Professional Documents
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Julia Damion
Wheaton College,
This study concerns a beginner ESL class at World Relief DuPage. The researcher engaged in the
context for five weeks in September and October 2017. Through observation and interviews with
the class instructor and volunteers, the researcher uncovered and explored factors related to
instruction in this context, particularly in terms of teaching to different levels of students. The
categories explored in this paper include the creation of leveled groups and materials development,
followed by a deeper focus on three additional themes: the role of volunteers, student leadership
and roles, and evaluating student progress. This study revealed the importance of volunteers in this
context for differentiated instruction, challenges in terms of the range of levels and potential
solutions, as well as the importance of perspective on progress, particularly with low-level learners.
Introduction: Beginning the Research
I have been serving as a classroom aide for ESL classes at World Relief DuPage since the
spring of 2017. While my first classroom assignment last spring was to the highest level of class
offered at the time, my placement for this semester took me to the exact opposite classroom
situation: the lowest entry-level class, where many students enter at the pre-literate level. I was
immediately struck by the difference between the two levels in the arrangement of the classroom,
and the activities that were being presented. Having never taught at this level or even observed a
class at this level, but knowing that I would be engaging in this class for at least a semester,
volunteering for two hours every Friday morning, I thought it would be beneficial, as a student of
TESOL, to spend some time understanding how the teacher taught her class.
My research question, though not fully formed at the beginning of this project, has its
roots in a lingering question from a very different classroom experience. During my time
working in Taiwan as an English Teaching Assistant in an elementary school during the 2015-
2016 academic year, I taught in classes where there was a wide range of abilities in English
implement techniques for differentiating instruction in our classroom, in order to better serve the
varied needs of the students. This would involve varying the content, process, or the expected
product or outcome, depending on students’ abilities, learning styles, and/or other considerations.
However, because of lack of familiarity with the term and methods for differentiation, in addition
to time constraints and the number of students we had to teach, we were only able to try out a
few activities during the whole year. Since then, I have been wanting to learn more about other
looks like in practice. This setting at World Relief is obviously quite different than an elementary
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school classroom in Taiwan. However, as I observed and participated in this class, I noticed that
differentiated instruction was occurring, and so I decided to explore the factors involved in
observation sessions, is: “How does the instructor teach and differentiate in a multi-level class
setting?” The investigation was thus focused on the actions and methods of the teacher in
connection to teaching a diverse, multi-leveled class. Through this report, I aim to present a
description of the context I investigated and the methods used to collect data, outline preliminary
findings, and provide a summary of what I learned through this investigatory process.
The context of this study is a Gateway / A1 class at World Relief. Gateway A1 is the
lowest level of course offered through World Relief, and it is geared toward students who do not
have much or any prior schooling; as a result, the majority lack or have low levels of literacy in
their native language(s), in addition to lacking literacy in English. Gateway classes (of which
there are currently two: A1 and A2/3) are life-skills and literacy focused, so the students in this
class have been learning various school skills and working to acquire vocabulary and basic
literacy. Students are placed into this class based on the results of a test that contains speaking
and written portions, as well as on personal biographical data indicating the amount of schooling
they have had (which, the instructor notes, are not always accurate). The students in this class are
all refugees, hailing from five different countries: Sudan, Iran, Afghanistan, Bhutan, and
Myanmar (the number of countries represented decreased by the end of the study, since students
from Iran and Afghanistan had to withdraw). Among the students, the instructor estimates that
ten different languages are spoken. At the beginning of the study, eighteen students were
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enrolled in the class; by the end, at least three had dropped the class for various reasons.
Attendance during my observations ranged from eleven to fifteen students. The students were all
female except for two men, one of whom had withdrawn by the end of the study. While several
of the students were relatively new to the class (having started in August), and one student was
added during the time I was engaged in this project, the majority of the students were longtime
participants: the instructor estimated that six were entering their third year in A1 with her, while
Through her experience with these students, the instructor has come up with
approximately three levels of student ability and with corresponding level designations, by which
she groups students and develops and manages classroom activities. In her informal system, the
three groups are labeled as 0.1, 1, and 1.5. As she explained it, the lowest level group (“0.5”) was
comprised of students who had been in her class for at least two years and had come in without
even basic school schools, such as being able to hold a pencil, write numbers, and count; they
have since acquired these abilities, though writing remains basic. The mid-level students (“1”),
which the instructor described using various terms, including “basic” or “standard” Gateway fall
between 0.5 and 1.5 in terms of ability and needs. Students at the 1.5 level, according to the
teacher, have some basic writing skills, and their oral abilities are higher; she said that “they
understand basically all that I am doing.” The students in this group pick up on the language and
concepts more quickly. While not entirely correlated with group placement, the age of youngest
students in the class (who are at least in their thirties, if not forties) fall into the highest group
level. In practice, each group contains roughly equal numbers of students, of various ethnic
backgrounds.
