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14 HOMECOMING
L.A. resident Tom Goss returns to D.C. for a one-night concert
celebrating his life’s journey as a gay man.
By John Riley
22
SUMMER
LITERARY ISSUE:
OUTWRITE 2018
More than 85 writers and 600 fans are expected at this
weekend’s LGBTQ Literary Festival, hosted by the D.C. Center.
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By Doug Rule
FASHION PLATTER
The documentary McQueen captures the illustrious designer’s
career as a symphony of genius, exultation, and depression.
By André Hereford
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JUAN DE MARCOS
& THE AFRO-CUBAN
ALL STARS
A remarkable ensemble of expatri-
ate Cuban musicians led by Juan de
Marcos Gonzalez, the Afro-Cuban All
Stars is devoted to the full range of
Cuban music. It’s one of the best live
bands around, given the passion and
quality to the musicianship, as docu-
mented in the classic Wim Wenders’s
documentary Buena Vista Social Club.
That film helped make stars out of
some of the band’s original players,
including the late Ruben Gonzalez
and Ibrahim Ferrer. They return for
another steamy summer Saturday
night romp at the Hamilton. Saturday,
Aug. 4, at 8 p.m. 600 14th St. NW.
Tickets are $25 to $35. Call 202-787-
1000 or visit thehamiltondc.com.
EMO PHILIPS
The kooky, lovable Philips has been standing up for
decades and has even earned plaudits from the likes of
Jay Leno as “the best joke writer in America.” Even if
you don’t recognize the quirky name, you’ve no doubt
heard Philips’s distinctive voice in a ton of animated
TV shows, including Slacker Cats, Doctor Katz, and
Adventure Time. Friday, Aug. 3, at 8 and 10 p.m., and
Saturday, Aug. 4, at 7 and 9 p.m. Drafthouse Comedy,
1100 13th St. NW. Tickets are $20. Call 202-750-6411 or
visit drafthousecomedy.com.
CHER
With “Classic Cher” at the Theater at MGM National Harbor, you’ll fall under the diva’s spell instantly, from the moment
the purple velvet curtains pull back on a stage fit for an Arabian fairytale. Soon enough, the 70-year-old pop icon, in Queen
of Sheba garb, descends from the heavens on a gold-framed aerial platform, singing her truth a la “Woman’s World.” That
No. 1 hit on the Billboard dance chart from 2013 is the newest in an 18-song setlist spanning an impressive fifty years. It’s a
showcase of awe-inspiring staging and state-of-the-art light and projection designs in general. It’s also a showcase of Cher
and her decades-long, multi-genre, multi-award-winning career as one of the very best and most personable entertainers
in the business. The indomitable, forever-goodbying sensation returns for a run billed as her “Final Shows” in the venue.
Saturday, Aug. 4, Sunday, Aug. 5, Tuesday, Aug. 7, Thursday, Aug. 9, Saturday, Aug. 11, and Sunday, Aug. 12, at 8 p.m. 7100
Oxon Hill Rd., Md. Call 301-971-5000 or visit mgmnationalharbor.com. (Doug Rule)
Compiled by Doug Rule on Andrew Solomon’s book of the SEASON OF THE WITCH Wagon returns to the big screen for
same title, with music by Yo La Over the next six weeks, the AFI one day as part of Landmark’s West
FILM
Tengo and Nico Muhly. Opens Silver Theatre toasts the late George End Cinema Capital Classics series.
Friday, Aug. 3. Area theaters. Visit Romero with screenings of sev- Wednesday, Aug. 8, at 1:30, 4:30, and
fandango.com. eral notable works from the “the 7:30 p.m., 2301 M St. NW. Happy
CHRISTOPHER ROBIN Father of the Zombie Film.” Next hour from 4 to 6:30 p.m. Tickets are
Ewan McGregor plays the titular LOONEY TUNES week offers what Romero initially $10 to $12.50. Call 202-534-1907 or
character, whose childhood friends Over the next several weekends, the described as a “feminist film” mar- visit landmarktheatres.com.
Winnie-the-Pooh, Tigger, Piglet, AFI Silver Theatre offers several keted and released 45 years ago as
and Eeyore help him rediscover his programs, each roughly 45 minutes
STAGE
the softcore porn film Hungry Wives,
lost imagination. Disney’s blend of in length, with selections of Warner then re-cut and re-released in 1978
live action and CGI might make for Bros.’ classic cartoons featuring the after the success of Dawn of the Dead
an unusual looking Pooh, but with whole Looney Tunes gang, from as Season of the Witch and regarded BE A GOOD LITTLE WIDOW
Jim Cummings returning to voice Bugs Bunny to the Road Runner, as a skillful exploration of the occult. A young woman (Ruthie Rado)
the silly old bear, we’re getting all Daffy Duck to Wile E. Coyote, Season of the Witch is Saturday, struggles after the death of her hus-
kinds of nostalgia tingles. Opens Porky Pig to Foghorn Leghorn, plus Aug. 11, at 10:45 p.m. 8633 Colesville band with a nagging mother-in-law
Friday, Aug. 3. Area theaters. Visit Sylvester and Tweety. Program Road, Silver Spring. Tickets are $13. (Emily Morrison) who is just trying
fandango.com. (Rhuaridh Marr) 3 screens Saturday, Aug. 4, and Call 301-495-6720 or visit afi.com/ to help. Be A Good Little Widow
Sunday, Aug. 5, at 11 a.m. Program Silver for the full series. comes from rising dramatist Bekah
FAR FROM THE TREE 4 is Saturday, Aug. 11, and Sunday, Brunstetter, who writes for the
Emmy-winning filmmaker Rachel Aug. 12, at 11 a.m. 8633 Colesville THE BAND WAGON NBC series This is Us. Unexpected’s
Dretzin’s life-affirming documen- Road, Silver Spring. Tickets are $5. Featuring the hallmark song “That’s co-founder Christopher Goodrich
tary explores the difficulties and Call 301-495-6720 or visit afi.com/ Entertainment!,” this 1953 musi- directs. To Aug. 5. The Fireside
rewards of raising and being a child Silver. cal comedy directed by Vincente Room in the River Road Unitarian
whose experience is vastly different Minnelli stars Fred Astaire in one Universalist Congregation, 6301
from that of their parents — as a dazzling dance number after anoth- River Road in Bethesda. Tickets are
result of having Down’s Syndrome, er — two of them with the incom- $10 to $29.50. Call 301-337-8290 or
dwarfism, or autism — and based parable Cyd Charisse. The Band visit unexpectedstage.org.
THE WIZARD OF OZ
S
Synetic New Voices Series, through
TUDIO THEATRE IS SERVING UP THE GOODS THIS SATURDAY, AUGUST 4 WITH which select company members
its annual Taste of Studio. “We have confirmed nearly 30 restaurant vendors,says Jeralynn are mentored in leadership roles by
co-founder Paata Tsikurishvili, Oz
Miller, the theater’s Director of Institutional Advancement, “so it will be really a bustling combines verbal and nonverbal com-
day.” Participating restaurants include Matchbox, Dino’s Grotto, Nazca Mochica, Takorean, and munication for an “environmental
Ruth’s Chris Steak House. The nearby ChurchKey, meanwhile, will sponsor a Beer Garden off and spectacular adventure” down
P Street. A $50 all-access pass offers all-you-can-eat-and-drink, capped with dessert by Sweeter the Yellow Brick Road with Dorothy
and friends. Longtime Synetic actor
Hue Cupcakes as part of a cake-cutting ceremony in honor of the theater’s upcoming 40th season. Ryan Sellers steps up as director,
Across the river, in Shirlington, Signature Theatre will court its community, with free perfor- assisted by Tori Bertocci as cho-
mances on Sunday, August 5 that feature many of its star entertainers on various stages and nearby reographer, for a production that
has had to move to Georgetown
businesses, including New District Brewing Company and Samuel Beckett’s Irish Gastro Pub. The University’s main campus. (Synetic’s
day culminates in a Broadway on the Plaza concert outside the venue. usual venue in Crystal City recently
“It’s an opportunity for us to open our doors and invite people in that otherwise might not know suffered water damage.) To Aug. 12.
about us,” says Deputy Director of Creative Content and Publicity James Gardiner. “[It’s] the per- Devine Studio Theatre in the Davis
Performing Arts Center. Tickets are
fect opportunity to bring your family to Signature.” $20 to $45. Call 866-811-4111 or visit
Both events are designed as toasts to the upcoming theater season. Signature will be offering synetictheater.org.
