Page 1 of 3

It is reported by a tradition that Maulavi Fad:l H:aqq Kh:airaba:di: regretted on his enmity of Sha:h
Shahi:d. It is written and narrated as follow:=

I made a big mistake by opposing Molwi Ismail saheb. He was without a doubt on haq and I erred in this matter. This
tribulation that has came upon me is punishment of these actions of mine. If I was close to Mawlana shaheed, today I would have
been martyred with him. But what can be done, these people of Badayun [like Fazl Rasul Badayun] incited me against Mawlana
shaheed

[Ami:r Al-Rava:ya:t p ]

A number of people reject this tradition as concoction. But after a microscopic study shew that this part
might have been expunged from the original manuscript , by his sons who kept the manuscript in their
custody for a very long period , and if any one asked or a personal manuscript , Abdul H:aqq provided a
copy in form of manuscript . But none of them were able to see the alleged manuscript ascribed to the
hands of Maulavi Fad:l H:aqq. But we find a suitable place from where it might have been once and was
expounged. We has attempted to restore it. Although this is not a certain proof yet is it a good
probability if not the best probability. For researchers we ask to the relation with the context.

Maulavi Fad:l H:aqq has stated the suffering in the Andaman Island. It begins from page 290 and end on
page 293

Now Listen to my story. When Christians arrested me by deceiving methods, then they began to
transfer me from one prison to the other, from one hard flour to an other flour. They made me suffer
from one problem to an other problem, from one sorrow to an other sorrow. They took away my dress
and shoes, and made me to ware thick dress, they took away my soft bed and gave hard and painful
carpet. Like thorns were spread on it or flames were spread on it. No Lota or cup or utensil was left with
me. Due to misery they gave me Da:l of Ma:sh to eat and hot water to drink. Instead of Water of Love
from serious friends, hot water was faced ; and always faced weakness and disgrace.Then the sour
enemy sent me to a high and powerful mountain, of unbearable enjoinment on the shore of the River
Shore , where the sun was always on the head .It ha difficult paths and ways in it , which were covered
by the ways of the river Shore. The morning breeze was more hard then the hot wind , and its gift was
more harmful then deadly poison.Its food was more awful the H:anz:al, and its water was more
poisonous then the harmful of snakes. Its sky was the rainer of sorrow, its clouds were the rainer of
sadness, its stones were the pimples of body and its wind was moving oblique due to disgrace and
disrespect. There was a Chhaper on the small room full of sadness and sickness. Like my eyes ceilings
also cry. Air was smelling and a treasure of illness. Disease was cheap and the medication was
expencive. Ecxima and Quba [disassociation of skin from body] was common. There was no way for the
treatment of disease, continueity of health and healing of injuries. Physisian was one who increased the
disease, and the ill person was one who was approaching to his death, and the Doctor was one who
intensify the pain and sickness. Neither the sorrowful person was comforted , nor some one felt sorry on
his sufferings and torchers. No suffering of the world can be analogous to the sufferings of this place.
Even a common disease is death here. Fever is a message of death, Barsam and Sarsam are the
Sufficient cause of death. Several diseases are not found in the books of medications. Christian Doctor
use to burn the intestines of patient. He gives them medicine with out identifying the disease , and

Page 1 of 3
Page 2 of 3

cause then to approach to death by making them to drink the drug. When some one dies a Unholy and
Dirty Sweeper who is a Satan or a Devil Giant drags the body of deceased and burry him in sand after
taking his dress.

Neither there is a funeral nor the prayers of death is offered. What a dreadful story this is. If this was not
the case with the dead bodies then my greatest wish would be to die here Death is the best comfort
from the suffering of this place; if the suicide was not prohibited in the Religion of Isla:m , and cause of
eschatological punishment no one would have been punished with the sufferings beyond capabilities in
the place; and it would have been an easy exercise to get rid of all miserable events .

These were the unbearable situations , I began to suffer from several diseases, my ability of bearing
hardship was defeated,my chest was narrowed, my moon was dulled , and my grace was converted to
disgrace. I do not know how to get rid of them. I am suffering from the diseases of Skin Problem and dis-
attachment of skin from body . Days and night goes like this.

Whole body is pierced from injuries and hurts. The injuries which can dissolve the spirit goes on
increasing. It is a matter of time that these pimples will bring me near to the portal of death. Once I lived
a luxurious life with all delicacies and pleasure. Now I am in prison and near to my death. Once I was in
beautiful form , Correct and complete, and now I am invalid and injured. Like a broken bone which
bears the weight of a person we are also bearing the untoldable sufferings .

I thank God inspite of all for I see by my own eyes prisoners changed with chain of Iron and a dirty man
drag them. Thanks God that He saved from this. My nemeses are attempting to hurt me more and my
friends are helpless. In the hearts of Nemeses hate of me has stored like a faith, and their dirty chests
has beome the storehouse of hatred. Looking at the apparent causes and reasons I am hopeless for my
salvation, and finds my hopes discontinued.

I made a big mistake by opposing Maulavi: Isma:i:l S:a:h:ib.

He was without a doubt on H:aq [TRUTH] and I erred in this
matter. This tribulation that has came upon me is punishment of
these actions of mine. If I was close to Maula:na: shahi:d, today I
would have been martyred with him. But what can be done, these
people of Badayun [probably Fad:l Rasul Badayun] incited me
against Mawlana shaheed

But I am not hopeless from the Blessings my God. He doeth giveth salvation to weaks and fables from
Powerful Pharaohs . He Doeth heal the hurts of injured ones by his Mecy and Blessings. He is the Maker
of broken hearts. He is the one who Maketh difficulties Easy. He Is The One Who Maketh demerits of
beggar into merits. He is the one who Saved Noah from being drowned, Abraham from fire, Ionah from

Page 2 of 3
Page 3 of 3

the belly of whale , Israelites from destruction. He saved Moses and Aaron from Ha:ma:n, Pharaoh and
Qa:ru:n , Iesous from deceivers. He is the one who made Holy Prophet victorious over deceiving act of
Infidels. If I am surrounded by problems, difficulties, problems, sins, then Why should I be hopeless from
Divine Mercy and Blessing. He is my Lord and is Sufficient and coverer of Errors. Several patients go near
to death and then return. Many transgressors are forgiven and become saints when they repend. Many
Chained are unchanged by the Omnific. I become a weak , feeble and dependant ,and call to the Divinity
and am a candidate of Divine Mercy and make His beloved as a Medium. He Doeth Not violate His
Promise. He shall save me from sufferings and miserables . He will set free from catchers . He will cure
from diseases. He is the Listeners of Prayers

Page 3 of 3