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In conceptualizing the needs of the three groups, the instructor thinks about them in terms
of autonomy levels and pacing. The lowest level group needs more assistance and a slower pace,
since they are starting from a basic point of “really simple skills… which for a normal
classroom, you probably wouldn’t even think about” and it focuses a lot on vocabulary
acquisition. The mid-level “1” group can handle having more people in the group (implying less
individual attention for each student), a relatively faster pace, and introduction of writing and
conversation patterns like Q&A and picture stories. Finally, the “1.5s” are “more autonomous,”
needing even less direct supervision; the teacher can walk around and check on other students.
There is more writing, and the activities such as stories and Q&A are accomplished even faster.
While the students do take a placement test to enter this class, the instructor prioritizes
observation and “experience with [the students]” over test scores, saying: “I look at the [scores],
but it’s more that you have to experience the person, to see what they’re actually capable of,
because sometimes tests don’t reflect that correctly.” She states that it takes “a couple of weeks”
to determine what group level placement is best, and observing to see how the student does in
mixed group activities. While she has found that in her class, speaking ability and writing ability
have generally correlated, she will move students around depending on what kind of activity is
being introduced. For example, it was noted that one student was high in speaking but low in
writing, so she floats between the “1” and “1.5” group, depending on the activity.
This class meets four times a week for two hours each morning. Based on my
observations, the two-hour class session always begins with a series of routine activities: a
greeting, a Q&A about the date, circling the date on an individual calendar, and a large group
circle activity, which at minimum involves the students lining up according to the days of the
week and months of the year; on some occasions, they also practice specific questions and
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answers such as “Where do you live?” What follows the routine depends on the content of focus;
sometimes there are additional large group activities or a teacher-guided presentation or review
of material in a large group. The majority of class time, however is spent working in leveled
groups at separate round tables, with one native speaker leading each group (for a better sense of
At the time I began the process of collecting data, I had been in the instructor’s classroom
for four consecutive Friday mornings as full participant in her classroom, serving in the capacity
of volunteer aide. For this project, I intended to engage with the context both as a complete
observer and as participant observer. Over the course of five weeks spanning from the end of
September to the end of October (consecutive, excluding one week in October), I was in the
classroom nine times, four as complete observer. During the initial week of investigation in late
September, I spent three hours (over two class sessions) as complete observer and two hours (one
class session) as participant observer. Preliminary coding began at the end of the first week of
observations. Two additional observations, during which I was complete observer, were
completed at later points (see Appendix C). During one of these later observations, I briefly took
on the role of participant. I engaged as participant observer for a total of five sessions, for every
Friday between the beginning and end of the project (excluding one week in October). Because
volunteers take on instructional roles in this context, the notes for the volunteering sessions were,
for the most part, completed after the class session, and they yielded less specific, data-rich
information than the sessions during which I was a complete observer. For at least one session as
participant observer, I was able to take notes on a notepad and then transferred those notes to my
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computer. In total, I spent six hours as complete observer and ten hours as participant observer
In addition to observations, I also informally questioned the instructor during breaks and
after classes, and I conducted a one-hour formal interview with her approximately a month after
beginning the research project. The purpose of the formal interview was to gain knowledge about
the instructor’s background and experiences with this class and to gain a more emic perspective
in terms of her methods and choices, particularly as related to differentiation. The questions were
grouped into categories that were based around areas that, through the process of observation, I
These categories included the instructor’s experience, student backgrounds, grouping methods,
the role of volunteers, the materials used in class (including the use of technology), giving
feedback, and evaluating progress. While a set of questions was prepared prior to the interview,
additional questions also arose during the course of the interview. The interview was recorded,
with the permission of the instructor. After the interview, further coding took place around these
categories of interest, and a list of follow-up questions was sent to the instructor, who responded
to all of them. The instructor was also given access to the interview transcript.
