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El Espejo

Bridging the digital divide: Connecting the least connected

Free Speech in San Antonio is Free

Economic inequality: The saga continues for Eastside residents


CONTENTS
Staff 4

Editor’s Letter 5

Arts & Life 7

Community 15

Outside the Loop 31

Life in motion 35

Footprints 53

Beauty and fashion 59

Where to Go 65
Our Staff Editor-in-Chief : Marcellius Caviness
Copy Editor: Kevin Castro
Design Editor: Krystal Nycole Garza
Photo Editor: Peter Michael Maciel

Contributors:
Jose Arredondo
Alyssa Cantu
Josiah Cuellar
Desiree Espericueta
Fernando Garza
Jessica Hurtado
Victoria Martinez
Sofia Medina
James Miller
Melissa Ramos
Christopher Rodriguez
Ami Sarabia
Christie Tavera
Liliana Teran
Stephanie Torres
Emily Twyford

Adviser: Donna Pazdera


Director of Student Media: Jenny Moore

El Espejo is an annual magazine run by students at


Texas A&M University-San Antonio

The views expressed in El Espejo do not necessarily represent the views


of Texas A&M University-San Antonio nor its employees.

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From
The
Editor
As we set sail on the maiden voyage of El Espejo, our mission is to represent the city, its
colorful history, cultures and residents, with clear and concise reporting, to give readers
an honest reflection of San Antonio.

This is about pride, integrity and respect for San Antonio and its thousands of residents
and villagers who have been unheard and underrepresented for far too long.

Other magazines have been produced with similar content and ideologies focused on the
diversity, liveliness and prosperity of San Antonio but none from the standpoint of the
newest, and least expensive university in the area. With motivated, talented writers rep-
resenting all the suburbs, neighborhoods, zones and barrios of the city, the Espejo staff is
committed to bringing the kinds of stories they themselves have been waiting to tell and
read.

This is not about, nor written for academia. This is for the people: the mothers and
fathers, tias y tios, family members and friends--that have supported the long hours re-
searching stories, interviewing and transcribing, writing and rewriting the stories that tell
the tales of a celebrated yet divided city on the cusp of its tricentennial.

With stories covering everything from farming to fashion, tragedy to inequality, peligro
to destino, these pages and overflowing with the heart and soul of not only the contrib-
uting members, but community residents as well. For the mothers catching multiple
buses to and from work to make ends meet, for the fathers working two jobs to send their
kids to college, for the grandparents dedicating days and nights to see their family future
flourish--this is for you. For the families struggling to keep the heat on and food on the
table, for the unheard, underappreciated communities fighting to keep their street lights
on and their children from being swallowed up by the deadly vices of crime--THIS IS
FOR YOU!

For all the communities battling poverty, crime, degradation, dehumanization, desolation
and gentrification, we write these stories to remind you, “You and not alone.” This is El
Espejo, Spanish for The Mirror. We are the reflections of this colorful community. We, as
a collective community, will only change the negative aspects of this city if we are willing
to work together to make the change we believe is necessary. Challenge yourselves, chal-
lenge your neighbors, challenge your local, city and state leaders, to be the change you
believe in. As individuals we are many voices distorted in the crowd but together, we are
one voice that demands to be heard.

Peace & Blessings,


Marcellius L. Caviness

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Graphic Essay 8

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A mural advertising business for “Alamo Welding & Spoiler”. Many businesses on the southside use graffiti as a means of advertisement because it is cheap and effective.
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A wall covered by many graffiti pieces from multiple artists. Many graffiti artists are known for using symbols to represent their identity.
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Local graffiti art painted on the side of a business near southside San Antonio. Many of these paintings are inspired by the culture that surrounds the city.
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A graffiti mural painted on the side of a building by an artist named “Lucky”.
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A graffiti mural by an unknown artist on the southside of San Antonio. For many residents in the city, graffiti serves as a form of voice.
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A graffiti mural by two artists who refer to themselves as “Veronica” and “Smile”.
Ghosts in the wilderness 16

Protecting campus critters 18

Economic inequality 20

Free speech is free speech in SA 24

Bridging the digital divide 26

Millennials are breaking up with cable 28

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Ghosts in the Wilderness:
graves of slaves, city fathers
rest on campus land
By: Krystal Nycole Garza

Rows of headstones being hidden by overgrown vegetation at Mitchell-Mauermann cemetery. Photo provided by Dr. Rodolfo
Valdez.
Rows of headstones are hidden by the One of the region’s most prominent fam- elder Mitchell remarried a women named
overgrown vegetation around them. No ilies rests on the A&M-San Antonio cam- Emily Brisbin. Between his two marriages
longer polished and pristine, cracks on pus. The graveyard rests about 3.4 miles he fathered 14 children. Asa and Emily
the stone faces, forest green moss and dirt from the Central Academic Building. moved to Bexar County after acquiring
fill the crevices. Names of the deceased land on southside of San Antonio.
have faded but their memories are still Originally from Pennsylvania, Asa Mitch-
alive. ell moved to Texas with his wife Charlotte Using slave labor, the Mitchell family
Woodmancy and son Nathan. Both Asa cultivated the land, built a ranch and
The oldest grave dates back to 1853 and and his son fought in the battle of San two-story farmhouse.
belongs to Milam Mitchell, son of Asa Jacinto, known by historians as the decid-
Mitchell, former owner of the land which ing battle of the Texas Revolution. “Asa Mitchell actually has more land than
the Texas A&M University-San Antonio just this one plot. He has another piece
(A&M-SA)campus now resides. The “Asa Mitchell came to San Antonio from along the San Antonio River. He initially
university owns about 700 acres of land, Washington County around 1839-1840, came to Texas with the Stephen F. Austin
and part of it includes the Mitchell-Mau- because he acquired land,”said Francis settlers, so he’s an original settler,” said
ermann cemetery. Galan, assistant professor of history at Amy Porter, associate professor of history
A&M-San Antonio. at A&M-San Antonio.
Most students have no idea of the ceme-
tery’s existence. After the death of his wife in 1830, the

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Mitchell - Mauermann Homestead, photo provided by Dr. Rodolfo Valdez.

In 1949 the farmhouse was destroyed by Mitchell’s owned, nor is there informa-
a fire. tion on where the slaves and farm work-
ers are buried.
Since then, the Mitchell home has been
abandoned. The insulation hangs from “There are no grave stones, there no
the ceiling and lays scattered throughout tombstones there’s nothing marking
the floor. The decaying wooden bones of where these people were buried. And
the house are completely exposed, wires there’s also Hispanic workers Mexi-
run loose like vines, the paint has chipped
off the walls and the doors are open, leav-
can-American, Mexican immigrants who
worked on the ranch who are also buried
“The decaying
ing the home vulnerable to the elements. there,” said Philis Barragan, assistant pro-
fessor of history at A&M-San Antonio. wooden bones
The name Mauermann was inherited into
the Mitchell family by marriage of Ella
Mitchell to Gus A Mauermann. Their son,
A&M-SA owns the land surrounding the
house and cemetery, but the cemetery is
of the house
Gus Bernard Mauermann, became the
mayor of San Antonio from 1942-1947
serving two terms during World War II.
still owned by the Mitchell family, who
are responsible for providing the upkeep
of the cemetery. As of 2007 the Mitch-
are completely
Gus B Mauermann is also buried on the
premises along with the Mitchell family.
ell-Mauermann cemetery was designated
as a historic Texas cemetery.
exposed, wires
In a newspaper article from the San An-
tonio Evening News published Oct. 20,
It’s important for us to remember our
past and know where we come from. The
run loose like
1948, Burl Ross talks about his time on
the Mitchell Ranch as a former slave with
Mitchell-Mauermann Cemetery holds
sorties of war, politics, bondage, agricul- vines.”
his family. There are still descendants of ture and family.
the Ross family living in Bexar county.

Aside from family members, there are


also slaves buried on the property. There
are no records on how many slaves the

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Team Studies How to Protect and
Respect Campus Critters
By: Jessica Hurado

A group of feral hogs walk alongside a pond near Texas A&M University-San Antonio.

A couple of semesters ago at Texas A&M There’s a small deer population, due to “I focus on water sources just because I
University – San Antonio, I was walking over hunting that isn’t managed prop- know where I’ve found them and seen
to my car along the sidewalk parking erly, according to Valdez. Surprisingly them. I see their scabs, their feces, their
on University Way, and I was looking we have bobcats, that are extremely shy. tracks and you can also see areas where
at the landscape behind the wire fence There’s also coyotes and a small popu- they’ve been spending the evening and
when I spotted something, looking at me, lation of foxes seen around as well as nights,” said Valdez. “So, if you track pe-
camouflaged among the grass and trees. skunks, armadillos and cottontail rabbits. riodically you can tell where most likely
I took a good look at it and assumed they’ll be.”
that it was a coyote: grayish light brown, Valdez conducted research on feral hogs
medium size and a small head, and not to understand their behavior due to the Feral hogs like to wallow, so they look
a dog behind the fence. I took my phone development of the university. Feral hogs for one of the many water resources that
out and took a picture and video of it are omnivores, and there’s certain fruit gets muddy to allow a layer of mud to
because I found it interesting. trees, that we have, that they like to eat cover themselves. Once the mud dries it
as well as grubs. What they’ll do is look traps all the parasites and when the dust
It isn’t surprising that the A&M- San for soil in areas that are grassy and that’s sheds it helps remove ticks and insects.
Antonio campus, which sits on 700 rustic where they find grubs. As they forage There’s a wallow pond, located on the
acres, is surrounded by wildlife.Two with their snouts, the digging causes northeast side of campus close to the
professors are working to share as much damage. If the damage done is in the uni- dorms.
information as possible with administra- versity’s perimeter, it gets repaired. The Valdez explained that near water sources
tors so they can plan to protect wildlife as university has hired trappers to get rid of there are paths that have been created
the campus grows. them. Once you trap them in one place by wildlife; as they travel you can see
they’ll relocate, which makes it difficult their paws or tracks. This way he select-
According to Dr. Rodolfo Valdez, for trappers. ed some areas where there would likely
assistant professor of biology, there are be animal activity and placed his trail
a dozen primary animals in South San Feral hogs will move around depending cameras, that detect movement and take
Antonio. A&M – San Antonio has about on the time of the year and where the pictures.
eight of them. food sources are.

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“In the far south from here there’s a lot ones that don’t do well with disturbance,
of coyote and hog activity and we have will decrease because their habitat will be
found evidence that supports that the disintegrated and removed.
coyotes are actually hunting the hogs. We Weaver and Valdez are working togeth-
have a situation where we found multiple er with the university to preserve some
tracks and you can see the tracks of the of the native habitats, so they can try to
coyotes and the hogs intersecting,” said maintain the diversity.
Valdez. “We have photos that show the
animals in action chasing each other out.” “We think its beneficial for the students
Therefore, coyotes are helping with the to have these native species around. It’s
feral hog population and to control that almost therapeutic for some and import-
there must be a predator that’s hunting ant for the wildlife as well that they have
them, making the coyotes an extraordi- these habitats,” said Weaver. “Dr. Valdez
nary alternative. has been working to try to keep a corri-
dor on the east side of campus because
Marissa Narvaez, senior majoring in we have some proximity to Mitchell Lake
biology and vice president of the biology Audubon Center, which is not far from
club, stays late every day at the university here and that land is protected.”
and has seen feral hogs and coyotes. Nar-
vaez said that as long as they don’t hurt To the east and south of the university
her or anyone else she’s okay with animals there are some water resources that would
around campus. be important for the campus to preserve
like some of the thorn scrubs and habitats
Professor Sara Weaver, biology lecturer, so it can provide for the native species,
teaches ornithology, the study of birds, and make a connection with the protect-
has field trips on campus to teach stu- ed areas.
dents about detection and identification
of the bird species that are on campus and Mexican free-tailed bats can be found on
the various habitats that are out there. campus which are unique to the south
area. These bats are very adaptable and
The bird species vary. There are birds that utilize buildings, bridges and caves but
are well adapted to human development are mainly found inside buildings roost-
and changes and nest on campus build- ing, during the spring and summer when
ings. The birds that don’t handle develop- it’s breeding season.
ment are found away from campus where
they have adapted using the native habi- Students, when asked if they have en-
tats, such as the thorn scrub. There’s also countered any animals on campus, said
grassland species that can be found out their main concerns are getting hurt if
in the open areas and on campus like the they encounter one. “I am wary about the
sparrows and meadowlark. Some of the feral hogs because I’ve heard they’re ma-
species that are tied with water resources licious, so they could be dangerous,” said
like the waterfowls and shorebirds, can Christina Santos, junior sociology major.
be found on the ponds that are found on
campus, depending on the location. It is advised that students keep their
distance from these wild animals, if they
The house finch, great-tailed grackle and encounter them, even though they’re not
some swallows are a few of the birds that interested in people. It’s for human and
are adapted to human development and wildlife safety.
changes.
The message is to make a campus where
“The species that do better on campus students respect and appreciate nature.
with disturbance will increase in number
because they’ll have an increase in that
habitat, so we’ll see more,” said Weaver.

