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Abstract
In this article, I reflect on my experiences as someone with Huntington's Disease
who works professionally as a development ethnomusicologist, and who creates
musical, video, and graphic arts for healing in communities I know. People
struggling with disease and trauma benefit enormously by identifying their needs
and goals, finding and valuing their artistic resources, and sparking creativity from
within their and their social networks' artistry that addresses those needs.
Therapists and others can contribute to these processes best by using methods
that include eliciting artistic biographies, sparking community creativity, and
becoming multiartistic activists.
My wife and I stepped uneasily into an office on the 7th floor of a UT Southwestern
Medical Center building. Our genetic counselor greeted us, asked us to sit down,
and glanced at the envelope in her left hand: "I'm afraid the results are not what we
wanted. You have the mutation that causes Huntington's Disease." That moment
marks my admission into the inner circle of people whose lives are filled with a
sense of genetic violation, a first-person entry into horror stories that used to be
only Mom's and Grandpa's, the likelihood of being an unwitting channel that pulls
my own children into the same story. It was also the moment that propelled me into
wanting to be a champion for people affected by Huntington's Disease (HD).
In this article, I write primarily as a sufferer and fighter of a fluidly visible disability. I
will reflect on my story based on insights drawn from experiences and studies as a
community artist and development ethnomusicologist. My goal is to offer a set of
insights, activities, and tools applicable and modifiable to any context where people
are trying to draw on music and other arts to improve their and others' lives.
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I am a community artist. I compose and perform songs for family and friends'
weddings, funerals, anniversaries; romantic songs for my wife, embarrassing-yet-
touching songs for my children; spiritually invigorating songs for professional
colleagues' retreats; and songs marking important moments in my sojourn as a
Christian. I've started doing community theater, experimenting with Spoken Word
poetry and a slightly-off-kilter video character named Schrg. So when my mom
was diagnosed with HD, I wrote her a song. "Leaves" references warm memories
we share and includes a refrain of an old gospel song: "Build your hope on things
eternal. Hold to God's unchanging hand." My goal was to encourage Mom,
reminding her of the beauty and relationships in her life, her faith in Christ, and the
expectation of a concretely imaginable better future in Heaven.
Poltica de Cookies
Since 1993, medical labs have been able to test blood samples for the genetic
mutation that causes HD. Results require a seemingly straightforward
interpretation: If the sample reveals 39 or fewer repeats of CAG protein sequences
on a particular gene on chromosome 4, the person will not show symptoms of HD
in their lifetime. If 40 or more, they will. My mother and I share the same CAG
repeat count, 41. But beyond this yes or no, current science has little to offer. Your
number only vaguely correlates with age of onset, kinds, order, or severity of
symptoms.
Most people at risk for HD choose not to be tested. I, on the other hand, felt
immediately compelled to find out. I am someone who likes to know as much about
my self and environment as possible. I also felt that I could make more-informed
long term plans, discuss life choices with my children and wife, draw on the sense
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Mom's and my genetic results motivated my wife and me to become involved with
the Huntington's Disease Society of America (HDSA), initially through joining a
Dallas/Fort Worth support group. My symptoms thus far are mild, consisting of
increased anger and depression, manageable loss of a narrow range of cognitive
capacities, and jumpy eyebrows. Our support group included people whose lives
were much more immediately and devastatingly affected by HD: Deaths of
spouses and children; loss of jobs; caregivers at their wits' end; divorces; active
social censure and intrusion. This final phenomenonsocial censureled to my
second bit of HD-related creativity, "HD Blues."
HD presents through affective, cognitive, and motor symptoms. The most visible
signs are uncontrolled movements. Famously and agonizingly experienced by
American activist-musician Woody Guthrie, people unaware of HD often interpret
these movements as indications of drunkenness. One woman in our support group
had been accosted twice by police for public inebriation: once while outside her
house with her family, and another time when she accompanied her children and
mother to the park; a concerned parent called the authorities.
Motivated by these and many similar stories, I wrote a blues song containing this
imagined encounter:
Poltica de Cookies
I performed the song first for our support group, then at regional HD education
days, fundraising events, and an HDSA national conference. I designed a "No sir,
officer, I am not drunk" t-shirt and a web site to promote the song and sell the shirt.
Responses have been mostly positive, with some people identifying very closely
with the song's sentiments and stories. My mother, who looks drunk all the time
now, wears one of her large set of HD Blues shirts almost every day, relishing the
conversations they inspire with police officers, friends, restaurant patrons,
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At an Arts for a Better Future (ABF) seminar in Jamaica in 2014, for example,
participants followed this process with seven communities. One group focused on
the impoverished Old Harbour town near Kingston, developing this summary of
their plans:
Plans like these work because artistic forms of communication are stunningly
effective: they mark messages as important, separate from everyday activities;
they touch not only cognitive, but also experiential and emotional ways of knowing;
they are embedded in both individuals and communities, and so touch many
important aspects of a society; they aid memory of messages; they increase the
impact of messages through multiple media that often include the whole body; they
instill solidarity in performers and experiencers; they provide socially acceptable
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frameworks for expressing difficult or new ideas; they inspire and move people to
action; they can act as strong signs of identity; and they open spaces for people to
imagine and dream.