heavily discounted prices on leftover merchandise from past productions as well as tickets to
shows in the 2018-2019 season, the company’s 29th, which launches August 14 with Sondheim’s MUSIC
Passion. Gardiner says these one-day-only specials — offering as much as 50 percent off — are
“some of the steepest discounting that we do all season.” ABBA - THE CONCERT
“The best ABBA tribute band in
At Studio, the day still functions in part as the kind of garage sale that launched the whole the world,” touts the Official ABBA
community event a decade ago. Expect to see deals on “some beautiful furniture, some great light Fan Club. Featuring two origi-
fixtures, and...a few costumes,” says Miller. nal members of the Swedish pop
group’s rhythm section, “ABBA -
Studio’s event dovetails with Mid City Dog Days, which attracts thousands of people to the The Concert” is about as close as we
14th Street area. The neighborhood, which Studio helped revitalize is also the focus of the first may ever get to a performance by
production in the company’s upcoming season. “If I Forget by Steven Levenson actually highlights the actual band, recent buzz about
the story about Studio’s neighborhood,” says Miller. “It comments on local things people will rec- reuniting for one hologram-en-
hanced simulcast notwithstand-
ognize.” —Doug Rule ing. Sunday, Aug. 12, at 8 p.m. The
Filene Center at Wolf Trap, 1551
Taste of Studio is Saturday, Aug. 4, from 11 a.m. to 3 p.m. — and to 5:30 p.m. for the Beer Garden — Trap Rd., Vienna. Tickets are $30 to
$60. Call 877-WOLFTRAP or visit
at 14th and P Streets NW. Tickets are $4 a la carte or $50 for an all-access pass. (The Studio Flea is wolftrap.org.
free.) Call 202-332-3300 or visit studiotheatre.org/taste.
CREATIVE CAULDRON CABARET
Signature’s Open House is Sunday, Aug. 5, from noon to 8:30 p.m., at 4200 Campbell Ave., in The 9th annual summer cabaret
series at ArtSpace Falls Church
Arlington. Free. Call 703-820-9771 or visit sigtheatre.org. continues with: Kathy Halenda in
HOMECOMING
satirical crash course spanning mis-
communications, careers, dating,
and more in a two-act, interactive
spin on what the troupe calls “the
age-old battle of the ages.” To Aug.
L.A. resident Tom Goss returns to D.C. for a one-night concert 12. Theater Lab. Tickets are $49
celebrating his life’s journey as a gay man. to $59. Call 202-467-4600 or visit
kennedy-center.org.
I
’M SO EXCITED TO BE BACK IN D.C. AND SEE ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO WIT: SUMMER ESCAPE
The Washington Improv Theater is
have helped me become the man I am,” says Tom Goss. The singer-songwriter spent D.C.’s answer to comedy star-mak-
more than a decade of his life in the District before heading out to L.A. “I wouldn’t ing groups such as Chicago’s Second
be where I am today without the D.C. community that supported me from the outset.” City and L.A.’s Groundlings. Over
Goss returns to the area for one night, with a show at College Park’s MilkBoy the next month, the troupe offers
a hodgepodge of summer-themed
Arthouse, where he will perform hits from his seven albums, as well as songs from his sketches, with each performance
upcoming album, to be released next winter. featuring different WIT ensem-
Goss earned a cult following through viral music videos like “Lover,” “Make Believe,” bles, including three music-driv-
en exercises: iMusical, presenting
and “Bears,” an ode to D.C.’s blossoming bear community. He’s known for mixing music audiences with the opportuni-
with his own life experiences in his live shows, drawing on his journey from from college ty to choose-your-own-disaster,
wrestler to Catholic seminarian to openly gay entertainer. resulting in the cast improvising
“It’s more of a cabaret show,” he says. “There’s a lot of storytelling that’s interwoven an instant world-ending musi-
cal; Heavy Rotation, featuring a
with the songs. I think my personal story is a really important part of this show. It really cast performing a School of Rock-
creates a powerful experience for listeners, in terms of connecting with me as a per- inspired “improvised rock come-
former and understanding where I come from, what I write about, what I’m passionate dy”; and Karaoke Storytellers with
a show that is part-VH1 Storytellers,
about.” part-Saturday Night Live audition,
Goss will be performing a few politically-tinged songs, including “Have We Had and part musical, all built around
Enough?,” written in response to the mass shooting in Las Vegas, “Mama,” a song react- improvised characters delivering
ing to the election of Donald Trump, and “Gay Christmas,” which the Wisconsin native monologues and interpreting a song
karaoke-style. To Aug. 5. Source,
wrote after spending Christmas with his Trump-supporting relatives and reflects on 1835 14th St. NW. Tickets are $15
the feelings of isolation and estrangement many LGBTQ people experience when they in advance, or $18 at the door. Call
return to their childhood homes. 202-204-7770 or visit witdc.org.
“I don’t consider myself political,” he says. “I consider myself a storyteller who’s tell-
ing stories from a specific perspective. I’m speaking from the heart. But I do think those READINGS
songs definitely touch a political nerve.” —John Riley
JASON KANDER
Touted as the future of the
Democratic Party by no less than
Tom Goss performs Saturday, Aug. 4, at 8 p.m. at MilkBoy ArtHouse, 7416 Baltimore former President Barack Obama,
Ave. in College Park, Md. Doors open at 7:30 p.m. Opening sets by D.C.-based singer- this former army captain and
songwriters Emily Henry and Hayley Fahey. Must be 18 to enter. Tickets are $12. Afghanistan war veteran comes
to town to read from Outside The
Visit milkboyarthouse.ticketfly.com.
A
GAY COUPLE CLAIMS THAT THEY WERE an #LGBT person, please spend your travel dollars with an
forced to leave an Alaska Airlines flight after refusing LGBT friendly airline like Delta,” he wrote.
to be moved so that a straight couple could be seated Alaska Airlines blamed a booking issue for the situation.
together.David Cooley, who owns popular West Hollywood “This unfortunate incident was caused by a seating error,
gay bar The Abbey, said he and his partner were in their compounded by a full flight and a crew seeking an on-time
assigned Premium Class seats and waiting to begin their trip departure and nothing more than that,” the airline said in
from New York to LA on Alaska Airlines flight 1407. After a statement. “It’s our policy to keep all families together
being seated “for a while,” Cooley said that a flight atten- whenever possible; that didn’t happen here and we are deep-
dant approached the men and asked his partner to move ly sorry for the situation. We’ve reached out to Mr. Cooley
to an economy seat so that a heterosexual couple could sit to offer our sincere apologies for what happened and we are
together. seeking to make it right.”
When Cooley said they were a couple and did not want to The airline added that they have “a zero-tolerance policy
sit apart, the attendant told them that they could either make for discrimination of any kind.” A spokesperson later told CBS
the move or leave the plane. News that they had accidentally booked two people into one
“We could not bear the feeling of humiliation for an seat, and asked Cooley’s partner to move to rectify the error.
entire cross-country flight and left the plane,” Cooley said in In a separate Facebook post, Cooley thanked Alaska for its
a Facebook post on Sunday. “I cannot believe that an airline apology, and said they were “discussing making things right.”
in this day and age would give a straight couple preferential Despite the incident, Alaskan Airlines has an exceptional
treatment over a gay couple and go so far as to ask us to track record in LGBTQ inclusivity. The airline maintains
leave.” a perfect score on the Human Rights Campaign’s Buyers’
Cooley and his partner eventually booked a flight on Guide, and has a section of its website dedicated to “LGBT
Delta Airlines, and urged others to do the same. “If you are travel planning.” l
OUT OF AFRICA
Trump administration will stop pushing African nations
to repeal anti-gay laws. By Bailey Vogt
T
HE TRUMP WHITE HOUSE WILL STOP money. We know you have a law against gay marriage, but if
pressuring African countries to repeal anti-LGBTQ you enforce that law, we’re not going to give you any money.’
laws, abandoning Obama-era policy in the region. He added: “That is a different type of religious persecu-
Mick Mulvaney, a former Republican congressman and tion that I never expected to see. I never expected to see that
current Director of the Office of Management and Budget as as an American Christian, that we would be doing that to
well as the Consumer Financial Protection Bureau, made the other folks. I am here to let you know there are many people
statement while speaking at the State Department’s Ministerial in our government who care about [these issues.] There are a
to Advance Religious Freedom in Washington, D.C. lot of people in this government who want to see things done
Mulvaney said that the Obama administration had differently. They want to do something.”
gone too far in trying to promote equal rights, noting that Mirroring many members of the Trump Administration,
President Obama said he would put an emphasis on the Mulvaney has a history of opposing LGBTQ. He maintained
importance of LGBTQ rights in a visit to Kenya in 2015. a zero on the Human Rights Campaign’s Congressional
Kenya currently punishes homosexuality with up to 14 years Scorecard, which rates legislators on their support of LGBTQ
in prison. issues, and was a co-sponsor on the First Amendment
“Our US taxpayer dollars [were] used to discourage Defense Act, which would have legalized discrimination
Christian values in other democratic countries, he said. “It against LGBTQ people nationwide.
was stunning to me that my government under the previous He also supported a 2010 amendment that would have
administration would go to folks in sub-Saharan Africa and enshrined marriage in the Constitution as between one man
say, ‘We know that you have a law against abortion, but and one woman, and in 2013 said that voicing anti-same-sex
if you enforce that law, you’re not going to get any of our marriage opinions should be protected as free speech. l
RIGHT AID
Federal judge orders Wisconsin to pay for transgender residents’
surgeries through Medicaid. By Bailey Vogt
A
FEDERAL JUDGE HAS RULED THAT with their natal sex no matter how painful and disori-
Wisconsin must pay for two transgender res- enting it may prove for some.”
idents’ gender confirmation surgeries. U.S. Conley’s ruling could also apply to any transgender
District Judge William Conley ruled in favor of Cody Medicaid patient whose doctor recommends surgery.