As the campus continues to expand some


of the thorn scrub areas and habitats will
be removed and replaced by buildings
and parking lots. So, the native species
that are currently in these locations, the

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Economic inequality:
The saga continues for
East Side residents
By: Marcellius L. Caviness

As San Antonio gears up for its tricenten- low-income communities, with their low endured economic hardships, low prop-
nial, beautification efforts are underway wage earning power and potential, below erty values, struggling businesses and an
in strategic areas of the city. In an attempt average property taxes and subsequent education district that took its fight to the
to attract potential developers, business- low education standards, leaves poor Supreme Court and lost.
es and home buyers to find stability in a communities continuously perpetuating
struggling economy, its citizens are facing and reproducing the cycle of poverty “Teachers in the Northside ISD would
a blinding disadvantage: San Antonio and an education system that prepares not teach at schools like Sam Houston.
ranks No. 1 among major cities with a students for a blue-collar existence. Our teachers took the jobs they were
vast economic inequality. offered so we ended up with bottom of
“Sam Houston High School doesn’t teach the barrel education compared to schools
There’s the new Loop 410-Highway 151 students how to start a Fortune 500 like Clark and Churchill,” said Patrick
interchange on the Northwest side, the company but they at least teach students referring to schools in more affluent parts
San Pedro Creek and the Southwest how to balance a checkbook and use a of the city.
School of Arts. These efforts have put computer to have the basics of survival
hundreds, if not thousands of people to and the basics of becoming an adult,” said This glaring inequality can be seen all
work building new pathways, creative Walter Perry, Sr., East Side resident and across the city. From the wealthiest
office spaces, lavish hotels and opulent community activist. area, Kendall County, where the average
lofts downtown. household income is above $200,000 to
In 2009, the city was awarded a $90 the poorest sections, most inside the EPZ,
Unfortunately, the city has failed to million government grant by the Obama whose median
address the gross inequality that has administration to jumpstart its growth
plagued San Antonio for decades, partic- efforts. This materialized as the East Side household income rests near $22,000, the
ularly on the East Side. This undeniable Promise Zone (EPZ). Designed to pro- dissociation between privilege and pover-
truth continues to make national head- vide “ladders of opportunity,” the mon- ty continues to expand.
lines. ey was intended to rejuvenate the area
through educational opportunities and Though separated by only a few miles,
Home to the AT&T Center, Willow job creation, while driving down crime these communities are worlds apart.
Springs Golf Course and the Martin rates and improving the quality of life
Luther King March, the East Side has with innovative community engagement “There’s no reason why the East Side still
suffered for decades without essential programs. looks the way it looks when there’s been
resources for progress. “The whole function of the Promise well over $100 million that has flowed
“No resources leads to no opportunities. Zone, the movement, the initiative, was to through this community. Not one dime
Studies show, you are already at a disad- revitalize the East Side. It was to get those was allocated for infrastructure,” said
vantage if you grow up poor,” said Frank people who ordinarily would be forgotten Perry.
Patrick, longtime East Side resident and the resources and the tools for them to
graduate of Sam Houston High School. help themselves,” said Perry. The Spurs Cast a Long Shadow
In a 2012 report by Pew Research, Rich- The $240 million facility opened in 2002
ard Fry and Paul Taylor found that San The Promise Zone, covering 22 square as the SBC Center. In the heart of the East
Antonio leads the nation in economic miles, consists of 10 struggling ZIP codes Side. The franchise got $41 million in
inequality based on their Residential In- just east of downtown including 78202, federal tax subsidies with the securing
come Segregation Index (RISI). Essential- 78203, 78205, 78219, 78220 and 78222,
ly, this index represents the separation of home to over 80,000 residents who’ve

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A Martin Luther King Jr. memorial made for the community.

of $160 million in tax-exempt municipal said Victor Roberson, senior communica- below the federal poverty line, their con-
bonds. The Spurs have found everything tions major at Texas A&M-San Antonio tributions are minimal. This has changed
they could ask for in a home, expansion and lifelong East Side resident. the perspective of the church to focus
possibility and low property taxes. more on the benefactors of the congrega-
Amid the strife of transformation and tion, instead of the
With most residents in the EPZ surviv- the generations of families desperately
ing on public assistance, tickets to Spurs searching for answers and solutions to families within walking distance who
games are luxuries most can not afford. crime, gangs, education and scarcity, the exhibit the greatest need: the children and
According to Ticketmaster, depending church has remained head and shoulders the elderly of the Wheatley Courts.
on the popularity of their opponents, above the conflicts and adversity. With
seats in the “nosebleed” sections of their 36 churches within the East Side Promise “They don’t control the money going into
arena can cost fans from $30-$65 each, Neighborhood (EPN), most have closed those coffers every Sunday, what bank
while seats near the floor can cost $1,500- or have declining memberships, one in is it going to? What’s the bank’s interest
$2,000 and season tickets could cost particular has grown exponentially in the in the community? Are they putting the
upwards of $15,000. This incredible reve- eye of the economic storm. money back into the community?” Rob-
nue stream continues to fund a franchise erson replied when asked about the moti-
estimated at $1.5 billion Antioch Missionary Baptist Church vation behind the business of religion.
stands as a gleaming representation of
Through its Spurs Foundation, the how a business can survive in the worst Despite the decline of the surrounding
franchise attempts to give disadvantaged of economic times. This congregation, area, Antioch has increased its footprint
children a chance to attend games and which has expanded exponentially, con- by building a 22,000-square-foot sports
interact with players and coaches during tinues to thrive while the surrounding complex and community center. The
“Read to Achieve” events. They donate property value plummets. structure, which was meant to serve as a
to local charities to help with books and practice home for the WNBA’s San An-
good reading habits, yet there are no local Though the church seeks to engage with tonio Silver Stars, simply reinforces the
businesses in the shadow of the arena to the community through multiple out- impression that their connection, com-
help stimulate growth of the area. reach ministries, fundraisers, revivals and mitment and loyalties, lie outside of their
events, it fails to enhance the life of the own community. The team relocated to
“They’re finding new ways to push long neighborhood. Instead focusing more Las Vegas in 2017.
term residents out of their homes and on outlying areas and parishioners who
transforming these areas into modern travel to the East Side for the Sunday Community Development
profit enterprises,” said Perry. morning worship service, who have the With the Choice Neighborhood Initiative,
discretionary funding to finance the busi- the city plans to flatten the dilapidated
Faith-based organizations ness’ advancement. Wheatley Courts housing complex and
“Church is the most enduring successful key surrounding areas inside the EPZ,
organization in the Black community,” With a large portion of the area living

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to make room for a more gentrified surface of the generations of unbalanced
mixed-income housing community. resource allocation that has created the
Spearheaded by local, state and federal gorge between wealthy and withering
contractors, the plan is to transform the neighborhoods in San Antonio.
landscape and implement affluent shops,
expensive condos and luxury apartments, “We need to move in. We need an exodus
where communities of color seek to keep back to the East side. There are some
their homes, heritage and legacy in tact, beautiful homes and neighborhoods
while working diligently to break the con- here,” said Perry.
fines of unequalivilance.
El Espejo intern, Christopher Rodriguez
“You have people that are in charge of contributed to this story.
vital funding and resources that don’t
know the community. The only thing
they know about the community is what
they’ve been told,” said Perry.
With projects like EastPoint Promise

“You have
Neighborhood, designed to improve the
quality of life for East Side residents, de-
velopers have been tasked with creating
the types of jobs people on the East Side

people that are in


can do. While these companies are mak-
ing use of vacant lots, these additions do
nothing to address the financial disparity
families continue to endure.

charge
“It’s a morale issue. Try looking at the
same vacant lot, with trash in it for 40
years and nothing has changed. My view
is only going to be that vacant lot,” said

of vital
Perry.

Solutions
This is a marathon, not a sprint. The type
of change necessary to reverse gener-

funding and
ations of inequality are monumental
indeed. While the city and county focus
on the future, it’s the past and present that
remain in the most danger.

More and more families will soon have


to find new accomodations within the
failing economy of the East Side. While
resources
that don’t know
a multi-million dollar platform rests at
their doorsteps, the community is being
dismantled block by block. Through
community partners like San Antonio
Growth on the East Side (SAGE), East

the
Side Promise Neighborhood, the San
Antonio Housing Authority (SAHA) and
the United Way, much needed growth
and development is scheduled but will

community.”
not benefit current residents trapped by
generational poverty.

“We need to resocialize ourselves. That’s


where the revolution is, it’s social,” said
Roberson.

These initiatives are only scratching the

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By: Jose Arredondo

Free Speech in San Antonio, is free The new ordinance is completed online as to review the marching ordinance. This
opposed to citizens going through SAPD. came after a group of protesters ap-
San Antonians no longer have to worry It’s available in English and Spanish, and proached Trevino after they were asked to
about a price tag dangling from their most importantly, it’s free of charge. San leave San Antonio International Airport
right to assemble in the streets or public Antonians can apply for the permit 15 for protesting Donald Trump’s proposed
spaces. days prior to the free speech event. The Muslim travel ban.
revision was a collaborative effort be-
San Antonio leads the nation in economic tween SA Free Speech Coalition, District Trevino discovered the ordinance lacked
inequality which doesn’t come at a sur- 1 Councilman Roberto Trevino, City clarity and the application process was
prise. With the imbalance comes major Attorney Andy Segovia and SAPD. complicated. Those seeking to apply had
issues: housing, inadequate education and to go through SAPD which posed as
inferior circumstances. However, activists With the reform in place, certain commu- a problem for activists for one reason:
and public officials believed these issues nities can feel more inclined to exercise intimidation. Another obstacle was the
can’t be addressed if people’s first amend- their First Amendment Rights. non-existent Spanish options, since San
ment rights are stifled. Antonio is predominantly Latino.
“We are glad they removed the barrier
City council unanimously voted on of cost, that is going to benefit the most This resulted in spontaneous assemblance
March 1 in favor of reforming the vulnerable communities which would be without a permit: Women’s March against
11-year-old law that required an applica- communities of color or those of who live Hate, SATX4 Black Lives Matter March
tion fee of $75 and an additional estimat- economic segregated communities,” said and the anti-Senate Bill 4 (SB4) march.
ed amount — that could cost thousands Joleen Garcia, spokesperson for SA Free
— issued by the San Antonio Police Speech Coalition. “Whose streets,” Barbie Hurtado, activist
Department (SAPD). The old ordinance asked anti-Senate Bill 4 (SB4) marchers
also stated that citizens can march on the Why did the reform come about? on Sept. 1 at Milam Park.
sidewalk without a permit, but if San An-
tonians do not comply, they could receive On Feb. 7, 2017, Trevino issued a City
hefty fines that can be as high as $500. Council Consideration Request (CCR)

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Matter March and the anti-Senate Bill 4 “The City needs to do away with this idea
(SB4) march. of making decisions in city hall. I think
it’s important that city comes out of their
“Whose streets,” Barbie Hurtado, activist walls and where they normally do busi-
asked anti-Senate Bill 4 (SB4) marchers ness and come out to the community,”
on Sept. 1 at Milam Park. Garcia said.