Perhaps the most difficult challenge for people with HD and their caregivers is to
face the invincible, relentless, menacing dragon that seems to loom just on the
horizon: HD described as the cruelest disease known to man (Genova, 2015, p. 1).
The first exposure many people have to HD are depictions at its horrific worst. The
film Alive and Well presents people who are clearly not well. And Chris Furbee's
images of meeting his mother with Huntington's after years of separation continue
to haunt me (Huntington's Dance). After finding out that he had the HD mutation,
war correspondent Charles Sabine compared his experience of HD with a moment
in Bosnia when he almost died: Not that moment nor any other Ive experienced
instills more dread and terror than this disease (Spinney, 2009). A friend whose
wife has HD said to me, "It's like we're on a big slide that ends in death, always
getting pulled down to new losses, and you can't get off." She has steadily
worsening symptoms. Education campaigns, fundraising efforts, and people newly
aware of HD often focus on the worst cases, the most heart-wrenching stories, and
conflated time trajectories. This is good for raising money and motivating people to
advocate for change in social security laws. But such images and solemn
pronouncements are harmful when you want to help someone live a peaceful,
joyful life today.
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This is often difficultit took me a year or two to fence off the specter of the HD
dragon. Some of our difficulty in leaving the fear behind stems from the purpose
and affirmation we experiencelike heroes in war time. We are grimly determined
soldiers receiving accolades from civilians on the sidelines. Sometimes I
consciously take on this role when I need motivation to do something difficult. But
therapy should include goals to develop a richer, reality-based identity; as we'll
see, arts can help this happen.
In addition, when some HD symptoms become visible, they mimic other disabilities
that provoke social responses unrelated to our disease. Involuntary movements
that resemble those of people who are drunk result in social perturbations:
Concerned people call police when they see you with your small children; your
presence becomes uncomfortable to other people so they avoid you; you may be
arrested or placed in psychiatric confinement. People with HD, then, aspire to
competency and agency in some life domains, and want to be understood and
valued by the people they encounter.
I composed "HD Blues" for our Huntington's Disease support group, a community
of between 10-20 people whose personal stories I knew well. Because I was a part
of that group, and had found out my own genetic status, I felt unity and
understanding. I didn't elicit the artistic biographies of all of us then, but connected
my experience in playing blues with the stories people expressed. I later asked
about the artistic experiences and skills in the rest of the group's social networks,
but the blues genre emerged more organically.
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This brazen approach, however, does not serve everyone. Some people look with
anxiety and fear at such openness: they don't want to draw more attention to
symptoms that already embarrass and distress them; publicizing their HD would
reveal the at-risk status of family members; and some come from communities who
prize privacy: "I don't mind being open about HD, but not with everyone."
I have also begun developing an "I'm still in here" exercise booklet to help HD
strugglers figure out how to explain themselves to others. It suggests conversation
lead ins like these: "No, class, I am not daft...," "No, dear, I am not embarrassing
you on purpose...," and "No, boss, I am not lazy...".
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Learn First
We should each make learning about our clients' artistic history our first step in any
session, long-term intervention, or consultation. This requires looking beyond
categories of music, dance, visual arts, drama, and storytelling to the client's actual
experiences with artistic genres, each with its own unique set of artistic, social, and
emotional features. "Broadway Musical," for example, is an artistic genre. Its
performances include unique combinations and kinds of singing, dancing, acting,
poetry, and visual arts, but can't be reduced to any one category like "music" or
"dance."
Preparations for this article led me to Esther Craven (Music Therapist, Board
Certified). She practices at a non-profit called My Possibilities, which provides
continuing education for adults with disabilities. Esther's clients include Benedict, a
young man with autism and associated communication difficulties. Benedict's
communication skills have grown through participating in interactive music-making
experiences. Another client, Sandy, has neurological degeneration, and comes
alive most while listening to familiar, fast, rhythmic pop music. Esther interacts with
Sandy, observes her responses, and changes musical materials to meet her needs
in the moment. Discussion of Esther's activities with Benedict, Sandy, and other
clients alerted me to a crucial elaboration of my ethnomusicology-based approach
to community therapy: engagement with clients must be designed to fit their
capacities to communicate.
Music therapists' methods for learning about their clients' musical history include
asking for musical listening preferences and performance skills, interviewing family
members and friends, and inferring musical experience from the client's
demographic status. A clever therapist even has a good chance of helping a
comatose person in a hospital by gleaning her name, age, religion, ethnicity, and
home address from her intake chart; playing recordings of music popular during
the client's late teens and early twenties may result in an ameliorating effect (see
Schfer, Smukalla, Oelker, 2013; Lamont, 2011; Croom, 2014; Pereira et al.,
2011). Because of limited communicational capacity of their clients, music
therapists normally bring their own instruments, play lists, and musical activities
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Methods
Methods for eliciting the artistic biography include interviews with the
client, interviews with the client's family and other social networks,
and exploring official records. The more memories and experiences a
client has, the more time you should spend eliciting their history.
