Projector Empowerment

Aura
Until you can reorganize your physical life, the beings in your life, the auric world that you live in,
then everything is just being reinforced. Reinforcement all the time, the same old stuff over and
over again. With the same reasons, re-rehashed and the same stuff. And you don't get to go to
the party. You don't get to enjoy the beauty of what it is to be a projector. I don't know a lot of
projectors that are in that place because you have to go through certain processes. Number 1
you need a seven year deconditioning process. That’s what Human Design is all about. You
entered Human Design and start following strategy and authority. It takes seven years cellularly,
it takes seven years to change the basic mechanism, so that you get rid of the conditioned
memories that are being held in the cell. So already you are dealing with time. It takes Time
these things. Projectors are very slow in the way in which they develop their journey in human
design. I watched it for so long and it is because it takes momentum until they begin to see
recognition upon recognition as you begin to see that world around you, those beings around
you, the way in which they operate. You begin to recognize the inherent truth in that. You get
closer and closer, to seeing what is possible for you. But you see until you are really surrendered
and surrender is just strategy and authority. There isn’t anything else. Surrender is about
allowing yourself to be freed from your mind's control of your decision-making. I've already
described you because of the nature of your recognizing function. Your mind, your mind is a
minefield. Your mind is the place where all the trouble is. We always have this duality with
everything in our nature and mentally this is a fundamental duality. Your mind on one side is the
great horror show that's going to just drive you crazy and mind on the other side can be a very
beautiful thing. You have to see that as long as your mind is involved in your decision-making
process that your mind is moving you, that your mind is driving you, that your mind is pointing
you, you're in trouble. Because that's not the way it works. It doesn't. Mind does one thing really
well. It measures, it measures. It doesn't really know whether this thing over here as opposed to
that thing over there, is really the better of the two. It just measures. It's says this thing overhere
is over there and this thing there is over here. That's it. But of course we have pressure on our
minds as not-self that our minds are going to run our lives. Because that's the way we were
raised and that's the way we were conditioned. So you force your mind to make a choice. You
say to your mind “well is it going to be this or is it going to be that?” I've got a great story - a guy
wakes up one morning, and his mind says to him we need to change. We need to change. Let's
sell everything we have, quit our job and go to Las Vegas and put all that money at the roulette
table on 18 black. Guy wakes up the next morning his mind telling of the same thing. Come on
let's do it, we need to change our lives. I know this is going to work, this is really going to be
terrific. I know that, I’m your mind, listen to me. This is really good work. Let's do all of that. Of
course eventually he sells everything, he quits his job, he goes to Las Vegas, he goes to the
roulette table. He takes all his money. He puts it on 18 black. It comes up 14 red. his mind says
“shit!” Cause this is what mind does and then mind says: “well okay! Let's do this now.
Everybody in their life knows this. Your mind telling you to do something, you do the whole damn
thing, blows up it's not like your mind does a mea culpa! “Oh I'm so sorry! I blew that one. I don't
know how. I got that one wrong. Punish me. No it's Hey! next one! I got this one on my list. Let's
try this thing over here. That strikes back. Let's see if it works. This is mind. And you have all
these human beings “oh yeah, I really trust my mind. Mind doesn’t know... It is why in human
design you have a strategy and authority to avoid the mind making decisions. Where your mind
is a delight, is outer authority! You’re a projector, you’re here to guide. Use all that measuring as
outer authority for the other, for your three generators. Larry, Curly and Moe, you tell them to do
their thing. “You do this, you do that, you do that.” That's what you're really good at. You get it all
out. But not inside, this does not work. Your mind is not going to find the answer for you. Will
never find the answer for you. And of course, because you're so good at making up reasons, I
mean think about what that's like if your emotional and you're a projector. You’re emotional and
you’re a projector and you wake up in the morning and you're down in your wave. You have
some of the most incredible reasoning that will go with that. “I'm down in my wave because…”
and you got more because’s and more reasons than anybody else. You could ultimately blame
the entire universe for your mood. The same thing if your projector in your individual. You wake
up in the morning and you're melancholic. And you're going “I'm sad because of you.” The
insanity of making up reasons for chemistry, for mechanics, it’s just mechanics after all. Then
people waking up in the morning down in their wave. They don't think mechanics. They think
