closing the door.

I think thats enough for today, comments Jessica. Can you please leave before you break Taeyeon
anymore than she already is? Ms. Kim ignores her. Ms. Kim

Im leaving. She stands and advances towards Jessica. Jessicasince you and my daughter are dating,
I She stops, trying to formulate the correct words. You know Taeyeon the best

You want me to tell you stuff about your daughter? questions Jessica while leaning against the cabinets.
Ms. Kim shakes her head.

No far from it. I justcan you please get Yoona to forget about what we were just talking about. I guess
Taeyeon has things set just fine. And you can let them knowI wont bother either girl anymore. She
prepares to head for the door when Jessica stops her.

You really seem like a changed woman. I mean what Ive been told by both Yoona and Taeyeonyour
personality doesnt match their descriptions of you. It really seems as if you want to get to know your
daughters.

Of course I do. What type of mother would I be if I didnt want to? Eyes look around the kitchen. I
know I did wrong in the past. Neglecting my children here or there, but I really was trying to change for
the better. I was getting ready to break up with my boyfriend at the time. I was going to settle down with
Yoonas father and we were going to have a small family. And then things happened. And as a mother I
didn everything I possibly could to protect my children even if it meant spending an eternity behind bars.
A sigh, I never meant for the two of them to get separated. I figured Yoonas father would take both or
my sister would. A door opens and seconds later Taeyeon appears with a cigarette between her lips.
Ive spoken enough. I should return home. It was nice talking to you, Jessica. Bye Taeyeon.

Taeyeons mother disappears through the front door, closing it with a soft click. Jessica stares at the
counter top only to push herself off said item. Taengoo.

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I dont want to talk about what just happened. Jessica blinks, trying to register the words that her
girlfriend had just stated. Its a family issue; you dont need to be involved in it. Eyes blink even more.
She didnt need to be involved? But she is always involved. By choice or by Taeyeon simply allowing her
to be. And now, now she wants to shut her out?

Since when do I not need to be involved? Youre my girlfriend and if you ask me were in a pretty
serious relationship. Arent we Taeyeon? Arms fold over her chest. Im not sure if you realized, but
Ive been involved with everything about you and your family since the moment I became your
counselor. And you know Im only more involved for the simple fact that I like you, a lot. Taeyeon stops
in the door frame. Besides I wasnt going to get involved. I could see the tension between you and your
mother. And I already have enough to deal with. In fact I was just going to say that maybe Im wrong.
Maybe Tiffany is wrong and maybe you should attempt to speak to your mother. From what she told me
it seems like she truly cares.

She doesnt. Not all moms are like yours.

Whats that supposed to mean?

Nothingand if I dont want to spend time with my mother I shouldnt have to. She left me; yours was
always there she just ignored you.

Nose flares and she sends the smaller girl a glare. You know what? I dont know anymore, Taeyeon.
Youveyouve been seriously treating me like shit this past week. And all Ive ever done was be willing
and patient with you. I have to deal with the constant smoking and mood swings. I have to deal with you
constantly belittling me with smart remarksand Im done. I have no patience leftits all run thin.
Moving around the house, she gathers her personal belongings. I know you just lost a brotherbut
youre really close to losing a girlfriend. Im going homeand dont bother to call me. Ill call you when
Im willing to talk.

Sooyeon

No. Ive invested so much of my time into thisinto us, Taeyeon. Ive dealt with everything, from you
losing Taemin to Yoona to you ending up in jail. Ive sat through court appearances with you. Ive done
so much

You didnt have to. I never really asked for you to join me in those things. You act as if we were married
or something, counters Taeyeon. She turns and looks at Jessica, we were dating, casually dating. Im
not even sure if we were girlfriendsIve just now gotten use to you kissing me and what not. Besides
what you did isnt something a normal girlfriend does.

Well, Im sorry that my liking you went to me loving you and wanting to be there for you. Im outand
were over.She snatches the front door open and storms out, slamming the door behind her. Taeyeon
groans, ruffling her hair. She steps out onto the balcony. The cigarette is immediately lit; nicotine spreads
throughout her body calming her nerves. With a second groan the delinquent leans against the railing.

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Over? Theyre over. They cant be right? Jessica made a promise to stay by her side and now shes
abandoning her? My stupid mouth, she mumbles flicking the ashes over and down onto the street
below.

Youre an idiot, a glance over her shoulder to see Yoona standing in the doorway. Jessica was the best
thing to happen to us and you threw her away.

She broke up with me.

Because youve been treating her like crap. I may have only been here for one day but Taeng, you have
been treating Jessica horribly. And I agree with her its not right. Shes been very patient with all of us.
Stuck her neck out for us and everything. I just hope its not a permanent break up. Yoona sighs and
pouts a little. Im heading outI want to see Yuri; Tiffany explained that Yuris been acting funny
lately. I leave you to your thoughts. She spins, Oh and TaeI hope you apologize to Jessica. I mean I
didnt give her up for nothing.

~~~
She just couldnt believe her girlfriend, or ex. No maybe girlfriend. It would be petty to break up over
something like this, right? Jessica shakes her head. What is she thinking? Its perfectly okay to want to
break up after being treated like trash for a week when she never did anything wrong, right? But Taeyeon
did just lose something important to her, so it should be understandable. But at the same time, Taeyeon
shouldnt have treated her like that. Taeyeon should have been able to see that she was only doing those
things because shes starting to love the older girl. Love? Did she really love Taeyeon? Maybe shes
getting a head of herself.

Hands delve into jacket pockets; eyes roll. Makes me wonder if all that effort was pointless. Maybe
everyone was right; maybe mom was right. I should have never gotten too involved with Taeyeon. I
didnt get anything out of it. Its all Yuris fault. Foot connects with an empty can; it skips down the
street. Im a freaking retard. To actually think that me and Taeyeon were serious.

Sooyeon. She stops in her tracks, recognizing the voice. DontIm not here to hurt you. She looks
up and eyes meet those of her mothers creeper friend. You might not believe me, but honestly I know
my tactics of getting your attention last time were kind of creepy.

Kind of?

Yes. And I know it wasnt exactly the best option, but I just wanted to talk to you. In fact Ive wanted to
talk to you all week. I just couldnt locate you and your mother wasnt being of much help.

Talk to me? But I dont even know you, was her response. Brows knit. Im not in the mood, excuse
me. She tries to walk around him, but he blocks her path.

I know you have no clue who I am and that is why I want to talk to you, if you allow me. I promise not
to hurt you. Its the last thing on my list really.

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My family told me to stay away from you. Even Yunho said so and I trust my older brother. Because of
that Im going to ignore you and listen to their words. She swoops around him, continuing her walk to
the nearest bus stop.

What exactly did you family, your mother and brother say about me? She stops again. They probably
said that Im bad, a monster, huh? Theyre wrong. And I know thats hard to believe. Its true. Ill admit
at one stage in my life I was bad, a delinquent you could say. But Im sure you of all people know that
some delinquents have a good side to them. And thats what I am currently. Im a good person. So could
we please talk? It could even be in a public location.

No. And you expect me to believe a stranger?

The only reason I am a stranger is because you mother kept you from me. That and its taken me a few
years to locate you.

Her mother kept her away from him? Hes been searching for her? She blinks, II have to go.

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 056

We broke up; me and Taengoo broke up. She doesnt respond to the person on the other line.
Sooyoungyoure supposed to be my best friend. And best friends are supposed to be there for
each other when one of the breaks off a relationship. I need my best friend; where are you? I need
you here to comfort me.

Did you take some of Taeyeons liquor when you left the house? was Sooyoungs response. You
sound drunk. A scoff emits from the phone. Well, whatever. Im on my way to Mr. Hwangs house
right now. Head turns left and right making sure no traffic was coming to plow right through her; she
quickly jogs across the street. What happened? How did you guys break up? Earlier today at the
graveyard you two were a couple. You know everyone was pretty sure come your sophomore year in
college that you and Taeyeon were going to get engaged. And believe me Sica, this was basically the one
relationship of yours that I actually saw you put time, effort and your heart into.

A scoff enters her ears. Dont remind me. There was a pause. My patience ran out. Ive been doing so
much work this week dealing with her mood swings, your hysterical girlfriend and very active son, plus
much more. And I didnt or never really did ask for anything in return, you know? But all I got in return
was Taeyeon treating me like shit. Dont judge me but I couldnt take it anymore. In fact I was just going
to go home and cool off, but then the stupid idiot had to open her mouthso weI broke up with
Taeyeon.

What about your stuff? You did practically move in half of your belongings. How are you going to get
it? No answer. Jessica, do you really want to break with Taeyeon?

Yeah. A slight pause, well nobut yeah. I dont know. Im just sick and tired of it. Of being
neglected, of being unappreciated. I know I dont have to put so much time and effort into this that
relationship but SooyoungI really, really liked Taeyeon. It wasnt like the others; this wasnt mere
puppy love or something. I went against my parents wishes. I nearly lost my sister; Ive neglected you
some times. I did all of this and more for her and what did I get in return? Nothing, because she never saw
us as a real couple. Another pause, SooI want to cry. Can I cry? Before Sooyoung could even
answer Jessicas question, the older girls cries echo through the phone.

Jessica

I feel like such a freaking fool.

She stops walking and pulls the phone away from her ear staring at the device. Maybe she should just turn
around and comfort her best friend. Jessicayoure not a fool. Taeyeons grieving right now; she is
overemotional. The whole family is overemotional right now. Maybe she never meant those words.
Maybe it was all a mistake, you know.

She was serious. If it was a mistake she would have chased after me like last time. But she didnt. She
doesnt want me.

She does Jessica. Just give her time. Why else would she always return to you after disappearing? You
mean as much to her as she does to you. Just give her time, yeah? Thats all either of you need. You both
are shouldering too much right now. Words not meant to be said will be spoken and what not. But that

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doesnt mean thats what either of you believe. Go out with Krystal or visit Yunho. Take your mind off of
Taeyeon for a while, okay?

Her cries quiet down, I guess. So why are we going to see Tiffany? Im pretty sure the slap that you
received outside the church was enough of a reason for you not to follow her around.

She didnt mean it. She stops walking once again waiting for the light to change. Or at least I believe
she didnt mean it. I dontwhy am I going after her?

Youre a fool, thats why.

Sooyoung rolls her eyes; a fake laugh leaves her lips, haha, Jessica. But yeah.

No really, Sooyoung, only an idiot would chase after a girl who slapped them and called them all kinds
of fowl names in English. But if you must chase after your wife, make sure you are willing to box. I dont
know about you, but Im pretty sure Tiffany knows how to throw some punches. Look at who raised her.

So you think me going after Tiffany is crazy?

Duh. But youve done even crazier things like fall for the bumbling idiot. And how about when you let
her put your name down as father of a child thats technically your nephew. Another eye roll, But once
again, whatever. Love makes fools out of people; I should know. So what are you going to say once you
show up? Rumor has it Minho was involved and you are Minhos older twin.

Thats just it. Thats one side of the story. Minhos says he had no clue what was going to happen. A
frustrated groan, I just want to prove Im not involved if Minhos lying. I dont like being punished for
something I had no part in. I dont like it. I dont like the fact that shes ignoring me, or the fact that I
cant see Kyungsan. I know hes not mine technically but

WellIll let you go find your wife, be careful. Her family isnt exactly the best one. Not waiting for a
response from the younger girl, Jessica hangs up. A sigh and Sooyoung slips the phone into her pocket.
Head tilts back and she reads the street signs.

I think this is the street to Taemins place. Running her fingers through her hair, she turns left and
immediately notices the house in which shed bring Tiffany to visit Taemin. With a small smile,
Sooyoung sprints down the block, crossing the street along the way. Feet stop in front of the white door;
hand rises and knuckles tap against the wood.

The door opens and a slap echoes throughout the street, causing for mere on lookers. Pain surges through
her cheek but she bites back the response to retaliate. Shaking her head, she faces the girl who had opened
the door. Was the first slap not enough? I told you to stay away from me, from Kyungsan. We want
nothing to do with you are your horrible excuse for a family. Palm raises rubbing the same cheek again.
Tiffany turns to leave when fingers gently wrap around her wrist. Let go.

I didnt do anything and yet youre punishing me, states Sooyoung as calmly as she could. I know
Minho is my brother, my twin but that doesnt change anything. Im not the one who was involved in
what happened to Taemin. She releases the older girl. I really dont think I deserve to be punished. She
sighs. Just hear me out, please. The door opens a little more and Kyungsan appears. With a wide grin he

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waddles over to Sooyoung, arms raised expecting to be picked up. Tiffanys eyes watch her son; her own
arms crossing. The Choi bends over, picking up her son. Will you hear me out?

No. Tiffany reaches out grabbing her son; she steps back into the house, closing the door in the younger
girls face. Sooyoung sighs, turning away from the door. She walks out the yard and down to the street
taking a seat on the curb.

I guess Im going to sit here until you listen to me.

~~~
Im coming, hold on! Feet race down the stairs; fingers try to tame the stray strands of her. For some
reason she feels as if she needs to have a good appearance for her visitor. Pulling t he front door open,
she takes a moment to examine the girl in front of her before throwing herself at the younger girl. Arms
envelop Yoona, taking her by surprise only to make her even more surprise when a punch lands upon her.
You wait until after the funeral to inform me about his death and even more so that youre back?

One, Ive only been back for less than twenty four hours. Two, I thought you already knew and didnt
like funerals. But then Tiffany tells me something otherwise. So my response is how was I supposed to
know that you stopped hanging out with my sisters, hm? They would be the only way that you would
know something like this happened? was Yoona response as she rubs her chest. And I think you broke
my sternum.

Like you actually know what a sternum is.

Yoona rolls her eyes, so are you going to make me stand outside or can I come in? Yuri pauses for a
moment taking a brief glance upstairs. Yoona notices the hesitance. Nerd? Yuri looks back at Yoona, a
sour look upon her face. Can I come in?

I dont know can you?

May I come in, Nerd? The older girl steps out of the way, giving Yoona access to the Kwon house. So
why did you stop hanging out with Tae and them?

It didnt feel right; I didnt feel right, answers the Kwon while closing the door. It feels as if they
didnt need me unless they wondered about you. And even then I disappointed them because I had no
information. They themselves slowly stopped hanging out and talking to me, so I gave up. You know to
save myself the trouble. She turns and faces Yoona again; eyes slowly drift to the top of the stair case.

Whats up there? asks Yoona, twisting her neck to get a glimpse of whatever Yuri was looking at.

Nothing, was the quick response, Im sorry about what happened to Taemin. Fingers reach across the
small gap, grabbing hold of Yoonas and pulling her into a second hug. Are you okay? Are your sisters
okay?

Im fine. I didnt really know him, though I do consider him my brother. She pries herself lose from the
overachievers grip, and well Tiffany sort of bitch slapped Sooyoung outside the church this morning.

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Caused a lot of ruckus they did. And Taewell shes gone kind of like emonot that shes deciding on
wearing black and cutting her wrist, but yeah. Shes also been neglecting Jessica and treating her like
trash, so Jessica sort of broke up with her. So how would you classify it? Good or bad?

Yuri shakes her head in disbelief, your family is a mess.

Correction, its always been a mess. Things have just gotten worse. Can we sit? Yuri nods her head,
leading Yoona into the living room. With a satisfied grin, Yoona plops down on the couch. You know,
when I saw the way Taeyeon treat Jessica within these last few hours that I have been here, I sort of felt
like a fool. The smile disappears as she gazes at her hands. Sorry.

Nofeeling like a fool is highly understandable, Yoona snarls a little, playfully pushing on the older
girl who had taken the seat beside her. But what exactly do you feel sorry for?

UmI sort of liked Jessica, Yuri tenses a bit. But it was around the time that I asked for her to be my
counselor. In fact I developed a crush on her. But I set everything a side for Tae. And now my sister treats
her like crap. It makes me feel like a fool for giving up on someone that perfect you know? Not that
youre not perfectbut yeah. Yoona looks at Yuri. And thats the reason for me being sorry. Im sitting
here thinking about someone else in front of you. I feel guilty.

You act as if were in a relationship. Just because you told me you liked me all those months ago doesnt
mean anything Yoona. But really, Jessica?

I liked you also. It was that I liked Jessica a little more. She wasnt so naggy and a goody two shoes. I
had fun with her; the bickering was fun. Not that youre not fun, but its a different type of fun. Plus shes
an older chick.

Im the same age as Jessica. We were seat partners in our math class.

She wasnt a nerd.

Jessica got As and Bs.

Shes American. Yuri groans; eye slide shut and head falls backwards. What?

Youre unbelievable.

I said sorry. Footsteps echo throughout the house. Yuri automatically sits up straight. Your parents
home?

Hey Yuri, Im heading out. A scowl appears on Yoona face; eyes fall upon the guy she hates the most:
Taecyeon.

What is She stops trying to think of the right words to say. So this is what Yuris been worried about
all night? She had a boy in her room. And not just any boy; it had to be him. I say sorry for thinking
about someone else and you have someone no not someone you have monkey face in your room? Nose
flaring, she bites her bottom lip in an attempt to calm herself down. It fails and she groans; fingers rake
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Its not like that. Were partners on a project, so were working on it. Calm down. She shakes her head;
no way was she going to believe that they were just partners working on a project. Not when that asshole
tried to get into her pants. Yoona! Taec, tell her we were doing a project.

No, what do you think Im stupid or something? I may not be as smart as you but I know when
someones dating. She pauses and shakes her head. Maybe it was wrong for her to come to see Yuri. But
this would explain the whole, why shes avoiding her sisters, ordeal. A scoff and an eye roll.

Yoona, seriously its not like that. We are not dating. But even if we were did you actually think that Id
just wait? I had no clue where you were, if you had found another nerd to tease or anything. Another
head shake, Yoona, listen to me. Im not dating Taecyeon. Yoona stands but Yuri grabs hold of her
forearm. Taec, leaveplease. Taecyeon wave his hands; he didnt have to be told twice. He quickly
exits out of the house leaving the two girls alone.

No parents are here and hes in your room. If your partners you should be working on your project down
here in the kitchen not up there. And definitely not alone.

Were not dating for the last time. A heavy sigh spreads across the room. Yoona I know you believe
me. Besides why would I do that? You remember what happened before when I was left alone with him.
And honestly we werent alone. My parents left about fifteen minutes before you showed up. And we
were cleaning up the supplies. Yoona. She pauses examining the younger girl. Yoonayou know what
Im saying is the truth, so why are you trying so hard to not believe it?

Because partners arent supposed to be alone like that.

Thats not the reason. Give me the real one.

That is the real reason.

No its not. Yoona breaks free and turns to look at Yuri. The Kwons face falls blank as doe eyes stare
at her. It isYoona, its not what it seems.

Ive been learning that there are always two sides to a story, but a person may never know which one is
the truth. Feet take a step back, how do I know what you say is the truth, huh? Ive been away for a
long time, and according to my sister youve been acting funny. So my only conclusion as of right now,
Yuri is youre seeing him. Body begins moving towards the door. Its okay though. You and Boa both
told me that you wouldnt wait around for a long time.

Yoonaits not true!

So what if its not true? So youre not dating now. Whats to say you and him didnt get back together
while I was gone huh?

Why am I the bad guy in this? questions Yuri. I didnt do anything wrong and Im the bad guy. Do
you know how much it hurt to have your first love confess that they like you right before they disappear?
Do you? And even while being hurt I never dated anyone. I put all of my attention into school and work.
Im not the bad guy because I didnt do anything wrong. Its not my fault I was assigned his partner. Its
not my fault that my mom made a mess in the kitchen and my father was busy here in the living room so

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we had to work upstairs. Yoona stops, I got happy and super excited when you called. Even more so
when you said you were visiting. I even tried to kick him out so we can be alone.

You told me you were staying. So in my head I figured now would be the perfect time to get you to be
mine. I guess not. Well whatever. You dont even want me.

What? A look over her shoulder, what do you mean I dont want you?

Its quite obvious. You wouldnt be pushing me away right now, if it wasnt for the mere fact that
Jessicas single again. Think about it Yoona. You stalked Minho when we dated. You threatened to kick
Taecyeons ass when he tried asking me out to junior prom. You never pushed me away before. You
always claimed I was yours. And nownow that your first crush Jessica is single

You nuts; call me when you find your brain.

~~~
The noise from the door closing startles the Jung and waking her up from her small nap. Yawning, Jessica
slips off her bed and slowly makes her way to the living room to see who entered the house. Hands rub
the sleep from her eyes as she exits her bedroom and enters the living room. Eyes immediately land upon
her mother who was busily peeking out the curtains. Feet carry her body across the small room and she
joins the head of the Jung house. Who is he?

Mrs. Jung turns to look at her daughter. Diddid he speak to you?

A shoulder shrug and the oldest daughter lean against the wall, arms crossing. Yeahhe says you lie
about him. That Yunho lies about him. He told me that youve been keeping me away from him and that
hes been searching. So who is he?

No one important.

Really? So if I step out this door right now and ask him, hell say hes no one important? Mrs. Jung
groans; why wasnt her daughter getting it. There was nothing to say about the man outside and Jessica
doesnt need to interact with him. Mom Im not some little kid anymore. I can take whatever it is you
throw at me and more. So what is he? He called me Sooyeon. No one calls me Sooyeon save for family
and Taeyeon. So what is he; is he like family or something?

Hes unimportant family Sooyeon. I dont know exactly what he tells you but dont believe. He wasnt
good before and hes not now. Some people dont change as what youve witness today with Taeyeon
beingyou know. So please just avoid him and ignore him. Thats all Im asking. Jessica sighs and
grabs her jacket off the back of the couch, slipping it on. Where are you going?

For a walk. She slips out the house; looking left and right she scans the street. Not finding anything
serious, she heads up the street walking aimlessly through the neighborhood. Something didnt seem right
about her mothers statement. For some reason the strangers words seem more sincere than her mothers.
And that would only mean that hes an important family member. But no ones going to tell her. Not her
mother, her brother and more than likely her grandparents are just going to ignore the topic all together. It

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wasnt as if she was the favorite when it came to them or anyone in her family for that matter. Who are
you? she whispers to herself.

Jessica! Jessica stops in her tracks at the sound of Yoonas voice. She waits patiently as the younger
girl races towards her. H-how are you doing? questions Yoona while observing the older girl.

What are you doing here? asks Jessica ignoring the question that was obviously about her relationship
status with Yoonas older sister.

I was just walking. I went to go see Yuri only to find the big eared monkey face asshole was sitting in
her room, explains Yoona. And then she accused me of something ridiculous so yeahI decided to go
for a walk all the way back to the apartment rather than catch the bus. And then I saw you and got curious
about how youre doing.

Im fine.A looks of disbelief crosses Yoonas face. Really Yoona, Im fine. I just feel like a fool but
Ive already gone through that conversation with Sooyoung.

Youre not a fool. My sister is the fool to give someone like you up. Hand ruffles her hair. Shes a
stupid idiot, if I must say. Shes being to self centered right now. Shes not the only one feeling guilty
about things you know. She doesnt know how either me or Tiffany feels. Tiffanys beating herself up
because it was her brother. And Im upset because it was supposed to be me. And thenthen she pushes
away the most perfect person in our life, head shakes, shes stupid.

You really think that?

Yeah I do. Silence befalls on the two girls as they stand in the middle of the side walk awkwardly.

Well Im going to go. Go home and stay in for the night okay? We dont know anything about Key or if
and when he might strike for a third time. A hand reaches out and grabs her wrist. Looking over her
shoulder, she finds Yoona smiling at her. What?

Lets get something to eat, states Yoona, not really willing to wait for an answer. She begins dragging
Jessica down the street. It was like dj vu as Jessica stumbles to keep up with the tall girl.

Do I have to pay this time or are you finally going to cough up some money? And you didnt exactly pay
for my shoes, if I recall, a sheepish grin breaks out on Yoonas face as she looks over her shoulder at
Jessica. I guess Im paying again?

You always paid; why should now be any different? Eyes roll and she follows Yoona into a fast food
restaurant. She observes carefully as Yoona inhales the smell of greasy, fat containing food. I havent
seen one of these places in months. She turns and looks at Jessica with a wide grin. How much can I
spend?

What do you want?

Some food and some company. Shaking her head, she stuffs her hand in her pocket pulling out a few
crumpled bills. Thanksnow go find a seat. She didnt have to be told twice. Eyes scan the building
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chin upon the palm of her hand. Fingers connected to her free hand lightly drum against the table top as
she quietly hums to herself. Mind wanders back to the stranger.

Who are you? she whispers, blinking. Who is he? How does he know her name? Why would her mom
keep her from him and why would he spend so much time looking for her? What was their relationship?
Jessica fidgets slightly in her seat. Could he be an uncle that the family disowned? Head shakes for the
umpteenth time. No, that couldnt be it. If he was an uncle why would he be looking for her only and not
Krystal or Yunho? Why me?

Why you what? She breaks out of her trance to see Yoona sitting across from her with a tray of food. I
got you a burger and some fries because I wasnt too sure if you ate. And itll be rude to eat in front of
you.

Little Yoona has grown up, mocks Jessica with a teasing smile.

Hey! Ive always been grown. In fact out of all my siblings Im the most mature, was Yoonas
argument while unwrapping one of the grease filled patty.

Right. Its why you told Taeyeon that she wasnt your sister anymore.

She deserved it; Im supposed to be the favorite yet Im always kept out of the loop. Always pushed
away and lied to. For once I wish shed just be honest with and tell me she doesnt want me around. None
of that Im trying to provide you with a better life bull crap. Yoona huffs before shoving the burger into
her mouth. Chewing and swallowing she continues her rant. And then this whole we agreed to tell
Yoona thing

She didnt tell you after I left? questions Jessica while picking at the fries.

Nofor some reason I think it has to do with what happened to Seohyun and her father that night. A
sigh, I dont knowbut they way they were talkingit doesnt seem like our mom did anything. It
seems like she was covering for Tae. The fry in Jessicas hand drops. I know its a ridiculous idea. I
was actually only going to speak to Yuri about it but seeing Taecyeon made me pissed.

Righthes seeing Yuri now.

~~~
Stephanie, Tiffany looks up from her spot on the floor and at her mother, youre friend is still outside
sitting on the curb. A confused look crosses Tiffanys face. Why was she still here? Didnt she get the
hint? Forcing her body onto her feet, Tiffany joins her mother at the window, glancing out and at
Sooyoungs back.

Why is that idiot still out there? questions Tiffany. Shes a stupid fool.

Well, fools do crazy and stupid things when theyre in love. She looks at her mother. I know Im not
in the right position to offer some advice. But Stephanie, hear her out. She seems like she really likes you.

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Most people would have moved on by now. But shes sitting out there waiting until you listen. Give her a
chance. Her mother walks away, leaving her alone. Should she listen to what Sooyoung has to say?

She unconsciously bites on her thumb; eyes widen as Sooyoung spots her staring. She quickly closes the
curtains and leans up against the wall. Maybe she should listen? Swallowing the spit that gathered in her
mouth, Tiffany opens the front door, exiting out of the house. Closing the door softly behind her she
travels out of the yard. Why are you still here?

Sooyoung looks up from her spot and at the older girl, Im waiting for you to listen to what I have to
say. Exhaling loudly, Tiffany takes a seat beside Sooyoung.

Go ahead.

Im sorryIm really, really sorry. Im deeply sorry. And I dont know how many times I have to say
sorry just so you can talk to me. I didnt know about what was going to happen. None of us knew. All we
knew is Minho was going to visit his best friend; we had no clue that Key was after Taemin, honestly. My
mother is freakishly quiet. My father is upset. Siwon had to return to counseling and SulliSullis
hysterical. He was also one of her close friends.

Whyd your brother do it?

