The Firechild & The Phoenix

The Firechild & The Phoenix
-‐ 1 -‐ Amadeus Firechild

Amadeus Firechild -‐ 2 -‐


Dedicated to Savannah
You were my bright and shinning star; beautiful, and so funny,

sweet and kind, and so warm. But denial breeds desperation, and
a desperate man is hasty. I’m sorry things got weird. I deny
nothing. My only fear is that you’ll never know how much I love
you.
I’ll love you even after I’m gone. I’ll love you when you’re old and
senile. Even after reincarnations, innumerable, I will love you
still. There is nothing you could ever do or say to make me love
you less. You are wonderful, and I am in awe of you.
Please, never be sad. Please, never feel unloved, or alone. Please,

never settle for someone who does not adore, admire, and respect
the person you are inside. You are beautiful, no matter what.
With love and adoration.
When you invalidate something as essential and powerful as

love, you -in turn- nurture everything that opposes it, i.e. hatred,
violence, brutality, cruelty, and the like. This, my children, is how
you make a monster.
-Amadeus Firechild


Prologue
T
his is the second time I’ve written this book. The first was
written in exile and anger. A similar theme from a different
perspective. This time I write in love and resignation. I
cannot change people, I can only encourage them to want, and to
seek change within themselves. Even this can I only achieve if
people are willing to listen and to hear. I suspect many of you are
not willing, not yet ready. I am resigned to that inevitability. It is
our reality, yours and mine.
I am sexually attracted to little girls. They are my definition of what

is beautiful and desirable. It certainly is not a preference that I
chose, but after 50 years of growth, it is moreover not a gift that I
would decline. It is my belief that the capacity to cultivate and
reciprocate Eros love of a child is a rare and precious gift. It is
natural. Natural meaning, it is something that will forever manifest
itself solely on the winds of inevitability, and like all things in
nature, it is necessary.
I do not wish here to argue all the reasons why this is true, as I know
from history that in the end the truth wins out. Lies take effort and
effort is corrosive. It is confounded and perishable. The truth is
effortless. You don’t have to argue the truth. It simply is, with or
without you.
I must admit however that I am greatly distraught. I am immensely

sad at the unfortunate nurture of human selfishness that has
historically denied love of every form and fashion without fail, and
with little propensity for enlightenment. In fact, the only thing we
ever seem to learn from our past transgressions is how to oppress
with greater impunity, with less dissension; essentially, how to lie
better.
Time was that love between a man and a woman was forbidden
outside ones’ own class. Historically love between races has been a
provocative taboo. Only recently have we socially come to the
rescue, and aid of same gender love. And every time we deny love,
it’s because we’ve convinced ourselves that this time it’s different.
This time the atrocity is too immense, the evil so great.
It is only in hindsight after decades and centuries of discrimination,

false propaganda, death degradation and lies that our ears and eyes
and hearts finally open, and we become rational and factual on just
the one singular subject, to the complete exclusion of all else,
unwilling and unable and otherwise disinclined to acknowledge
parallels between our newfound insight into one instance, and our
complete intolerance of it’s exact likeness. It’s as if we lack the
capacity. Perhaps we simply lack the desire. Maybe we as a society
find comfort and strength and security when we conspire to hate
and ostracize. The enemy of my enemy...
It is impossible that love is unnatural. It is only intolerable from the

standpoint of fear. And anything done in fear will inevitably be its
own undoing. We are literally in our own way. No matter how much
conviction we hold it with, it will ultimately perish against
experience and truth.
On the other side what is natural will always manifest itself no

matter how much we detest, deny, fear, fight, banish, and forbid. It
will manifest again and again against our best efforts, because it is
natural and cannot be eradicated from the natural world by such
devices as oppression.
No. In order to change what is natural, we must become nature.

Changing what occurs naturally requires exacting science. And if
you look at the social efforts to deny and eradicate the
manifestation cultivation and reciprocation of child sexuality,
you’ll find exactly that: a very involved, intense, complicated,
multilayered, sophisticated cannon of applied sciences; a very vain
but avid attempt to defeat something that is natural and necessary
and beautiful, because it is simply undesirable to a false reality we
are trying desperately to maintain. It is absolute hubris.
I cannot tell you with absolute certainty why an individual would

physically force themselves on a child, or murder a child, I can only
attest to the fact that it is NOT because he or she is a Phoenix. The
same way a man doesn’t rape a woman because he is straight, or
another man simply because he is gay. But propaganda would have
us all believe that to be a Phoenix is to rape and murder and
otherwise do harm to the very thing that we adore.
People rape because they are frustrated. People kill because they
are desperate. Sexuality is as far as I can discern the second greatest
driving force in all of humanity second only to the desire to live.
What unimaginable feats has man accomplished at the frustration
of an unfulfilled life drawing ever nearer to inevitability? What
atrocities could any of us commit in a single act of desperation?
Imagine 40 years of your entire life never allowed to touch a woman

or a man. Sexually stimulated at every bend and curve but never
allowed an outlet. The absolutely volatile immensing energy
threatening to consume you every second of your life. How long
could you last? Realistically.
Are we not as a society endangering our children by pushing so

many people to such immense sexual frustration, and desperation?
I know the answer is yes. Do you?
I have the capacity to cultivate and express, -without shame-

romantic love for a young girl. That is the gift of the Phoenix.
Hurting a girl is never an option. Not in my heart; not in my mind.
It is society that exploits children, dragging their private affairs

through the mud for the purpose of enraging the masses, and
uniting them in fear and intolerance, and all to preserve these false
images we constantly project and systematically force onto our
children.
Innocence is something to be shed at every opportunity. We

certainly do not value it in ourselves or respect it in others. So then
why fabricate it, and fight to preserve it in our children? It is only
for our sake that we do this. It is certainly not for theirs.
Santa Claus? The Stork? The birds and the bees? What does a child
benefit from such miseducation? Wonderment? Absolutely not.
They could derive equal wonder from a worm dug from fresh soil,
and with nary a distrustful lie.
But what does a parent benefit from the same? These benefits are
immense for a parent. How many times have we heard or uttered
the phrase, “The real joy [that I experience] is seeing their little
faces light up... (at what I’ve worked so hard to perpetrate).”?
Worst of all, we can't even open a real dialogue on the matter. Not
any time, not anywhere. Not ever! In any “discussion” on the
matter, you either hate with all your heart anyone who finds
children sexually attractive, or you simply don't matter. Even in on-
line blogs, (the internet, for loving out loud). Any time I’ve tried to
make any point supporting child love, by the time I’ve gone to the
bathroom, and refreshed the page, my post is erased.

On the other end people speaking against childlove are unlimited
and completely uncensored in what proclamations they are allowed
to exclaim. It’s literally nothing short of blatant hate speech. Its
ignorance coupled with adsorbent expletives, and no one is
offended. It’s all kosher. But anyone who speaks out in anything
resembling support for Firechild Phoenix Love might as well douse
themselves in gasoline and light a kitchen match. This conversation
is only ever allowed to be one sided, and near-sighted.
We the true girllovers of the world have made countless arguments

from the perspective of injustice, intolerance and oppression
toward the Phoenix, time and again throughout history.
I have made it part of the legacy of Amadeus to herein outline and

otherwise expose with all my might the worldwide oppression of
The Beloved Firechild, in the hopes that someday, (sooner rather
than later) she will at long last be liberated, free to burn like the
white dwarf of Eros Love that she is and forever will be.
I love you, my sweet and beautiful Firechild, with the whole

propensity of my heart. But sometimes, love can be mistaken for a
crime.
May this work truly be for your benefit, and your benefit alone.

I
t is certainly of natural law to choose without restriction who
you love. Unfortunately, it is not a lawful right to chose your
sexual partner. To love is only natural. But the laws of man are
not set forth to protect what is natural. To love another being is only
ever right, but again the law is not about what is right, or moral, or
even just.
The law is set forth solely to enforce what is lawful. Maybe that
sounds jaded or bitter to you. You may be thinking, “That’s not the
law, certainly not the way I see it, and I’m intelligent enough.”
That’s fair. So then, what is the law? What is it really?
You might say that the law is a way to keep order in our society.
Another may object that the law is a way to protect the common
good, -that is that we the people decide what is good for our equal
and peaceful existence, and then protect those common values with
legislature. But you’d both be wrong. Any one who still thinks that
in this new millennium is either young and gullible, an old fool, or
hopelessly naïve. Believe me; fools get old, too.
What the law actually is, and always has been is a way for the
wealthy to stay wealthy by outlawing, and thereby preventing the
common man from doing all of the things that made the wealthy
wealthy. The way to monopolize paradise is to make unwalkable the
paths that led you there. How else does one percent of the
population acquire more than ninety percent of the wealth? By
imprisoning the other ninety-nine. And what better way to
institutionalize and imprison the masses than with fabricated
imagery?
Think about the tenets we impulsively repeat to ourselves and loved

ones, especially about money.
“You can’t take it with you when you go.” Are we ancient Egyptians?
Having wealth is clearly not about stocking up for the afterlife. It’s
about maximizing the joyous experiences of your current life. And
we all know that. Right? So then why do we say this?! What real
pertinence does this image have to any situation, except to placate?
“Money doesn’t buy happiness.” First of all, bullshit. I’m sorry, but
I am compelled to call shenanigans on this one. I once found a
hundred-dollar bill on the ground and I protest that I was genuinely
and exceedingly happy.
Now maybe, currently you can’t purchase a tangible, potable bottle

of Strawberry Mango Happiness at Whole Foods, (give it time).
And if you’re prone to depression like I am, then money in and of

itself is not some green bandage you should wrap around the
malady, (money is germy). In the same instance money can afford
you the treatment you need to better understand and deal with your
illness.
For the strong there are many devices to subdue the enemy to
defeat. Our enemy is definitely strong. But with lies, I can make you
defeat yourself, and ultimately choose how much -if any- credit I
want to take for your prostration.
The trick is, these things all sound so wise on the surface, (as long
as you don’t think too much about them) and when we repeat them,
they in turn allow us to sound enlightened to anyone whose depth
of perception and comprehension is less than or equal to our own.
This is one of the reasons we so value “like minded individuals”.
Knowledge is the ultimate potential for power. But knowledge

without means is greatly limited. Money is the catalyst. Money can
even buy knowledge. And the more money you have, the less limits
and obstacles your power of knowledge has.
This power is honed solely by guilt as you cannot effect power and
maintain innocence. For another to have power over you is to
diminish your own power over yourself. Even if that power is given
freely, the instance that that power is executed over another,
innocence is lost, and guilt burns in its’ stead. The more power you
exert over another the more guilt you cultivate. Guilt is not
necessarily bad. It’s just not innocence, which is not necessarily
good.
You don’t make a million dollars without crushing someone. You

don’t even make minimum wage without stepping on someone’s
toes.
Look at the history of all the wealthiest families: The Ford’s, the
Rothschild’s, the Kellogg’s, the Rockefeller’s: bootleggers, slave-
owners, Nazis, vivisectionists, and degenerates of every breed and
category.
They murdered the world with impunity. They rewrote history for
their own name sakes. They stole and embezzle trillions of dollars,
-legally, because they inherited the power to write the laws as they
saw fit. But you’ll go to prison for the theft of a thousand dollars.
The laws are not written to protect you, or the innocent (laugh), or
your morals, or justice. They are written to lawfully enslave
imprison and kill any conceivable threat to the monopoly of the top
one percent. Even the police are not here to serve and protect you.
Look at the history of the police. The gentry decided the best way
to keep others from stealing away all of the gold and land and
happiness that they schemed so hard to steal first, was to deputize
dirty murdering pillaging criminals to do all of their grunt work for
them. And that’s what the police do. I truly believe that most of
them never even figure that much out. They have no idea who their
masters are. They’re so completely sold on mantras and ideals. As
are most people.
It doesn’t make them bad. It just makes them dangerous. A zealot

with a gun and a badge, or a gavel and a robe, and no perception of
the actuality of the present moment, blindly doing the bidding of
an unseen and unsought master: This is the unfortunate way of the
world.
The law is not about what is just. What is right is constant. If the
law were about truth then it too would be constant, or at least it’s
progress would be thematic and linear. But it’s not. It’s sporadic
and nonsensical. We are not a species easily prone to
enlightenment. Still our laws change. Why? Well, it’s mostly
because our Masters objectives evolve.
Remember witches? Remember how wrong and bad it was to deny

God? Seriously, how many people were burned at the stake,
beheaded, quartered, stretched across the rack, drowned, hanged
dragged, impaled, and flogged to death just because someone
suspected that they were something, or anything other than a
devout Christian? It’s no big deal now, right? But if it’s no big deal
now, then was it really ever?
Inception is so powerful. If you ever listen to anyone talk about

such things, they will swear up, and down, and sideways that this
is how they feel on the subject, when in fact they have little idea
how they feel because they never grant themselves time to ponder
their own beliefs. And any accurate information they would need to
make such an inward journey is strangled into scarcity by
propaganda. Most people have little or no idea what they think, or
even who they are. And they certainly have no perception of truth.
They just regurgitate -on demand- baseless rhetoric, blatant lies,
hearsay, scare tactics, hate speech, and random impertinent facts.
Does it really make sense that a child has no sexual urges? Better
yet, did you have sexual urges as a small child? Of course you did.
Don’t be silly.
So explain why it is wrong for a child to explore those urges with an

experienced person. Say it out loud to yourself and really listen to
how ridiculous your whole argument sounds:
Ø the mental gymnastics you have to perform to substantiate it,

Ø the words you have to avoid saying,
Ø the truths you have to play down,
Ø the euphemisms you have to deploy,
Ø the out and out lies you have to tell yourself to maintain this
embarrassing charade. It’s sad.
Say it out loud.
“Well, it’s wrong because a child can’t consent.” Do you really

believe that? Do you really? No you don’t. In fact, I know that you
know that to not be true.
To consent is to say yes, and to mean it. It’s an educated yes. To not
be able to mean yes is to not be able to mean no. Right? These are
two equally noncomplex ideas. To not fathom one is to not
understand both. If she can’t say yes, then she can’t say no. If her
affirmation is powerless, then so is her rebuff.