somebody did this to me and they come up with all the reasons and of course if you’re a
projector you're open to you take those beings in very deeply. It becomes a whole endless
attachment and blame game: Let go of that stuff, it’s never going to live what’s you. It's not in the
reason making for yourself. It's not about your mind being clever enough to guide you. And then
you put yourself into a way of life that honors what you are, you're not here to suffer after all. I
mean you know you coming onto this plane and the God said you don't have to work. That's not
suffering. If you know how to get there. You know we all have these beautiful things that are
possible for us of the way in which we can fulfill our potential to be a projector. This is something
that is really a gift. But to realize that gift, you have to do with conditioning. You have to be able
to see it, you have to be able to recognize it, you have to be able to accept it. Otherwise you
can’t transcend it. Otherwise you can't turn that conditioning into wisdom. When you look at your
chart those things that are colored in, that's the student. Those things that are white, all those
gates channels, centers that are open this is where you go to school in life. And this where you
can become wise and what can destroy you. As a projector you need to neutralize all those white
places. You need to see them for what they are. And put them each in their part in the proper
place. And then and then you can really make a difference in your life.

Recognition
The basic theme of what it is to be a projector, is the theme of recognition. Look at all the other
types, there really isn't anything that's like that, that is, it's the only thematic of the type that point
specifically towards awareness and intellectual development. And I think it's one of the real
dilemmas that projectors have particularly projector children, who are raised incorrectly and all
the things that go with that, is not being able to see your proper place on the material plane. I
think it's one of the most difficult things for projectors is to find a place on the material plane.
After all we live on the planet that's dominated by energy types and specifically by generators
and generators are here to work. This is what they're here for. This is what that energy is all
about. It becomes the dynamic theme of the way in which, generators brought Calvinism, start
it's the generator frequency of working hard and being satisfied in your work and enjoying the
rewards of your hard labor. And it's really what has infected humanity, that is the rest of us we’re
not generators and I can include myself as one, I’m a manifestor, manifestors, projectors,
reflectors, we have undefined sacral centers. We incarnate onto the planet. We come out of the
womb. And there's already help-wanted and job direction signals that are immediately placed in
front of us. And there's this incredible shock that goes through the projector and goes through the
manifestor or reflector when they actually enter into the world. I mean you come into the world
with the assumption that you're just going to slide along. Because that's what it is to be non-
sacral. You're here to just slide along. Life is very nice. If you think about the non-sacral being,
the non-sacral being is here to know how to enjoy life. The sacral being is here to work. The work
is the enjoyment. In the work is the satisfaction. But for the rest of us, the work is the burden. I
mean it's a real burden and the only thing about being a non-sacral being and living on this
planet is that we’re the ones, that when we stand there at the altar of adulthood, if we look out of
that horizon of work, we go “shit!” “Really? I've got to do this?” Not only do I have to do this, do I
have to be paid so badly? That I don't have enough money to enjoy myself and I'm here to enjoy
myself and that they tell me that the only way I'm going to enjoy myself is if I work more! So, I
have more money for the eight minutes out of every day that I can enjoy. This is the shop that
comes to a non-sacral being. It's like, Wooow, I didn't come here to work, you didn't come here to
work. You didn't come here to be a slave on the material plane. You did not. You did not come
here to be burdened by the ordeal of work. Getting up in the morning, all of those horrendous
things that you have to do. Waiting for a paycheck. Seeing that most of it is been taken by some
government somewhere This is horror for projectors, I mean horror for projectors. Basically, if
you could tune into what they thought, they thought, they were going to get, when they arrived
here, it would look very different. They would say: “I have three generators. They work and I'm
going to sit here and I want to guide them in my wisdom. So, that they get real satisfaction out of
their work. And they are going to pay me, whatever I like. Because this is fundamentally what
projectors are all about. You're not here to put your shoulder to the wheel. This is generator
work. Grind away, build things. But then again, they've got this very powerful motor that defines
what they are. It does, we don’t have that. And what you have as projectors is that you only have
one thing, one thing, that gives you that gateway to not being the slave. I used to joke that my job
in this life was to free slaves. I was referring to generators because they are the natural slaves.