What Minho told the police is that he had no clue what was supposed to happen. They were smoking a
cigarette like old times, laughing and talking about sports and what not. Then Key pulls out the gun,
shooting Taemin point blank. Minho himself has a wound, you know? He says he tried to fight Key but
Key pulled the trigger on him. Sooyoung leans back onto the palm of her hands. Sulli thinks we should
believe Minho. She thinks hes telling the truth, and shes always had a keen eye.

You believe your brother?

I dont know what to believe. I just dont think hed do it though. Taemin and him were like brothers,
inseparable until your father claimed him. I know my brother went through a rut after Taemin left, which
is why he continued to follow Key around. A moment of silence, that was all I wanted to say, really.
That and I dont like being punished, Tiffany. I like you a lot. You know that; everyone knows that. And
everyone knows Id never hurt you. In fact I like to try and keep you away from harm. Tiffany stands
and Sooyoung watches her.

II need some time to think. Ill call you when Im finished.

~~~
Lifting the large black trash bag, she continues the small walk to the large trash bin. She flings the bag
into the metal bin only to have her body slammed against it. A grunt being the only noise she could make.
A cool metal object is place against her head; a calloused hand holding her arms behind her back. The ear
bud in her left ear is pulled loose, long time no see, Kim. The family misses you. All thoughts of
fighting back evaporate from her mind. We havent seen or heard from you in a while. I guess you left us
for some part time job cleaning up after people. How much is the pay?

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She could only grunt as her face gets smashed against what smells to be dried urine and vomit. Weve
been looking for you. We heard that the little dealer Key got to you first. Were sorry about what
happened to the little one. If its anything were willing to make a deal with you as a gift.

Wha... she attempts to form a sentence only to end up struggling.

Let her go; I cant understand her. The body pinning her, lets go and she takes a step back from the
dumpster, massaging her wrists. Eyes scan the dark surrounding making out everyone that she called
family some time in her life only to fall on the head of the house.

What kind of deal? she asks while staring at the man in front of her.

Like I said, we miss you. We miss our sister, dont we guys? Cheers echoed through the night. We
eliminate Key for you and all you have to do is return home. She didnt even take a moment to think as
she quickly shakes her head no. Even if she and Jessica werent together there was no way she was going
to return. Dont be so hasty to answer, Kim. Think about it. Youre not cut out for minimum waged jobs
and what not. Youre not an everyday civilian. Youre one of us; always will be one of us.

No. I have sisters to take care of and a nephew to take care of and to raise.

Really? Because from what I heard, Miyoung is moving back to the states with her mother. They were
discussing it earlier today at the funeral. And Baby alligator, she can join. The more of the merrier.

No. Rumors are rumors and Yoonas not getting into any more of this crap. I decline.

He steps forward. Do you really want to decline, Kim?

Whats the worst you can do? Hand extends out grabbing hold of a bat. Stepping slowly in a circle
around her, he pulls back slamming the metal object into the back of her legs, sending Taeyeon to her
knees. She grits her teeth, trying to bite back the pain.

Beat the shit out of her. Make her suffer for ever thinking that she could just up and leave. He begins to
walk away. Oh and Kim, tell Baby Alligator thanks for letting us know where you were at. He
continues moving disappearing amongst the swarm that surrounded her tiny figure.

~~~
With a soft smile, she slips the key into the knob giving it a twist and unlocking the door. Pushing it open
shes greeted by darkness. The awful smell of alcohol and cigarettes infiltrates her nose. Hand gropes
blindly at the wall searching for the switch. Finding it, index finger flicks it up and the room lights up.
Doe eyes locate her older sister lying in the middle of the floor surrounding by bottles and cans along
with cigarette butts and ash. Cheek is swollen; bruises were forming. Feet carry her body closer and she
notices blood upon Taeyeons work clothes and a black eye donning the older girls face. Tae

Taeyeon groans, turning her back to her sister. Tae, she calls out again.

Fuck off, was the only response that she got.

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Tae

What part of fuck off do you not understand, huh? The fuck or the off? She takes a seat beside her
sister; hand carefully reaches out touching Taeyeons shoulder only to have her pull away.

Tae

Whyd you do it?

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wo sets of feet sprint up the stairs ignoring the cramp in the abdomen and the burning of the lungs.
The smaller of the two looks ahead as the screams get louder and the shattering of glass reverberate
throughout the complex mixing along with the howls of a dog. Stop it! TaeYoona stop! Please
just stop! Tae! She pumps her legs harder. The cries of a baby fill their ears. Taeyeon, Stop!
Stop! Youre going to kill her stop! They reach the correct floor only to race down the corridor, stopping
in front of the correct apartment. Jessica forces the door open to be met with the sight of Taeyeons fist
slamming into Yoonas face repeatedly as Tiffany tries to pry the older girl off. Tae, stop!

Hearing the door open, Tiffany looks up at the two girls. Help! Please help me! Jessica and Sooyoung
race to her side. Hands fumble about trying to find something to hold onto as they attempt to pry Taeyeon
off the younger girl. Taeyeon! Stop it thats our sister! Taeyeon! STOP! YOURE GOING TO KILL
HER! Tiffanys cries fall short. It didnt matter if she was her sister or not.

Yoona reaches up; hand envelops Taeyeons face, smashing it in. Fingers work their way to Taeyeons
locks; she pulls Taeyeons head down smashing it into her own. Taeyeon bites back the pain. Arm pulls
back and another punch lands upon Yoonas nose. Blood begins to flow freely. Eyes widening the three
girls on Taeyeon try even harder.

Shes like a freaking dog, mutters Sooyoung, grunting as she receives an elbow to the stomach. With
that an arm wraps tightly around Taeyeons neck; a gasp leaves Taeyeons lips and hands immediately
reach for the arm around her neck.

Move! shouts Jessica while looking over Taeyeons shoulder at Yoona. Yoona scrambles to feet only to
lunge at Taeyeon taking both of the older girls down. Shocks spreads throughout her body as her back
slams into the kitchen table. Fuck, she hisses. Her grip loosens and the fighting resumes. Jessica looks
at Sooyoung, Im going to grab Taeyeon; you get Yoona and take her somewhere else, understand?

Sooyoung nods her head and once again they attempt to separate the two sisters. Taengoo, stop! grunts
Jessica while pulling on her ex. Fists fly; hair gets pulled. Elbows collide and feet scuffle against the
floor. Taeyeon! Yoo A hand strikes the Jung causing for the girl to drop to the floor. Everyone stops
and all eyes land on Jessica.

She sits up and fingers lightly touch her lip. She pulls them back and dark orbs take in the crimson color.
Shit, she mutters forcing her body onto her feet. Eyes land on the sisters, What the hell?! We just
broke up and I havent even been gone for twenty-four hours and you guys are already going at it like
some sort of savages?!

She started it! Just like how she hit you! snaps Yoona only to have Sooyoung grab hold of her.

Taeyeons turns; she readies herself for a lunge but Jessica quickly wraps her arms around the older girl.
The Kim twists and turns trying to break free. Stop! Following Jessicas orders, she stops. I dont give
a damn who started it. And I dont give a damn about who hit me! You two are lucky its me who you hit.
Did you two forget that there is a child in the house, the room?! Did you?! What would have happened if
he got hurt, huh?! What the hell would you two be doing?! I dont know about Tiffany but if I was her

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and either one of you had hurt my son Id send both of your asses to jail. Screw being family. The Im
and the Kim look off to the side, ashamed.

Jessica turns and looks at Tiffany, what the hell happened?

I dont know. I was walking up the stairs and I heard them yelling. They were arguing. So I rushed in.
Tae sort of stepped up to Yoong and Yoong pushed her back. Then Tae swung hitting Yoona in square in
the jaw and since then theyve been fighting, explains Tiffany as she walks over to the still crying
Kyungsan, picking him up and comforting him. I didntI didnt know what to do but to call you and
Sooyoung. I didnt want to call the police because theyre my sisters. Jessica nods her head turning back
to both Taeyeon and Yoona.

What happened? Both girls motion to open their mouths, one at a time!

She started it, states Yoona. I came in to find her lying on the floor, bruised and beaten. She tells me to
fuck off then questions me. I have no clue what the hell she was talking about so we started arguing and
the next thing I know her fist struck me. I wasnt going to just let her hit me. She makes an effort to pull
herself free from Sooyoungs grip.

You hit your sister? questions Jessica. Taeyeon remains quiet. Taeyeon.

Why do you care, huh? You broke up with me. Whatever I do is my business not yours. Jessica groans;
grip tightens even more. Fine so I did kick her ass. So what? She deserves it. Snitches get stitches. She
snitched so she deserves her pay.

Snitched? What in the world would I have snitched about Taeyeon?! More importantly, why would I
even snitch on my older sister?!

Fuck you, were not sisters.

Taeyeon!

No. Shes no longer my sister. She yanks free from Jessica grasp and disappears down the hall. Jessica
sighs running her fingers through her hair. How did things get like this? She shakes her head. Footsteps
sound throughout the hall and Taeyeon remerges with Yoonas bags. Take your stuff and get out.

Taeyeon, calls out Tiffany.

No. Get your stuff and get out. Stay away from me, Tiffany and Kyungsan. If you come near them I will
kick your ass and I mean it. She turns and looks at Tiffany, go near her and youre out of here. With
that, the oldest girl in the room disappears down the hall once again. The door to her room slams shut and
Sooyoung releases Yoona.

If she doesnt want me here, then Ill go, states Yoona while picking up her luggage.

Yoona, dont go, whispers Tiffany. Taeyeon doesnt mean it.

Quit lying to yourself Tiffany. Taeyeon never wanted me; ever since I found her, shes been pushing me
away. She doesnt want me. Never have and never will. This whole thing about being the favorite is a

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stupid lie. I might as well save myself some time and the trouble and just go. Using the back of her hand
she wipes away the blood from her nose.

And where will you go, Yoong? Were family. We justI just lost Taemin. I dont want to lose another
sibling. Ill try and reason with her. Shes only doing this because shes drunk. You see the empty cans,
argues Tiffany.

Because shes drunk shes telling the truth. If she was sober shed be lying through her teeth right now.
If Taeyeon was sober she wouldnt have tried to beat the crap out of me. If she was sober Id still have my
stuff in your room. But because shes drunk shes finally able to act on her thoughts. And what theyre
saying is she doesnt want me, Tiffany. You can try to plead with her all you want, it wont change
anything. Because I now know how she feels. Im going, she flings one of the duffle bags over her
shoulders.

Where are you going to go? Yoona looks at Jessica.

Probably go stay at our aunts. Im sure itll make moms day to have me want to stay there. None of the
girls said anything as Yoona leaves the apartment. Tiffany bites her bottom lip, wanting to cry.

Tiffany, calls out Sooyoung hesitantly, unsure of whether or not Tiffany would let her approach her.
She reaches out only to pull her hand back.

Jessica watches them for a second before deciding on giving them their privacy; rotating on her heels, she
marches down the hall to Taeyeons room. Forcing the door open, eyes lock onto the older girl who was
currently lying on the bed and staring up at the ceiling. You. Index finger points at Taeyeon, why are
you making your baby sister become homeless?

Once again, why do you care what I do with my family? Were not dating, mumbles Taeyeon in return.
She slams the door shut. What is wrong with her ex? Why is Taeyeon acting like a complete and total
prick?

I dont know Taeyeon, maybe because even though were not together I obviously still care about you
and your family. Taeyeon tenses. Why would Jessica still care if they werent together? Doesnt
breaking up mean not caring anymore?

Youre not supposed to care.

Yeah, well tell my heart that.

Well you and your heart can fuck off. Why are you even bothering to talk to me, huh?

Just because I gave up one title doesnt mean I gave up the others. Im still your friend and Im still your
counselor, Taeyeon.

Well, then youre fired. I no longer need you as a counselor and were no longer friends. You can leave.

Hands crash into the wooden object behind her. Why?! Why are you treating me like shit, Taeyeon? Ive
done nothing to you. All I have been is patient and caring. Do you know how many people Ive neglected

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for you, do you? She takes a deep breath, And all Im asking for now is an explanation as to what
happened. What made Tiffany call me and what made you want to beat your sister to a pulp?

Why should I tell you anything?

Teeth chew on the inside of her cheek. Gaze lowers to her shoes. Because I care. Its as simple as that
Taeyeon.

If youd care you wouldnt have made promises only to break them. Head snaps up. You promised me
you wouldnt leave and what did you do today? You broke up with me; you left me. She pauses. I know
that some of the words that I said were wrong but that didnt mean you have to break up with me.

Well what was I supposed to do? Sit and take everything quietly. You saying that you never saw us as an
official couple was the last straw. How was I supposed to take that when I saw you as my girlfriend, huh?
I use to have these stupid immature thoughts about moving in with you and what not. About us getting
real serious. Do you know what its like to have it all crushed? To have your love carelessly tossed aside,
do you? And if you really want to know when I broke up with you earlier today I was half hoping youd
come chasing after me. And do you want to know how hurt I was when it didnt happen?

Why would I do that if you told me to not do it? That makes a lot of sense, Jessica.

She pushes off the door. So if I had never said it

Id probably have chased after you instead of going to work. Who knows if I had done that then maybe I
wouldnt have gotten jumped and maybe I wouldnt have felt the need to beat the crap out of the Im. But
it doesnt matter because you said it and I followed it. And in the end the Family sought me out and
decided to beat me mercilessly with bats and whatnot. All thanks to Im Yoona. Tongue clicks. Im
supposed to rely on her and yet she snitches me out.

So you beat her?

She deserves it.

And what if she didnt rat you out. Like she said Taeyeon, youre her older sister why would she do
something like that?

For a lot of reasons, Jessica. Jessicas face scrunches. Must she resort to her English name? Sure they
werent together but that didnt mean she has to stop calling her by Sooyeon. She could have sold me out
because I havent exactly been a big sister to her.

Well if you ask me I dont think Yoona would do something like that.

Well I never asked what you think.

Can you cut the crap? I know Yoona didnt sell you out because I was with her the whole night.
Taeyeon sits up. Her ex was with Yoona the whole night? Yoona wouldnt have chased after Jessica
already, would she? She blinks. Her sister wouldnt go after what was hers, right? YeahI was with
Yoona the whole night so I know she didnt sell you out. I was there when you called and told her you

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were going to work. She never turned around and sold you out to anybody who I would assume was part
of this family. There was no one right? Yoona never said anything right?

You went out with my sister? Right after you broke up with me, you go out with Yoona?

It was as friends, Taeyeon. And it shouldnt matter what I do, right? I mean were not together, mocks
Jessica.

It does when Yoona tells me that she gave you up, mutters the older girl dejectedly. Jessica wouldnt
just date Yoona, would she? Yoona might be a younger, taller version of herself but that doesnt mean
that Jessica would exchange her for Yoona, right?

What? a look of confusion crosses Jessicas face. She shakes her head; she mustnt have heard
Taeyeon correctly.

Yoona said she gave you up. That means that Yoona at one point or another liked you.

I think you had too much to drink.

If I had too much to drink, then you should leave alone and let me rest in peace.

So that when I leave you can have the opportunity to strike down Tiffany next? I may not like her a lot
but Im not going to allow you to hit her.

I wouldnt hit Tiffany. The most Id probably do is tackle her.

Right because shes not Yoona.

Whats that supposed to mean?

It means what you think it means, Taeyeon. You dont exactly welcome her home with open arms. You
dont exactly pay attention to her and you just threw her out on the streets. Taeyeon huffs. You dont
treat Yoona right.

Why should I?

Because shes supposed to be your favoritebut you do nothing but push her away.

Why are we discussing this? I thought I fired you.

For the last time Taeyeon, because I care. Because II love you, she whispers the last part, unsure of
whether or not she wanted to admit it to the older girl. Look Taeyeon, I dont want to argue anymore. I
justyoure frustrating me.

Well if Im frustrating you, you should leave. Jessica growls; fingers rake through her hair as she bites
on the semi bleeding lip. Eyes scan the room and she picks up the closest thing which happens to be a
chew toy for Dog. With a flick of the wrist she sends it flying through the air straight for Taeyeons head.
The older girl ducks, barely dodging the object. Now youre going to hurt me?

You hit me; cant you see the blood on my lip?

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If youd stay out of the fight you wouldnt have been struck. Besides it was on accident. This, she picks
up the plastic bone and waves it in the air, this was intentional.

I hate you.

Join the list.

Youve gone back to how you were before.

Maybe I never changed, Jessica. Whats that old saying...something about you cant teach an old dog
new tricks or something.

Youre not old and I never taught you new tricks. Everything you did was because you already knew
how but was too impatient to do so. A heavy sigh sounds throughout the room, I really had faith in you.
I honestly thought that through Taemins death that youd be able to become stronger. But instead all
youve done is ruin your family, old and new. Yoonas done nothing wrong. Ive done nothing wrong.
And yet you pushed us both away. Its time to grow up Taeyeon. Youre not some stupid street punk who
thinks she knows everything and doesnt need other people in her life, because news flash you do. With
half of the shit youve gotten into in the last year, you wouldnt have made it out alive save for the people
in your life. You have sisters to raise, a nephew to protect. So what if Taemins not here, huh? So what if
were not together anymore. It doesnt give you the right to lay around in self pity. She turns to the door,
reaching out for the handle. Tiffanys only going to stay for so longthen what? Youll be
aloneeveryone will have abandoned you. And I know as much as you know that the one thing you fear
the most in this world is loneliness. You wont have anyone. Not me, not Yoona, not Tiffany, not your
mother, definitely not your father and most of all not your so called family. With that she exits through
the door, closing it softly behind her and leaving Taeyeon to think amongst herself.

Stepping out into the living room, shes greeted by Sooyoung and Dog who was busily trying to help
Sooyoung clean. Wheres Tiffany?

While you were in the room, she called her mom. Ms. Lee or is it Ms. Hwang? I dont know but she
called her to come get her. Said something about a drunk and angry Taeyeon is something she didnt want
to be alone with. We heard something slam against the wall while you were talking, and to tell the truth
we were scared that Taeyeon might have struck you again. I opted for calling the police but she said
something about Taeyeon not being able to lay a hand on you, explains the younger girl while picking up
the empty cans. She didnt right?

No. She made me angry so I had hit the door myself. Leave the mess alone. Shes a janitor; Im more
than sure she knows how to clean up garbage. Besides its her mess, Jessica turns to Dog, do you want
to stay here and keep grumpy old master company, a small whimper leaves Dogs lips; body lowers and
tail tucks. I guess not. She looks around the living room for the leash, Its in her room. I dont want to
go in her roomwill you walk without the leash?

Shes a dog. If she sees or hears another dog shes going to want to bark and run, states Sooyoung.

I know thatbut I kind of told Taeyeon to grow up and some other stuff after throwing something at
her. I just dont want to face her.

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Ill go get it.

Im sorry but having Siwon beat you before was enough. Im not going to allow my ex girlfriend attack
you.

What if she wont?

What if she will?

Then youd just have to call the police and allow her to sit in a jail cell over night.

And what if they keep her for her record? As much as I think she deserves itI dont want her to go.

Because you still like her?

No.

WhateverIll be right back. Before Jessica could response Sooyoung disappears down the hall,
stopping in front of Taeyeons room. Taking a deep breath, she slowly forces the door open to met by
Taeyeons gaze. II just came for Dogs leash.

Its my pet and it stays, states Taeyeon. Jessica is no longer my girlfriend, so my dog no longer needs
to spend some of the nights at her house.

You really going to allow Jessica to walk home alone? questions Sooyoung in return.

Isnt that what Im stating? Sooyoung pauses for a moment; she carefully enters the room, closing the
door. Choi SooyoungIve already have enough issues with your family. Do not get on my bad side.

I wouldnt try to if Tiffany and Kyungsan werent involved. But I definitely wouldnt be doing this if it
wasnt for Jessica. You may have been her girlfriend, but Sicas been my friend since forever. My mom
sees Jessica as her third daughter and Mrs. Jung sees me as her third daughter. If anything Jessica is more
like my older sister. Andwell II dont like the way youre treating her. Taeyeon groans and falls
back on the bed. Why is she always the bad guy? Jessica is at fault, too. I know Jessica has gotten
attached and emotional, and I know she is to be partially blamed for what has happened between the two
of you, but Taeyeonit doesnt call for this. She slowly closes in on the older girl. Reaching the bed,
she takes a seat on the edge. Jessica reallyand I mean really likes you to the point where I think shes
finally fallen in love. Shes never had that with any of her other relationships. In fact she would always
just leave from a date and come spend time with me or Krystal when she felt like it. But with you, the two
of us got ignored. To you it might not seem like much, but to the people who truly knows her it is.

How so?

How so? Do you know that the two most important people in Jessicas world before she met you were
me and Krystal? Shed do anything for the two of us and shed always be there for us when we need her
most. Then you come along and throw the whole balance off. Jessicas put her neck on the line for you in
ways you cant even imagine. This apartment isnt just in your name Taeyeon, its also in Jessicas. Shes
found you a job, spent countless of hours in courts hearings, woke up in the middle of the night to bail

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you out of jail. Watched your sisters, stood up against my brother for a girl she could care less about and
so much more for you.

I never asked her to.

And you dont have to. She does it because she loves you.

Were too young.

By whos definition? Youre adults, Taeyeon. Both of you have been adults since you were young. You
grew up by yourself. You raised yourself, from what Ive heard. And Sica, Sicas been raising Krystal for
as long as I could remember. Neither of you are young. So what if youre age states youre young;
honestly its not true.

What are you getting at?

I think you should really think about the relationship you had with Sica. I think you should think about
your relationships with your sisters. From what Ive learned, family is something that you could always
count on, but when you burn those bridges you burn your last line of defense.

Jessicas not family.

Whether you want to hear this or not, Jessica Jung was a wife to you. Tiffany even sees it; she could tell
that Jessica was becoming her pseudo mother. Taemin even knew it. And Yoona does.

Yoona liked her.

I know

What?

It was quite obvious a year ago that Yoona had taking a liking to her. Shed carry Jessicas backpack,
take her out to eat though Jessica would pay, and even walk Jessica home. But Jessica only sawshe
only sees Yoona as a younger sister. Nothing moreshe may even recognize Yoona as her pseudo child
along with Krystal. Look, whatever more excuses your trying to think of, stop it. Its only going to hurt
you and Jessica. And if shes hurt

Are you threatening me?

Nobut Im sure Yunho wouldnt mind paying you a visit.

Id kick his pansy ass any day.

You probably could but thats his baby sister, not Krystal; nope Krystal is just his sister.

Silence takes over and Sooyoung peeks over her shoulder at Taeyeon.

She broke up with me. She left me. Why should I be the one doing the reflecting, huh? I never wanted us
to break up. But she did it. So what if I said a few wordsit shouldnt mean anything.

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Well it did. And it hurt her badly. She cried to me when she got home. Called herself a fool for ever
falling for a girl like you. She said she was an idiot for even trying, for neglecting people and going
against others wishes all for you. And you knowwhen Jessica usually breaks up with someone she
never really cried. She would just talk, shrug her shoulders and then carry on like it was nothing.

So what happens if I do think and I apologize and ask her to reconsider and she doesnt want to, huh?
What if she decides to never want me again, because Im nothing but a useless excuse for a human being
who nearly killed her baby sister today, huh? What then Sooyoung? Can you tell me what happens after
that?

Wellno not really. But if you really like Jessica then I can assume youd break down, cry and probably
beg her to return to you. But knowing Jessica if you take some time to think things through, apologize to
Yoona and what not, then shed more than likely take you back.

She said she hates me.

You probably just frustrated her. She told Krystal that she didnt care if she died or not and even had
thoughts about shoving her under a bus, but look at them now. What Im saying is your relationship wont
just go back to the way it was. Sure there will be tension but as long as both of you give a little then
things will get better. Take me and your sister for example.

Maybe I should hire you on as my counselor?

No can do. This was a onetime session free of charge and only because of Jessica. Sooyoung stands and
turns to face Taeyeon, Now can I have the leash so Jessica wont have to walk home alone.

You live down the street.

A few blocks and that dude is still following her.

Its over there. Taeyeon points to the dresser.

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The door opens and eyes lock with those of her cousins. Hyoyeon slowly raises her hand and index
finger points at Yoonas face; a curious look crosses Hyoyeons face, Yoona what happened? Does
Taeyeon know? With that the sound of feet moving spreads throughout the house. Soon enough her
mother, Sunny and her aunt were all at the door.

She forces her way through the small group of people entering the house. Actually Taeyeons the one
who did it, she states while dropping her duffle bag on the ground. Spinning she faces her biological
family.

Yoona, Taeyeon did this to you? questions her biological mother; fingers grab hold of the Ims chin
tilting her head back as eyes closely observes the bruising. Your nose

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Is fine, she didnt break it, finishes Yoona. Her mother releases her and Yoona turns away from their
gaze. UmI was wondering if it would be okay to kind of crash here for a while. Taeyeon kind of threw
me out.

Why would Taeyeon throw you out? We just buried Taemin this morning and according to Hyoyeon
someone is hunting you guys. All eyes fall on Hyoyeons mother. More importantly, why would your
sister beat you til you were black and blue?

Were no longer sisters according to Taeyeon, but whatever. Whats done is done; now can I stay here or
do I have to look for somewhere else to stay?

You can stay, states her mother. You can bunk with me in Taeyeons old room. Ms. Kim picks up her
daughters bag, I assume you know which room it is? Yoona nods her head, leading the way. They
quietly enter the room and her mother sets her bag in a corner. Want to talk about how youre no longer
Taeyeons sister and why your face is covered in bruises?

Not really.

Her mother sighs and takes a seat on the bed. Yoona, I know that you might have a sense of dislike for
me, but I am truly sorry about not being there for you. I never wanted you to be separated from your
sister, never. And when I found out about you being adopted, it really hurt. You and Taeyeon were my
daughters, my everything.

Thats not how Taeyeon explains it.

She pats the space next to her, motioning for Yoona to take the seat. The Im cautiously takes the seat. I
can tellshe has a whole lot of people against me. You, Tiffany, my sister, even her girlfriend.

Ex girlfriend.

That fast?

Yeah that fast.

A small laughs leaves the elderly womans lips, your sister is an idiot to give away something so good. I
knowI gave up your father. The most stupid mistake of my life. Yoona takes a small peek at her
mother, but going with what I was sayingyou and your sister are my everything. So much Yoona, that
I was starting to give up my old ways for the two of you. I told Jessica earlier today that me and your
father were getting back together and that we were going to settle down with our small family.

So what went wrong? Whyd you have to attack some innocent man and his child, huh? Whyd you do
something that ruined everything?

And now the hostility comes into play

Yeah, the hostilitybecause of you I had to grow up with a family that never truly appreciated me, save
for my mother. Ms. Kim flinches at the word mother. They tried to change me, tried to make me
conform into something Im not.

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Im sorry, Yoona.

Sorry wont change anything, fists curl, years of my life were wasted with a fake family. It wasnt
until a few years ago that I found my big sister. And what did she do? She pushed me away. Called me
crazy and what not, saying she wasnt my sister. She fully turns to look at the older version of Taeyeon.
All because of you hurting someone innocent.

I never hurt anyone as you heard earlier.

Right you were covering for someone and it was something that Taeyeon was supposed to explain to me.
But instead she opted out because Taeyeon could care less about Yoona as proven by the bruises on my
face or the fact that Im homeless. She takes a pause and a deep breath. What is it that Taeyeon was
supposed to explain to me?

I cant tell you. Its Taeyeons decision.

You agreed upon it.

Yes, we did agree upon it. But it seems that Taeyeons changed her mind.

Well I dont care. I want to know; you want to be back in my lifewell that starts by not having
secrets.

Yoonayoull hate me and Taeyeon if I tell you.

Try me.