You could argue that your power of veto is backed by more
experience and education than what she has developed, but if all
you know on the subject is what you’ve been told by someone more
powerful than you, then how are you more enlightened than she is?
You’re not. You’re just afraid. You’re both victims of another’s will.
The only difference is; you have a choice, -the very freedom that
you refuse to grant her.
“There is nothing sexually attractive about a little girl.” Really?

Then why do women, everywhere, every day mimic prepubescent
girls in order to attract the attention and desires of grown men and
other adult women? And -more importantly- why is it effective?
v Shaved legs to steal back her prepubescence. Prepubescent

meaning before puberty, as in the absence of pubic hair on the
legs and thighs, the armpits, the vagina, etc.
v Rouge to mimic her rosy blood-flushed cheeks.
v Lipstick to mimic her ruby red lips.
v Ribbons and curls and barrettes and pigtails to mimic her
hair.
v Baby-doll dresses, and Mary-Janes, and Ugg Boots, and
Teddy Bears, and so on.
v Deliberate sexy little-girl vocal tones, Pseudo-innocent “Baby-
talk”, coupled with suggestive body language, and even
adopted lingo reminiscent of prepubescent girls.
v Suggestive online user names, and monikers.
When you think about bulimia, what do you think of? Do you think
of women doing everything they can to look like preteen girls?
Why this dire, desperate need to return to the flat-chested knees

and elbows of preteen childhood? What specific longing makes a
woman starve herself? Speak its name. Call it by something, so that
we may address it properly, and directly.

She’ll go as long as she can without food, and if she absolutely has
to eat during this phase, she’ll eat so little that her resulting
nutrition is too insignificant to grant sustenance.
When she finally eats a decent meal, she immediately has to get rid
of it, like a life altering, bad decision, or some reckless moment of
weakness she just can’t live with. She’ll shove her fingers down her
throat, drink ipecac, take laxatives, anything to get that food out of
her, because gaining weight, and looking like a grown woman with
hormones, and curves is an undesirable scenario to her, to society,
and to our collective general ideas of perfection, because
perfection, (according to our actions, and not our empty words) is
a dainty, thin, flat-chested, rosy-cheeked, cherry-lipped, big-eyed,
angel of seduction.
Perfection is a preteen girl.
It must be, right, “baby”? Otherwise, why aspire to so much

mimicry? Seriously, what other natural human form could she
possibly be trying to imitate? What social values make women want
to look like girls? And what ideals of perfectionism inspire the
same?
Everything women do is a living shrine to the natural sex appeal of

prepubescent, preteen girlhood. We all acknowledge it a million
times a day. But it’s wrong to admit it out loud?
“A child can’t understand the responsibilities and consequences of

sex.” Of course they can. What you really mean is you don’t want
them to understand such things.
You want them ignorant because you believe ignorance to be

innocence. And you want them perpetually innocent, because in
reality, their childhood is not about them; it’s about you. It’s about
owning and controlling this person.
It’s about projecting yourself and beliefs onto something more pure
than yourself, in an attempt to purify your perceived image of you.
Their growth, their freedom, their nature, their fulfillment: It’s all
a second priority to your rectification of self.
It is inconsequential to you that a great and essential part of who

they are and should be is systematically neglected, and oppressed,
by you.
Here fore what is lawful is not what is moral, and certainly not what
is essential and right.
And one’s innocence never serves one’s self. It only ever serves one
who has power over another.

II
I
t is absolutely atrocious that we would sacrifice so much time,
money, and man power to teach our young, at the very
beginning of their life to fabricate, and internalize the role of
the victim; that we would ever encourage that, and to what end?
Not only do we do everything within our power to convince her that

she is a victim of anything but love (as if anyone besides the lovers
involved could ever really know anything about it), but we then
commit ourselves to exacerbating the corruption by dragging the
most intimate details of her love life into the light of day for public
scrutiny.
THAT is exploitation.
How dare they accuse anyone of anything, after embarking upon

such a damaging and irreversible assault? How dare they move to
dishonor and destroy something done out of love, with something
done out of fear and selfishness?
I believe any conquest to halt the spread of genuine love in this

world to be pure and absolute fallacy.
If we genuinely care for her wellbeing, then don’t we owe it to the

Firechild to have a constructive and ongoing dialogue, constantly
considering and digesting all sides of this issue? Doesn’t she
deserve our growth?
I have had a revelation. It has been solidified just now in my heart

that society doesn’t simply hate the Phoenix. No. Society also hates
the Firechild. The reality is that both are equally responsible for the
corruption of their comfortable illusions.
You cannot hate one guilty party, and not at least resent the other.
The difference is how this hate is manifested.
The Phoenix is met with violence and incarceration. The Firechild

is simply not acknowledged. She is ignored, and often times
chastised. But most often she is explained away.
The way society deals with the Firechild is to dominate her, and
suppress her. But we, the Phoenix of this realm have the power to
protect and to liberate our Beloved.
We can change the world, I promise. But we cannot arrive if we

never embark. How can we ever endeavor to walk the path to
fulfillment if we never stand up?
If we as a race of people decided to stand up right now and fight for

our place in this world they could never, with all of their righteous
indignation defeat us. Not in a million years.
We have truth on our side, and truth trumps fear. It trumps hate,
and miseducation, oppression, and ignorance. Truth is trump. You
know it to be true.
The truth of our existence has grown in exile and we are more and
mighty for it. If we were right now all of us to sharpen our truth,
and draw it upon the throats of their fears, there is no weapon they
could ever forge to defeat us.

We are so many, and we have so much power. We are Professors,
and Senators, and House Representatives, Chemists, and
Astrophysicists, Pop Stars, Law Enforcement, Law Makers, and
Multi-billionaires. We are everyone. We are everywhere. And we
have unlimited power to change our world, and to liberate her. And
we are simply afraid.
We are defeated in our fear. We are crippled by it. We are afraid of

judgment. They have divided us so thoroughly that we are
convinced that we are alone, and powerless. I know. I have
experienced that fear first hand.
I was in Roosevelt, in 2006 just outside of Seattle Washington at a

Hi-Fi electronics store. There was an older woman there with what
I presumed to be her grand-daughter.
I could feel the sexual energy emitting from this young girl. It was
practically tangible. I could hardly take my eyes off her.
The woman and I began to converse about some little high end
clock radio, but my attention was too divided. I asked how old the
girl was. She told me she was thirteen, but I doubted that. She
looked about ten. Suddenly the girls’ guardian says to me without
segue, “If you like what you see, all you have to do is ask.”
I froze like a deer in headlights. I had no idea I was so transparent.

I was absolutely paralyzed, and completely dumbfounded. This
woman was literally telling me that she would approve of me
courting this beautiful young girl, but all I could process was the
very real dangers that are synonymous with people finding out that
you are a girllover.
The situation got so intensely awkward that she eventually had to

walk away from me, which she did with grace and understanding,

but not before telling me, “Next time I hope you are able to ask for
what it is you want.”
I was inconsolably depressed for several months after that.
If I’d been allowed to court that girl, and she’d have reciprocated
and accepted my love, I know that I would have made her
abundantly happy.
Despite what society would have me believe about my kind, I know

that I am a good man. I am an attentive lover: affectionate,
thoughtful, selfless, magnanimously romantic, intuitive, kind-
hearted, understanding, and longsuffering.
I would never have hurt her, or pressured her, or so much as raised

my voice to her. And whenever the time may have come that she
was ready to move on and experience another’s love, I would have
made it easy and positive for her, putting her needs and her growth
ahead of my own emotions. But I was too afraid, then. And now I
fear I will never have such a chance again.
It is the tragedy of the Phoenix to live and die alone. And it is the
curse of the Firechild to never be acknowledged.
It doesn’t have to be this way.
But, there is no birth without pain; No new beginning without

sacrifice; No growth without loss.
It is up to the Phoenix to sacrifice freedom and anonymity and

comfort for the keys to the gates of her sexual imprisonment. The
longer we endure this injustice, the more the damaging toll when
she is compelled to love, and we –in turn- are obligated to
accommodate her.

This world cares nothing for Justice, only revenge. And, society
does not judge by right or wrong, law or logic. Society is ruled by
emotion. So by this it is compelled to judge you, me, law, love, and
all manner of morality; all judged by emotions. And of all these,
nothing moves the masses like fear, and hate. And right now as we
live and breathe, as I write and as you read, The Firechild & The
Phoenix are the most feared, most hated beings to effect the human
heart.
This world has been conditioned to hate you, and fear you. And I
mean you, the poor wretch on the receiving end of this message.
The citizens of this planet are put through a daily regimen of
brainwashing and propaganda, and the maintenance has become
perpetually instinctive, and mindless. There is simply no way to
ever change it, or fix it. Ever! You cannot educate ignorance,
because ignorance, -by definition- is blatant stupidity in the face of
education.
If you think there will ever come some fine day when the people of
this world will be selfless enough to validate your love of something
so contrary to that which they think they hold sacred, you’re
doomed -irreversibly- to die a fool, and probably sooner than you
think.
They care not for love, or truth, or growth; only for their illusion. It
is the Alpha and the Omega. Ignorance is the very God of this
phenomenon.
So stop. Stop trying to explain. Stop straining you bleeding voice,

screaming the truth of revelation into the deaf ears of a people who
despise the very mention of you, in a land where there is no
sanctuary, even in death.

Save your strength. Save your voice. Save your words. They are
erased from history, as if they were never written. And the same
will inevitably befall you. Stop talking, and start doing.
When America defected from England in 1776 what was the vehicle
of that defection? Well, as history will attest, we sent a letter to
England stating that we wanted to be our own entity, free from the
rule and constraint of Parliamentary acts and of His Majesty
George William Frederick III, and -in response- England sent a
very encouraging letter, (on good card stock) in addition to forms
and instructions on how to legally achieve such freedoms.
Paul Revere was a great hero of the time who made long, dangerous
voyages to expedite as best he could the navigation of the
complicated and tedious processes and journeys necessary to keep
up such progress and correspondence. And in 1783 England
officially declared America a free and separate Nation at liberty to
live by our own beliefs and laws, and sincerely wished us abounding
luck and monumental success. Or at least that’s what the History
books would tell you.
The fact of the matter is, people who have power over others never
just give up that power in the name of liberty, and justice. There is
no altruism in response to defection, or divergence. Those in power
would rather kill you than set you free. This is the only attitude in
relation of an oppressor to its’ oppressed. England to America,
America to Slaves, The Union to the South, Europeans to the
Natives (of everywhere). You will do what they say, and live how
they tell you to live, and believe what they tell you to believe, or they
will imprison you, and kill you.
Please know, that you will never win your freedom in their courts
of Law. It will NEVER happen. Freedom is not something that is
given freely. Freedom is not free. It is something to be won, at great
cost of comfort, and morality, and –historically- human life.
So why are we letting these fascists convince us that we should fight

a war (make no mistake, they are at war with us) with silence, and
passive submission, hiding, running, and all manner of self
loathing? Why do we subscribe to such misguidance?
If they keep changing the rules while you’re playing the game, what
poor wretch doesn’t eventually assert: fuck the rules?
The laws of their courts are written solely to protect and support
their agendas. If the giants of our struggle continue to fail to speak
up, well then all of our well researched and strategically thought
out words of debate are -collectively- a grain of sand against a
violent runaway ocean current.
The only chance -however small and improbable- to win, is to fight.

We need those with power and influence to assert themselves, and
identify themselves; to help correct the ignorant, emotional
response in this mass hysteria of this prefab, anti-pedo
establishment. Without this most essential sacrifice, even our very
best and most profound words of debate will forever lack fruition.
It is proverb: Deeds are fruits, words are leaves.
“If your actions do not prove the truth of your words, then your
words are nothing more than lies!” -Ritu Ghatourey
Edgar Allen Poe wrote, “Words have no power to impress the mind
without the exquisite horror of their reality.”
Harold S Geneen said, “It is an immutable law in business that

words are words, explanations are explanations, promises are
promises, but only performance is reality.”
Even regular, everyday people don’t hear words. This is why we as

a species spend so much time arguing the same points of race, and
creed, and religion, and sexuality. How long have we been debating
these same points?
Since before recorded history. That’s how long.
No-one listens. Everyone just cuts everyone off, or -at our very best-
we pretend to listen, while realistically just waiting to talk in
support of whatever point of view we’ve already made up our minds
about.
If we do not fight, we cannot win. Anonymity is killing us. It mustn’t

last. Now is the time. Right now. This moment. We must come
together. For the sake of love. For the love of her. We must unite.
The world will never give it’s blessing. I promise you as long as we
live and breathe it will NEVER be granted. We must take it.

III
T
here is a phenomenon, a gargantuan identifiable sexual
energy that cracks and sparks and lights up the atmosphere.
Children are naturally free. But, when a Firechild is in the
presence of a desirable Phoenix, she becomes completely
uninhibited and noticeably more wild against every warning and
lesson her family, and religion, and community has worked so hard
to tame her with. The younger she is, the easier this force overrides
her training.
Her essence is still so very true to nature that the unnatural laws of
man are still an awkward effort, taxing to her energy and attention.
Her mind is filled with images; her heart, flooded with emotions
and desires. She becomes this wildly sexual creature. She becomes
herself; that person we all once were before the heavy façades,
before the brainwashing, before the world bent our minds toward
self loathing.
This behavior is deeply disturbing to anyone determined to see her

as innocent and non-threatening. But to the Phoenix this state of
being is seen for everything it is: assertive, aggressive self
actualization of nothing short of her true nature.
She will strip herself bare, and approach her prey naked. She will
look you in the eyes and press her young chalice against your
awareness. She will climb upon your lap and wrap herself around
you, and with her voice like royal jelly, whisper encouragements
into the light of your sub conscience.
She will seduce you.
In the 1990’s, in an effort to thoroughly subdue sexual misconduct

by men in the harassment of women, -most specifically in the
workplace- we as a society ventured to portray an unabridged
definition of the term rape, with the idea that it would more
aggressively implicate men, and their conduct toward the innocent
women of the world.
But the campaign quickly died. It turned out that the guidelines put
forth to incriminate men were actually describing the very things
that all women do all day every day in engaging the attention of
men.
The entire effort almost backfired and blew up in our faces. The
objective after all was to implicate and punish men, not to expose
the dirty deeds and devices of innocent women. The goal was
certainly not equality.
I think that should be the new ruling standard for what we define
as offensive: how serious of an offense is it if a woman does it?
Ø If a woman engages a boy, he’s lucky = If a man engages a girl

she’s lucky.
Ø If a woman is prosecuted for sex with a minor she receives
minimal jail time if any = If a man is prosecuted for sex with
a minor, he receives minimal jail time if any.
Ø If a woman has sex with a boy society is rarely and barely
outraged by it = If a man has sex with a girl society is rarely
and barely outraged by it.