“Our streets!” they shouted back as they Trevino said this is a great example of a
took the streets. city and its citizens coming together and
creating a policy that benefits everyone.
SB4 allows law enforcement to question He and city officials expect more march-
the immigration status of citizens and es, rallies and dialogue. He drew attention
work with U.S. Immigration and Customs to San Antonians not wasting any time
Enforcement (ICE.) If law enforcement to exercise their First Amendment rights:
does not comply they could receive a civil March for Our Lives on Saturday March
penalty. 24. Over 5,500 people participated in the
march that addressed assault rifles and
Since the streets are paid for by taxpayer called for stricter gun laws.
dollars, activists believe the streets are
theirs. During the final City Council B “One of our biggest responsibilities here
Session of 2017, council members shared at City Hall is to ensure that everybody
the same concerns. Shirley Gonzales, has a voice here,” Trevino said. “We
District 5 councilperson, challenged welcome people who want to speak up,
SAPD and City Attorney Andy Segovia we welcome people who want their voices
with a simple question on spontaneous heard, and we’ll do everything to protect
marching. that.”

“How are people supposed to march


on a sidewalk, when there are no plac-
es to walk on but the street?” Gonzales
asked as activists applauded her. “Streets
are public spaces paid for by taxpayers’
money.”

Garcia, and many say it’s safer to march

“Over 5,500 people


in the streets because sidewalks in San
Antonio aren’t kind to folks — especially
those in wheelchairs. participated in the
march that
addressed assault
Making Free Speech Gratis
r
Trevino praised current Mayor Ron rifles and called fo
Nirenberg for taking action when he stricter gun laws.”
came into office. The process to revise this
ordinance took 13 months and a main
component was election season. Trevino
and public officials wanted to be method-
ical and careful tackling the issue of free
speech.

This meant, city officials coming out


to the community to meet with people
who have concerns. Garcia wants the
city to continue that approach because
she believes it produces results. The City
Attorneys called their final meeting with
the Coalition, on Dec. 5 at the Esperanza
Peace and Justice Center, their most ef-
fective. The meeting had over a hundred
people that included SAPD, City Attor-
neys and activists.
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Bridging the
Over a quarter of a million San Anto-
nians live in a desert.

While it may not be the kind with cacti,


buzzards or sweeping vistas of sand, it is

Digital divide:
deadly nonetheless for those who fail to
navigate its pitfalls.

For many, like Monica Gonzales and her


four children, the entire situation is a pro-

Connecting the
verbial Catch-22 - broadband access in
her area is too expensive, unreliable, and
comes with prohibitive data caps which
make it unusable for modern needs.

However, without internet access these

least connected
families struggle to accomplish everyday
tasks according to the San Antonio Inno-
vation and Technology Committee.

“When my kids have a homework [as-


signment] we have to go to the library so
by: Melissa Ramos and James Miller they can do it,” Gonzales said. “We spend
so much of our time traveling between
our home and the library that could be
spent doing other things, but I know it’s
important they do well in school.”

In many cases, it’s cost prohibitive for big


internet service providers like Comcast,
CharterSpectrum, or Google to expand
into these communities: They’re below
the financial income median, below
the density population ratio and most
importantly running the fiber optic cables
through the rocky soil is expensive. Even
with federal grants, state and local pro-
grams designed to make these expansions
more affordable, thousands of families
across the seventh largest city in the Unit-
ed States rely on public internet access.

San Antonio ranks 19th from the bottom


of the list of major US cities for internet
access, only furthering the already wide
economic segregation faced by residents.

Internet is comparable to everyday essen-


tials like water, food or electricity.

These serve as basic and crucial needs in


which our lives revolve around. We rely
on water, food and electricity to get ready
for work or school, to cook and to stay
functioning. It encourages students to
apply for colleges, complete homework
assignments, read books and use it as a
reference tool as this makes a student’s
research basic, simple and quick.

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Staying connected is also an import- come homes. dren behind.”said Jordana Barton, senior
ant for anyone applying for a job. Most advisor for community development at
employers will ask for an email address Although the Lifeline plan has drawn the Federal Reserve Bank of Dallas - San
in addition to a phone number. Internet criticism from the two of the five Repub- Antonio Branch.
is one of the most important sources lican F.C.C. commissioners and some
through which a person can gather data, lawmakers, there are positive results in In several reports dating from 2013, data
pay bills, keep in touch with your child’s our own city as well. In 2015, Carlos Bri- shows a major digital gap. There is not
teacher or with your family. The list goes ones, A Texas A&M-San Antonio only a digital divide across the United
on and on. Meanwhile, a large population States but in San Antonio and most of the
of student and communication major was bordering cities of south Texas.
hired by a Dallas based company that
Internet is comparable to everyday helped to roll out the Lifeline program in As active members of our city there is
essentials like water, food or electricity. San Antonio. a lot that we can do to help bridge the
These serve as basic and crucial needs in digital divide to the Internet. We can vote,
which our lives revolve around. We rely The employees would pick up their phone donate old or unused technology, work
on water, food and electricity to get ready inventory when it was ready and head out with your community agencies and get
for work or school, to cook and to stay to different parts of San Antonio to reach the word out about free programs and re-
functioning. It encourages students to out to people about the Lifeline program. sources offered by community organiza-
apply for colleges, complete homework Anyone interested in the service would tions. Whether we are talking about water
assignments, read books and use it as a have to fill out an application to see if or the Internet, digital access is essential
reference tool as this makes a student’s they qualify and if they did, they were to our everyday life.
research basic, simple and quick. handed a refurbished phone with minutes
to use the phone and unlimited text.
Staying connected is also an import-
ant for anyone applying for a job. Most
employers will ask for an email address
in addition to a phone number. Internet
For two years, Carlos was a witness to the
positive results in the Lifeline program.
“Assisting someone in need has impacted
“Lack of
is one of the most important sources
through which a person can gather data,
pay bills, keep in touch with your child’s
me so much that I would like to start a
similar program to Lifeline when I gradu-
ate. I have seen the internet and technolo-
broadband
teacher or with your family. The list goes
on and on. Meanwhile, a large population
of San Antonio’s residents lack the access
gy change people’s lives,” said Carlos.

In September 2017, the program ended


has inhibited
to do any of these things. There is an
obvious and ongoing digital divide in San
Antonio that must be united.
and Carlos was laid off. He said he was
never given an explanation of why he was
laid off. He just knew that the inventory
the student’s
In 2013, the Obama Administration
of phones that he used to pick up were no
longer available. ability to
participate in
announced a program, ConnectED, to
connect 99 percent of the students from Fast forward to 2018 and the digital di-
kindergarten through 12th grade to high- vide is still alive in San Antonio. SA2020,

the economy,
speed Internet in classrooms and libraries a local nonprofit organization that
over the next five years. originated in 2014, is hoping to bridge
this gap. The organization’s goal is to have

and over and


In 2015, Obama announced a new initia- homes with computers and internet by
tive program, ConnectHome, builds on 2020.
his ConnectED initiative. ConnectHome They recently released its 2017 impact

over.”
was a broader effort to close the digital report that tracks the city’s progress in
divide and help low-income Americans various cause areas to improve conditions
succeed in a technology-driven society within San Antonio communities which
and expand high speed broadband to all includes the issues of digital access and
Americans. income segregation.
Several programs have been initiated in
In addition to the initiatives that were the city since then and more are in the
established in 2014, the Obama adminis- works.
tration rolled out one of its own programs
to assist with the digital divide in 2016. “Lack of broadband has inhibited the
A program known as Lifeline included student’s ability to participate in the econ-
repurposing a $2 billion-a-year phone omy, and over and over, what I see is the
subsidy for broadband services in low-in- homework divide that is keeping chil-

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Millennials are
Breaking up with
Cable

By: Liliana Teran

San Antonio hairdresser, Alyssa Romo, internet streaming video might last only coughs up $115 a month for AT&T cable.
broke up with cable back in 2015. She until millennials start families or are Ryder also pays $8 a month for Hulu.
had ended her four-year relationship and more financially stable.
was left to pay all the bills herself. Two in- “Watching TV with my family has always
comes suddenly became one — so saving Cable is the dominant mode of TV de- been something I enjoy,” Ryder said as he
money was her top priority. Cable was the livery for all age groups, but nearly a fifth held hands with his 11-year-old daughter
first thing to go. of younger adults don’t subscribe and are who was using his arm as a swing. Sitting
content to connect their TV to the inter- down and watching TV with his wife and
For many people going without cable is net or use antennas for broadcast. children allows him to bond and create
not an option but Romo had good rea- “family time,” which is very important.
sons to part with it. Romo, being single and having no chil-
dren, fits this description. But we wanted Michael Julius Jr, 34, is also a family man
“It’s expensive, there’s nothing good on more answers from millennials in differ- with cable. He pays “about $100 a month”
TV and I don’t have time,” she said as she ent situations. for a Time Warner Cable bundle that
shrugs her shoulders and gives a blank includes phone, internet and cable. On
expression of dissatisfaction. Whenever Jesse Ryder, 33, went four years without top of that he also pays $11 a month for
she does manage to make time for “Net- cable until his kids started demanding it. Netflix. “I like having many choices,” he
flix and chill”, she gets in her onesie, grabs said.
her wineglass, popcorn and her sister’s “Once my kids got older, I knew it was
Netflix and Hulu login. We all know that time to get cable. It can be pricey, but I Unlike Ryder, Julius has cable for his own
one person who leeches off others for did it for them,” he said with a smile while viewing pleasure. “I like cable because the
their streaming account. strategically keeping one eye on both his variety of news, TV shows, movies and
children as they ran around the Pearl dog sports.” This means his 2-year-old has no
Apart from Netflix and Hulu, Romo has park on a recent Sunday afternoon. influence on whether he has cable or not.
a free trial for Amazon Prime (Amazon “She’s too small for TV right now,” he said
Prime provides new student users a free As a family man, Ryder attempts to do as he pointed to his daughter’s stroller
six-month-trial. All you need is a school what he can to keep his children happy where she was sleeping.
email and credit or debit card.). This and entertained long enough for him to
means she is currently paying zero dollars “jump in the shower and return some “I’ve had cable my whole life” he said as
for video streaming. All she pays is $40 emails.” Cable provides his kids with he tilted his head back to take moment to
for internet through AT&T. multiple stimulating and educational think about his anwer. “Ever since I was
channels to choose from and he enjoys a little boy. I’ve always had cable.” I could
The 28-year-old is just one of many his movie and sports package, all which tell by the expression on his face that even
millennials who are cutting the cord from are at an extra cost. his own answer was shocking.
cable. New Nielsen research on the media
habits of the 18-to-34 age group suggests Like many who try to save where they
that the decision to go without cable or can, Ryder bundled his services; phone,
satellite service and rely exclusively on cable and internet, however he still

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History major Sean Sterling, 29, has been added that streaming online allows you to
without cable for the past three years. “I “access the programs that only you want
don’t have time to sit down and watch TV. to watch.”
So I think it’s pointless paying a bill that’s
overpriced for something I hardly use.” In the end it appears that people are
All Sterling owns is an Amazon TV Fire going to pursue the more affordable op-
Stick that he purchased for a one time $50 tion. Millennials face paying an average
fee. monthly cable bill of $105—with chan-
nels they don’t watch or want—or paying
The Amazon Fire TV Stick, like Netflix about $55 for internet and a Netflix or a
and Hulu, allows you to stream TV shows Hulu subscription.
and movies online. Difference is the Fire
Stick doesn’t have a monthly fee.

“Everything I miss I can eventually see


online or via Fire Stick,” he said as he
scrolled up and down his Fire Stick app
to show me his online account. When
he does get the urge to watch a certain
program on TV, like the Superbowl, he
makes his way to a local bar with his
friends, or to a friend’s house. “Mostly
a bar,” he said as he laughs at his own
statement.