Alright, thenI never harmed your friend or her father. Taeyeon tells the story of her coming home at
night and being awoken by the police coming to get me. Yes? Yoona nods her head. That was half of
the story. She folds her hand; eyes blink. She wasnt so sure if she should continue. She wants nothing
more than to have her daughters back in life, but was this story really worth it? YoonaI cant.

Fine. Yoona stands and grabs her bags. I spoke with Jessica today. She told me to give you a chance.
When Taeyeon kicked me outI thought now was as good as a time as ever. I know I was hostile a few
minutes agothat doesnt change anything really. She looks at her mom, I just want to be with real
family, but its quite obvious I can never be. Taeyeon only wants Tiffany around and youyou only want
Taeyeon.

Not true Yoona. Do you know why Taeyeon stuck to you when you two were little? Because you were
my little girl. And because Taeyeon looked up to me, she called you her favorite also. She used to tell me
when I would do things that shed take care of you and protect you. That shed do anything for you. And
For me its the same.

Then why wont you tell me this stupid family secret, huh?

Taeyeon is the one who killed the Seo man. Taeyeon is the one who hurt your friend.

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 058

Im sorry, she looks over at the older girl, I havent exactly been getting back to your calls or
texts. Ive been busy; graduation is soon. So Ive been busy preparing for it, but you dont care
really. Right? You have Seohyun to speak to and Tiffany.

Its alright, Jessica, she mutters, shoving her hands into her pockets.

So you dont speak to themwhat about Yuri? Have you spoken to her since the whole Taecyeon
incident?

Were supposed to meet up later today. She says shes not dating him, but you said they are together.

Like I said YoonaIm not sure. Thats just the rumor floating around campus. And since I havent
really spoken to Yuri about it, I dont know if its true or not. But come onthose rumors are really
stupid. I know it; you know it. You went to school there with us.

Yeah I know. Its justI know I made some stupid mistakes, you know? I mean I know I should have
given Yuri a chance instead of being a coward. A frustrated sigh emits from the younger girl. I dont
know. Maybe Ill go see what she wants. But what if she is dating him? What do I do then?

You can congratulate her on her relationship and tell her that youll be around if she wants to talk. What
you dont do is yell at her. You were given plenty of chances to make her yours. Its not her fault that
someone has finally come to get her.

Yeah but of all people, him? Id rather she go out with the Choi or maybe someone other than him. I
dont like him. You remember when he cornered us a year ago and I had to fight them off?

Some people can change Yoona.

Yeah well he cant. Like I said I dont like him; more importantly I dont trust him. Hes up to
something.

If you say so, Yoona. Dark orbs look over Yoonas face. The bruising is finally disappearing; speaking
of bruising, Yoona Im going to ask a question and I want the most honest answer. Did you ever tell
anyone about Taeyeons location last week? Jessica stops; eyes remain locked on the distance ahead of
the two girls.

You think I ratted Taeyeon out?

No. Its just she believes you did, and thats why fingers grab hold of Yoonas chin, forcing her to
face Jessica, thats why you have multiple bruises. You didnt tell anyone about Taeyeon going to work.
Not a single soul. Yoona pulls away and continues walking.

I didnt tell anyone who I thought would harm Taeyeon about her location. I texted Tiffany and told her
that Tae was heading to work. The only other person I told that night was her best friend. After I ran into
you, I ran into her and she came running towards me in a hurry. She said something about needing to tell
Tae something important, so I let her know that Tae was on her way to work. Doe orbs cast a glance

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over a shoulder. I never told anyone else, but you. Jessica nods her head and the two girls continue
walking.

A yawn breaks between the two of them, so what have you been doing this past week? Schools ending
so I know you havent exactly enrolled for this year. But you did for next year right?

About that. A side wards glance. About what? It was either a yes or a no answer. It didnt need an
explanation, Ive been thinking about dropping out all together. Whats the use of going? I mean I know
there are some major pros, but seriouslytheres more money to be made now.

Really?

Yeahin fact Ive been spending so much time with my real mothershes introduced me to a few of
my real dads friends. One was his best friend and he owns an auto shop. A smile forms, he offered me
a job there working the front desk. He even said hed teach me how to fix cars. Hes only got daughters
and theyd rather shop and hang out with friends.

And you want to learn to fix cars?

I want to prove to the people around me that Im not the useless baby sister of Taeyeonwell the
useless ex-sisteris ex-sister even a word? Jessica shrugs her shoulders, though she doubts it is. Yeah I
want to prove to people I can do stuff. And someone needs to help Tiffany, considering the fact that
Taeyeons lost her mind.

You really thought this through?

Duh. He offers minimum wage and I only work in the morning. At night as I wait for mom to get off, he
says hell teach me how to fix car. If not him then one of the women who work there will. He even has a
bucket that he offers to give to me once I get it up and running.

Yoonas getting a car? Does Yoona have a license?

Im studying for the test.

Little sticky finger bandit, Im Yoona has grown up! jokes Jessica while embracing the younger girl,
my little immature sister has finally matured.

Sister? mutters Yoona.

Whatwould you rather I called you my tall toddler? She pulls away and eyes curiously watch for
some sort of response. Is what Taeyeon told her true? Does Yoona like her? Or still likes her?

I can get use to being called your toddler. Yoona smiles at Jessica. Maybe Taeyeon was wrong. Yoona
doesnt seem like shes got some sort of crush on her. Mommy Jessica.

EwI am not old enough to be a mother.

Tiffany.

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Thats because Tiffanys an idiot.

Not as big of one as Taeyeon though.

Jessica sighs, your sistershes just experiencing something that none of us can understand.

Are you defending her? After she hit you?

It was on accident, Yoona. I know it; you know it. She didnt mean to hit me. And no, Im not defending
her. A brow arches, Im not. I just think that maybe were all being hard on Taeyeon. Yoona, you know
as much as I do, family is something thats important to her. Its the thing she cherishes most in the world,
and Taemins gone. And then someone tells her that her own sisterher own baby sister rats her
outshes not in the right state of mind. Plus the rumors about Tiffany leaving. What is there left for her
family wise? Think about it?

If family is so important then why did she send our mother to jail?

What?

Remember the conversation that they had earlier in the day? Remember how mom said she only went to
jail to protect someone? Jessica nods her head. How could she forget? Yeah and remember how I said I
think the secret that Taes been keeping from me is that shes the one who killed Seohyuns father?
Another nod of the head, well I was right. Mom covered for Taeyeon. Taeyeons the one who murdered
him.

Taeyeon told me she never stabbed anyone; someone is lying, Yoona.

Taeyeon is.

You dont honestly believe that your sister would kill someone?

She threatened to kill Siwon; she nearly beats me to death, Jessica. What is there to not believe? Shes
freaking crazy.

Taeyeon wouldnt do it.

Why are you defending her? Because of her I never got to know my real family. This whole time Ive
harbored hatred towards the wrong person. Taeyeons the one whos making Seohyuns life so difficult.
Its her fault and youre defending her?

Maybe because I honestly believe that you sister doesnt have the heart to do something like that, Yoona.
I may not like the girl right now, but that doesnt mean Im going to turn my back on herand neither
should you. Besides think about itwhen has Taeyeon ever threatened to stab anyone? Huh? Shed rather
use her fists. Even I know that oneand youre supposed to be her left hand woman. And another
thingif Taeyeon cherishes family so muchwhy would she ruin someone elses? She pulls her phone
out; eyes check the time, I have to gojust think about it some more before you jump to conclusions.
A last glance, Jessica turns on her heels and walks away leaving Yoona alone to her thoughts.

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Shes wrong, mutters Yoona while kicking a pebble. Shes wrong right? Taeyeon is guilty? Taeyeon
did everything? But why? Groaning, long slender fingers make their way through her hair. Taeyeon did
itright?

~~~
Slipping the key into the lock, she gives it a twist and pushes the door open only to meet the gaze of her
ex girlfriend. Taeyeon stops walking and stares at the intruder. Im only here for some things for Dog
and some of my stuff. I didnt think youd be home, explains Jessica while entering the apartment.
Taeyeon could only nod her head and continues towards the kitchen to rinse out her bowl.

Jessica closes the door quietly behind her. I... She stops still facing the door. UhI Taeyeon
struggles with her words as she stares at the bowl in the sink. For some reason speaking to Jessica was
much harder than she thought. How is Dog?

Shes fine; I ran out of dog shampoo and some of her treats. And I dont have any extra cash to pay for
it. Turning she heads towards Taeyeons room where both her and Dogs stuff lie.

Footsteps echo throughout the house; her hands curl but she never breaks contact with the bowl.
Sooyoung was wrong. Jessica doesnt want her back. She doesnt even want to stand in the same room
with her. Um She looks up to see Jessica standing in the middle of the kitchen, spare backpack tossed
over her shoulder. I spoke with Yoona earlier. Even though were no longer friends I figured youd like
to know that your sister is okay. Shes currently staying at your aunts. Well thats it. Jessica motions to
leave when Taeyeon calls out for her. Hm?

ISooyoung thought that maybe I should think about things.

Sooyoung says it and you do it. I say it and I get a fuck off, whispers Jessica loud enough for the older
girl to hear. So youve been thinking and?

C-can we start over? She tenses. Over? Over as in what? II hurt you. I understand that now. I
shouldnt have carelessly tossed your feelings aside when you did those things for me. Even though I
never asked for any of it. There was a pause. If you dont say yesI cant really blame you. No one
wants to be my friend anymore. Tiffanys moved out; shes staying at the apartment that her mom owns
since her mom when back to America. I threw Yoona out. Hyoyeon wont talk to me and Sunny ignores
me. Cant blame them either.

I promised you that I wouldnt leave youbut Im not ready to start over. Im not ready for a relations-

We dont have to start one again. We can be friends; I dont like the loneliness. Its driving me crazy.
Back when I had no friends at least I had Dog but even she doesnt want to be in my company. The
silence is startling. HonestlyIm scared, Soo Sooyeon. I dont like it.

You should have thought of that before deciding that you didnt need us.

I know that now.

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Do you?

Yes, she turns back to the sink. Its just what was I supposed to do? You were getting frustrated with
me. I thought you were getting tired and wanted out. Taemin was dead, and someone tells me that
Tiffanys thinking about leaving and that Yoona ratted me out. What was I supposed to do? Be weak in
everyones eyes while there is some lunatic chasing me? Or be strong?

You should have opened you mouth and spoke with one of us. Not drink your damn brains out, Taeyeon
and then decide that no one is needed. BesidesYoona says she didnt rat you out. She only told me,
Tiffany and your friend about your location. Taeyeon could only blink; so she really did hurt her baby
sister for no reason? So if it wasnt Yoona then who was it? Tiffany would never do anything like that and
neither would Jessica. So who? Head raises; eyes widen.

She wouldnt

No she

Not Yoona. She bites her lips. It would explain why her friend was staring at her like that while
everyone was beating the crap out of her. But why would she do something like that? They were friends.
They were supposed to have each others backs.

Well if thats itIm going before mom gets really tired and decide to kick Dog out of the house.
Jessica approaches the front door, Ohone last questions, Taeyeon. Can I have an honest answer?

As long as you agree that we can start over.

Being friends after a break up never really works. Not with one have lingering feelings. And it will
definitely not work when the both of us have lingering feelings, Taeyeon. She glances over her shoulder.
Besides I think you need to think some more and reflect upon yourself some more.

It doesnt work when I have no one to talk to.

So what do you want?

Company, my friends, my counseloryou.

TaeyeonII guess Ill never get that answer huh? She quickly pulls the door open and escapes
before the air between them gets any more awkward. Feet shuffle down the stairs as she adjusts the
backpack on her back. What was she thinking coming back here for something as trivial as a few shirts
and some dog shampoo and treats? Stupid Sooyoungthe one time someone tells that delinquent to do
some self reflecting she does. And when she does she actually decides to make people flustered by her
words.

She steps out into the sunlight, blinking her eyes to adjust them to the light. With a sigh, Jessica spins
right and begins her track to the bus stop when something catches her attention. Well more like a red car
catches her attention. She stops at the parking lot. I see youre not giving up.

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Nope, responds the male as he pushes off his car. So this is where youve been hiding out at? Its kind
of nice. Jessica looks up at the apartment complex, shrugging her shoulders. So have you decided on
whether or not I can sit down and have a talk to you? Or are you following golden boy Yunhos words?

WellIve been told youre unimportant family. Though I have been curious as to why someone like
you would spend their whole lifetime searching for someone like me. And Ive also taken some thought
as to why my mother would hide me from you.

And whats your conclusion Sooyeon

You tell me.

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A wide grin graces her face that the sight of the girl crossing the field; it soon drops as eyes take in the
fuming face. She stands and prepares to walk away only to have hands reach out and pull her in closer.
You, growls the upset girl. You stupid little

Kimhave you seen Baby Alligators face? Someone really did a number, she responds.

Taeyeon only growls a little more, yeah Ive seen her face. Im the one who did it, because I was told
that Yoona sold me out. But then I heard that Yoona told you where I was, so the only way the family
would know I was working that night would be because of you. She releases her friend, I trusted you.
And what do you do? You rat me out?!

You think I wanted to rat you out Kim? was the response, But something had to be done. A look of
confusion crosses Taeyeons face. Key shot your brother cold, point blank in the middle of the street.
What are you doing about it? Nothing! Everyone in the family figures that youd be hunting him down
and putting the stupid boy in a coma. And youre not even trying to look. So I figured the only way to get
you to do something would be to have someone beat some sense into you! I was doing you a favor.

What favor?! I knew what I was doing. And because you decided to interfere Ive basically lost my baby
sister!

What happened to Yoona?

I beat the crap out of her is what else happened?! She ruffles her hair in frustration, I kick her out.
Made her live on the streets because I was informed that it was her who snitched. Eyes lock onto the girl
in front of her, Youre so lucky I dont kick your ass right now.

See this is exactly why I did what I did. Youre supposed to be kicking ass right now and asking
questions later. Youre part of the family. And none of us are soft; none of us would stand for something
like this. Ever since you and that stupid Jung have been getting seriousits like youve changed. Eyes
roll, Its so fucking true. Living in a freaking up town apartment, working and earning minimum wage.
Its as if you dont care for the family anymore. We were the ones who took you in. We are the ones that
gave you a way to protect and provide for your family. If it wasnt for us, Yoona would have starved until
her father found her. And TiffanyTiffany and Taemin would have been homeless a lot sooner when

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they came back. Dont tell me you forgot about that night, already Kim? Jaw clenches. Really you
forgot about the night you beat a man senseless with your bare hands. Where you wouldnt even stab him
because his daughter was nearby? So I took the liberty of finishing them off. Growling, she swings
knocking her friend off her feet.

I so want to beat the crap out of you right now, she looks down at the girl lying in the grass. Her friend
just lazily glances up at her while wiping her lip. Eyes examine the blood as her lips break into another
grin.

Bleeding, she states while showing Taeyeon the red stain. But come on Kimthink about it, about
things.

You know, I never once turned my back on you. I trusted you with my life and with my family. I
acknowledge the fact that if it wasnt for you I wouldnt have the necessities needed to provide for my
family. But whats in the past is in the past. Keep you stupid jealous feelings to yourself. I no longer need
you assistance. Stuffing her sore hand into her pockets, Taeyeon turns.

Jealous feelings?

She was paranoid of you because you were the first girl Ive seriously been with. I told her not to pay
attention to it. Im not stupid. The extra hugs when I would get cigarettes and she was around. And its
not like I dont have other insiders walking about. You didnt like the fact that someone actually claimed
me. Because to youIm yours.

Yeahwhatever you want to think. You werent anything but an experiment when we were younger.

Well then... Right foot rises and she begins walking away from the girl on the ground.

So thats it, Taeyeon? After everythingthats it. Youre just going to up and leave like nothing in the
past happened? Taeyeon stops walking. Her friend forces herself onto her feet. Youre not one of them.
Youre not some sort of freaking civilian who can go to work five to seven days out of the week. Youre a
no good street punk like the rest of us, Taeyeon. You cant change your spots, Taeyeon.

There was never anything to change, states Taeyeon thinking about Jessicas words, I was just too
impatient to go about things the right way, which Im doing now. Left foot moves first. Go anywhere
near Yoona, Tiffany, Kyungsan, Sooyoung and the rest of the Chois or anywhere near Sooyeon and her
familyand Ill personally kill you.

You dont have the heart Taeyeon. I know you dont.

I didnt want to kill him that night because he has family, unlike you. You disappear and no one will
care, she looks over her shoulder. I mean it. Go anywhere near them and Ill kill you. Taeyeon finally
walks away leaving her friend alone.

She wipes her lip again, Im just trying to save you, Taeyeon.

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 059

T
hey walk side by side; eye would continuously flicker over his form curiously. For some reason
this walks was making her less wary of the man than she wanted. It was if she no longer felt the
threat that her mother and brother had implemented in her mind. I have a car. I could have driven
you home instead of us walking all these blocks.

I know, was her response. You told me that you wouldnt harm me; the only way I can trust you is this
way. Were in public eyes and if you try anything funnyI can scream for help.

If I try something funny, he chuckles a bit, Sooyeon, I already apologized for that. And Ive already
stated Im not here to hurt you. Just to talk to you, to get to know you in a sense.

Because mom kept me away from you, comments Jessica.

Correct. He takes a peek at his watch. Definitely could have killed time driving. She looks at him
causing for him to share a smile that was identical to her own. But since weve already walked like five
blocks might as well continue. So what have you concluded about my identity?

Like I said. You tell me what Ive concluded.

If I were to guess Id say you think that Im a family member. Someone who the familys kept hushed
about. Youre not too sure what to label me but youre leaning towards uncle? Am I correct? She shrugs
her shoulders, and this is why I rather hear what you have to say.

Its stupid.

Only thoughts left unspoken are stupid, Sooyeon. Remember that. A small smile graces her face. Same
smile, he states while pointing at her face.

You knowyoure nothing like how they describe you to be. They made you out to be like some serial
killer or something. And you have yet to show that except for when you had the genius idea of dragging
me into the alley. Hand drops; he had no comeback. Youre not just faking right? This isnt some sort
of faade to get me to lower my guard, right? You not a big bad wolf like they say you are?

Wolfs are big and bad. Well actually they are kind of big but they arent bad. Just misunderstood. He
pauses trying to think of a new word. Ill admit though that I made a few bad choices in the past. But the
past is the past, right? Im changing. Im trying to better myself. Jessica nods her head. Most people
wont believe it. Your mother probably doesnt want to believe it. But I am. Ive gotten myself some
different friends who are helping me and much more.

She begins walking again and he follows. Friends? What about family? Siblings?

Im taking it you dont think of me as a long lost uncle?

Not really. Think about it. Would an uncle really show up just to see one niece or nephew? Besides Im
just trying to figure things out. Im tired of being in the dark.

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Wellthe family closet is full of skeletons, Sooyeon. You have to be preparedmentally. Who knows
what youll dig up. But to answer your question, yes I have a sibling. I actually have a sister. Shes an
instructor at some private school. Noshes actually been promoted to dean or headmistress and has been
for quite some time.

What about you? Where do you work?

Dont judge me but I own a small business. It doesnt bring in much but its enough to put a roof over
my head, clothes on my back and food in my stomach. She looks at him this time confused. Why would
she judge him when he owns a small business that still standing? Unless its illegal? Its a small
restaurant with a small staff and stuff.

Well thats better than nothing. He nods his head, agreeing. Shes right. What he has is better than
nothing. Whatwhat about children? Do you have any? she asks carefully. It wasnt exactly a question
that she wants to ask. But it definitely had an answer that she wants, needs to hear. And it has to come
from either him or her mother. And her mother right now was not an option.

I havewell I never got to meet her. Feet stop moving for a second time. She was born while I was
busily serving time in jail for a crime that I did not commit.

You have a daughter? How old would you say she is or assume she is?

Shes an adult now but still in her teens technically. Eyes drop to her feet. A daughter around her age
who hes never really met. Hes spent years looking for her. Jessica bites her lips as her mind tries to
piece together the puzzle. He knows her name; the name that her family calls her by. Hes only looking
for her and no one else in her family. They look alike. They have the same smile. Sooyeon? he calls out
breaking her train of thought. Head slowly turns; eyes meet. SooyeonI didnt want He sighs,
running his fingers through his hair. I

IronicI fall in love with delinquent and my father turns out to be one. My real father, she bites her lip
again; eyes cast off to the side. Inhale. Exhale. Is it okay for her to want to cry her eyes out again? She
told herself that she was going to figure things out; she told herself that she was ready. By why does it
hurt to have to hear the truth?

Sooyeon, he calls out again, softly this time. PleaseII honestly didnt want you to find out like
this.

So how was I supposed to find out, huh? You were stalking me. Did you think I wouldnt have grown
curious as to who this man who just entered my life is? She turns back and looks at him. Why were you
in jail?

I got accused of something I didnt do.

I want a straight answer.

Well all I can say is ask your mother. She scoffs at the word mother. Ask her? How was she supposed
to ask the woman whos been keeping secrets from her since forever? Hands grip the backpack straps,
causing for him to flinch. SooyeonSooyeon look at me, please. Giving into his plea, dark orbs turn

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their attention back to him. When I came here, I asked you mother to sit down with you and to explain
things. I told her I just wanted to meet you, to get to know you. Youre my only child, and I know some
men dont care for their children when theyre delinquents or street punks or whatever else you want to
call them. But I really wanted you. Youre the reason why I changed my ways. I wanted to have a chance
to have a relationshipa father daughter relationship with you. And yes I know youre an adult now, that
you can make your own decisions, but please He reaches out to touch her only to have her pull away.

II have to go. She points in some random direction only to break into a run. She takes a glance over
her shoulder back at the man before turning a corner. The tears that shes been holding back finally break
free. How could they hide this from me? Even Yunho knows and he lied; he lied to me. Releasing the
grip on the strap, right hand comes up and wipes her tears.

Jessica weaves in and out of pedestrians, brushing up against some of them along the way. Within a few
minutes, she turns upon her street, racing down the sidewalk. Crossing the yard, she skips a step up the
stairs and forces the front door open, startling her sister and mother. Hes my father?!

The bowl that was in Mrs. Jung hands slip and shatters upon impact of the floor. He spoke to you?!

So he is my father. She slides the backpack off her back, tossing it to the side. With a thud it lands on
the floor beside Dog, waking her up from her nap. Your ex husband isnt my father? What Soojung told
me over a year ago is true? It wasnt some sort of lie to get my attention?!

SooyeonI She halts; there was no excuse to give this time. She finally has to explain the truth and
not in a scenario that she always wanted. She always thought of telling Jessica once she was older and
finished with school and getting her education all together. When Jessica was mentally prepared, which is
something her older daughter wasnt right now. Jessicas a teen; she can at any moment make rash and
quick decisions. Can we just talk?

Talk? Every time I wanted to talk youd turn around and treat me like some childwhich if you havent
noticed Im not!

Sooyeon, the only way were going to get anywhere is to sit down and talk.

Whats the point?

Jessica Jung Sooyeon, sit down so we can talk. Youve been telling me to treat you like an adultand
the moment I decide to you dont even bother with it. She takes a deep breath. Please, Sooyeon sit
down so we can talk. Jessica sighs and gives in to the offer. Feet drag her body to the kitchen and she
reluctantly sits at the table.

Im illegitimate? Im the reason for the divorce? she questions.

Youre not illegitimate, Sooyeon. You were conceived when me and your father

Mr. Jung, interrupts the distressed teen.

Your father. Hes the one that raised you.

I raised myself, especially after Soojung was born.

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Her mother groans, taking the seat next to her daughter. Sooyeon, pleasehes not your father. He may
have helped in conceiving you, but he was never around for any of the big moments in your life. Jessica
looks at her mother.

Neither were you. In fact, most of my big moments are shared with Mrs. Choi. So by default that doesnt
make you my mother.

Youre angry; youre hurt. I understand that. But doesnt mean you can just sit here and tell me to my
face that Im not your mother. Im guilty of not being there for you. Im guilty of other things.

By default that makes him my father than. Quit being such a freaking hypocrite! You yell at me for
hanging out and dating a street punk and yet Im the daughter of one. So that must have meant that
sometime in your life you hung out with that crowd in order to sleep with one. So quite being a freaking
hypocrite. She turns away from her mother. Why? Whyd you keep me away from him? Why wasnt he
allowed to see me? Why didnt you tell me?

Another sigh, because Im your mother and ImI was doing what was best for you, Sooyeon. Hes not
the man that he says he is. It was for you benefit.

My benefit? Did you think that telling me this when Im thirty would be for my benefit? I get why
Yunhos treated special; hes the boy. Hes the only boy. And I understand why Soojung is special. Shes
the babybut why must I continuously be treated like crap from the people I actually care about, huh?
Can you tell me?

She shakes her head, noI cant tell you. Fingers reach out grabbing hold of her daughters hand. You
may not think that me keeping him from you wasnt for you benefit, but it is. Hes not a capable man,
Sooyeon. No matter what he says. Hes just not. Sometimes people cant change. Hes not a person to
trust.

So you say.

So I know. Sooyeonhe raped me. He That was it; she couldnt listen anymore. She snatches her
hand back, moving away from her mother. Sooyeon! Shaking her head, Jessica turns away from the
woman and exits the kitchen as a set of new tears appear. She scoops up the backpack, grabs Dogs leash
and exits out of the house with the canine on her heels. The door slams shut and the walls shake
throughout the house.

Mrs. Jung could only sigh; eyes drop to her hand. You knowwhenever Sooyeon would say something
about you and dad mistreating her, Id always believe that she was overreacting. But I guess Im wrong.
She looks over her shoulder to see her youngest child in the door way. You guys dont care for her at all,
do you? And its not as simple as her being illegitimatebut you guys also do it because shes a product
of rape?

Soojung

No. Now I actually feel bad for treating Sooyeon the way I did last yearbecause reality is the only
people in this family who actually loves her are me and Yunho. She turns, Im going to the Choi house.
Ill probably eat dinner there.

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 ~~~
My family is broken, Krystal states while staring at the white wall of Sullis and Sooyoungs room.
Yunhos gone. My parents are divorced. And Jessica just found out that shes a child of rape and then
took off running. She sighs, Why cant my family be like yours.

My family is far from perfect, Soojung, responds Sulli while staring at her laptop screen. Dad doesnt
like Siwon. Siwon abused Sooyoung. Sooyoung is the father, hands come up and she makes quotes
with her fingers, of Siwons baby. Minho is technically an accomplice of murder even though he fought
Key. And my mom is in major denial. So if anythingyou shouldnt want my family to be like yours.
She looks over at the younger girl. Besides your family always gets back together after a mess unlike
other families. Jessica is probably going to blow some steam at Taeyeons house.

Wrong. They broke up last week. Krystal sits up, werent you listening when I told you that Jessica
came home after the funeral balling her eyes out. Plus Taeyeon hit her, busted her lip. It was so fat and
swollen.

Theyre not over, states Sulli turning her attention back to her laptop.

Why do you say that?

Those two are made for each other. The only one who can control Taeyeon is Jessica and the only one
who can keep Jessica from blowing is Taeyeon. Also Id like to add that Jessica has fallen in love with
Taeyeon and vice versa. Except its hard to tell with Taeyeon because she doesnt voice things very
much, but shes definitely in love with your sister. So because of that, those two arent over. Theyre
merely taking a break and reflecting on things.

How do you even know all of this if you sit in front of a computer all day? questions Krystal with a
blank face.

I do not. You just merely visit when I plan to get on the laptop. Sulli closes it and sets it on the floor
before sliding it underneath her bed. Did you just come over here to mope?

Duhwhere else was I supposed to go? Youre my best friend. Krystal falls back on the bed. Youre
unbelievable. I come over here to talk about things and you dont even realize it. Yet you can notice the
most smallest thing in the world, like how my sister is in love with Taeyeon or how Minho is innocent
and even more crap. A smile dons the youngest Chois face.

No I did think that you wanted to talk. But after youve spent like fifteen minutes sulking and staring at
my wall I thought otherwise. She lies back beside Krystal. SoJessica just found out shes a child of
rape? Krystal nods her head. II have no response.

No one does. Like I said, Jessica ran off. A sigh emits from the Jung, I feel bad now.

Because you treated Jessica like crap during the time you thought it was cool for us to hang out with
Taemin, Minho and Key?

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Like seriously do you just stand there and observe everything?

Sort of. Krystal rolls her eyes.

Well Im sleeping here tonight.

Sort of figured as much.

Oh shut up before I push you off the bed.

You wouldnt. Krystal turns and looks at Sulli, you like me too much to physically hurt me, same with
Jessica. This is why you never really took your anger out on her physically. So instead youd probably opt
to try and torture me mentally.

I like you too much? Sulli nods her head. She rolls her eyes again; hand press flat against the Chois
side shoving her off the bed. You overanalyze things too much, states Krystal while looking over the
edge at the girl on the floor. Besides just because youre labeled best friend doesnt mean I like you too
much, Sulli. It just means I prefer your company over that of otherslike Luna or Ambers retarded self.
Sulli could only sigh and close her eyes. So whats your mom cooking for dinner?