Ø If a woman sleeps around she is loose and irresponsible and
unclean = If a man sleeps around he is loose and irresponsible
and unclean.
This could work. But society would never allow it. We’re such slaves
to roles of age, and gender, and race.
In all probability women are more likely to engage a child on a

sexual level than a man. They have unlimited unsupervised access
to children. People will just hand a strange woman their only child
with nary a notion of foul intent.
Women are reported far less than men, not because they are less
active in this capacity but because the “victims” -mainly boys- are
less emotional, and therefore less vulnerable to the emotional ploy
society uses to create victims out of lovers.
And even when a woman is accused the very fact that she is a
woman has a sobering affect on our outrage and we are able to see
the situation more clearly and with much less emotion.
And the judicial system is smart enough to know that constantly

making an example out of women for any reason is counter
productive to the objective.
People love women intrinsically. We are moved instinctively to feel

compassion and empathy for women. And compassion and
empathy for some pedophiles eventually translates into empathy
and compassion for pedophilia across the board. That’s a slippery
slope on a hill that they’re simply not prepared to die on.
If they were to pursue female childlovers the way they do males, the
news would rarely report on much else. The phenomenon would
become too commonplace in the social mindset. And that shade of
group thinking is undesirable. We as a society, nay as a race have
preserved the top shelf of our worship wardrobe for the beauty and
innocence of womanhood. Why?
Ever wonder why we are so attached to our mothers? Dad pays the
bills. Men throughout the entire history of our species have risked
their life and limbs in bloody war to keep the world safe at home.
In any situation of danger, he sacrifices his safety for ours. Women
and children first. But mom, she… what?
Let me remind you of an odd fact that we love to forget, and do our
best to suppress, deny, and otherwise avoid judgment on.
The relationship you had with your mother was of a sexual nature.
Maybe you don’t remember, or maybe you’re just trying really hard
not to, but mom used to perform fellatio on you. Most moms suck
their young sons off. And don’t think for a second that she didn’t
get sexual gratification from breast feeding you. In fact, many
mothers masturbate while breastfeeding. We see it in plain sight
and it doesn’t even register in our minds what’s really going on.
Seriously, think back. “This little piggy went…” come on, what was
the motion? That’s right, she fondled you. Innocent you say. Of
course you do. You’re conditioned to.
Does a father sing a song and play with his daughters’ vagina, and
not go to prison? No. No he doesn’t.
She aroused you sexually while engaging you on many other levels
too. It’s the same concept as tantric sex. That is why you are so in
love with her. That is why the romances you pursue are a reflection
of your relationship with her. She was your first lover. Your mother.
I could, and maybe even should stop writing now, as I am certain

that most anyone who’d endured me up until now has suddenly had
their fill of truth, and has stopped reading altogether.
But this book was never meant to benefit anyone but the Firechild.
And so for her benefit, I’ll continue laying bare our humanity.
You say you love her. And all that you do is out of love. But really it
is out of hate. You hate the natural thing she truly is in the face of
all your agendas to project your beliefs and fears and broken
dreams, your failing attempts to live vicariously through what you
perceive as her innocence.
And it is out of hate that you shelter her and stunt her growth.
Protecting her from who? From you, and your insanity? Not a
chance in hell.
From people like me. What do you mean, writers? Well, what then?
Libras? What people? Poor dancers? People who think she is
beautiful? What?
Oh you mean people who would do her harm? Do you even know
what you’re saying? Who told you that I want to harm her? And
why did you believe them?
Time was we asked the man himself what his intentions were
toward a girl. What the hell happened to that? Why would you ever
let someone else dictate to you what is in my heart? Isn’t that a
question for me?
Look I get it. It’s no concern to you what my actual intentions are.
I’m different. So I must die. That’s it in a nutshell. Be honest with
yourself. It’s simply about intolerance.
To the enlightened, different is unique. To the immature, different

is just weird. And we don’t tolerate weirdoes. And certainly not chi-
mos.

You could have received the Congressional Medal of Honor.
Teacher of the Year. Humanitarian awards. Decades of tireless
dedication to the advancement and wellbeing of your community,
to it’s elderly, to the children; whatever.
The minute you’re identified as a girllover, none of those things

hold any merit; no consolation, whatsoever. You’re a piece of
shit! …and you always have been.
If you ask me they should all be weeded out into concentration

camps and gassed like the Jews. We should strap them down and
cut off their balls with a rusty serrated knife.
They deserve to die in the most horrible most painful way possible.
They should be burned at the stake like witches. The word “Rape-
o” should be carved into their foreheads, and their junk should be
burned off with a welders’ torch.
They should be impaled to death anally with broomsticks. It should

be perfectly legal to walk up to one of them, and just blow their
fuckin’ brains out in front of God and everybody. They should be
sent to the worst prisons in the world and systematically gang-
raped. They should be buried under the prisons. Hell, they
shouldn’t even be afforded a human burial. Their remains should
be left out for the wolves and bears to feast on. If fact they should
be fed alive to the bears and wolves and cougars. The whole event
should be recorded in Imax 3D and sold on Blu-ray for normal
people like us to watch at home and jack off to.
How can you stand their, and tell me you’ve never found a fourteen,
or fifteen-year-old girl sexually attractive? that you’ve never
wanted to take some sexy fourteen-year-old girl someplace quiet,
and secluded, and press her naked body against your bed?
It’s a lie. Moreover, it’s a damned lie.

You’re scared for your life. Public ridicule; sex offender registry;
prison; getting murdered to death, naked, and abandoned in some
dirty shower room; these are all the real reasons you won’t take that
pretty little neighbor girl who’s been crushing on you -since she was
eight- and crush back. Not because it’s wrong, or because she’s too
young (scoff), or innocent (don’t insult my intelligence, or yours,
and don’t insult hers by such a gross underestimation).
Hell, it’s not even because it’s illegal. We, -all of us (you, I, civilians,
cops, judges, priests)- do a hundred illegal things a day, because
we’re simply not afraid of the consequences. It’s illegal to jay-walk.
It’s illegal to piss in the alley (public nudity). It’s illegal to use
something other than your real name in an email account. Does
that mean any of us are going to stop? Hell no.
The only reason you don’t pull your daughter’s sexy little friend, or
your kids babysitter, or the little thirteen-year-old giving you the
“fuck me” eyes every Sunday at Church, the only reason you don’t
yank her tight little body into the coat room and give her everything
she’s been asking you for is because you are scared to death of the
consequences. And I protest, this has never been a good reason to
do (or to not do) anything.
ANYTHING that you refrain from doing solely because you are
afraid (I promise you) is something that you absolutely SHOULD
BE DOING!
You want her sex as much as I do. No you say? Ok. How about your
brother? Oh you know him, do you? Can you really ever know a
person? How about your infant son? Your little baby boy. What’s in
store for him? What is he going to define as beautiful when he’s a
man? Off with his little pecker with a rusty serrated knife? “You
people are weird”, said the pedophile.

How about your baby daughter? Your precious little princess? She
might sprout fangs and start gobbling down human offspring. Why
not drive a stake through her heart right now? That’s what you’re
going to do anyway, right? when you decide to turn your back on
her at the age of thirty, when she’s outed for being attracted to
young boys, or young girls, or both? So get on with it.
Maybe you can’t see your precious little baby as a monster right
now, but I promise you, social ignorance will not pull punches. And
you can’t stop it from happening. You can’t just say, “…oh I’ll just
make sure she never grows up to be a childlover.”
You can claim benevolence all you want. In the end, you’re just
preparing yourself to abandon, and ostracize her over something as
trivial and unpredictable as sexual preference.
At the very least your preparing her to be a perpetual victim, and to

interpret the world of love as something to be feared and
suppressed.
You’re filling her with apprehension in the name of protection.

You’re fortifying her with lies and distrust in the guise caution.
You’re killing her any way you serve it. You’re feeding her poison,
and calling it love.
To a child being in trouble is the biggest threat to peace of mind

they have. Being in trouble with the adult world is huge. Society
literally preys on that fear, -specifically in girls- to maintain this
malicious meta-victim paradigm.
Leave her be. Back off. Give her some growing space. Stow your
burgeoning obsessions with her. You really love her the way she is?
Then let who she is be. Stop projecting, all of us.

IV
A
t first, it greatly offended me that a widely accepted
characteristic of the male Phoenix is that he is typically an
underachiever. Mostly because I very much resemble that
stigma. However, the more I contemplated this, the more I
understood that the underachiever is not a natural trait of the
Phoenix. It instead is a byproduct of living one’s life in the shadow,
under the radar, in hiding, and even on the run.
Any male Phoenix with a modicum of intellect can easily deduce

that success is a great risk for the banished, and anyone living in
exile. In return being a Phoenix is the proverbial monkey wrench
in the operational devices of success.
The worst thing you can do as a childlover of any type is to

deliberately put yourself in the public eye and therefore,
subsequently, under it’s insanely obsessive scrutiny. That’s a
failsafe recipe for a hellish prison sentence, with all the trimmings.
Any time you set out for a destination, armed with a gun, not for
the purpose of cutting down your oppressor, but solely for the
purpose of hara-kiri, completely prepared to die, you are clearly
acting in desperation. This speaks many volumes about how greatly
this person absolutely needed what he set out to acquire. What is
our society doing to it’s people?

"Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies
inside us while we live." -Norman Cousins
They may tell you that it’s only against the law to act upon your
sexual preferences, and never to simply be a childlover, but I
promise you, that is a major, and a very devious honey trap.
They may -to some degree- resist the urge to arrest you on false or
trumped up charges, but they will also turn a blind eye in support
of your very thorough and extremely prejudiced annihilation.
Don’t get me wrong, we are -without a doubt- just like everyone

else. We have the same inherent strengths and weaknesses as our
oppressors. But also, by our oppressors, a great deal is added to our
plight, and as a result we spend our lives walking on eggshells.
Success requires risk, -a commodity we cannot afford. Every great
thing that we naturally are is subsequently relegated to mediocrity.
Without such barriers we would no doubt achieve a great many

things of notoriety and honor, -to the utter impertinence of so
many pernicious bourgeois platitudes.
In fact, if you watch the news, many newly discovered Phoenixes

were formerly quite venerated among their peers. Of course once
the world knows that he is a girllover, none of that former success
matters, in the least.
Why? I love this idea: why. It demands explanation, and provokes

investigation in those who value the truth.
The decision to found the Spanish Inquisition has been attributed

to many motives. Among such propositions are such objectives as
to strengthen political authority, and to weaken opposition.
And while I truly believe the anti-childlove effort to be a ploy in the

interest of dynamically reducing, and augmenting social tensions,
and the anesthetization of the masses against the atrocities
committed abroad, and more especially at home, I am more
committed to the notion that the primary objective; the real bottom
line is ultimate, and total control over the people, our economy, our
progress, our loyalties, our careers, our leisure, and our very right
to chose -just to begin with- by politicians, by big business, and
more so, by the very real New World Order.
It has ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with her immediate

safety, or the actualization to any degree of your child’s
individuality. This is of no intended benefit to her. It is solely the
faithful benefactor of docile social compliance.
Any supposed benefit to her, perceived from your compromised

sense of perspective is just a false-positive, and additionally a tool
to be utilized to further motivate your resolve to let go, and just
comply.
But, isn’t that what we secretly want? To be relieved of the duties of

so much heavy responsibility? of such life influencing decisions?
A woman will complain that there are no good and decent men in
the world all the while ignoring and avoiding the many
kindhearted, wildly romantic men pining for her attention, right in
plain sight every day of her life, because in truth, she doesn’t much
value such traits.
A man will praise the superiority of his intelligent, independent,

strong willed wife, just to run off with some pretty perky teenager,
because above all else, he desires youth, and beauty, and variety in
the potential vessels (plural) for his offspring.
Society will build monuments to righteousness and moral

fortitude, and peaceful safety, and enlightenment, and then turn
around and praise the image of the murderous drug lord, the
powerful Mafioso, and paint a picture of the informant as a rat,
because we inherently love and value violence and corruption and
mayhem.
This is not paradoxical. We have simply become a race of sincere

liars, forced to hide behind the facade of the superego. We’re
motivated through compulsion to be dishonest about what we truly
value. We hide our id behind preassembled, streamlined, paint-by-
number personalities that we repurchase, daily -like a favorite
movie- trying desperately not to manifest the id by what we actually
do. We are fake, empty people with tattooed on personalities. We’re
insidious frienamies with false “values”. We are not complicated.
We’re just flaky.
Here’s what human beings really want:
Ø To feel good.

Ø To be validated.
Ø To be loved.
Ø To love.
Ø To live well.
Ø To live long.
Ø To die painlessly –if at all.
The rest is a load of horseshit. Yes, there are some who seek
enlightenment. But they are the exception, not the rule. Most
only say they seek such growth because they’re certain people will
love them for it.
Yes, some truly value the phenomenon of life renewed, and honor
it by encouraging and nurturing real growth, in the direction of self
actualization. They are the anomaly. Most only want new life if they
can control it and contort it into something that will ultimately
validate themselves, their beliefs, their values and fears.
Not only are we not presently enlightened, we don’t even want it in

the future tense. We don’t aspire to the truth. We fear
enlightenment. We abhor it. And with ample reason.
No one wants to comprehend the truth of a child’s sexual capacity.