Flack, 30, and Sara Ann Makenzie, 41, who jointly filed There are an estimated 5,000 transgender enrollees
a lawsuit in April arguing that being denied gender con- in Wisconsin’s Medicaid, according to the Milwaukee
firmation surgery through Medicaid violated their equal Journal Sentinel.
protection rights, as well as the Affordable Care Act. Flack’s attorney Rock Pledl said the ruling was “tre-
“The likelihood of ongoing, irreparable harm facing mendous,” adding that Flack could get his surgery in the
these two individual plaintiffs outweighs any marginal coming weeks. However, with Makenzie accessing her
impacts on the defendants’ stated concerns regarding insurance through a Health Maintenance Organization
public health or limiting costs,” Conley said in his (HMO), she may have to wait a few months before she
39-page order. can have her surgery covered.
Conley granted a preliminary injunction that bars a “The decision made me feel like a whole person, alive
1996 “transsexual surgery” rule that was used to exclude and accepted, with so much hope,” Makenzie said in a
Flack and Makenzie coverage, noting that the rule statement. “I want this decision to give other transgen-
“feeds into sex stereotypes by requiring all transgender der people what it gave me: hope that they have options
individuals receiving Wisconsin Medicaid to keep geni- and a path forward to living and being accepted as who
talia and other prominent sex characteristics consistent they are.” l
Weekly Events
ANDROMEDA
TRANSCULTURAL HEALTH
offers free HIV testing and HIV
services (by appointment). 9
a.m.-5 p.m. Decatur Center,
1400 Decatur St. NW. To
arrange an appointment, call
202-291-4707, or visit androm-
edatransculturalhealth.org.
BLOCK PARTY
levels for exercise in a fun and
supportive environment, with
socializing afterward. Route
distance is 3-6 miles. Meet at
Whitman-Walker’s Fall Fest seeks to foster goodwill among the health 7 p.m. at 23rd & P Streets NW.
For more information, visit
center’s client base in Southeast D.C. dcfrontrunners.org.
W
DC LAMBDA SQUARES, D.C.’s
E’VE SERVED CLIENTS WHO LIVE EAST OF THE RIVER SINCE THE gay and lesbian square-dancing
beginning of Whitman-Walker,” says Josh Riley, director of community commit- group, features mainstream
ment at Whitman-Walker Health. “In the early ’90s, we began providing services through advanced square
dancing at the National City
at sites east of the Anacostia. We know we have more work to do to expand and invest in Christian Church. Please dress
Ward 8. So each year, we hold the East of the River Fall Fest, which is a neighborhood gath- casually. 7-9:30 p.m. 5 Thomas
ering, block party, back-to-school drive, health fair, and more.” Circle NW. 202-930-1058,
Now in its third year, Fall Fest, held outside the Max Robinson Center in Southeast D.C., dclambdasquares.org.
features a youth poetry slam, go-go music by The Dynamic Duo featuring Serious Company, DC SCANDALS RUGBY holds
and food courtesy of Caribbean Citations. The event also serves as a back-to-school drive, practice. The team is always
with organizers distributing 200 backpacks filled with school supplies to neighborhood looking for new members.
All welcome. 7-9 p.m. Harry
children. Thomas Recreation Center,
This year’s Fall Fest highlights the opening of Whitman-Walker’s newest pharmacy later 1743 Lincoln Rd. NE. For more
this year in the townhouse next to the Max Robinson Center. Both buildings will receive information, visit scandalsrfc.
painted murals from the No Kings Collective, which designed the artwork on the side of the org or dcscandals@gmail.com.
center’s newly renovated Elizabeth Taylor building on 14th Street NW. THE DULLES TRIANGLES
Whitman-Walker health educators will be on site to provide information about their Northern Virginia social
various services, including HIV testing (which will be offered via their mobile testing unit), group meets for happy hour at
Sheraton in Reston. All wel-
PrEP, and the center’s medication-assisted substance abuse treatment for opioid abuse. come. 7-9 p.m. 11810 Sunrise
Those wishing to donate school supplies can drop them off at Whitman-Walker’s various Valley Drive, second-floor bar.
sites, or can donate money through the center’s website by visiting whitman-walker.org/ For more information, visit
give and typing “East of the River Fall Fest” in the description. dullestriangles.com.
“Our Fall Fest is really just a community gathering, a way to thank folks, bring them HIV TESTING at Whitman-
together with people from the community,” says Riley. “With all of the work we’ve done on Walker Health. 9 a.m.-12:30
14th Street NW, we know our focus needs to be on communities east of the river. It is clear p.m. and from 2-5 p.m. at 1525
14th St. NW, and 9 a.m-12
to us, from the board’s work, that east of the river will be a large part of Whitman-Walker’s p.m. and 2-5 p.m. at the Max
identity.” —John Riley Robinson Center, 2301 MLK Jr.
Ave. SE. For an appointment
Whitman-Walker Health’s East of the River Fall Fest is Friday, Aug. 10, from 3-7 p.m. in the call 202-745-7000 or visit whit-
man-walker.org.
parking lot of the Max Robinson Center, 2301 Martin Luther King, Jr. Ave. SE. For more
information, or to make a donation, visit whitman-walker.org. IDENTITY offers free and
confidential HIV testing at
W
HETHER YOU’RE AN AVID READER OR A BUD- also give a reading and serve on the “Mining Trauma” panel on
ding writer, OutWrite has something for everyone. Saturday, Aug. 4. The festival ends Sunday, Aug. 5, with five
“For those who haven’t attended OutWrite before, it’s writing workshops, guided by experts, including a “Storytelling
a great chance to connect with a vibrant community of LGBTQ Workshop” led by former OutWrite Co-Chair Phill Branch of
writers, publishers and editors,” says Dave Ring, the LGBTQ Story District, and another focused on writing “Dialogue in
Literary Festival’s chair. He notes that OutWrite is “an oppor- Fiction” helmed by John Copenhaver.
tunity to hear from folks both local and national who are telling Above all else, OutWrite is a safe space for LGBTQ people to
queer stories,” stressing the importance of doing so “at a time mingle, learn, and feel more confident in their individual narra-
like now where it feels like [those] stories are being ignored or tives — in whatever form they choose.
even suppressed.” “I think for LGBTQ folks, there’s power being in a space
More than 600 people are expected to attend this year’s where you don’t have to explain that part of yourself,” Ring says.
weekend event, attracted by what Ring calls a “really intimate “It’s just an everyday part of what you’re hearing about, and
environment.” He notes that there will be “about 20 readings, instead you can think about all the other parts of your identities
each with about four writers. And then we have 10 panels, that don’t get explored the same way.”
[where] there is a lot of space to rub shoulders and connect and He adds that OutWrite “can be really empowering for writers
ask questions with people.” All told, more than 85 writers will who’ve felt excluded or ostracized in ‘mainstream’ settings. And
be on hand for two days’ worth of readings, workshops, and for readers, it’s a way to add a few exciting books to that to-be-
discussions, supplemented by more than 30 exhibitors selling read pile on their nightstands!”
books, clothing, and other literary-related goods, covering every On the pages that follow, you’ll find an assortment of writing
genre imaginable. by several of this year’s participants. We hope it exhibits the
“We have so many types of writing,” says Ring. “There’s broad array of literary styles that will be on hand at this week-
crime writing, there’s memoirs, there’s poetry, sci-fi, fantasy, end’s event. So sit back, pour a nice cup of hot (or iced) tea, and
there’s what you’d call literary writing, there’s romance writing. enjoy a good LGBTQ read. l
Some folks don’t even know there’s a thriving LGBTQ writing
community. So this is a chance to be a part of that.” OutWrite is Saturday, Aug. 4, and Sunday, Aug. 5, at 10 a.m., at
OutWrite 2018 launches Friday, Aug. 3, with a Laughing Out the DC Center for the LGBT Community, at 2000 14th St. NW.
