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First They Killed My Father
The country of Cambodia was turned into work camps and detention centers where
people suffered starvation and murder by the Khmer Rouge from 1975 to 1979. Two million
people were killed and died from starvation in almost four years, but the population used to be
seven million. When the Khmer Rouge rose up, it was a reaction to the United States being
supportive of Lon Nol. The plan the Khmer Rouge had was to turn the country into a rural,
classless society. Relationships of families were criticized and the family was separated to
destabilize the country. The Angkar wanted everybody to know that they became their mother
and father. In 1979, the Vietnamese succeeded in taking over Phnom Penh and ending the
It was the worst genocide in history, but it wasnt the largest genocide thats happened.
The Khmer Rouge took control for three years, eighteen months, and twenty-one days. When the
Vietnamese took over, those remaining in the Ung family found each other. The anger Loung
had over the Khmer Rouge is what kept her alive through the years.The Khmer Rouge didnt
even care about the people they abused or even killed, as evidenced in their motto: To spare you
In the course of the story, the deaths Loung imagined of her family members are what she
might have imagined and didnt actually see. Loungs father was taken from them and they never
really would have seen his death if his family never knew if the Khmer Rouge found out that
their father used to work for Lon Nols government. Her Ma was in a different camp than Loung
was, and she would have never made it in time to see her death. Geak was in the same camp as
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Ma was, so Loung couldnt have witnessed her death either. When she imagined their deaths, she
thought it would be better to imagine that her familys deaths were quick and painless. It helps
with the story in telling how she wanted her familys deaths to be as painless, less suffering, and
quick so that she didnt have to think of what they might have suffered. It was important to
imagine so that Loung could remember how much she hated the Khmer Rouge.
The first person who was killed by the soldiers in Loungs family was her father. The
soldiers might have found out about how he used to work for the Lon Nol government.When the
two Khmer Rouge soldiers came for her father, she knew she would never see him again and
when she begged him to bring her with him, he told her he couldnt and then left with the
soldiers. Loungs father told her that she couldnt go with him because she wouldnt be able to
help and they already knew that he wasnt coming back to them. Loungs father told them to take
care of each other and to behave themselves. No, you cannot go with me. I have to go.You kids
be good and take care of yourselves, and he puts me down.(Pg. 103). The way Loung imagines
her fathers death seemed like she really seen his death but at the same time it seemed like she
didnt when she said she was in spirit form. This shows that Loung might not have witnessed her
father's death and wanted us to know that all she could imagine with her fathers death was that
he was sort of suffering but died quicker than she thought he might have.
When the soldiers took Ma, she had a feeling that she knew she was dead when she felt
deep inside of her that there was something wrong with her Ma. When Loung felt the warning
inside her that something was wrong, Loung left her camp and didnt pass to go see Ma and
Geak. Geak was really devastated and she kept screaming for her mother to wake up but she was
clueless that her mother was dead and would never come back, the soldiers ended up shooting
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her afterwards. Loung was so upset when she found her Mas hut empty of her and Geak. Ma,
where are you? Ma, you cant do this to me! I scream into the empty hut.(Pg. 160). When she
got to the camp, Loung went straight to their hut, but they werent there. The woman who lived
next door told Loung that the soldiers came and took Ma and Geak a while ago. When she
imagines Mas death is that she is shot because some had to take Geak from her but she wouldnt
let go. This shows that Loung may not have witnessed her Mas death and showed the she only
When the soldiers took Ma, they also had to take Geak because she was the only other in
their family who was living in the village. When Loung tried to find Geak and Ma, she know that
the soldiers must have already taken them and killed them. When Loung imagines Geaks death,
it was because she wouldnt stop screaming and crying. After Ma got shot Geak got on her knees
and held her Mas head in her hands and kept asking her to wake up but she wouldnt so Geak
cried and screamed for her to wake up, but the soldiers had enough and shot Geak. Geak held her
mothers head and screamed for her to wake up, but she didnt. Holding on to Mas head, Geak
screams and screams, not stopping to take any air. One soldier's face darkens and raises his rifle.
Second later, Geak too is silent.(Pg. 162). This shows that Loung may not have watched Geak
get killed and wanted to show that Geak may have witnessed her death and Geak didnt really
know her mother was dead, but finally had her ending similar to her mothers and there was no
The way Loung imagined her three family members who were killed by the soldiers,
could have been because that was the only way she could think to remember that they were
actually killed. When Loungs father was taken from them, that shows that the soldiers knew
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about him working with the Lon Nol government and the soldiers probably didnt want them to
know he wasnt coming back.That could have showed that she hadnt witnessed his death and
when Ma was taken so was Geak. Loung might not have seen Mas or Geaks deaths since she
was at a different camp at the time. This proves that Loung may not have witnessed all three of
her family deaths and wanted to show that telling how she imagined her familys deaths in detail
to make the book more interesting to read and to show how bad some of the deaths she witnessed
had be very excruciating to watch. To most readers, the book may have been inspiring for them
and especially for the people who also survived the genocide in Cambodia and has the
experience of being beat, watching their families and other people die, and working so hard it
was starts to kill them. Loung Ung was the only person brave enough to write about her