But then of course you have the super slaves that's you. This is the projector in the world. Super,
super, super slaves. I mean uber slaves, the ultimate slaves are projectors. Ultimate slaves.
Because you end up amplifying all that work, work, work, work, work, work, work. You’re
conditioned to it. You get locked into it. You spend your whole life exhausted. I mean exhausted.
Most projectors get to the end of the day and it's like pfff… Is there, can I have a break here?
Can I have a really long break? And you're too exhausted! You end up going to sleep and wake
up to the horror, that you've got a do it all over again. And there is nothing more dangerous for
projectors then being exhausted. You're not here to work. You're not. You’re here to think. You’re
here to see. You are here to express an outer authority that provides guidance. You're here to
organize energy. You are here to guide energy. And you're here to get rewarded for that. You're
not here to be the worker. You're not. And you see, it's like if you go back to the Hindu, Brahman,
India. Go back to that that whole tradition. They developed a caste system, which wasn't
particularly racial as a caste system. It was occupational. You have certain hierarchies, every
caste had its own job that it, did this is the way it worked, you’re a cast! This is the projector cast
and you all should be raised in the moment you come into the world to be guides. From the
moment that you come into the world, to be trained to take supervisory management positions. I
mean there is nothing like the horror of a projection of projector on the floor of the factory. I mean
wow maybe 25 years of horror later, they might get to middle-management and suddenly have a
certain kind of relief that they finally made made their way out of that morass. I see projectors
with their businesses and their stuff. They Drive themselves mad. Because are flying around on
the slave energy. Trying to be generators. Trying to get things done. Trying to build things,
instead of being in a natural position where they are guiding other people to do that, to do that.
It's not like all the generators in the world would enjoy this description. They wouldn’t. I mean
they've been freed as slaves. It’s not like they want to be somebody else's “you do this, you do
that.” It’s what makes it so different this ascendancy of the projector, the presence now of this
projector force on the planet and there's a lot of you after all. I mean 1 and 1/2 billion projectors
on planet Earth. That’s a lot of projectors. A lot of super slaves. It's a lot of people that are going
to die, to soon, of exhaustion of complete absolute fatigue and burnout. Because this is the
greatest threat for projectors. This is how generators kill off projectors. And they do! Right?
You’re a projector and you’re living with a generator. It all sounds good on paper, right? Only on
paper does that sound good. Only. Yeah, you’re a projector right? You got this energy inside of
you and it's bubbling and it's cooking and it’s amplifying and you're dealing with that energy. The
typical projector generator couple, they are sitting in front of the television. The generator is been
doing all the cranking, the projector is amplifying. The generator says I'm tired, I’m going to
sleep, the projector stays in front of the tube for hours, for hours, on the generators energy. Not
theirs. And then they're absolutely exhausted. You have things like sleep apnea, all of these
problems that people have with their backs, with their kidneys, all of this is projector ailments. Go
to sleep exhausted, go to sleep burned out, wake up in the morning not refreshed, get caught in
the same cycle. No, I’m not suggesting that you never have anything to do with generators. What
I'm suggesting is that you be wise, in the nature of your relationships.
There's two things to understand about being here on this plane in this life. One is you have to be
correct for yourself. The next is you go to turn around and see that the world is filled with people
so you got to deal with them. And you really do need to be able to discern, who is correct for you
and what is correct for you. The first thing to understand about what it is to be an adult projector,
is that an adult projector has already long ago abandoned the fact that they are at the top of the
heap. They never got to see it, They never got to realize it, they don't believe it. Remember that
only the projector is given such a thing as success as a signature. That's a very difficult thing.
