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Bittersweet
A Story of Abuse & Recovery
BITTERSWEET
A Story of Abuse & Recovery
Emma Avery
BITTERSWEET: A STORY OF ABUSE AND RECOVERY
BY EMMA L. AVERY
2016 Emma L. Avery
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I can still feel your spirit all around me. I know you
are still singing those Zion songs!
Mom, you did all that you could do. You made sure
that I had the clothes and other needs that you could
supply as a single mother. When you were able, you
came home to see and spend time with me and my
other siblings. You made sure that we had a good
Christmas with the big boxes of things you sent with
the big warning sign, Do Not Open till Christmas,
which kept our hearts and minds wondering and
rushing Christmas. One day you met and then married
a wonderful man that made life much easier and nicer
for you and all of us. Now I call him Dad.
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Acknowledgments
I want to give honor to my Heavenly Father and my
Lord and Savior Jesus Christ for healing my mind and
giving back to me all that I needed to make this writing
possible. There were some very dark and hard times in
putting this book together, but All things are possible
to those who believe.
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Table of Contents
DEDICATION.......................................................... 3
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS .............................................. 7
CHAPTER 1 .......................................................... 13
Virginity Lost
CHAPTER 2 .......................................................... 51
You Can't Tell
CHAPTER 3 .......................................................... 81
I Didnt Come Here Right
CHAPTER 4 .......................................................... 99
Last Days
CHAPTER 5 ........................................................ 111
Back in the Day
CHAPTER 6 ........................................................ 139
I Thought It Was Over
CHAPTER 7 ........................................................ 161
Why Me?
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A DD EN DUM
The Things I Dont Remember ................................................... 369
The First Time I Cried ................................................................. 387
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PART ONE:
In the Beginning
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CHAPTER 1
Virginity Lost
Let me tell you, I was as green as the grass that the
cows grazed in the pasture
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watered. After that, it was milk the cow and feed the
chickens. Grandma Emma would be up fixing
breakfast, while my sister Eunice and I did all the
chores before going off to school. Eunices job was to
make sure all the beds were made up, the night pots
taken out, cleaned, and put up until evening. We were
always rushing, because we wanted to make sure that
Grandma Emma didnt find anything undone before
the bus arrived to take us to school. If she did, I mean
even the smallest little thing, she will make both of us
stay home and get it done. It didnt matter to her if we
got on the bus or not. She had this little line she always
repeated to us: As long as you know how to write your
name and count to ten, you can make it in this world; so
aint no need for yall to go to school every day.
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Chapte r One
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get your work done before she comes out here fussing at
you.
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