I also desired to conduct short interviews with the volunteers I had observed and/or with whom I
had volunteered. I interviewed one volunteer and, because of time and schedule constraints,
ended up distributing a questionnaire to three other volunteers whom I had observed. The main
purposes of the questionnaire were to gain greater perspective on their experience as volunteers,
as well as their perceptions of the processes surrounding group work in the class.
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There was an amount of variance in how quickly after data collection the transcription
occurred. For my participant observer sessions, notes were directly recorded into my computer
after the sessions. For my complete observer sessions, I hand-wrote notes, and transcription was
completed between one day and two weeks after initial data collection. The transcription of the
hour-long interview with the instructor took place over the course of two weeks. All data was
transcribed into Word Documents or Google Docs and then transferred into QDA Miner for
Findings
Through preliminary coding, I was able to amass information on the general categories
outlined above. Below I will discuss a few of the factors explored or uncovered in this
classroom. First I would like to address some of the key limitations of this project. They include,
Also, I would like to note that for the sake of space and time, other interesting aspects
that were related to differentiated instruction will not be explored in great detail but are worth
mentioning here. One example is that this instructor differentiates the materials presented to her
three groups. For vocabulary introduction, she will often create or find one worksheet and then
make it easier or harder for her students by adding/subtracting writing portions. Across the
different levels, there is “a lot of clip art” and visual input. In the interview, she discussed the
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challenges of finding suitable materials for her level, since much of what is on the internet is
geared toward students who have more writing abilities, and she has ended up making most of
the materials herself. Additionally, she is introducing her students to technology and, though
confronted with the challenge of finding an online program that works across the board, has been
using Quizlet flashcards for the past few weeks. An attempt to identify trends in how materials
are used in her practice activities is better left summed up with this statement from the instructor:
they all do the same thing at different speeds, sometimes they all do different worksheets.” It
seems to depend on the topic and goals for the class. However, the instructor noted that she tries
to keep basic content, such as vocabulary, the same across the board, so that the students can
come back together as a large group. The instructor notes that the four skills are what get
differentiated, when practicing the new content, with writing often added to the highest groups’
activities.
The first thing one may notice upon entering a classroom at World Relief DuPage is that,
in addition to the teacher, there are one or more volunteer aides in every classroom. During our
interview, the instructor identified the benefits of having volunteers for her classroom context:
Without having much school, the [students are] not very autonomous with being able to do
activities… you can’t just read instructions and [have them] follow it… Even if you
explain the activity, they just really need to be led through it multiple times. That’s hard -
you can’t just set people up and leave them, you know? You need to have three things
going on at the same time with someone leading it.
Issues around student autonomy and how much they can function on their own become a
key question at this level, and the presence of volunteers provides a system of support for this
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context that enables students to work in smaller groups and according to ability level. One of the
volunteers echoed this sentiment regarding the need for guided instruction in her survey, stating
that the presence of an instructor serves as an “anchor” to the students. The instructor, having
worked in other contexts, including the sister site in Aurora, considers the number of volunteers
at DuPage a “luxury,” as the Aurora site does not attract as many volunteers. “Three” is the
minimum number of native speakers that seems ideal for the context, since her students are
divided into “roughly three levels;” on Fridays, there are four native speakers in the classroom
(three volunteers and the instructor); when this happens, the instructor will split the students into
four groups.
Speaking to the efficacy of this particular class’ system, another volunteer with ESL
background stated that, in her opinion, “[the instructor] really makes great use of her
volunteers—the students get a lot of time in smaller groups, and get to practice English more
with someone paying closer attention than is possible as a full class. They are able to practice at
their own level, too.” The presence of volunteers thus creates the possibility not only of making
better student-teacher ratios, but also of being able to group students by level and have the
Beyond merely having a number of English language speakers in the class, the instructor
incorporates a consideration of who her volunteers are in deciding who will work with what
group. Through observation, she sees who works well with different level groups. To keep
communication of goals and objectives as straightforward as possible, she explains the group
activities to volunteers immediately prior to the activity, and she writes down instructions for
volunteers who desire them, giving particular consideration to those who are new or who do not
have a teaching background. Based on observation, it seemed that some days, all volunteers
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received instructions, regardless of preference or background. Each set of instructions was
specific to level and laid out steps for the activities (for an example, see Appendix E). It was
observed that sometimes the verbal instructions were not completely followed by the volunteers;
in one case, an elderly volunteer forgot to have the students use different colored pencils to circle
words (to aid recognition and word discrimination). However, all volunteers surveyed or
interviewed indicated that the method in which the teacher generally communicated with them
(orally or written) seemed to work for them. The instructor, meanwhile, takes the concern of
I don’t know if I’m always being the most clear with the instructions.... and it is hard
because if I’m leading my own group, it’s harder for me to break away to help them, you
know, because I’m leading my group… I try to write good instructions, but I don’t know if
I always do the best with that… I don’t know if [volunteers] always know what I was
intending for [an] activity.