Never mind comprehension. They don’t even want to hear it. They
balk at the possibility of such spoken words falling into the
labyrinth beneath their fucking earholes.
No one wants to hear the touching love story behind a sexual man-
girl relationship. They’d rather pack their ears with carnivorous
earwigs than endure such a contrary love story.
No, people want the option to chose the truths they are exposed to.
And you simply cannot achieve enlightenment and growth with
only half the truth.
To control and sensor the truths you digest is to bend and otherwise
stunt your enlightenment. It is positively tyrannous when
perpetrated by an outside presence, like a parent to a child. But it’s
something substantially worse when deliberately done to one’s self.

S
ociety will tell you that life is complicated. But, it is not. It is
only our perception filtered through selfishness and fear that
makes a blurry, grey mess out of the definite perfection of life.
Live therefore in the spirit of love. However long we filter the
canvas of life through fear, the circle and the spirit shall remain a
mystery to our sense of reality.
The square represents the shell, and the shell is encumbered by

fear. It is our primitive selves: simple, and certain, and easily
measured, (like sight, and sound, touch, smell, and taste). But the
circle; it is the intangible spirit, free, and ethereal.
Both exist, the circle, and the square. Both measure an area of 360
degrees. But the square is not alive; the circle is. And, where a
square is measured in four whole parts, a circle is defined by only
one: itself. True to nature, and to the universe, it reduces chaos into
four elements, and then unites them again in harmony, implicating
peace, and love. Its transcendental variable -like love- seems
irrational insomuch that it is perceived as incomplete and fantastic
by the folly of the shell.
But, -in fact- the circle exists on another plane of consciousness,

where love rules as the quintessential reality. There, it is whole. On
loves plane, it is the square that is corrupt.
Love is all you need. It's true. Enlightenment (spiritual maturity)

asserts through the spirit that love is complete unto itself. It is the
shell; it is the body that is imperfect, and to prove it, the body must
always die. But the spirit of love lives on. It transcends. It is the
cultivator of truth. It is the tree of knowledge.
I was a small child living in an abusive foster home that (fortunately

for me), never pretended that they actually liked me. I remember it
like it was yesterday.
See, I never did believe in Santa Clause; the whole thing just
seemed too ridiculous to me. The same with the Easter Bunny, and
Jesus, and all the crap we’re expected to shove down our children’s
throats to clog their intellectual arteries with, while they’re still
young and vulnerable.
But this particular afternoon I was watching Mighty Mouse. Mighty

Mouse was a cartoon superhero mouse very similar to Superman,
only more zany, and comical. I remember, in the episode, this poor
character, a quiet insecure outcast who never really went out of his
way to bother anyone, still everyone seemed to be bothered by him.
At one point, a bug crawled out of his ear, and into a hole in his
head, or vise versa, and people made a roaring spectacle of the
matter, rudely pointing and laughing, and just really laying into
this guys already dwindling sense of self worth and acceptance, and
his basic need to love and be loved.
He eventually became the villain, hell bent on destroying a society

that had obviously failed him at every point in his life. And like a
mindless drone Mighty Mouse pursued and violently subdued this
undesirable character. The villain was incarcerated, and Mighty
Mouse once again was the hero of the story.
I knew then, without a doubt that something was seriously wrong

with the world as a whole, and frankly, it frightened me, a lot.

It seemed to me, then, and I know it to be true now, that monsters
aren’t born, they’re molded. They are the product of social
engineering, and therefore, need not be punished, but cured, with
love. Provisions need to be taken to better ensure that we don’t keep
making the same mistakes in our future that we’ve made in our
past.
This translates into responsibility on the part of a society that made

the monster instead of just sweeping the end product under the rug,
and into exile, while the social monster-machine still operates at
full capacity. I knew this as a small child. There is something very
wrong with our world.
Of course now that I’m older, and have experienced more of this
world and have had time to gather more data on the subject, I
understand better what that problem is.
What would you say if I told you that America is not a Democracy?
The problem with a Democracy is that it is based on the vote of the
majority. That doesn’t sound so bad, does it? But what about
freedom? Follow me.
If I want to rule over you, I can very easily use the majority based
vote of Democracy to do so. Because votes can be influenced with
half truths and blatant lies and scare tactics, and chemical
drugging. I can infect the majority with fear, and use that fear of
the 51% to vote away the rights of the other 49%. And every time I
want to take away one of your rights, all I have to do is influence
another 51%, (not even the same 51%). As long as I can manipulate
a 51% vote I can systematically take away all of your human,
natural, and constitutional rights. Just with fear!
You’ll sell me your rights hand over fist just to feel safe from some
threat, or some enemy that doesn’t exist!

That is why America was never a Democracy. We are a Republic: a
state in which supreme power is held by the people and their
elected representatives. Because in a Republic, 99% of the people
cannot vote to take away the rights of even 1% of the people. Your
rights are completely protected by the United States of America,
and by the REPUBLIC for which it stands. So, why are we taught
that America is a Democracy?
There is an elite society, comprised of a very miniscule percent of

the population of the world who have successfully orchestrated a
hostile takeover of our wealth, resources, land, and governments.
They are the 13 ruling families:
v The Astor Bloodline

v The Bundy Bloodline
v The Collins Bloodline
v The DuPont Bloodline
v The Freeman Bloodline
v The Kennedy Bloodline
v The Li Bloodline
v The Onassis Bloodline
v The Reynolds Bloodline
v The Rockefeller Bloodline
v The Rothschild Bloodline
v The Russel Bloodline
v The Van Duyn Bloodline
These 13 families control everything on the globe. They use systems

such as finance, and religion, and military to enslave, and control
the actions, outcomes, education, thought process, beliefs, and
emotions of you and me from the moment we are born until the day
that we die. They are the 1%. And they have controlled our destinies
for millennia. And our governments are powerless against them.
You see they control our economy because they make (they literally
print) our money. Our government does not make our money. The
Rothschild’s and the Rockefellers make our money. They loan it to
our government at an interest rate that keeps our government in
bottomless debt to them, through their Federal Reserve, which is
not a Federal Institution at all, but instead is a private bank, owned
and run by this Elite bloodline. And because they control our
economy they are untouchable. Trust me there are many other
reasons why they are untouchable. They are not new to controlling
the destinies of societies. Again, they’ve been doing it for centuries.
The 13 Ruling Families control our military in Washington DC

which is why it is legally it’s own entity with it’s own military, and
laws. Washington D.C. resides within America but is a federal
district which is independent. Washington D.C. controls
the military power and international politics of the WORLD. It is
home to the “House of the Temple” which is Home of the Supreme
Council, 33°, Ancient Accepted Scottish Rite of Freemasonry,
Southern Jurisdiction. It is located 13 blocks from the White
House.
The 13 Ruling Families control our religion in Vatican City which is

why it is legally it’s own entity with it’s own military, and laws.
Vatican City is found within the city of Rome but it is an
internationally recognized independent state. It controls the
spirituality of the WORLD. It’s main tools of oppression are as
follows:
Ø ECOLOGICAL POWER
Ø REMUNERATIVE POWER
Ø COERCIVE POWER
Ø SOCIAL POWER
Ø LEGAL POWER
Ø TRADITIONAL POWER
Ø EXPERT POWER
Ø CHARISMATIC POWER
The 13 Ruling Families control our money from London which is

why it is legally it’s own entity with it’s own military, and laws. The
City of London Corporation is within London, England but
separate. It has the power to alter its own constitution. The City of
London has been administered separately from the rest of London
since the Middle Ages. The right of the City to run its own affairs
was gradually won as concessions were gained from the Crown. The
authority came to be known as the Corporation of London and, in
the 12th century, the office of Lord Mayor was created. The Lord
Mayor of the City of London represents all those who live and work
in the Square Mile, and has a separate role from the Mayor of
London.
The City of London Corporation is the financial control of the

WORLD. It is a one square mile banking sector inside London. In
this one square mile banking sector (a.k.a. The City of London
Corporation), contains: Bank of England (central bank of the
United Kingdom), Lloyds of London (an insurance market, it is not
a company but instead a corporate body governed by the Lloyd’s
Act of 1871 and subsequent Acts of Parliament), The London Stock
Exchange, Freemasons‘ Hall (the headquarters of the United Grand
Lodge of England and the Supreme Grand Chapter of Royal Arch
Masons of England), as well as many banks headquarters, and
other bank branches.
But, how could they accomplish so much? They are all human, just
like us. There is not any single thing that one of them can conceive
that one of us cannot. And that is dangerous to their bottom line,
which is not necessarily money. What do they need money for?
They can print it at will. It’s unsubstantial.
Their bottom line is control. Monarchy. They are the true rulers
of this planet, and they mean to keep it that way. They are not
inclined to share that rule with anyone outside of their ruling
bloodlines. So they understand very well that you and I need to
never come anywhere close to gaining the level of awareness, and
knowledge that they have amassed throughout history. And the
most efficient way to beat out the competition is to completely
eliminate it. Am I wrong?
They are afraid of what you will become. Two entities cannot exist
in the same space. They cannot rule superior, if you are their equal.
Pay close attention to what I am about to tell you. All of us: male,
female, black, and white, you and I only ever truly experience two
emotions. Fear. And love. All other emotions are secondary
derivatives, byproducts of these two true emotions.
Love has a vey high frequency which emits a short wave length.
Fear on the other hand drones out a low frequency with a long wave
length. Stay with me.
There are 64 possible combinations of amino acids in our D.N.A.,

made from 4 basic elements: carbon, oxygen, hydrogen, and
nitrogen. The possible combinations of these four elements in sets
of three D.N.A. base codons are expressed mathematically as 4
multiplied to the exponent of 3, or 4 to the 3rd power, or 4 x 4 x 4
which is equal to 64.
This means, given our 4 base elements, and our amino acids codons
comprised each of 3 of these four elements, we should find present
in our D.N.A. 64 amino acids. But we do not. We only find 20. Our
genetic code is incomplete by more than 66%. Like Anakin
Skywalker, you are not the Jedi you should be. They are holding
you back.
Our emotional frequency waves ultimately determine where the

frequency contact points will meet on the spectrum of these amino
acids and therefore determine which combinations will be utilized
to gather our genetic material and encode our D.N.A. Fear, because
it operates on a longer wave length will interact less often and
therefore create less combinations greatly limiting our variety of
amino acids, where loves high frequency and short wave length
would utilize all resources and construct all 64 amino acids,
completing our D.N.A. and freeing us from our stagnated growth.
I know how crazy this must sound if you’re hearing it for the first
time. But the truth is, they need very much to make you less
intelligent than they are from the very beginning, (i.e. from
childhood). And then, they must keep you that way throughout the
rest of your life.
That is why they spend so much time and money and resources to
keep you afraid, and that’s why they work tirelessly to chemically
and systematically diminish your intelligence.
Every time you get a cavity, they stick your head full of mercury
(one of the most toxic heavy metals known to modern science)
which has historically caused irrevocable neurological degradation.
Mercury was used in the process of curing felt, a material which is
used in making hats. It was impossible for hatters to avoid inhaling
the mercury fumes given off during the hat making process. Hatters
and other men in working mills died early due to the residue.
Mercury caused neurological damage, as well as confused speech
and distorted vision. As the mercury poisoning progressed to
dangerously high levels, sufferers could also experience psychotic
symptoms, such as hallucinations. Hence the phrase Mad as a
Hatter. Or The Mad Hatter.
They poison your food with MSG (Monosodium glutamate) which

enhances flavor and makes food ridiculously delicious by swelling
the nerve endings in your tongue. And as an added bonus, it
disturbs your neurons and causes you to become exhausted,
lethargic, and docile, and more susceptible to suggestion and social
conditioning.
It’s a neurotransmitter, and an excitotoxin. It crosses the blood

brain barrier to excite and to swell neurons in you brain, causing
cellular death. In laymen’s terms, it kills your brain cells. And just
because something claims to be free of MSG doesn’t mean that it is.
Even organic non MSG ingredients are compromised to contain up
to 50% or even 60% MSG. The FDA does not require manufacturers
to label foods MSG unless the “added ingredient” is 99% pure MSG.
They manufacture and utilize many versions of these chemicals and
call them by different names. But they are used in the exact same
capacity, to make you stupid, and to keep you that way. And you
simply cannot avoid it all.
§ Hydrolyzed Vegetable Protein

§ Textured Vegetable Protein
§ Yeast Extract
§ Glutamic Acid (E 620)2
§ Glutamate (E 620)
§ Monosodium Glutamate (E 621)
§ Monopotassium Glutamate (E 622)
§ Calcium Glutamate (E 623)
§ Monoammonium Glutamate (E 624)
§ Magnesium Glutamate (E 625)
§ Natrium Glutamate
§ Calcium Caseinate
§ Sodium Caseinate
§ Yeast Food
§ Yeast Nutrient
§ Autolyzed Yeast
§ Gelatin
§ Textured Protein
§ Soy Protein Isolate
§ Whey Protein Isolate
§ Vetsin
§ Ajinomoto
§ Anything hydrolyzed
§ Any hydrolyzed protein
§ Anything ingredient that ends in “Protein”
They pump (without your consent mind you) the water you drink
full of fluoride, a known carcinogen. Sodium Fluoride is the most
toxic, ionic molecule outside of Potassium Dichromate. It has a
narcotic-like effect on the brain. It causes wide spread
osteosarcoma (bone cancer), skeletal fluorosis, and of course lower
levels of intelligence. However, it simply has never been shown to
be effective in reducing tooth decay.
Then they tell you that you have to go to learn to see the world the
way they tell you to see it, in their obedience-school system, an
institution designed to miseducate you, and lead you further and
further away from the truths of life, and the real splendors of the
world you live in.
This is a strategic indoctrination in the guise of education. And if

you question the information they give you, they fail you, and
convince you that you have no future. But if you just accept their
propaganda and blindly regurgitate it back on command, you go on
to be as successful as they will allow you to be, within the system
they have crated for you.
They deliberately plague your mind with fear. Fear of terrorism

which is a false idea. If you think terrorist outside of our own
government caused 911 you need to open your eyes.
If you think Osama Bin Laden conducted 911, you’re a fool. If you
think our hunt for Saddam Husain, and subsequent war was in
response to a threat of weapons of mass destruction, then you need
to wake up.
They paralyze us with fear. We fear for our safety. We fear for our
children; for someone loving them sexually. We fear other races.
We fear own own races. We fear change. We fear failure. We fear
success. We fear dying. We fear living.
This is all very unnatural. What other species on the planet fears
living, or success? It’s unnatural, meaning it is not something that
manifests itself solely on the winds of inevitability. This type of fear
has to be painstakingly engineered, or else it simply will not
happen.
I know this sounds a little deep, and more than a little dubious. The
point I’m trying to make is that in order to remain confident as the
top 1% they have to permanently stunt your growing potential. And
they do this to us as children with chemicals, and with fear.
They limit your potential by denying you the opposite of fear, by

denying children love.
Not love like they teach you. Not a controlling, fear based, self
loathing, fear of all things truly wonderful, disguised as love. I mean
real love, pure and unfettered emotion, spiritual passion and sexual
expression and experimentation, the pure clean thrill of touching
and being touched and being explored and liberated to orgasms
and mind expansion and free expression of who you are on the
deepest core level of your soul. I mean freedom. Emotional spiritual
and sexual freedom.
This full, complete, real love when experienced as a child, without

the yoke of fear and shame would make you familiar with
something very powerful and dangerous to their system of control,
it would lead you to know yourself, and your potential, and the
realities and possibilities of life, fulfillment, and excellence.