FLORIAN-KLAUER
Loud comedy event hosted by the popular D.C.-based lesbian Free and open to the public. Turn to page 32 for a full schedule of
comic Chelsea Shorte and featuring this year’s keynote author readings, panels, and workshops. Call 202-682-2245 or visit thedc-
Michelle Tea, the well-known activist and memoirist, who will center.org/outwrite for more information.
T
HIS ISN’T THE ONE,” SHE am a woman too and do not have a cock reached out and put both her hands over
said, laying her hand on my arm. to tease, but you take my point. They my hand. “Help me.”
As if she was really sorry. showed you what they had, stroked you “For a smart woman, you’re stupid,”
“Stick a fork in me. I’m done,” I said. until you were so ready you could scream, I said.
“No. You’re just upset. You thought then pulled back with a perfectly good I thought if I insulted her, she’d go
this was the one.” reason that was totally bogus because the away and leave me alone. But she laughed.
“I can’t do this anymore.” real reason they did not buy any of the “You’re a cockteaser,” I said.
“It’s only one house. Maybe the next seventy-three houses I showed them was “So I’ve been told. By better women
one.” because they were sizing each other up. than you.” Her smile stayed fixed on her
“It’s seventy-three houses,” I said. It had nothing to do with me. They face, but she let go of me.
“But we’ve come so far. You can’t stop were watching each other, waiting for the Good, I thought. I’m finally getting to
now. Absolutely not.” house that made one of them pant and her.
I thought if I banged her head against scream. Then one of them would have “Why me?” I asked. “Why don’t you
the concrete steps, her skull would not the upper hand. The one who wanted it get a nice lesbian realtor? Maybe she’ll do
break. That’s how hard she was. No one the most was the one who would have better for you.”
could win against her. Certainly not me. to grovel, for as long as they lived in that “You know why I want you? Lesbian
Certainly not her partner, who stood qui- house. realtors think they don’t have to work
etly in the corner, eyes cast upward. I know power struggles. I can smell hard for me. Like just because I’m gay, I’ll
The houses they did not buy: the con- them in the air after twenty-three years roll over and buy whatever they show me.
temporary with too much sunlight, the in the business and four marriages of my Like it’s about loyalty to the team. Wrong.
Dutch Colonial with a garage that was too own. The smell is unmistakable, like a rot- You’re smarter than that. It’s all about
small, the totally renovated rancher with ting carcass by the side of a road. the deal.”
an ugly view, the three-story Victorian “The truth is I don’t think there’s any- I liked beating out lesbian realtors. I
with too much carpeting, the lakeside thing special enough for you two on the pictured them trotting out secret weap-
condo with not enough kitchen, the octa- market these days,” I said. “I know you ons with her—little lesbian in-jokes, little
gon house with too much personality, and are busy women with highly responsible lesbian friends in common. And still I
the corner property with too many trees jobs and I feel just terrible wasting your won. I admit I melted a little, flattered.
were some of the houses they did not buy. time like this. Maybe in a few months, the So we went on to the seventy-fourth
Seventy-three houses they did not buy. market will improve. You deserve some- house. It was a spectacularly ugly
Seventy-three houses I showed them and thing spectacular.” McMansion, huge, poorly designed and
I knew this game. But she was winning. Concrete Skull didn’t even show the shoddily built, overpriced, on a barren lot
“I quit,” I said. flicker of interest that a cat has watching on a busy street of a brand new develop-
She laughed. “We’ll take a few days a chipmunk run by. ment built over a landfill. But it was new,
off.” “Next week,” she said. “Set it up.” full of glitzy features like a master bath-
I just won’t return her calls, I thought. Long Suffering walked out to the room big enough to hold a party in and
“Great idea,” I said. Mercedes and leaned against it, staring a temperature-controlled wine cellar in
To her partner, I whispered, “I’m so intently into her mophone. She licked her the basement, features that distract your
sorry for you.” lips slowly. eyes from the particle board walls and the
I could see that made the partner mad. Concrete Skull whispered, “The truth cheap thin paint.
But she was the long-suffering type, even is, I don’t know if I should be buying a “Honey, this is it. This is the one,” said
with me. house with her. Look at her. She looks Concrete Skull. She smiled her gorgeous
“Not at all,” her partner said. She held incredibly sexy, doesn’t she? But she beaming smile, charming as a kitten. It
her head up high. isn’t.” didn’t sound convincing even to me. This
They were so beautiful, these two. “Why are you telling me this?” is a test. This is only a test. In the event of a
Concrete Skull was a tall and crispy blond, “I feel so close to you. You feel like a real urge to buy a house, the voice is eager,
with a gorgeous, wide smile and sharp, friend after spending all this time with excited, scared. So disregard this test. It is
blue miss-nothing eyes. Long Suffering me.” She beamed her big smile my way only a test.
was short and olive-skinned, with a full and it was like the sun coming out on my “No way,” Long Suffering said. “I
bottom lip and a way of standing that face. Okay, I am straight but I was not loathe the smell of this house. No freak-
showed off her large breasts. Her eyes immune to her. ing way.”
were as patient as an animal watching for “If you’re that unsure, you should wait “I was kidding. I hate it too,” Concrete
its turn at the watering hole. before you look at houses.” Skull said. “See, honey, we really are get-
I liked lesbians, made a specialty of “I operate on instinct. My gut tells me ting close. We both hate this one. So that’s
selling houses to lesbian couples. A lot of to keep looking. The right house will grab a good sign.”
them broke up after four or five years and me. The house will say, come on in, you They both turned to me, waiting for
then they put their houses back on the two. She’ll relax in this bedroom. She’ll my applause.
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bad smell. HEY CLOSED DOWN THE BARS visited in the past (there was word, in fact,
It was the seventy-ninth house where first. One by one. Captain Jack’s, that it had only just been erected, almost
something changed. When we walked Follies, Masters of the Universe, overnight; none of us could corroborate
into the house, an elegant Colonial in The Lanai, Butterfield’s. Even Indigo. this though, since we’d never been there
the best neighborhood, fully updated and That’s where we met, after all. On a before.) Its decrepit, tattered awning from
gorgeously decorated, I felt it. Somebody Saturday night, you could find every one its days as a discount furniture empori-
wanted this one, but I couldn’t tell who. I of us there. In the beginning they said it um crackled ominously on windy nights
felt like a squirrel on the curb, twitching was because of an expired liquor license like whiplashes, dripping on us while we
at oncoming cars and deciding when to or the violation of some heretofore-un- smoked when it rained. The shellac on
run. I studied one and then the other. known noise ordinance or a zoning law the titular barstools, applied so hurriedly
Who was it? or a safety code—reasons that could be during their construction, had crystal-
“It’s quite old,” Concrete Skull said explained and supported by law. No one lized into small stalagmites that stuck
finally. “It’s an old house. They are asking paid any real mind to it. These things hap- us through our jeans as we sat on them.
a lot for such an old house.” pened. If you live in a city, you have to get There were bartenders at Barstool we’d
Aha, I thought. She wants it. used to this kind of change, this kind of never seen before, extremely attractive
“Honey, what do you think?” she churn. If you don’t, you’re fooling yourself ones, who, behind their capable pouring
asked. Her voice was a cat slinking along and probably should live in the suburbs. hands and accommodating eyes, seemed
a high ledge. Neighborhoods erode overnight. Then to be judging us. Counting us, one said he
“Oh, I don’t know,” Long Suffering new ones pop up in their place. What’s in thought he might’ve seen one night.
said. She sounded bored but she was is now out. And vice versa. It’s city living. Inside Barstool, the clash of differ-
paying close attention, her brown eyes So we migrated to other bars, ones we ent strata did make for the occasional
flickering madly. “Let’s go on to the next.” might not have been to quite as often for scuffle—twinks getting knocked around
I wanted to hit them with an ax and one reason or another but ones where by leather daddies, the druggies and the
leave them bleeding to death on the liquor still flowed and beautiful men kinks sneering at the preps and jocks—
Persian rug. danced with their apple-shaped butts but we were generally more amiable and
“I feel a very sexy vibe here,” I said. and an electric current running through tolerant toward one another than we
“This is a house where you will have their veins, like vodka mixed with 5-Hour might’ve been under different circum-
swank parties. I see gorgeous women in Energy spiked with adrenaline and a just- stances. After all, who else did we have
slinky dresses holding martini glasses.” short-of-lethal dash of mercury. And it but each one another at a time like this?
“We met at a cocktail party just like was fun trying out someplace new. “At a time like what?” one older man
that,” said Concrete Skull. But soon thereafter, there were only had said, a fossil from a different gener-
“You pinned me to the wall,” smirked three places left in the entire city where ation than ours, all yellowing white hair
her gal pal. we could go. Then two of the last three and a tucked-in flannel (in July, no less).
“After you practically pushed them in closed down—both wiped out in a single “I’ve never known a time when we had
my mouth.” week, as if from a hurricane. more freedom and choice in life. You can
“You wanted me to.” “It’s just temporary,” we heard at get married now in this city if you want.