Along the theme of communication between instructor and volunteers arises the issue of
volunteer absence. With a system that profits from the presence of volunteers, their absence can
disrupt the management of the class. Even though, through observation, I noted compensational
strategies for when volunteers were absent (such as combining groups), it is clear that it is not a
happy occurrence, since the instructor stated in the interview that volunteer absence can cause
distress: “I panic when… there’s been times when both people have been gone - it was more last
year - that was not fun. I [thought] “No, what I am supposed to do?”
World Relief does have a policy by which volunteers are to find substitutes if they cannot
come in, which includes letting the instructor know and emailing other volunteers or substitutes.
I myself tried to find a substitute for myself last week, emailing other volunteers in the class,
with no luck. The instructor noted that “it has been harder this year to find substitutes” and that
with volunteer absences, “there’s a lot of adapting on the fly.” It was observed that sometimes it
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was unclear whether volunteers would be showing up or if they were simply running late. During
one class session, the instructor contemplated out loud about whether she should stall activities
to wait for the volunteer to show up. In this instance, the easiest solution was for me to step in
and briefly become participant, so that she would not have to re-think the grouping or activities.
situation involving observers and the introduction of a new activity using iPad technology in
groups. In this case, the biggest issue appeared to the teacher-student ratio, which made it
difficult to address the needs of the students. Thus, although the instructor is flexible, able adapt
quickly, and will even borrow other volunteers from other classes if need be, the system of
dividing students into groups, relaying goals and objectives and accomplishing those goals are
The instructor’s initial reason for differentiating instruction was based on a perception
that keeping the group together, with a mixed level of students, would cause boredom. This
concern seems to point most to the experiences of the highest level students. The difference in
ability, particularly between several of the highest level students and the others was made
apparent early on in the opening large group activities, during which students line up according
to the days of the week and months of the year. During initial observations, this activity was
dominated by several of the higher level students, one of whom (Tabitha) would tell other
students to “move” and even physically guide other students to the spot they needed to be. While
none of it seemed aggressive, it did not allow for the lower level students to engage in any sort of
problem-solving. The instructor wanted to take steps to fix this; her solution was to have the
students say “switch” when they thought students were standing out of order. This allowed
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students to learn a new vocabulary word, and, additionally, to have the students holding the
vocabulary cards to process on their own and move on their own. In this way, they are receiving
guidance from the higher level students, but there is room for more voices and for the lower level
students to try to figure it out for themselves. The word “switch” has caught on and is being used
When I asked one volunteer what her greatest challenge in group work was, she
responded:
I have felt sorry for one woman who is clearly smart, and therefore bored… Sometimes the
higher students will “take over” and tell the others the answers. It’s very sweet on one
hand, it’s always done with compassion. The only downside is that the [lower] students
aren’t really learning, they’re just accepting the answers from the more vocal higher
students.
Similarly, the instructor noted a concern regarding pacing that speaks to the large groups
The highest level people, I can tell are bored sometimes, but then if I try to go faster, I lose
a bunch of people... So it’s either someone’s going to be totally lost, or someone’s going be
bored out of their mind.
Part of the issue is simply that some students are, according to the instructor, of a higher
level – that is, they are above the 1.5 designation that she sets for the highest level students, and
ideally, they would be in a higher class. She spoke of Tabitha, in particular, and expressed her
desire to move her up. However, because of the current size of next level’s class, students who
would be able to be handle work at a higher level cannot move up. Another issue simply seems
to be the range of abilities present in the class and the lengths to which the instructor can go to
provide different material for them. In the leveled group work time, the instructor states that
seeks to find ways that she can challenge the higher-level students, including through providing
writing activities, which is a primary way the tasks of the highest level group differ from the
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tasks of the lowest level groups and often of the mid-level group, as well. She also wants to
bring in more complex speaking activities, though she has not figured out how to do so, as of yet.