Aside from the Fire Stick, Sterling also


mooches off his friend by using their
Netflix account. That means he pays zero
dollars for streaming and like Romo
only pays for internet. And since he has
roommates, his share for the internet is
only $25 a month. It’s no wonder why this
millennial cut the cord.

One thing is certain, cable is a tougher


sell to millennials. Media consumption
habits are changing fast especially among
young adults ages 18 to 34. Many do
without it once they live in their own
homes or have children. According to
Nielsen research, millennial households
without children are the least likely to
have cable. Instead one quarter use the
Internet or antennas.

Dr. Brian Brantley, communications


professor has his own input on why mille-
nials are pulling the cord. “Easiest reason
is money,” he said. The “second reason”
he said is “digital content that’s available
through internet.”

According to Brantley, whether you


choose Hulu, Netflix, Amazon, or any
other internet streaming option, getting
to watch what you actually want is now
possible. Not just that, but it’s easy. All
you need is an internet connection and
a streaming service. “20 years ago we
didn’t have so many options,” he said. He

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Puerto Rico will rise again 33

Death of the American Farmer 34

On the open road 37

Rockport strong 41

31
PUERTO RICO
se levantará de nuevo
( will rise again)

By: Victoria Martinez


O

A broken tree is spread across a road after being uprooted by Hurricane Maria.

Nancy Lopez places plastic bags over the Santiago Rasche’s grandfather offered to
windows and towels under the doors to evacuate their family from Puerto Rico to She saw tons of cars flooded with water
keep the water from coming inside the San Antonio. The family decided to stay inside including her daughter’s car. The
house. put. patio cover over her condo was demol-
ished, the palm trees that once were in
Lopez recalls hiding inside her bedroom, “It was intense, we have a lot of family front of her home disappeared, including
crouched down away from the windows, there. Nobody wants to leave because her plants.
while holding her adult daughter tightly this is their place,” said Rasche a junior
for the maximum protection within the communication major at Texas A&M “Todo, literalmente todo estaba en el sue-
safety of the concrete walls. University-San Antonio. lo (everything, literally everything was on
the ground) . . . I felt very desperate and
“I was very scared; right away my elec- After Maria hit, it took three weeks for vulnerable during this time. For 51 days I
tricity turned off, there was a lot of wind Rasche and her family to receive a text had no electricity. I was locked up in my
and it was very scary. The wind scared me message from their relatives. It took an- house and when the night was coming I
the most,” Lopez said. other week before they heard their voices would secure myself in the house for my
over the phone. own safety,” Lopez said.
On Sept. 20, 2017 Puerto Rico, the third She mentioned if you were to fly over the
largest island of the United States, was “To finally get in contact with everybody island today, you would see bright blue
struck by a Category 5 hurricane named was truly a blessing because you go days plastic tarps, which are replacements for
Maria. without knowing and without hearing missing roofs.
anything.”
This is the first time Lopez, 58, has spo- Lopez said the main cities are up and
ken about her experiences with Maria, Lopez uses the word “desesperado” (des- running, but the center of the island
one of the worst hurricanes in the history perate) frequently when asked about her where poor residents live are uninhabit-
of the island. state of mind. able. There are still people without roofs,
running water and food.
Maria’s winds that were over 150 mph left Outside her damaged home, people
countless Puerto Ricans without run- weren’t able to pass because of the flood- “In my opinion, I wish the government of
ning water, electricity, and destroyed and ing. The main streets were blocked off by Puerto Rico would be more prepared . . .
flooded buildings. giant light poles on the ground with high just in case this happens again.”
volumes of water everywhere. Street signs
Before the storm hit, Miranda Elizabeth were scattered all over.

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The Death of the
American Farmer
An open field on a clear sunny day, an irrigation system situated in a field.

By: James Miller

Someone killed the American farmer. of the game, shifting power from the At the turn of the 20th century, nearly 40
Nobody saw the perpetrator, nor found individual farmer to the “Wal-Marts” of percent of the U.S. population lived and
the weapon used, but grisly murders in farming – Agribusinesses. worked on farms. Today, less than 2 per-
rural America are becoming a common cent of Americans live on an operational
sight. “My daddy was a farmer. He plowed farm.
mules, and everybody said he was a
According to the U.S. Department of Ag- mighty good farmer,” says Charles Mer- The few independent farmers who remain
riculture, 4.8 million farms have vanished cer, an 86-year-old small-town cotton are made up of old-timers in their 50s,
since the agency first started keeping farmer from Burnet County, Texas. 60s, and 70s, men and women who know
statistics on farming in 1935. Despite the Mercer’s baggy red and white tartan shirt, no other way of life. These farmers des-
alarming loss of American farms -- 330 stained yellow with age and sweat, hides perately hang-on for as long as they can
a week -- production has nearly quadru- his gaunt frame as he shuffles slowly out under the weight of modern agribusiness-
pled over the same timespan. of his pickup truck toward his old barn es who, like buzzards circle dying farms,
which once housed 7 tractors, a harvester, waiting for their chance to swoop in.
The culprit is easy to identify, if you look and two tippers - but today houses only
closely. It doesn’t take Sir Arthur Conan memories and a single rusted John Deere. Agribusinesses, major food multination-
Doyle’s, Sherlock Holmes, to see the evi- “You did what you had to do in them als, and seed companies like Monsanto
dence mounting, nor does it take Poirot days, plowing with a mule, one row at a and DuPont wholly control the industry,
to point out that blood is on their hands. time.” leaving farmers like Mercer unable to
compete.
The fertile patchwork of family-owned “I remember I hated pickin’ cotton as a
farms, which once saturated the land- youngin. You hoped by sundown that In the opening half of the 20th century,
scape of rural America, have slowly you’d picked enough for a quarter,” Mer- seeds were the product of small farmers
vanished. Now, in the wake of foreclo- cer mumbles laughingly on his childhood and public-sector plant breeders, today
sures and bankruptcies, begins the era of growing up on a cotton farm in the’30s. the seed conglomerates use lawyers as
modern agribusiness. “You didn’t have to be rocked to sleep at weapons in their constant attacks on the
What happened? You may ask. night, you were plum tired.” small farmer.
Federal regulations have altered the rules

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Armed with intellectual property laws decades ago, and he’ll be the first to tell
and regulatory restrictions they control you that hard work doesn’t cut it any-
the industry and maximize profits by more, as few banks are willing to lend the
eliminating farmers’ rights and competi- much-needed money to compete.
tion.
“Well, all I know is I was born here 82
“We got our first tractor when I was 14 years ago. I don’t know what year my
years old. You had to sign up for it and it daddy and mother bought it, but I’ve
took about six weeks to come. You had been on it ever since.” says Taylor, a life-
to take a package deal, and you got the long peanut farmer. “I know when my
whole thang for twenty-seven hundred
dollars.” says Mercer as he pours a cup of
daddy used to go to the bank to get some
money to run the farm on, he didn’t ever “Problem is
coffee into his stained John Deere green want much. He’d have to go two or three
mug. “You can’t even buy seed for that
nowadays.”
times before the banker would ever let
him have a few dollars. But now it’s just the youngins
can’t live on
a different world than when I come up.
Seed companies like Monsanto and Those were the good ole days, ain’t no
DuPont have forged unparalleled unions more of them anymore.”

farming
which have effectively rendered market
competitiveness a bygone of the past. While many readers may ask, so what?
Through cross-license proprietary and They may even point to other industries

anymore, they
consolidated research and development, affected by technological advancement
the major seed companies are strength- and time.
ening the market power for the few, and

all live in the


at the cost of the many - a trend that has These are valid arguments, but what do
many farmers referring to agribusinesses you say to the mechanic who used to ser-
as “farming cartels.” vice the tractors before farming died out

Under the current structure, it is not


economically feasible to operate a small
and shut his business down?

What do you say to the police force which


cities now
family farm in the United States, and
according to Farm Aid - a special interest
group focused on advocacy for the Amer-
staffed 20 officers in the small town’s
height, only to fold under the weight of
the encroaching big city and dwindling
anyways and
ican farmer - the result is 330 farms are
pushed out of business every week.
population?

What do you say to the local grocer who


rather sell off
“The Howard and Powell families used
to run them farms,” Mercer says pointing
toward the empty lands north and east of
stocked their shelves with fresh produce,
before they shut down? when their
his own struggling farm. “Problem is the
youngins can’t live on farming anymore,
they all live in the cities now anyways and
or the school teacher who used to teach
classes of 30 students, but after the small
school closed now substitutes up the road
parents pass.”
rather sell off when their parents pass.” at the city school?

According to the U.S. Department of Ag- The simple truth is that when farms go
riculture, less than 6 percent of farmers dry, so too do the countless communities
are under the age of 35. Each passing they build and sustain. Places like Pettus,
year, the farming industry becomes more Falfurrias, Mathis, Refugio, Skidmore,
centralized in the control of a few major and countless others died years ago under
companies; companies who have the the weight of the collapse of farming...
money and resources to deal with the Who will be next?
ever increasing regulatory pressures.

According to the United States Environ-


mental Protection Agency, should the
current trend continue, a small handful
of agribusinesses will control the entire
farming industry by 2030.
Hollis Taylor was born on his family
farm east of Lampasas more than eight

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On the open road:
How the world
moves for
13 cents a mile
By: James Miller
An empty Izuzu truck parked outside.

He says he’ll miss the feeling of the open says with misty eyes as “Take it Easy” by
road. He’ll miss the fresh air. He’ll miss the Eagles softly plays over the radio of

“The older
chasing the New Mexico sun on I-10, or his aging Peterbilt truck.
running from the West Virginia moon He knows his days on the road are limit-
across I-64. To him, it was never a job. ed. His gray beard holds no secrets, nor
To him, it was never a sacrifice - it was a false hope. Most of his peers have long

I get, the
calling. since hung up their hats.

“Somewhere along the line, I think the “My days are numbered, but the world

more I
world forgot how essential this calling doesn’t stop wanting. They’ll still be wait-
really is,” he says over the dancing smoke ing. Problem is, who’s gonna be there to
of his cigarette and the obsidian black deliver? Where are the next generation of
coffee. “They used to know.” truckers?” Hughes laments while shaking

realize how
his head.
Nearly everything Americans need
to make it from one day to the next is The next generation of truck drivers

important
hauled on the beds of trucks. The cars trickle into the industry with ever de-
we drive, the food we eat, the fuel we use, creasing numbers each year. For green-
the medical supplies we depend on, and horn drivers like Thomas Hibbs, 20, of

we really
beds that keep us warm at night; luxuries Broken Arrow, Oklahoma, trucking is not
which are made possible by the determi- so much a choice as it is a means to an
nation of the forgotten. By the men and end.
women like Fred Hughes, 78, of Birch

are, how
River, West Virginia. “Some days it sucks, some days it’s awe-
some.” Hibbs laments while waiting for
He speaks with a slow and aging West his cargo to be loaded onto his semi. “If

important
Virginian drawl that brings credence to you don’t mind being away from home,
his wise words. Known by the trucking which no one really does, then this could
handle “Pawpaw,” he’s an old timer with be an alright situation.”

our time
more than eight million miles under his
belt - or the equivalent of driving around Hibbs didn’t grow up wanting to be a
the circumference of the earth 321 times. truck driver, for him driving was a last
resort, outside of oilfield work, which

really is.”
“The older I get, the more I realize how paid a decent salary for a kid without an
important we really are, how important education.
our time really is. Make sure whomever
you give it to is important, make sure “Got my girlfriend pregnant our Sopho-
whatever you do…you love it.” Hughes more year in school, and figured I’d do

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A Dedicated Contact Services (DCS) truck from Oklahoma at rest in a parking lot.