“You wanted it worse.” Barstool, the last bar to which we had How dare you be inconvenienced by the
I watched them like they were a nature retreated. closing of a couple of overpriced, vapid
channel show where all the animals are “We’ll just move somewhere else. We watering holes.”
frolicking happily in the wilderness always do,” another added. His venom took us aback, but we felt
and you know there’s trouble in the air, “It’ll get better. Besides, I heard a twinge of sympathy for him. Poor thing
you are just waiting for the predator to Butterfield’s is going to reopen at a new had probably lost his lover twenty-five
pounce, for blood to be spilled. You know location soon. Lines out the door and years ago and been drinking himself into
it will end badly and you can’t tear your- around the block, just as it always was. numbness ever since. It was obvious from
self away. Just you wait. Things’ll turn around.” the wasting away of his cheeks; the hol-
It was true. Things had turned around low, haunted look in his eyes as they bore
You Are the Bad Smell was first published before. There was a time when we hadn’t into us, through us even. It wasn’t our
in The Apple Valley Review: A Journal of all lived near one another or run our own fault that we happened to have come of
Contemporary Literature and was nomi- shops or frequented our own bars. It was age at a time when guys were more care-
nated for a Pushcart Prize. Bull and Other something of a luxury that we’d been able ful about these things, not as risky.
Stories, first published in 2016, is available to operate in the space so freely at all. It “He’s just jealous,” we said to one
on Amazon.com. For more information on always had gotten better. another and ordered another round.
Kathy Anderson, visit kathyandersonwrit- So we gathered at Barstool, in droves “Cheers!”
er.com. most nights. We came early enough so we At the end of that last night, Barstool
didn’t have to wait in line too long. The emptied out into the street. Sidewalk Sale.
doormen—muscular guys wearing arm- We’d always joked about the way every-
bands around their mammoth biceps— one lined themselves up for picking up
clicked little silver instruments in their that one last trick before heading home.
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a blue-and-gray striped sweater, flounc- OSÉ GUADALUPE MAR DE corona of hair framing high cheekbones,
ing from side to side as he tried to stand Calletano never understood the fuss a square jaw. “I hear you’re reliable. Hear
up straight. about his birth, his body, the tall you got steady sealegs and skin that won’t
“They’re drunk buses is what I heard. pale lankiness of his flesh feathered in quit.” Funny thing about Wally’s skin, the
So that no one has to drive home drunk.” dark hair. Mi Lobito, his father often way it didn’t pink in the sun; didn’t burn,
“But I walked here,” someone said. called him, My Little Wolf. Birthed mid- or blister; just sort of shifted from white
“Oh, c’mon. They’ll keep us safe from way across the Rio Grande River from to a caramel glow. Made some watermen
bashers.” Barstool was, after all, in a the Virgin’s holy waters as his moth- talk—a little too brown for their tastes—
sketchy neighborhood. Men had been er, Esperanza, migrated from Mexico to while others gawked in awe: a body built
beaten in its vicinity recently. You could Texas: aguadelupe, agualupina, Agua del for the Bay.
never be too careful. Lobo, water-wolf. He never knew his “What all you have in mind?” Wally
So we boarded the buses one at a time. mother, was told simply that Esperanza asked. The promise of a schedule of
It was fun. We felt like we were reliving had become part of the river. Despite this steady work coupled with the company: it
middle school but now on our own terms. drought in him, Eva-la-Curandera—the all smelled like greener pastures. Though
We could sit in the back with the cool kids medicine woman who lived kitty-corner in truth Wally was sold once the sunglare
now. We were the cool kids now. from them—simply told him he was bless- got out of his eyes and he focused on
Once we were packed in, we heard the ed, “Tocado con agua bendita.” Jonah’s pale blue irises. “I’m all yours.”
door close. It sounded different than we Still, he never understood why water All went swimmingly. A few months
remembered from years ago, like a walk- beckoned him, what drew him to work out, meeting Jonah’s wife, Norah, for
in freezer door shutting, locked from the on the Brownstones –to– Matamoros the first time—a stout firecracker of a
outside. ferry as a teenager, what drew him to woman heavy with child—and Jonah’s
Still buzzed, we sang songs and trad- Corpus Christi where he landed a job on a son Artemio, the bright flare of his freck-
ed gossip. Then one guy said, “Hey, you shrimping boat. les so much like his father’s. Weeks later,
passed my stop.” Guadalupe—or Wally as the grin- Norah’s miscarriage, the doctor saying
The bus driver looked just like the go shrimpers rechristened him—never it’s the end of the line. Norah’s silence,
doormen at the bar, and he refused to understood what it was about the rollick- Jonah’s frustration. Grief looming like a
acknowledge us in the rearview mirror. ing waves and briny air that seemed to tropical depression getting ready to swirl
He kept driving. The air conditioning had quell his penchant for wandering (“Born and get all flung out into a hurricane.
been shut off (if it ever had been turned with sealegs, that Wally,” the shrimpers “I just want Norah to be happy,” Jonah
on in the first place, we couldn’t remem- often said after the boat had had another telling Wally, “instead it’s like she’s empty
ber). The windows were the kind where bout with a tropical storm). inside.”
you have to press down on plastic tabs on And Wally would never understand “What about you—are you happy?”
either side in order to pull down. But the what made him start dreaming of giant Wally clasping Jonah’s shoulder, muscle
tabs were broken off. We looked behind dust clouds encroaching the horizon, like firm as an unripe peach.
us and saw the grim, unchanging face of a hurricane of dry clouding the coast in “I wanna punch a hole in the world.”
another bus driver and the buses behind blackened ash. He couldn’t put a thumb Jonah clenching his fists, his body stiffen-
that, and the ones behind that — a yellow on what drove him away again, just felt ing as Wally embraces him, the two men
caravan snaking its way through the quiet it—a reflex as natural as breathing—the breathing in tandem, their lungs pumping
city where no one else was outside and no pull to follow the contours of coasts, trav- in a steady rhythm as easily as their hands
one was watching us. It was almost as if el upwater, head north. working the water in time to the visible
we’d never even been there. 1938, just before the Dust Bowl’s third pulse of tide.
So we settled back in our seats, sud- wave, Wally followed the black blizzard Wally driving Jonah back home in
denly rather silent and tired. It was like to the East Coast, figured dirt that had his blue Chevy. Wally flicking the station
the quiet game: the first one to make a kicked itself all up into a frenzy couldn’t away from Billie Holiday singing “Strange
sound loses. hurt him once it settled, drove his Chevy Fruit.”
truck past Washington, DC, trekked over “Dammit!” Jonah dialing the station
Read by Strangers, first published in April the Potomac into Maryland until he mean- back.
2018, is available from Amazon.com. For dered onto the Chesapeake Bay, skidded “What the hell?” Wally saying as his
more information on Philip Dean Walker, roadside along the Wye River and felt fingers spring back to the radio dial.
visit philipdeanwalker.com. his stirrings settle. He took a spell scrap- Jonah’s grip on his hand now, clasping
ing the barnacled skins of flat-bottom tight. “I’m listening.”
boats and crabber vessels. Soon enough, “Damn mournful if you ask me.” Wally
he landed jobs working the aquatic fields. holding his gaze steady on the road but
Skiffs, nets, crab-pots, buoys, the sharp out of the corner of his eye glinting the
green scent of marshland. Not the rau- redfaced ire on Jonah’s face. “Besides, it’s
I
then an embrace, a kiss, lips stunned by CAN TASTE IT. WHY DID WE MEET on the dance floor. We were
the prickle of sandpaper stubble. at a bar? What did I expect to find gonna have jumbalaya
“What the hell was that?” Jonah says, Why am I one of two brown men & chicken adobo, bring back
too winded to yell. in competition for a White guy Little Manila from
“Anything you want it to be,” Wally Oh yeah, they fucked the wreckage. This love affair
says. For a moment neither flinches, fore- a year ago. My fingers was gonna be a miraculous
arm muscles taut beneath the rolled-up unfurl to Wolverine claws. loving that would hold the levees
cuffs of their workshirts, the setting sun Another Oriental diva & take back the oil spills. But no,
glinting copper and black off the thick stabs herself in the breast. he picked the crotch grabbing
hair on their wrists. Wally pulls Jonah I’m a brown fucking swan slut he fucked last year. Mermaids
back in close. & my understudy sing Hans Christian
Glenn Miller’s “Moonlight Serenade” is another colonized Andersen sea chantys
playing on the drive back to Jonah’s place, US territory. May there be in my tears. & day is rising
both men quiet, their hands occasional- fireworks & fury to be like a shroud around
ly knotting together on the truck’s stick celebrated in their a death-stricken heart.
shift. tongues. An atomic beehive
The rest is as easy as the diurnal undu- fills my head. If I grabbed First published in Monologues For Actors
lations of tide: a back and forth, the steady his crotch this would be of Color in 2016.
increase of water levels followed by a over. Puerto Rican guy
letting go. Clench, release. did Not. Just. Grab. His. For more information on Regie Cabico,
Months turned to years, Jonah and Crotch. My body eats visit capfireslam.org.
