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The angry child is long gone and a jaded man is what remains. I no longer blame my parents or God; it was Robert Poandl who raped a 10 year old boy. My anger was
misplaced and transferred to others and myself. My mother is a VERY good person and only made a mistake. My parents stopped being Catholic the day I told them what
happened. He robbed them of their faith. They stopped going to church and stopped praying at meals. This priest, Robert Poandl, weakened my familys faith in people, in God
and in Christianity.
One of the many differences between Robert and I is that I see how my actions have affected others and I care. I have taken ownership of it and I will accept the
consequences. Whether it was Robert, one of those who believe his lies or a sympathetic Catholic who reported my testimony to the Board of Pharmacy does not matter. By
trying to drag me down to hell with him, he sinned in another abhorrent way. His whole life is a lie. He is twisted and turned and evil.
If there is a shred of decency left in him, Robert should come clean to his family and friends. They think he is being unjustly incarcerated and persecuted. I do not want
money. I do not want money. I have no cause to lie. My legal transgressions occurred AFTER I made my initial deposition. I will accept what comes to me as a man must. His
family and friends will be very angry with him if he reveals his true nature but then they will truly know him and will likely still love him. He is at the end of his rope. The reaper
is coming. He should help find his likely numerous unnamed victims. He should repent.
I used to wonder how he justified it. I used to wonder if he was an atheist. He has some form of mental illness; I certainly have posttraumatic stress disorder and I am a
recovering drug addict. This negative ripple effect ends here. I am choosing light and I am going forward. I have taken my lumps but he will not drag me down to hell with him. I
will get married to Lauren and God willing we will have children. I see in children innocence which needs to be protected and all that is right in the world. He saw potential
victims.
But he should not think by repenting this will save his soul. Does he think he can say he is sorry to another priest and all is forgiven? Say 10 hail marries and the slate is
wiped clean only to find other victims and destroy more lives. Does the old fool think he can outsmart God?
Matthew 7:21-23 - Not everyone who says to me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only the one who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.
Many will say to me on that day, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in your name and in your name drive out demons and in your name perform many miracles? Then I will tell
them plainly, I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!
And now it is time for Robert to reap what he has sewn. There is no ace in the hole to play here; this is not WV. All the pain and punishment that is coming his way is
well-deserved. He caused many times this pain through his negative ripple effects and heinous crimes. It is time for justice to finally be served. There is nowhere left for Robert
Poandl to hide.
His judgment cometh and that right soon.
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