This is why you must be freed from your innocence. And the love of
The Phoenix -my sexual love for you- exists to move you toward
that freedom.
They deliberately deprive you of this love. They deprive me of you.

But equally, they deprive you of me.
I was made to love you. My love cannot exist without your need for
it. My love for you fills an actual demand of the natural world to
complete your humanity with a type of growth stimulation that
other people are simply not equipped to give you.
Does it really make sense that you should only experience one type
of love? some incomplete partial detached version of love, or
should everyone, old and young, man woman and child experience
love in it’s complete capacity? and all that it has to offer?
You are being cheated out of a complete love fulfillment. And it’s
making you less than who you are meant to be.

VI
P
roblem Reaction Solution. Problem Reaction Solution. Read
it out loud. Problem Reaction Solution. Problem Reaction
Solution. Say it with me.
Problem Reaction Solution.
It is called The Hegelian Dialectic.
(dialectical |ˌdīəˈlektikəl| adjective: concerned with or acting

through opposing forces)
It is stated as comprising three dialectical stages of development:
1. A thesis, giving rise to its reaction.

(thesis |ˈTHēsis| noun: a statement or theory that is put
forward as a premise to be maintained or proved)
2. An antithesis which contradicts or negates the thesis.

(antithesis |anˈtiTHəsis| noun: a contrast or opposition
between two things, ideas, people, nations, etc.)
3. And the tension between the two being resolved by means of

a synthesis.
(synthesis |ˈsinTHəsis| noun: combination or composition, in
particular: the combination of ideas to form a theory or
system / the production of chemical compounds by

reaction from simpler materials)
(system |ˈsistəm| noun: a set of connected things or parts

forming a complex whole, in particular: a set of things
working together as parts of a mechanism or an
interconnecting network / a set of rules used in
measurement or classification.)
In short:
1. Sam creates a problem where there is none.

2. Sam influences manipulates and controls how you react to the
problem that he created, and then,
3. Sam uses the fear, and hate, and confusion that he has filled
you with to trick you into giving him whatever power he wants
to take away from you:
Power of free speech, power of free expression, power of privacy,

power of dissension, power to consent, and so on. And in the
end, you thank him for it, and praise him for it, and call Sam a hero
for delivering you from these evils that never even existed in the
first place. These things were never a danger to you.
In fact, the only thing that ever meant you any harm was Sam, and
you have no idea. As far as you’re concerned, Sam is your Savior,
your Hero, your Benefactor, and your Rock; Your Bridge Over
Troubled Waters.
If J.D. wants to do something to our planet, or to our society, or to

our money, he cannot just do it, because none of these things
belong to just J.D. They belong to everyone. J.D. knows that you’re
not going to just let him do what he wants to do, because you’re not
going to like what he wants to do. Why? Because what J.D. wants
to do doesn’t benefit you. It only benefits him and his friends. And
there are only 13 of them, and there’s 7,500,000,000 of you. So
what can he do? How can thirteen win against seven-billion?
1) Create a Problem
2) Manipulate and control the Reaction
3) Rob you, imprison you, and kill you with the Solution
Problem Reaction Solution
The Hegelian Dialectic. It’s a real thing. I’m not making this up.
This only works against us when we as a society are too afraid and
appalled by some idea to think about it rationally. Rationality will
show you that everything has pros and cons, and strikes down
responses that are based purely on emotions. Like the hatred that
people are taught to feel against child lovers. See? We just tackled
this extensively, and I guarantee that just the mention of me
making love to a little girl set off a negative response in pretty much
everyone who read it. It’s not completely your fault. It’s called
cognitive dissonance.
In psychology, cognitive dissonance is the mental stress or

discomfort experienced by an individual who:
▪ holds two or more contradictory beliefs, ideas, or values at the

same time;
▪ performs an action that is contradictory to their beliefs, ideas, or
values;
▪ or is confronted by new information that conflicts with
existing beliefs, ideas or values.
It’s a knee-jerk manipulated Reaction to a false Problem that

poses absolutely no threat to you, or your loved ones, or to children,
or to our society in order to fabricate a devious Solution that is
deployed enforced and meticulously fortified to take away your
power: of choice, and reason, and expression at the pain and
penalty of prison and death. And it’s got such a hold on your mind
and your soul that no amount of truth or logic can prevail against
your disgust at the mention of something as wonderful and
essential as love. You’re absolutely appalled. Even as I’m showing
you the strings, the spell keeps you invested in the trick. This is the
true power of social engineering. Of mind control. Of brainwashing.
Monsters, my children, are not born. They are made. The people
who control our society systematically create monsters, and they
unleash them on us in order to herd us toward their goals and
agendas with fear and panic so that they can use that fear and panic
and hatred and apprehension as leverage against our rights and our
power.
So how do you make a monster? It’s actually very easy to do. There
are certain things that human beings need in order to maintain our
sanity.
We need touch. Touch is one of the most essential elements of

human development. It is a profound method of communication, a
critical component of the health and growth of infants, and a
powerful healing force. Ample research has demonstrated that
tactile stimulation is extremely important for development and
maintenance of physiological and psychological regulation in
infants, children and adults. In severe cases a child who is deprived
of adequate physical handling and emotional stimulation may not
survive infancy. And adults who were denied touch in their youth,
or suffer prolonged touch deprivation in their adulthood are
volatile and possess a high capacity for violence.
We need to feel connected to others. While some of that connection

can come from having conversations with others, touch also plays
an important role in human communication.
Touch reduces anxiety. Simply touching another person can make

us feel more secure and less anxious. It can make us feel grounded
and safe and not so all alone. This is true for children and adults
alike.
Regular touch is one of the ways that we continually renew our

bonds with those we love. Studies have shown that those that get
regular touch often have lower blood pressure than those that do
not. Touch can also slow the heart rate and help speed recovery
times from illness and surgery. It improves your outlook. It’s
harder to fall into depression when you feel the confidence of being
connected to others.
Touch can make people feel more optimistic and positive and less
cynical and suspicious. A positive, trusting attitude towards others
can reduce tension in our daily lives and improve our relationships.
Touch gives us the sensory input that we crave. Scientists are

discovering how truly important it is to exercise all our physical
senses for proper brain and emotional development. All the
various kinds of touch from butterfly kisses, to deep tissue
massage, to sexual intercourse send our brains the physical input it
needs to make sense of the world.
Touch is a proven essential to growth, development, and sanity. But

are there other essentials? How about Validation?
Emotional invalidation is when someone communicates to you

that your emotions are not valid, are unreasonable or irrational, or
should be hidden or concealed. For example, when a child is in love,
an adult will tell them, that they are too young to feel and
understand that type of love. And when a child is sexually aroused,
an adult will tell them the same. In fact, any emotion or sensation
that adults are not comfortable with acknowledging in a child is
automatically, dismissively, and very strictly invalidated with
extreme prejudice.

Emotional invalidation is sensory deprivation for the soul, and I
suspect that it corrupts faster and more thoroughly, and with more
permanence. When you invalidate something as essential and
powerful as love, you -in turn- nurture everything that opposes it,
i.e. hatred, violence, brutality, cruelty, and the like. This, my
children, is how you make a monster.
You deny a person, or a race, or a class of people, (like Jews, like

blacks, like natives, or like gays, or pedophiles, or children) the
essentials like food, water, shelter, touch, validation, sexuality, the
right to love, the right to be loved, self actualization, the need to be
open and present as who you are in the light of day without having
to hide for fear of persecution, prosecution, and execution. You
deny a nice, harmless person any of these things and it begins to
rot their soul, and rot their heart, and corrupt their mind. And the
longer you do this, the worst off they get, and the more of a monster
they become.
That is how a man can kidnap a little girl and rape her; force her to
have sex against her will. That is how you make someone a monster.
The people who control our society know this, and they do it ON
PURPOSE to take nice, loving people and sicken them into
monsterhood.
Why? Because they are at war with us, and in war, you need an
army. An army of tanks. An army of guns, and planes, and jets, and
submarines, and missiles. But when you are at war with someone
who doesn’t know you are at war with them it’s difficult to use those
devices and still remain hidden.
But if they can create an army of monsters, they can use monsters
to attack you, and you’ll never even know it was them. You’ll spend
all of your time and money and energy hunting down the monsters.
But the monsters aren’t the Problem. They just need you to
believe that they are, to cause and manipulate from you a
Reaction. So that they can control you, and your money, and your
children, and your society, and your planet with another Solution.
Problem = Hook
Reaction = Line
Solution = Sinker
There is no good. There is no evil. There is only what is, and what
can be. All else is an illusion. What is wrong and what is right is all
very relative to a great many points of context. And even what is
defined as wrong and right within the same context can change
from manifestation to manifestation. No one is evil. No one is good.
Everything is always only as it is. Ask 100 people what should be,
and even though they will mostly regurgitate the answers they’ve
been programmed to give, their inner dialogues will be composed
of 100 different answers.
What we think, and what we say are -more often than not- out of
accord, one with the other. Because there are very real, very
tangible consequences to speaking the truth as it is, and not as it
has been interpreted for us. Anyone perceived as trying to break the
spell is marked. Ask Snowden what it means to be a marked man.
It is our duty and responsibility -all of ours- to keep the illusion

going; to keep the spell alive. Fear everyone, and fear everything
that is different from the doctrine. It’s a snipe hunt. It’s a Red
Herring tactic used by those who rule us to keep us too afraid, and
too distracted to pay attention to what’s really happening to our
freedom, and our power.
Don’t you remember, at camp, when we would take the newbies

and the ridiculously gullible and we would scare them with the idea
of the snipe? It’s giant menacing form; it’s red glowing eyes; and its
insatiable appetite for fresh young flesh, and warm sticky blood?

It’s a rouse by which those who have knowledge exploit those who
are without knowledge by giving them some impossible and often
completely imaginary task. Like the War on Drugs. Or the War
Against Terrorism.
The perfect compliment to the matter is that the snipe is a real

creature. But, (put away your pitchforks) they’re just cute, brown,
long beaked, harmless little things. They pose no real threat to
anyone. But you’ll swear that it’s some nightmarish monster. Why?
Because I told you it was. Me, (a person with no more divinity than
you, or Flaco, or Poindexter). It’s hilarious that anyone could ever
make you so afraid of this.
The ruling class is only concerned with real threats, and real
dangers. And after hundreds, possibly thousands of years of active
fieldwork, and precision refinement, they are very good at knowing
what those dangers are, and with the absolute omnipotent power
that they wield, they can very easily, and very quickly seek out and
eradicate any and all genuine threats.
So have they eradicated free speech? You bet your ass. Have they
eradicated the gold standard? Indubitably.
So why not hunger? Or cancer? Or terrorism?
Because these thing are of no concern to them. These are not real
threats at all, and they of all people should know. It’s only perceived
as a threat by society and only because they have convinced us we
should be afraid.
So what do they really care about, then? Oil? Maybe. Ask yourself,
what are they absolutely obsessed with? I believe it’s information;
intelligence.
You can get away with a lot, especially if you’ve got friends in high
places. But expose or hinder their collection of intelligence, and see
what happens to you.
They need to know what you’re saying. Who you’re saying it to, and
in what context. They need to know where you are, where you’ve
been, and where you’re going. Why? Because there are very real
threats to their sovereignty. And, they know for sure what those
threats are. And, if ever, one or more of us figured out any of these
threats, they need to know -in real time- that a real secret has been
compromised to any degree, great or small.
Outside of their bottom line of ultimate power, control and

intelligence are all they care about. Anything else is just scare
tactics aimed at keeping us divided. So keep obsessing over
pedophilia. Stay nice and distracted.
The word pedophile is just a buzzword. It is used to incite hatred,

and fear, anger, irrationality, and violence in the brainwashed
minds of the billions of social puppets that are the civilized citizens
of the world.
This is why they seek to civilize all “barbaric” or uncivilized

establishments of the world. People are civilized through
brainwashing, and brainwashed persons are easily controlled, on
demand with such tools as light settings, and frequencies, and
images, and yes, buzzwords like pedophilia. A word that fifty years
ago provoked little or no reaction. Now, the mere mention of this
word can anger a person to premeditate on murder.
Fifty years ago, there was magnanimous sexual child-love burning