Wally composing a steady rhythm of work the audacity. I reach for
Chicago
and touch, labor and affection. Artemio my Captain Morgan
sprouting like a pole bean, learning a & Orange Juice & slam it
waterman’s ways, the deft means of ropes, down on the bar like a shard By Phill Branch
knots, and nets. Wally getting ready to of sunrise. Maybe he’s
I
purchase his own boat and expand their in love with him. Maybe SAW HIS PERSONAL AD IN THE
business into a partnership. But what nei- he’s not. And when he’s back of Frontiers magazine.
ther Wally Calletano nor Jonah Bywater, done studying for his law Frontiers was my gateway to a
Jr. cared to notice was Norah hovering exam he will flash world I didn’t quite have a grip. It was
about the edges of their entanglement. his gumbo smile. He’ll bury one of those magazines you see in the
Norah as she scrubbed and beat Wally’s his Cajun eyes in my skin. gay ghettos piled up in front of small
scent off Jonah’s shirts—cotton smashed All his tricks drift boutiques and adult novelty shops; an
and grated against lava rocks. Norah down a bayou. Orpheus rises unholy invitation. Shirtless white boys
neglected. & can’t believe this shit. with perfect abs and perfect teeth mocked
Wally driving back from Annapolis He plays Send In The Clowns you from the cover pages. Still carrying
after seeing the perfect boat: he’d been on his lyre. He really is gonna the burden of being black and being “that
ready to strike a deal but something at the fuck him. Puerto Rican way,” it took me a while to actually pick
back of his brain kept bugging him. Better lives in Logan Circle. I hope one up.
have Jonah take a look. But what he his air conditioning breaks No one knew about me.
met as he pulled into the Bywater drive- in the storm. May I don’t count the men I met at adult
way was Norah sobbing into the deputy’s the electricity be damned theaters or the football player from
arms, Artemio steadying himself against in Logan Circle. Everybody’s Grambling I met one random night in col-
the police car’s trunk, Jonah’s absence lived through what I’m going lege or my adviser who seduced me with
palpable as a cold front heavying the air. through. I’m not afraid the assistance of an International Male
Artemio’s blue eyes hard as steel catching of comparisons. I know catalogue. They didn’t count because no
Wally’s gaze and saying, “The water’s who I am. I’m kind, one else knew. I could always walk away.
took him. Dad’s gone.” I’m smart & I’m important. The night I finally picked up a Frontiers
Search parties, trawlers, nets: no body. I did not just quote magazine I was bored, unhappy, and
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any further west than the Beverly Center, lost, I picked up Frontiers. HE NEXT NIGHT JAMIE WENT
south of Venice, or east of La Brea. When I got back to my apartment, I out to dinner with Aoife and
I’d moved out here to be the next Spike locked myself in the bedroom. I didn’t Patrick, where he apologized
Lee, but somehow I ended up answer- want one of my roommates to see what to both of them for blowing off Aoife’s
ing phones at Levine/Schneider Public I was reading. I sat on the floor of my phone calls. He might not have been able
Relations instead. bare room and flipped to the back of the to help in any particular way, but he could
I was alone and didn’t want to be. magazine. I’ve always gone to the back of at least have been an ally to them both
I was poor and didn’t want to be that the magazine first. It’s a habit I developed while Aoife had worked through matters
either. I was gay...and didn’t know how reading Jet magazine. with their parents.
to be. On top of all of that, I was going to Jet printed a list of the top twen- That evening, up in Jamie’s room at
miss Christmas back home in New Jersey. ty songs and albums in the back of the the family house, the siblings talked for
I think missing Christmas bothered me magazine. I’ve always liked lists. I would hours. About Aoife’s plans for the wed-
most of all. read the “Top Twenty” lists first and then ding, but mostly for the life she wanted
I love Christmas. My family wasn’t work my way back to the beginning. to build outside of the home she’d lived
especially religious. For us, Christmas Frontiers had ads for everything in her entire life and that their parents
was all about the gifts and spending time under the sun. I’d seen personal ads in had probably thought she would never
with family. As kids, my brother and I got mainstream newspapers before: “man leave. The transition was going to be
everything we wanted. We’d open gifts, seeks woman for walks on the beach and immense for all concerned and was going
then hop into a cab over to my grand- romantic dinners.” Frontiers was no walk to take time. Now that Aoife had decided,
mother’s house where we’d open more on the beach. Jamie wasn’t clear on how patient she
gifts. It was always a magical time. Well, “Hot guy in WeHo, with hot mouth was inclined to be. They were alike in
except for the one Christmas my dad left looking to take big meat all day and night... that. They were both a little greedy for all
to get a tree and didn’t come back until anonymous only.” the world could give them, no matter how
after Christmas. I was disgusted by the vulgar ads and strange, no matter other people’s doubts.
My first Christmas in L.A. was mag- seemingly classless nature of the people “Can I tell you about something?”
ical too...in a black magic sort of way. I who posted them, but I kept reading and Jamie said after their mum had come in
thought I wanted to kill myself, but I took then I found “him.” to say good night and admonish them,
a passive aggressive approach to ending it He was tall, swimmers build and liked fondly, not to stay up too late.
all. I didn’t have insurance, so there were The Simpsons. He was a “blk,” “btm,” into “Yes?”
no prescription pills. I was late with rent “ff,” “ws,” and “k.” I didn’t know what any Jamie flopped back on his bed and
and considered jumping from my tenth of that meant, but I figured it couldn’t be stared up at the ceiling. “So I told you I’m
floor Park La Brea apartment window, so bad. seeing someone.”
but that was too dramatic, even for me. At I called him. “Yeah, even though you refuse to give
some point during my downward spiral I “Come over,” he said. He lived in me any details.”
realized that I didn’t want to kill myself. Norwalk. “The someone I’m seeing is actually
I really just wanted to punish myself for “It’s ten o’clock,” I said. two people.”
not having the life I was supposed to have. “I’ll pay for a cab and I won’t try “And they don’t know about each
I’d imagined I’d be engaged to my anything; don’t want to be all alone on other?” she guessed.
high school sweetheart, Dana. We had it Christmas.” “No. They’re married. To each other,”
all planned out. We were going to have I didn’t either. Jamie clarified.
three kids, two girls and a boy – Ebony, I showered, got dressed, and left a “But they don’t know you’re dating
Essence, and Elijah. I don’t know why we note with his address and phone number both of them?”
went with names that began with “E.” I’m on my bed, under my pillow. Even in my “Still no. I’m dating a married couple.
sure there was some reason that seemed reckless abandon of meeting my face- Like. Jointly.”
profound in our teenage minds. Instead of less, nameless Norwalk date, I tried to “That seems confusing,” Aoife’s face
engagements and kids, however, I found be responsible. “If I am missing, I am in twisted up as she said it.
myself trying to face a life that was com- Norwalk at this address.” “Who are they?”
pletely unrecognizable. I sprayed on some cologne and went “Somebody I met at work. And his
That first Christmas in L.A. was unlike downstairs into the waiting cab. wife.”
anything I’d experienced – no snow, no Fearing getting murdered by an anon- The confusion in Aoife’s face turned to
yule log, no presents. People were wear- ymous man in a town I was unfamiliar judgment. “Who, Jamie?” She was insis-
ing shorts for God’s sake. What kind of with is how I began my dating life. tent.
Christmas is that? “You know how I was in the movie
Since I decided against suicide, I First published in 2012. For more informa- with Callum Griffiths-Davies?”
went to the movies instead. I remember tion on Phill Branch, visit phillbranch.com. Aoife started laughing and then didn’t
wearing a turtleneck and brown cor- stop.
duroy pants. I thought maybe it would Jamie sat up and waited for his sister’s
make me feel like I was home if I dressed giggles to run their course. But they didn’t
in winter clothes, despite the warm tem- seem to be subsiding. Which, if he looked
Wonder Women
Jamie waited until the next evening against anything his mother could possi-
to broach the topic. He was helping his bly be thinking. But he needed to stall for
mum wash the dishes while his dad was time as he looked for the right opening to By Marlena Chertock
out of earshot in the living room watching explain. A petulant we’re in love was defi-
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the news. Aoife was at work. As much as nitely not going to cut it. HE WIGS SCRATCHED THEIR
he’d been glad to come to her defense the “Clearly.” heads. They got them at the Five
other day, he didn’t want her to have to “Look, I mean, I understand why it Below across the street from
come to his. freaks you out ——” Nishka’s dad’s, $4.50 each — now they
“So, er, I wasn’t sure how to bring “You do, do you?” knew why they were cheap.
this up,” Jamie said as he scrubbed water Jamie was dimly aware that she might Morgan sprinkled baby powder on her
droplets from a plate with a towel his be working up to that place where she head, underneath the wig. “It’ll help the
mother had had since he was a kid. “But I enjoyed her outrage, which definitely itching,” she said, holding the powder out
mentioned I’m seeing someone?” wasn’t going to help his case. to Nishka.