the right thing and marry her.” Hibbs says They feel forgotten. can’t buy soap, or the food shelves run
laughing. “I love her to death. I wanted dry.”
to give her the world, you know? But Commercial trucking has always been
McDonald’s ain’t gonna pay enough for vital to our nation’s economic prosperity. The food industry, healthcare industry,
living, so I got my CDL and hired on with The industry has long played a significant transportation industry, waste removal
this company.” role in mitigating economic stress during industry, retail industry, manufacturing
The quality of life in trucking depends industry, banking and finance industries,
on the mental toughness of the men and national emergencies. This was evident and many more would collapse with-
women behind the wheel; a toughness during the wake of hurricanes Harvey out the steady hands and strong backs
that old-timer Hughes says is disappear- and Irma, as supply lines were shut down, of truck drivers; drivers who spend, on
ing. and yet somehow truckers continued to average, upwards of 330 days a year on
arrive. the road.
“Damn shame! But you get what you pay
for. I’ve seen a lot of things out here, peo- “I pulled about five thousand miles Despite their significant role in society
ple used to have respect for ya, but not hauling loads into Houston after Harvey.” and our national economy, truckers are
today. It’s all changed.” Hibbs said. “Those trips ran me dogged, the unheralded heroes among us. There
but I know that the people in Houston is no national trucker holiday, no trucker
When asked what the difference was were grateful.” appreciation week, no hearty handshake
between truckers today and those of his nor thanks for service extended.
generation, Hughes pointed to the lack of Our economy is contingent upon these
modern truckers growing up on the folk men and women to deliver an estimated A disenfranchised segment of the popu-
hero trucker tales. 20 billion tons of commodities daily. A lation, truckers have no national union of
US Department of Transportation study significance or advocacy groups to repre-
Truck driving hit its boom in late ‘60s cited that 80 percent of all freight trans- sent their national interests. In fact, most
and ‘70s, when outlaw country songs and ported annually in the United States, long haul companies actively suppress
blue-collar movies paid homage to the Mexico and Canada owe their arrivals to union membership. Worse still, over-the-
growing industry, turning truckers into 18 wheels and a strong cup of coffee. road truckers seldom have the time to
folk heroes. Today, much like those long voice their concerns at the ballot box.
forgotten songs and movies, the drivers “If truckers all got up and left tomorrow,
feel like they’ve been cast away, to spend there would be martial law within three “Less than 2 percent of licensed CDL
their days in the dollar bin of society. days,” Hughes says with a pointed finger. (Commercial Driver’s License) drivers are
“People don’t care about us, until they registered to vote, and less than 50

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percent of them actually vote. We’ve got
no political clout. Nobody up on Capi-
tol Hill working for us. They don’t need
to,” he says as he stares out of the front
windshield of his 8-by-10-foot cubicle on
wheels.

In fact, about the only interaction truck-


ers have with the rest of society comes in
the form of frustrating honks or uncour-
teous lane changes.

“Four wheelers are always cutting us off


or passing on the right. I get at least one
or two ‘one finger waves’ a day.” Hibbs
laughs. “Part of me wants to yell out my
window, ‘Hey! How about a ‘thank you’
instead.”

Most Americans take for granted the in-


tricate system that allows them to partic-
ipate in the seemingly mundane day-to-
day they’ve grown accustomed to. When
Americans wake each morning, they just
assume things will be today, as they were
yesterday - the privilege of life in Amer-
ica. Very few have truly pondered and
appreciated the sheer logistical complex-
ity underlying the infrastructure which
keeps ensuring that our “today” continues
to remain like our “yesterday.”

Hibbs said he plans to truck for a few


more years, before ultimately moving into
real estate.

“Big dreams for a greasy handed kid,


huh?” Hibbs says rhetorically. “Maybe I
will, maybe I won’t. Maybe I’ll end up out
here in my old age wishing things were
different.”

When asked how much longer he expects


to keep trucking, the wrinkles around
Hughes’ smile lift revealing a near tooth-
less grin. Responding in that West Virgin-
ia twang, “My excuse for being out here
still? I have another friend on the other
side of that-there hill that I still need to
see.”

The average truck driver will drive


between 11 to 14 years, amass 2 million
miles over-the-road, deliver an estimated
368 million tons of goods, go through
two divorces, and drink an estimated
20,075 cups of coffee.

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By : James Miller & Josiah Cuellar
Shattered remains pile up from a home on the Key Allegro. A ladder shows that some work is being done.

As the sun broke through overcast skies devastating—Category 3. When Harvey


and the wind blew in from the gulf, a hit Rockport it was gaining momentum,
tattered flag waved brilliantly over an epi- despite already being a Category 4.
taph erected to the memory of Hurricane
Harvey near the coastline of Rockport, Despite the pleas from the mayor and
Texas. A simple commemoration etched local officials, many in Rockport ignored
into a plaque reads, “Here lies Hurricane the call to evacuate.
Harvey: August 25th, 2017.”

When the second-most ferocious hurri-


cane in United States history is zeroing in
“In total, For the citizens of Rockport, the day
started the same as any other. Coffee
poured into recyclable cardboard cups at

88 people
on the place you’ve called home for more Sunrise Market, a rickety mom and pop
than 30 years, an aging condominium service station and bait shop near South
along the cape might seem like a less than Water Street. Stray dogs weaved in and
ideal refuge; but that is exactly where out of traffic in the early morning chill,

would
Michael Jordan (not the Hall of Fame fishermen waded in waist-high water
basketball player) sought shelter during praying for the “big one,” and school
the onslaught of Hurricane Harvey. buses rolled through neighborhoods on
schedule.
“We heard the warnings, like everyone

perish.”
else, but owed it to Katrina fear monger- Little did the sleepy coastal city know,
ing. By the time we realized that it was Harvey would wreak havoc as it made
going to come hard... it was too late to do landfall three times over a span of six
anything but ride it out,” Jordan recounts days. Like a deadly Yo-Yo, it taunted
with a machismo that can only be found the Lone Star State with ferocious winds
in Texas. exceeding 157 miles per hour.

When Hurricane Katrina sideswiped At its peak, three feet of rain water inun-
New Orleans, the eye wall had begun to dated Rockport leaving over two-thirds of
collapse and with it the winds slowed. By the city beneath a foamy mix of salt and
landfall, it was a milder—yet still freshwater. In total, 88 people would

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A house covered in spare plywood after having its windows broken by the hurricane.

perish as damages exceeded the city’s $4.3 and rebuilding homes in the wounded
million dollar annual budget nearly 50 city. With support from across the coun-
times. try, including college students who opted
to spend their spring break volunteering
As Harvey took his final bow dissipating in Rockport, progress has been slow.
eight days after landfall, $125 billion in
damage laid in its wake, according to the Corey Mccleskey, a college student
“For most spring
National Hurricane Center. In quantifi-
able terms, Harvey’s financial impact was
volunteer from Berry College in Rome,
Georgia, detailed the volunteer effort
breaks, people
larger than any other natural disaster in
U.S history, apart from Katrina.
pouring into the state. Mccleskey is one
of the more than 300 volunteers assisting
were saying let’s
in Rockport with recovery efforts.
go to the beach
and hang out. I’ve
In the Wake “For most spring breaks, people were
saying let’s go to the beach and hang out.
Swiping at mosquitos on an unusually I’ve done that for a couple and I don’t
warm February morning six months remember them at all,” said Mccleskey.
“This is the second time I’ve done hur-
done that for a
removed from that fateful day, Jordan
shared how Harvey brought both de-
struction and media attention to the
ricane relief and it’s just memories that
you’ll never forget.”
couple and I don’t
small city – leaving only the destruction. remember them at
“The media, FEMA, even the people
forgot about us,” said Jordan. “A lot has
The tragedy of a hurricane doesn’t rest
in the category, wind speed, damage, or all.”
slowed down, and the progress is nearly death toll generated on impact; rather, the
at a standstill.” real tragedy rests in its effect on the lives
of the people who will forever remember
While in-state volunteering has slowed in a date.
unison with vanishing media coverage,
The First Baptist Church of Rockport has
remained dedicated to gutting, mucking

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Through the coastal winds a tethered flag still waves over a makeshift epitaph, the twisted wood forms a cross. The site stands amid
the ravaged landscape caused by Hurricane Harvey, 909 South Water Street.

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Behind the mask 46

Jaguar women make futbol a priority 49

Who’s got next? 51

45
Behind the mask:
Inside the Jaguar suit
By Victoria Martinez

Here at Texas A&M University-San Anto- done before. I enjoy it!”


nio, General the Jaguar weighing in at 360
paws, with paws the size of 14 inches, and This job also involves becoming a lead-
was born and raised in San Antonio. er and telling others what’s acceptable
and what’s not. Schmidt mentions the
Probably the most obvious challenge of a worst part of this job is having authority
mascot would be the condition of wear- towards others.
ing the costume especially with hot Texas
weather. “I don’t want to be the bad guy, but I have
to be the voice for the mascot.”

“Weighing
“The suit is like any other suit, HOT.
With the black fur in the hot air of San There is more than one costume for
Antonio, I make sure that I am well General and in order to keep those clean

in at 360
hydrated before any event,” General said, they’re taken to the dry cleaners.
via email.
“We send the General’s suit off to the
Spoiler alert. Before you get to know the groomers to get him the proper spa/
background and experiences about Gen-
eral, sorry guys I wasn’t able to find out
exactly who General the Jaguar is.
paws, with groom for his beautiful fur.”

Adventures during Events

paws the
During the year General and Schmidt are
The real question is how can General rep- actively attending events on and off cam-
resent A&M-San Antonio without bump- pus, communities and other schools.
ing into a wall resulting in going viral
on the internet? To answer that, General
is taken care of by mascot handler and
cyber security junior Italia Schmidt.
size of 14 Fiesta time in San Antonio is the busiest
time for Schmidt helping General. She
mentioned “working every day” during

“I basically go everywhere the General


goes . . . I am the eyes,” Schmidt said.
inches.” these events. If anyone attends fiesta
events, be on the lookout for General
along with Schmidt.
During a parade along the San Antonio
She mentions about speaking for General River, a challenge they encountered is
and letting people know when to stop. when the driver suddenly accelerated and
For example, if General needs a break she almost catapulted the mascot into the
makes it happen. General and Schmidt San Antonio River. Schmidt had to save
have codes to let each other know when General.
it’s time for a water break and fresh air.
The first time General wore the costume
The Struggle is Real he was a part of an event for dogs around
With any type of job you face the best the community to come out on campus
and worst moments from it. According to for a walk/run mile with their owners.
Schmidt, the benefits of her job is she at- General was faced with one of his fears:
tends all of the events on and off campus. dogs.

“I am very involved with the school and I Poor General, the dogs probably thought
get to experience new things that I haven’t he was a giant chew toy.

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Who is the Jaguar?
When asked how Schmidt describes Gen-
eral in her own words she responds with
diva and silly.

“It’s always fun and an adventure. Defi-


nitely I became close with the mascot.
I always make sure that they’re OK. We
became really close.”

Though there are multiple students inside


the suit, General’s identity will NEVER be
revealed. Just in case something happens
with the first person there is always a
back up plan.

In high school usually most students


know who is inside the costume. Only a
few people on campus know and that’s
because they work with General.

“They want General to be its own person.


They don’t want someone to think that
there’s someone in the suit. General is its
own person,” Schmidt said.

Sarah Vasquez, Recreation Sports market-


ing assistant told me about the qualities
they look for when it comes down to
choosing who will be the mascot repre-
senting A&M-San Antonio.

Long term goals, in a few months the uni-


versity could be looking for a new mascot
and more handlers to assistant General.

“When we are looking for someone who


wants to be General . . . you have to be re-
ally involved with [A&M-San Antonio] in
order to be more involved as the mascot.
It’s a lot of responsibility, you’re the image
for the school,” Vasquez said.

Communication Junior Victoria Martinez and The A&M University-San Antonio General takes pride in representing the
mascot, General the Jaguar. college dedicating his life and personality
into the suit.
If you’re interested to apply for the up-
coming mascot, contact the Department
of Recreation Sports for more informa-
tion at 210-784-1349. They are located
in the Central Academic Building (CAB)
Suite 103.