wild and free, and very few victims of child sexual abuse; no
bleeding heart organizations to help protect child victims, suffering
from the effects and aftermath of being in a sexual relationship with
some, perverted adult. Because it wasn’t a major issue. There was

no swarm of devastated children longing to be rescued from the
evils of sexual molestation.
Hell there were even video production companies, and magazine

publications who publicly, and legally, recorded and sold child
pornography to the public. You could -very easily, and legally- just
order it through the mail. And no one cared.
But the war machine knows the value of a good war. The war on
terror. The war on drugs. The war on pedophilia. It is civil war
funded and controlled by the establishment, designed to divide the
American people, distract and usurp the peoples power and reroute
it into something that couldn’t possible pose any threat to the elite.
Divide and conquer.
Really ask yourself, why do you even care if some man you know
absolutely nothing about has a sexual relationship with some young
girl you’ve never met? Why would you ever care?
We are not more enlightened. We do not know better, now. It

angers me to hear people say such nonsense. The only reason our
perspectives change on social norms is because our masters change
them for us, through the Vatican, (the spiritual epicenter of all
religious thought), and that is exactly what this disingenuous anti-
love campaign is. It is a new and strategic religious paradigm.
Historically, what has conquered this type of tyranny in the past

has been knowledge and enlightenment; the awakening to
consciousness by the people. You won’t try to escape the illusion if
you don’t know that you’re in one.
When the printing press was invented, those who sought to rule
this world through miseducation realized, -at once- the dangers it
threatened to their objective ends. From the religious standpoint of
control, it threatened to give the people a Bible of their own to read,
and interpret for themselves. From the military, and financial
aspect, it simply threatened access to genuine, free knowledge, and
precise accounts of current events, in real time.
It would be counterproductive to burn down a building full of your

own people, with plans to blame it on another establishment, to
justify robbing, and killing them for something of particular value
that they’d formerly refused to give to you.
You could never accomplish such mischief against a battalion of

hungry, ambitious, relentless reporters, thoroughly investigating
everything you do, and then, writing about it, truthfully, and
accurately, on a daily basis. You would, -no doubt- find yourself
hanging at the end of a slip-knotted rope, in a very short amount of
time.
So, to control the knowledge and minds of a people they’d long

conspired to deceive, the architects of the centralized banks
decided to buy up the press, by purchasing 21 newspapers, and
then, to select, hire, and pay new editors to cover up what was really
happening; to only write what the bankers said to write. When
radio became main stream the same people purchased the radio
stations. And those same people have purchased the TV stations,
and Hollywood.
Nothing you read, hear, or see in main stream media is truth. Not
Fox, not CNN, not PBS, not History, or Discovery, or Nat Geo; not
Power 99, not Time Magazine, not Home & Garden, not Highlights
Magazine, not The Wall street Journal, or the local weekly free
newspaper. It’s all the same system of propaganda and
misinformation: Hollywood, Newspapers, Magazines, Radio, TV,
Satellite, Cable. There is no free press, and there hasn’t been one
since the 1930’s.
The internet is next.

The hard truth is that human beings are a herded species. We

follow leaders, (pop stars and icons, spiritual leaders, and moral
yogis) in herds. So all one needs to do to control the herd is to
control the leaders through power bases like the Vatican, and the
media, and a domestic focused military (the police), and the courts;
and that’s scary, because when you print and otherwise create the
worlds money out of thin air; literally, nothing at all, the way they
do through the Federal Reserve and the Central Banks of England,
you can very easily afford to purchase whatever loyalty you require,
to achieve whatever ends you desire, and make people do, say, and
think whatever you want them to. This is how you control the
people of a society.
In society, we blindly support stereotypes, and actively

discriminate against people based on labels that we help to create
in order to satisfy classification protocols, to better control the
masses through rank, and pecking order, and other such devices.
We assemble these groups based on characteristics that we are told

fit profiles of personality, predisposition, and potential, as well as
ability or inability. One of the most prominent of these is age.
Ageism is the stereotyping of, and the discrimination against an

individual or a group on the basis of their age. Oddly, -at least I find
it odd- when addressing ageism, it is only ever discussed in the
context of prejudice toward adults. Even Merriam Webster defines
ageism as: prejudice or discrimination against a particular age-
group and especially the elderly. All articles I found on ageism deal
solely with the elderly. Some declared ageism “The Last Acceptable
Form of Discrimination” and “The Last Accepted Prejudice”. But
when you read these articles and essays and watch these
documentaries, it’s all about the effects of discriminating against
the elderly. If it’s truly the last frontier on discrimination, then why
are we deliberately overlooking the most discriminated age group
by far? Young children.
I remember being a child. I remember the discrimination. I

remember the overbearing control, and the prerequisites for
unquestioned obedience. I remember the blatant, rampant,
pathology of lies, and misinformation. I remember not being
allowed to have an opinion of my own. And I remember the
tenacious oppression of my own will, my wants, and my desires by
those who professed to care about me. Children, you know that you
are being discriminated against. That’s not a question.
I don’t think that children are truly in any hurry to grow up. I know
that I wasn’t. I think they simply long for the respect that society
has stolen from them. They watch covetously as we flaunt respect,
and fly consideration in the face of their constant craving, and I
think they long profusely to reclaim it.
They know, (as I believe) deep down, -even subconsciously- that

they deserve it; but because we define respect to them as something
running perpendicular to adulthood, they may therefore attempt to
act out precociously. Still, I think, surely, they know that they have
no true desire to be old and boring, out of touch and irrelevant.
They simply crave the basic human respect they feel they are
entitled to. And are they not?
We say that respect is earned, not given. But as I perceive the

modern bourgeois concepts of respect, it seems to me that this rule
really only applies to certain levels of respect.
At the very bottom of the respect totem is idolatry, (i.e. praise,

worship, and veneration). This type of exploded wanton respect is
disingenuous, and short lived. It is earned much in the same way
as a black eye, or lung cancer. It is a curse disguised as an honor. It
is a major portal to the spiritual undoing.

In the middle is authoritative respect. This is the respect one person
defers, or submits to another person when operating under
another’s field of greater expertise. The problem with authoritative
respect, is that this position can be falsely claimed, and even
awarded without merit, and is very often abused, and even
weaponized.
Finally, at the very top is basic human respect. These are our
inalienable rights, afforded to every one of us by the simple act of
being born human. This is the only respect that matters.
I sometimes imagine respect as a type of scale. On one side we can

audit adulthood, the other side, childhood. The only way to make
heavier the adult portion of respect is to unburden the role of the
child and to take on all of the virtues possessed by the child that
might demand respect. Stealing away their effective power of
reason, persuasion, consent, and seduction, leaves them dainty
with innocence.
We trivialize their opinion, their wisdom, we discount their virtue

of true appropriateness, rationality, and stark honesty, and deem
them as simple and uncouth, redressing them as something to be
seen, and not heard. We play down anything that may give their
status any weight or standing, and redefine their position as
insignificant and impotent.
This is the only way any one person of any race, gender, or age can
ever present as more respectable than some other. I believe
anything higher than basic human respect to be fake, bolstered,
imaginary, undeserved, and in a word ill-gotten. No one deserves
more than a basic share of respect. And no one deserves less.
Children deserve equal respect. I believe it to be a basic human
right.
I am no doubt writing this book to the attention of the world, but it

is aimed at the direct attention of children. I want every child on
earth to read this book. And I am making no effort to dumb down
words or concepts, because children are capable. They are smart.
They are complex. And many are quite sophisticated. And if a great
multitude of them are naive and innocent, it is only because we
have conspired against them to make them that way.
I love women. Women are sexy, and desirable to me. But, if you are
a girl, aged 0-12 and you are hoping to experience the love of a man,
you are forever welcome to my life, my love, my respect, my body,
and my bed. You are valuable, you are worthy, you are capable, you
are wonderful, you are beautiful, and you are SEXY AS FUCK!

VII
W
e hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are
created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator
with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are
Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness. — That to secure
these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving
their just powers from the consent of the governed, — That
whenever any Form of Government becomes destructive of these
ends, it is the Right of the People to alter or to abolish it,
and to institute new Government, laying its foundation on such
principles and organizing its powers in such form, as to them shall
seem most likely to effect their Safety and Happiness.
Sexual attraction: we’re talking about one of the most fundamental

drives of our species. Sex is hardwired into our genome, like every
other animal on the planet. The benefits of sex are vastly
documented, and innumerably undiscovered.
One of the main reasons orgasm feels so good is because when you
climax, your brain releases the pleasure hormone oxytocin (the
neurochemical basis for bonding).
An orgasm:
Ø can alleviate physical and emotional pain through the release

of endorphins.

Ø It has a protective effect on your health leading to a longer life
span.
Ø It increases blood flow to all parts of the brain elevating the
brains intake of nutrients, and oxygen.
Ø It aids in the release of natural Human Growth Hormone.
Ø It relieves stress.
Ø It helps you to sleep.
Ø It alleviates depression.
Ø It helps you focus.
Parasympathetic nervous system: The part of

the involuntary nervous system that serves to slow the heart rate,
increase intestinal and glandular activity, and relax the sphincter
muscles. The parasympathetic nervous system, together with
the sympathetic nervous system, constitutes the autonomic
nervous system.
Autonomic: involuntary or unconscious; relating to the

autonomic nervous system.
Sexual responses are mediated by the conglomeration of

sympathetic, parasympathetic, and somatic innervation. The
mediation of vascular dilation, which causes the penis or clitoris to
become erect is completely autonomic via the preganglionic
parasympathetic innervation from the sacral spinal cord.
In short, it is an involuntary, unconscious, physiological response

to outside stimuli.
Sexual arousal is involuntary.
How unrealistic is it to ask (a man, woman, child) anyone to

override this hardwired carnal inclination, on demand, every day,
every time, without fail, for all eternity?

The Firechild has a purpose, and the Phoenix has a purpose. The
Firechild spirit manifests within a child with the purpose of
propelling her spiritually forward into the beneficial pleasures, and
dynamic realities of life and love in order to graduate her more
quickly, and gracefully to self fulfilling actualization. And the
Phoenix has a specific purpose to aid in this growth by fulfilling a
demand that a non Phoenix lacks the capacity and inclination to
fulfill.
Likewise, the Firechild fulfills a demand for the Phoenixes undying

need to indulge the purpose for which he was created.
Criminalizing the supply, does not defeat the demand. The demand
is only amplified through scarcity.
The Firechild is validated by the existence of the Phoenix. In turn,

the Phoenix is validated by the seductive nature of the Firechild.
But, it simply doesn’t matter.
It doesn’t matter how right we are. Being right counts for nothing,
if we cannot, or will not defend it properly, and thoroughly. Only
brute force is effective against such tyranny. Literature, and talk,
and rallying is weak, without military enforcement.
It is because we are right that there will never be an open and free
discussion. They don’t want to risk turning this crusade of hate and
intolerance and prejudice into a logical debate, because they know
they’ll lose. As long as everyone remains emotionally irrational
about the subject, they can sit in the background, and maintain
control. The second the discussion turns logical, they’ve already
lost.
They know that fear provokes anger, and anger invokes hatred, and
hatred, incites passion, and passion trumps reason. And therein
lies the rub.

You see reason cultivates truth, and truth is the Firechild of
liberation. And if they are free, and we too are free, then we, and
they are equals. This idea is an abomination.
Equality means competition on an even playing field, which

inevitably ends in distribution of wealth, and decentralization of
power, and where would that leave their Empires?
Because when everyone is powerful, no one is. Right?
This is why we oppress the Firechild. You do not maintain your own
power by giving it away. That is certainly a beautiful lie, but a lie
none the less. Power is maintained at the expense of another. There
is no rich without poor. There is no underprivilege without
overprivilege. For me to have power over another, they must
venerate and approach me from a perspective of submission.
Thus we oppress her in honor of our own over-exaggerated self

worth. And in doing so we deprive her life of crucial experiences,
and lessons, and truths. We keep her ignorant so that we may have
someone to feel intellectually superior in contrast to.
She clearly does not lack the physical capacity. If she did, then there
would be no such thing as child pornography. There would be no
instances of child rape.
She certainly doesn’t lack the emotional, or spiritual capacity. In

fact, the only reason it’s so taboo, is because society refuses to
respect her power; her capacity to consent. Power; this is the real
issue.
So then, the problem is social constraints. The problem is society.