“You’ve mentioned. In the vaguest “It’s not typical. It’s not what you “No thanks, I think I’ll just try to
possible terms,” his mother said. She expected for me — it’s not what I expect- ignore it.”
looked amused. “Am I going to get details ed for me. But why does that matter?” Morgan pushed the powder back
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EDATE IN YOUR MUG-SHOT, But the thought was overwhelmed by he’d done to her.
I’d worry a second, milder flash. Becca lurched out- Erin arrived on the heels of her smile.
my eyebrows weren’t impeccably side and dropped onto her porch swing, “Hey there. Pretty hot out this morning,
plucked, the fan in her hand trying to supplement huh?” She grinned the slow lazy smile
my chin double. the tiny morning breeze. She rocked slow- that always made Becca think about
I’d love to be unable to move my face. ly back and forth and cursed turning fifty, cowboys. Cowgirls. Whatever. Maybe it
Pinch my skin taut behind my ears. but silently so that the neighbors wouldn’t was her neighbor’s long lean body or her
Pump my lips. Pump them notice. Here in Wolf’s Point, they noticed short-cropped graying hair. Or the slow
to a permanent Lindsay pout. quite a bit from what she’d gathered. way she talked, like she’d just ridden in off
I don’t fear needles, incisions, or drills. Across the street, her neighbor Erin the range. It wasn’t too much of a leap to
File my teeth down to the nub. Give me walked out on her porch and Becca gave picture her on horseback.
veneers. I’ve got a daily ritual: her a half-hearted wave. Just her luck, Becca dragged her mind back to the
eye serums, white-strips, line breakers, Erin waved back then started over. This present and gave herself a stern mental
ten push-ups each time I walk into wasn’t going to help cool her down much, admonition to stop daydreaming. “Yep.
my bedroom, crunches over crunches that was for sure. And I’m even hotter on top of that.” She
over lies. Erin wasn’t like the rest of the towns- rolled her eyes and fanned faster, like that
Suck my stomach to permanent morning. folk, at least as far as Becca was con- was going to help. It wasn’t quite what she
Snap my nose straight. cerned. She’d only been Becca’s neighbor meant to say but she figured it would pass
Lindsay, I’d steal that necklace. for about two years, which made her a without comment.
And I’d wear it out in public for everyone little exotic by itself. Most of the other It didn’t. Erin raised an eyebrow and
to notice. Because it was mine. Because neighbors had been there forever. While cocked her head to one side like a big dog.
if you believe so deeply that something Becca hadn’t asked, she assumed that like “No question about that. Or am I missing
is yours, that it belongs to you, then it her, Erin had married into Wolf’s Point, something?”
does. then lost her husband somewhere along Becca felt a flush paint her cheeks and
the way and bought a house on a quiet nearly hid her face in her fan just like an
Safe Danger releases August 15 and is street outside the downtown hub. Wasn’t old-time court lady. But, of course, Erin
available to preorder on Amazon.com. that what single women of a certain age hadn’t meant anything by it. Not like there
did with themselves once their husbands was anything to mean for that matter.
were gone, one way or another? Who’d say something like that about her
Silver Moon But regardless of how she came to be middle-aged dumpy self anymore?
By Catherine Lundoff there, just talking to Erin made Becca feel “I’m...extra warm today. I seem to be
different, kind of shy and squirmy inside. coming up on the ‘Change’,” she mumbled
B
ECCA THORNTON’S FIRST It was weird; she hadn’t had trouble finally when she realized Erin was still
hot flash came on suddenly talking to anyone or even speaking in front waiting for an answer. She could almost
and unexpectedly, superheating of an audience for ages now. Everyone said hear the word spelled with a nearly invis-
her body from head to toe until she was she was the one of the best speakers at ible capital letter “C.”
drenched with sweat. It propelled her off the Wolf’s Point Women’s Club. After all, Erin’s grin turned a little strange, as
the couch and into the bathroom to splash she’d been doing that kind of stuff since Ed if her face was somehow longer than it
cold water on her face. As the water dripped dumped her two years ago. should be. Becca blinked and tried to
down her cheeks, she glanced at her toma- That, of course, sent her overheated convince herself it was just a trick of the
to-like complexion and bit off a shriek. brain spiraling off into thoughts about morning light. Her neighbor’s face looked
There had been something new in her ex. She and Ed had met at a bank in normal enough when she looked back up:
her reflection, a flickering of golden eyes the city where she worked as a teller and broad cheeks, silvery gray eyes with a hint
and fur, visible for the blink of an eye. he was trying to get a loan. After they got of blue, cheerful grin exposing slightly
Something feral and wild strained its way married, they’d moved around the coun- crooked teeth.
toward the surface behind her otherwise try while he worked at too many sales “Well,” Erin said at last, “this calls for a
utterly normal features. What the hell? jobs for her to remember and she worked celebration. We usually hold a little party
She closed her eyes, shutting out the hal- at whatever was available. It had been a down at the Women’s Club when that
lucination or whatever it was. mostly good fifteen years, though she had time of life comes around for one of our
Everything slowed down for a min- missed settling down and really building a members.”
ute, as if this new wildness that lurked home, maybe raising a family. “News to me. No one ever said any-
inside her was being locked back in its Then they moved to Wolf’s Point and thing about it before. This one of those
cage. When she looked again, there was everything changed. Ed decided his life Red Hat things?” Becca scowled. Why
nothing new and terrifying to be seen. was incomplete unless he got himself a would Erin know something like this
Her own face, round and furless, stared twenty something blonde and a sports when she didn’t? After all, she’d been a
back at her, brown eyes startled but per- car and that, as they said, was that. She member for two whole years, for God’s
fectly ordinary. It was a face like that of wondered if it made him feel any younger. sake, a whole year longer than Erin, as far
I
Erin grinned a little wider as if she S THERE A PLACE FOR TWO-SPIRITS A culture of genocide
was imagining Becca in the hat and the in the Native community? A culture that says it’s okay to not make
boa. Becca wondered what else she was Does our queerness space
wearing in the other woman’s imagina- Our transness To make fun
tion and flushed even more. Now, where Our non binary physicality To ignore
had that notion come from? This day got Threaten the Red Road? To kill.
any weirder and she was going to need to
go over to the clinic for a checkup. Do Creator’s children who don’t sub- Your ignorance is erasing us.
Erin’s voice cut into her thoughts, scribe Your erasure is killing us
“Nope. Can you really see me in a red hat, To white supremacy You are killing us.
much less a boa?” Becca glanced at her To the gender binary
scruffy plaid shirt and jeans and shook To transmisogyny Im afraid to call myself Two-Spirit
her head. Erin went on talking, “We just Not deserve a space? One day there will be zero Two-Spirits
get together, have some cake and a mar- Not deserve respect? left
garita or two and talk about some of the Not deserve life? You will destroy our communities.
things that made life easier when we first Your exclusion will drive us all into hid-
started going through that time of life. Do our lives ing.
Don’t spread the word too far though; Our existences Into questioning ourselves
we’re trying to keep the youngsters out Threaten yours? Am I Two-Spirit enough?
until they’re old enough to relate.” She
winked, a slow sensuous gesture that Are you afraid of the big brown weirdo? Am I?
made Becca smile despite herself. Erin The angry tranny? Am I?
continued, “Your schedule pretty open The pissed off queer? Am I?
Friday night? We like to run a little late Are you afraid that our brilliance
on these things.” Our majesty Does my queerness
Becca raised an eyebrow but nodded Our Creator granted glory My indigeneity
anyway. She was trying to picture the Will outshine yours? My Trans body
older members of their little club staying Qualify for Two-Spirit?
awake past nine and so far it wasn’t work- Are you uncomfortable with our presence
ing. But maybe she didn’t know them as here Does my detribalization
well as she thought she did. Erin made With our pride? My refuge
another comment or two about stopping With our existences? My separation from my people
by to pick her up on Friday, then took off. Are you uncomfortable that you would Take away from my queerness
Becca made herself not watch her choose My indigeneity
walk away, the fact that she wanted to do To not break bread with us? My transness
just that surprising her more than any- To not help when we have nothing left? My Two-Spiritedness?
thing else that had happened so far this No family.
morning. No resources. I am Two-Spirit enough.