Because it means that failure, is so much a part of what it is to be a protector. That failure is
always lingering for the projector and it's the failure that comes when the projector is not a
projector and is not ready to claim their rightful place. Look, in a world that's been run by not-self
generators for so long, everybody's chasing after things. This is the way you’re conditioned when
you’re coming into the world. This is the way your culture works. It’s pointing you towards
chasing after this and chasing after that and you've got to get this and you gotta get that, you
have to do this, you have to do that. You’re a projector.
If you're really a projector everybody who ever gets to know you at some level or another will
resent the fact that you're good at it. Because if you're really a good projector, boy do you slide!
Things just come your way. They're just there. Everybody else is struggling for this and that,
you're just, it's just there. And you don't get that, until you are all hundred percent ready, to see if
it's there. It's the most difficult thing about being the projectors, that you’re so deeply conditioned
that is very difficult, to just let go and start from scratch! Cause you got all this stuff that you're
hooked on and all of the stuff, that you think, because you're very connected to the way in which
life on the planet is organized. In other words you're designed to have a specific relationship, to
the other two groups all of those things. Because you can never develop that, as long as you like
them. As long as you're not what you are. Only when you're ready to be a projector, really ready
to be a projector, will you see that it's all there for you. Otherwise you don't get the slide. You
don't, you really don't. And that's what your life is about. You are not tied down by generating and
manifesting. They have rules! And their rules are heavy rules. They have their own trip. It's not
who you are. You're here to recognise.

Awareness
Remember what is so important for you as projectors, that you don't have the same kind of
capacity to be able to recognize nuance changes in those connections that you have with others.
As I described you because of the nature of your aura, because the aura is so focused, you take
in this very deep conditioning level. That means that all of that conditioning can be very, very
powerful. So when somebody gives you an invitation and the invitation is correct according to
strategy and authority, all you're getting is a sort of a larger surface entry point. This is something
that says okay, okay you’re going here. This is all right. However, it's going to turn out but in
terms of the tools that you need, to measure that as you go along. If you’re a generator
somebody says “would you like to have dinner?” you “aha”. You go to dinner. This is an ongoing
process of affirmation or whatever your authority is. As a projector it doens’t work that way. It
doesn't. As a projector that invitation simply opens you up to that connection and if you don't
have tools, you can't tell really where that's going and you can't tell when it's not correct for you.
This is one of the things to understand about what is to be a projector and what it is to be with
other beings you're NOT here to be with somebody ALL THE TIME. This is something really to
grasp about being a projector. You need to distance. You can have a nice long term healthy
relationship friend, lover whatever the case may be, child whatever the case maybe, but you
need to see that you need to have your space and you need to be able to pull back. Because if
you don't pull back, your being pulled deeper and deeper into the conditioning field. Again
remember, you don't necessarily have the tools to distinguish when those relationships are
getting to a point where you need to pull back. For example PERSPECTIVE (color Personality
nodes), the way you look at things. You get an invitation from somebody, you enter into that
correctly, but the reality is if you're watching your process during the course of the time you're
with them, you'll notice that there'll be a shift to your distraction. You're suddenly being pulled
away from what's correct for you and it is in those moments where you need to recognize you’re
being conditioned and watch that conditioning. Because this is what it's all about. And being able
to SEE the conditioning, gives you a way out. Very hard for projectors to go like this. It's very
hard to say “I need your generating and manifesting but not now” There's this fear that you don't
get it back, there's this fear that you lose it. There is this deep deep drive inside to hold onto…
that connection no matter how you end up rationalizing that in your design. So it becomes very
important for you to begin to see the way in which you are being influenced on an ongoing basis
by those beings around you. And remember why we see this. Not to end the relationship. This is
not about that. It's not about saying “this person is terrible for me and I never want to see them
again”, it isn't about that at all. It's about your potential, to actually SEE them conditioning you.
Most people think that you need to have a solution “Let's stop the conditioning and so on… We
don't want to stop conditioning. The only time that you can stop conditioning, is when you die.