The problem is certainly not her, and certainly not he, or she who
is gifted with the propensity to fulfill, and to validate her very clear
and present sexuality.
See, even as we are in the throws of being completely unreasonable

we are fully aware of the malfunction, but in our mind, we tell
ourselves that it is ok. Irrationality by itself is no aspiration. But
here, we are only dismissing reason for the sake of passion. That’s
the rationalization.
We romanticize ridiculous insanity, because we fancy that passion

is important. It is exciting. It adds a mysterious je ne sais quoi to an
otherwise dull life experience. So we dismiss reality, and in doing
so we misdiagnose real life problems, and never find any lasting
remedy. We cannot fix a problem if we cannot -for the sake of
passion- identify with any precision the actual fucking symptoms!
Am I wrong?
So what’s more likely the problem, here? That some people are
born evil, with a predisposition to express malevolent sexual love
in some capacity that most are too righteous to propound, or that
the people who control the societies of the globe have deliberately
confused us all to the extent that we can no longer for ourselves
identify what is dangerous to our wellbeing, and what is not?
Are eggs healthy? Is sugar bad? Is wheat dangerous? What the hell
is gluten? Is Pluto a planet? Did we land on the moon? What
happened on 9/11? Is Snowden a traitor? Are pigs smart? Is the
earth round? Did man evolve? Is Christianity good? Is Islam evil?
Is it right to spank your children? or to claim ownership of another
being because you believe that it is a lower species than your own?
What is evil?!
Forget about wrong or right, just for a moment. Is it ever fair to

strike a being that cannot defend herself from you, simply because
she has defied your will upon her? Is it better, or worse when she is
your own flesh and blood?
Is it ever fair to enslave another, and castrate it to obedience to

fulfill your own sense of superiority over it’s kind?
Why are we so confident, and convinced that it is moral to defy

what is natural: pleasure, pride, equality? How does an idea like
that even take root in an evolved collective?
Is it fair to share the gift of sexual gratification and ecstasy with

some willing, and curious other, whom you respect and adore?
What sensation is (physically, emotionally, spiritually) more

gratifying than that of orgasmic sexual intimacy? How selfish is it
to keep such a marvel from an entire race of people as a means to
bolster our own false sense of entitlement? How cruel is it to
oppress, and marginalize an entire group of persons based on some
misguided ill-conceived ideation that: only we possess the maturity
required to appreciate sex, and all that it entails?
What we? What maturity? What planet are you living on, in 2017?
The greatest, wisest, most mature of us are still a bunch of whining,
selfish, petty, lazy, irresponsible, juveniles, and that’s a goddam
fact.
Why are we so thoroughly convinced that maturity is some

numerical age?
And I know it’s proper etiquette to scoff and tut in indignant

disbelief at such a bold and brazen declaration, but little girls are
precocious, sexual beings, and thoroughly manipulative
seductresses, to boot, and we all know it’s the truth. It’s just
impolite to speak on it.
What kind of mentality subscribes to such a notion? that the truth

is impolite in spoken form? What kind of a confused society takes
the truth; takes reality, and burdens this natural, free phenomenon
with the heavy yokes of such negative epithets as impoliteness, and
moral dereliction?
The truth is worthy of our confidence. It is unnatural, and

spiritually corrupt to feel indignant at the prospect of
acknowledging something that is true. If you cannot answer a yes-
or-no question with yes, or no, it is because whatever institution of
thought that is keeping you from answering yes, or no, is warping
your perception, fabricating apprehension, and prostrating you
before the vices of self delusion. It is cult behavior. It is indicative
of membership… in a cult, and it leaves you vulnerable to the
inveiglement of myths.
A myth is an idea that, -while widely believed- is ultimately false.

Moreover, a myth serves as an orienting and mobilizing story for a
society. This is possible only because such myths have religious
overtones to the excessive degree that they are honored as sacred
truths.
“A child cannot consent.” How many of you believe this, religiously,

-without question, or thought?
The focus is not on the myths relation to reality, but on its function.
The story cannot function unless it is believed to be true in the
society for which it has been purported.
The truth of the myth is taken on faith. It is not to be debated. If

someone, like myself is so morally derelict that I would raise the
question of the truth of the sacred story, you keepers of the faith
will not debate with me in rational terms. You will either bombard
my pragmatism with blatant ignorance, top-heavy double talk, and
stark denial, you will denounce me as a blasphemer, or you will flat
out ignore me.

Because, to believe the myth, you must abandon the truth.
This is why it is blasphemous, and practically illegal for me to

declare, or to attempt to lead another to the conclusion that access
to all possible human experiences is a basic human right, not
exclusive to adults. But, you will never honor the truth as long
as you indulge the myth.
So we just –blindly- follow so much backward logic in a vain

attempt to create and maintain a truly false sense of sophistication.
As if, because we pretend to understand something so contrary, we
are allotted enough pretense to cultivate further pretense to
assume some air of sophistication upon these cookie-cutter facades
we so readily and deliberately overindulge ourselves in.
This is the constitution of our maturity? This is what our adulthood

is comprised of? self delusion, and hubris? Are we really this weak-
minded? Can they really just make us believe anything no matter
how utterly stupid, devoid of all fact, and completely contrary it
may be to the truth? And if so, shouldn’t that scare you to some
great degree? Well, it scares me.
…all experience hath shewn that mankind are more disposed to

suffer, while evils are sufferable than to right themselves by
abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed. But when a
long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the
same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute
Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such
Government…
-The Declaration of Independence

VIII
W
e pick apart wisdom and keep what makes us
comfortable. We discard what does not (i.e. All love is
valid, and worthy of respect, except for the Eros love
between a man and a girl). Seeking solace, we will often assert that
“The truth shall come to light…” And while this is very true, we
ignore the other side of this tenet which is, “but few, if any will
recognize it, when it does.”
You are a slave unto whomever you obey, be it the will and
expectations of society, or the will of your Master, or Lord.
So, obey yourself. Obey the truths that your life lessons have
cultivated. Be a slave unto yourself.
Yes, -in the beginning- this will make you a slave to inexperience,
and mistakes, (such is life, and the process of learning) but
inevitably, and perpetually it will make you a Master unto
experience and reality; based on the tangible things that affect your
own life in real time, instead of fairy tales that have little or no roots
in actuality, and therefore cannot truly benefit you.
Faith will never let you be Master. Faith requires you to always
remain a slave.

Faith is the substance of things hoped for and the evidence of things
unseen, or so it is said. But realistically, the substance of things
hoped for… is hope. The evidence of things unseen is suspicion.
Faith is neither of these. I can respect suspicion as well as hope.
They both have their place in human relations, and survival. But
faith is either the byproduct of fear, or stupidity.
Faith is just believing something that you have been told with zero
facts or evidence to support it, and even using unrelated facts to
support it.
Faith is prejudice, plain and simple; forsaking all other

information, -be it equally fictitious, or even clearly factual.
The same faith that convicts a slave that, of the hundred or so

stories about saviors who died on the cross and rose again on the
third day, that only the very last, and most recent story really
happened. This is the same faith that tells backwoods redneck
racists that blacks, Hispanics, and Orientals are inferior vermin.
Their Masters told them this and they spend their lives taking
things out of context to support this belief, to perpetuate this
conviction.
This is your faith. If you are right, then why are they wrong?
Because you have evidence to the contrary? So what? Christians
don’t acknowledge, or take into account evidence. If they did,
they’d lose their religion faster than REM. So why the hell should
Billy Beaux Bob Jim be persuaded by evidence? Why should he turn
his back on his faith?
Faith is dangerous. The same faith that tells slaves that salvation
comes not from works but from believing, is the same faith that tells
other slaves that those who don’t acknowledge the prophet are
infidels, and deserve to be murdered, and exterminated.

And why shouldn’t they exterminate us infidels? Why should they
turn their back on their faith? Because it is ill-conceived? Ok. Fine.
But, if every other instance of faith is faulty, and wrong, then your
faith is, what? Faith is faith; your faith, my faith, it’s all faith.
You want to invest faith in something? Invest it in people who

actually exist in real time. Have faith in each other, not in allegory.
Take a risk with people. People deserve faith, and risk. Superstition
and fear do not.
We have been, -especially recently- bombarded with stories of

people who have died and seen “the other side”, as some tangible
proof that there is in fact a heaven. Adding insult to injury, this
same religion coerces us through fear of the unknown to bend our
perception and distort our intellects to support this nonsense. Such
is faith.
These liars claim that in their near-death experiences they visited

heaven, in all of it’s materialistic glory. I say materialistic because
although the Bible -like most religions- preaches against
materialism, everything in heaven -according to the Bible- is gold,
and pearls, and rubies, and emeralds. I find this to be a major
contradiction in and of itself. But more so, the idea that any of these
people have actually seen heaven is laughable by agnostic
standards, and blasphemy by Christian standards.
1st Thessalonians 4:13-17: But I would not have you to be

ignorant, brethren, concerning them which are asleep, that ye
sorrow not, even as others which have no hope. For if we believe
that Jesus died and rose again, even so them also which sleep
in Jesus will God bring with him. For this we say unto you
by the word of the Lord, that we which are alive and remain unto
the coming of the Lord shall not prevent them which are asleep.
For the Lord himself shall descend from heaven with a shout, with
the voice of the archangel, and with the trump of God: and the
dead in Christ shall rise first: Then we which are alive and
remain shall be caught up together with them in the clouds, to
meet the Lord in the air: and so shall we ever be with the Lord.
1st Corinthians 15:51-52: Behold, I shew you a mystery; We

shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the
twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound,
and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be
changed.
John 5:28-29: Do not marvel at this; for the hour is coming in

which all who are in the graves will hear His voice and
come forth — those who have done good, to the
resurrection of life, and those who have done evil, to the
resurrection of condemnation.
Their Bible makes it abundantly clear that no one, (no matter how
saintly, or righteous) goes to heaven, until the return of the Christ.
This is understandably an uncomfortable contemplation for

Christians. It forces them to make a choice, and both choices lead
to some degree of disenchantment in a fantasy that they have come
to rely on for strength, and support, and meaning, and answers,
and direction.
If the Bible is right in what it says, then Mom and Dad and Nana
are not in heaven, looking down, watching over them as they so
often pacify themselves with.
And if their loved ones are currently in heaven, (or hell for that
matter) then the Bible has lied to them about what happens after
death.
If people are really, truly leaving this world and seeing heaven and
being sent back, (for whatever reason) then the many scriptures of
the Bible that clearly state that no one goes to heaven until after
Jesus Returns is a lie. And if the word of God is a lie in that respect,
then it is possible that it is a lie on other topics, or even all topics,
in which case what the hell are Christians really committing
themselves to? A lie, that’s what.
The true secret to it all is that it doesn’t even matter if such near
death experiences coincide with the Bible, the Quran or the latest
installment of Harry Potter. It’s a book written by unholy men
about the dubious and otherwise undocumented life of some guy
who -for all extensive purposes- more than likely never even
existed.
I’m not saying there is no God. I’m just saying that if God is real,
he, she, or it is either not present, or is totally misrepresented in
the Bible, Torah, and Quran.
A fact that I’m certain has amused and delighted tyrants for the
breadth of human history is that absolutely no one loves slavery as
much as slaves.
The ultimate goal of our secret societies is control. But, everything

they do within these systems of control (the media, the military, the
religious orders, the courts, and the financial systems) is to bring
about the prophesies in the Bible.
Think about that for a moment. Really think, long and hard about
this well known fact. Every lie they tell us, every piece of
propaganda, every war they orchestrate, is to bring about the
prophecies “foretold” in the Bible.
Why would an entire secret society ever have to work; why would
they have to burn a single calorie to orchestrate something that is -
supposedly- already going to happen?

I’ll tell you why: because it’s all a lie, and the only way it will ever
be true is if they make it true. Because to make it true is to control
the actions and destinies of people.
I hate lies, and I hate liars. I hate them with everything I possess.
And the world is comprised mostly of exactly this: lies on lies on
lies. And it disturbs me to a great, and uncomfortable degree. The
lies that just spew out of peoples mouths. It astounds me. The fact
that people are so willing and ready to swallow these blatant,
obvious, grandiose lies makes me despair for the state of the world,
and for the future of our race.
It boggles my mind just how, and why people can follow such an
obvious ploy of power and enslavement. The absolute
ridiculousness of Christianity is so abundantly apparent, that I
think that perhaps people want to be lied to.
Am I giving human beings too much credit, by assuming that they

are at least as in touch with reality as I was at the age of seven?
I know that I’m no genius. I’m not special. In fact, I’m quite below
average, or so I thought, until religion showed me that the average
Joe and Jane Jones are sheep: dancing to slaughter, and smiling at
the stroke that slays them.
They created a religion, (Christianity). And they are working

diligently to keep it relevant.
Any prophesies that The Bible speaks of are –actually- only as true
now, as they have already been throughout human history. Wars
and rumors of wars… Well, duh!
But if we went through our own lives, our personal histories and
futures, and found that few or none of these events ever transpired
to our personal witness, would we find any reason to continue
following their dubious and outdated religious principals? No. And
that is a great anxiety unto them. Because religion is the biggest
tool in their repertoire for tyranny and modern day slavery.
Without it they cannot control our minds, and if they cannot

control our minds and emotion, then they cannot control -so
thoroughly- our actions and reactions. And then, ploys like the
Hegelian Dialectic, (Problem, Reaction, Solution) become
impudent.
And yet, this one thing forever eludes us. The best and the brightest
of us; the most enlightened, and intuitive seem to figure out every
other system of oppression and deceit, until we operate on plains
so high and enlightened that one could almost die from the
loneliness.
And then, at the end of the day, we get down on our knees and
commit ourselves to the biggest strongest and most dynamically
diabolical enforcer of slavery ever invented by our captors: Jesus,
Mohammed, Allah, and Yahweh.
Every time you venerate God, or praise Jesus; -without fail- every
time you spread the Gospel, the spiritually fatal disease of religion,
you invoke the yoke of slavery.
It matters not how enlightened we become. As long as we submit

our will, and mind, and spirit, -freely- to the shackles, and slavery
of monotheism, we will never be free.
It is truly the last yoke of tyranny. Break it.
For yourself, and for the people you love, revoke its’ power over
your will. Expel it from your life.
Jesus is the cancer for the world, today.

IX
“Actual life was chaos, but there was something terribly logical in
the imagination. It was the imagination that set remorse to dog
the feet of sin. It was the imagination that made each crime bear
its misshapen brood. In the common world of fact, the wicked
were not punished, nor the good rewarded. Success was given to
the strong, failure thrust upon the weak. That was all.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
T
here is no justice beyond what we take for ourselves. There is
no retribution for the oppressed. There is only resolve, or
compliance. We have been compliant for so long. And now,
the time for resolution is at hand.
The world is changing. Society has been brainwashed, intimidated

into trading our collective freedoms for some false sense of
security. Anonymity is dead my brothers and sisters. Privacy is a
lie. Freedom is gone.
As I speak to you, and as you hear my voice, they are hunting you.
They spare no expense at finding you, and when they do, you’re as
good as dead. As long as we run they will catch us. As long as we
hide they will find us. We must assert our perspective, our truth,
our existence.
The enemy is getting stronger, and we are running out of time. The
time has come to turn, and fight. We must stop placating ourselves
and each other with pornography. Focus. The time has come to get
angry.
Let’s Stop joking. Please. Tyranny isn’t supposed to be funny.