~~~
A chair at the table moves. Head raises and eyes lock onto the person taking the seat. Can weum,
talk? She wasnt so sure how to answer that question. It wasnt like she could turn the girl away. Well,
maybe she can but considering the fact that she thinks this talk has to deal with her best friend then she
just cant. But at the same time shes already stated that the talk they had last time was a onetime deal.
Please? Ill even pay you for your time. It can be moneyor I can swipe something for you.

Youre back to stealing?

Nobut Im willing to for some company.

Isnt that how you got into being a delinquent? Taeyeon nods her head. I dont need money, Taeyeon.
I know you need the money more than I do. And no there isnt anything I would like for you to swipe.
Jessica will kill me if she learned that I told you to steal me something. But sureI guess we can talk.

I justit didnt work, Sooyoung. Sooyeon doesnt want me back.

You already asked her back out?

No. Taeyeon shoves her hand into her pockets. She arrived at the apartment earlier for some clothes
and stuff for Dog. I asked her if we could start over. But she declined the off; she wouldnt even accept
being friends again because of stupid lingering feelings. She doesnt want me.

You are so wrong. Sica wants you in more ways than you can imagine. Taeyeons face falls blank; eyes
blink as her mind tries to figure out the meaning behind Sooyoungs words. Seconds later, they widen and
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Jessica alreadyyou know. She sets her pen down, But really Taeyeon, I think shes just not ready yet.
Shes more than likely afraid of getting hurt for a second time.

But shes had countless of boyfriends and girlfriends before right? Taeyeon looks at the table.

Yeah, but like I said she didnt really care for them like she does for you. For you its different, so she
might just be scared of you tossing her feelings aside or in the trash figuratively.

I know what I did was a stupid action. Really I dobut I had so much to deal with last week. And I
know that shouldnt mean anything; I know it doesnt make my actions right. And I feel really sorry about
it. I alsothose other times starting from we first metI really did appreciate it, everything.

Did you let her know about all of this? She shakes her head. That is why she wont accept you back.
Take it from me. Think about it from her point of view. How does Jessica know that this time around you
wont just toss everything aside? So what if you acknowledge the fact that thats what you did before? It
doesnt change anything in her eyes.

So I should let her know that I did appreciate everything. I should tell her that it wont happen again and
I promise to make sure it doesnt because I dont like seeing her hurt. And thats only because I really like
her.

Yes and no. Sooyoung sighs, telling her you like her wont help Taeyeon. Sica says she loves you; she
told you she loves you. And youre just going to tell her that you really like her?

So youre saying I should just give her up?

No, Im telling you, you need to think about your feelings for my best friend. How is she supposed to
accept you when you can even return her feelings one hundred percent? Sicas willing to do anything for
you. Can you say the same Taeyeon?

Of course she can and will. Why else would she get involved in Krystals stuff? II sacrificed myself
for her sister. I was willing to kick her moms ass when Mrs. Jung made her cry. Im more than willing to
protect Sooyeon and everyone close to her if needed, Sooyoung. So why should it matter if I say a few
words or not? Dont actions speak louder than words?

They do, but sometimes we want to hear those words. Its all Sica wants really. Her family doesnt tell
her or show it. And it shouldnt be too much to ask for from you of all people Taeyeon.

Taeyeon sits there silently trying to think of a response. Teeth graze her bottom lip. Sooyoung, the last
person I said I love you to, abandoned me and Yoona. Left us to survive on our own. Became the reason
for why I am a delinquent. And what did she do? She turned around and ended up in jail because she
figures it would save our bond. Fingers run through her hair. I havent even really said I love you to
my sisters because Im afraid theyll leave me. So even thinking about saying it to Jessica scares me. IIt
hurt when she said that we were over. So

Youre afraid to say it to her in an attempt to get her back because youre afraid shed run from you?
Taeyeon nods her head. Thats really pessimistic dont you think? There is no chance of Jessica running
away upon hearing those words. A pause, okay maybe, but shell come back.

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She doesnt want me. She said no to starting over.

Did she really say no?

She said that she wasnt ready for a relationship and that friends were out of the equation due to
lingering feelings. Why am I repeating this?

Because she never said no. You have a chance. She doesnt want friends because honestly you cant be
friends with lingering feelings. So the only other option is she wants to go back to being your girlfriend
but shes not ready. And thats because she doesnt understand your feelings for her. If you tell her your
feelings then youd have her. Taeyeon frowns. Question, have you tried working on things with Yoona
and Tiffany? A head shake was the answer, maybe if you try working on that, if anything working on
your relationship with Yoona, shell see that you are working on things. On expressing your feelings and
what not.

Why Yoona?

Because you beat the crap out of one of the people who Jessica is close with. They have a strange bond.
Like I told you, Sica and Yoona are close and Sica sees Yoona as a sister. Maybe rebuilding that bridge
will give you an upper hand in starting over with her.

Yoona wants nothing to do with me. I nearly beat her to death and threw her out.

And whose fault is that? Eyes roll. Must everyone pour salt on that open wound? Yes, she understands
its her fault. But repeatedly reminding her isnt going to do anything but make her more annoyed. Its
definitely not going to help the situation in any way. I upset you, didnt I?

What do you think? The response came out quicker than she thought. Noyou didnt. I justits
frustrating and I know I cant just make everyone comeback. But sometimes I really do wish it could
happen. I hate the loneliness. Its driving me insane, making me paranoid. She gazes off to the side.
This past week I thoughtI thought that maybe I should just you know

I dont know.

Off myself. There was nothing left to live for. Tiffany doesnt want me and she doesnt want me
anywhere around Kyungsan. I threw Yoona out. And the one person who I could definitely rely upon left
after saying she wouldnt. My real family doesnt want me. And my other one wants to beat the crap out
of me. What else was there for me? I mean I could sit around and wait for Key to find me and let him
finish me or beat him to the punch.

Youre suicidal?

Im a lot of things Sooyoung. Im an alcoholic. Im addicted to nicotine. Im a delinquent, a street punk.

I have a record that is huge. Im violent in nature and so much more.

Jessica knows?

She knows what I allow her to know.

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Sooyoung sighs for a second time. Ill talk to her.

Huh?

Ill talk to her. Ill explain things to her. Shell listen to me.

Why?

Because you need her. Youre an unstable person Taeyeon and Im assuming that when youre with
Jessica youre stable. So Ill speak with her.

No.

What?

Dont talk to Jessica. Itll make me sound desperate.

You are desperate. A groan echoes throughout the room. What? Its true. You are desperate to get her
back. But no worries Ill make it seem as if youre not desperate.

How are you going to do that?

I just will.Sooyoung takes a look at her phone, is this all? I kind of have to head across town.

To see Tiffany?

Yeah. Sooyoung scoops up her books and slides them into her backpack.

Sooyoung.

Hm?

Can we not tell anyone aboutyou know?

I dont reveal secrets unless really necessary. So dont worry I wont tell anyone about it.

~~~
I didnt think youd come, states Yuri while watching Yoona take a seat beside her on the bench. I
thought that maybe you were still mad at me or something. She turns and looks ahead. That maybe you
didnt want anything to do with me anymore. Sort of figured you didnt want to hear my side of things.

I am still a little upset, whispers Yoona.You tell me one thing and then someone else tells me another.
Though I will admit that they said it was a rumor. Are you or are you not dating monkey face?

Were not dating now and we were never going to date. Taecyeon had spread that stupid rumor around
thinking that Id consider dating him again. But I didnt. I turned him down dozens of times because I
didnt want a repeat of last time. She turns and looks at Yuri, Im not stupid, Yoona. I do have common
sense. Just because I like books and learning things doesnt mean Im a fool to fall for something twice.

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He was in your room. You were hiding him from me. Why?

Because I know your violent nature, thats why I hid him. We werent doing anything. I wasnt doing
anything with him, Yoona. Were partners on one of our final projects before graduating. My mom was
making a mess in the kitchen and my dad had all of his coworkers over hogging the living room. So we
had no place else but to work on it in my room. Yuri sighs, II dont know what else to say to make
you believe me.

Yoonas gaze drops to her lap. I told myself Yoona that Id quit waiting for you, that there was no point
to it. I mean who confesses when theyre leaving the country, huh? But then I spoke to Boa and she told
me not to. She said to wait because weve already been through so much together even though we were
never officially together. Yeah Boa told me all that; shes taking a liking to you. And honestly thats what
Ive been doing. The older girl takes a peek at the younger one. Now youre going to sit there quietly?

What do you want me to say?

Anything and everything.

Youre not?

No. Im not Yoona. If I was dating someone, it wouldnt be him. Not after what happened before.
Silence settles amongst them.

Good, whispers Yoona. Im tired of being a coward.

What does being a coward have to do with anything, Yoona looks her directly in the eyes. A small gasp
emits from her lips as eyes scan Yoonas face. Whered the bruises come from? They werent there last
week when I last saw you. Fingers reach out gently tracing over the fading bruises. Did Key

Taeyeon did it right before she kicked me out. She pulls away from the fingers. Stop staring.

Im sorry but those bruises are definitely nasty looking. Hand falls upon her lap. Why would Taeyeon
do something like that, Yoona?

Because shes a drunken idiot whos inconsiderate and very selfish.

Shes not selfish. Your sister has sacrificed a lot of herself for the well being of you and many others. It
was probably the alcohol.

Now youre defending her?

Only because I see the change in your sister. Shes no longer a delinquent.

Taeyeon hasnt changed. Shes still the same old Taeyeon that she was before. A leopard cant change
its spots Yuri. She beats me up and kicks me out; she broke up with Jessica.

Yuri doesnt respond immediately, causing for a look of confusion to appear on her face. If a leopard
cant change its spots then the same could be said for you. Youre nothing but a delinquent. You just
some immature kid who thinks she knows everything. Youre still a misfit with no place to belong. The

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rich dont want you because youre a street punk. And the streets dont want you because youre rich. In
fact no one can or has changed. Jessica still views you and Taeyeon as something that needs to be caged.
And so on.

It's not the same.

Contrary to your belief, Yoona, it is the same. Youre being hard on your sister because of one drunken
mistake. Taeyeon has lost so much more than any of us could imagine with the death of Taemin.

She thinks I ratted her out so some people can beat the living daylights out of her.

Well have you given her the reason to believe otherwise? Yoona sighs. No she hasnt. Head shakes.
There you go. If anything Yoona I believe Taeyeon never wanted to kick you out. And honestly you
should talk to her.

And how am I supposed to do that when she wants nothing to do with me? She says Im no longer her
sister and threatens to beat me if I speak to Tiffany or Kyungsan.

It shouldnt matter. She grabs Yoonas hand. Talk to Taeyeon before you lose the chance to salvage
your relationship with your older sister.

Why would I want to do that?

Because I know you and I know that your mom used to be the one you used to look up to. But now
Yoona, up until nowyour hero has been your older sister. And I know as much you do that you want to
be back in Taeyeons life.

I hate you right now.

Because Im right? Yoona rolls her eyes. So are you going to talk to your sister?

I hate you.

And I like you, still. No response. Maybe I should consider dating Taecyeon. She tries to stand only
to have Yoona pull her back down. Or maybe not. So does this mean were dating finally. Yoona shrugs
her shoulders. Yuri could only roll her eyes; she leans over and places a kiss upon Yoonas cheek. Thats
umthats something to help you figure things out about us. I have to go to work. Call me later after
youve spoken to your sister. I wont talk to you until you do.

~~~
The door opens revealing to her eyes the canine that wanted nothing to do with her. She blinks trying to
understand whether or not she was seeing things correctly. Whatwhat are you doing here? she
questions. Youre supposed to be with Sooyeon.

A small bark was the response. Dog lies flat against the floor; her tail sweeps back and forth lazily.
Taeyeon looks around the apartment. Is she in the room? Another bark. Sighing, Taeyeon fully enters
the apartment all the way, closing the door softly behind her. There goes my nap before work.

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She takes a seat in front of Dog, reaching out hesitantly to pet the four-legged animal. Im sorry, she
whispers, Ive neglected you the most. And I dont blame you if you like Sooyeon more than me. I
should have taken better care of you. Youre to me the equivalent of what Kyungsan is to Tiffanyand
Ive been horrible. Tongue lolls out of Dogs mouth and she rolls onto her side. Forgive me?

Unexpectedly Taeyeon finds herself on her back with something wet swiping across her face.
Ewkisses. She laughs a little as Dog tackles her. Youre not so bad. Her free hand reaches up and
joins the other amongst the fur. Footsteps stop the two from having their fun.

Both Dog and Taeyeon turn to see Jessica. The first thing Taeyeon notices was the puffiness of the
younger girls eyes. Once again she blinks, this time of uncertainty. She wasnt so sure what to do, being
this was like the second time shes seen Jessica in this state. And it didnt help that they werent friends
on anything else.

Dog climbs off of her owner and makes her way across the room to the girl standing in the hallway
entrance. Soft fur brushes against denim, causing for Jessica to take a seat upon the floor. Fingers gently
work their way through the black hairs.

Taeyeon could only watch quietly. Minutes go by and Taeyeon leans back on her elbows, yawning. Im
going to stay here for a while, states Jessica, not even bothering to look at her ex.

Okay.

Im staying in the bedroom.

Alright.

Jessica finally looks over at Taeyeon. Youre not even bothering to ask why?

I want to. I want to know who made you cry. Im worried that you might still be crying because of me.
So I do want to know why. But I dont want to invade. Were no longer together and were not friends.
She looks at Jessica. So Im going to choose not to. Plus youre on the leaseso if you want my room
you can have it. Ill just sleep on the couch. Its not like itll be the first time. She falls back completely
turning her attention towards the ceiling.

My family lied to me, whispers Jessica. She wasnt sure why she said that, but she did. Im not my
fathers child. Another set of tears break free, surprising her since she thought that she had already cried
out all that ears that she could produce. Sniffling some, she brings her hand up to try and erase them from
her face. To top itIm a product of rape. Im something that wasnt wanted. And its proven since my
familys doesnt want me. They all lie and treat me like crap. And then theres youyou dont want me.
Taeyeon sits up.

Jessica words werent true. She does want Jessica. II do want you, Soo-Sooyeon. I told you earlier that
I wanted to start over.

As friends.

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Because you didnt wantyou werent ready for She stops thinking of Sooyoungs words. Would
now be the right time to say something? Or should she just wait and instead just comfort Jessica. I doI
do want you. But Im not sure you want anything to do with me anymore. She brings her knees up to her
face. I really do want you back. So that proves that someone out here in this world wants you, right?
She looks at Jessica. You know that ImIm not good with words. Im not like that English dude
whos famous for his stories or something. But I want you. I need you. So therethat should be enough
to stop your crying right?

Jessica turns away from Taeyeon. Youre only saying that because Im upset. Because you dont like
being alone. You dont want me. You dont need me. If you did you would have cared about my feelings.
You wouldnt told me to fuck off countless of times. You would have been so frustrating. She leans her
head against the wall, besides you wanting me doesnt change the fact that Im a freaking child of rape.
Im nothing good. Im badI mean why else would everything go downhill in my life? Im not meant to
be happy.

Taeyeon could only stare at the Jungs back. A frown forms on her face. You deserve to be happy, she
whispers. If there is anybody out there in this world that deserves to be treated like a princess and given
a lifetime of happiness its you. That was cheesybut its true. II dont know about other people but
youve sacrificed so much for some many people. Youve gotten involved in people lives when you
shouldnt have and they appreciate it. I appreciate it. I may not show it, but I know that I do appreciate
everything youve done for me, my family and the people who I now call friends.

Youre talking out of your ass.

No. Its true. You told me to reflect upon myself. Sooyoung told me the same thing and I have done it. I
mayI may not be able to express myself like you, or Tiffany or Yoona but Im trying now. And
everything I say I really mean, Sooyeon. Your family may not want you. They may not appreciate your
being but I do. I want you and I appreciate you. I can repeat this so many times if you want me to. I need
you. This week only made me realize that I need you.

Yeah right.

SooyeonI

You what?

I She takes a hesitant pause. What if it doesnt work out? She shakes her head. Sooyoung says itll
work out. I The front door opens causing for all three of them to turn and look only to find Yoona
entering the apartment.

Heyumcan we talk?

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 060

If you didnt do anything then why is she crying? growls the youngest one in the room; hands
tightly fist the oldest girls shirt, lifting her off the ground. Did you not get enough of making her
cry last week? Wasnt causing her lip to bleed enough? Or do you still have to make her cry?! She
shakes the girl in her hand.

I didnt make her cry, Yoona, remarks Taeyeon.

Sure you didnt. Its why shes sitting over there with tears streaking her face. I didnt think you could
stoop as low as this. Taeyeons back collides with the back of the couch; a groan escapes her lips. The
bruise on her back must be making a comeback. Whats wrong, hm? First you deny making someone
who obviously loves you cry and now youre not even trying to fight back.

She looks down at her hands. I dont want to lay my hands on my sister again. I dont want to hurt you
anymore than I already have. Head raises; eyes lock with Yoonas. I dont want to break the vow I
made for a second time. I made a vow that Id never treat you like how mom did when we were younger.
To never make you believe you were nothing but trash, she admits honestly.

Yeah right. If you made a vow like that whyd you break it huh? You know honestly while talking to
Yuri earlier today I started to think maybe I should come and see what happened before. But then I walk
in the apartment to find Jessica curled against Dog crying. And then there is you. Do you really think Id
believe that you have nothing to do with this? Yoona pushes her harder against the couch. One eye
closes as she strains to fight back the pain. Everyone saying that youve changed and to give you the
benefit of the doubt because you were grievingand you havent changed. You still the same persona
cold heartless murderer with no respect for others and their feelings.

Yoona! The sisters turn to Jessica, put her down before you cause anymore damage to her back and or
spine and paralyze her. She ignores Jessicas orders drawing her attention back to Taeyeon. Im
YoonaTaeyeon is not the reason for my tears, so put her back on her feet. Gritting her teeth, she
reluctantly sets Taeyeon down.

Taking a side step, Taeyeon walks away from Yoona. ImIm sorry, she mumbles back to the two
people that shes hurt the most. Im sorry for my outburst last week. Eyes drop to her shoes. II know
or at least I understand that I ruined whatever sisterly bond or relationship when I hurt you and threw you
out. Fingers run through her hair, and I understand that an apology cant fix anything.

Is she being serious? whispers Yoona glancing at Jessica for an answer. Jessica could only shrug her
shoulders in response. You wait a week to apologize? Taeyeon spins to face her sister only to nod her
head; hand presses flat against her shoulder giving her a shove. The older girl takes a step back, you-

Im serious, interrupts the smaller girl. You and Sooyeon both might think that Im just doing this for
the hell of it. But Im not. I get it, now. I shouldnt have behaved that way, but Im human. Im impatient,
irrational, hotheaded and so on, so Ill make mistakes. And Ive made mistakes with a few of them being
hurting you and never stopping to tell Sooyeon that I appreciate everything shes done for me. She
swallows the lump in the back of her throat. Im sorry

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You expect us to just accept your apology? interrogates Yoona. You treat the two people whod be
willing to do anything for you like trash no like theyre below that. And then expect some simple Im
sorry to fix things, Taeyeon?

Yoona, calls out Jessica. Stop.

But

Stop. Yoona huffs and crosses her arms.

Sooyoung was wrong. There was no way to mend any relationship. It was over. She has no family left.
Shaking her head, she heads for the front door. Taeyeon! She ignores Jessicas call, disappearing out of
sight. Jessica sighs, When I came out her, I found her on the floor with Dog begging for forgiveness.
Shes been begging for it from a lot of people today. She wasnt the reason for my tears. In fact Taeyeon
was in her own way trying to make me stop. We may not want to believe it but the isolation she
underwent has changed her, Yoona. And I think She looks up at the taller girl, I think we just lost her
for good. You went too far.

I went too far? She was spewing nonsense, Jessica. She meant everything she did last week

She didnt. I dont know if you can tell, but Taeyeon isnt one to beg for forgiveness. Taeyeons never
one to openly discuss her feelings. It takes me a while to get her to do that and weve been dating for
nearly a year now, Yoona. Its not nonsense. You went too far. BesidesI think she really sees how
wrong she was.

Youre wrong. Shes

Shes what? As much as I dont want to say this, shes exactly as she says she is. Taeyeons human not
some person who weve placed on a pedestal. Jessica sighs in frustration, Yoona I know youre smarter
than this. Use your head, thinkdont allow your emotions to control you train of thought. Yoona looks
off to the side. Taeyeons trying to right whats been wrong whether you or I want to believe it. Shes
clean of alcohol. Had Mr. Lee run a test. Its on the nightstand. And he even gave her prescriptions to help
her get that nicotine gum and patch to help quit smoking.

Why wait a week then? Why did she have to wait a week to apologize?

Only Taeyeon can answer that, but you chased her off. Look I didnt come here defend Taeyeon. Im not
even here for her. I came here to have some time for myself. She forces herself onto her feet. Im going
to lie down before you give me an even bigger headache then I already have. She heads down the hall,
stopping midway. Yoonaearlier today I thought maybe youve maturedbut just now

Well, what was I supposed to do? She just can expect us me to accept that stupid Im sorry. She nearly
killed me, threw me out to live on the streets. I wasnt going to just sit here and allow her to just

You suck it up and be the bigger man, Yoona. You said it yourself, were the only two people in
Taeyeons life whos willing to do anything for her. Yet you stand there and wont even accept her
apology. It should be enough that she apologized to you, to us. Screw what the world has showed you

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about your sister. You should know that if anything happened to either one of us, mainly you that
Taeyeon will be willing to maim the person alive.

So youre going to accept the apology?

Whether I accept it or not has nothing to do with this.

If you dont accept it why should I?

Because youre family, youre her sister. I on the other hand is nothing more than an ex girlfriend. She
closes her eyes releasing a low hiss, youre making my head hurt. Im done trying to get you to view
your sister differently. Whatever your aunt and cousin have planted in your head about your sister isnt
true. And you of all people should know that. With that she walks away, closing the bedroom door upon
entering. Yoona sighs; hands delve into her pocket pulling out her cell phone. She heads for the front
door, exiting the apartment.

Fingers make quick work of dialing a number; she places it against her ear while jogging down the stairs.
Did you talk to Taeyeon yet?

Yeah, she mumbles, evading a couple that was walking up the stairs.

And?

She apologized for everything shes done to mebut Yuri, I cant accept it.

Why not?

Its not as simple as that. Lets say Boa nearly kills you, throws you out and threatens to kick your ass if
you ever come anywhere near her or the rest of your family. And then she waits a week and apologizes,
would you accept it?

In a heartbeat, Yoona, because Boa is my big sister. And yes she nearly killed me and made me
homeless but it doesnt change anything. If she took the time to apologize and beg for forgiveness then
why shouldnt it be given, hm? Shes my big sister, someone who I look up to even though I wont
openly admit it. But because I love my sisterI would forgive her. There was a hesitant pause, But Im
not saying you have to forgive her Yoona. Its your choice in the matter. All I have to say myself is that
shes family, shes you sister. And if anything out of her and Tiffany, Taeyeon would be the main one to
help you for anything.

I just

You dont have to Yoona. Like I said its your choice. If after having this talk with her still doesnt
change you new view of your older sister, then so be it. It wont be changed. Taeyeon will forever be that
heartless person towards you.

Jessica says Im being immature, that Im allowing for my emotions to take effect of my thinking.

And I honestly agree with her. If you take the time to just break away from family and think youd be
able to see where Taeyeon is coming from with this apology. But you cant because everyone is filling

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your mind with these different views of your older sister your emotions are running rampant. Youre
angry at her for hurting you physically and mentally. Youre angry at her for lying about what happened
the night of Mr. Seos death. And then you have people telling you that Taeyeon is nothing but a street
punk who wont be able to accomplish anything, that she cant change and dont be fooled by the person
before you. Its all going to affect your thinking, Yoona.

I dont know what to do. She steps out onto the pavement looking up and down the street.

Think for yourselfyou share a bond with Taeyeon that no one else does.

Sure I do.

You dohonestly Yoona sometimes you are Taeyeon, whether you want to hear this or not. You are
exactly like your older sister that it is scary. Yoona opens her mouth to argue back but Yuri continues
speaking, you may not look exactly like her physically but the way you act is her hands down. Why else
would Jessica take you as her favorite sibling? You remind her of her girlfriend.

Where are you going with this?

Since you emulate Taeyeon you should know that deep down that apology was the most sincere one
Taeyeon could offer. That shes really sorry for hurting you and wants nothing more than to make it up to
you. And because youre like Taeyeon, you fear accepting it, because you fear losing your older sister for
a third time in the row. She pulls the phone away and stares at it, like I said Taeyeon is your heroyou
dont want to lose her.

I hate you right now, comments Yoona putting the phone against her ear.

You know I think Im going to have a heart attack when you say you love me, remarks Yuri, but
seriously Yoona. Get away from your mom and your aunt and everyone else on that side of the family. If
you want you can crash at my house.

Sleep in the same bed as you?

Are all delinquents perverts? Hold on. Feet begin carrying her body towards the bus stop. Alright,
sorryI had to help someone with something. As I was saying before your stupid comment, crash at my
place. Sleep in Boas room that way you have some time to yourself. My parents wont mind. In fact my
moms been wondering where you disappeared to.

Boa will kill me if she found out I slept in her room.

Not really. Im not going to force you to come. You can come at any time, any day. I just want you to
clear your mind before you pull a stunt like Taeyeon and really hurt someone or yourself, okay? If thats
all I really have to get back to workthe senior employees are watching me diligently. I dont think they
like the fact that most people here like me.

Tell them to suck it or youll have me come over there and kick their ass.