Cognitive, emotional, and communicational capacity determine the
methods of drawing out a client's history and how much you can
assume particular musical experiences. Even if you share much of the
same popular culture, you need to investigate.
Ask question about life events and social contexts that often include
artistry, like these:
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Therapists can spark similar processes by identifying their clients' particular needs
and exploring all sorts of arts-related and other responses to those needs. I found
that some of my HD deficits could be turned on their heads to become strengths,
leveraging disability into ability. Blurred social boundaries, for example, allow me to
be more outgoing and take more social risks, feeding into public artistry. I've grown
as a comedian and humorist, spoken more openly as an advocate for people with
HD, and have suggested more novel solutions to problems at work. Each social
context in which I feel higher than normal freedom, however, requires someone I
trust to keep me from going too far. After an awkward experience at a formal
dinner, my wife and children convinced me to listen to their warnings in future
events (if they're communicated graciously and discretely).
As different symptoms arrive for someone with HD, there is help: antidepressants
for sadness; vocal coaching when speech becomes difficult; exercises to help
someone swallow; and medicine, like tetrabenazine, to help reduce extraneous
motions. Every medication has side effects, every therapy must be individualized
and constantly reevaluated, and nothing will keep the person with HD from dying.
But life with HD can be so much better today than it was when my grandfather
suffered in the 1960s and 1970s. And medical research toward a cure is
progressing full throttle. One prominent researcher, Ed Wild, states that
Huntington's Disease is the most curable incurable brain disorder (HDBuzz.net).
In the meantime, though, arts-based therapies for people with HD and other
diseases encourage me. Van Bruggen-Rufi and Roos' review of studies using
music therapy to treat people with HD reveals promising benefits especially in the
areas of "self-expression, social interaction, and communication" (2015, p. 38; see
also Marshall, 2010). They conclude that optimal, consistent, replicable guidelines
should emerge upon completion of larger scale studies correlating particular
interventions to the unique symptoms of each individual. I suggest that researchers
also build in elements I outline here in future studies, including clients' artistic
autobiographies, community advocacy, and interventions comprising as many
features of familiar artistic genres as possible, rather than abstracted musical
elements. In addition, perhaps the success of dance therapy for people with
Parkinson Disease can be applied to HD patients (Earhart, 2009; Beevers, Morris,
McConville, 2015; see also Thaut, Miltner, Lange, Hurt, & Hoemberg, 1999; Delval
et al., 2008 ). Dance and storytelling and singing reduce people's pain and anxiety,
and improve their mood, in part because they provide forms that channel confused
motions and thoughts into patterns of coherence. But even more fundamentally,
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artistic action can turn destructive thoughts inside out, move someone from a
hopeless frame into one of hope.
A full-length novel like Inside the O'Briens is an artistic form that allows lots of
time for the reader to reflect, look for connections to previous parts of the story,
identify with characters, and see how their situation differs from those in the story.
And Genova is a therapist at heart, allowing her characters to feel extreme
anguish, make mistakes, but eventually see hope. Genova also highlights ways
that arts and ritual help her characters thrive: through putting proverbs and
aphorisms on the wall; rediscovering their Catholic faith through prayer, and
performing rites like the rosary and application of holy water; designing and
wearing educational t-shirts; and yoga. Genova has provided similar
neurotherapeutic novels focused on a nonverbal boy with autism (2013) and a
vibrant mother with a brain injury causing hemispatial neglect (2011). I recommend
reading any Genova book that portrays someone with a problem like that of your
clients.
Conclusion
We can act in ways that protect, empower, and encourage our clients. Eliciting as
much biographical and artistic information as possible, encouraging clients and
their communities to create, and exploring a broad range of arts in therapies can
energize these efforts.
Lauren Holder's experience at her first HDSA National Youth Alliance (NYA)
conference inspires me:
I was a new NYA member, had never met anyone else in the HD community. I
was scared and nervous, but the NYA took me in and made me feel like family.
And the night of the gala, as I looked at everyone dancing, I became
emotional. I ran to the restroom and started crying, which is where Susie found
me along with some other NYA members. I wasn't crying because I was sad. I
was crying because for the first time since I had tested positive for the HD
mutation, I felt like I wasn't alone and like I could actually LIVE. Everyone on
that dance floor was affected in some way by HD, but they were dancing and
laughing and enjoying each otherenjoying life. It meant the world to me and
has stuck with me since. When I go to convention, no matter where it is, it
feels like home because of the people. They have become my family. That is
the only way I know how to put it.
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No, we are not drunk. Neither are our souls invisible. Our fundamental worth does
not diminish as our deficits increase. We need everyone's help to stake these
claims.
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