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By: Sofia Medina

There’s something to be said for having echniques on the field.


a dream so big, so peculiar, that you just
throw yourself into it and see what hap- “Because it’s starting, I want to support
pens. That’s just the dream that Valeria the school and the team that one day it
Cazares, a bilingual education junior and will be a 12v12 league,” Dennise Marti-
president of the team, has for the future nez, a freshman player said.
of Texas A&M University-San Antonio
Women’s Soccer. In addition to becoming a larger league,
the team will have the opportunity to
Cazares is one of the inaugural students compete within the Texas Collegiate
from class of 2020 and was not aware that Soccer League and to get all matching
the campus did not offer a women’s soc- uniforms.
cer team. At a young age, she always had
an interest in the sport, played the game In total, there are only 12 Division III
in her high school’s soccer team and also University teams who compete in wom-
plays for a league outside of school en’s soccer in Texas. Cazares and her team
aspire to be lucky number ‘13’ in a few
She was eager enough to begin a wom- short semesters to go against other uni-
en’s soccer team at TAMUSA in order to versities such as, Trinity University, UT
allow other women who have the same Dallas and 10 others.
interest to fulfill their passion for soccer.
Ryan Day, vice president of the men’s
Far from the brightly lighted fields, every soccer team, has advised Cazares in every
team must start somewhere. For TAMU- way possible to get the team going. His
SA women’s soccer team, the start is at job is to be available when the team needs
Palo Alto College practice field. advice, guidance and mentorship.

The anxiousness and motivation was in While Day is doing something for the
the air as the players met up for the first men’s soccer team he always advocates for
time. The sky above them was a baby blue the women’s team as well. Day is enthu-
color and on the field were the players siastic for the team’s future, “when you
who have aspired to be a part of TAMU- have members who care about the success
SA women’s soccer team. of a club, success is inevitable.”

Being at a small campus has been the Cazares believes that the growth of the
challenge the team has been facing. “We team rests not in the current players,
do get people to come at least once or but in those girls across the state in one
twice every other week, but getting them day will call Texas A&M University-San
to stick to us, to come to most of the Antonio home.
practices and being committed is hard,”
Cazares said.

Players remained with high spirits as they


took their first step in crystallizing the fu-
“when you have members
who care about the
ture for the Jaguar Women’s Soccer team
knowing that today a child in kindergar-
ten will have the opportunity to play for
the team.

The women’s soccer team is current-


ly competing in an indoor 7v7 league
success of a club, success
around San Antonio, where only seven
of the players are on the field throughout
the whole game.
is inevitable.”
Cazares’ main focus is for the team to
become an official 12v12 league where 12
players get to show off their talents and t

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‘Who’s Got Next?’
By: Jose Arredondo

ids that live in the Alazan and


Apache Courts area don’t have many “Who’s got next,” one guy asks every-
options after school. There’s no mall one seated in the bleachers.
or movie theater, and the nearest
bowling alley is in another ZIP code. Then he follows up with another
What is there to do in one of the important question, “What’s count
poorest ZIP codes, 78207, in San (what is the score)?”
Antonio? One of the more popular
options is to hoop — play basketball. The court’s birth

The Inner City Basketball Court Patti and Rod Radle, executive direc-
sits on the corner of South Trinity tors at Inner City, faced an obstacle
and Vera Cruz streets. A black fence when they decided to incorporate
surrounds the blue concrete court basketball in their organization in the
shaded by a colossal roof. early ‘70s. There were no accessible
courts in the area at the time, so the
Radles transported the West Side
“We wanted to maintain our grass- youth to Providence High School’s
roots-ness, so we don’t get any basketball gym for practice and
money from the city, state or govern- games.
ment,” said Patti Radle, co-executive
director at Inner City. The basketball league was only for
elementary school kids, but teenagers
For decades the court has hosted were involved in other ways. Rod
basketball leagues, tournaments and Radle taught local teens how to ref-
clinics but its main use is pickup eree and coach the younger children.
basketball. Kids, teens and adults run However, the commute posed as an
games all day and night while the issue for the low-income neighbor-
number 67 VIA Bus rolls by, and the hood.
music from the raspa truck making
its rounds sounds off at the Alazan ‘“It was a pain in the neck to run bas-
Courts. ketball outside of the neighborhood,”
A basketball player sizing up his opponent on the court at night during a pick-up game.

Patti Radle said. “So we asked a local for the creation. in the NCAA Tournament. He’s been a
grocer Juan Ruiz, who was really involved professional basketball player for the last
in the community, about a property next The roof was the finishing touch for a nine years and currently plays for Soles
to us.” soon-to-be safe haven in the barrio. de Mexicali — a Mexican professional
basketball team.
Radle asked Ruiz if she could rent the Inner City’s Impact
property to build the basketball court, Mendez-Valdez’ first time playing or-
and he agreed, as long as there wasn’t Troy Lopez, 24, first stepped on the con- ganize basketball was at Inner City in
grocery store involved. Ruiz charged the crete court at Inner City when he was 4 elementary school. He, like many others
Radles a dollar a year for the property in years old. His dad played there in young- from the barrio feel obligated to give back
the mid ‘70s. Radle said the community er days and it was inevitable for Lopez to the community. Last summer he held
felt ownership of the court but thought it hoop there. He played in the leagues and a free basketball clinic at Inner City for
was missing one component: a roof. often hooped after school, but more im- kids from the 78207 ZIP code.
portantly it kept him out of trouble.
“In South Texas the temperatures can get “It was an honor to be able to do some-
extremely warm so Rod and I thought of “I feel like if we had more parks, it would thing like that and it was truly humbling
this idea to have a cover,” Radle said. be better for our youth, because right experience to see kids actually wanting
now, kids are more into drugs,” Lopez to come to learn, “ he said. “Playing
This unique idea required help from the said. “When we were younger, you would basketball was my escape and helped me
city, but in order to move forward, the see kids walking around with basketballs become who I am.”
Radles needed to own the property. They and now, you see kids walking around
asked Ruiz for a price on the property with blunts.” Radle says people give back because they
and his lawyer told them $8,000, which understand what it was like growing up in
was out of the Radles’ price range. Then Lopez and many others were molded area plagued by poverty and opportunity.
Ruiz received another message from Juan by Inner City. Orlando Mendez-Valdez, She thinks the sport of basketball nour-
almost immediately after their meeting. grew up in the Alazan Courts, and wit- ishes the low-income neighborhood and
nessed horrors such as stabbings, shoot- teaches the youth life skills they probably
“He (Juan) wanted me to tell you . . .” ings and other negative influences. His wouldn’t learn anywhere else.
Radle recalled the memory as she choked response? Basketball.
up. “He wants to give the property to you Mendez-Valdez and Lopez both agreed
free of charge.” His list of accomplishments on the with that notion.
basketball court: San Antonio Express
Radle and company were extremely News Player of the Year in 2004, 2009 “I’m using skills that I learned through
grateful for Ruiz’ gesture. So much, that Sun Belt Conference Player of the Year, basketball on the daily at my work,” Lo-
she held a dedication ceremony for the an award obtained by NBA guards Derek pez said.
court and invited Ruiz but he declined to Fisher and Courtney Lee, and he also
attend because he didn’t want any credit led Western Kentucky to the Sweet 16

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How skin tone changes perception 54

Dreaming with eyes wide open 57

53
How skin tone
changes
perception
By Christie Tavera

In the 1980s I attended public schools in As a kid though, I never realized the dif- San Antonio, and at the age of 23, I met
San Antonio. My school was filled with ferences in my grandparents. My grandfa- and married the man of my dreams. He
all nationalities, and as kids, skin color ther was Hispanic and fluent in Spanish, was born and raised in Tampico, Tamau-
meant nothing. What mattered was which although he barely spoke it. He had dark lipas, Mexico, dark and handsome with a
new Garbage Pail Kids cards you had, skin, much darker than my grand- Spanish accent. In 2002 we had a daugh-
buying 10 packets of Lucas from the ice mother’s, and could fix anything you put ter who favors her father with pecan-col-
cream truck after school, and playing the in front of him. He was born and raised ored skin, brown hair and brown eyes. In
new Mario Brothers game on the first-ev- in the heart of downtown San Antonio in 2013, we welcomed our son who favored
er Nintendo game system. Will Smith the 1930s. My grandmother, however, was me more. His skin is somewhat lighter
emerged on the scene with “Parents Just from a large family of nine brothers and but he’s like his uncle. He can tan well. He
Don’t Understand,” and THAT was every sisters in Dickson, Tennessee. She grew maintained the dark eyes but his hair is a
kid’s anthem at the time – no matter what up in a simple wooden house surround- dimmer, dirtier brown.
skin color you had. ed by woods with no running water or
electricity. She was a strong-willed and As a family we never saw ourselves as
Growing up on the southside of San An- strong-minded Caucasian woman, noth- diverse or unique, we were just family.
tonio, I never saw myself as any different ing like the rest of her family. She and my However, in the past year people started
than the rest of the Hispanic population grandfather were incredibly different in seeing us as different. In four separate
that lived there. My grandma would take cultures and backgrounds, but I never instances we have been sitting at a restau-
us to the library off Nogalitos every Satur- noticed such trivialities. rant, meal is done, and we are getting
day and afterward we would head over to ready to pay when the waiter or waitress
the “Brownie House,” as my little brother Tragedy struck in the spring of 1989 will ask us, “Is the check all together or
would call it. Grandma would treat us to when our Dad was relocated to Wright separate?”
a sweet tea and some brownies from Bill Air Force Base in Fairborn, Ohio. We
Miller’s - still one of my favorite places for moved to a land with no tamales, tortillas, We didn’t think of it the first time it
sweet tea in Texas. barbacoa, fajitas and worse, no Big Red. happened, but the next few times we were
We had no idea how they ever survived in puzzled. This was new. I mentioned it
My grandparents lived off Zarzamora, this foreign state without such resources. to my husband who was in tune to it as
just a few streets down from the SAS Although the move was a cultural shock well. After some discussion we realized,
Shoe Factory. We would spend count- to us, we still fit into this all-Caucasian I was the one throwing people off. They
less weeks and weekends at their house. community. My brothers and I could pass thought I was just dating the guy with the
It was our favorite place to be: A small as Caucasian because of lighter colored two kids. Or maybe they thought we were
two-bedroom house with crawl space skin. Me and my youngest brother were just friends and his two kids were there? I
underneath. I have fond memories of the fairest with green eyes. Our other was baffled.
hearing my grandfather under the house brother just looked like he had perfect
during the winter wrapping the pipes so genes for tanning and it went well with One semester, I had a professor who
they wouldn’t freeze during the few cold his brown eyes, so we integrated with no looked right at me during a lecture and
snaps. He would knock on the floor above issues or no worries. said, “It is the white, rich, land-owner and
him and we would giggle and knock back businessman who is trying to ruin our
from inside the house. Fast forward to 2001. After returning to country.”

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After class I drove home in tears. My life, and I strive to understand it.
skin was white, my husband and I What I do understand is unity.
owned a small business and we had
just bought a small piece of land to As my grandparents did before me, I
build a new house. I felt guilty, but for chose to live with a spirit of unity. I
what? I was devastated. don’t claim to know it all – I am no
scholar by any stretch of the imagina-
In November 2016, a woman named tion, but there is one thing I do know:
Lena Dunham wrote an essay in Tearing someone, anyone, down is
response to Hillary Clinton’s loss. She destructive.
didn’t know me, but she had no issues
looping me into her rant: Building and edifying is what moti-
vates and affects change. I have seen
“It’s painful to know that white it in my own marriage and in my own
women, so unable to see the unity of relationships. If it works on a small
female identity, so unable to look past scale, imagine what could be done
their violent privilege, and so inocu- on a grander scale when all colors,
lated with hate for themselves, showed cultures, races and backgrounds speak
up to the polls for him, too.” life instead of death.

Who in the hell did this woman think


she was to call out and generalize all
women of white skin color? I was
crushed.

What is so devastating is that over


the last few years words like white
supremacy, white privilege, and white
power have been thrown across every
media platform and used as negative
verbiage directed towards people as-
sumed to have a certain mindset and
character.

