Forgiven and Progress so far.

Maine aj sabko tahe dilse maaf kar diya hai. Kyunki mujhe mukti chaahiye. Mujhe un
bulandiyon ko chuna hai jahaan mere paas sab kuch ho. Rupiya paisa ghar,
husband, iPhone, Apple laptop, DSLR, Successful architectural practice, travelling
the world, doing the extreme sports, fall in love Marry.

I believe in what Eisstein said You have to think differently to find a solution to the
problem. You cannot think in the same way when starting with a problem to find a
solution. My work will pay me in the way that I want the results to be. This
semester, the faculties are going to love my Design solution and be very happy with
all the calculations and the fullness of my portfolio and the zest and zeal with which
I have done my work. This semester I will be easily be able to get good grades in
the backlog too. I work hard for each and every subject's submission, test,
assignments, group work. And the most amazing thing is that I am learning to
communicate with peers.

Although I need to learn Photoshop, Corel Draw, Ecotect and Radiance and also
make a model of the Design projects. When my Design projects will come to a level
that I am satisfied with my hardwork, the results will be in my favour. And I will post
them online. So that I can get projects based on such well Designed academic
project. I will do my best in all the subjects' test and get the IGBC and LEED
accreditation easily.

Whatever I will read tonight I will read once with full concentration so that I can
reciprocate it perfectly as written in the notes in tommorrow's test and get good
marks.

Designing buildings with all the thermal and lighting calculations along with building
constructional detailing alongwith simulations and 3D models alongwith good
sketches and a good presentation in Photoshop is what I intend to do. I will be
fullfilling the climatic, predental, thermal and lighting aspects along with the heat
gain calculations and balance point temperature to a point wherein the faculty
members will be more than happy and I will be able to face the viva jury with full
confidence and a glow of a winner on my face. When God is with me I will always
win and do my best. My sheets will be displayed on the college bulletin board and I
want that the faculties call up home to tell them about my achievements.

I intend to finish everything by 12th April upto the perfection that I want so the
remaining 10 days I will be able to concerntrate on my 1st sem's Design projects
and do well in those too in Designing, Calculations, Ecotect analysis, Bioclimatic and
predental data and the sizing and validation of thermal strategies alongwith the
sizing of the fenestrations.

Also I want to work for Smart Cities or PCNDTA. I want to complete Visharad in
Indian Classical Vocal Music, Do Photgraphy, Write and learn French.
Last but not the least I will choose a man who loves me, accepts me for who I am
and will alwas encourage me to do things that I always wanted to do. He will love
me unconditionally and will listen patiently to me without being judgemental.
Nothing will go wrong in our marriage. He will live longer than me.

I want to raise my kids differently. I will allow my boy to cry, will encourage him to
play with toy kitchen set, dolls and make cupcakes and will let my girl stay with me
without saying that what will u do when u go to the inlaws.

I am highly empowered from within. I respect myself deeply and love myself
endlessly. I will only love and accept myself unconditionally to make all my dreams
come true.