Yet another consideration is how the higher level students, who are moving toward a
greater degree of autonomy, could be given more roles and responsibility within the classroom.
The teacher states: “something about how giving roles would be a kind of differentiation…
because then you are giving them more responsibility.” In my observations, I did see certain
students come to the assistance of others in their group who were struggling; the teacher’s
comments indicate that she would like to take it a step further and have students mixing among
the different groups, to make the class more “integrated,” since between 50 and 80 percent of
class time (according to her estimation and concurred through observation) is spent in the table
groupings, and students are with the same classmates for the majority of the class. Those
students who are more autonomous, of higher level, and willing to take charge could then be
When I asked the instructor what keeps her going, she said “seeing progress.” To qualify
this, she admits that because of the slow pacing of the class, it is hard to see what progress looks
like. Teaching at this low level, and teaching alongside a host of volunteers, also raises the issue
of perspective on students’ abilities and their progress. Particularly with the lowest level of
students, the instructor’s prolonged experience with them lends a more “macro-perspective” on
You kind of have to take a step back for progress; so, like, I look at some people two
years ago, they were so confused by the little calendar that we have? And now almost
everyone has already circled the date before class starts. So that kind of thing is, like,
years’ worth of progress, but like it’s like huge how much more they are able to do.
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This perspective is reflective of a teacher who has been familiar with her context for an
extended period (she is entering her fourth year in this classroom) and who has worked with
many of the students for years. Her volunteers have a range of length of experience; one
volunteer, Beth, speaks with the assured air of someone who has done this for a while, indicating
that many times she felt successful was when students started “getting it.” She also indicated that
she works with the lower levels. Another volunteer who joined this semester and has had the
chance to work with different levels in the class also shared her perceptions. Though she
expressed more uncertainty about student progress, there was also empathy and understanding:
Their progress, at times, seems to be slower than I’d expect, but I’m aware that many do
not have reading or writing skills in their own language. This would certainly make
learning a new language extremely challenging for them.
Finally, though I observed moments of apparent frustration, the instructor has experienced
volunteers who voiced their frustration with the lower levels. She said that at that time,
One of my volunteers [said], “They just don’t get it, they just can’t do it,” and I [said] “Ok,
let’s think about this,” and then we got them there, to where I wanted them to be, so… we
did it! And that was just really exciting.
That “excitement” was the result of her lower level students understanding and completing
a worksheet-circling activity; it took four worksheets for them to get there, according to the
instructor, but they got there. She brought up that scaffolding and support are the keys to
progress:
It’s just exciting because if I am able to do it in a way that works, you can get people who
don’t understand how to do something, and they could be doing more complex things after
a while.
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Everyone is capable of doing the same things, it just might take some people a lot longer to
get there. So I guess that’s differentiation in the fact that you have to differentiate the way
that you get there… it can be done. It just takes time and it takes extra thought.
In my short time observing and volunteering, I also saw examples of how reinforcement
and repetition lead to progress. One example is the scaffolding the instructor provided for
working with iPads. Fridays are iPad days; my first week of this project was the first week of
using iPads. That day, we had to help the students with everything from opening the iPads to
turning them off. Since then, the instructor provided students with pictures of a step-by-step
process of how to set up the iPad and get to the flashcard website she has been using. Every
Friday, we review the steps verbally and then go through the process of setting up the iPad.
While students definitely still require assistance, the process has been expedited and the students
Another example is the large group circle activities at the beginning of class; the instructor
stated that last year, many students were confused about the process of lining up by calendar
date, but now they get it, and that reinforcement seemed to help. That does not mean there are no
frustrations; some of the students from last year still struggle with the activity and with the Q&A
While progress is admittedly hard to assess in this context, since there is no textbook to
guide and no formal assessment, much of what the teacher judges as progress is based on her
own perceptions of what the students can do and her experience with them. It is her experience
with them that both helps her judge students’ abilities and also keeps perspective on how much
her students, particular at the lowest level, have already achieved. She speaks of progress not
only in terms of language development, but also of emotional and social acclimation.
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I’m thinking of my lowest level group when they came... I think they were just really
overwhelmed coming to America, it’s like a different planet… they just seemed confused
and they were looking like “What’s happening? We don’t get what’s happening.” And
now, they’re really excited to be here and I can tell they really want to learn; I can talk to
them a little bit more, and they’re laughing and joking.