Whether I like it or not, the rhetoric


spewing against me, and all white-
skinned people is society’s silent
attempt to redefine a word to associate
it with acts of evil discourse. White is
not a color anymore.

White is now a dirty word. White


represents ugliness. White is now a
mental state in which one lives. This
word has morphed over the past two-
to-three years so much that people
with white skin (including the afore-
mentioned Lena Dunham) speak out
against white-skinned people. Is this
more harmful than helpful? What are
the consequences?

I think some have yet to see how this


will unfold, but I can already see it
manifesting within small spaces of my

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Dream ing w i th
e yes wide o p en :
A love s t o r y i n
th e making
By Ami Sarabia
It’s true when people say you “don’t forget view.” He pressed the elevator button him. Sometimes I still wonder if he
how people make you feel,” every per- to the highest floor he knew, our eyes ever thinks about that night.
son that comes into my life has made an interlocked. With drinks in our hands we
impression on me. saw the entire city with its bright lights I admit I’m not brave either. I didn’t
and in that moment, I thought “he must
tell him all the things I was thinking
I met a boy one starry night who en- have brought other girls here.” There
and feeling, but how could I? My own
chanted me. I had seen and heard of him were sirens and doubts in my mind, but
before this night. People would whisper I couldn’t help but to ignore them all for fears got the best of me and I decided
about him behind his back, but I never the rest of the night. I was better off forgetting about it too.
cared for all the myths and tales. Those
who didn’t know him thought he was As we saw the breathtaking view we Before this night I wasn’t able to open
stone cold. His tanned skin, rosy cheeks shared secrets we were afraid of telling up to anyone in a long time. It made
and bright eyes always captivated me. others. “I haven’t shared this with anyone me remember that it was okay to be
I never knew what he was thinking, he else but you” he said. It felt like in a short vulnerable. Maybe some people are
appeared to be a mystery that I was so time we felt comfortable with each other only meant to pass by your life to just
eager to solve. sharing our dreams and fears. to leave an impression or a memory,
that makes you smile years later. Every
Sometimes I wonder if I had ever caught After our view, we went to the building’s
time you see me I hope you remember
his attention before this night. He never lobby where there was a bar. After some
approached me or dared to talk to me drinks we sat outside watching the stars that starry night.
before, why today? I thought to myself. and everything around us. I made fun of
We had mutual friends and the conversa- his funky socks and his laugh grew louder
tions of our perky friend helped break the and louder.
ice. He threw his head back as if he was
a little kid everytime I would make some We started walking through the city and
lame movie reference. We shared awk-
ward glances that turned into soft smiles.
he desperately finds my hand to hold.
His grip was gentle and firm all at once.I
“It felt like in a
We talked for hours and somehow lost
track of time, I was completely smitten.
didn’t want to let go.“Close your eyes,” he
said. short time
As the night began we had a couple of
drinks and the laughs continued. As the
I was wonderstruck so I closed my
eyes. We stopped walking and he
we felt
night was ending I was ready to say good-
bye. He grabbed my hand and said “come
gently tucks my hair behind my ear.
He placed a flower behind my ear and
comfortable
with me.”

“Where are you taking me,” I replied.


I felt his embrace as he tightly held my
hand. It felt so pure. with each
“Do you trust me,” he asked. He gives me a ride in his car and takes other sharing
me to my destination. I checked the
“Not really, I barely know you. What if
you’re a psycho killer,” I said.
time, which read 2 a.m. The night had
turned into day so fast. “I had a great
our dreams
“C’mon you know me, you know I’m not
night” he messages me and tells me
goodnight. I stayed wide awake won-
and fears.”
a killer,” he said and for that split second, dering if I was dreaming all along.
I had become vulnerable.
Our paths crossed again and this time
it was not so magical. Maybe it was
Failed relationships and self doubt
creeped into my brain. All I had ever the alcohol I told myself, maybe he
known was broken promises and pretty forgot and it was all a mistake for him.
lies. Time after time I had lost the desire Is it possible to like someone so fast? I
to open up to anyone. I couldn’t open up felt so much all at once.
to anyone even if I wanted to. My heart
was delicate and in smithereens many His coldness and lack of words after
times before. that night upset me. Did he not feel
the same way? Maybe the alcohol
Something about his sparkling eyes made made him brave, I thought. I felt so
me trust him. He held my hand and took
stupid for holding on to something
me to the tallest building in the city as
that probably didn’t mean a thing to
he said, “C’mon I want to show you the

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Beauty and the blush 60

Savvy shopping 62

59
Beauty and the
blush: From
concealer to color
By: Ami Sarabia
The beauty trends seen on New in Vivid Sapphire, $7, nyxcosmetics. Colossal Spider Effect Mascara, $7.99,
York,Paris and Milan fashion week com, Urban Decay Electric Palette, ulta.com
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year. This year, was filled with noth- sephora.com to Vogue magazine, the claw clips
ing but 80’s and 90’s nostalgia (think dominated the Alexander Wang fash-
Madonna and Gwen Stefani). Models Glass Skin/Porcelain- Say hello to the ion show. Designers like Alexander
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up wearing neon blue, orange, pink year. Skin is in! And less is more when models with nostalgic hair accessories
and green on the eyes and lips. Their creating the “glass skin effect” on your that included; claw clips, headbands,
skin was dewy and fresh. Their lashes face. Simply cleanse your skin, apply headwraps and head comb head-
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Bold Lashes- Harpers Bazaar spotted with your lip, or cheeks to achieve the
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models in New York Fashion Week, is timeless. You can achieve this look azon.com, Stila Convertible Color
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on the lids. Makeup artist Ariel Tejada false lashes. ra.com, Jordana Triple Play in 01
posted a makeup look he created for *Ardell Cluster Wispies #600, $3.99, Nude Peach, $4.99, jordanacosmetics.
Kim Kardashian, sporting an electric- ulta.com, KISS True Volume Nat- com
blue winged liner look. ural Plump Eyelashes, Ritzy, $2.96,
*Nyx Cosmetics Vivid Brights Liner walmart.com, Maybelline The

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A collection of makeup accessories situated together. These items include sponges, brushes and makeup palletes.

Red lipstick- Red lipstick is the classic and dark leaving out undertones in sephora.com, NARS Natural Radiant
beauty staple every woman needs. You various skin tones. “I also wanted Longwear Foundation, $49, sephora.
can wear a red lip with bold makeup, things that girls of all skin tones could com, Maybelline Fit Me!, $5.99, target.
or you can wear a simple eye look fall in love with. In every product I com
with red lips. Either way, red lipstick was like, ‘There needs to be something
never goes out of style, it is seen every for a dark-skinned girl; there needs Glitter- Brands like Stila and Too
year in every major fashion show in to be something for a really pale girl; Faced are releasing new collections
the world. Milan, Paris, New York, there needs to be something in-be- with more glitter than ever. Glitter
every designer pairs a red shade with tween.’ she told Refinery 29. There’s dominated the Spring Kate Spade and
a look during fashion week. red undertones, green undertones, Oscar De La Renta runway shows
*Mac Cosmetics, Ruby Woo, $17, Ky- blue undertones, pink undertones, with models wearing glitter not only
lie Cosmetics Mary Jo K Matte Liquid yellow undertones—you never know, in their eyes but their cheeks and lips.
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foundation. Most foundation shades *Fenty Beauty by Rihanna Pro Filter
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Savvy shopping: Where
to find the flair at fair
prices
By: Sofia Medina

Fashion is just like history; it repeats To be a little extra with some spark in
itself. Many of the styles from the your jeans, you may need to take a double
1960s-1990s have made their way back look in your closet because anything
including the bell bottom and high waist- embellished will keep you right on the
ed jeans. denim trend especially with all the pearl
adorning that is hot right now.
For fashion blogger, Ari Alvarez-Tostado,
fashion is a way to express yourself. For Anthony Ryan, owner of Couleur +
her staying trendy means always giving Blinde , 4704 Broadway St. knows his
your looks a personal touch while keep- fashion, “pants this year are going to jew-

“For this spring,


ing up with the current style. eled out,” he said.

Alvarez-Tostado is ecstatic for the spring In addition, delicate and dainty gold
season, “Nowadays we are seeing such
mix of styles, retro looks and personal
jewelry will be a go to, to compliment any
outfit. Anything simple will be stylish for
the best bet will be
fashion that i feel this spring will be a lot
of fun!”
your day and night look. Layering any
necklaces together will make the look fun
to add some soft
Spring 2018 will feature bold floral prints,
and trendy.
pinks and light
sweet pastel colors, all things denim with
some throwback twists according to local
Now, if you want something that pops
out, fringe earrings with colorful threads colors, like a
clothing shops such as Solana Zoe, Mon-
tage and Couleur + Blinde.
or beads will add the cherry on top to
your outfit. Guevara says that anything bouquet of pastel
colorful fringe or tassel earrings will be in
With these three local stores, you can find for the spring. and neutral
unique stylish trending clothes for an
average price that ranges from $30-$80. Moving on to shoes, putting on the right
shoes is what will complete your outfit.
flowers to your
Bianca Fuqua, owner of Solana Zoe,
16600 Huebner Road states that the floral
As of now, you can say goodbye to sti-
lettos and hello to the fashionable comfy
closet.”
print is so popular. “It’s just been a strong mules. Mules are slip on shoes that come
trend since last year,” Fuqua said. “And in different styles depending on what
people seem to like it.” you’re going for, whether it be for a casual
or a dressy look. (flat mules or chunky
Colors play an important role if you are heel mules) Ryan claims that practicality
a fashionista. For this spring, the best bet is the go to now and the mules are per-
will be to add some soft pinks and light fect fit for that.
colors, like a bouquet of pastel and neu-
tral flowers to your closet. “As far as col-
ors, lilac, lavender and millennial pink,”
said Shelby Guevara, owner of Montage,
423 W Grayson St.

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Top 10 of the best pizza places around


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Top 10 movie theaters 70

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Mel’s Brews, Food and Kids’ Stuff, Too
By Melissa Ramos

1
Sideliners Grill
15630 Henderson Pass, San Antonio, TX 78232
Pros: beer, food, kid friendly, pet friendly, indoor/outdoor tvs, outdoor patios, open
play sand volleyball
Cons: at times volleyball courts are reserved for tournaments
Price: $-$$

2 The Friendly Spot


943 S Alamo St., San Antonio, TX 78205
Pros: local beer, snacks, kid friendly, pet friendly, indoor/outdoor tvs, outdoor play-
scape
Cons: limited food selection
Price: $-$$

3 Brick at Blue Star Arts Complex


108 Blue Star, San Antonio, Texas 78204
Pros: local beer, local artist shops, kid friendly, pet friendly
Cons: eateries are outside the building, arts market only Sundays
Price: $-$$

4 The Cove
606 W Cypress St, San Antonio, TX 78212
Pros: local beer, organic food, kid friendly, pet friendly, outdoor patio
Cons: can get pricey
Price: $$-$$$

5 Hurricane Grill & Wings (city base)


2611 SE Military Dr. Ste 108, San Antonio, TX 78223
Pros: beer, food, kid friendly, indoor/outdoor tvs, outdoor patio
Cons: chain food, no pets allowed
Price: $-$$$

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6
The Historic Pearl Brewery
303 Pearl Pkwy #300, San Antonio, TX 78215
Pros: local beer, food, kid friendly, pet friendly, outdoor patios
Cons: too many choices
Price: $-$$$

Rainforest Café

7 110 E Crockett St, San Antonio, TX 78205


Pros: beer, food, kid friendly, rain forest theme
Cons: no pets allowed, chain food, can be pricey
Price: $$-$$$$

Freetail

8 4035 North Loop 1604 W, San Antonio, TX 78257


Pros: local beer, food, kid friendly, pet friendly, scenic views
Cons: too many dogs on the patio can cause a ruckus
Price: $-$$$

9
Blue Star Brewery
1414 S Alamo St, San Antonio, TX 78210
Pros: local beer, food, kid friendly, indoor tvs, outdoor patio
Cons: dining area is small
Price: $-$$$

10
Bowlero
13307 San Pedro Ave, San Antonio, TX 78216
Pros: beer, food, kid friendly, arcade games, plenty of tvs
Cons: chain food, can get pricey
Price: $$-$$$$

$= under $10
$$= $11-$30
$$$= $31-$60
$$$$= above $61

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Slice of San Antonio
Top 10 of the best pizza places around town
By Fernando Garza

10. Ember’s Wood Fire Grill & Bar (9818 W Interstate 10, San Antonio, TX 78230)
Just right off I-10 and near another San Antonio favorite place (Mama Margies) is Ember’s an American food place that features
some great pizza. They have a great selection of pizzas but the most popular one is the ‘Chicken Pesto’ which includes basil pesto,
tomatoes, mozzarella, fresh chicken and topped off with parmesan. It’s worth the wait, although we are on the topic of pizza they
have some bomb jalapeno macaroni and cheese.

