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Karma is the realest thing there is. Im talking its literally realer than the piece of
paper youre holding and the words that youre reading off this page. Now, youre
probably thinking What the hell is wrong with Stefan...why would this be his memoir?
Im going to tell you some short stories and examples that happened over memorial day
weekend. I was a skeptic too, I didnt think any of this stuff was real...but now Ive come
to realize theres something out there that's influencing what happens to everyone. You
might say Oh well thats just coincidence Im here to tell you it is THE FARTHEST
First off, I need to ask the question What is karma? Actually its a little more
complicated than the phrase What goes around, comes around. Karma is actually the
sum of all your actions (both good and bad) and these actions and your total karma
negative or positive determines your future existence. This theory is very deeply rooted
in the Buddhist, Taoist, Sikhist and Hindu religions; wherein having positive karma
results in your reincarnation into a higher caste and then eventually you reach Nirvana.
For every religion its different but thats the short and sweet version I learned in
Now that you have a little bit of a more enlightened (pun intended) view on
karma, Im going to show you why I now think all of this might actually be true. To be
honest Im going to be trying to prove more of the Karmas a bitch approach to the
belief, rather than the actual religious aspect.
To start this all off I have to take you back to this Memorial Day when the
majority of my family went upstate to relax and just be together. For some reason or
another I have a fairly lucid dream of being in Mrs.Trias class again, this was pretty out
of the ordinary and it just so happens that I wake up just after Mrs.Tria finishes her
lesson on karma, dharma, and Nirvana. Coincidence? I think not. So just some detail,
me and my brother have this thing where we usually steal little things from each other,
like money, clothes, a tube of toothpaste, etc. When my brother left out his wallet I saw
my chance to grab a twenty. Later that night all of sudden I have some acne on my
face. Which usually isnt out of the ordinary since Im a stressed out teenager. Around
12 oclock when I usually take my shower and get ready for bed I see my brothers towel
on the double sink in the hotel and I threw it on the floor. This just like before wasnt
really out of the ordinary, it was fairly normal. Nows where stuff starts to get a little
freaky. As Im trimming the never ending growth of facial hair I call a beard, BOOM!
I slipped...standing upright...on a dry floor...Im a pretty coordinated guy and stuff like
me falling on my ass for no reason is a little questionable. But I fell whatever. Heres the
freaky part. I fell and the towel that I threw on the floor was back in the EXACT same
place it was before I threw it on the floor. Im not easily convinced of the supernatural or
even the thought of a higher power working on my actions. But this shit got to me. That
isnt normal, you dont just fall for no reason and towels just don't magically appear back
where they were like nothing happened. The very next day Peter (my brother) needs
$20 exactly to buy something from the gift shop. Im not talking about oh they priced it
at $20 Im talking about they entered the wrong number because it was more expensive
and the price they entered WITH TAX ended up being EXACTLY $20, so I gave it to
him. Again pretty freaky, coincidences like that dont just happen in my opinion. The
whole reason, Im writing about karma is because after I did that my vacation and even
my relationship with the rest of my family seemed to improve in one way or another.
Everyone was talking, getting along for the most part, and everyone was having fun.
One of my cousins whos the same age as me even talked about going up to Vermont
together since we would have over a month off from college (hes starting school at
Syracuse this September) and how we could get student passes and go up as many
times as we wanted. Everything just felt right in a weird (maybe even cosmic way).
This next part gets a little darker, less of the I learned my lesson and everything
turned out great and more of someone getting punished. My dad and I have a terrible
essay about the lessons hes taught me)...but now...everything has changed. Hes
borderline abusive to the point where I had to get stitches one time. Weve gotten into
fist fights before, yelling and screaming at each other was pretty normal, and now we
havent talked in over a month. While I was writing this for some reason I started to pay
attention to the J. Cole lyrics of 4 Your Eyez Only and one line that stood out was Sent
your pops to prison when he needed education. My issues with my dad all culminated
in him getting kidney stones recently. If that isnt payback, then I have no idea what is.
Having to pee out a literal clump of sharp calcium is probably one of the more painful
things someone would have the unfortunate luck of going through. I on the other hand,
have never been better. And I actually started to be a nicer person in a way, Im now
helping my brother even if he doesnt know it, and my mom and I still have a great
relationship.
I understand that you might not be convinced with all of this and even for me this
is fairly new considering it all happened a week or two ago. But still you have to admit