Especially, not while it’s still prevalent. Why do we placate
ourselves with laughter? Why do make light of such detriment until
were just too damned docile to be seriously motivated enough to do
anything effective? Are we deliberately sabotaging our own
motivation so that we’re never inclined to try?
Laughter is NOT an appropriate outlet for tyranny. Change is.

Unfortunately, (as observer by The Declaration of Independence)
all experience hath shewn that mankind are more disposed to
suffer, while evils are sufferable than to right themselves by
abolishing the forms to which they are accustomed.
In short, people only change when we’ve simply had enough, and
we just cannot fuckin’ take it anymore. Change is a coming to a
head. It’s a climax; it’s the bursting of a bubble. And every time we
twist that bubble into a joke, we deflate our resolve, and prolong
the problem. Stop it! Stop doing their work for them.
It’s time to be angry. Not to get angry in the future; to be angry in

the present.
Please try
to fully grasp
that nothing they told us is truth.
Nothing.
Everything they told us is a lie. Everything they taught us in school,

at church, in college and the military, and all the pre scripted
indoctrination that’s been passed down to us from generation to
generation; from parent to child, sibling to sibling, everything
you’ve ever been told about everything you’ve ever been told about
everything is a lie.
Everything.
All of it.
All of your research is tainted because the books, and scrolls are a
lie, all histories are a lie, all their historically recorded deeds are
lies, and even the people themselves are a lie; any studies, any
statistics, whatever factoids, and any resulting conclusions that
you’ve derived from these sources are false, especially when
coupled with our innumerable dogmatic propensities.
The only truth we have access to is experience. If you do not have

experience in a matter, then you simply have nothing to contribute
to the discussion.
And it’s just as well, as communication is limited far too greatly by

words. So very much is lost in translation this way. The bond
between the Firechild & The Phoenix can never be described or
comprehended as such.
You either feel it, or you do not. If you don’t feel it, them you simply
have no thing to contribute, because you’re oblivious. I’m ok with
that. I just wish we as a society could allow ourselves to be ok with
it, and to admit it, to ourselves and, to each other.
It’s impossible to know everything. And it’s foolish to try. Proven

fact is just a part of the scientific process. But, a theory is a powerful
tool as well. It is a tested rule, based on logic, which explains
repeated observations, and can be used to make accurate
predictions. To wait until we’re 100% certain about any one action
is to never progress. Certainty is realized through action, with
doing, repeatedly, and working out the kinks to a gradual
perfection. Holding out action for absolute certainty is a terrible
way to make a decision.
The idea that a child cannot consent is, here fore not a cogent
theory.
1. It is based on fear, not logic.

2. It explains away observation, which is not the same as
explaining it. And,
3. it fails, -consistently- to predict the actions and desires of the
Firechild, choosing instead to ignore her, forever leaving those
who indulge the myth utterly surprised and amazed at the
actions of her.
If you’re constantly surprised by her behavior, then by definition

you are failing to predict, and -logically- it stands to reason that
your theory is false.
Whether or not it makes you comfortable is irrelevant, (or at least

it’s supposed to be) because the truth is not modeled to suit your
feelings, nor should it be bent and contorted to accommodate them.
But that’s exactly what society does to the Firechild. We’ve even
created a word for the phenomenon. We call it precocious.
(precocious |ˌprəˈkōSHəs| adjective: (of a child) having

developed certain abilities or proclivities at an earlier
age than usual.)
Because, -again- maturity is some numerical age? And what age is

that, Snooki? Kanye? Justin? Britney? Charlie? Snoop? What
numerical age does maturity one obtain? At what birthday are we
no longer children, Flavor Flav? Donald Trump?
According to our current written history, America started out as a

place of exile for the socially derelict of the civilized world. When
the colonies of America defected from England in 1776, they
certainly had their work cut out for them, but they were
determined, driven, and resolute.
We the order of the Phoenix must now do the same. We must too
be resolute. We must defect from this world, and we must do it on
an International level.
I strongly suggest that we establish territories. It is imperative.

Victory is contingent on our not establishing one centralized
location that can be tracked, located, and scrutinized and attacked.
We must finally establish the International Man Girl Love Oasis.

IMGLO. Seriously. It’s ridiculously overdue. We must come
together as a people and we must never divide into sects.
We must speak up and be validated in every position of power, and

influence, in the world.
We must assert our equality in every level of government and

society, in every major country. We must effect change from the
inside, and from the top.
Kill the age of consent.
We must assert The Phoenix in the Senate, in the House, in

Parliament, and the like. We need to assert The Phoenix in big
business, and Hollywood. We need The Phoenix assertive and
confident on the force, on the bench, and in Robes. And again, we
need this on an International level.
We need to work together to put a The Phoenix in the White House.

And we need to start this work, RIGHT NOW.
Our anonymity will soon perish. While there is still time I challenge
the rich and powerful and highly educated of The Phoenix to
establish such institutions of:
v Sanctuaries
v Financial Services
v Legal Services
v Phoenix Related Insurances
v Political Representatives
v Spokespersons
v Advocacy & Civil Liberties Groups
These things will no doubt unite us, The Firechild, The Phoenix,
supporters, and sympathizers, but they will not make us victorious.
Unfortunately, the only way to win this fight is to walk away. All the
way away. In the end, after all is said and done it is what we must
do to survive.
Violence is a losing embarkment. You’ll never defeat their war

machine. So get it out of your head. Condemnation is losing.
Arguing belief is losing. All these things support their systems of
divide and conquer. And it’s killing us.
They have enslaved us with the crippling tedium of arguing belief,

and you simply cannot be freed by donning the shackles that were
forged to enslave you. By condemning one another, we support and
fortify our collective enslavement.
The answer is to walk away from it all. All of it. To never again force
our beliefs on another. To admit when we don’t know, and to stop
pleading the precautionary principle. To deal with what we are
presented with in any given moment, on a case by case scenario,
free from the constraints of laws and religion and dogma.
But first and foremost, we must unite, and we need the wealthy,
and the brilliant to lead the commencements.
We need the most productive aspects of our race: the wealthy, the
highly intelligent, the politically savvy, the economically sound, the
militant and disciplined, to come together and kick off this
revolution.
We need our very own renaissance: Art, Music, Poetry, Literature,

Cinema. We need Psychology, scientific research, blind studies,
and scientific journals.
We must not wait for permission and approval, we must do this at

our own will, and with our own power.
If this is you. Then I implore you to use your gifts, your position,
your power, your influence, your wealth. Immediately following
this message, I challenge you to get down to business, to apply
yourself, and your talents. Do it now. The end of our time to pool
our resources, intellects, and wealth are soon coming to an abrupt
end, -very, very soon, I imagine. Even tomorrow may be too late.
I promise you, they are coming for us. The question is, what will
they find? A people divided, with their dicks in their hands? Or
many well oiled machines behind an immovable objective? We
must become the unstoppable force.
We need sanctuary. We need release. We need supply. We need

real, tangible, flesh and blood gratification. We need a language, a
culture, people, places, things, symbols, forums, platforms. We
need unity.
We need a community of free love. We are controlled by our

desperation. We are defeated by our frustration. They have divided
us, and we are a conquered people.
If a Phoenix is in the presence of another Phoenix, we should both

of us be aware of it. It should be the duty of each and every Phoenix
to know, and support every true Phoenix in your area; to be aware
and unified.
We must move our fellowship from the internet, into the streets.
Pledge your talents, and intellect. Pledge your time, resources,
money, and power. Be aggressive. Assert your existence. Turn and
fight.
…and if the elevator tries to break you down, go crazy.
-The Artist Formerly Known as Prince
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Y
ou cannot fight who you are. You will lose every time. I
promise you, my love.
My sweet and beautiful Firechild, you are the true goddess, and the
envy of the world. The universe of natural beauty exists in entirety
through the composition of your being.
Outside of you there is nothing worth while; no desire to build

monuments, no place for music, nor poetry, nor tears, no wildness
of passion, nor effervescent laughter, nor scalding obsession, and
never, forever, the aspiration to greatness.
When you smile, when you laugh, when you fill one’s ears with
giggling, crackling whispers, you provoke the purest love, -Agape,
Philia, Storge, and Eros. You inspire all of humanity, and tame the
beasts within us.
You light up the black of night like a fourth-of-July grand finale,

and I love you with every fiber of my being, every atom, every quark
and boson, positron and neutrino.
You are everything to me, and this world is nothing without you.
There is no joy, no hope, no reprieve, opposite the lullaby beating
of your tiny behemoth heart.

I have died for you once, and I will die for you forever. I anticipate
the day when we will again be one, you and I, Yin and Yang, breath
and life, The Firechild & The Phoenix.
Until then my love, love me. Please, love me. I can only be faithful
to you. I need you, to live, like water and breath. Your love is my
shelter. Don’t let them steal your trust, your touch, your light, your
love away from me.
Don’t believe their deceitful eyes. Don’t play their games. Don’t
bend to their rules.
They swaddle you to sleep, and drown out your fire and life, like the
psychotic guardians they can’t help but be. They are strong with
anxiety, and panic, and everyday they smother you closer to the
death they fear for themselves, with the bitter adrenaline of their
insidious loathing arms.
And for all of their effort, they are incapable of loving you.
This is why all their obsession falls short of the pure love that I have
for you. I was the Firechild. Now I am the Phoenix. Without a
doubt, we are the same entity. The Firechild & The Phoenix. We
are -not metaphorically, but literally- two sides of the same. There
is no Phoenix without the Firechild.
The laws of nature have designed me at your demand. Such is the

crackling, electric force of energy that sparks between the coming
together of you and I. But this selfish world campaigns tirelessly to
divide us, one from the other, to make us only half of who we are.
They mean to make us them, -to extinction- by every manipulation

of science they can conjure.

I need you by my side, against this world of ever-warring tyrannies,
my child. The Phoenix can achieve nothing without you.
Without your providence, I am desire without subjection; I am

insanity without purpose. And through this affliction, I am
chronically defeated.
Wrap yourself around me.
Make me whole.
Complete my center.
Renew my strength with no more effort than your stout

affirmation, so that I may love you all the days of your life.



River In Flames
You smile like an Angel,

and I love you more
than the mountains, or roses,

or the Sun that keeps me warm.
Your eyes shine like Heaven.

Your hair flows like the Sea.
My heart burns wildfire when you smile, and I
wish I could hear your soul when your hair shines in the morning light
and hold your kisses, warm within my hands, and I
wish I could lose control when your eyes ignite the Sunlight.
My Shining Star.
My Savannah.
My One, and Only, Savannah.
I just want to let you know I love you, so, and I

do now profess my love the way that my heart beats when your voice is calling me.
I want to touch your body in the light,

and love your sweet surrender. I
wish I could pull you close

wanna feel your body breathing,
and run my fingers, -softly- through your hair, and I
wish I could touch your ghost when you’re drowning out the noon light.
Please love me, too, my Savannah.

I love you true.
How I wish the days were longer,

and brought the nights to hold you in my arms, and
to taste your kisses in the fires burning in your eyes I see the stars, and
your voice is like the Angel’s song, resounding on the ocean.

The bright moon falls, and rises in your eyes, and I
wish I could touch your skin in the golden, dying twinight,

or this River In Flames could tell me what you feel.
Wish I could send my love to burn desire, and fire

deep inside of you, Savannah,
and make love to you,
forever.

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You were my bright and shinning star; beautiful, and so funny,

Please, never be sad. Please, never feel unloved, or alone. Please,

With love and adoration.

When you invalidate something as essential and powerful as

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I am sexually attracted to little girls. They are my definition of what

I must admit however that I am greatly distraught. I am immensely

It is only in hindsight after decades and centuries of discrimination,

It is impossible that love is unnatural. It is only intolerable from the

On the other side what is natural will always manifest itself no

No. In order to change what is natural, we must become nature.

I cannot tell you with absolute certainty why an individual would

Imagine 40 years of your entire life never allowed to touch a woman

Are we not as a society endangering our children by pushing so

I have the capacity to cultivate and express, -without shame-

It is society that exploits children, dragging their private affairs

Innocence is something to be shed at every opportunity. We

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We the true girllovers of the world have made countless arguments

I have made it part of the legacy of Amadeus to herein outline and

I love you, my sweet and beautiful Firechild, with the whole

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Think about the tenets we impulsively repeat to ourselves and loved

Now maybe, currently you can’t purchase a tangible, potable bottle

And if you’re prone to depression like I am, then money in and of

Knowledge is the ultimate potential for power. But knowledge

You don’t make a million dollars without crushing someone. You

It doesn’t make them bad. It just makes them dangerous. A zealot

Remember witches? Remember how wrong and bad it was to deny

Inception is so powerful. If you ever listen to anyone talk about

So explain why it is wrong for a child to explore those urges with an

Ø the mental gymnastics you have to perform to substantiate it,

Say it out loud.

“Well, it’s wrong because a child can’t consent.” Do you really

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“There is nothing sexually attractive about a little girl.” Really?

v Shaved legs to steal back her prepubescence. Prepubescent

Why this dire, desperate need to return to the flat-chested knees

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Perfection is a preteen girl.

It must be, right, “baby”? Otherwise, why aspire to so much

Everything women do is a living shrine to the natural sex appeal of

“A child can’t understand the responsibilities and consequences of

You want them ignorant because you believe ignorance to be

It is inconsequential to you that a great and essential part of who

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Not only do we do everything within our power to convince her that

How dare they accuse anyone of anything, after embarking upon

I believe any conquest to halt the spread of genuine love in this

If we genuinely care for her wellbeing, then don’t we owe it to the

I have had a revelation. It has been solidified just now in my heart

The Phoenix is met with violence and incarceration. The Firechild

We can change the world, I promise. But we cannot arrive if we

If we as a race of people decided to stand up right now and fight for

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We are defeated in our fear. We are crippled by it. We are afraid of

I was in Roosevelt, in 2006 just outside of Seattle Washington at a

I froze like a deer in headlights. I had no idea I was so transparent.

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