Conditioning ends at death. Until then it's a part of our lives. It doesn't have to be something
that's negative. It doesn't it. It could be the most fascinating thing in your life. I have an undefined
emotional system. I find emotional people hilarious, even when they’re most screwed up people
on the planet. Hilarious “look at that persons going through their wave”. If you don't have
something, it doesn't have to be your problem in life. It is what you learn, is what you get to see,
is what you get to watch, you know is what the movie is all about for you. And gets quality to your
development as a as a conscious being. What's very important is that, if you trust your strategy
and authority, you will see that you have time to fulfill the privilege of why you're here. Which is to
be where? It’s just to see. So this is a seeing technique. It’s about allowing you to get to that
place in your passenger consciousness where you're watching the conditioning rather than being
lost in it. Because you don't have to be lost. When you notice that somebody is changing the way
you look things. Your passenger consciousness is there to smile in those moments: “Look at
this”. They are changing the way that I'm looking at things. Isn’t that bizarre. They're actually
doing that. They don't even know they're doing that to me. And they're doing that, is not their
fault, it’s just their design. They're doing it to me, and when you see that, first of all, all the
dilemmas you have with these people stop being so personal. Because the way anybody
impacts you, leads to you as a projector, going into your reasoning trip. When you go into all of
this stuff about, what you think, you think you think, you think you recognize! Instead of to see.
Instead of being out of the value system. How much are they fucking me up and why. And just
seeing this, is what happens when I'm with them. That's all. Now sometimes that'll actually be
fun. Because remember if you're being distracted in the way in which you look at things, this isn’t
necessarily bad. I mean some people taking their distraction and give you the advantage of
having that counterpoint, in the way in which you look at things. There's nothing wrong with it.
There's nothing wrong with any of these things that happen to us. It's the way we interpret them.
It’s what we do with the interpretation and the way we turn the interpretation into action. “Hey,
this is what this person did to me, I'm going to punish him”. Instead of this person did this to me,
they were helpless so was I. Interesting movie. And if you don't like what they did to you, don't
have anything to do with them. It's so simple and it's not about they’re a jerk and I don't ever
want to see them again. It's that things aren’t good when were together. It just doesn't work.
Nothing personal. Take your “just doesn't works” and put it with somebody where it works you
know and take it out of my trip. But it's not about saying to them, what lovers love to say to each
other. If only you could be different. You could still be my friend. If only you could be different and
of course that's not the point. And because projectors recognize, that becomes their trip, right? I
recognize that you're like that. If you could be like this, then you and I could be friends. You and I
could be lovers. It's not the story. The only time you're ever going to be free, is if you’re really
free. And the only way you're ever going to be free, is if you free everybody else. You free them
all. They’re free to be what they are. You don't have to take them home and screw them. You will
have to take them home and feed them, you don’t have to look after them, you don’t have to do
all of that. There's no rule with all of that. What you can do is see, see and then you get to see
who's there for you, who isn’t there for you. You get to see that those beings that are there for
you, what happens? Where do they take you? And again it's not about blaming. It's about
discovery. It's about finding out how these things work. The deeper and deeper you recognize
the mechanics, the easier it is for you to surrender to your life. There's nothing else. I mean, it's
not like the frog and the Princess. There's nothing else. This is it! This is the movie. All you can
do is exalt the movie through your awareness. You're not going to be able to change the script
and the script is written in your design. Literally, literally written in your design!