And that right there proves my theory of you being a copy of Taeyeon. Alright gotta go. Before Yoona
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stop pole. Was she really being as irrational as everyone says she is? Is she really supposed to just accept
something as easily as that? Taeyeon has hurt her more than they could imagine, well maybe except for
Jessica but still. Shes her older sister, someone whos supposed to protect her, not beat her senseless. She
groans this time. Why does she have to look at it from Taeyeons point of view? Why cant the older girl
look at things from hers?

~~~
Can I ask you the reason for the visit? Last time I saw you it was nearly eight years ago. Eyes trail the
elderly woman as she walks from the kitchen to the living room with a tray. Setting it down on the coffee
table, she takes a seat opposite of the visitor. Dont think that I possible have any chores for you to help
out with. I told you that what you did back then was more than enough, Taeyeon. Taeyeon could only
nod her head as her hands rub against her jeans.

I was actually on my way to work, when I thought I should visit, Mrs. Seo, murmurs Taeyeon. IsIs
Juhyun here? I have something Id like to say to the both of you if you dont mind. Seohyuns mother
nods her head, forcing herself onto her feet. She disappears down the hall, remerging seconds later with
Seohyun on her tail. Both of the Seo women take a seat and two pairs of eyes lock onto the Kim. I...I
want to tell you two something I should have said eight years no, even longer than that.

She drops her gaze to her lap. The night Mr. Seo was murderedI was there. I wasI was the one who
made himwho made it so he couldnt fight back. The room falls dead silent and the tension in the air
thickens. Taeyeons throat constricts some, causing for difficulty in speaking but she ignores it and
continues. Im not proud of what happened that night. As a delinquent I should be, but Im not and never
was. II never wanted things to go that wayhonestly. She takes a small peek at the two women. I
didI did what I had to for my sister. I know it doesnt justify anything but it was all for Yoona.

What happened that night, Taeyeon? questions Mrs. Seo.

It was the fifth night in a row that my mom had not fed either me or Yoona a real meal. Yoona was
hungry, starving practically. She was crying about how her stomach hurts because she was hungry. So I
did what any bigger sister in the world would do. I went to do something that would insure that my sister
would have food in her stomach from that point on. Eyes become warm; tears build up as she recalls
what happened that night. I had a friend who I was really close with tell me about a gang who would
take care of me and Yoona. That all I have to do was prove to them that I wanted the power to protect and
provide for Yoona. At first I was hesitant because of the word gang. Sure I was a street punk but I wasnt
so sure about it. And seeing Yoona cry made me realize that this would be the fastest way to stop the tears
and the pain.

She takes a deep breath. So you joined a gang?

I decided to join the family. They told me all Id have to do was beat someone up and Id get in. Being
how young I wasI thought sure I could do this. She tries to swallow the lump. Mr. Seo and you
Seohyun came upon that alley that night I was being initiated. Some of the older members of the family
saw Mr. Seo and knocked him onto his knees after he hid Seohyun away from us. He thought it was

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money that they, that we wanted. He offered everything in his wallet. If I could have taken it and left him
alone I would have

But you didnt? She nods her head.

I couldnt. I was ordered to beat him til he was black and blue. So I did for Yoona. I used my fists to
beat himhe didnt even fight back. When I was done he was laying there in the dirty alley barely
breathing. One of the higher ups or uncles as theyre called said that we might as well put him out of his
misery. She closes her eyes, I was handed a knife that night. I was told to just slice him open and let
him bleed to death. That if I did that Yoona would have more than just food in her stomach, but clothes to
wear and so on. He body shakes slightly, I gripped the handle tightly preparing to do itand then I saw
movement out the corner of my eye. It was Seohyun. And when I saw that he had a daughterI couldnt
do it. I couldnt kill him. I couldnt ruin another family to protect my own. My friend noticed the
hesitance and she took the knife. Stabbed him and sliced Seohyuns throat, destroying your family.

Taeyeon. She looks up at the woman who called her name. Taeyeon.

"Mrs. Seo...Seohyun, I...I know an apology can't change the past but I'm...I'm sorry. Seohyun stares at
Taeyeon; face blank. Finally she stands and heads to her room. The door slams shutting, causing the walls
to shake. Im sorry.

Is this why you visited when you were younger?

I thoughtI thought that even though I was a delinquent that I could at least do something right for the
pain I caused. I know its not enoughI know nothing will ever be enough. But Im tired of holding onto
this secret when all it keeps doing is biting me in the ass. Im done with it all. Mrs. Seo stands.

I think its best if you leave for now. Seohyun is distressed and thats not a good thing. Taeyeon nods
her head, standing. She heads towards the door, I knew you had something to do with what happened
that night. I could see the guilt upon your face whenever youd come over and help around the house. I
was waiting for an apology; Ive been waiting. But then you started to look indifferent as if you never
cared She stops. I forgive you, Taeyeon. I have forgiven you. You were young, nave but you still
made an attempt to make things right.

She nods her head and leaves.

~~~
I thought you umI thought you moved out. The girl that was busily moving around the room stops
and glances over her shoulder. Sooyoung says youre staying at your mothers apartment.

Until my sister goes back to normal, that is. I want to make sure Kyungsan is fine and taken care of you
know? Mrs. Choi already was upset at the fact that my sisters were throwing fists around with him in the
room. I dont want people to think that Im incapable of raising my own child, explains Tiffany. Jessica
nods her head. Why are you here? You and Taeyeon arent together anymoreunless you guys got back
together?

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The Jung shakes her head. Im just here to clear my own mind since your sister is out and about.
Tiffany nods her head. Taeyeons apartment is a sanctuary for anyone for the mere fact that no one is
actually willing to barge in. It was like their safe haven since all of them have a key. If she needed some
time to think shed probably come here also. She turns back to the task at hand, collecting some extra
clothes for herself and her son. Hey, Tiffany. The younger girl stops again, I knowIwill you ever
let Kyungsan know that his real father, his biological father is in fact Siwon?

She turns; confusion evident upon her face. Why would Jessica care if she allows her son to know who
his father is? What is she thinking? Jessica cares for Kyungsan but why does she want to know something
like this? No, not really. Siwon helped conceived him when he didnt take no for an answer.

So youre never going to let him know?

Maybe when hes older.

I thinkI think you should let him know as soon as possible. Let him choose if he wants Siwon in his
life or not. She grips the doorframe, as much as I dont like the tall idiot, hes changing his ways and
bettering himself, improving himself. And both him and Kyungsan deserves the chance to get and create a
father-son relationship. Tiffany observes Jessica. Something wasnt quite right. Jessicas the girl who
wants nothing to do with people like Siwon and yet shes sitting here talking about giving him a chance.

Is something wrong? Jessica shakes her head. Jessica, we may not see eye to eye all the time, but
Taeyeon cares about you. And I She hesitates a bit, I care about you. So if you want to talk about
whatever it is thats bothering you, let it be the thing thats happening now or something else, Im here to
listen. The older girl sighs and enters the room, taking a seat upon the bed.

Do you love yourwhat I am saying, of course you do. Fingers begin to play amongst themselves.
Tiffany watches her, blinking occasionally. Do you think that keeping Siwon from Kyungsan is for
Kyungsans benefit? I mean

Jessica whats wrong?

A deep exhale, hands rest in her lap. Head drops to avoid Tiffanys gaze. Im a product of rapeand I
dont understand why I was never told that. Tiffany blinks. This isnt what she expected. She thought
maybe Jessica was thinking about Taeyeon and didnt know how to bring it up. I dont understand why
all this time my mom would lie to me. She shakes her head. Ive spent so much time crying about it that
I cant even shed a tearbut it still hurts. Tiffany sets the times in her hand down, taking a seat beside
Jessica. Ive always thoughtI sort of figured I was unwanted but for it to actually be a reality

Stop right there, interrupts Tiffany. Not true. Dont even think that your parents never wanted you,
least your mother. If you have your mother in your life than that means that she loves you and wants you
in her life. Take that from me, Jessica. Its just some things that wemothers have to do for the benefit of
their children. Im positive that more than anything, Mrs. Jung definitely wants you in her life. If not why
are you still here, huh? She could have had an abortion a long time ago or she could have given you up
for adoption. But she didnt.

She could be having regrets. I would if I had to face something like me every day.

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Would you? Say for example Taeyeon was aa man. And you too had sex and you got pregnant on
accident. You decided against getting having an abortion and adoption. Raised the child like it was
nothing. Would you later on down the line have regrets? Would you start to not want your child?

Not the same thing. I have strong feelings for your sister.

Alright what if it was Donghae or any other boy youve dated in the past. Would you have regrets
keeping a child and raising it? Watching themhim or hergrow and being there for special moments in
their life. Would you want to just toss them aside like it was nothing?

Head shakes, but I ruined her marriage with the man I thought was my father.

Did she ever say that youre the reason for your parents divorce? Another head shake Then she has
no regrets. Hand falls onto Jessicas lap, grabbing hold of one of Jessicas and giving it a squeeze. Your
mom wants and youre so lucky to have her in your life, Jessica. You can be upset about what happened
but you should nevernever believe that she regrets you were ever born. My own mother never cared for
me or Taemin. The only reason she came to the funeral was to keep up appearances. She never cared and
thats why we had to live with an alcoholic rather than her. Do you know before she left us she use to
look at me and constantly remind me of how I ruined her life, how I messed everything up for her? Its
why I dont like calling her and asking for favors. I may still want to be in her life but thats a part of me I
hate. I hate that I cling to something that straight hates me. She stands, dont doubt your family, more
importantly your mothers feelings towards you. If they dont want you then theyll announce it.

She gives Jessica a smile. I need to get back. Sooyoung fell asleep and Kyungsan was already napping
when I left. Bending over she grabs the clothes sliding them into her bag. Jessica, I know that some
people would rather confide with their best friends. But if there is every something youd like to talk
about and not with Sooyounglike I said I am here to listen. Jessica nods her head. She watches as the
younger girl heads for the door only to stop. I know I said that I had to gobut then I started thinking
about something. And since youre here and were talking to each other without wanting to rip each other
apartare you planning on getting back withwith my sister? She shrugs her shoulders. Can I know
whats holding you two back from becoming an item again?

A lot of things, mumbles Jessica. I broke up with her because of the way she treated me. It was as if
we were never dating. Scratch that we were never dating according to her.

Thats a stupid lie, comments Tiffany. She leans against the wall right beside the door. She lied big
timebig, big time. TaeyeonTaeyeon really loves you that its scary sometimes. I never thought my
sister would fall in love with anyone. I thought me and Yoona would always be at the top of her list of
things she cherishes. But you sort of knocked us down a level, became the thing with the highest value in
her life. Why else would she lay out her life in order to protect your sister from the ass kicking that she
needed? Besides you complete our family.

Excuse me?

Taeyeon is the head of our small family. None of us count our parents as the head of our household. So
Taeyeon is the head of the house. But Taes not exactly motherly. Talking to her is hard and awkward
especially about certain things. But Taeyeon provides for us and protects us.

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So? What does that have to do with me?

All this time me, Yoong, and Taemin had a pseudo father like figure in our lifeTaeyeon. Then you
came into the picture, Jessica and you began taking care of us, talking to us, listening to our issues and
making sure weve been fed and everything is in order. Youve become Taeyeons wife. Youve become
a mother figure in our shitty life. Youre our mom. Everyone knows thateveryone. She pauses,
Lookyour break up didnt just affect you and Taeyeon. Others were hurt in the process. Its like a
divorce really. You got Yoona and Taeyeon has me. And from our eyesfrom my eyes actually I just lost
a person who I see as a mother figure in my life even if we are the same age. And even if I dont get along
with her.

I really like your sister, states Jessica. I love your sister. I dont know why. I mean Ive dated prince
charmings, vixens, jocks, airheads and nerds. And I have never felt this way about them as I do about her.
But

But what?

Taeyeons never showed her feelings for me, except for that one time. It has taken me months to get her
use to the kisses, hugs and hand holding. Shes only said she liked me and she was in an emotional state
at the time. But Ive told her that I loved her.

Tae doesnt even say I love you to me and Yoona really. She tells Kyungsan that she cares for him. So
dont get upset. Shes probably just wary of the phrase, Jessica. But I know my sisters feelings for you.
She loves you just as much as you love her. And she wants you in her lifeshes lost without you. Eyes
look at the time displayed on her phone. Okaynow I seriously have to go or Ill make myself
extremely late for work. Just think about things. About your family and about Taeyeon. With that she
officially leaves. The older girl listens to the front door close before releasing the breath that she was
holding.

She came here to seek refuge and to think about her mother and her father. Yet here she is in Taemins
well Tiffanys room thinking about her current status with Taeyeon. Falling back upon the bed, she stares
up at the ceiling. Should she give their relationship another chance? She still loves the street punk, but
what if, what if what Tiffany and Sooyoung are saying isnt true? What if Taeyeon had feelings and
theyre no longer there? It would explain the reason for the way she flipped the switch on Jessica and
decided not to care for her feelings.

Hands blindly search for a pillow. Finding it, she pulls it over her face, screaming into it. Why must this
be so freaking complicated? Theyre teens and yet it feels like shes deciding on whether or not to file the
divorce papers. Sitting up, her face scrunches. God now.now Im thinking as if I actually married the
idiot.

Her phone sounds throughout the house; she stumbles of the bed and races across the hall to Taeyeons
room. Hello?

I didnt wake you, did I?

No, Soo. Whats up?

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I wanted to talk to you about Taeyeon. You know see if youre okay and what not.

Thanks to your girlfriendno, no Im not. Im now thinking about my relationship with Taeyeon as if
we were a married couple and Im preparing to file the divorce papers. She jumps onto the bed. Tiffany
thinks I should consider being in a relationship again with Taeyeon. I mean

Do you?

I dont know, huffs Jessica, why is everyone asking me and no one asking Taeyeon?

Weve both asked Taeyeon, Sica. She wants you back. She feels guilty about the way shes treated you.
But she wants you, Jessica. And I think she needs you in her life. You need her also from what Ive hear
from Jinri. Is that why youre sitting at her apartment rather trying to look for me? A low growl emits
from her. Haits alright though, Sica. If you want her then let her know. Forgive her. Shes trying her
hardest right now to right everything. Im sure you know that.

I know. Im just

Just nothing. Go back to her if you want her and quit beating around the bush. Taeyeon loves you, but
you have to be patient with her. Shes horrible at explaining her thoughts and feelings.

Dont think I dont know that?

Goodgive her another chance. I have to goKyungsan woke up and I dont want him to be crying
when Tiffany gets back. Speaking of her is she still there?

Nope, just left like a few minutes ago.

Alright. Think about things Jessica. And Ill call later after hes calm, had diaper change and ate. Dial
tone feels her ears. Think about things? Why does she have to keep thinking about things? With a sigh,
she tosses the phone onto the bedside table before burying her face into a pillow. Maybe sleep would be
of some help right now.

~~~
Mop slides across the tiled floor; dark orbs watch as it moves the dirty water about. Hey! Head snaps up
and eyes lock onto the form of her exs younger sister who was currently waving from the lobby. Sighing,
she sets the mop back into the bucket, puts out the caution wet floor sign and approaches the taller but
younger girl. I was wonderingis my sister at your place? She nods her head, wiping her hands on her
work pants. Figures, Krystal takes a seat in one of the chairs. Does this mean that you guys are back
together?

Her answer was a short and simple, no.

Are you guys ever going to get back together?

I dont know. Its your sisters choice. Why am I talking about this with you? She turns to leave only to
have Krystals words stop her.

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You should get back together with my sister. Not that Im willing to share her with you and Yoona
again. But its just that shes unhappy, very unhappy. Shes no longer smiling like how she used to. And I
kind of miss it. Head tilts back some, I just want my sister to be happy again. And this week Ive tried
doing that but its not working. Youre the only person who can make it happen. Eyes meet. Shes
really hurting you know. Taemins death, the break up, you beating up Yoona and then mom tops it off
with telling her shes child of rapeSooyeon might seem like shes a pretty strong girl who can handle
anything Taeyeon but shes not. My sisters nothave you seen the scars on her?

Scars? questions Taeyeon.

Yeahtheyre pretty faint now but she has them after she learned to cope with things. But too much
stress and pressure can make even the strongest person alive cave. PleaseI dont like asking for stuff
from you since what happened last time but I want Sooyeon back.

She told me no, today. She says no one wants her. And when I tried telling her that I want her and need
her, she tells me to stop talking out of my ass.

Because you guys broke up. I know Im asking you to get back together with my sister but still. You
havent been in many relationships have you? A brow arches, Figures. You cant just treat a girl like
crap, break up with her and then expect her to come back to you with open arms. She exhales loudly
through her nose.

Krystal

Soojung.

Huh?

Have you noticed that amongst family members we call each other by our Korean names? Or more like
they call me and Sooyeon by our Korean names. Every once in a while though me and Sooyeon will call
each other by our English names. And considering the fact that you mean a lot to the person who I look
up toI want you to call me Soojung. Who knows maybe youll actually be my sister in law in the future
or something.

Taeyeon just nods her head. She didnt want to believe it but now she gets to call Krystal Soojung and
what not. Shes not even with Jessica anymore and the Jung family is somehow still treating her as though
theyre still together. Soojung, Krystal smiles, youre sister doesnt want me anymore. Not even after I
apologized and promised to tell her countless of times how much I want and appreciate her being.

Thats a little corny dont you think? A growl is heard throughout the room. Corny? Isnt that
something that girls like to hear? Back to what I was saying. You may think you know what is it that
Sooyeon actually wants because you dated her but I know my sister. And she wants youin more ways
than you think.

Sheshe told you that stuff also?

No. Call it a mishap of walking into her room in the middle of the night about a few months ago. I
thought she had ate some bad and had like a stomach virus or something with all the freaking moaning

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she wasgawh! She shudders a bit at the memory; tongue sticks out and gagging noises echo. II
dont even want to remember that. Another shudder, But my sister wants you and you need to do
something about that. You need to fix things Taeyeon.

So youre saying that this is my fault?

No Im saying that you need to do something to fix things. I want to see my sister be who she is. I want
the smiles, the teasing back. I want the sarcasm and smart remarks. I want to see her stand her own
against mom like before and to chase her off not for Sooyeon to run away. I want my sister and I know I
cant have that until you fix things.

Honestly Soojung, I dont know what to do. Ive apologized. Ive told her that she deserves to be happy.
I offered to be her friend. I made mistakes because I wasnt in the right state of mind. Im guilty of that. I
hurt your sister physically and emotionally. I drained her emotionally and mentally. Ive done everything
I could think of but were not getting back together any time soonif at all.

Sex. Everyone in the room freezes. Eyes zoom straight to the two girls. Red tinge spreads across
Taeyeons face, illuminating her ears. She fidgets a little, looking around the room. Why is her ex
girlfriends little sister asking her to sleep with her ex?

II have to workfloors need to be cleaned. And yeah. She tries to walk away.

Taeyeon! Foot stops mid-air; eyes are tightly shut. I was kidding. But please help me get Sooyeon
back. You need her around as much as I do. She takes a small peek over her shoulder to see Krystal
heading for the door.

Soojung. Where are you going?

Out to see movie with Jinri and some others.

Who?

Amber, Luna, Onew, Jonghyun and Ambers cousin Victoria is chaperoningmom. GodI cant wait
to hear how Sooyeon will question me once shes back to normal.

Just stay out of trouble alright. I dont think Sooyeon could take anymoreremember that Key is still
out there and to the world me and Sooyeon as still together. So hell use the two of you to get to me.

I knowand I will.

~~~
The door to her room opens startling her. Eyes peek up from the words on the pages before her, allowing
for a surprise look to cross her face. The book settles down beside her as the visitor drops their duffle bag
on the floor. Yoona? Yoona ignores Yuris call; she slowly trudges across the room and climbs upon
the bed. Head falls upon Yuris stomach. Hard day atwhere do you work exactly?

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An auto shop. But no. Seohyun texted me today. Taeyeon went to the Seos house today. She explained
everything to them. She told them everything that had happened the night of Mr. Seos death. She even
apologized for doing it, whispers Yoona. Fingers lazily draw patterns upon Yuris stomach. Im the
reason for the death of Mr. Seo, for Seohyun being mute.

Fingers gently comb through her hair in an attempt to soothe her. Yoona.

Its my fault, she whispers. Its my fault why our mom was in jail. Im at fault for Taeyeon becoming
a jail bounddeath bound delinquent. Its all my fault; everything is my fault. Yuri opens her mouth
only to close it. If I wasnt born

Then life for me and a whole lot of other people would be uneventful, Yoona, finishes Yuri. Youre
technically the reason for usfor the group getting together and meeting one another. Besides how are
you at fault? I thought that you were quite young when it happened. I mean we were all young.

Taeyeon killed him to feed me, she flips over and looks at Yuri. So how can you say that it isnt my
fault, huh? Yuri sighs.

Because its not your fault. The blame doesnt go on Taeyeon either. From just this much information I
can infer that Taeyeon did what she had to provide for you. And that the blame of you being hungry goes
to the person who was your guardian at the timeyour mother. Yoona automatically jolts up, causing
for Yuri to sit up. Hand reaches out and grabs Yoonas upper arm. Im justIm just stating my
thoughts on the thing. No one knows what really happened that night but Taeyeon okay.

Why would you assume our my mother is the reason behind everything? She went to jail to protect
Taeyeon. She wouldnt haveshe said she was changing.

People change but not over night. I know that. You know that. And why else would Taeyeon harbor this
huge amount of hatred for the woman? She may have changed over the years that shes spent in jail but
that dont mean anything. This happened when she was what she was, Yoona. Hand slides up and down
the arm, Yoonalisten to me, please. Yoona shakes her head. Yoona. Other hand reaches out,
cupping Yoonas face and forcing her to look at Yuri. Yoona, hey listen to me. She pulls her Yoona
closer to her. Just listenthis is what me and Jessica were telling you earlier. Youre emotions are at an
all time high right now. You need to listen to me with your emotions set to the side before you hurt
something or someone.

She takes a deep breath and nods her head. II justone moment its my moms fault, the next its
Taeyeons and then it goes back. I donthow would you feel?

Lost and confused just like you. But then Id think about it calmly. If not just sleep it off, or maybe just
set it aside for another day. You cant listen to other sources until you get the information straight from
the main one, Yoona. Once you hear what happened from Taeyeons mouth, you can then piece together
the puzzle pieces and decide on your own whos story to believe. Until then, she lies down pulling
Yoona with her, I have school in the morningso lets sleep.

I thought I was supposed to sleep in Boas room? questions Yoona setting aside the thoughts from
before. Arm drapes over the older girls waist pulling her in.