9. Il Forno (122 Nogalitos St., Antonio TX 78204)


Located in South Town is this wonderful, beautiful and very affordable restaurant. Although they are a delicious Italian place they
have such a great Margherita Pizza that only includes the basic ingredients like pomodoro, mozzarella & basil. Il Forno takes a sim-
ple pizza recipe and somehow make it the best Margherita Pizza in San Antonio.
8. Rio de Gelato (102 Navarro St., San Antonio 78205)
Located right down the street from the Alamo is Rio De Gelato, a location that serves mainly ice cream and pizza. They offer large
slices or large pizzas, whatever you’re in the mood for. The veggie pizza is great, the toppings are not only fresh but the sauce is rich
in flavor. I recommend sharing when you get a large pizza. Once you’re done you can walk it off by walking around the beautiful
downtown area.

7. Sapore’s Pizza (6422 Babcock, San Antonio 78240)


The location of this one is next to, ironically, two other pizza places but this place deserves to be recognized more since it has some
great pizza. They even sell it by the slice for when you’re on the go. There you can personalize your own pizza or get your basics
from supreme to pepperoni extreme. The serving of slices is very handy for when you’re on the go and need a quick bite. They also
feature other kinds of Italian foods.

6. Yaghi’s Pizzeria (5910 Babcock Rd, Ste 104, San Antonio)


Another good pizza places located just a few miles from the last one! This place is right next to an HEB and in a busy shopping
center. They feature a great lunch deal with a slice and a free drink; it’s amazing for when you’re craving a pizza for lunch. They also
have other things such as cheesesteaks and chicken wings to pair with our pizza.

5. Southtown Pizzeria (728 S Presa St, San Antonio, TX)


Southtown is filled with good pizza spots and this is just another out of a few. This pizzeria has an amazing atmosphere to sit there
and enjoy your personal pizza. The ingredients are so fresh you’ll be wanting to come back and also try pairing with a caesar salad,
you won’t regret it. The crust of this pizza is light but so tasty that it satisfies.

4. Fratello’s Ristorante Centro Citta (115 Plaza De Armas, Ste 107, San Antonio, TX)
This place was great, a definite comeback and a great environment. The ‘Quattro Formaggi Pizza’ (Four cheese pizza) is to die for.
It’s made out of fontina, provolone, fresh mozzarella and reggiano parmigiana. You’ll want to order another to go! This is also an-
other Italian place that has other dishes and you’ll love the coffee they brew up in there.

3. Main Street Pizza & Pasta (1906 N Main Ave, San Antonio, TX 78212)
If you’ve never had a ‘White Pizza’ then I recommend you come check out at Main Street. It’s not your typical pizza because it has
no red sauce instead it includes olive oil, mozzarella, parmesan, ricotta, fresh garlic, parsley, oregano, basil & black pepper. Down
the street from San Antonio College so it’s always filled with students because they know it’s really good. It has a cute outdoors
incase you want to study and enjoy the breeze.

2. Stella Public House (1414 S Alamo St, Ste 103, San Antonio, TX 78210)
Stella is featured at the Blue Star Complex in the South Town part of the city. The service is amazing here and the pizza is just as
great. This places takes a twist on the classic pepperoni and makes it their own. Including jalapeno cheddar pepperoni, smoked
mozzarella and chipotle tomato sauce. It’s super juicy and probably one of the best pizzas’ in San Antonio. P.S. Try the Mac and
cheese too!

1. Gallo Pizzeria (164 Castroville Rd, San Antonio, TX 78207)


This pizza place had a classic feel to the aura and had the perfect pizza to go with it. They have a basic selection of pizza but it’s the
freshness of the place that makes you fall in love. Super cheesy, saucy and fresh ingredients, what else can you ask for? It’s a busy
place but very recommended, I would invest in a trip here soon. It won’t cost much either for such good pizza they have great low
prices.

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Top 10 Movie Theaters That Go Beyond
the Traditional Movie Experience
By Desiree Espericueta

1) Casa Blanca
Before, after, or instead of the movie, you can entertain your friends and family in the 16 state-of-the-art bowling lanes while en-
joying in-lane food and bar service. Bowling pricing is $5 a game per person or $30 lane rental per hour, with a 6-guests maximum
per lane. Shoe rental is $4 per person. In addition to theatre classic concession items, Casa Blanca also offers café dining choices,
Starbucks coffee as well as a gelato ice cream bar. For your movie experience enjoy in-theatre dining service in your spacious reclin-
ing seat with table extension. Servers will stop by and collect your drink and food order, then bring it to your table. Movie tickets
range from $7 to $14 per person. Food and drink orders are sold separately. Located at 11210 Alamo Ranch Pkwy, San Antonio, TX
78253.

2) Alamo Drafthouse Park North


Forget dinner and a movie, it’s all about dinner AT the movie where every meal is prepared from scratch specifically for you. Alamo
Drafthouse offers a multi-course menu apart from the traditional concessions. “Drafthouse” is in the name for a reason. Alamo
Drafthouse prides itself on serving only the finest craft beers and supporting the best microbreweries. You can find 30 beers on tap
in addition to a full selection of handcrafted cocktails, bottled beers, soft drinks and milkshakes. The Drafthouse also offers special
events you won’t find anywhere else like Quote-Along events where you can enjoy a break from the no-talking-during-a-movie
policy and yell out your favorite lines. This theater is one of the few in San Antonio that enforce an Age Policy: 18 and up; Children
3 and up will be allowed only with a parent or guardian until 6:00 p.m. After 6:00 p.m., children 6 and up will be allowed only with
a parent or guardian. No children under the age of 3 will be allowed and families with loud children will be asked to leave. But
because of this policy the Drafthouse offers Baby Day on Tuesday afternoons for regular shows that start before 2:00 p.m. For baby
day shows the lights are kept up a bit and the sound down a bit. Infants are welcome to these shows for free. The Alamo Drafthouse
Park North is located at 618 NW Loop 410, San Antonio, TX 78216.

3) Palladium
The Palladium is the only theater that offers VIP seating. Follow the grand staircase upstairs to the mezzanine (also known as The
Mezz) level for an elevated luxury movie theater experience. The Mezz offers fine-casual food options and hand-crafted drinks with
a complimentary bowl of popcorn. Enjoy your film while seated in the private VIP luxury recliner seats. These private seats are
designed for couples and feature a call button for in theatre food and drink service. Even the front row is now something special
with the new luxury double lounger. These private seats are designed for couples and also feature a call button for in theatre food
and drink service. Food and drink orders are sold separately. The VIP seats at The Mezz are for 18+ moviegoers only. Movie ticket
prices range from $7 to $16 per person. The Palladium is located at 17703 West Interstate 10, San Antonio, TX 78257.

4) Silverado 16
To expand beyond the traditional movie theater setting Silverado 16 offers a Barco Escape experience. The experience is a fully
immersive panoramic presentation that uses multiple screens and projectors to deliver a premium movie experience unlike any
other. In addition to a panoramic presentation Silverado 16 offers unique seating. The D-BOX Motion Code™ system adds a new
dimension to your movie experience. It allows moviegoers to live the action on screen by creating movements in your seat perfectly
synchronized with the onscreen action. Movie ticket prices range from $7 to $17.50 per person. Located at 11505 W Loop 1604 N,
San Antonio, TX 78254.

5) Alamo IMAX Theatre


At the heart of the Shops at Rivercenter you can find Alamo IMAX. Rivercenter is the premier shopping, dining and entertainment
destination on the world-famous River Walk in downtown San Antonio. Rivercenter features more than 100 retailers including six
restaurants, Macy’s, and a 1,000 room Marriott Hotel. When you need a break from all the shopping you can visit the IMAX theater
where bigger is just the beginning. Every element in the IMAX theatre is designed and positioned to create an intense experience
that’ll ensure movie magic.

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The concession stand at
Santikos Casa Blanca Enter-
tainment.

The seating arrangement


inside Alamo Drafthouse.

Santikos Palladium IMAX-


San Antonio. The columns
were inspired by ancient
Roman archetecture, from
which the theater also draws
its name.

Santikos Silverado 16-San


Antonio. Silverado 16
drew inspiration for its
design from south-texas
culture.

Bags of popcorn in the con-


cession

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6) Santikos Bijou
Watch the latest independent or art films at the San Antonio’s only art house theatre. Santikos Bijou caters to a sophis-
ticated adult audience and is an age restricted theatre. Children ages 12 thru 17 must be accompanied by an adult.
Children under 12 are not admitted at any time. Movie ticket prices are $7 or $9.50 per person. Located at 4522 Freder-
icksburg Road Wonderland of Americas Mall San Antonio, TX 78201.

7) Dollar Movies 16
Dollar Movies 16 offers multiple discount movie days that make a family outing to the movies economical. Monday is
Seniors Day; each ticket is $1.50 all day. Tuesday is Discount Day; each ticket is $1.25 all day. Anyone can save everyday
with the Early Bird discount; each ticket is $1.50 for the first matinee show time of the day. Although this theatre offers
the traditional movie experience the real eye catcher is its low pricing. In addition to the ticket savings, everyone can
also save at the concession stand with the many discount combos Dollar Movies 16 offers. Located at 5063 NW Loop
410, San Antonio, TX 78229.

8) Mayan Palace
Relax and enjoy your film in total comfort in one of the luxury electric recliners that allow guests to fully recline. This
theater has recliners in all auditoriums. All showtimes at this theatre are reserved seating. Numerous domestic and
imported varieties of cold beer and wine are available. Enjoy them in the lobby or take them into the theatre with you.
Located at 1918 SW Military Dr, San Antonio, TX 78221. Movie ticket prices range from $5 to $12 per person.

9) City Base
Before or after the movie enjoy some game time at the arcade attached to the movie theatre. The arcade features games
that are not typically found in traditional movie arcades. This arcade has bowling, laser tag, and rock climbing. In addi-
tion to the concession classics City Base offers snacks like Takis, Chamoy, and Picositas Belts. Movie ticket prices range
from $4 to $14 per person depending on showtimes. Located at 2623 SE Military Dr., San Antonio, TX 78223.

10) Mission Park Drive-In


The original Mission Drive-In opened on March 27, 1948 on Roosevelt Avenue at Mission Parkway. In March 2007
it was announced that the theater would be closing its doors. With the help of the City of San Antonio’s Department
for Culture & Creative Development (DCCD) the historic venue was given a new life and a new name: Mission Mar-
quee Plaza. The open “marquee plaza” provides over an acre of community gathering space. Slab Cinema provides free
outdoor movies on the original screen. Lawn chairs and blankets are recommended. Food trucks are available on movie
nights however everyone is welcome to bring their own food and drinks. The 2018 movie schedule begins on 05/05
featuring COCO and is scheduled to run a variety of movies through 11/17/2018.

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Santikos Bijous Cinema
Bistro

Cinemark Movies 16. A local


favorite for cheap-dates.

Santikos Mayan Palace 14.


The Mayan Palace’s design
was influenced by Mayan
design.

City Base Cinema 10.

Mission Marquee Plaza. A


southside favorite for res-
idents during the warmer
months.

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