Surrender
The moment you look at your design and you see your openness. The first thing that you can look at
is that's where I get conditioned, that's where I'm vulnerable, that's where I’m open, that's where the
other could influence me. But the moment you're operating correctly, that is the moment that you’re
operating without your mind being the decision-making agency, that is, you’re operating through
your strategy and authority, that openness then becomes your potential WISDOM. It becomes the
thing you really get to master! Because it's the thing you're constantly taking in from different
sources, you can assess, it you can recognize it, you can put your label on it, you can deal with it. so
you’re non-energy-type. Think about that! The world is dominated by energy types. 75% of
humanity are energy types. So, the projector is here to understand, to have wisdom about the way in
which energy is used. It all goes back to energy. If I'm talking to a generator, I'm saying to them:
“look, the only way you're ever going to be satisfied in this life, the only way is to be able to use your
energy, in a way that is satisfying for you. In other words, if you use your energy effectively as a
generator, you're going to be content, you’re going to be satisfied.” but the generator can't decide
how to use their energy, because that's not their gift. Their gift is to respond to direction. The gift is
to respond to stimulus and is that stimulus is going to move them to use their energy correctly. Now
you're here to deliver the stimulus! This is what projectors are for. Most projectors end up struggling
in the whole ladder business. Struggling financially, struggling in the hierarchy, all of those things,
because they are constantly being conditioned to play out a role that is not theirs. It's not theirs. If
you’re a projector and you're going for a job in which you do not have guidance responsibility, you're
in the wrong work! It’s not what you're here to do. And I can hear all of that stuff, the not-self
questions that arise out of that kind of statement. Well what am I going to do? There's not all those
jobs available? And blah blah blah I gotta make a living… But you’re… a projector! Until you
surrender to be a projector, you won’t see that those things are there! You can’t. It's like saying to a
projector that you cannot find love. You can't find it. Yo can’t chase it. You can’t look for it… Because
it's never going to be the love that matters. You have to be invited into love. If you're not invited into
love, there's nothing to do. There isn’t and the response is always the same. “But, but, who is going to
invite me? How long do I have to wait? And it's never going to happen. It's not true!” But that's the
not-self. So, it's the not-self experience of never being who you are. Never being a projector. I know
so many projectors. They're not projectors. Yes, they have certain traits, that we can all distinguish
as projector traits. And most of those are seen in the negative because their subject to conditioning.
And you see all of these things about where you are in the hierarchy and what it means to really be
accomplished as projector is about surrendering. You have to surrender. You have to surrender to
waiting! This is the great killer. This is the conditioning that comes from Western consciousness. It
says if I don't do it now, it’s not gonna happen. If I wait it's never going to come. Basically I'm not
worthy, why should it come to me. And who’s going to invite me to good job, love, blah blah blah and
all that stuff. Untill you live the projector life you don't get that. You really don't. I mean I can feel it
in your frequency. I know this movie. Been there done that. It's very easy to look at information and
say “oh yes, interesting, oh, oh, that’s true, oh yeah, I know that, oh yeah! I’m a 3, you’re a 6, I’m a 9.
You’re this, you’re that… I know all that!” But living it? Living it is another story entirely. First of all it
means you have to start at the very basic of dealing with the fact that your mind is screwing up your
life. This is where you start. You start with understanding that your mind is been interfering with
your possibility for success from day one. This is the mental trip of so many projectors, not just
projectors. But in projectors, because you're here to recognize, it gets so convoluted and distorted in
the way in which you go through all these mental machinations over all of these minuity in your
process. and most of it because there are things that you meet resistance coming projectors meet
resistance all the time, all the time. I mean get into the elevator with a generator who doesn't know
their generator. Say something to them. They’ll immediately show you resistance. I mean
instantaneously. Where were you putting your energy in before? Back off! Until you really live what
it is to be a projector and the only way that you could do that number 1 is, your mind asked to stop
ordering you around. Because that's what it's doing. It orders you around. It's this thing that doesn't
know 18 black from 14 blue. It doesn't know. It's not going to give you the answer. Your mind is
never going to give you your answer. It doesn't do that. Doesn't know what it is anyway. And isn't
going to find it out. All I can do is go like this “there's this and there's this, there's this and there is
that”. This is the mind, it isn’t going to do anything else for you. The way in which human beings
operate on this plane is that they take what their mind says: “oh, we shouldn't do that today” and
then the next thing they're doing is calling somebody up and canceling. If your mind runs your life,
you're never, ever going to know success. You can’t. It's not its job. And all your mental stuff does is
it sets you up into situations where you've got to find energy that you don't have, in order to be
having to deal with problems, you didn't want. And the years that it takes you, bad marriages, bad
investments, goes on and on and on. And it's not like when your mind tells you to do something - all
goes to hell - that you suddenly you decide, your mind, he's not going to do that for you anymore.