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Youre here now. Might as well stay that way, mumbles Yuri, burying her face into the crook of
Yoonas neck. I can get use to this. Yoona just smiles, closing her eyes.

~~~
With a groan, she exits the bathroom, ruffling and drying her hair with a towel. Body plops down on the
couch as she gazes around the dark room. A sigh this time and she throws the now dampened towel across
the room. Form changes into a slouch, head leans back and eyes peer up at the ceiling. A yawn escapes
from her lips.

Did you really mean what you said to me earlier? She jumps from the sudden question. How long had
Jessica been in the hallway? Blinking, she tries to look at the younger girl in the even darker hallway.
Did you? questions Jessica, or was that all just an attempt to get me to shut up? She never had a
chance to answer as the Jung presses on with more questions. Whyd you push me away? Whyd you
make it seem like you didnt want me, like you didnt care for me the same way I do for you?

I dont know, responds Taeyeon in a hoarse whisper. I didnt knowI was hurting, I guess. I was
confused and unsure what to do, Sooyeon. I was angry at myself and so many other things that I guess I
took it all out on the wrong person. And like I said, I was frustrating you. I thought you wanted out of our
relationship. A frustrated sigh. Why does she have to keep explaining this? Wasnt one time enough? I
neverI never really meant any of it though. She faces forward and stares at the blank television screen.
Im sorry for treating you like you meant nothing to me when its not true, Sooyeon. I was an idiot for
doing so, for saying that we werent a real couple. We were and I was just too immature to fully
acknowledge it. But I fully mean what I said earlier. I need you. I want you just as much as you want me.
Not as badly thoughwell not yet at least.

Jessica freezes. She knows? Im really, really sorry and I have no clue how many times you want me to
say so. But Im willing to repeat myself if that means youd reconsider my offer of starting over. A quick
glance, I want to continue talking but I have to report in for work in the morning since your sister sort of
held me up. Im just going to go to sleep. Sorry if I woke you up when I decided to take a shower.

Body rotates; feet are pulled up on the couch and she stretches out. Arms rest behind her head and eyes
slowly drift close. The patter of feet infiltrates her ears but she brushes it off at the idea of Jessica either
going down the hall or to the kitchen. Until she feels weight upon her body and legs tangling themselves
with her own. Its followed closely by a head resting on her chest. I spoke with both Tiffany and
Sooyoung today. They told me to give us another chance. Sooyoung believes that me declining your offer
is hurting more than just us. Tiffany says the break up is hurting just more than us. And theyre both right.
But She pauses. Mind tries to piece together the right words to say. I want to be mad at you. I want
to stay mad at you.

But I cant. Not when youre like this. Not when youre taking the time to reflect on things, when youre
trying to better yourself. And definitely not when you keep saying you want me. Iany girl would be
crazy to turn down the one they love when they keep saying that and promises to repeat it. She grabs
hold of Taeyeons left arm, prying it loose so that her fingers can play with the older girls. Not when
you make me feel safe, make me feel comfortable. Like I dont have to change and become anyone else.

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Taeyeon remains quiet. I dont want to start over as friends though. Because I seriously have really
strong feelings for you Taeyeon and theyll become a hindrance. And I wont be able to benefit from that.
I dont like the idea of another girl coming along and claiming you as hers. Call me stupid all you want
because were young, but I love you. And Im not willing to allow another person to just step in and take
you from me. She pulls away and eyes trace over Taeyeons face. You wont go back to that person you
were last week, right?

I cant promise anything. Im still a street punk and I still belong with the family, Sooyeon. But I know I
dont want to. And I know that there is nothing that says I wont. Jessica sighs and lies back down.
Taeyeon shifts a little; an arm snakes its way around Jessicas lithe frame. Im sorry, she whispers into
the crown of Jessicas head. Im sorry for the pain. Im sorry for everything. I dont want us to be exes. I
mean everything Im saying and have said earlier. Even the part about repeating things to you as many
times as you want. Jessica nods her head; eyes glued to their hands.

The room falls silent. The Kim takes it as a sign that their conversation is over so she closes her eyes
again, attempting to sleep. Jessica follows suit, listening to Taeyeons heartbeat. II forgive you. Eyes
snap open. I forgive you Taeyeon. I mean sometimes in relationships like ours some things have to give.
And Im willing to look past it all because youre willing to improve yourself for us and your sisters. So I
forgive you. Eyes close for a third time as they allow the quietness to takeover.

The peacefulness is cut short seconds later when both girls phones sound throughout the house.
Releasing the girls in her arms, her hand fumbles around in the dark trying to grasp the illuminated
device. Getting hold of it, thumb presses the little green button and she places it against her ear. Hello?

Are you at home?

Tiffany, yeah why? Whats wrong? Are you okay? Is something wrong with Kyungsan or Sooyoung?
Jessica pulls away for a second time, sitting up.

Im fine. Were fine. But were at the hospital.

Hospital? If youre fine why are you guys at the hospital?

Sulli and Krystal were attacked.

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You and Taeyeon are back together again? Head turns and eyes glance at sister. Im just assuming
since the both of you came and picked me and Jinri up while holding hands. Unless you two were
just holding hands for no particular reason. Jessica could only smile sheepishly turning away from
her sister. Finally, mutters Krystal while gazing up at the night sky. I miss the smile. She blinks. But
does this mean that Ill be seeing less of you again since Yoona is back and youre now back to playing
housewife to Taeyeon?

No, answers Jessica. I promised you that in my last year of high school that Id spend as much time as
I can with you since Ill be going off to college. She leans over placing her head upon Krystals
shoulder. Im not going to break that promise.

You promised Taeyeon you wouldnt leave her and then the next thing we know you two arent even an
item, Yoonas covered in bruises and youyou have a busted lip. So yeah, not to seem mean or anything
Sooyeon, but you cant keep promises. Jessica growls a little. Its true.

Fine. Ill just spend my time with Taeyeon.

Thats great news for me. Now I wont have to listen to you hey! Jessica could only smile at the girl
who was currently lying on her back, what was that for?

For telling Taeyeon about it, hisses Jessica, I thought we agreed never to speak about it ever again.

Correction we agreed to never speak about it to each other ever again. And you act like I want to
remember what happened. Its bad enough hearing raging hormonal freaks talk about it, but to walk in on
your sister. She shudders, I told myself Id quit thinking about it. She shoots a glare at Jessica. And
hello, the arm inside a light blue molded structure waves back and forth, are you trying to make it
worse.

Jessica face softens at the sight. Hands reach out gently grasping the fractured wrist. Right, sorry. I
forgot about it for a moment. Eyes trace over the scratches on her sisters face. So what exactly
happened, hm? I know you didnt want to talk about it in front of the Chois but what happened?

Just know it wasnt Key. Please tell Taeyeon it wasnt Key before she ends up getting herself killed.

We figured it wasnt Key the moment the doctors said that both you and Jinri only have a few scratches
and minor bruising save for your broken arm.

Fractured wrist, corrects Krystal while sitting up, but umwe were walking home. It was just me and
Jinri; everyone else went a different way. Next thing I know this group comes out from some alley and
begins following us only to jump us.

And you fought back?

Yeahwhat was I supposed to do? Lie there and let them beat me? Krystal rolls her eyes, youre
dating one of the neighborhoods most feared street punks and yet you dont understand how a fight
works. There was a pause, I cant recall much because of all the adrenaline that was pumping, Sooyeon.

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But I do remember hearing the main one telling me and Sulli that wed never be able to replace her
family, that we werent her family. And just for you to knowI got few good punches in myself. Slugged
that person in the eye and busted their lip.

Youre crazy.

Were related. We share the same blood so that must make you crazy also. The atmosphere grows thick
and sudden realization dawns upon the youngest Jung. The smile on her face disappears and she lowers
her gaze to her lap. Sorry. I didnt mean to bring it up.

Its fine, Soojung. I mean Id have to face it sooner or later, right? I just cant avoid the topic and act like
it never happened. Well I can, but that would be the immature thing to do.

Does this mean that youre done with us? Are you going to move out now that you and Taeyeon are
together?

Im not going to leave you behind with mom and force you to continue living through their horrible
divorce if it means taking you with me when I leave. Well then so be it.

Youre leaving?

I got accepted into an American University. Youre the first to know.

And what about Taeyeon?

I got the letter during the time we werent together and I requested a tour. I know; it was only a week
that we were apart butthis was my chance of getting away from here. I wasnt planning on leaving until
I began suspecting that man was my father. That day confirmed it and that day I made the choice to leave.
And thenit happened. We got back together. There was a hesitant pause. Soojung just humor me a bit
but do you think that if I asked Taeyeon to come with me, would you think shed say yes? Or do you
think shed disagree? Krystal could only shrug her shoulder. Shes not Taeyeon so she cant say for sure
what Taeyeons response might be. Jessica sighs, pulling her knees up to her chest. Do you think itll be
selfish of me to ask her to leave behind her family and to come with me half way across the world?

If you ask me I think its pretty stupid. Jessica frowns. Not saying youre stupid the idea is. You and
Taeyeons only been dating for about a year now if you dont count that small break up. You called my
decision to get a piercing because of Minho stupidits kind of the same. Not really, but its nearly the
same. Krystal pauses. Iasking her to go with you would mean that youre pretty serious about
Taeyeon. But what if it doesnt work out, Sooyeon? Not trying to break the two of you up or anything.
But what if it doesnt work out? My sister will be in America by herself depressed and crying over a
heartbreak and Taeyeon would have no way of coming home to her family. I mean me and mom can fly
out for you but Yoona and Tiffany cant.

But Im the youngest. Im the baby so what do I know, hm? Besides Im not the one whos dreaming
about her constantly. Jessica rolls her eyes. To get an answer you must ask her.

Okay. Hold up. Where in the world did this mature Soojung come from?

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While you were moping around the house, I was spending time with Jinri.

Silence settles amongst the two Jungs as they continue watching the stars. Soojungwhat if she says
no?

Well, what if she doesnt Sooyeon?

But like you said. Taeyeon has family here. Family is something that Taeyeon values Arms wrap
around her legs and she buries her face amongst her knees. Im scared, whispers Jessica. Im scared
she might not want to. Im scared that even though she says she wants me that shell just toss me to the
side because of this. What if she doesnt want to come huh? What if trying to have a long distance
relationship doesnt work? They never seem to work. One or the other always fall victim to temptation
and lust

Yeah and your point is? Taeyeon didnt move on after a week. Taeyeons never attempted to cheat on
you. From what Ive overheard being discussed amongst Tiffany and Sooyoung was that Taeyeon always
gave you the option to leave for someone better than her. Not the other way around. She scoots closer to
her sister, wrapping an arm around the older girl. You wont know until you say something. Who knows
maybe Taeyeon would like to go so she can finally live a life of her own.

You just contradicted yourself. You said she had family so she wouldnt and now youre saying that she
might just go. She peeks out from behind her arms.

Well you can always force her, pull the Im leaving card. And tell her that the only way she can have
you is to come with you.

I cant force her. Thats so immature. And Ive never forced her to do anything really. I offered and gave
her choices but Ive never forced her.

Wellwhat else do you want me to say? Ive said everything that I cantake in mind that Im younger
than you. Krystal sighs heavily, ask her as your girlfriend if shed be willing to accompany you to
America. Dont you have to take the tour first and what not before everything? Just ask her to go with you
for thatthen once there ask her to stay. This time both Jungs sigh simultaneously. Im offering you
relationship advice and youre the one who was dating back when she turned thirteen.

Its different this time, whispers Jessica. Its weird...I dont know how to explain it but its weird. I
dont like the thought of Taeyeon being someone elses, Soojung.

Then ask her to go with you, Sooyeon.

Grunting, the oldest Jung dives her hand into her pocket pulling out her phone. Eyes squint as the bright
screen nearly blinds her. Whateverits like time for you to go to sleep. We do have school tomorrow.

But I have a broken

Dont care. Whos wonderful idea to see a movie at night on a school night at that? Krystal groans
while pushing her body up onto her feet. Bedtimenow.

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Yes, mom. Jessica stands and follows the younger Jung into the apartment. She stops and slowly shuts
sliding glass door, leaving it cracked enough for Dog to get through. Fingers slither through her locks and
she looks over her shoulder and down the hall to where Taeyeon was currently residing. Should she ask
now? Or should she just wait it out and bring it up later? Eyes blink and feet begin carrying her body
towards the room ignoring the fact that her mind hasnt come to a decision yet.

Door opens and she slips inside, closing it softly. Quickly crossing the room, she climbs onto the bed
beside the already sleeping older girl; hands pull the blanket up and over her form. Face buries into the
crook of Taeyeons neck. Her breath collides with skin causing for Taeyeon to stir. One eye cracks open
and she takes a peek at the younger girl. Something wrong? she mumbles, yawning in the process. The
other eye opens giving her a better view.

Are you asking me if something is wrong? She pulls away giving Taeyeon a look of disbelief. Taeyeon
nods her head. You really are trying to make this work arent you? Another nod. Jessica smiles and
leans down placing a quick kiss upon Taeyeons lips. Just thinking about Soojungmy mom and you
know.

A third nod, well if none of them wants you, Im more than willing to keep you to myself.

That was really cheesy that it almost scared me. Sort of makes me want the silent you back. She lies
back down; head rests upon Taeyeons chest. Youd have to fight Soojung for me.

Im willing to share with Soojung.

Okaycorny lines have to golike now. Its weird hearing it from you. I cant believe I actually
wanted this. Taeyeons face falls blank. Tilting her head back, Jessicas eyes traces over Taeyeons chin.
Not that I dont like it, Taeyeon because honestly I do. Its justare you comfortable saying those
things?

Nobut if it makes you happy.

Dont force yourself for me. You dont force me to change and I shouldnt do the same to you. Silence
befalls upon the two teens. TaeyeonII want to talk to him. I want to know why he says he wants me
but my mother says that Im a child of rape. Lips graze Taeyeons chin. After school will you
accompany me? I mean after work and what not.

I dont want you around him alone anymore until we know what happened. Arms wrap around her
frame, causing for a smile to spread across her face. Scooting up some, she places a few kisses along
Taeyeons jaw line. Sooyeon stop, groans Taeyeon trying to pull away. Im still not comfortable with
that. Exhaling loudly, Jessica pulls away.

Sorry, she rolls onto her side of the bed only to stare up at the ceiling. Inhale. Exhale. Why in the world
did she just do that To Taeyeon when they just got back together? Even more so when she knows
Taeyeons not comfortable. Is it because she thinks that Taeyeon would be more willing towards it? Head
turns and she gazes at the smaller girl, I thought that

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Im sorry, interrupts Taeyeon as she rolls onto her side. II cant even kiss youyet I was able to
kiss her when we were younger. Its not fair; Im not being fair. Its just that She ruffles her hair and
groans in frustration. I hate myself. Eyes close.

Its fine Taeyeon. I shouldnt rush you just because Im no longeryou know. Taeyeon scoots closer to
the younger girl. And just because I think that youre ready since youre willing to say cheesy and corny
lines. Dont hate yourself. Her nose touches the tip of Jessicas, startling the Jung. Taeyeonwhat are
you

Ew! Gross! They quickly separate. Two pairs of eyes zoom towards the door locking onto the youngest
Jungs stature. Oh god! I cant believethis is worst thenew! Jessica rolls her eyes. From now on
Im staying in my room at night, screw everything else.

Jessica sits up, Need something?

Mom, Krystal tosses the item that was in her hand onto the bed. Looking down the middle Jung glances
at the phone. She wants to talk to you. Something about Mrs. Choi told her about my hospital visit and
what not. Fingers wrap around the electronically device and Jessica tosses it back at her sister.

We both need some sleep. Tell her that this can wait until anything time unless she wants both of her
daughters to miss school in the morning. She falls back upon the bed, pulling the comforter up to her
chin. Krystal gazes at Taeyeon only to have the older girl close her eyes.

Fine. Huffing, she rotates on her heels. The click from the door closing allows for Jessica to scoot
closer to Taeyeon; head falls back to its spot on Taeyeons chest and legs tangle themselves amongst each
other.

Why would you try something like that? She begins playing with the Kims finger.

You were willing to give for this relationship and I should do the same. Another smile forms.

We can stay at this. If youre not ready yetthen I can wait. I should wait. A yawn emits from her.
Sleep or we might not be able to get up. I have school and you have work. Hand reaches out blindly,
searching for the cellular device. Finding it, she brings it to her face.

Its already going on three Sooyeon. Well only be able to sleep for a max of 3 hours. She sets the
phone back down onto the bedside table. Did she say who it was?

Hm?

Who attacked her?

Someone. She cant really point them out since the lower half of their face was covered or something
like that. But Soojung did say that she land a few good punches. Dont know if that means anything.

So it wasnt Key?

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Noit wasnt. She hears Taeyeon sigh. But she couldnt tell if it was in relief or frustration. Forget
about it. This time she hears a groan. Youre becoming an improved person. I dont want you to screw
it up. Youre thinking and reflecting on your actionsdont mess it up please.

Im not.

~~~
The door slams open startling everyone that was in the room; ten sets of eyes lock onto her small stature
as she enters the room. Her own eyes flicker back and forth scanning the room for a certain someone. She
ignores the stares as her feet move slowly across the carpeted floor. Heart beats erratically in her chest but
she ignores that also. It was stupid for her to come here. But coming here was and maybe her only chance
at some sort of freedom.

A glint of metal catches her attention; stopping, fingers wrap around the firearm carefully and she picks it,
still ignoring the stares. Another look around the room and her eyes meet that of the person in which she
was searching for. A few quick strides and Taeyeon ends up in front of her friend. And just as Krystal told
her earlier there were definitely scratches upon the girls face along with a black eye and a swollen lip.
Growling, she raises the handgun, pressing the barrel against the pale forehead. Kim.

Chairs squeak and the rest of the family inside of the apartment stand. They look over to the man in the
corner for a sign of what to do. He lifts his hand, signaling for them to back down. No need in breaking
this up now when they have no clue as to what was going to happen. With that signal everyone turns back
to the two girls in the middle of the room.

Kim, she repeats; hand slowly raises to grab the gun but Taeyeon smacks it away. Kim

You already beat me, states Taeyeon in a calmly matter. Eyes remain locked on her friend even through
her statement was directed to the leader in the corner. You told me I couldnt get out. But I want out. If I
kill her will you release me? Will you free me?

He laughs a little, setting his cigarette down into an ash tray. Kimthats a good one dont you think?
Allow you to kill a member of our family just so you can leave. Ill be out two precious members.

Shes not needed. Nothing but a overly jealous obsessed-

You think I want you? questions her friend in disbelief. As ifI told you. You were nothing but an
experiment when we were youngerIm not gay like you. Jaw clenches and she releases the safety.
Glaring, her friend backs down.

Agree to let me out.

Or what, Kim? Youre in my house. Besides why would you want to kill your sister? Your best friend?

Shes not my friend. Shes not my sister and shes definitely not my family, retorts Taeyeon.

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Right cause that little brat who you protected is now your family since youre marrying her sister whos
an illegitimate child. Another growl and she presses the gun even harder against the skin, probably
leaving a mark. Whatits true. You think that you can just leave this family for theirs. And you cant.
You belong here with us. She closes her eyes momentarily, trying to stay calm.

You did itdidnt you? You attacked Soojung after I told you to stay the hell away from them.

Shes not your family. You shouldnt care. Hand reaches out, grabbing a fist full of her shirt.

Neither are you, growls Taeyeon.

Are you sure about that? Whos the one who helped you feed Yoona? Whos the one that helped with
protecting Tiffany, huh? Im the one who keeps a twenty-four hour watch on your siblings. Im the one
who makes sure that theyre protectedIf anything Im more of a family member to you then theyll ever
be.

Sooyeon listens to and feeds Yoona. Sooyeon talks to and feeds Tiffany. Sooyeon teaches Kyungsan
how to walk and talk. Sooyeon takes care of them. Sooyeon is my girlfriend and she is their mother. So
youre wrongshes more of a family member to meto them then youll ever be. They know her and
she knows them. All they know about you is that youre nothing but a street punk who I happen to speak
to. This time the friend growls. Are you sure you want this pathetic excuse of a person around.

Like youre any better. Trying to change you spotsallowing for her to change you. You cant even
protect your family The sound of the gun going off interrupts her and she to her side to see the bullet
hole in the couch.

I learned that some things happen for a reason. So yes I couldnt protect Taemin from a stupid idiot like
Key. But I can protect the rest of them from an overly zealous person like you. If Im so called family to
youyou wouldnt have laid a finger on Soojung last night because you would know how much she
means to me.

You dont like her.

I didnt like herthat was in the past. Right nowSoojung sees me as a sister. Im starting to see her
the same way. And just because I didnt like her in the past doesnt mean that you have the right to attack
her. If anythingyou should be treating her like how you treat Tiffany and Yoona. There is no difference
in the matter. Unless you count the fact that Im dating her sister. Her friend looks off to the side. And
Taeyeon turns to the man in the chair. I want out.

Not going to happen, Kim. Once youre in youre always in. And killing her isnt going to get you out.
Sighing, she drops her hand to her side and shoves her friend back onto the couch.

This timeI mean it. Go anywhere near themand I will definitely kill you. Making sure the safety
was on, she tosses the gun on the couch and walks out of the apartment, leaving everyone speechless.

Didnt think shed shoot a bulletand that was my favorite piece of furniture. He stands and walks
over to her friend. You screwed up this timeI told you not to go after the baby Jung. You and your
stupid emotions for Kim. Its best for you to get over it or, he pulls a pocket knife out from his back

