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S he was closing the front door behind her when the white
and blue squad car drove past. She noted it slow, turn into
a driveway up the street and circle back as she herded the kids
down the path and out the front gate.
‘Look, Mum. The police,’ said Cody, who at five was highly
skilled at stating the obvious.
‘Yep,’ she said. ‘No time to gawk, bubs. We need to get a
move on.’
By then the car was crawling along almost opposite them, the
two officers—a man in the passenger seat, a woman behind
the wheel—clearly observing her, checking the house. She paused
for a split second by the gate as the kids ran on down the street,
saw the female officer register them, and felt something flutter
inside her, that residual fear, sense of guilt. There was something
about cops, the way they had of looking at you, wary and obser-
vant as though they had X-ray vision and could see what was in
your head. Or worse still, what was in your heart. Would they
be able to tell there was a distinct possibility of law-breaking
this morning? Speeding in a forty zone. Running a red light.
They usually walked, she and the kids, but this morning she’d
overslept and the kids had been groggy and slow to wake. Now
they were going to have to drive, and even then they might not
make it on time.
She followed her children along the footpath towards their
car, glancing back only fleetingly at the police, who had now
stopped a little further up on the other side of the street, perhaps
scrutinising something or someone else. Without as much as a
traffic ticket to her name so far, the likelihood they were looking
for her was low. Her attention shifted instead to Sophie, who
had run across the grass verge to their ageing Toyota and was
yanking at the back doorhandle. When it failed to yield she
turned sharply and gave her mother the look, the one that spoke
of thinly veiled impatience in the face of adult incompetency.
They were in a hurry (hadn’t she been harassing Sophie for the
last twenty minutes to get a move on?) and now the car wasn’t
even unlocked. Sophie hopped from one foot to the other as
though the ground was too hot to stand on, her body suddenly,
annoyingly, alight with childish energy.
‘Hold on,’ she said, dropping Cody’s backpack on the ground
and patting her jeans pockets for the keys, before finally retrieving
them and pointing the remote control at the door. The locks
clunked open, but Sophie had turned and was now frozen in
position, her arm bent back gymnastically against the door,
her attention taken with something over her mother’s shoulder
down the street. Sophie lifted her hand and pointed. ‘Mum.’
She turned to see one of the cops, the woman, striding
towards her, wisps of hair escaping from under her cap, seem-
ingly eager to waylay her before she got into the car.
‘Excuse me,’ she called. A few more steps and the woman
was upon them, police training clearly having kicked in. ‘Off to
there too. Now, please.’ She turned back to the woman. ‘I was
Loren Green, before I got married. I’m Loren—Lori—Spyker
now. What’s this about?’
The woman glanced briefly at the children as Sophie opened
the car door. ‘Mrs Spyker, I’m Constable Leonard. We’re here
about your brother, Scott Michael Green?’
Scott.
Of all the small inchoate notions that sat at the edge of her
consciousness, none of them involved her brother. She looked
at the woman then, searching her face for a trace of recognition
(what did she know?). There didn’t seem to be anything behind
her query other than the obvious, the current circumstances,
whatever they were. ‘Are you sure? I mean, it’s a common name.
There must be hundreds of Scott Greens.’
By now, the other officer had parked the car and was coming
towards them. He nodded to her in acknowledgement, mumbled
something that her mind was too busy whirring to catch. ‘We
found your name and address,’ Constable Leonard said, her eyes
searching Lori’s face. ‘We—’
Lori held up her hand. ‘Sorry. Hold on.’ Behind her she could
hear the kids’ voices. She swivelled around to check them. They
were in the car, but the door was wide open. She took a step
closer to the police, reducing her volume to almost a whisper.
She wasn’t sure where to start. Questions queued haphazardly.
‘Look, I haven’t seen him for a long time. Years. Has he done
something? What’s happened?’
‘I’m afraid your brother has been injured in an accident,’
Constable Leonard replied.
‘What?’ She could see the officers looking at her, noting her
reaction. That ingrained observation. ‘How? I mean . . .’
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saying, her mind drifting to her brother and how this could have
happened. Or, more precisely, how she had never imagined that
something like this could happen. But, of course, she had known
the possibilities. She just hadn’t chosen to recognise them. She
thought of the kids, covering their eyes and saying ‘you can’t
see me’. What was that? Naivety, or simply wilful ignorance?
‘Are you all right?’ The male cop speaking now, the one whose
name she hadn’t caught, a small frown on his face. ‘Do you want
some water? I can make a cup of tea if you like. Or coffee.’
‘No, no. It’s just, like I said, I haven’t seen him for a long
time. It’s weird, that’s all.’
He nodded. She was sure he’d seen plenty of weird. This
wouldn’t even count as weird from his perspective. Just another
routine notification. Another disconnected family. Nothing
whatsoever to see here.
‘The Major Collision Investigation Unit will be looking into
this. They may want to speak to you,’ he went on. ‘There are a
number of questions, such as where he worked.’
She shook her head. ‘I can’t tell you anything. I have no idea
about him or what he does.’
‘What did he do before, when you last saw him?’
‘He didn’t have a job back then. He was a kid. Eighteen. Still
at school. He liked cars.’
The cop raised his eyebrows.
‘I really know nothing. I didn’t even know he was in
Melbourne.’ I didn’t know he was still alive, she might well
have added. ‘Where does he live?’
‘In Prahran,’ said Constable Leonard.
A couple of train stops. That close. ‘Is that where he was hit?
Where the accident happened?’
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her by surprise. She felt her lip quiver and pressed her teeth
together as though she could set her face like a dam and stop
the tears. Before she’d had time to even consider what she was
doing, she reached out and laid her hand on his arm, felt his
warmth under her fingers. When was it she’d touched him last?
She struggled to remember. Perhaps because for so long she had
simply sought to forget.
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