Cause that just what it does! I will tell you some other cockamamie thing to do, off you go… Well this
time, until the bitterness gets so heavy, you get so sour about all that, you basically give up, you just
find someplace to be a slave and you just spend the rest of your life being a slave. Making somebody
else successful. Having somebody else take your auric power and converted into their process. You
don’t want that? At the same time to be a projector is actually a deeply radical thing. It is. See until
you get to the point where you are ready to die of boredom, waiting for something to happen. Only
when you can make that step. Only when you're ready to just say if it all falls apart, I’ll deal with it.
Just watch the movie and see what comes to you. It amazes me, I get so many people who have
relationships one way or another to the New Age. All these fuzzy people, there always talking about
spirituality and surrender at all of this stuff. Well then, it should be easy no? You live the life of a
projector, which means that you will allow life to deliver. It does, we’re so busy trying to get life to be
what we want it to be. Generators mostly. This pattern that we've established, that we change the
topography, that we play with evolution. We do all of these things, we’re doing all of this
manipulation. You’re here just to let it come to you! It’s actually there. I mean that's the magic. That's
when you finally get that smile on your face. That says all I didn't realize it was there. It is there.
Think about what happens to you when you are following strategy and authority. Your body, the
only part of you that really has any right to navigate on this plane, is your body because it's part of
the material context, it is what it is. You follow your strategy and authority and your body surfs the
Maya. It moves its way through. Not to be concerned and yet it's so threatening isn’t it? Because of
course you're all caught up in projector-not-self-projector clinginess, the clinging, holding onto that
little piece of energy over there. This little thing over there, having to run around and do all of that
stuff, that you don't really want to do, but at the same time, you don't really want to let go of the
safety valves, that you sneak in those little manifesting moments. And that's the killer, because
you're either going to be a projector or not. You're either going to live what it is to be a projector or
not. There is no middle ground. Honestly there is absolutely no middle ground.

On-to-one
If you’re a projector, one of the things that's really essential to keep in mind is that families are
very, very distorting. There are people that are really designed for that. If you’re a generator,
you're designed to envelop. You're designed to take in those sorts of others. They go to
Thanksgiving dinner and despite the fact that there’s this and that's about it, you're developing
aura puts you there and it keeps you there and hold you there. It's all okay. But if your projector,
projectors are supposed to be on the outside of the group. Directing inward, rather than being on
the inside of the group and losing all their power. The moment that a projector gets into the
group, is the moment that they lose their capacity to guide and become conditioned to be a
slave. Most projectors in families are the family’s super slave. This is where the family puts all
the pressure. This is where the family puts all the guilt. This is where the family puts the trip. This
is where you’re at your never-good-enough, because you were never a manifestor, that you can
never really get things done and there's all these pressures you got. All these projectors, when
they go home for a family visit, they really go nuts. It's very depressing they lose their identity and
that they lose their power.
I always have to be careful, I’m a manifestor and what I say has impact, so you also have to see
the other side. I'm not suggesting for a moment that all you, projectors be celibate, never have
families, all that kind of stuff. It really isn't about that. But it really is about understanding your
nature. You're at your best one-on-one. So, if you're going to go to a family gathering put yourself
in the kind of situation where you don't have to sit in the middle of the puddle and get yourself
dragged into a level that's not there. Make your one-on-one contacts. Deal with one person at a
time. Try not to get caught in and particularly don't get in one of those situations where
everybody sits around the table and says “George or Joni has a problem what should we do”?
you know the kind of thing where you get dragged into the inside of that. Your guidance is never
going to be accepted. It's the first thing to realize about being a projector and looking at your
families, is that your families don't recognize your wisdom, don't recognize that you can be a
guide.
Projector children normally look at their parents and go “aha, Jesus!” This is the projector thing.
You look at your parents “ah, nooo!” and you can't tell, you’re five years old, you can’t tell your
mother what to do. You can’t tell her to straighten up her life. You can try, it isn't necessarily
going to be effective. Never the less you can try, you can do that thing, but it's something to
understand again about what it is to be a projector. I mean I know, I am a manifestor. I have a
close and repelling Aurora. I'm great at family situations. I mean I don't want anybody to come
near me, let alone that I'm welcomed in that kind of environment, and of course they all want you
to do that kind of thing, there’s incredible disinterest that rises out the aura. We all have to accept
our nature and compensate for it intelligently. The moment that you understand any kind of
mechanic basically, what you're being given is, you’ve being given a tool. You know you're being
given a way of seeing. All right this is the way it works, how do I take advantage of this.