Nothing but ourselves. I am my Ancestor’s descendant
An excerpt from Silver Moon: A Wolves of I come from Trancestors who gave me
Wolf’s Point Novel, first published in June Are you afraid that we will take you out? that right
2017, is available on Amazon.com. For Cause that’s what we’re afraid of. That power
more information on Catherine Lundoff, That privilege
visit catherinelundoff.net. Afraid of saying hello too kindly I am Two-Spirit.
Or goodbye too rudely And I belong here.
That my life to you
Has no worth Two spirits belong here
That my life to you We are still here
Is disposable We’ve always been here
That I won’t survive my next interaction And we will always be here
with you.
First published in 2018. For more informa-
That you’ll shun us from this space. tion on Xemiyulu Tapepechul, visit insta-
That you’ll deny us community. gram.com/XemiNeSiwayul. l
That you’ll kill us into extinction.
Fashion Platter
when he deemed it necessary, as well as
in discussing his partying, sex life, drug
abuse, and taking a dive into kink and
fetish. A mercurial artist, he readily admit-
The documentary McQueen captures the illustrious designer’s
ted to his many demons, and to exorcising
career as a symphony of genius, exultation, them by creating attire that expressed his
and depression. By André Hereford dark visions and “vulgar” humor.
T
His gothic obsession with blood, bones,
HOSE WHO TAKE THEIR OWN LIVES ARE REMEMBERED FOR THE and viscera played out among the refined
deed, and, despite any other accomplishments, for leaving behind a practically beauty of more than one collection, many
unsolvable mystery. Lee Alexander McQueen, who committed suicide eight of which are featured here in lush cuts
years ago at the age of 40, should and will be remembered for his visionary designs, and of McQueen’s clothes on the catwalk.
fashion that was daring yet elegant, slightly morbid, and utterly compelling. The fashion shows, including his Parisian
His vision inspires the documentary McQueen (HHHHH), a film that conveys all haute couture collections as creative
those aforementioned qualities, while showing how the troubled genius translated director at Givenchy, portray who he was
emotion into garments. If clothes can produce a feeling, then McQueen’s produced and what he was about better than talking-
them in abundance. In his own words, the always cheeky Londoner intended to see head interviews ever could.
people either repulsed or exhilarated by his creations. His work often was met with a For many, the runway shows might
combination of the two. prove to be the film’s main attraction.
A robust character on-screen, McQueen deconstructs his art in his own words The screen lights up with footage of
throughout the film. Directors Ian Bonhôte and Peter Ettedgui weave their story McQueen’s thrilling MA degree show at
around a judicious quantity of interviews and archival video of the designer at every the ’92 London Fashion Week, or of super-
point of his illustrious career, from struggle to success. From a youngster talking about model Shalom Harlow rotating on a ped-
buying fabrics with his unemployment money, to a millionaire mogul stressing over estal as her McQueen dress is painted by
producing up to 14 collections in a year, McQueen mostly narrates his rise himself. robots for McQueen #13.
The footage also freely expresses his various moods, revealing a spectrum of bril- The film dices the designer’s too-brief
liant joy and color around devotees like fashionista Isabella Blow, or grim anger and life into five sections, each focused on a
darkness around perceived threats like Isabella Blow. period that’s highlighted by one or two
On-camera interviews with McQueen’s family and former colleagues, ex-boyfriends, pivotal collections. McQueen persuasively
and Blow’s widower, Detmar, a character unto himself, emphasize that Lee, as he was connects those collections of clothes to
Spy Dames
of guns, knives, explosions, impalement
on an iron beam, and death by fondue pot.
The results are occasionally gruesome,
but the tone stays light, almost obliviously
so, in the vein of “Omigod, you totally just
The Spy Who Dumped Me drops two wacky BFF’s into the center
killed that guy — awesome!”
of international espionage and one leaden The comical disregard for life fits right
action-comedy. By André Hereford in with the film’s disregard for financial
K
reality. Audrey, a store cashier, is happy
ATE MCKINNON DOES A LOT OF HEAVY LIFTING TRYING TO KEEP to jet with her friend from L.A. to Vienna,
the slapstick caper The Spy Who Dumped Me (HHHHH) from sinking like a then to Prague and Paris on her own
stone in the Seine. The effort shows, but there’s not much the Emmy-winner dime, from what we’re shown. Seemingly
and her costar Mila Kunis, as best friends suddenly thrust into a deadly spy mission, can as a self-parodying nod to the opulent
do to counteract the weak plotting, leaden timing, and uninspired action sequences. location-hopping of blockbuster spy thrill-
Director Susanna Fogel (Life Partners) invests the film’s purpose in depicting the ers, The Spy Who Dumped Me opens in
loyal, resilient friendship of Audrey (Kunis) and Morgan (McKinnon). They’re just Lithuania, and also makes a quick stop in
two regular Jills living in L.A. who find themselves in possession of a mysterious Budapest, for no reason at all, and a trip
“package” that’s fiercely coveted by agents of the CIA, MI6, and some phantom ter- to Amsterdam, just because. The story
rorist organization called the Highland. lands twice in Berlin, but never arrives
On the run from assassins, and chasing after Audrey’s secret agent ex, Drew (Justin at any reasonable, or funny, explanation
Theroux), the ladies prove to each other again and again that they’ll have each other’s for who’s funding Audrey and Morgan’s
back. Kunis gets a dull love interest — an agent played by Outlander’s Sam Heughan excellent adventure. l
The Spy Who Dumped Me is rated R, and opens in theaters everywhere on Friday, August 3. Visit fandango.com.
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Pretender-in-Chief
idol Abraham Lincoln, gets comfortable
impersonating a thoughtful, warm, and
caring leader. Meanwhile, the masterminds
behind the charade — the President’s cor-
The songs are a bit lackluster, but the comedy absolutely slays rupt chief of staff, Bob Alexander (Douglas
in Arena’s movie-to-musical adaptation, Dave. By André Hereford Sills), and communications director, Susan
Lee (Bryonha Marie Parham) — work their
I
VAN REITMAN’S DAVE DID RESPECTABLE BUSINESS AT THE BOX OFFICE own agendas.
when the comedy was released in 1993, but it’s far from being considered a quotable Parham and Sills pair wonderfully as
classic of Hollywood cinema. Instead, it’s remembered mostly as a decent Kevin the good-cop, bad-cop team in Dave’s cor-
Kline vehicle from an era rife with middling Kline-starring comedies (French Kiss, any- ner. While she brings a bright wit and
one?), and for Gary Ross’s Oscar-nominated screenplay about a presidential imperson- voice to her turn as a villain who views
ator improbably called to the White House to impersonate the actual president. high crimes as Washington’s business
Whatever its merits, the movie was nowhere near as hilarious as the new musical as usual, Sills, a Tony nominee for The
adaptation, Dave ( ), now up on its feet with a Broadway-bound production Scarlet Pimpernel, gradually twists the cal-
at Arena Stage. Thomas Meehan and Nell Benjamin, writers of the show’s snappy book, lous Alexander into knots that unravel
have constructed a solid, song-enhanced parable that director Tina Landau stages as a delightfully in “Kill That Guy,” one of the
fast-talking screwball comedy. show’s few standout songs.
Introduced as the titular Dave Kovic, a conscientious high school history teach- The other truly distinctive tune belongs
er, leading man Drew Gehling seems at first improbable as a guy playing a guy who to Dave’s leading lady, the President’s wife,
resembles a U.S. president. Then, the show brings Gehling out as Dave’s doppelganger, Ellen Mitchell, who’s sung and embodied
President Bill Mitchell, the type of politician who grouses about snowflakes, and the by Mamie Parris with the heart that the
dual roles click. The actor’s (and Mitchell’s) resemblance to Speaker Paul Ryan sells the story’s romance requires. Ellen’s “The Last
idea that a weenie like Mitchell might make it to the Oval Office. Time I Fake It,” is a fabulous tell-off that
Plying Dave’s aw-shucks earnestness opposite Mitchell’s polished sliminess, shimmies like Latin ballroom, though no
Gehling performs a winning double act as a comic foil to himself. The script also drums one onstage is dancing that hard. Landau
up drollery in the topical details and occasionally the jokes sting, with jabs at all sides of and choreographer Sam Pinkleton find
government, via the plotting of various White House players trying to wield the power crafty uses for the ensemble — as a swarm
of the Mitchell presidency for their own ends. of reporters, or as a chorus line of Secret
Dave runs to August 19 at Arena Stage, 1101 6th St. SW. Tickets are $55 to $90. Call 202-488-3300, or visit arenastage.org.
— BETH FORD, newly appointed CEO of Land O’Lakes, speaking to CNN after making history as the first out lesbian woman to run a
Fortune 500 company. “I am extraordinarily grateful to work at a company that values family, including my own,” Ford told CNN.
“The board chose the person they felt best met the criteria to drive success in the business.
I realize this is an important milestone for many people and I am pleased to share it.”