She continued:
It’s even more than just language; it’s like, you’re adjusting to your new life, you know? I
think being with refugees is kind of that, unique experience. You never know, like, where
they came from but you know they probably… there’s some sort of trauma that caused
them to have to come to the new country. It’s getting to be a part of the adjustment
period... English can be a part of them adjusting to the new country, even more than just
the language, it’s a place for them to go and something to do. It’s just really cool to see
people starting over and when people are happier and excited to be here, and they weren’t
at the beginning, and they’re much more open and not as nervous or scared. That’s just
really encouraging. It makes me happy to be a part of that.
Conclusion
This was an interesting process of learning about all the different factors and
considerations in teaching a multi-level class at World Relief. Following this study, it would be
interesting to see how other classes at World Relief utilize their volunteers and communicate
with them. The discussion of higher-level students and student roles all arose out of the interview
with the instructor, so I would not so much offer suggestions as much as point out that the
instructor has worked out a system that works for her but is also considering ways in which to
improve the system or add new elements. Finally, gaining perspective on student progress is
helpful, as a volunteer, when working with students, particularly if one does not have experience
with this population and/or level. Of course, every situation is different, and the insights gathered
from this study cannot be generalized to other classroom contexts. However, this process was
enlightening in demonstrating how many factors go into managing and teaching a multi-level
class; some of the challenges encountered may resonate in other contexts, as well.
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Addendum: Reflection on the Process
In this next section, I will briefly discuss the process of engaging in research, as well as
discussing some of the areas in which this project informed me about teaching in multi-level
contexts. I would like to qualify this section by stating that additional factors related to personal
situations caused this project to proceed in a not-entirely straightforward fashion, limited the
time and ability to code effectively toward the end of the project, which in turn led to a findings
section that was less focused than what is ideal for an investigative inquiry. The purpose of this
section, first and foremost, is to reflect on what has been learned through this process, in order to
the best interest of the researcher to begin with thick description that balances all aspects of the
context, including interactions, procedures, and classroom setting. Initially, my research was to
focus on error correction and feedback techniques. My first observations focused almost
exclusively on the interactions between the instructor, volunteers, and students, leaving much of
the other features of the classroom untouched. The immediate funneling also served to cause my
line of questioning, both to myself and to the instructor, to be quite narrow, whereas is may have
been of benefit to first gain more basic information about the class to get a better sense of the
context and student backgrounds. While such detailed and particular observations may have been
of benefit later on, the early stages of research are better served seeking to understand the context
One of the principles of qualitative research is that data triangulation is necessary in order
to get the truest sense of what is going on in a context. It is also a necessary step in order to avoid
bias on the part of the researcher, so that the researcher does not come to conclusions based on
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unsupported findings. I did take care to gather information from various sources throughout this
project, and in the process I learned how, in some areas of investigation, I had assumed or
projected conclusions onto what I had been seeing. Several examples of this came up in my
discussions with the instructor. Interviewing her was helpful not only in obtaining a more emic
perspective on what was going on in class, but also in revealing ways that my desire to see
results could have caused me to jump to erroneous conclusions, such as on the role of iPads as
tools for differentiation. What may have been helpful in this process is to spend more time with
the early data to identify trends and patterns that were potentially not as obvious at the surface
level, in order to better facilitate the funneling process and to have more time to focus in on one
or two categories.
I also learned that it is important to keep field notes separate from reflections, to avoid
bias and to facilitate an easier coding process. For the five participant observations, I really only
succeeded in doing this with the last two observations. For the others, observations and
perceptions were recorded at the same time in the same document. I then had to weed out the
objective from the non-objective statements for analysis. In the future, I would also devote more
time to writing reflection (my log mostly documents procedure) as this can help facilitate the
Finally, I have learned that qualitative research involves humility and flexibility. I have
seen how research can feel overwhelming and learned that that is a common phenomenon.
Rather than abandoning ideas or data based out of fear, it is best to spend some time analyzing
and seeing what is there, rather than thinking about what you would like to see instead, or
growing anxious about how one’s data would fit desired outcomes. This has been a process of
uncovering the ways in which the desire for control can cloud objectivity and decrease the
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usefulness of an investigation, and it can limit the ways in which the data can speak to you. I
learned much through this process of researching; much about how the instructor uses
differentiation in her class and about myself as a researcher. I will carry these lessons with me
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