Emotions
Let me talk about the emotional projector for a moment. To be an emotional being, it demands
an enormous amount of discipline. The discipline is fundamentally patience. It's all about
patience. If you are an emotional being you gotta wait out the wave. If you don’t wait out the
wave, which is just time, then you can't, you can't be clear. But it also says something else about
the dilemma of accepting a projectors life. If you're a non-emotional projector the invitation is
something you can deal with in the moment, spontaneous, invitation Yes/no. It’s all there. But if
you're an emotional projector, even when the invitation comes, you have to go like this: “not
now… let me process it… give me time…” If you're an emotional projector, nobody can push
you, nobody is allowed to push you, rush you. This is not what you're here for and that in that
getting your deal, the yes-but-thing, if you're an emotional projector, you have the potential of
getting the best deal of all. Because rejection is such a seduction. You are an emotional projector
and somebody says to you “I want to invite you to this terrific thing and it would be great to work
with you” underneath of course the subconscious is going “slave, slave, I need to slave…”
whatever you know they're inviting you into this terrific thing and you go to them “I have to
processes his. Very nice interesting. I'm going to process”. They want you to make that decision
right then and there. This is a great offer. I'm offering you something terrific, you should be
jumping at this. The reality is, by going like this, what actually happens is the other person goes
away and says: “I better up the ante, I better offer them more, I better make it more exciting, it
looks like they're not going to take it.” Rejection is incredibly powerful most people are afraid of it
and emotional people are afraid of it the most. They are! if you are an emotional person and
somebody invites you and your projector after all and they invite you, you know, there's these
bells and sirens and rockets going off! It's like wow, I've been invited! I'm going to say yes right
now, because if I don't say yes right now, I may have to wait the rest of my life for an invitation.
That kind of thing. And then you really get into trouble. You have no idea! Emotional people…
“no truth in the now, no truth in the know” your emotional, you're reading this and you have no
idea what the hell's going on and you won't for months. You are going to process it through your
emotional system. You know, you're on a certain place in your wave right now. Which means
you're taking it in with a certain filter. That may be a good filter, a bad filter, an in between filter…
Whatever the hell it is. Tomorrow the filters is different. Tomorrow how you feel about this is
going to be different than what it is now. And it is going to be different the day after tomorrow and
the day after that and there are certain things that you heard today, that you go “oh yeah”.
Tomorrow you're going go “what was that? What was that thing that I said “oh yeah” to? I can’t
remember that. That thing, what was that? Then you think hell it's lost… dammit! A week later,
here in the same place in your wave that you were here when you got that “oh yeah now I got it!”
It is what it is to be emotional, there is no truth in the now. If you're an emotional person you get
a telephone call. You actually think you're hearing everything. You get this emotional call, you’re
on the phone, you’re emotional being, all you're doing is reacting to where your wave is. So there
you hear something that somebody saying that sounds bad. You never have the time to hear
what's good or the rest of the conversation. All you hear is that one thing, that actually hits where
you are on your wave and off you are on that part of your wave and the rest of it is lost. It's the
next day or the day after you go “oh yeah but they also said”… Actually, you go through this
whole thing in this whole emotional trip. Being an emotional being is about understanding that
you rule! That's what it is to be emotional. Everything's on your time, nobody else. Your time, so
you’re an emotional projector and somebody's got an invitation? Good for them. They can wait. If
what they want is important enough for them, they ae not going to runaway! If you tell somebody
to wait and they don't wait, good riddance! Cause they are never going to respect you. They're
never going to treat you correctly. They're never going to see you for who you are. Every time an
emotional person makes a decision in the moment, whoever they're dealing with, has lost
respect for them. It’s just the way that it works. It's so easy…