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pocket. With a flick of wrist, the blade presses against her neck, I will kill you myself. Kim is an asset
whether shes helping out or not. She swallows the lump in her throat. And I will not lose
herunderstand? She nods her head. Goodnow get the hell out of here before I change my mind and
call her back in here to kill you anyways.

~~~
So. The locker slams shut and she looks at her best friend then at her best friends girlfriend. Eyes
continue moving, traveling along their arms and landing on their joint hands.

So what?

What do you mean what? questions Tiffany. Whats going to happen? Whats Taeyeon going to do? Is
she going after the assholes that killed my brother and beat my future sister-in-law? Sooyoung tenses for
a moment at the words future sister in law.

My girlfriend is going to work and hopefully thats all shell be doing for the morning. And then were
going to the Center to meet Yoona and Yuri so that she can talk and work on her issues with Yoona. After
that were going to see someone then back to the apartment, explains Jessica. She leans up against the
metal cabinet. Or at least thats what I have planned. Oddly enough her and Soojung have built up some
sort of relationship.

And that means? asks Tiffany.

Taeyeon might not have gone to work. She calls SoojungSoojung now. They talk and banter like their
friends and have been. Its weird. So knowing that, Taeyeon might have gone to do something.

Call the office and ask for her, suggests Sooyoung, causing for both of the older girls to look at her. If
shes there then shell most likely come to the phone. If not thenwe ditch and find her before she does
something reckless. Eyes flicker back and forth between the Jung and Hwang. What? Is it a stupid
idea?

Tiffany shakes her head, smiling. She stands on the tip of her toes, planting a quick kiss on Sooyoungs
cheek. Frowning some, she raises her hand and rubs the spot that the Hwangs lips were just on, causing
for Tiffany to pout. Youre just as bad as my sister. You wanted for us to be an item. We are and yet you
wipe my kisses away. She turns back to Jessica. I agree with her though. Its lunch time for us so you
wont get into trouble if you call her right now. So dial Dr. Lees office and ask for Taeyeon.

Dont you guys think that Taeyeon will be mad at me? She told me she wasnt going to do anything.
And yet if I call her that just tells her that I dont trust. Shaking her head, she pushes off the locker. I
should forget about it. Taeyeon says shes not going to do anythingshes not going to do anything. The
object in her pocket vibrates; she immediately pulls out her phone taking a glance at the screen. A smile
breaks upon her face. Never mindTaeyeons here.

My sister is here? Jessica ignores the question and heads out into the court yard. Tiffany looks up at
Sooyoung before pulling the younger girl along with her.

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Feet drags her body though the mass crowd of peers all the way to the gate. Seeing Taeyeon standing on
the other side of the fence, she picks up her pace a little. All three of them stop just in front of the gate.
What are you doing here? questions Tiffany. Ignoring her sisters question, Taeyeon picks up the brown
paper bag that was sitting on the grass.

Teeth clamp down upon the bag; fingers grab hold of the chain link fence and she begins to scale up it.
All three girls gain a look of confusion on their faces. Reaching the top, Taeyeon reaches over the edge,
Extend your arms, she orders while holding out the bag.

Jessica looks at Tiffany before extending her arms and hands; fingers release the sack and it falls upon
Jessicas hands. Seeing that her girlfriend had caught it, she jumps off the fence and lands upon the grass,
stumbling a bit.

What is this? asks Jessica while opening the bag.

LunchSoojung and you came to school today without your backpacks and you spent your lunch
money on bus fare. So I went and got you guys something to eat, mumbles Taeyeon while rubbing her
hands on her pants.

What?! You wouldnt even bring me feed yet youre climbing fences for Jessica?!

Youre overreacting Miyoung, states Taeyeon. I use to steal and beat up lower classmen to feed you
and Yoona. Tiffany rolls her eyes. That was against the point. Sooyoung notices the eye roll; gripping
her girlfriends hand tightly she drags Tiffany away from the two older girls. Jessica smiles once again.
Its okay, right? I mean a burger and some fries are alright, right?

She nods her head. Thank you TaeyeonI know I complained about your behavior beforebut
thisthis is

I dont know what to do, mumbles Taeyeon. Everyone says that I should show you how much you
mean to me and when I doits not correct. She ruffles her hair.

The way you treated me before was okay in a way. You know before everything seriously went
downhill, retorts Jessica while taking a seat on the grass. Back presses against the fence. When youd
joke, hold my hand sort of and what not.

I guess I can go back to thatbut Sooyoung said

I said I want that. Forget what Sooyoung says, okay? Nodding her head, Taeyeon mimics Jessicas
movement. Do that and Ill be fine as long as you remember to tell me that you want me. Taeyeon nods
her head for a second time. Head tilts back and eyes close as she absorbs the suns rays. The tapping noise
of Jessicas fingers sending a text floods her ears.

I know who did it. Jessica sets the phone down and listens carefully to Taeyeons words. I got whiff of
who did it earlier today after dropping you and Soojung off here. It was making me mad just knowing. I
couldnt concentrate at work. Mr. Lee let me off earlier because I couldnt get anything done. He says its
cause Im young and probably still grieving. But I knowI know Sooyeon, that any more missed days
and its over. Ill be unemployedthen Ill be out of a house.

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So what do you want to do?

Kill them. Strangle them. Maim them. Rid them from this planet so I can live in peace. Fingers
violently pull at the blades of grass. I guess its not a lie when people say that your past will haunt you.

What does your past have to do with anything? Taeyeon opens her mouth, wait. She closes it,
Soojung is here. She looks over her shoulder to see Krystal looming over the oldest Jung daughter.

What did you want? Eyes fall on Taeyeon, what are you doing here? I thought people who dropped
out did it because they didnt want to come to school anymore. But youre here.

Soojung, was Taeyeons only response.

So whats up? Attention goes back to Jessica.

Taeyeon brought us something to eat. Heres a burger and some fries for you since were out of lunch
money. She pulls her fries out the bag before tossing it to Krystal. That was all.

Wow...a cold hamburger and fries. This would be warmer if youd have a car. Not only that but it would
be a great thing to have so people wont have to wake up at the crack of dawn to travel all the way from
Narnia to get here.

Get a job; pay for half of my bills and itll bring me closer to having a car. Plus Id be a few hundred
richer if I didnt have to save someone from trying to live a life of the streets.

You guys are much more comfortable then what I thought. Is there something that Im missing?

No not really? But I did tell your girlfriend in a joking matter to have you knowwith you. The
younger Jung catches her off guard and a fry gets lodged in her throat. A coughing fit erupts from the
sitting Jung.

You what?!

NothingI have to go and study for a test. Thank you Taeyeon. Krystal grips the bag tightly and runs
away as quickly as she could.

What did she tell you? She looks over her shoulder at Taeyeon finding the older girl flustered. Back to
my question, what does your past have to do with

Youre a threat to someone in my lifesome people in my life. Not physically but you, Soojung,
Sooyoung and Yuri are all a threat. I want nothing to do with the family anymore, Sooyeon but Im still
part of it. Once youre in youre always inand trying to get out to be with you and to take care of my
familyis a threat.

So they went after Soojung?

She went after Soojung.

Your friend? And you know thishow?

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You left out some details last night. Soojung revealed them to me this morning while you were in the
bathroom. I took that information and went to see about it this morning before work. She was sitting there
on the couch as if nothing happened. Scratches on her face, bruises and swelling. She pauses, I
threatened to shoot her. Had the gun right against her head. But I didnteven though I threatened
herthe thought of another death on my conscience is

Intimidating?

Yeah. Besides your sister is still alive and walkingso Ill spare her for now.

You knowme and Soojung were talking about the idea of you leaving this place, Taeyeon. Itll be
good for your health.

The Kim shakes her head. Leaving wouldnt solve anything. It wouldnt do anything put place her family
and friends in danger. Sooyeon you know I cant. Something always pulls me back. Ive tried running
away before remember? Eyes open watching the clouds.

Not even if I go with you?

Youd be willing to leave behind your brother and sister just to leave with me? Just run way and never
come back? Isnt that in a way eloping?

Who elopes these days, Taengoo? Taeyeon smiles at her nickname. Im just suggesting going with
you, so youll have someone around. Someone to be there when you need them. Itll just be us running
away together, nothing more as if right now.

So no eloping?

No eloping.

Even if we were to leavewhere would we go?

America. Taeyeon breaks into a laugh, not understanding how serious Jessica was at the moment.
Jessica must be out of her mind. There was no way Taeyeon could possibly afford to just up and leave to
America. And once she gets there what could she possibly do? Shes a high school dropout. TaengooI
was being serious. Her laugh stops; eyes blink. Never mind it was a ridiculous idea.

Jessica crumples up the wrappers that her food came in. Lunch is almost over and my next class is all the
way on the other side of the campus.

Taeyeon quickly pushes herself up and looks through the fence. Sooyeon.

I have to go Taeyeon. Stay out of trouble and Ill see you when schools out.

Sooyeon! Jessica gives her a sad smile before disappearing in the crowd. Jessica! Sighing, she turns
back around, walking back to the gate. Taeyeon takes a deep breath, staring at the younger girl.

TaengooI have to get to school. I mean class.

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Youre not mad at me right? I didnt know you were being seriousI thought

Im not mad. It was just a ridiculous suggestion. She smiles again.

I hurt you again didnt I? Eyes drop to her sneakers. Im sorry if I did. It wasnt intentional and

Im fine. The bell rings signaling the end of lunch. I have to go. Taeyeon sighs, shoving her hands
into her pockets. Lifting her head, she watches as Jessica once again merge with the crowd.

I fucked up.

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 062

Can I ask you something? Eyes drift from the couple in front of them and towards the girl whose
hand shes currently holding. Head moves up and down in a nod. Im just curious about something.
Ive actually been thinking about it all day since lunch.

You want to break up again?

Jessica stops causing for Taeyeon to stumble a bit. Turning slowly she faces her girlfriend. No. I told
you its fine. Im okay, Taeyeon. It was a ridiculous idea and it was stupid of me to have brought it up, you
know. Youd never leave your family behind. One step forward and she places a quick peck on
Taeyeons lips. Sostop thinking that Im mad and want to break up, okay? She nods her head again,
licking her lips. Goodnow as I was sayingII kind of want to know about your familythe
family.

Why? questions Taeyeon. Ill tell you about thembut why? Why do you want to know about them?

They begin walking again, Because I know about Yoona. I know about Tiffany. I know about Taemin.
And I know about your father, your aunt and Hyoyeon. I dont know much about your mom since you
avoid that topic and I know practically nothing about them. Didnt exactly find out about them until you
told me that they were looking for yousoyou know? I mean all I know is that theyre the ones who
helped youbut who are they? Tongue clicks. I just want to know who they are to the person Im
dating.

Theyre family. Or they were family, states Taeyeon. Jessica releases Taeyeons hand only to link arms.
Head rests against the older girls shoulder. I wouldnt exactly call the family a gang or a mafia or
something. I mean it is a gang butits not. She pauses trying to form the right words. Its nottheyre
not bad but theyre not exactly good. Members steal, vandalize, fight, smoke, drink and everything you
would label delinquent. But at the same time they protect their own and others close to their own. Our
leader takes in people like mewho have no family or guidance and gives us exactly that. The family
makes us feel loved and wanted as if we have a family. Jessica remains quiet. Thats all I guess. There
isnt much to themreally.

If there isnt much to them then whyd you join?

Honestly speaking, SooyeonI didnt want to. But I had to do it for Yoona.

You actually do care for Yoona, mutters the Jung. Taeyeon nods her head.

Yoonas my favorite, whispers Taeyeon. Yoongs always been my favorite. And I know that
sometimes I dont treat her right, but I never treat her like trash. I always try and make her see that shes
better than thisthen me. That she deserves something better. I guess you can say its because Yoonas
moms favorite and I promised to make sure she was well taken care of.

Youre getting better at this.

Huh?

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At expressing yourself, Taeyeon. When we first met, you would reveal the truth like it was nothing but
you werent very expressiveunless drunk or angered. And now, you tell the truth to an extent and
youre beginning to express how you feel. Nothing is taken in silence.

Is that a good thing?

A kiss upon the cheek, Its a very good thing. Taeyeon nods her head, slipping her other hand into her
pocket. Just out of curiosity what is all of our values...to you? You say Yoona is your favoriteso Im
just curious.

By valueYoona, Tiffany, Kyungsan, Taemin, Dog, Sooyoung, Soojung, Yuri, Hyoand the family
leader with Yoona being the highest.

Im not on the list.

I know Taeyeon stops, you had one before but nowa value cant be placed on you. Youre
priceless. Jessica could only smile shyly before burying her face into Taeyeons shoulder. Cheek
coloring transform from its natural pale color to a red tint as her face heats up. Did I say something
wrong?mutters Taeyeon, unsure of what is happening.

No, comes Jessicas muffled answer. Composing herself, she stands up straight and the two girls
continue walking. I have no value? Taeyeon nods her head. Why?

I dont know, was the older girls response. Youre just invaluablepriceless. Its hard to explain. I
mean youyou had a high value and it was one of the reasons why I wasnt sure about telling you about
it, especially when you kept pressing on about it. She pulls out a pack of nicotine gum, popping one in
her mouth. And thenand then your value starts increasing every time you did something for me, for
Tiffany, Taemin and especially Yoona. And now youre just priceless. No one who enters my life will be
able to compete with you.

Are you sure Im like your first official girlfriend?

Yeah. Why?

Becausewhen everyone tells you to be romanticyou actually are quite romantic. If this was the you
that I had met the first time, I would think that youve actually had a decent amount of relationships
before.

Youre the firstofficial girlfriend.

First official, repeats Jessica with a triumphant grin, and last right?

A slow nod, yeah until something better comes long. They stop again; she unlinks their arms only to
walk and stand in front of Taeyeon.

Were back to this again? Eyes drop to their shoes. If I wanted something better in the week that we
werent together I would have gotten with someone better. Ex boyfriends were asking for dates and even
people Ive never spoken to before were. But I turned it all down. I spent the extra time studying and
hanging out with Soojung, you know. Arms cross. I could say the same about you, you know. That no

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one would be able to compete with you. Head tilts to the side as she intensely watches Taeyeon. Sure
youre not perfectbut thats whats attractive about you. Not saying that others are perfect but youre so
far from itthat its refreshing in a way. BesidesIve already said I love you. Head snaps up. No
point in taking that back now, right?

Yeah.

Good, cause just like youI want you. Taeyeon smiles a little. I mean...youre not thinking about
what Krystal said, right? Taeyeon shakes her head. Goodcause whatever she told you is a lie.

Sooyoung said it also.

She what?! The couple a head of them stops walking due to her outburst. Heads turn and eyes peer over
their shoulders back at the two oldest girls. Jessica spins and glares at Sooyoung. I trusted you with that
information and you told her?! She marches over to her best friend. Index finger directed at the Choi.
You told her?!

Wellshe didnt think you wanted her anymoreso how else was I supposed to get the information
into her head, huh? You cant beat around the bush with someone like Taeyeon, explains Sooyoung
while releasing Tiffanys hand only to hold her own up as a shield. But I didnt go into detail. I just said
you wanted her. Right, Taeyeon? She looks over Jessicas small stature at the girl in the back.

Before the older girl had a chance to say something Jessicas Korean name was shouted through the air.
All four girls turn around and eyes lock onto the man walking their way. Noticing the similarity between
him and Jessica, feet move her backwards until shes standing beside her girlfriend. Hand latches onto
Jessicas; face falls blank.

Sooyeon, um... Eyes fall upon Taeyeon. Your mother called, hollering at me about opening my mouth.
She then said you and your sister disappeared last night. Something about the two of youor the three of
you got into an argument. Hand rubs the back of his neck, Sooyeonit wasnt my idea to force a
wedge between you and your mother. It wasnt my idea to make a rift. Like I said I wanted for her to sit
down and explain things before I stepped in. Taeyeon looks over at her girlfriend for a quick second
before turning back to Jessicas biological father.

Can we talk about this somewhere other than on the streets? questions Jessica. I mean I want to talk
about everythingbut not here and out in the open anymore. But that doesnt mean that I want to be
alone with you either.

You name the place and Ill be more than willing to sit down with you and talk with you. He reaches
out to touch Jessica when a growl sounds through the group. All eyes fall on the shortest girl amongst
them. Hand retracts slowly, dropping to his side. Rightuhso where?

We were actually on our way to the Center to wait for someone. I guess we can talk there, she looks at
Taeyeon, right? Taeyeon nods her head. Yeah the Center.

Do you girls want a ride?

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Id rather walk with my friends, states Jessica, declining the offer. I need some time to think about
things, if you dont mind. Not like I should care if you mind or not but still. Head rests on Taeyeons
shoulder again. Nodding, he slides both of his hands into his pocket. Thank you.

It wouldnt be right of me to deny you some time to think, he states, rotating. Ill meet you there in a
few I guess.

Yeah. He walks away in the direction that he came, leaving them alone. Once he was out of her line of
sight, she sighs. NowI dont feel like talking to him. I meanI do, but at the same time I dont.

If you dont want to talk then we can go back to the apartment. We can call Yuri from there and tell her
to bring Yoona over, suggests Tiffany. Its not his choice as to whether youre in his life or not, Jessica.
Not now at least. Its your mothers but since youre going against Mrs. Jungs wishesits actually your
choice. If you dont want him in your lifethen dont show. No one is forcing you. I wont make you.
Sooyoungs not going to force her best friend to do something she doesnt want to. And the growling
delinquent definitely is not going to. So its your choice. What do you want to do?

Youth Center. Im not going to make Taeyeon reschedule the only time she can speak to Yoona just
because I dont want to deal with my family issues, mutters Jessica. She turns and begins walking again,
pulling Taeyeon along. Lets go.

Are you sure? questions Taeyeon. I can wait, Sooyeon.

Nobut Yoona means a lot to the both of us. And I dont want her ignoring me because of unresolved
issues with you, Taeyeon. After a while some of us begin missing the tall sticky fingered bandit. Tiffany
and Sooyoung both nod their head in agreement as they follow after the two older girls. And I know you
miss her the most out of all of us.

Yeah Taeyeon, adds Tiffany, not having Yoong around is eating you from the inside out. I know it is.
It was eating you alive when the Ims first met you and declared for you to stay away. It was when Yoong
left to boarding school, left abroad. So it must be doing so now. Taeyeon could only sigh. No use in
fighting back, right? Not when her sister and girlfriend are ganging up on her about seeing Yoona. Its not
like she would win in this argument anyways especially with the center being only few blocks away.

Taking Taeyeons silence as a sign of defeat, the girls continue walking in silence.

Within a few minutes they were standing outside of the place they use to frequent. Come on, whispers
Jessica; her hand squeezes Taeyeons reassuringly. Taking a deep breath, she follows Jessica inside and
towards the back where a table was empty. Taking a seat, Taeyeon leans back and closes her eyes. We
just need to wait on Yoona. Yuri told me earlier today in the hallway that Yoonas getting off early from
work.

Yoona has a job? questions Tiffany while pulling out her homework.

She thinks shes car mechanic, mumbles Jessica while pulling out her phone.

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Her father was a car mechanic, whispers Taeyeon, opening her eyes. He worked at a shop that he and a
friend of his were planning on buying before everything happened. She sits up straight, Yoonas at that
shop, huh? Jessica nods her head causing for Taeyeon to stand.

Taeyeon?

Im going to go home. Tiffany looks up at her sister confused. I know I said I want to talk to her, but I
change my mind. Plus Im behind on sleep and work. So Im just going to go home.

You promised to be there with me when I talk to him, states Jessica; fingers wrap around her wrist
pulling her back down. Let me talk to him and then well go. I wont force you to talk to Yoona, though
I honestly believe its something that you really need to do Taeyeon. Taeyeon shakes her head,
disagreeing with Jessicas statement. Taeyeon

Ill stay because I promised you I would. After that Im going home. She takes her seat again just as
Jessicas father stumbles through the doors. Hes here.

I know. The Jung stands; feet trudge and she slowly approaches the elderly man. We can sit over
there, she states pointing at another empty table. She leads and he follows. The air was awkward
amongst them as they sit opposite of each other. He looks around the center at the kids and teens as she
stares at her cell phone screen.

Seconds turn into minutes and she finally whispers, Did you rape her? Head snaps back and eyes land
on the crown of his daughters head. Did you rape my mom?

Is she telling that story? he questions in return. Shaking his head he sighs, no, Sooyeon. It may be hard
to believe considering my background but no I didnt rape your mother. Why would I even do something
like that when I had girls throwing themselves at my feet, hm? She shrugs her shoulders and looks up at
him. You were conceived like anyone else in this world.

Other words I was a mistake?

Noyou werent planned but youre not a mistake. I could give you the short version of what happened
but I think you deserve to listen to the long version. I had a thing for your mother. She had a thing for me
when we were younger. She was always trying to change meI didnt care for it. I was having the time
of my life; I was living life without a care in the world. She ends up dating the Jung instead because I
wasnt willing to give her the time of the day. Have you seen your grandparents? Your grandfather on her
side wasnt someone to play with. He pauses.

So how did she end up with you if she started dating dad and had Yunho with him?

Thats how. She got pregnant with Yunho. He didnt want to stick around. He said something about
being too young to settle down. And that he couldnt afford raising a child. Not like I could either but I
wasnt going to let the girl who I liked at the time live alone, you know? Even if Yunho is his son. So I
took her in a few months after Yunho was born. Im the one who raised Yunho for the first few years of
his life. Im the one who told him to be a good older brother and to protect you. You were still in the
womb but I would always tell Yunho that youre special and that you will need his protection until
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Why does she call me a child of rape?

She ran away with me to America when we were younger. Right after Yunho was born is why, Sooyeon.
She left the Jung and her family behind. Didnt tell a single soul where we were going, except my sister.
How else was she supposed to explain the baby bump to her father and future husband? I should be angry,
but she was scared of what was going to happen. So she said rape, knowing that Id be jailed. Another
pause, your mother took half of my life and my daughter away from me. And all I want is to get to know
the childor adult that I brought into this world. Im not asking you to move out of your mothers place.
Im not asking for you to come back to America with me. Im here for a few weeks until your
graduationthen Im heading back home. Im just asking for some time in your day to spend with you, to
get to know you.

A frustrated sigh and Jessica sets her phone down before burying her face into her hands. Sooyeon?

I haveI she starts unsure of how to form the right words. Taking a deep breath she looks up at her
father. You were a delinquent once, right? He nods his head, unsure of where his daughter was going
with that question. Were you ever in a gang or of some sort?

I was the umleader of one at the time before I left for America, he states. Why? Jessica looks past
him and Taeyeon who was falling asleep in her chair. Glancing over his shoulder, he follows his
daughters line of sight. Rightyoure dating a delinquent. Shes in one, isnt she?

Taeyeon wants out, whispers Jessica. They wont let her.

Thats a lie. If Taeyeon truly wanted out of her gang, she'd be out by now...unless something is holding
her back." He turns back to Jessica. Is there something holding her back?

I dont know. I didnt even know that this gang existed until about three weeks ago. She doesnt really
talk about them. Ive seen her hang out with some people who are probably members but it was only to
get some alcohol and some cigarettes. Shes about her family now, her biological familyshe was about
them when we met. I justI want her to be happy. I figured that if shes free maybe shell come with
me.

To?

I got accepted into a university in America. I plan on going a little into break after graduationkind of
wanted Taeyeon to come with mebut shes not very willing, especially with her family looming over
her shoulder.

Dont her sisters have other things to do then to keep her back here?

Not themher familythe gang. He nods his head, finally getting an understanding of the situation.

Whyd Taeyeon join something like that in the first place?

To protect her sisters. Growing up she didnt really have any real family to raise her and her sisters. So
being the oldest she had to step up to the plate and do it. Whyd you join? He shrugs his shoulders. He

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had no real reason; he just did it just to do it and the end he ended up leading them. So do you know how
to get out?

NoIm sorry, Sooyeon. Her gaze lowers to the table. Can I ask why youre dating someone like
Taeyeon? I mean how did your mother and the Jung approve of such a thing?

Dad didnt care because Im not Soojung. And mom was against it, but I didnt care. And I like Taeyeon
for her flaws. I like the fact that shes willing to change for the people in her life. I love the fact that shes
willing to lay down her life for the people around her and what not. She smiles a little. I just really like
Taeyeon I love her.

You love her? But youre in high school.

Dont question my feelings for someoneespecially not the ones that I have for Taeyeon. And so what
if Im in high school? Youre going to tell me that Im not capable of loving Taeyeon because Im
young? He opens his mouth to respond but Jessica continues speaking, DontI didnt listen to my
mother when she told me to stop seeing Taeyeon. Didnt listen to Yunho when he called and told me to
stop. And I didnt listen to Soojung. So theres no way Id listen to a man I barely even know. Besides
who are you to tell me what I feel about someone, huh?

I wasnt going to tell you youre too young for love. Love strikes at the most random times, Sooyeon. I
was just taken aback by such a confession. Thats all.

Oh.

Its alright. I understand where all that was coming from. Sort of like when my parents told me that I
couldnt open my own business without a high school diploma or a college degree. He smiles a little,
fun factI just recently visited their grave and laughed at how ridiculous they were back then. He
causes for Jessica to laugh which in turn makes him smile even more.

The happy moment ends quickly as she catches glimpse of Yoona and Yuri entering the building. I have
to go, she states standing abruptly.

Ohokaydo you think itll be possible for us to exchange numbers, Sooyeon? I would at least like to
be able to contact you via phone if meeting with you isnt something youd like. Dark orbs fall back
upon her fathers face. Digging in her pockets she pulls out a pen before grabbing a piece of stray paper
on the table. Scribbling her cell number down, she hands him the paper and quickly strides across the
room to join the group at the table.

I dont want to do this, mumbles Yoona while looking at Yuri.

Youre going to. The both of you are going to, she orders taking her seat next to the oldest girl. I dont
care if youre not up for it. I dont care if neither of you wish to speak to each other after this. Thats a
lieI do care, since your sisters and you two obviously mean so much to each other. But I just want for
you both to get everything out in the open. For other people to stop telling their versions of things. Like I
said if you, Yoona, dont want to talk to Taeyeon after this, then fine since you made the decision on your
own accord. Same goes for you Taeyeon.

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Why here? questions Yoona.

Because we dont want what happened last time to repeat itself, explains Tiffany. We were lucky to
separate the two of you, but what if it doesnt work this time, hm? You two were going at it like dogs.
Taeyeon had such a tight grip on you and her punches werent easing up. You couldve been dead or she
could have been. So thats why the three of us: me, Jessica and Yuri have come to conclusion of making
you guys talk her. That way if anything happens there are adults nearby. Taeyeon looks at her hands;
Yoona looks off to the side again. Now pleasejust talk it out. Forgive each other and go about your
business. I dont like having whats going on. Kyungsan doesnt like it and he misses his aunties.

Whyd you tell Seohyun it was because of me?

I never told her I did it because of you. I told them I did it for you, answers Taeyeon. You cant be
mad, Yoona. If I didnt do it there would have been high possibility of us starving to death. If I had to do
it again I wouldbut Id hope for a different outcome.

You killed a manyoure a murderer and you sent our mother to jail to save your ass.

Wrong, head lifts; eyes lock. I never touched Mr. Seo with that blade that night. I never touched
Seohyun with that blade that night. If anythingI took my jacket off and held it against her wound to try
and stop the bleedingand mom wentmom went on her own accord. Tongue clicks. She stumbled
upon me in the alley that night, Yoona. Found me trying to save Seohyun. She took overtold me to go
home and put you to bed. That shell be home later with some good news. And I did what she asked.
Eyes warm up; tears build in the corners but she fights it, not wanting to cry in public. I went home, put
you to bed and crawled into bed beside you. I didnt know that she touched the blade. I didnt know that
the police was going to come moments later to arrest her. And I didnt know she was going to take the fall
for everything.

She looks at Jessica, I cant do this.

Yeah you can, whispers Jessica. Hand grabs hold of Taeyeons; she turns back to Yoona.

Im sorry for what happened in the past. Im sorry that I hurt a friend of yours when I was younger,
Yoong. Im sorry, okay? I apologized to the Seos. I even spent time when I was younger doing work for
them. Helping Mrs. Seo around the house, especially when you were taken from my life. I thought it was
karma coming back to bite me in the ass. I meanI took someones love one from them so it was only
fair that you be taken from me. She groans in frustration. You think I treat you like crapbut I dont.
At least I try not to.

You lie; you pushed me away and what not. How is that not treating me like crap?

I just dont want you to be like me. I didnt want you to accomplish nothing with your life like me. I
cant even walk down the street without the threat of someone hunting me hanging over my shoulder.
And do you think thats what I wanted for you, of all people? Do you, especially when youre my favorite
sibling, when Ill do anything for you as seen by my past. I cant even get out of the family even if I
wanted to, but yet I joined something like that to make sure Id never have to see a single tear from you
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its why I forced you to see Yuri even though I didnt like her at the time. Its why I told Mr. Im to take
you half way across the world. Shaking her head, she stands for a second time, snatching away from her
girlfriends grip. I cant do this. With her hands now in her pockets, Taeyeon leaves the building.

Jessica gives Yoona a look of disappointment before chasing after Taeyeon.

Youre being unfair, whispers Yuri. Shes sitting here apologizing to you and you keep telling her that
she treats you like your nothing. Obviously youre wrong, Yoona. Youre the one treating Taeyeon like
shes nothing. She risked her life for you; she joined a gang for youshes not asking for much from you
but forgiveness. Yet you cant even spare your older sister that. Hands press flat against the edge of the
table and she pushes her seat back. A few weeks ago Taeyeon pushed everyone away from her because
she could not being stubborn. Youre doing the same. Grabbing her backpack, Yuri leaves.

Yoona looks at tiffany who was busily packing her belongings. Fany

I should be like everyone else right now and leave you alone like how we did with Taeyeon but Im not.
Like Yuri said, Yoong, Taeyeon is apologizing for everything shes done. She just wants your
forgiveness. Yoona opens her mouth to argue but Tiffany holds her hand up, stopping the younger girl.
You are being really immature. Tell me right now why you wont forgive Taeyeon? Yoona looks off to
the side. See, right there means that you dont have a real reasonso just forgive her, Yoona. Screw
what society says about Taeyeon. Shes really sorry about what happened, you know it and I know it.

You act like its so easy

It is. Look at Taeyeon and Jessica. You act like youre the only one that Taeyeons screwed over in the
last few weeks to months. She also treated Jessica, the girl whos willing to be her girlfriend, like
complete and utter trash. But Jessicas willing to forgive her because Taeyeon means something to her.
And I know that Taeyeon means something to you also. Hell, Taeyeon means something to all of usand
wed all be at a lost if she decides to just leave us one day.

As if thats going to happen

Sulli and Krystal were talking about how Jessica asked Taeyeon to leave with her to America, all eyes
land on Sooyoung. I guess Jessicas moms wish came true, you know. Jessicas been accepted to a
university over thereand I guess Jessicas been talking to Taeyeon about it. Sooyoung pauses, Jessica
did say that you dont have to speak to your sister after forgiving her, Yoona. We wont force you to do it.
But I think you forgiving her could help Taeyeon in a way.

Yeah? How so?

Taeyeon came to me after about a week of being alone. She said she thought things over and tried
apologizing but with no one talking to her she also thought that changing wasnt worth it. Jessicas
forgiven her and the only person whos holding her back is you. Take it from meI know. It took me a
while to forgive Siwon after what hes done to mebut it took my father even longer. And because of
that, Siwon would return to his mood swings. She looks at Yoona, do you seriously think that holding a
never ending grudge is going to help either of you? Its a serious waste of time and actions if you ask
me.

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You guys act like you know what its like to be Taeyeons favorite and to be tossed aside.

You seem to forget that I had Taeyeon around twenty four seven and then Jessica came into our lives,
counters Tiffany. So I sort of know to a certain degree Yoona. You cant hold her actions against her, not
when shes trying to give you everything in the world. Yoona moves to argue only to have a hand collide
with the back of her head. Rubbing it, she turns to see Jessica standing over her.

I told you to quit letting your emotions get the best of you. But you cant even do thatand Taeyeons
taken off.

She probably went home.

Thats why she left her phone lying in the middle of an alley as she climbed a wall? Hands remove
Taeyeons phone from her pocket. You dont get it do you, Yoong? You hold this grudge about Mr. Seos
death, about lying about your mother and all this other stuff. But no one else does. Ive forgiven her for
the way shes treated me. Tiffanys forgiven her. Your mother has forgiven her daughter and you can tell
that by the simple fact that she wants to be in both of your lives. And Mrs. Seo has been forgiven
heryoure the only one whos not. Arms cross, Okay so Taeyeon allowed for your father to take you.
She then allowed for the Ims to keep you away from heryou might not have liked it but think about will
you. Where would you be right now if you allowed things to follow through, hm? Youd be somewhere,
becoming someone who can turn around and help your family. But youre not and youre not helping the
situation by being a total ass to Taeyeon.

Like you werent.

Its different. Everything I do with Taeyeon is different because Im Taeyeons girlfriend, Yoona.
Youre her sister. You want Taeyeon to treat you better, to respect you, but it goes both ways Yoona. You
cant just demand it and not give it in return. Taeyeon is trying to be responsible; she trying to at least fix
everything that she did wrong. Fingers pinch the bridge of her nose; eyes close. I see why its so hard
now. You two are so alike that you guys cant get along, she mumbles to herself, opening her eyes.

Would you like it if you asked me for forgiveness, and I told you no? Yoona shakes her head. She
definitely wouldnt like something like that. Jessicas her favorite person outside of her family besides
Yuri.

No, cause I like you. I like your company.

And thats how Taeyeon feels. Youre her little sister. She likes having you around, though she may not
be able to fulfill the older sister role, she just does, you know? And hurting you the way she did last week,
hurt her. And Taeyeon acknowledges the fact that things cant go back to the way they were before
because of her actions, Yoona. But all she wants is for you to say that you forgive her. Its all any of us
wants. She takes Yuris seat. Youre a delinquent or a reformed delinquentso you know how things
work. All of us dowith a threat hanging over all of our shoulders we need the group together because
there is strength in numbers. Sure some of us have never actually been in a fight before, and yes some of
us will probably blank out or shit our pants at the sight of a gun, but so what. We need each other to get
through all of this until Key is jailed and Taeyeon is free. Until thenanyone of us could be

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attackedand do you really want to hear from someone that Taeyeon was gunned down in the street
because she didnt have her left hand woman with her to help her?

So Im just supposed to forget everything and act like it never happened?

No or yes. Its your choice you can forget all this every happened. Or you could remember and use it to
help build your relationshipto learn how to fix all the cracks and breaks in your relationship. Look,
dont look at this as a thing just about Taeyeon. I mean right now it is, but what happens when you and
Yuri become official and you guys have an argument? Some things in a relationship have to give. You
learn that you must forgive the other and learn from your mistakes. Me and Taeyeon are doing so.
Sooyoung and Tiffany are doing it.

If I dont want to talk to her after this

We wont force you. Ill make sure Yuri doesntbut all I could hope for is that you do talk to Taeyeon.
Out of all of us, youre the only one who could be useful in a fight.

Fanys knocked a few girls out before. All eyes fall upon the Hwang who just shrugs her shoulders.

You know what I mean.

Ill think about it. Jessica nods her head and allows for Yoona to stand and exit the building.

Any clue where Taeyeon could be? questions Tiffany worried.

I hope the library. Im going to head over there. You guys check the apartment. Call me if you hear or
see anything.

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 063

H anging up, she slides the phone into her pocket as she turns to watch her girlfriend play with her
sisters pet. Sighing, she kneels down getting her girlfriend attention. She hasnt found Tae yet.
She says she went to the library and to Taes work. Sooyoungs face falls blank; reaching out
she rubs circles into Tiffanys back. I feel useless again, she whispers. I mean Taeyeons my sister.
Taeyeon is like my best friend. I knew so much about her and now its like I know nothing because I cant
tell her girlfriend where she runs and hides.

Youre not useless if you dont know. You just dont know. Who exactly knows Taeyeon inside out
other than Taeyeon herself? Tiffany could only blink. Taeyeon told me herself that there are things that
she keeps from Jessica for specific reasons. So maybe this is just something she didnt want anyone to
know, you know? I mean...

Tiffany places a quick kiss against Sooyoungs cheek. I understand. She stands and extends a hand.
Now lets go. I have to get Kyungsan before your mother decides to yell at me for being a bad parent.
Sooyoung takes the hand, allowing for the smaller girl to pull her up. Smiling, she turns her attention to
Dog. Alright...Jess-Sooyeon says for you to stay out of trouble. If you make a mess shes going to punish
you, understand? A whimper emits from the canine; her head lowers. Good. Turning back to the Choi,
lets go now or me and Kyungsan will have to travel in the dark to get home.

You can just stay, suggests Sooyoung. Tiffany gives the younger girl a weird look. That way you
wont have to catch a bus with Kyungsan at night. We both know its not safe...but even if we do get to
my place before nightfall what is there to say that it wont get dark when the two of you get on a bus.
Besides itll just save us all time in the morning when Kyungsan has to get dropped off before school and
what not. So just stay...

Its awkward, states Tiffany while walking through the front door. She waits for Sooyoung to exit
before shutting the door and locking it. You cant tell me that you dont sense or feel the awkwardness at
your place when we show up together. I mean I love the offer, Sooyoung but I dont want to put ourselves
in that awkward position. Giving Sooyoungs hand a tug, she begins leading her to the stairs.

Are you saying...youre ashamed-

No. What Im saying is everything is still awkward amongst me and your family. She takes a deep
breath. Im mean come on...I dated your brother. I had his child. And now Im dating you...itll be
awkward to stay the night at your place, let alone in your room with Kyungsan when my ex is sleeping
across the hall. Not to mention thats where I would sleep some nights and thats where Kyungsan was
you know... Sooyoung releases Tiffanys hand. They stop midway down the first flight of stairs.
Sooyoung. Sooyoung...whats wrong?

Kyungsan is my son and I dont want him out at night. Not with your sister out of the picture. Just stay,
mumbles Sooyoung in return. Tiffany attempts to speak but Sooyoung continues. So what if its a little
awkward at my place? Its awkward everywhere isnt it? I mean to everyone else youre dating your exs
younger sister...so what different does it make if you stay at my place? Jinri doesnt care. Minho isnt
there. Dad is preoccupied with other things. And Siwon has a class tonight.

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Your mother thinks that Im a horrible mother; she thinks I cant take care of my own son. I dont know
where I went wrong, Sooyoung. You see how she tells me Im doing things wrong with Kyungsan. Im
trying; you know Im trying. So thats what makes it awkward. I dont know if its because shes no
longer in denial about what happened between you and Siwon and Siwon and me, or because she truly
thinks Im a horrible mother but its awkward. And what I said before doesnt really help the situation.
She pauses; she looks down the stairs. You have to understand that...Im uncomfortable staying at your
house for too long. And Im sorry if it hurts you, but I dont think Ill be able to stay the night.

Then Kyungsan stays and you can go home. Sooyoung pushes past Tiffany, moving quickly down the
stairs and causing for the older girl to reach out for her.

Sooyoung...dont be mad at me, she whispers, wrapping her fingers around the Chois wrist. Sooyoung
huffs. Sooyoung, look at me please. A quick glance over her shoulder, Listen to me, please.
Shrugging her shoulders, Sooyoung turns fully to stare the older girl. Youre mad. I hurt your feelings.
But what do you want from me? Im trying...were trying. You cant rush me...you should know that by
now by watching my sisters-

Im not rushing you. I just dont want you or him out tonight. Your sister is gone. Word is going to
spread fast. You know that. I dont want you two hurt that is all. Im not trying to rush anything. Im not
trying to make anything awkward. I figured wed just stay in my room through the night and leave for
school in the morning.

Tiffany bites her lips. Taking a deep breath, she slips her hand down, linking their fingers. How about
we get Kyungsan and we go back to my moms apartment for the night? Sooyoung shakes her head.
Youre not being fair.

Why should I? Youre putting him in danger. So either you stay at my place or go home and let me
watch him. He doesnt need to leave. Whats the point of travel through the night to get to your place only
to bring him back in less than twelve hours? Tiffanys face falls blank. She sighs; Sooyoung was right.
Sooyoung is right. There is no point in traveling with him. And the awkwardness shouldnt be a big deal
since they have to live with it constantly. Another sigh and she nods her head, gripping Sooyoungs hand
tightly.

Okay.

Okay what?

Okay Ill stay at your house. What did you think I said okay for? Sooyoung shrugs her shoulder.
Alright thenDaddy Sooyounglets go to your place. A brow arches on the Chois face. Youre
rightand even though I still feel uncomfortable about thingsyoure right. So instead of putting him in
danger with Taeyeon being out of the picture the best thing would be to stay at your place for the night.
And you live closer to the school. Sooyoungs lips twitch upwards. Whats with the smile?

You listen to my advise but not my decisionsits just a little weird. It feels great also to be right for
once, you know?

Tiffany scoffs and rolls her eyes. Whateverlets go.

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 ~~~
They sit quietly side by side. Neither was sure what to say to the other, especially after what happened not
so long ago. Head tilts back and eyes search the night sky for stars. Hands delve into her pockets. Sighing
she asks, Howd you find me?

Its not that hard to locate you, whispers Yoona in return. We might not like this park because of the
danger that surrounds it but this park is a part of our life. Its where I...where we would play when we
were younger. Its where you would take me so that I can get away from our home back then. She looks
down at the grass beneath her feet. I thought that you might be here because of me, really. I mean with
Tiffany youd run to Jessica. With Jessica youd run home to be a lone... An awkward silence begins to
settle upon them. I cant forgive you...no matter what any of them say. Theyre not me; they dont
understand my position in all of this. She pauses for a moment. So what if you apologized to everyone
else. Thats their decision to accept it. But you...you...

I what? I neglect you some times. I give away you away so you can have a better life. Isnt that
something that Im supposed to do, Yoona? Isnt it my job as head of our family to make sure everyone
will life a comfortable life in the future. To help them succeed? She grunts, lowering her gaze onto her
sister. Is it wrong that thats all I want for you of all my siblings Yoona?

Well what if thats not what I want?

Well what do you want? To live a life like mine? Yoona clicks her tongue. Well what then, huh? What
do you want? If you dont want to get a good education and have enough money in your pocket to live
happily, then what is it you want in life Yoona?

Never mind...I dont even know why I came here. All youre doing is nagging and lecturing me -

I just want whats best for you, growls Taeyeon in frustration. I want to know that if somehow and
someway something happens to me that youre fine and taken care of. I know Tiffany will be okay. She
has her parents. She has her mother and if not that then I know the Chois will take care of her. But for
you...I dont know whats going to happen to you. Yeah sure you have mom but whats to say she doesnt
resort back into her old methods, huh? Then whos going to take care of you? Not our aunt. The way she
would be little me sometimes... Fingers rake through her hair. You dont get it...do you?

Whats there to get, Taeyeon. Its my life, you know? I should be able to decide things for myself. And
one thing that I decided when I finally got to see you again after so many years, was to not have my life
go back to the way it was. I have family, real family...and is it that bad that I want to be with them? To
have memories to keep and to hold with them? Taeyeon looks off to the side. Youre right...I shouldnt
want a life like yours. And I dont...I dont want one like yours but I know that I want to have a life in
which I can spend time with my older sister. Is that so much to ask for?

So Im just supposed to let everything I did go to waste. Is that what youre stating Yoona? Do you not
understand the severity of my actions? Ive ruined my life to ensure you a better one. Ive thrown it away.
I cant even-Sooyeon wants to leave to America and she wants me to go with but I cant even do that
because I wanted something better for you. I have no life now. In fact I ruined other peoples for you....I

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beat a man until he was senseless. I had a hand in taking away someones father, someones husband just
so you could live comfortably.

I never asked you to do those things.

You didnt have to. Im your sister...I should be doing those things for you! She hops off the bench and
faces the younger girl. Nose flares. Inhale. Exhale. I have nothing else to say to you. Screw seeking
forgiveness. Whats the point when Im never going to receive such a thing? Im Yoona cant forgive me;
she wont because to her Im the big bad wolf. Im nothing but a stupid cold blooded murder. Im not her
older sister who did things to support the both of us. To support her. Foot comes in contact with a rock
and she sends it flying across the field. You can forget about my apology. Im taking it back. Im not
sorry I was trying to do something good for us. I should have left us to starve in that damn home. None of
us would be here but at the same time I wouldnt have made your life so horrible. I mean what kind of
person wants to actually be adopted into a well off family? What kid doesnt want the best education and
money to fall back on? Who does want a security net?

You think this is some sort of joke.

No! A finger points at the younger girl. You think this is a joke! Youre clearly not understanding
anything, Yoona.

Yeah I do. You want me to forgive you for everything youve done not only to me but to the people who
I obviously care about. But its not as simple as that. I cant forgive you because like you said about
mom...whats there to say that you wont turn back into the thing you were before. Everyone says youve
changed, but come on. Really? In a week? Reality is a person cant change in a week. I know it. You
know it. So why should I forgive you if all of this might repeat itself, huh? Tell me...please explain to
me.

Fists curl and she wants so much as to hit the girl sitting before it. But she cant; she wont. Eyes close
and head shakes. Thats not who she is anymore. Shes not going to hit her sister. Shes not going to lay
her hands on Yoona. Inhale. Exhale. Repeat. Slowly opening her eyes, she stares at the doe like ones that
were watching her. See...you want to hit me...so what does that tell you?

But I didnt...that should tell you something totally different. Yoona scoffs.

So you held back this time...whats to say you wont next time, huh? A growls leaves from between the
Kims lips.

The fact that Im your sister. The fact that I care about you, Yoona. Okay so I made one drunken
mistake, but Im not to blame for the beating I gave you. You provoked me just like youre doing now.
But doesnt the fact that Id do anything proven by my past override that? She sighs and looks off to the
side at a tree. Im sorry, okay. Im really, really sorry. And I dont know what else to do or what else to
say to you Yoona so you can see how sorry I am. And youre right some people cant change in a week,
but some people can when they learned that they hurt some of the most important people in their lives.

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The silence finally settles and both girls drop their heads to stare at the dying grass. What could they
possibly say at this point. The younger girl is just dead seat on not forgiving her or anything. Yoong-
The sound of a twig breaking causes for both girls heads to snap up and turn in the direction of the noise.

Index finger raises and she places it against her lips, telling Yoona to be quiet. Yoona nods her head,
climbing off the picnic table. Her phone slips from her pocket going unnoticed to both girls eyes. Heads
turn; eyes scan their surroundings.

She picks up the silhouette of a few hooded figures. Arm swipes out pushing Yoona behind her as the
figures emerge from the shadows. Yoona looks at the smaller girl in front of her. What do you want?
questions Taeyeon; her eyes never leaves them.

A hand reaches up, pulling down the hood and revealing Key to the sisters. Taeyeons face falls blank
while her hands curl into fists. I didnt think Id get both sisters in one night. Kind of wished the
American one was here to join you guys. The sister each take a step back. You know...Ive been
looking everywhere for you. He stops walking. We can go about this however it is you want, Kim. She
remains quiet. Knowing what hes done to her brother, it was her only option if she wants to see both
herself and Yoona walk away from her unscathed.

The group circles around both girls; her jaw clenches. Looking over her shoulder she stares her sister in
the eyes. If...this breaks into a fight...run. My only order and my only wish, Yoona, she whispers.
Yoona shakes her head. There was no way shed leave Taeyeon to fight all of them off. She was barely
able to do that on her own last year, so there is no way that her sister whos been lacking in the physical
department could. Yoona...please...I already had to bury Taemin...

Yeah well leaving you alone means Id have to bury you. Groaning she turns back to Key, catching the
glint of a blade in his hand.

Why are you looking for me? Is this about the money that Soojung owed you? Key laughs and shakes
his head. So this is because I made you lose some rep when I kicked your ass after you went after
Yoona? Thats why youre after me, huh? Its why you went after Taemin, isnt it?

Why else would a gang member as myself go after another from a different group? Especially when talk
of the streets is Kim Taeyeon herself is a lieutenant? Or the fact that Kim Taeyeon might be promoted to
something greater? Eye brows raise. Promotion? But she wants out. She wants nothing to do with any of
it. Plus she hasnt been very active since she began spending time with Yoona and even more so after
Jessica came into her life. Short Iron Fist Kim made a laughing stock out of me when I was dealer. Then
she makes things worse by kicking my-why am I explaining this. After I kill you it wont even matter.

Feet brace her body for the incoming attacks. Arms rise defensively. Key scoffs. You didnt actually
think I was going to fight you? He moves to the side; eyes remain on Taeyeon and vice versa. I mean I
would but I was taught not to hit girl.

Some wannabe you are, retorts Taeyeon. Try to be a dealer and lost your supply plus your money.
Now you want to play big bad gang member and yet youre not the one to fight me. She looks at his
crew. You guys must be stupid to let him take the prize if you guys beat me. He didnt do anything and
yet theyll probably pay him in cash, higher ranking and what not. Isnt that what you guys want?

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Heads turn to Key who was now glaring at the Kim and Im. She swallows the saliva that has collected in
her mouth. You think youre funny.

Look can we just kick your ass and get this over with? questions Yoona from behind Taeyeon. Always
with these stupid speeches and what not. If youre going to be from the street, screw the speech and get to
the fist throwing. We dont have all day. We have our own issues to settle.

Yoona- Her scolding comes to a quick end as she dodges the first punch. So much for trying to get out
alive.

