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And, I finally realized that there actually are purveyors of truth, freedom of thought, covered in forgiveness and the grace of
confidentiality. This, I must admit, is a new awakening that only God can give and give and give, and I have finally grabbed on to it.
A time has come in my life to take this gigantic step, by finally having faith in the fact that “I am God’s Beloved.” Once this
has been realized and taken to heart as your core belief, you are on the road to finding out exactly who you are and what your destiny
is on this earth.
But I never would have found this out about myself, although a little late in life, if not for walking through the doors of SL for the
first time. I was scared, defensive, quiet, but, a flame was silently burning inside. This fire turned into intense warmth that allowed
me to come back for a second time, which led me to be where I am today.
This has not been an easy task.
I imagine that we can all say that we have taken bad choices in life, some far worse than others. We have all had to carry a bag of
guilt and remorse, some far heavier than others. When I came through the SL doors I had to go back to my car for two more bags.
My biggest hope and dream in life was to know that I can make a difference. I was born with this destiny. I was born God’s beloved.
But there were many times in which I was torn off the path. I feel that I have seen all of the evil in life, whether it was by choice or
not. I started to feel as if there was no hope. I was close to giving up again. But a very special and close friend steered me to the SL
doors.
I have never given myself any good credit, to speak of. I would often remind people of all of the wonderful and even heroic events of
my life but would never believe in what I was doing was right. But, God, who has seen me through the worst in life, and now my
entrance on the right path, never gave up on me. I now find this to be true of everyone in my group, especially Sr. Nancy, Erin, and
my dude, Albert.
None of this could have happened without God working the controls. I have always believed in Jesus Christ and God the Father, as
well as the Holy Spirit. I thought that I understood it all. I have now come to realize some of the many things that I have been
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missing. I am starting to see what I have been doing wrong. I can actually see a light at the end of the tunnel.
We can all find this light. But, I offer a word of caution. Be prepared when you find this light. Be ready to face your destiny. I pray
the experience will not frighten you off. I pray you embrace it. I urge you all to let your guard down long enough to think without
being afraid.
Some of us have fought this all of our lives. I was going to protect what I have felt, whether good or bad, for my whole life. But, I
got tired of running and hiding. This day brings me hope. Even when I am being bombarded
with demons I am still moving forward. I will always look at this day as having made the
best decision I have ever made in my entire life.
Even through my failures, I have gained something positive. Some days are better than
others and life has become very overwhelming at times, but I am facing my destiny on
earth, as given by my Lord God. I am finally facing it with strength, hope and the
confidence that I will be a successful piece of the pie that God calls His plan.
We all have work to do. I urge you all to grab on to this journey of everlasting faith and
life. Maybe that is our destiny? Do you all fully believe that we can do anything we put our
hearts and minds too? How could we not when we come to believe that God is our creator,
provider, and we are His beloved? What really is there to fear?
Thank you all for your unconditional love and compassion. I humbly accept the grace you
have all given me. I love you all.