Hey Baddasses!

You know, sometimes being a badass is all about letting go of fear of being who you
really are!

This past year has been a real shit show for myself and my family. My wife had a
stroke back in May, which put us in a big financial bind. Our house went into
forclosure. My wife was bedridden and on disability. Effectively cutting our income
in half! I was an emotional wreck! I was already taking care of our two children.
My eleven year old son, whom we homeschool because of his special needs. He is a
high functioning autistic child. And my 3 year old daughter. Even though we had a
ton of help from family and from friends online for moral and emotional support
(thank you @Amethyst Mahoney!) it all started to get too much for me!

I felt that I was responible for all of what had happened! I vowed to do what I
needed to do to make things right. But I didn't know how. After a few weeks, my
wife came home and had started to recover. When we got her settled in and had
family over to help, I decided that I needed to get my head together, so I went on
a spiritual retreat. I'm not talking desert vision quest or peyote or anything
like that. But I did camp in the woods for about a week. I did ritual, meditation,
pathworking and tarot work. On day 5 I had a breakthrough!

I was doing a pathworking meditation on the Emperor Card. I had started to have a
conversation with the Emporer himself. I asked him if he had any advice for me. Boy
did he! He told me that I had to stop living a life filled with lies. He said that
all my life I had tried to fit in with the expectations of others and by doing so I
had become a habitual liar and that this inauthentic way of living was what was
truly causing all the problems for me and my family.
In fact he went on to say that I had been so busy trying to fit in and be normal
that I didn't notice an important fact. Like my son, I was a high functioning
autistic! I was floored by that! I never really ever considered it. I mean I
always knew I was weird, but if anyone in my family was autistic it was my younger
brother. Ever since my wife and I found out our son was autistic, I started telling
her about my brother's weird behavior. Of course I never put 2 and 2 together to
figure out I was was just as weird as my brother, but I was the oldest and I was
more vocal and more extraverted than him. Many people think autistic kids are shy
but one of the realities are that I learned to be shy in High School.

I actually liked school at first. Kindergarten was fun, although I did used to bite
kids that i didn't like or who were not listening to the teacher! By third grade
though something was amiss. I was getting low marks in school and my teacher was
constantly complaining about my lack of focus and attention and that I wandered
around the classroom while he was talking. He wanted me tested by the school
psychologist to see if I was retarded! Well the joke was on him! Turns out I was a
bit excentric, according to the psychologist, but I was NOT retarded. In fact my IQ
was tested at 138. Which the school administrators took to mean that I wasn't
stimulated enough. I must be bored with such simple work. So they put me in gifted
classes. That only made things worse. I still did poorly in school and struggled
for years. Then by the time I got to High School I just stopped trying to fit in
and took the HS proficiency exam and graduated early.

Now I knew that I wasn't just a wierdo! I was autistic. Now I don't feel like I am
that way anymore (for the most part) because after I got out of school I studied
everything I could about how to change. I took hypnosis classes, NLP,
visualization, I studied wicca, hermetic magic, and shamanism. Eventually I
thought I had reprogrammed myself to be the successuful, magnetic, chirasmatic
person I wanted to be. But I now know it was all an act. I didn't really FEEL
successful, because I was still lying to myself and everyone else about who I
really was inside.
Finally I asked the Emporer, what I could do to actually have the life I desired.
He told me that I had to Drop my masks and start living authentically! So that is
exactly what I did! After I came back home, I feverishly wrote down a plan for
turning my life around. This is what I did.

I started to create a life I could R.A.V.E about!

R emove Your Mask!

A ccess Your Archetypes
V isualise a New Story
E mbrace Acting As If You Are Already Living That Story!

I removed my mask by vowing to not think about what others would think about me. I
vowed to only speak truth, even if I thought others would disapprove. I would speak
my truth!

I worked intensly on Accessing my Archetypes. I used a unique system of pathworking

I developed to communicate with the Archetypal stuctures barried in the
unconscious. I worked through several of my hidden archetypes to recover parts of
myself I had lost or hidden away.

I visualised a new story for myself. I saw myself living and acting authentically
myself, without worrying about what others may say or think. I saw myself having
the relationship with my wife and children that I had always dreamed of and saw us
living the life we desired to live.

Most importantly I embraced Acting as If I was already living that new story. That
my future was already set and that I was on my way to getting everything I had
envisioned. It was already true because I felt it to be true!

Within weeks of me starting on this new path, everying started to change. My wife's
health started to rapidly improve! We got our house out of forclosure! And clients
started appearing out of nowhere who wanted to work with me! It is Amazing!

What I most appreciate about this breakthrough is that it has allowed me to become
even closer to my son. I feel I understand him better now that I ever have.

I am so excited by this breakthrough that I wanted to share it here first with you
all.

I am looking for 10 people who feel like they have always been weird and out of
place. You know you were meant to do something great but something has been holding
you back. Are you ready to let go of fear and drop your mask? Are You Ready to
create a life you can R.A.V.E about?

If so give me a HELL YES MICHAEL! In the comments below and I will contact you by
Private Message so we can talk about it. Thank You all so much!