~~~
With a heavy sigh, she pushes open the front door to be greeted by the sight of her mother only to groan.
Patience is running thin and because of that she doesnt want to deal with whatever it is that her mother
wants to discuss. She closes the door and attempts to make a beeline past her mother but the elderly
woman steps in her way. What now? she mutters. Annoyance spread across her face.

Arms quickly wrap around her figure, pulling her into a tight embrace as a congratulations, enters her
ears. Blinking, she pulls away from her mother. Annoyance disappears allowing for confusion to take its
place. Mrs. Jung smiles a little. You got in Hand move to hold her daughters head and she leans in
placing a kiss on Jessicas forehead. Im so proud of you.

You went through my room? Through my mail? Jessica snatches away, anger becoming more evident.

I was doing laundry when I saw it. Does it matter? I mean you got in. This is what we wanted. We
should be celebrating right now, Sooyeon. Not this. I made your favorites for dinner. Mrs. Jung turns
and heads towards the kitchen. How about you call Sooyoung, Taeyeon and Yoona over to celebrate
with us. Jessica shakes her head in response even though her mother couldnt see it. By the
waywheres Soojung?

Off with Jinri somewhere. She watches her mother curiously. Do you think that by cooking my
favorite food and whatnot is going to make up for the fact that youve been lying to me all this time? Her
mother stops in her tracks. And youre not even questioning me about what happened to Krystal last
night. Have you decided to blind yourself again and return to your happy freaking world? She spins. I
meanit's one thing to try and act like our discussion didnt happen but to act like your other daughter is
fine.

What do you want from me, Sooyeon? Mrs. Jung throws her hands up in the air. Iwhat do you want
from me? When you were younger you didnt want constant attention, so I left you alone. I leave you
alone to grow on your own you tell me that Im not being a good mother and neglecting you. So I try to
be a good mother by protecting you from the wrong people, you say its suffocating. You say Im too
controlling. So I let things goI allowed for you to date Taeyeon; I didnt even stop you from moving
half of your belongings to her place. She takes a deep breath. Im doing everything I could possibly
think of but none of it seems to be making you happyso please tell me what it is in this world that you
want from me? Do you want me to treat you like a little kid? Do you want me to treat you like an adult?
Do you want me to act like were not even mother and daughter? What do you want?

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Jessica could only scoff. So its my problem? Everything is always my problem right? Youre miserable
marriage, the fact that my siblings are screw upseverything.

Thats not what I said and you know. Im just confused as to what to do with you. How am I supposed to
act around you, because obviously you dont want me to play the part of your mother? But at the same
time you do. So what? Do you want me out of your life? What do you want?

Eyes roll and she heads down the hall. Sooyeon She follows her daughter to her room. Were not done
talking. You just can walk away in the middle of a conversation that you dont like. The world doesnt
work like that.

Huffing, she turns and faces her mother. You want to talkthen fine, well talk. You called me a child
of rape. He says its a lie you started to protect yourself from the wrath of your father. How could you call
me a child of rape?! Im your daughter! Do you know what its like to be called a child a rape when
youre not?!

Mrs. Jung takes a deep breath, enters the room and closes the door behind herself. I never called you a
child of rape. I said he raped me. You and everyone else assume that youre a child of rape. Quick
strides across the room and she takes a seat upon the bed patting the space beside her. The middle child
shakes her head. Finebut if you must knowno you werent conceive from the rape. You were
conceived from one of the countless of nights of hormonal rages. Jessicas eyes widen, but your father
did rape me. He didnt take no for an answer one night. Look, sure your father may be a changed man
now, but at the time thats what I thought also. And then he did what he did.

Jessica scoffs again, making her way to her desk. So you dont believe me?

I have no idea what to believe anymore. I keep getting only half of the story. What is there for me to
believe, hm? You say one thing; he says another. But what he says sounds so much more sincere than
what youre saying.

I met him when we were young; we were about the same age as you and Taeyeon were. He caught my
eye because he was something that your grandfather didnt approve of. She swivels in her seat. Why was
her mom telling her something like this? I started hanging out with him and his friends as a way to get
on your grandfathers nerves. Push comes to shove and the next thing I knewI fell for him. But he
didnt want me, or at least thats what he kept saying. So I got with your other father. One mishap and the
next thing I knew I was pregnant with Yunho.

Why-

Her mom holds up a hand and continues talking. Yunhos father didnt want him. He didnt want a child
and I was afraid to tell my father that I had gotten pregnant out of wedlock. So I went to your fatherI
told him what happen. We waited until after Yunho was born. And the next thing I know the both of us
were on a plane to America.

Why are you telling me this?

To show you that even though he says hes changed, that he can and will resort back to his old ways. He
was in a gang before we went to America. Your father was the leader of it. But he gave it all up to raise

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Yunho is a different place. Then you were conceivedyou were born. And shortly afterwards did he fall
back into his old habits: stealing, fighting, smoking and drinking. He was always getting arrested. He
always left me alone with you and Yunho. And then one night he wouldnt take no for an answer. I didnt
know what to do after that but to call your grandfather and tell him what happened.

You made his life a living hell. You put him in jail.

I didnt know that was going to happen. I didnt want to live that life. I thought things were going to be
different. That he was going to be different, Sooyeon. But it didnt. So the only thing I could do-

Was call daddy and not only ruin his life but mine also, by not clearing up what happened. She spins
again to face the wall this time. So because you wanted nothing to do with him, I had to be kept out of
the loop. And if he never had the gut to search me out hereI would have gone through life not knowing
until he said something. She leans back and closes her eyes.

Sooyeon

She shakes her head again. I cant do thisI cant she swallows the saliva that had collected in her
mouth. Fingers run through her hair. She blinks, fighting back the tears that were building. Inhale. Exhale.
It was frustrating to her. Everything is frustrating. Abruptly standing, she moves about the room, grabbing
clothes and slinging them into a spare backpack.

Sooyeon, Mrs. Jung calls out softly.

Jessica stops in her tracks. Im going to Taeyeons place. I dont want to stay here. With that she zips
up the backpack, opens the door and disappears out the room.

~~~
A gun goes off; the noise spreads quickly throughout the dark. Everyones movement comes to a halt.
Heads turn; eyes land on Taeyeon and Key.

A gun? How did a gun get here? When did it come? Everyone had fists, knives, razors, and chains. There
was no gun. Key only flashed a knife before they attacked.

She watches as her sister lurches, as Taeyeons left hand grips her chest. The older girl staggers some.
Legs give out and Taeyeon falls to her knees. Both sisters look at Taeyeons shaky hand and two sets of
eyes meet the sight of red upon that small hand.

Taeng, she calls out. Taeyeon raises her gaze looking her directly in the eye prior to collapsing upon the
grass. Pushing the person who she was currently fighting off away, Yoona quickly sprints to her sister,
dropping to her knees. Eyes quickly trace over the older girls form as panic and fear begins to set it.
Taeyeon continuously gasps for air for the pain was becoming unbearable. It felt as if a bomb had
exploded in her chest; her lungs feels as if they were on fire all while feeling like something was
smashing them. Taeng... Swallowing whatever it was at the back of her throat, the Kim turns her head
taking one last look at her sister as her vision slowly fades away. Taeng.

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Head shaking, Yoona begins patting her sisters face trying to get her to stay conscious. Taeng...come
on... She moves about; hand grips the older girls shoulder shaking her. Taeng...please, come on
Taeng...please. Voice comes out in a whimper as eyes trace over the older girls face. No response.
Taeng please...come on you short idiot. Whos going to be around to protect me, huh? Whos going to
force me into getting a good life, huh? Warmth spreads throughout both eyes; tears build readying
themselves to break free. The words she so much wants to speak halt, collecting at the back of her throat
as her attention trails to the small amount of blood that was flowing from her sisters lips.

Taeng...come on, please. Doe eyes trail back to her sisters wide open ones. Please... Arms fling
wildly slipping from the sleeves of her jacket. Folding it as quickly as she can, she presses the cloth like
material against the wound in the Kims chest. Come on Taeng...please dont. Not now. I need you. Fany
needs you. Kyungsan needs you. I mean I havent even gotten a chance to say youre forgiven...to
apologize. Taeng, please...come on...

She looks over her shoulder; gone. They were all gone. They left, leaving her sister here to die. Eyes
flickers back and forth scanning their surroundings. Help! Please! she shouts hoping that someone
walking past their hiding spot would hear her. Help! Eyes fall back on Taeyeon. Come on
Taeng...open your eyes. Say something...anything, please. Still no response comes from the older girl.
Taeyeon. Her voice sounds more desperate. What about Jessica huh? Youre just going to leave your
girlfriend like this? She needs you, you know? She swallows the lump. You cant just lie here Taeng
and give up. Its not you. Youre not soft. Taeng...come on!

Tears finally break free, falling upon her hands. Kim Taeyeon...dont do this! Please dont do this...Help!
Someone, please help! Color drains from her sisters skin. Damn it, Tae! You cant do this! Voices
cracks; arms become shaky. Blood stains her hands. A deep frustrated growl leaves her lips. This couldnt
happen; its not supposed to happen. More pressure is applied to the wound and she casts a glance over
her shoulder once again. Doe orbs zoom about in hopes of locating her phone. It has to be around her
somewhere, right? She had it before the scuffle. And it fell, so it has to be somewhere close by, right?

Nothing. She sees nothing. Head drops and shakes; eyes close. No, it was a meek whisper. Bottom lips
quiver. No...please...no...please....Tae...come on... Opening them, she stares at her sister with a blurry
vision. Come on Taeyeon...youre a fighter...were fighters. We need you. Dont bail on us
now...please. Inhale. Exhale. Come on...I forgive you...Im sorry for being so stubborn. Im sorry for
not believing you...Im sorry....Im just so fucking sorry...now come on, Tae...please...I cant lose you...

~~~
Sooyoung pulls the door open, finding Jessica on the other side. Sica?

Was going to go back to Taeyeons apartment but then I figured I may as well wait here for Soojung to
return before I go, explains Jessica while entering the Choi house. Dropping her backpack at the front
door and walking towards the couch, she takes a seat beside Tiffany and Kyungsan crossing her arms.
Sooyoung closes the door and joins the girls by taking a seat on the floor.

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Argument with your mom? questions Tiffany. Jessica nods her head; eyes landing on the giggling boy
on the Hwangs lap. About your dad? Another nod of the head, you should go back and talk to her.
No, you shouldnt do that. You should call your dad and then sit down and have a talk with all of them.

Not going to Her voice trails off as the picture being displayed on the television catches her eye.
Sooturn it up.

Scrambling across the floor, the eldest Choi daughter reaches out and turns the volume up. Breaking
news. We have reports that a gang fight broke out earlier this evening at Childrens Park. Shots were
reportedly fired. And there are reports of a victim whos currently in critical condition. Well take you
there-

She didnt have to see much; all she needed a glimpse of was the scene, of the people. All it took was the
sight of Taeyeons right hand woman and that was enough. Turn it off. Come onlets go.

Where are we- starts Tiffany only to have Jessica interrupt.

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 Epilogue

L ight footsteps slither their way into her ears, causing for her to look up. Eyes lock onto the form of
here visitor and a small sad smile forms. Nodding her head, her gaze drops back down. She could
feel the other girl looking around the room. And she knows what her girlfriends sister was looking
at. Tiffany was looking at the exact same thing that everyone else had come to see: an empty room.
Clothes packed; books stored away and pictures placed in boxes, leaving her room to look barren.
WowYoong wasnt kidding when she said you packed. She raises her head and looks at the Hwang.
SoI take it youre really leaving?

Yeah, was all Jessica could say.

Why?

School, duh. And I had started to believe that you were smarter than that.

You know what I mean.

Youre sister wouldnt be too happy if I missed my first semester of college. Tiffany scoffs. Why are
you here Tiffany? Pulling her hands from behind her back, she brings forth a small wrapped gift. What
is that? questions Jessica as Tiffany hands it to her.

Well, when Yoong and Soo told me that youve finished packing and will be leaving in less than a week
or so, I thought youd want a parting gift. Its something to remember me and my sisters by. Fingers
delicately remove the wrapping paper, revealing a frame with a picture of the three sisters inside. I
figured you didnt have a picture of Taeyeon or Yoona. And thats the only one I have with the two of
them truly smiling. Its the only picture that that they took willingly. Jessicas eyes trace over her
girlfriends face and the sad smile appears again. Like it?

Nodding her head, she looks up at Tiffany, thank you.

Anything for our momeven if she is leaving us on our own.

Quit calling me your mom. It makes me feel old. And Im not even twenty yet. She looks back at the
picture. How old is this? Taeyeons hair is long and shes got a lit cigarette.

I think is a year or two before you showed up in our lives, explains Tiffany, taking a seat beside Jessica.
It was on Taeyeons birthday. Just the three of us celebrated it. It was the first year since Yoonas return
in her life. Jessica smiles even more. So...

Hm?

Were going to miss you. I think Yoong and Soo will miss you the most. A brow arches on Jessicas
face. Ill miss you also. Kyungsan will miss his auntie very much. Jessica laughs.

You act like I wont try to visit you guys during the holidays. My sister is still hereand I also promised
her I wouldnt leave her. Besides theres always the phoneand internet, so if any of you want to
talkjust call or drop me an email or something. Tiffany nods her head, standing.

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Thank you, Jessica. A confused look crosses Jessicas face. Thank you for straightening out my
family. You knowI was scared that none of us would make it past our teen years. But then you came;
you set Yoona straight and you gave Tae a chance for a better life. So thank you. Arms wrap around
Jessicas shoulders, causing for the Jung to tense up. Thank you, Tiffany backs up and smiles.

Taking a step back, Now...when you come backI better not have a new dad. Thats Taes position.

I wouldnt cheat on Taeyeon, Jessica stands and leads Tiffany to the front door. Opening it, she leans
against the piece of wood. You or Yoona will call me right? I mean in a week, the two of you will
inform me when they remove the-

Do you think we wouldnt? Jessica shrugs her shoulders. Well, goodbye Jessica. Eyes drop to the
canine that joins them at the door. Bye, Dog. Kneeling down, Tiffany runs her fingers through the black
coat. Behave in Americaand remember to protect Jessicaor else Taeyeon will be very mad at you,
alright. A small yelp and Tiffany stands. Have funbut not too much fun. Sooyoung says you liked to
partyremember youre Taeyeons and Taeyeons only.

I know. Tell Sooyoung and Yoona I said hi, will you? Nodding her head, the Hwang disappears
through the front door. And with a heavy sigh, Jessica shuts it, turning to face Dog. Come onlets go
find something to eat.

~~~
Yoona, she whispers while trying to keep pace with the younger girl. Yoonaslow down. Where are
we going? Yoona ignores her questions; eyes scanning her surroundings looking for her destination.
Finding it, hand blindly reaches back grabbing hers. Yoona where are we-why are we going down an
alley?

Yoona looks over her shoulder at Yuri, placing the index finger of her free hand to her lips. Yuri groans.
Something wasnt right. Something doesnt feel right. They shouldnt be walking around this
neighborhood and they definitely shouldnt be sneaking into an alley. Yoona All questions
disappear at the sight of group of teens and young adults all crowding around something. Taking a better
look, Yuri catches a glimpse of legs and arms swinging. Theyre beating someone-

Key, states Yoona. They got Key. Taking a deep breath, Yoona shakily approaches them. She
squeezes the Kwons hand trying to find some sort of confidence. She stops just a few feet away from
them, causing for them to stop and stare at her.

Baby Alligator, the man leaning against the wall, pushes off and approaches both girls. I didnt think
youd come. Feet stop and eyes trace over Yoona and Yuri. Then again Kim is your older sisterand
its only fair to get back at the punk who shot her, right?

YoonaYoona youre not here to get him, are you? questions Yuri, turning to look at the Im. Yoona
avoids her gaze. Yoona, please tell me that this is a joke? No response. Taeyeon wouldnt approve of
this. She turns to the leader, You know Taeyeon doesnt want her doing this type of stuff. He just
flashes her a smile and turns to look at Yoona.

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Is he here? Or are you guys beating someone else?

Always straight to the point, much like your sister, speaks the leader. Looking over his shoulders, he
gaze at his followers. And with a flick of the wrist, two of the members pull forth a body dropping it on
the ground. Just like you asked. Doe eyes lock onto Keys figure as he squirms around, getting on his
knees; eyes trapped behind a cloth and wrists bound by rope. The leader steps forward, removing a gun
from a members hand and handing it over to her, only to snatch it back. A deals a deal. We give you
Key and pay for Kims bills

In return for my service, yeah I know that. Let me have it. Irritation laces her voice. All she wants is the
gun in her hand, the trigger pulled, and a bullet in Keys head. She wants him to pay in the same way that
Taemin did, the same way that her sister did. Smiling, he sets the gun in her hand before taking a step
back.

Yuri steps in front of her. Yoona dont. Do you think this is something that your sister wants? Yoona
looks at the piece of metal in her hand. She fidgets a little at the weight and the coldness of its touch.
YoonaYoona dont.

I have to step up, whispers Yoona. I have to protect my family. Taeyeons not here to do it. And if he
loose itll only mean danger for us, for you and the Chois and Jessicas sister. I dont want that and
Taeyeon doesnt want it. So something has to happen.

Yeah but Taeyeon doesnt want this life for you. Yoona listen to me. Yuri reaches for the gun only to
have Yoona snatch it away. Yoona, please. Dont do this. Did you not see what happened to your sisters
life when she got involved with them? You go after him and someone will go after you. Life is just going
to repeat itself. He got what he wanted. He got Taeyeonlet it be. Dont let this consume you.

Her billswe-

Well find something. We always have. The Chois and the Jungs will help. Jessicas biological father
will more than likely pitch in. And if thats not enoughthen your mother, your adoptive mother will
more than likely help. She loves you; she adores you. Yoona shakes her head. No. Reaching out, she
pushes Yuri behind herself. Feet carry her body within inches of the squirming boy. Lifting her arm, she
points the barrel taps against his forehead.

Hand shakes. Yoonadont. Please dont, begs Yuri from behind her. Eyes flicker to the man beside
her then back to Key. Inhale. Exhale. Eyes close and she gathers her mind, reopening them. Licking her
lip, she looks off the side. Index finger pulls back. The sound of the bullet firing echoes throughout the
alleyway and the streets as Keys body slumps to the floor.

A hand clamps down upon her shoulder; smile stretches across the leaders face. Baby
Alligatorwelcome to The Family.

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